Summer

What type of boy is Summer?: He is definitely not a sissy. He is a boy through and through. I think that you will have a tough time making him a sissy. He will fight you all the way. But this is good. He often gets in trouble at School for teasing and fighting.

Why do you want him to be in
S-Idol: I hope that you will be able to find a softer side of him. I Know you call it his sissy side. But everyone has a feminine side, that has something to do with compassion and the ability to think about others. I hope that he finds
this.

How do you think he will do?: He might be voted out as soon as he opens his mouth. As I said, he will fight you all the way. But I think that he has a protective shield on, that does not want his friends to know he can care. That he has compassion. I hope this Show will give him the humility and show others that he is a nice boy

Lets Invite Summer in and see what he thinks about S-House

Summer: WTF, This house is pink and smells like mums make up bag. There is all girl things here and no PS2. Do they expect us to have fun here. No one told me what S-Idol is all about. But I am sure that I will win. There are probably a pack of wimps that will like playing with teddy bears and barbies.

Ashley

What type of boy is Ashley? Ashley is a boy that really don't
cares. He has no fire in him. He can wet himself and not really care. I think he likes it. He like playing with baby things and doesn't really care if others teases him. The good thing is that he is a happy boy and when life comes down to it, that is important

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: He is a feminine boy. He is very sensitive but confident. I hope that this show will teach him the difference between a boy and girl. I hope at one stage he will rebel and say no, this is not him. I hope that he will learn how to stand up for himself. If not, then by watching the show, we can accept him for who he is and understand him. 

How do you think he will do?: Its hard to say. My wish is not so much that he wins S-Idol. But that he finds himself

Lets Invite Ashley in and see what he thinks about S-House

I went into the house. It smelled so nice. Like a spring day and everything was so pretty. I seen that there are cribs, I suppose we will get some babies here at some stage. There are no toys except some that some girls left behind. So what do we play with. I will find
something. 

Taylor

What type of boy is Taylor?: Taylor is a strange boy. He tried to show that he is a skater boy, with modern clothes fit for a boy and everything. But Inside I think he is another boy. I will give you an example. When we swim and change, he stares at the men and boys there and his eyes get all dreamy. He is not interested in girls at all. His image is very important for him, He wants people to think he is normal. But deep down, I think he is confused. He came home one day with an earring, and another day I sworn he had Mascara on. 

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: I want him to be in a sissy surrounding. I know he will fight all the way. He knows that many are following this, and he will fight all the way. At the end he will know if he continues down this road he will end up be a sissy. 

How do you think he will do? He might walk out. But I doubt it. He will want to prove that he can do anything. I am sure he will do OK

Lets Invite Taylor in and see what he thinks about S-House

Did you know that the house looks like dolls house. Are there girls coming. I hope not. But it looks like a girls doll house. What does S even stand for, shitty house or sissy house. This will be a strange house to live in. You must all be freaks. 

Ali

What type of boy is Ali? Ali has a rough time at school. He teases anyone that is different. If they have glasses, or if they are fat, or if they are poor. He has a mouth on him that can tear you apart. Still he does not tell anyone that wets the bed sometimes. Maybe this is why he teases. 

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: In my day, when boys were like this, they were petticoated and made more feminine. Of course if you do that nowadays, the child is taken away to some foster home. I think that this will give him a chance to learn that people are different. Yes, It is a punishment

How do you think he will do? I do not know. That is up to when he is voted home. If he is voted home next week, then I doubt that this will have any
effect.

 
Lets Invite Ali in and see what he thinks about S-House

You expect me to stay here. There are satin sheets and lace over everywhere., I will go colour blind with all the pink in the house. I rather sleep in those cribs then in those beds. Everything looks so Barbie. I looked at some of the other boys. They all look like their faggots. This will be so easy to win

Reece

What type of boy is Reece? He thinks he is a boy. Well he is. Did you know that one day, I found him playing with barbie dolls. When he seen me he threw a tantrum. I wish that I could take pictures of him. Another day, I went in and seen him kissing a picture of his best friend. How gross is
that?

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: I want him to be a sissy. I think that deep down he is. Of course my Mum thinks its dangerous sending him here. He might need to be on the Dr Phil show
after.

How do you think he will do? I think he will hate being made to do things like being a sissy. Even though he really wants to inside, but I think at the end he will find himself

Lets Invite Reece in and see what he thinks about S-House

Hi. I am happy to be here. I have been in with the other boys and they seem nice and cool. It will be great living with them over the next few weeks. I didn't really notice anything strange about the house. Is there is anything strange about
it?

Aaron

What type of boy is Aaron? The best way to describe him is that he is a baby. He is small for his age. Sometimes he sits watching TV programs that are really for babies. When people tease him, he cries. Its just too much. Don't You think

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: To grow up. He will be forced to do things, and lets hope that at some stage he says that he does not want to do it anymore. On the other side if he really is a baby sissy, then I will have fun being a big sister. I just want to know if this is just a stage or something that he really is. Some boys never grow up

How do you think he will do? Probably wet all your nice furniture. God help him if the other boys tease him. I hope that you have pacifiers. Do
you?

Lets Invite Ashley in and see what he thinks about S-House

I Don't know what to say. I am happy to be here. I like the house. There are cribs in the house. Maybe they are for someone that falls out of beds and I seen high chairs. I also seen a DVD with My Little Pony. 

Chrissy

What type of boy is
Chrissy? I will tell you the truth. I have often found himself
putting on his little sisters clothes and once I found him with a
pull up on. When I catch him, he just starts crying. Once we were
in a mall, and he suddenly whispered that another boy was cute. Is
my sun a gay sissy? Why does he want to try on girl clothes. Or
does he?

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol:
For my self I must accept if he is very feminine, I do not want to
call him a sissy. But I want him to explore himself and be allowed
to explore this side of him. I do not want him to be growing up
remembering when he tried on girls clothes and he thought he was
weird. I want him to experience something and sees if he likes it. 

How do you think he will do?
I think he will be very shy. But i think he will treasure this for
the rest of his life. 

Lets Invite Chrissy in and see what he thinks about S-House

Its a girl house. Its pink
and so pretty. Its like a palace. i am looking forward to staying
here for a long time. It is like a princess palace. How great can
that be. I know I am a boy. But Boys are just as cool as girls.
Are they? I mean is it better being a girl?

Rose

What type of boy is Rose? He is just like his mother, sweet as a rose. No wonder that she called him that. Why is it that she had all the luck in her life and I did not. She would turn in her grave if she knew i was doing this. I don't know if this is why I am doing this. But Rose is like an angel. He does nothing wrong, and is everyone's
favourite.

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: I want him to experience what I experienced in my life. Humiliation and domination. I want him to keep his feet on earth. I want him to remember this and remember that not everything in life is that
good.

 
How do you think he will do? I honestly do not know. But i will enjoy it

Lets Invite Rose in and see what he thinks about S-House

Thank you sir for letting me stay here. I will do anything you want me to do. I will try my best to be a good boy. I look forward to staying here and I am sure that it will be
fun. 

Paris

What type of boy is Paris? He is a good boy with a good heart. He is very sensitive. But his father taught him some things when they lived together. His Dad is now dead. But you can see the teaching is still there. Now Paris thinks that boys should show that they are strong, be good at football and try to score many girls as he can. He wants to be dominant in his class. He is sometimes like a chauvinist, but at the same time it is so easy to get him to cry. 

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: I suppose like many other concerned relatives. To get him to be more compassionate. We are not here to humiliate him to the whole world. We want him to be less of an ape like his dad and more like a human. Get in touch with his feminine side. 

How do you think he will do? He Might give the other boys a problem, but he will be in the same shoes as them

Lets Invite Paris in and see what he thinks about S-House

Did you see the wimps in that house. Some were going around saying that it was soooo pretty and some were going around saying that it was like a palace. I hope I am going to win this, because if someone wins besides me, it will be so embarrassing. A wimp or a sissy faggot winning? Not when I am here. 

Nicolas

What type of boy is
Nicolas? When Nicolas was 3 years old, he told us that he is a
girl. This has not changed since. He does not say it to high to
his friends, because they will just tease. But we notice that he
is unhappy as a boy and when he is in girls clothes, He is happy.

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol:
Because maybe he has a gender disorder problem. This will give him
the chance to be a girl for a bit. We of course did not tell him
this, as the rules states the boys do not know why they are here.
If he is happy being a girl, then we have to consider what we will
do. Maybe let him be a girl. 

How do you think he will do?
I think if he wins, and enjoys the experience, as well as finds
out that he likes it, It will be good for him. But It is hard for
us parents. But i think Lots of children are confused. 

Lets Invite Nicolas in and see what he thinks about S-House

Hi. I am so happy to be here.
No one is telling me why we are here, but already I like it. I
cant tell you why. It is just a cool place. It is so comfortable.
Its like a place i always wanted to be in. I am looking so forward
to staying here. Even if its only for one night.

