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A Tammyverse Prelude
Tom's Christmas
Part 1 of 2
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Please note this is a work of fiction and any perceived references to real people, real places or real institutions are for artistic purposes only!
Author's note: This story is set a year before Tamara's First Christmas. It is the second story in an occasional series of Preludes leading up to Tom Smart's metamorphosis into Tammy Smart.
Dr Steven McIntosh stood as breakfast finished on that particular Thursday morning. “For those leaving today, please ensure we have your current contact details before you run out of St Andrews. School is dismissed.”
Almost immediately the bell rang through St Andrews school indicating the start of the 2013 Christmas Break. It wasn't long before the younger boys were gathering at the secretary's office with their luggage to submit their holiday slips and, for many, a guaranteed long trip South.
Sixth former Tom Smart wasn't concerned with his departure from the Highlands’ private boys school, at least not for a while yet. He instead started to head back to his room to brush his teeth and check his appearance before catching one of the later school buses into town. His room was his private domain, it was where he studied, slept, and contemplated his future.
Tom had spent the past few years sharing a room with John Hibbert and they now had adjacent rooms, it wasn’t a surprise to pass John in the corridor where he was dragging his luggage towards the main entrance.
"You'd best get your bags, Tom, if you want to get the early train?"
"I couldn't get a flight from Heathrow until Saturday morning, and I can't see any point in paying for a hotel tonight if I can stay here?"
"Fair point, I'll see you in January. Don't forget that Business Studies project!"
Tom hadn't liked fibbing to John about his travel plans but his father was an important man in international banking and had regularly reminded Tom to take precautions, even if that meant being vague or evasive with those closest to you. Given Tom and John had shared a dorm for the previous five years that ensured they had no secrets between each-other - well, almost no secrets.
Tom had decided to appear as a young executive that morning for his expedition into Thurso town centre so was dressed to impress, wearing one of his business suits with shiny brogues, topped with a fine Argyle wool coat. This went well over the expected dress code for a sixth former but Tom had previously worn the outfit at formal events so it wouldn't look out of place in the school. The thought, however, that passed through Tom’s head was that this was a disguise, making him appear to be someone he really wasn’t.
He made a coffee and waited, his mind drifting over to the project for a business studies class for which Tom needed to come up with an idea; unfortunately this wasn't working. Tom could equally have sat in the common room that the lower and upper sixth shared, but he didn’t mix well and wasn’t respected by certain other sixth formers, that left Tom on his own instead of in company, but that didn’t bother him. He picked up his diary, largely untouched since the summer, and read his entry for that day in Kuala Lumpur when he was given the name 'Tammy'.
"How did she know, how could she know, that I was different? Tamara, Tammy, it seemed right, even if it was so wrong?"
The first buses to Thurso Railway Station had left just before eight, immediately after the early breakfast, together with a fleet of coaches to Aberdeen Airport at nine, so by twelve the number of waiting passengers was waning.
"A Town pass please, Mrs Adams."
"You're not leaving, Mr Smart?"
"Not today, my travel arrangements were booked by my father and I'll leave tomorrow. I'll use the time to get some shopping done."
Tom walked out into the cold air, there was snow on the ground but outside the front of the old school was clear, thanks to the dedicated grounds staff. As he reached the bus he noticed that a junior boy had snagged the seat closest to the door, Tom pointed to the rear and soon had it for himself; rank did indeed have privileges. He turned to speak to the driver.
"Drop me in Olrig Street please."
"Aye."
The chatter around Tom was all about the impending Christmas travel and planned happenings all over Europe. St Andrews was not a cheap school for young gentlemen so a certain family income level was assumed, the sort of level that meant money was no concern - at least not to an eleven or twelve year old.
Tom did however notice one boy who was less than happy about the holiday. Not every student had a choice before being placed at the boys only Highland school, but for some the distance from home was a godsend. It didn't help that the junior boys welfare officer was also a deputy head who simply told them to "man up" and thought nothing of fixing emotional problems by sending the boys around the rugby field in shorts and a T-shirt on a freezing morning, repeated at lunch and at dinner. It was rumoured that this particularly-disliked teacher would be retiring at the end of the school year, but that was still over six months away.
He stepped off the bus and pulled his knitted hat down over his ears, tucking his hair out of the way. There had been a few remarks about Tom's hair length but it had only been the previous week that Tom's form master had finally suggested, partly in jest, that he had "best get it cut before he looked like a girl".
His last haircut had been at the start of September, just before school restarted, and regrowth had been steady. As it grew, however, he used to back-comb it and would use gel to flatten and control it. Tom had time for a trim today but had no intention as yet. He didn't particularly like the local barber's single style of a very short razor cut - one size fits all apparently. A rumour suggested that he was a former St Andrews boy.
Tom had wondered how an old boy had ended up as a barber, when industry, banking, government or military officer were the usual career paths for former pupils, whilst hairdressing wasn't a part of the curriculum or something that the careers advisor would have offered.
His walk was a regular one, he strolled slowly down the narrow streets, pausing outside an independent ladies clothing store. The seldom changing window display tended to be designs for middle-aged to older women but he had seen some of the younger ladies wearing similar styles on his weekly trips into Thurso town. The shopkeeper suddenly appeared in the doorway and caught his eye; he shuffled away, pulling his hat down.
His next stop was a supermarket where he picked up some essentials for the trip South. The only risk to him was if a teacher saw him and asked what he was doing, but many of these had already left town with the remainder still required on site. Tom was walking with a carrier bag towards a hotel bar for lunch when his mobile rang, he reached into his coat pocket for his device.
"Hi Tom, good afternoon?"
"Just in town, Dad, and it's stopped snowing."
"Okay, just calling to confirm your travel arrangements haven't changed?"
"No, but I wasn't going to book the Eurostar seat, just get one at St Pancras?"
"I suggest you book it, there's limited Brussels services and they do get very busy."
"Okay, I should see you for lunch on Saturday, what's your own ETA?"
"I get into Brussels tomorrow night, usual place for lunch?"
"Yeah, it's Tram line three or four?"
"Correct, but you could walk it from Midi station?"
"Okay Dad, I'll send you a text when I've confirmed my own arrival time."
"Sure you don't want to fly?"
"Yes, Dad, I'm sure."
Tom closed the call, conversations with his father were usually short and to the point. A call from his mother would be a rare event when her favourite topic was herself and the apparent wonderful people she kept meeting in her current Swiss lakeside hotel apartment. She wasn't there all the time, though, and could also be found in Rimini or Nice at various times of the year.
Tom wondered why his parents still had a house in Edgware, North London, when his mother was never there and his father was himself only an occasional visitor? Tom would usually stop there at the end of the Summer term to drop his school stuff off and collect it in September on his way back to Thurso, but was also otherwise there rarely.
Christmas this year would be in Lausanne again, for the third year running. Before that it was Geneva, Zurich or Vienna - Tom was convinced that his mother couldn't cook. At least it was difficult for her to interfere in his own life, and that was just fine.
He changed his mind and doubled back to Reids Bakery to pick up a filled roll and a Danish pastry, before calling a cab back to the school. Tom hadn't spent long in town but had ticked most things off his list.
