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Blue Light Yokohama

Author: 

  • Melanie Brown

Caution: 

  • CAUTION

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Contests: 

  • 2018-09 Double Dip Story Contest

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • Romantic

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  • Posted by author(s)

 

Blue Light Yokohama
by Melanie Brown
Copyright  © 2018 Melanie Brown

An entry for the September 2018 contest..

 


 

“Whatcha doin’ Grandpa?”

I turned and smiled at my granddaughter, Sarah. She and her mother, my daughter Janet, had come down for an extended visit this weekend.

I put down the slide I had been squinting at through my desk lamp. I said, “I’m trying to clean out some junk when I found this box of stuff from my Air Force days. I haven’t seen this box since your mother was born.”

Sarah’s face brightened as she exclaimed, “Wow! That’s a really old box!”

I chuckled. “Yes it is.”

Sarah peered into the box. She pulled out a plastic yellow box and opened it. Several slides fell out onto the desk. She picked one up. “What are these? Looks like a tiny picture.”

I smiled again at Sarah as I took the slide from her hand before she smudged her fingers all over it. “It’s called a ‘slide’, honey. You have to use a special projector to see them.”

Picking up another slide from the desk, Sarah asked, “Do you have a special projector, Grandpa?”

I shrugged. “I think it’s out in the garage.”

Sarah’s face lit up again. “Can we look at the slides, Grandpa? Can we? Can we?”

I laughed. “We’ll see, sugar. It has to be dark to look at them. I’m not sure where the screen is.” I picked up the loose slides and put them back into the plastic box.

I started rummaging through the large box which was filled with boxes of slides, small Super8 reels of film, old letters, Japanese magazines and lots of printed pictures. Towards the bottom of the box was a loose print, face down. I picked it up, turned it over and froze.

I shook my head. I haven’t thought of this person literally in decades as I studied the old photo of me and a girl with her arm on my shoulder. I suddenly felt choked up as memories started flooding my mind.

“You okay, Grandpa?”

*          *          *

“Well Sanderson. You’ve been here a week. How do you like Misawa so far?” Several guys in the shop laughed as I dusted the snow from my parka.

I exclaimed, “It’s just too damned cold!” And it was.

I had just made rank of sergeant in the U.S. Air Force as a munitions specialist and had just been transferred to work in the bomb dump at Misawa AFB in Japan. The weather was definitely different from the tech school in Florida.

At first I was excited to be sent to Japan. But I wasn’t expecting such bone chilling cold. It was 1968 and as soon as I had received my draft notice several months earlier, I hurried down to my Air Force recruiter. Since I had just lost a friend from high school in Viet Nam, I wanted to try to avoid the war. That lasted until after I was transferred to Ubon Thailand when that base came under attack by Thai communists. But that’s another story.

“What are you talking about, Sanderson?” asked Slovenski. “It’s an absolutely beautiful day outside.” He looked out the shop’s window at the swirling snow.

Staff Sgt Fuller slipped out of the chair he was sitting in. “Nothing is taking off in this weather. But it’s supposed to clear tonight so we’ll have a lot to do tomorrow. Right now this shop looks like your room back home Slovenski.”

“You’ve never seen my room!” complained Slovenski.

Staff Sgt Fuller laughed. “I can smell it from here. Did you ever wash your socks? Let’s get this place squared away.”

After sweeping for about half an hour, I sat down at the desk to take a quick break. There were several Japanese movie and celebrity magazines lying on the desk. They were strange magazines that you had to look at from back to front, some great color pictures on slick pages mixed with black and white pictures on different colored regular paper. And they all had racy comics in the middle.

I was thumbing through one of the new ones someone had brought in when I stopped at a full page picture of an absolutely gorgeous girl.

“Wow,” I exclaimed. “This is one pretty girl. I wonder who she is?”

Slovenski and one of the other guys looked over my shoulder. They both laughed.

“What’s so funny?” I asked, still looking at the picture.

Chuckling, Slovenski said, “That’s Peter. That’s a guy. He sings with a deep voice.”

“That’s horse shit!” I shouted. “That’s definitely a girl!”

The other guy, Johnson, shook his head. “Sorry, man. But that’s a guy. We’ve seen him on TV. Don’t feel bad. He fooled us too at first.”

I stared at the picture. She had a cute hair style. She was all made up and wearing cute girl’s clothes. How could this be a guy? But emblazoned across the full page picture was the word ‘Peter’.” Holy cats. Japan was one weird country.

*          *          *

The inclement weather lasted two days. Finally we were able to prep the thousand pound bombs waiting to be loaded. We were rushed for time, so the whole team was attaching fins and spinning the fuses in and moving the bombs to the trucks to be driven out to the flight-line. It was a long, hard day and we were beat when we took the last truck out.

Wiping his hands with a rag, Staff Sgt Fuller said, “Okay guys. Once we get the shop squared away, I say we head over to Hohryo for a beer and something to eat.” There was a general agreement all around.

Hohryo is a restaurant just across the street from the base entrance and within walking distance from the gate. The food is good and plenty of sake. The staff that works there are all cute girls.

Most, but not all of us were able to pile into Slovenski’s car. So Johnson and I took my car. I had bought a cheap used little Honda truck that would just barely hold two Americans. I had bought it my second day in Misawa from another G.I. who was heading back home and needed to part with it fast. We then drove across the base to Hohryo’s. I don’t think I’ll every fully get used to the steering wheel being on the wrong side.

I’m sure it was due to the proximity to the base, but the menus were in both English and Japanese. There’s a McDonald’s in town and I suggested going there, but was voted down. The fish is caught by local fishermen so I was taking a serious look at that.

I looked around the restaurant, watching the girls who worked there. I was struck by one in particular. From her cute face to the way she wore her hair, I was instantly attracted to her. I definitely wanted to know more about her. She saw me looking at her and she smiled shyly and then turned away.

I nudged Johnson and pointed at the girl. “Do you know anything about that chick?”

Johnson looked to where I was pointing. “Akane?” He and Slovenski both laughed and Johnson continued. “Man. You’re batting a thousand aren’t you Sanderson?”

Frowning, I asked, “What do you mean?”

Grinning, Johnson said, “Akane’s a boy. What do you call them? A transvestite?”

I leaned roughly back in my chair and exclaimed, “You’re shitting me! There’s no way that’s a boy.”

Slovenski laughed. “Ask him. He’ll tell you.”

Staff Sgt Fuller took a swig from the bottle of American beer and said, “She… or he, was almost beat up last year by an American. A tourist. Can’t say I completely blame him, though. He was fooled by her, so now she tries to let every American know.”

I continued looking at Akane. “Well crap, man. Is every pretty girl in Japan a guy?”

