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Featured BigCloset TopShelf author TGFictionStv.

My passion is for magical transformation and drama in the R-rated range. I will occasionally delve into Fanfiction, but I like to challenge myself with original fiction as much as possible. I like to promote different ideas and perspectives in my characters and narratives. My dialogue construction is inspired by the likes of Quentin Tarantino and Kevin Smith.

==Sequels==

I do occasionally work on sequels, my Black Ring series has 6+ parts to it. However, I try to make every sequel a novelette size and one that can hold its own as a story. I won't produce a part or sequel unless I can get a full story out of it. If you stumble upon a sequel, please read the first in the series.

==Magic==

I'm a real fan of magic transformation stories so feel free to send me a message on an idea I can incorporate into a story. An idea is great, but I have to make sure I can actually build a plot off it.

6th Day Violation

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  • TGFictionStv

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  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning
  • Science Fiction

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Amnesia
  • Body, Mind or Soul Exchange
  • Crime / Punishment
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis

TG Elements: 

  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Identity Theft
  • Memory Loss
  • Surgery

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  • Fan-Fiction, poster's responsibility

6th Day Violation
(Based off the movie 6th Day)

Andrea Gibson was a veteran pilot at Extreme Express, a company that
would fly clients to high peaks for the purposes of hiking, climbing,
skiing, etc. Andrea had always had a fascination with flying but due to
her controversial history decided not to enlist in the US Air Force.
Instead, she became an expert in the new helicopter jets. Extreme
Express had two helicopter jets in stock, each of them having helicopter
blades and super-sonic jet engines. They also could be controlled by
hand remote.

Andrea was a brunette with long hair that she often put into a pony tail.
She was relatively tall for a woman and was a natural athlete. Her
fellow pilot at Extreme Express was Hank, her on-again, off-again
boyfriend of the last few years. Corporate policies forbid romance
between pilots, so they kept their relationship secret. At work, they
acted as the best of platonic friends.

Andrea would often come to work in her brown leather jacket rather than
wear ultra-feminine clothes like the receptionist did. Hank generally
wore a colorful ski jacket.

"This just came in," the receptionist said giving Andrea a hand remote.

"Finally," Andrea said pleased and placed the device around her arm and
wrist. She played with the joystick and controls as if she were actually
flying a helicopter jet.

"Want to test it out?" Hank asked.

"Absolutely," Andrea grinned.

***

Andrea and Hank got into the helicopter jet with Hank being in the pilot
seat. Using the hand remote, Andrea had the second helicopter jet lifted
off. The two went into the mountainous area and raced each other.
Andrea expertly placed her helicopter jet in first while Hank tried to
get around her.

"Your father's fiftieth birthday is coming up," Hank brought up again.

Andrea gave him an annoyed look. "So?" she asked.

"So? Are you going to go?" Hank asked.

"I haven't talked with my parents face-to-face for years," Andrea
muttered.

"It's kind of a big deal," Hank remarked.

"Why do you care?" Andrea asked.

"I was hoping maybe I could come along," Hank said awkwardly.

"I'm not ready to deal with it," Andrea said flustered.

The two helicopter jets cleared the mountains and went back towards the
city. Their jet engines turned off and they went into helicopter mode.
"When do you think you will be ready?" Hank asked.

"Maybe never," Andrea muttered.

***

That afternoon after work, Andrea rode with Hank to his apartment. "Want
a drink?" he offered her.

"I should stay sober just in case I end up going," Andrea said nervously.

"Suit yourself," Hank said drinking a beer.

Andrea sat on the couch uncomfortable. "What's the worse they could do?
Yell at you?" Hank asked.

"You have no idea, Hank. It's not the shouting or the mean words. It's
the looks on their faces. That sad disappointed look," she said.

"You are an accomplished pilot, and you make a good living. You have
your own place. You should be proud of yourself. I know I am," Hank
complimented.

"Thanks," Andrea said.

"You're so tense," Hank remarked massaging her shoulders.

Andrea closed her eyes as she welcomed Hank's touch. He was always good
at giving her massages. She looked at her watch and determined how much
time they had before the birthday party would start. She turned to face
him. "I know a way to help relieve the tension," she said.

"Oh?" Hank asked smiling.

The two hurried to take off their clothes while kissing and touching one
another. The two ended up in Hank's bedroom. Andrea's first time with a
man was with Hank. He had been completely understanding of her
condition. Their first time, she still had her male parts. Hank was
instantly aroused by Andrea's beauty. He placed a generous amount of
lube on his cock and then placed it at her entrance.

"Ready?" he asked.

Andrea nodded. Hank pushed in expanding the vaginal cavity the operation
had made. Andrea gasped as he went all the way in. She knew since her
teenage years that she liked men. For years, she agonized on how she
wanted a man but could never have one. When she met Hank, she felt an
immediate attraction to his dirty blond hair, blue eyes, and athletic
build. He rivaled her in snowboarding on the mountains. He treated her
respectfully and without any chauvinism. Finally, she told him the truth
and they made love that very night.

Hank entered her and was slow at first to avoid hurting her. One of
Andrea's greatest fears was that her vagina would close up completely or
become too tight for Hank to enter. Eventually, she loosened up and
after a few moments of gentle sex, Hank came inside her. The two kissed
and cuddled while relaxing on the bed. Andrea felt so much better than
before and her worries disappeared.

***

Andrea finally decided to go to her parent's place. It was dark by the
time the cab dropped her off. Fighting her anxiety, she heard
celebratory noises inside. Curious, Andrea looked through the window and
saw the shock of her life. It was her!

Not quite her though. It was the masculine male equivalent of her.
Andrea was a male-to-female transsexual and had been transitioning since
her early college days. She never revealed this to her parents and
avoided physical contact with them instead choosing to send them emails
and phone calls. In the house was a man that looked exactly as she would
had she not transitioned. He had bulging muscles, a military hairstyle,
and had a little girl in his arms. An unknown woman, presumably his
wife, was also there. Andrea's parents were all-smiles chatting with
this man and playing with his young daughter.

Andrea backed away from the house stunned. Her mind raced for an answer
but nothing made sense. She didn't have a twin brother. The only
alternative is that her male clone was in that house pretending to be
her.

"A Sixth Day Violation," Andrea whispered.

***

Andrea called up Hank to give her a ride. By the time he arrived, Andrea
was noticeably upset. "What's wrong?" Hank asked.

"A clone of me is at my parent's house," she said freaked.

"A clone? That's impossible," Hank doubted.

"See for yourself," Andrea said taking out her phone. She went to her
pictures, then restricted section, inputted her password, and then showed
pictures of her when she was a teenage boy.

"Alright," Hank said memorizing the picture.

"Now, look inside," Andrea pressed.

Hank shrugged and came to the house. Sure enough, an older version of
the male teenager was inside the house with his wife and young daughter.
A little spooked, Hank came back to Andrea.

"Maybe he's an impostor," he guessed.

"He's married with a daughter in there. This can only mean one thing.
He's a clone of me," Andrea said.

"He doesn't look like you at all," Hank doubted.

"I've had hormones and cosmetic surgery done. Of course, I don't look
like him," Andrea hissed.

"If what you're saying is true, your genetic code should match," Hank
said.

"How do you expect me to get his genetic code?" Andrea asked
sarcastically.

"I got this," Hank said and walked over to the house while Andrea looked
on uncertain.

Hank knocked on the door and a few moments later the man came to the
door. "Yes?" he asked.

"Are you Adam?" Hank asked.

"Yes, what do you want?" Adam asked confused.

Hank suddenly punched Adam to the face. Adam stepped back stunned by the
assault but then quickly punched Hank back. Hank was nearly knocked out
by the force of the blow. Andrea watched from afar as Adam continuously
punched Hank to the face until he fell to the ground. Hank retreated
from the house with a confused Adam looking on.

"Don't come back," Adam said in a thick masculine tone.

Hank ran over to Andrea. "Why did you do that?" she asked.

"His DNA is on my fist," Hank said showing blood on his knuckles.

"You sure that isn't your blood," Andrea asked skeptically.

Hank rolled his eyes. "You sure can punch."

"Don't say that ever again. That thing isn't me. It never was," Andrea
said angrily.

"Alright, alright," Hank said defensively.

***

Hank drove the two of them to the police station to figure everything
out. "I wish to report a Sixth Day Violation," Andrea said calmly to the
police receptionist.

"Really?" the cop asked annoyed.

"Really. I have proof," Andrea said.

Hank took out a rag with blood on it. "Test it," he said.

"What is this supposed to prove?" the cop asked.

"The blood on this rag will match her DNA. I got into a fight with her
clone, and his blood is on this rag," Hank said.

"His blood? Sir, even if I were to believe this, a clone must have the
same sex as the original," the cop doubted.

"I'm a transsexual. Happy now?" Andrea said awkwardly.

The cop stared at them and sighed. "I'll run it by the lab," he said
finally.

***

Hank and Andrea sat in the lobby while the lab did a DNA test. The
technician placed the blood sample through the machine and immediately
detected the identity. The computer showed a recent driver's license
photo of Adam. The technician then placed a DNA sample from Andrea and
the DNA matched perfectly. The technician did a finger-print analysis
and both sets matched. The technician then went to the investigative
unit.

"This isn't making any sense even for me," the technician said.

"You saying her story is true? A clone?" the investigator asked.

"Either that or they're twins separated at birth," the technician said.

"I find that more believable than a clone," another cop joked.

"No one is to alert the Feds of this until we interview both of them,"
the lead investigator ordered.

***

Hank and Andrea waited patiently in the lobby as the cops discussed what
to do. "It just means you have a twin brother. No big deal, really,"
Hank tried to assure Andrea.

"I don't know," Andrea said shaking her head in disbelief.

A white woman and a large black man entered the police lobby in suits.
They looked for the cop receptionist who was gone at the moment. The
woman looked at Andrea curiously. "Are you Gibson?" she asked.

"Who wants to know?" Hank asked defensively.

"Shut your mouth," the black man said to Hank.

"I'll ask again," the woman said taking out a pistol.

Andrea immediately took hold of the woman's grip keeping the pistol away
from her. The black man intervened, but Hank pushed him up against the
wall. Andrea crushed the woman's wrist forcing the pistol out of her
hand. She then kicked the woman to the ground. The black man pulled his
own pistol out to kill Hank. Andrea fired slicing through the black
man's neck killing him. Hank pushed the dead man off of him and the two
looked at each other terrified. Andrea took hold of the woman and
marched her out of the police station at gun point.

"Pointing a gun at a cop is not a good idea," the woman struggled with
Andrea.

"You're no cop," Andrea accused.

Andrea forced the woman up against Hank's car with the pistol at her
neck. "Who sent you?" Andrea demanded.

"Go ahead and kill me. I'll just be brought back," she said
condescendingly.

Andrea gave her a weird look. "What if I just blast off a finger one-by-
one?" Andrea asked.

The woman looked at Andrea fearfully. "There was a Sixth Day Violation a
few years ago. My boss is the richest and most powerful man in America.
He went on a ski trip using your company, but he was killed by an anti-
cloning zealot. You were killed as well, so we thought," the woman said.

Andrea remembered that trip quite well. Hank and she had to do an eye
exam and blood test before the trip. Hank volunteered to do the trip, so
Andrea could take time off work. At the time, Andrea still used her male
name Adam. Hank pretended to be Adam on that trip.

Andrea stared at Hank realizing what had happened. "You died on that
trip," Andrea said of Hank.

"I couldn't have. I'm here, see?" Hank said dismissively.

"He's a clone. When we cloned you thinking you were dead, we realized
you switched places, so we had to clone him too," the woman said.

"That's impossible. I have all my memories from before the trip," Hank
said.

"That was no eye exam. It records all of your memories which allowed us
to transplant those memories into the clone. The clone then has all of
the memories of the original," the woman said impatiently.

"This is crazy," Hank said incredulous.

"I can prove he is a clone. If you look underneath the eyelid there will
be a marker. Look into my eyes," the woman said.

Andrea looked at the woman's eye as she peeled back her eyelid. A few
markers were present indicating how many times she had been cloned.
"Hank, look into my eye," Andrea said seriously.

"You can't believe this," Hank said.

"Just do it," Andrea said agitated.

Hank looked into Andrea's eye. "Nothing," he said.

"Now, your eye," Andrea ordered.

Hank sighed and then peeled back his eyelid. Andrea then saw the one
marker indicating he was a clone. "So?" he said.

The woman suddenly saw an opening and went for the pistol. Andrea
instinctively shot her in the head killing her. The woman dropped next
to Hank's car. Police sirens could be heard nearby.

"Let's get out of here," Andrea said.

***

Hank and Andrea drove to Hank's apartment. It was a mess as usual. "We
have to leave the country. Get new identities," Hank said anxiously.

He began looking for a suitcase to pack some clothes. "Just wait, Hank,"
Andrea said trying to focus herself.

A sudden burst of light went through Hank. Andrea looked around and saw
the killer in the apartment. She fired her own pistol blasting some of
his fingers off. Andrea aimed her pistol at the killer's face. "Who are
you?" she demanded.

"It doesn't matter who I am. That man there was a clone, an abomination
before God," he said.

"Yeah, well, I guess I'm an abomination too," Andrea said furious. She
became tearful realizing Hank was dead for the second time.

"That man is not the man you knew. He was a clone. All of his memories
are fake," the zealot said.

"Who is making these clones?" Andrea demanded.

"Dr. Weir. He is the one that continually clones Mr. Drucker and his
associates. The men you killed will just be recloned again," the zealot
said.

"Why not kill him? Why did you have to kill my friend?" Andrea demanded.

"Dr. Weir is too protected. I could never get close to him," the zealot
admitted.

Car noises could be heard approaching the apartment. Men in suits with
pistols moved towards the apartment. "Either let me go or kill me. They
can't capture me alive. They'll get my memories and know everyone I
know," the zealot said.

"I'm not going to kill you," Andrea refused.

The zealot suddenly took Andrea's pistol and fired into his own head.
Andrea gave the zealot a shocked look but then realized she needed to
move. She took Hank's car and was chased by suited agents. A fire fight
ensued as Andrea placed the car on automatic drive. Bursts of plasma
from both sides lit up the night. Finally, Andrea was able to escape by
blasting one of the cars. The car caught on fire and then exploded
killing the occupants.

***

The next morning, Andrea went to Replacement Technologies headquarters
office building. In order to get to the higher floors, Andrea needed the
right finger-print. She curiously used her own and was given access to
the elevator.

The suited agents also arrived in the morning and went through the
security checkpoint. Andrea tried to act normal as she went through the
building and then used her finger-print again to access the most secure
areas. Inside the building itself were tanks filled with proto-humans.
She passed by the tanks and found Dr. Weir in his office. She pointed her
pistol at him as she approached.

"You had me cloned," she accused.

Dr. Weir looked at her and then recognized her. "Yes," he admitted.

"I want my memory recording," she demanded.

"Yes, of course," Dr. Weir complied giving her the disk.

"Tell me what you did," Andrea demanded.

"An assassin killed Mr. Drucker and the pilot a few years ago. We had to
clone Mr. Drucker and the pilot to cover up the murder. We thought that
pilot was you. We didn't realize you and Hank Morgan had changed places
until it was too late," Dr. Weir explained.

"Why is my clone, with all of my memories, a man," Andrea asked.

"I think I can answer that," Adam said pointing his pistol at the back of
Andrea's head.

Andrea dropped her pistol and surrendered. "Adam has been the head of
our security for the last few years. He's also an expert pilot."

"Of course he is," Andrea muttered.

"So, we finally meet face-to-face," Adam said amused.

"Why are you so different from me?" Andrea asked him.

"When I first awoke, I was in shock that I was now in my old male body
with all of these memories of transitioning into a woman. Dr. Weir
explained to me that I was a genetic clone with all of your memories.
Since it is impossible to change your genetic code from male to female, I
became a perfect clone of what you would have been had you not
transitioned," he began.

"At first, I wanted to immediately transition, but Dr. Weir showed me
another path. He gave me Testosterone treatments, anti-homosexual
medication, and assigned me a wife. Using memory manipulation, we fell
perfectly in love. We even had a daughter together," he continued.

"This is just...," Andrea said confused.

"You thought you didn't have a choice. That genetics, your brain
processes, and your environment all dictated this one fate for you.
Well, you're wrong. We can control our own fate. You could have stayed
a man if you wanted to. All of those surgeries, treatments, and make-up
and what has it achieved? I'm the one with the family, the great
career, and I have reconciled us to our parents. They honestly don't
even know you exist," Adam said victoriously.

"You should consider yourself lucky, Andrea. If you two were identically
the same genetically with the same memories, it would never work out.
Your transition into a woman has made it possible for both of you to
exist at the same time," Dr. Weir said positively.

"Yes, on the condition that you never speak to our parents again, and you
leave town," Adam added.

"I can't believe we're the same person," Andrea said of Adam.

The suited agents including ones Andrea had already killed showed up at
Dr. Weir's office. "I can see the resemblance," one agent joked.

"Very funny," Adam said sarcastically. He then turned to Andrea. "So?
Do we have a deal?"

"I'm going to stop you if it is the last thing I do. So, either you let
me go or kill me," Andrea spat.

"I have a better idea," Adam said and then grabbed a hold of Andrea. She
forced her towards the eye scanner. The eye scanner glowed as it
collected Andrea's memories. Adam went through the memories and saw that
the zealot had been killed.

"Good, now, edit out the memories up until the time when she comes to her
parent's house on the recording," Adam said to Dr. Weir.

Dr. Weir began editing the memories. "You and Hank can have your love
affair and never know about any of this," Adam smirked.

"Sick," one of the agents said smiling.

Andrea gave Adam a defiant look as he pointed the pistol at her head.
"Goodbye," he said and then fired into her head.

"Dispose of the body like the rest of them," Adam ordered the agents.

***

Adam and Dr. Weir then walked over to the tanks. Placing his thumb on
the computer console, his DNA became the template for the new clone.
Already, the clone for Hank was being grown from already collected DNA
samples.

"Let's try something different this time," Adam smiled to Dr. Weir.

"Alright," Dr. Weir agreed.

The new clone was a genetic copy of Adam in all regards, but Dr. Weir
reprogrammed the chromosomes to XX instead of XY. The clone became more
feminine in appearance and then became a full grown adult female version
of Adam. The water drained out and the new female clone breathed on her
own. The capsule glass doors opened. Adam then placed the lifeless
clone to the eye exam machine. All of Andrea's memories went into her
mind all at once.

"She will find it distressing that I am here. Once she's done with the
process...I'll be back," Adam said walking off.

Dr. Weir nodded. Once the memory upload was complete, Andrea suddenly
sat up and looked around confused. "Where am I?" she asked.

"You're in a hospital. You were in a terrible crash," Dr. Weir tried to
console her. "Hank is also with us."

"Hank?" Andrea tried to remember what had caused the crash.

Andrea then looked at her body and noticed differences. She touched her
breasts and felt a difference. "They're real," she said amazed. She
then touched her vaginal entrance and realized it was also perfectly
female. "What has happened to me?" she asked.

"Using the latest technology, we have been able to change your body on
the chromosomal level. You are now completely female," Dr. Weir said.

"I can get pregnant and have children?" Andrea wondered.

"Of course," Dr. Weir smiled.

"I never asked for this. How can I repay you?" she asked stunned.

"That's not necessary. Consider it a gift," Dr. Weir said.

"Thank you so much," Andrea hugged Dr. Weir.

Dr. Weir awkwardly hugged the naked Andrea back. "Let's get you some
clothes," he suggested.

***

Andrea put on some generic clothes and then saw Hank walk up to her.
"They've changed me. I am a complete woman," she said happily.

"You always were but now your body reflects your soul," Hank replied.

The two kissed lovingly. "I want to test out this new body," Andrea said
taking off her clothes. Hank smiled in agreement.

"Absolutely."

Hank touched her breasts and placed his thumbs on her nipples. "They
feel real to me," Hank smiled.

Andrea closed her eyes as Hank pleasured her breasts. Before, her
breasts were barely present and she had used breast implants to increase
their size. Now, she was feeling all natural female breasts that could
breast feed a baby if the time came for it. Unlike before, she was
becoming deeply aroused by the sensation. If her breasts felt this way,
she couldn't even imagine how her other parts would feel.

Andrea got out of her underwear and felt her wider hips, these hips that
could now incubate a baby for nine months. Hank got out of his clothes
and was immediately ready. Andrea had always been aroused at the sight
of Hank and men in general but this seemed different. She was feeling
sensations in her vagina she had never felt before. She was becoming
moist in anticipation.

"Should I put a condom on?" Hank whispered.

"No, I want to feel you for the first time," Andrea replied.

Hank and Andrea made love for the rest of the day. Andrea tried
different positions that were not available to her before. She felt the
new sensation of having her cervix be touched by the head of Hank's
penis. She felt how his seed flowed into her womb for the first time.
She moaned and screamed as she felt her first female orgasm.

"I feel so complete," an exhausted Andrea said.

"This is just the beginning," Hank said.

***

Andrea and Hank lived together as a normal couple. Andrea loved being a
genetic woman and experiencing all the sexual pleasures that came with
it. Hank and Andrea were now seriously considering marriage and having
children.

Still, it didn't take long before Andrea started experiencing nightmares.
She saw images of her in a firefight with someone and then the fateful
shot that ended her life. Andrea woke with a start. She didn't know if
these were repressed memories or just dreams. Whatever they were, they
kept coming back.

"Bad night, again?" Hank asked as he sipped his coffee.

"I think these are more than just dreams. I think they're memories,"
Andrea said.

"How is that possible?" Hank asked.

"Dr. Weir changed my genetic code to become a female. Maybe he didn't
change me at all. Maybe it was something else," Andrea said
thoughtfully.

"Like what?" Hank asked clueless.

"A clone," Andrea said finally.

"That's impossible. It's illegal and the science isn't there," Hank
objected.

"If it is illegal, then maybe someone invented it without anyone
knowing," Andrea pointed out. "All I know is that I have these dreams of
a life I didn't live," Andrea said.

Andrea then looked at her eye in the mirror and pulled back the eyelid
showing one marker. Memories of Dr. Weir explaining that each marker
meant how many times a person had been cloned flooded in. "Hank, pull
back your eyelid," she asked.

"Why?" Hank asked confused.

"Just do it," Andrea said annoyed.

Hank complied giving Andrea a good look. There were two markers. Hank
was a clone. Andrea gave Hank an odd look. "What?" he asked confused.

Andrea said nothing. They were both clones. She knew this somehow. "I
have to go for a while," Andrea said vaguely.

"Where are you going?" Hank asked concerned.

"I am going to investigate Replacement Technologies. I am going to find
out the truth," she said.

"By yourself?" Hank asked.

"I am not going to risk anyone else," Andrea said simply.

"Bullshit. We're in this together. What's your plan?" Hank asked.

***

The two made their way to a cabin with a large shed in the middle of the
forest. Andrea knew the combination lock and opened the shed revealing a
large collection of guns and ammunition. "Wow, this is so illegal," Hank
commented.

Andrea rolled her eyes. "So is cloning human beings. Which is worse?"

Andrea took two pistols and loaded each with magazines. She took a
shotgun and an automatic rifle and started feeding them ammunition.
"These are primitive. They use bullets," Hank commented.

"It will get the job done," Andrea said.

The two then started to work on creating pipe bomb explosives using old
pipes and gun powder. "I'll go into the tower using my finger-print and
deactivate power to the security systems using the bombs. Then you can
infiltrate from the top using the helicopter-jet. We take Mr. Ducker
hostage and force him to reveal the truth," Andrea said.

***

A heavily armed Andrea entered Replacement Technologies tower and used
her finger print to get inside. Once inside the building, she began to
fire her pistol at the video cameras knocking each one of them out. Adam
also strolled to the security check point at around the same time.

"It indicates you've already checked in," the security guard told Adam.

"Son of a bitch," Adam cursed. "Begin lock down procedures....now!"

Security guards rushed to find her in the building. Andrea used her
sawed-off shotgun and fired on the security guards. The shells were not
enough to kill them, but it would wound and stun them. Andrea hit
security guard after security guard until she ran out of shells. Tossing
the shotgun aside, she made her way to the top floor of the tower.

With the security systems down, Andrea kicked the door open revealing Mr.
Ducker and Dr. Weir calmly waiting for her. She closed the door behind
her and aimed her pistol at the two of them.

"I know this must seem strange to you," Mr. Ducker said putting his hands
up.

"You had me cloned, twice. You had me killed," Andrea accused.

"That wasn't me. That was Adam and the security team. I deeply regret
that you were killed. I spent $15 million dollars to reclone you and
give you back your life," Mr. Ducker said.

"What you're doing is illegal and immoral," Andrea said.

"Andrea, think of the benefits. How many transsexuals do you think there
are in the world? Maybe a fraction of a percent of the world's
population but that's literally millions of people. I can make a genetic
man into a genetic woman and vice versa. You were a male-to-female
transsexual but look at you now. You can get pregnant and have kids like
any woman can. Isn't that worth something?" Mr. Ducker asked.

"You didn't change me. You had me killed and then used my DNA to create
a female version of me. That's not the same," Andrea argued.

"What's the difference?" Mr. Ducker asked.

Andrea hesitated stunned by Mr. Ducker's words. "You are not Mr. Ducker.
You died on that ski trip. You are a clone."

"So what if I am a clone. I have all the memories, experiences, and
genetics of the first Mr. Ducker. I can continue his/our legacy. And
when this clone dies, the memories will go on to the next clone. I will
live forever," Mr. Ducker said.

"You're playing with infinite regression. Only the last clone in the
line will have all of your collective experiences. What about all the
other clones up to the last one. Do they have souls? Do they matter?
Are they even human beings?" Andrea asked.

"There is no soul, Andrea. There is only memory just like memory in a
computer can never die unless it becomes damaged or corrupted," Mr.
Ducker said.

"You're suggesting that people like me, transsexuals simply die, become
cloned, and then everything is perfect?" Andrea asked.

"We can't predict who will and who won't be a transsexual in the womb.
So, we let them grow up, find out which ones are truly genuine, and then
they're killed. We take their memories and place them in a reprogrammed
clone with the right sex and gender. You have so many advantages that
your old self never had. I bet you've probably realized those advantages
in the last few weeks," Mr. Ducker smiled.

"So, if you could increase your muscle mass, get rid of baldness, and
give yourself a tan you would just kill yourself and clone your body to
how you want it to be?" Andrea questioned.

"Of course," Mr. Ducker smiled. "That is the miracle of science. To be
what we want to be."

Adam suddenly entered the room with a security force behind him. Andrea
placed her pistol at Mr. Ducker's head using him as a hostage. "It won't
work, Andrea. You kill me, and we will simply reclone me. Simple as
that," Mr. Ducker said.

"Shoot both of us," Mr. Ducker ordered Adam.

Adam was about to blast them both away when Andrea spoke up. "I have
bombs near the proto-human tanks. They're set to go off and your cloning
technology will be destroyed," Andrea threatened.

Mr. Ducker hesitated. "Okay, don't shoot us both," he backtracked.

Adam considered Andrea and then Dr. Weir. "What I am curious about is
how you knew about this place and the cloning facility. When we cloned
you, the only memories you were supposed to have was before the birthday
party."

"What are you suggesting?" Mr. Ducker wondered.

"I'm suggesting that Dr. Weir here allowed the last memories of the
previous Andrea to enter the mind of the new clone. You tried to
sabotage us," Adam accused Dr. Weir.

"I don't know what you're talking about," Dr. Weir said defensively.

Adam placed Andrea's memory record into the computer on the desk while
the other guards kept watch on Andrea. The memory recording stopped
right before Andrea decided to go to the birthday party but then there
were small flashes of memory from events afterwards.

"Dr. Weir programmed additional memory into the recording into Andrea's
subconscious," Adam reported.

"Why would you do this?" Mr. Ducker asked Dr. Weir.

"I wanted out of this business but every time I submitted my resignation,
you had me killed and cloned. Each one of my selves knew this was wrong.
I knew it deep inside and it couldn't be denied. You kept me a prisoner,
Mr. Ducker. This was my way of resisting," Dr. Weir admitted.

"Kill him. We don't need him anymore," Mr. Ducker said cruelly.

Without hesitation, Adam fired into Dr. Weir's head killing him. Mr.
Ducker then turned towards Andrea. "It looks like we have a standoff.
If you kill me, you're dead. What's your plan?"

"I am taking you to the helicopter pad. We're going on a little trip,"
Andrea said.

"Do you think this is the only cloning facility I have? Go ahead and
shoot me," Mr. Ducker bluffed.

Andrea wasn't sure whether Mr. Ducker was lying or not. Killing him
wasn't an option at this point. Suddenly, the guards behind Adam all
fell to the ground from bullet shots. Adam turned around and took cover.
Hank and Adam fired on each other destroying everything in the room.
Andrea pushed Mr. Ducker to the ground as the bullets flew by.

Hank was armed with an automatic rifle and had the better of the fight.
Adam's pistol eventually overheated. Hank continued firing hitting Adam
in the arm and the shoulder. Out of ammunition, Hank and Adam got into a
fist fight.

"You make me sick," Adam said of Hank.

Even with the damaged arm, Adam was beating on Hank and throwing him
around the room. Just as it seemed Adam was about to finish Hank,
bullets blasted into his chest. Andrea fired her second pistol hitting
Adam several times.

Adam groaned and then fell over dead. "Do you realize what you've done?"
Mr. Ducker shouted. "He was the normal one. You are the defective one!"

"Shut up," Andrea told him.

Andrea and Hank forced Mr. Ducker towards the helicopter pad. "Are the
bombs ready?" Andrea asked Hank.

"Yeah, they're all in place ready to blow in five minutes," Hank said.

"Let's get in the air," Andrea said.

Andrea pushed Mr. Ducker into the helicopter jet and the three of them
hovered above the helicopter pad. Armed guards entered the rooftop but
before they could fire there was a sudden explosion in the building. The
tanks and the cloning equipment rooms exploded from the bombs Hank had
placed.

"No!" Mr. Ducker screamed as the floors below erupted in fiery
explosions.

The armed guards regained their footing and fired at the helicopter jet.
After several hits, the helicopter jet exploded.

***

Andrea watched from a distance as the helicopter jet exploded above
Replacement Technologies tower. She placed the helicopter jet remote
down and smirked at Mr. Ducker. "It's all finished," he muttered.

"You're going to answer for everything you've done," Andrea promised him.

