Stevie’s Tale – Chapter 5

By Kelly Blake

“Wait… What…?” Deuxième partie

Fortunately I didn’t have to go home Sunday evening. I was not prepared to face my mom. I was not prepared to remove my nail polish. I was not prepared to give up who I was? And I was definitely not prepared to go to school on Monday.

Waking first, I was blessed to see Katie’s angelic face only mere inches from mine. She was still asleep and I didn’t disturb her as I made my way into the bathroom. I wanted to take a bath but I had another task first. The only parts of me that didn’t get thoroughly washed yesterday were my insides.

By now this was second nature to me and sometimes Katie and I simply didn’t have the time to ‘play’ in the midst. So I filled the bag three times and I cleansed myself three times. Afterward, I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and did the usual morning ritual of moisturizers. By then I emptied the last dregs of my insides and Katie walked in. She came directly to me, taking me in her arms and kissing me intensely on the lips.

“Good morning sweet heart…” Katie beamed. “I don’t know about you but I slept so well last night. It was like I was dead or something. And…by the way…you taste like tooth paste.” She laughed.

“I was thinking of taking a bath. Is that okay with you?” I blushed and smiled demurely.

“Yeah… Sure… You’ve cleaned out?”

“Yes…! Of course…! Always…!” As if I wouldn’t!

“I’m clean from last night. I got up around two and simply felt like it.” She laughed. “I was half asleep and had trouble finding my ass hole.”

That was kind of funny but between Saturday night and now…who was I to judge?

“Let’s get into a steamy tub and do a deep olive oil hosing.” Katie grinned. “We’ll use only one bag and connect the hoses. Let’s see how long we can hold it.”

Katie turned to get everything she needed. She swiftly turned the counter top into an alchemist’s laboratory. Not only was the huge tin can of olive oil present, but several smaller jars and bottles that contained various herbs and spices in oil. Katie measured out the oil with aplomb (def an exam word) and then poured it into the bag. Then she added some of the contents from the various bottles and vials. And in finishing, for good measure, Katie threw in hash oil!

The aroma of the chamomile and the catnip was intense. Katie could never relate her formula to me because it continually changed. Attaching the hoses and clamping everything shut, Katie placed the bag in the basin and turned on the hot water to heat the contents.

“Okay honey… Why don’t you start the bath and throw in some of the floral stuff.” Katie grinned.

Whilst Katie brought out the IV stand and two enema butt plugs, I sprinkled the water with one of Katie’s bath ‘seasoners’ marked floral. I also lit several scented candles, although the fragrant scent of the chamomile and catnip oils hung heavily in the air, and put on some new age music that seemed to fit the ambience. She was très serious about us retaining the oil and if the room’s mood helped…I was all for it.

After inserting the plugs, attached to a ‘Y’ connector, which was attached to the bag, we settled down into the steamy bath water. I laid back into the rounded end of the tub and slid down until the water lapped at my chin. I imagined that a very stupid smile appeared on my face from the fact that one appeared on Katie’s and we were def in sync.

“Check this out.”

Katie grinned impishly as she opened the clip. Then she picked up a bulb-like thingy that I hadn’t seen before and began to squeeze it. A moment or two passed before I felt anything.

“Ohhh… Ohhh… My… God…” I giggled and softly moaned.

The oil was way warmer than the bath water and that warming effect was…amazing. The heat radiated throughout my insides as the oils quickly filled me…us. Katie simply laid back down into the curved portion on her end. She had a facial expression that said ‘I’m far beyond feeling stupidly good’. I’d only just noticed a small table hidden on the far side of the tub. On it was a large bowl of cut fruit, a pitcher of juice, and two travel mugs.

“What’s this for?” I groaned as a cramp hit me.

“Oh honey…” Katie grinned and sighed. “Wait for the cannabis oil to hit. You will get an epic case the munchies like nobody ever had before.” She snickered. “Trust me on this one.”

Once again I wondered where Katie learned all this stuff. And once again I wondered who she did it with before I came into her life. It wasn’t until the cannabis oil hit that I had the courage to ask.

“Katie…?” I tried to look my utmost innocent. “Who did you live with before me?”

Katie gazed at me through very stoned eyes; no doubt mimicking my own. The last of the bag entered us. Katie slowly sat up and clamped the bag’s hose. Then she reached up and set the bag on the mat. I was now connected directly to her. The very thought of that caused my pelvis to thrust against the expanded bulb inside of me.

Katie sat back and stared at me. I suddenly felt a flush of oil from her enter me. My head just dropped back as my eyes rolled up until I couldn’t see.

“You liked that. Didn’t you…my little ass whore?” She smirked. “Why do you want to know who was here before you?”

“Oh God Katie…?” She was upset with me. “It’s just that I’m learning so much from you.”

“And you want to know who I learned from. Is that it?” She smiled slyly.

Katie’s gaze was…penetrating? I just let it happen. And then another flow of oil rush from her to me. The sensation caused me to giggle.

“Well yeah… Kind of …”

I pouted and gazed at the water and the petals flowing upon it.

“I was already a whore when I met her. She’d seen me around Wilton Manors and knew I was underage.” Katie gently rubbed my tummy with the heel of her foot. “As it happened…” She took a dramatic pause. “She was Bernie’s flavor of the month…or whatever.”

“How old was she?” I felt more comfortable asking her.

“She was nineteen and I was not yet sweet sixteen.” Katie’s words ‘sweet sixteen’ dripped with sarcasm. “But she had her own set-up and it took me all of three moments to move in with her.” Katie’s brow furrowed. “Now you need to understand that we had that magical and amazingly instant chemistry. Kind of like what you and I have?”

She smiled and laid her head back. She toes were now gently playing with my boy bits. I took her cue and softly massaged her vagina with my big toe.

“She was beautiful you know.” Katie stared at the ceiling as she spoke. “And I did learn a lot from her…and Bernie. What we’re doing now? I learned all this…” She waved at our present state. “…from her and simply added my own improvements.” Katie smiled warmly.

“You must have loved her…a lot.” I sighed.

“It was more than that.” She shrugged her shoulders and cocked her head to the side. “I needed her. We needed each other. And that bond is so much stronger. We couldn’t exist without each other.”

“Is that like you and me? I mean…I literally need you. You’re the most important person in my life. Without you I feel like nothing.” I felt tears coming.

Katie sat up slightly and took hold of my foot. She inserted my big toe into her vagina. Katie had never done that before…at least not with me. She began to tap her foot against my butt plug. Then she very seductively began to tug on her already engorged nipples. As I watched her I felt my own pouty little nipples begin to itch so I mimicked her actions…though not quite as vigorously.

“That’s exactly why I need you even more than her. You thought you were a big nothing. But I noticed you. I thought you were the most exquisite thing I’d ever seen. None of those ass holes around you could see it. But I could.” She smiled so warmly that my heart melted.

Katie suddenly sat up, got to her knees, and stood straight up over my tummy. I could see her bearing down and pressing her tummy with her finger tips. A warm and seemingly unending flow of oil from her body entered mine quite…insistently? I thought it was sort of like what Bernie’s dick felt like when he came in me. Only this was so much more powerful. It was like Katie was filling me with her seed.

“And because you were…” She said ‘were’? “…a nothing, I could make you into who and what I wanted. And even more…what I knew you wanted even if you didn’t realize it…yet.”

Katie suddenly knelt down and folded my hose shut. Then, grasping my hand that I was so very intently massaging my tummy, she made me hold the pinched hose. Katie smiled down at me when she spoke.

“But you really fooled me.” She now sat upon my thighs. “You’re becoming everything I could possibly ever have ever wanted all on your own. I can’t believe how lucky we both are to have this happening.” I saw tears welling up. “I can’t believe how lucky we are to have each other.”

Katie leaned forward and kissed me…deeply. At the same time she was manipulating my bits in a most explosive way. Once again Katie managed to cocoon me in her womb of unimaginable delights. And it was still only morning!

But before I could reach that pinnacle of pleasure Katie hopped out of the tub, wrapped herself in a towel, pinched and disconnected her hose from the bag, and did kind of a blitzed version of the ‘pee pee walk’ to the toilette.

Leaving me in the midst of everything was a very big surprise. She giggled as I heard the sound of the oil splashing into the bowl. I wasn’t going to ask her what I should do. I was in the midst of dealing with a cramp when I remembered the bidet. Sometimes, when we needed to go at the same time, one of us would use the thing.

“I’m using the bidet.” I exclaimed.

“Okay…” Katie lilted. “But you have to clean it when you’re through.”

She laughed. And there were several reasons why. I had to place a towel around myself, detach from the bag, and waddle over to the bidet whilst filled with the oil. And then there was the issue of whether I really wanted to even leave the tub to begin with. My entire being was tingling and my butt hole was…alive…and kind of tingling as well?

Moving very slowly and cautiously, I sat on the edge of the tub with my hose pinched off beneath my butt. Reaching down for the towel proved to be more than interesting. I could feel the oil sloshing inside me with every motion. Finally towel wrapped and disconnected, I very gingerly walked over to the bidet, squatted, deflated and pulled the plug.

The oil seemed to flood out of me and the entire room filled with the fragrant essences of the additives Katie used. The relief was so overwhelming that I nearly sat down into the bowl. Katie, finishing much sooner, came to my side and began to palpate my tummy. It took some time before I was reasonably emptied. Today would be a multi ‘heavy flow day’ panty liner until all the oil fully drained. But we had no pressing plans.

