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One to love

Author: 

  • Shreya S

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transformations
  • Non-Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Caught with Consequences

Permission: 

  • Permission granted to post by author

I waited for her in front of the theatre and as usual she was late. We had been together for four years and she kinda had made it a habit. It irked me a lot but the moment I saw her, It was as if all my frustrations disappeared. Despite that we had our fair share of fights .

We were in the same class in college and had been dating since we joined it four years back. It wasn't easy getting her attention , but with time and lots of luck I won her over . Since then she had been a rock by my side , supporting me , loving me . She made moving to a new city without any friends easier. I had a tough childhood moving in with my foster parents from the orphanage . They had their hands full with the Six other kids already. I didn't feel much welcome there ,but they were loaded and didn't hesitate on spending money on us . It was the emotional connect that was missing. I moved out and to this city when I joined college and that's when I i met her .

She stepped out of the cab and looking at her like everytime and like everybody else I thought ,"why is she even dating me??". We went inside. She hadn't had a good day . It was evident from her face . I didn't want to poke the bear by mentioning about her being late. She was quiet through the movie. We went for a quick bite after the movie.
"My parents don't want me to go abroad",she said. It was her dream to go to Europe for masters degree post college and like most Indian parents ,hers were skeptical. Her eyes were moist. I tried to confort her. Put my arms around her. She hugged me back .

She had been talking to her pen friend Shreya the entire day. She had become her bestie in the last few years. Things she wouldn't tell me ,she would discuss with her. Whenever I objected ,the answer I would get is "only a woman can understand another woman properly". I didn't like this as I would have loved it if she would have discussed everything with me as I was her boyfriend.I was upset as well , as she would be moving away from me in months. The thought of not able to be with her drove me restless. And i knew, long distance relationship won't work . We came back to my room . It was 'our' room now. She had almost moved in . She stayed with me most of the time in the pretext of studying. I didn't realise when her stuff in our flat had become double of mine . It was as if I am staying at her place. The wardrobes were hers,the racks,table, everything. None of it mattered to me as I was madly in love with her. Kissing those chubby cheeks made everything alright. The only thing that bothered me little was that she would trust a girl she had never met , never seen over her own boyfriend. And the reason she was mad was because even Shreya didn't want her to go abroad, to go against her parents and since nobody was believing in her dreams, she was upset .I told her I am with her,that she should realise her dreams ,even though I wasn't. I didn't want her to go away.

Time flew by very quickly. We had a lot of memories together over the years. We had gone on numerous dates, trips, excursions and now we are almost at the end of our college life. It had been good four years for me marred by a bit of insecurity . She was frequently hit on by other guys . Guys whom I considered better than me .It made me very insecure,but somehow we lasted.

We graduated from college after few months and there was a huge party thrown for us students by our juniors . There was booze,food ,weed ,etc . All i could see was drunk people running here and there and didn't take us long before we were one of them. I didn't realise we had been separated for a while as the alcohol had kicked in. I started looking for her . I tried everyone and looked everywhere without success. She wasn't answering my phone either. I found her after 30 mins. She was in tears , tears of happiness . She heard back from the college and she had got it.

I was happy for her but then it hit me she would be going away from me. I couldn't hold back my tears .She tried to stop me but I went straight back to my room. I knew things won't go well if we talk now. I kept ignoring her calls and texts. Our life together flashed by my eyes ,my mind trying to look for what could I have done differently.

I switched off my phone and kept it aside. I opened my drawer and took out my second phone from the secret compartment. I opened Facebook and logged in . The screen read ,"Welcome Shreya !!".
There were unread messages from 167 people and the top one from Ankita read " Girl we need to talk..I don't know what to do anymore...Need you .. Reply asap".

****To be continued****

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One to love - Part 2

Author: 

  • Shreya S

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Permission: 

  • Permission granted to post by author

The first day of college wasn't good for me . I reached late ,got schooled by my lecturer . But that was the day I met her, everything else becomes irrelevant to it . I could see guys already trying to impress her. Being a introvert I didn't have it in me to approach her directly.
Someone mentioned her name and I looked her up on Facebook. She looked very cute in her profile picture. I sent her Facebook friend request.

It had been three weeks and still she had not accepted my request. She had not accepted requests of any of the guys . She did accept those of girls. It felt bad seeing she had not accepted my request but knowing she didn't accept request of any other guy made it little better.