Mr. Ducker suddenly moved towards the sliding doors and opened them.
Hank leaped to take a hold of Mr. Ducker but Andrea pulled him back in
time. Mr. Ducker threw himself out the doors and fell to his death below.

***

A few weeks later after the investigation into Replacement Technologies,
a funeral was held for Adam Gibson. His parents, wife, young daughter,
and some of Andrea's high-school friends were present. Andrea and Hank
were there too but kept their distance. Finally, Andrea approached Adam's
wife. "He didn't mention me, but I am his twin sister. If there is
anything I can do to help," Andrea said and then gave her a business
card.

"Thank you," the woman said sadly and moved on with her daughter.

Adam/Andrea's parents gave her an odd look as if they saw a resemblance
in her. Andrea turned away and walked with Hank towards another grave
site. The name on the grave site was Andrea Gibson and it had her
birthday and death-day on the gravestone. The grave was empty with no
body ever recovered. It was assumed destroyed when the building exploded.

"I'm not her. I may have her memories, but I didn't live her life,"
Andrea said.

"I guess I should get two gravestones, eh?" Hank joked to lighten the
mood.

"I think I want to change my name. It's not right that I should take
hers," Andrea said thoughtfully.

"What name do you want?" Hank asked.

"How about Amanda Gibson," Amanda replied.

"Is it alright if I stay with Hank?" he asked.

"Sure, Hank," Amanda smiled.

The two walked away from the cemetery to begin their new lives and maybe
make a new life of their own.

Bar Buddies

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • Stuck

TG Elements: 

  • Sex Toys / Dildos
  • She-Males

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Bar Buddies

Steve was one lucky man, balls deep in his new girlfriend. She moaned and clawed his back in sexual ecstasy. The two couldn’t get enough of each other ever since that fateful night when his roommate Paul became a sexy blond goddess now named Paula. The two of them had stayed home drinking like any ordinary night. After a few games of drunken chess, the two headed to bed but something stopped them. A magic beyond comprehension brought them together. Paul started furiously kissing Steve, and he did nothing to stop him. The two ripped each other’s clothes off in the living room.

Steve had never had gay thoughts before but with each passing moment Paul looked more attractive to him. He allowed his roommate to get on his knees and suck on his cock. What followed could only be supernatural as Paul’s hair grew longer and blonder. His body became more feminine and small breasts began to form on his chest. After he had shot his load into Paul’s mouth, his roommate no longer looked like a man.

Instead Paul looked perfectly feminine except for her male genitals. He even spoke in a higher-pitched voice. Steve wondered if Paul would be distressed by all the changes to his body. Quite the opposite. Paul wanted to be called Paula and wanted to complete the change. His mind had been completely given over to the feminine.

Taking her to bed, Steve penetrated her depths and gave her the seed she needed to fulfill her transformation. She cried out as she felt her last male orgasm. Her male organ shrank inside her and a new labia and vulva formed. The next morning, the two made love as man and woman for the first time.

***

Steve detailed his story to his bar friends, John, Mark, and Fred. They all gave him a skeptical eye while drinking pitchers of beer. “Pics or it didn’t happen,” John said skeptically.

“That’s the thing. Her transformation also changed how everyone thought of her. Her parents, all her friends, and everyone she ever knew acted as if she had always been female,” Steve said.

“Except you,” Mark said just as skeptical.

“I can’t explain it,” Steve said.

“Let’s say for the sake of argument that this did happen as you say. I’m not quite convinced yet that she’s a real woman,” Fred said.

“What do you mean?” Steve wondered.

“Well, she may have a pretty face, some boobs, and a sweet vagina but that’s just the physical. Mentally, she may still be a man,” Fred clarified.

“What difference does it make, Fred? She looks hawt as hell,” John said as he saw Paula on Steve’s phone.

“Is that all that matters? What’s the difference between a gay man and a straight woman mentally speaking?” Fred asked.

The four were uncertain for a few moments. “Well, a gay man isn’t always wanting to be a catcher for one,” Mark said.

“Some are,” Fred pointed out.

“A gay man is no different than a straight man in many respects. Aside from the stereotypes, I have known gay men that were into war movies, baseball games, and drinking beer,” John said.

“I know women that are into all three,” Fred argued.

“A suit. That’s the difference. A straight woman would never wear a suit. Gay men wear suits all the time,” Mark said finally.

“Come on, Mark. No one likes wearing a suit,” Fred rolled his eyes.

“Do gay men like to wear dresses?” Steve wondered.

“Ask Paula to wear a dress and see if she resists,” Fred suggested.

***

Steve decided to get to the bottom of this. Other than near daily sexual congress, Paula was mostly the same as before. She studied for classes, made breakfast for only herself, and watched the same TV shows she had watched before. She typically wore jeans and a jacket, but it was also winter.

“What if I got you a nice black dress?” Steve asked her as they played video games on the couch.

“Why? It’s cold outside,” Paula objected.

Steve eyed Paula wondering if his bar buddies might be right. “You can wear a jacket over it. You could wear it to the club,” Steve suggested.

“The club? You never go clubbing,” Paula pointed out.

“Well, I’ve never had a beautiful girlfriend to show off until now,” Steve smiled.

Paul smiled back and gave him a kiss. “Sure, it could be fun.”

“And high heels too,” Steve quickly added.

“I don’t know, Steve. I don’t want to break my ankle,” Paula said concerned.

“Practice makes perfect,” Steve pressed.

“Well, alright. I better get used to walking like a woman, I guess,” Paula smiled sheepishly.

Shortly thereafter, Steve brought Paula to the mall to go shopping. She quickly found a black dress that fit her and then tried on some shoes that fit. In less than thirty minutes, they were back in the car on their way home.

Once they arrived back home, Paula put on the dress and looked at herself in the mirror. “You look so beautiful,” Steve said to her.

She blushed at the compliment. “You don’t need to tell me that to get me interested,” Paula said and then dropped the dress in front of him.

Steve took off his shirt and joined Paula in the bedroom for another love-making session.

***

Back at the bar, Steve was confident there was nothing to worry about. “So, we went shopping, and I got her a dress. She tried it on and loved it,” Steve reported.

“Did she offer to pay for it?” Fred asked.

“Yeah, so?” Steve asked. “I paid for it in the end.”

“It’s a bad sign, brother,” Fred shook his head.

“Yeah, real women don’t offer to pay for shit,” John agreed.

“How long did you shop for?” Mark asked curiously.

“Less than an hour, I think,” Steve recalled.

“Holy Shit!” John said obnoxiously and downed his drink.

“It’s not a big deal,” Steve said dismissively.

“You went shopping with a dude, I’m sorry to say,” Fred told him.

“Okay, what more does she need to do to prove to you guys?” Steve asked.

“You said you bought the dress to go clubbing right? Well, go to the club and then have her dance with you. She has to allow you to lead her,” Fred said.

***

Steve and Paula went clubbing for the first time as man and woman. Paula was wearing a jacket over her black dress. She was still noticeably cold but didn’t complain for Steve’s sake. They got into the club easily enough and got drinks.

“Let’s dance,” Steve suggested to her.

“You never dance,” Paula reminded him.

“I do now,” Steve pressed.

Paula joined Steve on the dance floor and all seemed well for a few minutes as Steve took the lead. However, Paula quickly got bored with that and began dancing with the girls. She mimicked their movements being allowed to dance like a girl for the first time. Paula felt so free to try out new things not afraid to be called gay by other men. In fact, men were drawn to her now. She could see their eyes follow her. It was so flattering to her.

Steve went back to the bar concerned. Paula enjoyed the rest of the evening trying out new dance moves and chatting with girls.

***

Steve was miserable as he met his bar friends. “Tough break, but I don’t think its proof enough,” John said.

“What more proof is needed?” Fred asked already convinced of his original conclusion.

“You mentioned how women are only catchers. Let’s put that to the test. Get yourself a strap-on and convince her to fuck you,” John suggested.

“What?” Steve asked stunned.

“Don’t knock it until you try it,” Mark said.

“I am not going to get fucked in the ass,” Steve objected. “Had I let her fuck me in the ass the first time we had sex, I would be the girl right now.”

“Well, it’s not a real cock,” Fred pointed out.

“I am going to need a few more drinks before I agree with this plan,” Steve said.

“My man,” Fred said giving Steve another pitcher of beer.

***

Steve went to a sex shop alone and bought the strap-on. He then got good and drunk before he asked Paula about it. “Hey, I was thinking we could try out new things,” Steve said to her as she read a textbook.

“We haven’t gone through every position in the Karma Sutra yet,” she said.

“Right, but have you ever heard of pegging?” Steve asked.

Paula simply stared at him. “You serious?” she asked.

“Yep,” Steve nodded.

“If it’s what you want,” she said without enthusiasm.

“It just seems a little unfair that I am always the one penetrating you,” Steve said.

“It would be if we were gay men, but I’m a woman now. I’m accepting it,” she said.

“So, you have no interest at all,” Steve clarified.

Paula gave him an odd look. “Do you have a strap-on?” she asked.

“Yeah,” Steve admitted.

Paula smirked. “Well, we can’t take it back to the store so let’s use it.”

What followed was Paula putting on the strap-on and enthusiastically penetrating Steve with it. They used lube, but it wasn’t enough. Steve felt pain and discomfort the entire time. Paula then jerked him off to end it.

***

Steve was ashamed to admit what happened to his bar buddies. “Damn!” Mark commented.

“I have never felt so sore before,” Steve admitted.

“I don’t know man. This may not be conclusive enough. I think you need to have her fuck you in the ass a few more times,” John joked.

“Fuck you,” Steve said annoyed.

“This could just be an aberration. You should only be worried if she wants to do it all the time,” John advised.

“She using birth control?” Fred asked.

“Yeah, we have sex all the time. She can’t get enough,” Steve said.

“Get her to stop. Make her feel a real woman’s period. Then, we’ll see what her reaction is,” Fred suggested.

“You crazy? She’ll get pregnant for sure,” Steve said.

“Just pull out,” Fred said obviously.

***

Steve went ahead and hid Paula’s birth control pills. She looked all over for them but couldn’t find them. She procrastinated to get new ones and then forgot all about them. Steve continued to make love to her but pulled out every time. Finally, Paula had her period.

“Oh my God!” she said freaked out.

“What?” Steve asked her.

“I’m bleeding. I think I’m having my period,” she said distressed.

“Okay, you just stay here. I’ll get you some tampons,” Steve told her.

Once he came back, Paula awkwardly followed the instructions on how to use them. “This is very unpleasant. I feel cramping.”

“Yeah, being a woman sucks,” Steve tested her.

“It’s not so bad. Those birth control pills really mess with your head. I want to try having periods for a few months to see how it is,” Paula said.

“Sure,” Steve agreed.

***

Back at the bar, Steve explained what happened. “She dealt with it like a champ. She’s even open to never using birth control as long as I promise to pull out.”

“Congrats, bro. No man would put up with that,” John said.

“It’s still just exploration for her. She hasn’t experienced periods her whole adult life like a normal woman,” Fred said.

“What are you suggesting?” Steve asked.

“No man, gay or straight, would ever want to be pregnant,” Fred escalated.

“You saying I should knock her up?” Steve asked incredulously.

“Only way to know for sure,” Fred said.

***

Steve eyed Paula suspiciously as she watched a hunting show. “Want to watch Project Runway?” Steve tested her.

“You turning gay on me?” she asked dismissively.

“Do you ever think about your life as a dude? Maybe, you were a gay man?” Steve said to her.

“No, I was straight as can be. I enjoyed sex with girls most definitely but everything has changed,” Paula said.

“What’s changed?” Steve asked.

“How I think about you. How I think about men. Every day I look at myself naked in the mirror. Seeing women naked isn’t the turn on it used to be,” Paula said.

“But you never felt feelings for guys before the change?” Steve questioned.

“Never,” Paula answered.

***

Steve would later do something he would regret. After getting piss drunk to give him courage, he went to bed and made love to Paula. Everything was going fine until he came inside her. He passed it off as an accident but in reality it was intentional. Two weeks later, Paula skipped her period. At first, she was concerned that she was changing back into a man.

“What’s wrong with that?” Steve asked her.

“If I become a man again, we will have to move out. Can you imagine what our friendship would be like knowing you fucked your best friend,” she said stressed out.

“If it happens, I’ll always be your best friend,” Steve promised her.

“It would just be so awkward,” Paula shook her head.

It wasn’t long before Paula realized the real reason. “Steve, I’m pregnant.”

***

Steve’s bar buddies congratulated him on becoming a new father. “Congrats bro, your life is officially over,” John joked.

Steve was absolutely miserable. “So, this proves it right. I mean, what man would want to be pregnant?”

“She’s taking it to term, right?” Mark clarified.

“Of course she is, fucker,” Steve punched him.

“Just asking,” Mark said defensively.

“It is an honest question. A man might be curious to know what it’s like in the beginning but not have to go through the birth,” Fred said.

“She’ll take it to term. No question about it,” Steve said but even he wasn’t completely sure.

***

Paula started becoming an emotional wreck. Her pregnancy was going to interfere with her classes and career. Just a few months ago, she was a man. Now, she was going to give birth to a new human being. She sat down with Steve to talk it out. “I don’t know what to think about this. Bringing a new person into this world is a lot of responsibility. I just don’t know,” she said.

“If you want to take it to term, I’m with you to the end,” Steve told her.

“What do you mean ‘if’?” she said scornfully and left him hanging in the living room.

For the next nine months, Steve suffered through Paula’s mood swings and medical issues. They discovered that they were going to have a boy which brought relief to both of them. Neither of them knew how to handle a girl. Finally, Steve was there when she gave birth.

***

Back at the bar, the men celebrated Steve’s fatherhood. “Now, you need to have her breast feed the kid,” Fred said.

“Why?” Steve asked.

“She gave birth because it was her moral duty. A man could have the courage to do such a thing if it meant saving a life,” Fred said.

“She didn’t just save a life. She created one,” Steve countered.

“It’s the same principle. She may have been forced by morality to do so but breast feeding is different. With formula around, it’s optional,” Fred said.

“Come on, man. Plenty of women don’t breast feed,” John pointed out.

“Yeah, but this woman used to be a dude. That’s the difference,” Fred argued.

“I’ll suggest it. It can’t hurt to ask,” Steve said.

***

Paula felt something different in her mind as she saw her infant son. Perhaps, a motherly instinct was now present within her. Would she have felt the same way if she had been a father? Steve came home from the bar, kissed her, and looked at their infant son.

“He looks so beautiful,” Steve said.

“You can’t say that to a boy,” Paula objected.

“I was wondering if you were going to breast feed him,” Steve tested.

“Well, we bought formula the other day,” Paula reminded him.

“I know, but we could do both,” Steve said.

“You mean I could do both,” Paula corrected.

“Right,” Steve agreed.

“I’ve heard it can be painful,” Paula was uncertain.

“Do you really want to miss out on this uniquely female experience?” Steve tested.

“Well, I guess not,” Paula smiled. “I’ll give it a try.”

***

Steve drank a pitcher of beer and slammed it on the table with satisfaction. “She’s breast feeding the kid regularly now. She’s truly female mind and body.”

“I think you need to knock her up again,” Fred said seriously.

“What the fuck?” Steve objected.

“A man may be willing to do it one time like climbing Mt. Everest one time, but he would never do it multiple times. Real women like to have more than one kid,” Fred said.

“There are plenty of women that don’t have any kids or just one kid,” John pointed out.

“I’m not saying they’re not real women, but Paula wasn’t born a woman. She has to prove herself above and beyond the average,” Fred said.

“You know what? This has gone far enough. Paula’s acted as any woman would for the last year. Her soul became female the night she changed,” Steve said putting his foot down.

“Here, here,” Mark mocked.

“She probably is, Steve, but don’t you want to be one hundred percent sure?” Fred asked.

“I don’t know, Fred. Who’s to say you’re a man. I’ve never seen your cock,” Steve said drunkenly.

“Maybe I was wrong this entire time. Maybe, you’re the gay man,” Fred said insultingly.

“You son-of-a-bitch,” Steve cursed.

The two men started fighting in the bar. John and Mark tried to break it up, but it escalated to other patrons. In short order, the whole bar was in an uproar as all the men started fighting each other.

***

Steve and Fred were booked at the county jail for disturbing the peace. Both of them had one black eye, bloody noses, and bruises all over their bodies. They were put in adjacent cells preventing them from fighting each other but still allowing them to insult the other.

While in jail, Steve reflected on what he had done. He had forced what was supposedly feminine on her. He had gotten her pregnant on purpose. He had witnessed the terrible pain she had gone through to give birth. Fred had convinced him to do it all to make absolutely sure Paula had truly turned. He was so wrapped up in his homophobia that he made Paula suffer for it. Instead of going to school and having a career, Paula would have to deal with the baby. Steve then realized he was an asshole and didn’t deserve Paula.

As he contemplated his moral failings, Paula arrived with their son in her arms. “You made bail,” the sheriff said to him.

The cell doors were unlocked freeing Steve. “Hi, heard so much about you,” Fred said from the other cell.

Paula gave him a dirty look. “Let’s get you cleaned up,” she said to Steve.

***

Once they got home, Paula took the infant back to the nursing room and breast fed him. Steve sat at the table staring off into space. Finally, he eyed the chess board. Was it the cause or coincidence? What could cause someone to change their sex like that? The more Steve thought about it, the more he believed he didn’t deserve to be a man. It should have been him that had been changed into a woman. He brought the chess board over to the table and put his hand on the white queen.

Paula took a seat across from him after she had placed the infant in the crib. “John and Mark told me everything,” she said softly.

“Everything?” Steve wondered.

“Yeah,” Paula confirmed.

“You must think I’m an asshole,” Steve muttered.

“Yes, but you’re my asshole,” Paula said to him.

“I should have been the one to change, not you. Now, I have ruined your chance at school and a good job,” Steve said.

“What you gave me that night was the greatest gift. How many people can say they’ve magically changed sex? I have experienced being both a man and a woman. I felt our son inside me while I was pregnant. I gave birth to another human being. I wouldn’t give that up for anything,” Paula said.

“Well, you deserve someone better than me,” Steve said as he wallowed in self-pity.

“You’re going to have to work hard to provide for this family. That’s your punishment and from now on I’m going to act like a ‘real’ woman. I’m going to demand you cuddle with me but no sex. I am going to bitch at you constantly for dumb shit. I am going to make your life hell every month when I have PMS,” Paula said to him.

“Alright, alright, I get it,” Steve said softly.

“Fred is right about one thing. I want another baby, a baby girl,” Paula said.

“Really? You want to go through that again?” Steve asked incredulous.

“Yep, and we’re going to start trying for it right now,” she ordered.

***

Steve stripped down and got onto the bed. Paula followed him taking off her night gown. Steve stared at her still perfect slender body. Pregnancy had done nothing to her figure. “I am not going to suck your cock this time. You’re being punished,” Paula told him.

Steve sheepishly stroked his own cock until it got hard. Paula then came over to him and lowered herself on his cock. “You’re going to stay on the bottom until I say otherwise,” she commanded.

“Okay,” Steve relented.

Paula rolled her hips and massaged her clit on the base of his penis. She kept silent even as she wanted to scream. She wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction. She was still pissed off with him for what he had done. Within ten minutes, Steve grunted as he came inside her.

Paula continued to ride him getting him hard again. “We’re not done yet. Not until you cum again,” she said to him.

“But?” Steve protested.

“No buts,” Paula said unsympathetically.

They finally stopped once the baby started crying. Paula got off him, got back into her nightgown, and went to the nursing room. Steve remained in bed stunned and exhausted with a bad case of aching balls. Eventually, Steve dressed himself and watched Paula breast feed the baby. She seemed to be enjoying herself.

His roommate Paul had truly changed. She had kept a lot of her hobbies and ideas on life, but her mannerisms, priorities, and definitely her sexuality had changed. A part of him didn’t want Paula to change too much. He missed a little of the old Paul and didn’t want him to perish forever.

After Paula took care of the baby, Steve came to her. “Want to play a game of chess?” he asked the once enthusiastic male chess player.

“Is this a test?” she asked.

“No,” Steve shook his head.

“I thought you would never ask,” she smiled and then sat down on the white side.

The two played countless games long into the night. Paula played exactly as the old Paul had with the same strategies and thinking. He could never beat her no matter how much he practiced. Reconciled, Steve and Paula slept together in each other’s arms.

***

Steve stayed away from the bar for a few weeks. His well-meaning bar friends had gotten him into a lot of trouble over the last year. Paula continually reassured him that it was okay to be with them at the bar while she was with the baby.

Steve eventually did go back to the bar at the usual time but none of his bar friends were there. Looking around, he saw no sign of them. He went up to the bar and asked the bartender if he had seen them.

“I don’t recall seeing any three men like that,” the bartender said confused.

“We would all sit together at that table at least once a week,” Steve said incredulous.

“I don’t recall them. Sorry,” the bartender replied.

Steve then saw three women in different colored dresses being accompanied by three men. The six of them came to the same table and start having a good time. “Is that them?” the bartender asked.

Steve stared at the three women as if he recognized them from somewhere. “Maybe,” Steve said and finished his drink.

Author's Note: So, this story was an attempt to tackle the differences between men and women psychologically and defy stereotypes in a ridiculous fashion. I contemplated punishing Steve by reversing their genders but I don't see it as really being a punishment.

Castaways

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Adventure

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Female to Male
  • Gay Romance
  • Identity Crisis
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Gay Males
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Memory Loss

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Castaways

Alex was a normal high school girl excited at the prospect of playing a musical concert in Sydney, Australia. She was first-chair among flute players and was going to have a few solos. She had practiced a great deal for this moment, and her school was chosen for this special honor. She liked to think that she played a small part in this selection. This was the first time the Dallas suburb public school had been given this kind of opportunity.

The young blond, blue-eyed, and slender girl was full of energy and could barely contain herself when she was about to get on the airplane. The fact that the plane ride would be a grueling seventeen hours did not deter her. She figured she would sleep half of that time and watch on-flight movies the other half. She was also hopeful that the person next to her would be fun to talk to.

The music teacher chaperone took another head count and escorted the high school kids onto the plane. Once they had put their bags in the cargo bins, the music teacher did another head count. The tickets had been assigned randomly and given out by the teacher just as they were about to board to make sure no student lost theirs. So, Alex approached her row having no idea who she would be sitting next to.

When she reached her seat, she couldn’t believe her eyes. It was Ryan, the cutest boy in her band class. He had dark hair, brown eyes, and had this stoic expression. No one knew what he was really thinking giving him an aura of mystery. He played drums in the background, but Alex would often catch herself looking back at him. He was her ultimate crush, and he would be sitting with her for seventeen hours! How could she possibly sleep? Every hour with him could be spent building to something new. She hoped against hope that they would also have the same seats on the returning flight.

“You good?” he asked her.

Alex realized she was staring. “Yeah, sure,” she said awkwardly and took her seat.

Ryan was a chill dude. Even with a girl right next to him, he kept his cool. Other boys in her class would either try to flirt with her immediately or make immature protests. Some of the boys were already acting up in their seats.

“No funny business,” the music teacher pointed her finger at them. She then turned to Alex and Ryan. “Any problems?” she asked.

“No,” Ryan said simply.

“Nope, no problem at all. I’m just fine,” Alex said giddily.

“You’ve ever flown before?” Ryan asked casually.

“No, never. Have you?” she asked.

“A few times,” he said vaguely.

“You must not have a fear of flying. That’s really cool,” Alex said complimentary.

“Why? Do you?” he asked concerned.

“I don’t think so. I’ve been on a roller coaster and been fine with that,” Alex joked.

“Then, you should be fine…probably,” Ryan smirked.

“You excited about getting that trophy in Sidney?” Alex asked.

“Not really. We’re going to be squashed,” he said nonchalantly.

“How can you say that?” Alex asked hurt.

He simply shrugged. “I’m just happy to tour around Sidney. I’ve never been in another country before,” he said.

“At least they speak English there,” Alex said brightly.

“I don’t know. It kind of makes it less exotic that way,” Ryan remarked.

“You would prefer to be in the jungle?” Alex asked.

“Maybe, someday,” Ryan agreed.

The flight video turned on demonstrating all the safety protocols of the airline. Alex watched intently to everything being said. She turned to see Ryan already asleep. She didn’t want to wake him but this was important stuff. Maybe, he had already heard it before on his other flights.

The aircraft then began to move and went up into the sky. Ryan was right about flying. It wasn’t nearly as intense as a roller coaster. Alex felt relieved as the aircraft settled in the air. Despite this, she still felt excited and anxious. There was no way she could just fall asleep. However, Ryan had already passed out. If she were to stay awake, she would no doubt fall asleep while Ryan was awake.

With this in mind, Alex tried to calm her nerves and force herself to go to sleep.

***

Alex awoke to the sound of turbulence and alarms. “Wake up!” Ryan shouted at her.

“What’s happening?” Alex wondered alarmed.

“I don’t know,” he said.

The passengers shouted and cried as the aircraft violently shook. Masks came down in front of her face. Ryan immediately put his mask on while Alex was too stunned to realize what was happening. After he had put his mask on, he put the mask around Alex’s mouth. He then went to work getting out the flotation device under his seat.

“Get yours,” he shouted at her.

“What?” Alex asked confused.

“Under your seat!” he yelled at her.

Alex felt around and took out the flotation device. Ryan was already placing the vest over his body and then did the same for Alex. “If you want to survive, do what I tell you!” he said to her.

“Okay,” Alex said meekly.

“Tuck your head in and brace yourself,” he said as the aircraft went into a dive.

“Oh my God!” Alex cried out as she felt the sudden drop.

The aircraft suddenly hit the water. The impact nearly knocked Alex unconscious. Water rushed into the cabin overwhelming the first row of seats and then quickly flowed through the rest of the plane. The plane buckled splitting in two and descended towards the bottom of the ocean. A person’s hand unbuckled her seat belt and pulled on her vest. Alex immediately started to rise as the vest inflated.

Alex broke to the surface and gasped for breath. Aware of her surroundings now, she coughed up salt water and looked around. Pieces of the airplane were on the surface and were on fire. It was night and the sky was stormy making it difficult to see anything.

“We need to keep moving!” a voice shouted at her.

“What?” Alex asked confused.

“Move!” Ryan yelled at her.

Alex followed Ryan to a nearby island and collapsed on the sandy shores exhausted. “Stay here!” he ordered her.

“Where are you going?” Alex asked.

“I’m going to see if I can find anyone else,” Ryan told her.

Alex wasn’t sure that was such a good idea. The waves were fierce and there was fire all around the crash site. Still, she couldn’t stop him. The others left behind were her friends and teacher. Were they all going to die?

Ryan took off the vest, then his shirt and shoes, and went back into the ocean. Alex meekly waited hoping he would return. She had no idea what she would do if Ryan also drowned. She wasn’t a particularly good swimmer. If she tried to help too, she would only make it more difficult for him. Helpless and useless, Alex simply waited.

***

Ryan eventually returned with no one else. He appeared exhausted and disappointed. “Ryan, I’m so glad you made it back. I thought I had lost you too,” Alex said to him.

“I’m alright,” he told her. “I couldn’t see anything. There’s no one out there. They must have sunk with the airplane.”

“You saved my life. I’m so grateful,” Alex said. If there was ever a time to kiss a boy, this would be it. Her crush had just saved her life, her life alone. On the other hand, it didn’t seem appropriate with all those who had just died.
“Oh God, everyone else is dead,” she realized.

“Yeah,” Ryan agreed fatigued.

“What are we going to do?” Alex asked. She had no idea where they were or how to survive on a deserted island.

“First, we need to find shelter. If we stay on the beach, the sun is going to bake us,” Ryan said.

“Okay, so, we build a tree house or something,” Alex stammered.

Ryan gave her an annoyed look. “We don’t have the tools for that. Probably, for the time being, we make ourselves a tent out of leaves and sticks. We need to completely explore the island and see if anyone lives here,” he said.

“What if they’re not friendly? What if they’re cannibals?” she asked.

“Or maybe they have a radio,” Ryan shrugged.

“Okay, you know more about this kind of stuff than I do. You lead the way. Just…tell me what to do,” Alex said.

“I am not going to have all the answers. It’s going to be tough, but I promise I’ll do my best to keep us both alive,” Ryan said.

***

Ryan kept watch as Alex slept during the night. He didn’t feel sleepy as he had slept a number of hours on the plane. The traumatic airplane crash also kept him up. He felt a degree of guilt that he had failed to save anyone else. Looking at Alex, he was keenly aware that she was more likely to be a burden than a help.

As day broke, Ryan woke Alex up. He didn’t want her to be sunburned in her sleep. “What’s going on? What happened?” she said as she sat up.

“We’re still on the island,” Ryan told her.

“I thought it was all a nightmare. We’re really here,” she said fearfully.

“Yeah. We need to take a tour of the island. There could be people here that can help us phone home,” Ryan reasoned.
“Alright,” Alex agreed.

The two of them marched around the perimeter of the island on the beach. Finding nothing, they returned to their same spot as before. Ryan sighed as he realized people were not likely to be on the island. Usually a settlement or dock would be on the coast. Still, he needed to determine for certain by marching into the interior of the island.

Ryan let Alex rest for a few moments. She wasn’t dealing with the heat and humidity very well. Ryan drew a circle in the sand and then wrote some numbers. “What’s that?” Alex asked.

“By measuring the perimeter of the island, we can find out the island’s area, diameter, and radius,” he said as he started doing the map.

“You were counting our steps?” Alex asked surprised.

“Yes,” Ryan said obviously.

“Well, that only works if the island is a perfect circle,” Alex objected.

Ryan sighed. “I am doing the best I can here,” he said. After a few calculations, Ryan got a sense of the island’s dimensions.

“What do you think?” Alex asked as she saw all the sand equations.

“This island is really small. I doubt there are any people here. It may be difficult for anyone to find us here,” Ryan said.
“Well, they know where the plane was going,” Alex said.

“Unless, we went off course to avoid the storm. I don’t know,” Ryan admitted. “Let’s start working on the Help signal.”

***

Ryan and Alex used sticks and pieces of wood to make a large HELP sign on the beach. Once they were done, Ryan thought about what to do with Alex. She would no doubt slow him down as he went into the interior of the island. However, if he left her on the coast alone something could get to her. Their main priority was finding a fresh water source or they would perish within a few days.

“I have a job for you. I need you collect as many of these big banana leaves off the ground as you can. I’ll be back in a few hours,” Ryan told her.