As we both began to put the bathroom back in order, I discovered exactly what Katie meant. The bidet was completely lined with an oily film that the water simply wouldn’t wash away. So I had to get down on my hands and knees to scrub the sides with soap. Katie was always extremely thorough in keeping everything nice and clean.

But the intensity of our…play…and the healthy dose of the cannabis oil destroyed me…us. Thankfully we were done with the essential cleaning. And as Katie stumbled back into our bedroom, I followed. We both plopped onto our bed and she embraced me, placing my head just above her boobs. We laid like that in silence for some time, our eyes closed and enjoying the feeling of one another’s body.

“I’m never going back to school.” I whispered, my eyes still closed and a smile on my lips. “How can I? I mean… What for? I have nothing in common with any of them anyway.”

“I know exactly what you mean honey.” Katie purred. “And nobody says you have to.”

“Yeah…” I sighed and grinned…stupidly no doubt.

“We’ll need to do something about old Caulder though. I don’t want you to be doing her any ‘favors’ you know.” The sarcasm dripped…heavily. “Anyway…what would you do instead of doing school?”

“Go with you?” My eyes opened and I gazed up at Katie.

“You know Bernie isn’t the only one I do. I have other...‘dates’.” Katie said softly. “That means men and women you don’t know. And there are ‘clients’ yet to be that I don’t even know.”

I laid against her thinking about what Katie just said. And I knew just what she meant. I would become a full time whore…just like her. But did I really care at this point? As long as I could be with Katie, live life with her, living her life, did I really care what I had to do?

“And it’s not like they’re every Friday and Saturday night either sweet heart. What happens if I have one on Tuesday evening? Is your mom going to say ‘sure…go out and have a good time sweet heart’? I don’t think so.”

“Yeah… Well…” I sighed sadly. “I don’t exactly want to go home either.” I got up on my elbow and rested my chin between her boobs. “This is my home…here…with you.”

My heart simply opened up and the tears flowed. But even those tears couldn’t stop the smile on my lips. I was so very happy at that moment. Katie handed me a tissue to wipe my eyes and nose. She gently stroked my hair and smiled at me.

“You are so fucking beautiful.” She sighed. “I really want to keep you all to myself. But as much as I want you, I have no idea how we can be together full time. I mean you do have a mom and she’s not going away. She may have issues but she’s def not going to go for you living here twenty-four seven.”

Katie reached across the bed and pulled the blanket and top sheet over us. We were cocooned in semi-darkness. I gazed at her and couldn’t think of the right words. If she really thought I was beautiful, then how could I possibly find the adequate words to describe her?

“I love you.” I whispered softly as I laid on her.

“Well…” Katie chuckled and rolled us over till she was atop me. “Now I really don’t know how I’ll ever be able to live between Monday nights and Friday mornings.”

Katie kissed me and hugged me. She settled into my side and we fell asleep. Katie awoke first and simply could not wait for me. She rolled atop me, her full weight upon my personage, and gave me one of those smacking type kisses.

“I’m fucking starving!” She gleefully exclaimed.

Katie spoke with a grin and had that ravenous look in her eyes she usually gets when my body is the entrée. I grinned up at her and stretched my arms and legs out. Then I hugged her to me and simply basked in the warmth and feel of her body atop mine. When that amazing moment finally passed, we got up and began our ritual GRWM to follow with our ritual OOTD. That’s when it happened.

Playing around with ash gray and pale sea blue, I finally found my perfect eye shadow combo. I know it sounds kind of derpy, but going out during the day and doing a ‘date’ night required different looks. Daytime was sixteen year old time so I went mild and light. I decided that I should save the ‘wicked whore’ look for the money. Finishing off with a lovely deep pink shade of lipstick and blush, even Katie could find no wrong.

Standing before the bathroom mirror, I pouted and smirked and posed with my hair in different styles. Two notions struck me as I saw Katie’s reflection and her grin. I was amazed at how totally natural all this had become over the past three weeks.

The second notion left me feeling quite uneasy? How quickly I adjusted to, and even sort of cherished, being called a whore by Katie. I even felt kind of okay when the word came from my lips. Somehow, in the depths of my mind, whore no longer was a negative appellation. After all, I was a good caring and loving person. So how could I possibly be someone horrid?

We had breakfast, make that brunch, at the egg diner on Federal highway and discussed how we would spend the day. Katie, ever the mall rat, was a wee bit reluctant to totally discard her desires. But I had enough of everything over the course of the weekend. I just wanted some chill time and to be perfectly specific…chill time with my Katie. So we decided upon a beach outing.

Upon returning from our meal, we walked across the street to the beach. Hopping over the low sea wall we found a lovely quiet spot beneath one of the palm trees. With our arms around each other’s waist, my head upon her shoulder and hers resting atop mine, we gazed at the placid sea. The breeze blew mildly and the fresh scent of the ocean filled our senses as we sat quietly and serenely. After some time Katie lifted her head and gazed down at me.

“Are you okay baby girl?” She asked softly.

A massive dam of emotion simply opened up and I began to cry. Katie brought a few tissues out for me. She held me with both arms, my head now resting upon her boobs. I just couldn’t stop as my eye shadow…my new ‘look’…came off with the tears. Katie comforted me by not saying a word and simply holding me to her.

Katie kissed the top of my head when the tears finally did stop. I was exhausted and still trying to catch my breath. She put her cheek to my head and slowly rocked me. I couldn’t figure out where all this emotion was coming from. It seemed like all I did was cry these days.

“My sweet baby…” She cooed. “It’s okay. What was that anyway?” She sweetly kissed my brow once again.

I sniffled and shrugged my shoulders. I pulled myself closer to her and she hugged me more firmly.

“Everything…? All of it…? All of…” I waved my hand. “…this?” I sniffled.

“It’s okay. It’s okay to like it baby doll.” Katie lilted as she kissed my cheek. “Just let yourself go and enjoy you for a change.”

“You don’t understand.” I whined.

“Try me sweet heart.”

I sniffled and took a long moment to collect my thoughts. Katie gave me as much time as I needed. I loved the fact that she didn’t press or push.

“Well… When I was being…you know…used by that guy, I never thought I would ever be able to…well…be close…to someone…anyone? He always told me I was only good for two things.”

“Yeah…” Katie sneered. “Fucking and sucking… That about right…?”

“Yeah…” I said sadly. “I mean there was a part of it I loved. But it was a very, very small part.” I sighed. “And I always felt so dirty afterwards. I couldn’t get clean enough to be with anyone in any fashion. And it was so all my bad.” A tear flowed again. “It’s just that when he touched my arm the first time, every tiny little hair stood straight out and I felt so…so tingly. You know what I mean…?”

“Look honey…” Katie sighed. “I get it. You loved the thought of what a stiff cock could do for you. But you hated the even bigger prick that came attached.”

I giggled through a sniffle and nodded my head.

“Look…” Katie sounded serious. “All men are pricks and assholes. That’s all they ever want from us. So nothing is really your fault. He just didn’t know how, or he didn’t care to do it right.”

“And I had to keep seeing him. He said he viddied the first time.” I gazed up at her. “He even showed it to me on his phone. And…” I rested my head again. “He would invite his friend over sometimes. He liked to slap me and… He made me do such filthy… He made me… With some of his friends…”

I couldn’t continue. My tears flowed like a rain shower.

“You didn’t tell me there were others.” Katie actually felt for me…my pain. “Don’t think about it anymore. Just breathe and check out the ocean.” Katie was silent for a moment. “Ever talk to anybody about this shit?”

“Oh no…!” I paused and sighed. “Only you…”

I gazed up at Katie. She smiled and turned me around. She was now cradling me and rocking me slowly.

“That must have taken a lot.” She smiled sadly. “I kind of feel special that you chose me to tell. That was an important gift baby doll. Nobody ever gave me a gift so…precious?” Katie’s eyes lit up. “I want you to know that I trust you as well. I trust you with anything and everything. I really need you.”

“And you really don’t mind that I can’t…you know…that it doesn’t get big and hard?” I sniffled.

“I don’t care.” She was angry. “It wasn’t your cock…or lack thereof…that attracted me. You are just too femme and I can’t resist you. It’s in your nature to be a submissive little whore. But you’re my submissive little whore.” She smiled and kissed me. “We know you love to take the cock. Maybe we should spend a little time on teaching you how to give it.” Katie snickered. “Some guys just love taking a big fat strap on up their ass.”

I giggled and closed my eyes. I adored being in Katie’s arms. I adored being held by her and cradled by her. And why not…? She became my new mother rather quickly and my new mother loved me. I could feel it. Hugs and kisses were Katie’s trademarks. Taking care of her new baby was her calling. We were bonded in every way imaginable and I felt us getting closer as time passed.

“I love you Katie.” I held her tighter. “And I love my life with you.”

Going home…to mom that is…was the ultimate come-down. In fact it was sort of more of a crash and burn than anything else. Thankfully Katie gave me several pills to have in the event things got weirder than usual. She gave me one to take before we left our apartment anyway. Mom was in her usual place with her usual glass full of her usual wine.

Thankfully Katie came in and spoke to mom about our weekend whilst I snuck up to my bathroom. I made doubly sure all my makeup was totally removed and changed my top for one she’d recognize.

