A child is full of hope for each day. They look forward to the next day with hope and eagerness. To watch the child grow, and learn is a gift. A child is truly the light of the world. It is true tragedy when that light of a child’s soul is crushed and it becomes fear and dread. The child’s hope is lost. He no longer looks toward each day with wonder, she dreads the next day. The child’s life it turned to despair and pain. this is a lost soul and a true tragedy
by Christine
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A child is full of hope for each day. They look forward to the next day with hope and eagerness. To watch the child grow, and learn is a gift. A child is truly the light of the world. It is true tragedy when that light of a child’s soul is crushed and it becomes fear and dread. The child’s hope is lost. He no longer looks toward each day with wonder, she dreads the next day. The child’s life it turned to despair and pain. this is a lost soul and a true tragedy
Some scary people had moved into town lately and at the moment, Alicia Peterson didn’t know how she was going to survive. She was trapped in a dead end and 4 scary looking men with tattooed arms was going toward her. Her trembling body backed farther into the wall behind her hoping somehow, impossibly it would open up and let her in.
But the cold brick wouldn’t move and she couldn’t scale up it, they approached her with lustful faces. “Come on girllie, we just want some fun and you look like you want a good time. “
She looked at the gang, 4 rather strong looking gang members with their upper bodies totally covered in tattoos. The leader, or what looked like the leader reached out for the scared girl. “That uniform you are wearing looks very cute on you but I think we want it off for our fun”
All four of the men reached for her and she couldn’t fight them all or keep their hands off her as they pulled on her clothes and soon got them off. She struggled to keep her panties on but it was no use and she knew they wouldn’t be happy.
“Oh my god Shiro, shes a fag. “That was the last thing she heard before blacking out from the leaders large fist.
The first thing Alicia noticed when she regained consciousness was that her entire body ached terribly. The second thing she noticed was a tube stuck in her throat helping her breath but it was trying to breath for her. That was a problem .
After a few intense moments of nurses pulling the breathing tube out , they left her alone.
She heard a soothing voice, “you are lucky little one that a officer stopped them from beating you. There aren’t too many that survive a Yakuza gang beating these days. Since the yakuza set up shop here, we been having more and more people come in. most in body bags.
Alicia looked at the older man in a white lab coat. She assumed he was her doctor. He looked down at Alicia with that look of great concern.
“And who are you,” Alicia enquired toward the man.
“I am doctor Donner. There will be officers here in a few minutes to ask you a few questions. “
She looked frightened, “Police, why did you call them?”
She shrank back at the look on his face, as if she asked the stupidest question in the world. “
“Lets think about that for a second, why would I call the police, Oh that’s that right, you were nearly beaten to death. “
“But you said they know it was yakuza, and a officer, you said stopped it so why ask me questions?”
He sighed, he had a lot of patience with children. “Yes but they want more details from you. But….there is another matter we are greatly concerned about. “ He looked at her hard, “And I think that you know what that is and we want know “
She had a creeping suspicion,” I am afraid I don’t know what you are talking about doctor. Tell me?”
“Ok fine Peterson. Perhaps you can tell me why you were taking highly illegal medication, powerful, doses of estrogen that aren’t on the market yet and were banned by the FDA, Why you haven’t been supervised by a doctor while on this dangerous drug, and you can tell me why until now we are learning about this. “
He saw her wheels turning in her head. “I am waiting. We know you are a transsexual but this isnt the way to do it, Alicia” he saw her wince at that name.
“ And my sexual identity is none of the business of yours, or the states. You can kindly butt out of mine, and my families private affairs thank you very much.”
He suddenly was out of patience, “That is our concern. Those drugs you were taking were banned, by a federal agency so that’s a crime, administering them to a minor is a crime unless you got them yourself. Then you may go to prison. Who ever is in charge of you will have a lot of questions to answer. And since you aren’t under a doctors supervision as a transsexual and being a minor, this reeks of neglect, or blatant abuse. If you are a transsexual, there are ways to go by that but this is the wrong way.”
Alicia suddenly was out of patience too and shouted, “I had no choice. And I was never told what I was taking. I was beaten if I tried to refuse and the Governess made damn sure that I swallowed it. I didn’t want to be a damn girl my brother hired the sadistic bitch. “
She didn’t want to go to prison.
Now, he was really concerned. He had here, a abused child. Such abuse that he never came across such a case. He felt sad for Alicia and it showed all over him. “I am so sorry Alicia. “
“That is okay, can you tell me what I was taking?”
He answered, “It is a totally new and experimental drug called estrogfem, super powerful dose of a new estrogen that was supposed to fill the bloodstream, and it was also supposed to suppress testosterone production, for ever. That means, the feminizing effects are irreversible. There is zero chance of ever being masculine again. That is why the fda banned it. quite frankly, I’m surprised you survived the treatment, the drug is of such power, it has caused liver failure and other fatal effects. It is too powerful.
The door opened and Alicia saw a officer walk though wearing the blue police outfit. She noticed that the officer was a woman. Suddenly, her entire body started trembling uncontrollably. She screeched, “Get away from me you bitch! I’m not answering any of your questions.”
Alicia bolted up from her bed, painfully and started moving toward the bathroom.
The officer shouted, “I am a detective from the special victims unit, I am here to help you.”
Alicia didn’t believe a word of it. Women don’t help. All Alicia knew was that the soul of a female is one of darkness, they desire to inflict pain. A woman’s soul is filled with cruelty. She had to get away. Fast.
The pain in her body caused her to black out.
Alicia woke up achy. She tried to sit up but a sharp pain shot though her body making her lay back down. She looked around to see a few nurses checking the readings on machines that were hooked to her. She felt the slight stirring of fear seeing the women. She visibly cringed up and started trembling. She tried to still herself but she was unable to.
One of the nurses looked up at her, “Alicia.” She flinched hearing the woman speak that dreaded name. “We will not hurt you, alicia. There is no reason to fear. “
Alicia didn’t believe her for a second. She remained shivering and watching the woman carefully. She cringed from the nurses hand any time her hand went near her.
The nurse was annoyed that Alicia hadn’t believed her but there wasn’t anything she could do about that. She was aware of her history and the abuse she suffered at the hands of those that should have protected her. She just hoped that the police could bring them to justice.
Alicia saw the nurse walk out of the room thankfully. After a few minutes she the same doctor walk in wearing his white labcoat. HE has a muscular look about him despite his aged appearance, and gray hair. He looked like someone that worked out a lot. The man gazed at Alicia thoughtfully.
“I am sorry about that Alicia. I didn’t know that you would react that way to the officer. I can assure you that she is nice. She just wants to help you.”
Alicia spat out venomously, “I don’t believe you. IF you bring her here again I wont tell the bitch a thing. “ Her voice rose to a scream. ”I swear I wont! Women all lie!”
He knew that this wouldn’t work at all. Alicia didn’t trust women at all and he didn’t blame her. Women had hurt Alicia.
He walked out and met the officer. She introduced herself, “Hello doctor. I am detective Jessica Roberts of the Los Angeles Police Department, special victims unit. This is my partner Officer melonie Wake. Is your patient ready now?”
He shook his head, “No detective. She has been horribly traumatized by abuse and her recent beating. She has broken ribs, a broken collarbone. This isn’t the time to put any more stress on her.”
She protested, “but we need more information. I have to get a statement!”
“I suggest you get a male officer here. She wont open up to women. If you walk in there again you will cause the same panicked reaction again. She is simply terribly afraid of women. “
She didn’t understand. He went on, “You have to understand that. Think about this another way, if you have a female victim terribly afraid of men do you have a man question her?”
She shook her head, “No of course not. That’s why women are trained for this sort of thing. “
“Then why, “ The doctor asked, “would you have a boy that was terribly abused by women, and has a almost uncontrollable terror of women, questioned by a woman?”
“I understand doctor,” she finely said. “I will get a male officer to question her.”
She shook her heard as she walked away. This is something she never experienced. But, it made her simmering with rage that a woman would abuse a child so horribly. She really wanted to know who did this to the girl.
She fished her cell phone out of her purse and called the station to request a male officer from the SVU.
Within the hour a male police officer walks thought the door of her room. He saw Alicia look up at him and he saw a small amount of fear in her eyes. But there was also so much more there. The boy, girl, who ever was before her was a very traumatized kid that must have lived a purely hellish life. She looked like a girl. Her face was feminine, her body looked allot like a sixteen year old girls. Her long brown hair draped and was styled like a girls. He saw that there was nothing to indicate in any way that Alicia was but a girl. Except for her records and her social security number. All accessible from the state. And a small biological part that was kept hidden but she was at a hospital.
He strode into the room and sat down beside Alicia. He started off the conversation gently. His voice was kept quite. “Hello Alicia Peterson.”
He interrupted him abruptly. “Officer, please do not call me Alicia. I do not like that name at all and prefer that you call me Allen. “
He nodded, “Allen it is then. I am detective Mark Luther from the Special Victims Unit of the Los Angeles Police Determent. I am here to find out exactly what happened to you so we can decide how best to help you. And if anyone was guilty of hurting you Allen. SO we can arrest them. “
Mark saw the wheels in Allen’s head turning. Then he asked, “Detective Luther, If I help you then my sister, Mistress Katherine will surely punish me.”
He shook his head, “She wont be able to touch you. Lieutenant Jessica Roberts, She and a social worker from family services went to a judge, you have been removed from your brothers custody. You will be under police guard. I promise you that those people cant ever hurt you again. The judge appointed a guardian from social services. You can talk freely.’
Mark saw a small smile on Allens face. “Are you telling the truth, I am really free?”
Mark nodded. “Yes Allen. Now please tell me about the name Alicia. Who gave you that name and why is the name Alicia on some of your schools records. “
“My sister Katherine gave me that name. Alicia Peterson. I hate that name so much. Mistress Donna was there when I was 12 and she, on my sisters request were turning me into a girl. They had decided that and when I fought her, they hired Mistress Donna to take care of me. She asked for a girls name to call me and Katherine suggested Alicia. She liked it and that was the end of the discussion.”
A new player entered this twisted story. He asked Allen, “Mistress Donna? Who is she?”
Allen shivered as he recalled memories. “Mistress Donna was a true sadist. She was a huge woman with a mean temper. Not huge in fat but her arms were big, she was powerfully built. Like a professional wrestler or a Pro football linebacker. She was a professional governess. Brother hired her to run me after I beat Katherine. “
He was shocked, “You beat Katherine, your sister?”
Allen whispered, “Yes. That was after a few days of torture from Kathy and her friend. After she had beaten me countless times, forced me to dress like a girl. Raped me with a ass plug and forced me to perform oral sex on Craig, her perverted boyfriend that delighted in abusing me. After all of that, she had me infront of her the next day after forcing me to suck Craig. She told me that I was to be her slave and I would have to obey her. I attacked her then trying to be free. If perhaps I could make her see I wasn’t a sissy then she would forget hurting me. But the abuse didn’t end. brother broke it up and tied me up all night. The next day they got their revenge on me. My brother Ron, his wife Sandra, my sister Katherine. They all hurt me. “
He got enough information and stood up. “Thank you Allen. You are a strong boy. I will be back later. If you need me please call for me.
He sat down in the lobby and he saw Doctor Donner sit down next to him. The doctor saw the officer start crying. He shook his head, “I will never understand the minds of those that think it is acceptable to harm young children. People like that girls family simply do not deserve to remain living. We should freeze them to harvest their organs for those that deserve life. “
“I don’t know if I agree with that doctor but what this boy has been though, I will get them. Oh and by the way Doctor, call him Allen. Alicia is a persona that was forced on him though torture and abuse. All of which he is free from now.”
“I had a feeling that he didn’t like being Alicia, but this kid cant ever be masculine. The medicine he was forced to take has made sure of that. He will have to be female whether he likes it or not. With the body the child has, calling the kid Allen doesn't really fit well with me. “
Marks face became hard suddenly. His voice took on a edge of coldness, "You will make an effort anyway. This was a change forced on him, so he shouldn't have to live that way the rest of his life. "
Mark walked away. He was going to have a long talk with Ron. A very long talk.
“I know this is hard for you, Alicia,” Mark said, trying his best to sound sympathetic. “However if you want us to punish the people that did this to you, then you must be strong. You need to tell us specific instances of abuse and dates that the abuse occurred. Then we can take the information to the district attorney and she can get warrants to go in front of a grand jury.”
He watched Alicia take a deep breath and mentally brace herself. “ I understand. I will try to be helpful. The first real beating was June fourth, 2004 I was walking out of the bathroom and saw my sister Mistress Katherine trying to untangle her hair. All I said was’ having a bad hair day.’ And she blows up on me. She grabbed my arm and twisted it behind hard. She kept wrenching it tighter and it hurt really badly. She was going to break my arm if I didn’t apologize. She was way too strong for me and she was very violent. I ended up apologizing and she let me go. I was rubbing my shoulder and she told me that the next time, I wouldn’t get off so easy. I started to say something when she kicked me really hard in my stomach. I doubled over in pain and that’s when my brother Ron came in asking what was going on. She blamed me for being a jerk. I was 12 and kind of sarcastic but that’s no reason for such a violent reaction. She was sadistic but I haven’t met any woman that wasn’t sadistic. That’s when my nightmare really started. My brother always took Mistress Katherine’s side over mine, regardless of right or wrong. “
Alicia visibly shivered, recalling horrible memories that she wanted to forget. “My brother told me that from then on, I had to do anything my sister Mistress Katherine told me. I tried to tell him Mistress Katherine wasn’t my boss and he wasn’t either. I was dumb and he was appointed as my legal guardian and he was my boss. And he was much stronger than me being twenty-two and a collage athlete. He chucked in a nasty way. I ran to my room after he intimated me and I was laying in my bed feeling sorry for myself when my Mistress Katherine came in and started viciously beating me. She told me to get up but I wasn’t in the mood to appease her after already suffering a sadistic beating. But she was bossy, and has just been given unlimited permission to do what ever she damn well please with me. I was told I had to take what ever she wanted to do. She yanked me up and ripped my shirt over my head. I asked what she thought she was doing and she told me, 'I guess you haven't learned that yet. But you will.' Then she threw me face down on the carpet and reached into her shopping bag. I got frightened and asked told her to get off of me, that I didn’t want to play like that. She told me we were not playing anymore and pulled out a strand of duct tape.”
“I was becoming very scared as she started taping my arms behind me. I was shouting because it had suddenly became very serious. It was no use, it was fun for her and my feelings went relevant. She spun me around with my arms taped behind me. I tried to get out and be strong, I commanded her to let me go,” Alicia laughed.
“I wasn’t in any position to issue orders and her response was to slap me very hard across the face. She told me not to tell her what to do. Her slap was so hard, my cheek hurt and my eyes watered up. She became very threatening pulling my face by my hair inches from her frightening face and it was clear that she was in complete control and there wasn’t a damn thing I could do about it. My life was in her merciless hands. She said she was going to take my clothes off and then beat me. And she did, she removed my shirt and my pants, then started kicking me in my ribs and stomach. “
“She made me beg her for a proper beating and eventually, I got on my knees submissively and did just that. She smirked in triumph and started to until by brother broke it up. But he left me taped up on the bed all night”
“The next day, I was introduced to a predator, my mistresses boyfriend. His name was Craig and he was a bully. That evening, they were letting him beat me up in the basement. It was clear I couldn’t do a thing about it. He was going to make me give him a blowjob because I was a girl. Because I couldn’t fight him, I must like more girlish activities. I became very scared and agreed to anything to avoid that. So I agreed to pose for pictures wearing her dresses and crap.
Alicia’s was breathing erratically. Mark could tell she starting to panic. Alicia e was shivering and sweating. Alicia was talking between his breaths. Alicia was going into a flashback and Mark said, “Alicia I have enough for now. I know where this is going. I think you need a break and we can talk later. “
She slowly came out of her dream like state and her panic subsided. Mark realized two things now. One was that Alicia suffered much worse than anyone realized. Alicia was abused much worse than he had guessed. The second was that this trial would last a lot longer because so much abuse would take a long time to recall. But, Alicia would have to do that. It would take a lot of work before Alicia was ready for that.
“Thank you Officer Luther.” That was more draining than he thought it would be. She was mentally exhausted but relieved. At least someone was actually listening to her. She might have gave more detailed than she needed to but, She wanted to tell someone all she had been thought. She hadn’t gotten close to all he had gone though, Alicia had just got thought one day and was explaining the next. She hadn’t gotten to her humiliating visit to the mall, the tan, the decision where Ron finalizes making Alicia a girl, the blowjob she was forced to give to Craig, the beating by Mistress Sandra and Mistress Katherine, and the corset, or his first meeting with Mistress Donna where they was told her that she will become the household maid. From then on it became predictable downward spiral that shattered apart his innocent life in four short months and after that was a living nightmare that nearly drove her to suicide within two years time. But, amazingly she was still alive because she was sure someday, she would have the upper hand. She just had to maintain hope, and her strength. She was strong even as a girl.
The news that she would have to become a girl was shattering. She had hoped when she was free he could revert back to a masculine existence as she was meant to be. But that was stolen from herm, and it pissed her off. She decided then that if she had to be a girl, she would be a strong girl. She would make a damn good girl that commanded respect. She knew how to be a girl, but a overly feminine girl his sister trained her to be. She wouldn’t become -that-.
As Alicia was musing over what she would have to become and what ways to achieve what she wanted, a nurse pushed a bed in beside her. The bed had a small boy laying asleep on it. The boy looked to be around six years old. He looked badly hurt and she had overheard the doctor talking to a nurse about the situation. Eavesdropping, she found out the boy was eleven years old! The boy didn’t like to be thought of as a little boy and that he had a condition, which inhibited his growth. The boys name was Terri.
Terri was starting to wake up and looked over at him. Terri was just gazing at her as if she was some beautiful angel or goddess. That kind of made her uncomfortable but as her appearance was decidedly female. Considering that Sandra and Ron spared no expense to make sure they did the job right, she understood. She decided to introduce himself, “Hi, I am Alicia.”
There was no response, Terri was in a dreamlike state, just gazing at him still. ‘Gee, she thought, ‘Am I -that- beautiful. She cleared his throat to get his attention. Terri jumped and that got him out of the dream he was having. Alicia reintroduced herself, “Hi, I am Alicia. “ Using Alicia because how could she explain anything else. She decided he had to get comfortable being seen and referred to as a female. As soon as she was able, he would decide on a better name than Alicia.
Terri looked at her and asked the most painful question. “Where are your parents?” Alicia felt like crying and did her best to hold back the tears.
Alicia said, “I will tell you about myself when you are ready. She saw Terri become upset and quickly added, “I know you are eleven. I refuse to treat you how I was treated but you just woke up and I don’t want to scare you too much.” He saw Terri rethink the matter and he accepted that explanation.
Alicia briefly described the horrors that were inflicted on her by her family In the following days. She tried to be gentle, but with such topics as her abuse and Kathy, it was hard to be gentle without lying. Sadly, within the next couple days Terry started having pains and she collapsed. Doctors and nurses rushed her out.
Terri was brought back a few hours later and she listened as terry started telling about himself. He was treated cruelly by bigger boys at his school. It was kind of sad. Occasionally police or a physiatrist would come in to talk to Alicia. He suspected that Terry was listening in but he pretended to sleep.
Alicia had recovered enough that she was transferred to recovery. The doctor himself escorted her to the new wing of the hospital. She personally requested the doctor or Mark escort her for she didn’t want any women near him. Alicia was surprised to see two Asian men waiting for her in his new room. One of the men was very familiar. A flash of fear spread across Alicia’s young face. There was a larger man beside the familiar one.
She asked the doctor, “I already told the police about this so why is he out, and in my room?”
The doctor didn’t know and was about to call security when the older man raised his hand. “Please give us a chance to explain, doctor. I needed to talk to Alicia about a few issues. We mean you know harm.” He strode up to the frightened boy and bowed respectfully. He scowled at the younger man when he refused to bow. He shouted something in his native language and the younger man bowed.
“Aliciasan, my name is Noboru Yamaguchi and this is my son Hiro Yamaguchi. He has come to apologize for his dishonorable actions.“
Surprisingly, Alicia felt little hostility at all toward Hiro. She was stubborn and after a short heated argument in native Japanese, Hiro bowed again and told Alicia he was sorry for what he did. Alicia shrugged and accepted it.
Noboru dismissed Hero and he stormed out steaming. Noboru sat down and kindly asked Alicia to sit down also.
Alicia looked at the older Japanese man sitting infront of her. IHe was kind of intimidating. His suit looked very expensive. The man looked extremely powerful and long accustomed to power. He told Alicia, “I have a deep seated hatred to those that abuse the weak. I have tried to raise my sons to protect those weaker than they were. Hiro didn’t learn much of it but I have hope that someday, he might learn.”
Alicia nodded. She had her doubts but this didn’t look like the man to argue the point with.
Noboru continued, “I am the leader of my family’s business of which I have considerable authority around this state now. I want you to drop your complaint toward my son. “
Alicia nodded. “I forgive Hiro. There are others that need to learn a lesson worse than Hiro. “
Noboru smiled. He bowed to Alicia, “Aliciasan thank you. The Yamaguchi clan thanks you for your generosity and kindness. In return for your great consideration to my family, I offer you my help in settling your score with your sister and brother.”
Alicia’s head jerked up staring at Noboru. “Wha-, how do you..”
The older man raised his hand and continued on, “I know a great many things Aliciasan. I am not unaware that you have been hurt. It might not be an understatement that your life was destroyed. You must make a new life. I feel a powerful deep-seated hatred toward your sister Katherine and your brother and his wife. “ He looked directly at Alicia, “I can help you punish them correctly. I control many judges and with my considerable contributions toward the Los Angeles police department, my family has free reign to execute…. justice.
Alicia smiled. She liked that idea greatly. She wanted to make Kathy and Sandra feel the pain she felt for so many years. The thought of inflicting pain on those two horrible women that shattered apart her life at the age of twelve brought a bright smile to hers face. But, she didn’t want to become a criminal like they were. She felt if she gave in then she would be no better than they were. She told the older man, “I don’t want to break the law, then I’m no better than Kathy and Sandra. They will pay for what they did, the police will arrest them and they will go to prison.”
Noboru snorted loudly. “You are being naive. Ron has access to millions of dollars your late father accumulated and willed to him. They will have the best lawyers working for them. Defending them and they will do their best to paint you as a wanting slut and transvestite that wanted to change. They will object everything, get evidence thrown out, challenge all of the evidence you brings’ admissibility. If they don’t get acquitted, that would be a great surprise. You will be lucky if they spend 6 months in prison.”
Authors note, I wanted to put a little of Alicia's past in this story. I didnt know it would take so many pages but I felt it had to be included> I hope that the intense subject matter or length doesn't put anyone off. Please remember, this story focuses on the affects of abuse on a child, years after the events. Not the abuse itself.