“Yeah, sure,” Alex said without question.

Ryan turned away from Alex and began his quest into the interior of the island. He went quickly, wanting to avoid any predators. His arms and legs were cut from the tough vegetation. Finally, he found a stream leading to island’s top. Cupping his hand, he tested the water. Moving still, he reached near the top and could see a large portion of the island. The plane was submerged into the ocean, but he could see some debris still floating around. There were no ships anywhere.

Coming back down, Ryan was pleased to see that Alex had recovered a number of large leaves. “What’s all this for?” she asked.

Ryan collected a number of vines and used them as rope. “It’s to collect water when it rains,” he said simply.

Alex watched in awe as Ryan tied the leaves together between two trees. It eventually formed a large cup that would collect rain water. “You’re like Ranger Rick,” Alex complimented.

“I was a Boys Scout for a while,” he said and then grimaced.

“So, this is a great idea and all, but I’m really thirsty now,” Alex said hoping she didn’t sound whiny.

“I found a stream. It could lead to a small lake or something,” Ryan said.

“So, what about food?” Alex asked.

“I found some fruit,” Ryan said and gestured for her to follow him.

***

The two strolled through the forest lacking urgency this time. Ryan knew where everything was now. He could take his time exploring the exotic plants and insects. “By now, we would have been in Sydney. We would be sleeping in a nice hotel,” Alex remarked.

“It could be worse. We could be dead,” Ryan replied.

Alex frowned feeling guilty she had survived. “I owe you my life. If there’s anything you need from me…,” she said.

“Just be a team player,” Ryan interrupted.

“Sure,” Alex agreed awkwardly.

Ryan rediscovered the stream and walked along it until he found a lake filled with fish. He contemplated the difficulty of spearing a fish. Grabbing a walking stick and a sharp rock, he began to sharpen it. Alex immediately went to the water and began to drink from it.

“That felt so good,” she said satisfied.

“It’s likely we will get sick soon. Just be prepared for that,” Ryan told her.

Alex sighed know exactly what he meant. After he was done with his spear, Ryan looked for a fish. Carefully and silently, he speared the fish through. “Amazing,” Alex complimented.

“I found a cave. Let me show you it,” he said taking the spear and fish with him.

***

The two walked over to a small cave near the beach. It was large enough to fit one person. “So, it’s kind of small,” Alex noted.

“It’s large enough for one person. The other will keep watch,” Ryan said.

“Oh, sure,” Alex agreed but also disappointed. She wouldn’t mind sleeping together with Ryan as in just sleeping. “Is keeping a watch really necessary?” she asked.

“Yes. There could be predators on this island. There could be airplanes or ships that come near the island, so one of us needs to be awake at all times,” he reasoned.

“Makes sense,” Alex admitted.

“I’m a little tired. Here’s a spear,” he said giving one to Alex.

Alex nervously took the spear. Did he really think she could do anything with it? She felt so useless and timid. As he slept, she couldn’t help but feel admiration. She was slowly falling in love with him, and she realized it. What if they were stuck on the island for a long time?

***

Ryan awoke and half-expected Alex to have dozed off. Surprisingly, she was quite awake and chipper. “This fruit is delicious,” she said.

“I’m sure it is,” Ryan said. He would need to set up a rationing system between them.

“You can sleep now,” Ryan told her.

Alex obliged and felt safe knowing Ryan was watching over her. The cave wasn’t very comfortable but it was better than being outside.

Ryan’s system meant they would spend roughly eight hours together looking for fruit. As expected, Alex did get sick but eventually recovered. Ryan didn’t spot any big predators on the island but always acted as though there could be. After a few weeks, another complication arose.

“You don’t look good? You sick?” he asked her.

“I got my period, and I don’t have any pads,” she said embarrassed.

Ryan nodded knowing this would inevitably happen. “Yeah, if only I had been knocked up before getting here, I wouldn’t have these periods,” Alex said absent minded.

“I prefer you this way. If you were pregnant, it would be a disaster,” Ryan said.

“Right,” Alex said quickly.

When they were stranded, it made sense that Ryan would be more interested in water, food, shelter, etc and not so much on love. But after a few weeks, he still wasn’t interested. Usually a guy would jump at the opportunity for sex. He had her all to himself on this island. Even if he didn’t find her pretty, she was the only female on the island.

One day, she ventured out of the cave and found Ryan a little busy behind the bushes. She didn’t make a sound to disturb him but it was obvious that he was jacking off. Going back to the cave, she felt even more frustrated. He was human after all.

***

Alex attempted to get to the bottom of this mystery. “So, you like from a religious family?” she asked casually.

“No. Actually the opposite,” he replied.

“You a fan of Victorian movies?” she continued.

“Not particularly,” he said.

Stumped, Alex didn’t know what to think. She had almost hoped that he was an Amish boy. At least then she would know what she was dealing with. She didn’t think that she was that hideous. She had received plenty of compliments and flirtations at school. She couldn’t ask him what he liked without her intentions being obvious.

“Why do you ask?” Ryan wondered.

“Well, you’re just so polite and helpful. I figured you must have been raised to respect women or something,” she said awkwardly.

“I do respect women, especially you,” he said.

“And I respect you too,” Alex was quick to say.

“I appreciate that. I think you would have been the only girl in our class that would have survived with me here,” Ryan said.

“Why’s that?” Alex asked curiously.

“You know your limitation, and you’re very friendly and helpful. You have been a good friend,” Ryan said.

Alex felt a chill go through her. She was being put in the friend zone on an island where there were only two people. Any other boy in her class would have made a move, but her crush and fantasy wasn’t even trying.

While Ryan was asleep, Alex decided she needed some alone time. She reached into her shorts and played with her clit. Tiny noises in the forest made her stop. She didn’t want to be caught by Ryan doing this. It would look so pathetic. It wasn’t fair. Why did he get to get off, but she couldn’t? She ultimately never finished and gave up.

***

Ryan marked another day on the cave wall. So far the island exhibited no seasons. Other than living on the island indefinitely, they could try to build a boat. Even with their entire class, it wouldn’t be possible. The time and resources would be too great. They were stuck.

“I think we might be here for a while,” Ryan began.

“Really?” Alex asked. Maybe this change in attitude would lead to something more.

“I think we should try to improve our daily lives here. We can start building a house. If we can make it secure enough, we won’t have to take watch shifts at night,” he suggested.

Ryan was actually suggesting building a house for her, like a family. It was too good to be true. “Absolutely. Tell me what you need me to do,” Alex signed up.

Ryan put his Boy Scout skills to good use. The two of them hacked away at the vegetation until they could clear a space. “How are we going to do this without nails?” Alex asked.

“Like the Chinese; place interlocking pieces of wood together,” Ryan said.

After a week had passed, the two had managed to build a decent sized shack. “Now, if only we could build a bed,” Alex said suggestively.

“I suppose we could get some leaves,” Ryan said.

“No, I mean, like a real wooden bed,” Alex said.

“I don’t think it’s necessary,” Ryan said dismissively.

***

That answer made Alex increasingly frustrated. She couldn’t make a move without looking pathetic. If he rejected her, their stay on the island would be awkward at best. She decided to make a bold move by taking off her already torn and dirty shirt and bra while on the beach. She was a good B-cup and felt proud of them. Ryan casually strolled along the beach and found her sun bathing.

As he approached, Alex suddenly stood up to gauge his reaction. She had a good excuse for showing him her breasts and it didn’t look desperate. “You shouldn’t sun bath too often. If you get sunburned, it could lead to dehydration and infection,” he warned.

“Right. I forgot,” Alex said sheepishly.

Ryan nodded and then turned away from her. There was no hint of arousal or interest from him. He was completely disinterested. Alex made another attempt by walking around in the forest topless. When Ryan asked what she was doing, she merely said that she was currently washing her t-shirt and bra in the lake. He merely shrugged and carried on.

Finally, Alex stripped down and took a bath in their lake. Ryan had made a point not to do this often as it was the same lake they got their drinking water from. There was also an established protocol so neither of them would bathe at the same time. Alex decided to break these protocols and hopefully wait for Ryan to stroll by. As it happened, he did stroll by and noticed her completely naked in the lake.

“Ahem?” he asked of her.

“Oh God, I didn’t see you there,” Alex said pretending to be embarrassed.

“Well, this is ahead of schedule,” Ryan noted.

“I’m sorry. I totally forgot. I was just so dirty,” she said with a smile.

Ryan shrugged and walked off. Once he was gone, Alex lowered herself back in the water. She felt so worthless. She felt like she was more of a burden to him than a help. What if she got back to the world and other boys felt the same way? She couldn’t bear the rejection from more than one guy. A part of her still held to the belief that he was denying her out of duty to keep them both alive.

***

Weeks went by and then months without any sign of a rescue. Ryan’s hair was a little longer and shaggy, and he was growing a little facial hair. Alex’s hair was also getting longer, and her legs were unshaven. She would need to bite her nails so as to keep them from getting too long. The last thing she needed was a broken nail that would make it painful to use her hands. Toe nails inevitably got long inside her shoes making her feet uncomfortable.

Alex made compliments here and there remarking that he was growing a cute beard. None of her compliments were ever returned. Ryan would occasionally praise her work ethic but was otherwise cold to her. It was horrible for her, to have her crush dislike her. The only thing that seemed to get him interested was talking about music. He could go on for hours talking about various drummers and their styles. Alex didn’t have much to say about her flute.

“Do you ever wonder why we never had a guy play flute?” Alex asked conversationally.

“I imagine it has something to do with it being a feminine instrument,” he smiled.

“There are many men that are accomplished flutists,” Alex objected.

“I know. It’s wrong,” Ryan admitted. “Still, I think guys are more interested in saxophones, trumpets, trombones, or the drums.”

“Guys like to be loud,” Alex joked.

“Yeah, I guess so. The thing that I admire about flutists is that it can be slow and gentle or very quick. There’s a great precision to it,” he said.

“Do you think I’m any good?” Alex asked fishing for compliments.

“You’re first-chair of a school that went International. Of course you are. When we get back to the world, you should become a music major. I bet you can get a full ride scholarship,” Ryan said.

“You’re really good too, you know,” Alex said.

He smirked. “Anyone could do my job.”

“What do you want to do when we get back? You want to be in a rock band?” she asked.

“Maybe,” Ryan said thoughtfully. “I don’t know if I could do it professionally. There’s so much attention on musicians.”

“Well, it’s not like you have anything to hide is there?” Alex probed.

Ryan simply stared at her. “I guess not,” he said giving nothing away.

***

As time went by, Alex suddenly snapped. While Ryan was asleep, she used vine rope and tied him to the foundation of their hut. It was early morning when she woke him up. He noticed his limbs were outstretched and instinctively pulled on them.

“Don’t do that. You’ll cause the whole thing to collapse,” she told him.

“What is this?” he asked annoyed.

“I’m tired of being ignored!” she shouted at him. “You were my high school crush. Then you saved me, kept me alive, and built me a house. I loved you for it, but you never gave anything back. Do you realize how frustrating it is to be on an island all alone with the one person you love, and you aren’t loved in return,” she said tearfully.

“I didn’t know,” Ryan said lamely.

“You didn’t know? What did you think would happen? You treat me like a sister. Why? Am I not pretty enough? Do I need to lose a few pounds? God knows I must have lost weight here,” she asked.

“We can’t have romantic entanglements. We’re fighting for survival,” he said.

“Why can’t we? Wouldn’t it make us stronger? I am a girl throwing myself at you, and you’re not responding. Just what the fuck is wrong with you?” she demanded.

Ryan said nothing. Alex went to work taking off his shorts. He was already shirtless with noticeable pectoral muscles and six-pack abs. She half-expected his penis to not be there or horribly diseased. No, it was perfectly fine, albeit flaccid.

“I’ve seen you jack off. You’re not a machine,” she accused.

“Listen, Alex. We need each other. You need me,” Ryan said.

Alex interpreted that to be a threat, but she didn’t care anymore. The island had turned her mad. She couldn’t think straight as she saw his cock and balls. “I was a good girl. I really was. I stayed a virgin up until now. I just can’t wait any longer,” she said deliriously.

“You don’t want to do this,” he said vaguely.

Alex ignored him and took off her t-shirt and shorts. Even though she was completely naked, he remained flaccid. She would have to get him hard for this to work. She put her mouth on his cock and began to suck on him. Ryan sighed as he involuntarily felt the pleasure at the tip of his cock.

“So, you do enjoy it,” Alex said triumphant.

“You’re making a big mistake,” Ryan said to her.

Alex continued sucking on him until he was good and hard. She was so wet in anticipation for what was to happen next. “I did the math. There’s no way I will get pregnant,” she assured him.

“That isn’t the point,” he said as she climbed on top of him.

“What is the point, Ryan?” she asked frustrated.

She placed herself above him and then sank herself on his cock. Her hymen broke giving her a slight sting. “Oh, wow, I actually did it,” she said amazed at herself.

“Stop while you still can,” Ryan warned her.

“Stop talking,” she hissed at him.

Moving her hips, she felt sex for the first time. Her crush was fucking her, albeit unwillingly. She was in all actuality raping him. The very idea made her chuckle, but it was his fault. It was all his fault for keeping her sexually frustrated for months on a deserted island. This wasn’t how she wanted her first time go. She would rather it be in a bed with a loving boyfriend, but life decided to take a weird turn.

In her excitement and build up to this moment, she finally had her first orgasm. She briefly collapsed on Ryan and then realized he was still her prisoner. “Wow,” she said stunned.

“Okay, you can release me now,” Ryan said softly.

“No, I want you to feel it now. I want you to know what you’ve been denying yourself this whole time,” she said angrily.
She rolled her hips with greater gusto than before. She knew she could get him to cum. There was no way he could resist even if he was trying not to. Ryan began to panic more as he was about to cum. “Alex, look, I have…,” he said quickly.

“I don’t care,” Alex said interrupting and kept going.

“Damn it…if you do this it will…,” Ryan said and then grunted as he came inside her.

“That’s it, Ryan. Experience what you’ve been missing,” Alex said happily.

“Oh God, no,” Ryan said stunned.

Alex took a few deep breaths and centered herself. She had just raped the only other person on the island. Ryan had saved her life and gave her everything, and she repaid him with rape. She knew she couldn’t blame it on the sun, the sicknesses she had gone through, or hormonal imbalances. She got off of him and left the hut.

Not bothering to get her clothes back on, she walked through the forest naked towards the beach. She didn’t care if she got bit by some venomous spider or snake. She didn’t care about anything at this point. She just slowly made her way to the beach.

“I’m only a burden anyway,” she said softly and then entered the water. Soon, she would be dead just like all her friends.

The waves crashed over her and overwhelmed her forcing her to the bottom. She didn’t even attempt to fight for air. What was the point now?

***

A strong force dragged her out of the water and placed her on the beach. Ryan looked over Alex and saw that she wasn’t breathing. Checking her pulse, he then breathed into her and started chest compressions. Soon thereafter, Alex coughed up salt water and became conscious. Her blurry vision became focused.

Seeing Ryan, she backed away from him. He had freed himself from the robes. He was strong enough to do whatever he wanted with her, and she couldn’t blame him for it. “Just let me go,” she said to him as she tried to get away from him.

“I can’t let you do that,” he said as he forcefully kept her from getting back into the water.

“Why the fuck do you need me? I only burden you,” she asked.

“You do help me,” he said unconvincingly.

“Bullshit,” she spat.

“Look, the truth is that I’ve grown to love you, but I am not attracted to you,” he said finally.

“What the fuck does that mean?” she asked frustrated.

“Alex, I’m gay,” he said.

Alex simply stared at him. “Oh,” she expressed.

“Yeah, I’m sorry. If I were a straight guy, I would have been all over you from the beginning, but I’m not,” he said.

Alex couldn’t believe what she was hearing. Her crush whom she admired and loved from a distance had been gay the entire time. “You never were seen with another guy,” she accused.

“I was a virgin too,” he admitted.

She recalled how he had been aloof on the airplane. He never did have any girlfriends despite being popular. It all made sense now. “Okay, well, the fact remains that I violated you. I don’t deserve to be with you. I don’t deserve to be called your friend,” she said.

“We have other issues. You’ve just triggered a Linking Spell,” he revealed.

“A Linking Spell?” Alex asked incredulous.

“It’s a spell that links two people together. It’s triggered by any romantic gesture. It could be as simple as a kiss. When I came out to my parents, they were worried I would be alone or never have a steady relationship. In theory, the first guy I would fall in love with would be my soul mate,” he said.

“What does that have to do with me?” Alex asked confused.

“We had sexual contact. The spell links us together. Even now, I can sense it go through me. I can’t bear to have you throw your life away,” he said.

“Great, you’re not gay anymore,” Alex interpreted.

“It doesn’t work that way,” Ryan grimaced.

“What are you saying?” Alex demanded becoming impatient.

“I’m saying there’s a possibility you will become my ideal partner. You will become a man,” he said finally.

Alex simply stared at him. Not only did he refuse her advances, but he was crazy too. “Look, I appreciate that you saved my life, but you’re nuts. Maybe the sun is getting to you. I think it best if we part ways,” Alex said.

“The changes will come very soon, I promise you,” Ryan pressed.

“You’re crazy,” she said and then turned her back on him towards the ocean. As she did, she felt an odd sensation. At first, she thought it was from nearly drowning but the sensation was making her stronger, not weaker.

Her breasts and nipples shrank in her hands. She stared at her flat chest in horror. Her hands touched her chest frantically. Ever since she was a pre-teen, she had breasts and now they were gone in an instant. Her long hair blond hair became shorter, and her pretty face started to change. Her feminine hips collapsed inwards. Everything feminine about her was disappearing.

“Oh God, what’s happening to me?” she cried out as she saw her hands enlarging.

“It’s going to be okay, Alex,” Ryan told her.

She turned back to him with a much more masculine appearance. Even Ryan was stunned by the sudden changes. “I’m going to take care of you. I promise,” Ryan said to her.

His voice was so sweet to her. With enlarging feet, she went up to him and kissed him. She didn’t care about her changing body at this point. All that mattered was that she was kissing Ryan, and they both were enjoying it. Alex rapidly gained muscle mass all over her body to match that of Ryan. She would no longer be weak and vulnerable as before. Her body fat in her thighs disappeared giving way to muscular legs. Her flat stomach became a six-pack of powerful ab muscles. Body hair began to grow on her legs, arms, stomach, and armpits.

“I’m scared,” Alex said in a deeper voice.

“We’re in this together,” Ryan promised her.

Ryan lowered his hand to stroke her enlarging clit. It continued to grow in his hand inch-by-inch until it was fully grown and hard. Finally, male testicles formed covering up Alex’s vaginal entrance. Alex was no longer a girl. He was a male forever. With Alex’s transformation finalized, the two boys aggressively touched one another. Their erect cocks rubbed against one another as the ocean water rushed around them. Ryan reached for Alex’s cock and gently stroked it. Alex sighed as he was nearing his first male orgasm.

“Make it rough,” he requested.

Ryan nodded and sped up the pace. Alex gasped as semen leaped from his cock into the ocean water. He pulsed a few times before he stopped. Ryan wasn’t done though and continued to stroke. Alex leaned on Ryan unable to stand. He grunted and moaned as it was too much for him.

“That feels so good. You’re so lucky to be born a boy,” Alex remarked.

“We’re both lucky,” he said kissing him.

Alex broke from the kiss and collected himself. “I don’t deserve this. I was horrible to you,” he admitted.

“It wasn’t that bad,” Ryan smirked.

“No, I should be punished,” Alex said feeling guilty.

“Oh, I’ll punish you for sure,” Ryan promised with a smile.

“I don’t know what your kind wants, but I’ll do whatever you want,” Alex offered.

“My kind?” Ryan scoffed. “It’s whatever we feel comfortable doing. Nothing is mandatory.”

“Oh my God. What will I tell my parents?” Alex asked concerned.

“The spell creates a new reality where you have always been a boy, and we have always been together,” Ryan explained.

“If that’s the case…,” Alex wondered.

***

Alex woke up with a start and found himself on an airplane. Looking around wildly, he saw Ryan snoozing next to him. Alex looked down at his masculine hands and felt his chest. He then noticed his other classmates. None of them gave him an odd look. It was as Ryan had said. Reality had completely changed.

Realizing the situation, she nudged Ryan awake. It took a few shoves to get him up. “What is it?” he asked annoyed.

“We have to get off this plane. Everyone has to leave now,” Alex said urgently.

“Why?” Ryan asked confused.

Alex needed Ryan to focus, so he kissed him on the lips in clear view of other classmates. “What was that for?” Ryan smiled.

“I love you, Ryan. Now, get off the plane with me,” Alex urged.

“Okay,” Ryan agreed not knowing what his boyfriend’s concern was. Alex and Ryan got out of their seats and confronted the music teacher.

“We all have to get off the plane,” Alex said seriously.

“Whatever for?” the music teacher objected.

“If we don’t get off, almost all of us are going to die in a storm,” Alex said.

“Have you lost your mind?” the music teacher asked scornfully. “Go back to your seats,” she ordered.

Alex ignored the music teacher and took Ryan by the hand off the plane. A stewardess attempted to stop them, but Alex brushed her aside. The two exited the airplane and went back to the gate. The incident forced a long delay to the next day. Alex and Ryan were kicked off the roster and the flight went ahead without them to Sydney without incident.

***

“What’s the whole story? It must be more than just a fear of flying,” Ryan asked as they sat together at a picnic table at a public park.

“In another reality, I was a girl. We sat together on the airplane, and we crashed in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. Everyone died but the two of us. We were stranded on an island for months, and you knew all the right things to keep us alive,” Alex explained.

“Another reality?” Ryan questioned.

“It was a Linking Spell. You know what that is?” Alex quizzed.

Ryan froze upon hearing it. “Only a very few people know of its existence and what it does.”

“Well, there was a Linking Spell on you,” Alex said.

Ryan connected all the dots. “We must have been romantic for it to happen, but you were a girl,” he said confused.

“You’re still gay, Ryan. It was my fault. I forced myself on you and that’s what caused the changed,” Alex admitted.

“You forced yourself on me…as a girl?” Ryan smirked.

“It’s not funny. I tied you up,” Alex said embarrassed.

“Wow, do you remember anything about your boy life?” Ryan asked.

“Not really?” Alex replied.

Ryan looked embarrassed. “In this reality, I was…a girl named Rachel. I had the hugest crush on you, but you were a gay boy. I did some questionable things, and the Linking Spell turned me into a boy,” he said awkwardly.

“Really? So, we’re both girls in boy’s bodies,” Alex said astounded.

“Now, we are. The Alex I used to know was always a boy,” Ryan said.

“And the Ryan I used to know was always a boy,” Alex repeated amazed.

“So, we’re both the same. Do you hate me, knowing that I used to be a girl?” Ryan asked.

“No, it’s the opposite. I think we might have a lot in common,” Alex said ecstatic.

Ryan smiled relieved. “So, which one of us is going to be on top?”


Author’s Note:
Inspired by Castaway and a little of Final Destination. I also felt inspiration from Anon Allsop’s Breathless and Paradise Island. Should definitely check those out. Female to Male rape is very real, and I do apologize if this has triggered any reader. It is always wrong no matter the mitigating circumstances. With all my stories, I attempt to make readers think about a scenario that may never have occurred to them or to defy expectations. Some of you have asked for more FTM stories, so here you go.

Green Lantern: Star Sapphire's Wrath

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  • TGFictionStv

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  • CAUTION: Language

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

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  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Science Fiction
  • Other Worlds
  • Adventure
  • Superheroes
  • Movie

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Physically Forced
  • Romantic
  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Bad Girls / Promiscuity
  • Costumes and Masks
  • Lesbians

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  • DC Comics
  • DC Comics Fanfiction

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Green Lantern: Star Sapphire’s Wrath
(Fan fiction on the Green Lantern comics, the 2011 Green Lantern movie, and animated Green Lantern movies)

Hal Jordan’s 1967 Mustang skidded to a stop at the Ferris Aircraft parking lot. After spending last night with a yoga instructor and too much alcohol, Hal wasn’t at one hundred percent. He was disheveled and irritable as he rushed over to the hanger.

Hoping to not get caught late, Hal sneaked around the tarmac. “You’re late,” Carl Ferris Jr. said displeased upon finding him.

“And your snack machine no longer works. When I skip lunch, I assume snacks are available,” Hal pointed out.

“We’re making history with the Sabre today, and you’re fucking it up,” Carl told him.

“Nice name by the way,” Hal mocked.

“It’s in your father’s honor,” Carl said seriously.

“My father would have hated it. It’s basically a piece of metal with an X-box for a brain. It will never replace a real pilot,” Hal said arrogantly.

“It’s beaten most pilots already,” Carl countered.

“It hasn’t beaten me yet,” Hal replied.

***

Hal got into his F-16 fighter jet and expertly piloted the aircraft to high altitude. Carl followed close behind in his own F-16. Two Sabre drone fighters took to the skies in pursuit. Generals watched closely as the dog-fight was presented on screens in real time.

“Gentlemen, you are about to engage the fearsome and mighty Sabre U-CAV. Good luck,” the control tower said to both Hal and Carl.

“I don’t need luck,” Hal smirked as he began his maneuver.

The four fighters pursued each other across the California desert. Hal went for one of the Sabres and nearly got a lock when the Sabre took an unnatural dive. The Sabre then quickly came around and started chasing after Hal.

“Damn, it’s like they can teleport,” Hal remarked. In spite of himself, he had never faced such a challenge before.

Hal tried everything he could think of to get the Sabre off his tail. He took the fighter close the tree line, through mountain formations, and hugging the ground. The Sabre mimicked Hal’s movements perfectly and was on the verge of taking him out.

“I’m dead,” Carl said over the radio as the Sabre took him out.

“Oh, great,” Hal realized as two Sabres were now on him.

In a last ditch effort, Hal went straight up. The Sabres pursued quickly behind him. Carl noticed Hal shooting straight up. “You’re going to stall!” he warned.

“That’s the idea,” Hal smirked.

Hal began to lose oxygen as he reached the upper atmosphere. The two Sabres’ engines stalled and the two drones fell back towards the ground. Hal blacked out and his fighter plummeted. The Generals and technicians watched stunned as the two drones couldn’t restart their engines and crashed.

“Hal, wake up!” Carl shouted into his radio.

Hal eventually did wake up just as he was about to hit the ground. He quickly pulled up and saved himself and his fighter from crashing. Roaring back to life, Hal’s engines headed back to base.

“Well, that was easy,” Hal smirked

***

Carl waited for Hal to return to the hanger. “How stupid are you? You almost got yourself killed.”

“If you want to replace human pilots, they better be able to get out of a stall,” Hal said obviously.

“Two drones are destroyed and we’re going to lose the contract. You’re grounded permanently,” Carl ordered.

“You thought I would be an easy target. Sorry to disappoint,” Hal said sarcastically and walked off.

***

Hal headed back home in his truck after a night of drinking. Suddenly, a green flash went past him. “What the hell was that?” he wondered.

The green flash impacted the ground on the rocky beach. Hal curiously drove over to the crash site to investigate. As he walked up to the site, he realized it was an alien ship of some kind. Inside was a pink-skinned humanoid alien. Hal stared at the alien in amazement and then realized it was hurt. He gathered his wits and opened the ship.

“I’m going to get you help,” Hal promised him.

“It’s too late,” Abin Sur replied back. There was a hole in his chest that was bleeding profusely. “The ring chose you.”

“What ring? I don’t understand,” Hal said confused.

Abin Sur handed the Green Lantern ring over to Hal. As he touched the ring, he felt a radical power go through him. He felt in that moment he could do anything. “From time-to-time, you must recharge the ring,” Abin Sur said pointing to the green battery in the ship.

Hal grabbed the car battery sized device. “You have been chosen…to be a guardian of the universe. You are the bravest of this world, the one with the most will,” Abin Sur continued.

“Wait…I’m just a pilot,” Hal doubted.

“So was I before the ring chose me,” Abin Sur smiled. “Without the Corp, there is only fear and chaos. We Guardians maintain peace in the universe over 3600 sectors. To serve is the highest honor,” Abin Sur told him.

“I can’t be a Guardian. I don’t know anything about the universe,” Hal doubted himself.

“The ring will tell you. The ring will take you where you need to go,” Abin Sur assured him.

“What’s your name,” Hal asked as Abin Sur began to fade.

“Abin Sur. What is yours?” he asked weakly.

“Hal Jordan,” Hal replied.

Abin Sur smiled and then closed his eyes as he died. Hal stood over the dead alien speechless. The ring remained in the palm of his hand, but he didn’t dare put it on. Hal then heard emergency sirens in the distance. Not wanting that kind of trouble, Hal ran back to his truck with the battery in hand and took off.

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***

As he drove, Hal called up Carl. “Hey, Carl, I need your help,” Hal said anxiously.

“What the hell do you want, Hal?” Carl replied impatiently.

“You’re not going to believe me, but I just saw an alien crash on the beach. He gave me this ring,” Hal said.

“You’re right. I don’t believe you,” Carl said annoyed.

“I need you come by my apartment. I’ll show it to you,” Hal requested desperately.

“Fine,” Carl said rolling his eyes. He still couldn’t afford to have his best pilot go crazy on him.

***

Carl came to Hal’s apartment and found Hal to be visibly shaken up. Carl had never seen Hal this anxious before. On the coffee table were the green ring and the battery. It looked like a piece of jade jewelry. “This is alien technology?” Carl doubted.

“It speaks to me,” Hal said of the ring.

“You must be drunk,” Carl said disappointed and went over to the ring.

“Don’t touch it,” Hal warned.

Carl ignored him and put the ring on. The ring immediately glowed green and a green energy suit appeared over Carl’s clothes. Carl felt an incredible sensation as the ring became activated. Looking down at himself, he saw that he was wearing a green and black suit with the Green Lantern symbol on his chest. It didn’t feel like clothes but pure energy.

“This is amazing,” Carl said impressed. “I should have the lab test it.”

“The alien said I was chosen to be a Guardian,” Hal muttered.

“You, a Guardian? You can’t even handle yourself,” Carl scoffed.

“Believe me, I don’t want it,” Hal said seriously.

Carl gave Hal an odd look. Hal had always been fearless. This alien encounter had truly spooked him.

Carl took the ring off and his appearance went back to normal. “Where’s the alien now?” he asked.