I totally hated where I lived now more than ever. Everything was so…so very small in scale compared to where, and the manner in which, I now truly lived. By the time mom got a good look at me, all her questions had been answered and I wear my best smiley face.

“You look…different honey.” She said with a beaming grin. “You have wonderful color in your face. Getting out and doing things must agree with you.” I never went out before. “But you really must be very careful in the sun. Your skin is so fair sweet heart. You should put moisturizer on it tonight. Do you even have any? I can give you mine.”

“Oh don’t worry.” Katie lilted. “I’ll go upstairs with Stevie and see if she has some.”

“Huh…?” Say what…???

Mom wasn’t that stoned…yet. She was more like mildly pebbled? Katie caught herself quickly after using ‘she’. Katie did blush but mom didn’t seem to notice at all anyway.

“I’ll go up with Stevie and make sure he puts some on.” Katie repeated and smiled coyly.

As we walked to the stairs, Katie whispered to me.

“Whew… That was close.”

“Ya think…?” I giggled and punched her arm lightly.

“Oh my God…” Katie snickered. “That was so totally femme.”

“What…” ???

“When I girl wants to get some bozo’s attention, she’ll sometimes punch his arm. It’s the ‘she’ touching thingy you know.”

I sort of knew what she meant? I was always touching her…or at least trying to touch her? It was my connecting to her. Having never had any other girl do that to me, I never realized it to be true.

Once upstairs, as Katie put moisturizer onto my face and neck, she spoke about our future. I had to show up to school tomorrow; at least in the morning.

“We have a lot to do and we need to do it quickly.” Katie stroked my hair and then my cheek gently. “We both know what you want…what you need…and we’ll get there. We’ll get it all.”

“You know what you said about guys…what they really wanted? Does that mean Bernie too?”

“God…!” Katie snickered. “You look so amazing when you’re clueless. Of course he’s like the rest. The only difference is that he pays willingly for whatever he wants and, to be perfectly honest…” Katie paused for a moment. “…I believe he really cares about me. After all, he’s also my agent. But yeah…he’s just like the rest. He’ll help you though. He likes you and that counts for a lot. You’re his…” Katie snickered. “…belle de jour?”

When Katie finally left, my heart felt like it was torn from my chest. I fell asleep out of utter exhaustion after several hours of wake dreaming in bed. Going to school the next day was totally torturous…to say the least.

But, for the first time ever, I felt totally at peace. No comments, no appellations, no shoves or pushes met me; none at all. Indeed it was as if I was invisible! There were even one or two classmates who gave me ‘that’ stare. You know the one. Like they’d just love to use one or more of your orifices? As if I’d let any of them even touch me!

Katie came for me at noon and we met in the parking lot as usual with her opening the car door for me…as usual.

“What a nightmare!” I frowned as I tossed my book bag into the back seat. “I can’t stand being there. It’s like so…so…” I couldn’t find the words. “…totally fucking average?”

“Yeah…” Katie chuckled. “Well… You’ve got to show up for attendance every so often you know.” She laughed. “By the way… The surf’s up in Crimson Bay.” She giggled.

“Wait… What…?” ???

“I’m off the pill for the next couple of days so I should start flooding any minute now.” Katie laughed.

“Oh my God…!” Hor…ri…fied!!!

I never considered the fact that Katie had periods! The thought of her sacred vagina becoming an actual ‘open wound’, complete with oozing blood, was nauseating actually…and kind of…seriously barfo?

“But not to worry… I use a cup anyway. I hate shoving cotton up my pussy. Yuk…! It’s like always so fucking messy.” Katie’s expression soured. “And…” She held her forefinger up for emphasis. “…I bleed like a stuck pig. So how was school today dear?” She lilted and laughed.

“It was truly painful to be there.” I scowled. “I have absolutely nothing in common with any of those stupid derps!” I puffed and actually stomped my foot in frustration.

“Yeah… I know. Been there… Done that…” Katie rolled her eyes and laughed. “But until things really start to happen…you have got to show…you know?”

“So…” I thought about her…‘condition’? “Does this mean that there won’t be…” I sighed sadly. “…any playtime?”

My mind was still affixed on the thought of my poor Katie dripping blood all over the place. And the thought of more school barfomania didn’t help my urge to spew. We screeched out of the parking lot and headed toward our ‘world’.

“We’ll just play a little differently. I’m extra finicky when I’m on the rag anyway.”

‘On the rag…?’ You guessed it. Clueless…

“I’m extra careful about my hygiene. Some guys actually like it. They rub their faces in it and get off. I don’t even use cologne or anything with them. They love the punkie smell.” She began to chuckle as my stomach got even queasier. “They actually look like vampires after they eat me out; the blood and the clots all around their mouth. I def don’t kiss them until they wash their faces…thoroughly. Anyway…things are going to get a little busy for us baby doll.”

“Huh…?”

I would never get that vivid image out of my mind. The very idea of her blood, and…clots…on their faces was totally barfo. But Katie was ultimately right. Guys were out for themselves regardless of what girls like Katie had to do for them…their pleasures.

“We’re going to see about getting you tits honey bunny.” Katie glanced quickly at me and smiled as we turned onto the highway. “After all…it’s who you really are anyway.” She glanced at me. “I mean look at you. You didn’t even bother to remove the nail polish.”

Oh my God…! The thought never entered my mind. Mom didn’t notice although she didn’t see me for very long and the family room’s light was dim. But nobody noticed in school either. I guess that goes directly to my popularity. I truly was invisible so why would anyone notice. Anyway, the Goth guys painted their nails all the time.

Of course I was thrilled I had pretty nails for at least one more day. They still looked absolutely perfect; sparkling deep red jewels on the tips of my fingers. I couldn’t wait to ditch what I was wearing and get back into my ‘real clothes’.

“So…” I grinned with excitement…and just a tinge of terror. “When do I get to see the doctor?”

“Tomorrow morning honey… We have an appointment at eight-thirty; bright and early so that this can happen ASAP. Then we have another appointment in the afternoon with a surgeon to see about doing something whilst your real tits grow in.”

Katie made it sound as though we were planting a garden. Just throw some seeds in the dirt and pour water on them…or something. And like what happens when the seeds take root? How the hell was I supposed to hide boobs from mom? And what about school…if indeed I was still in school when the big event happened…?

“How’d you get that done so quickly? It takes forever to see the doctor just to get shots and a physical for school.”

“Bernie…” Katie began to snicker.

“I should have guessed. Wait…! What…? Does he have something on everybody?” Meaning dirt of course…

“Oh baby doll…” Katie sighed and shook her head. “Money talks and bullshit walks.” She laughed. “Here…” Katie handed me a pill. “Party time…!” She squealed with joy as we sped toward the beach.

We already had this routine down. ‘Sweep’ me up off the streets…so to speak…and ‘spray’ the real me on for the day. Katie usually waited for me before she really got ready for the day. So we bathed, inside and out, and went through our GRWM routine. I both loved and hated our little routine. It always meant that I could be ‘free’ but also that the clock was ticking till the time I had to go back to my ‘normal’ prison.

“You should speak with your mom and see about sleeping over tonight. That way we can get a proper start on tomorrow.” Katie sipped her drink as we sat on the terrace. “If you walk in to see the doc looking like your usual gorgeous self, he may trade you the script for a blow job.” Katie chuckled wickedly.

“Yeah… You know I love sleeping with you but what do I tell mom? It’s like we’re together every weekend as it is.” I frowned fearing mom’s ‘no’.

In truth I was a little frightened. I would need to majorly lie about something and I’d never done that before. Oh sure…so maybe I didn’t always tell the complete truth. But this was different in a major league way. Katie felt I owed mom nothing; especially not the truth. But I had a real problem about lying to mom. After all, she is my mom. And I never really had to truly lie to anyone before.

“Okay… Don’t worry about that.” Katie grinned slyly. “I’ll handle that. Anyway…this is way more important than anything else.”

“Well…what’s going to happen?”

“We get the script and we find out about tits. We’ll get a shrink’s letter later.” Katie leaned in toward me. “We’ll need to get other bullshit together for this as well.”

“Wait…! What…? A shrink’s letter…?” Clue…less…!

“Yeah baby girl… You’re going to be transitioning from a boy to a girl.” She laughed. “And docs like all the legal bullshit handled before they do anything like writing for drugs and stuff.”

“Yeah… But don’t I need mom’s permission and all that?” I was worried.

“Don’t worry about a thing. Bernie and I will take care of everything. If you want to tell your mom...that’s cool. But it’s totally unnecessary.”

“She’s going to know sooner or later.” I was slightly panicked. “I mean the bras, panties and all that stuff…? How do I explain that?”

I heard a noise and I turned to look back in the apartment. The maid came in from her lunch and began to work.

“Who does your laundry anyway?” Katie asked.

“I do my own things. Mom ruins my stuff when she does the washing.” I sighed and frowned. “She ruined a few really nice things I had gotten from her. There’s something about doing the housework that she just never got…I guess. And…” I raised the pitch of my voice for emphasis. “I do the kitchen cleanup when she does attempt to ruin a meal. The service comes in once a week to clean.”

My life with mom was totally basic and the longer I was with Katie, the more basic it became. I gazed at the food Katie put out. I picked up a piece of cheese and wolfed it down as I thought about my home life. The hash always made me hungry. As I sat and bathed in the fresh air wearing a new bikini no less, thousands of thoughts raced through my mind. Katie glanced at me and took my hand in hers.

