"Is it really me ?", i said to myself looking at the mirror in disbeleif."How the hell did i end up here !!"

I was a regular 18 year old , about to complete my graduation next year . Studied in the worst stream of my college which had a class of 43 boys and two girls and i am sure those two were not there by choice but by last resort. Surrounded by guys desperate for girls. I managed to remain normal as i clinged on to my long distance relationship with my girl who i have been dating since school.Things were going great but not my grades.Time was spent partying with friends or playing games , barely managed to pass everytime and sometimes had to repeat. Still i was held in a high regard along with few others for managing to be in a relationship while other guys in my class were getting their heart broken by girls from other streams and the two in ours.

Since time was nearing for our placements , i was repeatedly reminded of my grades by my teachers . Studying was difficult for me . I didnt like it plus my schedule with games and drinks didnt allow me to improve upon it. I decided to improve on my extra curriculars as the only way, joined the table tennis club , quiz club and drama club determined to turn things around . I realised soon how bad i am at all three, didnt get a chance in first two . Drama i was used mostly as a prop or stand in but i didnt mind as long as my teacher agreed she will 'think' about my grades.

Things were going on smoothly for me, until it was time for our college fest. I never took part in it , but this time i was part of drama club , so i didnt have a choice. I was happy to play the role of a tree or mountain ,i thought.But fate had other ideas . when i entered that day , i was welcomed with a bunch of giggles. They told me i was in the play and passed me the script. I looked at it and froze . There might be a mistake here."The wife of the second lead !!!"."Are you out of your fucking mind???"."No way i am doing that ."I went to my teacher and said i wont be able to play the part. I am not comfortable.

"Forget about your grades then",she said. She pointed out that till now my contribution to the club has been negligible , even a fucking chair could have done my part. 'I don't get any pleasure out of making you to do this , the only reason i am asking you is because there are three female characters in the play and we have two girls in our team. Look at your script , its a single page , nothing compared to other characters'.

She was right .i didnt have any significant contribution and the scripts other had were multiple pages indeed. i checked the lines , they were very less compared to others. I asked for time to think and left. I called my girlfriend Ankita and told her about it and asked for her suggestion. After finally being able to control her laughter and still accompanied by giggles she said i should do it. it would be fun. "I doubt that ",i said.

Rehearsal was fun. I got to skip classes . I had already memorized the lines and i realised my techer was right , i didnt have much stage time. I was happy . Things finally seemed to work out. I would skip classes in the name of rehearsal and hang out with friends. It was fun.My teacher was content with my performance,didnt require much either. On the last rehearsal , we were told that they have hired the salon in front of our college o help with makeup and costumes. The girls said they will get the costumes for three of us and we will meet there directly.

The day of the fest came. I was nervous and shit scared . In my mind i wished it never came, if i could turn back time again and probably study. Things looked easy and manageable yesterday . but today was different .Ankita called to wake me up . She tried hard to calm me down and to not forget to send her pics. I think she was more interested in the later and lot excited for it. She asked me to shave before going there and i reluctantly said yes.

I was afraid to go alone . I forced my roommate Kunal to tag along . He pretended to be not interested , but knowing its a female beauty parlour /salon his excitement knew no bounds .Maybe finally he would get a girl to give him his number . we drove there . The girls were already there and had started with the facials and all,no clues what they were . I saw the costumes laid out and asked which one was mine. They pointed to the pink one. It was a pink saree !!! I froze looking at it . Even the blouse was sleeveless !! 'No way i am doing this !, I am out of here'. I called my teacher and told her i am not doing it . I wont be wearing that thing. Its too revealing . I want another costume . Deep down i knew how the conversation was going to end. she was bullish. That the costume was as per the personality of the character and that it can not be changes and i can not or should not back out of the play hours before it . She said if i back out there will be consequences.

'There will be consequences even if i do it', i thought and headed back in.

The sleeveless blouse meant i had to remove my body hair . She started preparing the wax. I knew of waxing before from my girlfriend but had never realised till now how painful it really was . After seconds of starting and me screaming she realised it cant be done that way. My friend was standing there ,laughing at my plight . 'what have i gotten myself into !!'. I would have rather failed. She passed me a hair removal cream and pointed to the washroom. I looked at my partially waxed red leg and ran quickly towards it. Anything to escape that hell. In our country washrooms have both shower and toilet. I made the most of the cream . I was going to meet my girl the next month and i am getting the cream for free. So i completely cleaned my lower body along with my arms and underarms. I took a shower with warm water and the shower gel they had and finally came out dried. I had taken quite the time in there i guessed from their faces.

