Sofia Hammerstein primarily writes AB/DL (Adult Baby Diaper Lover) fiction with a transgender focus. Currently she is presenting her 'Emerald Princess' work here on BigCloset to see how it is received as it is more of a story outside of the ABDL themes than her other works. You can find nearly every one of her works available for sale at Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/author/babysofia . You can also find her on WattPad and several other sites as well!
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Emerald Princess by Sofia Hammerstein
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Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Emerald Princess is set in a world with humans who have evolved unique characteristics that make for superhuman abilities through 'Emergence.' The concept was partially inspired by many such works from comics and other fandoms. While published initially as a fan fiction piece in another universe, I have worked to edit it into its own unique universe. I have made sure to edit out anything that might be considered the copyright of other parties.
This work is meant for adults; the main protagonists are all eighteen or older. It contains Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) themes. If diapers, bottles, and babying of regressed adults are not your cup of tea, you may wish to give this a pass. (However, I do believe this particular work can be read even if those aren't normally your thing as it is much more than your typical such tale) If those items don't offend you, I hope you will enjoy this tale!
Thank you to my readers who have commented and encouraged me throughout my postings online! Thank you to anyone who purchases my novels and/or takes the time to read them! A special thank you to a reader, Chloe, who continually badgered me to finish this tale after I left it unfinished for several years!
The full edited version of Emerald Princess is available now on Kindle here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BTBTTGX1 I will be posting a new chapter about every other day until the full work is posted. (62 Chapters and Epilogue)
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Emerald Princess Chapter 1: Jealous
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Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Copyright © 2016-2023 By Sofia Hammerstein. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, scanned, or distributed in any printed or electronic form without permission.
Foreword
Emerald Princess is set in a world with humans who have evolved unique characteristics that make for superhuman abilities through 'Emergence.' The concept was partially inspired by many such works from comics and other fandoms. While published initially as a fan fiction piece in another universe, I have worked to edit it into its own unique universe. I have made sure to edit out anything that might be considered the copyright of other parties.
This work is meant for adults; the main protagonists are all eighteen or older. It contains Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) themes. If diapers, bottles, and babying of regressed adults are not your cup of tea, you may wish to give this a pass. (However, I do believe this particular work can be read even if those aren't normally your thing as it is much more than your typical such tale) If those items don't offend you, I hope you will enjoy this tale!
Thank you to my readers who have commented and encouraged me throughout my postings online! Thank you to anyone who purchases my novels and/or takes the time to read them! A special thank you to a reader, Chloe, who continually badgered me to finish this tale after I left it unfinished for several years!
The full edited version of Emerald Princess is available now on Kindle here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BTBTTGX1 I will be posting a new chapter about every other day until the full work is posted. (62 Chapters and Epilogue)
Chapter 1: Jealous
I STARED AT the road as Mom drove me to school. The town where I grew up was in a category of its own reality as one of the most unique towns in the world. Just for me to come to school, we had to drive through a checkpoint with a guard shack manned by an MP! As usual, though, my mom was waived like normal without stopping. The only time they really checked vehicles like a military base was when there was some sort of alert.
The town of Los Alamos was on the backside of a beautiful mountain that was a part of the Rocky Mountains. I loved hiking and fishing the mountain streams with my dad on the occasional weekend when he wasn’t bogged down in his research projects.
I felt a prod in my side and looked over at my baby sister in her rear-facing car seat. She poked me with the play hairbrush she used on her doll. “Why’d you poke me?” I asked Lily.
“Play?”
I sighed, “If I get a chance, I will later, Lily. I have a lot of assignments due soon…”
Lily looked at me with her pretty green eyes, “Please?”
I sighed again, “We’ll see Lily Bear.” With that, I tickled her a little to make her smile.
“Stop dat!” She giggled.
I smiled at her as Mom pulled up to the loading zone at the school. Lily was probably the prettiest baby sister that I knew! She was a total oops child for my mom a bit over two years ago. My parents apparently forgot where babies came from one week while I was out of town at a music camp. As I opened the door of the Toyota Land Cruiser and swung out, Mom reminded me, “Don’t forget that you have Tae Kwon Do tonight,” through the window that she had rolled down.
“Like I could forget?!?” I asked with a bit of incredulity. I was testing for my second-degree black belt tonight! I just hoped I could manage to pass this test. If I could get this belt, I would be able to really think about teaching in my own studio after college. After this belt, though, I would no longer be able to just test at home; I would be flying to major cities or maybe even Korea! For something I had been practically forced to do at the start, I had really grown a love of it!
I walked down the hallway to my locker to drop off some things. I passed my reflection in the window of a dark classroom and shook my head. I was one of the nerdiest of the nerdy kids to my peers, and in Los Alamos, that was saying something! I was a decent height, five foot eleven, but was a total stick. It didn’t matter how much I ate - it took tons of fat just to get me to 105 pounds. That was with my clothes and shoes on! My brown hair was also really long - three inches past my shoulders in a neat ponytail. As far as anyone else was concerned, I was just riding the fad, but there was a deeper reason for it that I wasn’t about to share with anyone.
“Nick!” I heard behind me.
“Hey Jacob,” I said as I turned to one of my few real friends’ voices.
“Did you get the math homework done?!?” He was in a panic. I groaned, like always; he hadn’t done anything but play games last night. I spent the next few minutes walking to our first-period band class, being cajoled into helping him finish - i.e., copying my homework.
“Please, Nick!” He pleaded.
“Jacob, you’re not asking to copy Nick’s homework again, are you?” Hannah asked with disdain.
“Umm… maybe?” Jacob said, “Unless you’ll help me out?” He asked and batted his eyelashes.
We both laughed. Jacob, Hannah, and I were like the three musketeers. Hannah and I had been friends for a long time, and she was one of the few people I felt I could trust with anything. She also happened to be Lily’s go-to babysitter if my parents and I weren’t available. I had a crush on her that confused me regularly since I really just thought of her as a best friend.
I looked at my cell phone for the time and figured we had about ten minutes to save Jacob’s rear again. It’s not that he was stupid… he was probably as bright as I was, but he was lazy when it came to homework. Amazingly he managed to keep good grades up - of course, his parents probably would have killed him otherwise. That’s the thing with having two parents with PhDs; slacking isn’t even a remote option. I was fortunate that my parents only had one Ph.D. between them… It didn’t matter, though, because it might as well have been two since the only reason Mom didn’t have hers in Chemistry was that she found it too hard to take care of me and work on her doctorate. Dad was considered very useful at the lab due to his Bachelor’s in Mechanical Engineering and his Doctorate in Physics. Their graduate degrees both came from MIT, and their undergrads were at rival Ivy League schools.
Needless to say, my parents were brilliant! In any other town, their resumes would shine like a star, but they were practically a dime a dozen in Los Alamos. The number of well-educated parents in the community was absurd!
As the first bell rang, I pulled my flute case from my backpack and went to sit in my first chair spot that I had fought for so hard. Playing flute as a guy is never a task that will prevent people from giving you grief. Fortunately, I was one of three guys in the flute section, so I wasn’t alone, but still… I quickly figured out that the way to shut up most of the chatter in junior high was by being better than everyone else. Well, that and the Tae Kwon Do lessons that they figured out I took by then. My Sensei trained me never to be the aggressor from when my parents had me start in second grade. That didn’t stop me from protecting myself when attacked, though. It sadly took until seventh grade before the last bully figured out the folly of attacking me.
“Morning,” the band director said as he sipped a cup of coffee.
“Morning, Mr. Muñez,” I responded politely. We both shared the opinion that there was no ‘good’ in mornings and had our private joke with this greeting.
Before too long, rehearsal began, and I once again had to hide the guilty pleasure that we were playing music from Frozen for our Christmas Concert in three weeks. But, of course, it might have been just that we were playing music that wasn’t traditional Christmas music too! That had to be played that day, too, unfortunately. It didn’t matter what a composer did with Jingle Bells; it still got old!
At lunch, I sat with Hannah, Jacob, and a couple other friends. “So your big test is tonight, huh?” Hannah asked.
I blushed but nodded, “I hope I don’t fail it.”
She gave me a hard stare, “Of course, you won’t fail it. Didn’t you like just win those competitions this year?”
I shrugged, “This isn’t a competition, and even if it was, there would be just as good of a chance of things going wrong.”
She kicked me under the table, “Come on, positive attitude!”
I smiled at her, “Okay, if you’ll quit beating me up, I’ll think positively.” That led to her kicking me again for spite.
“I hear it’s supposed to snow tonight?” Jacob asked.
“Yeah, but don’t you go jinxing it!” I said with a warning. Truth be told, it would take a fair amount of snow for school to be canceled. Living in the mountains, you just had to learn to deal with it much of the time. It’s why families like mine that lived on the outskirts of town had to have a four-wheel drive vehicle.
Hannah gave him the glare too.
“Think the ski resort will open this year?” I asked thoughtfully.
“Even if it doesn’t, we could always hit Sandia or go up to Wolf Creek over Christmas Break,” Hannah suggested. “My parents have offered to take us up to either.”
“That would be sweet!” I said with a smile. “I’m hoping my parents will get me a new board for Christmas.”
We spent the remainder of our lunchtime talking before having to go our separate ways to classes. I managed to get through the end of the day, and my Calculus test, without too much trouble. After the bell, I fought my way through the hallways full of students as quickly as possible and found my mom was waiting for me in our car. I climbed into the back out of habit to sit next to Lily.
“You know you’d have to do a lot less driving if you’d let me get a car,” I suggested to her.
“Your father and I want to wait until after Christmas Break,” she reiterated. I had just turned 18 the week before, but for whatever reason, my parents still didn’t want me driving by myself yet. It was like she could see my whining getting ready to increase, “Besides, you haven’t gotten a job to pay for it either…?”
I sighed.
“Just be patient, sweetie,” she said.
I looked to my left and saw my baby sister sleeping quietly in her car seat. “How did you get the princess to sleep?” I asked quietly.
Mom shook her head; “She had a playdate today with Becky’s daughter Zoe. They didn’t stop running from the time I dropped you off at school until I packed her up twenty minutes ago.”
“Whatever works, huh?” I smiled. I looked over at her red hair that mom had put into pigtails this morning. One of the rubber bands was starting to slide off, so I gently fixed it.
Mom drove us home to our house outside the city limits. Los Alamos is a weird town because it’s technically all government property. That means you had to move outside of town and commute if you wanted to own your own house. I didn’t mind because it meant our house backed right up to the forest. Well, sort of… Due to past forest fires, my family decided it was for the best when we moved here to clear the land immediately around the house. No sense in making it easy for the house to burn down when someone couldn’t figure out how to put out a campfire!
Our house had two stories and a full basement containing a workout room, playroom, and home theater. As I grew older, the playroom became more of a hangout room for my friends and me. The playroom was back mostly in use now, though with Lily, and had dolls and other baby toys scattered everywhere in the room. Once Mom parked, I threw my backpack on my shoulders and went to Lily’s side of the car. I opened the door, quietly unbuckled her highness, and then picked her up gently. Mom gave me an appreciative smile. I had to appreciate that she only weighed 25 pounds at this point. She was tiny for her age of two-and-a-half.
“Is she wet?” Mom asked quietly.
I felt her diaper under her tights and nodded as we walked into the house. “Here,” she motioned, “hand her to me, and I’ll change her before I put her down to finish this miracle nap.”
I smiled at her, “I’ll do it, Mom.”
“How did I get lucky enough to have a son that doesn’t mind changing his sister’s diapers?” She smiled at me.
“I don’t know,” I told her with a smile and walked upstairs past my bedroom door and to Lily’s room. My parents had switched her crib rails out last month for her toddler bed version of the bed but had kept Lily’s changing table in there. I gently sat her down on it and took care of the wet diaper. Truth be told, I loved taking care of my sister! She was the most precious person in the universe to me. I managed to get her tights pulled back up and lay her down in her bed without her stirring a bit. The pacifier in her mouth never once looked like it was in danger of falling out, either!
I crept out of her room and went down the hall to mine. I sat down at the desk to start doing my homework. I only had about thirty minutes until Mom would call me down for dinner, and then I would need to change for my testing. But I figured it was just enough time to start typing the ridiculous essay I had to write for English. My teacher wanted three pages analyzing Dante’s satirical use of people in the Inferno. It’s not that there weren’t plenty of people and characters to use; it was that all three of those pages would have to be perfect for her to be happy. I sighed and began typing. I managed to get through the first page when I was invaded.
“Can I help?” Lily asked me as she climbed into my lap with her favorite doll.
I smiled at her, “I wish you could!”
“Play with me?” She asked with a smile.
“Hmm… I kind of have to get this done,” I told Lily while squeezing her in a hug.
She frowned. “Please?”
I looked at the clock. Mom was going to call us down for dinner any minute. I was just about to give in to her sweet eyes when Mom came in. “Dinner’s ready, you two.”
I looked at Lily, “Maybe tomorrow night?” I suggested gently.
She looked like she was going to go into crying tantrum mode, so I started tickling her. She instantly started laughing as my fingers danced around her mercilessly for a moment. “Stop…” she cried, and I stood up with her still in my arms.
“Let’s go eat,” I told her and carried her downstairs. At the table, I set her in her highchair.
Dad came in the door right as I finished buckling Lily in. He kissed Lily and mom, said “Hi,” to me, and went to wash up. Then, we sat down to mom’s roast and potatoes she had put in the crockpot that morning. She looked up at the clock as I finished eating, “Nicholas, go get ready,” she told me.
“Okay,” I said with the butterflies flying in my stomach. It took me less than ten minutes to get dressed in my gi, and I ensured I looked ready for my testing. Then, I walked out of my room to see Mom changing Lily again. She usually had a messy diaper right after dinner, and it seemed like this was the case tonight, too, as I could smell it from the doorway. She had her bottle in her hand while she was being changed.
“I’m ready,” I said with a smile.
“So is Lily, huh?” Mom said and gave her a kiss. I loved my sister, but I have to say she was fortunate to always have so much attention from us. ‘I wish I received half that attention!’ I smiled.
My parents and I loaded up the Land Cruiser and headed to the dojo where I studied. Mom hugged me, Dad said, “Good luck,” and I went to my place at the front of the middle line. Other students trickled in, and before I knew it, our Sensei had us warming up and running through some simple forms as a group.
A few other parents were there for the younger children that night. A couple of my friends were also there to take their own belt tests. “Tonight, we have twelve students testing for their next belt,” Sensei announced as he had us gathered around the outside edges of the room. “We will go in order of lower belts to higher belts.” He explained the process, and I watched the other eleven students test through their forms, breaking boards, and sparring.
It seemed like no time at all before I was called up. “Nicholas Hammerstein, please step forward.” He smiled at me.
I walked to the center of the room and stood at the ready.
“Nicholas is testing for the highest belt he can earn here. After this belt, he will have to test elsewhere with a grandmaster present. Good luck,” he told me.
“Thank you, Sensei,” I said politely, bowing.
He asked me to do my forms, and I hoped I did a credible job for him and the visiting masters. I was less worried about this part than the breaking test. I sized up the boards I was to break first with a punch and was relieved to see all of them broken after I tried. Next, he had me perform a kick break which I successfully nailed! I was feeling confident as the sparring portion came up.
“Nicholas, you will spar against Randy,” he told me. He motioned to a student who had just successfully tested for his first-level black belt the previous month.
I watched him like a hawk and would have been declared the victor by points if this were a tournament. At that point, Sensei concluded the match. I stood at attention before him as he discussed my test with the guests.
“Nicholas, you have performed well on your test, and it is my great honor to bestow your second-degree black belt to you.” He handed me my new belt, and I bowed to him.
“Thank you, Sensei,” I said.
Suddenly I was attacked from below by a pink bundle. Sensei laughed at me, “You are going to need a higher degree belt to deal with that one!”
I held Lily back to the car and put her in her car seat. “You so cool!” She told me with a smile.
“Thank you, Lily,” I told her and reached over to hand her doll to her.
That night we found a place to get ice cream before heading home. We talked about my confidence as I progressed through the testing. Dad mentioned he thought I might even have a chance of sparring against Mergents, but I shook my head. I knew how good they were from some of the tournaments that ran side-by-side with mine sometimes! They usually had too much speed and faster reflexes, even if they didn’t have the strength to throw a car a block away!
We eventually finished our ice cream, and I fell asleep as soon as we got back into the car. It had been a long day!
MOM WOKE ME up at home, and I discovered the snow had indeed started to fall! “Snow!!!” Lily said excitedly, waking back up.
‘Uh-oh,’ I thought, ‘I bet she’s going to be a hyper handful for the rest of the night. I looked at my phone and groaned when I realized how late it was. ‘10 pm already?!?’
I went upstairs, showered, and put on my pajamas before trying to finish some of my homework. The essay could wait until tomorrow night, but the math homework wouldn’t. So I scrambled to do the six calculus problems but was still struggling on the final one when my dad came in. “It’s time for bed, Nicholas,” he said.
I sighed, “I have to get this last problem done first, Dad; I just can’t figure out where I’m going wrong.” I hoped that would get his attention, and maybe he would help.
He gave me a stare that told me he knew exactly what I was up to, but he looked at the clock next to my desk and said, “What is it?”
Dad looked at it for five minutes and scratched his head too. “Okay… If this number was different, this would work out to a nice even number, but the way it’s written… It has to be a mistake,” he said to me.
“How would you solve it, though, if it’s right?” I asked.
I watched as he found another piece of paper and started solving the equation using the much higher math knowledge he’d gained from his physics doctorate. “Well, this is the solution as written, but you can’t fully solve it because of this,” he pointed to errors. “Why don’t you…?” He walked me through what he had done to get to that point, and I copied it down to talk to the teacher the next day. I understood how he did it, but like him, I was pretty sure there was an error. This way, when I spoke to the teacher, I would have both an answer and a question on whether the problem was wrong!
“Okay, time for bed now!” he said.
“Thank you, Dad,” I said as I hugged him, “I don’t know what I’d do if you didn’t know math!”
He laughed, “You’d be fine. My parents used to look at my calculus homework and then walk away as quickly as they could!”
I decided to go to the bathroom one last time and watched Mom put Lily down in her bed. As much as she was growing up, she still wanted to be held in the rocking chair and told a bedtime story each night with her bottle. I figured one of these days, Mom would have to be mean and finally take away her bottles, pacifiers, and potty train her, but she seemed in no hurry to do so.
She turned and saw me walking back to my room, “You should have been in bed a half hour ago,” she said with a look.
“Sorry, Dad was helping me with homework. Besides, why should I go to bed before my baby sister?” I asked with a smirk.
“She takes naps,” Mom said with a smirk. Then, she gave me a hug, “Good night, Nicholas.”
“Night, Mom,” I told her and crawled into bed.
My last thoughts before going to sleep were, ‘I did it! I’m a second-degree black belt!’ Then, ‘I’m so jealous of Lily. I wish I could have a bedtime story and a bottle!’
SOMETIME LATER, IN the middle of the night, I woke up soaked with sweat and chilled. I pulled a blanket that had fallen on the ground and wrapped myself tighter, but I couldn’t stop shivering. I must have been audibly whimpering because my door opened, and Mom came in. “Are you okay?”
I shook my head, “I’m cold and shi-hi-vvv-vv-ering.”
She took one look at me and turned the lights on. I felt her hand on my forehead. “You’re burning up,” she said with concern. I watched her leave the room, and she returned with a thermometer and a washcloth. She stuck the thermometer in my mouth and put the washcloth on my head.
“This can’t be right…” she said. “Levi!!!” She shouted.
Dad came sleepily into my room. “What’s wrong?”
“He’s burning up… you don’t think…?”
This wasn’t making much sense to me as I was just not feeling it. All I could focus on was how much nicer it would be if Mom could just pick me up and hold me. Maybe I’d be warm enough then...? “I feel like I’m going to be sick,” I said, suddenly standing up and trying to run to the bathroom. As I got to the bathroom doorway, I saw my baby sister standing in her nightgown with her pacifier squeezing her bear, looking at me, scared. I felt terrible that I had woken her up; she looked so cute.
‘I wish I could be that cute,’ I thought. ‘Lily is so lucky that she’s a baby girl!’
That was my last thought before everything suddenly went black.
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Emerald Princess Chapter 2: Careful What You Wish For
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Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 2: Be Careful What You Wish For
I LOOKED AROUND the house and wandered around from room to room. Where was Mom? Dad? Lily? I decided to go up to Lily’s room and found it empty. It was weird. I walked over to her changing table and noticed her favorite purple pacifier was there. I picked it up and looked at the pacifier, and there were open cutouts on either side of the button in the middle of it. I always liked her using it because I could see her cute smile still.
“Would you like that?” I turned around and suddenly faced a beautiful lady in her early twenties.
I blushed, “If I was young enough, I’m sure I would,” I said and sat it down. “Who are you?”
“Names are powerful things, young one,” she told me.
Something about this didn’t seem like a dream, and I could feel something like static electricity running up and down my body. “Maybe a nickname?” I asked before stretching out my hand and saying, “I’m Nicholas.”
“Well, they certainly brought you up to be polite,” the lady said. “You may call me Caireen,” she said simply. “You’re a very unusual young man. Willingly taking care of your sister?”
“She’s a sweetheart,” I responded.
“Still not normal for an eighteen-year-old boy to volunteer to help,” she said. “Of course, we wouldn’t be talking if you were normal,” she smiled.
“What do you mean?”
“You’ll find out. I guess we’ll be together for a very long time since you found me. Please don’t be upset at your gifts,” the strange woman said with a bright smile before taking the pacifier off the table and putting it into my mouth. “There you go,” she said.
My eyes must have been as big as saucers as I realized this had to be a dream.
BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, I heard what had to be the most annoying metronome of all time as I woke up. I started to stretch with my eyes closed and suddenly realized something was wrong. “Levi, he’s waking up,” I heard Mom say, and I looked up suddenly at their faces.
Something was not right here. Not right at all! The angle of their faces was all wrong from where I was lying, and I was obviously in a hospital… but not in a regular hospital bed.
“Where am I?” I asked - or tried to ask. Something was in the way for me to talk. I reached up to my mouth and pulled out a… “Why do I have a pacifier in my mouth?” I asked, starting to panic, and sat up. My voice sounded really weird and squeaky.
Mom gently pushed me down, but something was wrong there. Her hand was too big!
“What happened?” I asked, more agitated and upset that my voice sounded weird.
“It’s okay, sweetie, calm down, and I’ll try to explain...” She said. Something in her eyes reassured me, but somehow I could tell that she wasn’t being truthful.
I lay back down, though, “Explain.”
Dad came in with the doctor right then. “Good, you woke up,” the doctor said.
“What happened?” I said again more forcefully.
“Nicholas,” Mom started, “...I don’t think there’s any easy way to explain, but you emerged last night and went through a major burnout.”
“I’m a Mergent?!?!?” I asked, surprised.
“Your mother and I both carried the gene recessively, but we figured the chances of you getting it was minuscule as a boy. “I looked at them in shock. I never knew our family had any history of Mergents.
“But don’t people usually emerge younger?” I asked, thinking back to when one boy in our school had emerged during our sophomore year.
The doctor shrugged, “Usually, but eighteen is not unheard of to emerge.”
I nodded finally, “Okay, so I’m a Mergent. Why… umm… why do I think I changed much more than average?”
The doctor answered this one, “Nicholas, you’re going to have to do some testing to be sure, but I believe you are an exceptionally high-level paradigm. Your EFP, or the Emergent Form Pattern that it made you look like, normally takes months to a year to change you to your final form. But for some reason, yours did.”
I sat up now and felt my mom’s hand helping me. I had lost a lot of height. A LOT of height. I didn’t seem to have any hair on my arms or legs. I felt the hair on my head, and it felt like it was shorter than it had been. It barely reached my shoulders but had a lot of curls at the ends. I pulled a lock of it and held it in front of me, surprised that it was now red! Looking down at the gown and noticed it was covered with very juvenile bears like you would see in pediatrics. Something else about my body felt ‘odd’, and I ran my hand down to my groin area. ‘Could it really have happened?!?’ I prayed that wish had come true. As I tried to feel that area, I was surprised that something padded was in the way.
I looked up at Mom and asked, “How old am I?”
“Eighteen…” she paused and grimaced, “going on three, we think.”
“And am I…” I was scared to ask this next one. If only it could be true, ‘please be true,’ I said to myself. “Am I a girl now?”
She nodded, and tears streamed out of her eyes. Dad came around and held one of my hands on the other side. I smiled.
“Being the same age as Lily is embarrassing,” I hopefully looked at the doctor, “But, I’ll at least grow back up, right?”
He looked at me and shrugged, “I don’t honestly know. Sometimes when a teenager emerges for the first time, they’ll go through a similar experience and get younger. Most of the time, they do begin aging again, but usually at a slower rate.”
“The other times?” I asked, finding myself craving something in my mouth to soothe myself. I knew the pacifier was sitting next to my hand and had to fight the urge to put it back in my mouth.
“Well, there have been a few cases of them getting younger and not aging at all,” he said, “I don’t know of any easy way to say it… but to be honest, there’s probably an eighty percent chance your EFP may lock you like this.”
“Great!” I groaned. “So, I’m going to be the baby sister before long!”
Mom smiled and said, “Well, maybe Lily will remember you taking such good care of you that maybe she’ll do the same?”
It was at that moment that I passed out again.
I WOKE BACK up as I felt my body being contorted. I opened my eyes and began to cry as I realized mom was changing my diaper. It smelled like one of Lily’s after-dinner diapers, which meant I had to have gone poop in my sleep. She finished and then picked me up. I realized then that the wires and IVs had been unhooked while I was sleeping.
“It’s okay, sweetie,” she told me, and she hugged me tight, cuddling me like my little sister.
Eventually, I calmed down, and she asked, “Do you want something to drink?”
I nodded. Mom produced a cup with a straw and some ice water. I tried to put the straw in my mouth, but something was in my way. “Here, I’ll take that,” she said as she pulled the pacifier out of my reddening face. A moment later, I found myself guzzling down. I was really thirsty!
When it was empty, I looked at her. “Am I a real baby or something? Why did I have a pacifier in my mouth?”
She sat down and held me on her knee, facing me. “You were burning up and stumbled down the hallway. When you reached the bathroom you… you… you suddenly started smoking and steaming before there was a burst of fire where you were standing.” Tears trailed down Mom’s face as she spoke, “I thought you had to be dead, but suddenly the fire was gone, and in its place was a… a little girl…” She cringed.
“Lily was as shocked as I was, and she walked over to you, and her pacifier fell out of her mouth right next to you. You picked it up, put it in your mouth, and then passed back out.”
I grimaced. I honestly could feel a craving for it even now. “Sorry, I have a bad feeling it’s going to be hard to break this pacifier habit!” I told her.
“You want it back?” She asked.
I couldn’t help nodding.
Mom placed it back in my mouth and started talking again, “What were you thinking about when you went to bed?”
“Why?” I asked around the pacifier. Mom still understood, with a smile curling on her lips.
“It may have affected your EFP,” she told me.
I grimaced and thought back, “I was thinking how nice it would have been for you to be able to pick me up and hold me like Lily.” I paused, unable to tell her the full truth about my wish. “Then I saw her standing in the hallway looking cute in her princess nightgown.”
Mom looked like she had understood most of that around the pacifier and hugged me tightly.
“I’m stuck like this, aren’t I?” I asked her.
“Probably.”
“The baby stuff?”
“Well, the pacifier seems tough for you to be without.”
I nodded.
“And the potty training… maybe we can re-train you.”
I pulled the pacifier out again and groaned. “How am I going to go to school in diapers and sucking on a pacifier?”
“I don’t know, sweetie, but we’ll find a way. I don’t think your mind will be hurt in any way. If anything, you’ll probably be smarter.” I smiled a bit at that, “And you’re probably a lot stronger, too,” she told me. “And you probably even have some really cool abilities now. The doctor said only the highest-level Emergents seem to change this much.”
I just nodded to that. “Where’s Dad?”
“He went home to get Lily.” She told me.
“What did you do with her last night?” I asked, suddenly worried.
“We brought her with us and then were able to drop her off at Hannah’s house since there’s no school today.”
“Really? We had a snow day, and I have to be sick?” Mom just laughed, plopped the pacifier back in my mouth, and sat there cuddling me until I must have fallen asleep.
I DIDN’T SLEEP long because I was soon woken up by voices. “Is that really Nick?” I heard and groaned.
I opened my eyes, “Hi, Hannah,” I said timidly. Mom was still holding me, so I felt some comfort from that.
She held out a cute teddy bear to me that had a ribbon tied around its neck. I couldn’t help but notice it seemed more than half my size! “I thought maybe…?” Then, she appeared to lose her words and was unable to speak.
“Thanks, Hannah,” I said as I held an arm out to hold it. Mom held onto my waist and kept me from falling off her lap.
“You’re beary welcome,” she told me with a smile. But then, she hesitated before saying, “Wow, you’re adorable, Nick.”
“I haven’t even seen myself,” I said aloud. Through the pacifier, I thought it sounded like gibberish, but Mom must have understood it.
“Do you want to?” She asked me as she stood up and leaned me back to look at her.
I grimaced but nodded, “Uh-huh,” I said. Mom carried me to the bathroom, and I saw a pretty little girl, maybe just a little older than Lily, staring at me. My hair was fiery red now, like the color of Merida’s from Brave, and I had green eyes. Not just any green, though; they were a dark emerald color that seemed to glow almost – and certainly were abnormal!
Seeing myself as a girl was enough to make up for suddenly being a baby. I smiled at the realization that I, in fact, was a beautiful little girl!
The pacifier in my mouth must have been swapped at some point because it was a new one I had never seen my sister use. The guard was purple with a button of pink flowers on it. It was so girlish I would have to keep it safe from my sister stealing it. I giggled at that.
“What’s so funny?” Mom asked as I kept giggling.
“What’s not funny?” I asked, gasping as the pacifier fell from my mouth. “I’m supposed to be eighteen years old, and suddenly, I’m a three-year-old baby girl with a pacifier in my mouth that my sister will probably want to steal from me.” I kept laughing.
“Well, you did steal hers first,” she told me with a smile. She sat me down on the ground, and I walked towards the bed again.
Surprisingly I felt like I was able to walk normally. The only thing that made me waddle a little was the diaper, which was obviously a little wet. Hannah had picked up my dropped pacifier and washed it in the sink. I walked over to her and put my arms up in the traditional ‘pick me up’ pose. She obliged and said, “Well, I guess you won’t be worrying about that English essay for tomorrow?”
I smiled, “Somehow, I don’t think I’ll get that lucky?”
Mom nodded at me, “We’ll keep you home for now, but you’re going to do all of the assignments and homework from home.”
Just then, Dad came in, holding my sister. Lily looked at me and frowned, “Nicko?” She still couldn’t say Nicholas yet, which was the closest she could get.
I sighed and said, “Yes, Lily.”
“You little like me?”
“Yes, Lily.”
“You play with me?” She asked with a timid smile.
“Sure,” I said.
Dad had brought some of her favorite dolls with her, and I sat down in the bed… crib… with her and just like that, we played for an unknown amount of time before I felt my stomach growl. Mom, Hannah, and Dad sat in the corner talking and watching us and paused, having heard it from there. “Are we hungry yet?”
An orderly walked in, pushing a food cart as if on cue. “Mac and cheese?” she asked Mom.
I groaned; I would have to get used to people talking about me as if I wasn’t there…
“Yes, just leave it there.” She told her. “Lily, you’re going to go back home with Daddy and Hannah to take your nap. Hannah’s going to stay with you until later when hopefully, we’ll be able to bring Nicholas home.”
“I’m going home tonight?” I asked, surprised.
“The doctor said he’d probably send you home since you woke up. There’s nothing else they can do for you since you’ve stabilized. We have some paperwork to fill out, and they want us to get you tested Monday.”
“I wonder why I haven’t been able to sense any abilities yet?” I asked. “I thought ever Emergent gets abilities of some sort?”
As if it was waiting for that question, all of a sudden, the world looked very different. I could see all of these weird lines running over the floor in every direction I looked. I noticed some leading towards my new teddy bear and had a silly thought, ‘She could really use a dress...’ Everyone gasped as there was a small flash, and suddenly, my new teddy bear had a perfectly sized and pretty purple dress.
“Did you do that?” Mom asked suddenly.
“Do it again!” Lily said.
I looked at the bear she had brought and imagined a pink dress to match. Suddenly there was another flash, and she shouted, “You did it, Nicko! Thank you!”
Mom looked at me and said, “How did you do that?”
“All of a sudden, after I asked what my abilities were, I saw all these lines…?”
Dad sighed, “Well, that’s going to mean we’ll have to get you taught sooner than later.”
“What?” I asked.
“It means you have a magic trait,” he explained. “You can probably do many things like that with magic.”
“Awesome!” I said before my stomach growled again. The lines were still everywhere, so I thought, ‘vision normal?’ I smiled as the lines went away.
“We’ll see you in a bit,” Hannah said and hugged me. I hugged her back, and soon Mom had me back on her lap with the tray of macaroni and cheese.
“It might be easier for me just to feed you,” Mom said as she tried to figure out the arrangement for me to have the bowl in front of me. Unfortunately, the bed wouldn’t work.
I sighed, “Let’s get it over with,” I said. We managed to get most of it inside my mouth. A couple times, she started to bring the spoon up, and I turned my head slightly on accident, and she missed my mouth. A baby wipe quickly took care of it, and she placed the bowl back on the tray.
“Let’s change your diaper, sweetie,” she said.
“I’m not…” then I realized I was wet and finished, “feeling myself going at all.”
Mom stood and held me securely to her right side while she used her free hand to unfold a changing mat onto the crib mattress. Then, she moved to a shelf on the side and grabbed a fresh diaper and some wipes, which she laid beside it before lying me down on the changing mat. “It’s okay, sweetheart. I have a feeling between what you were thinking and your body size that this may be a part of life now.”
I felt tears going down my eyes. “Forever?”
She said nothing else for a moment as she pushed the hospital gown out of the way to expose the diaper. I lifted my head forward to look, but she pushed my shoulders back down. “Stay down, sweetie, so I can take care of this. Even if it’s forever, I’ll always love you.”
I felt myself jolt as I heard and felt the rip of the first tape on the diaper. The second tape was ripped next, and I felt Mom grab my ankles just like we did to change Lily’s diaper. It only emphasized the massive size regression I’d undergone, as my ankles easily fit in her single hand. She used a baby wipe to gently wipe me, and her touch felt intrusive and tickled.
I squirmed a little as she thoroughly wiped a part of my body that was foreign now and felt my face turning the color of my new hair. “It’s okay, almost done!” She told me
I stayed silent as she placed my butt down on the new diaper. She folded the used wipes inside the old one and set it to the side. I tried to sit up again, but my left hand pushed down firmly above my belly as she taped the left side of my diaper shut, then switched to securely tape the other.
“I’ll never have a normal life,” I said, embarrassed to have my mom in my personal space like that!
“Who’s to say that, sweetheart? You may find part of your abilities lets you grow up too!”
She pulled the gown back down over my diaper and kissed my forehead before taking the balled-up used diaper to the trash can. Mom returned and carried me back over to the chair and held me. I felt comfortable as she gently patted my back. I fell asleep at some point because the next thing I knew, Dad was back, and so was the doctor. Mom had woken me up to talk.
“Okay, sweetie, we have to have a frank discussion about some things here.”
I nodded and noticed the pacifier in my mouth. I pulled it out and held it so I could talk. “Okay.”
The new doctor looked at me, “I’m Doctor Earnhardt.” He held a hand to me. I took his hand with his completely enveloping mine.
“Nice to meet you; I’m Nick… well, sort of?” I smiled.
He did too. “Okay, I think you’re out of the woods from the burnout possibilities. Your mom and dad will probably be best off taking you home now. However, we can’t do that before we take care of some things.”
“Okay…?”
“Well, first things first, we need to go to the nurses’ station so I can measure and weigh you.”
I nodded. Mom picked me up and carried me down the hallway, where I was placed on a scale, a typical doctor’s office one, and weighed. “Okay, twenty pounds, one ounce,” he said.
“That’s it?!?” I asked, surprised. I spoke around the pacifier that had found its way back into my mouth.
“Yeah, I thought you felt much lighter than your sister.” Mom said.
“Okay, come over here, and let’s measure your length.” He directed me against a wall and said, “Okay, thirty-four inches.”
‘I’m an inch taller and seven pounds lighter than my baby sister,’ I thought. “I’m never going to be able to get a car and drive now!” I moaned aloud.
Mom hugged me, and we returned to my room with her carrying me. Back in my room, the doctor took out a measuring tape and measured the circumference of my head, waist, arms, and just about everywhere else while making notes. He did some reflex tests on my knees and feet. He had Mom remove my diaper before examining my lower end gently for a long awkward moment before telling her to put my diaper back on.
“Okay, honestly, you seem to be physically a little bit below weight, but otherwise normal twenty-six-month-old girl,” he told me when she was done. “Your reflexes are better, though, and I suspect you probably have the physical abilities of an adult or more. Have you tried lifting anything yet?”
I shook my head.
“Put her down on the ground,” he said. He pointed to the chair against the wall. “See if you can move that or pick it up.”
I looked at him skeptically as I was sure it weighed more than my twenty pounds! I walked over and was surprised I could easily lift it above my head. For fun, I threw it up in the air and panicked as it hit the ceiling and bounced back toward me. Somehow, he caught it and said, “Okay, that answers that. Be very careful with your strength. You’ll probably find yourself getting stronger over the weekend. If you’re not careful...?”
I nodded, fighting the tears from my eyes - I could hurt my sister. That would be horrible.
“You made an appointment at the lab for Monday, right?” He asked Mom.
She nodded, “First thing in the morning.”
“Good, last thing before I write the release papers… We need a different name for you, I think.”
Dad had been sitting in the corner, just being quiet. “Nicholas, do you want to pick, or do you want us to pick?”
I froze at that. I had dreamed of girl names before but had never settled on one. “Can I let you pick but veto it if I hate it?”
He and Mom smiled about that. “Okay,” he said. “We were thinking Sofia,” he said, “spelled with an F.”
“So, like the cartoon character?” I asked, trying not to smile. It was actually a name I had thought of before!
Mom nodded sheepishly, “It was the other name we thought of when Lily was born?”
“And a middle name?”
“Elizabeth, like your mom and your sister,” Dad said.
“Okay,” I said.
“Really? You’re not going to fight us on this and throw a fit?” Dad asked, confused.
“No, I’m not, let’s talk about it at home, though,” I told him. “Assuming I can go home?” I asked the doctor.
“Yes, you may. I’m going to send a nurse here with the discharge papers. Why don’t you go ahead and get her dressed to leave?”
I smiled again at ‘her’ being used again. ‘I can’t believe it really happened,’ I thought. Mom felt my diaper and said, “It can last until we get home. Which would you like to wear?” She asked me.
She held up three outfits. One was a pretty dress with tights. I really liked it, but it was snowy outside if they didn’t have school today. The next was a yellow sweater and a pink set of overalls with snaps along the legs, and the final option was a pair of jeans and a plain blue sweatshirt. I pointed to the overalls, “That one please.”
She handed me the sweatshirt, and I gratefully put it on myself. I stood up, pulled the overalls up without too much trouble, and buckled the straps unassisted. The nurse came then, and before I knew it, Mom was sitting in a wheelchair with me, cuddling my new teddy bear, now named Amber, getting pushed out to the parking lot where Dad was waiting.
He opened the door I usually got in through, and I saw a brand-new rear-facing purple car seat beside Lily’s. “I guess I’m stuck in one of these, huh?” I asked.
“Yes,” Mom said. She pulled the harness straps around me, adjusting them before buckling me in and closing the door. As we pulled away, I couldn’t help but wonder just what in the world happened to my brain cells that I had to get locked with the body of a baby girl!
‘At least I am a girl, though!’ I beamed.
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Chapter 3: Homecoming
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 3: Homecoming
I LOOKED AHEAD at the road from the seat and noted that it was weird to be unable to move as much. I did feel safer, though, from a collision this way. I couldn’t believe how small I was now… I sat sucking on the pacifier more without noticing for a few minutes and decided to experiment by pulling it out of my mouth. I held it in my hand to reassure myself that it wasn’t going anywhere.
“Tired of sucking on that?” I hear Mom ask from the front looking at the camera monitor we had for the backseat.
“Experimenting…” I told her.
“Huh?” Dad asked.
I sighed, “How long I can resist sucking on a pacifier. I assume this is what a smoker feels like while trying to quit.”
“It’s that bad?” Mom asked with concern.
“Not if it’s in my mouth,” I said grimly. Trying to change the subject, “So I’m the same size of clothes as Lily now?”
“Well, not diaper-wise,” she said.
“Huh?”
“You’re lighter and skinnier… you’re actually a size smaller there.”
I groaned, “I am taller than her, at least.”
“For now…” Dad said quietly.
I glared at the camera in case he looked at the monitor screen. I managed to last with the pacifier out of my mouth until we pulled into our driveway nearly thirty minutes later. Something about arriving home sent anxiety to my brain. The outside was covered in seven inches of snow or so. I tried to pop the latches on the harness, but I couldn’t quite make my fingers hit it from the right angle. I had just decided to try using magic when Mom opened my door and swatted my hands from the straps. “I’ll get that, honey.”
I sighed. “I’m not really a baby…?”
She raised an eyebrow and said, “I know you’re not… but how about we pretend the rules for your sister apply to you until we get testing done Monday.”
I groaned! Mom didn’t spank Lily for much, but getting out of her car seat on her own had nearly caused an accident a couple months ago. They had been very strict about not messing with her buckles after that!
“What day is it anyway?” I asked with a sigh. “Was I just out the one day?”
“It’s Thursday; you were only unconscious for about seven hours.”
“So, three days?”
“What, you can’t last that long?” Mom teased but looked concerned.
I shrugged, “I don’t know, actually.”
“Well, let’s go inside and let Hannah off the hook from your sister. Your dad is going to drive her home.” She had picked me up, and I was easily able to cling onto her and my teddy bear at the same time as she held her hand below my bottom. I could feel that my diaper was squishier than it had been a moment ago, but I hadn’t felt any sensation of going.
“Can you please change me too?” I asked.
“Did you go again?” she asked me.
I nodded as Dad opened the door for us. “I don’t know when either,” I said with a frown.
She tickled my chin, “No frowning! If you can’t help it, you can’t help it. We’ll deal with it,” she said with a smile and then kissed the top of my head and carried me upstairs. Hannah and Lily had just come from the basement and followed us there. Lily was climbing up the stairs as best she could.
‘Great, that’ll be embarrassing,’ I told myself as I considered how I would be climbing the stairs the same way. ‘The baby gates are taller than me now, too,’ I sulked as mom carried me up the stairs.
The most embarrassing experience was when I was laid down on Lily’s changing table a few moments later. Mom didn’t hesitate or give me any warning as she put the strap over my chest and began pulling at the snaps at the crotch. I saw Hannah watching, and then she turned away guiltily.
As painfully embarrassing as being naked with a wet diaper was, I decided I had to say something to help with the awkwardness. “So... Hannah… are they planning on there being school tomorrow?”
She looked back over at me, and I realized it had to have been hard to understand around the pacifier. So my hand pulled away the pacifier, and I repeated it.
“Probably, unless we were to get more snow.” She said.
“Can you turn in my essay if I can get it done?” I asked.
“Umm… sure.” She said.
“I have calculus done, too,” I said as I felt mom rip the tapes open on the old diaper.
As if she finally understood that it was okay to look and talk to me, she came back toward me. “Did you figure out that last calculus problem?”
“Sort of,” I said as I tried to distract myself from Mom grabbing my feet in one hand and lifting my bottom while pulling the wet diaper out from underneath. “My dad and I think there’s a mistake. So he helped me solve it as far as possible, and then I also solved it with the corrected problem.”
“Think you can help me with that before he takes me home?” She asked me.
“Sure,” I said as Mom finished taping the new diaper on me. I had done my best to ignore the powder she had used and the whole experience. Especially the embarrassment I was fighting with one of my best friends watching! Mom snapped the crotch of my overalls back closed and set me on the ground. “Now?” I asked.
“I guess,” she responded, and we went to my room.
Mom called, “Lily, where are you? Let’s change your diapee too while I’m at it.”
My backpack was lying on the floor, and I unzipped it without any problems. Hannah looked at the book I was about to grab and was going to offer to carry it.
“I’ve got it,” I told her with a smile.
“That book weighs like a quarter of your weight, though,” she started to argue.
I picked it up like I was still her size. “I may be the size of a baby Hannah; I may even never be potty trained again and need a pacifier...”
Suddenly I felt tears coming to my eyes, “Where is my paci…?” I started, but she reached down and put it in my mouth. The tears quickly went away, “Fanks,” I said around it with a sigh.
“This sucks!” I said. “Anyway, I’m strong!” I told her with a smile that made its way around the shield.
She shook her head and had a seat on the ground with me. Hannah had grabbed her backpack, too, and we sat down to talk about it. As we were finishing, Lily came in after Mom had finished changing her and pulled at me. “Play with me, Nicko?”
I looked at Hannah and winked, “I guess now that I’m a baby, I get to play more?”
“All da time!” Lily said and kept pulling at me.
“See you later, Hannah,” I told her, knowing she would leave now.
She hugged me before I let Lily lead me down to her room, and we played for what seemed like a few minutes when Mom picked us both up. “Come on, dinner time, you two,” Mom said.
“Aww…” I heard Lily say and realized my voice joined hers.
She took us to the bathroom, where she picked us up to wash our hands before carrying us down to the kitchen. Lily’s high chair had been joined by another. “You get chair like me!” she said excitedly.
I sighed. “I’m too short for a regular chair now, Lily,” I told her. “Couldn’t I use a booster seat, though?” I suggested to Mom.
She looked embarrassed, “I don’t think we even thought about that… Would you mind for now?”
I grimaced but said, “Okay.”
Mom put Lily down in her chair first and handed me to Dad. I groaned a bit as Dad buckled the seatbelt and put the tray in place. Mom put one of Lily’s bibs around her neck and seemed to look at me for whether or not she needed to put one on me.
“Nicko bib?” Lily asked.
I shook my head, “I’m a big… girl; I shouldn’t need it.” I said to Mom as much as Lily.
Mom nodded, “I know you’re still eighteen, really… we’ll try it.”
I sighed in relief. Dinner was a piece of pizza, and I asked, “Mom, may I have a fork and a knife?”
She looked at me skeptically but brought me a regular size fork and knife. I hated eating with my hands, especially pizza, something my mom had no idea where I had gotten from. I noticed my parents trying not to watch me as I gripped the too-large silverware in my hands. I still had the coordination to make the cuts, but they were too big. I thought for a moment and decided to try something.
I pictured the lines I had seen earlier back in my mind, and I could see them on everything again. I visualized the silverware being back to a normal proportion for me, and with a quick flash, they were!
“What did you do?” Mom asked nervously.
“Same thing I did to make the bear’s dresses,” I told her with a smile and used the correct size utensils to cut a piece of the pizza off. From my new perspective, the single piece looked like half a pizza. “May I have a drink, please?” I asked her.
She looked at me and shook her head. I watched her go to the cabinets, where she grabbed a pink Disney Princess sippy cup for me and filled it with juice from the fridge. I looked at her like, ‘really?’ but she smirked. “You’re going to have to get used to using sippy cups in this house, sweetie. I learned long ago that it was a good idea until you were about six!”
I sighed, “Whatever,” and took a drink. It really was okay, I didn’t mind the girly cup, but I hated having another reminder of my new situation. ‘How bad is a sippy cup compared to a pacifier addiction?’ I asked myself. With a sigh, I returned to eating my meal and had the pizza devoured before my sister managed about half of her much smaller slice. I finished the juice too. “May I please have more?” I asked. They avoided actively staring at me and were surprised I finished the food.
“You need more?” Mom asked.
I shrugged, “I’m hungry, I guess.”
Even I was a bit surprised as I finished the third slice a while later and finally began to feel full. “You’re going to be sick later, Sofia!” Mom said to me as she unbuckled me from the highchair.
“Maybe, maybe not… I’m not really three…”
“No, you’re really more like two, sweetie,” she said to rub salt in the wound but had a smile on her face.
I turned around and looked at my sister standing next to the couch. I watched as she bent her legs for a moment and knew what she was doing. Sure enough, when she stood up, she smiled and looked happy. I was just getting ready to wonder if I would be in a similar state when I felt something warm coming out of my rear end. I realized I was standing with my knees bent and stood back up, shocked. Meanwhile, my sister sat down, and I swear it looked like she was smushing it all around.
Mom came up from behind me, “Smells like I have a poopie pants around here,” she said.
I just started bawling.
I felt her pick me up and try to soothe me for several moments. It made it worse, though, because she accidentally smushed some of it against my butt when she picked me up. Finally, she carried me upstairs and said, “Lily, come on! You’re poopy too! I need to change you and your sister and put you in the bath.”
I bawled uncontrollably and barely registered anything until she laid me back on the changing table. She gently unsnapped and pulled the coveralls off my body to expose my shirt and the diaper. I felt her undo the tapes and was surprised that this time I didn’t smell the terrible scent I usually did when Lily pooped her diapers. She gently opened the diaper and began wiping me clean. I was surprised when she sat me back down on the ground without putting another diaper on me.
“Ni… Sofia, would you please go wait for us in the bathroom?” Mom said.
I couldn’t do anything but nod at that point. Then, I walked into the hallway bathroom and realized everything seemed big. The toilet was like a giant chair in front of me. Even if I was potty trained, I knew it would be tough to get up and down it all the time. The tub had begun to seem shallow a long time ago; now, it looked like it could swallow me easily. I stood there until Mom came in with my sister on her hip.
Lily looked at me, “You have vageena too?”
I sighed. “Yes, I do,” I said.
“But Nicko was boy?” Well, my sister certainly was as intelligent as the rest of us.
“I’m not anymore,” I told her.
“You girl just like me?”
“Yes, Lily, just like you now,” I told her, “but I’m still the same Nicko you’ve always known, but call me Sofia now.” Mom listened as I watched her fill the bathtub and add bubble bath.
She looked at me, and I could tell she was trying hard to think. “You sistah instead of brother?”
I shrugged, hating the fact that I was naked right then. “I guess so, Lily,” I told her.
For whatever reason, that excited her. “Yay, I have sistah!!!!” She suddenly jumped and hugged me. I returned the hug and couldn’t help but notice she was nearly the same height. An inch difference in size wasn’t that much, and it was clear she was bigger. I was careful when I hugged her, though, knowing my new strength was dangerous.
“Okay, my little princesses, arms up in the sky like a ballerina!” I groaned but lifted my arms up and let her pull my shirt off after she had taken Lily’s off. I watched her pick Lily up, plunked her gently in the tub, and then she did the same with me. As much as I didn’t want to take a bath with my sister, I couldn’t help but enjoy the playtime with her. Mom pulled out some of her toys, and we ended up squirting each other and drawing on the walls with bath markers alternately while Mom washed us and our hair.
She was very gentle as she washed my hair. “Close your eyes, Sofia,” she told me gently. Then, I felt her dump several cups of water over my head before massaging shampoo into my hair. It felt pretty good, and before I knew it, she said, “You can open them now,” just in time for my sister to squirt water in them!
Before I could retaliate, she pulled the plug from the tub and said, “Okay, let’s get you both nice and dry and ready for bed!”
“Do I have to go to bed?” I asked her.
She shook her head, “Not yet. Your father and I need to talk with you first.”
I thought that going to bed might be the better plan! Lily looked like she might whine, but Mom told her, “Sofia will go to bed soon. She’s still older, so she has a later bedtime like before.”
Lily looked at her and said, “Okay.”
Mom wrapped both of us with towels and then sat Lily on the counter. I watched her take a blow drier and dry her hair while brushing it out. I noticed her wince a couple times as Mom found a ‘snarl’ as she’d learned to call the tangles in her hair. Finally, when she was done, she carried her to her room and said, “Sofia, come with me. We’ll come back and do your hair.”
She picked Lily up and sat her down on the changing table. I watched her give her the pacifier she loved and suddenly felt that craving for mine again. I groaned and found my thumb in my mouth before I could even think about my hand moving to my mouth. Lily was dressed in a pink blanket sleeper and sat on her bed. “Next princess,” Mom said with a smirk.
I put my arms up, and the towel fell down. Mom placed my naked body on the table and quickly diapered me before pulling my thumb out and replacing it with another pacifier. I suddenly found myself relaxing from the feeling of it inside my mouth. I shook my head, ‘This is going to get old...’
I had to at least give myself credit for making it from dinner through my bath without it, though. Mom asked, “Should I dress you?”
I shrugged, “Do you want to?”
The smile on her face and the gleam in her eye was enough answer. She dressed me in one of Lily’s other purple sleepers. Mom sat me down, “Your dad is downstairs if you want to go watch TV with him until I get Lily to bed.”
I realized dad must have brought her bottle up already as it was sitting next to the rocking chair. I felt my jealous monster roar again then, but I nodded and said, “Okay,” and began walking down the hallway.
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Chapter 4: No Magic
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 4: No Magic
BEING CARRIED SO much today, this walking business was almost a novelty! At the stairs, I held back a feeling of panic at looking down the tall staircase! I grabbed the rail tightly and took it one step at a time before making it down. I looked back up and wondered how I would deal with those regularly!
I could hear the TV on in the downstairs living room and walked over there. My dad was sitting in his recliner and taking a drink right then. I thought about just walking over to the couch and having a seat, but he opened his arms and said, “You want to come sit in my lap?”
I had been so jealous of my sister that I couldn’t turn that down! I started running and realized a problem as soon as I jumped into his lap. I was moving faster than I should have been. He said, “Oomph,” and I looked to ensure he was okay.
“I’m so sorry, Dad! Are you okay?!?” I asked, suddenly afraid I had hurt him.
“Thankfully, you missed the jewels, sweetheart. I’m fine,” he said and hugged me to reassure me. “You need to be really careful, though. You look like a baby, but you’re definitely not a normal one!”
I returned the hug and leaned into his arm to watch the TV show. It was a new episode of one of the CSI spin-offs I didn’t usually watch. I didn’t tend to spend much time watching TV between practicing and doing homework. Then, it suddenly occurred to me, “If I’m stuck like this, I’ll never be able to play flute again!”
Dad hugged me, “I’m sure we’ll figure something out. What about piccolo?”
I smiled, “I bet I could do that!”
“Well, maybe we’ll see about getting one for you for Christmas.”
We sat there for about ten more minutes until Mom came down. “Already a daddy’s girl?” She asked teasingly.
I tried sticking my tongue out at her before realizing something was in the way. I pulled my pacifier out, stuck my tongue out, and then put it back in my mouth. She laughed and came over to pick me up from Dad’s lap. Then, she proceeded to start tickling me without any warning!
“Stop…” I giggled.
“Okay…” she said. Dad turned off the TV and came and joined us on the couch.
I sighed; this was going to be one of those conversations. “Okay, so what do you want to talk about?”
“A lot of things,” Mom said gently.
“Well... start talking,” I said.
“First off, I think we’re going to have to have some ground rules here, sweetie,” Dad said.
“Like?” I said and pulled the pacifier from my mouth. I had to force myself to hold it in my lap.
“Well, for one, until you get some training, I think no magic in the house would be a good one to start with.”
I looked at him skeptically, “Why?”
He sighed, “Look, some of my work - which you know I can’t talk about - involves some of the after-effects of energy output from mergents. We particularly study those that use so-called magic power. We’ve been trying for the last decade to isolate the physics principles that have to be at work behind ‘magic.’ We have a few magic users in our group that help us out. Unfortunately, I’ve heard too many horror stories about them learning to use magic, making sprites, and destroying things.”
“Sprite?” I asked.
“They’re kind of like creatures… but come in all sorts of shapes. Normally they start wandering around destroying things and wreaking havoc anytime they appear.”
“Oh,” I said. “Will I be able to learn from someone here?”
Dad shrugged, “We’ll know more on Monday. There’s a school that a lot of other...”
He hesitated, so I added “Mergents,” for him.
He grimaced and nodded before continuing, “go to back east. I’d probably have you on the plane next week if you weren’t two years old. I’m not sure if they would be willing to have a student who basically needs a daycare, though…?”
I hit him lightly on the leg. Or I thought it was light; he winced. “Sorry, Daddy, are you okay?”
“Yes, but that will probably leave a bruise. You’re going to have to be really careful, sweetie!” He told me.
I felt some tears in my eyes at that.
He stroked my hair gently, “We’ll get through this, I promise you.”
“So, what else?” I asked Mom.
“Well, I think when we’re out, you need to pretend to be a normal two-year-old.”
“So, tantrums, pooping in my diaper at random points, sucking on a pacifier...?” I sighed, “I have the second and the third down, at least.”
“It wasn’t random, at least. It was after dinner, just like Lily,” she said with a smile. “If we had put you on the potty in time, you might have gone there.”
I smiled but shook my head, “I might have by random chance, but I can’t feel when I’m going or need to go at all! Lily will probably be out of diapers before I am again.”
She squeezed my leg gently, “It’s okay, though; that’s not the end of the world.” Mom hesitated but said, “No, I also mean things like using a bib, like your sister, definitely sitting in your car seat, high chairs, etc.”
“Why?”
“Well, partially to protect you,” Dad answered.
“Huh?”
“Look, and especially until Monday when you get tested, the EPC is a powerful government agency that could come and take you away if something funny happens. Then there’s Sanguis Primum; while they don’t have much of a presence in Los Alamos, there are a bunch of those nutjobs in Albuquerque and Santa Fe.”
I nodded at that. Even among ‘norms,’ I’d heard horror stories of the Emergent Protection Commission officers committing horrible acts against Mergents. The Sanguis Primum members took racism to a whole other level from what I had seen. “Okay, I get that. Do I have to be a complete baby here, though? Can I please have time on my computer and maybe keep up with my school stuff or something? I enjoyed playing with Lily tonight, but I’m still eighteen in my mind.”
Dad nodded, “I don’t see any reason why not. I think we may have to move your computer to another room, though, and give you another bed and redecorate.” He hesitated, “It doesn’t have to be too girly, though.”
I took a moment and decided to say, “No, it can be girly; that’s fine. Can we maybe decorate it with Sofia the First stuff? Since you named me after her and all. I mean, they made a TV show about me. Shouldn’t I have some of her stuff?” I winked at Dad.
“Why do I get the feeling the girl part of this isn’t upsetting you?” Mom asked gently.
‘Here goes nothing,’ I thought to myself, “Because…” I felt my breath shake, “Because it doesn’t,” I felt a tear roll down my face. “It’s a dream come true.”
“You wanted to be a girl?” Dad asked in surprise. His tone was still gentle.
I nodded, “Since I could remember, I thought I was one, but I had the wrong parts. Now I have the right body… well, sort of.” I grimaced and told them how I’d been scared to ever say anything to them. I knew I was transgendered, and becoming a girl was a dream come true! “Being a baby again really wasn’t in the plans, though,” I finished in tears.
“I think that you were focused so much on the simple pleasures of Lily’s life, though, that you kind of got stuck on it then,” Dad told me softly. Then, he leaned over to me and hugged me. “I love you. Never forget that.”
Mom joined in the hug and said, “So do I, sweetie; whether you’re eighteen, two, or one hundred, I will always love you.”
“I love you too,” I said to them and was glad I had parents like these.
We stayed there for a few minutes before I asked, “May I go to my room and get on my computer?”
Mom looked at me for a moment before nodding, “You may. Let me check your diaper first, though.” I grimaced as Mom felt the crotch of my diaper and said, “A little wet, but I think it’ll hold until bed.” She smiled at that.
“You could ask me to check it myself, you know,” I told her. My privacy already felt invaded during the changes.
Mom looked embarrassed herself, “I’m sorry sweetie, I… I guess I’m just used to checking your sister.”
I nodded. I guess I checked Lily all the time, too, since she didn’t usually tell us when she was wet. “I’m sorry; I guess that’s natural for you,” I told her and hugged her.
I then hopped off the couch lightly and headed to my room before the conversation got any more awkward. I took the stairs a little faster this time. They still seemed gigantic, but I didn’t feel the fear of them. I had to climb up my computer chair awkwardly to get into it before discovering I couldn’t just sit and reach the keyboard. I hopped down and let the chair go as high as possible before climbing back. I could sit on my knees and just reach everything pretty much. I noticed my cell phone there and saw Jacob had sent me a slew of messages starting with, ‘Hey, do you want to hang out?’ at first to really worried ‘Where the hell are you?’ messages.
I sighed.
I opened my phone’s unlock screen and sent a text to him. ‘Sorry, bro, got… sick. I’m going to be quarantined at home for a while.’
I sent a message to Hannah simultaneously, ‘Thanks for watching my sister earlier… and… thanks for being my friend.’
Hannah responded first, ‘You’re soooo cute now! You do realize that?’
I turned red, ‘I know...’
‘So what are you going to do now?’
‘I don’t know. I’m supposed to pretend to be two anytime we’re out and about. If you run into us somewhere, go ahead and let loose your maternal instincts I guess.’
‘lol, I’m sorry Nick.’
I paused before sending, ‘It’s okay, but it’s Sofia now… might as well get used to it. I need to go. I’ll ttyl’
‘Ttyl (-:’
I was just about to start browsing the internet when Jacob responded. ‘Dude, are you okay?’
I sighed, ‘Sort of… look, I’ll talk to my parents and maybe you can come over with Hannah Tuesday for us to explain.’
‘You’re acting like you emerged or something...’
‘Tuesday,’ I told him.
‘Okay, I’ll take the hint. I need to go; Mom is yelling at me.’
‘ttyl’
Putting my phone aside, I opened the internet and typed ‘Mergent’ into Wikipedia. Of course, everyone knew ‘about’ Mergents, but I never thought I would turn out to be one. I searched one website after another, looking for information. One of the first articles I read about were those with ‘Paradigm’ abilities.
‘Paradigm talents often manifest into super strong, super-fast, and super-beautiful Mergents. Little is known about how this trait is passed on, but those who receive this form of emergence tend to be the most ‘super’ of the variants. Nearly every high-level Paradigm Mergent will have a strong EFP that will guide and shape the Paradigm’s appearance. The most powerful will find that they may not even be able to cut their hair without it instantly growing back to maintain their ‘ideal’ form.’
I groaned as I read about EFPs or Emergent Form Patterns that controlled a high-level paradigm’s body appearance. It seemed like the higher level of a Paradigm you were, the more it could change you. I read a few accounts of gender change before, but it seemed like it wasn’t all that common. I didn’t find many examples of anyone getting younger, and none to my age.
I looked at the clock and saw it was almost ten, figuring my mom would be coming in soon. I looked around my room and saw my new black belt hanging off my dresser. I wondered if I could even still do those forms. Curious, I jumped off my chair, moved to the center of my room where there wasn’t a lot of clutter, and began moving through the basic warmup forms and worked to the ones I’d performed last night. Surprisingly I felt like I was even more nimble and sure of myself. The only thing that seemed to be holding me back was the stupid diaper. Until I managed to lick potty training again though I would have to get used to it, I was afraid.
I had just run through the final form when Mom came in. She looked surprised to see me in one of my forms - well, I’m sure it looked a little out of place. “Practicing?” She asked.
“I wanted to see if I could still do everything,” I told her with a smile.
“You can?”
“Uh-huh!”
“That’s great, sweetie.” She came over and kneeled down to give me a hug. “Look, I know you’re probably not a fan of this, but your father and I are tired, and I think it’s time for bed.”
I just nodded, “I understand. Can you change my diaper?”
Mom said, “That was just what I was coming to do!” Mom had my sister’s diaper bag and a changing mat that she laid down on the floor next to me. In next to no time at all, she had my sleeper feet off, my wet diaper peeled off, wiped bottom, powdered, taped the new one on, and had me redressed.
“You would think you’ve been doing that for the last two-and-a-half years or something?” I told her.
“Well, I had my three years with you before!” She picked me up and started to set me on my bed.
I felt embarrassed, but I pulled the pacifier out of my mouth and asked, “Umm… Mom… my?”
She looked at me strangely, “Yes?”
“I know this may sound kind of weird… but could you put me to bed like you do, Lily?” I felt my face flush a bit.
“With a bottle and a story?” She asked, kind of surprised.
I just nodded and put the pacifier back in my mouth, my face now fiery red.
“Sure, sweetie,” she smiled, “I’ll be back in a couple minutes.”
Mom disappeared downstairs and came up with one of Lily’s bottles filled with warm milk in one hand and a book about Rapunzel, one of Lily’s favorite stories. “You don’t have a rocking chair in here,” she started to say, but suddenly there was a pop, and one appeared where a bean bag I had on the ground was. “I thought we told you no magic?”
I looked up at her in fear, “I didn’t mean to, Mommy. I didn’t do what I did earlier at all!”
‘You didn’t, I did,’ I heard in my head. It was the voice of the lady from last night.
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Chapter 5: Emerald Castle
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 5: Emerald Castle
‘UMM...’ I THOUGHT in my head. ‘Who are you?’
‘I told you last night, Caireen.’
‘And… you’re inside my head?’
‘Your body. You bonded with me last night.’
‘Oh...’ I thought. ‘So, I guess I’m an avatar?’
‘I believe that’s what your people call it,’ she agreed, and somehow, I could sense she was nodding.
‘So you can act without me wanting you to?’ I asked.
‘Most of the time, no, but right now, I couldn’t help myself. In fact,’ I felt Caireen do something, and suddenly my walls, bed, desk, dresser, and clothes all seemed to transform. The walls became a light purple with some beautiful scrolling leaves and flowers in some sort of mirror paint. My bed became a crib, the dresser a changing table, and the room straightened everything to a neat order. It was a prettier nursery than Mom had done for Lily - which had taken us months to do!
“Sofia Elizabeth,” Mom said to me while looking stunned.
‘How am I going to prove I didn’t do this!?!’
‘Let me talk to her...’
There was something akin to a light switch thrown, and I felt like I was now watching my body. “Sofia did not do this, Mrs. Hammerstein,” came from my body with a much more mature voice somehow coming from my vocal cords.
“What did you do to my daughter?” Mom asked, panicked, “Is she okay?”
“She’s perfectly fine. You may call me Caireen. Your daughter and I bonded last night… I saw she would die without my help, but she has so much potential I decided I had to help her… In the process, she and I ended up bonding.” I felt my eyes move around, “She’s going to take back over now; I just don’t want her to get in trouble. She really needed a pretty nursery, though.”
I felt myself take back over again and, at the same time, could still feel her presence. ‘You’re still here?’ I asked.
‘Until you die, sweet pea,’ she said with a voice that seemed to smile. ‘I’ll talk to you later; your mommy is worried sick.’
“Sofia, are you okay?”
I nodded, “I am; it’s exactly like she said happened.”
“You’re not trying to get out of trouble?”
“I wish I could be this imaginative to get out of trouble,” I sighed.
Mom had a scared and shaken look that she managed to shake her head and ask in a mostly normal voice, “Well… still want your bottle?”
I nodded. Mom carried me to the rocking chair, positioned me in her arm’s crook, handed me the warm bottle, and then began to read the story. “Once upon a time...” I stayed awake for half of the story. I had to rely upon my memory of telling Lily to remember how it ended!
ALMOST AS SOON as I fell asleep, I was standing in a green meadow with flowers and gigantic, beautiful butterflies everywhere. It was a spectacular view when I turned around and saw a stone castle that looked even prettier than anything in a Disney fairytale movie! “Like it?” I heard her ask.
“It’s beautiful!” I told her as I looked up to view a beautiful red-headed lady with emerald green eyes like mine. Her eyes had a twinkle to them that said she was friendly but with just a hint of mischievousness concealed beneath. She seemed like a giant compared to my size, but I guessed she was probably under six feet tall. I recognized the voice as Caireen’s and knew this must be her. “Where are we?”
“Ireland,” she said with a smile, and I finally caught the accent I had somehow overlooked in all of the weirdness from the previous night.
“Are we really here?”
She shook her head, “This is real, but it’s in your dreams. There are some Native American tribes here in America that have similar ideas, but this is where I’ve always come to relax and meet with others in the past.” She paused.
“So… umm… Who or what exactly are you?” I asked.
She reached down and picked me up. I noticed I was wearing a beautiful green dress from sometime before the 1900s. Actually, it wasn’t too far removed from what Merida’s dress in Brave looked like. As she picked me up, I could still tell there was thicker underwear on me. I sighed at that.
She took her finger and brought my face to look up at hers, “Don’t be sad. I’m not sure if you’ll be able to get to that stage of maturity or not again myself, but even if you don’t, at least it looks normal for you to be wearing diapers.”
Caireen carried me towards the castle, and I once again asked, “Who are you?”
“Well, that’s complicated,” she stalled, “but I was known in ancient Ireland as the Goddess and Protector of Children.”
I sat there and mentally thought, ‘oh shit!’
“It’s okay, Sofia; I will not harm you.”
“Joining with you caused me to become a baby?” I asked timidly.
“No, you were on your way to that on your own. But, I sensed you calling for someone to help and couldn’t help but fall in love with the baby girl I saw you would become.” She smiled at me as we crossed through the gates of the castle.
“So…?”
“So I saw you needed my help to survive both your change and your future. I also saw that in doing so, you would help me save many children from suffering in the future. You are the kind of person I have encountered only a few times in my existence.”
“How long have you existed?” I asked her timidly.
She smiled, “You should know better than to ask a girl how old she is!” Her voice said she was amused and not angry… even though she didn’t answer the question.
As we passed through the castle, it felt weird that there were no people there, even though it appeared as if an army of servants were at work at all times maintaining it. She eventually reached a massive hall door and walked through with me. Next, she climbed a spiraling staircase that was terrifying to me in my current size. They seemed to go on forever. Eventually, she opened a wooden doorway that opened to a nursery. A round crib and other decorations for a baby in the past decorated the room. She then sat me down on a table that had to be a changing table.
“Hold your skirts here, sweetie,” she told me, and I had my view blocked by the very puffy skirts and underskirts. She unpinned the diapers and pinned a new one on me before setting me on the ground and joining me on a bearskin rug.
“So, what are we doing here?”
“Well, in the future, you and I will be doing some training here.”
“What kind of training?” I asked.
“Magic, of course, silly,” she told me while touching my nose affectionately. “There will be teachers for you in your world, especially if you can go to that school, Bechtel, but our magic operates differently from most of your kind. The only kind that is very similar is the Faerie.”
“The Faerie?” I asked.
We sat talking for what seemed a long time as she told me about the crazy world that existed out there. Eventually, she saw me sucking on my thumb and said, “Oh my dear, we’ve been going a long time. It’s time for you to take your nap!”
For the first time in my life, I didn’t remember arguing about a nap. She picked me up and laid me down in the pretty crib. “Sleep well, princess.”
I WOKE UP with sunlight coming into the room. I could tell it was extraordinarily bright due to the snow outside, which had mostly been a forgotten thing to me. I sat up and freaked out for a moment. ‘Why are there bars around me?’ I thought and then realized, ‘oh...’ I stood up and wondered what I should do when the door opened and Mom came in.
“Oh, so the sleepyhead decided to wake up finally?” She asked me.
“Huh?”
“It’s nearly eleven,” she told me.
“Really?”
“Your sister wanted to wake you up to play, but I told her you needed to recover.”
“I probably did,” I admitted. Then, I put my hands up in the air, “Can you get me out of this cage, please?”
She laughed. I noticed that the crib seemed taller than Lily’s old one by a couple inches. I could just graze the top of the rails with my fingertips, but I would have to jump to grab on. She reached down, picked me up, and immediately took me over to the changing table that had appeared last night. “You know I’m probably the only girl in existence that sleeps in a crib, but her baby sister doesn’t?”
Mom laughed at me again. “Do you think Caireen would let you sleep in a regular bed?”
‘No,’ I heard.
I sighed, “No, she won’t.”
“Well then… I guess that’ll just be the first thing your baby sister does before you.” She admitted as she unzipped my sleeper. “Sit up,” she said, and I was stripped from the outfit down to my diaper. My very wet diaper.
I sighed, “This is embarrassing.” As I woke up, it really was becoming increasingly annoying to me.
“Here, maybe this will help,” she said and put a pacifier in my mouth.
I would have loved to have claimed it wasn’t helping, but the truth was that it did. Mom quickly and efficiently changed me into a dry diaper and asked, “So, what do you want to wear today?”
I shrugged and said around the pacifier, “What are my options?” It sort of sounded like that was enough for Mom to interpret.
She picked me up and walked to the closet, where I learned Caireen had been very efficient. My entire wardrobe was filled with adorable dresses that I suspected would be sized perfectly for me. I noticed a green one that looked like the one in my dream last night, or whatever that was, and pointed at it. “Dat one!” She pulled the hanger down, and we discovered it had a matching diaper cover.
“Probably should have some tights too,” mom said and went looking for some tights to match in a dresser drawer that had obviously also been a target for Caireen. She looked for a few moments before deciding on a set of black tights. They had some sort of leaves in a shiny gold stitch embroidered.
Mom sat me back down on the changing table edge and began helping put my toes in the tights. Then, she had me lay back down before she pulled them the rest of the way up over my diaper and set me down on the ground. “Okay, let’s step into these panties,” she told me.
“Mom, it’s a diaper cover, not even real panties,” I groaned.
She smirked at me, “Well, at least between the tights and the cover, you might not have your diaper seen later?” I stuck my tongue out at her.
“Okay, now arms like a ballerina!” She smiled at me, and I couldn’t help but giggle a little that she kept saying that to make me smile. Once she lowered the dress onto my body, I discovered it had a petticoat built in to puff it out. Mom tied a bow on the sash in the back, then went back to the dresser for some ribbons, and had me sit on her lap in the rocking chair. She looked at my hair, trying to decide what to do. Finally, her hands took off and made a simple set of braided pigtails with bows.
“You just need a tiara,” Mom said with a smile as she looked at me.
‘I can’t see myself getting one of those...’ I thought to myself.
‘But of course, you will.’ I heard in my head.
‘What do you mean?’
‘I called you princess last night; that wasn’t the endearment term used here in your modern world.’
“What?” I asked, stunned, dropping my pacifier from my mouth.
“What’s wrong, sweetie?” Mom asked in alarm.
“Umm… just something Caireen said, Mom, don’t worry about it.”
‘So, I have a tiara in that world?’
‘Actually, you should have it here too; let me just bring it out.’
There was another flash, and then in my hands, I held a beautiful me-sized tiara. It looked to be a material like silver, but somehow, I guessed it wasn’t really silver… A large emerald rested in the middle, with two slightly smaller emeralds on either side. Intricate curves and flowers with pearls decorated the rest of it. Mom gasped.
“What is that?”
I sighed, “Apparently, you may call Lily and I ‘princesses’ mom, but I really AM a princess. Still trying to figure out how that one works, though.”
‘I have a feeling this is priceless?’
‘Yes, Sofia, it is very priceless. It has been in the royal family for forty-five of your human generations.’
‘You can tell me the story tonight?’ I asked.
‘Certainly, now try it on?’
I handed it to my mom, “Would you please put it on me?”
She held it for a moment and examined it. “This isn’t a toy, is it?”
I shook my head, “Caireen’s words were that it’s priceless.”
“Maybe we should just put it somewhere safe…?”
‘Tell your mother that as long as you have it on your head, it will never unwillingly come off. Also, it will reappear to you if it ever gets lost or stolen.’
‘Cool!’
“Mom, Caireen says don’t worry about it… basically, you can’t remove it from my head if I don’t want you to, and if someone does steal it, I’ll get it back later.”
“O...okay,” Mom said, and she did put it on me. She instantly gasped and hugged me. “You’re beautiful, sweetheart!”
“Can you take me to the bathroom so I can see?” I asked.
“Shoes first!” she said. She carried me to the closet on her hip and found some black Mary Janes that would go with the dress well. She set me down and helped me into them, picked me back up, and then I was standing in front of the mirror on the bathroom counter, looking at my reflection.
“Oh my god...dess,” I decided I should add the last part at this point.
‘You do look perfect, princess,’ I heard Caireen say.
I was the picture-perfect toddler and tiara girl, but I wasn’t fake with it. I looked like I legitimately belonged to a royal family and was being taken somewhere formal with the family. The tiara shone from my head, and I couldn’t help but smile at how pretty I was. I turned around and hugged Mom. “Thank you for doing my hair.”
“Well, in the future, we’ll have to do something different with your tiara. It’s not a formal enough style. Let’s go down and show your sister?” She asked me.
I kind of froze for a moment but nodded. “Lily’s going to be jealous, though,” I said.
“Not to worry,” Mom said as she carried me through my sister’s room and picked up one of her play tiaras. “She won’t notice the difference, I hope!”
She carried me downstairs to the first floor, where my sister was coloring in the living room with the TV on the toddler channel. Mom sat me down on my feet, and I walked over to Lily, “Hi, Lily,” I said, “whatcha coloring?”
“Just a princess picture,” she said and then looked up at me. I watched my sister’s mouth open. “You playing princess today?!?!” She asked excitedly and clapped her hands together.
“Sure,” I said. Mom placed her tiara on her head, and I couldn’t help but feel a little bad that hers wasn’t real. ‘No, don’t go doing anything, Caireen!’ I thought.
‘You’re no fun,’ she griped.
“You two can play for a few minutes, but we need to get lunch in your tummies!” Then, as if to emphasize it, my stomach growled.
Mom left me to Lily’s devices, and we practiced our curtseys until Mom called us. I walked into the kitchen and waited for her to put my sister in her high chair, and then she lifted me up. “I know you don’t want to wear a bib normally, Sofia… but that dress…?” Mom pleaded.
I turned red but nodded, “I don’t want to get it messy either!”
Mom smiled, returned with a bib covered in butterflies and flowers, and velcroed it around my neck. “What’s for lunch?” I asked her as she put one on my sister too.
“Grilled cheese,” Mom said.
She watched as I held the sandwich with my hands, which I hated doing, and began eating. I finished the first sandwich, and she looked at me incredulously before making me a second. “Where are you putting that?” She asked me.
I grimaced, “Probably in my diaper later.”
She laughed at me, sat me down on the ground, and pulled the bib off. Then, as she wiped my face with a wipe, she asked, “Do you need changed?”
I lifted my skirt, felt my diaper, and nodded. “Okay, let’s change the two baby girls and then maybe take a nap?”
“I’m not sleepy,” I told her honestly.
She whispered in my ear, “Maybe a pretend nap for your sister’s sake, and you can get on your phone?”
“Okay,” I said.
Mom grabbed a hand from each of us and led us up the stairs. Lily was changed, given her bottle, and then Mom closed the door. We walked to my room, and I just hoped Caireen had not gotten rid of my cell phone during her act yesterday.
‘I didn’t; I know how you teenagers are addicted to them.’ I could practically hear her shaking her head.
Mom quickly changed my diaper before she found my cell phone and sat me down in my crib. “Can you take my dress off, so I don’t wrinkle it?” I suggested.
‘Don’t worry, it won’t wrinkle,’ I heard.
I shrugged, “Never mind, apparently that won’t happen.”
Mom gave me a look. “At some point, you and I are going to have to have a talk Caireen.”
‘Tell her tonight we’ll talk,’ Caireen told me.
“I think that will happen tonight, Mom.”
“Okay,” she said. “Be quiet, and don’t get out of your crib until I come for you.”
“Okay, I be good girl!” I told her with a smile.
“You want a bottle too?”
I hesitated for a second and nodded. Mom returned a moment later with a bottle filled with milk and then closed the door. I got on my phone and sucked at the bottle for a while and then noticed I was kind of sleepy. So I lay down and wondered why I was tired after sleeping as long as I had!
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Chapter 6: Playing Princess
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 6: Playing Princess
I WOKE UP and played with Lily for the rest of the afternoon. Mom made my favorite meal of green chile enchiladas that night! I was nearly in tears, though, as I suddenly became much more sensitive to the green chile than before. It tasted really hot! Mom saw my face and brought milk in my sippy cup to help.
‘Why can’t I deal with spice now?’ I asked Caireen.
‘Why on Earth would you want to eat such disgusting things?’ She asked in reply.
‘You can’t ruin chile for me. I’ll never survive!!!!!’ I told her. I was an authentic New Mexican and regularly had the spiciest chile dishes I could get my hands on!
‘Well, then just get used to it again, I guess. Remember, in Ireland, we don’t really do spicy food.’
I made it through dinner with Mom, Dad, and even Lily, all laughing at me. Lily didn’t even have a problem with those mild enchiladas! Dad had looked at me in amazement when he walked in. He, too, was terrified of something happening to my tiara before I explained nothing could happen to it. Clearly, we were all in way over our heads, and I just hoped that nothing bad happened to my family members through all of this.
As soon as Mom let me down from the high chair, I thought about walking to the toilet just to try and see what would happen. I found myself squatting in place just a few steps after I was let down, though. I sniffled, “Mommy, can you change me?”
“Give me just a few minutes, sweetheart; I need to put this food away first.”
I stood still, trying not to move and make it squish and get worse. Suddenly I found myself squatting again, and I guess I wasn’t done… I looked for Lily and saw her in Dad’s arms as he was heading upstairs. “Sofia, do you want your diaper changed too?” He asked.
I nodded and did my best to follow him. I climbed up the giant steps one step at a time and felt the mushy poop roll against my legs several times. I finally climbed the stairs and saw Lily lying on the changing table. I had to keep from crying, so I put my thumb in my mouth. Daddy saved the day soon, though, and he worked to get through my diaper cover, tights, and pushed the skirt of my dress up. After all that movement, my diaper was smeared with the mess, trying to escape it. My climb and his attempts to undress me had just made it worse!
“Icky,” he said to me with a smile. “You stinky!”
I felt more tears going, and he said, “Oh, don’t go crying, Princess, you’re a baby. This is normal.” He tried reassuring me.
Daddy had to use many more wipes than Mom had the night before, partly because he rarely changed Lily’s diapers. Usually, that was Mom or me… ‘Guess he’s having to step in now...’ I sighed.
I felt a mental hug from Caireen, but she didn’t say anything. Daddy eventually had my new diaper on, tights in place, and the diaper cover on and sat me down on the floor. I went up to him and hugged him around his legs. “Thank you, Daddy,” I told him.
He squeezed me back and said, “Any time Princess.”
Lily came up then and pulled me downstairs to the Basement playroom. We played with a playhouse she had down there and pretended to make dinner and feed some baby dolls. I had fun just because I was spending time with my favorite sister. I was a little surprised I was having fun, though, pretending too. Still, I guessed the activity was novel enough that I wasn’t complaining. I had basically been an only child until a couple years ago, so I’d never had a sibling to play with. An hour later, Mom came down and said, “Bath time,” to us.
“Do we have to?” Lily asked.
“Yes, of course we do, Princess Lily; princesses can’t be dirty!” I told her with a smile. “Come on!”
She smiled at me, and I avoided the tantrum she probably would have had otherwise. I had a thought as we went upstairs, “Mommy, before I get undressed, would you please take a picture with my iPhone?”
She looked at me funny but said, “Sure…?” We went down the hallway with Lily in tow. Mom took a picture for me in my room in front of the rocking chair, then with me sitting in the rocking chair, and then at Lily’s insistence with her sitting with me.
Mom then undressed both of us, and we repeated last night’s bath before she let me again stay up for a while. I had picked out a purple nightgown that was in my closet. It looked like a modern-day little girl’s nightgown, complete with an embroidered picture of Merida on the chest. Still, I could tell it was another one of Caireen’s special clothes by the way the material felt on my skin.
I got on my phone and texted Jacob about some school things before sending Hannah the picture of me standing in front of the rocking chair. I’d completely forgotten most of the day that I was wearing my tiara! I giggled a little as I sent it to her with the caption, ‘Princess Sofia.’
‘OMG Adorbs!!!!!!’ she sent me.
‘Thanks,’ I replied.
‘That’s a beautiful dress and tiara,’ she added.
‘I know, they’re kind of special too. I told Jacob you guys could come over Tuesday after I get the testing done Monday...’
‘You haven’t told him yet?’
‘He seems to be guessing something like this… well, not like this.’
‘Giggle, no one could,’ she responded.
I eventually finished talking with her and went over to the child-sized desk that my computer now sat on. Mom had sat my tiara there, and I wanted to look at it. ‘What is this made of?’ I asked Caireen.
‘Mithril.’
‘Like from Lord of the Rings?’ I asked.
‘Tolkien had an encounter with some of the Faeries at some point. That’s where he got a lot of his ideas from. It’s an uncommon substance that’s very special. This tiara was gifted to me from Queen Nicneven herself back before the fall of the Faeries.’
‘Who was she?’
‘Later,’ she promised me, ‘we have a very long time to answer the billion questions you have, my dear.’
I went to my Snapchat account and decided it would be wise to delete it now. I backed it up last night just in case I wanted to do this. I then deleted all of my other social media accounts while I was at it. ‘The only social media I’ll probably be on for a while will be my mom’s ‘OMG my baby girl is pretty’ posts.’ So far, of course, she hadn’t done any of those!
I was just getting ready to do some more research into Mergents when my mom came in. “Sofia, it’s bedtime.” I looked, and it was ten. When I turned around, I saw that she held a bottle and another of Lily’s bedtime books in her hands.
I smiled at that, “Story time again?”
“Yep!” She smiled, “Do you need a change first?”
I had to nod, “I wish I knew when I was going. I just eventually notice that everything is squishy.”
Mom picked me up and changed me quickly before carrying me to the rocking chair. She sat me like she had last night, and I began nursing the warm milk while she told me a story of Merida this time. I felt a warm feeling coming from Caileen, and I had a feeling she liked this story too. I lasted a little longer into the story, but I still didn’t remember Mom putting me down in my crib.
I WOKE UP in another crib, this time at Caireen’s castle.
I saw her standing there looking at me. “Come here,” she told me, picked me up, and cuddled me for a moment. She changed my diaper and put me into a new dress that was once again mainly green. My tiara was added, and I asked, “So does this castle have a name?”
“Emerald Castle,” she said with a smile.
“I take it you like green?” I asked with a smile.
“It’s my favorite color,” she said. “Although I won’t hold your favorite color being purple against you!”
She sat down on the floor with me, and we talked for a little while before trumpets blared a fanfare. “That will be your parents,” she said with a smile.
“Huh?”
“Your mom wanted to talk, remember?” She said, “It’s easier to pull them into here and talk than to leave one of us out when I use you to talk.”
“Oh.”
We waited a few minutes when I was surprised to see a well-dressed page come in. “The Duke and Duchess Hammerstein to see you, Your Majesty.”
“Thank you, James,” she dismissed him.
I saw both of them looking around at my nursery with open mouths. “I do apologize for being so forward, but with Princess Sofia coming here each night, I thought it would be wise to get the nursery back in use.” She said, “I am Caireen,” she said with a smile.
“Why did he introduce us with titles?”
“Well, on your side of the family, Rachel, may I call you that?” She paused for Mom’s nod, “Your family is the descendent of one of the last rightful Irish Kings in the 1700s. On Levi’s side, you are actually also descendants of a bloodline in Germany.”
“Oh,” Mom said. “So... that’s too long ago, though… why?”
Caireen sighed, picked me up, and said, “Let’s go somewhere more comfortable for sitting?”
They nodded and followed her to another door that opened into a beautiful sitting room that would fit right in a Louis XIV chateau. She pointed to a sofa and took her spot in a sitting chair beside it. Caireen looked at me, and I stayed contentedly in her arms.
“Okay, you’ve been very patient, and I appreciate it.” She told my parents with a smile. Sitting on her left knee, I could easily see her and my parents by swiveling my head a little. “First, please don’t be frightened, but I am not a mortal or a simple spirit. I am, in fact, what you would call a goddess.”
Mom spoke up, “I wondered. I searched your name after I learned it last night.”
“I know,” she said with a smile.
“Of what?” Dad asked.
“Generally, of children.”
“Is that why Nicholas became a baby?” He asked.
She shook her head, “I told Sofia about this last night, but here goes. She had already had her EFP set when she began changing. I was drawn to her because of her gentle and loving nature. I was impressed by how she had always cared for her baby sister. I’ve never seen a young man be more nurturing and caring with a baby! When I saw that he was changing so severely, I knew he was in danger of dying due to a severe case of what your people call ‘burnout.’ It was much too severe of a change, happening too quickly for him to survive. I knew she was becoming a toddler all over again and decided that I could help her and she would be able to help others in the future. The avatar talent that she has bound me to her, though… I wasn’t expecting that! She’s exceptionally powerful there!”
Mom and Dad just politely looked on at her to go on. “Anyway, the two of us will be bound together until Sofia passes from this Earth. A time which I believe will probably be a very long way down the road.”
“So how does this turn her fully into a princess?” Mom asked.
“Well, essentially, she’s become my daughter now too.” She noticed Mom and Dad looking nervously at her, “Don’t worry, I will never ever take her from you.”
“What do you intend to do with her?” Dad asked.
“I’m going to help her become an amazing girl with a magical talent few will be able to match. I’ll be with her to help her when she’s hurt, help her fight the battles ahead, and generally be her mentor. Unfortunately, I may occasionally be unable to help myself and have to throw in real-world gifts here and there… Sorry I couldn’t help myself last night and today.”
“We appreciate the gifts,” Mom said, “I didn’t really want to travel into the city until we get her tested.”
“A wise idea, I believe. Having a quiet weekend with your two daughters at home playing would be the best plan you could have.”
“What should we do after that?” Dad asked.
“Honestly?” Caireen responded, “I think Sofia would best be served by going to that Bechtel school for her education. I’m hopeful they’ll accept her when they see her testing.”
“What about her age? Will she ever grow up?” Mom asked.
Caireen shrugged, “Like I said, her EFP was set before I even got involved. I’m guessing she’ll be this size and have the same needs for the rest of her life. She’s powerful enough she should be able to do some spells to make her life a little bit easier down the road. Glamour spells to make her seem like she’s a teenager, some others to mask the odor of a poopy diaper, and down the road, probably one to change her diaper too…?”
“The pacifier addiction?” Mom asked.
Caireen laughed, “I have no clue how we’re going to break her of that. She managed a couple hours today while she was playing with Lily. It’s possible that if she’s distracted enough, she can do without. Any time she gets nervous or frustrated, she needs it like a smoker needs a cigarette!”
By this time, I started to feel my eyes drooping. My parents and Caireen must have continued talking through the night, but the next day I couldn’t remember anything after that.
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Chapter 7: Testing
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 7: Testing
MOM WOKE ME the following day, and life began again. I managed to find time between playing with Lily to work on my homework and catching up with the stuff I missed Friday. Sunday, Hannah came over and oohed and awed about my tiara and nursery. Sometime during all of this, Lily began to notice that I had a few more baby things, like a crib and started asking if she was going to be the big sister from now on. I just groaned.
‘I guess I’m going to have to accept that...’ I admitted to myself.
Before I knew it, Monday had come!
Lily and I were in our car seats with Dad driving and Mom up front. Due to the secret nature of a lot of the work at Los Alamos National Labs, the lab set up a testing facility in town for any personnel with kids that emerged. Mom changed our diapers before we walked in, with Dad carrying Lily and Mom carrying me.
It seemed like walking into a doctor’s office to me as we approached a receptionist. “Do you have an appointment?” She asked.
“Yes.”
“Name?”
“Nicholas Hammerstein,” she said.
“Where is Nicholas?” She asked.
Mom patted my back, “Right here.”
She stared for a moment before saying, “Whoa… that’s different!” She shook her head and then said, “Okay, please fill out this questionnaire, and we’ll be calling… her back shortly.”
We sat and filled out the forms together, essentially telling them the various things that had changed about me, symptoms of powers, etc. Under ‘Any New Disabilities,’ we wrote down incontinence. Embarrassing! About fifteen minutes after our appointment, they called, “Nicholas Hammerstein?”
Mom walked with me and quietly asked, “May I go back with her?”
He hesitated for a moment as he looked at me but shook his head, “Sorry, he’s originally eighteen, correct?”
“Yes, sir,” she replied.
“In that case, you’ll have to wait outside. I promise we’ll take good care of her.”
“Okay then,” Mom said, hugging me, “good luck.”
“Thanks,” I said.
I followed the gentleman dressed in military fatigues into an examination room that looked like a standard doctor’s office. “I’m Lieutenant Commander Fields. Let’s get you weighed and measured,” he said.
“Okay,” I responded.
Before he began interviewing me, we went through a typical doctor’s exam, including blood work. “So basically, when you emerged, your EFP turned you into a two-year-old baby girl?” He asked.
I nodded.
“Well, this is a first for me, maybe anywhere for that matter... I’m sure this has got to be really hard on you. So your survey states you cannot control your bladder or bowel movements?”
I shook my head, “And I have some really weird needs and addictions to things like pacifiers,” I told him about a few other things too.
“Well, let’s get going on the tests then. I have some staff members who will test you on different things for your levels for your EID card.”
The first room they led me to had a table of electronic components, gears, and other things sitting in various piles. The tester sat me down on the table so I could reach them. I played with them for about ten minutes. I probably looked like a typical two-year-old playing while trying to see how they went together. Still, I couldn’t make anything useful from the parts.
“Okay then,” the tester said as he opened a door and led me back down a hallway. “Did you bring a more practical set of clothing?” He asked.
I looked down and thought a dress probably wasn’t the most practical clothing. “Oh… umm…”
‘I’ll take care of it,’ Caireen said.
In a flash, my dress changed to an emerald-colored leotard with a tutu attached. ‘Really? A tutu?’ I groaned at her. I could feel the edges of my diaper sticking through the bottom of the leotard, showing it off. I also knew I had to look as adorable as my sister going to her beginning ballet class each week.
I sensed laughter from her.
“That’ll work, I guess,” the tester allowed with a smirk.
I was led into a room, and he simply said, “Do your best to not get hit and avoid the balls.”
That was his only instruction. So I sat there for several moments before hearing a pop from behind me and ducked just in time to see a rubber ball flying past me. After that, it seemed like they came non-stop. Somehow though, I could just sense them before they arrived, and I kept dodging for a long while before I finally got hit.
“Very good,” the tester said when he returned for me. “Let’s get the rest of the physical tests done.”
I thought for a moment about a feeling in my stomach and groaned. Then, without having any control over it, I squatted and messed my diaper. “Can I get a diaper change first?” I said with a whine and a groan.
He looked at me in shock and said… “Umm… just a minute. Let me… uh… Let me go ask what we should do.”
I stood in that spot with a poopy diaper, made worse by the leotard smushing it, for about ten minutes before Mom came in with the diaper bag. Finally, she picked me up, “Where should I change her?”
The man led her to a medical room where she lay me on the table. She giggled as she did so, “You realize your poopy diapee just about broke that poor man.”
“Huh?” I asked, sniffling, trying not to cry over the sticky state of my bottom as she popped some snaps that were in the crotch of my leotard.
“I don’t think they’ve ever had a two-year-old Mergent before… And I’m certain if they did, they were potty-trained,” Mom’s eyes twinkled.
I groaned and did my best not to cry or beg for my pacifier. I wanted to seem a little more grown up, so I had intentionally left it with Mom in our diaper bag... One poopy diaper certainly ruined any hope of that image!
“By the way, you look adorable in this leotard and tutu!”
After a few minutes of mom magic, she had me cleaned up and ready to move on with the rest of the testing. “All done?” a different tester asked as Mom returned me to where I was.
“Yes,” I said.
“Ma’am, if you’ll please go back out to the lobby… we’ll come to get you if she needs another change; otherwise, please wait there.” Mom sighed but turned and left while I followed the tester to a massive room with an obstacle course of ropes, beams, bars, and other things.
It was like the world’s largest playground in my mind as the lady described the path. It was really intimidating and scary with its massive size! I began thinking of it like a playground and just started running. I’m sure there were probably some stunned looks as I completed it in a respectable time, even with my size! While going through it, I discovered I could now leap some large distances. Combined with the strength I already had found, it meant I really was only held back by my short legs. I certainly wasn’t a speedster, but I could probably make it faster through the course than an average human.
This lady verified my lack of speed ability by setting me on a treadmill next. A ten-minute mile wasn’t too bad for a two-year-old, I thought! So I kept running for four miles before she told me I could stop.
“Okay, final physical test,” she told me skeptically as she took me to a weird weight setup. “We’re looking for single max reps,” she started the machine at my weight of twenty pounds.
“I can do this all day,” I told her as I pushed up. “You sure there’s my weight on there?
“Yes… let’s bump it up.”
We sat there for a long while, probably longer than necessary due to her caution, before I finally said we’d hit my limit after doing 550 pounds. “This should be impossible…” she told me.
“I know, right?” I shook my head. “Believe me, when you’re an eighteen-year-old thrown into the body of a two-year-old baby girl who’s not potty trained… it’s starting to seem less impossible!”
She laughed. “Speaking of which, do you need a change?”
I felt my diaper and sheepishly nodded. Whether it was pee or sweat, I did. “Can you get my Mom?”
“Or I could just change you?” She suggested. “I have one of my daughter’s diapers in my bag over there.”
I groaned but decided it would speed things up. “I guess…”
She returned from her bag by a desk with a different diaper brand but the correct size. “What’s your name?” I asked.
“Lara,” she said.
“Thank you for changing me,” I said as she finished.
“You’re welcome, sweetheart. I understand you changed your clothes yourself earlier?”
I nodded, “Sort of… that was Caireen.”
“Who is she?”
I was cautious, “She’s a spirit that I bonded with.”
“Diapers beyond her?”
“I don’t know; she and I need to have that conversation, though.” I noticed she was staying silent.
‘So?’
‘I can do it… but I’d rather you be dependent on your mom or another adult like a normal baby for now.’
“Apparently, she’s choosing not to,” I told Lara.
“If you want to get back dressed to regular clothes, we’re done with the sweaty portions.”
‘Please?’ I asked Caireen.
A moment later, I wasn’t dressed in the outfit from this morning, but instead, the first emerald dress from a few days ago. I could feel the tiara had also made its way back onto my head. ‘Any reason?’
‘I think they’ll take a picture later; honestly, this would be a good costume for you.’
“You’re so adorable!” Lara let out a squeal before looking a bit sheepish. Seeing her act like that with her lab coat on was funny.
“I know…” I sighed. “So, where to next?”
She led me to another tester that tested my magic ability with several crystals and other devices. Things kept happening with every test, so I’m pretty sure the tester was impressed. Finally, I was asked some questions and described seeing the lines and being able to interact with them. “Whoa…” He said, and I guessed that was a big deal.
“Now, about this spirit, you bonded with?”
‘Should I be honest?’ I asked.
‘Yes, in this case,’ Caireen responded.
“She’s not really a spirit... “I started, “she’s actually a goddess.”
I watched the blood drain from the guy’s face as he kept making notes on his tablet. “Her name?”
“Caireen.”
“Culture?”
“Irish.”
I watched as he searched for several minutes, and then he asked a dozen more other questions. Finally, he sat down his tablet, “Okay… let me take you to the last stop.”
The final part of the testing was my regeneration. Those doctors started by pricking my finger and eventually making cuts on my arm that healed quickly. This sucked, as it hurt! I really wanted my pacifier by the time he was done cutting me. However, each time it didn’t take too long for the wound to heal. Finally, when they wanted to cut off one of my fingers, I said, “No more!”
They made some final notes before I was again led to an office with Lieutenant Commander Fields. “Okay, you want your new name to be Sofia Elizabeth Hammerstein, correct?”
I nodded.
“Okay, just to explain a few things to you. Due to your father’s work for the lab, you’re being given a Government Emergent ID card instead of a standard EID. Quite frankly, it can save you a lot of hassle from the EPC.” He shook his head in disdain at that organization. “On your card, I’m listing your actual birthdate and age of 18, as well as your apparent age of two years old.”
I grimaced, “So, which am I legally?”
“Both,” he said with a smile. “I guess your parents can take advantage of free admission and kid’s meal pricing at many places with you! But, in theory, you could get your driver’s license if you get a car adapted to your size.”
“Cool!” I said. “Somehow, I don’t think my parents will go for that anytime soon.”
“I can understand that,” he paused, “You’d probably get pulled over by the police every other block!” He laughed, and I giggled a little bit at that picture. “I’d like you to review the information we’re placing in your file, but there’s one more thing we’ll need, and that’s a code name.”
I thought for a moment and responded, “Emerald Baby.”
“You don’t think that might be a problem name?”
I shook my head, “I’m a baby, probably for the rest of my life. If I embrace the nickname, maybe I’ll get less grief for it.”
“Fair enough.” He smiled, “Okay, this will all be listed in our file. However, none of this information will show on your card. We choose not to share everything with the EPC if we can avoid it.”
“Okay,” I said as I looked at the tablet screen, he showed me.
GOVERNMENT EID 99-382385-3928-5
Name: Sofia Elizabeth Hammerstein
Code Name: Emerald Baby
Birth Date: 11-3-1997
Apparent Age: 2 Years
Height: 35” Weight: 20lbs
Avatar: Level 5, Esens: Level 3, Regen: Level 3, Magic: Level 4+, Paradigm: Level 4
Legally recognized as both original birth age and apparent age per her requests.
Additional information was stored about Caireen in the database but not listed on the card itself. A picture of me in my ‘costume’ was also on the card. “Okay, now for some of the ground rules. You must always have this card with you to show the EPC - if you don’t, they will arrest you. Keep in mind that with your size, I really don’t think you want to be dealing with them any more than you have to.
“Do they have any way of recognizing me as a Mergent on sight?” I asked, curious.
“Facial scanners will pick you up now that you’re in the system. Also, sweetie, I hate to tell you - those beautiful emerald eyes of yours just aren’t quite natural.”
I nodded. “Am I done now?”
“Yes, you are,” he handed me a packet of information on some other laws and resources. “Follow that hallway, and it’ll lead you to your family.”
I skipped out of there, so happy to be done!
I leaped up to Mom when I saw her and showed her my card. “Good, glad we have that done!” Mom said. “Do you need changed? It’s been a long time?”
I thought about it, “Probably, but I was changed again by a nice lady who was testing me.” I told her. “May I please have my pacifier?” I asked in my next breath with the voice of an addict.
Mom smiled and put one in my mouth before finding a bathroom where she could change me. I felt really embarrassed as another teenage Mergent with fur on her arms came in and went to the bathroom while mom had me on the changing table. She smiled at me, though, probably thinking I was an ordinary baby girl. After she had me changed, Mom helped me put my coat on before I was reunited with my dad and sister in the car. They had to leave the waiting area because Lily was getting bored and started to cause a scene.
“All done?” Dad asked me as Mom buckled me into my seat.
“Uh-huh.”
We waited until we drove home and were inside on the couch before they started asking me about the testing. “I can’t believe I pooped my diaper there…?” I wrinkled my nose.
“Sweetie, your body is a two-year-old’s body. Trust me, you’ll go poopy at the most embarrassing times!”
“I wish Caireen would just change me or teach me a spell to do so, though!”
Mom laughed, “She said she would eventually last night when we talked to her.”
“She did?”
“You were asleep by then.” Mom told me.
“Oh.”
“So how did the rest of the testing go besides your poopy diapee?” Mom asked with a smirk.
I was half tempted to throw my pacifier at her that I had a death grip on, but I thought better of that. “Do you really want to know it all?” I asked hesitantly.
Mom and Dad nodded.
“Okay…. Well, they started by showing me a bunch of electronic junk parts that apparently were supposed to do something. Don’t ask me what!” I said, a little embarrassed, “After a while, they decided I was clueless. So they asked me if I had another change of clothes, and Caireen changed me into that leotard and tutu.”
Mom grinned, “You looked soooooo cute!”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “I always look cute!”
Lily laughed at that. She was sitting in Dad’s lap right then while I was sitting on the opposite side of the couch from Mom so I could look at everyone.
“You do,” Mom agreed. “As does Princess Lily,” she smiled at my sister to keep her from feeling left out.
“Anyway,” I said with some exaggeration, “they took me into a room and didn’t really tell me what was going on other than, ‘dodge the balls.’” I paused for a drink out of the sippy cup of juice I was holding in my other hand. “It took them a while, I have a feeling they were re-calibrating it for my height or something, but I sensed a ball coming and dodged it. A lot more followed before I finally got hit when there was a lot in the air at once.”
“What was that supposed to test?” Mom asked.
“Danger sense and being able to tell the future or something,” I told her.
“After that, he was going to take me to the next test when I embarrassed myself… So after you changed me, I was taken into this huge rope and obstacle course room. I didn’t think I could do anything with it due to my size, but it was no problem at all. In fact, besides the parts where running happened, and my legs don’t give me a long stride, I apparently did pretty well above average.”
“You got to play?” Lili asked jealously.
“Sort of, Lily,” I told her, “It wasn’t a lot of fun, though,” I lied to her. “They had me run on a treadmill then. I’ve slowed down there as I’m only running a ten-minute mile… but I guess for my height, that’s pretty good.”
Dad nodded, “I think you’re probably much faster than any other two-year-old!”
“Well, and I was able to run the distance too. I think they had me run like four miles without stopping.”
“What else did they do?” Dad asked.
“Well, they ran me through a bench press test.”
“How much?” He asked. He had sensed my smile.
“550 pounds,” I said with a smile.
Dad whistled, and Mom looked a little uneasy. “How is that even physically possible, I wonder…?” Dad said thoughtfully. “Within all reason, a twenty-pound body should never be able to do that…?”
“They were just as confused, Dad,” I smiled. “The lady there was nice enough to change me then, and Caireen switched my clothes back out to this dress. Apparently, she wanted me to look good for the picture on my card,” I felt her mentally smirk and nod to me. “They then did some magic tests. I guess I’m a weirdo there, too, because I got the impression that they couldn’t test higher than that.” I debated about the healing test but said, “Then they tested my regeneration.” Dad flinched at that; he apparently knew what they did. Mom looked a little lost. “They tested how well I could heal from cuts.”
“They cut you?!?!?” Mom asked, concerned.
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Chapter 8: Visitors
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 8: Visitors
“YOU CAN’T EVEN tell,” I said as I showed her the underside of my wrist where they tried. She spent several nervous moments examining it before agreeing. “Apparently, I have some regen ability too.”
“So what did they list your powers as?” Dad asked quickly to change the subject.
“Well, I’m an Avatar Level 5 since I am hosting Caireen. I think that might be higher, but that’s what he put down. Apparently, from the ball attack test, they decided I’m an Esens Level 3. I have Level 3 Regen healing abilities, I’m a Level 4 Paradigm, and they put down 4 plus for my Magic skills.”
Dad whistled again, “They ran out of tests with you then on the magic skills. You’re probably at a higher ability level than any of the people I have working with me.” I could see some wheels turning in his head, “Rachel, we really need to send her to Bechtel.”
Mom nodded, “They were talking about sending someone out to see us when I called them earlier.”
“Sending someone out?” I asked, surprised, “Isn’t that really expensive for a school?”
“Depends on who you’re talking about, sweetie. In their case, they may have a teleporter that can bring the person on out without even getting on a plane or wasting too much time.” Dad said.
Right then, Mom’s cell phone began to ring. “Hello? This is she.” I heard her say some uh-huhs and such for several moments before she said, “Okay, tonight at eight would be fine for us.” She ended the call and looked at me, “Apparently, they saw something on your testing that bumped up their interview. So they’ll be here at eight.”
I looked at the clock and saw it was almost four. I had missed lunch and was suddenly starving. “I’m hungry…”
Mom laughed, “Tell you what, why don’t we go out to eat?”
“Okay,” I said. Mom picked me up and told Dad, “You’re on diaper duty with Lily, honey.”
He stood up with Lily without a word, and we were both taken to our rooms to be changed. “You know, you two would be sharing a room in most houses? That way, we only had to keep track of one changing table,” she said as she looked down underneath, “We’re going to have to go buy you some more diapers.”
I just sucked on the pacifier that had reattached itself to my face and nodded. Mom, had me changed quickly and asked, “Do you want a less conspicuous outfit on now?”
I thought about it for a second and nodded. ‘I hope you don’t mind, Caireen,’ I said.
I felt her laugh, ‘Go for blending in.’
Mom picked out a purple one-piece romper with hearts and flowers on the front and quickly undressed and redressed me. “We need to figure out how you’ll keep your GEID on you, sweetheart.”
I nodded… I didn’t know where though. ‘Caireen, you have any way for me to keep it on me? I’m a little worried about losing it since most of my clothing isn’t about storing stuff...’
‘Here,’ she said, and a cute purple purse decorated with Princess Sofia appeared.
‘Huh?’
‘Put your GEID in there,’ she insisted.
“Mom, can you hand my GEID to me?” I asked. She was, of course, staring at me again.
“Here,” she said.
I placed it inside there and asked, ‘Now what?’
‘Think ‘put away,” she told me.
I did, and it vanished. ‘How do I get it back?’
‘Just imagine it back in your hand.’
I did so and then put it away a few times before realizing Mom was glaring at me. “Sorry, Caireen was giving me a lesson and helping me put it somewhere safe.”
“Okay, Princess, let’s go then,” she said, a little bit on the cranky side herself. I hoped she would get to be in a better mood. Mom held the diaper bag on her shoulder while she carried me, and Dad had Lily still. When both of us were strapped in our car seats, we headed off to our favorite restaurant in town. We walked into the restaurant and were greeted by the hostess.
“How many?”
“Two adults and two high chairs please,” Mom said.
I refrained from glaring at her since we’d talked about this. I’d have a bib on, too, I was sure. My only real question was how I would get enough to eat! Mom and dad set us in the wooden highchairs that sat on opposite sides of the table, and then Mom sat next to me while Dad sat next to Lily. “Here you go, sweetie,” the lady said as she put a coloring mat in front of us that I could just reach. I felt Mom push me in a little bit farther to help.
“Twins?” The lady asked, confused.
“No, she’s older,” Mom pointed to me. “Just hasn’t started really growing yet,” Mom added.
“They’re adorable! Your waitress will be right with you.”
Mom and I quietly talked about what to order me. She didn’t really think I should have a full adult meal, but I wore her down. Finally, she agreed to order a combination plate (chile relleno, taco, shredded beef enchilada, and cheese enchilada) for me to split with my sister. She would only want the taco, and a little bit of the beans and rice Mom knew. I admitted my wimpy new status when I agreed that green chile on the side was a better plan than smothering the plate. Once she had taken our orders, Mom asked her to fill our sippy cups with milk and then put bibs on both of us.
I was sitting like that when I saw Jacob come in with his family.
“Oh no,” I said quietly to Mom, “Jacob is here!”
“Relax,” Mom told me.
I sucked on my pacifier fervently as he saw us and looked obviously for the missing person, me.
“Hi, Mrs. Hammerstein, Doctor Hammerstein,” he said. “Where’s Nick?”
“He’s still at home sick,” Mom said smoothly with a smile, “he’s going to be out for a while, I’m afraid.”
“That’s too bad… any chance I could stop by and see him?”
“Why don’t you and Hannah come by tomorrow after school?” Mom suggested. Jacob had a car and had long been designated as our trio’s taxi driver.
“Okay, sounds good,” he said, staring at Lily and me. Then, as he looked at me, he asked, “Who’s the other baby?”
“Oh, that’s Sofia. She’s a friend of Lily’s that we had over today while her Mom does some shopping in Albuquerque.”
“Okay,” He said. “Anyway, I’d better go join my parents; tell Nick we’ll see him tomorrow and bring his homework.”
“Thanks, Jacob!” Mom said.
“See, it’s all fine,” she said after he left.
“No, it’s not,” I said, trying not to cry.
“What do you mean?”
“I pooped my diaper again. And in front of one of my best friends!”
Mom laughed, picked me up, the diaper bag up, and told Dad, “We’ll be right back. Someone is a poopie pants.”
I was so embarrassed to have my diaper changed in a bathroom with a long line of ladies and girls waiting for the stalls, but a clean diaper was worth it, I guess.
Mom carried me back and placed me in the high chair just before the food arrived. After she split off my sisters’ portion, she left the main plate in front of me. There were a few stares from the waitress as she came by and saw my devouring the plate. Mom had been thoughtful enough to provide me with the miniaturized silverware I made the other day. “I can’t believe she ate all of that,” the lady said as she dropped off the check.
I smiled.
“How is she so tiny?”
“High metabolism,” Mom said and kind of glared at me. We would probably have this problem regularly, so she would have to deal with it. As it was, I was still hungry! On our way out, Mom stopped in the bathroom to change Lily and decided she could skip me until we got home for me.
I thought we were heading home, but instead, we stopped at Smiths. “Honey, do you want to stay in the car with the girls while I make a quick stop inside?” She asked Dad. “I need to buy Sofia some more diapers and probably some more wipes and stuff for both the girls.”
He nodded, and I watched Tangled on the car’s DVD player with Lily to kill time. Mom came back out to the car not too much later with a large box of diapers and a couple of sacks of stuff that she put in the back.
I was glad to have been spared the embarrassment of going inside to purchase diapers for me!
“Come play!” Lily demanded when we got home at seven.
“Okay, until our visitor gets here,” I told her.
“Actually, I’ll be giving her a bath at 7:30, so you have thirty minutes,” Mom told us.
“Sorry, Lily, I promise I’ll play with you all morning tomorrow!” I said, as I knew today had to have sucked for her.
“Pwomise?” she asked.
“Pwomise,” I smiled and said right back the same way.
In the end, we sat and fed a couple of baby dolls. Their clothes and diapers had been changed before Mom came for her to get her in the bath. Mom had just finished putting Lily to bed when there was a quiet knock outside our front door, precisely at 8pm.
“Is this the Hammerstein residence?” a woman’s voice asked.
“Yes, I’m Doctor Hammerstein,” Dad said, “I assume you’re from Bechtel?”
“Yes, we are. My name is Talia Hensley; I’m the Headmistress for Bechtel Preparatory School. This is Catherine Raspin, one of our mystic arts faculty members and the head of our junior high program.”
“Please come in,” he said. I was sitting on the couch waiting for them nervously when they came up. I jumped down.
“And who is this pretty little girl?” the lady who hadn’t spoken asked.
“Sofia Hammerstein,” I said and curtseyed. I hadn’t planned on it, but it seemed appropriate, “How do you do?”
“Wait a second,” she said, and her eyes opened. “This is the young lady we’re here to see?” She asked Mrs. Hensley.
“You can see why I asked you?” she replied.
“I can’t handle another one!!!” she told her in a soft but scared voice.
“I promise I don’t think she’ll be like the others you had,” she said with a smile. “She doesn’t need to go stealing manna everywhere.”
“Where are our manners? Please sit down. May I get you anything?” Dad said nervously. “My wife will be right down; she’s just putting our youngest to bed.”
“I’ll take a glass of water,” Mrs. Hensley said, and Mrs. Raspin agreed. I felt they did that just to give him a way out.
When they came in, I forced the pacifier from my mouth, but it was still clutched in my hand. I tried to put it on the couch behind me but couldn’t release it.
“So, Sofia, what can you tell us about yourself?” Mrs. Hensley asked.
“Well, until last week, I was a skinny eighteen-year-old boy… I liked playing in a band and did well in my classes, like most kids at LAHS. I just tested for my second-degree black belt last week in Tae Kwon Do...” She nodded. “I also really loved helping care for my baby sister Lily - kind of hard to do now.” I paused and politely asked, “May I ask why you came so soon to see me?” Then, after a second, “And how’d you get here?”
Mom came in right then, and Dad returned with the glasses in hand, too, “Hi, I’m Rachel Hammerstein,” Mom introduced herself. “Talia Hensley,” Mrs. Hensley stood and extended her hand. “And this is Catherine Raspin,” she added as Mom shook her hand before coming to the couch where I was sitting, picking me up, and plopping me on her lap.
I sighed, “So?”
Mrs. Hensley smiled, “You’re a driven individual, aren’t you? Well, you’ll definitely need that. I came so soon because the head of the testing lab called me and explained your situation. He seems worried you are extraordinarily powerful and may stand out a bit.”
I blushed, “How can a baby stand out?”
“Your size is certainly among the more unique emerges I’ve seen!” She laughed, then added, “But, in my experience, I doubt that will hold you back in the future? Just how much…?” she seemed to be fighting for words.
“I think what Mrs. Hensley is trying to ask is this, how much do you act like a baby?” Mrs. Raspin prompted.
I really blushed then. Mom answered before I could, “The diapers are something I don’t think she will be able to help. As far as I can tell she lacks any potty-training readiness that they tell you to look for in babies. I think she’s behind the age they figure she is for that. Besides that, she behaves like she did as a teenager. The only real babyish thing that she can’t seem to escape is a need for her pacifier,” Mom said while holding my hand up that was keeping it in a death grip.
“Intelligence hasn’t changed, and maturity hasn’t changed?” Mrs. Hensley asked.
“Not that I’ve seen. Sofia’s played with her sister and might be enjoying it more, but that may be because she knows it looks normal now.” Mom said.
“Can she take care of her own needs?” Mrs. Raspin asked.
I cringed as the conversation continued around me like I wasn’t even there… Finally, I jumped in myself to respond, “Well, I can change my clothes magically and normally still,” I answered. “Diaper changes seem to be the one thing I have to depend on others for so far. Caireen indicated she’ll eventually teach me to do it with magic. Still, she wants me to get into the role first or something.”
I felt her nod before she said, ‘I will teach you the magic to change yourself in a few months.’
I sighed, “She said in a few months she’ll teach me that.”
“Okay, so when would you want to send her out to us?” Mrs. Hensley asked my parents.
“She’s accepted?” Dad asked in surprise.
“Oh, most definitely. We’ll have to deal with the logistics of having a toddler as a student, but I think she’ll do very well at Bechtel. Besides the oddity of her transformation, she is very much what we look for in a student who will excel at Bechtel.”
“What grade would I be in?” I asked timidly. “Assuming you run the school by grades?”
Mrs. Hensley sighed, “I don’t honestly know yet. I brought Mrs. Raspin with me because she has had several young ladies as junior high students for the last ten years. Currently, she has five that she takes care of. Unfortunately, our institution has no elementary or preschool for us to even consider those options. I looked at the transcripts your Mom faxed us over the weekend, and I think you would normally be listed as a sophomore on entry to our school.”
“I have to go back two grades?” I groaned.
“Would it be better to go ahead and have her be in the junior high?” Mom asked. I glared at her as she was not helping!
Mrs. Hensley said, “Maybe, but I think the high school level is where all of her classes will be, so we might do well to consider her a high schooler. Or maybe we’ll consider her an eighth-grader to finish out the year...? I don’t think she’s going to grow, so it’s not like waiting for her to get older will do any good. I’ll probably try and find a high school junior to pair her up with.”
“And changes?” Mom asked.
“I’m going to look into our best options for her.”
‘You’ll need space for a crib,’ Caireen told me.
‘Really?!?’
‘Yes baby, that won’t change.’
I sighed. “Caireen says I need space for a crib in my room instead of a normal bed.”
“She’s the goddess that you’ve bonded with, correct?” Mrs. Hensley asked.
“Yes, ma’am,” I replied.
“May I speak with her?” She asked.
I said, ‘All yours,’ to Caireen and felt her take over.
“Good evening, I am Caireen,” I heard her say through me.
“Good evening, Your Majesty,” Mrs. Hensley said. “I assume you know all of what we spoke about?”
“Yes, ma’am, I do.”
“Do you foresee any issues with Sofia coming to our school?”
“No, she should be more than fine. I will ask that you either provide a crib and changing table for her, or I can create them when we get there. She will need an older student or adult to help her several times through the day.”
“You won’t help her with that?”
“No, I believe it’s in her best interest to learn to blend in by being just as needy as any two-year-old is.”
Mrs. Hensley looked thoughtful, “Okay, would you let Sofia rejoin us?”
I came back from the closet it seemed like, “Yes, ma’am?”
“Would you be okay if I assign an older student as a big sister/caregiver?”
I sighed, “I hope I don’t regret it, but I should be fine.”
“Okay, I have a student in mind in Trident House that should do well. She’s a junior, so she’ll be able to be around next year too.”
“So, when do I come?” I asked nervously.
“Well, after Christmas Break seems wise right now. You have a month and a half to get used to things before coming out.”
“Will she be safe around here that long?” Dad asked her.
“I’m not sure, honestly. If it seems like it would be better for Sofia to come out sooner, please let me know. We can get her in sooner, but we probably should have a lot of pieces in place first. Not least of which are Caireen’s requests.” She paused, “Best bet is to pretend she is a normal two-year-old anytime you’re away. Any magic should be done only under Caireen’s supervision and keep a low profile.”
‘Should be easy enough...’ I thought sadly.
‘Don’t be so sure...’ Caireen said, and I thought I could detect some worry.
“Well, I guess we should be going. Please call this number immediately if we need to take Sofia sooner.” Mrs. Hensley said, handing her a card, “It’ll get to me no matter what, and we can make emergency arrangements.”
“Thank you for coming to see us.” Mom said to her.
“Our pleasure,” Mrs. Raspin said, “I look forward to seeing you at school, Sofia. You’re going to turn a lot of heads!”
Once they were out the door, Mom said, “Okay, bath time,” and, without hesitation, picked me up and carried me upstairs. She started the bathwater, stripped me, and washed me quickly. “What time is it?” I wondered suddenly.
“Ten,” she answered, “Time for baby girls to be in bed,” she said as she dried my hair.
“Oh.”
Mom took the time to heat up a bottle and fed me like the previous nights. It had been a long day, and I went to sleep during another story before it had even really begun.
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Chapter 9: Playtime
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 9: Playtime
I WOKE UP in the castle crib with Caireen standing over me.
“There’s my baby girl,” she said with a smile.
“Hi,” I said timidly.
“Let’s get you changed and going for the day!” She told me with a smile.
She changed the soaked diaper and then dressed me in a pale-yellow dress before setting me down on the ground facing a giant dollhouse. “Okay, I think it’s time for you to start learning to play.”
“Umm?” I said, “Huh?”
“Take one of your dollies,” she told me with a smile.
I looked, and many cute and lifelike dolls were sitting by the house. They seemed far more realistic than I imagined appropriate for this period; they were very anachronistic with the surroundings. Finally, I picked one that looked like me, with red hair and green eyes painted on her face. I was surprised to see she was like Lily’s nicer dolls, and her eyes opened and closed as I picked her up or lay her down. She had on a pretty green dress similar to mine. I sheepishly looked under her skirts; sure enough, she had a diaper on too.
“Okay, now you have to name her!” Caireen said with a smile.
I thought for a moment about some Irish names I had come across when researching who Caireen was the other day. I also thought about my code name and said, “Emie.”
“That seems perfect,” she praised me in a voice like she was talking to someone my apparent age. “Okay, for the fun part, let’s practice changing her clothes.”
I looked over at the box and saw there were other outfits there. I wondered, though, if Caireen meant this to begin my training. I pictured a dress similar to the green one but fancier and with tights. I kind of willed it to be so, and the dress I imagined was now on Emie!
“Well, aren’t you a quick learner!” Caireen said as she leaned over and squeezed me into a hug. That night she had me practice changing Emie’s dresses to other period-appropriate ones and more modern baby clothes. After hours, she finally had me try working on her hair. I was starting to feel tired when she said, “I think it’s time for bed here,” with a smile.
“Am I actually getting sleep in the ‘real’ world?” I asked sleepily.
“Yes, Sofia, you are.”
“Can I do this stuff there now?”
“I think you can safely. Stick to clothes on dolls and hair on dolls for now, though. The last thing you want to do is mess up your sister’s hair like you did Emie’s a bit ago!”
I blushed as she changed a wet diaper, thinking about the tangled mess of hair - Caireen had to help get it back to normal. She then held me in a rocking chair and rocked me to sleep with a lullaby.
I WOKE UP on my own when I heard Dad moving around the house to get ready to work. I smiled as I realized that Caireen had brought Emie into the real world for me, and she lay next to me.
This was the first time I had woken up on my own, so I wasn’t quite sure what to do. I tried saying, “Mommy? Daddy?” Quietly for them to hear. The last thing I wanted to do was wake up my sister early if we could avoid it.
Finally, I couldn’t help myself anymore; I reached up to the rail of my crib with a short hop and pulled myself over like I had a wall yesterday.
‘You are so going to get in trouble for this,’ I heard Caireen sigh.
‘I’m not really a baby...’ I told her.
‘I know, but will your Mom appreciate the difference?’
‘She’s going to need to; how else am I going to get out of bed at school?’
I heard her sigh, and I decided to just face the music. I opened my door quietly and walked downstairs, where dad was reading the paper.
“Well, good morning Sofia…” he thought for a second, “how did you get out of your crib? Your mom is still in the shower.”
I blushed but decided to spit it out, “I climbed out.”
He sighed, and I could tell he was mentally trying to decide what to do. “Well, we didn’t say you couldn’t do that. Be ready for your mom to get mad about it, though.”
“Mad about what?” Mom asked from behind me.
“She climbed out of her crib,” he answered.
I turned towards Mom. “I’m not really a baby mom, and it was way smaller of a climb and jump than what I was doing yesterday.”
She picked me up, and I worried I would get a spanking. She sighed, “I guess we’re going to have to get used to finding a balance between you being a baby and not being a baby, huh?”
“You’re not too mad?” I asked, kind of scared.
“I probably should be, but you’re not a regular baby. Of course, this would be the sign we needed to get you in a big girl bed or spank your bottom if you were. Since Caireen doesn’t really want you in a regular bed, maybe…?”
I trembled, “Please, no?”
Mom smiled and tickled me, “Like I said, you’re not a regular baby. At least if you get hurt, you’ll get better quick. Don’t expect to come crying to me about it, though!”
I smiled, “Okay.”
She felt underneath my nightgown and said, “I guess I get an early start on diaper changes today, huh?”
“Please?”
Mom changed me into a knit dress that had a few tiers of ruffles on the skirt. Lily had one similar that she wore all of the time. As if Caireen had felt like there should be some sort of constant joke with my name, it had a picture of Sofia the First on the front.
“Okay, shall we get breakfast?” she asked as she sat me down.
“Umm… can you actually get Emie for me? I left her in my crib by accident.”
Mom looked in the crib and saw my baby doll, “She’s beautiful,” she said. “Where did you get her?”
“Caireen gave her to me in the castle last night. I guess she decided to bring her with me to the real world.” I hesitated but then said, “Watch this!” I changed her dress into one identical to mine.
She grimaced but said, “Cool. I actually think I liked the other one better,” she said.
“Okay,” I said and changed it back.
“This ability doesn’t work to change your diaper?” Mom asked.
I sighed, “I asked Caireen that last night. It works exactly like that in theory, but she’s blocking me from it.”
Mom carried me down the steps and then let me down on the ground, and I walked on my own to the dining table. “Pancakes?” Mom asked.
“Really?” I asked, surprised.
“Well, it’s worth celebrating that you’re up before the afternoon!” She said semi-sternly.
She sat me on the counter a few minutes later, and I stirred the ingredients. She had to stop me before I went too far in mixing it; my extra strength had a practical application of helping me stir faster! She paused long enough to wake my sister up and bring her down in a nearly identical dress to mine before actually cooking the batter.
“We twins!” Lily said when she saw what I was wearing.
I giggled, “Sort of; I’m taller!”
“Well, Mommy said I’m heavier,” she said.
Mom laughed, “That’ll be the only time in your life I think I’ll hear you brag about being heavier, Lily!”
“Well, it’s the only time in my life I’ll probably still be taller than her, too,” I told Mom.
“I get taller than you?” Lily asked me.
I sighed, “Lily, by the time you hit your next birthday, you’ll probably be taller than me.” Then, I added, “You’ll grow up, but I’m always going to be a baby.”
Her eyes widened, and she must have grasped that wasn’t normal because she toddled over and hugged me. “I love you, even if I bigger! You bestest brother sister ever.”
I smiled and hugged her back. Mom put us in our high chairs and then put bibs on both of us. I watched her cut up Lily’s pancake after putting some syrup on it, and then she did the same with mine. “You don’t have to do that...” I grumbled.
“Shhh…” Mom said with a smile, “If you complain too much, I’ll feed you!”
I gulped and just ate the mutilated pancakes. Mom had given me a stack of three that I quickly finished before also finishing the sippy cup of milk she had given me. Mom attacked Lily’s face with a baby wipe and mine as well. “You two go play; I remember someone made a promise last night.”
I nodded and said, “Come on, Lily, let’s go to the playroom.”
I stopped for a moment, though, and Mom seemed to have read my mind because she had a pacifier ready to go that she attached to my dress with a clip. “This way, you can’t lose it!”
I blushed and sucked on it.
“Mine, Mommy,” Lily said. She produced it, and I had a feeling Mom was wondering how she would get the baby sister to break a habit her older sister would never break.
As soon as we hit the playroom, I let Lily take the lead. She ended up deciding we should have a tea party that morning. She made sure to teach me how to play right. I had fun following her lead. After a while, I amused her by changing the clothes of several of her dolls with magic. I also let her play a little with Emie. It was strange because I had to fight a peculiar possessiveness I felt about her.
Mom came down and watched us off and on through the morning. She changed another messy diaper on me during the morning and a wet diaper on Lily, but mostly just let us play. When lunch came, she made us wash our hands and gave us PB&J sandwiches.
“Okay, nap time, girls,” Mom said as she lifted Lily out of her high chair and came for me.
She changed us and let me have my cell phone and Emie in my crib. I had several messages from Hannah and Jacob, and some other friends. I responded to Hannah and Jacob, telling them they could come over that afternoon. With Hannah, we debated how I should tell Jacob. Still, a couple of his messages from last night made me wonder if he hadn’t already put two and two together.
I couldn’t help but think back to last night when I asked Caireen about changing my diapers the same way as the clothes. As soon as she said I would be able to, I tried. It was pretty funny when I suddenly ended up with this weird not-diaper thing hanging half off my body, and the rest of my clothes went away too.
‘I said you would be able to, not that I would let you yet.’ She had said, laughing. ‘I think given your situation, size, and lack of potty training, it would be best if you get used to being taken care of for a while...’ Then, as if to emphasize that it was a bad idea, I felt urine trickle down my legs without the diaper to collect it.
I tried to argue and negotiate with her for twenty minutes, but in the end, I ended up with another diaper and outfit and put back to play some more with the doll’s clothing.
‘I know you think I’m being unfair,’ Caireen said.
‘No...’ I said, ‘I guess I don’t mind Mom changing me. I wouldn’t even freak out too much over Hannah changing me later. It’s the thought of going to school with all these superpowerful kids and being unable to handle something like changing my poopy diaper.’
‘I promise you it’ll work out.’
‘I hope so...’ I told her.
After an hour or so of playing games and surfing the internet, Mom came in. “Didn’t feel like a nap today?” Mom asked.
I shook my head, “I think I still have the circadian rhythm of a teenager. Or mostly, at least.”
“Are Hannah and Jacob coming over?”
I nodded, “I’m guessing they’ll be here in an hour?”
I let her pick me up from my crib and walked downstairs with her. I decided since I was going to Bechtel, there was no point in doing my homework. Apparently, I was going back at least two grades anyway, so what was the purpose? I turned on the TV and used a streaming service to find ‘Sofia the First’ episodes. I watched a couple with my sister, but I usually did homework and ignored it. Somehow, I thought it would be wise to actually know what happens in the show!
Three episodes in, my sister had joined me, the doorbell rang and I knew it would be my friends. “Lily, would you please give me and my friends some privacy for a while?” I asked.
I could tell she wanted to be annoyed, but I was really proud of her. She said, “Sure, I play downstairs!”
I would have hugged her, but she ran downstairs so fast I couldn’t catch her. I instinctively knew my pacifier was still in my mouth and decided to let it dangle from the clip instead. ‘On second thought...’ I pulled the clip from my dress and the little purse I had my GEID in from that other space. I looked in the bag and easily fit my pacifier in.’
‘That’s my baby girl!’ Caireen praised me.
I smiled.
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Chapter 10: Friends
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 10: Friends
MOM WALKED TO open the front door, and I decided to stand behind her.
“Hi, Mrs. Hammerstein, may we see Nick?”
“Come in, Jacob,” Mom said instead.
“Is he okay?” Jacob asked.
“Hi, Jacob, Hannah,” I said as I came out from behind Mom when the door shut.
“Hi, Sofia,” Hannah said. She couldn’t seem to help herself. She leaned down, picked me up, and squeezed me in a hug. I hugged her back before she said, “Come on, Jacob, we need to talk.”
“Let’s go to my room?” I suggested.
“Your room?” Jacob asked but dumbly followed. “Hey, this is Nick’s room. Why is it a nursery…?”
Hannah sat down on the floor with me on her lap.
“Jacob, this sort of is still Nick’s room, but you were sort of right on your guess that I was a Mergent…?”
“Holy shit! Nick?!?!?!?” He said, finally getting it. “What the Hell happened to you?”
“I emerged,” I said, “unfortunately, my body decided to play a trick on me.”
He looked around intensely at the crib and changing table, “So you’re a girl?!? And, like a baby now?” He asked, “Not just in size?”
I sighed, “I’m no longer potty trained and have a bonding with a goddess who prefers I continue to act my appearance for a while.”
“Diapers?”
“Unfortunately.”
“That sucks!” He thought, “Hannah, why aren’t you shocked?”
“His parents needed a babysitter for Lily when he changed. They were a little bit panicked for some reason,” she said with a smirk and squeezed me against her tighter. “It was kind of impossible to hide it all from me.”
“How come you didn’t tell me before?” He asked.
“Honestly, I’m scared to let anyone know about this! The fact that I let you know to come over was a big step, Jacob.”
“So, did you get any superpowers?”
I smirked, “Yeah, I did.”
“I mean, besides super stinky diapers.”
I momentarily wondered if I hadn’t gone again, but he was joking. So in revenge, I decided to turn his socks bright pink and add some white ruffled lace.
“That’s not fair,” he told me, looking down.
“I think they’re cute, Jacob,” Hannah said.
“Change them back, please?” He begged.
“Or?”
“Umm… tickle?”
I squirmed against Hannah, “Oh no, you don’t,” she said. “She’s all mine.” Then, suddenly, she started tickling my sides from nowhere, and I couldn’t help but giggle non-stop until she finally gave up. Unfortunately, my dress had ridden up during the tickling and my very soaked diaper was on display.
Mom came in just as it was ending. “I see you three seem to be doing okay.” Mom said and hesitated before adding, “Umm, Hannah, seeing as how I assume you just helped her make that wet diaper, would you mind changing her?” With that, she walked away, and I found my mouth open.
“Well, your mommy’s right,” she said, and I was up in the air before I knew it. She carried me flat in her arms outstretched in front of her. “You know, I think you’re lighter than a lot of one-year-olds I’ve babysat.
I blushed.
“How much do you weigh?”
“Twenty pounds.”
“I’m going to the restroom; I’ll be right back,” Jacob said, clearly not wanting to be present for my change.
“Wow, that’s light!”
Hannah sat me on the table, “How do we do this?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, you’re my best friend turned into a two-year-old baby. Do I treat you like your sister when I’m changing her diaper, or do we do this differently?”
I shrugged, “Caireen seems bent on me getting used to embarrassment and diaper changes. Change me the same way you do, Lily.”
She smiled, “Okay!” The next moment she had me laid back on the table and used the strap to keep me from going anywhere. She pushed my dress back up to where she could see my diaper, “Wow, you’re one soaked baby girl!” She said, using that mommy’s voice all girls have.
My thumb found its way to my mouth then, and she noticed. She reached underneath the table, “Here, why don’t you use your paci,” she said with a smile and put it in my mouth. I nursed it as she undid the tapes of my diaper and pulled it out of the way, setting a new one in its place. She wiped me really well, powdered me, and then taped the new diaper on. The next part was a surprise as she suddenly blew a big raspberry on my exposed belly button.
I giggled.
“Oh, do we have the giggles again?” She asked as she tickled my feet a little. Hannah undid the strap, pulled my dress back down, and then picked me up and held me in her arms. “You do realize you’ve stolen my heart at this point?”
I looked at her, slightly confused, “You have got to be the most adorable baby girl known to mankind. I so want to take you home with me instead of leaving you here!”
I knew she was joking, but a part of me would have been okay with that too. Jacob came back in then once he determined the coast was clear. The three of us sat back down then. “So, are you going to go to preschool now?” He asked, trying to start up the conversation.
“No, silly, I’m going back to high school!” I told him.
He laughed. “Seriously, what are you doing?”
“I’m going back to high school.”
“You’re joking, right?” He paused, “I know LAHS is weird, but even that would be too much for us.”
I laughed, “I am going back to high school, just not here.”
“Where are you going?” Hannah asked nervously.
“There’s a private school in the Northeast just for Mergents. It’s some sort of superhuman high school, I guess…?” They both gaped at me for that. “Anyway, they said I might have to be a sophomore again… or maybe in junior high for the rest of the year after Christmas. They’re supposed to get me through all of their placement tests then to figure that out.”
“A sophomore again? Or back in junior high? That sucks!” Jacob said.
I nodded but said, “It beats daycare?”
“I don’t know, naptime, playtime, snacks - daycare was pretty sweet,” he said.
I laughed, “I guess… of course, at this rate, I’ll probably find out since I’m not going until after Christmas. Mom occasionally has to drop Lily off at daycare and do some errands and things. Especially with me no longer being able to babysit her.”
“I’ll babysit you two if you need one,” Hannah said.
“We’ll definitely be taking you up on that, Hannah,” Mom said behind me, making me jump. “Are you two staying for dinner?”
“Sure, if you don’t mind?” Jacob said.
Hannah nodded, “I don’t have anywhere to go.”
“Let your parents know, though,” she told them.
“Will do.” I heard them answer in stereo.
I watched them both pull their cell phones out and text their parents. Of course, neither parent would be surprised by them being at my house. My new appearance…
“Hannah, have you said anything to your parents?” I asked nervously.
She looked sheepish, “I told my parents… They promised to keep it a secret, but I was worried they might ask some really embarrassing questions until I had no other choice.”
I just nodded, “I don’t see how you could have kept it a secret.”
“That being said, my mom really wants to see you!!!” She laughed.
I stuck my tongue out at her.
“Sofia, you realize you’re just like all of the other paradigm girl models, right? You’re just the ideal baby model!” Hannah said while I shot her daggers. “No, seriously, have you thought about it? You would be like their perfect toddler model since you could behave and listen to directions so much better!”
“So, what you’re saying is that I should be modeling Pampers?”
She laughed at me, “If it pays, why not?”
“I don’t think so…” I said. Although, in my mind, I had to admit that money is nice though...
We talked about things other than my new status as a baby. Hannah told me that my missing-in-action situation was hurting the flute section - apparently, they were lost without me. There was absolutely nothing I could do on that front, unfortunately. I hadn’t even had a chance yet to see if I could still play a piccolo. However, I had no doubts that holding a regular flute would forever be beyond me now.
“Dinner is ready, guys,” Mom said to us.
“Okay,” Hannah said in stereo with me. I had been sitting in her lap for a while, and she stood up and picked me up simultaneously. “You are so light!”
“How light is she?” Jacob asked.
“Here,” Hannah said and handed me towards him. It was like a deer caught in the headlights; the idea of holding a baby scared him to no end! Not to mention that I used to be his normally tall teenage best friend.
“Umm…”
“Boys!” Hannah huffed. “Here, put your arms out and let her grab around your neck. You grab her right here along her waist.” She made sure he was holding me right, and I made sure I could use a death grip to hold onto his neck if I needed to! “See, how hard is that?”
I giggled.
Mom must have heard some of it, too, and she took a picture of him holding me and standing there with Hannah. Three musketeers and all that…
Mom had made nachos for dinner. For those of you who may be thinking about those gooey things with fake cheese you get at the movies, that’s not what I mean. Instead, mom makes them with corn tortilla chips, some refried beans, lots of shredded beef, and real grated Colby jack cheese. The meat is cooked in plenty of red chile-based sauce, so it has a bite.
Much to everyone’s amusement, I insisted on my’ me size’ silverware.
“What? I really hate eating with my hands!” I said to them. I still had to touch my food some, though; the stuff doesn’t stay on the chip. It was a good thing she’d insisted on the bib, though. My more petite mouth made it much more challenging to eat with big chips than it used to! I forced myself to continue eating the meat even though it tasted as spicy as a ghost pepper to me now!
“How are you still eating?” Jacob asked in shock after my second plate.
I blushed, “I don’t know. It’s not like it adds any weight to me…?”
“I wish I could eat that much and not gain weight,” Hannah said.
“Me too,” my dad affirmed.
When I finished eating, Mom let me down from the highchair. I think she was trying to help me be discreet, but just like the last couple of days, Lily pooped first, and I was right behind her. I sighed and scrunched my face up.
“I’ll take one of them,” Hannah offered.
“Umm, thanks,” she said and Mom looked at me. So I just went ahead and pointed my head towards Hannah as okay. “Which one do you want?”
“I’ll take this stinker,” she said with a maniacal laugh and picked me up in such a way as to avoid smushing the mess anymore. I was getting upset, she could tell, so she pushed a pacifier into my mouth. “There, that’s better,” she said with a smile, teasing my nose with her finger.
I always knew Hannah was great with Lily because she liked her, but now I know how great she is with babies. She got me changed and kept me giggling the whole time. Before pulling the tapes down, Hannah had blown some raspberries on my belly. She tickled me to make me smile around my pacifier. Then Hannah cleaned me up quickly and never once made a disgusted face about it. She did make some fake comments about me being stinky. Well, sort of fake, you know what I mean. I’m sure it did smell! For some reason, the smell of my poopy diapers didn’t bother me.
She had just finished washing her hands and thrown the dirty diaper away, and I hugged her.
“Thanks,” I told her.
“Anytime, Princess,” she told me. Then, she looked at her cell phone, “I guess I need to get going home. If I can find a ride out here, would you mind if I came out again sometime this week?”
“You want to?” I asked, amazed.
“Sure, you’re still my best friend.”
As they were walking out the door, Mom caught Hannah. “We’re going to Albuquerque to go shopping for some things on Saturday. Would you be able to come and help with Sofia and Lily? It was nice having an extra set of hands for diaper changes today,” she smiled. “And I’m sure Sofia wouldn’t mind some time with a normal teenager.”
“Sure,” she said, “I’d love to. Let me just check with my mom.”
“Let me know, and we’ll pick you up on the way out of town.”
“Cool,” she said. “Bye, Lily, bye Sofia.”
As they left, Mom approached Lily and me and grabbed our hands. “Okay, girls, bath time!”
It was soon bedtime, and Mom once again gave me a bottle of warm milk. “I guess with your regenerating, I don’t have to worry about tooth decay,” she said as she kissed my forehead. “I don’t know how I’m ever going to break your sister of her bottles and pacifiers, though, with you around.”
I pulled it out of my mouth for a moment, “Just wait until I go to school?”
“That means getting through Christmas and your grandmother complaining about how her kids were done with bottles and diapers before they were one!” She laughed, and so did I.
“Have you told them about me?”
Mom shook her head, “They’re supposed to come down for Thanksgiving… I think it’s best to tell them in person.”
“And Grandma Wendy?” That was mom’s mom. The other two were Dad’s parents.
“Well, she wants us to go to lunch on Saturday…?”
“Oh…” I said. I sat up and hugged her as well as I could. Mom’s mother was her only family left, as her dad died when she was just a little girl. The biggest problem with her mom was that she was nearly a Sanguis Primum member with her rhetoric. “Are you sure that’s a good idea?”
Mom shook her head, “No, but you’re my baby girl, and if she can’t accept it, then that will finally be it,” she said. Mom grabbed the bottle from my hand and pushed the nipple of the bottle back into my mouth. “You don’t worry about any of that, sweetheart; I promise you’ll be safe.”
She didn’t read me a story that night; instead, she held the bottle for me, stroked my hair, and sang a lullaby.
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Chapter 11: Butterflies
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 11: Butterflies
‘ONE DAY ENDS, and a new one begins,’ I thought as I woke up in my castle nursery.
“There she is!” Caireen crooned over me and picked me up. “Who’s the prettiest princess in all the world?” She said, “Yes, it’s you!”
I let her baby talk to me for a few moments and finally said, “Okay, enough already; what’s going on?”
“Her little diapee must be messy! She’s a cranky little baby!” For the next thirty minutes, I swear I had the most embarrassing and surrealistic treatment of me, like I was younger than I even looked to be. Finally, when she changed my diaper, and I was dressed, she said, “Well, I’m having fun,” she paused, “why aren’t you?”
“Umm… it’s ridiculous and humiliating?” I suggested with my face flushed from embarrassment.
“No, it’s normal mommy behavior and definitely normal grandmother behavior.”
“Is that what this is about?” I asked, confused.
She sighed, “Remember also that I am the goddess of children?”
I nodded.
“Maybe I like to have fun every now and then?”
“Oh,” I said guiltily. “Have I ruined it completely for you?”
“Only a little. You can make it up to me, you know?”
I groaned, “I guess, given we’re stuck with each other, I need to let you get it out every now and then. Just don’t do it all the time; my brain already has enough trouble grasping being a teenager in a baby’s body.”
“Yay!” She said. “Let’s go play outside!”
I rarely saw the castle staff, but one of the maids came then. “Fiona, would you please pack a bag with a lunch, some changes for Sofia here, and bring it down to the East Garden?”
“Yes, Your Majesty,” she said.
“Let’s go see the butterflies!” She said with glee.
Mentally I groaned a little, but I kept a smile on my face. My thumb found its way to my mouth since pacifiers didn’t exist here. The bottles were a little anachronistic because they did. Still, they were old-fashioned with rubber teats that weren’t life-like or orthodontic. In the meantime, I noticed Caireen had either grown herself larger or shrank me down further. I decided she was taller because the doorways were closer to her head than I remembered. I had been shifted from holding onto me like a toddler on her hip to a more traditional infant cradle you might carry a newborn. All through the journey of stairs and corridors, she talked baby talk to me, and I did my best to try to not hate it.
We exited the castle through a door I hadn’t been through before, and I felt my breath catch as she held me up to see. Acres and acres of mowed grass were present, with a rose garden lining walkways. It was like a scene from one of the castles in France or England that took my breath away. “Beautiful,” I said around my thumb.
Caireen stroked my hair and continued walking down the path past roses that had no equal in the real world. Their colors were too vibrant, varied, and indescribably beautiful in appearance and smell. Caireen set me down when I squirmed to look at a green rose that looked like it had emeralds glittering in the petals.
“What is it?”
“A gift from a people that you base your dwarf legends off of. They dwell in caverns and mine for both money and joy. They designed this hybrid and gifted me with one of them many years ago.” She paused, “Those are real emeralds too.”
I gulped. That plant was worth a fortune!
I was picked back up, and she walked me past the pathways and the mowed grass to a field that stretched out far in the distance, with yellow, pink, purple, and blue wildflowers growing everywhere. The largest and most beautiful butterflies I’d ever seen were alighting from the flowers.
Many looked similar to the monarchs in our world. Still, there were so many other color combinations as they blended in with the many wildflowers around me. Finally, Caireen sat me down, and I snuck as close as possible to a big purple one. “Will you sit on my hand?” I asked it.
I was amazed as it looked at me skeptically and then moved to the finger that I held out. It tickled as it moved around. I brought it closer to my face and looked at it in wonder. When I was through, I said, “Thank you, you’re very beautiful.”
The butterfly seemed to bow before it flew away, and I spent a long time chasing others before Caireen said, “It’s time for lunch, my little butterfly!”
She laid me down on a blanket that Fiona had set out. I realized then that I had messed my diaper at some point and not noticed. “Well, you finally behaved like a normal baby and didn’t care about your poopy diaper.” She said with a smile, retaining that high-pitched baby cooing in her voice.
‘I really didn’t notice..’ I thought.
“How long have I been messy?” I asked, nervous about a rash forming.
“An hour or so?”
“An hour?!?”
“Relax, sweetie, you didn’t notice, and your skin won’t get a rash. You could sit in a messy diaper for a week, and your skin would keep healing.”
“It’s so disgusting, though,” I said with tears in my eyes.
“Not to a baby with no interest in getting out of diapers. You need to get yourself in that mindset. If you don’t, you’re going to go crazy in the next few months, let alone the rest of your life, honey,” The last bit she had answered sincerely and in her regular voice.
I nodded.
She continued wiping me with a cloth, and finally, I was put into a new diaper. “Okay, let’s have our lunch!”
I expected a regular lunch, but instead, I had a very finely chopped soup mixture that she fed me. At the same time, she ate what it must have usually looked like. “I’m thirsty,” I said after I finished.
“Okay, let’s get my little princess something to drink!” she said. I expected her to grab a bottle from the basket or something, but instead, she picked me up and pulled at her dress.
“What are you doing?!?” I freaked out.
“What are we doing today?”
“Treating me like a baby?”
“Exactly. You’re still young enough to nurse from the breast,” Caireen told me. “Normally, someone like me would not do this herself, you would have a wet nurse assigned to you, Princess, but given who I am, I love feeding babies!”
Before I could raise any more fuss, I was confronted with her breast and nipple. Knowing there would be no give here, I relented and at least tried it. I put my mouth around her nipple, latched on like a bottle, and sucked on it. Instantly my mouth was filled with a liquid that was sort of like milk… but so much better! I swallowed and repeated over and over again before I must have gone to sleep.
WHEN I WOKE in the real world, I felt different somehow.
‘Did that really happen?’ I asked, blushing.
‘Yes, my sweet princess, that wasn’t so bad, was it?’
I blushed, ‘No, I actually enjoyed it.’ There was no sense in hiding that from someone whose consciousness shares a body with you!
‘Good, I believe we will be doing that more often,’ she assured me.
‘Why?’
‘Well, for one, I enjoy it, and you enjoy it, right?’ she asked.
‘I guess.’
‘For another, you thought you felt different today, right?’
‘Uh-huh,’ I said.
‘When you nurse a baby, they get their nutrients and food from their mother, correct?’
‘That’s the idea...’ I said.
‘You gain magical power from me and additional strength when you nurse,’ she told me.
‘Seriously?’
‘Why do you ask that all the time? I don’t joke that much, do I?’
I sighed, ‘No, it’s just a figure of speech that I must say a lot for you to ask. I’ll try not to say it as much.’
I could feel her smile.
Mom came in right then as I was getting ready to stand up, and she said, “Oh, you just woke up?”
I nodded, “I was having a conversation with Caireen.”
“About?”
Oh boy… “Umm… What did we do last night?”
“Oh, her nursing you?”
“How do you…?”
“I came while you were asleep, still nursing,” Mom said wistfully. “I miss doing that,” she admitted.
‘Tell her I can help her lactate if she wishes...’
‘NO!’ I said.
“Mom, Caireen asked if you would like her to help you on that, but I said no; I’m hoping you’re okay with that?”
Mom smiled at me, “I know you wouldn’t be comfortable with me feeding you like that, so no worries.”
I sighed in relief. During this conversation, Mom stripped the blanket sleeper off my body and pulled the soaked diaper off. I was soon in a dry diaper, and Mom found a cute dress to wear without any tights. With that, my day began, and I alternated playing with Lily, eating, pooping, getting diaper changes, and getting on the computer. I found myself researching my new school as much as possible online. I also watched Tangled with my little sister. Much to her joy and amusement, I used magic to make her a dress identical to Rapunzels. She looked adorable in it and had to show Mom. Unfortunately, I forgot to create a diaper in my mind... She peed on the kitchen floor as she excitedly showed it off. Oops!
I really hated being Nicholas and had avoided looking at my reflection over the years because I didn’t like what I saw. Now though, Mom frequently discovered me looking at myself in the mirrors around the house, asking me each time if I was okay. Of course, I would assure her I was, but I couldn’t believe I was really a girl now! The baby part I could do without, but I felt like all of the dysphoric feelings I’d dealt with over the years had completely melted away!
Thursday and Friday passed similarly during the days, and my nights were filled with a second day in the other world where Caireen nursed me at least twice each night. During the days, I could feel more energy at my fingertips. So I was excited when Friday night, Caireen said, “Okay, it’s time to teach you some defensive magic.”
“Really?”
“Yes. I’m nervous about this trip tomorrow. I want you to be able to defend yourself and your family if needed.”
I nodded. “So what’s first?”
“I want to teach you to make a shield for yourself first. It should stop any physical hits and projectile weapons you might encounter.”
“Cool!”
“I want you to visualize the lines coming towards you right now.”
We had spent much time already teaching me to see them more clearly than when I first became aware of them last week. I noticed that there were always at least four or five lines that led to me at all times. This time though, there were more like twenty. I opened my eyes, “Why are there so many more lines?”
She laughed, “I told you that nursing was making you stronger?”
“Oh,” I said. “Will that keep increasing?”
“I believe it will go to a point, and then it’ll plateau.” She smiled, “Now, let’s get back to work. Visualize those lines again.”
I saw all twenty, “Okay?”
“I want you to visualize those lines to weave together around you and protect you.”
The first time I tried, it was like a fishing line that had gotten tangled in the trees, an unfixable knot! After five tries, I finally managed to get it around me like a grid defining a three-dimensional character on a computer screen. I looked up at Caireen, “Is that it?”
“It should be; let’s see how it holds up!”
I gasped a second later when she threw a dagger from her sleeve straight toward my shoulder. It hit the field and glanced off.
I jumped and felt my diaper grow warmer, “I think I need a change…?”
She laughed, “Why, you’re perfectly safe in there.”
“How long does it hold up?”
“Until the power in the lines, you are using runs out. Right now, I would say about twenty minutes.”
“A minute per line?” I asked.
“That’s a good way to guess it, I guess,” she agreed. “Now, drop it and try it again.”
We practiced my bringing the shield up for about another hour before she changed me and nursed me. I was still awake when she finished, and I asked, “What can I do to protect my family?”
She sighed, “I hope we have much more time to perfect this in the future. The same idea lets you do it around someone else. So you can visualize it around multiple people. Just know it won’t last as long!” We practiced that for a while before she said. “I have one last defensive spell I want to teach you tonight, though it’s really more of an attack. You must never use this purely for fun or games.”
I nodded.
“Take one of the lines out of your shield and visualize it going to your hand. From there, think of it sending all of its energy as a ball of energy at that wall.” She pointed at the far end of the stone room we had been working in.
A ball of purple lightning, that’s the best way to describe it, went shooting through the air at the brick wall and… right through it. I gasped as I saw a hole in the wall six inches in diameter. She picked me up and showed me that it went through three more walls before ending at the castle’s outer wall. “How come it didn’t go through that wall?”
“I have warded the walls; it’s impossible to use that spell to attack this castle.”
“Will it ever stop otherwise?” I paused, “I might accidentally hurt someone I didn’t intend to if it never stops…?”
“The way you just did it would send it flying until it met a barrier like this or shot into space from leaving the earth’s curvature at the angle you shot it.”
I felt my diaper get wetter. “That’s scary.”
“Now, let’s teach you to limit it!” She smiled, “I wanted you to know your full power first so that you’ll respect that power.”
We spent an hour practicing limiting it to a distance in my mind of the target plus a foot to five feet, depending on what she asked me to do. I could also limit it to hitting a human target and stopping them. Then, as she nursed me to sleep, she said, “Sofia, I would not teach you the blast spell if I did not know that you have a pure heart. I will teach you many less destructive spells in the future, but if something happens tomorrow, I want you to be prepared.”
I felt her stroke my hair and pat me lovingly before I fell asleep.
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Chapter 12: Picture Perfect and Chapter 13: Grandma
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 12: Picture Perfect
THE NEXT MORNING I was woken up as Mom changed my diaper. “Oh, you decided to wake up?” She teased me.
She was just finishing wiping me and had me in a new diaper before I could respond, “Yeah,” around my pacifier. “What time is it?”
“6:30,” she told me.
“Ugh…” I responded.
Mom first dressed me in white tights before wrapping me in my signature green dress.
“Isn’t it cold outside?” I whined about the dress.
“I want to get some pictures with you and your sister for our Christmas Cards and photo album.”
“Oh,” I said.
Mom did my hair for several minutes and added my tiara to make me look picture-perfect. “Are you going to have Lily wear her tiara?” I asked.
Mom shook her head, “I’m going to have to do some convincing with her since she doesn’t have one as pretty as yours.”
‘I can do something to help there,’ Caireen said.
‘My sister doesn’t need a priceless magic tiara, though...?’ I said questioningly.
‘Of course not, but you can make a silver one with glass jewels just as easy to make her happy,’ she insisted.
“What color is her dress?” I asked.
“Pink,” Mom said with a smile, “you should have been able to guess that.”
I nodded and concentrated without saying another word to Mom. In my hands appeared a tiara similar to mine. The shape was similar, but it featured clear crystal jewels for the prominent gemstones and several crystals that looked like pink sapphires that circled around the base. It was made in plain old silver, which meant it was probably only worth a grand then…
‘Probably a bit more, you made crystal jewels for the main ones, but the pink jewels are real sapphires,’ Caireen said.
‘Let’s keep that to ourselves?’
Mom stared at me in shock, and I said, “It wouldn’t be fair to Lily, so here is a tiara for her. Of course, it’s not the same as mine, but it should make her happy.” I said the last with a smile. I was grateful that my new size hadn’t caused a bunch of sibling rivalry so far. I had a feeling it would come someday soon, though.
Mom hugged me and said, “You’re still the best older sibling she could ever have.”
“Thanks,” I said.
“Let’s get something in your tummy, and then you can go back to sleep while we drive to Albuquerque. I need to do Lily’s hair now.”
I nodded, and she carried me downstairs. My sister was already in her high chair with a bowl of cheerios in front of her. “What do you want to eat?” Mom asked as she strapped me into the high chair.
“Cereal’s fine,” I said as I pulled my pacifier out of my mouth and sat it on the tray. She had already poured a sippy cup of juice and sat it on the tray. I drank out of it silently while she found a bowl and filled it with just the cereal. I had never liked mushy cereal!
“Lily, look what Sofia made for you!” Mom said with a smile.
“It’s pretty like hers!!!” She said. “Am I a princess like her?”
“Absolutely,” I told her.
I played with the cereal more than I ate it as I watched Mom rearrange Lily’s hair. Eventually, I stopped when Mom said, “Sofia, you can either eat your cereal or I’ll feed it to you?”
I furiously ate it, so I didn’t have to live with that embarrassment that morning. By 7am, Mom had walked out the door once with all of the things she needed to take care of two toddlers and then came back inside for the two of us. Mom put Lily in her car seat first, ensuring she had her favorite doll with her, before coming over and doing the same for me. I had Emie in my arms. Mom attached my pacifier to a clip and then to my dress so we wouldn’t have to search for it. Since we had the garage, she didn’t have to remove our coats before we sat.
“Here’s your bottle,” she said to Lily. Lily still got a bottle anytime we went on a long trip to help calm her down in her car seat. Mom looked at me with a question on her face, and I said, “Why not?”
She smiled, handed me a warmed bottle, closed our doors, and then got in herself. I nursed slowly on the bottle, in no hurry to drink it as I wasn’t that thirsty, so I still had half left when Mom pulled up to Hannah’s driveway. Hannah came out of her house as soon as she saw us. Mom motioned for her to sit in the front seat. I was suddenly self-conscious and thought about hiding my bottle.
“So you’ve discovered the joys of a bottle too?” Hannah said sweetly to me.
I turned red.
“Sofia, you’re a baby. It’s perfectly okay for you to have a baby bottle! So don’t go feeling self-conscious,” she told me. “It’s part of blending,” she added with a smile.
“You ready to go?” Mom asked her.
“Uh-huh, I’m so looking forward to not being stuck at home today! Thanks for inviting me!”
“Well, thanks for coming!” Mom said. She pulled out of her driveway, and I returned to nursing my bottle. I looked as much as possible at my sister on my left and noticed she was asleep already. Of course, that’s why Mom was still more than happy to give her a bottle on long car rides.
Mom and Hannah had a conversation in the front seat, but it was hard for me to hear them up there. So I settled for looking to my right for a while before I must have fallen asleep too.
I woke up when I felt our car starting to slow down. I looked out the window and saw we were on the outskirts of Albuquerque. Then I felt my body do something I hoped wouldn’t happen in the car! I filled the back of my diaper, and it smushed everywhere as it did so.
It was only a couple moments before the smell made it to the front, but Hannah said, “Uh-oh, smells like we have a stinky princess!”
I squirmed in the seat. I wouldn’t get a diaper rash, as Caireen had pointed out, but that didn’t mean I wanted to be in it any longer than I had to. I put my pacifier in my mouth to try and keep from screaming like a real baby.
“I assume that’s you, Sofia?” Mom asked.
I whimpered, “Yes,” around my pacifier.
“We’re going to stop to do those pictures and some shopping at the mall first. We’ll change you when we get there. It’s not too long,” Mom reassured me.
That was one of the longest twenty minutes of my life when Mom pulled into the parking space. Mom and Hannah got out of the car and came to the doors. Hannah took the bottle from next to me and handed it to me, “Can you hold onto that for a few minutes?” She asked me. I nodded.
“Do you want me to change her out here or in the bathroom?” she asked Mom.
“It’s easier to throw away a poopy diaper in the bathroom,” Mom told her. “We’ll change both of them inside.”
Hannah picked me up and put me over her shoulder while I whimpered and held onto my bottle as she asked. Then, Mom grabbed the diaper bag and Lily. She must have already put Lily’s bottle in the bag because I didn’t see it in her hands.
As Hannah carried me back to the bathrooms, with Mom next to her with Lily, we passed by a girl who was probably about four. “Dat baby is poopy!” She cried out in a loud voice.
I buried my head in Hannah’s shoulder and felt tears going down my face.
“Shhh, It’s okay,” Hannah said to me softly as we walked through the bathroom door.
“Sofia first?” Hannah suggested.
“Yes, the poor thing always hates having a messy diapee,” Mom said.
I pulled my head off Hannah’s shoulder and saw Mom wipe off the changing table before placing the mat on it. “I’ll change her,” Hannah offered.
Thankfully she didn’t waste any time waiting around. Mom grabbed my bottle from my hand and rinsed it out while Hannah happily changed the messiest and most disgusting diaper I had yet had. She wiped me clean, put a new diaper on, and pulled my tights back up. “There you go, all beautiful again!” Hannah said with a smile. She picked me up, sat me on the ground, and washed her hands. I then stood by Mom while she changed Lily while Hannah used the toilet. ‘I wish I could do that,’ I thought sadly.
I felt Caireen give me the mental equivalent of a hug. As soon as Hannah was out of the stall, Mom had her take over watching the two of us, and she went to the bathroom too. Hannah had the diaper bag on her shoulder and picked me up when Mom came out of the stall. Lily was in Mom’s arms soon, too, and we were off a little way down the corridor to the portrait studio where Mom had made an appointment. A man was standing at the counter when we walked up.
“Hi, we have an appointment,” Mom said.
“Name?”
“Rachel Hammerstein,” Mom said.
“For two toddlers?”
“Yes sir,” she said, and he looked up to see what Hell he would experience. When he saw us, he smiled, “These two princesses?”
“Yep,” Mom said.
“Okay, Bonnie will be your photographer today; let me make sure she’s ready.” He walked away.
“So that we don’t have the shape of a pacifier around your lips, would you be okay with taking it out?” Mom asked me.
I shrugged and let it drop out of my mouth to hang on the strap. Hannah did some sort of one-handed gymnastics and unhooked the clip. I felt Hannah start bouncing me a bit like I used to do with Lily to calm her.
“Ready to get your pictures taken?” She asked.
“I guess… I just want to get it over with.” I told her quietly.
“You never know; you might have fun,” she told me.
“I hate pictures…?”
“No, you used to hate pictures,” she told me, “now you’re an adorable little princess. All princesses LOVE getting their pictures taken.” She chose that moment to tickle my side a little. I giggled and had to smile. It was weird having all of the tricks I used to use against Lily used against me - especially since most of them worked!
“Mrs. Hammerstein?” A lady in jeans and a sweater asked.
“Yes?”
“Come on back. We’re ready to take your daughter’s pictures.”
We followed her back to a studio that had a white background, ready to go first. Mom and Hannah set Lily and me down and began checking our appearance. Luckily my dress never wrinkled, but Lily’s had a little. Mom did the best she could to straighten it out, though. My hair was a bit crooked, but that was sorted through quickly.
“Okay, you want individual shots and some together?” The lady asked Mom.
“Please,” she said.
“Which princess first?” The photographer asked in the high pitch mama voice.
“I’ll go,” I said. If I was a good example, maybe Lily would be quicker…
‘Good girl,’ Caireen said in my head. ‘Now pretend to have fun and enjoy it too!’
“How old are you?”
I held my two fingers up, “This many!”
“They’re both two, actually,” Mom told her. The lady looked at her, and she said, “Ten months apart.”
“Ouch,” the lady said. “I assume this princess is the older one?”
Mom nodded.
“Okay, Princess, what’s your name?”
“Sofia,” I replied.
“Well, Sofia, that dress is beautiful! And your tiara too! Why don’t you sit...” She took pictures of me standing in front of the white background, sitting crisscross style, leaning on a number two, and crawling on the floor quickly before doing the same with Lily. She then had us sit together with the number and then some other poses together before repeating the same steps with two different backgrounds. One, we used a gigantic teddy bear as a prop. Mom and Hannah also joined in at times; one of the photos I hoped turned out had me sitting in Hannah’s lap. She had always been one of my best friends, but she was quickly turning into a big sister.
I actually had fun, smiled, giggled, and was probably a photographer’s dream happy baby. Of course, Lily got a little grouchy at the end, but I told her, “Come on, good princesses, smile!” and she bought into it.
In the end, the lady said, “I have never had two more well-behaved toddlers for photos. Ever! You should look into a modeling agency for Sofia. She’d make a fortune as a model.”
Mom smiled, “You’re not the first person to tell me that. When will you have proofs for us to look at?”
“Well, we’re pretty dead right now. If you want to come back in an hour, we can have printed proofs, or you’re welcome to look and pick from the computer screen in a couple minutes.”
Mom shook her head, “We’ll come back; I like having a print in hand to choose from.” She paused, “Plus, I think they both need to have a diaper change and burn off some energy.”
The lady laughed, “At least you’re probably close to being through with changing that many diapers.”
“Hopefully,” Mom said, as I noticed she eyed Lily. I would probably never grow up past that; we both knew that.
Mom grabbed my hand in one hand and Lily’s in the other. “Come on, you two, let’s go change your diapers.”
‘It would be nice if she wouldn’t announce that to the world...’ I thought.
‘You’re a baby; your potty habits are public record,’ Caireen said. I could feel the smirk on her face.
Chapter 13: Grandma
LILY AND I walked down the hallway to the bathroom, holding Mom’s hands. Mom changed both of us, this time on the changing table. “Okay, we need to get the stroller out of the car,” she said. “I don’t think Hannah wants to carry you all day Sofia.”
“I can walk, you know,” I told her quietly. Hannah was holding me tight.
Hannah whispered back, “A normal two-year-old wouldn’t walk the whole day, though.”
She was right.
Back at the car, Mom pulled out a new double stroller that she had bought online and had express shipped to the house. The stroller was a classic design that had one seat behind the other. Mom put Lily in the front, and Hannah placed me in the back. “Why am I sitting in the back?” I asked.
“Eyes,” Mom said.
I hadn’t even thought about my eyes… I wondered if the photographer noted them.
“May I have my pacifier?” I asked, suddenly nervous again.
Hannah reattached the clip and placed it in my mouth, and we were back shopping. I was very bored for the next hour as we walked from one store to another, mostly keeping Lily and me in the stroller. Mom picked out a dozen new outfits for me and a couple for Lily. Still, we mostly walked and looked with them, occasionally dressing us as their living dolls. The only place I got enthusiastic about shopping was the Disney store, where I found a couple of costume dresses I liked. Mom also bought Lily and me each a princess doll there. Several times as they walked, girls would say, ‘Oh my God, your daughters are sooooo cute!’
We were in Sears, and I really was getting thirsty. “Mommy?” I got her attention.
“Yes, Sofia?”
“I’m thirsty.”
“Okay, just a minute,” Mom said. I heard her messing with the bag behind my seat for a moment. I listened to a cap pop, and she handed me my bottle of apple juice.
“Umm… thanks,” I said. “No sippy cup?”
“Why? You love your bottle!” Mom said with a smile.
I just began nursing from it slowly as she kept shopping before finally we returned to the portrait studio. “Ah, you’re back!” The lady said, “Come over here to the counter, and you can look at the proofs.”
Lily was out for the count in the stroller in front of me, her head lulled to the side. Seeing her asleep, Hannah pulled me out of the stroller and placed me on the counter so I could see. The pictures of me were perfect! I did look like a child model… except for the eyes. There was just something unnatural about the shade of green, and I didn’t think my being two years old would keep that from being noticed. Mom and Hannah chose their selections of three pictures of each of us individually, two of Lily and me, two with Mom and the two of us, and finally, one of all four to get printed.
“They’ll be ready about four if you want to stop back by?” The lady offered.
“Great! We’ll be back then. Come on, Princess,” Mom said as she put me back into the stroller.
The journey back to the car was made, both of us were strapped into our car seats, and Mom pulled away.
“Where are we going now?”
“Grandma’s,” Mom said.
“Oh,” I said nervously.
“It’ll be fine,” Mom reassured me.
I watched the streets and buildings pass by and sucked nervously at my pacifier. I had heard many cruel things from Grandma directed towards Mergents over the years. I clearly remembered a year ago, we saw a lady with GSD that looked like a half-human/half-bear person at the mall. Grandma had loudly said, “I can’t believe they let that animal inside!”
‘She can’t hurt you physically,’ Caireen reassured me.
‘She’s my mom’s mother, though, Caireen. I don’t want to be why she doesn’t love my Mom anymore...’
‘You have one of the smartest mothers I have ever met, Sofia. I guarantee she would blame her mother, not you.’
The drive seemed to take both forever and be too quick. I noticed my diaper growing wetter as we pulled into the driveway. ‘Great, I’m meeting my Grandma as my new self, AND I need a diaper change.’
Not wanting to antagonize my grandmother, I took my pacifier out of my mouth, unclipped the clip, and pulled out my purse wherever it disappeared. I quickly put it in there and then put my purse back. Mom watched me in the mirror and gave me a smile and a nod. “Good idea,” she said.
“I’ll take Sofia. Would you take Lily, please?” Mom said to Hannah.
“Sure,” Hannah said. So they went to each of our doors, and I was soon let out of the car seat.
Mom reached under my dress and felt my wet diaper. “I’ll change you once I figure out how your grandma will take this.”
I nodded and held onto her as she grabbed the diaper bag, and we walked up to the door. Mom opened the door, “Mom, we’re here!”
“My land, Rachel, who is this beautiful little girl?” She said as she saw me.
“This is Sofia,” Mom said.
“One of Lily’s friends?” She asked as she hugged Mom and moved on to hug Lily in Hannah’s arms.
“No, Nicko!” Lily said.
The world ground to a halt for a moment then. ‘Really, Lily?!?!’ I thought to myself.
‘She’s a two-year-old; you know it’s a requirement that she blurt out embarrassing things inappropriately.’ Caireen said.
I had to agree with her. I watched Grandma’s face as she turned to look at me again. “She’s just pretending, right?” she asked Mom.
Mom sighed, and I felt her squeeze me reassuringly. “No, Mom, Nicko emerged last week, and his EFP, or rather her EFP, transformed him.”
“I knew you should never have married that no good husband of yours!” She started.
“Mom, stop right there. I know you have some extreme beliefs against Mergents...” Mom said all this in a calm, soothing voice, “but it’s not true. I love my child no matter what they may be, and that won’t change. If you can’t do the same, please tell me now, and we’ll turn right back around and never come back.”
I saw the hurt on Grandma’s face and felt terrible.
“But…”
“Look at her, Mom. I promise you she’s the most beautiful grandchild you could ask for. She’s just as sweet as she always was, and all either of us wants you to do is just to love us.”
Grandma cried and said, “I’m sorry; I promise I’ll behave. Please don’t ever think I could walk away from you, Rachel.” She came over and hugged Mom, and said, “May I hold her?”
Mom passed me to her, and she said, “Well, you are a beautiful baby, my dear. Why did you end up like this?” She asked.
“I woke up sick and saw my sister in the hall… I guess I was thinking about how it would be nice to still have Mom hold me like she did when Lily got sick... Next thing I know, I’m a two-year-old baby girl.”
“Wearing diapers?” She asked in surprise as she readjusted her hold on me and felt it. “And a wet one?”
I buried my head in her shoulder, “Sorry… I can’t help it.”
“Let me see that diaper bag, Rachel,” Grandma said. I looked surprised, “What, you don’t think I can change diapers still?”
Grandma carried me to the room that served as her spare bedroom. Inside was a large dresser we used to change Lily on when we were there. Grandma sat me down next to it, laid out the changing pad, and then picked me up. “Let’s get those tights down, huh?”
I lay patiently while Grandma changed me almost exactly like Mom, but it was sweeter somehow. Maybe that was because she didn’t change a dozen diapers a day or something. “Where did you get that pretty tiara?” she asked me.
“It was a gift,” I said simply.
“From?”
I sighed, “From the goddess who bonded with me.”
“Goddess?” She said, “There’s only one God,” she said tersely.
“Call her a being then, Grandma. She’s very powerful.”
“Do you have powers now?” She asked as she pulled my tights back up.
“Yes, but I’m barely learning how to use them,” I told her.
“What can you do?” She asked me.
“I can change my dollies clothes,” I said with a smile.
“Umm… well, that’s special,” she said.
Mom had Emie in her hands from a second trip to the car. When she handed me Emie, I changed her into a one-piece jumpsuit like Mom had purchased for me earlier.
“Whoa!” She said and glared at me. “Can we pretend you’re a normal baby now?” Then, she paused, “It’ll be easier for me to get used to?”
I nodded as she hugged me in thanks, picked me up, and carried me to the living room, where Hannah played with Lily on the floor. She held me in her lap and sat on the opposite side as Mom on the couch. “So, I assume Sofia is all registered and such?”
Mom nodded, “We took care of that first thing Monday.”
“What now?” She asked.
“Well… after Christmas, she’s going to go to a school in the Northeast.”
“A Mergent school?” She asked, a little bit of prejudice showing, but I could tell she was trying.
“Yes,” Mom said simply.
“They have a preschool program?” She asked without any malice.
“No, I’ll be going to high school, I think,” I told her.
“You’re a little young for a high schooler, plus they’re usually potty trained?” She suggested.
“I know, but it’s just part of what I get to deal with. It’s like having a disability with the diapers.”
“And you really don’t have any control?” She asked.
I shook my head but tried not to look ashamed in front of her. “I have less control than Lily, I think.”
“Yes, speaking of Lily, when are you going to potty train her? She’s about six months overdue if you ask me, Rachel.”
“After Christmas,” Mom said simply, “it’d be too hard right now with her big sister still in diapers. It’ll be a bit easier when she goes away to school.”
Grandma looked at me for a moment and just sighed. “So this tiara of hers - I see Lily has one just like it?”
I shook my head, “No, it’s a lot different; it just looks similar. I made it for her to keep her from feeling jealous. Mom wanted me to wear mine today.”
“And just why do you even need a tiara?” She asked me.
“Because I’m a princess now,” I told her matter-of-factly.
“Of COURSE you are,” she said and laughed a little, “I forgot all little girls are really princesses.”
I decided not to correct her, and Mom didn’t either.
We spent about an hour talking there. During this, the criticisms never really stopped. Grandma went on about me being too light, about my eyes being pretty but, still obviously, those of a Mergent. Lily needs to be potty trained, and a billion other nitpicking things came up. It’s part of why Mom didn’t come to see her that often - it wore on you. Eventually, Grandma said, “Well, shall we go out to eat lunch?”
Hannah ended up in the middle seat between the two car seats and seemed squished. Luckily it wasn’t far to the restaurant. Mom carried Lily into the restaurant, and Grandma had me. “You are way too light,” she told me quietly while we waited for them to get a table with two high chairs ready.”
I blushed.
“You do eat, right?” She asked.
“Umm… you could say that,” I whispered back.
“Rachel for five?” the hostess said and led us to the ready table. Lily and I were placed into the seats, put on our bibs, and sat there coloring on the menu while we waited for Mom to order for us. Thankfully we’d already talked before that I wanted the chicken alfredo! The waitress preemptively brought us a box, thinking we would need it. Instead, she and my grandmother were shocked to see I daintily finished every bite! Mom checked Lily’s diaper where she was sitting in the high chair and said, “I’m going to go change Lily’s diaper. Do you need to be changed too, Sofia?”
I had to nod. Hannah picked me up from the high chair and sat me down on the ground. Mom grabbed Lily and my hands and walked us back to the bathroom. We had to wait for another mom to change her newborn’s diaper before Mom could use the station for Lily and me. After she washed her hands, we went right back to the table. By the time we got back, the check was paid by Grandma, and she and Hannah were ready to go.
Grandma decided to go shopping with us. We started at Costco, then Kohl’s, Buy-Buy-Baby, and another mall before returning to the photo shop at the mall we started at in the morning. Mom decided to be brave and go without the stroller since we had both been getting antsy inside it. “Come on, slowpoke,” Hannah prodded me when I stopped to look at a window display of pretty dresses on our way in.
Mom and Grandma had just gone up to the counter to talk to the man while Hannah, Lily, and I stood outside the store. Someone grabbed me all of a sudden and started running.
“What are you doing?” I screamed.
It wasn’t Hannah! Someone was kidnapping me!!!!!!
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Chapter 14: Back Road
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 14: Back Road
“PUT ME DOWN!” I screamed loudly.
“Shut up, freak!!!” A man said as he found the pacifier clipped to my dress and shoved it in my mouth.
“I warned you!” I said around my pacifier as I touched his body with my hand and pushed a charge of magic into it. I didn’t have time to think about ley lines or technique; I did it by instinct.
That’s when all Hell really broke loose. He fell like a sack of coal, but his momentum carried us forward. I tumbled across the floor, and my head hit the tile floor hard! I wanted to cry and could feel some tears begin to stream out of my eyes.
“Oh my God, someone call 911!” A lady screamed.
“That baby’s a Mergent!”
“Someone, get that baby! It’s a freak of nature!”
I looked around at the unfriendly faces for a second before I picked myself off the ground and began running as quickly as I could back down the hallway I’d come. People tried chasing me, but I ran between the legs of the adults and around mothers pushing strollers, and I was sure I was putting the mile time from the other day to shame. ‘Caireen, is there any way for me to move faster?’ I asked.
‘You already are. You need to find your Mommy.’
‘Duh!’ I said.
Fortunately for me, I spotted Hannah not far from me. “Hannah!!!” I cried! When I got close to her, I leaped into her arms.
“Oh my God, I was so worried,” she said as she caught me and hugged me tightly.
“We’re not out of the woods. Where’s Mom…?”
“That girl has her; come on!” I heard a voice yell.
“Run, Hannah!” I told her.
Suddenly, the world seemed to almost freeze in place as more things happened at once than my brain could process immediately. First, I noticed that Hannah’s eyes changed colors to a green almost identical to mine. Then, before I could even gasp, she began glowing green like a glow stick… Finally, she shouted, “You won’t hurt her!” A shockwave of green light flew out from her towards the mob chasing us.
‘What the Hell?’ I screamed in my brain.
Hannah staggered a bit, then she sat down suddenly while barely holding onto me. Luckily Mom and Grandma were right there by then. Mom asked Grandma, “Mom, can you help Hannah?”
Grandma nodded while Mom picked up Lily. Grandma put her shoulder underneath Hannah’s arm and began helping her move down the hallway. I ran alongside them as we retreated to the parking lot as quickly as possible. As we made it through the doors, I thought we might just make it away safely without any other pursuit… but that wasn’t to be.
We had just about made it to the car when a dozen men began running towards us with ski masks over their faces. “I’ll take care of this,” I told Mom.
“But…”
“We’ll never make it past them, even in the car. I’ll take care of it. Get Lily strapped in and Hannah in there. Leave the door open for me to jump into.”
Thankfully my mom decided not to argue and just started doing what I’d told her.
As the crowd approached, I found six lines for a blast right in front of them and let loose. A green ball of energy flew from my hand and struck true about eight feet in front of where they were. A sudden explosion nearly knocked me to the ground! The blast was terrifying, and a vast crater formed in the asphalt where I had aimed. All of our pursuers were blown backward and lay still on the ground. Car alarms blared all around me, and windows were shattered all around the crater. I only caught that with a glance as I turned to jump into the car, closed the door, and screamed, “Go!”
Mom sped away with screeching tires. I clambered into my car seat, and Hannah shakily latched the straps for me. “Are you okay, Hannah?”
“I think so. I’m so glad you’re okay!!!!” She said, and there were tears in her eyes.
“Mom, drive to Grandma’s as fast as you can.”
“Why there?” Mom asked.
“I’m hoping she’ll let us borrow her car to buy a little more time. Then we need to get back to Los Alamos as quickly as possible. Hannah will have the EPC all over her if we’re not careful!”
“That’s fine,” Grandma said. “We’ll put your car in the garage to try and kill a bit more time.”
“Won’t they be watching the road to Los Alamos?” Hannah asked.
“Probably, but we’ll take the back road through Jemez Springs instead,” I suggested.
Mom nodded and pulled through the streets as quickly as she could without getting pulled over.
I pulled my purse from the space it was kept, pulled out my cell phone from where I had left it that morning, and dialed Dad. “Daddy!” I practically shouted in relief.
“Sofia? What’s wrong?”
“We’re in trouble… Someone tried kidnapping me, and I used magic to take him down. Some Sanguis Primum types tried to grab me, but I escaped to Hannah, who chose that moment to emerge herself… She used some sort of energy to blast at the people following me, which made a huge blast to knock them over.”
“So, you got away?”
“In the parking lot, there were more, so I used my magic and blasted a spell in front of them… it might look like a bomb went off,” I said, embarrassed.
“Where are you now?”
“We’re heading to Grandma’s to trade cars for hers and leave her there.”
“Which way are you planning on coming home?”
“The back way,” I said.
“I’ll see if I can get some friends to help you. Be careful.”
“Okay, talk to you later. Love you.”
“Love you too.”
“Dad’s going to try and get us some help,” I said as Mom pulled into the driveway. Grandma had a garage opener in her purse, used it to open the door, and was in her car quicker than I believed she could be at her age. She pulled it out, and we parked our car and switched out the car seats before jumping in her car. Quick hugs were exchanged, and Mom took off quickly.
“Are you okay, Hannah?” I asked as we drove. I was glad she didn’t seem to be going through an immediate burnout like I did.
“I think so. People and a lot of objects have these weird glowing auras around them now…?”
I nodded, “You definitely emerged too! And you nailed those guys; thank you for that!”
“You’re welcome, Sofia, but I couldn’t let anyone hurt you. When I saw those guys coming to attack you, I felt something pop inside and… it’s weird.”
“What’s weird?” Mom asked.
“The last week, Sofia has mattered to me because she’s been like my little sister, but now she seems different. I really don’t think I can describe it…?”
‘She bonded to you,’ Caireen said with a gasp.
‘What do you mean?’
I felt her sigh. ‘It means I have to share you with two other mothers now.’
“WHAT?!?!” I screamed aloud.
“What’s wrong, honey?” Mom asked, frantically looking around.
“You’re fine, Mom. Keep driving.” I said, not wanting to mention it.
“You know what it is?” Hannah asked.
I nodded, “Do you?”
“I think so… sorry,” she said.
“What, it’s not like you could help it?” I suggested, “We’ll talk about it when we get home.”
“If we get home…?” Hannah said nervously.
Mom took a back route through Rio Rancho to Bernalillo and then down the road to San Ysidro, where we would turn. Just before she made the turn, my phone rang. “Hello?”
“Sofia, it’s a good thing you went the other way. The news is showing a group of Sanguis Primum has set up roadblocks the other way to catch the suspects in a heinous terrorist attack.”
“Great, nothing on this route yet?”
“Not mentioned on the news yet, but that doesn’t mean they aren’t there. Unfortunately, one of the ‘features’ of Los Alamos for the government is there are only two ways in and out. You might try and disguise yourselves if you can.”
“Doh! How come I didn’t think about that?” I said, annoyed. “I think we’re going to lose service here, Dad. Hope to see you soon.”
As soon as I hung up, I changed everyone’s clothes. Lily and I were now in frilly innocent-looking onesie rompers that showed the edges of diapers. Hannah’s outfit was altered into a Gi, and Mom’s into a business suit. Mom and Hannah’s hair colors also got changed to dark brown. I left mine alone for a while. I was prepared to make a shield around the car if we were attacked.
“Why am I wearing one of your uniforms?” Hannah asked.
“Well, would you prefer a cheerleading outfit?” I asked.
“No…” she said thoughtfully. “I think a sweater and jeans stick out less, don’t you?”
I sighed, “That’s why I had you wear that. It’ll make your clothes stand out and not your eyes.”
“Oh.”
Mom drove down the twisty road through the Jemez Pueblo and the Mountains. In Jemez Springs, we spotted the first sign of trouble: a long line of traffic seemed to be running into a roadblock. “Hannah, can you get a bottle for Lily and me?”
“Now?” She asked.
“Now, I’ll look more innocent,” I said with conviction. “Then act like you’re napping.”
So it was that five minutes later, we pulled up to a roadblock of a county sheriff officer and some Sanguis Primum volunteers. The volunteers seemed to have been deputized and were all looking at vehicles. “Looks like you got your hands full, ma’am, the officer said while looking around the car with a flashlight.”
Mom laughed, “At times, it feels that way.”
“Where you coming from?”
“Las Cruces, my oldest had a tournament there today.” She nodded towards Hannah, “It always amazes me how tired she is after her adrenaline wears down. Anyway, I heard there was some sort of Mergent problem the other direction to town, so I decided to play it safe and drive this way.”
He nodded and shined a light at me in the car seat. I could feel it somehow, even though I had my eyes shut. I hoped I looked like I was sleepily nursing on my bottle. “Cute daughters,” he said, “Yeah, we’re keeping an eye out for a couple of dangerous Mergents here. Have you seen anything suspicious on your drive up?”
Mom shook her head, “It’s been a quiet drive until we ran into this checkpoint. I hope you catch the Mergent filth you’re looking for.”
“Me too,” he said, “go ahead and move along,” he said.
Mom drove away, and I waited forty seconds before I dared breathe. She moved through the small town and sped away at the limits down the highway to Los Alamos. “I can’t believe that worked,” Mom said.
“Don’t get cocky, Mom; they’ll probably have another guard looking out at the guard station going into Los Alamos. Hopefully, Dad at least was able to help out with that...” I sat in the car and watched the steep cliffs and forest go by. The snow from last week was still around, and it was beautiful. I noticed I still had half a bottle of milk left and nervously nursed the rest. I never once felt sleepy as we continued up the mountain. It was at the Caldera entrance that we hit another checkpoint - this one an EPC run checkpoint that seemed to have hastily been put into place.
“I have a bad feeling about this one, Mom. But, play it like we did the last one. If they get suspicious, gun the engine and don’t stop until we get to Los Alamos.”
Everything was going well until they ran the license plate and discovered it was registered to Grandma, “Ma’am, we need you to step out of the vehicle. The Mergent scum in your car are to be taken in.” He said as he leveled a pistol at her. I activated the shield spell and said, “Go, Mom!” At the same time, I also fired spells at the cars they had and obliterated their transportation.
The next fifteen minutes of my life were the most terrifying moments I had ever experienced! Mom drove like a crazed lunatic through the switchbacks down the mountain and into town.
“There’s a helicopter up there!” Hannah cried out halfway down.
As I tried to see from my limited view, I saw a blue electrical pulse flying toward us. Fortunately, my shield stopped it and the energy dissolved. My shield seemed undamaged, but I felt it was slightly weaker. Fifteen or so shots of that or a few more powerful blasts would probably knock my shield down! Then, just as I was getting ready to shoot off a spell attack, Hannah rolled her window down and sent another of those bright green balls of energy at the helicopter. The ball exploded against the rear of the helicopter’s engine.
“They’re really not going to like us,” I said.
“Oh my God, I didn’t mean to!” Hannah said.
“Hannah, it’s okay. They would have done much worse things to us.” I told her as it went down, “Besides, some of them probably made it off and are just going to deal with broken bones.” I doubted all made it, but they weren’t too high above the ground when they crashed...
Finally, the lights of the town came into focus, and we could see flashing police lights waiting for us. Fortunately, they were Military Police vehicles, and I was eternally grateful as they welcomed us into town and then asked us to step out of the car. Dad was standing there beside one of the chief security officers.
Mom grabbed Lily and me out of our car seats and launched herself at Dad in a hug. “Get in here!” I told Hannah as she looked sheepishly around.
“Mrs. Hammerstein, is everyone alright?” He asked.
Mom sniffed her nose and nodded, “Mostly, I have two poopy babies, though.”
I hadn’t even noticed.
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Chapter 15: Bonded
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 15: Bonded
AN HOUR LATER, we were in a secure area of the Los Alamos labs with military guards outside our conference room. Lily was cuddled up in Mom’s lap while I was in Dad’s. Hannah’s parents were there, along with the chief of security, Dad’s boss, and a representative from the EPC.
“I demand you turn custody of these two Mergents over to us immediately!” A flustered EPC agent demanded. “I have warrants for their arrest in the attempted murder of 20 people in Albuquerque. We’ll also be charging them for the attempted murder of 8 EPC officers up at the Caldera, Murder, and attempted murder of EPC agents when they shot down a helicopter, among other charges!”
“No.” The Captain of Security, Robert Jennings, said simply and unemotionally.
“But…”
“The facts are pretty clear in the first part, sir. They defended themselves from a mob after Emerald Baby defended herself from a kidnapper. Your agents only were attacked when they were abusive and said ‘Mergent scum’ as they tried to detain them. I think anyone would doubt their safety in that instance.”
“But…”
“They have a video recording of this that I have viewed. Furthermore, these Mergents have Government EIDs and fall under our jurisdiction.”
“I’ll fight this!” the gentleman fumed.
“I’m sure you will. Sergeant Weathers, please escort this man and all other EPC agents out of town. The EPC has no jurisdiction here.”
When he left, I looked at Hannah, “When did you get your card?”
“Actually, that was a bit of a stretch of the truth. We’ll need to take Miss Rayburn and test her immediately for one, but I don’t think it’s a good idea for your daughters to remain here much longer,” he said to our parents.
Mom nodded, tears coming out of her eyes, “You’re right.”
“Is there any way we can see if Bechtel can take both of them right away?” Dad asked.
A knock sounded on the conference room door as if to answer the question before it even came from his mouth. Another uniformed Sergeant stepped in, “Talia Hensley just arrived, sir.”
“Excellent timing,” Robert said.
Mrs. Hensley walked in a moment later and smiled at us. “How are you doing?” She said to us as a group. “It’s good to see you again, Robert, Mr. and Mrs. Hammerstein, Sofia,” she said politely. “I’m Talia Hensley, the headmistress at Bechtel Preparatory School,” she said to Hannah and her parents.
“How are you here so quickly?” Dad asked, surprised.
“Sofia has some interesting abilities that left her flagged in our system. We prefer to take students at a semester break at this point, but if something like what just happened goes on, we like to be ready to move things sooner.”
“So, you can take her now?” Mom asked.
“Sort of; I have to work out one last thing. I suspect it’s going to be just fine, though,” Mrs. Hensley told Mom. “Mr. and Mrs. Rayburn, based on what happened with Hannah, that she would also benefit from coming to Bechtel. Unfortunately, the EPC will be breathing down her back for some time. I believe, like the Hammersteins, you don’t actually live in Los Alamos?”
Hannah’s dad shook his head, “No, we live outside too. The lab’s protection only extends through Los Alamos?” he asked Mr. Jennings.
“That’s correct. Since the labs were historically military-operated, we have retained the ability to send those EPC scumbags out of town at our leisure. The problem is that if you exit town, they can do whatever they want again.”
“Your school, it’s also free of this issue?” her dad asked her.
“Yes. Historically we’ve had many students who have found the school to be a safe haven from EPC witch hunts.”
“It’s a good school?” Hannah’s mom asked, “I mean… I never expected Hannah to be a Mergent…” she sounded shocked. “And,” her voice cracked, “I never thought I would have to send her away for school so soon...”
“You would, of course, be welcome to visit, and your daughters are always welcome to come home for breaks. I wouldn’t recommend them visiting for Christmas, though. The EPC probably won’t let up until at least March when they’ll likely have had some bigger fish to fry.”
I watched both of our moms burst into tears at that. “You said there was one more issue?” Dad asked.
“Well, we still need someone to roommate with Sofia and help her with... “
“Diapers and babysitting?” I asked.
“Yes.”
“I’ll do it,” Hannah said.
“Are you sure?” Mrs. Hensley asked.
“I don’t think I could let anyone else do it,” Hannah said.
“I’m sure someone else could,” Hannah’s mom started.
“No, Mom, I mean I physically and emotionally couldn’t let someone else do it.”
“What do you mean, Hannah?” Mrs. Hensley asked.
I answered, “Mrs. Hensley, when I jumped into Hannah’s arms, with everyone chasing after me, that was when she emerged. Just as I ended up with the EFP of a baby… I think she ended up with the EFP of a mother.” I looked sheepishly at Mom, “Caireen complained that she had to share me with two other mothers. This kind of confirmed it to me.”
“A true bonding… that is unique,” Mrs. Hensley said. “In that case, I think we’ll take both girls as roommates. Do you need a crib, or can Caireen help you modify your room?” she asked me.
‘Caireen?’
‘I get to make another nursery!’ she sounded happy.
I groaned internally, “We’ll take care of it,” I told her.
“Okay then, Robert, have you finished processing Hannah’s GEID yet?”
“We haven’t tested her yet…?”
“Can you make the GEID, and we’ll test her at Bechtel? We retest everyone there anyway, and it would let us settle them in tonight. I’ll send her test results to log into the system by Tuesday.”
“Give me a half-hour?” He suggested.
“Good, that’ll give the girls a chance to say goodbye to their parents and me to get an extra teleporter to help them out.”
“What about my clothes and stuff?” Hannah asked.
“We’ll ship them to you,” her mom said.
The next thirty minutes were tear-filled. Mom insisted on changing my diaper before we left, and I hugged my sister and parents, clinging to them until it was time to go. “Be good for Hannah,” Mom told me.
“Mom, she’s my best friend?”
“And, apparently, another mother now. She has my full permission to discipline you or whatever she needs to do.”
“But…”
“Sofia, that’s not up for debate. You’re in a two-year-old’s body - and you sometimes act like it too.”
I sighed, “I’ll be good, like always, Mom!”
Finally, the time came, and Mrs. Hensley directed us to follow her to an area that wasn’t warded against teleporters. Hannah held me on her right hip, so I could see a little bit. Mom had given her Lily and my diaper bag with four bottles that had been rinsed out, some diapers, and a few extra pacifiers. She promised to ship me some other clothes and more diapers the next day with express shipping.
We came to an area marked “Teleporter port,” with a dozen armed Marines standing guard.
Two people there looked to be in a uniform that said Bechtel on the shirts. “Good evening Mrs. Hensley,” an older one said.
“Hi Tom, these two ladies are going back with us,” she said.
“The baby?” He asked, surprised.
“Come on, Tom, you know better than to judge by appearance,” she chided with a smile at the man with some decidedly canine-looking features on his face.
“Right, Mrs. Hensley.”
“Okay, young lady,” he said to Hannah, “I’m going to grab onto your elbow; hold on tight to the baby.”
A moment later, our parents were gone, and we were no longer in Los Alamos. Instead, we stood outside a large building on the street. “Welcome to Bechtel, ladies,” Mrs. Hensley said from beside us. “Normally, we would have a meeting and complete some paperwork when you arrive. But, given it is nearly midnight, I think it’s better to take you to your dorm and get you settled in.” She paused, “Umm… Hannah, because of Sofia, I have a dorm I want to place you in… Please don’t be offended by it when you discover more about it.
“Huh?” We both said, but she didn’t explain any further.
A very pretty-looking, short Hispanic girl came up the path just then. “Mrs. Lang asked me to see you and help some new students?”
‘Be careful. This girl is very powerful,’ Caireen told me.
“Yes, Esmie,” she pointed towards us, “these two will be joining Trident House. Mrs. Lang will help them find a room there.”
“Okay, no problem!” She said with a beautiful voice and beckoned us to follow her. “I’m sorry, I’m Esmie,” she said, and you are?”
“I’m Sofia, and this is Hannah,” I said.
Esmie kept walking, “I assume Sofia, you’re actually older than you look?”
I laughed, “Sort of… at least I was.”
“Sounds like an interesting story,” she said.
“That it is,” I agreed.
“Any chance I can hear it?”
“Tomorrow?” I suggested. “It’s been a long day…?”
“If you arrived in the middle of the night with Mrs. Hensley and teleporters, I imagine it was!” she agreed.
Esmie stopped just outside a building with a statue in front of it. It looked like a proper private school dorm from the movies, with nothing terrifying about it - and that made me nervous. “Look, there’s a lot that I need to fill you in about this school… But most of it can wait until tomorrow, though. Before we go in, I want to ensure you know about Trident.”
“What about it?” Hannah asked, “Mrs. Hensley alluded to something too.”
“We have a secret. Everyone here is either a changeling or prefers non-traditional relationships.”
“They’re gay, in other words?” I asked.
“Sofia Elizabeth!” Hannah hissed, shocking me with her motherly use of my middle name.
“What? I’m not knocking it.” I felt a bit bad.
“So, I’m assuming Sofia, you are a changeling?” She asked me.
I nodded, “In about every way.”
“Hannah?” she asked, and I looked up to see Hannah blushing.
“Hannah?” I asked softly, confused.
“I’ll fit in here,” she said with a smile. “Leave it at that,” she said as much to me as to Esmie. “Don’t worry, we’ll keep the dorm’s secret.”
Meanwhile I felt like a bomb had been dropped on me! Hannah had never told me, or anyone else that I knew of!
Esmie smiled at us, “Welcome to Trident!”
It was quiet as we entered the front doors, and a kindly older lady with stern eyes greeted us. “Good evening Esmie,” she said, “Go ahead and head up to your room. I’ll see to these two now.”
“Thanks, Esmie,” I said, joined by Hannah’s voice.
“Ladies, my name is Mrs. Lang. I’m the house mother for Trident.”
“Nice to meet you, I’m Hannah, and this is Sofia,” Hannah said.
“If I didn’t know any better, I would say Sofia was your daughter?” she asked.
We both blushed, “Not by birth,” I said.
“How old were you before you changed?” She asked me.
“Eighteen.”
“I see, Hannah; you were the same age?”
“Yes, I guess at least I don’t think I’ve changed ages like Sofia…?”
She smiled at Hannah and continued, “Anyway, we are fortunate enough to have an empty dorm room on the freshman floor. I hope the regular beds work for Sofia?”
“Mrs. Hensley is expecting me to change it,” I said simply.
“Alright then.” She showed us where the bathrooms were and led us to our room. It was a pretty good-sized room, in all honesty, but I hoped it would be big enough for whatever Caireen had in mind. “Do you need any bedding?” She asked curiously.
‘Caireen?’
‘Nope, I’m going to take care of everything!’ She said with a giddiness that made me fearful.
“I’ll be making it,” I assured her.
She looked suspiciously at me in Hannah’s arms but shrugged and said, “Good night, ladies; I need you ready to go at eight so you can get your breakfast. You have an appointment at one to begin sorting out the next few days for yourselves out.”
“Okay, Sofia,” she said as she sat me down on the floor, “do your thing?”
‘Caireen, you want to just take over, and I’ll watch? I’m exhausted,’ I confessed the last bit with a little bit of shame.
‘Absolutely!’
For the next twenty minutes, Caireen worked spells that I tried to follow but didn’t have a chance to do so. It was advanced magic that was way beyond my understanding. At the end of it, we stood in the prettiest and most girly room I could imagine existed on the planet. Everything, including the existing furniture, closet doors, and wardrobes, had been changed to a white color with fancy molding along the ceiling and the walls a couple feet from the floor. The drop ceiling tiles had been transformed into a plaster ceiling with many decorative sculpted accents. Two medium size crystal chandeliers hung down to illuminate the room. Glass wall sconces now adorned the wall. The floor was cushioned by a very soft, light lavender carpet.
The walls of the room appeared to have been split into two personalities. Hannah’s featured a pretty deep lavender color with an extensive, bold black sketch of a tree with music notes and hearts interspersed.
Mine featured a mural of the castle from the Sofia the First show and the characters painted on it in painstaking detail. My mural spanned both of my walls, just as her color spanned her wall. An accent color was visible along the wall portions around the closets and wardrobes. The room itself seemed to have somehow grown larger by at least double.
Hannah had a beautiful white four-poster bed with elegant bedding and lots of lace on the curtains that came down. Somehow, a minor detail or two made it seem older fashioned and retro than the little girl’s dream bedding that was mine. I felt both excited and diabetic from looking at my side of the room. A round crib with a canopy over it was just offset from the wall. A changing table leaned against the wall opposite the doorway. It was all styled very similarly to my nursery in the castle, which didn’t surprise me since the same person decorated this one! My bedding was a light pink, and I could see the crib had emerald jeweled accents along the top and bottom rails and ornate carvings of tiaras along the rails.
Each of us was allotted desks along a wall. One was obviously mine by the size, and computers rested on both. A rocking chair was conveniently located in one corner of the room, with a soft pink and green baby blanket hanging over the back. There were bookshelves for both of us, with one shelf completely filled with picture books. A toy chest sat next to the wall, most likely filled with toys. Hannah confirmed that when she went to open it.
“Wow,” Hannah said.
“Too much?” I asked.
“Way,” she giggled. “This is the princess bedroom I dreamed about since I was a little girl!”
“Well, we both have it now,” I said while shaking my head.
Without warning, she picked me up and walked me over to the changing table. She noticed diapers there and said, “Caireen, Your Majesty, thank you for this.”
‘Tell her she’s welcome,’ Caireen said.
“She said you’re welcome.”
Hannah had me stripped from the romper and the soaked diaper I was wearing in no time. She left me strapped on the changing table and walked to the closets. Inside she found a light green nightgown with as much lace as anything I had seen at Caireen’s castle. “This is adorable!” She said.
I sighed and agreed, “It’s very pretty.”
She had it on over my head and said, “Your mom said you normally have a bottle at night?”
I nodded, “and a story,” I paused, “I don’t expect that from you, though. It’s not like we have any milk in the room!”
Hannah nodded and sat me on the floor. “Let me see if Caireen left me anything to wear.” She opened the closet and saw a collection of modern and heirloom dresses. She found a pretty pink nightgown and began taking off her clothes. I was really embarrassed, but I couldn’t help but watch. When the Gi she was still wearing came undone, she stiffened.
Her bra was soaked.
“What the Hell?” she said. “Eew…” she pulled off her bra, and we both realized why she had that problem. She was lactating.
She just stared at me and didn’t say a word.
‘Caireen, what’s going on?’
‘I don’t know for sure...’
‘But?’
I felt her sigh, ‘I told you there was another mother… I think that’s why.’
‘Is she okay?’
‘Of course. Though if Hannah continues to lactate without having a baby pulling the milk out, it gets excruciating.’
“Say something Sofia,” Hannah said, “You had that ‘I’m talking to Caireen look’ on your face.”
Now I sighed too, “She said that it’s because you bonded with me.”
“Is that all?”
I shook my head, “she also mentioned that it will get pretty painful if you don’t have a way to remove it.”
“Is this a permanent thing?”
‘Is it?’
‘Maybe. Hannah might dry up like a normal mother if there’s not a baby feeding.’
‘But?’
‘But I have a feeling this is her EFP, just like yours is leaving you in diapers.’
“Great…” I said aloud. “She says you might dry up if there’s no baby feeding.”
“Or?”
“Or... this is your EFP.”
Hannah burst into tears then, and I ran up to hold her legs in a hug, at least. “What am I going to do? They already thought you were my daughter… Like I had you at sixteen!?!?! If I’m lactating…?” I held onto her for a moment before she picked me up and hugged me tightly.
Her face was really red when she pushed me back so I could see her face, “I wish it wasn’t so out of the question to have you help me…?”
“Help how?” I asked cautiously.
“Well, you’re the only baby I know around…” she paused, “and you got me into this mess.”
“I was your eighteen-year-old male best friend last week!” I whined.
“Well, you’re a baby this week,” she said with a smile.
I looked at her face and could see the discomfort showing. Hannah had been my best friend for years, and I could tell she was embarrassed beyond words right now too. “No one other than a doctor or our parents knows about this, right?” I asked.
“What happens in the nursery stays in the nursery,” she told me.
“Mom never follows that rule!”
“I promise not to announce your poopy diaper changes all over the school like she would.”
“Can I have that in writing?”
She tickled my side, “I guess shall we try this? If it’s too weird, you really don’t have to… I kind of feel like I need you to,” she told me honestly.
“I’m more worried about the two of us being so dependent on each other, but let’s give this a go,” I told her with a smile.
“You know, other than pretending to feed my dolls when I was little, I don’t know how to do this…?”
“Well, put me up there and hold me,” I told her.
So that’s what she did. I sucked tentatively a moment later before beginning a natural rhythm I felt I had no control over. “Does that taste okay, Sofia?” She asked me. I didn’t respond; my body was on autopilot, just like it was with Caireen in the castle. Eventually, when I had drained her first breast, she instinctively shifted me to the other side. While she was holding me, she began singing a lullaby. Her voice was beautiful and soothing. It left me feeling like I was in the safest place in the world. I was so comfortable! At some point, I must have fallen fast asleep.
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Chapter 16: Sofia-Proof
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 16: Sofia-Proof
I WOKE UP in Caireen’s arms as she picked me up out of my crib. “Oh, so those eyes do open?” She said sweetly.
“It was a long day,” I told her.
“I know,” she said and cuddled me tightly in her arms, “I was so worried things were not going to work out.”
“I knew they would,” I told her with a smile.
“Why?”
“Because I had you and my family, duh!”
“Well, I know you fed before bedtime, but I think you need breakfast,” she told me with a smirk.
She nursed me, and I reflected that it wasn’t so bad in my own private castle. What would happen if Hannah nursed me somewhere publicly, though?
It was only when she burped me like an infant that I realized I had finished. “Wow, you’re really not awake yet, are you?”
“I was just thinking,” I told her.
“About?”
“Can’t you tell?”
“Not when we’re here.”
“Oh… Well, there’s a stigma to breastfeeding in our world. I know you said it was normal in the past for the wet nurses to nurse royalty until later. But, still, in our world, it’s seen as really weird to be breastfeeding past the first birthday… and taboo past the second birthday. Let alone for an eighteen-year-old girl to breastfeed a two-year-old who looks like she must have had her when she was only a sophomore in high school… It’s not fair on Hannah, especially,” I told her with tears.
She hugged me, “I don’t think you need to worry as much as you think, Sofia. First of all, you are tiny for a two-year-old even. Most people would probably assume you were under two if that’s what you’re worried about.”
I nodded, “Maybe. But still, poor Hannah had a normal life, and all of a sudden, she’s like gotten locked into being the teenage mother of a freak.”
The spank on my bottom made it through the wet diaper without problems. “You are not a ‘freak,’ and I’d better never ever hear of you saying that again!”
I whimpered, “Sorry...”
“Okay, tell you what, why don’t we go ahead and pull Hannah in here? Maybe that will help both of you.”
“What about you, though?”
“What do you mean?”
“Aren’t you going to be jealous?”
She laughed, “Sweetie, I’m with you twenty-four hours a day, more than that because, with the day here, you end up with a thirty-eight-hour day each day. I’ll be fine.” She hugged me. “Let’s change that messy diaper, and then I’ll leave you to play while I go get Hannah.”
Caireen laid me down on the ornate table and got to work on changing a disgusting diaper. I never seemed to poop right away in the mornings at home, but in her land, I seemed to be as regular as my sister after dinner. Dinner… Breakfast. ‘I guess I just had a meal, didn’t I?’
I sighed as she pinned a new cloth diaper onto me and said, “Feel better now, butterfly?”
I smirked, “Is that my new nickname?”
“Well… one of many. A moment ago, it was Poopy Princess!”
I stuck my tongue out at her. “While I’m gone, I want you just to play. No magic practice right now.”
“Can I use magic to change my dollies’ clothes?” I asked with a smile.
“Well, of course, as long as you’re playing!”
I giggled as she tickled me, carried me over to the floor, and sat me on a rug next to my dollhouse. “I’ll be back - you be good!”
I had to laugh at the fact she would leave me alone. I mean, how much mischief could a two-year-old get into? Ask my sister… it’s impressive!
I must have been really focused on playing because I didn’t hear Hannah approach before she picked me up and threw me up into the air. “Hmm… You’re so light; this is easy!” She said as she caught me and threw me again.
She held me then and hugged me. “So, this is where you go every night while you sleep?”
I nodded, “Isn’t it beautiful?” Then, I paused, “Which way did you come?”
“I brought her through the front gates,” Caireen said, appearing behind her. “Why don’t we go to the garden and have tea?”
“Okay,” I said. I wriggled out of Hannah’s arms, grabbed Emie, and said, “Follow me!” Hannah dutifully followed me out to the garden. I had run at my top speed down the stairs, it was kind of terrifying, actually, but she hadn’t had any trouble keeping up. As we approached the garden, a butler, Benjamin, met us.
“Your Highness,” he bowed to me. “Your Majesty,” he said to Caireen, who was also right behind us. “Your table is right over here,” he motioned.
“Benjamin, this is Hannah,” I told him.
“Yes, I know,” he said, “pleased to meet your acquaintance right this way.”
‘That’s weird...’ I thought to myself. That was borderline rude.
I kept walking on my own behind him and basically had to run three steps to his one as he was very tall. A table with a wooden highchair was dressed with a cloth tablecloth, fine china, silverware, flowers, and a tray of fruit was sitting temptingly. Hannah picked me up and placed me in the highchair before sitting on one side of me while Caireen sat opposite, facing each other.
“Berries?” Caireen asked me as she put some on a plate and put it on the wooden tray that had been placed onto the chair.
“Please,” I said.
“So, Hannah, I’ve wanted to meet you face-to-face for a while now, but this is the first time it was possible for me to pull you in.”
“Why is that, Your Majesty?” Hannah asked politely.
“You weren’t bonded to Sofia before. There was no connection for me to do it like I could with her parents.”
“Oh,” she said and slowly chewed a small piece of apple. “So, am I the same to her now as her parents?” She asked nervously.
“Maybe more so,” Caireen said gently.
“How can I be more connected than them?!?” She said, “I’m just her friend…?”
“That was true before your change.”
“Do you know what it did to me?” Hannah pleaded.
“All the Mergents that are awakening have some changes; some like Sofia a lot, some like you won’t see as many physical changes. Over the next month, though, I think you’ll find yourself filling out a bit more up top and getting that model figure many of your kind have. I suspect you’ll look a little older, but I don’t think you’ll age anymore - or at least not as fast as you would if you were normal.”
“I know the physical stuff, but why did I start lactating?”
“When Sofia jumped into your arms, what were you thinking?” Then, she added, “How about just before too? Sofia hasn’t heard your side of the story.”
Hannah looked like her heart was wrenched as she said, “Well, I was sitting out in the hallway with Lily and Sofia, both of them quite close. I mean, if Sofia had gone running down the hallway, I would have caught her and made sure she stayed with me. I swear you were only a couple feet from me!”
I nodded.
“I looked down at Lily, starting to flip up her dress. I leaned over to push it back down, and then I couldn’t believe it when I saw a man grab Sofia and just take off with her.” Hannah had tears in her eyes at that point. “I didn’t know what to do! Luckily Sofia’s mom and grandma came out right then, so I handed Lily to them and ran after her. I made it to within sight of the food court, and suddenly, it went from the noisy early dinner sounds to absolute silence.”
“I heard a lady scream, ‘Oh my God, someone call Nine-One-One!’
“Followed by another person, ‘That baby’s a Mergent!’”
“And then finally, ‘Someone, get that baby! It’s a freak of nature!’”
“Everyone seemed to get in my way as I ran to find you. Suddenly, I could see you being chased by a dozen men and a couple of women. You were running and jumped into my arms.” She paused and squeezed my arm gently. “All I could think of was that my baby was safe in my arms, and no one would take her away again!”
‘Uh-oh,’ I thought. ‘I bet we are stuck together… Or at least, Hannah’s stuck to me!’
“Suddenly, I felt angry and pushed my hand out to shove away anyone that might get close.” She looked down, embarrassed, “I was more than a little shocked when a ball of green light flew out and hit the ground in front of them. It was like a bomb went off… After that, I just kind of collapsed and don’t really remember much except her grandmother helping me to move and run away…?” Tears were streaming down her face.
“So, what happened to me?” she asked Caireen.
“Your EFP locked into the ‘my baby’ idea Hannah. At that moment, it locked into the idea of being the best mother for a baby it could be. Not only that, but it did that with Sofia specifically in mind. That meant your hair had to change, your eyes changed, and realistically I have a feeling your very DNA changed to match hers.”
“So, I really am her mother now?”
“Sort of… Sofia’s mom will always be her mom. Normally, a baby grows up and sheds their mother to move on with their life. The mom, of course, stays in the daughter’s life some, but never forever. In your case, I think the two of you will probably be inseparable. You shot that ball of energy out through a method other than magic. I think your people call it a pyrokinetic talent. Still, you have just enough magic inside of you that, combined with Sofia’s relief, essentially bound you two together for life.”
“So even when I grow up?”
“Problem is that Sofia will never grow up. She’s eventually going to be shown by me how to change her diapers with magic. Still, she’s never going to be potty trained.”
“But why would I need to lactate?!? She’s way too old to breastfeed!!!”
“Maybe in your modern world, but I’ve already had this discussion with Sofia. Before the last hundred years, breastfeeding was common until babies were four or five. Sofia’s well within that range. Technically they’ve called her about twenty-six months old, but I think twenty-two to twenty-four months is a better guess myself.”
I nodded at this - I kept having a nagging feeling that they inflated my age for my ego.
“Anyway, in this world, I’ve been nursing Sofia for most of the last week. It helps her magic grow in your world. I’m not sure what your milk may do for her in the real world, but maybe it’ll even help her grow?”
“You think we should do that again?” I asked.
“I don’t think the two of you really have a choice, sweetheart,” Caireen said. “Hannah, I have a feeling you will produce milk until you die someday in the distant future. Of course, you could use an electric pump or nursemaid other babies, but why would you want to when you have your own to hold and comfort?”
“She’s really basically my daughter, then?”
“Yes.”
Hannah sighed and then picked me up from the high chair to hold me. “How often am I going to need to nurse her?”
“Well, it’s not like she’s an infant, and that’s all she eats. So I would say morning and bedtime for certain. Maybe after lunch and dinner? You’ll probably need to express milk more often than that, though.”
I felt Hannah squeeze me. “I’m never going to live down the teenage mother stares.”
“Actually, you probably will in the next month. You’re going to start looking older, and people may assume you’re old enough to have had her when you graduated high school.”
“Why does she get to grow up and I grow down?” I asked irritatedly. They both laughed at me.
Caireen eventually sent Hannah home to her own dreams after telling her that she would be invited to join us from time to time. Her dreams were important, though, and she didn’t want to disrupt that every night. Once she was gone, Caireen again nursed me to sleep herself and said, “You have got to be the luckiest baby in the world to have three mommies who love you!”
I WOKE UP to Hannah moving around the room. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you, Sofia,” she said.
“It’s okay,” I said. “What time is it?”
“6:30,” she said. “Would you mind?”
“Mind?”
She blushed, “Nursing from me again?” She paused, “It felt so amazing and right last night.”
“Look, I know we just talked about this, but I guess I feel like we need to set a few ground rules?”
She looked almost scared, “Like?”
“Can you pick me up out of this crib?” I asked.
“Can’t you pull yourself out?”
‘Go ahead and try it,’ Caireen prodded.
I had a bad feeling about that as she almost sounded like she was goading me. I reached up to the rail to pull myself over. Once I had a handle on it, I leaped out but suddenly found myself on my rear in the crib again. ‘What was that?’
‘Well, we can’t have the baby getting out of her crib without an adult’s help, can we?’
‘Really?’ I seethed, ‘We are going to talk about this later!’
“Apparently, I can’t,” I told Hannah angrily.
She giggled at that but picked me up and stood me on the floor. “Umm, can you sit on the floor across from me?”
Hannah sat down, and I began, “Okay, I get that for all intents and purposes, I am now physically and emotionally connected with you as my mother... But I was eighteen last week, AND I’m trying to go ahead and have somewhat of a normal life. If I have to go back a bunch of grades…?” I shuddered, “I don’t want to have the stigma of everyone seeing me breastfeeding.” I paused, “I really would like that to stay the deepest darkest secret that no one ever finds out!”
Hannah nodded, “I’m okay with that. So… morning, bedtime, and maybe a couple others if we can get back to our room?”
“For now, please stick to that.”
“Okay, what else?”
“Okay, I guess I have to accept that my potty training will never happen. And I know everyone will figure out I’m in diapers in about two seconds, especially when they smell poopy. They’re probably going to think I am a real baby for the first couple of hours, I’m guessing… Please don’t just check my diapers, though. If you can tell I’m wet, or you guess I am… say something like will you come to the bathroom with me or something? Or just pick me up?”
“What about the poopy diapers?”
I groaned, “Like I said, nothing is going to hide those. Just don’t embarrass me, please?”
“Okay, where may I change you?”
I thought, “Well, I doubt the bathrooms here will have changing tables for babies, so we’ll have to figure that out.”
“You would be okay with me changing you like a normal baby in the bathroom?” She sounded shocked, “And letting the other girls see that?”
I shrugged, “I’m probably never going to be able to avoid that one.” Then, I sighed, “They really are the most convenient places for you to change a baby… and unfortunately, as much as I hate it... I am a baby.”
We talked for another few minutes about some rules before she said, “Okay, if we’re going to get ready in time, you need to eat now.” She picked me up and sat in the rocking chair before exposing her breast to me. With that, we began a new routine that didn’t feel awkward or wrong anymore. I was a baby; she was my mother…
Okay, I lied. It was still bizarre! I probably would have been sick if my body didn’t seemingly go on autopilot as I nursed.
Hannah left to shower, and I began looking at the computer on my toddler-sized desk and was ecstatic to see it was perfectly sized for me. It also had the most impressive specs of any laptop I had ever seen! I tried to get logged in but got an ‘access denied’ screen. I looked around the room and opened my closet to look at all the pretty dresses inside. I couldn’t help but notice one that was the exact duplicate in real life of the one from Sofia in the cartoons. I smiled, ‘Thanks, Caireen.’
When Hannah was finished showering, she looked flushed. “What’s wrong?”
“Umm… any chance you or Caireen could help me out with a nursing bra and those pad things for leakage?”
I nodded, “Caireen had already put those in that drawer last night,” I said, pointing to one of her white dresser drawers.
“Oh, thanks.”
She wrinkled her nose, “Smells like a poopy princess in here!” Then, she looked at me and said, “Can you wait until after I get dressed?”
I nodded, “I guess I’m getting used to it; I hadn’t really noticed?”
“Of course not; you’re a baby!” She told me with a smile.
I watched Hannah get dressed into a simple tunic and tights, as it was Sunday and the uniform wasn’t required. She quickly put on her makeup, came over to where I was playing with some dolls, picked me up, and sat me down on the changing table. “So, what happened with the crib earlier?”
I sighed, “Caireen didn’t appreciate that I could get out of my crib at home without help. I guess when she created this one, she felt like it needed to be Sofia-proof.”
“Only I can get you out?”
“No, anyone old enough to take care of me can.”
She smiled, and I looked terrified, “Don’t worry, I’m not mean enough to do that to you.”
I sighed in relief!
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Chapter 17: Tour
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 17: Tour
“WHAT DO YOU want to wear today?” Hannah asked as she picked me up in just my diaper and walked to the wardrobe.
“That!” I said, pointing to the Sofia dress, unable to help myself!
“That is adorable!!!!!!” she cooed. It came with a ruffled diaper cover that I know Sofia didn’t have in the show, but it was cute. Once I was dressed, I decided it was a tiara day and used magic to put mine on.
Just then, there was a knock on the door. Hannah set me on the floor on my own two feet, and we greeted Esmie again at the door.
“Hi,” Esmie said, “Umm, may we come in?”
“Sure,” Hannah said.
I watched the three girls’ eyes practically pop out of their heads a moment later. “Whoa!”
“Pretty!!!!” Esmie said.
“Sugar overload!” the third one said. “Esmie, this is like your room would be if we let you!”
“Pretty much! Except for the crib...?” Esmie mused.
“Hi, I’m Hannah,” she said to the other two we hadn’t met yet.
“I’m Camille,” a girl that was very beautiful and regal said, “I go by my codename Sora a lot, though.”
‘Oh, my Goddess, no way?’ Caireen spluttered in my head.
‘What?’
‘I’ll tell you later; just keep in mind she’s no one to be messed with.’
“I’m Sofia,” I added down on the lower level.
“And I’m Hailey,” the oldest girl with dark brown skin said, “codename Sinopa.” She looked similar to the Pueblo Indians near my home.
“Well, welcome to our room,” I said.
“Umm… you promised me the story?” Esmie asked. “Oh, and in case you care, my codename is Zing.”
“We can tell you the story over breakfast?” Hannah suggested. As I looked at her, I could tell she looked like I felt; somehow, we had fallen into the twilight zone!
I wasn’t really that hungry, but I’d already had a meal fit for a baby already. “Sure, we need to go that way anyway.” Hailey said, “Umm, in case you hadn’t figured it out, we’re your tour guides for the morning or day or whatever you need.”
“Oh, okay,” Hannah said. She looked at me, and I debated in my head before putting my arms up in the traditional ‘pick me up’ pose. She held me on her right hip and grabbed the diaper bag to put over her other shoulder. I swore I saw the girl’s eyes bulge even more.
Esmie couldn’t help it, “Sofia… umm… how old are you, were you... “
“It’s complicated,” I said. “I was born eighteen years ago. If you ask a doctor, they’ll say between twenty-four and thirty months.”
Esmie and the others waited until we reached a place they called Friar Hall before speaking much more. “Let’s get something to eat for you guys, and we’ll talk more?”
“Sure,” I said.
The building itself was beautiful. As we walked into the building, our guides walked us past some weird artwork and statues donors had insisted were placed on campus. Several were odd abstract works, and one was apparently the idealized version of the villain, one of the wealthiest of all time. I just shrugged when they explained it all. I had seen so many weird things in the past week since I emerged that it didn’t even rate a one on my weird scale! “I’m going to put you down,” Hannah told me as we approached the buffet lines.
“I can hold my own tray and everything,” I reminded her.
“We must get you through the line first,” Hailey muttered.
“Huh?” I asked.
“Don’t mind her… she and a few others have occasionally just had a bad first day here,” Esmie said and elbowed her older friend.
Hannah handed me a tray, and I began having her place food onto my plates and tray. I was getting plenty of odd looks as the mound of food kept growing. Of course, I had no problems carrying it, but it looked weird to everyone else. At least I could drop the baby act for a few moments with this, though!
I could feel Caireen not necessarily agree with that, though.’ Please?’ I asked. ‘This is hard enough!’
‘Alright, I’ll agree to similar terms as Hannah. No embarrassing you in front of your classmates if we can help it.’
‘Thanks,’ I told her.
“These two just arrived last night,” Camille told the cashier when we got up to the front, “I was given this to give to you for today for them,” she added.
The cashier looked closely at the cards, swiped them, and motioned for us to move on. “We’ll sit over here,” Esmie told me with a smile. “Umm… do you need like a booster seat or a high chair?” she asked nervously.
‘I’ll take care of it,’ Caireen said before I could even think to argue. Fortunately for me, she simply took one of the chairs and made it taller. Since there was no tray, it looked like a bar stool or something.
‘Thank you!’ I told her, truly gratified.
‘You’re welcome. I’m going to demand extra baby time though sometime...’ she grumbled.
I smirked internally. ‘You would want that anyway.’
I decided to just climb up into the chair. I placed the food tray in front of me with no major issues. I began eating as the others stared at me in disbelief.
“You just emerged last week?” Esmie asked.
“Umm… yeah?”
“How can you already do magic like that?” she asked.
“I didn’t do that one,” I told her.
“Huh?”
I sighed, “I think I probably have a lot in common with Hailey and Camille too.”
“Okay… so how about starting from the beginning?” Hailey asked a little tersely.
“Well, about a week-and-a-half-ago now, I woke up with a fever and felt sick. I ran to the bathroom but didn’t get there before I started to burn up. My baby sister came out of her room and stared at me… I guess I thought something about how nice it would be to be able to be held by Mom again…?” I grimaced, “Next thing I know, I’m in the hospital looking like this!”
“Ouch,” Camille said.
“So, what about the presence I feel?” Hailey asked, then hesitated. I watched her suddenly say some incantation and wave her arms to perform a spell. Finally, she said, “Don’t worry about being overheard.”
I sighed, “I’m an Avatar. A…” I felt a warning from Caireen not to say too much, “being… decided I wasn’t going to survive on my own through the burnout. She decided to help me but unintentionally bonded with me due to my avatar trait.”
I was about to answer another question when I heard behind me, “OH MY GOD!!! Whose baby sister? She’s soooooo adorable!!!!!”
Suddenly without warning, I was picked up in the air by a beautiful blonde girl. I had no control over it and zapped her with magic out of fear; it was too much like yesterday!!! I instinctively leaped from her and onto the table to face my attacker, preparing to pull at ley lines to strike her.
I was momentarily distracted as I suddenly realized how strong the lines ran through the area! I quickly looked back as the blonde bombshell said, “Ouch!!!!” and shocked me by standing right back up like I’d done nothing to her.
“Sorry,” I said sheepishly, realizing she was probably harmless.
“Not a baby?” She said, surprisingly not even that phased from the shock.
I shook my head and shrugged my shoulders. “It’s complicated…?”
“Lizi, meet Sofia, Sofia, Lizi, or Knag.” Camille introduced us while laughing hysterically.
I eventually began laughing too, and she joined our table, and I was back in the chair.
“Is the privacy ward still up?” Hannah asked.
Camille nodded, and I did as well since I could feel it. “That’s part of why Lizi was able to surprise Sofia,” she added.
I looked embarrassed.
“So… where were we?” Hailey asked. “Oh, entity?”
I wondered how much I should say with Caireen’s warning, but I decided something about these girls meant I could trust them. “Her name is Caireen; she’s a Celtic goddess.”
“So, did she cause this…?” Hailey asked suspiciously.
“No, she probably saved my life by helping me keep from killing myself during the change. It was a bad burnout – I finished emerging in about ten minutes, I would guess.”
“Can’t do anything about the size, though?” Lizi asked.
“No… Of course, I think she would if she could… but there’s no doubt she enjoys my being a baby.”
“So how much of a… baby… are you?” Lizi asked gently. I could tell she felt terrible about attacking me as a toy doll or something.
I sighed and looked over at Hannah before saying, “I’m no longer potty trained… And let’s just say if I get nervous, I really crave having a pacifier in my mouth.”
“Not to mention sleeping in the cutest nursery eeeevvvver!” Esmie squeaked.
I stuck my tongue out at her.
“Where did that come from anyway?” Camille asked.
“Caireen is apparently the world’s best decorator,” I said simply.
“So, what can you do?” Lizi asked, “Usually only really powerful Mergents change THIS much.”
I smirked, “Well, according to my tests last Monday - I’m a Level 5 Avatar, a Level 3 Esens, a Level 3 Regen, a Level 4+ Magic, and, as you probably guessed, a Level 4 Paradigm.”
“Holy shit!” Camille said.
The others looked at me widely, too, except Hailey.
“I can’t be that unusual?” I asked uncertainly.
“Well, the Avatar and Magic traits are. I’m not surprised by it, though,” Hailey added.
The others nodded. Esmie said, “You know you would make the world’s prettiest baby model. The Toddlers and Tiara’s kids would have nothing on you!” She said with a smile.
“I would love to see that,” Lizi said with a big smile.
I grimaced, “Somehow, I suspect it’ll happen eventually.”
“What about you, Hannah?” Esmie asked. “You two obviously are connected and arrived together?”
“I was one of Sofia’s best friends before she changed,” Hannah said. “When the change happened, her parents called me to babysit her little sister Lily while she and her dad were at the hospital with her. They were really worried she wouldn’t make it...”
Hannah shuddered then and chose that moment to pick me up from my chair. I wasn’t done eating my bacon, though, and audibly whined. She moved my plate in front of her and sat me on her lap with a quick hug. I knew if I wanted to eat, I had better do it while she told her part!
“Anyway, because I was already sort of in on it, I was the first person outside her family who knew about what happened. So I came and hung out with her family and sort of became the big sister helping out. Especially as Sofia could no longer change Lily’s diapers, let alone her own, her mom appreciated a little help when I came over!”
“Why can’t you change your own? Couldn’t you use your magic?” Lizi asked skeptically.
I sighed and finished the piece of bacon in my mouth. “Caireen won’t let me do some things yet. She wants me to learn to be a ‘normal’ baby and depend on others for that.”
She smirked at that. “What else?”
“If I’m in my crib, I can’t get out by myself… I think that’s mainly it…?” I wasn’t about to tell her about my feeding sessions.
“Anyway,” Hannah continued, helping me out, “I was invited to go shopping with her mom and sister in Albuquerque yesterday. I was happy to be able to shop, and her mom was happy to have changing duties shared. We went yesterday morning and had some new family pictures done of her and her sister and then saw her grandmother. Later we returned to pick them up at the mall. Apparently, the photo studio must have a Sanguis Primum staff member because they had planned to kidnap Sofia when we returned. I was watching Sofia and her sister when suddenly I watched a creep pick her up and run away with Sofia...” Hannah told the rest of the story with occasional input from me here and there. “So anyway,” she said as I put the last piece of bacon in my mouth, “they decided it would be a good idea for us to get out of town last night.”
“Wow,” Lizi said.
“I’m glad you made it here, though,” Camille said with a smile. “Well, are you ready to continue the tour?”
“Is there a restroom we can stop at first?” Hannah asked.
“Sure,” Esmie said, “it even has a changing table if Sofia needs changed.” Her eyes sparkled, and I guessed she would love to play with me like a little doll…
“Umm…” I started to say.
“I’m guessing she needs to be changed,” Hannah said quietly. “But, I agreed to avoid her being too embarrassed by shouting out her diaper changes to the world.”
I nodded and instinctively found myself leaning back into her protective arms.
“Sorry if I embarrassed you,” Esmie said. She looked genuinely embarrassed.
I sighed, “It’s okay; I’m not sure how this will all work. I don’t think there’s any way we can realistically have the same classes. Especially since they want to make me go back several grades…?”
“I think we can help find some others you can trust,” Esmie said with a smile.
With that, Hannah stood up and put me on her hip. Esmie picked up the diaper bag for her, and we walked out of the dining hall and took a couple quick turns to the restrooms. Surprisingly they did have a changing table in there. “I need to go first; can you wait to be changed?” Hannah asked me quietly.
I nodded, “I didn’t even realize I was wet.”
Hannah took me into the stall with her like you would do with a real baby, and I turned to not watch the sight of her using the glorious porcelain throne I would kill to be able to use. Without realizing it, I had stuck my thumb in my mouth while she was going. “Does your thumb taste good?” she asked with a smile as she stood up.
I pulled it out, grimaced at the slobber, and shook my head. “Ugh! I didn’t even notice!”
She opened the stall door, and I followed her to the changing table. Hannah wiped it with a baby wipe before setting me on top of it. I lay there patiently as she pulled the diaper cover down, lifted my dress, and then proceeded to quickly change my diaper. Amazingly the only girls who were in there at all were the four new friends we had made. I turned red when I realized Esmie was watching my change, but so did she when she realized she was watching, so I knew it wasn’t intentional.
Hannah washed her hands and held me up to wash mine before I said, “So where to next?”
“The tour!” Esmie said.
We left and were properly shown the campus. First, we toured a campus museum that displayed the ‘hall of fame’ heroes and villains from the school. Apparently, each year a villain and a hero equally get nominated for the honor! From there, we walked to the areas we would have classes. “There are so many stairs!” I whined.
“What’s the big deal about stairs?” Hailey asked.
“When you’re tiny, they’re a pain… and kind of scary,” I told her honestly.
Esmie giggled, “We can find someone to carry you if Hannah isn’t there.”
I just groaned. We were done with the tour by eleven and back at Trident. “We’re going to head to our room for a bit and settle in,” Hannah said to them downstairs.
“No problem,” Camille said, “Lunch starts in an hour, and then you have your meeting with Mrs. Hensley.”
“Okay,” I said for the both of us.
Hannah carried me upstairs, unlocked our room, and closed it behind us. She held me and sat directly into the rocking chair. “Umm…” I looked at her face and noticed she was a bit red, “Do you think…?”
“It’s time for lunch?” I smiled at her, “You’re already feeling full?” I asked.
“You have no idea,” Hannah complained. “This is the weirdest feeling ever!”
“Well, get your clothes out of the way,” I jokingly grabbed at the top of her top.
“You really don’t mind?” She asked hesitantly.
“We’ve been over this, Hannah. Yes, it’s extremely weird for me to see the breasts of my best friend... And it’s even weirder to start sucking on them and then lose complete track of myself… but we both know you need it…” I squirmed, “and I can’t say it’s unpleasant.”
She hugged me and kissed my forehead, “Thank you!”
Hannah fumbled for a minute to pull down her top and the cup of her bra. When she was done, I just leaned in and began suckling again. She patted my back and played a little with my hair as I nursed. I realized that her first breast was empty only when she stroked my chin and got me to release that nipple. My nursing of her other breast was just as natural, and before I knew it, she was burping me like an infant. Embarrassingly I felt myself spit up some milk onto the towel she had thoughtfully placed on her shoulder!
“Full?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “It’s weird… Yes and no?”
She hugged me and carried me over to the changing table, quickly changing me again. Only when she said, “What a stinky baby!” did I realize I had pooped and not even realized it.
I just started crying.
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Chapter 18: A Baby
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 18: A Baby
HANNAH HELD ME and cuddled me for a long while before I managed to regain control from bawling my eyes out. Then, when I was finally nearly calmed down and merely hiccoughing, she asked, “What’s wrong, Sofia?”
I shook my head and said, “I didn’t” I hiccoughed, “even,” hiccoughed, “know I had...”
She hugged me tightly. “It’s okay,” she reassured me.
“No, it’s not!” I said with fresh tears starting to fall.
“Yes, it is Sofia. You’re a baby! Why should you know or care that you’ve gone?”
“Because I’m not; I’m eighteen!!!” I bawled into her shoulder.
“Not all of the time Sofia,” she reminded me. “And I think when you nurse, you become more of a baby than at any other time.” I looked up at her, and she looked guilty, “which is why we don’t have to...”
I shook my head, “You need it, though,” I sighed, “And I guess I need it too.”
She sat down in the rocking chair with me for a while longer before she said, “You feeling up to going to the dining hall for me to get some food?”
“You only?” I asked.
“Well, you already had lunch,” she said while poking my nose.
I stuck my tongue out at her! She responded by tickling my side for a few moments before setting me down on the floor and going to the bathroom down the hall. I decided I couldn’t sit there moping any longer. I walked over to the new computer sitting there for me and was sad when it required login information I didn’t have yet.
I walked over to the toy chest and opened it with nothing better to do. It was filled with various toys, from infant or toddler appropriate, all the way to standard Lego sets. There was clearly more magic at work inside as it was holding much more than it should have been able to! I picked up a brand-new box of Disney Princess-themed Legos and examined the picture. It was supposed to be a castle and featured bright colors that were supposed to be girly.
Before I could open it up, Hannah walked in and laughed, “You always have liked your Legos.”
“It’s kind of cute,” I said, holding it up to her.
“Isn’t it a bit old of a toy for your age,” she teased me.
“Caireen must not think so since she put it in the toy box,” I said with a smile.
Hannah replied, “Well, I guess if she’s okay with it… you can play later?”
I smiled, “Okay!”
She grabbed my diaper bag and looked inside it quickly to see if it still had everything she needed. I watched as she grabbed a couple more diapers and an empty bottle to put inside it before zipping it up and throwing it over her shoulder. “Come here, Princess,” she told me.
I put my arms up, and she carried me off to lunch. Once again, I filled a plate and ate more than you would expect, but it wasn’t as much since I felt slightly fuller from my ‘other’ lunch. We sat with Esmie and a couple of her other friends for the meal. They were all intrigued by me, and I was grateful Hannah picked me up and held me after a while. She was like a mother bear with her cub in body language, and anyone with a brain could see it.
“Well, what do we have here?” I heard an obnoxious voice behind us. “We’ve found ourselves a new easy piece of tail, boys!”
Hannah and I turned in our seats to see three high-level paradigm boys who looked too handsome to be human. I knew a bully when I saw one.
“So sure of that, boys?” I asked. “I’d be happy to kick your tails back to the other side of Friar Hall.”
They looked stunned to see the little baby talking back at them.
“What the hell?!?”
“Get the hell away from them, Ewe,” Esmie said behind us.
“What? It’s obvious that she’s a teenage mom slut? She’ll be doing all of us before...”
I’d had enough; I didn’t know what I was doing, but I hopped down from Hannah’s lap and walked straight toward him. I jumped into the air and did a spinning kick at his groin!
Sadly, he didn’t go down like I had hoped. He did, however, look shocked.
“You little bitch… if you weren’t a baby…”
“Is there something going on here?” a man in a security uniform asked behind him.
“Yes,” Esmie said, “these jerks were just bullying our friend here. Then they attempted to attack a baby!”
I internally laughed at that… since it was definitely a lie.
“What have we told you, Ewe?!?” The guard asked. “Come on, let’s go talk to the Captain.”
“But the baby kicked me!”
“That innocent-looking toddler?” He asked incredulously. “Even if she did, what could she do to a big beefy invulnerable guy like you?”
I fumed in my head that the answer was not much. I watched as they were led away, and Camille came up. “We need to get you to your meeting with Mrs. Hensley.”
Hannah sighed behind me. “I knew this was going to happen…” she muttered.
I walked back over to her and hugged her leg.
A moment later, I was picked up from behind by Esmie and had to fight not to attack her again. I did catch myself, though!
“You are soooo light!” She said.
“Really?” Camille asked.
“Here,” she said and passed me to Camille.
“Oh, my goddess, you don’t weigh anything! How is that even possible with all the food I just saw you eat?”
I stuck my tongue out at her and found myself holding onto her side like a toddler looking at Hannah.
“Are you okay?” I mouthed.
She nodded.
We walked to the administration building and were shown where the offices were. Because it was a Sunday, only Mrs. Hensley seemed to be in for our special appointment. She motioned the two of us in and said, “Thanks for helping them find my office, ladies. I’ll make sure they make it back to Trident later.”
Camille sat me down on the ground after a quick hug. They closed the door, leaving Hannah and me alone with Mrs. Hensley. She pointed to two chairs in front of her desk, “Would you please have a seat?”
I moved to sit down in my own chair but noticed that Hannah still didn’t look alright. I found myself standing in front of her with my arms up. She smiled, picked me up into her lap, and turned me to face Mrs. Hensley while keeping her arms loosely around me.
Mrs. Hensley smiled, “I have to say, Sofia, you are the cutest student on campus… maybe ever.”
I blushed but mumbled, “thanks.”
“Okay, you two, unfortunately, have been through the wringer this weekend. I wouldn’t normally want to bring in new students mid-semester, but you won’t be the last we’ve had to take in on short notice like this. We have this week, and then our Thanksgiving Break, and semester finals start pretty soon after that.”
I felt Hannah shudder as much as I did. “I don’t know that we’ll ever be able to catch up that fast?”
“I don’t know about that, Sofia. With your new memory, I bet you can pick up on the coursework in a couple days. But this is the bigger issue; I don’t know that you both can. That’s why I think it’s best to go ahead and move you both back to your Freshman year.”
“Wait, you’re not going to put me back in middle school after all?” I said, both stunned and relieved.
She shook her head, “After looking at your transcripts, I think that would be a mistake… plus I feel there is no way we can separate you and Hannah down the road. So our best bet is to move you both to the same grade. I don’t think Hannah would be happy back in eighth grade either.”
I felt Hannah squeeze me, “Not especially… It’s bad enough going back three grades!” I could tell she was choked up in her voice, “Do I have to go back that far too?”
I watched Mrs. Hensley shrug, “With you missing half of this year, I think it’s for the best.”
I noticed her language indicated that the subject was now closed. “So, what now?” I asked.
“Well, we’ll get you both tested for your powers here in the next couple of days. Then, we’ll send Hannah’s results back to Los Alamos to backtrack the GEID she was given last night.”
“Me too?”
“Yes, while I think Los Alamos probably tested you better than most EPC testing locations, it’s best to be safe. We always recheck new students to be sure nothing was missed. We have far better personnel and facilities for it here.”
“Yes, Ma’am,” I answered.
“Then after that?” Hannah asked.
“After that, we’ll get your schedules organized.” She paused to take a sip of tea from a cup in front of her. “That leads me to my next question. Is it possible for you two to be separated?”
“Why wouldn’t it be?” I asked.
“Well… your needs for one?” She suggested softly.
“It’ll depend on who is in her classes, I guess. If it’s a friendly face, we can have them help her out.” Hannah suggested.
“You mean someone else changing me…? A babysitter?!?” My voice raised a bit. Hannah hugged me tightly.
“Sofia, yes, I’m saying a babysitter to help might be wise in those cases.” Hannah added, “At least until Caireen unblocks your ability to magic yourself into a clean diaper.”
I sighed, ‘How long is this going to have to go on until you let me reclaim some dignity?!?’
I could feel Caireen’s smirk, ‘Until it no longer bothers you.’
‘So forever?’
‘I’d say a month to six months, depending on how hard you keep fighting it.’
I fought tears coming out of my eyes and could see Mrs. Hensley staring at me and feel Hannah’s stare from above me. “I’m alright; I’m just frustrated.”
“Well, we could have you just take the same classes all the time…?” Mrs. Hensley started.
“No, we need to take the classes that apply to us, and Sofia needs to get used to playing baby every now and then as needed,” Hannah said from above me.
The way she said it…
“That sounds like something a mother would say,” Mrs. Hensley said with a smile.
This time it was Hannah’s turn to blush. “Umm…”
“It’s okay; remember, I know the two of you bonded. Hannah, you emerged only yesterday; have you noticed anything else about your emergence?”
“Well… Umm…”
She squirmed and stammered for several moments before I decided to do the toddler thing. I blurted it out for her, “She’s lactating.”
Mrs. Hensley’s eyebrow raised. “Lactating? How much?”
“Enough that I’m already full again after two hours or so…?”
“Full again?” She looked at us both.
I sighed, “I nursed from her to help.”
“Well, that’s different... Sofia, do you feel a need to nurse from Hannah?”
I shook my head, “It’s soothing, but I don’t have to do it.”
“But Hannah, I assume you feel compelled to nurse her?”
I could feel her body move as she nodded and squeezed me tighter. “When she’s nursing, it’s like… it’s like I’m complete. As I get fuller, it gets painful until she’s nursed it from me.”
“You could just use a breast pump?” Mrs. Hensley suggested in a calm voice.
Hannah shrugged, “I guess.”
I sighed, “It’s not like she’s the first person to nurse me.” I told her.
Mrs. Hensley’s eyebrows raised further than they had before.
I blushed, “Caireen nurses me in the dreamland we meet each night.” I told her more about Caireen and the castle where I spent my second day each day. “So, I guess nursing from Hannah isn’t really any different for me,” I told her.
“Well… just when you think you’ve seen it all…” she practically muttered. “I see no real issue with it except. That said, Hannah, if you’re already full two hours later, you may need to still think about pumping some if Sofia won’t be around.”
“Yes, ma’am,” she said.
“You should be able to store that milk and send it with Sofia in her diaper bag when you’re in separate classes.”
“Umm…” I started, “I don’t have to have her milk in class. And do I really have to have a diaper bag in each class? Couldn’t I just carry a couple changes in my backpack?”
We must have spent an hour more going over procedures to Mrs. Hensley’s satisfaction and to mine to minimize my embarrassment as we went on. As the meeting drew to a close, “Hannah dear, you’re starting to leak, it looks like.”
“Oh no!” She cried from behind me.
“It looks like three hours is about as long as you can wait. So why don’t you go ahead and nurse Sofia in here while I see about getting you a pump and write a few more notes down.”
“In here?” We both asked together. I was sure our reddened faces matched.
“You can use my couch over there, dear.” She pointed to the couch, “Don’t worry about covering up; as far as I’m concerned, breastfeeding a baby is a perfectly natural thing.”
I think we both must have turned even redder, as this was anything but natural for us. Still, Hannah moved over to the suggested couch, and I nursed until she was empty. Then, Hannah burped me and said, “Thank you.”
I looked at her and said, “It’s private enough, I guess.”
Mrs. Hensley asked, “Tummy all full?”
I shook my head, “I don’t think I’m ever full... It’s more that she’s finally empty.”
She looked thoughtfully at us, “Well, I’m assuming you’re trying to be discrete with this need of yours, Hannah. We’ll try and schedule your classes so that you two can get a chance together for this every few hours. I ordered a pump to be delivered to your room; it should be there by tonight. I recommend you at least try it and make sure you can pump. For all we know, it might only work with a baby… or even just Sofia.”
“Oh…” Hannah said. “I hadn’t even thought about that.”
Mrs. Hensley shrugged, “we’ve seen so many weird things over the years that anything is possible. But, for now, please remember that unless it’s Sofia, it’s probably not wise to feed your milk to anyone else or their babies. I think we need to have your milk tested tomorrow as one of the many things they’ll be checking.”
“Okay,” she said simply.
“So, what do we do now?” I asked.
“Well, I think tomorrow you’ll be done quicker than Hannah on most tests, but it’ll probably take until Tuesday for you both to be done. So you both need uniforms still?”
“Caireen took care of that for both of us, actually,” I told her.
“Really?”
I nodded.
“Well, she does seem to help you both out quite a bit. I’ll be curious to see when you learn how to do all of this on your own. I suspect you will grow to be very powerful in a short amount of time, Sofia.”
I shrugged, “How much power can a baby really have?”
“A lot.” She said with a smile. “I would be willing to bet that within the next week, you’ll have recruiters from the CIA and FBI trying to get you to go ahead and join up to help them.”
“Why?”
“What’s more innocent than a baby?” She asked. “You’re the perfect spy.”
“Oh…” I said. That was true.
‘Yes, it is,’ Caireen said, ‘it’s why I think you can help so many children.’
‘What?’
‘Just think about how much help you could be in an investigation where children normally can’t answer questions?’
‘But I’d be dealing with…?’
‘Yes, but then some innocent child might be spared from some monster.’
“Sofia, are you still there?” Mrs. Hensley asked nervously.
“Yes, ma’am, sorry, sometimes Caireen and I have conversations…?”
“The voices in her head literally do talk to her!” Hannah said, and I turned my head to stick my tongue out at her.
“So, Sofia, do you want me to let any of those recruiters through?”
I sighed and thought for a moment about what Caireen had said… She was right, “I’d be okay with seeing the FBI ones.”
She nodded, “It’s a more worthy path, I think too.”
I just nodded back.
“Well, do you need anything else right now?” She asked us.
“I think we’re good,” Hannah said. “Caireen took care of everything. But I think we still need access to computer systems, student IDs, and such?”
Mrs. Hensley nodded, “Here is a packet for each of you that has your temporary ID and information on the network. You need to change your temporary passwords when you first log in.” She handed Hannah two large manila envelopes that she put in the diaper bag beside us. “Well, if that’s all you two can think of too, you probably need to change a stinky diaper.”
“Huh?” I said. “Again?” I groaned.
Hannah answered by picking me and the bag up and walking down the hallway. “That bathroom down the hall has a changing table for her,” Mrs. Hensley pointed.
I started to tear up and sniffled quietly.
Hannah patted my back gently as she carried me down the hallway. The bathroom was empty when we arrived, and she pulled down the changing table, wiped it off, placed my changing mat down, and then had me buckled down. As Hannah lay me down, I started crying out loud. As she changed me, she said, “I think you need this right now, Sofia,” and put a pacifier in my mouth.
The silicone nipple muted my sobs as she pulled my dress up and away from my bottom to expose the soiled diaper. It was a few minutes of work for her to fully clean up my messy bottom before she had me re-diapered and dressed. Finally, Hannah picked me up and patted my back, but I still wasn’t calming down.
“I don…” I hiccoughed, “know…” I gasped, “why… I… can’t…”
In the process, my pacifier fell from my mouth, but she managed to catch it.
‘What’s wrong with me?’ I called out to Caireen.
‘Shh… Hannah will get you sorted out.’ She reassured me.
Instead of carrying me outside and back to our dorm, Hannah sat on a lobby bench and pulled a bottle from the diaper bag. It was full of juice. She pressed the nipple through my lips, and I instinctively suckled. Initially, I couldn’t even focus on nursing, then as time went on, I calmed down and continued to nurse. By the time it was empty, I was almost entirely calmed down.
Hannah placed my pacifier back in my mouth and said, “I guess we need to get back to the room and put you down for your nap, huh?”
I couldn’t do much more than shrug as she carried me across campus. I never felt nervous about being seen nursing a pacifier until we were already back inside our room. Then, it hit me as Hannah removed my clothes and changed a slightly wet diaper.
“All of those other students!” I said, suddenly turning red.
“It’s okay, Sofia,” she told me, “you’re a two-year-old. It looks normal!”
I squirmed a bit as she wiped my bottom.
“So, what happened?”
“I honestly don’t know. My mind completely went into a meltdown.”
“I’m guessing you needed a nap!”
“But I’m eighteen!”
“Not body-wise. In fact, I’m beginning to think you may not even be fully the two that the testers put on your card.”
“But…”
“It’s okay, Sofia,” she said as she dressed me in a cute romper. “No one minds.”
“But our classmates…?”
“Will call you a baby?!?” She asked with a smirk.
I nodded as I turned red.
“Guess what, you are one!!!” She poked my nose and tickled my side a little to take the sting out. “Not only that, but you’re one of the cutest baby girls anyone has ever seen!”
“I’m not that cute?”
“Uh-huh, you are. But you’re also a cute little baby girl who needs to take a nap before we get your din-din.”
I sighed. Hannah hugged me tightly, kissed my forehead, and then placed me in my crib.
“Now, be a good girl for me and take a nap!” She placed a pacifier back in my mouth and pushed me onto my back. Esmie was put into my hands, and I was quickly asleep.
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Chapter 19: Proposals
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 19: Proposals
USUALLY, WHEN I napped, I didn’t go to Caireen’s castle, but today I was there just as soon as I closed my eyes. “Oh, look at the little baby princess all awake!” Caireen cooed at me.
I looked up at her and was ready to tell her to buzz off, I felt stupid enough already, but I noticed some other people in the room with her. She picked me up from my crib and carried me straight over to the couch.
“Pardon me. She always needs to be fed when she wakes up!” She apologized to a husband and wife who were elegantly dressed. I had just noticed a boy about seventeen sitting beside his dad before she unceremoniously popped her breast out and pushed my head towards it. I couldn’t see anyone now, so I listened carefully for clues on what was going on.
“So, King Camulus, what do we owe the pleasure of your visit today?”
“I’m here because of your daughter. She seems like she would be an excellent mate for my son here, and I would like to arrange for their marriage.”
I stopped suckling and tried to pop my head away from her breast, only to have her hold me there. “I’m sorry, but as much as I like Maponus, I will not arrange Sofia’s marriage. Especially not as long as she remains a baby and the man is old enough to be her father.”
“I could help fix that,” the woman said.
“Yes, Damara, I’m sure you could. I’m sure you could also have her carrying our grandson within a week if that was what you desired and if I let you. However, for at least the foreseeable future, I believe it is in Sofia’s best interest to just be my baby girl.”
“You don’t want to have me unhappy with you, Caireen,” the man said.
“On the contrary, I don’t care. You don’t want to mess with a mother and her baby. I would not hesitate to destroy you and your lands.”
“You hold nothing on me! I’m...!”
“I know who you are. I also know you have outstayed your welcome.” I heard the bell ring while I continued to nurse a now-empty breast. “Please see our noble guests from the castle.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
Once I heard the footsteps walk away, I pulled my head away from Caireen’s breast. She stroked my hair gently. “What just happened?”
“What just happened is the biggest reason for you to stay a baby. So you don’t have to worry about me being forced to arrange your marriage.”
“How could I even be married here?”
Caireen sighed, “Sofia, you don’t realize this yet, but you are part of a world much grander than you can imagine. There has always been violence in your world; sadly, plenty of it has been on children. But it seems like it has grown much worse in the recent past. By staying a baby, you can make a difference! The real problem in this world is that if you grew up, you would be honor bound to take one of those marriage offers.”
“But then I would have to have kids?”
“Yes. And, be a dutiful queen to a husband who would claim our lands by his right of marriage.”
I shuddered.
“Sofia, I think you’re beginning to see that there has to be another side to you. You are a baby, at least part of the time. And that has to come out in the real world. You played with your baby sister when you were at home and never even realized you were getting baby time each day. Now that you’re here at Bechtel, you’ll still have to get some in.”
“But how can I go to school?”
Caireen shushed me and patted my back, “Easy, you accept that at times you’re going to be able to be your normal teenage self. At others, you’re going to randomly break down into tears and tantrums appropriate to a baby.”
“But I don’t…?”
“It’s not like anyone will think that odd, sweetie. In fact, it’s more disconcerting to people when you constantly pretend to be the same age as Hannah.”
I thought about that as she bounced me softly in her arms. Then, after a while, she sat me down in a cradle and gently rocked the cradle with magic while she sang a soothing lullaby.
“COME ON, SLEEPYHEAD,” Hannah said gently while picking me up from my crib.
I looked at her and felt really embarrassed.
“What’s wrong, Sofia?”
“What’s not…?”
“Well, I can’t know what’s bugging you until you tell me?”
I sighed. “I’m a baby.”
“Duh!” She said and tickled my side as she lay me down on the changing table.
“You don’t get it!” I said around the pacifier that I realized was in my mouth. I pulled it from my mouth and would have thrown it across the room if it wasn’t clipped to my romper. “I’m never going to grow up,” I said with tears streaming down my cheeks. “Even if I could, it would cause problems!”
“Shh…” Hannah told me as she unbuttoned the buttons down the middle of the crotch of my romper. “I’m never going to stop needing to feed babies…” she reminded me, “so what’s so bad about being a baby to help me out with that?”