Tom ate his lunch alone in his room rather than making his way down to the refectory; he wasn’t being anti-social but didn’t need any interrogations right now. Once his appetite was dealt with he started to pack his case but some items weren’t dry and he was still waiting for his school laundry to be returned, having submitted it the previous lunchtime.
Dinner at St Andrews that Thursday evening was a formal affair even though the refectory was now sparsely occupied. As one of only two sixth formers remaining in the school, Tom was invited onto the Head's table.
"What are you still doing here, Mr Smart?"
"My father's between cities right now, Sir, I'll meet him on Saturday in Brussels."
"He went into banking, didn't he?"
Tom knew that Dr McIntosh was well aware of Richard Smart's profession but it was not appropriate to say that.
"He's the international director for one of the major banks, Sir."
"Ah, good, I remember him having a good head for numbers when I was in the sixth form here."
One advantage of eating at the Head's table was that plates were brought to you, although this was only the second time Tom had been asked to sit there. The downside was the questioning, as he had anticipated.
"You didn't apply to be a prefect, Mr Smart?"
"No Sir, I wanted to concentrate on my studies. I thought it best to reduce my distractions from that task."
"A sensible idea, but being a prefect is about learning leadership and guidance, rather than being a distraction."
"I'll consider applying when it comes around again, Sir."
"Excellent."
Their first course was approaching the table and his attention shifted to the soup that was being placed in front of Tom.
Tom’s cleaned clothes were waiting when he left his room for Friday’s breakfast so he moved the laundry bag inside the door to deal with it later.
Only a few boys from each year group had been present for breakfast but by nine the school had really felt empty as many of the remaining boys had now left.
This allowed Tom to plan his shower when it suited him, rather than when he could grab five minutes; the luxury of choice meant he could take it straight after lunch. Before then he took himself to the school secretary and completed his holiday slip with his father's contact information but left the address box vacant.
"No address, Mr Smart?"
"No, Mrs Adams, from what I know I'll be in Brussels for a day or so, followed by several other cities across Europe before we reach Lake Geneva around the twenty third, then it's a working journey back towards here. If I gave you one address, I’d have to list all of the hotels!"
"Christmas on Lake Geneva? That sounds magical?"
"The hotel is lovely, the lake is all dressed up but ..."
"But?"
"My mother will be there."
"Oh. She's never visited the school, has she?"
"No, but I believe she did make it to Thurso once, not that I saw her."
Janet Adams shook her head, as Secretary she was the primary point of contact between parents and the school and knew most of them well, but she also knew which ones never called, never emailed, and just abandoned their child in the school.
"Can you book me a taxi for four o'clock to the station, please?"
"Are you on the half past four train?"
"Yes, for the sleeper connection."
"I'm finishing at four, I'll run you there in my own car,"
"There's no need ...."
"Nonsense. Be here at four."
"Yes, Mrs Adams, thank you."
Back in his room, Tom took his time, making certain he had all his transport booking emails and had printed anything that still required to be on paper. His tablet had been on charge overnight and he knew he could charge it on the overnight train, but doubted if the first service, an old two car diesel railcar set, had electrical or USB points yet, or even a functional heating system?
Lunch was taken in a small side room as very few of the boys, or staff, remained. Tom asked for some fruit for the journey and took this up to put in his satchel.
Tom had been putting off the decision and it was almost driving him insane – his distraction had been noticed that morning; who was to travel South, Tom or Tammy? Getting out of school was one aspect but, as far as he knew, Tom was the only student leaving the school at this time. In the end he chose to make his mind up on the sleeper, but some things needed to be addressed beforehand and it was time for his shower.
Tom had bought a can of hair styling mousse and once back in his room he rubbed then combed this into his wet hair before blow-drying it slowly, trying to put as much body into it as possible. He rarely needed to shave but made an effort to tidy up any areas that needed attention.
Tom wasn't required to wear a school kilt now he was in the sixth form but was planning to wear one for the journey South. Amongst the previous day's purchases had been a box of 'barely there' fifteen denier tights and he pulled these up his legs before putting on his long socks, folded down to give the illusion of bare knees.
Up top he went for a layered approach with a female vest, a thin T-shirt and a woolly jumper. He packed a few more vests, the plain white strappy variety, into his case before packing a selection of clothes on top.
In the freezing Highland air the vests were a great way to keep warm on his Saturday trips into town and he’d managed to order a pack of them shortly after returning to school from an online store. His vest wearing had since become a seven day requirement and a second pack had been ordered.
The vests were a small statement, but only Tom could know that he wore them. This, however, caused a problem as he couldn’t chance putting them into the school laundry. Instead he had to hand wash the vests and hadn't dared wear any other feminine clothing in school against a chance of detection.
There was also the risk, albeit minimal, of a room inspection so any items that were drying overnight had to be put away securely before breakfast. If Tom had wished to live a dual existence then the school was not the place to do so.
St Andrews had never admitted girls into the school and Tom had serious doubts that would be changing any time soon, and the concept of transgender students was totally alien to most of the staff, Tom was an only child and had been sent away at the age of nine to the far North, but he was now also wondering if and when his inner Tammy could be released? The long train rides were an opportunity to push at the boundaries when Tammy could peek out from behind Tom, and there had to be a first time?
He was lost in his thoughts when there was a knock on his door, he found Mr Thompson, Deputy Head outside.
"Ah, Smart, you are leaving?"
"Yes, Sir, just finishing packing. Mrs Adams has offered to run me to the station."
"Good. See about a haircut over the holiday." It wasn't a request.
"Sir."
Mike Thompson turned and left, heading to his next victim.
Tom finished packing, unplugged his tablet and slipped it into his satchel. He had ordered some simple black heeled boots, raising him by under two inches, and slipped his feet into them, zipping the boots up. His long black coat completed the look.
He did a quick look around his room before turning off the light and shutting the door, there was a certain satisfaction to the clip-clop of his low block heels on the hallway floor as he walked towards the stairwell and the secretary’s office.
If Janet had any opinion of Tom’s appearance she kept it to herself.
When Tammy Smart stepped off her train at Euston the following morning she was pleasantly pleased, nay surprised, that everything had run more-or-less to timetable. Her long coat was now folded, crammed, into her luggage and a thinner fleece top had replaced it for the slightly warmer Southern climes.
It was just before eight on Saturday morning when she walked up the ramp onto the concourse, with Tammy receiving a few positive looks as her kilt swayed above bare legs; the socks had gone and there was now a simple sheen off her legs. Tammy was also wearing limited make-up, virtually none to be honest, but she had used the opportunity to practice the application of a clear lip gloss and a little foundation.
Her travelling was barely half done; she took a cab off the rank to St Pancras, deciding against the simple ten minutes walk along the road, and headed straight to the Eurostar check-ins.
Tom had used the UK’s high speed international trains several times before and knew the system, he could check in with the code on his phone and that was painless. Entry into the departure lounge meant pausing at a passport point and Tammy had taken a chance that the bored officer would just wave her past, based on prior experience. Today, thankfully the officer wasn’t looking too closely but she was convinced she’d be unmasked. Jitters aside, Tammy had to keep her role.