I loved how i smelt .The floral scent from the shower gel reminded me of my girlfriend. Then they gave me the petticoat which is like a skirt worn underneath the saree. I was wearing my underwear underneath it. Then the girls helped me with the bra . i didnt want to wear it , but they insisted as its required for the padding, followed by the blouse. i frowned at them . i would have prefereed a long sleeved one. but reluctantly put it on . I sat on the chair while the beautician started working her magic. She started with lotions and moved on to other cosmetics i was clueless about. i sat silently and surrendered myself to her. She had turned the chair with my back facing the mirror. i could see kunal on the sofa reading magazines and ocassionally laughing at me. I was feeling bit weird wearing the clothes but it was tolerable.Then she made me stand up and she draped the saree around me . I have seen my mom wear that but i had no idea it felt this weird. She clipped it at few places with saftey pins and she knew i cant handle that and will probably come lose if she didnt. Finally i was back at the seat again . i was faced away from the mirror as well. Suddenly i could feel her pull my hair back. I closed my eyes and leaned back . I felt the strands of hair on my shoulder and face and realised she was fixing the wig. She used extensions as well to give it a neat look. Once she was done she started brushing it . Once she was done i stood up and turned . Chills ran down my spine . I was looking less and less of me with every passing minute . I ran my hand down my long black sliky straight hair that almost reached my waist.Kunal came to me and asked me to stand near the wall as he clicked few pics of me. Without realising , i had posed like a girl with my hand on my waist like my girlfriend used to do.He came towards me and said running his hands through my hair 'looks real.Its beautiful'. I could feel my privates swell. I quickly sat down making sure no one else noticed it , i held it between my legs making sure it does not bulge out . I kept holding it between my legs as she started with the makeup. Face,nails , she did it one by one . I sat silently , my heart beating heavily. I could not speak . i looked at my friend who kept looking at me surprised. he could not look away. I felt uncomfortable and looked down.She tied my hair in a loose bun after seeing me irritate of the strands on my face .After hours which seemed like ages she was finally done with me as she clipped on a nose ring.

i saw Kunal coming towards me with my phone . Ankita had video called me . I didnt have the courage to pick up. Despite my reuctance he picked up the call and put it in my hand. My girlfriend's reaction said it all . 'Shrey', she said 'or should i call you shreya ,lol. you are a damn beautiful woman'. That was embaressing as everyone heard it and started laughing .I got up and left for the washroom for some privacy.She wanted me to show her my clothes, if i have waxed properly .i placed the camera on the sink and showed her my clothes.She asked me to let my hair down and show her and i did.'Beautiful',she said and i blushed.I was comfortable with her , with anything .I posed for her like she showed . She probably was recording it .but for the first time in a while i felt ok . She made me calm.She gave me a mini tutorial of how to tie my hair in a bun again.Did a horrible job though. After a long call , i came back inside. It was humiliating being there dressed like that.I was lucky it was early hours and we were the only people there. I was sweating even with the AC on . We got up to leave . She gave me a small purse for emergencies . It had a lipstick , eyeliner,perfume and few cosmetics. She lifted my arm up and rolled something on my underarms . 'Good luck girl',she said as she sprayed the perfume on me.I looked at her angrily .She smiled it off .I was trying hard to keep my dick between my legs, but they were making it difficult.

We drove to our college even though it was few hundred steps away .Didnt want to walk wearing that , no way. The entire car was smelling of my perfume . I would have loved the scent on any other girl, it was very good , but wearing that myself , i hated it. Kunal was laughing at me ,'what did they do to you !!'.