I had to do something . I didn't know what. I wanted her in my life. I created a new Facebook account .
"Shreya, seems like a good name".
Now i had to make it look legit. I started adding random people, mostly girls and few boys as well.
I started talking to some of the girls i had added and then added their friends.
Within weeks I was getting tagged in their photo uploads. I had looked through Facebook and found a girl with lots of pictures on Facebook.I chose her to be my face and finally Shreya was born. I sent her request and she accepted it the next day. I started talking to her. Initially she wasn't that interested but I made the conversation relatable to her based on things happening in college and in a short time we were friends. She thought I was a psychic .
We started talking everyday ,she told me about her ,her plans her life. I used that to impress her in real life. I started running into her at places getting to know her plan in advance . The first time I ran into her , she smiled and went her way. The next time she said hi. And by the next month we were friends. I couldn't overstate how much Shreya helped me. She had become her bestie and I was dating her. Life was good, no spoilers.

The problem was I wanted out now. I didn't want to pretend to be a girl anymore. But it was too late now. She had become dependent on me . She had made me promise that I will always be her main girl. It was embarassing but bit flattering. The topics got bit too intense for me sometimes. When she started talking about periods , makeup ,hair with me. I was helping her buy clothes, pick her lipstick shade and I had no idea about these. I started learning from Google to be able to talk to her.

Being a girl is not easy . I learnt it the hard way. I uploaded pics regularly and Shreya had become quiet the social butterfly. I started getting lots of comments on my pictures from other girls. I made sure I don't show my face in my profile pics as Shreya least someone finds out I am a catfish .I uploaded pics where the girl has her back to camera. And i shared pics with face in chats. What was bothering me were the horny men that wanted to fuck me. They would send obscene pics and would ask me to send nudes.
They kept pestering me and harassing me.

Ankita had grown fond of me . She started calling me her bestie. She would tell me everything about her and life and the reason being since we are not part of each other's immediate circle ,there are no risks of any gossips to leak. She felt a freedom talking to me ,bitching about girls and the guy she was dating, which was me. I had outlined few personality traits to follow as Shreya different from my actual behaviour.

She used to call me 'girl','babe','babygirl' and she would talk about dressing me up. To dress me up in a beautiful saree ,to braid my hair.Things had escalated few times,where we had ended up sexting . It made me uncomfortable but she used to share hot pics,which i couldn't turn down.
I had started dating her as a boy . I knew to win her over , I need to go out with her as much as possible. The issue was I didn't have much money to do it regularly. I knew I couldn't let her pay everytime.she knew about my situation and was quite supportive thankfully.She wouldn't let me pay.

A lot of boys texted Shreya. They wanted to talk to her badly . I kinda enjoyed the attention. I would mess with them . I would ocassionally reply to their text and that would make them very happy.

Things were going good for me . I got into a relationship with Ankita, academically I was doing okay. The only thing that bothered me was money .

There was this guy called Ravi who had been texting Shreya for some time . I have interacted few times with him . He would become really happy with it . One day he confessed to me that he had foot fetish and he will do anything he can for a chance to see my foot .I thought he was joking. He told me he will send me 1000 rupees per pic if I sent him . I took it as a joke . And when he asked for address to send it . I gave him a shops address near my place. I forgot about it but after a few days I was told a package had arrived for Shreya. There was a book and inside it there was 5000 rupees

It was a significant amount for me. I messaged him and he told me he was not kidding. Now i had two choices,to block him and cheat him off his money or get him a foot pic. I downloaded a pic from internet and forwarded it. He immediately replied that he had seen it all on the web and he wants to see mine. I looked through the girls profile whose photo I was using,but didn't find a feet pic. I thought of sending my girlfriend's feet pic but it felt wrong at so many levels.I didn't have a choice. My girlfriend stayed with me often and had already moved her stuff here.
My heart was beating fast. I went into the washroom, I took my girlfriend's razor in my hand. I wasn't sure if i should do it. I told him , he had already sent the money,what if i don't send the pics. He replied in that case I will be losing out on the 10000 more he is going to send next.