Her service to Brussels was due to leave in just under an hour so she took breakfast in the departure lounge café.
Tammy was now in unknown territory; she needed to use the loo but would she get thrown out of the station if she used the women's rest room? On the train the facilities would be unisex but in the terminal, she had to choose. She was now at bursting point so dragged her case in through the hitherto forbidden door after watching the door for few minutes.
With the immediate need taken care of, she decided to freshen up and was re-applying her gloss when a lady joined her at the vanity - Tammy was certain you could hear her heart racing. She lost the gloss into her satchel and walked back out as her train was announced.
Tom sent his father a text confirming his ETA in Brussels Midi. He had booked a business class ticket and was going to take advantage of the coffee refills. Tom had a clean pair of jeans, short white socks and training shoes in the top of his case so reluctantly changed in the on-board disabled loo as the train made the way across Wallonia, using a small pack of wet-wipes to clean his face.
A casually dressed Tom Smart arrived in the Belgian capital bang on time and took a tram from outside the station to a stop near the Grand Place, leaving a two hundred metre walk on cobbles. He arrived at one of the many brasseries that surround the square, a typically Belgian bar restaurant. At seventeen Tom didn't have any trouble ordering a beer whilst he waited for his father.
Richard Smart arrived a few minutes after midday.
"Decided what you're having?"
"Moules."
"I could have guessed. How was the ride? You could have flown?"
"It was fine, I'm halfway through a new novel and I didn't have to kick around a terminal three hours before departure just so some idiot in a uniform can inspect my suitcase? I had twenty minutes wait at Inverness and then I had just over an hour in London, but that allowed me to have some brekkie."
"Fair point."
They caught the attention of a server and ordered a bowl of mussels with fries for both.
"What's the plan, Dad?"
"I have a meeting with BNB on Monday so we'll stay until then, do you have your bank ID?"
Tom patted his satchel. "Right here."
"Good, as you'll be in that meeting with me."
Tom shrugged, his father was all business.
"After Monday's meeting?"
"A few days in Paris, we'll make use of the apartment."
"When was it last used?"
"Back in the spring. I've arranged to have a maid visit to make the beds and check the supplies."
"Oh, okay."
"I haven't confirmed any meetings for the end of next week but we will, eventually, have to go to Lausanne."
"Really? Can't we do our own thing?"
"She is your mother."
"Perhaps remind her of that, sorry Dad but I saw her like once all summer. What does she do?"
"I do understand Tom, but for now just humour me?"
"I get it, we'll suffer jointly?"
"Something like that, Tom."
Their hotel was an easy walk from the square and Tom had spent a comfortable night - his father had booked a two bed suite. Sunday was spent walking around the city, with Tom re-acquainting himself of the many buildings. Their destination for Monday's meeting occupied a huge area - Nationale Bank van België - the Belgian central bank operated as a pan-European conduit for funds and had several agreements in place with the major UK finance institutions.
They were back out of the building in time for lunch on Monday.
"Seriously, Dad, why didn't we do that using video conferencing?"
"Banking doesn't work like that, Tom, plus a signature was needed - on behalf of the board of our bank. Food?"
"Sure."
The afternoon took them to Paris on an ICE service and a mad taxi ride completed the journey to 11 Rue Jean Robert. Tom wasn't needed for Tuesday's meetings so decided to do some meandering. The temptation to dress in a feminine way was strong but Tammy couldn't now take the risk of discovery, especially if her appearance didn't match Tom's ID or if Richard returned quicker than expected?
That, however, didn't stop some anonymous shopping in a nearby Carrefour on Tuesday, although Tom first extracted Euros from an ATM so his purchases wouldn't be tracked. In practice he drifted past the various shelves without picking anything up except a bottle of water, for which he only had €20 notes, thereby committing an ethical crime.
Continued wandering took him past various clothing stores but Tom's bravado wasn't strong enough to venture through any doors and the only other stop was a café for a sandwich and a coffee.
By one in the afternoon Tom was back in the apartment reading from his tablet. His phone rang.
"Tom, what formal wear do you have?"
"I have the suit I wore in Brussels but I don't have a clean white shirt until we do some laundry, just a tartan shirt. Why?"
"We have tickets for a ballet tonight, courtesy of a friend at BNP Paribas."
"Who is it?"
"Russian Imperial Ballet company, it's Swan Lake. The soloist is an American apparently."
The shirt had been a spur of the moment purchase on a trip into Wick several weeks earlier when he'd realised that the tartan was very close to the St Andrews design. On this trip it had been planned to wear it on Christmas Eve in front of his mother to remind her that she agreed to send him away, apparently so her only son didn't affect her own dysfunctional lifestyle.
Tom dived into the shower after deciding it wasn't worth trying to go back out in search of a white shirt. The options for clothes were limited, Tom found the apartment's iron and pressed his kilt, the shirt and a vest. He was starting to get dressed when Richard arrived back, shouting a few hellos are he dived into the shower himself.
Tom's hair was the next challenge and, again, he used the mousse to give it body before using the apartment's hair dryer.
Finally he started to get dressed by tucking a vest into the waistband of the kilt after pulling up a fresh pair of tights. The shirt went on but was left loose. Short white socks and his brogues completed the look. Tom had pulled on his black coat and was sat with legs tucked before Richard re-appeared in search of his own jacket. Their cab tooted outside and Tom was halfway down the stairs before Richard noticed the pair of legs.
"Short trousers?"
"Kilt."
"Oh, okay."
Once they reached the Palais Garnier coats were taken.
"Bonsoir M Smart, et votre fille."
Richard replied with the appropriate "Merci." before being led to their seats.
"Tom, are you mad?" He whispered.
"I had limited choices and no time, sorry but I'll do some laundry tonight."
"He said you were my daughter!"
"I heard him, but didn't think it was appropriate to correct him."
"It looks like you're in a dress, or at least a co-ordinated outfit."
"An unfortunate match."
"Indeed, not a word to your mother - right?"
"Not at all, Daddy."
Richard missed the comment. "Please don't wear the same combination again. Oh, hold the laundry, we're due in London tomorrow. Find an M&S and buy a pack of white shirts."
A collective "Shhhhh" came from around them as Richard had become louder.
Tom had sat through several major ballet performances as his father's plus-one, given his mother, Tara, was never in the same city as the performance. This would be the first time that Tammy had made her presence known at such an event, but she knew she couldn't use the same subterfuge again.
They took a Eurostar back to the UK the next morning, followed by a tube ride back towards the family home. Richard's London PA had ensured the heating was on and there was milk in the fridge.
"Grab lunch out, I need to go to my office, and don't forget those shirts!"
Tom was already loading the washing machine and set that going before grabbing an Oyster card, his wallet and a jacket - somehow it now felt colder in London. A Northern Line tube took him to Brent Cross Shopping Centre but this meant there was a good walk to get into the shopping centre itself. Christmas Day was now a week away and that meant the place was busy, really busy. Tom picked up a few shirts, as instructed, but found himself in the ladies-ware section looking at tartan skirts. One, in particular, had a small kilt pin but was fitted with a side zip and the underside was lined; close up there was no denying this was a skirt. A kick pleat added to the illusion.