I am telling this because it was the set up that removed all controls from my brother and sister on what they could do to me. I was the smallest and weakest sibling and for that reason, they hated me. To be truthful, my brothers prospective was probably more indifference. My sister had a hatred of me that I never understood. I never hurt her but, such is irrelevant. What she did is relevant. She tortured me and destroyed my life. My Summer Vacation only included 4 months; from our big fight to the point I was to enter school as a girl named Alicia. I wrote it all in a diary that I kept hidden in case I didn’t survive one of their beatings. A lot has happened sense then that will be described by Christine. I let her narrate what happened and how I was saved.
It is ironic that I was saved by a beating. But that was luck too because it brought my suffering to the attention of authorities and they took the proper actions to rescue me. I will never forgive my sister for what she had done to me.
“Detective Luther, I hate my sister so much. I really hope the States Attorney can put them away. Can you tell me about her?”
Mark thought for a while and spoke up,” She is a cold woman, Alicia. She is a brilliant Attorney but she can come off as rude, uncaring and some times, offensive when she’s talking to victims. “
Alicia spit out, “Just like a woman. They have no compassion at all. All they like to do is hurt people.”
“Alicia, I have been a officer in the Special Victims Unit for years and I can tell you that a vast majority of arrests are men that have hurt women. The women I know have a lot of compassion. “
“I know you think that Detective Luther,” Alicia said. “I am not saying men can’t be violent but its different. Men are more forward. Their violence thought out most of the time. It is just do to the nature. When women do it, it’s calculating and cruel. They think it out and they make sure it hurts a lot. In that way, women are the most cruel of all. I think they get orgasmic pleasure from causing suffering.”
Mark was surprised at the venomous words that came out of the child’s mouth. He pleaded, “Try to be more reasonable Alicia. Such hateful talk isn’t productive. Don’t be so misogynistic.
“Don’t tell me what to be, officer,” Alicia said in anger. “You haven’t suffered as I have suffered. All that I have been though was inflicted by females. I am entitled to my anger, and my point of view.”
Mark had to give him that. He knew it was useless to press the point any farther. He decided to let the matter drop.
“So Alicia, what you have described would be battery on a minor, maybe sexual assault so can you tell me more of what happened to you after your sister and her boyfriend made you pose for pictures wearing her dress?”
Mark saw Alicia take a deep breath and let it out slowly. “They had worked together taping my arms behind me. I saw them both return carrying armloads of clothes. They were girls’ clothes.
“Mistress Katherine unwrapped my wrists and then shouted loudly at me that if I wasn’t wearing nothing in sixty seconds, I would be gagging on Craig’s cock.”
“I worked franticly ripping off my clothes in front of her and finished in forty five seconds. I was covering myself with my hands in front of Mistress Katherine and she laughed and told me not to be so modest. Then she commanded me to raise my arms up over my head”
“I did as she asked while looking very upset. I didn’t like being naked in front of her. Then she told me to put one of my hands on my hips and use my other hand to flip my hair, and to make a pouty face for her.”
“I did what she asked, feeling so gay. She was taking pictures of me in those poses using an old Polaroid camera where a picture would slide out as soon as she took a picture. “
Mistress Katherine’s comments were relentless and cruel. She wanted to know why I looked so unhappy but she knew. She was simply being cruel. She said I must be sad because I didn’t like being naked. She was leading me up to agreeing to be dressed as she liked. I was twelve and feel for it, not that at twelve, there was anything I could do. My brother had agreed to let her control my life and there was nothing I could do against her relentless cruelty. By that time, I was fighting hard to keep myself from crying and Craig kept snickering. “
“Kathy told me she had something for me to put on, and she held up a small sexy training bra. I was shocked and told her I didn’t mean that. I fell for it, fell for her fake sincerity while all the time, it was her doing it to me. But I was twelve and desperate for any affection. She was deceitful and I was naive. I wanted to think she cared about my well-being. I had lost my parents and needed someone to care for me. When I protested, she acted like I didn’t want to put on a bra because I didn’t know how to put one on, but I know now she knew that wasn’t the reason. She wanted to degrade and humiliate me for Craig. And wanted to make me look sexy for her obviously bi boyfriend Craig was also a pedophile predator. “
“I was wearing the thing in no time I had my hands on my silk covered nipples fondling them as if they were my breasts, while she was taking pictures of me. “
“Craig started showing how much of a predator he was toward younger boys. He asked Mistress Katherine to dress me up in the rest of -my- clothes. He wanted to see me in Mistresses little red dress!”
“I was putting on her nylons and a garter belt a second later and Mistress helped me into a little red tafetta dress. My legs were silky smooth and the dress ruffled every time I moved. Craig, the predator he is, was very pleased. “
Mistress commanded me to pose in the dress adjusting my stockings. I kept having to smile for the camera. The ordeal went on and I humiliated myself for my Mistress. I must have posed for another twenty pictures. Craig kept making comments that reveled his level of attraction to me. That made me more scared than anything but it also showed he was a predator. Over the next several days My mistress would be given a choice, her brother or Craig. She chose Craig over her own family. ‘
“Mistress made a comment about how she couldn’t wait to show Ron, my brother the new pictures of me. She also couldn’t wait to show Sandra. Remember, the one that wore the rubber outfits, She was a domme. I can’t figure out the difference in a woman and a domme anymore. They all love power and degrading guys, especially young boys. No woman can be trusted to care for children. Sandra loved dressing me as a little sissy.“
“I ended up having to masturbate in front of my Mistress and Craig to show that I wasn’t a sissy. I was tricked into thinking that was my way out but she made me lick up my semen for her. After that, I just started crying. It was so gross and degrading. Mistress, as any other woman was very delighted. “
“Mistress ordered me to put on a white pretty dress and go up to my room. She left the threat that if I didn’t want her showing everyone my new pictures, I would obey her. I ran crying into my room. “
“I met a new girl arcadia and as I was talking to her, Craig showed up. I had heard Mistress Arguing on the phone with Craig and I found out Arcadia was her friend and Craig and Mistress Katherine broke up. I didn’t know it was over me but it gave me hope. Craig showed up and started flirting with Arcadia. I was deluded into thinking that arcadia would be interested in me but Arcadia picked a fight with him and left me to fight Craig. He was three years older and a high school wrestler so he easily beat me up and the fight ended with me getting knocked out. What a stud he is, huh”
“I woke up with my whole body aching and a banging headache. I went back into the house to see Mistress trying to convince my brother that I needed to be turned into a girl. She wanted to make me dress up as a girl from then on. Ron initially refused on the grounds that he would have to buy me a new wardrobe. “ Alicia laughed, “Over the years between the costs of hiring a professional domme to watch over me, the illegal medicine and a new wardrobe anyway, Ron was lying. It wasn’t the cost, they were slowly easing me into girlhood. But at the time I had hope. They agreed that I would wear girls undergarments only until later. I tried to protest but Ron wouldn’t listen. That was the end of that discussion. “
“Then Ron said Mistress Sandra would be here and they tired me up to wait for her appearance. She was a hot blonde domme sadist with big breasts that she easily got my brother to agree to anything she wanted. For some reason she hated me so I was totally scared. I was taped up on the floor when she arrived. They started looking at the Polaroid’s that Mistress Katherine took of me. As any woman she loved child porn of boys being exploited sexually. Then she untaped me and forced me into a pair of stockings, panties and a new white constricting corset. The corset was hard to breath in but she taught me and then, she told me she wanted to spank me. She had a paddle and told me to submissively let her.”
“I was having none of that and tried to escape from her grasp. I begged ron uselessly to aid me but he didn’t care. Mistress Sandra had him under her spell and she got to me. Then snarled at me. She told me I would pay for trying to run from her. As if she expected me to let her hurt me. I wont ever understand a woman’s thinking. It’s as if they all want to torture weaker people and expect them to be thankful for that, blessing.
“She spanked me ruthlessly and kept making sarcastic comments about how my ass looked. I was in blinding pain. I was begging them to stop and Mistress Katherine didn’t like me screaming and begging while I was being tortured. Her solution was to tape my mouth instead of stopping the torture. Mistress Sandra had a better idea and put a penis gag in my mouth. She was teaching my sister how to discipline me. She needed to learn how to cause me pain without breaking anything. She was used to kicking me and slapping me. She learned and she got a chance to beat me too. Brother just watched. After the torture, Mistress Sandra took the time to teach Mistress Katherine how to use various bondage equipment on me like spreader bars, wrist cuffs, Gags. Mistress Sandra left with Ron after she instructed Mistress Katherine how to handle me. They left me hogtied with Mistress Katherine and she reveled in teasing me ruthlessly. “
“Then she left for a while after she let me eat grapes. It was about a half a day till she came back. She threw some clothes at me and informed me that Mistress Sandra gave her the name of a beauty salon and I was going to get my hair done. I tried arguing but it was no use. She didn’t care what I wanted and I was going. “
“So I went to the salon with my Mistress. “
Mark interrupted, why do you keep calling her mistress?”
“Because,” She answered, “After four years of being trapped and addressing her as Mistress, Its what was drilled into me. I just call her mistress. “
“Okay. Continue your statement. It’s being recorded to evidence to use against her.”
Alicia took a deep breath and continued, “She took me to the salon and it was frightening. The stylist was a cruel woman named Jennifer. She was a tall blonde and a lot like Sandra. She has zero compassion, no mercy and reveled in humiliating guys. She did my hair in a extremely feminine style after my Mistress said I was a faggot and she didn’t want anyone mistaking the sissy for a boy. After that they got into a discussion over guys after Mistress Katherine asked about guys. At first I thought she was wanting to know for herself but then she mentioned a guy going out with me. I tried to protest but they weren’t at all listening to anything from me. “
“She mentioned almost all of the guys she knew were gay. Mistress Katherine said it didn’t help her but it would help me. Mistress Katherine thought it was a great idea”
“I begged please don’t make me do this and Mistress Katherine, as cruel as she is started describing sex acts the boys would do to me. She was probably getting herself into a orgasm and I bowed my head and started crying. She said she would keep trying until she found the right guy for me. I kept crying and she made a agreement with me that if I agreed to be her slave girl that I wouldn’t have to do anything sexual with guys. I learned how far to trust a woman’s promise then. “
“I spent the that night chained to my bed. My headboard was iron so I couldn’t escape the house. The thought hadn’t occurred to me till a week later but they wanted to keep me with them.”
“My body ached by the next morning when Mistress Katherine woke me up. Sleeping with my armed handcuffed over my head. She held a pink bikini that she expected me to put on. I worked feeling back into my shoulders and put the degrading garment on. She took me out and handcuffed me to the ladder of the diving board. When I spoke, she slapped me very hard and told me to shut up and lay there. She got in and swam for around an hour then came back to me to turn me around and rehandcuff me. I realized she was giving me a girls suntan. I was depressed then that I couldn’t show my chest to anyone. “
“Later that afternoon she told me arcadia was coming and she tied my hands behind me, naked. I was naked and she came over and teased me about my suntan. Then she started humiliating me till I started crying. She actually told me she wanted to see me, and go out. I didn’t want to but I wasn’t given any choices. I didn’t have a say so I went up to get dressed, after they put me in the corset, panties and bra. I had a choice to wear what I wanted over it so I put on jeans and a shirt to hide the feminine undergarments. They had taken all of my boys’ underwear. Arcadia expressed her displeasure and I told Mistress Katherine that I loved her, while heading out. She became very angry and whispered something to arcadia that I didn’t hear.”
“That is important because at the park, she picked a fight with a grown man and told him I would protect her. A little twelve year old boy. I didn’t know it then but that was planed and he beat me up over what Arcadia did. He stole my outer clothes. Arcadia gave me a dress to wear and I had to go home wearing that. I looked like a dam girl. “
“Then they took me to the mall and humiliated me in a photo booth. They stuck a ass plug in me and threatened to expose what I had on so I striped and allowed them to rape me. “
“I just wanted to go to bed when we got home, but I wasn’t allowed to. She said she had another date with Craig and that they broke up because she didn’t force me to give him a blowjob. She planed to solve that by making me give him a blowjob. Agreements mean nothing to a woman, Mark. She broke the agreement and forced me to suck him. She tied me up in my room, brought Craig there and forced me to suck his penis or he would introduce me to his friends. SO I did, I sucked him, licked it all over, sucked it and he squirted into my mouth and onto my face. That night, I was tied up in my room with cum allover my face. I cried all night. Oh and she recorded it on a digital video recorder. I didn’t want them to then but now, I’m glad. I’m sure it will come useful to prove what I am telling you is the truth. “
Alicia tried hard but the traumatic memory of the sexual assault made him cry just like the first time. He started balling.
Mark grabbed Alicia and just held him tight as the kid let loose gut wrenching sobs. Tears were rolling down his face. He reached beside him and turned off the recorder. He got enough to get a big indictment on Kathy, Ron and his wife Sandra. He knew somewhere there was a recording, A data stick or a CD of his sexual assault. He would find it and bury the perverts.
~~~*~~~
Mark held Allen tightly in his arms as the kid sobbed. It was really sad, Mark thought. He understood how ever. Just one short month ago, the kid had no hope, there was no light shining in his young life. He was a slave to his sister by the say-so of his brother. Even now, He wasn’t sure how Allen could handle. He had lost everything, His parents; his gender was forcible striped from him. as if that isn’t enough, four years held in slavery strips the very freedom and identity of a person. Can Allen learn to live a normal life?
After 20 minutes of powerful heart wrenchingly powerful sobs, Allen seemed to get a hold of himself. He seemed embarrassed. He looked up, his face turned red. He stuttered, “I am sorry about that Detective. I didn’t think it would be that hard on me. “ Allen couldn’t look at Marks face now.
Mark didn’t want him being embarrassed, “Allen, Listen to me carefully. -You- are the victim here. You were hurt and victimized worst than almost any victim I have ever encountered. There is -nothing- to be embarrassed about. You didn’t do anything wrong. I wont hold any moments of weakness against you. “
Allen nodded silently. Mark stood up and said to Allen, “This has been hard on both on us. I’m going to leave you now and go talk to our district attorney to see if we can get the ball moving on justice. “
He started out the door when Allen yelled out, “Don’t leave me yet, detective. I haven’t finished yet. Can you stay until I finish my statement?”
He looked back at Allen surprised. After that he wants to finish. He said” Allen…I don’t know about this. I think you need to rest. I will be back in a few hours. We can finish then.”
Allen held out his hand, “Please, there’s just a little more I want to get out. I really feel that I need to get to that point. Can I?”
Mark turned around, “Alright Allen. If you can then I will listen.“ he went back into the seat across from the hospitalized boy.
He looked like he was improving a lot. Allen looked like he was getting a lot stronger. Mark wondered if he could handle the new shocking information the doctor had found about Allen. He hoped so.
Allen looked over at detective Mark seriously. He said, “This will be as far as I go for a while. What I say now is what happened to me that kept me trapped. It set the direction in my life and took away every part of me that I had.
“The next morning, Kathy finally let me out of bed. After I had fixed myself up, she accosted me in my bedroom. ‘Now you're going to be a slave girl, and I'm going to be your mistress. Isn't that right, little faggot? Kathy told me in all seriousness. “
“I just nodded my head.”
"This is what it means to be my slave’ , Kathy said, ‘and you'd better get used to it.’ She took her bracelet off and tossed it at my feet. ‘Now pick it up,’ she ordered me. I was fuming, but I picked it up. Then she held out her hand. Now put it back on my wrist, faggot."
“I swallowed, and gently eased the bracelet onto her wrist.”
“But immediately she took it off, and threw it at my feet. "Now do it again. Only this time, while you're down there, kiss my feet!"
“I didn't know how much more of this I could take. I knelt and kissed her black vinyl boots.”
"You call that a kiss? I couldn't even feel it. Do it again like you mean it!"
“I planted a big kiss on each of her boots. Then I took the bracelet and placed it around her wrist again.”
"Very good, little slave. Now I've got a pair of bracelets for you to try on." She shoved a pair of handcuffs in my face.”
“I took the handcuffs and stared at them, as she turned her back on me to pick up a long wooden paddle.”
"You need to be more cooperative,’ she said. ‘I hate having to tell you everything twice."
“I was so sick of her ordering me around. And now she was so sure of herself that she was going to make me handcuff myself. She even turned her back on me. But she shouldn't have done that. I snuck up behind her, and snapped a cuff on one of her wrists.”
"What do you think you're doing?’ she yelled, trying to turn to face me. But I was too quick for her. I had taken her by surprise, and grabbed her other wrist. She was thrown off balance, and I pulled her wrists together and manacled them.”
"Are you crazy?’ she shouted. ‘I'll get you for this!"
"You've already gotten me enough," I said, stuffing a handkerchief in her mouth. ‘And I'm tired of taking orders from you."
I shoved her onto the bed. She screamed into the handkerchief, but only muffled sounds came out.”
"Let's take a look at this paddle of yours,’ I said. ‘I'll bet it hurts." Then I lifted her skirt, revealing her panties.”
Allen took a deep breath. He shuttered visibly. A trembling went though his body. “I am not sorry for what I did to her that day. She had hurt me and There was something revealed to me about my sister. And that is that she was a coward. “
"This is for making me have my hair done at the salon," I said, and smacked her butt. 'I wonder how many of these you can take before you start crying,’ I said. She tried to scream again, but now I could see the fear in her eyes, and I licked my lips in anticipation."
“She started crying and I saw fear in her eyes. In no time she was balling and her eyes were pleading with me to stop. I don’t know why because I pleaded with her. She had beaten all mercy out of me. But…that was a mistake for my brother broke in and set things right. He tied me to my bed as if I had done something wrong. “
“It didn't take him long to sort things out, and set Kathy free. ‘I'll get you for this, you little bastard!" she said, choking on tears. But the only one that had a score to settle, was me but she couldn’t understand because she is a woman. They are capable of only seeing things from their prospective. Their heartless being, Detective Luther. ”
I spent that night chained to my bed wearing nothing but padded leather cuffs on my wrists and ankles. The next morning, I awoke to find Sandra dressed in a black leather suit, and shaking me.”
"What are you doing here?’ I said.”
"I came to teach you some manners,’ she said, and unchained me from the bed. With my wrists bound in front of me, she grabbed a handful of hair, and pulled me out of bed.”
"Ow,’ I screamed, "take it easy-"
“Then she slapped me across the face, and pulled me close to her. With one cheek burning, and the other one pressed against her soft leather jacket, I was wide awake, and she had my full attention.”
"You're going to get rid of those masculine habits of yours today,’ she said. Naked and bound, she dragged me off to the bathroom, and threw me into the little chair in front of the vanity mirror.”
"You need a shave,’ she told me.”
"But I'm not old enough. I don't have to shave. I said"
"You do where I'm going to shave you. This body hair of yours is so unsightly,’ she said.”
"No young lady should ever have hair on her arms or legs."
“I watched first in fascination and then in horror as she lathered my arm and used a disposable razor on me. It scratched and irritated me, but I wasn't about to let her know that. She went to do shave both of my arms and legs.”
"That'll do for now,’ she said. ‘Does it hurt, sweetie?"
"It's not so bad,’ I shrugged.”
"Then you better get used to doing it yourself every week from now on. We could some hair remover to make it easier on you, but why waste money on a little bastard like you’ ,she snarled at me.?"
I didn't know what to say, and she went on, "That's a nice sun tan you have on your chest. You must look lovely in a bikini."
“Silently I glared at her.”
"Oh, you're so beautiful when you're angry,’ she cooed. ‘And now I'm going to make you even more beautiful, ‘ she told me"
“She picked up a pair of tweezers, and held my head firmly. Slowly, she plucked a hair from my eyebrow, making me wince. And then another and another. I squeezed my eyes shut, not only from the pain, but from the fear that she was changing my appearance permanently. The tan lines on my chest were bad enough, but now I wouldn't be able to show my face without looking like an effeminate little boy. I suffered in silence until she was through.”
"There, don't you look cute?’ she said, turning me to face the mirror. I was horrified to see the thin feminine arch of my plucked eyebrows.”
"Now even if you tried to dress up as a boy, you'll still look like the sweetest little sissy in town. Imagine what real boys will do to you once they see that darling little face of yours!"
“I barely had time to consider my fate when she gathered up my hair with a curling iron.”
"Now what’ ,I moaned.”
"You're going to have an important visitor today, sissy.’ Sandra said, ‘I'm going to tighten your curls a bit because I know you want to look nice."
“And she went on to fix my hair, finally leaving me with a head full of soft curls hanging to my shoulders. I wrinkled my nose as she started applying a foundation. Finally she said, ‘I think some blush will really bring out your cheekbones."
“My mouth open, I turned my head from side to side, my gaze fixed on the mirror. I wouldn't have believed it, but from the neck up, my reflection in the mirror was that of a girl.”
"I see you approve,’ she whispered to me. ‘But we aren't done yet. Part your lips."
“Still in a haze, I did so willingly, and she applied coral lipstick. I licked my lips, and I saw them glisten as she turned me around. Reluctantly, I turned away from my reflection, and she brushed my cheeks. At last she announced that her work was done, and she let me look at myself.”
“She'd covered up my bruises, and I gasped as I stared at the rosy red blush on my cheeks. I reached up to touch my face with my bound wrists, just to make sure it was really me.”
But Sandra caught my wrists and pulled them away. ‘Musn't smudge your makeup, sweetie. Now let's see if your sister may have some ideas about dressing you."
“Suddenly my illusion burst. After what I did to Kathy last night, I was going to be in big trouble now. Whatever ideas my sister had, they weren't going to be good ones. Sandra led me back to my bedroom, where my brother and sister were waiting.”
"Well, look at you,’ Kathy said, as she studied my face. ‘You never looked that good as a boy. I think you're going to make a fine little sister, though."
"What are you going to do,’ I asked.”
"It's not me you need to worry about,’ she said. ‘Wait till you meet Donna."
"Who's Donna, ‘ I asked.”
“But it was Ron who answered. "It's become clear that I can't take care of the two of you by myself,’ he said. ‘And this house is getting to be a mess. “
“So we need some help around here, Ron said."
"What kind of help, ‘ I asked"
"I've hired a governess to run the household,’ he said.”
"A governess? What's that, someone who takes care of kids?’ I asked dumbly.”
"Yeah,’ he snapped. ‘She'll take care of you."
“Kathy made me wear just stockings, panties, and the awful white corset. Then without any outer clothing, she took me downstairs, where Sandra was waiting for me with another woman. Sandra introduced me to a tall, heavily-built woman, whose black hair was tied back in a bun.”
“Her name was Donna, and in her shapeless blue muumuu, she looked like she could play linebacker in the NFL. Even more ominous, she was a friend of Sandra.”
“I was glad to see Sandra leave, but now I faced this hard-looking woman in my living room.
”
"My name is Donna, and I'm going to make sure that you're a well behaved little slave girl. Is that clear?’ she asked me.”
"I'm not really a girl,’ I said. I figured I'd better set her straight before she got the wrong idea about me. ‘They just made me wear these clothes."