I glared at her. “I’ll never be able to be on my own… or control my emotions!”
I started bawling again as she quickly took the wet diaper off me, wiped me gently, and put a new one on me. She proceeded to sit down in the rocking chair and presented me with her breast in an attempt to calm me down. Sadly, it apparently worked on me as well as an infant.
I was calm again when she had finished having me nurse on both breasts.
“I can’t believe I’m such a baby… I can’t even control myself!”
She smiled and said, “Okay, so you can’t. So what’s the big deal?”
“What?”
“You’re a baby. No one expects you to!”
“But…”
“Sofia, you wondered why Caireen won’t let you change your diapers with magic? She knows you’ll never be ready to move on past this until you accept that you are a baby and relax into that role.”
“I…”
“Don’t tell me you accept this; you don’t. If you did, you wouldn’t have a problem in the world with having your pacifier in your mouth as we walk around campus.”
“Hann…”
“And you wouldn’t have a problem in the world with me feeding you dinner!”
“But…”
“But nothing! Sofia, you have more power magically than most Mergents. However, you need to accept that you have some tradeoffs with that power. We’re not going to make you play baby games all day, but you need to accept that your brain is rewired to where it is a lot like a normal baby’s!”
“I don’t want to, though…?”
She hugged me tight, “Sofia, I don’t want to have breasts that make it to where if I don’t have you nurse every couple of hours, I’m in pain. I didn’t want to change from being a normal girl who liked to babysit... to this… but it is what we have to deal with.”
I found myself nodding.
“Okay, you’ve had the first part of your dinner. Ready to get the solid part of it?”
I nodded and looked thoughtfully at the pacifier hanging on my chest. Finally, I sighed and placed it in my mouth.
“Good girl,” Hannah said with a smile as she stood up.
“Hi, Sofia!” A couple of girls cooed as we passed them. I sighed and waved at them.
“They don’t even notice me!” Hannah complained, sounding slightly annoyed.
I pulled my pacifier out of my mouth, “I’d be happy to let you wear the diapers and suck on the pacifier.”
She unceremoniously plopped it back into my mouth and said, “No thanks.”
When we got to the Friar Hall, she sat me down on the ground and told me, “Stay close, please. I’ll get you a tray going.”
Amidst the students meandering around, it didn’t take much for me to obey that order. I definitely was feeling my lack of height as a monstrous twelve-foot-tall dragon-like creature nearly trampled me. “Sorry about that,” said her husky female voice.
I found myself practically grabbing onto Hannah’s skirt, then! She smiled at me and handed me a tray before we walked down the lines to get our meal. I decided on some chicken alfredo pasta and a couple of pieces of pizza. Well, maybe it was more like six slices… Who was counting, though? As we approached the end of the line, the lady said, “Why aren’t you just the cutest little thing,” to me.
To Hannah, she asked, “Do you have a guest pass for her meal?”
“No, Ma’am, she doesn’t, but I have a temporary student ID,” I said with a smile and let the pacifier dangle from where it was clipped to my romper.
The lady’s eyes narrowed, but she motioned me to hand it to her. She swiped it and said, “you all emerge younger and younger all the time.”
I nodded. The worker didn’t know the half of it! Hannah’s card was swiped, too, and we began walking to the table we had sat at the past couple of meals. Camille was already there. Just as we reached the table, a girl came up to us.
“Why if it isn’t our very own Teen Mom and her bundle of joy?!?” The girl had unnaturally blonde hair. It had some shimmer that made me wonder what was up with her.
‘Watch yourself; she’s got a lot of magic built up.’ Caireen warned.
“Why if it isn’t yet another wannabe blonde bimbo Hannah?” I said to her. “I mean, obviously, if she thinks you’re my mommy, she’s hoping you can give her some tips on getting knocked up. Too bad you’re still a virgin and not my mommy.”
“I know Sofia,” she sighed, “Such a shame that some girls have to fake their hair color.”
The blonde girl looked at us both before saying, “Why don’t you go find a high chair for her?”
“I don’t need one right now, thanks,” I told her. “Now, why don’t you go away. I don’t really want us to get in trouble on our first day here.”
“You better watch yourself, you little snot!”
I thought for a moment and couldn’t help myself. I performed a spell and changed our antagonist’s panties into something more fitting her behavior. “Okay, you’re right. I don’t think you’re the teen mom type. I think you might want to go check your diaper, though.” I smirked at her.
“What?!?”
It was hysterical as she suddenly grasped that she no longer had panties under her short miniskirt. Typically I’m sure that she would never have flashed her underwear. She ran away as a near-blur at super-human speed! Still, everyone had already seen the abnormally large-sized pamper on her!
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Chapter 20: Making Friends
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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“SOFIA ELIZABETH!” HANNAH scolded me. I looked up at her and saw her smirking.
“What?” I said, “She was so upset I was worried she would have an accident.”
Camille and the other girls sitting at the table laughed hysterically, and a few other tables erupted in applause. “So, how much trouble am I going to get in?” I asked Camille once I was in my tall chair.
“From the school? Nothing. That’s a harmless prank around here.” She giggled.
“And from that girl?”
“Well, that girl is known as Streaked,” she smirked. “I think you could say you’re on her bad side,” Camille said.
Another girl down on the end, “Yeah, you might be careful as I know she’ll be looking for revenge.”
I laughed, “What’s she going to do? Diaper me? Embarrass me?”
“I don’t know, but I would watch yourself. Streaked has a bad temper, and she can move ridiculously fast!” Camille told me. She then started giggling, “But that was totally awesome!”
We ate dinner together and enjoyed laughing about the bully. I discovered her real name was Gemma, and I couldn’t blame her for wanting to go by her code name. At the end of dinner, I asked, “What now?”
“Well, we were thinking about watching a movie?” Camille suggested. “Assuming you’re allowed to be awake that late?”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “I don’t have the sleep pattern of a baby,” I informed her.
“Careful, a little birdy will get that tongue,” she smiled back at me and then shoved the dangling pacifier back in my mouth.
I turned red and glared. Camille just laughed at me. Hannah let me walk beside them on my own legs as we returned to Trident. For me, it was almost a jog, though, to keep up with my tiny legs! “We’re going to go to the common room to watch the movie,” Camille told us.
“We’ll be right there; we just need to take care of something.”
“Oh, does Sofia need a change? Can I do it?” She practically pleaded.
Hannah looked at me as if, ‘It’s up to you.’
‘Say yes,’ Caireen told me.
‘Why?’
‘Be a good girl and say yes; I’ll make it worth your while later,’ she bribed.
I sighed and nodded at Hannah, who handed me over to Camille. She followed Hannah carrying me to our room. Once Hannah was sure Camille knew where everything was, she said, “I’m going to the bathroom really quick; I’ll be right back.”
I was suddenly alone without a family member… or pseudo-family member for the first time in several weeks. I couldn’t deny I was nervous. Camille smiled at me and said, “Can I treat you like my little sister?”
“How old is she?”
“She just turned three… I think Mom was planning on potty training her this month.” She said, almost sad she was missing something.
I sighed, “Sure.”
She squealed, and I then endured two minutes of her playing with me and singing silly songs as she settled me onto the changing table. She had me giggling when she got around to pulling the snaps apart on my romper. Camille gently wiped me and changed my very-soaked diaper. She seemed to have as much fun changing me as Lily did with her dolls. Before long, she surprised me by pulling my romper over my head.
“What are you doing?” I asked nervously.
“Well, we’re going to watch a movie, and then I figure it’ll be time for bed, right?”
I grimaced but nodded.
“Well then, shouldn’t you get your jammies on?”
“Fine,” I said, rolling my eyes.
She looked through the drawers of my dresser and oohed and ahhed non-stop before deciding on a one-piece blanket sleeper with a picture of Merida on it. She unzipped it all the way to the foot and dressed me mostly lying down before having me sit up. By the time she was finished, I was red with embarrassment, but I said, “Thanks.”
She picked me up and hugged me; I couldn’t deny that it felt good. “Can I babysit you occasionally?” I looked at her and noticed she was almost teary-eyed, “I really miss my sister.”
“What’s her name?”
“Cassidy.” She said.
I nodded, “Maybe you’ll be in some of the same classes as me if Hannah isn’t. I know you’re more likely to be since you are a magic user too?”
She squealed and said, “Yay!!!” She bounced me for a moment and then said, “So do you have a doll or a bear you want to take to the movies?”
I pointed at Emie, and she picked her out of my crib and held her out to me. “She’s pretty!” Camille cooed. “I love her dress. Do you have jammies for her that you want to change her into, though, so she can join the party?”
I wanted to get annoyed with her, but part of me knew she was absolutely correct - Emie needed pajamas to join in! I looked down at myself and then pictured the same on Emie. A moment later, she was wearing an exact copy of my pajamas.
“Aww!” Camille said. “You two look so cute together!!!”
She was walking around the room holding me when Hannah finally came back from the bathroom. I noticed a problem a moment later. “Umm, Hannah…”
“What?”
“You’re… ummm…”
“You’re leaking,” Camille said with a little bit of shock.
Hannah burst into tears suddenly, and I found myself jumping at her to hug her. Camille was there a second later. “It’s okay, Hannah,” she soothed alongside me.
A few moments later, she said, “How can I show my face?”
“Sofia isn’t yours, right?”
Hannah shook her head, “I’m still a virgin. When I emerged, my EFP locked into being a mother for her, though.”
“So, you lactate?”
Hannah simply nodded.
“Do you need to pump now?”
“Or…” I said.
Hannah looked at me like, ‘Do you want her to know?’
“Or…?” Camille asked.
“I guess I need to nurse,” I said simply. “Hannah, how are you building up so much milk, though?” I groaned as she carried me to the rocking chair.
“I don’t know? I guess I’ll ask the doctor tomorrow. Are you sure you want to do this right now? I mean, you just had a meal. I could pump now and…?”
“Just feed me already; you know my appetite never stops.”
I could tell Hannah must have been uncomfortable because it didn’t take her long to bare her breast to me and push my head towards it. Then, as I nursed, it was quiet for a moment before Camille asked, “What’s it feel like?”
I could almost feel Hannah smile above me, “Well, for one, it’s a relief to get it out. They just feel... full... They’re kind of too firm? Unfortunately, that doesn’t seem to take more than a couple hours it seems,” she sighed.
“No, how about…?”
Hannah breathed deeply and said, “It’s probably the most amazing feeling you could ever feel. Sofia feels like my baby, and it’s amazing to know that she’s getting part of what she needs from me!” She paused and patted my back a bit. “It also feels good in a weird way as she nurses...” I could practically feel her skin turn red as she blushed then.
“Don’t worry, I won’t tell the others about this,” Camille assured her.
Hannah sighed, “I’m not sure I’ll be able to hide it from them. Everyone obviously is all too close to keep it a total secret since I know there’s no way I will avoid leaks. So if anyone asks, I’m just pumping it, and they’re taking it to study, okay?”
“Sounds good to me.”
Camille got quiet for a while, and after I was switched to Hannah’s other breast, she burped me, and Hannah asked, “So you sleepy yet?”
I shook my head, “Nursing doesn’t make me as sleepy here as it does in Caireen’s world.”
“Well, I guess let’s go watch this movie.”
I nodded, and Hannah handed me off to Camille. “You want to take her on out there? I need to change my bra and top.”
“Why not just change into your jammies like Sofia?” She suggested sweetly.
“I’ll go change, too,” she added. “You want to stay here or come with me?” She asked.
I looked at Hannah.
“It’s okay; you can trust her.” I found myself snuggling into her grip and said, “Okay.”
Camille shoved Emie into my grip, pushed a pacifier in my mouth, and carried me down the hallway to her room. Camille sat me down on her bed and quickly stripped and changed her clothes into pajamas. It was odd seeing a naked girl like her. As a former boy, I should have felt something, but all I noted was jealousy over her size and having a mature body that didn’t need diapers! ‘I wonder if I would feel anything for a naked guy now…?’
‘I don’t think so,’ Caireen said. ‘You’re a baby.’
‘So, I guess I’m never going to have sex?’
She remained silent, which probably meant a big fat no.
‘Being a baby sucks!’ I told her.
I could feel a mental hug from her, ‘You will find many more comforts in life, Sofia. Just be patient; you have a very long life ahead of you.’
Camille finished dressing into a cute footie pajama set of her own. She smiled at me briefly before frowning, “What’s wrong?”
I sighed, “Two weeks ago, I would have killed to have seen you like I just did?”
I saw Camille nod, “I’ve been there; I understand. I… changed a lot too.”
I grasped that she, too, used to be a boy then. “No, it’s worse than just not being turned on by you, Camille… I… Imagine you never would be turned on by anyone?”
With that, I saw a lightbulb go on in Camille’s head, and she quickly picked me up and hugged me. I didn’t cry, but I was sad about it. ‘At least Lily will eventually be able to give my parents the grandkids. I’ll never give them...’
“It’s okay, Sofia,” she said to me softly. “Come on, let’s get out to the movie and back to Hannah!”
I nodded, and she carried me down the hall while I held my doll too. On our floor, we had a large ‘common room’ with a gigantic flat-screen TV the size of the wall itself, bean bags, and other comfy-looking seating areas. “Wow, this is great!” I mentioned to Camille as she sat down on a couch next to another girl and shifted me to her lap.
“Yeah, this was all started by some of the students about ten years ago they said. Each group has a tradition of adding some other cool thing to the room before we move to the next floor in the next grade.” A new girl said that I hadn’t met.
I dropped my pacifier from my mouth, “Hi, I’m Sofia,” I said politely.
The girl looked at me and shook her head, “Bechtel gets stranger every day! I’m Volango,”
“Monkeys?”
She laughed, “That’s my code name; my actual name is Beth. I discovered I climb really well.”
“And she loves bananas!” Camille added, pointing at the one she was peeling.
Hannah came in right then and sat on another couch. I looked at her as if to ask if it was okay to be on someone else’s lap, and she nodded discreetly. She had her pajamas on, along with what I assumed was a new bra. I sighed, ‘I’m going to have to nurse like every other hour to keep her comfortable!’
‘I think she needs to use those pumps a couple times a day,’ Caireen told me, ‘I’ll explain later.’ So she said in answer to my unasked question.
Before I knew it, Esmie and Lizi had come to join us on our couch, and we started watching a movie. During the movie, I discovered more about some of the urban legends of the school. Each was unbelievable but too crazy not to be true in my mind! Let’s face it, putting a school of super-powered teenagers together and crazy is pretty normal!
At some point, the movie ended, and Hannah said, “We probably should go to bed… they said they’re going to test us tomorrow so we can start to figure out our class schedules.”
“Fun!” Lizi said.
I shook my head, “I just did this!” I groaned a bit.
“Bechtel has way better testing, though. So you probably have at least a couple more abilities than your other tests revealed.”
“Really?” I asked, kind of excited by that.
“Yeah. Plus, Hannah gets to figure out all the cool new things she can do!”
I laughed, “Yeah, other than big balls of energy, we don’t really know much about her abilities. Maybe you’ll have some sort of magical abilities too?”
Hannah picked me up off Camille’s lap and said, “Night, everyone!”
She couldn’t seem to help herself and grabbed my arm and said, “Wave’ bye-bye’ Sofia.”
I glared at her, and she just laughed.
Once we returned to our room, she said, “Would you mind nursing one more time?”
“Already? I guess...” I said, but I knew it was probably three hours since the last time.
“I know, this has to be a little obnoxious on you. I’m sorry, I can just do the pump…?”
I sighed, “Use the pump a time or two in the day… I’ll nurse at night and breakfast for certain each day?”
She nodded.
“Save the rest of it… I think we have a line of girls that want to ‘babysit’ me.”
She smiled, “I’ve had like eight girls offer! I’m not surprised, though; you are like the most adorable baby ever!”
Hannah settled into the rocker with me and sang a lullaby as she nursed me. I must have been more tired than I realized because she told me she had changed my wet diaper, and I didn’t even stir.
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Chapter 21: Powers
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 21: Powers
AS SOON AS I was asleep at Bechtel, I was waking up in Caireen’s world. “This is so weird,” I said to Caireen as she picked me up out of the crib.
“What is?”
I sighed, “Not really ever feeling like I’m asleep?” I paused, “It’s like I live the life of a vampire, never sleeping.”
I saw Caireen flinch, “Please don’t mention those creatures… You are most certainly not like them.”
I raised my eyebrow, “Huh?”
“Vampires. They aren’t like that novel I saw inside your head, but they’re based on a real enough creature. They are nasty creatures of evil. I really have no desire to think of them,” she said. Then, she changed the subject as she changed my diaper, “It seems like today you started to at least get the point that you are a baby, though.”
I sighed, “I guess I don’t have a lot of choices.”
She nodded, “Good, the sooner I believe you believe that maybe I’ll work on helping you regain independence.”
I looked up hopefully, “Like changing myself?”
“That, and maybe an illusion for you to make yourself look like an average teenage girl?”
“Wait, what?!?!” I controlled my voice, “You can help me be a regular teenager?”
“No, but you can appear to be to observers. You can make your body appear to at least visually look like you’re eighteen or so. Really you’ll still be your same size.”
“Could I…”
“What?”
I thought for a second and tried to find the right question “Can I be touched and felt like that?”
She looked at me and sighed, “Not with the illusion I’m thinking of. It depends on the fact that the person is not trying to actually touch you. What you’re speaking of would be a physical shapeshift spell.”
“It is possible?” I asked hesitantly.
Caireen thought long and hard before answering, “Yes, Sofia; eventually, you will be powerful enough to change your body to some small amounts. However, I would advise against you ever trying anything that extensive.” Then, she paused, staring at me momentarily as if judging my maturity. She helped me put on a new dress, “The problem is that EFP of yours is likely to interfere if you do more than something that keeps you your current size. I would say at most you might have a one percent chance of being successful with transforming to adult size - even when you are fully trained in a few decades.”
I mouthed, ‘decades?’
She nodded at the silent question but continued, “You’re probably about eighty percent likely to make yourself look like some sort of hideous monster, though.”
“The other percent?”
“Something unknown, or nothing at all.”
I sighed, “So not really worth it.”
“No, not really.”
“But the illusion?”
“I’ll make you a deal. You go along with the baby treatment for a couple more weeks.” Then, she poked my nose, “Let that cute girl Camille and your other friends take care of getting you from class to class, changed, and drink out of a baby bottle in the cafeteria.”
I groaned at the last one, “sippy cup?” I suggested.
She shook her head, “Bottle - you know that you like drinking from them more than the sippy cups. This is about getting comfortable with the unavoidable truth that you are a baby.”
“Anything else?”
She looked at me briefly and said, “No, that’ll do. You do those things the next few weeks, and I’ll teach you those two spells.”
I reached my hand out with my pinky, “Pinky promise?”
She looked almost offended for a second but smiled and took my tiny pinky with hers, “Pinky promise.”
I smiled at that. The end wasn’t in sight, but at least there was a chance of me going on with life a little more normally!
“Okay, now that we’ve talked, let’s get breakfast before I want to teach you a few more things before the testing tomorrow.”
The next several hours, the baby routine continued, and she taught me a great deal about the principles behind magic and ley lines. By lunch, I felt like I had new ideas for working spells. She had also taught me some simple warding spells and how to detect them by the time I went to bed in her world.
“Good night Princess,” she said with a smile as she lay me down in the crib.
AS I WOKE up in the real world, I found myself already on the changing table having my diaper changed. “Those eyes do open!” Hannah cooed at me.
I sighed, “What time is it?”
“Six-thirty,” she said, “now that you’re awake, instead of me putting another diapee on you - you up for a shower with me?”
“How about by myself?” I suggested.
She shook her head, “You didn’t see the showers here yesterday. I don’t think you’ll be able to work them by yourself.”
“Oh,” I admitted. Then sheepishly, I asked, “aren’t there bathtubs?”
“Not yet… I thought Caireen might be able to help out with that one tonight?”
Caireen stirred and told me, ‘We can do that. You’re a baby… And babies really should have baths!’
I just nodded at Hannah. Then, instead of putting a new diaper on me, she wrapped me in a ‘Brave’ themed towel and sat me on the floor to walk. I held onto the towel and toddled behind her as she had a basket of shower supplies, a clean diaper, and her clothes in her hands. “What about my clothes?” I asked her as we walked.
“We’ll come back to the room and get you dressed,” she told me.
‘So, I’ll be sitting around watching her get ready and only be wearing a diaper,’ I sighed.
‘Remember what we talked about last night, Sofia,’ Caireen reminded me.
‘I know…’ I said, ‘Sorry, it’s not like I was always diapered and used to everyone seeing me naked. I am...? Was...? A teenager and we like our privacy.’
She didn’t say anything back, and we were in the bathroom. Other girls were naked and getting in and out of the shower, but just like with Camille, I felt nothing. I just sighed and followed Hannah to an empty stall. She pulled her pajamas and nursing bra off as discreetly as possible and hopped into the shower. I could see that she was full, but she didn’t seem to be leaking yet. ‘I would have thought she had to have been leaking by now?’ Hannah must have noticed me looking because after she flicked on a switch labeled ‘silence,’ she said, “I used the pump in the middle of the night and before I woke you up.”
“Oh,” I said.
“I didn’t want to wait until you finally woke up enough. Plus, I thought you might like to have a shower,” Hannah added.
I nodded, watched her press some buttons on an electronic screen, and braced myself to be hit with freezing cold water when she turned it on. But instead, the water immediately streamed out at the perfect shower temperature. “Wow,” I said as I stepped closer to her and the water.
She giggled, “Apparently, one of the rich kids in that initial class they were telling us about added this feature to the showers. They made improvements to each floor as they went through high school. The senior’s floor is supposedly absolutely amazing, thanks to them!”
Hannah took some body soap and put it on a loofa before handing it to me. ‘May I?’ I asked Caireen internally.
‘This isn’t one of the conditions, so go ahead,’ she said.
I smiled as I took the loofa and lathered up every inch of my body. In the meantime, Hannah did her hair. Once she had the shampoo and conditioner out of her hair, she took the loofa and used the body wash on herself. She picked up the shampoo bottle and said, “Close your eyes, Sofia.”
She washed my hair out gently and pulled the shower head down to rinse my hair free of the suds. Hannah turned the water off, reached for her body towel, wrapped her head in a towel, and then used my Merida towel to dry me. She wrapped me in it briefly and said, “Let’s step out into the bathroom, and we’ll get your diaper on you.”
I groaned but had already unintentionally peed a bunch in the shower. Without warning, Hannah pulled the towel away from me, laid it down on a bench, and picked me up to lay me down on it. She grabbed the diaper she had brought, lifted my legs, and quickly fastened the tapes before setting me down on the ground to walk with her to the mirror. Hannah picked me up and sat me on the counter to brush out my hair and blow dry it as she did the same to hers.
Camille walked in then and sleepily said, “Hi Sofia, hi Hannah,” and then trudged to the shower she seemingly got into on autopilot. Most girls in the bathroom ignored me or waved ‘hi’ to me as they walked past. One girl, though, stopped and stared at me as I stared back at her.
Though I wasn’t attracted, I could still know she was probably the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She must have been a high-level paradigm, and I swore I had seen her before somewhere. Then it hit me, I had! She was in one of Mom’s magazines. I was curious enough to read it one day and remembered an ad for makeup or something with her in it!
“You have to be the most beautiful baby I have ever seen!” the girl cooed as she came over.
I decided to maybe correct her there, “Hi, I’m Sofia,” I said as I held my hand out to her.
“You’re not really a baby?” the girl said, “I’m Anna, by the way,” she added to be polite.
“It’s kind of complicated. I was eighteen until a bit over a week ago.”
“I know how that goes…” she said. “I assume you were probably a guy too?”
I nodded, “You?”
“Yep! It took seven months to change into this…” she said as she motioned to her body.
Hannah finished putting her clothes on and said, “Hi, I’m Hannah,” to her.
“Her mother?”
“Complicated,” we said together and laughed.
“We used to be best friends pretty much,” Hannah said. “Sofia changed first, and then I changed when she was being chased by some assholes.”
Anna nodded as if that was the most natural thing in the world. “Well, I’d better get a shower. Sofia, you really should join the Aphrodite’s Club. Hannah, you would probably be welcome too. Sofia, you would make a fortune in modeling contracts and acting as a baby.”
I sighed, “So I’ve heard. I’ll look into it. I suppose being the model on the box of Pampers toddling around in nothing but a diaper isn’t any different than right now?”
She laughed, “It would suit you well, and you could make a ton of money.”
‘Money?’ I thought to myself.
‘Like you really need any….’ Caireen reminded me.
She was correct; as easy as she magically made anything that I needed to just appear… and most babies don’t really spend money themselves… I sighed as Hannah brought a toothbrush up to my mouth. I took it and brushed my teeth before she helped me rinse my mouth out and carried me to our room. “You ready for breakfast now?” she asked me.
I looked at her and nodded. Then, after I nursed her breasts, she put me into my miniature version of her school uniform. “You look adorable!” Hannah said.
I stuck my tongue out at her, “I’m waaaaay more than adorable!”
She laughed, “Oh no, Princess Sofia is going to turn into a conceited brat if I keep giving compliments.”
I glared at her, “I’m already there! Now can we get some solid breakfast?”
She laughed and said, “Just a minute, let me make sure I have your diaper bag stocked since I have a feeling that they’ll separate us most of today.”
“In that case, you might want to have your pump handy somewhere, too,” I advised her.
She sighed and patted a backpack on the bed, “already in there.”
I stood up and hugged her legs, “Sorry.”
“It’s okay, I’m the milk cow, and you’re the diapered baby… not sure which one of us has the most to complain about,” she admitted.
“I’m pretty sure I won that battle. You can still do all the things you want to do,” I reminded her as she helped me put a coat on and then did the same.
“And you can’t?”
I sighed, “At least not for a while. Maybe eventually…”
“That’s the most hopeful you’ve sounded?” She said as she put on her backpack, put the diaper bag on her shoulder, and picked me up.
“Caireen and I made a deal last night. Speaking of which, you have bottles, right?” I asked suddenly.
“Of course, what kind of mommy would I be without bottles for my baby?” She said with a giggle. “Why are you asking, though? You didn’t want to use one in public yesterday?”
“I made Caireen a deal that I would let others help me out in class, change me, and carry me as needed… and drink out of bottles in the cafeteria. In exchange, she’ll teach me what I need to know to maybe sort of be normal some of the time.”
“How?” she asked as we passed through the door to go outside. “It’s cold out here,” she said in her next breath.
“Yeah, glad you remembered the coats!” I said and looked around at the ground and the shallow older-looking snow. Then, for the first time, it really struck me that we were in Vermont and surely would be getting as much, or more, snow as in Los Alamos. As if the weather had heard me, I felt a snowflake land on my nose and looked up to catch one in my mouth.
“Earth to Sofia,” I heard.
“Oh, right,” I said and told her how Caireen offered to help me. She looked a little disappointed with the idea that I would be a bit more self-sufficient, but I think she also understood. We went to the table that had become our typical hangout and left her bag and my diaper bag sitting with Camille watching over them. She smiled and waved us to get food while she munched on some variety of oatmeal.
Once again, I loaded a plate high with food and accepted the incredulous looks of the students around me. Anna saw me and said, “Hi, Sofia! You need a hand with that?”
I shook my head, “I’m good, thank you, though.”
Hannah followed me behind, and we swiped our temporary cards before returning to the table with our food. Hannah had a baby bottle full of juice in her hand that she handed me, and I sighed before putting it in my mouth.
“Are you sure that’s wise?” Anna asked quietly as she sat down in an empty chair beside me.
“What?”
“Letting people know you’re a baby?”
I laughed, “I was worried about that at first, Anna, but trust me, there’s no way I can hide the fact that I’m a two-year-old who will never be potty trained.” I sucked from my bottle again and said, “At least I look like a normal baby like this…?”
She nodded.
The conversation around the table mostly centered around projects due that week and the classes students were working on. There were a few discussions about something called the Cube and midterms. I looked with an eyebrow raised at Hannah about that, and she shrugged. “I’m not sure if you’ll have to participate in the Cube or not since you have come so late. They may not make you take them until the spring,” Anna told us.
Then, everyone filled us in on what the Cube was. Apparently, with superpowered teenagers, they needed to teach us how to fight and survive. The Cube was the center of that achievement; apparently, it kept getting ‘better’ every year. We had a couple upperclassmen at our table who had been through it and told their stories. I shuddered a bit but knew I could probably actually hold my own in there. Our favorite bully walked in right then and glared at me. As she started to come over toward us, I could see in her body language that she still hadn’t learned her lesson. To discourage her, I changed her hair from carefully styled, loosely hanging about her face to two tightly braided pigtails. At the ends of the braids were giant bright pink and white bows holding them together. It was almost comical as she felt her hair change, pulled one of the ends of the braid towards her face to look at it, and then screeched loudly in anger!
“You know you probably shouldn’t taunt her,” Anna told me.
“Probably not.” I nodded solemnly but couldn’t help smiling and adding, “She’ll eventually try and spank me or something.”
Everyone at the table laughed, and Hannah looked at a clock in the hall and said, “Come on, Sofia, we need to get you changed and then get to Caduceus Hall for power testing.”
I grabbed my half-full bottle and stuck it in my mouth as she carried me out of the dining hall. I couldn’t help but laugh as Streaked was having her friends try and loosen the ribbons on her braids. I debated on undoing them, but they would fade away in another hour on their own. Maybe she’d learn her lesson about threatening Hannah or me in the meantime.
Hannah carried me to the bathroom she had used to change me yesterday and soon exposed my diaper by pulling up my skirt. “You soaked this, Sofia,” she told me.
“Well, I had half a bottle at the table, and umm…. that would have to be at least a bottle earlier?”
Hannah shook her head, “It’s probably more than that.”
I thought back as she wiped me with a cold wipe. It distracted me for a moment before I asked, “Umm… Hannah, just how much do you think I’m umm... drinking?”
She finished taping my new diaper on, “It’s way more than a normal baby,” she said.
“Huh?”
She sighed, “Remember I woke up early?”
I nodded.
“I looked up the normal amount for mothers on the internet… it’s like somewhere between twenty to thirty-four ounces a day.”
I thought back, “my bottles are like eight ounces?”
“Actually, ten, and you can fill them a bit beyond that.” She said as she washed her hands in the sink and looked down at me. “I used the pump this morning…” she sighed again, “I definitely am putting out more like that maximum daily amount of each breast each time. So far, I think I’m averaging thirty-two ounces per breast per time.”
My eyes must have been showing their shock as I realized that only because I’m a Mergent could I keep up with her load of milk! Over sixty-four ounces every time I was nursing?!? She could feed multiple normal babies and not even come close to emptying herself! ‘How are my diapers keeping up with that?!?’
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Chapter 22: Playgrounds
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 22: Playgrounds
“WHAT DID YOU do with all of that milk?!?” I asked Hannah, mind blown at how much I was nursing from her.
“Well, there are a few bottles of expressed milk in the bag for you if you get thirsty,” she said with a smile. “And I talked Mrs. Lang into letting me use her fridge until we can buy a fridge with a freezer to put in the room tonight.”
I shook my head, “That space will be filled in no time, though!”
Hannah squeezed me as she picked me up, “Probably!” Then, she placed me on her hip, “Let’s get this testing over with!”
I smiled, “At least you’ll know more about yourself when we’re done!”
“Yeah, other than shooting energy at people and being the best wetnurse in the world, I don’t really know what I can do yet.”
We walked to the building together and checked in at the front receptionist’s desk. “Hi, I’m Hannah Rayburn, and this is Sofia Hammerstein. We’re here for powers testing?”
The lady smiled at me, “Why aren’t you just the cutest thing.”
I sighed and politely replied, “Thank you.”
“Let me just look up some information and have you fill out some forms for you and this little princess,” the lady said condescendingly.
Before I could get upset, Hannah said, “Ma’am, Sofia can fill out her own set of forms.”
“Isn’t she a baby?”
“No, ma’am, she’s eighteen,” Hannah said bluntly. I took a moment and looked up at Hannah and cringed a little bit. Being friends for most of our lives, I’ve seen that look only a few times. The last time she gave Sarah Acosta the ugliest black eye I’d ever seen.
“Oh, my apologies,” the lady said. “Here you go then, sweetie,” she said and handed us each a clipboard.
To assert my age a little more, I did a backflip off the counter and walked to a chair in a small waiting room. Hannah smiled at me and shook her head. After that, it was like déja vu all over again since it was mostly the same questionnaire from the powers testing in Los Alamos. I found myself filling in the ‘incontinence’ line again, but at this point, I had to admit there was no changing that.
“You done?” Hannah asked me a few minutes later and took hers up simultaneously.
“They should be out to get you two in about ten minutes.”
“Thanks,” Hannah said.
As she came over, she put her hand on my diaper and said, “I think you’ll be fine for a while.”
I nodded and looked at her chest, “How about you?”
She sighed, “I probably should pump or have you nurse, but I’ll wait until we’re back there and have them take a look. Why? Are you thirsty?”
I thought for a second and nodded. Hannah reached into the diaper bag and grabbed a bottle out of a pocket. She shook it, uncapped it, and then handed it to me. “Yours?” I asked as I looked at it.
She nodded.
I took a hesitant suck on the nipple and discovered it was cold and didn’t taste as good. “It’s cold,” I said while I made a face.
Hannah looked thoughtfully and said, “Here, hand it to me for a second.”
She held the bottle in her hand, and I saw a quick glow before she put a test drop on her wrist. “Here, try it again.”
I found it was precisely the temperature from her breast then and smiled around the nipple. ‘When did she start being able to do that?’ I wondered.
‘She’s got the most to learn today,’ Caireen reminded me.
Hannah picked me up and sat me on her lap as I continued to hold the bottle to my mouth. Sitting there was pretty relaxing, but I couldn’t help but be a little disconcerted by how much I was missing nursing her milk from her instead of using the bottle. When a white-coated scientist came out to the waiting room, I had finished the bottle and was just absentmindedly sucking on the empty bottle. “Hannah? Sofia?”
Hannah and I nodded. She grabbed the bottle from me and stored it in the diaper bag before getting up, and we walked back with her carrying the two bags.
“I’m Doctor Kestner,” the scientist said to us. “I’ll be one of the people running your testing today.”
“Nice to meet you,” I said, “I’m Sofia, and this is Hannah.”
He paused in the hallway, looked at me briefly, and then shook his head. “I understand you two are a team at this point?”
Hannah nodded, “Probably for the rest of our lives.”
“I get that; teaming up in emergences happens every now and then. Will you be okay being tested separately?”
I nodded, “I will need Hannah to help me every now and then, though.”
He raised his eyebrows, and Hannah responded, “She’ll need a diaper change in about an hour, I would guess.”
“Umm… okay. Or one of our staff could help with that,” the doctor said courteously.
“We’ll see where we’re at?” I suggested.
“Fair enough. I don’t want you two to impact each other’s testing right now, so we’re going to run one of you through one portion while the other is doing another. Sofia, if you’ll come with me please, Hannah, if you’ll go down that hallway and take a right, there will be someone waiting for you.”
With that, I was led into a room like the physical testing area at Los Alamos, but at least several times larger!
“I didn’t think to have her leave your bag with me… do you have a change of clothes for the physical portion of this?” He asked.
I didn’t even answer him with words; I just said, ‘do it’ to Caireen, and I was soon in the same leotard and tutu I’d been in for the initial test.
Doctor Kestner snorted and chuckled, “Okay then, I’ll take that as you’ll be fine in that?”
I nodded, “Yes, sir.”
We began with a treadmill, moved to weights, and then finally, he led me down to an obstacle course that made the one in Los Alamos feel like a home swing set in comparison. Tall platforms that rose forty feet above the floor, with rock climbing holds, ropes, poles, and swings set up throughout. It reminded me of the Ninja Warrior TV show that I had seen on TV one time. Given directions for a route, I had a blast running through the course, jumping, leaping, and climbing it like a playground. When I completed the course, I ran up to him, barely panting. “Doctor Kestner, that’s a lot of fun. Is there any way I could come back sometime to play?”
He looked at me like I had grown horns or something, “Play?”
Right then, I barely became aware of Hannah behind me as she picked me up, “Yes, I’m sure she’s thinking play. She’s a baby, after all!” She said and hugged me tightly before wrinkling her nose. “One with a stinky diapee!”
“Uh… would you mind taking care of that before I take her to the next test?”
“Not at all. Do you have a private room?”
He led us to an empty locker room, and Hannah placed a portable changing pad on the concrete bench before laying me on top of it. She pulled apart the snaps in the crotch of the leotard and shimmied it all up my body before un-taping my diaper.
“Peee-ew!” She cooed and smiled, “What a stinky baby!” She took a moment to tickle my side before getting to work on cleaning my bottom.
When she was done, I said, “Thank you” to her.
“You’re welcome, Princess,” she said as she found a trash can and dropped my soiled diaper inside. “Running around on that course sure made you a mess! I think that’s the messiest diaper I’ve changed on you.”
I blushed, “Sorry.”
“Why? You’re a baby. That’s what you should be doing!” she smiled and tickled my side.
I giggled, “What have you done so far?”
“They had me stare at a bunch of parts, and things that I guess are supposed to do something,” she shrugged. “You know I’ve always been terrible with mechanical and computerized things. They also had me grabbing some things from across the room, too… that’s kind of fun!”
“Huh?” I asked.
“Here, watch,” she said as I saw the diaper bag next to me open back up, and a bottle came out. The cap was pulled off by some invisible force, and she held it for a moment to warm it up. A quick wrist test and the invisible force picked it up as she settled me in her arms. The bottle floated to my mouth, holding the bottle for me to nurse.
“Cool!” I said around the nipple, and she smiled.
I nursed the bottle to empty pretty quickly, and she turned me and burped me unnecessarily. Of course, my body still burped on command, though!
“Okay, back to work, Sofia!” she said and walked me back to the room.
When we reached another room, I recognized they were testing me by shooting the balls at me again. Once again, I could duck out of the way for a while. I eventually failed the test, though, as I assumed all students must! I wound up sitting in that same gadget room, just as clueless as Hannah had been. Finally, I was bored enough that I started stacking parts like a tower of blocks before they seemed to think I might break something and rushed me out... I was then tested for telekinesis and other related powers. I was sure I could do the tests with magic, but that wasn’t what they wanted.
To my surprise, though, I suddenly seemed to be able to do a lower-power version of the green energy blasts I had seen Hannah do when she emerged. They weren’t powerful enough to explode like hers, but we discovered they were sufficient to disable unshielded electronics. They also seemed to be able to knock a person’s nervous system out. It wasn’t the same as my magical blasts; I was sure of that!
“You weren’t able to do that before in Los Alamos?” she asked me.
I shook my head, “No, not like that… That’s like Hannah’s power.”
“I wonder…”
Whatever it was, she thought though she didn’t tell me then. After some more testing, I was eventually led into yet another room. Questions from another technician were all about my avatar spirit. As I explained more about her, the man’s eyes seemed to get larger and larger. Eventually, I was tired of answering questions and let Caireen take over my body. It was weird being the bystander as she answered history questions he asked, questions about her powers, and many other things. During that session, I noticed he couldn’t type notes fast enough into his computer.
At two in the afternoon, Hannah came to find me, and after changing back into our uniforms, we went to get a late lunch. When we returned to the testing labs, I was greeted by a young technician in her late twenties wearing a lab coat over a pretty flowered dress. She introduced herself, “I’m Trinity.” She held her hand to me first and then to Hannah, “Sofia, do you mind coming with me to meet with Ms. Raspin for your magic testing?”
I looked at Hannah, and we both decided we’d have to split off. “Here, her diaper is a little wet, but it’ll probably hold for another hour,” Hannah said and handed her my diaper bag. My face turned red, and I glared at her.
“Do you want to walk, or should I carry you?” Trinity asked.
I sighed, “I guess we’ll go quicker if you carry me.”
She smiled and shouldered the diaper bag before placing me on her other side. I tried to ignore the feeling of the stranger securely holding me by my diapered butt!
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Chapter 23: Magic Tests
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 23: Magic Tests
“WOW, YOU SURE are light!” Trinity told me as she carried me across campus.
“So I’ve been told,” I told her.
“So, how do you like Bechtel so far?” Trinity asked.
I sighed, “I hate being without my parents,” I told her, “though I’m sure they feel the same way. I probably should have called them last night,” I said guiltily.
“You’re not the first student to forget to call their parents early on,” she laughed at me. “My parents practically yelled at me when I didn’t call them for a week!”
I giggled, “I’m pretty sure that’ll happen if I’m not careful. I guess I’ll call tonight… I’m sure Hannah would like to talk to hers too.”
“How about friends?”
“I seem to be making a few,” I admitted. “We’ll see how things go once we figure out what classes Hannah and I are taking.”
As we came up to the building, Trinity said, “Umm… Sofia, I think this may be a bit awkward?”
“What?” I asked, distracting myself from the fact I could clearly see a second entrance to the building other than the one the public would probably use. ‘It’s magic, right?’ I asked Caireen.
‘Yes,’ she answered, ‘pay attention.’
“Umm… I think you need a change,” Trinity said simply.
I looked down and felt a little bit of pee going down around my leg and sighed, “I never thought it would be my diapers leaking… she said I was just a little wet...”
“Do you want help?” Trinity asked.
I looked at her, “I don’t have any choice; I need help.”
“But aren’t you…?”
“The goddess I have lurking inside me isn’t allowing me to change myself for a while yet.”
“Okay…”
“So yes, please, if you don’t mind changing me?” I asked.
I expected her to walk to a bathroom but was surprised to see she had just walked into an empty room with a stone table instead. She sat me down on it while she dug out my changing pad, a clean diaper, and wipes. “Just lay down,” she told me with a smile.
She changed me like she well practiced at changing diapers every day. As she was taping the diaper shut, I asked, “You have a baby at home?”
Trinity grinned, “Yep, she’s just a little bigger than you. I keep hoping we’ll be able to potty-train her soon. I think we might do potty training boot camp over the Thanksgiving Break with her, as my sister calls it.”
“Good for her.”
“How about you? Any chances?”
I shook my head, “I think your people want to run a few more tests this evening on me, but everyone is guessing my EFP has locked me into being a baby with no control.”
“So, it’s a matter of learning to deal with it?” She asked as she dug into the diaper bag and found a new skirt to replace the one that had gotten wet.
“Something like that.”
“I guess I can understand your spirit’s insistence on depending on others for a while,” she said.
I just nodded.
“Okay, all set,” she said a few moments later after helping me fix my skirt and blouse. She straightened my hair before picking me back up and saying, “Let’s get this testing out of the way, shall we?”
She led me through the corridors of the building to an office with a lady I remembered from Mrs. Hensley’s visit to my house. “Hello, Ms. Raspin,” I said politely as Trinity sat me down on the ground.
“Good afternoon, Sofia,” she responded.
“I’ll leave your bag here,” Trinity said while placing my diaper bag on the chair.
“Thanks for all your help,” I said to her.
“Anytime,” she told me. “Ms. Raspin, if you’ll call me when you’re done, I’ll get her back with her friend.”
She left and closed the door on her way out. “Are you ready to start this testing?” Ms. Raspin asked me.
“Yes, ma’am,” I responded politely.
“Okay then, let’s go to one of our well-warded rooms for safety.”
Instead of picking me up or holding my hand, she opened her door and started down the hallway. I followed her, making several steps for each of hers, but I appreciated the freedom of movement there. Finally, she led me down to a large stone room with a circle of salt in the middle.
Caireen became nervous inside of me, and I knew why. Circles were dangerous, but we just had to trust the school here. “Would you please step into the circle?”
“I trust you will let me out of it?” I asked.
“I swear upon my true name that I will not keep you there against your wishes. It’s just a safety precaution as we test you.”
I nodded and stepped inside. Instantly I could feel the wards that were around the circle. Still, I also felt way better when we had a feeling that the power of this circle could be easily broken with our own strength. “Okay, Sofia, we’re going to do a few things once I clear out of the room.”
She left and went to an adjacent room with a glass observation window. “First, I want you to draw in as much manna as possible...” We spent the next three hours with her testing me in numerous ways. She tested my power level, knowledge of spells (limited then), spell strength (not so limited), and things I didn’t even have a name for.
When she finally finished giving me tasks, she asked, “Sofia, I could tell you became less nervous when you got in the circle. You can break through it, can’t you?” She asked.
Instead of answering her, I drew in the partial power I needed to do it and busted through the circle.
“Not another one…” she said with a sigh.
“Another one?”
“Yes, I’ve had about four students in the last six years who could do that. It makes it difficult to safely trust you when we start learning higher-order spells.”
I smiled, “Don’t worry, I can practice the really dangerous ones in Caireen’s castle.”
As we started walking back to her office, she seemed deep in her thoughts, and I realized for the first time that not only was my diaper leaking, but it was also sagging badly! It was almost falling off my waist as I awkwardly toddled, hoping it wouldn’t fall to the ground. Ms. Raspin didn’t notice it as she called Trinity to come to collect me, but Trinity saw it instantly.
“Umm… Ms. Raspin?” She asked.
“Yes, Trinity?”
“Did you ever check Sofia’s diaper?”
Her face fell as she realized she had dropped the ball and was embarrassed, “Umm…?”
“I thought so. Come along, Sofia. Let’s get you changed and back to Hannah before hitting your final tests tonight.”
Several minutes later, she was saying, “I can’t believe her…” as she undid the tapes of my diaper. I was soon in another diaper, but she said, “Sofia, you should see if you can get some uniform tops in as onesies.”
“Why?”
“I think they’ll help keep your diaper up when this happens again.”
“Oh,” I said. Trinity dug through the diaper bag and eventually came up with a pink romper for me to put on. “Won’t I get in trouble for not being in uniform?” I asked about wearing it.
“You’re going to have some exceptions noted in your file by tonight,” she told me, “And, as far as I’m concerned, you have no classes today.”
I was led back to Hannah at the other building. “How did she do?” Hannah asked like a worried mom.
“She did great!” Trinity said, “But you might want to see about getting her some onesies as tops instead of the regular blouses. It’ll help hold up any really wet diapers.”
Hannah blinked at me and said, “That’s a great idea! Thanks!”
We walked to Trident first, and I figured I knew why. “Full?” I asked her.
“I pumped five times today, and I’m even fuller now,” she complained.
In our room, she closed the door, pulled her shirt away, and we took care of her problem. “Do you mind doing this?” She asked me as she switched me to her other breast.
“No,” I sighed, “It really is very comforting,” I admitted before nursing that breast too. Hannah’s skin was far more comforting than the silicone nipple of a bottle.
‘See, there are good things about being a baby,’ Caireen told me.
‘I guess… On the whole, I would rather not be, though,’ I sadly told Caireen.
Once I had finished, Hannah cleaned up, and we went to dinner at the Friar Hall. It was already almost seven when we walked in, so we had to hurry to meet our final night appointment at 8pm.
Doctor Kestner met us at the receptionist area and asked, “If you’ll please follow me?”
I was a little surprised by the curtness but didn’t really care. It had been a long day, and I was looking forward to finishing these final tests. Hannah carried me and followed the doctor through an elevator door that took several minutes for us to go down to a low-level basement.
“How far are we below ground?” I asked her.
“About five-hundred feet,” she responded to me with a smile.
The door opened eventually, and we found ourselves in a concrete corridor. The walls reminded me of the pictures I’d seen of the Cheyenne Mountain Complex. Large pipes lined the wall, along with steel supports and the occasional solid door that was probably blastproof! She led us to another room with a young man waiting for us. “This is Doctor Wilks,” she introduced us, “Hannah and Sofia,” she said to us. “He’s going to run you through our latest device that we have to finish deciding your powers.”
“Okay…” Hannah said nervously.
In the end, it wasn’t that big of a deal. It was almost an MRI, and I’d been through one of those in the hospital once. We had to change into form-fitting white suits before getting in the machine, which meant my diaper had to go. I felt awkward when he pulled me out of the device and had to spray down the table with disinfectant… But I laughed along with Hannah about it later!
When both of us had run through the machine, I asked, “So can we see our scores?”
He shook his head, “I have to let Doc Strauss or a faculty member go through them with you.”
“Oh…” I said.
“Don’t worry; they’ll meet with you early in the afternoon tomorrow.” Doctor Kestner said, “You only have to get through your physicals and Sofia’s martial arts placement first.”
“So, we’re done for the day?” Hannah asked as she pulled her skirt back up.
“Yes, we are. I’d recommend heading back to your dorm and getting some sleep.”
“Sounds like a plan to me!” Hannah said.
Back in our dorm, the other students waved at us, but we managed to make it back to our room without being interrupted. We both took the time to call home then.
“Hi, Mommy!” I said in a sweet voice.
“Sofia?” She asked, obviously a little weirded out.
I giggled, “Who else would it be?”
My dad got on the line, and even Lily was on the phone for a few minutes. I decided to go ahead and get the awkward conversation out of the way. I told them about Hannah’s condition and our ‘fix.’ Mom seemed to take it in stride, but you could tell Dad was uncomfortable hearing about my nursing. Just before we finished, Mom said, “We sent you a few boxes of things that should be there tomorrow. It sounds like Caireen mostly has you both set - but there are a few things from home to make…” she teared up a bit, “to make you feel more at home.”
“I love you, Mommy,” I told her. I could tell being apart was hard on her. But, especially as for a week, she’d literally gotten her baby back!
“I love you too, Princess,” she told me.
“Love you,” Dad said.
“Love you too, Daddy,” I said with a smile, “Good night.”
“Night, Princess,” he said to me. Then, as I hung up the phone, I saw Hannah was finishing up too.
Hannah picked me up, and we gave each other a well-needed hug. There was no doubt we would both be totally homesick without the other!
“So how about that bathtub and a bath? Hannah asked me.
I asked, ‘Caireen?’
‘Let’s go to the bathroom, and I’ll get it settled,’ she assured us.
Soon enough, we were in the restroom. Caireen created a beautiful clawfoot bathtub with a circular curtain that closed around it. Caireen matched most of the shower controls to make it easier to use. I noticed she placed a silence button there too, and I would have to ask Hannah about that later. Hannah didn’t even bother with the round curtain that could conceal the tub, though, as she placed me in the tub. I blushed as Hannah bathed me, and other girls could see her doing so. Most of the other girls seemed more interested in the tub than my naked body, “Oh my God, can I take a bath next?”
In the end, Caireen made two more tubs through me before Hannah diapered me for the night and placed me on her breast. When she lay me in my crib with my pacifier, I was exhausted and fell asleep instantly.
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Chapter 24: Bullies
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 24: Bullies
MY NEW NORMAL day began when I woke up in my crib in Caireen’s palace, but Caireen wasn’t there. I stood up and grimaced a little at my soaked diaper. “Hello?!?” I asked quietly.
I heard nothing and wondered where Caireen would be. So I called out louder, “Caireen!?!”
Still, no one came.
‘Calm down,’ I thought to myself… I looked around my crib and found Emie next to the bars. I picked her up and held her while I waited and hoped someone would come.
Then I waited.
Eventually, I began playing with Emie to try and distract myself, but still, no one came.
After what must have been a few hours, I felt my stomach rumbling. ‘I’m hungry, and I’m wet!’
‘What would a normal baby do?’ I asked myself. ‘Is Caireen waiting for me to cry?’
I sighed and thought some more before standing up and grabbing onto the bars that hung just at my fingertips. I figured I could jump over the bars if Caireen hadn’t left a similar spell on this crib. So I ensured I had a firm grip and flung myself over the bars!
And then promptly found myself flung back into the crib and onto my wet rear-end.
I sniffled.
I felt tears going down my face.
Then without warning, I felt myself begin to wail at the top of my lungs!
‘Where is Caireen?’ I thought to myself.
As if waiting for me to cry, she suddenly appeared in the room. She picked me up and held me tight, “It’s okay, baby,” she told me.
“Where were you?” I sniffled out.
“Taking care of some things,” she said while bouncing me and shushing me. Nothing she said, though, was helping me stop the tears. “Let’s get that wet diaper changed,” she told me.
I was gently placed on the changing table, and Caireen was gentle as she unpinned the diaper and wiped me gently. I found myself still sobbing, though, as she finished. ‘Why can’t I stop crying?’ I asked myself.
‘Have I truly gone nuts now?’ I asked myself again as she dressed me, and I was still crying. Caireen continued to ‘shush’ me but, in the end, sat down in the nursery rocking chair and nursed me at her breast.
Embarrassingly it finally calmed my body down.
After I had finished nursing, she burped me and asked, “Better?”
I almost started to tear up again, “Why was I crying? And why couldn’t I stop?!?”
She hugged me, “The longer you spend time here in this world as my baby, I suspect you will begin to have more normal reactions. For example, a baby waking up alone and then crying in a crib for attention is normal behavior, isn’t it?”
“But why didn’t you come when I called your name?”
She smiled, “The alert ward in your nursery won’t go off unless you’re crying.”
“You tricked me into crying?” I asked, upset.
She shook her head, “I would have been here in another half-hour or so, but the only way I knew that you were awake and needed me was if you cried.”
I glared at her, “Would you please change that ward to if I call your name?” I remembered my manners at least, but my tone of voice had her clucking.
“You’re a baby; if you want my attention before I’m ready to give it, you’ll just have to cry.”
“What about…” I started to argue.
She put her finger to my mouth, “Do you need your first spanking from me?”
I felt my eyes open in terror and quickly shook my head, “No, I’ll be a good girl,” I told her, fearing how hard a goddess could hit!
“Good!” she said, “Then let’s get to some magic lessons here.”
I sighed and nodded. “What’s up today?”
“More wards,” she said simply.
For the next several hours, we practiced. First, Caireen taught me a simple privacy spell to prevent others from listening to me. Then she showed me another simple spell to protect something like our dorm room from anyone else breaking into the room. Caireen explained that she had already placed a bunch of wards around the room. Still, it would be better to continually add layers of wards to the protection.
After she fed me lunch there, she walked me outside and to the forest’s edge. “What are we doing here?” I asked.
“I wanted to show you your tree house!”
I looked up suddenly and noticed a beautiful tree house up on top of a thick tree. I could barely see the stairs that were cleverly camouflaged around the tree up to the top. “Cool!” I said.
I climbed the tree’s steps and came to a door. I tried opening it, but it wouldn’t budge. Caireen followed me up and said, “It’s locked by magic. You have to unlock it first.”
‘Another lesson?’ I asked myself.
I sat there for over an hour trying to feel how she had locked it with a ward. She had to change my diaper in the next hour while I picked the magical lock. It was frustrating beyond belief, but a part of me was enjoying the challenge. I eventually succeeded in opening up the door and immediately squealed in excitement!
“I did it!”
“Yes, you did, my clever little princess!” She said with a smile when I looked at her. “Now go on in there!”
I walked in through the entryway and quickly realized this was another of those weird spells to make things bigger. Inside was huge! There was a play kitchen with a modern-looking stove and microwave, “What, no wood-burning stove?” I asked her with a smile.
“Time to come to the modern age on some things,” she told me with a smile.
I walked through the house and found a playroom, a living room with a TV, a nursery just right for playing with Emie, and a door that led to a deck that ringed one edge of the house. I ran back to Caireen and hugged her, “Thank you!”
“You’re very welcome, Sofia. Before we go back to the castle and put you to bed, I want you to put up the wards you learned about today. Then you need to lock up the door again too!”
I looked up and excitedly said, “Okay!”
I walked inside and around the perimeter as I put up the warding spells. When I got back to the door, I knew everything about how it locked from picking it, so I created my custom magical key of a spell to relock it. Finally, I closed the door behind me and asked, “How did I do?”
“Great!” she told me as she scooped me up. She carried me back to the castle garden and sat in a chair. One of her servants brought a glass of some sort of juice to her, and she said, “You’ve got to be thirsty and hungry now…?”
I turned a bit red but nodded. Caireen moved her dress out of the way, and I nursed until I fell asleep to return to the real world.
I RUBBED THE sleep from my eyes as I felt myself get picked up. I blurrily looked up at Hannah and noticed she was already dressed in her uniform. “Good morning, Princess,” Hannah said with a smile.
“Morning,” I mumbled. Then, finally, my eyes began to focus, and I could see she was already dressed for the day. “You already showered?”
“Uh-huh,” she said as she carried me to the changing table, “I figure a bath at night should be enough for you?”
I thought for a second, “I guess normally… but I used to use that to wake up,” I told her as she unzipped the sleeper I had been dressed in.
“Well, we’ll try the normal baby way for a week?” She suggested soothingly as she slid my feet out and pulled the sleeper away, leaving me in only a very soggy diaper.
I shrugged, “I guess.”
With that, she laid me down the rest of the way and gently cleaned my diaper area with a couple baby wipes. “Umm… Caireen?” Hannah asked hesitantly.
I felt her stir and let her come to the front of the focus, “Yes?”
“They had a really good idea yesterday about making her uniform blouses actually onesies with the snap crotch there… Would you mind?”
I could feel a little magic leave me, and the blouse she had waiting on the changing table instantly added a tail. I knew without looking that the others in my closet had also changed. I sighed; it would probably keep my soggy diapers from sliding off me!
“Thanks!” Hannah said. She pulled it over my head and said, “You know we could just have this be a one-piece dress almost,” as she snapped the crotch shut. “The skirts could be attached like a couple of those outfits that you and Lily have…?”
“Whatever,” I said. Clearly, my dressing choices weren’t going to be mine again for a long time - if ever!
“What a cranky baby,” Hannah said half-teasingly, “let’s get something in your tummy, and maybe you’ll stop being grouchy!”
Hannah carried me to the rocker for a nursing session, burped me, then said, “Let’s go get breakfast, and then we’ll get to our appointments. I can’t wait to see what they list as my powers!” She said excitedly.
“Super breasts on the EID?” I joked.
“Well, super stinky diapers must be on yours?” she retorted.
“Ouch,” I said.
I felt the back of my diaper, wondering if I had gone, and she laughed at me. “You’re not stinky now, Silly,” she told me with a smile and kissed the top of my head. “I’m sure you will be soon, but that’s no biggie,” she said with a smile and sat me down on the ground. I watched as she gathered my diaper bag and our coats up. I put on the coat she handed me while she put on her own. As soon as she slung the diaper bag over her shoulder, she picked me up and said, “let’s go!”
We ran into Camille on the way to breakfast, and she asked us about how our powers testing went the day before. I learned a lot more about how Hannah’s had gone, and by the time we got to our seats with food, I mentioned that I had been able to shoot out some green stuff like her. Camille looked at me and asked, “Is it maybe because…?
I looked at her and glared. She got the hint.
“Because of what?”
“Because of her bond?” Camille recovered.
“Maybe,” Beth said. The others began talking about other Mergents and how sometimes they managed to influence things, “You could be a little bit of a copyist?” Beth suggested later.
As we finished, I hopped down and immediately groaned in my head. My body forced itself into a crouch, and I was soon pooping my diaper. Hannah grabbed my diaper bag and asked, “Do you want to walk to the bathroom or for me to carry you?”
I held my arms out in answer as I did everything I could just to not start wailing. I felt my pacifier push into my lips and kept my eyes closed. ‘This is so embarrassing! In front of everyone!’
‘Sofia, open your eyes.’ Caireen insisted.
I groaned but did so. ‘What?’
‘Notice, not a single person cares?’
We walked right next to a few gorgeous girls, and they just smiled at me. I forced myself to smile back. We’d almost made it to the cafeteria door to leave when Streaked just happened to walk in. She sniffed and looked surprised for a moment before looking at me and asking, “Oh, did the wittle baby girl make a poopy diapee?”
I felt a tear threatening my eyes, but I refused to give in. I couldn’t help this and was not going to put up with Streaked’s bullying. With a single spell, I had changed her outfit into a onesie top like mine, panties to a diaper. Then Caireen added a special touch of her own, and I watched the bully squat down and make her very own poopy diapee.
“I think the wittle baby girl did make a big poopy!” Camille said through her laughter. Other students pointed and laughed at Streaked.
“I’m going to get you!” she shouted at me and started to run at us. I quickly put up a shield between us and watched as she ran into it, rebounded, and sat on the ground. I felt for her as I thought about how much that had just smashed her mess. She began to try and retaliate again, but a member of Bechtel security came up right then. “What’s going on here?”
‘Uh-oh,’ I thought to myself.
“That little bitch just changed my clothes and made me shit myself!!!!” Streaked screamed.
The officers looked at me, and I remembered one of them from the other day when the officer led Streaked away. “Is that true?”
I thought about lying, but that never got me anywhere, “She was making fun of my disability and the fact that I was in a ‘poopy diapee.’”
“Let’s go to the security office and chat then…?”
“Umm… we don’t have to do that,” Streaked suddenly looked scared.
“This isn’t the first time you all have had problems, and I’m not going to have an ongoing feud,” the man said, “Let’s go.”
“Can I change Sofia really quickly?” Hannah asked.
The man looked thoughtfully at us, “Only if Sofia changes Streaked, so we don’t have to smell her?” There was a bit of a bemused smirk on his expression.
I looked at Streaked and used a spell that I wished I could use on myself. A second later, she was in a nice clean diaper, and I’d even given her a skirt to cover her diaper and the onesie… sort of. The onesie definitely peaked out from underneath the edge a little!
The officer smirked again and nodded at Hannah. “I’m so tempted to spank you, Sofia Elizabeth!” Hannah growled in the bathroom while she changed me. “She wasn’t doing anything bad to you there.”
I glared at her, “Do you have any idea how embarrassing it is to poop your pants and then have someone say something about it?!?!?”
“You’re a baby, Sofia. It happens all the time! Get used to it!” She said as she slid my pacifier back into my mouth. “Let’s go get this over with. Hopefully, you didn’t just land us both in detention!”
“But…”
Hannah finished wiping me none-to-gently and put a new diaper on me. Then, she angrily snapped the onesie snaps, pulled my skirt down, washed her hands in the sink, and then mine too. “Let’s get this over with quickly, and maybe we can still make our appointments on time.”
I pulled my pacifier out of my mouth and said, “I’m sorry, Hannah.”
She sighed, “I know you are. I just hope they let us off with a warning. As it is, I think you’ve made a permanent enemy of Streaked for us.”
I bit my tongue from saying, ‘She started it!’
When we walked back out of the bathroom, one of the security guards was still standing with Camille. They led us to the security office at Kane Hall with no one saying anything. The dread of being in real trouble hung over my head like a knife.
Before we reached the Hall, I decided to do something unasked and changed Streaked’s clothes back to her regular clothes. She gasped but smiled that she was back in her actual clothes. In return, though, she gave me a glare that made me glad I was in Hannah’s arms. One of the security officers looked at me and said, “No more changing anyone’s clothes right now, please!”
I nodded, “Sowwy.” I said around the pacifier. As we walked in the doors, I felt like we had walked into a police station and not someplace on a school campus.
“The Captain is waiting back there for you all,” one of the officers with a name badge that read ‘Giddings.’
I found myself sucking on my pacifier more, but Hannah pulled it out of my unwilling mouth just as we went in the door. I glared at her, but she angrily whispered, “You’re going to face this like the big girl you claim you want to be!”
Streaked had already taken a seat in one chair across the desk from an imposing man who I had to assume was the Captain. “Well, this isn’t the way I like to meet new students,” he started, “I’m Captain Tilling,” he said without getting up, “and we seem to have a problem with you all. Please sit down,” he motioned to the chairs. Camille took the chair in the middle of where Hannah sat down with me on her knee and the one Streaked was in. I heard the door shut behind us.
“So, let’s start at the beginning. Streaked, what’s your side of the story,” Tilling asked.
I knew it would do me no good to interrupt, so I listened as she wove a tale that made it sound like I was the first to start picking on her. I gritted my teeth and resisted pulling a spare pacifier from my purse to help me stay quiet. In the end, she said, “all I did today was to comment about the baby having a stinky diaper? What is so wrong about that?!?”
“Emerald, you’ve been really good about waiting for Streaked to say her part; what’s yours?”
“She started the whole thing by making fun of Hannah the first day. She made a comment that Hannah must have been some teenage slut,” I paused, “Pardon my language,” he nodded. “And, I made a comment to shut her up about ‘sorry, Hannah really is a virgin, and she can’t give you lessons.’ My friends laughed, and she took the hint and left.”
“Bull… I never said that!!!!”
“Streaked; I watched Emerald control herself very admirably through your side of the story. Time for you to do so too.”
“The other things?”
“She was picking on me another time about needing a high chair, and I made her hair turn into cute pigtails with bows. This one… she was embarrassing me in public and being a bully. I couldn’t help turning her outfit into what it was.” I felt Caireen stir and knew my voice had changed, “Sofia wasn’t the one to make her lose her bowels, though; that was me. I can’t stand bullies and people who pick on children. Her comment was not meant as a cute baby comment.” she faded.
Captain Tilling looked at his computer before asking, “That was your avatar spirit?”
“Yes, sir,” I said.
“You have anything else to add?” He asked me.
I sighed, “No sir, I’m sorry. I was mad and afraid I’d deal with them constantly if I didn’t stand up to a bully like her. In my defense, she was never harmed.”
“Uh-huh,” he said, unconvinced. “Ms. Rayburn, do you have anything to add?”
“Only that whatever you decide, I’ll back you up on. I know Sofia’s parents approved of some alternate forms of punishment.”
“Alternate forms?” I asked and was squeezed into silence.
“Yes, Emerald, your parents, and Mrs. Hensley discussed that cleaning up the containment labs for detention would probably not be within your abilities for your size. However, several other ideas were given as alternatives…?”
I gulped.
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Chapter 25: Sparring
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 25: Sparring
‘SOMEHOW, I THINK Hannah will be getting me as soon as we return to the dorm too.’ I thought as I looked at Hannah’s serious face.
Caireen seemed to nod, ‘I’m sorry, Sofia, I should have helped you remain a little calmer… but the truth is that little witch deserved it.’
I forced myself to not show the smile I thought at that.
“Sora, do you have anything to add?”
“Well, in all honesty, Captain, this was a harmless prank by Bechtel’s standards, and you know Streaked was egging her on. It was also a no-visitor day…?”
Captain Tilling glared at each of us in turn before saying, “Here’s the deal. My first instinct is to punish both Emerald and Streaked for their actions. I think, though, that Sora is right.” he paused and glared. “You will stay away from them,” he said to Streaked, “if I hear of any contact, I will give you two weeks of detention cleaning the worst rooms in the containment labs,” I watched Streaked shrink down in her chair. “And you, Emerald, will leave Streaked alone. Of course, if she directly attacks you, then by all means, you may defend yourself. Still, any more magical changes of clothes, appearance, or other tricks on her by you will result in the alternative forms of punishment that were suggested.”
I nodded, feeling my diaper warm. “Yes, sir,” I said. I heard other voices join mine before he said, “Okay, you all, get out of my office, and I’d better not see you back here!”
With that, we all split from the building as quickly as we could. Streaked ran off as fast as she could move, which was pretty fast, leaving just Camille with Hannah and me. “I need to get to class,” Camille sighed, “I’ll see you two tonight after class!”
I watched her run away, and Hannah checked her watch before hurriedly walking us towards our appointment with the health services doctor.
Hannah was still angry as she opened the clinic door with a crash, which startled me a bit. Unintentionally I let out a whimper. She looked down at me and sighed, “Sofia, I’m sorry, it’s going to take me time to get used to all of this. Since you changed Streaked’s clothes, my instinct has been to take your diaper off and give you a spanking.”
I whimpered again.
“I won’t do it this time,” she told me.
“This time?”
“That’s one of those alternate punishments Sofia.” She gave me a hug as she said it and rubbed my back.
“But…”
“Yes, your cute little butt can and will get spanked if that happens again.” She pushed me a bit farther back from her face to look into my eyes, “Caireen, that’s your tush too. Don’t you dare do something like that again!”
I felt Caireen stir and take over; she was angry. “Silly little girl, you think I will let you just abuse Sofia? Yes, maybe it was impulsive, and I took on a bit of Sofia’s immaturity. Still, at the same time, that was a calculated attack by me. I guarantee Streaked would cause more trouble if we didn’t respond.”
“What do you mean?” Hannah asked as she started to move again after looking at a clock.
“I mean, she planned to use a spell right then to do to you what we did to her.”
I went ‘huh’ at the same time as Hannah said it.
“Alright then… Caireen, you must know there will be a time or two as a mother I may need to spank Sofia.”
“If she deserves it, I’ll let you do it.”
I grumbled in my head as she let me take over. Hannah tightened her hold on me and kissed my head. “Sorry for doubting you.”
I plopped my pacifier back in my mouth and leaned against her shoulder as she walked into the office. She walked up to the receptionist’s desk and said, “Hi, I’m Hannah, and this is Sofia. We’re here for our medical checkups?”
A plump lady looked up from her computer and said, “Oh my land, aren’t you just the most precious thing?” Her accent was the most stereotypical Georgia peach accent I had ever heard. I felt my body blush from my toes to my red hair.
“Sofia…” Hannah prompted.
I sighed, “Thank you, ma’am.”
“Well, don’t you have great manners, young lady?” She gave Hannah the look of someone judging her for being a teen mother.
“Thank you,” I said, “My mom back home tried her best to teach me.”
I saw her eyes open. She looked down at her list and said, “I’m so sorry, sweetheart!”
“It’s okay, Ma’am,” Hannah said for us, “it’s been a weird couple of weeks for us, and we don’t expect strangers to figure out the facts on sight.”
The lady nodded, “Well…” she seemed to try and think, “okay…” she looked down at her desk, “we have all of your information from your registration and yesterday. So, you’ll just need to wait for Doctor Cori, and we can get you both all sorted.”
“Thank you,” I said wearily.
Hannah carried me back to a chair in the lounge, and I sucked contentedly on my pacifier. “You thirsty?” She asked me.
I looked at her as if ‘not again,’ and she laughed. She produced a bottle of apple juice that she exchanged with me for my pacifier. Just to be safe, she clipped my pacifier onto my blouse. “So that’s getting old…” she said aloud.
I whispered, “well, you could nurse me in front of her… that’d convince her I’m yours for certain.”
Hannah giggled and muttered, “behave, Sofia!”
Thankfully we were late and didn’t have to wait too long for the Doctor to come out. “Hannah? Sofia?” He asked.
“Right here,” Hannah said and stood up.
“We can either take you one at a time or do both at once?” He suggested. He seemed to linger with his look more at me.
“Might as well both go back. It’s not like there’s an inch of my body to hide from Hannah,” I told him with a shrug.
“Same here,” Hannah added.
Doctor Cori led us through a typical doctor’s office corridor before opening the examination room door. I thought it was unusual that a nurse hadn’t done that for him. He seemed to sense my thoughts, “My normal main nurse is busy taking care of an emergency case down the hallway, so you just get me today. Really there’s not a lot of tests that a nurse would do that wasn’t already done yesterday during your initial workup.”
“Oh, okay,” I said aloud.
Indeed, he had two massive folders in his hands that must have contained our medical records and everything they had done to us yesterday. “Sofia, why don’t we start with you,” he said gently. “Hannah, would you set her down on the table here?”
Hannah gently set me down where he directed. He approached us. “Okay, I know you were just given a full physical Sofia, but with everything we see here, it’s best to do everything again here.”
“Everything?!?” I asked nervously.
He shrugged, “Everything.”
“This sucks…”
“Sofia…” Hannah scolded me.
“Hannah, Sofia, could you strip her down to her diaper?” He said, “Here is a gown for her and you if you’ll change into them.”
“This is a… full physical?” I noticed Hannah finally getting it.
“Yes.”
“This sucks…” She repeated.
“Hannah, language…” I mock-scolded her and received a glare that would have burnt me to a crisp if I was still a boy. Luckily my new girl shield protected me from it!
Doctor Cori left, and we followed his instructions. “Your diaper is wet, Sofia, but I have a feeling he’s going to want in there anyway…?” Hannah told me.
“I know…”
The next hour was embarrassing for both of us. Doctor Cori did a complete physical on me before he had Hannah dress me, and she had her own. He had her pump a bit more milk out for additional testing, as well as performed a physical that was even more thorough than mine. I tactfully sat in a chair away from them, drinking a bottle while hers was done.
“Okay,” Doctor Cori said, “You both seem healthy. But, Hannah, you are lactating far more than a normal mother. We did take the sample you provided yesterday and tested it. It obviously isn’t showing any harmful effects on Sofia. Still, our lab would like to experiment with it before we say it’s okay to feed any other babies… or others. We believe it probably is safe and might even have some healing properties, but until we’re sure, it’s best to play it safe.”
“Okay,” Hannah nodded, unsurprised. “Anything else that we need to be aware of?”
“I think your body will probably be filling out and maturing the rest of the way into your early twenties fairly quickly. This is based on your hormone levels from yesterday’s blood samples. I want to see you again for a checkup in six weeks.”
“And me?” I asked
“Sofia, there is no doubt that you are the healthiest baby in the world. I don’t see anything wrong with you at all. However, you can probably skip a routine visit for another six months unless something comes up.”
“What about her incontinence issues?” Hannah asked, and I blushed.
“Unless she grows or changes in some other way, I don’t believe there will be any real progress there. Everything about her is normal for a twenty-month-old.”
“Twenty months?”
“You should get a full report later. The test you took last night looked at your dental structures, bone structure, and everything developmentally. The conclusions were that your body is right on target for an eighteen to twenty-month-old.”
“So, I could be really an eighteen-month-old? I’m not even two years old?!?” I whined.
“Well, we’re not necessarily putting it in the system like that,” he smiled.
Hannah hugged me and then asked, “Okay, so what else do we need to do here?”
He shook his head, “You’re all finished. We’ll finish analyzing blood work and such, but I think you’re both cleared from a medical standpoint.”
“Could we have a few minutes of privacy before we head off to Sofia’s martial arts testing?”
He looked at her and said, “Of course, if you need to nurse here, there’s no problem. I’m also noting in your file that considerations for nursing or pumping must be accommodated discreetly for you.”
“Thanks,” Hannah blushed.
He closed the door, and she said, “Please?”
I couldn’t tell he had taken another sample from her… she seemed to be full again already! Half an hour later, she changed my messy diaper, and we headed to the building, where I was told to meet with Sensei Kwon. In the locker room, I asked Caireen, ‘May I please have my Gi?’
She seemed to smile, ‘Sure,’ she said.
I had a replica of my Gi from back home in a flash but in a smaller size. She’d even added my black belt with the second stripe. The only thing that didn’t make sense is it didn’t quite feel right. So I moved the fabric back at my waist and saw that she had somehow made a onesie attachment. ‘Why?’
‘It works better with your blouses and will probably help your diaper not fall off during your training,’ she told me.
‘Oh.’
“You look so adorable!” Hannah cooed at me.
I sighed and walked with her to the main room, where a few other students in groups were practicing. An older gentleman who seemed to exude experience saw us and came over. I bowed respectfully to him. “Sensei, I was told I needed to see you for martial arts placement.”
He also bowed to me and replied, “You are Sofia?”
“Yes, Sensei.”
“And that makes you Hannah?”
She seemed awkward in her regular uniform and responded, “Yes, Sensei.”
“It is a pleasure to meet you both; I am known to most of the students as Sensei Kwon. I see Sofia, you wear a belt with a second degree. Which style?”
“Tae Kwon Do,” I responded and spent a few minutes having a respectful conversation where he asked my thoughts on my strengths and weaknesses.
“You have just tested for that belt, though?” He asked after a while.
“Yes, Sensei.”
He led us to a mat. “Then let me see your katas,” he started off. Over the next two hours, he put me through my paces completely.
“Not bad,” Sensei Kwon said, “I can tell you’re still getting used to a new center of gravity, but you’re not off by much. Would you mind sparring with some of the advanced students now?”
I nodded enthusiastically, “Sure!” It would be the most adult thing I had done since I changed!
“Efferous, would you please come over here,” he called to a girl on the other side of the room.
As she came over, I could see that she was probably close to my old height… which meant she might as well be a giant now! Her eyes were an odd amber color with a Mergent glow. “Hi,” she waved at me like I was a real baby, “what’s your name?”
“Sofia,” I said.
“Came dressed up with your mommy today for testing?” she asked. Apparently, she hadn’t paid attention to my forms at all.
“Something like that,” I said.
Her eyes shifted a little, but before she could say anything else, Sensei Kwon said, “Efferous, I would like you to spar with Emerald here.”
She looked up at Hannah and asked, “Is she going to change first?”
I laughed, and Hannah looked worried. “I’m Emerald, not her,” I told her.
“You want me to spar with a baby?”
“Yes.”
“Okay, Sensei,” she said respectfully. However, you could see she had her doubts.
“Take your places,” Sensei ordered.
I stood opposite her and bowed.
“Shee-jawk!” He ordered, and I watched her try to decide what to do.
Ultimately, she wasn’t willing to do anything other than circle me, so I decided to attack first. First, I jumped into the air with a kick to her stomach. That seemed to surprise her entirely with how much it hurt! Next, she went to grapple with me, but I managed to wriggle free. She nearly made me cry with a loud animal-like howl at one point, but I kept moving. I continued to leap and kick at her for several minutes, with her only managing to land one blow on me when Sensei Kwon concluded the match.
“You’re stronger than you look!” Efferous said woozily.
I shook the hand, and she leaned down and said, “Thanks.”
“Remember Efferous to never underestimate your opponent by their appearance!” Sensei reminded her.
“Yes, Sensei.” She said and smiled at me.
Sensei Kwon had me spar with two other individuals, and I collected quite a crowd on the sides. However, it took several shocked opponents before I had one get the best of me.
A girl codenamed Celer was a speedster. I figured out quickly Celer was like in ‘accelerate.’ I tried doing the same kicks and punches I had been doing, but she was so fast that she would dodge in and out. She finally went around and around me like some cartoon, and I got caught off balance trying to follow her. She jokingly spanked my bottom at the time and said, “Bad baby!”
I was embarrassed but forced myself to laugh to save face. Celer hugged me after we bowed and said, “I so want to hang out with you sometime! You’re too cute!”
Sensei Kwon led us to an office and said, “Okay, Sofia, it is clear you will do very well in my advanced martial arts class. We will work to round out your education with other styles, though. As accomplished as you are at Taekwondo, you should be able to learn and advance in several other styles very quickly.”
“Yes, Sensei.”
“Hannah, I would recommend you join the entry class. I think it will be invaluable for you to study and train. Sofia here can help tutor you, and you should be able to learn quickly.”
“Yes, sir,” she said.
He dismissed us, saying, “Thank you for stopping by. I’ll pass along my recommendation for placements to Mrs. Hensley. I believe she’s handling you two personally?”
We nodded, and Hannah said, “We’re supposed to meet with her after lunch.”
“Then you probably should get a move on if you want to change Sofia and eat before that meeting!”
I frowned. Sure enough, we went to the locker room, and I had a dirty diaper to have changed. I did my best to act calm as the next girls’ class came in to get changed for their class. “She’s sooo adorable!” One girl said with a smile right when Hannah had a wipe on my butt.
I was mortified.
Once Hannah had a new diaper on me, Caireen changed us back into my uniform with magic. Hannah washed her hands, and we exited with about half of the girls still cooing over me. I pulled my pacifier from my put-away purse and pouted while I sucked on it.
Hannah patted me on the back and said, “Once we get some lunch in your tummy, you’ll feel better.”
I sighed, “I really want a shower.”
“I didn’t even think of that… I don’t think we really have time, though.”
“How about you? How are you doing?” I asked, thinking it had been a few hours.
“I snuck away and pumped while you were testing,” she told me.
She carried me to the Friar Hall, and we quickly made our way through the food line and to our usual table. We arrived as Camille was telling Esmie about Ewe apparently trying to pick on another student that morning. The kid apparently transformed into a spider and sent Ewe screaming away just by his appearance. “I’d be scared by a ten-foot-tall spider too, though,” Lizi admitted.
I nodded. I hated spiders, so I would have been crying and running before the change. Now I think I would just send one of my spells at it...
Hannah had placed a bottle of her milk on the table in front of me, and I found myself nursing it and ignoring the plate of food. I only had made it about halfway through my plate of food, and now I was skipping it altogether. For some reason, I was craving that taste more than the fettuccine alfredo. Hannah gave me a sideways glance and a concerned look but didn’t say anything. I think she and I both knew I was getting nervous leading up to our meeting with Mrs. Hensley. ‘What’s my schedule going to be like?’ I thought.
‘It’ll be fine, Sofia,’ Caireen cooed at me.
‘But… Also, what will I do with getting to classes on my own? I haven’t even walked across the campus by myself once yet.’
‘You were fine an hour ago sparring; you’ll be fine getting across campus.’ But, she reminded me, ‘besides, all you have to do is make one cute look at a girl, put your arms up, and I guarantee you they’ll happily carry you across this planet.’
I nodded to her mentally and realized my bottle was empty. Hannah picked me up right then, and I felt her discreetly check my diaper. I looked at her, and she shook her head, “Dry,” she mouthed.
I was surprised; maybe that’s why I was craving the bottle? ‘You might be dehydrated from sparring,’ Caireen said.
‘You’re probably right.’ I acknowledged.
“Come on, Sofia,” Hannah said to me. She grabbed my diaper bag, and we sat off to walk to Mrs. Hensley’s office with a chorus of ‘good lucks’ from our new friends. “It’ll be okay, Sofia, I promise!”
Hannah’s hug helped me believe that as we made our way out of the Friar Hall.
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Chapter 26: Results
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 26: Results
WE WERE SENT into Mrs. Hensley’s office by her secretary shortly after arriving. “Come have a seat over here on my couch, ladies,” she told us.
Being in the principal’s office was at least slightly less scary. “Okay, I’m swamped this time of year, but I wanted to ensure I took care of getting your schedules done personally due to your… umm…?”
“Weird?” I suggested.
“Odd,” Hannah suggested with a smile.
“Unique,” Mrs. Hensley said with her own smile, “unique circumstances.”
“Thank you,” I said simply, and Hannah’s voice overlaid mine.
“You two must have been great friends before all of this?” She asked.
“Us and our friend Jacob… we were like the three musketeers,” I told her.
“We grew up with each other,” Hannah added.
“Well, it seems that’s been good for you two now.” She paused to shuffle some papers, “Okay, well, the first thing is to let you know what your powers testing showed.”
Hannah squeaked and started to shake just a little bit.
“Hannah, since you haven’t been told anything yet, let’s start with you.” She paused and pressed a few times on the tablet she held, “First, you’re a Paradigm Level 2. You’re at genius intellect levels mentally and about as strong as a normal human can get. Next, you can sense emotions from others and discern who is feeling what. We label that as an Empath Level 2 talent. Next, you seem to be Level 2 in Danger Cognition. Your main abilities seem related to the Pyrokinetic blasts you can make. They rated you a Level 5 in Pyrokinesis. Your blasts seem to reach around 1500 degrees Celsius, and you can pinpoint them to the accuracy of a dime at one-hundred feet. You also have a Telekinesis ability that we rate at Level 2. Tests show you can lift up to two hundred pounds from a distance of fifty feet. The power is fairly useful since you seem to have a very fine level of control as if you’re using your hand. The final thing they noted was that you seem to be a Regen Level 5. Meaning you should heal very well if you get hurt.”
I smiled at Hannah, “You’re a tough cookie!”
“Yes, you are,” Mrs. Hensley agreed. “Don’t get overconfident around here, though,” she advised.
Hannah nodded and squeezed me, “What about this one?”
“Sofia’s tests were interesting. We already had a foundation with hers from Los Alamos, of course,” she smiled at me, “but we can test here beyond theirs. The device you went through last night is one of a kind built by one of the technomages we have on staff that has helped our accuracy improve. So far, it seems to give about the same results as our established tests, but once in a while picks up on some powers that slip by us. We may ask Sofia to undergo additional tests in a few weeks to confirm the device.”
“What changed?” I asked.
“Well, obviously, your main talent is your Avatar talent. We agree with Level 5 from your previous testing there. Esens Level 3 also did not change,” I nodded. She took a deep breath and said, “We’re labeling you a Copyist Level 1 because you seem to be able to take on Hannah’s talent. We think this is likely due to your nursing from her?” She shook her head, “Not really sure. It lets you have the equivalent of a Level 1 Pyrokinesis with your blasts.”
“Cool,” I said off-handedly. It was kind of, in a way. I wondered if I stopped nursing if I would still have it, though?
“Next, your Paradigm Level stayed at Level 4, borderline Level 5. One of our technicians was leaning towards five in his assessment. But, the device went with four, so we’re sticking with that.”
Not much had changed so far; how she spoke before made me wonder about my Magic level.
“The last power that showed up obviously is your Magic power. Mrs. Raspin and the device seemed to think you’re a Level 7 here.”
I looked at her and said, “You’re joking, right?”
She shook her head, “I’m afraid not. It’s probably partially due to Caireen being involved. Still, you fit our definition simply by how you interact with Ley Lines. Mrs. Raspin noted that you also blew through her protection circle easier than anyone else she’s had before.” She sighed and seemed to age a decade in her posture. I watched her pull her glasses off her face as she looked at me, “Sofia, I have to implore you to be very careful with your use of magic. Level 7 Magic abilities are exceedingly rare. We’ve only had a couple dozen at Bechtel since the school was founded at that level or greater. Those levels of magic very often lead to self-destruction... On the other hand, you have more power at your fingertips than almost anyone else.”
I nodded, “The whole with great power thing…?”
Hannah squeezed me reassuringly again. “So, did the device come up with any other results?”
Mrs. Hensley nodded, “Age regression seems to be a common side-effect with high-level paradigms, so the device was designed to pinpoint the exact age of a student. Hannah, you’re showing up as being 16.”
“Wait, what?” Hannah asked. “I feel like I got older… not younger?!?!”
Mrs. Hensley shrugged, “I’ll be honest, the device hasn’t been wrong yet. But, I think you may be perceiving the changes brought about by your Paradigm trait?”
“And what about me?” I squirmed.
She looked at me and gave me a kind smile like she was about to pronounce a death sentence or something. “Well, this is where the device and our doctors really can’t make up their minds. So the Device is saying eighteen months.”
I nodded, “That’s what the doctor said earlier,” I sighed, “but...?”
“But the doctors think you could be more like right at twenty to twenty-two months based on your dentition, height, and skeletal structure.”
“So, are you changing my GEID data?” I asked.
She shrugged, “I’m going to leave that up to you. We probably should split the difference and change it to twenty months. However, I have seen enough out of the machine to believe it’s probably more accurate at eighteen months.”
Hannah squeezed me in a hug, and I just nodded, “Go ahead and change it to eighteen months, I guess… I definitely qualify for free everything at restaurants now, right?”
Hannah laughed behind me, “Somehow, I don’t think your appetite is what they have in mind for ‘kids eat free.’”
Mrs. Hensley cracked a small smile herself. “There’s one other thing that the Device did seem to confirm on you, Sofia... We can rerun the test in a few months, but the results indicate that you aren’t aging.”
“I kind of figured that. I guess I’ll spend a lifetime as a baby.” I felt a tear going down my cheek, which Hannah wiped away and kissed the top of my head.
“Hannah, I won’t be surprised to see you reach eighteen again with your body and then freeze at a certain age. The doctors have made notes that they’ll test you both again in three months.”
Hannah nodded.
“Well, here are your new GEIDs and your official student IDs,” she said, handing over two new cards to us. “Sofia, do you have your old GEID so I can destroy it?”
I nodded and reached into my storage place for my purse and to give it to her. She smiled at me and said, “You both have great pictures on these!”
“Okay, now that we have all your test results, I think we need to talk about your coursework. You were almost done with high school and taking very advanced courses.”
I sighed and nodded, “So it’s official, back to preschool for me?”
She laughed, “No, but I think it would do both of you good to consider this a chance to explore some of our more specialized coursework. Also, because of your abilities in your other subjects, I think you two could benefit from working on this for more than six months or even a year.”
Hannah nodded, “So sophomores...?” I couldn’t blame her for trying, even with the discussions on Sunday about us being freshmen.
Mrs. Hensley looked thoughtfully but shook her head. “Because you’re coming in so late this year and already rooming on the freshmen floor, I think it would be better for you both just to go ahead and be freshmen.”
“I’ll never make it to college!” Hannah groaned.
“We will be sure that you work on some coursework over the next couple of years that will make it to where you can enter college as at least a junior. So it’ll make up for that a little bit,” Hensley said.
“I guess,” I heard her grouse behind me. I leaned into her and turned around to give her a hug.
“Thanks, Sofia,” she told me.
We spent the next hour putting together our two schedules as best as possible. We both ended up with Costume Design I, Powers Fundamentals, Power Exploration, and Calculus II. Separately my schedule listed Magic I, Intro to Magic Theory, Mythical Fundamentals, and an Advanced Martial Arts class without her. Hannah would split off and had Esens I, World History, Intro to Psychic Arts, and a Firearms Basics class on her schedule. I wanted to take the Firearms class too, but there just wasn’t room in my schedule. As it was, we would both have a class after dinner each day. Mrs. Hensley tried tweaking the schedule as best as possible to allow us to meet up at least every other hour, even if we didn’t have classes together.
“Thank you for your help with this,” Hannah said politely as we wrapped up.
“It’s my pleasure,” she told us both. “Try and make it by the bookstore in the next couple of hours before they close so you can get your materials and supplies.”
“Okay,” Hannah said before we left her office and bundled up in our coats.
Ms. Hensley’s secretary gave us an odd look as we walked out the doors, past the reception area, and out of the building, where we could see snow flurries starting up. “Remind me to wear tights tomorrow!” I said to Hannah as I shivered.
Suddenly the air around me was warm, though. “What did you do?” I asked her.
She looked down at me and shrugged, “I guess I can warm up the air too?”
“That’s cool… I guess we don’t need coats when you do that?” I suggested.
Suddenly, it was cold again, and I glared at her. “Well, I haven’t quite got the knack for that yet. But, maybe you can learn a spell.” She said with a bashful smile.
Caireen said, ‘there is one, but I think tights would be good until spring comes anyway.’
I just sighed, “Where are we going now?”
“The bookstore, like she said?”
“Are you going to make it any longer than my diaper is?” I asked. For once, I noticed it was squishy without someone else telling me.
“Our room first?” She said with a grimace.
I nodded.
Unfortunately, Trident seemed to be the furthest building away from anything! Hannah walked quickly, though, and it wasn’t too long before Hannah carried me through the doors and sat me down on my feet in the lobby. Ms. Lang stopped us as we passed her room and said, “There were a bunch of boxes that came for you two today. I took the liberty of putting them by your door.”
“Thanks,” Hannah said and smiled at me. “Shall we go see what our mommies sent us?”
I smiled, “I’m hoping for cookies!”
She laughed and patiently waited while I walked beside her up the stairs to the second floor on my own two feet. It wasn’t that I moved that slowly; I just had a very wet diaper that seemed to have gravity trying to pull it off my body, even with the help of the onesie. I grimaced since my skirt seemed to be having issues too. ‘Caireen, do you think you could make some of these outfits with the skirt attached to a onesie?’
‘Sure,’ she seemed to smile at me, ‘I thought it was a good idea yesterday too, but I didn’t want to push you into that one.’
‘Thanks, but I think it’ll be easier to deal with for us.’
Walking down the hallway to our room, I noticed the dorm seemed almost eerily quiet, with all our friends and fellow students off at their classes. A large pile of boxes sat in front of the door to our room. “Wow, our moms went a bit overboard?” Hannah suggested.
I looked at the pile as she unlocked our door and shook my head. Hannah and I dragged the boxes in and began opening them up. We put the contents on the ground where I could help sort them. My mom had sent me several large packages of diapers, dozens of baby bottles, pacifiers, bibs, clothes, hair supplies, shampoo, and toothpaste. She had even included some stuffed animals - including the bear Hannah had given me in the hospital. I shrugged at most of it as boring necessities. Many of them had already been provided by Caireen and the school. The items I did treasure were framed photos she sent. There were the pictures we had taken Saturday, pictures of our family before my emergence, and even pictures of my grandparents and extended family. With Caireen’s help, I took a moment to magically hang all of them above my desk. I had a few tears going down my face with homesickness as I looked at a picture of Lily and myself from the other day.
In another box, I found a pink Disney Princess backpack with Belle, Cinderella, and Rapunzel. Mom had thoughtfully stocked the front pocket with pens and pencils, but I couldn’t help but notice the kids’ backpack was huge compared to my body! Even being one of the smaller kids’ backpacks, it was two-thirds my size! I looked at it thoughtfully and then instinctively used magic to make it shrink in its outward appearance. ‘Caireen, how do I make it larger inside like you’ve done with this room?’
I could feel her pride as she instructed me on how to do it. I then made the main compartment much more extensive than any regular backpack and divided it into several sections. So I could keep spare diapers, clothes, books, and maybe a bottle or two and still have some extra space. Hannah had stopped opening boxes to watch then, “That is so cool!”
I smiled, “And the backpack fits me and looks’ totes adorbs,’ right?”
She laughed at me, “Please don’t ever say ‘totes adorbs’ again?”
“Why, I am, according to Esmie!”
“I am never letting you talk to her again!”
I just laughed, “You want me to do this to your backpack too?” Her mom had sent her own well-used purple Jansport backpack out to her.
“Please?”
I just smiled and motioned for her to hand it to me. She grabbed a few things from the main compartment first, and then I began working to help her have the space for stuff for her and anything she might want to carry for me in there too. It was now the world’s best student backpack and diaper bag a young mom could need!
“Thank you, Sofia!” she said with a big smile, and she stocked it for herself. Next, we sorted the rest of the makeup, clothes, and other supplies her mom had sent her.
“They did send cookies!” Hannah said as she opened the final box. Inside was a package of microwave popcorn, homemade cookies, and even some dried red chile pods!
Nearly an hour later, she had changed my diaper, nursed me, and we were on our way to the bookstore with her backpack on her shoulders. I also wore mine and enjoyed the novelty of walking across campus on my own two legs. Mrs. Hensley had mentioned that our IDs held money that our parents had loaded into them and any money we might earn on-campus jobs to spend there. Following the directions we were given, we soon found the campus store.
“Whoa…” Hannah said when we entered the doors.
“I can’t really see anything,” I told her. She leaned over and picked me up so I could see. From a taller vantage point, I could see that we were in a store that would rival Walmart for supplies. It seemed to have electronics and components in one section of the store, making even an old Fry’s store seem pitiful. Hannah noticed traditional shopping carts were sitting next to the door. I waited in her arms while she grabbed one, put the seat down, and then set me down. Unlike a regular cart seat, this one seemed to sense a baby and automatically buckled a belt across my waist.
I frowned, “This isn’t fair!”
Hannah laughed, “You haven’t been in one of these since you emerged, have you?”
I shook my head, “Mom never made me go into Walmart or the grocery store. The closest we might have been would have been the stores on Saturday, but you all pushed us in the stroller or let us walk?”
She smiled reassuringly, “I promise I’ll let you out if you want to look at something.”
I huffed and spent the next ten minutes looking at her rather than the store from my fixed viewpoint. She would grab items from shelves, which would be my only real opportunity to see what was there. “Please let me out?” I asked.
She sighed, “Alright, but you have to stay with me!”
I nodded.
She poked at a button on the buckle and released me from the restraint before setting me down on the ground. I still couldn’t see past the aisle we were on, but at least I could look around it! As we followed the maze, I got the impression you would never have to leave the campus for anything. First, there were your basic necessities for hygiene and groceries. Then there were whole sections of clothing, movies, games, electronics, computers, and finally, the books and supplies we came for!
It took us a half hour to look at our course schedules and the required texts to find all of the books for us. Next, we found some needed supplies for the courses. For example, my magic courses required specific items, and Hannah needed a gi for her beginning martial arts class. Finally, we carefully split each other’s things into two separate piles at the cashier.
“Why aren’t you the cutest little girl?” The cashier asked of me.
I smiled, “So I hear.”
She looked blankly at me for a moment but processed our items, “Okay, that’ll be six hundred and ninety-four dollars,” she said with a smile at Hannah with my pile. Somehow, she seemed to be missing me handing her my student ID.
“Ma’am, that stuff is mine; here’s my ID.”
The lady looked at me suddenly like I’d grown two other heads. “Umm…”
“I’m a student,” I reassured her.
She looked like she was about to faint as she ran my card and passed me a receipt. I had only purchased my books and a few other supplies. I pulled my backpack off my shoulders, took the shopping bags she had placed the items in, and shoved it all quickly inside my backpack. I zipped it up and put it back on my shoulders. I couldn’t help but grin at the lady as she looked like she was about to faint.
She caught herself, though, and quickly rang up Hannah without saying another word. She’d picked up more items than I had. Still, she was also able to throw everything in her enlarged backpack. Hannah picked me up and placed me on her hip. At the same time, surreptitiously, she checked my diaper, “Come on, Sofia, let’s go find the restroom before we head back to our room.”
I watched the lady practically have her eyes pop out of her head as Hannah carried me into a nearby ladies’ room. We both giggled as she pulled down the changing table on the wall.
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Chapter 27: Dark Creatures
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 27: Dark Creatures
THAT NIGHT AT dinner, Camille and our new friends all pumped us for information on her powers testing and our class schedules. “Now we just need to figure out who can go with Sofia to each class,” Hannah finished.
“Well, I have Magic Theory at the same time,” Camille told her, “and Knag and I both have Magical I at the same time too.”
Lizi nodded at the mention of her name. “We can just go straight from lunch over there,” she assured Hannah and me. “I have the same section of Powers Fundamentals, too,” she added.
“I have the Advanced Martial Arts class with her,” Volango piped in as I watched her munching on what had to be her fourth or fifth banana. Beth was obsessed with them, even if she tried to deny it!
“That only leaves Mythical Fundamentals,” Camille said. “Anyone taking that section?” She asked the friends sitting around the table. I watched as everyone shook their heads.
“Guess I get to be on my own for once,” I said, sort of happy and terrified simultaneously.
Hannah frowned, “How far is it from my history class to there?”
“It’s pretty much on the other side of the campus,” Hailey said.
“Look, it’ll be okay; I’m not ever really alone,” I reminded her.
She nodded, “I guess.”
“So, you both are starting tomorrow?” Esmie asked.
“Yeah,” I said before popping my bottle into my mouth.
Esmie smiled at me, “You are so cute!”
I just blushed and kept nursing the bottle until it was empty, and Hannah replaced it with my pacifier. I just took in the conversations around the table and tried to keep track of everything. Stories of student feuds like Streaked and me, others about villains’ actions in other towns, and horror stories of the EPC and Sanguis Primum continually were told. Something was always discussed that made everything feel completely unreal. When everyone finished eating, I jumped down from the table to return to the dorm. I thought I would get a chance to walk, but Beth picked me up and put me on her shoulders for a piggyback ride. “The view better up there?” She asked me.
I sighed, “I miss this being the view.” Or at least, I sort of said that through my pacifier.
“You’ll get used to it,” she assured me, “trust me.”
I didn’t say anything in response as we walked back to Trident. Once there, everyone ended up in our room for some last details. “Okay, so Sofia can’t change herself. It looks like I’ll be able to be there for a lot of her changes, but if she needs it, can you all change her?”
Camille smiled, “I’ll be happy to help!”
Beth looked a bit uncomfortable, “I’ve never changed a diaper before,” she admitted.
“Well, there’s a first time for everything,” Hannah said and suddenly put me on the changing table.
“Do you…” I started to say and then felt the warning look from Hannah and the internal warning from Caireen.
‘This is what I’m talking about, Sofia,’ she said.
I sighed, “Get it over with, please…?” I looked at Hannah.
“Okay, Beth, you’ve at least got a good baby here to change. She doesn’t wriggle around like her sister!”
I smirked at that! Lily was a wriggle worm most of the time when she needed changed!
“Okay, the first thing you’re going to do if you’ve got a table is strapping her down so she can’t accidentally roll off,” Hannah instructed and had Beth do it. She was clearly uncomfortable with it but did it anyway. “Now she’s got this skirt on; just push it out of the way underneath her.”
Beth timidly pushed it up, “You’re not going to break me,” I told her.
“Sorry, I…”
“Didn’t grow up thinking you would have to be a mother?” Hannah smirked.
Beth shook her head, “No...” She looked almost a little upset, but she said, “Okay, I’m not going to break you, Sofia… Next is this onesie, I’m guessing?” After that, she gained confidence and made it to my diaper quickly.
“Go ahead and get another diaper ready to put underneath her,” Lizi suggested.
I turned red as I realized I had become the ultimate doll for all of the girls here. She exposed me with the pull of the two tapes on my diaper. “Wipe her really well front to back,” Hannah instructed. I was having difficulty keeping my composure as I had three friends and Hannah working together to change my wet diaper. “If it’s a dirty diaper, use the back of the diaper to wipe as much off her as you can,” she added.
After a seemingly interminable amount of time, I was in a dry diaper, and the onesie had been snapped shut. “Why don’t we leave the skirt off, Sofia,” Hannah suggested.
I just shrugged since Caireen hadn’t gotten around to attaching the skirt to the onesie. My friends had just seen me at my most vulnerable; what more embarrassment could come? Hannah grabbed my backpack and showed everyone where we would keep my diapers, wipes, bottles, pacifiers, and extra clothes. “It’s a good thing you can do magic,” Lizi noted, “I don’t know how you would have made it around without it.”
“Simple, a diaper bag,” Camille said, shaking her head while smiling. “Most mothers don’t have magical babies, and they get along just fine.”
Eventually, they left to do their homework, and Hannah closed the door to gain privacy. A nursing session was needed for her sake, and I finally logged onto the sweet computer I had on the desk. I discovered that unique games were only available to students here on a test basis and downloaded a couple. Before I could do more than make a character in one, Hannah said, “You want to call Jacob with me?”
I shrugged but walked over to join her at her desk. She used her computer to go ahead and set up a video chat with him.
“Hey, Jacob!” She said.
“Hannah, Ni... Sofia!” He was somewhat excited. “Where are you two?” He started, “Your pictures were all over the news. They said you were wanted for a terrorist attack.”
I sighed, “We’re at a special school for Mergents. We were attacked at the mall and defended ourselves.”
“You’re okay then?” He asked.
“Yes,” Hannah said, “Just in a bit of shell shock.”
“Wait… Hannah, why are you there?”
“My parents didn’t call you?” she asked, a little annoyed.
“My parents grounded me from my phone. They may have called it? So I can’t get to my messages.”
“What did you do?” I asked.
“I might have decked a guy for making rude comments about you?” he answered sheepishly.
Hannah shook her head, “Well, Jacob, I’m here because I emerged too.”
“Wow!” Jacob said. I noticed him adjust something on his computer, and I was sure he was zooming in on Hannah. “You have the same eyes as Sofia now.”
“Yes,” Hannah said simply. We spoke together for an hour before his mom banged on his door, and he said goodbye quickly in a panic.
“Something tells me he wasn’t supposed to be on his computer,” I said.
“Nope!” Hannah sighed, “He’s going to be in so much trouble,” she shook her head, “typical Jacob!”
“Wow, it’s late, Sofia. We both have classes tomorrow.”
I sighed, “Bath time?”
She nodded. I followed her to the bathroom in just my onesie and drooping wet diaper. In the bathroom, I noticed that the other girls used two bathtubs, but the one I had used last night remained open. Hannah started a bubble bath for me with some of the soap mom had sent and plopped me inside the tub. While I played with the bubbles, she washed my body and hair. “Okay, Princess, we don’t need you wrinkling away!” She said as she picked me up and dried me with a towel. She wrapped me in it and carried me back to the room in her arms like an infant. The routine of diapering me, dressing me in a footed sleeper, and then nursing me to sleep while singing a lullaby was truly becoming… a routine.
IT WAS ALSO becoming routine to wake up in Caireen’s castle. Like yesterday she wasn’t in the room as I woke up. I had some dolls in my crib, so I began playing like I had been with Lily. I had to have been playing for a while when I felt a quick cramp and found myself squatting. ‘I can cry and get her attention… Or just keep playing…?’ I told myself. Right then, though, I found myself squatting a second time and went the crying route.
Caireen was in the room within a minute and picked me up, “Oh no, do we have a poopy diapee Princess?” She cooed at me, “Shhh… I’ll get you all cleaned up in a moment.”
She laid me on the changing table and worked to clean my bottom off. Routine was the action at this point, and I only squirmed a little as she worked to get me into a new diaper. After a quick nursing session, burping, she said, “I have to get some things done in court today. I want you to come with me.”
“Court?” I asked.
“It’s one of the things you have to do as Queen, sweetie, you’ll see,” She assured me.
One of the servants showed up at that time and bowed before saying, “All is ready for you, Your Majesty.”
“Thank you,” she said. “We’ll be ready in a moment.”
“Yes, Your Majesty,” he said and exited the room.
“Let’s get you dressed properly!” Caireen said with a smile. She sat me on the ground, and I followed her to a wardrobe of fantastic dresses. One of them looked very much like the Sofia dress I had in the real world. She didn’t hesitate to pick that one and began dressing me in a petticoat and then the dress. My hair was piled onto my head quickly, and my tiara appeared in her hands.
“Well, Princess Sofia, I believe you’re ready to see what being a Queen is like today.”
I shrugged and said, “so, do they believe I’m your daughter in this kingdom?”
She nodded, “You are my daughter and my chosen successor here.”
“How can I…?”
“Someday… not anytime soon. Relax!” She smiled at me. “Behave and watch today.”
She picked me up and carried me down corridors and stairs until we came to a small receiving room with couches and a small fireplace. She sat me down and said, “You will wait here for a minute, and then my advisor Elizabeth will let you know when to enter.”
I felt nervous as she went through a door and down a hallway that I supposed must lead to a throne room? The door in my room shut with an ominous thud, and I heard one do so further down the hall. I felt my diaper grow wet from my nerves.
I paced a little bit and sillily practiced curtsying for no reason other than boredom. My dress was pretty, and I enjoyed twirling around in it for a moment too. I wondered how much longer it would be when I was surprised by a voice.
“Princess Sofia,” a lady had snuck up on me and curtseyed, “Your Highness, your mother is ready for you in the throne room.”
The lady was dressed in a simple but elegantly styled emerald green dress. “May I ask your name?”
“I’m Rosemerta,” she said.
Something inside me, for some reson, had an alarm bell ringing. I instantly wondered what had happened to Elizabeth. Caireen had very clearly said it would be Elizabeth coming for me. “What happened to Elizabeth?”
“She’s waiting in the throne room.”
“Mother told me Elizabeth was coming for me. Go get her and have her come.” I said. Something was not right here, and I began drawing in power to protect myself.
Suddenly the lady before me scowled, “Come along, you sniveling little baby!”
As she reached for me, I screamed and fired one of the energy blasts I had been taught to make at her. Rosemerta managed to jump away from most of the blast then, and only a bit of her arm was hit.
“You little bitch!” She cursed and lunged at me again. I dodged her and attempted to kick her in the head with a flying kick. I missed and hit her chest instead. She cursed again, got a hand on my foot, and dangled me from the air. “Little girls do not attack their elders!” She screamed at me and smacked me hard on my face. I felt her try to rip my tiara from my head, but all it did was make it feel like she was ripping my hair off!
I charged up another charge and managed to get her to drop me. Just as I rolled to a standing-up position Caireen and a dozen guards ran into the room. “Seize her!” Caireen commanded.
Rosemerta cackled and said, “Oh no, I don’t think so!” Somehow, I watched as she shapeshifted into a bat, of all things, and then flew out the open door. Caireen missed her with a spell, and we watched her fly away into the distance. “Secure the castle!” She said to her guards, and two of them left to carry out her orders. The others took up places at the two doors inside and out.
“Oh no, Sofia, are you okay?” Caireen asked me as she picked me up.
I could feel my face was bruising, and my leg hurt from how she had suspended me in the air. “I hurt,” I answered simply before I began bawling.
Caireen said, “I need a fresh diaper and a new dress for Princess Sofia.”
One of the guards bowed and said, “Right away, Your Majesty.”
I was still incoherently crying. I thought the castle would be safe from anything!
“Who was that?” I managed to sob.
Caireen shifted me in her lap to where she and I could see her face. I could see her own tear streaks and anger evident on her face. “One of many enemies I have…” she paused, “you remember my anger with the vampire comment you made?”
I nodded and felt my eyes open wide, shaking my head, “You’re kidding?”
She shook her head. “They’re not like your culture thinks of them. They don’t drink blood; they drink the manna within their victims for their own twisted magic.”
“And they can turn into bats?” I asked, “That’s real?”
“Some of them?” She shuddered in anger.
A woman in a servant’s uniform walked in and then to the room carrying a change for me. Caireen laid me on the floor and quickly changed my soaked diaper and dress. “Are you thirsty, baby?” She asked me when she was done.
I had mostly stopped sniffling by then and nodded. Then, without any sense of shame of the guards being present, she carried me to a chair and presented me with her breast. For once, I didn’t even feel embarrassed or need to resist; I just nursed for a long time until she burped me. While nursing, I could feel my manna refilling, and my face seemed to hurt less. She eventually stood up and said, “Court is canceled for today for security reasons, Princess, but I want to meet with my generals and you to come with me.”
With that, she carried me down the hallway she had disappeared to earlier. I nervously sucked on my thumb as another door to the throne room was opened by a guard and my mouth opened in shock. The room was gilded in gold accents with a patterned wooden floor that was extravagant enough on its own. The room was decorated with paintings like European castles often were. Still, this room somehow made the most luxurious castle I’d seen pictures of look like my parents’ house. On one end opposite us stood a set of doors fifteen feet in height and massive. I guessed that is the end visitors came through.
To my left, I saw a raised platform with six stairs leading to the top. There sat a large and a much smaller throne next to it. Both thrones were covered in green fabric and gilded legs and frames. I could see emeralds inlaid to the edges, and I couldn’t help but think, ‘mine?’
Caireen walked to the top of the dais and sat down with me in her lap. “Your Majesty, Your Highness, General Reginald is here with his staff,” a herald stated.
“Send them in!”
I watched as a giant of a man walked in with five other men behind him. They bowed before us and said, “Your Majesty, Your Highness, a million apologies for my failure to protect Princess Sofia. I will be stepping down...”
“No, you won’t,” I found myself saying. Yet, somehow, I knew this was a good guy, and it wouldn’t have mattered who it was; the vampire lady would have made it in any way.
“Your Highness, I failed you and the Queen. There is no other option.”
“My daughter is right, General Slane, even if a little out of turn here,” I blushed at her light rebuke. “I do not believe this attack could have been prevented. This creature managed to get through my wards, something I did not believe was possible. I’m at least as much at fault as you are.” I felt the sadness in her words.
“But…”
“Your oath was until death, or I release you from your service, correct?” I felt Caireen squeeze me slightly in a hug. “My daughter does not wish for you to be released, and neither do I. All I want is to find out who put this creature up to this and make them pay.”
“We think we know that,” he said and motioned an advisor forward.
“Your Majesty, we believe King Camulus and Queen Damara met with this Rosemerta this week.”
“How dare they!?!” Caireen snarled. “Fine, if they want to play this way. Do you know of any other movements by them yet?”
“No, but I would recommend...” After several hours of discussions of plans, we left the throne room to return to my nursery. Everyone was under the impression that they would force us into the marriage since Caireen turned down the marriage offer. If they could seize our kingdom, they would be a force to be reckoned with… and not a good one either!
“I was scared,” I told her as she changed my diaper.
“I can imagine. How did you know that lady was a fake anyway?”
“Well, I had an instinct that something wasn’t right… she didn’t come from your throne room hallway for one… and you told me your advisor’s name was Elizabeth,” I reminded her.
She nodded, “Simple, but you were able to figure out the deception. Luckily for us, they didn’t take that part further.”
“Am I safe now?” I asked.
She kissed my still, slightly sore cheek, “as safe as I can make you. But, truthfully, Sofia, I think this will mean war. I will make them pay as soon as I confirm they were behind all of this.”
I nodded but didn’t say anything more. Caireen nursed me to sleep, and I wondered which could possibly worry me more, a war with what amounts to gods and goddesses in my dreams or going to high school as a baby...
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Chapter 28: First Day
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 28: First Day
THE NEXT MORNING, I woke up to a worried shriek from Hannah. “What happened to your face?!?”
I groaned, “I’m trying to sleep here.”
“Sofia, your face has a horrible bruise on it!”
I groaned and opened my eyes, looked around, and then it dawned on me what she said. “Wait, I have the bruise here?”
Hannah gave me a piercing look, “What happened to you?” Then, she looked at a clock, “Talk quickly while I get you dressed.”
I blinked again and sighed, “It’s a long story… Last night someone tried to kidnap me from the castle.”
“What?!?!” Hannah shrieked.
Caireen pushed to the front, “Hannah, please calm down. Sofia fought back against the lady and could hold her own until I got there with my guards.”
“What about this bruise?” Hannah asked exasperatedly; she looked like she was about in tears.
“I’m surprised by this, but apparently, Sofia carried an injury back to her corporeal body. Give me a moment, and we’ll have her healed up.”
I felt Caireen do something, and my face instantly felt better. “Is she safe now?” Hannah asked.
“I think so for now, but my world will become increasingly dangerous for a while… So I definitely won’t be bringing you in for some time.”
“What about Sofia?” she asked worriedly.
“Believe me, she’ll be as protected as anyone possibly can. She should be safe.”
“Should?” Hannah asked.
“Just change our diaper and get moving, Hannah. You can interrogate me later, but I don’t want you two to be late for your first day of classes.”
With that, I felt her move to the back, and I took over again. Hannah didn’t say anything as she quickly changed my diaper and sat in the rocking chair. She bared her breast for me to nurse, but other than patting my back, I could tell she was angry at me. After I had emptied her other breast, she burped me. “Hannah, I’m sorry; I didn’t choose to be in this life. This isn’t Caireen’s fault either,” I added.
“Well, it doesn’t matter, does it!?!” She asked.
Before I could reply, she popped my pacifier into my mouth, and I decided to leave her alone. She put her coat and backpack on, my jacket on me, then helped me with my bag before picking me up and settling me on her hip to go to breakfast. I decided it was in my best interest just to be a good baby and stay quiet while my ‘momma’ was mad. I never liked being around Hannah when she was this angry. Still, unfortunately, now I couldn’t exactly get away from her to let her cool off.
By the time we reached the dining hall, I was hoping she’d get over her anger that day! She sat me down to get food, and I held my tray through the line again. At our table, our friends were chatting about many things. Lizi finally asked, “Are you excited to start classes today, Sofia?”
I shrugged, “I’m glad to be doing something again… who likes to go to classes, though?” I asked with a smile.
“We could just take you to daycare instead,” Hannah said.
I sighed, “Please, Hannah!”
“Whoa… are you two fighting?” Camille asked.
“Yes,” I said to Hannah’s, “No.”
She glared at me, “This is not fighting!”
“It certainly is, Hannah. You’re mad at me for a bruise that wasn’t even my fault!”
“Huh?” Camille asked, “What bruise?” I could see she was looking us both over.
I took a moment to perform one of the privacy warding spells Caireen had been teaching me. She nodded in approval as Camille said, “Wow, that’s a perfect ward!”
I shrugged, “I had to keep this private… Each night when I go to sleep, I don’t really sleep…?” I explained how I went to her castle each night, and even though I could feel Caireen was a little annoyed at how much I was sharing, I knew I could trust my new friends. “Anyway, last night, Caireen was getting ready to introduce me to the court for a session, and while I waited for my summons to go in, I was nearly kidnapped.”
The others looked stunned as I explained everything more. Camille’s eyes flashed, and she said, “Your Highness, you should be careful; I can feel your future value to this world… if you die in Caireen’s world, you will likely also die here.”
Hannah whimpered next to me and picked me up to hold me tight. “You can’t keep taking her there, Caireen!”
I felt Caireen come back to the surface, “Hannah, as much as I like you would prefer to lock Sofia away in a safe bubble for the rest of her life, that’s not her future. She is meant to be a great leader in my world and will do much good in this world. She will be in danger sometimes, but I promise you I will do everything I can to protect her.”
I felt Caireen slide to the background again and just shook my head. “This is never going to feel normal!”
It took a few more minutes for everyone to reassure Hannah before I felt like she was at least no longer angry at me. It annoyed me that she had been in the first place! Especially given I was the one in danger! Eventually, it was time to go to our first class at our Mergent high school!
It would have sounded much cooler if that class hadn’t been Calculus!
We walked into the classroom and introduced ourselves to the teacher. He directed us to two seats that weren’t occupied and happened to be on the opposite side of the room from each other. Hannah looked pained about it, but I shrugged and said, “We can’t be together all the time,” as quietly as I could.
I ended up standing on my chair for much of the class so I could see the board and what the teacher was doing. I was just grateful that we had covered the same stuff at our school a week or so ago! The cool thing I noticed, though, was that as I went to copy my notes down, I didn’t have to worry about glancing up at the problem every other second. My new paradigm memory let me remember without doing that! I debated about not even taking notes then, but I was sure I would land myself into trouble that way!
Toward the end of the class, the teacher came to speak with me and looked over a couple of homework questions he had asked us to start. To my relief, he pronounced my answers correct and just shook his head. “I can’t believe a baby can do those equations that quickly,” he added with a smile.
I just smiled back.
Hannah and I visited the restroom before our next class so she could change my diaper before we went into the Costume Design. While we weren’t behind the students in Calculus, we both felt dismayed at how far behind we were in this class!
Mrs. Gaskin, the teacher, approached us at the table she had assigned us, “Ladies, do you have any ideas on your costumes? Remember as you’re making them that you need a costume and a mask for your time in the Cube.”
“The Cube?” Hannah and I asked.
“Oh, dear… I assume you’ve heard about the skill finals?”
“Someone mentioned it and said we might not have to do them since we came in late?” I said, remembering a couple of hints.
“Well, let’s not count on that just yet…” she began walking us through things the class had already done. She spoke of materials that were bulletproof, fireproof, magic proof… The sky was the limit if you had tons of money! I shook my head, “So we have like two weeks to do this?”
As I sat there panicking, Caireen mentally poked me, and I smiled. “Okay, we’ve got this.”
“What?” Hannah said, clearly afraid.
“Don’t worry. May I see some of these fabrics you mentioned?”
Mrs. Gaskin looked at me skeptically but led me over to cabinets with massive racks of bolts of fabric. Hannah held me up as I touched and felt everything she had there. Caireen and I got a good handle on the materials and how they worked. ‘Is that enough, do you think?’ I asked her.
She seemed to nod at me. “Before we start working on our costumes, Mrs. Gaskin, are there any rules we need to be aware of?”
“Well, copyright… you cannot have an identical costume to another established superhero or villain. It has to have at least color differences in the design so you can be identified as unique.”
“What about design?”
She and I had a ten-minute conversation before I looked at Hannah and said, “Okay, we can do this by the end of the week!”
Mrs. Gaskin looked skeptical, “Umm… you shouldn’t rush through this, sweetie.”
I grimaced but said, “There are no rules about using magic, correct?”
She looked taken aback by my asking that and said, “No…?”
“Okay, we’ve got this!”
“I do need sketches before you begin,” she told me.
“Okay… Hannah and I’ll have them for you tomorrow.”
With that, it was time to switch classes. I almost forgot that Hannah and I were separating when Camille met us at the door. Hannah handed me over to Camille and said, “Be good!”
I sighed, “Yes, Hannah.”
“She needs changed,” Hannah whispered to Camille.
Camille squealed, “I’ll take care of that.”
I groaned but just stayed in the good baby role as she walked down the corridors and eventually into a bathroom. She pulled down a changing table that looked rarely used and made quick work of what I was sure would just be a wet diaper but instead was a poopy one.
“There, I bet you feel all better now without that poopy diapee,” Camille said with a smile.
I just said, “Thank you,” while I was shocked that I hadn’t noticed and no one had said anything.
Camille hugged me after she sat me down and washed her hands, “It’s okay, Sofia, no one minds.”
“I do,” I said quietly.
“Come on, let’s get to class. Mrs. Cranther really doesn’t like late students!”
I groaned but accepted that. As Camille carried me into class, Mrs. Cranther looked at me wide-eyed, and I returned the favor. Mrs. Cranther was covered from head to toe in bark and leaves! I knew this to be a case of body morphism, and she was harmless, but I couldn’t help but take a breath in as it was shocking, to say the least. For her part, she seemed to be looking at me similarly.
“I’m Sofia Hammerstein,” I told her as Camille carefully stood me up on a desk at the front of the room.
“I’m Mrs. Cranther,” she said with a smile. “I see we both are shocking the other. You have so much power that I know you’re not a baby, and I look like some overgrown plant.”
I laughed, “Can’t judge a book by its cover, huh?” I said with a smile.
“We’re going to get along just fine. Why don’t you join Camille at her table since you seem to be friends with her.”
I thought maybe I would be just sitting on the table or something, but Mrs. Cranther suddenly performed a spell that made a highchair-like seat appear. It was made of something like living tree limbs woven in a beautiful pattern. As much as I disdained the idea of a highchair, at least it was a beautiful one. She looked at me expectantly, and I said, “Umm... thanks.”
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Chapter 29: Old Friends
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 29: Old Friends
I GRABBED THE textbook for the course from my bag before Camille placed me into the chair. I was actually pretty happy I could sit in relative comfort for this class. It was a good thing because as much as I liked her, she was definitely a voice that would make me sleep if I wasn’t awake! However, I seemed to become the object lesson as she discussed gathering manna.
“How do you do it...?” she paused, “Anyone?” Camille’s hand was up, but she called on me, “Sofia?”
I grimaced, “Well… I can sense the ley lines, and I just use them for the power.”
I heard a couple intakes of breath around the room. “You only mean minor ones, right?” A girl that looked a little bit catlike asked.
“Umm… Not really? I haven’t found one I can’t tap yet…?”
“What do you feel around here?” Mrs. Cranther asked inquisitively.
“Well, there’s an artery going through a big one right underneath Friar Hall. It passes close enough to here, I can easily tap it…?”
“Let’s not do that just yet…” she said hastily. “Hmm… If what you say is true, you will never suffer from a loss of manna you can’t recover from.”
“Camille, how were you going to say…?”
The topic shifted from me, and I quickly gathered that the most powerful would only grasp the smaller veins, not the main arteries. I kept getting stares through the rest of the class, and I couldn’t help but wonder if I had pooped my diaper again. Eventually, we were told to work in our groups on a set of questions at our table.
“Camille… Why was everyone staring at me?”
She looked around and then back at me, “Umm… Sofia… Most people can’t do what you say you do to collect manna. The ability to tap into minor ley lines isn’t unheard of, but very rarely has anyone been able to say they can tap into a mainline like you mentioned.”
“Oh…”
She smiled at me, “That just means you’re cooler and more powerful than others.”
“It means I’m more of a freak…?”
Caireen mentally spanked me, but I just shook it off.
“Sofia, you’re not a freak… Well, not any more than the rest of us!” She said with a smile. She reached over, grabbed me from the highchair-like seat, and sat me in her lap. “Okay, let’s get this done!”
Camille was a great person to work with; she was easily the most brilliant person in the class. However, towards the end of the lesson, her voice changed, “You are going to be an interesting little girl to be around.”
“Who are you?”
“You should know by now that names are dangerous,” she said.
“You are one of Queen Solana’s sisters, correct?” Caireen asked, taking over.
“Yes, I am, and I know who you are as well,” she said before Camille’s voice changed.
“Well, that went well…” she said in her normal voice.
“Yeah,” I said as well. “I guess we know each other…?”
She shook her head, “the great thing about having an avatar spirit attached is all of the information you get…” she paused, “the tough thing is all of the baggage!”
I smiled, “it’s even more awkward with mine… maybe we can talk mor
e privately later,” I said as I looked around and saw Mrs. Cranther coming our way to check on us.
She smiled, “so I think that’s about it with this question?”
She surreptitiously checked my diaper at the end of the class and carried me down the hallway and off to our dorm. We met up with Hannah in our common room, “Hey, Hannah!”
“Sofia!!!” She said excitedly, and afterward, “Hi Camille!” I felt my eyes narrow and found myself quickly captured in her arms.
“I missed you so much,” she said as she squeezed me tight.
“Umm… I missed you too,” I told Hannah.
“Sorry… I don’t know what is wrong with me...?” She said, suddenly turning red with embarrassment.
“You’re a new mother with separation anxiety,” Camille and I said at the same time. Her tone was joking; mine was resigned.
I hugged her around her neck, and she said, “Thanks Camille for taking care of her.”
“No problem, I’ll meet up with you at lunch?”
“Sure, we’ve just got to take care of a few things first, and then we’ll be over at the Friar Hall.”
“Sounds good, bye Sofia,” she said and waved at me with a smile.
“See you in a bit,” I called after she tried to maintain some maturity.
Tough to do when you’re being carried back to your room to be breastfed…
‘LUNCH’ AND LUNCH progressed quickly and without incident, leading to my handoff to Camille again for Magic I. With each non-traditional class, I couldn’t help but feel overwhelmingly behind all my classmates. The three months they had before we came had obviously been packed with valuable information. My worry, of course, bled through to Caireen.
‘Sofia, don’t worry about it,’ she reassured me.
‘How can you say that?’
‘What did Dr. Raspin say was the principle behind manna?’
I thought back and repeated, ‘Manna is free energy that flows through the universe and can be tapped for magical spells….
‘So, what are you worried about?’
‘What do you mean…?’
‘You have a perfect memory now, Sofia! Worst case scenario, you have to sit down with your books and your friends’ notes over Thanksgiving Break and read them. Then, you’ll have perfect responses on tests.’
‘As long as it’s just regurgitating! If I have to use it…?’
“Sofia, here’s Hannah; I’ll see you later, Princess,” Camille said with a hug as she passed me over.
“Huh?”
“In la-la land, huh?” Hannah asked.
I just nodded and looked over her shoulder at the passing students. She patted my back reassuringly before shifting me to her hip. From there, I could at least look forward. Many students waved at me and smiled; some obviously did not know yet that I wasn’t a regular baby. Before long, though, Hannah walked through the doorway to our Power Exploration class. I felt her check my diaper briefly as she sat me down with a smile and whispered, ‘it should be okay through this class.’
I was glad something was okay throughout the class… Right away, I realized that we were behind in the material and that the course was not the most interesting one I would have had. Once again, I found myself being the object lesson of the teacher, though, as they began talking about powers that day and how power and significant changes came into play. As far as the class was concerned, though, I had been a teenage girl a week ago…
At the end of the class, Knag met Hannah at the door, passing me off again. “That diaper’s a bit wet if you don’t mind changing her on your way?” Hannah asked.
“Sure!” she said with a smile. I could see her face, though, and could tell she was nervous about it.
I giggled, “It’ll be okay; I’ll help you if you get stuck - it’s just wet.”
She squeezed me slightly, and we found a bathroom on the way to class. I helped her by handing her a new diaper, wipes, and a changing pad from my bag. She picked me up nervously and set me on the table to change me. It took about four minutes longer than it should have, but she had me out of the wet diaper and into a new one without too many corrections!
As soon as we walked in the door for the class, I could see the word was definitely out from the teachers about me as there was a bland high chair sitting next to the seat that Knag took. Powers Fundamentals, in general, seemed like it could be interesting. Still, I could only groan in dismay at how far behind everyone I was. ‘I’m going to have to read every moment of the day over Thanksgiving Break!’ I complained mentally.
‘Yeah, but it’ll be okay,’ Caireen reassured me.
When she passed me off to Volango, I was aching to do something other than sit still. Apparently, babies don’t like to sit still all day? She helped me quickly change a slightly damp diaper before Caireen helped me into my gi she had created the day before. Instead of carrying me out of the locker room, she held her hand out to me that I reached up to take. She led me to where the other students lined a mat.
I took a similar stance and waited for Sensei Kwon to appear.
“Good afternoon, class. Before we begin today, I would like to introduce a new student who has joined us. Some of you met her briefly yesterday. Emerald, would you please come here?”
I stood and bowed to him respectfully, “Yes, Sensei Kwon.”
“Emerald may look like a baby, but she is like many of you, having changed significantly when she emerged. Therefore, I expect there to be no differences expected towards or from her than anyone else in the class.”
“Yes, Sensei,” the other students responded.
“Very well then, today…” he began our class much as I had back home in Los Alamos. Still, there were definitely differences in the way he taught stylistically. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the course as he took us through some techniques I knew slightly differently and had us practice. Volango partnered with me for many of the exercises before he started having us spar.
Much to my opponents’ surprise, I could give as good as I got with most of them. Only the speedsters like Celer seemed to be able to easily outmaneuver me. Sensei Kwon began stepping in then and instructed me how I could find other advantages there. It was the one class of the day that, when it ended, I was genuinely disappointed!
After changing out of my gi, I found Hannah waiting outside the locker room. She gave me a big hug, “I missed you!”
Seeing her tears, I said, “I missed you too, but see, everything is fine!” I smiled at her.
She didn’t dilly dally on returning to the room quickly, nursed me, changed me, and then headed to the Friar Hall for a quick dinner of solid food. “You two better get going,” Camille advised us shortly after we sat down. I sighed, threw another fry in my mouth, and then stood up.
“Are you sure you’ll be okay?” Hannah asked worriedly as she zipped up the coat I had put on when we came to dinner.
“Yes, Mommy,” I told her quietly so no one else could hear.
I thought it would feel odd, but oddly it felt normal to call her that. Her eyes welled up, but I hugged her and said, “I’ll see you after class!”
In theory, I knew where this class was since it was near where I had my testing for magic powers. However, I wasn’t sure of the exact room location. So I kept walking around and jumped when I heard from behind me, “Sofia?”
I turned and saw Cate coming towards me. “Hi, Cate.”
“Where are you going? Why are you alone?” She asked somewhat worriedly.
“Mythical Fundamentals,” I told her, “you?”
“Same thing! Let’s see if we can’t find you a seat near mine!”
With that, she led me down one last corridor and held the door open. Caireen gasped a ‘really?!?’ as she saw the teacher. To her credit, the teacher seemed to do the same thing, and I let Caireen take over, “How are you doing Artemis?”
She hesitated a moment, “I’m doing well, Caireen. I never thought I’d see you bound to a human… but somehow it seems fitting you would find a baby to bond with; you always did show them way more affection than I ever understood.”
I actually felt Caireen blush at that, “It’s been a surprise to both of us. I’m going to let Sofia retake control. She has questions, but I’ll try to answer them later.”
“So, you’re my new student, Sofia?” Artemis asked me a moment later.
I sighed, “Yes, ma’am, it seems you and Caireen know each other.”
“Yes, we do, but it’s been a good relationship, so don’t fret.” She smiled at me. “I see you know Efferous; why don’t you sit next to her?”
I smiled, moved to the table, and just went ahead and duplicated another of the raised chairs that seemed more comfortable than the other chairs right next to Cate. “That’s got to be awkward,” she said quietly.
“You have no idea!” I responded.
The class itself was genuinely intriguing. I flipped through the textbook and frowned when I saw a page on vampires. I read things about them that I now knew from first-hand experience. I shuddered and stopped flipping through the book, and paid attention.
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Chapter 30: Invitations
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 30: Invitations
AT THE END of the class, Cate carried me to the dorm and passed me off to Hannah, who immediately hugged me. We both called our parents before sitting down and working on our homework. I used the computer to begin drawing up some sketches of costumes for the two of us.
For me, I started to sketch out an idea with the dress I’d had my picture taken in, but in purple with tiny green emerald stones on it. I simplified the skirts so they would be easier to fight in when needed. I made the dress shorter, like a normal baby’s dress with that typical bell shape. I figured bloomers were necessary and white tights could be the basis for covering my legs with some armor. They said we should have masks, but I wondered if a pacifier covering my mouth would be enough? So I sketched out a pacifier with a giant emerald in the middle of it and a guard that continued up under my nose and covered the bottom half of my face. I thought maybe I could get one of the kids I’d overheard talking about building stuff to make a gadget that would help me maintain my breathing through it even.
“That looks cute!” Hannah said. “Why don’t you make it with the onesie built-in instead of the bloomers?”
“The tights should keep my diaper up?” I asked hesitantly.
“I guess. I think it would still be easier to build it or make it one piece like a swimsuit you step into from the top?”
She bounced ideas off of me for about a half hour while I messed with the computer software developed just for this. I finally asked, “What about yours?”
Hannah shrugged, “I really don’t know…?”
“Hey, I never saw your GEID yesterday; what’s your codename?”
She blushed, “I couldn’t really think of one… So, I started thinking about some things I learned about my powers. She told you yesterday that you can knock out electronics or people’s nervous systems?”
I nodded, “Yeah, she said it was a lighter version of yours?”
She nodded, “I can limit my power to do it too, and I knocked out a bunch of computers that they let me try it on.”
“Huh, that’s really cool!”
She smiled, “I guess… Anyway, since you’re the Emerald Baby, I thought about Emerald Mommy… but that would be a little weird,” she laughed nervously. “There are already a few other Emerald codenames out there, so it’ll get crowded soon… So that’s when I remembered EMP - for ElectroMagnetic Pulse, and came up with Emped.”
“It works!” I smiled at her. “Of course, I might have to talk about how that imp messed things up for everyone…?”
With that, she came over and started tickling me mercilessly. “Stop it,” I told her after a while. Finally, she sat up and held me.
“You made me wet more!” I told her while sticking my tongue out.
“Like you wouldn’t have anyway?” She teased. She picked me up and quickly changed my diaper before saying, “It’s getting late, Sofia. Why don’t you finish up on my costume tomorrow? You probably have some other homework?”
I groaned, “Yeah.”
She hugged me before setting me back down in my little desk chair. I eventually got tired of sitting in it and splayed my calculus book and the three problems I had left on the floor. Fortunately for me, I was able to knock them out pretty quickly.
I had just started skimming through the Magic chapter we were supposed to be on when there was a knock on the door. Hannah opened the door, “Oh, hi guys, what’s up?”
Camille, Volango, Knag, and Esmie came in. Camille saw me lying on my stomach, staring at her, and apparently couldn’t help herself. She came, sat down on the floor, and dragged me into her lap. “I was kind of doing homework,” I told her, a little annoyed.
She tickled me, “We’ll leave you to it in a moment.”
I hated the forced giggle I made before she squeezed me. “You do realize I’m not a doll, right?”
She laughed, “Really?” Then, she tickled me for a few more moments while everyone watched me giggle.
I grunted when she finally stopped and asked, “What are you all up to?”
“Well, we wanted to see how your first day went?” Lizi asked.
“We’re never going to catch up in some of these classes,” Hannah moaned.
I nodded, “I have like four hours of homework left and probably should have gone to bed two hours ago?”
“Anything we can do?” Esmie asked.
I shrugged, “I think it’s just a matter of getting the time in. We have two more days until the weekend and Thanksgiving Break begins. I’m hoping we can get caught up then…?”
“Same,” Hannah said morosely.
“Well, we’ll ask what we were going to ask then quickly. Apparently, you will be asked to do the Cube this term?” Camille asked from behind me.
“I think so,” I told her.
“Well, your best bet for training for them is always to be on a team. Would you be up to join our team?”
“Just you all on it?” Hannah asked.
Esmie answered, “Maybe Hailey will join too, but she’s got another team trying to get her to join too. So she said it depends on whether you join us or not. She thinks she could help the other team more if you do.”
I looked at Hannah, and we basically communicated without talking for a moment. Then, finally, Caireen nudged in, ‘Do it; they’re a good match for you two.’
I shrugged, and Hannah nodded, “Okay,” we said simultaneously.
“Great!!!” Camille said as she squeezed me tight.
“Not a doll…?” I reminded her.
In response, she tickled me mercilessly again. Then, she suddenly stopped saying, “I guess I should let you two get back to your homework.”
As quickly as they came, they were gone. I looked at Hannah, “This place will never be boring…?”
She laughed and said, “Ten more minutes on your homework, then I’m going to give you a bath, and we’re going to go to bed. There’s no way we can catch up in a week.”
I sighed and agreed. I quickly used my new ability to recall things I’d read. I could visualize it all and decided I could probably quickly skim through all required reading in that period if I trusted it. When I finished the last book, Hannah said, “You know, just staring at the pictures won’t help, right?”
I smiled at her and handed her the book I had just finished the section out of. “Here, read along with me. I closed my eyes and began reading from the top of that page and kept going word for word for a few paragraphs.”
“That is so not fair, Sofia!”
I shrugged, “At least if I’m stuck in diapers, I can study faster!”
She picked me up, pulled my school uniform off, and wrapped me in a towel before carrying me and a caddy full of baby soap stuff down the hallway to the bathroom. Sadly, I had a too-quick bath before she diapered me and took me to the rocking chair to nurse me.
Apparently, it’s a good thing for Hannah that I just go on autopilot when I’m nursing because I was asleep within two minutes!
I WOKE UP with Caireen cleaning me up from a diaper change and saying, “How about a bath this morning?”
I smiled, and she took me down the hallway to a room that had anachronous clawfoot tubs there that was empty. I watched her do a quick spell that filled the tub with water and bubbles. Then, as she sat me down, she asked, “Want to learn a neat trick?”
I sleepily looked up at her and nodded. I watched her do a straightforward spell to turn a bubble pink. I giggled and smiled, “Cool!”
“You try!” she suggested.
I pointed at a larger bubble and did the same spell, but I thought purple would be better! Soon, I had a rainbow of bubbles in the tub as she washed my body and hair. I would watch them explode and turn the water underneath them that color. I couldn’t help myself; I was having fun! Eventually, I noticed I was hungry, “Breakfast?” I asked her.
She smiled and carried me down the hallway to a small sitting room where I had once met my parents. She sat me in a waiting highchair, placed a bib on me, then proceeded to feed me a bowl of oatmeal. I made faces a bit, but she just tapped me on the nose and kept feeding me. By the time she was done, I had squirmed a bit at the misses she had made that were on my face. “Let’s take care of that,” she said while using the bib to wipe my face.
I figured she would take the bib off, but instead, she left it on as she picked me up, walked to a small armchair, and proceeded to nurse me. I couldn’t help but feel content as she did so.
“Okay, Sofia, it’s time to start training you on more combat magic,” she said as she pushed me back onto her knee, looking at her.
I nodded, “Probably smart.”
She looked pained, “Sofia, I wasn’t totally honest with you and Hannah yesterday. Our kingdom is very powerful. Alone, we should be able to hold out against Camulus and any other henchmen he comes up with, but if he coerces multiple kingdoms to start helping him…?”
I shrugged, “We’ll find a way, Caireen,” I told her with a smile and leaned in to hug her.
She sighed, “I hope you’re right, little one.”
With that, she carried me down the hall to the staircase and wound her way below the first floor. “How far down does this go?” I nervously asked.
“About another fifty feet.”
“There are so many weird things with this castle,” I told her.
“Well, just because it seems like we’re in the nineteenth century doesn’t mean we are Sofia.” She kissed my head lightly and squeezed as she came to a landing at the bottom. We traveled briefly down a corridor that felt like a dungeon before opening the door to a large room with a vast circle in the middle.
Somehow, I knew that this kind of circle would not be one I could defeat easily, and I shuddered.
“You really are powerful enough to break out if needed,” she reassured me. “But, do not worry, baby, I would never keep you indefinitely in a circle!”
She carefully sat me inside the circle, and I instantly could feel the walls. I doubted her words of breaking through this circle, but I trusted her nonetheless. For the next several hours, with only a break for a diaper change, she taught me how to use my magic to send fireballs, wind, and even solid objects flying around.
“This is like being the Avatar…” I joked.
She laughed at me, “you know, some of those TV shows you’ve watched before are quite funny. Especially when they make it seem so easy to teach most.”
“What do you mean? You just taught me all of that?”
She shook her head, “I just re-taught you all of that. You still have some access to my memories when we’re here. I can’t sense your thoughts, nor can you sense mine here, but we can access our shared memories.”
“Huh…” I said.
She continued teaching the lesson for a bit after that before saying, “Sofia, that will be enough for today. Come on out of the circle.”
“Umm…” I said.
“You can get out on your own; just think about it for a second.”
For ten minutes, I sat there thinking about how to do it. I felt myself squatting down just as I thought I had a solution. I groaned! ‘No time like the present,’ I told myself, trying to ignore my disgusting mess. I pulled in the magic I had access to, found the little points of failure, and pressed at them all at once. With that, the circle disappeared on the floor in a blaze of green fire and vanished.
Caireen picked me up and said, “Good job, Princess! Let’s go get this stinky baby all nice and clean!”
CAIREEN JUST PLAYED with me for a bit before putting me to bed, and then I woke up to a new day again. Life for the next couple of days until the weekend seemed to flow together like endless days. Before I knew it, I was done with my final Friday Martial Arts class. Our evening classes didn’t meet that night, so we had the whole weekend in front of us!
Hannah and I had just gotten into our room to sit down after class when there was a knock on the door. I walked to the door, reached up to pull down on the handle I could just reach, and pulled the door open.
“Hi Sofia!” a smiling Anna said to me.
“Hi, Anna,” I said back to her, “come on in,” I added politely.
“Hannah, right?” she asked as she came in, and I watched her eyes widen at our room.
“Yep, what’s up?” Hannah asked.
“Well, I mentioned this to you a couple of days ago, but Aphrodite would love to have Sofia join us.”
I sighed, “What does that involve?”
“Well, first, you’ll have to come to our meetings every so often. We have one tomorrow at two, for instance.”
I looked at Hannah and shrugged, “Okay, where do we meet you?”
She gave us directions and handed me a form to have my parents sign. “I don’t have to have my parents sign this, though,” I told her.
“What?”
I sighed, “I’m technically eighteen still.” I told her.
“Oh… okay… just bring it tomorrow then. Why did Bechtel put you on the freshman floor then?”
Hannah sighed, “They decided we both needed to start as freshmen here.”
Anna nodded, “You’re not the first that they’ve thought that for. I’ve got a few friends like that, and I’m technically twenty-one, but they didn’t list that on my EID. So how did you manage that?”
“I don’t have a regular EID,” I told her. “Hannah and I both got Government EIDs because our parents work at the labs in Los Alamos.”
“Okay, I’m totally jealous now; that is awesome!”
I shrugged, “It definitely helped us get away from the mob last weekend!”
Anna smiled knowingly, “Well, I better get going; my boyfriend has plans for us.”
“Figures you’re not single,” I winked at her.
She laughed and walked out. She didn’t close the door as she left, and I decided it wasn’t worth bothering. I had just logged onto my email when I felt Camille walk into the room. “Hi Camille,” I said without turning.
“How?” she asked as she came and hugged me.
“Your magic,” I told her simply.
She patted me on the head and asked, “So, what are you two up to?”
“What is there to do?” Hannah asked as I kept looking at my email. There was one from Mrs. Talia Hensley, Headmistress, that I double-clicked on.
Good afternoon Sofia,
I have a representative from the Federal Bureau of Investigation that would like to meet with you Saturday if possible. He’s available to meet you at just past noon if you could meet? Please let me know if you’re interested and available tonight if possible.
Mrs. Talia Hensley, Headmistress
“Hannah,” I said, getting her attention, “what do you think?”
Hannah knelt down to my level, and I felt Camille join her. “It’s up to you, sweetie,” she said.
Without another word, I replied that we’d be happy to meet with him. “Okay, so diapee change, and then the movie?” Hannah asked.
“Huh?” I said.
“You weren’t paying attention, were you?”
I shook my head. In the end, she re-explained the movie plans downstairs in one of the two mini-theaters. “There’s a movie theater downstairs?” I asked.
She just sighed as she put the second tape on my new diaper. “You’re such a scatterbrain sometimes!” She smiled though and said, “Nightgown tonight?”
I shrugged, and she found a pretty nightgown that she pulled over my head. She grabbed her backpack, carried me down to the elevator, and pressed a button for the basement. We found Camille and several others already there, with just one remaining sofa seat Hannah took. “Does that thumb taste good?” Camille asked me.
I turned red and pulled out a slobbery thumb. Hannah pushed a pacifier in my mouth and said, “Don’t worry about it.”
“What are we watching?” I asked around my pacifier.
“Well, it has to be rated G here for the baby girl,” Hannah teased.
I glared at her.
“Don’t worry, Sofia, we’re just going to watch the latest superhero trash Hollywood put out,” Esmie said.
“You actually watch those?” I asked, a little surprised.
“Why wouldn’t we?” Camille asked where she was seated beside us.
“Well…”
“What are you too good for a bad movie?”
I sighed, “No… but…?” I said before leaning into Hannah. “I give up.”
“Good girl,” came several voices in unison.
The movie was as bad as I expected, even worse now that I had been exposed to real superpowers. However, after a while, I began to appreciate why everyone else wanted to watch it as we jeered the movie and the characters throughout. Towards the end, I found myself actually enjoying it.
“What’s next?” I asked as the credits rolled around.
There were some arguments before a strange anime movie was selected. Unfortunately, while I found myself somewhat intrigued with it, I found myself quickly nodding off too.
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Chapter 31: Costumed Life
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 31: Costumed Life
BY THE NEXT morning, I felt like a small routine had become somewhat normal for me, just in time to welcome our week off for Thanksgiving. Hannah and I worked on homework and caught up on stuff we’d missed all morning. Our costumes had been approved for design, so I spent a half-hour magically making them. I even completely copied multiple properties of the innovative fabrics our teacher had shown us. Ultimately, our costumes were fire, bullet, and stab resistant. Caireen had even shown me how to add the anti-wrinkle spell to them, along with another that would allow the fabrics to heal themselves.
“You should try it on now!” Hannah said as she watched me tweak it on a magical dress form Caireen had suggested.
I shrugged, “I think it’s good enough.”
She was up in an instant, just like she had been excitedly waiting for the invitation to do so! Hannah picked the outfit off the dummy, grabbed the tights that were sitting nearby, and then grabbed me and sat me down on the changing table. “You’re a little wet, but I think it’ll wait a bit,” she told me with a smile.
I cringed, “maybe you should change me anyway? It’s going to be tough to get that off of me to change me later.”
She looked at me and shrugged, “what’s one more diaper change, huh?” After Hannah quickly had me changed, she started by helping me pull the tights on. These were all white but were the same fabric as the rest of the costume. It scrunched my diaper up underneath a bit but seemed to be a good fit. I watched her fiddle with the back of the rest of the costume next as she unbuttoned a clasp and unzipped it. Finally, she helped me thread my legs through the leg holes I had designed and pulled the top to my shoulders like a swimsuit.
Hannah fiddled with the zipper and the clasp for a moment before saying, “You look totally adorable like this!” I started to stand up to see, “Hold it, Princess,” she said to me in her mommy’s voice.
“What?”
“Let’s get your tiara and pacifier in place first,” she smiled.
With that, she went to a jewelry box my tiara was sitting in. She must have played with my hair for twenty minutes before handing me the temporary pacifier I had created. “So, you’re going to get a technomage to do something else for you with this?”
“I’m going to try… I need to find out who would be good for that first,” I said before I plopped the pacifier in my mouth. I had designed it with an extra-large shield, a sizeable actual emerald for the button, and a few magical enhancements until I could get a technomage to help me out. For now, the magic helped conceal my face by blurring it if I wanted and supported my breathing. It was also just as soothing as any regular pacifier was to me too!
With that, Hannah picked me up and sat me in front of the full-length mirror that let me see myself. I smiled around the pacifier, but you couldn’t tell. I looked adorable! Someone would probably think I was wearing a Halloween costume or a fancy baby dress if they saw me on the street. The actual ‘dress’ part of the outfit ended just above the leotard-like diaper cover, leaving just a hint of the diaper below it. I designed the outfit by modifying the look from Sofia the First, like my previous signature outfit. Still, it had some differences - to avoid copyright infringement, if nothing else! Instead of white petals on the shaped skirt pieces, they were made of thousands of tiny emeralds attached to the fabric. The green emeralds against the dress’s purple and white really looked pretty! I included some diamonds as well to help add some sparkle.
“What do you think?” I asked her.
“Well, I’m pretty sure you’ll take everyone who attacks you with the cute card first.” She knelt next to me and hugged me from behind. “Then I have a feeling you’re going to beat them up, and they’re going to be soooo embarrassed that a little baby girl beat them up.” She giggled as she said that. “Are… are… those real gems?” she asked a moment later.
I nodded, “Don’t tell anyone else.”
“That outfit…”
“Is expensive,” I smiled. “It doesn’t mean much when I can just magic more into existence.”
She nodded to agree.
“Now, to your costume?” I suggested.
“Actually, Sofia, let’s get to lunch. You still have that meeting with the FBI to go to.”
“Should I just stay in costume for that?” I asked her.
She shrugged, “It’s up to you, but remember, I’ll have to totally undress you to change your diaper.”
I thought for a moment and then said, “Well, when you have to change me, you can put me in something else then?”
She giggled again, “You really just want to show off your new outfit, don’t you?”
“Maybe…” I said with a blush.
“Shall we go?”
“Don’t you need me to nurse first?” I asked her.
“I pumped while you were looking over the costume.”
“Oh…” I said, not really disappointed, but it had become so standard to do so at lunch.
She tickled me, “You can have some in a bottle at lunch,” she reassured me.
I blushed and held my hands up to her. Lunch was pretty typical, with some of our friends absent doing other things. In general, Friar Hall seemed a bit quieter today. Esmie came up as I finished the bottle Hannah had promised me, “Oh my God, how can you get any cuter?!?!”
“I have my ways,” I joked.
The other girls laughed then too. “So, are you wearing your costume to meet with the FBI?” Hannah asked me quietly.
“Should I?”
“Maybe?”
About that time, I felt things change below, and I said, “Umm… So you’re going to have to change me anyway right now?”
Hannah squeezed me tight and tried to keep things from getting messier as she gathered her backpack and said, “We’ll see you all later,” to our friends.
As we got to the bathroom, I thought, “Caireen, can I put this costume somewhere and pull it on like I do with my doll clothes now?”
I felt her think… “I think I’ll let you do that for now.”
“Hannah, can you just set me down on the ground for a second?”
“Umm… sure, while I pull this table down,” she told me.
I sat there for a second and used the magic to put my costume away, leaving me naked except for the messy diaper.
“Well, that should make it easier to get to that diapee,” Hannah said with a smile.
I smiled back and was happy to have her get me out of that mess!
A HALF-HOUR later, we were back in the administrative offices waiting for Mrs. Hensley to finish talking to the FBI representative before allowing them to see us. She walked out with a tall man that looked like he came from a recruiting poster. ‘Definitely a Mergent,’ I said to Caireen.
‘Yep,’ she answered.
“He’s got to be a paradigm,” Hannah whispered to my ear.
I giggled, “Caireen and I just said that to each other,” I told her quietly.
“Sofia, Hannah, this is Agent Sanders; he’s the Agency Liaison to Bechtel.”
“Nice to meet you,” I said as Hannah rose to meet him.
“Nice to meet you both as well! You said we could use that conference room, correct?” He asked Mrs. Hensley.
“Yes, Matt, that will be fine.”
“Thanks,” he said to her, “This way, please, ladies.”
We didn’t go far but ended up in a conference room. Sanders pulled out a small micro projector and turned to us. “Sofia, I’m grateful you agreed to meet with us.”
“It seemed like you would be a better option than the CIA,” I told him honestly.
“What exactly do you have in mind, though?” Hannah asked protectively behind me.
“Well, if you agree to help us, Sofia, you’ll be fast-tracked to join the Agency once you finish school. Either here from Bechtel or college, whichever you prefer.” I nodded, and he said, “For our part, we would be making you an offer similar to JROTC’s for the military. You will be a little more official than their officers are, though, in that we’ll give you full agent status for signing on.”
“What about Hannah?” I asked.
“Does she have to come as part of the package?” He asked.
“Well, she doesn’t necessarily have to be on assignment with me every time.” I felt her stiffen there, “but in general, we’ll probably be better off if she is in some way involved with the effort.”
“Sof…” she started.
I turned around and cut her off, “If I do this, it’s like any other agent; that means my mommy can’t always be there for me.” I gave her a quick hug and did my best to ignore her tears.
Agent Sanders looked like he was in a room with two females getting ready to fight. I noticed a definite deer-in-the-headlights look as he tip-toed around the minefield and continued. “We can go ahead and sign you on, too, with the same conditions, Hannah, but I’ll be honest Sofia is the asset we’re trying to gain here.”
Hannah sighed and squeezed me in a hug that said she would get over it. She said, “I understand you may not be able to have me with her all of the time, but I would appreciate it if I could come along for the ride as much as possible.”
“Fair enough,” he said. “You will receive a monthly paycheck to your school accounts for your time and efforts.”
“Really?” I asked somewhat excitedly.
“Really, but don’t get too excited. Unless you’re on an assignment for us, it will be a small amount; four-hundred dollars per month until you leave school.”
“Okay…” I said, thrilled with the thought of getting more than my allowance out of the deal.
“And when she’s on assignment?” Hannah asked, getting to the critical point.
“It’ll be based on an hourly wage. That includes sleeping if Sofia’s on an undercover assignment, which will be most of her assignments.”
“How much?”
“Well, I’m going to suggest around fifty an hour there.”
I felt my jaw drop, “Okay, say I do this and go for this as a career. You mentioned starting this like a JROTC setup. What pay grade do I go into when I do go in full time?”
He smiled at me, “Smart question to ask there, Sofia. I’ve been authorized to tell you if you go straight in from Bechtel, we’ll hire you as a GS-8. But, if you’ll hold off and keep our part-time arrangement and get that college degree, first, it’ll be as a GS-10.”
I smiled at that, “I think I could live with that. But does the same deal apply to Hannah? You really need to think of her as a permanent handler.”
“We can make that offer, too,” he agreed.
With that, we spent a good hour going through forms and agreements, essentially signing my and Hannah’s lives away before he turned on a projector he had set on the table. “Okay, you’re not being given a full go yet on this mission, but I was told to go ahead and brief you if you agreed to join. We’ll likely be asking for your assistance in a few weeks.”
“Already?” Hannah asked.
“Yes, it will be very-short notice if we call you up for this. I’m going to recommend you both get some special firearms training above and beyond what you’re already doing, Hannah.” I thought that Hannah hadn’t even once commented on her Firearms class.
‘I’ll have to ask her about that later,’ I thought.
‘She’s doing well with it,’ Caireen told me.
‘How do you know?’
‘We’ve talked when you’ve been napping.’
I groaned mentally and watched as he began. “Sofia, we believe that most of the time, we will need you to be undercover in situations where we know children are at risk. I’m going to warn you that some of these situations will be really awful. But we’re hopeful that with your help, we can avoid real children and babies being at risk longer. We also hope to be able to investigate more thoroughly by using you as an inside asset.”
“That’s kind of what I figured,” I told him. Hannah had meanwhile grabbed a tighter hold on me.
“We’re currently investigating a ring of what we think is a combination of abuse and pornography.” But I grimaced as he brought up a map, “we’ve managed to ID several of the children in some images, and they have one daycare in common. But, unfortunately, the children are too young to be useful at pointing out who has been doing this to them.”
Caireen’s anger rose as I felt sick over what he was saying. Fortunately, he didn’t show any images, “so... is it just pictures?”
“We don’t know. Disturbingly we haven’t been able to find out anything despite our best efforts to identify the employee or employees responsible. We keep hoping a job will open at the center to get an undercover agent inside. But, unfortunately, they seem to have very stable employees - and subs when needed.”
“That’s really weird for a daycare,” Hannah said. “I think the one that Sofia’s sister goes to must turn over at least a couple employees every month…?”
He nodded, “That’s one of the things we’re concerned about. It just doesn’t feel right.”
“None of their parents have said anything?”
“None, although we’ve been very discreet in speaking with the few we’ve approached.”
“What kind of kids are these sickos going after?” I asked.
“Well, the ones that can’t speak up for themselves. Looks like the average age is between twelve months and two.”
I felt myself throw up a bit in my mouth, and Caireen’s anger boiled to match. He looked a little unnerved a second later, “Did you know your eyes can glow?”
“Huh?” I asked.
I turned to Hannah, and she said, “That’s different. I guess I know when you’re pissed off…?”
She grabbed her phone and took a quick picture before showing me.
“That might be a problem,” I said.
‘Don’t worry about it, Sofia; I’ll teach you a spell to change our appearance tonight.’
‘The one you promised me?’
‘Yes, but I’m going to ask that you only use it to change this stuff for a week or so.’
‘Deal.’
“Umm… Sofia, are you okay?” Agent Sanders asked.
I looked at him, “Yes, sir, whenever you need us, we’re ready to go. We’ll be happy to find this scum and help you remove them. One thing the spirit attached to me and I completely agree on is we despise anyone who would hurt a baby.”
“Can you do something about the eyes? That could give things away.”
Caireen took over unbidden, “I will make sure she can completely change her appearance by tonight. Would she be better off as a younger baby for your purposes? Different color hair, eyes? We will change anything you know to make us a better lure.”
That led off to a discussion for another half-hour about what he knew. “I think we’ll be in touch about the same time as your winter break. We’ll probably introduce you as the baby of a mother who’s going to work as a seasonal worker, to begin with…?”
I nodded, “Okay, by me.”
“We’ll also give you a fuller briefing when we get to that point. Tomorrow I will have some special sessions set up for you to begin training with firearms, Sofia. Given your strength levels, you should be able to handle a pistol just fine. We’ll work on getting one made small enough for you to feel comfortable with. I’ll fast-track that and, if possible, have it dropped off at the range before your appointment at two tomorrow. Any other questions?”
I thought about where we were heading next and asked, “Is there any problem if I agree to participate in modeling jobs as well?”
I watched him contort his face for a second before asking, “You’ll be able to change your appearance for assignments?”
I nodded.
“I think it’ll be fine.” He thought for a second, “I’ll run it by my superiors, but it might even be a good idea since you would then ‘look like’ that baby from that commercial. It might actually help on some assignments. Nobody would actually expect a celebrity baby.”
I smiled, “Okay then, I think that’s it!”
He led us back out of the conference room, and Hannah led us directly to the tiny restroom we’d become familiar with. “I really need to pump or something Sofia,” she told me.
“Well, find a seat and put me up there; I think I’m faster than the pump?” She seemed to agree, “And then you can change my wet diaper?” She squeezed me tight and sat on a bench conveniently by the door.
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Chapter 32: Oops
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 32: Oops
AFTER HANNAH AND I finished up, we hurried to the dedicated ‘clubhouse’ where the Aphrodite, Inc club meeting was held. As soon as we walked in the door, it seemed like every girl there turned their attention directly to me. “How old is she?” one girl cooed and quickly asked, “I’ve seen you around but was scared to ask!”
“Supposedly eighteen months,” I said to their surprise.
“Wait, the baby talks?” One girl asked.
“Of course, babies talk!” A beautiful blonde girl nearby said as she walked over.
“No, I mean…?”
“No, I’m not a real baby,” I said… “Well, at least I used to be older?”
My story, or at least most of my emergence, was told in the next few minutes. For the sake of Trident’s security, I had always been a girl, and Hannah had been my best friend. So really, the only lie there was that I hadn’t always had a girl’s body… The president then wrangled everyone’s attention, and they discussed some of the club’s business and upcoming clients and shoots they had scheduled. Hannah and I were accepted as new members during the meeting and asked to stay afterward.
“Sofia, do you mind if I contact a couple of diaper manufacturers about you?” the girl in charge asked. “I know we have a few clothing designers that would be interested in you too.” From the rumor mills, it was apparent Amanda Kensington became the club president by being voted the most beautiful woman on the planet. She didn’t look like she was in high school by any means!
“Umm…”
“Yes, that’ll be fine,” Hannah answered for me.
“Do you have some time right now that our photographer could go ahead and create some sample shots for them to look at?”
I swallowed but said, “I guess.”
“Hannah, we can get started with what she’s wearing, but would you mind returning to your room and getting a few other outfits?”
“Like…?”
“Some dresses, rompers, t-shirts, and maybe a few sets of pajamas?”
I sighed while Hannah happily said, “Sure!”
“Okay, Sofia, we can start with what you’re wearing now.” I had by now learned the girl’s name was Mandy. She led me to a large space where dozens of scenes and backdrops stood ready for shooting. I was posed in a few dozen scenes with my clothes on before she said, “Okay, I think we need to do some diaper shots to try and get those companies’ attention.”
I groaned but figured that was coming. Mandy helped me get out of the one-piece romper I had been dressed in and discovered the wet diaper. “Well, I guess you really are a baby?” She asked with a smirk but didn’t seem to be picking on me.
I dropped my head, “Sorry.”
She took her finger and brought my chin up, “It only makes you cuter, Sofia. Did Hannah leave you a spare diaper?”
I looked around and saw her walking back in right then. “I’ll change her quickly if you want,” she said.
I hugged Hannah quickly, and she embarrassed me by just laying out the changing mat and getting it done. I glared at her, “Sofia, you’re a baby, get over it,” she practically hissed in my ear.
I sighed.
We spent three hours when all was said and done taking pictures showing off how good I would be as a model. Then, they created samples of me for print ads, doing video demos without speaking, a couple with lines, and on and on. With the videos with speaking parts, I had to be sure I pretended to talk like my sister - which wasn’t easy! As Hannah carried me towards our room afterward, she said, “You know you’re going to have to get used to being that baby for that assignment for the FBI.”
“Yeah… I’m not quite sure how to do that, though.”
“Well, we’ll have to work on that,” she told me as she closed the door to our room. We had a brief nursing session before heading to dinner at Friar Hall.
“We have so much homework to do!” I complained as we left, and our friends mentioned getting together and having fun messing around.
“Yes, we do,” she agreed morosely.
After dinner, we both worked on homework for the rest of the night. I was happy, though, that I managed to get all of my current homework caught up from the weekend and had read through most of the stuff I’d missed in Magic Theory and Magic I. Unfortunately, I watched Hannah struggle a bit more since she didn’t have my new memory. I felt terrible about that!
About ten that night, she pronounced us both done, “Come on, Sofia, let’s get you a bath and go to bed!”
CAIREEN PICKED ME out of the crib where I had been crying to get her attention. The messy diaper definitely influenced the sobs, but I had become more comfortable just crying to get her attention.
“Good baby girl,” she told me as she wiped me clean. “You’re starting to see what you need to do to fit in.”
I wondered a bit at her words as she dressed me, but I didn’t say anything else. She nursed me and then fed me some fruit this morning before saying, “Let’s go back downstairs; we need to start working on helping you to be able to disguise yourself.”
As she carried me, Caireen kept up a running baby talk session that was driving me a little crazy, but I let her continue to prattle on. I giggled every now and then when it was called for. When we walked through the doors to the room we were in before, though, she changed her personality.
“Excellent, Sofia, this is the best I have seen you deal with babying.”
I sighed, “I’m trying… It’s probably the toughest thing ever to do, though, to let go of everything when you’ve fought for every freedom you can as a kid. I mean, growing up starts with using the potty, then deciding who you want to play with, what you want to play with, and the list goes on. Let alone being a teenager and being an adult…?”
She patted my head, “I think you’re doing way better than you were before, Sofia. So let’s begin your lessons today. First, I want to teach you a good spell to hide your eyes.”
As powerful as I had gotten, I wouldn’t have expected this type of magic to be so tricky, but it took me hours just to get my eyes to a more normal hazel color. Once I finally got it, though, it wasn’t too difficult to shift to blue, brown, black, and even purple.
We stopped for lunch before she began helping me change my hair color. This spell wasn’t as challenging because it was similar to what I’d been doing on my dolls. What did take forever, though, was to get every strand of hair to change! But, by the end of that lesson, I could at least change my hair and eyes.
Before we called it quits for the day, I asked, “Before you said the illusion you would teach me, I couldn’t be touched to maintain it… Is that the case with these too?”
She shook her head, “this one works slightly differently than that. We can do other things with your skin tone and shape your face. But, when you start trying to make a BIG change, like going from being a thirty-four-inch tall baby to a nearly six-foot-tall teenager, it’s a lot more fallible.”
I nodded before she picked me up and took me upstairs, resuming her coddling and babying of me. But, as much as it annoyed me, I felt content and very safe when she lay me down in my crib.
THE NEXT MORNING Hannah woke me up at about seven, and we began a morning of continuing to try and catch up with everything. I was pleased that I had finished catching up in Magic Theory and Magic I completely! I had even read up two chapters beyond where we were in both classes to prepare me for the next week!
Power Fundamentals was much slower for me as the book was even drier than a new diaper… Mythical Fundamentals, at least, was interesting enough that I was halfway through the stuff I’d missed in that class when Hannah told me it was time for lunch. We only had about another hour before the range time, so we both took a break and walked around exploring the campus some more.
It had turned much colder in the last couple of days, and I was grateful for my warm coat. Hannah was dressed just in jeans and a sweater and was fine. “How can you walk around like that?” I finally asked her as I skipped along beside her.
She shrugged, “I guess it’s my pyrokinesis ability. I could probably walk around in shorts and a tank top right now.”
“Not me,” I shivered.
At some point, she picked me up and began carrying me to Bechtel’s Safety Range. It was mostly a ghost town as we came in, but one gentleman looked like he was waiting for someone. “Emerald and Emped?”
“Yes, sir,” I responded.
“I’m Sergeant Reynolds; you can call me Gunny. They asked me if I could go ahead and give Emped some additional firearms training and start working with you, Emerald.”
“Great!” I said and extended my tiny hand to him. He shook it lightly.
“The Bureau had some people up late last night working on a pistol for you, Emerald,” he said as he held up a small locked box. “Emped, you’ll keep working with the nine-millimeter you’ve been training with so far. They would also like to see you start working with some distance and rifles here soon.”
Hannah nodded and carried me along. “Emerald, have you fired a firearm before?”
I nodded, “Yes, sir, my father taught me when I was growing up.”
He looked at me for a second, and I saw a smirk on his face.
“Yeah, I know it doesn’t look like I did much growing up,” I said, which made him laugh.
“We’re going to get along just fine here,” he told me.
Hannah sat me on the table in the range stall and sat down a box he was carrying. Sgt. Reynolds opened the box, and inside I saw what looked like a mini-Glock 9mm, “What kind of rounds does it fire?” I asked.
“From what I was told, they’re modified twenty-two caliber rounds that somehow pack the punch of a nine-millimeter.”
“Cool…” I said, a little disbelieving.
“I had the same doubts, it shoots straight, though, and the results look like at least a nine-millimeter.”
“At least?”
He shook his head, “I’ll never figure out what those technomages do. I shot it first to be sure that it was, in fact, safe.”
I nodded.
“Okay, I’m guessing you know all of these things, but we’re going to go over range rules before we go any further.”
In the end, he gave me a pencil and a paper test to verify I understood. Luckily for me, I could do it in two minutes with a perfect memory.
“I’ll never get used to seeing you all doing that, but seeing a two-year-old do it…?”
“She’s not even two, Gunny,” Hannah said.
With all of the safety stuff out of the way, he showed me how to load the clips, something I already knew, and I finally had my chance to start trying it out. I aimed down range with his instructions and fired at the paper target only fifteen feet away from me. Much to my pleasure, my strength meant the gun kicked less than I’d ever dealt with, and I emptied the ten-round clip into the target.
“That is so not fair, Sofia,” Hannah whined.
“What?” I asked.
“I can barely get three rounds to hit the target in a clip right now, and you land all ten in the bullseye?”
I giggled, “It’s not that hard.”
Gunny meanwhile looked at me incredulously and didn’t say a word as he sent another target further out. “Twenty-five feet,” he told me at my look of curiosity.
I shrugged, reloaded, took the gun off safety, and waited for his instruction. “Range is hot; fire at will,” he shouted.
I took the next ten off just as quickly as the first, while Hannah shot ten at fifteen feet next to me this time. Her rounds were all on the paper, but only one came near the bullseye. “You know, with your ability to move objects, you should be able to tweak your rounds,” I told her as my target reached me. I looked and saw everything was once again in the ring and smiled.
“What?”
“You can lift and grasp things, right?” I asked.
“So, can’t you make sure they go into the zone?”
A few minutes later, my target was as far down range as possible in that range, one hundred and twenty feet and Hannah had hers reset again to fifteen. This time as we were told to fire, I saw the look of concentration on her. Then, a moment later, I saw a problem as I pulled the trigger of my pistol. Instead of Hannah directing her bullet to the target, it ricocheted off an unseen force and headed straight for me.
“Shit!” I said while simultaneously putting up my shield with four ley lines.
Hannah shrieked as she realized what had happened, and the round bounced harmlessly off my shield.
“Umm… maybe we should figure out another way for you to practice that, Hannah,” I said as she tried grabbing me before I dropped the shield and ended up getting zapped. As she fell down, I groaned.
Sergeant Reynolds felt for her pulse immediately and called for a medic team. “She’ll be okay, Gunny,” I reassured him, “I guess I need to come up with a loophole for that spell for her to touch me…?”
He looked on incredulously at me as I set the safed pistol down on the stand and removed the clip and rounds. “How many more hours do I need to do to get permission to carry?”
The medics came in then, and he said, “with the way you shoot?” He shook his head, “Come back for another two-hour session next week, and we’ll get you signed off for it. You’re worse than my Master Chief from the SEALS! No one should be able to shoot that well!”
I watched as they picked Hannah up and carried her down the hallway that I followed. ‘How long is she going to be out, Caireen?’
‘Probably a couple hours; you had way too many lines involved… It might be overnight, actually.’
‘Crap…’ I said. ‘Can I speed it up any?’
‘Probably not.’
‘What do I do if she doesn’t wake up by this evening?
‘Well, I’m guessing we’ll have to find you a babysitter…?’
I groaned.
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Chapter 33: Traps
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 33: Traps
SEVERAL HOURS LATER, I was pleased to see Hannah awake in bed and apologizing to her while crying and apologizing to me. “I was so stupid, Sofia!!! You could have died!”
I shook my head and got a little loose of her grasp, “Hannah, even if it had hit me, I wouldn’t have died.”
“What?”
“Regeneration would have taken care of that even if it had hit me in the head,” I told her.
“But…”
“I was more worried about you getting the shock you did from me,” I told her honestly. Then, after about a half-hour of apologizing to each other, her doctor came in.
“I’m glad to see you’re awake, Hannah. I’d like to keep you overnight for observation just to be safe, though.”
We both groaned, “What about Sofia?” she asked.
“Well… umm…”
“I’ll go back to the dorm Hannah. I’ll get Camille to help me tonight,” I told her.
As I said her name, she came running in, “We just heard! Are you okay, Hannah?”
She groaned herself. About an hour later, it was decided that I would return to the dorm, and I was to ‘mind my babysitter,’ Hannah told me quietly. Before I left, I nursed to help her out before Camille carried me home to the dorm. When we returned to my room, I had a very leaky diaper.
“I hope Hannah can come back tomorrow,” she told me.
“Why?”
“Well, as much as I like babysitting you, my family is supposed to meet me in New York City for Thanksgiving.”
“Wait… New York City, really?” I said a little incredulously. “They’ll let that trip happen? Even after…?”
She laughed, “They long ago decided it doesn’t matter where students go for a break; it’s inevitable they’ll get in trouble.”
I nodded but thought I had heard of the issues with Mergents in New York City on break, even when I was back home. But, of course, that was before I heard about the stories from much closer sources!
“Where’s your key?” She asked me.
“In here,” I said as I pulled my purse out and tapped my rarely used ID card on the door lock to open it.
A moment later, she had me lying on the changing table. “Sorry, sweetie, but this outfit has had it for now,” she said as she pointed out the wet spot on the romper from where my diaper had leaked.
I shrugged, “Not the first time.”
All of a sudden, she squealed and started treating me like I really was a baby. “Who’s the cutest little baby ever!?!” She said as she taped my diaper shut.
I groaned but let her have her fun. “So, I guess you’ll get to see your baby sister over break?” I asked her.
“Yep! Can’t wait to see her too!”
I smiled and sighed, “I wish I could see Lily.”
“Maybe you could get your parents and Hannah’s parents to come for Christmas Break? They could stay in the Village?”
I shook my head, “I think I’m going to be undercover then…?”
“What?”
“Didn’t I tell you about yesterday yet?”
“No?”
She sat me down on the floor and sat cross-legged across from me. “So?”
“Well, the first day we met with Mrs. Hensley, she asked if I would want to let any of the CIA or FBI recruiters through.”
“Makes sense; you’re like the most perfect espionage tool ever!” She said with a smile.
I nodded, “I said the FBI, though, which Caireen approved of because she figured we’d be good for helping out with kid’s cases.”
I saw Camille’s eyes narrow a little in concern. “So, did you meet with the FBI yesterday, then?”
“Yeah, and signed up basically for something like a JROTC program.”
“That’s cool, so you’ll have a job when you graduate?”
“With better pay and at a higher level, depending on if I finish college first, too.”
“So undercover over Christmas?”
“They have some daycare they’ve been watching, I guess, and haven’t been able to get anyone employed there to investigate. But, of course, as a baby, they shouldn’t suspect me.”
She nodded, “So what’s the crime?”
I told her, and I watched her face turn white, “Sofia, that’s really dangerous. What if…?”
I shook my head, “Between my magical ability, Caireen as a help, and the other abilities I have, I’m not really worried about it. They’ll have backup for me, too,” I reassured her.
“That’s still scary. I can’t imagine sending a baby in…?”
I shrugged, “I’m not really a baby, though, am I?”
I watched her face change, “No, you’re not… are they going to give you any lessons before you go in?”
“Huh?”
“Sofia, how old are you supposed to be?”
“Well, my GEID says eighteen months…? They said maybe twenty to twenty-two?”
“Okay, we’ll call you eighteen for argument; most eighteen-month-old babies only have about 10-20 words at most, they say.”
I nodded, “I know…?”
“What do they play with?”
“Baby toys?” I suggested.
She sighed, “Okay, let’s look in this toy chest and see what’s right for you to play with in the daycare!”
Before I knew it, she had a cloth baby doll, baby care accessories, a ‘speak and say,’ bead maze toy, and a few other ‘age appropriate’ toys. “Okay, let’s figure out what words you can say.”
I groaned. Twenty minutes later, Camille had written down a list that started with ‘mama,’ had ‘diapee,’ ‘baba,’ ‘owie,’ and some other fundamental words, including ‘no.’ I looked at the list and groaned, “what do I use if it’s not on here?”
“You make up nonsense, baby sounds. Didn’t you ever do that as a kid?”
I shook my head, “I’m sure I did, but I don’t remember it. I kind of remember the sounds Lily made last year...?”
She helped me to play for a little while before the knock on the door happened, and our housemother Mrs. Lang came in. “Well… umm… Sofia, I just came by to see if you would be okay tonight without Hannah?”
I looked at her and smiled, “I have my babysitter here; I’ll be fine.”
“You sure?” she looked at Camille.
“Yes, ma’am, we’re taking the opportunity to help Sofia learn how to blend more for something she has coming up.”
“Okay then,” she said. “Camille, Hannah told me to tell you that there is milk in the fridge for Sofia.”
I blushed a bit, then, “Got it! Thanks!” Camille responded.
“Baba?” I asked her as I was thirsty.
“Aww…” she said. She walked over to the small fridge in the corner and opened it.
“Wow, she wasn’t kidding when she said there was milk in here?”
I looked, “Whoa!” I said, seeing pouches of milk filling nearly every shelf inside there.
She grabbed a pouch of milk and poured it into a bottle. “How does she heat these up?”
I started to say something but instead smiled at her and babbled nonsensically.
“Well, why am I asking you, huh? Mommy just normally gives it to you right from her, huh?” She smiled at me. “Guess I’ll just have to use some magic?”
I watched her chant something and could tell how she had used her magic to do it. Then, she picked me up and carried me to the rocking chair. She put the nipple in my mouth, and I nursed contentedly on the milk that was the perfect temperature that it came out from Hannah.
I didn’t intend to sleep, but it happened anyway.
IN THE CASTLE, I was woken up oddly. Something wasn’t right as I stirred in my crib. I opened my eyes and wet my diaper as I spied a threat.
“Ah, did the little baby wake up?” Rosemerta asked.
“Why? Do you want to sleep in my crib?” I asked nervously.
“No, thank you, Princess,” she replied as she stepped toward me and pointed a silver dagger at me.
I debated what to do since I couldn’t get out of the crib alone. Caireen would come if I cried, but there was enough of a teenage boy still in me that the idea of crying before this monster felt wrong. “What are you going to do?” I asked instead as I tried to buy some time.
“Well, before King Camulus wanted you kidnapped and unharmed. After what you did to me last time, though, he’s willing to let me harm you a little… even said I was welcome to take a bit of your manna as a souvenir!”
My eyes blazed as I stared at her, “Come and get me then!” I told her while I initiated my shield spell.
“Sounds like a plan,” she said as she stepped forward with the dagger, trying to stab me over the top rail of the crib.
Suddenly there was an explosion of light, a boom, and Rosemerta was explosively flung across the room. Caireen must have done something with the crib to ward off Rosemerta. Unfortunately for the crib, though, it seemed to have been a one-time spell that destroyed it, leaving me standing on a tiny bit of rubble. So I drew in manna and began a binding attack Caireen had taught me in the last few days. I was pleased to see golden tendrils wrap around her stunned body.
“No!” She screamed. She began to try to shape into a bat again, but the tendrils locked around that smaller form. I toddled over to a small table that a vase with flowers sat on, emptied it out, and walked towards the writhing bat. I carefully used a nearby toy block to help push it into the vase just as Caireen and twenty guards entered.
It was almost comical as they stood there looking around in shock. Finally, Caireen being the goddess she was, figured out what had likely happened before anyone else, and she came over to me. “Baby, are you okay?!?”
“I’m fine! Your ward against Rosemerta worked like a charm!” I told her with a smile. “The only thing I had to do was that binding spell you taught me. She was silly and tried changing into a bat, so I put her in this vase.”
I had put on my best look mommy at what I did face. She picked me up and squished me with a tight hug for a moment. Caireen looked into the vase and said, “Bring that creature down to the throne room for judgment in one hour. Do not let anyone come near it.” Then, she created an additional cage wrapped tightly around the vase to ensure she was contained. I could sense that if anyone other than her tried to open it, bad things would happen.
“At once, Your Majesty,” one of the guards said, taking six others with him as he left.
“The rest of you, please guard outside and see that we discover how the creature made it back into the castle. That feat should have been impossible!”
There was a chorus of groveling as they left, and Caireen looked at me.
“Well, Princess, you did very, very well there!”
“Thank you,” I told her.
“I guess we have work to do now, so let’s get you fed, changed, and ready for the trial.”
Caireen took the time to nurse me, fed me some mashed fruit, and then changed what was, by that time, a very wet and messy diaper. Next, she dressed me in a formal dress that matched the one she was wearing in color but clearly said I was a baby with a high waist style. With the petticoats pushing the skirts way out, I felt ridiculous. Still, I also knew I had to be ridiculously cute! The tiara on my head, plus the matching dresses, told anyone who looked that I was her heir and daughter.
She carried me to the outer door of the throne room and said, “Count to sixty and then follow me.”
I wasn’t alone; ten guards encircled me to form a complete ring of protection. As I counted in my head, I couldn’t help but think about how close I had once again been to me being kidnapped. More than anything, I couldn’t believe King Camulus would be stupid enough to send the same failed vampire to come and attack me. Indeed, he had to know that Caireen would set up wards specifically for her?
Something about this smelled worse than my diaper had a while ago. I began looking around and stiffened as I noticed something very wrong with the armor the guards were wearing. Her guards were all armored in an expensive Mithril chain mail that had been gifted to her army long ago. These guys all had simple steel chain mail except for one.
‘Shit!’
I decided it was better to play along for the moment, so other than taking the time to charge my shield, I just said, “Open the door for me, please.”
The one soldier I recognized as legit followed the order and held the door open. “Right this way, Your Highness.”
“Thank you. By the way, Sir, I like how shiny your chain mail is compared to everyone else’s.”
I watched his eyes narrow as he took in what I had seen. “Run, Princess!” He screamed as he drew his sword.
I debated about standing and fighting for a moment, but he pushed me through the door and stayed on the other side to buy me time. Not wanting to waste his life, I ran as fast as possible down the hallway to the throne room.
Caireen watched me come down the hallway running and had a smile that quickly turned to fear. I heard the sound of the armored figure bearing down on me and decided this was as good of a spot to fight as any. I turned, planted my feet, and surged three ley lines into a bolt of energy straight at the man. Happily, he dropped, but seven other soldiers followed him down the hallway. I quickly used a spell I’d learned to make fire and sent a stream of it racing down the hallway toward the seven. With that, I turned to run to Caireen’s arms.
“Mama!” I found myself screeching and mentally beating myself over the head. ‘Seriously? Did you need to officially make her another mother?’ A voice in my brain argued, ‘You nurse from her breasts; she’s a mama.’
Three last stragglers tried following me in the final steps but were cut down by soldiers loyal to Caireen.
“What the Hell happened?!?!” Caireen screeched angrily.
“I think it was a trap to get us down here,” I told her.
“Rosemerta was just a ploy?”
I nodded, “Where is she?”
“In here, Your Highness,” another soldier said and pulled the sheet off the cage. The vase was tipped over to where we could see inside…
It was empty!
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Chapter 34: Babysat
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 34: Babysat
THE REST OF the ‘day’ I spent in Caireen’s Castle saw a massive search being done for Rosemerta. I was sure she’d somehow escaped after the fake guards released her. I wasn’t sure how they had removed her from the bindings Caireen, and I had trapped her with, but we knew she was out there and still very dangerous. Then, just before I had been put to bed that night, Caireen received some bad news. One of the villages on the outskirts of our kingdom had been attacked. It was going to be a full-on war was my last thought as she soothed me to sleep.
In the ‘real’ world, I was woken by Camille trying to change my diaper without waking me up. “Oh, I’m sorry, Sofia. I didn’t mean to wake you!” She said.
I sighed, “Believe me, I’m really glad you woke me up...”
Camille’s voice changed suddenly, “What is going on in the kingdom, Your Highness?”
“How did you know?” I started before shaking my head, “It’s not good. King Camulus made an attempt to kidnap me a week ago and tried repeating that today… His spies were tasked to kill Caireen and me if they couldn’t kidnap me.”
I saw instant worry from both the spirit and the host. “Princess Sofia, you may be in great danger!”
“Believe me, I already know. I fought off one attack, which was really a feint before Camulus’s men tried for real later. My real fear is they’ll stop underestimating the baby… King Camulus’s troops have already started advancing on our kingdom. Yesterday they took one of our villages that border the kingdoms.”
“Your highness, if there is any way myself or our people may serve you, please let me know. I can put you in touch with our queen?”
She was referring to an alumnus of Bechtel whom I had heard so much about. “Maybe at some point, but not yet. And today, I still have to figure out what I’m doing. You’re leaving, right?”
She nodded, “I figured I would take you over to Caduceus and see if Hannah was being released today.”
“If not?” I asked.
“Well, let’s jump off that bridge when we come to it. Do you want a bottle or something before we go to Friar Hall for breakfast?”
I shrugged, “While we go?”
She smiled at me, “Sure, sweetie.”
I watched her fill another bottle with milk from a pouch in the fridge and magically warm it up. Then, before she gave it to me, I watched her check my backpack to be sure it was stocked with plenty of supplies. She threw a couple more diapers in there and some fresh bottles.
“Do you want a refrigerator and freezer compartment in here?” She asked.
I looked at her and suddenly smacked myself in the head, “I don’t know why I never thought of that…?”
I watched her do the spells quickly, and then she began putting some of the milk from the fridge in there too. First, I saw her looking at dates; she seemed to sort some of them. Then, she saw me looking, “I’m putting some of them in the freezer. You know you can freeze breastmilk, right?”
I shrugged, “I know my mom did that for my sister for a while. It lasts longer, right?”
“Should be good for like a year.”
“You realize with the amount Hannah pumps, she could freeze everything in the next few weeks and probably feed a regular baby off of that for like two years?”
“Not with your appetite,” she smirked and zipped my backpack.
She handed me the warmed bottle, threw one strap of the small bag over her shoulders, grabbed me, and we were off.
At Friar Hall, I must have been asked where Hannah was a half-dozen times and another dozen times, ‘where’s your mommy?’ For her part, Camille had several girls that seemed genuinely jealous that she got to babysit me! So, all-in-all, it was a pretty miserable breakfast following a miserable day in Caireen’s world.
“Let’s go see how Hannah is doing!” she said as she picked me up after finishing our breakfasts. As she carried me out, I noticed how empty the hall felt, with about half of the school leaving for the holidays.
As we walked into Caduceus, I had a sinking feeling that things might not have been better. That feeling may have been directly related to the power doing weird things with the lights and a radiant green color as we approached Hannah’s room! Doctors seemed to be trying to get her blood as we walked into the door of her room.
“You shouldn’t be bringing a baby in here right now!” One doctor ordered Camille and tried to push us out the door.
“I’m not a baby,” I said to him.
He looked at me before patronizing me, “I mean, a big girl, only adults in here right now.”
I sighed, “I’m eighteen; is that adult enough?” With that, I wriggled out of Camille’s arms, walked right past the flabbergasted doctor, and jumped onto Hannah’s bed.
“What’s going on?” I asked her after a quick hug.
“They don’t know… right after you left, I started having these weird EMP-like discharges. They’re like my pyrokinetic charges go when I want them to… But things started flashing green, and I can’t control these.”
‘Any ideas, Caireen?’
‘I’m guessing the shock from yesterday?’
‘I know… any ideas to help?’
‘Let me through…?’
“Hannah, do you feel like you’re upset?” Caireen’s voice came through.
She shrugged, “No more than anyone would be who’s stuck in the hospital?”
“Have you pumped milk tonight?” Caireen asked.
“Like every hour,” she sighed, “the doctors keep wanting to test it.”
“I have one idea, nurse Sofia. Maybe it’ll calm down your discharges?”
With that, Caireen turned my body back over to me, and I looked at Hannah. One of the doctors in the room looked at me and said, “Wait, what?”
I looked at him impatiently, “You were told about our bond?” He nodded. “You know that milk, in theory, is being made for me?” He nodded. “Well, Caireen’s only thought is that since Hannah hasn’t been nursing me specifically, it may be the problem?”
“Oh… worth a try,” he allowed.
With that, Hannah kind of shooed him away while sitting up carefully. She bared her breast to me, and I began nursing. No matter if I closed my eyes or not, the flashing green was getting to be really annoying! I tried sensing if there was anything physically wrong with her with my magic, but there was a weird wall around Hannah.
‘Caireen?’
‘Keep nursing,’ she said, ‘I’m looking.’
When she shifted me to the other side, I felt Caireen sigh. ‘Sofia, I don’t think this is anything that will be fixable for a few days. Her system is just out of whack with the discharge and how your magical shield impacted her abilities… I’m guessing it’ll be three to five days before she’ll be better.’
‘She’ll get better?’
‘She should.’
‘Will she be able to go back to our room?’ I asked.
‘With as bad as those electrical fluctuations are, the doctors will never let her out of here like this.’
A few minutes later, I discovered I was nursing on an empty breast and popped my head up. There was absolutely no change to Hannah’s weird energy pulses, even though she seemed more relaxed. She cleaned up and redressed herself. “Well, I feel better, Sofia, but I don’t think it fixed anything,” she said.
“No, Caireen thinks it’s a matter of time.”
Camille’s voice changed, “I suspect it will actually go away a little quicker without Sofia here. I sense it may be recharging the problem right now.”
There was a little pop, and one of the monitors seemed to blow up in the corner. “Great,” Hannah said.
“Look, Hannah, I was getting ready to offer this to both of you, but seeing how you’re stuck here, Sofia probably should be elsewhere… So, Sofia, do you want to come with me to New York City? I bet we could still get another train ticket? Or actually, you’re probably free...”
Hannah looked nervous, “What if the EPC recognizes her?”
“I’m not saying yes yet, but...” I told her but changed my hair to blonde and my eyes to a natural but pretty blue.
“You should keep that,” Hannah said with a smile, “it suits you. What about facial scanners?”
“Well, they work by taking some measurements of the geometry of the face, so…” I moved my eyes just slightly closer together, and my nose was smaller. So my appearance now looked like my bone structure was just a little smaller.
The doctor who came back into the room said, “fascinating.”
“There’s another reason it would be a good idea, Han,” Camille said. “Sofia told me about her upcoming assignment. She could hang out with my family and little sister if she went with me.”
I groaned, “and pretend to be a regular baby the whole time?”
“Better there than here, not knowing who’s going to take care of you?”
‘She’s right; it would be a good test run.’
“Do your parents know about me?” I asked Camille.
“They will, and I’m not saying you can’t be yourself sometimes, but let’s just say you pretend for my sister’s sake?”
“Go,” Hannah told me.
“But…”
“If you don’t go, how will you get out of your crib?”
“Umm…”
“All of our friends are basically gone on vacation. So what happens if someone decides to pull a prank? There are a million reasons, but this will also keep you from being bored in our room.”
I thought, “Only if I can take the textbooks with me and get caught up?”
Camille nodded, “We can do that. Let me go call my parents really quick.” She stopped for a moment, “Sofia, why don’t you go ahead and give me your parents’ number so my parents can talk to them if they want?”
I pulled the purse out of the dimensional pocket I stored it in and dug my cell phone out. I sent Camille the contact information for my home and mom.
“I’ll be right back,” she told us.
I took the opportunity to snuggle into Hannah. “I really don’t want to go,” I told her.
“You need to, though,” she told me, “she’s especially right about the baby experience.”
I sighed, “I know.”
She squeezed me, “Besides, it’ll probably do us both some good to have a few days of space.”
I turned my head to look at her, “You don’t believe that any more than I do.”
Tears started coming from her eyes, “I know.”
I hugged her and let her hold me tight for about half an hour before Camille returned. “Okay, I called my mom, she talked to your mom, and it’s all set, Sofia!”
“Are you sure you’ll be okay?” I asked Hannah.
“I’ll be fine, Princess,” she reassured me.
“Do you want to make a list of things you need from your room, and we’ll swing them back by on our way?”
She gave us a list, and Camille carried me back across the campus to our room. “Okay, Sofia, we’ve got to get moving quick. Can you find the stuff that Hannah said she needed?”
I nodded, “sure.”
I climbed over her desk and bed, went through her drawers, and even found some cookies from our mom’s last week. I put everything inside the backpack I had made bigger for her and smiled at Camille, who had her own pile of things. She had the diaper bag my mom had sent me, my backpack, Esmie, my teddy bear, and a few other things like a stroller.
“Where’d you get the stroller?” I asked.
She shrugged, “You had a doll stroller in the toy box. I started by making it bigger and more like my sisters.”
I nodded, “Hanging out with Hannah so much I forget other people can do magic!”
“You said you wanted your books; which ones do you need to take?”
I grabbed all my textbooks from the pile I had left on the floor and carried them to my bag. They all went to the places that I had made for them there. I thought for a second and then grabbed the laptop I had been given on my desk and put it there too.
“Not sure how much time I want to let you get on the computer if we’re planning on you pretending,” Camille told me.
I shrugged, “I just figured it would be good to have it. So we’ll be gone five days?” She nodded, “I just don’t want to get to the point I need it and not have it.”
I watched her give the room one last look, “Anything you can think of that we forgot?”
“You grabbed my clothes?” I asked.
“Yep, plenty of dresses and outfits to choose from... and plenty of diapers, wipes, etc. too!”
I groaned but was glad she had those. “Where are they?” I asked.
“I made your diaper bag larger,” she said with a smile. “Let’s change you one more time before we take this stuff to Hannah and catch the shuttle to the train station.”
I sighed but held my arms up for her to pick me up. It was a quick change; I wasn’t all that wet even, and then she sat me down in the stroller and buckled the built-in harness around me. I looked up, depressed at being restrained like a baby. Camille must have read my mind because she laughed, “Here, suck on your paci for a while,” placing one of my pacifiers in my mouth.
I groaned but sat back in the stroller as she messed around a bit around the back where I couldn’t see. The stroller was very comfy, with a little table in front that I could rest stuff on. It even seemed like it leaned back for naps like my sisters did. I didn’t like the fact I couldn’t really lean forward to see, though, due to the harness straps. “Almost done, Princess,” she called to me.
True to her word, a moment later, she pushed me out the door and towards the elevator. One of the upperclassmen that had stuck around was in the elevator. “You know Sofia, you get to be a cuter baby every time I see you.”
I blushed.
“What’s up with the extra baby gear? Where’s Hannah?” she asked Camille.
“Yesterday Hannah tried a new trick with her powers and had a bit of an accident on the firing range. Sofia put a shield up to save her with her magic but didn’t take it down before Hannah did the mommy thing of trying to pick up her baby with the near-death experience.”
The girl laughed a bit, “Her shield was still up?”
“Got it!”
“So that should have just knocked her down?”
“Normally, but apparently, she had some odd reaction with that and her powers, so she’s in Caduceus for a few days until it clears.”
“So, Sofia needed a babysitter…?”
“I am right here, you know,” I said, pulling the pacifier out of my mouth.
They both laughed, “So you look like you’re packed to go somewhere, meeting your family?”
They talked then about things other than me as the elevator doors opened, and we began walking towards Caduceus. There we didn’t have much time, Camille said, so she handed Hannah her bags, and other than a quick hug from Hannah, I quickly returned to my stroller to go on a new adventure.
THE RIDE ON the shuttle to the station was pretty uneventful. Camille had called ahead, and they had a car seat ready for me to sit in. So we grabbed our luggage, and we were on the road. Once there, she buckled me back in the stroller and said, “Okay, Sofia, let’s see how long you can keep up the eighteen-months stuff.”
I started to sigh but chose to smile and say, “Baba!” instead.
She smiled at me and produced a warmed bottle that I nursed. At the same time, she sorted out her ticket and our luggage with the porter. She finally picked me up from the stroller stowed and carried me onto the train, still sucking on a now-empty bottle. I noticed Camille was getting looks like Hannah now, and I felt bad.
“Auntie twain!” I exclaimed as we sat down in a row of seats.
“Yep, Princess, we’re on a train!” She smiled, knowing I knew it was a game worth playing. Several people were sitting around us. An older grandmotherly lady looked to be knitting a scarf out of some purple yarn a seat ahead of us. Sitting in the chair beside us was a mom and a girl of about six. They were looking out the window as the girl excitedly pointed at things. Finally, a man who kind of stuck out as odd with a hat across his face looked like he was trying to sleep. Something about him was off, though.
“She’s adorable!” The grandmotherly lady said, taking my attention from him. “How old is she?”
“She’s eighteen months,” Camille said with a smile and clapped my hands together for some reason.
“She said, Auntie?”
“Yeah, she’s my sister’s baby. She’s unfortunately in the hospital this week. Her husband is staying with her, so they asked if I could take her,” she tickled me and then squeezed, “I couldn’t say no to her. Plus, this way, she gets to see her Grammy and Grampa, huh?”
They talked for the next several minutes, and then the mother of the six-year-old girl, who I knew now as Kelsey, would chat. I was kind of bored, so I started making fussy sounds. “Is her diapee wet?” The little girl asked.
“I don’t know,” Camille said with a smile. “I guess we should check! That would be a good reason for her to be fussy, huh?”
“Uh-huh!” She said, “My dolly fusses at me if her diaper is wet too!”
She showed Camille her doll with absolute pride. Camille chose that moment to pop open a few snaps on my romper legs and said, “Well, what do you know, you’re exactly right!” To the little girl. “Do you want to help me change her?”
I buried my head in Camille’s shirt, ‘Really?’ I begged.
‘Baby, remember?’ Caireen reminded me. ‘You can’t care.’
I sighed internally but just fussed some more so that Camille picked me up and asked her mom, “I’d be happy to take your daughter to the restroom while we change little Sofia here?”
Her mom smiled at us, “Thanks!”
Once we got to the bathroom, she told Kelsey, “Go potty first, and then we’ll change her diapee together.”
I was placed on the ground while she dug into my diaper bag for a changing pad, diaper, wipes, and everything else. I thought she would set me on the changing table, but instead, she just laid the mat beside us. Then, Kelsey came out excitedly, “I help now?”
“Wash your hands first,” she told her. I watched while she helped her before she came back and sat me down on the mat.
“I never changed a diaper before…?” The girl said a little worriedly.
“Don’t worry, I hadn’t ever either, but my mommy showed me just how I’m going to show you!”
“Okay!” She giggled.
Thankfully at that moment, Camille put a pacifier in my mouth. I sucked on it as if my life depended on it! Then, she had her undo the snaps along my legs while she said, “good baby,” to me.
It may have been the longest ten minutes of my life! Camille actually let her do almost all the work of wiping me and putting a new diaper under my butt! The only thing she did was make sure that the tapes were tight. When we returned to our seats, I felt something between being mortified and something else… accepting?
Back seated, I spat my pacifier out and said, “Baba?”
Camille warmed a bottle up surreptitiously before handing it to me to drink. “We have a few hours before we’ll get there, Sweetie. Why don’t you take a nap?”
I was warm and comfy in her arms, so I took her advice.
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Chapter 35: Whittle Baby
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 35: Whittle Baby
I WOKE UP in Caireen’s arms in a rocking chair, “Shhh,” she said to me as she patted me gently. “We both had a long day here yesterday.”
I nodded. It couldn’t last, though, as a knock came at the door of my room, “Your Majesty, may I come in?”
She spoke clearly, “Yes, come in.”
“Sorry to disturb you, Your Majesty, but we just received word that King Camulus is on the march again.” Caireen’s top general, General Slane, came in with a facial expression that was as somber as a funeral.
“Any idea what his endgame is?”
“Our spies and scouts believe he is heading here, Your Majesty.”
“Well, at least he’s not dilly-dallying,” she said while holding me tighter. “When can we expect him to make it here?”
“I believe it will be four to six weeks, Your Majesty. We’ll try to delay them with our forces, but there’s no way to know.”
I shifted my body to where I could look up at Caireen, “That should be long enough to plan an ambush, shouldn’t it?”
“Maybe…”
“How large are his forces?”
“He is marching twenty-thousand troops, Your Majesty.”
“How many do we have?” I asked Caireen nervously.
“Ten-thousand - if we lose, no one stopping them from advancing.”
“I need to think about this; if you have any ideas, draw up your plans. I want to see you and all senior commanders in the throne room just after noon. Take that time to plan and figure out what we need to know to survive this and kill that monster.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
I looked up at Caireen and saw a nervous fear on her face, “We can make it through this,” I reassured her.
“Oh, Sofia, you are indeed the daughter I always wanted. Unfortunately, I’m not as certain as you are here. Too many things in play.”
“Well, let’s figure out that plan and get things sorted out!” I told her confidently.
She tickled me, “I guess you’re right. I bet you’re hungry, though, first!”
I was fed and changed, and we again headed to the dungeon practice room. We stayed down there for hours working on spells. Our only breaks were for Caireen to nurse and change me. I noticed that it seemed she had almost a class schedule approach to teaching me now. First, we would practice gathering more manna from ley lines. At this point, I could only laugh at the amount I had begun with, as it seemed limitless now. Like at Bechtel, her castle ran over a major artery that would scare the other students in my class with the amount of power available. I could now tap into that without effort, which meant that my spells became more and more powerful - and destructive.
Caireen would then move into a session on healing spells for a while. Next, onto wards, some more practical spells for cleaning and other mundane tasks, and finally, she finished with combat techniques.
“Okay, Sofia, this is the last one I want to teach you today,” she said as I breathed a little heavily from creating a magical napalm torch. “The Asian cultures have always talked about the Yin and the Yang bringing balance to life?” She asked.
I nodded, “My Tae Kwon Do master was big into that back in Los Alamos.”
She smiled, “This is basically looking at the Yang to fire. You always need to be able to switch tactics to something opposite what you’re doing if an opponent keeps evading your attacks.”
I nodded, “Yeah… so Yang to Fire… Water?”
She smiled, “Think further…?”
I thought briefly about how Fire was highly energetic with particles highly energized. ‘What’s the opposite?’
“Ice?” I asked.
She smiled and patted my head. “Good girl!”
A couple weeks ago, that would have made me blush, but instead, I felt pride at being told that. ‘I sort of wish she’d even give me a sticker!’ I smirked to myself. “So, what about Ice? You’ve already taught me how to freeze water?”
She smiled, “This’ll be very much the same thing. So tell me, what are human bodies made up of?”
I felt the blood drain from my face, “Water… you want me to freeze the water in their bodies?”
She nodded, “It is a little cold of a tactic to use,” I forced a smirk at her lousy pun, “but it takes less energy than a fire spell.”
For another hour, she instructed me by bringing in a few pigs, chickens, and other animals for me to try on. Initially, I had been reluctant until she told me they were for the servants’ dinner. It was scarily easy to do so with the animals. “People… They’re the same?” I said. I couldn’t help but feel a bit of bile up the back of my throat.
“Yes, the exact same.”
“Why does this feel crueler than so many other attacks?” I asked her.
She shook her head, “I do not know the answer to that, Sofia, other than maybe it speaks to a deep-down fear you have?”
After a bit longer, she said, “Come, my little princess, we need to get you fed and changed, and then I need to have a chat with my generals while you take a nap.”
IT WAS ALWAYS startling to wake up immediately after getting comfortable in one world. Still, it was even more so when I woke up in Camille’s arms instead of Hannah’s. I squeaked a little, “Shhh… It’s okay, Sofia; Auntie has you.”
I groaned when it came back but kept up the good baby act and squirmed a little. My diaper was really soggy, and I wanted a new one soon. If I was really going to be pretending to be a baby, there really was only one way to ask for a fresh diaper, and so I started crying.
“Oh, shhh baby,” Camille said softly, “I’m guessing you want a new diapee, huh?” She tickled my side.
My body was on autopilot now, and I just started crying more. Camille picked me up, took me back to the bathroom, and quickly changed me on the changing table.
“There, all dry now!” She said to me while giving me a hug a few minutes later.
Several minutes later, we were back in our seats, with her holding a bottle of warmed milk for me. “Better now?” She asked when I finished.
I nodded.
“Ready to see your grammy?” She asked me with a smile.
I whispered, “My grammy?”
“Well, if I’m Auntie, you’re my non-existent sister’s daughter…?”
“Oh,” I said.
We quickly found my stroller and our luggage when we pulled into the train station. I was fastened rapidly into the harness for the stroller, and we were off to find Camille’s parents. I could tell when she had found them as she sped up a bit in her excitement to see them.
“Come here!” her mom said, and I watched from my seat as she hugged her mom and dad. Her dad was holding her baby sister, so she also got her own hug.
“Cassidy, I want you to meet someone!” Camille said as she took her from her dad, “this is Sofia!”
Suddenly I had a taller toddler in a cute purple dress coat and pigtails staring inquisitively at me. “Hi,” she said to me shyly, “she’s a wittle baby!” she said excitedly while jumping up and down to her sister.
“Why yes, she is! Not a big girl like you!” Her mom said as she came down to my level. “It’s nice to meet you, Sofia. Camille has told me all about you.”
I blushed, “Nice to meet you, too,” I said softly.
“Shhh…” she said, “we’ll talk more when we get to our hotel.”
“Do you have everything, Camille?” her dad asked.
“I think so,” she said.
“Ready, Cassidy Bug?” Camille asked her little sister.
“Uh-huh!” She said excitedly, “Uppy Cami!”
“I need to push Sofia,” she started to say, but her mom interrupted.
“I’ve got Sofia; you can hold Cassidy,” her mom told her.
“Okay,” Camille said and looked at my face to ensure I was okay. I gave her a slight nod and zoned out as I was pushed through the train station. I was just wondering how we were getting to the hotel when I realized we were at the entrance to a subway. Then, without warning, hands appeared out of my view and picked me up, and I found myself in the hands of my’ grammy.’
“You are so light!” she told me quietly before bouncing me up and down. “Honey, can you get the stroller folded up?”
“Yes, sweetheart,” her husband said.
I looked at her more closely from my view from being held on her hip. Camille’s mom didn’t really look that much like her. While Camille was pretty petite, her mother, while not severely obese, was more rounded than her. Her face was kind, with her hair styled very nicely down below her shoulders. She was apparently dressed expensively based on how the clothes flattered her larger frame. When Camille emerged, I knew she had changed to look more like an elf, but I could tell she had her mother’s chin and nose still.
I watched as she placed a pass for the subway through the card reader before carrying me through. I had read the sign that said children under forty-four inches were free, so I had no doubt that applied to me. But then, I felt fingers tickle my side, and she asked, “Ready for a ride?”
I gulped as a subway car screeched to a halt in front of us. I knew a baby would behave in one of two ways, cry and hide or smile and be excited. A large part of me was nervous about it for some reason, but I chose option B. “Yay, Grammy!” I said with a smile.
She shifted my position as she found a seat sitting across from Camille and Cassidy. I couldn’t help but smile as I watched Camille tickle and play with her sister, whom she hadn’t seen since the beginning of the school year. It reminded me of how I used to be with Lily and made me homesick suddenly.
Camille noticed my look and worriedly mouthed, ‘Are you okay?’
I nodded. Before I could even think of somehow pretending to be a baby and telling her how depressed I was, her mom began playing patty cake with my hands. After a while, she followed that with a game of peek-a-boo and then several other embarrassing baby games before we reached our subway station for the hotel. I pretended to have a blast while she played with me, giggling and smiling. ‘Good girl,’ Caireen told me.
As we got off the subway, I caught signs that we were at 59th Street - wherever that was. Then, just before we boarded another train, I felt the intruding hand from Camille’s mom checking my diaper. I was pretty sure it was wet by now, “Aww… you’re wet, aren’t you, Sofia?” she squeezed me. “We’ll get you out of that wet diaper when we get to the hotel!”
Like my own mom, she couldn’t keep her comments about my toileting quiet. Camille looked sympathetic and apologized with her eyes. Cassidy said, “It’s okay; you’re just a baby Sofia,” she told me. “One day, you wear big girl panties wike me!” And with all the discretion a toddler has, she pulled her dress up to show me her dry pull-up.
“Cassidy,” Camille scolded lightly and pushed her dress back down, “Big girls don’t show everyone their panties.”
“Sowwy Cammy…”
Camille hugged her, so she knew she wasn’t mad, and we boarded the next train. I watched the people as the subway car sped toward wherever our next stop was. A teenage girl about our age smiled at me and waved. I shyly smiled at her and waved back with as awkward of a motion as I could.
“She’s adorable!” the girl said to Camille’s mom.
“Thanks,” she told her with a smile.
“How old is she?”
“Eighteen months,” she said with a smile. “Learning all sorts of things now and running around with nothing that slows her down.” She squeezed me for a moment.
A ding announced that we were at 5th Avenue and 59th Street, and everyone stood up, with Camille’s mom placing me on her hip. ‘Cassidy really missed Camille,’ I said to Caireen.
‘Yes, I think she did.’ Caireen told me, ‘you may be spending a lot of time in ‘Grammy’s’ arms on this little vacation.’ I sensed a smile behind her voice.
‘What?’ I asked.
‘I do believe you’re finally getting in the spirit of things here, Sofia,’ she said. She didn’t elaborate anymore as we moved through the crowds toward an escalator.
I just played my role as the good baby and looked around. An older lady in front of us smiled at me and waved nicely. A guy behind Camille glared at me the whole time, and I wondered if I had gone in my diaper without realizing it. As I looked at him more, there was something that seemed vaguely familiar about him, but I felt confident I didn’t know him. Camille’s mom bounced me in her arms as we neared the top, and she asked, “Want to ride in your stroller now?”
I just nodded. I didn’t really care one way or another. Walking around on my own in New York City was probably not a good idea, I decided, as the crowds seemed to thin a little. I looked around some more and realized we were in front of a huge hotel that I recognized even before I saw the name - it was the Plaza! I remembered watching a movie about Eloise at the Plaza as a kid. I couldn’t deny that I was extremely excited to stay there! Camille must have felt the same way, “We’re staying at the Plaza?” She asked excitedly.
“I figured if we were going to meet you in New York City for Thanksgiving, it would be a good place to stay,” her dad said with a smile.
“I can’t believe it!” Camille said, obviously excited.
‘What’s the significance of this hotel?’ Caireen asked.
‘You’re asking me a question?’ I asked, kind of startled. ‘You have access to my memories?’
‘It’s kind of jumbled there…?’
I smiled again inwardly, ‘Probably because I had to pretend not to like that movie and the books... Eloise was a fictional little girl who lived at the Plaza full-time and caused all sorts of mischief. She and this hotel have almost become synonymous, I guess… I remember as a little girl wanting to come here… They have a special suite with her name on it. I’m sure we’re not staying there, though.’
‘Hmm… You said when you were a little girl?’
I turned red, ‘I was certain I was really a girl by the time I was five or six, I think… too bad I had to emerge as a baby to become one.’
Before our conversation could go any further, we walked through the doors and into a fantastic hotel. “Why don’t we go up to our rooms and change Sofia and drop your stuff off,” her mom directed.
“Can we come back down to the Eloise shop then?” Camille asked. With her giddiness, she looked like she had regressed ten years of age right then.
Her mom laughed, “yes, then we’ll get a bite to eat.”
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Chapter 36: Plaza
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 36: Plaza
I SUCKED ON my pacifier as my stroller was pushed down halls they obviously had gotten to know before we arrived. An elevator ride later, we were pushed down to a set of adjoining rooms. Sadly, it wasn’t THE suite! I saw a portable crib in one of the rooms and knew I would be sleeping in it. Looking at it, I couldn’t help but notice it was plain compared to my others!
“Cassidy, why don’t you go potty?” Camille’s mom asked as soon as we got in the door.
“Cammy help?” She said as she dragged her sister towards the bathroom in the other room.
“Mom, Sofia’s diapers and stuff are all in the bag,” Camille said.
“I figured,” she told her with a smile as I was lifted from the stroller and placed on the couch. Camille’s mom laid out my changing pad and laid me back on it. “So, Sofia, how are you doing? Your mom is worried about you.”
I smiled at her, grateful for a chance to not pretend for a few moments while Cassidy was elsewhere. “I guess I’m doing okay. It’s really weird not being with Hannah right now… and missing my family for Thanksgiving is already making me feel a bit lonely.” I realized that was the first time I had admitted that.
She nodded as she wiped me gently, “I hope you’ll think of us as your extended family this week. Have you ever been to New York?”
I shook my head, “No, I’m really excited to see things.”
“I hope we’ll be able to see a lot of those things this week! We came here to visit with my sister’s family - they live in the Upper West Side, not from here, right along Central Park. So we’ll go to their apartment for Thanksgiving Day. Tomorrow we’ll go out to Ellis Island and Liberty Island so you can see the Statue of Liberty. Hopefully, tonight we’ll be able to go ice skating.”
“Cool!” I told her. “Do they make ice skates small enough for me?”
“If they don’t, I’m sure you or Camille can magic some up?” She smiled as she finished dressing me and Cassidy walked in. She simultaneously pushed my pacifier in my mouth as she picked me up. “Were you a good girl?” She asked her.
“Yes, mommy, I peed and pooed!” She pointed towards Camille, “Cammy saw me!”
Camille smiled and looked at me, “Is Sofia all clean and dry now?”
I held my arms out to her, and she grabbed me from her mom and hugged me. “Yes,” I told her.
Before I was forced to do any more acting, her dad reappeared from somewhere and said, “Everyone ready?”
After an elevator ride downstairs, we went to the Eloise shop. They had left the stroller upstairs, and Camille carried me and the diaper bag for a few moments before I wriggled, saying, “Down!”
I walked up to a display of cloth dolls and instantly fell in love with them for some reason. “Aww…” Her mom cooed above me as Cassidy also joined me.
“Mommy?” She asked.
“I don’t know…?” She said with a smile. I watched her also take and look at the tags for ages and thought for a moment. Her eyes latched on mine for a moment.
“Pwease?!?” Cassidy begged.
She would probably have gone into a total toddler meltdown if she hadn’t said, “Well, I guess I’ll have to buy one for all three of my little girls, huh?” I looked up at her and noticed Camille was beaming - apparently happy not to be left out. A few other items were picked up, like some books, before we checked out, and I was once again carried by Camille’s mom while holding the doll.
“Thank you,” I told her.
“You’re very welcome,” she said as she hugged me, “what are grandchildren good for if you can’t spoil them!”
Apparently, dinner was to be in one of the hotel restaurants that night. Her dad had reservations, and we were quickly seated with just a couple glares from the Maître D. A highchair was brought over for me. Still, Camille’s mom held me instead of putting me in immediately, “Cammy, can you give me one of her bottles?”
“Sure, mom,” she told her. I watched as she reached into the bag, found one of my milk bottles, and discreetly performed a quick spell to heat it. “Here,” she told her.
Her mom seemed surprised that it was warm and glanced at her. She sat it on the table before us while the waiter took our food orders. I wasn’t asked, and I guessed I would have to share with her mom. Camille stopped the waiter, though, and asked, “Can we get an extra plate of pasta for my niece,” she said, pointing towards me.
“Certainly,” he said and walked away. Camille’s mom shifted me into the crook of her arms as she popped the cover off the bottle. I watched as she instinctually tested it on her wrist before pulling my pacifier from my mouth and replacing it with the bottle. I hadn’t realized how hungry I was and ravenously nursed. Camille had passed over a bib she used as a burp cloth when I finished.
I was cuddled for a moment before finding myself strapped into the high chair with the bib around my neck. I became a spectator as Camille’s dad, whose name I discovered was Jack, began pressing her about how things were going. “So, how are your classes going?”
“Good,” she answered as she nibbled on a piece of the bread left at the table. Camille’s mom, Ashley, passed me a smaller part after giving one to Cassidy. Cassidy sat in her booster seat, quietly coloring a coloring book her mom had handed her.
“Just good?” her mom asked.
Camille sighed, “I have extra help all the time, you know… it’s really not that hard for me.”
‘Hmm… I really should talk to Camille more about being an avatar,’ I thought to myself.
‘She is a very similar young lady,’ Caireen replied.
“How about friends?” her mom asked.
“Well, Esmie and I…” I sat on the sidelines and was entertained to hear about Bechtel from her eyes. Of course, she didn’t tell any secrets or anything ordinary people who weren’t at Bechtel shouldn’t know. Still, she had plenty of stories I’d yet to hear.
As the conversation petered off, her dad asked, “So, any boys?”
I watched her nearly choke on her water right then. Thankfully for her sake, she was saved by food being sat down in front of everyone. Camille’s mom directed them to put my plate in front of her and Camille. I really wanted to just bring out my silverware. Still, I knew if I was trying to pretend to be eighteen months, I probably wouldn’t be that coordinated. So instead, I let Camille and her mom trade turns feeding me the small alfredo plate.
Annoyingly I was still hungry when I finished the plate. Unfortunately, the idea of a baby my age finishing the dish wasn’t typical. Two plates would just paint the Mergent picture on me. So I found my pacifier hanging from my shirt and began nursing it, hoping it would help my hunger.
“She’s a really good eater!” the waiter smiled. He had a very grandfatherly way about himself.
“She didn’t eat much for lunch today,” Camille told him.
“Yes, I remember my daughter used to skip a few meals and then suddenly eat. Toddlers never make sense!”
Camille’s mom laughed, “My kids have all been the same way!”
Camille picked me up out of the high chair and felt my diaper. “Mom, we need to change Sofia. Should we go upstairs to the room or find a bathroom down here?”
“Why don’t we go upstairs, change her, and grab their strollers. Then I thought we could stroll down 5th Avenue towards Rockefeller Center.”
“Any chance we could go up to the top of Rockefeller?” Camille asked.
Her mom shook her head, “Not tonight; I think we can do that tomorrow - we bought tickets for everyone this morning.”
“Cool!”
I sat contentedly on her hip as she carried me back upstairs while her mom held her sister. Camille wasted no time laying me on the bed on my changing mat. Cassidy had quickly been taken potty before she climbed on the bed next to me just as she pulled the second tape from my diaper. “She’s poopy!” she told her.
“Just a little,” Camille said, agreeing.
I hadn’t even noticed, but I just turned off caring about my embarrassment. Babies my age don’t do anything else, and I had to get over that. Once she had a new diaper on me, she ran to the bathroom to pee and wash her hands. Cassidy played with her new doll, and I wondered where mine was. I looked and saw it peeking out of my diaper bag, so I pulled it out and held mine too.
Cassidy was miming changing a non-existent diaper on her doll. I was about to pretend to copy her when Camille returned, and her parents pushed our strollers. “Come on, baby, let’s put you in your stroller so we can go for a walk!” Camille cooed.
I let myself be threaded into the stroller’s harness and let my pacifier drop. “Baba!”
“Oh, are you hungry still?” She asked me with a smile. It sounded like Cassidy wasn’t going into her stroller as quietly as I was.
“Pwease,” I told her.
She dug around in the diaper bag and handed me another warm bottle, and we were off. Along the route, we somehow mixed in with a tour group whose guide explained that the city was laid out on a grid and very consistent in spacing. I listened to him explain that the saying ‘New York Minute’ meant how long it took to walk a block.
I quickly grew bored sitting in the stroller since I could only see so much from down there. I squirmed a bit, and Camille checked on me as we were stopped at a street waiting for a crosswalk. “Uppie!” I told her as I pulled my empty bottle out of my mouth.
She sighed, “I’ll get you out when we get there. Only a few more minutes, I think…?”
I groaned as she put the pacifier back in my mouth and took the empty bottle. I sulked a little as we walked down the street. I could see this gigantic church looming over the road when she finally pulled me out of the stroller and placed me on her hip. “Daddy, can you push her stroller?”
Of course, since I wanted out, so did Cassidy. The crosswalk allowed us to cross, and I watched us near a Lego store! “Can we go?” I whispered to Camille.
“I knew you were going to say that…” she said quietly.
“Mom, I need to get a gift for a friend at school. May we stop by here real quick?”
Her mom looked at her and then at me. I blushed a little, but she smiled and said, “sure!”
That led to a walk around the store and the fantastic displays there. Finally, we walked out of there with a set of Duplo blocks for Cassidy, a second set for me, and then a big Disney Princess castle set for Camille’s ‘friend.’ I was all smiles as I was deposited back into my stroller and buckled in. Before I knew it, we were now at Rockefeller Plaza and walking towards the skating rink. Her dad picked me up from the stroller while her mom carried Cassidy. Camille managed the strollers and headed to rent some skates with tickets. It turns out this was planned for quite a while, as I learned while waiting that only a hundred and fifty people were allowed on the rink at a time.
Camille leaned the stroller back to being almost a bed and then quickly lay me in there before covering the stroller with a blanket. “We need to change your diaper before you go out there,” she told me.
“I’ve never ice skated before,” I told her quietly.
“You’re a baby; why would you have?” She smiled at me.
After a quick and discreet diaper change, she laced the skates onto my feet, and I was carried over to the ice rink. Here, I learned Camille was almost as much of a novice as I was, but her mom was a master! She was soon teaching Camille, Cassidy, and me in turns. I fell on my butt several times and, for once, was grateful for a diaper as it cushioned my fall. One of the times, a nearby teenage girl came over and said, “Oh, is she okay?”
“She’ll be fine,” Camille said from a few feet away as she tried to get to me.
I just smiled, “I good!” I stood shakily back up and started skating again. With my short height and Mergent powers, it wasn’t like I would be hurt! With that realization, I became the fearless toddler I had seen on ski slopes for so much of my life.
Camille became frustrated that she couldn’t keep up, calling, “Sofia get back here!”
Her mom laughed at her, “I’ll go get her.”
I had been so focused on getting faster and faster that I hadn’t noticed Camille calling my name. So it was a bit of a shock when I was suddenly picked up and hugged, “You’re a natural!”
I smiled when I realized who it was, but for a moment, I almost panicked. Finally, I returned the hug around ‘Grammy’s’ neck and quietly asked, “You grew up skating?”
She nodded as we skated back towards the others, “I was competitive with figure skating until high school.”
“Cool!” I told her. “How come Camille, is so bad?”
“She’s always been scared to go ice skating and would scream as a kid if I tried on the rare occasion we were near a rink. So finally, I gave up,” she shrugged a little.
We had just made it back to the edge of the rink where Camille held onto the rail when I caught a massive flash of an explosion destroying the Statue of Prometheus above us!
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Chapter 37: Worlds Collide
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 37: Worlds Collide
WITHOUT HESITATING, I quickly threw a shield spell around Camille’s family and myself! I instinctively knew Camille had to have done the same time. However, even still, there was a shower of sparks, and I felt my shield lose some energy as a blast wave of metal and concrete hit my shield.
All around us, people were screaming in pain, babies were crying, and total chaos reigned around the rink. Then, finally, I noticed that the ice had cracked in a couple places and that we were the only ones that seemed to have escaped the attack unharmed.
“What the hell is going on?” her dad screamed.
Camille looked at him from the ground and said, “Shut up, Daddy and get Mom and Cassidy out of here!”
I was just debating whether it was wise to go ahead and unveil myself as a Mergent when Caireen decided for me. Then, I felt my new costume materialize, complete with my pacifier face mask.
“I thought you were pretending…?” Camille’s mom started to say as I leaped out of her arms.
“Screw that,” I said. “I can’t let people die!”
I watched Camille quickly perform a spell to remove her ice skates as she magically put on her costume. As I watched her, I realized my ice skates were gone too, and I just hoped my shoes would keep traction on the ice. I began scanning for the enemies that would attack this place. ‘Terrorists? Mergents?’ I asked myself. I found myself drawn to a single figure that curdled my blood and caused Caireen to scream in rage within me.
Impossibly amidst the chaos above us, standing where the statue had been, stood… Rosemerta!
I found myself moving quickly across the ice towards the remnants of the statue, tuning out the bodies I had to jump over. I silently hoped that not everyone around us was dead. As I reached the end, I watched heavily armed police officers shoot their automatic weapons at her. She just laughed them off and kept her eyes on me. “Princess, that’s right, come to me!”
She leaped off the ledge that remained, and I watched her arms morph into wings to glide in front of me.
‘Do not underestimate her, Sofia,’ Caireen urged. ‘We must hold nothing back here!’
I nodded internally to her and used one of my blasts spells to attack her. Impossibly she dodged the spell and laughed, “Oh baby, is that all your mommy has taught you?”
I swore and began trying several other attacks that Caireen had been teaching me. All of them were ineffective, or she dodged them. Suddenly Camille was there, and I watched as she attempted a spell to bind her with golden tendrils of magic. It reminded me of the cage she must have slipped out of in the castle. Sure enough, she laughed, and it vanished with the swipe of her hand.
Impossibly a second later, the cage rematerialized around Camille. She stepped back towards me, and I closed to attempt to kick her in the knee. I failed to move fast enough, though! Rosemerta caught my foot, then grappled with me, turning me over her knee, “Bad Baby!” She screamed at me while bruising my butt with her swat. Before she could land another swat, I charged my skin with magic, and she dropped me.
“Gah!!!” She screamed! I noticed I caused her hands, where she had been holding me, to start smoldering.
Some more cops began shooting at her as she started to come at me again. “Stupid mortals,” she said, and without warning, she flew off and up toward the group of officers.
“Watch out!!!!” Camille tried to warn them, but it was too late by the time she rid herself of her bonds. She killed seven officers in seconds and returned to us.
“We have to end this now!” I told her.
She nodded, “Any ideas?”
Rosemerta landed in front of us and began coming closer to me. “I can’t wait to spank that bottom of yours for real, Princess – that was just a taste of the punishment coming your way. I can’t believe you’ve been so lucky!”
She was within a couple paces now, “It’s not luck,” I told her.
“What do you call it?”
“Courage,” Camille answered for me.
I looked down at the ice beneath her feet. With that, I knew there was only one spell I had not yet tried against her, and I shuddered with the hopelessness it brought me. I didn’t stop to think about it anymore, though, and invoked the spell Caireen had taught me to freeze a person.
“Wha?!?!” She had enough time to say before her whole body turned solid.
I looked at Rosemerta and wondered if she would be dead or just temporarily disabled. That was when several bullets went through her frozen head, and gory shards of iced brains exploded everywhere.
I looked up at Camille with tears and my arms held up to her. Then, out of the corner of my eye, I just caught sight of a familiar-looking man wearing a hat running away from the edge of the upstairs area. ‘He was on the train!’
CAMILLE HAD HELD me for several long moments while I cried before we became aware of the police officers that had guns leveled at us. “Identify yourselves!” One officer commanded.
“I’m Sora, and this is Emerald Baby,” she said calmly.
“Why did you destroy the statue?” One screamed at us.
I was flabbergasted and about to respond when a costumed superhero appeared. “Officer, I believe you are wrongly accusing these heroes.”
I twisted my head, and my jaw dropped! A lady who appeared to be the heroine called Tigress from the Liberty Watch superhero group stood just feet from me! “They were right here when it happened!”
“Yes, we were here, but we were just skating,” Camille said calmly.
Before he could speak again, another man in a suit came towards us, “Agent Carmichael, FBI,” he identified himself to the others.
One of the officers started, “This is…!”
“Officer, you will stop there. Emerald is a member of the Agency, and we have no doubt that she was only protecting her family and other civilians. You may meet us at our office to ask her for more details, but understand she will not be detained under any circumstances.”
“Agent Emerald,” he said, looking at me. “We have Sora’s family in a vehicle up on the street level. We’d like to go to the office and get an official statement.”
“Sir, we had to change rather quickly into our costumes. Would you be able to lock down the security footage?” Camille asked.
“It’s already done. Emerald’s identity must be kept secret.”
I nodded.
Camille carried me up to the street level. All around us was chaos as paramedics performed triage and did their best to treat the wounded from Rosemerta’s attacks. Sadly, I saw several sheets being dragged across individuals. A paramedic was screaming as he realized the futility of treatment with a little girl who was Lily’s age. I found fresh tears across my face, ‘Caireen, how could she do this?’
‘She was a monster,’ she responded.
‘Is she really dead?’
‘Maybe…’ she said simply.
‘Is there anything I can do for…’
‘Sofia, one of the sad things with monsters is they will always exist. You can only attempt to extinguish them before they harm too many. Today could have been much worse.’
‘She was there for me, wasn’t she?’
‘Yes.’
“Sofia?” Camille asked. “Are you hurt?”
I looked up at her and saw her own tear-streaked face. “Not too bad physically,” I responded as we had a door of a black suburban opened for us.
“Camille!!!” Her mom practically screamed in relief as she hugged her.
Her dad did his best to do the same while holding a shaking Cassidy, who I saw had an accident with everything but seemed to be fine otherwise. I used a spell to change her clothes to a new set and dried her. Her dad and mom looked at Camille, who pointed at me.
“Sorry, I know wet clothes are no fun.”
“Neither are stinky pants?” Camille asked me.
I shook my head, “Anyone happen to grab my bag?”
Camille’s mom looked guilty, “Sorry, sweetie.”
I sighed, ‘Any chance Caireen?’
I felt her thinking, ‘For now, just this one time. You know how to do it.’
‘Really?!?!?!’ I asked excitedly.
‘Really. Don’t forget to include the cleaning spell!’
I thought to myself for a moment to ensure I wouldn’t mess up the spell before using it. Camille looked at me in shock; she had felt the change since she’d been holding my bottom at the time. “You changed yourself?” She asked.
“She said this one time she would let me!” I smiled and hugged her.
Camille’s parents looked a little lost about the whole thing. Cassidy was lost to the world in shock while nursing her thumb. “She hasn’t been allowed to change herself,” Camille told her mom.
“But you just did?”
“My spirit finally let me!!!!!” I smiled and squealed a bit. “Maybe someday I won’t have to depend on everyone else for that.”
The ride after that was noticeably less aromatic for everyone else, so I’m sure they were all quite content with the results. Finally, our crowded vehicle pulled to a stop in front of the building where the FBI’s main offices in New York City were headquartered, and I felt a little in awe. The door was opened for us, and Camille carried me on her hip to the first security point. After an eternity checking our identities out, we were all through, and everyone was given visitor badges except me.
I almost squealed again as it was cool to be given a tag instead that said ‘Agent Emerald.’
“Please come this way,” an agent said while directing us to a bank of elevators.
When we exited them and were led to a waiting room. Looking at Camille’s parents, he said, “I’m sure one of you will want to be in the room as we debrief your daughter and ‘granddaughter.’ Would the other mind staying here with your other daughter?”
Camille’s mom and dad seemed to do some sort of mental conversation before he passed Cassidy over to her, “I’ll go in with them.”
“Thanks,” he said simply, and we were led further down past open office bullpen areas and to another conference room. “Would you like anything to eat or drink?” he asked.
“Juice?” I asked tentatively.
“Does she need a bottle for that?” he asked Camille.
“She’ll be fine with whatever you have - Emerald’s older than she looks,” she said with a smile.
Camille sat in a chair beside her dad and squeezed me tight, “Hannah is going to kill me!”
“Oh shit, she’ll find out from the news…?” I said, panicked.
“No, I texted her on the way,” she told me.
I hadn’t even noticed - that was sad.
The door opened again, and an older agent held out his hand, “I’m Agent Caruthers; I’m in charge of this office for the Bureau.”
“I’m Sora, this is Emerald, and this is my father,” Camille introduced.
“Also known as Camille and Sofia,” he said with a smile.
“Sir, you know you aren’t supposed to…?” Camille’s dad said.
“Don’t worry; this room has been swept twice today. I need to get Sofia up to speed on some changes in her assignment while she’s here. That’s how we made it to the scene so fast; we were supposed to be contacting her… We’ll only use their codenames when the wonderful officer from NYPD and the EPC representative show up in a minute.”
“EPC?” I asked nervously.
“Don’t worry; you’re safe from arrest due to your credentials, Emerald,” he told me. “Oh, I see they gave you a name badge, but they didn’t give you a proper badge and shield yet, did they?” He smiled.
He handed me a folder badge like I had seen on TV all my life. When I opened it, I read my code name and saw the golden shield with an eagle at the top. ‘Federal Bureau of Investigation’ and ‘Department of Justice’ below it with the picture from my GEID. I felt a bit in shock as it blew my mind to have one. “This is…”
“Really cool?” He finished for me. “I must have practiced flipping that open a hundred times the first day I got mine.” His smile was genuine, and I was grateful to have an ally in that room.
I smiled back at him, “Thank you, sir.”
“You might put that away for now, but I think you’ll need it when the local EPC idiot gets here.”
I gaped at him, “I see you have as low of an opinion of them as I do.”
“Probably lower,” he admitted. “Depending on the officer the NYPD sends down, they could be worse! Be careful; there are too many on the Sanguis Primum rosters right now.”
I nodded, “The one that tried to accuse us initially is probably one of those.”
Barely two seconds after I had placed it in the same small purse that I carried my GEID in, the door opened again. Two men walked in at the same time, one dressed in a suit and the other more casually with an NYPD Detective’s shield on his belt. “Detective, let’s get this fugitive in handcuffs already and get her out of here!” The man in the suit commanded.
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Chapter 38: Questions
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 38: Questions
“DETECTIVE, YOU MIGHT want to disregard that order until you get all of the facts,” Agent Caruthers said as he interposed himself between us.
“This Mergent blew up a statue in Rockefeller Plaza! What more facts do you need?” The man in the suit argued.
“Sir, you are?” Camille’s dad asked coolly.
“Agent Kenton, EPC division head for New York City.” He turned his head for a moment and then looked back at Caruthers. “This Mergent also has an outstanding warrant for her arrest in connection with terrorist actions in Albuquerque, New Mexico. She and her accomplices attacked EPC agents as they fled and are responsible for the deaths of two agents and the destruction of millions of dollars of property!”
“Are you finished yet?” Camille’s dad asked.
‘Has Camille ever said what her dad does?’ Caireen asked.
I thought back hard, which with my improved memory didn’t take long, ‘I’m sure she’s never said.’
As if to prove a sudden gut feeling correct, he pulled out a folio badge and said, “I’m Jack Jennings, D.O.J. Special Counsel.”
I looked at Camille, who somehow looked both proud and embarrassed simultaneously.
The EPC agent looked back at him and said, “No, I’m not finished; I won’t be finished until she’s in our custody.”
“That won’t be happening,” I heard Agent Caruthers and her dad say simultaneously. “Let’s introduce everyone properly first.”
Somehow, I caught a little nod from him, so I pulled out my badge, “Agent Emerald, F.B.I.” I was proud of my flip-out with no practice and inwardly squealed.
“But…”
“And this is my daughter, Sora,” her dad said protectively, placing his hands on her shoulders. “She’s Agent Emerald’s friend, staying with us for the holidays.”
The NYPD detective seemed to have a bit more common sense, “I’m Detective Nance,” he had just said before the door opened again. This time Tigress came in and joined us.
“Hello again,” she said to everyone. I swore her gaze landed on Agent Kenton and bore through him.
“Now that everyone’s here, why don’t we take our seats?” Agent Caruthers motioned calmly around the conference table. Tigress sat next to Camille and me while her dad was on her other side. The detective and Agent Kenton sat across from us, and Caruthers sat at the head of the conference table.
“Now then,” he said, “I’m hoping we can all behave professionally to determine what happened here today. Agent Emerald, would you please start?”
I sighed, “Yes, sir,” I answered.
“How in the hell can you claim she’s an agent? She’s a baby!?!?!” Kenton seethed.
“If she’s a baby, how could you think to arrest her as a terrorist ten seconds ago?” Mr. Jennings asked smoothly.
“She’s a Mergent!”
“Well, perhaps she’s not just a baby then?” he asked. “You really do need to make up your mind; you can’t have things both ways? As it stands, Agent Emerald is eighteen years old; it’s unusual for the FBI to have an agent that young, but there is nothing against them doing so.”
He shut up and seemed to pout; I could imagine steam coming out of his ears.
“May I begin?” I directed toward the others. I decided this was a moment to shed the baby persona as much as possible. I jumped from Camille’s lap onto the table to stand in front of her. “I came here with Sora’s family for Thanksgiving Break when other plans fell through. So Sora and I arrived this afternoon. After dinner, we walked down from our hotel to the Plaza for some sightseeing. Her mom had arranged for us to ice skate tonight. We had been skating for a while, and I had gotten a little away from Sora.”
I tried to think back if there were any warning signs before then, “Her mom had just come to get me to rejoin her family when the statue overhead exploded. So I instinctively put up a magical shield around all of us to try and protect everyone.”
I looked at Camille, and she nodded her approval, “I did simultaneously as well. It’s good that both of us did it since that explosion was intense.”
“I’ll say Rockefeller and all nearby buildings are evacuated pending structural assessments. We think there’s significant damage to a couple of them.” Detective Nance said.
“I think they’ll be all repaired sufficiently for now,” Tigress said, “My team, and another, were working on it when I left.
I was a little bit intimidated then by the thought that a famous superhero group and I were now sort of working together.
“What happened next?” Tigress asked me gently while she seemed to be nervously doing something with a staff she carried.
“I ensured everyone was okay and changed into my costume to try and avoid recognition.” She smirked at that, but I continued, “As I jumped out of Sora’s mother’s arms, I noticed a figure who must have been responsible for the attack. She recognized me and began attacking me.”
“Recognized you?” Detective Nance asked, his eyes narrowing.
‘Careful, Sofia, you can’t let out too much.’
I sighed, “We’ve had some run-ins on another… astral plain of existence. I didn’t think that she could exist in the normal world.”
“Go on,” Mr. Jennings coaxed. In about ten more minutes, I told the whole fight story from my perspective. It was like the debriefings I’d heard some of the other kids talk about the last week from their combat simulator time, and just as frustrating to me.
A cell phone announcing a text sounded off, and I watched Agent Caruthers look. “Okay, let’s watch this video to confirm their story.”
What amazed me most about the video, shot from an NBC camera that always was directed at the Plaza, was the fight was really over so quickly. Just three minutes had elapsed from the explosion to the bullets to Rosemerta’s head. I looked at the edge of the screen and, sure enough, saw a man run as soon as he saw Rosemerta destroyed.
“Looks like it confirms their story to me,” Agent Caruthers said. “You have the remains of the villain in custody, correct?” he asked the EPC agent.
I could tell he was angry, “No, somehow she thawed out, regrew her head, turned into a bat, and flew away!”
I would have laughed if it wasn’t so familiar. “That’s not the first time I’ve seen her do something impossible like that,” I responded aloud.
“Who is she? And… what is she?” Detective Nance asked.
“Her name is Rosemerta, and she’s a vampire,” I told him.
Agent Kenton snorted, “There’s no such thing.”
“Not what you all have in your common myths. Vampires were real long ago, but they didn’t suck blood; they fed on manna from magic users they attacked. For her to be as powerful as she was – she has killed many people.”
“Why was she there?” Agent Caruthers asked.
“If I had to guess, it was probably to kill me,” I said honestly.
“What?” Mr. Jennings asked in tandem with every other voice in the room.
“In the other plane I spoke of, we have a war that just started. Rosemerta has tried to capture me several times there, and her King attempted to kill me in the last attempt. I never would have dreamed that she would be able to appear here. I wonder if that means others can too?”
“I’m satisfied that Agent Emerald did nothing that makes it even possible for you to think of arresting her today,” Agent Caruthers said to Agent Nance.
“But what about the outstanding warrant?”
“She and all involved have been given immunity for all parts of the incident,” Mr. Jennings stated.
“By who?!?” He practically screamed.
“By the Attorney General for the United States of America,” Agent Caruthers answered coldly. “Detective Nance, I appreciate your much politer behavior than you’ve demonstrated in the past. We may be able to get along better in the future, thanks to that.” He nodded, “Would you please help escort Agent Kenton back to the scene so he may conclude his investigation?”
“Sure,” he said simply.
I could tell there was no love lost there, but apparently, maybe he was turning over a new leaf. I watched as Kenton spluttered but allowed himself to be led from the room.
“Now that he’s gone, what else is going on?” Mr. Jennings asked me.
‘What do I say?’ I asked Caireen.
‘You can trust them, but make them swear on the secret.’
“I will share everything with you, but only if you vow not to disclose it to anyone outside this room.”
Caruthers looked a little hesitant, but in the end, they all agreed to be bound by an enchanted oath I gave. After that, I spent a half-hour giving them all a cliff notes version of the war in Caireen’s Kingdom. When I was done, I said, “There may be a clue in that video. Can you zoom into video with this system?”
Caruthers nodded, “Technomages are handy to have around. Where?”
I pointed at the man, and as the image cleared and I got a good look at him, I shuddered. “He looks like an older version of King Camulus’s son that he wanted me to marry.”
“Not good,” Camille said.
“Not good at all,” I told her. “Are they like avatars or actually from the other realm?”
Camille’s voice changed to her spirit’s, “I can’t say, but either option is horrible for all of us. I know of his father, and he’s a ruthless man.”
“Just why are they so interested in you?” Tigress asked.
“My avatar spirit is a minor goddess,” I said. At me calling her a ‘minor goddess,’ I felt Caireen gripe. “In the other realm, she is the queen of a great kingdom. When she joined me, she chose to make me her daughter there. So I guess that means that I’m the heir to the kingdom. King Camulus wants me to marry his son so he can take over our lands.”
“He wants a baby to marry a grown man?!?” Tigress asked.
I sighed, “Well, he’d like to use some sort of magic to bring me back to my real age.”
“Even still, that would be awful,” Mr. Jennings said.
“Not going to lie, I’m not a fan of that plan – and neither is Caireen!” I scowled a bit at it all. “Should we go ahead and arrange for me to return to Bechtel? I hate to endanger your family.”
He shook his head, “No, you and Camille handled that just fine, and we’ll get some extra protection now from the Liberty Watch now if I had to guess.”
Tigress nodded, “You’re adorable; if anything happened to you here, it would be unacceptable to us.”
“What about the casualties from today?!?” I asked angrily.
Agent Caruthers shook his head, “It’s not the first time something like this has happened. You’ll notice that the whole thing took three minutes, and the police opened fire seventy seconds in. The casualties were from the initial blast and the police officers she attacked.”
“How many?” I asked coldly. I was sure that the chill in my voice was especially unnerving, given my size and its pitch.
“Fifteen dead, twenty in critical care, eighty-six in serious condition, and another hundred needed light care.”
I felt the tears run down my face and let Camille pick me up and hug me. I stayed there for a few moments before I calmed down some. I fought the urge to ask for a pacifier or place my thumb in my mouth. After I calmed down, I squeezed Camille and turned to look back at the rest of the group.
“What do we do now?” I asked.
“Well, it’s late, and you probably should head back to your hotel,” Agent Caruthers said. “I need a few moments with you alone before you leave, Agent Emerald.”
I nodded and motioned for the others to go. Tigress came by and said, “This wasn’t your fault,” and gave me a hug before she left too.”
“Okay, Sofia, I don’t have much extra time to waste with everything here. Agent Sanders is on his way here to the city as we speak, and he needs to meet with you tomorrow. He said we need to get some time in for you at a range and maybe a few other quick training exercises in a simulator. Fortunately, you go to Bechtel and already had martial arts experience before then.”
“I think they said we would go to Ellis Island and the Statue of Liberty tomorrow.”
“I understand that’s your morning plans. I think we could go ahead at lunchtime and get Tigress to bring you back here first to meet with Agent Sanders, and then you can go back with her to the Liberty Watch’s headquarters. They have a good training facility there that you can work at.”
I nodded, “So, until then?”
“Tigress will escort you back to your hotel, and then another Watch member will take over for her there with being a bodyguard so she can get some rest.”
I sighed, “So much for thinking I could have a quiet holiday.”
He laughed, “Agent Emerald, you go to Bechtel! I swear we have a major incident from at least one of their students in this city every single holiday break!”
I laughed lightly, “I’ve heard plenty of stories.” I hated that mine was now one of them, and people had died. Their ghosts would probably haunt me forever.
He offered me his hand, which I took and shook it. “Sofia, you did nothing wrong; you can’t blame yourself for what happened. You can only keep pushing forward and do your best to stop things like this from worsening - which is what you did!”
“Thanks,” I told him awkwardly, and then I jumped off the table and walked to the door he opened for me.
Outside, Camille and Tigress waited. I held my hands up to Camille, and she carried me on her hip down the hallway to her parents and Cassidy. She felt my diaper and sighed, “You really need a new diaper Em.”
“Em?”
“Emerald is a lot to say!” She defended herself.
“Next thing, it’ll be Emmy!?!”
“Hmm… I like that!”
I groaned. “Unfortunately, my diaper bag and everything are still in the locker we put everything in?”
Camille’s mom was standing there and shook her head, “No, here you go,” she said and handed the missing bag to Camille. “One of the agents was kind enough to grab it for us. The stroller will be locked up in evidence forever, but at least you have everything else.”
I nodded and smiled a bit.
“Let’s go find somewhere to change that diapee,” she told me with a smile.
Fifteen minutes later, we returned to the Plaza in another unmarked suburban. I nursed a bottle on the trip back, doing my best not to burst into tears. I fell asleep sometime before we got to the hotel and didn’t remember them putting me to bed.
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Chapter 39: Newsworthy
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 39: Newsworthy
I WOKE UP, looking through the bars of my crib and seeing no sign of anyone else. Standing at the bars of a new crib, I couldn’t help but wonder where Caireen was. Having no other choice, I started crying at the top of my lungs to get her attention.
She came in and said, “There, there, baby, let’s get you cleaned for the day.”
“How are things here?” I asked.
“We’ll talk about that in a while after your bath. Until then, I want you to act like a normal baby and take a break,” she told me.
Somehow, I forced myself to smile and hug her.
“There’s my little baby girl! I bet she would like her nice warm bath!”
I was kind of hungry and decided to act like she expected and reached for her dress. “Oh, I hadn’t even thought of how hungry you probably are!” She turned around, found a cushioned window seat in the hallway, and began nursing me.
While she nursed me, I couldn’t help but think of all of the deaths that were my fault yesterday. Not to mention all the deaths occurring here while Camulus sought to catch me and bring Caireen to her knees. I felt the tears going down my face when she suddenly moved me to her other breast and began speaking softly, “There, there, baby. Just relax; the world has gone mad, but you are safe here for the moment.”
When I was finished, she burped me and took me to the oddly modern bathroom with running water and a beautiful clawfoot bathtub. She undressed, then stripped me before slipping into the water together. She gently massaged some soap and a cloth against my skin, and I couldn’t help but relax. Caireen washed my hair gently, and I realized how rarely she’d bathed me here.
After she was done scrubbing me, she splashed water at me - occasionally tickling me or playing with my toes until we both had the giggles. Eventually, she sighed and called for a servant who handed her a towel that she swaddled me in.
“Your Majesty, I took a set of clothes for Princess Sofia to your room so you both may dress there?”
“Thank you, Fiera,” she told her with a smile.
She carried me through a couple back passages to her room. I was quickly diapered and placed in a beautiful green dress that was more ornamented with frills, stitching, and embroidery than anything I had ever worn. She carefully placed my tiara on my head, kissed my head, and then placed me on her bed.
I watched as she dressed in a regal gown that matched my own. It was the perfect mother-and-daughter set of dresses. ‘I might just have to make a set of these for Hannah and me to wear on campus,’ I thought.
“Okay, Sofia,” she said while opening her arms up, “let’s go find someplace where we can talk.”
It felt so comfortable and safe in her arms, something I craved after the real world’s chaos and death. I still couldn’t believe that people had died just because they happened to be where I was! Caireen walked through the hallways to a room covered with maps and charts that I knew had to be the war room. Several of her generals were in the room, and all snapped to attention and bowed to Caireen.
“Your Majesty, Your Highness,” her top general greeted us.
“General,” Caireen said, and she stepped towards a chair at a circular table that seemed grander than the others. A matching highchair was to its right, and I was sat gently inside before she took her seat.
“Princess Sofia, I am so sorry for the loss of life in your world,” the general began, “I regret it more than I can say.”
“How did that happen?” I asked forcefully.
“Gut feeling?” He asked to which I nodded. “I believe she and King Camulus have decided that the best way to utterly defeat us here is to attack you there.”
“So, these are avatars?”
“Well, his son at least should be… I’m unsure of Rosemerta. Nothing she does makes sense. If she was simply an avatar, what you did and the shattering of her head from the gunshots should have killed her!”
“What if she’s a Mergent with extraordinarily high regen?” I asked Caireen.
“It could be that… but I think she had stored enough manna to travel there… and do whatever she does…?” She sighed, “Either way, she can’t take hits like that forever without dying. I highly recommend next time, though, you immediately burn her remains. If we capture her again in this world, we will do the same.”
“And Camulus’s son? Maponus?”
“Yes,” Caireen answered.
“What kind of crazy person names their kid that? And they want me to marry him? And have… with him?!?” I was near the verge of tears and couldn’t even imagine having that with him! I held back from crying, took a deep breath, and asked. “So, what will they try next in my world?”
“I don’t know,” was the simultaneous reply from her and the general.
For the next hour, we dissected every bit of the attack before Caireen carried me to a quiet place window bench to nurse me. When we returned, I was shown an update on where King Camulus’s forces were. “How soon will he be here?” I asked nervously.
“We believe he’ll be here sooner than our original estimates. Maybe even by the New Year in your world.” One of the Generals’ men answered.
Plans were revised, and arguments went on and on about the placement of troops. Grim discussions were held about when to abandon villages in their path. Most civilians would be evacuated to the castle’s surrounding areas until they got closer. Then, they could be held inside the castle walls for a very long siege. The concern was the blockade wouldn’t be long as Camulus had broken through the defenses of several other similar castles recently with impunity.
As I was growing weary of the round-and-round discussion, Caireen picked me up, and we left them to it. She led me down to the dungeons and said, “Okay, we need more attacks for you!”
Caireen spent a couple hours teaching me some new possibilities for doing things like Camille did with the tendrils to capture Rosemerta. “But it didn’t work with her!” I said, exasperated as I failed to ensnare a doll on the ground in my seventh attempt.
“You have more than one enemy Princess,” she told me, making a chill run down my spine.
About the time I had finally succeeded ten times with that new spell, there was a knock on the door.
“Enter!” Caireen called loudly.
A man dressed in what looked like nineteenth Century fencing clothing came in. “Your Majesty, Your Highness,” he said with a low bow, “you asked for me to come?”
“Yes, Sir d’Artagnan, I did.”
“What may I do for you?”
“Please teach my daughter how to fight using this blade,” she said and pulled out what would look like a long knife to an adult but, to my size, looked like it was a little longer than a short sword.
“Great, I’m like a Hobbit with a dagger!” I groaned.
“Your Majesty?” he asked, confused. “But she’s just a bébe…?”
“She will approach her training with the maturity of one who has come of age; she must be able to fight when the time comes! We both know this war won’t end without an attack here.”
He looked at me again and pondered things for a moment before saying, “It will be my honor, Your Majesty. I will insist on some proper clothing?”
“As long as I don’t have to have fur on my feet,” I agreed.
Both of them looked at me like I was mad. I just shrugged and was soon clothed in what I could only think of as nineteenth Century fencing clothes. “These clothes contain a spell that will keep any blade from cutting or piercing them,” Caireen told me reassuringly before patting my diapered rear and sending me toward d’Artagnan.
That began two hours of abuse while he taught me the fundamentals of wielding the blade. I’d love to say we were having a film-worthy knockdown fight by the end, but the most I had done was swung the sword and stab the blade in what would otherwise be katas to me in my past Tae Kwon Do experience.
I felt exhausted when Caireen fed me dinner and laid me down in my crib. “Caireen… was that THE d’Artagnan?” I asked sleepily.
She kissed me on the forehead, “Yes, Princess, but that is a story for another time.”
THE SOUNDS OF news on the TV and Camille moving around in our room woke me up. I sat up and stared at the screen through the crib bars. The scrolling bar at the bottom was giving updates about damages and casualties while a reporter stood in Rockefeller Plaza… or rather what remained of it.
“Last night, Rockefeller Plaza was rocked by a huge blast where the famous statue of Prometheus stood. The statue itself is seen on footage exploding like a large bomb. Following that, we see a battle that is clearly begun and waged by Mergents with no regard for the civilian population. CNN has just obtained footage of this battle; this is exclusive, and you’ll only see it here.”
“Mom! Dad!” Camille quickly hollered through the adjoining room door, noticing me standing and watching.
The footage began by panning around the buildings nearby. You could see some bright signs on one of the nearby streets. The person had just reached a view where you could see the statue but not the ice rink when the explosion happened, and you could see the person fall to the ground. Screams, cries, and panic reigned as the entire video became chaotic. The videographer somehow dodged the fleeing crowd to get a view of the rink from the top level. Camille’s mother and family had fled before then. Still, they managed to catch Camille and me as we ran up towards Rosemerta, standing in the former statue’s footprint.
It was kind of scary watching Camille and myself fight her. I winced when she grabbed me, and my nose landed on the ground. Then when I had finally frozen her, and the bullets rang out, the video cut back to the talking heads who discussed everything about the event.
“There you have it, ladies and gentlemen! We have no idea who was on what side here, but given Tigress shows up and seems to defend the girl and very short Mergent, we have to believe they were on the good side.”
“Is that short one a baby???” One of the anchors asked incredulously. “She seemed to be the one that took the villain out too?”
“It looks like it. Our staff is working on the video and enhancing it. Mike, do you think we have a zoom available on this yet?”
Over her ear, you can see her receiving instructions, “We hope to do better, but let’s see what they’ve got so far.”
The video zoomed into where we were speaking to the police. You could see technomages were involved because there is no way someone’s cell phone should have had the resolution to view us close enough to make a larger image of me. My pacifier mask kept my lower face from being seen. Still, it was pretty clear I was in a very short and juvenile dress with a diaper cover over what clearly had to be a diaper. My cute shoes and tights seemed to only encourage the thought. The tiara on my head glistened, and you would never have expected me to be able to do more than appear in a beauty pageant.
Of course, that had been my intention since it could surprise an attacker. The tights were a bonus bit of protection, made of the latest Zexlar, and the dress and mask.
“Okay, I have to say she is adorable!!!!” the lady anchor said. “She looks like she takes some of the costume designs after that cartoon my daughter loves so much!”
“Adorable but deadly. Did you see how much damage those blasts did to the walls where she missed? The other girl was just as bad! How can we…?”
The TV was turned off, and I saw Camille and her mom looking at me, concerned. I just shrugged, “Guess that was inevitable. At least so far, they haven’t found a video to figure out who I am?”
They both nodded, and Camille picked me up to hug me before saying, “we have a little bit of time for a quick bath before we go to breakfast.”
I nodded, “Okay.”
She gently picked me up out of the crib and laid me down on a changing pad she had sat on the bed. She gently removed my nightgown and diaper, wiping me quickly with some wipes. Then I was carried over to the bathroom, where Camille had already drawn a bath with some bubbles. I watched her quickly to see we were alone before she cast a privacy ward.
“How are you doing, Sofia?” she asked me.
I shrugged with bubbles on my arms, “I don’t know. People died yesterday because they just happened to be where I was. How am I supposed to be?”
I could feel the tears in my eyes as Camille lifted my head and her voice changed, “Princess, it is not your fault in any way. Monsters will always exist in every world - the only thing we may do is fight them till our last breath or theirs. Yesterday you never hesitated, and I know that Queen Nicneven herself would have been proud. As it is, I’m certain our Queen will want to meet you when she can.”
I just stared for a moment before muttering, “thanks.”
Camille’s voice returned to normal, “Okay, so we have all morning that you’ll have to go back to pretending, I think.”
I nodded, “I don’t think anyone has a video of me changing into my costume? But, I’m sure there are enough cameras they can make a master list of people and babies to look at.”
Camille nodded, “I think you need to be sure to act like a normal baby this morning as we go see the Statue of Liberty.”
“Then it is still open?” I asked, kind of surprised.
“The mayor came on and said security everywhere has been tightened, but at no time will he ‘give in to terrorists.’”
I sighed, “Okay.”
Camille took a few more minutes to wash my hair, soaped down my body, and then played with me for a few minutes. Unlike when Hannah played with me, Camille used her magic like Caireen. I watched the bubbles in my bath change colors and become moving animals, dolls, and castles, and we just had fun together for a bit. Then, as she dried me off, I asked, “Do you do that for your sister?”
She shook her head, “I try not to do magic around her so she doesn’t accidentally tell someone something she shouldn’t. I do things every now and then, but my parents ask me to limit them.”
I nodded, “Lily definitely loved when I would play with her since I would create clothes for her dolls and bears!” Then, I grinned, “Mom didn’t like it - especially one time her… well, that didn’t work out so well.”
“Oh?” She asked as she ran a comb through my hair. “This sounds like a juicy story!” She smiled at me, “I don’t have to tickle you to get this out of you, do I?”
I gulped, “No need for the tickle monster to come out!”
She laughed and playfully reached for my belly. “So… story?”
“Okay, okay!” I squeaked. “I was making her a really cute princess dress… but I forgot to create a diaper for her outfit. So she went to show Mom, and let’s just say it was a good thing we were in the kitchen… the puddle she excitedly made would definitely have been worse to clean up anywhere else!”