Johnson shook his head. “That’s the only one I know of.”

Throughout the meal, I found myself staring at Akane. How could anything so attractive, so feminine, be a guy? It just didn’t seem possible. She caught me staring at her one too many times and she came over to me.

Scowling, she scolded me. “American. Stop staring. I’m a boy.”

I smiled at her. “Stop being so beautiful!”

She laughed and turned away.

Pointing with his thumb, Slovenski said, “Now that mama-san Fumiko over there is a real woman. You might ask her.”

The woman he indicated looked to be in her late fifties with her hair pulled back in a short ponytail and had a couple missing teeth. She was washing dishes.

I don’t know if she could hear us, but I wasn’t going to be an “ugly American” and insult her. I shrugged and said, “I’m sure she’s a nice lady, but she’s not my type.”

Johnson laughed. “Yeah. She’s more Fuller’s type.” Everyone laughed.

As we got up to leave, I noticed Akane giving me a curious look. I shook my head as I turned to head back to my truck. Japan was definitely nothing like Texas.

*          *          *

The next week was pretty busy. We had to prep a lot of bombs. We were pretty tired at the end of the day so no one felt like going anywhere. We usually just ate at the PX. I found I liked Japanese food, but I just can’t take a steady diet of it.

After eating for an hour or so the crew and I would watch Japanese TV. Talk about a hoot. We had no idea what was being said, but we watched anyway. Apparently there’s more to Japanese culture than just Godzilla movies.

One evening I was at the desk writing a letter to my parents when Johnson called my name. “Sanderson! Take a look! You’re girlfriend’s on TV!”

I walked over to the TV and on the screen was Peter, singing in a voice that didn’t match his appearance. Everyone laughed. I shook my head. “Hardee-har-har, guys. Knock it off, okay? That’s hardly my girlfriend.”

Slovenski laughed. “Yeah. Akane is.”

I stiffened. “That’s not funny, man. Anybody coulda been fooled. You said you were yourself.”

Johnson tossed a pair of underwear at me. “We’re just ribbing you, man.”

I tossed it back at him. “Well, you can just knock it off.”

Saturday came around and while it was still cold, the sun was out and as I had the day off, I decided to drive around the country side. Nobody wanted to go with me, so I headed out by myself. To be honest, I only asked to be polite. I kind of wanted to get away from everyone for a while.

I enjoyed the drive. The roads were clear, mostly. I was listening to a Japanese radio station. It was a nice break from the daily routine to drive through the hills and farmlands in the surrounding area.

It was getting late in the afternoon and I hadn’t stopped anywhere to eat. Instead of entering the base and eating a burger at the PX, I decided to stop at Hohryo. It looked empty which was good. I still wasn’t in the mood to deal with the rest of the crew.

When I entered, the woman named Fumiko grinned at me as I sat down. I set my Canon 35mm on the table. I never go anywhere without it. “Welcome back.” She pointed at Akane and nodded in my direction.

Akane hesitated and looked embarrassed. She walked over to me and asked, “How may I help you Sander-san?”

I was surprised she knew my name. “It’s just SanderSON. And how did you know my name?”

Looking shyly away, Akane said, “I remember what the other Americans called you. And it’s on your uniform.” I smiled sheepishly at her and started studying the menu quickly.

Glancing up from the menu, I said, “I’ll have the fish, Akane-chan.”

She smiled an embarrassed smile. “Right away, Sander-san.” I watched her walk back towards the kitchen area. I still think the guys are ribbing me. She’s just too pretty to be a guy.

When she brought my order to me, I asked, “Can you sit with me for a minute? The place is empty and I didn’t want to eat by myself.”

Akane looked over at Fumiko who nodded at her. Looking a bit scared actually, she sat across from me.

Suddenly struggling to have something to say, I asked, “So. Are you from here?”

Akane nodded. “Yes. I was born in Misawa. I live with my family and take a bus to come work here.”

Curious, I asked, “You couldn’t find something closer to your home?”

Akane suddenly looked both hurt and embarrassed. “My father is ashamed of me. He wants me to stay away as much as possible.”

I shook my head and frowned. “Ashamed? He should be happy to have such a pretty daughter.”

Akane looked away and then at the floor. “I know your friends have told you I’m not a girl.”

I chuckled. “Yes. And I don’t care what they say. All I see is a very pretty girl.” For the life of me, I couldn’t figure out myself why I so attracted to her. By her own admission she wasn’t a female. But she was. There wasn’t one masculine thing about her. Maybe it was the novelty of it that attracted me to her. Honestly, she was just a sweet, pretty girl.

She smiled at me. “You’re just saying that.”

I shook my head. “No. It’s the truth. I think you’re very pretty.” Maybe just call me shallow I guess. I was taken in by her beauty and I really didn’t think much deeper than that.

Her eyes brightened and she laughed. “I think you’re one crazy American, Sander-san.”

I laughed as well. “No argument there.”

I picked up my camera. “Is it okay if I take your picture?”

Akane’s expression changed immediately. Furrowing her brows she asked, “Why would you want a picture of me? Everyone avoids me. You shouldn’t like me. I’m a boy.”

I frowned. “For the millionth time, Akane-chan. I sure as hell don’t see a boy here. If you don’t want me to, fine. But I’m not going to be here too much longer and I’d like to keep a memory of you.” For some reason, the Air Force decided they needed me more in Ubon Thailand than here in Misawa. I still had a few weeks though.

Still seeming to be unsure, Akane said, “Okay, Sander-san. You can take a picture.” She smiled weakly as I focused my camera. I took a couple of pictures.

“Can I have a bigger smile?” I asked as I looked around the camera at her. She gave me a bigger smile that almost exposed her teeth. I took that. I then looked around the camera and made a face at her. She laughed and I got a shot of that.

I looked over at Fumiko. “Can you take a picture of both of us?”

Fumiko grinned broadly. “Sure thing.”

I handed her my camera. “Do you know how to work it?” She frowned and looked at me like I was an idiot.

I pulled a chair up next to Akane and leaned in close for the picture. I heard the camera click. I put my arm around her shoulder. Instead of shrinking away, she laughed. I heard the camera click again. That picture became my favorite.

I took my camera back. Not sure if it was appropriate or not, I bowed slightly to Fumiko and said, “Doumo arigatou.”

Fumiko smiled at me and then at Akane. “You are most welcome, Sander-san.”

I looked at Akane. “Well, sad to say, I need to get going. Thanks again.”

I paid my bill and turned to leave. I saw Akane watch me as I left.

*          *          *

Johnson angrily snatched one of the prints of Akane from my hand while I was looking at it. “You took pictures of that fruitcake? What are you, a faggot?”