“Donna suddenly pulled me close by a handful of hair, and slapped me across the face. I'd never been hit so hard in my life.My head snapped to the side, and my knees buckled. My eyes rolled back in my head as she held me up by my hair. She was Just like a woman, full of cruelty. ”
"Don't you even know how to curtsy, child?’ she asked.”
By now my head had stopped spinning. ‘I'm sorry,’ I begged. "Please don't hit me like that again,"
"Listen to me, little sissy,’ she said, lifting me on my tiptoes. ‘You will speak only when spoken to, and you will address meas Mistress Donna. Is that clear?"
"Y-yes, Mistress Donna," I stammered.
"You are going to be a good little slave girl, or I will beat you day and night, is that clear, ‘ Donna told me."
"Yes, Mistress Donna,’ I responded, nodding my head feverishly.”
"She needs a new name,’ Donna said. ‘We can't very well call her Al. How does Alice sound?"
“Kathy interrupted before I could say anything. ‘I think Alicia is better. A-li-ci-a is a pretty name," she said, pronouncing all the syllables.”
"Very well,’ Donna said, turning to me. ‘Your name is Alicia, you are a sweet little slave girl, and all you care about is looking pretty so that boys will like you. Now repeat that back to me."
I gulped and gasped for air, and then addressed her as Mistress Donna, and professed my love for my new name, my new sex, and my humble ambition in life.”
"I've brought you a new outfit,’ she said, holding out a black satin minidress trimmed in white lace.”
"Thank you, Mistress Donna,’ I said, and hurried as best I could in the corset to step into the dress. It felt so soft against my skin that I almost forgot how it made me look. Then she spun me around, and tied a white cloth around my waist. I had to stare at it for a moment. It was an apron.”
"But..but this is a maid's uniform, Mistress Donna!’ I cried in
dismay.”
"Yes, little slave,’ Donna said. ‘Do you have a problem with
that?"
I turned to my brother for help. "Ron, I'm not a maid. I don't know anything about being a maid."
"You'll learn,’ he said”
Allen was really spent now. “ after that, you can guess. It was a downword spiral after that and it gets pretty predictable. I was a slave girl, they beat me often. Lots of humiliation and sexual molestation. Arcadia forced me to date two boys at once, Kathy forced me to have a close personal boyfriend and he had full sex with me. That night, after introductory training like walking in heels, walking likea girl, sitting like a girl. Serving them all as a slave girl and doing housework, Kathy put a real collar and leash on me making it official. It was all like a never ending horror. My sister told me if I ever hit her again that my brother would pay for a full sex reassignment operation on me. They had the money. My first year in school as Alicia, I was sexually assaulted often. There was a predatory teacher that raped me every morning. Sis thought it was hilarious. But he was there for just a year before another girl reported him and then several girls after that and he was arrested. I didn’t have to put up with that anymore luckily. “
Silence filled the room for a few minutes. There so no sounds except for Allen’s soft cries and his rasping breathe.
It was then that Doctor Donner walked in with a nurse. He knelt beside Allen and said, “We have some really troubling news that is completely unexpected. DO you want to know, Allen or should we wait?”
He took a deep breath and answered firmly, “Go ahead and tell me. I am a strong girl, doctor.”
“Well, “ the doctor said. “As you know, the drug you was on prevents any testosterone from entering your system except as minimal amounts. It attacks any excess and completely inhabits testosterone production. Your male organs are shrinking and will probably disappear. But there is also, somehow, your body is creating its own womb, Uterus and all regular female reproductive organs.”
Allen’s face went ghostly white. He gasped and screeched, “What! How is that possible?”
The doctor shook his head, “We don’t know. We have never encountered a case like this before. “
Allen sighed, “OHMYGOD. I hope that my body will adapt. “
Donner reached out for Allen, “It looks like its moving perfectly. Your body is adapting perfectly. There are no complications we can see. Your body is perfectly female. I don’t know how its happening.”
Mark hugged the boy tightly. “I am sorry about this but on the lighter side, He told me that your in perfect health and in a few days, you will be released from the hospital. There is no reason they can think of that they should keep you. The court has found a good family for you. You will be living with them as of tomorrow morning unless any unexpected complications arrive. “
Allen mussed over that as they left. His sister had taken away his freedom, his gender and now it looked like as a final twist of fate, it was final. His body would become a girls in every single way possible. Allen would adjust. He should have expected as much from Sandra with her connections to the domme community and to medical establishments. He would be a girl but Allen would survive forever. Even if he had to live outwardly as a female, he would be Allen.
~~~*~~~
Mark thought that Allen looked really troubled and more than slightly afraid as he drove the kid to his new foster family. He looked across the car at the kid and saw he couldn’t stop fidgeting. His face looked crumpled like he was really worried. His eyes looked really frightened. Mark spoke up, “Allen, I understand your worries but I gave you my card and you can call me at any time. DFS has assured me that the family is safe and their really kind people. The father loves children but he doesn’t have any of is own. His name is Jae Chul Shin and hes a immigrant from Japan. You two should get along well. He is said to have a real soft spot for needy children. Do you have any questions you would like to ask me?”
Allen looked upset, “Not really, Mark. Its just that I was really hoping that you could take me in. I don’t know these people. How will they react to me being a boy? “
“Their really understanding and they have been informed of your unique condition as well as what you were forced to undergo,” Mark said. “The state will monitor you, as I will also. We foresee no problems with them. “
Allen shrugged, “Neither did I after my parents passed away. I hope you’re all correct. “ He was fidgeting badly.
“Did you say they were Japanese,” Allen asked.
“Yes, is that a problem,” Mark asked. “
Allen’s forehead crumpled down like he was thinking of something. “I don’t know. Shouldn’t be, but I was attacked by the Yakuza.“
Mark laughed, “I know but this family isn’t Yakuza. You needn’t worry about Yakuza anymore.”
Allen shrugged, ‘Yea sure,’ He thought sourly to himself. Mark didn’t know Allen had spoken personally with the head of the family. This entire situation seemed to be set up, to Allen.
He couldn’t forget the old man that he met earlier. He couldn’t forget what the man had said about Kathy getting off. It was true that they would have the best legal defense if it went to trial. Was there any hope of a victory within the law or would he have to go to Nogori. He kept thinking about that.
There was the other matter of his body changing. He wasn’t sure how to handle that but his best thoughts were to go along with being Alicia until a better name could be thought of. Al or Allen didn’t make sense anymore.
He looked over toward Mark and said, “Lets call me Alicia now. It seems to fit best with my appearance and wouldn’t look strange if you called me that in public.”
“Alicia, “ Mark blinked. “Allen are you sure about that?”
“Yes,” He said finally. “If I must live as a girl then I will meet it head on. I will be a girl on my terms. My name is Alicia until a better name can be thought of.”
It was now Mark that was mussing on a proper name. He blurted out, “How about Natalie?”
“Natalie, hmmm what’s different about Natalie than Alicia, I want something really me. This will require a lot of thought and until that, I am strong enough to be Alicia! It doesn’t have to mean I’m a slave.”
They made it to the house on time and as Allen exited from the car, he saw the couple that would be his foster mom and dad. He saw them waiting patiently in front of the house. The house looked big, two stories with a large front door. The house looked rather old and a distinctly Japanese look to it.
The couple waiting for him looked nice. Of course, they looked Japanese and nothing looked alarming. There were no distinctive tattoos or weapons he could see. The man wore a dark gray uniform. His face was trimmed and his hair was jet black. His body looked very powerful. The way his shoulders were so broad and his biceps pumped, Allen thought of the kind of power that body would generate and he shuttered at that. He never wanted to be on this mans bad side. The man was dressed kind of reminded Allen of a samurai or a shogun. The woman beside him wore a tight dress that was styles as the Japanese women wore. Strangely, she didn’t bother him. He thought that the woman would scare him. but, unlike his sister, Jennifer, Arcadia or Sandra, this woman didn’t have a cruel cold look to her. She looked full of kindness and worry about what he would think. Something struck him about this woman. Something warm in him that he didn’t understand.
Try as he might, he couldn’t suppress a smile that spread across his face. He saw their reaction to his smile and as he walked down the front lawn the couple walked toward him. He stopped right in front of the front door. It was the man that walked forward to greet Allen. Both of them looked as nonthreatening as possible. The man stood in front of Allen and spoke, “I hope that we can help you feel safe with us. The nice officer has told us of your condition and I assure you that we will accept what ever you want to be. My name is Jae Chul Shin and this is my wife, Yuko jae and We welcome you to our home. “
Allen smiled and said, “Thank you, Jae Chul Shin. “
Jae spoke, “Lets show you your new home.” He let Allen in and showed him around. “I want to know how you want us to refer to you. We know of your condition that was forced on you. I am sorry for how you were treated by your family. “
“I hope things will be better here. For the time being, Jae Chul Shin, you can call me Alicia. I will be your daughter if that is okay with you.”
He saw the woman smile sweetly. The man said, “You can call me Jae and of course. You will be loved here. We will not let anyone hurt you, Alicia.”
They walked across a elaborately decorated living room. It all seemed so surreal. He wasn’t sure if he could trust his feelings. The woman approached him Hesitantly. She was aware of his feelings. She kneeled before him so she was level with his face. “Alicia, you can trust me and I will never harm you. You can trust me as your mother. My husband and I want to adopt you into our family.
He smiled, “I would appreciate that.”
Something that he couldn’t understand or resist made him approach the woman and wrap his arms around her in a tight hug. For the first time in years, he felt safe with a woman. He felt as safe as he used to with his mother. As he was mussing over this strange feeling he had, Jae lead him into what would be his bedroom.
The room was dark with a low level bed that looked really comfortable. He saw a soft oil lamp on a table beside his bed, white colored rug under the bed. He noticed it was straw mat on the floor. There were hanging tiles on the wall with Japanese script. Sliding paper doors let him in and out. He thought it was so awesome. The man said, “This is your bedroom, Alicia. Now that we have shown you though your new house, we have a visitor from our family we would love you meet. He said he met you before.”
Allen’s became afraid and it was very clear on his face as they led him down the hall until he saw who it was. It was Nobori.
“Have you thought any more on my offer, Allensan?”
Jae spoke up, “We shall call her Alicia for now. It was her choice to live as a girl now and when the time is right, we will help her choose a proper Japanese name for herself.”
A bright childish smile spread across allens face. He had a true family that cared for his wellbeing.
Noboru asked again, “Alicia, you are not under any pressure. You are free to reject my offer and there wont be any consequences. “
“Mr. Yamaguchi, I want to trust the detective and the courts. Detective Luther is sincere in wanting tohelp me and I want them to go to prison. Can you trust them with me?”
Noboru bowed but, Allen saw a frown of displeasure. “I don’t share your trust in the legal system but I will honor your wish. Our family will not interfere in the prosecution of Katherine and Ron Peterson nor his wife Sandra. I have a feeling that you will be asking me for my help soon.”
~~~*~~~
“Casey I think that we have enough evidence to go forward on this,” Mark pleaded in the office of the senior district attorney Casey Novekh. “The victim Allen Peterson has told us enough and I think she will hold up in court. “
The woman looked at the written statement and shook her head. “I share your feelings Detective but this is the type of case no one has ever prosecuted before…ever. His appearance as a female will hurt his credibility in court. Given the seriousness of the charges and the severity of the abuse he endured, I think I can keep a jury focused on the charges. I will se judge Hammond and have a search warrant sworn out and you will go in tomorrow. “
Mark stood up and thanked the other woman. She looked at the statement again and wondered how a woman could act that way. It was one of the ultimate ironies in life, she thought. Such women wanted to portray their gender as superior to males but yet, they engage in the most despicable abuses of others. Including children. One of these days she would ask how they justified abusing the weakest while calling themselves superior.
In the judges office, Casey was standing in the office of the judge swearing that the statement in true and the judge signed the warrant. But, it was too late.
Twenty minutes earlier, a squad of heavily armed police officers approached the premises of Ron Peterson. Two heavily armed Swat Team members went to the door holding a massive Steel battering ram. Two black suited officers in riot gear swung the ram, smashing in the door and over a dozen police officers carrying assault rifles filed in though the battered down door.
Ron came running in front, behind Sandra and Donna. They saw over a Dozen black suited police officers wearing heavy body armor and holding large police issue assault rifles. They were all trained on him now. Two approached them and he heard a shout, “Come down here easily with your hands in the air! Do it now assholes!”
Ron was the only one that moved down the steps. He whispered to his wife, “I will settle this Sandra. This must be a mistake.”
He moved very slowly the rest of the way down the steps. He kept both of hands high as he moved down, carefully watching the black muzzles of the rifles pointed right at his chest. The muzzles followed him down. He approached the two officers and asked, “Can I help you, officers. What is going on here?”
The only response was, “Get down on the floor now! Keep your hands clear.”
He didn’t move, instead he said, “I’m sure we can help you, Just tell me what the problem is and we can work this together!”
The officer shouted louder, “I said get down on the floor now you asshole or we will fire!”
He didn’t see the officer behind him and suddenly, he was tackled from behind and thrown roughly to the floor. His hands were wrenched painfully behind his back and cuffs slapped on. “Ron Peterson you are under arrest for exploitation of a minor, sexual abuse of a minor and accessory to rape. You have the right to remain silent. “ Ron was led roughly into a police cruiser.
Mark walked out in front of the two women standing fearfully at the top of the steps. He said, “Sandra did you really think that you would get away with what you did to your innocent stepson? He was an innocent child!”
She walked down the steps boldly. “I have nothing to be ashamed of. Al was a boy that needed to be taught discipline and we gave him that. All children need direction in their lives.”
Mark laughed sardonically. “You have -got- to be kidding Sandra! The methods you used against Allen go so far past discipline that it shattered his life apart. There is no excuse for what you did. Both of you wicked bitches come down the steps slowly and get down on your knees.”
Both started moving down the steps slowly carefully watching the muzzles follow their every step. Neither were very scared and they pretended they were in control. They didn’t know how to act when they weren’t in complete control of the situation.
“Now come on officer. Al was a bully that beat up on his sister and he got exactly what he deserved. He was seriously a sissy that needed trained.”
Mark spoke contemptuously. “You will get what you deserve, you wicked sadistic bitch. How could you treat a child so cruelly. “
Both women were taken roughly and thrown face down in the carpet of the living room. Two officers handled each and easily handcuffed them. “You are under arrest. You have the right to remain silent…”
Three officers came running up from the basement holding flash drives and old VCR tapes. Mark took them and looked at Sandra, “Well I wonder if we will find evidence of abuse on Alicia from these. “ He smiled as they were led to the police cruiser.
The officers roughly shoved all of them in a police cruiser and drove away. Mark was driving them and he asked Ron, “We didn’t see Kathy anywhere. Where is she as, we have a warrant for her arrest too!”
Ron shrugged, “You are the police, you find her. “
Mark just grinned wickedly, “We intend to and then we can add a obstructing justice charge on you, you bastard!”
Ron knew he was in very deep shit now.
~~~*~~~
Allen heard the phone ring but didn’t bother. He was sitting on his futon style bed in his room. He sure felt a lot more comfortable in here than his other bed. There were no chains and this family seemed to welcome him as an addition. They seemed to have no expectations of him. He only felt welcome. But this family was without a doubt, Yakuza. Nobori ran the family but that didn’t bother him because they loved him more than his own family. He was damn sure they were capable of protecting him. He was sure that would protect him too.
He heard cheers coming from outside his bedroom. The woman came in sliding his doors apart, “Alicia, the police has arrested Ron and his wife. They have been booked. Their in holding now. “
Allens face showed joy. He slumped in his bed and signed. “Thanks. I feel so relieved now Yuko. I hope that they are put away for a very long time.”
“Alicia, there is a catch.” Allen shrank back as she said that and she continued, “They cant find Kathy. “
Alicia started crying. He wept, “She was the worst. How did she get away?”
Yuko said, “She wasn’t there when the police came in. The house is being watched and she will be arrested if she shows up there. “
Nothing was said for a few long minutes. Allens face brightened and he said, “Yuko, Call Mark. Tell him that Craig and her have a new friend they stay at often. Here is the address of their new friend. Her name is Megan Patrick. “
Yuko nodded and left to call the detective. Allen stayed in his room and thought more. The feeling of real freedom was hard to adapt to. It was four years that he was held in slavery and tortured. He had no say in his life. He was in every respect of the word, property of his sister and he was forced to obey everything. He wasn’t loved or protected and now suddenly all of that was gone. All he could do is weep with joy.
~~~*~~~
Jae and Yuko had told Allen that they had to leave for the night. It was a very dark night and he couldn’t fall asleep. Allen kept feeling that something wasn’t right in his new place. He curled up in the blankets and kept thinking about what Kathy had done to him. It was around 2:30 am. He looked around the house earlier and grabbed a revolver from the master bedroom, just in case. He didn’t feel safe alone in this place. They couldn’t find Kathy anywhere. That bothered him.
A lot
He suddenly heard the front door open and footsteps. Allen felt fear in the pit of his stomach. The hairs stood on his neck. An icy fear ran down his spine as the footsteps came closer, looking though every bedroom.
He heard them get closer to his bedroom and he stood up and ran to a closetspace and hid there.
He was looking though two curtains hiding him and he saw the two sliding doors open to admit someone. Though the dark, he just saw a lith feminine shape walk though the door.
The voice chilled him to his bone. “Alicia, I need to talk to you. Please come out, I wont hurt you. “ The voice was Kathy’s.
She walked closer. “Alicia, I have been thinking a lot about the situation in the last year. Since you have been gone, I had a lot of time to think.”
Allen kept the gun in his hand and hoped she would leave.
She didn’t leave; instead she kept walking to the closet. She opened the curtains and said in a voice that betrayed her worry and concern, “Alicia, I am so sorry for what we did to you. “
Suddenly, her entire body froze as she saw the glint of a steel muzzle protruding from Allen’s hand. “
Allens voice was cold as ice, “Shut the fuck up…sister!” At the word sister, Allen’s voice became nasty. “How can you say you are sorry after all you did to me, and wanted to do to me? “
He walked out of the closet keeping the gun trained at Kathy.
“Alicia,” Kathy studdered.
“It is far too late for, sorry. Four years of beating!” he walked out.
“Four years of bondage!” he approached Kathy dangerously backing her up.
“Four years of sex abuse and rape,” they were to the middle of the room.
“And four years of being your goddamn slavegirl! And you say that you are sorry and that should end it!” Allens voice rose to a piercing scream.”
There was an unexpected feminine voice from the doorway, “My god, Alicia. It looks like you are handing this well.”
“What, who’s there,” Allen asked.
“Don’t worry Alicia. I am not with this stupid bimbo. I am Hamuri, Jae’s daughter. He kindly asked me to keep you safe while they were gone. “
She smiled holding her own gun behind Kathy. “You didn’t think Father would leave you alone, undefended in his place did you?”
He did but this was good. All he could say was, “Um.”
“Alicia, this isn’t a time for um. You are holding a gun at your former sister.”
Then she looked at Kathy, “Kathy Peterson, you must be the dumbest blonde bimbo in the world, To think you can walk in this house after what you did to my sister. Do you have any idea who our father is? How stupid are you, whore!”
Now Kathy knew she was in real trouble. But she had things she needed to say and she wanted to say them. She really was sorry for what she had done. She was 14 at that time. There were two and both were holding guns. Harumi stood beside Allen and said, “You aren’t saying anything, Kathy. Cat’s got your tongue. You were so talkative before but now you’re so quite.”
Allen strode up to Kathy, pulled the gun across her shoulder and swung it across Kathy’s face. She screamed and fell sideways. She looked up at Allen holding her cheek. Allen shouted, “Do you remember what you told me you would do if I ever hit you again?”
She was mute. She was too afraid to say anything. Allen laughed and said, “That is good. Listen to me slavegirl. You will speak only when spoken to, and you will address me as Mistress Alicia. Is that clear?"
“That is a great idea, Alicia.” Harumi said “Make the bitch serve you for a change.”
Kathy didn’t say anything so Alicia hit Kathy again with the gun. “Speak up slave. You know its disrespectful not to address your mistress when she speaks to you.”
Kathy was shaking badly.
Allen was loosing patience. He knelt down beside Kathy, held the gun calmly, undid the safety and pushed the gun against kathys forhead. He spoke in a low growl, “So help me Kathy if you don’t address me as mistress Right now, I will shoot you in the head and report to the police I shot an intruder. “
Kathy’s eyes were filled with wild terror. She looked up fearfully at Alicia. She knew what she had to do but it was so degrading. She stuttered out, “M-mmm..Mistress Alicia. Don’t hurt me.”
Alicia just laughed. It was a frightening laugh filled with cruel, vindictive hatred that she had been forced to keep in check for four long humiliating years. Alicia knelt down in front of Kathy, reached out and stroked her long blonde hair. “You poor stupid girl. Why in this world do you think begging me for mercy will do any good after what you have done to me. Spanking you hard would have been enough a long time ago if you had chosen to stop then. “
Her eyes locked with Kathy’s and Kathy saw years of hatred. The hateful look in Alicia’s eyes really frightened her. There was such hate that ran very deep in Alicia. There was no love, no compassion at all in her eyes. Just bitter, poisonous hate. “But Kathy, you didn’t stop. You, instead of having mercy in your heart, chose to get even with me for daring to hit you back. You brought in Donna to help you keep control over me, because you, are at heart, a coward. And now you have to pay for what you did to me. You made me a woman against my will. A woman of hate.”
Kathy shuttered inwardly.
“Kathy, when this day is over, you will be a broken woman for ever.”
Alicia stood up and looked down at her cowering sister. “Slave! Stand up and take off all of your clothes now! If you are wearing anything but your birthday suit in 60 seconds, you will be trying to think with a 38 mm round lodged in your brain!”
Alicia licked her lips in anticipation. She looked over at Hamuri, “Can you help me and go get the white corset out of my drawer, the stockings, and that cute little black satin minidress for me pretty please.”
Now Hamuri got it and leaped up, “Sure sis, is there anything else you need?”
Alicia’s lips pressed together, “Yeah get the padded wrist cuffs and the ankle cuffs too. Lets see how Kathy likes being a slave girl for a night. I want to see her in my old uniform and serving us hand and foot. “
She went into her drawers and picked out all the items.
Kathy quickly striped off all her clothes in no time. She had a dark feeling that no matter what, this would be a long humiliating night. In no time, she was all naked in front of Alicia and Alicia’s new sister Haruki. Haruki was holding up the same white corset that Sandra brought for Al to wear so many years before.
Alicia was smiling, “Dear sis, wasn’t it -you- that said you would never wear anything like this, too feminine, you said, “ Alicia said thoughtfully, “I think you will wear it for me now. Wont you, Kathy. “
Haruki kept her gun trained carefully at Kathy as Alicia laced the tight boned corset on Kathy. Kathy never knew how tight those things were until her sister laced the tight up and she felt it tighten around her chest. She just kept tightening up the laces and wouldn’t stop. Kathy felt the corset get tighter and tighter.
