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Sometimes I just need to share things and with limited people in my life I wind up blogging on here. I don't know if that is a good thing or just plain sad, I will just leave it at "It is what it is."
So, this morning (remember I work at night and sleep during the day) I had a dream. Or could it be considered a nightmare. I ran into the two people that stole a lot of money from me and started the whole legal mess that I find myself in currently (I still wonder if they planted files on my computer, but there is a kernel of hope into me that people, no matter how misguided, aren't that vindictive). We were in a car and I was driving. I don't know how I let them in the car, but why, but that is sort of where the dream starts. I am driving and I look over to the woman and I ask her why she called the cops on me and made a false report. Her answer, we asked to borrow ten dollars and you wouldn't give it to us. She then goes on to explain that she just wanted the computer out of the house so she could get to my money and didn't think that charges would be filed, but that I was getting what was coming to me because ten dollars wasn't all that much to lend. I told her, you know, now I have to kill you. In my dream I didn't kill her, but that was because my roommate woke me up to tell me that my car was broke. I was real short with my roommate, but I think that might have to do with the fact that my emotional state was still in the dream.
I am just wondering if this was a dream, or prophesy. Unfortunately, I can't enter my dream in as evidence.
On the legal front. I got the transcript of the interview between me and the detective. I really should've went in with a lawyer, but I didn't incriminate myself. Going through the hundred pages, I notice that the detective eluded to the thieves putting things on my computer. This was before me getting robbed so I sort of covered for them (remember I didn't know where the charges were coming from and didn't suspect them as being involved).
I think my main problem is that I am far too trusting. I wonder if I can find a cave somewhere and just hide.
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How sad that you have been hurt deeply. I am hoping that you see justice in this case.
May Your Light Forever Shine
Hey Katie,
Blogging on BCTS is good for airing problems, feelings, etc. I figure most of us care and can relate to other's problems, especially in regard to TG issues.
I'm wondering if some of your problems with the theives and cops is anti-trans discrimination and transphobia.
I'm sorry that you've got such suckie problems. I get the feeling that most here are in a mess one way or another! Hang in there!
Hugs and Bright Blessings,
Renee