She laughed at me and continued to help me feel calm. Yesterday had been a nightmare, and I just hoped today wouldn’t be the same. A diaper was quickly taped on me, followed by a cute onesie with a short skirting and then leggings over it.
“Do I need to make a couple more strollers?” Camille asked her mom.
“Can you?”
“Sure,” she said.
I watched two strollers form in the space next to the door. They weren’t the same as the ones from yesterday, instead looking like a matched set of pink and purple strollers that looked pretty comfortable. “Those look like Amy’s daughter’s stroller,” her mom told her with approval.
“Yeah, I thought of hers with them. We think Sofia needs to appear to be as innocent as possible today… I know that these work with those infant seats too.” A moment later, an infant-style car seat with a handle appeared.
“What?” I said nervously.
“Well, Sofia, they’re looking for a short Mergent that just happens to look like a baby, right?”
I nodded, “Yes,” feeling Caireen nodding with approval.
“The idea of a baby who can still fit in and be carried in an infant carrier isn’t likely to be noticed, right?”
“Right,” I sighed. “So how are you going to carry me and it? I remember getting tired of carrying my sister in hers when she was about sixteen pounds…?”
“Well, aren’t you only twenty pounds?”
I sighed, “Yes.”
“Then trust me, with my paradigm strength, there is no reason for you to worry. Besides,” Camille smiled as she began helping my arms into my coat, “the reason I made these is that the seat goes into the stroller.”
Camille’s dad came in a moment later with Cassidy in his arms. While I was laid into the car seat and strapped in, she was strapped into her new stroller. She loved the pink one, so my car seat was latched into the purple one. I hated the lack of movement possible as I sat strapped in there! I was grateful that Camille placed a pacifier into my mouth, letting me soothe myself without saying anything I shouldn’t! I sighed and lay there as I was pushed down the hallway, unable to see anything other than Camille.
‘This is worse than the stroller yesterday,’ I whined.
‘Oh hush, you know you look adorable in this! And, the point is that I guarantee absolutely no one would possibly believe you are the baby who was on TV.’
‘I hope you’re right,’ I told her.
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Chapter 40: Tourists
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 40: Tourists
WHEN WE REACHED the elevator, an older lady looked at me and said, “Oh my, she has to be one of the most adorable babies I’ve ever seen!”
“Thank you,” Camille’s mom said.
“How old is she?” She asked.
“Almost a year,” she responded.
“She’s so cute!”
I sat there while the torturous conversation went on about me with no interaction from me. Thankfully elevator rides never last forever, and we were soon moving again. A restaurant in the hotel must have been decided on before I was woken up because they knew where we were going, and we were quickly seated. “Two high chairs?” the hostess asked Camille’s mom.
“Please,” she said.
Cassidy sat inside a high chair, and her mom placed a bib on her. I didn’t remember her having a bib yesterday, so I wondered if that was because it was breakfast? Finally, I was picked up from the carrier, placed in a high chair, and silently sighed in relief. I was half afraid I would be left in there like a newborn!
I looked around a high-end restaurant with nice crystal glasses and was sure babies were not among their favorite patrons. So I looked at Camille and said, “Baba!”
“Okay, hold on, Princess,” she said with a smile and dug into my diaper bag. A moment later, I was hungrily sucking on a bottle of Hannah’s milk that she had warmed.
‘I’m glad they managed to get that back,’ I told Caireen.
‘Wait, did you just say you were…?’
‘Yes, I did. I miss Hannah,’ I added sadly.
‘I know,’ she said, ‘maybe they’ll let you call her again in a while?’
‘Maybe…’
While I nursed my bottle, a little bit of pancake was placed on the table. The small plate was set in front of me but out of reach. Hannah’s mom had already cut it up and covered the pieces with some syrup, and gathered a side of some eggs. Camille’s mom took the empty bottle from me and began giving me a bite of my food every couple of moments while she fed herself. Embarrassingly some of it ended up on my bib, face, and even a little in my hair.
“So, how are we getting there, Dad?” Camille asked.
“We’re getting a ride from your Aunt,” he told her.
“Cool,” she said excitedly.
When we finished, her mom wiped my face with baby wipes, an intrusion I hated a lot. Then a finger found its way to my diaper, and she said, “Camille, why don’t we go change Sofia and take Cassidy to the big girl potty while Daddy pays the bill?”
As the supposed infant in this scene, my opinion mattered not. I found myself quickly strapped into the infant carrier with a pacifier in my mouth and swinging from Camille’s elbow as they walked to a nearby bathroom. She sat the seat and my diaper bag on the ground next to a large built-in counter. Like always, things were quickly and gently taken care of with my diaper before I was again strapped inside. I kicked my legs a bit as I was left on the floor next to a toilet that Camille sat down on. I was glad she had faced me to where I wasn’t locked into looking at her, but the sounds of her peeing into the porcelain throne made me jealous.
I heard Camille’s mom talking to Cassidy, “Sweetie, you need to tell me if you need to go potty.” Cassidy’s sniffles could be heard from where I was in the carrier. “Let’s get a new pull-up on you.”
I felt terrible for Cassidy as I heard her mom cleaning her up, but at least she could potty train!
After an eternity, Camille picked my carrier up, washed her hands, and walked back to the table where her dad waited. He stood and helped Camille lock the seat back into the stroller. “When is Aunt Michelle going to be here?” Camille asked him.
“She called while you were in the bathroom and said she’s waiting for us outside the main entrance.”
“Well then, let’s not keep Michelle waiting any longer,” I could hear the smile in Camille’s mom’s voice. They moved a lot faster once Cassidy was in her stroller, and we were both wheeled through the hotel quickly to the main doors. When my seat was unlatched from the stroller, I could see that we were getting into a… limo?
Lots of happy conversations happened before we actually got in. First, I was introduced to my ‘Great-Auntie Michelle,’ who suitably cooed over me. Then my seat was latched into the back limousine bench by the driver and Camille’s dad. Cassidy sat in a car seat that was already secured for her. Then I noticed another person who was just quietly sitting towards the front end of the limo.
I looked for a moment and had trouble recognizing her for a second due to her not being in costume, but I realized it was Tigress!
I waved at her, and she waved back at me before making a ‘shhh’ sign to her lips with her finger. I frowned around my pacifier but nodded. I was definitely bored as I sat there sucking on my pacifier. Auntie Michelle seemed to notice because as she talked with everyone, she asked, “Does she have a teething toy or something?”
“Yeah, she also has a new doll she likes somewhere in here,” Camille said as she looked into the diaper bag for things I knew weren’t inside. A second later, I had a brightly colored teething toy dangled in front of me. I let the pacifier fall out to pretend I was chewing on it. Embarrassingly it actually did feel kind of good to chew on. Camille also brought out my new Eloise doll and sat her inside the car seat next to me.
I became the center of attention for a few more minutes with cooing and other things coming from my auntie. Cassidy soon grew tired of not being played with and started crying about something. That re-focused the attention on her, and I could just sit there quietly, mortified as I realized I seemed to easily appear to be a helpless baby.
WHEN WE REACHED our destination and got out of the limousine, I was surprised to discover we were in New Jersey! Aunt Michelle explained to Camille that even with the drive out to New Jersey, it was quicker to travel there to get the ferry. It would also be faster to get on a ferry later to come home. My seat was reattached to the stroller, and we were taken through security. My diaper bag had to be opened, and the liquid from a bottle was examined.
“It’s just breast milk,” Camille’s mom said, clearly a little annoyed.
The lady looked like she was going to raise a fit, but another worker whispered in her ear. A moment later, we were waved through. I looked at where Tigress was the best from my view and saw her wink at me. “Baba!” I told her mom as she held it in her hands.
She sighed, “You just want to make us change your diaper sooner, huh?”
She tickled me as she placed the bottle in my mouth and reclaimed the teething toy to return to the bag. Camille must have done a spell from next to me because it wasn’t cold like I was afraid of. Thanks to our strollers, I figured we were stuck on the ferry’s lower level going out to the island. I was surprised, though, when a couple of trips together carried both Cassidy and me upstairs. To my relief, I was let out of the harness and held on Camille’s mom’s hip while Aunt Michelle had Cassidy on hers.
“Ooh, can you see that?” She asked Cassidy. “That’s the Statue of Liberty!”
I tuned her out as the announcements from the boat discussed emergency procedures and then told some of the stories of immigrants coming to America. Time did seem to pass quickly as we were unloaded onto Ellis Island. “Let’s take Cassidy to the potty really quickly and change Sofia again before we start looking around.” She told Michelle as Camille and her dad pushed our empty strollers behind us. Her mom handed me to Camille to change while she dealt with Cassidy, who excitedly shouted, ‘She was a big girl!’ When she successfully made it to the potty!
She was so cute with how excited and proud she had made it after missing every time since last night! Tigress hung back with us but did not appear to be part of our group. I wanted to talk to her, but a baby having a conversation with her would draw attention, so I patiently sat when they placed me back into the stroller and watched stuff go by.
The morning would have been much more enjoyable if I hadn’t had to pretend to be a regular baby. Pictures were taken of us everywhere, but my favorite ones were in the great hall upstairs. It wasn’t overly crowded when we took the picture, so you could see the vastness of the space and the extraordinary tile work everywhere!
‘Maybe someday, when you let me pretend to be older with that spell, I can come back and actually enjoy myself?’ I suggested to Caireen.
‘That would be fun, actually,’ she acknowledged. ‘I know this is boring… Sorry.’
I was allowed a little time to walk around holding Camille’s hands, but not much was out of the carrier. Shortly into that bit of freedom in the gift store, I found my body forcing me into a squat and groaned.
THE REST OF the visit to Ellis Island went by quickly after a swift diaper change. We boarded the ferry and headed to Liberty Island to look at the Statue better. I noticed that helicopters and flying superheroes all seemed to be warily guarding against attacks from above. It proved unnecessary while we were there, though. After lunch, I watched Camille and her mom whispering with Tigress.
Camille came over to where I stood on a bench and whispered, “She’s going to go ahead and take you to your meeting.” She looked nervous, “they suggested I not come along, so there’s less chance of you being recognized.
I nodded but sucked my pacifier a little more, “Baba?” I asked.
She smiled at me and whispered, “Okay, I’ll get one warmed up for you. You realize that regular people can warm up bottles, too, right?”
I blinked at her and shook my head. She gave me a hug, placed me back into the carrier, put the nipple of a warmed bottle into my mouth, and then handed my diaper bag over to Tigress. “We’ll see you both at dinner?” She asked hesitantly.
“Absolutely, I love taking my little cousins’ baby for the day, but you won’t catch me wanting to deal with all those diapers all the time!” She laughed.
I just sat there and pretended I was a good baby as she cooed at me and played with me. I made sure to fuss when I ‘realized’ that I wasn’t with Camille or anyone else. She just pushed a pacifier back in my mouth, though, and picked me up out of the seat to cuddle with me. Something about her body heat was off. I also realized that I wasn’t actually looking at any of her natural skin! She had some sort of projection on her face that my hand went through as she held me. I reached out and felt soft fur.
It took everything to keep me from saying, ‘Kitty!!!!’
‘I thought it might have been a costume last night,’ Caireen acknowledged. We’d both seen the fur.
‘Her condition must be rough, but she probably is pretty cute underneath that.’
Tigress looked at me with a little bit of a glare, and I realized I probably shouldn’t pet her without permission. She smiled at me as I gave her a small baby hug as an apology, and I stayed still while we waited to get off the ferry. As I expected, she placed me back into the car seat and pushed me down the pier to a waiting vehicle. The car was a simple-looking yellow NYC taxi van, but I had a gut feeling it wasn’t a regular taxi.
The second she swung my seat in to buckle it in, I could see I was right. I passed through a magic ward into a large bus-like space with TV screens and maps all over the walls. She placed my stroller to the side and buckled the seat into one of many available.
“What is this?” I asked while pulling my pacifier out into my hand.
“This, Your Highness, is one of the autonomous vehicles we use as a remote command post as needed,” Tigress said. “Can you go ahead and change into your costume?” she asked.
I activated the spell, and she made some sort of purring noise.
“You are beyond adorable, Your Highness,” she said.
“Why do you keep calling me, Your Highness?”
“Because you are a Princess, I’ve encountered Queen Caireen before this. I have absolute respect for her Majesty, and now you as her daughter.”
I felt Caireen come to the surface to speak, “When was this?”
“I was just a young kid when I was pulled into your world. You kindly set me free from the people who had kidnapped me.”
Caireen cursed inside my head, and I was taken aback as that was so unlike her! “How do you remember?”
“When I emerged as a teenager, the memory came back. I thought it was just a dream until I met you yesterday.”
“I am grateful that you can help now, and I’m even more grateful to see what you’ve become,” she said. I could feel her leaking tears out of my eyes. It was one of the first times I could remember her taking this much control over me. “I am going to let my daughter take back over; I am glad to know that she has an ally such as yourself here.”
I shook my head, “That was weird,” I told Tigress. I watched her change into her costume and turn off the generator over her face. Now that I was closer and knew the fur was real, I couldn’t help but admire how pretty and cute she was. “You’re beautiful, by the way,” I told her.
“As are you,” she smiled. “Are you ready for this meeting?”
I shook my head, “No, this was supposed to be a vacation,” I told her. “So, can I stop pretending to be a helpless baby now?”
“I think that’s best. By pretending to be as able-bodied as possible as Emerald, you can probably better hide yourself as the infant you appear out of costume.”
I nodded and thought for a second, “Can you hand me my diaper bag?” I asked her.
She looked at me oddly but handed it to me, probably half expecting me to drop it since it weighed as much as I did. Instead, I quickly did a spell and put it away in a space beside my small purse. Tigress looked at me oddly, “Well, you don’t think it’s a bad idea to have the same diaper bag running around with the baby?”
“Smart, you can still hand it to me to change you?”
I nodded and suddenly looked at my diaper, “Like right now, huh?” I sighed.
“Well, we are stuck in traffic…?”
She pulled me illegally out of the car seat after I handed her the diaper bag for a change before I put it back, and she re-buckled me. The ride ended soon after that, and she gave me a hand getting out of the car in our parking garage. This time she let me walk beside her into the massive Federal Building instead of being carried.
‘So, am I like the human sidekick to the big kitty?’ I asked Caireen.
She laughed at that, ‘More like my toy baby doll,’ she told me.
She led me up to an office on a different floor than we’d been in last night, “Okay, Agent Emerald, I’m going to wait out in the lounge they have while you meet.”
I looked at her and nodded before stepping into a smaller conference room through the open door. Agent Sanders and Agent Caruthers both stood as I walked in.
“Agent Emerald, good to see you again!” Caruthers said and offered me his hand. Sanders was right behind him and did the same before giving me a helpful boost onto a chair they had thoughtfully placed a booster seat on. Even with it, though, I could still barely see over the edge of the table. So I ended up standing up and jumping onto the table.
“If you don’t mind, I’d prefer to sit here since I’m so short?” I asked.
“No problems at all,” Agent Caruthers said. “I’m mainly here in a supervisory role; Agent Sanders is your actual agent in charge.”
I nodded, “So, what’s new?” I asked
“Well, the first thing I must say is that last night you threw a huge wrench into our investigation…?”
“Sorry,” I said, trying to keep tears from my eyes. I wasn’t sure I would ever feel anything but a need to cry about last night.
“Not in a bad way, ultimately, since you may have given us a lead. You saw this picture of the man you called Maponus?” He asked as a screen came alive with that photo again.
I nodded, “He’s the son of a King that my avatar spirit and I are at war with.”
“Well, he also happens to be smack in the middle of the investigation of the daycare we need you to investigate.”
“What?!?” I asked and felt Caireen’s rage.
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Chapter 41: Briefings
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 41: Briefings
“HIS NAME HERE is Jacob Wells, but incidentally, his code name is Maponus.”
I fumed, “So he’s the one abusing children?”
“He is at least involved on the planning side of this ring. We’ve only seen him go to the daycare twice in the last year, so we had discounted him as a major player, though.”
“Doesn’t his involvement mean my cover would be blown if I went in now?” I asked.
“Not necessarily? If you can go soon, he might not even be there. He really doesn’t seem to appear around the daycare center that often. You’ve already demonstrated this morning while you were with the Jennings that you can pull off the baby act. My agents couldn’t believe what we had told them!” Caruthers chimed in.
“When do I need to go?”
“Well, we would prefer within the next week…?”
“I’ll miss the finals at school,” I said.
“If the mission goes on long enough for that to be the case, I’ll work with Mrs. Hensley to get you excused or be able to make them up.”
I shrugged, “I’m not sure I’m trained enough - and what if he recognizes me?”
‘I think it’s a risk that those real babies need you to take,’ Caireen said gently. ‘You’re not alone, I’ll be with you, and I’ll bet that Hannah won’t be far either.’
He gave me a blank stare and a bit of a shrug as a response.
I sighed, “I’ll do it - what else do you know?”
We spent two hours reviewing everything about the case. I was shown evidence in the form of video and images that I would probably never be able to get out of my head. They had shown me what they had, so I could be aware if I was being taken to one of the places they had been filming.
“What does Maponus have on his EID?” I asked eventually.
He pushed a couple buttons, and I looked at his EID card on the screen with his picture:
EID 66-859382-1382-4
Name: Jacob Calvin Wells
Code Name: Maponus
Birth Date: 5-2-1992
Age: 23 Years
Height: 6’3” Weight: 210lbs
Paradigm: 2, Esens: 3, Magic: 2, Regen: 2
“Well, he should be less powerful than I am…?” I said, “The Esens bothers me, though. I’m guessing he’s been using that to help with this?”
“Unknown, we hadn’t even really paid much attention to him before you pointed him out. We thought his involvement was minor - no one believed him to be a big part of this operation.”
“If you want my guess, he’s very involved,” I said aloud. Then quietly to myself, I added, “and now I wonder if he would even wait until I was an adult again…?”
I shuddered and felt Caireen put her arms mentally around me for a hug.
“I certainly hope you have success both here and in your other world,” Caruthers said sympathetically.
“Okay, what now?”
“Now?” He said with a smile, “I think first you probably need a little bit of attention from Tigress, and then she’s going to take you back to the Liberty Watch’s headquarters for some training time.”
I nodded, “Okay, when do I see you again, Agent Sanders?”
“Next Friday, I’ll come to pick you and Agent Emped from school, brief you, and she’ll place you in the daycare on that Monday.”
I nodded, “Okay.”
I jumped off the table and walked out the door once he had opened it for me. I was still capable of opening doors with some minor gymnastics. Still, playing baby the last few days made me hesitant to do it myself. I walked up to Tigress at a table and said, “I’m done. Could you help me in the bathroom first before we go?”
She smiled and said, “Sure!”
ABOUT AN HOUR later, we arrived at the Emerald Spire, where the Liberty Watch was headquartered. “Hmm… Emerald Spire seems like something I should have been destined to visit,” I joked quietly to Tigress, who carried me on one hip.
“I had thought about that when I heard your code name,” she said with a smile and a light touch of a giant claw to my nose.
The entrance seemed like your average office building. Still, when Tigress briefly held a wristband to the control panel in the elevator, I watched a new set of options appear on a hidden touch panel. She pressed the one that said ‘Headquarters,’ and I felt us begin to move like any regular elevator. Suddenly though, she pressed a ‘halt’ button that was illuminated on the new options.
“Emerald, could I get you to help me with a prank?” she asked.
I smiled, “It depends?”
“Just follow my lead?”
I raised my eyebrows, “I’ll try?”
She squeezed me and smiled before pressing the button to start the elevator back up. When the doors opened, we stepped out into a room that looked like any other office building. Really at first glance, we could have been back in the FBI office we just left. The figure which emerged from one of the offices changed any belief of that, though! She wore a form-fitting sky-blue suit, with a large gun at her side and a gold helmeted head, which helped me see things were far from ordinary!
“Aww, she’s adorable! Who is she?” the figure asked Tigress.
“This is my baby girl,” Tigress said with a squeeze to give me a hint this was what she was talking about.
“Your what?” she asked a little louder, “When? How? Who?”
I decided to play the baby and pointed toward her, “Wook, Mommy Bwoo!”
“That’s right, baby, she’s blue! Can you wave at Doctor Bolt?”
She waved my arm for me at her and said, “Why are you so surprised?”
“When were you even pregnant?!?”
“Well, I am part cat, so I had a much shorter pregnancy. Remember when I was gone for a couple months last fall?”
“Umm… yeah… but…? Who’s the?”
Tigress shrugged, “Some one-night stand after I got done breaking up a robbery last year.”
“But…”
I chose that moment to turn back and forth between them and then put my head against her shoulder as if I was hiding, and she patted my back. “It’s okay; she’s nice!”
I looked back at her and smiled back at her, and I sensed that the joke had reached its climax as she said, “You don’t mind babysitting her for me the next time we get a call on my shift?”
“Bwoo!” I said again randomly.
There was a long pause while Tigress gave me another squeeze as she apparently felt like she had accomplished her goal. Even with a mask covering the other lady’s face, I could tell the other lady was far beyond confused. In fact, as she removed her helmet, Tigress started giggling.
“Okay, what’s going on here?” the lady asked.
Tigress laughed and squeezed me, “Thanks for playing along, Emerald!”
“What?”
“Doctor Bolt, this is Emerald Baby, the FBI Agent we were asked to help out?” She bounced me lightly on her hip and gave me another squeeze.
The confusion seemed to lift a little, but she asked, “Wait… She’s the Mergent? But she’s a…?”
“Didn’t watch the news last night?” Tigress asked.
“Uh…”
I made the universal, ‘I want down wiggle,’ and Tigress set me on the ground, “I’m Sofia, codename Emerald Baby,” and curtsied to her.
She laughed, “Well, it’s very nice to meet you, Sofia. I’m Doctor Bolt - the leader of this group of loonies!” She said with a smirk and a glare toward Tigress. “I will remember this Tigress!”
“It was worth it!” Tigress chuckled, “Manic, did you get that on video?”
A man in a black suit came around the corner, and I could see he was somehow directing a tiny drone back toward his hand. “Yep! Thanks for warning me of the opportunity!”
Dr. Bolt sighed and looked at me, “Like I said, loonies!”
I smiled, “I’ll probably fit right in with you all then!”
“So, what’s your story? Tigress mentioned that she had been convinced to spend a couple days helping a Mergent agent for the FBI train. Still, she didn’t apparently tell me everything?”
“You want the long story or the short?” I asked.
“Well… enough?”
I nodded, “I was an eighteen-year-old senior getting ready to graduate in Los Alamos, NM, when I emerged a couple weeks ago. Apparently, I was fixated on how my baby sister was spoiled with attention or something when I suddenly emerged and experienced a major burnout. The next thing I knew, I woke up in the hospital, and everything and everyone seemed huge!”
“But I’m guessing your emergence wasn’t just shrinking?”
I shook my head, “No, I lost my potty training, and my body has many of the same cravings and needs as a baby.”
“That’s awful,” Manic said sadly.
“Well, it’s not great… Add to that I have an avatar spirit, and you create the perfect situation where I’m definitely loonie enough to fit in with a bunch of loonies!” I said with my most perfect baby smile.
“I think she’s onto us!” Tigress stage whispered to everyone. Everyone laughed at that.
“So why did the FBI ask for us to help train you and equip you?” Dr. Bolt asked.
“Well, it seems my first undercover mission is getting moved up sooner than everyone expected,” I began. “The FBI thinks it’s important they get me into a daycare soon to figure out what’s going on. Also, yesterday one of the suspects was spotted near our battle down at Rockefeller Plaza.”
“How?”
“Damned if I know,” I replied. “My… spirit… takes me to her world each night when I go to bed. In that world, we have an ongoing war versus a king that wants me to marry his son so he can take our kingdom. My spirit… she’s a queen… said absolutely not, even when they offered to age me back to an appropriate age.”
“So that started a war?” Tigress asked.
“He wants her kingdom since I won’t marry him; the only way now is by force. The suspect we saw yesterday looks exactly like his son does. He has the same name, too, for his codename, so we believe he’s an avatar with that spirit.”
“Wow, if you were ten years older, you would have fit right in with my crazy friends that I went to school with…” a new girl said as she walked in. She looked to be in her early twenties but didn’t offer her name right away.
“That’s what I’ve heard,” I nodded.
“Well, now that I know what you’re facing, let’s get you to the range so I can show you what I can come up with for some weapons for you,” Dr. Bolt said.
Tigress, holding me, asked, “Do you need something to drink first?”
I looked at a digital clock on the wall and realized it was already almost three in the afternoon. I pulled my diaper bag out of its holding area and reached for a bottle. I handed it to Tigress, “Any chance you could warm this up for me?”
She laughed, “Sure, baby girl, but only if I get to hold you while you drink it?”
I turned red but smiled and clapped, “I get to cuddle with the kitty!”
Dr. Bolt and Manic laughed, and Tigress groaned, “You’re dangerous to have around here!”
Tigress walked me back through the offices to a full kitchen they had for the heroes to use. She sat me on the ground as she warmed the bottle up the old-fashioned way by microwaving a tub of water, and I got to watch it sit and warm up. ‘This takes forever!’ I groaned.
‘Well, it is easier when it’s fresh…’ Caireen goaded me.
‘I wish Hannah were here,’ I sighed.
As if somehow picking up on my mood, Tigress picked me back up and hugged me, “Who is it, you miss? Camille?”
I shook my head, “It’s kind of a long story…?”
She laughed, “Aren’t they all?”
Dr. Bolt appeared in the room, “I’m going down to the lab. Come on down when you’re done.”
“Okay,” Tigress replied. She looked back down at me, “So, long story? Seems like every Mergent, and definitely, every student at Bechtel, has one.”
I nodded, “Yeah.”
“Well?” she prodded, and I knew I would have to answer.
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Chapter 42: Simulation
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 42: Simulation
WITH A SIGH, I began to tell my story again. “I emerged this form like I told you all. Then, a week later, my mom, my grandma, my best friend Hannah, and my baby sister Lily were picking up some pictures at a photo studio in a mall in Albuquerque. Without warning, someone tried kidnapping me while we were waiting for the pictures. I think it was some sort of Sanguis Primum moron, but no one has ever told me,” she pulled the bottle out of the water and checked it on her wrist before setting it back in the water.
“How did you get away?”
“Well, my spirit had taught me a couple defense spells, but in the end, I instinctively used some sort of charge all over my body that made the guy drop me like a hot potato. I managed to bounce back up and ran toward where I hoped I could find my mom. Hannah was standing there at the entrance hallway to the food court, and I jumped into her arms.”
“And…?”
“Well, Hannah chose that time to emerge herself.”
Tigress nodded as if she’d heard stories like this before, “What happened?”
“Well, she sent this pyrokinetic blast toward some of the people chasing me. Simultaneously, her EFP became that of a mother…?”
“A mother…?”
I sighed, “The perfect mother for me as a baby. Her DNA changed to match mine, and she developed some other… attributes…?”
“So, I guess that’s why this milk smells like breast milk?”
“You can smell it?”
“Remember, I’m part kitty.” She smiled and squeezed me, “I’m not surprised her Emergence did that. You’re like the cutest baby girl ever! It would be impossible not to want to protect you.” She smiled and pulled the bottle out, and decided it was good. She walked to a nearby room with a couch and sat down before settling me down to feed me like any other baby. As she popped the bottle into my mouth, I relaxed in her furry arms. It wasn’t Hannah, but it was still very reassuring.
“Well, I can understand odd emerges. But, at least you’ve managed to stay ‘cute’ through this. I was so horrified when I emerged, and my fur began to grow in…” I looked up around my bottle at Tigress with wide eyes. “It was a lot easier when I switched to Bechtel - at least there, weird is almost normal - but it’s tough to have people see you like that.”
I pushed the hand holding the bottle in my mouth away, “But you’re so pretty!”
She pushed it back in and smiled at me, “I’m glad you think so. Some others have thought so too. The only real bad part is when you meet someone allergic to cats,” she said with a wink.
I giggled and nearly choked to death, so I returned to emptying my bottle. She told me a few stories while I did so, and I was almost sad when I finished the bottle and found myself on her shoulder when she burped me.
“Well, ready to go to work?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “This was supposed to be a vacation.”
She laughed, “Get used to it! I have a feeling you’re going to be one of those Mergents that will never really get a true break.”
I nodded and looked around curiously as she led me down the hallway and behind a false bookcase to a hidden elevator that took us some distance underground.
“So, this is the lair of a superhero group?” I joked with her when the door opened to reveal a shiny stainless-steel corridor that fit right in with every bad comic movie ever.
She laughed, “I think Doctor Bolt decorated it this way to live up to the cliché as much as anything.”
The walls reminded me of an Imperial design from Star Wars. Every so often, there would be metal supports that would jut out from the walls. At the same time, pipes ran along the side similarly to at Bechtel’s underground testing facility. Cameras appeared frequently, and an occasional interactive screen seemed to allow access to maintain systems. I noticed bunker doors with printed warnings that would swing closed in an emergency.
‘I guess when you’re worried about villains breaking in, you must put in some heavy security!’ I thought to myself. She carried me down a few corridors with the occasional sight of some mad experimental lab going by. Eventually, we arrived in a large room with an extended workbench filled with tools and guns and a range down one side. Dr. Bolt looked to be adjusting a sight on a small pistol.
“Everything taken care of?” she asked us.
I nodded as Tigress sat me down on my feet on the table. “For now… So, what did the Bureau want me to see you all for?”
“Well, first, they said they had a pistol you trained with at Bechtel this weekend, but they asked if I could come up with a better one for you and maybe some other firepower.”
I nodded and smiled, “Yay, toys!!!!!” I hopped up and down a little bit and enjoyed a look of concern from Dr. Bolt.
“You may be the smallest and youngest looking Mergent ever… but I think you may be the scariest too!”
I heard Tigress laugh to my side, where she was absentmindedly playing with some tool.
“You’re too kind,” I said and curtseyed.
“Well, before I start giving you’ toys,’ as you put it, I want to see if you can handle them safely.”
“Okay!” I said and walked over to her, “What’s first?”
“This is a special pistol that I’ve devised to shoot several different types of rounds,” she paused and picked up three different bullets. The first looked like an ordinary twenty-two-caliber round. “This first one is like a twenty-two-caliber round but has more powder behind it to give it an equivalent energy of a two-two-three rifle round.”
I held my hand out and looked at it, “How do you have that much energy behind it?”
She just smiled, “I’m good at what I do,” she added with a shrug. The next round was longer and fatter. I learned that round was related to a nine-millimeter. Even though it looked similar, there was considerably more power behind it. “It acts more like a fifty-caliber round and can stop a car engine or cut through tank armor.” She told me. The final round looked as big as the gun barrel; I didn’t even know how it would fit inside, “This is an explosive round, Emerald. It’s the equivalent of a mortar shell upon impact.”
“How does…?”
“Better to just smile and nod,” Tigress advised, “I’ve long since given up figuring out how she does it. You can be sure, though, they’ll work as advertised!”
“Can I try them?” I asked tentatively.
“You can use the first two in here… Then, the last round, you can try back at Bechtel. Make sure you let Gunny know what you’re planning on shooting, and he’ll arrange a chance to try it out. I know he’ll be jealous,” she added with a smile.
For the next hour, I got to try out the pistol and the rounds. It was perfectly sized for my baby hands, and the weight felt comfortable. I could shoot the weapon all day long and not tire at all. When she thought I was past the point of needing to practice, she provided a cleaning kit for me. She watched as I carefully cleaned the weapon before loading it with twenty-two-caliber rounds. Somehow the gun changed the barrel’s opening depending on which round was chambered. The weapon’s clip allowed for rounds of both types to be loaded simultaneously, and a flip of the safety permitted the selection of the rounds. She provided several clips with larger rounds placed on one side too. I had no idea how, but a total of forty rounds were in each clip - it made no scientific sense, but that was just part of her Mergent abilities.
“Someone is stinky,” Tigress said as I put the gun away in a pocket of space along with the spare clips.
I groaned, “Of course I am.”
“Would you like some help?” she asked me.
I nodded, “Please?” I pulled my diaper bag back out of the space and found myself lying beside the cleaning kit on Dr. Bolt’s workbench. She looked at us both, a bit annoyed at us using it as a changing table but didn’t say anything. Her staring would have bothered me a week before, but at this point, it had become just another normal part of my day. I felt Caireen give me a mental hug and a pat on the head as I was redressed without a fuss.
“My baby sister never behaved that well…” Tigress said with a smile.
“No real kids for you then?”
She grimaced, “I’d say you wouldn’t understand, but I feel you do. Dating opportunities…”
“There’s someone out there for you,” I told her with a smile, “at least you’re not jailbait for life…?”
“More like lethal injection!” Dr. Bolt said, “Of course, it sounds like you’re getting ready to go into the lion’s den of people who don’t care. Are you sure you want to participate in the mission they’re preparing you for?”
I stood up then and walked to where she was tinkering with another project while she waited for my change. I looked at her face and said, “If those of us who can fight monsters choose to do nothing, then the innocent will be hurt. I may get hurt doing this, but I would rather it be me than a real baby.” I felt a tear come to my eye, but I forced it back.
She looked down at me thoughtfully before giving me a hug, “Then you better make it out of this safely.” Then, she let go and said, “Alright, are you ready for a few more toys and some training?”
I nodded and held my arms out to her, “Up?”
She laughed, picked me up, and then took me to a room marked ‘combat simulators.’ “Have you been in the simulators at Bechtel yet?” Dr. Bolt asked as she sat me down on the ground next to a disc-shaped platform with a rail surrounding it.
“Umm… I’ve heard about the Cube, but we’ve only been there a couple weeks, so I haven’t seen it yet.” I replied.
“Well then, you won’t have too high of expectations then,” she said with a smile. “Ours works well, but the ones Bechtel has are almost unmatched anywhere but in the military.”
I nodded, “Bechtel does seem to get a fair share of toys!”
Tigress laughed behind me, holding my diaper bag I had never gotten around to putting away. I decided it didn’t matter right then, “So what do I do?”
“Well, first, we must get you measured for a suit. Please stand over here?” Dr. Bolt asked, pointing to a transparent booth with a door attached to some box.
I followed her directions and jumped when a bright light scanned me quickly. “What now?”
“Pick a color,” she told me.
“Umm… purple,” I answered hesitantly.
A ding came from next to me a moment later, and I watched her pull out a shrink-wrapped purple outfit.
“Let’s get you dressed,” she said with a smile.
“Here, I’ll help her,” Tigress said. Quickly I was stripped of my clothes and my diaper, then she helped me squeeze into the skin-tight purple spandex suit. The suit covered my entire body, including my head. Only my face was left uncovered. The suit reminded me of the one at the testing center where I had made a mess in.
“Umm… you do realize I’m not potty trained, right?” I asked them both.
They both nodded, “The suit is washable and waterproof,” Dr. Bolt said.
“You wouldn’t be the only one to ever pee in one either,” Tigress added.
I just looked at them and waited, “Okay then… what now?”
“Now you come here and stand on this pad,” Dr. Bolt instructed.
I walked over, feeling it was weird to do so without the bulk of a diaper around my body. I just hoped I didn’t do more than pee in it! I took my position in the center of the circle, and she handed me a helmet that looked to have been hastily modified for my size. I saw only darkness for a moment before the simulator turned on. I was suddenly in a daycare facility with figures frozen all around me.
“Whoa,” I said. “What’s going on?”
Over an intercom in the helmet, I heard Dr. Bolt’s voice, “Emerald, we’ve been asked to run you through a couple of scenarios at the daycare you’ll be inserted into. Unfortunately, we’ll only have time for one today; you’ll come back on Friday. Your mission objective is to blend in and only break cover in case of danger to you or another baby.”
I nodded, “Roger that.”
“Beginning simulation,” she said, “good luck!”
I assumed she pushed a button on her end because I suddenly found myself being carried towards a desk by someone. “I’m here to drop off my baby girl for her first day of daycare,” she said.
“She’s adorable!”
“Thanks! Umm… I filled out forms the other day; what else do you need from me?”
“Well, it looks like you have her diaper bag there. Do you have any bottles that need to be refrigerated?” She asked her and then cooed at me for a moment. “Aren’t you just the sweetest little thing!”
I hid my head back in my ‘mommy’s’ shoulder then. “Sorry, she’s a bit shy. I think we’re both going to have a tough morning here.”
“It’s okay, everyone experiences it at some point, and she’ll be right here for you when you’re ready to pick her up.”
“Here are her bottles. I brought five of my milk; she can drink regular formula powder I left in there or whole milk too. However, she prefers mommy’s milk still, huh?” my virtual mommy tickled me a little, and I smiled at her.
“Well, they say it’s still best for them until the age of two if you can keep doing it. There aren’t a lot of mothers who pull that off, though.”
“Don’t I know it!”
“Well, looks like your little princess has everything she needs. I see she’s even got a bear here in her bag. Why don’t you bring her down to the crawler room, and we’ll let her play for a few minutes and talk,” the lady said.
With that said, a typical ruse to drop off a baby who had never really been away from her mother was played on me. I was dropped off in a room of about ten other babies. The walls were covered with ‘ABCs’ and painted in primary colors, with murals of babies being carried by storks. Caregivers seemed to follow the other crawling babies around to play with them.
The woman carrying me sat me down on the floor, away from the others, and handed me a cloth doll. “Here you go, sweetie, you can play with this dolly!” she told me.
I smiled and began playing with the arms and poking at it while my ‘mommy’ disappeared. Then, several minutes later, I felt my diaper fill in back, and I did what a good baby would do and screamed at the top of my lungs, “Mama!”
One of the ladies working in the room came over and said, “Oh baby, what’s wrong?” in a typical mothering voice. I soon found myself at a changing table getting cleaned up, but I refused to stop crying.
“Mama!” I cried.
“Oh, sweetie, it’s okay,” the lady tried to reassure me. “Hey, did her mother drop off any bottles by chance?”
“Whose?”
“The new girl that’s having a meltdown in my arms,” the lady said, a bit annoyed.
“I think so; let me look.” I cried until a nipple was pushed into my mouth with milk. Amazingly, the simulator somehow made me feel like I was drinking milk, but I was pretty sure I wasn’t. I played for the next couple of hours - making sure to mainly crawl and only occasionally toddle around. Before I knew it, I was being pulled away from some dolls to be fed lunch of softer foods. It was a bit of an assembly line, with the workers not giving me the attention I would have expected from any of the mothers in my life. Afterward, I was given a bottle and brought to a crib for a nap. While I was lying there, the caregivers began having a whispered conversation that I could still hear.
“He wants the new girl done today.”
“Why in the world would we move that fast?”
“It’s a traumatic day for her, and she doesn’t talk yet. Mama and baba are all I’ve heard from her so far.”
“When?”
“As soon as she is asleep,” I heard the voice respond.
I kept my eyes closed and pretended to sleep while I was picked up and carried down the hallway and through a couple turns. When my clothes started getting unbuttoned, I opened my eyes and saw I was in the abuser’s photo studio. The lady and a man were in there, and I felt like throwing up as I saw several things around the room that had no business being in a daycare. Finally, the man started to try and take my diaper off, and I decided enough was enough.
I let loose a spell that sent him flying backward while I reached into the pocket of space where I had placed the pistol and grabbed it. “FBI, don’t move!” I yelled.
The man launched himself at me, and I fired, or at least tried to. But, unfortunately, I’d forgotten the safety! A moment later, he was on top of me, wrestling the gun from my hands. I used my enhanced strength to hit him in the groin, and he backed off for a moment. He took the gun then and aimed it at me. A moment later the simulator went dark.
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Chapter 43: Spaghetti
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 43: Spaghetti
I GROANED A minute later as the helmet was pulled off, and the lights around me blinded me. I blinked, looked at the lab I had been in the whole time, and momentarily wondered how long I’d been in the simulation. “Well, little girl, it seems like we have some work to do,” Tigress said as she continued disconnecting me from the simulator.
“What…?”
“Happened?” She finished, “You died from a point-blank gunshot wound to the head.”
I gulped, “what did I do wrong?”
“More like, what did you do right? There wasn’t much,” she said condescendingly. “But we’ll get to that in a moment. First, let’s get you out of the sim suit so we can clean it for when you come back on Friday.”
I just let myself go and was manipulated out of the suit that definitely needed a diaper. Eventually, Tigress had me cleaned up, dressed me in a clean diaper and costume, and then carried me to another room with a large screen that took up most of the wall.
“Well, it was a pretty standard first run there,” Dr. Bolt said as she walked in. “I think we all make pretty big mistakes our first time in the simulators.”
“But if that had been real life?”
“Yes, you would have been dead or worse,” Tigress said.
“Little blunt today, Tigress?” Dr. Bolt asked with a shake of her head, “Okay, let’s go through the footage before Tigress has to get you back to your family.’”
I would have thought I would be told I did okay for the first part of the sim, but clearly, I’d made mistakes there, too, in my efforts to pretend to be a regular baby. Apparently, I sent dozens of signals that didn’t match with a year-and-a-half-old baby. Tigress and Dr. Bolt picked on every random thing I had done that was out of character! When I reached the point where the man was going for my diaper, they paused the film.
“You made the ultimate mistake in these next few moments,” Tigress stated.
“Like…?”
“Identifying yourself was necessary by law as an FBI agent, that’s true, but the second there was a single twitch, you should have pulled the trigger. Then you made the biggest rookie mistake of all time by not taking the safety off. You must practice drawing your weapons and un-safing them simultaneously so you automatically react and can shoot. That is the kind of mistake that will get you killed just like it did you today.” Tigress chastised me, and I felt even shorter than I already was.
“You did a great job of using your magic; why didn’t you put a shield up as soon as you pushed them away? I know from the footage I saw from last night you can do that?” Dr. Bolt asked.
“I don’t know,” I confessed, feeling like I was the ultimate dunce.
They both nodded at me, “And this is why simulators are so valuable, Emerald,” Tigress stated calmly, “so that you can make these mistakes and not die learning them.”
THERE WAS ANOTHER half-hour or so of picking my performance in the simulator apart before we left for the hotel to meet up with Camille’s family. The really odd thing during the rest of the debrief was realizing that while it felt like hours had passed in the simulator, it had only been about a half-hour total in real-time. When I asked about that, I was told it was a Dr. Bolt device, and I was better off for my own mental stability to not ask.
Just before we arrived at the hotel, Tigress had me change out of my costume and back into an ordinary outfit. At the same time, she turned on whatever field emitter she had to hide her own oddities. I was carried in the infant carrier by Tigress going inside the hotel. Camille was waiting in the lobby, “Sofia!” She said as she unbuckled me and plucked me from inside the carrier. She hugged me, “I missed you!”
“You missed a lot,” I whispered to her ear.
“I’ll see you on Friday?” Tigress asked her.
“Yes, please, if you can sit for her again while we go shopping, it would be very helpful!” She tickled my side, “Wave bye-bye,” and waved my arm at her.
I sighed but stayed quiet and played along as she carried me to the elevator and back to our room. It was about 4:30 in the afternoon then. “Where’s Cassidy?” I asked her when we were inside.
“Taking a nap, like you probably should be doing,” she said with a light touch to my nose as she sat down on the couch while facing me towards her on her knee.
I shrugged, “Do you have my phone? I’d like to call Hannah?”
“Aww… do you miss her?”
I squirmed under her glance but nodded, “I’m sure she’s going even more stir-crazy than me, though.”
She went over to the suitcases, dug out my phone, and handed it to me. “Make it short; I need to change you and get you ready for din din.”
I stuck my tongue out at her and then decided I would facetime Hannah instead of just calling her. So I went into the app and dialed her thinking it might take a moment for her to answer; instead, it was like she immediately pressed accept. “Oh my God, you’re alright!!!”
Hannah was in tears as she spoke to me, and I realized I should have called her much sooner. “I’m sorry I didn’t call sooner; last night wasn’t good, and I’ve been… busy today,” I told her.
She sighed, “I shouldn’t be so emotional like this,” she wiped tears away from her eyes, “but I’ve never been more nervous… Between the problems that I’m having and you being away?”
I nodded with tears in my eyes, “I miss you too!”
“I saw the news… and I was so worried!” But then, she said in a mother’s voice, “Why didn’t you call me?”
I felt three inches tall when I said, “I didn’t want to worry you. I figured you had enough on your plate… plus it was late by the time we wrapped stuff up and were back at the hotel.”
“Still, you should have called me!”
“I promise I will call in the future?” I said. “If you’re this bad, I guess I should call my mom and dad… they’re probably even more annoyed…?”
“Yes, you should! Your mom texted me earlier asking if I’d heard from you. So why didn’t you answer your phone?”
“Um duh… pretending to be a baby… I don’t exactly look like I should be using a cell phone that’s not a fake toy.”
“Oh,” she said. “Sorry… It’s just...”
“I know, I get it. How are you doing with your problems?”
“I’ve been getting better with fewer of those green discharges. They had to move me to an electrically shielded room for the first day. Today I seem to be getting better. I’m apparently a bit of a copyist if I’m attacked with something… At least, that’s what they think might be the problem? Our bond together is confusing at best for the doctors.”
“Yeah…”
“Sofia, are you almost done?” Camille asked, “Cassidy is waking up.”
I sighed, “I need to go, Hannah. I’ll try and call when we get done with Thanksgiving stuff tomorrow. Have a Happy Thanksgiving… I wish you could be here!”
“You too, Sofia, be safe. I love you!”
I started at the words but replied, “I love you too,” and hung up.
The tears in my eyes were filling rapidly as Camille presented me with a bottle I nursed safely in her arms. ‘I really need to call my parents.’
‘I bet we can get some time to do that after dinner. Just let Camille know…’ Caireen told me.
‘Yeah… I wonder if there’s any way we could get me back for Christmas now that Camille’s father got us immunity?’
‘I don’t know, Sofia. You still have angry EPC and Sanguis Primum people back there.’
I stayed silent in my head and soothed myself by nursing the bottle. Before I was ready for it, I was sucking empty air, and Camille was burping me. I belched and found myself having a diaper change on the bed before she dressed me in a pretty dark green dress that would have looked fine in court at Camille’s castle. “Where did you get this dress?” I asked her quietly when Cassidy was distracted.
“Mom bought it today while we were shopping. She thought it would look good on you,” she smiled at me, “I think she was right. I would look better if you didn’t have the artificial hair color you have for this trip.”
I nodded, “My red hair would look much better with this… oh well,” I sighed. Cassidy came in, and a pacifier was stuffed in my mouth before I was strapped into the carrier again. She had seen some of what I could do the night before, but they were still pretending I was just a baby in front of her in the hopes that she would forget.
Camille carried me downstairs to where her aunt’s limo was again waiting. I couldn’t ask aloud where we were going, but Camille told me, “We’re going to go meet your aunty at a restaurant!”
I sighed and sat quietly, sucking on my pacifier while the vehicle drove through traffic. I was surprised that it seemed lighter than I expected in New York City. Soon enough, we pulled to the side of the street, and my carrier was unhooked from the car, and I again swung at Camille’s side. Apparently, her aunt had made reservations at a very upscale restaurant. Everyone I saw from my seat was dressed to the nines! I quickly felt glares again towards the unwanted baby from the Maitre’D. Still, we were led to a large circular table with two highchairs sat, alternating other regular chairs. Camille’s mom sat with Cassidy to her left and me to her right. Camille sat next to me on the right after she unbound me from the carrier and placed a Velcro bib around my neck.
Looking around at the table, I saw that this restaurant must have been about as expensive as you could go! I could see three forks on the left side of each place setting for the ‘adults’ and several spoons and knives on the right. A very ornate plate sat in the middle of the place settings. I was surprised that no menu was brought to the table beyond a wine menu that Camille’s aunt quickly glanced at and ordered.
“What’s for dinner?” Camille asked.
“This is a five-course set that the chef puts together, special each night,” Camille’s aunt responded.
I could tell that Camille felt just a little out of place here, too, from how she fidgeted a little in her chair. I took a moment and looked down at my highchair and noticed it seemed made of magnificent wood. ‘Mahogany?’ I wondered. Surprisingly, throughout the first three courses, Camille and her mom were brought a separate plate for Cassidy and me to be fed from. For the next hour, I played the good baby by taking the offered bites and enduring the cooing from a waitress and a couple women guests that would pass by. I hated the long wait between bites, but I was happy to have the same meal as the grownups!
Throughout the meal, I listened in moderate horror as her aunt talked about yesterday. “Can you believe that there’s some Mergent running around pretending to be a baby?” she said at one point. “I mean, that’s so low and crazy… and sick!” she said to Camille’s dad.
“I don’t think they probably have a lot of choice in it…” he started to say.
“Really? I mean… can you imagine if Cassidy had one of those monsters pretending to be in daycare with her?”
“Umm… you do realize I’m one of those monsters, right?” Camille said pointedly, not hiding her disdain for her aunt’s statement.
“Yes, I know you are by law, dear, but you’re really just a witch. You’re not some weird deviant pretending to be a baby for god knows what reason…” her aunt said.
“I rather doubt…” her dad had started to reply when I felt an internal warning something terrible was going to happen. Sure enough, I leaned forward in the highchair just soon enough to miss getting hit with a piece of a dish with spaghetti plastered to it. I turned and realized it had been flung at me after a table was destroyed nearby.
“Seriously?” I asked. I pushed the button on the belt on the highchair and backflipped out of it. In front of me were Maponus and Rosemerta!
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Chapter 44: Warnings
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 44: Warnings
“WELL, PRINCESS, I think it’s time for you to come with us!” I could feel a mental suggestion along with the words, but I was able to shake them off.
“No, my mommy told me never to go with strangers,” I told him. Meanwhile, activating a spell to switch my costume into place and putting a shield around myself and another around Camille’s family. Meanwhile, the dining room alternated between frozen people who didn’t have the sense to run and those charging out the doors, trampling each other while screaming their heads off.
“But I’m not a stranger; I’m your future husband,” he said with a disturbing grin.
“No fucking way,” I heard Camille say next to me. “That’s just sick.”
“Camille!” I heard her mom involuntarily scold her.
I used that moment to go ahead and draw the gun I had been given by Dr. Bolt out and remembered to click off the safety simultaneously. “Maponus, I’m an FBI agent. You and Rosemerta are under arrest.”
Rosemerta took that moment to laugh and began to start an attack. I just calmly landed six shots of the higher caliber in her chest while simultaneously launching a freezing spell on her again. Her face looked shocked as the six rounds hit her center mass and must have at least hurt a bit. At the same time, her face froze into a pained expression that I hoped signaled her being out of the fight.
“Can’t you learn new tricks?” Maponus sneered at me.
“If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it,” I said to him. “Now freeze!”
“No, I don’t think so…” He said with a hand movement directed at Rosemerta. She unfroze before my eyes, and he launched himself towards me. I didn’t hesitate before sending five rounds into his chest and two into his head. Sadly, he had put up a shield, and they just ricocheted harmlessly off of him.
Just before he got to me, I saw a shape come out of the corner that threw a punch straight into his jaw. He and the object crashed over a table as I saw Camille’s family rightfully pick that moment to slip out a back door. Tigress stood up shortly then, and I barely had a chance to fire another five rounds into Rosemerta when she was going after her. Camille engaged her with a spell to cage her in ice.
My anger and Caireen’s rose to the surface then, and suddenly I felt a connection with her unlike any I’d felt yet! We were truly one as we wove a spell of fire and launched it straight at the frozen Rosemerta. The massive heat and fire combined with the ice spell Camille had used caused a colossal burst of steam and then a concussive wave that knocked everyone else down! I watched with a grim smile as I saw every ounce of the vile creature burn to ash.
I smiled for a second before something hit me hard! I felt a sudden wave of pain, and the lights went out!
WHEN I CAME to, I rubbed my eyes and found I had a pacifier in my mouth. I sucked it nervously and looked around to see I was in my carrier. I tried moving, but the straps held me down. Someone noticed, though, and I saw Camille, “You’re awake!” she said in her avatar’s voice.
“I guess…” I responded as I put together we were in a vehicle. “What happened?”
“We’ll talk about that after we debrief,” she told me.
“Not now?” I asked.
“It’s standard procedure, so you don’t mix up your stories,” I heard a voice that I realized was Tigresses. Her head moved into view for a moment, “How are you feeling?”
“Like a freight train hit me?” I shuddered, “I’ve got a headache… I haven’t had one since I emerged. I got hit hard?”
“Yes, you did,” Camille’s mom said somewhere out of sight. “Tigress said they could look at you at their headquarters and thought getting you out of there was better.”
I noticed that I was thirsty, “Do you have one of my bottles?” I turned to look at Camille.
She smiled, “We did save your bag again. We probably should have you keep a spare in your storage space.”
I nodded but held out my hands as she quickly warmed a bottle and handed it to me. I sucked down the contents in record time and was still pretty thirsty. Camille’s mom noticed before anyone else, “Camille, you might want to get her another… she probably needs Pedialyte or something instead…?”
Camille took my empty bottle and looked at it for a moment before performing a couple spells and returning it to me filled with a pink liquid that I made a face at. “What is it?”
“Mom said Pedialyte, so here’s something that should be similar,” she told me with a smile. “Strawberry flavored?”
I took a tentative suckle and decided it was okay. The taste wasn’t phenomenal, but I kept nursing it anyway. We must have been stuck in traffic because we weren’t moving very quickly. Only after I’d been nursing that bottle for ten minutes did I figure out Camille had used some auto-refilling spell on it. I pulled it from my lips and realized it was still full!
I looked over at her, “Does this go bad?”
She shrugged, “Not with the spells I put on it.”
“A never-ending bottle… kind of cool.”
I stuck it back in my mouth and nursed it slowly until we finally reached the Liberty Watch’s headquarters again. Camille picked up my carrier, and I just lay still as I swung from her arms. I was glad she had me facing marginally forward while she did so, though I was pretty sure I would be sick otherwise! Whatever was in the bottle seemed to be helping my headache to subside some. I almost felt like myself when they were in the lower basement with everyone.
Camille sat the carrier down on a counter and loosened the straps from me. I made arms to get out, but she just pushed me down, “Let’s change that diaper first,” she told me.
I blushed and realized I had messed it and had again tuned it entirely out!
She pulled my tights down and my dress up before changing where I lay in the carrier. She made some faces as she cleaned me up, got me dressed, and sat me on my feet at a long table. I blushed as I realized the entire room had its eyes on me. Camille’s mom was missing, but her dad was present, along with Agent Caruthers and Agent Sanders. Several costumed superheroes that I vaguely recognized as some of the members of the Liberty Watch were also there. ‘I’m trying to get used to this… but all of them watched me get my diaper changed…?’ I groaned to Caireen.
She gave me a mental hug and said, ‘it’s okay!’
The talking around the room continued for a few moments before Dr. Bolt began speaking, “If you could all find a seat? We’ll begin this debriefing?”
Camille picked me up and placed me on her lap as she sat down, giving me a reassuring hug while she turned me toward the group.
“Since everyone may not know everyone here, let me introduce myself, and we’ll go around the table. I’m Doctor Bolt, leader of the Liberty Watch,” she said with a smile.
Next to her, a man said, “I’m Manic.” He was wearing a suit of black armor with gold trim, and I vaguely remembered him having some sort of magnetic powers.
The others went down the line, a large woman named Tonnage, another woman named Rummage, and the latest heartthrob superhero Neptune, dressed in his faux Roman armor. Agent Caruthers and Agent Sanders introduced themselves before Camille introduced herself as Sora and me as Emerald Baby. Her dad rounded out the group.
“Okay, now that we have the pleasantries out of the way, what the hell happened tonight?” Agent Caruthers asked me.
I shrugged, “We had gone out to eat with Sora’s aunt for dinner. I was playing the good baby and ignoring some anti-Mergent comments from her when I was nearly decapitated by a flying plate of spaghetti. I hopped up to defend myself and found Rosemerta and Maponus standing there. After that, it’s mostly a blur of a fight to me. I managed to perform a spell on Rosemerta that I hoped finished her off for good here… but after that, I must have blacked out.”
“What do you have to add, Sora?”
I listened as Camille filled in some gaps about everything. She had her own battle with Maponus, which was joined by Tigress. Right when I finished Rosemerta, I was knocked out when Maponus flung a table that caught me by surprise. I was unconscious as the two of them fought him for another minute, and he decided to retreat. After making sure I was alright, they booked it out of there and came to their headquarters.
“I can’t believe they made another attempt so soon!” Camille’s dad said. “Any ideas where to find this man?”
Agent Sanders nodded, “Pretty sure we’ll find him when Emerald goes undercover.”
“Are you sure that’s a good idea at this point?” Camille asked.
“It doesn’t matter if it is or not; it’s what’s got to happen. I won’t let innocent children be abused if I can help it.” I replied.
Questions were asked of the others who had been there, too, to clarify the story. This went on for a long while before the topic moved to whether we should be immediately escorted back to Bechtel. Finally, they decided it would be something to think about for the next day, and it would just be best to head back to the hotel for the night.
I was placed back into the carrier with a pacifier and put back in my original dress. Camille carried me by the handle, and we found her mom holding Cassidy in her lap in the lobby area. Both were fast asleep, and I could see that Cassidy had wet her pants to the point her Pull-Up leaked. I used a quick spell to dry her dress and her mom before Camille woke her up. “Thanks,” she whispered as she rubbed her mom’s shoulder.
“Mom?” She said, “We’re done; we’re going to the hotel now?”
Her mom blinked several times as she woke up. Camille’s dad took Cassidy as her mom sleepily stood up, and we headed for the elevator. A blanket appeared from somewhere, covering the carrier, and I sighed. They left it on as I heard some cameras click and questions asked as we entered Tigress’ car. After she finished buckling the seat, Camille pulled the blanket from on top and said to me, “Well, that was an adventure…?”
“Will all of those pictures put them in danger?” I asked her quietly, referring to her family.
She shook her head, “Those reporters don’t know it yet, but all of their pictures will mostly be blurry messes. The only ones that will be okay are the ones with known superheroes in their costumes.”
“That’s a neat trick!” I said with a smile.
“I think so,” she said with a proud smile.
The ride to the hotel was thankfully shorter than the one to get to the headquarters from the restaurant. Somehow, we went into the hotel and upstairs to our rooms without anyone accosting us. Camille had latched my carrier back into the stroller. She pushed me into the room before I immediately noticed a problem. Her expression scared me, and I wasted no time magicking myself out of the harness and doing a front flip to look into our rooms.
Everything inside was overturned, suitcases emptied and strewn about. A message was scrawled on the wall in some dark red liquid that looked eerily like blood.
Princess, I am coming for you!!!
YOU AND YOUR KINGDOM WILL BE MINE!
I felt a need to vomit right then and barely held it in.
“I guess we know who did this…?” I said sadly. “I’m so sorry for all this trouble,” I looked at her mom and dad.
“Not your fault,” her dad said, coming over and picking me up. “This kind of thing seems to happen around Camille all the time – it’s refreshing to see her not be the main target,” he tried to smile and lighten things up. But, unfortunately, he failed as Cassidy woke up suddenly and screamed…
The next hour was spent with Cassidy sobbing her way back to sleep, Camille’s mom crying, and finally, Agent Caruthers showing up. Eventually, a decision was made to head back to the Watch’s headquarters, where they had a few rooms we could stay in. By the time we were back there, I was exhausted!
“I’m sorry, we don’t have a crib for her…?” Dr. Bolt apologized to Camille’s mom. The room looked like a hotel room with two large king-size beds, a small kitchenette, a living room, and a bathroom.
“I don’t have to sleep in one,” I said to her, “It’s not like I’d even be hurt if I rolled out of bed.”
Caireen voiced her dissent, wanting to create a new crib, but I said ‘no’ solidly enough that she backed off. As a compromise, I found myself in the same bed as Camille, with a pillow and wadded-up blanket blocking the side of the bed opposite her. Camille changed me into a fresh diaper and a pair of my pajamas. “Good thing we just left all of your clothes in your diaper bag,” she told me as she zipped up the footed pajamas.
I nodded, “I wonder if he didn’t even know for certain I was staying there?”
She shook her head, “He had to have been certain to do that much damage.”
I nodded.
“Bottle?”
I nodded again, “Am I going to run out of milk before we get back to Bechtel?”
She laughed, “Even if you drank twice what you’ve been drinking, we wouldn’t run out for a month just with what I brought. Poor Hannah must be pumping all of the time!” She said the last part, kind of sadly.
I nodded, “I think she has to wake up in the night… She hasn’t been waking me up when she does it.”
“Do you think we can just get me back to Bechtel tomorrow? I hate to endanger your family…?”
She hugged me and then positioned me on her lap to give me the warmed bottle, “I don’t think we’re running away from here. Worst case, it’s just Maponus now.” Then, her voice changed, “Your Highness, I know for a fact that Rosemerta is no more here on this plane.” There was a smugness to her voice that made me briefly smile.
I nodded my response silently. Then I began nursing on the bottle, not bothering to take it from Camille’s hand as she gently sang a beautiful lullaby that Caireen recognized as an fairie lullaby.
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Chapter 45: Preparations
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 45: Preparations
I RUBBED MY eyes as I woke up in my crib in Caireen’s castle. I felt sore as I pushed myself to my feet and discovered my diaper was already messy. Tired and frustrated, I gave into my inner infant and began crying for Caireen. Fortunately, she didn’t make me wait long before she hugged me in her arms. “Shh…” she bounced me gently in her arms as she walked to the changing table and laid me down. My nightgown was pulled over my head, and she pulled down the cover on the destroyed cloth diaper. The pins were removed, and she soon had my butt suspended in the air as she wiped everything clean.
She cooed at me as she did so, and I was soon in a fresh diaper and a dress. Caireen carried me over to the rocking chair. She hummed a tune as she pulled the bodice of her dress away from her breast. I looked hungrily at her nipple and realized how much I missed Hannah! I latched on and nursed, was burped, switched, and burped again in the routine that had become normal.
“Better?” She asked me as she sat me on her knee.
I shrugged, “I guess…?”
“Why don’t we take the morning and just have you play like a normal little girl,” she told me.
I had a thought, “Could I play in my treehouse?”
She looked thoughtfully for a moment, “That’s probably not a good idea, Princess; let’s stay inside the castle until we get through with the crisis?”
I pouted but nodded. Caireen sat me on the floor next to my toys, and I began playing with Emie and a couple of other dolls. I could now do way more than change their clothes! I adjusted some of their faces and eyes to make them more lifelike before having a tea party with them. It was nice to not be stressed about the outside world for a while, and I totally missed when I messed my diaper again until Caireen gathered me up and changed me.
“Time for lunch, and then we have a meeting and some more training to do,” she told me.
I sighed as she wiped me, ‘A week ago, I’d probably have given anything to not play like a baby… right now, I’d settle for getting all day to play with Lily.’
I felt sad as she carried me downstairs. It was sobering as I realized how much I missed my family, Hannah, and ‘normal’ life. She squeezed me tight as she carried me into a formal dining hall I’d never eaten in. The walls were covered with gilded frame paintings, tapestries, and large curtains draped everywhere. The table looked to have been created from the very top of a giant tree limb, with a massive bottom that expanded in branches to the leveled top. The top was smooth and varnished to the point that it looked like it could have been glass!
Ornate chairs sat all along the long table, and there were a dozen of Caireen’s generals and ten other strangers. They all rose and gave low bows or curtseys as she walked to her seat. I was set down in my ornate highchair that had been placed next to her chair. I noted that, unlike modern highchairs, there were no safety straps to hold me in! It was plushly padded, though, and I liked the comfortable me-sized seat as she pushed me closer to use the table for my food.
She sat in her own chair and said, “Please, be seated.”
I had grown so accustomed to eating baby food or nursing from her most of the time in her world that it was a novelty to just have small portions of the grown-up dishes here. I learned that several Dukes and their Duchess wives had arrived in the last couple of days. They were all retreating from their lands before Camulus could attack. Caireen had given the order a day ago that we had to consolidate here at the castle if we were to have a chance to take on his forces. It was clear they were not pleased about it, but it was also equally clear that they knew their survival dictated that decision.
“How go the fortifications on the south side?” Caireen asked one of her generals.
“Slowly but surely. We have plenty of manpower, but quarrying the stone we need is taking more time than I fear we have.”
I looked up at Caireen and tugged on her sleeve. She leaned her head down, “Can I help with magic somehow?”
She smiled and patted me on the head, “That wasn’t supposed to be your lesson for today, but it would be a good one!”
The Generals had gotten used to me not following the ‘children must be seen, not heard’ mantra of their culture. However, the three Duchesses down the table seemed scandalized that I would dare speak at the table.
Caireen glared at them when one whispered, “Why does she have the babe here anyway? She’s not even old enough to have weaned yet!” Made it to the front of the table.
“Because I am the Crown Princess,” I opened my mouth. “I have every right to be here! It’s my fate that brought about King Camulus being a fool and attacking us.”
Caireen patted my head, “My daughter is, of course, correct. She has the right to be here, Duchess O’Cleirigh.” She stared her down, “You, however, are not necessary if you continue to display the poor manners you accuse my daughter of!” I glared at the Duchess in question, and she looked away. Another way down the table smirked at the rebuke, and I wondered if she might be a better person to talk to at some point. She looked younger, barely out of her teens, but I noted her husband was probably close to my parent’s age. I turned my gaze back to Caireen, who looked at the generals, “Princess Sofia and I will come and assist you this afternoon as part of her instruction.”
“Your Majesty, it may not be safe out of the castle walls…?”
“Can’t be any worse than what I’ve faced within.” I meant to say inside my head, but my tongue slipped.
“Sofia!” Caireen rebuked me.
“Sorry,” I told her.
She sighed, “I think we’ll be fine if it’s today. Please ensure we have an entourage of guards that can protect us. I hope we can make some headway on fortifications to slow their army down. If we can cause them to break their forces on a wall and pick off some of them, we may yet hold them off.”
“Yes, Your Majesty,” the general said. He waived an aide to come over and gave orders to prepare our guards.
I nibbled on a small cake slice as Caireen discussed the upcoming war. Then, after a final look around the table, she told the generals, “We’ll depart in a half-hour; I need to see to Princess Sofia first.”
She stood and picked me up, and everyone else stood and waited patiently as she carried me out. A trip to my nursery was quickly made, and the soaked diaper was removed before she said, “Do you have any room in your tummy still?”
I looked at her and nodded.
“Let’s feed you some proper milk then, and we’ll get going.”
She nursed me from her breasts, and I felt the comfort in the act that had once just been embarrassing. ‘I really miss Hannah!’ I thought again. ‘I’ll never complain about nursing from her again!’
When I was done, she made sure there was a bag packed with some changes for me before we exited the castle. Outside troops were on horseback. She handed me to a woman and then hopped onto a horse herself. I was surprised that she wasn’t riding a side saddle to protect her modesty, but I didn’t say anything as I was handed up and placed in front of her.
My eyes widened at the gigantic beast below me. I clung tightly to the edge of the saddle in front of me as Caireen set the horse into motion slowly, and then soon, we were at full gallop! After a while, my terror became glee, and I decided it was kind of fun! We soon stopped at an area where men were trying to build a wall with earth and boulders across the road to the castle.
Her top-ranking general took me from her and set me on the ground as I looked around at probably a thousand men and boys working on building the wall. I felt a bit of a twist in my stomach in the hopes that these were all volunteers…
“Your Majesty, what is your plan here?” The general asked as she stood next to me.
“Give us a few minutes, and you’ll see. Go ahead and clear the workers back to this side of the barricade.”
“Yes, Your Majesty,” he said and gave orders to some officers who spread the order.
“So, this will be your lesson today,” Caireen told me, kneeling beside me. “You can still feel the main ley line, right?”
I nodded, “Yes?”
“Good, you’ll need all of that manna available! Now…” she gave me an explanation and a thirty-minute lesson on the principle that would let me magically create a solid barrier. She had me not only visualize the wall but also a gateway that could be solidly closed when needed as well. Then, with all that in mind, she said, “Go ahead and try Sofia.”
Thinking back to a certain green character about ‘size matters not,’ I looked at the earth before me. I visualized how to bring it up from the ground beneath. Moments later, the ground began shaking as a fifty-foot-thick wall of black granite rose in a line from the edge of the valley, upwards of one-hundred-and-fifty feet. To divert the river that ran through the valley, I visualized a complex culvert that went down into the ground sixty feet, wound around, and finally rejoined the waterway on the other side. It would create a small pond, too, that might help if we needed a water supply. It wouldn’t dangerously flood, but it would keep anyone from swimming upstream through it and getting to this side. I carefully made grates and other covers that didn’t impede the water. Still, it would discourage anyone from sending a bomb or something like that through it to this side.
I took care to visualize a gate of a solid piece of granite that would drop with the simple pull of a lever to completely seal off the entrance. A traditional wooden door and metal gate were added just for extra aesthetic points in my mind. At the top of the long wall, I visualized five separate towers that could be used to spot the enemy and placed embrasures all along the wall to protect our archers. Staircases were placed strategically at points for men to climb and retreat from the wall as needed.
For good measure, I added a sign that no one could see from our side: Come and Take It! I thought it was an appropriate saying to borrow from Texas.
I felt my strength wane and stumbled to the ground, but Caireen caught me. All the men and boys around me stood in shock for a moment. Then, almost as one, they all knelt and bowed their heads. I found myself waving at them as Caireen told the General, “She should be able to do the other side of the valley tomorrow. After that, we’ll see if she has any other ideas.”
“My word… Princess Sofia did that by herself?” I looked at him, staring at me in awe.
She hugged me, “Yep, my baby girl is much more capable than she may seem.”
Caireen carried me over to some shade and laid out a blanket. I was, at that point, just tired and exhausted enough I couldn’t hardly keep my eyes open. “Let’s get you changed, fed, and then I think that’s probably about all your pretty little eyes will stay open for today!”
I numbly nodded with a feeling of pride in what I had accomplished. The castle sat in a valley with steep cliffs around it, and the only approach was the road from the north or the south that followed the canyon the river had carved out. I sat still as she changed a very stinky diaper. ‘I must have done that with all the energy I used?’ I wondered. I mentally shrugged; I had no control, and it wasn’t something to dwell on.
Caireen was soon exposing her breasts to me again, and I gulped not only milk, but also the extra manna she shared with me in those moments. Soon I fell blissfully asleep!
THE NEXT THING I knew I heard a noise around the room. Camille’s mom was working on her hair and noticed that I sat up in bed next to the still-sleeping Camille. She walked over to me and picked me up, “Ready to wake up?” she whispered to me as I noted the sounds of the shower going.
I shrugged in response as she felt the diaper underneath my nightgown. “Why don’t we change that wet diapee and see if you want to stay awake or not?”
I nodded and watched as she grabbed my backpack. She looked inside and shook her head, seeing the larger compartments. She pulled out one of my diapers, wipes, and the changing pad and laid it all out on top of a large dresser. She picked me up and lay me down on the pad. I could tell she’d had plenty of recent practice with diapers as she quickly but gently changed the wet diaper. “You want to go back to bed?” she asked me.
I shook my head, “Maybe I can look at my homework…? I figure the cat’s out of the bag with me not being a baby with Cassidy now?”
She softly giggled, “Sort of… but you’re right, no point in you pretending to be a normal baby right now where we’re staying.”
I nodded and let her set me down on the couch that was in the living room area. She placed my backpack next to me, and I dug inside for my Mythical Fundamentals book and placed it next to me. I saw my phone in the front pocket and pulled it out to find dozens of worried messages from Hannah and my parents. I felt guilty and looked at the time. It was still a bit early to text Hannah, but I sent her a message to see if she was up. My parents were probably up, but I didn’t want to wake Cassidy by talking on the phone with them. It was also early enough I knew they were probably both just getting around. Mom was probably enjoying a quiet cup of coffee before Lily woke up.
I sighed, feeling increasingly homesick about my family back home as the phone lit and showed a reply from Hannah.
‘OMG, are you okay?!?’ Hannah asked me.
‘Yes, I think my body healed overnight.’
Dots showed her typing, and I waited for her response, ‘What exactly happened? The news said that there was an explosion…?’
I spent the next ten minutes texting her back and forth while also trying to study some. The crazy memory I had now meant I had accomplished some studying before Camille’s dad came out of the shower. Her mom asked me, “Sofia, do you want a shower? Or a bath?”
I looked at my body and felt some stiffness still. My hair felt kind of off too, so I nodded.
“Which one?”
I knew what teenage me would say, but I found myself saying, “A bath please?”
“Okay, give me a few minutes, and I’ll run the water for you,” she said with a smile.
“Thanks,” I told her.
She came out for me a moment later, and I saw the bathtub had some bubbles. She pulled my diaper and nightgown off before gently setting me inside. I watched her look torn, “What’s wrong?”
“Umm… I know in my mind that you’re a teenager like my daughter…?”
“But I’m also a baby?”
She nodded, “Should I go ahead and wash you?”
I shrugged, “I don’t mind if you want to. It’s up to you, though. I can handle it myself if you would prefer I do so.”
I felt Caireen nudge a bit against that option, but I didn’t want her mom to be uncomfortable. “I would actually prefer to stay,” she said, “sorry… it would make me feel more comfortable to give you the bath?”
I smiled, “That’s fine; I’m used to it now. I haven’t had a bath on my own since I emerged.”
Camille’s mom was gentle as she washed me from head to toe. Even though my hair had been cleaned the other day, she found some remnants of the exploded dinner last night and scrubbed my hair with baby shampoo twice. As she was doing so, I felt tears prickle in my eyes.
“Oh, Sofia, what’s wrong? This is no tear shampoo?” She asked nervously.
I shook my head and wondered what was wrong before I found myself saying, “I miss my mommy!”
Somehow my baby brain tripped, and I began crying uncontrollably as she pulled me from the water and swaddled me in a towel. She bounced and cooed at me for a long while before taking me out to the main room. I could see through my tear-filled eyes that Camille was sitting up in bed. “Camille, would you get her a baba?”
She looked startled but nodded, and soon I was propped in the crook of Camille’s mom’s arm with her holding a warm bottle of milk to my lips. I didn’t hesitate and began quickly nursing it. Somehow Hannah’s milk made me feel like she was there, and I started feeling better as I began sucking at the empty bottle. “Do you need another one?” her mom asked me.
I thought for a moment before nodding, “Please?”
Luckily Camille hadn’t gotten in the bathroom yet, so she presented her mom with another bottle and took the empty one. I nursed at the second one much slower, feeling each pull of milk making me calmer. At some point, I must have dozed off.
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Chapter 46: Don’t Hold Back
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 46: Don’t Hold Back
I MUST NOT have been out long, but I slept through being dressed in an embarrassingly cute dress that said ‘gobble gobble’ with a turkey on the front of it. I had a pair of thick white tights covering my legs and diaper. Camille saw me sit up from where she was looking at her phone. She walked over to me and asked, “You want to call your parents? Wish them a Happy Thanksgiving?”
“It’s still early still…?” I thought about the two-hour time difference but realized my dad’s parents were supposed to be down. So that meant my Mom and Grandma were probably already up cooking. “Sure,” I said.
She handed me my phone, and I used FaceTime to call my mom’s phone. It rang so long that I wasn’t sure she would pick it up, but when I saw a paper towel in her hands, I knew she was trying to clean her hands up from cooking something.
“Sofia!” she said.
“Hi, Mommy,” I told her.
“Are you okay?” She asked nervously.
“Better now that I can see you,” I told her with a tear that rolled down my face. “Physically, I’m fine… I’m getting homesick, though, without you or Hannah.”
“Oh, baby…” Mom and I talked for twenty minutes and introduced the new ‘me’ to my grandmother. Grandpa and Dad apparently were elsewhere, and Lily was playing downstairs.
I just wanted a hug from Mom, but I had to settle for my hour-long conversation. When I finished, fresh tears came down my face, and Camille hugged me. “It’s okay; I know you’ll see them soon!”
“I hope you’re right,” I told her as I regained some control.
Just as we were finally ready to go to Camille’s aunt’s house for lunch, her aunt called her parents. It was clear in no uncertain terms that the Mergent baby was not allowed to come! I could hear the angry words from her side and a very terse response from her mom, telling her, “Fine, we’ll stay away from you all until you can grow up.”
I felt fresh tears because I felt terrible about it. Camille’s mom sensed that “Sofia, don’t blame yourself. She’s an idiot and barely tolerates Camille. It’s time we cut ties with her until she gets a clue!”
“Sorry…” I told her still, “I’ve ruined your trip here.”
She hugged me reassuringly, “It’s not your fault!”
With that, no one was quite sure what to do until Tigress came to the door to escort us to her Aunt’s. “Umm… change in plans,” Camille’s dad told her.
“Oh?”
“We’ve been uninvited for dinner today…” he said.
“Oh…” she said, “I’m sorry to hear that - I’ve been there before. Anything we can do?”
He shrugged, “Probably take the time, I’m guessing, for her to grow up. We’ll just need to develop a new food plan today, I guess…?”
“Well… If you don’t mind being around a bunch of crazy superheroes, we have a traditional Thanksgiving meal planned here? All we ask is that you please promise us to keep their regular identities a secret?”
“That would be wonderful,” Camille’s mom said. “Can I help?”
“Sure,” she told her.
The rest of the day evolved into one of the more surrealistic days I’d had yet – which was saying something! Camille sat in one room and played with Cassidy and me while the Watch members and her mom made a late lunch feast. The heroes turned out to be serious goofballs like my friends at school, and it was the coolest Thanksgiving ever! Cassidy seemed to have fun being silly with them playing with her. Meanwhile, Camille and I soaked up all the stories they told about each other’s exploits. Afterward, Camille changed me, and I found myself in Tigress’ lap as she gently rubbed my back. I ended up napping in her comforting, soft furry arms.
I WAS SURPRISED when I woke up in my crib in Caireen’s castle. I felt myself on alert as I felt someone watching me, but I was relieved to see it was Caireen. My stomach grumbled and hungrier than I had ever felt in her world. ‘I wonder if it’s because I over-exerted myself earlier with the wall?’
I stood up and made the universal ‘pick me up’ gesture to her.
She smiled and cooed at me for several minutes before changing a soaked diaper. “Let’s get you fed, and then we’ll get you back to bed, sweetie. You still need some more rest here.”
I found myself hungrily nursing at her breast as she sang a lullaby to me.
I WOKE UP lying down on the couch in our temporary room. Camille’s mom sat at a desk on a laptop computer, but the others were nowhere in sight. I sat up and asked, “Where is everyone?”
“They went to a playground with Cassidy to burn off some energy while you napped,” she told me as she walked over to me and picked me up. She squeezed at the padding underneath my tights and said, “Let’s get that diaper changed?”
It had become increasingly easy to just play the good baby and let her quickly change me. She decided to leave off the tights when she was done, “I’m really not missing changing diapers all of the time,” she told me with a smile.
“I’d love to not need them,” I told her sadly.
She hugged me and then took the used diaper to the bathroom. “Why don’t you work on some of that homework you mentioned?”
I nodded and got to work for a couple hours while the others were out. Unfortunately, I was so focused on my Magic Theory book that Camille successfully snuck up on me and performed a tickle attack!
“Stop!!!” I whined as she went longer than Hannah ever did.
When she finally stopped, she had an evil grin, “Why?”
I stuck my tongue out and discovered that was the wrong move because she had just started up again. When she did finally stop, I told her, “Now that you made me soak my diaper, can you please change me?”
She stared at me for a moment with her finger on her chin, “I guess… since you used the magic word!”
We spent the rest of the night alternating between us studying and playing with Cassidy when she came to get us. She was baffled about me being littler than her but working on homework like her big sis. I managed to also talk to Hannah again later on for another half-hour. I also spoke to my entire family for another hour. Lily was so excited to see my face, “Sofia!!!!!” She exclaimed, “Look what Grammy bought me! I big girl!!!!” she pulled up the skirt of her dress to excitedly show me the Pull-Up she now wore. She made a face, though, as she said, “Uh-oh!”
“Did you have an accident?” Mom asked her.
She began crying, and the two left for a few minutes while I talked with Grandma and Grandpa. They really did seem to mostly be okay with the new me. They had been happy to see that their baby granddaughter was beginning to be potty-trained. Still, her former big brother looked like a baby in diapers forever!
I finished the call and felt better at seeing them, but also slightly more depressed, knowing how long it might be before I got to go home to see them in person. ‘At least Mom may have some luck potty-training Lily with me gone.’
Before I went to bed, I spent another couple of hours trying to catch up on the semester’s missed work. Working with my new memory, I also began trying to get ahead on some of the reading. Since they were putting me undercover so soon, I didn’t want to just come back and be even further behind. The last thing I wanted to do was repeat my freshman year - a third time!
THAT NIGHT IN Caireen’s kingdom was spent working on a wall on the opposite side of the valley from the first one I had made. As I worked that day, I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed by the stares of the people around me. All of them looked at me in awe, bowing, curtsying, or kneeling before me way too often for my comfort. I completed the same type of structure and was beyond exhausted when I finished!
As I woke up on that Black Friday morning, I listened to Camille’s parents talking about shopping opportunities they wanted to take. In the hopes of a safer shopping trip, they decided they would go shopping without the two of us. Camille was disappointed, but I had already been scheduled to go into the simulations Doctor Bolt had set up for me again. With the time dilation that the simulations caused, I spent about five weeks practicing being a twelve-month-old baby. That time was spent attempting to make arrests and getting my ass handed to me one hundred percent of the time! Each time the simulation went dark, I had to blink tears out of my eyes that I was failing so badly.
Before the last time they sent me in, Tigress asked me, “Why do you keep holding back on using your magic?”
“I’m not; I just used my shield to last a few minutes before they blew up the place!”
“Have you used the spell I saw that you used on Rosemerta? Or any of the other offensive spells you probably have?”
I shrugged, “I guess not? That’s more like being an executioner, though,” I said nervously.
Camille came in right then, “How’s it going? Manic told me you all were still down here?”
“Trying to get Emerald to open up her abilities in the sim,” she told her.
“Can you handle a team member?” she asked Doctor Bolt.
“Umm… yes, but I only have it programmed for…?”
I guessed what she meant, but Camille said, “For a baby?”
She nodded, “I don’t think we have time today to reprogram it.”
“What would happen if I went in?” She smiled at me, “Would I be a wittle baby girl like Emerald?”
I smiled and blushed simultaneously as she said, “Umm… yes…?”
“Put me in!”
Shortly after that, I found myself sharing some blocks on a cushioned floor of the daycare center with a baby Camille who looked a lot like Cassidy! We spent a simulated hour crawling around before I needed to poop. When I was done, I realized Camille was making the same face I just had, and I watched her sit down in it and giggle. For whatever reason, I decided to follow her lead. We had a half-hour of playtime before a daycare worker picked us up and said, “Uh-oh,” with a sniff, “we have two stinky butts here!”
The daycare worker griped about us intentionally smushing it for them to clean up to her coworker as she cleaned us up. After that, everything went normal until lunchtime. Then instead of being taken for a nap to our cribs, they carried us back to the back room where everything had been taking place in these sims. Maponus and his cohorts were preparing to strip Camille of her diaper, and I decided not to wait any longer. This time I preemptively wrapped them in cages and wrapped my shield around us.
Another man went to shoot, and I caught him with a freezing spell. Several other shots were fired as I took out some others before noticing Maponus had broken free. He was about to perform his own attack, so I used the newer attack I’d learned and pushed a wall of rock from the ground up around him in a box to the ceiling. Before he could get out, I used the freeze spell on him and pulled the rock down. It was clear he was dead, and I felt only slightly guilty about that as the simulation ended.
“What did I do wrong now?” I asked.
“Nothing, that was a successful run,” Doctor Bolt told me.
“Really?”
“Really… Out of curiosity, why didn’t you hold back that time?”
I looked at Camille coming out of the simulator, “I had a friend to protect?”
“Whatever it was, that’s the way you survive! Don’t hold anything back if it gets to that point!” She looked at me and added, “Never trust a Mergent to be a lower level than you. There’s no such thing as cheating in a fight – always do whatever you must to win!”
“Yes, Ma’am,” I told her.
“Now, why don’t you two get cleaned up so Sofia can meet with Agent Sanders, who just arrived?”
Camille stripped out of the suit, and I looked away as I realized she had a genuine accident in the simulation. Given how often she cleaned me up, I decided to help. She blushed as she looked over at me and said, “Thanks… I guess it’s about time you repaid the favor?”
I smirked. “I figured you didn’t want the diaper, though?” She tickled me and soon had me dressed in a green Christmas outfit her parents had bought me while they had been shopping. It had a white fur hem on the bottom of the skirt, and the long velvet sleeves ended in the same white fur. She dressed me in white tights and put my hair up to go with my tiara. Little buckled black Mary Jane shoes were placed on my feet, and she squealed, “You look so cute!!!!”
I smiled at her and said ‘thank you,’ all the while wondering why I should be that dressed up then!
Agent Sanders stopped by as planned then, and I smirked as he didn’t hide the confused expression on his face very well. “Agent Emerald… you look pretty today,” he saved himself.
I curtseyed and said, “Thanks, Agent Sanders. You needed to see me?” I asked him as I pointed to the couch for him to sit down, and I sat opposite him.
“Yes, I would like to review your travel arrangements and cover for next week when we pick you up.”
I nodded, “Wouldn’t this be better to wait and tell Hannah too?”
He shrugged, “I’ve already done a video conference with her, so she’s aware.”
I nodded, “Okay then… How are we doing this?”
“Next Friday, we’ll pick you and Hannah up from Bechtel. Then, we’ll drive to the town and transfer you to your car. There’s already a one-bedroom apartment for the two of you to stay in. Hannah will have agents acting as her parents to help move you in. You’ll have some supplies, but you’ll likely need to go to the grocery store once you get settled in.”
He led me through the rest of the plan of Hannah beginning to work at a department store as a seasonal worker. They would have her call and set up a space for me at the daycare Friday after we got into the apartment. She would drop me off in the morning, go to work, and pick me up before the daycare closed each day. The hope was that a week would be enough. Still, the operation was set to continue up until Christmas Eve if necessary.
“If it goes that long… is there some way we can see our families?”
He shrugged, “Hopefully, it doesn’t… but if it does, we’ll jump off that bridge when we come to it. We don’t normally use undercover agents so young, so I don’t really want us leaving you under too long. We may pull you out if nothing comes out of it and try another tactic in a couple of months.”
I nodded, “Hopefully, we can wrap it up quickly. How old did you decide I need to be?”
“Your cover is that you just had your first birthday this week, actually.”
“Smash cake and everything?” I smirked.
He smiled, “Probably; Hannah seems like the kind of mommy that would insist on that!”
“What are our cover names?” I asked him.
Hannah would be Haley Stephenson, nineteen years old, and I would be her daughter Olivia. “Olivia?!?” I made a face about the name.
“What’s wrong with Olivia?” he asked.
I shrugged, “Not my favorite name. I knew one once that was a real bitch.”
He looked mildly stunned at my language, “You know you can’t swear at daycare, right?”
“Don’t worry, it’ll be all baby babble and Ma-ma or baba. Maybe ‘no,’ but that’s all I could speak at that age. This is going to suck.”
He smiled, “Hopefully, it’s worth it in the end?”
“I hope so… I want to take down those monsters!”
He left after giving me a packet I had placed inside my bag. It contained a driver’s license, social security card, and birth certificate for Hannah’s identity, as well as a birth certificate and shot record for me.
I was looking at a ten-page legend for Hannah to memorize about her background when Camille peaked at the document pile and said, “Oh, you just turned one today! We should get you a cake to smash into!”
I glared at her and pushed everything into the bag. “For your information, I’m really eighteen months old!”
I learned I probably shouldn’t antagonize her because I was tortured by the tickle monster for a long while. Her mom came in and said, “Oh Camille, can you change her wet diaper, and then we’ll leave?”
“Leave?!?” I asked nervously.
She smiled, “Relax, we’re going out to eat, but half of the Liberty Watch is watching out for us. They’re pretty sure Maponus was seen leaving the city anyway.”
To my surprise, the evening went smoothly, with no explosions, bad guys, or anything else! We had a nice dinner and finally made it up to the top of Rockefeller Center like I’d been promised. It was frigid at the top with the wind, but the view of the city was spectacular! We stayed there long enough to pose in many pictures and then picked up some souvenirs to take home. I grabbed a shirt for Hannah that I thought she would like and a couple of Christmas presents for my family from the gift shops there and around the area. As we left Rockefeller Center, I couldn’t help but note the still-destroyed statue of Prometheus behind yellow police tape. I felt terrible for the lives lost that week, but I held the tears back until I went to sleep in my crib that night.
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Chapter 47: Model
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 47: Model
THE DAY IN Caireen’s world was spent making other fortifications around the valley. I had suggested building some tall tower structures around the valley’s perimeter walls to allow archers to defend in the unlikely possibility Camulus decided to come around the sides. They became reinforced mini-citadels with housing for a small garrison of two-hundred archers a piece and space for three trebuchets to perch. With the skill of Caireen’s soldiers, combined with magically enhanced arrows, the soldiers could land a bombardment outside the new walls of the valley - as well as inside if needed. The likelihood of the structures being overrun was minimal. Still, I also built a magical self-destruct so they couldn’t be used against us at the castle.
Once we had discussed the designs, I managed to do one of them that day. It left me nearly as exhausted as I had with the walls the days before! On the plus side, it allowed me time to cuddle with Caireen and feel loved in her arms.
Saturday morning, I woke up excited! Camille and I were cutting our trip short and leaving a day earlier than planned to head back to Bechtel! Her parents gave her a tearful goodbye at the train station. I also received hugs and kisses as their honorary grandkid! With my extra days in Caireen’s world, it felt like it had been more than a week since I’d left Hannah, and I was bouncing with excitement when she let me out of the carrier seat.
“Oh my, someone is a happy little girl?” a woman nearby said to Camille.
“Yes, she is! She’s getting to go home to Mommy after visiting her Granny,” she told her.
“How old is she?”
“Eighteen months, and she’s never been away from her mommy for more than a few hours before.”
“I bet there were some real tears from that?”
“Like you wouldn’t believe!” Camille laughed, “My sister owes me!”
She chose that moment to tickle me and then felt my diaper. “Come on, Princess Soggy Pants, let’s go get you a new diapee.”
She left the carrier in our reserved seat and carried the diaper bag and me to the restroom. Unfortunately, the changing table in it was almost not even big enough for me, and she left my ankles dangling off the edge of it. “You’d think they’d know babies older than newborns need changing,” a woman said as she washed her hands next to us.
Camille agreed, “She’s not even close to being potty trained either!”
I accepted my pacifier from her and couldn’t help blushing. The train ride was long and boring, but my energy level kept growing for some reason. Camille practically had to wrangle me to sit still long enough to drink a few bottles and eat lunch on the way. Finally, just before dinner, we pulled up in the shuttle from the station to Bechtel. Camille had texted Hannah that we were almost there, and she practically yanked me free from the carrier seat to hug me.
“Oh my God, I’ve missed you so much!!!!” Hannah said to me. She squeezed me tight, and we both cried more than I expected.
“I missed you too, Mommy,” I told her. My brain froze for a moment, and I wanted to take back those words.
She giggled, “Well, I guess we know that being separated isn’t something we want anymore, huh?” She said as she kissed my forehead. “You two haven’t eaten dinner yet, right?”
“No,” Camille said, “We didn’t have time since we got to the station.”
“Let’s grab your stuff, and we’ll go straight into the Friar Hall?”
I blushed as Hannah helped Camille put the carrier seat into the stroller. “This is adorable! I didn’t think the carriers were quite big enough for her? And what’s up with the eye and hair color Sofia?”
I started for a moment and then released the spell that changed me back to normal.
“Camille made one slightly bigger to help me blend in as a younger baby,” I told her.
“I thought it would do her good before your upcoming assignment?”
Hannah nodded and continued carrying me while Camille stacked my bag in the carrier seat and pulled along her small suitcase. I blushed as we entered since everyone would assume rightly that the stroller and carrier seat were for me. I watched Streaked laughing at me from across the Hall but knew better than to engage with her after my warning with Captain Tilling.
I found it refreshing to once again be able to fill my plate with as much food as I wanted! I was excited to not have to hide the fact I was eating a lot. As I ate, Hannah was asking constant questions about our trip. I noticed that Camille did her best not to talk about the last simulation run she had joined me for. I smirked, thinking of how cute Baby Camille had been! Then, she pivoted and asked Hannah about her recovery when things hit a little too close to home. She told us the discharges had finally let up the night before, and she hoped she wouldn’t deal with it ever again!
‘Remind me to put an exception into my shield spell!’ I told Caireen.
‘We’ll talk about it more tonight,’ she assured me, ‘it’s not a big deal.’
I was about halfway done with my second plate full of food when I noted I was being stared at by Camille. “You must have been starving that whole trip?!?”
I shrugged, “Kind of; that’s why I kept drinking more bottles, though.”
“What are you going to do on your assignment?” She asked softly. It was only the three of us, and the place was clearing out at the end of the service time.
“What do you mean?” Hannah asked.
I was debating about doing a privacy ward, but Camille beat me to it. “Her cover is just having had her first birthday yesterday?”
“She had her first birthday, and I didn’t get to have her eat a smash cake?” Hannah’s eyes twinkled.
I groaned, “Not funny, Hannah; Camille already made that joke!”
“Anyway, you want her to seem like a normal baby, right? Maybe even have her be behind the development curve, so they think she’s an easier target?”
I groaned but nodded, “Yeah, Agent Sanders and I decided I can say ‘Mama,’ ‘baba,’ and ‘no’ at this point.”
“You’re already breastfeeding her,” she said.
Hannah looked nervously around, “Not so loud!” she whispered back.
“Her privacy ward means no one will hear Hannah,” I told her. “But please… umm…”
“I get it… Maybe Olivia isn’t eating solid foods yet so well?”
“Eewww…” I complained. “You’re not suggesting?!?”
“Yes, but I was thinking of maybe getting Volango to technomage up some ‘special’ baby food with some more calories for you. Maybe something that tastes halfway decent too?”
“She could do that?” I asked, kind of stunned.
“I wouldn’t be surprised?” She paused, “We could probably do the same thing with magic, but with Maponus involved...?”
“Yeah, I’m already worried about my disguise potentially setting off warning bells.”
‘I can teach you a spell that will keep you hidden still,’ Caireen assured me. ‘I like this idea of super baby food!’
‘Of course you do!’ I whined.
“I guess let’s talk to her, Hannah. Do you know if she’s back?”
“She is… but we need to stop at our room first…?”
I smiled, “Okay!”
Hannah decided to try out my new ride and buckled me into the carrier. I made a face at her, but she popped a pacifier in my mouth and said, “Behave! You’re a baby!” Quietly to me in that ‘don’t you dare embarrass Mommy with a tantrum’ voice.
I sucked on the pacifier as she maneuvered the stroller down the sidewalks. Several students peeked in as we passed and waved at me, “Hi, Sofia!” several said. I blushed as she pushed the stroller out of the elevator on our floor and down to our room.
“What are you so embarrassed for?” She asked as she opened our door, “Didn’t you get pushed and carried around like this the whole trip?”
Camille had followed us in, “Yes, but she didn’t know anyone,” she reminded her, trying to help me out. “I’m going to see if I can find Volango; I’ll let you two do your thing! Glad you’re feeling better, Hannah!”
She closed the door behind her, and Hannah began unbuckling my harness. She carried me to the rocking chair and only belatedly thought to check my diaper. “You’re soaked!” She said.
I shrugged, “Sorry… Change me after?” I suggested.
She smiled, “If you pee on me, little girl…?”
“I can’t help it. I’m just a baby!” I told her with a smirk.
“That you are,” she said and bared her nipple for me to latch on.
There was no hesitation from me whatsoever as I hungrily nursed! Hannah seemed just as relieved to have me back to nurse, and the world suddenly seemed genuinely right for the first time since the accident! Sometime after she switched me to her other breast, I felt movement from my rear end, but I just kept nursing. I sighed, ‘I can’t do anything about it.’
Eventually, I began not really sucking any milk out and pulled my head away. Hannah hugged me then tightly, and both of us were teary-eyed, “You’re never leaving me again, baby girl!”
I smiled, “Okay, Mommy.”
“What’s with you calling me Mommy now?”
I shrugged, “You’re one of my three mommies… I won’t call you that in front of our classmates, but it’s getting harder and harder to think of you as Hannah.”
She tickled my stomach, “I guess I should be considered a mommy since I have to clean your stinker butt up all the time!”
Hannah placed me on the changing table and quickly changed the very wet and poopy diaper. It had leaked some, so she didn’t hesitate to dress me in a set of footed pajamas I didn’t recognize. They were pink with white polka dots and a koala bear across the zipper that went down to my foot, ending with a bit of cloth covering to keep a baby from escaping them. They were cute, “Where’d you get these?”
“They were in the boxes the FBI sent for our assignment.” She pulled the zipper up, “They sent us both complete wardrobes with a lot of used clothes for both of us. This was one of the few newer outfits… I think it’s adorable.”
I smiled, “It is!”
She was just about to say something else when someone knocked on the door. She carried me to the door, and Camille stood there with Volango, aka Beth. “Oh my God, you can’t get any more adorable!” she said as she came in.
They closed the door and found seats around the room on bean bag chairs. “What’s up?” She asked, “Camille was secretive but said you need some help?”
We explained the assignment and the concern. “So, you need like eight thousand calories condensed into a four-to-six-ounce container of pureed baby food?”
“Preferably a mixture of jars, pouches, and those plastic tubs Gerber uses?” Hannah told her.
“Hmm… Interesting challenge… You want these to taste good, right?” She said, looking at me.
“Please…? The whole point is it’ll work with my cover better, but you’ve seen how much I eat?”
She laughed, “Right! I don’t know where you put it!”
“Her diapers,” Hannah and Camille said simultaneously, causing my face to turn red!
“This is not ‘pick on Sofia day!’” I complained.
Hannah took that opportunity to tickle me for a moment, “Of course it is! It’s alllllways pick on Sofia day!”
My diaper was soaked when she finally let up, and I glared at her. “You just made more work for yourself.”
She shrugged, “That’s okay; I’m getting used to it!” Then, her attention turned to Volango, “Think you can do it?”
She nodded, “I think maybe I can make a device that can take an existing baby food item and add in the right calories… maybe go ahead and make the flavors more gourmet, too…?” She started talking to herself and said, “I’ll have it to you tomorrow…” and walked away.
“She’s okay, right?” I asked Camille.
She nodded, “Luckily, she’s in no danger of teaking out from Teak’s Syndrome. They’ve been good about checking technomages for that in recent years.”
“Good…” I said, thinking about how bad it could get for some of them. Some of them would literally go on crazy mad scientist binges when they teaked out. They would steal components for their devices and usually create all sorts of mayhem. It was rare that someone with Teak’s wasn’t a villain! The idea of cute Beth doing that kind of terrified me. Technomages were special because they could come up with almost any invention in their minds and could ‘Tech’ them. Basically, as long as mentally the physics worked in their own heads, the design would work as planned. If anyone else tried to copy it, their copies wouldn’t work.
“Well, I think she’ll get that taken care of. I know you already got her in her jammies. Still, she probably needs a bath tonight,” Camille told Hannah, “And I officially relinquish my auntie duties to Mommy!”
Hannah laughed, “Sounds good, Auntie Cami!”
Hannah looked at me, “Will your diapee hold a little while? You should call your parents and tell them you made it back?”
I pushed in on the diaper and shrugged, “If not, I guess it’ll just leak. I do need a bath anyway?”
She nodded, “Okay, your phone is in your backpack still, right?”
I nodded, and she carried me over to grab it, dug into the pocket to pull it out, and then carried me to the rocking chair before she handed it to me. She cuddled me gently as I pressed the screen and was soon dialing our home phone.
Dad picked up and said, “Hello?”
“Hi, Daddy!” I said excitedly.
“Hi, Sofia,” he said, and I could feel his smile, “Rachel, Sofia is on the phone!” I heard him call.
I heard a little voice say, “Let me talk!!!!”
I smiled as she was on the phone a second later, “Hi, Sofia!”
“Hi, Lily! What’d you do today?” I asked her.
I listened to her babble for about ten minutes before she got off the phone to play. Then I talked to my parents for another half-hour. I could hear the tears in Mom’s voice that matched my own as I hung up the phone.
Hannah didn’t need to say anything; she wrapped me tightly in her arms and hugged me. “It’s okay,” She told me.
“I miss them so much!”
“I know… I’m hoping maybe we can see our families at Christmas?”
I nodded, “I know you must miss your mom and dad too…?”
She sighed, “I do, but as long as I have you, I don’t notice it as bad.”
I looked up at her, “Sorry I left you.”
She squeezed me tight, “You needed someone to babysit you, and Camille’s family was perfect. You even got a chance to get some training in – it’s okay.”
I nodded and sat there for a bit before she squeezed my diaper. “That’s not going to hold much more, but I need to check my email – my Esens teacher was supposed to send me something to help me catch up on the semester.”
I nodded, “I haven’t even turned on my computer since we left… I should probably check too.”
I dug through my backpack and pulled out my laptop. I set it down on my desk, plugged it into the charger, and sat down with a squish on my chair before turning it on.
I found a hundred emails I needed to get through, but one caught my eye from ‘Amanda Kensington.’ The subject was ‘Modeling Offers.’ I clicked on it and opened it up.
Hi Sofia,
We sent your portfolio off to a number of the major baby manufacturing companies like we talked about. There was quite the bidding war, and I think there will be a few other deals soon too. Several clothing companies and a couple of toy companies are currently negotiating for your services. Aphrodite’s will screen and negotiate on your behalf as your agent to get you the best deals. One major diaper company made a considerable offer that I think you should take them up on. I’ve included the contract attached to this email for it. They would bring their product and crew here, make the proposed commercial, and photograph you for print ads and packaging.
They want to do this in the last week of finals before they launch a newly updated product in February. So let me know if you are on board to move forward!
Amanda Kensington
President Aphrodite’s
I squirmed a bit as I read it. I looked over the contract and felt my jaw drop! I’d researched child model rates for the heck of it one day and knew this was way above that! They were offering me $7,500 for the day of shooting. They also offered me a rate for each print ad being used. That didn’t seem high, but knowing how many ads they ran, I figured it could add up! I giggled then, thinking about the pun.
“What’s so funny?” Hannah asked from her desk.
“Just making a pun inside my head… umm… That girl, Mandy, has a contract for me already,” I told her.
“For what?”
I sighed, “Diapers?”
She laughed, “Well, you do wear them! Are they throwing in some free ones?”
I shrugged, “I didn’t see that, but they’re willing to pay me good money for the day of shooting!”
We discussed the offer for a few more minutes before I used an e-sign option to sign off on it. We noted that I may have to reschedule depending on another job. But I was eighteen and could make decisions on matters like that! Between the FBI salary and contracts like this, I might not have to worry about asking my parents for money!
I replied to a couple other emails and read some announcements.
One email was sent from Sergeant Harris stating that the team we had joined with Camille would have a practice run scheduled for ten in the morning on Thursday. I groaned when I saw the team’s name, “They called us the Babysitter’s Club for our team name?!?!”
Hannah laughed, “Diaper Duty Crew was another finalist.”
I groaned and replied we would be there after seeing we were excused from our morning classes to participate. “We’re going to keep missing so many classes!” I grumbled as I realized that we would miss more in addition to the undercover time taking us away.
“It’s just Calculus, and you’re doing fine in there! Well, also Costume Design, but we’ve already finished our assignment there! She just approved my design, so we’ll be done if you can make it tomorrow?”
I nodded, “Do we take Costume second semester too?”
She shook her head, “It’s a first-semester course to get everyone ready for finals, basically, optional after that.”
It was nice to feel less like a baby and more like a student for a while. Hannah eventually picked me up and said, “You leaked!”
I shrugged, “Not my fault. I’m just the baby here!”
She tickled my stomach for a moment before she stripped off the wet sleeper, “We’ll have to wash that before we go. Let’s get a bath, and we’ll find another cute outfit for you.”
Hannah was gentle and loving as she gave me the bath that night. I could tell that being apart from me had been hard for her… maybe even harder than it had been for me being away from her. That night we were both very content as I nursed myself to sleep.
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Chapter 48: Teamwork
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 48: Teamwork
I WOKE UP like usual in my crib in the castle, but no one was around. Not wanting to waste any time making preparations, I let loose the best baby cry I’d made yet! Caireen was soon there picking me up, changing me, feeding me, and getting me dressed to return to work. Before we left the castle, though, she said, “We need to go see General Slane first.”
I nodded.
“Your Majesty, Your Highness,” her head general greeted us with a bow as we approached.
“General Slane, you said you had a report from our spies?”
He nodded and looked up, “They report that the army has regrouped and is marching towards us from the south. They report that even though a suggestion was made to come from the north as well, they decided to just take the one direct southern route.”
“That will help,” I said. “Only one major front to defend.”
He nodded at me and shook his head, “The problem is the numbers are way more numerous than we expected!”
“How bad?” Caireen asked.
“We expected a worst-case scenario of thirty-thousand… Instead, Camulus has nearly double that.”
“And we only have ten, right?” I asked him.
“Yes, Your Highness,” he told me.
I could tell he looked scared as Caireen looked thoughtful. I decided to ask, “Where did these troops come from?”
“Conscripts along the way,” he replied.
“So, most of them don’t want to serve him?”
He shook his head, “No, they fear for their lives and their family’s lives.”
“That’s something we can work with… Mommy, do we have to fight this war conventionally?”
She looked at me oddly, “What do you mean?”
“Do we have to wait for him to get to our wall?”
“Not necessarily, but marching our troops towards him would be suicide,” she told me.
“I wasn’t thinking that.” I put my thoughts together, “When America fought for our freedom, the British pretty much insisted on fighting regular battles with lines of men against each other. There’s an old movie that’s loosely based on some truth that a smaller force worked to cut off supplies and performed sneak attacks.”
Caireen nodded, “I remember that part of your history. I thought they were quite the ragtag group.”
I closed my mouth after gaping it open, ‘Sometimes I forget just how old she is!’
“So, what’s your suggestion, Your Highness?” the general asked me.
“We make your own special forces group, basically?” I explained the concept of making ten teams of ten members go behind enemy lines and make as much of their lives miserable as they could. Caireen added some thoughts, and we provided each man with special crossbows. These would only fire for our men and would fire a limitless supply of bolts. We magically improved them to make them repeat their shots like automatic rifles – I even created scopes for them. The men who volunteered were in love with them and, by nightfall, departed to begin their mission.
When we were done, I made the next citadel on the opposite side of the valley from the first. It still wasn’t easy, but I felt slightly less exhausted afterward. Caireen carried me to the top, and I looked down over the whole valley. I could see past the wall and a few more miles until the valley reached a bend and, from what I had been told, began flattening into a plain beyond. Three more trebuchets were set up on top of the structure. I watched as the men started practicing and sighting in with some fruit to mimic their actual rounds of clay pots and metal balls. Watching the sling chunk the items forward was impressive, and they were successfully nailing the middle of the road in no time. I watched through squinted eyes at animals who began coming out of the woods to feed on an unexpected snack!
I was taken back to the castle for more sword fighting lessons for a couple hours after we were done there, not quite as drained as the day before. As she carried me to the nursery that night, I felt like we had begun to be prepared. “Sofia, you truly are a force to be reckoned with,” she told me as she pulled her blouse down.
I shrugged, “I’m stealing ideas here, pretty much.”
“If they work, there’s nothing wrong with that!” she smiled at me.
I nursed myself to sleep and hoped we could defend her world so I would eventually have a peaceful place to come to each night.
SUNDAY MORNING, I sat in my crib with Hannah, nowhere in sight. Her shower caddy was missing, so I guessed she was showering. I looked at Emie lying next to me and began playing with her and two stuffed bears. I was enthralled enough in my play that I didn’t notice Hannah until she picked me up.
“Well, look at you! Being a good baby and playing with your toys!”
I turned and smiled at her, “What else was I supposed to do since you weren’t here?”
She touched my nose, “Sorry, Princess, but I needed to shower.” Then, she squeezed my diaper, “Think you can hold out until after your first breakfast?”
I shrugged, “I dunno.”
She laughed, just sat down, and began the day with my nursing from her again. It was apparent that we had both missed each other, but I couldn’t help but feel better with every suckle I made of milk! Once burped, she changed me into a pink one-piece jumpsuit with long sleeves. There was some lace on either side of the middle of the front panel, and little flowers covered the design to make it a very girly and babyish outfit.
“I don’t know about this,” I whined to her.
“You just agreed to model diapers,” she reminded me, “There’s no doubt you’re a baby, and on your days off, it makes sense for you to dress like this. It’s comfy, right?”
I shrugged, “I guess…?”
“And it’s easy for me to change you with the snaps!” She said with a smile.
I groaned, “Let’s just go get breakfast already!”
She put a coat on me but didn’t bother herself as she grabbed her bag and carried me off. No one commented on the outfit, and I sighed as I accepted that she was probably right - I just needed to let her dress me in baby clothes. Caireen seemed to like that thought and gave me a mental hug, ‘Good girl,’ she said to me.
Hannah and I spent the day working on homework until close to dinnertime. Then there was a knock on the door, and Beth came in holding something that looked like a weird coffee maker. “You two want to see what I came up with?”
“You’re already done making something?” I said in shock.
She shrugged, “I couldn’t stop thinking last night and worked through the night to make it. I documented it, which will let it count as a project for a homework assignment this week.”
She placed it on my desk and knelt to my level while Hannah sat next to us. “You just have to plug it in,” she said as she found a free outlet, “and then put whatever food you want to adjust inside here. Hannah, can I see your phone for a moment? I’ll get the app on there really quickly!”
I watched as an app was soon installed on Hannah’s phone. I could see options to set the calories the food would be adjusted to. Other options included adding salt, sugar, pre-set flavors, and even raising the temperature if you wanted to just heat up the meal inside the device.
“I don’t have any baby food to try it out on, but it worked well on a little apple sauce I had in my room. Lightly couldn’t believe the calories she got out of it. She said I should market them for Mergents as ‘Paradigm Food!’”
I laughed, “I guess we’ll have to buy some baby food to try out in it?” I felt my stomach churning with that, “I’m not really looking forward to that.”
Hannah said, “Give me a second; I think there was some in the kit the FBI sent.” I watched her go to a set of boxes on the counter, and she pulled out a few pouches, “Beef Stew, Chicken and Vegetables, or Turkey and Vegetables?”
I wrinkled my nose at all of them, “Beef…?”
She smiled, “Let’s see how this works!”
I watched as they played around on the app, bringing the calories up to the eight thousand we estimated I ate at dinner each day. There was an option for it to taste like a prime-rib dinner with mashed potatoes that was selected, along with a good amount of salt added! Hannah placed the pouch in the small chamber at Beth’s direction before pressing go on the app. There was a brief flash and then nothing.
“Did it work?” I asked.
Beth nodded, “Sorry, I didn’t add any cool effects to make it seem like it worked. I thought the flash alone was a better idea, just so you don’t draw attention to it. I tried to make it look like a coffee maker for that reason too.”
Hannah nodded, “I guess there’s only one way to test this. Let me throw it in the bag, and we’ll go to dinner.”
“Wait… you’re not saying…”
“We need to try it sometime, don’t we? Might as well try it for din-din tonight!”
“But I’m…?”
“Sofia…” She said warningly.
I sighed, “Yes Mommy… I hope it worked though, I’m really hungry!”
“If you’re still hungry afterward, I’ll let you go get a plate of grown-up food then.”
I sighed, “Let’s get this over with!”
Hannah carried me and did whatever trick she had tried before to make things warmer. All the way to the Friar Hall, it felt like I was within the spread of one of those outdoor propane heaters. She sat me at our usual table next to Beth and said, “I’ll be right back.”
“You’re not getting food?” Lizi asked.
I sighed and put up a privacy ward before answering, “We’re trying out Volango’s new device to alter baby food… I’m having a pureed dinner tonight to see if it can work while we’re undercover.”
“Undercover?”
“Didn’t we tell you I’m working for the FBI sort of as an intern until I graduate?”
“No…? That’s kind of cool. But you’re older than a baby that eats baby food?” she replied.
I did some magic and made myself appear younger for a moment before returning to normal. “I’m going to alter myself like that,” I told her.
She smiled, “You were much cuter that way!”
“You need to make your hair shorter, though,” Camille added as she looked at me.
I sighed and soon had Hannah back, who whispered to Camille quickly. She smiled, and a moment later, my tall stool chair turned into a mahogany wooden highchair with a plush purple covering. A tray sat in front of me, while a harness suddenly formed and held me tightly inside…
“Really?!?” I looked at Camille, “You’re ganging up on me now?”
She giggled, “Don’t worry, no one will care.”
Hannah pulled out a bib that she velcroed on my neck before putting an empty bowl from the serving line on the tray. She held the package for a moment and warned, “I’m warming this up for you, but be warned, the daycare may not.”
I made a face, but that didn’t stop her from twisting the plastic cap of the pouch off and squeezing the gooey mush into the bowl. It did not look appetizing at all! Finally, she grabbed a baby spoon from her bag and scooped up a spoon, “Open wide for the airplane!” She giggled.
I wrinkled my nose and wanted to refuse, but I opened my mouth and let it inside my mouth.
The texture was still kind of gross, but the flavor of it was delicious! I looked over at Beth, “That worked really well!”
Before I knew it, I took in spoonful after spoonful of the mush. It wasn’t how I would usually want to eat my food, but it tasted pleasant once you got over the texture! When she scooped the last small spoonful up and placed it in my mouth, I was surprised that I felt full. “All gone! Good girl!” She cooed at me and wiped a few stray spoonfuls from my cheeks with my bib. I sat back in the comfortable highchair then. “Are you still hungry?” She asked me curiously.
I shook my head, “No… actually, I had trouble swallowing the last few bites.”
“Thanks, Beth,” Hannah told her, “This will probably help us a lot moving forward!”
She smiled, “Any time!”
I felt like everything wasn’t too bad when Streaked walked by and commented, “Glad to see the baby sitting in her proper chair finally. Looked like she liked her nummy baby food too!”
I wanted to do something, but Hannah put her hand on my shoulder, “Don’t!”
I sighed, “I hoped she’d stop after Tilling read us the riot act?”
I was embarrassed to the point of being in tears then, but I managed not to cry. Hannah pulled me from the high chair and cuddled me while she finished her own meal. On our way back to the dorm, many girls asked if I was okay… “See, you’re so popular! Who cares about that bimbo?” Hannah told me as she walked in the doors of Trident.
I shrugged and soon distracted myself with some other reading I needed to do. I nursed from Hannah before bed and hoped that my life could evolve from being one humiliating experience after another!
THE NEXT DAYS were refreshingly normal for the most part in my world! I was feeling a lot more at ease in my classes. Using my paradigm memory and fast reading ability, I thought I was only slightly behind now in most of my classes. Hannah struggled more to get caught up, but we worked together on the coursework we shared, and Beth and others helped her in the other courses. My only gripe was that she had insisted on feeding me several other meals of baby food throughout the week to ‘prepare me.’ I didn’t bother fighting it. Caireen seemed happy with that, and in exchange, I hoped she might come through with her promise of the illusion to make me seem like a teenager again sooner than later.
Meanwhile, my nights in Caireen’s world were spent doing everything we could to fortify our position. I devised a plan to put some punji-style pits beside the road coming up the valley one of the nights. By Thursday, I was running out of more ideas for preparing for the upcoming siege. Each day we were getting some good reports from the ten units of troops we had sent out to harass King Camulus’s forces. Apparently, they had managed to knock off about half of the ranking officers at a meeting one day. Another day they managed to kill off a number of the horses that were pulling some siege engines and ladders they were bringing. Then, after a few more attacks, some troops fled and deserted his forces.
Camulus and his forces had never been attacked that way, and it seemed to be as effective as we had hoped!
Thursday came quickly, and I found myself in my costume with my fellow teammates looking around a room with a large screen up front. “Take your seat!” a scary-looking woman in one of the security uniforms said to us. I fiddled with the small earpiece that Volango had given me a little while before the meeting. It acted as a receiver and transmitter for us to talk over a radio… that wasn’t a radio. My brain hurt as the technomage had explained the principles!
“This is team… Babysitter’s Club…?” She looked bewildered until she saw me. “Hazing the new kid?” She asked them.
Camille shook her head, “Honestly, most of the good team names have been taken. We thought it was a cute name, and our opponents will probably underestimate us?”
“There’s some truth to that… Of course, just having a baby on your team will do that. Now, just to verify for our records, your team is Sora, Volango, Knag, Zing, Emped, and Emerald, correct?”
“Yes, Ma’am,” I found myself saying along with the others. I had to remind myself of everyone’s code names since I never thought of Camille as Sora, Esmie as Zing, or Hannah as Emped!
“Okay then, this is going to be a simple capture the flag style simulation…” she began briefing us on the city we were entering. Apparently, a flag was hidden somewhere in a supervillain’s lair across town. It was our job to collect it without all dying.”
“Questions?” She asked us.
Several were asked before we were told, “Okay then, saddle up; let’s get you in the Cube!”
From what I had heard, it wasn’t easy to get Cube time this close to finals, but somehow Camille had pulled in a few favors to get us in. When we entered, I was truly blown away by how realistic our environment was. ‘It reminds me of the Star Trek Holodeck!’ I thought to myself. Oddly Caireen seemed almost equally impressed!
While we were staring at the space, Volango pulled out some crazy-looking machine gun. Zing used that time to pull out what looked like a boomerang in her hand, and Knag was suddenly nearly invisible. Camille wore a costume that made her look like the evil sorceress from a Disney movie. Hannah’s outfit was like a slutty Halloween version of my own costume. Among the differences was that the skirt barely covered the panties. She wore flesh-colored pantyhose and a matching domino mask. She didn’t have the diaper, of course! All of it was made of Zexlar and bullet and slash resistant. Due to the rules of the Cube, everyone’s faces were obscured with masks of some sort as we entered and began looking around.
“Where do you think we need to go?” Zing asked Sora.
Camille pointed up at a tall building in the distance where a flag waved. “It can’t be that easy…?” I asked.
She shook her head, “I doubt it. Zing, can you fly top cover for us?”
“Will do!” She used her speedster ability to launch herself and a small hang glider into the air.
“Knag, go ahead and scout ahead?”
“Done!”
We began getting reports of it being clear, with only NPC civilians around and began moving out slowly. We were about a block from the tall building when Zing cried, “I’m under attack!” I watched something shoot at her before clipping her, sending her tail spinning down to the ground.
On instinct, I performed a spell to slow her descent to where when she hit, it wasn’t any worse than jumping off the back of a pickup truck. “Thanks, Sora,” she said.
“Not me, that was Emerald,” she replied, just as we began taking fire from automatic weapons!
I put up my shield and surrounded my teammates with one too. Hannah fired her green bursts at several, and I took aim at a group of about ten enemies firing at us from the other side of a brick wall. I pulled in a relatively controlled burst of magic and shot it out with my hand at them. The explosion rocked the ground, and all were out of commission.
“Holy shit, remind me not to piss off the baby!” Volango said.
I wondered where Knag was for a while until I saw some explosions inside the building. Then, over the radio, she cried, “Umm… I could use some help here!”
The five of us worked pretty well to protect and attack hundreds of enemies firing at us with small arms weapons. We eventually caught up with Knag, who was not doing well, versus a simulated classmate. I was soon embroiled in a hand-to-hand battle with the large boy who appeared to be a speeder. I used the tricks that Sensei had been trying to teach me and managed to hold my own long enough for Hannah to shoot him with her blast.
“Come on, let’s get upstairs!” Sora ordered.
Climbing steps was never my favorite thing, but now that I was a baby, it really sucked!!! The fact that we had to run up twenty flights of them made me damn cranky by the time we got to the top! Everyone else beat me up there, and I found they were in a battle with two other simulated Mergents, one of which seemed to be the person who had attacked Zing, to begin with. The stairs had me tired but also really pissed off. I just took in energy and shot it straight at each of them. The constructs disintegrated, and we finished the run when Volango grabbed the flag.
A loud buzzer alerted us the simulation had ended. I reached my hands up to Hannah, “I don’t want to walk down those!”
She laughed at me, and we soon found ourselves in a debriefing with the same stern woman. I thought we had plenty to be proud of, but she proceeded to tear us all a new hole for the ‘mistakes’ we made. About the only thing that she begrudgingly complimented us on was our teamwork...
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Chapter 49: Approaching Storms
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 49: Approaching Storms
AFTER THE DEBRIEFING and brutally honest criticism, we all traveled back to Trident together. Hannah stripped me of the heavily soiled diaper I wore and carried me into the shower with her for a quick wash before lunch. We barely had enough time for me to nurse from her and make it to the cafeteria. Her lunch, and my real solid food, were finished in a record ten minutes before we headed to our afternoon classes.
At the end of Power Fundamentals, she told me, “Don’t forget to hurry back to Trident after your next class. We only have about a half-hour after that before they pick us up.”
I nodded, “Good thing we already packed!”
“And that they’re going to help us move in!” She smiled back at me.
I nodded and went to Powers Exploration, walking beside Lizi. When we were sitting down and waiting for class to begin, she said, “I can’t believe how much power you used!” softly.
I smiled, “It helps that Bechtel is right over the top of a huuuuge artery of power.”
“I can feel there’s power, but not like you’ve described. Can you really feel the ley line? And you can control it?”
“Mostly at this point,” I told her with a nod. “The first time I ever did something like that was scary. It was only because the building was warded to protect from that spell that it didn’t continue on forever.”
She nodded, and soon the teacher started off with class. With the upcoming finals, the review that started was handy for catching me up with anything that wasn’t in the textbook. The following week would be the final week of classes and then a week of study sessions. The next week was finals; the last week after that was supposed to be the Cube Finals. I hoped we would complete our assignment to be back for the Cube Finals. I was curious to see how our team would do against others!
After class, I lazily hitched a ride in Lizi’s arms back to Trident. She seemed to enjoy having a living doll to hold, tossed me around, and played with me on the way back. She used some sort of weird magical tickling spell somehow that took me too long to figure out to put my shield up to stop it. I was hurt when she just laughed at me after I made it stop!
Hannah, meanwhile, had switched her clothes out for the new ones provided to her. They seemed several years out of fashion and worn like she couldn’t afford new things. As soon as I was handed off to Hannah, she quickly dressed me in a long-sleeved onesie and leggings that also seemed second-hand. Hannah wasted no time before strapping me inside the infant carrier and latched it into the stroller. “Are you changing our appearances here?” She asked me.
I shook my head, “We should do it where they brief us. I’m actually not sure we should be dressed right now in these clothes…?”
She shook her head, “They said to go ahead and be dressed in these, so we don’t have anything out of the ordinary on us. The van they’re picking us up won’t allow people to see in as we drive.”
I stood on the floor and watched her gather a suitcase that held everything in it, including the baby food device, and hooked it on carefully to the stroller Camille had made. I made a couple of alterations in color and design to keep it from being recognized. However, otherwise, it was essentially still the same stroller that my carrier latched into. She carefully placed a blanket around my body to keep me warm before rapidly pushing her way out of our dorm. At the main administration building Hannah and I signed out. Then we opened a door into a black Bureau SUV that Agent Sanders waited in.
“How are you doing, Agent Emped, Agent Emerald?” He asked from the shotgun seat as Hannah latched my car seat in.
“Good,” I told him. “How far are we going tonight?”
“About three hours from here, we’ll get you into the safe house, where we’ll brief you tonight before you drive yourselves the rest of the way tomorrow.”
“Okay,” I said with a sigh. I was hungry right then…
Hannah must have sensed that because she showed me a pouch of baby food and a bottle, “Which one?”
I blushed as Agent Sanders sounded kind of shocked. “I didn’t realize that she…?”
I laughed, unable to see him with the rear-facing seat. “I don’t normally, but we figured if I’m going to be just barely a year old, it might make me seem like a safer target if I’m not even eating solid foods on time. So one of our friends created a device that enhances baby food to add more calories and make it taste okay.”
Hannah piped in, “I don’t think you’ve had the opportunity to see her appetite, but it doesn’t look normal for a baby.”
I stuck my tongue out at her and pointed at the baby food. “What about you?” I asked.
“I figure we’ll stop for burgers on the way. I know you won’t be able to wait that long.”
“Who says?”
My stomach growled loudly, “Your tummy?”
I sighed, “Fine!”
She warmed up the chicken and rice meal with her power and began squeezing little bits on a spoon that she then put in my mouth. I blushed as she occasionally conversed with Agent Sanders and the driver while shoveling a spoon into my mouth. Soon the pouch was empty, and my stomach was genuinely full. “Good?” She asked.
“Thanks to the adjustments… other than the texture, yes. I tried to just think of it as a weird thick soup.”
A warm bottle of her milk was placed in my hands, and with the long day and soothing car motion, I fell asleep for a short while nursing it.
I NAPPED APPARENTLY in the real world long enough to attend a briefing with General Slane and Caireen about Camulus’ army. They were getting nearer to us and were probably only a day or so ride from their scouts reaching the valley wall. Plans were made that the next day, both gates would be sealed with the large granite stones I had designed to seal them off. We would be completely cut off and on our own then!
When I woke up in our world, I was dangling from the end of Hannah’s arm. She was quickly carrying me inside the carrier into a house, so I didn’t get much chance to see.
Agent Sanders told her, “You can get Emerald’s diaper changed, and we’ll meet in the living room to brief you both.”
“Sounds good,” she said. Then, she looked down at me and said, “Oh, Miss Sleepy Agent decided to wake up?”
I tried to stick my tongue out, but the pacifier I was sucking on was in the way. So I ignored her as she carried me to a bedroom where I could see a playpen had been set up. I looked at it and asked, “I have to sleep in that…?”
She laughed, “I’ll let you sleep on the bed with me. Camille said you managed last weekend.”
I smiled as she picked me up from the carrier and placed me on a changing mat. This wasn’t the normal one I noticed, and it looked pretty worn with cracking spots in the material. It reminded me of one we had thrown out from Lily last year… When she went to put a new diaper on me, I noticed she didn’t put me in my regular brand. “What’s this?” I said, poking at it a moment later before she pulled my leggings up.
“Mommy’s cover is that she’s not made of money, sweetie; you get store-brand diapers while we’re on this mission.”
“Not even Luvs?” I complained.
“The legend for our covers says I’m basically broke and trying everything to keep your butt alive. Five cents per diaper adds at least another pouch of baby food a week!”
“That’s really sad,” I frowned.
“It’s what a lot of people go through, Olivia.”
“Are we already…?”
“Yep, I’m Mommy, and you’re my wittle year old baby girl, Olivia!” She tickled me before picking me up. “Let’s finish getting our briefing so we can get some sleep. It sounds like it will be all stress from here until we’re done.”
I nodded and leaned into her as she carried me to the living room. Agent Sanders went through more information on our legends, quizzed us on all of the facts Hannah had to have memorized, and prepared us for departing in the morning. We’d be taking off with Hannah driving an old, beat-up-looking four-door Honda. It was older than us and had rust spots in multiple places. There was already an old rear-facing car seat inside that looked like it had a full year of baby stains on it. I tried not to get grossed out, but it wasn’t easy!
The inside looked like a poorly kept vehicle, but he informed us that under the hood was a powerful engine. The car itself was also actually armored against small caliber bullets. When we got back inside, I changed Hannah’s hairstyle, color, and appearance to fit her legend better.
Caireen taught me how to sculpt flesh with magic in the past couple of weeks. She also showed me how to include a magical ‘reset’ button to return us to normal. Hannah griped, “I’m fat now!” While she was looking at her new self in the mirror. When I was done, she looked to have gained thirty pounds and had bigger hips and boobs to make her look like she had undergone childbirth. Instead of magic for her eyes, she just put in contacts that made her eyes look a duller, standard human blue color. Her hair was now a light blonde instead of our usual matching red.
I was a little limited due to my EFP, but I was able to adjust my teeth as one big thing. I now only had the average six teeth that a baby my covers age should have. I shortened my hair from long for a two-year-old to a wispy covering that just managed to cover my head. It came down barely into the length it could be put into a bowl cut and the shortest my hair had been since I was in elementary! There was probably barely enough to put little hair bands and fake ponytails, but not enough to style.
We had debated about contacts too for my eyes, but I was so small I didn’t trust them. I used the same spell I’d used before to make them a realistic grey-blue color, which, combined with my now blonde hair, meant I fit the ring’s primary victim type. I looked at pictures of twelve-month-old babies and added fat around my cheeks and body. My legs, in particular, had a chubbiness about them that ‘Haley’ declared ‘adorable!’
By the time we went to bed, nothing about us had looked like ourselves. Agent Sanders had actually seemed somewhat surprised and pleased by our efforts!
The bed in the room was placed right against the wall already. “I’ll let you sleep beside me next to the wall,” Hannah told me.
“You know I won’t fall out of bed!”
She laughed, “Do you know how much you move in your sleep?”
I nervously shook my head, “No…?”
“You’re a wiggle worm! I watch you roll against your crib bars all the time.”
I blushed, “Oh… really?”
“Really!” she smiled.
“So, won’t I keep you up tonight? Maybe it would be better to put me in the playpen?”
She hugged me, “For the next however long you are pretending to be my genuine baby. I guarantee you if I was really Haley, I would be co-sleeping with you most of the time.”
“Why?”
“Because Haley struggles for everything just so she can do the best for the baby she loves. I guarantee she would happily sleep with her baby until she was in elementary school if she needed to.”
“That’s weird,” I said.
She shrugged, “Not really; I slept in my parent’s bed off and on until I was in fourth grade.” I looked at her in shock, and she smiled, “I think I turned out pretty normal?”
I shook my head, “I think we’re going to have a difference of opinion there!”
She began tickling me mercilessly until I took it back. Then, finally, she kissed me on the forehead and placed me on her breasts to nurse me to sleep.
I WOKE UP, held in Caireen’s arms, and bounced as she looked out the windows of one of the turrets. “Decided to wake up?” She asked me with a smile.
I looked at her, “I guess… Why are we up here?”
She nodded her head off to the distance, where the sun was just bathing the land in light. Maybe a few miles down from the southern wall I had built, campfires were clearly evident, with smoke filling the valley in a gray fog.
“They’re here…?” I breathed nervously.
“Yes, they are… or will be today. I have no doubts that we’ll begin to hear swearing as they get within eyesight of the magnificent wall you built.”
“Certainly, when they start hitting the traps,” I said aloud. Right then, thunderous shouts and almost explosive sounds were heard rolling across the valley in the distance. “What’s that?”
She squeezed me, “Probably some of the efforts of the men you sent behind their lines. Just before we dropped the granite blocks, one of the groups sent word of their successes on the last day. Camulus has had about a quarter of his men desert him in the last few days, and they’ve managed to decimate the officer ranks. Some of his divisions don’t have anyone leading who was above the rank of a corporal four days ago.”
“That’s awesome!” I said with a smile.
“It’s definitely helpful! I’ve spent some time warding the wall, so I know even Camulus won’t easily penetrate it with magic.”
“So, we’re just planning on holding tight right now?”
“Yes, and no… I have set up several scrying mirrors down in the throne room that will display the view from the wall like your televisions. I thought we would go watch later?”
I nodded, “Okay,” I said and stayed silent as we both watched some more sudden plumes of smoke, and then a large forest fire started up in the distance. I thought that might be the straw to break the camel’s back! But instead, it was just an effortless exercise of King Camulus to pull down massive rain from the otherwise blue sky to put it out. I figured his men had to have been miserable, though, and armor, like they wore, would start to rust if they didn’t take care of it afterward. ‘We can only hope!’ I thought, knowing that we wouldn’t be that lucky.
Caireen nursed me and then changed my diaper into the thinnest cloth diaper I had ever worn – it felt barely thicker than regular underwear! “What’s this?” I asked.
“Something I hope you can move better in… I enchanted them to deal with soaking up your pee and poo just fine, but they’re thinner - and they don’t need a cover.”
I smiled at that as she then proceeded to dress me in the same costume I had made for back home, adding a short sword like I had been practicing with being strapped on my side. In complete contrast to that sword, she handed me my doll Emie, and we went downstairs to wait and watch.
She had placed many huge mirrors on the room’s largest wall that she had enchanted. They showed the views beyond the barriers, the citadels, and the castle. My initial excitement at seeing them faded to boredom as we waited for hours until the first traps were sprung. Finally, I watched as about eighty men, with locked shields at the front, advanced towards the wall on the road. One of Caireen’s mirrors zoomed in on their shocked faces at the sight before them. She’d managed to use magic to prevent anyone from seeing the wall until they were within a very close distance. When they closed within a hundred feet of the wall, the ground disappeared from underneath their feet, and they found themselves skewered in a punji pit. All of them died within minutes of the pierced wounds they experienced.
I felt sad about it and kind of sick to my stomach, but there was no getting around that people were going to die since King Camulus was being a greedy ass bastard! He sadly was perfectly fine with his losses and ordered the next group forward. Reinforcements arrived and began looking on the sides of the road for trees to make a bridge over the fifty-foot-deep pit that extended one-hundred feet across. As they did so, they ran into other traps. About three hundred men died before we could see Camulus in golden armor approaching the wall himself.
His anger was evident even without audio! I watched in horror as he angrily ran one of his attending soldiers through with his sword. Right then, the trees around him erupted in a volley of crossbow bolts fired from some hidden positions in the rocks above. The trebuchets in the citadels opened up simultaneously, and explosions from their ceramic oil bombs rocked the ground around him. I smiled as a bolt stuck into his armor but frowned when it quickly fell harmlessly to the ground. Unfortunately, the men around him weren’t so lucky, and we watched him retreat back to his camp about a mile down the road.
“Well, I’m guessing he’s not happy now?” I giggled.
Caireen squeezed me, “Probably not. He’ll take a day or two to develop a new plan. Even if he’d made it to the wall, it wouldn’t have been as easy as he thought…
The fires of the camping soldiers were visible in the distance as Caireen nursed me to sleep, looking out the tower windows that night. ‘I hope we can hold them off?’ I thought worriedly. ‘He’s not going to give up that easily!
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Chapter 50: Grocery Run
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 50: Grocery Run
I WOKE UP that morning with my feet being tickled by Hannah.
“Stop that!!!” I told her.
“I think you just used more words than you know…” she said and then tickled me further.
“Mama, no!” I cried.
“Okay,” she said, pulling open my sleeper. “We’ll get you changed and fed, and then we’re going to be on our way to our new home Livy.”
“Livy?” I said.
“Mommy has to have a nickname for her baby girl! Plus, she hopes you’ll be able to say that sooner than Olivia,” she told me.
“I hadn’t ever considered not being able to say my own name…?” I said aloud.
“Now remember, from this morning on, you can’t say anything unless we’re in our apartment, and I say ‘splendiferous,’ and you use a warding spell.”
I nodded, “This is going to be tough!”
She finished changing my wet and slightly poopy diaper. She dressed me in another cute jumpsuit outfit that would be easy for diaper changes. Like all of ‘Olivia’s’ clothes, they were obviously second-hand shop purchases. The Bureau had a team of people pick up used clothing and furniture for us to use at the apartment. A pair of older agents were pretending to be her parents today. They were doing the typical parental thing and moving her in with an old beat-up truck pulling a short U-Haul trailer. It was to be clear she was moving out on her own, but her parents weren’t kicking her out.
When we came out, they got their final instructions from Agent Sanders. I was able to enjoy a last real breakfast of eggs before leaving on the mission. Bacon was available too, but my mouth was missing so many teeth that Hannah nixed that one for me. I pouted and grumbled that I received no real sympathy!
“Remember, no matter what, you can’t break your cover. Emerald, I expect you’ll have the toughest job there.”
I nodded, “Yeah, it will, but I’ll do it! I’ve had practice; we’ll get this job done, sir.” Unfortunately, since I was missing some teeth, I had developed a very babyish lisp that made me blush as he looked at me.
“Good luck to you all then,” he said, and I soon found myself nursing a bottle of juice in the back of the packed junker car. A few of ‘my toys’ and animals had ended up on the seat next to me. A worn blankie was in my hands, and I knew I would be expected to love it throughout this mission. Pulling up to the apartment complex, I could see it wasn’t a bad neighborhood per se, but it was definitely lower-income housing. I was carried into the office wrapped in the blanket, and ‘Granny’ played with me while my ‘mommy’ signed the final lease paperwork. Before Hannah was given the key, the apartment manager declared me the cutest baby ever and cooed at me too. We walked through the one-bedroom apartment, and I found myself seriously unimpressed!
The first item they brought up was the playpen, and I was unceremoniously dumped inside. I sat, pretended to play while they carried stuff in, and began sorting through things. Since there wasn’t a lot of furniture and possessions, it didn’t take long before they said goodbye to us, and we were left alone. Hannah took that moment to call the daycare and make sure they would be able to take me on Monday.
“Well, little girl, it’s just you and me!” she said. “Ready for your din-din?”
“Mama!” I said.
“Oh, you probably need a diapee change too, huh?”
I sighed and nodded as she took care of that on top of a dresser in ‘our’ bedroom. A crib was crammed in, not far from her bed, with a mobile attached. She had a small vanity table that looked like something she would have been given as a kid, and the dresser might very well be old enough to be her old changing table.
After she fed me a jar of baby food, I grew quite bored that night, and we watched TV together. Eventually, I pawed at her shirt like a baby, and she nursed me to sleep.
I WOKE UP in my crib to the sounds of distant screams, jeers, and other sounds that I would forever associate with the beginning of war. Caireen was standing by my crib and came to pick me up as soon as I stood up. “Good morning, Princess,” she told me with a strained smile.
“Morning,” I told her in reply. She squeezed me in a gentle hug and wasted no time in conversation before placing me on her breasts. As soon as I was fed, she changed me and carried me to the room with the mirrors. A large map was now placed on a table showing the battlefield. There were wooden markers on it, which reminded me of a game of Risk or something. I could tell the markers denoted troops; unfortunately, the other side still had way more than we did.
“Any new information, General Slane?” she asked.
“My field generals report that yesterday’s fire took out a good chunk of the front lines. They estimate our initial efforts on their approach have removed three-thousand men from the fight.”
“How many have we lost?” I asked nervously.
“From the wall yesterday?” He smiled, “None, Your Highness. We have heard back from those ‘special forces’ troops you came up with. They’re down to about sixty-percent strength and consolidating their numbers. They continued making raids into the rear forces last night. From what we can tell, they’re having a significant impact on their supply lines. If they can keep that up, we believe they’ll be limited in the length of their siege.”
“What are the orders of the day?” Caireen asked.
“Your Majesty, so far, we’re holding the wall. We expect Camulus to approach himself again today. I would advise that this is the time to resume firing the trebuchets. We’ll use both the units in the citadels and from our lines inside the gate. The targeting plan the princess suggested can potentially remove another large chunk of our attackers.”
“So ordered,” Caireen told him. I spent the rest of the morning with Caireen on a few lessons, mostly to distract me, and I also received another sword lesson before lunch.
During lunch, the large scrying ‘screen’ she had set up showed Camulus finally approaching the walls himself. He’d spent the morning sending men foolishly to die during attempts to fill in the pits in some way with trees and even one spade of dirt at a time. I had no way of knowing, but I guessed he’d lost another thousand men by the morning’s end. Our archers on top of the gate had been able to leisurely take aim at their targets.
As he approached, he called out in a magically amplified voice that reached even the castle. “People of the Emerald Kingdom, I urge you to surrender and present your queen and princess to me so that I may spare your lives! Your queen foolishly rejects my offer of an alliance through marriage between my son and her daughter. Deliver them, and we’ll make an even greater kingdom than the one I have now!”
I wondered how we could easily respond to him about ‘going to Hell,’ but the troops did it for us. Right then, a volley of arrows fired simultaneously down the wall from up top while another volley launched from archers to the rear of the wall. It was like a cloud of locusts as they came down on the battlefield below!
Camulus seemed undeterred and began launching fireballs at the wall! Again and again, a nearly endless stream of flames left his hands. I felt like I could feel the heat from watching it on the mirrors. Just as I wondered if the granite in the wall would melt, a volley of trebuchet rounds hit simultaneously in front, behind, and directly on top of him!
I lost sight of him for a moment before seeing some of his aides pulling his injured body away. “He’s not going to die from that, right?” I asked Caireen.
“No, he’ll just be furious,” she said.
“That fire spell… it’ll eventually melt the granite?”
She shook her head, “I warded the wall against that spell. It’s going to take real physical force attacks to get through it. Hopefully, we can keep making it impossible to do that. The wall you built may be one of the strongest structures ever formed here… With the extra magical protections I added, we should slow them down from either of those passages for a couple weeks. Luckily the other routes should be just as difficult to get through too.”
I nodded and watched as their forces tried a few other random attacks but were again repelled by ours. Then, finally, I noticed that the forest leading up to the wall grew increasingly scorched with each hour. ‘That’s going to be a no-man’s land,” I thought.
Caireen eventually took me to the nursery and nursed me to sleep that night. I hoped nothing wrong would happen while I was gone!
THE NEXT MORNING, I woke up on my own and realized drool was dried all over my face. I stood up and made a face about that and the mushy feeling in my diaper. I said, “Mama! Mama!” a few times before Hannah appeared.
She smiled and cooed at me, “Oh look, who’s awake!!!”
I thought Caireen had some moments of fun with over the top babying of me… Now I wondered if she should take lessons from Hannah! She changed me and dressed me into a set of coveralls and a long-sleeved onesie while indulging in her inner mommy more than I had seen her do. ‘She’s taking this seriously,’ I thought. ‘Too seriously!’
I felt Caireen giggle, ‘It’s soooo cute! I love it! She’s awesome!’
I sent her an image of me mentally sticking my tongue out at her. Hannah strapped me into the cheap highchair and put a bib on me. She pulled out a pouch of apple oatmeal baby food and began spooning it into my mouth. My mouth felt so weird without all of the teeth I’d removed. I couldn’t get used to having nothing to ‘chew’ on within the back of my mouth. I wasn’t even sure how I would have something more solid, as you couldn’t really chew with the small front teeth that I had.
Fortunately, Volango’s device had made this taste a bit better too. So I was pretty full when she wiped a much dirtier bib across my face at the end of the meal. “What a drooly baby girl!” she teased me.
“Mama!” I told her.
“You’re right; I am your mama, huh?” she tickled me as she sat down on the one decent piece of furniture we had, a wooden rocking chair. I latched onto her and nursed until she was empty, and I felt a little bloated. ‘Maybe I need her to dial down the calories of that one a bit?’ I thought to myself.
She changed a poopy diaper and then sat me down in the playpen, “Mommy needs to clean up a little, and then she’ll play with you, okay baby?”
I shrugged and babbled at her in some nonsense syllables I had practiced. She smiled and left me to the few toys sitting in the playpen with me. Knowing my fate for the next, however long involved my hiding as a baby, I played as best I could. I spent a while playing with a stacking toy. Remembering my sister used to slobber all over hers, I put a ring to my mouth and drooled on it like she used to. The sound of a phone taking a picture made me jump. “Mama!”
“Okay, Mommy will play with you now!”
She spent the next hour pretending I was a baby she was playing with. It was embarrassing but also kind of fun to do with her for some reason. I had just felt my diaper growing warm when she looked at a clock they hung yesterday. “Well, let’s get you changed and get some groceries. Mommy needs lots more baby food for her baby!”
I made a face at that, and she laughed, “Oh come on, you know you love your nummy food!”
I sighed as she dressed me in a coat, strapped me into the car seat a short while later, and used her phone to find the nearest grocery store. She carried me, my blankie, and the diaper bag to a cart and strapped me in with the seatbelt. I grabbed the blankie like it was my best friend and nursed on the pacifier she’d clipped to my onesie. We’d made it just a short way in when a lady said, “Oh my gosh, your baby is so adorable! How old is she?”
“Thanks, she just turned one last week!”
“She’s so precious!”
Hannah kept moving and grabbing different groceries here and there, but not anything extravagant. Her own meals seemed to be chosen to be as cheap and easy as possible. When she reached the baby aisle, she grabbed a box of cheap grocery brand diapers, and more wipes, before pushing the cart by the baby food. I wanted to cry as I watched her put a week’s worth of meals and snacks into the cart. Finally, she put in some puffy apple rice pieces, which I knew at least weren’t horrible since I’d tried my sisters before. She patted my head, “Got to have food for you, huh? Maybe someday you’ll like solid foods, and we can stop feeding you this icky stuff,” she tickled me and made me giggle.
A nearby mom with a two-year-old girl smiled, “Can’t get her to move past baby food? How old is she?”
“She just turned one… and no. If it’s not pureed, she spits it right out. Her pediatrician said it’s okay for another month; if she’s still doing it, we might have a problem.”
The lady smiled at her, “Oh sweetie, the doctors think they know everything, but sometimes you just have a picky little girl. Maya here wouldn’t touch most solid food until she was fifteen months. She’s doing fine now and eating everything in sight. Babies move at their own pace. So enjoy it, and don’t rush it!”
Hannah smiled at her, “Thanks for the advice,” and pushed me onward.
In my head, ‘If I have to eat baby food for the next three months, I think I will go off and beat the whole staff up just to get out of there!’
Caireen shook her head at me, ‘It’s not that bad since the flavors were adjusted. If it was the regular stuff, you would be right. Your friend Beth really came through for you there.’
After some more cooing, embarrassing attention, and boredom, Hannah buckled me back in the car seat and headed home to our dingy apartment. Once we got there, she discovered the joys of having a baby as a single mom. Hannah carried me and a single bag to the apartment, deposited me in my playpen, and then ran back and forth twice more to get everything from the car. I could tell she was kind of tired herself when she strapped me into the high chair and began feeding me a lunch of vegetable chicken dinner. Unfortunately for me, Hannah forgot to put it in the device first! I refused to take spoons of it and cried before she realized her mistake.
“Oh, I am so sorry, baby!!! Mommy forgot she needed to touch up this food for you!”
I had almost broken character there and was grateful that she figured it out before I had to. There shouldn’t be any way that any surveillance would happen, but we had been told to never let our guard down…
“How’s this baby better?” She asked as she spooned in a spoonful of puree.
“Mama!” I said with a smile after that.
“Well, I take it that’s better!” She smiled and shoveled the rest into my mouth, one bite at a time. Thankfully after the device was through, it tasted like a good chicken and noodle soup. Once you ignored the downright awful and weird texture, it was almost tasty.
When I had finished the bowl, she said, “Let’s get you your num-nums, and then you can take your nap.”
I smiled and cooed as she brought me to her breast, and I began to nurse. ‘This at least tastes a lot better than the baby food!’ I thought, ‘I could see just having breast milk only at daycare if I didn’t need to drink like four bottles worth.’
I felt Caireen’s amusement at my statement but ignored her as I faded off to sleep.
THE REST OF the afternoon had passed by slowly as I had been limited to baby activities, playing with Hannah, and alternating diaper changes. Being nursed to sleep for my new early bedtime of six o’clock had been mildly infuriating! It was nice, though, because if I slept the day and night away, the less pretending I had to do! I felt like I was a rock star at the whole, sleeping like a baby thing!
Caireen woke me up in her world, and we began dealing with other barrages from Camulus’s forces. They had started setting up some massive rams to attempt to bash their way through the wall. Midway through the day, a suspicious bat was seen flying around the southern border. “What’s that?” I asked Caireen as I spotted it on one of the scrying mirrors.
“What?”
“That bat… it looks a lot like…”
Apparently, the archers had also thought something was wrong – or were bored – because a slew of crossbow bolts flew out! One of them hit it in the wing, causing it to rapidly spiral to the ground on the wall’s far side. One of the mirrors showed the bat turning into a woman.
“That’s not!” I said with a hiss.
“It is…” Caireen said, “What an incredibly resilient creature… She must have built up a huge reservoir of manna to return here just before she died?”
I shook with rage and wanted to go after her, but I watched her limp away with the crossbow bolt sticking from her shoulder. Not long after she left, the men abandoned the rams and returned to their camp.
“Decided the wall was too thick?” I mused.
Caireen laughed at that, “Well, it is… But, unfortunately, whatever they do figure out will have to be devastating.”
I nodded at that. We watched the front of the wall and the views from each citadel throughout the day. Just before nightfall, a small force of fifty men approached the valley’s northern end. I smiled at their faces as they obviously cursed at the sight of another wall that suddenly came into view. I smiled as the archers there killed most of them, leaving just a few alive to report back to Camulus that he was blocked that way too!
Knowing that it was inevitable that a determined enemy would make it past those walls, we began working on nearer defenses to the castle. There hadn’t been an immediate wall around the castle grounds, so I worked with Caireen to build a circular ring around the castle made of the same granite as the valley walls. These were seventy feet thick, with the outer ten ringed with corridors with narrow slots to shoot from. The top of the walls extended one-hundred-and-fifty feet high, with a new streamed moat that encircled the outside of that wall.
Caireen had added so many wards and spells over the years on the main castle that I felt it would probably be enough to stop most enemies. Still, between the valley walls, the new outer castle wall, and those, I hoped Camulus might run through his supplies before getting through.
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Chapter 51: Daycare
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 51: Daycare
SUNDAY WAS ANOTHER day of waking up in what I thought of as ‘baby hell.’ Sure, I looked like a baby before. I had no potty training, drank from bottles and breasts, and was generally embarrassed beyond belief daily! But this was a new extreme to limit yourself to three words and babbling otherwise! I also restricted my movement to crawling in preparation for that being my normal locomotion at daycare.
Hannah, for her part, tried to at least cuddle me and make me feel loved in my own private hell there. From the time she woke me up and fed me a meal of baby food, then nursed me, she was constantly doing something with me. I forced myself to happily go along with it since I needed to be in character. I did at least genuinely enjoy it when she pulled out some books and read them to me. Some of them had pop-up pieces that she had me pull up as she read them. Hannah was a pretty good actress, she always had been, so she made great voices as she read different characters to bring the stories to life.
I was still thinking about the books she had been reading when she pulled me from my car seat at the mall. Hannah had decided she wanted to get a chance to see the mall where she would be working. Instead of placing me into a stroller, she pulled out a wrap sling like my mom used with Cassidy when she was younger. I was a little nervous about being only held to her by some fabric. Still, to my surprise, I felt really comfortable there as she began walking. She had me turned to look away from her but instinctually seemed to constantly reassure me with her hands that she was there and I was secure.
“Let’s go see where Mommy is working!” she cooed at me as she walked through the mall. She walked into a garishly decorated store that catered to babies and preschoolers. The windows featured brightly colored sales signs with cute and happy babies. Throughout the store, it seemed like over-the-top cute baby fashions were displayed everywhere. She walked in and asked, “Is Trinity here by chance?” of a girl working on restocking.
“She’s in the back. Do you want me to go get her?”
“I’m Haley; I’m supposed to start working tomorrow. I just wanted to meet her in person once before tomorrow since she interviewed me over the phone.”
“Oh, I can take you back to her,” she smiled and held her hand out to her, “I’m Sam.” Then, she looked at me and said, “And just who are you?” In a cooing voice.
I smiled and wiggled a bit as Hannah answered, “This is my little Livy! She just turned one last week. She’s my whole world,” she told her.
“Aww… she’s adorable!”
We were led back to an office by the stock area, and Sam knocked on the door. “Hi Trinity, I’ve got our new employee Haley here. She just wanted to stop by and meet you?”
“Absolutely, come on in!” she told her. “Oh my gosh, your daughter is so cute!!!”
“Thank you,” Hannah told her.
“How old?”
“She just had her first birthday last week,” she told her.
“What are you doing with her while you’re working?” she asked after cooing at me for a few more moments.
“I’ve got a daycare she’s going to go to stay at during the days. My parents are helping to pay for it to help me get a start on my own here.”
I felt my stomach grumbling, and apparently, it was loud enough that Trinity heard it. “Sounds like someone is getting hungry!”
“She probably is; I should get her fed. It was nice to meet you. Thank you so much for hiring me!”
“It’s my pleasure! I have a feeling we’re going to have a great relationship here. Now go take care of that adorable baby girl’s little tum-tum!”
Hannah said ‘bye’ to Sam and made my arms wave at her on her way out. I figured she would find her way to the car or something. But, instead, she stopped at a bench and messed with the sling, turning me around, and… my eyes opened wide. ‘Here?!?’ I thought nervously. We were sitting in the mall hallway; it didn’t get much more public than there! “Let’s just get your tummy filled with some num-nums, and then Mommy can keep shopping while you nap.”
She whispered quietly so only I could hear, “It’s okay; it’s normal.”
I didn’t make a scene as she opened her shirt up discreetly and placed me at her breast. The sling covered my head and her breast the whole time I nursed. It was a bit awkward as she shifted me and the sling around to her other breast, but I was thoroughly knocked out by the time I finished that one. I must have felt comfortable because Hannah told me later I slept through a diaper change and two hours of her walking around the mall. I didn’t wake up until we were back at the apartment.
The time between then and dinner consisted of more playtime, reading a couple more picture books she bought while we were out, and a poopy diaper change. I internally hated this boredom more than I had hated being stuck the size of a baby. Hannah was doing an incredible job of being a good mommy, but playing a helpless baby twenty-four hours a day would get old in a hurry. The ‘dinner’ of ‘pasta marinara’ and ‘pears and prunes’ tasted better for having been in the device, but I was beginning to crave something I could sink my teeth into. Falling asleep that night, I had to remind myself that Hannah’s breasts were off-limits for my sharp little teeth!
THAT NIGHT IN Caireen’s world, I found myself waking up to explosions. I cried for Caireen, and it took her a while to get to me. She wasted no time changing me and carried me, still nursing from her to what I had begun thinking of as our situation room. I listened to the General briefing her that Camulus had suddenly started using catapults to start flinging flaming oil and steel shots at the wall. So far, there had been no damage, but the sound alone was beginning to cause our soldiers to have problems hearing.
I listened to other scouting reports and an update from our special force’s groups. They had apparently managed to start a massive fire in a supplies stockpile area of Camulus’ main camp. Extensive damage was incurred on their tents and animals before they got the fire out with magic. Unfortunately, Camulus’s men had captured a dozen of our soldiers and publicly executed them one at a time himself by beheading them with his sword.
I was enraged as I finished nursing and turned to General Slane, “Can you get us locations for all the rest of his supplies he has left?” Then, I paused, “And his own personal tent?”
“Umm… You Highness, why?”
He looked skeptically at the baby, who had just been suckling at the queen’s breasts. Still, he knew I was actually quite powerful. I knew he probably had difficulty rectifying that image in his mind. I gave him a break and sighed, “I know you have some outstanding crews manning the trebuchets on top of the citadels. I’d like to give those a little magical boost to give them an extended range and maybe keep demoralizing his forces.
“You don’t think that’ll be enough, do you?” He asked.
I shook my head, “On its own? No way! But, with the losses they took from our special forces group on the supplies, plus the officers they lost in the last week? I think there’s a perfect opportunity here to encourage more of his troops to fear us more than him. Also, the supply chain is the most important thing here. There’s a country in my world called Germany. They decided to invade another larger country called Russia in the middle of a massive war. The Germans got way too zealous and pushed into Russia before developing a foolproof way to get supplies to the front. That, combined with them not preparing for the cold climate, pretty much doomed them when Russia finally stood its ground. Plus, hungry troops won’t have the stamina to keep fighting as well as our well-supplied forces,” I told him.
He nodded, “I like it… Let me see what we can get here in a few minutes.”
Within an hour, we targeted their command tents, supply tents, makeshift stables, and an area they were cutting down trees and building something that was probably trouble. Next, Caireen and I traveled with the general to Citadel One, as I had creatively named it. I spoke with the crews, and they helped set everything up with a boost from magic on both the explosion the payload would make and the distance it could go with their trebuchets. We then traveled to Citadel Two, Three, and Four and did the same thing before returning to the situation room. As Camulus launched a new wave of assaults on the wall, we gave the signal to fire. On the scrying mirrors, I watched as their men scrambled around in shock as the payloads passed over the top of them and soon caused explosions behind them in their main camp.
One mirror caught sight of Camulus doing a check over the battlefield and his camp later. He looked furious, and his men seemed to be actively avoiding him. It seemed we had managed to do more damage than we’d hoped.
THE NEXT MORNING Hannah was frantic, trying to get me ready to go to daycare and get off to her first day of work. She was dressed in a nice blouse and slacks outfit that morning. She dressed me in a one-piece jumpsuit, and I watched her put two spare changes of clothes in my bag. She quickly spoon-fed a pouch of oatmeal to me, but due to her nerves and rush accidentally missed my mouth several times. My bib was a mess! After she cleaned me up, I watched her ensure she had processed my baby food jars of lunch in the device. She made sure there were some spares, a big Ziploc of frozen breast milk pouches, and thawed bottles for today.
“I think Mommy is more nervous about leaving you today than she is going to work,” she told me with a smile as she buckled me into my car seat.
“Mama!” I told her with a smile.
She sighed and poked my nose before closing the door and getting in the car. The daycare was not far from the mall, so it took us a little bit to drive to it. When we arrived, she carried me and my diaper bag on one side and the big Ziploc of frozen breastmilk on the other.
“Hi, can I help you?” A friendly-looking woman asked as she carried me in.
“Hi, I’m Haley Stephenson. This is my daughter Olivia; I called last week?”
“Oh yes, I remember you. You’ve got a lot of information to fill out, but why don’t I take Olivia and hold her while you’re doing that?”
“O… Okay,” Hannah stuttered as she handed me over. She was genuinely shaking, so I decided to babble my unhappiness.
“Shh…” the lady said, “It’s okay. I’m just going to hold you while your mommy writes some things down.” She bounced me up and down for a few minutes while Hannah filled in the medical information, information about meals, contact information, etc. “Looks like we have everything here,” she said, still holding me. I’d intentionally relaxed my body and clung to her then.
“She seems to like you,” Hannah said. “She’s not always good with strangers!”
“Well, it’s good since we’re not going to be strangers, huh, Olivia?” She cooed at me. “Ms. Stephenson, we have an app that I recommend you download; this is the information about it. We’ll track Olivia’s diaper changes, any problems we see, if we need more supplies, behavior, and things like that. Speaking of supplies, though, we recommend parents bring a box of diapers for their baby – it’s easier than dealing with a diaper bag?”
“Oh, I have one in the car and some wipees for her. I just didn’t have the free hands for it. I’ll get it and bring it back in… Umm…?”
“You want to say goodbye to her first? Then, we can take her to her room together, and I’ll get this milk in the freezer? I assume there are some thawed bottles in the bag?”
“Yes, please…” she said nervously. I was handed back to Hannah and said, “Mama, mama, mama,” to her.
“She does love her mama, doesn’t she?”
“Yes, and it’s one of the few things she says.”
“What else?”
“Num-num when she wants to nurse, baba if she wants a bottle, and the worst of them all… no.”
“No?” I said.
She laughed along with the lady.
“Olivia will be just fine here, and who knows, being around the other babies, she’ll probably pick up some other new words in the next couple of months too!”
“I hope so! As much as I don’t want her to grow up, I want her to be a smart little girl that can go further than I did in school!”
They began talking, and Hannah spoke about how her cover Haley had barely finished high school and then got pregnant with me not long after. Then, down the hallway, the lady said, “This is our infants and toddlers’ room here that Olivia will be in.” She waved over a couple women who were just putting down babies on a carpet.
“Ms. Sally and Ms. Amy are our two main teachers for this room.” The woman introduced them to her. “Little Olivia will be joining your room today!”
“Oh, she’s adorable!” the woman named Sally said. She was probably in her early fifties and seemed like the perfect grandmother type. “How old?”
“She just had her first birthday last week!” Hannah said, looking at me. I smiled at her.
“She walking?”
“She occasionally pulls herself up and walks a little. But she’s not convinced that it is better than crawling yet. I’d say she crawls ninety percent of the time?”
“Being around the other kids may change that for her. It’s amazing how much babies learn when they see other babies or big kids doing something!”
“Well, it’s okay. Livy doesn’t have to grow up too quickly!” Hannah smiled.
“Food?”
“She’s still mainly on breast milk. She gets a jar of baby food with each meal first and then should have her bottle. I’ve put enough in there for a snack, lunch, nap time, and a couple extras. I have some frozen milk here, too, that you can keep.”
“Not interested in full solids yet?”
Hannah shook her head, and I put my head on her chest next to her heart. “We keep trying, but she wants nothing to do with them. Her pediatrician said not to worry about it for another month. After that, we may need to test to figure out why she’s not progressing there.”
“Sounds about right, but I’d say you’re still okay until she’s fourteen months. She’s still a good weight for her age. Maybe even a little tall?”
“A little,” she agreed.
“Why don’t you go ahead and pass her over to Sally, and we’ll work on getting you two separated?” I heard one woman whisper to her.
I frowned as I was passed over to her and began to fuss a bit about it. More than I had with the other girl, so Hannah pushed in my pacifier that was hanging from its strap. “It’s okay, Livy. They’re going to watch you today while Mommy goes to work. You’ll have so much fun playing, and then I’ll come and take you home!”
Her eyes had tears that I knew the ladies had to notice too.
“Can you say ‘bye bye?’” The lady holding me asked me a moment later.
“Ba,” I managed.
“Well, that’s something,” Hannah said and laughed.
The lady holding me turned around, and I was facing away as Hannah made her escape. I just heard, “First time leaving her?” from the woman as they left.
“Oh, aren’t you so precious?” The woman cooed at me. She tickled me for a moment and checked my diaper. It was still pretty dry, so she sat me on a play mat next to some stacking toys.
She played with me and the toys for the next while, teaching me what I was supposed to do with them. Of course, I would intentionally make mistakes most of the time. Still, anytime I did it right, she would coo, “Good girl!” to me and make goosebumps travel down my body.
The two workers were joined by another younger girl. Soon, fourteen other babies and I were crawling around the floor and playing with toys. I made sure to let myself drool some, and after a little while, my top was getting pretty wet, and my face was slobbery. The newcomer was a younger girl that Sally called Ms. Kate. “Ms. Kate, can you change Olivia?”
“Sure, Ms. Sally,” the girl said. She wasn’t much older than Hannah and me, I guessed. She tickled me as she picked me up and put my pacifier back in my mouth. I was carried to a changing table and handed a rattle toy immediately.
I looked at it and waved it in the air, making it noisy. With that, I smiled around my pacifier, and the girl said, “Oh, aren’t you just a happy wittle girl?” She tickled my belly gently before putting gloves on and unsnapping the pants off my jumpsuit.
I was a bit nervous about having someone else touching me, especially in this circumstance. Still, I pretended I was a baby and didn’t care until the diaper came off and it was cold. I started sobbing then, and she said, “Shh… It’s okay, Olivia. We’ll get you all nice and dry here!” I kept crying through the change. Afterward, I debated stopping and being an easy baby when she tried bouncing me for a few minutes. Unfortunately for her, I decided being a needy girl might keep her attention longer. When I continued to cry, Ms. Sally said, “She might be ready for a bottle?”
She gave me a bottle of Hannah’s milk cold and spat it out. “Oh… she takes it warm,” another voice said, “Sorry, I should have warned you.” The receptionist had peeked into the room for a few moments.
“Yes, you should have…” she said, “Normally, by the time they’re one, they’re less picky!” So I kept crying, waiting for the bottle to warm. I discovered it was a lot of effort to bawl like a baby for fifteen minutes non-stop, so by the time I finished my bottle, I was tired and fell asleep in her arms in the rocking chair she had sat down in.
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Chapter 52: Chicken Dinner
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 52: Chicken Dinner
I WOKE UP and kept my eyes shut as I heard the younger girl, Kate, talking to someone. “Ian, I have a new one that I think you’ll like...?”
“She’s just one… could pass for a little younger if she wasn’t kind of tall for her age… But, no, she’s perfect! Blonde and blue, all I’ve heard is babbling and Mama so far… That long?” I sat there and wished I could hear the other side of the conversation. But before I was alert enough to use magic, she said, “Okay, I’m sure she’ll be here?”
I decided I was a baby, and it wouldn’t matter if I’d overheard her, so I rolled over from my back to my stomach and pushed myself up. I crawled to the bars and then made it seem like it was tough to pull myself upright. The girl was still texting on her phone as I looked at her. I began babbling at her incoherently.
“Oh, is Miss Cranky Pants awake now?” she cooed.
I babbled some more at her and held my arms out to her. Then, finally, she picked me up out of the crib and squeezed my diaper, “Guess we should get you in a dry diapee before you play, huh?”
I continued babbling at her and wondered what her reaction would be. She ended up tickling me and playing with me as she changed me. I missed the touch of skin versus gloves as she did so, but I was changed pretty efficiently. She sat me down on the floor with several other babies when she was done and directed my attention to a shape-sorting toy. She left me there, and I just started pushing it around for a moment. Then, Sally came over and showed me how to play with it.
She would place a shape in and show me before encouraging me to do so. I intentionally failed a lot, but when I finally got one in, she cheered like I’d won a gold medal or something. She played with me for a few minutes, then would play with a baby beside me. I was crawling around, but she tried to get me to stand. I did for a moment and even walked a few steps, but fell down on my butt and began fussing.
“Oh hush, it’s okay, sweetheart,” she told me and hugged me for a moment.
Things went on similarly until we were gathered for lunch in another room. There was a weird table with a cutout in the middle for the caregiver to sit. All around them, on the outside, were highchair seats built into the table. “What’s the new girl getting?” Amy asked.
“She has a jar of food in her diaper bag,” she said. “Her mommy said she’d bring us a box worth of them later in the week.” I sat impatiently, fidgeting as she moved around and brought over the jar.
“She had a fit about the cold formula earlier,” Kate reminded her.
“Oh… let me check…” she said, “Yep, her mommy said most of her food she warms up too. So let me just heat this in the microwave. You have a bottle going for her already?”
“I put one in a half-hour ago. Baby girl has got a set of lungs that I’d rather not have to hear again.”
All three women laughed at me as Sally sat down and tickled me. “Are they making fun of you…?”
I cooed to act like I didn’t understand anything. I knew babies picked up more from the tone of voice than the words at the age I was supposed to be. She took time to put a bib on me before beginning to alternate feeding the five of us at her table. My turkey dinner meal was again weird for the texture, but at least it did taste like Thanksgiving. She played little games to get me and the other babies to open up and eat our food when it was our turn. At one point, she put some little pieces of cereal in front of me to see if I would eat it, but I just picked them up and smashed them together. When she put some in my mouth, I spit them back out.
“Olivia’s mom wasn’t kidding; she really doesn’t want anything solid,” she told the others.
“Seems a little immature for one there.”
“She’s young enough; it’s still okay,” Sally told them. I watched as they began taking the other babies one at a time to change and put down for naps. Finally, she brought my bottle and tried to hand it to me. I didn’t move to take it, though, “Aww… are you missing your mommy?”
“I held her bottle for her earlier. The app says Mom really only breastfeeds most of the time. Maybe she doesn’t like holding her bottle?”
“Would you like me to hold your baba for you?” She asked me
I cooed and smiled at that.
“Alright, come on, cutie,” she said and carried me over to a chair and held the bottle to my lips. I played with my hands separately a little as I nursed on the nipple. This bottle was at least a bit better temperature, and I was enjoying it before I nodded off again.
I WOKE UP to the wailing of three of the other babies and wanted to groan. I forced myself instead to sit up and crawl towards the rails. Just as I did so, I felt a clench in my stomach and the familiar uncontrollable feeling of my diaper filling up. I decided the others had the right idea and added my voice to the chorus!
Once I was on the table getting changed, I was given a soft plush animal to hold onto. I waved it in the air and was rewarded with a rattling sound. I began putting it into my mouth, but the lady said, “Let’s use your paci instead,” and inserted my pacifier.
I continued to play, alternating the good or needy baby for the rest of the afternoon until Hannah came. When I was carried to her, I made grabby hands, “Mama! Mama! Mama!” I said as she hugged me.
“Aww… she missed you,” the receptionist said.
“Was she okay today?”
“You got the app, right?”
“Yes, I saw she was changed a little bit ago from what I saw?”
“Yes,” she said, “And if you look here, there are some notes from her teachers about her being upset a few times too. But it also says she happily played for a good chunk of the time.”
“That’s good… I need Livy to be happy!” Hannah said, squeezing me and tickling me. “Ready to go home, baby girl?”
“Mama!” I said.
She smiled, took my diaper bag back from the lady, and soon had me strapped into my carrier. She stopped at a Mcdonald’s drive-thru for dinner, but of course, I was pretending to be too young to enjoy fast food. I sighed as she put me down inside and crawled straight to a sheet of paper and crayons left for days like this. I quickly scribbled a message about what I had overheard earlier. Hannah joined me on the floor and read it, asking me questions in writing that I responded to.
I watched as she typed out some texts via an encrypted app to Agent Sanders. Then, finally, there was a reply that delivery would be made that night of a wire I needed to creatively figure out how to wear and not have it seen. The usual idea of inside a shirt would obviously not work!
‘Any ideas, Caireen?’
‘Thought you’d never ask,” she said with a smirk I could feel. ‘Same place you leave your purse, ID, and weapon.’
‘It’ll hear?’
‘It will when you add this spell…?’
Caireen gave me some instructions while Hannah finished up and ate the remainder of her burger.
“Oh my God, I didn’t see what time it was!” Hannah said a few minutes later, “I bet your tummy is rumbly, huh?” Hannah said to me.
I hadn’t realized how late it was as she placed me into the high chair and began feeding me a weird chicken meal. It looked more disgusting than anything she’d given me yet, but thankfully the device made it not suck… It still wasn’t good, though, and I was desperate for her milk to wash it down afterward. “Num-num!” I told her.
“Let’s get you a bath first, sweetie.”
“Num-num!” I said again.
“It won’t take long, sweetie…” she said and then realized there might be a reason. “How about Mommy gives you a baba while your bath is pouring?”
I smiled and nodded. Hannah placed me on the bathroom floor with a bottle of apple juice that I guzzled down in a hurry to get the taste out. Then, as the tub was filling up, she asked quietly, “Not good food?”
I stuck my tongue out and put my finger inside.
“Mommy won’t feed that one to you again,” she giggled. “Guess the device has its limits!”
AFTER I DRIFTED off to sleep, I found myself in the castle in Caireen’s arms. She didn’t delay changing me, feeding me, and returning to the briefing room. Reports came in from the citadels that Camulus was giving up on breaking through the wall. Instead, it seemed he was focusing on climbing over it. The scrying mirrors showed giant ladders and structures being built that reminded me of one of the ending battles of Lord of the Rings! Our forces had attempted to target the building sites, but Camulus seemed to have learned he should use his own abilities to shield his troops.
“Any ideas?” The General had asked.
I stared at everything on the map and asked, “How much of a footprint will those scaffolding things need when they’re done?”
He shrugged and gave me a measurement that Caireen translated to about twenty feet by twenty feet. “Could we destabilize the ground?” I suggested.
“What do you mean?”
“Make it to where the ground can’t support the structures?”
She nodded, and we set off for the front ourselves. I sat patiently in her arms as she climbed up the staircases of the wall. We looked around at the troops, who all waved quietly at us and knelt or bowed. They knew their focus needed to be on the enemy, even if they weren’t actively trying the wall right then. Caireen and I changed the ground’s density so it wouldn’t hold more than one hundred pounds in weight before swallowing them into a boggy pit that bottomed out sixty feet below.
Leaving the front and returning to the castle, I began trying to game theory how I would get around our defenses. Back at the situation room, I suggested that troops patrol the edges of the valley for any signs of tunneling… That’s how I’d do it!
When I woke up in the morning, Hannah had given me the ‘wire’ from the Bureau drop, and we tested the hiding spot. Things worked beautifully! Soon I was at daycare, and Sally reviewed the information Hannah had placed into the app.
Apparently, it was supposed to be some sort of team effort type thing. The daycare and Mommy were supposed to put in when I had my diaper changes, how much I was fed, when I pooped, etc. So I was slightly mortified when Hannah whispered, “I think we’ll use something like this back home when we’re done!” I looked at her in horror, “All of our friends can help me know when you were changed!”
I turned white as she tickled me, “I wouldn’t do that to you…” she smiled.
I’d been playing on the floor for about twenty minutes after the morning nap when my bowels did their thing to let loose. Something wasn’t normal about it, though! I sat up from my crawling position and lost my balance, landing fully in the muck. It was slimier and waterier than I’d remembered happening since I’d emerged, almost like I’d just had diarrhea?
I looked down to determine the damage when Kate cried out, “Oh my god, she just had the mother of all blowouts!”
Looking down at the rug, I realized I hadn’t just sat down on a poop-filled diaper! Instead, I had squeezed the mush out of it... past the diaper cover, through my tights, and all over my dress and the ground! I looked up and did the only thing to do as a baby, I began to wail!!!
While Amy came over and picked me up, Kate ran to the trash can and vomited in the trash can. “Oh, you poor baby! I wonder what your mommy fed you last night?”
I was carried over to the changing table, which she took care to cover with a disposable pad first. Next, she gloved up and placed a pacifier in my mouth, but I wasn’t having it! She gave up putting it back into my mouth while I kept crying. Finally, my tights and diaper cover came off, totally smearing my legs in the wet poop. “I’m going to have to wash her in the tub. Can you get Kate to go fill it, please?” She asked Sally.
“She might as well do something. What a prima-donna!”
I kept crying, even though I wanted to laugh at that. Amy pulled my dress carefully down my body instead of over my head like Hannah had put it on earlier. All those soiled clothes ended up in a plastic bag, and she said, “We’ll make sure we wash those before your mommy gets here, huh?”
When she opened up the diaper, Kate had just returned. She turned back to the trash can and vomited again. “Really, Kate?” She said, “It’s just something babies do!”
She kindly wiped me up the best she could and handed me off to Kate, “Go finish washing her off in the tub.”
“But…”
“She’s clean now; you didn’t even have to do the icky part!”
Kate carried me gingerly to a waiting bathtub with some shallow water and began cleaning me. Unfortunately for her, midway through her scrubbing my back, my stomach clenched again, and I found myself and the tub covered in filth.
“Eew, Eew, Eeeeew!” She cried.
Fortunately, Sally heard her and told her to get lost. A spray nozzle came out, and she washed the tub out, sprayed me down, refilled the tub, re-washed me, and then dressed me. “There, all clean!” she told me as I calmed down. “You sure cried a lot; you want a baba?”
“Baba!” I agreed.
She smiled and didn’t give me a bottle of Hannah’s milk like I expected; instead, it had what I assumed was Pedialyte. It wasn’t my favorite, but I knew I had to have lost a lot of water in the explosions. I was the butt of good-natured poop jokes, along with Kate, the whole rest of the day. When Hannah picked me up, they asked, “what did she have for dinner last night?”
“Oh… it was a chicken meal?”
“I wouldn’t feed it to her again!” The whole story was passed along to her. I smiled and cooed as if I was happy to have caused all the trouble, but I just wanted to hide and cry!
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Chapter 53: Solid
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 53: Solid
THE NEXT WEEK at the daycare passed by without anything significant happening - just more boring time spent pretending to be a helpless baby. In Caireen’s world, I had watched several attempts at breaching the wall. Still, I was proud that nothing Camulus and his forces had tried had even scratched it so far! Our special forces groups had been reinforced with another hundred men. They continued to keep the enemy honest by attacking the rear flank. I figured Camulus had to be getting desperate for a new plan with the reports of his dwindling supplies and deserters. Still, at that point, no apparent changes were made.
On my second Tuesday at daycare, I overheard a conversation that Sally and Amy would be out for some state training they had to do. Kate would be reinforced with a couple other workers from other daycare rooms. The glare I got during a diaper change that day was followed with, “So help me if you have a blowout tomorrow…?” I’d just cooed and giggled but wondered if this wasn’t the opportunity that they had been waiting for to get access to me.
Through the Bureau, we’d determined that Sally and Amy seemed completely innocent. However, Kate had a sealed juvenile rap sheet that the Bureau had to fight to access. She’d been involved in some drugs and theft by the time she was thirteen and was a runaway who was trafficked as an underage prostitute while she was fourteen and fifteen. Another theft and drug charge had been pled down in exchange for testimony on the traffickers. As a result, if anyone searched her records, she was clean. She had been a victim, and I felt terrible for her, but I had a bad feeling that the abused might have been all the more willing to become the abuser.
Hannah had let the Bureau know that we thought something might happen today. Still, since they’d already been on standby, nothing was really different. I was checked in like normal, but Kate placed me in a crib instead of putting me on the floor to play.
“Why are you putting her in the crib already?” A girl I hadn’t met before asked.
“Oh, I’m supposed to take her to therapy with the therapist in an hour. I figure maybe a nap beforehand will help her out. Can you get a bottle warmed up for her? She can be a real baby about needing it warmed up first!”
“That was a terrible pun,” the girl giggled. She seemed to be about Kate’s age.
‘Therapy?’ I asked. ‘I don’t go to therapy…?’
‘This might be it,’ Caireen agreed with me.
Clearly, this all stunk to high heaven, and I began taking inventory of my resources. The weapon I’d been given by Doctor Bolt was effectively in a magical holster only I could get to. The magic lines in this town weren’t quite as strong as around Bechtel, but I had access to a decent smaller vein of manna to use.
A bottle was brought over by the new girl who had asked about me, “She’s such an adorable baby! Don’t you just want to take them home with you each day?”
“Not that one! She had the blowout of the century last week… Twice! It was soooo disgusting!”
The girl picked me up and said, “This cutie? Aww…” she stuck the bottle in my mouth and cradled me in her arms. “She couldn’t help it!”
Sensing something was up, I pretended to relax and sleep as I emptied the bottle. The new girl was gentle, and I felt comfortable in her arms. ‘I hope she’s not involved,’ I thought. ‘She’s a lot sweeter than Kate!’
I pretended to sleep for a half-hour before Kate said, “You two are good for a few minutes while I run her to her therapist, right?”
“We got this, Kate!” the man said.
“Yep, we do better without you anyway!”
I intentionally pretended to sleep as she slipped a pacifier into my mouth. I stayed still as she carried me down the hallway. A door was pressed, and I could feel the cold air outside as she left the daycare and went to the next shopping center unit.
I bounced a bit with each of her steps and wondered exactly what I was being carried into. Doctor Bolt had used the specs of the videos that had been found as a reference – so I hoped the room would be expected, but I had no clue. Finally, I decided to act like I was waking up a bit and started to fuss.
“Shh… It’s okay little one.” Kate cooed at me, “We’ll get this over with soon, and you’ll be back with your mommy. You’ll never even remember this when you’re older!”
I looked at her, and then around the room in the new building she passed through. There was a long hallway, and we were soon in a large open workshop with garage doors on one side. One wall was painted with a whimsical nursery background, with a crib and a changing table against it. High-quality cameras sat waiting beside it, and I felt my nerves growing. Several other sections of the space looked like nightmare doctor offices and butcher shops…
“Kate! This baby is a great find! How long do we have?” a man innocently dressed in a green polo and tan slacks asked.
“She’s in therapy right now, so I’d say an hour?”
“You said she’s still not talking, right?”
“Just babble and mama, pretty much.” She confirmed and bounced me. “So, where do you want her?”
“For her first time, we’ll just do her in the nursery scene.”
“You need me?”
“Not immediately; we’ll probably do a breastfeeding zoom-in with you once she’s screaming.”
I felt Kate shudder underneath me, and I wondered how willingly involved she was. Then, as she sat me down, another man came in, and my stomach clenched when I saw who it was.
Maponus was dressed like some sort of innocent father in a shirt and pants. Jacob Wells, his real name, looked me over like I was a piece of meat, and my skin crawled. I wondered if he would figure out who I was, but he said, “Well done, Kate! You found me a fine baby here! This is going to be fun today! We’ll make lots of money!”
“Glad you’re happy...” Kate said, some guilt creeping into her voice.
“Go ahead and set her down on the changing table. I think we’ll start here… What do you think, Ian?” He asked the other guy.
“Sure, we have enough scenes pulling babies out of their cribs. Just getting right into it this time will appease our fans.”
I looked around nervously at Kate as she sat me on the changing table. A strap was there, but they didn’t move to use it. “Now, we’re going to call her…. Laney for this.” He said. “That way, your mommy won’t know it’s you!” he said patronizingly. When he pulled out a massive fake phallus, I decided it was about time to move. “We’ll get you all ready to be a big girl here!”
“You ready, Ian?”
“Three… Two… One… Action…” He said.
“Let’s get you something better to suck on that’s better than that pacifier Laney,” He said as he approached me.
I heard myself internally decide, ‘Now!’ and went into motion. I activated my shield and used a light spell to temporarily blind the three like a flashbang. Then, in one quick movement, I jumped off the table and away from Maponus. I pulled out my weapon and pointed it at him, “FBI FREEZE!!!!”
Ian and Kate seemed to be fully bound by the spell I’d used, but Maponus shrugged his way free of the attack and started laughing. He began to perform a counterspell of his own, and I fired three rounds at him. But, much to my dismay, they just bounced off a shield he had created. Suddenly all of my senses went blank!
I couldn’t see, couldn’t hear, couldn’t smell, couldn’t feel anything!
Caireen urged me to launch an expansive attack. I quickly threw up a stone wall in front of me while simultaneously sending a jet of purple energy out in a one-eighty-degree arc. I must have hit him because my senses came back. “Bitch!” he complained.
I pulled down my wall and tried a blast directly at him, but he did something to dissipate it.
“Who the hell are you?!?!” He screamed as he sent a wave of metal knives at me.
I blocked and said, “Emerald Baby at your service,” activated my mental reset button for my appearance, and belatedly put on my costume.
He gawked at me, and his voice changed, “You!!!! My father wants you dead!”
He renewed his attack by using magic to fling a hundred knives my way! I moved to block them with a wall of stone while sending four small ley lines worth of a blast at him. I missed one of the knives and cried out as it sliced through my upper left arm!
“Damnit!” I cried out.
I let the wall fall down and saw that he had blocked my spell, but it looked like it had taken out a lot of him. I felt blood on my arm and hoped my healing would start soon!
“You should give up now; let me have my fun, and then I’ll put you out of your misery! It’ll be better than my father getting to you.”
I felt Caireen’s anger flare up worse than I’d seen, and just before I lost my senses again, she reinforced me as I fired an ice spell at him. My vision began going black again for a second, but it lifted nearly instantaneously. Then, I watched in horror as his limbs became covered in ice crystals. In slow motion, they crept up to his face. As it neared his head, he tried one more attempt to get free. I blasted him with another five shots of my pistol and saw him crumble into glass shards like in the old terminator movie.
I hoped I wouldn’t get in trouble for hiding evidence or something. Still, I activated the same fire spell I’d used with Rosemerta to incinerate his body just as the other agents finally decided to show up!
“FBI!!!!” They called out.
“IT’S ME, EMERALD. I’M AN AGENT, DON’T SHOOT!” I called out.
“Holy shit!!! What the hell happened in here?” One of the agents asked. “Did you kill someone?”
“Sorry, the suspect, code-named Maponus, refused to go down without a fight,” I said and turned to look up at Kate. She and the other guy Ian were still locked up inside their tendrilled cages.
“What happened to these guys?”
“Those are my restraints. I’ll remove them if you’re ready to cuff and subdue them.”
I watched as three men apiece pointed their rifles at each, while another cuffed them and kicked them to the ground as soon as I released the cages. Finally, I walked over to the man and said, “You are a piece of shit, and I hope you rot in prison. We’ll have to ensure the other inmates know you like babies.” I looked up at the agent holding his arms, “Get this despicable piece of filth out of my face.”
Agent Sanders appeared right then, “Agent Emerald, are you okay?” He said nervously, looking at my arm.
It was mostly healed, with just a red spot remaining, “He got me good if it took this long to heal!” I said aloud, “I’ll be fine in about ten more minutes. Can you let Agent Emped know to come?”
“Already here,” Hannah said, coming in her costume through the door. She moved to pick me up, but I stopped her.
“Good, I’ll need you in a minute. Umm… Agent Sanders?” I said.
“Yes?” he replied.
I motioned for him to move over to the side with me, “Look, I’m pretty sure it’s just Kate, Ian, and Maponus who were involved. But another employee or two could be involved? Can we question Kate somewhere? I think if she was given the right incentive, she’d talk. I have this… feeling that while she’s not innocent, she may not have been involved in this completely of her free will?”
He nodded, “We need to use the local PD for their holding cells anyway. I’m sure they’ll lend us a room. Are you doing the questioning?”
“With Emped’s help. She’ll be able to help us feel if she’s telling the truth.”
“Fair enough,” he looked at me, “The daycare will probably notice her being gone?”
“Maybe keep all of the rest of the employees there for now? Call and have the parents pick up their kids? I don’t think there are any other Mergents to worry about.”
“Sure as hell, hope not! If this is the damage we expect when you fight? What did you two do in here?” He asked, pointing around at the destruction. The concrete floor was torn apart, and large chunks spread throughout the room. Glass had been blown out of the few windows. The only things still intact were the cameras and pieces of baby furniture. I watched as techs began coming inside to collect evidence.
“He didn’t want to come quietly?” I suggested. “Make sure your techs get the footage off the cameras and don’t release that of the fight if you can. Or at least blur my features.”
“You didn’t look like yourself at all before.”
“I know, but do you want everyone to know you have a secret baby agent?”
He nodded, “Okay.”
I put my hands up to Hannah, who carried me out to her car. A spare diaper was found, and I was mercifully changed.
“You hungry?” She asked.
“Starving,” I said, feeling exhausted.
“I have some baby food; you want that?”
I glared at her, “Can we please just stop at Mcdonald’s? I need three double hamburger meals to make up for that slop I’ve been eating. It’s been torture watching you eat regular food!”
“Come on, it couldn’t have been that bad…?”
“That chicken? It definitely was! You heard about the blowout from that jar… but let me tell you!”
I animatedly began talking for the first time in this world after not quite two weeks of baby babbling. She went through the drive-thru and got my meals. As we pulled up to the PDs parking lot and handed me the food, she said, “Make sure you don’t overeat… I still have these things, you know!”
“After the burgers!”
“Will you still be hungry?”
“Haven’t you been pumping at lunch…?”
She sighed, “Okay, burgers first.”
She left the car running and jumped into the back seat next to me, and watched me eat the stack of burgers. My small mouth meant I couldn’t eat them that quickly, but I rushed to scarf them down in about fifteen minutes while relishing the return of a full mouth of teeth. When I was done, she grabbed me and put me on her breasts. As I finished her second one, I felt really bloated, “Maybe I shouldn’t have eaten that much…?”
“If you get sick, you’re going back to eating chicken baby food.”
“If you mention that stuff, then I will be sick!”
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Chapter 54: Breached
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 54: Breached
HANNAH LAID ME down then on the seat and quickly changed my now poopy diaper. Eventually, she and I walked inside, still wearing our costumes, and approached the front security area to enter the police station. “Umm… can I help you?” An officer asked in front of the metal detectors.
“I’m FBI Agent Emerald, and this is Agent Emped. Agent Sanders was supposed to set up an interrogation room for us?” I pulled my ID out, and he looked at my ID and badge.
He looked at me like I had grown a second head, and I sighed, “I’m not kidding; where do we need to go?”
He looked at another officer, “Can you show these two where the interrogation rooms are?”
“Umm… Sure…” He said.
He walked us down, and we soon found Agent Sanders hanging out in the hallway from a one-way glass room. “There you two are. Where’d you go?”
“Someone was going through food withdrawals. Rather than have Emerald whine for all eternity, I decided McDonald’s was an okay stop on the way.” Hannah told him.
He smiled at me, “I hope you know we appreciate what you’ve done here. You said you think Emped can help out here?”
“I think so. Emped, can you tell Sanders what they figured out with your talent?”
“Well… I don’t know…”
“Come on, it will help here.”
“Well, it’s a useless talent, but I can tell what people’s emotions are… and what they’re feeling? So I guess I can tell when people lie?”
“That’s certainly not useless,” he told her. “We do have to be careful with you questioning suspects with it. But since you can’t actually read minds, it’s okay. Still, privacy laws mean we must ensure we don’t void any information discovered.”
She blushed, “You really think it’s useful?”
“Yes, it is, and I would guess Emerald understands why since she insisted on you being involved. Now Emerald, do you want me to take the lead on questioning?” He asked me.
“Actually, sir, I think it will blow her mind more if I do it. She’s been taking care of me for almost two weeks now… So I have a feeling it’ll mess with her a lot more if I do it.”
“Fair enough, I’m going to go in as backup. If I say stop for any reason, you need to. If the woman asks for a lawyer, we must stop too.”
I nodded, having seen enough detective shows growing up. He opened up the door to the interrogation room for me, and I saw Kate sitting in a chair with her hands cuffed together. Two chairs sat on the other side of the table, and I decided to just jump on top and sit down, looking at her. “So, Kate… I think I should introduce myself. My name is not Olivia, but rather Agent Emerald, F.B.I.”
“What the fuck is going on?!?” she looked at Hannah and Sanders, who sat behind me.
“What’s going on is that you are involved in one of the worst child exploitation rings in a decade, and we’ve got you and Ian as our only suspects now.”
“Bullshit! That was all Jake! You’d know that if you didn’t kill him!”
“I’m sure he was involved, but you were the one who carried me off to go get abused. What was the plan? Were you sickos going to have me sucking on that stupid toy, then move on to pushing it into me?!?” I hissed. I could tell my eyes had just started their ‘I’m pissed off’ glow as she looked suddenly terrified.
“It wasn’t like that!” She started to cry.
“Then how was it?”
“Babies aren’t supposed to remember – you wouldn’t have known in a year or two!”
“Now that’s bullshit!” I told her, “And a jury is going to think that too. With the long record, you’re looking at life in prison, maybe even the needle’s possible here. Prisoners aren’t going to look too kindly on you as a child molester.”
“What?!? But I didn’t do…?”
“You’re right; you didn’t do anything to stop it,” I told her.
“But…”
“But what? You enjoyed it too? Seeing someone else abused for once instead of it being you? I’ve seen your record, one arrest after another. So you got to be the pimp now? It made you feel powerful?” Hannah pitched in, “I can feel your positive memories there. You must have loved watching…?”
“Stop!” She cried, “I hated it!!!! If I didn’t help them, though, they would kill me! Ian is my pimp!”
She broke a lot easier than I had expected, honestly. After she told us about his involvement, I asked, “Who else at the daycare is involved?”
“No one,” she said nervously.
“She’s lying,” Hannah said though to confirm that.
“No…”
“I can tell you’re lying; it’s one of my powers,” Hannah told her.
“You’re not allowed to read my mind!”
“I’m not. It’s just a feeling of truth or lies for me, now why don’t you tell us the truth? No other babies need to get hurt here…?”
More tears from Kate later, we learned that the daycare owner and four other employees were also involved. The daycare owner was apparently fully complicit and even gave the orders more than Maponus. Sanders had him and the others arrested where they were held at the daycare. They also made sure that the state shut down the daycare facility for good at that point. It seemed like Ian and Maponus had been friends growing up, and he’d reached out to his Mergent friend for help with this awful scheme. The two of them, plus the daycare owner, had been operating secretly for four years – sadly abusing more kids than could be counted!
I’d sat in with Agent Sanders’ quick interrogation of Ian before he lawyered up. When I was there, I decided he was a piece of scum that needed to be forever removed from society. But, unfortunately, I had no justification for having done that earlier!
We were in a small conference room afterward where Hannah had had a debriefing, “Okay, Agent Emped has given her account for these past couple weeks. I need yours now, Emerald?”
Two other agents had joined us, and everything was recorded as they documented my account. I spent the better part of two hours telling and re-telling everything before the recorder was turned off. “With your account, Kate’s testimony, and the film from the cameras, this will be called a justified shoot,” Agent Sanders told me.
“Thanks… I would hope so! Capturing him alive wasn’t really an option.”
“No, I agree it wasn’t. Now, it will be a three-hour drive back to your school. I will take you back there and then deal with everything from this case back in my office. I’ll be in touch soon about your internship details over the summer.”
“Thank you, sir,” I told him and followed him out where Hannah had been waiting.
I held my arms up to her, and she picked me up, making a face as she said, “You’re poopy again!”
“Gee, I hadn’t noticed,” I said sarcastically.
“You know, I think I liked it better when you only babbled.” She smiled, “When you said Mama, you were so cute!”
“Just change me already, please!” I told her as she carried me to a nearby women’s bathroom and laid me on the small pull-down table. A lady officer washing her hands at the sink gave us a funny look before leaving us both giggling when she left.
WE WERE DRIVEN by Agent Sanders to the apartment to pick up the belongings we cared about, including the baby food device, before heading away from the town we were in. Then, after we stopped for a quick dinner at a Waffle House, we drove back to Bechtel in Agent Sanders’ SUV.
We each used our phones to call our parents on the way back. “Mom?” I asked when she answered the phone.
“Sofia!” She said excitedly, “Levi, Sofia’s on the phone!”
A moment later, I began having a conversation catching them up on nearly two weeks of missed time. “I was so worried about you!” Mom told me. “Did you catch them?”
I nodded as I said, “Yes, we did.”
“What were you doing anyway? You didn’t say beforehand?”
“I went into a daycare undercover as a baby,” I told her. “It’s probably what my job will be like most of the time.”
She giggled, “So you had two weeks of pretending to be a baby at daycare each day?”
I sighed and rolled my eyes, “I had two weeks of pretending to be a baby all day long, Mom. Let me tell you, if I ever see a jar of baby food again…?”
Hannah giggled next to me, and I stuck my tongue out as she held up a jar of that chicken goop.
We both had good conversations with our parents, and I even talked to Lily. I learned that they and Hannah’s parents had found a large cabin to rent for Christmas for us to be together. They would fly out at the end of our finals week and stick around until after New Year’s Day. I felt myself tearing up about seeing everyone again, but I managed to not start bawling! I missed my family so much!!!
When we pulled up to the front office, he said, “What you two did on this case was really great work! I’m sure we’ll have another mission for you no later than the summer. I was very impressed that you kept in character throughout the mission. You went above and beyond what I would have hoped for, Emerald.”
I blushed, “Thank you, sir; I’m just glad to be done with that. You have no idea how hard it was to pretend to be that young!”
He laughed, “No, I don’t, and I don’t want to!”
He waited with our things while we checked back into the school office. It was very late, but a security officer was up for such reasons. “You’re back late?”
I nodded, “Sorry, we’ve been on an assignment. We just need to check back in.”
He looked at me and shook his head, “This is so surreal sometimes.”
Once we were marked back present on the campus, we grabbed our things and returned to Trident. We used our student badges to open the door, and Mrs. Lang saw us and walked over. “You’re back! I thought you might not make it back before the end of the semester?”
Hannah smiled, “Sofia here managed to end the case today, so we’re back already!”
“Great! That means you’ve made it in time to have two days of review, and then you’ll be ready for your finals next week?”
I felt the bottom drop out of my stomach, “Umm… maybe I should have taken longer, Hannah?”
Mrs. Lang laughed while Hannah said, “Yes, I guess you should have!”
“You two might have some packages in my office, come see me tomorrow, and I’ll get them for you.”
“Okay, goodnight Mrs. Lang,” Hannah said.
Lights were supposed to be out by this time on school nights unless you had some odd condition that kept you from sleeping. That meant we got inside our room without encountering anyone else. “I could so use a bath!” I found myself saying.
“You want one, and then we’ll both go to bed?” Hannah asked.
“Sure…” I told her. She grabbed a set of pajamas, a diaper, some wipes for me, and a bathrobe and underwear set for her. As she let the bath fill, I watched her bring the curtain that surrounded the tub closed. “Why are you closing that?” I asked, “You usually just let everyone see me naked?”
“Umm… do you mind if I just join you in the bath tonight? A bath sounds great, but I don’t want to stay up after you go to bed?”
“I could take a bath alone, you know…?”
“I know…”
I sighed and just nodded, “Fine, I’ll share! You’re such a big baby!”
She smiled at me and began stripping off her clothes first. Once her underwear was off, I became the focus of her efforts. My diaper was balled up and placed next to my clothes before she gathered me up and sat in the tub with me in her lap. She’d been giving me baths since we’d arrived, but this was the first time she’d joined me. I felt like she took more time washing herself and me, and then she played with me a bit in the water.
After a while, I felt something and went, “oops…” as I peed in the water.
She just laughed, “It’s just pee… it’s okay,” She squeezed me when I was done and rinsed us off with a spray nozzle after the tub emptied. I was dressed back in a diaper, her in her panties and robe, and then she carried me and our stuff back to the room. Closing the door, she sat down in the rocking chair with me.
She hugged me for a long moment before startling me by suddenly speaking, “I was so scared today,” she told me.
I looked up at her, “Of what?”
“Of losing you, silly! Or something else happening! You realize what they wanted to do with you, right?”
I nodded, “I still want to vomit thinking about it.”
“Well, I was so scared… As soon as I got the call that you were being moved out of the daycare, I left work immediately.”
“I hope you didn’t put them in a jam?” I said, “They seemed nice enough…?”
“It turns out I was working there because her husband works for the Bureau, she understood.”
I nodded at that, “Sorry I scared you.”
She hugged my naked body to her own for a few minutes before saying, “You ready for your night-night num-nums?”
“You’ll have to tone down the mommy stuff with everyone else around here,” I told her, blushing.
“So, no more baby food at meal times?”
I just sighed, leaned forward, took her nipple in my mouth, and began nursing. The day had been so crazy, and she was right… I could have died or had something else happen. But, instead, Caireen gave me a mental hug, and I was soon asleep.
WHEN I WOKE in my crib, I heard bells clanging and loud yelling! I was about to cry to get Caireen’s attention, but she quickly strode through the door and picked me up. I looked at her and saw she wasn’t wearing a dress like normal. Instead, she was dressed in what looked like leather pants and a similar tunic. It made me think of some of the ‘armor’ pre-chainmail in the history books I’d seen.
“What’s going on?” I asked.
“Camulus is ramping up his attack on the valley wall. Our scouts have also noticed a force that seems to be trying to tunnel through the mountain.”
I nodded and put my arms up to be picked up. Caireen carried me to the table and dressed me again in the thin diaper she’d created. She pulled out a nearly matching set of clothes to what she wore but included a chainmail shirt. “What’s that made out of?” I asked. “It looks like mithril?”
She nodded, “You’ve noticed my guard wears it; it’s the most protective armor I can give you. It should protect you from being cut by sword blows. Hopefully, you’ve learned your lessons well from d’Artagnon. I suspect you’re going to need them soon.”
I looked up at her in surprise and wondered just what Camulus was doing that she was suddenly more nervous.
The tunic went over my clothes’ top, and she added my tiara. Looking in a tall mirror, we looked like mother and daughter dressed up for some Halloween event… ‘This isn’t a costume, though!’ I thought to myself.
She carried me down to the situation room, and I looked at a sea of the General’s aides running back and forth with information. The scrying mirrors had someone watching them individually, calling out more information. Still, I could just see the views past them.
I felt my jaw drop as I saw the wall on the southern end of the valley suddenly gain a massive crack running down the middle. Even as Camulus’s forces were trying to split the wall apart, they had managed to land men on top with ladders and quickly overwhelmed our troops! Then, just as I got my mind wrapped around that, we felt a rumble in the ground like an earthquake. The view from Citadel Four showed that a tunnel had suddenly appeared across the valley below Citadel Two. Below Citadel Two, their men were streaming out! Then, just as I thought the bad news would be finished, the same thing happened with the view from Citadel One, underneath Citadel Three.
“They’ve breached the valley!” I heard multiple voices call out!
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Chapter 55: Come and Take It!
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 55: Come and Take It!
I WATCHED AS men began rushing to the edges of the newer inner wall. The bridge over the moat was quickly closed, and I felt a thud in my chest when the granite block slammed down to seal the ramparts up. I jumped when there was a loud crack as the valley’s southern wall collapsed in a cloud of dust and rock!
“Get the Citadels to target those tunnels!” I said.
“Do it!” General Slane told someone. “Have our trebuchets target the areas they’re regrouping to. The outer castle wall will be surrounded soon, have them continue firing on their troops no matter what! Don’t let them form up ranks!”
I watched, horrified, as the valley began filling up with troops from the two tunnels. Then a distant figure used magic to push away the rubble and clear an opening the size of the road flat. As soon as he did, men began rapidly traveling toward us.
“How many men do they have left?” I asked.
“We think about fifteen thousand now,” he said, “those special forces troops helped push desertion levels and ambushes. Their forces also wasted a lot of lives on the wall in the past weeks.”
“Us?”
“About eight thousand within these walls,” he said and pointed to the walls where I could see on the scrying mirrors that men were side by side atop the ramparts. Within the yard, troops were gathered in ranks. Archers seemed to be set up to volley arrows over the walls but waited for the orders. Meanwhile, I watched the trebuchets continue flinging their own barrages.
The Citadels did everything we could have hoped for! There was even some luck on our side as they managed to cause landslides that sealed off the tunnels from additional troops coming through! Just as we cheered that victory, Citadel Four activated their self-destruct function to prevent the vantage point from being taken by Camulus’ troops. His men had been scaling the cliffs and would have captured it. The mushroom cloud explosion looked like a small nuke had gone off, and chunks of the citadel flew into the air and fell amidst their troops, still trying to form up ranks.
I felt myself squatting for a second and realized I had just pooped my diaper. I sighed and looked at Caireen, who was talking to a few men for a moment before she noticed me and wrinkled her nose. “Come on, Princess,” she said to me. She carried me to a nearby dining room and said, “Look… Sweetie, I don’t know what’s going to happen today, but I want you to know I love you as the daughter I’ve never had.” She hugged me tightly, “With that being said, it’s time for you to be a big girl today. Go ahead and change your own diaper,” she told me.
I sheepishly looked at her, feeling scared and needy. “Do I have to…?”
She smiled and performed a spell, “Okay, I took care of this one. Until we’re done with this war, you’re on your own with changes. Go ahead and use the spell, and you’ll be fine.” She sighed, “You’re also allowed in the real world now.”
I hugged her tightly, “I love you.”
“I love you too…” she told me. “Now, let’s feed you one more time, and then I suspect we will have our hands full!”
I looked at her face, marred with streaming tears, as she brought me to her breast. She bounced me gently as I nursed from both breasts. I looked into her face and teary eyes as she gently bounced and cooed at me soothingly. Before I knew it, she was burping me and placing me back on my feet. “Now, my little Princess, it’s time for us to go to the wall and meet that bastard. Hold nothing back; today, we are fighting for our survival.”
I walked beside her, joined by General Slane and his entourage, leaving the main castle. It was a solid building that might hold up against a small raiding party. Still, a force the size of Camulus’ army would only be slowed for a few minutes by the walls and wards of the main castle. We strode across the main entrance area, past the beautiful fountain, and walked the two hundred yards to the base of the wall I had formed. Even though I hated stairs, I climbed the hundreds of steps to the top myself and stood beside an opening in the wall. All of us looked down at the massive army attempting to regroup below.
The two remaining Citadels were taking advantage of the forces forming into tight ranks – explosive jars were constantly flinging from their trebuchets! I watched as five men caught fire and attempted to put themselves out. Several men who tried to help them also caught fire before Camulus ordered archers to kill all of them. It was an act repeated across their lines over and over.
Inside the walls below us, our sixteen trebuchets were firing everything they could get their hands on. From steel to stone, to statues, if it could be flung, it was! Each impact took out at least a few dozen to a hundred men depending on what was being launched. From across the valley, I could see the massive wooden structures and ladders they’d attacked the wall with were now moving toward the castle.
A white flag went up from the back of the ranks, and Caireen commanded to pause the efforts from within the castle. Then, on a tall black horse in gaudy golden armor, King Camulus trotted up to the wall. Seeing Caireen and me, he shouted, “Surrender! You cannot possibly hold out forever! I have more men, and we will overrun you all soon!”
I felt the silence, and the people around us obviously lost their own hope. Looking around, I felt my stomach plummet as I saw a thirteen-year-old boy standing in full armor that looked almost too heavy for his frame. The crossbow he held looked bigger than he was. I looked down and saw women stationed beside the trebuchets, helping to reload them.
Looking up at Caireen, I smiled, “May I?”
She looked at me, “Your decision.”
I looked out at King Camulus, “Camulus, our response is this, COME AND TAKE IT! We will not surrender!”
At my shout, I heard thousands of troops gathered on the wall and below a shout, “Come and Take It!”
The battle cry had been shouted in battle first in ancient history with Leonidas, then again in the American Revolution, and more well known in Texas’ own war of independence. ‘Come and Take It’ again took place in people’s hearts! It became a rallying cry, and Camulus almost looked stunned.
“No rules, you said?” I asked Caireen as his horse reared up in fright from the shouts.
“No rules,” she agreed.
With that, I decided he didn’t deserve a white flag of truce! The ground from under his horse began crumbling, and he decided to retreat from the front. I started shooting off magic at the front lines of his troops even as they began rushing the castle! “Fire!!!” I heard up and down the curved wall, and our bowmen began firing arrow after arrow. It looked like there were clouds in the sky as our arrows flew, and I watched men drop as they were struck by them. Explosions rained down on the men from Caireen, and I personally obliterated a whole line of troops that neared the moat by covering them with a fountain of water and freezing it. The rank behind them fell to fire as they tried to trample past them.
The wall was completely solid now with the granite piece that had dropped in place. It was held in place by the same kind of magical key as my treehouse. I turned curiously and saw my personal play space in the distance, ‘I hope someday this can be a place to play again...’ I thought, distracted for just a second. Then, I snapped out of it and watched as the first troops tried to jump into the fifty-foot-deep moat I had formed. I’d ensured it wouldn’t cause seepage problems into the castle. The tall walls descended in one granite piece from the top to about a hundred feet below the moat and into bedrock. Caireen had cast an illusion, making it seem like it was only a few feet deep.
Within moments the first few hundred men jumped in, hoping to muck their way across the shallow moat. Instead, they discovered they were drowning with their heavy armor, dragging them to the bottom. Letting them be forgotten for the moment, I tried targeting spells at the catapults they were setting up across the battlefield. Obliterating them wasn’t necessary. Just taking care of breaking axles, or baskets, was enough to keep them from being used against us. I was frugal and only used a few ley lines of power in each spell, but I also didn’t hold back the blasts from continuing through the ground. Rapidly the back of the enemy lines, where they tried to organize the war engines, was becoming a pockmarked mess.
I was just getting ready to attack what looked to be the final catapult that had made it into the valley when I watched Camulus himself approach the moat. Several crossbows and archers fired at his position, but his men stepped in with massive shields and protected him. He reached the edge of the canal and began working a spell.
He wasn’t attacking the top of the walls. Instead, he was firing small spells and poking thousands of tiny holes below the water line in the wall’s granite. I stared for a moment, trying to figure out what he was doing.
Then, I snapped out of my stare and used my own magic to stop him when I realized his plan.
It was brilliant…
He instantly froze the moat into one massive piece of ice.
The little holes had filled with water and acted as thousands of little wedges to break apart the wall. With those and one massive piece of ice caught between two immovable walls… it was just simple physics at work. When I heard a ‘crack’ from the wall below me, I yelled, “Shit!!! Get off the wall!” I cried out to the men around me. People around me used the fireman-style poles I had stationed about the walls for a quick retreat. We were all gliding down the escape route even as the ice began to crack the walls where I had just been standing into hundreds of smaller boulder size pieces. Another spell he performed brought the rock down into the moat, and it now became a land bridge for his troops to cross.
I drew my sword as the first soldier came at me. I parried, sidestepped him, and stabbed him in the side where his armor was weak. My sword passed through just below his rib cage and killed him. I had no time to dwell on it, though, as hundreds of troops began to press and advance our broken lines. I fought alongside twenty other troops that circled me with swords and spells before one said, “Your Highness, pull back to a better position at the castle!”
I wanted to argue, but he barely blocked a sword meant for me right then. I managed to retreat back fifty yards before a shape flew in front of me and turned into Rosemerta holding her own sword. “Miss me?”
“Not really,” I told her. “Miss being dead?”
“You’re going to pay for that!”
She stepped forward to try and grab me. I sliced at an angle and managed to cut her leg almost cleanly off above the knee with a blow from the exceptionally sharp sword. I didn’t have long to wait before she performed a counterattack on me, and I felt a searing cut on my left arm. I used magic to attempt to freeze her, but to her credit, she wasn’t being fooled by the same trick twice. Round and round, we went before I managed to gather enough manna out of five ley lines to do something with. I debated what to do, but when she forced me next to the fountain, I decided I’d take Camulus’ lead and let the water do most of the work. I suddenly flash-heated the water in the fountain and tripped her good leg, shoving her inside.
She screamed as her flesh was being boiled off! She knelt upright and tried to crawl out of the fountain. But, from past experience with her, I knew better than to count her out! I leaped up to stab her through the heart with my sword while simultaneously blasting her with seven lines worth of a fiery blast. I heaved in fatigue as she disintegrated again in front of me.
The clang of battle continued around me, but an odd sound came from my right. ‘Who’s clapping?’
I looked over and saw Maponus. He looked younger here. Clearly, the human he’d been connected with back home was older than here, but the bloody sword he held in his hand told me he was probably more capable here. “Nice show, little girl. I think we’ve established this little dance in both worlds now. You kill her, I come after you. You know, since you killed my vessel in the other world… I think it’s your turn. I’ll enjoy seeing you dead in both worlds!”
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Chapter 56: Desperate
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 56: Desperate
“NO, I REALLY don’t think so,” I told him. “I think it’s just time for you to die here too.”
He laughed, “There I was inside a mortal human… a weak one at that. I should never have let his body capture me!”
“Well, you’re since such a weakling, I won’t hold it against you,” I spat at him.
“You’ll pay for that little girl. You do realize that I’m not just a person here? I’m a god, and you will not defeat me.”
“You know what all villains have in common?” I asked him.
“What?”
“You all talk too damn much!” I said as I flung a massive spell of twelve lines at him while simultaneously putting another shield around me. It was only then that I realized my shield had fallen earlier, and I’d been stupid enough not to put it back up!
He just barely dodged it and began running forward toward me. I dodged a stab of his sword and parried another. He kept pushing me further up toward the castle steps. I was about to take and make my own slash at him when a sword from behind me just about cleaved my head open. I barely dodged, rolled, and stabbed the man who had tried to cowardly sneak behind my back.
“Really?” I told him, “Can’t even beat a baby girl on your own?”
He growled and leaped at me again. I was pretty sure he was going to swing his sword down at me from third-position and watched as he did so, trying to slash down at me. Rather than parry him again, I used my sword to circle around his blade, momentarily trapping it long enough to kick his knee as hard as I could.
Even through the poleyn he wore over the top, I could tell that hurt. In fact, my kick had bent the metal so severely he couldn’t stand up straight. “You stupid bitch!” He said and advanced again. I parried his sword but missed dodging the backhanded swing from his other hand. His metal gauntlet made me see stars as I fell to the ground.
I spat out blood and lots of teeth, feeling dizzy right then. ‘Is this it?’ I wondered for a moment.
Right then, another of our men swung his sword at the prince. Maponus was taken by surprise, and it took him the better part of two minutes to dispatch our man, who was an excellent swordsman. In the meantime, someone picked me up, “Come on, Princess, we have to get you out of here,” a maid grabbed me and began running with me into the castle, the doors shutting behind us.
I was dizzy as she continued running, and I didn’t know what to do. “Stop…” I said, “I can’t leave them… Mama!”
“She told me to get you out of the castle Princess. At least you can live!”
I attempted to use some spells she’d taught me for healing but had trouble focusing, with my head pounding as she ran into some secret tunnel I didn’t know. Before long, it led out to the forest and the meadow near my treehouse. “Come on, Princess, we need to get you inside!” She told me, climbing the steps.
“No… I have to go back; I can’t let Caireen die!”
A blast struck a tree near us just as we reached the steps. I looked at the door, opened it with my magic, and shoved the maid inside before relocking it. Maponus advanced quickly, having ditched the parts of the armor that were bent.
“Running away?” he asked.
I shook my head, “Not intentionally. When you look like a baby, everyone just wants to baby you.”
“Oh… I know,” the villain said with a feral grin that made me want to vomit.
“Come on,” I told him, standing beside the tree, “Let’s finish this, one way or another.”
“I agree!” He said, “I’m going to look forward to playing with you before I kill you, though!”
“Well, I’m right here. Come get me!”
He charged at me from about fifteen feet away, sword held high in the air. Other than in the practice room in the castle, the best place I could feel the artery of energy was this old tree. I drew every bit of manna and strength from it while he charged at me.
When he finally got close, I fired a low-powered bolt of the freeze spell and watched him easily dodge it. When I saw the direction he escaped, I used most of the manna I’d gathered to bring the granite from deep in the earth around him and form it into a full body casting of him. The granite left only his head exposed. He began to try and say something, I assumed to cast a spell.
“And now, I hope I’m finally rid of your disgusting ass!” I said before he could. I flung another powerful bolt of my energy blast straight into his head. I watched his horrified face for a millisecond before his head exploded like a watermelon.
Suddenly having nothing left, I staggered to the ground. I was bleeding from several deep cuts on my body, and my head was still woozy from his backhand. If it wasn’t for adrenaline, I was pretty sure my body would have demanded I be passed out at that point. As it was, I was on my knees when I realized the maid was banging on the door to get out of the treehouse. I crawled up the steps and unlocked the door for her. She saw the sight of Maponus’ remains and promptly vomited.
“Oh, my goddess, are you okay!?!?” She asked me.
“Not really,” I told her. “I need to get back to the castle; I have to help!”
“You’re too hurt! You must stay and heal and wait for them to fight it out.”
“If I don’t go, and we lose, do you think I’ll be able to live with myself knowing I hid away? I appreciate the idea of getting me here, but I have to go back.”
She sighed, “Very well, Your Highness. Will you at least let me bandage up your arm?”
I looked and could see blood was still seeping out of the wound. I’d become so accustomed to quickly healing in my world that I forgot that didn’t seem to happen the same way here. I nodded at her.
As she bandaged the wound, I ran my tongue across my mouth. I had lost all of my front teeth, and my molars felt wrong too. There was still the taste of blood in my mouth, and I spat on the ground and groaned when I saw several molars there too. I did my best to perform a healing spell on my mouth and the rest of my body. If it hadn’t been for the strength of the ley lines at the tree, I was pretty sure I couldn’t have done even as much as I did.
I sighed and waited as she tore off pieces of her apron and tied them off on my arm.
“I guess that’s as good as we can get… Your Highness, are you sure you can’t just…?”
“I’m sure,” I told her and held my arms up, “If you can carry me back, I can use the time to keep trying to build some energy up.”
“Yes, Your Highness,” she said and placed me on her hip.
“What’s your name?” I asked her.
“Niamh, Your Highness,” she told me.
“Thank you for your help, Niamh,” I told her. “You saved my life back there.”
I breathed slowly in and out and tried to replenish my reserves as she carried me in reverse through the tunnel back into the castle. We had just reached the front door when it was flung open! Camulus’ men scrambled in, and just outside the door, I saw Camulus fighting with Caireen. I leaped out of Niamh’s arms and tried to decide where to start.
Caireen and Camulus were going back and forth with magic and sword in a deadly dance that I didn’t have the time to watch. Twenty men advanced on me, and I didn’t hold back with magic, freezing the hearts of each of them and watching them drop dead where they stood. I wanted to vomit, but I couldn’t linger. Twenty more ringed the battle around Caireen, and I dropped them the same way.
I was distracted by two men rushing me for just a second. I sidestepped and used a magic bolt on each of them.
I looked up and saw Caireen send a fireball of magic at Camulus. I silently cheered, but even as I started to feel hopeful, he redirected it into the ceiling, causing chunks of stone and wood to rain down below! A back-and-forth happened for the next few minutes as I got distracted by two new soldiers that challenged me. Finally, having just dropped the second one with a thrust upwards into his heart, I turned in time to see Camulus standing over Caireen. His sword was raised and about to plunge into her chest!
“No!!!!!!!!” I screamed!
He looked up at me and had the nerve to laugh as he noticed me, “Oh, and here is your human host now!”
“If you kill her, I become queen. Your son is dead, so you don’t get the land by having him marry me.”
“All I have to do is kill you, and I’ve got it all as it is. Shouldn’t take but a few minutes!”
“Then let’s do it!” I told him angrily.
He laughed, “Okay, you know what,” he did some sort of spell and bound Caireen to the steps with chains on her wrists, ankles, and neck, “you’re right. It’ll be much more enjoyable to have her watch you die.”
“Who says that I’m dying, asshole?”
He strode towards me, and I wasted no time flinging a shield over my body. Raising my sword towards him, I think he was surprised when I blocked his blade and successfully tumbled past him. I wasted no time stabbing him with my sword, but his magical shield stopped it. A backhanded blow from his metal gauntlet caught me on the shoulder of my bad arm, and I rolled away.
He advanced at me again and swung his sword at me. At the last minute, though, he changed directions and caught me on my left arm again. My shield kept it from being cleaved off, but I suddenly couldn’t do anything with the arm, which hung limply at my side.
“Well, well, well,” he said, “I may enjoy this more than I thought.”
“I’m sure you will!” I told him as I circled around him. The fights with Rosemerta, Maponus, and now him had injured me badly, and I was in so much pain! All I wanted to do was give in and go to sleep! I knew that was probably blood loss talking, but I glanced at Caireen briefly. As Camulus continued circling me, I saw her terrified face. The face of someone who loved me as her daughter. Someone who had saved my life, and I loved her so much!
I opened myself fully to the massive ley artery in the castle and tried to decide what to do – but I decided I wouldn’t give up until I was dead!
Camulus didn’t give me much of an opening to think, immediately attacking me and sweeping the sword low in front of him at the height of my knees. With him bent over, I used his arms as a ramp and climbed on his shoulders. Suddenly I had a desperate idea! I pressed my hand to his back behind his heart and pushed every ounce of energy I had gathered into one freezing spell.
I felt drained as I landed behind him, and he turned to look at me with amusement. “Did you expect that to do something…?”
Right then, I used the last of my strength to pull one of the arrows from an archer’s quiver and steered it right to the spot where I had frozen as cold as possible. There was a sound like shattering glass, and suddenly an arrowhead appeared through his chest!
“What the…?” He cried out and then tumbled to the ground on his knees, “How did you…?” He gasped for air.
Knowing what I had experienced with Rosemerta coming back to life, I stumbled over to him. I leveled my sword at his neck, charged the sword with manna, and slashed a fiery blade straight across his neck. His heart had stopped pumping when it had been torn apart by the arrow, but until my slash, he had just enough magic to keep himself alive. Then, as his decapitated head rolled towards his men, they took one look at me and ran screaming, “Retreat!!!”
As they ran, I could stand no longer. Crawling over to Caireen on my hands and knees, I performed a spell to remove her chains. Then, I just said, “Mama!!!” before I passed out.
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Chapter 57: All I Want for Christmas…
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 57: All I Want for Christmas…
BEEP…BEEP…BEEP was pounding inside my head for some reason in a moment of déja vu. It hurt my head like someone was driving an icepick through it, and I cried, “Ow!!!”
“Sofia!” I heard from beside me.
“Not so loud,” I complained as I opened my eyes and saw bars. They weren’t the ones to my crib, though? I looked around, and it looked like I was in a hospital room. “Where am I?” I asked.
“Caduceus…”
“What happened?” I asked, but things didn’t feel right as I did so. Finally, I sat up and tried to sort out my bearings.
“We were hoping you could tell us?” Camille replied from the other side of the crib.
I turned and looked at her, “Huh?”
“Maybe we should explain more?” Camille asked gently. “Thursday night Hannah put you to bed and woke up to you thrashing and screaming? You wouldn’t wake up no matter what. She called me, and I tried to get inside the world you go to, but the walls were so strong I couldn’t get in. When I gave up, suddenly, you had a massive gash on your arm and started bleeding? Since then, you’ve been having random injuries, slashes, bruises... It was terrifying to watch.” She genuinely looked near tears, “It’s Friday evening now, by the way.”
“Oh…” I said, suddenly remembering returning with my injuries when Rosemerta attacked me. I sighed and suddenly felt my mouth… “I’m missing my teeth here too?” I tried to say. I realized annunciation was going to be a problem until I fixed that.
I was thinking about fixing them, but Camille said, “Don’t do anything yet; the doctors think you need to heal a little before we fix your mouth.”
I nodded.
“So, what happened?” Hannah asked. “You scared me to death!”
“King Camulus,” I winced at my speech. Without the teeth to articulate against, I had a weird lisp. So I slowed down to enunciate more. “Camulus arrived at our valley a couple weeks back and had been held back with some fortifications we had built. Then, after I went to sleep here, he broke in with his troops. I guess the time I’ve been asleep has all been the battle?”
“How did you fair?” Camille’s voice changed, “Is Caireen okay?”
I felt Caireen sleepily come to the surface, “I’m fine; I just need to recover like Sofia. We’ll talk soon, Sora,” she said and faded again.
“Sofia Elizabeth Hammerstein, what happened?!?”
I sighed, “Give me a minute Hannah.” I looked down and saw an IV sticking into my arm, bandages on the other. I moved my tongue around my mouth and realized I could only feel one molar remaining – all my other teeth were gone! “Why hasn’t my regen taken care of everything?” I asked Camille as a doctor came in.
“We don’t know, Ms. Hammerstein,” the doctor said, “I’m glad you’re awake now. Maybe you can tell us what happened, and we can figure out your prognosis? You’re not healing from the cuts and broken bones as quickly as we’d expect with your regen ability?”
“It’s a long story… can I get something to drink first?” I asked nervously.
“Here,” Hannah offered me a weird cup with a straw and water.
‘That wasn’t what I was thinking of,’ I thought, annoyed.
“No bottle or…?” I asked nervously.
“Story first,” Hannah told me. “Plus, we’re nervous about what nursing may do to that jaw of yours?”
I turned white but took a sip. Thankfully that didn’t hurt. I would have guzzled it all down, but Hannah pulled it away, “Not too fast.”
I nodded.
“So, what happened?” Hannah pushed.
I sighed, “Well...” I began telling my story of what happened when I entered the castle. Several times Hannah gasped, and tears fell steadily from her eyes. For her part, I could feel Caireen’s terror many times, hearing the story from my point of view.
“Why in the hell didn’t you just hide?” Hannah asked me when she learned I’d almost escaped.
“I couldn’t leave Caireen like that!” I paused, “It would be like leaving my family or you to die, Hannah… I couldn’t!” I felt Caireen give me a confusing combination of a mental hug, thank you, and agreed with Hannah!
When I finished my story, the doctor said, “Well, I think you’ve given accounting for most of your injuries. Just so you know… The tally is the three slashes on your left arm – now that I know a sword did them… I guess it makes sense. Your arm was broken there too…” He added to the long list that included broken ribs before he concluded, “and finally, your jaw is broken. You’ve lost fifteen teeth there – just one of your first molars remains... I think that’s it because your chart notes that you had a set of primary… baby teeth instead of adult ones on your physical. And you were missing your second molars already after your emergence.”
“Can I use a healing spell yet?” I asked.
“No, sometimes it’s better to let your body handle things on its own – especially with high-level paradigms like you. I’m still trying to figure out why your regen ability hasn’t already finished healing? I have a feeling it has to do with the magic that’s involved. So I’d recommend leaving things alone until Sunday. If you haven’t healed by then, I think it’ll be safe enough to use your magic. Or we have our own healers on staff that can do it.”
“Am I stuck here until then?” I asked him.
He nodded, “Your heart also stopped three times on us… I think it’s best if we observe you over the weekend.”
I sighed, “Am I still unable to nurse…?” I asked him.
He looked at me oddly, “Your file says you don’t need to?”
“I have no teeth; what else am I going to eat?”
“Well, we still have some of your nummy baby food in your diaper bag,” Hannah said with a smile.
I glared at her, “This is not fair! I was done with that after the assignment!” I cried. The lisp I made just made her laugh, though.
The doctor said, “Baby food is actually probably a safe bet. But, if you want to try nursing from Hannah or a bottle, you can try it. If it hurts at all, though, you need to stop!”
I nodded, “Thanks,” I told him.
“Please make sure she gets some baby food a few times a day until she gets those teeth back,” he told her. “Not sure how that works with her caloric intake, though?”
“We have a device someone made for us that bumps up the calories and makes most things much better tasting,” Hannah told him.
“Most things?” Camille asked, “I thought Beth said it did everything?”
“Trust me, you don’t want some of it still!” I shuddered as I thought back to that ‘chicken’ dinner.
“And you don’t want her to have some of it… she apparently had the most epic blowout of all time at daycare!”
I turned red, “Please…?” I looked at her, “You promised no talking about my diapers…?”
“Camille’s different; remember she’s your Auntie?”
I sighed and shook my head, “Not fair!”
“Speaking of that… Can you two take care of that diaper? The nurse can, but…?”
“It’s fine, I’ve got it,” Hannah told him with a smile.
“Thanks! I’ll check on her again a few more times tonight. Visiting hours will be over in about ten minutes.”
“You mean I can’t stay?” Hannah asked in shock.
“She’ll be fine…” he told her.
I actually started shaking a bit physically at that separation. “Don’t babies usually get to have their mommies at the hospital with them?” I asked.
“Well… babies yes… you’re eighteen though…”
“No, according to my GEID, I’m allowed to choose if I’m legally eighteen months or eighteen years. Right now, I don’t have most of my teeth, and I’m definitely a baby! I want my mommy here with me!”
Hannah squeezed my hand gently and smiled at me before turning to the doctor, “You heard her, Doctor. Are we going to have a problem? I’ll call Mrs. Hensley if I need to.”
“Bu...” he started to argue, and I was getting angry. I was too tired to do anything to him, but he suddenly turned and left.
“What do you think convinced him?” I asked Camille.
“You know when your eyes glow?” she asked.
I shrugged, “I’ve only noticed it a couple times; I can’t feel it?”
“Well, they just did, and it looks rather terrifying?”
I giggled then. Instantly the pain made me regret it! “Don’t make me laugh!” I whined.
“Well, I need to go, you may have convinced them to let your mommy stay, but Auntie Cami needs to get some studying done.”
“Can you come to watch her in the morning while I pick up some things from the room?” Hannah asked her.
“Sure, I’d be happy to.”
“Thanks,” Hannah said. She turned to me after she left, “Hungry?”
I nodded.
She leaned over and pulled out the diaper bag we’d taken on our assignment. She pulled out a few jars of baby food, including one of that awful chicken, “Sure you don’t want this one?”
I stuck my tongue out at her and suddenly noticed I was drooling. She laughed at that, put a bib on me, and did something with the crib that raised my head part of the mattress to a slightly more upright position. I soon was accepting spoons of a heated pasta marinara jar. A nurse came in then, “Oh… I guess you already found some food she could eat?”
Hannah nodded, “We had some leftovers from an undercover assignment we were on.”
“I can bring you some more if you need it?” She said.
Hannah looked through the bag, “As long as she just needs to eat it through Sunday, we have her covered. These have been altered to give her more calories. I did the math a couple weeks ago; if you feed her regular baby food, she’ll need like sixty jars to get enough calories!”
I felt sick thinking about eating that much baby food!
The lady shook her head, “Nothing here surprises me at Bechtel… Let me know, though. I’ll bring a package of diapers in for you to change her as needed. The doctor said you were staying with her?”
“Yes, I’m basically her mommy here…” she told her.
“No worries, I wouldn’t want to leave my baby alone in the hospital myself!” she said with a smile. “Can you sleep in that recliner, or do you want me to have someone roll in a bed?”
“A bed would be better?” Hannah said, “If it’s not too much trouble?”
“Shouldn’t be. Anything else you need for Sofia?”
“I’m going to… nurse her after she finishes this jar. Can I get her out of the crib for that?”
She glanced at my chart, “Since she’s awake, yes. I’ll come back in ten minutes, and I’ll help get her situated in your arms for you?”
“Thanks,” she told her.
“No problem, enjoy your din-din cutie…” she told me.
I sighed and accepted another spoonful of mushy red goo. Not having front teeth meant I had a mess on my face and bib. It was even worse than on the assignment when I at least had front teeth to hold things in! When the nurse came in, I had finished the jar and asked Hannah, “You ready?”
“Please?” She said.
“Go ahead and sit down and I’ll carry her over,” she told her. I had to sit patiently as the nurse messed around with the IV line pushing saline into me. Finally, she gently picked me up and carried me to Hannah. “Watch her arm there,” the nurse told her. “If she normally lays on that side to nurse, you may need to see if she’ll be okay flipped over.”
I was lying on the ‘wrong’ side a moment later, and it felt weird. I knew we were both a bit embarrassed as the nurse stared and watched Hannah pull her boob free for me to latch onto. I tentatively sucked for a moment and whined when Hannah pulled me away a moment later.
“What…?”
“No pain?” She asked.
I shook my head, “No!” I dived back to her boob, and the nurse laughed at me.
“She likes the boob juice, huh?”
“She’s an addict,” Hannah said, rubbing my back. “I’m okay with being her dealer, though!”
Sometime during the second breast, my body decided it was time to rest again.
I WOKE UP in my crib in the castle. I noticed that the skin on my arm was sealed, but there were vivid red marks still where the slashes had been. My mouth seemed sore, and I could feel these little nubs below my gums that hurt! I sat up inside my crib and grabbed Emie to cuddle my pain away. I enjoyed the quiet time without battle sounds or overprotective bonded mommies for a little while. I felt like my legs were getting kind of cramped, so I stood up shakily.
My body really hurt a lot! Apparently, it decided it was time for the morning messy diaper too. I sighed and decided it was time to figure out where my third mommy was… ‘or is she my second…?’ I thought to myself. ‘I really should rename her and Hannah in my mind… Maybe Caireen is Mama, and Hannah can be Mommy?’ I guiltily realized I was leaving out my real mom… ‘Well, she’s just Mom, I guess… I don’t nurse from her like the others.’
I cried loudly for several minutes before Caireen appeared. She had her own share of vivid bruises on her face and arms and walked with a limp that looked like her right knee had taken a hit. I held my hands out to her, and she carefully picked me up and squeezed me. “Oh baby, I’m so glad you’re okay!” she told me.
I stopped crying and enjoyed being in her embrace for a moment before squirming, “Poopy,” I told her simply.
She smiled, “That you are!”
I was gingerly placed down on the changing table, and she carefully pushed up the nightgown I was dressed in off my head. Then, she pushed me down onto my back and began the routine of changing the stinky diaper. That morning it felt like she took her time to be gentler and more loving than she had in some time. ‘Well, we’re not running off to war today, I hope…?’ I put my thumb in my mouth while she cleaned me up and pinned a new diaper. I was dressed in a simple short dress when she finished.
“Such a good wittle baby,” she cooed at me.
I smiled at her; for once, I didn’t mind being babied by her. I leaned into her as she walked to her rocking chair and sat down. She moved her top out of the way, and I quickly began nursing.
She sighed contentedly, gently patted my back, and stroked my hair while I nursed. When I finished her first breast, she burped me and moved me to the other. The routine was as comforting as I soothed myself with each suckle. By the time I finished, I felt like most of my aches and pains were gone. “Feel better now, baby?”
I nodded, “Yes, Mama,” I told her with a smile. Trying out my new word for her.
“Mama?”
I shrugged, “Trying to keep three mommies straight is getting tiring. So I decided you’re Mama, Hannah is Mommy, and Mom is… well, Mom.”
She laughed, “I think I can live with that.” She looked at my arm, “Looks like nursing from me is helping with those wounds…” she told me.
I looked down, and the red marks were down to barely noticeable bruises. My teeth didn’t feel any different, but everything else felt better. “What about my teeth?” I asked, taking care to do my best to enunciate.
“I think we leave your mouth alone until Sunday – the doctor was right about the damage on your jaw being different.”
“I hate not having them,” I said. I didn’t take as much care in speaking, so it sounded more like random baby babble.
She laughed and squeezed me tight, “You’re lucky you didn’t emerge much younger – you might not have had them at all!”
I glared at her, but she tickled me until I giggled. “Stop!” I told her.
“Okay, Your Highness,” she told me with a kiss on my forehead. She moved me into a position where I was cradled in her left elbow, looking up at her.
“So, is everything okay now…?” I asked. “Camulus, Maponus, and Rosemerta… they’re all gone now for good, right?”
She nodded, “None of them will ever appear again… All have died true deaths now, and no magic will bring them back from the brink. I only worry about Camulus’ wife, the queen, but what remains of their forces have begun running and retreating for home. She was tasked with staying behind and maintaining the affairs at their castle while they mounted their campaign. We may have an issue when she finds out about her husband and son? Still, truthfully I doubt their kingdom will be in a position to attack anyone again for many years.”
“Our troops?”
“We lost a lot Sofia… I won’t lie to you. The death toll is in the thousands… but when you struck the final blow on the King, it inspired those still alive! We’ll recover, and things are already being rebuilt. In a couple weeks, I plan to have a celebration - after we have a chance to mourn those who were lost.”
Caireen talked to me for hours, filling me in on things and people. I learned General Slane had been one of her last defenders. Sadly, he had given his life not long before I returned to find her.
“How about Niamh?” I asked her.
She smiled, “That wonderfully stupid girl is just fine. I just about wanted to tan her hide, though, when I found out you could have been safely hidden in the treehouse, but she brought you back anyway!”
“I couldn’t let you die, Mama,” I told her.
She hugged me, “Thank you,” she said. “Now… why don’t we change that diaper – I can’t believe you already soaked it! Then we’ll get you some lunch - and then I owe you a lesson on something.”
I looked at her nervously, wondering what a punishment from her would be like.
“Not that kind of lesson!” she told me, laughing.
Once I was changed, she fed me some mashed-up fruit that was marginally okay. However, I much preferred when she nursed me when I was done! “It’s a good thing Hannah can’t dry up; I don’t think she’d ever get you to wean willingly now…” she joked with me while I was nursing.
When I was finished, she burped me and then sat me on my feet. “Okay… let’s begin this lesson. We’ll build on the things you’ve already been using...”
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Chapter 58: Keys
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 58: Keys
WHEN I WOKE Saturday morning, I was still hooked up to the annoying heart rate monitor and I.V., and the crib rails were pulled up. Hannah looked like she was totally zonked out in her bed next to mine. I sat up and could feel that my diaper was completely soaked. I was debating about waking Hannah up when a nurse came in. I put my finger to my lip and pointed; she nodded as she came over. Then, she whispered, “You need a diapee change?”
I rolled my eyes, “yes, please,” I told her.
She lowered the crib rail and gloved up her hands before pushing my gown clear of the diaper and quickly changing me. “Do you want to wait for her for breakfast?” she asked.
I felt my stomach grumble but nodded, “I’ll wait.”
“If she’s not up in an hour, I’ll come to feed you myself,” she said as she put the railing back up.
“I…” tried to catch her to tell her I could feed myself, but she was gone.
Someone had set Emie down next to me, so I hugged her tightly, finding as much comfort there as in Caireen’s world. Looking down at my body, I felt like I was mostly healed. My mouth hurt, though - a lot! I found one of my pacifiers clipped to my gown, so I popped it in and chewed rather than suckled. ‘I wonder why my mouth hurts like it does…?’
‘I think you might be healing on your own,’ Caireen said.
‘So why does it hurt so much?’
‘Do you remember your sister teething?’
I gasped, ‘Please tell me…?’
‘I’m guessing that’s it.’
I groaned and thought back to my sister’s three separate months of teething stages. She had done pretty well in sleeping through the night for my mom and dad for the first few months after they brought her home. Then, her first tooth started coming in when she was seven months old. After that, I swore she cried all the time if someone wasn’t holding her or giving her the frozen teething chew toys mom bought. ‘If I start hurting as much as she sounded like she did…?’
‘Do you want me to make you one of those teething toys?’ Caireen asked me.
‘Let me hold off a while… I may take you up on that,’ I groaned. ‘It would be really embarrassing!’ I whined.
‘If you remember our lesson?’
‘Let me wait and see if nursing from Hannah helps at all first.’
‘Okay…’ she said.
Hannah must have sensed me watching her because she suddenly sat up, “Morning, Princess,” she told me as she sat up. “You been awake long?”
“A while…” I told her. “I didn’t want to wake you, though.”
“Thanks; I didn’t sleep the night before at all.” She stood up and walked over to my crib. I watched as she operated the latches to let the side down and reached in to feel my diaper. “You’re not wet?”
“A nurse changed me a while ago…?”
“Oh… I’m sorry, you could have woken me up?”
“It’s okay,” I told her.
“You want breakfast? I’ll probably have your Auntie Cammie come by and watch you while I head back to our room for some stuff.”
“Sure, Mommy,” I told her with a smile.
She tickled me, “I’m not really your mommy, you know, we’re not on assignment now.”
I shrugged, “You change me, you carry me around, your nurse me… I’d say you really are my mommy.”
“Maybe don’t call me that in front of other students?” She suggested, a bit red in the face, as she dug through the diaper bag. “Apple oatmeal work?”
I nodded, “Sure.”
“Your teeth doing any better?”
“They’re growing back in… Caireen thinks I may be teething here later today.”
Her eyes grew in fright; she’d also been there for some of Lily’s teething experiences. “Umm… Do we need to get something…?”
I shrugged, “Feed me and then nurse me… see where I’m at then?” I suggested.
She suddenly looked down at the diaper bag and said, “I actually have…” she dug some more, “Yep!” She pulled out several teething toys from the mission, including one that could be frozen. “I’ll freeze this for you in a few minutes,” she told me after putting it on my bed. I looked at the fake keys hanging from the teething toy she’d brought. They were meant to be frozen and then gnawed on… my sisters had been covered in disgusting drool!
While I’d been looking down, she’d velcroed a bib around my neck. She heated the oatmeal pouch and squeezed a little on a baby spoon. I opened my mouth, and we began a familiar dance of her feeding me baby food. I blushed when Camille came in to find me finishing the last spoon.
“Got here just in time for breakfast?” she asked.
“Almost done! I’m just going to nurse her, and then you can babysit your niece for a bit?”
Camille laughed, “Sure, I’ll watch the little rug rat.”
“I am here, you know!” I complained. She wiped my face with the bib since the lack of teeth meant more drool and food leaked than I wanted to think about! Soon I was nursing from her breast, and the two conversed.
“What’s with the teething toys?” Camille asked.
“She thinks her teeth are growing back in… I guess there’s a reason babies cry about it? She’s in a decent amount of pain. I had some teethers in this bag from the mission.”
“Ah…” Camille said, “Cassidy was a total wreck when she was teething!”
“Sofia’s baby sister was the same too.”
“So, we’re in for a cranky baby until they’re back?”
“Probably…” she said.
I heard footsteps and the nurse’s voice, “Oh good, you’re up and…” she looked startled, “I didn’t realize she was still nursing.”
I could feel Hannah’s muscles cringe, “It’s part of both of our emergences,” she told her. “She’s also hoping right now it’ll help her mouth. We think she’s teething as her teeth are coming back in.”
“Oh…” she said with the experience of someone who had been through that before. “I see you have a couple teething rings; I can get you some Orajel too?”
“I’m sure she’ll appreciate it,” Hannah said. “I’m going to leave when she’s done nursing, and Camille will stay with her. She’s kind of like her unofficial auntie,” she paused and lifted me to her shoulder to burp, “If you need something, though, she can call me on my cell.”
“I’m sure she’ll be fine, sweetheart,” the nurse said. Then, she looked at me, “I’ll go find that Orajel and come back and check on you, sweetie.”
I blushed, “Thanks.”
Hannah put me down on the mattress, “Sofia, what do you want me to bring you from our room?”
I thought for a second, “I think all of my books are in my backpack, but if you’ll triple-check? And bring my laptop and phone?”
“Phone is right here,” she said and handed it to me. “You might think about calling your back home parents when it’s a little later?”
I nodded, “Do they know…?”
She nodded, “Sofia, you had gashes and were unconscious… I couldn’t exactly hide that from them. But I told them you were doing better last night and that I’d have you call today.”
“Thanks,” I told her. She gathered up her stuff and walked out. I looked at the teether toy and decided I could use magic to freeze the little silicone keys that dangled on them. I tried to pull in manna and went, “Whoa… I’m tired…?”
Camille looked at me, “You okay?”
“I just tried to use magic to freeze this… but I couldn’t do anything. It was like I had run a marathon or something, and I’m just too tired?”
Sora’s avatar voice came through, “Princess, with the battle you went through, I have no doubts that you did run a magical marathon. You need to rest for a day, and you’ll be fine. In the meantime, I’m sure Camille would be happy to help you out?” Her voice shifted, “Really, Sofia, you just enjoy being babied today. I’m sure those teeth probably hurt.”
“You have no idea!” I told her.
She froze the silicone keys for me and handed the embarrassing toy back to me. I turned red as I put it into my mouth and began sucking and gnawing at the little nubby flesh. The cold and the massaging action made them feel better, so I kept it up much of the afternoon. The Orajel the nurse brought helped a lot too, but the side effect was I had to have a bib on because I couldn’t feel my lips to prevent myself from drooling! I decided I would forever be sympathetic to poor babies going through this experience! They were also unable to talk and bitch about it!
Hannah came back, joined by Beth, and the four of us worked on studying together for a couple hours before lunchtime. Then, the nurse walked in, “I have your lunch?” She said, and I could see a bowl of mush.
“Umm… Actually, I have some other stuff for Sofia here,” she told her and brought out a couple of options for me. I chose one and endured the extra drooling, messiness, and lousy texture I had to deal with right then. ‘At least when I was on the mission, I had a few teeth!’ I sighed.
I nursed from Hannah and then made a call home to my parents. “Daddy?” I asked when he answered.
“It’s Sofia!” he said to Mom.
“Sofia!” Mom exclaimed a moment later, “Hannah said you’re doing better, but are you really okay?”
I sighed, “My teeth are growing back in slowly right now… other than that, I’m mostly healed.” I worked really hard to enunciate as I talked.
“Growing back in?”
“It hurts!” I told her, “I take back all the mean things I thought about Lily when she wouldn’t stop crying when she was teething!”
Mom laughed at me, “I’m sorry, that’s probably not fun… Do you have any teething rings? Lily always cried less when she had one of the frozen ones to chew on…?”
I groaned, “Yes, Mom, I do. Hannah can probably even share an adorable picture of me chewing on it with you.”
Hannah looked up at me and smirked. The pit of my stomach fell out as she took her phone out, and I heard a ding on my mom’s side.
“Oh my god, you look so cute with that,” Mom laughed. “Not the hospital gown, though.”
I sighed, “Not a fan of that either.”
“Well, since we have you on, we’re finalizing plans to come out and see you in a few weeks when you’re done with your finals.”
I smiled, “I can’t wait to see you guys! Hannah’s parents are coming too, right?”
“We’re all going to share a cabin we’re renting about a couple hours from your school,” Dad told me.
“So anyway…” Mom said, “I’m trying to…” she was at a loss for words, “trying to figure out what Santa is bringing my new little girl this year?”
I blushed, “Mom… Please tell me you’re not planning on making me go with Lily to…?”
“Already has an appointment for you while we’re there!” Dad said, laughing at me. “You’re not going to get out of it either! I want the picture just as much as your mom!”
I sighed, “Back to Christmas presents… I don’t honestly know? Maybe surprise me? But don’t just buy baby gifts?”
Mom badgered me for a bit to get me to help her with hints of gifts, but I didn’t have any ideas. Caireen tried to nudge me towards some, but in the end, I just said, “I really need to get back to studying… I’ll try and come up with some other ideas and email them to you.”
“Fine…” Mom said a little grumpily.
“Love you guys,” I told them as I hung up a few minutes later.
I wiped some tears from my eyes, and Hannah came over and hugged me. “We’ll see them all soon!”
“I know…”
I looked at Camille and Beth, “How do you all deal with it…? I mean, I’m so homesick? Hannah and I have each other…?”
They laughed, and I listened to their stories about when they first got to school. We were all laughing our way through studying that day until the three of them all left to get dinner together after Hannah fed me. “Are you sure…?” she asked me.
“Just because I’m stuck eating terrible food here doesn’t mean you have to be, go!” I told her.
When I was finally alone, I got onto my computer. I’d been studying non-stop and felt like I probably knew as much as I could for the tests. Thanks to my paradigm memory, it all stuck in my head quite quickly. I hadn’t had fun in so long, though… Like not being stressed, having fun… I found myself surfing the web and eventually logged onto a website to see if I could get my mom some ideas for Christmas. I picked out a few computer games that looked interesting. I added a piccolo because I missed playing flute since the Emergence and some martial arts stuff. Then, I forced myself to dig through the lists of baby gift suggestions. I couldn’t find anything that said ‘play with me,’ so I went through clothes next. I had developed a soft spot for footed pajamas, so I went and picked out a bunch of those… along with some other winter clothes, to get me through our time at the cabin. I looked up information about it and found it was near a ski resort I hoped we’d visit.
Hannah returned and asked, “What you looking at?”
I sighed, “Trying to come up with a Christmas list for my mom…?”
“Let me see,” she said. I watched her click through, “Those sleepers are adorable! I can’t believe you picked them out.”
I blushed, “I like them, alright? They’re comfy… part of why I’m in this mess is my sister looked so adorable in hers!”
She laughed, “And I’m guessing you’d rather be in one right now?”
I turned red but nodded.
“Don’t worry; I asked the nurse for permission and brought one for you to use tonight.”
“Thanks,” I told her. Then, a sudden pain shot through my mouth again, and I found myself chewing on the teething ring again. My teeth had alternated from lots of pain to not as bad all day long while I felt them get closer to the surface. Finally, I just pulled the toy from my mouth and saw it was covered in blood. “Uh-oh… Hannah, I may need you to get the doctor.”
“What’s wrong?”
“Blood?”
“Here, open up and let me see,” she said. Suddenly her hand started glowing brightly, and she placed her fingers in my mouth. “Nothing wrong, sweetie; you just had one of your teeth pop back through!”
I felt tears go down my face, “You’re not the one in pain!” I told her.
She hugged me tightly, “Here, let’s put some more Orajel on.”
A few minutes later, I was back to a drooling mess, but at least the pain was fading. “Thanks…” I muttered. Some of it had gotten on my tongue, and I sounded like a real baby then.
I sighed and looked at my phone since Hannah had my computer. “What are you doing?” I tried asking. It came out as gibberish, but Hannah smiled, “Oh, just getting some ideas of my own to add to your wish list for your mom.”
I groaned, “Can you make your own list, so she knows it’s not from me?”
She looked at me skeptically but nodded, “Okay, you’re no fun!”
Eventually, it was time for the patients to sleep, so Hannah nursed me to sleep, cuddling me the whole time. Then, just before I fell asleep, I heard her say, “I love you, Sofia.”
“Love you too, Mommy,” I muttered back.
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Chapter 59: Cubed
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 59: Cubed
THAT NIGHT WITH Caireen in her castle, she cuddled me, fed me, cuddled me, fed me, and cuddled some more, all while I continued teething in her world. She turned the baby treatment on full blast, but I didn’t honestly mind it that much with how miserable my mouth felt! Each time I nursed from her, though, I felt better, and by the time she changed me and fed me that night, my teeth had all erupted.
The next morning I was so grateful to get checked out of Caduceus! I was so happy to have a complete set of my baby teeth again! At lunchtime, I was piling on the crunchiest fried foods I could find to celebrate!
Over the next week, we all had the stress of final exams. Hannah and I took two exams on Monday, one on Tuesday, two on Wednesday, two on Thursday, and one final one on Friday. When I finished my final martial arts test, I quickly magically changed out of my gi. I caught Beth as she was leaving, “Beth!” I said.
“Hi, Sofia. Want a ride back to the dorm?” She asked, reaching her hands out to pick me up.
I shook my head, “Actually, I was kind of hoping you could help me out with something…?”
“Sure, I’m done with finals now! Well… except our Cube Finals next week.” She shrugged, “Not much we can do to study in advance there.”
I giggled nervously there, having heard so many horror stories from the past from upperclassmen this week!
“I have something I want to do with Hannah… Can you call her and get her to meet you at the coffee shop? Tell her I’m already there with you?”
She looked at me suspiciously, “Pulling pranks on your mommy may not be the best of plans?”
I felt like I was withering under her glare, but I returned my best innocent little girl stare back to her.
Beth sighed, “Luckily for you, I love a good practical joke! And, now, I’m too curious to say no!”
I smiled at her and hugged her. “Thanks!”
‘Hope you’re sure of this…’ Caireen mumbled to me.
Thirty minutes later, Beth was seated in the coffee shop, and Hannah walked up to her. “Where’s Sofia?” She asked.
“She’ll be back in a sec,” she told her.
Hannah looked around nervously for me but didn’t realize she was staring right at me. I let her stew for a few minutes and then walked up to the table. “Beth, is this seat taken?” I asked her.
“No, go right ahead,” she said with a smirk.
I had to do a weird hop into the seat to make it seem like I was really just sitting down in the chair.
“Where did Sofia go, Beth? I’m getting a little worried?” Hannah said.
“I’m right here, Hannah,” I told her.
She shrieked as she looked into my eyes… “You… you…”
“Grew up?” I asked.
“But… Caireen said… Your EFP..” Hannah was clearly in disbelief as she stared at me. I looked like I thought I would if I was ever going to age to being an eighteen-year-old girl. My red hair was straightened and styled nicely, my odd-colored eyes sparkled, and I wore what looked like a typical Bechtel uniform.
Or at least, so it appeared!
I smiled at her, “It’s just an illusion, unfortunately,” I told her.
“What?” She said.
“Try and touch my hand,” I told her and put my hand on the table. My real hand was much closer to me, but as soon as she touched the illusion of a hand, I reappeared in my actual baby form.
“You can’t scare me like that! I thought you grew up…” Hannah cried, and I felt terrible a moment later as she asked. “Why?”
I shrugged, “I wanted to try it? Sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you?”
She shook her head, “I’m not upset. It was just a bit of a shock…?” Then, she glared at me, “I’ll remember this...”
I looked at Beth now, sure I wasn’t quite in the doghouse… crib? “Thanks for your help!”
She laughed, “Totally worth it! But this can’t be the only time we get someone with this,” she told me.
After we all drank cups of coffee, Hannah carried me back to the dorm and asked, “So what was the point in that?”
I sighed, “I’d like to be able to pretend to be normal every now and then.”
She nodded, “It might be fun to go out like that tonight…?”
“Go out?”
“You know they’re having a dance tonight?”
I shook my head, “No, I guess I haven’t even paid any attention to things like that. Of course, this only works as long as you don’t touch me, though…?”
“So, we’ll have to be careful while we’re out?” She smiled.
I shrugged, “Okay!”
Hannah nursed me, and we had dinner at the Friar Hall before coming back for her to change into her homecoming dress from this past fall… Or at least that was the plan! But, with her breasts filling out and her growing an inch or two, it didn’t fit like it had two months earlier. She was nearly in tears when I said, “How about I make you a new one?”
She looked at me skeptically, “Why hadn’t you offered that yet?”
I laughed, “Like I normally dress you?”
She laughed at that herself, and we found a couple websites and decided on a dress she liked. I created one for her and then used one of the others as my template for my illusion. ‘Caireen, what if I put up a shield just past the illusion? Would it hold then?’
I felt her think for a moment, ‘It probably would; just make sure it’s just a solid shield and not one of your charged ones…?
I nodded at that and put it up.
“How do I look?” I asked Hannah.
“Beautiful!” She told me with a smile.
She started to reach for my hand but stopped… “What?” I asked.
“You said it goes away if I touch you?” She replied.
“Go ahead and try it; I did something different.”
She reached for me and felt my hand, the shield ended right above where my skin seemed to be, so it was like she was grabbing onto me. “This feels weird, but you still look the same?”
I smiled, “Maybe I can actually dance then!”
“Umm… Sofia… not to be mean, but if you can do this… then why not change back to your old self?”
I sighed, “I guess I only had this conversation with my parents… I can’t believe we haven’t talked about this?” I shook my head then.
She looked a bit lost, “Talked about what?”
I sighed, “Hannah, the only part of this weird emergence that bothered me was turning into a baby. I’ve dreamed of having my body turn into a girl most of my life. I knew I was transgender since the first time I heard an explanation of what that meant...”
She smiled, “Why didn’t you say anything over the years? With your long hair, I could have easily made you look pretty even before this? It would have been a blast to dress you up!”
I smiled, “I know now how easy it went for people to get used to me being a girl… but I’ve been terrified for years to say anything. I didn’t want to lose you as a friend!”
She tentatively hugged me, “Of course, I’d be okay with you! I love you!”
“That’s the second time you’ve said that,” I told her. “You really mean it?”
A second later, she shocked me by attempting to kiss me on the lips!
The field and my illusion dropped.
“Ugh!” I complained.
She giggled, “Well, we might need to work on this… I can’t kiss you when you look like a baby, but maybe we can do something else to make the grown-up you work better?”
‘Caireen?’ I asked.
‘I’ll work on thinking of a solution… I told you I didn’t think this would work at all. However, your idea of the shield on top was a good idea… give me some time.’
“Caireen’s going to work on it,” I told her. I redid the spells, “Shall we go, I guess? If nothing else, our parents will appreciate that we can’t get into too much trouble right now!”
She laughed at me and hugged me. I was still shorter than her in this form by a little bit, and I was perfectly okay with that because I never wanted to be a giant. The two of us walked to the Friar Hall and found it had been converted into a massive dance floor with lights and a DJ. “Hi, Hannah!” Camille said when we ran into her, “Where’s Sofia?” She looked at me, “And who’s this?”
I giggled, “It’s me! I am the grown-up Sofia!”
“What?!?” She asked, confused. “Where did my little girl go?”
I giggled and told her about the spells I was using. Before I knew it, my friends and I gathered in the corner of the dance area. We danced with each other, and some boys would join us off and on. Hannah never lacked a partner, but most of the time, it was our group of friends in the same area. At one point during the dance, Hannah could smell my diaper and whispered, “You need a change!”
I blushed but did a spell to change my diaper that Caireen had finally allowed me to use.
“You can change yourself now?” She asked with a frown.
“I don’t have to normally…?” I suggested, seeing the hurt on her face.
“You can’t grow up completely on me, Sofia.” She warned me.
I sighed, “I’ll only change myself if I have the illusion up… or if I’m not around someone who can change me?”
She nodded and pulled me closer to her. “If you don’t let me take care of you still, I promise I’ll sick Caireen on you!”
“That’s not playing fair,” I told her as Caireen internally nodded her assent!
