This is difficult. I don't know why to say. I have tears running down my cheeks and I don't know why but I don't care. So why am I posing. Not to ask for help although I feel desperate for it I don't need it. Let me tell you a true story although the typing may be bad, I really can't see the screen very well for tears. I think I will appear ver confused which may be true but that's aright (lol).

About five or six weeks ago if read an article on the muscle age of mice and how it can be altered. A friend of mine and I discussed it. Between the two of us we decided to try two slightly different self medication schemes. Yeah, I know we are stupid. I won't discuss his results except to say he is very, very happy.

Me? At the moment I am feeling a delightful misery and a great contentment as I am crying out all the tears I compressed inside me for sixty years. Decompression is a good word. A truly lovely word. But I can't stop crying right now.

Three weeks after starting this scheme I am using only 75% of the insulin that I used to NEED and may need to reduce still further as I am having to manage a few hypos. I have list four kilos ( 9lbs ) sine the 29th of January. I have just got back from the doctor who has stricken TWO medication that affect blood pressure from my regime (Amplodipine an Duodart.). That is actually three drugs I don't need any more as Duodart is a combo drug. After fifty years I just stopped smoking (both tobacco and othe smoking substances). No idea why, just no more urge. Haven't had a drink since I started this. So much for those who called me an alky.

Yes, emotionally I am a real tucking mess and would dearly love for someone to talk to and physically hug. But something inside feels very girlishly content. More sip than ever before in my life. Finally I feel _good_. It is a new and novel experience.

Thanks all, getting this out has been very therapeutic.

Oh, the magic bullet? It is NADH that I take daily sublingual 20mg. For me it has been that simple.

If you are thinking WTF? Then you might logo into the relationships between mitochondrial DNA/RNA and nucleic DN/RNA. There seems to be a lot going on there at the moment, one Japanese researcher has found a very fast 100% cure for 100% of cancers. Works by turning the cancer cells to normal cell. A 13% cancer liver was restored (in situ) to fully normal, no cancer, in less than twelve hours.

So, here's hoping and may the light ginger bless you all.