(Hello! I am a first time poster so I'm a little nervous and excited! This first short story of mine is actually somewhat true. I hope you enjoy!)
- What Goes Unseen - Part 1 -
"You look a little nervous back there, are you alright Chris?" My mother asked while driving me to high school.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I replied while avoiding eye contact.
Truth be told, I'm not fine. For as long as I can remember I've been a closet crossdresser. I'm incredibly careful and masterfully cover my tracks. I've had a few close calls but have never been caught. Last night I wore my favorite pair of lacy panties to sleep. I expected to get up early enough to change and get ready for school. What I didn't expect was for my mom to burst into my room at 8am and throw a pair of pants and shirt at me. I had to change under the covers for her not to notice my underwear. Then before I could even get my belt I was being pushed into the car.
So there I sat in the passenger seat, anxiously awaiting the day ahead of me. We made it to school and I stepped out of the car making sure to keep my pants up.
"Chris!" My mom called.
My mind went into red alert "did she see?" I thought.
"I love you honey, see you tonight."
Relief. "Okay, love you too." I responded heading off to school.
Thankfully I don't have gym today I thought to myself. However it soon proved that my anxiety was unfounded as I quickly became occupied with my classes and the day went on as usual.
Then came third period with Ms. Leah. Ms. Leah was every boy's and even a few girls' teacher crush. She was very young and always dressed in cute outfits. She began her lesson as normal when suddenly I found that I was unable to focus at all.
"I wonder what kind of underwear she's wearing? What if it's the same as mine?" My mind trailed as I began to blush.
I found myself riding this train of thought until-
"Chris! I asked you a question." Ms. Leah called out to me.
"What?!" I blurted out turning bright red.
The class roared with laughter and suddenly my anxiety had returned. I could feel all the eyes on me. It was unbearable, then - RIINNGG!
"Saved by the bell." I thought to myself.
I stuffed my bag and headed for the door when Ms. Leah called me. The class cleared out and I headed to her desk where she was seated.
"Chris are you okay? You never get distracted like that." She asked me softly.
"I'm fine Ms. Leah, it won't happen again I promise." I reassured her while adjusting my backpack.
"Okay then, you may go now" Ms. Leah motioned her hand towards the door but in doing so she knocked a jar of pencils off the desk. Then like pure instinct I was squatting to pick Them up. When I came up to put them on her desk she had a small smirk on her face. I left without realizing the little show I had just given her.
The day resumed without any other hiccups and before I knew it I was on my way home. Though my mom dropped me off on her way to work she stays late so I usually walk back home. Glad that the day was finally over I continued my walk home when suddenly I heard a voice call out my name. I turned to see Jenny running over to me.
"Hey Chris wait up!"
Jenny was really smart but reserved. She was also quite pretty behind her plain wardrobe. Though I never noticed as I was always too busy crushing on other girls.
"What is it Jenny?" I replied.
"We're twinning today!" She smiled
"What?" I gave her a confused look.
Then it hit me.
- What Goes Unseen - Part 2 -
"What do you mean?" I played dumb, but it was a bluff.
"We're matching Chris. Look, we both have white tops, blue jeans, and converse!" Jenny said enthusiastically.
How could I not have noticed that earlier! The weight lifted and I relaxed. She didn't know my secret, how could she!
Then she leaned in close and whispered in my ear with a large smile.
"And we've both got the cutest lacy pair of aqua underwear."
My heart skipped. She called my bluff and raised me 20.
- Earlier that day -
In a rather basic looking room a girl sleeps and a phone rings. BZZZT BZZZT
The girl awakens and sits up in her bed. Hair frizzy and eyes puffy she reaches for her phone which lays under her pillow. The caller ID reads LALA.
The girl yawns while answering the call. "It's too early Laura, you know that I keep my phone under my pillow" she says sleepily and partly annoyed.
On the other end of the phone a very cheery Laura responds. "Never mind that Jenny, Toby asked me out!"
"Laura I don't even know who that is, can I go back to sleep?" Jenny says while turning the brightness of her phone down.
"Oh that's right, I forgot that there's only one boy you ever notice, why don't you just ask him out alrea-" Jenny hung up and slid her phone back under her pillow, she had heard it too many times already. It seemed like Laura was always with a new boy and Jenny felt like she couldn't even get her crush to notice her. However Jenny didn't get to sleep much longer before her alarm went off for school.