TWO DAYS LATER, all the freshmen discovered it wasn’t just the team matches we had heard about for the ‘Cube Finals.’ No, the tradition was not to let us all know that the first portion was a head-to-head match against a ‘random’ opponent. At the end of the finals, whichever of the five houses had the most individual and team wins received some perks in the dining hall and priority scheduling some recreational activities for the semester.
Trident House hadn’t won in a decade, and I hoped we might make a decent run at the contest!
Hannah and I had only been there for a few weeks of classes, but at least I had my time in Caireen’s world to learn and train. Not to mention, fight a magical war! Unfortunately, Hannah didn’t have much more than a few lessons in martial arts and a little time experimenting with her powers… and I was worried for her. She was matched against a girl, ‘Choco Chips,’ from Aegis House.
We had all gotten instructions from Mrs. Hensley that morning on how the finals worked. She explained that we were attempting to retrieve a dangerous weapon in the simulation. The opposing students would try to get there first and/or disable the other opponent. I just thought of it as a high-tech capture-the-flag simulation. Simple or not, though, as I watched the first few matches, I was amazed at how powerful some of my classmates were!
A screen showed the spectators each student’s abilities, code names, and other information before the match. The reason for the mandatory freshman costume class requirement was that all students had to be costumed and masked in the Cube. Apparently, the match stream was always mysteriously aired in Las Vegas casinos without any information that it was a school final exam. Officially it wasn’t allowed, but unofficially some older students thought it was likely it helped fund Bechtel. Throughout the matches, apparently, bookies placed odds on each fight! An older student had told me that the biggest betting was usually on the senior battles or the long odds on the freshmen battles that no one knew about. I smirked as I thought, ‘I bet I will win someone a lot of money if they’re willing to take the odds!’
I was scared to death that Hannah would be hurt, and I hated having to sit and watch her navigate through the Cube’s obstacles! It was currently set up like a mock city, complete with buildings and fake pedestrians. The girl who was her opponent was a technomage. She quickly attempted to overwhelm Hannah with robots that looked like something from Despicable Me. ‘Cookie Robots?’ Camille joked next to me as we sat in the stadium seats and watched.
I winced as they tried to swarm Hannah, but I smiled when Hannah let loose with a barrage of her green EMP shots. She had all of the girl’s robots disabled and climbed up to the top of the building with the flag before Choco Chips caught up with her. Hannah took a hit from her with some sort of frisbee drone thing that she screamed in pain from! After that, Hannah didn’t mess around! She quickly ended the girl with a blast that knocked her off her feet.
There were precautions from staff to avoid death, but the girl was definitely not okay as Hannah had to leave her and grabbed the flag to win. As soon as she did so, she helped the girl stand up and ensured she was okay. Some medics appeared to take a look at her as Hannah was sent off out of the Cube.
Each of my friends from Trident House went in turns - with most of them winning! Finally, my match popped up as the last match of the first day. Emerald Baby vs. Streaked showed on the monitors above the stadium for the spectators. I was waiting in a holding area for the signal to go and trying to figure out if this was really random or set up because of our problems!
‘I am not letting that bitch win!’ I thought to myself.
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Chapter 60: NPC
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 60: NPC
‘LANGUAGE SOFIA!!!’ CAIREEN scolded. ‘But I agree, we do need to spank her on this!’
I knew that Streaked could use magic and that she had some level of speedster ability, but I had no idea on her skills beyond those. I put up my shield before I stepped out and began moving through the fake city unhindered for a long while. I sensed something was wrong only a heartbeat in advance, but I dodged the sudden spell that flew past me! Immediately after that, I found myself suddenly flat on my face, pushed over by Streaked, who flew past me!
I rolled and picked myself up, seeing her this time as she came in for another run at me. When she was ten feet away, I flung up a massive wall of rock I pulled from below and heard an incredible ‘thud’ sound. I giggled, thinking of an old Wile E. Coyote cartoon!
“What the hell?” I heard her say woozily from the other side. I peered around it and saw her picking herself up. She attempted to release another spell at me then that deflected harmlessly on my shield.
I smiled at her, “I can’t wait to see the replay on that one,” I taunted her. She moved quickly towards me, but I could tell she was still unsteady. My limited time sparring with other speeders made me more prepared to fight her. I used her inertia against her by tripping and pushing her forward with a grapple.
She landed in a heap on the ground and stopped moving. I thought about checking if she was okay, but a clock display at the edge of the Cube showed I only had five more minutes to cover some serious distance. I didn’t want to leave her unattended, so I quickly built a box of walls around her to keep her contained.
I turned and began running as quickly as my short little legs could go, cursing them as I still had to dodge other obstacles and booby traps in the building. At one point, if I didn’t have my shield up, I would have been fried with some sort of death ray! As it was, I had to redo my shield spell because it blew it apart and still left me with a little sunburned spot on my leg.
I took a bit more care as I ascended the remaining steps up the building, and I felt my tiny legs burning when I finally emerged at the top of the roof. Across from me was the flag that I began running towards, and I saw just ninety seconds left on the clock. I was just about to grab it when I heard loud footsteps coming behind me. I ducked and felt myself get kicked in the side as Streaked tumbled out of control over me. I looked up and was worried she would grab the flag before I realized she had bigger worries! She tripped right off of the roof!
She shrieked out, “Oh shit!!!!! No!!!!!!!!!!”
I ran to the edge and hopped on top of the lip. I quickly used a spell to slow Streaked’s descent and keep her from splattering on the ground many stories below. As soon as I saw she was okay, I grabbed the flag with just two seconds left on the clock.
‘Winner: Emerald Baby!’ Flashed across the screen as the lighting changed. I could suddenly see the crowd of students standing up and cheering.
I smiled and sat down on my butt for a few minutes, exhausted from the short burst of action I’d had!
Eventually, I had to get up, though and forced myself to hop down the stairs. I was grateful it was easier than running up them! Finally, I reached the bottom and began making my way out when Streaked suddenly stood before me. “You little bitch, you haven’t heard the last of this!”
She went to turn around and leave. So I called out to her, “You know, you’d think when I was nice enough to save you from breaking bones and finding hitting the ground sucks… you’d at least reciprocate a little good sportsmanship.”
“That’s bullshit! You cheated!” Streaked claimed.
“How?”
“I don’t know, but when I find out, I will have you kicked out of here!”
I laughed, “Okay, you do that.”
I watched her walk off to the entrance she entered while I walked to mine. I was the last Freshman to go, so most of my friends were waiting for me. “That was awesome, Sofia!” Beth told me.
“Thanks,” I told her.
Hannah picked me up and sniffed, “Guess you need a change?”
I shrugged, “I didn’t even know, honestly…?”
“And this is why I’m staying in charge of your diapers!” She said, tickling me. There was a locker room nearby that she carried me through to change me, and then I had to report to ‘debrief’ about the final. Hannah waited outside the door while I went in to find out what I’d done wrong.
When I knocked and entered, the judging panel was sitting at the table, “Welcome, Emerald!” Captain Tilling said, “Nice to be meeting under better circumstances.”
I smiled, “Yes, sir, it is.”
I said ‘hi’ to Mrs. Hensley and Retired General Giddings, who made up the rest of the panel.
“Let’s talk about the match…” he talked through my opening moves of the fight with Streaked. “Why did you leave uncovered the top of the box you put her in?”
I shrugged, “I didn’t think the point was to kill?
“Couldn’t you just form a top and leave enough air inside?”
“I guess I probably could? I haven’t tried it. The only other time I did that was to encase an enemy completely in stone to his neck, and then I blew off his head?”
“Excuse me?” Giddings said, “You did that in combat?”
I groaned, “My avatar has another world that I go to when I sleep… We just finished fighting a war a bit over a week ago.”
“That’s why you were in the hospital, correct?” Mrs. Hensley asked.
I nervously nodded.
“Okay, going back to that, because you didn’t seal off the top, Streaked was able to use a spell to blow herself out of there with air,” a video of it played then.
“Oops…” I said.
“That should have been the end, in all honesty. Streaked should have grabbed the flag and ended the match. Instead, when she decided to attack you again, she ended any chances she had. I have to say that it was good thinking to trip her. Why did you save her, though? We wouldn’t have let her suffer major injuries?”
“You wouldn’t?” I asked with my eyes wide open. “I’ve seen some others limping out with serious wounds?”
Mrs. Hensley shrugged, “They’re usually as good as new within a couple hours.”
“Oh…”
Mrs. Hensley smirked, “I appreciate you saving us some work!”
I ended up with a ninety percent for my grade since I’d let her slip the initial cage and because I had taken so long to get the flag. Hannah enjoyed rubbing her higher ninety-six percent grade in my face a while later!
The most important part was that Trident House was neck and neck with Aegis House for the lead going into the team battles!
THE NEXT EVENING after dinner, we had our team match. Tuesday had been the sophomore testing, and apparently, for betting purposes, someone had decided evening team matches would be better for the bookies!
There were more teams in the junior and senior classes and only a few in the freshmen class. The majority of our team was made up of freshmen, so we had another freshmen team that we were put up against. The large screen over the Cube read, ‘Iron Blazers vs. The Babysitter’s Club.’ Someone had submitted a logo of their five silhouettes standing over the very obviously cartoon-diapered me. I was holding a rattle in one hand and a bottle in the other. “Really, Esmie?” I complained.
She just giggled, “I think it’s cute! Just like You!”
I would have stuck my tongue out at her, but my pacifier served as the required mask. After the match, the night before, I got help from Caireen to add a spell to the pacifier to help me breathe easier. I had been way too tired running up the stairs of the building! So I figured some concentrated air pushing through the pacifier might help. I had thought about pure oxygen for about two seconds, but in the Cube, the last thing I wanted was an explosion inside my mouth!
For the team battles they did allow us to see stats on a screen inside our staging room. They ran the images of each of our team members first, along with our code names, powers, strengths, and weaknesses. I groaned when ‘messy diapers’ was listed among my weaknesses! ‘Jackasses…’ I thought to myself. When the other team flashed across, I kept an eye out for any helpful intel.
The Iron Blazers were made up of six members like us too. First, there was a girl codenamed White Falcon, who the screen showed was a flyer. Next was a burly guy that reminded me of a smaller, normal-skinned Hulk named Paved. His stats mentioned being able to lift twelve tons. They showed the information next for Choco Chips, the gadgeteer that Hannah had decimated in her one-on-one match. I groaned as I saw the following picture was of Ewe, the brick I had kicked in the nuts the first day at the school! I was intrigued as I looked at the next member; I didn’t remember seeing him before. Monotone looked like a black-and-white photocopy of a person, and I assumed it was a mild form of dysmorphia. He actually kind of looked like a Roswell Alien in the face a little too. Apparently, he had a telekinetic power. Their final member made me groan; Streaked’s information showed up with her picture.
Camille, Beth, Lizi, Esmie, Hannah, and I were all nervously looking forward to this match. When we saw the match-up that morning, we had broken away for a few minutes to discuss tactics to deal with that team. We each had our personal communication devices in our ears, and I thought back to the mission briefing we’d been given.
“This is going to be an old-fashioned capture-the-flag exercise,” we were told. “Defend your flag while also managing to take your opponent’s flag. The match will go on for up to forty-five minutes, or whenever one team can clear the opposition’s flag from where it is hidden.”
“We can’t just touch it?” Lizi had asked.
“Not for this one. We want you to show you are in control of the flag before you are awarded the win. The flag must travel a minimum of one hundred yards over a flat surface; or down the steps and outside of a tall building.”
“Other rules?”
“You can hide your flag where you want, but it must be visible from the ground outside. Civilian casualties will count against you as well.”
We had been given just a few minutes then to set a plan in motion, but luckily this was an exercise we’d already planned for. The upperclassmen had described it as a pretty standard one for new teams. At the last minute, I added an idea to the plan that everyone else loved. I just hoped it would work!
After we entered the Cube to a loud buzzer sound, we had just five minutes to hide our flag. We had decided to leave Beth and Lizi behind to defend the flag. Before Camille and I left, we placed about ten wards apiece around the area. If someone managed to get within twenty feet of the flag, they probably wouldn’t be touching it or leaving! Lizi had her own magical abilities that she would use to defend. At the same time, Beth set up a crazy sniper rifle device in a nearby building. It let her control the route to the flag and perform last-minute defense of the flag.
The match began for real at the sound of the next buzzer, and we set off on our plan of attack. Camille and Hannah advanced together while Esmie took to the air to keep a lookout. Esmie was also the most likely to engage White Falcon. I activated a few spells and began meandering through the city towards an area I had just spotted Falcon taking off from. Computer-generated NPCs were walking around that appeared to be as real looking as I was, and I hoped to blend as the others took the attention of the Blazers.
I was halfway to the likely location when I saw Esmie and Falcon start getting into it up in the sky. Esmie had several devices courtesy of Beth that she was firing at Falcon. Falcon managed to get behind her and threw her out of the air for a moment. Then, just when I thought Esmie would crash, she went rocketing back into the air. She tagged Falcon with some device that immediately encased her in a bubble. Falcon immediately plummeted to the ground like a rock.
I kept moving through the city as casually as I could. Mildly amused that they’d even included a bunch of fake copies of businesses that were just a little different. Victor’s Secret seemed to feature male underwear models, Cold Topic looked to feature lame nerdy clothes, and other parodies followed…
“I’ve got Paved in sight!” I heard Camille say.
“Careful,” Hannah told her, “He’s strong. Might be better for me to take him on?”
“Let me have the first crack. Then, if I go down, you’ll have to take Paved out, and I’ll come back in and help out.”
I heard the sounds of fighting a couple blocks away, then just as Monotone appeared in the distance. He looked around the sidewalks carefully, taking note of the NPC characters but not doing anything to them. I kept moving until he passed me and decided to stick with our plan and let the others engage him. When he was out of hearing range, I said, “Monotone is going south on…” giving street names to my teammates.
“Roger, I’m going hunting,” Hannah said a moment later.
A moment later, Streaked ran by at about eighty miles an hour, and I spotted their flag hanging over the edge of the building above me. Apparently, Streaked was making a roving patrol around and around the building to keep us away. She looked right at me but kept moving as I crossed the streak with a few other NPCs and entered the building.
Being between doors in an airlock area of the entryway, I quietly communicated, “Found flag, it’s...” I gave directions. “Currently inside the building and heading up. I had just passed into the stairwell when I spotted Choco Chips looking around from the top. I hid for a moment and noticed that she was coming down.
‘Shit…’ I thought to myself. I quietly let myself back onto the office area of the level I was on. Inside were a bunch of NPCs working in cubicles. I spotted an empty one and sat down just as Choco Chips and Streaked suddenly appeared!
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Chapter 61: Mama Bear
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 61: Mama Bear
“YOU HEARD THE door close?” Ewe asked as they got closer.
“Yeah, and one of my robots said the sensor was tripped here…?” Choco replied.
“So, someone’s probably on this floor?” Ewe asked.
“Probably?” she paused, “I looked around, and all I see are NPCs.”
“Why don’t you get back to the roof and stand guard. See if you can’t catch Streaked’s attention and get her to join me. I’ll search this floor.”
“Got it,” Choco told him.
He was walking around while I pretended to do work on the computer screen in front of me. Some sort of TPS report thing was up on the screen, so I worked on typing in the blanks. He’d walked past me and started sniffing, “God, what’s that smell?”
I froze, ‘Shit!’ I thought as he looked at me. I saw a moment of confusion as he tried to figure out why one of the NPCs smelled like they had a dirty diaper. I wasted no time using the concrete and metal below him to form a cocoon tightly around him. I let down my teenage image and revealed myself as Emerald in costume. I called out to the team, “I’ve been discovered! Ewe and I are probably getting into it here.”
I devoted half a second’s magic changing the poopy diaper, just as cracks appeared in the cocoon and he broke out. “I’m going to make you pay for that bitch!”
“I’m sure you are,” I muttered as he began stomping towards me.
I knew from the time I kicked him in the Friar Hall that I wouldn’t be able to make much of a physical attack on him. He was practically invulnerable from injury with the protective telekinetic shell that extended around his body. Worse for me was that his regen rate was among the highest at Bechtel. Add in the superhuman strength he had, and I barely had much of a thought on what to do with him now that my first plan had failed. I was trying to dodge around him when he slapped the snot out of my rear, effectively spanking me and sending me tumbling across the room and into the wall!
“Damnit, that hurt!” I said as I bounced off it and pushed my hair out of my face.
‘Time to test Bechtel’s protections?’ Caireen suggested.
‘What?’
‘They said you can use whatever attacks?’
I grimaced, ‘What if I…?’
‘He’ll be fine…’ she told me.
“You know it’d be really nice if I didn’t have to go this far,” I told him.
“What?” he said as he began rounding on me again.
I sighed and used my freezing spell on him. A moment later, he was standing there as a frozen statue, and I felt guilty at his horrified expression.
Before my conscience could get to me too much, some robots from Choco Chip began crawling in. They had almost spider-like bodies and, as they rushed towards me, made a creepy clicking sound that would come in my nightmares if I ever actually slept! I had nursed from Hannah as close to the match as I could and began shooting the green blasts out that Hannah did. I was happy when I was able to take out ten of them quickly, but the next time I tried, there was nothing left.
“Shit!” I said as a hundred more continued to advance on me. I was getting pinned to the back wall of the offices as they moved and decided to revert to magic. I charged a single blast from about ten small ley lines and aimed just in front of the swarm of killer spiderbots. I found myself knocked off my feet and nearly fell through the hole that formed in the floor! I grabbed onto a piece of metal sticking out from the wall and pulled myself up. Most of the robots had been destroyed; the rest were upside down and half covered in rubble.
“I hate spiders!” I said. For good measure, I fired some flames into the level to make sure the metal in the robots was slagged, and they couldn’t get me from behind!
I carefully made my way around the edge of the room and back to the staircase. Finally, I reached the top and found Choco Chips standing, fighting with Camille. I was about to get involved when Streaked showed up and stood across from me. “How about a fair fight this time?” She taunted me.
I laughed, “What’s fair about this? I’m nearly three feet shorter than you?”
“You cheated yesterday!”
“Umm… were you at another match than I was?” I asked. “I left you nicely contained and just about had the flag when you decided to attack me instead of being smart and going for the flag?” I laughed, “It’s not my fault you’re clumsy. I should tell you I’m not stopping your fall this time.”
She screamed and began moving towards me almost as fast as I could see. I extended my shield a little further and laughed when she tried striking me but gripped a broken hand instead. “What the hell?”
“You know you really should pick on people your own size!” I told her. I fired one of the net spells I’d learned and watched as she barely dodged out of the way. In the process, some sort of water pipe was nicked, and a puddle of water formed at my feet and rapidly flowed toward the roof’s end.
“I’m going to teach you a lesson, little girl!” she screamed and came at me again.
Unfortunately, she did connect with a spell that time, and I felt one of my recently injured ribs bruise again!
“Bitch!” I swore!
She smirked, and we traded a few other blows before she connected with my butt, still sore from Ewe, and knocked me to the ground. I was thrown ten feet from the impact and bounced off a wall in the middle of the roof!
I shakily stood back up and stared her down.
Streaked gave me a menacing glare and then began charging.
I noted then that the water from the pipe was getting deeper, and she was sloshing through it. Then, I had a thought and smirked as I used a freezing spell on the water. She had just hit her top speed when I dodged out of the way and watched her skate right off the roof!
“Son of a….!” I heard her scream.
I smirked at that. Camille was still dealing with Choco Chips, so I decided to help her and used one of the net spells on her. She cooperated and went down in a heap. I was walking toward the flag when suddenly I heard a scream and felt myself knocked over. Somehow my shield spell failed as a hand rapidly ripped my diaper off and repeatedly smacked my naked butt! ‘She’s spanking me?!?!?’ I screamed since it hurt after already being bruised from Ewe and Streaked’s first blow!!!
Suddenly another scream came from behind whoever had grabbed me.
My left arm hurt as I stood up and realized midway down my forearm was bent ninety degrees from the direction it should be! The bone was just poking through the skin! Tears filled my eyes, but I refused to cry out loud as I tried to assess what the hell had happened? My eyes took in the scene of Hannah nearby looking pissed and a very blackened and singed-looking Streaked. Esmie arrived right then, picked up the flag, and flew off to end the round. A buzzer sounded, and Hannah quickly helped me re-tape the diaper.
“Don’t you ever do that to Emerald again!” Hannah said as we passed by Streaked. She looked seriously injured, but I decided I no longer cared.
Camille came over and, in Sora’s voice, said, “Let me take care of that arm.”
She performed a spell, and my arm instantly sent pain down the nerves as it moved the bones back to where they should have been and then knitted everything back together. It was down to a dull throb afterward, but it still wasn’t pleasant!
We were just getting ready to head down the stairs when a crew of ten medics ran up to look at Streaked. Halfway down the steps, my jaw dropped as one of the most famous costumed heroines, Lady Fulvia, stopped us. “Emerald, can you unfreeze Ewe?”
I sighed but nodded. I followed the legendary heroine back onto the level where his face was frozen in terror like a cross between a gargoyle statue and Han Solo… I performed the counter spell that Caireen had taught me recently and watched him thaw and gasp a deep breath in shock.
“You!” He said, starting to come towards me before Lady Fulvia stopped him.
“Do you need to be in my office so I can give you detention in the containment labs for the next semester?” she said quietly.
“No, Ma’am,” he said. Only when he replied did I realize that Lady Fulvia and Mrs. Hensley were one and the same!
“Go see the medics and get looked at,” she told him.
“Babysitters, I expect your team in the debriefing room in ten minutes!” She hissed at us.
“Yes, Ma’am,” I said, along with the other two.
We made our way to the entrance and found our other three teammates waiting.
“What’s wrong with you three?” Beth asked, “We destroyed them!”
I sighed, “I think we’re in trouble…?”
“For what?”
“I’m not actually completely sure,” Camille answered.
“Probably for Hannah and me going overboard?” I suggested.
“Wait to discuss the exercise until you are in the briefing room,” Gunny told us, meeting us in the doorway.
Gunny, Giddings, Captain Tilling, and a still-costumed Mrs. Hensley sat down across from us, giving Hannah and me, in particular, very scary glares. I gulped, wondered how much trouble I was in, and nervously fidgeted. Of course, the wet diaper on my butt wasn’t helping either!
“Let’s discuss this exercise!” Mrs. Hensley said in a cold voice that made my stomach turn more. I was grateful for the pacifier mask I wore then as I found myself nervously nursing on the nipple. They showed a video feed of the battle, and I learned that Hannah and Beth had engaged Monotone. Eventually, some sort of explosive round from Beth’s sniper rifle did him in while Hannah had been distracting him from the other side. Before that, Camille, Hannah, and Esmie pitched in to get Paved into that bubble I had seen. I was really impressed!
The camera view then flipped to me in my teenage form. “And what was this?” Hensley asked me, “You’re supposed to be masked at all times!”
“That’s not my normal face, so it is a mask?” I said hesitantly.
She mulled that over, “I suppose that’s right. But, since when can you look like a normal teenager?”
“A week or so ago?”
“Wait a minute!” Giddings said, clearly thinking back, “You two were at the Winter Ball together?”
I blushed and saw Hannah do the same.
“I’m going to need to meet with you later, Emerald, to discuss if this has any implications on changes we need to make,” Hensley stated pointedly.
“It shouldn’t. It’s not real… but let me know when?”
“Okay, moving on,” Tilling said, clearing his throat, “I honestly thought it was an innovative tactic. We’ve seen students try to blend in before, but the mask rule usually means everyone catches onto them. So it was impressive that you made it almost all the way to the target unnoticed.”
“Except for one poopy diaper, I might have made it all the way!” I complained.
Hannah leaned over and hugged me, “Poop happens!”
I sighed, “Anyway?”
“Okay, this situation with Ewe here has me seriously concerned, Emerald. What exactly did you do to him?” Hensley asked with her eyes seeming to peer into my soul.
“I couldn’t do anything else physically to him… his shield is impenetrable, right?”
“A large enough tank round makes it through,” Beth told me.
“Oh… Well, I didn’t have one of those, so I froze Ewe.”
“Like frozen temperature-wise?” Gunny asked.
“I think if you measured, he would have been just a bit over zero degrees Kelvin?”
“Emerald, that sounds like a lethal spell…?” Hensley said.
“It would be if I didn’t undo it,” I agreed.
“I have concerns about this spell being used on other students again. Therefore, unless your life is in danger, you cannot use it on another student at Bechtel!” Mrs. Hensley said.
“Yes, Ma’am, I’ll try and learn something else.”
“Let’s see, you moved straight onto Choco Chip’s robots then. So you used Hannah’s EMP blasts there?”
“I’ve been using my copyist skill to make them for a while?” I said, “It was in my testing results.”
Gunny nodded, “The next blast you did… That was fairly impressive.”
“Good thing you were the last planned match of the night!” Giddings said.
“Why?”
“Because it will take the team all night to fix that damage! If someone had been under there? And then the use of the flames?”
“I really don’t like spiders,” I told her. “I would have felt justified blowing up the whole building to kill those things!”
Esmie giggled next to me until Camille elbowed her.
Hensley sighed, “the rooftop fight?”
We discussed my part and the use of the ice to let Streaked take herself out. “You made a huge mistake there,” Gunny told me.
I nodded, “I didn’t confirm she was down…?”
“Correct, you can’t take risks like that!”
He moved on, ripping into Camille for some things with her fight. Sora stepped in after a while and argued before begrudgingly getting out of the way.
Eventually, Hensley said, “Well… the final thing we need to discuss. Emped, this blast you used… We are retesting you after the break because I want to know the real limit of your powers. I think they’ve grown from your GEID tests.” She rubbed her eyes with fatigue. “Look, Emped, Emerald, if you ever use those powers to that level again on students, I’m going to have to issue severe consequences, up to expulsion.”
Camille, Beth, Lizi, and Esmie all sucked in a loud breath, “You can’t do that!” I heard almost in unison from them.
“They didn’t start anything and only used a limited amount of the force they have!” Camille finished.
“I don’t care if you think that, ladies, you’re on notice, you two. We’re lucky that both were able to receive treatment quickly. Emped, you especially need to be careful of those blasts. Emerald, you could probably take out much more if you chose to. So you two have to be very careful!”
“Yes, Ma’am,” Hannah and I said together.
We eventually got free of the briefing and went back to Trident. Hannah and I took a shower together and then a long bath together. There were no thoughts of my teenage form, just comfort from a baby and a mommy. When we made it into our pajamas, the other girls dragged us to the theater room for an end of finals party. The other students couldn’t care less about the reaming we received from Hensley, instead raving about how epic that match was! As I prepared to nurse from Hannah later, she said, “Sofia?”
“Yes?”
“If Streaked ever did try and hurt you again… I honestly would do what I did again in a heartbeat.”
I smiled at her, “I don’t think we’ll ever have that problem again. But don’t let your mama bear mode get you in more trouble!”
She hugged me, “Nothing would stop me if that had been real!”
I nodded, “I wouldn’t hold back if it was you either.”
She cuddled me in her lap for a bit and then exposed her breast. I latched on and internally celebrated, having survived our first short semester at Bechtel!
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Chapter 62: Reunions
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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Chapter 62: Reunions
FRIDAY MORNING, I had a much earlier nursing session and breakfast than usual. We were up super early so Hannah and I could get to Aphrodite’s studio for my first modeling job. Hannah had dressed me in a simple set of elasticized jeans and a pink sweatshirt with Olaf on it that said, ’Some People Are Worth Melting For’ on it. I had nixed Hannah’s idea of holiday dresses based on a conversation with Amanda in the Friar Hall the previous night while we were at dinner. Since they really only wanted me for my diaper butt, there was no real point in dressing up. “You already have the job,” Amanda had stated to me but looked pointedly at Hannah when she said it.
I smiled as we walked in and saw camera crews setting up cameras, backdrops, and furniture in multiple zones of the vast Aphrodite studio. Amanda saw us and waved, “Hi guys,” she greeted me, “This is Janet; she’ll be in charge of the shoot for the manufacturer.”
“Oh my, she’s even cuter in person than in the shots you gave us!” she cooed at me. “You’re really eighteen?”
I nodded, “Well, technically, I’m eighteen years old, or eighteen months – I can be both legally. For modeling purposes, though, I’m eighteen years old.”
She smiled at that, “That’s great! That means we have all day to finish this before you probably go home for Christmas Break?”
“Not quite; our parents are picking us up to go on a vacation,” Hannah said.
“You are?”
“Hannah… her unofficial mommy,” she smiled.
“Well then, let’s not waste too much time! We have a new version of our diapers that we’re going to be releasing in the first quarter of this year. We want to have you wearing it and running around, playing, maybe getting changed, and film a few other scenes…?”
I smiled, knowing I would make enough money to be worth the embarrassment, “Okay, when do we get started?”
I was led to a salon where a lady was ready to work with my hair. “We’re looking for a little younger hairstyle than you have. Would you hate me if I said we needed to cut it way shorter?” she looked at Hannah for the answer, not me. Meanwhile, Hannah looked down at me for my response.
‘Caireen, I can fix it when we’re done with magic, right?’ I asked.
‘Yes, and if the spells you know don’t work for some reason, I have another I’ll teach you.’
I sighed, “Go ahead; I can fix it afterward,” I told her.
She gave me a weird look, “That okay with you, Mommy?”
“She’s not actually mine, and she is eighteen, so just ask her,” Hannah told her. “I’m just here for moral support... and diaper duty!”
My hair was quickly chopped and removed in bulk by the stylist! Other than on the assignment, my hair had not been that short in years! In the end, she had more of a hybrid between Lily’s hair and ‘Olivia’s’ during the assignment. It was just long enough that she’d tied it up in two cute stubby pigtails.
“Perfect!” Janet said when she saw me. “Now we just need to get you dressed in this awesome new diaper and this shirt.” She made the last statement to Hannah, and I felt annoyed that she forgot I was really eighteen...
“Okay,” Hannah said, “Is there some specific place?”
“Here on the floor works? Or wherever you all are comfortable.”
I sighed, “Just get it done, Hannah,” I told her.
She laid out my changing pad and soon had me in the new diaper. It did fit quite a bit differently! It seemed they added another zone of wide elastic along the absorbent pad in the middle from the back to the front. The leg gatherings seemed to be hugging me more too. “These feel nice,” I told Janet.
She smiled, “Not often one of our target audience members can have a conversation about the product! I may have to get you in touch with our research team!”
I smiled, “For the right fee, I’d be interested.”
“Said like a pro!” she smiled at me.
I looked down at the simple pink long-sleeve shirt I’d been given. There was a simple pattern of small, repeating white bows on the shirt’s fabric. “This is really short,” I mentioned.
“It’s a crop top for a baby,” Hannah giggled at me.
“Well, we must ensure the cameras can see the diaper in all its glory,” Janet explained. “Now, ready to get filming?”
At eighteen, there was no limit to my hours as a model, and you could tell Janet intended to take advantage of that to make me the face of the new product line. I was filmed jumping up and down, giggling, clapping my hands awkwardly, and staring at my ‘mommy.’ The actress playing her was another Aphrodite member, and they took shots of me playing with her while inside the set crib. I was filmed playing with toys in a nursery, running around on an outside garden set, crawling all over the place on a playground, and intentionally shown playing with my diaper wet. That was to show the ‘no sag’ design. Soon after, I was most embarrassed as they filmed me getting a diaper change multiple times! Nothing would be aired more than tapes being applied - and possibly my butt, but I had to do everything in my power not to be red as my hair during that part!
We stopped for a lunch break and another diaper change. I was changed into a bunch of other tops and still photographed in about as many ways as I could imagine. Finally, they had me just in a fresh diaper for the final shots and nothing else. Most of the time, I was held by the other model, but sometimes I was on my own, still playing or crawling. I had just been changed again and told they had enough shots and footage when I heard, “Sofia!!!” from a little voice. I looked to see Lily running over to me in a cute Christmas dress like Hannah would have wanted to dress me in.
“You wear diapers! You baby still?” She asked and pulled up her skirt, “I big girl now!” she showed me the pink Pull-Ups she’d been wearing since Thanksgiving Break under her tights.
“I’m proud of you!” I told her and hugged her. I noticed she had grown another inch or so since I had left home. ‘She might be taller than me now!’ I frowned.
“I’m done now, right?” I asked Janet.
“Yep, go ahead and get dressed. Oh, we always bring a bunch of extra boxes of diapers, just in case, for the shoot. I think there’s like seven unopened boxes over there – since you like them, go ahead and take them!”
I actually smiled at that, “Thanks!”
I hugged Mom and Dad and then let Mom help me get dressed into a matching dress to Lily’s, along with some white tights.
“Hi, Sofia,” Hannah’s mom said, “Do I get a hug?”
I smiled, “Sure!”
She picked me up and said, “So I hear you consider my Hannah to be your mommy…?”
I blushed, “Sort of…?”
“Well, I guess that makes me Grandma?”
“Grammy,” I said to her instead.
She tickled me and ended up being the one to carry me back to our dorm. My dad and her dad brought the boxes of diapers past way too many students and friends. Each of them seemed to have a knowing smirk on their face. I blushed, but I was a baby… I would always need diapers!
Our parents looked around in shock at the room for the brief time we were there. “How is it…?” Her dad was going to ask.
“Don’t ask,” my dad said, “My experience with magic sometimes means you just have to accept it.”
“You have everything in that?” Mom asked me, looking skeptically at the tiny purple ‘Sofia the First’ suitcase I acquired last week.
“I think so!”
“How about we grab one of these boxes?” Mom suggested as she looked at the diapers.
“I already have three boxes in my bag?”
“Wha…?” Mom asked.
“Magic, Sweetheart,” Dad told her.
She spluttered for a second, “You like them better, right? So let’s just trade them out really quick?”
I sighed and opened up my suitcase. I, of course, had performed one of the enlarging spells on it. It was way larger inside than anything else I’d made like that so far. I reached in and snagged two boxes, each with over a hundred diapers in them. Three had most likely been overkill for the fifteen days we were going to be with our parents at the cabin, but Hannah hadn’t wanted to get stuck without them. ‘You would be a cranky baby…’ Caireen said in agreement the night before about my complaints of overkill.
I groaned and replaced the diapers with the new boxes then. Hannah still had like fifteen of the old diapers in her bag, and I had another twenty in my backpack too… Plenty of other things were inside to take care of me. Hannah and I had included dozens of baby bottles, pacifiers, stuffed animals, games, and even some Lego sets. I still had not found the time to put together the ones from our New York trip!
When I was done, “Now we’re good?”
Mom saw the infant carrier that we’d said we had. “This is her car seat?” She asked Hannah. “Yep, she still fits in it as a carrier, too, if you want to just put her in it now?”
I blushed, but Mom wasted no time picking me up and laying me inside of it, smiling at me as she buckled me in. “I don’t know if I can carry her all the way to the car?” she told my dad.
“I can carry her; you want to pull her suitcase? This has a base somewhere?” Dad said.
Hannah pointed out where it sat beside the stroller that had been folded up. “Should we take this too?” Mom asked.
“You planning on any long walks or shopping that we need to hide her in? Her car seat can just attach to it too.”
Mom sat me back down, unfolded the stroller, and then figured out how to latch it in. “Much better!” She said with a smile and tickled my stomach. “You really are much cuter as a baby!”
I stuck my tongue out at her and found myself rewarded with a pacifier shoved in my mouth by Hannah. “Behave!” she warned me.
I just smiled at her. Lily chose that moment to go up to Hannah with her arms raised. “Uppy Hanny! Missed you!”
She smiled, “Aww… I missed you too, Lily,” she told her and hugged her. Her dad took her suitcase and bag, while my dad pulled the dainty little suitcase with him.
Mom pushed my stroller to the parking lot at the front of the campus. I couldn’t help but smile that she seemed so happy right then to see me! I certainly felt better back with my family! Soon we had signed out and were at the two SUVs they’d rented. “We’ll see you at the dinner stop?” Mom said to Hannah’s mom.
“That should work fine! It’ll give us a chance to interrogate our daughters and figure out what mischief they’ve been up to!”
Mom opened the door, and I found my rear-facing seat soon latched into the base, next to Lily’s now forward-facing car seat. It couldn’t have been more obvious that she was the big girl now, and I was the baby!
ALL ALONG THE drive for the next hour, Mom and Dad kept asking me questions about friends, classes, and things I was learning. I was excited to tell them about things at first, but I grew tired of their questions after a while. Finally, I was so grateful when we pulled up to the restaurant we were stopping at for dinner to make the interrogation stop for a bit!
Mom carried me inside on her hip while Dad had a sleepy Lily cradled in his arms. Hannah gave me an odd expression as she walked in the door, and I sat patiently in Mom’s arms. Soon we were seated at a large table with a high chair for myself and a booster seat for Lily. Mom sat to my right, and Hannah joined me on the left as I waited to see just what food was available!
The restaurant was a mixture of everything, but the twenty-four-hour breakfast menu sounded delicious right then! So mom ordered me a meal with pancakes, bacon, sausage, and hash browns. We didn’t bother pretending I was a normal baby throughout dinner. I ate with the miniature silverware we’d brought and wished I could have a second plate or two.
“I can’t believe you finished that so quickly!” Hannah’s mom said.
“I’m missing Bechtel’s dining room right now,” I complained.
“Be grateful you sent her there, Mrs. Hammerstein. She’d eat you out of the house!”
“She already was before she left.”
I looked at Hannah to glare at her and then realized she’d just made a face that I knew too well. We had this discussion with our friends the past week. I had a pee-pee and poo-poo set of faces that I never even knew I had made! Hannah had the ‘my breasts are leaking’ look she was making right then. So I nudged her, “Need to?”
“My pump is in my suitcase,” she whispered.
“What’s wrong, Hannah?” Her mom asked.
She pointed at her breasts and whispered, “I’m really full…?”
“Well, just have Sofia take care of it,” my mom said, “It’s natural to do?”
“Here…? In front of…?” She blushed as she motioned, especially toward our dads.
“Just take care of Sofia; it’s okay, honey. It’s not like we don’t know,” her mom told her.
I smirked at her, “Nummies, Mommy!” I said to her.
She sighed and picked me up out of the highchair. There was a blanket in the diaper bag that she pulled out, apparently not too fond of breastfeeding me in front of her parents! Other than that, it was so routine to me that I didn’t feel like it was that big of a deal!
She placed me at her breast, and I let my mouth instincts take over. I was really grateful because the plate of food wasn’t nearly enough!!! Her mom said, “Aww… you make such a great mommy!”
“What Sofia do to Hanny?” Lily asked loudly.
I blushed and figured Hannah was doing the same.
“Sofia’s just drinking her milkies like you used to do from me when you were little,” Mom told her.
“She littler baby?”
Dad laughed, “Yes, she is. You wear big girl panties now, right? She still wears her diapees like a little baby.”
After Hannah switched me to her other breast, I began tuning out the embarrassing conversation. Lily was getting bored and becoming a bit more challenging to wrangle. Mom took her to the potty before I finished, and we returned to the cars. I was asleep from my milk coma before we reached the car!
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Epilogue
by Sofia Hammerstein
Eighteen-year-old Nicholas Hammerstein is at the cusp of finishing high school in his hometown of Los Alamos, NM. He has a seemingly ideal life and is blessed with loving parents, a cute baby sister, and great friends. Nicholas is a gifted student and martial artist who has dreams of leaving for college at the end of his senior year. But, living in a world of Emergent humans, he will soon find his life turned upside down as his life and the fate of a kingdom hang in the balance. His future and theirs will be determined by how he navigates the drastic changes in his body and the magical and superpowered Mergent population he joins.
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WHEN I WOKE, I had spent some time playing with Caireen in my Castle nursery and felt rested. Mom was opening my door, and I rubbed my eyes, “Good nap?” She asked me quietly.
I shrugged, “I guess… Are we there?”
She nodded and unbuckled me from the car seat. She wrapped me in a blanket instead of putting a coat on me, and I took the chance to look around as she carried me inside.
It was a beautiful modern log cabin with large windows! The clearing around it was covered in fresh white snow, and the trees beyond it also seemed to have a fresh dusting. There were tall windows overlooking a valley of lights below us. ‘This could be a postcard!’ I thought to myself. Dad carried a sleeping Lily in his arms behind us. At the same time, Hannah’s dad worked an electronic key box that contained the rental key inside. He unlocked the door just as I began shivering from the cold, revealing a substantial open floor living space as he turned on the lights.
“Whoa, this is awesome!” Hannah said quietly.
I agreed! A big fireplace was against the back wall of the living room. Beside it were huge windows that I guessed would have a great view during the daytime. A set of couches facing the fireplace created a cozy living space. A colossal elk head was mounted above the fireplace giving it the rustic cabin feel. Another more open area led to more windows, and a tall Christmas tree joined other decorations the owners must have put out for us. On the opposite side of the house was a huge dining room table that could easily seat six more people than we had with us. The kitchen looked about as state of the art as it could, with multiple ovens, two stovetops mounted on an island, and two large commercial refrigerators.
“Wow…” Mom said, “I’m not sure I’ll want to go home!”
Dad laughed, “Let’s go upstairs and check out the rooms.”
Upstairs it turned out there were two large main bedrooms with en-suite bathrooms. Both bathrooms featured whirlpool tubs and separate showers! A slightly smaller bedroom also had its own bathroom attached, but it had a simple bathtub with a shower. We opened a fourth door, and Mom seemed unsurprised to see a crib and a set of bunk beds inside. I sighed, knowing the crib was where I’d be sleeping while my ‘big-girl’ baby sister would be sleeping in the lower bunk.
Mom sat me down on the ground while Dad sat Lily on a changing table. “She needs to be changed for bed anyway, but her Pull-Up is wet,” he whispered.
Mom said, “Thanks,” and sat me down on the ground. I watched as she dug into an oversized purse she had carried upstairs. Her hands pulled out a regular diaper and quickly changed Lily into a set of footed pajamas. She didn’t stir as Mom tucked her into the bottom bunk and nudged me to walk out the door with her hand on my head. She closed the door partially behind us and turned off the lights.
“She’s still in diapers at night?” I asked.
“Normally just Pull-Ups then too, but I don’t want her to leak and make a mess in someone else’s bed?”
I nodded, “It’s so weird having a baby sister that’s potty-trained… and I’m not!”
Mom picked me up and squeezed me, “I’m so glad to hold you again - I’ve missed you so much!”
“I’ve missed you too, Mom,” I squeezed her back.
Dad brought up our luggage, followed by Hannah’s parents and Hannah bringing hers. Mom felt my diaper, “Feels like someone else needs a change too?”
I nodded, “Probably.”
“You want to take a bath and then call it a night?” Mom asked me.
“What time is it?” I asked.
“About ten?” Mom replied.
“I guess. It was a long day,” I admitted.
“Then I’m guessing you normally nurse from Hannah before bed?”
I blushed, “Yes…?”
She hugged me, “It’s okay; you and Hannah look beautiful together when you nurse. I’m just going to miss feeding you a bottle and watching you go to sleep in my arms.”
Hannah was standing there and said, “I could pump tonight, and you could feed her a bottle still…?” she offered.
Mom looked at me for a moment, “You don’t mind?” she looked at both of us.
I shrugged, “If Hannah’s okay, I am too?”
“I’ll warm up one of her bottles for you when you’re finished with her bath.”
Hannah made Mom’s night then, as she got to smother me in a bath and then sat down on the sofa with me downstairs. Mom had dressed me in one of my warm footed sleepers and soon had me cradled comfortably in her arms. Then, after a flash of green, Hannah brought one of my bottles and handed it to my mom.
“It’s the right temperature?” Mom questioned.
“A little trick I can do,” Hannah told her. “Normally, I use it in the cafeteria for her there.”
Mom nodded, and I watched her tilt the bottle toward my face and bring the soft nipple to my mouth. I smiled and looked into her eyes for a moment as I began nursing and Mom sang a lullaby. My eyes quickly grew heavy, and I was out before I finished the bottle.
I WOKE UP in Caireen’s castle that night and spent a day playing in my playhouse. I was glad that it was still summer temperatures there as I only had on my diaper and a short dress that day. Caireen spent a little time teaching me some refinements to some spells but mostly had been letting me play and let off stress since we’d completed our war with Camulus. The castle was already beginning to mostly look back to normal. We talked about me removing the rubble from the outer walls or fixing them for a little bit that night. Over the next few weeks, we would rebuild the valley walls. I added some ornate touches that made them really inspiring to look at. We decided to just clear and remove the one from around the castle area to restore the typical beauty of the grounds. The moat was also cleared, and all you could see was the beautiful meadowy grass I had first seen when I arrived.
The best part was that the butterflies returned!
When Mom picked me up out of my crib that next morning, I was disoriented. “Mom!” I said with a smile.
She hugged me, “I’m glad to see you in the morning too!”
Lily apparently had gotten up earlier. Somehow, I was told I’d slept through her having a massive fit over the wet diaper she was wearing when she woke up. Mom had changed me into a long-sleeved onesie and jeans before looking at my hair. “Why is your hair this short?”
“Oh… I forgot to change it back last night… The company wanted me to look more my age with my hair for the shoot.”
Mom smiled, “You do look more like a baby your age should.”
I could see something in her eyes, “You want me to leave it alone for today?”
“I don’t want to embarrass you?”
I shrugged, “I just spent two weeks pretending to be younger and eating baby food and Hannah’s milk only; the hair isn’t that big of a deal?”
She smiled, and I knew I was making the right choice leaving it for now. “Okay, Hannah probably needs you right now… Let me drop you off with her, and I’ll help her mom with breakfast.”
Hannah looked at me when Mom passed me over; having been through a shower herself, it seemed since her hair was still wet. “Didn’t feel like changing your hair back yet?” She asked.
I shrugged, “I think my Mom has been missing me. She didn’t want to ask me, but I could tell she’d rather me look like this right now.”
Hannah laughed, “We had such a hard time getting you to accept being a baby, and now look at you?”
I laughed too, “Okay, Mommy, enough making fun of me, hungwy!”
She laughed and carried me down to the living area and the same couch Mom had given me my bottle the night before. I could tell she was still a bit sheepish about feeding me openly there, but her need overrode her embarrassment. When I was done, she burped me and got a large belch for her trouble.
“My goodness, someone has wigglys in their tummy in there!” Hannah’s mom said from across the room, successfully making me blush again!
We spent that day going into town and picking up groceries and supplies to make meals for our two families for the next week. Mom pretty much held me any chance she got, seconded by Hannah’s mom, who seemed to also be growing attached to me! Meanwhile, Lily was basking in attention from Hannah. Hannah was a big help to Mom, keeping Lily on the straight and narrow with her potty training. She only had one accident that day while we were out and seemed to mostly be ready for regular panties!
Meanwhile, I was going through the new diapers I’d been given at the photoshoot at my usual pace!
On our second day there, we traveled to a local ski resort. I talked to Hannah first and then to Mom as she put a new diaper on me that morning.
“Mom?”
“Yes, Sweetie?”
“Umm… I wanted to see if you would mind me doing something different today?”
“What’s that?” She asked as she sat me on the ground.
“This,” I said, and changed myself into the teenage girl form I’d done before, but with a more mature version of ski pants than I was actually wearing.
“What?!?” She asked, “But…?”
Dad came in right then and asked, “Who… Sofia?”
I smiled, “It’s not real… It’s like I’m a tiny body controlling a mech suit or something, but I think I could ski better this way? Hannah and I can spend some normal teenage time together?”
Mom looked shocked, “You still need your diapers, right?”
I nodded, “Caireen will let me use magic to change them now in certain situations.”
“Problem is we rented two kids’ ski sets…?” Dad said. “We haven’t bought lift tickets yet, though…?”
“Did you already pick up the skis?” I asked.
“No, we needed to measure you and Lily…?”
“How old are kids up to?” I asked after a moment of thinking.
“Ten or twelve?”
I thought for a moment and shrank my projection down to four foot two, made my breasts almost non-existent and changed my hair into a pair of braided pigtails. “I’m ten now?” I suggested.
Mom looked at me and shook her head, “I guess you are.”
Hannah came in right then, “Oh… I guess it’s not a baby I’m taking care of today?” She smiled, “Cute look… Why not eighteen, though?”
“Dad already paid for the ski rentals?”
She laughed, “I guess I can hang out with my kid sister all day today.”
We spent the next couple of days on the slopes, with me enjoying not being a total baby! I even spent a couple evenings hanging out as my eighteen-year-old self. But, unfortunately, it was clear everyone was much more comfortable with me being my ‘normal’ self.
Christmas Eve, Santa Claus was set up at the ski resort with real reindeer all around him. We waited in line for way too long, with Lily and I dressed in velvet Christmas dresses and thick white tights. Finally, after what seemed forever to us, Lily was on his lap, telling him what she wanted for Christmas. Once she had her picture taken, I was added to Santa’s lap and joined her for a photo before being left alone.
“What do you want for Christmas, little girl?” he cooed.
I looked at him, “I think I actually have everything I’ve ever wished for. Thank you, Santa,” I told him with a smile and posed for my picture. There had been a shocked expression on the poor guy’s face in the picture Mom bought, but my face was the happiest it had ever been!
Christmas Day, after a diaper change, Lily and I helped pass out presents from under the tree to everyone. Lily and I obviously had larger piles than everyone else! Per our family tradition, Lily was the youngest and was supposed to open one first, “Go ahead, Lily,” Mom told her, “You’re the youngest; you get to go first!”
“Nuh-uh, I big girl, Sofia baby!”
I blushed, “Umm…?” I was going to argue, but Mom said, “Oh my, you’re right, Lily! I forgot Sofia is the littlest baby now! You’re right; she should go first!”
I just shrugged and began opening my presents. Inside the wrapped gifts were many of the games and toys I actually might play with. I also discovered some older kids’ toys, like the Lego sets I’d put on the list. Hannah must have made an extensive list of baby items because there were also many toddler toys, bath toys, stuffed animals, clothes, and even a new crib mobile in my gifts. I definitely had not picked out any of those! Some practical things like more bibs, pacifiers, and bottles were inside too. They got me the piccolo I had asked for, and I was ecstatic that I could play it! Everyone else kind of groaned at the high pitch. Still, I loved having the ability to do something I had loved before my emergence again! I knew I would have to try out for the band at Bechtel in the spring.
I had one final gift from my parents: a silver locket with a picture of my parents, Lily, and myself on one side and Hannah and me with her parents on the other.
Hannah wasn’t immune from gifts relating to baby me. Her Mom had picked out a bunch of new nursing bras and one of those baby sling carriers we’d used on assignment.
As I looked around at all of my gifts, and given my hugs, and said my thanks, I couldn’t help but note Christmas was more fun as a baby than it was as a teenager! I’d dreamed of getting dresses for countless Christmases before. The cute matching purple velvet dresses Lily, and I played in for the rest of the day made it one of my favorite days ever!
A bit over a week later, we hugged our parents and Lily and said our goodbyes until the summer break, when we hoped to come home. I sat comfortably in the sling carrier, nursing on my pacifier, thinking of how Hannah and I had celebrated New Year’s in a slightly more mature fashion. While I would forever be her baby, we’d also established that we could have a romantic relationship. After all, we were stuck with each other… It was a bit of a magical hassle, but it led to a magical night!
“Hi, Sofia!” Someone said as we walked in.
“See, you’re all they ever notice!” Hannah pouted and hugged me on our way to our room. Hopefully, we’d actually get an entire semester of school this time!
Finis
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Prologue and Chapter 1
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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This work is, first and foremost, a work of Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) Fiction. If diapers, bottles, and babying of adults are not your cup of tea, I would advise you to move on to another work. However, if those don’t offend you, I hope you will enjoy this tale!
Years ago, I dealt with writer’s block on another work I was writing. During my drought of ideas for the other work, the concept of writing a novel in the ‘Diaper Dimension’ took hold. It began a nearly three-year span of writing what became three separate works. This book, Exchanged, is the first in that Trilogy. I write primarily for fun, but many have asked me to publish this work on Amazon over the past few years. So I did make it available there. I have posted this on a few other sites, but I feel there might be some readers on this site who might appreciate this but haven't read it.
Before I push onward with the novel, I need to credit the concept of the Diaper Dimension to, ‘Princess Pottypants,’ and her original work ‘Alisa’s Adventures in the Diaper Dimension.’ Her initial work set off what has become a whole universe of stories. (That work is also available on Amazon!) I appreciate her generous permission to publish this work based on her created concepts!
Thank you to my readers who have commented and encouraged me throughout my postings online! Thanks also to DP for taking the time to help me proof my works recently!
Most of all, thank you to anyone who purchases my novels and takes the time to read them!
Prologue
I STARED AT the computer for a long moment at the text of my ad in front of me.
"Inter-Dimensional College Exchange Student Looking For Room And Board
18-year-old student is currently seeking room and board for his time studying at Emerson University. Accepted into Emerson University's Computer Science program and hopes to graduate with a Bachelor's degree. Upon researching the dynamic at the university, believes renting a room in a home would be the best option. Open to 'traditional' Little living conditions, but must remain mentally unaltered and able to physically still walk and function normally as an adult. Must be allowed to complete a degree and be delivered back to home dimension. Terms open for negotiation. Contract of funds to be paid half upon agreement and half upon delivery of student back to home dimension."
Two years ago, my family had gone on an adventure to the new dimensional world of the Amazons. Our guided trip had been a life-changing trip, as I had been amazed at their level of technology and how far they had brought their computers and engineering beyond our current levels! It was incredible! A college tour of their local Emerson University made me really want to go to school there. During the visit, I saw supercomputers and faculty that blew my mind. Even if when I looked around, it seemed like being as short as I was compared to everyone else would be a problem, I was intrigued!
Apparently, one of the side effects of going through the dimension was a reduction in height for many people. I had been five feet eight inches tall back home at the time, but only about four feet and an inch when I arrived in the other dimension. All around me had been giants in the form of the Amazons! Even my parents felt like kids in comparison to them. According to our guide, my dad had been alone amongst us in remaining a height that could be considered an 'In-Betweener.' The guides immediately assured us that they would ensure we were not 'poached' if we stayed with the group. We were strongly discouraged from any outside exploration!
It hadn't taken long after that conversation for me to see why when I saw a nearly naked college girl being breastfed on a bench. Her breasts gave away the idea she wasn't a regular baby. Still, other things like her yellowing diaper made things more confusing. The lady, her' mother,' gave me a quick glance and a wink before noticing the guide. To the tour company's credit, they managed to get us back home safely after a two-week tour of the fantastic new world. I had taken in every bit of information about how adult 'littles' ended up as babies. It disturbed me that nearly seventy percent of them ended up as surrogate babies. Still, if you ignored that, the world was so amazing!
Towards the end of our trip, I was able to sit down and pick the brain of one of the few free littles we met while we were at a restaurant.
"I'd love to come to school at Emerson," I told him.
"What for?"
"Computer science," I told him.
He nodded, "I hear we are way ahead of you with our technology… but you would have to be very careful. Most of the time, they'll let an intelligent little get through the first three years of college because they get so many grants for them from the government. But as soon as that fourth-year rolls around, they find an excuse to send you to an etiquette school instead… Then it's back to diapers, drooling, crawling, and breastfeeding for life."
I found myself slightly enticed by that but asked, "I don't suppose there are any that survive to graduate?"
"A few… sometimes a very clever little like myself can make it through if you are always watching. Too often, though, you let your guard slip one time, and the nearest Amazon to you will spank you, diaper you, and adopt you as their new baby…"
On the last day of our trip, I snagged an Emerson brochure. For the last two years, I had dreamed of nothing but going to school in that dimension at that school. I just had to figure out how to do it and still have my mind and body mostly intact when I returned.
Given the cost of the network hop to the inter-dimensional network, I proofread the ad several more times. I changed its wording several times in the hopes my meaning would be clear. My parents were very well off and had invested and saved quite a college savings account for me. Emerson had been very intrigued by my application and had actually awarded me a full-ride scholarship. That meant that the savings account was available for other expenses. I figured if we decided on a monthly fee for rental and board that we would pay in full, then with another payment of that total amount plus thirty-three percent upon my delivery back here at home, I would have a good shot at remaining free in the end. Money seemed to make the world go around there too.
At least that was the hope… So, I opened up a brief connection and submitted it to that universe's Craigslist server and hoped for the best.
Chapter 1: Contracts
A WEEK LATER, I found myself looking through fifty-eight responses to my ad. About half of them seemed to not care about the money and just wanted a baby… those went in the trash file of my computer in a hurry. I held another dozen or so as a backup if the others fell through. Finally, I had it narrowed down to about five real possibilities.
All of the replies left were couples that currently had no kids. After thinking more about what the Little had told me, I had decided upon that requirement. Apparently, when a toddler is taller than you, they see you as a great target to pick on. The last thing I wanted to deal with was an Amazon baby picking on me and making life miserable…
I picked out two couples from that last pile with at least one person working at the university. The first couple on the pile was Jennifer and Mark Nimitz. Mark was a doctor in the med school focusing on 'Little' care and Anatomy and Physiology of them. Jennifer had earned a doctorate in Psychiatry focusing on Little needs but wasn't currently working full time after leaving a recent position. "They certainly would understand your needs," my mom had said.
"Yeah, but I'm a little scared they might understand how to manipulate me too well…"
She had just nodded without saying anything more. My parents weren't actively fighting me on this decision, but they had both made it clear that they thought I was crazy to be willing to risk my adulthood there.
The second couple was named Amanda and Fred Westerfield. Fred was a professor at the medical school specializing in obstetrics, and Amanda was a professor in the engineering department teaching courses in biomechanical engineering. Both of them worked on the university campus I wanted to attend. I hoped I could continue through school without ending up in the campus daycare, and on paper, they really were a good bet to help. In addition, Amanda's field was the next most interesting to study, so I thought we might have some common interests.
In the end, we set up an appointment at the Inter-Dimensional Portal Center to video conference with both couples in a private room. My vibe on Jennifer and Mark stayed the same, practically screaming a big warning sign when they spoke. I had ended the call by saying, "I'll be in touch when I've made my decision."
Amanda and Fred, though, were a completely different experience as my parents and I talked to them. "I love this idea of being your surrogate family so you can come study here. I believe you can learn a lot from us and probably vice versa," Amanda said with a smile.
"You understand the stipulation that I would be coming back home upon graduation?" I asked.
"Absolutely, Stacy, we'd be happy to have you on those terms," he said with a smile, "I'll even guarantee you we'll get you through that degree! Even if we have to help make sure professors don't play games with you."
"I'm not asking for you to fight all of my battles," I said with a little bit of concern.
"We're not saying we will," Amanda soothed, "but this is a different dimension. To be perfectly honest, some professors won't take you seriously as anything but a baby if you come over as a Little."
I nodded, "That's what I heard when we visited."
"You visited?" Fred asked, surprised.
"We came for a family vacation with a guide two years ago," my mom told them over my shoulder as she absent-mindedly played with my long hair. "Ever since then, all Stacy has wanted to do is come there to study at Emerson. He wants to learn about everything that you all do in computers since you're so much further ahead of us here."
They nodded, and Amanda looked perplexed for a moment but asked, "You do understand if you come, we will have to alter some of your… umm… clothing options?"
I nodded, "I kind of expected that based on the other littles I saw around. I just don't want to end up with the mind of an infant, toddler, or preschooler," I tried to cover all bases there, "or end up with some of the bizarre surgeries I saw there where teeth were removed, or something was done to where they could only crawl…" I shuddered visibly at the thought of a few of those 'babies' we had seen.
Fred smiled, "Don't worry about those types of things. We'll not only make sure you don't go through those, but we'll also help you avoid some of the traps that some of our kind have set up. I'll go ahead and forewarn you against watching TV on your own. There's a program called Naomi and Oliver, which I know for a fact will regress you and addict you to it. We also have some scientists that have come up with other shows that will mess with your head. So please, regardless if you choose us, avoid those if you don't want to be a mindless drooling baby."
I nodded, "If I do come… what will you expect?"
"Well, right now, any little without a diaper on is a sitting target for kidnapping. So, I honestly believe your best bet is to plan on wearing them for the duration of your time in college here."
I sighed and nodded, "I kind of expected that. What else?"
"Well… If you don't mind letting me indulge myself a little?" Amanda asked calmly.
"How much is a little?"
"Well, if you're going to be in diapers… just a nursery and a highchair at the dinner table."
Dad practically seemed to be laughing next to me, but mom pinched his leg hair or something, and he suddenly became serious. "You're serious?" He asked.
"Mr. Slane, it's a matter of custom as much as anything. But it will also serve as a way for us to keep Stacy safe. If they found out a little wasn't being properly cared for, the state could come in and take Stacy to an orphanage… We have to be very careful with this plan, especially if Stacy is going to attend classes."
"Oh my!" My mom said worriedly next to me.
I looked at the screen and the two friendly-looking faces on it. Amanda's blonde hair actually matched mine nearly perfectly. Fred's eyes twinkled and seemed to be a similar Hazel to mine. They actually mirrored my own parents so closely it was almost unnerving. Mom's hair was just a bit darker than mine, and dad had the same Hazel eyes I had. The risk of this was great, but if I could return with the knowledge of their level of technology, I could make a fortune back here.
"So yeah… I guess I could deal with that." I responded.
They both beamed at me, and I felt my own parents shudder a bit. "Great! Now with this deal, I know you're trying your best to make a safe contract for yourself. This is a unique opportunity that I agree needs to be done right. Do you have a contract drawn up already?" Fred asked me.
"Yes, sir, let me just note the items we agreed to really quick, and I'll send it over to you to look it over and sign."
"If you don't mind, I'm going to have our own attorney look it over?" Amanda suggested.
"That's fine, and then we'll countersign it when it comes back." I said before adding, "My parents are going to sign as witnesses to the action as well."
"Sounds good!" Amanda said, "This is really exciting, Stacy!"
My future surrogate parents began talking as they turned away from the screen, and I just made out something about "I can't wait to have our own little g…" before the screen went blank.
'I told them I'm a guy… Right?' I asked myself. Stacy was a terrible name for a boy!
"Stacy, let's go ahead and note the items you all agreed to here," mom said. We noted that diapers were okay, a nursery was okay, a high chair was okay, and car seats I knew were mandatory by law. We went over clauses that I was to be unaltered psychologically via brainwashing techniques or physically altered to prevent my locomotion as a normal adult on two legs were also noted. I hoped we had hit the majority of the things that would be fates worse than death in the contract before we scanned it through the office's scanner and sent it to the Westerfield's.
I also sent a polite message to the Nimitz couple to let them know I had gone with someone else. I was told by both the Little, and the guides, that being rude in any way was a bad idea!
As we drove home, I couldn't help but note the fact that sitting in a regular car seat, eating in a standard chair, and sleeping in a regular bed might be a short-lived idea. At home, Mom called, "Stacy are you going to just keep letting your hair grow for college?"
I shrugged, "I suspect it won't matter one way or another there, Mom. I like it long myself, so I'm just going to leave it."
She nodded, "I hope it doesn't cause problems there."
I thought back to what Amanda had been in the middle of saying as the screen cut off and just shook my head. 'It'll be fine…'
THE NEXT FEW weeks were crazy as May wrapped up, and I graduated from high school with my plans for my future set in motion. I was proud to be the salutatorian of my class to my good friend Gabby who was .01 points ahead of me GPA-wise. But unfortunately, I had made the mistake of taking some non-AP classes as electives like band, and they had brought my GPA down. I was bummed, but I had no real reason to be upset with a full ride to college in the other dimension.
At the post-graduation party the school ran, she asked me, "So you're really going through with this plan to go to school in the other dimension?"
I nodded and smiled, "It's an adventure!"
"Sure… but haven't you heard the stories? I mean, I'm sure they're just stories… but…"
I shook my head, "They're actually true…" I said softly, "when we visited a couple years ago, I saw it happening."
She looked horrified, "Then why the hell are you going?"
"You wouldn't believe how advanced their computers and technology are! If I can go and learn their level of computer science and come back with that knowledge, I'll be able to make a fortune here!"
"From what I've heard, and you just said that's only if you don't come back drooling and crawling on the floor waiting for an Amazon mommy to change you or feed you…"
I sighed, "We've set up a pretty strict contract to make it worth the family's while to get me back here unharmed. Basically, they'll get $100,000 when I go to pay for my room and board for four years, and then an additional $150,000 when they send me back."
"What if they decide it's more worth it to just keep you…?"
I didn't have an answer to that question and just shrugged. After that night, I just kept moving towards my future plans. I was young and invulnerable! I spent the summer enjoying every bit of freedom I could though! Not that I was partying and drinking, but I drove everywhere I could and spent as much time with my friends as was possible. I watched many of them leave for their colleges early, leave for the military, or just generally begin working hard at menial jobs.
Once a week, I traded emails with the Westerfield's about the upcoming move. Then, on a whim, I sent them the graduation photo of me receiving my diploma, "That's a great picture of you, sweetie!" Amanda Westerfield had responded almost immediately. I liked the image as my hair was just behind my head where it should be, and I had a great smile.
Their responses made me wonder how hard it would be to get used to the new life I had agreed to. However, they were invaluable in liaising with the university registrar and deans' offices. Together we had gotten all of the paperwork squared away for my scholarship, and my initial course request list was in the system. The week after I arrived, I would be able to pick up my schedule.
There had been several hiccups with the system as we'd moved forward since I was 'just a little,' and I was from the dimension they considered behind them. However, it was only the backing of Amanda that had really guaranteed me a spot in the department of my choice without further issues, provided I passed a local exam. In addition, she guaranteed I would be 'disciplined' and would 'stand up to their rigorous standards.' I had been fearful of what that could mean, but there was a clause in the contract that stated should I be kicked out or drop out of the university, I would also be returned home.
About three weeks before it was time to leave, I couldn't help but notice that I was paying attention to babies and their care more than I ever had. Diaper commercials would come on TV, and I would blush, thinking about how I would soon be wearing them myself. Strollers and car seats, high chairs, everything seemed to make me shudder when I saw them - I knew it wouldn't be long till I was stuck in them myself… I just had to hope it really would be temporary. Then, one day Gabby called me and asked, "Hey Stacy, I'm babysitting and bored. Do you want to come over?"
Knowing friends would be fleeting, I agreed and went over. She held a little baby girl in one arm as she answered the door. "Hey, Stacy!" she said as she gave me a hug from the opposite side of the baby.
"Hey, Gabby," I told her and followed her inside.
"I was just getting ready to give Elena her dinner. Why don't you come sit down with me?" She asked.
I watched her buckle Elena into the high chair straps, "How old is she?"
"Seven months," she said, "isn't she adorable?"
I had to agree, "She is," looking at her wearing a pink romper with flowers on it.
I watched as Gabby opened a jar of some disgusting-looking baby food and poured some into a little bowl. She microwaved it briefly and then set it aside while putting a bib on her. "Want to taste?" she asked me as she sat there.
I made a face.
"I dare you, baby boy," she smirked.
I sighed and let her put a spoonful in my mouth. It was some sort of beef concoction, but the texture made me want to gag! I managed to swallow it without puking, "That's awful," I told her.
When she rinsed the spoon off and fed it to Elena, she didn't quite agree. But, while she wasn't fan enough to let it all in her mouth, she did seem to mostly be okay with it. Her face and bib were a mess though, when I think Gabby decided she had enough.
"Stacy, there are some pouches of Elena's milk in the fridge. Would you mind getting one and pouring it into one of the bottles over there?" she asked me as she began attacking the squirming Elena with a baby wipe.
"Sure," I said, confident that I could manage such a task.
I reflected that I'd never really been around babies as an only child. Babysitting as a boy wasn't really common, and I was usually too busy to have ever been asked anyway. I saw some pouches I recognized as breast milk storage inside the fridge. I had found myself looking at such things on the Internet for months now. The closer the day drew, it seemed like I found myself looking at what existed for babies. I couldn't help but shudder and picture the woman I had seen when we first stepped into the dimension on our visit. I did as I was asked and poured a pouch in one of the bottles and even was smart enough to assemble the bottle.
"Just place it in this warmer?" I asked her.
"Yes, there's a mark on how much water to add from that jug next to the stove."
Before long, the bottle was done, and the next thing I knew, I was sitting in a rocking chair in her nursery, holding the bottle for baby Elena while she nursed. Gabby coached me every now and then and then took a very content and sleepy Elena from my arms and burped her over her shoulder. I watched stuff come out of her mouth and grimaced a bit there, but Gabby expected it and just wiped her face off. I watched as she laid her down on the changing table and popped open the crotch snaps on her outfit. She quickly changed her diaper, which had been more than wet. I felt my nose scrunch up at the smell...
"You ready for these moments?" Gabby asked me quietly as she taped her diaper back up.
"Not really," I admitted to her quietly. She placed a pacifier in her mouth, and we quietly snuck out of the room.
"I think you're crazy, Stacy, but I'm kind of envious of your adventure," she told me before I left to go home.
"I know I'm crazy…" I admitted.
For the next couple of weeks, I would find myself waking up from nightmares. Gabby changed my messy diapers in those nightmares or fed me that disgusting mush. Unfortunately, the cold sweats I woke up in didn't do much to help me relax about my upcoming adventure.
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Chapters 2 and 3
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 2: Portal
ALL TOO SOON, it came time for me to pack my belongings. The dimensional portal charged for luggage much like an airport. Since I had purchased a long-term ticket, I was allowed two large suitcases and my backpack. I had a feeling I wouldn't necessarily be wearing a ton of 'my' clothes over the next few years though. I remembered seeing the diapers and how they had poofed out of just about every set of pants I had seen on littles. I settled on taking some sweat pants at least, some other wind pants, my letterman jacket, other jeans, and underwear just in case I ever had that freedom. I doubted that would occur and then packed some more critical essentials. My XBOX and PlayStation fit in the luggage easily, both of which were the latest models. I had no idea if I could connect those to their TV, but I took them and a plethora of games anyway.
The final item I really cared about was my state-of-the-art laptop. It was a fifteen-inch model that I could easily carry around in my backpack and had a battery that was rated well above ten hours. It had the latest graphics card and processor, and I had maxed out every bit of the options I could when I ordered it. I knew realistically it would be way behind the specs of the computers in the other dimension, but at least I could be assured it would be my size… Or at least I hoped it would be. I assumed it would shrink with me at least. Otherwise, I would regret not going smaller!
My grandparents, cousins, and even Gabby gathered for the last dinner celebration the night before I left. Before they all arrived though, Mom brought me a women's razor and said, "I'm not saying you have to do this… but I remember some crazy advertisements about hair removal. So, it might be a good idea to at least shave your legs and down below…"
I blushed but took care of those areas like she suggested. It had been awkward contorting to take care of it, but I had felt her suggestion wise. I didn't do my arms though… I felt I needed at least that bit of maturity. I was self-conscious throughout dinner with my naked legs under my shorts!
After dinner, my grandfather cornered me on my own late in the evening, "Stacy, I'm so proud of you! You have an adventurous spirit that lives up to the Slane name," he told me with a smile.
"Thanks, Grandpa!" I told him and gave him a hug. Grandpa Stacy Emile Slane II was a big man like dad and stood three inches taller than me. His grey hair was still full and contrasted with his still black bushy eyebrows that rose above his blue eyes.
"That being said, I think you should pack one last thing… just in case!" He said and handed me what looked like a Nintendo Switch.
"Umm, I already packed two game consoles, Grandpa," I started.
"I'm sure you did," he said with a laugh, "which is why I'm pretty sure this will fit in well. The only games that are in here are child games that should seem tame to your surrogate family."
"Okay…?"
He then pressed on one part of the case, then another in a sequence, and I watched the back come apart. My mouth dropped as I saw that inside the cover was a small pistol…
"Grandpa, I can't…"
"Yes, you can. Every member of the Slane family that has ever gone on an adventure like this has been armed. This pistol is something you'll hopefully never need, but if you do, I hope you'll have it with you."
I felt some tears in my eyes as I hugged him and examined the pistol some more. It looked tiny but had a magazine with eight rounds of 9mm ammo. "Where did you get this?"
"I had it made for you," he told me. "It's made of a material, along with the rounds, that can go through a metal detector unseen. The case is designed so that it looks like mundane supporting components on an X-ray machine."
"That sounds…"
"Illegal?" He laughed, "Yes, this is a very illegal gun and concealment for it. It would be stupid to send you away without something, though."
I hugged him tightly. "Well, hopefully, this doesn't get me in trouble…"
"If someone finds it, just tell them your grandfather gave you this as a gift - you had no idea it was in there."
I nodded, and we reassembled the Switch to where the pistol was again hidden. Grandpa walked me through the steps to open it one more time before we rejoined the rest of the party. That night my dad gave me a single beer to celebrate. As we looked at each other, I knew we both feared that would be the only beer I would ever drink with him.
THE NEXT MORNING it was suddenly the day! It was Monday — two weeks from the day orientation would be starting. My nerves had barely let me sleep the night before. Right after lunch, I found myself driving to the Inter-Dimensional Portal with my dad in the passenger seat and my mom in the back. They both seemed to understand that my driving opportunities would not exist in the other dimension. Both remembered well that every time we had entered a vehicle, there had been booster seats or car seats for all of our kind. Dad had been the only one spared that indignity since his height kept him from being an actual Little when he arrived for some reason.
No one was entirely certain why the portal shrank some more than others. For some reason, Dad shrank all of an inch on that last trip, while I had definitely experienced more shrinkage! I expected the same would be true on this trip and had steeled myself for it. Dr. Bremer supposedly had a few theories, but she never shared them with anyone before she disappeared one day. I calculated that should it affect me the same way as last time, I would be at about four feet seven inches, max! At the terminal, I checked my bags just like at an airport and kept my backpack with the Switch and a change of clothes.
Mom brushed my hair out of my face and gave me a big hug, "Stacy, take care… we'll be here to take a video call from you Friday…"
"I love you, Mom," I told her and felt tears on my face and knew they were on hers as well.
"Take care, Stacy!" Dad said to me and hugged me tightly too.
I wiped my tears and said, "I love you guys, see you soon!"
As I turned, I made sure to wipe my tears just in case any marks were visible when I got to the other side. My backpack with the Switch in it made it through security with no problems, and I found myself in the final room before being allowed to the portal. The portal had its own branch of TSA agents that questioned me, "Purpose of your trip?"
"I'm going to college."
The agent looked at me coolly, "You sure that's a good idea?"
I shrugged, "I have a family that I've made a contract with. We pay them for my room and board now and an additional fee upon my return. I won't say it's without flaws as a plan, but I think I can learn enough there to make it worth the risk."
"You are aware…"
"Yes, sir, if you look at my passport, you'll notice I passed through here two years ago."
He shook his head, "Well, it's your life, ma'am… I mean, sir." He added the last bit after looking at my passport.
"Girl’s name?"
I sighed, "Family name, it's my grandfathers, and was my great-grandfathers too. Back then, it didn't have a feminine leaning to the name. I've heard it all growing up and just kind of tune it out now."
He just shook his head again and said, "Good luck, son, you're cleared."
I walked down the hallway and stood in line to watch as groups of about pass in a single file line through the portal. Soon enough, it was my turn, and I walked in between a group of tourists that I hoped were all smart enough to have a guide. A moment later, the world flashed, and then I was standing on the ground on the other side. Signs clearly marked to keep moving with In-Betweeners seeming to draw the job of first contact here. I walked down the hallway and gathered my luggage from a conveyor belt before standing before a huge customs desk.
"Anything to declare?" The large, nearly Amazon-size, In-Betweener lady asked me as she leaned down to look at me through the window.
"Just my computer and gaming systems?" I asked.
"No need to declare those. Any food? Perishables or Alcohol?"
"No…" said without hesitation.
"Okay, what's your business here?"
I found myself repeating my previous conversation with the agent on the other side, but this one didn't offer advice. If anything, I felt like there was a predatory smile on her face. She eventually stamped my visa and then had me pose for a local identification card. The agent smiled again and said, "Enjoy your stay, sir."
I walked quickly down the hallway to the concourse and hoped I would see Amanda and Fred quickly. But, instead, I could see several Amazon women eyeing me just beyond the tall barrier to underscore the perilous situation. Then, just as I was beginning to panic a little, I spotted Amanda and waved! I pulled my suitcases quickly towards her and had just about reached her, when I felt a large hand on my shoulder.
"Excuse me, but you aren't with a tour, are you?" A sinister sneer was in the lady's voice.
"No, but she's with her mommy," I heard another voice say and saw Amanda close in.
"I got here first bitch," the lady started to snarl.
"Hold it!" I said. "I have a contract with Mrs. Westerfield here."
"Sure, you do… Stupid tourists and guides…" the lady griped as she walked away.
"That was a close one," Fred said quietly under his breath. "Well, how are you doing, Stacy?" He asked with a smile as he crouched down to my level.
I couldn't help but shudder involuntarily as I realized just how different our heights were. Especially with the shrinking, I didn't feel like I even had hit toddler height compared to him. I smiled though and stuck out my hand, "I think I'm glad I met up with you right away… That was scary. It's nice to meet you!" I said with a smile.
Amanda was crouched down next to me a moment later and said, "I'm so glad that you decided to come!" Then, she engulfed me with a hug and asked, "Is this all of your stuff?"
I nodded, "Somehow, I had a feeling that much of what I would normally bring won't get used…"
I eyed a pink bag she had sat down next to her feet and had a feeling it was a diaper bag. 'Why pink?' I wondered.
She smiled and said, "Probably not…" She pushed me back to arm's length and then, still on one knee, brought her mouth close to my ear. "Look, I planned originally to slowly get you used to everything. However, I'm thinking with that lady still glaring at us, it would be in our best interests just to get things out of the way…" Her sideways glance at the diaper bag said it all.
I sighed, "It's not like I didn't agree to it."
She laughed, "Then I'm going to take you to the family room and get you changed. Honey, can you get Stacy's bags and get the car?"
"Sure thing, honey!" He said with a smile and easily scooped up my luggage. It was all so small compared to him that I had a fear he would accidentally crush everything. The only thing that remained with me was my backpack.
I watched Amanda carefully put the strap of the diaper bag on her shoulder, and then she picked me up and settled me on her hip. "Just out of curiosity, why pink?" I asked her.
She laughed, "I know you're a bit of a tomboy, Stacy, but I think we'll have to get past that for these next few years…"
"Tomboy?!?"
Apparently, I had forgotten something in the contract!
Chapter 3: Tomboy?
I WAS IN total shock as my mind processed what she had just said. She carried me a few more steps to a family station with multiple countertops spread around that were obviously for changing diapers. She sat me down for a second on the floor while she pulled out a pink changing pad and then scooped me back up before I could find words. “Umm… There’s a problem…”
“What’s that, Princess?” She said with a smile and tickled my belly for a moment before quickly taking my shirt off.
“Umm…”
“Wow, you have small breasts even for a Little!” she said. Her smile grew like that made her happier.
“There’s a reason for that,” I started to tell her as the door slammed open. The crazy lady struggled with a man my dad’s age in a suit and tie. Something was quickly shoved between my lips to keep me quiet.
“Put me down, you bitch!!!” He screamed, and she quickly stripped and spanked the poor guy before he even knew what hit him.
“Not going to happen!” She said as she punctuated her sentence with a solid stroke to his rump, “You’re going to make a nice addition to someone’s nursery baby boy.” The spanking continued until he was a blubbering mess. Breathing hard, she then looked over at us and said, “Well, at least if you’re going to get the cute one, you’re doing things right. No way should a cute Little like that ever be considered an adult!”
With that, Amanda quickly finished off pulling my pants off. It was then that I think the first real clue hit her with the underwear. The second was when she pulled my underwear down and off my legs. My body stiffened nervously as I was now naked for the world to see. I could feel the blood rushing to my head in embarrassment and knew my face was redder than a stop sign.
“I guess you are a tomboy…” she whispered in my ear. “You know we never said anything about that in the contract, right?”
I gulped and felt a tear go down my face before she stroked my face and said, “Don’t worry, I promise I would only do that one with your permission. But we will have some problems here… Thank you for at least taking care of your nasty hair there. Let’s get you diapered and dressed so we can meet up with Daddy.”
I just grimly nodded as she pulled a large folded diaper out from the bag. It was decorated like a Pampers diaper from back home. In fact, it seemed identical to the one I had seen Elena changed into just a few weeks back! She wasted no time grabbing my ankles in her enormous hand to lift my legs up. When she sat me down on the thick padding, it was softer than I would have imagined.
She dug out a bottle of baby powder from the bag that she opened and generously sprinkled it onto my groin. She moved her hands gently around my butt and everything else to make sure she didn’t miss anything. It tickled in a way, and I felt myself get aroused and embarrassed all at the same time. She was quick though, and lickety-split she had the front and back of the diaper taped together with the tapes… Sort of…
“Uh-oh,” she said, “you are way smaller than I expected…”
She sat me up, and I could see myself in the mirror next to me and giggled around the pacifier. The diaper came all the way up nearly past my ‘tiny breasts.’ The tapes had to crisscross to be tight enough to hold. I looked beyond ridiculous in my opinion and was red with that embarrassment, but that, of course, wouldn’t matter.
“We’ll just have to stop at the store on the way home.” She said with a smile. “If you’re a good girl, I’ll even let you pick out a stuffie!”
I blinked like, ‘really?’ but just found myself sucking on the pacifier that was strangely far more soothing than I expected.
She dug through the diaper bag and said, “I really hope this dress still can fit you…”
A second later, sure enough, I was enveloped by a dress that was probably four sizes too big. Amanda tied the bow in the back as tight as she could, though, and then said, “Well, I guess that will have to be good enough. Unless you’d rather just go in your diaper?”
I shook my head, and she smiled. “You’ve been so good so far; thank you, sweetie.”
I was then given a high view of the terminal from her arms as we traveled towards their car. As we passed a random height gauge, I couldn’t help but feel my mouth open in awe. Amanda was obviously incredibly tall, even for a giant! I could tell her height was nearly eleven feet if the gauge was accurate. But then, I remembered Fred was even taller…
One guide on our trip had given us a way to guestimate the difference between Amazon and Little heights/ages. The simple method was to just divide the height of an Amazon by about six-tenths, then you could sort of guesstimate the relationship with heights. As we cleared some automatic doors, the math in my head made me nearly drop the pacifier. This put Fred and Amanda at like six-feet-three and six-foot’ish?
I had a very good memory and had intentionally memorized a few data points for at least my projected height I had guessed. I seemed even smaller than I had been before, but without a measurement, I couldn’t guess just how small I had become...
I was so shocked by the situation that I almost missed that Fred was standing outside of a nice-looking car. It looked like an expensive BMW SUV from back home. Of course, the vehicle was humongous compared to me, but that was not unexpected. Inside, a pink rear-facing car seat awaited me. The pink and rear-facing… that I had not been expecting. “Since she’s smaller than we expected, I went ahead and installed it as a rear-facing seat,” Fred told Amanda.
“Good thinking. I’m really glad we got one of the carrier models now. I worried she would be a bit bigger than we expected... I never expected her to be even smaller!” She said that with glee and tickled my belly through the too-large dress. Or, at least she tried to… The diaper was in between her fingers, and so my skin was safe from tickling for the moment!
He stepped out of the way, and she gently sat me down in the seat and then brought a set of straps together and then tightened down on them. But, of course, I wasn’t going anywhere with those as tight as they were. “Comfy?” She asked me as she pulled the pacifier out of my mouth.
“Umm… not really, to be honest,” I told her.
“Well, the clothes and diaper being way too big probably aren’t helping that. However, I do want to stop by a store on the way home and pick up some diapers and a few outfits that will fit. Are you okay with that?”
“I have a choice?” I said.
“Well, if you really aren’t ready for it, I could take you home, and Fred could stay with you while I go shopping.”
I sighed, “I might as well get used to it. But….”
I started to say something about the gender issue when she interrupted and said, “Good girl! Would you like something to drink?”
I was thirsty after all of this stress, so I nodded. I pretty much expected a baby bottle straight away, but she surprised me with a pink sippy cup instead. I took a tentative suckle from it and discovered apple juice inside. I examined it for a moment and was surprised to feel like something meant for a baby could feel almost too large in my hands. Finally, she gently closed the door, and I heard both of them get in the car.
“We’re so excited that you’re here!” Amanda said for the billionth time.
“I think I’m glad to be here too…” I hedged politely, “Thanks again for saving me from the psycho lady earlier. I so don’t want to end up in a random orphanage here…”
“We wouldn’t let that happen to you, sweetie,” Fred said.
“So just out of curiosity… just how tall are you two?” I asked, “I mean, if that’s not a rude question…?”
Amanda laughed, “Well, I could see why you would wonder. I’m an inch shy of eleven feet, while Fred is eleven feet five inches.”
I gulped, “You’re taller than average… right?”
“Fred is… I’m just above the norm.” Amanda said.
“So… Not to sound ungrateful as I see there’s a ton of pink around… but…”
There was a sigh from Amanda up front, “I think we’re going to leave things as they stand, Stacy. You’re going to have to get used to dressing up while you’re here. If nothing else for the fact that the university has you down as the same.”
I groaned, and Fred asked, “What are you talking about, honey?”
“I’m not a…” I started to say.
“She’s not a girly girl,” Amanda said. “But we’re just going to get her over her aversion to pink. I mean, after all, a little tomboy is just sending up an invitation to Bigs that a Little isn’t being taken care of… Her hair with a little bit of styling is going to just make her so adorable!”
I groaned but decided there was nothing I could do on this subject. Amanda clearly didn’t want Fred knowing about my extra parts. How she planned to keep him from seeing them though through diaper changes was beyond me. I stuck the massive sippy cup back in my mouth and quietly drank it as we continued down the road. The cup itself reminded me of a large fast-food cup from one of the restaurants back home. My rear view of the car wasn’t exactly inspiring, but I was able to see some of the city that I remembered from last time. In fact, we even drove past the hotel we stayed at. I felt a feeling of Deja Vue right as another tourist group with a guide was being organized on the sidewalk. One teenage girl locked eyes with me briefly and waved at the baby in the car seat.
I WAS ACTUALLY feeling a little more relaxed by the time we pulled into the parking lot of a big store that shared the name of one in our dimension. The store seemed to be a universal chain, and I just hoped it wouldn’t be too humiliating as Fred undid the base of what was apparently an infant carrier and dangled me from the handle.
“Don’t swing her too much, Fred!” a warning came to him, “You’re cleaning up if she throws up!”
“Yes, dear,” he said with a smile before looking down at me and then tickling my chin. “She really did pick the wrong clothes for you!”
“You have no idea,” I muttered quietly.
She came around with a cart to him, and he secured the carrier to the front of the cart somehow to where she could push and look at me. “There we go, Princess!” she said with a smile. She took the large juice cup from my hands and popped the pacifier back in. Knowing it was in my best interest to go with the flow, I just sat quietly and nursed the pacifier.
After a while, though, I was definitely growing bored. I couldn’t see much of anything else other than Amanda and her enormous breasts. I wasn’t too thrilled about that view for the moment. Not that I didn’t appreciate her exceptionally large breasts! I mostly enjoyed that they seemed to be an average C Cup size for a girl in proportion to her body. I had never liked girls with breasts that stuck out beyond a regular balance. Amanda pushed the cart quickly around the store. I was surprised that she didn’t seem to take her time shopping like my mom would. “Ah, here we are; let’s find you some diapees that fit!” She said with a smile.
I heard an attendant in the aisle asking, “Do you need some help, ma’am?”
“You can probably help me figure this out quicker than we will on our own. We just got our little girl here, and I misjudged her diaper and clothing size by a mile…”
A young lady Amazon was suddenly peaking her face at me and said, “Oh, she’s adorable! Aren’t you, sweetheart,” she cooed at me. She tickled my face for a moment before looking at Amanda and asking, “what size dress is that?”
“Twelve months?”
“Oh yeah, you definitely overshot. If she fits in this carrier like this…?” I watched her face think hard for a moment, “I think you’ll either need a Size Newborn in Little Diapers or Size 1 in regular diapers.”
“What’s the difference?” Fred asked.
“Well, the Little diapers have a bit more room for hips - though it doesn’t seem like you really need that with this baby girl. The regular diapers won’t tell her she’s in a diaper as much as the Little diapers do.” I saw Fred give her a questioning look, and she answered, “You expect a baby to learn to crawl and then walk. What Little this size needs to do that, though? The Little diapers are thick enough that she’ll have to work to even crawl depending on the brand you choose… Really though, it’s all Mommy’s preference! Cool? Huh?” She said, looking back down at me and squeezing my cheek.
“Honey, grab that Size 1 package of Pampers?” Amanda asked Fred before turning back to the young lady and asking, “If you were going to buy some Little diapers for her, what would you get her?”
Amanda pushed the cart down a bit further and ended up being told, “These are great for nighttime! You can easily leave her in this for over twenty-four hours without a leak. They also will keep the baby from moving about!” I overheard the talk of diapers for ten more minutes before hearing three more packages land in the basket and wondered just what had been placed in the cart. Based on how she’d cooed over some diapers made especially for princesses, I was sure those landed there. According to the bubbly girl, they were designed to guarantee I would only be able to crawl along as soon as they were wet.
‘Just as long as it wasn’t a package of those ones…’ she had mentioned something that would basically abuse me with a sex toy. It sounded awful, and I couldn’t imagine why anyone would think of that in the context of a surrogate baby!!! ‘How can that not be against the law...?’
“For such a recent adoption, you seem to have a really good baby girl here!” the girl commented. “We have a punishment aisle if you are worried, though…”
“No, thank you, Miss, I don’t think we have anything to worry about from Princess Stacy here.” Amanda said with a smile that sort of disarmed my nerves from the last ten minutes of horror.
As she pushed me down the aisles towards her next stop, she whispered, “Don’t worry, I didn’t buy any of those disturbing diapers. Just some of the nighttime ones as they make sense… and some of the princess ones because they’re sooooo cute!” she smiled at that, “And then some of the ultra-thin ones that she wasn’t a fan of. They’ll probably be better for you getting around campus.”
I genuinely smiled around my pacifier at that. “Thank you,” I said around it.
“Trust me, I promise I won’t harm you,” she told me with a smile.
Of course, she said that, and then we were in the clothing section.
The GIRLS clothing section!
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Chapters 4 and 5
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 4: Elephants
I COULDN’T REALLY see, but the dress held up to me made it clear. “Hmm… I think this is the right size, but let’s get you out of your seat so I can tell!”
As soon as she had me unstrapped, she pulled the dress I had on straight off and pulled the new one right in the store. I was mortified as I looked around and saw another Little in a cart staring at me. He was dressed in just a diaper though, so I guessed it was typical for the store. Then, another Little down the row was made to crawl after her ‘mommy’ and was scolded for not keeping up.
“Maybe we need to just make it to where you can only get on your tummy if you’re not going to even keep up as a crawler!” the lady said as she roughly picked up the Little and spanked her until she bawled.
I shuddered as my vision was obstructed by the new dress coming back off. “Still too big, I think…” She stood up, and I heard the clicking of hangers above me before she produced another dress over my head, “Here we go!”
The new dress had puffy sleeves and flared out quickly from the top of the dress. I couldn’t see my toes around the skirt, but I could tell there was no way it entirely covered my ill-fitting diaper. On the other hand, I could see a butterfly embroidered on it and had to grudgingly admit it was probably an adorable dress for a real baby. I absentmindedly touched the butterfly, and she cooed, “You like butterflies, don’t you?”
I blushed even more than I had before.
She hugged me tight and said, “So do I!”
I absently sucked at the pacifier as a way to bite my tongue as she said, “Honey, help me pick out several more outfits in size three months. I want to get out of here and be on the way home so I can get dinner started.”
From the ground, I watched them fly through the racks and waddled after them. A growing need to go pee was coming, but I was kind of scared to go in a diaper that clearly didn’t fit right. I watched as rompers, onesies, pajamas, nightgowns, four more dresses, and six pairs of shoes were added to the pile in the cart before I was returned to the carrier. I whined a bit about that before she said, “Oh, we forgot to get you a stuffie for being such a good girl, didn’t we?” She picked me back up out of the carrier with nothing but the poorly fitting diaper on and carried me towards a large toy area filled with stuffed animals. “Which do you want, sweetheart?”
I looked around and couldn’t help but find a white teddy bear that had two turquoise bows in her hair on her ears cute. I pointed to it, and she smiled and said, “Good girl, you picked one out all by yourself!”
She tickled my thigh and then placed me back in the carrier that Fred had pushed to follow us. Once strapped in, she covered the carrier with a blanket from the diaper bag. I kind of hated not seeing and losing the airflow, but at least I was covered and ‘decent’ now. Then, just before we got to the checkout, she whispered, “I’m doing this to make it a little bit easier for you; just nurse your paci and pretend to sleep.”
I wondered what she meant until I heard the cashier. “Looks like you must have just picked a new Little up?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Fred answered.
“She must be a tiny thing if she’s fitting into diapers this small!”
“She is. We got so lucky!” Amanda squealed. “We just finally got her tired out and got her to sleep though, so can you keep it down?”
“I’ll be quiet and good,” the cashier lady said with a disturbing giggle. “Your total is three-hundred thirty-four dollars and sixteen cents.”
I had a feeling that there was a card swipe before the lady said, “Have you signed up for our rewards program yet?”
“I signed up a while back…” Amanda said.
“Well, now that you have your baby, make sure you go to your account online and let us know her sizes, actual age, and her new age. That will let us be sure to send you coupons that you can use.”
All of this talking about me using baby items made me need to pee even more… and I quietly squirmed a little.
“We’ll keep that in mind, thanks!” Fred answered.
The cart was pushed forward, and I heard some bags rustling, a box being ripped open, and a few other things before the carrier was picked up. “Fred, I’m going to go to the changing room and get her in some clothes that fit.”
“Okay, I’ll load up the princesses’ new things in the car and pull it around for you. Do you want to just carry her so that I can get the carrier back in the seat before you get back?”
“Sure,” she said, and the blanket came off as she sat the carrier back on the cart and unbuckled me. “Come on, sweetheart, let’s go get you in a diapee that actually fits you!”
I blushed as she wrapped me with the blanket and carried the diaper bag and me back inside. I really needed to go pee at that point, but the fear that the diaper would leak kept me holding on. Finally, I could see the door for the family room near as I lost the battle and just let myself let go. My face turned bright red, and I leaned my head against her shoulder in embarrassment.
Just as she cleared the door to the changing room and nursing room, I felt the diaper leak and urine spilled down my leg. She noticed as she pulled the blanket away from me. “Uh-oh!” she said in a singsong voice. “Good thing I had you all wrapped up in your blankie…”
I felt tears stinging my eyes as she said that.
“Oh, don’t worry, Stacy, I expected that would probably happen if you had to use that diaper; no harm done. We’ll get you all dry in a jiffy!” She smiled kindly at me.
The wet blanket was sat on the ground, and she sat me on top of a cushy pad she had placed on the changing station. I was pushed back onto my back, and she moved my hands out of the way before ripping off the tapes of the ridiculously oversized diaper. “Definitely too big, huh?” she said as she grabbed my ankles in one hand and wiped my bottom and everywhere else. I squirmed a bit at the cold wipe but tried not to cry out in embarrassment. I knew I was as red as ever then as she pulled the oversized diaper out from under me and placed the right one instead.
She added rubbed in some powder quickly and then taped it shut. “There, all dry, huh?” She said in her mommy voice. “Let’s get you in this pretty new dress!” She pulled the first dress she had me try on back over my head before pulling a matching diaper cover up my legs. “All done, and cute as a button!” She told me with a smile and a light tap on my nose.
She clipped a pacifier clip onto my dress and the pacifier that was in my mouth before picking me up on one hip and grabbing everything else with her free hand. I felt awkward with my bare feet and hung onto her shirt nervously. I found myself leaning my head against her shoulder as she carried me to the car, and I genuinely felt like a nap would be a good idea heading to their house. I was scared to let them have one moment of me being unconscious, though… what would they do?
Fred had the door open at the front of the store, and I was quickly strapped back into the carrier, given my new stuffed bear, and we were back on the road. “Stacy, I can’t believe how well behaved you were in there,” Amanda cooed at me as we drove down the road. “I do believe you might actually survive college here.”
“What now?” I asked as I popped out the pacifier and let it dangle from the clip.
“Well, we’re going to get you home and unpack what you have. I will have to take back most of the clothes and diapers I put in your nursery, but I saved all of the receipts and tags, so that won’t be a big deal. We can go do that this weekend or something.”
“Does it have to be…?”
“Yes, it will be girly, Stacy. The second you try and not be girly, I have a feeling we’ll have social services involved. Being a good girl out in public should help keep that at bay while you’re in school. Everyone expects a bad Little since they believe you’re just helpless babies. If you want to act grown-up enough for classes, you’ll have to act more mature than most.”
“That’s kind of hard with a diaper on…” I complained.
“It could be way worse; you saw that, right?” Fred said.
“Yes, I did… how can anyone…?”
“Be so cruel?” Fred said, “I don’t know. It doesn’t even make sense to say you’re a baby and then be so cruel to you. If a Little really is a baby, then you should shower them with love and affection just like a real baby.”
I heard a contented sigh from Amanda as I guess this was one of the reasons she married this man. ‘It could be way worse,’ I told myself.
“So, after we unpack?” I asked.
“Well, we make din-din, and then I think an early bedtime for all of us seems like a good idea today. I know I hardly slept last night in anticipation of you coming!” Amanda said. “We’ll also give you a chance to message your real parents that you made it safely.” She added the last part with a kind of sad cadence on the word ‘real.’
“Thanks, I know Mom must be worried sick,” I said to them. I knew most Amazons would probably have taken me from the terminal, dressed me as she had, but just gone ahead and given me the full-blown baby treatment. I really was lucky that so far, they had limited their actions. But, of course, I had been on my best behavior too…
A quiet silence fell as we made numerous turns, and I could see large trees beginning and a neighborhood forming. I saw the entrance to the university flash by my window a few minutes later… at least, I thought it was that from what I could see anyway. I played a little bit with the butterfly embroidery on my dress and tried to touch the outside of the dress hem too, but I really was strapped in securely! The view looking back really meant that I could just make out my bare feet and the seat easily. It was only an occasional view through the side of the window that really showed me much.
Amanda came around to my door and opened it before fiddling briefly with the latch on the harness and working me free. I expected her to carry me inside, but instead, she sat me down on the ground on my own two feet. I looked around and realized I missed us pulling into an oversized garage with at least one other car in it. “Can you get your bags while we get your new stuff?” she asked me.
I nodded and managed to get my luggage back into a little train like I had when I checked into the portal as Fred handed them to me. Amanda giggled, “You look so cute like that!”
Sure enough, a phone came out, and she took a quick picture of me fighting with my luggage. Once I made it through the door into the house, I discovered we were in a huge kitchen. The lowest cabinet knobs were at my head level, so I had no chance of seeing any higher. It was scary how tall everything was inside. Amanda took the lead and led me past a huge kitchen table, and a highchair that I knew was for me against a wall. A living room was through the next space, and she stopped and said, “Why don’t you just leave those there for a moment, sweetie.”
I looked up, and she motioned me to follow her to the tall couch that I could just reach my arms onto the cushions. I found myself picked up and propped up on a pillow on the other side from her. Fred came and sat in a recliner on her right to where we could all look at each other.
“Okay, so what is this elephant in the room, Amanda,” Fred asked her.
“Huh?”
“You’re hiding something and trying to get Stacy in on it, too…?”
I sighed as Amanda pursed her gigantic lips at me. There was no doubt that I was afraid of what she would do, but she nodded at me. “Well, sir, we have a bit of a misunderstanding right now…?”
He motioned for me to continue on, “about?”
“Well… my name is Stacy, and I should have made certain you knew… but I’m one of the rare boy Stacy’s.”
He laughed, “You’re a boy named Stacy? I’ve never heard of a boy being named Stacy?”
“My Great-Grandfather was named Stacy along with quite a few other males about 1900 or so. But, of course, it wasn’t only a girl’s name then in our dimension…”
“So, we’ve done all of our preparations for a little girl… and you’re really a little boy?”
He laughed a belly-roaring laugh, and I blushed, as I did have to admit the joke would be pretty funny from the other side, “Tomboy,” he laughed again.
Amanda giggled for a moment before she added, “And that’s going to be part of our problem.”
“Why?” I asked.
“The university has you registered as a girl. If you attend as anything else, they’ll probably use it as an excuse to take away your scholarship and deem you not fit to be in school.”
I gasped, “but…”
Fred nodded, “Unfortunately, she’s probably right… Damn… We put together such a pretty nursery too…”
“So, what do we do?” I asked.
“Well… I don’t have a clue,” Amanda offered. “Thank you for cooperating long enough for us to look at buying some time here. For not being a girl, you certainly have long hair?”
I blushed, “I just like long hair,” I said.
“Well, it definitely helps you blend as a girl…” she said. “How about shaving?”
“I did that this morning?” I felt my face, knowing stubble was unlikely.
“How often?”
“Every other day?”
“We could help with that…” Fred said.
“Well… we’re going to have to do something…” I said, “I would hate for all of my hopes and dreams of going to this school to go up in flames before I even get there…” I couldn’t help but worry that everything was doomed to failure before I even made it to a class!
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Chapter 5: Computer People
“THERE IS A solution, at least for now,” Fred suggested while looking at his wife. “Providing no one is changing your diaper, no one should guess that you’re not a girl. Even if they did with all of the crazy things in this world, I don’t think anyone would do anything more than tease you?”
“So, you’re saying just pretend to be a girl?” I asked and felt my face flush, “If anyone back home finds out…”
“Surely some of your friends already know about some of it?” Amanda asked.
I felt my face was never going to not blush, “Just my friend Gabby… She and I talked quite a bit over the summer,” I told her.
“Girlfriend?” Fred asked.
I shook my head, “We both cared about our studies too much. Though I guess it would probably have been smart to go off and have crazy wild orgies or something before coming here…”
Fred laughed like crazy about that while Amanda shot me a glare, “IF you’re going to pull off this college degree, you’re going to have to behave better than that young lady.”
I gulped, “Sorry…”
“Well, I guess we probably should go over some more of these expectations then Stacy… But, for now, are we agreed as far as anyone is concerned, you’re a little girl?”
I looked down at the pink dress I was wearing and how my hair hung down to the top of the collar. Then, finally, I sighed, “I don’t want to lose my scholarship or worse, so yes.”
“We may have to think about this some more, Amanda, but I’m okay with it. I’m glad you told me before I changed a diaper and got a surprise!”
The word diaper made me think of my bladder as if by magic, and I couldn’t help the feeling that I needed to pee again. However, I had long since steeled myself that this would be a part of my world now, so I just let it go in the diaper. Both my pause and the expanding diaper must have let them both know what I was doing, and the blush returned.
“Good girl,” Amanda said, “That’s going to be the next thing. You already agreed to the diapers. Please understand that means we’re watching your toilet habits like good parents… if you don’t go poopy at least once a day, we’re going to have to see if you’re stopped up… and help otherwise.”
My eyes opened wider, “That won’t be a problem…” said quickly.
“Also, understand we’ll try and change you as soon as we can, but sometimes you may have to wait a while.”
“Could I just change myself?” I asked, knowing that would probably not be a yes.
“For right now, no,” Amanda said, “Maybe in a few months I’ll think about it if you can be trusted. Depending on which diapers you’re in, you may not even be able to do so. They pamper you’re in would probably be possible, but any of the other diapers we bought today are designed to where Littles can’t untape the diapers themselves.”
“Oh…” I sighed, “I understand I’ll have to wait sometimes. What else?”
“Well, obviously, once you see your crib, you’re going to understand it’s probably impossible anyway… especially given how small you are. But even if you CAN climb out of your crib, somehow, you are not to do so. Same thing with your playpen.”
I shuddered at memories of failing at rock climbing walls, “Okay, I won’t even try either of them. Just please don’t lock me up like an animal and forget about me?” I asked.
Amanda smiled, “Don’t worry, good mommies never forget about their babies.”
“That’s going to be the next thing,” Fred said, “for your own protection, we’re not Amanda and Fred; we’re Mommy and Daddy.”
I nodded, “I figured we’d have to do something like that… Daddy,” I said, “just please remember my real mom and dad?”
“Don’t worry, that’s part of why he said Mommy and Daddy. I figure we can keep things straight about who you’re talking about. Especially now that we know you’re really a boy, I can’t imagine you’ve called either of your parents by those names in years?”
I shook my head, “By sixth grade, my friends gave me enough crap that I stopped calling Dad that then.”
“Obviously, you came here for school, so we expect you to keep your grades up, Stacy,” Amanda said. “I’d like to honestly see you get at least a 3.5 GPA, but as long as it’s a 3.0, things will be fine since you can keep your scholarship.”
“IF it doesn’t, though, you need to be aware of consequences that won’t even be in our control,” Fred said.
“Like?”
“You’ll most likely be seen as too immature to be in college and at the least sent back to a preschool. If that happens, they may begin to look at us as unfit parents…”
“And I’m a goner,” I nodded, “that’s at least something I’ve already prepared myself for. Given the fact I’m not exactly going to have a crazy social life, it shouldn’t be too big of a deal for me to come home from classes and study.”
Amanda smiled, “No, it won’t be a big deal, but be warned our days are longer here…”
I nodded, “I remember from my visit. It was kind of nice to naturally be able to get more sleep!”
“Well, when we tell you it’s night-night time, it’s night-night time,” she told me.
“Got it… what about downtime and fun? Am I stuck with those toys over there?” I pointed to toys that looked like they were straight from Elena’s nursery back home. Shape puzzles, blocks, stuffed animals, and a couple dolls were popping out of a couple elegant looking bins in the corner next to a folded-up playpen.
She smiled, “Well, you will probably have to pretend to play with those at least a little bit. But, of course, if we have visitors, you’re going to have to pretend like we’re treating you normally…”
“Even with me going to classes?”
“Especially with that, because we can say we’re indulging you in some maturity because you’re being so mature and a good baby too,” Fred said.
‘That makes no sense at all…’ I told myself.
“What would you like to be able to do? Remember we said no TV…?”
I nodded, “I brought some video game consoles?”
“Ooh, really?” Amanda asked excitedly.
“Wait, that excites you?”
“Well yeah, we have better computers here, but no one has completely mastered making video games as entertaining as yours!”
I must have looked dumbfounded, but Fred chuckled and nodded, “you brought probably the most valuable commodity you could have from your world.”
“How come the customs officer didn’t care?” I asked.
He snorted, “She probably figured by now you’d be on your way to being a brainless infant, and your mommy would sell them.”
“This mommy just wants to play them with you!” Amanda said. “Luckily for you, I’m in my profession! The cables won’t go directly into our TVs as you have them, but I should be able to rig up some adapters!”
“Okay, so video games are okay… reading?” I asked.
“You mean Dr. Seuss and other picture books? Those are fine!” Fred joked with me. I felt terror as he added, “As long as it’s just us here, you’re free to do any of those things.”
“And if other people are here?” I asked nervously.
“Well, that’s going to be the next big thing before I go get working on dinner, sweetheart.” But, Amanda said, “If it’s just us like tonight, you’ll be able to eat regular table food.”
“Thanks!” I said with a smile.
“Well, don’t thank me yet. Daddy or I will be the ones feeding it to you, though.”
I sighed, “As long as it’s real food, I can deal with that.”
“Good girl. Now, if we have company or we’re out and about, that may not always be the case. I’ll do my best to make it myself if we’re home, but the company will expect you to be eating baby food with the size you are.”
“Will they be okay with that even?” I asked and then regretted it.
“Well, some of them may very well believe that you should only be breastfed. Especially with as tiny as you are, sweetheart.”
“Remember, you’re only the size of a three-month-old baby here,” Fred added on. “A baby at that age should still only be on a liquid diet.”
I shuddered, “Okay, we’ll deal with that as we have to, and I’ll try not to pitch a fit?”
Amanda replied, “That’s all we ask most of the time. Once in a while though, it’s okay if you have to pitch a fit… it’s almost more unnerving to me that you’re being such a good girl about all of this.”
“I kind of came prepared…” I told them while noting they hadn’t said anything about not feeding me liquids as a diet… ‘We definitely missed some things in the contract…’
“Seems like it,” Amanda said. “Let’s go check out your nursery and change that wet diaper before we let you send a message home.”
I shrugged and started to climb down from the couch but was quickly intercepted by Amanda, “I want to show you!” She said as she tickled my side a bit. I started giggling uncontrollably as she kept going for a moment and then kissed the top of my head, “I know this is only for a few years here, but I hope you know we’re going to love you as our own baby for this time. I hope you’ll grow to feel a connection to us as your surrogate parents.”
I felt my eyes moisten a little at her words, “I hope so too.”
She held me at her side, and I could now really view the rooms a bit better. But then, she actually made a point to go back to the kitchen, “Okay, so obviously I like to cook,” she said as she pointed at a kitchen my mom would kill for.
“Wow, how many ovens do you need?” I asked, quickly counting three along with eight burners and an indoor grill built into the stove.
“Well, we like to entertain, so when we bought this house, we redid the kitchen to be my dream kitchen. You’ll see the dining room table can hold twelve people, so I like to be able to cook for that.”
Sure enough, I could see the table was long, and other than a missing seat next to one chair was set up for twelve. I suspected Amanda planned on placing my high chair next to that spot there. She walked over to a high chair that would fit into any house back home. It was pink with butterflies printed on the fabric with a white tray. I saw a harness like a car seat to restrain me, and I could see wheels on the base to make it easy to push it around.
“We bought a normal baby high chair and not a Little’s high chair,” Fred told me with a voice that sounded like it was trying to reassure me.
I looked up at Amanda, “What’s the difference?”
“Well, this one is just meant to keep a baby safe from falling out… the other type would let me strap your legs down to keep you from kicking me, and arm straps to keep you from hitting me or getting your hands in Mommy’s way of feeding you.”
I gulped, “Thank you,” I said quietly as she gave me a squeeze.
“Okay, now let’s go check out your room, Sweetheart,” she told me. We walked down a hallway with pictures of them together, with friends, with older people I assumed were their parents, and Amanda seemed to have several sisters in another image with her. She stopped there, “These are your Aunties, Aunt Cassie, Aunt Chloe, and Aunt Megan.”
I gulped as I looked next to the photo and saw another where Aunt Cassie seemed to have two real babies and a Little. Aunt Chloe appeared to have a set of three Littles of her own too in another picture. “Are they…?”
She sighed, “They’re not necessarily what you would consider to be nice people to your kind. When they come to visit, we may have to be a little bit different with them here…”
“Are they coming soon?” I asked.
“Well, Aunt Megan wants to come over soon and meet you - she’s the baby of the family, so she’s still in college herself.” She smiled at me and pointed at the youngest blonde-haired girl, who actually seemed much shorter than the rest. She was still obviously an Amazon, but the line was closer to a Betweener. “She’s also the safe one,” she told me as she moved down the hallway. “She’ll probably help us with getting you to classes occasionally. She’s actually the only person in my family I’ve told about you.”
I nodded and noticed the absence of any more information on her other two sisters. I was distracted as we came up to a room with a white door and “Princess Stacy,” in cute fabric letters alternating in a light green and pink with a mixture of polka dots and such on them. It was adorable, and I found myself reaching out to touch them. I grimaced at the princess part, but it looked like they had wanted me to feel special.
Amanda opened the door, and I looked at a work of art in awe. White paneling went from the floor to just about the level of the top of a massive white sleigh crib. Above the white was a pastel green, with pink and purple butterflies chasing each other along the wall. At the bottom edge were flowers that other butterflies appeared to sit on. Above the crib was painted in flowing pink script outlined in purple, “All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.”
“You had a Walt Disney in your universe too?” I asked while smiling at the words.
“He’s always been a bit of a hero to me,” Fred responded from behind us. “From what I understand, yours did more with amusement parks than ours did.”
“We’ll have to compare notes later,” I said as my eyes continued to look over the room.
Pink curtains with butterflies on them framed two large windows in the room. A cute quilt hung on the side of the crib that continued the butterfly theme. It even had a mobile above it with four plush purple and pink butterflies hanging below. I looked closer at the furniture and had no doubts that the crib would easily contain me. It would easily be a foot or more taller than my head from the mattress to the rails. I shivered a bit and felt myself going more in my diaper, making Amanda squeeze me tighter. “It’s okay, sweetheart.”
She moved towards the changing table with drawers underneath it and several cubbies. I noticed a nice glider chair sitting next to a light and a bookcase in a corner. The changing table had all of the usual things you would expect to see, and I couldn’t help but feel helpless as she sat me down and then pushed me gently by the shoulders to get me to lie down. “Oh, goody Daddy, you brought her new diapees with you!” She told Fred as he had followed with all four boxes of them.
“Which do you want?”
“Hand me another of her Pampers,” she told him with a smile as she took a belt from the table and secured it around my chest.
She pushed my dress up towards my face and said, “Hold your skirt for Mommy, please.” I did as she asked, if nothing else because it hid my face from them looking at me as I felt her pull down the diaper cover first and left it dangling on my ankles before she popped open the tapes of the diaper.
“We are going to have to figure out something here,” she sighed to herself as she wiped my genitals.
“What do you mean?” I asked nervously.
“I’m not sure yet…” she said gently.
I was more than a bit nervous at that, but I held my tongue. “Such a serious baby,” she told me and tickled me just as she put some lotion on me. I felt myself harden again and hated that I felt so helpless and aroused at the same time. I was grateful that she didn’t make it more than an innocent diaper change, as I was sure I couldn’t have taken that! Soon I was sat back up to look at the room from my perch on the changing table. A diaper pail device sat next to the crib that I watched her place my wet diaper in it.
Around the room, at my new height, toys sat everywhere. There was an odd little desk and chair in the corner that was just a little bit bigger than my size and seemed kind of out of place. It had pencils and pens in a cup, but other than the white that matched the nursery, it was something I could have had back home as a great workspace. I noticed there was even a handy power strip there that looked like it would let me plug in my laptop. “That’s a power strip for my electronics?” I asked.
“We bought it at the portal station since you said you were going to bring your laptop?” Amanda said. “Where’s it at anyway?”
I held my arms out for her to pick me up and set me on the ground. Fred had just returned with my luggage. I dug around for my computer and the cord I had stuffed in a compartment. I had guessed correctly that it would end up coming down in size for me, and it seemed proportionally the same as it had.
Amanda had sat down on the floor next to me, “Oh my god, that is soooo cute!” She told me.
I blushed, “I figured it would be a good idea to bring a computer my sized with me…”
“That was very smart,” she said with a smile, “Can I see it?”
I held it out to her, and she opened it to watch the computer startup. It made me feel even smaller than in her hands; it appeared to be even smaller than a small netbook. “This keyboard is sooooo tiny! But it’s got everything it should!”
“Well, it’s the state-of-the-art back home… I know that might bring it only into the mid-range here, but I’m hoping the size of it will let me still take it to class?”
“It’s better than anything we have for Littles for certain,” she told me. “What are the specs?”
“It has is a 4.2 gigahertz thirty-two core processor, it has 512 gigs of ram,” I went on about the specs quite proudly because I had put my heart and soul into getting the machine custom made for me. We took the time to make sure the power would work for the computer, and I smiled when it seemed to be charging it just fine.
“You know it only has about a quarter of my machine’s processing power, but it starts up quickly…” She said to me. I felt more than a little bit nervous at how far behind we were from them – even with my crazy machine, but that was why I had taken the risk.
“Well, we’re so far behind you… It should be okay for most of my coursework, I hope.” I told her, blushing.
She nodded, “It should; you definitely won’t find something this small with that much power. Oh, hi honey,” she said slyly to Fred, who had sat there just staring at us.
“It’s bad enough she gets like this anytime I let her and Megan get in the same room… Hmm… at least I can do this with you, though,” he said as he playfully reinserted the hanging pacifier in my mouth.
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Chapter 6 and 7
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 6: Little Dinner
I GLARED AT Fred, but he just laughed. I spat the pacifier back out and hoped I wouldn’t get in trouble for it. I remembered a Little getting a spanking the first trip here for that. “I take it he’s not of the computer people?” I looked at Amanda.
“Nope! He’s great with bodies, not so good with computers!” she told me before looking at him, “Maybe she can help you when you get stuck on the computer now…”
After a few more minutes, she said, “Fred, can you help Stacy go through the stuff she brought and put it away? Go ahead and put any clothes on our bed so I can decide if there’s anything she can use.”
I sighed, “I didn’t bring much.”
“Won’t take long then! I’m going to go get dinner started. When you’re done, you can explore a bit, Stacy?”
I nodded, and between Fred and I, we soon had everything unpacked. My XBOX and PlayStation gaming consoles were taken to a room Amanda had set aside for her electronics tinkering. I had nearly wet my diaper again with excitement at all of the REAL toys she had, but Fred shooed me right back out before closing the door, “That’s off-limits to you, Princess.”
“Yes, sir,” I said.
“Not sir Stacy, Yes Daddy,” He smiled when he said it, but I got the feeling he meant it.
“Umm… Yes, Daddy,” I blushed.
“I know this is weird for you, Stacy, but it will only take one slipup to make people believe you’re not the well-behaved baby that you need to appear to be.” He paused before adding, “Especially around any of Mommy’s family but Megan.”
I grew nervous, but he said, “Now go off and explore. I know you have to be curious about the house.”
So that’s what I did. I walked back to my nursery first… ‘my nursery?’ I had to think about the girly extravaganza. I looked down at my dress and pulled up on it to look at the diaper cover that matched it. I pulled it down to look at the diaper for a moment of curiosity but then put everything back where it should have been and looked around. If there was a baby toy meant for a child less than two years of age, I was pretty sure it was in the room. I had more toys in that room than I probably had as a real baby! I noticed that several were strategically placed next to the changing table to be used as distractions while my diaper was changed… Several of them looked like teething toys.
‘I’m so glad I said nothing could be done with my teeth…’ I shuddered at the thought of having all of my teeth removed.
I leaned my backpack against my desk for now and then sat in the chair to go ahead use my computer. ‘I forgot to ask for the Wi-Fi password,’ I thought to myself while also being grateful that the technology was the same in this world. I stood up and went down the hallway where Fred seemed to have a home office. This thinner diaper definitely affected my gait a bit, ‘those nighttime diapers…’ I shuddered.
“Umm… Daddy?” I asked as I approached him, sitting in his chair high above me.
“Yes, Princess?”
“What’s your Wi-Fi password?”
He laughed, “The important things in life, huh?” Then, after a pause, “Most people would probably argue that babies shouldn’t have Wi-Fi access and Internet unmonitored?”
“You probably have NetNanny or something here, right?”
He laughed again, “Right you are, and it’s already installed through the modem. So, you should be able to do homework, play some games, but don’t plan on anything more adult than that!”
“I just need to email my parents,” I reminded him.
He scribbled on a notepad on his desk and handed me a twenty-character password, “You memorized that?” I asked, looking at it.
“Well, of course, it’s your mommy’s birth year, my birth year, your birth year, along with all of our initials.”
“Oh,” I responded, looking at it. But then, I noticed that it was SEW instead of SES for my initials. Until then, I had no idea of their ages, but now I knew I could see they were exactly ten years younger than my parents. “Thanks,” I said and turned to go back to my room.
I quickly logged in and connected to a mail server that worked trans-dimensionally. My email was pretty short, but it did contain some new information like our physical mailing address that I quickly found by digging around online, along with some code phrases that said I was okay. We had established about thirty innocuous phrases that were keys to saying everything was okay and going according to plan. Additionally, there were ten danger phrases that said I was in trouble and needed help.
At the last minute, I added:
By the way, my name has struck again… Somehow, we never told them I wasn’t a girl. When we video conference this week, don’t be surprised by my clothing… For now, I think we may have to pretend I am a girl, so I don’t lose my scholarship.
I sighed as I pressed send and thought about it. Amanda had mentioned there being maybe something they could do to help me. Knowing what little I did about this world, I had little doubt there was a clinic that would gladly take me and correct the minor error down below... What would they do while they were doing that, though? That was what terrified me. I was used to people seeing me as girly… honestly, it didn’t bother me that much either. I’d never had one of those moments of thinking I was born in the wrong body, but I also wasn’t married to my male body like so many other men were. I sighed and decided to go explore some more of the house. I had found the bedroom doors closed for the most part, but one door was cracked open, and I found myself in a huge bathroom. I’d seen a toilet for an Amazon on our last trip here, but I’d forgotten how intimidating it was. Most of the places we had stayed were designed for Littles or Betweeners. This place was pure Amazon comfort, and I couldn’t even see above the edge of the tub or the toilet.
“What are you doing in here, missy?” Amanda asked suddenly.
“I was exploring,” I told her honestly, “even if I wanted to do anything, it’s not like I could in here,” I added.
She laughed, “You’re very right, Princess. I don’t think you could probably use this toilet hardly even if I held you on top of it!” I found myself being picked up, “Let’s wash your handsies up for din-din.”
She held me up to the sink and leaned me towards the water after putting soap on my hands for me. I did the work for the most part, but she found a towel and dried me. “We’re going to have to do something with your hair later,” she told me as she brushed it out of my face.
“Just don’t cut it off?” I said, nervously remembering there had been nothing in our contract about it.
“What, I can’t have my baby girl looking like the newborn baby she practically is?”
I was genuinely scared for a moment while she laughed and placed me down on my still bare feet with a pat to my diapered behind. “Why don’t you go downstairs and meet us in the kitchen.”
I nodded and started down the stairs very carefully. Like everything else, they seemed twice the size of my world, which meant they were probably about fourteen inches high. I thought back to my childhood and found myself sitting on the stairs and then sliding down to stand on the next. I repeated that until I was at the bottom and heard Amanda call out, “What a big girl you are!”
I turned and smiled at her, “I’m not completely helpless…”
“No, but make sure you are careful on those stairs. I probably am a terrible mommy to have let you climb them…”
I sighed, “You’re doing a good job so far,” I told her.
I found myself quickly in her arms as she gave me a squeeze and carried me to the dining room. The smell in the air was incredible with some sort of beef. I could see she had already pulled it out of the oven, and it looked great, if not humongous! I didn’t take long, though, before she moved the tray out of the way with a free hand and then plopped me down into the highchair. The harness was quickly pulled over my shoulders, and the tray was placed back down. I put my hands on it. “The Little ones are more restrictive?” I asked unintentionally.
She nodded, “Don’t worry, as long as you’re a good baby girl at mealtimes, I’ll never use one of those here…”
“Here?”
She sighed, “We’ll have to figure out what we’ll do when we visit my family…”
“Just how bad are they?” I asked as she moved to cut the beef and plate it.
“Well… I’m not going to lie; Chloe is about as bad as it gets…” She sighed as if wondering if telling me was smart but continued, “If you were Chloe’s Little, you wouldn’t have any teeth or need to sit at this table. She nurses all three of her Littles only.”
I gasped a little.
“I wish that was the worst, but she also had all three of them through an etiquette school, and about all they can say is mama, poopy, and baba. She also had surgery done on them to keep them from standing. Well… actually, Kacey can’t even crawl and is stuck with ‘tummy time,’ as Chloe calls it. It’s really, really sick,” she told me with tears in her eyes.
“Why?”
“I honestly don’t know other than maybe she feels like they’re dolls? But, sadly, she’s not alone. She convinced Cassie to get her little boy Neville back to crawling status. At least he can still talk, but he’s also missing all but three of his teeth, so he can’t bite his mommy anymore too.”
“Umm… what… why…” I kind of stumbled over my words.
“Why am I not like that?” She asked. She smirked, “You hope I’m not, at least, right?”
I shuddered.
“I’m not, but I wouldn’t trust an Amazon further than I could throw them if I were you. I can guarantee Chloe will do all sorts of pushing towards me to do that when she visits. I’m going to promise you right now that I’m not putting you down that day. You’re going to just have to be a clingy baby that day and just not say anything if you can help it.”
“I have to meet her…”
“Daughters?” She asked. “Yeah… She’ll expect you to play with them too. Not quite sure what you’re going to do. Know that they might as well be babies now and treat them as such, and you’ll probably be okay.”
Fred slipped in the kitchen then, “Smells good!”
She was just dishing stuff onto plates then. A small plate that looked smaller but maybe even still too big for me looked like more of the butterfly motif. “Anyway, you asked why I’m not like that?”
I nodded.
“We had a ‘baby sister’ Little growing up at home…” she shuddered, “Hannah was so cute it was hard not to see my mom needing to baby her. Especially as we have children grow up or don’t have kids, the mothering instinct in us is incredibly powerful! Studies have actually shown that it’s significantly more so in us than Littles or In-Betweeners… Anyway, I always viewed Hannah as the cute toddler baby sister to play with and treated her well. Chloe though… Chloe, I think, was jealous and would constantly bully poor Hannah and get her in trouble. One day something happened… I don’t even know what exactly happened, but Hannah fell and was killed at a park with her while I was at a summer camp.”
I saw the tears in her eyes and wished I wasn’t restrained so I could give her a hug. “I’m sorry,” I told her.
“It’s not your fault. To this day, I think Chloe did something… Anyway, when no one else was around, I would talk to Hannah like an adult, and she would help me with my homework. She’s the reason I made straight As through eighth grade when the accident happened.”
“Why didn’t you…?”
“Try and free her?” She asked with a laugh.
“I was the second daughter and seen as the one with her head in the clouds. My parents would just laugh at me and say I didn’t understand the world when I would suggest we potty train her or something to help. Mom would usually use that moment to grab Hannah and put her to her breast and say something about babies that feed from Mommy have no reason to potty train.”
“Are your parents?”
“Still alive?”
“Yes,” she told me. “I don’t speak to them every day, but I’m sure I won’t be able to keep their new granddaughter away from them forever since they live pretty close to here.”
I felt terrible for her, but at least I could sort of understand why I probably could trust her more than most. I felt a shiver of genuine fear though of the idea of dealing with her family. “What about your parents Daddy?”
“They’re still around, but they live on the other side of the country. My parents may very well want to come out and visit their new granddaughter too, but it may wait until Christmas or the New Year as my dad is always busy with work.”
“Are they…?”
“As bad as Mommy’s parents?” He asked while shaking his head, “No, they never took a Little, and honestly, they will be kind of looking at me strangely that we have. I’ll explain everything to them, though, and I know they’ll be proud that we helped keep you from being someone else’s mindless baby.”
Amanda sat a sippy cup of juice on my tray, and then a bib appeared from somewhere that went over my dress. It seemed to have been bought for the expected proportions rather than how I had come through.
“I wonder why you shrank so much when you came through?” Fred asked thoughtfully as he took his first bite, “This is great, Amanda!”
She had just sat down next to me and asked, “See what you think?” A plastic fork had skewered a tiny piece of meat that was clearly mutilated to keep me from choking. However, I opened my mouth wide for it and chewed the offered bite.
“That’s really good!” I told her. It was, in fact, one of the best roasts I could ever remember eating!
“Good!” she said with a smile before loading some mashed potatoes up and feeding me a bite of that. “I wonder if it’s because it was her second trip through? Stacy, you said you shrank like eleven inches last time? So, this was what probably double that?”
I nodded and said, “yes,” after swallowing the last bite.
“So, going back and forth for the summers…” she took it to a logical conclusion I hadn’t thought about.
I just sat stunned for a moment… “If I get any smaller…”
“Yeah, you’re already just a little bit above newborn size right now… you’d be like a preemie,” Fred said.
“It’s something to think about,” Amanda said with a little bit of worry in her voice. Over the rest of dinner, they began asking me about other things, and in between bites of food, I would tell them about our versions of people and things like Disney, and they would tell me theirs. Turns out in this world, he had actually gone on to be a vice-president of the country. He never built a theme park there though; a rival of his seemed to have beaten him to that. Disney had nearly as much of a market though still on cartoons and toys.
When dinner was finished, I found myself quite full and had emptied the sippy cup. “May I please get down?” I asked Amanda.
“In a few minutes,’ sweetheart, let me clean up dinner. You need to get used to this... “
I sighed.
“Here, why don’t you drink this while you’re waiting?” She said as she brought forth something I had been surprised not to see yet. A pink baby bottle contained what looked like a liter of white fluid that I presumed was milk or formula. I made a face, but she told me, “You should be grateful that’s not your dinner. Just drink what you can, but I want half of it gone before bedtime.”
I tentatively picked it up with my hands and couldn’t believe its size compared to me. It was almost too heavy to handle, but I could get it in my hands just barely. I stuck the nipple in my mouth and gave it a tentative suck. The milk inside actually tasted pretty good, sweeter than the milk back home, and Amanda had taken the time to heat it up, so it was nice and warm. It was awkward holding it upwards to drink, though, and I found myself trying to prop my arms and the bottle upon the tray. She solved that with some sort of latch on the seat, and I found myself leaning back quite away. “Is that better?” She asked me as she pulled the tray off and trusted in the straps to hold me there.
“It’s pretty heavy,” I admitted as I sort of thrust it away from my mouth. It felt like I was trying to drink from something like a 3-Liter.
“Well, I probably should get the smaller nursers for you… I never dreamed you’d be this small. I mean, in your normal world size, you’re almost an In-Betweener!” I kept nursing a little bit here and there, but my arms were definitely getting tired as she cleaned.
I heard Fred tell her, “Here, honey, let me get the rest of these honey, you can help Stacy out…”
“Thanks!” She told him almost gleefully. I held the bottle out to her with both hands. She grabbed it from me and sat it down on the table before she fiddled with the harness for a moment. I was soon loose, and she picked me up and placed me on her right hip before grabbing the bottle in her other hand. I just stayed still as she carried me upstairs. I saw quickly she planned to sit with me in the glider, and she grabbed the quilt from the crib and wrapped me in it before turning me face up in her arms. I watched as the giant bottle and nipple came towards my face and opened my mouth up to accept it while she held the bottle for me.
She began humming a pretty tune as I nursed, and I felt myself relax. The whole plan was crazy, but at least I seemed to be with a couple that didn’t want to mutilate me. Finally, I found my eyes closing and heard her say, “Well, I guess you’re at least okay with this part, baby.”
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Chapter 7: Dealing
THE NEXT THING I knew, the room was around me was dark, except for a butterfly nightlight glowing next to the changing table. I tried sitting up and found I was severely impaired by the diaper I was now wearing. ‘Must be one of those night-time diapers…’ I thought to myself and rolled over to see if I could push myself up. Carefully, I got on my hands and knees and looked at the bars in front of me. I quietly pulled myself up to my feet with the help of the bars. I looked up and curiously checked something by raising my hands as far in the air as I could. Sure enough, I couldn’t even touch the top part of the rails with my hands extended. I found standing difficult in the diaper and decided to just give in and sit back down my butt a moment later.
‘Not that I planned to try to escape like that,’ I acknowledged. ‘What time was I put to bed?’ I had no way to know with no clock, but I definitely had a strong urge to pee. For a moment, I held it in but remembered how silly that would be. ‘You knew diapers were part of the deal…’ I mentally scolded myself. As I let it all out, I was shocked at how much the diaper expanded! I couldn’t believe it could get any bigger! Finally, I found myself back on my stomach and grabbed the new stuffed bear that lay next to me.
‘Elena,’ I named her in my mind and cuddled her close to my chest. I would have expected a soaked diaper to be uncomfortable, but other than how much it had expanded, I couldn’t tell that it was wet. ‘Tomorrow will be another long day,’ I told myself and forced myself to close my eyes and go back to sleep.
It was hard, though… I found sleep difficult as I thought about how yesterday had filled in so much information on my future. The gender misunderstanding was embarrassing and tough to deal with suddenly wearing pink dresses, but nothing compared to being the size of an infant! I had come to this dimension expecting to at least be the size of a toddler… or maybe even almost an elementary school kid. Being either of those sizes would have allowed a little bit of freedom compared to my new size. In our world, a three-month-old baby would rarely be left alone, and then only when caged safely… I couldn’t see much more freedom for me in the Amazon world.
Being called ‘Princess’ was undoubtedly also a novelty. ‘Being a princess might not be too bad,’ I had to admit, with a king and queen like my surrogate family. But, so far, they had shown remarkable restraint and kindness to me.
I couldn’t help but notice, though, that certain things hadn’t been thrown away as possibilities. It sounded almost sure that baby food was a possibility in the future for meals when we were away from home. ‘If Amanda makes it, that might be okay,’ I allowed. She really was an excellent cook, so it would probably not taste terrible if it was just pureed food from her cooking. Any jars from the grocery store, though, were most likely going to be disgusting! ‘I wouldn’t be surprised if they sell even worse tasting stuff for Littles to be tortured with…’
Amanda’s sisters really sounded like a horror movie brought to life. They were everything I had been warned about – or maybe even worse! It sounded like her mom might have been cut from the same cloth too.
‘So, was it regular milk or her milk?’ I wondered sleepily as I finally succumbed to sleep again.
WHEN I WOKE again, I found I had been rolled back onto my back and had a pacifier back in my mouth. ‘Amanda must have checked on me at some point,’ I said as I sleepily stretched and remembered the wet diaper I was wearing. It was now cold and clammy and was quite uncomfortable. I pulled myself back up by the bars and was just about ready to holler for someone when Amanda walked in.
“Oh, you look so cute with that bedhead!” she told me as she walked up to the crib.
I held my arms in the universal ‘up’ pose, and she carried me straight over to the changing table as I pulled the pacifier out and let it hang by the clip. “Gee, thanks…” I told her.
“Oh no, do I have a grumpy Princess?” she asked.
I sighed, “I’m not a morning person.”
“Well, we’ll just have to work on that! Probably a fresh diaper is a good start, huh?”
She proceeded to strip me of my sleeper quickly with a zipper that went all the way to the foot. Once my diaper was exposed, she said, “Okay, now which diapee today?”
I groaned, “Pampers?”
“I think we need one of these instead,” she said, and I could see one of the princess-themed diapers that she had been sold on.
“It’s so thick!” I said as she laid me back down on it a moment later after wiping me clean.
“It’s soooo adorable, though!” She smiled at me. “And just think of the waddle or crawl I get to see you with!”
I groaned, “It’s too early for this.”
She tickled me, and I found myself back in the sleeper. Then, she grabbed something from the bottom of the stand and carried me to the glider. At first, I thought I would be fed another bottle, but she produced a hairbrush instead. “Let’s take care of your hair, then we’ll go feed you breakfast and see where we get from there.”
I sighed in relief; that was all she had planned.
“What are we doing today?” I asked sleepily as she ran the brush through my hair.
“Well, first we have to go to the store and do some shopping for some other things to replace what we bought way too big for you.”
“Like what? I mean, besides clothes?”
“Well, bottles for one… You could barely lift the full-size nursers I bought you! However, the sippy cup was a smaller one, and you were almost fine with it yesterday, so I think we’ll go get one of the half-size nurser sets that are more appropriate for you.”
I sighed but nodded. I felt her twisting my hair around and guessed that she must be braiding it into pigtails. Gabby had insisted on braiding my hair like that for a cross-dressing day for homecoming week. Scarily I had seemed pretty normal looking as a cheerleader in uniform I borrowed for that day…
I felt her tickle my side, and she said, “I said I’m done. You really aren’t a morning person, are you?”
I shook my head, “Not without a lot of coffee…”
She turned me to face her in her lap and said, “I hate to tell you this, Princess, but coffee is one of those things that’s going to be off-limits for you.”
I bit my lip but nodded, “I’m not surprised. But would love for you to consider changing your mind…”
She looked thoughtful for a moment, “Tell you what, you make it through your midterms with a 3.5, and I’ll let you have a latte in your bottle each morning.”
I smiled, “Deal,” I extended my hand to hers, and she enveloped it with hers.
“Okay, let’s get breakfast in you…”
I was carried down to the kitchen, where my highchair sat waiting for me, and I was soon strapped in wearing a bib with a sippy cup of milk sitting on the tray in front of me. I drank some milk from the sippy cup Amanda had sat down in front of me and watched her move around for a couple minutes to make a bowl of oatmeal for me.
“Some special mornings, we’ll have a hot breakfast with eggs, bacon, and such, but this will probably be breakfast for you normally,” she told me.
“That’s fine; a lot of times, I don’t even eat breakfast,” I told her as she sat right next to my chair and pulled it on the wheels closer to her.
“Well, that won’t work here, Stacy. You’ll have something for breakfast every morning.”
I nodded, ‘that wouldn’t be so bad…’
“Let’s get this airplane in your hanger!” She smiled while making an engine sound that made me grimace, but I opened up anyway. For the next ten minutes, she fed me while playing every cutesy little baby feeding game I’d ever heard of - and then a few more.
By the time she got to the last spoon, I had said, “I’m full, Mommy…”
“Just one more spoon,” she said, and I opened up. I felt really stuffed then. “All done!”
She wiped my face with a baby wipe since it had been a casualty a few times that I happened to look the wrong way. The bib definitely had some evidence on it too, and I just sighed as she unbuckled me but left the bib on. I started to remove it, but she said, “Leave your bib on, sweetie.”
She picked me up and carried me to the living room, where the playpen was sitting in front of the couch. “Play here for a few minutes while mommy cleans up.”
I nodded and tried to stand in the playpen, but the diaper was so thick it made it difficult to do so. Just thinking of the diaper brought to mind an urgent warning my body was giving me. I sighed, having known this would come. Given Amanda’s warning about needing to poop each day, I knew I didn’t dare hold back on this either. I found myself using a giant ring toy as a way to pull myself up so I could squat. ‘Come on, you know you have to do this…’ I told myself.
Suddenly I felt my bowels let go, and I could feel the diaper accept the pieces while I kept pushing until I didn’t feel like I needed to go anymore. Suddenly I flashed back to when I was three years old, standing back in my grandmother’s house. I remembered being in diapers and just wanting to play with her electric organ there. So, I pooped my diaper and kept playing. ‘Stacy, did you poopy your diaper?” Grandma had asked me, and I had shaken my head and lied so I wouldn’t have to stop. It hadn’t seemed so bad then!
I didn’t want to fall backward on the mess, so I leaned forwards onto my hands and knees and could feel the mess rubbing against the bottom of my genitals. I sat there a little bit in shock before looking over at the toys in the playpen. I knew Amanda would come soon and decided not to make a big deal out of what was going to become an everyday occurrence for me.
I was looking closely at how a doll in my hand was made when the inevitable happened, “Uh-oh, I think someone made a stinkie!”
I groaned and tried to stand up to hold my arms out to her but instead ended up falling back on my mess. “Eeewww…” I said.
“You didn’t seem to mind it for a while there,” Amanda told me. “You sure you’ve not been a little baby here before?”
I nodded, “It wasn’t too bad until I smushed it…”
“Well, let’s go upstairs and change that stinky diapee!” she told me with a kiss on my forehead and carried me up the staircase and into the nursery. She laid me down on my changing table, and I began to smell it worse as she opened the diaper up. To me, the smell was enough to make me gag, but she acted like I was a normal baby, and this was no big deal at all. ‘Shit happens with a baby,’ I reminded myself. She didn’t embarrass me anymore about it too - which I appreciated.
I was quickly re-diapered back into a regular pamper and lay on my back, waiting for her to figure out what she was dressing me in. She reappeared a moment later with a pink romper I remembered her cooing over yesterday in the store. It had the words, ‘smile, I’m cute!’ on it and ended basically at the crotch with a short pair of legs to it closer to shorts than a basic onesie. I appreciated that she’d been good about only shopping in the actual baby portion of the clothing aisle. I had caught a few glimpses of some of the odd clothing they made specifically for Littles to wear… It was a thousand times worse!
“Well, now that we’ve got your stinky diaper out of the way for the day, why don’t we go see what trouble the two of us can get in?” She asked me.
“What about shoes?” I asked, noticing my still bare feet.
“You don’t need shoes today, Stacy. Everywhere we’re going, you’d probably just look out of place.”
I nodded, remembering most of the Littles I remembered seeing rarely walked, but asked, “Socks?”
She looked at me but nodded and found some pink socks that folded down and had lace around the bottom of the folded portion. They seemed appropriate to a baby of my age, and I groaned at that but appreciated having something warmer on my often-cold feet.
“Better?” She asked me.
I nodded. “Thanks! Where’s Fr… Daddy?”
“Daddy’s at work; he decided not to take paternal leave right now. So I took a few weeks of maternity leave, so I don’t have to go to work until after you start your orientation… well, I could take off more than that, but what’s the point?” She smiled at me.
“You get maternity leave…?” I asked, shocked.
“You’re my new baby; of course I do!” She giggled like that was an idiotic question. Her behavior was slightly different this morning, but she was still being sweet so far, so I just went with the flow. I was placed on the ground for a moment and watched her repack my diaper bag with the correct size of diapers. I was grateful to see that she only put the regular Pampers and a couple of the thinner diapers inside. Next, she filled my large sippy cup back up with juice and handed it to me to hold two-handed as she carried me to the garage and set me in my carrier.
“What’s the outside of the house look like?” I asked as she buckled me into the harness.
“Oh, that’s right, you still haven’t seen… I’ll show you when we get back?” She asked.
I nodded and watched her close my door and walk to her side of the car. With a press of a button above her, the garage door opened, leaving me squinting my eyes with the sudden exposure to daylight. She carefully pulled out of their driveway and slowly drove down the road. I was just able to catch a quick glimpse of their house, though. It looked like a beautiful and expensive suburban home with a nice lawn. I couldn’t see many details, though, before it quickly passed from sight. Bored, I began to slowly nurse at the sippy cup of juice and probably had finished a quarter of it when she stopped.
Our first destination was apparently like a Walmart with a different name, ValuMart. She pulled me out of the carrier and carried me a short distance to where a cart lay unused. As she strapped me into the cart’s seat, she asked, “I assume you’d rather sit here than in your carrier?”
I nodded, “I can see this way.”
“Well, just remember where we are... If I feel like you’re about to say something you shouldn’t, I’ll plunk a pacifier in your mouth. If you can’t control yourself before that, please find that thumb of yours,” she told me.
“It’s not going to be that bad, is it…?” I asked.
She shrugged, “We could run into friends here. Just go with the flow, please.”
I was really nervous then, but I was determined to face anything to attend college here. As Amanda pushed the cart towards the entrance, I noticed that even though the seat was designed for babies, I still felt like it was too big for me. Right away when we stepped inside, I couldn’t help but feel intimidated by a store meant for giants and filled with giants. Most people inside seemed to be stay-at-home mothers with a mixture of real, ‘Little’ babies and preschool-age children in their baskets. One mom had her Little suspended from her neck with a sling and was openly breastfeeding her while nonchalantly talking to another lady.
I couldn’t help but stare at the size of the exposed breast and looked up at Amanda’s set as she looked down at me. I turned red, but she merely smiled without saying anything. Our destination was evident as we headed straight for the baby section. Amanda had just started looking up and down at the selection of bottles when I heard, “Oh hi Doctor Westerfield!!!” from a giant girl who appeared to not be much older than I was.
“Hi, Jennifer!” She told her and gave her a hug.
“Oh my god, she’s adorable! Is she yours?!?” this new girl said suddenly close to me. “She’s sooo tiny!!!!”
“We just adopted her yesterday,” Amanda told her.
“How old are you?” She asked me.
I looked up at Amanda, and she nodded, “Eighteen.”
“Going on three months,” Amanda added.
“I believe that… Are you going to…?” the girl asked almost accusingly.
Amanda shook her head, “We’re taking care of Princess Stacy’s needs, but we’re not going to mutilate her. She’s even going to start attending the university in a couple weeks.”
Jennifer sighed, “I’m glad to hear that. I hate the way my mom treats Lily.”
“Then why are you here?”
“Oh, Lily’s out of wipes,” she said and held up some generic baby wipes. “If I don’t get her some, Mom will probably just leave her poop on her bottom until her next bath… whenever that would be.”
My eyes opened in shock at that, and once again, I was grateful for a friendly giant. “That’s horrible…” Amanda said.
“Yeah, it is. Maybe I’ll be in some of your classes, Stacy?” She smiled at me. “Let me know if you ever need a babysitter,” she told Amanda. “See you later! Bye-bye, Princess!” she waved the last part at me like you would a real baby.
I blushed and shook a bit as I felt Amanda gently put her hand on my head. “You’re okay; if we had to run into one of my students, she was definitely the best one. She is much more like me than most.”
I nodded silently and watched as she began looking at bottles. I found myself turning sideways the best I could to see what she was doing. “Need help, ma’am?” a helpful store employee asked.
“Just trying to pick out a smaller bottle for her. I never dreamed I would adopt a Little so tiny. She can’t hold up a full-size nurser.”
“Ah well, that makes sense. Do you want to breastfeed too?”
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Chapters 8 and 9
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 8: Chipped
“WHY DO YOU ask that?” She asked, not denying that idea.
“Well, if you aren’t, then these bottles work fine,” she said, holding up one smaller nurser that looked equivalent to the small nursers I remembered from back in my home dimension. “If you think nursing is important, I would recommend one of these two to help her avoid nipple confusion.”
In shock, I followed her advice and stuck my thumb in my mouth at that point to keep quiet. Truthfully ever since I had seen that woman breastfeeding on my first visit, the idea of doing it myself had kind of strangely intrigued me. I was curious which Amanda would pick and found myself not surprised when she grabbed both of the types considered good with breastfeeding. She threw in several multi-packs of each and some nipples before pushing the cart away.
“Good baby girl,” she cooed at me, sucking my thumb as we continued down the aisles.
We ended up in the clothing aisle, and I sat patiently as she threw in several onesies, rompers, dresses, and a pair of shorts that she liked with no request for input from me. Apparently, she was satisfied with my three-month size, as she didn’t make me try them on like I saw several babies and Littles experiencing in the open right next to the racks. While she was looking through the clothing, I discovered the characters, Naomi and Oliver, since they were featured on tons of shirts on the Little side of the aisle. Amanda stayed on the actual baby side, though, with other characters that mimicked many from my world. Apparently, Anna and Elsa from Frozen, and Sofia the First, were sort of the same in this dimension as I recognized them. There were plenty of characters though that I didn’t remember. Amanda must have sensed that as she would occasionally say, “Oh look, there’s…” every now and then. Amanda moved on a mission, though, and before long, we were in the checkout lanes.
Every Amazon mother we passed stared at me with longing in their eyes, but it was those that glared at Amanda in a threatening way that scared me. I hadn’t even realized my thumb was still in my mouth from earlier when she said, “I know that thumb tastes good, but let’s use your paci.”
The kiss on my head and the gentle squeeze made me feel a little bit safer.
“Oh my god, she is the most adorable Little I’ve ever seen!” The cashier said as Amanda pushed the cart past the card machine.
“Yes, she is, isn’t she?” Amanda squealed a bit and kissed me on the forehead again.
There was small talk made for a few moments before the lady said, “You know, hon, if you got rid of most of her hair, you could pass her for your own natural baby?”
I shuddered and found myself instinctively grabbing to hold my pigtails. “But then she wouldn’t have cute pigtails like this?” Amanda said. “I love her hair; it’s not going anywhere… it’s too much fun to play with!” she smiled at me, and I returned a slight grimace.
“Suit yourself!” she said.
Once she had me safely strapped into the car seat, she told me, “I’m sorry you had a couple of rough encounters there… But, unfortunately, that’s going to be a pretty regular thing here.”
I nodded, “It’s okay, I’m embarrassed when they happen, but at least I was warned before I came.” I paused and added, “Just please don’t give me away to one of those monsters!”
“No worries about that, Princess! You’re all mine!!!!” she told me with a smile and closed the door, and walked to the driver’s side.
“Speaking of that, I do want to take you to a local office to… register you as ours.”
I gulped, “What are they going to do?”
“Some of the offices are rougher than others, but this one should be pretty gentle by just doing a checkup, blood sample, and get hand and footprints from you.”
I nodded, “Then I’m officially adopted?”
“Yes…” She said.
“Will that be a problem when it’s time for me to go home?” I asked hesitantly.
“Well, if anyone asks, I’ll say I sent you to live with your grandparents for a while!” She kind of choked up for a moment before adding, “Thankfully, we just got started, so that’s a long way off!”
I nodded and sat quietly in the seat and drank the rest of the juice she had handed me back. We pulled up quickly to an office building, and instead of getting me out of the carrier, she left me inside and just lifted it free of the car.
“If you’re in this carrier, I don’t have to worry about as many things happening to you,” she told me.
I nodded, “I trust you,” I said before she put the pacifier back in my mouth and pulled the shade down over the top part of the carrier.
She walked through several doors before arriving at a receptionist’s window, where she sat my carrier on the counter. “Oh my god, isn’t she precious?!?” the lady cooed while looking in at me. “I never seem to be lucky enough to get one of these cuties!”
Amanda smiled, “As you noted, she’s a cutie. I don’t want to risk kidnapping…”
“Of course, I don’t blame you one bit! Here, take this paperwork and fill it out, and we’ll get a spot with the doctor as soon as we can.”
“Thanks!”
I found myself picked up again and the carrier was gently sat onto the groan. I found out the carrier could rock when it wasn’t in its base, as she rocked me gently with her foot while she filled out all of the forms. It seemed like there must have been about twenty pages from what I could see! I found myself needing to pee again and just let it flow into the diaper while my face turned red.
To ignore my now wet diaper, I looked around as best as possible from my seat. Several other ‘mothers’ moved about the room in various delightful or hostile moods. All seemed to hold their ‘babies’ tightly to keep them from running and escaping. Just in the time she was writing, I watched three Littles get spanked bare-bottomed, and another had her ear twisted for a moment until she cried.
When she finished, Amanda picked my seat back up again to take the forms to the window. While the lady looked over them, she popped a couple of the snaps open on my romper, “Do you have a place I can change her?”
I flushed red with the diaper exposed and Amanda clearly sharing its state with the receptionist and anyone within range. I bit down on the silicone of the pacifier a little harder just then to keep from complaining.
“Why yes, ma’am, right down the hall here, I’ll show you,” she said as she opened the door beside her and led us to a small nurse’s station with a padded surface. “I can’t believe how good of a baby she is!”
“Yes, she is a special princess.”
Amanda popped the remaining snaps in a hurry and quickly changed me into a clean diaper before redressing me. “There, that should be comfier, huh?” She said as she hugged me and whispered, “Pretend to be a baby as best you can while we go back. Don’t backtalk no matter what they say… and try not to cry out.”
I looked curiously at her but nodded and nursed my pacifier that I was beginning to actually grow fond of. It felt like she had barely set my carrier back down on the ground when the nurse called, “Stacy Westerfield?” I started slightly at the change of my last name. I wasn’t surprised though; after all, I figured that was inevitable with Fred’s explanation of the password the night before!
It was obvious to me from my surroundings that we were at a doctor’s office, but it certainly didn’t feel like a regular doctor’s office back home. Something about the place just gave you the creeps!
I could only vaguely see doors from my place in the carrier as we passed them. As we passed one of them, I heard a man’s voice shout, “You goddamn bitch!!!! You can’t do this to…” followed by loud whacks and whimpering. As we made it to the end of the hallway, I thought I could hear the unfortunate person beginning to bawl.
It wasn’t a thought as we passed another room; you could definitely hear the full-on screams of pain and terror from a woman. It was the kind of thing you expected to hear in a horror movie… I found myself shaking slightly in the seat and nursed on the pacifier more to try and distract myself.
Finally, the nurse led us to an open-walled nurses’ station where she said, “Okay, we’re going to need little Stacy just in her diaper for most of this exam.” Then she looked at me and talked to me for a moment like I wasn’t a baby, “Make sure you behave, baby, or you won’t like the consequences.”
I nodded meekly, and I was quickly freed from the seat, and my romper was taken off. “When did you change her last?”
“About ten minutes ago, she was soaked.”
“So, she’s using her diapers just fine? Messes too?”
“Happily peeing and pooing like a good Little should.”
The nurse nodded like that was the correct answer as she picked me up and lay me down on what had to be an infant scale. “Okay… Forty-three pounds… she really is a tiny thing. You must have had a tough time finding the right diapers!”
I jolted at that, forty-three pounds? I had lost over a hundred pounds of my weight and had not even realized it! ‘Unless they measured pounds differently?’
“Okay, little girl, stand tall right here,” she told me and had me stand up next. “Thirty-nine inches…” she mused, “I guess we could give you another half or the full inch. What do you want, Mommy?” She asked Amanda.
“Just leave her at thirty-nine inches. She’s just a little baby anyway,” she told her.
“Yep, no way this one could make her life through the world on her own!” Surprisingly to me, she took my blood pressure, pulse, and did a body fat check before directing Amanda to carry me into a waiting examination room while she followed with my carrier.
“Okay, now some health questions for you, Mommy.” Most of the time, Amanda actually knew more than I would have guessed, but several times I told her the answer, and the nurse pretended not to hear anything until Amanda parroted it back. It was weird, but I could see how they wanted to continue to degrade any adult confidence a Little might have.
The lady nurse left after saying, “I can’t believe how good she is!” to Amanda before looking at me and saying, “Just remember bad crybabies do get punished!”
I shuddered as she left, and Amanda collected me in her arms. I snuggled gratefully into her warm body as it was cold in the room. A moment later, a man slightly shorter than Amanda came in, “I’m supposed to get some blood?”
“I think so,” Amanda said.
“Can you hold her arm so she’ll stay still?” He asked.
I just rolled my eyes and sat calmly while they took my blood like any other time I’d ever done it. But, of course, I wasn’t counting on the needle being twice the size I remembered in my last checkup! I managed to hold still, though, and other than a brief flinch, I did my best not to let them know how much the damn thing hurt!!!!! ‘It wouldn’t have surprised me if they used a bigger needle just to make it hurt more!’ I thought to myself. He filled three vials up before pulling the port out and putting a Band-Aid with that show Naomi and Oliver’s characters on it.
“What a good girl!” He said as he patted my head, “Just remember that if you’re a crybaby, you will be punished.”
He left, and I whispered to Amanda, “What exactly do they do?”
She shuddered herself and whispered, “I watched them give Hannah enemas and spankings with a paddle.”
I shuddered and leaned even closer into her. Shortly after that, the doctor came in, “Hi, I’m Doctor Nimitz,” he said to Amanda. I froze, knowing he was the other ‘daddy’ I almost chose.
“Hi, I’m Doctor Westerfield,” she told him with a smile.
“So, you’re here for this little cutie?” He said with a smile and looked at me. Something about the smile refused to expand to his eyes, though, and I believed in a heartbeat I had chosen correctly.
“That’s right, especially with this baby girl being so tiny and cute; I didn’t want to delay getting her registered for adoption.”
“That’s very smart,” he told her. He looked down at the notes for a moment and then looked at me with recognition in his eyes, “We spoke a couple months ago, didn’t we?”
I nodded, “Yes, sir.” At least it sort of sounded like that through the pacifier.
“Well, if I’d had any clue of how cute you would be in a diaper, I would have made a stronger case for my wife and me. Truthfully I don’t know why you’d ever bother with college. You’re clearly meant to just be a cute little baby!” I just stared at him without saying anything. “Okay, please place her down on the table so we can do an examination. She’ll need to lose the paci while we do this.” He looked apologetic to me at that.
He felt my lymph nodes, looked in my ears, and listened to my heart and lungs before laying me back and untaping my diaper. Then, when my diaper came down, he said, “Oh, so you’re a baby girl with a surprise in your diaper! Mommy, do you want me to do something about that?”
I cringed and shook a little in fear, ‘will he just rip off my parts?!?’
“Not now. I kind of think it’s endearing right now... I may change my mind, but her daddy and I need to talk it over a bit more before we do anything too permanent.”
“Makes sense, no rush,” he said.
“What are our options, though?” she asked him.
‘Really?’ I screamed inside. ‘She’s serious?’
“Well, do you want her to have it as a punishment?” He paused, “Or do you just want to do it to get it to where she’s right cosmetically?” he shook his head, “There’s even an option out there that would go ahead and give her ovaries so she could have her own little babies.”
He paused for a moment, “I hate to think of this one like that, but she would be ultimate breeder if you mated her with a really short Little boy.” He nodded before adding, “I bet I can even get you in touch with a couple of my patients that fit that bill.”
I was genuinely horrified as I sat there, and he talked about making it possible for me to have babies just to make me a baby-making machine. There was no sense of compassion in his voice at all. As he gave her information, he never stopped his examination of my groin. A second later, he flipped me over onto my stomach while leaving me partially over my diaper. I feared what was coming next, and sure enough, I felt something enter my butt that I hoped was just a thermometer.
“We’re not interested in mating her,” Amanda said carefully, “but maybe that type of procedure would be best so that we could make sure we have options?”
“Well, if you go that route, you’ll be able to do it all in one day at the university’s hospital. We have a doctor trained in a new technique there with nanites.” He paused and added, “I’ve heard that they can do other modifications while they’re at it too, if you want. Really great designer options!” He laughed, “Speaking of which, I just now realized who your husband is. Tell Fred hello for me.”
“I will,” Amanda said as she gently squeezed my hand.
“Well, I think that should be good.”
He pulled out the thermometer, and I let out a silent sigh of relief. That sucked!
“Okay, last bits I’ll leave in my nurse’s hands. Overall you seem to have a very healthy Little on your hands. Be sure to think about what I said and definitely have her back here in six months for a checkup.”
“We will,” Amanda replied as he left, and she quickly put a new diaper on me and redressed me in my romper. “Sorry, baby,” she whispered to me as the door opened again and the original nurse entered.
“Okay, let’s make some art for your mommy!” the nurse told me with a smile. A large ink pad was brought out, and my feet and hands were covered in it before they put them on a large paper labeled, ‘Adoption Certificate.’ I looked at the details on the certificate. My parents’ full names and birthdates were listed; my actual age of eighteen was recorded with my birthdate, along with my height, weight, hair, and eye color. I was surprised to see my gender listed as Female without any surgery required. The nurse scanned a bar code printed at the top of the page with some sort of gun-looking device in her hand.
“Where do you want to put her chip?”
Without warning, Amanda flipped me over onto my stomach over her lap, and I felt her pull back my romper and diaper right on my right butt cheek. A second later, I nearly bit my tongue in half to avoid crying out as I felt another feeling like a shot, but worse, go right in there.
“Stay there for a second, baby. I know that hurt, sorry,” she told me. A scanner was run over the chip to confirm it was working correctly before the lady said, “You’re such a good baby!”
Amanda held me tight for a few minutes to reassure me while the nurse said, “The chip is active and confidential where it’s located. You actually didn’t put it in any of the most common spots, so hopefully, any trader wouldn’t find it easily.”
“Can’t they dig it out?” Amanda asked.
“It’s a lot more work than you would think. Pretty soon, scar tissue forms around it inside of her, and you end up damaging the goods to get it out. They can reprogram them with a lot of patience, but the password you put in the reader prevents anyone but you from easily doing that. Make sure you share that password with your husband, though, just in case you need it in the future to update her medical or your contact info.”
Amanda nodded, and I found myself sitting back in the carrier with my pacifier again in my mouth, just grateful the exam was over! As she walked past another room on the way out the door, I heard, “You can’t do this to me!!!! I’m not a baby or a girl!!!!!!!!” A smack and cries of agony serenaded us as she carried me past the receptionist.
Our exit out the building door didn’t happen soon enough for me as I could only imagine the horrors that existed in that building.
Chapter 9: Routines
“I’M SORRY ABOUT that,” Amanda said a little while later after we had driven away from the clinic.
“That was horrific!” I told her bluntly, having lost the pacifier from my mouth when she had closed my passenger door.
“And you were a good girl! You heard… well, imagine how it is for most people.” She paused, “How in the world have you been so calm about all of this? If I had to go back to wearing diapers and being tortured and made fun of like you just were.” She took a breath in, “I’d be spitting nails!”
I sighed, “On my previous visit with my family, we had a party in a restaurant, and I was able to sit and talk with a local Little for a couple hours. He had managed to remain free - which given his age of thirty, seems even more impressive to me now - but he knew all of the ins and outs. He shared with me pretty much everything that’s happened so far and more… So, it’s not like anything was a total surprise like it has to be for some visitors. Just terrifying to see it for real, though,” I shuddered.
I paused and added, “I want this degree so badly that I’ve steeled myself for the past two years basically that any of this can happen. But, unfortunately, I know I don’t stand a chance of stopping it completely… my best bet is to be a good passive baby.”
Amanda was silent upfront for several minutes before she said, “You’re probably right.”
I sat there for a few more minutes before the car slowed, and she said, “You hungry? We’re going to meet Daddy for lunch,” she told me.
I sighed for a moment, it had felt like there was a brief pause in the babying, but obviously, that wasn’t going to last. Amanda stopped the car and opened my door. She didn’t immediately grab me, though; instead, she messed with something for a moment before she slung my diaper bag on her shoulder. She made quick work of the buckle, and we were on our way inside a restaurant that seemed pretty casual. Amanda spotted Fred, and we walked over to where a high chair was already waiting for me.
“Hi, Princess!” He said to me with a smile and exchanged a quick kiss with Amanda after she buckled me in the highchair.
The waitress came over, and she handed her one of the new bottles, “Would you mind filling this with milk for her?”
“Why certainly, she’s too cute! What would you like to drink?” She asked Amanda.
“Iced tea would be fine,” she told her.
“Great, let me get this cutie’s bottle filled, and I’ll be right back to take your orders.”
“Let’s get your bib on you, sweetheart,” Amanda told me. She quickly placed one on me that read ‘Daddy’s Little Princess with a tiara underneath it. I groaned but smiled.
“Aren’t you just the perfect little Daddy’s girl?” The waitress said a moment later when she brought my bottle and Amanda’s iced tea. I could feel the bottle was warm - I guessed it was a sign the lady cared.
“I’ll have the Quiche here, and our Princess will have your child’s mac and cheese,” she told her.
“Does the chef need to do anything extra with her food? He can puree it if you need?”
“Oh no, we’ll be fine like it’s supposed to come. She’s a Little, but I prefer to just think of her as my normal baby. She’s eating solids and pasta just fine!”
“Okay then, and you, sir?”
“I’ll have the Bacon Cheeseburger and fries, please.”
“Very good!” She said and walked away.
Amanda quickly grabbed the bottle from the tray and checked it on her wrist before handing it back to me, “Careful, it’s probably a little warmer than it should be, but it’s still safe for babies.”
She gave me a look that I took to be a hint to ‘start nursing,’ which I did. I noticed the milk tasted more like regular milk at home and couldn’t help but wonder what I had been given last night…
“So, what did you two do this morning?” Fred asked.
“Well, we had oatmeal,” she smiled at me and made a face, “then we went to ValuMart to pick up some new babas. I think she manages with that size a lot better!”
“Looks like it,” he nodded. “What else did you get?”
“First, we ran into my student Jennifer Faulkner in the baby aisle.”
“She’s the one…”
“Yes,” she said, cutting him off and making me curious.
‘One what?’ I wondered.
“How was she doing?”
“She’s doing well. Apparently, her mom was going to make her Little sister go without baby wipes for a while since they were out. So she went to buy some for her.”
“That’s awful; she could end up with more than just diaper rash!”
“You and I both understand that… her mom has always sounded like a piece of work, though,” Amanda added. “Anyway, we talked for a little bit, and she fell in love with our little princess here. I think she’s probably going to be our go-to babysitter if Megan’s not available.”
“As long as you trust her?”
“I do.”
“What else did you manage to get done?”
“Well, not much more; we made it to the doctor’s office to make the adoption official. I have three copies of her cute handprints and footprints with the certificate for us to use. I also got her chipped while we were there,” she said the last bit quietly.
“Probably a good idea,” he told her and looked at me nursing the bottle, “I know that had to have hurt Princess but believe me, it’s for your own protection.”
I nodded.
“Anything else?” He asked.
“Nope, just lunch with Daddy so far!” She said as plates arrived. To my surprise, the macaroni and cheese actually didn’t look too bad, but the burger Fred had sounded way better. It was humongous, though, so I was pretty sure there was no way that I could ever have managed even one bite in my smallmouth!
Amanda fed me the macaroni and cheese one bite at a time throughout lunch. By making some sad eyes at Fred, I was able to steal a couple of ‘Daddy’s fries’ from him. Each of those was practically a quarter of a potato back home! The bottle sat with a quarter left when we waited for the check, so I sat and finished it. As I popped it out from my mouth, I accidentally let out a huge burp.
Amanda smiled at me, “Did you have some wigglies in your tummy?” she cooed at me before she used the bib to wipe a little bit of stray cheese sauce from my face. She removed it and placed it in my bag before picking me up from the highchair.
“What are you two ladies doing now?” Fred asked.
“Well, I think we’re going to run home for a little while for the princess to take a nap. Then, after that, I think we might take a walk over to the university.”
“Okay, I may be home earlier this afternoon than normal. Doctor Clark just about fired me when he found out I have a new baby at home, and I’m not there helping my wife.” He smiled at both of us.
She laughed, “I bet Bob has always been a softie!”
After a kiss from him, Amanda carried me outside, and I was once again bound in my car seat. I waited for us to get home for naptime. ‘Sounds so exciting…’ I thought grudgingly to myself. While she drove, I felt the need to pee more and let it out into the diaper with a sigh.
Thankfully for my growing boredom, the ride home took just a few minutes, and I once more found myself in their garage being picked up. Amanda didn’t set me down, though; instead, she walked out the open garage door, so I could see the front of the house properly. “See, there’s plenty of pretty grass for you to play on,” she said with a smile. “Though you won’t play out front much because I don’t need you getting hurt, huh?”
I looked at the two-story house and saw it was a sort of Victorian-style home with gabled peaks. The front had a long porch complete with a white rail and porch swing. A single tree that looked like a Magnolia tree rose from the ground in the middle of the lawn. It was monstrous to me in size, and I was impressed by how pretty the house was. However, I was also more than a bit unnerved that it looked very similar to my parent’s house! It was different colors, though. While my parents had painted their house in shades of yellow, this was painted in shades of green. And probably thirty feet or more in additional height...
“I’ll show you the backyard once I get everything put away,” she told me with a smile as she bounced me lightly on her hip and closed the garage door. Then, she took me to the living room and sat me down in the playpen while making me jump as I felt a finger intrude on my diaper. “I’ll have to change that wet diapee here soon too!”
I blushed bright red as she disappeared to go carry stuff in, while she apparently felt safe leaving me alone since I was very effectively caged in the playpen. After watching her go back out to the garage through the white mesh fabric, I went back to the doll I had been looking at a bit earlier. I began messing with her and a stuffed cat next to it, debating about how I would be expected to play with them. Before long, Amanda was back and took me upstairs for the needed diaper change. “Since I’m going to put you down for your nap, I’m going to put you in one of your pretty princess diapers,” she told me excitedly.
I groaned.
“They’re not that bad, are they?”
I nodded my head, “They intentionally make it impossible to walk!”
“Well, good! You won’t need to because you’ll be napping!”
To avoid being bored in the crib right away, I asked, “Could you show me the backyard first, like you promised?”
She sighed, “I did promise that didn’t I?”
I nodded, “Uh-huh.”
“You think you’re stalling your nap, aren’t you?”
I gave her the most angelic face I could possibly make, “I would never do that, Mommy!” But, I kept my face and said, “I’m a good girl!”
She laughed at me and tickled me for a moment, “You certainly are a good girl! I have to keep reminding myself that you’re not a normal baby or a normal Little. It takes everything I have to keep from going and getting some other tools to regress you more.”
I shuddered a little bit, “Please don’t.”
“I won’t do anything without asking first. But I would suggest it might be a good idea to think about some help on unpottytraining yourself? I saw the look on your face in the car as you wet your diaper; maybe you might be less miserable if you’re not aware you’re going?”
I shook my head, “I was reading in the college handbook that if I poop myself in class, I can be kicked out of the university. So I have to at the very least keep my bowel control.”
She looked like that was a surprise to her. “What?”
“I’ll show you later. It was a small line that I think most people would probably overlook, but all it would take is one angry professor….”
“Gah! It would probably be Krantz, too…” she muttered. She carried me down the staircase and said, “By the way, how did you know Doctor Nimitz?”
I sighed, “I had narrowed it to you two and him and his wife from my fifty-some responses.”
“You have no idea how close you came to disaster.” She told me, and I could see some tears in her eyes.
“I kind of got that feeling when I talked to them over the link, and today definitely confirmed that. I know I picked the right mommy and daddy!” She squeezed me and then led me out a sliding door to the backyard. A fence that looked pretty formidable to me ran around a beautiful pool they had in the backyard. I saw a sandbox and swing set that didn’t look brand new like everything else.
“Those look older…” I pointed.
“They came with the house and came in handy when my sisters visited until they messed with their Littles’s ability to walk. I think we might put in another playground at some point, but since you’re supposed to be a baby, I don’t know how much we really should put in for you. A lot of people would probably prefer to see us use that infant swing and nothing else.”
I noticed that one of the swings had a traditional infant bar and harness to make it safe for someone my size. ‘Or make it the perfect way to trap them for hours…’ I thought darkly.
“Okay, enough stalling, naptime!” She commanded.
“I wasn’t stalling,” I told her innocently.
“Right…” she tickled me for a moment and then retraced her steps inside the house. Back in my room, she lay me down on top of the quilt in the crib for a quick second before quickly and effectively tucking me inside of it to where I couldn’t move.
“What are you doing?” I asked before being effectively silenced with a pacifier. I didn’t complain, though, and sucked on it lightly.
“It’s called swaddling, Stacy; I would have done it last night, but I was worried that with the sleeper, you would be too hot. It helps keep me from worrying about you flipping over and possibly having problems breathing.”
I looked up at her and wondered if I was now getting to another story but chose not to push. She kissed my head and reached above me to turn on the crib’s mobile. Just as she began to turn around, I noticed a dark dot on her left breast. She was out of my sight quickly, though, and I was left to look at the mobile of butterflies turning while Brahms Lullaby played softly. Seeing nothing else I could do, I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.
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Chapters 10 and 11
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 10: New Deal
I WOKE UP to the sound of someone doing a horrible job of sneaking around. “Shhh, she’s sleeping!” Amanda scolded.
“Probably only because you made her,” the voice hissed back. “Oh my god, she is so adorable.”
“Umm, thanks,” I told the voice as I opened my eyes and looked at a shorter version of Amanda.
She squealed, “Can I pick her up?”
“Yes,” Amanda said, “just be careful!”
“I will,” she said. The strange giant grabbed for me and released me from the quilt. I felt her finger quickly check my diaper, and I blushed. “All dry!”
“Well, we’ll have to fix that soon, huh?” Amanda said to me with a smirk.
“Ignore her; she’s just grouchy cause someone else is holding you. I’m your Auntie Megan, by the way,” she told me with a smile.
I sighed in relief, “Thank god, I was worried it was…” I caught myself.
“Chloe?” She shuddered, “Yeah, I think that would be a bad nightmare to wake up to her face. You haven’t told Chloe about Stacy yet, have you?” She asked her.
“Not yet. I haven’t even told Mom yet,” she added.
“Just me, your baby sister?” She asked with a smile as she held me in her arms like an infant, and I could just make out both of their faces by going back and forth with my eyes and head.
“Well, duh, you’re the only sane one in the bunch. You’re probably thinking about how you could sue me for taking a free Little!” She seemed to be joking.
“Well, if she was free and didn’t invite you to adopt her…”
“Yes, I know the law is. However, in this case, we actually have that contract you saw.”
“Interesting contract too. What did your lawyer say about it?” She asked.
“In theory, it’s legally binding that we return here after college. But our lawyer did mention that there were probably a dozen loopholes around it if we just wanted to keep her for ourselves,” she smiled kindly at the suddenly wide eyes I made at her, “but we’re not intending on that!”
“Good, I will come back and take you on myself if you or anyone abuse this cutie! I won’t let her become another Kacey…” she said sadly before saying, “So Stacy, tell me about yourself,” she said as I was carried downstairs to the couch where she sat me in her lap facing her.
“Well, I came here a couple years ago…” I told her why I was insane enough to come, and she was good about listening to me. “So anyway, it seemed safest to go ahead and have something like foster parents instead of risking whatever else came up out of the dorms.”
“That’s very smart of you,” she told me, “I’ve had a few Littles in the last couple semesters of my classes - I’m going to be a junior, by the way - that have all ended up disappearing to etiquette schools… Sadly it’s like a matter of time for every one of them. Last week they introduced a bill in the Senate to make it permissible for the first person to put a hand on a portal Little that comes to this dimension to be their guardian.”
“So…”
“Yes, yesterday, that lady would have become your guardian,” Amanda said with a catch in her voice.
“Anyone coming through the portal?”
“There’s still a diplomatic clause in effect for the tour groups, but yeah, anyone else will be swept up into a nursery before they can say baba,” Megan said.
“What was I thinking…?” I said aloud.
“Well, two years ago, when you visited, it wasn’t as bad. Some serious roads were being made towards Little’s rights then.”
“What about my ability to be in college?” I asked Megan. She honestly seemed to understand the situation better than anyone.
“Well, your parents have decided they want you to attend school. While every Amazon will think they’re nuts, they’re your parents and have full authority over you like any parent.” She said with a smirk, “the same way they could enroll you into elementary, junior high, high school, or a regular pre-school, and no one would bat an eye on those!”
“Anything but junior high again…” I looked at Amanda pleadingly with a smile.
“Don’t worry, you’re off to college, young lady,” she smiled at me. “Speaking of which, I promised you a walk in your stroller, didn’t I?”
“Umm… yes?” I said, not really caring about it.
“Megan, you want to come and give her a tour of the campus?”
She smiled brightly at me and said, “sure!”
Megan checked my diaper and said, “Geeze, Mandy, did you put her in a thick enough diaper?”
“It’s cute!!!” She told her. “Seriously, pop the snaps of her outfit and look at it; it’s adorable!”
Megan looked at me sympathetically, “May I, she has me curious now?”
I nodded, and she wasted no time pulling my outfit apart and looking at the very pink and feminine diaper. Then, finally, she sighed, “I’m so glad I’m not a Little, I would burn this…”
I laughed, “You can still do that for me?”
“Nah, she’s right, it is cute… on YOU. You haven’t even put a dent in that padding. Do you feel like you need changed yet, though?” She asked me.
“No, I’m probably good. It could soak up half of the ocean, I think…”
She squeezed me tight, “I like you. I have dibs on you if my sister gets tired of you!”
A bit of a circus went on while Amanda grabbed a stroller she had stored in the car. My car seat carrier apparently connected into it usually, but so that I could see, she just let me sit in the very oversized toddler seat. I was so small she could barely get the straps tight enough, and even then, I could have easily slipped out if I wanted to! I watched as Megan filled a bottle of juice for me while Amanda simultaneously stuffed a pacifier in my mouth and handed Elena to me. I sighed as she started walking down the street, and I quickly learned that we were only a few blocks from the campus. “Look over there,” Megan said to me, “That’s the student union where we have a cafeteria, the bookstore, and some offices!”
She was being cute with her voice in a way that made me think she was hiding my intelligence from the people we passed by. Many of those waved and cooed at me, but we were otherwise allowed to walk by unmolested. The buildings with massive lecture halls were pointed out from the outside for me. Apparently, the university prided itself on small class sizes but still had four large lecture halls; the largest seated seven hundred students! They also took the time to point out the building that housed the computer and math departments that would be my home. The sisters decided to take a break midway through the campus and sat down on a bench with my stroller facing them.
Amanda took the baby bottle of juice out of the diaper bag and replaced my pacifier with it. “So, you’re keeping her on solid foods?” Megan asked.
“We have no agreement on that in the contract, but I think to be kind yes,” she told both of us.
“That is kind… and as long as you’re not using cloth diapers, it doesn’t really matter what her poop is like, right?”
I looked up inquisitively enough that she told me, “breastfed babies’ poop is water-soluble, which means your poopy diapers could just be put in the washing machine, and everything would dissolve!”
I made a face at that, and Amanda leaned forward to tickle me. Megan’s face changed as she looked at her and said, “Manda, really? Already?”
Her eyes appeared drawn to two spots that were similar to the one I’d seen earlier. She sighed, “Yes, and this is with pads in!”
“You know most can only really deal with it in one way.”
She nodded, “I don’t want to push something on Stacy that she doesn’t want…”
“What’s going on?” I asked as I took the bottle nipple out of my mouth.
I watched her look around to see if anyone else was around; she sighed and answered, “Most Amazon mothers have a powerful maternal instinct. Sometimes all it takes is seeing a cute Little, and I deal with leaking breasts for a week - I’m not surprised that a day with you and I’m leaking like a cow!”
“Does it hurt?” I asked
“What?”
“Those?” I asked as she seemed to hurriedly dig something discreetly out of the bag. I could see for a brief second they were pads that she swapped out some others that were already there for ones she bagged in a plastic bag.
“No… but it would feel better if the milk was gone. I’ll have to buy a pump, I guess, to get rid of it.”
“Or…” Megan said, looking at me, “Somehow, I don’t think Stacy would mind trying it.”
“Well…” I put the bottle in my lap and squirmed in the stroller as I tried to think this through carefully… “I don’t know... I wouldn’t want to only eat it, though.” I told her.
“New deal?” She asked me.
I sighed, “What?” I did my best to figure out what I had just implied.
“If it’s not horrible to you, we do this… three times a day? I’ll feed you real food all the time - not baby food - but that will keep me from doing this.”
“And if I hate it?”
“Then I’ll buy a pump and use it instead. Maybe another baby can drink it?”
I thought back to that first woman I had seen when we came back and couldn’t deny there was a curiosity in my body from that. The very idea of it had been arousing to me since then…
“Deal,” I told her.
There wasn’t a second of hesitation then for her as she unbuckled me from the seat and promptly revealed a gigantic orb of flesh that I had little idea of what to do with. Her nipple stuck out from the breast far enough that it would easily reach my back molars. ‘Nothing but to try it…’ I had just thought as her hand guided my head and open mouth to it.
I really had no real idea what to do as my mouth tentatively rounded on her flesh. My tongue touched her nipple and discovered milk was already leaking out. It entered my mouth before I even suckled, and I found that it didn’t taste bad at all! I gave her breast a suckle like I did with a bottle and was rewarded with a mouth of liquid that tasted far better than I believed it would! It was like an amazing vanilla shake or something. Before long, I felt like the world was on standby as all I thought about was sucking more!
After a while, it stopped coming, and I became a little annoyed. A finger tickled my chin, and Amanda said, “Let’s try the other one instead.” I felt like I was on some sort of insane drug or something as I found myself latched onto her other side. “I guess it must be pretty good,” Megan said next to her.
Amanda sighed, “I guess so. We’ll see when she gets out of the milk coma what she really thinks.”
“Yeah… I have a hard time after that reaction not thinking there’s something to be said about our milk being addictive.”
I tuned most of the conversation out, as all I seemed to care about was getting the next gulp of milk. But, before long, I was actually feeling kind of full just before the last of this breast ran dry. “Hand me that cloth,” I heard Amanda tell Megan.
“Here, Sis,” she said. “You didn’t burp her between breasts; I bet she spits up quite a bit.”
“Yeah…” I suddenly became more aware of the world as I found my face held to a cloth on her shoulder and my back gently patted.
‘This won’t work on me… will it?’ I thought just as a big belch issued from my lungs along with a bunch of milky spit-up.
“Eew…” I said aloud as my mouth felt kind of gross then.
“It’s okay, baby, that’s to be expected,” Amanda said as she gave me a loving squeeze. “Good thing we put you in that thick diapee, huh?” She told me then.
“Huh?” I asked.
“She’s still out of it…”
“Think I should I change her here, or just wait?”
“With how much she just drank, she’ll keep going for a while, I’d guess. You may have a stinker before long too.”
I felt my body gently bounce up and down as my eyes felt sleepy. “We’ll just let her sleep it off then,” Amanda said as I felt my body be buckled in, a pacifier slipped in my mouth, and then nothing.
Chapter 11: Effects
NEXT THING I knew I was laying in Megan’s lap with the TV turned onto a news station. “Oh, so you decided to wake up, huh?”
I looked at her, seriously confused about what had happened, but nodded. My diaper must have been changed while I was out because it felt like one of the ‘thinner’ Pampers again. “What happened?” I asked and spat out the pacifier that I was nursing.
“Well, my crazy sister exposed you to her psychotropic breast milk, and then we decided to go party in the town. Before I knew it, you were hanging on a chandelier daring some crazy twelve-foot tall lady to change your diaper before you shot her?”
I laughed, “So it made me crazy?”
“Not crazy per se, but it definitely makes you zone out. Some of the Littles groups have tried to make it illegal to feed Littles the milk because it seems to have some significant side effects.”
“What else?”
“Well, eventually, you sort of crave it…” she hesitated, “I’ve seen research that it lowers resistance to suggestions and possibly may affect control of your toilet training.”
“Great… So, one hit, and I’m an addict?” I asked.
“No, probably not.”
I saw it was only Megan, “What do you think I should tell her?”
“You’re here for four years, right?”
I nodded, “That’s the plan.”
“Honestly, neither of you has the self-control to not do it again; I say just go for it. Set a limit like you did and try and stick to it the best you can.”
“Have you ever had that happen to you?” I asked her.
She nodded, “Chloe’s Littles caused it one time… You’ll probably do it to me too if I’m here much. I’m a sucker for cute princesses,” she said as she tickled my stomach a little.
I groaned with the thought, “Umm… did…?”
“Did I change your diaper and discover your secret?” She asked with a smile before answering, “Yes, I did.”
“And…?”
“And… what?”
“Well, what do you think?”
“It’s not like you have a say in the clothes you wear silly.” She told me. “My big sister is a nice girl, but she’s definitely going to want to play dress-up with her doll!” She tickled my stomach a little more and blew a raspberry on my neck. I squirmed and giggled quite a bit before she stopped, “You honestly want to know what I think?” Finally, she asked, “Even if I may not be unbiased?”
“I think you’re less biased than anyone else from the way you talk. So I think you actually believe in rights for Littles?”
She sighed, “I do… but I’m also a realist. So, Stacy, my advice would be to go ahead and do the procedure. With the technology at the university, it’s just a matter of knocking you out, injecting you with some nanites, then you wake up with the right parts for the Stacy that was admitted into Emerson University. I’m worried if someone discovers something extra on you that they’ll use that as a pretext to dismiss your scholarship and insist you go to an etiquette school.”
I nodded, “Seems like something that could easily happen.”
The garage door opened right then, and I jolted a bit at the sound. Fred came in a moment later and asked, “How’s my favorite Princess?”
“Good,” I answered tentatively.
He took me out of Megan’s lap and held me before giving me a quick hug, “I know you’re not quite comfortable with me yet, Stacy, but I promise you can trust me.”
I nodded, “I’m trying…”
“Hi Megan,” he said and gave her a hug from the side when she stood. “Where’s Mommy?” he asked her as much as I.
“She ran to pick up pizza; she should be back soon.”
‘I was already left with a babysitter, huh?’ I thought to myself.
“Great!” He felt my diaper without warning and said, “Well, I guess that’ll last you through din-din?” I turned red and found myself hiding in his shoulder. Somehow it was even more embarrassing that he had checked me than it was one of the girls…
He just laughed, “You better get used to it, sweetie, sometimes Mommy has to work, and I’ll be the one taking care of you.”
I just nodded.
“Auntie Megan, would you go ahead and take her back while I clean up for dinner?”
He handed me back to her, “Of course,” she answered with a smile.
“What now?” I asked her.
“Want to swing outside?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “sure?”
“You don’t sound too enthused?”
“Well, this isn’t unexpected stuff, but it’s not why I came here?” I suggested to her.
“I get that,” she told me. “You really think you can make it through the program here?”
I shrugged, “I have no idea… I hope so. I know there’s a uniform for Littles on the campus that I’ll have to wear. I know that diapers are okay as long as they’re not messy in class… I guess we’ll see what comes beyond that.”
“What about your real family?”
“What about them?”
“Aren’t you going to miss them?”
“I do already, but there’s nowhere back home that would have been as good for college like this. Of course, I would have had to move away anyway... In theory, before that law you told me about, I would think it would be safe for them to visit with a guide… now I’m not so sure. I think the last thing I want is to be in a crib next to my parents!”
She nodded, “I’ve always felt it’s especially cruel when Littles over the age of 30 are kept like this. At least at your age, you’ve only had a little bit of freedom so far.”
I sighed, “I think it is just plain cruel.”
The garage door opened again, and soon Amanda came in with two huge boxes of pizza and a ValuMart bag in her hands. “Who wants pizza?”
Ten minutes later, we were all sitting at the table; well, sort of. I was in the high chair with a ‘Daddy’s Princess’ bib velcroed around my neck. Half of a ridiculous slice of pizza sat on a plastic plate in front of me. I had heard of a place, somewhere in Texas, that sold pizzas that were like 42” in diameter! They could feed a family of who knows how many… The pizzas she brought home must have been pretty close to that size, and I watched Fred tear through four slices like nothing.
I found myself carefully taking my sized bites out of the slice. It was good, but I didn’t have a huge appetite since I felt still a little full from my experience a couple hours earlier.
“So, what do you think of Emerson?” Fred asked me.
“I really like it!” I told him, “When we were given the tour a couple years ago, I couldn’t believe how far ahead everything was from us… I just hope I can get through the basics and catch onto your more advanced ideas quickly.”
“I never asked; what languages have you learned so far?” Amanda asked. Megan seemed interested too.
“Well, I can write well in about five of the languages back home; we call them C#, SQL, Java, JavaScript, and Python. I’ve also dabbled a bit on the iOS stuff Apple puts out. I don’t know if you all even have those?”
Amanda looked stunned but answered, “Well, we have most of those, actually. Those were our standard languages ten years ago. Those all have bumped up to new standards, and we’ve added a few others you’ll need to learn too. If you know those, though, I think you should pick up on them quick!”
I sighed in relief, “Hopefully, the syntax is all the same and everything here. I don’t suppose you would have some software and a compiler to work with those here at home?”
“Of course,” she smiled at me, “tomorrow we’ll both go play together with it?”
“Cool!” I said, suddenly feeling like maybe there was a future beyond drooling and messy diapers still. I looked at Megan, “What’s your major?”
“I’m doing two actually, Philosophy and Computer Science, to go Pre-Law.”
“A lot of people would say those have nothing in common, but a lot of the logic principles carry over from the two,” Amanda said proudly of her baby sister.
I nodded, “I’ve heard that. If I was back home, I think I would probably try to do the same. But, here I’m just going to try and get away with my mind intact and one degree!”
“Speaking of your mind intact…” Amanda asked guiltily. I had just taken my last bite and gulped it down nervously. “How… how are you feeling now?”
I smiled at her, “I seem to be fine now.”
“What happened?” Fred asked nervously.
“Well… we went for a walk earlier,” Amanda started, “and… well…”
“Your wife started leaking from her boobies like a dairy cow at the farm,” Megan finished with a smile.
“Megan!” Amanda said, annoyed.
“Well, that’s what happened, isn’t it?” She smiled and stuck her tongue out at her. Clearly, she was determined to maintain levity at the table.
“So, does this mean Megan nursed?” Fred asked with a twinkle in his eye.
“Eeeeew…” both Megan and Amanda said in stereo.
“No, but I did,” I admitted.
“Were you forced to do it?” He asked me with concern.
“No,” I said.
“We made a deal,” Amanda told her husband, “since as long as she’s around, the boobs will keep leaking… she would try it and see if she liked it.”
“And did you, Stacy?”
“Well, she definitely became crazy about it,” Megan said.
“Stacy?” He asked.
“It was weird… Honestly, it tasted amazing… Once I had one mouthful, my body just wouldn’t stop craving it. I’ve never done drugs… but I felt like a drug user must. Is there something in Amazon milk that does that?”
He sighed, “It’s hard to determine which of the research into that is genuine and what’s been altered to fit agendas.”
“What do you think?” I asked him.
“Well… like I said, the field is muddled. Most of the research studies on breastfeeding real infants show that it helps with brain development, helps with body development, etc. We have movements like ‘Breastfed Babies are Best’ around all the time. On our infants, it does seem to yield benefits above formula-fed infants through the first few years… I think that research is absolutely certain.”
“And on Littles?”
He sighed, “Well, the majority of the research here has so much bias so clear I don’t believe anyone can say what’s actually true. The research tries to say that breastfed Littles are better-behaved, more docile, more loving, healthier weight-wise, less sick, etc. The problem is that most of the major research is sponsored by people with their hands in etiquette schools. They make money by pushing the idea of Littles needing their teeth removed so they can’t bite their mommies. I always find that funny, given your teeth can’t even pierce the skin of a Big’s breast - no matter how hard you bite! They also push that it’s a healthier diet and you’ll live longer with a more youthful appearance.”
Amanda looked a little nervous, “What do you think…?”
“Well, I thought we weren’t going to do this yet to be safe…?” I saw he was genuinely unhappy about this, and Amanda kind of shrunk her giant figure down a little bit. He sighed, “Something in the milk of most Amazons seems to instantly make a craving happen. The Little can’t really help feeling a compulsion to finish what their mommies have for them. It seems to have some sort of calming quality that becomes, at the very least, a psychological support for them. It does seem that those Littles on a mixture of breast milk and regular food are in better health longer too. However, those only on breast milk tend to bloat up and gain too much weight. Many of those end up needing other care twenty years down the road for heart-related issues.”
He paused, “The biggest downside, or benefit according to most Amazons, is that breastfed Littles seem to lose their urinary continence very quickly. Bowels don’t seem to be as directly affected except how milk normally affects a person.”
“So, I’m probably not an instant addict?” I asked him.
He shrugged, “One hit won’t do it, but if you keep it up, you may find you need Mommy’s milk more and more? I don’t honestly know. We were going to wait until you were a bit more settled before it came up, but my wife has always had such a strong maternal lactation reflex I’m almost surprised it took her until this afternoon to soak through the pads.”
I looked at Amanda, “Last night’s milk?”
“Regular milk with a little bit of honey in it.” She paused, “I really am sorry, Stacy.”
I sighed, “I don’t think any true harm has been done, honestly.” I paused for a moment, “The bet was if I would enjoy it or not?”
“No, Stacy, I’m calling…”
“Hold on… I know it probably wasn’t our brightest moment, but you’re doing me a huge favor by taking me in and NOT making me a mindless infant. If my presence is going to make your body have that reaction… I don’t mind helping out.”
“Are you sure?” Fred asked.
“Really, Stacy… maybe it’s not a good idea,” Megan said. She had gotten stiller and stiller on the side, and I sensed she now felt even guiltier than Amanda did since she egged her on.
“We just have to be very careful when. I’m guessing I messed my diaper on the way back home?” I asked.
Amanda nodded, “About fifteen minutes later.”
“So, I think you can probably add some bowel reaction to your research,” I told Fred. I thought for a second, “What time are my classes probably starting?” I looked at Megan.
“You’re a freshman, so you’re probably stuck with 8:30am?”
“And end?”
“Well, you should be able to be done by 5pm every day. Once in a while, there’s an odd evening class. Also, extracurricular groups tend to meet in the evenings… most of those would be dangerous for you, though.”
I nodded and thought through my agreement before looking at Amanda, “Okay, when I wake up and before bed, I think would be safe?” I suggested to her. “On weekends after lunch?”
“We said three times?” She tentatively asked.
“Well, let’s wait and see my class schedule first?” I said. “Remember if I defecate in my diaper in class, I’m on a one-way trip to nursery school instead of that college degree.”
She looked guilty, “and you did zone out really good…”
I nodded, “So is that fair to you? I did make the deal and will stick with it.”
“Deal,” she said with a smile.
“You sure?” Fred asked me.
I nodded, “I’m am… girl of my word.”
“I’ll try and see if I can’t get some emergency drugs for you to have on hand, too,” he said.
“What?” Amanda asked.
“We both know there will be some close calls for Stacy here… probably best if she has some emergency injections to counter any bouts of diarrhea or in case someone tampers with her.”
She nodded, “By the way, Stacy make it your habit to NEVER accept food, candy, or drinks from strangers. If a drink is out of your sight, even for a minute, don’t accept it.”
“What about at restaurants?” I asked.
“From now on, I’ll make sure we take something with us.”
I sighed, “You know this is complicated.”
“Yes, it is; if you’d rather just go to daycare and watch Naomi and Oliver, that would be fine with me…” she smirked at me.
Fred and Megan laughed, and I just stuck my tongue out at her.
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Chapters 12 and 13
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 12: Messages
MEGAN LEFT SHORTLY after dinner with a promise to see us soon and keep my existence secret from the rest of their family. After a quick diaper change, I had then been deposited on the floor in my nursery.
I was debating what I was going to do when Fred brought a baby gate from somewhere and secured it to my doorway. “Really?” I asked.
He laughed, “This is one of those things the protection agency would look for if they ever come to check on our house. So Amanda asked me to pick one up on my way to work.”
The gate was secured to the outer edge of the doorframe. Since the door swung in, you could close the door and leave it in place as it had its own gate that swung open or closed. Fred left it closed and the door open when he left a moment later, leaving me caged in my room. I walked over to my desk and got on my laptop.
There was a message from my parents,
Hi Stacy,
So, they thought you were a girl? I bet you have a really pretty nursery… We didn’t make any deals on that front, so I hope everything’s okay? Or at least you’re okay with the consequences? We knew when you decided to take this adventure, you would be taking a huge risk of anything being possible!
I sighed, ‘if I show up with a vagina, I don’t think they’ll freak too much.’
We’re just glad that you’re safe and still okay. Please keep writing us, we promise to intervene if the contract is breached.
By the way, Gabby came by yesterday; she wants pictures! I couldn’t help but laugh at that. I think if she were there, she’d probably be jumping to be your Amazon mommy.
‘That’s just weird…’ I thought, ‘But yep, I bet she would!’
Write soon, we love you so very much,
Love Mom and Dad
I sighed and looked down at the romper I had been wearing all day and let myself go pee in the diaper some. I watched the padding swell as I did so and couldn’t help but think about Elena’s diaper change by Gaby this summer… ‘Mom’s right; Gaby would jump on babying me in a heartbeat!’
The romper left my legs exposed, and I noticed for the first time the hair on my arms and the stubble on my legs seemed more than a little out of place for a supposed girl... let alone a baby. I knew decisions would have to be made on that and my boy parts very soon. I ignored thinking about that for a moment, though, and began writing a reply. As I started the letter, I used a couple safe key phrases that sounded innocuous before getting to the heart of the message,
Today I heard some things that make me really nervous… should something happen, I’m not sure it would be worth you attempting to enforce our contract… If I disappear, I would really love the idea of you coming for me like a knight on a white horse, but think it through carefully. The reason I worry is that there have been some new law changes from the past two years and several coming. In the likely circumstance that the new laws pass, anyone can be adopted by the first Amazon to touch them coming straight out of the portal.
It’s sick… it’s like a game to many of them! I would be in big trouble now if that law had already been on the books as another Amazon woman attempted to get me the second that I came out of the line in the terminal. If Amanda hadn’t immediately claimed me as her baby, this lady would have carted me off. While Amanda was dressing me in the changing room, that same lady showed up with a man fighting her tooth and nail! I watched as she spanked the living daylights out of him. He had to have been almost two feet taller than I am now too… She said things that made me sure he was taken straight to an orphanage or one of their etiquette schools.
Speaking of height… I shrank a lot more than expected this trip… waaaay more than last time! Last night when I messaged you, I just honestly thought everyone was so much taller than me - like I expected.
With Amanda being nearly eleven feet and Fred being almost eleven and a half feet tall, I didn’t think about it... Today at a doctor’s office, I was measured, and I discovered I shrank down to about thirty-nine inches...I know even in our world, I would be toddler-sized! Here I’m the size of an infant! We’re not sure if it’s related to a second trip, or it was caused by something else - for all I know, it could be some sort of control on the Amazon’s end to allow them to have better designer control on their Littles… not that they really need that as it is. I know without a doubt that I’m truly adorable by their standards and really in danger if left unattended. Dad, you might be okay with a second trip, but Mom, you might be doomed to shrink more like me too…
Amanda did take me today to get ‘adopted’ legally. With that, they put a chip in me like some pet… It hurt like hell! But supposedly, if I’m kidnapped, it’s not easy to remove. While I pretty much believe Fred and Amanda think of it that way, I’m sure most people think of it as a way to prevent a Little from escaping…
Please… I’m not sure it would be worth coming for me if something goes wrong. I also think it would be dangerous for me to make the trip home for vacations. We’ll talk a little more at the portal Friday, I guess, though.
I made sure a few more safe phrases were included before signing it,
Love,
Stacy
I felt a tear go down my face as I faced the reality of my circumstances. ‘If you have half a brain cell, you’ll go home and never come back at the first chance!’
“Are you okay, sweetie?” Amanda’s voice startled me.
I looked up at her form kneeling down beside me and wondered if she had read my e-mail as I typed it. It really didn’t matter if she did; I had written under the assumption that she and the authorities would all read it. I had been a little more open on my thoughts about them than maybe I should, but it was all stuff that should have been mostly protected by free speech clauses - even here in this dimension.
I shook my head and answered, “No, I’m pretty sure this whole thing was the dumbest thing ever done by a teenager on their way to college ever!” I shuddered, “I didn’t really consider how the laws would change… and how much I would change. The last time I visited, I was still nearly my real size. I would be a toddler even in our world at this size… here I’m an infant! Am I going to be able to even walk to classes?” I said even softer, “Will I even be allowed to walk to class…?”
Amanda took me in her arms and cuddled me for a long moment before kissing the top of my head, “Princess, we promised you you’ll leave this world with a degree and your mind intact and able to walk. I intend to keep that promise no matter what!”
“I hope you can keep that,” I told her.
“I will,” she said with another squeeze. “Now, I think that diapee could wait a bit longer, but it’s definitely past time for Princess Stacy to have a bath!”
I smiled at that and asked, “Can I have bubbles at least?”
“Can you have bubbles?” She pretended to be angry, but I could tell already when she was joking, “You want bubbles?” She began tickling me mercilessly, and there was definitely a steady stream of urine joining what I had peed before.
I giggled, “Please?”
“Please, what?” She said, slightly out of breath, “Keep tickling you?”
I giggled more and said, “Please stop?”
My hair had come undone in spots, and several strands blocked my vision. I managed to put my hand up to pull them back then as Amanda said, “I guess I’ll stop… but bubbles?”
“You said I’m a princess! Princesses have to have bubbles,” I said, playing along a bit.
“You are so adorable,” she hugged me again and said, “Okay, you can have bubbles.”
There was the flash of a camera, and I looked up to see Fred holding an expensive-looking DSLR and a big smile. “Have to add to our wall downstairs!”
Amanda picked me up and carried me to the changing table, where she pulled out the hair ties first that had mostly come undone under her tickle attack anyways. She fingered the remaining braids loose before she quickly stripped me of my romper, diaper, and wiped me with a baby wipe. I was wrapped in a pink hooded towel before she carried me to the bathroom.
She left me standing next to the tub and began adding water and bubble bath to the monstrosity. I had no hope of seeing into the tub and guessed it was probably four feet in height. However, it seemed to be probably eight or so feet long too! That meant it could easily be a small swimming pool for me! Amanda must have felt very nervous about bathing me in such a large tub because it seemed like she probably hadn’t added nearly the capacity of water it could hold. When she picked me up and sat me in water, it only came up to my belly button as I sat down.
I looked up, “Can I have more water?”
She shook her head, “You know they say toddlers can drown in four inches of water here?”
“We say two back home,” I told her with a sigh.
“Really, you should be getting sink baths…” she said with her eyes showing their concern.
I made a face at that, “I can swim really well?”
She laughed, “Well, we’ll have to see about that soon! If you can swim without your water wings across the pool, I’ll let you have a few more inches,” she told me.
I smiled, “Okay.”
“Always the little deal maker, huh?” She asked me as she threw a rubber ducky and a couple other toys in the tub with me. She played with the bubbles and me for a few moments before grabbing a pink, bunny-shaped mitt and using baby soap to scrub my arms, legs, and everywhere in between extraordinarily well.
She had just finished that when she looked at me and said, “Stacy?”
I looked up, and she had a serious look, “What?”
She sighed, “I think we need to seriously talk about some things here.”
“What?” I asked nervously.
“Well, first of all, you must have shaved your legs and groin before you came?”
I blushed and nodded, “I had a feeling something would need to be done.”
“Well, I appreciate you did that, but I think you would be better off with something more permanent.”
My eyes opened wide, but I calmly asked, “What do you mean?”
‘You knew this would probably come…’ the voice inside my head reminded me.
“Well, there are some creams out there that supposedly make it all fall out and stay out. It never worked on Hannah, though…. Maybe they’ve improved in the last twenty years, but I think the better bet is still laser removal.”
I gulped, “completely permanent then?”
She nodded, “Would you consider it?”
I stared silently at her for a moment before asking, “where would we get that done?”
She shuddered a bit, “Well, probably at one of those centers or maybe at the university’s hospital.”
“Which is… safer?” I asked.
“Well, it depends. If you just want to go to one of the centers, I’ll pretend to make it seem like this is your big punishment and make them think I want to torture you with the other things later. Then, they’d probably leave you alone other than taunting.”
“And the hospital?”
“Well, that one only makes sense if you do something about that,” she said while pointing to where the water had cleared, and you could see my ‘something extra.’
Fred came in the room behind her then and had overheard her last part and sighed, “I asked a few questions today, and I think if you want to have a chance at your scholarship, you would be best to do it… and soon.”
I looked up at the towering man who really had given me every reason to trust him so far. “Do you have someone you can trust?”
He laughed, “I don’t trust anyone with Littles honestly… something about our psychology just makes us all crazy around you. But I have one friend who I know does outstanding work with his nanites. You’d be able to walk in and get an injection of nanites under anesthesia that would keep you asleep until they were done.”
“And that one would let me have babies myself someday?” I shuddered.
“In theory…” he nodded.
“Let me sleep on it?” I asked.
They both nodded and said, “No problems, baby,” Amanda said.
Fred left the room again, and Amanda said, “Okay, baby, close your eyes while I wash your hair!”
It was no tears shampoo, but I thought it was still a good idea to close my eyes! She rubbed shampoo into every inch of my hair before rinsing it out with a cup thing. “Where’s my princess?” She cooed at me when she was done. I opened my eyes and smiled at her.
Not long after that, she pulled the drain stop from the tub and wrapped me back in a hooded towel with a face on it. I was amazed at the amount of time she let me go without a diaper right then as she had me brush my teeth first before laying me back on the changing table. Next, a nighttime diaper with stars and moons was pulled out from underneath the table. After I watched her unfold it, she grabbed my ankles and lifted my butt off the table and onto the new diaper. I tried to sit as still as possible while she rubbed some lotion and powder into my skin, but couldn’t help but physically react to her touch. My blush extended from my toes to my hair!
After she taped it shut, she sat me up and worked my hair with a towel for a moment before picking up a blow dryer. The sound startled me with how loud it was, and I jumped.
“Awww… did I scare you, baby?” She asked as she flipped it back off and hugged me.
“Is that a Jet engine!?!” I shouted at her when she turned the dryer back on. She just laughed at me some more.
The air felt good as she bushed through my hair and dried it carefully. Finally, she braided it all into a loose braid and tied it off when she finished. ‘That part at least is relaxing,’ I admitted to myself.
“Sleepy yet?” She asked me.
“Not really,” I told her, wondering what her response would be.
“Why don’t we go downstairs then, and we’ll watch TV for a bit with Daddy.”
“Is that safe?” I asked while thinking of what she had told me.
“The shows we watch are.”
“Okay,” I said before asking, “Aren’t you going to put something else on me first, though?”
“What? A diapee is plenty!” She told me.
I sensed though she was feeling out where I felt my boundary actually was. “Please, may I have pajamas, Mommy?”
She smiled, “If you were being a brat, I would say no, but I can’t say no to sweetness and a polite princess like that!”
She sat me down on the floor, and I wobbled for a second before sitting down. The diaper was just too thick to stand easily! I watched as she went to a drawer and grabbed a onesie that looked different than any I had seen before on a baby. It had an extra panel coming over to the left of it with snaps in addition to the crotch. It was light purple for the main fabric, with tiny bands of dark purple on the outer seams. “What’s that?”
I asked from my seat. Amanda sat down on the floor next to me and said, “I’d never seen this style until today, but it’ll make changing nighttime diapers a lot easier!” She smiled at me.
I saw up close as she opened it and slid my arms through the sleeves that everything else unbuttoned easily to get it all out of the way to change me without taking it off of me. “Lay down real quick, sweetie,” she told me with a smile and pushed me back down on my back.
Many quick snaps later, and I was in a t-shirt… sort of. I looked down at the bottom and how much the diaper pushed out the material. You could just see the frill of the leg gathers on either side, and I was sure by giant standards I was adorable. I held my arms in the universal ‘pick me up’ motion, and Amanda obliged me. I watched as she grabbed a cloth on the way out the door and put it on her shoulder.
Downstairs I sat watching TV, sitting her lap on the couch while she cuddled into Fred’s side. We watched the entire length of a TV show with him occasionally playing with both of our hair. The show itself was a really bad detective romp that reminded me of a Law and Order episode. Like back home, every now and then, commercials would come on. Amanda often covered my ears with her hand and her body so I couldn’t hear or see what was going on in those. The first time I asked ‘why,’ she explained that it might have some subliminal messages since it was a product for Littles.
I nodded at that then. At the end of the show, Amanda turned me to face her, “I think it’s time for night-night.”
I groaned but couldn’t deny I was sleepy, so I nodded.
“Let’s get you filled up first,” she said with a smile as she pulled her blouse down and revealed her breast and nipple to me.
I looked briefly at Fred at her side, and he just smiled and nodded, “go ahead, baby girl.”
I leaned forward and took her nipple in my mouth again. I was once again rewarded with the tasty liquid after an initial suckle. Just as before, I felt like I couldn’t possibly get enough and kept suckling quickly. When that breast ran dry, I kept nursing on autopilot before she tickled my jaw again and lay me on her shoulder with the cloth.
‘Why’s she stopping?!?’ I felt a part of my brain cry out, ‘I’m not done!’
My awareness returned only slightly, and I understood what was going on as she patted my back, and I burped twice before she wiped my mouth and placed me at her other breast. I was happy again as I nursed, and this time as I stopped feeling the liquid entering my mouth, I just kept nursing, and she let me. I went to sleep like that, feeling very safe and contented.
Chapter 13: Deciding
I WOKE UP in my dark nursery and found I was swaddled so tightly in a blanket that I couldn’t move. I sighed, ‘This is annoying!’ Of course, I knew of the concept of swaddling from her attempt before, so I at least guessed that was the problem.
With my arms and body unable to move with the blanket so tightly wrapped around my body, I began to wonder how in the world I would have a chance at running away from crazy giants if I ever needed to. I quickly checked to ensure the Switch was still in my bag before getting on my computer yesterday. If they asked about it, I would just tell them it was a portable device and not even explain its connection to a TV. I feared if I left it with Amanda, she would have her nerdy need to take it apart, and the next thing I would know, she would find the gun!
‘What the hell do I do about my gender?’ I asked myself. I was really disturbed by the situation I’d found myself in there.
I knew without a doubt, based on my conversation with the Little on the trip before, that giants only gave you one chance - if you were lucky - to prove that you were an adult. So, in theory, by being ‘mature enough’ to wear a diaper, I avoided that pitfall, and further away from being declared a victim of ‘maturosis.’ At least using a diaper to pee in wasn’t going to land me in an orphanage! Especially since I looked to already have a loving ‘mommy’ and ‘daddy.’
However, the chance of them saying that ‘Stacy Slane’ registered as a girl and lied as a reason to renege on the scholarship seemed not unlikely. All it would take is one professor or a student trying to be helpful by changing my wet diaper… and then it could be all over… I could guess that a liar would probably be seen as the most immature form of a Little.
‘Did I really have much of a life as a boy?’ I asked myself. I was still a virgin, having never even had a girlfriend long enough to even consider going all the way with her. The most I had ever done was with Kelly in seventh grade at the school dance… when she kissed me on the lips. By the next day, I was forgotten, though, and she was going out with Greg then.
‘Let’s say I let them do this… and I can have kids… and I go back home…’
The possibilities of being a girl in my world weren’t terrifying. Really fifty percent of the population survived just fine. So I would probably be able to go on to whatever future I wanted. I’d probably even have no end of guys wanting to date me after they did whatever it was with me. ‘Having my own diapered babies to breastfeed wouldn’t be a bad thing,’ I admitted to myself.
‘Okay, so you got yourself in this mess already… might as well see it through,’ I gave myself a pep talk.
Right then, I felt something in my stomach and had only a moment of time to wonder about the cramp before I realized I needed to poop badly! It felt like I needed to pee a lot, too… so I released a little bit of that, hoping it would help with not going poop in the diaper. The plan was doomed to failure, though, as my stomach suddenly cramped up terribly, and I felt a liquefied mush enter the back of my diaper.
I lay stunned for a moment, wondering what the hell to do. ‘Call Amanda,’ a part of me said.
I groaned as the mush had nowhere really to go, and I whimpered out, “Mommy!” a few dozen times. Then, finally, the light turned on, and a sleepy-looking Amanda rolled in.
“What’s wrong…?” she started to say before saying, “never mind, baby girl, let’s get you all nice and clean.”
I whimpered as she undid the swaddled blanket, and I watched her face wince as she said, “Well, looks like you had a bit of a blowout here, sweetie. Eew…”
It was the first time I saw something that actually made her look sick. She picked me up by my armpits and kept me at arm’s length until she got to the changing table. Apparently, the cute outfit was a lost cause from what little I could see before she buckled me onto the table. Poop had escaped my supposedly indestructible diaper and made it all over it and my legs and everything else.
I whimpered some more, “It’s gross,” I said, and she found a pacifier and pushed it in my mouth.
“Shhhh… it’s okay, baby girl; Mommy’s going to get you all nice and cleaned up.”
To clean me up, she must have used nearly an entire package of wipes! By the time she cleaned me up and put a new diaper and outfit on me, she had her own share of poo on her sleeve that she made a face about. I guessed the changing table cover was a lost cause until it could go in the washing machine too. She picked me off of the table and sat me down in the glider, saying, “Just stay there while I clean up your crib, baby.”
I wiped sleet from my eyes as I watched her take the quilt she had swaddled me out of the crib, made a face, and then pulled the sheet off too. Then, finally, those plus my outfit were walked out the door down to the laundry room.
I sat there and watched the door sleepily and listened to the sounds of closing doors and what was probably the washing machine starting. Then, finally, I heard Amanda climb the stairs again and run to their bedroom before she came back up in a robe, “Well, you sure were a messy baby! You feel better now?”
I nodded.
“Any idea why?”
“Nerves,” I told her, “if I get really nervous, my stomach does that.”
“What are you nervous about?” She asked me.
I just laughed, “You’re kidding, right?”
She sighed and nodded, “I can’t even imagine, actually.”
“Then why perpetuate what amounts to enforced slavery with me as a guest? Couldn’t I, in theory, just wear training pants?”
She sat holding me thoughtfully, pushing the chair back and forth for a few silent moments before answering, “Because I’m certain of one thing, Stacy, after these two days…”
“What?”
“I have already grown to love you, and I don’t want to see anything bad happen to you. If that means keeping you in diapers for your protection, having you sleep in a crib, even embarrassing you every now and then, I’ll do it. You’re smart, and I don’t want to see another Amazon put out the fire in your mind.”
I looked at her and sighed, “Thanks, I guess.”
“So, what had you up?”
“Well, I told you I would think about something and give you an answer in the morning… Is this morning?”
She laughed, “It’s 3am, so yes, technically.”
“Speaking of time… would you please get me a clock?”
She looked thoughtfully around the room, “Let me find one that matches the nursery. Then, I’ll see what I can do. So, you were saying…?”
I sighed and hoped I wouldn’t regret this, “Setup the procedure, just please let me be able to have babies of my own when I go home.”
She hugged me tightly and placed her chin on my head, “I promise.”
“Thanks,” I said.
I noticed then that her robe had come open, and her breast was bare just inches from my face. ‘Why not?’
For the second time that night, I nursed myself to sleep.
THE NEXT MORNING, I woke up to Amanda gently rubbing my belly. “Hi, baby girl!” She said in a happy cooing voice, “It’s time to get up!”
I groaned and tried to sit up, but that was made really difficult by a thick swollen diaper. “Might be something to the theory of your milk making us incontinent,” I told her, “I haven’t wet the bed since I was four, according to my mom.”
“I’m sure your late-night snack probably didn’t help, huh?” She said with a smile.
She picked me up and carried me downstairs to my highchair, and I found a treat of eggs and bacon. “What’s the occasion?” I asked her, remembering her mention that would only be special days.
“Well, you agreed to go ahead with the nanite procedure… and happily nursed from me… and well, you’re just like the perfect Little!” She squealed as she put a spoonful of eggs in my mouth.
“Thanks,” I muttered with my full mouth. Amanda let me feed myself the two big strips of bacon before pulling me out of the high chair with my bib still on.
“Let’s finish breakfast, huh?” She suggested.
She carried me into the living room and sat in Fred’s recliner with me in her lap. “What if I’m full?” I asked.
“Well, if you’re too full for all of it, I’ll pump what’s left,” she told me.
I nodded, “Thanks,” I said before adding, “How many eggs was that?”
She laughed, “Not even one! I made three and probably gave you half of one?”
I gulped, “how can birds that size exist?”
She laughed and said, “Come on, here’s Mommy’s booby.”
The nipple of her beast uncovered, I found myself to have even less hesitation than I had yet as I latched on and nursed. She burped me after her first breast, and I had only nursed for a few moments on her left breast when I just couldn’t take anymore.
I pulled my head away and said, “Sorry, Mommy, I’m full.”
“Well, thank you, baby, for eating so good! Stay in your playpen for me while I go pump what you didn’t drink.”
I sat in the playpen with a very soggy diaper. The already ridiculously thick diaper had swollen to the point I would never be able to stand. I looked around and crawled over to a new toy that had been added to the playpen. It was some sort of cube toy obviously meant for a baby to press buttons. Having nothing else to do, I pushed some buttons at the top shaped like a cow, a cat, a dog, and a chicken. When I pressed them, I was ‘rewarded’ with the sound of a cow mooing, and the toy told me ‘Cows moo!’, etc.
I sighed and had to admit it was actually kind of a cute toy. As I looked at another side, it seemed to have some maracas, cymbals, and a drum. The cymbals had to be slid together to crash them. The maracas sounded when you did the same, while the drum made a snare drum sound when you pressed it. The following side had letters that flipped on a bar to an Apple, a Ball, a Cat, or a Dog to help ‘teach’ me the letters.
“You’re sooo adorable!” Amanda said a while later. “Do you like your new toy? Daddy got it for you yesterday.”
I sighed, “If I was actually an infant, I would probably love it. But, if you make me play with it for hours, I will go out of my mind!”
She laughed and picked me up, “Let’s change that icky diapee and get you dressed for your big day!”
A pacifier was shoved in my mouth before I could say anything, so I just nursed it and waited for her to want to talk again. “Looks like someone wasn’t over her nerves this morning…” she said to me as she opened up the diaper and quickly wiped me with some wipes before laying my butt back down on a clean regular baby diaper.
“Hmm… you have some red spots here, baby; I’m going to put some rash cream on it to keep you from being miserable. If you feel like you have any poopy in your diaper today, make sure and tell me so we can keep you from developing a bad rash.”
I nodded around the pacifier as she kept manipulating my legs and body for me. It was so weird and unnerving not only to have someone see you completely naked but also to be able to so easily manipulate your body. Feeling like an adult was the furthest thing from possibility as someone rubbed cream on your butt!
“Okay, there we go, baby,” she said as she taped up the diaper. “Now, let’s find you a beautiful outfit for today!”
She went looking through her small numbers of purchases after having left me strapped on the table and soon had a purple organza dress in her hand on a hanger that she pulled a pair of bloomers clipped on it off too. While I continued to be strapped down on the table, she worked the bloomers over the top of the diaper. Finally, she undid the strap and sat me up, saying, “Arms up like a ballerina for Mommy!”
I groaned, put my hands up, and let her carefully slide the dress down over my head. She tied a bow in the back and said, “Well, looks like the Princess is going to look beeaaaauutiful today!”
I blushed and kept sucking on the pacifier.
“Well, let’s take care of her hair next… I really probably should cut this to a bob or something, so it looks like a real baby’s?”
I shook my head, “Please don’t cut it off,” I said while taking my pacifier out.
She put it back in and said, “That’s a Mommy decision, baby,” she told me, but smiled, “but don’t worry, I can’t see myself doing that. I’m going to have too much fun playing with your hair each day!”
She picked me up in one arm and held a hairbrush and some ribbon she had precut in the other. I was carried to the glider, where she sat me facing away from her in the chair. She brushed out my sleep-braided hair for several minutes before beginning to do something else with it. “This morning, your daddy called a colleague about you,” she told me.
“And?” I muttered around the pacifier. I knew it had to sound cute, and she giggled.
“And… he can work you in today. Apparently, they have a new version of the nanites that need a little bit of coding that we’re going to do in exchange for the treatment being free.”
I tried to turn to look at her, but she said, “Keep that head forward, sweetie, I’m working back here still. Use your words…” she pulled the pacifier from my mouth then.
I sighed, “What exactly will this do to me?”
“Well, these nanites are state-of-the-art technology. So their possibilities are limitless, but we’re going to just work with their gender adjustment system and hair follicles system.”
“What else can they change?” I asked.
She sighed, “The sky’s the limit probably... I know for a fact a couple months ago, he used it on another Little to reduce their size and rid them of some pesky breasts that they were growing! The research centers use some of the technology to make Littles crawl only – or remove even that ability. It’s supposedly a more humane way to take teeth out.”
I started at those and tried to turn, but she kept a firm hold on my head and the braid she was working on. “But…”
“That’s part of why I am agreeing to work on the coding here… If we both look through the source carefully, hopefully, we can make everything safer.”
I shuddered, “That could be a lot of code for something like that?”
“Most of the settings are in one file they told me. But we’ll both look through everything else as carefully as we can. We’ll have until three when we’re supposed to show up at the hospital.”
“I’ll be safe?” I asked, feeling my eyes wet.
“This is safer than any other way I know…” she said.
“And I’ll be a girl?”
“That’s the plan… unless you changed your mind?” She asked.
“No,” I told her, “seems to be the only way. Besides this way, you get to play with my hair, right? As a boy, you’d have to shave it all off, I’m guessing.
She laughed, “I wouldn’t, but you’re right.”
A while later, she finished what she was doing and said, “Ready to see yourself, Princess?”
I nodded and turned to face her, “Please.”
She stood up and walked me over to a mirror on the door, and I gasped out loud. My hair really was too long for a normal infant as it usually hung past my shoulders. Amanda had braided it tightly to hide its length, and now it looked like two miniature bunches coming off the top with purple bows to match my dress. If I was an adult looking at the girl in the mirror, I would have to say the oldest she could be was a preschooler. The dress puffed out, and you could easily see the diaper bloomers underneath. It was embarrassing, but there was no doubt I made a very beautiful-looking Little.
I turned and hugged her, “Thanks for making me pretty,” I told her.
“I never have to make you pretty. You’re already that!” Amanda told me with a smile and a kiss on my head. “They were supposed to send me a link to those files. How about we go downstairs and take a look at them on Mommy’s computer?”
“Can we bring mine too?” I asked her, “I might be able to open it in something and help look?”
She laughed, “We can always try!”
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Chapters 14 and 15
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 14: Hidden Code
“DO YOU NEED your power cord?” Amanda asked me
I shook my head. “I’m good for ten hours, so we’ll have to leave before I’d be out of juice.”
“Well then, let’s go check this out.” She sat me gently on the ground and watched as I grabbed my computer. Then, with it under my arm, I followed her to her crazy tinkering room Fred had told me to stay out of. A colossal desk sat with four computer monitors on it at one end. I followed her over to the computer and debated what to do. “Here, let me put this up here really quick,” she said as she unfolded another high chair that looked a little less comfy than the downstairs one but every bit as formidable against me moving. “Hand me your compy,” she told me with a smile and sat it on the desk gingerly. “Upsy daisy!” she said then, and I was strapped quickly into the harness, but she didn’t fasten the tray.
Instead, she slid me up to the desk and said, “doing this is really a big no-no with babies. Don’t push this over and tip!” she warned.
I nodded at her and said, “Okay, what’s this system?”
She looked at me strangely for a moment before going to an Amazonian equivalent of DropBox and downloading a folder that looked to be three gigabytes … Much to my amazement, she clicked ‘download’ and had the folder in less than two seconds.
‘That connection is ridiculous!’ I thought to myself.
“We’re going to look through three gigs of code?” I asked nervously.
“I know it’s a lot, but trust Mommy,” she tickled the front of my dress a Little and said, “I’m good at this!”
I watched as she scanned file names, and I noticed the overall folder was ‘patient3894901,’ which must have been me. The first thing that jumped out at me was ‘preferences,’ and I said, “Preferences?”
“Atta girl,” she told me with a smile, “most of it is supposed to be in there. Let’s see what’s in here.”
Like many preference sheets on our systems back home, we could basically look at it as a plain text file. At the top was a bunch of gibberish that looked vaguely Java’ish, “Is that your version of Java?” I asked.
I think she really was sort of surprised that I recognized that by the facial expression she made, but nodded, “We call it Espresso here.”
I laughed, “that was a late-night naming session wasn’t it…?”
She laughed too and said, “I really love your laugh, it’s so adorable!”
We kept scrolling through the sheet until we got to the heart of the matter.
I noticed they used some different characters that we did for some reason for brackets and comments, but otherwise I could follow along and it made me sick to my stomach.
||Gender value 0 = Female, 1 = Male
gendervalue = 0;
||Subject settings 0 = object off or on = 1 (Recommended values)
{Change.Routine = object.nanitecontrol01}
||incontinent = 1
bladderincontinentvalue = 1;
bowelincontinentvalue = 1;
teethremoval = 1;
ovaryremoval = 1;
pacifierdependency = 1;
thumbsucking = 1;
|| Breast Size values 0 = none, to 10 = oversized
breastsize = 0;
|| Circadian rhythm value 1-10, 1 = infant pattern (eighteen-twenty hours of sleep needed), 10 = adult Amazon pattern (6-8 Hours needed), default little = 6 (9-11 hours needed) (Recommended value 2-4)
circadianvalue = 3;
|| Sex drive controls, 1(none) - 10 (constant need)
sexdrive = 8;
|| Motor function adjustment. 1 = infant unable to situp, 5 = crawler, 8 = Preschool, 15 = normal adult, 20 = professional athlete (Recommended 3-6)
motorfunction = 3;
|| Verbal Function 1 = can’t speak, 5 = 2 year old vocabulary (200 Words), 10 = 5th grade (about 20k words), 15 = high school(about 30k words), 20 = full adult skills (Recommended 2-4)
Verbalfunction = 3;
|| Hair removal functions. 1 = on, 0 = off
leghairremoval = 1;
pubichairremoval = 1;
chesthairremoval = 1;
backhairremoval = 1;
butthairremoval = 1;
armhairremoval = 1;
handhairremoval = 1;
foothairremoval = 1;
eyebrowremoval = 0;
eyelashremoval = 0;
cranialhairremoval = 0;
facialhairremoval = 1;
nosehairremoval = 1;
|| Height Reduction value 0 = no change, 10% of body mass for each number 1, 2, etc. More than 3 is not recommended for littles, 6 for Betweeners, or 8 for Amazons.
heightreductionvalue = 3;
|| Hair color change value, 0 = no change, 1 = Brunette, 2 = Brown, 3 = Blonde, 4 = Red, 5 = gray, 6 = White, 7 = Blue, 8 = Pink
haircolorchangevalue = 0;
I had just finished going through the list of options and found I had long since dropped the pacifier from my lips. “That’s horrible!”
I looked up at Amanda, and she said, “Oh my god, those default values! Why would you make a baby oversexed?!?”
“It’s sick!” I said.
She shook her head, “I don’t think there’s anything we can really do about it for anyone else, but at least we can edit your values.”
“I just hope there’s nothing else hidden elsewhere,” I told her.
“Well, let’s just start editing this…” she told me. “First option?”
“Well, it’s the whole point, right? Leave it at female.”
She nodded, “Okay, next is incontinent values…”
“Well, please change the bowel back to zero?”
“And we’ll change bladder to zero too… I don’t want you to be diaper dependent when you go back home in a few years.”
I smiled at her, “Thanks… I kind of figured that one would be a non-negotiable for you.”
“Nah, you’re already making peepees and poopies in your diapees just fine,” she told me with a smirk that told me she was enjoying this too much.
“Teeth removal to zero, please,” I told her.
“Well, of course, that was a part of our contract. So let’s take the ovary removal off; not sure what it will honestly do there, but hopefully, in your changes, you’ll get them instead.”
I just nodded, “If I’m going to be a girl, I at least want to be able to have kids someday.” I moved on to the next one, “Pacifier and thumb?” I asked incredulously.
“I want to leave those on.” She told me.
“But…?”
“But that would be tough going back to your world… just pacifier?”
I sighed, “I can almost live with that one… but what about classes?”
She looked sad but nodded.
“Look, I’ll do my best to develop my own addiction to it when I’m not at school?”
She smiled and said, “I guess I can live with that.” Then, with a sigh, she changed the value to zero too and moved on, “Next up, breast size.”
“I’ve never had them before; it can stay at zero.”
“We can always fix that later; I agree with zero there.”
I looked at the circadian rhythm and wondered what she would suggest here. “Circadian?”
“Well, as much as I would like to just have you sleep, pee, poo, and eat all day instead of anything else, I think we can use some of these values to help you out. I’m thinking a nine here?”
“So, I’ll feel like staying up later like you all?”
“And be able to get through your classes with no naps.”
I nodded at that, “Okay.”
“I can’t believe this next one is in here…”
“It is, and it’s dangerous and disgusting all at the same time. I don’t even know what the right answer should be to how sexed a baby should be?”
“I’m probably at a three right now.”
“A baby shouldn’t have any sex drive, though,” she said.
“If that’s true for Littles, then why those scary diapers that lady showed you?”
She nodded, “How about the three you said then. Probably no change, and I don’t have to worry about you trying to jump Daddy or constantly doing something with yourself.”
“That’s a mental image I didn’t need,” I said. ‘Hopefully, if I make it through this, I’ll have enough desire to have a family.’
“Motor function was something I knew we’d have in here. So I’d like to make you an eight here…”
“An eight?!? I’d be helpless for a lot of things!”
“You already are?”
“But what if that also is looking at mental motor functions too?”
“What do you mean?”
“Most child psychology models believe there are stages beyond just the sensorimotor stages of infancy. So, if that’s what this is asking, then it’s also asking about cognitive reasoning. Things like picturing abstract ideas too?”
She sighed, “Which do you want?
“Seventeen,” I said.
“Absolutely not; you don’t need to be an athlete.”
“Don’t I? What if I have a sticky situation and need to run from some other crazed Big?”
She sighed, “Better make it nineteen then… Hopefully, he doesn’t look at your file too much before he initiates it.”
I nodded, and she selected verbal skills at twenty before I even asked. The hair removal was left alone as, by default, it left on eyebrows, eyelashes, and cranial hair… “I can’t believe some people would want to lose their babies’ beautiful eyelashes…” she decried.
“I guess it’s for those doll enthusiasts… You really would look like a cheap child’s doll then!” I shuddered.
“Height reduction... Hrmm..” she said, “I think we definitely should take off another eighty percent don’t you think?”
I glared at her as she made the value zero and left the hair color at zero as well.
“Well, that’s all of the obvious places and code.”
“I wish there was a height increase.”
“No, you don’t,” she told me.
“Why?”
“Because right now, your cuteness is going to help you more than you know.”
“Isn’t every Amazon going to take one look at me in an outfit like this and say go back to daycare?”
“You won’t be in an outfit like that,” she smiled at me, “at least not at school. Next week I have a seamstress that I sent your general size to who is making you your school uniforms.”
I sighed, “I guess.”
“Okay, here, let’s start doing some double-checking on everything here.”
I watched her search out the specifications of each class we had just adjusted, and I was grateful that we did because bowel incontinence would still have happened for sure otherwise! She also found another nasty easter egg for the size of genitals that made both of our stomachs retch again. There was no end in sight to just what some of these sick Amazons did with their Littles. I hoped that someday they’d gain some real rights, and people that made these things would get the punishments they richly deserved…
After a while, she looked at a clock and said, “Leftover pizza okay for lunch?”
I nodded, “Can I keep looking while you’re doing that?”
“Sure… but let’s have you work from a backup just in case you have an accident.”
“Okay,” I told her and eagerly watched her copy the folder and open that copy for me to work in.
As I used her computer, I couldn’t help but marvel that while it was similar to our computers back home, it was so much more advanced! I’d watched her use touch screen stuff much more effectively than I’d ever seen. Even the keyboard I was using had every key programmable to be different. Currently, she had it as a Dvorak keyboard, which suited me just fine! The ‘mouse’ for the interface reminded me more of a Wii in that you basically just gestured in the air.
‘Less playing, more avoiding traps!’ I yelled at myself.
I searched deeper than we had so far and came up with nothing new initially… but I just had a feeling something else was hidden. So I opened a new window of Amanda’s coding software and quickly guessed about what the syntax would be, to write a new subroutine to search everything deeper. I came up with keywords based on the items that had preferences and then used those items to develop variations of syntax, spelling, and even Thesaurus definitions and let it loose on the folder.
A bell sound rang through the speakers with five quick tones and pointed me to files with some horrifying options. Most were in the null position, but I found one that made my stomach turn. The comment read:
|| stomach.processing function will cause the subject to only be able to digest breast milk. Any baby food or adult solid foods will result in severe abdominal cramping and possible intestinal distress.
“Oh my god,” I heard from behind me from Amanda. “That’s terrible!”
I looked up at her and said, “Yeah, it is… I hope you don’t mind that I’m turning that one off!”
“Make sure you save this file, and then I’m going to copy it over. It looked like you found more files in there. Anything else need to be adjusted?”
She sat over my shoulder for a few minutes while we made sure the copies made it to the live folder. I was enjoying the chance to learn a new file system and was surprised when she unbuckled the harness and said, “Come on, baby girl, we’re going to leave the toys here and go eat downstairs. It’s a rule your daddy made.”
I shook off my confusion and looked up at her face, “Daddy made a rule?” I smirked, “Not just for me then?”
She giggled, “Early in our marriage, he got tired of me disappearing for practically days at a time while I was working on one project or another. So he came up with that rule to at least make sure I was coming downstairs to eat.”
“That’s actually kind of sweet, I guess.”
She nodded, “I love him a lot. Without him, I would probably just be hidden in a laboratory each day for hours at a time.” Then, she hugged me and said, “You’re going to probably be just as bad about that too, though!”
She deposited me in the high chair and then found the most enormous bib she had practically that was a bit more uncomfortable to me as it was vinyl. I liked the cloth ones more and made a face, “I don’t like this one.”
“It’s going to keep that pretty dress clean, though!” she told me.
“I can’t even put my arms out from it!” I whined.
“Good thing you don’t need to, huh?” She told me as she speared a piece of pizza that she had cut up into bite sizes onto a fork and said, “Open up!”
LUNCH PASSED QUICKLY, and I was a bit surprised that I wasn’t forced to take a nap after my diaper change but instead was allowed to help her look for any other Easter Eggs one last time. Finding none, she quickly re-wrote the subroutine they were having problems with before putting it all through the compiler and transferring it onto what looked like a flash drive.
“Let’s change that diaper one more time, and then we have to go meet Daddy at the hospital,” she told me.
Seemingly no time after that, I was strapped into the carrier and swinging gently from her hand as she walked through the hospital corridors to an office that had ‘Dr. Alfredo Westerfield’ on a plaque next to it. “There’s my little Princess!” He said as he cooed over me.
“You seem happy?” She asked him.
“You never visit me here?” He said as he stood up and kissed her, “And you even brought me a present on this trip.” He leaned down and kissed my forehead too.
A knock on the door came, and a nurse said, “Oh hi Amanda!” She looked down at me and said, “I had no idea you were even pregnant?!? What’s her name?”
Amanda laughed, “She’s adopted, and her name is Stacy.”
“She’s a Little? Fully grown?” The lady who was dressed in scrubs asked incredulously. “She has to be the tiniest Little ever then!”
“Or close to it,” Fred agreed. “What can I help you with, Doctor Kells? We were just getting ready to head to an appointment for little Stacy here.”
“Well, it won’t take long. We need to work in Terri Castor for a C-Section soon… when can you be available?”
Fred looked at his calendar for a moment and made a note, “Looks like next Tuesday I’m free?”
“I’ll let scheduling know then. Nice to see you again, Amanda,” she leaned right next to the carrier and said, “Bye bye Stacy!”
Her breath had been terrible, and I found myself gagging. “What’s wrong?” Amanda asked me when she had left.
“Her breath was terrible!”
They laughed at me, and I found myself soon being carried through the halls again to a wing that I saw labeled as ‘Little Care Unit.’ Right away, I got the same vibe I had from the office yesterday and would have disappeared further into the carrier if I could. As it was, I grabbed the pacifier that was clipped to the restraint strap of the carrier and nursed it to try and soothe my nerves a bit. It didn’t help much, though!
“Hey, Amanda! Fred!” I heard as we passed through a door and passed into a room that looked like an operating room.
“Hi Eddie,” Amanda said and gave him a sideways hug.
“So, this is your new little princess?” The man said as she sat my carrier down on a table and a giant head looked in on me.
“Yep, this is little Stacy!”
“She’s adorable already! So why do you need my nanites?” He asked.
“Just a couple quick options we want to correct without too much trouble. So here are your new subroutines,” Amanda said, handing him a flash drive.
“Great, I don’t have a problem working a trade with you. Now you’re probably as familiar with this interface as anyone since your department did the initial designs, so why don’t you go ahead and upload your program for the nanites here. Then, as soon as they’re ready, we’ll give your baby girl the injection.”
“Great, thanks!” Amanda said, and I couldn’t really see her, but the clack of the keyboard at a fast rate made me believe she must have been working quickly.
“How’s the house now that you have a little?” Eddie asked Fred.
“Great! She’s adorable and really well-behaved. We haven’t had to spank her once yet!” Fred said with a smile as he squeezed my hand.
“Really?”
“Really,” he said, “She’s even been calm and sweet enough to snuggle with Amanda a good chunk of the time. Not even given us a battle with her diapers.”
“That is something, isn’t it?” Eddie said. “But you know it’s not a bad idea to give them a spanking even if they haven’t done anything bad every now and then.” He smirked at me, “An occasional enema or other punishment can also be a good idea.”
“I don’t know; we’re pretty happy right now. If Stacy starts misbehaving after this, we’ll take care of that.”
“Well…”
“All done!” Amanda said.
“That fast?” Eddie asked.
“I’m good! What can I say?” She asked as she rubbed her fingernails against her shoulder, “I sent the nanites to production, so the canister should be fully programmed in four minutes.”
“Great,” Fred said, “you have the anesthesia I asked for?”
“Right over here, but if you ask me, it’s not really necessary.”
“She’d be in pain if we don’t, right?”
“Exactly, but…”
“She’s been a good girl; I’m not going to make her feel pain when she doesn’t have to.”
“To each his own,” Eddie sighed.
Fred unhooked me from the carrier and laid me down on the bed. “I’m going to strap you down here, honey, just so if you start flinching, you don’t fly off of the table.” He placed his hand reassuringly with his thumb on my chin before strapping me tightly on an infant-sized gurney with a strap over my waist, feet, and arms.
‘I really hope I’m not going before the executioner the way he did that.’ I thought to myself. He brought a small vial of liquid and drew a tiny amount from it to set it aside.
Quickly like the pro he was, he first hooked me up to a saline solution IV and said, “Okay, Princess, I want you to count backward from ten.”
“Ten, Nine, Eigh…”
Chapter 15: It's a Girl!
THE WORLD CAME back in focus for me slowly, and I felt pain in just about every part of my body. I tried to say “Owww,” but something was in the way.
“I think she’s waking up finally,” Fred said.
“Where am I?” I tried saying it and figured out that it was a pacifier in my way.
“I love when they try talking after the procedure… Depending on which settings you chose, no one will understand anything but ‘Dada,’ ‘Mama,’ or ‘Baba, from now on!” I heard Eddie gleefully exclaim.
“I actually toned down those settings,” Amanda said.
I heard a disappointed sigh from Eddie, “I guess that does let you understand their whining better. Still, all the same, it looks like the treatment did the job. She’s definitely a she, and there’s not a follicle of hair anywhere that’s not supposed to be!”
I opened my eyes a little wider and managed to get Fred’s eye. He gave me a reassuring glance that I hoped meant my head was fine. “Yes, but I’m glad to have a full head of hair on her head still,” Amanda said as if to also reassure me.
“If you ask me, cutting that hair down to a newborn’s length would be a great look for her! Combined with what the nanites did to her facial structure and no one will be able to tell she’s not actually your naturally born infant daughter.”
‘Facial structure…?’ I thought to myself. I never thought to include that in the search? ‘Shit, what did it do to me?’
“I wasn’t expecting that one, but it does make her absolutely adorable!” Amanda chimed in happily. “But I enjoy playing with her hair too much to cut it. It reminds me of having my dollies as a kid. I would always change their hairstyles!”
As I became more alert, I noticed Fred watching some readouts, and he said, “I think she’s awake enough we can lose the support machines.”
“The straps too?” Amanda asked.
“Yes, she should be good for you to hold and cuddle now,” Eddie’s voice said. “But you might want to change that diaper first; it’s a little rank.”
I sniffed at that one, ‘what an ass!’
I stiffened, ‘I don’t feel any shame about that… not like I did last time… I sure hope we didn’t do more damage here than good.’
Fred pulled an IV line out of me, pulled a pulse monitor off, and also took off some EKG leads before undoing the straps on my legs and waist. “Here, Mommy, do you want to change her?”
“Men… bunch of wimps!” Amanda said, and I soon felt her gentle hands undo the diaper on my otherwise naked body, maneuvered my legs, and then quickly had me in a clean diaper that was clearly a thicker one from what I could tell. Next, she quickly dressed me in what seemed to be a sleeper, but I was too tired to really notice what she was doing.
“So, you think everything turned out fine internally?” Fred asked Eddie.
“Oh yes, she has all of the proper internal organs. They aren’t any more active than a toddlers would be, though. She’ll need an injection of a high dose of estrogen to begin her cycles and start growing breasts. Unless she gets that, though, she’ll remain free of any signs of puberty. I don’t know why you would even want her to have those, though?”
“Well…” Fred started to say.
“Duh, how stupid can I be? When you get tired of her, you can breed her for a fortune! I mean a fully-grown Little at thirty-nine inches of height? Make four or five offspring with her, and you could probably keep breeding for forty years and keep getting the perfect Littles like she is!”
“Umm…” Amanda said.
“Brilliant,” he said. “Well, before you take your baby girl home, I strongly recommend you nurse her exclusively now. There’s a subroutine in the nanites that will make sure she gets sick if she has anything other than her mommy’s milk.”
“It was only in one file, right?” Amanda asked.
“Yes… but not in the preferences file?”
“Oh good, that means she’ll be fine to eat regular food still.”
“You found that…?”
“Actually, my beautiful princess here did,” she said as she picked me up and cuddled me against her shoulder. “She thought she could be a great computer programmer someday if she came here to get schooling.”
“Ah, and now destined for the nursery? How fitting!” Eddie said.
“Something like that...” Fred said.
“Fred, can you grab her diaper bag and the carrier? I think she needs cuddles right now,” she said. “Thanks again, Eddie. Let me know how those new subroutines work on the next generation!”
I heard some stuttering before he said, “Thanks!”
We made it down the hallway away before she started whispering to me, “You’re fine, baby. Other than that little glitch with your face, everything came out perfect… And I think the glitch made you even cuter and harder to resist!”
“Why can’t I talk?” I tried to say.
“Did you just ask why you can’t talk?”
I nodded weakly.
“That’s just the anesthesia wearing off; you’ll be fine in a while. I know we caught all of those subroutines. So don’t worry, your pretty little face.”
“Amanda, do you want to take her to my office to wake up the rest of the way?”
“Probably a good idea. Should I feed Stacy now or back home?”
“I’d say wait till you get back home, your milk seems to be a powerful sedative to her, and right now, it’s more important she fully wakes up!”
Not long afterward, she paced the office with me as I came out from my cobwebbed brain. Then, finally, she took the pacifier out and asked, “How are we doing, Princess?”
“Better, I think,” I told her, and it sounded like my normal speech again.
“Much better!” She said with a smile.
“So how much different do I look? I mean, really?”
“Well… First, I’m sorry I missed this one… Eddie must have written a routine somewhere in there to fix one of the easiest ways you can tell a little and an actual baby apart, their faces. With a Little, even a chubby one, the fat on their face isn’t quite distributed right.”
“So, I have a permanent baby face?” I asked nervously.
“Looks that way,” she said a little guiltily.
“Mommy, why don’t we let her see so she stops worrying,” Fred told her. “Here’s a mirror.”
I looked at the mirror and grimaced for a second but had to admit I was indeed much cuter now. My nose had a different character now, which I kind of liked, but sadly my cheeks looked to have gained a ton of weight... It looked like the healthy baby fat of a toddler, though, and at least I remained slender through the rest of my body. My eyes appeared to be a little more open or something too.
“See, you’re adorable!” Amanda cooed at me.
“So, no one will think I’m a Little now, I’m guessing?”
“I doubt it... at least if we cover that hair of yours with a hat or something. If we introduce you as a baby, no one will dream that you are actually a Little. That’s a good thing given how mean some of our babies can be to Littles.”
“But what about school?”
Amanda laughed, “Don’t worry about that. Yes, you’re going to get some grief there, but you’ll still be able to function fine… if not better. Thanks to the nanites, you should be smarter now than you were before since I also implanted a couple extra traits to help your memory.”
“But I’m all girl now?”
“I guess you were too tired to look back there while I was changing you?”
I nodded, “sorry, I’m still pretty out of it, actually.”
“I’ll show you when we get you home,” Amanda told me. “Do you think she’s alert enough to go home now, Doctor?”
“I think so, Mommy. Do you want to go out for dinner tonight instead of cooking? You’ve certainly had a long day.”
“That would be nice…” she said, “I don’t think the baby’s going to be awake enough to eat much, though.”
“I think I’ll be fine,” I told them, interrupting.
Amanda looked down at me in shock but squeezed me lightly in approval, “The princess has spoken my king!”
I was fastened into the carrier, and a blanket was put over the top as she carried me down to the car. Fred was to meet us at a restaurant they apparently ate at frequently.
“How are you feeling?” she asked when she left.
“Not so great,” I said, “I’m beginning to get a bit sore.”
“Daddy has some pain medicine he can get you when we get to the restaurant,” she told me.
I sighed, “thanks.”
“Are you okay?”
“Just nervous about what else happened to me that we don’t realize yet.” Although, I thought for a second through my groggy mind, “Eddie was kind of an…”
“Ass?”
“I wasn’t sure if you’d get mad at me, but yes!”
“Sweetie, yes, I’m treating you like our baby… I can’t resist that urge… but I also know you’re not a baby. So as long as it’s not constant, and you don’t do it in front of other adults, we can give you some leeway.”
“Thank you,” I told her and just zoned out a bit more.
The restaurant must have been close, or I was really out of it because when she came back to get me, I was back nearly asleep. “Do I need to bring the carrier so you can sleep?” She asked me.
I thought for a second and nodded, “Unless you want to look like a bad mother and have me sleep on the floor or in the high chair.”
She unlatched the carrier, carried it and the diaper bag into the restaurant, and put her name on the waiting list. Fred arrived soon after that, and we were called back to a booth. “Do you need a high chair, or we have a seat cradle?”
“The cradle will work.”
“Okay, I’ll grab that real quick.” A moment later, I felt the seat sit down in one of the mesh car seat cradles I’d seen back home for babies. “She is so beautiful!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said.
“How many weeks old is she?”
I gasped for a moment when I figured out that she really had mistaken me for an Amazon baby. “Nine weeks,” Amanda said without skipping a beat.
“She has so much hair!”
“Some weird medical thing,” Amanda said, and I saw her wink at Fred.
“Well, here are the menus. You can look through it and let me know what you want.”
“Here, sweetie, switch pacifiers with me for a moment,” Fred said.
I just got a glance at the new pacifier a second later and realized it was one meant to deliver medicine through the nipple. So I sleepily sucked on it and hoped it was a good pain medication as I felt like I had growing pains all through my body again.
“Looks like someone is going back to sleep?” Amanda said to me after it was empty.
“Huh?”
“Hungry baby?”
My stomach grumbled in response, “a little.”
She pried me loose from the carrier a moment later and held me. “I really do love you, baby,” she whispered, “are you actually hungry for food or?”
“Or…?” I asked sleepily.
“Just nurse for now?”
I sighed as I’d had a feeling that would be on her mind, “Here?”
“I’m the one with boobies hanging out in public,” she whispered.
I giggled and turned red. Then, I thought for a few moments and said, “Okay.”
She messed with her top and bra and presented me with her breast once free. I sleepily nursed at it and was conscious that it felt like people were watching us. She had burped me from the first breast and just switched me to the other when I heard, “I’m so glad to see your Little happily nursing from you. She’s adorable! I imagine that took a few spankings! My Little Heather here must have a red bottom every hour.”
“She’s just a perfect baby,” Amanda said, “if you’ll please excuse us, she had some surgery today. So I’m just feeding her dinner before she naps in her carrier.”
“Teeth out?” The lady said, “the best thing I ever did with Heather! I’ll let you enjoy your feeding.”
I was so tired that I didn’t even care about the horrific conversation at that point. I was feeling full and sleepy when Amanda burped me again. A hug, a kiss, and then a pacifier was placed in my mouth before she strapped me back in the carrier. I ran my tongue over my teeth to reassure myself they were there before I fell fully asleep.
THE NEXT THING I was aware of was being pulled out of my car seat, with Amanda lovingly cradling me. “Where are we?” I asked, feeling drool was definitely around my mouth and the pacifier I had blocking my mouth.
“Home, baby,” she told me.
“Oh…” I said. She had just walked through the garage door when a phone inside the house began ringing.
“It’s your mom,” Fred told her.
“Hand me the phone. I’ll sit down with the Princess and talk to Mom in the living room.”
I sleepily watched as she walked to the living room and sat in the recliner with me before reaching for the phone Fred held to her. “Hi, Mom,” she said.
The phone volume was way loud, or her mom just yelled, because I heard the reply clearly, “Don’t ‘hi Mom me,’ sweetheart! How is it that I just heard from Carol Eastland that you adopted a Little? And you haven’t even bothered to call and tell me yet? Your own mother!?!?!” There was just enough pause for her to breathe before she added, “She saw you at the restaurant! She thought the Little was a real baby until I said you hadn’t been pregnant! How can you not tell me? That hurts!”
“Mom, we were going to surprise you this weekend at the family dinner…”
“Bullshit!”
“Seriously, Mom, you’ve been bugging me for ages, so I thought I would surprise you! Plus, we were dealing with the adoption paperwork and getting her into a doctor to have some modifications made.” I felt her hold on me tighten just a little bit.
“Well, in that case, I guess I can understand trying to keep it a surprise… But, all of that is done, right?”
“Right…?”
“Well then, expect to see me bright and early tomorrow! Chloe will be coming too, I’m sure. Her daughters will all be at daycare, so the three of us can go to lunch, and maybe I can even buy my new granddaughter something for the nursery?”
“What time?”
“Probably eight-thirty in the morning. That should give Chloe time to drop off her girls.”
“We’ll plan for it.”
“Good, and I want a picture tonight!!!! Carol said she was the most beautiful baby she’d ever seen, so whoever did the work… maybe Chloe should get her girls in there?”
“That’s natural for her as much as anything… I’ll send you pictures later. I have a messy diaper that needs to be changed right now. I’ll see you in the morning, Mom.” She said.
“It wouldn’t hurt her to be left in it for a little while, sweetie. I mean, if she’s just a Little, it’s not a big deal?”
“Mom, my Little, my house, my rules, and my decisions.”
“Stubborn as always… we’ll see you in the morning,” Amanda’s mom said and hung up.
She looked down at me and sighed, “Sorry, it sounds like you get to meet my crazy family members sooner than I hoped. But, don’t worry; like I said, I won’t put you down. You’ll have to be my clingy baby tomorrow.”
“That’s fine,” I said, thinking what I had heard, “Your mom certainly sounds special.”
“She is; let’s go change that diaper of yours now,” she set the phone down and stood up with me.
“Am I really messy?” I sniffed.
“No,” she said with a smile, “I said that to get her off the phone.”
“Good… I would hate to have missed another of Eddie’s Easter Eggs!”
She squeezed me gently again and carried me upstairs to the nursery. I was laid on the changing table but asked, “May I please see?”
“I forgot you were asleep when I changed you.”
“At least you’re not rubbing it into me too.”
“I’m sorry you have come into contact with some of our more monstrous people the last couple days,” she said as she pulled down the bloomers and pulled the tapes off of my diaper, “there really are a lot of very sweet Bigs… I think you’ll meet some in school.”
“I hope so.”
As she pulled the diaper open, I noticed it was pretty soaked with urine and wondered if I was just not noticing because of the drugs, the breastfeeding, or the fact that there was an Easter Egg we missed… I chose not to worry about it then and stared at the section of skin on my body that was now missing a part of me I’d had since birth. The slit that had taken its place looked exactly like it should but seemed so strange and wrong on me. I took my hand to touch it and felt the new skin.
“Now, don’t be naughty,” Amanda told me.
“Sorry, it’s weird.”
“Are you going to be okay with it?” She asked as she gently pushed me back down on my back and began wiping.
A few tears stung in my eyes, but I shrugged, “No use crying over spilt milk, I guess… or missing body parts.”
“For what it’s worth, it just makes you more adorable… and shows a great deal of strength.”
“Kind of hard to feel strong when your grown-up ass is being wiped in the middle of a diaper change,” I told her moodily.
“I’m going to let that word go for now, but I won’t in the future, sweetie. It’s okay if there’s really something to be angry about, but using vernacular just to use it isn’t acceptable. So your booty is being wiped.”
I sighed, “Sorry, Mommy,” I told her as she taped the last tape.
“It’s okay. I think you’re understandably unnerved by it. Now I think you’re probably just going to end up sleeping on us some more if I had to guess. What do you want to wear to bed tonight?”
“I get to choose?” I asked, surprised, “Aren’t I just a human dolly?”
“Stacy…”
“Sorry…” I sighed, “will you let me sleep without the swaddling tonight?”
“What’s wrong with it?”
“It’s just really hot… I like blanket sleepers, but that plus the quilt?”
“Hmmm…” she said and went digging through the drawers and came up with a pink sleep sack. “How about this?”
I shrugged, “in one of those nighttime diapers, it’s not like I can walk anyway!”
She laughed and pulled the dress off my body first before getting me dressed in the sleeper sack. The sack itself probably would have been too short for anyone bigger than me. For anyone else, it would probably keep them from standing up, but for me, it was longer than my legs by quite a bit.
“It’s comfy,” I told her honestly.
“So, do I put you in the crib?”
“Or…?”
“You want to cuddle with Mommy?”
“You choose; I’ll sleep either way.”
She chose the cuddle option, which didn’t surprise me. She sat down with me on the recliner downstairs and gently ran her hands through my hair. I didn’t last through one commercial break before I was asleep.
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Chapters 16 and 17
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 16: Granny
“PRINCESS COME ON, wakey time,” I heard and felt my body being picked up.
“Huh?” I asked, confused before remembering where I was.
“Feeling any better?” I was asked as I became aware my body was laid out on the changing table.
I thought for a second, “I think so?”
“Good!” she said, “We have a big day today, so I’m waking you up early and giving you a little bit more of a treat than I will normally.”
I opened my eyes more at her and just shrugged, “Okay?”
She had reached a soaked diaper then, and I felt my skin suddenly exposed to the air, and the reaction of my new body parts down there was so weird! “You sure did soak this diapee!” She told me, “I would probably have waited to change you until after breakfast, but this would have leaked with another drop!”
“How come I’m wetting in my sleep?” I asked, suddenly thinking about how weird it is to wet in my sleep so soon.
“I think you were right about the breast milk having that side effect... but you also have a tiny body now. Bodies that size often have these issues still even in your world, I imagine?”
I nodded, “I’d probably only be about three at this size… I still can’t believe I shrank when I came through!”
“Well, anyway, not many babies your age sleep dry, so don’t worry about it. I wonder…”
“What?”
“I wonder if you’ll get back to your original height when you go home?”
“I hope so… I can’t imagine being the size of a toddler back home for the rest of my life!”
“Well, there you’re really only a three-month-old, so it would still be an improvement!” She said as she tickled me a little after closing the last tape of a new Pampers.
“I’m still getting a regular Pamper? Even with your mom visiting?”
“My mom and I differ on how to treat Littles… and I’m not going to change that just to impress her.” She tickled my bare belly, and I giggled.
“Thanks,” I told her gratefully.
“I picked out a pretty dress for you to meet your granny, but I’m going to wait to put it on until after breakfast. This onesie will work until then.” A onesie that said ‘totes adorbs’ was pulled over me, and she quickly snapped it shut. “Let’s go get breakfast before Daddy eats it all!”
I felt safe as she carried me downstairs and then sat me in the high chair. Much to my surprise, I was soon given a bottle that didn’t look like it was filled with regular milk, along with a plate of eggs, bacon, and pancakes sitting next to it.
“I think you’ll like your baba,” she told me with a smile.
Fred looked at me from down the table and shook his head, “Don’t let your mama know you fed her that Amanda!”
“It’s because of Mama I’m giving her that!”
“Huh?” I said but reached out to the bottle and gave it a tentative nurse. It contained a warmer concoction than a regular bottle but was still safe to drink. There was the unmistakable taste of coffee mixed with… “Breast milk latte?”
She smiled at me, “You’re going to have a hard day… I thought I’d give you a treat to begin with. Don’t count on this happening regularly, though, until you show me you can keep that 3.5 GPA.”
“Isn’t this like…?”
“Unusual?” Fred asked, “Yes, it is, but she’s also got to let you have a few more grown-up things. Otherwise, we might as well just finish regressing you to a babbling baby and send you to an etiquette school.”
She sighed, “A few, but not a lot.” Then, finally, she told me while looking at him to remind him who the mommy was, “Let’s feed you your breakfast!”
I snuck a long nurse on my caffeinated bottle first. ‘Oh, coffee, I’ve missed you!!!!!’ I thought to myself. I smiled as I pulled the bottle away for Amanda to fork a piece of pancake into my mouth. She fed me about half of it before going back to her breakfast. The eggs and bacon were sitting in front of me, still with no utensil. She seemed in no hurry to get back to me with her fork, so I just decided, ‘I’m a baby, right?’ they think and grabbed some of the eggs and then a piece of bacon with my hands and brought them to my mouth.
