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Hello everyone, old friends and potentially new. It has been a very long time since my last post, and many promises that name came to flourish...with great apology.
I have been busy and hardheadedly suffering many traumatic and extreme bouts in my life as of late. Mistrusts, rapes, debt, capability denials, lack of self-reassurance over my own artistic qualities (hence why story writing hasn't been on my agenda in the last 5 years).
I have moved 6 times since my last story upload. Been intricately trying to deal with trust, relationships and personal debts, that oddly coincide with eachother. Preparing for surgery unfortunately due to my debts and depression has been placed on hold, so I am still preop but heavily still in my transition.
As of Late, after a massive amount of time to deligate my ideals and desires, I have finally settled on an educational pursuit. As such, I am currently in process of applying for THE UNIVERSITY OF WESTERN ONTARIO. My desire for such is, to study classical and archaic history under the greek and roman archaeology corriculumn, with the desire to use this personally to fulfill my own passions and become a museum curator for ancient mediteranian history, with a focus on gender and sexuality in archaic and classical history, where I will also learn Ancient Greek, Latin and Egyptian Lingusitics. Being 8 years since I graduated late from highschool; my desire bound is a tough road, but if one is ment to dream and strive, one must make seemingly impossible decisions, and show themselves how viably possible through the strive and hard-work put into it, that it can truly be accomplished. With my love for archaic antiquities, and ancient greek philosophies and scriptures, I am positive that I am on the right course that is best suited for my own inner passions (I have individually researched everything greek since the 5th grade).
As such, lately many creative pursuits are coming back to me now that my depression (which my antidepressants I have and am dealing with getting off of cold turkey due to there raising health issues) Such as new stories that are in fact persuaded by these passions, such as retelling in my own words stories of ancient Greece, that are little told and slightly known about in a bigger continuum then ever told before, particularily the story of one who could be argumentally considered as the first transgirl in history, Tiresias the oracle of Delphi. And others for our brothers in here, the story of atalanta. And for just those that are only interested in crossdressing, theres also the few times such as when Achilles impersonated women to hide, or even heracles/Hercules spent well over a year emasculated by being forced to be a slave in womens garb as one of his 12 labours. And the many other stories such associated such as the daughter presumed son by the fates prophesiesed to overthrow zeus himself, Athena. The wild chaste tomboy Artemis that was to become the goddess of manly pursuits of hunting and archery and yet also the goddess of blossoming womanhood, her and Athena celebrated as the goddesses of the amazons.As such another story totally driven from these tales but placed with a creative purpose of my own creation, an Athenian prince that becomes an amazon princess. As you all know when I like to write my grammer is often terrible, so I may very well be looking for someone to assist me in proof reading and helping with grammer and punctuation. I also love to write epics, and adventurously devout stories, indepth personal and heavily characterized with highly indeferent personas for each character, things that can pertain to a lot of people to strengthen the bond between character, my writings and the reader, so I will be looking to comments and messages for particular intersts some would have for a specific character to have or maintain, I am open to ideas.
Honsetly I feel like I had more to say but brain is fuzzy, so there may be several more posts throughout the next while.
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love you all lots and miss u bunches,
Erin Amelia Fletcher XOXO
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glad to have you back !
super huggles!
Ancient history and best wishes
Welcome back. I was on massive amounts of psych meds and finally got off most of them in 2008, and by now the one remaining one is a very small dose, such that the shrink doubts its effectiveness. The Celexa caused me to gain nearly 50lbs, and the Wellbutrin caused heart arrhythmias.
If you ever wish to chat, I am interested in early history from a Biblical perspective. Having studied Christianity, and Islam, the accademic perspective helps make sense of what they say.
Much peace
Gwen
All my hopes
and prayers for you, dear heart!
Love, Andrea Lena
Welcome home
Hugs,
Erin
= Give everyone the benefit of the doubt because certainty is a fragile thing that can be shattered by one overlooked fact.
Good luck with the course
I hope it will give you a focus to deal with all the other issues as well.
Angharad
Welcome back
Your dreams were your ticket out