The last time I wrote a blog, it was about me not being sure about if I should release a story I had been working on along with Broken Phoenix. I had someone beta read what I had so far and I got a mixed comment so to speak. My writing is the only thing keeping me going right now and I've lost all sense of happiness. I've seen doctors but they just tell me that it's just stress. I even went as far as to talk to my childhood therapist from when I was transitioning. She noticed right away that I wasn't my normal self and needed help. I'm a complete wreck at this point. I don't want to get out of bed ever and I even went on Medical leave from work. I need help guys and I really don't know what to do right now. All I want right now is somebody's shoulder to cry on *sobs* . What can I even do? Doctors blow off what I tell them and say it's stress but it really isn't. I need some hugs and a shoulder to cry on right now :(