Summer

Ashley

What he Can hear: Welcome to S-Idol. Your Aunt wants this to be a good experience for you. She hopes that you will find out who you are. This means what you like and what you don't like. She hopes that you will say no to things that you don't like here in Life. The Votes are in. If You look at the picture to the Right, it says that you are safe, You are still in S-Idol 

Taylor

Ali

What he Can hear: Welcome to S-Idol. When you came into the house, I notice that you thought others were gay and that you were better. Let us hope that S-House teaches you that even because people are different, this does not mean that they are better. The Bible teaches us to treat others as you would like them to treat you. I'm an not the only ones. The votes are in. You are still in S-Idol. Let us hope you will learn that people are different and this does not make you better 

Reece

What he Can hear: Welcome to S-Idol. Sometimes we are confused as children. We think we are different than the others. Some thinks that they like other boys. Some thinks they want to stay babies. Some thinks that they should have been a girl. Childhood is about finding what happens who you are as a person. The trick is to be happy for who you are and be proud of it. To be happy. The Votes are in. S-Idols viewers wants you to find your happiness. You are still in S-Idol 

Aaron

Chrissy

What he Can hear: Welcome to S-Idol. You have been sent here by your mother. She is very worried about you. She thinks that you are confused on many things. I will not name them here, but I am sure that S-Idol will help you. In fact, the voters are the same. You are the only contestant that did not receive votes. This means that you are one of the favourites and you are safe to go to the next stop of S-Idol.  

Rose

Paris

What he Can hear: Welcome to S-Idol. I hear you think that boys are better than girls. You even called some of the other contestants sissies and wimps. How do you know? Have you spoken with them? Your stay in S-House will tell you that you may be wrong. Who Knows? Whatever the case is, the voters has decided. You are safe. You are allowed to stay in S-Idol.  

Nicolas

What he Can hear: Welcome to S-Idol. I think you will find out what S-Idol is after a few weeks, and you will know why your father wants you here. I am also sure that you will be happy here. Our voters think the same, and this is why they have voted that you are safe. You are still in the running to be the first S-Idol 

Aunt: I am surprised to see Rose here, but after hearing the comments from the readers, I understand. Maybe they would not understand if they had a sister that got everything in life

Rose

When we went back in our room, we couldn't find our clothes. All our clothes were missing. We looked in our closet, and imagine that it was dresses and things. The Matron said that we will no longer be wearing boys clothes in S-idol and had to pick out some girl clothes. We searched everywhere and we couldn't find the clothes. Some boys were mad, but I thought it was like a treasure hunt.

 
Then Nanny said it was true. We had to pick something to put on. I started crying. I was not going to put a dress on. I looked through the clothes and starting throwing them. Some were really girly, and some were just to short. At last I picked a dress that was black and white with a heart. That was OK, because it was a dress, but not with girl colours. I decided to put a pair of pull-ups on, because boys can wear pull-ups too. 

I was crying and I was upset. But after a while I forgot that I was wearing a dress. Once in a while, I thought the other boys looked pretty in their dresses. Chrissy looked really like a girl as well as Nicolas. While we were helping clean the house and sitting watching Bambi on TV, I forgot all about it. Then I thought that it wasn't so bad. It was actually fun. 

Taylor

When we got back into our room, all our clothes were gone. There were only girl clothes. The Nanny told us that we would be wearing girl clothes while we were here in S-Idol. I wore girl clothes before, but no one has ever seen me. Dad caught me a few times and got mad and said only girls wore them. Then why did he send me here?

Deep down I was excited. There were so many pretty clothes and I could wear them all and just blame the nanny. But I didn't want the other boys to think that I liked it. So I started swearing and saying that this could not be true. The Nanny got mad at me and said that we are not allowed to curse on S-idol. I know she meant it. I bet she would wipe our mouth with perfumed soap if we did it again. Then i thought if the other boys had to do the same thing, then why shouldn't I do the same thing. 

I picked a pink top with black miniskirt. I picked some thongs because I never tried them on before. I was so excited about putting these clothes on and I thought they were very pretty.  But i Didin't want the other boys to think that I liked it, so i put on my face. You know the one, "I will do anything to win this contest"

Later we sat down watching Bambi. I nearly cry everytime I see that film. It is so sad. I think ite because my Mummy dies when I was small. I didn't realise it, but my legs were folded and I could see that Nicolas was staring at me and not the film. He could see my thongs. I didn't lower or fold my legs together. I just let him look. I also looked at him. He really looked so pretty. Just like a girl. I hope I wasnt falling in love. Then everyone who watches S-Idol will think that I am gay. 

I was now looking forward to being on S-Idol. We can spend the whole time wearing girl clothes. But How do I show the others that I did not want to?

Chrissy

 
We had to take a shower. 9 boys taking a shower. Shame Summer went. It would have been nice in the shower with him. What am I saying? Don't include that when you make the show. I have a horrible habit in the showers. I stare at the other boys. When they see me stare, I just look away. Rose tried the cold water in the shower. So did I. It was soooo cold. I thought you would have to defrost me in an oven.

 
When we got back in the room, we were told our boys clothes were thrown out and we will only be wearing girls clothes. I really didn't care because everyone was and this was only a competition. Some boys went mad and nearly crazy. Others started to cry. I Didn't care. I seen what there was a dress like my sister has. So I put that on. The skirt bottom was very short, But I didn't care.

 
Then I went through the panties. They were silky and thongs and cotton ones. Then I seen some princess pull-ups. OK, I know that I am too old to be wearing a diaper. But I did sometimes before. They feel so comfortable on. I put them on without someone seeing. 

Later, we seen Bambi. Bambi is so cute. Without thinking Ali and Paris starting teasing. They could see that I was wearing a diaper and they said i looked like a baby girl. Then I started to cry. How embarrassing is that? I just couldn't help it. They were teasing me because I looked like a baby girl. Then they threw me a pacifier and without thinking, I put it in my mouth. It helped me to stop crying. Rose put his hand around my shoulder and said that it is OK, Its good that I looked like a girl. Many of the others looked like boys in girls clothes. What was worse? Then he raised his dress and showed me that he was wearing a diaper too. I smiled. There is nothing wrong wanting to be a baby, is there?

Ali

This morning we were told my a nanny to take a shower. I usually decide when I want to take showers, but no, not here in S-Idol. We have Mary Poppins telling us that we should take showers. The boys in there were totally weird. I mean they were looking at each other butts. They probably are a pack of gaybos. I just took my shower and then I was happy

Until I came in the room where I found out that while we were going to be wearing girl clothes from now on. I went totally mad. I started throwing bed sheets and everything i could get my hand on. I mean who do they think they are, treating boys like this. While the other boys just accept everything Nanny said, i didn't. I started jumping up and down and then screaming at the top of my voice. 
Then Nanny Hitler came and put me over her knee and started spanking me. That even made me more mad. If she was not as big as Rambo, I would have spanked her. She told me that boys at S-House should be nice and polite at all times. OK so, Give me back my old clothes. 
Why didn't the other boys even complain. I knew that I wouldn't win this, so I went through the clothes and found some panties with Bambi on and a pink top and purple shorts. If you were colour blind. I suppose this would have to do. I looked like a boy that was just a bit confused.

Later, when we seen a babies cartoon, I started to laugh. Think I was wearing Bambi panties. I must have been so theme co-ordinated! Then I looked over at Chrissy. He looked just like a girl, and he was wearing diapers. I couldn't stop laughing. 
The boy was not just wearing a dress, he was also wearing a nappy. Th thrown him a pacifier to make him shut up because he cried. Then Rose gave him a gay hug. How weird. I wonder why that pacifier was laying around

Ashley

When I went back to my room, my boys clothes were totally gone. There were only sissy clothes there. I was about to get mad and then seen Ali get spanked, so I just said clothes are clothes. I mean in the olden days, boys didn't wear trousers. The other boys were going through different clothes. Who cares? I just took the first thing that came to me. It was a pink dress. It was OK. I looked around the other boys and noticed that they were cute. If they were cute, then so was I

After we looked like girls, we sat down and watched Bambi. Then everyone teased Chrissy because he was wearing diapers. He was lucky because they looked good on him. I quietly left the room and found some diapers. They were only pull-ups but better than nothing. Then i went into that strange room with the cribs and found a pacifier. 
I went back to the film and sat down watching the rest of the film. I was lucky, because when some others had to get up and pee, i could just pee in my pull-up. I seen Ali and some others looking at me laughing. But i didn't care. Who are they to laugh, because they were also wearing girl clothes. 

Aaron

Then when we came back, all our clothes were gone. There were only girl clothes left. I found one that looked like a tshirt I have at home. It had red and white stripes. I liked that so I put it on. 
Then Chrissy showed me a pull-up and said that boys also wear diapers and I should put that on. So i did. When I knelt down to find my shoes, Chrissy said I should wear a longer dress. The one that I had looked like a baby especially when i knelt down and people could see my nappy. I decided to keep it on.

When we seen the Bambi show. I didn't look at the other boys. I loved this DVD. I didn't even notice when they were teasing Chrissy about his nappies. 
I didn't even hear then see that my baby dress was up and they can see my diapers as well as sucking my thumb. 