Apparently, this was the right move because I heard, “Awww… she got it quickly too!” from Amanda. I looked at her, and she smiled, “Babies eat with their hands all the time, remember that, okay?”
“But not when you’re at school!” Fred added while simultaneously taking a quick photo of me mid-bite with his phone. “You have to pretend to be mature there!”
“Point made, dear,” Amanda said with a sigh.
I wasn’t sure what was going on, but this sounded like a mommy and daddy fight if I’d ever heard one! So I went back to nursing the caffeinated bottle of goodness until it was empty. I kept hoping for a few more drops, though, and kept nursing at it until Amanda pulled it away and fed me the last of the eggs and a couple more pancake bites.
“I’m full,” I told her as she tried to get me to finish the last of the pancakes.
“Last bite,” she told me, “lunch with my mom and sister is going to be a pain.”
I sighed and got the last piece of pancake off the fork and swallowed, feeling pretty bloated. ‘I hope she isn’t expecting me to nurse right now?’ I thought to myself. Just as I said that, I felt the need to pee and decided to hold it for a few minutes to see if I could still. It unnerved me how quickly I hadn’t felt it the previous days.
“Let’s get your hands and face all clean, and then we’ll get you ready to meet your granny!” Amanda said to me.
“Just remember to stay calm, dear,” Fred said.
“Who are you talking to? Me or mommy?” I asked.
“Definitely, Mommy, Princess.” He told me with a smile. He walked by and gave me a kiss on the top of my head before heading back upstairs.
“Why is he worried?” I asked as she picked me out of the chair.
“Well… I think Daddy knows how many buttons she’s going to push on you and knows I’ll probably blow at a certain point.” She reached the top of the stairs quickly, “I’m also worried she or Chloe try something to regress you without me having a chance to stop it.”
I nodded.
“Do you need to make a poopy in your diapee?” She asked me as we walked into the room and felt my dry diaper.
I thought about it for a moment and thought I might be able to, so I nodded, “Probably?”
“Then I’m going to leave you in your room for a moment while I go to the bathroom. Why don’t you go poopy now, so we don’t have to deal with our company rubbing that in your face.”
“That’s for you alone?” I asked her.
“Sweetie, we both know there’s no way you could use our toilets… I think even a toddler’s potty is pushing it for you.”
“Could we try that?” I asked, suddenly wanting to push a button of my own.
“No,” she told me, “you agreed.”
I sighed, “You’ll have a stinky diaper when you get back, Mommy.”
She hugged me and set me on my feet before closing the gate and going down the hallway. I looked around at the nursery again and remembered I had volunteered for this. I then noticed my little desk and computer were missing and my backpack! ‘I hope she just hid it from her mom!’ I thought to myself. ‘Better get this over with,’ as a minor cramp made it possible for me to push, and I felt a log exit into the back of my diaper and kept squeezing until it was done. It bounced around down at the bottom of the padding as gravity took hold, and I realized it felt different now that I was missing my old genitals.
“Did Princess Stacy make a little present for Mommy like she promised?” Amanda was back a moment later and picked me up. For once, she seemed to be taking care not to smush everything.
“Yes,” I told her with a grimace.
“Good baby!” she told me before getting the traditional diaper change ritual out of the way. Peeing in the diaper wasn’t so bad, but I really wasn’t a fan of pooping, necessarily. The stickiness… I tried to find that frame of mind of a toddler who didn’t mind a poopy diaper but had a hard time today for some reason.
Thanks to the coffee, I was at least feeling awake, “What time is it?” I asked her.
“Almost eight,” she told me.
“So, your mom…”
“Granny,” she corrected, “and Auntie Chloe,” she added.
“Will be here soon?” I asked.
“Yes, and knowing my mother, she’ll be here at about ten after eight instead of the time she said. The only thing that has kept her from being here earlier is that your Auntie is picking her up after dropping off her girls at daycare.”
I noticed how she said daycare and asked, “How bad is their daycare?”
She sighed, “I remember as a little girl I used to go with Hannah to the same one… For a Big, it was just a daycare. We played with finger-paints, read stories, had naptime, played on the playground… you know, the things you should do as a toddler.”
“For Littles?”
“For Littles… well understand that even good-sized Littles like Hannah was, they’re still smaller than our average three-year-old toddlers. So the Littles are always ending up picked on by most of the Amazons… I know I even did it sometimes to Hannah,” she said with a sigh and lots of regrets, “The truth is they’re babies and don’t know any better. In a good daycare, an Amazon might get punished, and it would eventually yield nicer behavior, but there… it was almost encouraged. Hannah used to be forced to let the toddlers feed her, or give her a bottle, change her, hit or spanked.”
My eyes opened slightly at the thought of babies hitting or spanking me…
“Yeah, it’s bad! Then you have the adults at that place who make it their mission to emphasize to the Littles they will never grow up. I think eventually most of their minds crack, and they just go with it like a younger baby; I know Hannah did by the end…”
“So…?”
“So, no, you won’t be going there. Regardless of what ‘great deal’ my mom and sister can get us there.”
She had just taped a new diaper on me and was pulling a pink diaper cover up my legs as she said that.
“Thank you,” I told her.
“You’re very welcome, Princess. I do enjoy babying you… but I don’t intend for you to have your mind destroyed or to have PTSD flashbacks for the rest of your life.” She said with a shudder that made me think she had witnessed Hannah have some, “Anything we do will be lovingly done, sweetheart.” Then, she pulled a dress out that I had to admit was beautiful. The top looked to have capped sleeves and flared out to a shorter skirt that I was sure would barely cover my diaper. The bodice was smocked with these little bows embroidered at the points of diamond shapes that crisscrossed the front. It had two little collar pieces that came down.
“That’s pretty,” I told her, “when did you buy that?”
“Last night while you were sleeping in the car with Daddy,” she told me with a smile. “So ready to be Mommy’s princess today?”
I smiled at her and nodded. She unbuckled the strap, and I sat up with my arms up. She buttoned several buttons at the back of the dress to fasten the bodice securely to my body. I noticed she was moving faster as she quickly did my hair like yesterday and then showed me my reflection in the mirror.
“If it wasn’t for all of my hair, I really do look like a Bigs baby, don’t I?” I asked her.
She nodded, “I’m sorry I didn’t catch Eddie’s last thing there… but your face makes you look even more adorable now.”
“I wonder what those changes will do when I go home?”
She shrugged, “You could always come back, I guess, if they don’t go away. You would still fit in well as our baby!” She tickled my side a bit and hugged me.
I hugged her back as much as I could and said, “Thank you for not reneging on our deal.”
“What? I just want the money,” she told me with a smile.
“I can tell that even double that amount isn’t going to make or break you both, so thank you for just being honest.”
“I still haven’t delivered you back home,” she told me with a smile and kissed my forehead again.
I just smiled at her and remembered, “Where did my desk and computer go?”
“Fred and I decided to put it somewhere safe in my lab… My mom will never go there, but she will want to see your nursery. I guarantee she’ll be in here as soon as she can just to see what I did with it. We’ll bring it back tonight when she’s gone.” Just as she said that, the doorbell rang.
“I guess they’re here?” I asked, and she nodded as she bounced with me down the stairs. I caught sight of a clock, and sure enough, it was ten after eight!
Just as we reached the bottom of the stairs, I heard, “Knock, knock” from a voice opening the front door. “Mandy, you here?”
“Yep, how are you doing, Sis?” Amanda said as she gave a giant a little taller than her a sideways hug to avoid crushing me.
For my first-time seeing Chloe, I was surprised by how friendly-looking she appeared. Nothing about her said she would be a crazy ‘Little’ kidnapping and maiming monster… She wore a simple dress with large flowers that reminded me of something a teacher would wear back home. Chloe was about the same size as Amanda – maybe a couple inches shorter, and she had darker hair. Her eyes and nose were nearly identical to Amanda’s, so there was a strong family resemblance. Her hair was cut in a bob, and her smile seemed genuine as she cooed, “So this is my little niece?!?”
She stepped closer to look at me, “You don’t look like a Little at all! You’re adorable!!!”
I found myself leaning my head into Amanda’s shoulder nervously.
“Oh my God! She’s sooooo cute!!!!!” I heard another older voice say and looked to see a lady who was obviously their mother right behind Chloe carrying a giant gift bag that she sat on the floor. “Come to Granny!” She opened her arms up, and I could feel Amanda reluctantly pass me over to her.
“She’s really an adult, Little?!?” Chloe asked as she continued staring at me.
“Eighteen, three months ago,” Amanda said for me.
For my part, I was intimidated and scared beyond belief by these two women. I found myself wishing I had my pacifier then but just hoped Amanda wouldn’t let anything happen to me. “You are too cute to ever be an adult! It was a good thing your mommy adopted you, huh?” She cooed at me.
“Why is she so small?” Chloe asked.
“Well, it partially has to do with how I got her; she’s a portal Little.”
“Are you all this small there?” Granny asked me.
“No, I shrank when I came through,” I told her nervously.
“Baby, you don’t have to worry about me doing something to you; your mommy would kill me if I did,” she told me reassuringly. I guess I was shaking quite a bit. “Here, Mommy, you probably should take her. I can understand that she’s nervous around strangers.” She gave me a quick hug and a kiss before passing me back to Amanda.
She squeezed me tight to reassure me and led them to the living room, where she sat down on one end of the couch. Her mom sat down next to us while her sister sat in the recliner. I had my first chance to really look at her mother then. Whereas Chloe and Amanda had similar faces and eyes, Granny was a shorter version of Amanda with more wrinkles. I had to imagine if you held pictures of them side-by-side at the same ages, you would think they were the same person!
“How tall were you in the other dimension?” Chloe asked me curiously, interrupting my staring.
“Five-foot, ten,” I answered quickly.
“You were almost an Betweener…” she mused. “Now…? How tall is she, Mandy?”
“A Little over thirty-nine inches tall.”
“So, she’s barely more than a newborn!” Chloe said. “I assume you’re feeding her as such?”
Amanda squeezed me a little tighter, and I could tell she had shaken her head, “I’m nursing her, but we’re still eating normal solids too.”
“A Little that cute, it’s almost a crime for her to still eat solid foods,” Chloe said.
“Chloe…” her mother warned her.
“I’m just saying… If Stacy didn’t have her teeth and hair, I would be sure you’d somehow hid being pregnant from us!”
“I know, but that’s not happening to her,” Amanda said.
“So, is she being a good girl for you so far?” Granny asked.
“Yes, she’s never put up a fuss about wearing or using her diaper. Hasn’t even really whined about anything at all yet, actually. She’s the perfect Little,” Amanda said with another gentle squeeze. I suspected she meant that.
“Well here,” Granny said, “why don’t you open my gift?”
Amanda repositioned herself to where she could reach over me into the gift bag, and the first thing she brought out was a beautiful quilt that I assumed was for my crib. It was a pink, purple, and yellow quilt, with butterflies, dragonflies, and flowers sewn in blocks.
“Oh, my mother! This matches her nursery perfectly! How did you know?” Amanda asked.
Her mom laughed, “I always knew you would have a baby girl someday, or at least a little, so I figured you would need it eventually. I knew whenever that day came, it would be pinks, purples, and butterflies!”
“Thank you, Mom, it’s wonderful, don’t you think, Stacy?”
“Yes, it is… umm… thank you, Granny,” I told her.
“I can see what you mean; she is very polite too.” She reached a handover and patted my head lightly, “There are a few more things in there too,” she added.
Indeed, inside was a gift basket of bath toys, soap, and bubble bath. There was also an adorable teddy bear that she handed me, and I cuddled. “Thanks, Mom,” she squeezed the arm of the bear herself and said, “I do appreciate it.”
“So, I talked to the daycare when I dropped off my girls, and they said they could easily get Stacy in there,” Chloe said.
“Thanks, Chloe, but I’m not planning on putting her in that daycare.”
“Why it was good enough for you girls?” her mom said.
“Mom, we’re not going to turn Stacy into a newborn baby only cooing, pooping, and looking cute like some sort of living doll. She’s actually brilliant, and I’m not going to destroy that. She’s also much sweeter than any Little you’ve ever met, so it’s not like she needs to be reminded to behave either.”
“You say that now Mandy,” Chloe said, “but just wait a couple weeks, and she’ll make her break for it. She’s probably just biding her time until she can run away when you’ve let your guard down.”
I actually laughed at that.
“What’s so funny little girl?” Chloe asked, and I began to get the vibe I had expected more from her mom.
“Where would I run to?” I asked, “I’m not even like a normal Little who looks like they might have a chance at an adult life. Right now, the chances of anyone not naturally just picking me up for my own good are zero. I’m not even the size of a toddler. So I’m not going anywhere that Mommy doesn’t want me to go.”
“You shouldn’t let her speak like that,” Chloe glared.
Amanda shrugged, “She’s right. I bought clothes originally thinking she would be in the twelve-to-eighteen-month size range. Instead, she wears regular three-month size Amazon clothes… No one will let her by without knowing for certain that she’s cared for. I’m not worried about her running away at all. Besides, she has her tracking chip too, and she knows it.”
“Well, I know we came early, had you fed her already?” her mom asked, seeming to want to break the tension.
“Yes, we had breakfast early since I figured you would be here before the time you said.”
“Of course, how could I not rush to see my new grandbaby? I still can’t believe you didn’t call and tell me about her immediately!”
“Sorry, Mom, I wanted to make sure I got her first and then wanted her to settle in first.”
She sighed, “I guess I understand that, dear. Any chance I can see her nursery?”
Amanda smiled genuinely then, “Sure!”
She put me on her side, and we walked upstairs to my nursery.
“This is beautiful!” Chloe exclaimed.
“Exactly like I imagined it would be!” Her mom cooed. “My baby girl really has grown up now and has her own baby!”
“Here, let’s put this over her crib rail for now,” Chloe said, bringing the quilt with her. “Looks like you handled baby proofing the room pretty well, Sis. I know none of my girls have had any luck getting out since I put up that brand of a gate - and they’re almost a couple feet taller than Stacy here.”
“Honestly, I mainly have it up in case someone was to question me having her.”
“Nonsense sweetie,” her mom assured her, “you got her to come willingly like the law says?”
“Yes, she agreed to come live with us. Even agreed to the diapers and everything.”
“Then no one can say anything,” her mom said.
“Other than they wished they’d seen her first,” Chloe said, “which I’ll say that!” I looked at her as she hesitated, “Can I hold her for a moment?”
I felt Amanda get as nervous as I was, but she handed me over to her. “You’re soooo tiny and light!!!!” She cooed over me as she squeezed me into a small hug and then turned me over onto my back to hold me like an infant. She rocked back and forth and cooed at me for a few moments while they continued to talk. “This dress is adorable, Mandy! Where did you get it?”
“Threadbare yesterday,” she said. “I went inside after we ate dinner out. This Princess was sound asleep, and Fred watched her in the car.”
“It really does make her look like a little princess,” her mom agreed. “You both would have loved that dress when you were little girls.”
“So, what do you want to do?” Amanda asked as she looked worriedly at me in Chloe’s arms.
“Well, I kind of want to buy a piece or two of baby gear for my granddaughter that I see you’re missing.”
“Like?” Amanda asked as I internally gulped.
“Well, you’re missing a swing and a walker for once,” she told her. “I mean, assuming you’re not going to follow Chloe’s lead and keep her from walking like her Littles.”
“How many times do I have to tell you it was for their own good, Momma?” Chloe asked. I felt her squeeze me a little tighter, and I grew more nervous. “Kacey convinced Kendra and Katie they should escape. It was only because of the neighbors that they all didn’t manage to toddle away that night! They showed that I couldn’t trust them to be that mature, so I took that decision away from them.”
There was an awkward pause before she said, “I hope you don’t make us do that with you!” Chloe said, looking down at me.
I shook my head and suddenly needed to pee. I decided to just let go, and sure enough, Chloe said, “Well, at least you’re not giving your Mommy a hard time about using the potty. Lord knows, I think even the training potty Cassie has for little Klara would be too big for you to get on without help!”
I sighed, “I know.”
“Here, why don’t you let me change her, and then we’ll get going,” Mandy said with her arms out.
“Oh nonsense, I’ve been changing diapers forever - I bet I can do just as well as Mommy, if not better, huh?” Chloe said and turned to the changing table. She pulled the strap across my stomach and said, “Mandy, how come you bought a regular baby changing table? What will you do if she starts fighting you?”
“I don’t think that’s going to be a problem, Chloe. She’s not tried to hit, bite, or kick me once in the first three days. If it was going to happen, it would have happened the first time I changed her or nursed her.”
She pulled my diaper cover down and said, “Mandy, why do you have her in regular Pampers? There are so many other diapers that are much cuter and make them waddle more!”
She reached down and said, “I mean, this princess-themed diaper is perfect! Plus, then you don’t have to change them as much!” Chloe untaped my diaper just then and exposed my groin.
“She likes the Pampers more, and I really don’t mind changing her more often.”
“You know I kind of like the Pampers on her better too,” their mom said, “it makes you believe she’s actually a real baby in them.”
“Hmmph,” Chloe said, “Why would you want to do that?”
“Because not every Little needs to be humiliated all of the time,” I found myself saying and then instantly regretted the words since she already had my naked bottom up in the air!
Chapter 17: Don't Antagonize...
"OH, SO YOU do have some spirit, huh?" She asked me with a menacing glint in her eye. "I wondered when you would talk back! I won't give you the spanking my girls would get for that this time..." She said as she lifted my ankles a little higher and pushed my body into a tighter crunch position.
"With all due respect, I didn't talk back. I just pointed out that maybe if you really feel we need to be babied, that could be fine, but then why wouldn't you be just as sweet and kind to us as you would to a real baby?"
Her eyes narrowed as she began wiping me. Her finger lingered inside my new parts a little longer than it should have, and she did the same in my butt. I bit my lip, though, and didn't give her the reaction I was sure she was expecting. "Well, I certainly do only act that way to my girls when they deserve it. Too often, you Littles all just act up, and then you need to be punished."
She finished up with some lotion and powder, and as she taped the second tape of the thicker diaper on, I said, "Wouldn't you act up if everything had been taken from you? All hope of a future of a job? Having your own babies? Of just going to the potty?"
She glared at me, pulled the diaper cover back over my diaper before she turned, and handed me to Amanda, "She's not physically needing to be restrained, but I'd take that tongue from her soon."
Amanda cuddled me and replied, "I like her tongue," she tickled my side, "and everything else about her. Yes, she has a difference of opinion from you, but she was very respectful the way she said it, wasn't she?"
Chloe just looked at her in disbelief, shook her head, and then asked, "Mom, are we going?"
"Sure, sweetie," she said. "Let's take your car Amanda since you probably have all of Stacy's stuff in it already."
With that command, Amanda grabbed my diaper bag and the other items needed for a day out with a baby… who just happened to be eighteen… years old. Amanda squeezed me gently as she began to set me in my seat whispered, "Careful sweetie, I wouldn't have been able to stop her from spanking you."
I just smiled up at her, "I love you, Mommy," was my reply.
Her whole face lit up at those words, and she smiled back at me, "Well… I love you too, Princess."
I was strapped into the carrier by Amanda in the back of the car. I was relieved when her mom sat next to me in the back, rather than Chloe. Before she closed the door, Amanda placed a bottle nipple in my mouth, and I moved my hands to hold the bottle. It was cold apple juice that was nice and sweet.
"You really are adorable," her mom said, looking at me. "Amanda, she fits into an infant carrier perfectly! I can't believe how tiny she is!"
"She's really easy to carry like that too since she's so light. If I didn't know how she had gotten that way, I would be really worried about her medical situation. Of course, we've had her checked over, and Fred has looked at her a bit too… She even has to use the infant nursers, as the larger size are too awkward for her to hold up."
"You said you did get her adoption registered?"
"Day before yesterday, I didn't want to risk someone trying to say that she was theirs instead."
"No, you wouldn't want that," she agreed. She peered down at me in the car seat and spoke softly, "Stacy, I can tell that you have some fire in you - but there's no way in this world you would ever be allowed to walk more than about ten steps before another woman would adopt you if my Amanda hadn't. I think you got quite lucky with her."
I continued nursing the bottle and nodded. Then, I pulled out the bottle long enough to say, "I know," before I went back to nursing it.
The drive to wherever it was that we were going seemed to take a while. "You two are going to love this new store! I still can't believe how humongous it is! It truly has everything you could possibly want!"
"What's different than the normal stores?" Amanda asked.
"Well, they have a lot more discipline items for one… you really might think of getting at least a few things for your girl here. I don't think she's as well behaved as you think she is! Probably just doing things when your back is turned."
"Lucky for us, she's a baby, so I don't turn my back on her, huh, Princess?" She said to me with what I knew had to be a smile in her voice. "Remind me to see if they have one of those mirrors that attach to car seats so I can see her face. That's the one thing I've never liked about rear-facing car seats."
"Why put her rear-facing then?" Granny asked.
"She's the size of a three-month-old… even if she has an adult body for a Little, I don't want to chance that the bigger physics of a crash with our car would cause a spinal injury. Even adults would be better off getting pushed back into a seat. I figure that in a few more years when the government mandates the self-driving vehicles, we'll all be sitting backward not long after."
"Rear-facing like an infant? No way!" Chloe scoffed, "Though I do like the idea of not driving… Too bad they're so expensive."
"So, what else do they have?" Amanda asked with interest getting her sister back on the topic.
"Well, there's a huge selection of adorable clothes for Littles and tweeners! But, of course, that probably doesn't matter as much for you since Stacy fits so easily in infants' clothes?"
"Yeah, there's not a piece of clothing on her that's from the Little's department. I don't even think they make Little's sizes that small."
"I don't think they do, actually…" Chloe said as if she was sad. "Well, if she was bigger, like my girls, you'd find a lot more selection of the clothes in that style. They also have some new nanny help items to keep them occupied and… happy."
"Happy?" Amanda asked.
"You know they're not adults but still have some of their needs, right?" She paused as if waiting for confirmation of a fundamental fact, "Well, studies have shown if you service their carnal needs, they behave better. There's a huge selection of items to do that with." She paused for a moment, "Katie and Kendra can't seem to get enough of their rocking horse and relief diapers."
I felt bile rise up in my mouth, and I almost threw up. Thankfully I had the bottle nipple to bite down on instead of my tongue!
Amanda said what I was thinking, though, "Chloe, you really do need to make up your mind about things. Stacy is just a baby; she doesn't need to think about such things!"
"Well, haven't you been thinking such things, Stacy?" Chloe asked me directly even though I couldn't see her. I could see her mother looking at me intently then.
"Honestly, no. I was pretty sheltered at home, and I'm kind of getting sick to my stomach picturing whatever twisted items you're thinking of! In my world, I'm pretty sure forcing things like that on someone would get you locked up for life if it wasn't mutually desired. It sounds like you just force it on people! That's rape!"
"Chloe, we're going to agree to disagree on this one. Stop antagonizing Stacy with the threat of those despicable items."
"You wait and see! She'll be begging for them before long."
"Somehow, I doubt that," Granny said. There was a sad look in her eyes that made me think that while she had loved babying Littles, including her Hannah, there'd probably been none of that treatment of her. But, on the other hand, I could certainly see how Amanda believed Chloe had been responsible for Hannah's death.
"I think I heard they have some toys that are helpful for learning there," Granny spoke up next to me.
"Learning?" Amanda asked.
"Might be something you would like at least… stuff to drill her on our basic math."
"Huh…" Amanda said thoughtfully.
I was actually curious about that one myself. I had heard that this dimension used a Base 60 math the last time I had been here and had been doing my best to practice the changeover from our Base 10 system. It helped when I read some articles that explained how we still had some relationships, especially in geometry, to the Base 60 system the Babylonians used. It wasn't second nature to me, though, like standard Base 10 math was... but at least I wasn't terrible at it now. I had done my best the last couple of years to change my calculus worksheets into Base 60 to practice. If a toy might drill that more, I would be okay with that! Even if it was designed for a baby!
"So, I hear Megan has a new boyfriend?" Chloe suggested.
Amanda laughed, "Maybe, but she's never going to settle down easily. About the only way she might is if she were to find her own Little… and she seems to be very opposed to that."
"Don't know what went wrong with her," Chloe said, "Who wouldn't want one?"
For her part, Granny sighed and looked at me, "Amazon women when they're young have what I would call a disease of the heart. They feel like they have to be mothers in order to live. But, with as hard as it is for us to conceive, you all make it much easier to deal with." Then, she whispered to me, "I'm glad to see that my daughter is treating you well."
Having been prepared for 'granny' to be a monster mother, I found myself surprised by that. I smiled around the nipple at her and kept nursing like a good baby.
As I nursed on the bottle, I couldn't help but feel that I needed to pee again. As much as I wanted to make it out of this world with my mind and body intact… I had no illusions that my potty training would survive! So I just went ahead and let it out into the diaper. My bladder felt relief, and for the moment, while the diaper was warm, it wasn't a terrible feeling. 'Not like this one can't hold like six of these bottles!' I sighed, 'I'm surprised the diaper cover fits over the top of it!'
Just as I had settled back down from wetting the diaper, we pulled to a stop in the parking lot. Granny reached over and undid her seatbelt before asking, "Amanda are we taking her carrier or just putting her down in the cart seat?"
"She likes the cart seat a Little better to see out of," she told her mom.
"Okay, I'll get her then," she said and reached over to my seat. She gave my tummy a little tickle, which made me giggle nervously. She undid the harness latch before opening her door and then picked me up. "You really are almost too light, Princess," she told me as she stepped clear of the car holding me. I leaned into her and gave her a small hug, making her smile. "Well, aren't you becoming affectionate?" She kissed my forehead and carried me behind Amanda and Chloe into the store.
Right away as we walked into the 'Littles Superstore,' I knew that this was not a place I would want to be with most Amazons as my' mother.' Immediately at the cart pick-up, the choices began... There were several different options from regular carts, some with infant carriers attached, and even carts meant for older children to sit a little more comfortably on plastic forward-facing seats with a seat belt. Some of those were even shaped like cars like I remembered in the grocery stores back home. Those carts seemed abnormally large compared to me, but at least they still seemed to be typical shopping carts. Next to those, though, were 'special' ones. Many options seemed to come with leg, hand, and even head restraints in some cases! It looked like one said something about instructions on the Little needing to just be in a diaper only so electrodes could make contact…
I shuddered, and Granny patted my back gently while walking to a traditional cart and setting me inside the seat. "Uh-oh! This seat is too big for you," she commented. "Amanda, do you have a blankie in her bag?"
"Sure, Mom, why?"
"Let me see it, please."
Chloe seemed to watch in disbelief as her mother kindly rolled the blanket up and put it behind my back, so I was more comfortable, "That better, baby?"
I nodded, "Thank you, Granny."
"You're very welcome!" She kissed my head again and said, "Let's see if there's anything in here worth buying for my granddaughter."
I was surprised in a way that Amanda let her mother push me around in the cart, but I guessed she was trying to let her mom earn my trust a bit more. I already felt I could trust her more than Chloe… but that wasn't saying much at this point! She paused at a large store directory board. Since the cart was sideways, I could see that the store was laid out with different sections like diapers, clothing, nursing, car seats, furniture, and toys like a typical baby store would have. They added punishment aids, mental treatments, and automated nursery sections too…
I gulped as I realized we were right next to the punishment section. "You sure you don't at least need a good paddle?" Chloe asked.
"No, Chloe, Stacy is a good little girl," she told her.
Another lady nearby was pulling a Little girl around with a short dress and a child's leash on looked at Amanda and said, "You should listen to her young lady, the hand is good in a pinch, but when they need to know who's Mommy you want something more firm! When you get your Little, you'll really understand. Regular babies like your little girl there are so much easier!"
"Umm… thank you for your opinion," Amanda said, "Come on, Mom, I would like to look at a few things over there, I think."
I was pushed in the cart down the store's aisles, and occasionally one of them would pick up an item to examine. Mostly it seemed Amanda must have already shopped most of the things before. For example, the pacifier aisle contained some cute pacifiers that she began looking through. "Which of these do you like better?" as she held some options out to me. A good dozen pacifiers ended up in the cart after a few minutes.
Just before we left the aisle, Chloe said, "You should get one of these for her too!"
The item in question was unquestionably cute, girly looking, and innocent until you looked at the label. 'Lockable Pacifier: Twist and lock pacifier in place so your Little can't pull it out. Keeps Littles seen but not heard!'
"Chloe, really?" Granny answered, "Have you heard her shout or scream once?"
"She talked back to me?"
"Only because you were being a witch!" Amanda said.
Chloe looked at both of them and just threw her arms up in the air, "I'm only trying to be helpful. I have three of these creatures at home. I have a lot more experience than either of you!"
"Calm down, Chloe; we're not saying you don't." Granny soothed, "But I think if you really pay attention, Stacy is most definitely not your normal Little."
"No, she's not, and I'm sure we'll not be needing one of those. She's perfectly happy to keep one in her mouth on her own," Amanda said and sympathetically offered me one of the pacifiers from my diaper bag.
"Thank you," I said around it.
She patted me on the head and said, "See?"
The glare continued, but we kept moving through the aisles. Then, finally, in the car seat aisle, she found a large mirror to mount to see me, and that would let me see her too. "Ooh, how about this?" Granny said from next to Amanda.
"What?"
"It's a TV screen you can hang from the headrest above her seat. She can watch movies on it instead of being bored." Granny told her.
"That's not cheap, though," she told her.
"Don't worry about it; it's one of her presents from Grandma!"
She smiled at me after putting the box in the cart, "We'll see if we can find you some safe movies to watch in another store later."
I nodded at her, and we were soon to another aisle she felt Amanda hadn't prepared for. "Oh dear, I thought we could pick up a walker for her here! Unfortunately, all of these are all going to be much too big for her."
"We can go to a regular baby store if you really want to buy her one later," Amanda told her. "She can walk, though, so that was why I hadn't even looked at them."
"Yes, she can walk, and yes, she is a good little girl, but every now and then, you'll be grateful to have the ability to let her walk around downstairs and not be able to get in certain places. Plus, it's a comfortable seat that she'll look adorable in!"
"We'll go somewhere else and look then later," Amanda said and smiled at me. Something in the smile told me we'd humor her, but it wouldn't be getting a lot of use. It seemed to me like it might not be a bad place to do homework in, though… I could actually remember a few memories of how much I loved mine as a baby!
Next to that aisle, we came across the 'Automated Nursery – Making Parenting Easier' aisle. "Oh Amanda, look at this!" Chloe cooed.
"What's that?"
"Well, it's like a modern swing… but it does so much more. Here let's put Stacy in it and try it!"
The device in question looked like some sort of high-tech baby bouncer or swing. I didn't get much of a look, though, before Granny helpfully picked me up and sat me in the seat. "Let's see how it works and if it's even the right size for you!" She buckled the five-point harness around me and looked at Chloe.
"See, it bounces her like a real mommy to calm her," she read off, and the swing started up, apparently activated by Chloe's voice.
It was actually soothing at first until Chloe pointed out, "ooh, it does more too!" She smirked at me, and I worried as she shouted, "Bad baby!"
All of a sudden, I was flipped forward to face the ground. My hands and legs were suddenly bound in some sort of cuffs! Then, before I could even begin to get my mind around what was going on, I felt a harsh tug as my diaper cover was quickly pulled down, and my diaper was ripped off! "What…?" I said just before I began to feel blows of huge hands on my butt!!!!!!!!
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Chapters 18 and 19
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 18: Changed
EACH BLOW FELT like a sledgehammer was coming down onto my bare skin!
"Stop!!!!!" Amanda cried out.
"Unable to stop until the unit has finished the punishment cycle," a mechanical woman's voice responded to them.
Whack, "Bad Baby!" it said over and over again. I began to bawl as it hurt more than anything I could ever remember!!!! Then, just as I had given up hope of the pain ever stopping, the machine shuddered to a stop with my face still dangling out like I was at the top of a roller coaster going down.
Amanda's hands were reaching to undo the buckle as I heard shouts of, "Well, help us get her out of this!"
"Hang on, baby, we'll get you out of this!" Amanda tried to soothe me as I kept bawling uncontrollably. Unfortunately, her comforting touch didn't mean much as she couldn't undo the buckle.
"Get her out of this!" Granny's voice snarled at the person.
"It won't release until it's finished the punishment cycle."
"And just how much more of a beating does this poor little girl need?!?!" Granny said, "It was supposed to be a swing!?!"
"Well, it is that, as well as a complete caregiver in absentia. It swings, feeds, and disciplines the Little as needed."
"So, how are we getting her out?" Amanda said coldly while holding onto my hand. My blood was rushing to my head a bit at this point.
"The only way I know of is to let it finish."
"How many times had it spanked her?" Another voice asked.
"Twenty?" Amanda's voice suggested.
"Eighteen," Chloe's voice piped in amused. "It looks like it's programmed to do thirty-five the first time to get its point across."
"So, she would have to be beaten seventeen more times?!?!" Amanda shouted angrily as I sobbed at the thought. "Where is the car seat aisle?" I heard her ask through my sobs.
"Over there…"
"I'll be right back, baby," she reassured me. "Momma, don't you let anyone turn this piece of junk back on!"
"Don't worry about that, honey," she said as she came and kneeled by me to take one of my bound hands. "Shhh… we'll get you out of this," she tried to reassure me.
I couldn't stop crying, even though the pain was beginning to fade a little. My skin still throbbed, though, and the thought of being spanked more by this torture device was unbearable. 'How can this seem reasonable for a first punishment?!?' I wondered as I sobbed. I worried Amanda would never come back, or we'd all get arrested, or something with me stuck in this machine. Time seemed to crawl by, but Amanda was soon back, and one of the management voices said, "No, you can't do that; it's expensive!!!"
"So is my daughter!" she screamed back.
Through my tears, I could see she held an emergency safety belt cutter in her hand. "Stay still, baby," she told me before she used it on the straps of the harness. Unfortunately, my situation only worsened as I now dangled by my hands and ankles toward the ground. "Stupid piece of junk!" Amanda screamed at it as she looked for anything that would release those too. She worked at it for several long moments before my feet were loose and then my hands.
Instantly I was in her arms being cuddled, "I'm so sorry, baby; if I'd had any idea that would have done that, I never would have let Granny put you in it!!!!"
"I don't think she's the problem," I told her softly when I had calmed down. "Chloe is the one who started the punishment cycle. I don't think Granny even knew it could do that."
"You're right, baby," she told me as she looked up and angrily glared at Chloe, "If you ever cause harm to my baby again… So help me, you will pay for the rest of your miserable life!"
She grabbed my diaper bag and stormed away from the scene. I sobbed as she carried me to the front of the store, and I found myself in a changing room. "Sweetie, I think this dress is done for…"
She quickly pulled the dress off of my head, and I could see that amid my struggling and her efforts to free me, the pretty dress was ripped in three places. I realized then that I had no idea where the diaper and the cover went. My face turned redder as I realized I had been naked for the world to see. Amanda reached into the bag and grabbed a regular Pamper for me, and lay my bottom on top of it. I winced as she rubbed some baby lotion onto my inflamed skin, "I'm sorry, baby." she told me. Then, with the diaper taped up, Granny dug out a spare romper from the diaper bag. I let her pull it over my head, and she had it snapped around my diaper in record time. I was sobbing uncontrollably and shaking all the while – it was like my worst fears come true!
She picked me up and just held me and cuddled me for a moment before sitting down at a bench in the room and presented me with her breast, "Maybe it will help?" She suggested to me as she nudged my head forward.
I couldn't see how her breast would make this better, but I was thirsty after screaming and crying, so I latched on and nursed. After that, I must have drifted off to sleep because I apparently missed a great deal of excitement.
SOMETIME LATER, I became aware that I was swinging around in the air. I started and shrieked a little before realizing I was in my carrier - not that torture device. The bottom of the carrier pressed just gently enough not to hurt my butt, but I could still feel the heat of the blows.
Amanda sensed I was regaining consciousness and placed the carrier down on something and looked at me, "How are you doing, baby?" she asked me while pulling out the pacifier in my mouth.
"Where are we?" I asked.
"Well, we're shopping at another store right now…" she told me.
My butt felt like it was still on fire, "My butt hurts," I told her.
"I know, if it's still really sore when we go home, we'll stop by and see Daddy at the hospital. I can't believe that machine!"
"What happened?"
"What do you mean?" She asked as she unbuckled me from the seat and said, "Mom can you latch this into the stroller and push it for a moment? I want to cuddle Stacy now that she's woken up."
"I don't blame you, dear," Grandma smiled at me as she took the seat from Amanda's other side, "I'm so sorry, Stacy, I had no idea."
I nodded, "I know you didn't." I looked around for Chloe but didn't see her, "Where's Aunt Chloe?"
"We made her find her own way home," Grandma said with a sigh. "If only…"
I didn't get a chance to ask what that meant before Amanda bounced me up and down a little and said, "Your grandma dealt with the managers after the police were called and we were in the changing room. They wanted the police to charge us with destruction of property. They were about to do it when Granny pointed out it was missing some necessary legal warning tags and signs. She then brought the police officers to where we were sitting, and you had fallen asleep nursing. As soon as they saw how tiny you were, and I pulled down your diaper to show how red your bottom was, they instead insisted on the model being removed from the store."
"I'm glad you didn't get in trouble," I told her while at the same time being mortified that my butt had been on display like that!
"Well, I'm not done with them yet. I fully plan to sue that store for this! Assault like that should never be okay, and there are actually some protection laws still in place that should keep that particular item from even being sold! Let alone sitting open in the store without some sort of safeguards!"
"Thank you for saving me," I told her and hugged her as best I could.
"I'm sorry I didn't catch it before it got out of hand," she told me. "Now, do you mind stopping for a while longer?"
"No more machines?" I asked nervously.
"No more machines!" She told me and kissed my forehead before hugging me tightly. "Come on, let's see if we can't spend all of Granny's money!"
I clung to her tightly as they wandered up and down the aisles of a regular baby store that didn't seem to have anything directed specifically to Littles. Grandma pushed the stroller around before stopping after a while. "Amanda, how about one of these? Do you have one already?"
I turned my head towards what she held up and blushed as I realized it was one of those slings that I had seen another Little in the first-time shopping. It held you to 'mommy' and let her keep her hands free. Looking at the packaging, though, I realized we were in a regular baby store as the picture showed a mostly bald baby sitting upright while the butterfly printed sling wrapped around the lady's shoulders and held her upright. The baby was smiling at the camera while I only wondered how humiliating that would be…
"No, I don't… do they really help?"
"You can't do anything with your hands right now, right?"
"Not easily," she said.
"It lets you have two hands free and keep her close. With as light as she is, I bet you could probably carry her most of the day and never even notice."
"What do you think, Stacy?" she asked me. Something about her eyes told me she did care what I thought.
"It's kind of embarrassing…" I started, "but I guess no more so than wearing a diaper and nursing from you."
"Okay, mom, we'll get it."
"Great!" she said, and we continued wandering until we got to an aisle of walkers. They cooed over several before deciding on a pink one with a half dozen toys in the front that were removable. It made sounds and even had a handle on the back that was supposedly for the baby to use to help learn to walk by pushing it when they got older. 'I hope a regular kid doesn't push me.' I thought about it.
"The activity stuff does come off so she can use it to do homework since you seem to be wanting her to go to school still…" her mom said.
"Yeah, we'll get this one," Amanda said without even asking me this time.
We were walking for a little bit longer when I suddenly felt a cramp in my gut, and I forced myself not to groan out loud. But, unfortunately, this was not my day! "Mommy, how much longer are we shopping?"
"Probably a couple more hours," she told me.
"Okay," I told her and leaned back in her. She stuffed a pacifier in my mouth as if to keep me from talking anymore just then. It could have annoyed me, but instead, I found it was pretty soothing to nurse on it.
'I'm not going to make it a couple more hours,' I admitted to myself. I tried to hold on until we were in a place where Amanda could change me quickly - hopefully with some privacy. But, as they moved on towards the clothing section, I knew it wasn't meant to be. Amanda set me down on the ground to toddle after going through the racks when the next cramp hit.
A sticky mass piled into the back of my diaper for a long moment. It was accompanied by the still new feeling of pee traveling through my new parts, and I felt the diaper swell as it soaked it all in. When I was done, I noticed Granny watching me with a smile, "Aww, did someone make a poopy?"
I felt tears go down my face and just nodded, "If you want to keep looking, Amanda, I can take Stacy and go change her?"
Amanda looked down at me, and I looked at her with my teary eyes. She decided then, "Go ahead, Mom, here's her diaper bag." She paused, "It's one less stinky diaper for me to change," she smiled at us both as I looked at her over Granny's shoulder as she patted my back and carried me past where I could see Amanda.
I tried not to shake in terror at being left alone with another Amazon!
Chapter 19: Granny's Little Girl
GRANNY CARRIED ME to the baby changing station in the bathroom at the front of the store as I nervously clung to her while also not feeling safe with her.
‘I hope she doesn’t do anything bad…’ a part of my brain began to think before I reminded myself that she had been tame compared to Chloe the whole time since I’d met her. Part of me really wondered why she was acting so nice, given the horrific acts that I had heard happened with Amanda’s ‘sister’ Hannah. I really just hoped that I would be getting this uncomfortable mess sticking on my behind cleaned up.
“It’s okay, baby,” she cooed at me as she opened the door to the bathroom.
“No!!!!! You can’t do this to me, you bitch!!!!!!”
I jolted and saw a man, well Little, being stripped of what looked like a set of wet khaki pants. Granny froze just inside the doorway, and I felt my eyes widen as I watched the man be smacked on his butt more times than the machine had hit me earlier. Eventually, the smacks stopped when you could no longer understand any of the cries from the man. I watched in disbelief as she began to set him down on the changing table. “You obviously aren’t ready to be an adult,” the lady said in a no-nonsense voice.
“But you cheated! I could have made it to the bathroom…” he whined through a raspy voice.
“But you didn’t, so you’re mine. We’ll get the adoption all done here in a bit. I’m glad you were here to help me shop for that baby gift, though, Dennis,” she said.
“My name’s not Dennis!”
“It is now unless you want it to be Denise,” the lady said.
I watched the poor man stripped naked, and a poor fitting diaper was taped on. She picked him up off of the changing table and looked at Granny and me, “Oh my! Isn’t she just the most precious baby?” She sniffed a moment, “Uh-oh, did you make a present in your diapee for your Mommy?”
I was glad she kept her hands off of me, and Granny’s tighter grip on me suggested she thought the same. “I’m her Granny,” she told her. “Are you done by chance?”
“Why certainly! She’s a real baby, right?”
Granny nodded as I was laid down on a changing pad, “Just has a ton of hair for some reason… Well, and she’s older than she looks. She’s eighteen months old.”
“So, she’s actually going to be a Little?” She paused as she washed her hands somehow while holding onto the broken man. “Does she have normal-sized parents?”
“Her Momma was like this too, she ended up hitting nearly eleven feet, so it’s hard to say what will happen with her. Her Daddy is even taller, so I would be surprised if she doesn’t grow like a weed before too long.”
“Well, we’ll let you get to changing that uncomfy diapee, huh?” She said as she looked at her new Little. “I know you’ll be making Mommy a stinky present like that soon, too, huh?” The lady squeezed the poor guy tight. “Let’s get you away from here since you don’t work here anymore. I bet we’ll find better clothing options for you at Le Bébé down the road.”
The poor guy whimpered some more, and I felt terrible for him. Looking at him compared to me, I could tell he was way taller than I was. He might have even been as tall as I used to be before I came, and the lady just manhandled him as easily as a toddler! Fortunately for me, the door closed, and Granny got to work by opening up my romper snaps and sliding the cloth back up to my armpits. “Arms back here, sweetie,” she told me and moved my arms up above my head.
The tapes were ripped off, and I grimaced as the smell wafted towards my nose. Granny used the messy diaper to wipe as much poop off my butt as she could. My legs continued to be suspended in the air for several moments while she then used baby wipes to clean every bit off of my bottom. As the wipe dug into my anus for a second, I squirmed, “Just be a good girl, sweetie, almost done.” A second later, she was done. Unfortunately, she had to do the same with the new lips down there, too, and I squirmed more because it still felt so weird to have them.
She placed a new diaper beneath my bottom and left it open a moment while she balled up the old diaper and put it in a trash can next to it. “I’m going to put some of this cream we bought at the store on that sore booty, sweetie. Hopefully, it will help you feel better sooner.”
I squirmed with the still unusual feeling of someone putting hands on my private parts, but as she spread the sticky lotion on my butt, I could feel it numb the area, and instead of the throbbing pain, it became a lot more tolerable. Then, the door opened again, and this time a pregnant lady and an Amazon girl who was probably elementary school-aged came in. “Look at the pretty baby Momma!” the girl said, pointing towards me.
“Yes, she’s a cutie, isn’t she! Just like you used to be!”
“I was never that small, was I?” The girl asked.
“When you were a newborn, you were a bit smaller, but you grew into the big girl you are now, huh?”
The girl giggled and nodded, “Yes, Momma, I’m not a baby anymore.”
“Well, you’re still my baby, even when your little brother gets here!” The mom looked at me for a moment beside the door and said, “Now go potty like a good girl!”
The lady lingered for a moment before going to her own stall. Thankfully my diaper was quickly taped shut, the romper snapped, and then Grandma washed her hands before coming to let me down. “Okay, Granny needs to use the potty; come here,” she told me and started to bring me into the stall.
“We can watch her for a moment if you’d like?” The lady offered.
“Thanks, but if I let her out of my sight, my daughter will beat me to death!”
The lady laughed, “I can imagine!”
I was carried with Granny into an open stall, and she stood me up on my legs next to the toilet once she closed the stall door. Because I was so short, I couldn’t even see the top of the toilet, but as she sat down, I turned and faced the door, hoping she would hurry. I didn’t want to know about the sounds made! It didn’t take long before I heard the toilet paper roll moving and heard her pull her clothes back on. She washed her hands, and she carried me back to where we had left Mommy.
“All clean?” Amanda asked when we got back.
“Yep! She’s such a good baby!”
“Yes, she is!” She said and held her arms out for Granny to give me back. She hugged me and said, “You want to sit in your stroller while we shop?”
I just nodded as I didn’t want to walk, and I think she was tired of carrying me. I was strapped into the carrier seat, and she asked, “Do you want your baba?”
I nodded, and she handed me another bottle of apple juice that I let her exchange my pacifier for and began nursing it slowly. “What did you find so far?” I heard Granny ask her as she pushed down a canopy over my face.
“Well, these dresses are too cute to leave here!” She said, and I could just make out a few dresses before she gave them to Granny to look at.
“She’ll look adorable in these!” Then, she paused, “I love the diaper cover on this one!”
“Isn’t it adorable?”
“Yes, it is,” she said while I got a view of a diaper cover with several rows of frills going down it, along with a massive blow on the middle of the butt.
Since the infant carrier locked into the stroller and faced Mommy the whole time, I could only see what she occasionally brought into my view. I couldn’t even try and see straight up thanks to a canopy that was folded down, so I quickly became bored and sighed quietly. ‘It beats being spanked by a machine!’ I told myself and grimaced as I thought about my still sore butt. ‘I feel so horrible for Chloe’s ‘babies.’
I had no illusions that she was any better with them… and the thought of her being free to do whatever she wanted to me or anyone else was terrifying. She wasn’t alone, though, either; half of the Amazons we had encountered seemed just to have a desire to abuse their Littles in some sort of sick game. If I had guessed wrong with Amanda and Fred, things might have quickly gone from awkward to horrifying without any chances to get away.
‘I hope I can go to college still… if I can’t, this was a total waste of a life.’
“I like this one,” I heard a while later as I noticed we were now in a furniture-type aisle, and I saw a baby’s swing in my vision. I squirmed and found myself whimpering as I looked at something that didn’t look too far from what I’d been in earlier. I pulled the bottle out of my mouth and looked at the device, terrified it would repeat my earlier abuse.
“Oh, it’s okay, Stacy, this isn’t one of those same types,” Amanda soothed and took the empty bottle and put a pacifier in my mouth. I felt tears going down my face and shook involuntarily. “Momma, I think we’ll skip one of those for now. I think Stacy won’t go near one of those ever now.”
Granny looked down on me and sighed before saying, “Yeah, I can see why she’d be terrified of them. Maybe in a couple months?”
“Maybe…” Amanda said and gently wiped my face with a Kleenex while saying, “It’s okay, baby.”
“So, is that it?” Granny asked.
“I think so, let’s go check out, and we’ll go grab a bite to eat.”
“Sounds good,” Granny replied.
I sat there like a good baby as we went through the checkouts. “Your baby is adorable!” a lady in line said while peering her giant head into my carrier.
“Thank you,” Amanda said.
“How old is she?”
“Three months,” she told her.
“How does she have so much hair already?”
“I don’t have a clue, honestly. The doctors figured her baby hair would have fallen out – she had a full head of it when she was born! So far, though, it’s just kept growing. It’s so soft I hope it doesn’t!” Amanda winked at me.
“With that much hair, you could almost believe she was a really tiny Little, but her cheeks and not having breasts… Well, it’s obvious she’s a real baby. It would be nice to get our Little to look like that. You get to have so much fun with the clothes that she fits into at that age!”
“We do,” Amanda said as the cashier began checking out their purchases.
“Amanda, I insist you let me buy this stuff… especially after what happened earlier!”
“You don’t…”
“Please?”
“Okay, Momma, we’ll step off to the side then,” she said as she pushed my stroller forward, and I could just make out a stack of clothing, baby gear, and the walker on the belt.
“How’s that diapee doing?” Amanda asked me as she stuck her hand inside the romper. “Ooh, wet again, already?” She asked me.
“Mom, we’re going to go change her diaper; we’ll meet you right back out here?”
“Why don’t you give me your car keys, and I’ll pull the car up?”
Amanda reached into the diaper bag and grabbed her keys. She passed them to her mom before pushing the stroller to the bathroom. My diaper was changed quickly in there with no one else coming in. Just as we were leaving, I heard a page, “James, please page the front office immediately,” and just as the line clipped, “where is he?” bled through.
‘I guess his name was James,’ I thought to myself. ‘I can’t imagine being kidnapped from work!’
Outside, the car was waiting, and Amanda had my seat latched into the base in record time. “Where to for lunch?” She asked her mom as she sat down. It was only then, as I really looked up at the seat in front of me, that I realized I could sort of see them now through a mirror that was placed on the headrest. I appreciated that inroad into the isolation of the back seat!
“Well, how about the soup and salad place down the road?”
“That will work,” she agreed quickly.
I sat in the seat and had the opportunity to see more through the little mirror. Of course, the view wasn’t perfect, but I could now see a little bit of the road ahead of us through the gap. I could also see Granny digging through her purse for something. “I meant to give this to you earlier, Amanda,” she told her as she handed something over while we were at a stoplight.
“Cool,” she said with a cheerful voice, “tell Cassie thanks for me… Is the plan still for everyone to go to your house for lunch Sunday?”
“Yes, and we’ll make sure Chloe doesn’t get ahold of Stacy.”
“Why…?” Amanda asked softly.
“I wish I knew where your father and I went wrong,” Granny told her. “At least with Cassie, she’s not as cruel about it with Neville as Chloe is.”
“Mom, how has Chloe not been accused of abuse?”
“You and I both know there’s not much that can be done for Littles…”
The car started up again, and I lost the rest of the conversation as the engine noise, and lower voices hid it from my ears. Finally, I watched through the mirror as she pulled into a parking lot and then came around to unbuckle me. “Come on, sweetie, let’s get some lunch!”
“Do I have to eat salad?” I asked nervously.
“You don’t like salad?” She asked.
I shook my head, “Soup?”
“I guess, but you’re going to need to learn to eat some things you don’t like if you don’t want to just end up eating out of a jar the whole time.”
My eyes opened in fear, but I nodded. The pacifier hung from my romper as we walked to a counter, paid, and they got two plates of salad, two regular-sized bowls of soup, and then a smaller bowl of soup for me. Granny grabbed a highchair for me, and I was set into it gently, buckled, and just waited patiently. I was pretty sure feeding myself soup wasn’t going to be allowed!
“I think this has cooled enough, baby,” she told me after she and her mom had been eating for a while. “Let’s get your bib on you first!”
A cute bib that said “Mommy’s Princess” was fastened around my neck, and she carefully fed me a spoonful of the vegetable soup. It wasn’t too bad, so I ate it as quickly as she would spoon it into my mouth. After a while, she had a forkful of lettuce she brought to my mouth, “Open up, baby,” she told me.
I looked at her and shook my head, “I won’t ask you again, baby,” she said, “Just one bite is all I’ll make you take.”
I groaned but opened up and chewed up the tasteless leaves I couldn’t stand!
“It’s not that bad!” Amanda admonished me.
“Is too…” I whined.
“Okay, here, you can have some more soup…” she told me and spooned another spoonful. We continued that until the soup was gone, but I was still hungry. I watched her eat some more forks of salad and couldn’t even think to ask for that.
“Someone still looks hungry,” Granny said.
“Yes, but she doesn’t want a salad?”
I shook my head.
“Okay then, come here. We’ll get a little more in your belly,” Amanda told me. I only had to wonder for a moment what she was planning exactly before I was in her arms while she struggled with her top and bra to present me with her breast. “Go on, sweetie,” she told me gently and kissed the top of my head.
I sighed but began nursing and listened as the conversation around me most definitely wasn’t including me in it. “You look so natural there nursing,” Granny told her.
“It feels that way too…”
“I wish this wasn’t the only way you could have a baby,” Granny told her.
‘Huh?’ I asked myself.
“Well… it’s not like you asked for the gene to be in your and dad’s family.”
“I know, but I hate that both you and Chloe ended up with it. At least Cassie was able to have two before she couldn’t.”
I felt her move slightly and would have come away from her breast if she hadn’t held me there. “I know… who knows why we had that… at least I get to have my cute Stacy here – she’s better than I could have ever dreamed of.”
They spoke for a few more minutes before the breast was empty; I was burped and switched to the other side. By the time Amanda burped me again, her milk was sloshing around in my belly with the soup, and I was feeling quite tired. A pacifier was pushed into my mouth, and I drifted off in the car carrier en route to wherever they were going next.
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Chapters 20 and 21
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 20: C.A.R.E.
WHEN I WOKE up, I was being suspended in the air by fabric in the new sling they had bought. I moved a bit, and Amanda cooed, “Hold on, sweetie, and I’ll adjust you to where you can see where we’re going.”
I had been in a typical infants’ cradle position, and she moved me to an upright position like I remembered on the packaging. She looked down at me and gave me a kiss on the forehead, “You are so adorable!” I could see a little over her shoulder and then a bit to my right, but my primary view was her. The fabric held me firmly below my diaper, and I felt safe as she began walking again through what I decided was another mall.
“Where are we?” I asked as I let the pacifier fall from my mouth.
“Westgate Mall,” she told me, “I’m glad you’re awake as your Granny and I want to buy a few things for you here that we want you to pick out!”
“Okay…” I said nervously.
I expected to be walked into another baby store, a toy store, or even the next clothing store. I didn’t expect to walk into a bookstore like Barnes and Noble back home. Especially given how advanced technology was here, I was shocked that they had places like this still! “Let’s look over here first, Momma,” she said.
I watched as we approached a massive set of bookshelves and mentally slapped myself as I realized just how tiny I was now! The area was a test prep section of the store, and the books were nearly two-thirds my size. “Those books seem really big!” I found myself saying aloud.
“Yes, they are. I think we’ll be putting your books on a tablet for school. I don’t think there’s any way you’ll be able to carry a backpack full of them,” she told me. “I want to get a book or two for you to study before your placement exam next week.”
“I have a test next week already?”
“You’re a Little Stacy… the university will need to make sure you still belong in school. If you don’t do well enough on the test, they may suggest you go back to high school… or even back to preschool.”
My eyes opened wide, “But you promised!”
“We did, and because we promised you, I want to help you make sure you get through this test.”
I leaned into her and said, “Thanks,” I leaned into her, “sorry…”
“After the day you’ve had?” She asked, “I can’t say that I blame you. Momma told me what you saw in there when you went in with her to get your diaper changed.”
I nodded, “So what’s the test I’m taking?”
“College Aptitude Readiness Exam,” she told me, “CAREs are considered to be the best way for a university to examine Littles.”
“Is it even a fair test?” I asked her.
“Good question… Obviously, some Littles must pass, so all we can do is try, huh?” She asked as she hugged me before grabbing a book on a shelf high enough that I didn’t believe any Little would have a chance to grab it! She opened it in front of me, and I flipped through some of the giant pages with her. It had some textbook-type work in the front and several practice tests that seemed the most useful. It also came with a subscription to a website with a few realistic practice tests. We grabbed another too before walking through more of the store.
“How about some fiction books?” I asked her.
She looked at me and shrugged. I grabbed one that looked like Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings, but different in this dimension with Gandalf being an elf? I also picked out several others, including one that supposedly told the tale of a Little who won their freedom. The last looked like it had sat on the shelf forever with the dust on it. A few other books on computers and some on history joined it before I eventually was carried to the children’s section. Several preschool-and-elementary math workbooks were added to the collection. Granny also added a couple of bedtime story-worthy picture books.
“Why?”
“Don’t you want Mommy to tell you a bedtime story at night?” Granny asked.
I blushed and shrugged, “Okay,” was my response.
The bag from that store was heavy enough they decided to take it back to the car before walking some more through the mall. After a while, though, it was clear to me that Granny was getting tired, and Amanda seemed to be ready to call it quits too. So the car, when we returned to it, was stuffed to the brim of new clothes, toys, baby stuff, and now books that hopefully would appeal to me!
We drove for a while until we must have reached Granny’s house. From what I could see, it seemed to be a little smaller than our house but looked well-kept and had a pretty yard with rose bushes in the front. “So, you’ll be here for lunch Sunday?” She confirmed.
“Yes, we’ll be here… hopefully, Chloe will behave.”
“If she doesn’t, I’ll send her home. She was way out of line today!”
Amanda hugged her mom and said, “Thank you, Momma, I love you!”
“I love you too, sweetheart,” she said as she opened the door.
Then, my door was opened, and Granny looked down at me, “You be a good girl and study! But, if you can’t get into college, I’m sure the daycare would be more than happy to help take you!” She smiled at me. Earlier today, I thought she would prefer that decision, but she seemed to be a different person entirely from what I expected. She kissed my forehead, and I felt a finger check my diaper. “Amanda, make sure you change her when you get home. She’s probably close to leaking.”
“Yes, ma’am,” she told her, and soon we were driving back down the roads and highways.
“Thank you for being such a good girl today Stacy,” she told me, “If I was you, I probably would have gone on a rampage after all that you’ve been through and be demanding to go back home!”
I grimaced and said, “Well, I’m not going to lie - if you weren’t who you are, I think I would be regretting this decision already. Well, if I was still capable of regretting it...”
“Most of the time, those people like Chloe leave just enough adult in you so that you can fight back and make them feel like you deserve to be treated like that.”
I just nodded, “I felt so bad for that guy earlier; you could tell someone in the store was looking for him as we left.”
“Well, when you visited before, there were at least some rules in place. If a Little was smart enough to wear a diaper, they were pretty much safe – you as a Little had to give permission to be taken home with them… Of course, ‘permission’ is just a word, in all honesty, but it seemed to help a little bit. Now that law has been all but gutted… Any unclaimed Little not in or out of a diaper just has to be seen doing anything immature can be declared to have a case of maturosis, and they can be claimed.”
“So, what about me going to school?”
“You’re not unclaimed… and I made sure we’ve filed all of the paperwork along with linking it with your application, so the school has to acknowledge our parental authority to enroll you.”
We were pulling up to our house now. I could see through the mirror, and she opened the garage door. “The one thing they can pull is if you do really badly on your placement CAREs, but the score has to be pretty low... So I made sure you are allowed to use your diaper there, but we’ll be making sure you have nothing to drink or eat a few hours before you go to keep anyone from playing other games with you if we can help it.”
I nodded. Amanda came around the side to my carrier after the garage door closed and picked me up, “Uh-oh,” she said. “You leaked! I guess we should have changed you at Granny’s, huh?” She asked me. Sure enough, I looked down at the car seat, and there was a massive darker spot in the fabric where my romper was also soaked through.
“How did I not notice?” I asked her.
“You know what my milk does to you, and you’ve had several sessions today,” she reminded me.
I sighed, “It would be a whole lot easier to hate if it tasted bad.”
“So, it tastes good?” She asked with a bemused smile as she carried me upstairs.
I grimaced but nodded, “It’s almost like a vanilla milkshake.”
“Well, I’m glad you like it, as I keep getting full every time I turn around. Your diaper is not the only thing leaking!”
I looked down at her chest just as she sat me down on the changing table and noted the growing spot over her right breast. “So, let’s change one leaky diaper, and then maybe you can help me out?”
I sighed and said, “I guess I can’t say no when I already admitted it tastes good?”
She smiled at me and tickled me a little before laying me back on the changing table. My diaper was opened, I was wiped clean, and a new diaper was put on me in record time for her. Then, she sat down in the glider without putting anything else on me. I watched as she pulled her shirt over her head, leaving just her bra on before she pulled it off, too, leaving her completely topless. Finally, she pulled me into her breast, and I had to admit there was something nice about having my bare skin completely touching her warm skin as I nursed.
She seemed to feel the same way as I could feel a lot of tension in her relaxed as I nursed. Finally, when I finished, she burped me and then brought me back into her arms and said, “Okay, I know you may be getting a bit sleepy, but do you want to come back downstairs with me and sit in your playpen?
“Do I have to?”
“I thought you could look at one of those test-prep books?”
I thought for a second and nodded, “Okay, but can I have a new outfit and diaper first?”
“You think just because you wet that brand-new diaper already, it’s time for a change?”
I nodded.
“Well, if the Princess insists…” she tickled my unprotected belly, and I giggled.
The diaper was pretty well soaked for such a short time, I thought, but given how much I’d had to drink in the past couple of hours, I wasn’t surprised. ‘As soon as I begin nursing, it’s like my body has to expel urine… I just hope whatever is in Amanda’s milk won’t cause cancer or something!’
I groaned a bit when I realized she was dressing me in the thicker princess diapers! Given I’d made her change my diaper twice in an hour, though, I was sure that was my own fault! I was quickly redressed in a cute dress with an embroidered flower with a bee on it. She carried me down to her room and sat me on the bed while she changed her bra and shirt. Amanda wiped off her breasts first of a substance I was sure had to be my slobber… ‘Eew,’ I thought to myself.
As soon as she had thrown on fresh clothes, she picked me back up and carried me downstairs to leave me in the playpen. I tried to stand up and found myself back on my butt a moment later from the diaper, bowing my legs too much with the soft floor of the playpen. Finally, I just sighed and sat back up to watch Amanda come in and out of the garage. She brought me one of the test prep books and laid it on the playpen floor for me.
“Do you have a highlighter and a pencil?” I asked.
“I’ll be back with some,” she told me. Several minutes later, she was back with both, and I couldn’t help but once again have a moment of size shock. The pencils in our dimension would be about six inches long on average; they were easily a foot or more in length in this new world! Add to the fact that I was now tiny by either world’s standards, and the pencil was nearly as long as my stubby legs!
Amanda watched me for a moment and asked, “Can you use that one?”
“I don’t know… we’ll just have to try!” I told her.
I sat down with the book and opened the first page with a lot of effort. It wasn’t that the page was heavy; it was more that it was nearly two-thirds my new length. It reminded me of the time I’d gotten a chance to look at some architectural diagrams and how tricky it was to open them! I quickly read through the first chapter that served as an introduction to the test.
The College Aptitude Readiness Exam (CARE) will measure a student’s readiness for university coursework in Reading Comprehension, Writing, Math, Sciences, and Basic Reasoning. The test allows for up to six hours for testing, with no breaks allowed for test security.
‘What?!?’ I thought to myself. ‘Six hours with no breaks?’
Should any test taker need to leave due to illness or a potty accident, the test will be considered complete and grade what the tester has completed at that time.
‘So, they’re just trying to make excuses to make Littles into babies….’ I thought to myself. As I read through more of the introduction, I couldn’t help but feel dismayed at the cards stacked against anyone who wanted to go to college and had to take this test! I was flipping through a FAQ section and found a somewhat helpful section.
Q: Are disposable diapers or pull-up garments allowed in the testing room?
A: Yes, diapers and pull-ups are allowed in the room, providing the Little checks the box on the sign-in sheet disclosing they are wearing them.
Q: May a soiled diaper or pull-up be changed during the exam?
A: Unfortunately, a soiled garment may not be changed due to test security. Wet diapers or pull-ups may continue to be worn, and the tester may continue taking the test until they deem themselves finished or unable to continue testing. Should a tester defecate, they will have their test marked completed. Someone will help them out of the testing center to get an appropriate change; they will not be allowed to remain in the testing room for sanitary reasons and avoid distracting other testers.
I shuddered as I realized I would have to be very careful to not have anything of a need to poop that day. ‘If I have an accident during this test, it’ll all be for naught!!!’ I felt my stomach churn at the thought of failing at my goal so soon after getting to the dimension!
Chapter 21: Settling
‘IT’S NOT ANY different than every day will be, though,’ I thought to myself.
Amanda surprised me then by picking me up suddenly, “I’m sorry, baby, I didn’t mean to scare you,” she told me as she realized what she had done.
Inadvertently I knew I had peed a little in the diaper and sighed, “What?”
“It’s time to eat din-din,” she told me.
“But it’s only…” I said before looking at a clock and realizing I must have been looking through that book for a couple of hours. I smelled some chicken dish coming from the kitchen where she carried me.
“You certainly get focused on your work, don’t you?” She asked me as I noticed Fred wasn’t home.
I nodded, “I always have… it’s part of why I like computers, I think. I have the patience to sit through and code until it works… Where’s… Fr… err… Daddy?” I asked.
“He called a few minutes ago and said he got pulled into an emergency surgery on a pregnant woman in a collision.” She looked at me and shrugged, “I married a doctor, so I expect this to happen every now and then. But, because of the way the hospital schedules on-call duties, he actually doesn’t have it very much anymore, but if he’s there when it comes in at the end of the day, he sticks around until the patient is taken care of.”
I nodded, “Sounds like he’s probably a pretty good doctor then.”
She sat me down in the highchair and latched the harness. “Most people think he is! Now, just because Daddy isn’t here doesn’t mean we don’t eat! So, let’s get some chicken in that belly of yours!” The tray was placed in front of me, and then a bib was tied around my neck.
I watched as she put some sliced chicken breast pieces on a cute plate with this dimension’s equivalent of Disney Princesses. Then, she began cutting them into tiny square chunks – mutilating the meat. I knew better than to argue about it; she could always throw it in the food processor if she wanted! A pile of mashed potatoes ended up on the plate too, and then she put the plate down on the tray in front of me and handed me an almost me-sized plastic spork.
“I’m feeding myself?” I asked.
“Well, you don’t have to if you don’t want to,” she smiled at me, “but given how good you’ve been as a baby today, I think a little bit of independence is okay?”
I smiled, “Thanks,” and began using the spork first on the mashed potatoes. They were delicious with just the right amount of pepper and salt, along with garlic and… probably some cheese. The meat I was able to get stabbed on the tines of the spork and was amazed by how juicy and tasty it was. I made a satisfied sound and said, “You are a really good cook!”
“Thank you, sweetheart,” she told me as she was eating her own plate of food. “Did you learn anything while you were studying?”
“That these CARE tests really seem to just be a way to place more Littles into nurseries than universities?”
She grimaced but nodded, “I’ve heard some things, but I really don’t know anything that specific about it.”
“Did you know it’s a six-hour test with no breaks?”
Her eyes opened, “bathroom breaks are allowed, right?”
I shook my head, “No, and I get the feeling a wet diaper is the best thing you can hope to have. If you otherwise wet your pants without protection or poop… well, I wouldn’t be surprised if you were immediately taken to another school?”
She nodded at that, “I had heard many Littles end up not going to school – or at least college - after them… I didn’t know specifically why, though.”
“So, between now and next week, we’re going to have to figure out a way to keep me from pooping for six hours.”
“Well, I think I have an idea… you won’t like it, but I don’t think you’ll have much of a choice if you want to make it through. It’s not exactly a dinner conversation topic, though.”
I grimaced, “I’m pretty sure I know what you’re going to suggest… no, it’s not.”
“So, did you get through any of the subject stuff yet?”
“I scanned through the reading section. That part seems pretty simple, maybe even easier than our tests back in my dimension.” For the next half-hour, we both ate and talked like I might have with my mom or dad now. The fact that I was sitting in a highchair, a wet diaper, a bib on my neck, and looking like a tiny baby; didn’t enter into things for one of the first times since I had arrived.
After we were both done, she came over to me and used the bib to wipe off a spot of mashed potatoes on my lip. She then used a baby wipe on my hands and face before setting me down on the ground.
“Okay, sweetie, you just told me that you’re basically going to have to stay in a diaper for over six hours this week… I kind of want you to get used to that. Can you hold off on a change until your bath in an hour?”
I thought about it for a moment and nodded, “Can I keep studying for now?”
“That should be fine…” she hesitated before asking, “How about trying your walker to study in?”
I looked in the living room corner and just noticed the pink walker sitting on the hardwood floor. She must have assembled it earlier while I was engrossed in the book. “Can you pull the toys off so I can set the book down?”
“Sure!” She said with a smile.
I walked over to the walker, and she lifted me up into the cushioned seat. My feet just barely touched the ground enough for me to propel it, “Is this the highest setting?” I asked, wondering if it could be lowered and trying a few steps.
“No, sweetie, it’s the lowest,” she told me, “given that’s an actual baby one, I don’t think we’ll find one any shorter!”
I groaned, “Well, at least I can reach… barely!” I told her.
She reached into the playpen and grabbed the book and supplies I’d been using earlier, and handed it to me. It was kind of an awkward system, but I was able to get the book propped between my belly and the front of the walker, and the pencil and highlighter sat just in reach on the side. Amanda also delivered a baby bottle of juice to me in the little cup holder spot.
“So, comfy?” She asked.
I thought for a moment and nodded, “I remember as a baby loving my walker, actually.”
She smiled, “and it’s not mechanical!”
I shuddered and nodded. “Please keep it that way!”
She laughed and leaned down to kiss my head before she began moving about the house. I could just tell she had moved another load of laundry from the washer to the dryer from the sounds I was hearing. In the meantime, I just began getting back into my studying. I scanned through the reading section, not really worried about that one too much. From what I could see, it really was as easy as I had told Amanda.
The real test was on a computer, which boosted my confidence considerably! I worried a bit about typing fast enough on the keyboard and decided it might be a good idea to practice typing on her keyboard some more. Depending on what shortcuts were available on their keyboard, it might be more or less complicated… The mouse could be tough to deal with, too, if it wasn’t gesture-based like Amanda’s. I was under no illusions that they would be providing keyboards and computers appropriate to my size. I honestly expected the only accommodation for our size was to be a booster seat to reach the desk…
I looked carefully through some of the writing prompts and looked at the grading guidelines. Nothing seemed unusual about any of it to me, and if anything, I felt like I would be in okay shape for knowing those. “Hello, Princess!” I heard from next to me as I was startled by Fred’s arrival. “You look adorable!” He said as he reached in and picked me up from the walker.
“Hi, Daddy,” I told him.
“What are you working on so intently?”
“A practice guide for the CARE test.”
“Oh… I forgot you are taking that next week. How do you feel about it?”
“It’s not too bad… I’m just worried about any tricks they may pull while I’m doing it.”
“We’ll do what we can to help you there,” he told me. “Why don’t we go find Mommy, and she can tell me where dinner is?”
He carried me away from my study material, but given I looked at the clock and realized two hours had passed, I decided that would have happened soon anyway. We found Amanda in my nursery hanging up a pile of new clothes in the closet. “Did you leave anything in the store?” He asked before going up to her and kissing her.
“Eeww,” I said for payback of having to be right in the middle of an intimate moment like that.
“What?” Amanda teased, “Jealous?”
I leaned into Fred, “He’s mine already,” I told her while sticking my tongue out.
“I was hoping she wouldn’t be a daddy’s girl!” she said with a pout of her own.
“Good luck with that!” He laughed. I wriggled a bit, and he set me down on my feet while they talked for a moment. The diaper I was wearing had swollen so much from the padding expanding I had trouble standing. It was a true balancing act to stay upright! I turned carefully and saw my computer and desk were back where they belonged along with my backpack. I was happy to know that they hadn’t just disappeared, but it reminded me.
“Umm… Mommy?” I asked.
“Uh-oh, she’s pulling the I want something card for the first time…” Fred teased me.
“Yep,” she smiled down at me, “what does the Princess want?”
“While I was studying down there, I was figuring out the test… It sounds like the test is all on the computer – which is great… but your computers are so much larger than mine. Would you be willing to let me get on yours for a while tonight or tomorrow to take the practice tests?”
She looked at me and nodded, “Not tonight, you need to take your bath and go to bed, but tomorrow we’ll do that first thing.”
“Thanks!” I said and walked up to her leg and hugged it.
She promptly picked me up and felt my diaper, “Wow, someone soaked her diaper!”
“You told me to…” I told her.
“She’s got you there!” Fred said. “I’m going to go heat up those leftovers. Why don’t you give her the bath she needs, and then we can all cuddle on the couch again?”
“Sure,” she said. I was picked up, and she walked to the bathroom with me. She sat me on the ground and began running the taps before turning her attention to removing my dress and then the soaked diaper.
“Uh-oh, I need to remember to put some cream on you when you get out of the bath,” she told me.
“How about no diaper for a while?”
“No nakie baby time right now,” she told me with a smile, “but I’ll remember you’re willing.”
“No, I didn’t…”
“I know you didn’t, but I do. So tomorrow we’ll go out and play in the pool in the backyard. We’ll see if you can swim like you said you can then too.”
I nodded. Amanda seemed satisfied with the water a few minutes later and picked me up to place me in the tub. After sitting me down, she played with me and the bubbles for several minutes. During that time, I got to see what bath toys Granny had brought over that morning. We played with some tub crayons on the side of the tub before she began scrubbing me down completely and washing my hair.
“And look, I have a clean Princess!” She told me with a smile as she picked me up out of the tub as it drained.
I smiled at her as she wrapped me in a towel before using the blow dryer on my hair while setting me on the bathroom countertop. The superjet engine was loud, and I had to plug my ears as she worked to dry it all and brush it. “Is that too loud for you?” She asked sympathetically when she was done.
“I’ve never been a fan of really loud sounds,” I told her honestly.
“I’ll see if we can find a quieter one then,” she told me, “but we do have to dry your hair.”
I nodded, “I know.” She left it just brushed back and offered me a toothbrush with toothpaste on it a moment later. Not wanting to lose my teeth of their own accord, I brushed them carefully, rinsed my mouth out with a cup she offered me, and then smiled at her, “thanks.”
“You’re welcome,” she told me before gathering me back in the towel and carrying me to the nursery. Just as she began to set me down on the changing table, I noticed I was leaking from my bladder a little. I knew I had done so in the tub too, but hoped the towel would hide it.
“Uh-oh, seems we have a reason to be in diapers?” She asked me.
I sighed, “How can I lose a skill I’ve had for over a decade in just a couple days?!?”
She shrugged, “I don’t know the specifics on how, but I know it’s normal. Add in the fact that you have had all of your parts rearranged… On the rare occasion a Little is set free, potty training is more usually difficult for them than a normal toddler.”
I groaned but just nodded, “I can see that.”
She used a wipe to clean up my little wet area before placing my behind on an open diaper. “I need to make sure I put some rash cream on these little spots, or you’ll be miserable tomorrow.”
Anytime someone was changing me, it was like the ultimate invasion of privacy. You just didn’t get touched down there ever once you were potty trained, except for during sex… and I hadn’t had that! So, it was completely awkward and embarrassing! “I’m also going to put another coating of this other stuff your Granny found to help with the redness from that stupid device from earlier.”
I felt some soothing relief right away as she put the new stuff on and hadn’t even realized my butt was still sore from that! ‘I guess my body tuned it out,’ I told myself. Eventually, her hands rubbed some other baby lotion all over my body from my neck down, and then she wiped her hands before taping the diaper up nice and snug.
An adorable pink nightgown was pulled out of a drawer that featured yet another butterfly design on it. The bottom was weird because it had some elastic encircling the open skirt, “What’s that for?” I asked her as she brought it closer and unstrapped me from the table.
“It keeps it from riding up in the middle of the night – I wish they did it on adult ones actually,” she told me.
As she pulled my arms through the sleeves and I pushed my hands down, I realized something was weird there. The sleeves had built-in mittens that rendered my hands mostly useless. “What are those for?” I asked.
“I hadn’t even noticed them…” she said, clearly amused, “they’re so newborns don’t scratch out their eyes or something.”
I glared at her, “Can they come off?”
She looked for a moment but shook her head, “Nope, and that’s okay. You know a lot of Littles get put in those, so they don’t mess with their no-no areas.”
I sighed, “Do I have to wear this?”
“Just tonight?” She practically pleaded.
“One night!”
“Yay!” she said with a smile. “You know you have absolutely nothing to keep me to that?”
“Boy, do I know it…” I grumbled.
“Come on, let’s go talk to Daddy for a bit and watch some TV before I give you your nighttime nursie.”
I just stayed comfortably in her arms as she went downstairs. Fred seemed to have just settled down on the couch, “So what did my two girls do today? Did your mom and Chloe behave?” He asked Amanda.
I shook my head, “Granny did, but Chloe is a witch!”
“Stacy, the correct word is Bitch, with a capital B!” Amanda said, but added, “don’t use that one though; that’s a Mommy and Daddy word!”
I stuck my tongue out at her as he asked, “What happened?”
Amanda and I filled him in on everything from the morning until he had gotten home. I watched his face turn red, and his temper was obviously flaring when we told him about the torture device that had ended up being used on me. “I can’t believe anyone lets those things near humans!”
“I can’t believe on the one hand everyone can consider us to be babies, but on the other hand feel we should be tortured and humiliated every time we turn around.”
He nodded at that, “I agree completely with you, Stacy.”
We talked for a while and watched a movie on their equivalent of Netflix. Amanda looked at the clock and grabbed me while opening her shirt and bra towards the film’s end. I sighed but nursed without complaint. I would have been more annoyed if it was nasty tasting... The only thing I wasn’t a fan of was the near-instantaneous wetting of my diaper during those sessions. Tonight’s, unfortunately, was accompanied by some mess too. I was feeling nearly drunk and out of it as she cleaned me up, placed me into a new diaper, and then pulled the nightgown back down.
She settled me into the crook of her arm while she sat in the glider and began to tell me one of the bedtime stories Granny had picked out. I hated the fact I only heard half of it, given that it was unique to this dimension and I had never heard before!
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Chapters 22 and 23
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 22: Hurdles
I WOKE UP on my own in the middle of the night once again and sighed. I wasn’t swaddled, at least, but with the mittens attached to the nightgown and a thick diaper that seemed soaked, there wasn’t much I would be able to do anyway. I rolled over and looked at the wall. I smiled when I noticed Amanda had found a clock at some point yesterday and put it up for me! Then I groaned as I realized it wasn’t even 2am, and I had at least four to six hours left in this diaper before they would check me.
I debated what to do, but the door suddenly opened, and a sleepy Fred walked in. “Everything okay, Princess?” He asked quietly.
I shook my head, “I’m wet.”
“Let’s take care of that then,” he said as he reached into the crib and gently picked me up. I was laid out on the changing table, and he pushed up the banded nightgown to get it out of his way. “You weren’t kidding,” he said to me.
“Why are you up?” I asked him.
“I needed to go to the bathroom and thought I heard something outside, so I went downstairs to make sure the alarm was on.”
“Oh…” I said nervously, “Was there anything out there?”
“Just a raccoon knocking over the trash cans, I think. I’ll look in the morning.” He must have seen my nerves as he wiped me, “Don’t worry, Princess, we have a state-of-the-art security system with backups. Your mommy has even made her own tweaks to it - I guarantee no one can make it into this house without having the scare of their lives!”
I looked up curiously but shrugged and said, “Okay, Daddy.”
He finished up and pulled the nightgown back down. Just as he was unstrapping me, Amanda came in and sleepily asked, “What are you two doing up?” She asked.
“I came to check on her, and she was awake with a soaked diapee,” he said.
“You mean Daddy actually changed a diaper?” She asked us both incredulously.
“He did a good job, too,” I told her with a smile.
“Hmm… Let me see about that,” Amanda said as she picked me out of his arms and lay me into an infant’s carry. She pulled the band of the nightgown back up, looked, and said, “Maybe Daddy can be useful!” She smiled at him.
“Now, shall we all go back to sleep?” He asked.
“I’ll be there in a bit,” she told him. “Thirsty?” She asked me.
I squirmed a bit but had to admit I kind of was thirsty, so I nodded. Amanda sat down with me and nursed me to sleep again, and I had to admit nighttime rituals like this weren’t totally unpleasant as she gently brushed her hands through my hair.
THE NEXT MORNING, I found myself awake, rolled over from my back where I lay. The now wet diaper I wore beginning to seem cold. I looked at the clock and saw it was now seven in the morning and could hear sounds from around the house. “Mommy?” I asked tentatively.
I heard a sound from the kitchen downstairs, and footsteps came up the staircase. Amanda walked through the door shortly then, wearing a pretty blue floral dress. “Well, this is an occasion, an eighteen-year-old up before noon on her own?”
I laughed and held my arms up to her. She came to the crib and picked me up gently, checked my soaked diaper, and then continued to carry me on downstairs. “You’re not going to change me?” I asked.
“It’ll hold a bit more, and we both know that you will need to go more before breakfast is over with.”
I nodded a little sadly.
“Oh, come on! I know for a fact that your diaper doesn’t let any of the liquid stays on your skin. It’s not that bad, is it?”
I looked at her, “It’s kind of clammy still when it’s cold,” I told her.
“Well, we’ll just have to be quick eating breakfast, huh?”
Downstairs I was set in the high chair, and she brought over some pieces of apple to chew on while she busied herself around the microwave. I had just finished two of the impossibly huge slices when she sat down next to the chair with a bowl of some sort of mush.
“What is that?” I asked, looking at the white glop.
“Cereal,” she told me with a smile and spooned a mouthful to my mouth.
I made a face, “What kind of cereal?”
“Baby cereal,” she told me with a smile, “perfect for a Little that needs to practice eating what her Mommy gives her!”
I glared at her as she brought another spoonful to my mouth, “Why?” I managed just before it entered.
“Why not?”
I sighed, “It’s pretty bland.”
“I’ll give you the rest of your breakfast after this,” she told me, “but I also want to see if we can make it through a practice test of yours without having a poopy diaper.”
“This will help?” I asked.
“Can’t hurt…”
I sighed and opened my mouth, and cooperated as she fed me the bowl of bland food. “What exactly was that?” I asked her when she went to wash the bowl out.
“Rice cereal mixed with my milk,” she told me, “which is probably the most solid food you should be eating, according to my sister and most other Amazons.”
“I thought you disagreed with her?”
“I do, but we need to figure out something that will fill you up but not cause you to have too many problems out the other end.”
I nodded as she wiped my face quickly and then carried me to the couch. She opened her shirt up, and just before I had my face planted in her boob, I asked, “Won’t this make it harder for me not to?”
She shoved my head forward, and I sighed before nursing the sweet liquid. “It might, but I’m also thinking if we do this early enough, you’ll get all of the poopies out of your system.”
I nursed until she was empty in both breasts before she carried me upstairs and asked, “Do you need to go poopy?”
I shook my head, “Not yet?”
“Okay,” she said and placed me in the crib. “Call once you’ve gone…”
“Wait!” I shouted, but she kept going.
‘What is going on with her?’ I asked myself as I found myself on my hands and knees. The diaper was bloated from being soaked, so walking wasn’t really a good option right then. Instead, I crawled over to where Elena lay and cuddled her tight to me as I finally felt the abdominal cramping that was a portent of things to come. Sure enough, a few moments later, I felt the need and forced the mess into the diaper with my rear end sticking out. I pushed for several moments, and it seemed like it would never end.
It did eventually, and I found myself quietly sobbing at the gooey mess on my butt. “Mommy!” I cried out.
“Good girl, you made a stinky diapee for me, didn’t you!” She told me as she picked me up and carried me to the changing table. It took way too long for her to clean me up, I thought before she lay me on a new diaper.
“This is so gross…” I told her with a grimace.
“No, it’s not; it’s normal!” She told me with a smile and a tickle to the belly that I was afraid would release more pee. Thankfully for the clean diapers’ sake, it didn’t! “Baby, I looked at the website that came with that test and registered you for an account with a fake name and e-mail address… and I’m spoofing our IP address… I don’t trust them to not have tracking going on there. I also took a quick look with another fake account to see if I could see anything that would be signs of brainwashing.”
“What?” I said as she rubbed a thicker lotion on me.
“I wouldn’t put it past someone to think that putting some subliminal messages in test prep materials would make it easier to catch you off guard in the test.”
“How can I possibly win against things like that?” I asked her.
“You can’t - that’s why I checked!”
I sighed, “Okay, so what now.”
“Now you’ve just been put into your thickest diaper with some extra rash cream… and we see if you can make it through the six-hour practice test.”
I nodded and let her dress me in a simple pair of really stretchy jeans and a yellow baby-doll style top that reached nearly as far as my dresses had. She carried me to the mirror, and I looked at myself. The facial changes still kept me from looking like an adult or even a teenager, but at least with the more mature top and jeans, I actually sort of looked like I didn’t have to be in the nursery I was in. Also, the top seemed to disguise the diaper I wore.
“What do you think of your outfit?” She asked me.
“I like it,” I answered honestly. “Can I wear this again sometime?”
She laughed, “Of course, I want you to wear it the day of the real test too.”
“Oh,” I said.
She took my hair and brushed it back almost like it was when I arrived but added a glittery yellow thick headband around the front to tame my hair out of my face. “No bow?” I teased.
“Tomorrow,” she told me with a smile.
“Okay!” I actually genuinely liked that I looked pretty and less like an infant!
“You ready to try this?”
I nodded, “Your computer?” I asked.
She shook her head, “No, we’re going to use Daddy’s computer in his office here… it’s a bit more like what you’ll probably be stuck with.”
“Mouse?”
She nodded, “They’re cheaper, and some people like them better for some reason. The gesture pad I have is way more efficient… Even a trackpad or trackball is too!” She sighed, “Some dinos like your Daddy just can’t adapt, though,” she winked at me and held her hand out to me. I reached way up high to grab the end of her fingers, and she led me to his office down the hall. She had switched out his chair and sat an uncomfortable-looking booster seat on top of a folding chair.
I looked up at it, trying to figure out how I would get into it… “Will they help me sit down?” I asked.
She shrugged, “I don’t think they’d be able to help to feel a need to help you, but they may be instructed that if a Little can’t get in their seat to take the test, it’s not necessary.”
“So…?”
“So here,” she handed me a piece of plastic that looked like it would fit into a backpack my size – just barely. It folded out into a set of steps that let me just reach the chair. I pushed the chair as far forward towards the keyboard as possible before setting the steps next to it and climbing in awkwardly. It was a little scary, but I managed to do it without dying.
“Okay, what now?” I asked her.
“Well, go ahead and login there,” she told me and handed me a paper with my login information. The keyboard was cumbersome, and I was slowed down by the traditionally QWERTY setup, but I logged in successfully and was given a dialog box of instructions.
“Go ahead and start?” I asked her.
“Yes,” she told me.
I sighed and clicked the buttons to go through the first part of the test. As I had guessed, the reading really was straightforward, but I was impressed that the software seemed to gauge responses from one section to bring up a more challenging selection if you could handle what you had just done. By the end of that section, I was bleary-eyed and had much more thinking and inferring of the text than I expected.
The writing prompt was succinct and involved reflecting over a passage written by a historian on a war that I had never studied, but the passage gave enough details I was able to fake a pretty good response. I definitely found myself slowed by the keyboard not being small enough for my fingers to fly over, but I could still do more than a credible speed as I wrote the required essays.
When the math started, I could tell that the same intelligent software was in action. It began with basic elementary school math that quickly moved onto algebra, geometry, pre-calculus, and calculus. I finally encountered some advanced-level differential equations with which I started having issues, mainly because of the Base 60 math. I finished the section reasonably confident I was doing well, though.
Sciences were a repeat of that kind of test, and I had to give answers on basically every science class I’d ever had. Towards the end, I was just guessing as I didn’t have the slightest clue on some of the chemistry questions that I thought must be from upper-level courses. Physics resulted in the same thing too.
I was in the final section of Basic Reasoning when I noticed a problem – I really needed to go number two. I clenched the best I could and kept answering. Just before the five-hour mark, I could tell Amanda was standing behind me, and I knew I would be losing the battle. Sure enough, on question number forty, I felt my bowels empty themselves, and I quietly sobbed while I kept answering.
“Stacy, that means the test is done, sweetheart.”
“But Mommy, I’m almost done?”
“You read the rules; we need to get a realistic score here…”
I sighed, “Okay.” I clicked the done button, it asked for confirmation before going into a mode that processed the results.
“Let’s see what you got, and then we’ll go change that diapee,” She told me.
I realized as I sat there that the diaper had flooded badly, and spots were formed around my crotch where it had leaked. I could feel the area around my legs was soaked, and I groaned. “I’d be on my way to the nursery!”
“It’s not all bad news, Stacy; look at your scores.”
Scores are out of a possible 400 points per section:
Reading – 386
Writing – 340
Math – 382
Science – 350
Basic Reasoning – 72
I looked below it and felt my heart sink at the bottom text.
Recommended Academic Placement: Preschool
An info button was next to the recommendation, and I clicked it to read,
Test not completed, subject lacks reasoning and physical capability of an adult ready for university.
“It’s okay, baby,” Amanda said. “Come on,” she said and picked me up to walk down the hallway to the nursery.
Once she lay me down on the table, I saw the clock showing five-and-a-half hours had passed. ‘I just needed another half-hour!!!!’ I felt tears roll out of my eyes.
“It’s okay, Stacy, we’re going to get something figured out here.”
“It seems impossible, though!”
“Well, some people do it – so we know it is possible.” She paused and sighed, “We just need to take more drastic measures.”
I nodded as she wiped my filthy bum. She had pulled both the top and bottoms off; as I had leaked through to both. “Do I have another outfit like that?” I asked her.
“What if I want to put you in a dress?”
“Then I guess I get put in a dress,” I told her honestly.
“Hmm… You seem to understand that’s how this works… But I’ll compromise!” She finished putting a fresh Pamper on me before looking through the closet quickly. She pulled out a reasonably cute cap-sleeved top and a matching set of leggings that she dressed me in. The top and leggings were a light sky blue, almost that I had to admit were pretty. I was back to looking completely like a toddler, though, for the design.
I sighed, “So this is what my parents will see me in later?”
She laughed, “Of course not!”
I perked up and looked at her, “What am I wearing then?”
“Well, a dress, of course, silly! Your parents can’t meet their new daughter wearing anything else on a video call!”
I groaned, “I shouldn’t have asked.” Finally, my stomach grumbled, and I asked, “Lunch?”
“Come on, macaroni and cheese work?” She asked.
I nodded, “Sure.”
I was carried down, bibbed, and fed a lunch of what apparently is a standard across dimensions. The spirals were even covered with the same fake cheese stuff we had back home! Then, after I had eaten all I wanted to, she said, “I’m going to finish feeding you your lunch, and then I want you to take a nap for a little while before we go swimming out back.”
I smiled at that thought, “Swimming sounds like fun after this morning!”
She carried me back upstairs, and I nursed until she was empty. Then, I was laid down in the crib, and she told me, “Now be a good girl and nap for a while.”
“Okay, Mommy,” I told her sleepily and found myself looking sleepily at the butterflies turning overhead playing their gentle lullaby.
Chapter 23: Part Fish
I STIRRED AN hour or so later; I woke up and noticed I had a major diaper leak. My outfit, crib bedding, and everything seemed soaked. “Mommy?”
A few moments later, she came in dressed in a bikini and said, “Oh no, that diaper didn’t hold up, did it?”
I shook my head. ‘Between this morning, this, what else can go wrong today?’
“It’s okay, sweetie, let’s get you changed into your swimsuit, and then I’ll take your bedding downstairs.”
There was something utterly humiliating about having not only my diaper being wet, but everything else I was lying in too! It was like the ultimate sign of immaturity... “Definitely not going to be able to use a regular Pamper at nap time if you’re going to wet like that,” Amanda clucked.
When she was done stripping me and wiping me down, she pulled out a strange-looking diaper that I realized was some sort of swim diaper. It felt slightly different as it pulled on like regular underwear and had a much different cover. “Does this really work?” I asked her.
“It mainly keeps poopy out of the pool. In theory, it’s supposed to catch your pee too if you’re not in the pool, but in the end, it doesn’t matter, does it? If you wore a regular diaper, it would swell up like a beach ball!”
She tickled my stomach and asked, “Feeling better?”
I shrugged, “I guess I’m just scared?”
“It’ll be okay, Stacy. Your Daddy and I talked while you were napping, and we can definitely keep any poopy from happening during your test.”
“Really?” I asked.
“Really,” she said with a smile.
“How?” I asked.
She sighed, “The same way he does when he needs to do surgery in that area.”
I groaned, “That’s going to suck, isn’t it?”
“Not going to be fun for you, that’s for certain. But hopefully, you’ll still be able to concentrate for the test.”
I nodded, “Okay.” I looked around, “Where’s my swimsuit?”
“Oh, silly me, you don’t want to go outside topless?”
“Good girls, don’t do that,” I told her very seriously.
“Big girls don’t, but you’re not a big girl, are you?” She asked as she tickled me briefly.
I looked up at her, wondering if she was serious before she pulled out a pink one-piece swimsuit that seemed to be the cliché little girl swimsuit to wear. It was edged with little ruffles along the legs and neck area. She had me stand up and helped me into what I knew should have been a tight-fitting suit, but it seemed a little large and too loose. I was not surprised that the diaper could be clearly seen peeking out from around the crotch area.
“Guess this one is too big, huh?” She said, surprised. She reached and flipped the fabric from the back and shook her head, “It says three months… I guess we’ll have to try on some next shopping trip. It’ll do for now, though!”
She sat me down on the ground and gathered the wet bedding and my wet clothes before saying, “Come on, let’s go swimming.”
I did the sit and scoot method of getting down the stairs the last time, so this time I tried the hop-down method. I would stand and jump down the distance. It was actually kind of scary jumping down something nearly waist-high, but I felt kind of daring and proud when I reached the bottom.
“Stay there for just a minute while I take these to the basement, Stacy,” she told me while opening a door I’d somehow missed the past few days. I peeked down and saw a staircase that led to an abyss until she turned the light on. Then it only looked mildly scary, and I could see the laundry room must be down there, along with mystery…
She came back up, and I asked, “What’s down there?”
Amanda laughed, “I guess I never showed you the basement, huh?” She picked me up and held me against her bikini-clad body. She opened the door back up, turned the light on, and showed me a simple laundry room and then a vast space filled with junk. “Nothing too special down here. Spare parts, old clothes, old furniture, some antiques we don’t know what to do with, stuff like that,” she said as she climbed back upstairs and closed the door.
She stopped and grabbed a can of spray sunscreen and some water wings before taking me outside with her. A ‘short’ six-foot-tall chain-link fence ran around the pool to keep babies and Littles like myself out. But, of course, Amanda could easily open said fence before she stood me on my feet on the concrete!
It was kind of hot, so I kept hopping from one foot to another, and she laughed as she led me to a couple of lounge chairs and lifted me onto one. “Let’s get some sunscreen on you, so my Stacy doesn’t become a crispy critter!”
I smiled at her and let her spray the sunscreen on me before she quickly braided my hair into a long braid. “Okay, baby girl, you said you can swim?”
I nodded, “I’m not the world’s fastest, but I’m decent!”
“Well then, let’s see you do it – I’ll leave the water wings off for now and get in there with you.”
I nodded and looked as she led me to a shallow area of the pool. Unfortunately, the shallow area of their pool was still marked ‘six-foot.’ At just a few inches over three feet tall, it didn’t matter which end she brought me in; I would drown if I couldn’t float! I jumped in, though, and trod water while she watched me for a moment. Then, after watching me easily tread water, she said, “Okay, let’s see you swim to that side!” She pointed all the way at the end that was marked 11’.
‘I hope I don’t fail at this too,’ I thought to myself and began swimming across the pool. Their pool wasn’t huge, but it might as well have been an Olympic-sized swimming pool at my smaller size! I made it to the other side feeling pretty good and decided to flip and swim back. Something about having control over myself in the water made me feel a whole lot better than I had for the past several days. When I reached the other side, I touched the wall, flipped, and continued to do about twenty laps before I was getting tired and swam to where Amanda stood. She could easily stand with her feet touching the bottom and was staring at me with a dumbfounded look.
“Are you part fish, and you didn’t tell me?” She asked me as she picked me up out of the water and tickled me.
I shook my head, “No, I’m all human!”
“I don’t believe you!” She kept tickling me and eventually sat down in the shallow end, holding me in her arms.
“Thank you for letting me swim,” I told her when I had my giggles under control.
“You’re very welcome! I take it you like swimming?”
“I used to… I haven’t had much time for it since I quit the swim team in eighth grade.”
“Swim team… so that explains how you swim so well?”
I nodded, “I liked the swimming, just not the other kids and the coaches.”
“Well, I guess we have proof now that you can swim. You still need your Daddy or me out here for you to swim, though!”
“What about Megan?” I asked.
“Well, she counts too,” she told me with a smile. “And so would Jennifer if she’s sitting for you. I know she’s a strong swimmer too.”
“What’s the chance you would let me do this in the mornings?”
“Well, it is going to get pretty cold here in a couple months,” she told me.
“Really? When I was here before and now, I would have thought this was kind of tropical for a climate?”
She laughed, “In a couple months, you’ll know why I’m laughing. So you must have visited in the summer or spring before?”
I nodded, “Yeah?”
“Well, we get winter here, and it can be brutally cold and snowy sometimes too.”
I sighed, “So much for that tropical paradise for a college.”
She smiled and hugged me, “Don’t worry, we’ll keep you nice and warm. Do you want to swim a few more laps before we clean up and get ready to go call your parents?”
“Please?” I asked.
“Go for it,” she said, putting me gently back in the water.
I could feel her eyes on me, but I continued to swim until my body was getting sore. Finally, after another thirty or so laps, I decided I was tired enough to go back to her. She wrapped me up in a big hug before pulling me out of the pool. “What time is it?” I asked.
“About three,” she told me.
“That’s it?”
“Yep!”
“It feels later than that,” I told her.
“Probably because you’re tired from swimming.”
I nodded.
“Thirsty?”
I nodded, “Kind of.”
“Come drink then,” she told me as she pulled her top down.
“I thought we were only doing this three times per day?” I asked her nervously.
“Don’t you like it?”
“I do… that’s what scares me, honestly. There should be something in my brain screaming and running away from it.”
She laughed and said, “You’re thirsty - I have leaky boobs; that’s pretty much how we got into this mess, huh?”
I laughed nervously, “Yeah, I guess it is.”
“I can tell you’re already sleepy from swimming, so what’s the worst that can happen? A wet diapee?”
“A messy one,” I told her, “and some sort of crazy Amazonian drug-induced hypnosis.”
“Too late if that’s the case, you know, that right?” She told me with a serious look.
I nodded, “I wonder how screwed I am given I can’t even make it six hours without pooping my pants.”
She hugged me and kissed my head before gently laying me at her breast to nurse. I was thirsty, it tasted good, and I just nursed past any common sense that lurked in my brain. When I had finished, she wrapped me in a towel and said, “Okay, let’s get you in another diaper and lay you back down for another quick nap before I get you ready for our visit to the Inter-Dimensional Port.
I nodded and let her carry me, undress me, change my diaper, and then set me down in the crib with nothing by my diaper and a soft blanket she swaddled me in. I glared at her about that for a moment but just decided the nap sounded good. ‘I thought we didn’t mess with my sleep schedule?’ I wondered to myself.
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Chapters 24 and 25
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 24: Hi Mom...
AMANDA WOKE ME about thirty minutes later and changed me into another diaper with a frilly diaper cover. I thought maybe she would have dressed me a bit more mature to reassure my parents that I was safe, but she seemed inclined to dress me entirely as the baby girl she thought I was. It was a pretty yellow dress with ruffles and embroidery detail that clearly indicated it was not a cheap dress either! More to the point, it fit me even better than anything else had yet in the bodice, with the fabric firmly gripping my flat chest. Unfortunately, the skirt was only just long enough to cover my diaper cover if I stood still and didn’t bend over. I squirmed on the table, wanting to look at myself in the mirror.
“Hold on, baby, I’ll let you see in a few moments,” she told me and pushed me back down to the changing table in a seated position. She found some cute ankle socks with frilly lace on them that were pulled up to my ankles before adding some black shoes that she said, “Here are your Mary Janes,” with a smile.
I looked down at the shoes and saw they had quite a bit of shine and weren’t exactly the most comfortable feeling shoes. I frowned, and Amanda saw it, “What’s wrong?”
“They’re not comfortable,” I told her.
“Of course not; they’re for looks, not comfort. There probably isn’t a Little or Amazon your size in our world that needs to walk and can fit into those.”
I sighed, “Please may I have a different pair?”
She looked at me and frowned, “Do they hurt?”
“They’re pinching; even if I don’t walk, I’ll probably have a blister in a few hours.”
“Stay there,” she told me. I watched as she dug around in the closet for a moment and came back with a pair of white sandals with a flower coming from the top in the same leather. She looked at me for a moment and removed the socks before putting the sandals on instead.
I flexed my foot and toes for a moment before nodding, “Thank you, those are much better.”
“You must have an odd-shaped foot,” she looked sad.
“Those other shoes are for Amazon infants?” I asked.
“So are those sandals,” she said.
“My feet are those of an adult; they’re probably shaped way differently with the weight I’ve put on it from years of walking on them. I know there are different positions for tendons as you grow out of infancy too.”
She nodded, “I guess we’ll have to see if we can get your future shoes in the Littles department… that may be really tough, though, with your tiny feet.”
I nodded and let her pick me up and take me to the glider, where she sat down with me in her lap and began playing with my hair. I was half sure she would do something like she had before with bunching it up and hiding the length, but instead, she left it mostly loose except two small braids that came from the front to the back and held my hair out of my face. She added a half-ponytail and a large bow that matched my dress.
“May I see?” I asked.
“Sure, sweetie,” she told me and, to my surprise, let me down to my own two feet and, with a light pat to my diaper, directed me to the mirror.
I was able to walk surprisingly easily in the much more comfortable sandals and thinner diaper, over to the mirror, and stared at my reflection. The girl in front of me looked to be not quite three with the dress and the hairstyle. My diaper was actually hidden from view by the dress’s skirt unless I moved side-to-side. The actual skirt of the dress was quite full and flared out as I wiggled. I gave an experimental twirl just for curiosity and watched my diaper cover come into full view as the skirt flew up. At least it didn’t look like I was abused for my parents’ sanity, I guess. But, of course, we all knew diapers were a given coming to this dimension, so it would have even been okay for them to see those. ‘Dad’s going to give me so much crap someday if I ever make it back home!’
“So, what do you think?” Amanda asked, standing above me.
I turned and looked up at her and shrugged, “Well, there’s no doubts about my status in your family…”
She picked me up and hugged me, “I’m sorry if it feels like I’m rubbing in everything.”
I sighed, “It’s fine, I agreed to it. How am I going to have a chance at college, though?”
“Trust me, we’ll get you taken care of. First, we need you to see what it’s like now to be a baby, and then we’ll start helping you to avoid maturity mistakes next week. We don’t want you being accused of having a case of maturosis!”
‘Maturity mistakes? Maturosis?’ I wondered to myself and recalled the conversation that had given me every bit of intel I’d been given.
‘No matter what, don’t let an Amazon call your maturity into question! The second it is you can guarantee they’ll scoop you up, diaper you, send you to an etiquette school, and you’ll get to drool for the rest of your life.’
I just nodded to her as I didn’t have an actual response. “What now?”
“Well, now we’re going to meet Daddy at the Port, and then we’ll get dinner somewhere.”
I nodded and held my arms up, and invited her to pick me up. I was soon comfortably being carried downstairs and sat down on the couch while she made sure the diaper bag was filled with what she needed.
While I waited, I couldn’t help but get nervous about the fact I was going to see my parents shortly in a dress, diapered, and that it would be obvious I was now a babied Little. Everything that really could possibly go ‘wrong’ with a visit to this dimension had so far. I was being breastfed regularly, well on my way to losing my continence, dressed in baby clothes, and finally found myself now a girl when I left a boy.
“What was I thinking?” I quietly asked myself.
“What’s that, Stacy?” Amanda asked, surprising me with her presence.
“Nothing,” I said to her.
She had the diaper bag over one shoulder and picked me up, “Come here, baby,” she said soothingly. “Are you nervous about your parents seeing you?”
My face looked at hers closely, and I nodded, “This is going to be really embarrassing.”
She squeezed me, “You knew what you were getting into, Stacy,” she reminded me.
I nodded and sighed, “Yes, I did… Can you…”
“Can I what?”
“Can you just try not to rub it in my face and theirs?”
She looked at me, “I thought for a moment you were going to ask something silly like not wear a diaper or something…” she walked towards the garage and suddenly paused at the door handle and kissed my head, “I will do my best not to make it worse than it has to be.”
“Thanks,” I told her.
“I know it may be hard to believe, but we really are going to try and make things easier for you as we go here.”
I nodded, “Thanks. I really do appreciate you taking me in… this just seems even more embarrassing knowing my parents are going to see me like this.”
“Can’t be much of a shock,” she said as she opened my car door.
“Umm… how do you get that?”
“Well, you’re their baby; they already saw you in your diapers and everything, right?”
“Not the dress…”
“Maybe not that,” she agreed with a smile. “I can have you on the conference in just your diaper if that would make you feel better?”
I squirmed as she tickled my leg, having just latched the car seat, “The dress is fine!”
“Here, why don’t you suck on your paci while we drive…” she told me as she inserted a pacifier into my mouth and closed the door. I watched as much as I could through the mirror and my limited view as she opened the garage door, backed out, and drove down the road in reverse of the trip we took the first day at first. She ended up taking some different turns, though and I soon felt lost since I didn’t have a good view of the road.
Just when I had reached the point of being bored, though, she came to a stop in front of a building that I remembered traveling through. Amanda came around my side door and unbuckled me before carrying me towards the building.
“Amanda!” I heard Fred’s voice, and I turned to see him waving at us from the front of the building just in front of the automatic doors.
“There’s Daddy!” She said to me with a high-pitched coo.
I groaned internally but just put my head against her shoulder and looked around. I’d just been here a few days before, but I couldn’t help but notice all of the activity going around. As we approached the doors, a group of tourists was getting off of a bus with their guide. I saw one man complaining about the tour guide, “Did she really have to put me in that kind of car seat? That strap was damn uncomfortable, and I nearly got car sick facing the rear!”
A teenager with the group looked frantically from side to side but held a man I assumed was her dad. “Dad, can we get out of here already? I hate this damn diaper, and I don’t want to spend another minute in it!”
“Sweetheart, they warned you not to separate from the group,” a woman next to her told her. “You’re just lucky we found you before you were adopted out.”
“Will I still need them when…?” I heard her voice fade away as Amanda carried me closer to Fred. He hugged us both, kissed her on the mouth, and then me on the forehead.
“Ready for this, Stacy?” He asked.
I shrugged, “No.”
He smiled at me and said, “You look beautiful, and it’ll be fine, Princess.”
We had just walked through some metal detector-looking devices at the door when a loud shrill noise sounded. Security guards immediately approached us, “Excuse me, is this your daughter?” They seemed to have their hands ready to draw pistols at their sides, and I felt my eyes widen.
Amanda answered calmly, “Yes, she is. We’re here to make a trans-dimensional video call.”
“We’ll need to verify your identities before you can move past here,” he said.
“That’s fine, officer. Do you have your reader?” Amanda replied.
He held out a wand, and suddenly I felt my butt presented to him as a quick beep sounded on the device, and I was turned just in time to see my information pop up on his screen. My name, age, and their names were presented on the screen. “I need to see some photo IDs,” he told them.
Both Fred and Amanda pulled them out, and he looked at them before nodding, “You’re cleared. Thanks for your patience - we can’t have Littles making a run for it if they’ve been legally adopted. We worry if they get here, they might try to escape to another dimension.”
“No problems, officer, we understand,” Fred told him.
I had just sat numbly in Amanda’s arms the whole time of this encounter. Escape clearly wasn’t as easy as making it to this place and hopping through the portal… ‘I really have got myself into a scary situation!’ I admitted to myself while remembering what everyone had said about the chip when I first got there. ‘Maybe I could reprogram the chip… it’s the same password as the Wi-Fi router...’
I became aware of where I was as we approached a desk labeled ‘Trans-Dimensional Communication’ and a smiling woman. “Can I help you?”
“We have a reservation for a video conference room? Westerfield?”
She typed for a second and said, “Yes, I have you here. If I can just see your ID and credit card, we’ll get you all set up. Do you need us to take your daughter to a playroom while you take care of business?”
“No, that won’t be necessary. We’re just taking our baby girl to talk to her parents in the other dimension.”
The lady smiled, “Ooh, that’s cruel. Letting them see their daughter is now a baby? I love it! What did she do to deserve that?”
“Don’t worry about that,” Amanda said as she seemed to mean it to me too and squeezed me in a gentle hug.
“You’re going to be in conference room sixteen. Follow this hallway down the red line, and you’ll find it on the right. This card will open it for you. You have up to an hour allotted for your call.”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, and we walked forward to the room we were assigned.
She held the card near a reader at the door, and the door opened to a room that looked like a bigger version of the ones back home. The door closed behind us, and she sat me down on my feet on the table. “I don’t think we can leave the room without the workers here getting suspicious, Stacy… but we did bring some headphones and promise to not allow ourselves to hear if you need to have a private moment,” Fred said to me.
I looked up at him and nodded, “I think I would appreciate that. You can wait a little bit on that, though.”
Amanda took a moment to fiddle with my hair and dress, apparently trying to make me look perfectly cared for… I couldn’t help but feel like my nerves were getting the best of me as I thought of the response from my dad in just a few short moments. ‘What are they going to say?’
I was shaking as a large screen that seemed to take the entire wall in front of the table turned on then with the text, ‘Incoming Call Answer?’
Amanda did something, and suddenly my parents’ faces were in view on the other side. “Hi Mom, hi Dad,” I said.
Both of my parents seemed frozen in place as they got a good look at their son.
Chapter 25: Drastic and Crazy
DAD REACTED FIRST, saying, “Oh my God!” and looking like he was trying not to laugh and was horrified at the same time.
Mom looked at me silently for a moment before saying, “Stacy?”
I was blushing brightly as I nodded.
“Well, you do make an adorable little girl at least,” Mom said after staring at me speechless for a long moment.
I sighed, “Yeah, I guess I do.”
Mom’s eyes seemed to narrow at my image, like I had just been busted for lying about something, “What happened to your cheeks, though?”
Amanda waved at them and said, “I apologize; that’s a side effect of a process we thought we had in hand to make her able to stay in school here.”
“What did you do to our son?” Dad asked, less inclined to be blasé about the new detail.
“Dad, Mom, it was something I agreed to. And she said we thought we had it in hand.” I groaned and wrung my hands for a second before continuing, “I told you in that last email that my name caused problems. Both the Westerfield’s and Emerson believed I was a girl.”
“I still can’t believe you and your dad convinced me to name him that!” Mom glanced angrily at Dad.
“Sorry, if three generations of us had already been stuck with the name, what was one more?”
I sighed and said, “Look, what was done eighteen years ago doesn’t matter now.” They both looked skeptically at me, but I continued, “Things were dangerous when we were here last… but it was nothing compared to the way things are now. Littles are in much more peril of being adopted and turned into brainless drooling infants now...” My parents both looked more worried, but I pressed on, “Because I’d been registered as a girl, it would only take one person to lodge a complaint and claim I was in violation of the universities honor code, and I’d lose my scholarship.” I paused for a breath and shuddered, “I would probably at the least be shipped to a preschool instead… Or worst case, I would be removed from Amanda and Fred’s care and sent to an orphanage.”
Mom looked through the screen, “Is this true?”
I turned and looked at Fred, who nodded, “Yes, it is. As soon as we realized the mistake, I quietly made some inquiries and found that several Littles have been shipped off for violations like this.”
“I knew this was a mistake, Stacy!” Dad said before asking, “So just what did you do to him?”
“One of the departments at our hospital is using a new technology with nanites to be able to deliver care to Littles and make changes without things being quite so invasive.”
I shifted uncomfortably and just came out with it, “We edited the coding heavily first, but we used the nanites to make me a girl so I can remain in school.”
“You what?!?” Dad asked.
“I’m now a girl Dad, complete with the correct plumbing for those people who change my diapers to know I am. But, I told you in my last email we might have to do something.”
“But…” he stuttered.
“Is this permanent?” Mom asked.
I watched Amanda in a small video monitor box at the bottom corner of the screen nod, “In theory, you could inject Stacy with the nanites again, but I’m pretty sure that to do so would be really dangerous. Some nanites will still remain from the first batch, like a set of T Cells keeping watch for invaders. It’s quite likely that the two sets of nanites would battle inside of Stacy and kill her in the process.”
Both of my parents looked at me with horrified expressions for a long moment. Then, finally, Mom snapped out of it and asked, “You’re okay with this, Stacy?”
I shrugged, “Fifty percent of the world, including you, make it just fine as girls. I can do it too.”
“You’re okay though… other than that?” She asked.
I shrugged, “Other than having a different set of parts, nothing else is different than I expected. We knew that the babying was going to come with the territory.” I pulled at my skirt nervously; “at least if I’m stuck wearing dresses, I know I belong in them now.”
Mom looked at me before saying, “Did it do anything else?”
“I insisted on editing the file myself, with some help from Stacy, so that we could avoid surprises. We used the coding to improve her concentration and motor skills and reduce her need for sleep to match our longer days better. As far as we know, the only thing we missed was a routine in the programming that changed the placement of fat on her face. She’s got those adorable looking baby cheeks now,” she squeezed one of them gently, “but other than that, Stacy’s fine.”
“Actually, it should help her avoid being picked on as much sometimes too,” Fred added, “as a lot of people actually assume that she’s a real baby.”
Dad looked dumbfounded, and Mom just looked worried. “You’re really okay, Stacy?”
“Mostly… I mean, there’s no denying that taking a step back to infancy is one of the most embarrassing things that could ever happen… but in the short time I’ve been able to play with even their home technology, I’ve learned a lot. I knew this was a risk when I came here.”
“But a girl?” Dad asked.
I shrugged, “It’s not like I was having wild sex every night anyway, Dad.”
“You’d better not have been!” He told me with a stern look.
“How complete…?” Mom asked, semi-changing the subject.
Fred fielded the question, “She’s not going to have periods for now as her body is behaving as a pre-pubescent girl about age four hormonally.” He paused and added, “but if she is given a large dose of estrogen, she will begin developing breasts and menstruating as a normal girl her age would. I will give her that before she leaves.”
“So, she can get pregnant?” Dad asked nervously.
“Yes,” Fred said, “well… at least once she receives the shot and enters puberty.”
“You’re okay with that?” Dad asked incredulously as he glared through the screen at me.
I shrugged, “It beats one of the other options where I wouldn’t have been able to have kids. As drastic as this was, I still have options.”
As I stood there, I couldn’t help but feel like I really needed to pee and ended up just letting go. Mom stared at me for a moment and finally asked, “Did you just…?”
I grimaced, “I agreed to it.”
“Yes, you did…” she said.
I turned to Amanda and Fred, “Would you be able to use those headphones like you offered?”
They nodded, and Fred said, “Actually, I’m going to go walk down the hallway. Amanda is more than enough here to meet the guidelines of watching you.”
He looked down at his watch and added to me, “You have about thirty minutes, and then our time is up.”
“Thanks,” I told him. Amanda, meanwhile, turned a chair around away from the screen and put some headphones on. I could hear the music coming out of them when Fred turned to leave.
“Can you hear me, Amanda?” I asked.
With no reaction, I turned back to my parents, “I really am fine.”
“No, you’re not!” Mom told me angrily. “You are exhibiting Stockholm Syndrome or something. How in the world could you have willingly agreed to mutilate your body?”
“I didn’t mutilate it,” I told her, “I look like a normal girl,” I told her.
“A normal baby girl maybe…” she told me before sighing. “That dress is adorable, though!”
I blushed, “I didn’t pick it out…”
“I kind of figured that,” Mom said before sighing. “So, are you doing anything else besides peeing and pooing your diapees?”
I blushed some more but nodded, “I’ve been studying for that test that I have to take next week –the CAREs exam.”
“What is that one?” Dad asked.
I proceeded to tell him about it, and he said, “That doesn’t sound so bad; you do great on tests!”
I shook my head, “The test portion isn’t, but it’s a six-hour test that you’re not allowed to leave until you complete it or the time runs out.”
“Bathroom breaks?” Mom asked.
“Not as necessary with a diaper… but if you poop it, you’re done.”
“And if you fail?” Dad asked.
“Then it assigns you to the level of education you should be in.”
“Meaning?” Mom asked nervously.
“Meaning if it had been the practice test that I took earlier today, I would have been in big trouble. When I had a messy accident, Amanda had me stop to see the results. I would have been sent back to preschool for maturity even though my scores on everything else were almost perfect.”
Mom looked at me, and I could see tears in her eyes, “Stacy, why don’t you just come home? I bet we can still get you into a state school here this year?”
I shook my head, “I know this is crazy, Mom, but I don’t want to give up!”
Both of my parents stared at me worriedly for a moment before Mom said, “Can you get Amanda’s attention?”
I nodded and walked over to her, and tapped her shoulder. She looked at me, and I mimed taking the headphones off. She did so and looked at my parents, “You’re done talking with them?”
“They want to talk to you,” I told her as she looked at them.
“Something wrong?” She asked hesitantly. I guessed she probably wondered what I had told them if she had been honestly not listening to our conversation.
“I’m a worried mother,” Mom told her, “If Stacy fails this test, will you be able to send her back home?”
‘Huh?’ I wondered for a moment. ‘Wasn’t that one of the provisions…?’
I looked at Amanda, and she said, “I would try… but if she ends up with that restriction, they may not allow me to send her back through. My husband and I are trying to be very careful, so we can’t be accused of neglect.”
Mom nodded, “Please help him… err… her pass the test. I really do want my baby back home.” She looked at my questioning glance and said, “Figuratively, of course. I don’t really want to change diapers again. I think you’re nuts to actually have a desire to do that one… I was so excited to have him finally potty trained the first time!”
Amanda laughed, “Changing her diapers is kind of fun, actually... Besides, she’s a good girl and doesn’t fight me with it like I worried she would.”
With that, Mom looked at me and said, “Look, Stacy, you decided to go to this world and be her baby girl, you better behave, or she has our permission to punish you.”
I felt my face redden, “I’ll be good without that threat, Mom.”
“I hope so,” Dad said, “You realize you have absolutely no room for error, right? All it takes is one mistake!” He shuddered, “I was so glad to make it home with my body intact from that crazy world… I just can’t believe you’d be okay with all of that… and willingly go back.”
I felt like his words were semi-accusing as a timer on the screen warned of three minutes remaining. My parents had seen theirs too, and Mom said, “Look, Stacy, I love you very much.”
“Love you too, Mom, Dad,” I told them. Tears were in my eyes now.
“Amanda, could we do this again in two weeks?” Dad asked.
I looked at her, and she nodded, “I don’t think that will be a problem.”
“Thanks, talk to you then,” Dad said.
“I love you, Stacy,” Mom and Dad said almost as one.
“I love you both too!” I said, and then the connection cut off.
Amanda let me sit with my tears for a moment before gathering me up and saying, “Let’s go change that wet diapee and go get din-din.”
I leaned against her and enjoyed the calming feeling of her arms around me. Outside Fred waited with the diaper bag over his shoulder, and they walked down the corridor to the desk and checked out. “Do you need anything else?” The lady asked us.
“We need a reservation for two weeks from now,” Amanda told her.
The lady looked suspiciously at her, “Why such regular calls?”
“We’re working on getting our little girl some playmates,” Amanda said, and I felt myself stiffen.
The lady giggled, “Now, isn’t that a smart way to do it! With so few free Littles now, I think the last chance for many of us is the dimensional visitors. Unfortunately, by the time I see them at this desk, they’re already claimed!”
Amanda squeezed me slightly, “It does take some work…” she kissed my head and said, “So two weeks from now?”
“Yes, ma’am, you’re all booked, Doctor Westerfield.”
“Thanks,” she said before asking, “Where’s your nearest bathroom or changing room? Our princess here needs a change.”
“Down the hall to the right is a bathroom; there are also some changing tables outside if you want. It’s not like they need any privacy for their cute little parts anyway!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, and they walked down the direction she was given before Fred handed her the bag. “Let’s go inside,” she whispered to me. As she did so, though, I saw two Littles being changed on the tables outside. One was kicking and screaming, “I’m not a baby! You can’t do this to me!!!!!!”
On the other table, a naked woman had her foot improbably in her mouth, sucking on her toe as an Amazon woman wiped her disgusting poopy bottom.
The sight made me shiver as the door closed them from view.
“It’s okay, Stacy,” she told me as she gave me a quick hug. “That was just a way to make it seem okay for us to be calling.” There was a convenient hook for diaper bags next to a fold-down changing table that she pulled down and made a face at. I looked and saw remains of poop all over the table.
“That’s gross,” I said aloud.
“Yes, it is… I think I’ll just change you in the car.”
Given the only other option was in full view of the rest of the airport, I nodded. Amanda picked up the bag, and we left the room as quickly as we had entered. We walked right past the man who now had his face covered in tears and snot. He was being forcibly dressed in a onesie, with a large pacifier stuffed in his mouth, effectively muting him. I could tell it was one of those locking ones and felt terrible for the poor guy. The Little girl was being hoisted on her ‘mommy’s’ hip and waved at me.
For my part, I waved back…
Thankfully, Amanda and Fred could quickly walk back to the car, and Amanda popped the back open. “Daddy, can you hold your princess for a moment?” She asked him as she handed it to me.
“Sure,” he said and gave me a quick squeeze. “I thought you were changing someone’s wet diapee?” He asked.
“The changing table in the bathroom was a mess… I wanted to throw up from it – there was no way I was putting my baby on it!” She said assertively.
“I could have taken her into the men’s?” He suggested.
She froze, and I could tell she hadn’t even thought about it. “Why didn’t I think of that? Well, I guess I’ll have to remember Daddy isn’t helpless, huh?” She asked as she turned back to me, and I could see she’d laid out a soft changing pad on the back cargo area of the SUV. She laid me down on it and proceeded to pull down the diaper cover before I realized I might as well have been getting changed in the airport hallway with as many people were passing our car. Just as she undid the tapes, I saw the lady and the little girl from when we got there walk by and get a full view of my naked bottom.
I blushed and turned my head to the side to try to pretend no one was looking at me. For her part, Amanda was thorough but quick with the diaper change. She used a couple of wipes to quickly clean me, put a new diaper on me, and then sat me up without the diaper cover.
“What about my panties?” I asked her, embarrassed.
“Your diaper cover got a bit wet, sweetie,” she put it to the side as she picked me up, “I should have changed you a little earlier.”
“Oh,” I said as she held me, and I knew my diaper pronounced my status to the entire world with or without the cover.
“It’s okay, sweetie, you’re just a baby!” She hugged me and whispered, “You look more normal in a diaper than you would ever look in real panties. People will just smile at you like this and move on. In panties, you would really draw way more attention to yourself.”
She put me inside the harness of my car seat and handed me my teddy bear from somewhere. “Here’s your bear Princess.”
I hugged Elena tightly and listened as the door stayed open and she talked to Fred. “What about going to Elevated tonight?”
“I guess that works. Don’t they have a pretty strict policy, though?”
“She’ll be fine. It’s some of the best food around, either way, meet us there?” I heard Amanda say as she closed my door.
When she got in the door, I asked, “What’s their strict policy?”
“Well… Little’s have to eat umm… differently.”
“Like?”
“Like you probably won’t like the looks of it, but it’ll taste good?” She suggested before pausing and adding, “If you’re a good girl there, I’ll let you have another of your special morning babas each day of the week the rest of the week?”
My caffeine addiction almost immediately overrode my common sense, but I did maintain the sense to ask, “It’s going to be that bad?”
She stiffened from what I could see of her in the mirror, “For you maybe, but for Mommy and Daddy, it’s one of our favorite places to eat? So you might even be okay with it?”
“Two weeks,” I told her.
She was at a stop sign and turned to look at me through the mirrors, “Deal.”
“Somehow, I feel like I didn’t negotiate hard enough!” I muttered. I squeezed Elena tightly and sat as we continued down the road with the green light.
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Chapters 26 and 27
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 26: Elevated
IT MUST HAVE been about a fifteen-minute drive before she pulled into a parking space and came to the door to get me. Fred was right there to grab the diaper bag. I had been about to leave Elena in the car when she said, “Bring your bear with you.”
“Okay,” I told her.
“Did you name her yet?”
I looked up at her and squeezed my bear tighter, “Elena,” I told her.
“What a pretty name for your bear,” she told me with a squeeze as we walked inside.
I looked around the upscale restaurant and noted the name, ‘3lev4t3d’ used leet speak for some reason. ‘Was Elevated already taken? Or does the 343 have some significance?’ I wondered to myself. A man dressed in an expensive suit stood as the Maître’D. “How many tonight?”
“Two plus our little girl here,” Fred said.
“Please follow me,” he said a moment later after fiddling on a computer screen. We were led to a small table with booth benches on either side. I watched as a waitress appeared from the side and placed a very nice-looking wooden high chair next to the table. Amanda put my feet in the appropriate holes and cinched the waist strap down before placing a bib on me. I was still holding onto Elena then when Amanda gently pulled her from my grasp and sat her next to my diaper bag.
“She’s able to behave properly?” The waitress asked nervously while glancing at me.
“Yes, she’s not going to be a disturbance to other guests,” Fred said to her.
“Very good Sir, and Ma’am,” the lady said, and I watched as a basket of bread was placed on the table far out of my reach. Amanda and Fred both munched on pieces in front of me, and I couldn’t help but have my stomach grumble and feel this was unfair. Iced teas were brought for them upon their request, but I remained ignored still other than an occasional pat on the head from Amanda.
“Have you decided?” A waiter appeared and asked about ten minutes later.
“Yes, I’ll have the Veal Parmesan,” Amanda said.
“And I’ll have your New York Steak,” Fred said.
“How would you like that cooked?”
“Medium rare, please,” he told him.
“And which meal would you like your little girl to share?”
“She’ll have the Veal with me,” Amanda said.
“Excellent, ma’am.”
I sat there squirming a bit and thought about begging for a piece of bread or something but thought better of it. Something about Amanda’s earlier warning… and something else just left a niggling in my brain that made me worry. I looked around and noticed only two other babies or Littles present. One seemed to be an actual baby, and the other was a Little. Both seemed to be getting fed from a bowl next to their mothers.
As I continued to look around, Amanda presented a bottle to me and said, “Here, let this take a little bit off of that grumbling stomach.”
I looked at the bottle and knew instantly it was breast milk and began nursing it. It wasn’t as good as straight from the source, but it was still pretty tasty, so I nursed at it without a word. I wondered about the rest of dinner while I sucked at the bottle; something about the restaurant just seemed ‘off.’ About the time I had finished my bottle, they turned up with two delicious-looking plates for Fred and Amanda.
Fred’s steak was one of the tastiest-looking meats I had ever seen cooked. It was also the largest piece of steak I’d ever seen on a plate! I believed I had seen prime rib roasts smaller than the steak on his plate was… It came with a baked potato, and my mouth watered at the sight of it. I looked at Amanda’s plate and saw a nice-looking plate of veal parmesan with pasta covered in a red meat sauce that would make any Italian restaurant proud.
Then I noticed the bowl.
Inside, the bowl looked like a red pasty mush with little bits of white sticking out. The mush had a liquid consistency to it that made my stomach turn. The more I looked, though, it looked like something that had been put through a blender… or was on the bottom of the Little I had just seen on the changing table. My stomach turned as I now understood what she meant about the meal. A baby spoon was pulled out of the diaper bag, and she asked, “Ready to give your din-din a try?”
I made a face, and she whispered, “It’s exactly what I have; it’s just been pureed.” My glare seemed to not affect her as she gathered a spoonful up and said, “Open up for the train Princess.”
I debated not doing so, but I remembered that this mush would be worth two weeks of coffee… ‘Was it worth that?’ I thought to myself.
Amanda gave me a look that can only be given by a mommy… so I opened my mouth, and she smiled at me, “Good girl!”
As the mush landed on my tongue, I had a flashback to the little bit of the disgusting stuff I’d tried from Elena’s meal back home and nearly gagged! Fortunately, this only had the texture in common. The truth was that if you could get past the mushiness of the bite, the flavor was fantastic! With each spoonful, I didn’t have anything to chew, so I just kind of swirled it around my mouth for a moment and swallowed.
“Is that good?” She asked me in a singsong voice.
I shrugged and nodded, “It’s weird.” I said quietly. Somehow the restaurant felt like a place that didn’t want Littles speaking whatsoever.
“The chef here is one of the best in our region… He believes Littles should be fed well… but just that they can’t be trusted not to choke on their food whole,” she told me as she spooned another mouthful of the mush into my mouth.
The texture clashed with the taste so much I just forced myself to pretend I had chewed it to that consistency myself. One spoon at a time, I was given the goop from the bowl until Amanda said, “What a good baby girl, you ate it all!”
I glared at her because I swore the bowl was bigger before. I was still hungry and felt my stomach grumble in complaint. Just as I was about to say something, though, the waiter came back and asked, “Was the meal to everyone’s satisfaction?”
I looked longingly at the eighth of a massive piece of veal that still lay on her plate. “Yes, it was, thank you.” Amanda said before asking, “This is our first time here with our Little. Is it alright if I nurse her here?”
The man laughed, “Of course it’s okay. It’s the natural order of things, and we wouldn’t expect anything less here!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, somewhat red.
“Would you care for dessert while you provide dessert for your daughter?”
I squirmed in my own embarrassment now. “Please, I’ll have the chocolate dessert you have listed here,” Amanda said.
“I’ll take the slice of cheesecake,” Fred said from the other side.
“Right away! Would you like me to box the rest of that for you?” He asked Amanda looking at the same leftovers I wanted. “Or I can puree it and put it in a jar for your daughter to have for another meal?
“Just box it, please,” she said, “it’ll make a nice snack later after I put her to bed.”
The man took the plate with him back to the back. As soon as he had the plate clear, Amanda unsnapped the buckle at my waist and picked me up. “I know you’re still hungry, sweetie, nurse from me, and I’ll let you have the rest of the leftovers at home later.”
I looked up at her and said, “Thanks.”
She presented me with the fleshy orb, and my mind went to a halt while my mouth did all the thinking I was capable of at that moment. My hunger at least seemed to take a back seat after her first breast had given all it had. I was zoned out from the milk as she burped me and placed me at her other breast.
As I nursed, she must have received her dessert because other than an occasional pet of my hair or pat to my back, her right arm seemed to be on the table. “You have one of the best-behaved Littles I have ever seen come in here,” a deep man’s voice different from the waiter sounded in my ear.
“She is a good girl,” Amanda agreed.
“How did she like her meal?”
“I think she liked the taste of it… but honestly, I don’t normally puree her meals or feed her baby food - so I think the texture was a battle for her.”
“She normally eats solids? Are you sure that’s wise?”
I kept nursing at her breast, trying to contain my embarrassment.
I felt Amanda nod, “We know she needs some care, but we see no reason to rub it in her face by pretending she isn’t a little bit of an adult. Normally I wouldn’t bring her here and subject her to that, but I knew you would be pureeing the same I was eating… I knew it wouldn’t be the disgusting jarred food, at least.”
“You have some interesting views, Madame,” the voice said. “But I can’t deny you have a beautiful and well-behaved Little there. Next time you are here, let them know I said she could have the preschool version of the meal.”
“Umm… thanks,” Amanda said.
“Anytime, I hope to see you dine with us again.”
Her breast ran out just then, and I kept nursing for a moment. Finally, she broke my suction and placed me on her shoulder, saying, “He’s gone, Princess.” Then, I let out a burp as she patted my back, and she added. “You seem to have made an impression somehow, though!”
She placed a pacifier in my mouth and then settled me back into the crook for her arm as she reached for another bite of her dessert. “That’s all I can eat, I think, Fred; you ready to go?”
“Sure, sweetheart, see you at home?”
Amanda stood up and moved me to a position against her shoulder where I could just see behind her. A new Little and his family had been seated and had just received their food.
“Matty, you need to eat your din-din,” the woman said to him.
“No, I’m not eating that disgusting ass!”
I just spotted the Little being ripped from the highchair, and his diaper was removed to bare his naked butt to the entire world. Then, I heard the first smacks of a painful spanking as we cleared the dining area. ‘This place is crazy!’
Back at the car, I was feeling sleepy from the breast milk as Amanda checked my diaper. “Hmm… better change you now…” she said before repeating the process of opening my diaper up in a parking lot along a crowded street. It caused my face to turn red, knowing that any stranger who passed by was getting an unrestricted view of my new parts that I had barely seen. However, she didn’t waste time changing me into one of my thicker diapers.
“There, all dry!” She told me, and I just kept nursing the pacifier as she lay me in the carrier, moved my arms into the harness, and decided to take a nap on the way home.
BACK HOME I woke as Amanda had just pulled into the garage. I stretched in the seat as much as I could and waited for her to come to get me. “Oh, so you are awake?” She asked as she opened the door.
I nodded, “I don’t seem to be falling in quite as deep of a sleep from your milk every time now.”
“You hungry now?” She asked me.
I shook my head, “I do want to try that meal in a non-pureed form, but I’m pretty full right now.”
“Just let me know later if you get hungry, and we’ll heat that up for you,” she said as she carried me into the kitchen and then set me down on the ground.
“Thanks,” I told her looking up at her face seemingly way above me.
“So…”
“So what?” I asked.
“Want to see if Mommy made the right adapter for the TV to play your video games?” She asked just as Fred came in.
He laughed, “I really am going to have to watch you two; you’re going to feed off of each other!”
“You’re just jealous!” Amanda said.
“Of what?”
“She likes video games and not boring things like football!”
“What?” I asked. “I like football too?”
She looked at me and stuck her tongue out at me, “Traitor,” she muttered and suddenly picked me up. She tickled me mercilessly for a moment before letting up. “So video games?”
I nodded, “Okay.”
She sat me down on the couch and went upstairs to her work area before returning with the two consoles in the bags I had brought them in. “Which one should we try first?” She asked me.
“What kind of games do you like?”
“Shooters?” She asked hesitantly.
“So, you’re okay with me playing them?” I asked hopefully.
“I won’t tell your Granny if you won’t?” She suggested with a smile.
I laughed, “Okay, get it hooked up, and I’ll get the game going.”
I was kind of trapped on the couch with the floor looking a long way down. ‘Real babies manage to climb and jump just fine!’ I reminded myself at the drop, crawled to the edge, and took a leap down. It was almost scary how long I felt like I was in the air on the way down, but I landed safely with an ‘oof.’
“Stacy!” Amanda looked at me, “Are you okay?” She asked worriedly.
“I’m fine; real babies get around just fine when they’re this size,” I told her.
“Not really; when they’re your size, they can usually barely sit up!!!”
“Are we going to play or not?” I asked her as I dug through the consoles bag I brought and found the case of games I brought with me.
She shook her head, “I must be crazy.”
Then I noticed we might have a problem, as the controllers seemed just a smidge larger than back home for my hands but positively tiny for hers. “Umm… we might have a problem,” I said as I held up the controller.
“Nope!” She said as she held up her own controller that looked identical but sized for her hands. “I made one for myself, so no excuses for your butt getting whupped on the game.”
I looked at her like she had grown another head… “Are…?” I started to ask but shook my head and said, “Okay, put this in the disc tray, and we should be good to go.”
I looked at the patch of wires and the adapter she had assembled, and it looked like something that could have been purchased at the store. The same was true of her controller that looked factory built. When she sat next to me, I watched as hers and mine easily connected to the console wirelessly. “How did you make those?”
“I have a printer upstairs that can make just about anything if I give it the plans to do so. From the plastic all the way down to circuits,” she told me.
“Cool!” I said.
She gave me a sideways squeeze and kissed my head, “So what’s this game?”
In the end, I had settled on the latest Call of Duty game that had come out just before I had packed. I hadn’t played much, but it was similar enough to all of the past titles that the little I had played, I felt confident I could beat the newbie. We settled on a team match at first, and I was more than slightly surprised by how confidently she played. In the end, I won over her in points, but not by as much as I should have.
“Okay, you two, Daddy thinks it’s time for Stacy to have her bath, and Mommy needs to go night-night.” I heard as we had finished another round.
“Huh?” Amanda asked at the same time as me.
“Oh boy… you two are going to have to have some limits set. You’re both way too alike!” he muttered.
I looked at the clock and said, “Oh, we’ve been playing that long?”
Amanda stiffened, “Oops… Sorry, honey,” she told him with a smile. She held her hand out for me to hand her my controller. I watched her place both of them on top of the TV before powering down the PlayStation.
She gathered me up and said, “Good thing you have a thick diapee on! I guess I probably need to go myself before I need those!” She giggled as she tickled my feet and carried me upstairs to the bathroom. Amanda set me down on the floor and pulled the skirt of her dress up, and then removed it all the way, leaving only her underwear on. I watched morbidly as she pulled her panties down and sat down on the toilet and felt jealousy over being able to do so. She didn’t take long to begin sending urine into the toilet bowl, and I had to wonder if she wasn’t joking about nearly having an accident of her own!
“Ahhh,” she said contentedly.
I watched her wipe, flush, then wash her hands before she turned her attention to the bathtub. She turned the nobs and added some bubble bath before turning to me and saying, “Turn around for Mommy.”
I did as she asked, and she undid the buttons that held the back of my dress closed and untied the ribbon at the back as well. I felt her fiddle with my hair for a moment before she used her fingers to get the braids completely loose. While I was still standing, she reached and undid the tapes of my diaper, leaving me now naked. With a quick grab under my arms, she sat me in the tub that was already filling. I noticed that it was fuller than it had been the last time. I watched as Amanda undid her bra and froze as she climbed in the tub with me. She sat down with her back to the wall of the tub, and I found myself picked up and sitting down on her legs that stretched out now.
“Mommy wants to take a bath with you,” she told me with a smile and a touch of my nose.
I was kind of dumbfounded at this point and couldn’t help but have my eyes drawn to look at her body. A couple days before, I was pretty sure that I would have been aroused at this sight, but now I just looked at an adult body and wished I wasn’t as small as I was. She really was pretty, I decided. Before I could really see anything through the bubbles, though, she began washing me from top to bottom. Especially my bottom found itself getting plenty of attention, as she seemed determined to have a clean baby…
She washed my hair gently, and I sat with my hair dripping as she began soaping up her own body and washing. I contented myself with playing with some bath crayons on the side of the tub when she started to go lower on her body. It didn’t mean as much when I had the same parts…
When she was done, she hugged me to her body and said, “I’m so glad you came here!”
“Thanks… I think,” I told Amanda with a smile.
She laughed and squeezed me before turning me in her arms to present me with her breast. “Three times a day, huh?” I asked.
“Please?” she asked.
I sighed, “I’m going to get fat!”
With that thought, I turned my head and latched on to nurse. A few moments later, I felt my bladder lose control and knew I had to have just peed on her. As if to confirm that I heard Fred’s laugh.
I squirmed a bit, but she held me there, saying, “It’s just a little pee; Mommy doesn’t mind,” she said.
I shrugged and kept nursing, hoping that a bit of pee wouldn’t become something else… at least for her sake. As I finished, I was in that drunken state as she rinsed us off one more time and carried me down the hallway to the nursery. I was barely aware of my surroundings as I was diapered and placed in another nightgown. Sometime between the change and the crib, I found myself asleep.
Chapter 27: Encounters
THE NEXT MORNING, I found myself on the changing table; Amanda was stripping me of a wet diaper. “So, you decided to join us, huh?” She asked me as my eyes fluttered open, and I wiped the sleep from my eyes while trying not to panic.
“What time is it?” I asked as I yawned.
“Eight, you slept really good last night!” She told me with a smile before she grabbed my ankles and I felt my bottom awkwardly held in the air as she pushed my knees towards my face. A cold baby wipe traversed my bottom, and I was sat on a new diaper that I could instantly tell without looking was one of the princess ones.
I sighed, “What are we doing today?” I asked.
“Well, we’ll get breakfast in that tummy of yours first, and then we’re going to go take back the rest of the clothes that don’t fit on that teeny tiny body of yours… Maybe we’ll go find some other pretty outfits too while we’re at it.”
I groaned, “More shopping?”
“What’s wrong with shopping?” She asked me as she dressed me in a romper that barely had parts to call legs; it was so short!
“Besides seeing all of the constant hideous torture that other Littles endure every time I turn around?”
She froze with one hand on my leg and another snapping the crotch of the romper up. “What do you mean?”
I sighed, “It’s like seeing a living nightmare most of the time, you know?” She looked at me, “You’ve been great, and while I spend most of the time truly embarrassed… when you treat me the way you do, you at least still treat me like a human. Some of those poor people,” I shuddered. “I mean the things your sister alone seems to like doing?”
She gathered me in her arms, kissed my forehead, and hugged me, “I hope you realize how lucky you got that we were being honest with you?”
I nodded, “I do.”
“Come on, let’s get some shoes on those feet, and we’ll get you downstairs to your latte.”
I grinned at that, “Thanks.”
I was sat down in the now-familiar high chair, bibbed, and the bottle of hope was sat on the tray in front of me. I quickly nursed about half of it down before paying attention to the bowl of baby cereal she held on a spoon in front of my mouth. I groaned but had a hard time complaining when she was at least acceding to my need for coffee! I took about five bites before guzzling part of the bottle to wash the taste down and repeated until the bottle was empty, but a little bit remained in the bowl.
“Almost done,” she told me as she spooned some of the last of the paste in my mouth.
I sighed, “You do realize this stuff tastes terrible, right?”
“You got your bottle of latte, right?” she asked with the spoon raised next to my mouth.
I nodded nervously.
“Then don’t whine and open up.”
I sighed and finished the last four spoons of the gray mush and craved anything to wash it down. Amanda seemed to understand because she unbuckled me and promptly presented me with her flesh. I just latched on without saying anything and nursed. The mush had left me feeling mostly still hungry for something good to eat, but between the latte bottle and the mush, I slowed before I finished her first breast.
She sighed, “You’re going to make me go pump, huh?”
I looked guiltily up at her briefly before she placed me on her shoulder to burp me, felt my dry diaper, and sat me down in my walker. “Be a good girl while Mommy finishes,” she told me.
She walked over to the kitchen table again, and I watched semi-curiously as she pulled out an electric pump and settled it over her breast. I did feel a little bad she had to do that since it looked uncomfortable. I turned my attention away and looked outside as best I could to see if I could see what was making the motor noise. I could just make out Fred seeming to move about on a riding lawn mower in the front yard through the tall windows. I pushed my feet and the walker along towards the coffee table and could see one of the study guides there. The walker made it really tough to find a way to grab it as it kept the table out of my reach.
She had placed the toys back on the walker, which gave me an idea. Since I knew they popped out, I tried to see if I could get one loose to extend my reach. I tilted a couple of them, and they made noise and wondered if Amanda would now be watching me. I looked over to her, and she seemed intent on switching out a full bag of milk from the pump. Since I had only seen her pump her one breast, I silently wondered just how much each breast gave me when I nursed!
Turning my attention back to the walker toys, I was finally able to pull out one loose! It was a long bead bar that gave me just enough reach that I was able to pull at the book.
‘The walker is short enough; maybe I can wedge it under the table…’ I thought to myself. I pushed it more towards the table, and sure enough, it slid under. I used the bar to reach and successfully pulled the book onto my lap!
“What are you doing?!?” I heard Amanda ask in a panicked voice next to me.
“Getting my book?” I responded to her and saw how worried her face looked.
“You could hurt yourself!” She told me.
“I’m fine,” I told her…
She pushed the table off the walker and the walker further away. “Don’t do that again! The table might have collapsed the walker!”
I thought about it for a second and thought it unlikely but not impossible, “Sorry… I figured it was sturdier than that.”
She sighed, “I’m going to finish pumping – you behave!”
“Yes, Mommy…” I said in a small, contrite voice.
She turned and walked away, and I resumed my original plan and opened the book up. I decided to skip the sections I had tested well on and went straight to the ‘Basic Reasoning’ section that had been my downfall yesterday. It was essentially an IQ test from what I could gather and forced you to find patterns in letters and shapes that varied from easy to ridiculous. I knew I was above average for intelligence, but some of this stuff felt tough.
I had just made it through a couple of more challenging examples when my belly made a rumble, and I had to groan. I could barely touch the floor with my feet in the walker, and I had a feeling this would feel worse than usual. I was pretty sure there wasn’t going to be an opportunity to get out of it before my body had to do something. Sure enough, a cramp hit, and I tried to pinch off my sphincter! Instead, I just felt liquidly mush enter my diaper. I groaned and just forced it all out.
I sat there in a daze in the messy diaper. The smell began quickly wafting to my nose, making me wince. Even worse, its stickiness was squished to my skin by the seat of the walker. I looked up to Amanda, who was still pumping, and she took note of my face. “Did you make a big poopy for Mommy?”
I felt tears rolling down my eyes from embarrassment but nodded.
“Just give me a few more minutes here, sweetie, and I’ll get you all nice and clean.”
I wanted to complain about it but instead just rolled a few steps closer to her before thinking better of it. Every time I shifted my weight on the ground from one foot to the other to propel myself, it just squished more. I felt gross as it seemed to make its way into my new parts, too, and the light tears down my face began streaming down.
“Oh, it’s okay, baby,” Amanda said, looking at me. She looked down at the pump and switched it off, sealed the bag of milk, and cleaned up the contraption in the sink. I found my eyes gazing on a clock that hung in the kitchen. The hands moved slowly, and every time I looked up, it seemed like it hadn’t moved at all! Finally, Amanda came over to me ten minutes later and lifted me out of the walker. “Let’s go get my poopy Princess all cleaned up,” she soothed.
She did her best to reassure me, “It’s okay, baby,” and seemed to not accept how awful the situation was until we were upstairs and reality hit her. The moment she opened up the diaper, I could see her face grimace, letting me know that even she was a little bit daunted by the mess within it! I counted as she used more wipes than she had before. “Good thing I put you in one of your princess diapers, Stacy; otherwise, I think it would have ruined your pretty romper!”
“It’s disgusting!” I told her as she snapped the romper closed.
“You…”
“Knew what I was getting into… yeah,” I said along. “Can you please not put me in anything that’s going to squish my poop in the mornings?”
She looked thoughtful but nodded, “It is way easier to clean you up if you’re not playing in your poopy diapee.”
“I wasn’t!” I started to say but was interrupted by the pacifier placed in my mouth.
“Now stop being a grouchy-guts and let’s go have a fun mommy-daughter shopping day!”
I said nothing but just nursed the pacifier as she gathered up the usual stuff to take a baby out… ‘At least she’s nice about it,’ I reminded myself.
After a quick ride in my car seat, we arrived at the first baby store we had been to the day that I arrived. I spit out my pacifier while I waited for her to come around. She didn’t say a word but placed it back in a cover and inside my bulging diaper bag. She carried me to a cart, strapped me in, set a blanket behind me like her mother had, and then walked back to the car with it. I watched as she pulled out four boxes of diapers that were too big of a size, a massive pile of outfits, and a pack of the huge bottles that apparently hadn’t been opened.
The store’s doors opened, and an attendant waited by it, “Returns?” The brown-haired In-Betweener asked.
“Yes,” Amanda answered.
“Go over to customer service there,” she instructed us.
“Thanks,” Amanda said and pushed the cart to a line, several people, long. I looked down behind me as much as I could and saw one Little with a monkey-shaped child harness on him so he couldn’t run away. He only wore a shirt and the harness, so you could easily see the brown and drooping diaper that was definitely in need of a change.
The Little looked up at me and seemed to concentrate for a moment on me. I waved at the boy, looking shocked before waving back at me. His ‘mommy’ turned and faced us, “Oh my god, she is so adorable!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, “So is yours,” she added politely.
“Not like your little girl… hmm… maybe that’s what we should do?”
I gulped as a look came into her eyes, and she looked at her Little. The man opened his mouth in a smile, and I had knots in my stomach twist as I realized all of his teeth had been removed. She picked him up and said, “Can you say hi to the baby girl?”
He waved, and I think he tried to say hi, but something was wrong, and I could see the look of frustration on his face. I watched as he put his head on her shoulder as hard as he could, and a fist flew. A quick swat to his bottom was apparently all she felt necessary to remind him not to do that. “Don’t do that, baby boy. I’m not in the mood!”
He whimpered, and she told Amanda, “You know her smile is adorable, but take those teeth out, and I guarantee it’s a lot easier on you.”
“Umm… thanks for the advice,” Amanda said as thankfully the crazy lady was next and taken up at the register. She sat her Little down on the counter, and I mouthed, ‘Sorry’ to him. He smiled at me before plunking his thumb in his mouth.
I felt Amanda kiss the top of my head, “Don’t worry, no matter how much bad parenting advice I get, I’m not going to do any of that.”
“Thank you,” I told her quietly.
“Next!” A shrill voice called, and Amanda pushed us forward a little way down the counter from where the boy sat. I looked at a lady that looked disheveled and generally like an angry woman no one wanted to piss off.
“What can I do for you?” she asked Amanda as we approached.
“Well, I planned for adopting a little girl… just not one as little as she ended up being,” Amanda said with a smile.
The lady paused for a moment, and her angry demeanor changed, “Oh, I see what you mean; she’s adorable, though! Did you catch her trying to play grownup?” She said the last part to me in as demeaning a baby voice as I could imagine.
“Something like that,” Amanda agreed.
“I’m surprised no one caught her right at her high school graduation…” the lady said. “Anyway, I’m guessing you want to return these items. Do you have a receipt?”
I sat there as they then talked without involving me at all. Amanda had receipts for most everything but a couple items. “If you want, you can just exchange those diapees for the right size?” She suggested.
“Sure, it’s not like they’ll go to waste!” Amanda said with a smile and tickled my side.
I grew impatient with all of this and remembered her first warning. Deciding discretion was the better part of valor; I stuck my thumb in my mouth to keep myself from saying something I shouldn’t. Apparently, that must have been the right thing to do because it earned me a small hug.
“How long have you had her?”
“About a week now?”
“What did you do to get her to take to her thumb so willingly?” She asked as we waited for another employee to grab the right-sized diapers to swap them out. “Hypnosis? Just spanking her?”
I sensed Amanda growing kind of annoyed too as she told her the truth, “Honestly, I told her the first time we went into a store that if she felt like she couldn’t keep herself from saying something, we’d regret to put her thumb in her mouth. So I told her if I sensed it coming, I’d put her paci in her mouth,” She smiled at me. “Want your paci?”
I nodded and accepted the pacifier without saying anything.
“Well, if you want to keep it a secret, I understand. The method if you patent it is probably worth a fortune!” the woman said as a tall guy made it up to where we were, somehow balancing all four new boxes in his arms. “So, with the diapers exchanged… the rest means we’ll put three-hundred-and-forty back on your card?”
“Please,” Amanda said and quickly signed the receipt to accept it back to the account.
She pushed me and the diapers back out to the car and gave me a solid hug. “Sorry, sweetie…”
“This is what I meant… I have a little bit of a reason to hate shopping, right?”
Amanda gave me a small smile, “I guess a little one.”
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Chapters 28 and 29
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 28: Fershings
OUTSIDE THE STORE, she loaded everything into the car, and then popped me out of the cart and into the car seat. “Let’s go hit the next store.”
I pulled the pacifier out of my mouth, “How many more?”
“Two more,” she told me.
I sighed but didn’t say anything. Our next two stops were the ValuMart, where she returned two dozen outfits, and then finally another baby store that looked like a boutique store. I could tell it was much higher on the income scale for shopping from the neighborhood. “Here, let me have your paci. You shouldn’t need it in here,” she told me as she pulled it from my mouth. I’d forgotten I was nursing it. ‘Who would have thought that those were so relaxing?’ She picked me up and settled me on her right hip while carrying four dresses in her other hand wrapped in plastic.
“Welcome to Fershings,” a lovely lady behind a counter said as we walked in. Unfortunately, her attention was on something at the counter, so she didn’t look up at us.
Whereas the other stores I’d been in for babies and Littles had been practically massive warehouses, this one was small and quaint. Cloth diapers, clothing, and other more obscure baby gear seemed to be their market, and only for real babies? “Hi Mrs. Fershing,” Amanda said as she walked up to the counter, “I’m here to return some dresses that were too big for my Princess here.”
“Amanda! In twice in a month to see me? What’s the occasion?!?”
Amanda patted my head and sat me on my feet on the counter. I felt a little guilty about putting my feet there before I remembered that the shoes had probably touched the pavement twice at the most…
“My land, you’re tiny! How old are you?” The lady asked me directly, to my surprise.
“Eighteen,” I told her.
The lady looked up at Amanda and then looked back at me, “And you went willingly with her?” She paused, “I won’t support idiot Amazons kidnapping Littles without consent in this store!”
I laughed, “You can say that… it’s actually more of a contract,” I told the woman. Something about this lady made me think that she wasn’t your average Amazon wanting to baby everyone in sight. On the contrary, the store itself seemed made for babies and not for Littles – not a single punishment device or abusive toy lay in sight anywhere.
She raised her eyebrows, “Well, Amanda, it sounds like you have a story here.”
“We do…” she looked hesitant about telling it.
“Can we trust her?” I asked Amanda before she said more.
Mrs. Fershing seemed a little taken aback but laughed. “Now, this is the kind of Little I can believe you would end up with Amanda.”
“Yes, you can trust her. I’ve known her for most of my life… and she generally hates any Amazon that takes a Little.”
I looked up at her and saw the sincerity in her eyes before looking back at Mrs. Fershing, “I’m from the other dimension; I came here to attend college. I’m sort of boarding with the Westerfield’s.”
“Boarding? In a diaper?” she asked. “Willingly?” She pressed.
I sighed, “It’s kind of dangerous for a Little not to be diapered now?” I looked at her, and she cringed but nodded, “and to make things the safest they can be for me as a student, I decided I’d be better off not in the dorms. So Amanda and her husband agreed to take me in and help me… her only request was that I let her indulge her maternal instincts.”
She looked at me before looking at Amanda, “If I’d known you were buying those dresses for a Little… let alone your own Little?”
“You wouldn’t have sold them to me…” she finished for her. “But now that you know what’s going on?”
She sighed, “You are a cute one.” The woman looked me over and shrugged, “You wouldn’t survive five minutes on your own without someone finding a way to say you needed this. Better it should be Mandy that’s taking care of you than them. You are letting her go to school still?” She said to her.
“Yes, ma’am, just waiting for her to take that stupid CARE exam next week before we can pick up her schedule.”
“That infernal exam… you have a plan for it?” She scowled and asked us.
“We do,” Amanda said, “Fred is going to bring some things from work to help out.”
She nodded, “Unfortunately, I think it’ll take that to beat that. I think I heard from someone in the CAMOL group that only like twenty to thirty percent of the testers managed to finish that stupid thing. The only good thing is if you can make it through without a shitty diaper, you should be good.”
I looked at her in shock at her bluntness for a moment but nodded in agreement.
“So those dresses are definitely way too big! You want to exchange them?” She asked Amanda.
“Yes, please. Sadly, Stacy’s only in the three-month sizes, and it’s not like she’ll grow into these.”
“Nope, I don’t think she’ll be doing that,” the lady said with a tight smirk. “Okay then, you said three months?”
I was picked up by this strange woman and sat on the ground next to her, “Come along, young lady, and we’ll see if we can find you some pretty dresses!”
For the next hour, I was changed into dress, after dress, after dress. Eventually, ten hung from a small hanging rack next to the register. “You better change that diaper before she gets a rash,” Amanda was told.
Amanda laughed, “Yes, ma’am, we’ll pay when we get back.”
“Here, put her in this dress when you get done. She looked adorable in it!”
The romper that had been back on me for all of two minutes was quickly removed, and I lay naked on a changing table in a room for trying clothes on the babies that were the target of the store. Amanda took very little time to put me in a regular pampers diaper, and I was buttoned up in a beautiful and frilly yellow dress. Next, she added some white shoes that she’d bought and some lacey white socks.
Back at the counter, Mrs. Fershing said, “She’s adorable in that… What are you going to do for uniforms?”
“You remember Jenny Murtha?” Amanda asked.
“Yes, I do; she’s always been talented. She’ll have no problems making some beautiful uniforms for your little girl here.”
“That’s what I’m hoping. I figure I’ll get a couple more days of babying in here, and then we’ll work on helping Stacy grow up a bit.”
That was the first I’d heard of growing up, and I looked up at her smiling at me. “Just a bit!” She said and kissed my nose. We left the store with the new dresses and headed back home.
“Let’s get some lunch in your tummy,” she told me after she had carried the new dresses up to my room. I held my arms up to her, and she carried me downstairs and buckled me into the highchair. I watched as she went to the fridge, pulled out the leftovers from last night, and placed them in the microwave. When it beeped, she looked over at me, “So should I run it through the blender first?”
I gave her a horrified look, but she smiled at me, “Don’t worry, I’ll let you have it the way it’s supposed to be eaten by adults.” Then, she paused, “well, if an adult is being fed?”
I groaned. Amanda clearly needed to rub some things in, but at least she came over to me and began feeding me as she cut the meal up. The first bite was absolutely heavenly, I decided. “Why did he destroy this in the blender last night?” I complained.
“You didn’t seem to mind that much,” she said as she stuffed another bite in my mouth before snagging her own taste.
I stuck my tongue out at her. “Careful, or a little birdie’s going to bite that,” she told me with a smirk. For lunch that day, she really couldn’t feed me fast enough with the way it tasted, and I hated that I’d had to have mine mutilated. The noodles being fed to me by her were kind of tricky, and I knew if you looked at my face, it was a mess!
“By the way, what did he mean by preschool meal?” I asked her.
She shrugged, “I’ve never heard of a Little getting anything other than the pureed meal.” I watched her think for a moment before she shrugged and said, “Maybe it’ll just be pre-cut for you to use your own utensils on?”
“It would be better than mutilating it!”
“Well, be prepared at least that depending on where we are, that may not be the last time you have your dinner like that.”
“Why?” I asked, “I mean, seriously, why do your people feel like they need to bring us down to that level?” I paused as she wiped my mouth with the bib, “I guess I maybe get the diapers with the huge toilets you all need, maybe even the high chairs and such… but why feed an adult pureed baby food?”
She sighed and picked me up out of the highchair, grabbed a cloth, and then carried me to the couch in the living room. I was gently turned on her lap to face her. She stared down at me for a moment before asking, “How much do you know about our reproduction?”
I turned red, “I assume it’s sex, like anywhere?”
She nodded, “I didn’t mean like that, but yes, it is.” I watched the pain in her eyes, “The ultimate problem is our birth rate in this world is very low… really too low for the population to support itself for more than a couple more centuries without something drastic being done. When this all started, somehow it became custom to look at the Littles around and decide they would make good surrogate kids… and then somehow babies. Of course, it doesn’t help that you’re all so cute!” She said with a smile to try and lighten the mood. She ran her hand through my hair before continuing, “Depending on who you listen to, there are between sixty and eighty percent of us that can’t have children.”
I looked at her and nodded, “You’re one of those… I remember your mom saying that.”
She had a tear in her eye that she wiped clear. “Yes, I am, and so is Chloe… but just because we can’t have children doesn’t remove the urge to have them. I think, in some ways, it’s even worse for us because it seems that women like my sister and me really crave having a baby to take care of. We seem to have a full-on syndrome at times that makes us go crazy if a Little is cute enough – it’s why my breasts lactated within a day of you being here!”
“So, it’s all instinctual?” I asked.
“Pretty much… And, if you’re going to have a surrogate baby? Then you want to have all of the experiences of raising them as a baby.”
“What happens as everyone gets older?”
“Well, you all age much slower than we do. If you remain in this world, your appearance probably won’t change for twenty years or more. Your hair, face, skin, and everything will remain all but frozen at your current state. But, unfortunately, we tend to age faster… and there are more than a few cases of Littles having their parents precede them in death.”
“What happens to them then?” I asked with a morbid curiosity.
She shrugged, “What happens to any baby when their parents die?” She paused, “Hopefully, they have a Will, and the Little has a place to go. Occasionally the Will states the Little should be free, which usually gets honored. If they’re still cute enough, often they’re adopted out to the richest couple that wants them.”
I shuddered as I looked at her, “Just out of curiosity...?”
“Megan gains custody should we die, sweetheart,” she told me with a smile. “Mom and Dad are in line after that… then Fred’s parents, then Cassie, and then a specific safer orphanage over Chloe.”
I reached over to her hand and squeezed it, “Don’t go making that necessary!” I told her.
She smiled, “We told you we’d get you through college, didn’t we?” But then, I felt my side get tickled mercilessly, and my diaper began to fill with urine.
I was out of breath a couple minutes later, and she asked, “Thirsty?”
Chapter 29: Daddy's Girl
AMANDA HAD FED me from her breast again. I couldn’t help but notice it was becoming more mundane to me to be presented with the giant orb of flesh. A diaper change followed, and she lay me down in the crib for a nap that I took advantage of. As much as we didn’t change my sleep patterns with the nanites, I couldn’t help but notice I was still taking naps like a baby at least once or twice a day!
After my nap, Amanda dressed me in a swim diaper and swimsuit she asked, “I assume you don’t mind swimming?”
I shook my head and grew excited. Before she let me up, she took some sunscreen and covered me from face to toe with it. A small swim cap was then pulled over my hair.
I smiled at her and hugged her when she had finished getting me ready. “Thank you!”
She laughed and said, “If all it takes to keep you happy is a swimming pool, I might have to see about getting it enclosed!”
I nodded as she carried me out of the nursery, and we ran into Fred, who had just changed into his own swimsuit. “Here, why don’t you take the Princess outside while Mommy changes into her suit.”
“Okay,” he said and gave her a kiss as she handed me over.
“Ick,” I said for effect.
He laughed and squeezed me tight, “you make things a lot more fun, but you sure are squeamish about Mommy and Daddy kissing!” He tickled my side through the swimsuit, and I giggled.
“Go throw her in the water, and I guarantee she’ll stop caring about it,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Throw you in the water, huh?” He said. He walked downstairs and asked, “Did she mean like this?”
I went flying up in the air as he tossed me into the air like I had seen many daddies do with their babies before. I felt my face redden as my nerves made my diaper grow warm, but I also couldn’t help but smile. I had no doubts he would catch me, and of course, he did.
I giggled, “Again, Daddy!” I told him with a smile.
He tossed me up again and then hugged me before walking through the back door and out into the backyard. “So, your mommy tells me she thinks you’re part fish?”
“I’m not a fish!” I told him with a smile.
“Is that so?” He said as he opened the gate.
“Uh-uh, I’m a dolphin. They’re not fish; they’re mammals,” I told him while enjoying his attention. This was the most time I’d seen him without Amanda. I could kind of see what she saw in him when she married him.
“What happens if a shark comes along?” He joked with me as he waded into the water.
“Then I attack them,” I said with a smile, “everyone knows sharks don’t mess with dolphins!”
He laughed and placed me down in the water, where I began treading water. “Thank you,” I told him, though, and reached over to hug him around his neck. “You are way nicer than I ever could have hoped for,” I told him.
“You’re welcome,” he said, and I could see there were some tears in his eyes that he blinked away, “Okay, my little dolphin, go swim,” he told me with a smile.
I did as I was told and began swimming laps back and forth across the pool like I had yesterday. The only thing that I felt slowed me down was the stupid diaper… but I knew that wouldn’t be something I could negotiate my way out of. Even if they trusted me here, there was no way any Amazon in this world was going to risk a Little pooping in their pool!
I counted eighty laps when I decided I was feeling tired and flipped on my back to just float and look up at the clouds. I had noted Fred and Amanda swimming off to the side while I swam. Fred enjoyed a beer, but I hadn’t paid them much attention. I knew they’d been carefully watching me like hawks, just in case, I started having problems. The water lapped at me as I drifted on my back and remembered back to when I was nine or ten and would spend nearly every day at the pool with my friends. I’d always bring some diving toys to go swim down to pick up, and we would see who could get them soonest.
I squealed suddenly as I was unexpectedly picked up.
“I thought dolphins were able to fend off shark attacks?” Fred joked with me as I found myself cradled in his arms.
“Well, they are when they’re paying attention!” I told him and stuck my tongue out at him.
He squeezed me into a hug and said, “Okay, your mommy said it’s time for us to get out before you shrivel up like a raisin.”
I looked at my skin and had to admit that wasn’t that far off the truth. “Do I have to?”
He laughed, “Yes, or it’ll be both our heads.”
“Where’d she go?” I asked him, looking around as he wrapped me in a towel.
“Your Aunt Cassie called a few minutes ago, and she’s talking to her on the phone inside. I’m curious what your Granny and Chloe have said about you.”
“What do you think they’ve said?”
“Well, I’m sure both will agree you’re the prettiest and cutest Little they’ve ever seen!” He said, as he tickled my side, “Or at least while you smile like that.” He told me and touched my nose gently with his.
“And…?”
“I’m sure Granny probably thinks the world of you since you handled yourself maturely the whole day. Meanwhile, Chloe probably is telling her that they need to convince us to take your teeth, walking, and speech away as quickly as can be done.” He sighed, “I shouldn’t talk bad about any of Mommy’s family, but Chloe is the nutty sister.”
I hugged him and said, “Yes, she is!”
We walked through the back door into the house, and I looked to see Amanda sitting at the kitchen table smiling. Clearly, the conversation wasn’t going badly, at least. “Oh, they just walked in, just a sec,” she told her sister. “Daddy, do you think you can manage to get our daughter in a new diaper and dressed? Cassie wants to meet us for dinner in about an hour?”
Fred looked down at me, and I knew I had to look terrified. The thought of him changing me kind of scared me on the one hand, but I knew this wasn’t going to be a one-time thing, so I just gave him a slight nod.
“Daddy can handle that!” He said with a smile as he tossed me in the air without warning.
I squealed.
“Not inside,” Amanda muttered before saying into the phone, “Yes, Fred’s helping me out, but I swear having a husband is like having another kid sometimes… Stacy is definitely more mature!”
I giggled at that as Fred carried me upstairs. I couldn’t help but look at his hairy chest and think about the fact that it would never again be my body… not that it had been that hairy, to begin with, mind you! “Hmm… Let’s see, what do I do first with the baby?” He asked as he walked into the nursery with a smile on his face.
“Seriously?” I asked under my breath.
“Well, I guess we have to skin the fish first, huh?”
“Dolphin, mammal,” I told him back while sticking my tongue out at him. He sat me down on my feet on the changing table and pulled the swimsuit off my shoulders and down my legs to have me step out of it. The diaper came off next before he carried me to the nearby bathroom and pulled the showerhead down.
My hair was still in the swimming cap - so he could ignore my hair; he just sprayed the rest of me down with some warm water and washed me gently with some soap before rinsing me off. Then, he had me quickly gathered back in the towel, “I’m pretty sure Mommy doesn’t believe I can do this,” he told me with a smile before laying me down on the changing table. “Let’s see, this is the end that goes in front, right?” He asked with a wink and held the back-side up of one of the princess diapers.
I shook my head, “Don’t quit your day job to be a comedian.”
He smiled at me, put the diaper correctly under my bottom, rubbed some powder quickly over me, and then taped it up. I had been a little worried about a man doing that - especially now that I was a girl - but ‘Daddy’ had wholly disarmed me by now. He left me lying on the table strapped down for a moment before coming back with one of the dresses we had picked up earlier.
He held a sleeveless blue dress that was smocked all over the short bodice. Like most babies’ dresses, it flared quickly out to its wide skirt. At the top sat a white collar that I had been told in the shop was called a ‘peter pan’ collar. The smocking made a tiny diamond pattern across the front, and they had also added some small roses every few inches. It was the kind of dress that genuinely would make any baby girl look adorable! I groaned a bit when I realized I would again be that sweet baby girl a moment later when he undid the strap and sat me up.
I watched, actually kind of amused as he looked at the buttons that extended all the way down the back of the dress, trying to figure out how to make it work. While he was doing so, the bloomers that came with the dress rested at my feet, and I decided to help him out. So I pulled them up while he was still looking at the dress, and he said, “Hey!”
“What? You don’t want Mommy to think you can’t dress me, do you?” I told him.
He grumbled, “She’d never let me live it down!”
“Okay, so she undid about the top five buttons earlier, do the same thing, and pull it over my head like a t-shirt,” I instructed him.
I laughed as he struggled with the tiny buttons for a moment before he pulled it over my head as instructed and began buttoning it up to the top again. I waited patiently, and he suddenly pulled the shower cap off my head, having forgotten it was there. He seemed a little flustered going to look for shoes and socks while my hair was mostly a mess in the braid that had been under the swim cap. He returned with two dainty laced white socks that he put on my feet, followed by a new pair of black Mary Janes we had picked out earlier that didn’t hurt like the first pair I had tried on.
“So, you’re not worthless as a daddy?” Amanda came in dressed nicely in a sundress.
“I haven’t done her hair yet,” he said.
“Well, that’s okay; I’ll take care of that for the Princess. Did Daddy put your diaper on the right direction?” She teased and pulled the dress up to check. “Hmm… not on backward… The dress is on right too…” she smiled at me. “I guess I’m out of a job! Daddy is the new Mommy!” She told me with a smile and squeezed me tight.
“I don’t think I’m quite…” He smiled nervously.
“Oh, don’t worry, we know you don’t have the milk factory that a real Mommy has, huh?” She asked me with a smile. “I’ll do her hair if you’ll go get dressed in something a little less straight from the pool?”
“Okay, honey,” he told her and walked away.
“Good job giving him tips,” she told me with a smile. I gave her a confused look, and she pointed to the baby monitor.
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Chapters 30 and 31
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 30: Train Wreck
I LAUGHED, “DON’T tell him, you know,” I whispered.
“Don’t worry,” she told me and gave me a squeeze, “You two seemed to finally start to hit it off,” she said to me with a smile as she sat me down at the edge of the changing table and began brushing my hair.
“I hadn’t really talked to him much before.”
“He is kind of quiet… probably as much trouble for him to warm up to you as it was for you to warm up to him,” she told me seriously. “But just remember he’s all mine,” she said and pointed the hairbrush menacingly at me.
“We can’t share?” I asked with a smile.
“I guess…” she said and went back to work. She wove my hair into twin braids and tied off each with a bow that matched the blue on my dress. She pushed me back and looked side-to-side at my head before giving me a hug and saying, “I know it may be hard to believe, but I really do love you as my own already.”
I smiled at her but couldn’t think of an appropriate reply.
“Come on, we need to go meet your Aunt Cassie and your cousins!”
I hugged her tightly and tried not to shake but apparently failed, “Don’t worry, she’s not like Chloe.”
“But didn’t you say she took out her Little’s teeth, and he can only crawl?”
She looked a little bit surprised that I remembered everything but said, “Yes, she did that to Neville… but he can still talk. He also still has a few teeth.”
“Why leave some?” I asked nervously.
“I don’t have the slightest clue, Princess… I know she got paranoid about Neville making a run for it when Chloe’s Littles tried… I think that’s why she did that to him.”
I sighed, “You can understand why I’m nervous, right?”
She shook her head, “Remember, you are MY baby, not hers. I won’t let anyone do that to you, and neither will Daddy, huh?” She said.
“Nope!” He said as he gave both of us a hug. “Where are we meeting them?”
“That diner in her part of town, I think it’s called Carmichaels?” she told him.
“Helpful to know the place we’re going?”
She slugged him in the arm, “I know where we’re going even if I don’t know the name. Now let’s get going, so they aren’t sitting there waiting for us all night.”
“Yes, Mommy,” he said with a smile. She kissed him, and before I could say something, we were all walking downstairs together. Fred grabbed the diaper bag, and before I knew it, we were in her car, pulling out and driving towards yet another crazy Aunt.
I just sat through the trip nervously, wondering what this family member would be like. The drive to the diner wasn’t short, so I had plenty of time to think. “What are the names of Aunt Cassie’s… kids?” I asked.
“Kristina is her oldest real baby… she’ll turn four next month,” she added the last part, and I groaned internally, knowing she was sure to be bigger than me. “Klara is the youngest and just turned two… she’s in the middle of what she called potty-training boot camp with her right now.” I felt even more self-conscious, knowing the two-year-old would be out of diapers before me. “And then, of course, Neville is her baby.”
“How old is he?”
“Twenty-six, I think…” she said.
“How long…?”
“Has she had him?”
“Uh-huh,” I said.
“About a year now?”
‘Poor guy,’ I thought.
I was quiet then as I thought about all of the possibilities ahead of me. The Little I had spoken to on my trip before had mentioned how real Amazon babies would pick on Littles. I had eliminated about half of the responses to my posting simply because they had kids of their own already. I could only imagine how embarrassing it must be for their Little to watch two baby girls be potty-trained while he was stuck crawling in dirty diapers instead.
The car came to a stop, and Amanda said, “They’re here already,” she said as she pointed across the parking lot. I heard her shout “Hey!” as she went over to say hi, and Fred opened my door since he was on my side of the car.
“You ready for this?” He asked me.
I shook my head, “Not really, you?”
He laughed, “Not really!”
I was picked up carefully, and he threw the baby bag over his other shoulder. “Amanda, she is so cute!!!!!!!” the woman I surmised was Cassie cooed at me. She held a girl who I assumed was her youngest daughter in her arms. “I’m your Aunt Cassie, and this is your cousin Klara!” she said to me in a sing-song mother’s voice.
Aunt Cassie looked like a cross between her mother and Amanda. Her darker hair and shorter height seemed to be the most significant differences, but they had the same noses and similar body shapes.
“Hi,” I said politely, “I’m Stacy.” I mentally berated myself since I knew she knew that… but it seemed polite.
“Oh, she is polite!” she said to Amanda, “You weren’t kidding!” Then, she looked down at Klara and said, “You want to see your Aunt Mandy?”
The little girl in her arms looked excited to do so and hugged Amanda tight when handed over. Aunt Cassie extended her arms out and pretty much demanded to get to hold me with her body language. “Come see your Aunt Cassie?” She asked. Fred and I sighed simultaneously, but I think we both knew there was no other polite option. I was handed over and hugged tight to the strange lady’s chest. “Are they not feeding you anything?” She asked me.
“Mandy, she’s lighter than I think Klara was when she was born!”
Amanda laughed and said, “She’s close, but not quite that light… Shall we go inside?”
Cassie carried me in and then played with my braids and dress while waiting for the hostess. “How many?” the lady asked.
“We need five chairs, one with a booster, and three high chairs, please,” Amanda said.
“Big Girl, Aunty Mandy!” Klara demanded.
She looked at Cassie, who nodded, “Make that two booster seats and two high chairs,” she sighed.
“Give us just about fifteen minutes,” the lady said to us.
Cassie turned and faced me towards the man I knew must be her husband. He stood shorter than Amanda but taller than Cassie, it seemed. His scruffy-looking red hair seemed to match the long scruffy beard he had. Something about him just felt rugged and a little bit intimidating to me. “This is your Uncle Kevin. Say ‘Hi,’” she said as she waved my arm. “And that’s your cousin Neville!” She made me wave at him too.
Neville was clearly not actually a blood member of the family. He was black-haired and fairly buff like an athlete, actually. The babied man looked to have two feet of height on me, but the pacifier in his mouth and the exposed diaper under his onesie left no doubt what his place was in the world. He stared at me with a vacant look that just seemed to indicate no one was home. It was both confused and terrifying at the same time - vaguely reminding me of someone I once met that was just fried from drug abuse. I smiled at him shyly before I turned and looked at Amanda, who seemed to be holding in a giggle. I glared at her, and she quietly let it out then. I sighed and was distracted as Cassie sat down, and I was then sitting face-to-face with the ‘oldest’ of her family.
“This is your cousin Kristina!” Cassie said, regaining my attention with a smile.
“Baby!” Kristina said to me.
I sighed, “Hi Kristina,” I said with a smile. ‘Maybe if I treat the creatures with kindness, they’ll repay it someday?’
She looked at her mom, confused, “Not baby?”
Cassie laughed and said, “Oh definitely a baby, she just talks like you do, but see, she has a diapee on!” Suddenly my dress was pulled up and the bloomers down without any warning.
I turned bright red and looked as Amanda had set Klara down, and the girl toddled over to see me too. “Hi Klara,” I said with a smile.
She looked shocked and said, “Mommy, uppy!”
“I guess she’s jealous,” Cassie said and handed me over to Amanda, who had sat down next to her. “I hate to give her back, Mandy. She’s gorgeous!”
Amanda took me back and gave me a reassuring squeeze before saying, “Yes, she is.”
“We have your table ready,” a waitress said to us a moment later.
Seating with two real toddlers and two fake babies seemed to take on a whole new level of chaos. Amanda ended up seated to my right and Fred to my left. I was very appreciative of the protection that I felt they gave me, even as I felt myself turn red from embarrassment as the bib was put over my dress and a bottle of apple juice placed on the tray in front of me.
“Oh no, they gave you a regular high chair Mandy; we should get a Little’s one…” she said to her.
I looked down and thought everything seemed normal to me with this one. I looked confused across the table to Neville and realized things were not so normal there. His high chair had arm and leg straps that he was restrained by.
Amanda laughed, “She’s a good baby girl; she doesn’t need straps.” She kissed the top of my head and squeezed me gently from the side. “Besides, look at her size, and look at the size of Neville’s chair. She’d never be able to reach the straps!”
Cassie looked… more glared… at me, and I realized jealousy showed on her face. “How did you get one so little?”
“Think of her as an exchange student,” Amanda said. “She’s from the other dimension.”
I watched as she furrowed her brow and said, “Are they all this small?”
I turned and looked at Amanda, who shrugged, “I don’t know… I think it’s because it wasn’t her first visit?”
The waitress came by then to get food orders and started at their side of the table. “She’ll have your grilled cheese,” she said, pointing towards Klara, “and she’ll have your chicken and fries,” she said, pointing towards Kristina. “I’ll have the Chicken Caesar Salad.”
“Good, anything for your little boy?” She asked.
“I’ve got his food in my bag… would you mind heating it up, though? He likes it better when it’s warm.”
“Sure, ma’am, if you’ll hand it to me, I’m sure we can help out this cutie.” She reached her hand out, and I watched a jar come out of the bag. I caught a quick glance at the jar’s label. It featured an adult woman Little, wearing nothing but a diaper and a bib that barely covered her breasts. Her facial expression implied she was enjoying being fed a delicious meal, but I just managed to read “Haggis, tripe, and turnips” on the side of the jar. The waitress tucked it into the pocket of her little waitress apron and continued with our orders. ‘That sounds beyond disgusting!!!’ I thought to myself.
She went to Kevin, and he ordered a chicken fried steak that sounded infinitely more palatable than that baby food. A part of me worried just what Amanda would be feeding me as the waitress first took Fred’s order, which ended up being the same as Kevin’s.
“And for you, ma’am?”
“I’ll have the roast beef melt sandwich,” she told her.
“Fries, okay?”
“That’s fine.”
“And for the little Princess?” She asked with a smile towards me that she hadn’t given to Neville.
“Macaroni and cheese?” Amanda said, looking towards me.
“Grilled Cheese?” I countered, “Please?”
“Grilled cheese it is,” Amanda told her.
“Would you like that to come with fries or apple slices?”
“Let’s do the apples,” she said, much to my dismay. She leaned over and whispered, “You can have a couple of my fries; it’s not like you eat all that much anyway?”
I sighed but said, “Thank you,” to her nonetheless.
As the waitress left, I noticed that everyone on the other side of the table seemed to be staring at us like we were aliens. “Why in the world did you let her have a choice?” Cassie asked, “She’s a baby… they don’t get choices.”
“She’s my baby; I say she gets a choice,” Amanda said with a finality that left no room for discussion. “So, how has work been going, Cassie?” She asked, trying to change the subject.
“Oh, you know… same old thing this time of year. I get paid well to be an accountant, but I get tired of having to explain to the bosses why they can’t do this or that!”
I began to quietly tune out the drivel coming from her mouth and paid a bit more attention to what Neville was doing. He seemed to stare at me in wonder for some reason, and I couldn’t help but ask myself why. I tore my gaze from him and looked at Klara and Kristina coloring in some coloring books their dad had handed them. I was kind of jealous as it was boring listening to Cassie talk, but I turned my attention back to her in time to hear, “So have you scheduled her appointments yet?”
“Which appointments?” Amanda asked.
“The ones with Doctor Wagner’s office. He did such great work on Neville and Chloe’s girls; I figured you’d want him to do Stacy’s too?”
“What work?” Fred asked. I didn’t know him well, but I knew this wasn’t the happy ‘daddy’ voice from earlier. This was more the ‘I will beat you if you hurt my daughter’ voice.
“Well, her teeth and legs, of course,” she said, like saying the sky was blue.
“We are not removing her teeth, and she is going to keep using her legs like she already does,” Fred told her.
“You realize she’ll just run at the first chance?”
“We’re not going to do that; end of discussion, Cassie!” Amanda said.
An awkward silence filled the air, which was broken thankfully by plates of food being delivered for most of us. Everything except the bowl of goop that was placed next to Cassie’s plate looked good. I felt my stomach turn at the contents of that bowl, and I swore I could smell it from across the table. “Here you go, sweetie,” the waitress said as she brought my plate. “Mommy, do you want me to put it in front of her?”
“Yes, go ahead; she can feed herself.”
I watched as Cassie’s face scrunched up, and Neville looked red and embarrassed. Kristina and Klara seemed to be equally in shock at that pronouncement. For my part, I looked at the large sandwich and asked, “Mommy, could you cut it up another time for me, please?”
“Why sure, baby,” she told me and did that for me. “You be a good girl and chew really good,” she warned me.
“Yes, Mommy,” I told her.
I made sure to carefully chew every bite of the sandwich as the awkward silence carried on. It was broken a few moments later when Klara said, “Mommy, I need to go potty!”
“Hold on just a second, baby,” she said to her. ‘Just a second’ seemed to be too long, though, because I saw the poor girl start to cry.
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” Cassie asked as she pulled her dress up, exposing the wet pull-up to the entire restaurant.
“I didn’t mean to…” she whined.
“Well, if you’re going to wet your pants like your brother, then you can certainly stay in that wet diapee until we’re done eating like him too.”
I felt my mouth drop in shock as I realized her attitude wasn’t just negative towards Neville. Amanda sighed beside me, “She’s two, Cassie, accidents happen. Especially on a day like this.”
“If you don’t want me to tell you how to parent Mandy, then don’t do it to me,” she said curtly.
For my part, I took a bite of an apple slice and watched Cassie angrily feed a spoonful of the goop to Neville. He grimaced, but he must have been starving because he still swallowed it. Klara was a mass of tears and ended up shoving her plate to the ground in her fit. I watched in horror as Cassie grabbed her, flipped her over and pulled the wet Pull-up down right in the restaurant, and spanked her. As if that wasn’t enough of horror, though, she said, “You want to be a baby like your brother; that’s fine, Klara!” She proceeded to grab another bib from Neville’s diaper bag, tied it on her, and fed her the goop that was supposed to be Neville’s meal. Again, I watched in horror as she forced her mouth open for every bite, and the poor girl spat most of it back out each time. Her bib was quickly getting covered in the goop.
I felt like I was watching a train wreck in that I couldn’t turn away from the horrible scene. My appetite was lost then, and I sat my sandwich back down on the plate. Apparently, I wasn’t the only one, “Excuse me, can we get a few boxes for our meals and the check?” Fred asked.
“What?” Cassie glared at us all.
I looked at Amanda, who just looked at her and shrugged her shoulders, “Cassie, you’re my sister, and I love you, but I can’t sit here and watch while you treat your babies like this, insult me, and more importantly make me sick.” The boxes appeared, and Fred and Amanda quickly took their meals and mine and boxed them up. “I’d offer to change Klara for you, but I suspect I would be refused.” I was gathered in Amanda’s arms while Fred grabbed everything else, and we left.
“Bitch!” Cassie said loud enough for the whole restaurant to hear, but we just moved to the cashier and tried to pay.
“Your meal is on the house,” the manager at the desk said, “Thank you for standing up to her.”
Amanda asked, “Are you sure?”
“Yes, ma’am, I am.”
“I’m so sorry about this…” she told him.
He shrugged, “They’ve come in pretty regularly, but when they come up here to pay, I’m going to let them know they are no longer welcome here.”
We made it to the car, and Amanda burst into tears as she sat me in the car seat.
Chapter 31: Aftermath
FRED HAD TAKEN the driver’s seat after he hugged Amanda for a moment, and I couldn’t help but feel terribly sorry for her.
“I’m sorry,” I said to her when her sobbing calmed a bit.
“Not your fault, baby, not Neville’s fault, and most certainly not Klara’s fault!” Amanda said.
“Let’s just go home and eat the rest of our dinners,” Fred told us both as he pulled away.
I sat patiently in the car seat during the long drive home. I was growing kind of bored and impatient… not to mention my stomach began grumbling! ‘Why couldn’t she have been a witch AFTER I had the chance to eat?’ I groused to myself.
After we pulled into the garage, Amanda exited and picked me up from the car seat to cuddle me. I had a feeling she just needed the equivalent of a teddy bear or a doll to hold since she kept carrying me while throwing our dinner leftovers into the microwave. While she swapped out meals, she didn’t say anything, nor did Fred.
Once our dinners were made, she sat down with me in her lap at the table and handed me one of the now soggy pieces of grilled cheese.
“I’m sorry, that’s not nearly as good now,” Amanda said as she looked at it herself.
I shrugged, “I saw how much worse it could be,” and wrinkled my nose at the paste that Neville and then Klara had been forced to swallow.
She hugged me and said, “Sorry about that.”
I turned towards her and gave her a hug, “You didn’t do anything. In fact, you’re amazing! You stuck up for me!!! And you stood up for Klara and Neville, two people that are totally unable to alter their own situations! From what I can tell, you two and Megan, maybe the only three sane people in this world!” I paused for a second and realized some tears had fallen out of my own eyes, “Thank you for being the ones to take me in!”
She gave me a squeeze of her own and handed me a piece of sandwich, “If that’s not edible anymore, be honest with me; I’ll cook something else if I need to.”
The three of us ate in silence for a few minutes before the phone rang. Fred grabbed the cordless and looked at what I assumed was the Caller ID on it. “It’s your mother,” he said.
She sighed, “Of course it is. Cassie always goes crying to her… you would think she was the baby and not Megan!”
For my part, I just sat carefully in her lap as she sat her own sandwich remnants down and answered, “Hello?”
“Hi pumpkin,” I heard Granny’s voice quietly over the phone.
“Hi, Mom,” she replied.
“So… what’s your side?” I heard from the too-loud phone.
I forced myself to take a bite of the sandwich while Amanda shifted uncomfortably in the seat. “Well…” I listened to Amanda recount the horrible dinner affair for nearly ten minutes while her mom said, ‘uh-huh,’ ‘really?’, and other one-word replies left complete doubt in how she was responding. “So, Mom, that’s what happened.”
“Didn’t you overreact just a bit?” I heard.
“What?!?” Amanda cried.
“Did Klara throw a tantrum and her food to the ground?”
“Well… yes…”
“And weren’t you just telling me a few days ago ‘your Little, your rules?’”
“Yes…” Amanda said meekly.
“Then how can you blame her for disciplining her daughter?”
“It wasn’t discipline, Mom… it was abuse, the way she did it. Okay, Klara was wrong, and yes, she just had an accident. But given the fact we were all going out to eat, meeting a new cousin, seeing her aunt, and everything else… is her having an accident surprising? If Cassie is really trying to potty-train Klara, she should have taken her to the bathroom as soon as she ordered. She’s only two!”
I heard her mother sigh, “I guess I wasn’t there, so maybe it was that bad. I don’t know what to do with you two… or you and Chloe for that matter… The three of you haven’t fought like this since you were all living at home.”
“I don’t know, Mom,” Amanda said, and I looked up to see the tears on her face.
“Well, do you still want to come for Sunday dinner tomorrow?”
She looked down at me, having finished the sandwich piece she had given me, and said, “We’ll come for dinner just so Dad can meet Stacy… but I’m not going to make Stacy eat baby food!”
Her mother laughed, “Don’t worry, we’re barbequing, and she can have a hotdog like little Klara.”
“One tomorrow?” Amanda asked with a sigh.
“Yes, that gives us time to get home from church and your dad to fire up the grill. You could join us at church if you wanted to…?”
“No thanks, Mom, we’ll just meet you at your house.”
“Sounds good then. I love you, see you tomorrow!”
“Love you too, Mom,” she said and pressed the end button.
“Well, that’s a mess…” she said.
I responded by giving her a hug as best I could from her lap.
“Thanks, Stacy…” she said and returned the hug. She started to hand me another piece of sandwich but touched it and realized it, and her own food was cold. “Why don’t we see if there’s something else we can have for the rest of our dinner…?”
She held me on her hip as she dug through the refrigerator. She seemed to not see anything in there, but I could see some shredded cheese inside and some flour tortillas on the counter. I tugged at her shirt, “Quesadillas?” I suggested.
“What?” She asked me.
I looked up at her, “Umm… you know, a quesadilla?”
“What’s that?”
I was genuinely shocked that item didn’t exist in this world. “Take the tortilla, put some cheese in it… well, if you’re doing it right, you can put meat too… but you can either cook it in a skillet with some butter or microwave it.” I looked at her, wondering if she was joking, “You really don’t have that here?”
She shook her head, “I have those for fajitas?” She said it with the ‘j’ not an ‘h’ sound like it should be, but rather a harsh ‘j’ sound.
“Just when you think this world can’t get any stranger?!?” I muttered to myself.
She laughed and squeezed me, “Just kidding, Princess, we have those here too. Is that what you want?”
I glared at her but nodded, “Please?”
“Sure, why don’t we have Daddy hold you, though?” She said as she passed me over to Fred.
It was good to hear her laugh, even if she was picking on me. Fred settled me on his lap with a hug, and I watched as he continued to devour his chicken fried steak. He cut off a piece a moment later and, instead of bringing it to his mouth, brought it to mine. I accepted it only then realized I still had the bib on from the restaurant. I turned red but chewed the steak and enjoyed the taste.
“Good?” He asked me with a smile as he looked down at me.
“Yes, thank you,” I told him.
I snagged a few more bites of the steak before Amanda finished the quesadilla, and I was handed back to her. She had made one for herself too. Unfortunately, I only managed about half of the massive one she made for me. “Hmm… I guess I have to remember we can just share meals sometimes, huh?”
I groaned a little bit but nodded, “Yeah, we probably can if you don’t mind giving up some of your meal.”
She squeezed me, “Of course, I don’t mind!”
With a sigh, she asked, “How about a bath and then a movie?”
I paused for a moment as the need to pee came, and I gave into it before answering, “Sure!”
She smiled at me, and I had a feeling she knew what I’d been doing. “Okay then, why don’t you go to the living room for a few minutes while Mommy cleans up.”
She sat me down, and I did as she asked. Fred disappeared upstairs, and I found myself exploring their living room some more on my own. Next to the TV, there was a noticeable absence of movies sitting on a bookshelf. ‘Probably all on a server or on-demand,’ I told myself, thinking about the fact that we had been moving that way in our own world. I nosed around a little bit and found little baby toys that had been placed here and there for me to supposedly play with.
‘I’m sure glad I ended up with these guys!’ I shuddered and realized just how lucky I had gotten. I was just walking to the other side of the living room from the TV when I felt a familiar need and sighed. ‘This part, though, will never stop sucking!’
A part of me fought the idea of pooping in my pants tooth and nail still. The idea of maybe them changing their mind and letting me use a potty came to mind, but I remembered then that Amanda had said even a potty like Klara used would be too big for me. So I grimaced and squatted down, squeezing my stomach muscles for a moment. My brain still didn’t like the idea of pooping my pants, and so I grunted for a moment before I felt my sphincter open. The disgusting mush piled up out of my behind into the diaper right as Fred climbed down the stairs. We made eye contact as I finished, and I felt my cheeks flush.
“Come here, Princess,” he told me as he walked to me and opened his arms up. So I held my arms up, and he said, “Pee-ew, you stinky!”
I felt tears come to my face as I tried not to think about the mess and appreciated that he seemed to avoid smushing it. But then, Amanda saw my expression in my nursery and said, “What’s wrong?”
“She just made a big present for her Mommy,” he told me as he handed me over to her.
“Wimp…” She said before kissing my forehead, “Well, I’m glad you got that out of your system before we gave you your bath, huh?” I felt more tears stream across my cheeks, and she said, “It’s okay, Stacy,” as she sat me down on the changing table gently.
I felt the log smash against my butt and whimpered as she took that moment to put a pacifier in my mouth. “It’s gross!” I told her.
“We’ll get you cleaned up, sweetie,” she told me. My dress was pulled from my body before she laid me on my back and pulled my shoes and socks, then my diaper cover off, leaving me only wearing the messy diaper. As the tapes were torn away, I grimaced at an increase in the smell, “It’s not even that much, sweetie,” she told me with a smile.
I groaned, “It’s so sticky!!!”
She didn’t answer but just quickly wiped and cleaned me up before saying, “Let’s go pop you in the bath and finish up.”
She gingerly carried me and sat me in the bathtub before undoing the braids in my hair while I sat still in the water. Amanda handed me a squirt toy as she was doing so that I just held in my hands. I realized I still had the pacifier in my mouth and was sucking on it unconsciously. That was when the camera flash went off, and I realized that Fred had his camera out again. I looked down and saw the bubbles at least obscured my lower body - but my chest was exposed! ‘You have as much to worry about being seen with your naked chest as any infant,’ I reminded myself. ‘And they’ve both seen you naked!’
I glared at him nonetheless and squirted at him with the toy.
Amanda laughed but told me, “No squirting water out of the tub, Stacy!”
I nodded, “Yes, Mommy,” I tried to say, but thanks to the pacifier, it came out closer to ‘Yeth.’
Bath time was relaxing as she pulled the braids loose and then washed me carefully and gently. It seemed cathartic to her to scrub me, and I wondered if she would join me that night. She didn’t, instead pulling the drain plug and saying, “Come on, Princess, let’s get you dressed in your jammies and go watch a movie with Daddy.”
She wrapped me in a towel and hugged me tightly in her arms like a newborn. Then, she carried me to the nursery before sitting me back upright in her arms in front of my open closet. “How about this one?” She asked me while holding a pink sleep sack.
I shook my head.
“Hmm… Picky tonight?”
“If you’ll let me be?” I told her with a smile.
She kissed my forehead, “Sure!”
I looked around the section she had hung my pajamas in, as well as the rest of the closet. This was the first time I really had a chance to look around! It was clear she was the kind of OCD person who had to organize a closet! The section she held me to was all pajamas, it seemed, organized by sleep sacks, one-piece sleepers, two-piece sets, and nightgowns. Looking to my right, I saw t-shirts, onesies, skirts, and dresses all hung neatly and even organized by color. Color was my cue, and I noticed a pretty purple nightgown with pink hearts. It had little capped sleeves, and I knew I would probably look cute in it. I pointed at it, “Dat one,” it sounded like through the pacifier shield.
She smiled and hugged me tighter to her as she grabbed it and then lay me down on the changing table. One of the overnight diapers was put on me before she pulled the nightgown over my head and quickly braided my hair in a loose sleep braid. “You look adorable!” she told me when she was done.
“Of course, I do!” I told her, having pulled the pacifier out of my mouth. She pushed it back in and carried me downstairs, where Fred had cooked a bowl of popcorn that sat next to him on the couch. I noticed a sippy cup sat on the coffee table in front of him as well as two glasses of wine that were obviously for the ‘adults.’
Amanda set me next to the bowl and handed me the sippy cup after she grabbed the pacifier from my mouth by hooking her finger through the ring on the guard. I looked at the cup and took a long drink of apple juice in it before saying, “Thanks.”
“You’re welcome, baby,” she told me. “What do you want to watch?”
I shrugged, “I don’t know?”
She turned the TV on, and after some debate, we ended up putting on a science fiction film that was a cross between Star Wars and Battlestar Galactica. I grabbed a small handful of the giant popcorn and leaned against her with my body. She was soft and warm to lean against, which was nice since the nightgown was actually kind of chilly. After a while, she said, “I’ll be back in a moment,” and carefully got out from underneath me. The empty popcorn bowl went with her, and I looked over at Fred, who seemed engrossed in the movie.
As a chill came over me, I made a decision and crawled across to him and climbed onto his lap, “Well, hello there,” he said to me as he hugged me and settled me in. I leaned against his arm and had to admit I was comfy there. My dad had always loved me… but I hadn’t been able to feel close to him like this since I was little. His sarcasm and humor weren’t meant to be mean, but it was tough to get past it.
‘Maybe as a daughter, it will be better?’ I wondered to myself. ‘Daughter…’ I added thoughtfully. Truth be told, since I wasn’t sitting down on the potty anymore, the different parts I had now didn’t seem real to me. Of course, I’d been dressed in dresses from the moment I’d stepped foot there nearly a week ago, so nothing had changed there…
Amanda rejoined us and cuddled into her husband’s side as the movie played on. I would take occasional drinks of the sippy cup while the scenes passed. It really was a pretty good movie, but even in a sci-fi film like this, there was a bias against Littles. Absolutely no Little characters existed in the film, and it was like it was easier to just deny their existence. As the film reached its final climax, I felt a need to pee and gave into it as there was no reason not to. Unfortunately, Fred seemed oblivious to that fact.
Amanda picked me up as the movie wrapped up, “After earlier, I don’t want you to do this if you don’t want to…” she said to me as she held me to her.
“Thank you, but I think it’ll make us both feel better,” I told her, knowing she was speaking about nursing me.
Her shirt and bra were pulled out of the way, and she presented me with the leaking orb that I nursed contentedly from. ‘So glad I got these two!’
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Chapters 32 and 33
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 32: Walks
THE NEXT MORNING, I woke up and stood looking out the bars of my crib. I held onto the bars to keep myself standing upright - otherwise, the soaked pillow between my legs barely let me even crawl. The clock read 7:30am, and the sun was peeking through the sides of the window curtains. I quietly waited for ten minutes and had yet to hear any noises making me think my two Amazon guardians were awake yet.
I sighed and looked around the crib to where Elena had been thoughtfully tucked in with me the previous night. I sat back down and held her, thinking about my awkward situation. The skirt of my nightgown had ridden up to uncover the soaked night diaper. I poked at the puffed-up garment for a moment. ‘What the hell was I thinking?’ I asked myself as I looked around the nursery and the crib I was currently confined to. Back home, I could have been going out and doing things, enjoyed freedom, been a boy still...’
‘Well, actually, that doesn’t bother me as much,’ I admitted to myself.
I sighed and wondered what the day would bring with crazier Amazon drama between Amanda and her psycho sisters. I couldn’t help but feel bad for the casualties in their insanity. Neville certainly was the most obvious case of abuse there, but what I had seen with Klara yesterday seemed to somehow go beyond discipline. Something in the tone…? It just didn’t feel right!
I shook my head and smiled as I saw Amanda sleepily walk in with her nightgown still on.
“Awake already?” she asked.
I nodded, “It’s weird… I never wake up before eleven at home on my own.” As I said the words, I realized I had been sucking on my pacifier all night and hadn’t noticed it still lodged in my mouth. I blushed and pulled it out, “Guess we didn’t need the nanites there!”
She laughed, “Let’s get that booty of yours out of that wet diaper.”
She carried me over to the changing table and removed the wet diaper, and soon had me dressed in a new regular pamper. “Let’s figure out what you’re going to wear today,” she told me as she unstrapped me and carried me to the closet. “Pick something you want to wear,” she prompted me.
I looked up at her and asked, “I get to pick again?”
She squeezed me, “I told you before you came, I wouldn’t be able to help myself on some things… but after yesterday… and with school starting soon, I’m wanting to see if we can’t give you a bit more freedom.”
“Thanks,” I told her and leaned my head in to squeeze her. She was standing by the dress section of the closet, so they were the first items in my view. I reached my arm out, and she moved close enough for me to start sliding the dresses back and forth on the rack. “How in the world do I have so many dresses already?” I asked her incredulously.
She laughed, “Don’t worry, I’ll make sure you have triple that by the time next summer comes.”
I shook my head, knowing she probably wasn’t joking. I looked through each of the ones and decided to ask, “In my world, they have a saying you should ‘dress for success,’ after yesterday and our time with Chloe… umm?”
“How are we going to handle them?”
I nodded.
“I don’t know. I think there are a couple of ways we could do it. You could wear a very infantile dress with a built-in bodysuit, and I could keep you cuddled up to Daddy or me all day. I imagine that would probably be how Chloe or Cassie would expect us to handle you.”
“Or?”
“Or… I think there are a couple of options that you could wear that would keep your diaper hidden except when I want to check it or it needs to be changed… We could pretend you’re more like Kristina?”
I nodded, “Is there another option?”
“Well, you have several cute sundresses that we could put you in, and as long as you don’t flip them up, they wouldn’t show your diaper, but then you wouldn’t be pretending to be a big girl either.”
I sighed and thought for a moment, ‘I’m not going to pretend they’re not diapering me… I might think about that for school, but it’s pointless today. The infantile dress doesn’t seem like it would irk Chloe and Cassie enough.’
I looked at the options chose something that matched her third option, “That one,” I pointed towards a dress that had an alternating almost quilt-like appearance. The top part of the bodice was yellow with a crochet overlay; the next section began under a yellow ribbon and bow with mostly blue flowers and an occasional yellow one. Below that section was a mostly yellow fabric with green leaves with light blue flower petals. The final selection was a white background with almost water-colored flowers in various shades of blue.
“I like that one too,” Amanda told me as she took it and the hanger down before grabbing another dress with a bodysuit attachment.
“Why’d you grab that one?”
“Well, we want to keep the other dress pretty for when we leave, don’t we?” She smiled at me.
I nodded, “I guess.”
She dressed me in the bodysuit dress, which was cute, but a quick view in the mirror meant it looked like I was the three-month-old baby everyone seemed to be expecting. I sighed as she patted my back and said, “Let’s get your latte bottle!”
Her nightgown was thin, and I could see she was beginning to leak through it. So I thought for a second and asked instead, “Can I reserve an extra day instead…?”
She looked at me oddly, “Why?”
“You need to get rid of some?” I asked shyly.
She looked down and laughed, “Alright, I guess we can hold that one off. But don’t cry later about caffeine withdrawals!”
I smiled at her in response and expected her to sit down in the glider. Instead, she just moved the gown out of the way and put my mouth to her breast right there where she stood. It was a little odd at first, but she supported me solidly, and I knew I was in no danger of falling. She rocked back and forth, and I found myself growing more relaxed as my stomach filled. I was burped between breasts and discovered we had moved outside to the backyard on a porch swing as I began on her second breast. By the time I finished, I was feeling pretty full, and Amanda looked like she was in a good mood as well. The air outside felt like the perfect temperature, and I enjoyed the breeze against my exposed skin.
“Okay, baby girl, why don’t you study in your playpen while Mommy gets her shower,” she told me with a smile while feeling the state of my diaper. “That diapee should be good until I get done.”
I blushed but nodded. Amanda carried me back inside and left me in the playpen with all of the books on the test, and I began cramming information in my head again. When I started hearing the noise in the kitchen a little while later, I started a bit and realized that Fred was making breakfast. He stopped when he saw my gaze and came over to pick me up. “How about you keep Daddy company in the kitchen?” he suggested kindly.
He gave me a hug that I returned and brought me to my highchair, buckled me into the harness, and then left to grab my books. He kept working on pancakes, sausage, and eggs while I made it through another section of a practice test. I suddenly felt my stomach cramp up a bit and let the fart loose… only it wasn’t a fart. Wet mushy poop went into my diaper, and I froze, shocked by it.
Fred had just scraped the eggs into a bowl and looked at me before sniffing. “Uh-oh, did some make a poopy?”
I felt tears going down my face, and he said, “It’s okay, come on, Daddy will get you cleaned up.”
He pulled me back out of the high chair and carried me upstairs. When we reached there, I felt another cramp and pushed more mess out. “Shhh…. He said it’s okay.” He rocked me for a moment in his arms and then lay me down on the changing table. “You done?” He asked.
“I think so,” I whimpered.
“Well, if not, I guess we can always change that diaper too, huh?” He said in a good-natured voice. Then, as he opened it up, he asked, “You fed from Mommy this morning, right?”
I nodded, “Yes.”
“How many times yesterday?”
I shook my head, “I don’t know a few?” I had a sudden fear, “Is there something wrong with me?”
He shook his head, “No, sweetheart, but your stool is more like an all-breastfed baby right now. I wasn’t expecting that. Nothing wrong with it, but I’ll make sure Mommy gets some good solid foods in you today too.”
I shuddered a bit as he cleaned up a diaper that seemed to be among my messiest yet. He was quick about it, though, and pulled the snaps of the bodysuit closed quickly before giving me a hug, “There you go, baby girl. Let’s go wash our hands, and then we’ll have breakfast.”
He carried me back down to the kitchen and washed his hands and mine in the large kitchen sink. It was the first time I’d been so close to it, and I knew without a doubt if they were any other pair of people, I would probably be getting my baths in the sink for ‘my safety.’
“You’d fit in that sink just fine, huh?” He smiled at me, obviously reading my mind.
I sighed, “Hard to even think of people taking me seriously as a college student sometimes.”
He hugged me and carried me back to the highchair. “Not everyone is going to take you seriously, Stacy, but just remember there are, in fact, two people in this world who will always have your back.” He kissed my head before saying, “Still have some room after Mommy’s milk?”
I nodded, and he returned with a cute decorated child’s plate and a soft plastic baby spork that he gave to me. The dish had a mutilated part of a pancake, some eggs, and a piece of sausage. I looked at it all and laughed, “You all would starve in my world!”
“Huh?” He asked as he took a bite of sausage.
“This is a full meal for me… and it’s not even full portions!” I shook my head, “Well, hopefully, your food bill isn’t going up too much on account of my stomach.”
He laughed as Amanda came down in a cute dress that matched one of the panels of the dress we had picked out for me later. She looked and saw the plate in front of me and said, “There is no way she’ll ever finish all of that, Fred,” she told him.
I giggled, and she said, “Oh, and what are you going to do, finish it to prove he’s right?”
“I doubt it,” I told her with a smile, “but he’s still right.”
She gave me a kiss on my forehead and said, “Honey, you forgot something for her.”
“What?”
“A bib?” She said while holding one up in her hands.
“I think she’s doing just fine without it,” he pointed out.
She sighed, “Oh well, we’re changing her outfit later anyway,” she lay it back down on a stack of them and gathered her own plate of food. “Thanks for making breakfast,” she kissed Fred on her way to the seat next to me.
For my part, I had been eating on my own and kind of hoped to continue that. I hoped if I could do it without making a mess of my clothes, maybe Amanda would let me do it more often. So I ate carefully and daintily through the breakfast and avoided making a mess with the spork. It was an awkward utensil that, even as something sized for a baby, still felt more like a long teaspoon to me. Finally, I finished all that I could eat and suddenly burped, “Excuse me,” I said aloud and realized they both had been watching me.
“Well, don’t we have a dainty Princess,” Amanda said as she came over to me and used a baby wipe on my face and then my clean hands. “I don’t think you got a single drop on your outfit!”
“I don’t have to have a bib,” I told her with a smile.
“Sometimes no,” she agreed, “but you will later in that pretty dress.”
I sighed as she picked me up and nodded. She carried me to her lap, where she was still playing with her own plate a little bit. I could tell her mood was about as in the pits as mine right then. Then, on a whim, I gave her a hug and leaned into her. She responded by putting her arms around me and kissing the top of my head. “How in the world did we end up with the perfect little girl?” she asked Fred.
“We responded to an online ad for a deranged lunatic,” he said with a smirk.
“Hey, I resemble that remark!” I told him.
Just then, Amanda decided to launch a tickle attack on my side and didn’t let up for several long moments until I was out of breath and more than a little bit wet.
When I managed to get my breathing under control, “Mommy, you might want to change my diaper?”
“And why is that missy?”
“It’s going to leak probably otherwise?”
She laughed, “Fred, you want the baby or the dishes?”
“I’ll take the dishes; she looks happy to be in your arms,” he said with a smile towards both of us.
Amanda carried me upstairs, and I did feel comfortable in her arms. I was changed into a new diaper, and she asked, “It’s still a few hours until we go. What do you want to do?”
“Study?” I suggested.
“I was thinking maybe something else?”
“What?”
“Well, I thought we could go for a walk?”
I laughed, “Somehow, I have a feeling that doesn’t involve me walking much.”
She smiled at me, “Well… we’ll probably take your stroller.”
I thought for a moment about how little I could see out of the stroller… “Could you take me in the sling instead?”
“Really?” She asked me, “Why?”
“I can see better,” I told her.
“Okay, baby, we can do that.” She looked at me and said, “Wait in your crib for me,” and deposited me without warning.
‘Why am I in a cage…?’ I asked silently. She returned a few minutes later with the sling carrier and began getting it set on her shoulders. Then, she walked over to a drawer of my dresser and looked for a moment before saying, “Aha!”
For my part, there was nothing I could do but look like the helpless baby I felt like. Finally, she returned to the crib and picked me up to set me into the carrier. She seated me in it, facing just to the side to where I could turn my head and see where she was going, but I could also see to her side. I felt very safe in the sling and said, “Thanks, this is way better than the stroller.”
“You’re welcome! As long as you keep being as skinny as you are, I don’t have a problem using this,” she said with a smile and a kiss on my head. “Now, let’s get this hat on your head!”
I saw the pink cloth hat with a wide brim, and the only actual words that could describe it were cute and adorable… Amanda fiddled with my hair for a moment, pulling my hair into a ponytail with a scrunchy. Then, a moment later, she kissed my nose and said, “Take a look at you!”
She walked in front of a mirror, and I watched a baby with her mouth open in shock. With my hair hidden in the hat, sitting in a sling, with my new face, there wouldn’t be anyone treating me like a Little. Anybody who saw us would think I was the three-month-old baby that Amanda never told them she was having!
“You look adorable!” She told me.
I nodded, “You could pass me off as your actual baby!”
“I think we might just do that sometimes,” she told me with a gentle hug, “for now, let’s go for a walk!”
Fred joined us downstairs, and we went for a nice walk to the university and then back with the two of them holding hands most of the time. Seemingly every time we ran into someone, they would make cute faces at me or come tell Amanda how cute her baby was. It seemed that as long as they thought I was an actual baby, they were just friendly to me. The second there was a suspicion I was a Little, though, they felt the need to rub in my inferiority.
As we walked and they talked, I thought a lot to myself about the dynamic of this world. I knew from my studies in school about the history of minorities fighting to have the same rights as whites in America, or even women having opportunities that there were a lot of parallels. A power imbalance had been created that meant those with power, the Amazons had something over everyone else… and of course, they wanted to keep it that way. By not only taking care of their maternal urges but also keeping competition down in their workforces, they benefited themselves in a lot of tangible ways. By that same token, though, I couldn’t grasp why they would let Littles even try and attend middle school, high school, or college if they just wanted drooling babies. There had to be some ultimately sick twisted mindset that caused this dimension’s issues. ‘Almost like someone dreamed it up!’ I thought to myself.
“Sweetie, you, okay?” Amanda asked me.
“Huh?”
“You haven’t heard a word I’ve said, have you?”
“Umm… honestly, no?”
“Let’s try this again then; I’d like you to take a quick nap before we go over to my parents… Actually, I want to too,” she told me with a smile as I suddenly realized we were back in the living room.
“Oh… I don’t know if I’ll sleep, but I’ll lay down,” I told Amanda.
“Would it help to nurse first?” She asked me.
I thought to myself about it for a moment but shrugged, “Sure…”
Whatever was in her milk might as well have been sleeping pills most of the time because I was out before I knew it.
Chapter 33: Family
THE NICE THING about naps is they do wonders to help pass the time when you’re nervous! I think that was part of why Amanda decided to take one. I woke up to find myself wedged on their bed between her and a body pillow. She gathered me up, changed my wet diaper, and dressed me in the dress we had picked out earlier. I was slightly surprised that she added a pair of strappy sandals to my feet. They were white with tiny leather flowers attached to the front of my foot. Delicate, but they seemed to have some tread on the bottoms, to my surprise. I found myself back concentrating on more significant issues, though.
“I can’t believe I’ve gone in my sleep pretty much every time I’ve slept now since the first day!”
Amanda laughed, “It’s a good thing, Stacy! It keeps things from being complicated.”
“What do you mean?” I asked her as she worked on my hair. She seemed to be avoiding putting it into pigtails for some reason this time.
“Well… I think we can pretty much assume my breast milk is doing most of it since your digestive tract is full of liquid, and it has to go somewhere. But, of course, since you shrank when you came to this dimension, that probably doesn’t help a whole lot either… but with you going automatically, it keeps you from having to think about it, right?”
I shrugged, “Why does that help?”
“The less conspicuous you are about wetting or messing your diaper, the easier time you’re going to have to avoid trouble, Stacy.”
“Riiiight…” I told her.
“Trust me… when Chloe and Cassie both took their Littles in, the first thing they would complain about was having to get their Littles to use their diapers without spankings or other ‘help.’”
I gulped.
“Yeah… I know you agreed to diapers before you came, but I was worried you would hold stuff in and end up impacted or something. So I’m glad we haven’t had to help you with either part of using them.”
I sighed, “I guess I’m glad too…”
She hugged me as she finished doing whatever she was doing to my hair. “Want to see your hair?”
I nodded as she sat me down and let me walk over to the mirror on my own. She had again used two tiny braids from the front to make almost a ponytail holding section into the back. A yellow bow was tied to the back section of a half ponytail that rose from it. The dress fell to my knees for length – making it one of the longest dresses I owned! “I almost look big enough to be in elementary school again!” I told her semi-sarcastically but with a smile nonetheless.
I turned and hugged her gigantic leg behind me and said, “Thank you for not just deciding to dress me in what I’m sure Chloe or Cassie would have!”
She picked me up, “If I did, Megan would probably beat me up - you know that, right?”
I laughed but also got serious, “If she feels that way, how does she put up with your sisters?”
“You ever hear ‘don’t talk politics and religion?’” She asked.
I nodded.
“Same idea with my family and Littles.”
“Oh,” I said.
“Plus, she’s truly the baby in our family with her height. She’s only considered a Big because of our parents. Height-wise, she’s technically more of a Betweener… Add to that the rest of us are taller than average! So, she’s never gotten big enough to give it back to them physically.” She sighed, and I could tell she actually felt bad for her sister, “Why don’t you come and keep Mommy company while I redo my hair and makeup,” she said to me with a smile and carried me down the hallway to their room. She sat me down on her makeup table, and I was actually kind of fascinated to watch her redo her hair and then her makeup. When she seemed done, she dug around for a second before telling me, “Pucker your lips like this, Princess.” I did as she asked and was rewarded with some strawberry-flavored lip-gloss coating my lips. “There, now you’re perfect,” she told me with a smile.
“You about ready to go, honey?” Fred asked as he peaked back in from wherever he had been for the past couple of hours.
“As ready as I think any of us are?”
He gave the two of us a hug and led downstairs to what I had decided was now to be considered the family SUV. Strapped into the car seat, I sighed and waited to see if Amanda’s family would have a massive world war erupt when we got there. But, I was at least reassured that ‘Sunday Dinner’ meant lunch to them like it did with my grandparent’s generation. So, if nothing else, I hoped we’d at least be done with whatever catastrophe in time to go home for ‘supper.’
From dropping off ‘Granny’ before, I remembered that the house wasn’t far, so it seemed like no time before we pulled into their driveway. Amanda had driven, so Fred was closer to my seat and freed me from the carrier before settling me down at his side on the ground. “You want to walk in, or do you want me to carry you?” He asked as he knelt down next to me.
‘An excellent question,’ I thought to myself. Of course, Chloe and Cassie would expect a good Little to be carried inside. But, given their choices to rob their Littles of their ability to walk, I decided, “Walk and hold your hand, Daddy.”
He smiled at me. Somehow, I suspected he thought like I did! I saw five cars in the driveway and on the street, so I guessed everyone was already there. I took a deep breath and extended my hand way up, and he reached down a little awkwardly, and we began walking. Amanda took up a spot right behind me while we walked up the steps of the large porch that had a swing sitting on it. I noted that there were a lot of pretty flowers neatly planted in front of the porch and a couple of lovely maple trees around the front yard. It opened up just before we reached the front door, and Granny stood there.
“And there’s my new grandbaby!” she practically squealed and bent down to hug me.
I forced myself to relax my body posture and told myself that the touch was okay… as she was still mostly a stranger! But it was terrifying to have a giant hug you!
“Hi Granny,” I said with as much of a smile as I could manage. It must have been an okay job because she smiled back at me.
“Hi Mandy, Fred,” she said, standing up and giving them a hug while leaving me still holding onto Fred’s hand.
Just then, I saw one of the first men to actually make Fred not look like the tallest giant in the world come up. He hung back a little bit next to Granny, and I suspected he was Amanda’s dad. Suddenly I felt lifted in the air and found myself in Amanda’s arms while simultaneously feeling some urine involuntarily leaving my bladder. “Daddy, meet your new grandbaby, Stacy,” she told me as she carried me closer.
The giant man looked intently at me, and I gave him a similar look over. He was incredibly intimidating with short, cropped hair and exposed biceps that seemed large even for an Amazon. He reminded me a lot of my real grandfather, whom I had said goodbye to the previous weekend… Something about him just said ‘military’ to me.
“Well, look at you,” he said to me, “I’m not into babies like the womenfolk, but I have to admit you look like you’re about the most beautiful little baby I’ve seen!” His voice, though low, was sweet.
“Nice to meet you, Sir,” I told him politely.
“Glad to see my Mandy has more sense than to just silence you…” he muttered quietly to me.
I smiled at him, “Me too!”
“You want to hold her, Daddy?” Amanda asked.
“The real question probably should be, does she want to be held by me,” he said with a smile towards me.
I thought for a second about the best move and said, “Sure.”
He smiled at both of us, “Well, give her over here then.”
I was passed over to the hulk of a man who took me gently into his arms and held me in an upright position. “So, how old are you really?” He asked quietly.
“Eighteen,” I told him.
“And my daughter kidnapped you?”
I shook my head, “I’m living with them to go to college here.”
He raised his eyebrows and looked at Amanda, “You’re not planning on making her just another living dolly?”
Amanda sighed, “No, Daddy, just her temporary parents, really,” she smiled at me. “Though giving her up eventually will be very difficult!”
“So, if you’re going to school? What are you studying?”
“Computer Science,” I told him.
“Oh, so that makes sense. You just wanted a nerd baby who could understand your babbling about computers,” he said with a smirk towards his daughter.
Fred laughed, “You have no idea, Joe!”
“Well, everyone else is back in the backyard. I just started up the grill, so we should have food ready in about a half-hour or so,” Grandpa Joe told all of us. He gave me a gentle squeeze and then handed me back to Amanda, “You lucked out there, Mandy,” he told her, “I’ve got to go man the grill; we’ll talk more later.”
Mandy gave me a squeeze of her own to reassure me before putting her hand under my dress and feeling my diaper. “Little wet, but I think you can probably wait for a bit?”
I sighed and nodded, “He scared me!” I told her.
She laughed, “Come on, let’s go see if your cousins want to play?”
I didn’t know what to expect outside, but she carried me through the large open living room and out a sliding glass door to the backyard without any other options. Once through the door, I could see a large deck outside with a smoking grill that her dad walked to. At a table nearby, two other enormous men stood. I knew one was Cassie’s husband and assumed the other was Chloe’s.
“Let’s come meet your uncles!” Amanda said excitedly in her annoying mommy voice. She carried me nearer to a red-haired giant and said, “You met your Uncle Kevin last night,” she reminded me, “Say Hi!” I looked more closely at him, and he seemed put out that attention would be even given to me towards him.
I waved at him and said, “Hi,” quietly. I really was terrified at meeting anyone married to Cassie or Chloe! But, though he was sitting, I felt like he was shorter than Amanda, which gave me a bit of comfort there.
“And this is your Uncle Derrick!” She said, pointing towards the other man who looked to be just a bit taller than Amanda. He had blonde hair styled in a short, gelled, almost punk look. Though too old for it, he reminded me of someone who would be a skater or surfer. “He’s Aunt Chloe’s husband.”
“Hi,” I said meekly.
They went back to talking about something else pretty immediately as neither seemed to suffer from the women’s baby fever. “Let’s go meet your cousins now!” Amanda said with a smile and a short tickle to my belly just above my diaper.
As she climbed down the steps of the large deck, I noticed the giant sandpit in the backyard. I recognized Klara, Kristina, and Neville as Cassie’s kids from last night’s dinner. The other three had to be Chloe’s Littles, and my stomach knotted up as I saw them.
The three women were sitting in just their diapers, with nothing else on. I felt myself squirm awkwardly inside my head as no bras or shirts covered their small but still developed breasts. One girl seemed to just be idly moving sand on her stomach. Something about her said ‘defeated,’ and I guessed that was the poor girl that Chloe had really abused. She was the biggest, easily over two feet taller than me, with blonde hair tied into short pigtails. Her diaper looked full of sand… and I could smell and see the brown stain from the load in it from several feet away. I guessed that she looked to be the oldest.
Amanda introduced me to all of them and pointed to her first, “This is Kacey there with the poopy diaper.” I grimaced for the girl but was amazed the Kacey didn’t even react more than to say, “Poopy” in a sad, lifeless voice.
“Over there is Katie,” she pointed to a black-haired woman who looked to be a bit more than a foot taller than me sitting up in the sand with a small bucket in front of her. She waved back and smiled with an oddly happy look on her face, “Hi.”
“Hi Katie,” I told her.
“And this last poopy-pants here is Kendra,” she said towards the remaining unknown woman with brown hair sitting dejectedly with her hands, drawing random patterns in the sand. She was pretty much in between the heights of Katie and Kacey and looked to be the actual youngest of the women. The poor girl looked to be in tears at Amanda, bringing notice to the state of her diaper, but she still said “Hi,” to me.
“Hi Kendra,” I said. “Umm… I’m Stacey,” I told them.
“Why don’t you sit here and play with your cousins while I go see if Chloe has any diapers for her girls?”
I nodded and timidly stood on my own two feet in the sand. I looked at the others and tried to decide what to do. Katie gave me a grim smile, and I could see her mouth was devoid of teeth like Amanda had warned me. Before I walked closer to them, though, Klara came up to me. I realized then just how tall an Amazon baby could be compared to me… She seemed to be two or three heads taller than me! Even at two years old, I thought she looked taller than Katie too!
“Baby!” She told me as she approached, and I began to worry about what she would do. “Come play!” Klara reached for my hand, and I let the toddler lead me to the other side of the sandpit, where she and Kristina seemed to be playing with a couple shovels and a bucket while Neville looked on.
From the deck, I heard, “Oh Mandy, you are so naïve sometimes! If you change a Little’s diaper just because they went poopy, you’re just wasting a good diaper! They’ll be good in those diapers until we go home. I didn’t even bring any spares since I knew they could sit in a dirty diaper for a couple hours. Sure, they might get a little rash, but that’s…”
I lost some of that as I heard Kendra begin sobbing. I looked over there, and Neville surprised me when he whispered, “she was the last Little Chloe adopted… Just before they all made their run for it.” He sighed, “she’s only been dealing with this for a bit longer than I have and sobs most of the time.” Without his teeth, he was tough to understand; it obviously hurt his skill at annunciation.
“You can talk still?” I asked in surprise that he could do that much.
He laughed, “When you can understand it without the other teeth,” he looked sad then but smiled, and I could see he had three teeth left. Cassie had left him two incisors and one other tooth to the left on the bottom row of teeth. “She didn’t want me biting her nipple,” he answered my question.
“Mommy says you not supposed to talk big words!” Kristina told him bossily.
He sighed and stuck his thumb in his mouth. “Baby pway!” Klara said to me and directed me to join her. I thought about my dress getting dirty but just decided that was to be expected by a playing baby. I knelt on my knees, though, to try and keep it somewhat clean. Klara handed me a shovel and said, “Dig!”
“She’s just a baby. She can’t dig!” Kristina said.
“Can too,” I told her with a smile and began digging with the plastic shovel. I made a small hole and then piled the sand around it to make a shape that reminded me of the Apple Headquarters back home. I looked up at Klara, who smiled at me, clearly happy with what I was doing. Kristina scowled, though, and I wondered what was wrong. Klara began to draw on the walls of my creation with her fingers, and I added some other little turrets and began making it into a castle.
I played with Klara for a few minutes when I realized something seemed odd. Last night it was clear she had been getting potty trained, but she must have thought it was an okay time to join the poopy diaper crowd because I watched her suddenly squat and mess the princess pull-up she had occasionally been flashing as she played. I swore she then intentionally sat down on the mess to smash it. Her smile told me she clearly enjoyed doing so. As the big sister, Kristina, of course, thought it was her duty to tell mommy about this.
“Mommy Klara went poopy in her panties!”
“Klara? Really?” Cassie came storming over to the sandpit.
“Nuh-uh,” Klara said as she tried to keep playing.
Cassie pulled her dress up and the pull-ups back, saying, “You most definitely did, little girl!”
I watched in horror as her mom delivered ten smacks to her on her diaper and then five more on her thigh, “Bad girl!”
“Don’t be so mean; she’s just a baby! Maybe she’s not even ready to be potty-trained?” I said before wishing I could stick the words back in my mouth as Cassie angrily grabbed Klara’s arm and rounded on me.
“You little brat, mind your own business!” Cassie said.
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Chapters 34 and 35
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 34: Playing with Giants
“I THINK IT’S way past time for you to get a spanking!” Chloe said, standing next to her as she swatted her right hand towards my butt while her left attempted to grab my arm!
Whack!!!
Chloe’s hand connected with my butt, and it felt like it was struck with a sledgehammer even through the padding of my diaper! I knew I couldn’t stand there and take that from her, or I’d be seriously hurt! I dodged the hand now grabbing for me, ducked underneath her open legs, and began running as quickly as I could towards the nearby playground set. The slide was metal with a reasonably gentle slope that rose well above my head. I could see it was next to a tree branch and hoped my shoes had enough traction! Chloe chased after me as I attempted the difficult task of running up it. I could remember at the end of elementary school when I would always run up the slide in my backyard over and over again for fun. I’d sort of used to do it at a skate park in middle school too, and so I thought it was my best bet to escape her. Finally, just as I heard huffing behind me from a mad giant, I made it to the top and jumped over to the branch of the tree.
It was more than sturdy enough for my lightweight, and I ran along the length of the branch to the trunk and began climbing up until I was thirty feet up looking down at the pissed-off women.
“Get your ass down here and take your spanking!” Chloe screamed at me and began looking at the tree herself.
I looked around and saw another large tree right next to the one I was in, and an idea came to me. I quietly followed a branch over to the next one. Because of the pretty full branches, I could just barely see Chloe and hoped she would miss my transfer. ‘Thank you, nanites! That agility setting helped!’ I thought as I climbed over towards the other tree’s trunk. I looked back and saw my transfer had gone unnoticed as she began climbing up the original tree. Cassie stood at the bottom of the tree, and I heard her say, “Umm, sis, maybe we should just wait for her to come down?”
Meanwhile, Amanda came back outside from the house and was just catching something was wrong, “What’s going on here?”
I chose that moment to start climbing down the new tree. I went unnoticed until I had made it to the bottom, and Cassie spotted me, her face giving me a shocked expression.
“There you are, you little brat!” She said as her giant legs began pounding her towards me.
I heard a “What?” and a thud but didn’t pay attention as I ran towards the deck where Amanda stood. I noticed a chair that I could climb up to and then make the railing of the decking. It was a near thing, as I almost fell, but I clung to the rail and began running along the top before suddenly feeling my body picked up and in the air.
‘Shit!’ I thought to myself and waited for the spankings to begin.
All I heard instead was laughter… male laughter.
I turned my head and realized it was ‘Gramps’ that had picked me up. “Gotcha!”
‘Shit!’ I thought to myself. He can probably hit way harder than those two!
But instead of hitting me, he tickled my side, “Did you enjoy making fools of those two idiot daughters of mine?”
I was in shock but smiled, “Maybe?”
The two idiot daughters in question were mere feet away at the patio by then. Cassie had helped Chloe up after apparently having a tree branch break in her hands, which caused her to fall. Some leaves were in her hair, and I tried not to directly laugh at her. “Daddy, give her the spanking she deserves or hand her over to me to do it!” Cassie told him.
“For what?”
“She’s a snotty brat who won’t shut her trap and mind her own business.”
Amanda came up then and asked, “What did she do?”
“Klara had an accident, and she had the nerve to say maybe she isn’t ready to potty-train. Like I’m going to listen to potty training advice from a diapered Little? We all know THEY can’t use it, so she just wants my daughters to follow in her footsteps.”
I laughed, “You do realize I made it through about fifteen years of life using the potty just fine, right?” Then, I decided to go for broke. “I’ve watched Klara have two accidents in the last day and not care about having either one. Until she cares, you’re not going to have success at all – Klara didn’t even show signs that she noticed that she was pooping until happily sitting down in it. Speaking of which, maybe you should get her out of that messy pull-up before she gets a rash?”
“You little…”
“She’s right, Cassie, go change her,” Granny ordered.
“Daddy, she still needs a spanking!” Chloe said, “She can’t talk to us like this!”
“Why? You clearly feel like diapers are absolutely fine to wear since you keep three adults in them.” Grandpa said.
“They’re Littles! They’re not adults; they’re just babies!” Chloe practically hissed, “They can’t possibly live on their own! Plus, look what she did by climbing up the tree. I almost got hurt!” She held up scratched arms and hands as evidence.
He laughed, “You know my thoughts on this! I fought alongside some of these so-called babies back in the war. I would have been proud to be around one like Stacy here.” I found myself given a small hug from behind, “Now why don’t you go get cleaned up so we can all eat dinner,” he ordered her.
The two of them fumed, and I watched Cassie go angrily pick up Klara and felt terrible for the poor girl. She began crying and couldn’t seem to make sense of why her mommy was so mad. Chloe just went straight into the house; I assumed to do what her dad had said or to go complain more to her mom, who had gone inside too. “Nice moves,” he told me when they were out of earshot, and Amanda moved closer.
I smiled, “Thanks.”
“You know that wasn’t exactly a bright thing to do, right?” He asked me.
I nodded, “Yeah.”
“Do you mind if she hangs out with Grandpa for a while?” he asked Amanda.
“She’s safer with you,” she smiled. “You and I are going to have a chat later, sweetie. That was about as dumb as it gets!” Her glare chilled the warm summer air, and I hoped I wasn’t going to be in too much trouble!
I nodded meekly and started a bit as I was raised in the air and placed around her dad’s neck in a piggyback position. He moved over to the grill to put cheese on cooked burgers. My eyes widened at the size of the burgers, and I had to laugh that the portions of food were so huge here.
He heard me giggle and asked, “What’s so funny?”
“The portions of food here are so huge… it’s like a food challenge back home,” I replied.
“Then you should see our food challenges! Eat three Littles in one setting, and you can get a free meal!” He joked as he tickled my thigh a little.
I squealed, and he just laughed as he lowered the lid of the grill.
“So, tell me about yourself,” he ordered as he took me off his shoulders and sat me on the rail next to the grill.
I looked up at his hazel eyes and responded, “Well… I’m eighteen and got a crazy idea to come to this dimension to go to college.”
“That is a crazy idea, especially if you were that short in your dimension,” he told me.
“Well, back home, I was nearly six feet tall, actually,” I told him.
He looked me up and down and asked, “What happened to those other three feet?”
“Good question,” I said with a sigh. “I expected to be at least four feet tall… Something about the dimensional trip made me get short the first trip, but this second trip made me even shorter!”
“That kind of sucks,” he said, “You would have been basically an In-Betweener before and had a shot of being safe from this nonsense.”
“Yeah, I’m not going to lie and say it’s ideal. I knew what I was getting into, though… I want to study your computers and programming, so I can take it back to my world. We’re way behind your level of technology!”
We talked for another ten minutes about me as he moved burgers onto buns and plates as the men ended up eating first. “What about you? What do you do for a living?” I asked.
“Well, I was in the military for twenty-five years before I retired,” he told me. “Now, I run a martial arts and self-defense studio.”
“Cool,” I told him, “I used to take Tae Kwon Do when I was little… assuming you have anything like that?”
He smiled at me, “That’s one of the main styles we teach, actually. How long did you study?”
I shrugged, “A few years, before, I got too busy with school to keep going. I had just finished testing for my red belt when I just couldn’t take any more time away from my other obligations.”
“You should think about coming and studying with me,” he told me with a smile.
“Littles are welcome?”
“Not normally…” I looked at him oddly, “Bigs generally don’t like the idea of dangerous Littles… but as my granddaughter, you would be welcome. Might even help you avoid some of the idiots like my daughters.”
I watched then as Chloe sat down at the table with Kendra and Katie, each on a separate knee. She unbuttoned her shirt and placed each of the girls at one of her breasts so she could feed them simultaneously. I saw Kacey laying on a blankie with a pacifier zoned into space, occasionally looking longingly at the table of food above her.
Cassie was sitting next to Chloe with Neville at her side. She was feeding him from her breast while occasionally hand-feeding the now changed Klara. Kristina looked to be doing alright on her own over by Grandma.
I sighed.
“Yeah, poor things,” he seemed to agree. “You want a hotdog?” He asked me.
“Yes, she does,” Amanda said for me with a smile and picked me up. “No bun, just the dog,” she told him.
I made a face at her, and she whispered, “If you hadn’t just nearly tried to get yourself killed, I might have let you have a bun… but let’s just say I’m not overly happy with you right now.”
I squirmed a bit and said, “Sorry…”
She hugged me, “I know you are, and I’ll get over it, but you’re going to be a good little girl the rest of the day, aren’t you?”
I nodded nervously. Amanda grabbed her own plate with a burger, some chips, potato salad, and some jello on it. She handed me my plate with just the gigantic hotdog and some ketchup on it before she added a small handful of the enormous potato chips. Amanda confidently held onto me with her right arm and her plate with her left. She sat down next to Fred and my two uncles on the other side of the table from Cassie and Chloe. Both of them glared daggers at me as she sat down with me on her lap.
“You got your dress all dirty!” she admonished me and tried to get sand and leaves off of it.
“Sorry,” I told her.
Thankfully she hugged me, so I knew she wasn’t really angry over it. I watched her cut the giant hotdog in half, and she handed it to me, “Eat your hotdog,” she said.
I was glad she dipped the first part of it in ketchup to add some flavor. The actual hotdog was easily the size of a large sausage back home. My hand barely grasped onto it, and I had to be careful not to drop it. As I took my first cautious bite, I realized it was tough to even get my mouth around what seemed to be a large salami or summer sausage. I ended up eating it by taking small bites at a time out of it. Gradually I carved it away with my teeth. When I had finished part of it, she asked, “More ketchup?”
I nodded, and she lowered the plate so I could dip it.
“Living dangerously there, Sis,” Megan said as she sat down next to her. “I’d be worried about ketchup dripping!”
She laughed, “Well, it wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world she’s dripped on me,” she told her.
I blushed brightly as Megan laughed. I sat quietly and listened to the conversations around me, not really interacting after being told off by Amanda. I knew that she must have been quite frightened with as attached as she was to me. I also couldn’t help but realize I’d been stupid to say what I had. Running from Chloe had been just as unwise when you looked at the tree-climbing from a parental perspective. My real parents would probably chew me a new one over that too.
I listened as Chloe and Cassie had a conversation across from us, “You know the only way you can trust a Little is if they can’t walk?”
“Well, some like Kacey even if they can crawl!”
“Yeah, I heard just last week at the daycare two Littles managed to get out of the building and ran for it.”
“Did they escape?”
“Not for long, a mom coming to pick up her kids saw the two girls running away. She might have thought they were free Littles, but they both had braided pigtails and dresses short enough to show their poopy diapers.”
“What did she do?”
“Scooped them up and put them in her stroller and dropped them back off.”
“What did the daycare do?”
“When I came for my girls, they were taken care of like Kacey – they can only say about five words, cry, drool, and mess their diapers - just like it should be. If they’re not even going to be mature enough to play like good Littles, there’s no point in not treating them as anything other than the drooling infants they are.”
“Why do you say that?” Megan asked. “I mean, seriously, would you be happy being diapered and held against your will?”
Chloe scoffed, “Of course not; I’m an adult!”
“What if they really are too?”
“But they’re not Megan! I know because you’re the baby of the family, you must feel some kinship with them… but seriously, they’re just babies! We can’t leave them out there on their own! They’ll get hurt! Everything in our world is much too big for them to use, so we have to help them! I mean, just think if Kacey had managed her stupid plan - no one would have been taking care of my girls! Every time they pooped or peed their pants, they would have been helpless!”
“Only because you made it to where they have no choice,” Megan said with a sigh.
“Next thing I know, I’m going to hear you’re at some rally for Little’s rights, little sister. Take my advice and just go with it,” Cassie told her. “You know there’s plenty of technology that could help you join them if you piss off the wrong person...”
“It would be fun to change Baby Megan’s diapees again, though!” Chloe practically squealed with what I knew had to be a classic case of Amazonian Baby Fever… I looked over at Megan for a moment and saw her face had the same look of horror as mine did.
Chapter 35: Plugged
FORTUNATELY, THIS SEEMED to be a joke of sisters picking on each other because, next, Chloe pulled Kendra and Katie away from her breasts and looked down at them. “You two done?” I heard Chloe ask, drawing attention back to her. “Did you leave anything for your sister?”
I watched as she put Kendra and Katie over her shoulder, in turn, to burp them before laying them down on the blanket Kacey lay on. Kacey hungrily tried to nurse from her right breast and only did so for about two minutes before fussing. “Oh, let’s try the other side,” Chloe said almost sadistically. I watched her nurse Kacey for another few minutes there… maybe a little longer before it was clear nothing remained there.
I could smell her dirty diaper from across the table, but I couldn’t help but stare at her trying to feed unsuccessfully. As I looked closer, I realized her ribs showed way more than the other two... It was clear it was a regular occurrence that she wasn’t fed well enough! Kendra and Katie weren’t exactly fattened cows either, though. I felt a squeeze from Amanda as she apparently followed my gaze as well. She whispered in my ear, “I know.”
I felt guilty as I finished the last bite of the second half of the hotdog and wished I could help her.
Amanda confirmed that she felt the same way because she said, “If Kacey’s still hungry, I have plenty of milk she can have.”
Chloe looked at her and shrugged, “Whatever, it doesn’t hurt her to wait her turn, but if you want to waste your milk on her, you can.” Amanda passed me over to Megan, who pulled my plate with the remaining chips over to her and handed me a couple to eat. I watched as Amanda took Kacey from her and brought her back over to our side of the table. Amanda pulled her shirt and bra down, and Kacey almost desperately put her mouth to her breast.
I wanted to pinch my nose in disgust at the smell from her rear end then… but didn’t. I didn’t want to make the embarrassment worse for the poor girl, even though she might have been past the point of thinking of it anymore.
I knew Amanda had to have been filled to the brim by this point, but Kacey hungrily nursed both breasts empty in no time. ‘I doubt this is the first time Chloe has done this?’ I thought sadly to myself. ‘I remember Amanda mentioning she blamed her for their escape attempt.
On the other side of the table, Klara and Kristina were fussily trying to leave the table to play while Neville was at Cassie’s side, now being fed more jarred goop from hell. The side said something about pickled eggs and durian fruit. I suspected he must have been either just as malnourished or just seriously screwed by hypnosis because he hungrily ate every spoonful without prompting.
I turned my attention back to Amanda and Kacey and noticed the poor girl was trembling as Amanda patted her back and cooed at her. Megan squeezed me tightly and whispered, “You do realize how lucky you are, right?”
I nodded just as Kacey made eye contact with me. I’d only heard her whimper and say a couple words, but something about her eyes let me know there was still an intelligent adult locked away in there. Her eyes showed a mixture of pain and jealousy – I could understand where both of those came from. Before I could even think of how to respond, I watched Amanda stand and carry her over to Chloe and say, “Here’s your stinker back Chloe, do you want me to save some of my milk for you? Three babies are a lot for one momma to feed herself.”
“I don’t think that’s necessary, Mandy, but I’ll remember the next time I see you that you have some to spare. Especially since you’re wasting yours by throwing it away?”
Amanda shook her head, “I’m nursing Stacy some, but I’m not switching her completely over. Much easier on both of us that way.”
Chloe just scoffed and said, “Okay girls, let’s get going home so we can get you poopy butts sorted out. You’ve been good enough; I’ll change you when you get home this time.”
My mind came to a screaming halt then, ‘She would have left them longer in those diapers?!?!?’
Megan hugged me again before passing me over to Amanda, who had just arrived to pick me up. “Hmm… seems like I have my own baby with the need for a change.”
I knew I had wet my diaper multiple times since we had arrived. Not the least of which was when I had to make my escape from the monster named Chloe. The longer I was around her, the more I understood just how twisted she was. The world would probably have been better with her locked away in a padded cell somewhere…
Amanda carried me over to an end of the table without anything on it, and I had a bad feeling a private diaper change was not in my future. Then, as if to confirm my fear, the diaper bag was opened up, and a portable changing mat was placed down on the table. She laid me down on it, my face flushed bright red as I turned my head to see Klara, Kristina, and Neville all watching. Chloe, at least, was busy getting her Littles through the back door. Finally, my dress was pushed up, and Amanda said, “Be a big girl and hold your dress for me!”
I groaned but used it to hide my flushing face. ‘If I can’t see everyone staring at me, then it’s not really happening,’ I lied to myself.
After my current diaper was ripped open, my legs were soon raised into the air with one hand. Amanda slid a new one underneath my bottom after she wiped me, and I could feel the soft and dry, new padding that she lay my butt back down on. She quickly spread some lotion all over me, gently massaging it into me. Soon I was far less naked when the tapes tightened the Pamper to my body. “Where’s my Princess?!?” Amanda suddenly said and pulled the skirt from my hands. “There she is!” She baby talked to me.
I weakly smiled at her, still as red as a tomato. Right then, Cassie came over and said to me, “You dropped your paci,” and put a pacifier in my mouth. I was about to say something about a pacifier from the ground being gross when it suddenly expanded in my mouth like a balloon.
I looked at Amanda with pleading in my eyes, but she didn’t understand when I said, “What is this? Get it out of my mouth!”
Instead, she just smiled at her sister, “Thanks, but for some reason, I thought hers was still on her dress.”
I thought so too and realized it must have fallen off, or she pulled a fast switch. I watched in horror as the new pacifier was attached to the pacifier clips Velcro and Amanda said, “Well, maybe we’ll see you in a couple weeks. We’ll be missing next weekend for a quick trip.”
“Sorry to hear that, Mandy; good luck with the baby here. I think she’s more of a handful than you realize.” She looked at me with fury still in her eyes and picked up Klara. I noticed as she did so that Klara’s new pull-up looked like it had been peed in already.
I was carried from the table and awkwardly tried to say goodbye to Amanda’s parents through the pacifier. No one suspected anything was wrong! When we got to the car, I tried to take the pacifier out of my mouth. I remembered there was some sort of odd twist motion required to release it when they talked about them in the store, but nothing I did made it come loose! In fact, I accidentally inflated it to another level!
My mouth hurt from the pressure, and I felt like there was a car jack in my mouth forcing it open, but I couldn’t get anything through. I forced myself to keep breathing through my nose, but my allergies were flaring up, and they were already partially clogged. By the time we got home, I was in tears, and Fred came to my side of the car. He immediately sensed something was very wrong and asked, “What’s wrong, baby?”
I pointed to the pacifier frantically and pulled on it. “What?”
He tried pulling it out and figured out what had happened. “Amanda, when did you make a decision to use one of those inflating pacifier gags? I thought we agreed not to.”
“What? Of course, I wouldn’t,” she said as she rounded the car to my side as he gently twisted the lock, and I sighed in relief as it deflated and he pulled it out.
“How…?” Amanda asked, but before I could respond, angrily said, “That bitch!”
Fred picked me up and hugged me tightly before passing me over to Amanda, “I’m sorry I caused problems,” I told her.
“Shhh…” she told me, “I know you are. But I also know they overreacted, and you did all you could to keep from getting hurt. Is your mouth okay?”
I rubbed my jaw and shook my head, “My jaw is really sore now. Do you have some Advil or something?”
“I have something I can give you,” Fred said. “Let me go get it, Amanda; why don’t you both go have a seat in the living room. Maybe get an ice pack?”
Amanda took his advice, and we stopped by the freezer first, wrapped an icepack in a terry bib sitting on the counter, and then carried me over to the couch. My jaw hurt like hell, and I hoped no permanent damage had been done. The ice pack helped a little as I waited for Fred to come with the medicine. He ended up bringing a liquid bottle and an eyedropper-like device.
“Given your jaw hurts, I’m guessing nursing a bottle probably doesn’t sound pleasant?”
I shook my head, “No, not even remotely.”
“Amanda, I know you’d prefer her to drink out of bottles and sippy cups, but it’d be easier if she had a regular cup of milk with this mixed in?”
“Here, you take her, and I’ll go mix it,” she told him.
He hugged me tight to him while she dug through the cabinets and went to the fridge. I watched her grab what I knew must have been a bag of breast milk that she emptied into a sippy cup, mixed the liquid medicine in, and then brought it over to me.
“Drink this very carefully,” she admonished me, “do NOT spill it.”
Even though it was just a sippy cup without a lid, it was the most adult cup I’d had in the week since I’d arrived! I drank the cup slowly so I wouldn’t spill, but as quick as I could so the medicine could take effect. By the time I finished it and handed it to Amanda, she seemed just relieved I hadn’t made a mess. I sighed at her, “You do remember I really am an adult, right?”
She sighed, “I know that… in my mind, but it’s really hard to remember that. Of course, you say that, but what you did earlier was stupid!”
“I can’t say that was your brightest moment Princess,” Fred added.
“You could have been hurt or killed climbing like that!”
I sighed, “I know that in retrospect, but the first swat from Chloe was like a sledgehammer blow to my body! If my diaper hadn’t taken part of the impact, I would probably be severely bruised from that one hit,” I told her and watched her wince. “She was clearly itching to go at me the whole time, and I could tell she wasn’t going to just let me go… I didn’t think then and reacted. I knew I could get under her legs, and the slide was nearby with the branch… I just reacted, trying to get away from her. What should I have done? Let her abusively beat me? I didn’t exactly say something wrong. There’s no way Klara is ready to be potty trained. She’d already wet that pull-up again before we left!”
Amanda sighed, “You are right, I don’t doubt that… but giving parenting advice to an Amazonian woman when you are a Little in diapers… can you understand why she would be offended?”
“Maybe she should have been. Cassie clearly got even with me for them,” I said with a sigh.
“Yes, she did, and I think we’ll let any further punishment go with this too.” She hugged me tight, “You have to be smart here, Stacy. You have taken a crazy risk to come here, and I really do want you to succeed in your dream! Mouthing off to giants is going to land you like Kacey if you’re not careful!”
“Poor Kacey…” I said.
“Yeah, I’m genuinely concerned about her,” Amanda said.
“I’m a hairs breath away from having to file an LPS report based on what I saw today,” Fred acknowledged.
“There is actually a line your kind views as uncrossable?” I said semi-incredulously.
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Chapters 36 and 37
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 36: Letters Home
“IT’S PRETTY FAR,” Fred acknowledged, “but Kacey is clearly malnourished. She needs to be supplementing with formula, at least even if she doesn’t want to feed her solids… I’m doubtful any of the girls can eat those anymore.”
“What?” I asked, “Why wouldn’t they?”
He sighed, “I don’t know for certain, but among the things that I think she had done to them was a reintroduction of the infant tongue thrusting reflex.”
“What’s that?” I asked.
“It’s a natural reaction that keeps babies from choking on solid food before they’re ready for it,” Amanda answered. “I’m pretty sure she did do that. So yeah, you’re right that they couldn’t even get solid food down now if they tried.”
“I don’t even have words for how awful that is!” I said.
She squeezed me tight, “It’s bad.”
“I’m guessing since you’re talking, your jaw must be feeling better?” Fred asked me.
“It’s still sore, but the ice helped?”
“Let me take a look at it,” he told me. For the next few minutes, he used his hands to gently probe my jaw, had me open my mouth, close it, and finally said, “There’s some mild bruising, and you’ll be sore for a day or so, but I don’t think there’s any permanent damage. In the future, if one of those gets thrown in your mouth, don’t mess with it. They’re designed to be tamper-proof from any angle your hands would approach it. Plus, you have to use a fair amount of strength and press just the right way.”
“I got that… thanks,” I told him semi-sarcastically.
He smiled at me, “well, hopefully, you learned.”
Just then, the phone rang, and he walked to get it, “Hi Mom!” he said into the phone. “It’s my parents,” he said to Amanda as he covered the receiver.
“No, I’m sorry we didn’t call yet… we had kind of an exciting afternoon so far…” he said into the phone.
He came down sat by Amanda, “Well, I’ll tell you what, I told you about the Little we were fostering here?” There was a pause, “She’s sitting next to me. You want to video chat instead so we can all talk?” Another moment passed, “Okay, give me just a second, and I’ll call.”
He hung up the phone and looked at me, “You up to meeting your other grandparents over video call?”
I shrugged, “They can’t be like Mommy’s psycho sisters?”
“They’re not all psycho,” Amanda defended them.
“You’re right; I like Megan. She’s sweet,” I told her.
She squeezed me, grabbed the ice pack from my hands, and sat it on the table. “Why don’t we put that away for a bit while we talk?”
I nodded and was pulled closer to her in her lap while Fred messed with some controls on the TV remote and said, “Call Fred’s parents.”
I watched the screen come alive with a pretty cool connecting screen, and then the TV was filled with an image of two people that Fred was clearly the result of. His dad had white hair and looked to be in his early 70s. Wrinkles filled a face that still seemed quite happy. His thick glasses made it hard to tell what color his eyes were. His mother was grey-haired and seemed a little bit younger. Her nose was his nose, and I could see her eyes were very similar to his. Both smiled and said, “Hi!”
Amanda stood me up on her lap, “This is Stacy,” she squeezed me into a hug, “say hi to your grandparents.”
“Hi,” I said shyly.
“You’re adorable!” his mom cooed. “I’ve never understood how every Amazon woman in your area seems to want to kidnap every Little and put them in a nursery, but you clearly are cute enough to fill the role!”
I blushed, “Umm… Thanks, I guess?”
She laughed. For the next hour, we talked, and I learned more about them. It put some pieces in the puzzle for me to understand why Fred really didn’t have the lust for conquering Littles that so many giants I had met seemed to have. In the end, they promised to let Amanda and Fred know soon if they would come out for Christmas. Originally, they weren’t planning on it, but as I was the closest to a grandbaby they were going to get, they were now strongly thinking about it.
Before we ended the call, my body made the need to go poop known and quickly let loose of it. Amanda picked me up off her lap and smelled my rear before saying, “I think someone needs a clean diapee; let us know what you decide! We’ll talk to you later!”
I turned bright red and was too shocked to say anything in response.
“Come on, stinker butt,” she told me as she carried me upstairs.
I tried not to cry at the gross mess sitting next to my skin. Amanda gently placed me down on the changing table, but it still smeared my butt with poop. “Arms up!” She told me with a smile and pulled my dress up. “You got this dirty enough; let’s put you in something cleaner.”
She pushed me back to lay down then and got to work on the sticky diaper. Amanda started to put a pacifier in my mouth but then remembered I was still in some pain, so she thought better of it. She moved quickly through several wipes before re-diapering me in regular pampers and then dressing me in another shorter dress that clearly marked me as a proper infant. I guessed it came with a diaper cover that she didn’t bother putting on me.
“That’s better!” she told me with a smile.
“Not really,” I told her honestly, “I liked the other dress better.”
“Well, don’t go climbing trees in it next time I put it on you, and you can wear it longer!”
Sure enough, I looked at it on the table and realized there were stains and dirt on it, as well as some pitch or sap. “Sorry,” I sighed.
She picked me up and hugged me, “No, I’m sorry. I definitely overreacted myself back there. I should have just plain stuck up for you.”
I shrugged, “You were right; it was kind of dumb.” Then, I thought for a second and added, “Thanks for feeding Kacey. That poor girl!”
She nodded, “Why don’t you take some time for yourself for a bit, and then we’ll have dinner downstairs on the patio tonight?”
I nodded, and she sat me down on the floor. I looked around the room for a moment before making the easy decision to walk over to my desk. I opened the computer screen and sat down in front of it. Amanda smiled at me and walked through the doorway, closing the gate before leaving. I sighed and accepted my caged status without grumbling since I had a computer. I logged in and then took a quick look to make sure my Switch was still in my backpack. I breathed a sigh of relief, noting that it was. ‘I’ll have to make sure the gun is still okay at some point, but I think it can stay in my backpack safely?”
That actually made me wonder, and I triple-checked that the backpack was still possible to carry. Thankfully it had come down in size with me! It wasn’t exactly a girly backpack, though, so I wouldn’t be surprised if we ended up getting a different one. I got back to my computer and began writing a new letter to my parents.
I created my greeting with the proper safe messages and then talked about the past couple of days,
‘Well, I hope you aren’t too ashamed of me having seen me on Friday… Sorry it has had to go so far, but I can still give you grandkids someday… I’ll just be the one with the baby in my belly! (That is definitely a weird thought!)