"Can I help you, Sir?"
Tom went heavy with his Highland accent. "My sister and I are attending a Ceilidh next week, I have a kilt, of course, but she needs one and we don't have time to order one from my usual supplier."
"What size is she?"
"A twelve, the same waist as myself, she's just an inch taller."
Tom sent thanks to internet sizing charts and the deity responsible for clothing tape measures. The assistant found the right size and held it against Tom.
"Would you like to try it on?"
"Oh no, she'll try it back home when she finishes work. She'll need a white or cream blouse too?"
That took a few more minutes as Tom examined the racks before making a selection. He finally made his way to a checkout and parted company with sixty or so pounds.
At some point he needed to get his mother a gift, but it would be something nonsense given she wanted for nothing. He did however need a card store and was several pounds lighter after that purchase. Finally he settled in the Fenwicks restaurant for lunch. He caught a member of staff as they passed by.
"Do you know if the salon has a gap for me this afternoon?"
She scurried off and was back two minutes later.
"There's a cancellation and I've reserved it for you. You have fifteen minutes."
"Thank you."
The salon was in store but this would be a new experience for Tom.
"What would you like done?"
"I need a tidy up, I would like it to look shorter without removing too much length?"
"Understood, is there a style you fancy?"
"Whatever works best with what you have here!" He pointed at his head.
"Let's get you to a washing station and we'll take it from there."
It was nearly an hour later when Tom re-emerged, thankfully getting a shareholder discount on the trim. The main change was that she'd brought it up at the back and had fixed his fringe so now it would grow evenly - the ragged mess was gone. She'd also added some layering so it laid flatter if dried gently.
Tom liked it, Tammy liked it, but would it pass muster at school or even with Richard? As for Tara, neither Tom nor Tammy could care one jot. He visited John Lewis for patterned tights and nightwear, ending the day's shopping with a total bill of several hundred pounds.
He took a bus from outside M&S to Hendon Central and picked up the tube from there, avoiding the long walk to Brent Cross underground station.
Richard hadn't returned so Tom tried the skirt and blouse on before placing the feminine items in the bottom of his case, being careful not to crease them. The shirts were unpacked and would be washed and pressed before being worn. The washing machine had finished so Tom transferred the contents to the drier and set that going. It wasn't very green but outside it was already getting dark and Tom did not like the idea of hanging washing out overnight, not that he was an expert on the matter.
The final purchase items had been a new onesie, replacing an older one that had been tight in August, plus a pack of two long sleep T's in a neutral print. He showered and shaved, being careful not to disturb his new hair-do, then slipped into a sleep T and the new onesie before curling up to finish the current book.
Richard phoned around five asking what Tom wanted for dinner.
"Order in a curry, I fancy a Ruby Murray."
"Can you do it? I'll be back just after six."
Tom made the order for delivery at 7pm, in case Richard's timings didn't always work out. What happened, however, was Richard was quite late but the curry was early so the timing was perfect. Once they sat to eat, Tom was doing his best not to get any sauce on his new lounge-wear, whilst Richard was still sending messages on his phone.
“I’m convinced there’s a whole team in New York who forget we’re five hours ahead!”
Tom got the remaining laundry through the machine early on Thursday and again used the dryer so the new shirts were dry before midday. He then took the tube into central London and walked around the Embankment, checking the Christmas decorations. At times it felt very peaceful but that was punctuated by the sounds of sirens.
He crossed the river on London Bridge, walked through Borough Market and started towards the London Eye, contemplating a ride. The queue put him off so he kept walking along Bankside. Tom picked up the tube at Waterloo and rode up to Camden Lock for a walk through the warehouses. He stopped at a stall selling tie dye cotton skirts but was due to meet his father for dinner in the City and didn’t have the means to hide any purchases. He made a mental note to revisit as soon as possible.
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Tammy Prelude:
Tom’s Christmas
Part 2 of 2
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Please note this is a work of fiction and any perceived references to real people, real places or real institutions are for artistic purposes only!
Author's note: This story is set a year before Tamara's First Christmas. It is the second story in an occasional series of Preludes leading up to Tom Smart's metamorphosis into Tammy Smart.
Early on Friday morning the pair flew to Zurich so Richard could attend a meeting that afternoon. That had meant a silly o'clock departure from the house and Tom had been forced, out of necessity, to leave the new lounge-wear behind as his winter wear was now needed.
They travelled Business Class just after eight that morning and both were dressed as executives for the trip, but an upgrade wasn't forthcoming. Christmas day was five days away.
Tom accompanied his father into a late lunch meeting in a private room at a restaurant and made notes as the business was discussed, thankfully in English. This was a role the young Thomas smart had done many times before, but he once again noted that almost all of the personal assistants to senior bankers were female and wondered if this was a sign of things to come, despite his education?
It had been a year since Tom had been to Zurich, although Richard was there regularly. It seemed appropriate to take a walk around the old town and check out the Christmas market on Wienachtsdorf. Richard's phone rang and he left Tom sipping mulled wine pondering when they would head onto Geneva.
Richard returned fifteen minutes later, his face showed some concern.
"That was my Chairman. I've been invited to a dinner tonight by the President of a small bank with you as my guest."
"Fair enough."
"If only it was that simple? You were seen at the ballet by one of their board members and they believe you're my daughter."
"Didn't your Chairman correct him?"
"It's a little more complicated. The call also told me I'm hopefully going to sign a very lucrative deal with the President and my Chairman wants, needs, this to happen."
"So?"
"Can you dress like you did on Tuesday night?"
"Seriously, Dad?"
"I wouldn't ask you, not normally, but there's a bonus and of course you would get a share?"
"Can I have a think about it?"
"Not really, if you don't think you can pull it off then I'll say you're unwell, bad time of the ..."
"... month? I've heard that before, mum used it as an excuse?"
"Yes, but never ever tell her that. The same applies, if you can do this?"
"For you, Dad, yes. For anyone else I'd laugh in their face."
"That's my boy."
"How long do we have?"
"Two hours."
"Our luggage is at the airport?"
"It's being moved to the Hotel Schweizerhof. We have a suite there for tonight."
"Oh, if we're going to make them believe I'm your .... daughter .... then I'll need some extra bits. I'm told it's bad form to be seen in the same clothes twice?"
"Someone else said that, then didn't wear any of it."
"Okay, okay, there's a shopping mall at the station, isn't there?"
"Yes."
"I'll need a dress, hosiery, underwear, a makeover and a salon for my hair - not necessarily in that order. I hope this deal is worth it?"
"The bonus is £25,000."
"Ten thousand to me?"
"Done."
"Let's go, I need to change."
This was new territory for Tom and even newer for Tammy, they spoke as the pair walked to the hotel. "You realise, Dad, I'll be thrown out of school if any of this reaches them?"
"And I could lose my job at the bank if this is discovered? Yes, I realise the ramifications, and right now only my Chairman knows what the problem is. That's why it either has to be the best acting you've ever done, or I lie that you're unavailable."
"Remember, I haven't done anything on stage for several years."