Nicolas

If i wasn't in heaven, I would have been in heaven afterwards. When we cane back to the room, it was all girl clothes. We were to wear the same as girls. All the other boys thought it was weird and asked why. I Didn't care. I rushed to get the most beautiful dress of them all. And it was so beautiful. I was in heaven once again. It was hard to put on, because there were so many layers, but Nanny helped me.

 
After that we were waiting for everyone to come out after finding their clothes they were going to wear. I Danced a bit with Taylor. It was just for the fun of it. But I liked the way he hugged me. We had to finish the dance, and he gave me a kiss on the lips. It wasn't a rude kiss. Just a small peck. I started to shake a bit. Was I Falling in love?
Then we seen Bambi. I started crying as usual. It was such a sad film. 

Reece

Paris

Rose

10% have voted that Rose should leave Sissy Idol

Taylor

0% have voted that Taylor should leave Sissy Idol

Chrissy

5% have voted that Taylor should leave Sissy Idol

Ali

Ashley

3% have voted that Ashley should leave Sissy Idol

Aaron

Nicolas

7% have voted that Nicolas should leave Sissy Idol

Reece

3% have voted that Reece should leave Sissy Idol

Paris

What he Can hear: Dauphin: Its OK to have a temper. You have a temper and this has caused you to be spanked last week and treated like a baby. You have fought the Nanny all the way. She is an adult, do you think she knows whats better for you or do you just want to protest against the whole world. 

Ali: I cannot believe that I have been voted as one of the three that has been voted out. Is it because I am mean and tease the boys that are weird. If I do not tease them then how do they know that they are weird?

Paris

Taylor

Aaron

This morning I got up from nearly being kicked out of S-Idol again. It is so hard when i stand there and is nearly being voted out. There was a school girls uniform at the end of my bed. I just put it on. However I decided not to put on any nappy. I would act like a big girl today.... What did I just say. I meant that I would act like a big boy. 
The pink limo picked me up and took me to my old school. When I got out everyone flocked around me. They started trying to raise my skirt to see if I had any nappy on. Of course I didn't so I was happy about this. I didn't care that they could see my panties. I was happy that they could see them. They could see I was not a baby that everyone thought I was. 
It wasn't until they wanted to look under my panties to see if I was a boy that some of the older girls told them to go away and leave me alone. Then they took me with them and said they would take care of me while I was at school. They took me over to the sand pit and said I can play with the smaller girls there. We were making sand cakes and pretending that we were eating them. 
Then we had to go into our class. This was OK. Until I suddenly felt wet. With all the excitement of the day, I have peed myself. Of course the other boys knew this, and they started calling me pissy pants. I ran out and met Laura, that was one of the older girls that took care of me later. She said do not worry and then took me to the nurses room. The Nurse was not there so Laura said she would help. She changed my panties. I Nearly screamed when she took a diaper out and said I should wear this. So I would have no more accidents. I just nodded and said OK. 
She said she would walk me back to my class. But she took me to the wrong classroom. She took me to the kindergarten class. She talked a lot, so even though I tried to protest, she just pushed me through the door and said goo bye. The teacher just told me to sit down and make sure that I didn't get my pretty clothes dirty when we were going to paint. 

Chrissy

Nicolas

Reece

Rose

Ashley

Paris

13% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Taylor

10% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Aaron

Aaron: I wet myself sometimes and then I have to wear a diaper. I like wearing diapers because then I don't have to worry about wetting myself. I also like the wet feeling, so maybe I am a baby. I also think its great trying on these girl clothes. 

7% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Chrissy

Chrissy: It was hard in School and in S-House not to. When you wear girl clothes, you feel different, as if you are a girl. Then boys are more attractive. I think even without looking like a sissy, I do like boys better. 

Nicolas

Nicolas: I am not a sissy. The Truth is that I feel like a girl. In fact I think I am a girl trapped in a boys body. This is hard for me to accept, that I was born with the wrong body. That is why I am so happy for S-Idol. It was hard last week, when I was nearly kicked out. 

0% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Reece

Reece: I was afraid of being laughed at. Remember this is the School that i have to return to. They will tease and tease. When i sat in the car, it was a protest, that I will not be on display. I do like wearing girl clothes, but it was the first time I was in public, give me a break. 

Rose

Rose: My Mummy was a saint and I miss her. She was nice to everyone. Sometimes I think that my aunt hates me and that she would rather I died with My mummy. S-idol is a break from her and I hope that when she sees S-Idol, She can see that I am a happy boy. I am learning a lot here

7% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Ashley

Ashley: I just didn't think about it and I didn't care. If they teased, then that is their problem.  

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Chrissy: I Started with no votes. I am enjoying my time in S-Idol. There are cute boys here and I can try something that I never tried before. I hope that I will get a chance to stay. 

Chrissy

Nanny came and said maybe If I like wearing diapers, I should wear one that was specially made. It had super girl on it. I asked did she have it as a pull up. She said no. She was waving this diaper before me and I don't know I just laid on my back and put my legs in the air. She put the diaper on me.

I was first to walk in the fashion show. I could feel everyone looking at me. Here I am a boy walking before a hundred people as super girl. I think i blushed so hard. i walked down very carefully. Then I seen some taking pictures and some where smiling. There were even some that had signs with my name written on it. I started feeling better. I was lucky. I had long hair so maybe they thought I really did look like a girl. I gave them a twirl. Of course the skirt lifted when I swung around and now everyone could see I was wearing a diaper. I ran off the stage so quickly. 

Then i walked around the mall. Of course everyone was staring at me. Wearing a super girl uniform and it was only May. Then this boy came up to me. He asked if we could hang around. He said he knew who I was and I was a far prettier girl than boy. I blushed. As we walked around a bit he started holding my hand. His name was Mark. I looked in his face and while he was holding my hand, I felt so funny. It was nearly as if i was in love with him. Here I was a boy that was in love with another boy. I was gay. Maybe not. I did look like a girl. Then he asked me if I would show him my panties. I said no, this was not right. He kept on asking and when he kissed me, I could feel him lifting my skirt. Then he started laughing. "The Sissy is a baby. You are wearing a baby diaper.". The boy that was saying nice things to me a few minutes later was now teasing me. I started crying as he walked away shouting to everyone that I was a sissy that was wearing a diaper. I wanted the world to swallow me up. I thought he was nice but he isn't. Maybe he is nice, its just me thats weird. I was with this boy all afternoon that I thought he loved me. But he didn't. Do boys do this a lot to girls?

Ashley

I was nearly voted out last time. I don't know why. But i will do my best

I was in the costume shop when I looked at all the uniforms. There were so many that It was hard for me to choose what I wanted. I couldn't decide, so I just closed my eyes and picked out the first one. It was a girls Ninja costume. It looked ugly, so I tried again. This time it was a princess costume. That would do. 

Then Nanny asked me did I want to wear princess diapers. I said that I didn't care, so she put one on me. 

Now I was rushed to the fashion show. It wasn't my fault that it was hard to pick something. I walked out where hundreds of people were looking at me. Then suddenly i felt like I was getting wet. It must be because I was so afraid that I peed myself. It was great so that I had a diaper on. My mind went off of the fashion show a bit as I walked back and forth. I just thought that it felt good being wet. 

After the show, I walked around the mall. I looked like a little princess. Maybe some thought I was a spoilt rich girl or just maybe a sissy. Then this girl comes up to me and tells me that she seen me in S-idol

" Do you know that boys are not allowed to wear girl clothes" she said
" Yes they can"
" No, that means they are freaks. Gays and sissies."
" If girls can wear boys clothes, then boys can wear girl clothes."
" Yea, if they are gay. I Bet your wearing a diaper too. Sissies like that"
I just walked away from her. She wasn't worth the trouble of arguing with. If she thought I was strange, then she didn't have to speak with me.

Aaron

Then Nanny said that she had special diapers that had a ballerina on. Did I want to wear them. I thought after my wetting accident in school, that I should. I was now a baby ballerina. 

I walked out in the fashion show. I seen that some were laughing at what I had on and some were smiling. The ones that were laughing annoyed me, I don't know why. They should try to stand up here and see if they like being laughed at. I lifted my tutu up. If they wanted to look at something, they could look that I was wearing a diaper. Despite that I was wearing tights, they could see it. They stopped laughing and pointing. I think they were in shock.

After the fashion show I walked around the mall. I felt like dancing because I had the right clothes on. Then this woman comes up to me. She said that she seen me on S-Idol and would I like to hang around with her and pretend to be her daughter. I was about to say i was a boy, but that would be stupid. I did look like a girl. We went into a café and she said do i want something to eat. I said yes thanks. Then without even asking she put me in a high chair. I was small so I looked like an over sized baby. I ate my burger and then she asked if I was thirsty. Of course I was but I didn't expect her to give me a bottle of milk. On top of that she told me it was breast milk, so I would like it. I sat there drinking some mummy milk from a bottle while my new mother was telling me how pretty I was. Then she lifted my tutu and noticed I was wet. Before I could finish the strange milk, she put a pacifier in my mouth and dragged me to the babies room. I laid on the changing room while another mother changed her 4 year old daughter. I just looked at the ceiling while she took my diaper off. The 4 year old said I was a boy, but her mother said I was a girl, just my clitti was a bit big. Whats a Clitti? If I didn't have the pacifier in my mouth, I would have cried. They thought I was a baby girl

Nicolas

Nanny asked me did I want to wear a diaper. I looked at her and started laughing. Usually you don't laugh at Nanny, otherwise she might put you over her knee and spank you. But she didn't. She asked me did I want Spider man briefs, and I said no, I wanted Barbie panties. 