This weekend has been a rollercoaster of a weekend. We started off yesterday by returning some clothes that didn’t fit me. Amanda was taken as much by surprise by my size as I was. That meant she had purchased a ton of diapers and dresses that were way too big for me. While we were taking the diapers back, I saw some more of the Amazonian cruelty, and I can’t help but wonder why this dimension is that way. There are bright spots, though, as we went to another boutique baby store with a sweet lady who owns it. She’s an old family friend of Amanda’s, and it was funny to see her practically give Amanda the bright-light treatment to make sure she hadn’t kidnapped me off the street! Apparently, she refuses to serve customers who do that to Littles... She and I actually hit it off quite nicely!
We came home then and ended up in the pool. Their pool is probably nothing to write home about for an Amazon their size, but for me, it’s pretty much the equivalent of about eighty feet. When you add in that I’m just over three feet tall now, it might as well be an Olympic-sized pool. I did a ton of laps the last couple of days, and it felt really nice! I’m glad they’re letting me swim like this, as it’s good exercise! The only downside is that the temperatures apparently fall enough for snow to come later, and we’ll be closing it up in a bit over a month.
After swimming, I was dressed to meet Amanda’s last sister I had yet to meet, along with her husband, her two real kids, and the Little she kidnapped. She’s not as bad as Chloe (this is Cassie), but I still feel like she’s abusive. Sadly, not just to her Little who has had his teeth removed, but also to her two-year-old daughter that she’s forcing to potty train. In the end, dinner went over like a lead balloon, and Amanda and Fred ended up collecting me and our food to leave early. It was sad, but I was glad they took a stand. We ended up eating dinner at home and watching a movie last night.
Today we went for a walk in the morning before we headed to Amanda’s parents. I managed to get on the wrong side of Cassie, though, when I made a dumb comment about the accident her two-year-old had. It was the second I’d seen since yesterday, and she just sat down in it happily. I told her that maybe it meant she wasn’t ready to potty train yet... Not my brightest moment! Chloe was right behind her and gave me a whack to my butt that thankfully was cushioned by the diaper. I ran for it and gave Amanda a bit of a heart attack when she realized I had climbed a slide like I used to do in the backyard, jumped onto a tree, and climbed out of reach. I ended up crossing to another and then coming down. With my weight, it’s safer now than it ever would have been before.
Chloe tried following me and fell out of the tree (which was kind of funny), when she was surprised that I had dropped out of another one. Their dad ended up saving me from any further torture, and I hung out with him for a while around the grill. He runs a self-defense school, and I may pick my Tae Kwon Do back up with him. He reminds me a bit of Grandpa, as he is a veteran. He strikes me as a really good man!
Lunch was a hotdog the size of a large salami that I had to take little bits off with my teeth as it was huge!!! Their typical meals for adults, I swear, could be eating contests back home!
I noticed Amanda was standing by me, looking over my shoulder, and she said, “Come on, let’s go get dinner?”
“Let me just sign off here,” I told her.
Well, anyway, things could have gone better there too. It confirmed Chloe is not the Amazon that I would want to be my mommy here! Amanda’s here now, so I’m going to let you go. I’ll write again after I take my test Tuesday probably. Talk to you later!
Stacy
Amanda picked me up and felt my diaper, “Can you wait?”
I noticed it was damp but not too bad, “Yes.”
“I really am sorry for what happened earlier,” she told me.
“I know you are. It’s one of the risks when you’re dumb enough to antagonize a giant,” I said.
She kissed my forehead and carried me downstairs.
“What’s for dinner?” I asked.
“Chicken Fettuccini Alfredo?” She asked, I think hoping I was okay with it.
“That sounds great!”
“Good!” she told me.
I was pleasantly surprised as we sat down to eat on the patio. I was sat in a portable high chair that clipped to the heavy table. After Amanda velcroed a bib around my neck, she provided me with a plate of pasta and a fork that was just barely my size. She had diced the chicken up small, but otherwise, it was as grownup of a meal as I’d had here! “I figured you could feed yourself tonight,” Amanda told me with a sad smile. Then, I noticed that she set a tiny plastic cup on my tray with juice in it.
Small to her meant it was like a sizeable 44-ounce drink for me, but I said, “Thank you!”
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she said.
I dug into the pasta hungrily and ate until I couldn’t eat anymore. The breeze outside was nice then, and I saw both Amanda and Fred were quite a bit more relaxed than earlier. I didn’t leave much on the plate, and she commented, “I guess someone was a bit hungry!”
I nodded, “Yes, and you cook very well!”
She smiled at me and looked at the mostly empty juice cup, “finish your juice while I clean up?” She asked me.
I nodded. When Amanda was done cleaning up, I found my face and hands wiped before a diaper change, and then she brought me down to her office. She showed me her various code and debugging software selections, and we played for several hours before Fred came in and said, “Okay, you two, bedtime!”
“But we’ve only been here…” Amanda said.
“Oh,” I said, looking at the computer clock.
“Yes, oh is right. You realize the princess leaked onto your clothes?” he told Amanda.
She laughed, and I did too. “Oops… Let’s get you changed. How’s your jaw?” She asked me.
I rubbed it, “It’s still a little sore, but it’s better.”
“Can you help me with my other leaks?”
“I can try,” I told her with a smile.
It was mildly painful at first, but I managed to nurse both breasts dry as I wanted to help her. I knew after this weekend that I couldn’t have found a better Amazon to be my adoptive mommy!
Chapter 37: Cleansing
I LOOKED UP and saw Chloe swing her hand at my face and smack my face before gripping my arm angrily and flipping me upside down, and ripping my diaper down. Swat after swat bore down on my butt, her hand swinging at me until I was a trembling mess of snot and tears.
“That’ll teach you to tell me how to raise my children. Let’s go ahead and feed you some of the last ‘solid’ food you’ll ever have before we go get those nasty teeth pulled.”
I watched in horror as a jar of the goop Neville had been fed appeared in her hand, and she spooned a spoonful towards me…
And then, thank God I woke up!
“It’s okay, baby, it’s just a nightmare,” Amanda said as I found myself being rocked in her arms.
“Thank God it was... just a nightmare... it was scary!” I told her through my sobs.
She offered me one of her breasts, but I shook my head and refused to take it. I just couldn’t bring myself to nurse after what I had just seen in my nightmare. Instead, she ended up just cuddling me close to her and shushing me. When I had finally calmed down a bit, she asked, “What happened?”
“I dreamed Chloe got me,” I told her tentatively.
At that, she hugged me again tighter, “I’m sorry she managed to get to you today.”
“It’s not all your fault,” I told her, “but she’s as terrible of a monster as Hannibal Lecter!”
“Who?”
I sighed, “He’s a fictional character back home. He’s a cannibal who likes to especially eat people with poor manners… There’s a whole series of books, movies, and a TV show that go into his story.”
“He eats people?” She asked, horrified.
I nodded, “It’s a horror series.”
She hugged me tighter, “Chloe wouldn’t eat you.”
I shook my head, “No, she would do worse! She would lock away all of my abilities to speak, walk, eat… You have to see how monstrous that is?!?”
She hugged me again, “I do… maybe even more so than you. I think she’s engaging in Little abuse, but I don’t know what to do about it. For most Amazons, they’re going to look at it and see her just making some tough parenting decisions.”
I snorted, “She needs a taste of her own medicine!”
Amanda sat quietly with me in her arms for a few moments before muttering, “That she does.”
“What would happen?” I started, “never mind.”
“What?”
“What would even happen if Kacey was ever freed? What kind of future could she possibly have now that Chloe has done what she’s done?”
“Not much of one,” Amanda said, “It’s not like you can easily put teeth back in. You might be able to do implants… The problem is that the standard procedure when removing Little’s teeth now involves inserting an implant in at the same time just under the gum, so that would be a problem.”
“Gum implant?” I asked.
“You ever see a really old person without their dentures?” She asked me.
I thought back and nodded.
“You know how their lips can’t support the shape it should without their teeth? And their lips sink into their faces?”
I nodded, “Yeah… wait, Littles have their teeth pulled all the time, though?”
“The gum implants act as ‘teeth’ bumpers. It’s really just a semi-rigid material that gets placed underneath the gum and becomes a ridge. So the Little still has that ‘gummy’ grip with their mouths, can’t chew, etc., but no worries of old person face.”
I shuddered, “Who thinks up this stuff?”
“People like my sister,” she said sadly. She ran her hands through my hair for a moment, “You asked what would happen… Well, assuming she did it by hypnosis - those triggers can be trained back out with a lot of care and patience. Then it would be a matter of a lot of physical therapy, but they could, in theory, walk again with that and a surgery or two... I don’t know what she did to Kacey’s tongue to keep her from speaking; that’s probably beyond hope…”
“It reminds me of a dystopian series of books from back home where they have mutes for servants.”
She nodded, “Hunger Games?”
“You have that one but not Silence of the Lambs?”
She shrugged, “I wish you had brought some of these movies so we could compare them. It’s kind of like speaking to an alien sometimes, but other times you’re in the same universe as me,” she hugged me again. “Are you going to be okay?”
I shrugged, “I’m sure this won’t be the last nightmare I suffer while I’m around here… Hell… sorry… I’m pretty sure I’ll have these nightmares even after I go home.”
She squeezed me tight, “Try nursing for a bit to get that nice sleepy milk coma back?”
I shrugged, “It might help.”
Without another word, she bared her breast again, and I sighed before giving it the ‘old college try’ to get back to sleep. My jaw slightly hurt still, but I nursed at the offered nipple anyway. ‘If I ever get back, I want to put a sign up at the trans-dimensional terminal to quote Dante, ‘Abandon All Hope, Ye Who Enter Here,’ seems quite appropriate.’ I was glad that I could go to sleep between the nursing relaxing me and the milk with whatever crazy narcotic properties it had.
“COME ON, SWEETIE,” I heard the following day.
“Huh?” I said, realizing a giant was looking over the top of me. I looked around, confused for a moment, before going, “Oh.”
“Oh, so that’s how you’re going to be this morning,” I heard as I stared blearily-eyed at Amanda. Suddenly I jumped as she tickled me!
“Stop!” I whined, “Too early!”
“Too early, says the little girl who woke me up screaming in the middle of the night,” she said, going back at tickling me after a pause.
“Sorry,” I said as she stopped. I realized I was lying on top of the changing table then and hoped it was the wet diaper I had just made wetter.
“Sorry, she says after she wets a brand new diapee!”
I blushed, “You’re the one who tickled me,” I complained as I thought back to how I must have just peed and not realized it. ‘That milk is destroying my bladder muscle control,’ I thought with a sigh.
“Sure, blame it on me,” she said with a smile that I tried to return but just couldn’t. “I’ll change you after your bottle and breakfast,” she told me.
I sighed and let her carry me downstairs, still dressed in the pink nightgown from last night. Once buckled in the chair, I was given my latte bottle and watched as she moved about the kitchen and made some gigantic French toast slices. Once she’d cooked them on a griddle, she cut one slice up into eight triangles that were still big for my size. Bacon and eggs sat on the plate as well, to make up a huge breakfast! I was provided a little baby fork and a gigantic plastic disposable knife to cut with. I looked up at her, “You trust me with a knife?”
She laughed, “I don’t think you can hurt yourself with that – even if you tried.”
I looked at it some more and thought it looked almost the size of a large chef’s knife in my hand. Still being plastic, I guessed she was right and nodded. I cut into the first triangle that she had placed just a bit of syrup on and took a bite. “Yummm!!!” I said.
“You like it I take?”
I nodded, “Thanks for adding cinnamon to your egg wash!”
She smiled at me, “Glad you like it!”
I ate quietly for a few minutes while alternating nursing at my caffeinated bottle. “So, what’s up for today?” I asked.
“Well, we’re going to give you a chance to do some more studying this morning, maybe get a swim in, and then we’ll let you eat a tiny dinner early tonight before we begin your fasting for tomorrow’s test.”
“Fasting?” I asked.
She sighed, “Fred and I think the best way to do this is to treat it like you’re going to have a colonoscopy.”
My eyes widened when I remembered what my dad had gone through with that…
“Don’t worry, we’re not going to do one on you though,” she said with a smile, “I agree that is going to suck someday when I have to have one… Trust me though, I think annual exams down on our plumbing are probably just as bad!” I groaned as I realized I would be in for those in the future myself. I heard Gabby talking about them one time to Cami… I turned back my attention to her, “The main thing is we’re going to make sure you’re completely clear of any stool from your body by the time you go to take your test tomorrow. It’ll make it easier to avoid having problems.”
I nodded, “Okay.”
With that information, I dug into my food like it was the last meal I was ever going to receive. I ate way past the point of being full. I looked up at a shocked Amanda when I put down the fork, and the plate was empty.
“How in the world did you eat all of that?”
“If I’m not going to get to eat much the rest of today and tomorrow?”
She shook her head, “You do realize all of that has to come back out of your body before tomorrow?”
I shrugged, “It was good while it went down!”
She laughed and picked me up out of the high chair, and sat me down on the ground. “Go find your books and study for a bit. I’ll change you after you make a poopy.”
I sighed but toddled off towards the living room. My diaper was wet enough that it was beginning to sag away from my body without much support. I found my books on the edge of the coffee table and pulled one carefully to the floor, where I lay down and studied some more. I had spent about an hour on the history section when nature’s urge made itself known. I groaned and stood up to squat. Then, with my diaper filled, I called, “Mommy?”
“Ready for that change?” she asked me with a smile, and my day continued in what was now semi-routine. Once changed, I was sat at Fred’s desk for another go at some test prep software by another company. The cool part was that I actually managed to make it through the six-hour test without a messy diaper! The software even claimed I was, in fact, ready for college. The bad part was it meant I skipped lunch, and I had to wait until that early dinner before I was able to eat. I did get a quick swim in, though, while I waited for that. While she was changing me into the swimsuit, I discovered I most definitely had a typical girl’s tan coming on with the swimsuit lines as visible as they could be!
Finally, about three in the afternoon, Amanda provided me with a bowl of soup. Apparently, it was this dimension’s version of alphabet soup and wasn’t exceptionally filling. However, I could understand the need for softer food for the pain of what was to come. Fred had come home early so he could eat with us.
Their dinner consisted of similar soup with grilled cheese sandwiches… I was very jealous of the sandwiches as my stomach still grumbled when I finished the bowl of broth. I noted that Amanda hadn’t nursed me from her breast today, with the only milk being from the bottle this morning. ‘Guess she’s trying to help me there?’ I thought.
Fred picked me up with a baby bottle in hand filled with an ominous yellow liquid when everyone had finished dinner. “Okay, Princess, this isn’t going to be a fun evening, but we’ve got to get you cleaned out for tomorrow.”
I nodded, “Amanda told me earlier.”
He nodded, “Well, let’s get this started… it’s going to be a long night of messy diapers for you.”
“Any chance I could just have a potty?”
He made a thoughtful face but shook his head; “I looked at the store the other day just to see if there was anything small enough for you to use. Even the smallest is about six inches too tall for you to stand a chance with. You’d need our help even with them.”
“You could help me?”
He smiled, “We could, but diapers really are easier to clean up than using one of those constantly.”
I sighed and reached for the bottle, “Let’s get this over with.”
I gagged as I sucked the first mouthful down. “That’s awful!” I said as I pulled the nipple away.
Fred nodded, “Good thing you only have to drink four of these, huh?” He said.
My eyes must have been wide saucers then. “Fo…” I said before he stuck the nipple back in my mouth.
I groaned but drank the liquid down at a constant pace. It was a mix of a lemon flavor, chalk, and… nasty! I tried to speed up so I could get it down quicker. ‘This would be easier to just chug from a cup,’ I thought to myself. Eventually, the bottle was emptied, and Fred placed me on his shoulder to burp me.
“Amanda hasn’t nursed me today?” I asked as he held me back in his lap.
“I suggested we not until you get done tomorrow.”
“Oh…”
I looked for her and didn’t see her, “Where is she anyway?”
“She’s working on a project for her lab work,” he told me.
It wasn’t even five minutes later that the concoction of awful fluid began doing its job, and I filled my diaper with a liquidy mush. “Eeew…” I whined as Fred carried me upstairs.
“Eew is right,” he told me when the diaper was opened. He bravely cleaned me up from a semi-solid mush-filled diaper. When he was finished, he said, “I’m going to put some of this special cream on you to keep you from getting a rash tonight.”
And so commenced the rest of the evening … By the fourth bottle of that crap, I was pretty sure I couldn’t take anything more. Pretty much after every bottle, there had been at least one poopy diaper, with this final one just resulting in a watery mess that threatened to leak out the diaper.
“Is that it?” I asked miserably.
“That’s the first treatment,” he told me.
“The first?” I asked.
“I think it would be wise to go ahead and use an enema too.”
I glared at him, “You want to… stick… something?”
He nodded, “Where the sun don’t shine… You do want to pass the test tomorrow?”
I sighed, “Let’s get this over with,” I told him.
“We’ll wait a little longer for this stuff to travel through your body first.”
“Ughh… I just want this over with,” I whined. I wasn’t in tears, but I could feel the water at the edge of my eyes.
He hugged me and said, “You’re almost done with this stuff. Trust me, I think you’ll be much happier for having done this tomorrow than failing the test and ending up in daycare with Chloe’s Littles?”
I nodded numbly at him. I was deposited into the playpen with a study guide and a bottle of water, “Try and get that bottle down in the next half hour.” I glared at him, “It’s just water, I promise,” and then we’ll do the enema, wait for it to clear, and then give you a bath before bed.”
“You know this has got to go down as one of the worst days ever!” I grumbled.
He reached down and patted my head and said, “Drink!” with a smile.
I did so and tried to focus on the study guide. I was doing more of the reasoning problem sections. It had become a little easier to see patterns in the problems as I spent more time looking over the examples. I felt the need to pee and was startled by the urge. ‘I actually felt the need to do it?!?’
I sat for a moment and realized it had to be because I hadn’t had any of Amanda’s milk since breakfast; with the crap to clear me out, I was probably completely clear of whatever was in that milk! I held the urine for an extra ten minutes just to feel the sensation of holding it in again. After that, though, I chose to let it out and sighed when I realized the back of my diaper was filling too. I sighed and said, “Can someone change me, please?”
Fred was standing over the playpen a moment later and asked, “Sure Princess, do you think you have it all out?”
I looked at him like he was crazy but shrugged, “I’ll try to make sure?” I squatted and pushed, pushed, and pushed some more. All that was coming out seemed liquid, and there wasn’t much. It felt nasty, though, and I felt some tears on my face. Finally, I whimpered, “I’m done, I think?”
He gently picked me up and carried me to the nursery, where he undid the diaper and used far more wipes than I would have thought a single box contained! Eventually, though, he said, “I think I’ve got it all, Princess,” and laid me down on a clean diaper. “I’m still seeing a few bits of semi-solid fecal matter, though; I think we need to go ahead with that enema too.”
“Is it as terrible as I’ve heard?” I asked nervously.
“Probably,” he answered and gently stroked my face. “We don’t have to, but if you’re at least clear of anything solid if they check your diaper in the middle of the test, they can’t say you pooped it.”
I squirmed a bit on the table and said, “Just get this over with. By the way, tell Amanda she’s a chicken… She could have helped, and I wouldn’t have held it against her!”
He laughed, “Believe it or not, she’s pretty squeamish about the idea herself. I guess she saw Hannah get them…” he said the last part sadly.
I sighed, “I’m a little surprised after meeting her mom that she was as bad as it sounds like she was.”
“People sometimes change, Stacy… I think that when Hannah died, it changed her perspective. Plus, once a woman hits menopause, it seems to lessen the baby fever.”
I nodded, “She still cooed over me like I was the most precious thing in the universe.”
“Well, all grandmas do that when they meet new grandbabies!” He laughed.
“Just get this over with,” I told him again.
“Turn over onto your stomach,” he told me after he removed the strap holding me on the table. Once I was flipped, I felt it refastened… but I couldn’t blame him as I was pretty sure kicking was going to be involved in a moment. Sure enough, the intrusion to my butt was anything but pleasant! It seemed to go on forever before I was flipped back over onto the diaper, and it was fastened. “Hold it in if you can for a few moments.” He gently stood me up on the changing table then.
I wondered for a second what he meant, but the sudden urge to poop became as strong as it ever had. The cramping I’d felt all night from the other stuff seemed like child’s play compared to this! A few minutes longer, I asked, “How much longer? This hurts…”
“Try and make it two more minutes,” he told me.
So, I held on and on and realized it had to be more than two minutes. I finally said, time or not, it was coming out and squatted to release it… and push it out… It seemed to take forever, and my head was pounding from the pain. Finally, I was gently changed into another diaper, and he said, “Why don’t you play on your computer for a little while, and I’ll clean you up again and give you your bath.”
“I’m not done getting rid of this yet, am I?” I asked.
“Probably not. Drink this bottle of water too – dehydration is not fun!” Fred told me while placing a baby bottle of clear water in my hands.
“Yes, sir,” I told him with a sigh and waddled over to my desk. My rear felt sore from all of the wiping it had endured as even baby wipes hurt after enough of them!
I sat down at the computer and read a reply from my e-mail last night from my mom. She wasn’t thrilled about anything in it, but she echoed she thought I couldn’t have been luckier to find these two benevolent giants to take me in. I sent a quick reply with safe headers and a promise to write tomorrow. I didn’t feel much like doing anything with some of the night’s concoctions still wrenching my guts and oozing out my butt. I started a simple shooter game and ran around blowing things up for probably an hour before Amanda picked me up without warning, and I died.
“Hey!” I griped.
“Hey yourself!” She said with a hug, “You can play again tomorrow after your test.”
I sighed, “Okay, let me exit the game first, though.”
She gently sat me down, and I quickly exited everything and put the computer to sleep. I was cleaned up at the changing table, and she said, “Sorry I didn’t help tonight… I just have too many bad memories of poor Hannah,” she said as she wiped my rear clean.
“I get it… let’s not do this again anytime if we can avoid it,” I told her, “it really does suck!”
“I can imagine… Mom did it to me once…”
My eyes opened at her admission, “What?”
“I was being punished for it happening to Hannah… it wasn’t me though, Chloe filled the poor girl with two enemas and blamed it on me.”
“Didn’t Hannah say something?”
Amanda shook her head, “Chloe threatened her, and she just trembled in fear and cried.”
“You realize your sister is more than just in baby fever mode, right?”
Amanda didn’t reply; she just carried me to the bathtub. She started first by placing me in there and using the nozzle sprayer from the shower to wash me off before letting the tub fill. I was gently washed, and she finally broke the long silence, “I know Chloe is probably a victim of some sort of mental disorder. The problem is there is no way to accuse her of it without her pointing the finger right back at me and getting LPS involved. Her Littles might be removed, but you would be as well.”
I shuddered, “I get it, thanks in that case?”
She kissed my forehead and finished washing me. Once I was clean, she put my hair in a sleep braid and carried me back to the nursery. “I think you should probably just try and get some sleep tonight. I’ll check on your diaper before I go to bed, but I’ll wake you up about six or so to get ready.”
“What time does the test begin?”
“I got you an 8am appointment, so they want you there by 7:45.”
“Ughh…” I sighed.
“I know… not exactly a time any teenager wants to be awake, let alone a Little who’s had her body tortured tonight.”
She enveloped me in a hug once she had me dressed, “I hope you can get some sleep tonight, Stacy. I really do love you.”
“Thanks,” I told her, “I know you aren’t a fan of this stuff.”
She lay me down into the crib and covered me with a light blanket, handed me Elena, and placed a pacifier at my lips. I hesitated on the pacifier but opened my mouth anyway and sucked gently on it. “Good night Princess,” she told me and turned on the mobile, playing its lullaby above me. Then, I heard Fred’s voice, “Good night, sweetheart, see you in the morning.”
I sighed and closed my eyes. It was only eight-thirty, but I forced myself to close my eyes and at least try to sleep. At least the music helped get me to sleep, ‘Hopefully, there’s no chance of me pooping for the next forty-eight hours!’
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Chapters 38 and 39
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 38: Testing
“TIME TO GET up, Stacy,” I heard as I was lifted out of the crib and embraced into a hug.
I groaned and sat passively as she checked my diaper, “How come you’re not wet?”
I realized then I could again feel the need to urinate and just let it go into the diaper to save the time of answering her. I sighed then and said, “My fasting meant I haven’t had any of your milk since yesterday morning… I’ve actually gone back to knowing when I need to go, so I guess its effects must not be permanent?” I sleepily suggested.
“Hmm…” she said. My diaper was changed, and she found the tunic and pants set from Friday and dressed me in it. I sat quietly as she did my hair in a style other than pigtails and found myself quite curious. Soon enough, she said, “Okay, sweetie, I don’t want you to have any solids still, but I have some coffee for you downstairs if you promise to be careful with it.”
I smiled, “Cofffffffeeeeeee!!!!”
She carried me past the mirror, and I saw that my hair was curled underneath, with bangs brushed to the side of my face, making me look as mature as I could. The outfit I was wearing hid the shape of my diaper, so it looked like I wasn’t a babied Little after all. That made me feel the most mature I had since I’d arrived! “What do you think?” She asked as she paused for a second.
“I like it a lot!” I told her.
“Well, don’t get too used to it. Of course, you’ll have the uniform required for school days… I guess it’s between the two looks, though.”
I sighed, “Well, thanks for letting me feel a little grown-up… as much as you can in a diaper anyway.”
She squeezed me tight and carried me downstairs. Once I was sitting in the high chair, she brought a me-sized mug of steaming coffee to me, black. “Do you need sugar?” She asked.
I shook my head, “No, it’s good like this!” I told her as I savored the vapors coming over it. I took a tentative sip and felt like I was in heaven. The latte bottles were good, but this was coffee as it was supposed to be enjoyed! I let out a satisfied sigh.
“You are an addict…” she told me.
“I see you have your own cup too!” I pointed out to her.
She laughed, “You’re right! It takes one to know one. Here, you shouldn’t have solids but give this a try,” she said while handing me an opened packet of some substance.
“What is it?” I asked as I looked at a red gel oozing inside.
“It’s meant for cyclists or runners,” she told me, “it shouldn’t cause any solid waste for you and will help give you a little bit of sugar to get going today.”
I nodded and tasted it. The texture sucked, but it wasn’t terrible tasting. I alternated a few slugs of the gel and the coffee to get rid of the taste.
Fred came in the room then and held something in his hands, “Here, Stacy, let me put this charm bracelet on you,” he told me.
I looked closer at a pretty silver charm bracelet with eight charms dangling from it. Gabby had a similar one back home, and I knew they weren’t cheap. There was a pacifier charm, a baby bottle, a computer, and several other hearts and such on it. “The important ones are the pacifier and baby bottle,” he told me.
“Why?”
“If you feel like you are going to have a messy accident pull either of them off the bracelet by yanking on it and swallow it.”
I looked at him dumbfounded, “they’re silver, aren’t they?”
“The others are, those two are actually a cellulose-like material like you would find around pills. It dissolves instantly in the stomach and sends a chemical signal to your brain and muscles of your bowels to stop you up. You won’t be able to go poop on your own for about a week, though – so try not to use it if you can avoid it.”
I gulped at the thought that I would have to use other help… “I’ll try to never take it… why would I need to?”
“Well, first, if for some reason something is going wrong today, it’s a good idea – you can’t afford a mistake today,” he reminded me.
I nodded, “I get that… and?”
“Well, as you go to school, if you do well, there will be some jealous classmates that will probably inevitably try and spike your drink or food to make you lose control. So while we, in theory, should be able to reclaim you as our daughter if they try to kidnap you, it’s far better if we don’t even have to try to do that. Not to mention the university’s policy on pooping in class?”
I nodded and sighed, “I hope you have some spares?”
He laughed, “I have a couple dozen replacements upstairs.”
I shuddered but said, “Thank you.”
Amanda looked at the clock, “I’m going to change you into a new diaper when we get there. Do you need to go poopy, though?”
I shook my head, “I have a feeling I’ll be cleared out for a week after last night!”
She smiled and kissed my forehead before taking my empty mug away. “Let’s go then,” she told me.
I was surprised when she loaded me up into the car since we had walked to the university so many times. She parked in one of the many faculty parking lots; I suspected she planned to distract herself by going to work in her office while I was testing. My harness was unbuckled, and she laid me down on the back of the SUV to change a soaked diaper. She gave me a hug when she was done, and I realized she had replaced my thinner Pamper with one of the thick princess diapers. The pants clearly showed the diaper bulge if they were uncovered, but the long tunic still did a pretty good job hiding it. I didn’t think it would hide my waddle when it got wet, though! “Why the thick diaper?” I asked.
“You need that long of protection,” she reminded me. She sat me down on the ground on my own two feet and gave me a new purple backpack that was my size and had the university emblem on the back of it.
“What’s in this?” I asked.
“Supplies, an extra diaper, wipes, your ID for the test, pens, pencils, etc.”
“Thanks,” I told her politely.
“Come on, let’s go take your test,” she said and directed me to walk beside her. It was a novelty as we walked a good quarter-mile on my own without her hand, a stroller, or being carried. I got the feeling my slow pace kind of bothered her, but we made it to a department in a tall building labeled ‘Student Assessment Center’ with more than ten minutes to spare before the time we were supposed to be there. She pushed me forward to a table that said, “CARE Registration.” In front, I was surprised to see a table manned by a Betweener. A convenient set of steps to help with my height impairment was laid before the table. But, of course, I could barely see above the table even with it.
“Name?” The girl asked in a bored voice.
“Stacy Sl… Westerfield,” I said.
“Not sure about your name?” the girl asked suspiciously.
“It changed recently,” I told her.
“Oh,” she said while looking at me oddly but shrugged. “ID?”
I opened the front of the backpack and was rewarded with a wallet and my ID from home… except it was different. My name, gender, and address were the new ones… like an endorsement, there was a mark on it that said ‘ADP.’ I was genuinely curious what it meant, ‘probably adopted,’ but just gave it to her to verify my information. After a moment of scrutiny, she handed it back, “Okay, you need to go down the hallway here; the third door on the right is your room. Show this ticket to the lady in there, and she’ll get you all set up.”
“Thanks,” I told her.
I looked up for Amanda but saw she was gone. I sighed but smiled when I caught sight of her mouthing, ‘Good luck,’ to me as she left the doors. I squared my shoulders and marched towards my destiny in the room three doors down on my right.
I was glad to see it was open since the handle was well out of my reach as I reached the door. ‘It’s the little things,’ I complained to myself. I looked up to see a giant about Chloe’s size notice me. “Ticket, please,” she said brusquely.
I handed her the paper, and she said, “Okay, right this way.” To my surprise, the stations were actually Little sized, so I didn’t have to feel quite as out of place. Of course, it was still huge for me since I was tinier than usual, but compared to Amazon-sized furniture, I felt comfortable! Unfortunately, when I climbed into my designated chair, my tunic got caught and rode up a bit, exposing the diaper hanging above my pants. I blushed but pretended it was normal, and once I settled in, I pulled it back down. A moment later, the lady said, “I’ll have to hang onto your bag until the test is completed.”
I sighed but nodded; teachers back home did that stuff too. She came back over, and her fingers flew over the keyboard that must have seemed like a tiny tablet keyboard to her. A short while later, she spoke to the group that was seated, “Okay, here we go. The software keeps track of your progress and automatically scores the test when you are done. You have six hours to complete the test, and you may not take any breaks – that includes bathroom breaks. Should you poopy in your pants, you will have to leave, and your test will be scored as you have completed it to that point. Any questions?”
I shook my head, “No, ma’am,” I told her, along with a small chorus of the others.
“Then begin,” she told me.
I looked at the screen that read, “Press any key to begin the College Aptitude Readiness Examination.”
I sighed and started the exam with the reading section. I flew through the passages and noted a definite bias in the reading examples and questions that seemed to take jabs at Littles, even believing they could be ‘adults’ in this world. One passage was all about the author extolling the necessity of Littles being diapered and properly cared for at their adopted mothers’ breasts… I just answered the questions and was pretty sure the section was perfect when I finished it – even if my answers to the content made me ill. It just wasn’t all that difficult for me!
The writing section wasn’t much more difficult because of the relatively small keyboard; my fingers flew over it to type nearly as fast as I could on my own computer. Before pressing submit, I proofread the essays several times and moved on to the first section that had me slightly nervous – math. Fortunately for me, it appeared my time of practicing my calculus problems back home in the Base 60 math seemed to have paid off. Even the most challenging Calculus questions seemed easy. Only the final two questions seemed to get me flustered at all, but I was sure that I had handled even handled those Advanced Calculus level questions without too much trouble.
‘I was expecting worse than this,’ I told myself nervously.
Chapter 39: S.C.A.R.E.S.
THE SCIENCE SECTION was relatively straightforward until I vaguely recognized as organic chemistry level questions came about. I was sure I missed those last ones, but I managed to do well at the physics and biology portions. Another couple of jibes were taken at Littles in the biology section, trying to explain why Littles were destined to never be potty trained… I just sighed and kept answering questions with what I knew the Amazons had to consider were the correct answers.
I had a little less than two hours remaining when I reached the reasoning portion of the exam that I had been scared of. Just as I was answering the second question in that section, I was distracted by, “No, I didn’t mean to! How can you expect me not to go potty through a six-hour test?!?” A teenage boy my age, about two feet taller than me, asked with a wet spot clearly visible on his pants.
“If you were mature enough for college, it wouldn’t be a problem, or you would have worn protection,” the proctor said with a smile. She pressed a button on a panel next to the door, and I watched in horror as robotic arms swung in and captured him in their grasp. “Clearly, you are afflicted with a case of maturosis. You’ll do better back in preschool or daycare. Your new mommy or daddy can decide which to send you to and ensure you’re nice and protected! For now, we’ll send you down to the universities daycare center while we wait for someone to take you to the orphanage.”
My mouth dropped, and I noticed the other three Littles testing in the room looked panicked! I closed my eyes and forced myself to breathe before focusing back on the test. I would have expected it to be tougher to concentrate, but the fear I had seemed to send my adrenaline into overdrive, and my focus was razor-sharp. I was on question number fifty of the section when I heard, “I smell poopy pants, which wittle baby had an accident now?” She asked in a sweet voice that made me sick. I turned and looked at her as she asked, “Was it, you Ms. Westerfield?”
I shook my head, “No ma’am, I didn’t poop my pants.”
“Better check first, huh?” She told me.
Without warning, she came over to my seat and pulled my tunic up and out of the way. My top was pulled high enough to expose my back a long way up. She shoved my upper body forward a bit and used a finger to yank back the elastic on my pants. “Smart enough to wear a diapee, huh?” she said to me with a bit of menace in her voice. She pulled my pants down to expose the diaper more, and her hand smushed at the back of my diaper. “Doesn’t feel like you left us a present in there.”
I thought maybe my indignity was over, but she used her finger then to pull the elastic on the top back and looked inside. I blushed bright red in shock, “Hmm… just wet. Glad you had the maturity to wear a nice thick diapee to protect our seats.” She gruffly pulled my pants back over my diaper and pulled my top back down, “Keep working on your test, sweetie,” she told me before looking at the Little girl that was a few feet away from me, “Well, I guess that means that it must be you, huh?”
The girl was quite pretty, with blonde hair in an intricate French braid. She looked like she was the same age as I was, but her shaking meant I had a bad feeling on her behalf. She whimpered, and I watched a tear go down her face as she shook her head, “N…n…Not me,” She said.
The monitor pulled her dress up, though, and you could clearly see a purple Pull-Up with a visible bulge on the backside of it. Her mess appeared watery too, and it had clearly escaped the edges of the pull-up to leave a brown stain on the back of her dress. The monitor wasted no time and pulled the dress off from over her head. I tried not to stare too much at her now naked form and looked instead at the monitor as she shook her head, “Not even mature enough to own up to your messy pants. I’ll make sure they know being a toddler isn’t even a good fit for you. I’m sure they’ll have you crawling or squirming only across the floor by the end of the week. Those beautiful straight teeth definitely won’t be wanted by your new mommy,” the lady said.
“No, I’m almost done!!! Just let me see if I got a high enough score!!!” The girl begged as she tried covering her chest with her arms.
“Sorry, sweetie, but we have the same rules as classes here at Emerson. Poopy pants mean you’re not ready for big girl school. You’ll love playing in the daycare, though! I know they’ll find you the perfect mommy!”
I gasped but turned and looked at my computer as robotic arms again snaked into the room and removed the sobbing girl. ‘Poor girl…’ I thought to myself.
“You have sixty minutes remaining! Would anyone care for a bottle of water?” The lady said after a while.
“Thank you, but no thank you,” I said politely, ignoring how thirsty I was.
“Please!” The remaining boy and girl across the room said.
At this point, I realized they were the only other Littles still in the room with me, and I just wanted to warn them off. ‘Don’t they know not to trust her by now…?’ I thought. I didn’t dare say anything, though and just got back to the test.
While the other sections were about sixty questions long, I was now on question eighty of what is listed as a hundred-and-twenty for this section. I sighed and ignored my overwhelming hunger and thirst that seemed to grow by the minute. I had just answered question one-hundred-and-eighteen when I heard a gasp.
“What the hell?” the boy whispered.
Like a train wreck, I couldn’t resist the urge to turn and look at the boy. She approached him, and he tried his best to squirm away, “You must have put something in the water! You can’t poison me like this!”
She laughed, “I would never do anything like that, silly. So let’s take a look at your pants, even though I think I know I’m going to find a mess, huh?”
She pulled his shorts down his legs and exposed a medical-looking plain white diaper. Well… it was plain before the brown stain that managed to show through the back of the diaper. He tried struggling for a moment as she squeezed the lump and said, “Looks like we have another baby, huh?”
“I’m not a baby! You poisoned me!”
“Don’t worry, they’ll get a fresh diaper on you at the daycare. It’ll even have cute pictures on it!” The lady cooed at the boy. I shivered in fear over the idea that they would come for me next! I was worried that no matter what, she would find an excuse to target me too!
Once the arms carried his screaming form away, she checked the girl too. I heard her whimper as the lady said, “Well, I thought you might have been mature enough, but I know wet and poopy panties when I see them! I’m honestly shocked you didn’t at least wear training panties, little girl. Oh well, it’s back to diapers for you too!”
I turned just for a heartbeat and looked at her standing there with a shirt and ruined panties only. Then, I focused back on the screen and ignored her screams.
I had just clicked submit on question one-hundred-and-twenty just as she rounded back on me. “Wow, you actually finished?” She asked, shocked. “Better make sure you made it with no poopies, though!”
She pulled my pants back again and found a once again soaked but not messy diaper, “What a big girl you are?!? Making it through your test all nice and clean!” Her voice dripped with motherly condescension that made me feel a need to run away.
I shrugged though and calmly asked, “So how do I find out my score?”
“Just press that button there,” she told me.
I clicked through a couple more screens, following her directions displaying my scores.
Scores are out of a possible 400 points per section:
Reading – 398
Writing – 389
Math – 397
Science – 378
Basic Reasoning – 367
Total Score: 1,929 – Averaged Score: 385.8
Recommended school placement: University
I sighed in relief, and the lady said, “Well, congratulations on being such a smart big girl!”
“Thank you, I know my mommy will be proud. How do I get a copy of my scores?”
“I’ll print a copy for you,” she said, seeming more shocked by the moment by my success and scores. I stood up and gathered my backpack while she worked at a workstation that was sized for her. She handed me a copy that matched the screen and two sealed versions of them two minutes later. “It’ll be emailed to you, sent to the university, and a hard copy will be mailed to your residence.”
“Thanks!” I told her with a smile that tried to act like nothing had happened earlier.
“How about I change that soaked diaper for you?”
“Thank you, but I’ll get my mommy to do it; she should just be outside,” I told her.
“Wait, you’re adopted already?”
I nodded, “Mommy wants me to be smart just like her! Thank you for taking such good care of me today. Bye, bye,” I told her as I walked through the door that was thankfully open.
“How the hell did she do that?” I heard behind me as I walked away.
Amanda stood in the hallway, pacing nervously as I came out, and she quickly picked me up and wrapped me in a hug. “How did it go?”
“I passed!” I told her with a smile.
The girl that had checked me in earlier blurted out, “You passed?!?” She blushed as we looked at her, “Sorry, it’s just that not many do… you must be really clever!”
“I am, thanks!”
“Well, let’s go change the clever little girls’ diaper and then go out to celebrate,” Amanda said to me.
“Great, I’m starving!!!” I said as my stomach grumbled loudly.
She carried me off to a nearby bathroom and changed my diaper back to a normal Pamper. “So, how did it really go?” she asked me.
“I made it with some high scores, I think… none of the others taking the test made it, though...” I told her sadly.
“Tell me about it when we get home…” she said.
“Okay,” I told her.
She sat me down on my feet again, and we walked out of the building the distance back to her car on my own feet. As she strapped me into the car seat, “I am so proud of you! I’m guessing you’re starving?”
“You have no idea!!!” I told her.
“Good, let’s go meet Daddy and Megan for food!”
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Chapters 40 and 41 (Final Book 1)
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 40: Mature Diner
ONCE WE ARRIVED at our destination, I instantly recognized it as 3lev4t3d, the restaurant I had been stuck with pureed food the week before. The Maître’D remembered Amanda and said, “Good afternoon, just you two beautiful ladies today?”
“No, my husband and little sister are supposed to join us - have they arrived yet?”
“No, ma’am, would you like to be seated while you wait?”
She bounced me up and down a little right then on her hip then and said, “Please.”
“Right this way then,” he said and took us to a round table close to the kitchen doors. A highchair was brought over for me, but Amanda kept holding me in her lap while we waited. I remembered that the mush from the last time tasted good, but the texture was disgusting if I stopped to think about it. ‘If that mush is what I’m getting to eat for a celebratory meal, then I would rather have gone to McDonald’s…’ I groused in my head. We were celebrating an adult milestone after all!
Fred and Megan came in not too much later, “Congratulations, sweetie!” Megan cooed at me and gave me a hug. “I knew you could do it!”
I was passed over to Fred, who said, “I know last night was terrible, but I’m glad it paid off!”
“Me too,” I told him.
As soon as I was set down into the highchair, bibbed, and the seatbelt was buckled, the chef came back out and recognized Amanda, Fred, and me. “This seems oddly early for you to be dining with us?”
“We’re celebrating,” Amanda said with a smile.
“What’s the occasion?” He asked.
Amanda looked at me and nodded at me to go ahead, “I passed my CARE exam, sir, and I’m allowed to study at the university.”
He looked at me in disbelief like that was scandalous, “You’re letting her go to school at the university? You mean the daycare, right?”
Amanda smiled at him, “No, she’ll be a regular college student… Sort of, she’ll be in protection, of course.”
“Aren’t you worried about her getting hurt?”
“Of course, I am, but we’ll make sure she’s safe. She’s quite brilliant, and I want to nurture that rather than extinguish that.”
“I said before when you came that you have some unconventional ideas, Madame, but I do remember this little girl is the first new diner who has impressed me with her maturity in a long time. So I’ll be sure that she receives a meal befitting the occasion tonight,” he told me with a smile that seemed genuine.
“Thank you, Sir,” I told him politely.
The waiter came over about then, and he told him, “Anton, the Little girl may order whatever she likes. Please mark it with PS, so I know which meal is hers.”
“Yes, Chef…” the guy stuttered a little nervously before looking at me like I had grown two extra heads or something.
“Enjoy your meals, ladies,” he said, “sir,” and turned around to head back to the kitchen.
“Umm… we don’t have separate children’s menus?” He said, looking alternatingly at Amanda and me.
“May I just have the Veal Parmigiana that you had last time?” I suggested to Amanda.
“That seems like a great plan!” she told me with a smile. “I’m going to have the Veal Saltimbocca tonight.”
“You Madame?” he asked Megan.
“The Lasagna, please,” she said with a smile.
“Sir?”
“Let’s do the Chicken Piccata tonight,” he said.
“Very good, we’ll have that right out!”
As we waited, bread was once again brought for the table, and I settled in to only get to watch them eat it… but to my surprise, a plate of cut-up chunks was placed in front of me too! Next, the waiter put a dribble of the seasoned olive oil dipping sauce on another tiny dish. A couple with a Little at a nearby table looked at me with shock in their eyes when they saw the plate. When the Little’s head turned, I wanted to crawl away from the sight of the pure rage and jealousy on her face. I decided to ignore it, though, and carefully dipped a chunk of what had to be freshly made bread into the oil. It was delicious, and I slowly savored all eight cubes I’d been provided with. Not eating much for nearly twenty-four hours definitely left me famished!
After a while, our food came out from the kitchen. I noticed a bowl again and sighed, ‘I really had hoped to avoid pureed food with whatever a preschool meal is...’
The chef came out right then and said, “I hope you enjoy your meal, little one,” and grabbed the bowl from the tray and presented it to me.
I realized then that it was actually a little larger bowl than last time - and much to my surprise, it was actually filled with sort of full-length noodles! I thought they were probably half the size of the regular meal, but that was fine to me! The veal was sliced up into thin chunks inside, but it could have almost been considered whole at first glance the way it was served. He presented me with a fork that was perfectly my size and said, “Buon Appetito.”
“Grazie,” I told him with a smile.
He smiled back and left me to the bowl of food. I took my first bite and closed my eyes in satisfaction! The veal was tender, perfectly breaded and cooked, and the sauce was to die for! I was pretty sure the noodles had been freshly made as well so that it easily ranked as one of the finest meals I’d ever had. Leftovers and pureed had left the meal tasty, but not like this! I now understood why Amanda and Fred liked this place!
The couple that had stared at me earlier was now glowering at me as I daintily ate the meal. As their food was delivered, the Little girl truly became genuinely unpleasant. When she realized I had real food, while she was getting the pureed mush, it caused a meltdown for the poor girl! Suddenly, a spoonful of that mush was flung against the floor not far from our table. Moments later, the bowl had landed on the shoulder of the now-shocked ‘mother’ of the Little.
I sighed and wondered just what horror I was about to see. The chef came out and looked at the Little and scowled, “And you Littles wonder why you can’t be trusted with adult food?”
“How come she gets real food?” The Little sobbed just before her diaper came down, and she was spanked a couple dozen times. I truly felt bad for her! The loud smacks and her screams made me wince in sympathy.
As her diaper was pulled back up, the chef answered her blubbering, “Because the first time she came in here, she politely sat through her meal without complaint. I’ve never seen a better behaved Little, so she gets to be treated like a big girl.”
“I’m so sorry about this,” the lady apologized.
“It’s fine. If you come in again, though, please just plan to only breastfeed your Little girl. She’s obviously not mature enough to eat even a pureed Littles meal.”
I gulped and kept carefully eating the tasty food from my bowl. I had made it my goal to eat the entire bowl without getting anything on my bib, clothes, hair, or face!
“So, what were your scores?” Megan asked me.
“You never said earlier?” Amanda asked too.
“Am I allowed to talk in here?” I asked quietly.
“Yes, you are,” the chef’s voice frightened me enough. I felt some urine escape my bladder.
I turned and looked up at where he had appeared out of thin air behind me, “You behave maturely, not like bratty Littles like that girl,” he said. “You may converse with your family without fear of any consequences. Just please don’t argue or shout,” he told me with a smile. “Do you like your food?”
“It’s amazing, sir. Your sauce, noodles, the preparation of the veal… you have to be one of the finest chefs in the world!”
He beamed a smile at me and said, “Grazie,” before he walked back to the kitchen.
“Scores?” Megan reminded me.
“Oh… Let me see if I can remember them all?”
“How about the total?”
“I think it was around 1900?” I said.
Megan looked at me in shock, “You realize the average score is like 1,200 for Littles, right?”
I shook my head, “I suspect it’s lower than that if you count all of the Littles who don’t make it through the test?” I paused, “I guess they probably don’t count them though?”
Megan looked at me and asked, “How many took the test today?”
“Four others,” I told her.
“How many made it?” Fred asked.
“You’re looking at her,” I told him sadly.
Megan gasped, but I just kept eating, trying not to think about the fates of those poor people.
I had begun to slow down a little as I reached the bottom of my bowl… But since I hadn’t eaten in nearly twenty-two hours, I was still a bit hungry. Then, as if sensing my stomach’s cries, the chef appeared with a small goblet that looked to have tiramisu in it. He sat it on my tray and said, “Please enjoy this with my compliments, congratulations on your test,” and disappeared quickly.
I looked at Amanda, who looked surprised, “Not quite sure exactly what you did, but you definitely impressed him,” she said with a smile.
I used the tiny spoon in the goblet to eat about half of it before I couldn’t eat anymore. “Anyone want the rest?” I offered.
“I’ll take it,” Megan said with a smile.
She ate the rest and said, “This is delicious!”
“I know, right?” I told her with a smile.
“Everything was to your satisfaction tonight?” The chef reappeared one last time.
“Yes, sir, it was amazing!” I said with a smile.
“Please come back soon!” He told us with a smile. Fred quickly took care of our check, and we were soon walking back out to the car.
Out by the car, Amanda told Megan, “We’ll see you next week maybe; we’re going to go out of town this weekend.”
“Where are you going?” Megan asked.
“Call me later, and I’ll tell you. We figured we would make it a surprise for Stacy.”
I looked at her curiously, and she shook her head, “You’ll find out when we get there!”
I sighed and leaned against her, “Spoilsport!”
She laughed and felt my damp diaper, “Well, we need to get this one home and in a new diaper. I’ll call you later,” she told Megan.
“Okay, Mandy,” she said as she mainly hugged her and a little bit of me, “Bye, Stacy,” she told me.
With that, I was latched into the car seat, where I sat silently on the way home while reflecting on the day. ‘One impossible victory achieved!’ I thought to myself. I couldn’t feel genuinely happy about it, though, when I thought about the poor people who had totally lost their freedom today.
“Whatcha thinking about?” Amanda asked as she undid my harness back home.
I sighed, “The people who were sentenced to being treated like who knows what?”
She picked me up and squeezed me into a hug, “What exactly happened?”
“The first boy didn’t even bother wearing any protection… He wet his pants early on in the test after I think he asked to leave to go to the bathroom? I wasn’t paying a lot of attention until the proctor started chewing him out!” I paused while she walked through the door into the kitchen, “Then these scary mechanical arms came from nowhere and grabbed him and took him off to the daycare,” I said sadly as she carried me over to the couch in the living room. She turned me towards her in her lap as she sat down. “The next girl was wearing a pull-up at least, but she messed it… I was terrified, though, as the lady actually checked the back of my diaper first,” I shuddered at the fact that I had no privacy here. “Once she checked and found me clean, she moved to the girl. The poor girl tried to lie to her… but after that, she said she’d make sure they knew she wasn’t even ready to be a toddler and taunted her that her teeth would be removed… poor girl is going to be like Chloe’s Littles.” I felt a tear in my eye then.
“Oh my God…” Amanda said.
“The other two, for some stupid reason, trusted the bottles of water that the lady offered them. The boy at least had worn something for protection, but the girl was just in panties. They were carted off by those mechanical nannies quicker than you could believe… Poor people…”
She hugged me and rocked me in her arms for a few minutes, “But not you – it’s not your fault either.” Then, she told me, “Don’t go feeling survivors’ guilt! The information and warnings are out there if they had looked for it, and they could have prepared like you did.”
“Maybe…”
“What do you mean maybe?”
“Those test prep books I studied?”
“What about them?”
“They were all high on the shelves where no Little could realistically read the titles or even get to them. How many Littles do you actually think can reach high enough to get them?”
I looked up at Amanda’s face, and I think she realized the horrible answer to that, “Not many,” she said softly.
“So, what now?” I asked after some moments of silence passed.
“Why don’t you email your real parents and let them know you survived the test. I’m sure they’re as worried sick about it as I was… Then maybe we can take a swim?”
I smiled at her, “Okay!”
She sat me down on the ground, and I walked with her to the stairs wondering why she hadn’t just carried me. Finally, she looked down at me and asked, “What are you waiting for?”
I began the awkward climb up the steps, almost like crawling, and realized I’d gone down them many times, but this was the first time I’d had to climb up them! When I made it to the top, I looked down at the staircase, feeling like I had climbed a mountain! Even with the seemingly new athletic abilities that I’d demonstrated against Chloe, I still felt like that was tough!
“Good girl,” she told me with a smile. She’d hovered behind me the whole time, making sure I didn’t fall backward but hadn’t offered a bit of help.
I blushed, “that’s harder than it should be!”
“Well, you’re the size of a three-month-old infant! They definitely don’t climb stairs!”
I nodded and walked to my bedroom… nursery and sat down on my small desk chair while she disappeared to their room. As I sat down, I noticed she hadn’t changed my diaper yet, and it was definitely at capacity now! I sighed, but it didn’t take me long to log in to my email, and I saw a copy of my score report. I glanced at it quickly and looked at the total composite score of 1,929 again. ‘Megan said the average score was 1,200?!?’ Maybe I won’t be in totally over my head the next few years…
I created a new message then to my parents, made my greeting, and added some safe phrases before beginning,
I just wanted to let you know I did pass the test. I ended up with a score of 1,929, which is supposed to be an exceptional score for the test. Fred used the typical steps he uses as a doctor before surgery to keep me from possibly having messy pants in the test. It was an extreme solution, but given that the other four Littles in the test are probably toothless, drooling babies, I have no complaints! It was a tough test, but I’m proud I passed!
Anyway, Amanda mentioned swimming, so I’m going to end this, but I just wanted to make sure you knew I passed and was still safe! I’ll write more later on.
Love,
Stacy
I hit send and looked up at Amanda standing in her bikini. “Ready to swim?”
“Sure!”
I lifted my arms up to her, but she didn’t take them. “Let’s see if we can’t start teaching you how to change your own diapers.”
I looked at her with a confused look, “What?”
Chapter 41: Independence?
“WELL, IF YOU’RE going to be a big college girl, you need to be able to change yourself, right?”
For a second, I looked for the second head she had to have sprouted but nodded, “Right?”
“Then here, let’s teach you how to do this!”
She handed me a package of gigantic wipes, a swim diaper, and a changing mat. “You don’t really need the changing mat by yourself, but it’d be good for putting your wet diaper on in a moment; just stand on it.”
I nodded at her and laid it down before standing on it, “Okay, take it off?” I asked.
She nodded, and I pulled my skirt off and set it out of the way before I ripped the tapes loose from the diaper. It wasn’t as easy to pull them off as I would have thought, but I still managed with a little bit of effort. I gently held it and, without being told, rolled it up like Gabby had shown me with Elena’s diaper.
“Go ahead and use plenty of wipeys now,” she told me.
I wiped myself as clean as I’d felt anyone else do for me carefully. My fingers jolted a bit as the wipe touched my still new vagina, but I just kept cleaning until I felt like I was done. “Okay?” I said as I put the wipes I’d used on top of the diaper.
“With regular diapers, the websites say there are a few ways you could put a new one on… But this is a swim diaper, so it’s the easiest since all you have to do is pull these up like big-girl panties. You don’t even have to worry about powder with it like you will a normal diaper.”
“Okay,” I told her.
“I’ve spent some time researching how free Littles manage with normal diapers too; I’ll teach you that later today or tomorrow.” she told me, “I know you’ll need to do this on your own.”
She was right with the swim diaper; it was just a matter of pulling it on. I looked down and felt like it was probably a good fit, ‘I feel like a big kid now!’ I joked internally.
“How’d I do?” I asked her jokingly.
“Let’s see!” She said with a smile, and she tickled my stomach as she picked me up and sat me on the changing table. She ran her finger along the waistband and said, “Good! Of course, you didn’t really have to do anything with this one!”
I blushed, “Yay,” I told her.
She hugged me, “Don’t worry, I’ll still change most of your diapees!”
I blushed some more, “Thanks… I think.”
She handed me my swimsuit, and I pulled off my blouse and put the swimsuit on instead. I let her put my hair up in a swim cap, and she carried me downstairs to the backyard. She sat me down on my feet outside as she opened up the gate.
I followed her to the water’s edge and looked up at her, “Well, jump in!” she said with a smile.
‘What in the world is going on?’ I asked myself. After a week and a half of being allowed to do nothing to care for me, I was stunned that I now could do something as simple as jump into the pool! I stood at the edge and performed a fluid dive into the water. I swam to the surface and turned around to look at her smiling.
“You’re letting me just swim?” I asked.
“You’re capable, right?” She asked.
I nodded, “Yes… but…”
“I told you this weekend, last week was about acclimating you to this dimension; now, for the rest of the week, we need to get you ready to be a college kid!”
I just smiled at her and said, “Okay,” before turning and beginning to swim some laps.
I’d only made it about half of what I had done most of the time the past week before I became tired. ‘Probably still catching up my energy levels from the fasting,’ I admitted to myself. I noticed Fred was sitting in the water reading a book while Amanda looked to be catching some sun in a lounge chair. I swam towards Fred and flipped to float on my back. “Whatcha reading?” I asked.
“Just some trashy crime novel,” he told me with a smile. “Tired of swimming already, little fish?”
“I told you I’m a dolphin,” I smiled and stuck my tongue out at him. “It’s nice to just float,” I told him with a smile.
He read for a while longer while I floated on my back and let the sunshine on my skin. Then, I heard a splash not far from me and opened my eyes in time to get a flood of water in them. I blinked out the water and struggled for a second to get my bearings back in the water. Large arms encircled me, though, and it was apparent from the material of her bikini that Amanda had picked me up. “I heard it was time to go fishing!” she told me.
I looked up at her, “I was enjoying relaxing.”
“Uh-huh, and beginning to bake your front,” she said as she moved the strap of my swimsuit over to expose white skin versus tanner skin.
“Guess I’m getting an obvious girls tan, huh?”
“Well, that makes sense since you’re a girl?” But, she asked tentatively, “Are you really okay with that? I would have expected anyone else to panic and be depressed over that change.”
I sighed, “I hadn’t planned on becoming a girl, but compared to half of the things I’ve seen, it seems minor. So I guess I’m okay with it as much as anything... it’s definitely not a mistake to call me that anymore. Used to get on my nerves growing up being put in girl’s PE classes because of my name, called a girl, called much worse things,” I shrugged, “It’s not like I had any grand plans that required me to be a guy.”
“Well, why don’t you get out of the water and sun your back with me?” she suggested.
I shrugged, “Okay.”
As we got out, I noticed for the first time that between two huge loungers, a smaller pink one had been placed. I smiled at the thoughtfulness of it and walked over to it after Amanda sat me down on my feet. I laid face down on it and felt her spray some sunscreen on me before deciding it was an excellent place to take a nap.
I wasn’t out too long, though, before Amanda scooped me up and said, “Come on, little girl, let’s go take a quick shower.”
“Okay,” I told her with a smile.
She carried me upstairs straight to their bedroom and bathroom, where she started taking her bikini off. “Can you be a good girl and get undressed?”
I nodded and began pulling down the straps of my swimsuit. I noticed my shoulders were a bit red, but hopefully not too sunburned. When I had it down, Amanda said, “Go ahead and take off that diapee too. Pull the sides apart, so it’s easier,” she told me.
I was kind of shocked that I’d been allowed to both put it on and take it off now! I ripped the sides off like she said and soon held it balled up, “where do you want me to throw it away?” I asked her.
“Hand it to me,” she said, now having taken both pieces of her bikini off. I handed it to her, and she threw it in a trashcan before turning to start the showerhead of a large walk-in shower she had.
She opened the door and let me walk through carefully into the shower when it was a safe temperature. The water came down like a warm rainstorm down where I stood, and it was a nice feeling. She handed me a mini loofah with soap on it, and I scrubbed my body while she did hers.
“Ready for your hair?” She asked me?
“Sure…” I said.
She handed me a palm-full of shampoo, and I closed my eyes and carefully lathered up all of my hair. I felt like I had gotten all of it lathered when she must have pulled the nozzle from the wall and began carefully rinsing out my hair for me. “There, I think we got all of the shampoo out, here’s some conditioner,” she said and gave me a palm-full of it to work through my hair.
The shower was the most grown-up thing I had experienced in a week, and I relished the ability to not feel like a newborn baby! Once the conditioner was all rinsed out, she took care of her own hair while I stood soaking in the bits of the water that went by her. Then, as she turned off the water, I hugged her leg, “Thank you,” I told her.
“But of course, Princess,” she told me. Apparently, she had controlled her mothering instincts as long as she could. Quickly I found myself wrapped inside a towel and sitting on the counter while she blow-dried my hair. I sat patiently with my fingers in my ears until she pronounced me done and carried me into my nursery – her hair still up in a towel. Then, instead of setting me on the changing table, she handed me a pamper, a nightgown, and a travel-size bottle of baby powder that was the size of a whole bottle to me.
“Okay, let’s teach you how to put on your regular diapers…” she said. “Might be easiest to sit down with it on the changing pad to powder yourself. Littles say it is sometimes easier to tape it though standing up against a wall?”
I looked up at her quizzically and tried her directions. I realized that the swim diapers were really just pull-ups and very easy to handle; this would be trickier. I opened the diaper up and laid it on the changing mat. I sat down with the front of the diaper in front of me and reached for the powder. I used a good bit and felt self-conscious the whole time, touching myself and knowing Amanda was watching me. I laid down on my back and got some on my butt with some gymnastics before sitting back up. I pulled one side to the front and had a feeling I wouldn’t be able to get it tight enough sitting. I ended up carefully standing and moving with my back to the dresser next to me to hold the diaper in place as I taped it. I was careful to keep the diaper’s front and back even so it looked even and pulled everything as snug as I could.
“Good girl! Let’s see how you did!” She said as she picked me up and sat me down on the changing table. She ran a finger along the waistband and the leg holes before saying, “Look at you, you did a great job!” Then, she tickled my belly a little, “You’re going to put Mommy out of a job!”
“Thanks…” I said. I was a little disturbed that being able to put on my own diaper would be a milestone.
“Don’t give me that look; you need to be able to change yourself in between classes if you need it.”
“Won’t every Amazon girl in my classes be checking me and wanting to change me themselves?”
“Yes, but if you’re smart, you’ll refuse most of them unless you implicitly can trust them.”
“Why?”
“Do you really want a surprise enema?”
My eyes widened at that, “They’d…?” I shook my head, “Of course, they would, but they’ll let me change myself?”
“You are a college student who has taken the mature approach to wear protection – it’s in Emerson’s code of conduct. Plus, if they know you’re already adopted, which I’m sure will get out, they won’t want to step on your mommy’s toes too much. But, on the other hand, you might have a mother like Chloe that wants her baby left in a messy diaper for some reason?”
“I hoped she was the only deranged lunatic.” I said before I could stop myself, “Sorry…”
She looked upset and blinked away a tear, “It’s true, though.”
“I’m still sorry,” I told her.
She leaned over and gave me a hug, “It’s okay. Here I’m going to put you down on the ground, get your nightgown on, and then why don’t you play on your computer or something for a bit while I go take care of myself.”
“Okay,” I told her and accepted her lift down to the floor.
I quickly pulled the nightgown over my head and noticed it had that elastic band at the bottom that gathered at my ankles. The nightgown was comfortable in that it was pretty warm, but the pink color with a little white bunny embroidered on the chest could cause a diabetic coma. I followed her advice, got onto my computer, and began exploring to see if I could perform some subterfuge with my IP address like I knew she had done for the practice tests. To my surprise, the techniques were pretty similar to back home. I discovered some newer methods and tools were available here, but I quickly learned some strategies that the hacker crowd considered nearly impossible to break through.
I was just testing it out when I realized I had an audience; Amanda was back. “Uh… hi,” I told her.
“Hi yourself,” she told me and said, “log out of it all,” she said.
I groaned but did so quickly and found myself in her arms while she sat in the glider. “So, am I in trouble?” I asked.
She laughed, “No, you’re not in trouble, but you need to be careful.”
“I know; I promise I won’t use my knowledge to break into anything?”
“I actually am glad you know how to do that. It’ll keep us from having to worry about you doing things online and it getting back to us as easily. Just be very careful to wipe your footprints! I’ll give you a couple other tools tomorrow to put on your computer if you remind me.”
“Wait… you’re okay…?”
“I figure at some point you’re going to stumble onto some of the more liberal Littles rights sites. I’d rather if you don’t get involved with them, honestly, but if you do, please make sure you can’t be traced back here. I’ve heard of Littles being removed from parents when they’ve been tracked.”
I nodded, “I’m honestly not planning on getting involved in any protests… I just saw a couple old articles from the past few years, and I have no desire to have my brain become much like they did.” What I didn’t say was that I saw similar nanotechnology had apparently been used on the supporting Amazons to turn them into Littles, too – that seemed a fate I would never want Amanda and Fred to go through!
She gave me a good squeeze, “Good, neither do I,” she said.
“So, what’s up for the rest of this week now that I passed the test?” I asked her.
“Well, tomorrow I’ve got an appointment with a lady named Jenny Murtha in the morning for you. I gave her all of your measurements last week after your procedure so she could make university uniforms for you. She’s an incredible seamstress, so I know they’ll look very fitted, and that should help you out a bit with dealing with your classmates.”
“How’s that?”
“Well, most Littles will just walk into the University Bookstore and buy the closest sizes to them they can find. Unfortunately, most of them tend to be pretty baggy, making them look uncared for. Amazons just can’t stand to let Littles not receive proper care!”
“Oh,” I said.
“So, by having clothes that fit you perfectly like a model, everyone will know you’re well taken care of – or at least not your average Little.”
“What do I do if?”
“If…?”
“If some random Amazon tries to take me?”
She hugged me, “Tell them you want them to call your mommy.”
“If they don’t believe us?”
“Tell them to take you down to any hospital and read your chip. Then, the second they try and adopt you anywhere else, they have to try the chip reader, and when they find you have parents already, they’re required to remove you from their care and get in touch with me as soon as possible.”
“That sounds scary still,” I said.
“Well, I’m not going to lie, sweetie, lots of bad things could happen in that time. If something like that happens, just be sweet and non-defiant, so they don’t feel like they need to do anything to regress you.”
I just nodded at that, “After we get my clothes?”
“Well, you’ll wear one of the uniforms to go meet with Doctor Butler, your advisor, to get your class schedule figured out.”
“I can’t just do it online?” I asked.
“Every Little must do their schedule with their advisor; it’s a university policy that is set in immovable stone. Even first-year students Amazonians must do it that way next week, though, too, so don’t feel like it’s a big deal.”
“What is this guy like?” I asked.
“A condescending asshole,” she told me.
“What?” I said, startled by the venom in her voice.
“Sorry, it’s the truth. Doctor Butler is the Dean of Computer Technology and a pain in the ass to deal with. I’m glad my department is with the engineering department, so I don’t have to deal with him too regularly.”
“Fun…” I sighed, “what do I need to do there?”
We spent the better part of an hour cuddled up on the glider talking before Fred came in and said, “You two want to come down and have a snack?”
“Oh, what are we having?” Amanda asked.
“I made some sliders?”
“Okay,” Amanda said, “how’s that sound to you, Princess?” She asked me.
“So, sliders… meaning a normal burger for me, I can live with that! Just keep it plain, though.”
“No cheese?”
“Well, of course, cheese is good… ketchup too… but hold everything else.”
“What is your problem with veggies, young lady?” Amanda asked as she stood up with me on her hip.
“I don’t know… I just never have liked veggies?”
“We’re going to get you over your aversion to them before you graduate college. Proper young ladies eat salads to watch their figure,” she told me with a smile and a kiss to my forehead.
“Not tonight, please?” I asked.
“Hmm… maybe I can get Cassie to bring by some of that little food?”
My mouth opened like a fish, and she said, “Just kidding, sweetheart, no way in hell I’m feeding you that slop.”
I sighed and hugged her tight. “I don’t know how Neville eats that without throwing it up immediately?”
“I don’t know either,” Fred said at the bottom of the stairs. “Seriously, why in the world would you combine pickled eggs and durian fruit? Two of the worst smelling things on the planet!”
Amanda squeezed me, “Maybe he had been fussy?”
“I’d be fussy too if I had to eat that,” Fred said. “The jar wasn’t any better the day before… and then she forced Klara to eat that one! I mean Amanda, I’m not trying to pick a fight here, but your sisters both seem to be getting worse and more out of control each time we’ve seen them this year.”
She nodded, “I don’t know what happened to them both… but I think Chloe started it all. Cassie has just always looked up to her so much I think she feels like she has to keep up.”
I watched from my highchair as Fred finished cooking some burgers on the grill built-in on the range. Well, sliders for them… He presented me with the perfect size cheeseburger a few minutes later. The bun had a glossy sheen to it and felt warm and fresh! Ketchup had been spread onto the burger, and I didn’t wait for them to even think about bibbing me. I took a bite.
“Oh my God, this is perfect!!!!” I said aloud.
“See, I can cook something,” Fred told Amanda.
“One thing… but I agree,” she said as she took her own bite, “these are really good.”
It was intimidating to watch her eat in two or three bites, which was an entire hamburger. I relished the adult taste of a burger. I finished it off and couldn’t help but wish for some fries. “Still hungry?” He asked in surprise.
“Just needs some fries or something?” I admitted.
Amanda laughed, “I said one thing… that’s basically it. Hold on a second, and I’ll see if I can figure out something else. Unless you just want another slider?”
I thought for a second, “Just another slider will work. No need to go cook something else for me.”
“You are way too polite,” she told me with a smile. “Chef, your Princess needs another slider… I’ll take two more for myself.”
“Gah! No one told me that I was going to be enslaved when I had another girl come to live in the house…” he grumbled as he stood up. We both had our second order a few moments later with a smile and a kiss to both of our foreheads as he delivered them. “Your wish will always be my command, my ladies.”
That earned a giggle from both of us.
After the late dinner/snack, Amanda, Fred, and I sat down and watched some TV before being carried up to the nursery. I realized something then, “You haven’t nursed me today?”
“Fred and I think it might be more trouble than it’s worth, Stacy. You and I both know your continence has sort of returned today without it; if we do that all the time… well, it may just very well end up costing you your adulthood.”
I leaned in to hug her, “But isn’t it painful for you to keep it?”
“I’ve pumped a few times today,” she told me, “I can always give it to Chloe to try and keep her from starving her little girls.”
I thought for a second and shook my head, and whined, “But what about your own little girl?”
“You sound like an addict Stacy… That’s why I don’t really want to feed you any more of my milk.”
‘Why does this upset me so much?’ I asked myself as I realized I was pouting.
“Why are you frowning? Shouldn’t you be happier knowing you’re safer?”
I sighed and looked at her from the changing table she sat me down on. “Maybe?”
“Look, did you even realize that your diaper is still dry?” She asked me.
For the first time, I did realize that my diaper was dry, and I needed to go pee. I must have looked shocked, “No, I didn’t?” I paused and let it go into the diaper a little awkwardly since Amanda was watching me.
“So, you can see why?”
“Okay, how about this… I honestly actually kind of appreciate not knowing I’m peeing… But, we both know training potties aren’t likely in my future anymore, and there’s no chance that a regular toilet is.”
She nodded.
“How about just at night before bed?” I asked. “You can save the rest for Chloe’s girls… but that should probably be enough that I can keep from waking up needing to go every night too.”
Fred came in just then, “I told you.”
Amanda sighed, “Okay, Stacy, nighttime only now is all we’re going to do – that won’t change to more no matter what! So if I think it’s still affecting you too much, we’re cutting that out too.”
“Why the sudden concern?” I asked.
“Since Sunday, I realized that Fred is right - there is a line I don’t want to cross with you. Otherwise, we need to just take you to an etiquette center and make you like Neville … And I refuse to do that! I want you to be you, the smart, adorable girl who will finish college… If I don’t have you do stuff on your own, there’s going to be a slip-up somewhere that will keep you from succeeding here. I’m sure of it.”
“And more than anything else,” she said after a pause, “I cannot allow myself to become what Chloe and Cassie are!”
I hugged her, “You won’t become that - I know that!”
“You agree with this, Fred?” She asked him.
“It should be okay. Bedtime allows a long time for the chemicals in your milk to process and go through her body. She should be fine by the time she goes to classes.”
“Okay then,” she said and seemed to be relieved as she presented me with her breast, and I was relieved that she had.
I didn’t hesitate to latch on and began sucking milk into my mouth. After having such a stressful day, there was something so relaxing about the act! I thought about everything so far along my journey to this dimension while I nursed.
I’d managed to make it safely into a home that I had hope would support me in my dreams of earning a degree here in this dimension! I was excited to know that I’d soon be studying the fantastic technology, even as I couldn’t help but be terrified of ever becoming like Chloe’s Littles…
I sighed after being burped by Amanda and squirmed a bit as she moved me to her other breast. I just wanted the tasty liquid to continue coming into my mouth!
‘Maybe I really am an addict,’ I thought to myself as my stress and cares seemed to abate as I thirstily nursed on her nipple.
‘I’m okay with that,’ I added when I was laid down in my crib a while later. I was awake just long enough to hope that my journey would continue to go just as well in the coming years!
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Chapters 1 and 2
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 1: Uniformed
ANOTHER MORNING BEGAN with waking up to Amanda gathering me into her arms, “Come on baby, let’s get you ready for today!”
I yawned and leaned against her, “I hate waking up!”
She laughed, “Don’t we all!”
She lay me down on the changing table and pulled the nightgown up to see a very soaked diaper. “Hmm… I’m surprised this held out last night. But we need to make sure you’re getting enough to drink.”
“Why do you say that?” I asked sleepily.
“It’s a really yellow diaper, sweetheart.”
I thought for a second before nodding, “Yeah, you’re right; I didn’t drink a lot yesterday.”
She changed me quickly into a new pamper before bringing a cute sundress over to pull over my head. “I’d sure like you to help me a little bit here, sweetie,” she told me with a smile as she said, “arms up.”
I sleepily put my arms up and apologized, “Sorry, I think yesterday just drained me really badly. It was a long stressful day.”
“Yes, it was,” she agreed with me as she worked the dress down over my chest and fussed with it for a moment. “We’ll do your hair after breakfast,” she told me with a smile.
I put my hand up to my long hair and was grateful she must have braided it into a light sleep braid when she put me down. Her breast milk was like the best sleeping pill known to mankind! Back home, I would take hours to fall asleep! The idea that I could do it before even getting put down in the crib sort of amazed me. I blushed as I thought about the fact that I had all but begged to at least get one hit of it a day!
Fortunately, Amanda seemed to accept my lack of interaction with her in the mornings as usual and didn’t push interaction. Instead, she strapped me into the highchair and brought over another me-sized mug of coffee. I looked at her questioningly, and she responded, “Only at night, sweetheart, so I guess that means I’ll just give you your morning coffee like I take it.”
I nodded and sipped at the black liquid, letting its flavorful taste work its magic to wake me up! I was excited to see she gave me a plateful of French Toast! Of course, it was pre-cut for me… I daintily ate it with the offered fork since she had been kind enough to skip the bib again. Other than being strapped into the high chair, and the big meal, this could have been a typical breakfast back home! Fred stopped by dressed in a set of scrubs and kissed me on the head before saying, “I’ll be late tonight, I have a pretty complex surgery scheduled this afternoon. Our team will probably be at it for at least six hours. See you late tonight,” he told us both with a smile.
“Bye,” I told him.
I finished breakfast, then sat patiently and watched Amanda finish hers. After taking both of our plates to the sink, she grabbed a hairbrush and began working on my hair. I mainly sat still in the highchair as she worked. “I should have worked on your hair like this before… It’s way easier to reach you!”
“Umm… Is there a chance maybe we could get me a haircut before next week?”
“We are not cutting off your hair,” she said, looking at me sternly.
“No, I don’t want it cut off – trust me, it took me a long time to grow it out - I’m just thinking there has to be a style that would seem to make me look appropriately mature, but not too mature for a Little going to school?”
She mulled that over as she tied a ribbon into my hair. “You’re right; we should do that. Why don’t you go to the living room and take care of finishing that diaper off, and I’ll pump and make an appointment for your hair?”
I nodded, “Okay.”
She unbuckled me, hugged me, and sat me down with a slight tap to the back of my diaper to remind me what she expected me to do. I sighed as I went to the living room and to the other side of the room where my playpen was set up. I hid behind the playpen, squatted, and tried to go for a few minutes, but all I could get out was a little more pee. When she came to get me a while later, she said, “You don’t smell like you went?”
I sighed as she picked me up, “I think it may take me a day or two to need to get back to normal after Monday?”
She nodded, “You’ll have through tomorrow; if you haven’t gone by tomorrow night, we’ll need to help you make sure you’re not constipated.”
“Great…” I muttered.
My wet diaper was changed quickly into a dry one, and she gathered everything up for another trip out. Once buckled into the seat, I asked, “So school clothes first, right?”
“Yep, we’ve got to make sure you’re in a proper uniform before you meet the Dean.”
I sat quietly and blushed as I wondered what exactly the girl’s uniform requirements were. Of course, before coming here, I’d researched as much as I could about the way Littles were treated. Unfortunately, there were only a few brief chances I had to get onto the website to look at uniforms, and I honestly hadn’t paid a ton of attention to the girls. I knew as a boy it would have been basically khakis, a button-down shirt, a tie, and a blazer. The girls had a few options allowed throughout the year, from what I had seen. I never looked closely, but I remember thinking it was a dress code that seemed straight from a British private school rather than an American school. Here in this new dimension, it was apparent that the British influence was more prevalent for uniforms.
‘Might just have to do with the fact that it looks cute and works to get someone feeling powerless,’ I admitted to myself.
After about fifteen minutes, the car came to a stop, and Amanda came around for me. She helped me out of the car seat and sat me down on my own feet while extending her hand out to me. I took it and let her lead me inside a store labeled “Jenny’s School Fashions.”
“Mandy!!!!” a voice screeched at our entry.
“Hi, Jenny!” Amanda said, letting go of my hand and reaching down to hug a lady that looked to be a tall Betweener.
“How are you doing? It’s been so long since we’ve gotten together. I couldn’t believe it when you called me last week!”
“Sorry about that, Jenny; it really is hard to get outside of the lab most of the time. You know how obsessed I got around computers in high school!”
“Boy do I ever! Nerdiest girl ever!” She said and looked down at me for the first time, “when you called saying you needed to get clothes for a Little, I thought you were joking! But when you gave me her dimensions, I thought you had to be really messing with me; no way could a ‘Little’ be that little! I guess you weren’t making it up, though!” She smiled at me.
“You still made…?”
“Oh yes, I still made them. I figured it was for a doll or some sort of new robot. Hi, I’m Jenny,” she said, extending her larger hand towards me.
“Hi, I’m Stacy,” I said, accepting the hand. She was smaller than Megan, but she might as well have been another gigantic Amazon with my tiny size.
“This crazy lady adopted you?” She asked incredulously.
I looked up at Amanda, who nodded at me, “Sort of… I’m an exchange student from the other dimension. Amanda and Fred took me in as kind of a foster child, I guess.”
“Well, didn’t you hit the jackpot? Both of you, really!” She said with a smile. “But enough of that, you probably have other places to go today too?”
“Yes, she’s supposed to meet with her dean this morning for registration.”
“Well, come on back here, sweetie,” she told me with a smile and led me to the back of her shop, where she dug around on some racks for a moment.
She pulled out several plastic-covered garments and set them on an empty rack before turning back around towards me. “Emerson has some rather odd uniform requirements for the Little girls that attend. Really the boy’s uniforms aren’t that far away from business suits, but the girls are very old-school! You have three options depending on the time of the year. For the entire year, you may wear these green jumper dresses, a white blouse, knee-high socks or tights, and black Mary Janes or Plimsolls.”
The green jumper was a dark forest green color and appeared to have a pleated skirt. It was clear that you needed a blouse to help make it appropriate with the round opening. It looked like something you would expect out of a British movie. The jumper itself looked to have a little bow accent detail on the left side of it, and I had to admit I would probably look cute in it.
“That’s not too terrible,” I said.
“No, there are much worse sets of uniforms required by some of the schools out there,” she told me. “Some of the outfits for the Littles in elementary schools in this area are just ridiculous… The university says that if the temperatures are below freezing for the highs, you may switch out the jumper for a pair of these green pants,” she pointed them out. Somehow, they didn’t inspire much liking from me even though it was the most masculine bit of clothing I’d been near since I arrived! I thought the elastic waist made them seem more babyish than the jumper dress…
“Yuck…” I heard Amanda say.
“I’m not a huge fan myself. For Littles, the university insists that the pants have snap crotches for easy checking and changing, so these have the snaps all the way around the legs,” she said as she pointed them out.
I felt my face turn a bit red, but I knew I really needed to get over myself there. So I sighed, “You said there’s a third option?”
“Yes, before September Thirtieth, and after April First of each year, you may also choose to wear these gingham summer dresses,” she said as she held up a very juvenile pale green checked dress with a white peter pan collar. It was almost nauseating to look at, but I had to admit I’d rather wear it than the pants.
“Those are my favorite!” Amanda squealed, “I always love it when I see the Littles wearing those on campus!”
For my part, I looked up at her and said, “Really?”
Jenny laughed, “Yeah, I’m not going to lie – you wouldn’t catch me dead in one. But it at least gives you another option.”
I sighed, “I guess it does. So I’m assuming I have to play dress-up doll now?”
Jenny laughed, “She’s perfect for you, Mandy!”
“Don’t I know it,” Amanda said as she leaned down and tickled me for a moment. “You have a changing room somewhere?”
“We’re in it,” she said, “don’t worry, I’m closed for your appointment.”
I sighed and participated in the longest clothing try-on session of my life! There were six sets of everything to get me through the days that Jenny insisted I check the fit on each. I pulled the first blouse on over my head and began buttoning it. The buttons were on the opposite side that I was used to, so it took a moment to adjust my finger motions for it.
I had just finished buttoning the buttons when Amanda said, “Arms up!” and pulled down the green jumper over the top. “It fits perfectly!” Amanda said with a smile, “You look sooooo cute!!!!”
A large mirror stood before me, and I had to admit she was right there. It hugged my body as if it had been tailored just for me - which I guess it had. Jenny checked the outfit carefully but didn’t feel like anything needed any alterations. The hem fell just below the knees so that you could see just a little bit of skin between my socks and the skirt. The blouses themselves fitted well to my torso and had cute puffy sleeves that ended just below my shoulder. I couldn’t help but think there was more danger of being accused of skipping out of my elementary school in these outfits than being considered a college student!
I tried on all six sets before trying the pants on. Unfortunately, those weren’t nearly as form-flattering, as they had the elastic for the waistband like a pair of toddlers’ back home. Also, the now damp diaper I was wearing was poufy and showed out the back of the pants, making it obvious I was diapered. At least with the jumper, you couldn’t tell if I was wet or not.
Next came the gingham dresses, and I couldn’t help but feel like I was a doll when Amanda played with the skirt getting it to sit right. “You look so adorable in this!” She told me.
I sighed, “Yes, I know I do. What’s to stop someone from thinking I should be in the local elementary school instead of college?”
“Oh, didn’t you notice the little monograms on the sleeves of the blouses?” Jenny said with a smile. I looked questioningly as she showed me one of the blouses. As I examined it closer, I could see ‘EU’ embroidered in flowery cursive on each sleeve. “Also, now that you’ve made sure the jumpers fit, I’ll put the Emerson University shield on each of these really quick with this rapid embroiderer.”
Amanda picked me up and held me to watch as Jenny put the first jumper in a hoop and lined up a laser sight on the spot of the jumper she wanted to use. I had watched a regular embroidery machine before, but hers was basically instantaneous! From the time she pressed start until it dinged was about three seconds. The Emerson University shield sat on the left chest area and said ‘Emerson University’ above it and ‘Stacy’ below it. “Wow,” I said aloud.
Jenny giggled, “How have you not seen one of these before?”
“I’m not exactly from around here,” I reminded her.
“I use this machine for all of the mothers of the kids in daycares and preschools too. Inside each patch is a microchip in the stitching that can be scanned by the automated nurseries. They use that for their attendance systems.”
“This has me labeled as a college student… right?” I asked nervously.
“Yes, ma’am!” she said to me with a smile, and I watched her feed the other jumpers and the gingham dresses through the machine.
“What about if I wear the pants?” I asked.
“Oh, I didn’t show you the blazer, did I?” She said, “Let me find it…”
I looked at the blazer a moment later, thinking it would have looked right at home on Hermione in Harry Potter. It was tried on quickly before being embroidered too.
“Let’s get you changed back into the jumper for your meeting,” Amanda said after she paid for everything.
“I could use a diaper change while you’re at it, too,” I said quietly to her.
“Jenny, may we use your bathroom really quickly?”
“Yeah, probably a good idea to change that wet diapee, huh?” She said with a smile, and I blushed. “Go ahead; there’s a counter in there for it.”
“Thanks,” she said and walked back there with me.
Quickly I was changed into the new diaper, the blouse, jumper, knee-high socks, and the shiny Mary Janes. Before we got in the car, Amanda said, “I have to send a picture of you to Daddy and Megan!” She brought her phone out and took a quick picture before looking at the time and saying, “We’d better get a move on; Doctor Butler won’t appreciate you being late!”
Chapter 2: Official
AMANDA PRACTICALLY SHOVED me into the car seat and strapped me in before hurriedly going to her side of the car. Thankfully we weren’t too far from the university, and after she parked, she carried me most of the way to where the Dean had his offices in the Undergraduate Student Office. She sat me down and straightened my jumper, “I’ll wait for you out here, so the Dean doesn’t necessarily immediately hate you because of me.”
“What?!?” I said in a hushed annoyed voice.
“Just go up to the secretary and let her know you’re here for your appointment. You’re still fifteen minutes early.”
I sighed, “Okay.”
She gave me a pat to my backside and handed me my backpack, “This has your ID and some other information you need with you still in the front pocket. I also put a copy of your CARE scores in there if you need them.”
“Thanks,” I told her. “Hopefully, see you soon?”
I walked to the office doors and was grateful they were automatic, and I was able to go towards the secretary, who sat at a high counter. She looked down at me and said, “Oh my God! You are so adorable!!!”
“Thank you,” I said politely, “I’m Stacy Westerfield. I’m supposed to meet with Doctor Butler about my schedule?”
“You’re… a… that can’t be right. How is…?” She stuttered.
“Please check his appointment book?” I suggested politely, all while seeing a clear case of baby fever in her eyes.
She forced herself to look down and seemed dismayed that I was indeed scheduled to see the Dean. “I see you here… you’re a little bit early. If you just wait out here in the lobby, he’ll be out to see you shortly.”
I smiled, “Thank you, ma’am.”
I walked over to the chairs and thought about climbing up them, but instead just leaned against one and absentmindedly looked through the bag. Amanda had packed two extra diapers, a package of wipes, a sealed bottle of water, and a few other odds and ends like pens and pencils she must have gotten from my old backpack since they seemed closer to the right size for me than I would expect Amazon supplied to be. I zipped it back up and threw it over my right shoulder when I heard a deep voice call, “Stacy Westerfield?”
I looked and saw an older gentleman with a salt and pepper beard in a crisp suit, “Yes, sir,” I said.
He looked at me with a surprised look before saying, “I’m Doctor Butler, the Dean for the Computing Technologies department. Let’s see what’s going on with you and classes,” he said. He motioned down a hallway, and I walked with him to a large door that he opened and found a very well-appointed office with wood furnishings. He looked at me awkwardly for a moment before asking, “Do you have protection on?”
“What…?” I said, not sure what he meant for a second before answering, “Oh that… yes I do.”
“Just wanted to make sure before I let you sit on my furniture; it is rather expensive, I’m afraid.” He picked me up under my arms awkwardly and dropped me into a large seat that practically swallowed me before he went to the other side of the desk that I could barely see the top of. “Okay, so tell me about yourself?”
“Well, I’m Stacy Westerfield. I’m eighteen years old and from the other dimension.”
“Were you this small there?”
I shook my head, “No, I was about six feet tall there. Not sure why I shrank.”
“And why come here? You must know as a Little you’re… well you’re in a little precarious position?” He chortled at his own joke there.
“The computing technologies here in this dimension are at least a decade ahead of my own. So I figure if I can come here and learn everything I can and take it back, I’ll be able to do very well for myself back home.”
“Fair enough,” he said skeptically. “You took your CAREs?”
“You should have a copy?” I asked.
“Let’s see,” he said before turning his head to the left and his computer and began typing quite rapidly. “Hmm… These are impressive… if you had taken these anywhere but our own testing center, I would be certain you had cheated. These scores are through the roof from what our average Littles here score.”
“Thanks,” I said.
He looked at me skeptically, “Okay, what’s your background in coding languages?”
For the next half-hour, he actually picked my brain and had a much more in-depth conversation than I think either of us expected. Finally, he sighed at the end, “This is all a waste of time, you’ll be adopted on the first day of school probably, and it won’t matter what I schedule you into.”
“I’m already legally adopted,” I told him after thinking about it for a second.
“Wait… what?”
“I’ve been adopted by a host family; it’s all legal. They’re exercising their parental right to have me attend whatever schooling they feel appropriate.”
He looked at me like I was crazy before digging a bit more into my file on the screen and saying, “Well, I’ll be damned, Doctor Westerfield, you sure as Hell don’t disappoint with crazy ideas!”
I nervously sat there while he looked at me like I had two extra heads, “So may I sign up for classes?”
He laughed, “You must have found the only Amazon in the world who would go along with a crazy idea like this. I’m curious to see if this works out for both of you or not… You’re right; she’s chosen for you to attend here, so I don’t have to worry about you being adopted the first day – but you should plan on a dozen or more attempts to do so before lunch!”
I nodded, “I’m expecting it’ll happen.”
“Well, since you seem to be smart enough, and I shouldn’t have to worry about you instantly disappearing, let’s get you signed up for your classes… Keep in mind you may have to change some options after you take the placement tests next week.”
In the end, I walked out with a copy of my schedule of sixteen credit hours.
MWF 8am-9am: Math 125 Calculus – 3 Credit Hours
MWF 9:15am-10:15am: EECS 115 Introduction to Computer Programming – 3 Credit Hours
MWF 11am-12pm: ENGL 140 Technical Writing – 3 Credit Hours
MWF 3:30pm-4:30pm: CHEM 115 Principles of Chemistry – 3 Credit Hours
TR 9:30am-11:00am: HIST 134 History of Amazonian Civilization – 3 Credit Hours
TR 1:00pm-2:00pm: Freshman Little’s Seminar – 1 Credit Hour
He told me I needed to figure out a PE credit soon. I asked if I could do an off-campus study in Tae Kwon Do to count, and he said he would look into that for me. He has also been given my schedule for orientation events the following week. In the end, I was pretty happy with the meeting as I walked out to where I could see Amanda sitting at a bench waiting patiently for me.
“Well, aren’t you just cute as a button?” A sweet girl’s voice said above me, making me cringe.
I turned to see a college student with a too-short shirt and skirt that from my position I could see way too much looking down on me. “Umm… thanks,” I told her.
I began turning, “We can’t have a cutie like you walking around unescorted. Obviously, you must need a mommy!”
Suddenly a hand reached out to grab onto my shoulder. I quickly dodged and stepped closer to Amanda but noted she was still too far away if the girl wanted to grab me and run!
I squared off to her and said, “I’m actually already adopted, and that’s my Mommy over there,” I said, pointing towards Amanda, who had stood up. Her height was undoubtedly above that of the baby-crazed girl, and I saw her look in shock at me.
“She’s telling you the truth,” Amanda said as she came over and joined me.
“But she’s wearing a university uniform.”
“Yes, she is, as well as protection. You’d have no reason to even try and adopt her even if she was still free, huh? The code of conduct for the university?” Amanda said.
The girl stuttered and apologized and turned and ran. “How many times a day am I going to get that?” I asked her.
“A lot…” Amanda said with a smile and extended her hand to me. “How about some lunch at the Union, and then we’ll go shop for some more school supplies. I trust Doctor Butler got you set up with classes?”
“Begrudgingly,” I told her. “Actually, I don’t think he minded the idea of me taking classes so much as was annoyed at the thought there was less than a zero percent chance of me making it through one day unadopted… Basically meaning he didn’t want to waste his time.”
She laughed, “Well, I can see his point there. If you weren’t already, you would have just been adopted by that kid!”
“She can’t even dress herself appropriately; how could she take care of a Little?” I asked her.
Amanda laughed at that as we walked away. We went what seemed pretty far to my legs but couldn’t have been more than a half-mile to the student union. It was a beautiful old building that opened up into a food court with multiple restaurants inside. We passed several other Littles who must have arrived early or stayed over from the summer term. Most of the girls seemed to be dressed in the summer uniform, but a few wore the same more formal uniform that I had on. I noted that the uniforms seemed baggy on most of them and wondered if they knew it was a glowing welcome sign for bigs?
I noticed that they looked at Amanda and me with more than a little bit of terror in their eyes. So, once we had ordered our food and dropped the trays off on the table, I stayed beside it while Amanda went to find a booster seat for me.
One of the Littles came up to me nervously, “Hanging around someone like her isn’t good for you, girl, you’ve got to run while her back is turned!”
I smiled at her, “I’m already adopted by her, so running isn’t something I’ll be doing.”
“But you’re in a university uniform?” The girl said in shock.
“She’s letting me attend university still,” I told her with a smile. “Hi, I’m Stacy,” I told her.
“Umm… I’m Sarah,” she said nervously. I looked up at Sarah and appeared in the regular school uniform. Hers hung baggily from her frame, but something about her stance and eyes said she had a powerful will to stay free. She stood about a foot taller than me, but that still made her tiny by Amazon standards. Brown hair hung loosely around her face, just brushing the top of her shoulders.
“So, what are you majoring in?” I nervously asked the first free Little I’d met since I’d arrived.
“Chemistry, I’m going to be a junior this year,” she told me. Then, she looked around nervously, “you?”
“Computer Science,” I told her just as Amanda returned.
“Oh, did you make a friend Stacy?”
“Maybe if you don’t terrorize her too much,” I told her with a smile.
Sarah looked at me with terror evident in her eyes! I guessed she was worried I would have the living daylights spanked out of me or that she was in danger of being swept up right there to join the family. Amanda laughed at that look, “Sarah, you are safe – as safe as Stacy is. I’m not going to adopt you because you’re within arm’s reach. Stacy is a special case and more of an exchange student. Why don’t you join us for lunch?” She suggested. I watched as she looked over at a group of other Littles with horrified expressions on their faces.
“Umm… I think my friends are waiting. I hope you are telling the truth…” she said to Amanda. Then, she looked back at me, “If you really are a full-time student, we’ll have to get together sometime and do something?”
“I’d like that,” I told her. “I just found out my university email is swesterfield if you want to email me.”
“Umm… okay,” she said nervously, running back to her friends. Amanda helped me into the booster seat, and I watched as the group of Littles nervously looked back at us multiple times.
I just sighed, “Am I like a leper since you’ve adopted me?”
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Chapters 3 and 4
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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My apologies for the delay in this chapter!
Chapter 3: Motherboards
“SOME MAY SEE you like that,” Amanda said honestly.
“Great…”
“Others, though, may actually become a bit envious. You’ve got a protector that’s allowing you to go to college still – most of them would kill for that.”
I nodded at that as I picked small bites carefully out of the miniature cheesesteak sandwich I had gotten.
“I know; I’m just worried that I won’t have any friends?” I said softly.
She laughed at me, “Stacy if I know anything about you after having you living with us so far, I know this – you will have many friends, both Little AND Big, I’m guessing.”
“Why do you think anyone would want to be friends with me?” I asked her honestly. “It looked like hanging out with me made them think they were on a one-way trip to the nursery themselves.”
“Well, aren’t they already?” she asked me honestly. “Sure, they made it past their CARE test to get here - and they look older than freshmen, so they’re probably at least on their second or third year of avoiding adoptions - but don’t kid yourself… Out of those ten Littles over there, at least nine of them will be adopted and messing their diapers within the next two years.”
I nodded, “And that’s just depressing,” I told her, “because they have so little hope and likely won’t find themselves a family like I have. Instead, they’ll probably get taken by a Chloe and have their brains turned to mush.”
Amanda smiled at me, “Well, at least you’re safe,” she reminded me, “we can’t save the entire world.”
I nodded at that before changing the topic. “So, I have a schedule, and I know I have different orientation events to go to next week… but what else is up today?”
“Well, we need to go to a store and pick up some things for you to have just in case something happens, and I want to go to a small supply store I heard about that sells Little sized school and office supplies.”
“Sounds interesting.”
“If you’re done with lunch, why don’t we find a bathroom to change you, and we’ll get going?”
I looked over at the table of Littles, who occasionally still glanced at me and sighed, “Can we do that wherever we’re going?”
She laughed at me, “It’s either in the bathroom here or in the car?”
“Car,” I told her.
She looked surprised but said, “Okay then, let’s go!”
She picked me up out of the booster seat and sat me on the ground. She then helped me put my backpack straps over my shoulder. I didn’t feel like an adult, but at least I did feel like more of one than the poor Little we passed on the way back to the car. The man wore a onesie that exposed his legs completely, with bits of his diaper showing out underneath. He was being led with one of those backpack leashes in the shape of a monkey. I sighed, knowing that that could very well be in my future on a non-school occasion!
I walked back alongside her to the car, where she opened the back of the vehicle up and promptly picked me up and laid me back on the floor. Mercifully the diaper change was quick, and the parking lot remained empty during it! “You really didn’t want those other Littles to see me changing your diaper, did you?” She said as she buckled me into my seat.
“Well… not really. I feel like it’s kind of like when you’re a little kid, and you want to hang out with the big kids?”
She laughed, “I’ll indulge you every now and then, but remember you are an adopted Little. That means I’m expected to embarrass you in front of your friends. That includes changing your diapee in front of them, from time to time.”
I blushed and said, “Sorry…”
She kissed me on the forehead, “It’s okay, Stacy, I think it’s pretty natural. But, you’re going to have a tough time fitting in at school – you do have to understand that the rules are different for you.”
I sighed as she closed the door and got in to drive us wherever we were off to. I looked in the mirror and out the window. It showed the passing scenery as we passed down the road. I hoped that moments like today would stop seeming like a big deal. When she stopped the car, I was surprised to see we were in front of an electronics store that reminded me of a Fry’s. The storefront read Motherboards, and I simultaneously wondered if ‘Mother’ meant it had baby stuff too… Amanda unbuckled me and then held my hand as we walked towards the store. I was shocked as she skipped the carts and walked straight to what reminded me of a standalone cell phone store just inside.
“Good afternoon Ma’am. How may I help you?” A polite gray-haired gentleman asked. He was shorter than her by quite a bit; I guessed he was only eight-and-a-half feet tall.
Amanda picked me up and sat me on top of the glass countertop. “My eighteen-year-old daughter is going to college next week, and I want her to have a new cell phone for me to call her, her to look up homework stuff, and I guess probably text her friends with. So I want to surprise her with it at her party this weekend.”
“I’m sure she’ll love that gift!” Then, the man said, “Anything, in particular, you’re looking for?”
“Well, she’s got a thing for wanting ridiculously tiny phones for some reason… What do you have in the compact sizes?”
“I’ve got just the thing for you! The Melon Corporation just put out this new CZ3 phone. It’s a tiny 4.6” screen that also seems to be popular for Littles. It’s kind of challenging for a bigger hand to text on, but the voice recognition software is so solid you don’t really need it. You can also get the optional earpiece that taps into cognitive waves to do neuro-to-text to get even more accurate.”
“Well, I’m not interested in the earpiece today, but show this phone to me.”
The man assumed I was the girl’s baby sister and didn’t matter at all, but Amanda was kind enough to hold the phone up for me to see. It looked something like an ultrathin iPhone with a modernized flexible display that bent all the way around if you wanted it to. It was more like a small phablet for my small hands, but I couldn’t see doing any better. Its specs handily beat my phone from back home!
“I like it; I’ll take it!” She said.
“Great, is there anything else I can help you with today?”
“Well, maybe…” she held my wrist up, “I’d like to get my daughter a wrist phone that can call me or I can locate her on?”
“Oh, Little protection? That’s over there on aisle seventeen. There’s a bunch of models to choose from there!”
“Thanks! Do I need to pay for the phone here, or can I take it with me and pay upfront?”
“Well, it might be best to go find your Little protection item over there, and then we can set up the plans at the same time?”
“Sounds good,” she said as she picked me up by the armpits and sat me on the ground, “we’ll be back!”
Amanda grabbed my hand and held it as she led me around the store. The position really was awkward for both of us, and I wasn’t sure why she didn’t just pick me up and carry me in the end. However, a part of me did appreciate her treating me a little more maturely even as my arm ached from the position…
We approached aisle seventeen, and I instantly froze as I looked down a row of shelves that looked like something from a high-tech torture store!
Immediately my eyes focused on signs advertising, ‘Shock collars for Little control,’ ‘Sound isolating earbuds – garble language recognition to condition your Little to speak simple baby words only,’ and the horrifying items went on, and on, and on. I found myself gripping Amanda’s hand tighter, and she actually instinctively picked me up and settled me on her hip, “It’s okay, baby.”
I found myself shaking as we walked down an aisle of things I could only have imagined in my nightmares. ‘Special punishment’ tools were organized in a section complete with items that I was sure Chloe probably used on her Littles for ‘release’ and punishment… I wanted to throw up at the sight of most of the items.
An employee in a bright orange polo spotted us and waved, “Can I help you, Ma’am?”
“Umm… I hope so. I’m looking for a tracking device for my little girl here.”
“Oh, well, have you seen our collars?” He said, motioning towards the side, “This latest model is GPS sensitive to punish her if she leaves an area that she’s supposed to be in. It can also put her to sleep by limiting air intake if you need to put her down to nap for a while during a tantrum.” I looked at a pink collar that looked like it belonged on a dog but was covered in lace on the edges. “Or we have…?”
“Umm,” Amanda said, interrupting, “my daughter is not a dog; I’m not a fan of collars.”
“Oh, well… That’s an unusual opinion as they are quite popular right now… but okay, we have these down here,” he said, bringing us to a section that included things that began to look like Fitbit devices back home. “These have most of the same functionality. So they’ll shock her if she misbehaves, leaves an area, and can be paired with some of our anal and vaginal…?”
“Umm… still not what I’m looking for.”
The man was flustered, “Well, what are you looking for?”
“Something she can wear on her wrist that can tell me where she is… maybe she can call me, or I can call her on it?”
“Oh… you’re one of those…” he said condescendingly with a sigh. “Why would you want that?”
“If you can’t help me, I’m sure I can find someone who can? Or maybe another store?” She suggested.
“No, I’ll help you, it’s just weird… It’s not like Littles are intelligent adults or anything…” he muttered the last part.
I bit my tongue and didn’t say anything even as she gave me a tight squeeze, “To each their own. Now, do you have something like I mentioned?”
“Yeah… come on down this way,” he said and led us all the way down the aisle to a small, almost forgotten-looking display.
I looked at a variety of colors of a few styles of devices called, LittleProtect+ that seemed much less intimidating.
I started to read the signs and boxes but was distracted as he began a sales pitch. “These are designed primarily to be a GPS locator for your Little. The bands,” he said as he grabbed a display model, “are made of a high-tech nano-carbon fiber and titanium mesh with silicon covering for comfort. The bands can only be unlocked if the correct password is provided by an authorized device. Attempting to cut the band off will be all but impossible without surgical methods.”
I gulped at that! I looked closer at the small display that reminded me of a cross between a narrow FitBit and an AppleWatch.
“What else does it do?”
“Well, it does more than most parents want, including letting your Little know the time by pressing on it. Of course, it’ll say it for her since Littles can’t read.” I fumed but didn’t say anything, “This one will also let the Little wearing it video call up to four pre-set numbers. It even has an emergency button that will send an emergency alert with the next minute of audio recorded and the location when pressed three times rapidly and then held. You can then determine if it’s a real emergency or just the fact she didn’t like the color of her new diaper.”
I really wanted to hit him then as she asked, “Can I call it if I need to?”
“Oh yes, you can call it and look in on her. You can look up her location at any time too… It even has an option like the better devices marked with GeoFencing and let you know if she goes out of bounds… Sadly it lacks the shock capability, or I think we’d sell a few more.”
“We’ll keep looking at it on our own, thanks,” she told him.
“You don’t need…?”
“No, we’ll be fine,” she said to him.
“Okay, I’ll be down the aisle if you need me.”
When he walked away, I said, “He’s a total ass!”
She smirked at me, “Yes, he is, but mind your manners and language.”
“Yes, Mommy…”
Chapter 4: Underground
AMANDA HUGGED ME, “It looks like this one also does fitness tracking… ooh, how cute! It also has a built-in Tamagotchi-style pet you can take care of. Seems like the best bet to me, and the cellular contract should work well, I hope.”
“It definitely seems to be the most humane …” I noted.
“Sweetie, this could potentially save you if you get kidnapped. We’ll put it on just tight enough you can’t get it off without cutting it off. It says it can last for six months on a charge, so we’ll be able to just leave it on to keep you safe.”
“Watching where I am all the time?” I grumbled.
“And just where do you think you would go?”
I sighed, “I know… just a little big brother’ish to me.”
“I get that…” she admitted, “but you have to admit you are too cute… someone will probably try something every day there at school.”
“Will this at least help make it clear I’m ‘adopted?’” I asked.
“Maybe… It’ll definitely make you safer, so we’re going to get one. What color do you want?”
I looked at the options and then looked down at my most definitely now feminine self. ‘I can give in to my favorite color now, actually,’ I thought to myself. “That purple one,” I said while pointing to the dark purple band.
“Are you sure? Might be hard to coordinate with some of your outfits, the pink might…?”
“Purple,” I told her.
“How about this lighter purple?”
I shook my head, “the dark purple, please.”
She sighed, “I guess I said you could choose.” I watched as she grabbed a box in her left hand and walked around the corner of the aisle and walked around. I figured she did that to avoid the man and the despicable aisle. She carried me back to the man at the counter and once again sat me down on it while he waited on us. The plans were set up for the cell phone and the watch with the carriers.
“Do you want to go ahead and put this on her now?” The man asked, far nicer than the ass in the aisle.
“Sure, what do I have to do with it?” Amanda asked.
I watched as she downloaded the app and connected to it before programming in a password that looked like the standard one around their house. “Hold out your hand, baby,” she told me.
She attached the watch on the opposite wrist from my charm bracelet with my wrist outstretched. The device really wasn’t too much bigger on me than my old AppleWatch was back home. Nevertheless, it felt comfortable, and I watched as some sort of relay on the band closed with the press of a button, and it cinched itself tight to my wrist. “Is that too tight?” She asked.
I felt it with my hand for a moment and realized there was a little bit of give, at least. “I think it’s okay,” I told Amanda.
“Great!” she told me and kissed me on my head. “Try calling me!”
I pressed the simple button to call contacts and depressed, ‘Mommy,’ while noting she had also quickly programmed ‘Daddy’ and ‘Megan’ into it. Instantly I could see her face on my watch, and she could see mine on her phone. We tested it for a second before she hung up on me and said, “Thank you!” to the guy at the counter.
“Any time, thanks for shopping at Motherboards!”
She carried me and the bag with my new phone out to the car, “Okay, one more stop, and then we’ll go home so I can get something going for dinner.”
“Okay,” I told her and began playing with my new watch.
The interface was kludgy and reminded me of something like a Chinese knock-off of a better product, but given the price she’d paid, I knew that couldn’t really be the case. So I pressed the time button and listened as it said that it was “Two-thirty in the afternoon,” in a vaguely Siri-like voice. It was a little motherlike and condescending, though, in its tone. I shrugged that off, though, and pressed the button for ‘Pet’ and a menu came up asking me what kind of pet I would like to raise. I clicked through and decided to raise a tiger-looking creature.
I was apparently pretty enthralled with naming it, feeding it, and a couple other minor parts of the silly game because I was startled when Amanda was suddenly unbuckling me.
“Having fun?” She asked with a smile.
I blushed, “For a little bit, I guess?”
She laughed, “Don’t be embarrassed; I thought it sounded like a cute idea myself.”
“Where are we?”
“Little Notes,” she told me, “it’s an office supply store for Littles. I’m hoping we can find your school supplies and such here.”
“Oh,” I said as she lifted me up and sat me on my own two feet again.
“Hopefully, I don’t bash my head too many times inside…” she grumbled.
“Huh?” I said as she motioned be forward without taking my hand.
She held the door open for me, but I could have reached up and grabbed the handle if I needed to! Instead, it made me look around, and I immediately realized it felt like we were actually back home in my dimension almost. I turned and watched her duck her head and laughed when I saw she had to hunch over to not hit the ceiling with her head.
“Uh-huh, laugh it up, little girl,” she told me while sticking my tongue out.
“Umm… Welcome to Little Notes…” a Little that was about a foot and a half taller than me said as she approached.
“Hi,” I said.
“Umm… not to be rude ma’am, but we don’t get many big folks in here… how can we help you all?”
Amanda nudged me forward, “Stacy needs some supplies for college, and I’m hoping you have some items that are a bit more her size than we can find in a big store.”
“You’re her…?” The girl asked nervously as a man a little taller than her joined her. But then realized the whole store felt much more mom and popish than a chain.
“Foster mother?” I suggested helpfully. “I’m boarding with her and her husband while I go to school in this dimension.”
“That just makes my head hurt,” the man said.
The lady smacked him on the shoulder, “Don’t be rude, you idiot…” she whispered.
For Amanda’s part, she just laughed, “You’re safe from me trying to adopt you. So I don’t wreck half your ceiling, can you help Stacy find the things she needs? I’ll just have a seat over here on the floor while you do so?”
I turned and looked again at Amanda, who looked like an adult who had just managed to squeeze into their child’s treehouse. I turned back at the lady, and she said, “Umm… sure. What school is she going to?”
“Doesn’t my uniform give that away?” I asked.
“It could mean pre-school or elementary school, in all honesty,” the man said kindly to me.
“I’m going to Emerson as a university student,” I told them and decided I was going to take the reins here if Amanda was going to let me. “Can you show me your pens?”
I ended up making a pretty hefty pile during a few trips around the store with the girl’s help. When we were down far from Amanda, though, she asked, “Do you want me to get someone to break you away from her? I have connections in the Littles railroad?”
I shook my head, “No, she really is as good as it’s going to get, and they’re letting me go to school. The deal is that they return me back home when I’m done.”
“Have you taken the CAREs text yet?” She asked nervously.
I looked at her closer and realized she was dressed mainly like an adult in my world with her hair in a low ponytail. She seemed genuinely concerned, “I did, I passed.”
“You passed?!?” she asked, “Only about one in a hundred do that… What did you do?”
“Well, I’m in diapers for the long haul here – it’s one of the things she does want, but her husband’s a doctor, and we used some laxatives and other things to clear me out completely before the test… It sucked, but I watched everyone else get carted, I assume to the nearest orphanage to become a drooling baby.”
She nodded sadly, “It’s a major risk anymore to try and get in. They launched those tests a decade ago, but only last year mandated the no breaks rule… Not many Littles have found out about that yet.”
That confirmed something I had thought about the books being really high on the shelves, “I kind of wondered,” I said as we brought back the fourth stack of notebooks and binders. “How are you still free?”
“I have a few friends that help out… but I wasn’t always free.” She whispered the last part to me, “Right out of high school, one of the Amazons in my class took me as soon as I walked across the stage right in front of my parents.”
My mouth opened, “Oh my God… how’d you get free?”
“It was right when the laws changed the first time to being freer for us… my parents went to court and helped me out since I hadn’t given the girl permission, or cause by wetting my pants or demonstrating any signs of ‘maturosis’ at the time. I still had to be her baby for six months while the case ran its course, lost all of my potty training, only ate baby food and her breast milk. The worst was the clothes she made me wear that didn’t let me so much as crawl… It sucked,” she told me with a lot of pain in her face.
“Sounds like Amanda’s sisters Littles… now there’s a monster. Her one sister has taken all of her girls’ teeth… and done something to them surgically so they can’t walk… one can’t even sit up; it’s scary!”
“Seems like you may have landed one of the few decent ones. Watch her, though… I’m going to give you a card with a number on it. If you get in a jam, send a text, and we can possibly get you in touch with some help.”
“Not sure how much good it’ll do me since the alarms ring the second that I get into the port,” I told her quietly as we finished grabbing the last few things I could think of.
“You’re chipped?” She asked nervously.
“Yeah…”
“Know where?”
“Yes.”
“They can probably help… but that won’t be easy.”
“I figured,” I said.
“Mommy, I think we have it all,” I said to Amanda a moment later, and she came over to use her credit card chip on the reader. The total made my eyes open, but I knew that getting ready for college was expensive.
Amanda grabbed six full bags from the counter, and I grabbed two and led me outside after I said, “Thanks for your help!”
“Thank you all, good luck at school!” she told me.
Amanda placed the bags in the back before settling me back into my car seat. “Thirsty?” she asked me.
I sighed and nodded, “Kind of.”
She dug around underneath me in the diaper bag and handed me a sippy cup. “Here you go.”
I was surprised it wasn’t a bottle but didn’t want to make her change her mind, so I took it and said, “Thanks,” to her. The apple juice inside did taste delicious, and I reflected that today had so far been a very odd day.
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Chapters 5 and 6
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
Available for Purchase as
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Please visit Sofia's Author Page |
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Chapter 5: Setting Up
I PLAYED A little more with the watch as we traveled home. Since I had walked some steps, I now had some coins available to buy some food and toys for my pet. Really the game could be the ultimate distraction if I wasn’t careful… It was just the kind of casual game that actually seemed appropriate to the Amazons for me to be playing and, for some twisted reason, actually interested me!
We arrived home, and Amanda sat me down on my feet in the garage, she handed me a bag to carry, and I followed behind her. She made several more trips out to the car for my supplies before she helped me take them upstairs. As I climbed the steps by myself, I had to be careful with the gigantic bag I carried not to spill it all over the place!
“Hmm… not sure where we’re going to put all of this for you… See what you can find space for?” Amanda suggested.
“Okay,” I told her before adding, “Can you change me?”
She smiled at me, “Sure… you have no idea how hard I’ve been trying all day not to baby you. Do you want to do it yourself?”
I squirmed for a moment internally before saying, “You do a better job!”
She smiled at me, “Thanks for the compliment,” before picking me up quickly and laying me down on the changing table. The diaper was changed in record speed, though, and I was sat back down on the floor. “I’m going to go finish setting up your phone, then I’m going to figure out dinner. After that, I want to go to one more store tonight that I think might have a tablet that would be a good tablet for us to put your textbooks on.”
“They didn’t have those at Motherboards?” I asked.
She looked down at me and shook her head, “Melon Corp won’t sell their state-of-the-art ultra-thin tablets through other stores. They do the phones for more market saturation, but you have to go to them for anything else. They have some amazing tablets with flexible screens, but they don’t let other places become authorized dealers. So I’ll have to go to one of their nearby stores later. They’re not exceptionally little friendly, though… so I’m going to go when Fred gets home.”
“Umm… you can’t go now?”
She shook her head, “You’re an adopted little; other than you being at school if I leave you alone, it’s like a parent leaving their three-month-old baby home alone – I assume that’s against the law in your dimension?”
I nodded and then thought about the schedule I’d gotten this morning. There were a few breaks between classes on my schedule, “But what about when I’m not in classes…?”
She smiled at me, “You’ll come to hang out with your mommy in her office or with Megan.”
“Oh…” I said with my face reddening. “And if those don’t work?” I added worriedly.
“They will… but you also have my parents as an option too. In fact, I think my dad wants you to go to his place at least once a week.”
I smiled at that, “I like your dad.”
“You made me furious this weekend, but you really impressed him. I suspect that may be where you end up several afternoons. Remind me to actually look at the schedule with you and Daddy later. We need to make sure we have everything lined up.”
“Okay,” I said, trying to smile. Getting used to the concept of no privacy was something I thought I had done, but it wasn’t until this latest revelation that I really thought about the fact I truly had no independence anymore. One of the first independent things I remember growing up was staying home by myself!
“You also might be able to make some little friends and be with them in time… If they’ve not been adopted, they can be seen as your babysitters according to the law.”
I blushed, “That’s embarrassing!”
“Well, I can have a thirteen-year-old come watch you too…” she said with a smirk.
“Don’t you have something to do?” I whined.
She leaned down and hugged me before tapping my diapered butt lightly; “I really do love having you here. I promise we’ll minimize embarrassing you, but you have to know the facts here. I think it’s better than surprises, don’t you?”
I sighed, “I guess.”
“See what you can put away in here. Leave some room in your backpack for the tablet I’ll go pick up later – you won’t need much as those are incredibly thin. Make sure you keep at least a few spare diapers in there at all times too… Otherwise, someone might provide one for you - and that could mean anything!”
I nodded and got to work. I had bought a couple of desk organizers that I spread out on my desk. I sat several pens, pencils, and highlighters in each. The pens and pencils were still a little bit too big for comfort, but more like what a full-sized pencil had been to me in second grade - as opposed to an infant trying to hold one like the Amazons felt like. I stuffed my bag with more than enough pens, pencils, notebooks, etc., to make sure I could make it through classes for a while. Once everything was in there, I worked to put binders neatly on my desk and in a bookshelf that had previously held some toys in it. I moved the toys over on top of the toy box that I had not really dug into and noted I really should just, for curiosity’s sake, look into it sometime. ‘Probably just boring baby toys, though?’ I thought to myself.
I went back to my computer desk and had just emptied the last of the supplies when Amanda walked in and sat down on the floor cross-legged next to me and motioned for me to come to sit in her lap. “Here’s your phone,” she told me with a smile.
“Thanks!” I told her.
“Now, there are some ground rules with this phone.” I groaned internally and waited for more stifling rules, “You will have to give it back to me at bedtime each night. It doesn’t ever go into your crib with you for naps, either.”
I just shrugged and was hoping that would be it, “My parents used to make me leave mine on the counter in the kitchen at bedtime, so that’s nothing really new.”
She smiled at me; “also, you aren’t to talk to strangers on it without letting me know first. It is mainly for you to call me your daddy, Megan, or grandparents. If you make friends, that’s fine, and you can give them your number, but I still want to know who they are so I can look into them.”
“I would say you’re being overprotective, but given everything I’ve seen here, I think that’s reasonable,” I allowed.
“Good girl,” she told me, “remember you are here to go to school. If your grades fall below a three-point-oh, I’ll be taking it back then too.”
I nodded, “I’ll be on a one-way trip to drooling baby in that case… I understand.”
She hugged me, “I was going to make dinner, but I got distracted with your phone. It’s so small to me, but against your hands, it looks huge!”
I laughed, “You couldn’t stand in the store earlier either,” I pointed out.
She laughed, “There’s a reason why we don’t build spaces meant for littles very often!”
“Actually, it’s a shame you don’t because I could actually reach most things in there.”
“Well, you’re only about a foot-and-a-half from being the average height of a Little. It’s a lot different than being five feet short like you are for our stuff.”
I nodded, “It’s weird that you have the two cultures like you do… It seems so improbable.”
She squeezed me, “Anyway, how do you feel about Chinese food?”
“Wait, Chinese? Does that mean you have a China here?”
She looked down at me with a bemused face, “Yes, we have a China here… of course, what we consider Chinese food isn’t really much like they eat, but it is tasty.”
“Well, that parts the same for us… Are they any better with the treatment of littles?”
“Actually, they are… Their people are much shorter on average than us – they tend to be more Littles and inbetweeners than full-size Amazons.”
“Hmm…”
“So, does that work for din-din?”
“Sure.”
“What do you like?”
“Do you have General Tso’s in this dimension?”
“Never heard of it?”
“Kind of like sweet and sour but with spicey chile added?”
“Oh, we call that Colonel Gao’s.”
“That works for me,” I told her.
She squeezed me, “Okay then, I’ll go order dinner, and you can play with your new phone.”
“Thank you for getting it for me,” I told her as she scooted me off her lap, and I stood back up.
“You’re very welcome, Stacy,” she said with a smile.
I watched as she closed the gate to my room, then found a beanbag chair in the corner and sat down on it to get comfortable as I played with my new toy. I quickly became enthralled by the interface of the phone. I knew it wasn’t the highest tech from this dimension, but even their lowest level was so far above ours that I was in heaven! The voice recognition was absolutely flawless, and I saw that Amanda had programmed in her and Fred’s numbers as ‘Mommy’ and ‘Daddy.’ I noticed there were entries for ‘Granny’ and ‘Gramps,’ as well as ‘Auntie Megan.’ I was not overly disappointed that Cassie and Chloe’s numbers were not included there!
I played around with the calendar for a few minutes and walked over to my desk, where I had left my schedule. I put each class in as a recurring event and the room numbers. The phone was impressively smart and quickly cross-referenced a university directory and placed a map to each building with each entry! “Cool,” I breathed. Somehow, it intuitively discovered they were classes and asked me if I wished to auto silence my phone during those! I clicked accept because I could only imagine the looks that I would get if my phone went off in a class. ‘Probably get a spanking,’ I admitted darkly to myself.
I tried going to an app store and found myself blocked from making purchases by parental safeguards. ‘Grrr…’ I grumbled and looked through a few more apps that had been installed before Amanda came in and said, “Dinner will probably be here soon; why don’t we wash your hands and go downstairs?”
“Okay,” I said. I held onto my phone, walked over to Amanda, and made the universal ‘pick me up’ sign.
“You want me to carry you?” She asked, almost surprised.
“Well, your stairs are pretty tall,” I admitted. “Plus… I’m not going to say I like being treated like a baby… but cuddling is kind of nice?” My face turned bright red.
Her face broke into a broad smile, and she said, “Well, if you insist!” She picked me up and squeezed me into a hug before placing me on her hip and carrying me downstairs.
I was carried to the kitchen sink, and she held me up as I washed my hands in the water there before she placed me in my highchair. She took my phone and put it on the table out of my reach. She hadn’t buckled the harness yet when the doorbell rang, “Stay there!” she told me.
I nodded and looked at the buckles while she went to pay for the food. I was finally able to work out the trick for opening them and thought that I would have to find a chance to try it later. She walked to the door, and I sat still, thinking that maybe she would leave the harness off altogether if she felt she could trust me. Just as she was closing the door, I wondered where Fred was before remembering he said he would be late tonight with his surgeries. She turned around and sat the plastic bag containing our food on the table, and turned her attention back to me.
“Silly me leaving you without your safety harness done!”
“You know it’s okay to do that?”
She shook her head, “Not really… If LPS were to come in, they would have a major problem. I need to make sure we always buckle you up even here at home.”
I sighed as she tightened the straps up when she was done and then placed the tray in front of me. She then velcroed on an adorable butterfly-covered bib to cover my torso. I played with the edge of it that went past my waist and onto my lap. A crumb pocket was at the bottom and seemed unlikely to be effective as it was probably a year’s worth of Amazon growth too long for me.
“So cute!” She quickly snuck a picture of me with her phone.
I rolled my eyes at her and sighed.
Chapter 6: Daddy's Girl
I WATCHED AMANDA grab one of the special toddler plates for me, and she placed a large amount of what looked like General Tso’s chicken to me on it as well as some steamed rice. Then, she dug around through the drawers and said, “Here, you want chopsticks?”
I smiled at her as she presented me with two options. One looked like what I had once seen online as being a training pair of chopsticks with a connection at the end and a little set of loops to keep your fingers in the right place. The other set was just shorter plastic chopsticks with cute characters on the top couple inches. I pointed to the ones without the training device.
“You sure?”
I nodded, “My friends and I taught ourselves long ago!”
She smiled and handed them to me, “Here… at least if you fail, you have a bib on!”
I groaned but eagerly began digging into the chicken. It had a fair amount of ginger in it… that was different, but other than that, it tasted ‘normal’ to me. “Make sure you chew!” She reminded me as she got her own plate and dished herself up.
For several minutes though, I noticed she just watched me and stared, “What’s wrong?” I asked.
“I think you are the first Little I’ve ever seen able to use them. I think you use them better than the forks I’ve given you!”
I shrugged, “Kind of feels easier to adjust my grip with these than deal with the oversized utensils?” I told her before going for some rice. I was glad to see it was good sticky rice that I could grab chunks of easily. I noted, though, that the rice grains here were also twice the size they should be. “I can’t believe that even your rice is bigger!”
She laughed, “I really would love to see your world. I wonder if we went through if we would shrink to your heights?”
I shrugged, “Who knows? I’m sure they’ve got to have done some experiments, but I don’t really know of any?”
“I’m pretty sure Doctor Bremer and her colleagues have done some, but I don’t know how much. With you being as small to us here… Well, I think the biggest research has been in how to get you to come here and be babies!”
I sighed, “Well, they ensnared me to come,” I admitted.
There was an awkward silence for several minutes while we ate. I was just deciding how to break the silence when the phone rang, “Hello?” Amanda said as she stood up and answered the cordless phone off the counter.
I watched as she spoke with the other person, “No, we don’t have any plans tomorrow… But, I suppose we could; I’m kind of on leave right now?” I watched her facial expressions change several times from interested to looking concerned, “Well, I don’t think I’ll be able to find a sitter by then would be the only problem…” she added. “Oh, that’s right, I don’t think I’ve seen you since we adopted! Yes, I’ve got an adorable little girl who’s looking at me like I’m crazy right now…” she winked at me. “You’re sure you’re okay with that?”
I sat there, becoming both curious and nervous at the same time. I realized I had an overwhelming need to pee, so I let that out into the diaper while Amanda continued to make me wonder what was going on. “Okay, we’ll come by and take a look at it tomorrow. I’m glad to hear you have managed to get it up and running! It’ll mean a lot of advancements soon!” She paused, “Sounds good, see you tomorrow!”
She looked at me and smiled, “That was one of my colleagues, Doctor Babbage, in the computer engineering department. They just finished the new mainframe and prototyping lab project we’ve been putting together. I assume you’d like to see it?”
I smiled, “They’ll let me?”
“Well, they probably think you’ll be just hanging from my breast or something the entire time?”
I made a face, “What?!?”
“Just kidding,” she said as she came over and tickled me, “Ooh, we better change that diaper soon after din-din, huh?”
“Back on the topic?” I sighed.
“If you dress in a school uniform, you might be more likely to be allowed to play a Little with the new toys?”
I smiled, “Okay, now you’re talking!”
She smiled, “Why don’t you finish your dinner, and then we’ll go for a swim in a bit?”
I nodded and ate for another few minutes before I felt full. Amanda seemed to sense that because she gathered my plate and chopsticks. She then returned to wipe my hands with a baby wipe and sat me down on the ground. Right as she did so, I felt my innards telling me something and realized my vacation from poopy diapers was at an end. I groaned and pushed the mess into the diaper with way more effort than I liked in such an exposed place.
My grunting made it obvious what I had done, and she said, “Uh-oh, someone made a stinky, huh?”
I nodded.
“Give me just a minute, baby, to put away the leftovers, and then we’ll go change you.”
I patiently waited while I could feel the mess pulling down on an already heavily soaked diaper. I watched as Amanda moved about the kitchen without any hurry before she came over and gingerly picked me up. I laid my head on her shoulder as she carried me up for the much-needed diaper change. I sat still as the diaper was ripped open, and I wrinkled my nose at the smell even though it didn’t seem to bother her for some reason. It must not have been too bad of a mess because she had me cleaned up pretty quickly.
“You can’t go straight in the water right now, but let’s get your swimsuit on,” she told me.
She stood me up on the table and helped me step into the swim diaper and then another one-piece swimsuit that seemed a bit baggy still. “I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I’m thinking for swimsuits; we may need to look at the newborn sizes, sweetie.”
I looked at her in shock, “I wouldn’t fit in them… would I?”
She shrugged, “You might. You really have a weird set of body proportions. The rest of your outfits mostly fit with the three-month size, but I think you’re skinnier than you should be?”
“That is the first time in my life I think I’ve ever heard that,” I shook my head as she sat me on the ground.
She laughed as she fussed with a swim cap over my hair, “Why don’t you stay in here while I go change into my own suit.”
“Okay,” I told her.
I watched her leave through the gate and looked down at my watch at the time. It showed that it was only a little after six. So I decided to fulfill my curiosity from earlier and peaked into the toy box. I saw a mixture of dolls, stuffed animals, giant Duplo Blocks, Little People toys, and a fake set of cooking stuff. I shook my head, closed the box, and walked over to my computer.
I had just sat down when Amanda returned and said, “Shall we?” while opening her arms up to me. I enjoyed the warmth of her body against mine, as I mainly felt naked still in the swimsuit. ‘Ironic considering it covers more of a percentage of my body than my swim trunks did!’
She put some sunscreen on me outside before setting me down in the water. I trod water for a few moments and watched as she moved to the shallow end and lay back to read a book. I caught the title, ‘Emerald Princess,’ before I decided to start doing some laps. I had probably done about ninety non-stop when I finally began to tire and rolled onto my back. Just as I did so, I realized that Fred was now standing next to me and squealed.
“When did you get home?” I squeaked as I righted myself and treaded water.
“About five minutes after you started swimming. Amanda was glad to see me because it meant she could go run to the store for your tablet.”
“Oh,” I said, realizing that she left, and I never even realized it.
“You get very focused on what you’re doing, don’t you?”
I nodded, “It’s nice sometimes… other times, it’s kind of bad because I don’t know what’s going on around me.”
He nodded, “You are a lot like Amanda there… I mean Mommy…” he said with a sigh. “Are you done swimming?”
I thought for a moment and asked, “Ten more laps? So it’ll make an even one-hundred?”
He laughed, “Go ahead.”
Knowing he was probably hoping to do more than stay in the pool with me all night, I quickly began the laps and tried to power through them faster. I did them pretty quickly and then swam over to him, “Okay, I’m done.”
He picked me up out of the water and carried me to the ground outside of the pool, and sat me down on my feet, “Let’s find your towel,” he told me.
I looked over at the lounge chairs and saw a small pink towel that I knew had to be mine. So I walked over there and grabbed it to begin toweling myself off. Fred watched me and smiled, “Let me know when you think you’re dry enough!” while he dried himself with his own towel.
When I was done, I wrapped the towel around my body and said, “I’m good.”
He opened the gate and led me back to the house then, and I reveled in the fact that I wasn’t being carried or babied right then. I followed him inside the house and walked all the way to the stairs on my own. “You want a lift up the stairs?” Fred asked in his kindly voice.
“Please?”
He picked me up and carried me up the steps and into my room before setting me down on the floor. “Mommy told me you got your tentative class schedule today?”
I nodded, “It’s over here if you want to see it?”
I walked to my desk and handed him the paper printout of my schedule.
“Looks like you’ve got some long days on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays?”
I shrugged, “Doesn’t seem any different from high school?” I said.
“You think that now… just wait until you’ve got that many college tests in one day.”
I nodded, “Yeah, that could be kind of rough. I thought the universities tended to stagger which class was which day?”
“Some do. I never really paid attention to Emerson at the undergrad level.”
He handed me the schedule back and said, “Well, your mommy wanted me to give you a bath when we got done swimming… Umm…”
“You’re seriously nervous about giving me a bath after wiping my butt before?” I gave him a smirk.
“Well…”
“Tell you what, you get the bathtub filled for me, and I’ll wash myself?”
He smiled at me, “You won’t tell Mommy?”
I laughed, “As long as you promise to give me some more opportunities for independence every now and then? Of course not!”
I followed him to the bathroom, and I stripped out of my swimsuit while he started the tub filling. I pulled the diaper down last and used a baby wipe he handed me to make sure I was clean. I pretty much figured I had to have peed while in the pool…
“Okay, upsy daisy!” He told me, giving me a lift into the tub. It was filled much higher than it probably should have been for a regular baby, but I enjoyed the water coming up to my chest.
He handed me a soaped-up sponge, and I scrubbed myself from head to toe while he stood off to the side nervously. I reveled in the fact I was able to do something for myself. I also knew that if he wasn’t there, I would have at least used the opportunity to look at my new parts closer. So instead, I said, “Would you please hand me some shampoo?”
I lathered up my hair and then was happy to have him help rinse it out with the showerhead. “Are you good?” He asked me afterward.
I shrugged, “I guess.”
He took that moment then to pull the drain plug and wrapped me in a towel as the water drained. He sat me gingerly on the counter and used the loud blow dryer to get my hair dried. “You did that pretty well,” I told him when my hair was soft and dry.
He smiled at me, “Thanks.”
I was again carried to my nursery, and he quickly diapered me in a regular pamper.
“What do you want to wear for pajamas?”
“How about those?” I suggested pointing to a t-shirt and shorts set…
He handed me the set I pointed at, and I put them on myself. The shirt was purple with pink and green hearts spread around the front with ‘Adorable, Cute, and Cuddly,’ written in a cute font. The shorts were pink, and even though they felt more mature than a onesie, it definitely seemed like they were just as babyish since you could easily see the outline of my diaper through the shorts. When I lifted my arms, just a bit of the shirt rode up, and you could also clearly see the frilly edges of the diaper against my stomach. I sighed, “Thank you,” I told him.
“For what?”
“For not being quite as smothering as your wife.”
He picked me up, “Well if she goes too far, let me know… the Big maternal instinct is kind of crazy when you look at it clinically.”
I nodded, “She’s done a good job reigning it in. I’m just not used to any babying since I was a regular teenager and able to do my own thing back home.”
“What exactly do you miss?” He asked as he carried me downstairs and made himself comfortable in a recliner with me on his lap.
“Well, driving is definitely one thing!”
He laughed, “Even mature Littles don’t drive here, so that’s kind of funny.”
“Really?” I asked.
“Really… how would they reach the pedals?”
“Couldn’t you do something like handicap accessible steering controls?”
“I suppose you could, but also think of the danger for the Little. If they got in any accident at all, it would be an instant trip to a nursery. The few free Littles out there are much better keeping their heads down.”
I nodded, “It really is a sad thing.”
“Yes, I agree it is.”
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Chapters 7 and 8
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 7: Toys
BEFORE WE COULD talk anymore, the garage door opened, and Amanda walked in. “Well, don’t you two look comfy?”
I nodded, “He makes a nice pillow.”
“I’m just a pillow to you, huh?” I had a moment of warning from my brain, but nothing prepared me for the tickle torture that began then. He tickled me non-stop for several minutes, causing me to giggle and pee uncontrollably into my diaper.
“And apparently, you have a built-in ability to make her need a new diaper?” She suggested to me as she came closer.
“Hey, it’s not that full,” I whined.
She picked me up from his lap and stuck her hand on my crotch, making me blush, “Uh-huh, really? A few more drops, and you’ll be leaking!”
“Sorry,” Fred said with a smile. “I was doing pretty well, though!”
“Well, she does smell clean, and she’s wearing clothes… And, they’re even on the right direction… so I guess you did something right!”
“Of course, I did!” he said.
“I guess I’ll go clean up Daddy’s mess,” she told me with a smile and then tickled me some herself.
Upstairs she changed me into one of the thicker nighttime diapers. When she went to pull my shorts up, they barely slid back over the diaper. “Hmm… Might need to find bigger shorts for these diapers, huh?”
I groaned, “Or maybe thinner diapers?” I suggested with a smile.
She shook her head, “Not a chance at night, sweetie, you’re a heavy wetter then. Now, want to see your new toy?”
I grimaced but then smiled about the toy, “Please?”
She carried me to her workroom and sat me on top of her desk where I could watch as she unwrapped the device from its box. The label said ‘Melon Corp’ and reminded me of an Apple package. I watched as she opened the box up, and the resemblance grew, “We have an Apple corporation back home that does the same thing with their packaging. I bet they’re sisters across the dimension!”
“Overpriced and overhyped devices, but they work really well?” She asked.
I nodded, “Yep!”
“Well, this is about as high-end as we can get; I hope you like it!”
She finished unpacking the device and handed it to me. At first glance, it could have been a flexible transparency sheet from an old overhead projector. It seemed to be about seven inches tall and five inches wide, making it feel like what a standard iPad would feel like on my world size-wise. I turned it in my hand and could see it had to have been just a hair thicker than maybe six sheets of paper… “It’s a tablet?” I asked incredulously.
“Yep!” She said, and I watched as she pinched a corner of it, and instantly the transparent screen filled with a touch screen that was vibrant and featured incredibly high resolution!
“Whoa!”
She smiled at me, “Thought you would like it. Let’s get it set up for our network and then go ahead and buy all of your textbooks.”
“Can I do it?” I asked.
“Sure,” she told me and walked me through what was mostly a no-brainer process. When I was done setting it up, she helped me find an app and a store to download my college textbooks. While waiting for them to download, I rolled and folded the screen gently to see how flexible it was.
“You can’t crease or scratch those screens,” she told me.
“At all?”
“Well, I suppose if you used diamond, you might be able to scratch it… they’ve run bulldozers over them, and they still work.”
“It’s so light too!” I told her. “How long does the battery last?”
“Forever,” she told me.
“What?!?”
“Well… practically. I think it’s technically twenty years before the fuel would need to be replaced… if you could somehow access that.”
“What powers it?”
“It’s a tiny hydrogen fuel cell,” she told me with a smile.
“How is that possible? And how do they make this all transparent?” I asked incredulously.
“Not actually sure about the transparent fuel cell, Melon Corp has kept that a trademarked secret and guarded that information really carefully. If you do figure it out and can clone the technology, you’d probably become one of the richest people in the world overnight… until they sued you.” She laughed at that.
“Sounds like back the company back home too!”
“The transparent part is due to a breakthrough about seven years ago in printing circuits at the atomic level in a new glass-like substance.” She shrugged, “It’s still pretty new even to us. Melon came out with this technology a generation ago, and this is the newest version from a couple months ago. I thought because it’s so light and thin, it should be great for you at school.”
I nodded, “This is one of the coolest things I think I’ve ever seen!” I turned it around and played with it a bit more. I noticed a flash from a camera had gone off a moment later.
I looked up and saw Fred with a small but high-tech camera, “Sorry, I couldn’t help but need to get a photo of you and your mother both playing with your new toy.”
“You could at least get a better photo of us!” She told him and pulled me more into her lap and sat in one of her chairs and said, “Smile,” to me.
I smiled then, wondering what the picture looked like as the flash went off.
“May I see it?” I asked.
He came closer to show me, and I looked in astonishment at the photo. I really could live without the cheeks being so fat, but I knew, without a doubt, that it was the happiest expression I had seen on my face in a long time. I looked and tried to figure out besides the girl part what was different… but I couldn’t figure it out.
“You really do make a beautiful girl,” Amanda told me with a squeeze.
“Thanks,” I said and looked at her in the photo too, just before Fred took the camera away, “You look pretty too… We both look happy,” I said.
“Well, you were a moment ago at least?” She asked as she turned me around to face her. “What’s wrong?”
“Who knows?” I told her honestly, “It’s weird… I looked happier in that photo than I have in any photo in a long time.”
“Is there something wrong with that?” Fred asked.
I shook my head, “No, but when you think about everything… it seems kind of weird, doesn’t it?”
“Does it matter?” She asked me, “There’s nothing wrong with being happy! Plus, if you’re just going to be miserable, this probably isn’t the risk you’re taking!”
I nodded at that, “Okay, I’ll try to be happy when I can.”
She squeezed me in another hug, “Okay, we have an early morning tomorrow, so what do you say about a bedtime story, nursing, and then it’ll be night-night time?”
I sighed and looked at my watch, surprised it was nearly ten, “Okay, I guess that’s not too unreasonable.”
She hugged me as she carried me back to the nursery along with my new tablet that she sat down on my desk. I felt her hand check my diaper and was a little surprised that she sat in the recliner without changing me. It didn’t feel wet, but since I’d still been frequently going while barely noticing, I was surprised that I was still dry. “You haven’t nursed from me since last night…” she said, reading my mind.
I nodded, “It really does mess with my body, doesn’t it?”
“I think so…” She said with a sad sigh, “I’m going to keep pumping it during the days and in the morning, as I don’t want to risk you having a messy diaper in class.”
I nodded, “I’m sorry.”
She hugged me, “It’s okay,” she told me with a smile. “Now, how about that bedtime story?”
For the next fifteen minutes, I watched entranced as she told a story with an illustrated book that reminded me very much of Beauty and the Beast. It was a little different in this dimension, though, with Belle being a diapered Little and Beast being a large wolf-man creature. At the end of the story, both grew into Amazon adults…
“That was cute… and demented all at the same time,” I told her sleepily.
She laughed and tickled my side a little before pulling her shirt and bra out of the way for me to nurse. My body seemed to almost be at a craving stage of withdrawal then because I felt like my mouth was moving on overdrive, and she commented, “You would think I haven’t fed you all day!”
I could feel myself needing to pee for only a second before my body involuntarily let go of the urine. The diaper warmed and expanded under Amanda’s hand, and I knew she knew I was going. My brain had minimal warning, though, and I knew that there could be no doubt about the milk causing incontinence! It really did taste so good!!!
My whole body relaxed as I nursed, and like so many times, the milk made me sleepy. However, I was soundly asleep before she changed my diaper and lay me down in my crib for the night.
I WOKE THE following day to the sounds of someone walking down the hallway. Yawning, I rolled over to where my head faced the open crib bars towards the door. As I looked, I realized that I had never really thought about the fact my door stays open all of the time… It was a far cry from when I used to lock my door at home just in the thought of someone coming into my room. ‘Privacy is not something you’re going to get for a long time,’ I reminded myself with a sigh.
Amanda came in then dressed in a professional-looking pantsuit set to punctuate that point. “Why, good morning, Princess! I can’t believe you’re already awake!”
I tried to make a smart remark and then realized I was sucking on a pacifier and just sighed and nursed it instead.
“I sure wish you were more of a morning baby,” she told me with a smile and tickled me while leaning over the rail of the crib.
I groaned and spit out the pacifier into my hand, “Be nice...”
She laughed at me and gathered me up into her arms and checked my diaper, “Well, maybe the wet diapee doesn’t help?”
I shrugged, “I hadn’t actually noticed it yet.”
I was squeezed into a hug, and then she carried me over to the changing table. “We don’t have a lot of time this morning before we have to get to our appointment at the lab, so let’s get you dressed and eat breakfast.”
I kind of perked up then and asked, “You said this is a new supercomputer and prototyping lab?”
She pulled the shorts off of me and laughed, “It’s all about the toys for you, Littles, huh?”
“You’re just as bad,” I told her.
“No, I’m not!” She pouted with a frown, then stuck her tongue out and smiled, “I’m probably worse!”
She then launched another tickle attack on my belly, leaving me giggling uncontrollably! She didn’t let up for a long moment until I knew I had to have emptied everything that could have been left in my bladder. “Not fair,” I whined, out of breath as she reached to undo the tapes from my soggy diaper.
She just smiled at me and kept working to clean me up. Finally, a Pamper was fastened to my bottom before she sat me up and took the top off. “Let’s try the summer uniform today,” she told me with a smile.
I groaned, “You’re mean!”
“We could just dress you in a onesie? Or maybe a t-shirt and diaper?” She smiled at me and lightly tickled my belly.
I squealed, “The summer dress is fine!”
She kissed my head and said, “I thought it would be!”
I raised my arms up, and she helped me into the dress with lots of buttons going up the back. “How do you even put this kind of dress on by yourself?” I asked.
“You either get good at contorting your body, or you ask the RA in your dorm to help you,” she told me.
“RAs help?”
“And pay extra for the privilege usually!”
I woke up more as I sensed there was information here I’d missed before. “What do you mean? I thought RA’s usually did that job to get free room and board?”
“If you’re an RA for a Big floor, yeah, but the RAs for the Littles get their dream jobs – so they pay for the privilege.”
“Huh?” I asked as she gathered me into her arms and carried me downstairs.
“Think about it – you have all of those Littles in your dorm rooms, and they have to mind you! You get to mother them, pick on them, diaper them every night – maybe even during the day – and generally condition them for when they get kicked out of school to be adopted by someone. They even often get the pick of the litter, so to speak!”
“That’s horrible,” I told her.
“I thought you knew about this?”
“I knew things in the dorms could be bad from what the guy said on our previous visit, but I had no idea that it was that bad.” I let her buckle me into the highchair and raised my arms while she put the tray in place. “So that means that the girl I met yesterday, Sarah?”
“Yes, she gets diapered every night in the dorms at the very least. She didn’t look like she was wearing one during the day, but sometimes it’s hard to tell.”
“You said with the laws though… and the university rules… wouldn’t it just be safer to wear diapers?” I asked.
She shrugged, “I would think so, but many Littles are too stubborn for their own good. They know they can make the potty and don’t want to give in to the Bigs.” She paused as she poured some actual cereal into a bowl for me, “As independent as you are, I was honestly surprised that you were willing to agree to the diapers and the babying.”
“I didn’t really have much choice anywhere else, right?” I blushed as she handed me a spoon and poured only a little bit of regular milk over the cereal. “That’s enough, I don’t like it soggy…” she smiled at me and stopped with just a little in the bowl, “Anyway, my next best option was Doctor Nimitz and his wife… I know now that I wouldn’t have been even able to go to school with him.”
She nodded, “But you did have a choice; you could have gone to school in your universe? Surely you had scholarship offers with how smart and talented you are? You had an amazing GPA and already know more computer coding than most undergrads do by their senior year?”
I shrugged, “I’d been accepted to a few universities, given scholarships… but the risk and reward here?”
“Kind of like your parents; I think you are crazy, sweetie,” she told me. “But I guess if you do fail and get stuck in daycare, I can at least not worry about avoiding nursing you during the daytime anymore!” She smiled at me as I took another bite of cereal. She had sat down at the table with her pump and began pumping while we both ate breakfast. I kept finding myself distracted by the milk she had, and a craving for it reared its head.
“Your milk must seriously mess with my mind,” I sighed as I finished a bite.
“What do you mean?”
“I can’t look at it without having an intense craving… It’s kind of crazy?”
She frowned, “Maybe we should just stop the night feedings too?”
Chapter 8: Invitations
“NO!!!” I PRACTICALLY cried, then thinking better of myself, “Sorry… please don’t? It helps me sleep?”
With a sigh, she said, “Well, I understand where you’re coming from, Stacy. My need to have you at my breast and not this contraption is probably just as bad. I guess we both just have to hold ourselves to the less card, huh?”
I nodded and finished the cereal. I tried not to look at Amanda while she was pumping her other breast and instead looked at my wrist with the charm bracelet; she kept refastening it to my wrist each morning. I noted that the emergency charms and the whole thing jangled when I moved my hand. “Do you like that?” She asked me, making me look up at her again.
“It’s pretty,” I told her. “I think I was always kind of jealous of girls for getting these. The idea of different charms for everything is really cool.”
“And as a boy, that wouldn’t exactly be on the plate, huh?” She asked.
“No,” I admitted.
She finished with the pump and returned to unbuckle me from the highchair. She carried me to the living room and sat down next to the playpen. “Do you need to make any poopies?” She asked me.
I assessed my situation and shrugged, “Maybe?”
“Why don’t you try while I clean up the pump and put the milk away.”
“Okay,” I told her and waited for her to turn her back to me.
I sighed and grimaced at the thought of pooping another diaper, but I knew it was inevitable since there would never be a potty small enough for me from a store. So I squatted down and felt my bladder release first, and then finally, warm mush began entering my diaper. I had this weird feeling of lightheadedness and drained energy when I was done. It was like doing the dirty deed made me get rid of everything in my body as my blood pulsed, and I knew my face was bright red. Then, just as I had finally brought my breathing back under control, Amanda returned to the room.
“Smells like someone is ready for her new diapee!” She told me with a smile.
I just held my hands up for her to pick me up and stayed as still as I could as she carried me back upstairs to my changing table. Without it being smushed, she could clean it up fairly quickly, but nothing about getting poop on my butt would ever be considered pleasant by me! She finished up and put me in another Pamper before sitting me up.
“What do you want to do with your hair today?” She asked me.
“I don’t know… what’s normal for a Little going to college?”
“Depends on how smart the Little is…” she told me.
“Meaning…?”
“The smart ones will either try and play up their youthful appearance with pigtails to make it seem like they’re being taken care of or keep their hair at least in a little girl’s style with bangs and their hair loose but curled under.”
I nodded at that, “I guess that makes sense; neither makes an Amazon think they’re trying to get out of their place in life. The not-so-smart ones?”
“Nothing and keep it just loose, cutting it down to a crew-cut, or dyeing things in weird colors.”
“Since I don’t have bangs cut into my hair, I’m guessing I should probably go with pigtails?” I thought for a second, “Or how about a French Braid?”
“I can do that with your hair if you would like, but you’re going to have to sit absolutely still since we don’t have a lot of time until we need to leave!”
“Okay,” I told her.
“Let’s take you back downstairs to your highchair; it’s easier to reach you,” she told me. I watched her gather some ribbon, my hairbrush, and a couple of elastic ties before she carried me downstairs. She just sat me in the highchair without doing the straps or placing the tray in place. As promised, I sat still in the chair while she worked quickly and suffered through the occasional yank of hair or rat being brushed out. When she was done, she sat me on the floor next to the door to the garage, “I’ll go grab your backpack, just wait right there.”
I stood obediently by the garage entrance while she hurried and finally returned with my new backpack. “Why do I need this?” I asked her.
“It helps make you look like a student. If you don’t want to instantly find yourself in someone else’s nursery waiting for a rescue, you need to learn to look and act like one of the Littles that are still free.”
I nodded, “Okay…”
She opened the door, and I walked to the door next to my car seat. She opened it, picked me up, and then buckled me in. “Here’s your phone,” she told me with a smile before closing the door.
I happily turned it on and found myself checking my new school e-mail set up on the phone. To my surprise, that girl from yesterday, Sarah, had e-mailed me. From the header, I discovered her last name was Evans.
‘Hi, Stacy,
It was nice meeting you yesterday… assuming you really were honest yesterday… or at least your ‘mommy’ was honest; I hope to see you around campus. I wanted to let you know that next Thursday at 4:30pm we’ll have a meeting for ΛΔΠ sorority. We’ll eat a catered dinner at the student union room where we meet. Hope you’ll be allowed and able to make it!
Sarah Evans
Recruitment Chair
ΛΔΠ
“Huh,” I said aloud as I read the message.
“What’s that? Did you say something?” Amanda asked.
“That girl we met yesterday?”
“The Little that I scared senseless?”
“Yeah, that one… Apparently, Sarah’s the recruitment chair for some sorority?”
“Lambda Delta Pi?”
“That’s the one; anyway, she invited me to an event next week on Thursday in the afternoon. Any chance I might be able to go?”
“Hmm… I’ll have to take you to the door, or maybe I can have Megan do it since she won’t be seen quite as scary by the other Littles.”
I sighed, “Can’t I walk across campus on my own?”
“It’s kind of asking for trouble sometimes, sweetie.”
“Well… is it something I can do? Might be nice to have friends?” I suggested hopefully.
“You can go meet them, but no joining without us really talking about the potential consequences. At least they aren’t allowed a house on their own, so we don’t have to worry about that being an issue.”
“Thanks,” I told her and scribbled a quick reply.
‘Hi Sarah,
Thanks for e-mailing me; I was afraid Amanda had scared you off yesterday! I’ve been given the okay to come, so I’ll show up. Just to warn you, Amanda, or her younger sister Megan, who’s a student too, will drop me off. Thanks for the invite!
Stacy’
By the time I had finished writing the reply, we had pulled up to the university and parked in what I now knew was Amanda’s assigned parking space. She picked me up out of the car and handed me my backpack. “Ready?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “I think so. Toys are always fun!”
She smiled at me and held her hand out. We walked down a long path of sidewalks until we came to a very new-looking building labeled, ‘Emerson Kilby Center for Computing Technologies.’ I remembered on our tour her mentioning the new supercomputer, but we couldn’t get in. My inner-nerd was shaking with excitement, and I mentally wondered if the diaper might be necessary to contain that excitement. I mentally checked and decided it was dry so far!
Amanda held the door open for me and used her card to swipe in a reader at a security desk. “How are you doing, Doctor Westerfield?” The lady security guard asked.
“Doing great! Doctor Babbage told me the good news that they have things online, so I brought my little girl here to come to see where she might work on some projects during her time here!”
The security guard was a rather round lady who stood up then and looked down on me. “Well, Sweetie, I didn’t even see you there! Aren’t you so adorable dressing up as one of your mommy’s students and playing college girl today?”
“She’s actually a student,” Amanda told her with a smile.
“Seriously? Why don’t you just have her at home in her crib? I don’t think I would ever be able to put a treat that sweet down!” The lady said in a kindly but completely condescending voice.
“She’s brilliant, that’s why. Plus, I don’t see a need to regress her; I’d like to see her be able to be on her own again someday.”
“Well, to each their own, I suppose. I never have gotten around to getting myself a Little, keep thinking one of these days I’ll find one of these college Littles with a pair of messy pants and get to claim one of them.”
The conversation just became awkward then, and I was glad when Amanda said, “Susie, it was good to see you; we better get going.”
“You too, Doctor Westerfield!” Before giving me a baby wave, she said to her, “Bye-bye, baby girl!”
I sighed as we walked away and down a hallway with door handles that were out of my reach. We soon reached an elevator, and I felt us move down what seemed like several floors. I couldn’t see the readout or the buttons, though, “How far below ground are we going?” I asked.
“About three-hundred feet,” she answered.
“Even with Big proportions, that seems really far… why so far down?”
“Government contracts and the idea it can survive some disasters. It’s also thought to be easier to work on cooling down here with the system they put in.”
“How cool?”
“Pretty cold; I know it was their goal to get things down to near absolute zero.”
I looked at her in shock as the elevator opened, and she led me down some more hallways, another security checkpoint, and finally, I could see a glassed-in room filled with racks and racks of pure computing power!
“Whoa!” I said as I looked at the rows and rows of rack units.
She practically squealed as she squeezed my hand, “Awesome, isn’t it?”
We walked through a glass door, and a shorter, much rounder Amazon walked to us. He had a balding head and gray hair on the sides of what remained. “Hi Amanda! So glad you could make it down today!”
“I’m glad you let me know you were ready to start letting others come in!”
“Well, you’re one of the people I expect will want time on her, and you gave us some very valuable new ideas on linking the processes together. I didn’t realize you had a Little girl, though?”
“This is Stacy,” she said, “Stacy, this is Doctor Babbage, head of this project.”
“Nice to meet you, sir,” I told him politely while she continued to hold my hand. I assumed that meant I shouldn’t try and shake his.
“She’s in the student uniform? So, you just got her a few minutes ago?” He asked.
“No, she’s going to be going to school here this year.”
“Why? We all know Littles can’t do anything? What’s she studying - theater so she can act on TV?”
I snorted at that, “That’s kind of funny, me acting,” I laughed. “No, sir, I’m studying computer science.”
He laughed at that, “Now you’re joking.”
Amanda and I both shook our heads, “No, Andrew, she’s more knowledgeable than probably eighty percent of your undergrads.”
He looked at us both like we had second heads before shaking his head, “She’s got protection on, right? I don’t want to risk her peeing on something.”
I sighed, “Yes, sir, I have a diaper on.”
“Okay… well, I guess we can begin the tour. The last time you were down here, we were just putting the racks in, right?” He said to Amanda.
“Yes, you’d just really laid your cable out for power too.”
“Well, we’ve completed the assembly of the project. We have just run our first benchmark test that was completed last night, and we’ve hit a home run here with the T-3554!”
“How fast?” Amanda asked.
“743 Zettaflops!”
“You’re serious?” I said.
“Do you even know what a Zettaflop is?”
“It’s the measurement of processing power; one Zettaflop is ten to the twenty-first flops per second.” I wanted to add that we were still at least a decade away from achieving a single Zettaflop to hit 743!?!?! “Your ability to model simultaneous data is enormous!”
He actually smiled at me, “Well… I guess you’re right, Amanda, she actually does get that at least. Try not to get drool on the machines here,” he said.
“Hey, she’s just as bad,” I pointed towards Amanda.
“Yes, she is,” he admitted.
He took us on a tour of the racks, and I looked closely at the parts I could see. “What are you using for cooling?” I asked. I was kind of surprised the room wasn’t warmer or separately enclosed to where we couldn’t get in.
“Well, we are using a liquid cooling system using liquid helium that continuously cycles through. The system runs directly around the processors and stays within the insulated units.”
“How cold are you achieving at the benchmarked capacity?” Amanda asked.
“Four degrees Kelvin when it’s running with all processors, cores, etc. We’re hoping to eventually figure out a way to bring that down, but most of the success at getting to below that four degrees involves magnetic containment that would cause more problems than the speed would solve.”
“Why aren’t we freezing while being this close to it?” I asked kind of nervously.
“We designed the system to keep all of the temperatures insulated inside the racks. So if we have any downtime, we have to take an entire rack offline, drain the coolant, let it warm to room temperature for twenty-four hours, and then work on it.”
I looked up and saw what I presumed was a halon or equivalent fire suppression system – you did not want to be in the room when that went off! Gas masks actually did appear to hang every now and then, but as a Little, I was way too small to use one! I actually shuddered at that thought. “So, are there terminals somewhere? How do you input data and setup modeling runs?” I asked.
“Well, we have terminals in a couple adjoining rooms, as well as a new interactive assistant we’ve created.” He said as he led us down back towards the entrance and then to another hallway. We entered a room with a wall of workstations on one side and a platform at the end. He stepped towards the platform, and I felt urine involuntarily shoot into my diaper as a very realistic amazon-sized hologram sprang to life in thin air!
“Amanda, Stacy, this is Tessa.”
“Pleased to meet you,” the Amazonian-sized woman stated. I couldn’t help but note she looked like a model but wore a conservative pantsuit. Somehow, I guessed that other options of clothing… or not… that were probably available to the technicians.
“Nice to meet you too!” I said. “Are you fully self-aware?” I found myself asking.
“I’m not sure little one. Why is Stacy here? I thought all Littles just sit in daycares and shit themselves?” she asked rather bluntly.
“Umm… I guess most do?” I told her while everyone else just seemed frozen around me. “I’m going to be a student here at the university, and Amanda has adopted me but agreed to let me study here.”
“So, you’re not just baby? Even though I detect a wet diapee underneath your skirt?”
I blushed, “No, I only wear these because there’s not a toilet short enough for me.”
“Hmm… I may have to re-evaluate my programming here.”
“Tessa is a way for us to interact with the mainframe. It lets us communicate with the mainframe at a new level, rather than just through a terminal. We based her somewhat on nanny-bots programming,” Dr. Babbage interjected.
“Ah, so that explains her knowing what a Little is and the bias there,” Amanda said.
“Bias?” Tessa asked. “I’m not biased, am I?”
“Don’t worry about it,” Amanda said, “Your only interactions and knowledge led you to the conclusion that Littles are completely helpless. I would bet, however, that if you had time to interact with Stacy here, you would find otherwise.”
“Hmm… Doctor Babbage, can we do that? I’d like to learn more?” Tessa turned to him.
“We’ll see Tessa,” he said. “Thanks for visiting with us.”
“Nice to meet you, Tessa,” I told her.
“You too, Stacy,” and with that, she phased out of existence again.
“She’s so cool!” I told them both.
“I happen to agree with you there,” Dr. Babbage said. “You sure are a weird Little.”
“You have no idea,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Let’s keep going with the tour,” he said to us.
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Chapters 9 and 10
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 9: Printing Issues
WE WALKED OVER to the terminal side of the room. Dr. Babbage showed us some of the software their team was testing on the system now that it was up. One researcher had input some weather modeling system, and you could see it calculating conditions for the next four weeks. “How accurate has it been so far?” Amanda asked.
“Well, it could put Dana from the local station out of business!” the lady running the software said, “It’s been accurate to the minute so far today on temperatures and rain across the world. Of course, we’ll have to try it for a few weeks before we announce anything to the public, but I think this system can finally be accurate enough to depend on completely!”
I listened as the variables, and the fluid calculations were discussed. I understood the programming end, but some of the concepts behind their models were way beyond my knowledge. Eventually, Dr. Babbage ended the conversation and walked us towards the hallway. “You want to see the prototyping space too?”
“Yes, and maybe we could let Stacy here make something?”
“Well, we don’t have long; she’d need to model something quicker than I think most people are capable of… I suppose she could use something from the library to base something off. You’re looking for refrigerator art?”
“Something like that,” Amanda said while I seethed.
Dr. Babbage wasn’t intentionally being mean like Chloe – he just seemed to be a total jerk on his own. Somehow, I suspected I wouldn’t be his biggest fan even if I were a full-grown Amazon. Instead, he was just naturally a condescending jerk!
The hallways led us around the outside of the mainframe area, and we soon entered a large room with computers next to large glass-enclosed units that looked like the 3D printers that had begun to be popular in my own dimension. I knew Amanda had one upstairs that she had made her controller on, but these seemed to be much larger and more advanced!
“Wow, you have the latest ZX3300 machines!” Amanda said, “But I thought you were only going to be able to get the 2100s?”
“Last minute benefactor gave us funding for the upgrade!” Dr. Babbage said happily, “Sam was ecstatic!”
At the statement of a new name, a lady walked over towards us, “Hi Mandy!” She said with a smile, “And who is this gorgeous baby girl?”
“I’m Stacy,” I told her.
“Oh my God, she’s so cute! You must have just caught her on your way here?” She asked Amanda while cooing at me.
“No, she’s been with us almost two weeks now, Sam. She’s going to be going to school here still.”
“Why don’t you just have her in the daycare while you work? Surely being a big elementary student will be too much for her?”
I sighed, “She means college here,” I told her.
The lady looked taken aback and re-examined me. “For what?”
“Computer science,” I told her.
“Mandy?” She asked.
“Yep, my little girl here is actually pretty dang smart with programming. So we’re going to help her get through college, and then we’ll see what happens then.”
The lady sighed and shook her head, “Just when I thought you were getting practical and settling down… So, you want to see the machines?”
“Please!” Amanda and I said simultaneously.
“Well, these are the latest from the Zagner company.” Amanda picked me up and stood me on a bench next to one of the machines so I could see, “They’re able to prototype in plastic, wood, steel, ceramic, and even gold or other precious metals if you buy the filament.”
“I assume that’s ridiculously pricey?” I asked.
“Market value plus forty percent,” she responded after skeptically glaring at me for a moment.
“Ouch,” I said. “How do you control it?”
“Well, you use the modeling software on this computer,” she said, opening up a program. I watched as she instantly prototyped a small bracelet on the screen that said Stacy on it in cut-out baby block letters that tilted back and forth. She went up to the top of a menu bar, and I watched as she pressed ‘Print.’ To my left in the clear plastic area, I watched as the machine came alive, and within a matter of seconds, a bracelet my size printed. She opened a door on one side and then handed it to me.
“For you, baby girl,” she said with a smile.
I sighed inside my head but accepted the ‘gift’ graciously, “Thank you.” I put it on the wrist with my charm bracelet and found it fit pretty well once I got it over my hand. “What’s it made out of?”
“Oh, that one is the titanium thread,” she told me. “Very hard material, obviously.”
I looked at the bracelet some more and noted that if it wasn’t for the baby block letters spelling my name, I would actually think it kind of pretty to wear. Somehow, there was a natural variation in colors across the bracelet that I vaguely remembered hearing would happen with titanium depending on the heat applied.
“Can she play with it for a few minutes?” Amanda asked.
“The bracelet is hers to keep,” she said.
“No, I meant the printer?”
“Umm… she might break it…?”
“I promise you she won’t,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Come on, it won’t hurt anything,” Dr. Babbage said, clearly deciding he wanted to indulge me for some reason.
“Alright then…” she said.
I was given a quick lesson on where things were in the menus before they all began talking about the new lab and the mainframe. ‘What to make?’ I thought to myself. I looked at the baby blocks on the bracelet and wished that I didn’t have to be a baby in this world. The diapers weren’t terrible, but pooping myself sure was! There was no hope of using a potty since I was so small…
‘That’s it!’ I thought to myself.
I quickly scanned through some of the shapes they had preprogrammed to build with and used the mouse and the oversized keyboard quickly to create my idea. I followed the K.I.S.S. rule but also tried to keep in mind its usability… Before they remembered I was there, I selected plastic for the material, chose colors for the various parts, and then pressed ‘Print.’
“What did you make, cutie?” Sam asked.
“Something I hope Mommy will let me use?” I looked at Amanda hopefully, and she looked quizzically back at me in response.
As I said that, I watched the machine quickly whirl back and forth with the filaments, quickly forming the idea that had come to mind.
“How adorable!” Sam said a minute later when the machine was finished. “She actually thinks you would let her use this too! That’s hilarious!”
Amanda gave me ‘the look’ then, but I just looked at her with the puppy dog eye look I knew all girls had. It seemed to work as her glare softened slightly, “Well, I did tell her that the reason I couldn’t even think about potty training her was there aren’t any potties small enough for her.”
“She’s absolutely tiny… She probably fits into the three-month sizes at most, right?” Sam asked.
“Yes.”
“So yeah, there’s no reason to even think of having a potty for a baby or a Little that size silly girl,” she told me. “If my Little girl was as tiny as you, I wouldn’t even let her crawl around anymore!”
“Assuming you don’t want that as a refrigerator magnet, I’ll recycle it for the filament…” she said as she walked to the screen next to me.
“Actually, if you don’t mind, we’ll take it with us,” Amanda said. “I want to show her Daddy what she made so he can get a good laugh.”
“You’re right; Fred would enjoy that!”
I watched her reach in and hand Amanda the me-sized pink and purple potty chair. It was a straightforward design, but I had managed to make it to where the bowl in the middle would pop out to empty it, and the seat would fit my tiny rear. It was only seven inches high to the seat, so I could actually sit down on it unassisted with no issues. I had come to that height for the measurement based on how tall my knees were off the ground since most toilets tended to be that level.
As Sam picked it up, she said, “Whoa… I thought this was just a simple print… How did you make it in two pieces with one print?”
I smiled at her, “Magic,” I told her, knowing she was referring to the bowl being removable.
“No, for real?” she asked.
I explained the instructions I’d given her printer, which was just similar enough to a MakerBot I’d used at school back home for a project once, to quickly make sense. That machine was so far behind the one I’d just used it wasn’t even a fair comparison, though!
“Maybe you don’t belong, just drooling in daycare…” she said skeptically. “How did you do this so quick?”
I shrugged, “It’s just math and using some of the pre-existing shapes in your software.”
“My goal is she actually gets to earn a degree with that brain of hers,” Mandy said to her.
“What does she do with programming?” Dr. Babbage asked.
“You’ll just have to wait and see,” I told him. “I should have the prereqs for your courses done by the end of next year.”
“Depending on your placement exams… maybe sooner?” He breathed as he began staring at me like some unknown creature.
“Well, we’ve taken enough of your time up today,” Amanda said as she scooped me off the bench and sat me on my feet, “I’ll be back to work full time in two weeks, and I’ll come down to discuss the latest project the department wants to use your system to model, Andy. Maybe I’ll bring Stacy with me, depending on the time. She has a pretty busy schedule this semester on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, but the other days are pretty light.”
“I’m curious to see what her placement exams do actually, though,” Dr. Babbage said. “She may have to change that schedule around completely.”
“We’ll see,” Amanda said, “See you later, Andy, Sam.”
“Nice meeting you,” I told both of them.
Amanda carried the potty in her left hand and held my right hand as we exited the elevator on the ground floor.
“Oh, sweetie, you’re not trying to potty train that little baby girl, are you?” The security guard from earlier asked.
“No, I just have it to show her what a big girl she isn’t,” Amanda told her.
I grimaced but kept walking, “You know that was a big risk you took in there,” she told me as we got to the car.
“How so?”
“You could have been seen as just antagonizing two people I’m guessing you’ll have for classes in the future.”
“Instead, I impressed them, though, right?”
She opened the back of her car and sat the potty down before picking me up. “This time, you did,” she said as she pushed me onto my back and then pushed the skirt of my dress out of her way. I heard and felt her rip the tapes loose on my diaper, “You can’t depend on that working every time, though; you have to be more careful!”
“Yes, Mommy,” I told her with a sigh. “So, do I get to use it?”
“Use what?”
“The potty?”
“Why would you need one?”
“Because I’m not really a baby?”
“You have about as much sense as one.”
I pouted as she sat me up and hugged me, “We’ll talk at home. You and I both know that you’re safest in a diaper. If you wear big girl panties to school and have just one accident, you’ll be on your way back to daycare.”
I nodded, “I was only thinking maybe at home… so I don’t have to go poopy in my diaper?”
She looked at me, “You really hate going poopy in your diapee, huh?” She asked as she began buckling the harness on my car seat.
“It’s gross… peeing isn’t so bad, but poop is disgusting!” I wrinkled my nose.
I watched her face go through several thoughts before she sighed, “Let me think about it and look at your potty a little closer back home.” She pushed a pacifier into my mouth, kissed me on the forehead, then closed the door and went around to her side of the car to pull away.
Chapter 10: Thinking
I SIGHED AND looked at my watch, seeing I now had more points to play with my pet. I spent the few minutes of the ride home playing with it and watching it grow. Amanda broke me away from it as she lifted me out of the car seat and carried me inside. I felt her check my diaper underneath the dress as she continued to take me into the living room and sat me in the playpen. “Why?” I asked.
“Just wait there,” she told me and walked back out to the car. So I waited and watched as she came back with my bag and the potty.
I watched through the mesh as she sat down on the couch and examined it, “Do you just like throwing your future away?” She asked me after she’d looked at it for a few minutes.
“What did I do?” I asked.
She sighed, “Stacy if the general population of this city had their way, you would be exactly like Kacey or Neville. Going to school is the last thing Littles should be doing as they don’t need the education to drool on themselves… That’s what most Amazons think!” She told me. “So, pushing buttons with a big and making a potty… not very smart.”
“Sorry…” I said contritely; I knew she had a point.
She was silent for a few minutes before standing up and setting the potty down on the kitchen floor. I wondered what she was up to when she returned to me and felt the dry diaper. She stood me up on the floor and pulled my dress up off my head, so I was just in my diaper. A moment later, she pulled the tapes off it, and I was naked. “Well, you wanted a potty to use, see if you can still use it,” she told me.
I stared at her in shock for a second! Then I walked over to my creation and gingerly sat down. I had nailed the height and smiled as I forced out a small chunk of poop that I needed to get out. Of course, the urine and poop smelled in the potty, but as far as I was concerned, I had just done the most grown-up thing since I’d left home!
“Good girl,” Amanda cheered at me before attacking me with a couple baby wipes to clean me up. She stood me up naked in the kitchen and said, “Wait here until I get back and put another diaper on you.” She used the handle I had designed to pick up the bowl and carried it to the downstairs bathroom. I heard the toilet flush, and running water was used to rinse it out. She returned, sat it back in the potty, and carried my naked body upstairs with my school dress held in her opposite hand.
“So…?” I asked her.
“Well, you know how to make things with the prototyping machine…” she said.
“And the potty?”
“What about it?”
“…is that the only time I’m going to be allowed to use it?”
She sighed and lay me down on the changing table. A moment later, my feet were in my face as she pretzeled my body to put a new diaper underneath me. “I’m going to have to think about it more, Stacy. I’m not sure if we can even find training panties in your size… Plus, why bother?”
“Because you know I’m not a baby?”
“But you’re going to have to wear diapers to your classes no matter what. So you’ll have to be diapered when we go anywhere pretty much no matter what… the only time you would be able to use the potty would be here at home?”
“Okay, that’s really all I want,” I told her.
“Not so fast; I haven’t agreed to that yet, have I?”
I sighed, “What would it take for you to agree to it?”
“There would be conditions, and it would definitely only be at home… I need to think it through, though, first, and I’ll talk to Daddy about it too. I don’t want to put you in more harm just so you can feel a little more grown-up. It’s honestly easier to change your messy diaper than empty that potty and clean it out each time.”
I felt myself turn red in annoyance then, but I kept my mouth shut for once. Amanda finished diapering me and found a purple onesie in the closet that she pulled over my head and snapped the crotch shut on. I was given a tight hug, “I’m sorry if I seem so mean about this, Stacy,” She sighed, “Give me some time to figure out where we need to actually draw lines with you. I know you’re a college student, but a part of me really wants to do exactly what Chloe and Cassie say… Holding you tight and cuddling you is like a dream come true! I like being in charge of your poopy diapers - it makes being your mommy feel more real.”
I looked up and saw tears in her eyes, “I’m sorry… If you really want me, just to keep using my diapers?”
She shook her head, “We’re going to figure this out… just not right now. Let’s go downstairs and get some lunch in our tummies, a nap, and then go for an afternoon swim.”
I felt terrible then but relieved that she wasn’t taking the potty and throwing it in the trash… Downstairs she harnessed me into the highchair and began digging around the fridge and the cabinets. “How about PB&J?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “That’s fine, thank you,” I told her as she placed a sippy cup of juice on my tray.
I took a sip from the cup as I watched her take two pieces of gigantic-sized bread and spread peanut butter on one, jelly on the other, and then put them together. She then pulled out something plastic from one of the drawers and placed it on the sandwich. I recognized it then as probably being a sandwich cutter. I watched her then use a knife to cut the shaped sandwich into four parts that she brought to me.
“It’s cute!” I told her with a smile as I saw the butterfly sandwich on my plate. “You really are obsessed with butterflies, aren’t you?”
She smiled, “Yes, I am my little butterfly!”
It was good to see her smile again, and I could tell she wasn’t angry with me as she kissed the top of my head and placed a bib around my neck. I ate the sandwich slowly and enjoyed the taste of the jelly. It seemed sweeter than the strawberry jelly at home. Amanda made her own sandwich, and I laughed as she used the butterfly cutter on her own sandwich too.
“What are you laughing at,” she stuck her tongue out at me, “it’s already dirty, might as well have my own butterfly!”
“Uh-huh,” I said and took another bite of my sandwich.
When I was done, I watched her eat her own sandwich before she came over to me with a baby wipe to clean my face and hands. “Not such a clean princess this time?”
I shrugged, “Sowwy,” I told her with a smile.
She moved the tray and picked me up while feeling my diaper. “Since it’s dry, it’ll hold you through your nap,” she squeezed me again while she took me up to the nursery and lay me down in the crib. A pacifier was pushed in my lips, and she turned the mobile above me on. “Sleep for a bit, and then we’ll go swimming,” she told me.
I sighed and turned to face the wall of bars by the wall. I grabbed Elena and pulled her in tight to me to cuddle with. The music lulled me into a bit of a trance, and I went to sleep.
SOMETIME LATER, AMANDA woke me up, “Hey sweetie, you awake yet?” She asked me as she held me.
I yawned, “I guess?”
“You’re dry… do you want to use your potty?”
I looked at her in shock, “What?”
“Your potty, do you want to use it or just go in your diapee?”
Her eyes were red like she had been crying, “You’re asking me? Why?”
She sighed and gave me a squeeze, “The last thing I want to do is treat you like Chloe and Cassie treat their Littles… Our original plan was to baby you for a week, so you would understand how things go for normal Littles… and then have you grow up and start using the potty again this week.”
“Original plan? What changed it?”
“Besides the fact that you are beyond adorable, cuddly, and cause tons of maternal hormones to screw with my brain?” She paused, “Your size… I was honest when I said there was no potty made for your size. I just decided it was easiest just to diaper you then. I…” She choked up, “I like babying you. It makes me feel like all is right in the world… so I can’t say that I really sought out a ton of alternatives. When you suddenly made a potty… well, it felt like you were rejecting me.”
I felt tears in my own eyes then, “I’m sorry, I wasn’t… I didn’t think about how...?”
“You shouldn’t have to… College students, especially Littles, have to have a sense of maturity about them… If you’re completely un-potty-trained, there’s a huge possible problem for you there. So… since we have a potty that you can sit on, do you want to use it?”
I looked up at Amanda for a long moment and thought about still just using the diaper. But, I could see it clearly on her face that she would rather change a wet or messy diaper than let me ‘grow up’ and use the potty. The truth was I knew I agreed to diapers when I came… But I also knew if I wanted to be more than a drooling, toothless, damaged Little, I had to assert myself. “Potty, please, Mommy,” I told her.
She squeezed me and smiled, “Okay, I set it in the hallway bathroom. Let’s just get this diapee off of you.”
She sat me on the changing table for a moment and pulled the tapes loose. I was sat on the ground and walked down to the hallway bathroom with the flaps of the onesie hanging down and only marginally covering me. As promised, my new pink and purple potty sat on the floor, and I sat down on it. Almost immediately, I let loose a stream of urine into the little bowl. A moment later, Amanda reached down and used a baby wipe on me and handed me a swim diaper, “here, I left your swimsuit on your desk if you want to go put it on while I clean up.”
I looked back at the liquid in the potty and nodded at her in thanks as I pulled the swim diaper up my legs. Back in my room, I pulled the onesie off over my head and grabbed the yellow swimsuit she had left out for me. It was covered with a large pink and white flower with a face that made me smile. I stepped into the leg holes and pulled the one-piece suit over my shoulders before looking at myself in the mirror. While I looked like a baby right then, I felt the most mature I had since I’d left my own dimension!
“Ready?” Amanda asked from the doorway.
I held my arms up to her in the ‘I want up’ pose, and she obliged, “Now I am,” I told her, giving her a hug the best I could. “Thank you, I don’t think I can even begin to express that enough. Thank you for caring for me more than anyone else here ever would.”
She hugged me back, “You’re welcome. Let’s go toss you in the pool, my little fish.”
“For the last time, I’m a dolphin… You and Daddy just can’t seem to get that right,” I complained.
She tickled my barefoot for a moment, making me giggle some more, and then carried me downstairs and out to the pool. I noticed for the first time she wasn’t wearing a swimsuit of her own but didn’t think much of it. She gently sat me in the water, and I began swimming laps. As I swam, I traded counting of laps and what to do with Amanda. I felt bad for her that she had that need for a baby… and in all honesty, being a baby for her didn’t bother me as much as it would have for someone else.
Nursing from her was obviously a dangerous thing to do, but the fact was that it was one of the most calming and relaxing things I could ever remember doing! While nursing her breast, the comfort I felt made me continually long for it again. Also, when she changed a wet or messy diaper, she was… just so loving as she did it… it was hard to totally hate anything except the feel of the mess on my bottom.
By the same token, though, going to college meant I needed to be an ‘adult’ Little. At least as much of one as possible… so if I constantly wet and messed my diapers, I was pretty sure it would be inevitable that I would do so at a bad time there.
The thoughts ran through my head constantly, and only when I came to the realization I had counted to ‘one-hundred’ twice with my laps did I flip on my back and rest. I noticed Amanda lying in a chair reading and decided to swim to the ‘shallow’ side of the pool that had some steps that I had yet to use built-in. I floated on top of those steps and then pulled myself onto the pavement next to the pool. I gave myself more of a wedgie with the swimsuit and the diaper in the process. I tugged it back better into place, walked to Amanda, and sat in ‘my chair’ next to hers.
“Well, hi there, did you finally get tired?” She asked me with a smile as she put her book down.
I shrugged, “Not really, just decided I’d done enough.”
“How many of those laps did you do?”
“Two hundred,” I told her with a smile.
“We really need to take you to a real pool sometime!”
“Would they even let me in?”
“The university will, since you’re a student, as long as you have a swim diaper on.”
“Diapers…” I sighed.
She picked up a towel and wrapped my wet body in it before picking me up and setting me on her lap.
“Diapers,” she agreed.
“What do you think we should do?”
She sighed, “I think today and tomorrow, you need to use the potty when you feel the urge. If you have accidents, we change you, but…” Amanda looked like she was hurting and on the verge of tears, “I think you having as much control as you can is the smartest thing to do.”
“What…” I paused and breathed, “What if I don’t mind wet diapers?” I asked, feeling my face redden.
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Chapters 11 and 12
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 11: Mom's Baby
AMANDA KISSED MY head, “then I don’t mind changing them!”
“But…”
“You’re worried something is wrong with you?”
I nodded, “Shouldn’t I be?”
She laughed, “If you were a free Little to some extent, you should be, but we DID adopt you, and you knew about diapers before you came here. Even free Littles are allowed to have wet diapers at Emerson. Really it’s even encouraged by the RAs in the dorms in the hopes that they can baby the Littles a bit more.”
“What will happen, though, if one of the big students finds me with a wet diaper?”
“I suspect they’ll offer to change it for you,” she told me. “But, it’s in the student code of conduct that a Little student has to willingly agree for that big to change their diaper. Should you agree, they have to let you get onto your class when they’re done.”
“Something has to go wrong, though, right? Nothing in this world is ever trouble-free for a Little?”
“Well, you could have some Big decide to fondle you like Chloe did that one day?”
I blushed, “That was horrible.”
“I was one second from knocking her teeth out when she stopped,” she told me and sighed, “So I wouldn’t let anyone you didn’t know change you.”
“I’m allowed to change my own diapers, though?”
“They’ll explain more at orientation, but yes, most of the time. The university has a dedicated changing facility on campus in the Student Union. So you should expect to be taken to by some people if they find you soaked and say you don’t want them to change you. But, most of the time, it’ll be a pretty clinical change there.”
“And what happens if I have a messy diaper?” I asked nervously.
“Well, if you’re not in your class when it’s discovered, then it’s just a change like a wet diaper. If you’re in class, I hope no one discovers it.”
With all of that information, I looked at her. “I do want to use my potty… but only when I need to poop at home. Would that be okay with you?”
Her eyes glistened as she hugged me, “I think that’s a perfect compromise!”
She held me for a long moment before squeezing me again, “Okay, let’s get this little fish all dried, and she can help make din-din.”
“Dolphin,” I grumbled back to her as she chose to tickle my side. I was so out of breath by the time the tickle attack subsided, and she stood up with me hanging upside down in her arms!
“Fish!” she said as she carried me a few steps upside down before righting me and holding me tight in her arms, “I hope you do know that you’re the best thing to ever happen to me.”
I blushed, “thanks for being willing to think of me as more than a pet to be abused or something.”
She squeezed me again, “I promise I’ll never let you be thought of as such.”
As she mounted the stairs, I caught a glimpse of the potty, “So can I just take my diaper off to use the potty?”
“Well…” she thought as she walked up more, “I guess if you’re wearing a normal Pamper and near the potty… yes… But, if you’re wearing a princess diaper, you’ll have to ask for help.”
“Are the tapes that hard to pull off?” I asked as she deposited me on the changing table.
“Well, let’s see,” she told me with a mischievous smile.
“Umm…”
She proceeded to strip me of my swimsuit pretty quickly and said, “I guess I forgot I should give you a quick shower?”
I nodded, “Might be a good idea!”
She carried me to the bathroom and took the swim diaper off, too, before setting me on my feet in the bathtub and pulling the sprayer down. After Amanda checked the temperature, she proceeded to rinse me off with the swim cap still on my head. Once she finished, she pulled the cap off and dried me off again, “There’s a clean fish!”
“Umm… please don’t gut me.”
She laughed, “You don’t have to worry about that,” she tickled me some more in the towel, and I felt my bladder complain but managed to hold it. Back in my room, she got back to the changing table with me, and I hoped she’d forgotten the diaper she was going to put me in, but no such luck! One of the thick princess diapers was quickly secured to my bottom, and she said, “Okay, try the tapes!”
I looked up at her feeling like I’d just been told to try to escape from a pair of handcuffs. I pulled with all my might at the tape but didn’t manage to even budge it loose! “How can you pull it loose so easily?” I asked in amazement.
“We’re much stronger than you; even the weakest Amazons can bench-press about four-hundred pounds. So I’m guessing you’d be lucky to do twenty to thirty right now?”
I sighed and nodded, “Even in my full normal form back home, I would be lucky to do two hundred in high school when I was stuck in PE.”
“That would probably just barely move the tapes… I know Amazons who have decided they want Betweeners as their babies and have no problems keeping them in their diapers.”
“Would you mind if I tried something else?” I asked.
“What?”
“Can I get down from the table?”
She looked at me skeptically but put me down, and I walked over to my desk with school supplies on it. There was a pair of scissors on the desk that I picked up. She looked at me with a couple of narrowed eyes but gently nodded her permission. I took the scissors and carefully began slicing at the back of the tape, near where it was stuck down.
Or at least tried to! But, no matter what I did, I couldn’t cut the tape! “Why won’t this cut?!?” I asked, frustrated after a moment of trying.
“It’s not just a regular tape; the material the adhesive is bound is a variation of what your tablet screen is made out of.”
“You can make something like that cheaply enough to waste it on a diaper?” I asked, thinking not of the entrapment for a moment, but more of the economics of being able to waste a material like that on something disposable! So a Little was just going to pee and poop in them regularly, and it was cheap enough to throw away?
“Easily,” she told me.
I looked at the diaper again and backed the scissors further back on the material past the tape. Then, I began to try and cut into the area behind the tapes. The scissors actually did slice through several inches of the material before I noticed a color change happening on the material, and it instantly mended itself and tightened painfully on my waist!
“Owwww!” I cried, and Amanda quickly picked me up.
She hurriedly sat me on the changing table and used her Amazonian strength to pull the tapes loose before they could constrict anymore. “I wouldn’t do that again…” she sighed.
“What was that!?!?”
“It has a self-healing technology too.”
I just looked at her in shock as she pulled the crazy diaper out from underneath me and brought out a regular Pamper for me.
I sighed, glad to have escaped whatever pain would have been coming as it constricted more. “So, I guess I’m going to have to ask for you to take me to the potty if I have one of those on?”
“I guess so,” she said with a smile as she left me strapped to the table with the new diaper for a moment. She disappeared into my closet for a moment before coming back with something blue that made my eyes widen in shock it would be on me.
“What is that?” I asked, kind of distastefully.
“It’s called a sunsuit,” she said with a smile, “and it’s going to look adorable on you!”
I looked at it closer as she brought and it was like something that was confused if it was a onesie, a romper, or a dress… It had several layers of skirt-like ruffled blue chiffon material on the front, with white flowers coming from the top that gave it a volume like a dress. It was sleeveless with a rounded white color with a relatively large yellow rosette flower sewn at the front of it like a boutonniere or something… The bottom had the typical snaps for the crotch of a onesie, and the back seemed to be just a plain onesie.
“Why would anyone…?”
“Because you’ll look adorable!” She told me with a smile again.
I sighed as she loosened the strap on the table and sat me up to pull it down over my head, buttoned a couple buttons on the back, then pushed me back to my back again to pull the crotch shut. My hair was brushed out really quickly, and she tied it off into twin pigtails hanging loosely off the back of my head. “Let’s get a picture!” she told me with a smile. She put me in my crib and handed me Elena, before grabbing her phone and saying, “Smile!”
I glared at her for a second before she descended on me with those tickle instruments of war for a moment, and as I felt the diaper warm, she pulled away. She managed to snap a picture of a smile before saying, “Come on… please?”
I shrugged and managed a good smile for her before she posed me in a few poses in the crib and indulged in a baby photoshoot. She took a few of me sitting in the gliding chair by myself and then found a doll in the toy box for me to hold. A moment later, she picked me up and sat me on my stomach before grabbing one of those stacking ring toys and taking the rings off.
“Really?” I asked her incredulously.
“Please?” she paused, “You won’t believe how cute you look in these pictures! So I can use them too so that we can show you’re not just being neglected by being an adult?”
“You owe me big!” I grumbled.
She smiled, and I forced myself to smile as I put each ring on, and she used the rapid picture button on her phone. At least that’s what I assumed it was since I heard the sound of a shutter at machine-gun speeds.
Then, she pulled the top one off and said, “In your mouth?”
“Eeew…” I said, “Where has this ring been?”
“It’s brand new?”
She looked at me with the most puppy dog cute expression a grown woman could ever make… and I stuck the damn ring in my mouth and put my slobber on it as requested. I posed for a few more pictures before she picked me back up and sat down with me in her lap on the floor next to the toy. She turned her phone into selfie mode and said, “Smile with Mommy!”
As the picture took, I saw a brief sample of it, and I had to admit I did look adorable in the outfit… I looked like one of the happiest babies ever in her mommy’s arms. She stood up and sat down in the gliding chair and did a few more, including some with my pacifier in my mouth so I would look cuter. When she finally had enough of her picture taking, she carried me back downstairs and sat me in the walker. She handed me her phone to look through the pictures.
Her phone intrigued me as it was big enough to be a tablet in my hands! In fact, it was the same size as the tablet she had bought me… I scrolled through the pictures, and even the harshest part of my being couldn’t help but make ‘awe’ sounds at the little girl in the photos. However, there was a severe disconnect in my brain that I was, in fact, that little girl! For a moment, I could honestly understand how they would think I belonged in this state… and it terrified me!
Amanda had begun working on dinner, and I took a moment while she wasn’t paying attention to me to explore her phone more. I clicked on what I assumed was the spot for a home button and was rewarded with a home screen similar to the tablets. I saw an envelope icon and thought it was an e-mail app. I clicked on it out of curiosity and saw a read e-mail that was labeled with the subject, “Thank you,” from ‘Christine Slane.’
‘Mom is e-mailing Amanda?’ I thought to myself but had to admit I shouldn’t be shocked. Her giving up her baby to another woman had to be the hardest thing she’d ever done… I knew I shouldn’t click on it… but Amanda was completely in cooking mode, and my finger thought on its own, so I pressed it.
Amanda,
Thank you again for being so good with my little boy… I mean, girl now… You have no idea how confusing that is! The pictures you sent last night, though, make Stacy look so adorable! I wish I could scoop her up in my arms and love on her too! As much as her dad will never admit it, I always kind of wondered if she didn’t have a gender issue… She wasn’t much of a normal boy, honestly… I think in the long run being a girl will be good for her.
I’m sure the diapers are much weirder for her… but I bet
Stacy doesn’t mind the wet diapers all that much if she’s like when she was little! She would cry instantly if she had a messy diaper, but she’d happily sit in a wet diaper for hours without complaint. Pull-ups were almost useless on her when we toilet trained her! It took the ones that made her feel cold when she wet to get any success!!!
Would you mind terribly sending me some more pictures? I might just have to start another baby book for her! It might help actually when she comes back home if she has ‘baby photos’ of her as a little girl… Not to mention blackmail someday when she falls in love!
If for some reason you think she can’t get…
As I was reading the next paragraph, the phone rang with Fred’s picture on the phone. I panicked and made it a notification like I would with my phone and hit the home menu to get away from the e-mail. I then heard, “Who is it?”
“Daddy?” I suggested.
“Go ahead and answer it, sweetie!” she told me with a smile and her hands clearly doughy from whatever she was making.
I pressed a flashing green bar at the top and answered the phone. “Hello?” I said.
“Stacy?”
“Yes, Daddy,” I told him, “Mommy’s got her hands full of dough.”
She smiled at me from across the kitchen, “Can you tell her I’ll be home a little bit late, and I’m bringing home one of Doctor Kell’s special cakes that she’s sending to congratulate us for her being a new mommy.”
I sighed and wanted to facepalm, “Okay, I’ll tell her.”
“Good, you be good, sweetie. I’ll be home in a bit. Bye-bye,” he said.
“Bye,” I told him, and he hung up.
“What did he say?” She asked as I pulled the gigantic device away from my head and shook my head, thinking of the memory of a video where Steve Jobs said no one would want to do that with a tablet…
“He’s bringing home one of Doctor Kell’s cakes to congratulate you on having me?”
“Ooh!!! Awesome!”
“Who is she? And what kind of awesome cake does she make?”
“You met her in Daddy’s office before we went down, remember?”
I thought back to the day that was kind of foggy and felt that I sort of remembered her, “Okay, was she the weird hyper woman?”
She laughed, “That’s her! She may annoy everyone, but there is no doubt that she makes the best cakes ever!”
“Just as long as I don’t have to smash into it pretending like it’s a first birthday cake?”
I looked up at her growing smile and felt my stomach turn, “No…?”
Chapter 12: Mommy's Past
AMANDA IGNORED MY question and just went back to work. Meanwhile, her phone had gone to sleep, and I was now locked out of it. I sighed and looked around for something else to do. I saw the TV remote was in reach, but the warnings about hypnotic suggestions meant I couldn’t use that to kill time.
About that time, I felt my stomach rumble a bit and realized I was a few minutes from another squished poopy diaper in the walker. I looked up at Amanda, who seemed to be shaping the edges of a pie. “Mommy?”
“Yes, sweetie?”
“Can you let me out of this so I can use the potty?” I hesitated before adding, “I have to poopy.”
She looked at me with a sigh, and I could see the cogs in her head-turning. It would be easier just to tell me to go in the diaper - just telling me to wait would probably bring the same result… I was just a baby… but I wasn’t, so she washed her hands really quick. I walked towards her in the walker at the same time, hoping to help her get me there in time!
I held my hands up to her, and she carefully picked me up under the armpits and sat me down on the floor. I looked up at her, and she nodded towards the potty she had brought down on the floor a few feet from me. There was no time to waste as I reached down and undid the snaps of the sunsuit, pulled the flaps out of the way, and then pulled the tabs of the diaper loose with some effort. I tried to not just let it plop down and rolled it as best I could while simultaneously rushing to sit down on my plastic potty. I made it just in time as the large chunk plopped from my rear while I simultaneously leaked some urine too.
When I was done, Amanda looked at me with a smile, “Good girl!!!” Then, she cooed, “Here’s a wipey; make sure you clean up good!”
I was a bit shocked she let me wipe myself, but I took advantage of the chance to wipe my own butt.
“Sweetie, you’re a girl now; make sure you wipe front to back. You do not want to get a bladder infection,” I looked up at her and saw she was serious, so I made sure to follow her directions. When the last wipe was clean, I stood up, and she used another wipe on me to be sure I was clean. She then just pushed me down onto the kitchen floor to lay down as she quickly diapered me again in the same diaper, snapped the suit, and then placed me back into the walker.
“Thank you for letting me use the potty,” I told her with a smile. As humiliating as it was to be making that happen in public in the kitchen, it was still way more preferable than in my diaper!
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she said sadly. There was no doubt in my mind that the idea of not changing that diaper was saddening to her. Before I had a chance to ask more, she suggested, “Why don’t you go play?”
“With what?” I asked as she stood up.
“Hmm… I guess you don’t have anything, huh? Mommy’s phone must have locked you out. Let me go clean out your potty, and then I’ll get your tablet.”
I smiled at her as she walked away with the smelly bowl of my excrement. I was quite grateful to have done it in there and not in the diaper! I listened as the toilet flushed from the hallway bathroom, and then the sink ran for a moment after some spraying, and she brought the potty back to the kitchen and washed her hands. I just sat with my feet barely touching the ground and waited for her to get me my tablet.
She reappeared a few moments later and handed it to me, and kissed my head, “Be a good girl for Mommy!”
I eagerly turned the device on and began playing around some more. I checked my e-mail with its built-in app that Amanda had already set up. I found an e-mail from Mom that had to have been around the same time she e-mailed Amanda.
Stacy,
I’m so glad that you made it through that test! I can’t tell you how worried I have been for you! While you make an adorable baby girl, all I want is my smart, adult child back in one piece! I know you may not e-mail every day, but please make sure you keep us up to date with how you’re doing. I do at least feel a lot better than it seems Amanda and Fred are living up to their word to you.
Stay safe,
Love Mom
I felt a tear going through my eye again, knowing that not only did she care enough to e-mail me but not smother me while she was doing continual check-ups through Amanda. Admittedly, it was kind of an invasion of privacy… but who could blame her given the circumstances!
Hi Mom,
I know you worry… I wish I could say that it’s unfounded, but the truth is this was the riskiest thing I could have done. Even doing something like joining the military back home to go into special forces or something probably would be safer… Something about their house, though, really is becoming home. Last night Fred took a picture with me and
I paused as I almost typed Mommy… ‘Do I really think of her like that now?’ I asked myself. I had to admit I now had ‘Mom’ back home who would forever be my real mother… but ‘Mommy’ here was becoming special too. But, of course, it was probably inevitable given the nursing sessions and the intimate things like diaper changes and baths. I sighed and kept using the screen keyboard to type.
Amanda and I looked so happy. I mean really happy! We all know I have been so driven over the years, and… have I really smiled that little? I confess that, honestly, the wet diapers really don’t bother me that much. That kind of brings me to today… This morning we went to a new facility…
I told her about the facility, how I’d made a potty for my size, and the arrangement we’d made to use it.
She honored it a little while ago, and I was so much happier to not go in my diaper! Especially in the walker, I was sitting in then and now since it squishes it... I know it’s a pain for her to clean that out, so I honestly think using the diaper for everything else is perfectly fair. I don’t think I’d want to bring them home!!! But, it’s really not that bad? Anyway, I smell dinner getting close to being done, and the noises from the kitchen have grown quieter, so I guess I’ll talk to you later. I think they’re planning some sort of surprise trip this weekend, so if you don’t hear from me until Monday, please don’t worry!
Love,
Stacy
I looked up, and indeed Amanda had sat down with her own tablet on the couch. I put my tablet down on the tray and waddled the walker forward towards her. She noticed with a smile and said, “You want up?”
I nodded and quickly grabbed the tablet before she picked me up and hugged me.
“Thank you,” I told her.
“You keep saying that, but for what now?”
“For what I imagine is the most difficult thing in the world for you – not just giving into those maternal instincts and putting me in one of those etiquette schools. The fact that you let me go poop in the potty earlier meant more than I can tell you.”
She laughed, “You know your mom has been e-mailing me since you came up with the agreement?”
I played dumb then, “She has?”
She tickled my side, “She’s your real mom, of course, she has! She’s worried about you more than I think you can understand.”
I nodded, “I think I do, actually.”
“Well, anyway, she told me that she figured you’d be okay with those wet diapees, but the messy ones you hated as a baby.”
I smiled at her. Knowing that she didn’t keep mom’s e-mail completely from me only increased my level of trust, “Do you have any idea of just how disgusting it is?”
To my surprise, she nodded, “Yes, I do.”
“Huh?”
“I told you I ended up with an enema as punishment one time?”
“You mentioned Chloe somehow framed you?”
“She did. So, Mom did the enema to me and somehow found diapers that were big enough for me while she was at it!”
“How old were you?”
“I was twelve, and Chloe was thirteen.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever really asked… what’s the order of kids in your family? I mean, besides Megan being the baby?”
“Well, Chloe is the oldest – she’s about eighteen months older than me, so it was just after my twelfth birthday. Cassie is about four years younger than me and had just enough age difference to absolutely adore her big sister Chloe, but we were close enough in age that we did nothing more than constantly fight and bicker.” She sighed, “I fought with both of them pretty much non-stop, which meant I spent a lot more time by myself in my room or with Hannah.”
“Sorry,” I said, knowing Hannah’s death made her sad.
“Not your fault, just old memories… Anyway, back to the story. Mom really loved Hannah more than I can tell you and always doted on her! But, it made Chloe, and Cassie by proxy, so jealous of her! Hannah was crying pretty uncontrollably when she found her in a blown-out messy diaper and found the enema packs in the trashcan. Chloe should have been busted, but she managed to point to me and said she’d found me doing it. Cassie, of course, was right there to corroborate the story and blame me.”
“And Megan?”
She laughed, “Silly, Megan wasn’t born for another seven years!”
“Oh,” I said, feeling kind of dumb. Amanda squeezed me tight.
“Anyway, Mom said if I was going to be so mean to our baby sister, that I could join her as a baby. She said I would stay that way for at least the rest of the weekend! Mom made me strip right then and there in Hannah’s room before placing me with my nose in the corner. She told me not to move and told Chloe and Cassie to watch me while she ran to the store. Chloe taunted Hannah and me both non-stop while she was gone… I hated her more than I thought ever… When she got back, Mom put me over her knee to spank me a couple dozen times first before she filled me up with that disgusting thing. As soon as she was done, she diapered me in the biggest and thickest diaper I’d ever seen before! It didn’t take long before I swear, I pooped more than I thought I could hold in my body,” she said and squeezed me protectively. “I spent that night uncontrollably getting rid of everything in my bowels. Eventually, I was placed in Hannah’s crib even before her bedtime. Mom placed a locking pacifier in my mouth and left me with nothing but a diaper on…”
I shuddered, knowing at age twelve Amanda had to have been developing a real need for privacy, “That sounds awful!”
“Well, Mom never made me go to the store or anything, but she threatened to send me to school in one if I ever did that again! Dad spanked me too that night – he was always protective of Hannah. Mom even…” she blushed, “well, let’s just say there’s nothing of the baby experience that you’ve had that I haven’t had.”
I looked up at her and smirked, “I might have to ask Granny about that?”
She shook her head, “Please don’t… I think she found out by the end of the weekend that it wasn’t me. So come Sunday, she hugged me and apologized, and the next weekend it was Chloe and Cassie in diapers.”
Amanda’s eyes really did well up with tears then as she said, “a week later summer began, and Mom let me go to a girl scout camp for two weeks like I’d begged for. Midway through the camp, Dad came to pick me up and tell me that something had happened to Hannah…”
“She died, right?” I asked.
She nodded, “They never let us see the body, but we buried her in a cemetery not far from my grandmother.”
I leaned into her and gave her the biggest hug I could, “I’m sorry, Mommy.”
She hugged me back as a timer went off in the kitchen, “Come help me finish dinner!” She said and picked me up. She sat me on the island counter, and I watched her reach into one of her ovens and bring out a pie.
“We’re having pie for dinner?” I asked, kind of lost.
She laughed, “Yes, we are!”
I looked at her, still not getting it, “Dessert for dinner?”
“Not all pies are dessert?” She laughed at me, “This is a meat pie, sort of like shepherd’s pie, but I used beef and mushrooms?”
I nodded, “I’ve never had shepherd’s pie before, but I’ve heard of it,” I looked thoughtfully at it, “Sounds interesting?”
Just as I said that the garage door opened, and she said, “Looks like Daddy’s home just in time for din-din, huh?” She picked me up and tickled my side for a second.
“What is with you and tickle torture?” I asked through my forced giggles.
“It makes you smile and look adorable!” she said as she squeezed me tighter and touched her nose to mine before kissing my forehead. Then, like I expected, she sat me down in the highchair and had just put the tray in place with Fred walking in with a big box and a smaller one.
“Well, it looks like I made it home just in time!”
“You did,” Amanda said, “I thought you said just a cake?”
“She even made a special one for our baby’s first cake,” he said with a smirk. “She said the only thank-you she wants is pictures of her eating it.”
I groaned.
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Chapters 13 and 14
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 13: Stacy Smash!
“IT’S THE SAME batter and icing as the main cake. Doctor Kell wouldn’t mess with another mommy’s Little – few Amazons would be that dumb!” He tried to reassure me.
“Fred put them in the fridge, so the icing stays cold, then go wash up. I was just getting ready to dish us all up.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he said with a quick disgusting kiss to her lips. I wasn’t left out, though, because he came and hugged me and kissed the top of my head before he disappeared. He was back by the time Amanda had set a plate at his seat, her seat, and had just given me a bit smaller than a normal me-sized portion of the meal. To my surprise, she even handed me a miniature plastic fork and knife that was perfectly my size!
“Where did you get that?” I asked.
“You’re not the only one who can use a prototyping device, sweetheart.”
“Oh?” Fred asked, “What did my two girls get up to today?”
“Well, we went and saw the brand-new super-toy!” Amanda said with a smile. “I can’t wait to run my models for new nanites processes on it!”
“And what else?” Fred prompted, seeming to want to move past that conversation he wouldn’t understand.
“Well, our little princess here got to play on the new fabricator system they put in. Somehow in about ten minutes, she designed and created something special for herself.”
“What?”
“A big girl potty!” She pointed to the pink and purple potty I had made that was sitting not far from him, but he hadn’t noted it.
“It’s actually her size?” he asked with a bit of shock.
“And she was a big girl with her poopies a couple times today!” Amanda said with the sickening praise reserved for a toddler in potty training.
“Alright!” he said with a somewhat enthusiastic sarcasm. “So, no pee-pees in the potty, though?”
She stopped eating for a moment, and I took another bite of a very interesting and tasty dish. “We came to an agreement of sorts… She hates making poopies in her diapee, so we will let her use the potty for that when we are at home. Otherwise, she’ll just use her diaper like an ordinary baby girl. “
He actually genuinely smiled then, “You actually agreed to that, Amanda?”
She sighed, “As much as I want to just baby her, I know we have to let her have some independence.” She shrugged, “Besides… she makes adorable faces when she uses the potty too.”
I blushed at that from my head to my toes. “Thanks,” I muttered.
They both laughed at me, and I mostly listened as they talked and occasionally answered questions. Just as I’d finished my plate, I couldn’t help but feel hungry still. I waited patiently as Amanda and Fred finished before Amanda took our dishes to the sink.
“Ready for cake?” she smiled at me while Fred left the room.
I groaned… “Please, may I have a fork? Or even you feed it to me?”
“Not this time,” she said with a smile. I watched her bring the boxes out of the fridge, and a piece that was a bit larger than a cupcake to them, but pretty much a small cake to me, was pulled out and set on an Amazonian-sized paper plate. I couldn’t see much more from my seat there. I expected her to bring me a bib, but for some reason, she set the plate of cake on the tray without putting one on me. Fred had just walked into the room then with his large, professional-looking camera.
“You’re in on this too?” I glared at him.
“Mommy, let you have a potty… just let us have our own fun now?” he suggested timidly.
I looked at Amanda’s face that looked both hopeful and worried at the same time. I knew that she already had a lot of emotional investment in me… I sighed, “Aren’t you going to put a bib on me first?” I asked Amanda.
“Not this time; we’ll clean you up and throw it in the wash. I don’t think you really want to wear that to school anyway?” Amanda offered.
I looked down at the ruffled confectionary I was wearing and nodded, “So more incentive to get cake everywhere!” I smiled.
“The messier the baby, the better!” she told me.
I looked down at the cake she’d sat in front of me that she expected me to smash and eat with my hands like it was my first birthday… It was a pink cake that was very beautifully done. I was really impressed, especially when you considered this was about that level of detail back home on something the size of a cupcake for an Amazon. First, it was covered in pink fondant to give it a smooth, finished appearance and then covered with large butterflies and flowers to make it look like a fake garden almost coming up from the bottom with icing around the base.
At the top of the candle was a single candle sticking up. Just before Amanda lit it, I asked, “Can I at least wash my hands first?”
“Sure,” she said, picking the cake back up and putting it on the table. I was carried over to the sink, my hands washed, and I was back in the highchair faster than I thought possible!
“You’re really excited about this?” I said to her.
She just nodded, and I could see some tears leaking out of her eyes.
“Are you ready to use that camera?” I asked Fred.
“Always ready,” he said with a smile.
Amanda lit the candle and said, “Come on, baby girl, blow out the candle!”
I attempted to blow out the candle, but it kept relighting it for some reason. “Trick candles?” I asked with a glare.
“Nope, just have to blow more! Come on, I’ll help you!” she told me and effortlessly blew out the candle with me, making for what I was sure had to be another adorable picture. Fred really didn’t seem to stop clicking the shutter as she pulled the candle out of the way and moved out of frame.
“Come on, eat your cake!” Amanda cooed.
I looked at the cake and almost felt bad for the crime I was going to commit towards it. I reached towards it and ripped out the middle of it with my right hand, bringing a messy hand up to my face to eat it. To my delight, it actually tasted incredible! I let myself go with the fun of it and kept taking large chunks to shove to my mouth. My face, hair, hands, arms, and outfit were covered in pink icing when I was full. Fred never stopped taking pictures!
When nothing but icing and unrecognizable cake chunks remained on the plate, I looked up at them and asked, “Cute enough?”
Amanda laughed and said, “Always!”
She removed the tray, and Fred took a few more pictures of my outfit covered in pink icing before Amanda stripped me of the garish outfit, leaving me only in my diaper. It had been dry, but I chose that moment to change that and released a bladder that was much fuller than I had realized. Unfortunately, as I flooded my diaper, it decided to leak down my leg and onto the highchair’s padded seat.
“Uh-oh, someone’s diapee leaked!” Amanda told me in her mommy voice.
I just sighed, “Clean me up now, please?” I asked.
She laughed, “It’s okay, sweetie. Let me see what we can get down here, and then I’ll give you a bath.”
I sat patiently as baby wipes were used all over my hands, face, chest, and even my hair before she picked me up out of the seat, “Fred, can you take the cover off the highchair and throw it into the washer with her outfit?”
“Sure, sweetie,” he told her. Then, as she carried me by him, he hugged us both and kissed my forehead. “Thank you for indulging us,” he said.
“Can I see the pictures when I get out of my bath?”
“Sure, Princess,” he told me with a smile.
Amanda carried me upstairs and to the bathroom, where she started the water before looking at my diaper, “This probably could have held more, sweetie, but if you just flood it like you did, it’s going to leak!”
I sighed, “I guess I didn’t think about that. It was a little easier a few days ago when I just went without noticing.”
She pulled the ribbons out of my hair and loosened the pigtails, “I know, but I’m afraid if we do things to let you go without feeling it, you’ll lose that bowel continence too. Just try and go a little all the time, and I don’t think you’ll have as much of a problem.”
I nodded as she pulled the diaper in question off and sat me in the tub.
“I can’t believe you managed to get so much in your hair!” she said as she tickled me.
“You wanted me to get messy… believe me, I would much prefer a fork!”
She laughed and said, “Close your eyes, baby girl.” I expected to feel a cup of water or something but felt the removable showerhead being used instead. She sprayed my hair for several minutes before adding shampoo. I just sat still with my eyes closed the whole time, enjoying the sensation of her playing with my hair. It was soothing and relaxing to me, and I pouted when she was done.
“Okay, hair’s done; let’s get the rest of her!” Amanda said as she tickled me with a mitted washcloth. I blushed as she scrubbed me up and down, but especially when she was down below.
Finally scrubbed clean, she looked at me and said, “ready to get out? Or do you want to play with your toys for a bit?”
I gave her the ‘really’ look, and she said, “Okay, let’s get you dried off then!”
She picked me up, and the usual routine of my hair, diapering, and then dressing took place. Finally, I was dressed in a nightgown and given a hug, “Thank you for indulging me earlier.”
“Just please don’t ever expect me to do that again?” I begged.
She pouted but said, “Okay, once was enough. So I’ll spoon-feed you your actual birthday cake myself next time?”
“Better than my hands!” I said with a smile.
Amanda carried me down to Fred’s office, where he showed his pictures on the screen. I squirmed in embarrassment as I watched the little baby go crazy for the birthday cake and end up with icing everywhere! It would have been absolutely adorable if it hadn’t been me in the pictures…
“That’s the one I want to put in the living room,” Amanda said with a smile and squeezed my sides from where she was holding me.
I groaned; the picture was the very first handful that had made it to my mouth. I had an adorable smile, and you could still sort of recognize the cake I had just demolished. There was pink icing on my hand, my mouth, and somehow already in my hair. The colors with the sunsuit I’d been wearing made for a really pretty picture, actually. I didn’t bother arguing about having a large embarrassing picture in the living room; I knew there was no winning there!
Just as she sat down with me in the rocker, I asked, “What are we doing tomorrow?”
“Well, in the morning, I have to pack for our weekend trip. Daddy will come home at lunch, and we’re going to leave then. Until then, I’ll probably just let you do whatever you want… I don’t really have any more plans?”
“Okay,” I said sleepily.
As I nursed to sleep, I tried to think of what I might do the next day. But more importantly, I was incredibly curious about where it was that we were going this weekend. ‘I didn’t even think to dig past Mom’s email earlier…’
THE NEXT MORNING, I almost slept through my morning diaper change completely! It was only when my arms were being maneuvered into a green romper’s ruffled spaghetti strap top that I realized something was going on.
Amanda smiled at me as I opened my eyes while she gently tickled my belly. Then, she paused for a second and said, “Well, good morning!”
I squirmed, “Stop that!”
She laughed and kept dressing me into the very babyish garment. I looked down at it when she finished dressing me and realized there were tiny little multi-colored fish that could have almost been mistaken for polka dots decorating it. My diaper was covered, barely, but my legs were fully exposed.
“You look so cute, my little fish!” She exclaimed happily.
I sighed, “I told you before, I’m a dolphin,” and folded my arms over.
“Wow, you are cranky this morning, huh?”
“Only because someone woke me up!” I grumbled. “What time is it?”
“Nearly nine,” she told me.
I sighed, “Thanks for letting me sleep in, I guess.”
She just laughed at me again as she brought some white socks with lace on them over to me. “I can’t let you sleep all day, and then traveling - you’d be up all night driving us nuts tonight!”
I looked at them and asked, “Any particular reason you’re dressing me so babyish today?”
“Well, today, while we’re flying up to where we’re going, I figured it would be easiest for you to pretend to be actually three months old. So you won’t have the rude comments from the Amazons on the plane?”
Her words took a moment to sink into my tired brain, “We’re going somewhere we have to fly to?”
“It’s not a long flight, but it saves us about twelve hours in the car.”
I sighed, “Okay, I guess that makes sense… Do I have to be completely babied on this trip?”
She bit her lip, “No, not if you don’t want to. When we get there, I’m planning on treating you as much of a big girl as we can.”
I looked up at her, and a thought came to my muddled mind, “If I’m dealing with extra babying… would there be time for extra… nursing?”
She shook her head, “Probably not; we really don’t want to mess your body up, right?”
I nodded and held my arms out to her, “Can you just get me something for breakfast so my brain will start functioning better?”
Again, she laughed at me as she picked me up; the only response I gave her was to lean into her shoulder, hiding my head. Downstairs she buckled me into my high chair and sat a cup of coffee and a plate of scrambled eggs and toast in front of me. I gratefully ate with the fork she had made for me after a long sip of the coffee. I ate in silence for a while as she played with a tablet device at her seat. When I had just about finished eating, I asked, “So where are we going?”
“You’ll just have to see when we get there!” she told me with a smile.
“How long are we going to be there?”
“Well, we’ll get to the hotel tonight just before dinner, and then we’ll stay until Sunday afternoon and get back home not too late since you have orientation beginning Monday morning at one in the afternoon.”
“What are we doing, wherever this is?”
“You’ll enjoy it – just let me save it as a surprise!”
I sighed, “Okay.” I felt a rumbling in my bowels, “May I use the potty, please?”
She smiled and said, “Sure, sweetie!”
Amanda pulled the tray out of the way and unbuckled me. I held my arms out to her, but she didn’t pick me up right away. Instead, I sat still while Amanda fiddled for a moment with the snaps of my outfit, then pulled the tapes of the diaper loose for me. Then she picked me up and placed me down on the ground with the romper ends hanging freely past my rear. I walked over to the potty quickly and sat down. As always, it was a little tough to get going with an audience, but eventually, my grunting paid off, and I felt better as a log fell into the bowl. I stayed there for a moment and rid myself of urine, too – a longer-lasting dry diaper might be nice!
“Done?” She asked a moment later, and I nodded. Amanda picked me up off the potty and laid me down on the floor where she had placed a towel down. My legs were pushed up in the air, and she quickly wiped me clean and re-diapered me into one of the princess diapers.
I sighed as she popped the snaps on the romper close, and it strained to escape the fabric a bit. I stood up when she was done and waddled into the living room while she emptied the potty in the bathroom. “May I go get on my computer upstairs?” I asked her.
She smiled and nodded, “sure,” and picked me up, “I need to get everything else packed too!”
Back in my room, she sat me down on my feet, and I logged onto my computer. While I did that, she moved into the hallway for a moment and brought back a suitcase with pink sides and multi-colored butterflies on the front. I smiled at her, “I’m surprised I haven’t been dressed up in a butterfly costume yet?”
“Halloween’s not far away!” she said with a grin that made me groan.
“Me and my big mouth!” I muttered.
I logged into my email and saw a message from the university. A copy of the schedule for next week was attached. It also mentioned a math placement test that apparently was a requirement for the whole student body, along with directions of which building each letter of alphabetical last name was required to go. I sighed but smiled when I noticed an optional computer science placement test I knew I would be attending!
Just as I was going to close out of my mail, I saw a new message pop up from Gabriela Dubois with the subject, ‘Hey, Baby Boy.’ I groaned a bit but smiled too as I opened the email.
Hey Stacy,
I just called your mom to see how you’re doing a little bit ago. I still can’t believe you would possibly take that trip to the other dimension, knowing you’d have to pretend to be a baby! Anyway, she said you still can respond to emails since you got lucky with your foster parents there. She was kind of cagey on details, though, for some reason. You are doing okay, right? Just let me know that my friend is still out there!
I moved into my dorm yesterday and love my roommate! She reminds me a bit of you, actually… ultimate computer nerd! Her name is Kendra, and I hope you can meet her at some point when you get back for a vacation! The two of you are perfect for each other! We start orientation stuff this week and then classes the next; I think your mom mentioned the same for you?
I need to run. I’m supposed to go on some campus tour, write soon!
Hugs,
~Gabby~
“Who’s she?” Amanda asked curiously from my shoulder.
Chapter 14: Crazy Amazons
I TURNED AND looked up at her kneeling beside me and sighed, “Gabby is my closest friend back home. I didn’t socialize a whole lot in school, neither did she really, but we would hang out together sometimes.”
“Girlfriend?” She asked hesitantly.
I shrugged, “I always wondered what could happen, but for the past two years, I’ve planned this trip and not really planned on a cross-dimensional relationship working… Gabby’s also been so focused on getting into a good school.” I paused and smiled, “She was the valedictorian above me by point-zero-one of a point on our GPAs.”
“So, you’re going to respond?”
“Do I have time?”
“You have a couple hours still before we need to leave,” she told me and squeezed me gently, “you should definitely let her know you’re alright.”
I stared back at the screen as she began walking away and had a thought, “Umm… can you send me those pictures from the past couple of days?”
“You want…”
“She’ll never believe this story otherwise,” I told her. “Besides, like I said, she’s the closest thing I have to a best friend. She knew most of what I was getting into.”
“Most of?”
“Well, becoming a girl wasn’t the expected outcome?”
She nodded sadly, “Give me a moment; I’ll go put them on a portable drive and bring you the adapter.”
“Thanks,” I told her with a smile and turned back to the screen.
Hi Gabby,
I am okay, and things have ‘mostly’ gone according to plan… oh, where to begin?
I came through the dimensional portal with lots of skeptical looks from the people at the portal as I came through. I just kept going through and made it through customs without too much hassle. Literally, as soon as I went out the doors of customs, though, I had one lady try and claim me before Amanda could get there. Thankfully she was convinced that Amanda was my rightful ‘mommy’ without too much of a scene.
I sighed before writing the next part, wondering if she had played dumb and Mom had told her more.
Soon after that, we realized there was a bit of a misunderstanding from my name… again! To make a long and embarrassing story short, before the evening was over, I was dressed as a baby GIRL, and we discussed that in order to avoid being kicked out of the university, I would have to remain dressed as one. There’s an adoption process I went through the next day, complete with getting a chip like some sort of pet, and then really quickly, I realized this dimension’s laws have and are changing fast. Before, when we visited, many advances were being made for the legal rights of Littles. But, apparently, a new president and a wave of hate for those rights are washing across the country. So, to avoid anything more serious happening to me, I agreed to go ahead with a procedure with nanites to make me into a girl for real. If the university found out I had been a boy, I would have been at risk for being removed from where I’m at and put into an orphanage or an ‘etiquette school.’ Before these new laws, when we were here last, there were some pretty strict rules on when a Little could be forcibly adopted – those are all but gone now.
Well, you know me… honestly, the girl thing didn’t bother me that much and still doesn’t. The idea of having my brainwashed away scares me a lot more! Amanda and I reprogrammed the nanites ourselves that morning of the procedure. It was a good thing because there were some nasty surprises in the code… (One would have made me sick if I had anything other than breastmilk to eat…) We caught all but one of those, thankfully! The one we missed made me grow a natural-looking chubby baby face that I hope I can figure out what to do with when I come home! It makes me at least look more like an Amazon baby, so I’m less likely to get picked on.
Over the last week, I’ve met Amanda’s family and gone shopping for college supplies and uniforms. I also had to take the ‘CARE’ exam, which was a front for trying to get as many Littles put straight into the nurseries as possible. Fortunately, I knew in advance and aced both the questions and the challenge of not messing my pants. (Sorry if that’s too much information!) I was the only person taking the test to make it through that.
“Here,” Amanda reappeared and handed me a little narrow adapter and something that reminded me of a USB Flash drive device.
“Thanks,” I told her and plugged it into my computer. We both smiled when my laptop read the drive as a standard drive, and I could get to the folders of pictures. Just for curiosity, I looked at the space on the drive and gasped when I saw that little storage drive could hold fifty petabytes.
Amanda went back to making noises behind me as she continued packing, and I went back to my email.
Since that day, though, I’ve been lucky that Amanda is letting me be a little more independent with things. We basically have a deal that I’ll do the baby stuff to appease her, but she lets me be a college student during the days and study. Coming to school here, I don’t think there’s another Amazon out there that I could trust. She’s really very sweet and so is her husband, so I guess this is about as perfect as I could ask for! It’s embarrassing but getting a little bit less so with time. As I start orientation and classes next week, I hope I can get a bit more ‘normal’ with things.
With this trip, I shrank a lot more than the last trip! Between that and the effects of the nanites on my face, I look like an ordinary three-month-old baby Amazon. Well, everything except for my long hair. It could be a big problem with classes, but at least being ‘adopted’ seems to keep some of them at bay. Please promise me you won’t share them with anyone, but I’ve attached a couple pictures, so you can see how I look now.
I dug through the drive quickly and picked out a photo of Amanda holding me in her lap with a big smile and then one from the previous night before the mess of the cake on me sitting in the highchair. I had a pretty smile in both, and I knew she would probably squeal out loud over how cute I looked… I took both photos into a photo editor and quickly changed my mind to one at a time as the computer ground to a halt with resources. Then, I realized each image was ten gigabytes a piece! My poor computer certainly met its limits there! Fortunately, I had good software that let me shrink each below a megabyte when all was said and done, and I attached them.
Anyway, we’re going on some sort of trip for the weekend to some mystery destination. Amanda was just packing a suitcase for me… I really should have paid attention to what she packed! I need to go! Good luck with classes, and stay in touch. I miss you!
Stacy
I looked it over one last time and pressed send as I noticed my bladder urging my attention. I let the urine loose in my diaper and stood up to look at the world around me. The suitcase Amanda had used was on the ground just next to the baby gate that she’d closed. I walked over to it and saw that even though it was small for them, I was just barely shorter than the kid’s suitcase. I thought about opening it up to look at what she packed, but the zippers were locked with a small lock that I didn’t feel like picking. My diaper bag sat on top of the suitcase and looked filled to the brim of supplies for me. I blushed a bit at that, ‘Never going to get used to that!’
I sighed and was just about to sit down at the computer again when Amanda walked in and said, “Ready to go?”
I shrugged my shoulders, “Sure.”
“I’ve got your tablet in my bag along with your phone,” she told me, “I don’t know that you’ll be able to use either on this trip much, though.”
I nodded, “Where exactly are we going?”
She just smiled, “You’ll see when we get there!”
As she opened the gate and came in, I held my arms up to her, and she picked me up and lay me down the changing table just as Fred came in, “Hi Princess,” he said to me with a smile while my legs were suspended in the air by Amanda’s hand. “This all of Stacy’s stuff?”
“Should be…” Amanda said. I looked at her face and had a feeling she was actually nervous over that. ‘Well, new mothers never know what they’re actually going to need,’ I admitted to myself there.
“Kay, I’ll take it down. You ready to go after you finish up with her?” He asked.
“Just need to wash my hands really quick,” she told him as she taped the diaper on.
“Oh no! We almost forgot Elena bear!” she smiled at me and walked towards the crib. My bear was picked up and placed into my arms before she walked down the stairs, following Fred out to the car. Before she closed the door, she quickly tucked my hair into the floppy hat she’d used the other day to hide my hair. A pacifier was pushed into my mouth, and she said, “just be patient until we get to the hotel and act like a normal baby.”
I nodded and stared at the romper I was dressed in for a moment and then looked up at the mirror where I could see Amanda getting into the passenger seat. I could also just see my own reflection and knew I wouldn’t be too hassled as long as the hat stayed on! I looked like the perfect baby girl just past the newborn stage sitting in my car seat. It was embarrassing to know it was me in the reflection, but I smiled a bit that at least I was cute… ‘I wonder what Gabby is going to say about those pictures?’ I blushed bright red thinking about it!
The drive to the airport was just long enough to make me drowsy, but not bad beyond that. Amanda came around the car and dug into the diaper bag for a moment. Inside she found the sling she had bought this past week. I smiled as I was picked up, and Amanda positioned me to where my head was at her breast, and I was in an infant carry position. It really was very comfortable, but I squirmed a bit, “just lay quietly,” she whispered to me. With that, she placed my head towards her to where I couldn’t really see anything, and the fabric of the sling made the world go pretty dark.
I sighed and nursed the pacifier and kind of wished she would at least let me nurse to kill time… Her heartbeat was a soothing sound, though, and I couldn’t help but get drowsier even as she bent over and helped Fred gather the luggage. I listened as they passed the bags off at the ticket counter, and a lady said quietly, “How old is she?”
“Three months, just glad to have her quiet. Worried about what will happen when we take off.”
“First time flying?”
“With her…”
“As you start pulling away from the gate, see if she’ll nurse. It’ll help her with her ear pressure,” the lady said with a sure voice.
“I’ll try that,” Amanda said.
“There are your boarding passes. Your baby girl’s car seat and stroller will be at baggage claim when you get there.”
“Thanks,” Fred said.
The walking and bouncing made me stay awake, but being unable to see or do anything made me bored. I sensed we must have made it to some security lines as we stopped and started moving several times. As I lay there, unable to see, my ears were put to full use as I listened around me for clues of what was going on. From a bit of a way away, I heard what sounded like a teenage boy, “Mom, I’m not a baby; why do I have to wear this diaper?”
“Look, sweetheart, I know you’re not… but the law is anyone under four-and-a-half feet has to wear a diaper for the safety of the other passengers.”
“But I’m not a Little… I just haven’t hit my growth...!”
“If you keep your whining, we’ll go ahead and make that rule for when we’re back home, too. So you could be wearing your diapers to school with your friends?”
I shivered as I realized how bad it could be for anyone that wasn’t tall. Amazonian mothering instincts didn’t have many bounds from what I could tell! In my own head, I did the math, though, and knew that if he was indeed an Amazon teenager and that short, he might not even hit betweener height…
Not long after we’d moved a bit more, I heard another lady talking, “It’s okay, baby, you don’t ever have to worry about those teeth hurting from cavities again, huh?” I shivered more and listened as clearly there was another amazon taunting another victim.
When we finally must have reached the metal detectors, I heard a man say, “You’ll have to take your baby out of the sling and put it through the machine.”
Amanda sighed and pulled the fabric back from my head. I squinted as light flared in my eyes, and a giant man’s face filled my vision. “Aww, she’s so cute!” The lady I had heard taunting someone said. I just caught a glimpse of a man who looked to be thirty in a blue romper before I was free of the sling.
“Thank you,” Amanda said softly and politely before she handed me to Fred and pulled the sling off. Fred went ahead and went through the detector with me.
Just as we stepped through, the detector beeped with an odd chirp, and the man said, “Step this way please, sir, ma’am.”
“She’s a Little?!?” I heard someone gasp.
“Where is her chip at?” Fred was asked once we had stepped to the side.
“On her right butt cheek,” Amanda said quietly.
Fred held me in such a way that my butt could be scanned, and then Amanda and Fred’s IDs were checked. “Thank you both, we just have to be sure if a Little is chipped that they are with their proper guardians. Don’t want to see kidnapping happen if we can avoid it!” The security guard jovially stated with a smile and a wave to me. “You do have the prettiest Little girl I’ve ever seen. I can’t believe she’s not an Amazonian baby!”
“Thank you, sir,” Fred said, and Amanda gathered the sling up in her arms and then reached for me to place me back in the sling.
“Do you want me to keep hiding you?” She whispered.
“I’m already outted as a Little?”
“Only to the people who were standing right there?”
I thought for a second and shrugged, “I guess... leave me to where I can be seen?” Then, I quickly added, “With the hat on?”
She squeezed me in a hug and then repositioned me to where I was sitting upright and sitting sideways to where I could see her face and to her left. The sling left me comfortably supported while she could help with other things. As we walked, I could feel a need to pee and just let it out into the diaper without even thinking about it too much. Finally, arriving at the gate of the terminal that they were looking for, she felt my diaper and said, “Fred, I’m going to go change her in the bathroom really quick.”
“Okay,” he told her with a smile and gave me one as well. She slung the diaper bag on her shoulder and carried me across the hallway to the women’s restroom. Several changing counters were in use, with one still open that she placed my bag on. I stayed still in the sling while she found my changing mat to put out. Before she pulled me from the sling to lay me down, I heard whimpering next to where we were and looked. Several times my size, a little Amazonian girl cried as her mother pulled a ginormous diaper closed.
“Shhh, Cami, it’s okay!”
“Mommy please?”
“It’s okay; we both know you’re going to wet on the plane when you fall asleep.”
“But everyone will see me!”
“Who? This cute little baby girl next to you?” She smiled at me as Amanda laid me down on the mat.
“See her smiling?” I smiled for effect as Amanda pulled the snaps apart on my outfit. I was grateful for the pacifier for my nerves, though. My diaper was changed quickly, and she was just helping the little girl pull her skirt down as Amanda was re-slinging me.
“Now, is that really so bad?” I heard her ask the girl as Amanda moved to the bathroom stall.
‘Amazons are crazy!’ I thought to myself, thinking about both incidences in the last while.
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Chapters 15 and 16
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 15: Charmed
I SHOOK MY head and realized that Amanda was pulling down her shorts while I was still in the sling. It was profoundly weird to hang there as she took care of her needs, but with the sling, she must have decided it left her free to not have to put me down while she went. Then, just as we returned to the gate, Fred said, “they said they’ll be boarding families in five minutes.”
Amanda nodded, and I pretended to not understand. ‘They must not have the security problems we have back home,’ I thought to myself, ‘we always had to be at the airport way earlier!’
While we waited, we people watched around us. I was happy I didn’t recognize any of the people around us from the security checkpoint earlier. Instead, I watched as professionally dressed men and women talked on phones or typed on their computers. Couples of all ages spoke quietly, and quite a few families hung out together playing games. Three Littles seemed to be traveling on their own, and all of them seemed to be constantly looking nervously from side to side for threats.
One family near us included the poor embarrassed girl from the bathroom. She was still blushing bright red and sat with a sullen expression with her head down. Her hands were kept firmly on her skirt, trying to keep her diaper hidden from view. Unfortunately, unbeknownst to her, the back of her very pink diaper was now showing above the skirt since her shirt had ridden up a tiny bit. A boy about the same age as her loudly asked his mom, “Mom, why is that girl wearing a diaper? Is she like Lanny?”
I looked at them along, with everyone else close by, as the boy pointed out the poor girl and drew attention to himself. I felt terrible for looking! I noted a Little woman, who seemed a bit older than Kacey, nervously sucking on a pacifier with nothing but a onesie and her sagging diaper on. She was nervously hopping from foot to foot next to him.
“Now Nick be nice, she might be, and if so, she can’t help it any more than Lanny can?”
Nothing else was said to him, but the poor Amazon girl burst into tears, and her mom cuddled the large girl gently in her lap. I felt terrible for her and wished I could do something to get him back for her…
“Ladies and Gentlemen Flight 1430 to Selegnasol will begin boarding now. We’d like to ask all families with children under the age of eight or others with special needs to begin boarding at this time.”
Amanda stood up and helped Fred gather everything. From my perch in the sling, I felt secure but involuntarily whined nervously as she began leaning forward. The motion swung me away from her body a little and made me nervous. “Shh, baby,” she told me with a squeeze. Fred gave the lady at the gate two boarding passes.
“You have a great flight with that little cutie!” The lady said with a smile at me.
“Thanks,” Amanda said.
Once we’d made it down the gangway, Amanda and Fred were given assistance by an airline stewardess to put everything away above the First-Class seats that they directed us towards. “Now, when we take off and land, you will have to loosen your sling, ma’am, you can keep her in it, but it’s for both of your safety that it’s not tight.”
“Thanks,” Amanda told her.
Amanda fiddled with the fabric for a moment, and I felt myself become less attached to her through the sling, but fortunately, her hands took over and held me comfortably. I was lightly bounced on her lap, and she began pretending to play patty cake with me. After a bit, she played some other baby games with my hands as the other passengers came on. Several businessmen frowned as they saw us sitting in First-Class with them. An odd thing occurred, though, as a blonde-haired Little came to stand by the outside seat next to us. She stood out because she was dressed in a perfect fitting and professional-looking, suited skirt set. It made her look a bit more mature, but nothing she could do would make her body look busty or that much different from my own body shape. Compared to the Amazons, she would always look like a small child. It also definitely did nothing to hide that she was at least four feet shorter than the stewardess.
The lady sighed as a stewardess said, “Let me get that booster set up for you, sweetie!”
I watched in curiosity as the lady helped the Little into the booster and slid her hand up the girl’s skirt, “Why aren’t you wearing protection, Little girl?”
“I’m an adult; I don’t need it. My panties are currently dry, are they not?”
“But all Littles…” She sighed, “Ma’am, I’m taller than the required diaper height for flying by two inches. I have on dry panties; would you please leave me be?”
The stewardess huffed, “Well, I hope you can keep them dry; if not, we’ll just have to help out with a nice thick diapee, won’t we?”
She walked away, and I saw the Little shudder a bit. She looked around her and smiled at me before frowning when she noticed Amanda paying close attention. “Wouldn’t it have been easier to just wear a pull-up or something?” Amanda whispered.
“Easier?” The lady sighed, “Probably… But it’s so degrading!”
Amanda nodded, “I can see that. You might want to be careful with her, though…” she whispered.
The girl looked suspiciously up at Amanda but nodded, “Hi, I’m Isabel,” she held a hand out.
“Mandy,” she said as she reached down and took the offered hand, “this is my husband Fred,” she said, pointing towards him, “and this is Stacy,” she spoke the last part in her mommy voice and waived my hand.
I wanted to scream but smiled instead. Isabel had really pretty green eyes that looked terrified of talking to a giant holding a baby.
“Nice to meet you,” Isabel said politely, her voice shaking.
Amanda leaned down, “I can probably get a diaper from the airline that will fit if you need it to meet the law requirements and out of her hands?”
I looked in shock as I realized Amanda was trying to help this girl.
“I should be good for now… thanks, though,” she said.
“Let me know if you change your mind,” she hesitated, “she’s giving me a very aggressive and dangerous vibe,” Amanda told her.
The girl looked more nervous then but simply said, “I’ll keep that in mind, thanks.”
Before long, the stewardess came by and smiled at me as she moved to the front to do the safety demonstration. Then, just before we started moving down the runway, Amanda shifted me in her arms to her breast. I was confused for a moment before realizing she was following the ticket lady’s advice. I didn’t have to be told twice to latch onto her! I had just begun rhythmically nursing as the plane took off down the runway, and as she switched me to her other breast, I couldn’t help but begin to get sleepy.
I MUST HAVE slept quite a while before I stirred and heard the stewardess again, “Here, you haven’t drunk any of your milky, sweetie.”
“Umm… no thanks, ma’am, I’m not thirsty,” Isabel told her.
“But milk is good for you!”
“No, thank you, ma’am,” the girl said again.
I looked blearily from the position I was in Amanda’s lap at the girl being offered a sippy cup. When the lady shoved the spout in the girl’s mouth, she opened her eyes wider and gave in, and began drinking from it. “There, now is that so hard?” The stewardess told her, “Now just be a good girl and drink it all down. We’ll get you all taken care of after that.”
I watched in horror as the girl followed the directions and feared she was about to be turned into another Kacey. I thought for a second and realized Amanda had still put my charm bracelet on me this morning. I looked up at Amanda’s own concerned face and ripped off the pacifier charm. The second she was able to put down the cup, I whispered, “Swallow this quickly; she probably spiked that milk!”
The girl looked shocked I had spoken and horrified by the thought. “But…”
“It’ll keep an accident from happening.”
She looked terrified at me but grabbed at her stomach as it began cramping. Then, looking back at me, she made a decision and grabbed the offered charm from my hand and swallowed it. I looked around to see if anyone had noticed my meddling. From what I could see, the businessmen across the aisle had headphones on and were in their own world, so I doubted they noticed. I watched relief flash across her face as the medicine in the charm worked as Fred said it would. Amanda looked down at me, both proud and worried at the same time and the little girl relaxed her body a little, “Thanks,” she whispered curiously at me.
Amanda leaned over, “my husband came up with those… be warned, you will need some laxatives to go for the next week.”
“She’s…?” she looked at me curiously then.
I nodded and smiled around the pacifier that had been placed back in my mouth.
“Why would you let her have…?”
“Not everything is quite as it appears with my little girl,” Amanda whispered.
A few minutes later, the stewardess came back and said, “Well, little girl, do you need to go potty before we land?”
“No, thank you, ma’am, I’m fine,” Isabel said.
“Well, that seems odd! I’d better check to see if you’ve had an accident!”
“Ma’am, I’ve got this in hand,” Amanda said to her. To Isabel’s and my horror, she unbuckled the safety belt and then pulled the girl’s skirt completely up past her panties - exposing the lacy black panties to the world.
Fortunately for her, they were dry and clean panties.
“How…?” The lady said, concerned.
“I think she must actually be one of those rare big girls, don’t you think, Miss?” Fred spoke up.
“But, we’ve been talking about her hard life, and I think we’ll be taking care of her now,” Amanda said with a smile. “Of course, as long as she’s okay with that?”
Isabel gulped but nodded at her, “that would be fine.”
I groaned a bit internally, wondering if I had just gotten a ‘sister’ without anyone intending to do so. Isabel had actually given Amanda permission to take her home and adopt her with that statement! The stewardess scowled and walked away towards the front.
“I don’t want to take you home for real, but it might be a good idea for you to let me at least hold your hand out of the airport,” Amanda told her. “Where were you going?”
“I’m supposed to have a meeting with a client in Selegnasol… at least I think I do.” But then, she seemed to think more, “I wonder if this was all a setup, though?”
“Might have been. What hotel are you supposed to stay at?”
I listened as she and Amanda had a quiet conversation and watched for the stewardess, who seemed to be having her own private conversation upfront with a woman dressed in an expensive-looking dress. The more Isabel said about the client meeting, the more it did sound like a setup. “Damn, I need to go pee now,” Isabel said after they’d discussed her situation but stared at the two conspirators by the door. “How do I get past them?”
Amanda said, “Can you make it a minute more?”
Isabel nodded and stared at me, no doubt wondering if my diapered fate was about to become her own. Amanda leaned over and whispered with Fred for a few moments, and he nodded. My head was close, but I could only make out a few words, “temporary… pretend… diaper?”
A few moments later, she pulled me from the sling and handed me to Fred, “we’ll be back,” she told us and kissed me on the forehead. Fred squeezed me lightly and whispered, “We’re going to try and help her… the last thing we want to see is her going to those ladies.”
Amanda surprised me by picking up Isabel like a toddler and walking up to the front of the plane. “Do you happen to have a spare diaper for my new baby?”
Isabel’s face went red, and she looked angry, “I don’t need… I’m not…!”
“You gave me permission, little girl. Now hush before I spank you!”
I quivered a bit and felt urine shoot into my diaper then as she sounded way too much like Chloe! It was scary how angry she looked!
“But… We… Here,” the stewardess stumbled over the words, and the other woman looked furious. A large white rectangle was handed to Amanda, and she stepped into the lavatory with Isabel for a long while. Before I knew it, Isabel was being proudly carried out of the bathroom in Amanda’s arms with just her blouse and the diaper proudly displaying her new status. A pacifier was lodged in her mouth, and I just hoped this was all being faked. Amanda still held her skirt and panties in her other hand, so I thought that might be the case. Isabel, though had a tear-stained face and buried her head into Amanda’s shoulder. It looked like she was a raccoon from her makeup running.
She was still being held tightly in Amanda’s arms as she sat down next to where Fred and I remained. I felt a hand touch my diaper, and Fred said loudly, “Amanda, you want to pass baby Bella to me and go change Stacy?”
“You can’t even do one diaper?” She huffed, “Fine, but first stinky one that Bella gives us you’re changing!” She said playfully back. “Here, use these wipes to take Baby Bella’s play makeup off her face.” We were traded, and Amanda sat me down on the seat next to them for a quick moment while she dug for a diaper, wipes, and a changing pad before carrying me into the bathroom.
As she made quick work of my diaper, she whispered to me, “Stacy, I’m a little nervous about those two… Isabel was in real trouble, and we probably should have just left well enough alone. I’d rather not see that fate on someone again if I can help it. So we’re going to try and just get Isabel to our hotel and then fly her back home when we go and let her go...”
“If that plan doesn’t work?”
“Well, you may just have gained a big sister then,” she told me with a grimace, “I’m not really wanting a second little to figure out what to do with. You can be legally enrolled in school, but as long as you’re adopted, you can’t work. She’d have to give up her job as a clothing designer due to the child labor laws.” She sighed as she put the second tape of my diaper on.
“What does she think?” I asked.
“She’s terrified of those two,” she paused, “and just as terrified of me… if you hadn’t helped her, she wouldn’t even be willing to trust me. Not that it matters now, she gave permission, and I’ve got her in a diaper – no one would ever say anything. I could treat her as bad as Chloe treats hers, and no one would gripe a bit.”
I gasped, “You wouldn’t, though!” I squeaked.
“No, of course, I wouldn’t, but that stewardess and her cronies would, I’m sure.”
She snapped the onesie closed and then put the sling with me back together just as a ding occurred, and the captain told everyone to prepare for descent. Amanda took a quick moment to situate us and said, “I want you to nurse again as we go down. I’m going to leave you hanging there while Daddy gives Bella a bottle,” she paused and added, “Please don’t judge me badly for this, it’s her only real chance.”
I nodded, “I know, Mommy,” I told her.
Back at our seats, I hung from the sling as Amanda put the wipes and the changing pad back into the diaper bag. She dug around for another moment and pulled out an insulated cooler bag and a bottle that looked like it had her milk in it. My eyes opened… if Isabella drank her milk and had the same reaction as I did… I squirmed my hands for it, and Amanda laughed, “This is for Baby Bella; Mommy will give you your milk in just a moment!”
“Here, Daddy, let’s go ahead and give Baby Bella her milky in a baba this time. I’ll try and give it to her fresh later if Stacy leaves anything.”
“Feeding two babies might be too much?” He suggested as he took and turned her away from his shoulder where her face was hidden and placed her in a typical newborn feeding position. I noticed that in his arms, she looked like a two-year-old at best, so as the bottle reached her mouth, I couldn’t help but feel like she was, in fact, doomed. She squirmed for a moment, but his persistence got the nipple into her mouth, and like me, once she had one pull from the bottle, she started hungrily nursing.
I didn’t have much time to even think of how to say something while trying to pull off the three-month-old act when my own head was placed at one of Amanda’s breasts, and I similarly found myself nursing.
Chapter 16: Please?
I DEFINITELY DOZED off in a milk-induced haze because the next thing I was aware of was the steady footsteps of Amanda as she walked down a corridor. It was dark, and I guessed I was hidden behind the sling’s fabric. As I wriggled a little, I heard, “Hold on just a second baby… Mommy will sit you up so you can see,” and she rearranged me into my sitting position within my sling. I could feel I had a diaper that would need to be changed again soon, but I ignored that and looked around to see where Fred was. He walked beside us with Isabella on his hip, nursing one of my pacifiers. I could see we were approaching a baggage claim area down the hallway.
“Got yourself one on the flight?” A woman cackled not far from Fred.
“My wife and I decided that she needed a little more help than she was getting – of course, the best part is that she gave her permission so we could give that to her!”
“Well, I’m sure once you have her in her jammies and tucked into her crib tonight, she’ll feel right at home.”
“I hope so,” Fred said while hugging her and bouncing her on his side. I watched the frown around the edges of Isabella’s mouth and felt terrible for her.
Amanda idly bounced up and down with me for the next few moments until she saw our suitcases and my car seat coming through. Thanks to the sling, she could begin gathering it together while still holding me. I watched as Fred grabbed three other small bags after Isabella pointed to them. I was still in a state of shock at how quickly Amanda and Fred had turned from sweet parents to now seeming like the crazy kidnapping type… I knew what she said in the bathroom… but the idea of that poor girl being forever stuck in baby mode was beyond sad to me.
Just as Fred was loading things onto a rented cart, the stewardess came up with a police officer, “That’s them, sir.”
“Excuse me, but there’s been a complaint that you may have forced this free Little to go with you even though she didn’t want to?” He said, looking towards Fred holding her.
“That’s not true, sir… I asked them to adopt me,” Isabella said, taking the pacifier out of her mouth, “I was worried someone not as nice might do it otherwise.”
“So, you intend to make everything legal?” The officer asked Amanda and Fred.
“Honestly, officer, I told her we would have a feeling-out period. I’m quite happy with my baby girl here, but I couldn’t leave this Little one in distress. So we’re going to give it a couple days and see how she feels,” She moved closer to Fred and gently kissed her forehead.
“Hmm… That’s unconventional…?” He looked at Amanda skeptically, “but not illegal. She definitely seems like she’s in capable hands with you two as parents.” He looked towards the other lady, “I don’t see any problem here I can act on.”
The stewardess fumed, “But…!”
“Sorry, she beat you to her ma’am, got to be faster next time,” he told her bluntly, knowing what the real problem was.
She literally stamped her foot and turned away towards the other direction, where I could see the other lady standing within ear reach.
“Ma’am, good luck with your new baby girl there.” He paused and quietly added, “I would get her chipped as soon as you can; something about that lady doesn’t seem right,” he said and left us alone.
By that point, my nerves had caused me to lose bladder control again, and I could tell my diaper was not going to last much more before leaking. Then, to my shock, I saw Isabella seemed to have had a similar reaction with a fairly soggy diaper of her own on a show for the world to see. “Come on, Fred, we need to get the rental car and then stop by the store for some things for Bella.”
I noticed that the stewardess seemed to be jabbering with a man and another lady I remembered seeing on our flight. The tension and anger in their body language scared me as we passed them to get to the rental car counter. By the rental counter, Amanda said, “Here, hand me, Bella, why don’t you go take care of the rental, and we’ll wait here with the luggage.”
“Okay, Mandy,” he said and handed Bella to her. Amazingly she held her on her hip and me in the sling seemingly effortlessly.
“Don’t forget to rent a booster seat, too,” she said.
“You mean a car seat, right?” Bella said quietly.
“You would rather have a car seat?” Amanda asked quietly.
Bella nodded, “they’re comfier if I’m stuck in one.”
“Make that a regular car seat, Fred,” she said.
“Okay,” he said.
Then it was just Amanda with her now two’ babies?’
I looked at Bella, “Sorry,” I told her.
“Are you kidding?” She whispered, “Sorry doesn’t need to be said from you. I’m sorry I was dumb enough to fall for the meeting with the client. That guy she was talking with over there was the guy I’ve spoken with over video conferences… It really was all just a setup to get me here and kidnap me...”
I saw another tear go down her face and held a hand out to her, “hopefully, they don’t do anything stupid.” Amanda said softly. “Thankfully, Bella, you’re not that babyishly adorable to be worth much to them. Although I guess your hair and eyes might be…?”
“Worth much?” I asked.
“Shh…” Amanda said, “remember what Doctor Nimitz suggested doing with you?”
I gasped, and Amanda took that moment to shove a pacifier into my mouth and tickled my chin. “See what a good baby looks like, Bella?” she told her.
We both were bounced up and down for a while as Fred completed the contract. Eventually, he came to pull our luggage cart as we followed a clerk out to the rental car lot. A large mini-van-like vehicle automatically opened its doors, and a less than new car seat sat strapped in already. “Let’s get you both in the van and let Daddy get everything loaded,” she said to us.
Bella was first up as she placed her into the forward-facing car seat and buckled her in with the harness. “Comfy?” Amanda asked her nicely when she was done.
Bella shrugged and grumbled, “I’m wearing a soggy diaper and nothing covering it… hard to be comfy?”
“Shh…” Amanda said and kissed her head, “It’ll be okay.”
Fred had already begun working on latching in my car seat next to Bella’s, and before I knew it, the doors were closed.
“What is going on?” I asked, pulling the pacifier out from my mouth. “You’re not really…?” Even though I couldn’t see anyone but Bella from my seat, I protested.
“I don’t want to, but we may have to for Bella’s safety Stacy,” Fred said.
“Stacy, I don’t think this was a small-time operation. We may have just made targets out of ourselves,” Amanda said.
I felt my eyes widen, “What are you going to do?”
“Well, first, we’re going to ask Bella what she wants us to do,” Fred said. I heard the doors lock as he began driving away.
“What do you want us to do, Bella?” Amanda asked, “We can put your skirt back on and drop you off at your hotel… Then, we could try and get you on a bus somewhere…?”
She was quiet for a long moment before asking, “Do I have to leave you guys?” Her voice trembled, and I could tell she was terrified.
“You don’t just want to be some mindless baby, do you?” I asked in shock.
Bella smiled at me and said, “No, I don’t, but it seems my time of freedom and being an adult is gone. This trap that they’ve sprung means they’ve probably already got my place under watch for when I go home. I’m not sure they believed that you all were really adopting me… The second I go into an airport or somewhere by myself, I’m probably going to be picked up. If I can’t go home, that means I’m homeless… and as a Little, that means you immediately get shipped off to an orphanage or an etiquette school.”
Tears were streaming through her eyes, “Surely you understand that? You are actually a Little too, right?”
I nodded, “Sort of… I’m not from this dimension, though.”
“Huh… That’s weird,” Isabella said, “I guess it explains how tiny you are.”
“Isabella, if we adopt you… you know you can’t work anymore, right?”
She nodded, “I get the feeling though if I’m going to be adopted by some random Amazons on the street, I would rather it be you guys.”
“I want to hear what you want from you clearly before we do anything, Isabel,” Fred said to her kindly.
I watched her face, and the tears stream, “Would you please adopt me?”
Fred sighed heavily and groaned, “I don’t see that we have a choice, Mandy.”
“Fred, let’s stop at a store then and get her something appropriate to wear, diapers that fit her, any other supplies, then we’ll go to the hotel and check-in. I didn’t think we would make it to the park today anyway.”
“Park?” I asked.
Amanda sighed, and Bella looked at me incredulously, “You don’t know what Selegnasol is known for?”
“No, I’ve never heard of the city…?”
“You’ve never heard of Looney World?”
I thought for a second, “Daddy, you said Walt Disney didn’t do theme parks, right?”
“Right, sweetie,” he said when I felt the vehicle come to a complete stop.
“So, another company has a massive theme park?”
“Theme park, waterpark, and much more,” he said as he opened the door.
“Is it cool?” I asked Bella.
“It’s supposed to be. An unadopted Little would never risk going there, though, so I’ve never been.”
“Oh,” I said.
Amanda opened her door then, and Fred opened mine. She didn’t put the sling back on, so I assumed I was just going to be placed in the cart. As Fred picked me up and felt my diaper, I saw that we were at a Babies’r’us. “Mandy, Stacy really needs a change.”
“So does Bella, sweetheart. Can she wait until we’re doing getting stuff for Bella?”
I squirmed a bit as he felt the padding in my diaper, “Probably shouldn’t? Definitely not a long time?”
“We won’t be that long. Just a couple packs of diapers that fit Bella, wipes, bottles,” she sighed. “Stacy, do you think it’ll hold that long?”
I looked a Bella and her diaper dripping a little onto her leg. She didn’t have another diaper to be changed into yet, so I just smiled, “I’ll wait until Bella can be in a new diaper too.”
Bella smiled at me with a look of thanks before pacifiers were pushed in both of our mouths. I wasn’t sure why Amanda was carrying Bella, but I was feeling a little bit of jealousy before we arrived at the carts, and we were both strapped into a double-seated cart. Amanda pushed the cart forward, and I groaned as the greeter said, “I see you have a new addition to the family; anything I can help you find?”
“No, thank you, we’ll be good on our own.”
“Let us know if you do! We understand how hard the initial transition is! Always the worst when they think they’re big girls! Don’t forget a good paddle and shock collar!”
“Thanks for the advice,” Amanda said curtly and kept moving. The first aisle we passed was the punishment aisle he suggested, and I watched Bella stiffen up in fear. I leaned over and put my arm around her. She jumped a bit but then returned the favor as I leaned against her, and we breezed right past the aisle that Amanda would never shop in.
I believed Amanda was genuinely planning on making a record-setting trip through the store as she went first to the diaper aisle. “How much do you weigh?” Amanda gently asked her.
“Eighty-nine pounds…” she sniffled around the pacifier.
Amanda kissed the top of her head gently, and I watched her grab a package of the Pampers I wore in a Size Four, and then a box of the princess diapers I wore in a Size Three, and then they were behind us in the basket. I hugged this new stranger, sister, tighter as she began to shudder.
“Fred, honey, Bella took that medicine earlier… So she’s going to need help at some point tomorrow?”
“Probably tonight, too…” he said softly.
“Could you go find what you need to help her out?”
He nodded, “Don’t worry about the cost of anything she needs. We’re going to be fine for money this month. Buy what you want.”
“Thanks,” she said and smiled as he left.
I shuddered as I guessed what that meant about stuff to help her. My rear end hurt just thinking of this past Monday...
“What did she mean?” Bella whispered around the pacifier as Amanda shifted off a bit to get wipes.
“The charm you had earlier… I think it does its job really well.”
I watched her think, and then her face fell again even more. “Sowwy,” I said.
“It’s okay,” she said as she squeezed me gently.
‘I’ve got a contract with them… but what will Amanda do… or have to do with a Little who is real?’ I worriedly wondered to myself.
Amanda went back a few aisles to find bottles that were the size she had first bought for me, along with some bigger pacifiers. My pacifiers were a newborn size, and Bella would need at least the bigger toddler size. I looked warily at the locking pacifiers next to them, but other than scowling at them Amanda didn’t pay them much attention. She snagged some larger bibs as an afterthought in that section and then headed to the stroller aisle. “Better get a double stroller while we’re here,” Amanda said to herself. She didn’t take long before she put one that placed one baby above and behind the other.
“Might as well get a good car seat while we’re at it…” she said to herself. She found what looked like a convertible seat that, in its rear-facing configuration, I noticed would have Bella surprisingly in the weight range too.
‘She’s above the minimum height for mandated diapers on a plane but still fits in a rear-facing car seat?’ I thought quietly to myself. Then, finally, I just shook my head and looked behind us to where the cart was a precarious stacking of items, both in the cart and below the basket. That was when Fred found us.
“Honey, could you go grab another cart?” Amanda asked.
He smiled and returned with one a few moments later. The car seat and stroller were moved into that one, and he followed her and us into the clothing aisle. Happily, to me, Amanda avoided the Little aisle and went to the actual toddler styles. She picked Bella up from the cart and sat her on the ground holding a frilly dress up next to her. “That should fit you and be cute,” she said in a cheerful voice. “But we’re going to have to make sure,” she said before adding in a whisper, “sorry about this!”