My girlfriends birthday was next month. I wanted to buy her a good gift and I could really use the money. There was a lot of hesitation . Its just a picture I thought . I started shaving my legs below my waist. I removed all the hair on my legs and feet. I shaved twice to make sure its clean. My leg felt smooth. I applied the lotion I had seen Ankita applying on my legs. I kept running my fingers on my legs. It felt nice to touch it. It felt smooth . I opened my wardrobe and went through her things . There were nail paint of many shades. I picked up the pink one as he had requested it. I painted my toe nails pink. I sent him a pic of my feet . I was expecting him to tell me I am a boy .I thought I will get caught,but instead of it he was in awe of my feet . He promised me 10000 rupees if i show my legs with feet. My slightly tanned long legs were surprisingly well received by him .
I had already shaved my legs,so i thought why waste it. It was easy money and I didn't want to let go off it. I went through her clothes and found a short pink tube skirt. I hesitated a bit and put it on . Ankita was lil chubby ,hence her clothes fit me well. Once I put it on ,it felt weird.My genitals were visible so had to wear a panty as well to hide the bulge.the feel of the panty against my genitals were very uncomfortable. I clicked a pic of my leg and sent him. I looked at my legs in the mirror. It looked smooth like a woman's. He went crazy for it . I sent him five more pictures as part of the trade off . He stopped replying for five minutes. I am sure he touched himself looking at it. I was waiting for his reply when I got a Facebook message. "What is my babygirl upto",Ankita had written.
The bulge in my panties increased on reading this.

One to love - Part 3

Author: 

  • Shreya S

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant

TG Elements: 

  • CAUTION

Permission: 

  • Permission granted to post by author

"What is my babygirl upto",Ankita had written.
The bulge in my panties increased on reading this.
I was hit by a sudden wave of anxiety. I looked at the skirt, my legs and nails. It felt as if she saw me somehow and called me a girl. I panicked and immediately removed the skirt and the panties. I removed the nail paint with a remover before holding my phone again. My heart was still beating fast . I sat quietly on my bed looking at the panty and skirt lying on the floor. It was embarassing what I did ."I am never doing it again", I told myself. But on the brighter side now I can plan my girl's birthday properly.

I was spending a lot of time talking to her, as me , as Shreya. I was cautious not to mix up my texts. She was fond of Shreya. Within months Shreya had become her new bestie. One day she realised they had never met or spoken on call. She asked for her phone number. Initially I tried to turn her down . But given how close we had become ,It was difficult to refuse. I gave her my other phone number reluctantly. I knew this day will come , sooner or later. Luckily I was prepared for it. I have had vocal training in my school . I learnt classical music for few months but I got bored of it soon . I had become good at mimicry though post it and I was able to mimic the female voice . It wasn't perfect but it was enough for me to pass of as Shreya on call . It wasn't good enough to pass off in person though. I still didn't have the courage to talk to her. I needed to try it with someone else first.
I already had a golden goose for it,who is gonna pay for it as well. Ravi still hadn't seen my face and he had paid me over 15000 rupees excluding gifts. I asked him the price for my phone number and we settled at 5k.
As discussed a parcel arrived from Ravi. It was a large one this time. Last time he sent a book with money inside it. I opened the parcel and the moron had sent me a short red sleeveless dress along with a matching lacy bra and panty along with a letter and money as promised. The moment I saw the dress ,my heart started beating fast. I couldn't think for sometime, imagining someone wants to see me in this. I started thinking of what to do. My first thought was to throw it away. It was too costly to throw it to be honest. I finally decided what to do with it .
Ankita came home that weekend. As usual we started with beer, then we moved to weed. We were both high and I surprised her with the dress . She was very happy with the gift . She called it slutty but beautiful. She got changed and she looked stunningly beautiful in that. It was hard to resist . We had a good time that night. I told her to take it with her but she refused as her parents won't like it. She told me to keep it here for her. She left it in the laundry basket before leaving. She was very happy. Her birthday was still a week away and she already got her gift.
She stayed with me for the weekend and she looked a bit upset as Shreya wasn't replying . She wanted to show her the gift I gave her.