Then I went out on the fashion show stage. Some people were cheering at me and some had their mouths wide open. I felt like everyone was amazed that I looked like a girl, and not a sissy. I liked this feeling. I liked being the centre of attention. I heard someone say, "Go girl!". I just smiled and blown him a kiss. 

The Fashion show was so fun. I was only out there for a few minutes. but I thought was so fun After the show I walked around. Then I met this old man. He seen me on S-Idol and asked do I really think I am a girl. I said yes. Then he started talking about God created me a boy and I should be happy about that. Before I knew it he had me over his lap and started spanking me. I cried so hard. It really hurt. He said he would stop if I said I was a boy. I would not lie so I thought he would have to spank until his hand got tired. Then Dauphins security guards came and stopped him. 

Rose

Nanny asked me did I want to wear a Wonder woman diaper on. I thought that I should do what she said. I mean children should do what the adults say. They know better, but i said no. I was shocked that I said no to an adult. If i said no to my aunt then I would be in trouble. I said that the wonder woman nearly wore panties. You can see that if you look at the picture. If I wore a diaper, I would look foolish 

My turn came to go out on the fashion show. I thought everyone would tease. But they all cheered and shouted my name. I was so happy. I started doing the same as wonder woman and trying to stop bullets with my hand. It was so funny because everyone laughed. Then i took out the lasso and tried to swing it. I must admit that I am no good with this lasso thing. It feel around my head. I started laughing so hard that i fell to the floor laughing. I shouted out that wonder woman was trying to hang herself. 

After the show, I met with Taylor. He has some slutty costume on. I never really talked to him before, so we went around the mall and had a good time. He told me that it looked like I was wearing panties, was that not embarrassing. I just replied that it looked like he was wearing nothing, is that worse. Then he started laughing and said that I was very pretty and would I go out with him. I asked did he mean we should be gay. He joked back and said its most likely that we will be Lesbians. I laughed and looked at him. My heart was beating quickly. I said yes. I now had a boy friend. 

Paris

We had to pick out a costume. Last year i was Harry potter. So I found this witch costume. I would love to see it on my girlfriend. It was so sexy. So i decided that now I will show that being weird is cool. I would never have said that last week. If I seen a boy wear what I wore now, I would have given him a bad time. But after visiting my school where I was a sissy, I figured that weirdos are a part of life. Its not whats on the outside that counts, Its whats on the inside that counts, 

Nanny asked me if I wanted to wear a black diaper. I said no thanks, because the skirt was too short and everyone would see it. I didn't want to be that weird. 

When i went on the fashion show stage, some started to say boo when I came out. I know that I don't have lots of fans and that I am not as pretty as the others. I used to tease them that were weird. I shouted at the top of my voice that I looked like a sissy and what were they going to do about it. At least i dared to be different and not do what was cool. They still booed. If I didn't have these clothes on, I would probably have jumped on them and give them all bloody noses.

After the Fashion show, I walked around. There was this girl that had these real thick glasses on. There were two boys that were teasing her. I would have been one of them a few weeks earlier. I rushed over to them and told the boys to sod off and leave her alone. They must have thought I looked like a girl or as a witch I would have turned them into frogs which they nearly did look like. They just swore calling names and walked away. The girl said thank you. I looked at her and said that she shouldn't listen to what others say, that she did have nice eyes. I wasn't lying. 

Taylor

I picked this fairy costume. It was so pretty. If I was to look like a sissy, then I would so it with some class. The Nanny asked me if I wanted to wear a diaper. I told her no thanks but asked if I could wear a thong. She looked at me in a puzzled way. I went down on my knees and begged if I could. She finally said OK. I put this pink thong on. it was funny with a string in my butt. 

Then it was time to Go out on stage. I walked back and forth, Everyone was polite. I think they were getting tired of watching one sissy after another sissy. So i started doing Cartwheels. This got some cheering and then all of a sudden it went quiet. I stopped and looked out at them. Why were they standing there looking like they each had a heart attack. Then i figured it out, when I was doing the cartwheels they could see my ass and not much in the front. 

After the show, I walked around with Rose. I noticed how cute he was. I as unsure if he fancied boys. He seemed to be like a little mothers boy. But after some time talking, we agreed to be each others boy friend or girl friend, depended what clothes we had on. 

Chrissy

12% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Ashley

15% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Aaron

Nicolas

12% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Rose

Rose: Last week, I said no to some adults when they wanted me to wear nappies. I can say no. I also heard that my Granny will take care of me when I leave S-Idol. This is great. Then i don't have to listen to my aunt on how bad I am. 

8% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

Paris

Paris: I have learnt a lot. I have learnt that bullying hurts someone else. If I loose friends over this, then they are not worth it. I am sure I will find other friends.  

Taylor

4% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

S-Idol in the Media

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Chrissy

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Ashley

Paris: No sometimes I get mad but i really don't show it. I think if one person smiles then others smiles. I think sometimes we have to do things that we really don't like. Maths in school is an example

13% have voted that he should leave Sissy Idol

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Question to Taylor: All these things that are happening in S-Idol. Would you do them alone. Now there are other boys that are doing the same. 
Taylor: That would be like before I came here. I do not think that I would do them if I was alone. I do not think I will do them after  

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Rose

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Aaron: Yes. It was so fun. I had a great time. This was  the best days in my life. Even If I am kicked out  then it would be OK. I would have tried it. That makes me happy

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Rose

I picked out this one piece swimming suit. You can see it at the left. I liked it because it was blue and it had these lovely stars. It looked like a night sky.

When we got to the beach, I rushed to the water. It was so lovely and warm that it was great fun. Others looked at us a bit strange, as if we never seen a beach before. But I was never at a beach in girls clothes. I was now a sissy and it was great fun. 
After we swam Taylor and I went for a walk. We said that we hoped we were the last two in S-Idol and it was getting harder and harder to stay in S-idol. Then we left the beach and went up to the dunes. We told each other how much we loved each other and how cute we were and then we started kissing. We must have been kissing for a long time with our eyes closed, because when we looked up, this old woman was yelling at us that two small ladies shouldn't be kissing like that and we should wait to we get boyfriends

Then Taylor did something rude, he pulled aside his swimming suit and told the old woman that we were boyfriend. I thought it was funny and a bit sad, because the old woman got very pale and looked like she was going to have a heart attack. 
Then we went back to the others and built a huge princess castle. We talked about who will live there. It was a great day at the beach. I hope we do it again. 

Chrissy

Today we were going to the beach. You can see what I wore on the left. I thought it looked cute and I liked the pink colour and the flowers. I would miss being a baby, but I would really look stupid if I was at the beach just  in a diaper. 

When we came to the beach we all jumped in the water. This was great fun. We started splashing water at each other. I was looking at the 3 other boys. I was amazed. They really did look like girls. I was staring at them and then Rose jumped on me and tried to drown me. He is a bit small, so he really didn't do it. 

Taylor and Rose went off somewhere and I sat in the middle of the beach and started drawing hearts in the sand. Some other girls came and sat with me. They started talking about boys and boyfriends. I told them that I had no boyfriend yet. 

Then something happened. Without knowing the sand below me was getting wet. I was peeing without knowing it. It must be the two weeks dressed as a baby that is making me loose control. I felt that my bottoms getting wet, I seen the other girls looking puzzled at me and then they simply started laughing, saying that I wet myself. Of Course I knew this and I was used to people teasing me when I wet. I just smiled weakly and said that I felt like a little baby.  They just laughed and told me how cool I was. 

Later I built a castle with the other boys. It was like we forgot that we were in a competition and one of us would leave again this week

Taylor

Today I wore a bikini. It had a cute little kitten on it and I loved it. I will tell the truth, I also wanted to look good for Rose. You all know that he is now my boyfriend. Yes, I am happy that he was not kicked out. But they say he is the favourite to win. Anyhow I liked the Bikini and it only took me a few minutes to put it on.

At the Beach we jumped in the water. It was wet. I usually love going in the water but something had changed . I looked at the water and was worried that it was dirty. I didn't want to get dirty or get my bikini dirty. Wow, I was really now a sissy. I was worried about how I looked, even in water. What if it messed my hair?

After, Rose and I went to some dunes and started snogging each other until this woman caught us. I am sure that Rose told you all about that. I got mad at her because she gave us a speech about not kissing until we get boyfriends. I showed her that we were boyfriends and she must have thought we were freaks wearing girls clothes and then kissing each other. I feel bad that I showed her. What is she died on the spot. She was just trying to be nice to us. 