She repeated her wake up process, grabbed whatever clothes were at the top of her drawers and headed for the shower. After finishing her shower and drying off she took a look at the clothes she grabbed.
"Good enough." She said to herself as she stepped into her lace underwear and non matching sports bra. Jenny threw on the rest of her clothes and sat at her vanity to finish getting ready. She ignored the make-up set that Laura had gifted her and grabbed a brush to untangle her medium length ginger hair. After having a light breakfast Jenny began her walk to school.
"Hey Jaja!" Laura called out to Jenny from the other end of the cafeteria where students waited for class to start.
"Hey Lala." Jenny gave her friend a hug before sitting down next to her.
"Seriously Jaja, jeans and a button up blouse? I thought I taught you better than that." Laura asked jokingly.
"We can't all be fashionistas like you." Jenny responded while Laura waved to an enamored Toby. Jenny rolled her eyes to this.
Jenny and Laura met in elementary and have been inseparable since. Though the two couldn't be more different. This was quite evident as they sat next to each other. Jenny in her plain top and jeans, and Laura with her flowery dress and hair bow.
The two chatted while Jenny looked around for her crush. He was a cute boy, not like the studs and bad boys Laura liked. He was polite, a bit shy, and great short brown hair.
"He's over there." Laura pointed out.
"Where? Don't point!" Jenny blurted as she went quite red faced.
"Hey, you know, he's actually kind of dressed like you." Laura let out a small giggle not realizing just how accurate her statement was.
"Huh? Oh hush, is clothes all you can think about." Jenny got up and headed for her first class giving Laura a wave.
Jenny's two favorite classes were Math, where she sat next to her best friend, and English where she sat behind her crush. Unfortunately up first was neither of these. She slowly made her way to her least favorite place in school, the gymnasium. Jenny had no problem with gym specifically, she wasn't the fittest, but she enjoyed athletic activities. It was changing out that she didn't like. Jenny wasn't fully comfortable in her body yet, and being in a room with half nude girls who she considered more attractive than her self did not help any.
Upon arriving to the locker room Jenny went to a stall to change out as she usually does. The class did their warm ups and then were free to play sports of their choice. Jenny's favorite was basketball, though she wasn't great it was always fun for her. After gym ended she changed back and headed for math.
The math teacher Mr. Dole was quite relaxed and let his students talk amongst themselves as long as they kept up with their work and grades. Which was perfect for Jenny and Laura because math came very naturally for the two of them.
"So have you asked Chris out yet?" Laura poked at Jenny.
"No, and I'm not going to, I'll just embarrass myself, Why would he like me?" Jenny let out a sigh. Laura got a little upset.
"Stop that, everyone in this school would be lucky to have you as a girlfriend. You're so smart, and so pretty, if I were a boy I'd be begging you to go out with me." Laura gave her friend a tight hug and let her head rest on her shoulder. Jenny let out a small chuckle.
"Thanks Laura, I always see him on my walk home, maybe I'll say hi today or something." Jenny breathed in deeply.
"That's my girl" Laura gave Jenny a squeeze.
Soon it was time for English with Ms. Leah. Jenny took her seat behind Chris and got out her notebook. Jenny wasn't a big fan of English but she did like Ms. Leah a lot. Ms. Leah was a very kind but strong willed and very confident person. Jenny looked up to her as a role model and respected her greatly. So she found it a bit embarrassing that all the boys and a few girls were always ogling at her. Jenny spent a good while thinking about what she might say to Chris on her way home from school. She wondered how it could be so difficult to talk to a boy that sat only two feet in front of her. Then she realized who better to ask advice from than Ms. Leah.
"Yeah! That's what I'll do!" Jenny reassured herself.
Then suddenly her thoughts were interrupted by Ms. Leah's voice.
"Chris! I asked you a question."
"What?!" A clearly baffled Chris blurted out. At this time Jenny noticed that she also had no idea what Ms. Leah was just talking about. She too became a bit nervous and hoped her teacher would not call on her to help Chris.
"Sorry Chris" she thought to herself.
Then the bell rang with a loud RIINNGG!