Alicia noticed that Kathy was having trouble but just shrugged, “I know it’s hard to breath in. After all, I wore it incredibly tight for you. Ask me if I give a rat’s fat ass if its uncomfortable for you. Just take your own damn advice. Take shallow breaths. “
Kathy’s breath was rasping in and out. “Alicia, its… way… too tight.
“You should have thought about that before you put it on me and hit me,” Alicia sneered. “Too late for second thoughts now. I just thought I was repaying all the kindness you showed me.“ Then Alicia slapped Kathy on her head with her gun again. “And address me as Mistress you uppity bitch! Don’t forget the Mistress again or next time will be much more painful.”
“Now put on these pink panties, Kathy,” Alicia said sharply.
They were a humiliatingly bright pink pair of panties with white lace along the edges. They looked so feminine and sissy but Alicia really wanted to humiliate Kathy.
Alicia just started laughing. “Can’t wait to spank her.”
Haruki said, “Put the garter belt on now and lets get you dressed up properly to serve us. Do it quickly bitch.”
Alicia handed her the belt. Kathy hooked it behind herself and Alicia watched as Kathy hooked each strap to her stockings.
Kathy stuttered out, “Are are you going to kill me.”
The next second Kathy was sprawled sideways on the floor. She curled up holding the side of her head. Trying to straighten out her vision as her eyes rolled up.
Alicia snarled, “I told you to address me as Mistress. Sooner or later tonight you will learn how to address your Mistress or you will need a priest to administer last rites. One or the other. Now ask me again, properly. “
Her lip quivered. Her voice faltering, “MMM-Mistress Alicia, Are you going to kill me.”
Alicia shrugged, “I might.” She said as if she didn’t care at all.
Haruki’s eyes shot up wildly. She ran over to Alicia, grabbed her arm and pulled her into the other room. She whispered into Alicia’s ear, “I wont perpetrate this if that is what you plan. I thought you just wanted some payback, which I think you are entitled to. Not a murder. “
“No of course not. I am just scaring the shit out of Kathy. Death is far too merciful of a fate for that woman. I do not want her to die, I want her to live and suffer from this night on until the rest of her life. “
Haruki sighted in relief.
Alicia asked, “Anyway, what is your problem if I did want to kill her. She is an intruder here and we are within our rights to kill her. We both know that I would likely get away with it. I don’t think there is a prosecutor in the country that would take it to a trial, nor a jury that would convict me if a prosecutor did. “
Haruki shrugged, “I know. Its just that I do not agree with everything my father does and I don’t want to see a innocent girl like you go down that path.”
“What path?”
“Never mind we better get back to Kathy before she gets any funny ideas. “
The two girls walked back in to see Kathy reaching behind herself trying to unlace the corset. Alicia just laughed, “I love that new sissy look you have, Kathy. But your new look isn’t finished yet. You need your cute little stockings and the dress. After that, you need your bracelets. Lets get started on that.”
She grumped and Alicia chimed in, “You mean, yes mistress don’t you? You look like you’re just going thought the motions. If you don’t show some enthusiasm then I will beat your ass day and night. “
She tried smiling and said, “Yes, Mistress Alicia. “
Alicia shook her head, “No, try it again and put a good smile on your face. You are a sweet little slave girl now act like it. And curtsy!”
Kathy couldn’t believe the depths that Alicia had sunk to.
Curtsying to her? She had to be kidding! “But, but you want me to -curtsy- to you?”
“Yes slave girl,” Alicia said a matter-of-factly. “That is exactly what you will do. That is what you made me do so why are you too good to show respect. Show some respect for your new mistress. “
“Yes, Mistress,” Kathy said.
This was so humiliating but she stood in front of Alicia and tried going down on her knees as she saw Alicia do hundreds of times over the years.
“You call that a curtsy,” Alicia said shaking her head. “Well we have a long night ahead of us to practice that little gesture. “
Holding the black satin dress. “Put your arms up, Slave. “
Kathy knew there was no getting around this so she held her arms up and Alicia lowered the humiliating dress over her body. By now her cheeks were burning bright red in shame.
Alicia led Kathy over in front of a mirror and Alicia just started laughing. “My god, sister. I just -love- your new look. You never looked this pretty before. In fact, you were so ugly. Like a toad.”
Alicia saw Kathy get angry. Her face turned purple and she remembered how angry she got whenever Alicia spoke bad about Kathy’s looks. But now, there wasn’t a thing Kathy could do and they all knew it.
Alicia spoke sharply, “Don’t you look at me like that slave girl. I am your mistress now. “
Kathy knew it and said glumly, “Yes, Mistress.”
“Glad we settled that. Your name is Kathy and you are a sweet little slave girl who only wants to look pretty so boys will like you. Repeat that for me, now!” Alicia loved this deeply.
Kathy wasn’t about to repeat that to Alicia. She wouldn’t in a million years. She spoke up, “No way. Haven’t you taken this thing far enough! I told you that I was sorry for what I did. I got carried away when I was young and there was Sandra that pushed the entire thing. Remember, I was only 14.”
That was the wrong thing to say. Alicia’s face turned bright bed. She walked right up to Kathy. “After four years of taking your shit, having no choice but to swallow my anger. It doesn’t matter that you were 14, you still chose to do what you did and you chose to hurt me, very badly. Fuck no, it isn’t enough. You have got to pay. “
This was Alicia’s first real challenge in controlling her sister. She knew that if she was to maintain control, that a powerful reaction would be necessary. A painful reaction too.
Kathy was immediately frightened by the look on Alicia’s face.
Alicia thought for a few seconds on what she would do. Spanking wouldn’t be enough. Suddenly she figured what she would do. Reaching over across the table, she grabbed a steel band and put it on her hand. It looked like steel knuckles. Walking up to Kathy menacingly, she grabbed Kathy’s hair, pulled her close and slugged her across the jaw, hard.
Kathy fell to the floor dazed. Alicia wasn’t finished yet and jumped on top of Kathy and started pounding on her face. Kathy was subdued and helpless.
Then Alicia grabbed a belt and wrapped it around Kathy’s throat, looped it and started squeezing it tightly around her throat. It was cutting off her breath and Kathy started chocking, desperate to get breath, any kind of air. Alicia held her grip tightly for about 20 full seconds and suddenly, she let her grip loose.
Kathy was gasping loudly for breath.
“Are you ready to submit to me fully, Alicia said. “Or you want to try that again?”
“Oh my god Alicia, please don’t make me say that. You know this is wrong, please no more.” Kathy started crying.
Alicia had been out of mercy years ago. “This is for a life that you stole from me, Kathy. This is for making me suck on Craig’s cock. “ Her muscles in her arms tightened and Kathy felt the belt around her neck constrict around her neck again. Her breth suddenly stoped. She couldn’t get any air started chocking. Her face started changing colors as she was struggling, desperate to get her breath.
This time, Alicia held her grip for a full 25 seconds until releasing her grip.
Kathy drew in a massive gulp of air. She scream,” Yes, Mistress, Yes, Mistress. Please don’t do that again and I will do anything you want. “
“I know you will, Kathy,” Alicia sneered. “You will scream in pain for me!” Alicia reached over and pulled out a wicked looking black gnarled cane.
There was no point in asking Alicia for mercy now. Alicia has no mercy left in her. All of the mercy was beaten out of her years ago. With the evil gleam in her eye, Alicia raised the cane up in the air and brought it down hard on Kathy’s back.
An ear piercing scream filled the room.
25 minutes later Kathy was still shaking in her little maids uniform trying to hold a cup of water to hand to Alicia. She knew that Alicia wouldn’t tolerate any refusal and she didn’t want to feel that again.
Her hand was shaking badly as she handed Alicia the cup. “H-here, Mistress Alicia. Is there anything else you need?
Alicia laughed a cruelly. “Yes there is.” She reached out and pulled Kathy over her knee and grabbed a ridding crop. “
“Mistress Alicia what did I do!?”
Alicia snarled, “If I hear anything else from you, I will spank you twice as many. Now shut up!”
”thwack.” She brought the crop down on Kathy’s behind hard, a full 30 times and then shoved her off rudely.
Kathy was rubbing her ass. She started to cry again.
Alicia asked Kathy, “What is your name and your ambitions, slave girl.”
She sniffled, “My name is Kathy and I am a sweet little slave girl who only wants to look pretty so boys will like me. “
Alicia smiled. “That is really good Slave girl. Now go see if my sister Haruki needs anything. Get your filthy body out of my sight! I can’t stand to see you.”
Jae came back late in the afternoon and when he saw what had transpired, he called Nobori immediately.
Nobori examined Kathy’s condition and looked approvingly at Alicia. “Alicia, I thought that you disapproved of this sort of thing but you didn’t seem to have any problem with torture methods. I thought you said it would make you no better than us.”
Alicia just shrugged, “I reexamined my outlook when the methods are used against scum like Kathy. I decided beating her doesn’t make me like her or you since she beat me because she wanted to hurt a weaker person. I hurt her because she hurt me. That is the big difference. Can you forgive me for what I said to you, Nobori?”
He laughed and smiled at Alicia, “Awww Alicia, you silly girl. There’s nothing to forgive. We are family after all. What do you want to do now?”
“I want to turn her in. “
Nobori made the call and Alicia watched state officers walk in and arrest Kathy. Alicia watched them take Kathy away.
~~~*~~~
The Oath
The room was only lit by the flicker of candles in the corner. It looked dark and very solomn as the shadows danced around by the movment of candlelight. Alicia stood in the center of the room with Jae and Haruki on either side of her. Nobori stood in front of her. He was wearing some ceremonial red robe. He bowed to Alicia and rose up to eye level.
“Alicia, this is a solemn occasion. You are part of our family now and you along with the rest of us have your secrets to keep.”
She nodded, “Yes, I understand.”
“Good Alicia,” Nobori said.
He pulled out a long samurai sword. “Alicia, hold out your hand for me. I promise this wont hurt much. It is our ritual. “
She held out her shaking hand. Nobori gently touched Alicia’s palm with the sharp blade. He drew it back sharply making a clean slice. Bright red blood started running down her hand. Alicia inhaled as her hand hurt.
That was just the beginning. Next, Nobori held a picture of the Virgin Mary and set it on fire in front of her. He placed the burning picture in Alicia’s bleeding palm.
Haruki held on to Alicia’s other hand and whispered, “Its almost over. We all went though this, Sister. Be strong for me.”
Her hand was burning and Nobori said, “Do you swear to keep the secrets of the family and to conduct yourself with honor, protect the weak, on your blood for the rest of your life, Alicia.’
She gritted her teeth, “I do, Nobori. I promise you I will.”
Nobori smiled, “Then you’re in. Welcome to your family.”
Despite the pain, she smiled back. Then she bowed and thanked Nobori.
That night, Haruki walked in Alicia’s bedroom. Alicia was looking at her palm and thinking about what she had went though.
Alicia flinched when she saw the girl walk in. Remembering all the past times she was alone in her room when a girl suddenly came in. That was never good. Haruki said, “I am sorry for scaring you, I just wanted to see how you were doing. We haven’t seen you for hours and I was worried.”
“I am doing good thank you for asking, Haruki. Its so great not to be chained to my bed and to be able to leave my room at will. “
Haruki was bubbly tonight, “Perfect. We all need to be at the courthouse at 8 Am in the morning for their arraignment and pleads. “
“I hope that you weren’t hurt too bad this afternoon,” Haruki said. “I know that can hurt a lot. They didn’t want you to hurt. “
“Think nothing of it, Haruki, “ Alicia said. “That didn’t hurt bad at all. I felt much worse for my sister’s fun. This was nothing, really. I am glad this happened now. I really feel part of something.”
Alicia was simmering in the courtroom, feeling rage and hatred at those that had hurt her so bad. She had just listened to the judge dismiss the charges after declaring all the evidence and statements made to be inadmissible and without that, there was nothing to charge them on. So the judge dismissed the charges. The search was done twenty minutes before the warrant was issued making it inadmissible. There were charges of police brutality because Ron was beaten up by police while in custody. Kathy’s obvious conditions brought suspicion on them all. The judge ordered them all to be released.
Alicia looked over to her new father, “They have made fools of us, Jae." Shee paused and then made her decision, no longer fearing the cost. “For justice we must go on our knees to Nobori."
Alicia was sitting in a chair as Nobori stood in front of her. He had rattled on for twenty minutes about how Alicia was expected to present herself as a member of the Yamaguchi Yakuza Family.
She had gone to him for help in settling the score between her and her old family.
“We can trace our family back to a Kamakura shogun in Japan during the 1100s. We were the keepers of the peace and justice in old Japan. It is our family that presently keeps to the old code of protecting the innocent while corrupt public officials steal from them and let real criminals run free. But our family fled Japan during the war. Politicians are the same in Japan as they are in the United States. You've just witnessed a judge let your family loose after overwhelming evidence they had you molested and abused. After all of that they would consider you a criminal for wanting retribution. Do you see the hypocrisy of the officials in power?”
Alicia nodded, “Yes I understand and I’m sorry.”
“That’s good, Alicia. You thought the police could get you justice and they are unable to. And unwilling. Now you are asking me for help after they failed to give you justice?” he shook his head, “Why didn’t you go to me first. You have a true friend in me. The police and the law courts can't protect you like I can. They won't guard you, but I will. But you thought you had them to guard you so you didn't need Nobori. Now that they have failed, you ask, ‘give me justice, Nobori.”
Alicia whimpered sadly, “Yes, Please Nobori. I trust you more than the courts. They are useless. Only you can give me what I need.”
He smiled at her, “Yes, yes. Do you give me your allegiance?”
“Yes, “ Alicia said.
“Then it is done, Alicia. “
She spoke up boldly, “I have another request to ask of you, Nobori. “
There was no answer. He just looked at her and she spoke, “I want to participate. What ever you decide to do, I want in on it. You know, to go along. I want them to see me there. I want to personally make them feel how they made me feel. “
“Sure Alicia, you can go along but first you need to learn how to handle yourself. Let me make a few calls to some of my friends. They will meet you later today and give you some training in that area. Are you sure about this, Alicia? To go along on a job?”
Alicia nodded confidently. “Absolutely. I want to take part in business of the family.”
“As you wish, Alicia. Now you may go. I have things to arrange and will call on you when I’m ready."
She walked out of his large office wondering what the hell she got herself into now. She walked along the hallway going to the direction of Haruki’s bedroom. The sight that greeted her was nothing she had expected before. The woman was topless and she saw very colorful elaborate tattoos covering her arms and her entire upper body. She was facing her and covered up gasping. “Alicia, I didn’t see you there.”
Then she relaxed when she realized it was just Alicia. However Alicia was embarrassed and started saying, “I am sorry Haruki. I didn’t mean to barge in on you like that.”
Haruki giggled, “That’s alright, Alicia. We are all girls here. We’re sisters.”
Alicia blushed and covered her face. Haruki laughed, “Alicia, lighten up. I am kidding. Now, I am sorry if I hurt you.”
She shrugged her shoulders, “It isn't you, Haruki. Its just, only, I look like a girl, I must be a girl but I’m not a girl. I am a boy inside my head. This look isn’t one I chose for myself. I hope you can understand. I am still Allen.”
Thinking on the issue for a few long minutes she said, “Yes, I understand. That was insensitive of me. Do you know what you need, Allen?”
Alicia looked confused, “No, what?”
“You need a new life. You need to put Allen and Alicia in the past. They are just haunting identities of your past. You have a future here and people that love you for who you are. Boy or girl doesn’t matter. So you’re a boy that looks like a girl but feels like a boy. There women exactly like that. Don’t let it destroy you. Please.”
“I will try hard, Haruki. “
“Do you know what you also need?”
“What, sister?”
“To lighten up and have some fun. Lets go shopping. I was getting dressed to go to the mall. I’m taking you with me now.”
Alicia’s face brightened up and to Haruki, it seemed to lighten up the room in some angelic glow. Alicia said eagerly, “Whoa, thanks. Let me get dressed. “
Haruki laughed “You’re such a girl, Alicia.”
Alicia tried hard but she just started laughing. She liked Haruki and knew it was true. Kathy must have seen it too or she wouldn’t have thought Alicia was better as a girl. Alicia herself disagreed but it must be there for everyone around her to see this.
She went into her bedroom and slide the doors shut. She choose what the thought was appropriate for a shopping trip. She couldn’t stop thinking about that statement, “You’re such a girl.”
Kathy told her over and over again, “You should have been born a girl.”
Haruki didn’t mean it in a mean spirited degrading way the way Kathy did. The meaning behind it was the same. Alicia made a better girl than she did a boy. It didn’t change the fact that she knew better. The fact that she was born a boy, inside it all she felt like a boy and she was perfectly happy as a boy before she was forced to change.
“Haruki can you help me pick something out, “ Alicia yelled out in frustration. “I do not know what to wear.”
Haruki sighed, “I’ll be right there, Alicia.”
She had finished dressing and went over to Alicia’s bedroom to see her looking at several pairs of nylons, trying to decide which one of those to wear and trying to choose out of several tight short skirts also. She frowned at the pair of spiked five inch stiletto heels.
Alicia looked very frustrated. Her eyes met Haruki. She was simply wearing loose blue jeans and a pink sweater with some tennis shoes. She said to Alicia, “Girl, we are just going to the freaking mall, we aren’t going on a fancy date. Lets pick out something casual. I don’t want my sister looking like a prostitute. I think all those will go in a garbage bag when we return. That’s how your former sister dressed you, isn’t it?”
Alicia nodded sadly.
“That is the past. You can wear what you please. “
She helped Alicia choose a pair of jeans and a loose fitting pink tee shirt that said princess on it. Alicia started toward her makeup counter when Haruki stopped her, “Hey stop being so self conscious about your looks. You don’t need to look like a runway model all of the time. I don’t give a damn if boys like how I look. Now lets go. “
Alicia started describing on the way over how her mistress would beat her if a strand of hair was out of place, if part of her makeup was smudged or even if her nylons was on misaligned.
Haruki said shocked, “My god Alicia. I promise you that I will help you put that part of your life in the past.”
“So where do you want to go first.” Haruki asked Alicia.
“I want to get some stuff that doesn’t make me look like a whore.”
“Good. Lets go to some clothing stores.”
Alicia thought and asked, “Can you afford anything?”
Haruki shrugged, “Yes of course. I have a lot of money. “
“From your dad, right? Will he be upset?”
“No, no you silly girl. I have my own job here. It pays me a lot.“
Alicia asked, “What do you do?”
Haruki looked seriously at Alicia, “Do you know what the Consigliere is?”
She shrugged her shoulders, “No, what is a Consigliere?”
She stood in front of Alicia, “Its me. I am THE Consigliere for my families business. That means that in important matters, he relies on me. I represent him in important business, I direct some jobs. That was why when he went to Kyoto this week; he called me to stay with you to keep you safe. Do you understand, Alicia?”
Alicia understand alright. She started looking at Haruki in a new way now. In some way, She know Haruki wasn’t a woman to get angry. This woman commanded a great deal of respect. Her sister was a idiot but this woman had something underneath her. Something really sinister and brilliance. She knew that this was a woman whom she didn’t want to be on her ‘bad side’ She still didn’t know exactly what the business of the family was.
She didn’t fear Haruki at all. She should but she felt perfect safe with the woman. There was something that made her feel, ‘at ease’ with Haruki.
They went to several stores and she helped Alicia pick out several jeans and blouses. They were visiting a nice dress shop when it happened. She saw Arcadia. She was in the arms of a guy.
They were walking in the store and his arm was around her waist. Alicia thought in disgust, ‘She is such a skank.’
Haruki saw Alicia tense up and saw the look of disgust on her face. She looked in the direction and saw it also. “Yes Alicia, I disapprove also of such obvious displays. That girl is a slut. “
She didn’t understand the problem. “Haruki, That is Arcadia. She is a friend of my sisters. She pretended to like me but she liked being mean to boys.”
“What, it doesn’t look like she is being at all mean to that guy.”
Alicia laughed, “He is bigger. Arcadia is a slut to bigger guys. She was cruel to me.”
Haruki called a few guys over that were watching. She whispered something to the guy and he nodded and just stood. Haruki strode over to Arcadia, “Hey, I heard about you. I thought you were my friends girlfriend so what are you doing with this guy, slut?”
The guy started toward Haruki but thought otherwise when one of the men stepped in front of him. The man was tall, very strong and looked very capable of defending himself.
Arcadia said in anger, “Who are you? What friend.”
She motioned for Alicia, “Alicia come over here. “
Alicia wasn’t sure about this but she went over and stood there. Haruki said, “You had sex with my friend here. You called her your boyfriend and now your in this guys arms like a trashy slut. You’re trash. And I’m going to kick your ass right in this store. “
Arcadia was afraid now. She looked around for help but with this woman’s friends here making sure no one did help her, it didn’t seem any help would come.
Haruki said, “You just leave my friend alone for now on or there will be trouble. “ She walked out of the store with Alicia. “Lets go buy you a new sexy dress at another place, Alicia.”
“Sure sis. Anything for you.”
They passed a hair salon and Alicia said, “that is Jennifer's place, Haruki. I have a idea. Can your friends make sure no one comes in. I just want to talk to Jennifer. I will reason with her.” Alicia smiled.
The smile took her by surprise and made her inhale sharply. It wasn’t a smile of menace or shown any ill intent. But it still disturbed her. She nodded, “Alright Alicia. Lets go have a talk with the bitch. “
She walked into the salon and saw several people there getting their hair done. Alicia and Haruki walked in together and motioned for Jennifer.
She saw and wasn’t sure what this was all about. She recognized Alicia but not this other Asian woman beside her. She could only guess the other woman was her new Mistress. She walked over to them, “Can I help you?” She smiled at Alicia, “How are you doing, is this lady your new Mistress?”
Alicia held her anger in check but it wasn’t easy. “She isn't my mistress Jennifer. I don’t have a mistress. I am here to have a talk with you.”
She frowned, “All little sissies need a mistress.”
Alicia asked, “I wonder what your customers would think if they knew what you really did. How you like to beat children. We can talk here in view of them, or we can go in the back and talk in private. This here is my sister, Haruki. She is here to keep me safe. The choice is yours’ where can we talk?”
Jennifer was stunned. She started walking to the back room. They sat down and Alicia asked, “How would you like the police to know what you used this room for. Setting up sexual assaults on minors. Should I make a call? Or how would you like it known that you gave girls hairdos to boys while the boys were tied up. ”
Haruki held a cell phone in her hand. Alicia laughed as the blood drained from Jennifer’s face.
“Okay Alicia, what do you want?”
Alicia said, “The title to your business. You will move away and never come back. "
“You can not prove anything, Alicia,” Jennifer said confidently. “I am not afraid of sissies like you.”
Alicia asked, “Haruki, do you have the package we discussed before. “ She was going to show Jennifer that she wasn’t to be underestimated again.
Haruki smiled and pulled a flash card from her purse, “Right here Alicia. “
Alicia took it and held it in front of Jennifer. “Evidence showing all of the wicked things you do to children. Here, look at it. I have copied back home that I can mail to our district attorney if I wish to.”