At the end, we built a princess castle. 

Nicolas

I was awake first. You all know that we sleep in the cribs now. So I just stared at the roof and sucking my pacifier until the nanny came. She told us that we were not going to be babies and that we were going to go to the beach, but we needed to pick a swimming costume. 

This was a hard choice. I could just pick a one piece, or I could try to look sexy and pick a bikini or I could try to pick one that I really liked. I decided that I would pick one that I really liked. One that I would feel pretty in. I picked one that made me look like a ballerina at the beach. I loved it and that was the important part

When we came, we all splashed in the water. This was great fun until I found something strange in the water. It was a jelly fish. I started screaming. Ewwwww, it was so disgusting that I was freaked out. I Thought it would eat me. Ok, I really didn't think that but it was disgusting

After I lied down on the beach. This boy came up to me and said that I looked beautiful. I started blushing saying thanks and all that. I really didn't like him. He was a bit too pushy and he was a bit ugly. I think he noticed this because he started getting mad at me. He said that he could see what was between my legs. Then he started calling me a sissy and all the bad words I can think of. I just stood up and walked away saying, "I may look like a boy, but I am a girl" 

I didn't care what he thought. 

Rose

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Chrissy

Taylor

Nicolas

Question to Nicolas: S-idol is for sissies. Do you think you should win S-Idol? Are you a sissy or do you just think you are a girl 
Nicolas: As I said I am a girl. But when I have the body of a boy, people will think I am a sissy. Its hard to know if I should win S-Idol. I will let the people decide that 

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Nicolas

Today I was given a short mini skirt on and a spaghetti top with power puff girls. The problem was that I had a huge diaper on, and you could definitely see it with the short mini skirt. When I put that on, I knew that this would be a difficult challenge, but I didn't cry. I just thought of all the other Challenges that we have done before. 

The Nanny took us to the other side of town and then she said that this challenge was easy. We just had to travel back to the Doll House. But we had to be on a crowded bus with school children and old people. I think my hear jumped because they will all see that I was dressed as a girl. We didn't get any make up on or anything done special done with our hair, so I think everyone knew that we were boys in girls in girls clothes. 

I stood on the bus. There was no place to sit, or I had to stand up. This meant that I was now there for nearly everyone to see. I decided to look out the window. Once a while I could hear some school girls giggling and saying that I was a sissy. One girl said I reminded her of that boy in S-idol. "How could any boy even enter S-Idol. It must be totally embarrassing.". I just looked at them and smiled. I was not going to cry. 

Then this girl came up to me and started looking at me from head to toe. I expected her to say something, but instead she dropped her handbag. Without thinking,. I Knelt down and picked it up and gave it to her. Even though I was a sissy, it was also good to be a gentleman sissy. Doing this was of course a mistake as when I bent over to pick it up, everyone could see that I was wearing a diaper. 

The Girl asked me if it was wet. I said no. I was going to start to give a huge explanation to why I was wearing it, but decided not to. I don't think she really cared. I was different and she and her friends just wanted to have a good laugh at my expense, 

Finally we came to the Doll House. I was relieved to get off. But I was also proud of myself as I thought that I traveled in a bus where everyone knew that I was a sissy and a baby. I didn't cry or get mad. If they didn't except me for who I am then, it was their problem. 

Rose

Today I was given these baggy shorts that were very small. Under them I had a diaper on and you can see by my big bum and at the bottom of the shorts that I had a diaper on. This was going to be the last time that I would be a baby and a sissy I was told, but the challenge would not be very easy. 

The Nanny took us to the other side of town and then she said that this challenge was easy. We just had to travel back to the Doll House. But we had to be on a crowded bus with school children and old people. I found a seat besides a woman and her child that was a toddler. When I was walking towards the seat I could see that people were starting at me, and that they smiling and even laughing at me. For the first time in S-Idol, I felt like running out of the bus or the ground would swallow me. I just decided to smile back and tell them that despite how I looked, I was a happy boy, or sissy. 

As I said, I sat down by the woman and her toddler. The little boy must have been about 4. Straight away he noticed that I looked more like a boy than a girl. Of course he said this and his mother went red and said that I was a girl, can he not see by the clothes that I was wearing. 

Then the boy asked if I was a baby. The Mother said that some girls need diapers longer than the others. He laughed. While all this was being said, I tried to smile as much as I could and look as cute as I can

At the end she offered me a bottle of milk. I was nearly going to give her son a piece of my mind. But I decided just to drink the milk. 

Taylor

I found a seat that was nearly empty. I was wearing a short summer dress and this was OK, because it covered the diaper that they made me wear. When I came in the bus, I sat down with the teenager boys. It couldn't have been more embarrassing, I looked like a sissy and when I sat down I think I was so nervous that I wet myself. 

The boys spoke with each other about Football. Of course I knew a bit about it, more than they did, so I started talking about it and they just told me to shut up and play with my Barbie or put some make up on. This really made me mad an I wanted to give them a piece of my mind. But I decided that it was three against one and that I would never survive. 

Then one of the boys looked at me. He said I should close my legs because he could see up my dress and I was wearing a diaper. The other boys really had a great time now at my expense. I just closed my legs and looked out the window, 

To make things worse the boy next to me started feeling my knee. I moved his hand and told him that I had a boy friend, and if he wanted to know who it was to watch S-Idol. I never seen a boy move his hand so quick. I smiled. 

It wasn't the best bus trip in my life, but it ended well

When we first met the Boys

Rose

What relation are you? I am Roses Aunt. His mother and Father has died so he is under my care

What type of boy is Rose? He is just like his mother, sweet as a rose. No wonder that she called him that. Why is it that she had all the luck in her life and I did not. She would turn in her grave if she knew I was doing this. I don't know if this is why I am doing this. But Rose is like an angel. He does nothing wrong, and is everyone's
favourite.

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: I want him to experience what I experienced in my life. Humiliation and domination. I want him to keep his feet on earth. I want him to remember this and remember that not everything in life is that
good.

How do you think he will do? I honestly do not know. But I will enjoy it

Lets Invite Rose in and see what he thinks about S-House

Thank you sir for letting me stay here. I will do anything you want me to do. I will try my best to be a good boy. I look forward to staying here and I am sure that it will be
fun. 

Taylor

What relation are you?: I am Taylor's Father and for the next 9 weeks he is yours. 

What type of boy is Taylor?: Taylor is a strange boy. He tried to show that he is a skater boy, with modern clothes fit for a boy and everything. But Inside I think he is another boy. I will give you an example. When we swim and change, he stares at the men and boys there and his eyes get all dreamy. He is not interested in girls at all. His image is very important for him, He wants people to think he is normal. But deep down, I think he is confused. He came home one day with an earring, and another day I sworn he had Mascara on. 

Why do you want him to be in S-Idol: I want him to be in a sissy surrounding. I know he will fight all the way. He knows that many are following this, and he will fight all the way. At the end he will know if he continues down this road he will end up be a sissy. 

How do you think he will do? He might walk out. But I doubt it. He will want to prove that he can do anything. I am sure he will do OK

Lets Invite Taylor in and see what he thinks about S-House

Did you know that the house looks like dolls house. Are there girls coming. I hope not. But it looks like a girls doll house. What does S even stand for, shitty house or sissy house. This will be a strange house to live in. You must all be freaks. 

Getting rid of their boy clothes

Hi, This is a nice little box. I like the Roses in the corner. Last week I was nearly voted out of S-idol. All the boys have been talking about what "S" means. many thinks that it means survivor and some said special and even someone said sissy. I like being here, because no one is calling me names and telling me that I am doing things wrong. 
This morning, we were told to get up and take a shower. Some of the other boys were mad and said that they would decide when they were to take a shower. I suppose that they are big enough to decide themselves. I didn't argue. I just smiled to that Nanny. She is the one that takes care of us. 
The water wasn't cold. When I went out I thought it could be cold if this was survivor idol. But it was nice and warm. I Didn't really look at the other boys, I just hid because I didn't want them to see how small my peter was. Some of theirs is so big. I was careful that I didn't stare too much. There was also a huge bucket. I didn't know what it was and Ali told me to see what it was. I pulled this lever and the bucket tipped over. It was totally cold. I thought I was going to die. The others started laughing. I started to cry a bit but then warmed myself in the showers again
When we went back in our room, we couldn't find our clothes. All our clothes were missing. We looked in our closet, and imagine that it was dresses and things. The Matron said that we will no longer be wearing boys clothes in S-idol and had to pick out some girl clothes. We searched everywhere and we couldn't find the clothes. Some boys were mad, but I thought it was like a treasure hunt. 
Then Nanny said it was true. We had to pick something to put on. I started crying. I was not going to put a dress on. I looked through the clothes and starting throwing them. Some were really girly, and some were just to short. At last I picked a dress that was black and white with a heart. That was OK, because it was a dress, but not with girl colours. I decided to put a pair of pull-ups on, because boys can wear pull-ups too. 
I was crying and I was upset. But after a while I forgot that I was wearing a dress. Once in a while, I thought the other boys looked pretty in their dresses. Chrissy looked really like a girl as well as Nicolas. While we were helping clean the house and sitting watching Bambi on TV, I forgot all about it. Then I thought that it wasn't so bad. It was actually fun. 

