If there is anyone ...
... out there that can spare a prayer or 12, please send them my way. I am ashamed to state I angered and hurt my sister, as she hurt me. Unfortunately this happened Saturday/Sunday, and for some stupid unknown reason I ... I actually tried to kill myself. I took about 40 sleeping pills and obviously fell asleep. I woke up later with my whole body in flame. It felt like I was being electrocuted. I swear I was tossed out of bed, hit the wall and regained awareness. Needless to say my sister is not talking to me, and she leaves tomorrow for Basic. I am recovering slowly, but crying, and crying and crying. I wish there was some way to talk to my sis, but she wants nothing to do with me.
I am recovering, ashamed and emotionally naked. Please no flames, and yes this really happened.
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Dear Kendra
I thank God you're alive. That's my first prayer.
I pray that you will continue to recover, and find peace.
I pray that you WON'T try suicide again!
And I pray that your sister will cool down and you and she will once again have the wonderful bond you spoke of in your last blog, and that if it doesn't happen today or tomorrow you'll be able to hang on until it does...
Wish I could do more, but I will keep praying. Hopefully others wiser and more spiritual than me will respond here, for you, our sister in need.
~~~hugs, Laika
What borders on pure insanity?
Canada and Mexico.
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Kendra
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Kendra
Sounds like a Higher Power is looking out for you. You can get your sister's basic training mailing information in 7-10 days after her inprocessing. Go to the Fort Jackson website they have the specifics.
HERE IS THE URL http://www.jackson.army.mil/!2009_pages/bct/mail.html.
You and all the other ladies and gents here are always in my prayers.
When life throws tomatoes at you, make spaghetti sauce..
When life throws tomatoes at you, make spaghetti sauce.