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***

Government agents swarmed over the alien ship. The body was taken away and the ship was being lifted by crane off the beach. Helicopters were overhead. Amanda Waddle approached the scene dispassionately as if expecting something like this to occur. Looking around, Amanda noticed tire tracks.

“Someone was here before us,” she realized. “Find him.”

***
Carl carried the ring and the battery over to his car. This discovery could more than make up for Hal’s fuck-up at the air demonstration. Carl drove to his apartment and parked in the parking lot. As he walked towards his apartment, he decided to put the ring on. There was just something addictive about it. Putting on the ring, he felt a rush of power go through him again.

Suddenly, five pillars of violet light slammed down onto the parking lot creating craters in the ground. As the light faded, five humanoids in reflective pink armor appeared. They were completely covered except for their upper chest and face. They wore head gear that resembled a crown. In their hands were staffs. They were all slender females with long hair. On their right index finger was a Violet Lantern ring.
The five of them advanced on Carl. “So, this is Abin Sur’s replacement,” the leader, Miri, said unimpressed.

“I’m not looking for any trouble, alright,” Carl said backing away towards his car.

One of the five pointed to his car. A streak of pink-hot plasma streaked across the air and completely destroyed the car sending scrap metal in all directions. Carl stared at them in horror. He quickly found himself surrounded by them.

“Don’t make me use this thing,” Carl threatened with his own ring. He didn’t know what he was talking about but hoped the bluff would work.

Miri smirked amused. “We killed Abin Sur. What makes you think you can stop us?” she asked. “You don’t even have control of your powers yet.”

“That’s right. I don’t,” Carl smiled dangerously. Using his green ring, Carl created a green explosion that ripped up the blacktop, threw cars aside, and knocked down the five.

Still, Carl was having difficulty with the ring. His suit fluctuated in-and-out in front of them. “The ring resists me,” Carl realized. “Is it because I wasn’t…?” he wondered.

The five quickly recovered and moved in closer to him. “What do you want?” Carl asked them.

“This world is full of wrath, greed, and fear. We will select a chosen number of women to be given immortality. The rest will die,” she told him.

“Why only women?” Carl asked dumbfounded.

“Men are not deserving of life. I have seen what men have done to this world. You kill, you rape, you steal, and you treat women as slaves. When you have immortality, men are no longer necessary,” she said coldly.

“You’re over generalizing,” Carl said defensively.

“Silence! The only thing that got in our way was Abin Sur’s watchful eye but now that he’s dead, this world is ours,” she told him.

“You’ll have to get through me first,” Carl said bravely.

“I’ll fight him myself,” Miri said amused.

She whirled her staff as she got closer to him. Carl tried to imagine a sword and it appeared. He blocked her a few times before his sword shattered. Realizing the ring wasn’t working well, Carl resorted to his physical abilities. He struggled with Miri’s staff until it was thrown out of her hands. He then punched her like a boxer creating sparks off their suits.

Miri humored Carl enough and punched him to the head hard enough to nearly knock him out. She then punched him through the suit breaking a few ribs. Carl fell to the ground coughing blood. Miri aimed her ring at Carl, created an energy field around his body, and then repeatedly slammed him against the pavement. Still, even with his injuries Carl tried to get back up.

The five watched impressed as Carl got back to his feet. “Is that all you got?” he asked them.
The five aimed their rings at him and fired beams of violet light that went through his green suit and burned away some of his clothing. Carl fell to the ground with half of his clothes burned away. “You are not the chosen one. Tell me where he is?” Miri demanded.

“Fuck you,” Carl spat.

“It’s no challenge fighting a human whose ring resists him,” Miri said disappointed.

“Kill him then and be done with it,” another suggested.

“He has spirit. The Green Lantern Corp. has rejected him but perhaps he will not resist one of ours,” Miri considered.

“It’s impossible for a male to wield our ring,” another remarked.

“Well, that isn’t a problem for us,” Miri smirked. “Who knows? Perhaps, he is the one to fulfill the prophecy.”

Miri approached the broken Carl and knelt down near him. “I sense a deep love within you that dares not reveal itself. Like all males, you crave the touch and warmth of a female. I will take you to paradise where the only emotion that exists is true love.”

“You cannot have true love without loss,” Carl muttered.

“No, we will show you the true meaning of love,” Miri decided.

Creating a portal of violet energy, the leader had Carl dragged inside where all six of them disappeared. On the pavement was the green ring where Carl had intentionally dropped it. Inside his wrecked car was the battery.

***

Carl went faster than the speed of light as he went through the portal. He eventually landed on an alien planet with a violet-colored atmosphere. Carl felt his injuries being healed as Miri covered him in violet light. Getting up from the ground, he saw large cities made of violet crystals. In the center of the city was a large violet battery. In the sky were several moons and constellations Carl had never seen before. He was truly on an alien planet across the universe.

A slender humanoid female wearing a pink dress and mask approached the group. Other Violet Lantern Corp members walked alongside her. “Why have you brought this male here,” Aga’Po asked the group.
“He was found with Abin Sur’s ring, but he was not the chosen one. He resisted us with passion,” Miri said.

Aga’Po eyed Carl who gave her a defiant expression. “I feel fear, anger, hate,” she said of him.
“Understandable seeing as how you want to commit mass genocide,” Carl said angrily.

“There is a being called Parallax that is the embodiment of fear. It consumes the fear of sentient beings and grows ever stronger. It will soon reach Earth and consume all of Earth’s fear. When this happens, it will be unstoppable,” Aga’Po explained.

“So, your plan is to destroy humanity so Parallax doesn’t become stronger. Really?” Carl asked unimpressed.

“I must consider what is best for the universe. I would gladly sacrifice your planet to save the universe from Parallax,” she said.

“I say you give humanity a chance to fight,” Carl said defiantly.

“Your primitive weapons will do nothing against Parallax,” Aga’Po said flatly.

“What about the Green Lantern Corp?” Carl asked having only a vague sense of what that even was.

The females gave expressions of distaste upon hearing them being mentioned. “The Green Lantern Corp allowed Parallax to escape. They have lost in every encounter against Parallax,” Aga’Po said.

“Then we should join forces,” Carl said obviously.

“That is impossible,” Aga’Po rejected.

“I don’t know what kind of feminist bullshit this is but all life is sacred, not just one sex or one race,” Carl argued.

“He does have passion,” Aga’Po allowed. “You will soon understand.”

Aga’Po fired her violet ring on Carl. It wasn’t painful but it did feel hot. Carl soon found what was left of his clothes burning away until he was completely naked. Carl tried to resist the beam but found himself unable to move. The violet energy sizzled over his skin burning away all of his body hair without hurting his skin. His skin became perfectly smooth to the touch.

“I will give you pleasures you could never dream of. I will give you purpose,” Aga’Po told him.

Carl’s body began to shrink in height and mass. His muscles and bones shrank until he had the same dimensions as the others. “I will give you beauty,” Aga’Po said to him as his face became more feminine. He soon had the face of a beautiful human woman. His black hair grew longer until it reached down to the middle of his back.

“I will give you the power to nourish,” Aga’Po continued. Carl’s nipples grew larger and breasts began to form on his chest. Carl could only watch in fascination as they grew larger until they reached C-cup size. He held them with his now feminine hands in wonder.

“I will give you the power of life,” Aga’Po concluded as Carl’s hips grew wider and his waist shrank down giving him the perfect hour-glass figure.

Carl found himself oddly content as he saw his penis and testicles shrink until they were no more. He then felt an intense pleasure as his female internal organs formed. When it was complete, Aga’Po withdrew her ring.

Carl stood in front of them as a female human. She looked at her hands and her body with a strange excitement. Somehow, this was what she had always wanted but was impossible due to her position in society and body type. All of her concerns about Earth were now gone. She was now a part of something bigger than one planet.

“What is your name, child?” Aga’Po asked the new female.

“Carol…Carol Ferris,” Carol answered automatically.

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***

Meanwhile, Hal Jordan found Carl’s truck completely destroyed in the parking lot. He found the green ring and the battery. Looking around, he saw damage to the pavement and the trees in the area. There were several fires still burning. Picking up the ring, he wondered what had happened. Before he could investigate, he was suddenly encased in a green bubble and transported away.

While Hal Jordan began his training as a Green Lantern, Carol experienced love in ways she couldn’t imagine. In this society, there was no jealousy. People picked partners at random or whatever suited their needs at the time. No one refused and orgies were common.

Carol was quickly educated in Lesbian sex positions and every female sexual sensation. Still, no matter how many times she made love there was still a longing in her heart. Something was still incomplete. She thought of Hal Jordan and wondered what he was doing. She couldn’t have known that Hal was going through rigorous training on Oa.

“It is time,” Aga’Po told her Lanterns.

A squad of Violet Lanterns, including Carol, shot off from the plant, entered a portal, and came upon the planet Earth. Carol watched as an observer as Miri and her squad fired their rings on the planet. A violet crystal formation began to appear around the planet which would freeze the population into perpetual romantic pleasure.

Several green flashes suddenly came upon them. Sinestro, Kilowag, Tomar-Re, Hal Jordan, and others moved to intercept the Violet Lanterns. Carol immediately recognized Hal Jordan but remained silent. Something in her awoke as she saw him. Her previous restraints on romantic love had been lifted. She loved this man even from before. In all the love-making sessions that she had done with other females, nothing compared to what she was now feeling for Hal Jordan.

Sinestro fired on the violet crystal surrounding the Earth blasting it to the pieces. He then led his squad against the Violet Lanterns. The two sides clashed creating powerful green and violent colored explosions in space. Carol watched as Hal held his own against one of the Violet Lanterns.

“So, he was the chosen one after all,” she realized. That was why the green ring had resisted her. It was why she was defeated. It was why she was abducted and transformed. It was all because Hal was unwilling to take up the responsibility.

Carol burned with anger and resentment over how things had happened. Without realizing it, her ring glowed with power.

“We must retreat for now. They are too strong for us,” Miri said as she battled Sinestro.

Carol ignored the order and went straight for Hal. With a loaded fist, she punched Hal as hard as she could. Hal was stunned by the unexpected attack and shot straight towards the Earth. His green suit protected him as entered the atmosphere and then he suddenly stopped once he hit the ground creating a large crater.

The other Violet Lanterns looked upon Carol in awe at her strength. Sinestro wrapped up Carol in green chains pinning her arms and legs together. “Only a human, I see,” Sinestro sneered.

Carol resisted the green chains and in furious anger blasted them to pieces off her. Sinestro calmly materialized a sword and went for the kill. The other Violet Lanterns took hold of Carol and brought her over to a portal before Sinestro could make his strike.

***

The defeated Violet Lantern squad materialized back on their home planet. With the exception of Carol who was lost in thought, the other Violet Lanterns knelt before Aga’Po in submission. “We have failed you, my queen. The Green Lanterns were too strong,” Miri said.

“I saw it, but one of you showed strength I have not seen in a long time,” Aga’Po said referring to Carol.

“Her powers are not refined,” Miri said.

“In time, they will. Train her,” Aga’Po ordered.

Carol didn’t do well in her training sessions. Her mind was lost in thought about Hal. Her ring and the planet she was on made her mind obsess over him. She lost interest in the other women declining to be touched by any of them. She was perfectly love-sick on a planet that only contained love.

Once she learned how to make portals herself, she escaped to Earth. Seeing how her Violet Lantern uniform would not do, Carol broke into a clothing store at night. Deactivating her ring, she was completely nude. She looked for appropriately sized clothing, a top, pants, and a leather jacket. She then found tennis shoes that were a few sizes smaller than what she was used to.

Exiting the store, she found herself a sports car. Using her ring, she created a pink key that perfectly fit in the slot. Entering the car, she drove off towards her father’s mansion. In her mind, whatever she wanted or love, she could take.

Upon arriving at the mansion, Carol saw that there was already a party going on. Sneaking through the crowds, she looked for her father, Carl Ferris Sr. Instead, she smacked into Hal Jordan.

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“Sorry, Miss,” Hal said slightly tipsy.

“Hal?” Carol wondered.

“Have we met? I feel like we’ve met before,” Hal said sheepishly.

Carol hesitated. “No, we haven’t,” she lied.

“You are beautiful. Nice clothes,” Hal complimented.

“Thanks,” Carol said awkwardly.

“Maybe after the party is over, we could spend some one-on-one time,” Hal suggested.

Carol was intrigued and disgusted at the same time. Did Hal Jordan, her own pilot, proposition her for sex? Carol didn’t have time to answer him. A helicopter arrived making it difficult for anyone to hear anything.

“Hal, it’s me, Carl,” Carol said to him.

“What?” he shouted back not hearing her over the helicopter.

The helicopter then began to shake as it experienced sudden engine failure. The helicopter missed the helipad and was going straight for the crowd. Carol went for her ring but couldn’t figure out what she could do with it. She wasn’t willing to blast the helicopter to pieces and kill her own father.

A green beam surrounded the helicopter and kept it still. The green beam then gently placed the helicopter on the helipad safely away from the crowd. The green force field stayed on the helicopter until its blades stopped turning. The crowd then stared at a smiling Hal Jordan who was wearing his Green Lantern uniform.

Realizing the crowd was looking at him, Hal decided to introduce himself. “In case you can’t tell, I’m Hal Jordan. I have been specially chosen to protect an entire sector of space that includes Earth. I am Green Lantern but first and foremost I’m an American,” Hal said to the crowd.

The crowd applauded and Hal went back to his normal suit. Carol watched as her father gave Hal a grateful handshake. “I wished Carl could see this,” Carl Sr. said to Hal.

“I’ll find him even if I have to search the entire planet for him,” Hal promised him.

“Thank you, son,” Carl Sr. said gratefully.

Carol wanted to embrace her father but something was keeping her back. She had been trained to think that all men were the enemy. That included her father and Hal Jordan. She struggled against her training as she saw Carl Sr. and Hal talking.

It should have been her saving the day. It should have been her with the green ring. It should have been with her enjoying the evening with her father. In uncontrolled rage, Carol activated her ring and flew at Hal. She grabbed Hal and took him high into the air. Her violet colored uniform appeared over her clothes as she went to full power. Hal immediately powered his own ring as he was being brought higher into the air. The crowds watched as the green and violet colored lights in the sky eventually went past the horizon.

Carol punched Hal a few times and then backhanded him hard to the ground. Hal slammed into a rock formation causing an explosion of rock and dirt. Carol fired continuous blasts at him with her ring creating a giant crater in the ground. A large green fist suddenly slammed into her. Hal emerged from the cloud of dust and smacked her hard with a giant green baseball bat.

Carol felt stunned by the attack. How could he materialize objects? Hal created a large green hammer that swung down on her. Carol hit the ground hard and was then suddenly hit by a tank blast from a green tank. Hal formed green cuffs around her legs, arms, and neck pinning her to a rock formation.

“I have to thank you for getting me out of that boring party,” Hal smirked as he floated over to her.
Carol resisted the cuff rings but it was no use. “I remember you,” Hal said recalling their fight in space.

“I know all about you, Hal Jordan. You’re a self-centered, egotistical, reckless asshole,” Carol said to him.

“That’s fair,” Hal allowed. He went for Carol’s ring and took it off her finger deactivating her suit. Hal then created a floating green force field around the violet ring.

Hal casually deactivated the green rings around Carol’s limbs freeing her. “Are you going to behave now?” Hal asked condescendingly.

Carol hated him more than ever but also fought the desire to kiss him. “Hal, it’s me, Carl,” Carol finally managed to say.

“Come again?” Hal wondered.

“I was taken by the Violet Lantern Corp. They changed me into this,” Carol told him.

“Really?” Hal questioned.

“That’s why I was at the party. You saved my father’s life,” Carol said to him.

“Then why all the hate?” Hal asked confused and still unsure whether he wanted to believe her.

“I can’t control my emotions. One moment I hate you and the next I…,” Carol said unable to finish her sentence.

Hal seemed to understand her situation. “Ring: Do a body scan,” he ordered. The green ring scanned Carol’s body.

“My God, it is true,” Hal realized after the scan was done.

“Help me,” Carol pleaded with him.

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Hal wasn’t certain what to do. He couldn’t think of how his new powers could solve the situation. Before he could find a solution, a portal opened. A Violet Lantern squad led by Miri appeared. Hal considered Carol and then the Violet Lantern squad.

Miri fired on Hal’s force field freeing the violet ring inside. The ring immediately went to Carol’s finger. Miri then blasted Hal into a rock formation burying him. She went over to Carol. “Look what this man has done to you,” Miri said sympathetically.

“I’m fine,” Carol said confused as to what to think.

“Look what have men have created for their women,” Miri said of Carol’s clothes. Miri zapped her clothes destroying them. Carol immediately activated her ring to return her back to her violet uniform.
Hal blasted the rock off of him surprising Miri. “I’ll send you down to the planet’s core next time, Green Lantern,” Miri threatened.

“Carl,” Hal called out to her.

Miri looked at Carol who seemed to wavering. “Carl Ferris is dead. Carol Ferris now lives.”

“Come back to me,” Hal said to Carol.

Carol looked at Miri and then back at Hal. Her mind had trouble concentrating between the two of them. She hated Hal but loved him at the same time. Hal suddenly kicked Miri away from Carol. Hal quickly formed a green bubble around the both of them and flew off.

Miri and her squad quickly pursued and fired on Hal from all sides. The green bubble began to crack despite Hal’s best efforts. Once the bubble shattered the two of them fell to the ground. A still conflicted Carol fell to the ground and fell unconscious.

Hal reformed his bubble only for Miri to kick and punch his bubble across the mountainous terrain. Miri appeared before Hal as his bubble shattered again. “You seem to think this is a game,” Miri smirked and then stabbed him through with her spear.

Hal coughed blood devastated by the strike. Since becoming a Green Lantern, he had felt invincible. Now, he was receiving the beating of his life. Miri withdrew her spear and punched Hal to the face and midsection sending him to the ground.

The rest of the Violet Lantern squad arrived as Miri was about to give Hal a killing blow. “Please, if you love me, don’t kill him,” Carol pleaded.

Miri hesitated as her own sense of love became conflicted. “No love can come from a man,” she told her.

“Please,” Carol begged.

Miri withdrew from Hal in disgust. “It seems you require more training,” Miri said of Carol. The Violet Lantern squad created a portal back to their world.

Hal turned to his ring. “Call for help,” he ordered.

***

The Violet Lantern squad came before their queen Aga’Po. “This one has a weakness for a man,” Miri accused Carol.

“Is this true?” Aga’Po asked of Carol.

“I don’t know,” Carol admitted.

“Your feelings betray you,” Aga’Po said seeing into her mind. “Your feelings for Hal Jordan are strong.”

Carol expected to be disciplined or killed. Instead, Aga’Po talked with her compassionately. “Many years ago, we once loved the men that now call themselves Guardians. They rejected our love believing it to be a distraction from their will. This Hal Jordan may appear to love you, but he will always put his own desires first. Love and selfish desire can never co-exist, my child,” Aga’Po told her.

“I can’t fight my own feelings,” Carol said to her.

“Alone you cannot, but you are not alone,” Aga’Po assured her and then motioned for Miri to take Carol away.

***

Soon thereafter, Carol rejoined the Violet Lantern squad perfectly conditioned against men. The squad exited a portal near Earth and fired down on the planet. Violet-colored crystals formed around the planet. The waves, plants, animals, and every human being were frozen in place. While their bodies were frozen, their thoughts were that of pleasurable love.

As expected, Parallax approached Earth. It was made of the pure yellow energy of fear. It was shaped as an insect with wings. It attempted to feed off the Earth’s fear but there was nothing for it to consume. Frustrated, Parallax circled the planet a few times.

“It has grown so large,” Miri realized upon seeing it. “Stay steady. Fear is the enemy of love,” she told the others.

Parallax then noticed the Violet Lantern squad and felt something from Carol. Deep down beyond all her conditioning was a fear that could not be purged, a fear of losing Hal Jordan. Parallax roared and went straight for the Violet Lantern squad.

A green chain net manifested around Parallax keeping it from moving. The Green Lantern Corp emerged with Hal Jordan among them. “We’ll take care of this, ladies,” Sinestro said condescendingly.
Parallax resisted the net even as Green Lanterns fired green blasts at it. “We have it contained. Now what?” Kilowag asked Sinestro.

“Now, we take its power,” Sinestro said simply as he put a yellow ring on his finger. Sinestro flexed in ecstasy as he felt the yellow power flow over him.

Sinestro then took aim at Parallax and began absorbing its energy. “Yes, give me everything you have.”

“You intend to be as powerful as Parallax?” Tomar-Re questioned.

“Of course but unlike Parallax I am not a mindless beast,” Sinestro said.

“That’s too much power for one man,” Hal objected.

“You’re free to craft your own yellow ring,” Sinestro replied arrogantly.

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Parallax screeched as its power was being drained away. Hal began to waver as he saw Sinestro’s expression. He was drunk with power as even his eyes glowed yellow. “That’s enough!” Hal said as he broke the net around Parallax.

Now free, the weakened Parallax fled the solar system. “What have you done, Hal Jordan?” Sinestro said angrily.

“Take off the ring, Sinestro,” Tomar-Re said gently.

“With this kind of power, why should I?” Sinstro asked with a crazed expression on his face. Sinestro then turned to the Earth. “There’s a chance that Parallax will come back to this world and when it does its powers will be restored. This planet reeks with fear.”

“We have it under control, Sinestro,” Miri said to him.

“I have a more permanent solution,” Sinestro said as he aimed his ring at the planet.

“That will kill both male and female,” Miri reminded him.

“Yes, perfect equality,” Sinestro said as he focused on his power.

“Stop, Sinestro,” Kilowag said forcefully. “The battle has been won.”

“The war, however, is not over,” Sinestro replied. He suddenly lashed out at the Green Lanterns with powerful streaks of yellow energy. Hal went for an attack only to be blasted into the moon.

Miri and her squad then confronted Sinestro. “Only a man can control fear,” he said to them.

“Only a woman can love,” Miri replied to him.

Sinestro and Miri clashed with their respective powers. Sinestro created a sword to Miri’s spear. The two swiped at one another creating brilliant flashes of violet and yellow light. An expert swordsman and warrior, Sinestro slashed Miri devastating her.

Sinestro fired on the other Violet Lantern squad members taking from them their fear. Defeating both squads, Sinestro turned to the planet. He blasted the violet crystal away returning the Earth to before. Sinestro then fed on the Earth’s plentiful supply of fear.

“I had no idea one world could hold so much fear,” Sinestro said blissfully as he absorbed all of it.

After he had his fill, Sinestro aimed his ring at the planet to destroy it. The yellow beam went straight for the planet but was blocked at the last moment by Carol’s own violet beam. “You cannot defeat me, woman,” Sinestro sneered at her.

Carol held her own for a few moments but then she was pushed into the atmosphere. Sinestro laughed at her apparent weakness. Suddenly, Sinestro was pulled away from the Earth towards a green-colored sun. With his power, he tried to resist the gravitational pull of the artificially created sun.

“Gravity’s a bitch,” Hal said to him.

“How juvenile,” Sinestro said and then blasted the sun with his ring. The sun went supernova creating a powerful green blast that threw the two of them away from each other.

Hal recovered quickly and punched Sinestro hard into the asteroid belt. The two clashed repeatedly inside the asteroid field destroying asteroids as they did. Carol joined the fight as well. She trapped Sinestro inside a force field while Hal swat him with a green baseball bat. Sinestro was flung into a large asteroid creating a large crater.

Hal then formed a large canon and fired repeatedly on the asteroid completely destroying it. Sinestro was dazed for a moment but quickly recovered.

“You betray the Green Lantern Corp by working with that filth,” Sinestro said to Hal.

“I think you have already done that,” Hal replied.

Carol tied up Sinestro with ropes pinning his arms and legs. Hal loaded up a sling shot and fired a green ball of energy at him. The ball hit Sinestro flinging him into deep space. Unable to stop his momentum against the green ball, Sinestro fell into Jupiter’s gravity well and disappeared inside the planet’s fast moving clouds.

“Is it over?” Carol asked exhausted.

“Knowing him, he’ll find a way to escape but his pride has taken a hit. He’ll be hunted down like a fugitive,” Hal assured her.

“It’s so beautiful out here,” Carol said of stars and asteroids around them.

“Yes, it is,” Hal agreed.

“I never thought I would be able to fly through space. It almost makes all of this worth it,” Carol said sadly.

“I’ll find a way to fix what they did to you,” Hal promised her.

“It’s alright, Hal. I never told you this but even before they changed me…I’ve always loved you,” Carol said embarrassed.

“Really?” Hal asked amazed. He never knew Carl to be gay.

“It’s the reason I didn’t fire you,” Carol said sheepishly.

“Well…that’s letting your feelings get in the way of logical decision making,” Hal teased.

“I want to love you, Hal, but it’s against our law,” Carol said conflicted.

“Fuck the law,” Hal said as he kissed her.

Their green and violet auras swirled around them as they touched. Carol let her restraints go and kissed Hal passionately. This was beyond anything she had ever experienced with her Violet Lantern Corp. This was beyond infatuation and lust. This was real love she had always had for her subordinate and colleague. Hal was always the missing thing she needed. She had loved him, but he hadn’t returned that love to her. Now, it would be unbreakable no matter what intergalactic corp. said.

Carol and Hal broke their kiss in the middle of the asteroid belt. “My people will soon come after you,” she warned.

“Including you?” Hal asked.

“Maybe,” Carol said flirtatiously.

“Thanks for the heads up,” Hal smiled and gave her a surprise kiss.

Hal then took off as the Violet Lantern squad took off after him. “Hurry up,” Miri said frustrated at her.

Carol touched her lips and smiled. Clenching her fist, she rejoined the others. She would change the Violet Lantern Corp from the inside, not the outside. She would make them realize the value of love between men and women. Maybe, one day, she would even become their Star Sapphire.

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Groomsman

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

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  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Erotica

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Caught with Consequences
  • Female to Male
  • Real World
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Mate Swapping
  • Sex Toys / Dildos
  • Surgery
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

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  • Posted by author(s)

(Inspired by a true story)

Groomsman

Kevin and Jessica had been dating for the last two years and had been engaged for the last six months. They were ready to get married, settle down, and have a family together. However, controversy soon arose as the wedding plans were being formulated. Upon given the list of groomsmen by Kevin, the always curious Jessica did a background check on them all. Nothing too serious, just an online program that looked through their criminal histories, rental histories, property acquisitions, and so forth. When it came to one particular, groomsman, Sam, there was nothing.

Frustrated by this, Jessica looked over her fiance's Facebook friends and found Sam among them. They were mutual friends and had met each other occasionally. Looking through Sam's photos, she found a sudden lack of them during his teenage years when Kevin and Sam went to high school together. In contrast, all of Kevin's other friends had loads of pictures of their high school antics.

Curiosity getting the better of her, Jessica looked over each and every photograph of Kevin and his friends during their high school years. She frowned slightly irked by pictures of Kevin's ex-girlfriend. She reminded herself that they had made a rule not to go too deep into each other's previous relationships. Indeed, Jessica wasn't too eager to discuss her ex-boyfriends in any kind of depth and thankfully Kevin didn't care.

Jessica eyed the teenage girl in the photographs. She had long blond hair, a feminine physique, but also appeared athletic. Her name wasn't tagged like all the others nor was it mentioned in the picture description. It was then that Jessica started seeing some odd similarities.

"It couldn't be," she said to herself.


At the local bar, Kevin, Sam, Ryan, Joe, and Mark played a game of pool over drinks. "I'm so happy for you, man. This is going to be so wild for you," Sam said giving Kevin a drunken hug.

"Hey, you'll get there, too," Kevin said to him.

"Not in this bar," Sam said looking around.

"You are the most judgemental of all of us," Ryan chided.

"It's because I'm a subject matter expert on women," Sam said obviously.

"I'll give him that," Joe agreed.

"So, how do you know if a girl's interested in a guy?" Mark asked.

Sam looked around eyeing all the women in the bar. "She's interested...and she's interested," he pointed them out.

"You got the gift," Kevin said as Joe and Mark walked over to them.

"More like a curse if you ask me," Sam frowned.

"We'll get you laid eventually. That is for damn certain," Ryan assured him.

"Enough about me. How's Jess?" Sam asked.

"She's great, really excited about it," Kevin smiled.


As soon as Kevin came home, Jessica ambushed him. "Why the fuck didn't you tell me about this girl?" she demanded showing the picture of the girl in question on her phone.

"My highschool ex-girlfriend? What does it matter?" Kevin asked defensively.

"She's with all of your guy friends you still hang around. Where is she now?" Jessica asked.

"Fuck if I know," Kevin said dismissively.

"I know who she is," Jessica said accusingly.

"So, what's the big deal," Kevin wondered not taking her seriously as he sat on the couch.

"She's Sam," Jessica revealed.

Kevin gave her a blank look. "The fuck?"

"It all makes sense. Why doesn't Sam have pictures back to his childhood years? Why does he suddenly appear in your inner circle during the time you were at college?" Jessica asked.

"Maybe I actually met him in college," Kevin suggested.

"Stop lying to me. The girl in this picture has the same facial features as Sam. They're the same person," Jessica said becoming upset.

"You're being a crazy bitch, you know that?" Kevin said to her.

"Answer the fucking question. Is this Sam?" she demanded while holding her phone.

There was a long awkward pause between them. "It is," he said finally.

"A fucking knew it. Why would you lie to me?" she asked offended.

"This is a complete invasion of privacy. How did it even occur to you to background my friends? I mean, what the fuck?" Kevin asked pissed-off.

"You're making your ex-girlfriend one of your groomsmen, that's what's fucked up," Jessica said angrily.

"I can't handle this, right now. I'm going to bed," Kevin said getting up and stumbling his way back into his room.


The next day, Jessica tracked down Sam at a mechanics garage where he worked. "Hey, Jess, what's up?" he asked.

"I know the truth. I just wanted to hear it from you," Jessica said scornfully.

Sam gave her a WTF look. "What truth?" he asked.

"Did you or did you not fuck my fiance in high school?" she asked point-blank.

"What kind of question is that?" Sam asked offended.

"I'll ask you again, did you or did you not," Jessica insisted.

"It's a sick question and I'm not going to answer it," Sam refused.

"You've told me everything I needed to know," Jessica said angrily and took off.

"Well...shit," Sam realized and quickly gave Kevin a call to warn him.


Kevin was armed and ready as Jessica stormed into the apartment. "You fucked her, didn't you?" she asked.