I didn't realise earlier but Ankita was talking to Shreya a lot more than she was talking to me. I didn't notice earlier as it was me either way. She told her a lot of things she didn't tell me. I was getting to know anyway but it hurts that she doesn't trust her boyfriend as much as an online girl she hasn't even met . She sent Shreya the pics of dress I gave her and she looked hot in them. I had sex with her dressed in that but it still turned me on . I have been talking to Ravi and Ankita as Shreya for over two months now and neither of them had seen my face properly . I had sent pics of the girl who is in my profile pic to other people but not to these two . They had only seen my profile pic,in which the girls back is turned towards the camera. Ravi was satisfied after seeing my legs and getting my phone number . He turned out to be very talkative and demanding. That guy was basically paying me my salary. Ankita on the other hand was pestering me for my phone number. I didn't have any choice. After trying my female voice out with Ravi , I finally called Ankita. I had no idea what I was starting.

"It feels so good to finally talk to you girl. I was dying to hear your voice", she said.
Most of my day was spent with talking to Ankita , as Shreya and as myself, then sometimes with Ravi. He paid me for every call. He was getting fond of me which was evident from his increasing demands . He started to ask me to show my hair. He kept pestering me untill I told him I had very short hair which he didn't like. He had a thing for long black hair and he was disappointed in me. I told him the amount he is paying me , he can get a hooker with the features he likes with a fraction of the amount. But he said that 'it wont be Shreya'. It was little embarassing for me to hear that . I could feel he was obsessed with me somehow. Maybe it's those things which is hard to get, you desire the most. He kept telling me he wants to see me in that red dress but I kept denying him the privilege.

I was spending my day pretending to be a woman over the phone while talking to my own girlfriend. She was spending so much time with a girl she has not met, she has not seen . Yet she would trust her with her life. She was sending Shreya hot pictures of her as well. I jerked off to them regularly . I felt she had something for Shreya. She sometimes casually asked for her pic which I turned down citing some nonsense excuse . She was content when the calls started ,hence she didn't force me for my pics.

Things were going well. We celebrate her birthday together. I planned an amazing evening together. I was happy. I had money without doing any hard work . I had my girl.
But happiness doesn't last for long. Ankita pinged Shreya and told her she was moving to France for her Masters
The moment I saw her text , a piece of me died. I knew what was coming next. She herself told me many times that long distance will never work. She called Shreya . My eyes were moist. My voice was stuttering. I knew I couldn't talk in female voice. I didn't pick up. She will be traveling next month and my entire life that I had built will come crashing down.
She still hadn't told me about it . I was waiting for her to tell me . She talked with Shreya regarding this but she didn't mention it for two weeks. She kept asking Shreya how she should break the news . I kept telling her to tell me the truth. It took her three weeks to finally tell me .
I knew it already but still I felt the pain all over again. She was traveling back to her hometown in two days and from there she will travel to France in two weeks. We had a very emotional moment. She broke up with me knowing it won't work long distance. I was in pain because of her not telling me the truth and now she broke up with me.
I went straight back home . I cried for hours . I didn't eat , sleep or do anything. She wasn't replying to my message but she was messaging Shreya. I ignored her messages. I knew she will come tomorrow to get her stuff . I didn't pack her stuff because she would have to pack her stuff herself. In that way she would spend more time in my place packing her stuff . I was waiting for her to come because she had lots of stuff at my place. She never came.

I saw her Facebook post of boarding the flight to France. I got her message update as she texted Shreya .I had stopped talking to her. Shreya was getting calls from her and Ravi as well. I ignored every one. I didn't talk to anyone for weeks. I saw her posts from France. She sent pics to Shreya as well . I kept telling her I (Shreya) was busy with exams ,so I am unable to talk. The truth was I didn't want to.