Slovenski grabbed the picture from Johnson. “Yeah man. What’s the deal? We don’t need any homos around here.”

I quietly and quickly put my other pictures away. “Hey man. It’s just a souvenir. We don’t have those things in Texas.” I did feel a twinge of shame for not standing up for Akane, but I didn’t feel like getting beat up either.

Another guy grabbed the picture from Slovenski. “That’s really perverted, man. You don’t really like that, do you?”

Staff Sgt Fuller walked up and took the picture. “Knock it off. Leave the kid alone. It’s his first time away from home and he’s overwhelmed by the exotic.” He tore the picture up into several pieces and tossed them into the trash.

Slovenski punched my arm. “We were starting to worry about you, Sanderson. Maybe you shouldn’t go back to Hohryo anymore.”

I just shrugged and looked over at the trashcan. I’m glad I still had the negatives.

*          *          *

I was free for the weekend. I really wanted to head to Tokyo and see the Ginza. But I was just too short of money. But I wanted to get away. Away from the bomb dump and away from the crew who were starting to really annoy me. Ribbing me for thinking Akane was cute was getting tiresome, but hey everybody got ribbed for something. But they just wouldn’t stop. Even after the Staff Sgt told them to knock it off.

I just needed to get away, even if that getting away was just a hotel a few miles from the base. My plans were to mostly sleep, but I also wanted to explore around that part of Japan. It was doubtful that I’d ever return to the country once I got out of the service.

Saturday morning I woke up at the hotel and looked out the window. It was snowing. Not like a blizzard. The roads didn’t look bad or anything so I got dressed and went down to my truck. To help with traction, I had put a few sandbags in the bed.

I headed off north around Lake Ogawara and then down the twisty country roads and traveled to Aomori where I found a McDonald’s and had an early lunch. Then south to Kazuno. And finally back north to return to Misawa. It wasn’t a great distance, but I stopped a lot to take pictures and relax. Later in the afternoon, the sun did finally come out. It was dark when I returned to my hotel in Misawa.

After about half an hour of watching TV, though I had no idea what was happening in them, it finally dawned on me that I was hungry. It was getting late, and I wasn’t feeling particularly experimental. I thought about going to Hohryo despite my friends suggesting I avoid it. But it was late and if those guys were off base, they’d be in some bar. To hell with them. I wanted something good to eat and … and… I wanted to see Akane.

I parked my car on a darkened street behind Hohryo so my car wasn’t likely to be seen. I walked a short distance to the restaurant and peered around the corner. I couldn’t see Slovenski’s car or anything else that looked familiar. So I straightened my shoulders and walked inside.

The place was hopping. It’s rare to see it so busy, even for a restaurant so close to the base. I looked around trying to find a place to sit. Fumiko saw me and smiled. She waved towards a small table in a corner. I nodded and started to walk to it. I heard Fumiko shout, “Akane!”

As I sat down, Akane hurried up to the table, breathless. Her hair was disheveled and she looked tired. She bowed slightly and smiled weakly to me. “Konnichiwa. Good to see you again, Sander-san. I’m very sorry that I can’t chat.”

I smiled at her. “You look tired. I’ve never seen this place so busy. I’ll just have the fish.”

Akane glanced over the crowd. “It might take a little longer.”

I chuckled. “I’ve got all night.”

I watched her leave with my order. I was still amazed at her grace and feminine motions as she walked.

I looked around the room. It was a mixed crowd. Some locals, a tourist or two and a few G.I.’s. Almost all men. I wondered who besides me knew of her secret. I noticed several ogling her as well as the other girls. The customers would call out to the girls with what sounded like lewd comments. They got their butts slapped and all the men laughed. There didn’t seem to be much respect to women here.

Looking completely tired, after things had slowed down, and the last customer finally left, Akane came over and sat down at my table. She shook the hair out of her face and breathed a heavy sigh. Looking at the floor, she said, “This has been one rough night.” She glanced over at me. “Why are you still here, Sander-san? You finished eating like two hours ago.”

I leaned back in my chair and smiled at her. “I’m off for the weekend. I have no place else to go.”

Akane shook her head at me. “You should be out having fun, Sander-san. There are plenty of girls down the street. That’s where your friends go.”

I shook my head and leaned forward. “I’d rather talk to you instead.”

Akane laughed. It was almost musical. “You are one crazy American.”

Over the sound of a diesel engine rumbling outside, I said, “You’re probably right.”

Fumiko came running up and shouted, “Akane! Akane! That was the last bus for the night! You were supposed to leave an hour ago.”

Akane slapped her palm to her forehead. “Chikushō!” She started to cry. “It was so busy I forgot.”

“What’s wrong, Akane?” I asked feeling worried.

Wiping a finger under her eye, Akane said, “I just missed the last bus going downtown. I have no way to get home now.”

I shrugged. “I can take you home.”

Akane shook her head vigorously. “No. I couldn’t ask you to do that.”

I stood up. “Hey. I insist. It’s not like you can walk home.” I noticed Fumiko smiling as she started washing dishes.

Akane pointed at me as she stood up. “No funny business, Sander-san.”

I raised my hands defensively. “Hey. I’m just trying to help.”

She smiled slightly as she glanced to the floor. “Azasu.”

“If you’re ready, I’m parked around the corner.” I extended my hand in a gesture suggesting that we leave.

“Why are you parked in the dark?” Akane asked as I unlocked the truck’s passenger door.

I shrugged in the darkness. “I didn’t want the guys from the bomb dump to think I was still in town.”

After I had started the engine, I turned to Akane. “I have no idea where you live, so you’ll have to give me directions as we go.”

Akane nodded. “To start, just drive up the coast past the port. I’ll tell you where to turn.” She grinned when I turned on the truck’s radio. “I listen to this station too.”

I drove the truck out into the street and turned left in front of Hohryo and drove past the base’s gates towards the ports.

I drove with a death grip on the steering wheel. I so wanted to put my arm across her shoulder, but I still didn’t know her that well and I didn’t know if she’d be offended or not. And would most people find that a weird thing to do. And do I even care? Probably not at this point.

As we came around a turn, I had to stop the truck. The view was beautiful at night. The moon reflecting on the snow and the ocean along with the harbor lights; it was just too good to pass up.

“Do you mind if I stop here for a minute?” I asked Akane. “I want to try to get a picture of this.”

“I was wondering why you stopped.” She looked worried for a moment. I left the ignition on “accessory” so she could listen to the radio.

I took my camera along with a cable release so I wouldn’t have to hold the shutter with my finger out of the camera bag. I set the camera up on the roof of the truck since I didn’t have my tripod to steady the camera. I took several shots using different shutter delays. After a couple minutes, I put everything back in the bag and tossed the bag behind my seat.