Jennifer eyed it as if it were a snake. She warily took it from Alicia and looked at it. She wasn’t sure what was on it and she wasn’t sure if she wanted to know. But her curiosity got the best of her so she slid it into the USB slot on the front of her computer. There were several video files on it and she played one.
It shocked her, there was a much younger Alicia wearing a transparent nity. Her mouth was gagged with a three inch red ball gag. Her hair was tied into a pony tail and attached to a hook in the ceiling. She was teetering on spiked heels and Jennifer was clearly visible, whipping Alicia’s back with a cat of nine tails. She was viciously thrashing poor Alicia with it.
Alicia laughed, “Yes, Jennifer. Everyone can see that is you. Thank god my moron sister recorded all of her depravity, and yours. “
Alicia waited a few seconds as another woman took Jennifer'f place on the video and started thrashing a helpless alicia. “Not one of my better days but go on, play the other files. There’s you raping me using one of your strap-on’s. For my fourteenth birthday. There’s also one of you watching Jeremy. They make quite a viewing. To show to a jury, they would love to see this. “
Jennifer clicked helplessly on the other files and she knew Alicia had her. There was not a thing she could say.
“You are slime, Jennifer. Your degenerate scum in the first rank. “
“Alicia, “ Jennifer pleaded, “This is not a joke. I make my living though this salon. It is my living. I would loose my home without the income here.”
She pleaded, “Please be reasonable here.” She was desperate, tears were flowing from her face.
“Just like you were reasonable with me right, “ Alicia scoffed. “You were not thinking about me or my life when you were hurting me. “
Alicia said coldly, “You weren’t thinking about how your life would work out when you were thrashing me on my birthday. When you were abusing me using your business doing it. Do you want to go to prison, Jennifer? “
“Please Alicia, How will I provide for my daughter and Jeremy looks up to me. Don’t do this.”
She said coldly, ‘I don’t care about your daughter or Jeremy. He never asked me what I wanted. He just believed your lie. I will deal with Jeremy when the time comes. “
Jennifer started to say something when Alicia interrupted, “You weren’t thinking of your daughter when you were hurting me. You made the choices that you did and your choices hurt me. You are slime, your scum of the planet. You’re worthless trash. So now you must pay. I am getting tired of arguing with you. Give me the title to your business here, and leave town tonight or there will be a lot of trouble for you. “
Alicia knew she had beaten Jennifer. Jennifer knew that there was nothing she could say to Alicia to convince her to stop this. Alicia looked down on Jennifer with the coldest eyes she had ever seen. Alicia held a smug look on her face.
Jennifer went over to her safe and opened it. She took a stack of papers out. She signed a few of them transferring it to Alicia. Then, she gave them to Alicia. “There, are you happy now. I am bankrupt. You have everything.”
“How can I be happy, Jennifer. I know you are blonde but that doesn’t mean you must be stupid. I thought you were a smart domme bitch. You know how my sister treated me and you know about Donna, Sandra. How can someone feel having gone though such terrible abuse at twelve years old? You know what you did to me, how can I be happy? You helped them take all of the happiness out of my life. With those memories, I can never feel happiness ever again. Now get the fuck out of my face. If I ever see you again, Jennifer, you will die!”
Jennifer felt as though her knees would give away when Alicia said that. Haruki stood up and showed her gun she had hidden. Jennifer got away fast.
Alicia and Haruki started laughing.
“I am impressed, Alicia. You did really good with Jennifer. What do you intend on doing with this place now?”
Alicia shrugged, “I don’t have a clue. I just wanted to hurt Jennifer. “
“You blackmailed her good. I am really impressed.”
Alicia looked eyes with Haruki. “Who said anything about blackmail?”
“But I thought you made her give your business so you wouldn’t go to the police?”
“If that was her understanding of the agreement, “ Alicia stated, “I am not responsible for her error. I never agreed not to report her pedophile ass. Lets call the detective. I have all of the evidence to put her away. “
Alicia was pleased when Jennifer was arrested and formally charged with sexual abuse on a minor.
“Alicia, you are a very devious bitch now.” Haruki said smiling widely at her. “I love this side of you. I will have our family’s lawyer draw up new titles for this place It will be made legal. Now lets go shopping some more. There are a few places I want to take you too. “
She took Alicia up to the top floor and there, Alicia saw it. It was a place that sold Asian goods. There were many styles of dresses. Haruki told Alicia that they were called Cheongsam, a mandarin style of dress. Alicia thought they were beautiful.
They were elaborately decorated. Alicia picked out one that was bright red and had elaborate red and black designs on the best. Haruki took Alicia into the dressing room and showed Alicia how to put it on. It was much different than the dresses she wore before. This one hooked on her shoulder. She said that was a Mandarin Collar.
Alicia walked out and posed wearing it for Haruki. She felt beautiful wearing it. Alicia thought it was strange that Haruki’s pleasure at her wearing it pleased her too. They picked out a few more Cheongsams for Alicia.
They walked down another aisle and she picked out a different style of dress. “What is this, Haruki.”
She laughed, “Ooooh Alicia. That is a kimono. It’s a Japanese style. You should try that one on. “
Alicia went into the dressing room and put it on and tied the pink sash around her waist. She walked out and Haruki almost feel laughing.
“Oh my Alicia. You look like a cute geisha now. “
Alicia looked in a mirror and blushed bright red. She too started laughing but strangely, she liked it anyway. “Lets get this one too. “
“It looks nice on you. Okay Alicia. I think we should be heading home now. Mother wants to speak to us when we get home. Specifically you. She said it is time.
Alicia’s face showed what she was thinking. She was worried, “Time for what, have I did something wrong?”
“No, “ Haruki said. “It is a mother daughter thing. She wants to spend time with you and help you get adjusted to being part of our family as her daughter. “
“Oh, that is cool. “
They stopped by a salon on the way back home. Haruki said, “This is the place I go to. This woman is very talented and she is very kind too. I want to see what she thinks of you. “
Alicia nodded, “Okay.”
They went inside and she saw the other woman smile sweetly at Haruki. “Is this your new sister?”
Haruki said yes and she introduced herself to Alicia, “Helo. I am Christine. What would you like done?”
Alicia didn’t have a clue, she asked Haruki, “I don’t know, what do you think needs to be done?”
Haruki spoke quietly with Christine. They finely agreed, “Your sister says that you need a new hair style and not one that represents Alicia. She wants something strong that shows confidence, not soft femininity. We can then do your nails. She didn’t want Alicia feeling like a victim anymore.
She took Alicia to the sink and rinsed her hair several times and washed it all out. Then when that was all done, she sat Alicia on the chair and started trimming a lot of her hair off. When it was all done, her hair was barley above her shoulders. Then she put some bright red streaks down it.
She started filing Alicia’s nails and painted them dark purple. When all of it was done, Alicia stood in front of a mirror and looked approvingly. She said, “I like this, thanks Haruki.
Alicia felt troubled as Haruki drives them home. What could Yuko want with her? Why was she having these joyish thoughts from the feminine clothing now? She wasn’t supposed to enjoy being a girl. Femininity was forced on her, totally against her will. But, still, She enjoyed clothes shopping with Haruki. She enjoyed wearing the Asian dresses. And most of all, She felt completely comfortable wearing them with Haruki. Even her jokes didn’t hurt. All of this needed more thought. Why did she enjoy it now?
The night was dark by the time Haruki drove into the garage and parked. Yuko was sitting in the living room with several books spread out. She smiled at Alicia, “Alicia girl, my daughter. Come, lets find a proper name for you. There are many names for you and their meaning beside. We will choose together. “
She knelt beside Yuko and they looked with pages of names.
“Akiko, that means light, do you like that name?”
Alicia shook her head. akiko didn’t fit.
There was Aisha. It was much like her name. She asked, “How about Aisha. What do you think of that?”
“Hmm, its different. That name isnt Japanese. Lets choose another.
“
They went though hundreds of names until one struck out at Alicia. “Kimiko, girl without equal. I love it, mother. “
“Yes Alicia,” A unexpected voice of Jae came from behind them. Its perfect for you. Henceforth, you will be known as Kimiko. I love it. ”
She was startled, “Woah, when did you get here?”
“This is an important occasion for our daughter. And, there is a unexpected development with your family. You will need to sit down to hear this, Kimiko.”
She sat down and looked up. “Yes, what happened?”
“It is Kathy, she has turned states evidence against Sandra and Ron. She went down to the district attorney herself, gave a full confession to her under oath, taped. There was no bargain or agreement for anything. She said she just wanted to clear her conscious and would accept what ever was decided. All she asked was that Sandra and Ron pay for what they did. They have all been rearrested “
This was good and bad news. But, she was looking forward to having Kathy and Sandra under their thumb for a while. The law would be way too light on them. They didn’t deserve any defense. This pissed her off. It was like Kathy was trying to get off easy.
Jae spoke up, “IF you still want to get even, we can do that. We have the connections with the department and department of justice. We can have them transferred with the right calls. We can get them from police custody. Do you want us to?”
“Yes,” she said. “Make it so.”
He bowed low at Kimiko, “Yes, we will honor your wish, Kimiko. “ Jae walked out.
~~~*~~~
Late that night, Kimiko was laying in her low bed. It was still a funny feeling being able to move around, get up from her bed. The freedom of being able to stand from her bed. She was adjusting to it.
She was nearly asleep when the door slid open and someone came in. she thought it was Jae. She heard steps and saw a male form approach her. “Hi, Alicia. I have missed you, faggot. “ It was Hiro.
“Get out of here. “ She started to say when Hiro was apon her covering her mouth tightly.
“Don’t fight it cutie. You liked this with Jeremy your boyfriend. You gave it to Mr. Peters at school. You gave it to me before so just go along with it like a faggot does.”
She felt his rough hands push her down on her bed, her arms were pinned down behind her. She felt him groping at her buttock and pulling down her clothing. She felt him pinch her chest and laughing. She was straining against his hold but it was no use.
Then she felt him pull her panties down and the sickening feeling of his protrusion against her opening. He was trying to force his way in and she felt his hot breath against her neck.
Oh no make him leave now, she was praying.
Alicia was pinned between her own bed and the hard body behind her. Her mouth was covered by his large hand so she couldn’t cry out. Her arm was painfully twisted behind her, causing shooting pains to coarse though her body. Humiliatingly she felt his hardness trying to force it way inside her and there was nothing she could do but prepare herself for this humiliating violation.
She steeled her body in preparation for yet another degrading violation. She listened to his foul voice and his breath, which stank of sake. “Are you ready, faggot boy?” his voice huffed behind her. There was nothing she could say. Tears were flowing down her cheeks.
Suddenly, his entire body stiffened. Slowly, he pulled off of her, his body still ridged, she heard a voice as cold as ice behind her, “You have disgraced yourself, you have disgraced your family, your father Nobori, and you have disgraced me, Hiro.” The voice was Jae’s.
The light turned on and he was holding a long curved sword pointed at Hiro’s back. He turned to look at Jae. He didn’t bother trying to say anything in his defense. “Your father and I tried to raise you to act with honor. To our shame, we have failed, you have no honor. You are a disgrace to your family, Hiro. When your father hears this..” he left the sentence unfinished.
“You are no longer welcome around my family, “ Jae said coldly.
Hiro stood there as Jae brought the sword in a big arc, which ended right above Hiro’s shoulder, sliced part of Hiro’s ear. He crumpled down on his knee, holding his hand to his bleeding ear.
Jae spoke coldly, “Let that be a warning, now follow me.” Hiro stood up and followed Jae out of Kimikos bedroom. He watched Hiro carefully as he picked up the phone and called Nobori.
Nobori found out about the break-in and he took one of his soldiers with him to go see his brother and his disgraced son, Hiro.
When he saw Hiro standing in the living room holding his bleeding ear, he started berating him in native Japanese. Kimiko was safe in her room because they didn’t want Kimiko to feel threatened by the presence of her attacker. Then he turned his back on Hiro and said, “You are no longer welcome in this family. You are not my son anymore. Hiro, you will be delivered to the police and charged with rape, on Kimiko. This family will no longer protect you from your errors.“
He called the police and they came in. Jae told them about the attempted rape on Kimiko. Mark went and took Kimiko’s statement. It was soon over. Hiro was lead out of the house in handcuffs.
“I am sorry about this, Kimiko,” Nobori said. He embraced Kimiko tightly as she was weeping. “I am sorry that you had to endure this again. “
Tears were streaming down Kimiko’s face. Nobori tightly embraced her. She kept crying in Nobori’s arms. He said, “Kimiko, I promise you that I am through with Hiro. He wont be allowed to touch you anymore. “
“Thank you, Nobori,” Kimiko said though her tears.
He told Kimiko, “I will leave you with Jae and Haruki. I will see how are you doing tomorrow morning. “
He turned and left. Jae asked, “I hope you can still feel safe in this house. “
She nodded, “Yes I do. With you and your daughter here, I feel very safe with them. “
She stood up and went to her room. She laid in her bed, covered herself and just laid in there. It felt safe in her bed and she didn’t want to leave it. Haruki went in to stay with her sister all night. She really liked Kimiko a lot. “Hiro did the same thing with me when I was young. No one came in while he was doing it and I never told anyone, till now. “
Kimiko looked up at Haruki, “Why didn’t you tell anyone? “
She shook her head, “Because, I was ashamed. I thought it was my fault. Many reasons. I should have but I didn’t. “
Kimiko understood. It was the same reason she never told anyone about what was happening to her, from Craig or Arcadia. Shame, a lot of shame. Haruki stayed with Kimiko all night never leaving her side.
Kimiko thought it was very strange that she felt so safe in bed with a girl. She had remembered her past visits by girls to her bed when she was younger. Like when Arcadia visited her when she was twelve, and raped her with a strap-on dildo or when Sandra did the same thing months later. Why does she feel so safe with Haruki now after what women did to her. She had held on to a burning mistrust and fear of women since then and now it was going away, thanks to Haruki. She was thankful that she finely found out not all women are sadistic abusers. She clung tightly to Haruki and fell asleep.
She woke late in the morning and noticed she wasn’t clinging to Haruki anymore. She wasn’t in her bed, she looked around and saw that Haruki was dressing. Haruki looked over at Kimiko, “Finely awake I see. Do you feel up to going out today? Or would you rather stay in but I really want to go out. It isn’t good to stay cooped up all the time. I know what you have been though but don’t let it stop you from having a life. Please.”
She really didn’t feel like going out but she knew that her sister was right. She shrugged her shoulders, “Alright. “
Haruki ran over and hugged Kimiko tightly, “Thank god. Do you want to go shoe shopping?”
That made her smile, “I can go get a new maids uniform. I always wanted to try on one of those heavy Victorian maids uniforms.”
Haruki was stunned by that until she saw a gleam in Kimiko’s eye. She started laughing, “You silly girl. You had me going for a second. They both started laughing together. Then they drove off to the mall again. She told Kimiko, “I think it would be a good idea to have your foot measured so we know what size to get you.”
They went into Payless and Kimiko sat down as Haruki put the others foot in a measuring device. The slides clamped down and Haruki looked at the number. “Seven and a half. That is your size Kimiko. “ Kimiko nodded and they started looking though the shoes. She asked Kimiko, “What kind of shoes do you like wearing?”
Kimiko thought for a few seconds and blurted out, “Anything that doesn’t kill my frigging feet. My sis and mistress Donna forced me to wear 6 inch stiletto heels all day. Even while working and they killed my damn feet. “
“I know what they did to you Kimiko. So does that mean you want something comfortable and not stylish, or does looks matter too. “
“Well I want to look nice. But the comfort is much more important to me. “
They walked right thought the stilettos, “Those do kill our feet. Men must have invited them as torture devices for women. Most of us hate wearing them. “ She stopped by the pumps. “These heels are much nicer. As you can see, the heel has much more area to it. these wont kill your feet and their easer to stand on. “ She picked out a nice leather black shoes. “Trotters are nice. This heel is called a Betsy. Some times we call these platform shoes. Here, try it on and tell me what you think.”
She took it and slipped it on. She walked around and yes, the shoes were very comfortable. They were less than an inch in the heel and gave her tons of support. “Yes, I like these a lot. I want another pair in red. “
They went to the sandals and Haruki picked out a bright red style with an open toe. It has a short stacked cone on the heels. “Here, tell me what you think of this.”
“Oh my, these are kind of nice. Thanks Haruki.”
“They look good on you Kimiko. Lets pay for them and then we will go to Victoria’s Secret. Do you know your size?”
She shook her head, “No. My sister always got my stuff.”
“That’s ok,” Haruki said. “I know a lady there and we can get you measured for a proper bra, nylons and pantie. Everything will work out, Kimiko. “
They went in and Kimiko asked for her friend. A tall blonde named Jessica came in, looked at Kimiko and smile, “I am Jessica. You don’t have to worry, lets go in back and I can take your measurements. “
Kimiko nervously followed Jessica. Haruki followed seeing how she was scared around the blonde.
Haruki said once they were in back, “Take off your clothes silly so my friend can take your measurements. “ She did and Jennifer took a tape measure and wrapped it around her chest just below her breasts. “Thirty two inches. “ she wrote it down and then wrapped it around her body on her breasts. “Thirty six. So you need a Thirty two D. “
Then she took the tape and measured her waist. “Her waist is twenty six inches. “ Then she wrapped it around her hips. “Her hips are thirty three inches around. Now we know your panty size. She should get size seven or eight. Now lets get you legs so you know your stocking sizes to get.” She placed the tape along her legs up to her thigh and then did another measurement right up to her crotch. “I would say you need a size B stockings. “
She knew her own measurements and Haruki took Kimiko down aisles of lingerie and they picked out new clothing for her. No longer did she have to wear crotchless panties. She picked out many cotton panties but she picked out a few pretty silk bikini panties too. They pick out matching braziers for her too. When they left, they had spent hundreds of dollars worth for Kimiko’s new life. Haruki’s eyes gleamed when she said, “Kimiko, you truly have no equal. You are a very impressive woman and I am proud to call you my sister. “
They came home with bags full of new stuff for Kimiko. Nobori was there waiting for her. She motioned for Kimiko and she sat down beside him. “Kimiko, I think it would be a good idea if you learned how to handle yourself physically. I have another son that I want you to meet later. If you agree he will begin instructing you.”
Kimiko liked that idea a lot and she did trust Nobori. So far, he has treated her with understanding and kindness. “Who is your other son?”
“His name is Harukichi and he is a captain in the LAPD. He gives lessons to police officers in defense and fitness. You never have to worry about him hurting you.
She was confused about earlier statements he made about the ineffectiveness of police because his son was a high ranking officer but she decided this wasn’t the time to press him over that. She simply said, “Thank you Nobori. I will be happy to meet your other son. When can I see him.”
Nobori said, “Soon, he is free now and he can come pick you up. Are you ready?”
“Yes, thank you Nobori. This is a great honor for me. I can't thank you enough for your kindness toward me.”
~~~*~~~
“Kimiko, this is very important so listen closely. You want to have full control over your weapon when it fires, discharges. Keep both hands on the weapon when you squeeze the trigger. Do —not- pull on the trigger, squeeze it gently. That is to stop it from jumping up when it fires. “ The man beside her demonstrated it for her by placing both hands on the handle, lining it up with the targets at the far end of the room and in quick succession, he got off three shots. All three hit the paper bad guy at the far end of the room. They were wearing heavy earmuffs to muffle the blast. “Do you see how to do this?”
She thought she did, she nodded at him and he placed the gun in her hands. “This is a 38 caliber weapon. IT makes quite a recoil when it fires. Make sure you have both hands on it to control that. Now try to his the target.”
She tried it, placing both hands on the weapon and lining it up as he instructed her. She squeezed the trigger and it discharged roughly. Her body jumped back. The round hit about ten feet above the paper man. “Damn. “
“Don’t worry about that Kimiko. You are new at this. We have time. Keep practicing it. You will get it soon enough. Lets try again and use your arms to control it. “
She tried it more and by the tenth time, she was hitting closer to the target. Harukichi was a rather attractive man. He was wonderful in her eyes. He radiated competence and professionalism. He was wearing a bright blue uniform and his gold braids on his shoulders. He really looks great. He looked like a younger version of his father. He let her practice firing for a full hour and she got off hundreds of shots at the target. She impressed him. she could hit the target every shot by the end of the hour. She really had a good feel for hitting the target. He congratulated her, “Kimiko, you have excellent aim for this. I am impressed.”
His praise warmed her and she smiled, “Thank you Harukichi. “
“Now we will leave the firing range and I will show you to my Dojo. “ She followed him out of the range and into his car. She couldn’t have been happier. It was the first time in many years that she actually felt, happiness. The feeling shocked her. She followed him to his police issue cruiser and he took her to his Dojo where he instructed his students. She saw some police officers there training under his instructor. He explained that he was the head instructor, or master instructor.
“Kimiko, the first thing you need to learn is proper balance. That is the most important thing, after that, everything else is good. If your balance sucks, then everything else that follows will suck. Do you understand?”
Kimiko nodded, “Yes, I think so. “
“Good, lets work on the forward stance. Place your feet shoulder width apart like this and bent the front leg.” He demonstrated that and showed her a series of blocks that can be performed in that. After more than a half hour trying hard to keep that stance, they switched. Her legs were already hurting and every time she tried to straightened or slack, he berated her. Or he was strike her leg with a bamboo cane. It worked, she kept the foot positioning right even though her muscles in her legs were burning.
“This is a riding stance, keep your feet pointed forward, bend your knees and keep your feet around shoulder width and a half apart. This stance is really hard on your legs but, its good.
She kept that position and performed the same series of movements with her hands. Only this time, he struck out at her and she had to deflect the strikes using the moments he taught her. That was hard on her forearms and by the end of the lesson, her arms were bruised and her legs hurt. “Kimiko, you did very well. In a few weeks, your body will become very strong. “
Nobori was there as they were walking out, he said, “It is time to go to the operations center. General Choi is there waiting. “
She looked at Nobori, “Who is General Choi?”
“He is a North Korean General. He will help us. He is good at extractions and tactics. That’s why he was on Kim IL songs general staff. Lets go.”
~~~*~~~
It wasn’t what she expected at all. They drove and drove for hours. They drove for ten hours till they finely made it where they were going. Where ever that was. They were in the middle of nowhere. There was nothing near them except for miles of sand and rock. It was the hottest place she had ever been. There were tall mountains in the distance. they were in the middle of a deep valley.. It was dark, lightning was flashing over them. It would have been a perfect setup for a horror movie. And there it was, the place they were headed. It was a concrete building build on the side of a hill. It looked like a reinforced bomb shelter from World War Two. Only this place was in the middle of the desert. She wasn’t sure where it was.
Nobori said, “This is Death Valley. Lets go in.”
They walked though the front door and inside wasn’t what she had expected either. There were big video screens and computer terminals controlling them. There was a map of California and Nevada on the screens. In the middle of the room was a table and there were people around it. They all were wearing some type of uniform. Some were wearing regular army fatigues, there were some men wearing army officers uniforms. She could tell by the insignias on the shoulders. There were others wearing police uniforms.