"Well, when I was eleven or twelve I was told to appear as a girl in one of the Shakespeare plays, so I have some sympathy for you. I promise I'll never ask anything more important of you again. You'll need a name? How about Tam ...Tammy?"
"Too close to Tom, how about Sarah?"
"Fine, you'll do it?"
"Yes."
Richard checked them in, and ensured all their luggage had arrived, he then went out himself, leaving his son alone. Tom pondered wearing the skirt he'd bought in London but went back to his kilt, paired with the cream blouse, his vest straps were visible but somehow that was appropriate. With Richard absent, Tom changed his mind again and swapped the kilt for the skirt, with sheer tights and long socks.
Tom had bought one tube of cherry lipstick in London and applied this, hoping the minimal make-up would suffice. The long black coat provided protection from the cold.
Finally Tammy was ready; she lost the key-card and Tom's wallet in the coat pocket and shut the suite door behind her. As she stepped into the street she realised she was alone, in a foreign city, carrying ID that didn't match. The potential for fallout was huge; she put her head down and walked the short distance to the appropriately named ShopVille.
First she found a salon and booked an appointment for half an hour later, thanking everyone for the fortuitous cancellation slot. Next she found a kiosk selling ear studs and had her ears pierced, a simple Zirconia fixing would do for the evening. Next was a frock, at this point Tammy was in very new territory. She played safe, a long sleeved black dress would hide any imperfections. Finding one took a while, however, and she nearly missed her appointment.
Tammy's German wasn't brilliant but she tried to explain in French what was needed, hoping that the multilingual Swiss city could cope with her grammar and accent.
Given her current hair length, there was a clear limit to what could be done but some highlights were added, before a wave effect was added, fixed with plenty of spray. That took almost an hour and Tammy was running out of time. She hoped a simple lingerie and hosiery shop existed and had already decided to wear her boots, avoiding the need for new footwear. Black hosiery was needed, as well as black lingerie. The sizing was European metric so she reached for her phone again to look for the appropriate conversion.
This was the first time Tammy had bought a bra and she realised she had nothing to go into the cups. Instead she went for a bra with plenty of padding, knowing that this would likely be a once only event.
Finally she reached a cosmetics station and asked for a make-over, explaining it was for dinner. That set her back another large fee, but she left with several products. Finally she returned to the hotel room.
"Tom?"
"Try again, Dad."
"Sarah?"
"You'll need to zip me up, I'll call when I'm ready."
"That is something I never thought my son would ask me!"
“Right now, Daddy dear, you don’t have a son!”
They caught a mid morning service to Geneva, Tom travelled as Tom but opted for his kilt. He still had studs in his ears and hadn't washed his hair, simply brushing it out. The previous evening, somehow, had gone without a hitch. It turned out that the President was a widower and his own fifteen year old son was present. Thankfully the language for the evening was German and it just suited Tammy's basic grasp of that tongue. She also ensured that she had turned a cheek to the boy so as to avoid his tongue when the evening's business was concluded. One thing was certain Richard, and Tom, would receive a substantial bonus for a few hours work.
As their train left Zurich, Tom realised that in the past week he'd visited three capital cities but, despite Zurich and Geneva being the largest cities in Switzerland, neither was the Swiss capital.
They had gone for the later start in order to have a leisured breakfast, although that meant arriving in Geneva just after 2pm. They checked into their city centre hotel without any issues.
"What's the plan Dad? It's Saturday, so I guess there's no meetings? We aren't going straight to see mum are we?"
"Correct, but if you're asked then say we're still in Zurich?"
"Understood, when will we make it around the lake to Lausanne?"
"Monday latest, meanwhile relax and try to reset yourself? Perhaps find a way to cover up those streaks in your hair? And do you have to leave the studs in?"
"For two weeks apparently. They'll be mostly covered by my hair and quite a few boys wear studs these days."
"Not at St Andrews!"
"Things change,” Tom changed the subject, “what are we doing for food later?"
"Room service?"
"Sure. I guess that means I can have a leisurely shower? I think the highlights wash out"
"If they don't then you'll either have to dye it or have it all shaved off?"
"It'll wash out ...."
"Then get started, I'd like the old Tom back!"
Tom took a chance and hand-washed the previous evening's lingerie and hosiery before jumping in the shower. He had no idea when he might get away with wearing such delicates again, but the previous evening had reinforced the need for Tammy to exist, even if only for a few hours at a time. The problem was how to achieve that without causing multiple problems. He still had one sleep tee with him and chose this over the usual PJs, then settled down to read a new book.
They spent Sunday in same hotel, before finally taking the train around the Northern Western corner of Lake Geneva on Monday morning; it was now the twenty-third of December. They'd come through Lausanne on their inbound train two days ago, but this time the pair did disembark with their luggage. Tom was in clean pressed jeans with a white shirt. Under duress he had removed the studs, at least for now, and his hair was slicked back. They took a cab to the Hotel Angleterre & Residence where Tara was currently residing.
"Oh, you're here."
"Yes, mum."
"Did you come straight from school like that?"
"No, I've been with Dad a few days and helped him out."
"You could have called?"
"We've been busy. Sorry, but I need to get to my room."
"It's at the back, the best I could do."
Tom had been offered a selection of rooms several months earlier when the Christmas arrangements had initially been proposed and had, again, opted for a small room that didn't look over the lake. It offered a balcony and a good en-suite, plus it was two floors up from his mother's usual suite in the front of the hotel.
Richard had suggested he would take Tara out to lunch so Tom should sort himself out. He phoned room service and ordered a sandwich, asking that it be left outside his room. Tom then transformed himself into Tammy, using the skirt and blouse, given that the dress needed zipping up, and more importantly, zipping down to get out of it. Make-up followed and the studs were re-inserted. A knock on the door followed so Tammy waited a few seconds then opened it to find a tray, she bent at the knee to retrieve it, using her foot to close the door behind her.
With lunch out of the way she walked out onto the balcony, with a look across the town. She relaxed on the rail for a few minutes before a noise to her right caused Tammy to look over. A woman on an adjacent balcony, one floor up, was waving. Tammy waved back and quickly went back into the bedroom, closing the glass door.
Her confidence had suffered a knock and Tammy sat on the edge of the bed uncertain how to proceed. She'd wanted to experience the world for herself, and the balcony offered an escape, but what now?
She tried to relax, read a little, even put on an internet radio station but finally stripped off and redressed as Tom after giving his face a deep cleanse. The studs stayed, for now.
Richard and Tara ate elsewhere that evening and Tom guessed that his father was trying to rekindle something. Tom himself used room service again, then sent his kilt to the hotel laundry, along with a few other things.
Tom hadn't seen his mother since his arrival so had no real idea what may have happened between his parents as the only communication had been text messages from his father.
Locally Christmas Eve was celebrated more that the 25th; Tom appeared for breakfast in jeans and a sweatshirt and whilst the staff didn't say anything about his attire, Richard wasn't too happy and Tara was just plainly upset.
"Tom, are you doing this to make me, your mother, look bad?"
"What's the problem?"
"It's a special day, make an effort!"
"Are we eating out?"
"Me and your father will lunch out. We'll eat here this evening."
"I'll change for this evening."
"You'll change now!"