As I slid back into the driver’s seat, I said, “I hope one of those come out okay. It’s a beautiful shot.”

As I reached for the ignition key, Akane touched my hand. “Oh wait. This is my favorite song.” The song just starting to play was “Blue Light Yokohama” sung by Ayumi Ishida, another favorite of us “round eyes.” Akane listened with her eyes closed.

“What’s this song about?” I liked the song, but not understanding Japanese, I never knew what the song was about.

Her eyes still closed, Akane said, “It’s a love song. Being held, protected in your arms like the small boats in Yokohama. Give me one more tender kiss…” Her voice drifted off as she snuggled close to me and looked up into my eyes.

I looked down at Akane’s pretty face. Her slightly parted lips looked so inviting. So kissable. A voice in the back of my head said to not do it. I bent my head down close to Akane’s face.

After a moment’s hesitation, my lips touched hers. Her lips were soft and wonderful. She sighed slightly as she closed her eyes as I pressed my lips against hers. No tongue, no wild passion. Just a long, deep pleasantly soft kiss. I slid an arm around her shoulder and held her close as we kissed. I could have held her in my arms all night long.

Akane slowly pulled away from me. “My father is probably wondering where I am.”

I nodded as I pulled back from her. “I’d worry about my beautiful daughter too.”

Akane frowned deeply as she moved away. “My father hates me. I disappoint him. But he insists I return home prompt so I’m not tempted to be a prostitute. Which I’m not of course.”

I raised my eyebrows. “Holy crap. You’re a sweet, lovely girl. You’re old enough. You should try to move out on your own.”

She nodded. “My sister lives in Tokyo. She keeps asking me to come there.”

I wiped a tear away that was rolling down her cheek. “I think that’d be a great idea.” I turned the key and started the engine.

She nodded as she looked down at her feet. “I’ve been thinking about it.”

We drove on in mostly silence, broken by Akane’s directions to turn here and then there until she told me to stop the truck.

I looked at the darkened house near the street where I had stopped. “Is this your house? I’ll walk you to your door.”

Akane shook her head. “No. It’s a few houses down. I don’t want to take the chance that my father will see you.”

I frowned slightly. “What’s the big deal. I’m just bringing you home.”

Smiling, Akane said, “I’m supposed to take the bus, remember? Besides, my father hates Americans. Many people his age and older are still upset about the war.”

I shook my head. “That’s a long time to hold a grudge. Well, have a good night. I’ll try to come by at least once next week. I’m being transferred.” I shivered from the cold. I don’t think it snows much in Thailand.

Looking a little crestfallen, Akane asked, “You mean I won’t get to see you anymore?”

Nodding, I said, “It’s unlikely I’ll return to Misawa.”

She nodded sadly. She then reached behind her and unclasped the necklace she was wearing. It was a necklace she always wore.

“Here, Sander-san. I want you to have this. To remember me by,” she said, her voice heavy with sadness.

“I can’t take your necklace,” I said starting to choke up myself.

She smiled weakly as she forced the necklace into my hand. “I insist.”

She looked at me for a moment and then took me completely off guard when she threw her arms around my neck and kissed me. Those same, soft kissable lips pressed hard against mine with a depth of passion that surprised me. I held her close to me and we kissed as if there was no tomorrow.

We were both breathless when she pulled away. Looking away from me, Akane said, “I need to go.” She gave me one last quick kiss before quickly exiting the truck. I just sat there watching her run to her house. I sat there for several minutes after I saw her go inside.

*          *          *

The sun was going down as I got out of my truck parked outside Hohryo. Actually it wasn’t mine any more as I had sold it to the new guy that afternoon. But he let me use it one last time. I picked up the flowers I had bought for Akane. The next morning a C-130 was leaving for Thailand at oh-five hundred with me and the rest of the cargo.

As I walked inside, all the girls that worked there turned and looked at me and then at Fumiko with worried expressions. Fumiko turned towards me and dropped a plate of food on the floor and rushed around the counter towards me.

“Sander-san!” she half whispered.

“Where’s Akane?” I asked, holding up the flowers.

Fumiko bowed slightly at me. “Sander-san! I am so sorry! I have bad news for you.” She started to cry.

Feeling a sudden bolt of cold flash down my spine, I looked worriedly at Fumiko. “What? Is Akane okay?”

Fumiko looked up at me. She forced herself to speak. “Akane is dead, Sander-san. I’m so very sorry. This morning, the bus she was riding in was hit by a car and the bus rolled over into a ditch. She was one of several that did not survive. I’m so sorry, Sander-san.”

Suddenly numb, I dropped the flowers I was holding and dropped to the floor on my knees. “Akane’s dead? Are you sure?” Fumiko simply nodded. The girls working at Hohryo were crying as well. I had heard there had been an accident in town, but I didn’t think anything about it. Oh my God! How could she be gone? She was so beautiful! Dear God why her?

I leaned forward pressing my clenched fists to the floor and cried.

Fumiko touched my arm. “Sander-san? Sander-san…?

*          *          *

“Dad? Dad? You okay?”

I turned around to see my daughter Janet. I smiled weakly. “I’m fine.”

“Mom said to come tell you that dinner’s ready.” She looked at me with a worried expression. “Are you sure you’re okay?”

I cleared my throat. “Yeah, I’m fine. I was going through some old stuff I hadn’t seen in years and got lost in thought.”

Janet looked at the picture I was holding. “Wow, Dad. She’s beautiful.” She grinned knowingly at me. “Old girlfriend?”

I shrugged. “Sorta. She’s a girl I met in Japan.”

She then looked into the box where I was keeping all my Air Force pictures and other stuff. She pulled something from the bottom of the box.

She held up a necklace. Akane’s necklace. “This is pretty, Dad. Oh! It’s the same necklace you’re old girlfriend is wearing.”

I filled with emotion as I looked at the necklace that Akane wore so many years ago. “Since you like it, Janet, why don’t you take it?”

Janet shook her head. “Oh no, Dad. This is your keepsake. You should hang on to it.”

I smiled. “It’s not doing anyone any good at the bottom of that box. It belongs on the neck of a beautiful woman; like my beautiful daughter.”

She hesitated a moment. She smiled at me. “Well, if you insist. Can you help me put it on?” She turned around and flipped her hair off her neck. I took the delicate chain and clasped it around her neck.

“It looks beautiful on you,” I said, fighting back a tear.

Janet turned to face me, her face bright as she smiled. “Thanks, Dad. It really is beautiful.”

Frowning slightly, I said, “Just don’t lose it!”

