I think I want to share just a bit more here. I have several blogs around the Internet, one for my religious stuff, one for my personal stuff, one for memes and so on, one for me as Joy and this one. But here I think I can open up some.
See, there's a lot of pain in here. I don't know how I as Joy came out as well adjusted as I did, mainly because of some of what has happened. Just like the character in my stories, I worked my backside off to fit into the world of maleness. Just like that character, I now feel trapped with no way out.
I am going to a therapist, also a psychologist to get drugs for depression, but I want to warn you all that if I get angsty here, that's why. I'll try not to pull you all down too much, but if I do, that is what I need.
Right now I'm looking at the probability of suppressing Joy again. See, we had our house foreclosed on and we are being evicted. So, we have to find a place to live that will take a family of four and two cats. Add the stuff with Joy and I am probably not going to be doing much as her for some time.
As the sign said on John Laroquette's show in the bus terminal, "This is a very dark ride." I'll try to not make it all dark all the time, but if it gets that way, here's why.
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I hope the ride...
isn't too dark, and that it all works out for you and your family, plus the cats.
Angharad
Angharad
I Don't Know Where To Start
Joy, there will be no shortage of sympathy and support on this site for your male/female conflict. The real-life stuff is terrible. What all those greedy smart-arses on Wall Street have done is absolutely criminal and I fear that many both here and all around the world are going to suffer for their actions. My son tells me his business (dental) is off 25% in the last couple of months and another friend has just told me that her recruitment agency business has dried up altogether.
What merit the bank or mortgageor sees in making you homeless defies logic when they won't be able to sell your home anyway. I just hope you come through all this with as little pain as possible,
Joanne
Unconditional Support
I don't know what to say except take care and good luck. I hope for the best for you and your family (that includes the kitties of course).
I guess I have a little more to say ....
Joy will be back. Don't worry about her. Right now you have to take care of your family. They need you!
I'll be thinking about you and waiting for good news. :)
- Terry
Joy -- Our thoughts and
Joy --
Our thoughts and wishes are with you that you and your family will quickly find a place, and will soon be back. I know that yours is unfortunately not an isolated story, and all of us here at BCTS are hoping that things will turn around for all of us, the country and the world soon.
Hugs,
Kristy
Take care of the babies
Joy, take care of the babies (kitties) they just do not understand. Their one constant is you but if things are going to be rough for a bit see if a friend can take them for a little while till you get resettled.
I'm just a mushie softie but I feel it is our part of the partnership to make sure they have the best lives possible, they depend on us for everything.
Take care.
Keep your head up!
Joy ~
Sorry to hear that this economy is hitting you so hard; as someone above said, what those greedy SOBs in DC and on Wall Street did was criminal and their actions are hurting people worldwide.
Take care of what is important, you and yours, and all will eventually calm down.
Please be patient with yourself and your circumstances - so much of what happens in our lives is simply beyond our control; go with the flow. As difficult as it may be now, remember to keep your head up & above water - you, like all of us, have been caught in a raging tide, one that will eventually run it's course. You are not alone in getting caught up in events, and you will not be alone in your endeavors. I wish you all the best, in every way imaginable.
Looking at what I've written, I hope these words ring less hollow in your ears, that they help. I get so frustrated with a world that others create and to which we have to react....
YW
He conquers who endures. ~ Persius