But one man stood out from them all. The uniform he was wearing was unlike any she seen before. And the badge was the North Korean flag. But that wasn’t what made him stand out. What made him stand out was the look on his face or in his eyes. It brought chills to her. He seemed to radiate some aurora. It was like a absolute coldness about him. He didn’t seem to care for anyone. The look in his eyes were simply icy cold. It was like an evil that radiated from him in waves. She wanted to bolt from the place. The look in his eyes spoke of a hate that ran very deep in his core.
He stood up, extended his hand toward Kimiko, “Welcome to our operations center. My name is general Choi Hong Hi. “
She cringed from him.
This man was unlike anyone she had been around before and her sister had introduced her to some real scumbags. But they were nothing next to the icy cold she felt radiating from this General Choi. He looked at Kimiko, their eyes met each other and she felt him study her, she could see in his eyes that he was unfeeling, very cold and calculating. She didn’t want to appear weak anymore so she resolved herself not to show any weakness. She met the man's cold eyes steadily.
She introduced herself clearly, extending her hand out and meeting his gaze, she said, “Hello General Choi. I am Kimiko, I’m Jae’s daughter.”
Choi took her hand. Her strength and resolve impressed him. He introduced himself, “Thank you, Kimiko. My name is General Choi. I’m Retired, I was in charge of the ten divisions around Pyongyang, the protection of Chairman Kim IL Song and his son Kim Jong Il. I am still general in charge of the states secret police. “
She was impressed but she still had questions. She asked him, “And what is your function here, General.”
“I do jobs for your father, I agree to help him with difficult jobs, like this one. He pays me a lot of money, I understand that you want him to bust a few people out of prison? Is that correct?”
She had done a lot of thinking about that. She has already formulated another plan in her mind so this put her in a bad situation. “Actually General, father, I decided there is no need to do something that dangerous and illegal. “
Nobori said, “And what do you want done now?”
Choi made a slight bow, “Don Nobori I will do what ever you decide. “
She spoke, “Instead of using forces to bust them out of jail illegally, could they be pleaded out? Like, agree to probation, time served. I have thought a lot about the matter and I dont forgive her but I have thought of something else and she will think I forgave her?”
“I don’t know, “ He said, “Whether to prosecute or plea is totally up to the states attorney. The victims feelings go into it a lot but it’s still her choice. Since your underage, I just don’t know if your feelings will matter much but we can try.”
She spoke up again, “Well do we have more influence than that or not. “
“Not over her office directly. Her boss is in our pocket so if she refuses to play ball, we can ask her boss to take her off the case.
“ Then Choi asked, “Do you forgive them?”
"No she has done too much to forgive. General Choi, I have a plan, could we speak privately"
"Very well Kimiko,"
They left to go into an office off to the side of the room. They only spoke for a short while but Nobori saw that Kimiko looked satisfied when she exited the office.
General Choi sat down at the head of the table and said, “I think we have solved that problem and if any of the families here wishes to raise any issues He is welcome to now. “
A large man spoke up, “Yes, now that Kimiko's issue is taken care of, I wish to let a objection be known. I have tried to make a business for my own and Don Nabori’s disapproval hurt me. I needed his assistance and he rejected me. The judges and officials that would do favors for him wouldn’t do the same for me. I couldn’t operate if I didn’t have Don Nabori’s assurance that my people would be treated gently. Don Nabori controls all of the officials. He refuses to allow me to use them and this is not the act of a friend. He must allow us to use them.”
Nabori suddenly spoke loudly. “My refusal was not out of spite. You failed to mention that your business was narcotics. I am sorry Santino, but I won't ever help anyone in that. It was part of what destroyed the Sicilian Mafioso’s. This drug business will destroy us too if we allow ourselves to get involved in it. The penalties are very harsh, the D.A. all over the country has started waging an all out war against it. “
His face had grown serious, “And so have I. Get your own judges to help you as I have, because I will never help you with this drug business. But I have another proposal you might be interested in. I think we can work something out together, if your willing to listen. ”
Santino folded his hands and said, “OK, I'm listening. “
“That is better. How about movies, I could help you get all of the space and equipment you need to start your own studio. You know enough actors and actresses. I think that in some time, we will have more if your willing to try.”
Hours later, Kimiko was in her bedroom laying on her bed, thinking about all that she had been though and still trying to get used to the fact that she had been freed from slavery. She had hated being a slave. She was free from that horrible life but getting adapted to life out of slavery was hard. She was adapting slowly but there were other issues too. She still didn’t like women. She felt unlike a woman herself. She still feared women and couldn’t understand them. It was a great mistrust.
Kimiko was deep in thought when her door slid silently open and Haruki came in quietly. Haruki was Kimiko’s friend but there was something about Haruki that night that frightened her. Perhaps it was the way that she was dressed in that see-through black nighty and the way she walked in oozing sensuality.
Kimiko felt chills run down her spine. Her mind was in a whirlwind of horrible flashbacks of her sister and her sadistic friends, Sandra and Arcadia hurting her. She was trying to stop this fear from turning to a full blown flashback.
Haruki sat herself down beside Kimiko. Her legs were dangling down off the bed as she turned toward Kimiko and smiled. Kimiko felt more frightened, the smile was such a smile that it was charged with sexuality. She suppressed the urge to shove the girl off bed. Haruki had been very sensitive to the fact that she was abused. She decided to give Haruki the benefit of the doubt. Kimiko felt Haruki’s soft bust rub deliberately against her own bicep. She couldn’t ignore that and though her body was shivering, she pushed Haruki gently away.
“Haruki, you are frightening me a lot here. What the hell do you think you are doing here and acting this way? Are you drunk?”
“No Kimiko. Not at all. Its just that I have been thinking a lot ‘a lot’ about you and I can't ignore these feelings I have about you. You are a very pretty girl Kimiko. We can have a lot of fun together if you let yourself. I am not cruel like Katherine or that horrible girl Arcadia. I think that I can help you heal. You do like girls instead of boys, don’t you? Please say you do Kimiko.”
Her mind was racing now. What the fuck was this. “Kimiko, yes of course I like girls. I never found boys attractive at all. They were repulsive sexually. I’m not like that. You know this but you can't face this either. You are making me feel very uncomfortable. Please leave before this gets worse. I don’t want you or me to fuck this up.”
Instead of taking Kimiko’s warning, she leaned in, her had started rubbing Kimiko’s thigh and she said, “Loosen up and let this happen. I know you feel something for me too.”
“Please don’t do this Haruki. I like you too but not this way. “
Her hand traveled up Kimiko’s body and she cupped the girls breast. Her lips lowered and touched the girls lips and she started kissing her.
That was a horrible mistake. Suddenly, she felt Kimiko’s body stiffen.
Kimiko felt terror flood though her body and mind. Suddenly, she couldn’t think of anything but Kathy beatings. She screamed loudly, a terrible ear-piercing scream and she shoved Haruki hard. She fell off the bed sprawling on the floor. As she tried to get up realizing her terrible mistake, she looked at Kimiko. Her face was contorted with fear and rage. She wasn’t in the here and now. She stormed at Haruki with that look. Her hands were balled tightly into fists.
She screamed, “Kathy I am no longer your slave, I told you to get out, you bitch!”
Kimiko didn’t know what to do and suddenly, she was propelled out of the door by a powerful punch across her face.
The fight bought in Jae and his wife who came toward them in shock. They saw Kimiko standing over Haruki yelling at her.
They were shocked. “Kimiko what happened, “ Jae asked.
His wife spoke up, “Now Jae we know Kimiko is a good girl, her history has caused her a lot of pain. I'm sure it wasn’t all her fault.”
Haruki butted in, “Its none of her fault, dad. Its all mine, I acted stupidly and scared her. “
“My daughter what did you do to cause her to react so violently, “ Jae asked her.
“I came onto her sexually. Kissed her. I thought giving myself to her could help heal her. I didn’t think it would cause her to react so violently.”
Jae shook his head, “coming onto a sexually abused girl was very thoughtless. Go and let me handle this Haruki. We will speak about this later tonight. “
She nodded at him and turned. She knew she would have a chance to explain it to Kimiko. She hoped she would.
Jae took Kimiko’s hand and lead her back into her bedroom. She sat down on the edge of her bed as Jae took one of the chairs in the room. He started explaining, “Haruki likes you, Kimiko. I think she knows she did a stupid thing by her advances. I hope this doesn’t mess anything up for you. You are still safe here. I will explain to Kimiko that she needs to keep her space from you now. At least until you can feel comfortable around her again. Is that alright?”
“Yes,” she answered. “That will be good. This hurt me, Jae. I don’t think that I can feel safe around her for a while.”
“I suspect not, Kimiko. I will explain that to her. “ Jae wrapped his arms tightly around her in a hug. “I am so sorry that this had to happen.”
“Me too. I’m sorry my life had to happen the way that it did, but we will make amends to those that are responsible,” Kimiko said.
Jae walked out after that. He knew they would make amends and it was time to sleep. They would figure out what to do after this tomorrow.
Haruki had kept her distance from Kimiko all day. She didn’t want to spook the poor girl more than she had already. Jae and Nobori had told Kimiko that she had to see a judge today to hear a verdict on a lawsuit she had filed against her brother.
Noboris driver drove them to the courthouse and they all sat down outside the room until the bailiff called them in. The room was very formal looking, well light and the judge looked young and quit heartless. He looked as if he didn’t care one way or another, it was just another case to him.
He sat at his desk high above the room and read his judgment, “I rule in favor of the plaintiff Kimiko Yamaguchi formerly known as Alicia Peterson. Her abuse and treatment at the hands of her Parents are the worst cases of child abuse I had ever heard of. I award Kimiko the sum of two million dollars and the entire Peterson estate that was her brother Ron’s inheritance!"
He slammed the gavel down on his desk and her brother sitting at the defendants desk was speechless. He had suddenly lost everything.
As they were walking out, Ron approached them, got in Kimikos face, he shouted, “Alicia how could you do this after all I done for you. “
She met his harsh look equally and said very calmly, “I warned you about where this was going Ron so don’t be so shocked. You were always very ignorant and easily lead by Sandra. I'm surprised you are so stupid that you believe the hurt you and your wife inflicted on me was for my own good, but I promise you Ron that this is far from over. When its over, you will loose everything. Your wife, your sister, your young daughter. It all will be gone. “
His black look told her he didn’t have a clue what she meant by that. He suddenly realized exactly what that meant when she reached in her jacket and took her hand out in the shape of a gun, one finger pointed at his head. Kimiko made a shooting gesture and smiled at Ron. It was a cold wicked smile and she walked away as the blood drained from his face.
She thought she head Ron say, “Oh shit!”
Kimiko had movers gather up all of the stuff that Rob, Sandra and Katherine had and they threw it off the property. They were left in an empty house with Kimiko standing there amidst a flood of unpleasant memories. They watched her walk from room to room. She went to the kitchen where she served her family as a slave and made their food under the watchful supervision of her former Mistress Donna. The place was empty except for the floor, tiles and the sink and cabinets. She looked at the dining room and the main living room where she had vacuumed the floor and washed the windows so many times. Her father Jae could tell the memories were very troubling but she was also enjoying walking around the place in complete freedom. She stopped at the steps to the basement. She looked over at Jae and said, “That place is the worst. I was tortured and abused there so many times. Lets go down and see what it looks like now.”
She walked down slowly step after step down to the basement of the empty house. It was cooler down there and the carpet was the same. She looked up at the beam she was tied to during her torture sessions and abuse. She remembered her first birthday party when she turned thirteen, when she was very little and Mistress Donna tied her hair to that hook in the ceiling and the other hook on the floor. She remembered her fights with Katherine’s boyfriend Craig. She walked around, her body seemingly shivering with horrible painful memories. She went back to the steps and started walking up to the main level and turned to the other steps up to the second floor to the bedrooms. She looked at Kathy’s pink room. Shivers went though her as she remembered the vicious sadistic nature of Kathy.
She remembered beating Kathy there and when Kathy first informed her that she was to be a slave girl. She smiled at the memory of beating Kathy. The ending of that didn’t go well but it will this time. She went up to Donna's room and then to Ron's. Then she went to her bedroom. Her bed was still there and much of her clothes that she just left, including the dam maids dress and apron. She turned to Jae, “All of this stuff will be sold or just thrown away. I want this entire house tore down and another larger one built in its place. You decide which design but I hate this fucking place! Tear it down! “
She was walking out when Jae suddenly spoke up, “Yes if that’s what you want. Kimiko I have made an appointment for you to speak to a counselor. I think that you seriously need to resolve a lot of issues you have. I need to take you to see him in an hour. I will get Nobori on this house today. Don’t worry, it wont be standing by next week.”
Kimiko hoped that this counselor wasn’t going to hurt her. Jae noticed the look of worry on her face, "Kimiko my daughter, there was nothing to worry about."
Jae drove Kimiko to the counselors office and she sat there with him for around twenty minutes. All in all the office was pretty formal and boring. A very pretty secretary sitting behind a sliding window took their names and told them to wait. As they waited, she studied the secretary.
She did look very sexy; Kimiko guessed she was around twenty three or twenty four. She had a nice rounded face and her eyes were very arousing. Kimiko studied her hair. Her blonde hair fell down past her shoulders and was styled kind of like her own hair was. It was hard to tell what she was wearing.
The secretary came around the door,"Miss Kimiko, the doctor is waiting for you."
"I will wait outside for you Kimiko," and Jae walked though the door as the secretary walked her to the doctors office.
She felt afraid when she was by her. She cringed as she brushed her hand against Kimikos shoulder and showed her though the door and left. She walked though the door and the older male doctor told her to sit in a chair across from him.
The place was rather dark and musky. There rolls and rolls of books behind him. He has thick curly hair and he looked clean shaven. She guessed he was very young to be a doctor. His diplomas on the was told her he was a doctor of psychiatry.
He started the session off, “I just wanted to tell you right off that I am sorry for all you have been though Kimiko. No one should ever suffer what you was forced to survive but you have proven yourself to be a very strong young lady. You are indeed a survivor of the worst case of sexual abuse I ever came across. Can you tell me what you want to do for your future?”
She looked up at him, “Thank you Doctor Porter. I don’t really know what want to do for my future. I want to relax and learn from my father and his brother Nobori for now and decide later. However, Doctor I don’t think there is anything you can help me with. “
The doctor responded, “I am told you have a terrible mistrust of women that borders on hate at times. Even though you have agreed to live as a woman now, doesn’t that present confusion to you?”
Kimiko grumbled back, “I wasn’t given much of a chance of my gender. I didn’t get a choice in how I was born and my sister and my brothers wife didn’t give me any choice when they decided to force me to become a girl. That life and that gender was beaten into me and I was forced to take feminizing drugs. The effects can't be reversed now. I am stuck as a girl. OF course I suspect that you know of my case doctor. I just know that you didn’t accept my case without finding all about my history. Did you?”
He knew this would be very difficult now. This abused child was hostile and liked to challenge him, “Of course not, Kimiko. Why do you think you are so distrusting of women for?”
“Because I am a woman, doctor,” she told him. “Women abused me when I was younger. I was tortured, manipulated by their wickedness. I learned all about what being a woman means. “
“What does being a woman mean,” He asked her.
“It means to be deceitful, manipulative, even vicious at times. I roll over anyone that I want to get what I want. I don’t have to have any morals or conscious. As a female I am not expected to have any."
He tried to explain that to her, “You need to understand that women do have morals, many of women do. “They raise children and many of them make great mothers and care takers for young children. Woman women are teachers too. “
“The mothers only care about their own children and their own families. Even if the child or husband turns out bad, a criminal or rapist, the woman will roll over the victim and try to discredit the victim to protect her family. Do you understand what I’m saying, women are very self-centered people. Of course if a woman wants to abuse her child to turn him into what she wants him to be then she will do it and his needs are irrelevant. “
The doctor said, “You must have learned that was what womanhood was about from your sister Katherine and Donna. There are women that really protect children they don’t know. Do you think it is possible that you can ever forgive your sister for what she did to you?”
“No,” She responded in a firm and hostile tone, “She hurt me and changed me forever and its impossible to ever return to what I was before. The memories of abuse can never be erased. I can never be a man so I can never forgive her. “
Kimiko stood up and began to walk out, “I think we talked enough doctor, have nice day.”
That took long enough and she asked Jae to take her down to the jail so she can talk with her sister Katherine, "I think that I need to talk to her. After that I want to talk to the ADA that is prosecuting her. Oh before I forget, I want you to find a good surgeon and schedule me a full SRS. “
They left and she smiled flirty at the secretary before they left the building. Jae called their attorney to meet them at the jail. The attorney met them at the jail as planed and Kimiko explained to him that she wanted him to talk to the ADA and arrange a plea with no jail time for any of them. Then they met the guard and the meeting with Kathy was arranged.
She sat at a table for around ten minutes until the guard came in with Kathy.
Kathy sat beside Kimiko. She looked good in her bright orange uniform and chains she wore. Kimiko always admired the way Kathy could always look beautiful. Kimiko tried to put on a sympathetic face, “I am sorry for all that had happened between us Kathy. I hope that you have been treated well here.” She thought for a few seconds, “Well, as good as can be expected I mean, I hope they haven’t beaten or hurt you. “
She suddenly looked very sad and said, “One of the guards is a pig, Alicia. Hes a real horrible pig. He, “ she started crying, “He…he well you probably know now. “ Kathy buried her face in her hands as tears streamed down her face. She was silently sobbing, “Oh Alicia please can you help me get out of here. I know I have been horrible to you but I promise you that I have changed. Please.”
Kimiko looked at Kathy thoughtfully. “I know you have Kathy and despite all of the past, I forgive you. “
She barely got the words out of her mouth. It disgusted her to have to say these things. “I still love you as my dear sister Kathy. “
Yuck. Having to tell this horrible bitch that she loved her was the hardest, “I will get you out of here if I can. I will use everything that I can to get the DA to plead you to a charge that has no jail time. “
Kathy said, “Oh thank you so much Alicia. I am sorry for everything. “
“Can you do one thing for me, sister, “ Kimiko asked.
“Sure anything, Alicia,” Kathy said. “What can I do?”
“I want you to stop calling me Alicia.” Kimiko stated flatly. “It is not my name, It was never my name. You chose that name to hurt me. You used it on me to make me a fucking slave girl slut. It is not my name. My name is Kimiko. I am a full member of the Yamaguchi family. Call me Kimiko now. Or all deals are off and I will leave you here to be the guards’ slut. “
“You are right, Kimiko,” Kathy said. I am sorry for calling you Alicia. I won't call you that anymore. Do you like being a girl?”
Kimiko shook her head, “No! I hate it! “
“Then why do you call yourself a girls name,” Kathy asked. “and continue to live as a girl then.”
Kimiko said, “Because after the medication that Donna and Sandra forced me to take. It's affects can't be reversed. I am stuck as a girl. I have no choice because of you, Donna and Sandra. So I live as a girl now. “
“What!” Kathy said shocked, “How can they be irreversible. All you have to do is be on testosterone for a while and everything will go away. estrogen can be reversed, don’t let Donna lie to you. “
She shook her head again. “No, your wrong, sister. The doctors examined me. They looked at the medication Sandra gave me and they told me there is no hope of ever being a guy again. This medication is illegal, banned by the FDA. it is so powerful that It has feminized me to such a extent that my body will destroy any testosterone. My body will reject it. In fact my body has fully feminized. It has produced female reproductive organs."
Kathy looked at Kimiko even more shocked now. She started crying, “Oh my god im so sorry I ever did this to you, Kimiko. “
“Its too late now to be sorry and I already forgiven you. Let's move on,” Kimiko said. “I need to leave and get you out of here. I am not sure where you will live. I won the lawsuit and I was awarded most of the money and the estate our father brought. If you want, you can live in our place. “
“I don’t think so. I really do love Craig and I will live with him if I ever get out of here. “
"I wish I knew what you saw in Craig, hes a real pig, Kathy," Kimiko said. "There is a few things we need to discuss, I am waiting for the Assistant District Attorney to arive so we can discuss them. your attorney is also coming. "
“Your attorney should be here shortly, and then we will be able to get down to business. Now that you have been raped you know how you made me feel, Kathy. It doesn’t feel well does it,” Kimiko stated accusingly.
Kathy could see the burning hate in Kimiko’s eyes. She felt so much shame that she could hardly talk. Wet tears were trailing down her cheek. She was very sad over what she did to her brother.
Kimiko said, “I had a talk with the States Attorney and I convinced her, with great difficulty to agree to a plead with all of you. It was difficult for me to go plea for mercy for you, Kathy and it made it more difficult for me because she was so unwilling. I had to convince her that there was hope for you. She agreed after nearly an hour of begging. “
Kathy was very confused now. She saw the hatred burning in her sisters eyes but she convinced the prosecutor to have mercy on her. It was so much that she wanted to hug Kimiko now. She spoke in a soft heartfelt voice, “Thank you, Kimiko. “
She spate out, “Don’t thank me, I just hope you can find a place to live, perhaps in Sergeant Kendal’s place.” She laughed cruelly.
Kimiko cringed at the idea of staying with the man that raped her. Kathy understood her sisters anger. Kathy was sorry for hurting Kimiko but she knew it was way too late for sorry. Sorry didn’t make up for four years of torture and pain that she had inflicted.
That really made Kathy wish she had though about the results of what she did. She wished that she could take back what she did but she couldn’t. She didn’t notice that the ADA Casey Novak had walked in the room along with her own attorney.
Her attorney surprised her when she said to everyone, “I need everyone to leave so I can have a word privately with my client. “
Kimiko walked out with the district attorney. She said to Kimiko, “I really need to thank you for getting my suspension revoked Kimiko. I still don’t understand why you made the BAR revoke my suspension so I could be the one to prosecute your abusers only to get second thoughts and talk me in to doing a plea with them. But I still have to thank you, Kimiko. “
Kimiko smiled, “Forgiveness is divine Ms. Novak. And thank you for doing this for me. I don’t think my sister Kathy is all that bad now. As for Sandra and my brother, the plea we worked out and if they accept it, will make them no longer able to hurt any children. “
“You got that right, Kimiko,” Casey said.
The door opened and Kathy's attorney said, “Come in, She has a few questions herself before she agrees to anything. Especially to you, Kimiko.” He gave her a hateful look.
They walked into the room and Kimiko sat down beside Casey. Kathy then asked, “Kimiko, I hope that you are aware that this plea your shoving down my throat will require me to register as a dangerous sexual offender. The charge on the table aggravated sexual assault will make me have to register as a class 3, that’s what my attorney says. “
Kimiko spat out, “SO, its better than the charges your being charged with now?! You could get twenty years to the rest of your life. At least this way, you can walk right out after the judge accepts the plea. Its your choice, of course."
Kathy cried, “But….but Kimiko, Everyone will know about me then, who will hire me, who will want me living in their neighborhood. My life will be over. What will I do?”
“You will still be alive and in better shape than me," Kimiko retorted. “Ans as for the where you will live, I've given you some options. I don’t really give a damn.“
Her lawyer stupidly asked, “How can you do this to your own sister?”