Jenny packed her bags but waited at the back of the room for everyone to leave so she could talk to Ms. Leah privately. However Ms. Leah called Chris over to talk with her. Jenny patiently looked out a window while she waited for Chris to leave, but her looking was interrupted by a loud crash. Jenny turned to see Chris squatting down to pick up some pencils that had fallen. Her eyes grew wide and she covered her mouth.
"Oh my gosh!" Jenny whispered under her breath. There was Chris picking up pencils with a lacy bright aqua waistband sticking out the back of his pants. Then just as quickly Chris was out the door and onto his next class. She stood there for a bit completely stunned.
"Jenny, come here" Ms. Leah called out to her. Jenny headed over to Ms. Leah's desk.
"Jenny, I would consider it a great kindness if you were to not tell anyone about what you just saw. Understood?" Ms. Leah said in a voice both soft and equally stern. Jenny nodded compliantly still unsure what to make of it herself.
"Was there something you wanted to speak to me about?" Ms. Leah's voice went back to its usual softness.
"No, I need to go!" Jenny ran off to her next class which was science. Though it could have very well been anything for the little amount that Jenny could concentrate at the moment.
Thoughts raced in through her head. Why? Was he gay? How long? She needed answers. She needed to confront him. She knew exactly what she'd say.
"We're twinning today!" She thought to herself.
Before long school had ended and she was on her way home. She looked out for Chris. There he is a bit up ahead. She called after him.
"Hey Chris wait up!"
He turned around.
"What is it Jenny?" Asked Chris
"We're twinning today!" Jenny smiled.
"What?" Chris gave her a puzzled look, then nervousness.
"What do you mean?" He asked again.
"We're matching Chris. Look, we both have white tops, blue jeans, and converse!" Jenny said enthusiastically.
A look of relief came over Chris.
Then Jenny leaned in close and whispered in his ear with a large smile.
"And we've both got the cutest lacy pair of aqua underwear."
Chris nearly fainted. He was filled with dread and regret. He wanted to disappear, run away, anything to not be where he was.
Jenny realized that she was causing Chris a great deal of stress which was not her intention.
"I won't tell, I promise, I- I just need to know!" She stuttered. "Why? Are you gay? I liked you and your gay? Of course it'd be like this!" Jenny couldn't stop herself from blurting out more than intended.
"What!? No! I'm not gay. wait." Suddenly The pair of them were bright red.
"You, you liked me? and now you definitely hate me, oh god." Chris put his hand to his face he felt like he had just ruined everything.
"Well, I didn't say I hated you." Jenny moved Chris' hand out of his face and looked into his eyes.
He blushed deeply, it was at this moment that he realized how beautiful Jenny was. "Could you, could you still like me?" He asked looking right back into her hazel eyes.
"I'm not sure, maybe if you explained it to me." She held his hand in hers.
- To Be Continued...
- Note from the Author
Thank you all for the very kind words and constructive criticism on my first story. You guys really inspired me to try and flesh out this story more! I know I may not have gotten much farther chronologically, but I hope you still enjoyed this new chapter! Thank you for reading!
P.S. I wasn't quite sure how to group this with my first part so if it came out wrong a little help would be very appreciated!
- What Goes Unseen - Part 3 -
“I’m not sure, maybe if you explained it to me. What if we meet up after school tomorrow and we can talk about it?”
Jenny’s words kept Chris up all night. He couldn't stop thinking about her.
“No one has ever known that I like to crossdress before, I was always afraid of being ridiculed and bullied. Jenny was nothing but kind to me though, and was she always so beautiful..?” Chris thought to himself and turned red.
When Chris woke up the next morning he made sure to wear his boxers to school this time. He kept fidgeting with the hem of his shirt all day. He was nervous about meeting Jenny after school.
“What will she ask?” He kept thinking to himself.
The day blurred by, Chris just couldn't bring himself to concentrate.
At one point Ms. Leah stopped Chris in the hallway
“Chris.”
“Oh hi Ms. Leah, I'm just on my way to gym.”
“That's quite alright Chris, I just wanted to let you know that if there's ever anything you need to talk about you can always reach out to a teacher”
“Oh, okay, thanks Ms. Leah” Chris politely said goodbye before running off to the gymnasium “I wonder what that was about” he thought to himself.
