Deeper

I can feel the pull,
I can feel the strain,
Fighting it causes me so much pain,
I look into the mirror and see a stranger,
He mocks me and destroys me,
It would be easier if I could end it all,
But he doesn't let me,
I can't live and I can't die,
I'm slowly drowning in a body not mine,
I can feel the chains pulling me,
Deeper and deeper,
I want to live and breath,
I want to live and laugh,
I want to live and love,
I want to be free from my mind and cage,
But the chains bind me,
They pull me,
Deeper and deeper,
Deeper and deeper,