“Look baby doll…” She smiled so sweetly. “You’re going to wind up living with me forever one of these days anyway. You know it and I know it.” Katie gazed back out at the ocean. “One day soon you won’t need excuses or permission or anything. You’ll be totally free to do what you want and when you want.”

“Yeah… I know that.” I sighed and smiled. “You know…?” I turned toward her. “That would be heavenly. Waking up next to you every day…? That would be so…totally heavenly.”

Katie and I spent the rest of the day in. We even ordered food to be delivered. I was never more than a few inches from her the entire time. When she went to pee I followed her. And when I went to pee, she followed me. During one of our trips to relief, she pulled down her bikini bottom and she showed me the gusset. There were small red dots on it.

“See…?” She grinned. “I’m already starting to spot. The flood should ensue shortly.”

‘Flood…? Barf…!’ Katie then showed me her cup. It was a small kind of squishy thing with a soft tail. It looked exactly like a tiny disposable cup.

“Want to put it in for me?” Katie giggled.

“Uhhh… No thanks… But thanks for asking” Seriously…?

I had visions of my blood soaked hand and the disinfecting process that would follow. I really had no idea. And to think my mom’s body did the same thing was…awakening? I mean its one thing to hear about but quite another to witness.

Katie rubbed a little goop across the rim, parted her vaginal lips, and slowly and very carefully inserted the thingy. Making sure it was positioned properly; she then removed her fingers and washed her hands before stepping back into her bikini bottom.

“There…” She grinned. “Nice and tidy… Want to go down to the pool? You’ve never been and it’s heated. It’s an easy way of cleaning the bikini bottom off.” She laughed.

“Ewww… That is so totally barfo!” I winced.

“Come on silly rabbit…” Katie went to our closet and came out with two robes. “Here…”

Knowing that there was no way I would let her go without me I took the robe. We got two really big fluffy towels and went down to the third floor where the pool and spa was located. The patio was almost totally empty. Two really old ladies sat beneath and umbrella at one of the tables.

Katie and I dropped our towels on one of the loungers and, after one last adjustment of our suits, dipped our toes into the pool. The water was nice and comfy. What was more amazing to me was the water tasted slightly salty; no chlorine.

I noticed the ladies gaze briefly at us with disgust as we waded out to the deep end that was all of five feet deep. Katie pulled me to her and, wrapping my arms and legs around her, we simply hugged one another as we sort of half floated and half stood in the water.

As we gazed at one another, I relished the warmth of Katie’s body. Her life was so perfect in my eyes and, at that moment, so was mine. After some time our bodies began to chill so we got out. Katie took my hand and led me to a slightly raised section of the deck. There was a large Jacuzzi tub. She turned the switch on and we got into the toasty warm water.

Sitting next to her, I leaned back and slid down slightly till the water was just beneath my chin. The jets of water and the bubbles felt amazing. I had never been in one of those things before. And though her Jacuzzi bathtub felt great, this was so exciting in quite a different way. Katie slid her hand down the front of my bottom and cupped my boy bits.

“These…” She said as her grip tightened. “…are mine. They belong to me…as well as the rest of you. Oh…” Katie grinned lewdly. “You can do the same for me…sort of.” She giggled.

Katie took my hand and slid it into her bottom. I cupped her vagina using my middle finger to part its lips. I felt her bean swell beneath my finger as I gently massaged it causing her to quake. We turned toward one another and switched hands so that we could hug as we played with each other’s bits. We both were in heaven in spite of the nasty looks the old ladies gave us. I giggled and nodded my head slightly toward them.

“They hate me.” Katie snickered. “They hate the fact that I’m so young and living the life they waited decades to get.” Katie sneered. “They’re old whores only they won’t admit it. They’re living off the money their husbands left them. Actually…” Katie paused, shook, groaned softly, and held me tightly as she had a nice orgasm. “One of them…the one with all the really bad facial work…extorted her money when she divorced the asshole. Now if that isn’t whoring, I don’t know what is?”

It was more a statement than a supposition (def an exam word). And as I thought about what she said, I had to agree. I began to see all of us as whores; giving our bodies and time to others for something in return. Only the love Katie and I had for one another was pure in my eyes. We were more like hard-core love junkies. We needed each other’s attention and affection the same way as any junkie needed heroin…or whatever.

After taking one last dip in the pool and basking ourselves dry, we went back to the apartment. Even though Maria, Katie’s maid, was still bustling about, we stripped our suits and got into bed. I was shivering from the coolness of the air and pulled the covers over my head. Snuggling next to Katie’s body, Katie’s aroma…her bodily scent…rapidly intoxicated me.

“Hey baby doll… Lick me.” Katie giggled.

I thought she meant to lick her vagina but she stopped me as I bent.

“No baby doll…” Katie lilted with a laugh. “My arm silly rabbit…” She giggled.

Katie held her arm to my mouth. I touched her forearm with the tip of my tongue. I grinned.

“It’s slightly salty.” My said as my eyes lit up.

“Well honey bunny…” Katie laughed. “Get started.”

We both had a joyously amazing time going head to toe and tongue to tongue. I so longed to taste Katie fresh from the ocean but her pool proved to be an excellent substitute. And so we snuggled and cuddled till hunger once again took hold. In the middle of being fed a piece of amazing pineapple I got a text…THE TEXT…from mom.

‘Spoke with Katie’s dad. Ok to stay over tonite. Love you.’

“Wait…!!! What…???” I looked at Katie. “My mom spoke to your dad?”

“I don’t know. My dad…?” She laughed. “That’s very doubtful. It must have been Bernie.”

“But why would he do that? I mean…” I didn’t really know what I meant.

“Don’t look so clueless baby doll. He wants what’s best for us. You want tits? He’s going to do whatever it takes to get you tits.” She laughed. “After all… Tits don’t grow on trees. And if your mom’s gets in the way…well…we’ll simply go around her.”

Katie grinned and held another piece of pineapple to my mouth, her mouth on the other end. I took hold and our lips met in the middle. I closed my eyes and savored her feel and her taste. But I was still worried about this business with Bernie. I had no idea what to tell mom if she asked about him.

“What’s the matter honey?” Katie touched my cheek gently.

“It’s…” I felt overwhelmed. “This is all happening so quickly.” Tears began to flow.

“Easy baby… Easy… There’s no reason to lose your shit over this.” Katie crooned. “I swear you go to tears faster than me on my period.” She snickered softly.

Katie hugged me and kissed my forehead. She got up and went to the bathroom. When she returned she had a little pink pill. Katie then crushed it and handed me a short straw.

“Take this. You know how fast it words when you snort it.” She giggled. “It’ll take away all those nasty worries. I’m the only mom you need to worry about and I’m totally dope.”

Within moments of inhaling the powder I felt warmth spread throughout my body and all of my anxiety was gone. I began to giggle as Katie played with my nipples.

“You know something honey bunny…? We should pump these little buttons again.” She playfully tugged on my nipples. “They’re really quite sensitive and pumping will make them bigger and even more fun to play with. You’ll have pokies. And the boys…” She paused for a moment and grinned wickedly. “…oh the boys…and we girls…simply can’t resist pokies.”

I couldn’t say I disagreed with Katie. What she was doing to me was heavenly. I’m sure if I was normal I would have had a huge stiffie. And everything she was doing to my nips was radiating throughout my body. But when she put her lips around my little nubbins and did that sucking tongue swirling thingy, oh my God, I was totally electrified.

“Come honey…” Katie suddenly swung her body around so that we were head to foot. “It’s time for us to practice our Kegels. We both need to keep our little money makers nice and tight.” She lilted and giggled.

Katie brought out the tube of goop and, after putting a dollop on her index and middle finger, she inserted one into my butt hole. I instinctively clenched myself around it as she began to move the little darling in and out…but not all the way. I followed her actions only she had me put goo on my thumb.

“I have two holes to keep in shape sweet heart.” She laughed. “Pretend I’m a bowling ball or a six pack of beer or something. But put your thumb in my pussy. And don’t forget I have a cup in. We def don’t need the mess if you accidently upset it.”

In the midst of our attempts to launch each other into the vast outer space of overwhelming and radically intense ecstasy, Katie’s phone went off. Katie changed her ring tones as frequently as she changed her panties, if indeed she was wearing any, and the song ‘My Pussy’ sounded. I thought how very appropriate. With her head to the phone resting on the bed, and without even
missing a stroke, she answered it. She spoke as briefly as possible.

“I have a date for Friday night.” She beamed. “It’s a friend of Bernie’s. Want to come along?” Katie giggled as her butt hole and vagina squeezed my fingers…and thumb.

“Oh God Katie...” I moaned not really hearing her. “That feels so amazing when you do that thing you do.”

“He’s a high roller and he loves young Catholic school girls.” She chuckled. “And he’d just love someone like you.”

“Huh…?” I groaned.

“We’ll put a tartan skirt on you. A blue blazer, white blouse and penny loafers will probably give him the biggest stiffie ever.” Katie laughed. “Plus you’ll get to see another cock. They’re all different you know.”

At that point Katie took my boy bits into her mouth. She then proceeded to suck my brain out through my dick. Like I was in any state to make a reasonable decision… Like I even heard what she said…!

“Yes…!” I yelped as I peaked.