"Who's her?" Kevin asked.

"Sam. You fucked her," Jessica accused.

"Alright, this has gone far enough," Kevin told her off.

"Tell me the truth or this wedding is off," Jessica said to him. "Our relationship has to be based on trust and right now I'm not feeling it."

Kevin sighed. "When Sam was a girl, yeah, we fooled around. She wasn't my girlfriend. It was like a one-time thing."

"She's still a girl and you want her as your groomsman?" Jessica said unimpressed.

"Sam is a man, period. He transitioned in college, got his breasts removed, and went on testosterone," Kevin explained.

"And why didn't you tell me?" Jessica asked offended.

"Because it wasn't anyone's business," Kevin excused.

"Do the rest of the guys now? Of course, they do. The only one that doesn't know is me," Jessica raged.

"Look, there are secrets we guys have that we don't share with women. You do the same with your girlfriends. It's just how it is," Kevin said.

"But Sam isn't one of the guys. She's a woman you fucked and now you want her at our wedding front in center. I don't recall inviting any of my ex-boyfriends to the wedding. Maybe, I should," Jessica said argumentatively.

"Knock yourself out. I don't give a fuck," Kevin said finally.

"You...don't...give a fuck," Jessica repeated with a wide-eyed expression.

"Okay, I would prefer it if you didn't. It would be awkward but it's up to you," Kevin said.

"I thought we had a rule that our exes wouldn't be involved in our lives," Jessica reminded him.

"Sam isn't an ex. He's my bro. We drink, we race cars, we play video games, we paintball, and we go hiking. He's like my best friend," Kevin said defensively.

"How am I supposed to know that's what you two are really doing? Does she still have a vagina?" she asked.

"Well...yeah," Kevin said awkwardly.

"Could you get her pregnant?" Jessica pressed.

"Maybe, I don't know," Kevin theorized.

"Then, she's a woman and you've been cheating on me with her," Jessica said outraged.

"That crosses the line. When he came out as a man, it was over forever between us," Kevin said annoyed.

"How am I supposed to know that?" Jessica asked.

"You trust me," Kevin said obviously.

"My family will freak if they know what Sam is," Jessica said.

"Then, don't tell them," Kevin said.

Jessica gave him a flustered look. "I don't want her as a groomsman. If you want her up there, put her in a dress where the bridesmaids are," Jessica demanded, and then went to her room.

"Fuck me," Kevin sighed exhaustedly from the fight.


Sam came over and played video games with Kevin while Jessica was out. "I'm sorry, man. I don't know how she found out all of a sudden," Kevin apologized.

"It isn't the first time I've been outed. It won't be the last," Sam rolled his eyes.

"She doesn't want you to be one of my groomsmen. She sees you as my ex and not even as a man," Kevin revealed.

Sam gave Kevin an offended look and then an expression of resignation. "So, what are you going to do?" he asked softly.

"I'm going to tell her to get fucked," Kevin said resolved.

"What you got going with Jessica is a wonderful thing. She's attractive, smart, funny, ambitious, and, from what you tell me, great in bed. Don't let me spoil this," Sam said sacrificially.

"If she won't accept you as you are, then she's simply not the one," Kevin said stubbornly.

"You're never going to find the perfect girl. So, she's a little transphobic. That isn't her whole being and maybe she will grow out of it," Sam said.

"When we went out camping together...did you ever think...maybe we should do it?" Kevin asked seriously.

Sam gave him an odd look. "No, fuck no. And if we did do it, I would be the one penetrating you."

"This just so weird to think about," Kevin admitted.

Jessica came home and watched the two of them kill bad guys on the TV. She gave Sam an uncomfortable look as jealousy swelled within her. "Can I talk to you, Kevin?" she demanded.

Kevin got up to talk to her behind closed doors. "I don't want you two together at the apartment when I'm not here," Jessica said seriously.

"We're just playing video games and drinking beer," Kevin excused.

"One thing leads to another. Would you be okay if I was with a guy and you were gone?" she asked.

"Not really," Kevin admitted.

"So, there you go," Jessica said obviously.

"Sam isn't a woman, and stop calling him she or her," Kevin lectured.

"Send her away and I'll fuck you, right now," Jessica offered.

"You serious?" Kevin wondered.

Jessica nodded feeling overly competitive against Sam in the other room. "Okay," Kevin relented.

As they made love, Jessica felt the need to be more aggressive as if competing with Sam. As she was having sex with Kevin, she imagined what Sam looked like under his clothes. Did his chest still show signs of his breasts? Did his clit look different under hormone therapy? She couldn't help but think back to Sam's picture as an attractive woman. Finally, she came as she fantasized about all these possibilities forgetting that Kevin was even there.


A week before the wedding, Kevin and Jessica brought their friends to a pool party. Jessica wore a red bikini and was comfortable with her figure in comparison to her other friends. The guys were shirtless already playing water polo. Sam was the only guy not playing wearing a shirt as he hung out on a lounge chair wearing sunglasses. Jessica stared at him for a little too long.

"Doesn't he look cute?" Ashley, her friend, remarked.

"What makes you say that?" Jessica asked giving nothing away.

"Just look at him. He seems so much more mature than the other guys," Ashley gushed. "I'm going to go talk to him."

"Ashley, don't. He's bad news," Jessica warned.

"A bad boy?" Ashley questioned.

Jessica whispered into her ear. "Really? Wow," Ashley said amazed and completely deterred. Jessica then went over to Sam as he played on his phone. "Not getting in?"

Sam gave her a fake smile. "Wouldn't want to get my shirt wet."

"Then just take it off," she challenged.

"I don't want to show off. It could make the guys uncomfortable," Sam excused.

"And what of the girls? You do like girls, don't you?" Jessica antagonized.

Sam sighed, got up, and reluctantly took off his shirt. Jessica was expecting his chest to be heavily scarred and warped due to his surgeries. Instead, it looked completely normal and tone surpassing the other guys in the pool. Jessica stared at him in wonder looking for any imperfections. His nipples were the right size, no indication of scars, and there was even hair on his chest.

"You coming in?" Kevin asked him.

"Be right there," Sam said as he kicked off his shoes.

Jessica, again, expected to see unusually small feet like that a woman but it was not the case. Sam's feet were of average size with some hair on them. Sam then went into the pool and started playing competitively with the rest of the guys.

"You sure about him?" Ashley asked her.

Jessica gave a flustered look and turned away.


As the days counted down, the boys went to the local tailor to rent out their tuxes. Sam looked uncomfortably being there. "What's up with you?" Ryan asked him.

"I don't think I should be doing this, after all," Sam said.

"Why the fuck not?" Joe asked.

"Jessica knows about my past...," Sam said awkwardly.

"Damn," Mark shook his head.

"Well, so what?" Ryan said dismissively.

"She doesn't want me as a groomsman," Sam said.

"Well, that isn't her call to make," Joe said.

"Exactly, fuck her," Ryan agreed.

"What if she cancels the wedding over it?" Sam asked concernedly.

"She won't. She's bluffing. That's what all women do," Mark said.

Sam gave him an odd look. "But what if this isn't a bluff. I can't ruin this for Kevin."

"If she is what you're saying she is, then this marriage won't last, anyway. The groom invited his people, the bride invites her people, and neither of them gets a say on who the other can or cannot bring," Ryan said adamantly.

"What if your future fiancee brings an ex-boyfriend to the wedding?" Sam asked.

"I'd be pissed off, to be honest, but it's her decision. I'm telling you right now, that night it will be angry wedding sex," Ryan said.

"I don't think an entire person's worth is based on this one thing. Jessica is great for Kevin and you can't expect perfection," Sam said.

"I know you don't have your balls, yet, so listen up," Joe said to him. "When you're the man, you have to lead. If he backs down, he will be forever whipped and will never get that confidence back."

"Not if I make the decision for him," Sam said thoughtfully.


At the gym, Kevin and Sam worked out with the weights. "I'm going to back out as your groomsman," Sam said to him.

Kevin suddenly lost control of his weight forcing Sam to spot him. "What the fuck for?" he asked disagreeably.

"I can't be the thing that breaks you two up. I won't be the cause," he said.

"That's really fucking noble. And what am I supposed to do? Accept your resignation? The fuck I will," Kevin said.

"I'll simply not go even if you ask me to," Sam said simply. "If it's a choice between me and Jessica, the choice is clear."

"The choice is clear. This isn't about whether I love her more than you. This is about principle. Beyond the bigotry of this being completely transphobic, loyalty and respect are really damn important to me. If she cancels the wedding, it's on her," Kevin said.

"But if I'm not there...," Sam let it hang.

"If you're not there, the wedding is canceled. Does that make it easier for you?" Kevin asked him.

The two walked into the locker room and grabbed a towel. The gym locker room actually had shower stalls for more privacy, it was the reason why they picked this gym. Kevin undressed first feeling completely comfortable doing so in front of Sam.

"Alright, I got you covered," Kevin said as he made sure no one was looking.

Sam quickly undressed and got into a shower stall so no one would notice he was the only man in the room without a dick. When they came out, Kevin, again, gave Sam cover to put his clothes back on. The two then walked out of the gym like it was nothing.


Mere days before the wedding, Jessica put her foot down. "I don't want her as a groomsman or at the wedding at all," she demanded.

"Well, that's too bad," Kevin said standing his ground.

"I'll cancel the wedding," she threatened.

"We already have everything set up. It would be a huge waste of money and we would be done, finished, over," Kevin said dramatically.

"It's me or her," Jessica said.

"You keeping saying 'her'. Haven't you seen enough of him to know that Sam isn't a woman? I mean, where's the long hair, where's the feminine face, where are the baby-making hips, the slim legs, the tits?" Kevin listed off.

"If you don't have a cock, you're not a man," Jessica said simply.

"You're being completely irrational," Kevin pointed out.

"Am I? I have a right to feel uncomfortable about this. She is your ex, you had sex with her, and she's with you all the God damn time. You spend more time with her than me," Jessica raged.

"So, you feel uncomfortable? Deal with it," Kevin said dismissively.

"I'll tell your parents," she threatened.

"Fuck," Kevin sighed knowing they wouldn't be thrilled and would probably arm-twist him to disinvite Sam. "Is this what you really want? A bitch of a husband that folds when it gets tough? Don't you want me to stand up for myself?" he asked her.

"I want you to stand up for me," Jessica told him.

"What can I do to convince you that Sam is a man?" Kevin asked her.

Jessica gave him a blank look. "You're not going to like it."

"Try me," Kevin rolled his eyes.


Kevin and Sam had a walk in the park to discuss Jessica's ultimatum. "I need you to give me a solid," Kevin began.

"Sure, anything," Sam replied.

"I need you to fuck my fiancee, tonight," Kevin said finally.

There was a long awkward pause. "The fuck?" Sam wondered.

"She won't be convinced you're a real man until you fuck her," Kevin said.

"There's so much wrong with that. I can't fuck your fiancee. That's cheating," Sam said.

"Not if I give you permission," Kevin said.

"I got standards, too. I mean, I want to have sex with someone I actually want to be with," Sam said.

"Yeah, right. I know you've slept with girls using Tinder. Look, I know you can do this. If she still says no after all this, then Jessica and I are finished," Kevin said.

"And if this goes according to plan, what then? You will always remember that I fucked your wife," Sam said.

"Like how I will always remember how I fucked you? I don't even remember most of it," Kevin said.

"It was the biggest mistake we ever did. It made it weird between us," Sam recalled.

"But we got over it, didn't we?" Kevin asked rhetorically.

"Have we? Do you ever wonder what it would have been if I hadn't transitioned? Do you fantasize about me still being a girl?" he asked.

"Bro, I fantasize about everything. You know how diverse my porn collection is," Kevin reminded him.

"Okay, I'll do it," Sam relented. "But I want you to know, I shouldn't have to do this."

"I know. Make sure you fuck the shit out of her," Kevin said giving Sam a bro-hug.


Sam awkwardly came by the apartment that evening with little enthusiasm. He took a deep breath and came inside, Kevin wasn't at home by design. "I'm not really interested in talking about this. You know why you're here," Jessica said rudely.

"Yep," Sam sighed.

"So, show me what you can do. You're in charge," Jessica invited.

Sam could already tell that Jessica was a little tipsy and had no enthusiasm for this, either. "You want a real man. Alright, we stop when I'm done with you," Sam said to her.

"Fine, just don't bore me," Jessica allowed.

Sam expertly took her dress off her shoulders and then unclasped her bra. "You should be an expert on this. How many years did you wear a bra?" Jessica antagonized.

"God damn," Sam muttered as he was done. "I'm in charge which means you shut your mouth," he told her off.

Jessica rolled her eyes as she was stripped down to her panties. Sam, meanwhile, took off his shirt, his shorts, and then his boxers. Jessica turned around and saw Sam's backside. From all appearances, he looked like a man with lean muscle and very little body fat. She couldn't help but feel turned on by him.

"Let's go to your room," Sam ordered her still having his back to her.

Jessica complied and then got on the bed. Sam turned off the lights as he came in. "So, what are you going to do? Play with my breasts, lick me silly, and put fingers inside me? Maybe even scissor me?" she asked condescendingly.

"Jess, shut your mouth," he ordered her.

He walked over to her and got on top of her. He immediately began kissing her and placing his thumb on her right nipple rubbing it just right. Sam gave her tongue as he dominated her mouth. Jessica played along pretending he was a real man. With his other hand, he went inside her panties and started rubbing her clit. Jessica sighed as she realized he was warming her up. Unlike Kevin, she didn't feel his hardness.

Sam took his time knowing everything was on the line. He kissed Jess down her neck and then made his way to her nipple expertly sucking on it. "Did Kevin do the same to you?" she asked him.

"Not another word," he warned her.

Sam hesitated as he recalled that fateful camping trip when Kevin and he drunkenly had sex in their tent. Putting the memory aside, Sam went back to work to stimulate Jessica's body. Finally, he lowered himself down on her and began to lick her generously. Jessica tensed up as she was being licked in her most sensitive spot. Kevin had always been squeamish about going down on her and even when he did, he never did it right. Sam expertly got Jessica to moan, squirm, and quickly have her first orgasm of the night.

Jessica cried out as she felt the best oral sex she had ever been given. Still, it wasn't enough. Lesbians could do the same thing. So what? Sam then placed a finger inside her and moved around feeling it well lubricated. He then placed another finger inside. Jessica rocked her hips to his movements. At this point, nothing he was doing was surprising to her. He was going to need to do better than that to satisfy her.

Once he was sure he was ready, he went down to his crotch and squeezed his fake testicles. Immediately, his fake penis was at attention. Without Jessica realizing, he had been wearing the strapon around his waist inside his boxers the entire time. It had been his dream to eventually have the device attached to his body permanently but this would have to do for the time being. He placed the peach-colored fake penis at her entrance. It looked and touched realistic featuring veins and a circumcised head.

Jessica felt Sam's cock enter her with some surprise and then realized what was happening. A part of her wanted to back out and just give up on her protest. But the more stubborn part noted that even Lesbians used strapons. That didn't make them men. Sam went all the way to the hilt testing to see how tight and wet she was. Satisfied he wouldn't hurt her, he began to thrust harder. With his muscular arms, he looked down on Jessica as he fucked her missionary style.

Once he was more comfortable with her, Sam picked up Jessica off the bed and kept a tight grip on her hips as he stood up. In the standing suspended position, Sam thrust into her as Jessica wrapped her arms around his neck for dear life. Sam kept it up carrying her 120 lb weight with his arms while keeping perfect balance with his legs. Jessica was speechless as she acknowledged his strength.

Sam then walked her over to a desk and placed her on it as he kept hold of her hips thrusting her good and hard. Jessica shuddered as she felt another orgasm go through her. At this point, she was starting to lose resolve. Sam then lifted her off the desk and then in a quick movement turned Jessica around so they were both facing forward. Sam slowly lowered her upper body to the floor in a controlled motion. Jessica put her hands on the floor to steady herself as her legs were wrapped around his hips. While having his hands wrapped around her hips, Sam thrust inside her in the advanced cow position. Jessica felt overwhelmed as Sam keeping her hips and legs in the air. If she moved, she could end up falling giving him perfect control over her.

Sam then slowly got to a knee taking Jessica's legs down with her. Immediately, he penetrated her deeply in the doggy-style position. Jessica could barely stay on all fours as Sam fucked her. He was just so fast and so hard. Eventually, she dropped to the carpet with Sam following her down. With him on top of her, he continued to thrust until Jessica cried out.

"No more, it's too sensitive," she said to him.

Sam relented withdrawing from her. Sam helped her back to her feet and then to the bed seeing how shaky her legs were. "I'm sorry for not calling you a man. I've never been fucked so hard and strong as you have. Kevin never came close to this," Jessica said to him.

"Well...thanks," Sam said awkwardly.

"I'm sorry it came to this. I really am. Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?" she asked.

"Well...you do have a cute friend," Sam smiled referring to Ashley.


At the wedding ceremony, Sam was dressed up in a tux and was all smiles for the pictures. None of the guests knew the truth and that's the way Sam wanted it. Kevin never asked about the intimate details of Jessica's encounter with Sam. Suffice to say, the controversy was over and that was that. Kevin and Jessica made their vows, kissed, and were officially married before all.

"Hey, we missed you at the bachelor's party," Ryan said to Sam after the ceremony.

"Yeah, I was caught up," Sam said vaguely referring to his night with Jessica.

"Well, tonight we are going to get fucked up. You ready?" Ryan asked him.

"Absolutely," Sam smiled as he went to the bar along with the rest of the guys.

Kevin made the rounds getting to know all of the guests. He came upon one of the bridesmaids he hadn't met before. "I'm sorry, I haven't met you before," Kevin said to her.

"Oh, I'm Danielle. I'm really glad to be here. You are a really understanding guy," she said adoringly.

"How so?" Kevin asked curiously.

"Well...I used to be Jessica's...ex, you know, before I transitioned," she said softly so no one else overheard.

Kevin eyed Danielle in amazement that she had once been a man. Nothing gave her away. Kevin simply stared at her as he considered all the bullshit he had to deal with over Sam. "Yes, of course. No problem," Kevin said to her.

"Well, I better get back to the girls. Nice meeting you, finally," she said awkwardly.

Kevin finished his drink and shook his head dismayed. Jessica gave Danielle a hug as she came over and then noticed Kevin's sour look. She gave him an awkward look and then smiled sheepishly. Kevin rolled his eyes and went off to get another drink.


Author's Notes: So, ideally trans people shouldn't have to prove anything to anyone but stories are about conflicts and people learning from their mistakes and misconceptions. Many might argue that Kevin and Jessica shouldn't be together especially with the twist ending and that's completely fair.

Indecent Exposure

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Bad Boy to Good Girl
  • Crime / Punishment
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Breast Feeding / Breast Pump
  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Diapers / Babies
  • Partial Transformations
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • She-Males

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Indecent Exposure

It all began when a mother and infant child were minding their own business on a park bench in a city park. The woman was breastfeeding her infant child in plain sight of anyone that might walk by. A concerned citizen called the police on her. The officer that showed up to the scene was Barry White, a young rookie cop who took enforcing the law seriously.

He approached the woman while wearing sunglasses that hid his disapproving eyes. As he got closer, he nodded recognizing the foul crime that was in progress. “Howdy, ma’am,” the officer said to the woman.

“Hello,” she replied wondering why the cop had taken an interest in her.

“You’re…uh…exposing yourself in public. I am going to have to ask you to button up or take that inside,” Officer White ordered.

“It’s only breastfeeding. My child is hungry,” she replied reasonably.

“Well, you see ma’am, it’s public indecency,” he said.

“I see homeless people expose themselves all the time in this park and cops never show up,” she said irritably.

“Yeah, well, be rest assured that if I ever see it, they will be cited as well,” Officer White replied.

A shirtless man ran by them as he jogged on the sidewalk. Officer White nodded in approval at the man as he went by. He wished more people would work out. “What about him?” the woman pointed out.

“What about him?” Officer White asked confused.

“He’s not wearing a shirt,” she pointed out.

Officer White required a few seconds to register what she was saying. “Oh, that’s not public indecency. It’s only public indecency when a woman’s breast is exposed in public,” he said as if it were obvious.

“That’s sexist,” she accused.

“It’s totally different, ma’am. Exposed female breasts are indecent because it triggers arousal in men. It disturbs the social harmony of the park,” Officer White argued.

The woman was not convinced. “And a bare-chested man doesn’t arouse women?” she asked skeptically.

“Precisely, ma’am. Now, if a man were to expose his genitals to a woman that would be indecent exposure,” he said.

“I don’t think you know what you’re talking about. How can men write laws on what arouses a woman? If both men and women had breasts, this wouldn’t be an issue,” she said angrily.

“I don’t write the laws. I just enforce them, ma’am,” Officer White said patiently.

“I am not moving. Are you going to take me and my child to jail?” she asked rhetorically.

“After I arrest you, your child will be in protective services until you make bail,” Officer White replied.

“I think you’re bluffing. I don’t think you’re the kind of man that would arrest a woman and her infant for breastfeeding in a public park,” she challenged.

Officer White smirked. He was exactly that kind of man. “Alright, let’s have a chat down at the station,” he said.

“No, this is bullshit. You can’t do this in a free society,” the woman said outraged.

“Ma’am, do not make me have to handcuff you, because I will,” he said.

“I will have your badge for this,” she shouted.

“Nah, more like chewed out if anything. I’ve been chewed out before,” Officer White said dismissively.

“I place a curse on you, so you can understand a woman’s pain,” she hissed.

Officer White simply stared at the crazy-looking woman. “Okay, you’re coming with me,” he said escorting her to his police car. After he placed the woman and crying infant in his cop car, he took his time writing a report on the incident. The entire time he drove to the station the woman was yelling at him. Just an ordinary day for Officer White.

***

Later that day, Officer White was pulled into his Sergeant’s office to discuss the breastfeeding woman. “Nice report, White, very detailed,” the Sergeant complimented.

“Thank you, Sgt,” White said pleased.

“However, this could be politically incorrect nowadays. The prosecutor’s office will never charge her,” the Sgt said.

“That’s not my business. I just write tickets or make arrests as I see them,” White deflected.

“Exactly but maybe you could have been a little bit more persuasive,” the Sgt recommended.

“I will work on it,” White promised.

“Good deal. Have a nice weekend,” the Sgt dismissed him.

***

As the shift ended, White took a shower in the locker room and changed into civilian clothes. “I heard you arrested an infant. Nice,” his partner and friend, Eric Miller, said.

“I didn’t arrest the infant, just the mother,” White corrected.

“You got balls, man. That could become a firestorm of controversy,” Miller said.

White simply shrugged unconcernedly. “I just think that kind of thing should be indoors. Imagine if someone took a picture of that and put it all over the web. Twenty years later, do you want to see a picture of your mom’s tits available for all to see?”

“I see your point,” Miller grimaced.

“These people should hate the game, not the player,” White said.
***

Back at his apartment, White lived alone. He would eat an easily prepared meal, watch some TV, prepare his uniform for the next day, and get to bed early. On weekends, White would occasionally go to the bars. He had no luck with any of the women but this was largely due to his own high expectations. The women he met would have too many physical, emotional, or intellectual flaws to keep his interest. This didn’t prevent him from just getting a one-night-stand but nothing more than that.

The next week, Officer White got a call at a popular diner. He strolled over to the diner and came in. The problem immediately became apparent when he saw her. She was minding her own business in one of the booths breastfeeding her infant.

Officer White came by her booth and looked down on her condescendingly. “There’s been a complaint, ma’am. You need to take that elsewhere,” he said to her.

The woman gave him an annoyed look. It was the same woman from the park. “Don’t you have better things to do than harass me?” she asked.

“Nope,” Officer White replied.

“Who’s the asshole that made the complaint?” she asked looking around.

“I can’t divulge that information,” Officer White said but in truth he didn’t even know.

“This is outrageous. I’m going to call the police chief,” she said angrily.

“You want his phone number?” Officer White asked bored.

“Sure,” she said still upset.

Officer White gave her a note with the phone number on it. “Now, let’s go,” he said escorting her out. Once they were outside, Officer White felt a little sympathetic for the woman. The baby was now crying.

“I am not going to give you a ticket this time. Just make sure to cover up,” Officer White allowed.

“Drop dead, asshole,” she said angrily and stormed off.

Officer White’s sympathy immediately dropped but it was too late now. He went into his cop car and finished the rest of his patrol.

***

After work, Officer White went to the police gym and began his work-out routine. He was one of the fittest on the force. Some of the older officers were big and fat from presumably eating too many doughnuts. Officer Miller was present acting as a spotter as he lifted weights.

“I heard you ran into breastfeeding lady again,” Officer Miller said amused.

“Yeah, what are the odds?” Officer White said in between reps.

“They say more states are allowing breastfeeding in public,” Officer Miller mused.

“Well, until the law changes, I am going to enforce it,” Officer White replied. He immediately lost strength in his arms and chest sending the weights down on his chest.

“Oh shit!” Officer Miller said as he picked up the weight before it could crush Officer White. He brought the weights safely in position.

“What happened?” Officer Miller asked as Officer White got up and felt his body for injury. “Just a sudden muscle spasm,” he said painfully.

“Take it easy,” Officer Miller suggested.

***

The next morning, White found two wet spots on his shirt. He took off the shirt and found his nipples wet and sensitive. He touched them and saw a small amount of fluid come out. White didn’t have time to deal with this weird health situation. He put on another white shirt and then wore his police jacket that hid his white shirt.

Officer White didn’t think much of it and continued his work. He received a complaint from the public library. Officer White figured some punk kid was being too loud or disruptive. He walked into the library and went to the library desk.

“What’s the complaint?” he asked the librarian.

“I didn’t make a complaint, officer,” she replied.

Officer White gave her an odd look and then decided to scan the library for anything out of the ordinary. After a careful search, the only thing that could be considered “indecent exposure” was a woman breastfeeding her infant at a library desk. She was all by herself with no one around her. Officer White approached the woman and realized it was the same one from the park and diner.

“Hello, ma’am,” Officer White winced. He didn’t want a scene in the library. He even considered ignoring the complaint but that would be out of character for him.

“What do you want?” she asked scornfully.

Officer White decided to use a more personal approach to police work. He sat down across from her as she read a book. “You know this is a public library, right?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she said shrugging.

“And you’re breastfeeding?” Officer White asked.

“Obviously,” she replied.

“So, you’re breastfeeding in a…,” Officer White continued.

“Public library,” she finished unconcernedly.

There was an awkward pause between them. “I am going to have to ask you to leave,” Officer White said.

“I’ll make a scene,” she promised.

This didn’t deter Officer White. Sure, the librarian would probably chew him out. He had been chewed out before. “I don’t want a scene,” Officer White allowed.

“So, don’t. Bug off,” she said irritably.

“I can’t now. I am committed to taking action. If I don’t, it will show weakness,” Officer White reasoned.

“You’re such a big man forcing a mother and her infant from the library. Don’t you have murderers and thieves to catch?” she asked.

Officer White was inclined to agree. He would rather chase down some real criminals but a complaint was a complaint. “I have no choice, ma’am. There was a complaint,” he said.

“Who?” she asked looking around.

“I don’t know,” Officer White admitted.

“Just let it go,” she insisted.

Officer White frowned and shook his head. What followed was a lot of shouting and cursing as Officer White gently dragged her out of the library. Annoyed by the whole scene, Officer White gave the woman a ticket and then drove off.

“Why me?” Officer White shook his head.

***

At the gym, Officer White found his workout at the gym was suffering. He figured he was just dealing with a cold that would eventually pass. He could still outrun many of the fat asses on the force. After a few days, Officer White’s nipples would leak creating wet streak marks on his gym shirt. To hide it, Officer White wore dark shirts. When that wasn’t sufficient, he started wearing sweatshirts. When questioned about it, he merely said he wanted to lose water weight.

A few days later, Officer White responded to a complaint in a grocery store over indecent exposure. Upon entering the store, he found the same woman in the fruit section. She was breastfeeding her infant while moving a cart. Officer White sighed as he approached her.

“Hello, ma’am,” he said approaching her.

“You again, huh?” she said annoyed.

“You know why I am here,” Officer White said bored.

“Look, if there was another way, I would do it,” she said exasperated.

“How about formula?” Officer White asked.

“It’s expensive,” she replied.

It dawned on Officer White that this woman was a single mother and probably low income. His tickets had probably hurt her budget as well. Something clicked in Officer White’s mind that perhaps the law was not the final say in this case. He walked away from the woman and then placed a bunch of formula bottles in her cart.

“I can’t afford this,” she said alarmed.

“It’s all on me,” he replied.

Officer White stayed true to his word and paid for everything. Once they were outside the grocery store, he helped put the groceries in her cheap car.

“Thanks,” the woman said awkwardly.

“This is a one time deal. Now, there’s no excuse,” Officer White said and walked off.

***

Back at the station, Officer Miller came by Officer White in the cafeteria. “I heard you got the breastfeeding mom again. Did you give her a ticket?” he asked.

“Not this time. I gave her a warning,” Officer White replied.

“You getting soft?” Officer Miller joked.

“I think I have met my quota for indecent exposure,” Officer White sighed.

“Don’t worry. You’ll get a real crime eventually,” Officer Miller encouraged.

***

Sure enough, there was a shooting incident on the streets. Officer White was the first on the scene and chased down the suspect. He easily caught up with the suspect who immediately took out a gun. Instinctively, Officer White fired off an entire magazine killing the suspect instantly. He paused as he still felt an Adrenalin rush go through him. He had never had to fire his weapon before. Some of the officers talked about the possibility casually but this was real. Officer White waited for backup to arrive and clean up the scene.

Officer White was put on administrative leave with pay while an internal investigation considered the shooting as standard procedure. For the next few weeks, Officer White was on paid vacation. Without his job, he felt rather bored. He filled his days with working out and watching TV. In the shower, he noticed his nipples were swollen and that his body hair was falling out on the bathtub floor. White checked his soap wondering if it was the cause.

To give him company, Officer Miller would come by for a beer. The two watched sports games and talked about what was going on in the department since he had left. “Everyone there supports you, you know that, right?” Miller asked.

“Sure, easy case,” White said.

“Should be getting you back in uniform within a few weeks,” Miller assured him.

“Without me, who’s going to give that breastfeeding woman tickets?” White joked.

“Speaking of which, your shirt is wet,” Miller noted the two dark stains on his shirt.