Richard did his best to stop Tara from raising her voice, but by now she had gained the attention of everyone in the breakfast room - much as Tom had expected. His father told Tom to sit down and have breakfast, much to Tara's chagrin.
His hair was down and he still had the studs in his ears but Tara had been so fixated on the jeans that she hadn't seen the sparkling studs. He ordered a coffee and an orange juice for his room and left the table as soon as he could. He hadn't wanted to be in Lausanne for Christmas but, at seventeen, still had little choice in such arrangements. He knew that, a year later, he could refuse even though he'd still be in school.
The coffee and OJ arrived with a cinnamon bun and a freshly laundered kilt.
A text arrived on his phone from his father:
"Your mother asked if you had a kilt with you so I said you did. She expects to see you in that for dinner this evening, try to be Scottish as she’s been telling the locals about you apparently."
Tom re-read the message and decided that his father wouldn't have asked for the kilt given the events of the past week, but was still apparently trying to keep a civil relationship with his wife.
Tom knew that his mother would always think of herself and her own perceived image ahead of anything else; in that respect she was very predictable.
Tom spent the day in his room, again, but didn't bother to change out of his jeans until the clock ticked over to six that evening. First he showered then started to dress.
Tom had an unopened packet of tartan tights and decided to test his mother. He pulled these up his legs under his kilt and added the boots to his feet. Up top he wore a vest with one of his short sleeved white shirts, topped by a black suit jacket; the straps were only obvious if he removed the jacket. The result looked co-ordinated even if it was a mix.
He received at text at 7.30pm saying his father was heading to the bar. Tom checked for anything amiss in the mirror then headed for the stairs.
"That's better dear."
Was the only comment from his mother who was holding a long drink. Tom suspected it wasn't her first of the day, nor her second. His father nodded but kept his mouth firmly closed, taking the easy way out. A lady walked up to speak to Tara, who in turn, introduced Richard and Tom. Tom then realised that she was the one who had disturbed Tammy on the balcony the previous day.
"Your mum has told me so much about you."
He adopted a soft Highland voice for his reply. "Really? There's not much to tell."
That earned Tom a glare from both parents and the woman walked away. Tom tried to work out her accent; the woman's English was very good but it had an Eastern European slant to it.
They were called to their table and a feast in ten acts. Tom decided by the seventh plate he'd had enough, he'd only had one beer and had spent the rest of the time on mineral water. His mother, meanwhile, was on her third long glass of the evening.
"I'm sorry, I'm very tired."
"You're coming to midnight mass with us!"
"No mum, I'm going to bed. Goodnight."
Tom walked away quickly but muttered thanks to the waiting staff as he left.
Christmas day dawned with Richard knocking on Tom's hotel room door. Tom was still in his nightwear but that didn't faze his father.
"Happy Christmas, Tom."
"Cheers, Dad. What's the plan?"
"We have a table booked by the lake, please don't do anything to wind up your mother!"
"I don't know what you mean?"
"I think you do. Is your suit clean? Did you get anything on the jacket last night?"
"It's clean and, yes, I'll wear it today. Thing is she's spoken just three or four times to me and last night was quite drunk by the time I left the table. She's worried that I might show her up, but isn't the reverse true?"
"Look, Tom, it's Christmas Day so please just play along and we'll get through this intact."
"Sure."
"I'll make a booking for you back in Geneva if you'd like to go there tomorrow? I'll catch up with you on Friday."
"Fair enough. Do you know who that woman was, the one who spoke to me in the bar?"
"She's in fashion, I think."
"Okay."
"Are you joining us for breakfast?"
"I think I'll take it up here."
"Understood."
Tom went through his clothes looking for something to wear, realising that his choice was limited. He ordered breakfast then quickly showered before going for jeans and a clean white shirt. By the time he'd finished breakfast there was a coffee stain on the jeans. He rinsed them in the shower before the stain fully dried but now was without his jeans. He didn't want to risk getting the suit trousers dirty before lunch so opted for the tights that had been rinsed and dried overnight, plus the tartan skirt.
He picked up his tablet and caught up with the day's news before curling his legs under him on the bed and switching to his latest book. Stockinged legs certainly felt different and it had only been this trip that he'd been confident enough to try the experience with the thin hosiery.
All of this was irrelevant, however, as school would restart in two weeks and any experimenting would have to be shelved, the risks were just too high. The prospect of Tom, dressed as a teenage girl, walking around Thurso was an image that didn't ring true. The same image in the great banking halls of the City of London was also dismissed as impossible.
Lunch went without a hitch, although his mother was again on the alcohol - Tom had a non-alcoholic cocktail - and there was an exchange of envelopes.
His envelope from his mother included a card but was otherwise empty. From his father he received a few share certificates but this was a running joke between them. A small note was included:
"I O U 10 K"
"Thank you Dad, very thoughtful."
A ping on Tom's phone earlier that morning had seen an additional £2000 paid into Tom's spending account to cover recent expenditure, he almost never needed to ask for money under the circumstances.
By the end of the meal Tom was ready to get away from his mother, he had no idea what her issue was but he felt very little connection to her. Thankfully she had decided she needed to visit a different hotel so his parents were soon out of the door.
For a change Tom sat in the hotel bar after lunch and only now had a small beer whilst he watched the world go past for an hour, issuing Christmas greetings where appropriate. When he saw his parents return from their 'walk' he slipped out of the bar via a different exit and circled back to the stairs.
He ordered a salad for later and retrieved his jeans from the balcony rail where they'd been drying. For now they could remain in the room. His hosiery was now dry but several shirts now needed washing.
Tom took breakfast the next morning in his room and did his best to avoid his mother before checking out to take a train back towards Geneva. In the UK the day would have been Boxing Day but was a public holiday named St Stephens Day across much of Switzerland. Fortunately, Geneva didn't observe the day’s holiday - that meant most stores were still open once Tom had checked in to his latest hotel.
It was very tempting to go out into the streets as Tammy but she didn't have a reason, an excuse to be there - Tom still felt he needed justification. He decided to see about finding another pair of jeans, perhaps pushing the style away from his usual straight leg? He crossed the Rhöne and walked around the narrow streets, guided by his phone. Tom ended up with a pair of stretch jeans that emphasised his narrow legs and lifted his derrière, plus a pair of bootlegs that did the opposite.
A late lunch followed, cheekily a burger from a small restaurant - this would be classed as a guilty pleasure given the rare times Tom could choose where to eat.
He drifted back to the river, enjoying the sights in the cold but dry air.
His phone rang as he walked.
"How are you?"
"Fine Dad, on my way back to the hotel."
"I'm due in Zurich on Friday, that President wants to see me again."
"Did you, err, need me?"
"No, that deal is done and this is a formal meeting at the bank. Having you there would complicate matters."
"Agreed."
"Good, can you make your own way back to London? I'll be a couple of days."
"Train or plane?"
"That's up to you, you should have enough in your account to cope?"
"Yeah, I think I'll try for a flight tomorrow morning. Can you ask Tricia to make it cosy and get the essentials?"
"Already spoken to her."
"Great, I wonder if I'll ever need a PA for myself?"
"Not whilst you're at school!"