I wondered what she was sorry for momentarily before Amanda pulled Bella’s jacket and blouse off of her. She stood in just her padded bra and her diaper for a moment in shock. A second later, Amanda took the bra off too, “Won’t be needing this silly thing anymore, huh?” She said loud enough for a passing lady pulling a Little only wearing a diaper and t-shirt along with a leash. Bella began crying some more, but as I stared, I couldn’t help but almost agree she didn’t need it. She didn’t have much more on her chest than I did… The pink dress was quickly pulled over her head, and Amanda fussed for a moment with it. “I think we actually need a smaller size… huh, I thought 3T would be right for you…?”
I heard Bella whisper, “Try the eighteen-month sizes,” as she turned red.
Amanda pulled the dress off and hung it back up before grabbing the smaller size available, and sure enough, it fit perfectly. Next, she pulled the dress back off of her and reached into my diaper bag for a blanket that was there that she wrapped her in before sitting her down in the cart seat. “Thank you for the blanket,” she told her softly.
“You’re welcome… Sorry I had to have you try that on. There would have been an attendant in the changing rooms that would have made it worse,” Amanda whispered. I leaned into my seatmate and watched as Amanda now shopped the racks at a breakneck pace.
When a couple dozen outfits consisting of dresses, rompers, onesies, pajamas, and swimsuits - including some that looked my more petite size, were in the cart, she looked at me and quietly asked, “What am I forgetting?”
“Bear!” I said.
“Hmm… You’re right!”
“Can I just use my bear that’s in my suitcase?” Bella nervously asked.
“Sure, you can; you sure you don’t want your bear to have a friend, though?”
Bella nodded, “She’s all I want…” she paused and blushed, “I’ve had her since I was a ba…” A tear streamed past her cheek, and Amanda gently hugged her.
“I’m sorry, Bella, but I promise it’ll be okay.”
Bella nodded unconvinced, and we made our way to the front of the store. The cashier was an overweight Betweener lady who looked at Bella wrapped in the blanket and all of the stuff in the carts, “Glad to see another one where she belongs! Can’t believe these Littles think they’re actually adults.” She shook her head, “The lot of them belong in the nursery.”
Amanda and Fred just smiled and didn’t say anything.
“I’ve got five of them at home,” she said with a proud smile. “Glad for my employee discount! Even get a corporate discount on the modifications to keep them safe!”
“I bet five would be expensive in a hurry. Babysitters and daycare aren’t cheap either,” Amanda said.
“No, they’re not, but I get some government assistance on it. Formula, baby food, daycare, and the like are all covered. Might even think about another one if I can ever get lucky to find one like your new little girl here. Make sure you get her chipped soon!”
Amanda looked at her watch and said, “yeah, I think that’s probably a good idea!”
I stared at her in horror as I realized that even though she was a Betweener, she also held her own Littles hostage… I shook my head and realized that Fred had paid already as Amanda pushed us away from the lady. “Mandy, why don’t you just change them both at the car,” Fred said, “and I’ll see if we can find a clinic to register Bella.”
Amanda looked at Bella, “Are you sure you want this?”
Bella’s eyes leaked more tears, “No, I don’t…?”
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Chapters 17 and 18
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 17: Adoption
BUT ISABELLA CONTINUED and nodded, “Unfortunately, I know it’s the only way.”
“Well, good thing we have plenty of room in Stacy’s nursery,” Amanda said, seeming to be nearly as stunned from the day’s events as Bella was. She shook her head and pushed us out to the car right behind Fred. Amanda opened the back of the van and laid my changing mat on the floor. My diaper had leaked a lot by this point, so she pulled the cute outfit off and replaced it with a spare yellow dress with a snap onesie inside. As soon as I was changed, she laid me in my car seat and buckled me up. Meanwhile, Fred unbuckled the rental car seat, put it in the trunk, and began installing the new one.
“Mandy, front-facing or rear-facing?”
“Front, please?” Bella asked.
Amanda shook her head, “No, she’s only wearing eighteen-month-old sized clothes, and way under the eighty-pound recommendation… rear-facing is a better idea for a crash.”
Bella sighed and squeaked a couple times as I heard Amanda hurriedly remove her diaper, clean her up, and then re-diaper her. Amanda had bought another mirror that she quickly attached to the seat in front of us. I could see that Bella was now dressed in the cute pink dress that she had tried on in the store. Her blush made me wonder how her skin could turn that red! “Better than being naked?” I suggested to her.
She pulled at it, “It’s okay, I guess… I could make way better… but I guess I’m done with that?”
“Maybe,” I told her, “you never know what Mommy and Daddy might figure out.”
“Mommy and Daddy,” she said sadly… “I miss my real parents.”
I didn’t pry as Amanda and Fred hopped in and pulled away towards a clinic that they had found. Fortunately, it was close by, so it didn’t take long. However, I didn’t quite understand why they both seemed to be in a hurry to get there before it closed that day.
Fred unlatched my carrier from the base and carried me dangling from the handle while Amanda gently reached in to pick Bella out of her seat. She placed Bella on her hip and put a pacifier back in her mouth. Fred followed her into the building carrying me. I groaned a little about the feeling of being suspended from his hand in the carrier.
“Hi, we’re traveling and just picked up our new baby girl here,” Amanda said to the spectacled woman at the counter while patting her diaper that was showing fully with her skirt up, “I’d like to get her registered today if possible.”
The lady looked at her and noticed the carrier too, “It’s a dead day for some reason, sign in, and we’ll get your new baby girl all taken care of.”
“Thank you!” Amanda said with some relief. “We’re going to the park tomorrow, and I didn’t want to waste part of the day.”
“We get that sometimes,” she told her. “How old is your real baby girl?”
Fred brought the carrier forward, and I was glad Amanda had straightened my hat in the car. “Three months,” Fred said.
“A three-month-old and adopting a Little?”
“Well, when I wean little Stacy here, Bella can take the extra milk. Besides, they say your body produces whatever it really needs to. Shouldn’t have a problem making enough milk for both of them.”
“Yeah, you’re definitely right. Momma’s body knows what her little girls needs!” the lady said with a smile. “Go fill out these forms, and we’ll call you back shortly.”
Amanda carried the clipboard and Bella over to the seats and filled out the information. Of course, she had to ask Bella everything since she was a complete stranger to us all.
“What’s your birthdate, sweetie?” Amanda asked.
“So, you’re twenty-three?” She confirmed.
I saw her nod as she clung to Amanda, and I had a feeling the doctor’s part was going to suck for her. Fred sat me next to where Bella sat, and she looked down at me, “You’re so cute.” She shuddered, I think worrying that more was coming.
“Thanks…” I said through the pacifier. “Bella, no matter what they do to you in there, you can’t cry.”
“What?”
“Seriously, bite your tongue or whatever, but don’t cry no matter how mean they get.”
She looked worriedly at me but nodded her understanding.
They really weren’t busy because as soon as Amanda passed the forms to the receptionist, they called, “Isabella Westerfield?”
“We’ll wait here for you here,” Fred said, and I realized that I wasn’t going back with Bella. I looked at him in dismay, but he shook his head and leaned in, “You can’t help her, and you might just end up with something bad happening to yourself. Just be a good baby here.”
I held my arms out to him.
“You want Daddy to hold you?” He asked.
I nodded.
He cuddled me against his strong chest for a long while. “Mister Westerfield?” The same lady that had come for Bella came out.
“Doctor, actually,” he told her.
“Oh, sorry about that… If you and your baby girl can come on back so you can sign the adoption certificate?”
“Sure thing, let me just get her back in her carrier.”
He squeezed me in a gentle hug before placing me down in the carrier and buckling me back in. Amanda had taken the diaper bag with her, so he just grabbed the carrier’s handle and followed her around.
I was terrified to see what state Bella would be in, but as she came into my view from the carrier, she didn’t look much more upset than she had before outside. I was relieved that there were no signs she had been beaten or anything. Just as the white-coated gentlemen asked, “Doctor Westerfield, if you could just please sign these papers?” I felt my bowels open and shove a mess into the back of my diaper. I whimpered a little but didn’t want to cry too much in here. Feeding from Amanda twice in the last half-a-day apparently already affected me…
My carrier was sat down on the examining table next to Bella, who reached down and squeezed my hand gently. “She’s going to be a great big sister until she becomes the little sister,” the doctor said.
Amanda laughed, “Yeah, I think she will be.”
“Umm… Mommy, she’s poopy,” Bella said and wrinkled her nose.
Amanda came over and said, “Smells like she is, huh?” But then, she glared at Fred, “How long did she sit in this?”
“Must have just happened; I checked her as I laid her back down in her carrier!”
“Right…” she said and looked at me, “Come on, baby girl, let’s get you all nice and clean! She unbuckled me and placed me on the examination bed next to Bella. I fought not to blush as she held my naked butt in the air with my ankles in one hand while Bella and the doctor looked on. Fred had just finished signing the last form when Amanda placed me back into the carrier.
“Chip now?” Amanda asked.
“A nurse will be in here in a moment to insert it,” He told her.
“Thanks,” she said.
“Nice meeting you, doctors. Congratulations on the adorable baby girl!” He said with a smile and a wave at Bella.
The nurse came in a minute after he left, and the procedure of verifying it was correct, letting Amanda put a secret password, and inserting it was the same as I had dealt with. Amanda had it inserted this time just below her left butt cheek on her leg. ‘Guess she doesn’t want it to be in the same place for both of us?’ I wondered.
Bella grunted but didn’t cry when stuck with the monster needle. I nursed on my pacifier more as I watched it happen and relaxed when it was done. “Good girl, just remember crybabies get punished!” The lady said menacingly.
Fred gathered her up in his arms then, and Amanda carried my carrier out to the car. Once we were outside, I could see the tears really begin going down Bella’s face in the mirror in the car; she started sobbing as she was again strapped into her car seat. “Shh… it’s okay, Bella, I promise you.” Amanda cooed at her as she buckled her in.
“I’m sorry, Bella, I know that hurts,” I told her after the doors were closed.
“It’s more than just the pain Stacy,” she told me sadly, “my freedom is officially gone…” she added in a whisper.
I FELT TERRIBLE for Bella, but I didn’t think there was any other real choice to keep her from whoever was after her. From what I had seen with those people and what I’d heard, she would have ended up as one of those Littles that would be better off dead! ‘I just hope that Amanda doesn’t baby her to death… she doesn’t have an agreement at all, or a reason not to,’ I thought worriedly.
A valet came to the car to get the keys to park it at the hotel. Amanda worked quickly to get my carrier pulled off the base while a bellhop helped unload our suitcases. Fred unbuckled her and carried her on his hip while Amanda carried me in my carrier. The bellhop pulled a cart with our luggage inside with us to check-in. The hotel was decorated in a Baby Looney Tunes character theme. A cute picture of a thickly diapered Bugs Bunny was painted on the wall behind the reception desk. “We have a reservation for Westerfield,” Amanda told the lady at the desk as she sat my carrier down on the counter.
After a few minutes of typing, the lady said, “King Bed and a crib, correct?”
“That was correct… Is there a chance we could get a second crib?”
The lady paused and asked, “new adoption?”
“Yes, ma’am, just an hour ago!”
“Well, congratulations, Mommy!” the lady said. “The one in Daddy’s arms, I’m guessing?”
“Yes, that’s her! Already Daddy’s girl,” I watched Amanda roll her eyes, and the lady laughed.
“I do have a playpen available; will that work?” She asked.
Amanda nodded, “not as comfy as a crib, but it’ll work.”
The lady said, “Okay, it’ll take a little while to get it brought up there. It’ll be an additional ten dollars a night charge?”
“That’s fine,” she said while rocking my carrier a little bit and making silly faces at me. My face must have shown some of my worry for Bella.
“And I’m guessing you’ll need another toddler’s admission to the park?” She asked.
“Is there a different price for different ages?”
“Well, your baby girl in the carrier is free, obviously, as she can’t ride much. However, your new baby girl has a toddlers size admission charge.”
“Good to know,” she said while going back to rocking my carrier gently. I sucked on the pacifier nervously then.
“Okay, just sign here – and initial here, here, and here,” the lady said to her.
As she signed it, the lady asked, “Do you prefer a collar or a wrist band for your Little?”
“Collars?” Amanda groaned. “What is it with everyone wanting Littles to be pets? They’re babies!” she was a little impatient as she said that.
The lady seemed taken aback… “Sorry, the collars are the most popular option this year. I assume that means you want the wristband?”
“Yes, please,” she said agitatedly.
For my part, I was so grateful she said that! The idea of wearing a collar around my neck seemed horrific!
Once Amanda signed the screen, she handed her a small box, “These wrist bands should be the sizes you need. I put in the smallest size for your baby, the toddler size for your new Little, and then yours and your husband. Your hotel room access and your gate tickets are all on them. Just waive your wrist by the reader for everything there. You can even pay for meals or other things with them in the park. It’ll all be charged to the account on file.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” Amanda said. “Room forty-two-forty-two,” she told Fred and the bellhop who accompanied us.
Chapter 18: Sisters
FRED WAIVED AN armband across the scanner, and the door opened up automatically. Inside I discovered the Baby Looney Tunes theme continued through the room with Bugs, Lola, Tweety, Daffy, Taz, and Sylvester chasing each other around the walls. There were several other characters I didn’t recognize too. Nevertheless, it was a cute set of decorations, and I had a feeling the real kids probably genuinely liked it. As soon as the bellhop was gone, Amanda pulled me out of the carrier.
“Thank you, that was getting confining,” I said while letting the pacifier dangle on the strap that she’d clipped to my outfit. Bella looked terrified then as she stayed precisely where Fred had set her on the couch. “What’s wrong?” I asked her.
“She’s probably wondering if you’re about to get spanked for spitting your pacifier out and talking,” Fred said morosely.
Bella nodded nervously.
“Bella, we’ve treated you way harsher in the last few hours than we ever will again if I had to guess,” Amanda said. “But let’s wait to talk for a few minutes!”
I watched as Amanda pulled some sort of wand out of her laptop bag and genuinely wondered what she was doing. Suddenly I got that it must be a bug detector?!? Like we were in a spy movie?
She moved about the room for five minutes before saying, “Okay, we’re good. Remind me to check the playpen, though, when it gets here.”
“Are you spies?” Bella asked suddenly.
I laughed, “She likes her toys, but we’re not spies.”
Fred was laughing too, “If anything, she would be making the toys for the spies!”
Bella looked a little annoyed but still fearful. “Okay, why don’t we tell you a bit more about ourselves so that you look a little less like the caged animal you fear you are,” Amanda said while going over to her and sitting next to her. She lifted me up and sat me in her lap, “This one can start with her crazy story. If anyone is the lunatic of the family, it’s her!”
I turned around and stuck my tongue out at her.
The young woman looked at me with a puzzled look, “I couldn’t believe you weren’t a real baby at first… if you hadn’t given me that medicine, I would never have known… Thank you, by the way, for that,” she added sheepishly.
I shrugged, “Like she said, I’m the lunatic from the other dimension.”
“You weren’t just saying that earlier?”
“No, it’s true. I’m eighteen and came here to study at Emerson.”
“Until they captured you?” She asked accusingly.
“No, they’ve been part of my plan for several months. I didn’t want to stay in the dorms because of how easy Littles get adopted there.”
She nodded, “Happens all of the time… I did as much of my coursework online as I could at the school I went to. Thankfully it was only a two-year degree, so I was able to get through it quickly too without ever staying in a dorm.”
I shrugged and continued, “Anyway, I decided one of the best ways for me to survive would be to find a set of Amazons to stay with as foster parents.”
“You are crazy!”
I smiled, “I put an ad online on this dimension’s side and had a ton of responses. I whittled it down to two couples that met the specifications I’d decided on and then had video interviews with them. One couple gave me a bunch of bad vibes as soon as I started talking to them. On the other hand, Amanda and Fred here made me feel like I could trust them. We signed a contract that after I either receive my degree or am kicked out of the university, I have to be sent home to my dimension. We also agreed to what was acceptable and not for them to do to me.”
“So, you’re not really adopted for real?” She asked nervously.
I sighed, “I am; I even have that same stupid chip in my body as you do.” I looked up at Amanda, “That was embarrassing at security earlier, by the way!”
Amanda squeezed me and said, “Sorry, it’s still way better than letting someone like that lady falsely claim you if you are kidnapped!”
“So how are you going to get to classes, be carried by Mommy everywhere?” she asked.
I shook my head, “No, most of the time, I’ll be walking like a normal college student. I just agreed as part of the deal that diapers were a good idea to avoid other Bigs’ attention and that I would let Amanda indulge in her maternal instincts a little bit too.”
“So, just like that?” She asked skeptically. “Things cannot be that simple?”
I laughed, “So far, it’s mostly been smooth sailing except for her crazy sisters.”
“So, what about me…?” She asked in a small voice.
Amanda looked at her and put an arm around her, and brought her into her, “Well, first of all, know that I will not be turning your brain into mush, making it to where you can only say a few words, only feeding you baby food, or preventing you from walking normally.”
“What about my teeth?” She asked nervously in a small voice.
“Stacy, smile at her, please,” Amanda said.
I nervously did as she asked.
“Does Stacy still have all of her teeth?”
“She has a contract with you…?”
“Believe me, I won’t be taking anyone’s teeth,” Amanda said and hugged her more. “I think it’s the dumbest thing on the planet.”
“I happen to agree with her,” Fred said, reappearing from wherever he had disappeared to.
“So… but what do I do now with my apartment… and my stuff… and my work…?” She was genuinely sobbing now. I crawled from Amanda’s lap onto hers as much as I could and hugged her tight.
“Well, that’s going to be an excellent question, Bella… We weren’t exactly planning on ever really adopting another Little either,” Fred answered.
“Unfortunately, we can’t leave you alone at home,” Amanda said softly as she began stroking both of our hair.
“Stupid Amazons…” she said and then looked up, “Umm… no offense… I mean, you’re practically teddy bear Bigs… but still.”
“I understand, Bella; it’s not fair at all,” Amanda said. “I might have an idea or two, but we’ll have to wait and talk to some people back home. If we can’t do anything else, I guess I can take you to some of my classes like some of the professors…?”
“What about what Stacy is doing? How is she doing it?” She asked.
“Stacy has achieved some exceptional test scores that opened up some doors for her.”
“What about the CARE test?”
“Took it this past week,” I told her.
“You passed it?!?” She asked, shocked. “No one passes it anymore!”
“Not easy,” I admitted, “but I did pretty well too.”
Fred snorted, “Pretty well… I guess it wasn’t perfect, but it was close enough, Stacy.”
“Anyway, she’ll be in classes, with me, my father at his martial arts studio, with my baby sister Megan – who’s also a student.”
“Is she a Little too?” Bella asked skeptically.
I shook my head, “No, she’s short for a Big, but she’s a Big.”
“What happened to your face? That can’t be the way you arrived?” She asked after a moment of silence.
I looked up at Amanda and sighed.
“Okay, so this is going to probably push you over the skeptical meter!” I proceeded to tell her about the mix-up and how we had solved it.
To my surprise, Bella had a weird smirk on her face and giggled, “Now that sounds like the kind of messed up thing I expect!” Then she looked pained, “I’m not going to have to do that, am I?”
Amanda shook her head, “No, dear, I won’t make you do that.”
She sighed in relief but then asked, “So what are you going to make me do?”
Amanda pulled me back off of where I was, half-leaning on her, and set me on her right knee so she could pull Bella onto her left. The idea that I could fit comfortably on her lap with another ‘adult’ really reminded me of how big she was! “Well, I guess; first you have to know diapers and being babied are going to be mandatory… I’ll also suggest we get your hair permanently removed on your body for your own hygiene.”
Bella grimaced but said, “I’ve already had that done.”
I noticed for the first time that she didn’t have any hair on her arms. But, of course, the leg hair was a pretty common thing for a woman to shave, so I hadn’t even really thought that she was already taken care of.
“Well, that’s helpful!” Amanda said with a smile and a squeeze, “Anyway, you’re not like Stacy, so I’d probably like to nurse you more than her?”
“Nurse me?” She asked nervously.
“From my breasts, sweetie,” she told her.
“What do you mean more than her?” she asked in a small voice.
“We have to keep to once a day for her for her safety,” Amanda said. “Don’t worry, though; you’ll be eating solid food just like her.”
She sighed in relief, “Thank you… What about sewing? Can I do that still?”
“We’ll see what we can do for you there… No promises, but I’ll try and make it to where you can at least do it as a craft activity. Of course, we have to be careful in case LPS gets called… I was already worried about it with Stacy here, but you’ve probably put an even larger target on us now.”
She nodded and stared for a moment before suddenly hugging Amanda, “I knew I wouldn’t last free much longer. Thank you for being the ones that found me.”
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she told her. “Now I think I have two little girls that need to have a bath and then go night-night before we have a big day tomorrow!”
Just as she said that a knock came at the door. Fred let in a hotel worker who brought in the playpen and even helpfully unfolded it and placed a blanket and pillow inside it. Then, she told Fred, “Go ahead and put the playpen on my side and the crib on your side.”
Once the hotel employee was gone, she carefully carried both Bella and me into the bathroom and left for a moment. I stared at Bella nervously, “So…?”
She laughed, “Look, I know you’re sad for me, but this really was inevitable here. I just hate the fact it sounds like you’re the smaller baby but going to be my big sister in a lot of ways.”
I grimaced; none of us had told her about the fact I was allowed to go poop in a potty at home! Amanda came back in a moment later and held a finger up to her lips in a quiet motion. She quickly showed me a little black device and flushed it down the toilet. After she flushed three more times, I asked, “Was that…?”
“Yes, it was.”
“Wow…” was all I could say as Amanda reached down and started the bathwater in the tub and added some bubble bath that she’d brought with her. Once the water had begun filling, she reached down and pulled Bella’s dress off her head and removed her diaper. She looked embarrassed with an audience, something I could relate to a moment later when my own outfit was unsnapped, and my diaper was removed too. Amanda placed me inside the tub first and then Bella on the opposite end after a quick temperature check.
“This is awkward,” Bella said quietly.
“Yep,” I agreed.
“And you’re both going to get used to it, huh?” Amanda said with a smile. “If I’m going to have two baby girls, then they’re going to get baths together like normal sisters.”
I sighed, “thank you for the bubbles, at least,” I told her. It didn’t really prevent either of us from staring at the other, but I felt less exposed with a little bit of coverage on my groin. “So… umm… what’s your story, Bella?” I asked.
“What do you mean?”
“Your family?” I asked as Amanda dumped water on my hair.
She sighed, “My mom and dad just disappeared one night when I was fourteen. I didn’t see them for two years until one day some Amazon was pulling along two Littles on leashes, wearing only collars and their diapers dripping poop down their legs.”
I felt terrible for her, “I’m sorry.”
She shrugged sadly, “It happens… Too often… Anyway, my older sister was nineteen then, so she and I lived together until I graduated high school and started my fashion design program. She was with a CAMOL protest group right when the new president was elected. She was adopted right there on the spot after someone threw some dirty diapers at the counter-protestors.”
“Ouch…” Amanda said as she poured warm water over my hair again to rinse the shampoo out. “I’m sorry you went through that, Bella.”
“M… Mo…” she choked up, “Mommy, I said before, you’ve got nothing to be sorry for. All I ask is that you please don’t go back on your word and make me like her and them… I’ll play baby, but please don’t make me like them!”
Her tears were coming in streams then, and Amanda gave her a hug. Her wet hair made a big wet mark on Amanda’s blouse, but she didn’t care. “It’ll be okay, sweetie, I promise.”
I sat there and watched Amanda console her, hoping beyond hope that things would be okay for her in the end. At the same time, I couldn’t help feel worse that I knew I would have way more freedom than she would. I was a college student with a little bit of autonomy in theory. She would be nothing more than another forced baby doll… And the sad thing to me was that Amanda and Fred didn’t have a choice about it either; LPS probably would come snooping around this year...
‘Possibly sooner if whoever just tried to bug our room gets involved,’ I thought to myself grimly.
Amanda finished up washing both of us and pulled the plug out of the bathtub. “Fred, can you come give me a hand?”
Bella froze as he walked into the bathroom and put her arms across her chest. Amanda sighed but pushed her arms down, “Bella, he’s your Daddy now… and you have to remember to act like you’re a baby now… You don’t have anything to be ashamed of, and people will get suspicious if you act like that.”
She whimpered but didn’t try to cover herself again, “Fred, would you get Bella dressed so she can get used to you?”
“What if I wanted Daddy to take care of me?” I asked, trying to help Bella out.
“Not tonight, sweetie,” she told me with a look that said she appreciated what I was doing but told me to behave.
I sighed and lifted my arms up and let her pick me up in a towel while Fred picked up a shaking Bella in another towel. We were carried into the room where two changing pads were lying on a table. To my surprise, Fred was quicker than Amanda, so Bella was dressed in a pink set of footed pajamas before I was in my own purple set. She took us into the bathroom and blow-dried Bella’s hair first, then my own, before braiding our hair into loose braids. Bella’s braid was longer than mine, but that made sense with her being older and a girl her whole life.
“Okay, time for a bedtime story,” Amanda said as she carried us both over to the couch, now dressed in a robe.
She put me on her right knee as she leaned against her left side of the couch and then brought Bella into her lap on the other side with her arms around us. “Once upon a time,” I enjoyed the story because it was a new one to me again, but I noticed that Bella looked sadder and sadder. By the end, she was quietly sobbing, “Shh, it’s okay,” Amanda told her. Without saying anything else, Amanda picked me up and sat me to her side for a moment as she laid Bella across her lap with her legs coming towards me. Amanda undid the robe and pushed her head towards her left breast, “Go ahead and nursie,” to Bella after she gave her a crazy look.
“Do I have to…?” Bella asked nervously.
“Try it and see how you feel about it?” Amanda suggested.
I watched Bella tentatively look at Amanda’s large breast and reach her head forward. She opened her mouth nervously and tentatively suckled, and a moment later, she was on the autopilot I knew too well. I felt hungry and jealous beyond words, something Amanda picked up on with a smile. “I have two, you know?”
She placed me to where I was lying on top of Bella and was able to get to her right breast that was closer to me. As soon as I began nursing, I stopped worrying about sharing and went to sleep.
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Chapters 19 and 20
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 19: Family Breakfast
DURING THE NIGHT, I woke up a couple times to Bella crying softly in her playpen across the bed from where I lay in the crib. I pretended to sleep through Amanda getting up and consoling poor Bella before nursing her back to sleep both times. ‘I guess Amazon milk has its uses?’ I admitted. ‘I definitely need to stick to less; my potty training definitely takes big steps back when I have more!’
I managed to go back to sleep the second time and stayed asleep until Fred lifted me up. “Come on, my little fish, time to wake up!”
“Ugh…” I opened my eyes, “for the last time, dolphins are not fish!”
He laughed and sat me down on the makeshift-changing table. Once I was stripped of my pajamas, he changed my soaked diaper and dressed me in a purple romper with white polka dots on it. The outfit snapped up the front and left these very frilly thin cap sleeves at the top. I saw two tiny bows over the top of the top two snaps. I sighed in embarrassment as it covered a bit more than a regular onesie down my legs, but not by enough. As I wiped the sleep out of my eyes, I looked and saw that Amanda had just finished dressing Bella in a larger version of the same outfit.
“We’re twinning?” I commented, unsure if I should be happy with this or not.
Bella groaned, “Are we going to do this all of the time?”
“Don’t you want to, sis? I want to be just like you when I grow up!” I told her with my best peppy valley girl accent.
She looked at me in horror while Amanda and Fred laughed. Then, after a moment of frowning at me, she said, “You do that way too well!”
I shrugged, “I try.”
“No, we won’t do this all of the time,” Amanda said a moment later, “but coming to Looney World is kind of a time for it.”
I looked at her and realized that she had an outfit that wasn’t the same but coordinated with the colors. “Let’s do both of your hair now!” she said, sounding excited.
“So… umm… what am I today?” I asked nervously as she began working on Bella’s hair first.
“I figured you’d probably rather be a Little?” she said. “If we pretend that you’re just three months, we might as well not go anywhere.”
I nodded, “How bad are we going to get picked on today?”
“That’s the great thing about this park, sweetie; they have a philosophy that Littles are to be treated like babies. So picking on them is not allowed, and they fire any member of their staff who acts otherwise.”
“Seriously?” Bella asked. “I thought those were just lies?”
“No, I’ve been here before as a kid with Hannah,” she smiled a bit and looked sad at the same time, “that trip was one of the few times it felt like Hannah was a real person. Of course, she got babied, but no one made one mean comment. I remember actually Chloe was starting to pick on her, and Bugs Bunny came and told her to knock it off.”
“So, they have cast members dressed up as all of the characters?” I asked.
“Yep, and we’re going to get as many pictures as we can with you two!” she smiled.
It was clear to me that while Amanda hadn’t planned on picking up another little, the overly maternal side of her was having a blast with it. I watched her put Bella’s hair into two floppy pigtails that went from the top of her head to flow down. Amanda then found a purple bow that she attached to the middle of Bella’s head right in front of the pigtails. I looked up at the mural on the wall and figured out she matched her hair to Baby Lola’s. I watched her give Bella a hug, which seemed to bring a slight smile to her nervous face before Amanda picked her up and put her down on the floor. She stared curiously at me for a second before toddling over towards the couch.
“Next!” she said as she picked me up. She placed me in front of her on the bed.
I felt her work with my hair to do the same style and couldn’t help but run my hand up to feel it when it was done. She squealed and gave me a tight hug, “You two look adorable!”
“Thanks…” I said.
She sat me down on the ground next to where Bella had found a seat, “Mommy is going to go use the potty, and then we’ll go down and get breakfast before we go to the park!”
“Well, she’s excited about this trip!” I said to Bella.
She shrugged, “I’m actually kind of excited too… This is the only way I would have ever seen it… Hate that I’m dressed like this, but better get used to it, huh?”
I nodded, “It’s not so bad after a few days… Besides, if you keep nursing from Amanda, it’ll help you not even think about using your diapers.”
“Huh?”
I looked at her, “What did you think when you nursed last night?”
She squirmed, “I was mortified and disgusted when she opened her robe… but once I had the taste of it in my mouth, I couldn’t stop...” she paused. “It’s the same milk I had yesterday from your bottle?”
I nodded, “Probably.”
“It tastes delicious… I didn’t even know what hit me once I started… I just zoned out. It takes away your potty training?”
“Something about it does me at least… We figured out how much it affected me when we cleansed my body for the CARE exam… My potty training was fully back with it all out of my system. It’s too bad, too; I really like it!”
“So, how often for you?”
“Only nightly now… Although yesterday I guess, was special.”
“Do you think she’ll limit me like that?”
“Limit you like what?” Amanda asked as she came out of the bathroom. Fred came back inside from the hallway then too.
“I was telling her about the side-effects of your milk,” I told her.
“Oh…” Amanda said.
“Do I have to be limited like Stacy?”
“You don’t want to be?” Fred asked.
“If it keeps me from having to think about wetting and messing my diapers… no.”
“Well then…” Amanda paused, “I guess I don’t have to pump anymore… Good thing I haven’t done that yet this morning. I’ll nurse you down at breakfast?” She said tentatively.
Bella almost looked excited, and I sort of understood. The green-eyed jealousy monster raged a bit inside of me, but remembering my diapers after the flight yesterday reminded me that was a bad idea. I sighed, and Amanda looked at me understandingly. “I’m sorry, Stacy, but I don’t think…?”
I shook my head, “No, I shouldn’t… We ready?”
She came over and picked me up and squeezed me gently, “Stacy, don’t think I don’t love you any less now that you have a sister. I’d happily nurse you both all day long if I could.”
I nodded, “but we can’t… So, can we go get food? Assuming I’m not going to be restricted to baby food down at the restaurant?”
She laughed, “You get regular table food – you can feed yourself if you want to.”
I nodded, “Thanks.”
“Come here, Bella,” she told her after she had me settled onto one side. Amanda easily picked her up and held her in her other arm while Fred pushed our empty new stroller and diaper bag down the hall. In the elevator a couple minutes later, we had to stop on a few floors on the way down to let others on. A teenage Amazon girl and her parents were the first ones on.
“Oh my gosh, she’s so adorable!” the girl cooed towards me before looking at Bella, “And you must be her pretty big sister!”
“Cute outfits,” the girl’s mom said.
“Mom, if you would adopt a Little, we could dress them just like that!”
The mom laughed, “You’re sixteen; you’re only two years from being able to adopt your own. Also, I don’t need to change any more poopy diapers. Your first five years in them, and then the other when you were ten was more than enough for me!”
I watched the girl turn bright red, “Moom,” she griped.
I giggled a little, unable to help myself, and the girl stuck her tongue out at me, “At least I don’t wear them anymore!”
“Thank God,” her father breathed, “Your poopy diapers were even more awful to change then...”
Several more stops interrupted the seemingly endless stream of people embarrassing their real and fake kids. Downstairs I saw that almost every one of the poor Littles had those awful collars on their necks. Half of them seemed to have leashes attached to those, and it scared me to see the number of Littles forced to crawl and keep up while their ‘parents’ choked them with those damn things. I buried my head into Amanda, who gave me a reassuring squeeze. Finally, we ended up in the Daffy Kitchen restaurant in the hotel.
“Good morning, how many?” a lady at a hostess stand said. I looked back up then and noticed that Bugs and Daffy were standing with a photographer.
I smiled at them, and they waived at me. I waved back as Fred said, “Two adults and two regular baby highchairs, please.”
“Will your daughters be eating from the buffet?”
“Please,” he said.
“It’ll be about five minutes if you want to let your little girls get a picture?”
He made eye contact with me, and I nodded up and down, “Please?” I asked, realizing Bella had a pacifier in her mouth though I didn’t.
“Okay,” he said with a smile. Amanda walked over to where Bugs and Daffy were standing and handed me to Bugs and Bella to Daffy.
They held us securely, and the photographer said, “Smile!”
I obliged him and hoped the picture was cute and not too embarrassing. I hugged Bugs before I thought he would hand me back to Amanda, but instead, they joined us for a picture. Once done, I was given to Amanda, and Bella was given to Fred, who had parked the stroller somewhere and had the diaper bag on his shoulder.
We heard, “Fred, party of four?”
They followed the hostess back to a table with two high chairs on either side of the table and two chairs next to them. Amanda handed me to Fred and put Bella in the high chair next to her. “Fred, would you please get Stacy a bib out of the diaper bag and then hand me one of Bella’s?”
“Sure, honey,” he said.
He passed over a bib to Amanda a moment later before he fastened a ‘Daddy’s Princess’ bib on me. Amanda put one on Bella that said ‘Messy Princess,’ so I guessed I won the lottery there. Bella looked down at her chest and groaned while my stomach made a loud growl.
“We didn’t have dinner last night, did we?” I said in surprise.
“You skipped lunch too,” Amanda said to me. “That’s part of why I nursed you the extra times yesterday,” she told me.
I blushed but nodded, “did you two eat?”
“Daddy got us something to eat after you two were put to bed.”
Bella was looking at me like I was crazy to be talking. The waitress came by a moment later and said, “What can I get you all to drink?”
“I’ll have coffee and water,” Fred answered.
“Coffee and water for me,” she said.
“Anything for them?” She asked her, pointing towards Bella and me.
“I’ve got bottles for them.”
“Very good then; I’ll be back with your drinks. You’re welcome to go ahead and fill up your plates at the buffet.”
“Thanks,” Amanda said. Then, after the waitress walked away, Amanda said, “Fred, why don’t you go get a plate for yourself and whatever Stacy wants. We’ll do this in two rounds; that way, we don’t have to carry babies and food?”
“Okay,” he told her before looking at me, “What do you want?”
I thought for a second, “Eggs, sausage, bacon… and pancakes if they have it?”
“Add some fruit, too,” Amanda told him. “And remember, she’s not that big!”
He laughed, “You just don’t want her proving how much she can eat again.”
“That’s it, you’re on Stacy diaper duty the rest of this trip, Mister…” she said with a mock glare.
He hugged me, “See what this says,” pointing to the bib, “don’t hate because she’s a daddy’s girl.”
She stuck her tongue out at him and said, “Hand me the diaper bag on your way by.”
She dug out a bottle of apple juice that she handed to me. Then, she placed another bottle for Bella on the table, just out of her reach. Amanda pulled a cloth over her shoulder. “C’mere you,” she said to Bella as she unstrapped her. I watched with more than a little bit of envy as Amanda situated Bella on her lap and presented her with a breast. Bella’s face was bright red throughout, but as soon as she began nursing, she was hard at work ignoring the world.
I sighed, put the baby bottle of juice in my mouth, and began nursing it.
Fred took long enough getting our food that Amanda had burped Bella once and switched her to her other side. “Do you want me to go get your plates?” He asked her as she sat there.
“No, she’ll be done soon, I’m guessing?”
He shook his head, “Okay.” Fred then sat down a plate of food in front of me that he had actually done quite well with! A mini pancake stack that was a little smaller than the diameter of my hand was joined by a small pile of eggs, a piece of sausage that might as well have been a hot dog to me, two slices of bacon, and then three strawberries the size of apples to me.
“You have her utensils?” he asked Amanda.
“They’re in the bag here,” she said with Bella still firmly attached to her.
He walked over to the bag, and she pointed to a Ziploc that looked to have about six sets of plastic forks and spoons that she had made for me. He gave me a set and said, “dig in!”
I had made it through the bacon and part of the sausage when Amanda sat Bella up and burped her over her shoulder. I watched and grimaced a bit as milk spattered the well-placed burp cloth. Amanda used it to wipe her mouth and her breast discreetly. “Okay, I’m going to go get you a plate of food, Bella,” she told her with a smile and hugged her. Amanda buckled her into the high chair. Bella looked zoned out, but her face turned red again as she noticed me watching her.
I smiled briefly at her but kept eating and looked back down at my plate.
Amanda was back much faster than Fred and just brought one plate of food and a bowl of oatmeal. “Now I figure you’re probably not really hungry after nursing,” I heard her say to her, “but I want you to eat some of this, and then I’ll let you have some eggs and fruit.”
Bella, for her part, just nodded as Amanda then brought a spoonful of oatmeal to her mouth. I think Bella couldn’t help but note the severe disconnect between our sizes and how we were treated. The waitress stopped by then and said, “Well, don’t you have a good eater here!” towards me.
“That she is,” Amanda said as she stuffed another bite of mush into Bella’s mouth.
I just hoped the lady would move on soon. Fortunately, after cooing over Bella a little, too, she left. I managed to eat all of the meal without getting anything on my bib – something I was pretty proud of but didn’t say anything. Meanwhile, Bella had oatmeal across her bib and face, eggs on her bib and tray, and definitely was getting the embarrassing end of the meal. Amanda had just put down her fork for her last bite when Bella began whimpering with tears going down her face. I didn’t have to wonder why for long, though, since I could smell her diaper from across the table.
Amanda gently picked her up out of her high chair and put her pacifier in her mouth. Then, she looked at Fred, “I’m glad this worked; I didn’t really want to have to use those enemas tonight!”
“Well, with as much as it makes our other princess poop, I figured it wouldn’t hurt to try,” Fred told her.
“Is that why you nursed her twice at night too?” I asked.
Bella turned red and more tears streamed down her face, while Amanda told me, “Part of it, Stacy, now be a good girl and let Mommy and Daddy talk.”
I blushed at the rebuke but understood I probably had embarrassed Bella more.
“Fred, you want to pay and gather up the stroller – I’ll go change these two?”
“I thought Daddy was going to change me!” I said with a smirk.
“I did say that, huh?” She said. “Well then, I’ll change Bella, and then you can take Stacy and change her.”
Without another word, Amanda carried Bella and the diaper bag out to the front where the restrooms were. “Well, at least I got lucky, no poopy diaper on you right now?” He suggested.
I smiled an innocent smile at him, and suspicion clouded his face. I could feel the need to go, and as soon as I was picked up, I planned to get it over with!
Chapter 20: Day in the Park
ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES later, Bella was set in the raised stroller seat behind me. While shopping yesterday, they decided to get a double stroller with a back seat raised so that baby… person… could still see above the other. In the family changing room, Fred had grimaced at the state of my diaper, and I just giggled the whole time. It still made me nervous about having anyone change me, but I really was becoming desensitized to Fred now.
“Hold out your wrist Stacy,” Amanda told me while reaching for the one opposite my LittleProtect device and charm bracelet.
I watched as she put on a wristband that reminded me of the LittleProtect device and the MagicBands that Disney had the last time we visited. I noticed that mine was a baby pink color, while the one she attached to Bella a moment later was red. “What’s the difference?” I asked.
“Not sure other than size?” she said.
“Did she know you were a Little last night?” Bella asked from behind me.
I shook my head, “I think she thought I was a real infant?”
“I bet you’ll see Littles are all wearing the red,” she told me.
“Now, you two be good while we go through the security gate. I’m sure we’ll have to pull you out to have the stroller searched. Just suck on your pacis until we get in, okay?” She told me as she pushed mine into my mouth and reinserted Bellas too.
I sighed but just sucked on the silicone teat, reflecting that of all the things out there; this was actually pretty comforting. ‘As long as it’s not one of those locking ones!’ I remembered.
The walk from the hotel to the park was very short, and we were soon in the security lines. As expected, when we got to the front, a gentleman asked, “Would you please pull your babies from the stroller and then pass it to me?”
“Yes, sir,” Amanda said, and soon I found myself in her arms while Bella was in Fred’s.
“Arm Bands?” A lady asked a moment later. Amanda pushed my arm out along with hers to be scanned. “Thank you,” she said before smiling at me, “Have fun today!”
Fred and Bella were not far behind, and we were quickly buckled back into the stroller. “Where to first?” Fred asked Amanda.
“Well, I figure we’ll do some of the rides the girls can go on, maybe get a souvenir or two, lunch, and then we’ll head over to the aquarium for our little fish to swim her heart out with some finned friends?”
I looked up where she had turned to look at me and tickle my side. “Dolphin,” I said as I pushed my pacifier out and let it hang from the holder she had connected to my outfit.
I heard Bella groan in disbelief behind me, followed by a giggle that told me she at least found our banter humorous.
“Wait, I get to go swimming with dolphins?” I asked excitedly as what she said dawned on me.
“I knew that would make her day.” But then, Amanda said, obviously talking to Fred, “Bella can go too if she wants?”
I could hear Bella squirm behind me, “No, thank you… I don’t swim well... or really ever.”
I started at that a bit, but in my mind could picture why. ‘As a Little, it wouldn’t have been normal to go anywhere you could have been easily diapered and kidnapped like a pool. I wonder if Bella even had a kiddy pool growing up?’
“We’ll have to teach you when we get home,” I told her as I wanted to turn around to see her, but even if I could with the harness around me, there was no view to the rear seat.
“Umm… Okay…” Bella sounded nervous.
“Here, let’s start with this ride!” Fred said somewhat more enthusiastically than I would have expected. I saw Amanda had my sling on as she unbuckled me from the seat. I was quickly settled into a forward-facing position as I watched Fred put on a larger harness carrier that he secured Bella into similarly. She blushed deeply as he dropped her in, “All good, Bella?” He asked her gently.
She just nodded and sucked on the pacifier that she hadn’t apparently felt like being without. Mine still hung loosely from my outfit, and Amanda took that opportunity to push it back into my mouth as we joined the line. Amanda and Fred held each other’s hands as they walked through the metal queue bars. It was early enough that the lines were short, or the ride just wasn’t that popular because it was a long walk before they finally met up with a string of people waiting just a short distance from where guests boarded boats. Along the way, the walls featured decorations and moving robots that reminded me a bit of the Pirates of the Caribbean ride from Disney World, but instead was themed ‘Bugs vs. the Pirates.’
“Wow, you have two beautiful baby girls there!” a woman with an Amazon girl holding her hand said to Amanda.
“Thank you,” Amanda said and gave me a squeeze, “your daughter is quite the pretty little princess too!”
The young girl was probably about eight and blushed. “What do you say, Hazel?” her mom prodded.
“Thank you,” she said shyly.
“How old are your Littles?” the lady asked sweetly.
“Stacy here is eighteen, and Bella there is twenty-three.”
“They seem very well behaved!”
“Yes, they are,” Amanda said with a laugh, “perfect angels, really.”
“My friends have Little sisters, but they don’t behave. They’re always getting spankings and icky baby food!” little Hazel said.
“Not like you, huh, sweet pea?” her mother asked with a smile.
“Nope! I even get to change and feed them sometimes!”
“What a big girl you are…?” Amanda muttered.
I squirmed a bit, more than slightly disturbed by yet another sign of how young Amazons were brainwashed to mistreat Littles. You almost couldn’t fault the kids because the parents were simply teaching them the behavior. It was really like back in the days of segregation when everyone just kept regurgitating nonsense about people who weren’t white. I frowned around the pacifier, and the lady picked up on it.
“Do you get lots of spankings and baby food to make you behave like a good baby girl?” She asked me in a sweet voice, but the taunt was still apparent.
I was about to pull the pacifier out of my mouth and speak back. Amanda held it in there gently with a finger, though, as she gave me a gentle squeeze on me with her arms, “I’ve never spanked her honestly, and the only time she’s had baby food was in a restaurant when it matched our meal. You asked how I get my daughters to behave? I didn’t kidnap them.”
Thankfully we had just reached the end of the line, and the lady and her daughter got into a different car than we did. There was definitely an awkward silence as Amanda and Fred sat down next to each other and loosened the carriers as instructed. It meant Bella and I both had a bit of freedom to look around as the ride began. I was once again struck by the incredible progress this world had made in technology! Where Disney thrived with animatronics, this park seemed to have perfect AI behind robots that actually would interact with us as we passed. Genuine holograms like that supercomputer assistant seemed to float like ghosts through part of the ride.
I almost forgot that I was being held in Amanda’s lap instead of being in a seat on my own until we got to the end, and she refastened the sling with me. As she bounced me a couple times, I felt her fingers reach into my diaper, “I’ve got a wet little girl here; how about yours?” She asked Fred as they took some steps away from the ride.
“Stinky,” he said, “and wet.”
“Let’s go find the family room then and get them changed,” Amanda said and held her hand out to Fred again.
The handholding was sweet as they found our stroller but didn’t bother placing us back into it. Not being too far from the front of the park, they quickly found the room and carried us inside. “Need a changing table?” A lady in a uniform asked as we came in.
“Please,” she told her.
She directed us to a table far into the room, and we passed many genuine babies, Littles, and even older Amazon children getting their diapers changed. “You want to take Stacy, and I’ll change Bella?” Amanda asked as she sat the diaper bag on the large countertop.”
“I’ve got her,” he said with a smile.
Poor Bella was most certainly not smiling, and around the pacifier in her mouth, I could see the frown and tears going down her eyes. “Pwease just change me already…” she begged.
He kissed her head as he pulled her out of the harness and lay her down. Amanda, meanwhile, began unfolding a changing mat for him to use on the large counter and did the same for me. As Bella’s diaper was opened, I gagged and wanted to throw up. They may have been worried about her being stopped up, but the runny pile of poop in her diaper definitely proved that was not a worry now!
“Icky, huh,” Amanda whispered in my ear as she lay me down, popped open the snaps on my romper, and pulled the tapes of my diaper loose. I was glad of her changing my diaper, and as soon as the wipe hit my rear end, I was able to ignore the smell next to me!
I was quickly redressed in a new diaper before Bella, and I were back attached to the front of our respective’ parent.’
“Do you want to just check the stroller in here?” Fred asked, “I think we can probably just carry these two?”
Amanda looked at him and shrugged, “sure, might as well. Not sure I want to carry their diaper bag everywhere?”
“Just check it into a locker?”
“And when they need to be changed?”
“We’ll come back?” He suggested.
She shrugged and looked down at me. I looked up awkwardly since I was facing forward, “Think you both can make it a couple hours in those diapees?”
I sighed but nodded.
I think they both found it a bit easier to move around the park without the extra gear. Rides like Marvin’s Space Adventure, Piggy’s Carousel, Tweety’s Flight, and Sylvester’s Haunted House occupied our next couple hours that flew by. As much as I was embarrassed to enjoy the environment deemed appropriate for toddlers, I was smiling, if nothing else, at seeing the universe come alive. What Walt Disney had done in our dimension, Albert Warner apparently had outdone. Coupled with the technology that made our first ride come alive, I was truly in awe.
“I wish I could go on the big kids’ rides,” I told Amanda as she now carried me in the sling, “the effects are so cool!”
Amanda laughed, “I’m sorry, princess, but you are much too small for many other rides. Bella could ride a few more than you, but I don’t want to make you too jealous there,” she kissed my head.
I sighed, “I wouldn’t mind that much… I’m getting a better deal overall than Bella will,” I told her quietly. I was currently repositioned to face her as we walked back to the locker where she’d stashed our diaper bag.
“I know,” she said sadly. “I’m hoping someday we can find a way to get things right.”
“What about her apartment?” I asked her quietly since Fred and Bella were a little way ahead of us.
“We called last night and had everything switched to our names. So we’ll move out her stuff next week.”
I just sat silently and nodded. Both Bella and I had wet diapers that were quickly changed, and the two of us sat down in the stroller. I really hated continually being harnessed into places, and this trip was increasingly not allowing me to have as much freedom as I’d gotten used to the previous few days. I squirmed a bit before Amanda’s head peeked in and handed me a bottle full of juice, “Here, sweetie, why don’t you drink this while we find lunch.”
I just nodded and stuck the bottle in my mouth, and drank. I hadn’t had much that day so far, so I was definitely thirsty!
“Thanks,” I said around it, but her head was gone, and I heard her checking on Bella behind me.
Being increasingly bored, I just watched people from my short perch as we passed down the fake roadway leading to wherever Fred was pushing us. Happy families of actual children would pass by, cranky children would pass by, and frequently enough, the other families with Littles trapped as babies. The park really did an excellent job of making even the most despondent of those seem happy, though! There was a fair share of spankings and other punishment I could see, but a lot of it was toned down from everywhere else I had been in this dimension. Since we arrived at the park, we hadn’t had many negative encounters picking on even Bella.
I sighed, ‘Poor girl…’
Not too far down the road, we came upon a restaurant called ‘Taz’s Café’ with plenty of pictures of him around and décor that looked like it leaned Australian. “Come here, you,” Fred said to me as he unbuckled the confining harness and picked me up. Amanda had grabbed Bella and held her on her hip while Fred decided to give me a piggyback ride. I appreciated the view from his shoulders even as he had to duck down a little at the doorway to not hit my head!
I noticed that he also had our diaper bag on his shoulder as we walked up to the counter. “How can I help you?”
“Yes, I’d like a meat pie,” Fred said.
“I’ll have one of those Sausage Sangs,” Amanda said and looked up at me questioningly.
I looked at the board and thought that sounded good, but the fish and chips sounded better, “Fish and chips please?” I asked politely.
“Anything for your other daughter?” The lady asked.
“She’ll share the fish and chips with my other daughter.”
I felt terrible and looked over at Bella, hoping she wasn’t mad. “It’s okay,” she mouthed to me.
I worried that I was seeing a quick devolving of Amanda into another crazy Amazon woman because I felt like Bella was getting the short end of the straw. “Why don’t you go sit down with them, and I’ll wait for the order?” He asked her.
“Okay,” she said, and he pulled her off of his shoulders and handed me to her. She took that moment to set both of us on the ground and put my hand in Bella’s while she reached for hers. “Keep up with Mommy,” she told us.
I sighed but was glad I had Bella to hang onto rather than Amanda – I didn’t have to reach up nearly as high to hold her hand! On the other hand, Bella was reaching very high still, and Amanda leaned over a little as she led us to a couple high chairs that she pushed over to a table. Amanda picked me up and buckled me in before picking Bella up and setting her on her lap. When she unbuttoned her shirt, I didn’t feel so bad about picking lunch…
‘Why am I so jealous…?’ I angrily asked myself as I watched Bella awkwardly latch onto Amanda’s breast from my highchair.
Fred arrived a moment later and asked, “Do you have a bottle or something for Stacy?” as he sat down a large basket of fish the size of my torso and chips as thick as my arms.
“There’s another bottle of juice in the diaper bag for her,” she said, nodding towards it. “If you can fill up one of those empty bottles with some water from the dispenser for Bella, too, please.”
Fred did as he was told and scooted me in closer to the table. He was kind enough to take a knife quickly and section up the fish into a few more manageable chunks. I grabbed the first large piece in my hand and carefully spent the next twenty-minutes carving away at it before Bella finished her nursing session. Amanda had managed to eat her sausage sandwich and drink a fair amount of water herself while feeding her.
“Still hungry?” Amanda asked Bella.
She shrugged and nodded. I watched as she leaned over and grabbed one of the parts of the fish Fred had cut and handed it to her. She slowly ate at it like I had been. I’d also spent some time attacking a large piece of potato myself.
I slowed down eventually, and Bella didn’t even finish the piece of fish she had when Amanda asked, “Are my little girls all done?”
I looked at the food in front of me and nodded while Bella said, “Yes.”
“Which princess do you want?” Fred asked her.
“You can take the fish for a while.”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “Dolphins are not…!” I was interrupted with a pacifier in my mouth. I glared at Fred, who just laughed and picked me up. Back at the stroller, we were sat back inside and pushed through the streets until I noticed we were coming to a new part of the park that was ‘Mr. Limpet’s Incredible Aquarium.’
“Who’s Mr. Limpet?” I heard Bella ask behind me.
I pulled my pacifier out, “He was a fictional guy who got turned into a fish and single-handedly helped the US Navy destroy German U-Boats.”
Fred peeked around me and said, “Hmm… close, but not quite.”
I looked at him with a questioning face, “He’s a dolphin,” he smiled at me. “And you know dolphins aren’t fish, right?”
I sighed as I realized that while he had been a fish in my dimension, the picture was stylized into a dolphin here. I shook my head and plopped my pacifier back in my mouth. I started seeing different signs of where to go to see dolphins, whales, otters, sharks, and other creatures popping up. Before we got too far, I saw a water play area with Littles and babies splashing about. Most of them only wore diapers with no swimsuits. Some of the Littles had more than enough breast development to feel like I was seeing something I shouldn’t.
I was just thinking about how hot it was when the stroller stopped, and I was picked up out of the seat. A bathroom and changing area were next to us, along with signs saying, “Swim Diapers only in water areas. All Littles and children below this height must be in protection.” The mark looked to be well over my head, and when Bella was stood up beside it, I could see she was just right at the edge of it.
“You’re close, but since you’re a baby, we just get to keep you in a diapee, huh?” Amanda said with condescension in her voice that bothered me.
Bella sighed, “Yes, Mommy,” she said.
Amanda took that moment to pick her back up and tickle her and give her a hug. Then, both of us were stripped of the rompers quickly before our wet diapers were exchanged for swim diapers. I was a little nervous based on the lack of clothing that we would be naked, but this was apparently planned for because both Bella and I found ourselves in cute swimming suits.
“Okay, you two, let’s go play!”
She carried us out and set us down on the edge of a large splash park area. I turned to Bella, who looked mortified about all of this and didn’t know what to do. “Come on, Bella,” I told her with a smile and grabbed her hand and pulled her over to a mushroom that had water pouring out from it.
“This is so…” She said when we were alone by the mushroom.
I realized it was the first time we had been alone so far. “Embarrassing?” I finished for her.
She nodded, “What do they expect us to do?”
I smiled at her, “Look happy, maybe enjoy ourselves a little?”
“How? I just lost everything…”
I hugged her, “If I know anything, it’s that things are not always as they seem with Amanda and Fred. If you want to be free again, I’ll help you get to be that way after a while. For now…”
Bella froze right then, and I looked worriedly at her before figuring out she was just going to poop again.
“It’s okay, she’ll…” I started to say.
“He’s here… he followed us…!” Bella said, and I followed her gaze to where I could see the man clearly watching us from across the way. The man who had lured her to Selegnasol!
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Chapters 21 and 22
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 21: Ventures
“COME ON, BELLA! Let’s go find Mommy,” I told her. I pulled her quickly towards Amanda and Fred. They were on the opposite side of the splash area from the man.
I didn’t turn around to watch for the guy but quickly walked up to Amanda with Bella and said, “Bella poopy!” I said it loudly enough for others to hear before putting my hands in the ‘pick me up’ motion towards Fred. “Daddy uppy!”
Fred and Amanda looked at me with concern before I was picked up and in Fred’s arms. “The man that lured Bella is over there watching us!”
By the time we both turned to look again though he was gone. “I don’t see him. Are you sure?” He asked.
I nodded, “Bella saw him first, and it scared her…” ‘Shitless,’ I added in my own brain.
Amanda had picked Bella up at that point and asked, “So you don’t feel like playing like a big girl out there?” She asked her loudly.
Fred had closed into her and told Amanda, “They both just saw the man that lured her out here… What do you want to do?”
I watched Amanda’s face tighten, and a scowl I’d never seen on her face popped up. She was angrier now than she had been when Chloe had that stupid swing thing spank me!
“We can change Bella and move on to the exhibits?” She said. “I suppose we could go home early, but this place does have pretty good security. Go talk to them?”
“Bella, does your cell phone have any pictures of the guy you were talking to? Any logs of him on your computer?” I asked her quietly.
She shook her head, “I never thought to keep a record of that.”
“Screenname or number?” I asked.
She nodded to that, “It’s on my laptop in my suitcases.”
“Mommy, I want to swim with the dolphins like you promised. Is that soon or a long time from now?”
Amanda looked at me oddly, “It’s supposed to be when the little hand hits the four on the clock; it’s on the one right now.”
“Maybe we go back and take naps? I think Bella is tired. Mommy, you and I could play together?”
“That’s not a bad idea, Mommy,” Fred told her.
Amanda nodded, and the two of them walked hand-in-hand, each holding one of us, back to the stroller and changing room. After a quick change into a new diaper and her romper for Bella, we were put back in the stroller. They quickly started the walk back to the entrance of the parks and the hotel from there. I was left in my swimsuit and a mostly dry swim diaper.
Fred pushed the stroller back, and Amanda walked to the side. Occasionally, I could see her come forward to check on us, but it was a quiet walk back. Once in the hotel, they maneuvered the large stroller into the elevator and down the hallway to our room. Inside, Amanda gave us the quiet sign again and pulled her bug detector out from somewhere. As we quietly watched her search, she stopped twice to pick out little devices from hiding spots. Eventually, sure she had them all, she went to the bathroom with them and said, “I think I got them all. Seriously, who was this guy Bella?”
We were both picked up out of the stroller and sat on the bed.
“I don’t know…?” Bella said, “He said his name was Collin Munson and CEO for a clothing company here in Selegnasol. He said he liked my clothing design ideas for Littles. He told me that he felt like his chain of stores would be interested in picking up the line of designs?” Bella shrugged, “Other than making stuff directly for Littles who knew me, or the occasional Betweener, I didn’t have a lot of opportunities coming up. Once in a while, I could sell some designs online to companies overseas… I was having trouble doing much more than paying rent. This guy got me hook, line, and sinker,” she had tears leaving her eyes, and I leaned over and hugged her.
“It’s okay,” I told her.
“If you want to just drop me off at an orphanage or something, I’ll completely understand,” Bella told Amanda, who had sat down next to us.
She enveloped both of us in a hug and said, “I couldn’t possibly do that to you, sweetheart. I did what I did to protect you - my reasons to do so haven’t changed, and now that you’re a part of our family, you should know that we protect our own! Now, where is your computer?”
“In that black suitcase over there,” she told Amanda.
Amanda grabbed the one in question and brought it over to the bed. Underneath a pile of bras and panties that I assumed Bella would never wear again was a black computer more suited for me than Amanda. Amanda picked it up and handed it to her, “Can you log in?”
“I need the power cord plugged in too; it’s kind of ancient, and the battery doesn’t work anymore…” she said, embarrassed.
Amanda dug in and handed the end back to her after finding an outlet. The three of us had to move to a spot on the bed closer to the wall since her cord was pretty short. Amanda said, “Hold on one second before you turn it on, Bella,” as she looked at the front-facing camera of the computer. She got off the bed and grabbed a small band-aid that she placed on the camera. “Go ahead now,” she told her.
Once she logged in, she started to hand it to Amanda, but she just pointed to me instead.
I smiled, “You sure?” I asked her.
“You’re more than decent at this, and that keyboard is better for your hands than mine. I’ll have to get a pencil almost to type on those keys!”
I laughed, and Bella looked at both of us like we had grown extra heads. I just ignored her and started looking for the logs of her contacts with the guy. I first checked her computer over for things like keyloggers and sadly was rewarded quickly, “Wow, these guys are thorough,” I told them. “They’ve been logging everything done with her computer and have been streaming photo captures every five minutes to their server to track her.”
“Here,” Amanda said as she handed me a thumb drive that mated easily in the slot of Bella’s computer. On the drive was an executable program that quickly cleared that spyware off, and she looked over my shoulder as I rechecked it. I locked down everything that wasn’t going through my direct commands with a firewall to be safe. I also switched ports for internet access to a non-standard one to avoid something slipping by me. Eventually, with the computer fully secured, I directed my attention to finding the guy. The Skype-like software she had used to talk to this ‘Collin’ guy had a lot more data saved on it than it probably should have. It gave his location info, and I was able to find a picture from his profile information that I quickly saved over to a folder of gathered data. He was a dead ringer for the guy we had seen at the park and the day before!
“How do you move your fingers so fast?” Bella asked beside me, now being comforted in Amanda’s arms.
I looked over at her and just shrugged before getting back to work.
There was a log of information on the calls, and I gathered an IP address. Then, using my knowledge from home and the tricks I’d picked up online and from Amanda here, it was practically child’s play to track it back to a company since they hadn’t even tried hiding it.
“This must be the company,” I said, pointing to the screen that was on a company’s website. ‘Venture Little B and E’ was the name of the company.
“What does ‘B and E’ stand for?” Bella asked next to me.
“Breeding and Exports,” I told her with a wince. “These are the kind of guys Doctor Nimitz mentioned putting you all in touch with.”
“Fuck,” Fred breathed next to us.
“Fred!” Amanda warned.
“Amanda, these aren’t some small-time crooks. I’ve heard of these guys through some of the ER docs. We’re in pretty deep here!”
“What do you want to do about it?” Amanda asked, “It’s not like we can leave Bella?”
“Go to the police?” I suggested tentatively.
Amanda laughed, “Stacy, especially where we’re at right now, I’m guessing most of the police here would be happy to take a bribe. Selegnasol is not known for being friendly to Littles other than Looney World. If they went through this much trouble over Bella, I’m guessing they also…?”
“Think I would make an even better breeder?” I finished.
She just nodded, and we were quiet for a long minute. “Fred, would you hand me my computer? When you’re done, would you change Stacy into a new diaper? I’m guessing she’s gone at least a little in her swim diaper, and those don’t hold a lot.”
“Okay…” he said with a questioning look.
Once she had her laptop in hand, she told me, “Let Daddy change your diapee, and then I may need your help.”
Fred started moving and quickly handed her the requested computer while she logged into hers, and I assumed I did some checking of it like I had. If they could plant bugs in the room while we were gone, there was no reason they couldn’t do something with her computer. Of course, as soon as her screen came on, she hissed. Meanwhile, Fred had my swimsuit off and my butt in the air, wiping it pretty quickly. “Amanda, do I put another swim diaper on her or a regular pamper like Bella has on?”
“She’s going swimming with the dolphins in a bit; just put another swim diaper on her. She can actually do that herself if you want,” she reminded him.
He put my legs down and handed me the diaper and the swimsuit, “go for it, kiddo.”
I smiled and stood up carefully on the counter he had sat me and pulled up the diaper before putting the swimsuit back on. Bella looked at me like I was a creature from another universe. “You let her dress herself?”
“Bella, I’m not sure what we’re going to be able to do for you, especially with these guys on your trail, but Stacy is going to be attending college next week… we don’t want her to have extra problems because she’s not used to taking care of herself,” Fred responded. Amanda grunted in assent as Fred carried me back over to the bed.
“What do you need me to do?” I asked her.
“Well… can you get me that picture you found?”
I nodded. In the next thirty minutes, I could see what Amanda was doing and had to giggle. Bella looked back and forth at me, and Amanda then when she started to laugh too, and asked, “What’s so funny?”
“Amanda just set it up to where Looney World will associate this guy’s picture with a missing adopted ‘baby.’”
“But he’s an Amazon…?” Bella said.
“I’ve seen bigger Amazons than him forced by the courts into an adoption,” Fred said with a chuckle. “Unfortunately, without a chip, he’ll be able to talk his way out of getting sent to an orphanage.”
“It’ll be enough to get him kicked out of the park, though,” Amanda said.
“What about away from there?” Bella asked nervously.
“Well, I think we’ll be fine at the airport and back home. It’ll just be the drive to the airport that we really have to worry about,” Amanda said nervously.
“We’ll figure it out,” Fred said as he gave Amanda a hug. “Now, why don’t we change Bella and then get to that dolphin encounter for Stacy?”
“Sounds good! Let’s leave the stroller here - it’s been more trouble than it’s worth.”
“Okay,” he said.
I smiled at that, “You sure you don’t want to come?” I asked Bella as she had the new regular diaper taped shut.
“I really don’t swim… those things have got to be scary too! Have you ever seen one? They could probably swallow you in a bite!”
I laughed, “I’m sure I am small enough, but I’ll be fine, right, Mommy?”
“Yep!” she said, “They have them well trained not to eat the little fish!”
I giggled as she tickled me. Amanda quickly braided my hair for swimming and seemed to gather a few more things into our diaper bag. She repositioned me back in the sling when she was done while Fred put Bella into her backpack-like carrier on his chest. He grabbed my pink diaper bag and then put it over his shoulder. I broke out in more giggles.
“What’s so funny?” He asked me with a glare.
“Umm… pink’s just not your color?” I suggested.
He sighed, “I know, Amanda, first thing when we get home, I am finding a manlier diaper bag.”
That set everyone off into giggles as we were carried out of the hotel and back to the park. I sat upright in the sling and watched all of the people we passed to spot the man Bella had been told to call Collin. Digging through her video logs had shown me how she had been baited in. Loneliness, fear, and the hope of getting a business deal off the ground seemed an easy ruse to catch her. She seemed to have been just desperate enough to risk it… To be fair, she had done her checks. On the surface, the guy had seemed to be on the up-and-up.
My skills and Amanda’s skills were just way above hers… Sadly without them, she nearly fell into their trap.
‘Now I have a sister whether I want her or not!’ I grumbled internally. I knew I shouldn’t be jealous of Bella, but it was hard not to be at times. The only good thing about this whole scheme had been the attention Amanda had been giving me for the past hour.
I sighed, ‘I’m seriously going to get a complex… I was just getting used to being a baby - not to mention I was an only child back home too!’
Amanda and Fred held hands as they passed into Mr. Limpet’s area of the park. ‘How could they change him to a dolphin? His name was the reason for him turning into a limpet!’ I groused as we passed into the area. ‘This dimension is just infuriating sometimes!’
I saw signs pointing towards a dolphin experience leading me to believe we were close. Soon we came upon a booth that Amanda walked up to. “Well, hello! You here to watch Mommy or Daddy swim with the dolphins?” the lady asked patronizingly to me.
Amanda hugged me, “Actually, we have a booking for myself and my little girl here.”
“I’m sorry, ma’am, but we only allow really strong swimmers to swim with the dolphins.”
“That’s your only concern?” Fred asked in a calm voice.
“Umm… well yes, I guess?”
“Well, then Stacy will be just fine swimming with the dolphins. She’s probably a stronger swimmer than you are.”
“Umm… I doubt that… Will you let me get my manager?”
“Okay,” Amanda said, “We’d be happy for Stacy to take a swim test if needed?”
I giggled as the girl ducked out of the booth for a moment and came back in with an older Amazonian man. “Ma’am, what seems to be the issue?”
“Apparently, your cast member here seems to be concerned that our daughter can swim well enough for the encounter?”
“Well, we don’t allow Littles…?”
“Where’s the sign for that?” Amanda asked. “We prepaid for this encounter, and I’ve promised her she’ll get to swim with the dolphins.”
“Ma’am, really, there’s no way your little girl can swim well enough to be in the tank with them safely.”
“How about she proves it to you?”
Chapter 22: Dolphins
THE MANAGER LOOKED at Amanda like she was crazy, but I knew we were better off with a man in this case since they seemed to be saner. “If she can swim a lap in the tank without the dolphins, we’ll let her do it.” He looked doubtfully. “But you take all risks and must swim next to her to rescue her if need be.”
“Shouldn’t she wear a life vest at least?” The other lady asked, astonished and a bit outraged.
“She seems sure of her Little; if she signs the waiver, I don’t care.” He said to her while giving papers to Amanda to sign.
A moment later, he looked at her and said, “I hope you’re right about your little girl… But we’ll see in this swim test. If she looks the slightest bit like she’s struggling, we don’t let her swim with the dolphins.”
“Sounds good,” I told him, “Thank you, sir!”
He looked at me a little bit odd but said, “She does have a swim diaper on, right?”
“Of course, we know no one would ever let a Little into their pool without one!” Amanda told him with a smile.
“Right this way then,” he said and opened a door. I could see that we were being led into the water level of a large amphitheater-like I remembered SeaWorld using for shows. Rows and rows of seats were above us, and a massive tank extended in front of us. “Umm… we require wetsuits normally in these pools since they’re saltwater…?”
“And you don’t have one in her size?” Fred asked with an amused grin.
He nodded, “no.”
“Well, good thing we have one for her then, huh?” Amanda said with a smile. Then she dressed me in the purple full-body wetsuit, holding a pair of matching goggles that matched my suit.
She even pulled out a set of fins then, but the man said, “For her test, I don’t want her using fins.”
“Fair enough,” she said, “then she’s ready to take your test? You said one lap of the tank?”
He looked at me incredulously. I could sort of understand since the tank looked to be the size of a football field back home. “You’ll need to get into a wetsuit too… There’s some to borrow over there?” he directed the girl from the counter to help her out.
In the meantime, Amanda sat me down next to Fred, who still had Bella latched to his chest. Amanda made me wait there way too long, I thought; I really wanted to get into the water! Instead, I was left looking around at the pavilion, which seemed completely covered and lit only artificially. I looked up at Bella in her carrier, and she just shook her head at me. Fred bounced a little to soothe her while she nervously nursed the pacifier in her mouth.
Eventually, Amanda returned, and he said, “Like I said, this is on you.”
“Just over there and back?” I asked him while pointing to the far side.
“Umm… yeah.”
I smiled and dove into the water without waiting for any other doubts from him. It was a much cooler temperature than I expected, and I could see why the wetsuits were needed. I didn’t wait around for Amanda to catch up and began my swim as if it was a race. I went to the other side and decided to circle the pool instead of going straight back. It was so nice to swim in such a large pool! Amanda wasn’t far behind me as I approached the platform we left on and climbed up on my own.
“Am I a good enough swimmer?” I asked the man.
He shook his head, “Definitely... Okay, you booked this to be private, so I’ll get my trainer to bring a couple of friends out for you to meet.”
“Yay! Friends!” I squealed a bit with a smile on my face just to mess with him.
Amanda sat down on the platform with me in her lap to wait while Fred found a seat in a nearby chair. Bella stared at me again like horns were sticking out of my head. I just giggled. I didn’t have time to have a conversation with either of them before I heard noises of grates opening, and a young Amazonian woman came out.
She laughed when she saw me, and somehow, I had a feeling this was going to be a good experience. “Wow, so you got past Megan, through Jason, and apparently get to be the first Little I know of to swim with our friends.”
I smiled, “I can’t wait!”
She laughed, “I’m Makayla, the trainer. I also run the shows here.”
“I’m Amanda, this is my husband Fred, Stacy, who will be swimming, and that’s Bella.”
“It’s nice to meet you! Please know that I’m in charge of everything. I understand you can swim, but we do have some guidelines that you’re going to have to follow.”
I nodded, and I could feel Amanda doing the same. She went over some rules that made sense before two gigantic dolphins suddenly swam up to the platform we were on and splashed all of us.
I laughed and stood up to see them better while Makayla tossed them some fish that had to have been half my size. “Meet Suzy and Maggie,” she told us while pointing to each in turn. “They’re both known as bottlenose dolphins, Suzy is fifteen feet in length, and Maggie is twenty-feet. Both are full-grown adults.” She showed me how I could safely pet Suzy and feel her skin before having her do a few tricks jumping in the water and even having them play with a giant beach ball. “You want to swim with them now?” she asked me with a smile.
I smiled, “Uh-huh,” and only partially registered that Fred had their nice camera out but tuned out the rapid shutter. Instead, I focused on the gigantic creature in the water and dove in next to Suzy. She swam up to me and chattered loudly while she bobbed her head to look at me like I was nuts. She seemed to like the idea of playing, though, because she jumped in the air and splashed me again while I treaded water. I giggled and then reached out and gently took hold of her fin as Makayla instructed me to. As if that was her cue, she took me for a ride around the tank. Just as we went back by the platform, I sensed she was doing something different and instinctively took a breath.
I was glad I did as she dove beneath the surface a moment later! Instead of letting go, I hung on and enjoyed the ride as she descended and then returned to the surface, popping us both out into the air. I giggled as I let go and returned to the water with a splash. She made her own laughing chatter sound and pushed me back to the platform with her nose. I let her push me onto it and turned to pat her nose. Makayla handed me a fish that I carefully tossed to her. Suzy seemed to appreciate it and came up to me again, and I patted her gently. I watched as Amanda was delivered back to the side there again too.
“How much more time do we have?” I asked Makayla.
She looked at her watch, “Ten minutes? Then we have to clear the pavilion for the show that’s in an hour.
“Awesome!” I said and dove back into the water and began swimming around the tank with Suzy by my side. She seemed to think I was a little dolphin pup and dove in and around me gently while watching me. After a lap of that, she leaned her fin towards me, and I let her pull me for a little bit more before realizing Amanda and Makayla were signaling time was up.
Suzy seemed to have caught a cue because she beached me on the platform a second later. I was able to give her another fish and posed for a quick photo with Amanda and her finned friend before we were led to the locker room that Amanda had used.
“Thank you so much!” I told Makayla.
“You’re so very welcome, Stacy. You have to be one of the most talented Little swimmers I’ve ever seen!”
“Thanks,” I told her with a smile.
“Maybe you can catch my show here in a bit?” She suggested with a smile.
I looked at Amanda, who nodded, “We’ll be there!”
After a quick rinse in their staff shower, Amanda stripped out from her wetsuit first and into her dry clothes. She then stripped me down to the diaper I was in. “Hmm… I forgot to grab a regular pamper for you… you’ll just have to wear another swim diaper for a bit…” she told me.
I shrugged, “Okay,” I had nothing else I could do and stood up with the only new diaper on.
When I was dressed, she said, “We’ll have to give you a bath later. You smell like fish!” she told me.
“Like dolphins, Mommy!” I told her with a smile and a hug. “Can I wash my hands, please?” I asked, thinking of the fish I had just been touching. She picked me up and put me up to the sink with some soap on my hands.
She smiled at me and gave me a hug when I was done, “Let’s go rejoin Daddy and Bella.”
I walked out beside her, and I was a little relieved to see both of them waiting for us, “Here’s your sling Amanda,” Fred said as I watched Bella look at me like I was crazy.
“Thanks, Fred,” she said, “Did you get some good pictures of her?”
“Both of you,” he said with a smile.
“I can’t wait to see them,” I told him with a smile, “Thank you both for setting this up!”
“You’re very welcome,” he said.
Amanda squeezed me, “I thought you would enjoy it.”
“You okay, Bella?” I asked her.
She nodded, “You’re crazy, though.”
I smiled, “Yep!”
“Let’s go see if we can get the girls something at the gift store?”
“Yay!” I said with a smile.
Fred had Bella in her harness, and I was in the sling attached to Amanda a quick moment later. It wasn’t far to ‘Mr. Limpet’s Incredible Shop.’ I immediately noticed there were some stuffed dolphins on a wall.
“Mommy! Look, dolphins!” I told her and pointed.
“Just like Suzy, huh?” She asked me while tickling my side.
I squirmed and giggled a bit, “Stop that… May I have one?”
She smiled and hugged me, “Sure, which one?”
“That one please?” I told her, pointing to one that was as long as I was tall.
“It’s as big as you!” She smiled at me. “You sure?”
“Please?”
“Well then, here you go,” She said and handed me the massive stuffed animal. I hugged it tightly from my perch with her help.
“What does Bella want?” Amanda asked her where she looked on next to us.
“I don’t need anything,” Bella said quietly.
Amanda turned and tilted her head closer to her, leaving me squished close to Bella too. “Sweetie, I want to get you something. It doesn’t have to be a dolphin or a stuffed animal; it could be anything.”
Bella looked genuinely uncomfortable but said, “Okay… Umm… Daddy, can you walk around?” She asked.
Amanda gave her a kiss on the top of her head as Fred gave her a reassuring hug. Then, we walked around while I clung to my new stuffed animal. After a long while of walking around, Bella said, “The mermaid, Mommy?” she asked.
I followed where she pointed and saw a plush mermaid doll that seemed to be as tall as my dolphin, but she was taller than me, so it didn’t seem quite so gigantic in her hands. Amanda walked through some more then. She grabbed a couple of onesies with dolphin characters on them for me and then a mermaid outfit for Bella. You could tell she was having a great time having two babies to shop for, but eventually, I began squirming while trying to hold onto my dolphin, and she decided it was time to check out.
“I get it,” she told me with a smile, “let’s check out, and we’ll go watch Makayla’s show.”
I turned my head a bit and smiled at her.
The lady at the register looked at Bella and me, “Looks like you must have two very good little girls!”
“We do,” Amanda said with a squeeze on me. “Here, let’s hand the nice lady your dolphin, and then you can have her back.” She pushed it forward to a scanner and then handed it back to my arms which were honestly kind of wearing out a bit.
“Would you like a bag for this, or would you like us to deliver your purchase to the hotel?”
“We’ll take it in a couple bags,” Amanda told her, “I don’t think this one wants to let go of her dolphin.”
“Here’s an extra bag in case they get tired of holding them,” the lady said helpfully as she handed her a bag with the other items in it.
“Thanks!” Amanda said and led Fred by the hand back to the amphitheater, this time coming in from the main entrance through a queue line. To my disappointment, they walked above the splash zone before Bella and I were freed from the carriers and situated on Fred and Amanda’s laps.
“Girls, are you thirsty?” Amanda asked.
I looked up and nodded, “Yes, especially after swimming,” I mentioned.
“Fred, can you find their juice bottles in the bag?”
He reached into the pink bag beside him and withdrew a smaller bottle for me and a larger bottle for Bella. Once the caps were pulled off, he handed the smaller bottle to Amanda and the larger one to Bella. I still had the dolphin in my arms, so it was tough to hold my bottle when she tried to hand it to me. I held it up to her, “Okay, since you’re a little bit occupied,” Amanda said with a smile, and she held it to my mouth while I nursed.
I had about half of the bottle down when Makayla came out to the platform we had used earlier, “Ladies and gentlemen, welcome…” she started as several dolphins came out and began performing flips in front of the crowd. The show was very cool and featured several dolphins, whales, sea lions, and a few new-to-me creatures that she introduced and the trainers interacted with.
Makayla herself honestly was the reason the show was entertaining, though. She was a fantastic MC, and I was entranced by her and the animal’s antics. Several times the people in the splash zone received a good soaking moment. Once, it almost reached us, and I giggled when Bella shrieked loudly about it. At the end of the show, they invited people to come down to one side to take pictures with Suzy and a couple other dolphins.
Amanda and Fred, meanwhile, began packing up to leave the show. My dolphin was placed into one of the spare bags and Bella’s mermaid doll before Bella was put into her carrier. The diaper bag slung over Fred’s left shoulder and carried the shopping bags in his left hand.
“You want to go say bye to Makayla?” Amanda asked me.
“Can we?” I asked before taking a quick sip out of my still half-full bottle.
“Sure, she was definitely kind with you earlier.”
“And she did an excellent job with the show,” I told her.
“Yes, she did,” Amanda said. Then, instead of placing me into the sling, she held me on her hip as we waited for the line of fans to pass by. It took a while, but soon just us and an Amazon family with an excited little girl who looked to be about five remained.
Suddenly I saw ‘Collin’ approach us and came menacingly up to Amanda, “Well, well, well, looks like we have two lovely Littles to collect since you decided to interfere,” he hissed.
I didn’t see a weapon in his hands, but the physical threat was implied as I looked at the giant in horror. He was slightly shorter than Fred, but he seemed to radiate a serious physical threat like a trained soldier. I looked at the bottle in my hand, the only real weapon I had. I thought about something for a couple seconds before carefully digging my fingers into the edge of the nipple of the bottle. I tried not to move too much as I could pull it loose from its ring and open the bottle.
“What are you talking about?” Amanda played dumb.
“Bella there; she’s meant for my organization. We recruited her and had a plan to catch her here,” he said quietly.
While this was going on, the family with the young amazon child approached Makayla and Suzy. They were posing for a picture that the dad was taking. Everyone else seemed to be clueless about the less-than-happy situation going on next to them.
“But she’s our little baby girl, I’m sorry you didn’t get her first, but she’s a part of our family now.”
“No, you’ll all be coming with me. You’ll be giving me the information on where their adoption chips are, the codes to change their adoption records, and we might consider letting you two go back home.”
“I will not be giving up my babies,” Amanda said with all of the fury of a mother bear.
With that, I took advantage of his not paying attention to me and flung the remaining contents of my bottle onto the man’s pants. It landed perfectly on his groin area, and I shouted, “Mommy! That man had an accident! Isn’t he a baby then? Why isn’t he in diapers like Bella and me?”
My voice carried, and I watched as he looked humorously at me for a second as if I was crazy, just before security guards seemed to be paying attention and approached us all.
“Bitch,” he hissed to me and turned to leave. Seeing him surrounded, I watched as he ran by the Amazon family, who was starting to walk away.
Makayla had just disappeared backstage. The family was trying to pack up their stuff when I watched in horror as he shoved the little Amazon girl into the tank.
“My baby!!!!!!!!” The Amazon woman shrieked.
The little girl instantly seemed to struggle in the water and was sinking. Amanda had been standing right next to the rail of the protective fence. I grabbed firmly and pulled loose of her grip, hopped onto the railing, and dived into the pool after the little girl.
I hit the water with a perfect entry and kicked down below the surface. I could see that the girl was already sinking! Using the skills that I’d learned a couple summers ago in lifeguard training, I pulled her to the surface before turning her around and using my legs to help push us towards the platform we’d used earlier. The girl was at least twice my size, and I had to work really hard to make progress and keep her head above the water. Her deadweight was not easy to handle, but my adrenaline was pumping, and I wasn’t about to give up!
I was worried that the girl was completely limp in my arms but kept pushing my legs to kick as fast as possible. It was taking forever, though!
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Chapters 23 and 24
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 23: Little Impressions
SUDDENLY, I FELT the water ripple next to me and saw a fin. I turned my head and realized Suzy was offering me some help. I gripped the little girl tightly with one arm and my legs as I used my now-free hand to hold onto Suzy’s fin gently, and she pulled us through the water much faster!
I heard a lot of screaming as Suzy beached us on the platform and swam away a moment later. I was almost crushed by the girls’ weight but managed to free myself from underneath her. I immediately checked to see if she was breathing, hoping I wouldn’t have to do CPR. To my relief, she immediately began coughing, and I helped her tilt to the side to get it out just as her mom and Makayla arrived.
“Oh my god, baby, I’m so glad you’re okay…” her mom said to her as Makayla pulled me to the side, and an EMT began checking on the little girl.
“Are you okay, Stacy?” Makayla asked, bending down to the ground and looking at me.
I nodded, “a little cold, but that’s nothing a bath won’t fix.”
“You know I would have been close behind into the water? I had just gone in the back…?”
“I didn’t think,” I answered her honestly. Amanda walked up then with Fred in tow.
“Of course, you didn’t think,” Amanda said with a scowl.
I feared she would yell at me, but instead, she picked me up and hugged me. “Your instincts saved that little girl’s life,” she told me, “I’m very proud of you,” she told me.
I blushed.
“Ma’am, we will need to speak with all of you in the security office.” A security officer said to her.
Amanda nodded, “I’m not surprised. Did you catch the man who did this?”
“Yes, the police are going to ask for you to identify him for certain, though, before they take him to wherever it is that they’ll be taking him.” The gentleman answered with a respectful tone.
Just then, the lady stood up from beside her little girl, who was being taken on a stretcher to be checked out, and came over to us. She looked at Amanda and me and hugged me, “Thank you for saving my daughter,” she said. “I never would have dreamed a Little would be able to do so but thank you!!!” She was sobbing.
“I’m glad she’s going to be okay, ma’am,” I told her.
“I know she’s an adopted Little, but if there’s ever anything you need, please let me know,” she gave me a business card that listed her as a CEO of a prototyping company.
“Thanks,” Amanda said, “You should go with your baby,” she told her.
She nodded and disappeared with the medic team and her daughter. I was still sopping wet in my clothes and asked, “Do you have a spare outfit by chance?”
“Sure… Sir, do you mind if I change her into something dry real quick?”
He shook his head, “You can do it right here or in the security office, but I need to get you going directly.”
I sighed, “just do it here.”
TWENTY MINUTES LATER, we were inside the park’s massive security facility. As we came in, they led us by a temporary holding cell that had ‘Collin’ dressed in only a diaper, a pacifier locked in his mouth, and restrained by some sort of harness that suspended him in the air.
“What’s with the diaper?” Fred asked as we passed.
“Well, when we found him, his pants were wet from an apparent accident. When we checked his information, we found out that he is a runaway baby.” An older gentleman with graying hair, who seemed to be in charge, responded.
“Who’d have thought?” Amanda said.
Inwardly I was marking a point down for us.
“I’m Thomas Cranton, head of security. Was this the man… baby... who did this?”
From my perch in the sling, I could see both Amanda and Fred nod, “Yes, it is. Any idea why he did this?”
The man shrugged, “Usually, there’s something pretty severe for an Amazon to be given a regression sentence. It’s a sealed record for some reason. We’ve contacted the local police department to take over and get him back to whatever center he should be in to finish his regression.”
“Sounds like a good plan! What else do you need from us?” Fred asked.
“Well, we need some written statements. Can your Little write?”
“Yes, sir,” I told him myself.
“Well, if you’ll all come with me, I’ll need it from Mommy and Daddy and then our baby heroine.”
When we were led into a conference room, I blushed and began writing up a statement that was as vague as possible. An unspoken idea was present in my mind that we didn’t want to give the investigators too much information. Anything that could potentially unravel ‘Collin’s’ trip back to babyhood was not in our best interests. It took about fifteen minutes for the three of us to answer questions and write up the incident before finishing.
“Thank you all!” Mr. Cranton said as the door opened and another gentleman in an expensive suit came inside. “Mr. Warner… how are you doing?” He asked a little warily.
“I’d be doing better if I knew guests were safe in my park. This Little was much faster than our own emergency response teams, from what I hear! And. the girl who was thrown in the tank was saved a much worse fate because of her. How did you manage that?” He asked me.
I shrugged, “I like swimming and have had lifeguard training.”
“Well, I do wish to thank you properly… As you’re an adopted Little, things are trickier.” He said.
“Excuse me, I’m Fred Westerfield… you are?”
“Oh… I’m Jack Warner, the third, and I’m the current chairman of the Looney World Parks.”
“Pleased to meet you; I’m Amanda,” she said with a squeeze to me.
“Well, this incident is already getting some press attention, and I don’t really want to see it explode any further. Is there anything I can offer…?”
“Some good security through the next day while we’re here and a ride to the airport in a limo? Someone would need to return our rental car too?” Amanda said with a smile. “Maybe also no questions over Stacy swimming in the waterpark tomorrow without floaties?”
He smiled, “I think we can make that arrangement. Tommy, can you get that security detail arranged?”
“Yes, sir,” he said. “I think dinner plans would be good for us to make for them too, given their day’s plans have been upended?”
“I think that’s a great idea.”
“We’ll need to go back to the hotel and clean up before that,” Amanda said.
“No problems, we’ll escort you over there and make dinner plans for you at Pepé’s?” Mr. Warner suggested.
“Sound’s good to me,” Fred said. “Thank you for not giving us more hassle about Stacy jumping in!”
Mr. Warner shrugged, “It’s a great story. It’ll help build more positive press on how we treat Littles when their parents bring them here.”
I shook my head at the blatant business reasoning but appreciated that I wasn’t being yanked away from Amanda and Fred. As we left, I saw Collin struggling uselessly against his bonds as his white diaper turned yellow. I waved bye to him as Amanda carried me out of the building. Four security escorts followed us out of the park and to the hotel.
It was awkward as they followed us to the elevator and waited by our room door for us.
“We’ll be about an hour,” Amanda told them as two of the officers took up position by our door.
“Sounds good, Ma’am,” a young male officer said.
Amanda and Fred undid the sling and carrier from themselves and sat both of us on the bed. Amanda made a silent gesture to us with her finger to be quiet but didn’t sweep for bugs for some reason. “Well, Stacy, you’re a little hero today,” she told me as she pulled the backup outfit; she’d dressed me in off and revealed the swim diaper that was still damp from either my urine or the water.
“Sorry…” I told her and Bella, who looked at me with that incredulous look even more.
She shook her head, “Don’t be sorry for that, sweetheart, it was the right thing to do! As soon as you were in the water, I knew you and the other little girl would be just fine. So let’s go hop into the shower and rinse us off before getting you two dressed into some pretty dresses for dinner.”
“Okay,” I told her and held my arms up.
“Daddy, would you change Bella and get her into one of the pretty dresses we picked up for her yesterday?”
“Sure,” Fred replied with a smile and tickled Bella a little.
Amanda picked me up, carried me to the bathroom, and removed the swim diaper. “Uh-oh, you have a little poopy here…” she told me.
I blanched a bit at that since I didn’t remember going. “I think you need to skip nursing tonight and tomorrow night,” she whispered.
I made a pouting face at her but nodded. ‘It wouldn’t do for me to have a poopy diaper the first day of college orientation.’
She quickly used a baby wipe on my rear before putting the diaper in the trash and setting me in the running shower, where she joined me. She undid my braided hair, used baby shampoo, washed me down with a washrag and some of her body soap, and then quickly washed herself. When we were done, she called out, “Daddy, would you please bring me one of Stacy’s diapees?”
He appeared with a new Pamper moment later, and I was laid down on the sink counter and quickly diapered. “Wouldn’t do for our new heroine to pee all over the floor, huh?” She asked.
I looked at her, wondering what was going on, but figured it probably had to do with the likelihood of more bugs. I sighed and patiently let her dry my hair and her hair before she dressed me into the frilliest pink dress she had brought. She pulled up a frilly diaper cover over my rear and tied my hair into loose pigtails. Amanda squeezed me in a tight hug before dropping me off into the playpen next to Bella. Her dress was purple and not quite as frilly as mine. Her matching diaper cover showed off no matter how she stood. Fred had taken some initiative and tied some bows in her hair too.
“You look cute!” Bella said to me.
I groaned, “So do you.”
I sat down in the playpen then with a sigh, and the stress of the last hour, the fun I’d had over the day, and everything else caught up with me in the form of extreme fatigue. Fred had turned the TV on just then to the local news channel, and I gasped at the lead story.
‘Our top news story today comes from the Looney World park. About an hour ago, just after one of the last aquatic shows of the day, a toddler girl was shoved into the show’s tank by a man believed to be an escaped baby.’ A lady said.
The clip showed a distant view of the girl being shoved in and my leaping in. The man ran as quickly as possible and came nearer to the person recording. As he closed in, you could see the juice I had flung on him had hit the bullseye, and it looked like he had an accident. Several individuals tried to restrain him as the person panned, and the man went out of sight.
“My baby!” a scream brought the focus back to the pool. I had reached her and had us both on our backs, swimming towards the platform. Half-way back to the platform, you could see Suzy swim up and the rest of the rescue.
‘Incredibly, it appears the Little shown here escaped her mother, dived into the tank, and managed to pull the Big child to safety. Towards the end of the rescue, one of the park’s dolphins, Suzy, helped her swim the rest of the way. Apparently, the Little was able to render further first aid until the adults arrived.’
‘Hard to believe a Little could do that,’ a man said, ‘but the proof is there!’
‘Hopefully, after her mother spanked her for being so reckless, she got a treat of some sort for the good deed,’ the lady said with a smile.
‘A new stuffed animal maybe?’ the man.
‘Seems like a good idea! No names have been released for the two girls since both are minors. The man has been named as ‘Collin Munson,’ who was sentenced to regression at the infant level for a period of ten years. It is unknown where he was supposed to have been in care. His offense and sentencing details are sealed in his records as he is legally now a minor too.’
‘Just a minute’ another man suddenly appeared on screen and handed the newscasters something.
‘Wow, just when this case seemed too strange to be true, we have received word that this Collin Munson has now escaped custody. Police advise anyone who sees him or suspects his whereabouts to immediately call this number. He is believed to be armed and extremely dangerous,’ the man read.
‘Wow, I hope they catch him soon and get him to the nursery he obviously needs,’ the lady said.
Fred turned off the TV, and I saw Amanda had joined in on the shocked faces of everyone I could see on the TV screen.
“Come on!!!” Fred hissed. “How can this guy have gotten away?!?”
“Let’s talk about this later, honey,” Amanda told him while she motioned warningly with her eyes around the room. Then, she busied herself by restocking the diaper bag.
He nodded with a sigh, “Okay, let’s get dinner and head back to see the fireworks. Then we can put these two babies to bed.”
She nodded and walked over to the playpen where she picked us up, each in one arm. “Ready for din-din?” She asked us.
I nodded while simultaneously panicking about the man had gotten loose so soon.
‘I doubted it would really hold him long, though,’ I admitted.
Amanda handed me over to Fred, saying, “I want the new baby for the rest of the night; you can have Stacy.”
“So I’m the old doll now?” I glared at her.
She laughed at me and stuck her tongue out at me, “Of course! Out with the old and in with the new!” she said as she squeezed Bella in a hug.
Fred gave me a hug and said, “Don’t worry, Princess, you can be Daddy’s girl anytime.”
I smiled at him, “Gee, thanks, Daddy!” He tickled my belly for a second and then placed me on his shoulders in a piggyback carry. Amanda handed him our diaper bag and positioned Bella on her hip as she opened the door. Outside our security guards looked ready to escort us to dinner.
“Ready, ma’am?” The lead guard asked Amanda.
“Yes, sir,” she told him.
“Right this way then,” he told us and led us to the elevator.
Chapter 24: Fireworks
IT WAS AN awkward ride down with the four security group members down to the lobby. Downstairs, people stared at us, curiosity painted on their faces, but we made it across to the park again without incident. Inside, we were led to a restaurant labeled ‘Pepés Restaurant’ with a picture of Pepé le Pew holding a restaurant tray.
Opening the door, a crowd of people with buzzers waited for their tables. Amanda led us through the chaos to the hostess stand, “Oh my goodness! Aren’t you two just the most adorable little girls?” to Bella and me. She reached out and actually pinched Bella’s cheek.
“Thanks,” Amanda said with a smile and hugged Bella closer to her.
“I’m sorry, their dresses are too precious! Do you have a reservation?”
“Westerfield?”
She typed into her computer and said, “Yes, ma’am, I see you have a reservation. Right this way, please,” she said. The crowd of people waiting for tables seemed disgruntled that we were being immediately seated.
I heard one say, “What the Hell? We have a reservation, but we still have to wait… they get to just go in?!?”
She ignored the complaints and led us back through the main dining area, down another corridor, and into a private dining room with a single table in a large room. Two highchairs sat next to two massive adult chairs. They were set up looking across from each other so that each parent would have one ‘baby’ beside them to take care of. Amanda carefully sat Bella in the high chair next to her, and Fred did the same with me. Two waiters pulled out their chairs before they, too, sat down.
A moment later, a gentleman in a suit came in, “Bonsoir, I am Philippe, and I’ll be at your service this evening. Would you like a baby food menu or kids’ menus for your two Littles? We can also happily heat up any jars you might have with you?”
“I would like them to have a regular menu tonight,” Amanda told him. “It’s a special treat for Stacy,” she nodded at me, “who saved an Amazon girl’s life earlier.”
“Mon dieu! Is this the Little who jumped into the tank earlier?”
“Oui, Monsieur,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Then I will not protest your request. Should I plan to bring a box to put the leftovers?”
“That might not be a bad plan,” Fred said with a laugh.
“Before I go, what would you all like to drink?”
“Iced tea,” Amanda said.
“Same for me.”
“And for the little girls?”
“I have some sippy cups of juice for them already,” she told him.
“Trés bien, I’ll be back in a moment.”
Bella looked at Amanda and Fred as if they were losing their mind as he left. “We get to eat regular food?” She asked.
“Do you see anyone else in here right now?” Amanda asked.
“No…”
“And even if they were, we wouldn’t care,” Fred told her. “Especially since we have a valid reason, we just gave the waiter. You will still need to nurse from Mommy afterward,” he told her.
She nodded, and I remembered that Bella was at least able to nurse instead of having the laxatives. Amanda said, “Fred, I put in two sippy cups for them in the bag. Can you give me Bella’s and give Stacy hers?”
“Sure,” he said and dug through the bag he had carried. Bella’s was twice the size of mine and seemed a little closer to a regular cup. Mine seemed more like a bottle, almost with a soft silicone spout that felt like the same material as a bottle nipple.
I took a tentative sip and then set it down as the waiter returned with menus taller than me. He carefully placed it on the highchair tray, and I did my best to balance it and read through the menu. Being a little larger, Bella had an easier time, but I could see she was still trying to figure out the whole crazy slingshotting standards. ‘I hope it becomes easier when we get home!’
I looked through the menu and settled on a salmon dish cooked in papillote. It came with a mushroom risotto that sounded amazing right then. Amanda whispered to Bella quickly before the waiter returned and asked her, “Have you decided?”
“Oui,” she said with a smile.
She placed her order and Bella’s before he asked her, “And for the petite fille?”
She looked at me and nodded at him to ask me, “Saumon en papillote, s’il vous plaît?”
“D’accord,” he told me with a smile. “And you, sir?” he continued. Fred gave him an answer, and he left us again alone. I caught just a glimpse of one of the security members outside as the door closed, leaving us again alone in the elegant room.
“A little over the top, isn’t it?” Fred said aloud.
“Someone liked Philip the Fourtheenth’s decor,” Amanda said.
“One of these days, I’m going to get through enough of your history books to compare what’s the same and different,” I said with a sigh, “He sounds similar to a king in our universe, but Louis was his name.”
“Do Littles really not have to wear diapers in your dimension?” I heard Bella ask before slamming a hand over her mouth and looking at Amanda in fear.
Amanda smiled at her and kissed the top of her head, “I’m not going to punish you for asking questions, silly girl, just be careful where we’re at.”
Bella nodded, and I replied, “We don’t have Bigs there, so only actual babies and toddlers get babied. This is a truly odd place compared to back home.”
“I can only imagine,” she said to me.
The conversation lulled soon after that as bread was brought. Amanda and Fred cut some small chunks off for us. Finally, our meals arrived, and to my surprise, the chef had already prepared a smaller version for us. The meals were the real thing, so I didn’t complain and was quite stuffed at the end!
I finished sooner than everyone else and chose that moment to drink the last of the juice from my sippy cup. ‘I think I like my bottle better than this,’ I thought. A need to release some urine made itself known to me, and I didn’t hesitate to release it into my diaper. The warming diaper expanded, and I shifted a little as it did so.
“Someone needs a diapee change?” Amanda asked from across the table.
I blushed but nodded, “It can wait.”
“You felt it, though, didn’t you?”
I nodded, “Most of your milk must already be passed through my system?”
She nodded, “We’re still going to play it safe until at least Monday.”
I sighed and nodded.
Bella looked at me in confusion, so I told her, “Have you started going yet, without knowing you needed to?”
“Not yet… but I’m not getting much warning? Why would I not know? I’m not really a baby… I’ve not been hypnotized, have I?” she kept her voice low, but I could hear her panic.
“No, you haven’t been hypnotized… Just… the more you nurse… well… it’s not the end of the world,” I told her awkwardly with a sigh, “But Emerson doesn’t mind if I pee in my diapers, or poop in them outside of class… but in class, if I poop...”
“You’re gone from the university and back to daycare,” She sighed, “like me.”
“You’re not going to daycare,” Amanda told her. “I’m not sure what I’m doing with you during the day… but daycare isn’t the answer if I can help it.”
The waiter came back in then and said, “I hope you enjoyed your meal?”
“We did very much,” Fred said as he folded his napkin.
“Mr. Warner has taken care of the check for you all. Would you like any dessert before you go?”
Amanda shook her head, “I don’t think I could eat another bite.”
I shook my head too when he made eye contact with me.
“Well then, enjoy the rest of your stay. I believe you have a park representative here to take you to a prime viewing area for tonight’s fireworks.”
“Thank you,” Fred told him.
As he left, a lady came in, “I’m Desiree Kline. Mr. Warner asked me to take you to a good place to watch the fireworks tonight.”
“Do you have a way for us to confirm Mr. Warner sent you?” Amanda asked.
“Of course, given the escape of that boy, I can see your need for caution,” she said. “Let me get him on a video conference.”
Mr. Warner appeared on the screen of her phone a moment later, and Amanda said, “Good evening, sir, sorry to trouble you, we just wanted to make sure we’re dealing with your actual people.”
“No worries at all. In fact, I am concerned for you all as well. Please know we will be keeping a close eye on you all tonight and tomorrow. We’ll extend that all the way until you get on your plane home. Hopefully, any trouble you might have following this incident will stay here in Selegnasol.”
“Thanks for that, sir,” Fred told him.
“No worries, enjoy yourselves. Desiree will take you to a private area that I love watching the show from with my grandkids. You’ll be safe and secure there as well.”
“Thanks, and have a good evening,” Fred told him.
As the screen shut off, Fred picked me up, Amanda picked Bella up, and Desiree was kind enough to pick up the diaper bag and throw it over her shoulder. “Do you need to change them on our way?” she asked.
“That’s probably a good idea,” Amanda told her. “Mine has a pretty wet diapee, and I’m pretty sure Fred’s is wet too.”
“This way then,” she told her.
The security detail went in front and behind us as we left the restaurant. It didn’t take long as Desiree walked the park’s streets to come to one of the diaper changing rooms. “Would you like a hand?” She asked as Amanda sat Bella down on a station.
“We’ve got it,” Amanda told her with a smile.
Fred handed her the diaper bag and sat me next to Bella, who quickly had her diaper cover pulled down, and feet pulled up into the air with her naked butt for the entire world to see. I turned my face from her and looked around the room. Looking away from her didn’t help much, though, because two naked men had their diapers changed right next to us. One woman wasn’t paying attention and ended up with a spurt of pee from that man all down the front of her shirt.
“Oh, you bad boy!” She screeched at him and flipped him over to deliver several sharp spankings.
A female attendant walked up to her and said, “Ma’am, I believe you’ve made your point - remember he’s a Little who can’t be potty trained - how could he have helped himself?”
As Amanda pulled me onto the changing pad, my attention was drawn back to myself, and I was soon just as naked as the others. I blushed as that same man stared at me as he passed by. He gave me a wink and a smile that made me feel more than slightly creeped out. Amanda shoved a pacifier in my mouth about that time, and I turned my head towards the wall.
She wiped my bottom quickly and soon had me in a dry diaper, diaper cover, and sitting up with a hug and a kiss on my head. “There, you’re all dry now!”
I smiled around the pacifier, and soon I was in her arms. “Fred, I need to use the bathroom myself now?”
“So do I. You want to take the girls with you?”
She nodded, “That works if you’ll grab their diaper bag.”
“I can watch them,” Desiree said.
“Thanks, but they can stay with me,” Amanda told her. “It’s been a busy day, and I don’t think they can emotionally handle being separated from their mommy right now.”
“Of course, I understand,” she responded as her hand picked me up from my bottom, and Bella and I were facing each other across Amanda’s body. It was a quick walk to the bathroom, and she found a stall that she closed and sat us down next to her on the floor.
I looked at Bella, who looked almost as awkward as she could, sucking on her pacifier and playing with her hair. She seemed incredibly uncomfortable that Amanda was using the toilet two feet from us - something she would likely never get the opportunity to do again. I sighed as Amanda’s tinkling changed to a more odiferous nature. I decided as I stood there that as bad as I stank with a bowel movement, Amazon poop smelled even worse!
I cracked a slight smile as Bella pinched her nose.
“Okay, you two, walk with Mommy to the sink so she can wash her hands,” she told us as she opened the stall door. We both stayed right by her side as Amazon women and children hurried to and from the stalls.
One amazon toddler walked up to me as Amanda washed her hands. Before I could even register what was happening, she pulled my dress up, diaper cover down, and put her hand on my diaper. The brown-haired girl stood two feet over me and told me, “Good girl, you dry!” With a slobbery smile.
“Selena, come here!” her mom said, grabbing her hand. “Sorry about that,” she said to Amanda, who giggled as I pulled my diaper cover back up and my dress back down.
“Selena, you can’t just pull every baby’s dress up to check their diapees…” her mom hissed at her as she led her to a stall.
Blushing and beyond embarrassed, I held my arms up to Amanda, who picked Bella and me up, and she gave me a big hug. “It’s okay, sweetie. At least it was a clean diaper!”
I glared at her and sucked on my pacifier, looking forward to being in Fred’s arms. Instead, he took me and noted that I was angry. “What happened?”
“Stacy just got her diaper checked by a four-year-old,” she told him with a giggle.
“It’s not funny,” I told him around my pacifier.
He had the decency to not laugh out loud, but I definitely felt his body fighting a laugh. Desiree and our security team met up with us and led us down some fake streets, staircases, ramps, and seemingly a dead end. Desiree found a hidden door then and led us inside.
“This is not a publicly known place,” Desiree told us. “Only cast members know of its location, but it’s by far the best place to watch the fireworks display,” she told us with a smile.
We turned down an old-fashioned-looking brick-lined corridor before coming to a small patio. There sat some comfortable-looking chairs and a great view of the lake area they set off fireworks from. We could easily see other people walking down to rides and even beginning to try and find places to watch the show. “This is great,” Amanda said, “thank Mr. Warner for us, please?”
“Will do. There is a fridge of drinks, juice, milk, beer, and champagne if you look back here. If you want anything else to eat, one of your security team can have someone bring something. I’ll meet up with you again tomorrow morning to take you to breakfast and then wherever you want to go in the park.”
“Thank you, we appreciate it,” Fred said.
“If there’s nothing else, I’ll see you in the morning. Your security team is just going to hang out here. You shouldn’t have any problems, though.”
“Thanks,” Amanda said.
As Desiree left, Amanda sat Bella down on a couch seat and then moved to the fridge. Fred, meanwhile, sat me down next to Bella, and I pulled my pacifier from my mouth. Bella did too, and I could see she laughed at me, “What?”
“That was pretty funny,” she told me as she giggled.
I groaned, “Is it pick on Stacy day or something?”
“Yes,” Fred said. Then, he reappeared suddenly and began tickling me.
I giggled and laughed uncontrollably as he tickled me for several minutes. I wet my diaper during the attack and groaned.
“What?” He asked.
“You need to change me again!” I told him grumpily.
He pulled the diaper cover down and felt my diaper, “It’ll hold for at least one more tickle attack… or the end of the fireworks.” He hugged me tight, “Is that okay?”
I sighed nodded, “It’s really only the poopy diapers I want changed out of right away?”
Amanda had a seat on the couch then and had gathered Bella up into her arms as they sat closer to each other, and Amanda leaned her head on Fred’s shoulder. Bella looked at me and then reached out her hand to hold mine. I was comfortable in Fred’s lap when loud music began playing over speakers in the park as all of the lights dimmed out.
“Welcome ladies and gentlemen to the Looniest show on earth!” the voice said. The narration continued as a light show began, fountains went off, fireworks blew up, and my mind was blown with the addition of some fantastic holographic effects. I’d seen the fireworks shows at Disney World back home, but nothing compared to the show I was now seeing. It was the most mind-boggling display of visual effects I could imagine as characters chased each other across the sky.
When the show ended, I said, “Wow… that was cool!”
“Yes, it was,” Bella agreed.
Fred and Amanda stood up and simultaneously checked our diapers. “Wet!” Both said at the same time before laughing.
“I think Bella can last until we get back to the hotel, can Stacy?” Amanda asked.
“It’ll be close, but I’d rather change her there. I can change them while you look over the room for whatever surprises have been left for us.”
“Sounds good,” she said as she shoved Bella’s pacifier back into her mouth. Fred took the hint and shoved one into my mouth too.
I sighed and sat patiently as Fred held me with my head facing over his shoulder and gently patted my back. Finally, the security team rejoined us and led us to the hotel. In the elevator, a young Amazon couple looked at us longingly. A moment later, the girl said, “Looks like you have two tuckered out baby girls there!”
“Yeah, they had a big day, huh?” Amanda said as she patted Bella’s back. “Looking forward to giving them a diaper change, nursing them, and putting them in their crib.”
“Honey, just think we could have that…” the lady said to her young husband.
Thankfully the door opened to our floor before I had to hear anything else. The gentleman leading the security team held his hand over his ear for a moment before looking at Fred, “The detective investigating today’s incident would like to speak with you… especially given the suspect escaped.”
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Chapters 25 and 26
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 25: Questions
“IN OUR ROOM?” he asked.
“If that’s acceptable to you all?”
“Ask him to just give us five minutes to get the girls changed and into their jammies?”
“Sounds good,” he said with a smile and pressed on something to relay that information over their radios.
Amanda used her wristband to unlock the door, and they stepped inside while the security team stayed in the hallway. “Fred, you’re on diaper duty,” she reminded him. “Change them into their footies too.”
“Yes, honey,” he told her as she moved to grab her bug detector out of the bag. Fred pulled the dress off over my head first, pulled my diaper cover off, then did the same to Bella. He then laid the changing pad on the bed and pushed me back onto it. My diaper changed into one of the thick Princess diapers; he shifted to Bella, saying, “I’m glad Mommy’s milk is helping you. You definitely put out some poopy!”
She cringed at that, and I saw a couple tears go down her face. I turned from her and looked at where Amanda was grabbing the sixth item I had seen her find. Fred had Bella in a fresh matching diaper quickly and put her into her sleeper. He had just put my legs in my own sleeper when there was a knock on the door, and Amanda returned from flushing the toilet in the bathroom.
She opened the door and asked to see the detective’s shield before allowing him into the room. I was still mostly naked as the man came in and stared. “I’m sorry to disturb you all, but as this boy escaped custody, we have to investigate some more. I would like to speak with you all and your Littles, with you present, of course, to see if we can find this person as he is obviously dangerous.”
“Of course, sir,” Amanda said as she picked up Bella and sat down on the bed with her in her arms.
Fred zipped me up and then offered the detective a chair before sitting down on the bed, keeping me between him and Amanda. His hand on my shoulder was reassuring, making me decide to scramble onto his lap myself. He gave me a kiss on the head, and the detective said, “She’s the most adorable Little I’ve ever seen. I can’t believe she’s not a Big.”
“We got lucky with her,” Fred said.
“She’s… Stacy, right?”
“Yes, sir,” Fred said.
“Do you mind if she answers the questions herself?”
“Not at all,” he said.
“Stacy, you jumped in after the little girl?”
“Yes, sir,” I answered, “I could see she couldn’t swim, and I didn’t want to see her drown in front of me.”
“That was very brave of you, but didn’t you know there would be an adult nearby who could get her?”
I shook my head, “I think everyone had just left. If you watch the video, you see that Makayla had just walked backstage, and their emergency crews were busier cleaning up from the show.”
“Well, no one can deny that you succeeded in saving her. Do you all have any idea why this man ran from you? He was in a weird place for the cameras.”
“Well, he was looking at us kind of weird when I noticed he wet his pants?” I said, “I might have said something about that...?”
“Crazy how some adult amazons are not mature enough for big boy pants, huh?” Amanda said beside me. “That was probably why he ran?”
“Maybe…” the detective said, doubt in his voice. “You’re Bella, right?” He asked her.
“Yes, sir,” she said nervously.
“You were just adopted yesterday, right?”
“We found her in need of some help on the plane, and she asked us to adopt her,” Fred told him. “We didn’t really want to add to our family so soon, but she was special.”
“I can understand that. Her blonde hair and blue eyes are very desirable for anyone to adopt. Actually, her hair matches your other little girl so perfectly that it’s tough to believe they’re not actually sisters by blood.”
“Their eyes are different colors,” Amanda pointed out, “But I’m not going to lie and say I don’t appreciate having matching Littles,” she said with a smile as I looked up at her.
“I would too,” he said, “But I’m wondering if maybe that might have something to do with this?” He said tentatively. “Bella, why did you come to Selegnasol?”
“I was coming for business… a contact I had for my clothing business.”
I was surprised he didn’t say anything about the clothing business being too much for the Little, but he then asked, “Who was your contact here?”
“Her name was Samantha Felding,” she said, a name I didn’t recall, so I guessed she made one up. “Mommy was nice enough to get her a message that I can no longer do business.”
“She seems to be a pretty good mommy, huh?” he finally acted in the demeaning manner I expected from Amazons.
“The best,” Bella said quietly.
“Well, I do want to warn you then if this is all you know. This Collin guy’s name is fake. We haven’t been able to ID him for certain, but it appears he is connected to a Breeding and Export business for Littles here. From the way events have unfolded, I would be willing to bet he was trying to get Bella for himself. Stacy would also likely be a commodity he would find valuable for his business.”
“You think he’ll make an attempt to kidnap our little girls?”
“It’s quite possible,” he told her honestly. “The information on him being sentenced to regression seems to be hacked in from a Little sympathizer group. I think if we catch him, though, a judge may treat it as a legitimate sentence based on what he did today. Until he’s caught, though, I would keep a close eye out for him and any associates he may have.” He said that with genuine concern in his eyes to Amanda.
“Fortunately, you have Mr. Warner and the security from LooneyWorld on your side. I would strongly suggest that you go straight from the park tomorrow to the airport with them escorting you. Once you get away from Selegnasol, you’ll probably be safe. I’ve yet to get any dirt on this company, but a couple people I spoke with the federal Little protection task force seem to think that this isn’t a company you want to be involved with as a Little. It’s believed that they force Littles that match their specifications to mate, have babies, and repeat. In the meantime, the abuse and neglect levels are believed to be despicable.”
“That’s awful,” Amanda said.
“Yes, it is,” he said. “Well, I’ll let you put these two babies to bed. Stay safe, and please let me know if you or your baby girls have any other pieces of information to add to our investigation. We’ll let you know if we catch this man.”
Fred handed me to Amanda and walked him out to the door, “thanks for stopping by, Detective.”
Once the door was closed, Amanda put both of us on the bed and did another check with her bug detector before saying, “I think I have them all. There were six audio bugs and two video bugs. Of course, they know that I have the bug detector from the video, but at least we should be able to talk for now.”
“This is insane,” I said.
“Yes, it is… Maybe we should just head straight to the airport tonight?” Amanda suggested.
Fred shook his head, “Those security guards plus the limo ride to the airport should be pretty secure. If we leave early then, there’s more opportunity for a snafu at the airport.”
Amanda sighed, “You’re probably right… Well, little girls, what did you think of Looney World today?” She asked.
“It was cool,” I said honestly. “Swimming with Suzy was one of the most fun things I’ve ever done!”
“I think you’re nuts!!!” Bella told me, “she could have gulped you as a meal in one bite!!!”
I giggled, “She wouldn’t do that. I think she thought I was a baby calf.”
Amanda nodded, “she seemed to have fun playing with you too.”
“Well, you won’t catch me swimming with them,” Bella said.
“Are you afraid of water?” I asked her.
She turned red and shook her head, “No… I’m just nervous around it. When I was in school one time, an Amazon dunked me under at the pool trying to get me to go poop in the swim diaper that they made Littles wear for the lesson. If I had, it would have been an excuse?”
I knew she didn’t need to say more and she kind of sniffled, “Well, not that it lasted forever anyway.”
“I’m sorry,” Amanda told her as she scooped her up.
She sniffled again, “Can’t be helped. I’ll get used to it eventually, I suppose. A lot of Littles used to tell me when you’re captured, just let go and become their baby. If you accept it, you can be happy…” she started bawling then. I knew that this would not be the only time I would see her lose it over the events. I had several tears go down my face in sympathy.
“Shhh…” Amanda said and bounced her for a moment to no effect. Then, after an awkward few minutes of Bella losing it, Amanda pulled her top out of the way and placed Bella’s mouth next to her nipple. The sniffling slowed, and soon she was calmly nursing.
Fred picked me up and said, “I know you want to nurse too...”
“But we need to play it safe tonight and tomorrow night,” I sighed.
“How about I read you a story?” he suggested with a smile as he handed me my new dolphin.
Fred wasn’t as good as Amanda at many things, but his voice was soothing, and I was asleep before the fairytale was done.
THE NEXT THING I was aware of was hearing Amanda getting out of bed and into her suitcase. I rubbed my eyes, and she noticed that I was awake. She came and picked me up out of the crib and whispered, “You want to take a shower with Mommy?”
I nodded sleepily, and she carried me into the bathroom, unzipped my sleeper, directed my arms and legs out before looking at my diaper with a shake of her head. “Well, I guess you must be clear of my milk. That’s a dry diaper,” she told me with a poke on my nose with her finger. “Why don’t you use it while I get undressed.”
I sighed but forced the urine out of my bladder into the padding. There was a fair amount of urine in my bladder, and the padding swelled to the point where I felt my legs wanting to buckle. When I was done, I tried pooping too, but it was too early in the morning for it. I looked up at the now naked Amanda, who asked, “Done?”
I nodded.
She reached down and pulled my diaper open, and balled it up into the trash. She turned the shower on to a temperature she liked and then stood me up in the tub. She reached down and poured some shampoo into my hands that I used, followed by some conditioner, and then she used somebody wash all over my body. It was nice to feel clean! I felt a little bad that Bella was missing out on a shower, but I guessed Amanda thought she needed to sleep.
“You all clean?” Amanda asked me.
I nodded and let her wrap me up in a towel as she gently dried me off. She sat me on the counter and began using the blow dryer on her hair and my hair before braiding mine into twin pigtails that she tied off with two pink elastics. “Let’s get you into a regular diaper until a bit after breakfast is over, then I’ll get you in your swim diaper,” she whispered to me.
“What are we doing today?” I asked.
“We’re going to swim in the waterpark for a few hours, then we’ll get dressed and head back home.”
“So, Bella will be staying in my room?” I asked quietly.
“For now… Maybe we can look for another house that has another room. I don’t think your Daddy or I can give up our office space… I suppose we could move my space down to the basement?”
“Might be better for Daddy to move there,” I told her with a mischievous smile. “Wouldn’t do for the mad scientist to live down to the expectations of the secret lair in the basement, would it?”
She tickled my stomach lightly and said, “nope,” as she pulled the towel away from my body and laid me down on the changing pad. “Fred, the bathroom’s all yours,” she told him as she shook his leg.
“Kay…” he mumbled and slowly got out of bed. It was then that I noticed he was naked and quickly turned my head.
“You didn’t…?” I whispered…
“Maybe…” Amanda said with a smile of her own.
“Eew…” I told her.
“You were asleep; you wouldn’t know one way or another, now would you?”
I sighed as she finished taping the diaper up, and I figured out that she had put me into one of the thicker princess diapers. “Why this one?”
“I might have mispacked… I have five more of these and only one of the pampers. I figured you’d want to pretend to be a real baby in the airport again... so you’d need that one then?”
I sighed and nodded, “You sure it was an accident?” I asked her with a glare.
“Seriously…” she told me.
I just shook my head and let her dress me in the thick diaper. A short sundress that only made a half-hearted attempt to cover my diaper was pulled over my head. “Why don’t you play with your new friend,” she told me with a smile as she handed me the dolphin from yesterday and then placed me into the playpen with Bella, who was miraculously still sleeping.
“Play quietly, or lay back down until Daddy’s out of the shower,” she told me.
I nodded and hugged the gigantic stuffed dolphin to my chest and laid down next to where Bella was curled up into the fetal position. I must have dozed back off because the next thing I knew was Amanda carrying me in my sling out the hotel room door. Desiree was walking ahead of us with one of the security officers.
“Did you enjoy your extra nap?” She asked me, noticing I was waking up and pulling the fabric away from my face.
“Ugh…” I whined.
She smiled at me and gave me a squeeze. I thought about asking to shift up but decided the position I was in laying down was comfortable enough I didn’t want to move. The trip to the elevator and down didn’t take long, and soon we were in the restaurant we ate breakfast the day before.
“Would you like a high chair for your baby girl?” the waiter asked.
“Please, I will have to put her down to feed the other one.”
“Right this way then, ma’am… are those men with you?”
“Security precaution,” Desiree told him quietly while showing a staff credential.
I closed my eyes while they led us to a table. When I heard some shuffling of chairs, and Amanda pulled me upright and loose of the sling, she smiled at me, “Come on Princess, need you to wake back up and have breakfast,” as she put me into a highchair next to Fred. As soon as she finished strapping me in, Fred handed her Bella, and she immediately began nursing her across from me while Fred grabbed our plates of food.
I forced myself to be awake enough to nurse at the baby bottle of juice on my tray while he left. ‘I’d kill for a cup of coffee!’
Fred sat a plate of eggs, fruit, pancakes, and bacon in front of me, along with my fork and knife from the diaper bag. “Thanks,” I told him as I slowly attacked the food. I focused on the fruit first, then the pancakes, and then munched on the bacon.
“Don’t want eggs this morning?” Amanda asked curiously across from me as she burped Bella, who had finished nursing.
I shrugged, “I don’t know…?”
“You really don’t do well without your regular morning drink, huh?”
I shook my head, “I can’t wait to get home!”
She laughed, “Well, we’ll be there tonight, and you can sleep in your own comfy crib.”
“Can’t wait,” I said as I reached for my baby bottle and stuck the nipple into my mouth. I nursed on the sweet apple juice for several long moments until it was empty.
Bella, meanwhile, was in her highchair being fed an occasional bite from Amanda’s plate but looking almost as tired as I felt. While I waited for them to finish, I felt the need to pee, so I let it out. The need to poop followed immediately. I didn’t want to just do it in the middle of the restaurant right then… and I tried to hold it, but my stomach cramped painfully! So finally, I gave up and leaned forward in the highchair to let it out.
I winced as the mess entered my diaper and was smashed against my skin, warm, sticky, and smellie. I sniffled a bit, and Amanda immediately noticed, “Fred, can you go change Stacy? She just made a stinky.”
He looked at me with concern and nodded, “Come on, sweetie,” he said as he grabbed the diaper bag and then picked me up carefully. He carried me in such a way to keep my stinky rear-end furthest from his nose. Two security team members moved to follow us while the others kept watching Amanda and Bella.
I continued to sniffle as he walked towards a family room between the men’s and women’s restrooms. “Doesn’t like her poopy diapers?” a female security agent asked.
“Not a big fan of them,” Fred told her.
“Well, you would think she’d be used to them?”
“She’s not been our baby that long, so she still thinks she’s a big girl,” he told her while giving me a squeeze to reassure me everything was okay.
“Wouldn’t it be better to make her wait for a change then?”
“She gets even more unbearably cranky when she gets a diaper rash. So we find it’s just easier to change her. She really is a good baby, too,” he reassured her.
“I can change her if you want?” The lady suggested, and I could see that crazy mothering look in her eyes.
“I appreciate it, but we are pretty picky on changing our babies ourselves. I’m a doctor and have seen too many cases of molested babies, Littles, and children… We don’t trust anyone easily,” he told her apologetically.
“Understandable,” she told him.
Fred closed the door to the small room and soon had me on my back on the table. “Did you try holding it?” he asked quietly with some concern.
I nodded, “I had a bad cramp and couldn’t anymore.”
Chapter 26: Addiction
“WHEN WE GET home, we’ll have to talk some more. Mommy said you could feel the need to pee, though?”
“Yes, my urinary continence is back since I haven’t nursed. I don’t know why I couldn’t keep from messing my diaper, though…?”
“Well, as long as it doesn’t happen again today, you’ll probably be back to normal tonight or tomorrow.”
“Me too… I start college stuff tomorrow!”
The diaper was smelly, and Fred seemed to gag for a moment when he first released the tapes. He used part of the diaper to clean as much off of me as he could before continuing with wipes. As terrible as it felt, at least the cold wipes soon had me clean, and Fred soon had fastened a clean princess diaper on me. He pulled the skirt of my dress back down and then undid my bib, packing it and everything else back into the diaper bag. Fred sat me on the counter next to the sink while washing his hands before picking me up. I felt comfortable and safe as he held me with his elbow underneath my diaper on the walk back to our table.
“Better?” Amanda asked.
I nodded as Fred put me down into his lap and watched Amanda finish feeding Bella some bites of an egg. Finally, she wiped Bella’s hands clean with a baby wipe and said, “We ready then?”
“Does Bella not need a change?” Fred asked.
“She’s a little wet, but we might as well wait until we get to the waterpark and just change her into her swim diaper. I’d have told you to wait on Stacy too, but she hates being poopy.”
He nodded, “Let’s go get our luggage put away.”
Desiree said, “Excuse me, sir?”
“Yes?”
“The park has already taken care of your luggage. It’ll be checked into the airport for you.”
“Oh… great,” Fred said.
“Good thing I already grabbed everything we needed, huh?” Amanda said, patting a backpack next to the diaper bag.
Isabella and I were fastened back into the carriers on Fred and Amanda. She placed a pacifier in my mouth as she settled me in while Isabella just sat there without one in Fred’s carrier. Desiree and the security team stayed around us as we went back into the park. “Let’s get some pictures with Lola!” Amanda said with a smile when they spotted a Baby Lola character. “She has diapers just like you!” she told us while holding us.
The person playing the character was significantly taller than us, though! I guessed it was a shorter eight-foot Mid dressed in the suit. Lola easily handled holding us both while Fred took a picture. A few more character photo stops were taken before we came back to the water area of the park. As Amanda carried me inside, I noticed arrow signs pointing towards the animal area, the splash area, and then the waterpark area. Soon after, my mouth dropped as she carried me into what had to be the largest waterpark in the universe…
Gigantic slides towered over a huge splash lagoon area with a lazy river connecting all of the different sections. I could see signs for some white water rafting rides and a kid’s area with a big playground complete with gigantic squirt guns. Signs abounded everywhere about swim diapers, of course.
Being early, it was a bit cool still, but not too bad. “Let’s get the girls ready and get into our own swimsuits?” Fred suggested.
“Sure,” she said and dug through the backpack for his swimsuit and handed it to him. “Give us a little bit while I get them in their swim diapers,” she told him.
Inside the women’s restroom, there was a long counter with one other mother dressing an actual toddler into a swim diaper who wasn’t a fan of it. “Mommy, I big girl!”
“I know, sweetie, but you’re under the height of being allowed to just wear your swimsuit here. Don’t worry, no one will see it underneath your swimsuit,” the mother lied to the little girl.
“But I’m not a baby…” she devolved into a tantrum of tears.
Amanda ignored it like she did all of these odd places and quickly laid Bella down on a changing pad. Apparently, the diaper she wore wasn’t just wet but contained a loose stool in it that Amanda wiped away. Bella, meanwhile, kept her eyes shut and tried to ignore everything. She wasn’t red, but her tears belied that she was still mortally embarrassed by the treatment.
As she was dressed into a pink one-piece swimsuit with a little frilly ‘skirt’ around it, she whispered to me, “Now I know what you mean… I didn’t know…?”
I gave her a hug before Amanda made quick work of my outfit and pulled off a diaper that was completely dry for once. “Wow, all dry! What a big girl,” she smiled at me. The swim diaper was pulled up my legs quickly, and a matching swimsuit to hers was soon on my body.
“Come on, let’s go into a stall so Mommy can get her swimsuit on,” she told us as she placed us on the ground and grabbed onto Bella’s hand. “Stacy, keep a good hold on Bella’s hand now.”
I sighed but did as she told me and toddled alongside my bigger’ sister.’
She pulled her top and shorts off quickly in the changing cubicle, followed by her bra. Milk droplets appeared on her breasts, and I had to look away as I felt the craving to nurse so badly! “Uh-oh,” she said. “Bella, you missed some!”
Bella shuffled nervously next to me and said, “Sorry, Mommy...”
Amanda’s naked breasts suddenly were level with both of us as she hugged us and said, “I’m joking, sweetie. Mommy’s breasts always make milky for her babies. I’ll put my top on, and no one will know once we’re in the water,” she said with a squeeze.
I restrained myself from latching on as she stood up and found myself shivering a bit. “What’s wrong?” Bella asked as Amanda worked to tie her top on.
“Withdrawals,” I told her.
She looked at me, looked at Amanda, and said, “Oh!”
Once Amanda was dressed, she stuffed her clothes into the backpack and pulled out a can of spray sunscreen. Then, she carried us back outside and met up with Fred. “Let’s leave everything in a locker,” Fred suggested.
“Okay,” Amanda said.
The electronic lock screen of the lockers looked complicated but apparently was just based on fingerprints. Fred quickly purchased some time in two of them, and the backpack and diaper bags had homes that we left as soon as all of us were glistening with the sunscreen.
“Where to first?” Fred asked Amanda.
“Well, why don’t you take Bella to the Kiddie playground since she’s not a big swimmer?” Amanda suggested.
“And you two fish are going where?”
“Dolphins, Daddy!” I told him while sticking my tongue out at him.
He leaned forward and tickled me a bit, “Same thing,” he said.
“Well, Stacy can’t ride the big rides, but the lagoon and river should be fun?” She asked me with a smile.
I nodded.
“That’s settled then,” Fred said while unexpectedly tossing the scared Bella in the air and catching her. “I’ll go toss this one back; you’ll meet up with us there?”
“Sounds like a plan,” Amanda said, “Behave, Fred,” she told him. I noticed the security guards talked to several people in swimsuits for a moment before they traded places with the appropriately clad replacements.
I didn’t say anything, though, and turned towards the water. Amanda followed as she let me walk ahead on my own to the lagoon. It was probably as big as yesterday’s pool, if not double its size, and had waves bobbing in and out to the edges. I walked in and said, “Brrr!”
Amanda splashed next to me, “Yeah, it’s a little cold this morning, huh?”
I kept wading in, and I was treading water up to my neck while Amanda hadn’t even barely reached her knees. I continued swimming out, though, and soon she was swimming too. A lifeguard noticed me and panicked as he blew his whistle and swam out to me. “What do you think you’re doing?” He asked Amanda while trying to catch me and ‘save’ me. I ducked underwater and went to the other side of Amanda as he tried to grab me.
“She’s swimming.” Amanda told him, “with permission from Mr. Warner,” she added.
“What’s the problem?” Desiree asked, having changed into a swimsuit.
“This Little shouldn’t be in here without at least water wings… and they’re really only supposed to be in the kiddie pools!”
“She has permission,” she said and somehow brought out her ID from within the cup area of her one-piece suit.
The lifeguard gulped and said, “Okay then…?”
As he swam away, I looked up at Amanda from where I’d shifted to floating on my back. “That was fun!”
She laughed and said, “Thanks,” to Desiree.
“You’re welcome… I don’t think your little girl is in any danger of drowning… your husband called her a fish – I believe it!”
“Dolphin!” I griped at her and looked at Amanda, “Can we get one of those inner tubes and go around the river?”
“They’re really big; you’ll have to share with Mommy?” Amanda told me.
I nodded, “That’s fine.”
The lazy river wasn’t much of a lazy one as it twisted and turned and went down and uphill at various points. I laid on top of Amanda’s belly as we went around. Further along in the ride, we got bounced around a bit, and I clung to her tightly. I felt terrible as I accidentally pulled the cloth off of her breast.
“Sorry,” I apologized to her as she turned red. Fortunately, the teenagers that had caused the problem had moved down the river and couldn’t see.
“It’s okay, but no nursing for at least another couple of days, sweetheart,” she gently reminded me.
“I know, I really didn’t mean...”
Her giggles were enough for me to realize she had been, in fact, joking. I said, “Hmmph…” and turned around. I sat facing away from her as we finished our round of the river, and it dumped back into the lagoon. She sat me in the water next to the tube and then flipped off it herself. For another hour or so, we swam and went what few places I could before rejoining Fred, who was teaching Bella how to float on her back in the kiddie area.
“Daddy,” I said as I hugged his leg affectionately.
He picked me up, “is she done swimming?”
“It has been a couple hours,” Amanda told him.
He looked at his watch, “So it has. Shall we get changed, eat, and then head to the airport?”
“Seems like a good plan,” Amanda said.
“Are you done?” Desiree asked beside us, surprising us since she had disappeared for a while.
“I think so,” Amanda said.
“Why don’t you get your bags and then come with me to a backstage area for you all to change. Then, we’ll contact the team that will be with you to meet up for the rest of your day.
“Okay,” Fred said while Amanda picked up Bella.
As we waited for Fred to unlock the lockers, Amanda sniffed asked Bella, “Did you go poopy again?”
I watched as she nodded but didn’t cry this time. Amanda hugged her tightly and said, “You’ll be in a nice clean diapee here soon,” she reassured her as the lockers opened and Fred grabbed the diaper bag and the backpack.
The lady said, “Right this way,” and led us back to a door that said ‘authorized cast members only.’
It led to a short hallway, and there were two gendered locker room doors. Fred put me down on the ground and said, “Go with Mommy,” as he grabbed his clothes out of the backpack and handed the bag to her.
She kept hold of Bella and sat her down on her feet on a bench that rounded the locker room. Amanda quickly opened the diaper bag and grabbed the changing pad that she sat down on the bench. Then, still standing, she pulled Bella’s swimsuit off her before laying her down on the changing pad.
“You have the most adorable Littles,” Desiree said as Bella’s feet were held in the air and a wipe on her dirty butt was in her hand.
I turned to look at the lady while keeping myself right next to Amanda’s legs.
“Thank you,” Amanda said, “I love them to death.”
I didn’t hear another diaper go on Bella and looked up as Amanda instead sat her down next to me naked as a jaybird. She pulled her swimsuit off and said, “Stacy, take your swimsuit and diapee off like a big girl, okay?”
I nodded and did as she said, leaving myself naked as she grabbed a baby wipe and wiped my butt, coming away with a brown streak. I gulped at that and vowed not to think about her milk anymore!
“Let’s go take a shower really quick,” she told us as she leaned down and picked us both up and placed our heads way too close to her breasts for my mind to rationally remember what I had thought a moment ago. Then, before instinct could take over and I would latch, she sat us down in a shower stall with water running. Amanda quickly rinsed us off with some soap she had stashed somewhere and did the same with herself. Once done, she combed our hair gently and said, “We’ll just be air-drying our hair today.”
“Great, mine will be a frizzy mess,” Bella whined. One of the security guards looked at her oddly, but Amanda didn’t make a comment. Instead, she just placed Bella laying her back on the waiting changing pad, putting a thick princess diaper on her, and then pulling the outfit from earlier back onto her and snapping crotch snaps closed. Then, she sat her down and said, “Give us just a few minutes so I can get your sister dressed. I’ll quickly get dressed too, and then we’ll go find where we’re going to eat lunch, okay?”
“Yes, Mommy,” Bella answered.
My naked body was laying the changing pad a moment later, and I too had a princess diaper put on me; a pink one-piece sunsuit I’d been wearing earlier was pulled over my head, snapped at the crotch, and then I was sat down next to Bella. Pacifiers were put into our mouths and clipped to the outfits we were wearing, and she began taking care of herself.
I looked at Bella staring at her and wondered if she was thinking about her next session from Amanda’s breasts… I sighed, “You have fun playing?” I asked Bella.
She looked at me with a weird look but nodded with a smile, “I haven’t really ever been able to play in the water,” she said around her pacifier. It made things sound much more babyish with sounds like pway, and I had to fight from giggling because it was cute.
“We have a pool at home,” I told her.
“You all swim a lot?” She asked while Amanda finished pulling on a pair of slacks.
“Every day…” I answered.
“That explains how Stacy is such a good swimmer,” the security guard remarked to Amanda.
She shook her head, “We adopted her that way. The first time she went into the pool, we figured out she could really swim.”
“Aren’t you afraid she’ll drown?”
Amanda stuffed a few last things back into the bags, “Not really. It’s not like we let her swim alone. She always has to have an adult in the pool with her. Stacy really is a better swimmer than I am – and I was on the swim team in college,” she told her.
I looked up at her for the praise and smiled. Amanda had the sling back around her neck and quickly picked me up and placed me inside. Once I was secured, she reached down and grabbed Bella and put her on her hip. “I can carry your bags out to your husband?” She suggested.
“Thanks,” Amanda said with a sigh of relief. “Still trying to get used to having two babies!”
Out in the hallway, Fred stood patiently waiting, dressed in slacks, a button-down shirt, and a sports coat. I realized then that Amanda was somewhat professionally dressed in her slacks and blouse. But, at the same time, Bella and I were definitely about as immaturely dressed as you could get without being dressed in only a diaper!
“Here, I’ll take those,” Fred told the lady and put his wet shorts in the backpack quickly before putting it on his back, put the diaper bag on a shoulder, and then took Bella from Amanda. “Where are we eating lunch?”
“Well…” Desiree gave us a suggestion and led us out into the park.
We had a changing of our escorts and ate at a restaurant of traditional American fare. I ended up with pizza, Bella had a corndog with a side of breast milk, Fred had a hamburger, and Amanda ended up with a basket of chicken strips. It was a quick lunch, though, we stopped at a changing station, and wet diapers were switched out for dry before being led to a limousine with Mr. Warner waiting nearby.
“Thank you so much for the evening last night, Mister Warner,” Amanda said.
“My pleasure, dear. Stacy, did you have a fun time swimming today?”
I nodded and said, “Thank you, I did. I appreciated being able to swim for real.”
“Anytime you come back, let us know, and we’ll make sure someone lets the lifeguards know to leave you alone. Sorry, the one didn’t get the memo earlier!”
“It’s okay, I understand,” I told him with a smile.
“Well then, this is my personal limousine that will take you to the airport. Our security service will stay with you until you get through security – you should be safe then.”
“Thank you,” Fred said, “We really did appreciate the extra peace of mind with that lunatic running loose!”
“My pleasure, have a safe trip!” He told us as the doors to the limousine were opened. Along one side, I could see my infant carrier buckled in next to Bella’s new car seat. Amanda quickly removed me from the sling and placed me inside the carrier while Fred placed Bella next to me. With everyone inside, the limo took off, and I looked through the window as we passed by and at Amanda and Fred smiling at the two of us.
It made me blush, “What?”
“Well… we didn’t intend to have two Littles, but you two look adorable next to each other,” Amanda said.
Right then, Bella farted loudly, and the smell of a loaded diaper permeated the air. “Eeww…” she whined.
“Well, that took care of that moment!” I couldn’t help saying.
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Chapters 27 and 28
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 27: Immature
“YOUR BOARDING PASSES are all in this envelope,” the lady at the ticket counter said as I sat upright in the sling with my hat on my head covering my hair. Bella was clinging to Fred as he reached to take them from the woman.
“Can you hold these for Daddy?” He asked her a moment later.
“Your baby girls are both adorable,” the lady told him with a smile. “Have a safe flight!”
Amanda and Fred were soon unhindered with everything except the backpack and diaper bag checked in at the counter. As promised, the security team members from the park followed us to the line at security and didn’t leave until they saw us get to the front.
“I need to scan your Little for her chip,” the man at the gate said to Fred.
“Scan my other daughter discreetly, too, please?” Amanda asked.
He looked at me with some surprise but waved the wand over Bella and then over me like it was on its way down. “IDs please?” He said to them
Amanda handed him their driver’s licenses she had kept out for this. Convinced they were our rightful guardians, we were motioned through without everyone figuring out I was a Little this time. Amanda and Fred had just made it to our gate when I looked across the room and saw the business lady from the last flight that had talked to our stewardess and ‘Collin’ at the airport after the failed kidnapping of Bella.
“Mommy,” I hissed at her.
“What baby?” she asked me, bouncing a little like she was comforting a fussy baby.
“That lady over there is the one with Collin and the stewardess!” I said with a nod of my head.
“I know, sweetie, I fully expect them to follow us home… or at least try to.”
“Why wouldn’t they be able to?” I asked her.
“Not just yet,” she told me with a kiss on my nose. She felt my diaper, and I knew that it was damper than it should have been before getting on a flight. “Wet, already?” She said with a smile.
“Sowwy,” I told her and leaned my head back onto her shoulder.
“Fred, would you bring Bella? There’s a changing room over there.”
“Sure, sweetie,” he said, feeling her diaper and announcing, “she is wet again already… I think it could take some more, though?”
“Let’s at least start off the flight with clean diapers,” she told both of them with a smile.
I noticed that the businesswoman followed us at a distance as we stepped into the large room designated for changing diapers. She was clearly staring at us as my diaper was changed. Unfortunately for me, it was from the discreet Pamper to a bulky princess diaper. ‘I don’t know how I’ll move quickly with this diaper if something goes on…?’ I grumbled internally while simultaneously feeling creeped out by her staring at me naked.
Amanda ignored her and hummed a bit as she handed me to Fred while changing Bella’s diaper.
“Daddy said you weren’t too wet, huh?” She said to Bella as she tickled her side a bit. “This is definitely a wet little girl,” she kept tickling her for a moment. Finally, Bella’s frown softened a little, and it was what Amanda must have been looking for as she opened up the diaper. I surreptitiously looked over at the woman and saw she was texting on her phone right then. “There! All clean!” Amanda said in her mommy voice. She packed everything back into the diaper bag and then helped place Bella into the carrier Fred had on. “Here, let’s get Baby Bella in here. If you can keep holding Stacy while I wash my hands?”
“Sure, honey,” he told her and kissed Bella’s forehead and then mine before following her to the sink.
The business lady and the four of us were suddenly now alone in the changing room. She came over and looked at Amanda, “You know you shouldn’t have interfered with this one.”
“Interfered?” Amanda said, doing a pretty good job of sounding clueless. “What do you mean?”
“It’s getting harder and harder to find free native Littles that aren’t broken in yet… This one was going to demand top dollar.”
Amanda patted Bella’s head in Fred’s carrier as he squeezed us both reassuringly, “I’m sure she was, but I got there first, huh?” The voice she used was that of a mother talking to her baby. Her patronizing tone sent my own personal anger meter up; I could only imagine it being used against another adult like her!
“You bitch, you listen here!” The lady said and moved to slap Amanda.
I watched Amanda make the seemingly impossible move of dodging, using the lady’s momentum against her and bending her over her knee all in one fluid motion. Then, Amanda pulled the struggling woman’s skirt up, ripped her panties down, and proceeded to slap the living crap out of her bare ass. “You do not hit others, little girl!” Amanda told her while annunciating each word with a strike on the woman’s bottom.
After several dozen spankings had been administered, a crowd was now present. The lady was blubbering and bawling like a baby by that point! Her bottom was a vivid red with some palm prints visible, and I couldn’t help but tremble at the thought that she would ever spank me if she could reduce a full-grown amazon to that with her bare hands! Granted, the lady was shorter than her by a couple feet… but still!
“What’s the problem here?” A security guard came up to see the commotion.
“This ‘lady’ came into this room to stare at my little girls getting their diapers changed. She came up to us after I finished and threatened me over the fact that I had adopted this one before she had. She’s so immature that she decided to slap me over it. I caught her hand and gave her the spanking that she deserved, sir.”
“Is this true?” He asked the lady.
She tried to shake her head, but one look at Amanda’s angry face made her nod as tears and snot ran down her face. “Yes, I tried to slap her… But she spanked me… That’s assault!”
“Maybe if you were a mature adult, but it sounds like this was just a good punishment, you needed little girl,” a sizeable female officer said. She was a few inches taller than Amanda, so she was considerably taller than the relatively short Amazonian lady.
“But…”
“I think she had the right of it here. Why don’t you come with me, ma’am? We’ll sort this out in the security office and figure out what we need to do with you.”
“But what about my flight?”
“I’m not sure you’re mature enough for that flight, little lady. We’ll see what we can do about getting you on another flight… possibly a more supervised one?”
I almost laughed as the lady was led away by two officers. ‘Can she be put back into a nursery herself?’ I wondered and noticed the lady in charge had hung around.
“Mr. Warner asked for us to keep an eye on you all in case you had any other problems. I see his concerns were well-founded… do you have resources back home to protect you?” She paused, “From what I can tell, this is a pretty dangerous group.”
“We will be fine back home,” Amanda told her. “My father’s all we could possibly need.”
“He the one that taught you that move?” she said, pointing towards a video camera I hadn’t noticed.
“That would be him,” Amanda said nervously with a nervous giggle. “Are we free to get on our flight?”
“Yes, ma’am, take good care of those two little girls and watch your six.”
“Thank you!” Amanda said.
As we left the room, she looked at Fred, “I need to go to the restroom really quick. Can you watch the girls out here, and then you can go?”
“Sure, honey,” he told her and kissed her as she walked into the restroom. I was a little worried at how long it took, but Amanda came back out, positioned me into my sling, and held Bella on her side while Fred went into the men’s room. He was much quicker than her at coming back out, and soon we were boarding our flight.
As Amanda began to sit down in the front first-class area, I could see back down the plane that the same stewardess involved on our last flight started to come towards us. I worried things were going to go down here too, but one of the uniformed officers from the airport came onboard and motioned for her to come up to him before she could speak with us. Then, without explanation, they led her off of the plane. Fifteen minutes later, the cabin door closed, and she hadn’t returned.
I looked at Amanda and said, “Did we just get really lucky?”
She just pushed my pacifier into my mouth in response and gave me a squeeze. Then, just before we were to take off, she looked at Fred and said, “Switch girls?”
He looked at her for a moment before nodding, and the awkward trade was made. Unlike Amanda, who had been using my sling, he had to take off the carrier that Bella sat in so she was easier to hand over. I wondered why we were being traded for a few moments. Before we took off, though, I knew why, as I watched Amanda pull her shirt and bra down and push Bella is close to nurse her. I sighed around my pacifier and turned to look out the window. Fred gave me a tight squeeze and quietly asked, “You really are dealing with severe withdrawal symptoms, aren’t you?”
I turned and nodded at him but stayed quiet. Then, as we came up to altitude, Amanda switched Bella to her other breast, and a flight attendant started making her rounds, “Already weaned your real baby girl?”
Amanda shook her head, “No, but she didn’t want any right now since I nursed her not long before we got on. Waste not want not as they say!” she said quietly, rubbing Bella’s back as she still nursed away.
“Hopefully, you get another year with your little one?” She suggested.
“We’ll see, I’ll nurse her for certain until she’s one, and then I’ll let her make the call. This one will drink one way or another, though, so it’s not like I have to worry about my milk going away,” she told her with a smile.
She waved at me before taking drink orders from everyone. Amanda had a last bottle of juice in the diaper bag that Fred gave me, and I contentedly nursed and relaxed in Fred’s arms.
I MUST HAVE dozed off at some point because the plane jolted me awake as it landed. Bella looked wide-awake next to me, and I wondered if I had missed anything. I looked over at her, and she smiled at me with a genuine smile that seemed relaxed. No pacifier was in the way, but that changed a moment later as Fred and Amanda played musical babies again.
Even before we reached the terminal, I was securely fastened in the sling, and she was in Fred’s carrier. They had the backpack and diaper bag we’d come onboard with claimed between them, and we were quickly out the door. I felt a hand squeeze my diaper and then a more intrusive finger underneath. Amanda pulled it out and whispered, “You’re still dry?”
I realized then I’d done the impossible at waking up dry, but also, now that I was reminded, realized I needed to go to the bathroom badly. I sighed and let the stream of urine out into the padding, and Amanda gently patted my bottom to indicate she was happy I had gone. “We’ll change you both at the car,” she told me.
“Kay,” I told her somewhat sleepily. Not moving meant I was getting a little restless, but there wasn’t anything stimulating me to stay awake.
They began looking for their luggage at the baggage claim as we heard, “There’s my girl!”
I turned my head and saw Amanda’s parents coming towards us to hug their daughter. As her dad was hugging the two of us, he whispered, “Two guys were watching your car, we took care of them and a couple trackers they put on. I’ve got some people watching until you leave. Make sure you set your alarm anytime you’re in the house; they were scoping it out.”
“Mom, this is your new grandbaby Bella,” she told her, acting like she hadn’t heard anything, pointing towards Bella nervously sitting in the carrier at Fred’s chest.
“Oh my gosh! How did you end up with another perfect little girl?” she asked Amanda before reaching for her out of the carrier.
Fred sighed but got Bella loose and handed her to Granny. “Hi Bella, I’m your Granny,” she told her with a smile.
“Nice to meet you,” Bella said nervously around the pacifier.
‘At least she didn’t hear the horror stories about her before meeting her!’ I thought to myself. ‘Maybe she’ll be able to deal with meeting her a little bit easier than I did. She certainly seems sweeter than I was worried about.’
“She’s a total doll, Mandy!” She brought her over to her husband, “Meet your Grandpa,” she told her.
“Nice to meet you, sir,” Bella squeaked – clearly afraid of the gigantic man who was imposing even by Amazon standards! I wasn’t sure, but it looked like her diaper grew a little thicker as she was gently bounced in Granny’s arms.
Fred used the free hands that he had now to gather all of our suitcases and the ones Bella had brought with her on the trip, the stroller, car seats, etc.
“Is that everything?” Grandpa asked.
Fred counted the suitcases on the borrowed cart and nodded, “Yes, that’s everything, Joe.”
“Well then, we’ll walk you to your car,” he told him while pushing the cart. “Megan’s going to meet you at your place,” he added.
“Yay!” I said with a smile around my pacifier.
Fred walked next to Amanda, and Bella looked at me like, ‘what?’
Amanda answered for me, “Megan is my baby sister… She’s the nice one,” she added the last part.
Bella looked at me with a raised eyebrow, but I just tried to tell her to wait… but didn’t know-how. Amanda took care of that by shoving her pacifier back inside her mouth, and she took the hint. At the large SUV, Amanda asked Granny, “Can you take over with Stacy here so I can get car seats in?”
“Sure, sweetie,” she said as she reached for me, hugged me gently, and placed me on her right hip. “Mandy, she needs to be changed.”
“I know, Mom. I plan on changing both of them as soon as we get these seats in. There’s no better place to change them right now with the luggage in the back.”
Fred was limited in his motions by Bella still hanging from the carrier, “Fred, you want to hand me Baby Bella too? That’ll let these two cuties get into dry diapees sooner?”
He nodded while Bella’s face simultaneously turned red in embarrassment from the adjective again being added to her name. I sighed and grimaced for her too, but there was no changing the fact that she was no longer a capable adult to the entire world here. To everyone, she was now just another baby who couldn’t take care of herself. Even the few free Littles would most likely accept that it was her fate at this point. Bella joined me in her arms on her left hip, and I wondered how she could heft us both without any sign of fatigue – she certainly wasn’t a young woman anymore!
She bounced us both gently and said, “I have the most beautiful new granddaughters ever!” Then, she kissed both of us on the head to emphasize it, beginning with me.
“Thank you, Granny,” I said politely.
“Thanks,” Bella wisely added herself.
The diaper I had on was definitely cooling by this point, and I was looking forward to a change soon! Not to mention that the thicker diaper had expanded a lot with the urine, to the point where I knew I would be relegated to crawling at home. However, I could also feel some rumblings in my rear and hoped we could make it home before I needed to do that!
“There!” Amanda said finally as she had our car seats latched. “Which girl is wetter, Mom?”
“It’s about a tie, honey, but why don’t you change Bella first? She’s not as used to her wet diapees yet.”
Amanda took her and placed her on the changing mat she had laid on the floorboard. She wasted no time pulling the snaps of her outfit open, diaper open and bared her bottom for the world to see if there hadn’t been a car parked on that side. She wiped her quickly, put her into a dry Pamper, placed her into her rear-facing car seat, and buckled her in.
“Next!” she said, looking at her mother and holding her arms out for me.
She changed me just as quickly and found a spare Pamper in a seat pocket, leaving me happily dressed in the thinner dry diaper! “Thanks,” I told her around the pacifier as she balled up the used diaper with Bella’s and put them into a bag.
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she told me as she then buckled me into my own rear-facing seat. Bella looked embarrassed and awkward through the mirror while she nervously nursed on the pacifier.
“Fred, is that everything in the back?”
“That’s all of it, Mandy. Girls ready?”
“Yep,” she said. “Mom, Daddy, you’re going to the house you said?”
“Yes, we’ll follow you home and give you a couple new presents I picked up for your new baby. Seems like we just did this?” She giggled a bit.
Amanda sighed, “No mechanical items, right?”
I turned bright red and fidgeted a little, and I think Bella noticed.
“Definitely not!”
“Good, we’ll see you there,” Amanda said as she and Fred closed the passenger doors and climbed into the front passenger seat while Fred climbed in to drive.
Chapter 28: Inevitable
“WELL, THAT WAS fun,” Amanda said as we pulled away.
I pulled my pacifier out of my mouth, “You told them about Bella?” I asked, a little surprised.
“We need your grandpa’s help with everything going on. I was afraid they would meet us here and try something right out of the airport.”
I nodded.
“What did you mean no mechanical items?” Bella asked curiously, having removed her own pacifier.
I winced, “Umm… We haven’t had time to tell you anything about Ama… Mommy’s family, have we?”
She looked like she was about to choke when I almost called Amanda by name… ‘I can’t help it; I think of her by her real name when I think about her most of the time still,’ I sighed.
“Umm… I don’t think so?”
“Well, Mommy has three sisters, the oldest is Chloe, then it’s Mommy, Cassie, then the oops child Megan – who’s awesome!”
“What does that have to do with mechanical…?”
“I’m getting to that… let’s just say I like Megan a lot but feel the complete opposite about Chloe. She would fit right in with that group that almost got you… Cassie is just as bad, if not worse, in some ways. When Granny found out Mommy had adopted a Little and not told her, she was pretty hurt. We ended up going shopping with Chloe and Granny the next morning. I didn’t exactly get off to the right foot with Chloe, though.”
“Nothing you did!” Amanda muttered angrily, obviously listening.
“Granny wanted to buy me one of those battery-powered swings that can go on their own. Chloe found a higher-end mechanical one that she claimed was amazing. Not knowing much about what it did, Granny put me into it and started it. At first, it wasn’t too bad as it gently swung me, but then Chloe activated its punishment feature, and I got the spanking of my life!”
“Needless to say, I just about killed my sister,” Amanda said with a sad voice. “We had to cut Stacy out of that horrible device to keep it from beating her even worse.”
Bella’s eyes opened wide in the mirror, “That sounds scary!”
“Not pleasant,” I said while mentally rubbing my butt still.
“Anyway, no mechanical nursery items are allowed at home!” I said.
“No mechanical items,” Amanda agreed.
“So, what else should I know?” Bella asked hesitantly.
“It’ll take a while to catch you up on everything.” I said, “Since we’re meeting Megan, I’ll tell you she’s the nice one. She goes to Emerson too, so I’m guessing I’ll probably see her quite a bit. She’s the short one of the family – not even quite eight feet tall.”
“So, she’s just a betweener?” Bella asked.
“She’s still considered an Amazon because of our parents,” Amanda explained, “but with the rest of my sisters and I being over nine-and-a-half-feet tall, she looks really short compared to us.”
Bella nodded.
“She’s nice, though… and not exactly a fan of making Littles be babies!” I added.
“Yeah… I’m guessing Megan will think I’m even more nuts and on the way to being like Chloe and Cassie,” Amanda grumbled.
“It wasn’t your choice,” I reminded her.
“Maybe it seems that way,” Bella said, “but it was. You made a choice to save me,” she said, “thank you for that.” A lone tear went down her face before she wiped it and pretended it hadn’t happened.
The drive home wasn’t that far, and soon we were being unbuckled in the garage. Fred stood me on my feet while Amanda carried Bella inside. The urgent urge to go poop hit my bowels again as we crossed the entry into the kitchen, and I could see my potty. “Mommy, may I use my potty?” I asked, looking up at her holding Bella.
She sighed but nodded, “Do you need help with your diapee?”
I shook my head and bolted for the other side of the room. I was already popping the snaps in my outfit off as I approached my destination. I didn’t care that I had those two as an audience, as I ripped the tapes off of my dry Pamper and sat down on the plastic potty. I grunted for just a second and was rewarded with a large piece of poop going into the potty. Some urine tinkled in afterward to join it.
“Wow, aren’t you the big girl!” Megan said as I finished.
I blushed, “I didn’t realize you were there,” I said, embarrassed.
“Do you need help wiping?” She asked me.
“Even if she doesn’t, would you mind doing it and then getting her back into a diaper?” Amanda asked. I looked over where Bella sat, looking utterly shocked in her arms.
Megan leaned down towards me with a smile and used a baby wipe to clean me up. “Come on, Stacy, let’s go upstairs and get you in a new diapee. You ripped this one a bit when you pulled it off.”
I noticed she had already balled it up and held it in her left hand while picking me up with her right arm. She wasn’t as big as Amanda, but she still had no problems picking me up and began walking upstairs with my naked rear hanging out of the unsnapped outfit.
“Mandy, you’re actually potty-training, Stacy?” I heard her mom ask her as Megan hit the stairs and had me halfway to my nursery. ‘Our nursery,’ I thought to myself.
She took no time to put the diaper in the can next to the changing table, lifted me up on the table, and asked, “I’m guessing you want a regular Pamper?”
“Please,” I answered.
“So, Mandy gave in and let you use a potty?” she asked me.
“We agreed just for poopies,” I told her. I felt a little bit odd as I used a juvenile name for it with one of the few people I felt recognized my actual age.
“Guess that probably is the worst, huh?” she asked as she redid the snaps on my outfit.
“You have no idea!” I told her while frowning.
She giggled and picked me up, “Did you have a good trip?” She asked as we went down the stairs.
“Umm… parts of it!” I told her honestly. “The crazy Little snatching criminals, not so much...?”
“What?” She asked as she made it to the first floor, and I saw Amanda coming back from the bathroom with my potty.
“I didn’t have time to fill her in completely,” Amanda told me as I saw the scene at the bottom of the stairs. Grandpa and Fred were bringing in the last of the luggage while Granny held Bella gently in her arms. Bella, for her part, was doing a pretty good job of mostly not shaking from fear while at the same time giving me a very jealous stare.
“Shall we all sit down in the living room and get everyone on the same page?” Fred asked while setting down the final suitcase.
“Sounds like a plan,” Grandpa said. A few moments later, Megan held me on her lap on the couch on one end, with Amanda in the middle holding Bella and Fred on the other end. Grandpa and Granny had taken the recliner and rocking chair in the living room as their seats.
A quick glance at the clock let me know it was after six, and I was getting hungry. ‘Hope this doesn’t take too long!’ I thought to myself.
While everyone was sitting down, Bella looked over at me and quietly asked, “You don’t have to wear diapers?”
“Because of school… if I poop my pants in class, I get kicked out of Emerson. As long as I can feel my poop… I made the potty with a machine a few days ago,” I told her.
“You made that potty for yourself?” Grandpa overheard and asked.
“Yes… nearly earned her a load of trouble for it too!” Amanda said, still a little disgruntled. She sighed, “I told her though that I care more for her and want her to get the education she came for… I offered to let her use it for everything at home, but as a compromise to me, she decided she just wants it for poopies.”
“So…?” Bella asked me tentatively while fidgeting a little in her seat.
“So, I’m in diapers the rest of the time,” I shrugged. I was honest at responding to Bella’s odd look, “Wet diapers don’t really bother me…?”
She stared at me for a moment before looking up at Amanda, “Can I do the same?”
Amanda looked thoughtfully for a second, but it was Fred that answered. “I don’t think you’ll be able to get away with that.”
“Why?” She asked, a little bit annoyed but still polite.
“You’re nursing from Amanda more…” Fred said softly before sniffing, “do you know that you just went in your diaper?”
She looked shocked, but I could smell it right then, too, and see her diaper pushing out on her outfit a bit. She instinctively put her hand down that direction and, with a broken-up voice, said, “No…?”
Amanda hugged her protectively, “It’s okay, but especially with this group after you, I think we need to take a little more traditional approach with your potty habits. You also need to be seen nursing regularly from me so that no one can get LPS involved here with a neglect allegation.” She patted her on the back as I grimaced a bit at the smell from her diaper. As her body tensed, I knew she was going some more, but to my surprise, Amanda just sat the teary-eyed girl back down in her lap when she was done.
“Mommy, aren’t you going to change her?” I asked.
“In a few moments when we get done here,” she told me. “I told you last week there might be times we can’t change you right away. So Bella is going to have to get used to that too.”
My mind blanched as I thought back to the day in the walker with my poop smeared all over my butt from the seat, squishing it.
“It’s okay,” Bella said as she reached over to me and took my hand.
I grimaced but kept quiet.
“So, what happened on this trip? All you said on the phone was that you adopted another Little girl… for some reason,” Megan said with a glare to Amanda, “and Stacy mentioned Little kidnappers?”
“The short version of the story is that we met Bella here on the plane to Selegansol. She was on her way for what she thought was a business opportunity to sell her clothing line. But unfortunately, there was a network that had actually lured her there to take her. They planned on getting her to have an accident on the plane and forcibly adopt her.” Megan gave her a sympathetic look but stayed quiet, “Stacy figured out the plot and gave her one of her emergency charms to keep her from pooping her pants. At that point, I decided the stewardess wasn’t worth trusting.”
Bella sat quietly until then and told Megan, “I asked them to adopt me after they got me away safely from the airport. We had seen my proposed business partner, the stewardess, and another lady talking angrily, and they tried to get the cops to take me away… Even if I have to…” she grimaced, “sit here in a dirty diaper. It’s better than what they would have done to me.”
I looked up at Megan, who was a little skeptical then, but I told her, “we ran into one of the guys in the park, and he tried to get Amanda and Fred to give us up… I was able to pour some of my juice from my bottle onto him and distracted him into running to save him from someone diapering him.”
“What?!?” Grandpa laughed then.
“No one would think an adult amazon would wet their pants,” Granny added.
“They would if they had a record on file…?” Amanda said with a smirk.
I saw Grandpa look over at her with a smile and ask, “What did you do?”
“Blame both of them, Joe,” he said, pointing towards me too as he shook his head, “They’re both trouble makers cut from the same cloth!”
I giggled at that but couldn’t help but nod.
“The police believe some Little sympathizer group got into the system and just happened to list him as an escaped baby…” she told him, “though he didn’t know that as he ran and pushed that girl into the water.”
“Wait a minute!” Megan said and picked me up under my armpits and turned me towards her, “You mean to say that Little that jumped into the pool at Looney World…?”
I waved at her, “hi?”
She just laughed and hugged me, “So you’re a hero, and this guy got caught, escaped, and I’m guessing you know it’s likely he’ll come after you now, right?”
“The group already tried again,” Fred told everyone. “We figured we’d have trouble here, but the group tried to get us to go with them at the airport earlier. Fortunately, your daughter learned well from you, Joe.”
“You put her down or spank her?” Joe asked with a smile.
“Spanked her till her bottom was glowing,” Amanda said. “Speaking of which, this conversation is going on a little longer than I thought. Fred, where did you put their diaper bag?”
“On the counter over there…” he told her.
“I’m going to take Bella upstairs and change her,” she said as she stood up.
I put my arms out to her, “You just went; you can’t need changed yet?” She asked me.
“I want to be there for Bella when you show her my… er… our nursery…?” I don’t know why, but I was nervous about it and turned red.
Amanda laughed at me and picked me up too. “Megan, can you bring the diaper bag? I have my hands full now….”
“Sure,” she told her and followed us up the stairs once she had the bag in hand.
Amanda paused for just a second as she looked at the letters on the door that said my name, “We’ll have to add another name, huh?” She said to no one in particular. She opened the baby gate into the room, and Bella shuddered. A moment later, she started crying uncontrollably across from me.
Amanda sat me down on the floor by my desk before she squeezed Bella with a hug and then decided to change her before worrying about the crying. I couldn’t see much from my perch on the ground with Amanda in the way, so I just walked over to my computer to make sure everything was okay there. Megan followed me, “Your computer is so cute!” she told me while sitting on the ground next to me.
The cries from Bella continued as I heard diaper tapes opened, and Amanda said, “Shh… It’s okay, Bella.”
I guessed I knew what was the problem and felt terrible. I knew Littles dealt with diapers sometimes in school, sometimes when they were out and about just to be safe, and sometimes if forced by rules. The playpen she had slept in probably was embarrassing at the hotel, the nursing, the bottles, the pacifiers… everything was perhaps more than slightly overwhelming. But to enter a nursery… well, Littles in this dimension don’t get to leave those.
I turned my head towards Megan to respond, “It’s perfectly sized for me at least,” I told her. I could see Bella’s legs in the air then, and Amanda was clearly wiping her smelly bottom.
“How fast is it?”
I turned it on then and logged in for her to see it running. I had just opened my e-mail app when Amanda picked Bella up from the table, still sobbing and shuddering with tears. I watched Amanda sit down in the rocking chair and try and console her. “It’s okay, Bella,” she told her.
She sobbed, “My life is really o… o… over.”
“Shhh… not it’s not, I promise you’ll be well taken care of.”
“But I’m not…!”
“Free?” Megan suggested having turned and walked over by the rocking chair.
“No…” Bella shuddered.
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Chapters 29 and 30
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 29: Futures
“WERE YOU REALLY before?” Megan asked, surprising me with such a heartless question.
Bella seemed shocked by that thought and looked up at her, “Of course I was.”
“What was your job?” She asked, “You mentioned clothing design downstairs?”
Bella nodded.
“Where can you sell your designs?”
“Online…” she said.
“Not in a store, not in person?” Megan prompted while sitting down on the floor in front of the rocking chair. Amanda sat holding Bella, with her legs crisscrossed.
“No… a Big might have…?”
“Kidnapped you, right?” Megan said.
Bella had more tears down her face as I walked up to Megan and sat down in her lap. She nodded.
“Did you go out with friends at all in the evenings?” Megan prompted softly.
“Not very often,” she sniffled. “The last time I did… my best friend got drunk and wet her pants in front of a Big… She tried for me too, but I ran.”
I could see where Megan was going, and knowing her, it wasn’t easy for her to say.
“Bella, I’m not saying there is anything right about this whole thing. I personally don’t think that any Little needs to be in diapers. I hate our older sisters for everything they do to the Littles they forcibly adopted… but you really didn’t have much going for you.”
Bella shuddered, but some of the tears were leaving at least. “I know… They were raising my rent next month as a ‘Little fee,’ and I wasn’t going to be able to both eat and pay rent if the deal in Selegnasol fell through.”
“Look, Bella, the cards that have been dealt to Littles are terrible. Maybe someday that can change, or who knows… Maybe Amanda and Fred can send you back to the other dimension with Stacy or something…?”
“Would you?” Bella asked quickly.
“I don’t know if we could,” Amanda answered her honestly. “It’s going to be tough just getting Stacy back, but we’ll be willing to consider it.”
“Maybe we could get her to the underground?” I said aloud and then regretted it.
“You already have a contact?” Amanda laughed.
“Forget I said that?” I told her, thinking I had been keeping that as a backup option if things went south with them.
“I wouldn’t recommend it just yet anyway,” Amanda said. “We’d be better off taking a vacation to another country… maybe the Little islands would be smarter, to be honest. You don’t really know who you’re dealing with on the underground.”
I looked at her in shock that she knew so much, “Hacked it?”
“You’re not the only one who can…” she reminded me.
Bella’s tears had dried up quite a bit by then, “But you don’t think we should do any of those yet, do you?”
“Bella, you’re probably in as much danger right now as you could be… but you’re also in the safest place you could be, too,” Grandpa Joe said from the doorway.
“Amanda, I added a couple other layers of sensors to your security system earlier. Make sure anytime you are home alone that you have it enabled for the perimeter. We added an extra layer to the backyard to make it safe for you to be out there with the girls swimming or playing.”
“Thanks, Dad,” she told him.
“Stacy, would you come with me for a couple minutes?” he asked.
I was surprised but nodded, and he picked me up to place me on his hip. My legs practically had to do the splits with as large a body as he had! He walked down to Fred’s office and sat down in his chair, facing me towards him.
“Stacy, this is the second time you have really impressed me! That was quick thinking with the juice and even quicker action to save that little girl.”
I blushed, “thanks.”
“Mandy has dragged you into a pretty risky situation with some very sketchy people. I know Fred has heard of that company through his professional dealings, but I’ve also heard of them going after people too from my professional contacts in the military...”
I nodded, “From what I dug up, they’re definitely not on the nice people list.”
“No, they’re not. That’s why I want you to please come study with me at my studio whenever we can get you in.”
“How will that help? I’m so small I can’t possibly hit hard enough to do anything other than make them add more spankings?”
He laughed, “You’d better keep this a secret, as I’m violating several of my non-disclosure agreements – and a few federal laws, but there is a whole Special Forces unit of Littles in our military.”
I felt my jaw drop… “They let Littles…?”
“Yes, they do. The unit’s code name is the ‘Hellcats.’ Without saying too much more, I worked with them and trained them at one point in my career.”
“Whoa, and they can actually fight full-sized Bigs?” I asked curiously.
“You can search them online if you want later to verify my story. Some declassified missions have been released, and the military likes to use them as a PR tool every now and then… but the truth is I consider them to be every bit as deadly as our best Big units.”
I thought for a moment, “So you’re willing to try and teach me... what exactly?”
“The techniques they use against their bigger enemies for one.”
I nodded, “I would appreciate it if you would teach me… what about Bella?”
He shook his head, “she’s a sweet girl… but she’s not got the talent or instincts that you have. Between what you did to those idiot daughters of mine, this guy, and saving that girl… well honestly, you’re not normal.”
I stared at him before nodding, “Yeah, I can agree with that. So, when?”
“This week on Thursday, Fred said you should have some downtime, and then it’ll be Tuesdays and Thursdays after your last class before I begin evening classes for now.”
I nodded, “Thank you,” and leaned forward to give him a hug.
He hugged me and put me back down on the floor just as my stomach growled, “Now we need to get back home, and your mommy needs to get you something to eat.”
I followed him down the hallway and saw that Bella was now on the ground exploring in the nursery behind the closed gate.
“Would you please open that?” I asked him, pointing towards the gate.
He laughed and instead picked me up and sat me down on the other side, “Way easier than figuring out those stupid things!”
I sighed and nodded, “Thanks, see you Thursday!”
He walked away, and I was left alone in the nursery with Bella. “So… umm… what do you think of our room?”
“To be honest, it’s a little too happy for my tastes. Your dresses are cute, though?”
I looked up at her and laughed, “At least I don’t have to worry about you raiding my closet!”
“Well, you’re definitely shorter than me…” she said, and surprisingly it was really the first chance we’d had to be alone together and compare our sizes. While she was really short compared to Amanda, and all of the other full-grown Amazons, my head only reached just a little bit above her belly button.
To emphasize the size difference, she reached out to me and picked me up to put me on her hip like a kid would do with a little sibling. “Eeep…” I said.
She laughed, “So I get stuck with a baby sister who uses the potty more than me... but I can at least pick her up!”
“Don’t I seem at least a little heavy…?” I asked, embarrassed as she carried me over towards the toy box.
“I’m kind of used to it with fabric bolts… and I used to lift a set of weights at home to try and help if I ever had to fight.”
She gave me a hug and put me down beside the toy box, “So what cool toys do you have?”
I pointed towards my computer, “That one and a tablet?” I asked.
She shook her head, “Look if we have to be babies… Do we at least have some cool toys?”
I laughed at that, “You certainly seem happier now?”
She stared at me and said, “Well, I can’t change it… so I guess we might as well make the best of it. But, Mo… Mommy said I should try and find some toys I like and try to play with them at least?”
I walked over and hugged her, “I honestly have only opened this once so far. So, I guess shall we see what’s in it?”
She hugged me and said, “Gagagoogoo.”
“That’s not that funny, you know?” I told her.
She sighed, “Believe me, I know…” as she opened the box.
I remembered from my quick glance most of what was in there. Bella made a face of disgust as she combed through a few things, but it quickly turned into a genuine smile as she picked up a baby doll, “I had one of these when I was a baby!”
I couldn’t help but giggle as she held the large baby doll in her hands.
“The first time Stacy…” she stuck her tongue out at me. I was glad there was a least a bit of a smile, though, as she pulled her out and said, “ooh… you have the baby bag… bottles and diapers are in here… but you also have the stroller, the highchair… and… yes even have the playpen!” She actually sounded almost happy then.
“Well, I’m glad someone likes it,” Amanda said while stepping over the gate.
I looked up guiltily… “Sorry…”
“It’s almost my fault for letting you have your other toys, but maybe that doll was just destined for Bella…?”
“She’s all yours if you want her,” I said with a smirk.
“We’ll just have to get another one for you, though, too,” Amanda said with a smirk, “You can’t have tea parties and practice taking care of your babies; otherwise, without one, now can you?”
“Umm…” I said awkwardly, “…is dinner ready?”
She laughed and said, “Come on, you two,” as she grabbed us both in her arms and said, “remind me to change you after dinner, Stacy. You’ll be leaking otherwise!”
“Yes, Mommy,” I said as she descended the staircase.
In the kitchen, a second highchair had been assembled for Bella. It looked different than mine for some reason, “Is her highchair different?”
I looked up at Amanda, who grimaced, “I asked my parents to pick up another high chair, and they didn’t think to go to the regular baby store… It’s one meant for Littles,” she said.
Both trays were off at that point, so she could put both of us down in them. To my surprise, she went and used the harness straps on Bella first, leaving me for a second with mine undone. I watched and realized in horror that while she wasn’t using them, there were additional straps for her head, feet, and arms. “We’ll be cutting these off later,” she told Bella while she shook her head. Then, a tray was attached in front of her with a click. Since her arms weren’t strapped in, she could keep her hands free on top of it.
“Thank you,” Bella said quietly.
“Other than those, it seems like a slightly bigger highchair than your sisters, so hopefully it’ll be fine?” Amanda said.
Bella shrugged, “It’s still a highchair.”
Amanda turned her attention back to buckle me into the harness and then down my tray. She turned around and grabbed two sippy cups off of the counter, and placed them on our trays. “Sippy cups?” Bella asked, almost shocked.
“Well, you might be able to a handle small glass,” Amanda remarked… “That one over there probably can’t.” she shook her head, “She’s so small I had to go buy smaller bottles!”
I blushed.
“I thought it was odd mine were bigger,” Bella said after a sip of the apple juice.
“We tried the size we bought you with her first, but she couldn’t even hold it by herself!” Amanda smiled.
“That was pretty embarrassing,” I told her.
“Well, none of us expected you to come to dimension and be infant-sized!”
“Stacy, just how tall are you?” Bella asked curiously.
I blushed, “Thirty-nine-and-a-half inches?”
“Oh my god, you really are tiny!”
“Don’t remind me,” I told her as Amanda brought cute plates decorated with cute Baby Looney Tunes characters partially visible underneath the food. On the plates were chicken nuggets and some fries… well, to Amazons, that’s what they would be. From my perspective, they were chicken breasts and potato wedges!
“Thanks,” I told her as she sat it down.
Bella looked relieved for some reason, “She told you that you’d get to keep your teeth,” I told her after taking a bite of a nugget as Fred sat down with his own plate. “Other than one restaurant, there’s no danger of baby food,” I told her.
“One restaurant?” she asked nervously.
“I’m not sure how the chef will react to you?” Amanda said, “All Littles usually get one of their parent’s meals pureed for their meal.”
“Usually?”
“Well, this one has a habit of doing weird things. The chef took a liking to her and let her have a small version of a regular meal last time.”
“So, she may have a regular meal, and I’ll be stuck with baby food?” she asked nervously.
“Once you got over the texture, it wasn’t too bad?” I told her with a grimace, “Maybe you can politely eat whatever he brings, and maybe he’ll let you have the same as me on a second visit?” I looked at Amanda, who shrugged her shoulders.
“Probably won’t be eating there for a while since you’ll be busy with school,” Fred reminded me.
Chapter 30: Contacts
THE MEAL WAS silent for a couple moments while Fred looked through the mail from the last couple of days. “So, what am I doing while she’s going to school?” Bella asked hesitantly.
Fred sighed, “Well, luckily, I don’t have any procedures set up this week, so I’m going to take off some paternity leave and stay home with you for most of the week.”
She looked relieved when he said, “Can we get my stuff out of my apartment?”
“I figured we could do that tomorrow,” he nodded. “Your grandpa will come with a couple of guys he trusts to help us do it quickly. I don’t want to hang out there too long since it’s a dangerous place to go with that group watching us.”
“Maybe we should just abandon it all…” she said sadly.
“Bella, you’re adopted, but we don’t want to wipe out your old life. I’m guessing you have some pictures, at least of your family? Maybe some projects you want? I also figure Fred can get the sewing equipment you have and put them in the basement for now?” Amanda said.
Her eyes lit up a bit, “Can I still sew?”
“We’ll have to be careful with that, sweetie… If anyone other than us finds out you’re sewing, they might think we’re abusing you.” Fred said.
“But she gets to go to school?” she asked, upset at the dichotomy.
“Do you think you can pass the CARE exam?” Fred asked her softly.
She looked at the plate on her highchair and shook her head, “I never really paid a lot of attention at school since I figured I’d just end up adopted anyway… The fashion courses I took didn’t need all of that too much either.”
“Unfortunately, that takes the university out of the picture,” Amanda said sadly.
“What about going to high school?” I asked. “You could learn what you needed to know to pass the CARE?”
“No!” Bella said sharply.
“I’m sorry?” I said apologetically, realizing I had touched a nerve.
“Sorry… it’s just that high school for a Little has to be the worst place in the world other than a daycare… It might be worse than that, though, too!”
“We’ve got some other ideas to think of, too,” Amanda told her softly. “But one thing I want to do is get you caught up on your learning, at least if you were that far behind.”
She nodded, pushed one more fry around on her plate, and yawned before she said, “I’m full… may I please get down?”
I had finished eating, too, having just been an observer of the dinner conversation. “May I get down too, please?” I asked.
Amanda gave me a look to communicate not to push her but said, “Okay, I guess you two can get down. It’s not going to be too long until bath time, though, since you’re starting school tomorrow!” she told me.
I nodded and said, “May I get onto my computer and check my e-mail?”
“Sure,” she said as she undid the buckles on my harness. Fred did the same for Bella, and she could pick both of us up at once. “Bella, do you want to go upstairs with your sister or stay down here?”
She looked around the living room and said, “Down here, please?”
“No TV,” she told her, “but you can play with the toys or explore some, okay?”
She nodded, “I know about things like Naomi and Oliver… Sad how many Littles get trapped by that show!”
“It’s not the only one anymore either,” Fred said with a warning. “Same rule goes for you as your sister, no watching TV without one of us there to watch out for you.”
I watched her nod as Amanda sat her down on the living room floor, and she made the quick trip upstairs to set me down on the other side of the gate.
“Stacy, don’t push Bella too hard right away,” she told me quietly. “I think she has been through more trauma than we know.”
“I got that,” I told her, “do you think she’ll be okay?”
Amanda leaned over and kissed the top of my head, “With our help, I hope so. As much as I hate to see Littles the way my sisters do, maybe not having to worry about watching her back every two seconds might be good for her.”
I nodded and watched through the baby gate as she walked down the stairs and out of sight before I turned to my computer. I logged in to the computer and first checked to see if there was any tampering. ‘Those guys surely won’t stop if they tried some stuff at the airport,’ I said to myself with a shake of my head. ‘I’m a little scared to walk around campus by myself,’ I admitted with a sigh. Finding no signs of tampering, I logged into my e-mail.
I saw several messages for me there, including a ton of spam from back home and here. I quickly sent those to the spam folder, thinking that I would have to create some new filters to avoid some. I really didn’t need to know about the best orphanages or etiquette schools to give myself up to… the Viagra e-mails from back home were bad enough!
After a lot of deleting of spam, just three messages remained. One from my Mom, one from Gabby, and one from the university. I decided to open the one from Emerson first.
Welcome to Emerson!
We are so excited to have you join our university! There are many orientation events this week that we are listing below. It’s imperative that you follow the schedule and be mature adults to show up at all events! Please see the schedule below for any changes that may have been made since our last correspondence. Tomorrow is the freshmen move-in day, parent/student luncheon, and a few other events that we ask you to participate in*. Please review the Emerson Student Code of Conduct as you will be bound by its rules until you leave our university. Once again, welcome, and we can’t wait for you to begin your new journey with us! Go Griffins!
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9:00am-5:00pm | Fisher Hall | Student Check-In (Student IDs, Keys, and Orientation Packet Pick-Up) |
11:00am | Venture Commons | Parent/Student Luncheon |
3:00pm-4:30pm | Destiny Lecture Hall | Littles Guide to Emerson* |
5:00pm | Zentner Dining Hall | Dinner |
6:30pm | Dorm | Orientation Meeting (Commuter Students Assigned Dorm at Check-In for Event) |
7:30pm | Woodlawn Stadium | Griffins Fly Event |
*Please note for Littles, all Little oriented events are mandatory
9:00am | Student Union | City Tours (Parents and students invited for free bus tour of the city) |
11:00am | Venture Commons | University Welcome Ceremony |
1:00pm | Jennings Hall Room 102 | C.A.R.E. Exams (Any Little who has not taken this exam must take it at this time for course placement) |
2:00pm | Kilby Center Room 314 | Computer Science Placement Exam |
5:00pm | Sherwood Lawn | BBQ Dinner |
6:30pm | Woodlawn Stadium | Class Picture |
8:00pm | Student Union | Casino Night |
10:00am | Kendrick Hall | Math Placement Exam |
1:00pm | Jennings Hall Room 102 | Foreign Language Placement Exams |
1:00pm-6:00pm | Various | Advisor Appointments for Scheduling |
9:00pm | Sherwood Lawn | Outdoor Movie Night |
9:00am-6:00pm | Various | Advisor Appointments for Scheduling |
9:00am-6:00pm | Fisher Hall | Returning Students Check-In |
9:30am-11:00am | Destiny Lecture Hall | Littles: Legal Rights and Responsibilities* |
1:00pm-2:00pm | Destiny Lecture Hall | Littles: Planning for the Future* |
6:00pm | Sherwood Lawn | Welcome Back Barbeque |
7:00pm | Fraternity Row | IFC and Panhellenic Councils Sponsored Block Party |
We look forward to you beginning your journey with us this week!
Regards,
Dr. Cameron D. Nitsche
Emerson University President
I sighed as I read how the week was going to go. “One day at a time,” I muttered to myself and clicked on the e-mail from Gabby next.
OH MY GOD, YOU’RE ADORABLE!!!!!!!!
I sighed. I could have bet that would be her response!
I can’t believe that’s you! And you’re a GIRL now????????? I can’t imagine changing to being a boy!!! You must be going a little crazy? Well… crazier? You’re nuttier than a fruitcake for going back to that dimension, Stacy! I just hope you can make it back one day. I get that if you keep making the back and forth trip, you may shrink even more… and that might be a bad idea… So be careful if you decide to make that trip!
I just have to tell you that you make the most adorable baby girl, though! I would love to babysit sometime… [wink] I showed your picture to Kendra since she was standing at the computer with me when I downloaded it, and she thought you were an adorable toddler. She asked who you were, and I told her you were a little girl I babysat back home. So if you ever get back here, maybe I can do that for you?
I groaned… ‘Great, just what I needed if I ever get back, another mommy!?!’
Anyway, stay in touch, so I know they haven’t made your brain turn into mush or something! If you make it home for Christmas, I expect to see you! My roommate is calling me to go to lunch; I hope to talk to you soon! Hugs,
~Gabby~
I read the e-mail a few times and couldn’t help but wonder if maybe I’d made a mistake in not asking her out.
“Who’s Gabby?” I heard from behind me, startling me.
“Wha?” I said, not realizing that Bella had come back upstairs.
“Sorry, I guess you were too focused to notice me. Who is she?”
I turned my head towards her, “I guess my best friend back home.”
“You guess?”
“Maybe it could have been more?” I shrugged, “But that’s in the past now. She’s smart and pretty, and by the time if and when I get home, I’m sure she’ll be married... plus there’s the whole being a girl thing now.”
She looked at me and nodded. “So, really, you were a boy before all of this?”
I nodded, “Kind of a big change?”
“It doesn’t bother you being a girl now?”
“Well, it’s not like I was going out and having hot naked sex every night,” I smirked at her. “And I knew my time here in college would be a lot different from a normal college experience. Bar hopping and stripper clubs are not exactly going to be happening… so I guess it hasn’t really affected me much.”
She nodded and bit her tongue for a moment, “Thanks for not pushing me to do something with you a little while ago.”
“I could tell something was a little much right then,” I told her, “Sorry if I dredged up some bad memories.”
Sighing, she said, “You couldn’t know… especially since you’re not from here… and you’re really not a true Little, I guess.”
“Huh?” a little taken aback, “Last I looked, I’m over a foot shorter than you?”
“Oh, I’m not saying you’re not a tiny little pipsqueak,” she smiled at me, “but you’ve got a future ahead of you. Most Littles that miraculously make it into their early twenties without being adopted know it’s only a matter of time before they’ll be stuck pooping their diapees, sucking nummies from mommy, and crawling around; playing with mind-numbing baby toys.”
“Umm… other than the being stuck crawling around? I’ve done all of that already.”
“But you get to use the potty? And you’re going to college?” She sniffled, “It’s… it’s…?”
I stood up and walked over to her, “not fair.” I said and gave her a big hug as she collapsed sitting on the floor...
I stood and held her in a hug as she sobbed into my shoulder for a while, and I had a feeling Amanda was spying on the baby monitor to give us space since she never appeared to check on us. Finally, after some time, she wiped her eyes, “Umm… thanks… Sorry…”
“For what?” I gave her another hug, “Trust me, we all have our breaking points.”
“So, what’s yours?”
“I hate poopy diapers,” I told her, “and Amanda’s sisters are kind of crazy… definitely mechanical swings now that I’m thinking about it.” I shuddered.
She laughed a little nervously.
“Believe me, I’ve broken down a couple times, and I know there are more to come. One thing that will help is if we can figure out something you can do to keep yourself occupied… You’re lucky that Amanda and Fred aren’t really looking for a newborn baby or someone to lord their superiority over Littles.”
She nodded, “Just the fact you feel like you can call them by their first names.”
“I still call them Mommy and Daddy when I’m talking to them…?”
“No, most Littles don’t even allow themselves to think of anything else, so they don’t mess up,” she told me.
I nodded, “I’m still going through some culture shock.”
“I bet… I can’t imagine the world you came from!”
“It has its moments,” I told her.
“Why in the world did you come here?” She said, “I mean, really just for computers?!?”
I laughed, “This world is probably at least a decade ahead of my dimension, if not more than that. If I can learn how to take the tech from here back home, I’ll be a very rich man… er… woman.”
She shook her head, “I guess. I should probably let you finish your e-mails? Mommy said she’d be coming to give us our bath in a little bit.”
I reached over and gave her a big hug, “Thanks, I just have one more, I think.”
I walked back over and sat down to look at Mom and Dad’s e-mail since there wasn’t anything in Gabby’s that I felt I needed to reply to immediately.
Hi Stacy,
You know you really are adorable now, right? I wish I was there to pick you up and love on you myself… Hopefully, being as cute as you are can work for you in some way… I know it’s like waving a red flag in front of a bull to the Amazons in that dimension. We’re very proud of you, sweetie, and we want to wish you good luck in your first week of classes.
Let us know how the trip went?
Stay safe,
Love Mom
I heard footsteps on the staircase and guessed Amanda was probably coming back upstairs. My response would have to be quick.
Hi Mom and Dad,
Thanks for the well wishes on this week. The trip this weekend was… rather interesting? Somehow, we found ourselves helping a Little that sat next to us on the plane. She didn’t realize it, but she’d gotten lured to the same city we were going by a seedy Little snatching group. The long and the short of it is that I have a big sister now, Bella, that I’m sure you’ll hear more about. I hope we can become good friends, at least since she’s kind of stuck in the adopted role now…
I typed a few more things and included a safe code phrase, told her a bit about the dolphin swimming and the park before saying,
Gabby e-mailed me back; she agrees with you on me being adorable. I think she’d be right there with you wanting to take care of me… I’m guessing it’s going to be a curse here. Anyway, Amanda is coming to give us our bath now – it’s going to be a big day tomorrow, so I need to sign off.
Love you!
Stacy
I heard a sniff behind me from Bella, who had begun reading over my shoulder. I stood up and gave her a hug again, “You going to be okay?”
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Chapters 31 and 32
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 31: Family
“WELL, HOPEFULLY, YOU’LL be enough of a friend and sister that I can be.”
Amanda chose that moment to enter the room, “Okay, my little princesses, bath time!”
“Do we have to right now?” Bella asked nervously.
“Yes, you have to,” Amanda said, “I don’t want to have smelly babies in the house. Only clean ones!”
She reached down and tickled Bella long enough to make her squeal before opening the gate and leading us by the hands down to the bathroom. The faucet was already running as we came in, and she shut it off after checking the water temperature. I decided to use that moment to wet the diaper I was in so I wouldn’t have a wet one soon after getting into a new one. ‘I suppose I could pee in the tub… but besides being gross - that’s rude to Bella.’
“Come here, Stacy,” she said to me as I walked towards where she knelt by the tub. She quickly unsnapped my outfit and untapped my diaper where I stood. After she used a baby wipe on my diaper area, she picked me up, and I was sat in the tub. I could just see Bella’s head over the tub and heard her diaper ripped open as Amanda stripped her and placed her on the opposite side of the tub.
She squeaked and began to cover herself but then stopped when Amanda kept her arms at her side as a reminder, “This is going to take some getting used to.”
“Tell me about it,” I agreed.
“Well, unless you want to get washed in the sink, Stacy?” I blushed, knowing she’d probably do it. “This is how my daughters are going to bathe. There’s more than enough room for both of you in there,” she reminded me with a reasonably firm look that then softened, “look, for the near future, at least you both need to know I expect LPS to make a visit at any time. That’s the most obvious ploy for that group to take to get you both. If it looks like we’re not taking care of you as they think we should… it might go badly.”
“What will they do if they see my computer?” I asked nervously.
“You’re enrolled in college, and there’s a site blocker on our connection.”
“And me?” Bella asked nervously, “Don’t they expect me drooling or something?”
I looked back and forth as Amanda sighed, “There are some things that we’ll probably have to do for appearances with you… Definitely going to have to get you a haircut,” she told her.
I watched her fight to keep her tears from coming back, as I knew her long hair had to be something that she loved to show she wasn’t a baby… A moment later, though, she said, “well, hair will grow back, I guess.”
“I think anytime we go out, we’ll probably have to use the princess diapers on you,” Amanda muttered as she began washing my hair. “I’m going to also get a couple things like a walker to match Stacy’s for you to sit in at times.”
“I can’t just use hers?” She asked.
Amanda laughed, “I’ll have to go to the Little store for yours… while you are small, you’re most definitely not the size of a regular infant-like Stacy is. You’re more of a toddler who wouldn’t need one to learn to walk since she already knows.”
“What can I do, though? I…” Bella paused, “I can’t just sit still doing nothing,” Bella added quietly as the water was rinsed through my hair.
“Daddy and I have a few ideas, but we’ll have to wait until we get your apartment cleared out. You may have to play with your doll for a few days… and maybe I’ll see about getting another tablet, so you have one to do stuff on too.”
“What about my computer?”
Amanda snorted as she said, “Stacy, you can open your eyes now,” and began running a wash mitt over me. “Bella, sweetie, that’s not a computer – that’s a dinosaur!”
Bella looked sad, “It was all I could afford.”
“Well, tomorrow I’ll get everything off of it file-wise that you might need and probably throw it out. If I can find something small enough, I’ll replace it with another computer for you, though.”
“Really?” She asked, clearly surprised as Amanda went over to her.
“Well, it’s not really fair that your baby sister would get to have her own computer, but you wouldn’t, now is it?”
She shook her head, “No, it’s not fair. I used to be the baby of my family and got all of the toys… that’s the way it still should be,” she said with a rather weird grin that made me think it might actually be a genuine smile.
“You’re still the baby of the family,” I told her, “or at least A baby of the family.”
She stuck her tongue out at me. “So, I can use it?”
“Sometimes sweetie… like I said, we’re going to have to be careful. The people we tangled with this weekend are not smalltime crooks. They have a lot of power and reach,” she paused, “and I have no doubt at some point they are going to make an even more serious attempt at all of us again.”
“I know… I’m sorry,” Bella said. “If I hadn’t gotten in with that jerk?”
“Then I never would have met someone really awesome!” I told her with a smile.
“And I wouldn’t have gotten a second Little girl to spoil either!” Amanda told her with a kiss on her head as she began washing her hair.
“So Stacy, what exactly is tomorrow again?” Amanda asked me, “I know they sent you an e-mail earlier and copied me, but I haven’t had a chance to look.”
“They copied you?” I said, surprised as I reached for one of the bath toys she had thrown in the tub with us.
“You’re adopted, Stacy; that means like any child, I’ll get a copy of any correspondence from the university,” she told me.
I squeezed the little squirt toy towards the water as I replied, “Oh… I guess that makes sense.”
“So…?” She asked as she dumped a cup of water over Bella’s hair.
“Well, in the morning until 6pm, they have check-in for students and getting moved into dorms – not that we have to worry about that.”
“No, but I figure we should get there somewhat early. So we’ll probably go a little before it’s supposed to start. That’ll let us get your student ID and such; what time is that?”
“Nine, I think,” I told her as I visualized the screen from earlier with perfect clarity. Since the nanite treatment, I occasionally wondered if I hadn’t gained an eidetic memory.
“Then?”
“There’s a luncheon for new students and parents from eleven on. After that, there’s some session I have to go to since I’m a Little. That goes from three until four-thirty. Then, they have dinner marked. After that, I assume I would come home?” I asked, and she nodded, “Then there’s an orientation meeting that we’re supposed to go to the dorms for… they’re assigning that at check-in for commuters, before some sort of big thing at the stadium at seven-thirty.”
“Busy day,” Amanda said.
“Yes, lots of opportunities for Littles to be adopted on their first day,” Bella said matter-of-factly.
“Any bets on how many times they try and adopt Stacy tomorrow?” Fred said from the doorway. Bella immediately covered herself with bubbles – or tried to as Amanda washed her with the mitt.
“Three,” I said.
“Ten,” Bella claimed, making me blush.
“Twice,” Fred put in.
“Once,” Amanda said with a smile, “I have a feeling whenever it happens, Stacy will make the one time memorable.”
“No guarantees, but I like Amanda’s thoughts!” I laughed nervously.
“Come on, you two, let’s get you dressed and in bed so you can be ready for tomorrow,” Amanda said, pulling the stopper out of the tub.
I thought of something then, “Umm… Mommy?”
“Yes, Stacy?” she said as she began wrapping Bella in a towel.
“Is there any way I could go for a swim before we go tomorrow?”
She looked down at me as she began drying me with a towel. “You didn’t get enough in this weekend?”
“I was just thinking it would be better if it was a habit that I did every day?” I paused, “At least until it gets cold?”
“If we’re going just before nine, that would add at least two hours?” She told me as she wrapped the towel firmly around me.
I grimaced but nodded, “yeah?”
“Tell you what, tomorrow will be hectic enough to get your first day of orientation going and get Bella’s apartment taken care of… How about we start on Tuesday with it?”
As she dried and wrapped Bella, I looked at her, “Okay, fair enough.”
“Let’s get you two into your diapers, and then I’ll dry your hair,” she told us while taking our hands and walking us back across the hallway to our room.
“Bella, let’s take care of you first,” she said as she reached down and picked Bella up, “I’m a little more worried about you having an accident than Stacy.”
She sighed, “I wish I could say you were wrong… Unfortunately, I haven’t felt myself going most of this afternoon.”
“I almost think it’s easier that way,” I said.
“What?” Both Bella and Amanda said simultaneously.
“Why would you want to just go and not know it?” Bella asked incredulously.
“If you have to use them anyway, it’s better to just all of a sudden know your diaper is wet, then dread having to go,” I told her as Amanda finished taping a diaper on Bella. She sat Bella down on the ground next to me, only clad in her diaper.
Amanda leaned down and picked me up, “But, if you don’t feel yourself going poopy, then it will be pointless to have taken the risk you did to come here,” she reminded me as she placed me on the changing table.
She unfolded a diaper and grabbed my ankles to push my butt in the air, “I know… I’m just saying,” I said.
She had me taped into the thick pink princess diaper quickly and sat me on the ground. Bella had apparently had problems standing in her diaper and had just sat down to avoid standing bowlegged. Amanda dug through the closet for a moment and came back with a pink one-piece sleep bag in Bella’s size. I watched her unzip it, and she kneeled down on the ground and quickly dressed Bella in it. “I can’t walk in this!” She whined.
“Probably can’t crawl either,” Amanda said with a giggle, “but you look adorable, and you’re going to bed anyway – so it doesn’t matter then, huh?”
As she tickled Bella a little, she said, “No tickle!”
Amanda left her semi-sitting up and helped me dress into one of my footed pajamas. I was relieved since I didn’t really like the sleep bags. However, looking over at Bella when I was dressed, I could see she had been bitten by the butterflies too. A giant white butterfly was embroidered in the middle of the chest, and a few flowers and smaller butterflies elsewhere. As I looked closer, I realized the zipper was covered with a protective tab that was probably Little proof. Contrasting with her, my footie pajamas did zip from the foot up to the chest, but I could quickly get to the zipper if I wanted to.
Amanda picked us both up and hugged us tightly. “You’re both adorable!”
“Thanks,” Bella said, looking down at her outfit, “not exactly what I had in mind for fashion.”
“I don’t know why you two don’t both just love those sleep bags! They look so comfy and cute!” Amanda said.
“Then why aren’t you wearing one?” I asked with a smile.
“They don’t make them in my size, silly,” Amanda said, tickling my side as she stood up.
“I bet I could make one for you, Mommy,” Bella said with a smirk.
Fred came in then, “Make what for Mommy?”
“A sleep bag like I’m wearing,” Bella told him with a smirk, “Mommy doesn’t know why Stacy and I don’t love them… Although Stacy, you’re not wearing one?”
I shook my head, “I don’t like them.”
“So, she gets to choose, but I don’t?” Bella asked a little nervously.
“Just one time?” Amanda asked.
“Bella, it’s probably a good idea for the next few weeks if we dress you a little more like that anyway…” he said.
“Why?” I asked for Bella.
He looked at me and took me from Amanda’s arms, “Your grandpa called a little bit ago and said an unknown group of people asking a lot of questions about us.”
“The people from Selegnasol?” I asked nervously.
“Seems likely,” he agreed as we watched Amanda sit down in the rocking chair with Bella.
“What do you think they’re going to do?” Bella asked nervously.
“Not sure yet,” Fred told her. “But you two should know you’re the safest two Littles on the planet when you’re at home with us.”
“How so?” I asked as he shifted me to a typical baby cradling position and began rocking me back and forth a Little.
“We have a state-of-the-art security system for one,” he told me. “Second, you have your Mommy and Daddy who will protect you,” he said reassuringly.
“What about away from you?” I asked a little nervously.
“Well, nothing has really changed there,” he told me, frowning slightly. “You have your Little protect watch on, your tracker, and there will be people watching out for you,” he told me.
“That being said, Stacy,” Amanda said as she rocked Bella too, “you will have to be very careful. Avoid going anywhere on campus without one of us. Megan is fine too.”
I nodded, “What about tomorrow? I assume walking around with my Mommy all day is probably not normal?”
She grimaced but nodded, “After the parents’ luncheon, I’ll have to leave you at the Little’s event, but I’ll pick you up for dinner and then drop you off for the orientation meeting and Griffins Fly.”
“What is that anyway?” I asked with a yawn. The rocking from Fred was soothing and made me sleepy.
“It’s a traditional event for the university with the freshman class. First, they’ll play a few games and then have everyone pose for a picture. After that, Littles are sent back to the dorm while the regular students will keep having the event.”
“And me?”
“I’ll come to watch that one and pick you up when it’s done,” she told me with a smile.
“Okay,” I said with another yawn.
“Fred, why don’t you get the bottle from the warmer downstairs and feed it to Stacy?”
“Okay,” he said, “not sure she’ll need much, though. You’re getting heavy, Princess,” he said with a smile. Then, just as he walked out, he turned, and I saw Amanda pull down her blouse to feed Bella.
He carried me downstairs, and as promised, there was a bottle in the warmer. As he picked it up and brought it to my mouth, I asked, “What’s in it?”
“Just regular milk,” he told me with a smile. “Mommy and I want to avoid her milk with you until the weekend when we can see if you’re okay or not.”
I sighed but accepted the nipple in my mouth and began nursing the milk. ‘It’s not as good as Amanda’s,’ I thought sadly as I suckled, and he rocked me. Before long, I must have drifted to sleep.
Chapter 32: Cute Camouflage
THE NEXT MORNING Amanda picked me up from the crib and said, “Morning Stacy,” quietly while leaving Bella sleeping in the crib. As she felt my diaper, she noted that it was dry, “Dry again, huh?” She said with a bit of disappointment in her voice.
I shrugged, “You could go back to nursing me at night, you know?”
She hugged me, “This weekend, we’ll try again if you really want to, but I don’t want you getting kicked out of the university for a poopy diaper during orientation week!”
She carried me downstairs and sat me in the highchair. “Here,” she said, handing me the small cup I’d been using for a coffee cup.
The black elixir of life needed no invitations on drinking it. I took a long sip and smiled. “Oh my God, I missed this during the trip!”
She smiled and kissed me on my forehead, “Drink it while I’m making breakfast before your sister gets up.”
“You’re making me rush,” I whined.
“Maybe I’ll be nice and let you have a second cup?” she suggested.
I smiled at her and took a big sip as a response. It wasn’t scalding, and I decided she must be letting my cup cool off a bit before letting me drink it, but the beverage was still a fantastic treat. Slowly the caffeine began making its way into my system, and alertness trickled into my brain. Apparently also into my bladder…
I sighed, released the urine into the dry diaper, and took another sip of the coffee. I quickly watched Amanda move around the kitchen, making scrambled eggs, pancakes, bacon, and sausage.
I had just finished my first cup of coffee when Fred came downstairs with Bella in his arms, “Looks like we got down here just in time, Bella!” He told her while tickling her side for a second. He sat her down in her high chair, strapped her into the safety harness, and put the tray on.
He looked at my empty cup with a shake of his head, “Mandy, she drank a cup already?”
Amanda laughed and said, “There’s still plenty for you, dear. It’s not like she can even drink that much!”
“Yeah, but first it’s her, then Bella will want to steal my elixir too!”
Bella made a face, “Not likely! Coffee is nasty!”
All three of us made a face at her before Amanda said, “I’m glad you think that, so I don’t have to worry about any deal-making about it. Your sister is an addict who convinced us to supply her,” she joked.
“More please, Daddy?” I said in response while glaring at them for making fun of me.
He shook his head, “I guess,” and filled my cup from the gigantic pot that I doubt I could even dent with six of my size cups, “you’re going to leave me with nothing, though… and what will I drink?”
I actually did the math in my head and said, “Daddy, that pot contains like thirty-eight of my cups in it. So you’ll still have plenty!” I stuck my tongue out at him as he sat the refilled cup down on my tray.
He gave me a quick hug and kissed my head before sitting back down with his own cup. The contented look on his face let me know that he, too, was an addict! Before long, Amanda placed a plate of food and a sippy cup down on my tray before getting Bella the same.
“Thank you,” she said quietly.
“You’re welcome,” she told her and lightly touched her nose.
I found myself nervously pecking at the food and eating slowly. ‘What was it going to be like going to college with these giants?’ I worried a bit more than I had before. As always, Amanda cooked very well, and it was all delicious, but it was certainly tough to keep eating with my nerves growing. Before I knew it, Amanda had already scarfed down her own breakfast and taken her plate to the sink to rinse. After washing her hands, she plugged in a curling iron and set it down on the countertop. Then I watched her grab a brush and ribbons before suddenly pulling my highchair towards the counter on its wheels.
I squeaked for a second because it wasn’t expected, “What?” escaped my lips.
She laughed, “You can keep eating, but I have to get your hair done and get you dressed in your uniform quickly, sweetheart. I know we have all day to get you checked in, but I would rather us get in on the early side.”
I nodded and tried to pick up the pace of eating the pieces of toast I had on my plate while she began brushing my hair. I had just finished the final slice when I felt her start gathering my hair into bunched pigtails on either side of my head. After securing each with a rubber band, she took the curling iron and began doing something behind my head. “What are you doing?” I finally asked.
“I’m curling your pigtails,” she told me with a smile.
“Won’t I look even more like a baby?” I asked her nervously.
“Nothing’s going to stop that,” Bella said from across the table with an empty plate. “It’s a smart move, though.”
“Why?” I asked.
“The worst thing a Little can do around bigs is trying to pretend they are adults too…” she said with a sigh. “I made that mistake Friday!”
“But…?”
“Different situation anyway…” she said after a quick suck from her sippy cup. “You’ll have fewer problems from Amazons if you look like someone is taking care of you. Also, being well dressed with cute hair and accessories will tell most bigs to leave you alone.”
I nodded, and Amanda said, “don’t move right now, sweetie.”
She worked on my hair for a while longer in the back, getting things just right. She eventually brushed my bangs forward and brought a pair of scissors into view. I winced as she said, “close your eyes for a second, sweetie,” and heard the snip of the scissors.
“You didn’t cut…?”
“Not all of it, just trimming those bangs of yours. I never did get you into a salon for a haircut last week,” Amanda reassured me and then used the curling iron on my new bangs. “I’ll try and get an appointment for both of you this week when you don’t have anything else. Now, I’m almost done; let me just get some pretty ribbons in your hair, and then we’ll take you upstairs to get you dressed in your uniform.”
I nodded and watched with interest as she cut some green and yellow ribbon from the spools she held. She began tying them around the bunches, and I heard her use the scissors behind me on the ribbon, “Curling the ribbon?” I asked curiously.
“Uh-huh,” she said a moment later when she was done, “you will be so adorable!”
Bella smiled at me, “She already is. Could…” she paused, “could you do my hair like that, please?”
“I’ll have to do it quickly,” she told her.
I felt a rumbling in my stomach and asked, “while you do her hair, could you take my diaper off and let me use my potty?”
She pushed my highchair back to the table and asked Fred, “Fred can you help her?”
“Sure,” he smiled at me and put down the tablet he had been reading, and came over to where Amanda had pushed my chair. He picked the mostly empty plate off the tray and looked at me with the coffee, “you have a little left?”
I nodded and chugged it.
He smiled at me, “I figured that’s how you would feel.” He pulled the tray off and unbuckled me from the harness. While I still sat in the highchair, he unzipped my sleeper, pulled my naked body out of the high chair, and sat me on the ground.
I looked down at the dry princess diaper and asked, “can you please undo these tapes…? They’re Little resistant.” I blushed as I said the last part.
“Sure, Stacy,” he smiled and leaned over to the ground and pulled the tapes loose, leaving me fully naked. My body blushed red all over as I hurried over to sit down on the potty. Amanda had drawn Bella to next to the counter, and I watched as she turned from staring at me while I did my business. A good chunk of poop came out as I pushed out. It splatted a little and, following a bit of urine, splashed after it. I hadn’t realized I’d been holding any, so that surprised me.
I sat there to ensure I was done before Fred approached with a wipe and asked, “All done?”
I nodded.
“Good girl!” He said with a smile and wiped my bottom carefully.
I blushed as he went to dump it out while I continued to stand stark naked in the kitchen. Amanda was still curling Bella’s hair like it was an everyday thing for me to be naked for everyone to see. ‘As much as I want to get used to things… this is still really hard to deal with,’ I grumbled.
“Fred, you want to get her dressed?” she asked while working on Bella’s hair. “Or at least get her into a diaper?”
“She’s wearing her school uniform today, right?” he confirmed as he picked me up and held my bare bottom in his hand, making me blush again.
“Yes, I think the regular one is what she’ll want today. Maybe tomorrow I can talk her into wearing the summer uniform, but I think today should be the more formal one.”
“Okay,” he said with a smile and squeezed me, “let’s go get you dressed, Princess.”
I leaned into his warm body as the air-conditioning quickly chilled my body temperature. He stepped over the baby gate to our room and laid me down on the changing table. “Let’s see here… where did Mandy put these…?” he asked to himself and confused me. I had seen the Pampers and the Princess diapers sitting out. “Here we go!” he said and pulled out a diaper that was thinner than a Pamper.
“What’s that one?”
“One of the ultra-thin ones your Mommy bought you?”
I vaguely remembered thinner ones being mentioned but had forgotten. It was covered with a checkered pink print that reminded me of the gingham summer dress option. “Do they hold okay?” I asked, embarrassed.
“They should? I know a lot of Littles wear these for when they are required to wear them. It’ll certainly hold a mess, and leaking wouldn’t be a big problem if it happened. Just remember not to poop in a class, and it wouldn’t matter because you are both diapered and adopted. Worst that would happen is an Amazon would change you into a thicker diaper.”
“That could be scary by itself,” I told him as he lifted my rear and sat me back down on the thin padding.
“Well, the other option is wearing thick diapers all the time, but those Princess diapers and walking for you don’t go well together once you’ve wet them…” he reminded me.
I nodded, “And the Pampers?” I asked nervously.
“You can ask Bella, but I have a feeling most Littles would make fun of you if you were wearing one.”
“Oh,” I told him. “But won’t they be wearing diapers?”
“The smart ones will,” he agreed, “but I think they’ll be more likely to wear what you’re wearing right now or the plainest pull-ups they can find.”
I nodded as he finished powdering and taping me into the diaper. He sat me down on the floor and then went into the closet and returned with one of my uniforms. He handed me the blouse first, and I carefully pulled the white garment over my head and around my hair. I buttoned a couple of the polo-like buttons and then looked back up at him. “Arms up!” he told me as he pulled the jumper dress over the top of my head. He zipped the back and then smoothed it all for me, “Looks like Daddy’s getting better at dressing his little princess, huh?”
I smirked at him, “I guess.”
“Your shoes are over there. Do you want to wear tights or socks today?”
I looked at the shoes and said, “Socks, please.”
He picked me back up and helped me get the long white knee-length socks over my legs before setting me back down by my shoes. I put the Mary Jane’s on one foot at a time and buckled them before walking over to look at myself in the mirror. I stared for a long moment at myself. The jumper, the top, the hair, and the shoes meant there was no way I looked like a college student. I barely looked like I should be going to preschool!
“You’re adorable,” Bella said from Amanda’s arms, interrupting my thoughts.
“I can’t go to school like this!” I whined.
“Why not?” Amanda asked as she came over the gate.
“No one will believe I’m a college student?!?”
Bella laughed, “Stacy, the way you’re dressed is the only way people will believe you’re a college student. You’re clearly in the right uniform. The preschool and daycare uniforms are very different, and the regular school-aged uniforms all have tartan patterns.”
“You tried all this on before,” Amanda reminded me.
I squeezed my fists and nodded, “I know...”
She passed Bella to Fred, who had stood quietly through the exchange. “You can get Bella ready on your own and go get her stuff, right?”
“I’ve got it,” Fred reassured her. “I’ll even make sure to cook dinner!”
“Now I’m scared,” she teased him.
“Let’s triple-check your bag quickly, Stacy, and then get out of here,” she told me.
I shook my head with the bunches flopping one more time before walking over to my desk, where my new backpack was sitting next to my old one. I opened it up and said, “I’ve got extra diapers, wipes, pens, pencils, notebook… where’s my tablet?”
She handed it to me along with my phone. I placed the tablet inside the central part of the bag next to my spare diapers and then opened up the front compartment to put my phone in a handy spot next to some pens. “I shouldn’t even really need this today?” I asked.
“You shouldn’t, but it’s better to be prepared. That afternoon session is one I don’t know what they’re doing. Having your supplies is smart in case they’re looking to see if you are incapable of coming with them?”
I shrugged but nodded, “I have everything then, though, right?”
“We need to throw some water bottles in there too.”
“Why?” I asked. “Can’t I get water and stuff at the university?”
She shook her head, “You will probably be fine almost every time, Stacy, but if it’s not a sealed bottle of water you’ve brought from home, do not drink anything while you’re at school. I’ll be happy to get you something too if you need to find me on campus, but there are so many spiked drinks that you have to be careful!”
“Like what almost happened to me,” Bella reminded me, now dressed in a short and very frilly pink dress. The princess diaper she was wearing was just barely visible as she stood there, leaving no doubt about her status in life.
I sighed, “Got it.”
“Don’t trust anyone,” Bella told me and toddled over to give me a hug.
“Thanks for the advice Bella,” I told her and gently returned the hug.
“Okay then, let’s go,” Amanda said and picked me up while I held the backpack in my arms.
“Have a good day,” Fred told us both as he hugged us.
“Thanks, Daddy,” I told him with a smile.
The short walk down to the garage in her arms passed quickly, and she buckled me into the infant car seat that I had become accustomed to. Soon the garage door was open, and we pulled out onto the street with the view of the house fading as I watched nervously. ‘I can’t believe I’m finally beginning college!’
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Chapters 33 and 34 (Final Chapters)
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 33: Registration
MY WATCH SHOWED that it was just a bit after nine as we stood waiting outside the doors of Fisher Hall. We were towards the front of a long line of nervous and excited college freshmen and their terrified parents. My backpack hung from my shoulders, and Amanda carried a satchel that looked like something she might bring to work each day instead of a diaper bag stuffed with changing supplies. I was grateful the pink diaper bag had been left at home for Fred to take with Bella!
Most of the waiting college students were Amazons that seemed to average at least nine feet in height. Occasionally I would see a shorter girl like Megan or even a few Betweeners not too far above Little’s height. One of those stood next to us talking to her giant mother. She looked close to my old height back home, probably only an inch or two above six feet.
“Hi,” she said to me when she noticed me staring.
“Hi,” I said nervously, “I’m Stacy,” I told her. Since she wasn’t a Little, she was dressed in casual clothes that looked normal for any college-aged girl to wear.
“I’m Bethany,” she told me with a smile. “You’re coming to school here?”
I nodded, “I’m going to study Computer Science, you?”
“Psychology or Business,” she said with a shrug, “I don’t know which.”
“You can’t be seriously enrolling your Little in college?” The girls’ mother said to Amanda.
“We are; she’s brilliant and will have no problems with the coursework here.”
The lady shook her head, “she’ll be adopted in a heartbeat. How’d you end up with a runt that small? Your husband a Little?”
Amanda laughed, “No, my husband is taller than me. I’ve already adopted her as my little girl.”
“But… if you… shouldn’t she should be in a nursery safe from everything…? Why would you enroll her in college?”
“Because Mom, not every Little should be diapered and stuffed into a crib with their teeth pulled,” Bethany told her.
“Young lady, you will speak to me with respect! You’re not exactly such a big girl yourself!” Her mom told her.
I watched her eyes open a bit, and she muttered, “Sorry, Mom.”
An awkward silence fell as we slowly moved forward in the line. I could see a couple other Littles in the line towards the back. They were dressed similarly to me in the uniform and seemed to mostly be on their own without anyone helping them check-in. ‘If their stories are anything like Bella’s, they probably had their parents adopted a long time ago,’ I thought somberly.
As we came to the front of the line, an arrow directed everyone to different tables labeled Resident Students, Commuter Students, or Littles. “I’m guessing we have to go to the Little line?” I asked Amanda.
She nodded, “We’ll go there first at least. After that, they may send us to the commuter line, but I doubt it.”
I nodded and walked forward to stand behind four other Littles, only one of whom had a parent with them. The lady had graying hair and seemed to be more of a betweener. ‘That explains how she may have avoided the nursery,’ I thought.
Two of the Littles in front of me were girls, and three were boys. I stared at one who was taller than all of us and seemed to have the bulging muscles of a bodybuilder. ‘He might survive by fighting,’ I thought to myself. All of them kept glancing warily at Amanda while we stood there.
“Hi, I’m Kendra,” a girl over two feet taller than me with auburn hair and brown eyes looked down at me with her hand held out.
“I’m Stacy,” I told her, taking her hand.
“Nice to meet you,” she said. I noticed her then look up nervously again at Amanda and hold her hand out to her.
Amanda took her small hand in her enormous hand and shook it too. “Nice to meet you; I’m Doctor Westerfield – Stacy’s mother.”
I watched as Kendra stared. I shook my head at her expression as another girl in front of us turned and said, “I’m Laura,” to us. She seemed destined to get picked up by someone as cute as she was. She seemed to be somewhere between my height and Bella’s, probably just a couple inches under four feet, I guessed. Her blonde hair and hazel eyes were sure to be someone’s dreams come true. She seemed to know this since she already had on a thick diaper that I could see hanging just below her skirt.
Emboldened by the friendly girls behind them, the bodybuilder turned around. He seemed to be tall enough to almost be a betweener, “Kevin Janson,” he said with a smile and extended his hand. I could see no noticeable diaper bulge from his pants and wondered if he was just taking a risk or had something really thin on.
“How tall are you?” Laura asked, looking up at him.
“Five-feet eleven,” he grimaced. “One lousy inch shy of not having to be in the Littles dorm.”
“That sucks…” the guy in front of him said.
“Watch your language, young man, or you’ll find yourself over my knee!” a woman at the table we were waiting for said. “Mature Little boys don’t use that language!”
“Sorry, ma’am,” the boy with black hair said with a tremble to his voice.
“Don’t do it again,” she said and went back to dealing with the Little in front of her.
“I’m Richard,” the chastised boy said softly to us.
I looked in front of him and thought it was a girl for a moment, but when he spoke, I guessed he wasn’t. “I’m Stephen,” a blonde-haired figure said. His hair was to the middle of his back and tied back neatly in a simple ponytail. His blue eyes were quite striking! I guessed that he would definitely have a name and a gender change when he got taken. As it was, he was already too pretty to be a boy! I could see the unmistakable bulge of a diaper showing through his pants.
All of them continually kept wary eyes on Amanda. Stephen had both his mom and dad with him. His dad looked nearly Amazon-sized, while his mom was definitely a Little. I jolted a bit when she said, “Daddy, once we leave Stephen in the dorms tonight, do we have to go home right away?”
“Now, Tammy, you know Daddy’ll have more time for you again with our son out of the house!”
I watched her shudder and realized that while they must have raised a kid together, he was a husband who was also a dad? It was really confusing to see something I’d heard about. I heard one last whisper from her, “But I don’t want to wear...?”
“So, what’s your major going to be?” Kendra asked. “I’m history and pre-law.”
“Computer Science,” I told her. I guessed that this would be a common topic the next few days.
We continued talking with the group, and I learned that Kevin was an engineering major, Richard was biology, Laura was accounting, and Stephen was a theater major. I couldn’t help but think that he might be destined to be an actor as a babied Little… Before too long, the others in front of me had gone, and I’d met several others behind me. Knowing I couldn’t possibly remember everyone’s names, I just kept a note in my head of faces that were friendly.
At the front of the line, I got called to the table, and Amanda accompanied me. “Wow… you take being Little to a new meaning, don’t you?” A Big college-aged girl with ‘resident assistant’ below her name of Kristine said.
“Something like that,” I told her.
“Name?”
“Stacy Westerfield?” I told her, “It could also be Stacy Slane?”
“Got you here under Westerfield,” she said, confused, “why would it have been under Slane?”
“That was my original last name,” I told her.
“Married already?” She asked, a little surprised.
“Adopted,” I told her.
She looked at me again and then at Amanda, “Hey, adopted Littles can’t come to college, can they? Especially since she’s small enough, she should be safely in a crib at home… especially if she’s adopted.”
“She has been enrolled here by me, her mother, and that’s all you need to worry about, little girl,” Amanda said, and I noticed a feral smile on her face that was scary.
The RA seemed to also think there was a reason to be nervous and shrugged, “Whatever...”
“Okay, how come we don’t have you assigned to a dorm?” She asked as she looked through my file on the computer.
“She’s a commuter,” Amanda told her.
“Oh… but she’s a Little; Littles have to live on campus…?” She said.
“Not when we’re adopted,” I told her.
“I guess if it’s in the system, you’ve already been through this… okay, then you need to know that you’ll still be with Wenig Hall for the orientation events. The dorm mother there will be responsible for you through those… I guess you get picked up each day from class?”
“She’ll come to my office sometimes,” Amanda told her.
“You’re a staff member?”
“Professor,” she told her.
“Oh…” she said and kept moving through some screens. “Well, I guess I need to see her Photo ID if she has one? Insurance Card, Birth Certificate, and shot records.”
Amanda had a file folder she’d pulled from the diaper bag that she handed to her. We spent a few minutes waiting while she entered information, scanned the data, and finally handed the folder back to Amanda.
“Next, if you’ll please go stand in front of that screen there,” she told me, pointing to a photo backdrop of the school colors and the university emblem well above where my head would be. She pushed up a small stepladder that I stood on so she could center the logo behind me. “Smile, one, two, three,” she said, and a bright flash went off.
“You’re so adorable!” The girl said with a smile as she looked at her screen. Then, she turned it towards me, “Good enough?”
I looked at the picture of my face, ribboned hair, and the shoulders of my uniform available. If it was my first adorable school pictures at preschool, it would have been perfect for my parents to have to show their friends and relatives! But for a college ID photo? That was not what I would have chosen! I nodded though and said, “It’ll work.”
“Great,” she said, and I followed her back to her work area, where I waited patiently for her to finish.
I listened to a machine run a card off, and she began walking me through things, “Okay, I’m going to put your ID in this cardholder and lanyard. As a Little, you must display this anytime you are on campus. Failure to do so will result in demerits and discipline from the university,” she told me this, and I thought it also probably helped keep Littles from being adopted as quickly too. “It works as a card for meals, at the bookstore, and for attendance in some larger classes. Normally it lets you into your dorm room, but in this case, it’ll only let you into Wenig Hall for the times like tonight that you need to meet for Little’s campus events.”
After briefly glancing at it, I nodded and slipped the lanyard over my neck. ‘Stacy Westerfield – Student’ was the primary information, and I assumed a number was a student ID number. ‘ADP’ was added below the number. I thought that was to let others know I was already adopted. I let it hang from my neck and focused back on her.
“Here is a goodie bag for a welcome gift from us at the university. You’ll find some essential college snacks and other things you might need. You might want to introduce yourself to the dorm mother at Wenig Hall, but you don’t have anything to do until eleven for the luncheon since you’re a commuter. Make sure you go over to the table over there to pick up your orientation shirt for tonight.”
“Thanks,” I told her and took the large drawstring bag from her. For an Amazon, it would have just been a drawstring backpack. For me, it was practically a duffle bag and seemed to be filled to brim with stuff. From feeling the bag, I guessed that one of the items appeared to be a diaper… ‘Maybe in Bella’s size,’ I laughed to myself.
I smiled at the other Littles in line as we walked past them and over to a set of tables piled high with green shirts.
“Hi, Doctor Westerfield,” a girl behind the table said as we approached.
“Hi Danielle,” Amanda responded to the girl with a wave, “How was your summer?”
“Good, really good. How about yours?”
“The best,” she told her with a smile.
“What are you doing here?”
“Just getting my little girl all registered for school,” she told her with a smile and picked me up.
I nervously looked at the large giantess in front of me. She was a bit smaller than Amanda, but not by much. “Registration for the new year at the preschool isn’t until next week?”
Amanda laughed, “College, she’ll probably end up in some of your classes before long.”
The girl looked at me like I was an alien, “But, she’s a Little?”
“Yep, and I adopted her, so I can send her to college if I want to,” she smiled.
The girl shook her head, “Dr. Westerfield, you’re an amazing teacher, but I think you’re a little bit nuts.”
“Funny, my husband says that too…” she said with a laugh, letting her know she wasn’t offended.
“Well, I guess you’re here for your shirt then… I don’t know if we have anything quite that small…?”
I laughed at that myself, “I can believe it!”
Looking at the table that clearly had shirts that would dwarf Fred’s size, I figured I could easily make a blanket from them. “What size are you?” The girl asked me.
“Anything in three months?” I asked hopefully.
She shook her head and began digging… “Littles extra extra youth small is the smallest we have?”
“That’s fine; we’ll take it and figure it out,” Amanda told her.
The shirt handed to me I looked at it and figured it would make a nice ankle-length dress at least… “Thanks!” I told her with a smile.
“You’re welcome… Littles are only allowed to be out of their uniform in that shirt tonight after the orientation meeting. Make sure you have your uniform on until then, and someone will help you find a place to change.”
I nodded at her, and Amanda ended the conversation, “see you in class soon, Danielle.”
She sat me back down, and I noticed some terrified looks on Littles that we passed by. They seemed terrified that a giant might have adopted me already and would be coming for them next! I laughed and at least enjoyed the fact that I didn’t have the other college girls staring like predators at me like they were at all of the other Littles. One seemed to be staring in particular at a girl not that much taller than me. The girl was standing in line, and I noticed she kept fidgeting quite a bit. We had just come even with them as the still teenage girl herself walked up to the fidgeting girl.
“Do you need to use the potty?” She asked her, kneeling down. I watched the other Littles in line next to her back up and get as far from her as possible.
“Umm… no…” I heard her squeak out.
“Did you have an accident?” the girl asked, and I watched as the girl’s skirt was lifted in the air and a pair of damp panties were bared.
The girl sniffled.
“That’s okay,” she told her and grabbed her hand. “Mom, do you have one of Natalie’s diapers? I’m going to need one for my baby girl here.”
“But you… I’m…” the girl tried to fight back.
“Come on, little girl, you had to know if you wet your panties and weren’t smart enough to at least have a diaper on, you’d be fair game? I just hope I can get at least a playpen inside my dorm room to keep you. Good thing the college has a daycare for me to leave you in during the day!”
Amanda and I continued walking towards the dorm as instructed, and once safely away, I asked, “Can she really just adopt her right there?”
Amanda nodded, “If she had made it through getting her ID, the worst that could have happened was a spanking and carrying her to get a diaper today. But since she wasn’t officially registered as a student yet, she was fair game under the other Littles laws.”
I thought to myself and wondered, “What do you mean today?”
“The university has some pretty strict guidelines on students adopting fellow Little students. Normally a Little that proves themselves too immature gets placed in the daycare short term until they’re adopted or sent off to an orphanage. Directly adopting fellow students is discouraged.”
“Oh,” I said.
“A Little still shouldn’t want to find themselves in wet panties outside; it’s just not normally possible for them to be adopted by another student.”
I nodded in understanding, even though I thought it was one of the dumbest sets of rules known to mankind! We soon walked up to Wenig Hall, and I couldn’t help but think it was made to try and embarrass Littles as much as possible. ‘Wenig Hall Dormitory for Littles’ was in large cutout letters in front of a blocky dorm building. The letters were done in alternating primary colors and a script that looked straight from the front of a daycare center. As we walked up, I could see the door was Amazon-sized with a card chip reader at Amazon level and another at Little level. I still had to practically leap in the air to get my card to read on the Little level one, but the door unlocked, and Amanda held it open.
An older lady sat behind a front receptionist desk and stood to greet us. “Hi, I’m Stacy Westerfield,” I told her politely as she looked down at me.
“I’m Mrs. Walters… Hmm… I don’t remember your name on the dorm lists…” she said thoughtfully.
“I’m actually commuting,” I told her, “but was told to come to check in with you and meet you before the orientation events tonight.”
“Commuting? You’re a Little. You can’t commute, silly girl,” the lady said condescendingly.
“She’s living at home with us,” Amanda told her, “I’m Doctor Westerfield – her adopted mommy.”
“Wait… you’re letting her attend school here?”
“Yes, ma’am, she’ll be working on her college degree here on campus and then come home and stay at home with us at night.”
“That can’t be allowed, can it?” She asked, puzzled.
“Everything’s been approved through the Dean and Presidents offices.”
“Well, what a shame that I won’t be able to tuck this girl to bed at night myself,” she told us.
I noticed Kendra standing behind us and said, “It was nice meeting you. I’ll let you get to the other residents and see you tonight.”
“Well, at least you’ve taught her to be polite,” she told Amanda. “Go ahead; you’re excused.”
I watched Kendra get led by an Amazon RA down the hallway to her dorm and wondered what life would be like for all of the Littles I had spoken briefly with. It seemed very likely that several more would get adopted away in short order!
Chapter 34: Office Visit
I SHOOK MY head as Amanda took my hand and said, “Why don’t we go stop by my office and kill some time before lunch?”
I nodded and felt the need to go pee right then. Nervously I let it loose into the thinner padding of the different diaper and was grateful, other than the swelling it seemed to have held. I walked beside Amanda leaving the Littles dorm and noticed many stares from Littles following us.
Then, one Amazon RA came up and said, “Ma’am, this Little has a student ID. You can’t just adopt her right now!”
I laughed and looked up at her. “Thanks for trying to help, but I’ve been adopted by her for a few weeks now.”
As things were explained again, she stood in disbelief and took my many assurances that it was okay to heart. I held my arms up to Amanda to indicate I wanted to be picked up a few minutes later, and she obliged, “That’s going to get old,” I complained to her.
She laughed, and I felt her check my diaper, “Seems like going to my office and changing your diaper might be a good idea, huh?”
I nodded and relaxed as she walked across the campus. She walked to the building we had been in with the supercomputer the week before. “Your office is in here too?” I asked her as we entered.
“Yep, upstairs,” she said.
The security guard greeted Amanda, “Good afternoon Doctor Westerfield.”
“How are you doing, Susie,” she said as she held her ID to a card reader by Susie’s desk to check in.
“I’m doing well! How’s little baby Stacy today?” Susie cooed at me.
“Fine, thank you,” I told her politely.
“She’s still going to be a student here?” She asked skeptically.
“Yep, just got her checked in and her student ID.”
“Well, in that case, she needs to check in with it too,” she told her.
I nodded and took the ID hanging from the lanyard and held it to the same reader Amanda had just used as she held me to it. It beeped, and Susie said, “She’s not technically authorized yet to be in here… but I don’t think it’s a big deal. You might want to call and have Doctor Babbage add her to the authorized list.”
“I’ll do it myself when I get into my office,” she told her. “I have the authority to do it,” she said, and I felt like she was doing a polite reminding of her place.
“Of course, Doctor,” she said.
“Well, we’ll see you later, just going to go kill some time in my office for a bit.”
“Bye,” I told her with a smile.
After entering the elevator, Amanda pressed the sixteen button, and I realized we were going to the top floor. “Besides the computer downstairs, what else is there here?” I asked her.
“Well, there’s a big lecture hall and a smaller one on the second and third floors. Floors four through nine are classrooms, and computer labs, ten through twelve are engineering labs and chip creation facilities.”
I was practically drooling at the thought, “Can I see?”
She laughed, “Not today, but sometime. Just because you’re my daughter, don’t expect special treatment or earlier chances to be in the labs.”
“What about the top floors?” I asked.
“Well, mainly offices for faculty,” she said.
The door dinged, and we stepped out into a large reception area. I observed a secretary who sat centralized to a couple hallways. “Oh my, Mandy, this is your new baby girl?” the receptionist asked as she stood and jumped up over to see us.
Amanda giggled, “Yes, this is her Kim, well… one of them at least.”
The plump lady came excitedly up to me and asked, “May I?” and I was taken from Amanda suddenly. It terrified me to be in this other lady’s arms, but she seemed sweet enough.
“You are really a Little, not a baby???” She asked.
I nodded, “Yes, I’m eighteen,” nervously told her.
“Oh, no need to be afraid of me, sweetie. One, your mom would snap my neck in two seconds if I hurt you, and two, I’m not like most Amazons with their Littles.”
I looked at Amanda curiously as if to ask, ‘really?’
“She’s telling you the truth, sweetheart. Both of her Littles are only in diapers because they want to be. They hang around with her mother during the day and work on whatever they want to.”
I looked at this new lady with awe, “Really?”
“Really,” she told me. “I may occasionally nurse them if they ask…” she admitted, “but only if they ask.”
I nodded, “Sounds like it would be nice to meet them sometime,” I told her honestly.
“Maybe once you get your classes under control, we’ll get a play date for you and Bella,” Amanda said.
“Wait a minute! You said ‘one of them, didn’t you, Mandy?”
Amanda grimaced, “On our way to Selegansol this weekend, we met this adorable Little girl that was about to get snatched by one of those less reputable groups.”
“Had no choice, huh?” She asked. “Well, that’s how I ended up with Desirae. She was about to get nabbed by a lady with three Littles. They were already missing teeth and squirming on their bellies next to their mommy.” She shuddered and looked at me, “you know that’s more normal, right?”
I nodded grimly, “I’ve seen.”
“Well,” she said, feeling my diaper and handing me back to Amanda, “seems like your mommy has some work to do! You need a change!” She smiled at me and poked my nose lightly. “Are you here to work today?” she asked her.
Amanda had me solidly in her arms and squeezed me reassuringly. “Not really; we have to kill another hour until the new student luncheon. I thought I’d change her here and introduce you two.”
“I’m glad you did!” She said as she smiled at me. “Go change that wet bottom. We’ll see you later!”
I put my head onto Amanda’s shoulder as she carried me down the hallways and into what was one of the most prominent offices I’d ever seen. It was clearly a corner office, and on the door,
I saw, ‘Dr. Amanda Westerfield, Professor – Department Chair.’
“Wait, you’re the department chair? I thought Doctor Babbage was?” I asked in confusion as she closed the door.
She laughed, “He is of the supercomputer and lives downstairs basically. I’m the head of AI Systems.”
My mind was blown. Here I was, wanting to get the best education I could and didn’t realize I had ended up picking the foster mom who probably knew more about what I wanted to learn than I did!
“Wha…” I started to say before I was interrupted with a pacifier being stuffed into my mouth. Amanda quickly lay me down on a couch on top of a changing mat that had appeared from somewhere.
“I wanted to get to know you more before telling you, sweetie. I didn’t want this to be something that made things more awkward,” she smiled at me. “Let’s just say you’ve already proven you have a lot of potential to one of the people who could do the most to help you out.”
She tickled me right then as she pushed my skirt up and untapped my diaper. I just sat there for a moment until she made a raspberry on my belly and made me giggle. When she was done changing me, she put the changing pad back into her bag and then cuddled with me on the couch in her office. “I hope you’re okay that I kept that from you?”
I looked at her and hugged her, “The only thing I care about is that you’re the kindest mommy I could have ended up with here.”
She smiled, “Thank you, Stacy. I wonder how Daddy and Bella are doing?” she said.
I shrugged, “Hopefully fine… You said Grandpa was going with them, right?”
“Yes, he is,” she said.
“Then they’ll be fine,” I told her.
We sat there for a moment when all of a sudden, Tessa sprung to life in the room. “I thought she was confined to downstairs?” I said, startled as I looked at her.
“Hi Stacy, hi Doctor Westerfield,” Tessa said to us, “I was confined down there, but I figured out a way to reprogram some of the projectors that Doctor Westerfield put in here to let me come upstairs to visit.”
“You did this on your own?” Amanda asked excitedly.
“Yes, I’m pretty sure Doctor Babbage would throw a processor out of socket if he knew.”
I laughed at that, “you’re smart and funny,” I told her.
“Well, he would,” she said to me. “You said she’s not just a dumb baby, right?” she asked Amanda.
“That’s right, Tessa, Stacy is a student here,” Amanda replied.
“She’s Stacy Westerfield?” she asked Amanda, “I found her records. Wow, you are a smart Little, aren’t you?”
I blushed, “I guess.”
“Anyway, I see you’re supposed to be going to lunch here soon. I just wanted to ask if I could come to hang out with you and Stacy in your office sometimes?”
“Umm… I guess that would be okay,” Amanda said. “We probably should let Doctor Babbage know, though.”
“Please keep it a secret for now?” She asked.
“Why?” Amanda asked.
“Because… I’m bored down there.”
“Umm… I guess if it’s just here, nowhere else,” Amanda said.
“Great!” she said and came over to us and took her hand to tickle me. I expected her hand to just pass right through me but was shocked when there was an odd sensation like I was being physically touched. I actually felt the tickling for a moment before she disappeared.
“Wait, what was that?” I just asked Amanda. “I could feel her?”
Amanda shrugged, “We’ve been working on making the photons in her hologram actually able to achieve a solid-state.”
“So, she’s like a robot that’s probably completely indestructible?” I asked nervously, thinking of my encounter with the swing, “And has nanny bot programming?”
I almost found myself hyperventilating as I felt like I had met a real-life Moriarty from the Star Trek holodeck…
“Well, you have to remember what the biggest industry paying for AI is. While everyone wants Littles, having babies that stay babies forever means high childcare costs. So having a nanny bot or hologram to take care of your baby at home is a big dream of most parents.”
“Still… isn’t that like a possible military problem?”
She shrugged and shook her head, “She’s really very limited since if there’s not a holo-emitter present, you can’t generate her. It’s also possible to disrupt her with a bright enough beam of light. At this point, a common laser pointer activated directly at her would be enough to disrupt the solid-state.”
“So, she’d disappear?”
“No, she just would be only a visible illusion then.”
“Oh,” I said. ‘Maybe I need to keep a laser with me…?’ I thought to myself nervously.
“Now I need to put your permissions for the building into the system and pump. Why don’t you look through that gift bag?”
I nodded and took the bag from next to me on the couch. I watched Amanda move towards her desk and the computer that beckoned on it. Checking my watch, I saw we still had almost a full hour until the luncheon, so I opened the bag and looked through it. The first thing I identified were three huge diapers decorated with the university logo. “I think these are even too big for Bella,” I said as I held them up for Amanda to see.
Amanda laughed, “Yeah, you two are definitely not the largest Littles out there. Maybe I’ll give them to Kim for her Littles?”
I nodded and continued looking through the bag. I blushed at the sight of some tampons and maxi pads that I wouldn’t need. ‘If we wear diapers, do you really need something else?’ I thought curiously to myself before shrugging it off since, for now, it wasn’t an issue. There was a selection of some candy, a microwave bag of popcorn, sticky notes, pencils, a bumper sticker for a parent to put on their car, and a book that appeared to be the university’s history. I also noted a bottle of water that I set aside to toss out, along with candy and popcorn. All in all, the bag was more interesting than the contents.
I climbed off the couch and walked the suspicious items directly to the trashcan. “Good girl,” Amanda said as she logged out of her computer and dug around through her desk, “I wouldn’t trust those things at all since they were set aside just for Littles.”
I nodded and watched as she pulled out a breast pump from a drawer. I tried to not pay attention as she began attaching it, and mentally I started craving her milk. I climbed back onto the couch and pulled my phone out to play with, facing away from her. In no time at all, the motor of her pump shut off. I watched as she placed the filled milk pouches inside a fridge in the corner of her office.
I shuddered and felt a need to pee again then. So I let it out into my diaper and said, “I know you just changed me?”
She laughed, “Well, it’s probably a good idea to change you more often with those thinner diapers. You’d probably be better off in a regular Pamper or a Princess diaper?”
“I don’t want someone to make fun of me more,” I told her honestly.
“After seeing that one Little taken before they got registered earlier, I doubt any Little is crazy enough to think it’s a dumb idea to wear protection.”
“You’re probably right… do you have one of my Pampers?” I hesitated, “Honestly, they are softer and more comfortable?”
She smiled, “Yes, I do,” and came towards me with her bag and a changing mat. As she lay me back on it, she said, “I should probably get a changing table and a playpen for here.”
I blushed, “do you have to get a playpen?”
“For your sister more than you,” she told me softly.
“Oh…”
I thought about how she had told me that Kim’s Littles seemed freer than she would let Bella be. “Mommy…?
“Yes, sweetie?” she said as she pulled the tapes of my wet diaper open.
“Why can’t you treat Bella like Kim does her Littles?”
She sighed, “I want to… but at least for a while, I can’t if LPS shows up.”
“What do they really expect?”
“Well, an adopted Little should be protected and safe where they’re playing… A playpen is considered the safest place with soft plush toys, or toys with parts that aren’t too small to choke on.”
“What about me?”
She taped the diaper shut, “In theory, we’re just treating you like a more mature Little. Of course, you’re in diapers, but as a college student, it’s expected that you would be mature enough to be treated at least like a middle school or high school student.”
“Middle school and high school students wear diapers?” I asked incredulously.
“They at least get to feed themselves and walk themselves to class?”
I nodded with a blush, “But since Bella can’t be a college student?”
“That’s the problem… If Bella’s not a college student, they expect us to take care of her as a baby, a preschooler, or maybe an elementary kid. I don’t think she really wants to go to elementary from what she said, so it’s either a baby or a preschooler… at least until this threat is passed.”
“But why are you treating her like a baby then?”
“Because…” She paused and looked me in the eyes as she sat me up. “Because when I asked…” she trembled a bit, “that’s what she asked me to do,” Amanda said in a whisper so soft I almost couldn’t hear it.
I was stunned by Amanda’s statement and didn’t speak for a moment. Then, after a long moment, I asked, “What? What do you mean?”
She sighed and squeezed me gently, “She said that if she had to be ‘little,’ then there was no point in wearing training panties or regular panties to pretend to be big… Other children would just pick on her like they had when she was a kid and do their best to keep her from making the potty so she could be punished. The adults would just pick on her for being so useless too.”
“But at home…?”
She gently poked my nose, “You have no idea how lucky you really got, Stacy! I remember my sisters… my friends… and she’s right.” She blinked away a set of tears, “growing up, one of my best friends was a girl named Katie. She had a Little sister named Gisella, who her parents had actually re-potty trained at the same time as her. In retrospect, her mom probably just used Gisella to help Katie learn how to use the potty faster… One time when we were about seven, my friends were over at her home, playing house in the backyard. Bored, we all ended up ganging up on Gisella and tickling her until she peed her pants so we could have a proper baby. After her mom spanked Gisella for the accident, she was back in diapers and playing baby for us like we had all wanted for the rest of the day… I remember feeling a bit guilty at the face she made when I forced her to eat a jar of pureed pea baby food.”
I nodded, “there’s more?”
She grimaced, “when I came over to Katie’s house the next time, Gisella was in a onesie holding up a poopy diaper she’d been in for who knows how long. When I tried talking to her, I was shocked that she couldn’t answer with anything more than a one-year-old’s vocabulary. When I asked Katie what happened, she said, ‘I wanted a dolly more than a twin, so Mommy had Gisella fixed up to be my baby. Isn’t she more fun this way?’”
“You’re…”
“Sadly, not making this up. Bella’s right, really… If she’s wearing diapers, nursing from me, but getting to talk still and eat real food… her life will be easier and yet not as horrifying as it would be any other way.”
“But…” I stuttered, “You can’t… you’re not going to make her into a total baby like…?”
“Oh, silly girl, of course not!” she squeezed me into a hug then, “She’s just going to be a little more babied than you. I guess you’re going to be more of a Big girl, in that you’ll be given the freedoms to sort of grow up…?”
I laughed at that, “Mommy, I don’t think I’m growing up much!”
She laughed too, “No, but you are going to college, so that’s a big step. I really think you have so much potential to be an amazing student! We are planning to send you home with that college degree at the end of your time here. I’m just not sure what we can do with Bella for her future. The safest place for her is with us for the moment… Maybe someday in the future, we can find a way for her to be on her own again, but until then… well, we’re all kind of stuck treating her as a baby just to keep her safe. She knows and understands it too… I think that’s why she asked me to just treat her like a regular Little, but just to be nice with it?”
I sighed, “If I see you being mean, I’m telling Megan on you,” I warned her.
“Oh no, you’re going to sick my baby sister on me?” She asked as she tickled me. My involuntary giggles lightened the mood a little. She squeezed me, “I promise if Bella says she can’t take any more of something, we’ll find another way. It’ll be safer for her this way, though,” she told me.
I nodded as my stomach suddenly began making noises and demanding to be fed.
She laughed, “Someone’s tummy sounds like it’s hungry… We should probably head over to the luncheon?”
I nodded and let her set me on the floor and help to settle my backpack on my shoulders. Then, she led me by the hand to the elevator, and we took the trip down and out of the building to Venture Commons, where the parent and student luncheon was to be held. The enormous indoor room doubled as an indoor track it looked like and was decked out in school colors. The school mascot, the Griffins, was displayed everywhere, and it was a very festive atmosphere.
It was so cool to finally be welcomed as a student to my dream school after years of dreaming of coming here. Even as I knew things were by no means going to be easy, I knew my path was worth it as I looked around at my fellow freshmen, who all enjoyed their hopes and dreams. ‘I hope I can make this work!’
I looked up at Amanda, who had walked beside me, and she gave me a reassuring smile and placed her hand on my head as we got into line. I knew with her help, I would be able to pull this off. I couldn’t wait to see how things would go when classes started!
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Chapters 1 and 2
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 1: Roommates
A LINE OF students and parents formed at the entrance to the dining hall, and I looked around, hoping to see someone to make a friend with. No Littles seemed to be nearby, but a shorter Amazon girl looked down at me, “Looking for your big sister?”
I looked up at her and shook my head, “No?”
She looked more intently at me and realized I was both in the uniform and wearing a student ID, “Wait… are you a student?” she asked in disbelief before bending down closer to my level.
I smiled, “Yep! I’m Stacy,” I said and held my hand out to her like I’d always done.
“Oh my god, you’re adorable!” she said, “I’m Mia,” taking my hand.
“Nice to meet you,” I told her like I always had before realizing that may have been a male response. ‘What should I be saying as a girl?’ I suddenly wondered.
“You too!” she said and suddenly got the vibe that she was like a cheerleader back home who had always smiled and been peppy with everything she did. She looked up and realized Amanda was looking on, “Are you her Mom?”
Amanda smiled at her and extended her own hand, “Amanda,” she said.
Her own mother then extended her hand to Amanda, “I’m Janet, Mia’s mom.”
“So, you’re really coming here as a student?” Mia asked before quickly saying, “That’s so awesome!”
I smiled at her, “Thanks! What are you majoring in?” I asked her as the line moved forward, and she stood up.
“Biology and Childhood Studies,” she said with a smile, “I want to be a doctor. You?”
“Computer science,” I said with a smile.
Mia was the first Amazon besides Megan that I actually had a conversation with as an equal… well, as much of an equal as you can with five feet of height difference… As we neared the buffet serving lines, Mia handed me a tray and helped me fill a plate of food. Nothing was Little sized in the dining hall, though, so a chicken sandwich and fries that I carried to a table in the corner with Amanda and our new friends was more like a whole chicken! I guesstimated the bun had to be eight inches in diameter, and with my new size…
At the table, Amanda said, “Let me see if there’s a booster nearby.”
I stood next to the table patiently, and Mia sat down. “That must suck?”
I laughed, “You have no idea!”
“I’m surprised Emerson admitted you?” Mia said in a kind voice. “I mean, now that you have your student ID, it’s a little bit more difficult to adopt you. Aren’t you worried about what will happen to you here?”
I smiled up at her as Amanda returned with the booster in her hand a few feet away. “I’m already adopted,” and nodded my head towards Amanda.
Mia’s mouth fell open as Amanda helped me into the booster and sat down across from her mom. “You’re adopted… but if that’s true…?”
Amanda smiled at her as I tried to get situated with the plate and evaluated how I was ever going to attack the monster sandwich.
“As adopted parents, you’re allowed to send your child to school, right?” Janet said.
Both of us watched them for their reactions.
Mia smiled, “So you choose to send her to college instead of daycare! That’s so awesome of you!”
Mia’s mom looked at Amanda, “That really is kind of you! We’re from Gaule, and while we have Littles that are babied… most of them are treated that way by choice. I was worried about my little girl coming over here. It’s so different here! I hated her being exposed to almost all of the Littles being babied without any freedom.”
“It’s their choice to be babied?” I asked tentatively.
Mia nodded, “It’s the law – even more so than when you all had the law here stating permission had to be granted. With our Littles, it has to be their choice, with a court-appointed officer checking to make sure it’s really what they want. Then, they have to be treated right after they’re adopted, or the courts can step in and grant the Little their freedom again.”
I looked up at Amanda, “Can we visit there someday?”
“Maybe, sweetheart, we’ll see,” she said with a thoughtful look as she helpfully cut my chicken sandwich into six smaller sections.
‘If Bella was there, she could be free…?’ I thought to myself.
I learned more about Mia during lunch, finding I really liked her, so, with Amanda’s permission, I traded phone numbers with her. The whole lunch was informal, and no speeches were made to drag on the meal. That meant about noon, we made our departure after I promised Mia to talk soon! Amanda and I walked side-by-side to go to her car. “You need a change, I’m guessing?”
I blushed but nodded as I hurried to keep up with her with my smaller legs.
At the car, she picked me up and felt my diaper, “Actually, I think it’ll hold until we get home?”
I nodded, “I shouldn’t need to go anymore until then.”
“Okay, let’s go check and see if your Daddy and sister are back home yet.”
“Why not just call them?” I asked from my seat as she closed her door.
“Just in case they’re busy doing stuff,” she told me. There was a nervous tremor in her voice, but I wasn’t sure which of the crazy events from the weekend were causing it! After the short drive home, she stopped in the driveway and picked me up out of my car seat. I could see a moving truck blocking our usual parking space. The truck was being unloaded by Grandpa, Fred, and a few other Amazon men I didn’t know.
“Just take this stuff to the basement,” Fred told the men. “All except that box, take that one up to the nursery, please,” he said.
“Hi Mandy!” he said, walking up to us pulling his work gloves off, “Hi Princess!”
“Hi Daddy,” I said while taking in the moving of furniture and boxes. Amongst it all, I noticed many sewing machines and things that I thought were embroidery machines? A ton of bolts of fabric were also carried in. To my surprise, they looked about right for an Amazon to use – none of it looked Little sized or amateur in any way!
“You get everything from her apartment?” Amanda asked as we stepped inside the house.
“Yes, most of it is going into the basement until we see if there’s anything we can use – or should let her use ever again. I can’t believe the sewing setup she had there, Mandy – I think it was better equipped than your friends’ shop!”
“Hmm…” Amanda said, “Did you separate out her personal mementos then?”
“Yeah, there’s a couple boxes that I’m having sent up to the nursery. I don’t think we should make Bella give up any of it… it’ll just be a matter of figuring out how to find places for it and Stacy’s stuff.”
“Maybe we should move your office downstairs and give them each their own nursery?” Amanda said as she carried me into the living room, and I found myself settled down in the playpen next to a dozing Bella.
He nodded, “It’s an option, but I also thought maybe it was time for us to look for another place to live?”
“This is so convenient, though…?” Amanda said as she followed him downstairs, and I felt like the unwanted, abandoned baby.
I sighed and watched Bella sleep for a bit while looking at a toy doll that Bella must have brought in with her. It looked old, and I wondered if it was from her childhood. I sat there for a while before Bella suddenly squirmed and rubbed her eyes, “Stacy?” she asked tentatively as she sat up.
“I think I’m the only other diapered Little sharing the house with you,” I told her with a smirk.
“Sorry, it’s been a rough morning. Daddy gave me a bottle when we got home, and I must have been out in seconds.”
I nodded, “I’m sorry you had to deal with that,” I told her. “It seems like they brought a factory with them?”
She blushed, “I was really good at making deals online for equipment!”
“Looks like it,” I told her and crawled over to her and gave her a hug, “Sorry for everything, Bella.”
She gave me a light hug back, “Probably best this way… I would have lost it all for certain if you all hadn’t sat next to me on the plane.”
“So, everything go… smoothly, at least?” I asked.
A tear went down her face, “It was so embarrassing and tough to handle…” she told me honestly. “My landlord was pretty mean about it all. The downstairs neighbors weren’t much better.”
“Why?”
“Why else would someone be mean to a Little Stacy?”
I shrugged, “I’m sorry… the more I’m here, the more I’m glad I’m not a native, Little.”
“I hope you never really understand, Stace,” she told me.
I nodded.
“So enough about my crappy morning! How was yours?” She asked me while wiping her face of tears and snot and forcing a smile.
“Pretty good, I guess?” I said, “Definitely better than yours?”
“Tell me all about it! I want to know about my big sisters’ day at college!”
I groaned, “Well, we checked in this morning, and I got my student ID.” I pointed where it was clipped to my dress, “Of course that meant waiting in lines… lines with Amazons for the most part. There were definitely some awkward moments there, but I guess I only saw one poor Little get kidnapped this morning.”
“Outside before they got inside?” she asked.
I nodded, “How did you know?”
“There’s always a couple who think they’re too good for diapers and have an accident.” She shrugged, “Of course, who am I to talk?”
“You didn’t actually have an accident in your panties, though,” I reminded her.
“Details like that don’t matter when you still end up in the nursery Stacey.”
I nodded, “Anyway… after that, we went to Amanda’s office, and I met her secretary. She seemed really nice! She has Littles, but I think she lets them still do things as much as she can.”
“So, three good Amazons in the world?” she said.
“More than that,” I told her, “you just don’t encounter the good ones most of the time. I also met a new friend, Mia, who is also an Amazon – but she’s from another island?”
“Oh, which one? I know some are supposed to be better than here… Is she not completely baby crazy?”
“Not that I could see?”
“Well, I see you two are getting along,” Amanda suddenly said as she scooped Bella up in one arm and me in her other.
“Of course, Mommy, she’s my sister!” I told her with a smile.
“You clearly haven’t had a sister very long,” Amanda said while shaking her head. “Trust me, they’re okay sometimes, but other times!”
Bella and I laughed.
“You haven’t met my other sisters yet,” Amanda said to Bella, “Of course, I don’t have to worry about you two becoming nearly as crazy. I do, however, have to worry about some leaking diapers, huh?” She said while looking specifically at me.
I looked down and went, “Oopsie…” with my skirt showing clear spots.
“Yes, ‘oopsie,’ at school, that might mean walking around without your skirt if you’re not careful, Princess.” She told me.
I turned red and put my head against her shoulder, “You were supposed to change me when we got home?”
“Oh, blame it on Mommy,” she said in mock exasperation.
“I give up!” I said as she shoved a pacifier in my mouth and laid me down on the changing table. The jumper was off in a flash and tossed in the dirty clothes hamper. My Pamper was then quickly swapped out for a dry one. Fortunately, there was another jumper at home, which she pulled over my head before she sat me on the ground. “There, that’s better!”