Janet laughed. “Don’t worry. Oh. Sarah said you were going to show your Air Force slides tonight after dinner.”

I chuckled. “If the projector still works.”

Janet nodded her head in the direction of the kitchen. “Let’s go eat before it gets cold.”

“I’ll be right there,” I said as she turned to leave.

When Janet was gone, I looked at the picture one more time. I gently kissed the image of Akane in the picture. I carefully put the picture back in the box and walked slowly to the dining room to join my family.

*          *          *

The End

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Mun River

Author: 

  • Melanie Brown

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • Romantic

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Mun River
by Melanie Brown
Copyright  © 2023 Melanie Brown

Sequel to Blue Light Yokohama - Ed
 


 
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It was a warm evening when I stepped off the baht bus near the banks of the Mun River in Ubon Thailand. From what I’ve been told, it’s always a warm evening in Thailand. I grinned to myself on how when I first heard about the Mun River, in my mind I heard Andy Williams crooning away. Not the same river. Just a few hours ago, I was freezing my buns off at the Misawa AFB in Japan and now I’m sweating wearing my civvies in Ubon Thailand, home of the 408 MMS.

While I’ve yet to start work at the bomb dump at the base, it has been a long day getting processed in with all the paperwork. A buddy got me set up with an off-base bungalow instead of living in the barracks. It’s nice. We have house boys to clean our rooms.

I didn’t want to be out here too long as it got dark, but I did amuse myself looking at all the boats lining the banks of the river. These weren’t the nice boats you see along a river in the U.S. These boats are more like floating shanties where people live. I shook my head watching one person standing in the river brushing his teeth while just a couple of boats upstream was someone was taking a piss into the same river. The Mun River is a tributary to the Mekong River. Which is about as close to Vietnam as I ever want to get. Well, I did have a layover in Saigon on my way from Japan. At least I got combat pay while I was there.

I heard some crunching on gravel behind me. I turned to see my buddy Collins coming up behind me. He wanted to make sure I stayed out of trouble hanging out with the natives.

Holding his Nikon up to get a shot in the fading evening sun. He looked over at me and asked, “Hey bud. Where’s your camera? You should always have it with you.”

I nodded at Collins. “Yeah. I regret not bringing it already. Lot of chicks here.”

Collins lightly punched my shoulder. “You best stay away from those chicks, Slick. Unless you enjoy the clap.”

I frowned at Collins. “They can’t all have it.”

Collins chuckled. “You really want to chance it? I recommend look all you want, but don’t touch.”

Collins took a picture of a large group of people standing under a large tree at the river bank.

“Do these folks mind if you take their picture?” I asked.

Collins laughed again. “Hell, who cares what the gooks think.” On the wall of his bungalow, Collins had a poster that was mostly red with a stylized cartoon of an American soldier firing his weapon with the words in large black letters above the soldier, “Join the military: Travel to exotic, distant lands, meet interesting and exciting people and kill them.”

There was a girl standing apart of the group who was staring at us. When she saw me look at her, she smiled. I inclined my head towards her and said, “That girl is staring at us for some reason. Surely she’s seen Americans before.”

Collins looked over at the girl. “Yeah, she knows Americans. She works at a café downtown called The Bangkok Bakery. It’s actually one of the nicer shops downtown.”

I kept looking at the girl who kept looking at us. “Food any good?”

Collins shrugged. “It’s okay, if you like gook food. It’s safer to eat at the mess hall. Nobody believes that, but it’s true.” He chuckled.

“Do you know anything about that girl?,” I asked Collins. “She’s kinda cute.”

Collins laughed loud enough to cause some people to look at us. “Sanderson, you sure can pick them!”

I narrowed my eyes at Collins. “What are you talking about.”

Collins shook his head. “Stay away from that one, Sanderson. She’s a kathoey.”

I shrugged. “What does that mean?”

With a smirk, Collins said, “She’s a transvestite. Like that one you ran into in Japan.”

I was struck with a sudden sadness at the memory of that poor girl Akane. We shared a special moment the night before she died. The guys at the base in Misawa all said rude things about her, but to me, she was a very pretty and very nice girl. And here I find another such girl, who’s not quite a girl. It’s crazy.

Collins said, “Come on. I think it’s time we get back.”

*          *          *

The next morning was bright and sunny. The palm and bamboo certainly gave the base an exotic look. Collins gave me a quick tour before they told me just what my job was to be.

We walked across a large clearing towards a few low buildings. Several vehicles were parked around it.

Pointing at the building as we neared it, Collins said, “This is the motor pool. You’ll be spending a lot of your time here. It seems these trucks and tractors always need repairs.” Inside were a large variety of tools and water jugs. What I didn’t like was that you had to lie down in the dirt to work on the engines or drive train.

As we walked out, I noticed a sign above the buildings. “Yamaha Shop” in red letters was on the sign. “Pointing, I asked Collins, what’s up with this?”

Collins chuckled as he answered. “This was a motorcycle shop before the base took over. The sign was left up to be funny.”

We climbed up in one of the several dark blue pickup trucks to drive through the base. It was too hot and large to do a lot of walking. At the bomb dump, there was an office and loading dock. There was a pallet of thousand pound bombs getting their fins and fuses installed. Surrounding us were revetments where the bombs were stored. Collins introduced me to some of the crew working there.

Collins stood there patting a thousand pounder after it had been loaded onto the trailer.

Collins said, “They’re getting ready to haul these to the flight line where they’re likely to be loaded onto F4s. Be sure to have your camera ready, because if you’re lucky, they’ll send a SR71 up. Those puppies don’t hang around. You have to be quick when they open the hanger, as it runs right out immediately and down the runway and at the end goes straight up, afterburners glowing. It’s quite a sight so you have to be quick. I almost got a picture once.”

As we drove around, I noticed these black, rubber looking tanks filled with water. “What are those for?” I asked.

Collins pointed at one. “In case of a fire. But we also use them for something else.”

Trying to talk above the whine of the truck’s engine, I asked, “Oh. What’s that?”

Collins chuckled. “If someone decides he’s not going to take a shower for a few days, we grab him and toss him the water. We only have to do it once.” I just shook my head and grinned.

Collins said, “One last thing is to show you the flight line and where you park to get unloaded.”

I was surprised there were other roads intersecting the one we were on. I thought there’d just be the one road between the bomb dump and the flight line. It was interesting to be surrounded by jungles.

“Hey! What’s with the kids?” I asked as I pointed at a few kids walking along the road and running down in the ditch beside the road.

Collins smirked. “We use local roads. Turning left up here takes us to a small village. It’s their country.” I saw a few signs that read “Royal Thai Air Force.”