"True."
The late December flights were busier than expected so the first one Tom could book was shortly after midday using BA727. It wasn't cheap either, setting him back some £300. An hour was gained thanks to the time-zones, plus a few minutes due to a tail wind, but this advantage was immediately being lost as his underground train crawled out of Heathrow Terminal 5 along the Piccadilly Line.
He'd hoped for a faster route home but it seemed, once he reached Leicester Square for his connection to the Northern Line, that he'd walked into the nightmare of bargain hunting and theatre crowds - all of them were in his way. There was no nice way to negotiate these subterranean passages when you were towing a suitcase and not quite five foot seven. It really was a Darwinian environment: survival of the fittest in twenty first century London.
When he finally arrived back in Edgware Tom dug into his satchel for the house keys, grateful that at least the house was warm. What did strike him as he shut the front door behind him was that it strictly wasn't a home, just a place he slept from time to time. Tonight he'd be on his own, and not for the first time, with both parents overseas.
It was already close to four in the afternoon on Friday and he needed food. Judging by the contents of the fridge, there were limited options and a shopping trip was needed. Richard's car was sat in the driveway but Tom didn't yet have a driving licence, something else that wouldn't likely be resolved until he finished school?
He checked the freezer and found a few ready meals that would suffice for later, opting for a chilli. It wasn't the usual way he ate but it meant virtually no cooking was required. A sandwich was the immediate need, followed by a banana - Tricia had been thoughtful enough to get fruit.
The next task was to load the washing machine and he knew enough on that subject that the black frock didn't go in with the white shirts. He'd been tempted to ask the hotel in Lausanne to launder the frock but had decided that would be too risky. As it stood, a minimum of two loads was needed but there was some satisfaction seeing his lingerie in the machine.
His father messaged to say he would travel back on Monday, meaning that Tom now had a whole weekend to himself. The call to become Tammy for the next few days was strong, almost a need. One option was for Tammy to venture out but the risk of exposure was high.
Saturday morning meant a walk to a nearby supermarket, but Tom wasn't a great cook as he never needed to do it. Various chilled ready meals were on offer and he bought one for that night. That afternoon he went back to Brent Cross and checked the bargain rails, without buying anything.
For an hour he wandered aimlessly around the major stores but only spent money on a coffee.
On Sunday he had a desire for a roast dinner, but gave up after calling three local pubs, all asking his age before saying nothing was available.
This didn't make sense; he'd travelled across the UK and Europe by himself, had used bars in several cities and could easily afford the most expensive item on the menu! But, under UK law, he was under eighteen so couldn't even have a 7Up or dinner on his own in most pubs. Back to the freezer he went.
Richard arrived back after dark the following day and a curry was ordered for delivery.
"What's up with you, Tom?" They were both up for breakfast shortly after seven.
"Nothing."
"You're moping, what is it?"
"I haven't had a roast dinner, a proper one, since the last Sunday I was at school. I didn't get a proper Christmas dinner anywhere and when I tried to get a table on Sunday I was told I was under age!"
"It's New Year's Eve ... the chances of getting a table are slim."
"Look, can we cook today? We need food anyway, but I don't know how to do it."
"I need to see the Chairman."
"When?"
"At half nine, so I need to get a move on."
"So what about dinner?"
"Muddle through, Tom?"
"That's what I've been doing! I need real food!"
"Okay, meet me at Canary Wharf at one."
"Why?"
"Lunch and maybe something else if things work out."
"Oh, okay."
Tom spent the morning doing housework, basically just trying to occupy himself. For the trip into 'town' he went for the skinny jeans and the tartan shirt, topped with a plain hoodie from his wardrobe. He took the Northern line then the Jubilee and came out of the underground station just before the appointed hour; he started to walk towards his father's HQ building and Richard was waiting just inside the main entrance.
"Ah, Tom, good timing. This is Angus Pilkington, the Chairman."
"Very well done, young Smart, we've been after that account for the last ten years and were accused of not being a family friendly bank. I still don't fully understand how you managed it, but well done."
"I was glad to help, Sir."
"I understand your father has you down as an intern so you have access to buildings?"
"That's correct, is it a problem?"
"Not at all if, between us, we can successfully negotiate the impossible, how would you like to be on the payroll for any time you're not at school?"
"That would be good, thank you."
"Plus, we'll pay for your university fees as well as a stipend."
"Well, thank you. What do I need to do?"
"Just get me one of those contracts once a year and we'll consider the debt repaid. Get me two contracts again and I'll make certain you get another bonus!"
Two, again? Tom parked that for now. "Understood."
The Chairman put his hand out which Tom shook firmly. "I'm told your father is needed elsewhere for the rest of the day so I won't expect to see him until next year."
Tom laughed politely, "I believe that's agreeable."
Tom waited as Richard spoke to the Chairman himself and then the Smarts walked out of the door.
"Where are we going?"
Richard didn't answer as they went into the Canary Wharf Shopping Centre, going up a level towards a very obvious Scottish flag.
They were expected, Richard had clearly booked in advance and they had a table on the upper level looking out over the vista below. Tom wasn't asked what food he wanted, it had clearly been ordered in advance, but the starter was Cock-a-leekie, a very traditional Scottish soup. Of course his accent was queried.
"Where d'you get that?"
"Thurso."
"That's a wee way from here?"
"It takes all night, I'll be on the sleeper back to Inverness soon."
The main meal was a full roast, somewhere between a Sunday roast and a Christmas Day roast but with a haggis. No alcohol was offered, it had already been established that Tom was still at school.
There was a choice of desserts, Tom went for the sorbet as it was the lightest available - did he have to start thinking about his figure?
They walked out of the restaurant around half past two, with Tom's appetite firmly satisfied. Richard was leading Tom towards the DLR station.
"Where are we going?"
"Wait and see."
They rode four stops to Mudchute, followed by a ten minute stroll across grass, a road and past a store. Richard finally stopped at a building and punched a code for the street door. "Take the lift or it's two flights."
"I'll walk."
There was one door on the level they had aimed for, Richard used a key to open it.
"Wow!"
"Thought you'd like it."
There were windows on two sides for the kitchen/diner/lounge but the two large bedrooms occupied another wall - both en-suite naturally. Tom had a wander.
"Okay, okay, what's the deal?"
"My bonus was a little bigger than expected."
"Why?"
"That second meeting in Zurich, when you weren't needed?"
"Yeah?"
"It was a partner bank to the one where your alter ego secured the deal, this was a bigger deal but, as my Chairman said, it was the reinforcement of our family outlook that swung it."
"Instead of the usual four guys in matching suits singing from the same hymn book?"
"Indeed."
"What's it worth?"
"In business terms, over a hundred million a year for the next ten years."
"What about this apartment then?"
"This is your bonus from the company."
"Mine?"
"You'll get it on your eighteenth, think of it as a bolt hole down here, I'll let Tricia have a key so she can prepare it for you. It still needs kitting out, it's a bit bare."
"What about the house?"
"I'm thinking about selling it, given how rarely we use it. That's a discussion I'll have to have with your mother when the time's right .... and not until after your eighteenth."