“Good…” Katie snickered. “We’ll make a small fortune. After all, we’ll be shelling out a lot of cash over the next few weeks. This bozo likes a girl with something extra anyway. After all, as long as it’s warm, wet, and sort of willing, he’s happy.”

As I was descending slightly to a plateau from the heights of exquisite bliss what Katie said suddenly came into focus.

“Wait… What?”

“Listen baby doll…” Katie crooned as she slowly continued to massage that insane spot up my butt. “Keep squeezing my fingers honey. This will be you a chance to really see me at work. Anyway…you wanted to be with me when I had a date. And…” She lilted. “…my baby girl is so very jealous of anyone else playing with my pussy.” She laughed and kissed my dick softly.

Katie was right. I was envious of anyone else touching her. And all I could do would be to lower my gaze and blush with the knowledge that someone else would be pleasing her in ways I couldn’t. I had to go with her…even if she was the entrée and I was the appetizer.

“Ummm… Okay…” I grinned stupidly as the drug really began to slam home.

“I don’t know sweet heart?” Katie smiled. “But whatever Bernie said your mom must have been very convincing I’m sure. Bernie can be a real sweet heart but he doesn’t fool around.” Katie suddenly got a wild look in her eyes. “I bet he told her the truth!” She laughed. “Don’t be too surprised if she shows up at the doc’s tomorrow.”

“Oh God…” I sighed. “That’s all I need…my mom getting involved with all of this.” I suddenly felt slightly panicky. “What happens if she wants to meet…dad? I’ll really be screwed!”

“Relax baby doll… Just let Uncle Bernie take care of things.”

Katie didn’t wait for any more questions. She immediately gobbled up my bits and, with her heel, pulled my head into her crotch. We got lost together in pleasing one another. I decided to replace my thumb with two fingers from my other hand.

Using Katie’s natural juices, I gently inserted both fingers as my tongue lapped at her bean. Katie exploded into an amazingly massive orgasm as she gripped me tightly with her legs, arms, girl bits and butt hole. It seemed to go on forever when I realized that she was continuously having orgasms…one right after another.

Finally Katie simply rolled onto her back, completely spent. She was breathing heavily and her eyes were closed. The most amazing grin crossed Katie’s lips as she placed her forearm across her dampened brow.

“Come here baby doll.” Katie spoke breathily. “Kiss me. I want to taste and smell me on your face.”

After some very passionate cuddling, we dozed off with Katie holding me in her arms. In spite of not reaching my ‘Nirvana’, I felt completely satisfied physically and spiritually. Katie had whispered ‘thank you’ in my ear before she fell asleep. I didn’t know why and I wasn’t going to awaken her to ask.

It was past five when we finally awoke and we were uber famished. After quickly showering, doing our makeup, and dressing casually, we decided to sit on the terrace and smoke a little hash. I liked the white powder, but when it wore off, it really wore off. The hash was a nice ‘smoothie’ and made us even more ravenous. So we forsook the great outdoors and ordered from a Greek restaurant. That’s when my cell phone went off. It was my mom calling.

“Hi Stevie… How are you doing?” She asked too sweetly.

“I’m okay. How are you?” Derp…

“Now you mustn’t be nervous baby.” About…? “I had a nice long lunch with Katie’s father…”

Wait…!!! What…??? Lunch…??? Katie’s…dad…???

“…and he seems to be a very nice man. I didn’t realize Katie’s parents were divorced.”

Wait…!!! What…??? Divorced…???

“And since you’ve been staying at his apartment, he seems to have become really fond of you dear.”

No poopie Sherlock…!!!

“He noticed that you were…different? And he thought we should see another doctor to have you checked out.”

Yeah…that’s all I need is another checking out. I’m not a motel…yet.

“He was kind enough to arrange something for tomorrow in Hollywood. He said that this doctor was the best at…” I could hear her shuffling a piece of paper. “…at pediatric endocrinology?”

OMG…! Katie was serious about hormones. I thought it was just some family med type of doctor.

“Can you be there mom?” I asked…as if…

“Yes… Of course honey…” I heard her sigh. “You know…? I kind of like Bernie. He just happened to be at the hotel and we kind of ran into each other by accident. Can you imagine?”

Oh my God…! She wants to fuck him. I could tell from her voice. I think this was the first man I can ever recall her being excited about? I mean she never went out. This would def be poopie shit going sideways quickly weird if he did her while he was doing us…me to be exact. I was never so glad to have a phone call end. I stared dumbfounded at Katie.

“What’s up sweet pea?” She grinned.

“I think my mom wants to do Bernie.” I said softly.

“Well…” Katie chuckled as she arched her eye brows. “What a surprise. Your mom and my ‘dad’…” Katie snickered and patted the chair next to hers and I sat. “Your mom is a MILF. And Bernie is never one to turn down a piece of nice wet and willing pussy.”

“But doesn’t that bother you? I mean aren’t you like his sugar baby?” I was shocked.

“Ahhh…yes… I am his sugar alright but I’m not his only baby. I’m simply the one with the most privileges…at the moment. But I’m eighteen now so it gets harder to say I’m jail bait. Now you’re the privileged one and I’m here for the ride because he knows we come as a pair.”

“I don’t get it.” I really didn’t. Derp…

“I’m a whore baby doll. My value depends upon how I’m presented? You know? There are a lot of sickos who love sweet tender young things that are illegal in this state. But they’re willing to pay for it. These days I’m pushing it when I say I look sixteen? But you… you could pass for a tall future b-ball girl who’s fourteen. That’s mucho big bucks. And the fact that this girl has extra parts makes you even more valuable to certain clientele.”

“What were you going to do otherwise?” I’m oh so clueless.

“Well… Bernie said I could do movies…you know…hard core porn and make a fortune. It would also up my…fees?” She laughed. “Or I could continue to do calls until I fall over but the money would go down…you know?”

The sadness in Katie’s voice couldn’t be described. If my presence in her life kept Katie where she wanted to be, who was I do refuse? I was nothing without her. She validated my existence in a way that no other person could. I certainly used every bit of her for that reason. And the fact that Katie knew I would do anything for her didn’t bother me.

The next morning was positively bizarre. We all met at the doctor’s office. I felt so strange not wearing my usual ‘boy’ clothes and wearing very modest makeup in front of my mom. There was no way to hide my nail polish so I removed it the night before. I nearly cried.

The first thing they did to me was take my blood pressure. Then they did a major vampire suck-head job on my vein. The nurse…or whoever…took every color glass tube and filled them with my blood. I had a vague idea of what they were looking for; the state and volume of hormones…or not.

Thankfully Katie gave me a pill to chill out during this entire thing because next the nurse wanted a sperm specimen. Of course I refused. But Katie said she would assist and, in spite of my mom being there, I ‘gave at the office’? I knew the embarrassing truth of course. There wouldn’t be any ‘fishies’ swimming in my…way small puddle. After all, Katie said my gun only had blanks.

Then I had to strip off everything. Getting dressed that morning, out of habit, I went as far as putting on a panty and thigh highs. Of course when I reached for the matching bra, I nearly burst into tears because I wouldn’t have anything to put in it.

Then I was given a robe and pair of slipper socks. Of course mom wanted to be in for the exam and I insisted Katie come in as well. Katie was my true moral support. I wouldn’t have even been there…I wouldn’t have begun this journey…albeit exclusively for boobs…without her in my life.

The nurse took my blood pressure again, height, and weight. Then we were all shown into the exam room. The doctor came in all smiles with his hand extended toward mom. Then he introduced himself to Katie and me.

“It’s a little unusual to have a girlfriend present during an exam.” He spoke softly.

“I really need her here.”

The pill couldn’t hide the fear in my eyes as I grasped her hand.

“Okay… I need to have you stand up and remove your gown.”

And so in began. The poking and prodding seemed almost mechanical…and endless. He had me remove my boxers. I don’t know what was more embarrassing; my mother seeing me naked or the Doctor, who thankfully didn’t laugh. He gently touched my boy bits and then I was up on the table-chair thingy. He had me lie back and he poked a gloved finger up my butt. I blushed as he poked my good spot several times. Thankfully I didn’t leak. But I didn’t get a stiffie either. As if… Worthless excess…little wart…!

“Okay…” The Doctor smiled sympathetically. “Why don’t you get dressed?” He turned to mom and Katie. “Let’s leave Stevie alone to get dressed and we’ll talk for a few moments.” And he escorted them out the door.

When the Doctor returned he was alone and he def could see the fear in my eyes.

“Okay Stevie… I need to ask you some questions. I could have a nurse present if you would like?”

I looked down at my naked nails and shook my head. I was embarrassed enough as is.

“Our friend told me that you often present as a girl.” He tone was steady.

All I could do was blush deeper and nod my head. The Doctor grabbed my hands.

“Please look at me Stevie. This is necessary under the circumstances.”

His tone was firm but gentle. I gazed up at him.

“Do you go out with your girlfriend when you’re dressed?”

“Yes…” I whispered.

“How do you feel when you’re dressed?”

“Free…” I whispered. “I feel free. I just feel…so alive.” A tear came to my eye.

“Thank you Stevie… I know that was hard but it was also important to me. We’re going around certain…” He paused for a moment and exhaled with a huff. “…certain rules and I just want to make sure that all the documentation will be consistent.” He stood up. “Let’s go to my office.”

He opened the door and again collected mom and Katie. Katie could see I was upset and she took my hand in hers. We went down the hall to the Doctor’s inner sanctum? We each took seats around the doctor’s huge desk. He sat down and gazed at something on his puter screen.