Grinning, Collins said, “Okay, we need to take this vehicle back to the motor pool. Tell you what. We’ll take the baht bus downtown for lunch. We’ll go to the Bangkok Bakery so you can see your girlfriend. Tomorrow you’re going to be very busy.”

*          *          *

We got off the baht bus in downtown Ubon in the bright late morning light. There was a temple that dazzled your eyes to look at it. Much of it, including all the roof was covered in gold.

As Collins led us towards the Bangkok Bakery, I asked, “How can they afford to cover everything in gold? Aren’t they worried about theft?”

Collins shook his head. “It’s Thai gold. It has so many impurities in it, that it’s virtually worthless. Come on. The Bangkok Bakery is just around the corner.”

As we entered the Thai restaurant, I saw four girls working there. The place was clean with wooden tables. I saw the girl or whatever she is, that we saw at the river. She smiled at me.

“Good morning, Sgt Collins,” said one of the girls in a somewhat grating voice reminiscent of Chinese, smiling at us

Collins sat down at a stool at the counter. “And good morning to you, Mai. We’re off-duty today, so I’ll take a Singha. And one for my friend too.”

Mai smiled at me. “Thank you for bringing us new customers.” As she brought the beers out, she asked, “Does your friend have a name?”

Collins laughed. “Of course he does. Meet Sgt. Sanderson. Just in fresh from Japan.”

Mai grinned at me. “Nice to meet you, Sgt. Sanderson. I am Mai. The one whiping down the tables is Kaeo. And this one staring at you is Sarai.” Sarai looked embarrassed.

I smiled and said, “It’s very nice to meet you ladies.” I took a swig of my beer and gave the bottle a curious look. “This is a little bitter.”

Collins shrugged. “You’ll like it. Mai, I’ll have the chicken fried rice. Sanderson will have the same.”

I frowned at Collins. “I can order my own. I just wanted a hamburger.”

Collins said, “They use water buffalo for beef here.”

I nodded. “Okay. I’ll take the chicken fried rice.” It wasn’t until I got back to the states that I found out water buffalo is actually a healthier beef.

Mai grinned and said, “Two chicken fried rice coming up!”

To Mai, I said, “Your English is very good.”

Mai chuckled. “So is yours.”

Collins laughed. “Mai spent some time growing up in California.”

I smiled sheepishly and said, “Oh.” I looked over at Sarai. “Do you talk?”

Embarrassed, Sarai nodded. “When I have to.”

Collins said, “Remember, he’s a kathoey.”

Sarai lowered her head, “He’s right. I’m a boy.”

I smiled at her and said, “Well, I’m not rude. You look like a very lovely young lady to me.” She looked up and smiled at me.

As we exited the restaurant on our way back to the base, Collins whacked my arm and he looked at me sternly. “Look, if you’re into kinky stuff, I don’t want to know about it. But man, I’m telling you. Be careful around Sarai. It’s suspected he has ties with the Thai communists around here.”

I scowled at Collins. “Hey, lay off, man. She seems nice. It’s not like I go around blabbing secrets. And it’s not like Thais don’t work on the base.”

Collins thumped my chest. “Just be careful, man.”

Later that evening, I went alone back to the Mun River and wandered around. I mentally slapped myself. Was I expecting to run into Sarai? Didn’t matter because I didn’t.

*          *          *

It was Friday and I was tired of breaking my back, tired of the heat and I was really tired of Collins’ bullshit. I don’t know what the others were doing, but I was just going to kick back, relax, take a walk to unwind and have a beer and a burger at the Bangkok Bakery.

The week was exhausting. The government had declared a bombing halt. I don’t know where we’re dropping these bombs but delivering bombs to the flight line seems almost doubled. This is the second so-called bombing halt I’ve been through and they just mean more work.

“Greetings, Sgt. Sanderson,” said Mai as I walked through the door. “How are you tonight?”

I sighed heavily as I sat down on the stool at the counter and slid my sunglasses into my front shirt pocket. “I’m beat. It’s been a rough week. You know what they say… there is no gravity. The earth sucks.”

Mai chuckled. She waved to Sarai. “See what Sgt Sanderson needs.”

Before I said anything, she set a bottle of Singha down in front of me. I grinned at her. “And burger and fries.” I picked up the beer. It was already opened. I downed a slug and closed my eyes for a few moments.

As the burger was cooking, Sarai asked, “So G.I., where have you been? No visit all week.”

I rested my elbow on the counter and rested my head in my hand. “It’s been really busy.”

She looked at me curiously. “On American news, it said Johnson had declared a bombing halt. I thought you G.I.’s would be on vacation.”

I just blankly stared at her. “I can’t talk about it.” Mostly because I don’t know anything about it.

Sarai just shrugged and returned to tending to the burger.

As I was paying after finishing my meal, Mai called out to Sarai, “We’re closed now. You can go ahead and leave.”

As soon as I was out the door, Sarai was next to me. She giggled, “So. You have a girlfriend waiting at home?”

I shook my head. “Nope. No girlfriend.”

She looked surprised. “Do you have a mother?”

I laughed. “I do have one of those.”

Sarai grinned. “You should buy her a gift. Come with me.” She took my hand and started to lead me across the street.

I stopped while she continued to tug on my hand. “Hey, whoa. I don’t carry a lot of money on me.”

Sarai shook her head at me. “I’m not going to rob you or try to sell you sex. I was going to show you my favorite jewelry store.”

I relaxed a bit, but remained alert. She led me to a jewelry store just down the street from the Bangkok Bakery. She pointed out several items she thought my mother would like. “Your mother would enjoy some gold jewelry.”

I shook my head and chuckled. “This gold isn’t worth much.”

She held up a gold necklace. “It’s still pretty.” I nodded and went ahead and bought it. It wasn’t expensive.

The store wasn’t like a typical store. It was open to the dirty street. Their items were just laid out on table tops. While looking, Sarai suddenly shouted in an angry outburst as she let go of my hand and looked behind me. Her angry shouting in Thai was a bit grating. I turned around to see a young boy attempting to steal my wallet. Sarai gave chase a few feet as the boy ran away.

“Holy shit!” I exclaimed as I made sure my wallet was still in my pocket. I looked over at Sarai as she walked back towards me. “Thank you. That’s why I never carry much cash.”

She nodded. “You’re welcome Sgt. Sanderson.” I shuddered to think what would have happened if a cop had been there. I remember hearing a sailor tell of his experience in Singapore when a thief stole his watch. He called out that his watch was stolen and looked on as local police officer calmly pulled out his pistol and shot the thief dead. He picked up the sailor’s watch and returned it to him. He wasn’t sure if he wanted it back.