"Okay, Dad, thanks. Does mum actually need to know about this?"
"It's a business arrangement, you and I work for the bank and she just spends their, and our, money."
"That works for me, for now."
"How do you fancy getting it equipped before you go North? Get it so you can stay here?"
"It'll cost?"
"Sure, but the bank is going to send you some pay and I will move some money across. I'll need to head back into Europe on Friday as more deals are being offered, so you'll be on your own - can you handle it?"
"Sure, I think."
"Consider buying loo rolls, a kettle and a sleeping bag first!"
"Can we hit Ikea tomorrow?"
Tom knew he only had his father, and his father’s car, available for the next two days before Richard was back out of the country, so there was an urgency if Tom was to make the apartment liveable.
Online orders for furniture could be placed immediate but the next day was New Years Day so nothing would happen before the end of the week or possibly the following week as stores got back to work.
In the end Richard made one visit to Ikea on New Years Day to pick up the bare essentials, although that generated a difference of opinion.
“You can stay at the house until you go back to school?”
“These deliveries could arrive any time between breakfast and bedtime, so it’s best I sleep here from Friday – I’ll head here when you go to the airport.”
“Understandable.”
“But I’ll need a fridge, a table and a single bed just for now, and those won’t fit in your car?”
“Okay, okay, I’ll get a van for tomorrow!”
“Can we move my clothes there?”
“Really?”
“Where will I be at Easter?”
“No idea.”
“Exactly, Dad, there’s every chance it won’t be here.”
“True.”
“I’m seventeen now and can cope on my own, you know that already!”
“I do but ……….”
“I’m sorry, but I don’t think she cares enough to consider me. Christmas proved that.”
“You did wind her up, somewhat deliberately?”
“Just to prove a point, and rather successfully. I ate in my room more often than with you in Lausanne, and she never queried that. Just like when I left on the 26th?”
“I don’t want to agree with you Tom.”
“But you can’t disagree either?”
“I know, and right now all I care about is that you are happy.”
“Good, I’ll go and pack, I’ll just leave some clothes for tomorrow?”
“No, I get your point of view - we’ll take everything you need tomorrow, just leave a enough for one night at the house, just in case?”
Thursday’s shopping, with the van, took them to the Staples Corner shopping centre and various furniture and electrical items were loaded, including a fridge and washing machine. That sent them one junction East on the North Circular to the Tesco at Brent Cross for detergents and basic food stuffs.
Richard had the foresight to go to a hardware store and buy a trolley, this made loading and unloading much easier, especially with the van’s tail lift. Even so, it took nearly an hour to transfer the items from the van into the apartment.
“Are you going to help me put the table and bed together, Dad?”
“No, I need to return this van and get myself some dinner, I have an early start in the morning. There’s a tool kit somewhere and you should find instructions.”
“I’ve never done this before?”
“There’s a first time for everything, Tom.”
“True.”
“Look, if I get a chance to pop in before you go back to school, I will, otherwise I’ll see you at Easter?”
“Sure, Dad, thanks.”
Tammy woke on the Friday morning when her phone pinged with a text from her father.
“At Heathrow.”
“Have a good flight.”
The first deliveries were due that lunchtime but she’d only managed to put her single bed together the previous evening. This was going to be the spare bed but the larger bed for the main bedroom wasn’t due for a few days. She made breakfast, eating it on the new rug, then showered and dressed wearing the tartan skirt. Her limited wardrobe was becoming very apparent.
She set to work on the kitchen table, having a little difficulty when trying to tip it onto the legs. Next on the list were the four chairs so she could eat lunch at the table. The door intercom sounded a little after three.
“Oh, hello Miss, I have a delivery for a Mr Smart.”
“I’m his sister, he’s out right now.”
“No problem.”
That delivery brought some shelves and cabinets for the lounge, thankfully ready-made. Tammy asked the guys, nicely, if they wouldn’t mind lifting the TV onto a cabinet, once it was in position. She had a pair of £10 notes in her hand as she did.
“No worries, we got this.” They lifted it into position, connected the cables, powered it up to the set-up screen and left the remote in Tammy's hand. "Have fun."
Nothing else was expected and it was still light outside so Tammy took a decision to go in search of more clothes, with her phone directing her to the large Asda store the far side of Mudchute Park. She felt very conspicuous once in the store but no-one was paying any attention to her. Tammy aimed for the clothing section and soon had a weekend’s worth of changes in her trolley. It would have been so easy to have bought much much more but there had to be a sensible limit, given almost none of her new wardrobe would be going up to Scotland a week later.
There was another issue, the bedroom furniture wasn’t due to arrive until Tuesday and there was no point getting some really good stuff creased or dirtied if she couldn’t put it away? A suitcase would have to be sufficient for now.
Tammy had stopped ordering online after the first Saturday in the new year as there was no guarantee anything would arrive before she had to head North. When the bedroom furniture turned up it was all flat-packed, and there was no chance of persuading the delivery team to do the job for her; it took her the rest of that day just to build a chest of drawers, so at least most of her clothes could be put away.
Over the next few days she built the rest of the items, and finally had a king-size bed, but no bedding. That would have to wait for her next visit.
She tried her hand at cooking, using internet recipes, not always successfully. She also found that the smaller local Spar store was less intimidating than the Asda Superstore, and much more convenient for any cans, packets or fresh food.
By Friday lunchtime she’d built everything, had accepted the last delivery and had received a letter about a requiring TV Licence. She left that on the side, the place would be empty for the next three months.
He took the sleeper on Friday 10th January back into the Highlands of Scotland. Tammy, however, had been left in those wardrobes and only Tom had boarded the sleeper.
Tom met John Hibbert on the platform at Inverness as they waited for the two set diesel to arrive from Wick and Thurso.
"How was it, John?"
"Same as ever. A few arguments, no agreement on what to watch and someone burnt the potatoes on Christmas Day. What about you?"
"London, Brussels, Paris, Zurich, Geneva and Lausanne, again."
"That almost sounds like a song? Were you living the high life?"
"I was either working with Dad or being ignored by my mother. Oh, I'm on the payroll of my father's bank now."
"No more working for free?"
"I received expenses beforehand but yeah, salaried now. Look, have you had any thoughts about this Business Studies project?"
"Can't you use the bank?"
"No, too big and there's all that privacy and secrecy. It would take months to get the bank lawyers to agree anything in principle!"
"Oh, Mr Carmichael wants this sorted by April, doesn't he?"
"Yeah, but that includes the time to get authorisations, so we've really only until half-term to get the outline plan approved."
"Five weeks!"
"Exactly."
"You'll manage it somehow, Tom, you usually do."
"You're in the same boat! Anyway John, here's our train."
As Tom boarded the final train of his journey back to school he pondered that he only had another year and a half there and all he needed to do was to keep his head down and do the work. Hopefully it wasn't too much to ask for?
A new Preludes story "Tom's Project" is due out on Kindle in September 2022 and will be serialised here later in the year.
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The Preludes stories are also available as a part of Tammy Beginnings, Part 1 is out now
Part 2 now as well!
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Now ten more enhanced Tammyverse titles are also available on Amazon Kindle, plus four Unaccounted Gains books.
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