“I can’t be totally sure of Stevie’s condition…” He said in a distracted manner. “I need to see the blood work ups.”

Wait…! What…? Now I have a condition? I mean it shouldn’t have had that big an impact upon me but it did.

“Why don’t you folks grab something in the cafeteria? It should only be an hour or two more at the most for the hormone levels to be done. I’m rushing it through and they know exactly what to look for.”

After being tortured nearly the entire morning…like I would even be hungry at this point? But I could def see that mom was mucho stressed out and Katie was nodding at me. She knew what I was thinking…as usual. We all def needed a stress relief break even though I knew that didn’t exist outside a pill bottle.
Finally returning at the appointed time, we still had to wait for the doctor. When he did enter the waiting area, he wanted to speak with only me.

“Stevie…” He hunched slightly over his desk, a seriously serious expression on his face. “Are you by any chance taking female hormones?”

Wait…!!! What…???...!!! I stared blankly at him; totally fractured of course.

“The female hormone levels in your system are way past what occurs in female teens during their period. This cannot occur naturally in a genetic male. They must be coming from somewhere. Have you been taking any…medications…pill specifically…that are new…that you don’t recognize?”

I didn’t recognize any of the stuff Katie was feeding me. All I knew was I felt amazing and, at times, sort of calm without being stoned…which was rare when we were together.

“Could it be something your mother’s giving you?”

Why doesn’t he simply have me down on the floor where he could jump up and down on my tummy even more effectively? Meh…!

“Please stay seated Stevie.”

The doctor smiled calmly at me as he got up and went into the waiting area, closing the door behind him. The moments seemed like years until he returned with Katie in tow. He motioned for her to sit next to me. Then came to explanation of why he wanted to see her. The doctor ended his ‘lecture’ on my condition.

“I’ve asked Stevie if she…” Finally…! The pronoun I’ve become all too accustomed with and hadn’t heard all morning. “…is taking any new medications. Now it’s quite evident to me that she has no idea about what I’m asking. Have you…”

“Prempro and Aldactone…”

Katie grinned and giggled as daggers flew from my eyes. Hot and very dirty, dull, serrated, daggers…!!! Katie went on to give the dosages which the doctor notated.

“Okay… Look…” The doctor folded his hands and stared grimly at us. “That stops today. These levels are not even healthy for a woman who isn’t pregnant. I will give you…” He smiled at me. “…medications in dosages that make sense for what you want to do. And…” He grew quite gruff as he stared at Katie. “This will go no further than this room.”

I sighed in relief.

“But… This…this…” He couldn’t think of the proper word. “Your medicating of Stevie must stop immediately. I will be checking her levels in a month and they better be within MY acceptable range for gender affirmation therapy. Am I being clear?” He frowned.

“Crystal clear…” Katie smirked.

At least she blushed when she noticed me seething. When the doctor got up to get my mom, Katie began to whisper something. The quick entry of my mother caused her to sit back up and remain still. The doctor pulled up a chair for her and she sat nervously not knowing what to say or do. The doctor sat behind his desk and warmly smiled at us. Talk about chameleons.

“Stevie definitely has a hormone deficiency. Stevie’s not producing testosterone to any great extent. In fact Stevie’s beginning to exhibit very obvious physical signs of breast growth. There are other obvious physiological indications in his body development.” The doctor said calmly.

“Well what can be done?” Mom sounded really upset. “I should have done something about this before.” She almost whispered and gazed at me. “I’m am sorry baby.” She took my hand. “But I wanted to give it a little time.”

‘A little time…?’ Is that some kind of a joke? And what is my condition? Faaahhhkkk!!!

“Stevie definitely needs to receive hormone therapy. In speaking with Stevie…I do believe that a gender reaffirming regimen is in order. In many ways, especially in her…” He said ‘she’ in front of mom! “…physiological development, your child presents more as a female. And Stevie has expressed her desire to live as a female.”

The doctor furrowed his brow as he stared at mom. He was obviously letting this all sink in. She looked distressed. Good…! Mom kept looking at me, then the Doctor, then at Katie, and then back at me. As if we didn’t already have the answer. She damn well knew this was coming one day and she never told me. Oh well…anything for boobs says I.

“Mom…?” I whined…and pled. “Please…? This is what I want.” A tear or two always helps.

“I’m so confused.” Her tears flowed. She was at the edge. “I need to make a phone call.”

Mom got up and left the office. We were all surprised to say the least. Who could she possibly be calling? Anyway…the Doctor went on to describe what I would be taking and what it would do.

Though I never noticed, the doctor told us that my hips were as wide as my shoulders; something totally un-male…sort of. He said I would gain some weight and…well…fill out…again sort of. He mentioned a bunch of other stuff but I wasn’t listening. I was too overwhelmed by this ‘quick early morning’ appointment. Then he began to do stuff on his puter.

“I’m giving you scripts for what you’ll need. I’m starting you on pills that you’ll need to take once every day. Now if your mom decides to let you do this, the scripts are yours.” He suddenly broke out in a huge grin. “I already have enough office samples to keep you going for quite some time. But…” He motioned with his index finger for emphasis. “You didn’t get them from me.” He grinned wickedly for a moment. “And once we determine that you’re reacting well to the hormones we can consider injections or even an implant.”

“Will Stevie get tits?” Leave it to no filter Katie.

“Well…” The Doctor chuckled. “I can’t guarantee anything. But if Stevie’s mom is any indication, Stevie may wind up with more than something ‘noticeable’.”

Just at that very moment mom came back in. Although she smiled, I sensed that she felt the sting of defeat. No problem here…

“Alright…” She said softly. “Now this is reversible…isn’t it?”

“Depending on how long Stevie is on hormones, yes, it’s all reversible. But Stevie will need some kind of hormonal therapy. This is common with certain syndromes that effect normal production of hormones that coincide with biological gender assignments. I should know more when the full results come back.”

Now I have a syndrome? WTF…!

“If this makes you happy…” Mom took my hand. “…then its okay with me.” She sighed.

I could have jumped up and screamed. But I contained my emotions. Now the biggest issue would be toning down my makeup and wardrobe when I was home. I still wouldn’t be with Katie during the week. But at least I could be myself and that mirror image I so loved would be with me almost twenty-four-seven.

But then there was school… Faaahhhkkk…!

So we left with the scripts in hand. The nurse gave us a bag of samples anyway. Before we even left the building Katie and mom decided to keep the samples at Katie’s. And that made sense since I was waking up there almost three days out of seven. Since school was a chucker, mom let me go with Katie. On the way to our next doctor, this time without mom, I took my first dose of the ‘mones’ and the other crap. I’d yet to confront Katie about the ‘mones thingy. I was still fuming as we arrived at my next appointment.

What I should have taken was a ‘happy’ pill! I mean it started out okay until I realized that Bernie had also shown up. The doctor and Bernie were smiling and nodding to each other as we walked into the waiting room. I was once again stripped of my dignity with nakedness, poking, prodding, and yet another ritual blood sacrifice.

But once we were in his office and the Doctor brought up a puter projection of what the implants would look like on my body, I was totally thrilled. I mean he showed me several diff models of me with diff shapes and sizes of boobs. Everything was great until Katie asked the major league nuke of a question.

“So…” Katie smiled and giggled. “Now that we know size and shape…how do you put them in?”

Behind the muscle…in front of the muscle…under the arm…under the breast line…saline…silicon…WTF…! It was when he got to the nipple part…you know…where they shove the shits in via the nipple…sort of…that I truly began to feel a major conniption fit coming on.

It didn’t ease any when I began viewing pix online and then one viddie of an actual procedure. I couldn’t even get ten minutes through into the most common method without feeling the holy hurls coming on. After we left the doctor, we decided that the saline injections would make do and we’d see what the ‘mones could develop.

Grateful wouldn’t begin to describe how I felt when we left for the beach. Before the apartment door even closed we dropped our things and began to strip off our clothes. We left a clothing trail all the way to the terrace door. Katie opened the door letting the sea breeze flood over our naked bodies. We took our places upon the floor and brought out our implements of imbibing.

This spot in the apartment had become our sacred place; our very own alter upon which we could sacrifice ourselves to one another. Today would we would be adding a new ritual. The liquor in our pipe turned from a lovely nut brown to a rather dark and opaque fluid. It was time to drink it and Katie brought out a very unique silver and engraved chalice.

“You are going to love this.” Katie beamed as she began to empty the fluid into the chalice. “This shit is dope. You’ll be stoned as fuck the rest of the night.” She laughed. “But then again…” She paused in mid flow. “So will I.” She whispered and then laughed.

With the chalice half filled, Katie handed the cup to me.

“Drink honey… Seal our marriage.” She grinned. “But leave me some.” Katie giggled; her eyes aglow with excitement.

My hand actually trembled as I reached for the chalice. I looked up at Katie as I took it from her.

“But I need to go home tonight. How am I going to show up stoned?”

“Don’t count on having to go home tonight.” Katie snickered. “Just drink it.”

The liquor was quite strong and very flavorful in spite of the tiny particles floating around. We wound up passing it back and forth, each of us taking a sip until the very last bit. Katie gazed at me.

“And with this sip I do thee wed.” She chuckled.

Katie took the last sip and looked at me. She had this very serious expression in her eyes and on her face.