“Its easy sir,” She answered back. “She hurt me much worse. I have forgiven her or I wouldn’t let Casey accept any plea. As for the rest, I feel people need to know how dangerous she is capable of being. Now enough talk, Kathy, do you accept or not.”
She bowed her head, defeated, “I will accept it, Kimiko. I am still sorry for everything.”
“Too late for sorry. Casey Novek was nice enough to have the papers drawn up, ready for you to sign and then all we need to do is see the judge for sentencing. “
Kimiko walked out then as her sister was signing the papers. She had gotten into the car with her dad and they were going back home. Kimiko hoped that everything would work out as she had planned.
Jae said in the quite, “I know that this was very hard for you to do and now that Kathy will be able to walk out of jail very soon, we hope she makes the right choices.“
“I hope I know what I’m doing, Father,” Kimiko said. “My sister will be very shocked when she figures out what I’m doing. “
He nodded and continued driving home. As they were driving, he noticed something strange about Kimiko. Her skin seemed flushed and she looked like she wasn’t feeling very well. Jae was concerned and asked, “Kimiko, is something wrong, you look sick.”
“I don’t know, I suddenly feel very nauseous and light headed,” she said. “I think I will be fine. Must be something I ate.“
Jae shrugged, “Well, OK.“
Jae was alarmed and looked in check on Kimiko because he hadn’t heard from her or seen her all night and morning. He was further alarmed to see her laying on the bed, her body was all pale and laying lifeless on the bed. He walked over to see what was happening. He touched her and found that she was very hot. He grabbed Kimiko and picked her up and raced to his car. Less than 40 minutes later, Kimiko was in the ER, she was attached to monitors and antibiotics.
A white coated doctor was telling him what the deal was, “Jae, I am sorry to tell you this but Kimiko is a very sick girl. She is suffering from Toxic Shock."
Jae looked even more alarmed as The doctor continued telling him, “Since the patient is a girl now, her body has produced fully working female reproductive organs. That means she will have to deal with everything a woman experiences. That means also, a woman's monthly cycle. Without a vagina, the fluids couldn’t be expelled from her body and that caused her to go into toxic shock. We drained the fluids and put her on a heavy dose of antibiotics. She will be OK now. “
The doctor then said, “To prevent this from happening again, we need to operate, sexual reassignment needs to be done immediately. We have the surgeon on hand and need your permission, Jae.”
He knew that was her wish so he had no problem and he consented.
In no time Kimiko was transferred to the OR and doctors were operating. Jae called the rest of the family to come over and they just waited till it was all done. There was nothing more they could really do. Haruki, Nobori, Officer Harukichi Yamaguchi and even the assistant district attorney was there waiting for any news. The news was shocking. All they could do was wait for news.
They got the news close to five hours later. Another doctor came out and greeted Jae and said that everything went smoothly and she was now going to The ER. She was still sedated but should be able to come out of sedation in several hours but she would still be very sore. Things would have to proceed slowly from there. She still had antibiotics going in her to deal with the infection.
Jae felt the buzzer on his cell and he picked it up. He didn’t recognize the number but he answered anyway. It was Kathy. She sounded troubled, “Its me, Kathy, Jae, your Alicia’s new father right?”
“Yes it is, is there something I can do for you, Kathy,” Jae said.
“Yes there is. I am Alicia's sister Kathy. I'm staying with Craig but he’s got mean. Can you come over and help me, Jae. Please I need someone. I am scared.”
It sounded very serious so he said he would be there shortly. He stood up and asked Nobori to stay here while he went out to check on Kimiko’s sister.
He raced to his car and drove across town to meet her. The road to her new place was closed so he had to take a detour underground. He parked the car in a parking garage. He got out to go up to her place when he noticed out of the corner of his eye, two men approaching him from the dark. He turned over as they reached in their coats, and pulled out guns. He knew he was dead and before he could dash behind his car, they let loose. They fired shots into him and he slumped. Bleeding out, he would be dead before an hour.
He didn’t come back to the hospital or did he go see Kathy. Two hours later, two uniformed officers approached the group waiting to go see Kimiko. Nobori and his son Harukichi stood up to meet them. The officer spoke gravely, “I regret to tell you that your brother, Jae Yamaguchi has been shot. He has died from the injuries."
“What?“ Nobori asked. “Who shot him?”
”We caught them quickly. They appear to be friends of Craig, Kathy’s boyfriend. They were also hired by Sandra.“ How was he going to tell Kimiko this?
A few hours had passed since Nobori was told that his brother had been killed and that he was now Kimiko’s legal guardian. He felt anger simmer inside his chest. His brother Jae was taken to the morgue where they would prepare a funeral. A doctor told him that Kimiko was awake and he could talk to the girl now. Nobori walked in very grimly. A uniformed officer accompanied him in. He knelt beside Kimiko. “Kimiko, I need you be strong for me now. I have something very bad to tell you,” He said gravelly.
Kimiko could tell from his face and tone that it was serious, and not good. She nodded and said, “Okay, go on. I am feeling alright now.”
“This is so hard, I am so sad right now. Jae, we both loved him. Oh my god this is so hard.” He wept. “He’s been shot. He didn’t make it.”
Kimiko covered her face and cried. She cried out, “OH no, do they know who shot him?”
“Yes. Craig trapped him. He hired two professional hit men from the other family. A Sicilian named Don Falcone from Detroit. Apparently, Craig made contact with that family and hired two of their guys. “
it was the last reaction that Nobori expected. Kimiko’s eyes flared in anger now. Her entire face, usually beautiful was now cold. She spoke, “Oh my god. I knew Craig was a coward but I never thought he would try something this bold. Call General Choi. We have arrangements to make now. The time will come shortly when we will strike back hard. I guess this means that you are my guardian now. “
“Yes,” he said. “I will take care of you and Haruki. Don’t worry about vengeance against them yet. You need to recover.”
She spoke bitterly. “I will and then, I will destroy my sister and my brother. They will pay for trying to destroy me, and for killing someone I love. I wish they would leave me alone. Its clear the only option is to destroy them. I will have a long talk with Choi once I recover.
Nobori told her that he would call Choi. He left her and called one of his people to stay guard at her door to her room.
Now that Nobori was the head of Jae’s family too, he wondered how he would deal with it. He also wondered how his children would handle it too. . Kimiko did like him a lot. Haruki liked him also.
Kimiko seemed to be recovering quickly. She was sitting up in her bed when Nobori came in with another lady. She was wearing a black Asian style dress. It fit very tight around her making her look very sexy. Kimiko felt a little fear as she looked at this other woman. Her face was very soft looking and unlike her sister or Sandra, this woman in front of her was warm. Kimiko felt warmth in the woman’s eyes. The fear disappeared.
She looked at Kimiko and said, “Hello Kimiko I am Lien Giap, The granddaughter of the great General Vonguyen Giap. I work closely with the General Choi now and he will be here shortly. “
She nodded to the Lien and said, “I appreciate that. What do you do for General Choi, Lien?”
“I do jobs for him, keep track of his schedule, meet clients for him, arrange meetings and occasionally, I deal with people that betray him. What is it that you need Choi for?”
Kimiko flashed Lien an icy smile, “There are people that really need taken care of badly. My father has been murdered. I repay my family for that and for everything they have done to me over the past years. “
Lien had been in the business long enough to know what she wanted from Choi. Even though she had not been told everything that had occurred within her former family, she knew this killing needed dealt with. She replied, “The general will be here shortly. “
He walked in right after she said that. He looked as cold as usual. He walked in with a sense of command that made everyone around him respect him. Or was it fear, she couldn’t tell. It just seemed that everyone around him wanted to please him. Choi turned his cold case in Kimiko’s direction. He asked coldly, “Kimiko, My assistant Lien tells me that you needed to see me?” It was clearly a question.
Kimiko paused for a few long seconds. “I am sure that you know from your sources by now that my father Jae has been murdered.”
He nods. “Yes, indeed I do. If my information is correct, your sisters boyfriend Craig set it up and your brothers girlfriend, Sandra paid two assassins to do it. Some family you had there. “
“You are correct the police have arrested the assassins but they can’t arrest Sandra or Craig because the charges against them won’t stick. “
His mind was quick. He looked at her, his thick eyebrows rose; she could tell he knew where this was going. He said sardonically, “And you want me to deal with them, is that right, Kimiko?”
“No, not exactly. I will deal with them when the time comes, what I want from you is information. I want you to get people on them. I need to know where they are at any time, what kind of money they have and where it is. I need to know where they live, who they hang out with and where do they work. I need to know their daily routine so when the time is right, I can take them down. I want to do it so they know who it was. I want to see them die! They deserve to die. They have hurt me, General Choi. Will you help me?”
Choi smiled, “Sure, Kimiko. I am a good friend to your late father and his family. I will never let them down. And I will help you kill them when the time is right. Do you want them all to die?”
“No, General. I will kill Donna, Craig, Sandra, Ron, Jennifer and her family, Sandra’s friends Cecilia and Jeremy. But as for Kathy no. I want her to live. I want her to loose everything she holds dear. Have no one to turn to but me and then, “ Kimiko smiled. “I will be there with open arms to take her in. I will own her then and she will know what its like to be someone’s toy, a possession. She will work for me. Will you help me with that?”
“Sure,” Choi said. “I will do anything for you. Was there anything else you’d like to discuss, Kimiko?”
“No, that’s all right, General. Thank you for your consideration. I look forward to working with you on this. I would like to get the job finished after I am well enough to be released from this place,” Kimiko told him.
He responded, “I think that will be possible. Finding them and where they keep their money will not be hard and finding ways to take their money also wont be hard. I assume your lawsuit took most of it. “
She smiled at him as he turned to leave. Lien followed him though the door. She stopped, looked back as she waited for him to leave. Then she turned around, went back into her room and shut the door. She sat down across from Kimiko.
She spoke, her voice was full of caring and concern for Kimiko’s well being. “Kimiko, you are such a sweetheart now. I hate seeing the path you are choosing now. You are beautiful, full of compassion and caring. Please don’t go down this path of killing. You are too beautiful to let this hate fill you with a need for vengeance. My boss the General has gone down that.”
She scoffed and told her, “Lien you have no clue what these…people are like. You don’t know the half of what my family inflicted on me. Don’t be standing on your soapbox by telling me not to let myself be filled with hate. “ her voice rose, “After going though what I did, I have the god giving right to be as hateful as I want to. They will die, lien.”
“You are going down a path that you cant return from. “ Lien pleaded. “Once you choose to kill, this” she thought for a second, “This bloodbath you are planning. Even if your connections are too good for the authorites to punish you, it will have an affect on your soul. Look at the General. You see in him, no compassion, no mercy. Just a cold piercing look of hate and bitterness. He cares for no one and no thing. Is that what you want to become?”
the answer was chilling. “Yes! I am already like that. If I could become heartless and cold, perhaps the pain I feel from my childhood would go away too. I don’t want to feel anymore. You are free to leave, Lien and thank you for your caring.”
Tears started streaming down her face and leaving wet trails down her cheeks. “Oh my god,” she whispered in incomprehension. “What in the name of god happened to you?”
“Lien, do you really want to know. You must be sure because it’s very bad”
Lien steeled herself, “Yes. Tell me please.”
Kimiko’s chest rose and deflated as she let out a loud breath. “Well, Lien. The story starts a few months after my parents passed away when I was twelve years old. They had just moved from Santa Cruz to Los Angeles. In their will, my father stipulated that my brother would be in charge of the family, if he accepted then he would get the new estate and his fortune. Ron is my brother and he was a selfish asshole. He didn’t give a damn about my sister or me. He just wanted the stuff and left my sister and me to our own. Well, my sister was extremely cruel and hateful. She abused me and my sister Katherine was a very strong and domineering woman. She was also 3 years older than me. My brother let her abuse and hurt me and didn’t raise a finger to stop her. In fact, he told me to let her, he placed her in charge of me and said I had to deal with it. She abused me, tortured me and even abused me sexually. She forced me to become a girl and I didn’t have the strength to stop them. But it doesn’t end there.”
Kimikos body was shaking badly as she told lien the story of her youth. “There was also Sandra, Sandra is my brothers wife. She hated me for some reason I never figured out. She taught Kathy how to be a Mistress so she could control me. She taught Kathy how to make me a girl, she purchased the medicine. Kathy thought she was a mistress instead of a child abuser. I guess that’s how women think.”
Lien started to object when Kimiko raised her hand, “Lien shut up. You wanted to hear this so shut the fuck up. Let me continue. Sandra beat me too and she humiliated me. It was mainly Kathy, though. But they both were involved. When I finely got the upper hand on Kathy, the day she told me I was to be her slave girl, her back was turned so I jumped her and beat her with the paddle she beat me with. That was when bro came in and tied me up. Then, he brought the real mistress in to deal with me, That was Donna. She had me subdued as soon as she entered my life and that is how I am a girl today. “
Kimiko told Lien the story of how she was feminized and turned into a slave girl. Her voice droned on for hours over the horror, beatings, rapes, sadistic torture. It went on for hours as Kimiko told her. Lien couldn’t understand how women could behave that way toward a innocent child. Her mother had taught her that it was their duty to take care of children. Not to hurt and abuse. Those women Kimiko was talking about made Her blood boil. Now, she could fully understand Kimiko’s twisted misogynous mindset. But now that she was a woman, she needed to relearn a few things and she needed to learn how to be compassionate and caring. Perhaps, she could teach Kimiko how to care like a woman. She also knew she needed to stop Kimiko from what she was planning before it was too late, she hoped she wasn’t fighting a loosing battle.
She reached over to the crying girl across from her and wrapped her in a tight embrace. She whispered in the girls’ ear, “Kimiko, I am sorry for what was done to you. My mother told me it was a woman’s duty to stand up for children and never to harm a kid. What those bitches did was wrong. They will pay for it, you can believe me. I will never hurt you.” They were hugging tightly.
Kimiko was shocked at this action. When the other woman wrapped her arms around her, Kimiko felt some fear at what was happing and the close intimate proximity they were in. feeling the other woman’s warmth and softness but that quickly subsided into a feeling of safety. Her mind knew that there was nothing she had to fear. This woman was genuinely caring and loving. She just laid her head down on Liens shoulder and enjoyed the comfort and safety. She knew that this woman would be disappointed because she couldn’t just lie down anymore. It was time to show Kathy that she would no longer tolerate her behavior. Kathy had to be stopped. Kimiko had to stand up to her sister and destroy her. Kathy had to know what she was made of now.
Kimiko raised her face up off Liens shoulder and told her, “I can not overlook Kathy any longer. Lien, I know I am disappointing you but I cant take this any more. I have to do this. If you don’t want to see me anymore, I will understand.”
Lien frowned at her in disappointment. “I understand, Kimiko. I hope I can convince you to reconsider this course before its too late. “ She stood up and walked out of the room.
There wasn’t any chance of reconsidering. Reconciliation was not possible. Nor was compromise possible. She would get her vengeance for the life she lost. No one could see the venomous anger that was always simmering inside her but Kimiko could always feel it. The time was nearly right for all of those that had abused her to feel her wrath
She was up and walking by the next morning and the nurse took the IV’s off of her. Nobori walked in and commented about how quick she was recovering. She smiled and Nobori said, “It is time and the doctor thinks you are healed enough that you can go to the funeral. A nurse will help you get dressed to go. “ He stepped out and waited for Kimiko to get herself dressed and ready. The nurse walked in with the clothing he had picked out for her. He brought a formal black business style dress and a black blouse for her to wear to Jae’s funeral.
She could dress herself. Nobori noticed that even dressed, as formally, she still looked sexy in her black dress, which fit her tightly, her black nylons and heels he brought for her. She held herself up proudly now. NO longer did she have that defeated depressed look on her face. He was good at reading people, what he saw in her eyes frightened him somewhat. He saw a simmering anger, it looked like a volcano smoking, ready to explode and smash anything under it. The eruption was building up pressure, meaning the preparations were being made.
The drive over to the church was uneventful and they parking was easy. Since they were prominent in the family, and she was his adopted daughter and Nobori was his brother there was a close spot reserved for them. The don demanded it. The lot was full. There were many black cars and waiting limousines. Nobori lead her in the church and they sat in the front row. It was very somber and upsetting to Kimiko. She saw the coffin with her father Jae lying silently. She couldn’t help it as she silently wept. . Nobori held her hand as he saw wet tears leaving trails down both cheeks. He felt the same way and it was just experience and a different background that gave him the control to suppress his sadness.
She noted that as people were coming in, there was a orchestra playing a familiar somber waltz. They stopped as a priest walked in and started giving his sermon, he quoted from the bible and talked about her fathers life. She found herself agreeing with him as he talked about his generosity and love for children. That made her smile. Jae must have loved children a lot because he adopted her and protected her. He did have a really big heart. She hoped that her brother was as good, he seemed to be trying. Several other famly members steped up and gave a eulogy. She felt it was inappropriate for her to give a eulogy.
His sermon ended and Nobori and Harukichi along with others gathered around the coffin and took it outside to the waiting hearse. She got in the other car and they drove off to the cemetery for the burial. It was a very emotional time for her as the man she had come to love as her father was being buried. She listened to the priest give his final words and prayed for him. Then they lowered the casket.
It was finely over thankfully. While she was healing, it wasn’t there yet. She was just healed enough to go though that but she was aching badly now and exhausted. She had to go back to the hospital. They were driving her back to her hospital room. She said, in a voice that trembled with suppressed rage, “Nobori, You are now my guardian, and you are the leader of the family. Do you support me on getting vengeance on my former family, will you allow me to do it?”
“Yes, Kimiko. As a valuable member of our family, I have appointed you as a caporegime. You have desgression to execute your revenge against your family and the Falcone family, however you see fit. I trust you,” Nobori told her.
That made her happy. But she had to recover her strength first and then she could give revenge further thought.
Nobori told her, “I will direct General Choi to follow your instructions. I pay him more than enough that he will should no problems. The general is a ruthless and greedy bastard.
Kimiko’s strength returned quickly. Nobori and his son saw her every day at the hospital and they saw that every day she was stronger than the last. She was walking on her own within a week and the week after that she was out running.
The hospital released her four weeks later. She walked out of the hospital with a terrible grim look on her face. Nobori and Choi met her at the large glass door going out to the hospitals parking lot. She looked at Choi, “The time has come, General. Its time to execute our plan. Are your people ready?”
“Yes, Kimiko,” Choi answered.
“Good. Get them into Position. I will meet you at Donna’s Place in an hour. Be there.”
He bowed and left quickly. “Nobori lets do this.”
She got her cell phone out after she was in the car and Nobori’s driver was taking them to Donnas place. She dialed Donna. She felt an excitement she had not felt in years. She was going to talk to Donna, the bitch that had almost on her own shattered apart Her life. She had destroyed Allen’s life. It was Kathy but she couldn’t have done it without Donna. It was Donna that was with him day after day, beating him, humiliating him and keeping him in a almost constant state of terror. She was about to pay.
Kimiko was about to hear her voice and she was about to talk to her victim. She dialed donnas number and waited. It rang.
After two rings someone picked up. She heard donnas chilling voice finally. It was one simple word but it bring the ghost of fear back into her. That hard boiled voice that caused her so much terror. It was like the voice of the angel of darkness.
But in her fear something else rose too. Icy cold resolve to get justice done. She answered just as hard, “Hey, Donna. I don’t know if you remember me or not. Do you?”
There was a silence on the other end but it finally answered, “Yes, sure I do. Alicia. Why are you calling me for? Arent you free now. “
“Yea but I been thinking about you, Mistress Donna. “
“I bet you were. I made quite an impression didn’t I, “ Donna answered proudly.
“Yes, you did, “ Kimiko admitted. “I was glad to be free but I miss you now. Can I go come see you?”
Kimiko knew the bitch was so cocky and confident she would actually think she made such a impression that Alicia would come back. “Why sure. I’m at my place. If you want to be with me just come on over. I can’t wait.”
“Good. I cant wait for you to take care of me. I am….coming to see you. Bye Donna. “ This was going to be fun.
They stopped on in a parking lot near Donnas place and she got out. She walked over to Nobori’s larger car and got in. “The stuff is in the back, Kimiko. Everything I was instructed to bring. I hope you know what your doing. “
She looked in the back and saw. There was a large handgun she picked up, checked to see if its loaded and tucked it in her shirt. There were several blocks of C4.
“MMMMMMMMMMMM Nobori. I cant wait to see the sadistic bitch. Her whole family is going to wiped out.”
They stopped infront of Donnas place and she got out. The house was rather unassuming just a normal two story family home that you see in subdivision. You wouldn’t think it was the house of a sadistic mistress that abuses young children. But what did she expect, a medieval castle with a torture chamber in the basement. She almost did expect a wicked looking castle.
She knocked on the simple white door and it opened fast enough. “Alicia, I see you returned. I’m so happy to see you.” The sadistic bitch was so pleased.
She smiled back at Donna as she approached the other woman. “Hello, Donna. I have been waiting to see you again. I hoped that you didn’t forget me. May we go inside and have a word?”
“Sure, Sissy but you must not forget your manners that I taught you. You need to address me as Mistress Donna, “ She chided.
‘I don’t have you address you any way you sadistic toad , ‘ She growled in her mind.
“Oh, IM sorry Mistress Donna, please forgive me,” She said out loud sweetly. She glanced back to see Nobori and his friend get out behind them. They would be waiting in case things got…out of hand.
They walked inside the house and Kimiko shut the door. She took out her gun and turned around to face Donna.
Donna stiffened when she saw the silver glint off Kimiko’s hand. It didn’t take Donna longer than a second to recognize it as a gun in her hand.
She knew what Kimiko had come for now. She wasn’t dumb by any means and she knew that the girl had come there to kill her. She was smart enough to know this was the last few minutes of her life.
“You will never get away with this, Alicia. They will find you.”
“Donna, I am not Alicia anymore. My name is Kimiko. I will kill you and I will kill your husband and daughter upstairs. None of you will live after this night.”
Kimiko enjoyed seeing the blood drain from Donnas face. She tried to plead, “Please, Al… Kimiko. Let them live.”
That only enraged her further. She stepped closer, “Don’t try to plead with me after the hell and horror you put me though. I know the sadism that runs though your family and I cant let you or any of your children do this to any other person ever. It must end tonight. I just want some information from you and then we can call it a night,” Kimiko told Donna.
She was pleaded to see Donna actually break out into tears. Wet tears were falling from the sadistic bitches eyes. “Aww you’re crying. I don’t care. It’s much like when you made me cry. You tortured me countless times, and then you punished me for crying out in pain. You humiliated me and I was only a young child. But you’re a woman; a child’s pain didn’t matter to you. I just wanted to know how much they paid you to hurt me.”