He dropped us at the entrance of the auditorium . I proceeded with the girls to meet our teacher . 'Ah ! my girls are here !!',she said . I frowned. 'Aint you a cute one , darling !' she said pulling my cheeks.We were told to wait in the dressing room untill our performance. We moved towards the room . Komal and shruti had been very helpful to me , minus the selection of costume part. They knew i am having trouble walkin in saree , soone of them always held my hand making sure i dont trip and fall.It was hard walking wearing that and hiding an erection , but i barely managed. I hated the way other boys were looking at me.But thankfully they either didnt know me or didnt recognize me . I saw the dressing room and moved ahead . I was stopped at the gate by a faculty and told to go to the other room as that one was for guys. 'What !!', i said ready to argue. Komal arrived shortly pulled me away .I had always wondered how the girls room looked . Now i am going to enter one . I entered and saw there were two other teams of girls. They were geting ready for their performance . Few were changing clothes.The room smelled heavenly. I found a corner and sat there . There was this girl standing in front of me in a bra, holding her gown. I have seen her few times even though She belonged to different stream. She was a trained dancer and was in a really great shape.She was hot af put simply. I could not look away. I kept staring at her and her boobs. It made the erection bad , i closed my legs and sat quietly. I was afraid someone might recognize me . I pulled my hair down making sure they didnt see my face.She got changed and left but it didnt help me in any way. I still had a hard on.Luckily there was an annoucement that the college band was playing next ,everybody left the room to see the performance. I stayed back. I was able to spread my legs a bit. But i realised i need to do something about it .i cant go on stage like that. people will notice the bulge. I had seen the girl keep her clothes on top of the bag . I quickly went there , i saw the panties she changed out of , rushed to the washroom and locked the door. The panties matched the color of my saree , i thought. I quickly removed my underwear and kept it on the sink . I smelled her panties once, they were definitely used and then i quickly put it on. I then wore my underwear on top of it . Luckily the tight panties were able to contain the bulge though they made me feel even more horny . My dick rubbing against the silk was heavenly,i have never felt anything like that . I went out and joined the girls. It was very crowded . I loved it though . Their skins getting rubbed against mine. feeling their hair on my face , hand, their breasts touching me. I had started enjoying it now. That was untill it was time for our performance . I was hit again by sudden wave of anxiety and nervousness. The play started and i was waiting for my entry . i was standing near the stairs holding my teacher's arm. 'Dont worry girl, it will be fine ', she reassured. I was too scared even to frown . By the time i reached the staged , i had forgotten my lines . I sprouted random replies and the moment my time ended , ran down the stage. Kunal was waiting for me with my purse and phone . I told him to get the car and we will leave

I didnt wait for my play to end . I rushed back to my appartment. Finally its done !! The nightmare is over. I need to get out.We drove back to our place.We had joints ready.We switched on the music and started smoking up. i sat on my bed smoking as he took out the whiskey. he passed the glass to me. I was already high still i could not refuse. We started drinking .I realised in sometime that i should have stopped way back.but it was too late now. My eyes were gtting closed and I was smiling like crazy.I was zoning out. I didnt have control over it anymore. I looked at the lipstick stained glass . it still had some whiskey but i didnt have the strength anymore. I got up , went to the mirror. I stood up infront of it

"Is it really me ?", i said to myself looking at the mirror in disbeleif."How the hell did i end up here !!".

I ran my fingers through my hair. Took out a brush and started gently brushing my hair and humming quietly to the music. The beautiful long strands of hair covered my back and sides, touching my bare shoulders turning me on even more .i side parted my hair and let it fall full length.Slightly adjusted my nose ring and then I took out the lipstick from the purse and started applying it like i was shown earlier.Made a pout at the mirror and smiled and then i took out the perfume and sprayed it . i was no longer myself.It was as if someone has taken over,like i am in a trance, possessed.I could not stop admiring my reflection.I could not stop smiling.The music changed . .Before i realised my body had started moving slowly to the music in front of the mirror. As i gently moved , my eyes fixated on my reflection,head swaying slowly to the music , the feeling of the soft hair on my skin and face . I raised my arms slowly,Smelling the perfume on my body ,closed my eyes as i continued moving to the music.I held my hair up in my hands as my hips moved to the music. Suddenly i was hit with the realisation that i was not alone in the room. I have completely forgotten about kunal. he was sitting there on the floor in a corner, stoned and drunk looking at me unable to comprehend what has happened to me, what the hell am i doing.My heart literally stopped . Pumped with adrenaline i was back to my senses.
We sat quietly for sometime looking at each other, me ocassionally fixing my hair with my fingers,sweating. Neither of us uttered a word . It was a very uncomfortable silence . I could not think of a way to justify my actions,there wasn't any. I finished the leftover whiskey and looked at him.

'i should change back', i said .
I got up and turned my back towards him and asked for his help to unzip the blouse. he stood up and he came behind me . He ran his fingers through my hair gently, then pulled it to the side. Then before i realised i felt warmth of his breath on my neck followed by a long wet kiss.My eyes closed as his arms went around my waist and pulled me closer.

"You are a beautiful woman, babe",he whispered in my ears slowly.