I was running out of money as well. I needed to pay my rent and I was short of cash. I had used up my pocket money on weed and alcohol. Ravi had been calling me a lot. He was restless as he couldn't talk to me properly for over a month. I kept ignoring him. He was obsessed with me for some reason . I got a call that I had a courier. It was a big package. I opened it and the contents of the package made me uncomfortable. It had a black sleeveless dress, matching underwear and a long hair wig besides cash. He had paid double of what he used to because he wanted to see me. My phone was silent for last three days , not a single call or text . On the other hand Shreya's phone was buzzing all day with texts and calls. I couldn't help my tears . How irrelevant I had become. I felt lonely at that moment. Undesirable. I missed her. I missed her badly. I kept thinking about our time together. What I could have done differently. What I did wrong. I had never felt this helpless in my life . I had always felt lucky and now I felt hopeless. I got up and rushed to the bathroom. I stood under the shower for 15 minutes . Tears rolled down my cheeks. I held her pink razor in my hand, slowly moved it over my skin. I watched my body hair wash away from my legs ,arms ,pits,pubic areas . I cleaned it all .i didn't have much facial hair and removed what little I had. I used to love how her shower gel smelled, loved the fruity smell of it . I bathed in her shower gel . I stepped out of the shower, still sobbing, dried myself and applied body lotion like I had seen her do . My skin felt smooth and nice. I didn't know what was happening to me. It was as if someone else had taken over me. I was in pain. Lot of pain . I knew she was gone . I couldn't accept it . My frustrations had boiled over. I put on the black bra and panty. I had to hook the bra and then turn it around and slid my arms in. It felt nice on my skin. It was lacy and soft. I padded the bra with some socks . Then I put on the black sleeveless dress he had sent me. With great difficulty I zipped the back of the dress. It fit me perfectly. It felt nice on my skin . I didn't stop at that. I put on the wig on my head . The straight black hair fell perfectly on my back ,shoulders and chest .I nodded my head and the hair moved nicely . It was a very dense wig and felt and looked very real. I clipped it with my actual hair to avoid falling off. I searched through her stuff and found her makeup kit . I painted my nails and toe nails red . I still had not seen myself till now. It was time I did that. I picked up a red lipstick and stood infront of the mirror. I felt disgusted looking at me in a dress. I applied the red lipstick on my lips. I took a brush and started brushing my hair . I was in shock looking at my own reflection. . I couldn't keep my eyes off the woman in the mirror. I took out her perfume and sprayed on myself,my neck, underarms ,dress,etc. The smell of the perfume brought back lots of memories. With great difficulty and help of YouTube videos I was able to apply eyeliner mascara. I stood in front of the mirror. Looking at myself. Looking at the freak I have become . Disgusted yet turned on . I kept running my fingers through my hair ,holding it in my hands , trying hairstyles. I lost track of time . My phone rang.

"Heyy hun !! Where the hell have you been . Why weren't you answering my calls ?.I was dying to talk to you . I have so many things to tell you. I missed you like hell babygirl". Ankita said .
"I am really sorry that I was away babe. Don't worry,Your girl won't leave you ever again",I said tucking my hair behind my ears.

One to love - Part 4

Author: 

  • Shreya S

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I had dozed off talking to her .

I got up and sat on the bed.Long strands of straight black hair fell all over my face and body . I had forgotten about it . I was still dolled up. I got up and stood infront of the mirror.
"What have I done to myself !!"
The worst part was that I didn't look ugly like I expected. I switched off Shreya's phone and changed back. I felt disgusted looking at myself. I don't know what made me do something like this. "I have to stop this nonsense. I am a man and this doesn't suit me". I felt embarassed looking at myself.

I didn't have much to do throughout the day . I wasn't working. I tried hard to resist but eventually switched on Shreya's phone in the evening. There were lots of messages and missed call from her as well as Ravi.
Ravi had sent me another package today along with 10000 rupees.
The easy money had made me weak. It was hard to resist. I kept saying no to him . But he kept sending me more and more. I was getting addicted to it. I had shaved my body the day before so didn't want to let it go to waste. He had told me he will call me sharp at 8 pm . I opened my wardrobe . There were lots of Ankita's clothes . I chose a white floral skirt and pink panties.It took me an hour to get ready. He called me sharp at 8 pm . I received his video call , my phone's camera on my legs. I had painted my nails pink for him . I was still wearing my boy tee as there were no plans of showing my face . I could hear him moan . I was used to it now. I knew what he was doing . I just didn't want to see it . The phone got disconnected and immediately rang again . I quickly received it focusing on my legs with my fingers caressing it .

"Nice legs ... Hottie" , I heard Ankita's voice.

I disconnected the call immediately. My heart was beating fast. I screwed up. She might have recognised me somehow. I was panicking. I started sweating badly in anxiety.Few mins later I received a image.
It was Ankita showing her legs wearing just a panty. I got turned on badly .
I waited few mins and voice called her.
There was lots of awkward silences which quickly turned sensual. Things escalated soon and before I realised we were both moaning . At that moment I didn't care.I was enjoying it. I kept looking at her pics and pleasuring myself.