Donna gathered her wits and said, “They paid me a salary of thirty thousand a year. I was friends with Sandra and she knew how to get into contact with me. “
“Thank you, Donna. That will be all.” She raised her gun and aimed right at the other girls face and squeezed the trigger gently. She saw the shot fly out in a burst and impact the Donnas face. She flew back out of her seat and die almost instantly. Nobori and his people were in the house in an instant. He looked down at the body of the woman, and they watched the bleeding hole in her head. The back of her head was also bleeding out and pulling bright red blood on the floor. A man came running down the steps shouting but Nobori’s gun put a stop to that. He crumpled on the floor.
Nobori’s friend set the bomb in the house and they were speeding away in no time.
They heard the explosion in the distance and they both smiled. “Now, its time to meet Arcadia. Give me the shot gun, Its time for them both to pay, Arcadia and Craig. You know what to do with Craig. I will handle Arcadia.
They did know.
She knew where Arcadia lived and made it to her new place in no time. She knew arcadia wasn’t the time to feel bad for anything so she went over to her place. The intell they had received told them that she would be at the house. This part would be simple. She had the gun ready and knocked on the door.
Arcadia opened the door and knew it was a mistake. A look of horror overtook the girl as she looked at Kimiko and the large shot gun she was holding. Arcadia screamed as Kimiko took aim and fired. She wasn’t used to the power of the shot gun and it hurt her but the shot blew arcadia away. She was bleeding all over.
Kimiko walked over and show two more times at close rang. “That was for raping me and hurting me for two years you bitch.”
Two of her tormentors had been killed. It was time for the woman that caused it all to happen, and the man that sat by and let her take away Allen’s life. Sandra and Ron.
She looked back and was pleased that Nobori had been able to get her a Thomson sub machine gun but first things first. She wanted to deal with Ron first so she called rons Cell phone number and he picked up quickly.
“Hey Ron, its me Kimiko. I want to just talk with you, you know, to put the past away,” She told him.
“What, really, Kimiko. Is this for real,” He asked suspiciously.
“Yes sure. Please?”
“Yeah, Ok. “ He said finally.
“Good, I will see you in a few minutes and we can talk in person.”
Ron saw her car drive up and she was in the back front seat. She opened the passanger door and motioned for him to get in beside her. He got in.
“Ron, I know you were under pressure back then and I will forgive you on one condition. “
He looked at the girl, “You don’t know what Sandra was like with me. What is that condition?”
The door locked suddenly. “That you die, Ron. For all that happened to me. You must die and then I will forgive you after you paid the price.”
Before he could move, someone in the back had got up and pulled thick piano wire around his neck. They were struggling and he was kicking and trying to get loose but it was no use. He couldn’t get free and Kimiko just watched and smiled at him. After less than two minutes, he stopped moving and it was over. She looked at the body of Ron and said, “You are forgiven now, Ron.” She reached in the back and got the Thomson sub machine gun. She got out of the car with Nobori and headed toward Sandra’s house quietly. They got though the door and met Sandra. Her back was turned. That was when Kimiko shouted, “Sandra you bitch this is for hurting me all of those years. I killed Ron and now its your turn to join him in hell.”
She turned in fright and saw the two men holding sub machine guns aimed right at her. She knew there was no hope and just smiled and said, “It was fun, faggot and you deserved it. “
Kimiko sneered and said, “Just like a woman, No mercy, reason or compassion. You deserve it.” She let loose with the incredibly destructive power of the Tommy gun on full auto. She wasn’t prepared for how hard it was to keep aimed at her target but she did a good job. Most of the rounds went though her body and tore her up. They left behind a bloody mess. She was in the car with Nobori. Their job was done. Most of those that hurt her had paid. She had one final item on her agenda. She wanted Kathy but not dead. Then, she had to leave the country. She would leave with Kathy, or she would leave without Kathy. Either way she had to leave very quickly.
She asked Nobori, “Are we prepared to go to Japan for a few years?”
“Yes, we are. “
“Great. Call Kathy and ask her if she will go with us. I think she will because her family is dead, she has no money and because of her record, no one will hire her and she will be homeless.”
Kimiko knew she had to get away within a few days. It wasn’t like the old days where powerful bosses could order hits and with enough payoffs, they could all just sit there and no one would bother them. Sooner or later, the police or FBI would figure out what happened, and they would come after her and her family. They had to be gone before that happened, so within hours, they had made plans to go to Kyoto Japan and set to take off the next morning.
The only thing left to do was to meet Kathy. Kimiko had called Kathy and asked if they could have a talk. They agreed to meet outside of the place Kathy and Craig were staying at the moment.
Kimiko spent the rest of the night packing her stuff into suitcases and gathering the rest of her belongings. She didn’t quite know what to expect there, but she knew that she would be protected. She was part of one of Japans oldest and most powerful families. She lay down in her bed for the last time and tried to get some sleep.
She wasn’t sure how long she had been asleep, but the suns rays in her eyes woke her. Her clock said it was 7: AM. Nobori and Haruki started packing things into a van parked outside. She took her boxes into the large black van. They had packed all of the stuff they wanted to take with them to their home in less than an hour. They were off in less than an hour. One of Nobori’s drivers were driving the van to the plane they were going to take, and Nobori and Kimiko were going to Kathy’s place to talk to her. She had a few vague ideas about how to talk to Kathy without loosing her temper. But, she wasn’t getting many ideas. She didn’t want to fuck it up. That would be bad for her, and for Kathy.
Kathy was waiting by the time Kimiko arrived and she let Kimiko in before she had time to knock. That was good and it was better now that Craig was gone. That was the first question she asked Kathy.
Kathy told Kimiko, “He was afraid when everyone you knew in your old life started dying, very violently. He is in hiding now. I can’t find him and the police are looking to ask him some questions. So, what’s this all about?”
Kimiko braced herself. “Well, I know you are in trouble. I want to help you.”
“My trouble is all your doing, Kimiko. It is because of you that I lost all of my money so I cant get a place to stay. The landlord here has given me thirty days to leave, but I don’t know where I will stay now. Because of you, I am on the sex offenders’ list so no one will hire me. Now, you want to help me!?” Kathy bit out.
Kimiko had a lot of patience she worked hard to develop. As a result, she didn’t loose it and yell. She simply pointed out, a bit in a icy cold tone told her , “You have it all wrong. It was your actions that got you on that list. It was your actions toward me that made you loose everything in the judgment. I just called you on it. You should have been thinking of the consequences when you hurt me. I was never going to let you get away with everything you did. Hitting me. Torturing me. Making me a girl. Making me suck Craig’s cock. Making me your little slave girl. All of that had to be repaid. You’re just lucky you weren’t one of the people on my list last night.“ She laughed when Kathy’s face lost all of its blood.
Kimiko then told her, “You are very lucky I forgave you. It was hard but you’re my only sister so I have to. Now that your debt is repaid, I want to help you get back on your feet. I know how you can do that.”
She looked suspiciously at Kimiko and asked in a voice laced with suspicion, “How can you help me? What do you have in mind?”
“You can move in with us. We can help you, you can go to Japan with us and I will let you live with us. Think about it, we can be a family again and you won't be homeless. “
Kathy pursed her lips together thinking about it. Clearly she didn’t want to do that but Kimiko added, “Where else will you go? You have no money and you can’t go anywhere but prison. Come now, go with us.“
Kathy asked, “Do you really forgive me?”
“Yes, I do forgive you, Kathy.”
She stood up and said, “Okay. I will go with you. I hope this is real.”
Kimiko turned to hide the icy cold look on her face. She almost had an orgasm just thinking of what she would do to Kathy. But it all had to wait till they were settled in Kyoto.
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The eleven-hour flight to Kyoto Japan wasn’t as bad as Kimiko thought it would be. They got though the gate quickly and when she was lead to the craft they would be flying in, she found out it was a private Boeing 707. It was painted bright yellow and had their Japanese family name in large red letters on the side. She found out it was much more luxurious inside: with full sleeping accommodations, her own personal suite and waiters brought her food, pillows or what ever she asked for. That made the long half day flight much more comfortable than she thought it would be. She had Kathy locked in one of the luggage holds.
As for Kathy, the flight wasn’t nearly as comfortable. The hold wasn’t heated making it around twenty degrees. Her hands and feet were duct taped. Luckily, Kimiko gave her a thick blanket. As she left, she turned back and said in a cold voice, “How ironic isn’t it. You put the duct tape on me and now you are wearing it.“
She laughed as she shut the cargo hold and locked it. Kathy was starting to get the idea that Kimiko wasn’t anywhere near forgiving her for all she did. She got much colder when the aircraft started lifting into the air. Well, in eleven hours she would be in Japan and totally at her sisters mercy, and she knew her sister was all out of mercy.
She planed on showing Kathy as much mercy as she had shown to Allen and Alicia.
Kimiko was happy when the plane landed at a their private landing strip in Kyoto, and an oversized stretch limousine was waiting to take them to their new place. Kathy was shivering when they opened the cargo hold to take her out. She was shocked further to see two men beside Kimiko. They made sure she didn’t move to harm Kimiko. Kathy sighed in defeat when one of the large brutish men took out a shiny pair of handcuffs and put them her.
Kimiko said snidely, “This brings back memories doesn’t it! I will explain things to you when we reach our new home, Kathy. Just don't expect to be waited on hand and foot, and don’t expect to be called 'Mistress', anymore.“
Kimiko rode in the Limousine with Nobori while Kathy rode in another car with the two brutish men. They kept fondling parts of Kathy’s body and there wasn’t any way she could stop them even if she wasn’t wearing handcuffs. Kathy knew that Kimiko was doing this to make her feel helpless and violated, like she had made Kimiko feel. She had to admit that it didn’t feel good. She thought she had a good idea what she had waited for her when they arrived at their destination.
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They arrived at a place that reminded Kimiko of the pictures of the old Asian style castles during the feudal warring states times. Every since she had came to be in this family she had taken the time to study Japanese history and the shoguns. Their new home was a massive place with towering towers, a gate, and the main complex was utterly huge. Nobori saw her awe and commented, “I told you that our family was very powerful. You have much more to learn, and here you can learn it, my Daughter.”
She smiled up sweetly. She was proud to be part of this family. She saw her bodyguards take Kathy out of their car. She looked troubled but that was good. It was time to drop the hammer on her. She said loudly, “Bring Kathy into the place and let's 'explain' her new position in this family, and her new life.” Her voice was laced with hatred.
She saw one of them men roughly grab Kathy and nearly pushed her into house like one would shove a unruly dog. Once they were in the main room of the house and settled down beside each other with the ever-watchful bodyguards standing nearby, Kimiko felt it was a good time to start.
“Well, Kathy, as you probability had guessed, I do not forgive you,” She said in a barely controlled voice.
“But you said-,” Kathy’s quivering voice said before it was cut off by her sister.
“But nothing. I deceived you just like you deceived me all of those times to get my compliance knowing all along you never had any intention of honoring any of them. Like the time you told me if I was an obedient girl to you that you would never make me do anything with boys, but the next day you forced me to perform a oral sex on your boyfriend because he threatened to leave you. Do you remember that, Kathy?”
She didn’t know what to say so she just looked at Kimiko quivering in fear.
Kimiko shouted louder, “When I direct a question at you, I expect an answer!“ Her voice rose to a raging shout, “Do you fucking remember lying to me that day!? Answer me now!”
She nodded and mumbled,” Yes!”
“Yes, do you remember lying?”
“Yes, Kimiko. I remember lying. I’m sorry for that,” She told Kimiko.
“Do you think that saying you are sorry fixes everything?” Kimiko questioned.
“No, What are you going to do?” She asked hoping it was good.
Kimiko motioned with her hand and another lady walked though the doorway. She was a rather short woman, very Asian complexion wearing a long silk kimono that was elaborately embroidered. She stopped in front of Kimiko and bowed.
“She is Ishiko. She is in charge of the housekeeping personal and that includes you. She had years of experience as a geisha and housekeeping. But, as of now she is directly in charge of training you and that is her only duty. She is to you, what Donna was to me. She is your Mistress. Do you understand, slave!”
She nodded numbly. This was getting to be too much, but she knew that she deserved it, not that there was anything she could do about it.
Kimiko shouted to get her attention and said, “Now that that is understood, you will be trained to make our meals for us, you will entertainment, wait on all of us hand and foot and mistakes or displeasure will be punished. You should know that. You will dress as a geisha. In effect, you will be our sweet little slave girl.“
“Is that my life now?” She asked afraid.
“No, little slave, this will only be for four years and then we will decide what to do with you.”
“Do you mean you will let me go?”
“Yes that is one of the possibilities. After your debt to me is repaid, I may kick you out and let you live on the streets of Japan, homeless with no job prospects and no way to support yourself. That should serve you right.”
That didn’t sound too good to her but she asked, “What are the other options.”
Kimiko flashed a mean grin, “The others are, I can give you to a man nearby that makes movies. You can work for him but I must warn you. He likes to make porn where arrogant western women are sexually humiliated. The other option is we can give you to the local police as an illegal and they will sentence you to ten years. The last option is, we can tie you up in the back of one of our cars and drive it into the ocean.“
Kathy was crying now.
Kimiko clapped her hands together and said, “Ishiko, will you take Kathy to the back, show her her quarters and have her dressed more appropriately for her duties? Have her back here in around twenty minutes. Thank you.”
The seemingly kind woman suddenly turned very harsh. She barked an order sharply, “Kathy come with me now, slave!” She roughly took a hold of the cowering woman and yanked her to her feet, slapped her harshly across the face. She snarled, “When I give you an order you are to obey it immediately. I don’t have patience for sluts like you. Move you lazy ass, bitch.” Ishiko slapped her again, grabbed her arm. She wrenched it tightly forcing Kathy to move with her.
Yes, Yes This woman would have Kathy in line very quickly. She was very harsh and brutal. She reminded her of Mistress Donna. Kimiko found it strange that when she thought of Donna she thought of her as her Mistress, still. She thought over that for a few minutes. It must be because that was her first impression, and her first experience and it lasted four hellish years. That will take a long time to recover from. She did make an impression.
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Nobori just stood in the back and silently watched the scene play out. He didn’t show any outward emotions. Kimiko thought that he allowed this because Kathy had a part in hurting her, and Kathy had a part in killing his brother.
Nobori went over to Kimiko and congratulated her. But something was strange about what he said. He said, “I am very proud about how you handled that, my Daughter. I will show you something very special tonight. I know you are worthy now to know our secret.“
What could that mean?
Ishiko came back in a few minutes later with Kathy beside her. Kathy had a totally different look to her now. Aside from the totally defeated demeanors to her, her face was heavily made up to look more submissive and feminine. She was wearing a satin pink Japanese Kimono robe, a pretty red sash and her hair was styled like Ishiko’s with beads.
Kimiko fell out of her chair laughing at Kathy. It reminded her of the first time she was forced to be a maid and wore the entire uniform in front of Kathy and she laughed out loud. It was very degrading and she knew that Kathy felt totally defeated and degraded. Probably more so since she was so accustomed to being in a position of power and now she was a serving girl.
Kimiko stood up and walked toward Kathy. She had waited years for this moment.
She stated flatly, “You will be my slave girl and I will be your Mistress, Do you understand, Kathy.”
Kathy looked downward submissively and said, “Yes, I understand.”
Kimiko viciously slaped Kathy hard and knocked her down. Kimiko kicked hard in her stomach when she was down. Kimiko snarled, “You will address me as Mistress! Never forget that, slave girl or I will beat your ass day and night! Now get your ass up and address your Mistress correctly!“
“Don’t make me wait, either, Slave. My patience is wearing thin!“ Kimiko shouted.
Hurrying to comply with Kimiko’s directions, she stood up quickly. She felt a dull ach in her stomach making her eyes water. She groaned and said, “Yes Mistress. I am sorry. “
“That is what It means to be my slave. You had better get used to it,” Kimiko told Kathy and she took one of her bracelets off and threw it to the floor. She looked up at Kathy and said, “Now pick it up.”
Kathy was fuming but she kneeled and picked it up knowing what would come next.
Kimiko held out her hand, “Now put it on my wrist, whore. “
Kathy swallowed and gently eased the bracelet on Kimiko’s wrist. But, Kimiko immediately took off the bracelet and threw it to the floor and said, “Now do it again, only this time while you’re down there, Kiss my feet.“
She knelt down and picked up Kimiko’s bracelet and Kissed Kimiko’s vinyl boots.
“You call that a kiss? I couldn’t even feel it!” Kimiko said sharply. “Do it again like you mean it, whore!”
Kathy planted a big kiss on both of Kimiko’s feet and stood up. She placed the bracelet on Kimiko’s wrist.
“Very good, little slave. You’re learning. Now, I’ve got a pair of bracelets for you to try on.” She shoved a pair of steel handcuffs in Kathy’s face. She turned to take a long wooden paddle from Ishiko. "You need to be more cooperative," Kimiko said. "I hate having to tell you everything twice."
Kathy was fuming and humiliated. Her sister was using the exact same lines she had used on Alicia so many years ago and she could tell that Kimiko was really enjoying this. Kathy knew that she was going to have to do exactly what Kimiko said. Kimiko’s bodyguards were there ready to act, and the cruel Mistress was there too holding a riding crop to punish her if she needed to.
Kathy looked down and submissively put the handcuffs on herself.
“You better get very used to those handcuffs, Kathy. And you better get used to pain too. There will be a lot of it.”
Kimiko gently sat down and motioned for Kathy to bend over her knees, ”Get over here so I can spank you, whore. And don’t try to get off on it. “
Kathy did what Kimiko demanded.
Kimiko enjoyed hitting Kathy and she spend over five minutes hitting Kathys ass as hard as she could for as long as she could. The strikes kept getting harder as she let loose years of pent up venomous rage explode.
It was pure torture for Kathy, as her ass was getting beat. It turned purple and she thought the skin was broke in several places. By the end of the five minutes, there was streams of bright red blood running off of her legs.
“Ishiko, take care of this whore for me,” Kimiko sneered and added, “Kathy if you survive these four years, I will be surprised. I hope you don’t.”
As Ishiko was taking Kathy away to fix her wounds, Kimiko said, “I am finished with the whore for now. Start training her how to clean the floors please. And then have her fix us some Kimchi, please.“
Her new family sat comfortably discussing issues with this new place she lived while going into the kitchen from time to time to see Ishiko teaching Kathy how to prepair traditional Japanese meals. Her lessons were harsh and she didn’t let anything get past her. It must have been rough on Kathy. They reminded her of her own lessons with Mistress Donna when she taught her how to cook for her former family. She knew how it felt and she knew how Kathy must feel. Well, Good for her. Kathy earned it.
Ishiko made Kathy tell Kimiko when she was finished and they went into the kitchen. She called Kathy when she needed something. Kathy stood aside waiting for any instructions submissively. She made sure to harass and humiliate Kathy often, just as she done to her. They ate their meal and then she allowed Kathy to eat after they were finished.
Then Kathy was forced to wash all of the dishes under the watchful eyes of her Mistress.
Nobori told her that he was going out that night to prepare to show her the family’s secret. He told her to prepare for something big.
That night before she went to bed she went into Kathy’s quarters to see her. She was lying on her small bed exhausted. She looked like she was crying too.
Kimiko was standing hear Kathy’s bed holding a leather strap.
“Get on your knees, sweetie and craw over to me, “ She said. “I’ve got a present for you.”
This reminded her of something. She got on her knees and crawled over to Kimiko and waited on her knees.
Kimiko unwrapped the strap and it turned out to be a thick leather leash with a collar attached. She fastened around Kathy’s’ neck tightly. She held the leash and sneered, “There is nothing like a collar to say I own you. Isn’t that right, little slave, “ She snarled with rage at Kathy.
Kathy was really cowered now. She shuddered in fear, “Y-yesss, Mistress Kimiko. ‘ She hoped that Kimiko liked the formal address.
“I’ve got something else for you,” She was holding a hairbrush out.
Kathy had an idea now but she waited for an explanation. She didn’t want to be wrong.
“Come behind me, slave girl. “ Kathy walked behind Kimiko. She handed Kathy the brush and she sat down. “You’re going to brush my hair now while we have a long talk about things, one on one.”
Kathy knew she better not do something stupid and she felt this was probably a test of kathys trust. She didn’t want to break it. She knew there was probably help waiting outside if things got, out of hand. But the other thing was this was a new Kimiko, a brand new sister. She looked so very strong and fit that she could handle anything now. She didn’t want to trigger her sisters wrath again. She started taking long gentle brushes though her sisters hair.
Kimiko giggled slightly, “That is very good of you, Sister. I Remember this exact scene we did less than six years ago. You were waiting for me, you were holding a leash and I was nothing but a naíve twelve year old boy, I had been ruthlessly tortured and abused by you and your friends, for weeks. I remember you did this to me and you had the nerve to complain that your rear hurt and that I wouldn’t want to hurt you. Do you remember that, Kathy?”
“Yes, Mistress Kimiko. I am so sorry.”
Kimiko snorted rudely, “Save your sorry’s. They’re meaningless. You acted like me hitting you was so unforgivable and unthinkable but you hit me. I was just trying to protect myself but I wasn’t allowed to, was it? I wasn't allot to hit any of you but all of you were allowed to hit me. I realized that and to me, being beaten, abused and totally cowered by you, I started to agree with ‘YOU’. I thought that it was ‘me’ that deserved punished. I resolved that day to be as submissive and girlike as possible to try to get on your good side. “ Kimiko laughed rudely.
“I was naíve, twelve and stupid. I didn’t know that you didn’t have a good side and nothing I did mattered. You still wanted to hurt me as much as possible. I never knew why and I hoped if I conformed to what you wanted that you might go easy on me, like a family should. You only wanted to hurt and torture your brother. I didn’t know that then but I know that now. I wish I had a brain then so I could have ran away when I had the chance. “
“But, by sixteen I started realizing that as no matter how girlish, submissive or how much I waited on you that you would still hurt me or have me sexually abused by your friends, or Craig. I went to school and I noticed a few new people had moved in. I was smart enough to notice they were Japanese Yakuza. I got into contact and set everything up with their boss, Don Nobori and his family. They set one of their sons up to come after me. That first day I was attacked was a setup. It was just to bring official attention to me and what better way than a beating by organized crime. It worked and I finally got the chance to tell my story to a police officer. “ She laughed, “That cooked all of your gooses and got me the fuck out of your hands. “
“That is enough of brushing my hair.” Kimiko stood up. “From now on you will be my sweet little slave girl, You will wait on me hand and foot, you will be my personal slave. Got it!”
“Yes, Mistress,” Kathy said.
“And if you ever hit me again, I will cancel the contract and you will be handed to the porn guy. Or we will just kill you. Got it?”
“Yes, Mistress.”
“Good, now lay down. I have one last present for you.”
Kathy laid down and Kimiko took each of Kathy’s wrists and locked them into handcuffs and secured to her iron bed frame. “Now you cant get away, Kathy. Sleep well. We have a long day tomorrow. I’m taking you shopping for a new slave wardrobe. And all of our new friends are going to know I have a my own little geisha girl.“
Nobori was waiting outside and said, “Its time to see our very big secret. Are you ready, Kimiko?”
‘Yes, Father.”