When I got up today, we were sent out to the showers. I noticed that Nicolas was looking at me. He must be gay, I thought. To tell you the truth, I was looking at him. A part of me wanted to rub his back, but I didn't dare. The others would really tease me. 

When we got back into our room, all our clothes were gone. There were only girl clothes. The Nanny told us that we would be wearing girl clothes while we were here in S-Idol. I wore girl clothes before, but no one has ever seen me. Dad caught me a few times and got mad and said only girls wore them. Then why did he send me here?

Deep down I was excited. There were so many pretty clothes and I could wear them all and just blame the nanny. But I didn't want the other boys to think that I liked it. So I started swearing and saying that this could not be true. The Nanny got mad at me and said that we are not allowed to curse on S-idol. I know she meant it. I bet she would wipe our mouth with perfumed soap if we did it again. Then I thought if the other boys had to do the same thing, then why shouldn't I do the same thing. 

I picked a pink top with black miniskirt. I picked some thongs because I never tried them on before. I was so excited about putting these clothes on and I thought they were very pretty.  But I didn't want the other boys to think that I liked it, so I put on my face. You know the one, "I will do anything to win this contest"

Later we sat down watching Bambi. I nearly cry every time I see that film. It is so sad. I think its because my Mummy dies when I was small. I didn't realise it, but my legs were folded and I could see that Nicolas was staring at me and not the film. He could see my thongs. I didn't lower or fold my legs together. I just let him look. I also looked at him. He really looked so pretty. Just like a girl. I hope I wasn't falling in love. Then everyone who watches S-Idol will think that I am gay. 

I was now looking forward to being on S-Idol. We can spend the whole time wearing girl clothes. But How do I show the others that I did not want to?

When they visited their schools

Last time, I was not one of them that was going to be kicked out. I experienced that once. that was enough. 
Today we had to put on a school dress. Mine was actually quite pretty. I was getting used to wearing girl clothes in S-Idol. If it made Dauphin happy and my aunt, then I would do it without complaining. They knew what was better for me. 
When I was putting the dress on, I decided I should also wear a pull up. Because then the others wouldn't tease Chrissy. At this time, I didn't know that he didn't wear a diaper. So I did think i was helping him.
The pink limo too me to my old school. I got out and then everyone started to shout that I was a sissy and a girl. I got so mad and started crying and shouting and stamping my feet, but they kept on calling me sissy. So without thinking, I took off all my clothes and stood in the school yard naked as the day as I was born. Then I shouted, do I look like a girl?
You could hear a pin fall to the ground. I was naked. Then I started hiding my privates and slowly put my pull up on again, which received a few laughs. Then I put the dress on. I looked like a sissy again.
The rest of the day went fine. I think that they were afraid to tease me after that.

I Cant believe that I am one of the favourites to win S-Idol. Last week was so cool that no one voted for me. But you must admit that it was strange that we are wearing girl clothes. 
Today, there was a uniform left out for me to put on. There is a picture of it below. I suppose it was not all that girlish. The blazer hid a lot, but everyone could see my legs. I could deal with this, after all everyone else was wearing the same. And I must admit that I thought it was pretty enough. 
Then this huge pink limo comes and picks me up. I didn't expect to go out, but I suppose we were going for a drive. One thing is being inside the doll house with a dress on, the next thing is being out in the open aid. You can feel everything go up your legs. It felt quite good. Of course I couldn't smile, because I didn't want the other boys that were getting in their limos to think that I was enjoying this
The Limo drove and drove, and I could see that it was driving me to the area I Lived in. I was so happy. Maybe I was going to visit my family. This was short lived as we drove right by house..... and stopped at my school. I nearly had an heart attack. I couldn't get out looking like a girl. I simply sat in the car and refused to get out. The Driver told me that it would be best for me to get out, because if I didn't they would just look through the windows. 
I opened the doors with shaky hands. Some were laughing and who could blame them. I Left as a boy and now was a girl. I walked over to my mates that had lots of questions,
"What is it like wearing a girls uniform"
" Its OK, You can feel the air going up your skirt" I replied blushing
" Isn't it embarrassing that you look like a sissy"
" Do I look like a sissy or girl?" I asked
Then the bell rang. The day went OK. Everyone was telling me how brave I was for wearing a dress and how beautiful I looked. I started to enjoy the attention. I blushed every time that someone said I was pretty. Sometimes I wanted to be a girl, and suddenly everyone was seeing me as a girl and not a boy. The funny thing is that after a bit, I forgot that I was a boy and thought I was a boy. 
I suppose this is why during lunch break my best friend and I hid in the play house. He told me that he seen me on S-Idol and was so proud of me. He said that I looked so pretty and that I was hotter than any other girl that went to school here. I was blushing. I didn't know where to look or what to say. Then he shocked me by giving me a kiss on my lips. I just let him. I Couldn't believe it. It was the best I ever experienced. I felt so good, but does this mean I am gay. I suppose he thought he was kissing a girl. I kissed him back.

The Fashion Show

I was going to be wonder woman. I didn't care what anyone else thought. I always liked wonder wonder woman and the costume was cool. Everyone says this is Sissy idol. I thought If I wanted to stay. I never thought I was a sissy before. But I didn't mind playing that I was a girl. Its good fun. For example today, we could try on costumes that we would be killed for if we wore them at home. 

Nanny asked me did I want to wear a Wonder woman diaper on. I thought that I should do what she said. I mean children should do what the adults say. They know better, but I said no. I was shocked that I said no to an adult. If I said no to my aunt then I would be in trouble. I said that the wonder woman nearly wore panties. You can see that if you look at the picture. If I wore a diaper, I would look foolish 

My turn came to go out on the fashion show. I thought everyone would tease. But they all cheered and shouted my name. I was so happy. I started doing the same as wonder woman and trying to stop bullets with my hand. It was so funny because everyone laughed. Then I took out the lasso and tried to swing it. I must admit that I am no good with this lasso thing. It feel around my head. I started laughing so hard that I fell to the floor laughing. I shouted out that wonder woman was trying to hang herself. 

After the show, I met with Taylor. He has some slutty costume on. I never really talked to him before, so we went around the mall and had a good time. He told me that it looked like I was wearing panties, was that not embarrassing. I just replied that it looked like he was wearing nothing, is that worse. Then he started laughing and said that I was very pretty and would I go out with him. I asked did he mean we should be gay. He joked back and said its most likely that we will be Lesbians. I laughed and looked at him. My heart was beating quickly. I said yes. I now had a boy friend. 

I hate being last. Everyone looked so pretty and some got some cheers and some were booed at. What would they do with me. I would have to stand before a few hundred people and look like a sissy. But they seen me on S-idol for the last 3 weeks, so they know what i look like in girl clothes. 

I picked this fairy costume. It was so pretty. If I was to look like a sissy, then I would so it with some class. The Nanny asked me if I wanted to wear a diaper. I told her no thanks but asked if I could wear a thong. She looked at me in a puzzled way. I went down on my knees and begged if I could. She finally said OK. I put this pink thong on. it was funny with a string in my butt. 

Then it was time to Go out on stage. I walked back and forth, Everyone was polite. I think they were getting tired of watching one sissy after another sissy. So I started doing Cartwheels. This got some cheering and then all of a sudden it went quiet. I stopped and looked out at them. Why were they standing there looking like they each had a heart attack. Then I figured it out, when I was doing the cartwheels they could see my ass and not much in the front. 

After the show, I walked around with Rose. I noticed how cute he was. I as unsure if he fancied boys. He seemed to be like a little mothers boy. But after some time talking, we agreed to be each others boy friend or girl friend, depended what clothes we had on. 

Being Sissy Babies

I was so happy that i was not kicked out of S-Idol. Someone told me that many wants me out because they think my aunt is mean and that I shouldn't be here. If you said that to me three weeks ago I would have agreed. but now I love it here. Maybe I am a sissy and I know I have a boyfriend. When I am dressed up in girls clothes and look in the mirror, I think that this must have been how my mother looked when she was a girl. 
When we were taking a shower, I was next to Taylor. I looked at him and my heart started pumping quickly. We started kissing. He told me it was French kissing. I don't know what he meant by that, because I am not French. Whatever it was, I was so happy. I really loved him. Of Course the other boys started laughing but I didn't care. I was in love. 
Then we had to go in our new room. Paris was coming out. He seemed like he was crying. I wondered why. When I went in, I found out. Nanny told me we would be sleeping here from now on. I Thought it was a joke and started laughing until she told me to lie on the changing mat. I asked her do I really need a diaper and she said everyone was babies from now on. I started laughing again. This was the funniest thing that I heard about. Who thought of this show. Then I thought it was only a game and It would be fun being a baby.
When we went in the sitting room we were given a bottle of milk and Nanny told everyone that we would be babies from now on. I looked at Taylor. He looked so pretty as a baby. He was also sucking a pacifier. We kept on trading them. We joked and called it pacifier kissing. 
Later I thought about being a baby for the next few weeks. Then I remembered my mother. I was a baby when she was alive. I really missed her. I started to cry and then Taylor gave me a hug. I fell asleep on his lap. 