White noticed what Miller was talking about and became red with embarrassment. “Must have spilled my beer,” he said as he went off to get a new one.

“You sure you’re doing okay?” Miller asked concerned.

“Never better,” White assured him.

***

However, things were not as they should be. The entire time Miller was over, White felt increasingly uncomfortable. Without realizing it, he was checking Miller out and getting nervous over him. A part of him never wanted to see Miller again while another part wanted him over as much as possible. White could only see one solution: drink more beer.

As it happened, White went back to the store to get more beer and other food necessities. As he was in the milk section, he ran into the breastfeeding lady. “Heard what you did. He deserved it,” the lady said to him.

“Uh, thanks,” White said awkwardly.

“If he had been a woman, would you have still taken the shot?” the lady asked.

“Absolutely,” White said and then realized he should keep his mouth shut. The investigation was still ongoing.

She smiled at that. She proceeded to pull down her shirt and breastfeed her infant. “You going to say anything?” she smirked at him.

“Not on duty,” White replied.

“Babies want real breast milk. Formula doesn’t cut it,” she said.

“Nice to know,” White said as he picked up a milk jug.

“When you have babies of your own, you will understand,” the lady said and walked off.

White found the comment odd but then again must of the citizens he encountered tended to be odd. If he did have a baby, his wife would obviously deal with it.

***

As the days went by, White had weird sexual dreams about the men in his department. He didn’t remember them clearly but was disturbed by them none-the-less. He attempted to jack-off to Lesbian porn but found it difficult for him to get hard. Frustrated, he went to a club to hit on some chicks.

White had a lot going for him. He was athletic, good-looking, and had a steady job. His job required him to have good communication skills and the ability to persuade. These things came in handy when talking with the ladies at the club. Still, even though he was getting along well with them he didn’t feel hard at all. He felt nothing and became anxious that if he brought one home he wouldn’t be able to perform. Disturbed by this, he went home alone and blamed it all on his anxiety over the police investigation.

After a few weeks went by, Miller came by to check up on White. The two had a beer and made small talk. “So, the investigation is over and you’re cleared. You come back Monday,” Miller said.

“You could have told me over the phone,” White smirked.

“I thought telling you in person would be better,” Miller said.

White began to feel uncomfortable with Miller’s presence. He was feeling a sense of desire and danger from Miller. He wasn’t aware of it, but he was feeling common female anxiety over a man being in his apartment.

“Mind if I take a shower. It’s been a hot day,” Miller asked.

“Sure, go ahead,” White said at the odd request. He had never had Miller or any other co-worker use his shower before.

Miller took the extra odd step of taking his shirt off before entering the bathroom. White felt a sudden and overwhelming desire to be with Miller in the shower. His dick remained flaccid, but he was getting some serious butterflies in his stomach. White was stunned by what was happening to him. He had showered with Miller before in the locker room and never had such a reaction.

“What the fuck is wrong with me?” he wondered.

Miller eventually exited the bathroom, said goodbye, and left. A part of White wondered why he didn’t jump at the opportunity of being with Miller. But Miller wasn’t gay, not even close. Was he becoming gay? How was it possible?

***

Officer White came back to the force and was welcomed as a hero. In the locker room, he tried to hide himself away so as to no reveal his swollen nipples. After shift, he avoided the exercise room and never showered with the men. One day, Miller looked distressed in the locker room.

“What’s up, man?” White asked concerned.

“My ex-wife died, drug overdose,” he shook his head.

“Sorry to hear that,” White said.

“The bitch demanded full custody and was using drugs the whole time. I can’t imagine what else she was doing,” Miller said disdainfully.

“You have a kid?” White asked curiously. He had never asked about Miller’s personal life.

“A boy, not even a year yet. Once the kid was born, she divorced me and left town,” Miller said.

The knowledge that Miller had a baby sent a chill through White. He needed to know more…for some reason. “So, what are you going to do?”

“Pick up the kid and have him live with me. Not sure how I am going to manage it, being a cop and a single father,” Miller said frustrated.

“Just get a girl,” White blurted out.

Miller smirked at White. “Yeah right. No girl wants that kind of drama. My sex life is down the tubes.”

White felt uncomfortable with the way this conversation was going. He needed to leave the situation ASAP. “The kid is better off with you, you know,” White told him.

“I know…I know,” Miller agreed.

***

After work, White tracked down the breastfeeding lady. He knew her address from all the tickets he had to do on her. She opened the door and gave him an annoyed look. “What do you want?” she asked.

“What did you do to me?” White demanded of her.

“What did I do to you?” she mocked. “I didn’t do anything and you still gave me those tickets.”

“You fucked with my head and…,” White began.

“And what? You concerned that you’re growing breasts, am I right?” she asked.

“What is this?” White asked angrily.

“I know you were just following orders from your pig superiors. I shouldn’t have faulted you in particular, but I was angry at the time. I put a spell on you,” she admitted.

“A spell?” White asked in disbelief.

“Come inside. I’ll get you a glass of milk,” she offered.

White felt compelled to come in and took a tall glass of milk from her. “It’s normal milk. Nothing weird,” she assured him.

As he saw her baby in the crib, he felt an overwhelming desire to hold the infant. “Your maternal instincts are kicking in right now. I can tell,” she observed.

“You trying to say I am becoming a woman?” he asked.

“Exactly. A woman that will want a baby of her own to breastfeed,” she said.

“This is crazy. Magic doesn’t exist,” White said.

“Then why are you here? How else could I have caused it?” she asked.

White looked around and saw a full library filled with occult literature. “Reverse the spell,” he ordered.

“So, now you believe. The only way the spell will end is either you have a baby with a man or you put a baby in a woman. Either way, you’re getting a baby one way or another,” she said.

“That’s not fair. How can you force this on me?” White demanded of her.

“Grow up, Officer White! There are only two solutions or else you will be tortured mentally forever. Every time you see an infant, you’ll want to hold and care for it. As a police officer, you are supposed to protect the weak,” she said.

“I enforced the law!” he shouted back.

“Fuck the law. The law would have had me hung centuries ago,” she spat.

“Alright, let’s finish this,” White said resolved.

“What are you talking about?” she asked.

“Right here, right now, let’s get you pregnant,” he said.

The woman barked a laugh. “Have a child with you? Forget it,” she said.

“You need to take responsibility for your actions. I’ll help you with child support but you have to carry it,” he said.

“All so you can save your dick,” she said insultingly.

“It’s more than that. It’s about my job, my career, my life,” he argued.

“You can be a police officer as a woman. You could even be chief one day. I might even help you do It. A woman as police chief might be more understanding,” she said.

“No. I absolutely refuse,” White said adamantly.

“Alright, I’ll help you. Take your clothes off,” she ordered.

White went into her small bedroom and started to take his clothes off. He felt embarrassed by his A-cup breasts under his shirt. The witch entered the room and gave him an amused look. She took off her shirt and removed her bra. Both of her breasts were swollen with life-giving milk.

“Suck on them,” she ordered.

White gave her a disgusted look. “Ever heard of foreplay. Do it,” she insisted.

White took hold of her breast and sucked hard on her nipple. She moaned at his touch and then leaked breast milk into his mouth. “Swallow it,” she ordered.

White reluctantly did so and then went to the other breast. As he did, his hair started becoming longer and his face became more feminine. The rest of his male body began to change form. The hands holding her breasts became smaller and more delicate. His muscles and bones became smaller except for his hips which expanded outward.

Once he realized what was happening, White backed away. “What the fuck is happening to me?” he said in a shrill voice.

“Don’t worry about it. You’ll be back to being a man once you impregnate me,” she assured him. She turned her back to him and got out of her jeans. Once she was naked, she turned around and revealed a very erect penis.

“What is this?” White asked confused. “How am I suppose to impregnate you if you have a dick? You’re a man this whole time,” he realized.

“I choose to be whatever I want to be. You’re the one making the assumptions. You assumed it was I that was the mother this whole time when in fact I am the child’s father. You’re way too far gone to ever impregnate a woman now. Suck my cock, and I’ll make you a true woman,” she said.

“You bitch! I’ll have you in jail for this,” he said angrily, his voice cracking with every other word.

“Jail me for what? Magic?” she asked incredulously.

“I’ll find a way to charge you with something,” he said.

“Shocking abuse of authority,” she mocked. “Now, suck my cock. I know you want to,” she ordered.

White felt like he was losing control as he saw the penis. He put out his delicate hands to touch it and then snapped out of it. He ran out of the room, put on his pants, and tore out of the house. He quickly got in his car and left just as another woman drove up. The witch’s partner and mother of the child entered the house and gave a suspicious look.

“I just saw a half-naked man with tits just exit our house. What’s going on?” she asked amused.

“I was just having fun,” the witch said and kissed her partner.

***

White drove erratically as he tried to think of what to do. With the exception of his penis and balls, he nearly looked like a woman. He could barely recognize himself in the rear-view mirror. He needed help but didn’t know who to turn to. In his clouded mind, he decided to drive to Miller’s house.

White knocked on the door and finally got Miller to answer. “Can I help you, Miss?” he asked surprised.

“It’s me, Barry,” White said.

Miller could see some resemblance. “What happened to you?” he asked.

“It’s hard to explain. Can I come in?” White asked.

“Sure,” Miller said allowing him inside. White’s eyes immediately turned to the infant in the living room.

“The kid is already here?” White realized.

“Yeah, I said I would pick him up,” Miller said as if it were nothing.

White tried to calm down even as powerful urges were trying to get him closer to the infant. As if on cue, the baby boy began to cry. Miller went over to the infant to see what was wrong. “He must be hungry,” he determined.

Miller went to the fridge to look for a formula bottle. Finding none, he closed the fridge. “Oh well, if only men could breast feed, am I right?” he joked.

White didn’t find the joke funny under the circumstances and wondered if somehow Miller was under the spell too. “I have to go out to get some formula. Can you watch the kid?” Miller asked.

“Sure,” White said as if his mind was on auto-pilot. If he had been rational, he would have refused and drove off. But the spell was warping his mind and making the two of them do things they would not ordinarily do.

“Thanks. I’ll be right back,” Miller said and then exited the house.

White stared at the crying infant. The crying felt painful to him, and he felt an overwhelming desire to solve the problem. Slowly, White walked up to the infant’s crib. The crying was causing his breasts to feel swollen and painful. He rationalized that this was what both of them needed. White clenched his fists as he tried to resist the urge. Miller would be back in thirty minutes. He just needed to hold on.

“Fuck it,” White said finally and ripped off his shirt.

He picked up the baby and led him to his right breast. The infant immediately started suckling and real milk entered his mouth. White felt relief go through his right breast as the pressure diminished. He couldn’t believe what he was doing, breast feeding a baby. Only women did such things and he wasn’t one. What if Miller caught him breastfeeding his kid. Would he freak?

White figured he could feed the infant before Miller would come back. He placed the infant on his left breast to relieve the pressure there as well. All the while, White’s body was going through internal changes as he gave in to his female instincts. His flaccid penis became smaller-and-smaller until it was just a nub. His balls deflated as they went inside him.

Miller suddenly entered the house. “Forgot my wallet,” he muttered. He then saw White breastfeeding his kid.

“What the fuck?” he wondered coming over to White.

“I had to. He was crying and I had to do it,” White admitted.

The baby was placed in his crib happy and content. White turned to Miller. “You’re my best friend. I’ll do anything for you and your baby.”

Miller gave White a confused look. He no longer looked like a man at all. “What has happened to you, man?” he asked.

“I was cursed by a witch for giving her public indecency tickets,” White explained.

“Witches don’t exist,” Miller objected.

Somehow White knew his manhood was gone, the final proof that what had happened to him could not be explained scientifically. He lowered his pants and underwear revealing his new female vulva. “I don’t know how it happened but it happened,” she said to him.

“Barry, wow, I’m so sorry,” Miller said sympathetically.

“Eric, this whole thing is torturing me. I need your help,” White asked.

“What can I do?” Miller asked.

“I need you…I need you to put a child in me,” she said finally.

Miller gave her a stunned look. “I don’t know. One child is hard enough,” he muttered.

“We can work together on this. We can take different shifts. I’ll take care of your boy,” White offered.

Miller did see the advantage in their weird partnership. “Alright,” he agreed.

***

Miller laid the fully female White on the bed. The both of them were naked and feeling awkward with each other. “You better not be a bitch like my ex was,” Miller warned.

“I promise,” White smiled nervously.

“Divorce is betraying the brotherhood,” Miller reminded her.

“Brothers forever,” White smirked.

“Alright, this is getting weird. Try to be more like a woman when we do this,” Miller asked.

“Like what?” White asked.

“Talk dirty, moan, grip my back hard. Stuff like that. Don’t be a cold fish,” Miller said.

White didn’t know if she could do this. Was she really going to have Miller’s cock inside her? “One step at a time, buddy,” she said nervously.

Miller got on top of her and kissed her lips. In spite of herself, White enjoyed the sensation and kissed him back. She never had to worry about being teased for not being manly enough. It made sense to love a man with all of his strength, courage, and sense of righteousness.

The two kissed for a few moments until White reached for his cock. “Let’s just do this,” she said.

“Alright. I’ll try to be fast,” Miller said to her.

White nodded. She wasn’t ready to experience marathon sex with a man just yet. She just wanted the spell to be lifted. As soon as she got pregnant, she could get back to normal. Even as a woman nothing stopped her from enjoying the game and having a beer with Miller. Nothing had changed except for occasional sex between them.

“This might hurt a little,” Miller warned as he pushed inside her.

White felt a sting as her hymen broke. “Keep going,” she encouraged.

Miller pressed all the way in and began thrusting at a rapid pace. Cautiously, White placed her hand on her clit as Miller kept going. It was hard for her to process that all of Miller’s dick was inside her and that this was natural. Touching herself, she started to feel really good. It felt so much better than when she touched her dick as a man.

Miller kept himself above White not wanting to kiss her or mess with her breasts just yet. He didn’t want to freak out White who had just become female. He wondered if she was really enjoying this or just trying to free herself of the spell. White stayed fairly quiet except for occasional sighs. Miller knew that men were not expected to be very vocal and that White would be remained reserved in her expression for a least a while. It was hard for him to imagine White moaning and screaming during sex. Maybe someday she would get there. Right now, he just needed to finish up.

Miller grunted as he was about to cum. White quickly started to think about her situation. Did she want It to end so quickly? “Hey, man, hold off on cumming if you can,” she said surprising herself.

“What?” Miller asked surprised.

“I think I am building up to something,” she told him.

“Well, okay,” Miller said trying hard not to cum immediately.

White suddenly cried out as she felt her first female orgasm. She grabbed Miller hard as she felt continuous surges of pleasure go through her body. Miller realized what was happening and decided to release himself into her.

“Holy shit!” White said as she felt her climax. She then felt different about Miller. He was still a cool guy, but she didn’t feel obsessive over him. She felt relatively normal. The spell had been broken which meant she was surely pregnant.

“Oh God,” she realized.

***

The weekend did not go as White expected. She did all the usual things with Miller like watch the game, play pool, and eat pizza. Miller took a sip of his beer and reflected on the situation. “Too bad you can’t have beer for nine months,” he joked.

“Don’t remind me,” White said grumpily. The full ramifications of pregnancy were coming to bear.

“No sweat. You won’t even show for a while,” Miller said.

“What am I going to do? You think the chief will keep me?” White asked uncertainly.

“Yeah, he doesn’t want to be sued,” Miller said.

“I should give him a call to give him a heads up,” White said using his cell phone. He caught the chief on the third ring.

“Officer White, what can I do for you?” the chief asked politely.
“So, I just got a full sex change. I need a new uniform, and I imagine I will need to full out a lot of paperwork,” White said miserably.

“God damn! You got one over the weekend? That was fast. Who authorized you to change your sex?” the chief asked irritably.

“Sorry, chief. Should have said something,” White said expecting to be fired.

“Well, come in Monday and we’ll square you away,” the chief allowed.

“Also, I want the night shift, so I can take care of Miller’s baby,” White added.

“Well, aren’t we demanding? I think we can accommodate that. You and Miller together now?” the Chief asked.

“Yes,” White said awkwardly.

“Well, God damn! Just come in on Monday, the evening shift,” the chief ordered.

Thanks, chief,” White said and hung up.

Miller gave White an uncomfortable look. “This is weird for me, alright. You look good, and we’re together now. So…,” he said awkwardly.

White went over to the breastfeed the baby which turned Miller on even more. White felt a little pain but then a pleasurable sensation as the baby boy sucked on her breast. Once she was done, she placed the baby back in the crib.

“Look, I can tell when you need it. I’ll be a good sport,” White said as she touched the outline of his dick on his pants.

“Now?” Miller asked hopefully.

“Sure,” White smiled.

***

Officer White came by the police station Monday evening and began the paperwork process to get a new female uniform. Her large bullet proof vest had to be reduced to a small and her helmet size went down a size. In order to avoid controversy, she was given a new name tag: Miller. It was inevitable as it was.

Officer White awkwardly entered the woman’s locker room and wondered how she would feel inside. Looking around, she saw a few women from the previous shift take a shower. Surprisingly, she felt nothing as if it were nothing. White found her new locker and began to change into her new uniform. Looking in the mirror, she saw a female version of himself as if his own sister were a cop. Female police officers weren’t supposed to wear make-up, something Officer White was thankful for.

“So, you’re the new later transfer?” a female officer asked.

“Yeah…,” Officer White said keeping to the story.

“Miller’s wife, right?” the female officer smirked.

Officer White wondered if Miller and this woman had a past history. Did she feel jealous? “Yeah,” Officer White said.

The female officer nodded and walked off. Officer White had little time to contemplate her new gender dynamic. She was assigned to an officer she had worked with before.

“So, you’re Miller’s wife. Glad to meet you,” Officer Smith said with a smile.

“Nice to meet you too,” Officer White said uncomfortably. Every male’s smile was now different to her for some reason. Whether it was true or not, she got the impression all the male officers were attracted to her. She vowed she would never be one of those women that rush to conclusions. She was a female in a male-dominated profession. Everything was different now.

“Glad to meet you too, Smith,” she said politely.

“Let’s get going,” Smith said as they got into a patrol car.

White felt a little anxious being in the same car as Officer Smith. She just needed to get over herself. A complaint appeared on the computer. “Looks like we have an indecent exposure complaint at the park,” Officer Smith said.

Officer White gave him a concerned look. “Let’s just ignore it,” she suggested.

Officer Smith nodded in agreement. “We have better fish to fry.”

***

In the park, the witch breastfed her infant. She picked up her cell phone and dialed the police department dispatch. “What’s the nature of your emergency?” the dispatch asked.

“I would like to report indecent exposure at the park,” she said.

“We’ll send an officer out to the park,” the dispatch promised.

The woman hung up and smiled. Which officer would it be this time?

Inside Out

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning
  • Non-Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Memory Loss
  • Surgery

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)
  • Fan-Fiction, poster's responsibility

Inside Out
(Based off the Film Inside Out)

Inside the mind of Chris, were five emoticons that provided emotional
order in his life. Each emoticon had their own personality, but they
were oriented towards one emotion. The five were joy, fear, disgust,
anger, and sadness. These five worked together in a control center
inside Chris' head and regulated the flow of memories.

Joy was a bubbly woman that took the leading role in Chris' head. Fear
was a man that discouraged Chris from making reckless decisions. Disgust
was a woman that controlled Chris' personal preferences whether it be
food, movies, music, hobbies, or how he felt about other people. Anger
was a man who forcefully intervened on the controls when Chris was
outraged by something. Finally, Sadness was a young man all by himself
and stayed apart from the group. Even so, when he touched the control
panel to make his own memory no one dared to oppose him. Each one took
on their respective colors of yellow, purple, green, red, and blue.

Chris' family moved from Minnesota to San Francisco. Everything was
different now. The houses were small and more compact, traffic was
higher, crime was higher, and his favorite sport of hockey wasn't
popular. Chris was a teenage boy who wasn't excited for this new move.
His dad got a new job at an investment firm that paid considerably more
but living costs also increased.

Chris unpacked his things and after a few days went to the nearest high
school. The school was much more diverse than in Minnesota. He became
anxious as to whether he would fit in with these California students. The
five emoticons watched the screen as Chris went through the halls of the
school.

"This could be something new and exciting," Joy said enthusiastically.

"He needs to watch out for bullies," Fear said anxiously.

Chris saw some guys chatting together at the end of the hall.
Cautiously, he approached to introduce himself. "These guys are hot,
especially that one," Disgust said punching a button.

Chris immediately felt a weird sensation as he stared at the guys. They
were different to be sure, but he was feeling aroused somehow. "What are
you doing?" Joy asked Disgust dumbfounded.

"Do not catch us staring," Fear said punching a button.

Chris looked away and shook his head in confusion. He found his locker
and arranged what he needed for his first class. Chris came into the
classroom and made a smooth introduction about where he was from.
Sadness casually walked over to the console and lightly touched the
button causing Chris a small tinge of sadness as he remembered what he
left behind. Sadness then walked off leaving the other four behind.

"Was that really called for? Let's think positive," Joy said touching
the button.

"This classroom is safe," Fear said reassured.

Chris' eyes wander across the classroom and wondered if any of the girls
in the class were attractive. Disgust stayed at the control console
bored. "Disgust, do you have anything to contribute?" Joy asked.

"Not really," Disgust replied.

Chris then noticed the guys in the class and wondered if any of them were
into sports. Disgust then started touching the button causing Chris
discomfort. "Why do you do it for the boys and not the girls?" Joy asked
Disgust accusingly.

"I don't know. Maybe shake something up a little," Disgust said
defensively.

Chris eventually went to gym class and after a game of basketball hit the
showers. "Do not slip. Do not slip," Fear said as he entered.

"We could have won if that short kid didn't miss every single time!"
Anger flared up.

"Chris was at the same level as everyone else," Joy said proudly and
touched the button.

Chris was in a good mood as he took off his clothes and entered the
shower. Disgust watched the screen dreamily while the other three looked
away aghast. Disgust pressed the button sending butterfly feelings in
Chris' mind. He tried to avoid thinking about the guys in the shower and
quickly showered off.

"What is your deal?" Joy demanded of Disgust.

"I can't help it. I see attractive young men, and I push the button,"
Disgust said innocently.

"Chris is a guy, he's supposed to like girls," Anger pointed out.

"Kids will talk if anyone finds out," Fear said apprehensively.

"Find out about what?" Joy asked annoyed.

"Disgust controls Chris' personal preferences, and she's making Chris
gay," Anger concluded.

"I am not...I think," Disgust replied.

"Why would you do that, Disgust?" Joy pleaded.

"Think about it. Men are stronger, they have a great sense of humor,
they're aggressive, and they like adventure just like Chris," Disgust
said.

"That's the whole point, Disgust. A female is the opposite of a male
creating a complimentary dynamic," Anger explained.

"So, we make Chris a girl. What's the big deal?" Disgust asked.

"What will people say?" Fear asked freaked out.

"There's nothing to fear, because it isn't happening," Joy argued.

"Why not? It happens sometimes," Disgust argued back.

"In very rare cases," Anger pointed out.

"We can be rare," Disgust said.

"You would erase all the progress we have made up until this point. What
about all the years of building boyhood memories," Joy said showing a
secondary console with core memories.

"Maybe your right," Disgust conceded. "I just wanted to experiment."

"Experiment over!" Anger concluded.

The system suddenly went blue as Chris started feeling depressed. The
four looked back and saw Sadness touching the core memories. "What have
you done?" Joy accused.

"Chris no longer feels his old life has any meaning in this place. It is
only natural he would feel sad," Sadness replied.

"But all of the core memories?" Joy demanded.

"Just some," Sadness said reasonably.

Joy gave Sadness an annoyed look as he walked off. The rest of the day
went smoothly and Chris finally went to sleep. Fear took the night's
watch as the system shut down. He saw random dream images until he saw
something strange. Chris was standing in front of a mirror but instead
of seeing himself, he saw the image of a girl that looked similar to him.

"He just wishes he had a sister," Fear commented on the dream.

The mirror image mimicked Chris' movements perfectly. He wasn't dreaming
about a hypothetical sister but about himself. Fear punched the
"emergency button" sending alarms into the control room. Chris woke up
with a start.

The other four emoticons entered the control center confused by the
alarms. "What happened?" Joy asked.

"There was this dream! It didn't make any sense!" Fear began.

"Slow down. Take your time," Anger said impatiently.

"There was this mirror, and he saw himself. Only instead of himself it
was this girl," Fear continued.

"So?" Anger asked annoyed.

"So? He's dreaming he's a girl," Fear said panicked.

"That's not a big deal. Boys dream about girls at this stage," Disgust
said.

"No, he had become that girl," Fear clarified.

"Odd," Joy remarked.

"Chris is filled with self-loathing. He hates this new environment, and
he hates himself," Sadness commented.

"If that were true, I would know about it," Anger said outraged.

"You don't understand. This isn't rage but grief," Sadness corrected.

"You did this by touching the core memories," Joy accused.

"I played a small part, but I can't take all the credit," Sadness pointed
at Disgust.

"What? Me?" Disgust asked innocently.

"His preferences are changing because of you," Sadness said simply.

"You better fix this," Anger said to Disgust.

"I think you're making too big a deal out of this," Disgust said
defensively.

"I'll take your shift," Joy said to Fear.

"False alarm," Anger said annoyed walking away.

Sadness gave Joy a look and then departed as well. Joy gave him a look
of concern and then watched the remaining dream scenes as Chris fell back
to sleep.

***

The next morning, the train of thought pulled up to the control center
and delivered a number of day-dreams and ideas to unload. Disgust came
upon the unloaded stacks and brought them into a storage room. As she
touched them, she affected the ideas.

Chris came to class and became bored with history class like every other
student. Fantasies started popping into his head about sexy women.
"About time," Anger grinned.

Joy watched uncertain as the day-dreams continued. "See, I fixed it,"
Disgust said proud of herself.

The four continued to watch and noticed that Chris wasn't aroused by the
images in his head. It was as if he was imagining himself as the women.
Disgust didn't touch the button creating no sense of arousal in Chris'
mind. "Stop that!" Anger said suddenly touching the button.

Chris felt immediate anger at himself for thinking such thoughts. After
class, he went into the restroom to clear his head. He looked at his
boyish face and fixed his hair. "Get a grip," he said to himself.

Anger turned to Disgust. "You need to push the button for disgust when
that happens," he demanded.

"Don't tell me what to do," Disgust shot back.

"Easy there," Joy said to them both.

Sadness intervened touching the remaining core memories. "Sadness! What
have you done?" Joy said shocked.

The core memory balls became blue and then a tube came down to collect
them. "No," Joy said trying to gather the balls. Sadness did nothing as
Joy and Anger tried to gather up the core memory balls. Sadness then
suddenly kicked Joy towards the tube sending her straight up.

"Why?" Fear asked.

Sadness said nothing and merely advanced against Anger. "You want a
piece of me, kid?" Anger asked readying his fists. Anger gave Sadness a
few body-shots.

"You can't make me feel more pain than I already do," Sadness told him.
Sadness then took a hold of Anger and threw him up the tube.

With both of them gone, Sadness eyed Fear and Disgust. "Do you wish to
challenge me as well?" he asked.

"No, take charge," Fear said immediately.

Sadness eyed Disgust and then pushed Fear aside. "It is time for the age
of Sadness," he said.

***

Chris felt a sense of bitterness throughout the day. He didn't like
moving and leaving his friends behind. Nothing seemed right, but he
didn't feel angry about it either. He just felt lost and numb inside.

"You will continue to have Chris feel for the boys in his class. When
they do not return his affections, he will become sad," Sadness ordered.

"As you wish," Disgust said reluctantly.

"If the other kids find out he is different they will hurt him," Fear
warned.

"The risk is minimal at this stage," Sadness replied.

Time went by as Disgust continued to have Chris become attracted to those
of his same gender. Fear kept Chris from ever telling anyone of his
problems. Eventually, the bullies began to notice Chris' behavior.

"I saw you looking at me weird," the bully said confronting Chris.

"I don't know what you're talking about," Chris replied defensively.

"We're under attack!" Fear said sending alarms throughout the control
center. The bully took a hold of Chris and punched him a few times to
the chest and face. The bully then left content with himself. Sadness
touched the button creating tears in Chris' eyes from the attack.

After the battle, Fear confronted Sadness and Disgust. "I cannot allow
that to happen again," he said.

"You will do as you're told," Sadness replied.

"Yes, Sir," Fear cowered.

Sadness dismissed Fear and turned to Disgust. "We shall now go to the
next stage."

"What is the next stage?" Disgust asked fearful of what it would be.

"You will have Chris become disgusted with his own body. He will hate
his physical appearance, the acne, the hair, and you know what else,"
Sadness ordered.

"Okay," Disgust agreed.

***

Chris looked at himself in the mirror when he came home and started
hating his appearance. Everything about his body made him feel sick. He
took a shower but didn't feel clean afterwards. He looked at his hands
and saw the hairs on his knuckles.

"I have to do something," he said.

Time went by as Chris began reading everything he could on human anatomy.
Fear and Disgust did their research while Sadness took control of the
console. Finally, Chris stared at the needle he was about to inject
himself with.

"Bad idea, bad idea!" Fear said as he took the needle.

Sadness forbid Fear from touching the console as Chris injected himself.
"He will go down an irreversible path," Disgust told Sadness.

"I know," Sadness replied.

"He could become happy from the results," Disgust said.

"No, no matter how many improvements he makes to his body, he will never
feel it is enough," Sadness replied.

***

Months went by as Chris continued to give himself estrogen injections.
His face became softer and more feminine looking. He had stopped working
out reducing his muscle mass. Acne was still a problem due to the
hormonal imbalance. He grew his hair longer but his parents figured he
was simply going for the rock-star look. Even fat deposits started
growing underneath his nipples forming very small breasts.

"So far, the injections haven't killed him," Fear said.

Sadness dismissed Fear. "Promote the idea that he has become a freak,
one that is neither male nor female," Sadness ordered Disgust.

She reluctantly complied.

Chris stared at his body in the mirror with utter disgust. He began to
waiver in what he was doing. He had no friends, no romantic prospects,
and was an outcast. He couldn't shower with the boys, so he cut gym out
of his schedule. He was forced to wear a sweater even on hot days. His
parents still had no idea what he was doing to himself, and he feared
what would happen if they did.

Chris went into the family bathroom and found a bottle of sleeping pills.
The three emoticons watched as he contemplated taking them. "It would
appear the game is finished," Sadness sighed in victory.