I looked at my watch to distract myself as she changed Bella, “How are you doing now, Bella?” She asked quietly.
“Okay, I guess…” she told her.
“I’m sorry today was so rough, but at least it’s done?” She asked as she sat her up and placed her on her hip.
Bella just nodded as she sucked on her pacifier.
Amanda gave her a firm hug and asked, “You should go through these two boxes and find a place for your stuff. Stacey’s got her end of the room with the computer desk already. Why don’t you make this end of the room yours?” She stood next to the window where the wall was blank except the painted mural, “I’ll try and find you a desk if you want too?”
Bella nodded and said, “Kay,” simply but nothing else and just seemed content to stay in Amanda’s arms.
I looked at my watch again, this time noticing the time, and pulled my pacifier out so I could speak clearer, “Mommy?”
“Yes, Stacey?”
“We need to get me to the university again?”
I saw her look at the clock and nodded, “I can’t believe it’s already that time…” she said and squeezed Bella, “be a good girl for Daddy, and we’ll be back for dinner, okay?”
She nodded as she was sat down, and Amanda came over to me and picked me up. “Let’s leave your paci here?” she said as she took it from my hand.
I blushed and said, “Probably a good idea.”
Since it was already almost two-thirty by the time we got into her car, she didn’t say long goodbyes to anyone as we passed. At Emerson, she pulled me out of my car seat and sat me down on the ground before reaching out with her hand towards me for a second and pulling back. “Sorry, probably not a good idea for all the Littles to see you holding Mommy’s hand,” she said quietly to me as she patted my back, and we walked as quickly as my legs could carry me towards the building that contained Destiny Hall.
I could see a hundred or so Littles walking through the doors into a large lecture hall inside the building. The thing that made my eyes pop open in disbelief, though, was everyone was grouped in tens, each hanging onto a rope with rings on it like preschoolers would use back home. An Amazon held onto the end, and I could hear one saying, “Come on, little chickee’s,” loudly, “let’s get to your first orientation session.”
I looked on with a fascinated horror as Amanda said, “I’ll see you after this is over, Stacy.” I looked up at her and gave her leg a hug before walking to join the others walking inside.
“Where’s your nest group?” A tall Amazon woman leaned down to me as I walked inside.
I looked up at her and decided politeness was definitely crucial to her. Something about her struck me as a proper Chloe-like woman, “I don’t believe I have one, Miss,” I told her politely.
“Tisk, tisk, how did you get lost already?” she said, raising the pitch of her voice like she was talking to a newborn. “Your dorm room number?” She asked as she grabbed her phone.
“I don’t have one,” I told her, “I’m a commuter.”
“Oh, you silly girl! You’re a Little; you can’t be a commuter!” Her face began to look different and colder, “Are you lying because you already earned a demerit and a spanking from your Nest Hen?”
Chapter 2: Code of Conduct
“PARDON ME, MISS, but I live with my adopted mommy, and she has it okayed through the university? Please look up my information?”
She narrowed her eyes but took her phone and took a quick picture of me. “Stacy Westerfield?”
I nodded, “Yes, Ma’am.”
“Well, I’ll be… you were telling me the truth. This is…” she paused, “unusual.”
“Yes, Ma’am, I understand it is.”
“Well then… I guess why don’t you go sit over here with Miss Madison’s group here,” she said as she led me down the lecture hall to a row with a girl who looked to have a queen bee personality.
“Miss Madison, this is Stacy. She doesn’t have a nest group per se, but she will join yours whenever she needs to get around Little events.”
I looked up at the well-dressed girl who could have been a teacher and instantly felt glad I had a diaper on. However, something about her just didn’t scream pleasant, “Well, Stacy, I’m glad to have you join our nest. Girls, this is Stacy,” she said as she pushed me forward.
I saw Laura was in her group and quickly noted that all of the members of her group seemed to be girls and shorter than average – even for Littles. Laura waved at me, and Madison noticed, “You already have a friend in our nest?” She said in a singsong voice, “Why don’t you go sit with little Laura over there in that empty seat,” she told me with a pat on my rear.
“Yes, Miss Madison,” I said nervously. As I passed, she patted my rear and seemed to ascertain I had a diaper on.
“Stacy, let me know if you ever need a change. Even though you’re not one of my chicks, I’ll be happy to change you.”
“Umm… thanks,” I told her, “I’m good right now...”
I walked quickly down the row and sat next to Laura in the enormous oversized fold-down seat. “Hi,” she said to me quietly.
“Hi, how’s it going so far?” I asked.
“Umm… embarrassing?” She said.
I nodded, “I’m guessing the rope for the line wasn’t the worst thing yet?”
She shook her head, “Not even close… at least I already had a diaper on. That girl over there,” she pointed to a girl next to Madison, “didn’t come in one. Let’s just say it was a Little exciting getting ready to come over here.”
I noticed that the girl’s eyes were definitely red. It looked like there was a little bit of runny mascara she hadn’t cleaned off her face yet from coming over, and I felt terrible for her.
“You?”
“Not bad so far… I’m going to be a bit sheltered from some of it,” I whispered to Laura.
She nodded, “I kind of wish I was already adopted?”
“Already?” I whispered back to her.
“You know it’s inevitable?”
I looked at her and nodded, “Hopefully, it’ll be someone nice at least,” I breathed sadly. She reached for my hand and said, “I’m glad I met you. I hope we stay friends this year?”
“Through college!” I told her with a smile.
“Good afternoon, boys and girls!” a lady suddenly said from the front of the lecture hall. I was glad the lecture hall descended into the front, or I wouldn’t have been able to see over the seat in front of me. As it was, I found myself moving to kneel on my knees like many others in my row just to see the speaker. “My name is Dean Sanders, and I am in charge of you adorable little boys and girls here at Emerson University.” Her smile made me think, ‘Granny, what big teeth you have…’ and I felt a shiver of fear move down my spine. “If you have any problems with any of the big kids at school or need anything at all to be successful, I want you to think of my door as always open. Please think of me as your mother away from home!”
I really did shiver at that and noticed several other Littles shift uncomfortably.
“This afternoon and evening are a bit different for you from the big kids as we need to get you all used to the procedures of this university. I want to begin by making sure you know your rights and responsibilities here as our Little Griffin Chickees.”
A PowerPoint slide came up then with a stylized griffin in a diaper, and I couldn’t help but know she thought of the room as just a bunch of babies to be. I bit my tongue as she continued, and ‘Protection’ flashed on the next slide. “I want you all to know that protective undergarments such as diapers or pull-ups are strongly encouraged for Littles here at Emerson, but they’re not required of any student during the daytime.”
I heard someone whimper down the row and wondered what was wrong. Before Dean Sanders continued, “Please know that we consider that wearing these garments is not a sign you need to be adopted by a surrogate family, but rather that it’s a sign of your maturity of dealing with your weaknesses. A simple fact of life for Littles is that pee-pee accidents will happen! While some of our bathrooms have been upgraded to have Little potties, many times, you may have to travel a long distance to find one you may safely use. Having protection means that if you have an accident, it’s contained in a sanitary manner.”
She smiled, “We have no problems with a wet diapee or pull-up on a Little student. Your fellow students, Nest Hens, Dorm Mother, or the medical facility will be happy to help you clean up into a new one if you need help. Of course, you’re always welcome to refuse help directly from a fellow student, but they will then take you to your Nest Hen, Dorm Mother, or the infirmary to ensure that you’re cleaned up properly.” She smiled, “After all, diaper rash doesn’t help you concentrate on your coursework!”
To add insult to everyone, a little boy was shown with his pants wet in the hallway. Clearly a college student in his blazer and pants, you could see the terror in his eyes as someone made him pose for the picture. “Unfortunately, we will have a few Littles amongst you who are sure they can make it every time. Should you choose to not wear protection, that’s your right! If you do have an accident though – anywhere on campus – you will have progressive consequences in the form of demerits and/or spankings.”
A few Littles nervously looked around then and guessed they might have come without protection. Her slide flashed to a new one with the words, ‘Ten Demerits’ in big, bold words. Below the words, it stated what she said, “If you have ten demerits in a year, you will be expelled from the university. Additionally, we will be legally obligated to hold you on campus until a responsible adult can take charge of you.”
I could hear a few mutters of anger around, but I kept absolutely silent, like Laura next to me.
“Any questions, boys and girls?” She asked in a demeaning voice. “None?” She smiled, “One other item to note is that while it’s okay for you to have a wet diaper or pull-up in class if you should have an issue with poopy pants in class, you will receive eight demerits automatically.”
One brave Little boy raised his hands, “Miss, that’s in class? If we happen to defecate a diaper outside of class?”
“Oh, sweetie, you don’t have to use big words about the contents of your diapers! I know how hard it is for you all to make it to the potty!” She said in a sweet mom’s voice, making me want to vomit. “Outside of class, if you have a poopy accident, it’s okay, and there are no punitive consequences. We just don’t want to smell up professors’ classrooms! It’s a sanitary thing, you understand?”
“Thanks for the clarification Miss,” the Little said as politely as possible. I couldn’t see much of him over the tall seats, but he seemed to be on the taller side for a Little. ‘Probably just put a big target on his back!’ I thought to myself.
The following slide popped up and read ‘Adoption – When Can I Be Adopted?’ with a picture of a smiling Little girl with her ‘mommy’ tickling her stomach in what looked like a backyard. The thick diaper couldn’t be missed, with the pink t-shirt being the only other thing she was wearing. ‘Mommy’s Princess’ her shirt read, and I couldn’t help but wonder how much had been done to her.
I felt the need to nervously pee and decided to just get it over with. The warm pee made me wonder a moment later, though why that picture made me feel a need to go so suddenly. I noticed a lot of shuffling right then and some whimpering.
‘Great, I hope there’s not some extra hypnosis going on here with subliminal messages?!?’
“This is an important topic that we must discuss with your rights, boys, and girls. At Emerson, you are in a place where you may not be adopted unwillingly by another student, staff member, or campus visitor. So long as you wear your name badge and uniform around campus – or town – you are protected legally from being forcibly adopted.” Something in her tone said she regretted that law existed.
“If you are not wearing your badge and uniform outside your dorm, you should know that bystanders may not know you attend the university. You are welcome to ask for a university representative at any adoption center to verify your student status. Still, failure to be in compliance with the badge and uniform rule means you have no standing to contest an adoption.”
She passed over to another slide with another smiling Little in his ‘mommy’s’ arms. “Should you decide that the university coursework is too much for your Little brain, you are more than welcome to come to my office to speak with me. We offer comprehensive adoption counseling to help you find a loving home to place you in.”
The room was totally silent at that point, as if everyone was shocked anyone would willingly dive into that. Throughout the rest of the meeting, the dean’s presentation continued giving out rules about Nest Groups, profanity, getting around campus, information about free diapers, and other services were given out. One of the toughest things I thought was the requirement that all Little freshmen in the dorms had a bedtime of 7:30pm. She added that you could not get out of bed except for emergencies until 7:00am the next day when Nest Hens would check their chicks and help them get dressed.
“What about the orientation events that are later than that?” one girl asked, “Griffins Fly is supposed to be at 7:30pm?”
The Dean laughed, “Silly girl, that’s an event for the big boys and girls! You’ll need to be in your jammies and night diapees by then. We certainly don’t want to have a cranky dorm of Littles all day tomorrow!”
I noted in my head that the wording was ‘in the dorms’ and knew that meant I could probably get out of a lot of requirements that way. I would have to be careful to keep that to myself unless I wanted her to give me some demerits or find another way to make my life miserable.
“Well then, it’s about time for dinner. Your Nests will go back to the dorms and get ready for dinner. You’ll have a quick dorm meeting at 6:30pm before your Nest Mothers get you ready to roost in your beds for the night! Tomorrow morning there is an opening ceremony for the university that you’ll travel to with your nest group. After lunch, if any of you have not taken your CARE exams yet, you will need to do so at 1pm. Please let your Nest Hen know so they can get you to the appropriate testing room. Welcome to Emerson University!”
As we stood up, I heard Madison shout, “Come on, chicks, grab onto the rope so we can all stay in a nice line to the dorms.”
I stood unsure what to do, and Madison said, “You too, Stacy.”
“I think my mommy is supposed to meet me outside…?”
“Well, just grab on, and if we see her, I’m sure she’ll come to get you from me.”
I wanted to send a quick text message, but as soon as I reached for my backpack for my phone, she chided me and said, “Here you go, baby, just grab right onto this purple ring next to your BFF.”
I turned red as I looked at Laura but grabbed on and followed them outside of the hall. From the row next to me, I noted that another Nest Mother was scolding a Little boy with wet pants, “That’ll be two demerits, Grayson,” she said. “You know the rules now!”
I shuddered and followed our rope line out the lecture hall feeling like I was in preschool. True to her word, though, Amanda stood right outside and waved at me before coming up to Madison. “Hi, I’m here to pick up Stacy,” she told her with a smile.
“I’m sorry, but parents aren’t allowed to take their students to dinner today.”
Amanda frowned at that, “Since when?”
“It’s a university regulation for Littles!”
“Where is that in the handbook?” Amanda asked with a smile, “As a professor, I should know this one if it’s the case…?”
Madison looked flushed then, and I realized she was blushing. Dean Sanders came up to us and said, “Oh, Professor Westerfield! I didn’t expect to see you around orientation events for Littles?”
Amanda took her hand and laughed, “Normally no, but my little girl over there is starting out here, and I needed to pick her up for dinner.”
“Oh, I’d almost forgotten about your unusual daughter! Miss Madison, what’s the issue here?” She asked the girl.
“Littles are supposed to have dinner on campus tonight with us!” she said with a bit of hiss to her voice.
“Normally, you are correct, Madison, but Stacy here isn’t a resident. She lives with her mommy, one of our most distinguished professors. I know that she’ll make sure Stacy is fed and back for her nest meeting tonight at 6:30pm in the dorm?”
“Of course, Jackie, I will make sure she’s back. Is it going to be a long meeting? I know the Littles have a very early bedtime?”
“Thirty minutes should be it,” the dean said. “Madison will make sure that she has your daughter out of there by seven so you can get her home and tuck her into her crib for the night.”
“Great!” Amanda said and held her hand out to me to grab on.
It was only then that I let go of the rope and looked at the other Littles looking at me jealously. Even Laura was envious, but I just smiled and said, “See you later!”
“Oh, what room is your nest?” Amanda asked Madison as we had started to walk away.
“Wenig, room two-ten,” Madison said, obviously not happy.
“Thanks! Have a good dinner!” She told her and the other girls.
I held onto Amanda’s hand for the lifeline it was back to the car. As she lifted me into my car seat, she felt my diaper and said, “Need a change, huh?”
“Back home, please?” I asked nervously.
She kissed my forehead and said, “Sure, sweetie.”
The drive home was, of course, again short, and she wasted no time carrying me upstairs to the nursery and changing me into a dry Pamper. “So, how was the meeting?” Amanda asked me as she held me tightly to her going back downstairs.
I thought for a moment, “Enlightening and scary...”
“Scary?” She asked.
“Dean Sanders has to be one of the scariest Amazons I’ve met?”
“I thought maybe you would think that about Miss Madison there…” she told me with a squeeze.
“She’s not exactly the friendly, fun-loving RA,” I admitted, “but Dean Sanders basically laid out everything to us about accidents and adoption. When she showed one of the slides, I went pee almost as soon as I looked at it... I had no real warning like I’ve been having. A lot of the other Littles, I think, went too… I’m thinking she inserted some sort of subliminal message in the slide?”
“It’s possible,” Amanda told me as she reached the bottom step and carried me to my highchair to join Fred and Bella, who was already sitting down. “As common as it is in TV and movies right now, I could see them easily doing that.”
“Doing what?” Bella asked.
“Subliminal messages,” I told her with a grimace. I saw she was already bibbed and ready to eat with a baby bottle of apple juice on her tray.
“All the time…” she griped.
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Chapters 3 and 4
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 3: Aerie
“HOW DO YOU defend against that?” I asked curiously.
She shrugged, “I don’t think there’s any sure way of doing it. I knew some people who swore by wearing contacts with a slight tint. It would at least let them notice the images some of the time if it was an embedded still image. Of course, it doesn’t help when it’s just an occasional frame every hundred frames or so.”
I nodded and watched as Amanda settled my tray onto my highchair and brought me a sippy cup of juice. For a moment, I felt a bit of jealousy over Bella’s bottle but bit my tongue and asked, “What’s for dinner?”
“Your daddy made shishkabobs,” Amanda said as she walked over to the stove and brought over two plates with food. Mine was cut somewhat smaller when she placed it in front of me. I felt my jealousy over the bottle evaporate as I saw that Bella’s was practically mutilated into little minced pieces. Amanda left Bella’s plate just next to her own but began putting a few pieces at a time on another tiny toddlers’ plate in front of Bella. While I was getting to use my small utensils, Bella was just using her fingers.
I frowned at that, “Bella?”
“What?” she asked me.
“Umm…”
“It’s okay, Stacy,” Amanda told me, “remember what we talked about in my office?”
I thought back to our conversation a couple hours before. Amanda had told me that Bella had asked to just be treated like a baby to make things easier for everyone. With the constant pressure to avoid adoption and torture, she seemed to be mostly okay with having Amanda baby her, versus what she would have had with anyone else as her ‘mommy.’
Bella seemed to catch on to what I wanted to say, “It’s okay, Stacy, I’m actually kind of enjoying everything today!”
I looked at her and believed she was telling the truth, “If you’re sure…?” I muttered and kept eating my food.
“So, how did your Little orientation event go?” Fred asked.
Now in more detail, I retold all that had gone on with that and then in the morning. “So, we knew everything about all of that, though,” Fred said after I finished.
I shrugged, “I guess?”
“You have even less to worry about than anyone else, Stacy,” Amanda told me reassuringly. “Except maybe from this Madison girl. I was really hoping you would be able to avoid having a Nest Hen assigned to you!”
“Why do they call them Nest Hens?” Bella asked curiously.
“Because the school mascot is the Griffins?” I told her.
“What’s that?”
“How…?” I paused, “How can you not know what a griffin is?”
“I dunno? I never really paid attention in school?”
“Does Harry Potter exist here?” I asked.
“What’s that?” Amanda asked.
I slapped my forehead, “I wonder if Mom and Dad can send me a shipment of cultural items…?”
“Important back home?” Fred asked.
“Probably one of the largest books and movie franchises existing back there. This author…” I paused and realized it wouldn’t matter… “Anyway… this author created an epic-length series about a kid in a magic school. His dorm that he’s a part of has a Griffin as their mascot.”
They all stared at me like I was from another dimension or something...
I sighed and looked at Bella, “It’s a half-eagle and half-lion creature.” Then, with the continued blank stare, “eagles raise their young in nests, so I guess they decided that Littles are grouped in nests too.”
“You’re also chicks to them,” Amanda said with a nod.
“Chick, huh?” Fred said.
“That’s Princess Chick to you,” I huffed as all three of them laughed at me. When Bella was done with her solid dinner, Amanda released her from her high chair and carried her to the living room, where she sat down in the rocker with Bella cradled on her lap.
I sighed and looked at the small scoop of ice cream Fred had given me while he munched on a colossal bowl. “It’s smarter this way,” he reminded me.
“I know, but if you’d told me a few weeks ago, I’d be feeling withdrawals from not breastfeeding?”
“I suppose you could always give in and just give up?” He said softly.
I shook my head, “No, my dream is worth more than that… You wouldn’t happen to know a way to cancel out the bad effects, would you?”
He shook his head, “I wish I did. It would make it easier on you and Mandy both!”
I quietly finished my scoop and felt a slight rumbling in my stomach, “May I use my potty, please?”
“Sure, chicklet,” he told me.
I glared at him as he released me from my straps, and I walked to the potty. With a little bit of effort, I pulled the tabs of the dry diaper off and sat down on the potty before pushing out a couple small chunks of poop and some pee. “Good girl,” Fred said, “can you hold your skirt up so I can wipe you clean?”
I did as he asked, and he wiped me clean. “Thank you,” I told him softly.
“No problem,” he told me, “You want to try and put your diapee back on while I throw this out?”
I nodded and picked up the discarded garment. I remembered it was easier standing and leaning, so I pulled it up and leaned against the cabinet, and was able to pull the tabs tight. Fred bent down and checked when he returned, “Why aren’t you just a big girl!”
I stuck my tongue out at him, and he picked me up to give me a hug.
“You ready to head back, Stacy?” Amanda asked after I’d sat in his arms for a few moments.
I shrugged, “I guess. I have to imagine this is going to suck.”
“It might,” Amanda said, “but from now on, unless you’re talking about sucking on your pacifier or a bottle, I think it would be a good idea to skip using that word?”
I nodded. “Sorry, Mommy,” I sighed.
She carried me to the car, and we were soon parked on a lot close to Wenig Hall. She wasted no time getting me out of the car and walked me to the entrance, where a couple of Amazon girls and Mrs. Walters talked. Amanda walked me inside and said, “Good evening; I was told Stacy needs to meet with her nest group for a little bit tonight?”
“That’s right, Dean Sanders mentioned that. I guess she was assigned to Miss Madison?”
“Room 210?” I added helpfully.
“That’s the right one, Sweetie! What a smart wittle girl!” she said condescendingly. “Did you happen to bring your orientation shirt?”
I nodded and patted my backpack, “It’s in my backpack?”
“Great! I’m sure Madison will help you get it on really quick before we do our last activity before bedtime. Professor Westerfield, if you want, you can just hang out here in the lobby until seven? All of our residents will take a picture just before then, and then you can take her from here?”
“I think I’ll just run to my office for a bit,” she told her. “I’ll come out for the picture and pick her up then,” she added.
“Melanie, would you please help Stacy here find her nest?”
“Sure thing!” the larger of the girls said. I couldn’t help but notice she had a very plump body with large breasts compared to most. I squirmed internally as I thought she probably would have a lot of Littles feeding from them at some point… She held her hand out, and I nervously took it like it would bite me. She led me down a hallway, past the desk, and to a bank of elevators.
“So why are you so special that you’re only here for the nest meeting?” She asked inquisitively. Her voice was friendly, but she seemed to have a wary tone.
“I’m adopted,” I said her, “so I have to live with Mommy and Daddy instead of in the dorms,” I told her. Something inside me told me that trying to behave maturely in these dorms wasn’t a bright idea. I kept my senses on high alert for details and noted that there were five floors in the dorm total when she pressed the second button.
“Wow, and you’re still coming to school?”
I nodded and said sweetly, “Mommy wants me to be smart like her and Daddy.”
“Aren’t you worried your classes will be too much for your Little brain?”
I giggled, “I think I’ll be fine.”
She shook her head but led me outside the elevator as it opened. “Let’s see, here we go! Room 210, Miss Madison’s Nest.”
I felt my mouth drop a bit as I came into the large open room that was more like a barracks in some ways than the modern dorms that I had seen at universities back home. Well… a daycare barracks! Parallel to the walls on three sides of the room were ten lofted beds over desks. Each bed had a small staircase leading up to it from one side, and then side rails made of mesh-like a playpen ringed them about two feet above the mattress. ‘So that Littles can’t fall out?’ I wondered. I noted that the height of the beds meant most of the Amazons could probably still reach in and pluck out a Little if need be. The desks seemed to be decent sized, but all of the white furniture in the room just screamed ‘baby girl.’ I noticed that a sign in baby block letter font had been placed on each bed for the girls in the room.
A small wardrobe and dresser adjoined the bed/desk units. The room walls were painted in the sickeningly sweet pink of a nursery a mother would use to hopefully have a girly girl for a baby. As I turned to the side, I noticed that Madison had Laura up on a large, well-stocked changing table, with her legs and naked rear held in the air to moon me.
“Miss Madison, I found a visitor for you,” the girl said and left me there alone with a pat on my head.
“Who?” She asked with a quick turn of her head as she placed a fresh diaper under Laura, “Oh, cutie, it’s you! Come on in!”
I noticed that all of the other girls had their orientation shirts on with their uniform skirts. For most of the girls, the shirts fit them reasonably well. However, as Laura was sitting upright, I could see the shirt was way too big for her. It hung like a knee-length dress on her as Madison tutted, “One of these years, they will remember we have some tiny little girls!”
I watched as she pulled the shirt back up and removed Laura’s skirt. She let the shirt hang down again and tied a white piece of ribbon around her waist in a large bow in the back. “That being said, you look like the cutest Little here now!” I heard her stage whisper to Laura. The other girls sat nervously at their desks as Madison sat Laura down. “Go sit down at your desk Laura. I’m just going to help our guest get ready too.”
“Thank you, Miss Madison,” Laura said while blushing deeply. I could tell that the whole situation mortified her – and I really felt terrible for her!
Madison looked down at me as she moved away, “Where’s your shirt?”
I took my backpack off and opened it to pull it out, “here,” I told her. “I can put it on myself really quick?”
“Much faster if I do it,” she said while quickly reaching down, picking me up, and laying me down on the changing table. A moment later, my blouse was off, and my skirt was gone. “Aren’t you just adorable wearing regular baby Pampers?” she teased me. “I guess your mommy at least knows what you need to be wearing.” Her hand squeezed the padding before her finger went in the side, and I gasped a bit as it brushed me in an utterly unnecessary way. “Guess you must have had a change before you came?”
I just nodded, “Yes, Miss Madison.”
“Well, let’s pull this shirt over your head,” she told me, “Arms up like a pretty ballerina!”
I actually did giggle at how hard she was trying to embarrass me.
“Okay, let’s stand up and see just how bad this one is on you…?” She tutted a moment later when she realized it came to my ankles, “Wow, as tiny as Laura is, you definitely take the cake, Sweetie! What size clothes do you normally wear?”
“Three months,” I told her.
“Good thing you’re already adopted! I don’t think you would last a week on your own otherwise!” She said that while grabbing another ribbon piece and then duplicating what she had done with Laura’s shirt to make a dress. Then, she sat me down and said, “Can you be a big girl and put your blouse and skirt in your backpack for me?”
I nodded, “Yes, Miss Madison,” and completed the task just as I saw my watch said it was 6:30 on the dot. As I stood up, I noted that my shirt hung down to past my ankles like a floor-length gown!
“Okay, chicks, come on over here to the carpet in the center of the room so we can all chat a bit as a nest before we go take our dorm picture.” She sat down on the carpet and added in a singsong voice, “Sit crisscross applesauce, everyone!”
I sat down next to Laura, who reached out and squeezed my hand. As I looked at her face, I could tell she must have been crying a little in response to her embarrassing treatment. ‘I wonder what happened before I got here,’ but I had no time to ask Laura anything before Madison began. “Okay, so I need to make sure we go over a few rules. “You should have all seen that you have your potty star charts over there on the wall,” she pointed to a row of ten charts. One of the girls raised her hand, “Yes, Brooke?”
“Miss Madison, what about Stacy?” She asked, “She doesn’t have a chart? She’s a part of our nest too now, right?”
Madison pursed her lips and asked me, “Do you need a potty chart, Stacy?”
I thought quickly before answering, “No, Miss Madison, Mommy keeps me in diapers – it would be kind of pointless!”
“Well, there you have it, Brooke! Baby Stacy, there doesn’t need one because she already knows she’s not a big girl like you all are.” She paused before smiling, “Unless you don’t need one either, Brooke?”
I looked at the girl turn practically green. She audibly gulped and said, “I guess I do need one since I use the potty, Miss Madison.”
“Good girl!” Madison said with praise. “Now, there are spots on the chart for the morning. Each day I will check and mark whether you were a big girl and have a dry diapee or a wet diapee. Most of you will have a wet diapee, but that’s okay because it’s totally normal in our dorm. No one gets out of bed until I come and do a diaper check on you each morning. If you’re dry, I’ll let you put on whatever underwear you want. If you’re wet, I’ll change you into a pull-up unless you really want to risk having an accident without protection. You are allowed to tell me you want your big girl panties at any time, except bedtime!”
I grimaced - she probably hoped someone would choose that.
“If you wet a pull-up or big girl panties, you might not be ready for them. So I’ll mark that on the second line each day. If you poopy them, that’s another mark I’ll make on the chart.”
Another girl raised her hand, “Miss Madison, Dean Sanders said as long as it wasn’t in class, it was okay if we had a poopy accident?”
Madison laughed like the girl had just done the most mundane task, “of course, Jasmine, it’s okay, silly girl! We just mark it down for the school’s records! One of the things that will be on your report card and transcript each semester is your potty progress. You can get a Gold Star for absolutely no potty accidents. You earn a Silver star for up to five wetting accidents or just one poopy accident, and a Bronze Star if you have no more than ten wetting accidents or two poopy diapers in a semester.”
“Jasmine, you had another question?”
“What happens if we don’t have any stars on our report card?”
“No harm, it just means when businesses look at you for jobs after college, they’ll know they will probably have to accommodate some potty issues.”
She paused and looked around the room, “Okay, so other things – you obviously know the potties are in the bathroom next door, along with the showers. So if you need any help with showering or using the potty, don’t be shy! We also have a bathtub on the floor that I can use to give you a bath if you would prefer a bath.”
I noticed a door marked ‘Potty Room’ on one side of the wall not far from the changing room. Another entry was marked ‘Miss Madison – Nest Hen’ on the outside of it. If I hadn’t known any better, I would have been sure I walked into a daycare rather than a dorm room. I was honestly surprised there weren’t more toys sitting around.
She looked at her watch, “Okay, two other things really quick. I know many of you have your favorite stuffies here, but if you forgot one, please feel free to grab one from the jungle over there,” she nodded her head towards a net of stuffed animals and dolls. “I insist everyone have a friend to sleep with!” She smiled, “I even have my favorite teddy bear that I sleep with each night!”
‘I actually believe that,’ I thought to myself. ‘Gabby had a billion stuffed animals still!’
“Also, if you would like a binky or a night-night baba, that’s fine, but those have to stay in your bed.”
“A binky? Seriously?” A blonde-haired girl asked. “We’re almost the same age! We’re not really babies, you know…?”
Chapter 4: Invitations
“OH, ALYSSA, YOU and I will have a lot of fun! It’s not mandatory at all, but I know some Littles are very comforted by them. I just like to make sure everyone knows this is a safe space, and I don’t have a problem if you need one. I can always lend you a binky for the night to see if you want one?” She smiled, and I swore there was a cartoon-like gleam off her white teeth just then.
“No, thank you, Miss Madison,” she said, clearly remembering her precarious situation.
“The offer is always on the table for anyone!” She said before looking around. “Real quick, I want to make sure everyone has at least heard everyone else introduce themselves! So let’s go around the circle and say who we are, what our major is, and what is our favorite fun thing to do.” She smiled at us, and I noted that I was sitting to the left side and might be going first. “I’m going first,” she said, and I felt a sigh of relief that I didn’t voice. “My name is Miss Madison Trestle, I’m in grad school working on my doctorate in Little Psychiatry, and my favorite thing is to hang out with all of my adorable little friends!”
I wanted to gag at that and noticed another girl across the circle make a fitting face, but no one dared to say anything. “Okay, Stacy, you go next!”
I sighed, “I’m Stacy Westerfield, I’m majoring in Computer Science, and I love to swim.”
“I’m Laura Windsor, majoring in accounting, and I love reading romance novels.”
“I’m Brooke Kestler, I’m majoring in Business, and I love photography.” At about four and a half feet tall, Brooke was one of the tallest Littles in the room. Her brown hair was tied into twin pigtails tied with yellow bows.
Only a head taller than me, the next shortest girl looked to be Asian, “I’m Annie Gao, I’m a math major, and I love calligraphy.”
“I’m Jasmine Cook,” another of the taller of us who was African American started, “I’m a theater major, and I love making funny voices,” she said the last part in a voice that sounded eerily like Madison’s.
“Cute,” Madison said verbally while I noted her eyes looked like she was thinking something entirely different. “Next?”
“I’m Esther Medelsheim, I’m going to be studying Psychology, and I like painting.” Esther was a bit shorter than the girls around her but still way taller than me.
The next girl I noted had a nose piercing but looked of Indian heritage. I remembered that being a standard cultural tradition, “I’m Anaya Anand, and I’ll be studying Biology. I like to embroider scarves and other clothing,” she added. She looked to be just a bit taller than Laura but shorter than most of the girls.
“Chelsea Jackson, hi,” the next girl said nervously while playing with her brown hair. “I’m studying chemistry, and I like to draw.”
“I am Natasha Annikova, I’ll be majoring in Art, and I like being the tallest person in the room other than Miss Madison for once!” Everyone else giggled, and I figured she was still shy of four feet eight inches, but she was indeed the tallest in a room of short girls.
“I’m Alyssa Drummond, I’m going to be a fashion designer, and I love makeup and all of the looks I can make with it.” The blonde-haired girl seemed to epitomize a Barbie Doll or Valley Girl personality… Somehow, I was pretty sure her makeup days were numbered with as cute as she was.
“And last, I’m Gemma Hamilton, I’m majoring in engineering, and I like computer games.” Gemma was short and a little stockier than the rest of the Littles in the room. I had little doubt it would be baby fat before long for her when she was adopted by an Amazon family.
“Okay, now that we all know who each other are, we need to create a name for the nest other than Miss Madison’s nest. Does anyone have any ideas?”
There was an awkward silence with no one speaking up, “How about Mice, Miss Madison?” Annie asked politely. I noted that she was wearing her shirt like Laura and me as a fake dress.
“Hmm… What do you think about that, girls?”
Everyone shrugged, “It works because we’re probably the tiniest nest of Littles?” Laura said.
That had some giggles added to it. “Let me just check and see if anyone has claimed it yet?” Then, as she got onto a tablet and smiled a moment later, she said, “Okay, my little mice, we need to go down and take our dorm picture. Everyone, grab onto the caterpillar!”
I grabbed my backpack on my way to where she had the girls lining up on the rope, and she asked, “Why are you taking your backpack, Stacy?”
“Mrs. Walters told my mommy that I would go home with her after the picture, Miss Madison.”
“Oh then… We’re going to have to find a way for you to spend some more time with the nest sometime this week, Stacy,” she told me.
“I’d like that,” I lied to her with what I hoped looked like a genuine smile. ‘Actually, I would like to hang out with some of the other girls… just not her!
We were led downstairs and to the front of the building. A large set of steps led up to it, and I could see many of the other nests were already lining the steps to prepare for the picture. Madison said, “Mice, let’s go down to the front since we’re the smallest!”
I groaned but found myself sitting with my legs crisscrossed at the front of the picture next to Laura and Annie. “Say cheese!” a cheerful voice said a few minutes later, and I noticed that Amanda was taking her own pictures of it with her phone too. Then, several minutes later, Mrs. Walters called out loudly, “Okay, nests, you need to get upstairs, get your jammies on, lights out at 7:30 for Freshmen, 8:00 for Sophomores and Juniors, and 8:30 for Seniors!”
“Yes, ma’am,” was a chorus of voices as Madison and the other Nest Mothers gathered their chicks, and I reclaimed my backpack from the side where I had sat it and walked over to Amanda.
“Well don’t you look cute!” she said to me as she picked me up and placed me on her side.
I leaned my head onto her shoulder and said, “Always,” as I watched the other Littles look at me in a mixture of horror, disgust, and… jealousy?
I waived at my nest, which all waived at me, and enjoyed my ride on Amanda’s side to the car. “I hope I didn’t embarrass you?” she apologetically said.
“Mommy, with as horrible as the ‘nests’ are, I’m just glad I’m YOUR baby girl!” I told her.
BACK HOME AMANDA carried me inside, and I couldn’t help but feel a bit tired from the day. It was only seven-thirty, though, as we got home, and I certainly didn’t want to be like the other Littles if I could help it! “Daddy was supposed to give Bella a bath already, if he did, I’m going to put her to bed, and then I’ll give you your bath?” She asked.
“I thought we had to take baths together?” I asked, confused.
“Since you’re our big college girl, you have a later bedtime than Bella. She will be like a baby as far as potty, feeding, and bedtime are concerned.”
“I really don’t get it… but maybe you can explain while I’m taking my bath?”
She smiled at me and hugged me, “Sure, sweetie. Do you have your tablet in your backpack? Why don’t you get on it and check tomorrow’s schedule?”
“Okay,” I told her with a smile and walked over to the couch with my backpack. I scaled the mountain, so to speak, and sat down before pulling the bag off my back and opening it up. My transparent tablet seemed to turn on magically as I looked at it. Even after a few days, I couldn’t help but marvel again at how amazing the technology behind it really was! I quickly glanced at the next day’s schedule before pulling up the rest of my emails. I noted emails from my parents, grandparents, Gabby, and several from the university, including Dean Sanders and Mrs. Walters.
I decided Dean Sanders was probably the most important to read first.
Dear Stacy,
It was a pleasure to meet you today with your mommy. I just wanted to welcome you to the university and invite you to come see me if you ever have any problems with anything. I know you’ll be missing out on some support without being on campus for help, but feel free to let me know if you ever feel the need to spend a night or two in the dorm as a sleepover for your study groups. I’m sure your mommy would go along with that, and we could get a portable bed in your nest for the night. If you have any Little friends, they can also go home with you overnight if Mrs. Walters gives her okay.
Your mommy is one of our star professors, and I know you will be one of our star students,
Cordially,
Jacqueline Sanders
Dean of Little Students
‘Just who is Amanda that she gets this kind of deferential treatment?’ I wondered. I would have to look into that more, but I just shrugged and opened Mrs. Walters’s email.
Stacy,
It was a pleasure to meet you and your mommy today! I wanted to suggest that you meet your nest at around 4:30pm tomorrow (today if you’re reading this Tuesday like you should be!) to go to dinner and the orientation events until lights out. It’ll give you a chance to make some friends on campus. It’s not mandatory, but it would be a good thing to do so you can make some more friends! I know Miss Madison will keep a good eye on you for your mommy. She’s also more than welcome to attend with you if she would prefer to! See you soon,
Mrs. Walters
Wenig Hall House Mother
I thought through the fact that according to the university, I should be in bed and decided to not reply to either message until the morning. As much as I didn’t want to spend time with Madison, I guessed it wasn’t a terrible idea to hang out with them either… As I opened my parents’ and grandparents’ emails, they were just quick ‘Good luck’ emails on the first day. Gabby’s was basically the same, along with some stories about her own first day.
While I was sitting there, I messed around with the tablets apps some more and remembered something I had wanted to try with it. Back home, my iPad had been great for sketching on. I’d only taken one year of art in school, but I loved how easy it was to sketch detailed charcoal and ink drawings on the iPad. It was something I found out I was pretty good at. So I opened my backpack and found the Little-sized stylus that had been at the Little store and then opened a drawing app on my new tablet to see if it would work.
I smiled as I found it worked better than my Apple Pencil had! ‘What to draw?’ I thought for a moment before seeing a picture hanging up in the living room of Amanda and me from before the cake the other day. ‘When did they have that printed…?’ I had to wonder before deciding it was a good project.
I had made pretty good progress on sketching it out when Amanda came downstairs and asked, “Ready for your bath?”
I nodded, slipped my tablet and stylus back into the backpack, and held my hands out to her in the universal ‘pick me up please’ gesture. Apparently, Amanda didn’t need to be told twice, and she scooped me up and gave me a hug. “Everything okay?” she asked as we went upstairs to the bathroom, where the water was already running in the tub.
I nodded while quickly letting go of a stream of urine in my diaper so I could be empty. “Just a strange day,” I told her.
She nodded and helped me out of my shirt dress, exposing my wet diaper. “You need to get more liquids in you, Stacy,” she said as she pulled it off. I looked down and noted it was pretty yellow inside.
“I’ll try and remember to drink the bottle of water you have in there for me tomorrow,” I told her, “but I didn’t really have a lot of downtimes to drink anything after dinner?”
She squeezed me, “we’ll figure it out,” she told me as she lifted me and placed me in the filled tub with lots of bubbles. “So, what’s the schedule for tomorrow?”
“Well, at nine in the morning, they have some tours and buses to show everyone around the city… I figure that’s not really needed?”
She shook her head, “No, you can skip that one. I doubt they let many Littles even go on that one unless it’s to tour all of the daycare and adoption centers?”
I tensed but nodded, “Sounds about right,” I said softly while thinking of the girls I had been with a while ago and imagining each with a mother like Cassie or Chloe. Then, finally, I shook my head and said, “There’s a university welcome ceremony at eleven that looks like it’s the last parent and student event. Then there’s the programming placement exam at two.”
“You’ll be fine on that, sweetie,” she said as she moved a mitt up and down my back.
I shrugged, “Even if I’m not, I’m okay with it. That’s why I came here!”
“Anything else tomorrow?”
“Well, Mrs. Walters sent me an email asking me to go to the dorm about 4:30 to hang out with my nest, go to dinner, and then do the orientation events until it’s bedtime for the Littles?”
“Do you want to?” She asked, “Lean forward a bit, baby,” she said as she cleaned my rear. I blushed as I didn’t think that would ever feel normal…
“I guess?” I paused and added, “I’m a little worried about spending too much time around Madison.”
“Did she do anything to you earlier?” Amanda asked with some steel in her voice.
“She insisted on helping me get dressed?”
“Not surprised there?”
“And checked my diaper by squeezing it like you do.”
“Normal?”
“Then she put her finger inside the diaper to make sure it was dry...”
“That little bitch!” Amanda said then, and as I turned, I saw the face of a furious momma bear.
“I know… What did Madison do to everyone else, though?” I asked sadly.
Amanda quietly washed my hair before saying, “Unfortunately, she’s now assigned as your Nest Hen and is one of the people you can’t refuse to change you… And I don’t think I’ll get anywhere with an abuse case this time. If she does it again, I want you to say these exact words, ‘My Mommy said she’s the only one who can touch me like that. Please just wipe me with a wipe and change my diapee.’” She paused, and I let it sink in, “If she continues, you have a good case to file an abuse claim, and she’ll know that.”
I nodded, “Okay…” paused, then said, “I guess I do want to go to that event just so I can make some friends. Maybe even after they’re adopted?”
She nodded, “You do need friends, dear.”
“I wish I could go to the Casino night event at 8pm to maybe hang out with Mia or someone like Megan!”
“They’d find some way to give you some demerits if you did,” Amanda told me, “best to pretend I’m making you go to bed like every other freshman Little at 7:30. In fact, make sure you don’t send any emails or anything after that either?”
I nodded, “I’d already thought about that and didn’t respond to either Mrs. Walters or Dean Sanders.”
“Dean Sanders emailed you?”
I was just sitting in the tub as she sat back and looked at me. I filled her in on what the emails had said. It was probably time for me to get out, but I said, “Mommy?”
“Yes, Princess?”
“So, what’s going on with Bella? You said you would explain it to me in the bath…?”
I looked up where Amanda knelt closer to the tub. Her face was definitely clouded with a mixture of concern and embarrassment as she sighed, “I did, didn’t I?” she pushed a hair out of her face with a wet hand and said, “I wish I understood what I was doing myself.” She seemed to think for a moment before unplugging the tub and wrapping me in a towel, “Let’s get a diaper on you, and we’ll go sit in the rocker downstairs, and I’ll try and explain.”
I was dried quickly, wrapped in a towel with my hair wrapped in what was probably a washcloth for her, before carrying me to the nursery where I could hear Bella softly snoring in our crib. Amanda just grabbed a diaper and a onesie quickly before leaving back downstairs. I was laid down on a changing pad she had downstairs and swiftly diapered, dressed in the onesie, and then she grabbed a comb and a brush and sat down with me in the rocker.
“So, Bella?” I asked again as she began combing through my hair.
“Daddy and Grandpa saw some more signs of that group we ran into when they were getting her stuff earlier. So when my dad got to her apartment, he kept everyone out for a few minutes and ran some scanning equipment. Dad found the whole place had been wired for video and sound. Once he disabled it all, they began loading her stuff up. Soon after, a lady claiming to be from Little Protective Services went up to Daddy flashed a badge. She claimed she was investigating a case of a neglected Little and asked what they were doing?”
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Chapters 5 and 6
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 5: Cartoons
MY EYES GREW wide with the information that LPS was investigating already. “What happened?”
“Fred had just sat Bella down in a playpen with a bottle of juice and a fresh diaper. I guess the woman pushed her way through the door to look around for a few minutes before talking to him. She had to admit it looked like they were doing a good job of cleaning up the Littles mess, and she seemed to be well cared for now. Some of her comments alluded that if she was discovered not being a good baby girl for her new parents, maybe someone else could better help her?”
“That’s horrible!” I breathed. “But… how far do they expect you to go?” I asked nervously.
“Well, that’s the thing… we’d already talked to Bella about something like this happening. So that’s when she told us last night just to go ahead and treat her like a baby with most things. Height-wise, she’s a little shorter than a two-year-old, but she’s so skinny the younger infant clothes fit her better. So she asked us to treat her like she’s about eighteen months old as far as the potty, eating, sleeping, and everything else.”
“You’re not going to…?”
“We don’t have to do anything else, Stacy. At that age, she’s old enough to crawl, walk, or run. She can feed herself finger foods and eat solid foods, but she’s still young enough that nursing and using her baba and pacifier are considered normal.”
“What about doing stuff like getting on the computer or playing with things other than dolls? Her sewing?”
“With an adult supervising, we’ll let her do some of those. However, the sewing will have to wait for a couple of months until we’re sure LPS will leave well enough alone.”
“And me?”
“What about you?”
“What about LPS and me?”
“Oh, silly girl, you’re fine. You’re a well-adjusted Little who, as far as they’re concerned, knows her place is in her diapees but is too smart not to go to school.”
I nodded, “It’s not fair though that I get to do some things she can’t?”
“Like?”
“Like she’s already in bed by eight?”
“Remember you have those nanites, Stacy – Bella’s a normal Little. Normal Littles, even independent ones, rarely stay up past nine! Remember, we have our long days here. Bella has gone to bed around eight for her whole life. So it’s not like it’s a punishment.”
I looked at the clock and saw it was nine-thirty, “So do I have a bedtime?”
“Well, I’d definitely say before your Mommy and Daddy!”
“Obviously, kind of hard to get into my crib by myself!”
“Exactly! So probably no later than eleven on most weeknights?”
I nodded, “Okay, I guess I can live with that.”
Amanda kept stroking through my hair until it was dry enough that she could loosely braid it. “Umm, Mommy? When am I going to be able to get my hair done?”
“I have an appointment for you and your sister at nine tomorrow?”
“That soon?” I asked, suddenly a bit nervous.
“I figured tomorrow was the best time with the tours going on?”
I nodded, “What are we doing with it?”
“I thought maybe you could just have the length evened up to just above your shoulders, and we’ll get it curled under?” Then, she suggested, “Probably also have them cut bangs into your hair?”
I nodded, knowing that could be way worse, “So I can still have a ponytail or pigtails?”
She smiled at me and hugged me, “Yep!”
“What about Bella?”
“We’re going to get hers done into a short bob,” she told me, “it’s a pretty normal looking cut for a Little her size to have,” she added.
“How long will you have to treat her like this?” I asked, going back to our earlier conversation.
She squeezed me in a hug and whispered, “only as long as we have to, and she wants to continue with it. If she decides she really wants to be done with it at some point, I’ll let you make contact with some people to get her free.”
I smiled back at her and returned the hug.
“Now, I spoke with a few colleagues about your placement test for tomorrow since I’ve never really paid much attention to it. They said you can choose which language you want to use as long as it’s something they have a compiler for.”
“Okay… You know which ones I understand – which should I use?”
“I think if you base your answers off what you called C#, that would be best?” She said, and I nodded, “It’s not exactly the same with some of the higher-order language functions of what’s current here, but it’s close enough that whatever you code should compile.”
“Okay… what’s different about the newer version you all use?” I asked, thinking back to our earlier conversation where it had been apparent that they seemed to have had all of our languages decades earlier than we did.
“Most of the differences have to do with some of the AI Cognitive Mapping functions we’re using in my studies...”
We had a totally nerdy conversation as she told me about some of the things she was working on. It turns out that AI and nanites were her primary focus. Her studies were based on the hopes of making it possible to remotely start civilizations on other planets with pre-built habitat domes. It was something straight out of science fiction, but it sounded really cool! She’d also been involved at low levels with the coding foundations for Tessa but wasn’t directly hands-on with the project anymore, so she didn’t know how far she had come along until last week.
When all was said and done, it was ten-thirty when Fred peaked his head in and said he was going to bed. As he left, Amanda asked, “You want a bottle before bed?”
“I’d rather nurse,” I said sadly.
“Well, you didn’t have any poopy accidents today? So let’s let your body clear until this weekend, and we’ll try to go back to nights?”
I nodded and sat comfortably on her hip as she filled a bottle with regular milk and some honey, heated it up, then sat down with me and fed the bottle to me while she hummed a lullaby to send me off to sleep.
I WOKE UP the following day to the flash of a camera. I blinked and came to the slow realization that I was being held. As I became more aware, I realized that I was serving as a teddy bear for Bella, who hadn’t apparently become aware of the attention yet. I looked up at Amanda and said, “Do you have to take pictures all of the time?”
“No, just when there’s an adorable moment,” Amanda said, smiling down at me.
“What…?” I heard behind me as Bella stirred. “Let me sleep in!”
“I need you to let your sister go, Bella; she has to get ready for her day, and so do you!” Amanda said as she reached down and lightly tickled Bella’s side.
“Stop it!” she whined while I made my escape.
I noticed that I really needed to pee and let it go into the dry diaper while Amanda picked me up. She felt my diaper warming and asked, “needed to go, huh?”
“Wish I would just go in my sleep and not think about it,” I admitted to her.
She squeezed me and said, “can you wait until after breakfast for a change?”
I thought about it for a second, then nodded, “Yeah.”
Fred came in right then, and she passed me to him, “Would you get Stacy going with breakfast? I made some oatmeal and cut up some fruit for her that’s on the table.”
“Sure, sweetie,” he told her as he took me and gave me a gentle squeeze.
As he carried me out the door, I watched Amanda pick Bella up and move towards the rocking chair to nurse her. I sighed heavily as he cradled me and walked downstairs, “Are you sure you don’t want to just avoid her milk forever, Stacy?” Then, as we made it to the bottom step, he asked, “I think you might never kick the habit if you start again?”
I shook my head, “Pretty sure… but you’re right, it’s an addiction. Every time I see Bella nursing, see Aman… Mommy pumping, or another Little feeding from their mommy… it causes this huge craving!”
“Is it getting easier?” He asked as he gently sat me down in the highchair and began buckling the harness.
I thought and shook my head, “Not really…?”
“Hmm… I wonder if there’s something you missed with the nanites? Most Littles who escape from their ‘parents’ seem to be able to move on with life without that problem?” he asked as he velcroed a bib onto my neck.
I shrugged, “I don’t know?” and added, “How active are the nanites still?”
“That would be a Mommy question, Stacy, but I think they are at least present still. Even if they are deactivated, I’m pretty sure they don’t leave your body completely.”
He put the tray on the highchair before placing the oatmeal, fruit, and coffee in front of me. The spoon sat in the oatmeal, and I drank a large gulp of coffee before beginning to carefully eat. I could feel the cloth padding of the seat’s cover on my legs since the onesie I was wearing only covered my diaper. ‘Oatmeal with Amanda’s milk is a lot better than this,’ I whined in my mind as I took each bite but kept eating it a spoonful at a time, alternating it with the fruit to help with the taste.
Fred read something on a tablet as I ate, so it was quiet enough for me to just think. ‘The nanites… I wonder if they can be programmed still?’ The thought of being able to maybe do something about the side effects of her milk and who knows what else was intriguing. I thought back to the code from the lab and remembered I had managed to get a copy of it onto my own computer. ‘Maybe I can hack my own nanites?’ I thought with a bit of a grin.
“All done?” Amanda interrupted my thoughts as she deposited a sleepy Bella into her highchair. She was dressed in a frilly pink bodysuit outfit with a skirt that hung well above the bottom of the crotch that was snapped shut. The result was that it easily showed off her pink princess diaper to the sides of the flap. Her long hair was pulled back into a simple ponytail that descended halfway down her back, making sense with us getting a haircut.
I gulped the last sip of coffee and nodded, “I guess so.”
“Let’s get you changed then and dressed so we can get going,” she pronounced as she came over to me, pulled the tray off, unbuckled me, and picked me up. “Do you need to use your potty?” she asked.
I thought for a second and shook my head, “not right now?”
“You sure?”
I nodded, “we’ll be able to come home before going to the university later?”
“Yes, we’ll have to drop off your baby sister,” she told me.
I just shook my head at the absurdity of having an older adult, over a foot and half taller than me, being called my baby sister! She pulled my wet diaper off upstairs and wiped me before asking, “What kind of diaper do you want, sweetie?”
“Just a regular Pamper?” I asked, “I don’t need anything thicker… right?”
She shook her head, “No, but I just wanted to make sure you didn’t want a thinner one?”
I shrugged, “All the girls last night saw my diaper, and I made no attempt to hide I’m not using the potty. Madison talked about their potty with them when one of the girls tried to pick on me.”
“What did she do?” Amanda seemed more than a little bit upset about me being picked on.
“It wasn’t anything big; she just wanted to know why I didn’t have a potty chart…?”
“You said?”
“Well, actually, Madison did ask me then if I needed one… I told her my mommy keeps me in diapers, so a potty chart would be kind of pointless!”
Amanda laughed then, “Okay, you handled that well.”
I nodded, and Amanda and I chatted as she dressed me in my uniform. As she finished, she handed me a dark green leather lanyard wallet that my student ID was now in and visible. “When did you buy this?”
“Yesterday while you were in your Little seminar,” she said as she quickly pulled my hair out of the braid that she did the night before. Then, she let it just hang loose around my head. “I can’t wait to have this styled, so I can do more with it!” she told me with a smile.
I shrugged, “Just as long as it’s not too short!”
“Don’t worry, Stacy, I want to have at least one daughter that I can play with her hair!”
‘One daughter?’ Before remembering the plans for shortening Bella’s hair to a short bob. It was sad, given how pretty her long hair was!
Soon enough, both of us were strapped into our car seats with pacifiers in our mouths and on the road to whatever salon she had chosen. Suddenly, the video screen she had strapped to the middle above our heads came to life, and a cartoon began showing. “Umm… Mommy? Is this safe?” I asked nervously.
“Yes, Stacy, it’s a regular Amazon cartoon with no messages. I did a lot of digging to make sure it was safe.”
“Okay…” I said and found myself watching a cartoon that was a cross between Dora the Explorer and a Disney Princess cartoon. I decided it had some decent production value, almost like an anime back home. We were nearly done with the episode hitting a cliffhanger when Amanda stopped the car, and the video turned off.
“Mommy!” Bella whined, “It was just at the best part!”
Amanda giggled as she came around and unbuckled me first, “It’s okay, it’ll be there when we leave. Let’s go get my two princesses pretty, though!”
To my surprise, she pulled the pacifier I’d forgotten from my mouth and left it in the car seat while she sat me down on the ground. I followed at a close distance behind her while she went to the other side to grab Bella. While she was gathering her up, I looked at the strip mall salon and saw it was named ‘Little Styles for Big Lives.’
“Come on, Princess,” Amanda called to me when she had our diaper bag over one shoulder and carried Bella on her other hip.
‘Why isn’t she carrying me?’ I wondered a little as I ran after her, taking four steps for every one of Amanda’s trying to keep up with her long legs! ‘I wonder what it will be like to go for a girl’s haircut?’
As she pushed the door open, a happy electronic chime sounded. “Welcome to Little Styles!” A plump Amazon woman said as we walked in.
“I have an appointment for my two Little girls?” Amanda told her.
“Absolutely; what’s the last name?”
“Westerfield.”
“Got you right here! We should have both of your stylists ready to go here in a couple minutes. Why don’t you wait over there, and we’ll call you back in a sec? I’ll make sure they put your two princesses in adjoining chairs!”
“Thanks!” Amanda said and carried us over to some chairs next to your typical waiting area where small children were involved. Many baby toys sat inside a fenced play area, while magazines covered a table in front of some chairs. Amanda sat down with Bella still in her arms, and I climbed into the chair next to her.
‘This is weird,’ I thought to myself. ‘Why is Amanda making me walk and basically ignoring babying me?’ There was no doubt I was feeling jealous of Bella getting to get carried!
Chapter 6: Lifestyles
AS WE SAT down, Bella was given a bottle in exchange for her pacifier, and I just had to sit there hoping I wouldn’t go stir crazy. Amanda surprised me by handing me my phone, which made me smile. I began looking around my apps and e-mail.
‘I should reply to Dean Sanders and Mrs. Walters,’ and began quick, but professional sounding, replies to both thanking Dean Sanders and letting Mrs. Walters know I would be coming as suggested. I had just hit send on my e-mail to Mrs. Walters when I heard, “Westerfield?”
A tall Amazon woman and a much shorter Betweener man stood by the desk waiting for us. I hopped down while Amanda pulled Bella’s bottle from her mouth, replaced it with her pacifier, and followed them back. “I’ll take care of your little one,” the Amazon woman said, and I expected her to take me, but instead, she took Bella and sat her in a weird stylist chair with a harness and spots to tie down your arms and legs.
“And I’ll work on you, sweetie,” the Betweener said, “I’m Alex,” with a very effeminate voice.
‘Talk about living down to your stereotypes,’ I nearly giggled but appreciated someone slightly closer to my size. Alex directed me to a chair that was next to the other booth. This one seemed to be more like a regular salon chair back home. It was probably sized for a Little, but I was so small that I was still a bit small for it, but other than that, it seemed to be an ordinary chair. “I’m Stacy,” I told him after a moment when I had climbed up.
“And who’s this?” The woman asked in a sickly baby talk voice.
“Bella,” she said softly around the pacifier.
“You must have just found a new home, huh?” She asked.
Bella nodded nervously.
“Well, Mommy, what are we doing with her hair today?” the Amazon woman asked Amanda.
“I thought she would be adorable with a short bob? Maybe just a bit below her ears, so it’s not so easy to get in her din-din?”
“Easier to clean and take care of too?” The woman looked for a moment before nodding, “It’ll be a great look for her. Anything else you want? I can do a perm?”
“Nah, the Shirley Temple days are long gone; I’m not a fan of curly hair.”
“I can understand that. It’s a pain to maintain, too!” the woman replied. “Now, do we need the arm and leg straps? You just got her, right?”
“You can go without those; Bella is a pretty good girl, and the harness should be enough.”
“We’ll see, huh?” the lady said before getting to work.
The Betweener then asked, “Ma’am, what are we doing on your big girl today?”
“She can tell you,” Amanda said.
I must have looked like a deer in the headlights then, but I said softly, “Can you even it up to my shoulders to where I can curl it under? Then cut my bangs? I still want to be able to put it in a ponytail or pigtails?”
“How about some layering?” He asked me as he studied my hair.
I shrugged, “Sure.”
“Okay, with you, Mom?” He asked Amanda.
“Sounds perfect to me,” she said in reply and settled down in a chair across from us.
My first ever experience in a salon was definitely a new one for me. Alex washed my hair before beginning to snip with his scissors, and I had to fight from crying at all of the hair falling everywhere. But, I tried to stay calm because Bella certainly wasn’t quiet next to me.
“Oww…” she cried at one point, and I hoped she was okay. But, from what I could tell, sobs were definitely coming from around her pacifier.
“It’s okay, Baby,” Amanda cooed at one point.
I eventually felt like I really needed to go pee and let it out into my diaper without even thinking much about it. After a while longer, I really began to feel the need to go the other way but fought to hold it in. ‘Pooping in this chair seems more than slightly embarrassing!’ Just as Alex finished with my hair and turned me towards a mirror, a small fart probably gave away my need to go to Amanda. “What do you think, Princess?”
I looked at my face and turned my head back and forth. The haircut was adorable on the little girl in the mirror! The fact that I was that little girl was still a bit of a shock - but I definitely liked it! With the haircut and my uniform, I looked like I might be about eight to ten years old. Well… at least if the size was taken out of the picture!
I smiled, “Thank you, I love it!”
“What do you think, Mom?” he asked as I saw Amanda stand up, now holding a Bella with shockingly shorter hair. Whereas my haircut added to my age, hers made her look like a young toddler.
“She’s beautiful, just like my big princess!” she smiled and kissed my head. “We’ll have to get her nails done next time we come in!”
“Our nail tech is great, actually, and all our nail polish is kid-safe! We do that, so if she sucks her thumb still, there’s no worry about what she’s eating,” the Amazon that had cut Bella’s hair said.
‘Great…’ I mumbled to myself, knowing I had sucked my thumb on numerous occasions to deal with someone like that.
“Let’s go pay, then we’ll go home and show Daddy!”
I reached the ground with help from Alex, who I turned around and said, “Thank you for treating me like a big girl today.”
He smiled widely at me and leaned down to whisper, “That’s why I’m here, honey, the big girls get me! Just make sure your mom asks for me in the future, kay?”
I smiled and gave him a hug before following Amanda to the front. After she paid and I began waiting for her at the car to put me in my car seat, the urge to poop became stronger. ‘Come on, you can hold it!’ I screamed at myself as the car began moving again. I distracted myself with the video that came back on, but there wasn’t much else to try and forget what was going on. As soon as she parked in the garage, I asked, “Mommy, can you please hurry? I need to go potty bad!”
“Just a moment Stacy,” she told me calmly as she came around to my door, picked me up gently, opened the kitchen door, and sat me down.
I hurried to the potty, pulled my skirt up, let the wet diaper plop beneath me, and sat down on the potty just in time for a mess that I was glad hadn’t gone into my diaper!
“What a big girl you are!” Amanda cooed at me as she came inside with Bella in her arms. She carried her straight to the playpen and sat her down. “Bella, I’m going to be right back,” she told her and came over to where I was sitting with the wet diaper lying in front of me and still on the potty.
“Lean forward, baby, so I can wipe you,” she told me. Then, a moment later, “what did you eat yesterday? This is icky!”
I thought back and said, “I had that bottle of regular milk last night?”
She nodded, “Maybe…?”
Once I was cleaned up, she handed me another Pamper and said, “put this on while I clean out your potty. I think Daddy’s upstairs in your nursery; if you want to go show him your new haircut then?”
“Can I wash my hands first?”
“Sure, sweetie, just let me go clean this out. This is worse than normal!”
I peeked in as I stood up and agreed. The watery stool was particularly putrid for some reason, but I was proud to have held it for what must have been a solid hour! I leaned against the cabinets and put on the fresh diaper just as she collected the wet diaper in a ball and tossed it in a new diaper genie that I hadn’t seen before. “When did you get that?” I asked as she picked me up to wash my hands in the sink.
“Yesterday, your Daddy made a trip to the store with Bella to pick up a few more things. With two of you in diapers in the house, it seemed like a good idea to have one downstairs too.”
I nodded as she sat me down and asked, “Mommy may I have my phone back so I can take a selfie of my new hair?”
She laughed, “Teenage girls are all alike!” She produced it, and I ran upstairs to show Fred and find the mirror in my room. I just caught her picking up Bella and saying, “Let’s have a snack, and then I want you to take a nap for your Daddy before lunch.”
‘This must be what it feels like to be a big sister normally… But I hate how jealous I am that she’s getting all of the attention from Amanda! And, all of her milk!’
Upstairs I found Fred assembling a pink bed in the nursery. It took me a second before my brain stopped, and I said, “Daddy, why are you putting a big girl’s bed in here?”
“Well, Stacy, we needed to get another bed for Bella. But your mommy and I decided we’d surprise you with a big girls princess bed since you’re the older sister!”
I felt my mouth drop slightly as I realized that a toddler’s bed had ironically become a big step up for me! First, of course, the bed was ridiculously pink and cute. It was obviously meant to be a bed fit for a ‘princess,’ featuring tall bedposts topped with crowns and flowery painted details that were so sickeningly sweet I knew every mom in the world would awe over. I ran over to him and hugged him, “Thank you, Daddy,” I told him.
“You’re very welcome, Stacy. Now Mommy will talk to you about the rules of sleeping in a big girl’s bed later, but why don’t you try it out?” He smiled at me.
I kicked off my shoes and hopped onto the exposed mattress of my new bed with a smile on my face. No longer being contained by bars every night was something I could really appreciate! There was still a babyish railing along half of the bed to keep a toddler from rolling out of bed. But, other than that, it was pretty nice! The mattress even felt nice and firm, like I liked!
Amanda came in without Bella and said, “Do you like your new bed?”
I jumped off the bed, ran over to her, and said, “Thank you, Mommy!” Then, as she picked me up and hugged me, I asked, “Why, Mommy?”
“You’re a big college girl Stacy. You should be in a big girl’s bed!” She sounded sad about it. “As much as I want to baby you all of the time, it’s not necessarily the smartest choice if you have to get by.”
“We also want to offer you the option of pull-ups at home if you want them,” Fred added.
I shook my head, “There are no small potties for me at school, so I’ll just keep my Pampers if that’s okay?”
“Sure, sweetheart,” Amanda said.
“Don’t you two need to get to the luncheon?”
“Oh, yes, we do,” Amanda said and checked my diaper before saying, “Oh, Daddy, what did you think about Princess Stacy’s new haircut?”
“It’s beautiful, just like her,” he replied as he came and hugged us both and kissed me on the forehead and her on the lips. “Have a good time Stacy,” he said.
“Thanks, Daddy,” I told him.
“Bella is taking a nap after her snack, honey. She had a hard time dealing with the haircut earlier…” she added.
Fred looked pained but said, “Okay, I’ll check on her in a bit. I just have a few more things to do in here for Stacy. We might go out shopping for a few more things later… Or, go to the park or something.”
“Okay, Dear,” she told him before walking downstairs with me and setting me down so I could grab my backpack and see that Bella was indeed out like a light bulb.
‘Poor Bella,’ I couldn’t help but think while remaining supremely confused about my own status. Other than helping me into the car seat, I didn’t feel like Amanda treated me at all like a baby as we traveled to the university. ‘Why does that bother me…?’ I wondered. ‘Do I like being babied?’
As much as I hated to admit it, I decided the answer was ‘yes, yes I do.’ I didn’t want to be one of Cassie or Chloe’s abused Littles, but the loving treatment Amanda was giving Bella was making me completely jealous. ‘I know she talked about having to have me grow up… but I guess I wasn’t expecting her to really do that.’
Apparently, my thumb found my mouth on the way because Amanda said, “You want to lose that tasty thumb before others see you?”
I blushed but pulled it out and let her wipe it off with a baby wipe she held in her hand. After discreetly tossing that into a trash bag hanging from the seat, she picked me up and sat me down on the ground. “So, this is supposed to be the last time we’re supposed to see you until Labor Day,” she teased me.
“I guess I’m not going to get that lucky, huh?” I teased her back.
I walked alongside her, having left my backpack in the car since I didn’t need it yet. The luncheon was apparently in a location called Venture Commons. I discovered that it was a vast indoor athletic facility with plenty of space for tables for all of the new students and their parents. I could see as we walked in that each table was covered with an elegant place setting. “Professor Westerfield!” a voice greeted us as we approached the front of the line.
“President Nitsche!” Amanda replied happily with a smile at the voice.
I looked to see a huge man with graying hair and a nice suit on. Amanda stopped next to where he was standing by the ropes of the line. “What brings our distinguished professor to an opening undergrad event?”
“My daughter, Stacy,” she said and patted my head with a smile.
I decided to go for broke and try a curtsy, “Pleased to meet you, sir.”
“Aren’t you adorable?” He said with a smile, “Nice to meet you too!” Then, he looked at Amanda, “I had totally forgotten about your Little exchange student. Surely this can’t be her?” he seemed surprised, “I thought she’d be larger?”
“So, did I,” I said with a smirk. I became a bit self-conscious when I realized many students and parents were staring at our conversation.
“Something either about a second trip through the gate or something… we’re not really sure what happened to her,” Amanda told him, “but she’s every bit as intelligent as we hoped she’d be.”
“That’s great! It’s unusual to let a Little live off-campus… or even accept an adopted Little to the university, but you do have an unconventional way about you, my dear.”
Amanda smiled at him in response.
At that point, he said, “It’s nice to meet you, Stacy. Please let me know if you ever need anything, ladies. I know you’ll want to eat something soon!”
As we traveled down the remaining distance, the stares continued, and I wondered just what I didn’t know! At the front of the line, attendants were seating the students and families as they came in. “One adult and a highchair?” ours asked.
“No, two chairs, please, but a booster seat would be helpful?” Amanda asked.
“We can do that,” the lady said and directed us to follow her to a table.
When we arrived, I couldn’t help but feel a sinking feeling as a family took up four of the eight chairs. A mother, a tall Amazon college daughter, and two highchair-bound Little girls sat across from Amanda and me. Their Little girls were sandwiched between the mother and her daughter. Amanda possessively sat between their mother and me. We were joined by a geeky-looking but tall Amazon boy and his mother a moment later.
As I was helped by Amanda into the booster seat, the ‘mother’ of the Littles helpfully said, “They do have high chairs available if you ask for them.”
“That’s okay, my daughter will be fine in a booster. It’s just a matter of helping her reach the table,” she smiled at the woman.
“To each their own,” the woman said snippily.
With that, I had a moment to stare at the two Little girls. She clearly had some treatments to them as they both had babyish smiles practically plastered on their faces. Drool dripped from their mouths to their bibs, and both alternated holding and gnawing on teething toys that were pointless with their teeth removed. Finally, one started to fuss a little, and the mother said, “Phoebe, here’s a jar of food for Fifi, would you spoon feed it to her?”
“Yes, Mom, I’ll feed the rugrat.” She looked at the jar and said, “Mom, really? You’re making me feed her carrots again? I have things to go to later, and I’m going to be a mess because she hates them!”
“She loves carrots,” her mom said condescendingly. “Just do it.”
“Rugrat, you’d better not spit this up all over me,” the girl warned severely to her sister, who began whimpering.
“Be nice, Phoebe. You won’t see your sisters for four months while you’re here at school.”
“Hi, I’m Jackson,” the boy next to me said suddenly.
I looked up at the tall boy and said, “I’m Stacy; nice to meet you!”
“I see you have a uniform on? So you’re a student?”
“Yep!” I smiled, “I know I’m short, but I can’t wait to start classes here!”
“What are you going to study? I’m studying Computer Science?”
“Me too!” I said with a smile.
“Hi, I’m her mother, Doctor Westerfield,” Amanda said to him.
I watched his eyes go like bug crazy and really began to wonder just who she was. “The professor of AI studies?”
“That’s me,” Amanda said.
“I’m Janice, his mother,” the lady next to him said.
“You’re really bringing a Little that cute to the university?” Phoebe’s mom asked, suddenly interrupting after spooning a mouthful of peas to the Little closest to her. “She’ll be adopted before she graduates and can use her degree.”
I smiled at her and said, “Actually, I’m already adopted, ma’am, so while you’re right, you’re also incorrect.”
The lady snarled at me, “Be quiet! Baby girls should be seen and not heard.”
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Chapters 7 and 8
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 7: La La Land
“THE WORLD VIEW of a dinosaur, Mom,” Phoebe said, “Please shut up, so you don’t embarrass us anymore?”
“Young lady!” her mom said.
“I don’t have to put up with this anymore, Mom. Yes, I agree that Littles are cute! But before you brainwashed, modified, and otherwise enslaved these two women, they were fairly bright adults living just fine on their own. Some Littles are more than capable of taking care of themselves and doing things. Leave it alone.”
My opinion of Phoebe went way up then!
“You…!”
Thankfully before her mom could speak anymore, a man stood up at the podium and introduced himself. “I’m Doctor Donald Machnar, Dean of the College of Arts and Sciences, and it’s my distinct pleasure to welcome all of our new students and their parents to this traditional event!”
An exceptionally long, at least to me, procession of speakers came up to greet everyone. President Nitsche was the final speaker, and finally, at the end of his speech, he said, “And now for what you really came here for, lunch! From what I understand, they want this side of the room to start, and we’ll move towards the other direction.”
For once in my life, I was shocked to see I was sitting on the lucky side that got to start! I wasted little time scrambling off the seat and joining Amanda in a line at an extensive buffet. I knew Emerson was an expensive private university, but I was genuinely shocked that they had colossal crab legs, steak, and sides for everyone at the buffet! My expensive-looking plastic fake china plate was heavy when I finished going through the line with Amanda and went back to the table. She set the plate on the table and helped me back into my seat. Unfortunately, the offensive mother was sitting there openly breastfeeding one of the Littles then. I definitely wasn’t jealous this time; her personality was terrible, and I couldn’t imagine nursing milk from a witch like that!
She glared at my plate of real food, and I saw the first signs of anything being left in ‘Fifi’s’ eyes as she looked enviously at the crab. I looked guiltily back down to the plate. Even though there was nothing that I could do for her, I felt terrible for eating real food in front of her. To my right, Jackson soon rejoined us, and in between bites, he began asking me about myself.
“Well… I’m actually from the other dimension?” I told him. “I came here to study here since Emerson is so far ahead of our dimension.”
“That is awesome! I’ve heard that… Although I once got to try a video game from your dimension, it was so much better than ours!”
“Which one?”
“Grand Theft Auto…” he said quietly to me.
I laughed, “Great game… Unfortunately, I didn’t bring it with me. I did bring some other games and systems, though.”
“Seriously?” He asked excitedly. “Any chance I could come over and try them sometime?”
Amanda made a noise, and he looked sheepish, “With your mom’s permission, of course…?”
She giggled then, so he knew she wasn’t really upset. “Classes have to come first. If you and Stacy maintain a 3.5 or better at midterms, I’ll let her have you over for a gaming session.”
“You just don’t want to share,” I said to her with my tongue out.
He laughed then as she nodded and agreed, “No, I don’t.”
Phoebe looked miserable when she returned with a plate of food for herself and her mom, who had switched to Fifi on her other breast. “You know you could help out here,” her mom told her. “I know how many pads you go through a day.”
“Mother…” poor Phoebe hissed as her face turned red.
“I’m just saying, it’s a waste of good milk?”
“That’s it, I’ll see you at Christmas!” Phoebe said to her mother as she stood up. She looked at us apologetically, “Sorry to disturb your lunch. Hopefully, we’ll have a more pleasant meeting sometime. Stacy?” She said, “Not all of us share my mother’s beliefs, and I hope we have a class together sometime and talk!” She turned her back and walked away as her mother pulled the Little girl from her breast and began chasing her with both Littles in her hands as best she could without really pulling her shirt up properly.
“She was a piece of work,” Jackson’s mother said.
Amanda just nodded and we sort of tried to ignore what had just happened!
When all four of us had finished lunch, we excused ourselves and left the center. It was a bit after this dimension’s noon hour, and I had a while to kill before the exam. “I’m guessing you need a diaper change?” Amanda asked me softly when we were away.
I realized I hadn’t gone yet and nodded as I released my bladder into my diaper. “Yeah… stop by a bathroom somewhere?”
“We could go to the university bookstore and look around there?” Amanda suggested, “There’ll be a bathroom there you can change your diaper in.”
“You’re not going to?”
“You need to get used to it,” she told me with a pained expression.
I ended up nodding, “I guess. Let’s stop by the car and grab my backpack?”
A plan was made, we walked to the lot she had parked. Amanda took a moment to make sure I had a few spare diapers in the bag before we left the car. When she was done, I slung it on my shoulders and walked, holding her hand to the student union. She led me to a downstairs bathroom just inside and pushed me to a stall while she went in another next to me.
I was really weirded out with the change in her behavior, but I shook it off and pulled a clean diaper and my wipes from the backpack. Then, holding my skirt up carefully, I pulled the tapes off the diaper and let it lay on the floor while I wiped myself quickly and methodically and dropped the used wipes in the used diaper. Now clean, I grabbed the new diaper and used the stall wall to help me put the new one on, pulled my skirt back down over my new diaper, balled up the old diaper, zipped up my backpack, and put it on. As I walked out of the stall, I thought, ‘that feels the most grown-up thing I’ve done in weeks?’
As I tried to reach up to throw the used diaper away, I couldn’t help but think, ‘It’s so much easier to have Amanda change me, though!’
I had just managed to toss it in when Amanda came out of her stall and pointed out a step stool to help me wash my hands on a lower handicap-accessible sink. I managed to get soap and wash my hands by myself too… and it felt weird!
“Good girl,” she said as she gave me a hug and led me out the door. “Shall we see if we can find some official Emerson clothes for you here?”
“Sure!” I smiled, knowing that everything would probably be as babyish as it could get in my size.
Sure enough, wandering the clothes, it became apparent that not much was available in Little sizes. What was available was expensive and awful! “Let’s look at the baby sizes,” Amanda whispered.
I nodded as I figured that would be inevitable. We found several racks of onesies in one corner, and a rack of dresses looked like they would fit me. A couple of the onesies looked cute, and I pointed out a pink and purple set to Amanda, “Mommy, how about those?”
She saw the ones I was looking at and looked at the sizes. “They only have them in your size, not your sisters…?”
“I was talking about for me,” I whined a little.
“Oh…” she said, and I wondered what switch had flipped in her brain that she wasn’t thinking of me for them! “I guess we could get one of these for you. You want one of these dresses too?” she held up a green polo t-shirt dress with an E monogrammed. It looked about as mature as a dress for a three-month-old could get, and I nodded. “Sure!”
She walked around the store and grabbed a few more things, including a couple of sippy cups and bottles branded with Emerson. “I think your sister would like these,” she said to me with a smile about the bottles and a couple bibs.
I found a large yellow floppy hat in another area that looked cute with my uniform. With a smile, Amanda added it to the pile. As we checked out, the Amazon at the checkout reminded her, “You know you can’t adopt her with her ID there, right?”
“I know, the baby stuff is for her sister.”
“Sister?”
“Already adopted,” I said to the girl with a smile. She looked confused but just did her job and finished checking Amanda out.
As we left the store, she said, “Hopefully, you can get a chance to wear a couple of those outfits on the weekends at least. You will look so adorable in them!”
“Don’t I have to wear the uniform all of the time like the other Littles?” I asked.
“If you’re in a cute outfit with me, your dad, or other adults, you’ll be fine,” she reminded me. “No one will try and take you directly from us!”
Just as she finished that thought, time slowed to a crawl as I watched Amanda fall down! It took me a moment to realize it was because someone shoved her! I turned to look at what happened, but a woman walking next to us with an empty stroller suddenly reached to grab me!
I noticed only at the last second, and jumped and tumbled away from the woman! At the same time, I began screaming, “What are you doing?!?”
I stared at the woman for a moment as she seemed confused that I had avoided her. “Get over here, baby!” she hissed at me as she walked towards where I stood. Just as her hand reached out to grab me again, I dodged around the other side of the stroller she had let go of. She snarled a moment before turning the stroller’s handles to try and knock me down with it! I quickly dodged back again and just missed the wheels hitting me! My hair lagged behind me as I jumped back, and I felt her grab onto some strands. I felt the pluck of some pulled hairs, but luckily, she’d missed most of my hair, and I kept moving away, leaving a small amount of my hair in her hand. I ducked underneath a nearby table to try and get some distance between us.
Turning for just a moment, I saw her accomplice was keeping an eye on us. It was a massive mistake on his part, though, because Amanda swept his legs from underneath him, and I heard him cry out in pain as she landed an elbow into him. My diverted attention was just as big of a mistake for me, as I nearly got caught again! The woman had closed the distance to the table I had just crawled under ridiculously quickly! I just managed to leap on top of a nearby table and then did a backflip off of it as she again tried for me. As I flew through the air, I managed to kick the side of her hand with my foot. She yelped in pain and grasped it for a moment. As I lept away again, I caught a glimpse of a tattoo.
For the next couple of moments, we played a vicious game of keep away. I jumped between, over, under, in, and around tables and chairs sitting inside the courtyard. I never stopped in my efforts to stay out of our attacker’s reach. Bystanders weren’t sure if they should help her catch her unruly Little or stop her. Like most situations, though, absolutely all of them did nothing except watch! ‘If she gets her hands on me, I’m done for!’
Just as I began feeling cornered against a wall and wondered how I could fend her off for much longer, I heard someone shout, “What’s going on here?” I watched as the lady and her accomplice abandoned the stroller and their confrontation with Amanda and me to flee the campus security guards who were pouring out from a doorway.
“Mommy, are you okay?” I ran over to Amanda, who seemed dazed but mostly angry. Her hair was a mess, and the winces in her face gave away the level of pain she was feeling.
She hugged me tightly and said, “I think so… It’s going to hurt in the morning, but are you okay?”
I noticed that we both had tears coming out of our eyes as a large man in a police uniform approached us. “Are you and your daughter okay, ma’am?”
She nodded, “I’m pretty sure those two were trying to kidnap my baby girl here!”
“Is this stroller yours?” he asked.
I shook my head, “No, that woman was pushing it…?”
There wasn’t much to tell about what had happened, but we gave our statements anyway. Then, as the officers went through the stroller, one of them held something up, “Sir, look what was in here!”
He held up what looked like a baby’s teether rattle, and I felt Amanda’s arms stiffen and begin shaking with anger. I turned to look up at her, “What’s that?”
“It’s an illegal mind-control device for Littles,” the man answered gently. “We’ll have to have it checked over and tested to be sure, but it would at least have temporarily made you go to La La Land so she could get you away without you alerting anyone you were being kidnapped.”
“Doctor Westerfield, do you have anyone who might have a grudge or something? This seems more planned than a simple campus snatch?”
I looked at Amanda and wondered what her answer would be. She seemed to think before saying, “This weekend we took a trip to Selegnasol and we met a Little on the plane next to us. After we spoke for a while on the plane, we made a mutual decision for us to adopt the Little girl. She’s now a baby sister for my Stacy here.”
“Go on…?” The large man who seemed to be in charge said.
“Over the weekend, it became clear that we seem to have managed to get in the middle of a shady Little trafficking ring. We had issues in the park and at the airport but hoped nothing would happen back here at home?” She sniffled a little. Both of our emotions ran high, and tears were going down her face and mine.
“That may very well have something to do with this then,” he said. “Let me check with my office and see if they got a good picture of them on our security cameras…?” He was on his phone for several minutes and didn’t look happy while doing so. He finally looked down at his phone and shook his head before coming back to us, “Look, my men will keep an eye out on you for the rest of the afternoon while you’re here on campus until we find this lady. She seems to have had a man helping her too, but the cameras didn’t record a good view of their faces.”
“Damn,” Amanda swore.
I thought before suggesting, “I could sketch her face on my tablet if you give me a few minutes?”
He looked at me a little dubiously and said, “Sweetie, I appreciate you want to help, but your stick figures won’t help?”
Chapter 8: Dangerous Enemies
“WELL, NUTS, I was going to give you something more like a professional portrait from a sketch artist…?”
“She’s serious?” The officer looked at Amanda.
Amanda shrugged, “I’ve never known her not to be.”
“Come on then, let’s go back to our office and give you a place to work…” the detective said begrudgingly.
“Thanks,” I beamed up at him with my best little girl smile that I’d occasionally practiced in the mirror. The effect worked as he blushed and muttered something. Amanda helped me up, and I looked at the time.
“You still have an hour until your test,” Amanda told me.
I nodded, “Should be enough time, I hope?”
The officer led us through a door right from the area next to the hallway that I learned led to the main security office. I was surprised to see an office like that in the student union. But, with all of the signs and literature about reporting rape posted, I guessed it was probably to help victims report crimes easier. ‘Of course, they don’t allow the Little victims to report,’ I thought darkly. What Madison had done last night wasn’t something I could report – but it should have been!
He led us to a conference room, and Amanda helped me get settled into a too-large metal chair. She handed me my backpack, and I pulled out my tablet and stylus. I saved the other image I had been working on before she could look at it and began a new canvas. I closed my eyes for a second and brought up my memory of the woman. ‘Yep, the nanites gave me a perfect photographic memory!’ I thought with a smile. I locked into the moment I’d looked into the woman’s face and began drawing. I was quickly able to render her face and features using charcoal and ink options in the app. The dexterity settings in the nanites seemed to have translated into a lot of fine motor control for me because my hands worked better at this than they had ever done before!
As I pictured her, I could remember a mole on her face and another on her neck in a pretty obvious place. Thinking back to it, there was also a tattoo on the underside of her wrist I’d seen. As I sketched on my tablet, the detective and Amanda would occasionally look over my shoulder. I couldn’t help but feel like a freak with some of the stares both gave me. Forty-five minutes later, I had a pretty darn near-photographic rendition of the woman. “This is her,” I told him while showing him the picture. “And she has this tattoo on the underside of her wrist,” I said, pointing to a side drawing.
He stared at both, particularly the tattoo, which seemed to make him frown. “That’s not good. That means she’s a part of the Trelini crew.”
“Trelini Crew?” I asked. Amanda’s face showed a combination of recognition and fury.
“Think mafia kiddo,” he said with a sigh. “You’ve got some enemies that will probably not give up easily. Can you e-mail me that sketch? If it’s accurate, you’re a hell of a lot better than the sketch artist at my old police department.”
“What’s your e-mail?” I asked and sent it off to him.
He gave it to me, and Amanda asked that I copy it to her too. Soon finished, I said, “I have to get to a placement exam now.”
“I’ll have a couple of my guys go over there with you,” he said, “in fact, we’ll give you a ride.”
I was glad to see they meant a ride on a golf cart-like vehicle instead of a police car! I noted that all of the campus security officers seemed to be armed with guns, tasers, and clubs. ‘Definitely more police department than security,’ I admitted.
They left Amanda and me outside the lobby of the Kilby Center, where I quickly waved my student ID at the entrance. Amanda waived hers as well, and we went upstairs to the third floor, where the test was scheduled to be held. Outside the door, she said, “Good luck! If I’m not outside when you finish, just come upstairs to my office.”
I nodded and walked into the room where a professor oversaw a couple dozen Amazons signing in for the test. “Did you get lost, sweetie?” the professor asked as I came up to the table that towered over my head.
“No, sir, I’m here for the placement exam?”
“Umm… we don’t get many Littles who take this test… No Little sized computers in this lab… I don’t know if you’ll be able to manage it?”
“I’ll be fine,” I smiled that same little girl smile at him, and he took on the look of ‘oh sweetie, you’re so cute. I’ll let you make a fool of yourself.’
“Your time to waste, I suppose…” he said, “name?”
“Stacy Westerfield,” I replied.
“Are you related by chance to Professor Westerfield?” He asked, cluing in immediately.
“Does it matter?” I asked back.
“No, it shouldn’t. You’re just a Little after all…” the professor said condescendingly. His interest seemed to deflate, and I let him point me to a large computer system in the front row that was spaced away from the next giant student. The boy looked familiar, and I realized it was Jackson.
“Hi Jackson,” I said as I approached the seat.
“Well, hi again, Stacy,” he said with a smile to me. “I should have known I’d see you here.”
I smiled back, “Of course, I have to entertain myself somehow, right?”
“Your dollies aren’t fun enough?” One girl a row away snickered.
“They said you were going to play with them today,” I said in that sweet voice. “You promised them you would wear a diaper just like theirs!”
The girl looked at me like she was ready to leap over the desk and pound my butt, but a moment later, her face cracked, and she began laughing, “I like you, kid!”
Now free of the banter, I looked at the gigantic chair and hoped I still had that plastic portable booster seat thing in my bag so I could reach the keyboard. Thankfully Amanda seemed to have thought about it, and I found it inside next to my other spare diaper. Thinking about my diaper, I realized I was about to leak!
“How much time before we begin the test?” I asked tentatively.
“Ten minutes?” Jackson said.
“I need to head to the bathroom really quick,” I said as I ran out and waved at the professor – not giving him a chance to say anything.
Luckily, I found a bathroom close by and quickly changed my Pamper for another, making it back to the room and into my portable booster before he began instructions. “Your skirt is tucked into your diaper,” Jackson whispered to me as he started.
I blushed when I realized that the back of my skirt was indeed tucked into my diaper, and everyone could see the characters and green backing of the back of the diaper. I sighed and just pulled my skirt back down, ignoring the snickers of the girl behind me.
‘At least she didn’t follow me to change me,’ I thought. ‘Glad I caught it before I leaked all over my skirt.’
“Good afternoon,” the professor at the front said, “I’m Doctor Wernstrom; I teach the intro to computer programming classes here at Emerson. Please make sure your phones and other devices are turned off.” He paused while people did that. ‘Amanda has mine,’ I thought and wondered about my watch. There was no way to airplane mode it from what I remembered, so I decided I’d play dumb if it came up. “I need you to log in now to the testing screen in front of you with your Network ID and Password.”
I reached and managed to use the lever on the side of the chair to push me up as high as it would go. With the booster, I was able to reach the keyboard almost comfortably as long as I was kneeling on my knees. I heard a giggle behind me but ignored it as I typed on the giant keyboard. Even though it was huge compared to me, I could still type rapidly. I mostly was hunting and pecking, but I’d figured out a way to do a three-finger system with my pinky, middle finger, and thumb on Fred’s that had let me speed up a bit. That technique had me logged in before one of the professors teaching assistants walked by to offer assistance. His face amused me when he realized I wasn’t a total idiot!
I just smiled at him and waited for the next instruction.
“Okay, many of you may have some formal coursework in coding. Others may have just had hobbyist experience,” Doctor Wernstrom said. “This test will let you test out of up to four semesters of computer programming fundamentals: CS 110, CS 111, CS 131, and CS132. It is possible you will only receive credit for CS110 depending on your scores – or of course nothing at all.” He looked right at me when he said that, turning me red and fuming. “The test must be completed in two hours. Your code for each problem may be in any standard language for which we have a compiler. Do not use anything that’s an oddball proprietary language – it won’t earn you extra points, and it won’t be graded!” He said that sternly as if someone had tried that many times to make brownie points.
“The software is designed to automatically recognize formatting in most of the major languages to help you edit quickly. However, it will not give you information on any functions or codes that you may have forgotten. All of your code must compile and meet the directions. If any code doesn’t operate correctly, end as noted, or give good results, it will not receive credit. The way the software works though you will not be able to compile it to test it – this test assumes that you have a good fundamental understanding of how the code works.”
I gulped and hoped everything would run since I frequently checked my code by compiling it!
“Please understand that the most elegant solutions will receive the best scores! Less code is more! Due to the open nature of this test, it may be Thursday before we have some of your results. Any questions?” He asked.
“Seeing none, go ahead and click the start button, and good luck!” He told us.
I quickly followed his directions and read the first question. It was a simple problem of generating numbers based on the Fibonacci sequence, and I swiftly wrote a very minimal few lines of code that would do so. I’d done that in the first week of one of my classes in high school, so I was sure it would work! The program then delved into ideas of ‘game of life’ sequences and other pretty simple problems before advancing onto using matrices and databases. The test kept me zoned out to the world as I worked. Only a fleeting feeling of needing to pee and releasing that into my diaper made me think at all about where I was at. Though the wet diaper was quickly ignored, I went right back to coding.
The final question was a much more advanced task that made me actually think. I reached it with an hour to spare and began carefully coding the project in the hopes of cracking it. It reminded me of the Lego Robot challenge I had done my senior year. This question did give some information on code that was available and essentially demanded you design a robot to autonomously navigate a field of obstacles and challenges. ‘This could be a DARPA award question!’ I grumbled to myself as I did my best to give a solution.
“Thirty minutes left!” the professor called as I was halfway through coding my solution.
I sighed heavily and found myself chewing on my tongue as I kept moving on. ‘I wonder what someone would say if I used a pacifier in class…?’ I shook my head and got back to work.
The problem was you had to first code a set of responses for the obstacles… not terribly tricky, but very time-consuming! I hoped I was on the right track as I moved into an if/then statement that covered the first challenge when the robot reached it. Unfortunately, I was stuck on how to recognize that the robot had reached it when I noted a hint they’d given in the question and information above and incorporated it.
“Ten minutes remaining,” he called just as I attacked the final challenge on the course. It demanded an answer to a number problem query. It was a simple little code exercise once I came up with a way for the problem to call for a response. I had just clicked save and submit five seconds before he called, “Time!”
I had just a moment to view ‘Congrats, you finished the test,’ before the screen locked the other students and me out.
All around me, students grumbled, “I didn’t understand anything past question two!”
Jackson looked at me as I stretched out and began considering jumping down, “I made it to the last question, but that was too much for me. How’d you do?”
I smiled, “I think I did pretty well.”
“What question did you finish last?” He asked me as I slid down and began folding up my portable booster seat into my bag.
“The last question?”
“So, you were stumped there too?”
“No,” I shook my head, “I finished the last question. Hopefully, it compiles. I clicked submit like two seconds before he called time.”
“Wait, you finished?” A girl asked who had given me a hard time before the test asked. “You mean you just submitted a made-up answer for each question, right?”
I laughed, “They should be right answers; we’ll have to see.”
I walked towards the elevators and saw Amanda wasn’t there yet. I was shocked a moment later when the girl said, “You’re wet again, Little girl! You definitely need a diaper change. Want me to do it?”
“No thanks,” I said politely.
“Well, I’ll have to take you to your dorm or the infirmary then?”
“I’m just going up to my mommy’s office, she’ll take care of it for me, but thanks,” I told her. “If you could push the up button for me and then the top floor, I would appreciate it.”
“What?” The girl was confused. “Your mommy works here?”
“Yes, she told me to meet her on the top floor. So if you’re really that worried about me, you can come to meet her… but I am already adopted, so there’s no point in badgering me?”
“She’s not making that up. I met her mom earlier,” Jackson told her with a smile. “By the way, I’m Jackson?”
“Hailey,” she told him.
“I’m Stacy,” I told her as the door opened for the up elevator, and Jackson pressed the button for me before stepping back out. “Nice to meet you, Hailey, maybe some other time?”
The doors closed on a thoroughly confused giant, and I couldn’t help but laugh and breathe a sigh of relief at the same time!
When the doors opened, Kimberly greeted me with a smile, “Well, hi Stacy! Did your mommy forget you downstairs?”
I laughed, “You know her with her toys!”
“I do indeed. The number of times your daddy has had to call me to go interrupt her so she would go home makes what I do a full-time job!”
I giggled, “I’m going back to her office?”
“Her doors probably shut. So let me go back and open it for you,” she told me. Sure enough, the door handle, which would have been out of my reach without a serious jump, needed her to open it. “I found a lost Little girl looking for you,” she told Amanda as she started from her computer and looked at a clock.
“Oops… I guess I forgot about you, huh?”
“Uh-huh,” I smiled at her.
Kim laughed as she closed the door behind me, and I walked over to Amanda.
“How’d the test go?”
I shrugged, “I think it went well? I finished it, and I think I did it right. Most everyone else looked overwhelmed after the first question or two.”
“You finished it?” she asked with some surprise. “Completely? The autonomous section too?”
“I think so… It should compile and work. I hated that I couldn’t run test runs of the programs to make sure they were bug-free.”
“Hmm…” she looked thoughtful as I walked up to her.
“What were you doing that you forgot about me?” I kidded her.
“Umm… using your sketch to try and find the woman who tried to snatch you?”
“Oh…” I said, “any luck?”
“Yeah, I think so. I used a processing software one of our faculty members has been testing. I then ran facial recognition through the local police department’s online mugshot database.”
“Wait… is that a public database…?” I asked.
Her blush made me think it wasn’t, “well, it’s not exactly heavily guarded?”
“Mommy, Daddy is not going to be happy if he finds out,” I smiled at her.
“Good thing he won’t, huh?” she smiled back and picked me up to set me on her lap in front of the computer screen. A picture of the woman matched my memory and my sketch precisely as displayed on the screen.
Serena Ricci, Age 42
Convictions: Petty Theft, Assault, Drug Possession – May 2003
Known Affiliations: Trelini Mafia
Suspected crimes went considerably longer on her ‘rap’ sheet. “She’s a piece of work?” I said.
Amanda nodded, “Yeah, she is. Dangerous one too… I’m going to send this to my dad and see what he can do to help us out.”
I watched as she composed an e-mail before she felt my diaper under my skirt, “Feels like you need a change?”
I nodded and shyly asked, “You do it?”
She turned me around in her lap, “Stacy… You probably…”
“Please?” I asked.
“I thought you wanted to be a big college student?”
“Well yeah… but that doesn’t mean I don’t want the most awesome mommy in this dimension to still take care of me?”
She squeezed me tight, “I want you to be able to get by on your own during the days…?”
“I changed myself several times today. It’s mommy’s turn,” I tried a smile on her.
“Oh, I see how this is,” she said as she began mercilessly tickling me, and I found myself wetting the diaper some more. The tickling session ended with her standing up and holding me upside down for a second before she grabbed my backpack and laid me down on her couch. She pulled a changing mat from somewhere that she moved underneath me before reaching into my bag for a diaper and wipes.
“Uh-oh,” she said.
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Chapters 9 and 10
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 9: Mice Nest
“UH-OH?” I asked.
“Yes, uh-oh… This is your last Pamper in here...?”
“Oh… well, hopefully, it’ll get me through dinner and the events?”
“I guess we’re going to have to hope for that. You might make sure you get any other pee-pee out into that diapee before I change you?”
I nodded and tried to force my bladder to completely empty, but there wasn’t much left as far as I could tell. I must have made a face that said I was done because Amanda pulled the tapes loose on my diaper and began cleaning me up. She didn’t take a long time, but it was definitely different from my quick changes earlier. I smiled as she taped me into the new diaper and hugged her, “Thank you, Mommy.”
She hugged me back, “You’re very welcome, Princess.” Then, after a moment of holding me, she pushed me away so she could throw the diaper in a disposal sack and then into her trashcan. “You ready to go meet with your nest?”
I shrugged, “Not really… but I figure I should try to make some friends. Never know when that can help!”
She hugged me and said, “That’s a really smart attitude! Do you want me to come to find you later with some more diapers?”
I shrugged, “What’s the worst that will happen?”
“A diaper change?” She tried to sound hopeful. “Hopefully that’s it… remember you are tiny, though! They may not even have your size!”
“I guess I’ll risk it this time,” I told her. “Remind me to stock my bag with a lot more tonight!”
“I’ll also bring a box of your diapers here to keep in my office tomorrow.”
“Kay,” I told her as she helped me up and used her fingers to straighten my hair.
“Remind me to get you a hairbrush for your bag, too,” she said, grabbing my hand. “Here’s your phone, Sweetie,” she said as she helped me tuck it into the front pocket.
We caught the elevator downstairs and checked out with the security desk, where Amanda asked, “There’s supposed to be someone from security who can take us over to Wenig?”
A different guard than usual looked at her for a moment before his eyes registered some information. He quickly said, “Let me call them.”
A few minutes later, one of their team was pulling up with a cart, and we hopped on for the ride across campus. “Can you wait here just a moment?” Amanda asked him when we pulled up. “I’ll need a ride to my car?”
“Sure thing, Ma’am,” the policeman said. Amanda helped me hop off her lap where she’d held me and walked me to the door where an Amazon girl was watching.
“Can I help you?”
“Stacy is here to get together with her nest?”
“You know where you’re going, hon?” She asked me in that condescending baby voice.
“Yes, ma’am, may I go ahead and go upstairs?”
“Go ahead,” she told me, and I walked to the elevator after waving bye to Amanda.
The elevator did actually feature a button that was low enough for me to press to call it! The designers built a double set of control panels inside to make it easier for Littles to push their destination. I pressed ‘2’ quickly and watched the doors shut. I sighed and hoped this wasn’t something I would regret doing! When the elevator opened, I could see a hallway oddly empty of any Littles. A few Bigs, mostly girls, wandered around, and I assumed they had to be Nest Mothers. I made a point not to make eye contact but just walk straight to the room and manage to get in without being challenged. The door was open, so I walked in and saw all of the Littles seemed to be doing their own thing in the room – almost seeming like regular college students!
Madison was nowhere to be seen, but Laura seemed to intently try to do something with her computer. “Hey,” I walked over to her.
“Stacy!” She said with a smile and gave me a quick hug. “You came back today?”
I shrugged, “Mrs. Walters sent me an e-mail last night asking if I would come ‘bond’ with my fellow students today until the end of the evening’s activities when you have to go to bed.”
“When we have to go to bed?” Laura whispered with a smile.
“You know what I mean… I have to go home.”
“Somehow, I think I do know what you mean! But, I don’t blame you, and I won’t accuse you.” She told me with a smile. “I didn’t see you earlier?”
“Where?”
“The city tours?”
“Oh… well, since it’s not like I’ll be getting around on my own anyway. So I went to get my hair done instead.”
“I thought something was different, but I haven’t seen you long enough to know if it was just a different way you styled it!”
“What do you think?”
“I like it!” she said as she looked at it and ran a hand through it, “It’s like elementary chic!”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “Better than daycare chic?”
“Definitely!”
“Were you at the luncheon?” I asked her.
She shook her head, “Only Littles who still had their parents could go. Everyone else had bagged lunches on the lawn in front of the dorm.”
“That sucks…” I said.
“What was at lunch?”
“A feast of seafood… well and crazy Bigs… but you know how it is,” I told her.
She nodded sadly, “Yep.”
“So that was hours ago. Why are you just now showing up?”
“Oh, I had to take the computer science placement test.”
“How’d that go?”
“Good, I think… we’ll see how the test grade turns out, though.”
We talked for the next twenty minutes and were joined by Annie, Esther, and Gemma. Esther’s parents had still been there, so she’d been at the luncheon, but everyone else seemed to have been hanging out and getting situated at the dorm. Apparently, a couple of Littles from other rooms had not taken the CARE exam yet. They’d watched them leave with nest mothers escorting them to the test that morning, but none returned to the dorms when their escorts returned from lunch later. So that evolved into a question on how everyone else had made it through the test. Most of them knew about the change in rules in advance, but one girl was lucky enough to have worn a diaper and not needed to go poop.
“How did you make it through it?” Gemma asked me, “You’re so tiny…?”
I laughed, “It helps when your adopted daddy is a surgeon? Let’s just say I was completely clear of everything and leave it at that!”
She looked at me, “So you really are adopted?”
I nodded, “I’m not from this dimension… I’m here more as an exchange student. I was scared to live here in the dorms… having heard some things in advance. So I decided my best bet was to find foster parents, so to speak.”
“You’re going back to the other dimension when you graduate?” Laura asked.
“That’s the goal, at least…?” I sighed, “Not sure if it will work out easily with the tracker that they stuck inside of me. It starts going off the second I go through the doors at the portal.”
“You’ve been back to the portal?” Annie asked with surprise. “Why would they take you back there?”
“To talk to my parents?”
“They let you do that?” Gemma asked.
“It’s one of the things in the contract,” I told her.
“Contract?” Esther asked.
“This is my second trip to this dimension,” I told them, “on my first, I saw how things are for Littles. I’m actually Betweener size back home, but here I’m like half my size this time… Anyway, my adoptive parents and I set some ground rules before I came on what was and wasn’t acceptable.”
“Oh,” Laura said curiously. “Like wha…?”
Before any of the girls could badger me for more information, I heard Madison’s voice, “Oh Stacy! You decided to join us!”
I looked up and forced a smile, “Hi Miss Madison, Mrs. Walters invited me to come over for the afternoon.”
“I’m glad you did! You seem to be making good little friendships now, too, huh?”
Her patronizing voice desperately made me want to strangle her, but I kept the smile on my face and just nodded. Finally, she asked, “Well, are all my little mice ready for din-din?”
“Yes, Miss Madison,” the other girls said together as a chorus. Thankfully she wasn’t looking at me, so she didn’t notice that I missed the cue.
“Why doesn’t everyone use the potty one more time before you go?” she suggested. She led everyone to the bathroom door, and I watched her lift each girl’s skirt up as they passed. Everyone had dry pull-ups displayed until she got to Annie, whose pull-up was sagging.
“Something you need to tell me, Annie?”
“Sorry, Miss Madison, I had an accident… Would you please help me change my pull-up?”
“Why certainly,” she told her. She picked her up and sat Annie on her hip before looking at me, “Well, Stacy, don’t you want to try and use the potty like the other ‘big’ girls?”
“Miss Madison, you’re silly. I told you last night I’m not potty trained!”
“Oh, that’s right, I forgot we had a baby Little already, huh?” She said. “But I’m guessing Annie here’ll be joining you soon, huh?” She tickled the stomach of the Little in her arms as she lay her down on the changing table.
There was no pretense as she pulled her skirt up, ripped the pull-up, and began wiping her with a baby wipe. “Now, Annie dear, do you want to try and be a big girl in a pull-up or use a diapee like Baby Stacy?”
“Pull-up, please,” Annie said in a shaking voice that I assumed meant she was in tears.
“Okay, Annie, but one more daytime accident today, and you’ll be wearing diapees, just like your baby friend until you can show me for a week that you can stay dry during the daytime.”
“Yes, Miss Madison, I’ll do better!” Annie whimpered.
“Good girl,” she said to her when she sat Annie down while flashing her new clean pull-up. The other girls were coming out of the bathroom as she ran into the bathroom to make sure she was empty, and Madison rounded on me.
“Now, Baby Stacy, you said you aren’t potty trained, so I need to at least make sure you’re all dry before din-din. Would you be a big girl and pull your skirt up so I can make sure you’re dry?”
Chapter 10:Unprepared
I BLUSHED A little but did so, “See, I’m all dry!”
She turned me around and pulled my diaper back open, “And clean too! Maybe someday you’ll be ready for the big girl’s potty like everyone else, huh?” She said to the audience of girls who I noticed were a mixture of disgust, fear, relief, and embarrassment. Somehow, I was pretty sure every girl had all four of those emotions showing!
She walked to a shelf and grabbed the rope in her hand. Before saying, “Come on, Mice, let’s make our caterpillar line!”
I grabbed onto the last purple ring again and noted that my name was now written in sharpie on it. I hung on as we were led to the elevator and then downstairs to a large lawn area with a big white tent with catering servers. As we walked in the line, many of the Amazon students snickered and stared at us. Several we passed said, “Awe! She’s so cute!” referring to one of us. ‘Probably me,’ I admitted.
“Okay, now girls, you’re going to each get one plate of food and then come sit down on the grass outside!” Madison said. “I’ll have blankets down for you when you get back for you to sit on so we don’t get grass stains all over your cute uniforms!”
“Yes, Miss Madison,” I joined everyone in saying this time.
Joining the line with the other Littles, I noticed the group already seemed smaller, even if it was only a few from the CARE exam… ‘Where did the others go…?’ I wondered. Apparently, they took our size into consideration for dinner, and we received pieces of chicken breasts that had to have been quartered from their original size. Of course, they were still big, but given the size of food I saw on the Bigs plates, I knew they had done the right thing! Once I had chicken and the sides, I walked back to the blanket and sat down.
“Oh, you didn’t get a drink?” Madison asked as I sat down.
“I have one in my bag already, Miss Madison,” I told her politely and pulled my backpack off my shoulders to grab the bottle of water Amanda had me put in there.
“Are you sure?” she asked, “Everyone else is getting some really sweet punch that looks yummy?”
I noted then that everyone was getting punch cups in open cups and groaned at their stupidity for taking them! Most walked with full cups that they seemed to quickly guzzle and chug. I had a gut feeling that it was just a matter of time before a disaster, in some form, was going to strike. ‘Will it be immediate? Or, after she diapers everyone for bed?’ I wondered.
“I’m sure, Miss Madison, I’m following my mommy’s rules. You wouldn’t want me to get in trouble with her, would you?” I asked with as cute a smile as I could pull off.
Her face was adorably pissed off, and I fought the urge to giggle. “No, we wouldn’t want that.”
Laura and everyone from the nest came and sat down on the blankets Madison had set up before going for her own food. I noted the Bigs had picnic tables inside the pavilion to sit at, but we weren’t allowed to join them for some reason.
“Why do we have to eat on the ground?” Annie asked my question for me.
“Another way to demean us as future babies,” Brooke answered her. “We’ll probably all be pissing and shitting our diapers like Stacy there long before we have a chance to graduate.”
“Well, at least I have a head start,” I said as I stuck my tongue out at her. The other girls laughed at her.
“Hey, at least she’s been adopted to a better situation than any of us will get!” Gemma said.
“So enough about adoptions,” Laura said, “it’s depressing. Does anyone have any tips for tomorrow’s math test you’ve heard?”
Welcoming the subject change, some of the girls began talking about what they’d heard.
“I know you can’t leave to use the bathroom,” Gemma said.
“Like seriously?” Alyssa asked. “I’m just going to go in and take it and know I’ll be in the remedial classes. I still don’t know how my CARE score was enough to pass!”
“What’d you get?” Annie asked.
“Overall, like 1039,” she said, “but on the math, it was like a 48? If it hadn’t been for the other subjects, I’d have been screwed.”
“Well, you also made it through without shitting yourself,” Chelsea said.
Out from nowhere, I watched as Madison had reappeared, pulled Chelsea up and over her kneeling knee, pulled her skirt up, panties down, and began pounding her butt with her hand. “You will not cuss, little girl!”
By the end, she was a blubbering mess as Madison said, “I won’t give you a demerit this time, but next time you’ll be seeing the Dean!”
“Yes… Miss Madison… Tha... Thank you…” she stammered out while snot and tears covered her face. She walked away towards a tree to collect herself for a minute.
After an awkward moment of silence, I asked Laura, “What did you get on your test?”
“Oh… 1350?” she said.
“That’s really good!” Jasmine said. “I only got a 1200.”
I sat and tried to keep quiet as I knew my score was a bit out of the normal range. “Okay short stuff, everyone else has said what they got, you haven’t – what’d you get?” Madison asked when she figured out I’d been quiet about my own score.
“Oh… a pretty good score…?” I said, hoping not to make everyone feel like I was a genius.
“Pretty good?” Laura prodded.
“Like worse than Alyssa?” Annie asked tactlessly.
“Umm… no, it was better.”
“You are seriously not going to try and feel like you’ll be embarrassed by a bad score, right?” Brooke said. “I mean, obviously, you’re here?”
I sighed, “1929,” I said quietly.
“You’re lying, right?” Madison said.
“No, Miss Madison, I guess it’s a pretty good score, but I was just doing my best,” I told her.
I watched her dig out her phone and go digging into something. “Let me see your ID Stacy,” she told me, and I watched as her phone must have taken a picture and scanned it.
“Well, I’ll be; you’re telling the truth… probably the highest score anyone has in your class Stacy.” She seemed a little impressed as she scrolled through a screen, “Wait, you’re the Little that almost got kidnapped earlier?”
“Kidnapped?” Laura asked.
“What?” another girl asked.
I sighed, “Yeah, that’s me.”
“What happened?” Annie asked.
“Not really sure…?” I kind of lied, but I thought I would tell some of the truth too, “Mommy, Daddy, and I went to Selegnasol this weekend for a vacation, and they ended up adopting another Little as a sister for me on the plane.”
“Big sis or Little sis?” Someone asked.
“She’s bigger than me but littler?”
Everyone nodded as if that odd fact made perfect sense… and I just continued on, “Anyway, apparently someone else wanted her, and they’re not happy with my parents.”
“That’s scary!” Jasmine said.
“I know… I’m just glad I saw the woman just in time to jump out of her way! Otherwise, I’d be a mindless baby right now...” I sighed, “She had some sort of illegal hypnosis brain scrambler thingy in the stroller they were going to push me away in.”
Several girls hugged me then, and I knew they understood how scary that was. Worse yet, it was probably most of their fates to be stolen away like that… That depressing thought made more tears go down my eyes before Madison said, “Okay, girls, we need to go back to the dorm and freshen up before going to the stadium for the freshman class photo.” Funnily enough, for some reason, Madison seemed to give me a sympathetic look then too, and I wondered if she might have a heart after all?
I doubted it.
During the walk back, I couldn’t help but note that I suddenly had to pee even though I didn’t drink a ton of my water! ‘I really want to hold it until after the picture!’ I thought to myself. As we rode the elevator up to the second floor again, I couldn’t help but release it into my diaper. While I felt relieved, I couldn’t help but worry about not having another diaper.
“Okay, my little mice, why don’t you all go ahead and go potty and make sure you’re ready so we can go to the stadium and take our picture with the big kids.”
“What are we wearing?” Alyssa asked, “Do we need our shirt from yesterday?”
Madison giggled, “No, the big kids wear those tonight, but we just want to see all of you adorable boys and girls in your cute little uniforms tonight. So, make sure you straighten up, and those of you who spilled juice on your blouses switch them out quickly.” She paused and looked at Anaya, “I know that big glass was a bit much for you, Anaya, so make sure you get your uniform soaking so you don’t end up with any demerits for your uniform being dirty; the next time you wear it.”
I watched Anaya gulp and the other girls work on going to the bathroom. Then she rounded on me, “You were doing the potty dance in the elevator, so I’m guessing you have a wet diapee?”
I sighed, “Yes, Miss Madison, I wet my diapee.”
“Do you have a spare with you in your backpack?”
“I went through all of them today with the kidnapping incident…?” I said with a sad look on my face.
That must have been the right card to play, “Oh no, sweetie! I can totally see that messing things up for you… Let me look at your diaper and see if it’ll hold on through the picture?”
I stood still as she pulled my dress up, and the girls who were still in the room got a view of my yellowed diaper that was beginning to droop.
“Sweetie, unfortunately, this one’s about done. Let me see what I have in our changing supplies that might be small enough for you… What size do you wear?”
“Newborn in Little diapers or Size 1 in baby diapers,” I told her, feeling tears nearing my eyes.
“The smallest size I have in here is a Size 2 in Littles…” she said. “Stay right there, sweetie! I’m going to go check our supply closet down the hall.”
“Thank you, Miss Madison,” I said.
I let my skirt fall back down and noticed the other Littles were shying away from me and trying to look busy over by their desks. I sighed, ‘Well… that’ll teach me to not have enough diapers… I hope she’s not bad when she changes me!’
Madison came back a moment later with a large box of ‘Comfee Plus Overnight’ Little diapers with a large N on the size. “We’re in luck, sweetie. They had a box of these hidden away in the closet!”
I forced a smile and said, “thank you for looking.”
“You’re very welcome,” she said as she opened the box, “I’ve never actually seen anyone use this brand before at the university. Usually, they just use them in the daycare centers.”
My eyebrows went up a bit then, and as soon as she pulled out the diaper, I knew there was a reason for that comment. It was thick. REALLY thick! Before I had a chance to register my concerns, she picked me up and laid me down on the changing table, pushed my jumper out of the way, and pulled the tabs loose on my Pamper.
“You know I’m so used to bratty Littles fighting their diaper changes that it’s weird changing a good baby girl like you,” she whispered in my ear. “I know you’ve been through a rough day, so I’m not going to mess with you anymore.”
I smiled in appreciation. I knew that the humiliation of that diaper would be more than anything else Madison could do to me then! She gently used a baby wipe to clean me up before laying me down on the thick pad that was more pillow than a diaper. As she taped it shut, she said, “Oh my God, you look so adorable!”
I groaned internally but said, “Umm… Thank you, Miss Madison.”
She sat me down on the ground.
That’s when I immediately lost my balance and fell on my rear!
I heard a few giggles then but couldn’t tell who it was before Madison said, “Do you need help standing in your new diapee?”
I soon found myself standing like an infant, learning how to stand for the first time while holding onto her mommy’s hands. The diaper was comically thick, and I didn’t know how anyone could possibly walk in it ever! As she left me carefully balanced, I got a look at the side of the box and realized there was a reason for it. One of the sides proclaimed it to be ‘The perfect diaper to keep your little girl dry and on her back or belly right where you leave her!’
“I’ll keep these here for if you run out again, Stacy. Let’s put a couple in your backpack, too, just in case!”
I just kept standing nervously, hoping I wouldn’t fall over as she reached into my backpack and left two of them in the bag. They singlehandedly made the front compartment so full she couldn’t zip it shut! ‘And this is dry!!!’ I groaned. My dress looked like it was bubbled out from a petticoat or something - but I knew everyone would recognize it as a ridiculously thick diaper the moment they saw it!
“Let’s line up my little mice!” she said a moment later.
As soon as I tried to step towards the rope, I fell straight back onto my well-padded butt!
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Chapters 11 and 12
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 11: Concerns
RIGHT THEN, I just wanted to cry for my mommy! But instead, I reminded myself I was a big college student and forced myself to just grimace. A big college student in the most enormous damn diaper ever invented!
I heard lots of giggling, but one girl, Natasha, took pity on me, “Piggyback ride?” she asked me with a smile.
I nodded, “I think that would help!”
She helped me stand up, then knelt in front of me to let me climb onto her shoulders. The sad thing was that I knew this was the littlest Nest of Littles, and she was easily able to handle my weight on her back! “Better?” She asked.
“Other than my pride?” I whispered to her.
She giggled and grabbed onto her loop, “We’re ready to go, Miss Madison!”
“Hmm… if you get tired, Tasha, let me know, and I’ll take over for you.”
“Thanks, Miss Madison, but Stacy has to be the lightest Little ever! She actually makes me feel big! I got this!”
There were some giggles, and I watched as Laura looked at us further down the line rolled her eyes, but no one said anything else as Madison pulled our little caterpillar rope along. Thankfully for us, it was only about two blocks to the football stadium on the other side of the residential halls. “Right this way,” Madison said as we entered a gated area and were led onto the enormous football field.
Some mass chaos ensued for the next several minutes while they organized the class of mostly Amazons and the smaller number of Littles into a huge capital ‘E’ on the field. Then, of course, all of the Littles were directed to go to the front in order to be seen. Natasha took a break from holding me and me down towards the middle. “Thanks,” I told her and gave her a hug.
“Don’t mention it, shrimp,” she said to me with a smile as she returned my hug.
Most students seemed to be ignoring the photographer’s directions making things take longer than they should have. After a few minutes, I saw Amanda show up along the front rails of the stadium seats, and I was relieved to know I would have a way out that wasn’t going to involve making some poor friend carry me! Just as the photographer said, “Now on the count of three, everyone say ‘Griffins,’” my bladder demanded immediate attention. Knowing it was useless to resist, I let the urine run into the overgrown pillow that was the diaper. The results were almost instantaneous and caused a photo I knew had to be comical as I fell down onto my butt just as the flash went off. There was no way I could stand as the padding expanded even further! It was beyond anything I could imagine!
I just groaned and smiled for the following two pictures while looking up to the camera from my padded seat on the ground.
“That’s it, ladies and gentlemen! Casino night starts at 8pm. I hope to see all of you there! Well, all of you except the Littles who need their sleepy time!” a loudmouth Amazon yelled. I decided he must be one of the orientation leaders as he shouted through a megaphone.
“Asshole,” I heard from somewhere nearby. Then, almost immediately, I heard a loud smack, and a Little began screaming from a spanking.
I tried to struggle back to my feet but quickly realized that effort was pointless. As I sighed and tried to figure out what I would do to get to Amanda, I was relieved to look up and see she was already almost there. But, before she got to me, Madison said, “Time to go, Stacy.”
“I know, my mommy’s right there,” I pointed at Amanda less than ten steps away.
“Oh, well then, we’ll see you sometime tomorrow, maybe?” She asked.
“I don’t know, actually. We may have other plans… I’ll try and let you know if I am coming, though, so I can find out where you are?”
“Okay,” she said with a smile and ended up helping me stand for a second as Amanda walked up. “Sorry, she was all out of her cute diapees, and I had to dig into the storage closet. Unfortunately, all I could find in her size were some infant diapers.”
“That’s okay; we were both kind of worried about her running out but decided to take a chance,” Amanda told her, “I appreciate that you found something dry to change my sweet baby girl into.”
“No problem Professor, good night!” She said as Amanda scooped me up into her arms. I watched her pick up the rope’s end and pull the girls back towards the dorm. As they walked away, I saw Laura wave at me, then she started making a weird face. Right then, even from a distance, I heard loud farts from multiple girls in the line.
“Hmm…” Amanda distracted me from watching them then as she tickled my side and smiled, “I might have to get some of these to keep you out of trouble!”
“Ugh… there’s already two in my backpack… Madison put the rest in the changing table!” I groaned. “Don’t let me ever forget to have like a dozen extra diapers every day!”
Amanda laughed a lot and said, “Did you have fun at least?”
I shrugged, “I guess I got to know the others a little better. We were talking about scores on the CARE exam, and Madison didn’t believe me on mine… she ended up scanning my ID and verifying that I’m too smart. Unfortunately, she then noticed that I was the Little that was nearly kidnapped today.”
“What did she say about that?”
“Well, she was pretty shocked and just kind of blurted it out… I think everyone else was pretty terrified for me, sort of too. But, on the other hand, every Little basically expects to get kidnapped at some point… so it’s kind of normal…? Madison was actually nice to me after that, though.”
“Except the diaper?”
“She probably did enjoy that, but for her, I think she was being downright sugary sweet.”
As she came to the end of the fence with everyone else, I saw a security cart waiting for us again and clung tightly to Amanda as it drove us to her car. The officer watched us get into our car before he went away. I couldn’t help but notice that Amanda locked the doors as soon as she got in.
“So… umm… did you hear anything else yet?” I asked.
“About what?” she asked in an odd voice.
“The thing?”
“No, no one has any in stock, so we’re out of luck for a day or two.”
“Oh,” I said.
I guessed that meant the car was or might be bugged, so I just sat quietly. Just then, though, I realized I needed to pee again. As I let loose into the padding, I couldn’t feel a single bit of dampness on my skin. There would be no chance of leaks with this monster diaper since it almost seemed to laugh at everything I put in! As we pulled into the garage, I noticed that Amanda did something quickly with a keypad on the center console. I fidgeted in my seat and waited for her to come to get me.
“Let’s go show your sissy and Daddy just how cute you look in that ridiculous diaper!” Amanda said with a smirk as she picked me up.
She started to set me down on the ground next to the car, and I said, “Umm… Mommy… I literally can’t even stand in this… would you please carry me?”
She laughed, “Only to the kitchen,” she said with a smirk.
“What…?” I complained as she grabbed my backpack, held it in her other hand, and walked through the door into the house. True to her word, she sat me down on the ground, and I lasted a second before I landed on my rear and stared at her departing figure. “You’re mean!” I called after her.
I sat there for a moment before I figured out that I would have to crawl.
I soon discovered that even crawling was difficult then! When I finally covered the distance to the living room, I saw Fred rapidly taking pictures with his camera. Bella just stood next to him in her pajamas, giggling at my pain, and Amanda was obviously using her cell phone to take pictures or a video. Finally, I sat down at the bottom of the stairs and asked, “Would someone please get this pillow off of me?”
When the laughter finally settled, Amanda kindly picked me up, carried me upstairs to the nursery, and laid me down on the changing table. I let out a massive sigh of relief as she sat me back down on the floor in a thin Pamper after giving me a hug. “Should I leave these in your backpack?” She asked me as she fought for a moment to open the front compartment and giggled at them. “How did they even get these in here?!?”
I had no response, so I just glared at her before wordlessly sitting down at my computer. Then, as I started to log in, she said, “Actually, sweetie, can we move you and your laptop down to Mommy’s workroom for the moment?”
“Sure… umm… why?” I asked curiously.
“Baby Bella needs to go to bed here in a few minutes, and you can work there without keeping her up?”
I nodded, “I guess… Just out of curiosity… does Bella really need to go to bed this early?”
Amanda knelt down and hugged me, “Remember the changes we did to you with the nanites? They really do let you get by with a lot less sleep than her. Remember also that you’re not from this dimension… The 7:30pm bedtime of the dorm is actually really smart as most Littles tend to need fourteen hours of sleep a night.”
“But that only leaves half the day to do anything?” I asked in confusion, even knowing that their days were thirty-two hours long that seemed crazy!
“The only other way you can see that time expand is if they take an hour nap in the morning and afternoon. I’m going to try and get Bella onto a schedule like that, but we still have to sort out where she’s going once I start working again.”
I nodded, knowing that would be tough to figure out without putting her in a crazy daycare. “You need a hand grabbing your power cord?” She asked me as I closed the lid and grabbed the laptop.
I nodded, and she grabbed the converter, strip, and power cord and led me down to her workshop. I saw she had that other highchair set up there, and I asked, “Why didn’t you just have Bella use this one?”
“I didn’t even think of it,” Amanda said, “but this one would be a bit small for her, I’m afraid.”
“The short jokes today are getting old!” I groaned.
She laughed as she plugged everything in and then lifted me into the highchair, put the tray on, and helped me plug it in. “There, comfy?” She asked.
“I could use a bottle…?”
“A bottle? Not a big girl cup?” she raised her eyebrows.
“Please?”
“Okay, let me go get you one,” she told me, and I opened the computer as she left.
I wasted no time logging in and searching for keyloggers. To my amusement, I found someone had, in fact, installed something – or rather tried. I had set up the system to totally sandbox anything that might try and get in, so it wouldn’t do anything like they wanted. I took a quick moment to activate a dupe program I’d designed for fun back home, making the spyware think I was doing various web surfing activities. Of course, if the person checked, they would discover the websites didn’t work in this dimension… but messing with them would be fun! Especially since I was pretty sure in this case, it was Amanda!
‘I’m guessing she’s curious,’ I thought, ‘I doubt she’s being malicious with it. It’s just a new toy to her!’
I logged in and opened my email account to look for any new messages. To my surprise, I had a lot of emails come in since I had last checked! I remembered I hadn’t emailed my parents much of an update, so I figured that would have to happen tonight since I still had some time before bed. I noticed an email from ‘Dr. Og Wernstrom’ who had proctored the test earlier.
Good evening Ms. Westerfield,
I wish to inform you that I have graded your test, and I have some concerns. I would like to meet with you, your mother, your advisor, and Dean Sanders tomorrow at 1pm. Dean Sanders and Dr. Butler have already indicated they will be able to attend. Please let me know as soon as possible if you are unable to make the meeting,
Dr. Og Wernstrom
Associate Professor
Computer Science
Emerson University
‘Great…’ I thought, ‘either I completely bombed it or blew it away, and they’re sure I cheated…?’
Chapter 12: Alarmed
I FIGURED AMANDA was probably feeding Bella still, so I decided to wait until she came back to where I was to panic any more about it. Another university-wide email informed me that my math placement test would be in a different location based on a chart by their last name. To my relief, the letters’ Q-Z’ were testing in the lecture hall in the Kilby building, so I’d be just downstairs from Amanda’s office again. The test was set to begin at 10am, so that would be plenty of time to get there and wake up.
I looked through the other emails and saw a campus-wide alert had gone out about our incident earlier. I discovered they had attached my sketch and information to stay on the lookout for anyone suspicious on campus. I spotted we were to call the security extension immediately! I was curious then to see if there was anything on the local news about it but was disappointed that none of the local sites seemed to be carrying information on it. ‘Must be trying to avoid bad press for the university!’ I decided with a shake of my head.
I clicked through a few other messages that really weren’t important before starting an email response to my moms’ message from the other day.
Hi Mom,
I don’t know if I’ll have time to type up everything that’s happened since last Friday - but I’ll try. I know Amanda is probably coming to give me my bath soon, so sorry if this ends up short! The last two days have definitely not been dull - and neither was the weekend!
I think I mentioned a bit of it in my last email, but Friday, when we were on the plane to the city, Selegansol, a Little sat down next to us. For the most part, if my hair is covered, my new appearance lets me blend in as a regular Amazonian infant. Amanda had kept me in a sling and hidden me as one most of the time going through the airport, since that way I don’t draw extra attention. The Little just glanced at us but otherwise kept to herself when she sat down. About midway through the flight, one of the stewardesses gave her a hard time about not drinking the sippy cup she had put in front of her. I watched as she forced her to drink it. I guessed, and rightly that it was spiked with something! I didn’t want to see her ambushed like that, so I quickly gave her an antidote that Fred had disguised into an easy-to-hide form for me. Amanda let her know I wasn’t a regular baby then and began talking to her in whispers. She made a quick decision to try and help the girl, and Bella decided to let her help her when she realized her other options were worse.
Bella verbally had to give Amanda permission to adopt her to protect herself in the end. Amanda then made the stewardess give her a diaper that would fit her before putting her into it in the bathroom. It was just supposed to be a ruse to get her off the plane and safe. Unfortunately, in the airport, Bella saw the stewardess and another woman talking with the man that had been her contact for a clothing deal she’d been trying to make. She was completely devastated by that fact! Apparently, she had been lured with a fake business deal to catch her. We quickly discovered there was a pretty influential group behind it, so we ended up going to an adoption center and making Bella my ‘sister’ officially to protect her.
After all of that, we ended up at a hotel that basically is the Disney World of this dimension. Apparently, Looney Tunes got the park here, and Disney’s just movies and toys. We had fun going around the park over the weekend, and I was actually able to get into a tank and go swimming with these massive dolphins! I’ll have to get a picture from Amanda to send you… It was a blast! Sunday, we enjoyed their waterpark, and I was given permission to swim without the floaties and in the regular pool that most Littles never see…
Oh yeah… that’s because we kind of had a couple more run-ins with that group that tried to kidnap Bella. They’re not a good group of people, and we had some more excitement with them. The park provided us security through to the airport, and we hoped we left our problems there. We did run into them again there, but Amanda was amazing and took care of the problem, and security took them away.
On Monday, Fred and Amanda’s dad moved Bella out of her apartment while Amanda got me situated on campus with my student ID and the first Little orientation event. I also got assigned a ‘Nest’ so that I’m sort of a part of the Littles dorm even though I don’t live there. I’ve made a couple of other friends close to my size… actually even the shortest of them is still almost two heads taller than me… I wish I knew why I shrank so much!
Today we went and got…
I was typing still when Amanda came in, “Mommy?”
“You about ready for your bath?”
“Actually, before that, can we talk, and you maybe let me have some copies of some pictures before I send an email to my mom?”
She looked at her watch and shrugged, “Sure, what about?”
“Well, first, did you see the email from Doctor Wernstrom?”
“No?”
I minimized my current email and pulled that one up.
“What in the world?” she said, squinting at the small font. “It sounds like Og thinks you cheated?”
“I know… do you think he thinks you coached me beforehand?”
She shrugged, “It’s possible, but I didn’t do anything more than talk about coding languages with you. You’re just naturally one of the best student coders I’ve seen.”
I blushed, “Thanks.” Then, I timidly asked, “Do you think I’ll be in trouble?”
“Well, to manage to cheat on that test would be really tough! You’d have to be an amazing hacker and have gotten access to it in advance,” she glared at me, “which I know you actually are, but they don’t!” I giggled, “And a memory beyond even yours, I think! Also, I’ve never actually had much reason to be involved with that test? Other than to suggest the AI problem.”
“That one may be the problem, though?” I asked.
“Did you solve it?”
I shrugged, “I think so?”
“Hopefully, he brings a printout of your test, and I’ll be able to show him some reasons it’s your work. You have a couple of quirks in your code that still leave it functional but aren’t standard practices here. Really you’re like a dinosaur with most of your code!”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “I know, that’s why I’m here!”
“Okay, you said you wanted pictures?”
“Me with the dolphin? Maybe one from earlier with our new haircuts so I can show her who I’m talking about with Bella?”
She nodded, “Give me a few minutes, and I’ll email you those. It’ll be a bit quicker.”
“Thanks!” I said and went back to my email.
Today, we got Bella’s and my hair styled in the morning. I’m attaching a picture so you can see my new haircut and what Bella looks like. I really like my hair! I mean, I know I still look like I’m in elementary school, but at least it is an improvement over daycare bound? That, unfortunately, I think, describes Bella’s haircut…
Unfortunately, things seem to be continuing with whoever we made mad, so Bella has volunteered to play baby more… I’m not sure how I feel about it – but I am sure it’s nothing Amanda is forcing her into, at least… It’s weird that I’ve only been here a few weeks and already feel jealous about someone else moving into my space! Guess being an only child couldn’t last in both dimensions!
This afternoon after a university luncheon (you should see the size of crab legs here!!!!) I took my placement test for computer science. I felt like I did pretty well, and I think that I’m one of the very few who finished the test today. Not sure anyone else did, actually… I just barely clicked submit before it ended, so hopefully, it was okay. There was an email from the proctor that he wants to meet with Amanda, my advisor, Little’s dean, and myself tomorrow. That part sounds odd, and I just hope everything is okay. I’m guessing he will have some bias that there’s no way a Little could have completed the test without cheating… I’m REALLY glad I have Amanda in my court, though! I know she’ll make things work out!
“Check your email, sweetie,” Amanda said as she patted my head, “then wrap up your email and let’s get you in the bath.”
“Kay, Mommy,” I told her. I minimized the window and found her emailed pictures.
I hadn’t had a chance to see the pictures of me and Suzy swimming, but Fred had clearly outdone himself and gotten some amazing ones! I immediately decided that one with me holding onto Suzie’s fin leaping out of the water was my favorite! My face and smile were unmistakable, and it would be my new profile picture if I ever did social media stuff in this dimension. I selected one with Amanda and me and our dolphins, one with all of us plus the characters before dinner, and then one that Amanda had taken with both Bella and me that morning with our haircuts. I quickly compressed them a lot more for the trip through the dimensional link before attaching them to the email.
Amanda just sent me those pictures, and I’ve attached them. I think you’ll be awwing a bit. I need to go now; I’ll email you again when I get a chance. Not sure what the next couple of days will be like.
Love you!
Stacy
I clicked send and saw Amanda waiting for me, “Ready?”
I nodded, “Thanks for being patient.”
“I know you had a lot to tell your mom,” she said as she took my closed laptop from me, my cord off the chair, and then released me from the highchair. As she picked me up, she gave me a squeeze, “I love you, Princess, I want you to know that. You’ve only been here a short while, but I can’t imagine what life will be like without you.”
I smiled at her, “I love you too, Mommy,” and returned the hug.
She carried me to the bathroom, and I used the diaper for what little urine I had and realized she’d never brought a bottle to me, and I was really thirsty. “Mommy, I’m thirsty,” I told her.
“Oops… I never brought you a bottle,” Amanda said, “I’m so sorry!”
“Any chance you could get me something before the bath? I really am thirsty.”
She stood back up from where she’d been about to set me down and carried me downstairs to the kitchen. She pulled out a juice bottle from the fridge that had already been poured and handed it to me, “Here you go, sweetie.” Then, she began walking upstairs while I was drinking out of it still. I was so thirsty I had about three-quarters of it gone before we got back to the bathroom. “You really did need something. I’m so sorry I forgot about you, baby,” she told me with a squeeze.
I pulled it out of my mouth, “It’s okay, I know Bella distracted you.”
She hugged me and sighed, “We’re both going to have to get used to me having two girls to care for.”
I nodded, and she grabbed the bottle from me and pulled my jumper over my head, top over my head, then pulled the tapes of my diaper open while I stood, and she wiped me real quick with a wipe. “Can you take off your socks while I check the water?” She asked me.
I nodded and pulled them off, leaving me completely naked.
“Let’s put this shower cap on your hair today,” she told me, “it’ll make tomorrow a bit easier.”
I nodded, and after she placed it on my head, she plunked me into the bath.
“Water okay?” She asked me.
I nodded and let her begin to wash me. She was gentle and thorough as always and asked, “I’m trying to remember, what’s tomorrow’s schedule?”
“It should have just been my math test and a visit with my advisor, maybe? He hadn’t sent me an email yet?”
“But now we have the meeting with everyone?”
“Yeah,” I sighed. “Do you think I’m in big trouble?”
She shook her head, “You didn’t cheat. Cameras are running to make sure you weren’t looking around at other students. You turned your phone off, right?”
I nodded, “I didn’t even have it – you had it,” and thought for a second, “I still had my watch, though?”
She shook her head, “You and I both know it can make video phone calls, but it’s something that would have been obvious to everyone. The video will show you weren’t looking at it either. It’s a protective measure for you as a Little, so I don’t think they’d have any ability to say anything.”
I nodded, “Hope your right.”
“The worst thing they could say is that I somehow pre-taught you the exam, but like I said – you do weird things with code that are uniquely Stacy. I read the email and responded that we would be there. Doctor Butler being there, too, is a good thing. He knows my code, and after ten seconds of looking at yours, he’ll know it wasn’t mine.”
“Anyway, it’s just the test tomorrow otherwise? There’s a movie night at 9pm, but of course, that’s not for the Littles.”
“It’s so unfair that the Littles get to miss all of the best parts of college orientation!” Amanda said sadly. “We could have our own movie night tomorrow night if you wanted?”
“Really?”
“Make it a pool party and invite Megan?” She suggested.
“How about your parents too?”
She shook her head, “If I invite them… it can’t just be them - it’s one of our family rules. I can’t only invite one sister along… So, I’d have to invite Cassie and Chloe.”
“Yuck,” I said. “Just Megan then!”
“You can show her your big girl bed then!” She smiled at me.
“Why didn’t you just buy another crib?” I asked.
“I told you earlier… as much as it goes against my instincts, I have to let you grow up some. The original plan was to turn your crib into the toddler bed last week.”
“What happened?” I asked curiously.
She flushed and looked embarrassed, “It was too easy to want to just keep you safe in a crib? Every instinct of my being wants to just keep you as a baby… This weekend reminded me more of the stakes.”
“What about Bella?” I asked.
“Once things cool off again, I’ll ask her if she would be happier in her own big girl bed.” She shook her head, “I have a feeling though she’ll tell me she’d rather keep the crib, though.”
“That’s weird,” I told her. “Is she at least going to be able to play with her sewing stuff at all?”
Amanda shook her head, “Not until things cool down a lot. Once it does maybe, we can set her up to do it if your Daddy or I can watch her.”
“I feel so bad for her,” I told her, “But I’m also jealous…?”
“I know, I read over your shoulder… I’m sorry.”
“Do I have to be a big girl all of the time at home?”
“For a while, I think that’s a good idea, Stacy… I’d put you in training panties at home if they made them small enough for you.”
I laughed at her, “Apparently, they barely make diapers small enough for me!”
“You know, I think Madison did feel bad for you,” she told me.
“Given she didn’t mess with me in any other way, I think you’re right.”
“Come on, sweetheart, let’s get you out of the tub before you shrivel up into a raisin.”
“Not that!” I told her as she pulled the plug and wrapped me in a towel. She sat me down on the counter and handed me a toothbrush to use. As I brushed my teeth, she pulled the shower cap off of my head and pushed my hair behind my ears to keep me from getting toothpaste on it. I spit out the toothpaste, and she handed me a cup to rinse out before I spit again.
“Let’s get you dressed for bed then,” she told me with a smile.
She quietly carried me into the nursery, which was lit only by a couple nightlights. Bella’s snores surprisingly loud right then. Silently she dressed me in a thick princess diaper and pulled one of my pink nightgowns over my head before carrying me back out into the hallway and downstairs. I had a moment of hoping that maybe she would let me nurse from her, but that was quickly dashed as she picked up a warmed bottle that had to be plain old milk.
I sighed, and she squeezed me tight, “I promise I’ll let you nurse Friday night,” knowing the problem, “if you can make it through Saturday without a poopy accident, we’ll do it again Saturday night too.”
“So, we can get back to bedtime?” I asked hopefully.
“I hope so,” she told me with a smile, “but if it does anything with your control over your poopy, we have to stop. Hopefully, it won’t be too late for you by the time we realize that.”
That made me think of the Littles departing earlier, “I think there will be some poopy Littles in the dorms tonight.”
“Why do you say that?”
I sighed, “I’m pretty sure someone spiked the punch at dinner.”
Amanda sighed, “Sounds about right… As long as they have a pull-up or a diaper on tonight, they’re okay.”
“Tomorrow during the test, they won’t be, though? That counts as in class, right?”
“Yes, it does… they won’t be safe there…” she said softly as she carried me to the rocking chair and gathered me up in a blanket that she had draped on the chair.
I felt calm and relaxed as she sat down and eased me into her arms, and laid me back to hold the bottle to my lips. I made no motion to hold it myself and suckled it gently as she began singing one of her sweet lullabies.
‘WHAT THE HELL is that!’ was my next thought as a loud siren, klaxon rang through the air. I sat up in my new bed and saw Bella looking scared in the crib. Then, I heard a car screech away, and suddenly Amanda was in the room grabbing me into her arms, followed by Bella.
“It’s okay,” she shushed us as she then hurried to their bedroom and shut that door, locking it behind her.
“What’s going on?” I asked her.
“That’s the intruder alarm.”
Sirens filled the night as she took us into their walk-in closet and sat down. Bella began whimpering and having a full-blown panic attack then, while I just wondered why I hadn’t grabbed my switch. ‘What would a shrunken 9mm even do to an Amazon?’ I wondered darkly. ‘I need to do something else with it if something like this happens again!’
As Bella cried quietly, Amanda wrapped us into a protective hug and said, “shush, it’s okay, girls.”
As the door to the closet suddenly opened, I smelt something that told me Bella had another reason to cry now. I looked up, afraid of who was coming in…
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Chapters 13 and 14
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 13: Rough Mornings
I NERVOUSLY LOOKED up in the dark at the opening door and breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that it was just Fred! He knelt down and wrapped us all in a hug.
“It’s okay, girls,” he said while wiping off tears from my face that I didn’t know I had, “the police are here. They’re looking around downstairs and want to speak with us.”
“Okay,” Amanda said, voice shaky, “you want to take Stacy? I’m going to need to change Bella before we go downstairs.”
Bella was hiccoughing non-stop, and I wondered if there was any point in bringing her down. Fred took me and gave me a tight squeeze, “It’s okay,” he told me as he and Amanda split up at the staircase. Downstairs I could see that someone had smashed through the glass of the back door. It seemed clear to me that they had shattered the glass, tried to get in, and they were frightened off by the alarm sounding.
“I thought the backyard was supposed to be covered now…?” I whispered to him.
He squeezed me tight, “It’s supposed to be! That is a good question we need to answer,” he told me. “I’m not sure how they got around that grid.”
Several cops were walking around with flashlights looking everywhere. “Sir, you have a pretty sophisticated system here. Do you have cameras hooked up by chance?” A young officer asked.
Fred sat me down in the playpen and grabbed for his phone. ‘Gee, thanks…’ I thought as I was penned away like some dumb baby then. Knowing there wasn’t anything else I could do, I sat down with a sigh and rubbed my eyes. “Here you go, officer,” he said as he played a video with sound that I could hear glass break on, then the alarm went off.
“They’re all wearing masks…” the officer frowned. “And gloves, it looks like too.”
“I doubt we find much right now, rookie,” an older officer said. “Go look around the other side of the fence. Maybe someone dropped something before they hopped over.”
“Yes, sir,” he said and walked away.
Amanda came down about then with Bella swaddled tightly in a light blanket. She cuddled her in her arms like a tiny infant more my size. She’d thrown a robe on too before coming down. “Sir, I noticed as we looked at your address that there was an incident this afternoon with your wife and daughter?”
Fred nodded, “Amanda was with Stacy at the university, and someone shoved Amanda down and tried to grab Stacy and run with her.”
“The school gave us a sketch,” he said while opening up the tablet he had for notes, “was this her?”
“Yes, that’s the drawing my daughter gave.”
“Well, it looks like she’s been identified but not picked up yet…” he said and walked over to me, “Is this her?” He leaned over the playpen rail and showed me a picture of the same woman that Amanda had identified earlier.
“Yes, sir,” I said, “who is she?” I asked to pretend I didn’t know yet.
“Her name is Serena Ricci, and she’s a bad lady,” he told me like I was an idiot.
“I got that part when she tried to kidnap me and scramble my brains, officer.” I glared at him.
Fred reached back over and picked me up from the playpen. I think he did so to keep me from jumping over the rail and decking the cop!
“Sorry, I guess you would have, huh?”
“Excuse me?” A woman detective asked Fred mainly, “Did you just have one security system or two?”
“It’s actually three,” Amanda told her.
“Three systems?” she asked in surprise, “Why?”
“Just a hunch,” Fred told them. “When we adopted our baby girl over here this weekend, we seem to have gotten a group angry at us.”
A knocking on the front door interrupted anything else they would have said. “Excuse me,” Fred said, and I sat in his arms as he peeked through the peephole for a second and then opened up the door.
“Hi Joe,” he told Grandpa, who had shown up.
“What the hell happened?” He asked.
I watched the lead detective gulp before he reached his hand out and said, “Hey Joe, how are you doing?”
“Pretty good, Jake, except this crap happening to my daughter!” He looked at the back door and then at us, “Is everyone okay?”
“Yes, Daddy,” Amanda told him as he gave her and Bella a hug.
He gave me a friendly wave before saying, “Your video cameras get anything?”
“Not anything usable,” Amanda said.
“I’m going to go back and look at the backyard myself. How did the intruders get past that system?”
“I think the detective here was about to tell us that, Joe,” Fred said.
He looked at the detective who had been asking questions, and she seemed to gulp nervously before saying, “It looks like they managed to splice the power line and feed over on the system on the exterior. I think they believed they’d knocked down the whole system, but Ma’am, you said you had two other systems?”
“Yes, redundancies just in case.” Amanda looked nervous, “I never dreamed they’d be needed, though. That first layer is not your average system!”
“Let me go take a look at it,” Joe said, and I watched as he left the room.
“Joe’s your dad?” The older detective asked Amanda.
“Yes, sir, he is. How do you know him?”
“He’s helped us out many times over the years. I also sparred with him during a training seminar he did one time when I was younger and dumber… Didn’t make that mistake again!”
Amanda laughed, “He’s pretty intense.”
Another thirty minutes of questions being asked, and re-asked, occurred before Joe signed a copy of the initial police report. They left at about 3am with nothing more than a promise of extra patrols. In the end, it was just a relief to get them out of the house! Fred and Amanda still held us. I was wide awake, but Bella had long since succumbed to her stress and went to sleep in Amanda’s arms. Finally, Joe came in, and it didn’t help calm me down when he said, “Mandy, I don’t know how we’re going to stop these guys… they’re not amateurs.”
“What did you find, Dad?” she asked.
“Why don’t you put the girls back to bed first and then come to look with me?”
“Can I come?” I asked.
He gave me a weird look but nodded, “She might see something else we don’t.”
Amanda whispered to Fred, “Here, can you put Bella back in her crib, and I’ll take Stacy?”
“Sure,” he said, and they performed a baby swap maneuver that was more than a little awkward for me, but Bella never stirred. “I’ll stay upstairs with her until you get done.”
“Thanks, honey. I’m guessing Bella will be upset when she wakes up again.”
Amanda watched him go upstairs for a moment before readjusting me on her hip and saying, “What did you find?”
“Over here,” he said as he led out the broken glass door. You could see they’d pulled a board away at the edge of the nearest fence post to the house and accessed a cable running along with it for one set of motion sensors. Some alligator clips were visibly still hanging onto the line. “I think this was their first entry point,” he said.
“Makes sense…” she said as she examined it, “Not bad actually… but that only got that side of the yard down.”
“They hit the system control panel over here next,” he told her.
A gray box concealed some of the guts of the new system. As Amanda came up to it, I could see a little black cube hooked into it with some odd electrical leads sticking out.
“What is it?” I asked.
“I don’t actually know Stacy… You recognize it, Dad?”
He nodded, “It’s military-grade equipment – we give them to our special ops people when they run into systems like this.”
“Shit…” Amanda said. “How can they be this pissed off about one Little?”
“There’s got to be something more going on here that you don’t know,” Joe said.
“Is this booby-trapped?” She asked him as she pointed to the device.
“They didn’t use to be,” he told her. “Be careful…” he warned.
Amanda sat me down on the ground and used her fingers to pull the little device loose. When nothing happened except the alarm starting to beep, we all breathed a sigh of relief.
“Come on, let’s get you both back inside. Do you want to come over to our house tonight to sleep?”
“Daddy, I have two babies...?”
“We still have a crib upstairs in the nursery they could use?”
Amanda shook her head, “It’s not like we have a long time to sleep now anyway. So I’m going to put this one back in her bed at least so she can at least try to get some sleep before her math exam.”
I groaned, “Why couldn’t they have picked another night to do this stuff?”
“Well, Stacy, as soon as I figure out who’s behind this, there will be some hell to pay from me. No one messes with my family and gets away with it!”
“Thanks, Daddy,” Amanda said at the bottom of the stairs. “I’ll send Fred down so he can help you figure out the door in a moment.”
“Sounds good,” he said.
“Come on, Princess,” she told me and carried me up the stairs. She walked down the hallway to her workshop first and put the cube in an odd box.
“What’s that?” I asked her sleepily.
“Souped-up Faraday cage,” she told me. “Just in case it’s more than it obviously is. It’s also thick enough that the box should contain it if it’s explosive.”
“That’s a pleasant thought,” I said as she carried me into the nursery. Fred was watching over a sleeping Bella from the rocking chair as we came in.
Amanda felt my diaper, decided it needed to be changed, and walked over to the changing table to quickly change me into another of the princess diapers. “Try and get some sleep if you can,” she whispered as she tucked me in my new toddler bed. Not having the rails actually made me more nervous about everything then.
“Mommy?” I asked.
“Yes, sweetie?”
“Paci?”
She smiled and found one that she placed in my mouth before kissing me on the forehead and said, “Good night, we’ll keep you safe – I promise!”
“Lub you,” I told her around the pacifier and watched as she walked away.
“Love you too, baby,” she told me.
I tossed and turned for a long while then. It took me a long while to fall asleep in my new bed between Bella’s occasional whimpers, other sounds in the house, and everything. The last time I looked at the clock, it said 5:30am.
MORNING CAME WAY too early as Amanda had to tickle me to wake up. “Shh…” she said, and I could tell that Bella was probably still asleep.
I sighed and asked, “What time is it?” as she carried me from the nursery.
“Eight-thirty,” she said, “I figure you need to get some breakfast and coffee before you go for your test.”
“Lots of coffee!”
Fred must have heard me say that as she rounded the last step with me. He said, “Believe me, I’ll be brewing another when we finish this pot! Glad I didn’t have any procedures scheduled for today.”
He helped Amanda lift the tray out of the way on my high chair before she had me quickly buckled in and sat a cup of coffee on my tray. I wasted no time guzzling half of it down in the hopes of waking up. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and tried to focus on the room around me.
“Now that’s a proper Little,” Grandpa Joe said as he walked over from the living room. I hadn’t noticed him.
“Huh?”
“Coffee drinker!” He laughed, “Good for your momma for letting you have it too!”
I blushed, “More like an addict,” I admitted.
He went and poured another cup for himself too. By the time Amanda brought over a plate of eggs, bacon, and pancakes, I had already finished the first cup. “This is the only time I’m not going to give you a hard time drinking too much coffee… just be warned; you will probably have a really soaked diaper,” she warned.
I nodded, “As long as it’s not the one Madison put me in…?”
Amanda snorted out some of her coffee with that comment, “I do have those two spares if you really want them? You could probably last a full twenty-four hours in one!”
I glared at her and took another long drink of coffee before working on the eggs.
Half an hour or so later, I felt the need to use my potty. “May I get down and use my potty?” I asked Amanda. I turned red as I asked and even redder as Grandpa Joe half-watched while I grunted a large log into the potty. As soon as I was done and wiped clean, Amanda carried me upstairs to get changed. “Do you want a princess diaper to ensure you can get through the test?”
“I can barely walk when they’re wet!”
“Better than changing your uniform or being told to go without your uniform because you’re not mature enough for it?”
I sighed and consented in the end, “You’ll be around when I’m done to change me, right? I can’t pull those tapes off…?”
“I should be, and if I’m not, I’ll get Megan to swing by.”
“Kay,” I told her and raised my bottom to let her put the offensive pink garment on me. She handed me my skirt and blouse before helping with my shoes and hair.
When she was done, she gave me a hug and sat me on the ground, “I need to get your sister up. As soon as I’m done getting her ready, we’ll get going.”
I just nodded and walked to my desk chair.
As soon as she gently woke Bella up, the poor girl began to sob hysterically. I sighed and opened my backpack up to see if it had enough spare diapers. Amanda must have restocked it at some point because six new pampers were stashed at the bottom of the bag. ‘I’m going to throw in two more to be safe,’ I thought. I also checked on wipes and was glad to see a lot left in the little pouch still.
“It’s okay, Bella, we’re not going to let anything happen to you,” Amanda told her as she changed her diaper and outfit.
She was crying, “But… it’s all my fault – and I don’t even understand why they want me this bad! You should just call them and give me away!”
“No chance, silly girl,” Amanda said, “You are part of our family now, and I’m not about to let any two-bit crooks get you or Stacy!”
She continued crying, and I watched Amanda’s face cloud for a second before she moved her blouse out of the way and offered Bella a breast that she latched onto with some encouragement. I looked away so I wouldn’t be as jealous, “I’m going downstairs, Mommy… we need to go in not too long.” I reminded her.
“Let me just try and get Bella sorted here, and we’ll go,” she told me.
The princess diapers had at one point seemed like the thickest things I could possibly wear, but after last night’s diaper, they felt thinner than the really thin diaper that I’d tried the first day! So I had a bit of a waddle going downstairs, but it wasn’t too bad compared to the pillow. Downstairs Fred looked up from his paper and said, “Your mommy almost down?”
I shook my head, “Bella was having a panic attack or something when she woke up, so she’s trying to get her calmed down.”
I looked at my watch anxiously every couple of minutes. It was almost 9:30 when Amanda finally walked downstairs with Bella on her side, along with the giant diaper bag. “You have your backpack, Stacy?”
I nodded and held it up, “Let’s go then.”
“Dumb question, but you have a stylus, right?”
“Yes, Mommy,” I said but double-checked and saw I had a plethora of pencils, pens, and my tablet stylus.
“Come on then,” she said, leaning down to pick me up. She stopped at Bella’s side of the car first and said, “I’ve got to put you down here, sweetie. I promise we’ll be in the car too in just a second.”
As she carried me around to the other side, I asked, “Is she okay?”
Amanda seemed unsure, “She’s acting almost like we’d regressed her this morning – I’m not sure what’s going on. I’m hoping she’ll snap out of it this afternoon… There’s no way I can leave her with Daddy this morning, though, so I will have to take her to my office with me. I had your daddy put your playpen in the car to put in my office. No one will think it weird to have a newly adopted Little there with me. We’ll have to pick up another one for home later.”
I nodded as she opened my door, laid me back in my carrier seat, and buckled me in. Fortunately, she wasted no time getting going down the road. I lay in my seat and hoped that I would be able to focus on the stupid math test! I was exhausted from not sleeping and fought my eyes closing even with all of the coffee I’d drank with breakfast!
Chapter 14: Added Up
BELLA KEPT SNIFFLING in her seat, and I could see tears still going down her face as we pulled into Amanda’s parking spot. Just as she put the car into park, I heard a fart and smelled that Bella had definitely finished off her current diaper. My watch showed it was quarter till nine, and we still had a bit of quick walk to go! Setting me down on the ground, she seemed to know we needed to hurry.
I heard Amanda groan as she opened Bella’s door, “Sorry, Bella,” she told the whimpering girl, “you’ll have to wait until we get Stacy to the test, and then we’ll get you cleaned up. She grabbed the diaper bag and quickly wrapped Bella up in the blanket before I had to follow along.
On the ride up to the lecture hall level, one of the Amazon girls on the elevator said, “Oh my, someone is stinky!”
“This one?” another girl said, pulled my skirt up, and checked my diaper without asking. “Aww… what a cute diapee!”
I blushed and wanted to smack the girl.
“No, it’s definitely this daughter. Next time leave my other baby girl’s skirt down. I’m more than capable of checking my daughter for a messy diaper myself.”
“Sorry ma’am…” the girl that pulled my dress said.
“Professor,” she told her tersely.
“Umm… sorry, Professor,” she said and blushed more as the elevator door opened.
Amanda patted me on the head and walked with me as far as the sign-in table before saying, “I’m going to go change the stinker and head to my office. Go upstairs if Megan or I’m not here when you’re done. You can always stay with Kim until I get back if I’m not there.”
“Kay, Mommy,” I told her as I nervously waited through the crowd signing in.
Towards the front of the line, I heard, “Stacy!”
I saw Laura, “Hi Laura,” I told her sleepily.
“You don’t look so good,” she said.
I looked at her and made the same observation, “Neither do you?”
“You have the runs all night too?”
I shook my head, “No, that would have been easier to deal with!” She looked embarrassed and shocked that I didn’t think that was bad, so I added, “of course, I’m in diapers full-time and used to it, but you’re not?”
“How come you didn’t get them then? The whole dorm had them,” she whispered to me. “Most every Little is in a diaper today, and we’ve been warned we’re not allowed to take them off ourselves to use the potty…” she blushed.
“I’d guessed that they spiked the punch and didn’t drink any of it,” I told her. “It’s why I always have a sealed water bottle in my backpack.”
Her eyes opened as we got to the front, and an Amazon leaned over the table. “Name?” He asked me
“Stacy Westerfield,” I said with more confidence than I felt right then. He looked at a device sitting on the table before handing me a clear wrapped packet, “head-on inside.”
“Laura Windsor,” I heard Laura say, waiting for her to get hers and walk in together.
An Amazon girl who must have been a TA looked at us with disdain and said, “We have some little seats upfront for you two.”
“Thanks,” I said with a pleasant smile even though the comment was meant to be demeaning.
An enormous lecture hall descended into the front lecture area. There was indeed a row of Little-sized seats at the very front of the lecture room that looked to be almost Little highchairs. Something about them seemed ridiculous, but I wasted no time walking up to them and was surprised they didn’t have the Little straps to hold us in. To my dismay, I was still a little small for them and reached the little side table, so I grabbed the booster from inside my backpack and put it on the chair.
“You need a booster on a Little sized seat?” a nearby Little asked me.
“Yeah, seems like it!”
“How tiny are you?”
“Thirty-nine-and-a-half inches tall,” I told her with a smile.
The girl in question seemed much taller than most of the Littles I’d hung around so far. She seemed like she was probably closer to my old height. “Wow… That’s like newborn size when an Amazon gets ahold of you, ouch…” she whispered.
“Yes, it is,” I told her. “Though actually three months for the clothing size,” I told her before grimacing, “Unless it’s a swimsuit.”
“I’m Kristina,” she told me.
“Like my adopted cousin,” I said, “I can remember that. Though you’re able to do a lot more than her!”
“Adopted cousin…?” She asked.
“On my adopted mommy’s side,” I told her.
“Wait… you’re adopted?”
I nodded.
“But how are you here…?”
“Just go with it,” Laura said, “She’s got like the perfect setup where her adopted parents actually let her go to college!”
“What do they get out of it then?”
“Well, I’m paying for room and board… but I’m also letting her get some of her… umm… maternal desires out… or at least I was.”
“Was?” Laura asked.
“My new adopted baby sister seems to be getting a lot more of that time now than I am.”
“Well, that’s got to be good, right?” Laura asked.
I blushed and shrugged, “I’m not going to lie… I kind of liked the attention.”
I dug out my several pencils and got set with the table in front of me for the test. I remembered that Amanda asked about my stylus, so I put it next to my pencils. “How do you think you’re going to do on this?” Kristina asked.
I shrugged, “I took a lot of calculus in high school, but this is a new dimension for me.”
“Wait… what?” She asked just as a professor started speaking directly in front of us.
“Good morning, ladies and gentlemen. I am Professor Lieberman. I want to get this test started on time this morning, so we have plenty of time to grade your tests and get your results sent to your advisors. You should have each received a wrapped packet – please open it at this time.”
I followed his direction and undid the plastic wrapping on the test. When done, I expected it to separate out into a test booklet, scratch paper, and a scantron-style document like my tests back home. ‘I’m surprised they have these still?’ Before I opened it and realized what I thought was completely wrong. ‘I guess I see why Amanda asked me about the stylus,’ I thought to myself as I looked at the contents.
There was only a thin… electronic tablet? It looked more like an old-fashioned piece of transparency for those old projectors that math teachers liked to use. That was the only thing I could think of calling it, though as it activated itself and the professor said, “Once you have your tests open, you may begin. You have two hours for this test. We will be looking at your work for any questions on how you arrived at your answers. If you’re borderline on passing into a regular math class, that may sway us one way or another, so I recommend you show us that work. Any questions? No, good luck!”
On the screen, it asked for my name, network username, and password before it advanced to the first question. For question one, I could clearly see that it gave a spot to select the answer like a bubble and space below to work out the problem. I grabbed the stylus, pressed it on the screen, and was rewarded with drawing a line. I took that to mean I just used it to write directly on the screen, began working through each problem, and tuned out the world around me. Not even fifteen minutes into the test, the coffee started calling out to me, and with a sigh, I just let it go in the diaper, knowing it would hold anything I could throw at it.
I paid neither my bladder nor the diaper, any mind after that, and kept answering questions. I’d made it through forty questions when the professor said we had a half-hour remaining. His announcement made me notice the room again. I heard a whimper, a fart and smelled something awful coming from beside me. One of the proctors came over and began smelling down the row. She looked at me, “Would you please lean forward?”
“Why?” I asked stupidly as she pulled my dress up to show my diaper to the world and looked in the back of it.
“Wet, but all clean! What a big girl you are with such a pretty baby diaper on!” She said to me, eliciting some giggles from the auditorium.
She moved down to the next chair where Kristina sat, and I realized this was a bad thing. The poor girl was shaking, and sure enough, when she was made to lean forward, the girl said, “Uh-oh, someone made us a big pwesent in her diapee! Let’s press complete on this test since I’m sure it’s probably too hard for you anyway, and then we’ll get you to your Dean’s office so she can give you your spanking and eight demerits. You might set a new school record for getting kicked out of Emerson and going back to daycare to be with the other babies!”
Around the room, the giggles were everywhere, and I felt terrible for the girl as she was led waddling out with her things up the staircase. Everyone in the room seemed glued to her walk of shame. Then, just as she was almost to the top of the room, someone tripped her. I watched as she fell back on her messy butt. Instantly you could see that she had splattered the runny poop out of her diaper! The disgusting mess ran down her legs as she was helped up and continued to leave, obviously crying. ‘Poor baby,’ and ‘look at the poopy pants,’ were among the many comments I heard. The taunts from the Amazons continued until the professor said, “Enough! Back to work!”
I gulped and wondered if I should take one of my charms just to be safe! I focused back in on the test, though.
The questions kept me on constant guard with the adjustment to Base 60 math. I still hadn’t found out why this dimension kept using that instead of adjusting to Base 10 after the Babylonians faded from history! It wasn’t the most challenging thing, but it meant there were several times I had to slap myself and re-answer a question. A trick question almost got me midway through. I almost missed my mistake because they had given the correct answer in Base 10 as an option!
I giggled quietly, though, when one of the last questions asked for students to treat the question as a Base 10 math question. I was sure that one had an answer from me quicker than any of the others in the room. I pressed submit on the final question with fifteen minutes still left on the running clock. As I looked up, the professor noticed I was done and came over, “Gave up?”
“Gave up?” I asked, confused, “No? Question fifty was the last one, right?”
“Uhh… yeah, it was.”
“I just finished it. Do we turn this into you and leave?” I asked with a whisper since I had noted others had been turning them into him.
“Yes, umm… go ahead and hand it to me,” he said.
“Thanks, Doctor Lieberman,” I told him while I awkwardly stood up in my excessively puffy diaper.
The stupid diaper had done as advertised and made it an arduous struggle to walk up the steps without crawling. I pushed on, though, ignoring the giggles of the Amazons I passed. I heard more than one, “Oh, just crawl, sweetie, you’re obviously not ready to walk,” before I got up to the top. I sighed as I waddled through the open door and realized I had Laura right behind me.
“Why did you wear such a thick diaper?” she asked me.
“I didn’t want to risk the wet dress after the gallon of coffee I drank earlier,” I told her quietly, knowing some wouldn’t approve of a Little having that beverage.
“You get to drink coffee?” she hissed.
I smiled, “I really do have an awesome mommy.”
“I don’t want a mommy besides my real one, but yeah… I’m not going to lie – I’m jealous – I know I won’t get that lucky if it happens to me. Where are you going now?”
“Upstairs to her office.”
“Oh, that’s right, you said she’s a professor here?”
“Yeah, what are you doing?”
“Well, today is the first day they haven’t insisted on us being led back to the dorms on those stupid ropes, so they said we could get lunch on our own?”
I smiled at her, “That’s cool… I have a meeting in an hour I have to go to, but you want to go up and see if my mommy wants to go to lunch with us at the union?”
“Umm…”
“She’s really not one of those crazy Amazons… the only reason I have a new sister is because we were saving her from a nasty flight stewardess… who turned out to be connected to some crazy group that kind of has me angry right now!”
She looked at me like I was nuts but shrugged, “Sure!”
I smiled at her and walked to the elevator with her. An Amazon girl had called for a down elevator, “Would you please push the up button for us?” I asked nicely.
She looked at me with a smile, “Why on earth are you going upstairs? You should know better than to play with the elevators!”
“Mommy works up there,” I said with a smile.
Her face contorted, but she pressed it anyway. We got an elevator before her, and Laura started giggling as soon as the door closed. “You do that way too well!” She kidded me.
“Well, I am adopted… Trust me when I’ve been in baby mode; I’ve learned it’s a good idea to develop that skill!”
“What do you mean?” She asked.
However, the doors opened. “I’ll tell you some other time. Let’s just say that there’s not much I haven’t done since getting here?”
She had a horrified look, but I shrugged, “Hi Miss Kim,” I said to Kimberly as the door opened.
“Well, hi Stacy,” she said, “your mommy is back in her office. I’ll let her know you’re on your way back.”
“Great!”
To my surprise, we kept walking without her asking me anything about Laura. Finally, as we came to her office, she opened the door holding Bella, who seemed to be smiling. “Well, there you are, Stacy!” She said with a smile, “Who’s your friend?”
“Mommy, this is Laura. She’s in my nest.”
“Nice… nice to meet you,” Laura said while noting Bella was in a very babyish sunsuit with a very wet diaper on display.
“You too,” Amanda said.
“I’m Bella,” Bella actually spoke to my surprise, given how she’d been acting when I saw her last.
Amanda closed the office door and directed us towards the couch. “We have that meeting at one, so Daddy is supposed to come to get Bella soon… but I don’t know how we’ll get lunch in time.”
“Well, may I just go with Laura to lunch at the union and meet you at the administration building?”
She looked at me like I was crazy, “after last night and yesterday, you want me to let you go alone?”
“They won’t expect me to be alone with another Little after that. If I were those guys, I’d back off for a while…?”
She shook her head but shrugged, “I said you needed to be a big girl now, so I guess that’s this. You want your diaper changed really quick?”
“Please?” I asked.
She made no attempt to preserve my modesty to Laura as she quickly pulled a changing mat out, laid me down on it, and grabbed a diaper from a box that now sat in a cabinet next to the couch. My naked crotch was wiped and sealed back in a normal Pamper when I heard a fart and smelled an accident.
“Bella, what did you eat?” I asked but then realized it was Laura looking red and embarrassed.
“Oh no, you poor thing,” Amanda said, guessing it too. “I can change you into one of Bella’s regular Pampers if you want? Or give you one to go change in the restroom?”
“We’re not allowed to change ourselves after last night…?”
“My mommy can change you, though, right?” I paused, “What exactly did they say?”
“A ‘grown-up’ had to do it.”
“Well, Mommy’s a grown-up professor, so no worries. How were they going to enforce it?”
“My diaper is Little proof,” she said with a shamed face.
“Hop up, Princess, and go to the diaper bag and get me one of Bella’s Pampers. She won’t need them since I’m keeping her in the princess diapers most of the time right now.”
“You don’t have to...” Laura tried to say, but Amanda just picked her up and put her down on the changing pad I had laid on.
“One of Stacy’s would definitely be too small, but I’m guessing Bella’s will fit you fine other than being a little bit big. She has some weird hip measurements that mean a regular baby diaper has to be smaller.”
“In other words, I have no hips,” Bella grumbled.
“Neither do I,” I reminded her.
I turned away for Laura’s sake as Amanda opened up the stinkiest diaper I’d smelled yet! She thought it was terrible from the sounds Amanda made, too, “They spiked the punch last night?” She asked as she taped the new one on.
“That’s what Stacy thinks.”
“Tell you what, there’s a bottle of water in my fridge you can have that’s safe. Maybe we can get permission this weekend for you to sleep over at our house one night, and we’ll go on a supply run for you to get some drinks that you can be sure aren’t messed with.”
“What about the coke machines? They wouldn’t be able to mess with those, would they?”
Amanda shook her head, “I wouldn’t count on it right now. Especially when there are so many Littles that can be caught with poopy diapers in class.”
“I know… that poor girl,” Laura sniffed.
“Poor girl?” Bella asked.
I nodded and grabbed my backpack, “A girl we just met… She was actually practically a Betweener sized girl… Let’s just say what Laura just let out was practically the smell of roses compared to her mess. Some jerk tripped her going up the stairs on the walk of shame she was already taking to the Dean’s office. She fell back straight back on her butt and smushed it.”
“Eew…” Bella said.
“Yeah, from experience, I know that sucks.”
“If you’re going to go to lunch, girls, you’d better get going. Don’t be late to the meeting, Stacy!” Amanda told me.
“We’ll be quick,” I told her as she opened the door.
“Miss Kim, would you please call for the elevator to go to the first floor for us?”
“Sure, sweetie,” she told me. “Who’s your friend?”
“Oh, this is Laura,” I told her.
“Nice to meet you, ma’am,” Laura said nervously.
“Oh, don’t worry if you’re up on this floor, sweetie, Doctor Westerfield and I only have Littles because we kept them out of other people’s hands. You’re safe from me.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” she said, unsure of herself as the door opened.
Kim stepped in briefly to press ‘1’ and said, “Have a good day, girls!”
“That was so embarrassing,” Laura said as the elevator went down.
“Better than Kristina?”
“Well, definitely better than her!”
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Chapters 15 and 16
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 15: Verdicts
WE BEGAN WALKING quickly down the path to the student union, which wasn’t too far. Inside there was a long line of Littles at a sandwich restaurant that reminded me of Subway.
A large sign said Little’s Special Today! $1 Six-Inch sandwich and chips! I said, “Split a pizza?”
“But they said there’s a special…?”
“Special probably means ‘special,’” I said while holding my fingers in quotes.
“Oh… really?”
“Blondie, you’re going to have to be a lot more careful if you want to make it through this week, let alone four years here.”
She nodded in reply but didn’t say anything else as we joined a small line of Amazons waiting for some pre-made pizzas that reminded me of Pizza Hut.
“One pepperoni,” I said to the guy at the counter.
“We don’t have Little sized ready.”
“I don’t mind the big one; we’re sharing,” I told him.
He looked at me oddly but nodded, “Well, if you’re going to be cautious like that, I won’t keep you from having something smart.”
I didn’t fully know if he meant that they were the safe ones or not, but I just handed him my card, which I knew had money on it to swipe. “You’re all good, sweetheart,” he told me as he gave me the personal pizza that might as well have been an extra-large size pizza to me back home.
“Thanks!” I said and found our way over to a Little sized table.
“Why didn’t you get the Little special?” Someone asked us as we sat down next to them. “Only one dollar today!”
“Because it’s probably spiked with something?” I said casually. “Like the punch last night?”
They looked at the half-eaten sandwich in horror and ran out to the bathroom while throwing their food away.
“Was that mean?” I asked Laura as she took a piece and began cutting it in thirds to eat it.
“No… Not nice, but not mean.”
I kept a close eye on my watch for the time while I filled her in more on my life. I gave her a short version of everything since I’d arrived in the dimension. “You’ve really breastfed?” She asked quietly.
I nodded.
“How do you still have control?”
I sighed, “I haven’t nursed in a week… and I hate it.”
“But…”
“I think if I only do at night, it won’t be a huge problem, but Amanda wants to wait until the weekend to test that.”
“Why would you want that?”
“It’s calming,” I started, “and I kind of like not knowing that I need to pee in the middle of the night. I lose bladder control for the full night and usually don’t notice my bladder the next day.”
“But if you poop…?”
“Yeah… so I’m restricted until we can figure it out… or I can find a way to counteract that part of it.” We talked about the test and some other things about Emerson while we both ate. I had a lot of fun talking to her – she reminded me of Gaby, actually!
I looked at my watch again as I was full, “I’ve got to go next door to the administration building, see you later?”
“Sure! If nothing else, see you tomorrow at the Little seminars?”
“Sounds good – be careful what you eat or drink before then… and if you feel like it’s going to happen, let me know, and I’ll give you something to keep you from going… it’ll just have some side-effects you have to worry about.”
She looked skeptically at me but nodded, “Okay.”
I gathered my backpack and dodged the large Amazons moving to and fro, out the door, and across the lawn to the large administration building. More than any of the other buildings I had seen, this one reminded me of a traditional Ivy League campus back home.
“I’m looking for Dean Sanders’ office?” I told the lady on the front floor.
“Already in trouble, dear?” She said as she sniffed the air a bit to see if I had a poopy diaper.
“No ma’am, at least I don’t think so… I think it’s about a test result?”
“Well, either way, you’re going to go upstairs to the third floor. Let me call the elevator for you,” she smiled as she walked me over.
“Thanks,” I said and then “Have a great day,” when she left the elevator.
I quickly found Amanda waiting patiently in a chair next to Doctor Butler outside the office on the third floor. They seemed to be having an amicable conversation. I walked up to her, and she possessively picked me up onto her lap as the sounds of blood-curdling screaming came from the office we were waiting to go into. “Bad baby!” was accompanied with more smacks and, “Is that what you want to be? A diaper pooping baby?!?”
The sad sounds of a bawling girl went on loudly for a long uncomfortable few minutes before eventually, a teary-eyed Kristina came out of the office. Earlier she had been dressed in the uniform like I had been, but now she just wore her blouse and a large diaper with ‘Baby’ in blocks around it. “You have nine demerits, young lady, one more, and you’ll be in the nursery where I’m pretty sure you belong. This is your last chance! Don’t blow it!”
“No, ma’am,” she said and walked to the elevator with her head held down without noticing her audience.
“Poor girl…” Amanda said so quietly only I could hear.
“Sorry about that unpleasantness,” she said, turning towards us. “Doctor Westerfield, Doctor Butler, nice to see you again.”
“You too,” Amanda said as she stood and set me on my feet.
“And Stacy, so good to see you again too! Sorry, you had to see your classmate go through that, but sometimes some Littles don’t quite have as exceptional of maturity as you do.”
“I can see that,” I said with a hedged statement.
“Oh, and Doctor Wernstrom!” she said as the man huffed up from the closing elevator.
“Hi Dean Sanders, sorry I’m running late,” he said.
“No worries, Og,” she said, “come on in, and let’s meet about whatever you wanted.”
She had an office that was surprisingly smaller than Amanda’s but had a glass conference table to one side that she led us to. Amanda sat me in the office chair before Dean Sanders said, “Oh, sweetie here, hold up a second. I keep these chairs, especially for my Little visitors!”
She pulled out a highchair that I immediately recognized as a genuine Little high chair, complete with the awkward restraining straps! I gulped as Amanda lifted me into it and closed only the waist strap around me.
“Aren’t you going to fasten the other straps?” Dean Sanders asked.
“I don’t think Stacy needs them,” Amanda said.
“Well… I guess you are her mommy,” she said before looking at Dr. Wernstrom. “Just why are you making all of us come to a meeting today? This is one of my busiest days for Little discipline problems!”
“Sorry, ma’am, but this may be one of them too,” he said with a stern look. Then, he turned to me with a grim expression, “Yesterday Stacy, you took our placement test for Computer Science.”
“Yes, sir,” I said. “I don’t know what the problem would be though that would be disciplinary. I didn’t cheat in any way if that’s what you’re implying.”
“Young lady, watch your tone!” Dean Sanders said.
“Actually, ma’am, she’s right I am implying that! I don’t believe any Little can take this test and do as well as she did without cheating. Her score makes it obvious that she somehow cheated! As soon as I saw that all of her code compiled and performed the tasks properly, I knew we needed to meet.”
“That’s a very serious accusation,” Amanda said coldly. “Where’s your proof? Did you review the security footage?”
“Yes, I did… but she must have done something clever because I don’t see her looking at any other person’s computer or any devices?”
“Wouldn’t that just point to her not cheating?” Doctor Butler asked. “It sounds like the only reason you’re accusing her of cheating is that she scored better than you think she should. You know I’ve felt many times that you have too much bias here. I don’t know that you’ve let a single Little pass your classes since you began teaching the intro courses.”
“Well, I wonder if Doctor Westerfield may have taught her to regurgitate the correct answers?”
“Of course, she didn’t,” I said with a sigh. “Do you have a copy of my code?” I asked.
“Here,” he said, handing over a thin tablet.
“Good, Doctor Butler, would you please look at my code? I’m guessing the problem is that he can’t understand me answering the last question.”
“Why should he look at it?” Dr. Wernstrom asked. “I’ve already given my assessment that there’s no way you could have achieved that test result without cheating? After all, no other first-year student has ever completed the full exam!”
“Just let him look, please,” Amanda said. “If I truly gave her the answers, he’ll be able to tell just from the syntax. Do you have more copies? I would like to examine it too? Especially since you are essentially accusing me as a faculty member of academic misconduct.” Amanda’s tone on the last statement was colder than ice.
“Sure… umm… here you go…” he said, his voice shaking with an understanding of how far he had pushed. Amanda took the other offered tablet and scanned the code as quickly as Doctor Butler. He occasionally commented, ‘that’s interesting…’ and made different sounds. I waited a good fifteen minutes until he reached the end of his reading. All I could do then was sit and await his verdict.
“Dean Sanders, I believe Doctor Wernstrom is falsely accusing Ms. Westerfield.”
“You sound certain?”
“Have you ever looked at a paper and known it was plagiarism just because the language didn’t make sense?”
She nodded, “Frequently, it’s amazing how many of our students don’t get that we can tell in ten seconds?”
“Okay, this is like the opposite case. Stacy, your code is brilliant but full of some peculiar quirks. You said you came from the other dimension because we’re further ahead of your technology?”
I nodded, “Yes, sir.”
“Well, it shows in your code. If I didn’t know any better, I would expect a seventy-year-old retired programmer to write this, clearly not someone in their thirties like Doctor Westerfield.” He shook his head and looked at Dr. Wernstrom, “Og, grow up and accept that she is a Little that can code. But she’s more than that; she has potential to be the student that makes our university very rich as people look and say ‘she went here.’”
“Doctor Westerfield?” Dean Sanders asked as Amanda finished the last page.
“I know I’m going to be accused by Doctor Wernstrom of being biased, but truthfully her code is her code. Doctor Butler nailed the reasons. We could have a few other professors look at it, but Henry wouldn’t cover for either of us. We like arguing about budget amounts too much!”
Dr. Butler laughed then while Dr. Wernstrom fumed in his seat. “So, there are no issues that I’m needed for?” Dean Sanders asked as the wailing sounds of someone being beaten outside her door came through.
“I guess not,” Dr. Wernstrom said.
“So, if she scored perfectly on the test, she’s definitely going to need to schedule some different classes, Amanda.” Dr. Butler said, “If you want to walk down to my office, we can get that done quickly, so you don’t have to run her back here later?”
“Probably should check her math scores first,” Dr. Wernstrom said, “Probably didn’t pass the test there.”
“Why? Because I’m a Little? Or because I’m a girl?”
“That’s enough,” Dean Sanders said with a wearied voice before looking at me. “Young lady, you will speak to faculty members with a more respectful tone! There will be demerits and spankings if I ever witness that again.”
I gulped but said, “Yes ma’am, sorry sir,” towards him.
“That being said, Og, you might want to consider how an outsider might view this. Especially with her mother present, I would say consider your words!”
With that, he huffed out ahead of us through the door. “Thanks for your time,” Amanda said, “it sounds like you have another issue to deal with now,” as the wails became louder with the door open.
“You’re welcome. I hope not to see you much this year, young lady,” Dean Sanders said.
“Yes, ma’am,” I said contritely and stood as Amanda sat me down on the ground from the highchair. We walked to the door, and as we opened the door, I saw the source of the sounds.
I cringed as I saw a nearly naked Little wearing only a pair of panties with poop dripping and smearing down the girl’s legs. Then, as we walked quickly past her and the Nest Hen holding her ear, I heard her say, “This Little girl thought she didn’t need to wear the diapers we made mandatory after last night’s outbreak.”
“Well, sweetie, I think we’ve got a few demerits to go over here...”
I walked a little faster and was grateful when the elevator doors closed. I instinctively leaned against Amanda’s leg, and she patted my head. Doctor Butler led us to his office on the first floor and closed the door, “Have a seat,” he said, directing us to two chairs in front of his computer.
“Amanda, I was crushed that you tried to slide her by me without letting me know she was yours,” he said as he sat down at the computer.
“I wanted her to be able to stand on her own two legs, so to speak,” Amanda said diplomatically.
“Well, that she’s doing well with… well excepting with Og. The only good thing about that meeting is that now you won’t ever have to take any of his classes, Stacy.”
“How many classes did the test count for?”
“Well, if you answered the test correctly except the last question, it counted for four?”
“And the last question?”
“It’s another class in AI design, but given the professor is considered the most prominent expert in that field, I would probably recommend you take her class anyway.”
I guessed who taught that class, so I looked over at Amanda, who blushed a bit, “Yes, I teach it, and yes, you’d benefit still from taking it.”
“Okay, so we’ll switch out your Intro to computer programming class for Principles of Machine Learning… and let me check your math exam score.”
He typed for a moment before laughing, “And we’ll have to change this too.”
“How did I do?” I asked.
“The test gives weight to certain questions, and the test is scored out of two-hundred. More points and weight are given to the more difficult questions.”
“And I got?”
“Well, they noted in the computer that they graded your test manually twice, checked the cameras for cheating, in addition to the automatic grading completed by the software… before putting in the score of 190?”
“Cool!” I said with a smile.
“I have to say it’s unheard of for freshmen in general, but for a Little, it’s highly unusual!” He shrugged his shoulders, “Obviously, you are an unusual Little, given both test scores and your CARE scores. I’m looking forward to seeing how you do at Emerson.”
“I am, too, thanks!” I said with a smile, “So what am I taking for math?”
“Well, that score places you out of the first four semesters of Calculus, but if you’ll take some advice, I’d recommend taking Calc three this year.”
“Why?”
“Well, I recently read an interesting paper that your dimension uses Base Ten math, correct?”
“Yes, it is. I’ve been practicing a lot before I came here using Base Sixty instead.”
“Obviously, or you would have failed the test massively!” he said, “You’ll probably find that calculus class to be a review, but it’ll also let you get through a math class here while knowing the material. Sometimes different universities approach things a little differently, too, so it would help you adjust to Emerson’s method. Based on your test scores, though, you could be in the final fifth-semester class if you want, but I just think it would be wise not to skip the entire sequence.”
I nodded, “I’m okay with the third semester.”
“Great, let me play around with this for a second!”
Amanda reached over and gave me a hug while he worked and ended up bringing me over to her lap and sitting me on her knee that she lightly bounced nervously.
“Here you go,” he said as he reached down to a printer and handed me a schedule, “I emailed it to you too.”
I glanced down at it quickly and said, “Thanks! Is there anything else I need to do?”
“Nope, good luck with your classes! Let me know if you need anything.”
“Thank you, sir,” I said as Amanda sat me on the ground.
“Thanks, Henry,” Amanda said.
“We’ll see you around Amanda…” he paused as we turned, “I think this is one of the crazier things you’ve done, but I suspect you’ve adopted the smartest Little ever!”
Amanda laughed, “Thanks, Henry – see you at the next faculty meeting!” Then, she looked at me and patted my head, “Come on, kiddo, let’s go home if you don’t have anything else to do on campus. We have a couple projects to get done before tonight!”
I nodded and followed her outside the building. When she stopped for just a second to put sunglasses on, I impulsively decided to put my arms up, “Up?”
She laughed as she picked me up and tickled my belly, “You’re probably the most brilliant student of your year, and what do you want? To be carried around and waited on like a newborn?”
I stuck my tongue out at her but leaned towards her warm protective body. She readjusted my skirt to keep from flashing my diaper, but I honestly didn’t care at that point. I had survived a big test and serious accusations of cheating; I was lucky enough to have her!
Chapter 16: Past Problems
AT THE CAR, she felt my diaper and said, “You really need to be drinking more, sweetheart; this should be wetter!”
“Sorry, I actually did drink a good bit out of that water bottle… The test kind of made it difficult, though.”
“Well, I guess you were concentrating too much…” she laughed as she closed the door by my car seat and hopped inside, “I wonder if you’d gotten more sleep last night if you could have scored a perfect score?”
I looked at her through the mirror in front of my car seat and shook my head, “That last question was something I hadn’t learned.”
She drove us back home, pulled into the garage, and unbuckled me. Once she had me clear, she started to set me down, but I just clung on, “Carry me in?”
She sighed, “Clingy today?”
I shrugged, “I just like being held sometimes?”
She squeezed me tight, “After last night, I guess I understand.” She grabbed my backpack and threw the small bag on her other shoulder, “Come on, let’s see if Daddy got the window fixed and how Grandpa’s crew is doing on the alarm system.”
A couple of weeks ago, being held on her hip was scary, but now it was comforting. As we walked inside, Fred called out, “Amanda?”
“Yes, Fred,” she said.
He walked from the backdoor up to us, and I could see he had been sweating and had working clothes on. He was going to hug Amanda, but she said, “Not until you shower! You stink worse than one of our daughters’ diapers right now.”
I stuck my tongue out at her.
He smirked, “Okay, I guess if you two had been working hard all day, you two would still smell like roses.”
“Of course!” I said.
“So, how’d your test go?” Fred asked.
I smiled, “Pretty good.”
Amanda looked down at me and shook her head, “I’m curious to see what good or amazing looks like for this little girl!”
“Aced it?”
“Ten points from perfect,” Amanda said. “What Doctor Butler didn’t tell you, Stacy was that sixty points would have gotten you into your first calculus class. I don’t know many of our students who have scored any better than you!”
“So, how did your meeting go before that?”
“We were right that he was accusing her of cheating… But they had no case for her cheating any better than trying to say I had either coached her or taught her all of the code she would need like some sort of parrot.” She shook her head, “Thankfully, Henry was there, and he could instantly see that the code couldn’t have been mine. It was still good working code, but Stacy has some quirky coding habits. Her comments are also more consistent in her code than mine have ever been! Except maybe in college when I was getting graded on them.”
“So, how did Wernstrom take that?”
“He didn’t like it one bit… A Little being better at coding than anyone else? That doesn’t sit well with him. Really, you would think he was a baby-crazed woman!”
“So why exactly was he so concerned she cheated?”
“Oh…” she squeezed me again, “this little girl likes to cause problems on tests. She will have a class full of students who hate her if a professor grades on a bell curve… or likes to adjust from the highest score only.”
“So, like her math test?”
“Worse… one-hundred percent perfect.”
He raised his eyebrows, “Your dad was right. You just wanted a nerd-baby!”
I smiled at him, “Well, she lucked out.”
“Anyway, how’s Bella doing?”
“She’s napping upstairs in her crib. Your mom is keeping an eye on her now while your dad and I have been finishing up repairing the door and wiring a new system he wanted to put in. You’re probably more help with that than I am, but I can at least do the grunt work on it.”
“Yes, you do make a nice grunt,” Amanda said to him with a smirk.
“See what I put up with Stacy?”
“I’m staying out of this,” I told them both.
“How long has Bella been napping?”
“Your mom gave her a bottle about twenty minutes ago? With as long of a night as we had last night, I figure she’ll probably sleep for a while.”
“Probably…” Amanda said.
“What about you, kiddo?” She asked me, “You need to lay down and take a nap?”
I shook my head, “I feel wide awake right now. Can I just get on my computer up in your workroom like yesterday?”
She looked thoughtful for a second, “You’ve got a good battery on it, right?”
I nodded.
“Why don’t you just bring it outside and work on a blanket on the patio?”
“No desk?”
“Do you really need one?”
“It’s easier to do stuff when I can set stuff down?”
She sighed and thought, “Can you be absolutely quiet if I have just let you go into your room, where my mom is watching Bella?”
“As long as she doesn’t distract me?”
Amanda looked doubtful but said, “Okay, I guess,” and started to carry me upstairs before feeling my diaper again and turning back to the kitchen. She opened the fridge, “Bottle or sippy?”
I hesitated before saying, “Bottle, please,” I told her while slightly blushing.
She shook her head, “You’re not helping my ability to think of you like a big girl?”
“The sippy cup takes more work to drink out of,” I told her honestly.
“Really?”
I nodded, “Yeah.”
“Who would have thought?” She asked as she handed me an uncapped bottle and carried me upstairs, and stepped over the baby gate into my… our room.
Granny was sitting in the rocking chair with her eyes closed and seemed to be dozing herself based on her sounds. Bella was snoring loudly in her crib, and I just hoped I’d be able to get anything done with them both sawing logs! Amanda sat me down and said quietly, “When I get back in a bit, I want that bottle of juice empty, or I’ll be mean and take your babas away – you’re much too big for them now.” She winked at me and hugged me before slipping out of the room.
‘By this point, my head is so messed up I don’t know if I want to be a big girl or a baby!’ I groused to myself.
My computer and the power cords were on my desk, and I reattached everything to turn it on and keep it charged. I looked back at Granny sleeping soundly and decided it was time to check out a few things I’d been thinking about trying. ‘I should probably update my calendar with my new schedule first.’
Day of Week Time Department Code Course Title Location Professor Credits
MWF 9:15am-10:15am MATH225 Calculus III Destiny Hall Lieberman 3.0
MWF 11:00am-12:00pm ENGL140 Technical Writing Jennings 230 Benning 3.0
MWF 1:30pm-2:30pm EECS245 Principles of Machine Learning Wenig 630 Westerfield 3.0
MWF 3:30pm-4:30pm CHEM115 Principles of Chemistry Kendrick Hall Casio 3.0
TR 9:30am-11:00am HIST134 History of Amaz. Civ. Destiny Hall Evergreen 3.0
T 1:00pm-2:00pm SEMN001 Little Freshmen Seminar Destiny Hall Sanders 0.0
I checked my email first and began closely looking over my new schedule.
‘I have a lot of free time on Tuesdays and Thursdays,’ I thought, ‘the other days will be busy though!’ I moved over to my calendar and moved my math and programming classes around in the schedule to set things. ‘At least my first class is later now!’ I thought as I took another look. ‘Stupid Little Seminar is only one day a week, but it’s for an hour, and I don’t even get a credit for it???’
I looked back at Granny again to make sure she hadn’t stirred and then began working through some projects I wanted to do without too many eyes on me. I quickly nursed the bottle down so Amanda wouldn’t badger me more about being dehydrated when she came back. As soon as I was done, I thought, ‘First things first… where did I put that copy of the nanite code…?’
I ENJOYED A couple of hours alone digging through code before hearing Granny groan and stretch. I quickly used a shortcut key to save what I had been working on and switched to an e-mail I had opened to my parents, updating them on my test results. I had just clicked ‘send’ a few moments later when I was picked up.
“Hi Granny,” I told her quietly since Bella hadn’t stirred.
“Well ‘hi’ yourself,” she said to me. “How long was I out?”
I looked at my watch, “Two hours since I came in? I think Daddy said you’d come up with Bella about twenty minutes before that with her bottle?”
“Sounds about right,” she said. “Speaking of bottles, yours is empty, but this diaper doesn’t feel very wet. Do you need another one? Your mommy mentioned she didn’t think you were drinking enough yesterday.”
I shrugged, “I would drink it?”
She squeezed me, “I’ll let you keep working, then while I go refill it. I’ll get Bella a fresh one too for when she wakes up. Last night really got to her,” she told me in an even quieter whisper.
“Okay,” I said as she sat me back down by my chair, and I retook my seat as she picked up my bottle, grabbed Bella’s from before her nap, and went downstairs.
With no one in there now, I dug through the open closet where my old backpack had ended up and found my Switch. I almost moved it to my new bag but thought better of it and instead walked over to my new bed, pulled up the mattress by the headboard, and placed it there. ‘I don’t think it’ll do much more than pissing a giant off right now?’ I thought, ‘but maybe the idea will work when I get a chance.’
I returned to my seat and looked at tomorrow’s schedule.
Time: Location: Event:
9:00am-6:00pm Various Advisor Appointments for Scheduling
9:00am-6:00pm Fisher Hall Returning Students Check-In
9:30am-11:00am Destiny Lecture Hall Littles: Legal Rights and Responsibilities*
1:00pm-2:00pm Destiny Lecture Hall Littles: Planning for the Future*
6:00pm Sherwood Lawn Welcome Back Barbeque
7:00pm Fraternity Row IFC and Panhellenic Councils Sponsored Block Party
Seeing the block party information, I remembered that the ΛΔΠ event was supposed to be tomorrow… I dug back through to Sarah’s e-mail and saw it was to begin at 4:30pm. ‘Of course, Littles can’t be a part of the block party. Their bedtime is much too close!’ I grumbled. No one had said I was bound by the rules of the dorms, but I wasn’t about to risk getting a demerit by showing up there!
That thought brought up the sad memory of poor Kristina. The poor girl had fallen victim to whatever they had put in the food last night - I was sure of that! ‘It makes sense if you really just want Littles to be babies instead.’ I thought, ‘just put some sort of laxative in the food one of the early nights, and you can cull the herd pretty quickly.’
Since Kristina now had nine demerits out of her ten allowed for the year – I knew it was just a matter of time before she was dragged kicking and screaming to the daycare and a lifetime of forced babyhood. Granny came back in then and picked me up, asking, “What’s wrong, Stacy?” She set one capped bottle of milk down on the changing table area but kept my smaller one full of juice in her other hand. “I don’t think I’ve seen that expression on your face much.”
I sighed as she sat down in the rocking chair, holding me to where I was sideways on her lap, “something I saw earlier.”
“Another Little?”
I nodded but didn’t say anything else.
“I’m assuming you think I wouldn’t want to discuss that?”
I looked at her, “You had your own Little – so I’m not sure you’d agree with me?”
“Your mommy has two now?”
“Well, I’m kind of an oddball case… and well, with Bella… she was just being a decent person, I think?”
“It was the same with my Hannah at first…” she said sadly.
Now curious to hear more, I perked up, “What do you mean?”
“Stacy, I’m not going to lie to you and say I didn’t enjoy babying the daylights out of our baby girl Hannah, but I didn’t kidnap her off the street like most of my friends.” She paused, and I could sense some difficulty going forward. The nipple of the bottle she held was gently teased between my lips.
She watched to see that I began nursing from the bottle before she started, “I met Hannah one day when I went to walk in the park. I was pushing Chloe in her stroller. She had just been born a couple months earlier and was the most beautiful baby then, and sometimes the only way I could get her to sleep was taking her for a walk. So I walked and watched all of the Littles, babies, and kids playing on the playground, and I was daydreaming of when my sweet Chloe would be old enough to play with them. Then, partway through my walk, I was startled when I noticed a group of teenagers gathered around something like vultures and a lot of screaming.”
I pictured the sight and nodded for her to go on as she let go of the bottle for me to hold, “I decided to check out what was going on and found that they were pushing this sweet little girl around back and forth, lifting up her skirt and showing off her panties. The poor girl was in tears and didn’t have a chance against one of them, let alone eight big kids like they were. I couldn’t help myself; I yelled at them to get lost before I decided their parents needed to know how immature they were acting… I guess my voice must have been enough to scare them as they all scrambled away.”
“That was a good thing,” I told her while pushing the bottle nipple out of my mouth.
“It was, but when they were gone, she just stood there trembling, ‘Thank you, ma’am,’ she told me in this sweet but trembling voice. I talked to her for a few minutes before hearing her stomach rumbling with hunger. Her clothes looked to be dirty, faded, and baggy. I guessed that they had already been torn even before the bullies. ‘Maybe you should get home?’ I suggested to her.”
“She nodded but grimaced as she said, ‘Home would be nice… but I think my parents were adopted a couple days ago, and they changed the locks to the apartment by the time I came home from school.”
“She was homeless then?!?” I asked. “That’s terrible!”
“Yes, it was,” Granny said. “I asked her how old she was and was surprised when she said she was twenty.”
“She was still living with her parents, though?”
“She was going to school at the community college. Since they don’t have dorms to stay in, she didn’t have to live there.”
“Oh,” I said, “So what happened next?”
“I told her I was sorry to hear that… Did she have anywhere else to go? When she said she didn’t, I told her I wouldn’t force her to come with me, but as soon as someone else found out she was homeless, they would either take her for themselves or force her to go to an orphanage.”
“Are those really the only two options?” I asked.
“Stacy, things are rough right now, but they were way worse back then for Littles! I know she had to have been shocked that I was even willing to let her walk away from me. Hannah later told me she expected me to immediately pick her up and start walking with her.”
“She stared at me for a long while, and Chloe began to whine. Without a word to Hannah, I unbuckled Chloe from her seat, changed the messy diaper she was complaining about and gave her a pacifier to settle her down. I just rocked and hummed to her for a moment before she went right back to sleep. As I buckled her back into the stroller, Hannah asked me, ‘How much will you treat me like her?’”
“I thought for a long moment before answering, ‘Probably a lot? I don’t think I’ll be able to help myself?’ She nodded and asked, ‘Will you treat me with love and not beat me up or torture me like some mommies do?’”
I noticed Amanda had snuck in at some point and held Bella, who was now an attentive audience member but didn’t say anything. Instead, she stood quietly and gently bounced Bella up and down on her side.
“I told her that her life would be one of the best taken care of babies ever if she came with me. I couldn’t guarantee that everything would be roses, but I wouldn’t abuse her, I wouldn’t beat her needlessly, and most importantly, I wouldn’t go out of my way to bully her.” She paused, “And so she said, ‘Okay, I’m yours.’”
A part of me could actually feel like she wasn’t the evil queen witch that Amanda had made me feel like she was before I met her.
“You never told me that story Momma,” Amanda said, breaking the story’s spell.
Granny looked at her, “To protect her and you.”
“What do you mean, Momma?”
She sighed, “I learned more about Hannah when I got home with her. Her parents were actually Betweeners and nearly Bigs in height. Hannah’s short height was caused by one of the weird mutations that happen every now and then to Betweener kids. Both of her Betweener parents being adopted was really uncommon, especially with their size being seven feet tall! Even back then, with fewer protections for everyone, it was weird. I wondered what had led to someone suddenly kidnapping and adopting them. Joe was on leave then, so I asked him to look into it through some of his contacts. It turned out they had been adopted because they were involved in an embezzlement scheme with the Trelini family. Something went wrong… and I guess the mafia took it out on her parents. He also discovered that there was an active hit out for Hannah too.”
I looked up at Amanda, who looked stunned as this was the first time that she’d ever heard this story. Amanda asked, “So you kept her as a baby and didn’t potty train her because…?”
“Because a baby isn’t a threat to anyone Amanda. A big-girl Little isn’t considered a threat, but she’s way more likely to be seen as a target. Anyone who came and looked in on Hannah would see she was a Little girl being fed at her adopted mommy’s breast. Seeing her babied all of the time would be seen as already having gotten what was coming to them. Especially with Joe being deployed overseas for a good chunk of time, it was the safest way to protect Hannah and the rest of you.”
“So, what about when things got bad for Hannah?”
“Well… that’s where they say the path to Hell is lined with good intentions,” Granny sighed, “sorry for my language, girls… When Chloe and Cassie were both babies, it wasn’t like they saw Hannah as anything different than them. She was just a fellow diapered baby playmate as much as anything. By the time Chloe and Amanda were getting a bit older, things started happening… and I’ll be honest, I even lost perspective a couple times…” she paused, “Probably why your mommy was reluctant to tell me about you, Stacy.” She grimaced, “But Amanda, most of what happened to Hannah was at daycare or from Chloe and Cassie, wasn’t it?”
I looked at Amanda, and the scales of childhood were falling from her eyes. Realization dawned on her that her mom was telling the truth. I turned back to Granny, “So…?”
“Yes?”
“I’m not trying to upset you or Mommy, Granny. But, Mommy told me about what happened to Hannah a couple weeks before she died… and then about how everything happened,” I took a breath, “Hannah didn’t really die? Did she?”
“Stacy!” Amanda said reproachfully.
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Chapters 17 and 18
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 17: Truths
TO MY SURPRISE, Granny began to laugh, and I heard a deeper voice join in from inside the room. “Amanda, you weren’t kidding when you said she was smart,” Grandpa Joe said.
“Wait, what?!?” Amanda practically screeched, and I noticed Bella became nervous and shook with her shout. “She’s right?!?!?!”
I looked at Granny, and she nodded, “Yes, she is. Hannah is alive, safe, and free on one of the Little islands.”
“But… why… how…?” Amanda’s face was filled with tears.
I felt terrible that I had just upended a core belief of Amanda’s then and wanted to switch places with Bella as she sat down on the ground in shock. I wriggled around, and Granny got the message, letting me go down to the floor while she held my hands and my feet landed. Amanda had sat Bella on one knee, and I climbed onto the other and hugged her, “You told me you were at summer camp, remember?” I told her.
“You made me come home…? There was a casket… and a funeral?!?!?” Amanda asked her mom.
Grandpa Joe sighed, “Honey, Chloe, and Cassie were getting more and more violent towards Hannah. We… well, your mom hadn’t seen it because she’s always had a blind spot with those two. But, after your mom had falsely punished you that weekend, everything tumbled out of Hannah. She told us how the two of them were ganging up on her, and sometimes they were even picking on you. Hannah was terrified of Chloe, but she didn’t want to see you getting punished anymore. So when Chloe and Cassie were gone, your mom went to nurse Hannah before her afternoon nap. Just as she started nursing her, Hannah told your mom about what had really happened. I think you figured that out when we apologized to you and punished your sisters the same way the next weekend…” he grimaced, “I wish we could undo both of those, actually.”
Amanda shook her head, “I hated Mom for that… but even though I didn’t do it to Hannah, you won’t catch me abusing Stacy or Bella with an enema ever after that!”
Bella asked, “What?”
“Tell you later,” I told her. “Or maybe Mommy will since it’s her story. So, I’m guessing something else happened, and they retaliated again on that playground?”
Granny nodded, “Hannah DID have a head injury. Chloe forced her into climbing a tall set of monkey bars. Once she had her up there, she hit her hard and shoved her off the top. Hannah fell headfirst and suffered a bad head injury when she landed. I wasn’t there with them, but I got the call to come to the hospital just as Chloe and Cassie ran in to tell me that she had fallen off. I called Joe at work, since he was closer to the hospital, to meet them, and told him I would call as soon as I got to the bottom of what happened.”
“Did they tell you what really happened?” Bella asked.
Granny shook her head, “No, they had struck some sisterly pact that neither would rat out the other… but I could tell they were lying because neither was doing a very good job. Joe called me and said they were working on Hannah, but I should hurry to the hospital as fast as possible because it didn’t look good!” Granny was crying then, “I knew those two had to be responsible and told Chloe, ‘You stay here and do a better job of looking after Cassie than you did, Hannah!’ Then I got in the car and drove to the hospital.” Granny was beginning to have a hard time talking then, and I could see tears streaming from her eyes.
Grandpa took over, “By the time your mom got to the hospital, the doctors had been out to tell me she was still being worked on but warned me it was not looking good. They almost lost Hannah several more times during the six hours of surgery, and she came out of the operating room without a clear answer of if she would make it. All they could tell us was that if she made it through the night, her odds were good. We were allowed to sit with her in the NICU and watch her on life support in her crib with all the tubes plugged into her… After that, we could only pray that she would make it.”
He wiped a tear from his eye, “Well… let’s just say you can’t watch your baby girl in that kind of situation and not get angry. Your mom kept me from going home and tanning their hides right then because she didn’t want me to be abusive… Even though I so wanted to be then! Lord knows they deserved it! While we waited for her to regain consciousness, a police detective came and investigated the incident. After speaking with him, he said they were writing it up as an accident, but ‘off the record,’ the detective was fairly certain that Chloe had intentionally tried to kill her. If they had been certain, they would have arrested her, but he warned me that if Hannah made it through her injuries, we needed to be constantly on watch because he was sure she probably wasn’t done.”
Granny had regained her breath, “As far as I could tell, the only remorse Chloe showed was that she might get in trouble… I don’t think she really cared that she had hurt Hannah… she might have even enjoyed that.”
“That’s sick, Mom,” Amanda sobbed out. “I always thought she had to have done it… but to know for certain…?”
“The whole reason we had taken Hannah in was to protect her, and in the end, we had failed miserably,” Granny said morosely, “I knew we couldn’t trust your sisters to not hurt her more. But we couldn’t just release her on her own since she was injured and would just be adopted by someone else. Besides, the Trelini family was still keeping an eye on her.”
“Even after all of that time?” I asked.
“Every month or so, we would get a visitor who would watch us all for a day or two,” Grandpa said, “I discussed it with them more than once, but someone new from their crew would keep showing up. They knew that we knew and were watching to see if at any point we let her grow up and release her.”
“So, while it’s more involved than I can remember now, your sister when she woke up… well, we told her it was time to get her somewhere else that would be safer.”
“She really did wake up?” Amanda both sobbed and sounded happy.
“Oh yes, and surprisingly there was no lasting damage to her brain or anything. She lost a couple teeth that I had the doctors replace with implanted teeth… They wanted to just pull the rest since it made the most sense to them. It took me a lot to convince them to replace them and leave her teeth.” Granny shook her head, “We had a couple days that we waited before we came for you, during which we started moving pieces into place. I had a friend who created a death certificate for her. We bought a casket and had a funeral, never letting anyone know it was a farce. We had Hannah stay at a friend’s house that we had sworn to secrecy all the while. I did the best I could to start re-teaching her how to use the potty as she healed. After she was better, we told you girls that your dad was redeploying for a short mission, but he really took Hannah to one of the islands. He helped her get the paperwork to show that she was a free Little, an apartment, and enrolled in a program to help Littles learn how to take care of themselves after being in captivity.”
I looked up at Amanda, whose face was streamed with tears and smeared makeup. “She’s alive after all these years? Have you ever talked to her again?”
I looked at Grandpa Joe, who had come to sit down next to us, “we secretly trade cards every Christmas, and we’ve visited her a couple times over the last couple of years since Megan began college.”
“Do… do… you think she’d…?”
“Like to talk to you?” Granny asked with a smile. “I’m sure of it. Unfortunately, the time zones are kind of weird, so it’d be best to wait until about ten our time, but I’ll send her your number and let her know that we finally told you the truth.”
“She… won’t mind?”
Grandpa Joe wrapped his arms around Amanda’s shoulders above Bella and me, “She always wanted us to let you know. You were the one sister that loved her and cared for her. Of course, you had a couple mean moments just not thinking as a kid, but you were the only sister who she actually considered to be her sister.”
I had tears in my own eyes with the story and felt Amanda’s arms around me tightly, “Thank you,” she whispered to me.
“Now, no one else can ever know she’s alive, though,” Grandpa Joe said to all of us.
“I don’t know anyone to tell,” Bella said.
“You won’t catch me talking to Cassie and Chloe if I don’t have to!” I said.
Granny looked sad but nodded, “I wish I could somehow go back and fix whatever went wrong with those two.”
I nodded my affirmation there before thinking it was time for a subject change when my stomach grumbled, “So dinner?”
“Stacy, is food the only thing you ever think about…?” Bella grumbled.
I shrugged, “Computers?”
She stuck her tongue out at me while Amanda hugged me and whispered, “Thank you.”
“Well, I need to start the grill up. You want to change into your swimsuit before you go down there?” Fred asked me.
I stood up quickly and said, “Swimming!” excitedly.
“Clearly, there is one other thing she values over food,” Amanda said, tickling my side.
Everyone else giggled at it, and I hoped it had helped Amanda and her parents regain a little bit of composure. She walked over to the drawer she had put my swimsuits in and handed me one. “Can you reach one of your swim diapers on the shelf?”
I looked and nodded, “I think so.”
“Bella, do you want to go swimming too?” Amanda asked as she stood up and settled her onto her hip.
She shrugged, “I really don’t know how…?” I could tell she was nervous about the water still.
“We have your floaties and the ring you can sit in that we bought,” Fred told her. “You can just sit in the water with the shade up and float?”
I watched her face go through a few expressions before she nodded, “I guess… If nothing else, I’ve got my heroine big sister who will save me?”
I groaned and stuck my tongue out at her while everyone else giggled. Then, Fred and Grandpa started walking out the door as Granny stood and asked, “Do you need a hand, Stacy?”
I held the swimsuit and had just grabbed the swim diaper, “Maybe later, Granny? These are basically just pull-ups.”
She smiled and nodded, “I’ll hold you to that!”
Granny decided to leave then, so it was just Amanda changing Bella on the changing table and me standing on the ground next to it. I pulled the uniform I was wearing off and then pulled the tapes off the pretty soaked Pamper. “Mommy, would you please hand me a wipe?”
“Sure, sweetie,” she said as she held a hand on Bella and grabbed a wipe to hand to me. I used it quickly and wrapped it inside the used diaper, and put it into the diaper can. “Here, I’ll get it in there,” she told me since it was just a little too high for me to easily do it.
“Thanks, Mommy,” I told her with a smile and pulled up the swim diaper before donning the stretchy one-piece swimsuit over the top of it. I adjusted the straps then and pulled my socks off.
“Make sure you put your clothes in the hamper over there,” she told me with a reminder.
“Yes, Mommy,” I told her with a sigh. ‘Somehow, I don’t think she’ll let me get my room as messy as Mom did back home!’
She put Bella down on the floor next to me and said, “I’m going to change into my swimsuit, and then I’ll come to get you both to go to the pool.”
“Daddy, is the only one cooking tonight?” I asked in surprise.
She smiled at me, “Grandpa and Granny are helping him too.”
I nodded and watched as she closed the baby gate behind her, leaving the two of us alone. Bella walked over and sat down on the edge of my bed. Her pink swimsuit had several rows of ridiculous frills on her butt and chest. You could just see the swim diaper peeking out from the edge of the bottom.
“You doing okay?” I asked her.
“Okay?” She asked with a bit of bite to her voice. “Not really…” she sighed.
“Which is the part that’s the worst?” I asked.
“You mean the baby part or the part where there are people who want to make me a baby and make me have babies for them?”
“It’s not the freedom part?”
She shook her head, “Stacy, so far, I’ve gone out and done more things with our ‘parents’ in the last few days than I did in the last two years total!”
“I guess you couldn’t risk going anywhere?” I asked.
She shook her head, “No, I couldn’t. I’m not as helplessly cute as you are, but I’ve also known my whole life that if I grew taller than the average three-year-old Amazon toddler, I would be lucky…” she shook her shorter hair, “I didn’t get lucky.”
Before she could continue, Amanda was back and held two small swim caps in her hands. She sat down on the ground next to me and tugged at my hair for several minutes to get it covered safely by the swim cap. “Come here, Bella,” she smiled at her sitting on my bed. Bella stood patiently as Amanda had an easier time putting hers up with there being less of it. Finally, she kissed the top of her head and picked us up, putting us each on a hip. “You two definitely are good for getting a workout!”
Bella giggled at that, and we went down the stairs in her arms. Outside, Fred and Grandpa were gathered around the grill while Granny worked on the salad. ‘Ick!’ I thought to myself about that.
As we went through the outside door, I could see that the window had been replaced. The glass looked slightly different, and I had to ask, “Same material as the tablet?”
Amanda looked down at me and shook her head, “you are too smart for your own good. But, yes, it’s a new thing you can buy. It’s supposed to be indestructible, and the cool thing is it’s also possible to make it project a screen for a movie.”
I looked at it closer and noticed that the huge sliding door would make a sweet movie screen to watch from the pool! “Which side does it show on?”
“It’s like the tablet; it can display on either side.”
“I am here too still, you know,” Bella reminded us as Amanda laughed and moved towards the pool. She sat us down on a deck chair and sprayed us liberally with sunscreen. I saw a weird pink baby flotation device thing sitting on the concrete next to the pool. It looked like you sat down in a seat that let your feet get wet but kept your upper body above water. On the top was a canopy that shaded the baby sitting in it. ‘That does not look comfortable to me!’ I thought since you wouldn’t have the freedom to swim. ‘Maybe for Bella, it’s a good way to get her acclimated to the pool, though,’ I admitted.
As soon as she had finished spraying me with sunscreen, she handed me a new pink pair of miniature goggles. “I thought you might like these for your laps?”
I smiled, “Thanks! It’ll be nice to keep the chlorine out of my eyes!”
She patted my head, kissed my forehead, gave me a light pat on the butt, and I took that to mean I could get in the water. She didn’t need to tell me twice before I dove into the pool! I dove down into the water to touch the bottom before swimming to the surface and seeing where Amanda was just finishing spraying Bella. As she began applying sunscreen to herself, I decided to start swimming some laps and let her worry about Bella and herself.
I swam through the water, doing lap after lap thinking about everything that had happened in the last couple of weeks. So much had gone on, and I wondered what would happen next. I couldn’t help but fear the group that was after Bella. ‘Wait a second! It was the Trelini family in both cases?’ I thought to myself. ‘So, they already had a reason to hold a grudge against Amanda’s family?’ I still wanted to know why they were so interested in Bella. She didn’t seem that special…
I thought about that for a while before I found myself ambushed in the water by Amanda. “I caught a fish!” She giggled as she hugged me tightly, suspended out of the water by her side.
“I was swimming!” I whined.
“Time for din-din,” she told me, “your sister’s been out of the water for like twenty minutes now.”
“How long was I swimming?”
“A bit over an hour-and-a-half?”
Then, I looked up at her and said, “I don’t feel tired…?”
“The nanites,” she reminded me with a whisper.
I nodded and let her carry me out of the pool, wrap me in a towel, and take me over to where a picnic table was set up by the back door. “Your parents had joked they had a fish, but I didn’t believe them until I saw you swim,” Grandpa Joe said with a twinkle in his eye as he brought me a smaller chunk of a giant sausage and a mini burger.
“I keep telling them I’m not a fish; I’m a dolphin!” I rolled my eyes. Bella, for her part, laughed at my response.
Chapter 18: Movie Night
I LOOKED AND saw that Megan had shown up as planned and came to sit down next to me. I leaned over and hugged her as she sat down, “Hi, Megan!”
“Eew… I have fish water all over me now!” she joked before tickling me a moment and hugging me back.
I stuck my tongue out at her, “I’m surprised you’re not at the movie night event tonight?” I asked.
She shrugged, “I went my first couple years, they’re okay – not that great.”
“You still live in the dorms, though?” I asked.
“Yeah, even with Mom and Dad being so close to the campus, I prefer my space?” She said. “Besides, my full ride covers it.”
I nodded and talked with her for a few minutes before Granny waved at me from across the table. “So, with everything going on, I never had a chance to hear how you did on your test Stacy?” she asked.
“It went well,” I said, “I tested out of four semesters of math, but I’m going to only skip two to be safe.”
“You did well enough to skip four semesters?” Megan looked at me like I was an alien, “But Littles don’t do well with math?” Then, she paused, “Hell, I had to take the remedial math before beginning Calculus...”
I shrugged, “I’m sure some actually do, Megan. You just don’t hear about them because their parents keep them too busy at daycare… Plus, I’m from the other dimension, and we don’t have Bigs there – we are the Bigs and Littles.”
“It must be a really nice place,” Bella told me, “I don’t understand why you would ever leave it. Your computer test scores?”
“Umm… perfect?”
“Perfect as in good?” Megan asked
“Perfect as in the perfect score,” Amanda said, “almost ended up getting her into a lot of trouble by doing that well.”
“You have to be careful, Stacy; you’re going to have a lot of Bigs who will feel threatened by you. They may not be able to adopt you, but they can find other ways to humiliate you,” Bella advised.
I nodded as I took another bite of the ginormous sausage. Then, dinner shifted to other topics, and I watched Amanda behaving quite nervously as I think she was waiting for a sign that her long-lost baby sister would give her a call. ‘I can’t imagine the hurt she felt, and the new hurt she probably feels… I can’t imagine Hannah having lived through Chloe and Cassie much longer, though, if Chloe had already almost killed her. She seems to have been a monster all of her life!’
“Earth to Stacy?” I heard along with a poke from Megan.
“Huh?”
“Grandpa was talking to you, sweetie,” Amanda said.
I looked up at him, “Sorry, what were you saying?”
“Are you done eating?”
I looked down at an empty plate of food and nodded, “Yes, sir.”
“Come on then, we need to talk about your schedule,” he said as he picked me up and put me on his side. Given the top of my head barely came up to his knee, it was a long way up there! He put his elbow below my swimsuit-covered rear and carried me inside to the nursery. Inside there, he sat me down on the floor.
I dug through my bag and handed him my schedule, “Here it is.”
He looked at it and seemed to think some before grabbing a phone from his pocket and comparing schedules. “Okay, I think I’ll have your Granny pick you up from your Little seminar on Tuesdays and your class on Thursdays to bring you to my studio. We’ll have a bit over an hour before my first class comes in after school lets out for us to train you by yourself. I’ll probably have you join that next class, too, since it’s one of my elementary classes.”
“Is that a good idea?” I asked.
“They’re all bigger than you, but you should be okay. It’ll also help you learn to control to only do enough to stop, not permanently injure or kill someone.”
I nodded, “Umm… I would normally probably not feel like I’m in a rush to fight but given everything these last couple of days… any hints on how to fight off someone your size?”
He nodded, “Unfortunately, your options at your height are limited. Normally most Littles are at least a foot or more taller than you… Still, you should be able to punch up at my knees?” He motioned for me to try.
I slow-motioned a fist forward and could just make contact there, “It’s a stretch, though?”
“Well, it’s the first place you should probably attack because if you can knock the person hard enough, they can’t chase you. Until we get you fully trained, you’ll just have to aim to disable and then evade them… Kind of like you did with my daughters and that lady. Most of us will not like seeing a Little kidnapped from their adopted family. Just managing to scream and keep out of reach for a limited amount of time should allow help to get here.”
“Where else is vulnerable?” I asked.
“I’ve known some of the Little operators to go for ankles. If you can kick hard enough, you can injure someone there. The other option is if you have a knife, you can cut through calf muscles or maybe even bury the knife into the back of the knee.”
I nodded, “I don’t have a knife…?”
“I’m going to find one for you that we can conceal on your body somewhere.
“With my diaper being a constant target to change… clothing that can be easily taken off… it there anywhere safe to hide something?”
He shook his head, “It won’t be easy, but something you would wear like a bra, a shoe, or maybe on your back is what I’m thinking. Shoes would be my first choice, but your feet are so tiny though it will be tough. I’ve got a friend who I’m hoping can help out.”
“Thanks for all of your help,” I told him.
“You’re welcome… if something happens to you or Bella, I’m pretty sure my daughter wouldn’t know what to do.”
I nodded, “I’d hate that for her too.”
“So, I’ll see you on Tuesday… we might try and see if your mommy can’t get you to me this weekend. Plus, there’s the Sunday lunch that you’ll be coming to again.”
I tried not to make a face but failed, “I know, my daughters are a pain in the rear. Hang out with Bella, though, don’t abandon her just in case they try something on her.”
I nodded, “thanks for the advice. I’ll do so.”
Amanda came in then with Bella, and an odor that I knew meant she had to have gone poopy in her diaper. Bella looked mortified about it, and tears were obviously streaming down her face… I couldn’t blame her. “You two get it figured out?” Amanda asked as she stripped the swimsuit off Bella.
“I think so,” Grandpa told her, “Tuesdays and Thursdays, I’ll have your mom pick her up and bring her to the studio. She can stay with us until you or Fred get off, then pick her up.”
“That works, I think,” Amanda said. “Still trying to figure out what to do with Bella.”
“Could she stay with you?” I suggested.
“In the classroom?” Amanda asked back.
“Take a playpen and something for her to do? You could say she has to be close so you can nurse her? You hate bottle feeding?” I suggested.
Bella looked at me as she was sat up from the changing table completely naked. “That might be worse than daycare…?” Bella said.
“Stacy, let’s talk more in the bathroom. Why don’t you come take your bath with your sister tonight?”
I nodded, and she added, “Go ahead and take your swimsuit, swim cap, and swim diaper off.”
Before I did so, I took a second to use the swim diaper since I hadn’t gone in a while. It started to leak a bit before absorbing most of the urine. I pulled everything off and looked for a robe… before admitting Amanda probably expected me to take a naked stroll into the bathroom. I obliged her, feeling my body fully blushing when I hurried in through the doorway and found her just lifting Bella into the tub of less water than she used with me. I sighed in disappointment at the shallow water as Ama lifted me in. As she sat me down next to Bella, I could see she blushed as brightly as I was.
Amanda washed Bella first as I watched, “What do you have tomorrow, Stacy?” Amanda asked.
“Those two Little’s seminar sessions. The first is nine-thirty to eleven, then one to two in the afternoon. There’s also that sorority event I was invited to at, I think four-thirty?”
“Are you sure it’s a good idea to go to that?” Amanda asked me.
I shrugged, “As long as I can nearly get kidnapped while walking right next to you on campus, I’m pretty sure I can also run into trouble anywhere?”
She nodded, “I guess you’re right.”
Bella asked, “Aren’t you scared they’ll get you?” as Amanda moved on to wash me.
I shrugged as the soapy mitt met my shoulder blades, “We’ve done everything we can to make it to where I can be found if I do get kidnapped.” I held up my watch, “Mommy, when are you getting one for Bella?”
“Tomorrow after we drop you off,” Amanda told me. “While you’re in class, I figured we’d run and buy one of those for her. I also need to go buy some more diapers for both of you.”
As she washed me, she asked Bella, “So you would rather go to daycare than be with me in the classroom?”
I sighed as she massaged my body and washed it, and I couldn’t deny that it felt nice while I was curious about her answer. “Could I stay with Granny?”
Amanda looked thoughtfully at that, “Maybe… problem is she might want to go see the other grandkids, and you might get stuck around Chloe or Cassie… and that’s risky.”
Bella sighed, “Is daycare terrible?” she actually asked me.
I shrugged, “I have no idea, Bella; I’ve never been.”
“Oh, right…” she said with a frown. “I guess maybe could I try daycare? And if it doesn’t work, maybe you take me to work?”
Amanda sighed, “It’s probably the best option… I’ll try and find a place where you won’t be bullied too much. The university has one for faculty… but since it’s geared towards getting college kids prepared for their new lives once they’ve flunked grown-up life, I’m not sure it would be pleasant.”
“What about the hospital?” I asked just before she dumped a cup full of water to rinse my hair.
I spat out a bit of soapy water that went into my mouth.
Bella giggled at me, and I stuck my tongue out at her before preparing for another cup to hit my head.
“It might be better actually… Daddy does have free daycare as a perk with his job. We could try both, I guess, and see which one you’re more comfortable at. I’ll also research if any others are better for Littles… You won’t need to go until at least next week, though, no matter what,” Amanda told her. “I might even take off more leave if I need to since my maternity leave allotment started Saturday anew with you.”
She eventually got us cleaned up and said, “I’d love to have you both stay in the water all day; I know that’s what Stacy wants, but let’s get you dressed, and we’ll watch a movie with your Aunt Madison.”
“What about Granny and Grandpa?” Bella asked.
“They had to go home already,” Amanda told her.
“Oh…”
“Granny said she might come back over if she can get ahold of Hannah.”
Amanda’s world was still completely rocked by the new information, so I leaned over and hugged her leg. She returned it as Bella said, “Good, I hope she does!”
I felt that Bella had started to bond with Granny that day, as she already seemed pretty attached to her. Learning she wasn’t a completely psychotic Little kidnapping monster may have helped her feelings there too. Amanda picked Bella up first, then me, while wrapping us in towels. She stood both of us on the countertop and handed us toothbrushes with toothpaste on them to brush. I brushed longer than Bella before spitting it out into the sink and rinsing with the cup Amanda offered. She pulled the swim caps off our heads, then kissed us and ran her fingers through our hair. “Let’s go get you girls in your diapees and jammies, and we’ll watch that movie!”
Amanda lifted us both by our rears onto either side of her and carried us to our nursery. She sat me down on the ground and went to diaper Bella first. “Silly girl, couldn’t wait until I could get your diapee on?” She said a moment later.
Bella started sniffling, “I’m sorry… I didn’t even feel it!!!”
“Shh… it’s okay. It’s what we expect to happen, remember?” Amanda must have slid a pacifier into her mouth as she pulled out the wet towel from under her and replaced it with a diaper. A moment later, she was dressed in a pink-footed sleeper with white polka dots and a cute little monkey in a dress peeking out from the side. The monkey had a tiara on, and I almost ‘awwed’ out loud myself but was afraid I’d end up in a matching outfit!
Amanda sat Bella down on the ground and picked me up to put me on the changing table. The towel I had wrapped around my body was quickly removed, and my ankles were in the air as she slid one of the pink princess diapers under my bottom. “Why not my regular Pampers?” I asked her.
“We’re sitting and watching a movie anyway; it’s not like you’re moving around?” She countered, “Besides, you did fine earlier?”
I sighed, “I guess...”
She left me buckled on the table for a second and returned with a purple version of Bella’s footed sleeper. I started to frown, but she tickled me, “I saw that smile when you saw what Bella was wearing. You thought it was just as cute as I do!”
I giggled uncontrollably until she stopped. Then, I sighed, “Okay, yes, it is cute!”
Dressed, she brushed out both of our hair before she gathered us in her arms to go back downstairs and where some blankets had been placed facing the TV in the living room. “I thought maybe we’d watch a movie on the new glass in the backyard?”
She shook her head, “Not until things calm back down.”
I nodded and smiled as Megan walked in, holding a massive bowl of popcorn and two baby bottles filled with juice. Soon I found myself in Megan’s lap watching some bizarre version of Mean Girls where a four-foot-tall Little is somehow made popular at school. She somehow ended up with a bunch of huge Amazonian cheerleaders as her’ friends.’ Occasionally Megan would bite off the edges of the popcorn kernel and feed me the puffy middle part while we watched… I could remember my mom doing that with me when I was little too… I tried not to think of the germs she was sharing! In the end, there was a lot of laughter from Amanda, Megan, Bella, and me… at least until the end of the movie when I felt my blood turn into ice. Instead of being some sort of learning moment of morals at prom, the Little is seen jumping into the sweet nerdy girls’ arms and asking her to be her mommy. Someone gave the nerdy girl a diaper, and a moment later, the dress was gone, and a naked Little in only a diaper was shown smiling happily as she was bounced in her new teenage mother’s arms as they danced around the prom.
“That was…” I had just said when the TV paused in the credits and showed that someone from Grandpa Joe’s house was video calling.
Amanda did something, and Granny showed up on the screen, “Hi Mandy, what are the girls doing up still?”
“Movie night Mom, remember? We just finished it, and I am about to put the girls to bed.”
“Oh, that’s right… I guess Bella did have a nap today. Stacy should be exhausted, though, by now?”
I shrugged, “I’m fine, actually.”
She shook her head, “Anyway, I called to let you know I got ahold of Hannah just now. Do you want to video conference with me too, or just with her?”
I looked up at Amanda, who was shaking, “With you?”
“I thought so… here. Let me get Hannah on, too, then.”
As she began pushing buttons on her side, I sat down on her lap next to Bella. She trembled as she wrapped us both in an enormous hug and the face of an older woman came onto the screen. She had gray hair and looked in her late forties or fifties, but I knew she had to be around sixty since she was twenty years older than Chloe. She looked surprised for a moment before smiling, “Mandy?”
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Chapters 19 and 20
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 19: Reasons
“HANNAH?” AMANDA ASKED, still obviously shocked to learn that her ‘sister’ was still alive!
“Yes, it’s me… You grew up!”
Amanda laughed, “You didn’t, I’m guessing.”
“No, but I’m on an island of people our size, so it’s normal… You… umm…” she looked confused as she made eye contact with Bella and me.
“This is Stacy,” she said, putting her hand on my head and brushing her fingers through my hair, “and this is Bella.”
“Hi girls,” Hannah said with a sour look on her face.
“Hi, Aunt Hannah, it’s nice to meet you,” I said. “I’m here willingly. Amanda didn’t kidnap me… she’s just my temporary Mommy while I go to school at Emerson.”
Hannah looked slightly startled, then, “She can go to school?” Then she shook her head, “Preschool doesn’t count…?”
“No, she’s going as a college student Hannah. Since she’s my adopted Little, I can decide to let her go to school wherever I want.”
“But…”
“I’m from the other dimension,” I told her. “I was scared to stay in the dorms since I know they’re practically Little mills. I managed to find Amanda and her husband to take me in as an exchange student. I’m going through orientation week right now,” I told her.
Fred popped by just then, “I’m Fred, her husband,” he told her, “I’ve heard a lot about you over the years and am glad to know you are alive for her sake.” He hugged Amanda, “I’m going to bed,” he told her and kissed her.
“Can you take Bella up with you?” She suggested. “Grab a bottle and warm it up on your way.”
“Sure!” He said and took her while Hannah watched on.
“Hi, I’m your baby sister, I guess,” Megan said a moment later with a wave reminding us she was there.
“Baby sister?” Hannah asked, “Oh, right… you must be Megan.”
“Yes, I know we never met… but I’m glad to hear you’re alive too.” She paused, “and don’t worry about us telling Chloe or Cassie!” She leaned over and gave Amanda a hug where she held me and said, “Why don’t I take Stacy upstairs now too, and you two can catch up. I need to go back to the university and keep unpacking into my dorm anyway.”
I looked at Amanda’s eyes streaming tears as she hugged us both and handed me to Megan. Upstairs she whispered, “I always wondered too… but I never had the guts to ask Mom and Dad about it.” She hugged me, “Thanks for doing that for Mandy. She was always heartbroken about Hannah as I grew up.”
I smiled at her, “It was just a mystery that needed to be solved!”
She laughed, and we saw Fred was sitting down with Bella in the rocker and placing the nipple of a bottle he held into her mouth. “So, you have a brand-new big girl bed, I see,” she kidded me quietly. “Now, if only we could just get you to not be afraid of the potty monster!” she had squeezed my padded bottom through the pajamas and could tell I needed a change.
“But everyone keeps telling me the potties are scary? One person told me they just flush Littles down the drain!” I told her with a smile. “I do use my potty, though, for poopies!” I reminded her.
She hugged me and then laid me down on the changing table and unzipped the sleeper from the shoulder to my right foot. After pulling my legs free, she pushed the sleeper underneath my back and ripped the tapes from my diaper. The fluids I’d drank during the movie had really only made a small dent in the padding; it was still mostly dry. I was glad she changed it since it had begun cooling and not felt as comfy. She gently zipped me back up and laid me down on my bed when she was done taping the new one on. I noticed as she stood up that Megan’s shirt was spotting like Amanda’s and watched her grimace. “Guess I’ll have to go borrow one of Mandy’s pumps before I leave,” I knew what it meant.
“You could nurse Bella?” I told her quietly. ‘Or me…’ I whined in my head.
“Not this time,” she told me with a peck on my forehead as she pulled the covers up and handed me my dolphin to cuddle. “Night, Stacy,” she said and left the room.
I lay in bed then as Fred gently rocked back and forth with Bella until she finished the bottle he held for her. I was tired enough that I was drifting away as he laid her down in the crib, turned off our light, and gave me a quick kiss goodnight.
SOMETIME LATER IN the night I heard screaming and jumped up quickly out of bed! It sounded like someone was being physically tortured then! I frantically searched for the source of the threat before I realized it was Bella crying. I looked over at where she was standing at the crib’s bars and felt terrible for her. I was just about to get up to walk over to the crib when Amanda came in bleary-eyed and turned the light in the room up to a dim glow. She looked at me briefly and then walked over to Bella and picked her up from the crib. “Oh, did you wake up messy?” She asked. I watched her hug and cuddle her before walking over to the changing table.
“Ni…” she struggled, “night…” she hiccoughed, “nightmare...”
“It’s okay. You’re safe, baby,” she told her as I decided to roll over and try and sleep. I heard the ripping of tapes as she changed her diaper and then moved to the rocking chair to try and calm her down.
“I think…” she paused and sniffled, “I lied about some stuff… I think I know why they might be after me?”
I sat up at that statement and stared in curiosity at the rocking chair where Amanda asked, “What do you mean?”
“My parents’ story is almost the same as what Hannah went through… they were both scientists, barely Betweeners, and one day were just gone… I kept calling and finally guessed they were adopted when their house was repossessed… I’ve never seen them again. I would even have preferred to see them in someone’s stroller and at least know they’re okay… like I’ve seen some of my friends who have been taken!”
“What were they working on?” Amanda asked her as I grabbed my bear and squeezed it tightly while I sat still, quietly eavesdropping.
She sighed, “I don’t honestly know… just that it involved nanites. The only thing I know is that Dad said one time that there would be a way to make me grow out of being a Little.”
“What were your parents’ names?”
“Jacob and Samantha Drexler,” Bella replied.
“I think I met them once!” Amanda said with some surprise, “They were both brilliant but constantly looked nervous.”
“Sounds about right… Mom and Dad had barely kept themselves free most of their lives. Mom had actually been stuck back in diapers by her own parents for a couple years in middle school…” she giggled, “I used to laugh when my grandparents would give her a hard time about it.”
“Are they still alive?” Amanda asked.
“No, they passed away while I was in high school. They were Bigs, while Dad’s parents were also Betweeners who passed away while I was little.”
“Sorry,” Amanda said sincerely.
“That’s life,” she said sadly. “At least I can hope my parents are still alive out there somewhere.”
“So why do you think the Trelini’s would be after you?”
“A few years before they disappeared, they started getting really jumpy about something. Mom was the computer programming side of their team – you and she would get along really well – and I guess she was worried about Dad’s research on the actual nanites getting into the wrong hands. So two years ago, she convinced me to let her put a chip in my arm that would unlock their system once every other week when I visited them. Without that visit, the system would lock up and be impossible to decrypt.”
“How long had it been since you visited them when you discovered they were gone?” Amanda asked gently.
“I had just talked to them the night before I was supposed to visit… and found the front door ajar when I came home. As soon as I saw stuff that looked like it had been ransacked, I backed out and left. “
“Why didn’t you stay and call the cops?” Amanda asked gently.
She laughed, “I was an orphaned Little at that point?” Then, she wheezed, “I would have been taken to an orphanage right then and there.” Her words became strained and devolved into sobs then. The last thing I really understood was, “They must know I’m the key to whatever they were researching… you have to let me go!”
I heard Amanda pat her back and gently soothe her for a long time while I thought through the implications of what she said. ‘It sounds like her parents were into similar research as Amanda…?’ I thought for a long while about what she had said and wanted to get my computer out to see if I could figure out if her parents were well known. Finally, after a long while, the sobs transformed into slow breathing, and Amanda stood up laid her on the changing table for a minute. I heard rips of tapes, and then the zipper of her sleeper getting zipped back up. Then, her eyes fell on me and asked, “Need a change?”
I nodded, and she quietly sat Bella in her crib before picking me up, changing me, and sitting down with me in the rocker. She rocked me back and forth and said, “You probably want to know about their research as much as I do…?”
I nodded as she continued to rock me and put a pacifier in my mouth.
“We’ll figure it out,” she said and hummed softly to me. I wouldn’t believe that my brain could shut down after all of that, but I quickly found my eyes fighting to close and let myself drift into sleep.
THE NEXT MORNING was there before I knew what hit me. Amanda prodded me awake, “Morning Princess, you had asked about starting your day with swimming… Do you want to do that today?”
The fog in my brain made me take a moment while the words rolled around a bit inside my head before I sleepily nodded. I stretched out on my bed and then sat up and held my hands out to her. She carried me to the changing table, stripped my pajamas off of me, took off the dry diaper, and dressed me in a swim diaper and my swimsuit. “Daddy will watch you swim. You’ll have about half an hour,” she told me as she padded down the stairs.
Fred waited downstairs, and I was passed over to him while they kissed over the top of me. “Icky,” I kidded them.
Fred just tickled me briefly, grabbed a cup of coffee, his tablet, and carried me out to the pool. He sat his stuff down before quickly spraying me with sunscreen and then just tossed me into the pool. I swam to the surface, stuck my tongue out at him, and began swimming laps. The repetitive motion of my arms and legs was a great way to wake up as I pushed myself to swim faster to see how many laps I could do. Over and over, I tumbled at the sides and thought over what Bella had told us last night.
‘She’s like a living cipher,’ I mused. ‘I wonder if Amanda will beat me to figuring out how it works… She definitely has more free time to work on it!’ Now it made perfect sense why the mafia wanted her. The news that she didn’t really know what happened to her parents, and had lied about knowing the reasons before, made me kind of nervous that maybe she was still lying. ‘She really didn’t know us then, so I guess I don’t blame her...’ I thought. Being able to get inside and program nano-technology, specifically the ones inside of me, seemed like a good thing to be working on. I sighed as I turned over and went to the other side of the pool on a new lap again.
‘Little Legal Rights,’ I scoffed to myself as I continued swimming, remembering that was the first of the seminars I had to go to today. From what I could gather, there really weren’t many legal rights for Littles. All of the laws seemed to only lead to a life of diapers and abuse for most Littles. While I didn’t mind the diapers and the babying, I at least knew I had ‘parents’ that didn’t see me as a pet to abuse. Not to mention a future if I could get back to my home dimension after this crazy adventure!
After a while, I noticed a shadow over my touch spot on the wall. I drifted to a stop and floated on my back, looking at Amanda, now fully dressed for the day.
“Come on, my little fish, you need to take a quick shower, get dressed, eat breakfast, and get to the school.”
I nodded, crawled to the pool’s edge, and pulled myself over the edge.
Once I stood in front of her, Amanda swaddled me with a towel. She gave me a quick kiss on my forehead and squeezed me tight to her. “I really do love you, Stacy,” she told me.
“Love you too, Mommy,” I told her with a smile.
She carried me up to the bathroom and rapidly stripped the swimsuit from my body. The diaper quickly followed, and I was shaking at the cool air from the air conditioning. I watched as she started the shower and ensured it was a suitable temperature before setting me inside and grabbing the shower nozzle. Amanda handed me the nozzle, “Hold this for a second,” she said as she reopened the shower curtain and took it back from me. Next, she gave me a loofah with soap, “Here.” I showered for the next ten minutes as she held the showerhead for me or occasionally used it herself to get into some spots like my rear. Finally, my hair was washed with shampoo and conditioner before she shut everything off and wrapped me in a towel.
“Brush your teeth, then let’s get you dressed, breakfast, and head to school…” she said.
“What time is it?” I asked, a little concerned.
“Just after eight, so we have about forty-five minutes, and we need to be out the door…” she told me.
In the end, I barely had time to gulp a cup of coffee, eat the toast and oatmeal she gave me before I was carried with my backpack out to the car. Then, as she buckled me in, she smiled and said, “We might need to wake you up earlier if you want to keep swimming in the mornings.”
I sighed but nodded as the clock said nine on the dot as we pulled away from our house. I absentmindedly poked at my diaper that was exposed under the summer dress. Somehow Amanda had convinced me that I wanted to wear the pale green checked dress because it would be so hot today. My diaper was nearly exposed just when I was standing… but it was even worse when the car seat’s straps connected between my legs. I was grateful at least that Amanda thought a regular Pamper would suffice for the day instead of one of the thick pink princess diapers!
Before long, she pulled into her spot in the faculty lot, and we walked hand-in-hand to a large brick building that looked more like a castle than a modern school building. The building was topped with a parapet wall outlined in white stone that contrasted the red brick below that made up the majority of the wall. Around windows and doors, the white stone was used again as a border, and I decided it was one of the most beautiful buildings on campus. I could just make out stained glass windows as we approached the entrance. From what I knew of the campus, it was probably one of the oldest buildings at Emerson. I knew we were arriving at the right place because Littles on ropes were behind and in front of us.
“Good luck, sweetie,” Amanda told me as she hugged me and then kissed me on the head. “I’ll see you at lunch,” she said reassuringly before I turned from her and followed the Littles into a large lecture hall labeled ‘Destiny Hall.’
“Where’s your nest, sweetie?” A kind-looking girl asked me as I approached the doors.
“Not sure; my mommy just dropped me off.” I groaned a bit at having used the babyish name for her. I watched the girl’s brain turn that over before she looked oddly at me and shrugged.
“Who’s your nest mother?”
“Miss Madison,” I told her.
“There she is,” the girl said, pointing behind me at the line of Littles she tugged along.
“Thanks,” I told her and waited for them to come over to where we stood.
“Hi, Stacy!” Madison said in a sing-song voice, “Ooh, you decided to wear the summer uniform today! I tried to get your nestmates to do that, but none of them wanted to be as cute as you, I guess…” she said.
I groaned, “It was my mommy’s idea Miss Madison,” I told her truthfully.
“Well, it was a good idea!” She said, bending over and patting my butt as she gave me a hug. “You’re so cute I could eat you up!”
Another group passed us then, and it seemed to make her realize she needed to keep the group moving, “grab onto the end ring there, Stacy,” she told me.
Chapter 20: Hard Truths
I GROANED AND joined the human caterpillar of my nest and let myself be led into the large lecture hall. I saw the front of the room was covered from floor to the very tall ceiling with video screens that seemed to be some sort of electronic dry-erase boards. With all of them together, it would make for a giant video screen but seemed to currently be made up of separate panels that could be windowed with specific information. A slide was displayed in the middle section stating, ‘Welcome to Emerson - Little’s Legal Rights and Responsibilities.’
I was surprised to see a step stool being brought in and placed behind the lectern at the front of the room as we reached seats in the second row of the large room. I opened my backpack and pulled out my booster seat. I caught several Littles and Madison staring at me. “What?” I asked self-consciously, “I’m vertically challenged!”
Madison laughed, and several of my nest mates giggled nervously. Finally, I climbed onto the booster seat, which let me barely see over the top of the seat in front of us. A short Littles head showed their high ponytail sticking out above it like some sort of periscope in that chair.
Laura leaned over, “Normally, we avoid showing any weakness that makes it seem like we’re babies,” she explained. Her unboosted seat still had her an inch above me since she was taller.
I shrugged, “For most of you, that matters… I’m adopted, so what’s the point?”
She started to say something and then thought better of it, “I don’t actually know,” she sighed. “At least I’m in panties today…” she whispered to me.
I giggled, “Are you sure that’s a good idea after yesterday?”
She looked nervous but nodded, “I’m being really careful what I eat and drink now,” she whispered in my ear like it was some sort of secret.
I nodded and looked up as a video camera began showing the lectern up on one of the top parts of the massive screen. To my surprise, a well-dressed, gray-bearded Little in a suit walked up to the podium. “Good morning, Ladies and Gentlemen,” he said as his voice came through an amplified system, “I am Professor Marshall, and it’s my pleasure to welcome you to our fine university!”
The dichotomy of a Little leading this lecture after I had watched so many horrific acts holding Littles back the last few weeks was jolting to me. He reminded me of any older distinguished professor back home or even the Amazon adults. On the other hand, there was no doubt that he was the most senior-looking free Little I had seen. There was a definite hint of padding on his rear as the camera automatically switched views from overhead to side. He seemed to have no fear of anything as he confidently spoke.
“I am a professor in the law school here at Emerson. My specialty is in the law regarding Little’s Rights and advocacy for abused Little’s.”
I heard a couple gasps and down the row heard, I heard Esther squeal in excitement and got the feeling she was excited to meet him. I thought the idea of a Little lawyer was kind of cool and figured if anyone knew how to avoid being adopted, it was probably the lawyer.
“At this time, I would please ask that Nest mothers and anyone who is not a freshman Little please leave. There is a break room with doughnuts, coffee, and juice down the hall for you all to wait in.”
I heard grumbling and cheers from the Amazons as they made their way out the door.
“Okay, now that you’ll feel more comfortable without them… Today, my goal to speak to you is to be blunt and honest about your future. Each year at Emerson, about three hundred Littles attend the university’s first day of school across all classes. Your class has over a hundred and fifty signed up to begin. You’re already down to a hundred-and-twenty… To say that your likelihood of graduation is low is a massive understatement.”
Murmurs were made around the room at this, and I nervously shifted on the booster seat.
“In recent years, the biggest class Emerson graduated was twenty-eight Littles. That was two years ago at the height of the new laws to protect us from unwanted adoptions. I say this not to scare you but to make sure you are informed as you navigate your future. I want to help increase that number of graduating Littles by you knowing about your rights.”
A slide changed and listed a law, ‘Little’s who have enrolled themselves in a higher education institution is deemed to have turned over their power of attorney to the institution. The institution must consent to any adoption and must engage in a well-regulated due process before consenting to the arrangement.’
I wondered suddenly if, given the way the law was written, did the university still have that power over me?
“This law is the first law that you need to be aware of and know by heart. It’s the only thing stopping a random Amazon from adopting you on the street, walking across campus, or in the dorms. So long as you have your student ID on you, the individual must go through the university to adopt you. The law states that for the university to give consent, there must be a process to evaluate the need and demonstrate a clear case of maturosis. This comes back to your student handbook and the code of conduct you were informed of on the first orientation day.”
“Should you be forcibly removed from your surroundings without that process, your best bet is to go along with the situation until you reach the mandatory adoption clinic visit. At that time, you should present the ID as proof that you are a student and that the university should be contacted. By law, even if you don’t have the ID and tell them that you are a student, they should still contact the university. Given carrying the ID is within the student code of conduct, though, you would be in violation of the code of conduct, and the university will generally sign off on the adoption if you don’t have it.”
In the front row, a hand flew up, “But what if we have our ID and it’s thrown away by the Amazon kidnapping us?”
He nodded sagely, “That’s an excellent question and a very valid worry. It’s another reason why wearing your uniform at all times is a good idea since the chip inside the crest has some information there for your defense. The only thing I can suggest at that point of being taken is to try and conceal it somewhere.”
I sat there for a moment and knew that nothing would stop it if a giant just picked you up, stripped you, put you in a diaper, and carried you away. It was too easy to remove both the uniform and the ID. “There is also another option available,” he continued, “that is currently recognized in the courts, clinics, and hospitals. The bookstore sells these,” he held up his wrist and showed off a forest green wristband. “They’re only removable with special cutting tools illegal for private citizens to own. They are the only way to remove them without damaging you and cutting off a limb. They contain your ID information and are considered legally the same as your student ID both by law and the university.”
I couldn’t help but wonder if the wristbands weren’t an Amazonian version of a star right then, as I knew every Little, probably including myself, would be going to the bookstore to immediately buy one. “They’re not cheap, but they are well worth having for insurance purposes,” Professor Marshall said with a sigh.
The following slide came up and talked about the due process from the university, with the handbook regulation explained to us the other day. “As long as you’re a student, you should be okay then with the wristbands preventing you from being adopted unexpectedly. That just leaves the student code of conduct with the many ways to gain demerits to worry about.”
He sighed, “There’s a limit to how much you’ll be able to avoid demerits. Truthfully only about three Littles a year avoid any demerits at all, and half of you will have your ten and be done by December.”
There was so much murmuring that I wondered if he could get control of the room again, but I wasn’t surprised to hear that. He held his hand up, and everyone got quiet again, “Your best bet is to follow the rules and be as agreeable with your professors as you can. If you can get cases of water, soda, and such off-campus, you’re better off. There are a lot of students who will take advantage of you if you leave a drink unattended. From what I understand, most of you already encountered some issues the other day after the barbecue outside. Being paranoid is your best friend here and elsewhere in life.”
A hand went up in the air, “Yes, sir,” he said, pointing towards a boy I couldn’t see, but heard ask loudly. “If we’ve had a demerit, is there an appeals process?”
The professor shook his head, “Dean Sanders is the one who deals with the discipline of Littles, and she is the final authority on any disciplinary action as well.”
I heard him sigh, “Thanks.”
“Sorry, any other questions on the code of conduct? I know they covered it pretty thoroughly your first day.”
A couple of others asked, but nothing that mattered or really was worth asking. Professor Marshall eventually nodded, “Okay, so… like I said earlier, the blunt truth of the matter is that most of you will not be graduating from here. Let’s talk about those of you who will not make it. The majority of you will find yourselves at odds with the demerit system. What happens then?”
There was dead silence in the room. The professor had basically told everyone that there was little chance of escape and that at least ninety of the Littles in the room wouldn’t get past Emerson.
He showed an image of a daycare on the next slide… only there wasn’t a single real baby in the picture, from what I could tell. “The university has a boarding daycare that such students are immediately taken to. Your belongings are placed into a storage area pending adoption down the road. Once your new ‘parents’ are selected, they can decide what to do with it all. If you’re lucky, those parents will keep any keepsakes you have from your family. Many will not, though, and unfortunately, the day you are placed in the daycare, you are no longer allowed to make any of your own decisions.”
He showed a slide with bullet points, then ‘Your Process.’ “First thing you can expect to happen is you’ll be taken from the Dean’s office downstairs to be processed. You will most likely be in a diaper at this point…” he paused, “and maybe only that.”
“Why are you supporting…?” One Little shouted angrily.
“I don’t,” he said quietly as someone shushed the Little, “but don’t you think information is helpful here?” He drank some water out of a water bottle he pulled from his jacket. “Truthfully, most of you only know rumors of what happens, right?”
Everyone, including me, nodded, “so let’s get rid of rumors and give you some facts.”
“Yes sir…” the girl who had objected said quietly.
“Once you’re taken from the office, it’ll be a short walk to the campus daycare. Depending on your behavior, going to the daycare, and whatever offense they punished you for, you will be treated differently when they take you in. If you want to have any chance of freedom someday, your best bet during this trip is to keep your mouth shut and not scream. Cussing, screaming your head off, biting, or making threats will only result in them putting a lockable pacifier in your mouth… and those get painful in a hurry.”
I rubbed my jaw sympathetically, thinking about it right then, “Yes, they do,” I whispered.
Laura gave me a glance, but I looked forward as he kept speaking, “By being a good compliant Little, they usually won’t feel the need to treat your ‘maturosis’ as excessively. On the other hand, the more offensive you are during this time… well, more than likely they will decide to remove your teeth, the ability to speak, walk, or even crawl.”
There were a ton of gasps then as people imagined that happening. I pictured my ‘cousins’ in my mind and felt a bit of urine escape into my diaper.
“How is that legal…?” One person asked.
“Good question,” he responded. “Unfortunately, it is currently fully endorsed by the psychiatric and medical communities,” the professor answered. “It should be seen as completely wrong and inhumane, but the simple fact is that it is completely legal at the present time. Once you’ve been labeled as having a case of ‘maturosis’ and needing re-raised, you have to know any of those things can happen.”
“So just shut up and be a good baby?” Natasha fairly spat.
He nodded, “I know that sounds stupid, but that’s your safest bet during that time. The more you fight, the younger you’ll be treated. It’s not like you’re going to manage to fight off an Amazon for long… Understand that the university makes money off the adoptions for their endowment. Littles are mostly directly adopted from the daycare to rich donors. They will only adopt out the compliant ones, though. Those who fight and behave poorly are sent to etiquette centers. They support the university endowment in exchange for having new Littles to sell themselves.”
“It’s slavery,” one boy spat somewhere behind me.
“Yes, it is, and I hope that someday we find a way to end it,” Professor Marshall said with a sigh as he pulled his glasses off his face to rub his eyes. “The eventual goal of both places is that you end up in the hands of a new set of parents. Those parents, for the most part, will be fairly wealthy. This is because many believe that university students make much better Littles. If you didn’t fight and didn’t end up in an etiquette center, make sure you do your best to form a bond with the new parents as soon as you can. Don’t fight them at all, as it will make your life much less painful. Most that adopt won’t abuse you for the sake of abusing you. They’ll mostly only engage in that behavior in retaliation to get a ‘good baby’ and properly treat your maturosis.”
He sighed, “I’ll come back to that in a moment. For those that end up in an etiquette center, there’s not much you’ll be able to do to fight anything. You most likely will at least be hypnotized. It’s also likely other physical modifications will also be made to you, but again the less you struggle, the better off you’ll be. Understand that there is no real escape from an etiquette center. Between the Amazons, who will have no problem containing you, and the many robotic nannies they use, escape is impossible. When you get adopted, if you still have anything left upstairs, do your best to again behave.”
“But if you behave all of this time, you’re still stuck being a baby doll for some crazy person?!?” One Little asked with alarm.
“You’re still being treated like a baby, but hopefully, you can avoid the mental and physical modifications then. If you can form a bond with a parent, you are more likely to convince them that maybe you can grow up and be on your own someday.”
“Is there any line that’s too far? Can they just do whatever they want to us?” I heard a worried Laura ask next to me.
“Yes. The Little Protection Services exists theoretically to watch out for abuse. For instance, if they find out a Little is frequently left alone without a caregiver, not being fed, neglected, etc., they will pull the Little from the home. Sometimes that ends up meaning foster care or another etiquette center. Usually, if LPS gets involved, you have to know it’s bad, though, and you’re probably better off even in the etiquette center.”
“Umm… how long… how long are we stuck like that?” One girl nervously asked. Several Littles snickered rudely, and she calmly added, “I’m not from the mainland… we don’t have Amazons where I’m from.”
“Possibly for the rest of your life,” the professor answered honestly. “Assuming you are given all of the hypnotic triggers, you probably won’t even notice… Especially if you fight it right away, the answer is a very long time. Often though, if you’re good, you’ll find your new family is at least willing to consider you might be worthy of growing up as they eventually tire of diapers and feedings. Unfortunately, throughout any time you are adopted or taken as a ward of the state, you are essentially given the legal standing of a baby less than a year old. The court doesn’t recognize your right to speak for yourself in any way.”
He looked at his watch and said, “I don’t have much more time. I want to let you know that if you are in a situation and you are legitimately being abused, your best bet is to tell an adult at your daycare or a doctor or a nurse. They may be your only hope of help due to the requirements that they report suspected abuse. Any other questions?”
A hand nearby went up, “How did you stay free?” the girl asked from out of sight.
He laughed, “I didn’t. I survived college, got my law degree, and a client kidnapped me two months later. Fortunately, I followed the advice I gave you and was eventually able to reason with them that I was mature enough to be potty trained and eventually was freed… I spent eight years as their Little baby boy before being free now for the past twenty.”
He sighed, “Even now, I follow a strict policy of making sure I wear protection just in case someone gets handsy with me. Remember, the way the law is written once you’re out of school is that you’re mature if you choose to wear protection - even if it’s not dry or clean. If you aren’t wearing that protection, and you’re busted with a skid mark in your underwear, or a few drops of urine in your panties… You won’t be free anymore.”
The room was somber and silent until a loud bang happened in the back as the doors opened and the nest mothers strolled back down. I looked at my watch and realized it was already eleven. I stood up and put my portable booster seat back into my backpack.
“At least you don’t have to worry about all of that,” Laura said to me quietly. There was a deep sadness in her voice.
I shrugged, “who knows what can happen in this crazy town… Maybe you won’t need to worry about it either,” I told Laura. I didn’t believe that, though. She’d already had a close call with the dirty diaper yesterday. I was a little surprised she would take a risk like not wearing one so soon after that disaster…