I was now a sissy. The more I stay in S-Idol, the more I can live in a dream that I am a sissy and no one minds. No one teases or laughs because i want to wear girls clothes,
When I was taking a shower I realised how happy I was. I started kissing Rose. I think he is just finding out that he is gay. But he is so cute that I love him. I don't think I made him gay. II don't think you can make people gay or not. We started kissing in the shower and feeling each other over everywhere. I tried telling him that it was a French kiss, but he kept on saying that he was not French. Who cares, he was a good kisser. 
Then our room was locked. The Nanny told us to go in the other room. I protested saying that it was only cribs. She said from now on their our cribs and to march right in there now so she can help me get changed. What did she mean by get changed. I could get Changed by myself now. I didn't need any help from her or anyone else. 
When I finally did go in the room, she told me to lie on the Changing table. I was going to be changed like a baby. Once again I said no way. I started running around the room and she started chasing me. Finally she did catch me and put me over her knee. I was spanked 10 times because I would not listen to her. Let me tell you this much, that spanking hurts you. After she stuck a pacifier in my mouth. I suppose it was so I wouldn't cry so hard. 
She laid me on the Changing table and said that If I kicked or tried to hit her, I would be strapped down. I promised that I wouldn't. I didn't know how she could understand all this when I had a pacifier in my mouth. She put this huge pampers on me and then a baby dress, that showed most of my diaper. 
We were told that we were babies from now on. I felt like throwing up. Later I was playing with Rose when I felt my diaper getting wet. I wet myself without knowing it. It was a cool feeling. Then I felt happy because I knew I was going to like being a baby. 

The Babies go to the Park with Nanny

Last week I got no votes. I shouldn't have said that because I notice every time some says that, then they get all the votes the next week.
I didn't speak with my new boyfriend today. I left the doll house before he could come. That was a pity, because I really wanted to kiss him good bye. Ah well, we could do it when we are home. It is hard to share a crib, as there is not a lot of place. Its extra hard to try to sneak in each others crib as you cannot come out of them
We went to this little park. It had a lake in the middle. my Nanny wanted to take me walking around the Park. It was so beautiful with trees and flowers and a few squirrels. Of course I ran straight for the lake. I didn't notice that my nanny was running and panting after me. It must look so funny on film. I am sure that you all had a great laugh. 
Anyhow she caught up to me and I was put over her knee and spanked in the middle of this posh park. Some others that walked by started, not understanding that such a big girl could be spanked over someones knees. Little did she know that it really did not hurt because I had a nappy on. 
Then she put this baby leash on me. It looked like a dog leash. It was so that I could not run around the park all the time. We went around and she told me what the different flowers were called. It was fun and I hope I could do it again. I doubt my aunt wants to do it. 
Then she asked me if i wanted a drink. She asked if I wanted a pink baby bottle or a blue one. I picked the Blue one. 

I have been thinking that S-Idol has totally changed me. Before I came here, I wouldn't be seen dead with a dress. I wouldn't be seen with a diaper and you can sure bet I would not kiss any boy. What is happening with me, what will happen when I leave S-Idol?
I seen Rose leaving in a stroller. He looked so cute. I just wanted to rush and kiss him. Then I realised that this one of those days that we will not be together. I was not to happy about that. 
I was given the same treatment as the others. I was made to look like a small baby girl. Rather an over sized baby girl. I realised that I was going to be taken out in a stroller. If this was a few weeks ago, I would have created a tantrum, but considering everything I have tried, It really didn't matter again. Then I thought, was I being brainwashed???
We went to a park on the other side of town. There was absolutely no one there. Except for some old people that were all sitting and looking at me playing with some sand. They have heard Nanny's warning not to get my dress dirty. 
Then she bought two bottles to me to pick one which was mine. How do I remember which one is mine. I picked the blue one. It was just the one that was closer. 
Then she got mad and said that my dress was dirty. She got really mad. I didn't really understand why she was mad. Because there are things called washing machines. I suppose girls are to be clean all the time. She took off my dress and told me I could just play in my diaper. I mean how embarrassing is that. For the rest of the afternoon, I was playing around in a diaper so all the old people could look. 
At the end it was quite funny being the centre of attention with the old people. One woman came up to me and squeezed me on the cheek. She said she will look down my diaper to see if the little girl was wet. When she pulled the diaper out and looked down, she nearly fainted

Visiting the Beach

Today we took a break from being babies. We were going to the beach and this was great. Because it is so hot. At least we didn't have to go as a baby. That would be fun. but wearing diapers when you are a baby is a bit too warm

I picked out this one piece swimming suit. You can see it at the left. I liked it because it was blue and it had these lovely stars. It looked like a night sky.

When we got to the beach, I rushed to the water. It was so lovely and warm that it was great fun. Others looked at us a bit strange, as if we never seen a beach before. But I was never at a beach in girls clothes. I was now a sissy and it was great fun. 
After we swam Taylor and I went for a walk. We said that we hoped we were the last two in S-Idol and it was getting harder and harder to stay in S-idol. Then we left the beach and went up to the dunes. We told each other how much we loved each other and how cute we were and then we started kissing. We must have been kissing for a long time with our eyes closed, because when we looked up, this old woman was yelling at us that two small ladies shouldn't be kissing like that and we should wait to we get boyfriends

Then Taylor did something rude, he pulled aside his swimming suit and told the old woman that we were boyfriend. I thought it was funny and a bit sad, because the old woman got very pale and looked like she was going to have a heart attack. 
Then we went back to the others and built a huge princess castle. We talked about who will live there. It was a great day at the beach. I hope we do it again. 

Someone asked me if I wanted to win or how far I wanted to go. I want to be in the top 3. S-Idol has taught me a lot. I mean every day I am dressed like a girl or I am dressed like a baby. I do not mind. If people do not like this, then they can stuff it. Before I started S-Idol, I would have died of shame. Now I have learnt it doesn't matter who you are on the outside. It matters who you are on the inside. 

Today I wore a bikini. It had a cute little kitten on it and I loved it. I will tell the truth, I also wanted to look good for Rose. You all know that he is now my boyfriend. Yes, I am happy that he was not kicked out. But they say he is the favourite to win. Anyhow I liked the Bikini and it only took me a few minutes to put it on.

At the Beach we jumped in the water. It was wet. I usually love going in the water but something had changed . I looked at the water and was worried that it was dirty. I didn't want to get dirty or get my bikini dirty. Wow, I was really now a sissy. I was worried about how I looked, even in water. What if it messed my hair?

After, Rose and I went to some dunes and started snogging each other until this woman caught us. I am sure that Rose told you all about that. I got mad at her because she gave us a speech about not kissing until we get boyfriends. I showed her that we were boyfriends and she must have thought we were freaks wearing girls clothes and then kissing each other. I feel bad that I showed her. What is she died on the spot. She was just trying to be nice to us. 

At the end, we built a princess castle. 

Nicolas

Taylor was nearly kicked out last week. I started crying when this happened as I thought that my boyfriend will leave me. I know that he or I have to leave this week or if not, then S-Idol Finishes really next week. I hope that people vote Nicolas out. Not because he is not nice, but he is not a sissy but a girl. I just want my boyfriend to stay. 

Today I was given these baggy shorts that were very small. Under them I had a diaper on and you can see by my big bum and at the bottom of the shorts that I had a diaper on. This was going to be the last time that I would be a baby and a sissy I was told, but the challenge would not be very easy. 

The Nanny took us to the other side of town and then she said that this challenge was easy. We just had to travel back to the Doll House. But we had to be on a crowded bus with school children and old people. I found a seat besides a woman and her child that was a toddler. When I was walking towards the seat I could see that people were starting at me, and that they smiling and even laughing at me. For the first time in S-Idol, I felt like running out of the bus or the ground would swallow me. I just decided to smile back and tell them that despite how I looked, I was a happy boy, or sissy. 

As I said, I sat down by the woman and her toddler. The little boy must have been about 4. Straight away he noticed that I looked more like a boy than a girl. Of course he said this and his mother went red and said that I was a girl, can he not see by the clothes that I was wearing. 

Then the boy asked if I was a baby. The Mother said that some girls need diapers longer than the others. He laughed. While all this was being said, I tried to smile as much as I could and look as cute as I can

At the end she offered me a bottle of milk. I was nearly going to give her son a piece of my mind. But I decided just to drink the milk. 

The Nanny took us to the other side of town and then she said that this challenge was easy. We just had to travel back to the Doll House. But we had to be on a crowded bus with school children and old people.

I found a seat that was nearly empty. I was wearing a short summer dress and this was OK, because it covered the diaper that they made me wear. When I came in the bus, I sat down with the teenager boys. It couldn't have been more embarrassing, I looked like a sissy and when I sat down I think I was so nervous that I wet myself. 

