I wish to publically apologize to any and all who may have been take offense at anything that I have ever posted or messaged on this site.
I have a talent in that area which is why I have never had anyone in my life.
I can no longer continue.
If, now that I will be gone, you can find it in your hearts, even for an
instant, to feel something for my passing, then that is more than anyone else has ever done.
For Miss Cabot, thank you for calling me your friend, you were and are the only one that
has ever done so.
Goodbye
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I don't know you
but please don't. I almost went there myself, it really does get better. If you need to talk to someone please PM me.
AllisonZ
What you said here sounds a bit ominous, please don't do anything hasty. Many of us have had bad times, and many of us will again. Don't take a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Hey, I have that same talent also, I've pissed off some major players here, but others I count as good friends. Stick around and try, you never know what might happen. There are some helpline numbers on the front page at the top of the righthand column. USE them!
Correction: the hotline numbers are partway down the righthand column. The GLBT Hotline: 1-888-843-4564 or Resource chat on Laura's TG chat http://www.lauras-playground.com/chat.htm
You are not alone!
“When a clown moves into a palace, he doesn’t become a king. The palace becomes a circus.” - Turkish Proverb
You have NEVER offended me!
If you believe that you have offended any, pleease let this blog speak for you and ask Erin if any have complained about you.
May Your Light Forever Shine
I fought that battle in January...
Please, Don't go there. You've not offended me. If you want to talk I'm here...
Ole
We are each exactly as God made us. God does not make mistakes!
Gender rights are the new civil rights!
Please?
Falling tears yet afraid of scorn
Far away now and alone
Please don't go, dear heart? You have already shared so much with me in just these two verses, and my heart would be sad if you left.
Love, Andrea Lena
You ain't that special sister.
You never offended me, and that is easy to do.
Back between 2005 and 2010, I got hauled off by the police twice because of friends here. I was pretty mad but in retrospect, I can not say that they did not care.
Make sure you reach out to someone at least. There are lots of folks here.
These episodes of suicidal ideation generally pass fairly fast. Hang on.
Gwendolyn
If you do
anything untoward to yourself, that would offend me because I will never have had the chance to call you friend.
So please reconsider.
Angharad
Angharad
Have to say ditto
It looks like you're getting plenty of good advice already, hopefully I can add one more voice to it. I can't say I can recall any offense from you, but even if you have offended people in the past, so what? There's lots of people, and I'm sure more than one who'd be happy to call you a friend. Don't do anything permanent - problems with people are almost always temporary.
I'll give some advice that has worked for me in the past when I feel depressed. Pick up Hamlet, or some Dostoevsky. It's a fine reminder that depression has been around for a long time - you're not the first to suffer it. They can be depressing reads, but they almost always leave me feeling better by the end.
Best of luck,
Titania
Lord, what fools these mortals be!
Thick skin v Offence
Some people take offence too easily, Me? well I must have armoured plating cause I don't take offence at much. Why not start again and see how things pan out it's never easy to please some people and whatever you do there will always be someone you've offended.
As for being alone, well I have never had a friend no matter what I do people seem to take an instant dislike to me and here I am 60yrs young and still alone now living in a caravan in the middle of a field in Dank and dreary UK and out of work and flat broke but do I let it get to me? No I don't so just don't let people get to you. We are all winners in life no matter what our faults so just plod on and tell the world to get stuffed.
If you want chat PM me and I'll give my messenger ID
Jackie
P.S Maybe I'm a real Walking Talking Living offence, remember the old adage
"Laugh and the World laughs with you, Cry and you cry alone"
I'll bet ...
There are a hell of a lot more on this site who have NOT taken offence than there are those who have.
If you were to do what you are intimating it would offend and hurt those who are currently not offended because, by choosing to do what you intimate you are going to do, you are in some part saying you don't give a toss for all those who have never expressed offence or upsets by your comments.
Don't do what we all think your suggesting kid cos' it's not fair on those that care (and I humbly number myself amongst those many who care.)
The frustrating thing about the internet is that it connects us ethereally but does not enable us to just pop around and have a good old chin-wag over a cup of tea or coffee (or even a beer, but booze is a depressant and doesn't usually help those who are suicidal). I know I get thoroughly frustrated by only being able to Skype people instead of popping around to say hello.
If you Skype I'm there as quite simply Beverly Taff. The good thing is that what you see on Skype is what you see in my crazy piccies so you don't get shocked by some unexpected visage.
It's good to Skype kid. try it.
Bevs.
Please don't do what your
Please don't do what your message insinuates. My aunt's boyfriend lost a daughter that way, she posted on FB then took her life. Her family and friends were devastated, worse was the silly reason she did, she was only 18 and fell out with her boyfriend.
Taking your own life solves nothing, it just causes everyone around you pain and sorrow. Look at how many responded to your post, people here care and would be hurt if you follow through so please don't.
Big hopeful hugs
Lizzie :)
Bailey's Angel
The Godmother :p
Tomorrow I'll be Able To See
I don't want to think that the beautiful poem I read last night was the last I'll see from you, Allison.
I have a feeling it won't be. For one thing, you haven't got the rhyme scheme quite right yet.
http://youtu.be/fVx-ULd2VIY
Go to a really lonely spot and listen to this. Make sure there's a lovely view.