I would like to thank Kristina L S for putting my rambling into more coherent English.
Here now, is an edited version of My Rambling.

Move along this street, and it speaks to me
The song you sing, on this last evening, plays to me
Only a few more steps, to find the key to this door
This way is not easy, this way is paved with stones
Not many may agree, but life offers so much more
It was just a moment, and I was no longer there
After a little step, it dawned on me
Some kick you, some love you, some help you, some bless you,
Do not set your sail if the waves reach too high
Some will love you, some will hate you,
But just be true to yourself
On this road...

It's not about suicide, but rather about keeping one's self focused

Thanks for your encouragement

hugs

carpe diem