“I meant that you know.” Katie said. “You are so fucking beautiful and perfect.” A tear came to her eye. “You are the most important part of my life and I can’t stand it when you’re not here.” She put the chalice down and took my hand. “I’m so fucking lucky to have you.”

Somehow the entire issue evaporated. The ‘mones and stuff…? There were tears in my eyes. I’d never heard anything like that said to me before. And I certainly never heard it said with such…such honesty and openness…and purity. I took her other hand.

“I love you so much it hurts.”

I leaned over and embraced Katie. We fell on our sides embracing one another. We were both in tears and the warmth of her body against mine felt amazing. We stayed like that, our limbs entwining each other when my phone sounded. I turned to reach for it.

“Crappers…!” I shot upright and looked at Katie. “It’s my mom.”

“Well…? Answer it.” She giggled as she wiped her tears.

“Hi mom…” I sniffled and wiped my nose, the tissue box ever ready.

“Are you alright honey? You sound like you’ve been crying.” Mom sounded concerned.

“Yeah mom… I’m fine. I just got a little emotional.” I was quick to add. “But in a good way.”

“Yes… It was quite the morning. You must be very tired.”

“Yeah mom… A little for sure…” I rolled my eyes and grinned at Katie.

“Well you don’t need to worry about coming home tonight. Just rest with your friend and I’ll see you tomorrow. I’m going to be out late tonight and I don’t want you to be home alone.”

‘Out late tonight’…? My mom…? And what…I’m too young to stay by myself? Will the indignities never end?

“I need to review some documents Bernie was kind enough to put together for your...I forget what you call it…” She paused for the longest moment. “…your transition…affirmation?”

“You’re going out with Bernie?” I quickly recovered. “With Katie’s dad…?”

I looked at Katie with horror. She sat and smirked…and giggled.

“He’s such a nice guy.” Katie sighed…and giggled.

When she finally got off the phone, I fell back and slapped my head with my hand.

“I can’t believe this.” I uttered. “She’s def going to do him. I can hear it in her voice.”

“What do you care who she fucks?” Katie became serious. “Remember what I told you? We’re all whores. Your mom’s going to get the paperwork you’ll need for this. She won’t have to do anything but sign them and Bernie’s lawyer will do the rest. Plus she’ll get a good dinner and shit faced on decent wine. And all she has to do is break out her knee pads.”

“Wait… What…?” ‘Knee pads’…?

“She’ll blow him…or fuck him. Or maybe she’ll be so grateful she’ll take him up her ass. That’s her business…not yours. I’m just so happy I have you for one more evening.”

I thought about what Katie said in her usual unfiltered way. She was right. It really was none of my business.

“Hey baby girl…” Katie became really excited. “If they get married does that make us step-sisters?” She laughed.

Does that add incest to our list of sins? I was def beginning to feel the stupidly high. Katie pushed me over and came down atop me. She rubbed her vagina against my boy bits.

“Hey little girl…want to make a baby?”

She grinned wickedly as her hips ground down on me.

“Sure… As if…” I sadly laughed.

We spent the rest of the afternoon trading orgasms. Katie stuck a butt plug up me that had a much wider base. Now my butt hole felt…challenged to a contest of survival? It was remote controlled thingy but Katie wanted to wait. I put her nuclear vibrating Kegel ball thingy in her vagina and I had the remote control.

Katie turned my butt plug on high and the thingy began to vibrate and move in two directions. I yelped and dropped the remote for hers. But quickly recovering I switched hers on high. She threw her remote to the other end of the large room and I did the same. We turned in toward each other and our mouths made love to one another’s bits.

I passed out from the massive orgasm Katie imparted to my body and soul. When I came back to consciousness, Katie was on her side with a huge Cheshire cat smile.

“What happened?” I asked.

“What didn’t sweet heart? You had this amazing monster orgasm that must have gone on forever. You kept coming and dripping and coming and dripping until you passed out.” Her lewd grin said it all.

By now I was totally shit-faced. I no longer felt anything in my butt and I reached around just to make sure.

“We really fucked each other’s brains out with the strap on. I was surprised at how good you were at using it on me.” She snickered. “I guess when you’re this stoned some sort of boy thing kicked in because you were really pounding me. And each orgasm was better than the one before it. I mean I must have come five times just from your tongue.”

I rolled into Katie, one arm beneath her neck and the other around her waist.

“Nobody…and I mean nobody…does for me what you do.” Katie sighed and smiled. “I feel so totally caped in your arms.”

We stayed like that for some time when the munchies suddenly hit…with a vengeance. Katie always orders more than what we can eat so we had the left over food. After stuffing ourselves silly, we went back to our places by the opened door. Though no longer nude, the night breeze still gave me goose bumps. Katie sat behind me embracing me in her arms.

When I got into bed, Katie brought over a night cream and massaged it into my face and neck. Then she rubbed some upon my chest. She concentrated her efforts around my breasts and nipples. Though I thought this a randomly weird area to use a moisturizer, I was too enrapt with the pleasure her fingertips were giving me.

As we lay in bed, I thought back over the past few weeks with Katie. I was no longer Stevie, the dork with a kiddie name. I was now Stevie, the most desirable and amazingly beautiful young whore in town. I was living the life of the one person in this world who I loved more than anybody else.

“Katie…?” I said softly, waiting for a reply.

“Yes baby girl…” She responded from the edge of sleep.

“Can I really be your wife?” I kissed her boob and waited.

“Why sweet pea… You always were.” She giggled softly.

I closed my eyes and quietly wept, full of joy. Katie drove me to school in the morning and picked me up at noon…as usual. We went to our apartment and performed our cleansing and hash smoking. As we sat nude out on our terrace, letting the sea air dry our hair, Katie made a suggestion.

“Listen honey bunny…” She took my hand. “I think that tonight you should go home wearing your ‘real’ clothes and showing your most amazingly beautiful face in proper light.”

I stared at Katie as horror filled me and I said nothing. I didn’t know what to say. Mom would throw an all-time major league boogie-woogie. Or maybe not… I would definitely need something to chill me out.

“Listen honey… It’s going to happen sooner or later; and the sooner…the better. You need to breath and coming totally out to her would really help. I mean she knows you’re on the ‘mones and she knows what’s going to happen. So why pretend to be what you’re not just for the sake of…appearances?”

I turned my gaze from the ocean to her amazing eyes.

“I know you’re scared as all fuck. But I’ll totally cape you until we both feel everything is cool with…mommy dearest.” Katie threw a bucket of sarcasm on ‘mommy dearest’. “Okay…?”

She smiled oh so lovingly as she gently touched my cheek. How could I even dare to think of refusing her…anything…ever? But the fear in my eyes simply wouldn’t evaporate. And Katie saw this…and very clearly I might add.

“Listen honey…” She embraced both my cheeks and stared directly into my eyes. “You need to do this for me.” Her lips grazed my brow. “I can’t have you bouncing back and forth like this. It’ll really fuck up your head. It’s time to be who you really are fulltime.”

“Yeah…” I sighed and admitted.

“Don’t worry.” She cooed. “I’ll give you something before we leave. You’ll be fine. I promise it.”

And so I stood at the bathroom mirror. I was totally shit faced from the pipe liquor and trying so desperately to do my makeup. I was also beginning to become very paranoid. How was I going to even face my mom? Thankfully Katie noticed my distress and did two things. She gave me a pill and she finished my makeup for me.

“Now don’t you go and fucking cry now!” Katie chided with a smile. “I spent too much time making you look even younger.” She giggled. “You are so disgustingly awesome.”

I turned toward the mirror and stood up. Katie was right. I looked…God…I looked like a really tall and skinny fourteen year old with her makeup done by a pro. Katie was busily combing out my hair into some semblance of shape as I sat back down…totally stunned.

“Just think…” She leaned over, kissed my cheek, and smiled at me in the mirror. “If we dyed your hair a shade of red like mine, we could go on dates as sisters…sort of. I bet we could make a ton of jack doing doubles. Bernie would totally lose his shit!”

Katie laughed wildly. But the visual image of Bernie ‘losing his shit’ couldn’t be undone and I had to snicker. I just sat and watched her do her magic still stunned from my reflection. Sisters…? Hmmm… I think I liked the wife role more.

“Come on baby girl… We need to get you back to mommy.” Katie chuckled as she grabbed my shoulder bag. “We need to make a stop first.” She opened it up and made sure I had everything I needed. “I’m putting a couple of happy pills in. Just use them if you need them. You remember how we crushed them?”

I nodded and grinned. The drug was def leveling me out. I felt calm and collected again. I also felt empty as we left our apartment. Katie was right. This back and forth business was making me crazy. We drove to Wilton Manors and Katie parked next to the sex toy store we occasional frequented. It’s the one where Katie got my fake boobs…and other things we played with. I stayed in the car whilst Katie ran into the shop. She came out only moments later carrying a bag.

“This…” She grinned lewdly. “…is for you.”

Katie gave me the bag containing a box. I gazed through the plastic covering at two thin tubes and a hand pumping thingy. I knew instantly what it was for.

“I want you to do ten minutes at fifteen pounds of pressure twice a day…at least when we’re not together.” We drove off as she spoke. “These are really going to puff up your nips.” Katie giggled. “You’ll have real pokies like…forever…and in no time. And I’m going to start pumping my clit and nips again.” She glanced at me with a wicked smile. “We’ve got to keep our cookies nice and fresh looking for the boys you know. I’ll show you how to use the little darlings when we get to your mom’s.”