We started talking a lot more after this and talks were often sensual. Ankita was basically treating me like her girlfriend. I had to pretend to be Shreya , pretend to be a girl .
She sent a lots of pics but never asked much in return. I never showed her my face.
Our chats were very feminine. She made me feel like a woman. It was very uncomfortable initially, but her pics were worth it.
Weeks passed and one day she told me she is coming back to India for vacation and she wants to meet me. My excitement turned to anxiety soon.I decided I will confront her. I got it all planned in my head.

Few weeks later ,the day finally came . I had booked a suite for us both . I reached there early and waited for her. I was rehearsing what to tell her, how to corner her for ghosting me. I didn't dress up though I brought it all with me. I wasn't able to decide whether I should dress up or not. I still had time. I decided to get dressed and see her reaction. I went into the shower and quickly ran the razor over my body again and then used a very fruity body shampoo . She used to use it . I had brought with me a dress I gifted her which she claimed was one of her favourites . It was a sleeveless red dress reaching my thighs. I put on her undies then the dress . I did my makeup the best I could and put on the wig. I sprayed her perfume and waited for her .It always shocked me how much of her things she left behind.

She told me she is reaching in five minutes and that five minutes felt like eternity. The anxiety,the nervousness was killing me . I thought I will have a heart attack. I had started sweating even though the air conditioning was on . The moment she told me she reached the hotel I left the door open . I sat with my back towards the door. I was nervous, panicking. I wanted to chew my nails but I had painted it . I kept imagining different scenarios in my head . How its going to happen!!

I heard the door open ....

"Heyy baby girl ! I am here ",she said.
I got up and turned and she was infront of me .I felt embarassed. I couldn't figure what to say. I couldn't lift my head up and look her in the eye . She was very close to me . I could feel the warmth of her breath on my face and soon her lipstick stained lips were on mine . We didn't say anything . We were on the bed madly in love with each other not in our senses. We made out for a long time . I was shocked to see she wasn't surprised on seeing me."She knew !!! She always knew about it". Thats why she didn't tell me she was leaving. Because she knew she had informed Shreya and I was also Shreya.
"I love you ", she told me
" I love you more ", I replied in a feminine voice.
" I love the woman you have become",she said.
It was embarassing to hear. I didn't reply.
She told me to get ready as we were going out. I had never been outside before . I was scared. But she told me it will be okay as I can wear a mask as it was post covid times and a lot of people still did . I requested her to lend me some fuller clothes as I am not used to going out in public . She gave me a sleeveless top and jacket and a jeans to wear . She did my makeup . It was a lot more things than lipstick and eyeliner which I used. She made my fake boobs , nails and hair. I was scared my wig will fall off. I kept telling her that. I was still scared to go out . So i rolled a joint and smoked up .

She looked gorgeous in her dress . I looked decent. My mask gave me confidence and she had made my eyes look beautiful.
She intentionally made my panty line and bra strap visible and we both smelled heavenly. She had tied my hair in a pony tail because I was scared it will fall off .

I had lots of questions for her about how did she knew about me, why didn't she tell me, why did she kept talking to me like I was a girl. But i decided to enjoy the moment for now . We went to a pub and sat in a dark corner. I removed my mask and jacket. She pulled my hair band to let it fall loose on my shoulders. She kept looking at me and smiling. Her fingers running through my hair.
"You are a beautiful woman" , she told me.
I didn't reply.
We started ordering drinks . I was already high . She didn't smoke the joint so she was okay . When the drinks started coming the weed and alcohol high combined . I kept drinking with her untill I couldn't anymore. I was loosing my senses .Things have become blurry . I rested my head on her shoulder and started crying.
She knew it was time to leave . I visited the women's washroom for the first time and there were a lot of drunk girls in there .

We got into a cab and I lost my senses.
I woke up the next morning in our room. She was naked under the sheets . I was just wearing that top and panty from last night . I knew we had sex . I could feel it . My face hurt a bit . I still had the wig on ,my hair tied in a messy bun . I went into the washroom and looked at myself. I had a nose ring on ! My nose was pierced. So were my ears . I was wearing long earrings. My wig looked different as well. I let my hair loose. It wasn't my wig. I had permanent extensions with my real hair reaching my waist. I freaked out in shock. She heard me and woke up. She came in and saw me crying. She hugged me . I was looking at the mirror in disbelief.
She picked up the hair brush and started brushing my dense long straight black hair .
" You are gorgeous,hun ". She told me as she braided my hair.