Disgust and Fear stared at Sadness wide-eyed. Fear pressed the emergency
alarm, and Chris withdrew from the pill bottle. Sadness eyed Fear who
cowered away. "Have him disgusted with himself for even considering the
idea," Sadness ordered her.

***

Several more months went by and Chris continued to change from the
hormone injections. "His voice is still masculine. Make him feel shame
for it," Sadness ordered Disgust.

Sadness then turned to Fear. "Make sure Chris doesn't speak or others
may discover that his appearance doesn't match his voice."

"Yes, Sir," Fear said lamely.

A sudden impact hit the glass walls of the control center. The three
turned around and saw Joy and Anger trying to get inside. "Joy, Anger!"
Disgust gushed happy to see them.

"Don't fall!" Fear said to them.

Anger saw Sadness over at the control panel not helping them. "That guy
really ticks me off!" he said and then fire roared from his head. The
glass melted and shattered allowing them through.

"You three have caused Chris pain," Joy accused.

"You can't stop what I have put in motion," Sadness told her.

"There is always hope," Joy said advancing on Sadness.

"Fear?" Sadness asked lazily.

"I am standing with Joy," Fear said departing Sadness' side.

Sadness saw that he was outnumbered. "The final solution," Sadness said
operating the console.

"Stop him!" Anger said.

Chris had been poisoning himself with alcohol and drugs at the time Anger
and Joy entered the control center. "Just a little more," Sadness said
as Chris took the liquor bottle.

Joy kicked Sadness away from the control console. Anger took control of
Sadness keeping him at bay. "My powers have doubled since we last saw
each other," Sadness said punching Anger away.

Joy looked for a solution on the console as Sadness slowly advanced on
her. He pushed her away knocking her to the floor. Fear punched Sadness
to the face. "Where does this courage come from, Fear?" Sadness asked.

"No more," Fear said resolved.

With unusual strength, Fear punched Sadness farther away from the
console. Sadness took each punch without emotion or care. Joy and Anger
came over to the console. "What do we do?" Anger wondered.

"Emergency shut down!" Fear said as he fought Sadness.

Joy pressed the button shutting Chris down. Chris dropped the bottle and
passed out on the floor. Joy and Anger then came over to Fear to assist
him. Sadness punched Fear in the gut disabling him. Anger and Joy
forced Sadness against a wall. Disgust looked on as Sadness was being
overwhelmed. She walked over to Sadness and punched him hard to the face
knocking him out.

***

Moments later, Sadness' limp body was in the center of the control
center. "What do we do with him?" Fear wondered.

"We do what he did to us," Anger said.

"I agree," Joy said.

The tube came down as if to collect more core memories. Joy took the
blue core memories that had been collected and threw them up the chute.
Sadness was brought to the chute and disappeared.

"It's over," Fear said relieved.

"Let's look over the damage," Joy said taking charge.

Joy looked over medical reports on all biological sectors. "This isn't
good," Anger noted.

"What do we do?" Fear asked.

"Well, we can either reverse the damage Sadness has done, or we let it
continue on this path," Joy considered.

"Reversing the change would require surgery at this stage," Disgust said.

"What are you saying? We have him become a half-man-half-woman?" Anger
demanded of her.

"She's right. We have to think this through," Joy said uncertain. "We
can't just let it stay the way it is in between genders," Joy reasoned.

"There are risks to continuing the process. There could be strokes,"
Fear noted.

"Let's face facts. Chris is attracted to boys in his class, he has been
taking female hormones for the last several months, and he hates his body
as it is," Joy said.

"If he continues down this path, he would require surgery for a sex-
change," Fear gasped. "That means cutting off his testicles and
inverting his penis!"

"Ewww," Disgust chimed in.

"Our mission is to spread our seed far and wide," Anger reminded them.

"Is that really necessary? There are already thousands of people in the
city," Disgust said.

"She has a point," Joy admitted.

"He's an only child. We must continue the blood-line," Anger insisted.

"He has cousins," Disgust pointed out.

"At this point, if we do not do something he will self-destruct," Joy
said to them. "You all know what that means."

The three nodded. "Self-preservation always comes first," Joy reminded
them.

"Let's vote," Fear suggested.

"I vote we make Chris a happy girl," Joy smiled.

"I agree," Disgust said.

"You don't have an opinion after you betrayed Chris by siding with
Sadness," Anger said to Disgust.

"No, let's make this equal. The past is the past," Joy said.

"I vote no," Anger said stubbornly.

Fear looked at the others uncertain. "There's a lot of risk and danger in
this move, but self-destruct is even worse. I vote yes."

"Then it's settled," Joy said gleefully.

***

Chris woke up feeling the worst hangover of his life. He had a number of
bottles in his room and there were pills lying around on his desk.
"Chris, are you awake. Its noon," his mother knocked on his door.

Chris considered the mess and decided it was time for an intervention.
He opened the door revealing his decayed state. "I think we should
talk."

The emoticons watched as Chris began to talk to his parents about how he
was feeling. He admitted everything he had done, the good, the bad, and
the ugly. After a few hours of talking, his parents embraced him.

"Sadness is gone. Why is he crying?" Anger asked.

"Those are tears of joy," Joy smiled.

***

Chris was given better medical care by a psychiatrist and family doctor.
Chris told the doctors everything and was diagnosed as Transgender. He
was given estrogen pills to continue his treatment. Chris was placed in
special class to work on softening his voice. He was taken out of school
and home-schooled by his mother while his father worked at the firm. He
would attend LGBT meetings where he could freely discuss his feelings.
With Sadness banished, Chris felt content and happy with himself.

"Mom, Dad, I want to be called Christine from now on," she requested.

"Christine it is," her father agreed.

The family hugged and from that time on Chris was called Christine.

In the control center, the four emoticons began working on the core
memories. "I think it is time to look forward into the future. Let's
dump these old memories, so they'll be forgotten," Joy said.

The four went to work on organizing the memories. Islands of Chris' past
became dark and then crumbled to pieces. Chris' hockey obsession, his
old camping trips with his father, his biking trips, his adventures as a
male character in video games, memories of action/adventure movies, and
how his room used to look. Christine began to forget her old life as a
boy as she looked to the future. As the process continued, several
islands were destroyed.

"Nice job!" Joy said happy with the crew.

Disgust was about to touch the button when Anger stopped her. "You don't
get to touch it," he said rudely.

"It's my job," she said defensively.

"It's your fault we had this mess," Anger accused.

"What about love?" Disgust asked.

"Chris has his parents," Anger replied.

"Let's postpone relationships until we have Christine ready," Joy said
delicately.

***

Fear bit his nails nervously as Christine went under. The control center
shut down as Christine went into surgery. Finally, the control center
was back online with Christine waking up. "Medical report," Joy ordered.

Images of what happened displayed on the screen. Implants had been
placed inside Christine's chest to create B-cup size breasts. The Adam's
apple had been shaved as well. Down below, the testicles had been
removed and the penis inverted. The body was under the influence of
powerful pain killers but the control center's alarms were going off.

"It's over," Anger realized.

"It's going to be okay," Joy assured him. "What do you think?" Joy asked
Disgust.

"We'll have to see when everything heals," she said.

"So many things could go wrong, the body does not like this," Fear said
panicked.

"Others have done this, too. It'll be fine," Joy told him.

***

While in college, Christine was on her own. Seemingly always happy,
Christine decided to become a teacher or work with in child-care. She
also attracted plenty of male attention, but she never seemed to notice.

"Can I do my job, now?" Disgust asked bored.

"Alright, I think it's been enough time," Joy said.

"You better not screw this up," Anger warned her.

Christine suddenly became aware of her sexuality and began taking an
interest in men around her. She started dating men for the first time.
She kept her secret guarded as Fear always worried what would happen if
she ever "outed" herself.

Finally, she found an understanding man and dated steadily for a few
months. "Good work," Joy said to Disgust on her choice.

"I had to reject so many," Disgust said exhausted.

"I don't see the point. They can't have children together," Anger said
confused.

"It makes them happy," Joy told him.

"What about STDs?" Fear said uncertain.

"Relax. He looks like a good guy," Joy told him.

***

Christine finally felt confident enough to become sexually open with
Alex. The four emoticons stared in silence as Christine kissed Alex and
started taking her clothes off. "What if he's too rough? What if it
doesn't fit? What if she doesn't like it?" Fear listed off.

"Ruining the mood, Fear," Joy silenced him.

"He better last longer than a minute," Anger demanded.

"What do you care if he can't impregnate her," Joy chided him. Anger
softened his expression.

The two took off their clothes and Christine took the submissive role on
her back. The four emoticons waited in silence as Alex positioned
himself between her legs. "It's not going to fit," Fear said panicked.

"Shut-up!" the three others shouted at him.

Alex gently and slowly pushed forward meeting some resistance. The
emoticons tensed up as Alex pushed harder and then managed to press
further inside. The emoticons cheered for joy with a mission
accomplished. Alex went all the way inside and the two started to make
love like any other couple.

Disgust felt flustered as Christine was making love for the first time.
"This is really good," she said turned on. "He's doing everything
right," she added.

"Let's give her some room," Joy whispered to the others.

Disgust didn't notice as the others left the control center. She stared
at the screen and occasionally hit the button. Christine felt it
building as Alex picked up speed. The two were moving in rhythm,
breathing heavily, and gasping in pleasure. "Come on," Disgust said to
herself.

Christine felt so many sensations as Alex continued to penetrate her. It
was so different than when she was a boy. She had worked so hard for
this moment; they were a man and a woman coming together. Christine
hesitated to moan unsure of herself but suddenly she forced out a cry as
the orgasm hit her.

"Oh my God!" she cried out as she tensed up.

"Yes!" Disgust said hitting the button repeatedly.

Alex came insider her and the two kissed each other lovingly until they
fell asleep together.

***

"Good morning," Joy said pleasantly as she entered the control center.
Disgust looked tired and exhausted as she continued to press the button.
Christine and Alex had entertained some morning sex and then showered
together.

"You should get some rest," Joy suggested hitting the button herself.

"It's not always going to be that good," Anger said jealous of Joy and
Disgust.

***

Sometime later, Alex and Christine went out to dinner. "You know,
Christine. I would like to know more about your childhood growing up,"
Alex said.

"What's to tell?" Christine replied awkwardly.

"Well, how was it like with your parents in Minnesota?" Alex asked.

"I would rather forget," Christine said uncomfortable.

The emoticons watched as the awkward discussion continued. "Don't push
her button," Anger warned.

"It couldn't have been all bad," Alex pressed.

"I said, I would rather forget it!" Christine said and then stormed off.

Alarms went off as Anger went to maximum power. "You pushed the wrong
button, buddy!"

***

Christine went home and looked at herself in the mirror. She was in a
black dress and looked very beautiful in it. However, Christine couldn't
help but feel there was something wrong about her body. Joy looked over
at Disgust. She shrugged innocent; she hadn't touched the button.

The four emoticons saw island cities spring up and materialize in front
of them. Memory orbs flew through the air towards each of the islands.
The islands of Christine's childhood, thought to be destroyed, had come
back. They all took on a shade of blue.

"How is this possible?" Joy wondered.

"We have to stop him, for good this time," Anger said smacking his fists
together.

"Take over the controls. I'll deal with Sadness," Joy said resolved.

Meanwhile, Christine began to cry as she remembered her boyhood
experiences. "What have I done to myself?" she cried. She looked at her
hands, her arms, her face, and her body looking for anything that
reminded her of her boyhood self. She looked over to a box never opened.

"Don't open the box!" Fear said alarmed.

Christine opened the box and found an old photo album. "This is bad,"
Anger realized.

***

Joy found Sadness out in the open near the memory pit where forgotten
memories disappear forever. Joy watched in awe as Sadness rose up island
cities with his own power. "You can't stop me, Joy," he said to her.

"Why are you doing this?" Joy demanded.

"You haven't destroyed her sadness, merely covered it up," Sadness told
her.

"We were doing fine until now. We don't need you," Joy said angrily.

"How can you truly appreciate joy without sadness? How can you
appreciate success without failure?" Sadness asked rhetorically.

"You nearly destroyed Christine. I won't let you do it again," Joy
pledged.

"Is that what you call her?" Sadness asked disrespectfully. "You've
created an artificial life. A fantasy," Sadness told her.

"I will stop you!" Joy said advancing on him. She punched at him, but
Sadness easily took hold of her hand and forced her to her knees.

"You have grown weak in your complacency while I have grown stronger,"
Sadness said. Joy stared as Sadness started creating cities of
Christine's boyhood memories. "She will remember them all. She will
remember everything you forced her to forget," Sadness said.

"What happens then? What happens when you win?" Joy asked struggling
against him.

"When I win?" Sadness wondered.

"If Christine destroys herself, we will all be gone. There will be no
sadness or joy. There will be nothing. Is that what you want?" Joy
challenged.

"I never thought of what would happen if I actually won," Sadness
admitted.

"I see that it was wrong to keep away these memories from Christine.
They're not all sadness. She lived a good childhood with her parents and
friends. I only thought about the future and never the past," Joy
admitted.

"In order to continue my existence, you must live," Sadness realized
releasing Joy.

Joy raised her hand and memory orbs flowed towards each of the island
cities. The blue structures became white as yellow and blue orbs came
together. The islands became balanced alongside the new islands that had
been created when Chris became Christine.

"Christine requires perspective," Sadness said sending blue memory orbs
into the new islands. "Now, she will appreciate her victories."

Joy nodded in agreement. Sadness knelt before Joy. "Forgive me," he
asked of her.

"You're forgiven. Come home, Sadness," Joy said.

***

Christine looked over the old photographs of when she was a boy. There
were pictures of her catching a fish on a fishing trip when she was
eight, pictures of her roller skating, hockey games, board games with her
father, and birthday parties. As she went through the photo album, tears
flowed from her eyes.

Sadness and Joy entered the control center. Anger was about to say
something, but Joy gave him a look. "She's crying," Disgust reported.

Joy ushered Sadness to the control console to touch the button. "This
time it is different," he said. He took Joy's hand with his own.
"Together," he said. The two touched the button together creating bitter
sweet tears.

Christine smiled as she wiped away her tears and then put the photo album
away. She took out her cell phone and dialed Alex's number. "Uhmm...Alex.
I'm sorry," she said. "I love you."

"I love you, too."

***

Epilogue

Five Years Later

The emoticons watched happily as Christine played with her niece at a
family gathering. Christine appeared beautiful and no one could possibly
know she was anything but a woman her whole life. On her finger was a
wedding ring. Her husband Alex was nearby smiling as Christine and his
niece interacted. Alex and Christine were close to adopting a child of
their own.

In the control center, Anger and Fear had made changes to their
appearance. Anger wore a long red dress, red frizzy hair, and even
redder lipstick in comparison to her already red face. She still had her
moments of rage but had toned down in recent years. Fear wore a purple
dress but refused to wear high heels because it could potentially cause
an accident and break her ankle. She was as nervous as always looking
for any danger but none had really materialized recently.

Joy pushed the button as Christine played games with her niece.
Everything seemed content and stable and one emoticon was noticeably
absent.

"Sadness, why don't you become like everyone else. It can be an all
girls club?" Joy asked.

"No," Sadness said simply wearing jeans and a blue hoody.

"Why not?" Joy asked confused.

"I choose to remember the past," Sadness said.

"Christine is a woman, now. She needs to have a woman's sadness don't
you think?" Joy said brightly.

"Very well," Sadness said. His jeans and hoody morphed into a blue
dress, his physique became shorter and smaller. His arms and legs became
thinner, his chest increased slightly, and his face became more feminine.
His black hair remained short. Her shoes disappeared leaving her
barefoot.

"Finally, joined the club?" Disgust said pleased.

"Be careful what you wish for," Sadness said in a feminine voice that
continued to have a brooding tone. She approached the console as
Christine's niece was called over by her parents. Christine stood up and
felt an empty sense as her niece ran off. Alex was there noticing her
reaction.

Sadness placed her new feminine hand on the button and pushed down. "I
can't wait any longer," Christine whispered to him.

"It will be soon," Alex reassured her.

"We've been patient long enough. Those clowns at the agency better hurry
up!" Anger said.

"That adoption will never go through," Sadness said and then walked off.
As she did, her clothes and body morphed back to before.

"Forget that guy! It's going to happen," Joy said optimistically.

Alex and Christine rejoined the rest of the family with a sense of hope
for the future.

Judge Dredd

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning
  • Science Fiction
  • Fanfiction

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Crime / Punishment
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Identity Crisis

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Identity Theft
  • Surgery

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Judge Dredd

(This story is a sequel to Dredd (2012) and a remake of Judge Dredd (1995) and based off the comic Judge Dredd. Knowledge of either film is not required to fully understand the story. TG is a prominent theme.)

The Aspen Penal Colony was in the middle of nowhere in a desert wasteland. It was a giant factory of steel and pipes that was converted into a prison for the worst offenders. Guards wore white armor over their entire bodies and were armed with high-powered rifles in case there were to be an escape. However, if any prisoner did manage to escape, they would most likely die within a few days in the dry inhospitable lands.

The prison’s most famous prisoner was Rico, a former Judge. The Judges were appointed by the Justice Department to act as police officers, jury, and executioner all in one. It became necessary to end common legal practices of reasonable suspicion, due process, legal representation, presumption of innocence, burden of proof, trial judge and juries, appeal process, and executioners. Now, all of these institutions and ideals fit into one man. After the nuclear war and fallout, most of the world became inhabitable. Scientists were able to create a living space free of high dosage radiation. In an area along the East coast of the former United States housed 800 million survivors. In this extreme urban environment, murder, theft, drug dealing, prostitution, vandalism, and other petty crimes became rampant. The justice system became overwhelmed and required the use of Judges to keep order.

Rico betrayed the Law by killing innocent people for her own ends. She was convicted of murder by Judge Dredd but not immediately executed, because she was a judge. Only the Chief Justice could condemn a fellow judge. She was given mercy by being sent to Aspen for life. She was placed in a force field cell with machine guns pointed at her in case she were to attempt an escape. The warden came before her to give him a package.

“Your mysterious benefactor has sent you a package,” the warden said coming up to her cell. It was a small metallic box.

“Deactivate shield, auto-guns only,” the warden said and then approached Rico.

Rico took the box and immediately it scanned her thumb print. It opened revealing her old Judge badge with her name on it. “It seems your benefactor wishes to mock you, Rico,” the warden smirked upon seeing it.

Rico reassembled the box to create a pistol and then fired into the Warden’s head killing him immediately. Rico then targeted the two auto-guns destroying them before they could be activated. Two guards rushed into the cell only to find Rico gone and the warden on the floor. Rico sneaked up behind one of the guards knocking him off the platform leading to her cell. She took the guards machine gun and fired into the other one.

***

Judge Dredd while wearing his helmet and body armor fired accurately into a body target. Judge-cadet Anderson awkwardly approached him as he continued to fire. She was a slender blond woman who had fought with Dredd in Peach Trees apartment complex. Four corrupt Judges had been killed and dozens of criminals in a drug bust. Dredd continued to ignore her as she stood standing before him. He eventually ran out of ammunition.

“Can I help you, Anderson?” Dredd asked gruffly.

“You passed me even though I lost my weapon. I want to know why,” she said. Losing one’s weapon was an automatic fail no matter the circumstances.

“I don’t have to explain myself,” Dredd replied. “You’re psychic, figure it out.”

Anderson could sense the reasons in Dredd’s mind. While no overly impressed with her combat abilities, he did see her psychic abilities as an asset in his work. He also felt disgust and rage for the corrupt judges that had betrayed him and the Law. He knew the battle with the criminals was a losing one, and if he intended to win would need all the help he could get.

“I just wanted to hear you say it,” Anderson admitted.

“Save your sentiments for someone else,” Dredd said rudely and prepared to reload his pistol.

“I have been assigned to you as your partner,” Anderson brought up.

Dredd frowned displeased. “Do I sense regret?” Anderson asked.

“Regret is unprofessional,” Dredd replied.

Anderson smirked knowing otherwise. “Some believe you are too strict and that you lack the personal approach to gain cooperation. They think I will balance you out.”

“Tall order,” Dredd doubted.

“Why do you always wear your helmet. Afraid someone may read your emotions?” Anderson said boldly.

“The uniform should always be worn on and off the street. I make an exception for you, because of your psychic abilities,” Dredd said.

“Your helmet helps you to aim doesn’t it? What if you lose your helmet? How will you be able to aim without it?” Anderson questioned.

Dredd hesitated to reply. He slowly removed his helmet and placed it on the gun counter. Amanda stared at Dredd’s face. There were no facial scars, missing eyes, or baldness. He looked like an ordinary man. His face showed no emotion, his eyes firmly on the target. Dredd picked up his pistol and fired perfectly into the target.

“Satisfied?” Dredd mocked.

Anderson merely nodded. Dredd put his helmet back on and then handed her Judge badge back. “Pick up your weapon at the armory and try not to lose it this time,” he ordered.

Anderson smiled as she looked over the gold badge. Working with Dredd was going to take some getting used to. After everything she had been through, a cranky boss was of little consequence.

***

Rico moved through crowds of people as she approached a gun dealership. Upon entering the shot, she saw deactivated weapons from different wars in mankind’s history. They were all listed as antiques as the civilian population had been disarmed by the Judges.

“We’re closed,” the shop keeper told Rico.

“I am here for a package. Code name: Lazarus,” Rico said.

The shop keeper gave Rico a knowing look. “I’ll be right with you,” the shop keeper said. He proceeded to open a gate allowing Rico deeper inside. There was a metallic case with a Judge symbol on it. Rico opened the case and was about to the touch the pistol when the shop keeper stopped her.

“Don’t touch that. It’s a law-giver. Only a Judge can touch that weapon or you’ll get your hand blown off,” the shop keeper warned.

“Oh really?” Rico gave the man a crazed look. She immediately took hold of the pistol and pointed it at the shop keeper’s head. The pistol became armed in her hand.

“I guess I must be a judge,” Rico smirked as she fired into the man’s head.

***

Dredd and Anderson got on their bikes for a patrol of the city. A list of calls came in on the computer on their bikes. “Which one, rookie?” Dredd asked.

“There’s a riot in Heavenly Haven,” Anderson picked.

Dredd made no reply affirming the choice. The two sped across the highways towards Heavenly Haven. Upon reaching it, gangs on either side of the street were firing at each other. Dredd used a loud speaker on his bike to talk to the community.

“I am the LAW!” he said loud enough for all to hear.

“Drop your weapons! These blocks are under arrest!” he shouted.

The gangs ignored him and continued to fire at one another. “Should we call for backup?” Anderson asked.

“How many people will die before backup arrives?” Dredd asked rhetorically.

“Alright, what’s the plan?” Anderson asked.

“We clear one block at a time,” Dredd said moving inside the building.

The two went through the hallways and found a fallen Judge already on the floor. “Dredd? I fucked up,” he said wounded.

Dredd knew instantly that there was nothing he could do to save the man. “Anderson,” he called for her.

Anderson noted the fallen Judge and began to collect information on everything the Judge had seen. “I got it,” she said. The Judge then died from his injuries.

“Let’s move,” Dredd said determined as ever.

The two went through the building pacifying each room and hallway. Those carrying weapons were immediately shot. The two worked expertly as a team using grenades, rapid fire, and armor piercing bullets to take down each criminal. They finally came to the 40th floor where the lead instigator was held up. After blasting the door down, Dredd confronted the leader. He had his hands up in surrender.

“Sentence, rookie?” Dredd asked.

“First degree murder of a street Judge: Death,” she said softly.

Dredd fired on the leader without hesitation. He then turned to his communicator on his wrist. “We’re going to need a clean up at Heavenly Haven,” he ordered.

“Clean up crew on their way,” the operator replied.

“Do you ever feel emotion?” Anderson asked as they waited.

“You tell me, psychic,” Dredd said scornfully.

“I feel disgust and rage, but you have built up a wall that I can’t penetrate,” she admitted.

“Maybe, because I have had training against mutants like you,” Dredd replied.

“Bad experience?” Anderson asked.

Dredd said nothing making it awkward for Anderson. “You know…I wasn’t always…,” Anderson stammered.

“Female?” Dredd guessed correctly.

Anderson simply stared at Dredd. “How did you know?” she asked stunned. “It’s not in my…,” she trailed off.

“In your file?” Dredd interrupted. “I suspected as much when I first met you, the way you carefully control your voice, the use of make-up without authorization, your hands, and how your breasts move in your suit,” Dredd noted.

Amanda looked at her feminine hands in wonder and touched her breasts protectively. “How could you notice such things?” she asked.

“I’ve been a street judge for over twenty years. Nothing surprises me,” Dredd replied.

“You want to know why I did it?” Anderson asked.

“No,” Dredd said disinterested.

“Well, I’ll tell you anyway. When I was a teenager, I fell hard for a girl. I used my psychic abilities to know every thought she ever had. I didn’t know how to use my powers properly, and I fell hard. I started adopting her mannerisms without even knowing it. I became her, and I couldn’t get back to where I was before,” Anderson explained.

“There’s always a choice, rookie. Everyday when you look at yourself in the mirror, you choose to be who you are now or the person you were before. Don’t make excuses for yourself. You weren’t forced to be this way. You chose it. Now accept it and move on,” Dredd told her.

“Wow, I didn’t think you would react this way,” Anderson said. She expected Dredd to be disgusted with her and want to get rid of her.

“The only thing I care about is whether you can shoot straight, rookie,” Dredd said.

“Right, Sir,” Anderson replied.

***

Rico used her hand to access the apartment complexes meant to house Judges. She went to the top floor and used a hacking tool to get inside the apartment. Chief Justice Fargo turned around surprised at seeing her.

“Rico,” he said amazed. “How did you escape?”

“Never mind that, Chief Justice,” Rico said as she closed the door behind her. She pointed her pistol at the Chief Justice.

“Who helped you?” Chief Justice Fargo asked.

“Judge Griffin. He wants to restart the Janus project, and I am going to help him for a price,” Rico said.

“I treated you like my own…,” Fargo said outraged.

“Like a son?” Rico mocked. “As soon as I underwent my transition, you gave me lower assignments. You demoted me.”

“You needed time to adapt,” Fargo said defensively.

“For years I waited for you to change, but you were too prejudiced against me,” Rico said angrily.

“That doesn’t justify killing innocent people!” Fargo said forcefully.

“Innocence and guilt are only a matter of time. I knew who those people were. If I hadn’t done what I did, they would have killed innocent people. I stopped it from happening!” Rico argued.

“You broke the LAW!” Fargo replied.

“The LAW? Who decided the LAW? You? The people?” Rico questioned.

“Once order has been restored, there will be free elections,” Fargo promised.

“Too late,” Rico shook her head and then fired into the Chief Justice killing him.

***

As Dredd and Anderson left the apartment complex, several squad bikes arrived aiming their weapons at them. “Judge Dredd, you’re under arrest,” the leading Judge said.

“They’re charging you with the Chief Justice’s murder. You have to run,” Anderson warned him.

“No, justice will be served,” Dredd said walking towards the squad of Judges. They immediately disarmed him and took him away to a jail at the Justice Department.

***

Judge Fergee was an older slender black woman who had put Anderson forth as a cadet despite the reservations about her. Anderson stood at attention for her. “Do you promise to tell me that everything you have to say is truthful?” Judge Fergee demanded.

“Yes, Ma’am,” she replied.

“When did you first see Judge Dredd today?” Fergee asked.

“He was at the shooting range this morning. We then received a call at Heavenly Haven,” Anderson answered.

“Did you see him before the shooting range?” Fergee asked.

“No,” Anderson said truthfully.

“Did he seem off to you, today?” Fergee asked knowingly.

“No, no more than usual,” Anderson said flustered by the question.

“We cannot use your psychic abilities at his trial, but I want to know none-the-less,” Fergee requested.

“If he committed the murder of the Chief Justice, I will see it,” Anderson said.

Fergee took Anderson to Dredd’s prison cell. Dredd immediately stood at attention even with his hands cuffed. He wasn’t wearing his helmet but showed no emotion on his face. Not even in the face of dishonor and death did he change his expression. There was no sign of sadness or anger. Just his usual frown.

“Did you kill Chief Justice Fargo?” Fergee asked.

“No,” Dredd replied.

Anderson searched Dredd’s mind and found nothing usual that morning before the shooting range. “He didn’t do it,” Anderson concluded.

“Thank you, Anderson,” Fergee said appreciatively. Fergee then turned to Dredd. “I’ll see to it that you are given a fair trial.”

“That’s all I can ask for,” Dredd replied.

Anderson then walked with Fergee away from the jail. “Why is he even being accused of this? What is the evidence?” she asked.

“Every bullet fired by a law giver has the DNA of the Judge that fired it. The bullets that killed Chief Justice Fargo had Dredd’s DNA on them,” Fergee answered.

“Someone could have taken his weapon,” Anderson suggested.

“No one has ever taken Dredd’s weapon,” Fergee said seriously and walked off.

***

At the trial, Judges and cadets filled the room. Judge Griffin became presiding Chief Justice. There were senior Judges to his left and right observing the trial. Dredd was placed in the center wearing nothing but dark blue clothes. Anderson was in the crowd sensing the emotions and thoughts of those around her. Most thought it impossible that Dredd could have done the crime.

“Judge Dredd, to the charge of first degree murder of Chief Justice Fargo, how do you plea?” Griffin asked.

“Not Guilty,” Dredd replied with a frown.

“The Court has been presented irrefutable evidence that the bullets that killed Chief Justice Fargo have your DNA on them. How do you explain this?” Judge Griffin asked.

“I cannot explain it,” Dredd admitted.

Anderson scanned Chief Justice Griffin’s mind and found herself completely blocked. She tried it on the others and easily accessed their minds. The only one in the room, she couldn’t read was Griffin.

“This Court therefore rules that Judge Dredd be pronounced guilty and sentenced to death,” Griffin declared.

There was murmuring in the court room as the verdict and sentence were given out. Anderson peered into Dredd’s mind. There was no hint of fear in his mind, only disappointment. Dredd was taken away to a jail cell to await execution.

Anderson couldn’t believe Dredd had murdered the Chief Justice, so she entered the locker room. Knowing Dredd’s thoughts, she knew the combination to the locker and opened it. She searched through his things and found nothing out of the ordinary. She then found a picture in a case hidden away. It had him and another man in the picture. Anderson peered closely and saw a reassemble between the two. The other man was slender and appeared a little sickly compared to Dredd. The two were smiling in the picture. Anderson had never seen Dredd smile before.