After school Chris waited at the gate for Jenny. He wasn't standing there for long before a familiar cheery voice called out to him. It was Jenny, she was wearing a sweater and a pleated skirt. It was somehow a lot cuter than what she'd normally wear, yes still very casual.
“Chris! Thanks for waiting for me!” Jenny jogged up to him, she paused for a moment to catch her breath. “Hi,did you have a good day at school today?”
“Oh? Um yeah it was alright I guess.” Chris was a little surprised that Jenny didn't just start questioning him then and there. “How was your day?” He got red and looked away when he realized he was staring at her face.
Jenny turned a bit red too and straightened out her sweater. “It was good! I got the last vanilla pudding cup in the lunch line! They're my favorite.” She smiled at Chris.
Chris returned her smile. “Vanilla pudding is my favorite too! I've got a bunch at home and you're more than welcome to have some.”
The pair started walking over to Chris’ house which was only about a ten minute walk from school or Jenny’s house.
On the walk home Chris discovered that he and Jenny shared quite a lot in common like favorite foods and movies that they both enjoy.
“This is my house.” Chris unlocked the door and invited Jenny in.
“It's really nice Chris.” She followed him to his room.
“We can chat here” Chris had gotten a little nervous again.
“Oh wow, I really like your room, it's great!” Jenny sat on Chris’ bed. “Oh and your bed is so soft.”
“Thanks.” Chris sat down across the room from Jenny at his desk chair. “Soooo um.. you wanted me to explain some things..?”
“Yeah, why were you wearing panties yesterday?” Jenny looked at Chris puzzled.
Chris knew what was coming but it still made his heart skip hearing it out loud. He looked away. “I… I enjoy wearing them, it makes me feel nice.”
“Oh? You think they're comfortable?”
“Yeah, but I also like how cute they are compared to my boy stuff…”
Jenny processes for a second. “You like cutesy stuff?”
“Yeah” Chris tunes red.
“So do you like all girls clothes or just underwear?”
“I like everything, I just don't have too much, only some stuff I managed to buy myself.” Chris frowned a little.
“Can.. I see?”
“Sure..” Chris turns a bit red then picks up a floorboard revealing a cubby with a few pairs of panties and a jean skirt.
“Ooo, w-would you.. wear it for me?” Jenny points at the Jean skirt.
Chris becomes redder. “O-okay… just um, turn around alright..”
Jenny nods and turns around then covers her eyes. Then Chris starts to take off his pants. He's too embarrassed to take off his boxers though so he just puts on the jean skirt over them.
“You can look now…”
Jenny turned and looked in awe “wow…”
Chris covers his face with his arm “I look stupid don't I…?”
Jenny pulls his arm away from his face and holds his hand. Her face close to his. “I.. actually... think you look really good.”
“Wh-wha.. really?” Chris' heart skips a beat and his eyes widen.
Jenny leans in close and whispers “yes..” before kissing him.
When she pulls away Chris is speechless.
Jenny opens her eyes. “I think.. that, I still like you…”
“I- I, I think I like you too Jenny..” Chris stutters oh in response. “So what happens now?”
Jenny holds Chris’ hand “well you could always ask me out on a date..” Jenny checks her phone for the time, and sees a text from Laura that reads. “Jaja where r u girl! I thought we were gonna meet up at your house?”
“Oh Chris, I'm sorry! I've gotta get home! I forgot I promissed to meet Laura at my house! I’ll see you tomorrow at school though!”
“Oh yeah sure.” Chris lead Jenny to his door and waved bye to her as she ran down the street to her house. Jenny waved back as she ran off before sopping for a second to point down.
Chris looked at her puzzled from his doorway and looked down to realize he was still wearing the skirt. “Oh crap!” Chris slammed his door closed and ran back to his room to change.
Chris couldn't help but lay on his bed and keep daydreaming about the kiss.
“She likes me… she knows and she still likes me.. she saw and she still likes me..” Chris smiled.
- (Note from the author)
Hi! It's been a while since I've written, but I had some inspiration and wanted to add more to this story, but I'm having trouble with ordering the chapters? I'd appreciate any helpful advice! Thank you! I hope you enjoy my short stories!