After I made my purchase at the jewelry store, a baht bus was parked by the curb, idling.

Sarai said, “I guess I should go home now. Maybe we’ll see you tomorrow?”

I shrugged. “I don’t know. Would you like for me t go with you on the bus?” The baht bus only cost one baht to ride. A nickel.

She smiled at me. “Sure, G.I. I’d like that.”

After we got on the bus and sat down, we didn’t talk, but Sarai took my hand. She just looked out the window as the bus headed towards the river.

As we walked from the bus in the fading light, I couldn’t control my curiosity. I asked Sarai, “Hope you don’t my question, but I have to ask. Why do you do this? Dress like a girl and all.”

She looked down at her feet and released my hand. “You wouldn’t understand. It’s how I feel I am inside. I’ve always felt I was a girl.”

I smiled at her. “Honestly, I can’t imagine you as a boy. Being a girl seems to suit you.”

She smiled back at me. “Thanks. My family just ignores me for the most part. You’re the first American who isn’t rude or mean to me or thinks I’m a psycho or something.”

I smirked at her. “Call me crazy, but to me, all I see is a very pretty and nice girl.”

Sarai grinned. “Sgt. Collins thinks you’re crazy. He told me so.”

I shook my head and chuckled. “That doesn’t surprise me.”

We stood there for a minute or so in the moonlight, the reflections sparkling on the river. I looked down at Sarai with the moonlight reflecting in her eyes. I put my hand under her chin and studied her pretty face. She really is very pretty.

I took a deep breath. “Well, I think your home is close by. I really need to get back. See you next week, maybe.”

Looking a bit sad, she waved and said quietly, “Good-night, Sanderson.”

*          *          *

I was happy to be back to driving bombs to the flight line. The past two days I’d been working on a semi and then later a tractor. Both days I’d end the day covered in sweat and grease. So it was a nice break to be driving down the dirt roads with my window open to deliver a load of bombs.

I saw her as I as I rounded a curve. A girl around fourteen or so, dragging a bundle of some kind. I know it’s against the rules but it was so hot and her bundle looked larger than she was. I stopped my truck beside her pushed open the door.

“Wanna lift?” I asked through the door. “I can take you as far as the turn off to the village.” That was over a mile.

She grinned at me and handed me her bundle to pull into the passenger side of the truck. I wasn’t sure how much English she understood, but seemed happy to get a lift, at least for some of the way.

She was really cute and I took a few pictures of her both before and after getting into the truck. Nevermind the fact that I had a full trailer of thousand pound bombs. She looked a bit worried and I realized that some of my fellow airmen might have taken advantage of the situation. I was sure none of the guys I worked with would have.

As she was exiting the truck at the crossroads to that small village, an Air Force pickup truck went blasting past us. The girl thanked me and went giggling off towards the village.

*          *          *

“Just what the hell was you thinking, sergeant?” Sweat rolling down the middle of my back, I stood at attention in my commanders office. One of the people in the pickup truck had been an officer and had witnessed the girl getting out of my truck.

“Well, sir. I ah…”

“The problem was you were thinking with your pecker and not with your brain. That truck is Air Force property, not your toy for joy rides! You’re transporting enough ordinance to obliterate her village. If you had wrecked that vehicle, you could have caused an international incident!” I idly thought, so what? I’d be dead and not care.

“I don’t want to see you giving joy rides to civilians again! Am I making myself clear?” barked the commanding officer.

Not moving a muscle, I said, “Yes sir!”

“You have to work your next day off and you’re restricted. Dismissed.”

That evening when the bus dropped us off at our bungalow, Collins said, “Hey, how about tomorrow we go into town and catch that new James Bond flick? Oh yeah. That’s right. You can’t. You have to work.”

“Knock it off, Collins,” I said with a scowl.

Collins punched my shoulder. “What were you thinking, man? I mean, for five bucks you could have had her sister. Maybe both.”

I said, “I told you to knock it off, Collins. It was hot. I was just trying to be nice.”

Collins shook his head. “That’s horse shit and you know it.”

Frowning, I said, “I’m not like you, Collins.”

Collins laughed. “I forgot. You like them girly boys.”

I grabbed Collins by the collar. “How about I knock some of your teeth out?”

Collins just grinned and pointed at his teeth. “How would you like to spend a few weeks in the guardhouse?” I pushed him away as I let go of his collar. He laughed. “Hey man. Learn to take a joke.”

*          *          *

It took a couple of days, but everything finally returned to normal. Collins and I would head into the town after work to have a beer at an outdoor table at the bar and watch the chicks walking by.

That lasted until Friday. The base sent out an official notification that the town and the river as off-limits due to a cholera outbreak. The problem was mostly with the water used in ice. I didn’t know anyone who’d go for a dip in the river.

Collins didn’t join me when I still went to Bangkok Bakery for dinner. When I walked in, Mai pointed at me and laughed, “You eat here, G.I., you die.” The restaurant was kept very clean so I really had no concerns.

As I exited the restaurant, I heard the door slam and running feet behind me. I looked over at the person next to me. It was Sarai.

She looked up at me and asked, “Do you mind riding with me back to my home?”

I nodded. “Sure. I’ll ride with you.” She grinned and took my hand.

The bus let us off near a very large tree by the river. During the day, people crowd around under it for escape from the brutal sun. There were almost no people around it at the moment. It was dusk so it was hardly providing any shade.

We stood in silence under the tree and just watched the river pass by. You could hear children and others talking from their boats. I put my arm around Sarai’s shoulder. I looked down at her and asked, “So. Do you have any plans for the future? Are you going to stay here in Ubon?”

She grunted a sad laugh. “Where am I going to go? I have a cousin living in Bangkok who has suggested I come live with her. She makes a lot of money from American tourists wanting to experience the exotic.”

I frowned. “That seems like such a harsh life.”

Sarai shook her head. “She lives quite well, actually. Considering. What about you, Sanderson?”

I stared at the river for several moments while I idly rubbed her arm. “I dunno. I might try college, though I don’t need the deferment now. My life back in Texas seems a bit tame now. But you know, this is such a beautiful country. I could see myself moving to live here after the war.”

With a sad smile, Sarai looked up and asked, “Would you come back for me?”

I looked down at her. I brushed some of her black hair away from her face. “You are very beautiful. Ignoring the voices shouting in the back of my mind, I bent down and gently pressed my lips against hers.

She slid her arms around my neck and pulled herself closer to me. She kissed me with a hunger I couldn’t understand. We kissed for a long while in the gathering darkness.

*          *          *

On the drive back to the bomb dump the next morning, I was thinking about my last evening with Sarai. I really hoped nobody – at least no Americans – saw us kissing. To me, she’s a girl, but no one else thinks that way.