I opened the box and removed the contents. Thank the heavens for hobo bags. I quickly tucked the things into my bag. We drove up to the house and Katie parked in the driveway. I think we both sighed but for different reasons. The anxiety was building within me as we approached the front door. Katie grasped my hand as I opened the front door.

“I really hate leaving you here.” She softly whispered. “I feel so fucking empty when you’re not around.” Katie gazed at me. “Okay… Let’s do this baby girl.”

Mom was in her usual place on the sofa sucking up her usual wine. Putting down her magazine she gazed at us with a huge smile.

“Hi mom…” I barely whispered that out. “Katie’s here with me.”

Mom’s mouth fell open when she saw me in the light. I thought she was going to blow a vessel because her face turned all red. She slowly put down her glass without looking. Mom couldn’t take her eyes off me.

“Stevie…? Is that really you?” I blushed and didn’t know what to say. “You look so…amazing. You’re absolutely gorgeous.” Her voice sounded shocked. “Come here baby. Let me have a good look at you.”

I walked up to the couch holding Katie’s hand behind my back as I cast my gaze down.

“That’s what I keep telling her. She’s beautiful.” Katie giggled. “Stevie really cleans up nicely. Don’t you think so?”

Katie sat down pulling me next to her.

“But you can’t go out like that.” Mom looked concerned. “And what about school…? You can’t go dressed like that. I mean your makeup and…” She noticed my heels. “Where are you getting the money for this?”

“Oh…” Katie chuckled. “I gave her some of my old things and I have a ton of cosmetic palettes I’ve never used.”

Mom looked at Katie with the same shocked expression that greeted me.

“Look…” Katie smiled softly. “Stevie is on the ‘mones…”

“What…?” Mom seemed bewildered.

“She’s taking female hormones…remember? Sooner or later she won’t be able to hide the changes to her body. This is what your child wants…and needs.” Katie had no mercy. “Your Stevie is going to be the daughter you always wanted. Why else did you give her that name?”

“But…” Mom choked slightly. She was def overwhelmed. “But I didn’t think all this would follow…so soon.” She was now visibly upset. “I mean…how can this…” She waved her hand toward me. “How can this be? This is all my fault!”

Mom was rapidly becoming hysterical. She embraced me so tightly. Somehow the scent of wine became a stench on her. I couldn’t embrace her nor could I push her off me as she wept. Thankfully Katie pulled her off me and spoke to her as she sat back down.

“You really need to get a grip mom.” My mouth fell open with Katie’s familiarity. “You need to look at this beautiful and awesome child you made.” Katie smiled at me. “How could Stevie possibly be anything but your perfect work?” Mom wiped her tears and nose on the napkin beneath her glass. “Isn’t she what you wanted all along?”

Mom stared at me with a totally shocked expression on her face. She dabbed at a random tear and took up her wine glass. She took a long sip and sighed.

“Yes…” She whispered. “But I didn’t want it to happen this way.” Mom gazed up at Katie. “I never wanted this to happen…” She began to choke up again. “…this way. You know?”

“Yes mom… I know.” Katie said softly and winked at me. “Sweet heart…?” Katie said softly to me. “Why don’t we go upstairs and get you ready for bed. You have school tomorrow.”

I stared at Katie. I was thankful for the manner in which she seemed to be directing everything. As I stood up she came and took my hand. She led me away and, as she did, she turned toward mom.

“We’ll only be a minute. Then we can talk some more.”

When we got up to my room, I could no longer contain myself.

“Katie…? What are you doing? We shouldn’t have done this. Mom’s all twisted up.” I was shaken. “And you called her ‘mom’? What’s that all about?”

“Relax honey…” Katie smiled softly. “Mommy is going to fix everything for her sweet baby girl.” And she kissed my forehead. “Now let’s put these things on your nips. I should have brought some of my goo but this will have to do.”

Katie removed my top and began to lick my nipples till they were dripped saliva. Then her took the tubes and the hand pump out of my bag. Katie deftly attached one of the tubes to the pump’s hose and licked the open end. She centered it over my nipple and began to squeeze the handle. I watched as my nipple, already quite sensitive from her tongue, was being sucked up into the tube.

“We’ll start at fifteen pounds of pressure.” Katie watched the gauge. “There…” She grinned and released the catch leaving the tube dangling from my chest. “Now let’s get your other lovely little darling.”

Katie repeated her actions on my other nipple and I watched it too being sucked up into the tube. I must say the sensation was amazing. I thought I might actually be leaking from the slightly painful but highly stimulating sensations that seem to explode through my body and end in my dick.

“Okay honey… Finished getting undressed and do our nighttime ritual. Put on whatever you wear here and then pull off the tubes. Don’t leave them on longer than a few minutes to start with. Okay…?”

I nodded and, as Katie left the room, I followed her instructions to the letter. Of course pulling the tubes off after about five minutes or so proved to be somewhat painful but the results were startling. My nipples seemed to have grown three times their usual size. They were quite swollen, very sore, and an angry red.

Putting on the tee proved to be a little painful when the fabric touched them. But Katie was right…as usual. I now had pokies! My nipples very noticeably pushed out the cotton fabric. I definitely had to get softer tees with a much finer knit. After checking my look in the bathroom mirror, and wishing Katie was up here to approve, I went back down to be with both my ‘moms’?

Katie had her arm around mom. She was gently running her fingers through mom’s hair as if trying to calm and sooth her. I was jealous. That’s what Katie always did with me. Katie seemed to be whispering something in mom’s ear and mom was nodding. I cleared my throat to announce my intrusion into this ‘Hallmark moment’. Both gazed up at me. Katie leered at my…pokies? Mom simply stared, her mouth open and eyes wide.

‘Yes mom…’ I thought. ‘Your little boy has nasty nips’. I would have snickered at both their expressions if the moment wasn’t so…serious…emotional?

“I’m sorry sweet heart.” Mom gazed up at me. “I was just…a little overwhelmed by all this?” Katie separated from mom and came to my side. “But Katie and Bernie made everything clear to me.”

WTF!!! Bernie…? Again…???

“You’ll be starting school as Stephanie Lynn, a new transfer student. You’ll also have the same last name.” Mom managed a weak smile. “And everything…all the paperwork…will be done within a week. We decided to keep you out of school for the rest of this week.”

I grinned at Katie. A whole week of playing with my love! And my first entire week of being me!

“Now it’s not going to be a vacation for you.” Mom spoke seriously. “You’re going to need to be tutored by Katie until you reenter school again.”

Though I tried to keep from jumping up and down with joy, I managed a controlled weak smile. But this business of my mom and Bernie kept bothering me. Did she call him or did Katie do the dirty deed? The moment we got into my room I put it to Katie.

“Katie…?” I whined quite…whiningly? “What was that?!”

Katie simply smiled and walked right up to me. She just took me around the waist and hugged me closely. I had no choice. Her smile, her eyes, her scent…‘THAT’ gaze… I could only put my arms around her waist as my anger melted. Katie wasted no time. She took me by the shoulders and kissed me. It was a wicked, wicked kiss. I could taste her and she could taste me.

“Katie…” I said breathily. “My mom’s downstairs.”

“Oh don’t worry about her. When I got her another bottle, I crushed a Xanax and threw it in her glass before giving her a refill. She’s probably already passed out.” Katie giggled.

That never was given a chance to sink in. Katie put her hands just beneath the crotch of my arms and began to trace circles around my distended nipples. I melted into her; my mouth open and my eyes shut.

Like a witch she had me under her spell. Her tongue tip drew a soft, warm, and wet line up my neck and then into my ear. I was dying. I felt nothing, heard nothing, and smelt nothing but her. Then she whispered into my ear.

“Why do you care who your mom fucks anyway?” Katie gently pinched my nipples and sent shock waves throughout my body. “Does she ask you who you fuck…or who fucks you?”

I could only moan as Katie wedged her thigh between my nearly crossed legs. She began to run her thigh up and down on my boy bits only adding to the blissful edge of death I was feeling. She was extracting every bit of me and we both knew it. She whispered again.

“I don’t give a fuck about her and neither should you.”

Katie’s hand went down the back of my panty and now rested between my butt cheeks whilst the other tortured my nipples with exquisite pleasure.

“It’s just you and me baby girl.”

She settled her middle finger on my butt hole and was teasing it without mercy. I was barely conscious.

“We’re married forever. I only care about you and you should only care about me.” I was dying. “And we both should only care about daddy Bernie. If he wants to fuck your mom…let him. In fact…encourage him. Without him we’d both be on the streets and earning by sucking off pervs. We have an apartment, a car, clothes, food…whatever we want and whenever we want…because of him. So who are we to deny him anything?”

There was no arguing with Katie. I was too taken by lust and she made perfect sense to a less than aware person; me! Katie turned me and backed me up till I felt my calves touch my bed. She pushed me back and I fell onto the bed. As my legs flew upward she leaped between them and began to rub herself against me. With one hand around my neck and the other still poking and teasing my butt hole, Katie wickedly began to tug at my nipple through my tee with her teeth.

“We’re going to live together forever and have an amazing life.” Katie smiled. “We’re going to fuck the same guys and suck their cocks. We’re going to fuck each other silly whenever we want. And we can be who we were meant to be.” She giggled. So tell me my little whore, do you really care who your mom fucks?”