The boys spoke with each other about Football. Of course I knew a bit about it, more than they did, so I started talking about it and they just told me to shut up and play with my Barbie or put some make up on. This really made me mad an I wanted to give them a piece of my mind. But I decided that it was three against one and that I would never survive. 

Then one of the boys looked at me. He said I should close my legs because he could see up my dress and I was wearing a diaper. The other boys really had a great time now at my expense. I just closed my legs and looked out the window, 

To make things worse the boy next to me started feeling my knee. I moved his hand and told him that I had a boy friend, and if he wanted to know who it was to watch S-Idol. I never seen a boy move his hand so quick. I smiled. 

It wasn't the best bus trip in my life, but it ended well

Summer

Summer was sent here, because he his mother wanted to find the more feminine side of him, so that he does not tease and bully at school. He didn't get the chance, as 25% voted that he should be eliminated the first week. 

Questions to Summer:

Are you happy you were voted out of S-Idol?

Yes. I seen all the Episodes and am happy that I didn't have to wear dresses and be like a baby. I Don't understand the boys that stayed here. They just became sissies and babies. I would have walked out and said that they can keep their S-Idol. I was nearly voted back at one stage. If I was voted back, I would have tried because there were only a few episodes left. But I am happy I was voted out. Everyone at school would tease me that I am a sissy. 

Do you still Bully at school and friends?

There was one S-Idol that I seen where boys were teased when they were wearing a dress. I thought this was mean, They were the same under the dress ad they are when they wear boys clothes. That made me think. But I suppose I still tease and bully. Its just because some people are so weird. 

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

Everyone thinks Rose is cute, but Taylor is a gay sissy, so I think Taylor will win

Ali

Ali was voted out as the second boy with 37% of the votes. He went in a tantrum when he had to wear girl clothes and later he teased some boys that were wearing diapers. S-Idol readers sent him home 

Questions to Ali:

Are you happy you were voted out of S-Idol?

It was a strange experience for me. I mean we were forced to wear girl clothes and we had to take showers with the others. This was just too strange. it is making boys to girls, and that's not just right. I am happy that I didn't have to experience many things that the others did, especially going in public with diapers

Do you Feel bad that you have teased?

No. teasing is a way of telling people to act normal. They were sitting around in girls clothes, that was one thing. But some also had diapers on. They should have known better besides accepting that they should wear those things. They are far too old for that.  

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

I thought Chrissy would win. He is a real sissy. But we have two gay boyfriends left, and I think that Taylor is more sissy, But people will vote for Rose, because they feel sorry for him.  

Reece

Reece started S-idol well, and was one of the favourites. However, when he had to visit his old school with a dress on, he did not come out of the limo. S-Idol viewers thought that this was a sign that he could not survive the rest of S-Idol. 30% voted that he should go home

Questions to Reece:

Are you  disappointed that you did not get out of the car ?

That's why I was kicked out. But it was a shock. It was Ok wearing these clothes in Barbie house, where all the other boys wore it. But when I came to the school, I panicked. I didn't expect it and locked my self in the car. That was stupid

What did S-Idol Teach you?

I am not a sissy. But I have learnt that sometimes we have to face things in life and not be afraid what people thinks. If we can take people laughing at us with girl clothes on, then we can take anything

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

Rose will win. He accepted everything. He started as a boy and now he is a sissy.  

Aaron

Aaron was one of the adorable contestants in the show. From the start we have seen that he wet himself and acted quite like a baby. Once he tried taking his diaper off, and it did not work. Aaron was eliminated with 27%, a close battle between him and Ashley. The Week after he was voted back and tried being a baby, which he thought was the best day in his life. 25% voted that he should leave 

Questions to Aaron:

So What has happened since you left S-Idol ?

I was taken to this doctor and they found out that I have a weak bladder and its weak. That's why I pee myself she says. Things are better with my family because they now understand why sometimes I have to wear diapers. The doctor gave me exercises to do and things will get better. At school everyone thinks I am a baby and some calls me sissy. But I have a lot more friends, especially girls. 

Do You really wish you were a baby?

I don't think I am a sissy. I think I am a baby. I don't know why I want to be a baby. I think its because people don't expect much. 

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

Rose will win.

Paris

Paris was one of the tough boys in S-Idol, that teased and bullied other boys at school. His eyes were opened when he visited his school and it was suddenly him being teased. He has worked hard on not teasing, but had a rough time when the boys were put in diapers. He teased and with 58% of votes, he was voted out

Questions to Paris:

What has happened since you left S-Idol ?

That's why I was kicked out. But it was a shock. It was Ok wearing these clothes in Barbie house, where all the other boys wore it. But when I came to the school, I panicked. I didn't expect it and locked my self in the car. That was stupid

What did S-Idol Teach you?

Its better being weird and a sissy than teasing and making people feel bad. If you think a person is strange or not normal, then you can keep it to yourself or say it in a polite way. Sometimes its hard though 

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

Taylor will win. He was the true sissy through the whole show. I thought Nicolas would win to tell you the truth 

Ashley

Ashley had a hard time saying no to anyone and anything. His family thought that S-Idol would teach him to stand up for himself and say no. S-Idol views have noticed this through S-Idol. At times he did say no, and this was a step forward. However at the end, he was kicked out with 38% of the votes

Questions to Ashley:

Did you miss S-Idol when you were kicked out?

Yes, I made it so far, and then I was kicked out. I really enjoyed S-Idol. It was a chance to pretend I was a girl and a baby. I didn't like when people thought I was gay. I didn't like when people thought I was a sissy. But I did miss it

What has life been after S-Idol?

I am famous at school. People ask how I could be in such a show and what it was like. They are also proud that I made it so far. 

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

I Hope that Taylor wins. I think he did the best.  

Chrissy

The Big shock of S-Idol was when Chrissy was eliminated next. Through the show, he has shown that he was a true sissy and even a baby sissy. At the end he received 47% of the votes to leave, a very close call between him and Taylor. A few votes could have meant that Chrissy would have been in the finals tonight

Questions to Chrissy:

Were you surprised when you were voted out ?

Yes, everyone was telling me that I was the favourite when the show started. I really loved S-idol. All those girl clothes I tried on and even was allowed to be a baby. I was so sad when I left. Some told me it was because people that expected me to win didn't bother to vote. But I think that I did very well. 

What has life been like since you left S-Idol?

I am allowed to dress up as a girl in the weekends, and this is great fun. I feel like I can be a boy in the week and then a girl at the weekends. I have received a lot of mail by boys that thinks I am brave and I am happy about this. 

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

Rose is so cute and I think he will win.   

Nicolas

Nicolas was a special boy in S-Idol. He really thought he was a girl and enjoyed it so much. This had made him a popular favourite however it was not enough. 57% voted that he should leave before the Final. 

Questions to Nicolas:

Were you surprised when you were voted out ?

I came in third place and would like to wish everyone that supported me. It was an experience of a life time, and I would like to do it again. I am not disappointed, as I came in third place.  

What has life been like since you left S-Idol?

Dad and I are much closer now. He calls me Nicola. He is taking me to some doctor where we are talking about my feelings and if I am a girl in a boys body. I think that I will be happy in the future.  

Who do you think will win S-Idol?

Taylor   

Rose

Rose has made it to the final. He was sent here as a means to be humiliated by his aunt. Throughout the series, he has shown that he accepted each challenge and was ready to do what was asked. At the end he found a boyfriend and considered himself a sissy

Questions to Rose:

many have said this show turned you to a sissy while Taylor was a sissy, do you agree ?

I like wearing girl clothes. I think when I am a baby and look like a girl, then I remember my mom, that died when I was small. I like wearing dresses, and I don't know if I am a sissy. I never thought I was gay, but then I fell in love with Taylor and I really love him. I think its up to the voters to decide who wins, and I would be proud if Taylor wins. 

Do you think your aunt is mean to have humiliated you ?

My aunt took care of me when my mum died. I have heard people say that she is mean and all that. I am looking forward to living with my grandmother. That is close to where Taylor lives and she will treat me better

What will you do if You win S-Idol?

There's not much I can do except have the prize statue. I think it is something I will always remember. I found out who I am and  

Taylor

Taylor was confused when he came to S-idol. He was a boy on the outside, but was hiding that he was both gay and a sissy. Through S-Idol, he has learnt that he is a sissy and even fell in love with another boy 

Questions to Taylor:

Are you a sissy and are you gay ?

That is a bit of a dumb question. Everyone has seen me wear girls clothes for the last nine weeks and acting like a girl. Everyone seen me fall in love with Rose and even kissing him. People seen all this and they know that I liked it. 

Are you afraid the whole world knows now and will tease and bully you?

I have thought about this. I do not know what will happen, But I had the guts to do something that was fun and most boys would not do. I have learned that we are who we are, we should be proud and this means that people are different. If people tease me, I will stand up for myself. I will always have friends that accept me for who I am

What will you do if you win S-Idol?

I haven't thought about it. Maybe I will go out and buy a dress hee hee