My eyes were fixated on my reflection in the mirror,too shocked to say anything.

***********To be continued************

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One to love - Part 5

Author: 

  • Shreya S

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant

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"Welcome to the other side", she said smiling at me . She has just finished doing my makeup. "I am done and now you can turn towards the mirror and have a look at the new you . I am proud of the woman you turned out to be".

I smiled embarassingly.
" You know I was waiting for this day for years. When we first started talking . You pretended to be a woman. It was long before you approached me as a boy and we started dating. Before I met you as a man , I knew you as a woman .The fake ID you created and became friends with me . You were too convincing as a woman. You had me fooled for 6 months I thought you were a woman and I loved talking to you . You made me realise I like women more than men . A lot of times our conversation turned sensual and I ended up thinking about you all night. I had not seen your face or heard your voice but I still loved you. I didn't have the courage to tell anyone I am into girls . I didn't have courage to tell you I love you because I was afraid I will lose you forever. When you finally approached me as a boy we became friends. I think it was because you have a beautiful soul that I love , that I love in any face or any body irrespective of gender. I was instantly atracted to you. I loved the time we spent together . But gradually I realised that you and Shreya were the same person. The way you texted ,the punctuations, spacing were all same . You knew things I had only told Shreya . Those were very small things but enough for me to connect the dots . I didn't know how to tell you that I know. I was in love with Shreya more than I loved you. I was in love with your feminine side. I decided I will try to get the woman in you out . I am really sorry for that. It was selfish but I was in love . Thats why I started talking to Shreya more than I talked to you as a boy. I started to talk feminine things with you , started indirectly telling you how to wear things . I intentionally left my entire wardrobe with you , hoping you tried it one day . The day you sent me the first pic of you was the best day of my life. It was just your legs in a skirt but I touched myself thinking about you in it. I was dying to see your face. I was dying to dress you up , to dress up together. I paid a guy to pose as Ravi to make sure you become Shreya. I knew it will never happen probably but I prayed every day for it. I was in love with someone that didn't existed. I was delusional. I wanted you badly . I craved for you . I wanted my Shreya . I wanted you badly . I wanted to make the impossible happen .That day when I finally met you here . I felt complete. Walking with you , holding your hand made me the happiest. I was surprised at how convincing you looked as a woman . I was in love with you all over again . That night while returning you kept complaining about your wig getting loose and falling off , so I took you to the salon and got you permanent extensions. They did the piercing for free . I am really sorry about it . I should have taken your permission for it . But we were both drunk and I couldn't control my selfish urges", she said with tears rolling down her cheeks.

There was a long awkward silence. She had fucked me up completely. I thought I did it all of this on my own accord . But she manipulated me the entire time .All of this was too much for me to hear. I rushed out of the room . I saw my reflection in the lift mirror . I stood there wearing a sleeveless black dress. It didn't even reach my knees. My eyes looked beautiful with the eyeliner and shadow . My lips were bright red, so were my nails . My hair was loose covered my back and shoulders . My legs looked long and smooth and I was wearing earrings and nose ring. She has really fucked me up. I couldn't hold it in. I started crying. I entered the washroom in the lobby and locked myself. I removed my dress and threw it at the corner. I was wearing a lacy bra and panties . I removed and threw those as well . I removed the nose ring and earrings . I stood naked in front of the mirror.I still looked like a woman with a male body. My body reeked of her perfume. The woman I love the most in the world has fucked me up completely. She robbed me of my masculinity . My whole world came crashing down. The beautiful life I was leaving is over . I couldn't bear it. I wanted her badly. But what she did to me , I wasn't sure how to react . I didn't know if I can live without her anymore

I picked up the bra and put it on followed by the panties .I picked up the dress, put it on . Brushed my hair with my fingers, I put on my nose ring got into the lift again. I entered the room . She had her head down on the bed. I went to the mirror picked up the lipstick and started applying it . She raised her head to look at me , I blew a kiss to her. She rushed at me .... Into my arms.

"Anything for you ma'm ", I whispered

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