And I do think Thailand is a beautiful country. The palm trees and the reddish dirt. Sure it’s hot, but I haven’t had one headache since I arrived in the country. I was serious when I told Sarai I would consider living here.

I was brought out of my reverie as a dozen of the guys ran up to my truck and mobbed me when I slid down to the ground.

“Sanderson!” shouted a guy I knew as Carter as he and the others ran up to me. “Are you okay?”

I thought that was an odd question. I said, “Of course I’m okay. Why?”

Carter pointed behind me. I turned and saw the billowing black cloud of smoke rising into the sky. “We thought you were dead!” A creepy feeling washed over me. Apparently there was an explosion near the flight line.

The bombs I had delivered weren’t the usual bombs. These bombs used a gas to separate the volatiles. Normally, I just park the truck in the unloading zone and go into the office and read a magazine while a crew unloads the bombs from the trailer. Oddly, this day I was told they weren’t ready for the load and to just drop the trailer and go back to the bomb dump.

Apparently one of the bombs leaked. The whole trailer detonated taking out the area, including the office where I would have been enjoying a magazine. All the guys in the area were killed.

The next couple of nights I had a really hard time going to sleep. Why was I still here and those other guys died? Who did they piss off and why was I spared? I’m glad I’m not dead, but it really bothered me a lot and to this day I wonder about it.

*          *          *

Sarai grinned at me in the fading light. “Three nights in a row! I’m not complaining, but what’s the occasion?”

I leaned in and kissed her again. “No occasion. It’s just the realization that there are no guarantees. You believe each day will follow the next. So you need to live every moment. Make every day count.”

She smiled and then leaned in for another kiss. “I like that idea. Why not go AWOL and we’ll run off together and hide from the world.”

I frowned at her. “I can’t do that. I’d never be able to return home.”

She ran her finger down the bridge of my nose and I kissed her finger tip. “But babe. You said you wanted to live here.”

“I don’t want to be on the run my whole life.” I looked at my watch. “Hey, I need to get back.”

Sarai sat up. “See you tomorrow?”

I shrugged. “Maybe. I gotta run.”

*          *          *

Collins came running up to me after I stepped out of the headquarters office. “Hey man, whatcha got there?” I was holding several documents.

I grinned at him. “Something that’s sure to make you happy.”

Looking at me curiously, he asked, “Well, what is it?”

I shook the documents in my hand. “Orders, man. I’m being shipped TDY back to Japan. Back to Misawa. Cherry blossom season.”

Collins grabbed my hand to look at the orders. “Seriously? You practically just got here. That’s so typical Air Force.”

I laughed. “I’m not complaining. I think the weather has gotten nicer there.”

“Do you want to join us tonight?” asked Collins. “Card game in the barrack’s dayroom.” I nodded.

Collins whacked my arm with the back of his hand. “Are you going to tell your girlfriend about your transfer?”

I frowned. “She’s not my girlfriend. I’m not going to have much time. I’ll tell her tomorrow at lunch at the Bangkok Bakery.”

Collings just grinned and shook his head. “Hey, see ya at seven. Don’t wuss out on me.”

Laughing, I said, “I’ll be there.”

And I was. Most of the guys were there. We had several games going. Everyone seemed to be having a good time.

Carter tossed his cards down. “I’m out. It’s not fair. I’ve never been to Japan once and you’re getting to go back.”

Collins shook his head. “So what’s the big deal about Japan? Same as here, right? Just a bunch of slope-heads.”

I frowned at Collins. “Japan has cute girls. It’s a beautiful country. Then there’s cute girls. It has a lot of culture. Not to mention history. And of course, cute girls.” I picked up the cards I was just dealt. I said, “Next month Pinky and Killers is going to have a concert in Tokyo. I plan to be there.”

Carter squinted at me. “She wears that derby, right?”

I nodded. “Yep. Cute as a bug in a rug.”

Collins narrowed his eyes. “Guys knock it off. Hear that?”

There was a growing sound of sirens outside followed by thump thump thump. In the distance we heard small arms fire.

Carter yelled, “We’re under attack?” We couldn’t believe it.

Collins shouted, “Turn off the lights!”

There were a few more dull thumps not far from us. I said, “Those explosions sound better in the movies.”

Collins ran up to a cabinet and tugged uselessly on the door. He pounded on it. “Does anybody have the frickin’ key?”

Carter said, “We thought you did.”

I had to laugh. “This couldn’t be any more typical Air Force. We’re under attack and we can’t open the weapons locker!”

Taking charge, Collins shouted, “Everyone on the floor. We’ll just have to wait this out.”

We all got down under the tables and waited for the building to blow up.

It didn’t.

*          *          *

The next morning we were all having breakfast in the mess hall as if everything was normal.

Collins sat down with the rest of us and announced, “Last night we came under rocket attack by the Thai communists. Their rockets had little effect.” He smirked as he held up a shiny key that he had on a chain around his neck. “I now have a key.”

Collins looked around the mess hall and leaned in close to me. He lowered his voice and said, “I got bad news about your girlfriend.”

I frowned. “Will you knock it off? She’s not my girlfriend.”

Collins looked me square in the eye and said, “Well, he’s in a hell of a lot of trouble. The attack last night? Air Force security thinks he was involved. They confirmed he has ties with the Thai communists.”

I stopped listening. How could she do that? All this time she’s basically been lying to me. Not only did I feel we had something special, hell, I thought she was at least on our side!

I just sat there staring at my coffee cup.

Collins said, “Sanderson? Sanderson?”

*          *          *

“Dad? Dad?”

Hearing my daughter Janet’s voice, I came out of my reverie. I said, “Just trying to find some good slides to show you guys.”

Janet laughed. “You better hurry. You’re on the verge of losing Sarah.” Sarah is my little granddaughter.

I chuckled. “Be there in a minute. Hey, it’s not every day you have someone actually asking to see your slides.”

From the doorway to my room, Janet said, “I’ll let her know you’re almost ready.”

I picked up the last box of slides from the box I kept all my Air Force pictures in. I noticed a red plastic slide box underneath some prints. My other slide boxes were all yellow plastic. I opened the red box and a couple slides fell out.

I looked at one and chuckled. It was from the time I visited Bugis Street in Singapore. I don’t think I’ll be showing those to Sarah. Those are definitely another story.

I gathered up my slides and hurried into the living room where I had my slide projector and screen set up.

“Who’s that, Grandpa?” asked Sarah after I had shown a few slides.

I sighed. “Just a girl I knew in Thailand.” I never learned what happened to her.

*          *          *

The End


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