“Twins,” she realized.

***

Chief Justice Griffin entered his new office and found an occupant in his chair. “Chief Justice Griffin, congratulations,” Rico mocked. She was flung out in his chair.

“We were supposed to meet some place safe,” Griffin said annoyed.

“So, you could ignore me for weeks or months and pretend I don’t exist,” Rico objected.

“I require you to create chaos in the streets and kill Judges. You must do your part,” Griffin demanded.

“I killed Fargo,” Rico reminded him.

“And I convicted Dredd,” Griffin said defensively.

“He’s not dead yet. If they find out about the little detail that we’re twins, he will be released,” Rico said displeased.

“I must follow procedure. It is the LAW,” Griffin said.

“The LAW!” Rico mocked getting close to him.

“Be a little patient, Rico. Soon, Dredd will be dead and the Janus program will be restarted. These clones will all have the DNA of our top Judges including yours. They will clean up the streets lacking empathy, prejudice, or mercy. They will be like machines,” Griffin said.

“What do I get out of this?” Rico asked.

“In time, you will be the wife of the Chief Justice and we will run the world however we want. These clones will be our children. We will be like gods,” Griffin said.

Rico smiled and gave Griffin a mock kiss. “Now, we’re talking.”

***

Anderson put on her combat uniform including her helmet, took her badge off, and marched to the jail cells. “Stun,” she said to her pistol before she reached the guards. Two unsuspecting guards were hit with stun cells knocking them down. She touched their faces accessing their minds. She then inputted the code and entered the jail cells. One-by-one, she caught the guards by surprise stunning each of them. She finally came to Dredd’s cell.

“Grenade,” Anderson said to her gun and pointed it at the door. She fired blasting the door open. Anderson looked inside and felt relieved that Dredd wasn’t dead from the blast. “What do you think you’re doing, rookie?” he asked.

“I am getting you out of here. You’ve been framed,” Anderson said to him.

“What’s your evidence?” Dredd asked.

“We don’t have time for this,” Anderson said as alarms went off.

“I’ll be in my cell,” Dredd said turning his back to her.

“You have a twin, an identical twin who was a Judge. He used a law giver pistol and your DNA on the bullet,” Anderson revealed.

Dredd froze upon hearing of this. “So, you figure it out.”

“You knew?” Anderson asked amazed. “Why didn’t you say anything at your trial?”

Dredd hesitated to reply. “He was my brother, and I judged him. I sent him to Aspen for life. No one knew we were related.”

“How could anyone not know?” Anderson questioned.

“He was taking…medications…at the time to make himself look different,” Dredd said vaguely.

Anderson did note subtle difference between them. “Alright, but we have to leave,” she pressed.

“I was convicted of murder. My sentence is death,” Dredd replied not moving.

“For God’s sake, you’re innocent and your twin is guilty. The man who killed the Chief Justice is on the loose,” Anderson said to him.

Dredd paused. “You make a good point, rookie. What’s your plan?” he asked.

“We get outside and steal a bike,” Anderson said lamely.

“Great plan, rookie,” Dredd said sarcastically.

“I have the gun. I make the rules,” Anderson said more assertively.

Anderson and Dredd made their way through the halls. Upon reaching a stunned Judge, Dredd started taking off his uniform. In no time, Dredd was fully dressed as a Judge with a different badge name. Since the station was on lock down, they couldn’t just go out the front door. Anderson raised her pistol and blasted out the entrance with a grenade shell. Judges immediately descended upon them.

“Let’s move, rookie,” Dredd said to her.

The two ran outside and stunned a confused Judge. Using his palm, Anderson accessed the controls of the bike. “I’m driving,” Dredd said taking over the bike.

Anderson sat behind him on the bike and stunned some of the Judges as ran after them. Dredd sped off into traffic. Judges from all over the city were called in to find them. Dredd parked the bike in an alley and took off his helmet.

“Lose the uniform,” he ordered.

Anderson simply stared at him until she realized what he meant. “Right,” she said taking off the helmet and battle gear. Dredd then found a homeless man on the floor. “Vagrancy, sentence: your clothes,” Dredd said taking the man’s jacket, shirt, pants, and boots.

Anderson gave Dredd a shocked look. “Find your own,” he told her once he was done.

***

Eventually, Anderson and Dredd both looked like homeless people in the slums. They ditched the Judge bike and walked around the city. “Where are we going?” Anderson asked Dredd finally.

“A place to stay and weapons,” Dredd replied obviously.

Dredd and Anderson came to an apartment complex and took the elevator to the top floor. As they entered the floor, they were immediately ambushed by a criminal gang.

“I’m here to talk to your leader,” Dredd said not intimidated by them.

“Who the fuck do you think you are?” one of them said pointing his weapon at Dredd.

“The name is Dredd,” Dredd replied.

The gang members became spooked by Dredd’s deadly confidence. “Come with me,” he said escorting Dredd and Anderson.

Dredd came upon a kingpin gang boss. He had stacks of money on his desk, wore rings on his fingers, and had several guards around him. “Judge Dredd…the Judge Dredd,” the crime boss said amused.

“Just Dredd,” Dredd corrected.

“I heard on the street you killed the Chief Justice. That’s some bold shit there,” the crime boss said impressed.

“I need your help,” Dredd said bluntly.

“Why should I help you?” the crime boss asked unimpressed.

“Do you remember when I busted your drug competitors on Peach Tree? You owe me,” Dredd pointed out.

“You didn’t do that as a special favor to me. That was just coincidence. What stops you from busting my crib tomorrow? The crime boss asked skeptically.

“You have my word,” Dredd replied.

The crime boss laughed and so did his men. “Give me something I can work with.”

“The real killer of Chief Justice Fargo is former Judge Rico. He executed several of your family members and close associates. I need your help to kill him,” Dredd replied.

The crime boss looked at Dredd seriously. “The enemy of my enemy is my friend.”

“Something like that, yeah,” Dredd agreed.

“What do you need?” the crime boss asked finally.

“Guns…lots of guns,” Dredd replied.

***

Dredd and Anderson spent the night looking over the weapons, cleaning them, and making sure they functioned. “I think I understand why you create a wall around your feelings. You have the same thoughts as Rico, but you don’t act on them,” Anderson said after a long silence.

“Is that your psycho analysis?” Dredd asked sarcastically.

“That’s it, right there. You over compensate to cover up your true feelings,” Anderson said.

Dredd stared at her. “When I was young, I felt different than my peers. I didn’t behave as other boys did in my class. Leaving the cadet program wasn’t an option. I was created to be the perfect Judge. I couldn’t disappoint Chief Justice Fargo.”

“Created?” Anderson questioned.

Rico and I were created through the Janus program. They took the DNA of the senior Judges and took the best attributes while discarding the worst to create the perfect Judge. If it was successful, they were going to mass produce clones. Rico is not my twin, he is my clone,” Dredd explained.

“But the experiment didn’t work. Rico and I both had defects in our personality. He succumbed to madness, tried to change his sex, and murdered innocent people he believed would commit crimes in the future. I tracked him down and judged him. He was sent to Aspen for nine years and during that time the formula that begin to change him took its course. He should look female now,” Dredd continued.

“How did you resist the urges, the desires, the needs of your mind?” Anderson asked.

“The LAW,” Dredd replied.

Anderson looked at him a little ashamed. She would never have had such dedication. “What if we can’t bring down Griffin and Rico? What if we do, and they don’t reinstate you?”

“I will go into exile outside the walls and take the LAW to the uncivilized,” Dredd replied.

“You really are just a machine. Do you not feel love or empathy?” she asked.

“I buried it deep down,” Dredd said.

“Let me unbury it and bring it to the surface again,” Anderson said to him.

Before Dredd could answer, Anderson was already in his head. She found it empty as Dredd put his mental defenses up against her. “I didn’t give you authorization to enter my head, rookie,” Dredd said scornfully.

“Smile for me once,” Anderson asked him as she became naked in his mind.

Dredd circled her as if inspecting her. She then became the teenage boy she was before. Anderson became shocked at her male appearance. “A little scrawny. I can see why you became a woman. Easier to promote as an attractive female,” Dredd insulted.

“Like what you see?” Anderson said trying to catch him off guard.

“I prefer your girlfriend,” Dredd said and instantly Anderson’s ex-girlfriend appeared before them.

Anderson was starting to freak out as she was losing the mental battle with Dredd. She couldn’t break into his mental defenses though, and he was rummaging through everything with ease. Anderson then saw memories of Dredd and Rico both as men in the academy. They smiled, enjoyed each others company, and believed in the ideals of the LAW. Rico was Dredd’s only real friend growing up.

She saw the fateful conversation between Dredd and Rico in the locker room. “I can’t stay like this. I need to change,” Rico said to Dredd.

“You won’t pass the physical and mental evaluations. You will be kicked out,” Dredd warned.

“We’re the same, Dredd. If you follow my path, then they will be forced to accept us. You’re the great Judge Dredd. I know you have the same feelings as me. We’re brothers, more than that,” Rico said.

“I’m sorry, Rico. Being a Judge is more important than my feelings or yours,” Dredd replied.

Anderson exited Dredd’s mind. “Satisfied?” Dredd asked angrily.

She nodded stunned. Dredd stood up and walked over to her. “You look like you need a morale boost. Ordinarily, this would be unprofessional but since we’re both no longer Judges, it is allowable,” Dredd said to her.

She merely stared at him with a blank face unable to detect his meaning. “Take your clothes off, rookie,” he ordered.

Anderson hesitated and then discovered herself. She started taking her clothes off to his expressionless face. Dredd then took off his clothes so that the two were naked. “Now, get on the bed,” Dredd said roughly referring to the one bed in the room.

“Not even a kiss or…,” Anderson questioned.

“Do you require it?” Dredd asked.

Anderson was about to just do as he ordered but then became more assertive. “As a matter of fact, I do,” she said more confident.

“Very well, rookie,” Dredd said giving her a kiss.

Anderson was surprised by the kiss. On the technical side, he was excellent. This was by far the best kiss she had ever received by a man or woman. After a long dry spell, she would have taken anything. Yet, there was no sense of passion or love in it. Even now, she couldn’t break into Dredd’s strong mental defenses. She figured she would just go along with it. Getting laid with no passion was better than nothing.

Anderson broke from Dredd and got on the bed. Dredd followed her and got on top of her. “We’re not supposed to be here, so keep your mouth shut,” Dredd warned her.

She merely nodded. Dredd entered her hard causing her to almost scream out. Dredd warned her again to be quiet and then continued. The two made love quietly using a number of positions. When she finally came, she had to close her jaw tightly as she felt it surge through her. Dredd then withdrew from her and began to get dressed.

“But you didn’t finish,” Anderson pointed out.

“No need. Now, get dressed,” Dredd ordered.

***

Rico started organizing crime gangs to ambush the Judges, and they gladly obliged. Judges were called in on a bank robbery only to have the entire bank explode on them. Judges became ambushed in gun battles. Judge bikes were rigged with explosives. Assassinations were occurring all over the city.

“There have been 96 Judges assassinated in the last week. Along with Dredd escaping, this is a crisis,” a senior Judge said at the council.

“Someone knows our procedures, our security measures, even our scrambled frequencies,” a female senior Judge added.

“With no Judges on the streets, riots are breaking out,” another senior Judge said.

“We can’t replace those Judges, not even if we put the cadets on the street,” another said.

“There is a solution,” Griffin began. “Project Janus.”

“This council tried to play God once before,” a senior Judge objected.

“If this slaughter of Judges continues, there won’t be a council,” Griffin argued.

“A new batch of test-tube babies isn’t going to solve this problem. It will take twenty years before they’re ready,” another objected.

“There is new technology that can accelerate growth. We can have them ready immediately,” Griffin said. “All I ask is that we unlock the Janus files, so we at least we have an option. If this council decides not to go forward, I will accept that decision and resign.”

***

Dredd and Anderson put their armor back on and attached sub-machine guns, pistols, and ammunition on their belt and shoulder straps. Dredd carried a large grenade gun while Anderson took a shotgun. The two drove up to Hall of Justice and were immediately confronted by Judges standing outside. Dredd quickly shot them both in the legs crippling them. He quickly disarmed them and then went inside. He immediately shot the Judges at the reception desk.

“Cuff them,” Dredd ordered as he looked around for more threats.

Anderson took their own cuffs and linked the Judges together. Dredd and Anderson then went through the halls. Occasionally, Dredd would shoot a Judge in the leg or Anderson would blast a Judge with a non-lethal rubber shell. Dredd fired his grenade gun on doors blasting them open and calmly stepping through them. He crossed through a class of cadets and their instructor. Anderson blasted the instructor with a rubber shell dropping him. Dredd turned to the confused class.

“Class dismissed,” he said and then walked through the room.

As he approached the council room, two Judges tried to tackle him. Dredd slammed the butt of his grenade gun on the Judge’s face knocking him out. Anderson used her martial arts to free herself of the Judge and then blasted him with a rubber shell. As before, she cuffed the Judges together.

***

Meanwhile, the oblivious senior-Judges gave Griffin access to the Janus program. Griffin immediately ordered the computer to begin the process. “We only gave you authority to unlock the files,” one of them objected to Griffin.

“You’re playing God, Griffin,” another said.

“It seems this council lacks the will to do what is necessary,” Griffin said frustrated. Rico entered the room at Griffin’s side. The senior-Judges barely recognized the now female Rico. She took out her law giver and fired on the council killing them all.

The room exploded open as Dredd walked through. He immediately saw the dead council members with Rico and Griffin standing over them. “Joseph,” Rico sneered.

“Get out of here,” Griffin said to Rico upon seeing the heavily armed ex-Judges.

Dredd approached the Chief Justice. “You going to kill me?” he asked sarcastically.

Dredd nodded to Anderson. She came forward and looked into his mind. “There is a cloning facility in the basement level. He’s manufacturing clones as we speak.” she revealed.

“You’re too late, psychic,” Griffin spat.

Guards entered the chamber. “They killed the council!” Griffin accused them.

Dread and Anderson retreated from the room and took the elevator to the basement level. The Judges worked to pry the door open. Anderson blasted the helmeted Judge to the face with a rubber shell. The doors closed allowing them to get to the basement level. Entering the hallway, they found additional security doors. Dredd blasted the doors apart with his grenade shells and the two cleared each room.

As Dredd and Anderson fought the guards, Griffin quickly went down to the basement level on the other side and used his clearance to access the doors. He found Rico already programming the clones. “What are you doing?” he asked her as she worked.

“I am replacing the original sample,” she said obviously.

“That sample was DNA from all the best Judges,” Griffin said outraged. “What did you replace it with?”

“Me, of course,” she said.

“You? Your defective. Just look at you,” Griffin said insultingly.

“What do you mean by that?” Rico asked offended.

“You’re a wreck. You had a nervous break down and wanted to pretend you were a girl. You, like Dredd, are unfit for the Janus project. You were a mistake,” Griffin continued.

“I am going to be what biology wouldn’t allow. I am going to be a mother,” Rico said to him.

“You’re insane,” Griffin replied. He reached for her arm to apprehend her. Rico slowly overpowered him and twisted his arm behind his back.

“I didn’t lose my strength in the transition,” she said dislocating his arm.

Griffin cried out as he was forced to the ground. Rico then took hold of his head and broke his neck.

***

As the two went down the halls, Rico suddenly grabbed a hold of Anderson and placed his pistol to her head. Dredd turned around and pointed his own sub-machine gun at her. “Drop the gun, Dredd, or I kill her,” Rico ordered.

“She’s using her own DNA as the sample,” Anderson revealed to Dredd.

“Shut up!” Rico shouted at her.

“She’s bluffing. Continue without me,” Anderson lied.

Dredd hesitated. “We both know I would shoot through her to get to you,” he said to Rico.

Rico wasn’t certain of that. “He’ll do it,” Anderson told her.

Rico opened the blast doors leading to the lab. “Come in,” she invited them inside.

Dredd kept his gun on Rico even as he entered the lab. “The only difference between us is that you embraced the LAW and destroyed your life. I destroyed the LAW to embrace life,” Rico said.

“Keep talking,” Dredd said as he looked for an opening.

Rico walked Anderson over to a computer console and activated the machine. Canisters filled with human clones dropped down. They were white and skinless. “They all have our DNA with one exception: all female,” Rico said to Dredd.

“That is what we were supposed to be: sisters, you and me. You rejected your nature repressing all emotion and desire within you. You thought the LAW was more important than happiness or freedom. Did you expect I would be the same?” Rico asked rhetorically.

“There are advantages to being a man, Rico. I am stronger and faster than you. I can intimidate and interrogate criminals with greater force. I have more endurance and less sensitivity to pain. I can kill you without being sentimental,” Dredd replied.

“All in the service of the LAW. You have no life, no spouse, no children, and no friends. You’re an empty shell, Dredd,” Rico said.

“Did you make a lot of friends in Aspen?” Dredd insulted.

“You put your own sister in a cage for nine years! You judged me!” Rico shouted at him.

Anderson then entered Rico’s mind and saw chaos. There was anger, sadness, and a sense of betrayal. Anderson created a projection of Rico in their minds only as a man. “What is this?” Rico asked outraged. She looked exactly like Dredd, her twin brother.

“No! Get out of my head,” she said filled with self-loathing.

Anderson advanced on Rico becoming naked in front of her. “No, get away from me!” Rico screamed in her head. She tried to punch or shoot Anderson but nothing happened. In the real world, Anderson got out of Rico’s hold while she was distracted. Dredd immediately shot her a few times in the gut. With no leverage, Rico let go of her gun.

Dredd stood over her with his sub-machine gun. “Are you going to kill the clones? They committed no crime,” Rico asked.

“No,” Dredd replied.

“Can you at least let me see them born?” Rico requested.

Dredd hesitated but then put his gun away. He placed Rico in a sitting position as the clones finished their development. Anderson watched in amazement as she felt their brains developing. “They’re almost awake,” she said.

Dredd paid no attention keeping his stare on Rico. The clones eventually became whole, all of them female. Rico smiled seeing her dream accomplished. Each clone was of the same DNA as her, only female. They could now live a life that was denied to her. Fulfilled, Rico passed out and died.

Judges and guards swarmed into the facility. Dredd and Anderson dropped their weapons. A leading Judge approached the two of them and then saw the clones. He then noticed Rico hunched over and Griffin’s body nearby.

“Well, what’s your verdict, Judge?” Dredd asked.

“Inconclusive. You’ll be detained for questioning,” the lead Judge said to Dredd.

“Take us into custody,” Dredd put his hands forward.

The lead Judge then considered the clones. “Take all of them to the medical wing,” he ordered.

Dredd nodded approving of the decision. Anderson sighed with relief. “Come with me, Judge Dredd,” a Judge said with a friendly tone.

***

Dredd and Anderson were released after a lengthy interrogation. Dredd immediately got dressed in a new uniform, helmet, and a new weapon. “You have been nominated to be our new Chief Justice,” the lead Judge said to Dredd.

“I must decline. I’m a street Judge,” Dredd replied.

“Who do you nominate then?” the lead Judge asked.

“Her,” Dredd said referring to Anderson.

“A rookie?” the lead Judge asked skeptically.

Her psychic abilities can detect plots against the council, and she has a quality we street Judges lack,” Dredd replied.

“What quality is that?” the lead Judge smirked.

“Empathy,” Dredd answered.

The lead Judge just shook his head and walked off. “Chief Justice? Really?” Anderson wondered.

“Did I stutter, rookie?” Dredd said to her.

“Hey, you can’t talk to me like that if I am Chief Justice,” she said mockingly.

“When and if, rookie,” he replied.

“You want to come to my place for drinks sometime?” she asked.

“A Chief Justice shouldn’t fraternize with a street Judge,” Dredd said.

“As Chief Justice, I make the rules don’t I?” she smirked.

Dredd nearly cracked a smile before going back to his typical frown. “You have much to learn about the LAW. You could use a study partner,” he allowed.

“Want to go now?” Anderson asked anxiously.

“No, I have patrols to run,” Dredd said as he got on his new bike. Anderson just smiled as he took off into the city.

Linking Spell: A Woman's Desire

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Linking Spell: A Woman's Desire

Michelle was a junior at college and preparing for a career in
psychology. She was also known for her athleticism in swimming and
track. As for her social life, Michelle had a few steady relationships,
but she was still looking for number one. She figured she would meet him
after she was done with college. In contrast was her roommate Alicia who
was a complete loner. She never went out and was a college outcast. It
wasn't because she was ugly. She was just simply shy and picky as to
whom she associated herself with. The two roommates got along well
enough but rarely did anything together.

One day during the fall semester, Michelle went to the locker room as
usual after a track meet. For some time she had been unable to advance
her time no matter how much effort she had put into her run. She
wondered if she had truly peaked and would not be able to advance
further. She was not slow by any means; rather she was one of the
fastest girls on the team.

Michelle stripped her clothes off, took shampoo and soap, her towel, and
headed towards the shared showers. Her physical features were stunning
giving her an edge in the dating world. She stood at five foot nine
inches, one hundred-thirty pounds with little body fat, B-cup size
breasts, and an athletic hourglass figure. Her skin was pale and smooth
to the touch and her brown hair went down to her shoulders.

As she got into the shower, there were already a few women present
showering up. She had been accustomed to showering with other girls
since high school, so it didn't bother her until now. This time, as she
looked at naked women, there was an immediate reaction. She felt hot
inside, her nipples tingled, and she felt moist.

Michelle turned away and concentrated on soaping herself up. However,
the women's chatting was making it difficult for her to concentrate.
Fantasies went into her mind of having her breasts touched by one of the
women. Her nipples were now almost painful with desire to be touched.
Michelle soaped around her breasts as a way to satisfy them, but it only
made it worse.

"What is going on here?" she wondered to herself.

She reached for her shampoo went she was interrupted by another team
mate. "You did well out there. I saw you run," one of her teammates
said.

Michelle nodded trying not to stare at the woman's breasts and hips.
"You'll be as fast as me soon," Michelle said modestly.

"I wish," the woman smiled.

Michelle felt herself panic as she desired to touch and kiss the woman in
front of her. She was a blond, good figure, and a good face. Michelle
quickly shampooed her hair, washed off, put a new set of clothes on, and
left the locker room as soon as she could.

***

After a short bus ride, Michelle went into her townhouse apartment and
quickly went to her room. Visions and fantasies of her teammates went
through her mind. She made sure to lock her door so as to not be
disturbed and unzipped her jeans. Placing her hand inside her underwear
she reached for her clit.

"Oh God yes," she said as she started rubbing it expertly.

As she rubbed her clit she bucked her hips. She tried to think of her
familiar fantasy of a man penetrating her deeply with his cock. However,
that wasn't happening this time. She fantasized another naked woman
relaxing near her as she stimulated herself. Within a few minutes, she
came faster than she had ever been able to do before. Michelle panted
for breath stunned by the intense orgasm. Suddenly, she felt her sexual
high disappear and apprehension filled her mind.

"I'm not a lesbian," she said to herself. "I just dated a guy a week
ago," she told herself. "Could I be bisexual but why now?" she wondered.

Distressed, she took another shower and changed her clothes. Shortly
thereafter, Alice came home from her evening classes. Michelle noticed
her come in and greeted her down the stairs. Involuntarily, she scanned
Alicia's body from head to toe. Michelle stopped herself from the
horrifying prospect she might be attracted to her roommate. Thankfully,
Alicia dressed conservatively and kept her hair up in a bun.

"How was class?" Michelle asked conversationally.

"I have a midterm in a week," she said glumly.

"Want to prepare a meal together?" Michelle offered.

Alicia smiled sadly. "I'm sorry. I already ate at the college," she
said.

"No problem," Michelle let it go. She wondered if Alicia was telling the
truth. She seemed so thin. Alicia then went up stairs to her room
presumably to study. Michelle sighed relieved.

After a quick dinner, Michelle reflected on what was happening to her.
She considered the idea that she was having a hormonal imbalance due to
her birth control pills. Settled that was the cause, Michelle gave her
on-and-off boyfriend James a call.

"You busy this week?" she asked him.

"Not really," he said without enthusiasm.

"How about we hang out and then I stay at your place over the weekend?"
Michelle suggested.

James suddenly became more attentive. "Sure, when should I pick you up?"
he asked.

"I'll give you another call in a few days," Michelle said and then hung
up. She smiled mischievously as she enjoyed toying with him.

***

The next day, Michelle noticed her legs were slightly hairier than usual.
She took a razor and made them hairless and smooth again. She had shaved
her legs recently and wondered why it had grown so fast. With nothing
else unusual happening, Michelle got dressed for her classes.

After classes were finished, Michelle headed to the gym for track
practice. This time she was determined to break her record and to her
amazement she did by a few seconds. Ecstatic, Michelle forgot all about
her problem the day before. She still found herself glancing at the
women sexually but now she was starting to control it. She reminded
herself that it was only due to the birth control pills.

***

Once she got back home, Michelle took another shower in her own bathroom.
Reaching inside herself with her fingers, she came quickly. It still
disturbed her that she was fantasizing about women as she touched herself
but none of that mattered once she had sex again with James. A part of
her wanted to go to his apartment immediately and throw herself at him.
Yet, she knew she couldn't. She had to drag it out, or James would
become too aggressive. He would want her to come over all the time and
that was something she didn't want to do.

Alicia came home late as usual and went to her room. Michelle decided
she needed to do something about her reclusive roommate. She knocked on
her door. "What is it?" she asked. As the door opened, Michelle noticed
that Alicia was in shorts and a small t-shirt. She felt an uncomfortable
realization as she felt aroused by her roommate's body.

"Let's make...dinner together," Michelle proposed.

"That's not necessary. I'll get a midnight snack," she said as she was
about to close the door.

"Alicia! You keep yourself closed off way too much. You need
activities," Michelle insisted.

Alicia gave Michelle a weird look. "Look, we're just roommates."

"We could be more than that," Michelle argued.

Alicia sighed. "Alright," she gave in.

The two worked together on a pasta meal. "Now, wasn't this fun,"
Michelle smiled.

"Yeah," Alicia agreed.

"Maybe we could do other things like go to the movies or eat out,"
Michelle suggested.

"Not really my thing," Alicia said.

"What is your thing?" Michelle asked.

"I like to read," she said.

"I mean for fun," Michelle pressed. "You need to be more social."

"When I have a boyfriend that will be enough," she said.

"Well, go out and meet some guys then," Michelle encouraged.

"I think...I think he will come to me," Alicia said mysteriously.

"Well, good luck to you," Michelle said unconvinced.

***

The next morning, Michelle discovered her legs, arms, and pits had all
grown a little hairy. Disgusted, she took the time to shave it all off.
She looked in the mirror and saw fine hairs on her upper lips. Michelle
knew better than to immediately shave it off. It would grow faster and
darker if she did. She would have to wax it off.

She decided to give the college clinic a call. "I would like to make an
appointment for a visit," she said.

"What is it regarding?" the nurse on the phone said.

"I think I am having hormonal problems from...my birth control," Michelle
said awkwardly.

"I completely understand and everything will be confidential. Is it an
emergency?" the nurse asked.

"No, not really," she said lamely.

"We can slot you in for next Monday. How does that sound?" the nurse
asked.

Michelle figured she could survive a week. "Sure," she agreed.

***

Despite her hormonal problems, Michelle beat another record on her time.
She was now almost the fastest one on the team. In the locker room,
Michelle once more felt intense arousal towards her female teammates.
She had a sudden urge to go into one of the stalls and touch herself
until she came. Frustrated by the wait, she calmed herself down and went
home.

As soon as she got home, she locked the door and stripped down. She
needed more than just her touch this time. She took out a dildo from her
closest and took it inside herself. Within a few moments, she came from
the stimulation. Unlike before, she would enjoy a long session. Now,
after she had come, she was disinterested. Tired from the day, she took
a nap.

***

Michelle awoke once Alicia entered the house. She put her backpack down
and started to watch TV. Michelle came down the stairs and saw what she
was watching. It was a romance movie she had seen before. Alicia
noticed Michelle behind her and immediately pressed the guide button to
look for another channel.

"No, this is good," Michelle told her.

"Really?" Alicia asked embarrassed.

"Sure," Michelle said.

Alicia and Michelle continued watching the movie. She didn't really mind
the movie being played, but Alicia seemed really into it. Michelle could
tell that Alicia was a true romantic wanting a masculine hero in her
life. She felt sorry for Alicia. Guys would rarely meet those
expectations. Michelle then realized she was becoming interested in the
female lead. Like she wondered how she would look naked and was
disappointed when the movie only gave her a kiss scene. Bored with the
movie, Michelle went back to her room.

***

The next day, the hair became present all over her body. "I'm going to
take control of this situation," she pledged to herself.

Using some hair removal waxing, she went to work on her legs, arms, lips,
and finally her crotch. Afterwards, she felt really sore from the
ordeal. Her body looked red and inflamed. "I'm going to skip track
practice today," she said to herself.

Resolved she couldn't go to track practice in her condition, she felt
annoyed that she couldn't go to the woman's locker room. So, when she
came back home she felt sexual frustration. Looking at her computer
screen, she decided to do a rare Google search: porn.

Finding a search engine she liked, she started viewing some videos of men
and women. As she watched her computer, she started touching herself.
It disturbed her that she wanted to be the one on top of the woman
grinding her hips into her. With the straight porn not getting her off,
Michelle finally gave in to the temptation to go into the lesbian
section. She had never had an interest in lesbian porn before but now
her body was reacting strongly to it. After watching a few videos,
Michelle finally got off.

Her sexual high immediately vanished and she clicked off the porn
website. "Just a few more days," she told herself.

***

Finally, it came to the date with James. They first went to a club to
have a few drinks. James and Michelle both knew some people from the
college there. Michelle let loose dancing with whoever was on the club
floor. "Your girlfriend is a wild one," one of the guys said to James.

"That she is," he smiled.

"Hey, James, would it turn you on if we kissed," Michelle said referring
to another girl. She was tipsy at the moment and having a good time.

"Go for it," James encouraged.

Michelle kissed the other drunken girl on the lips and immediately felt
aroused. She wanted to do it more, so she gave the girl another French
kiss.

"Nice," James smiled as he saw Michelle kiss the other girl.

Michelle laughed it off as good fun. The two girls continued at it
dancing with each other and then grinding their hips together as they
did. James nodded impressed and aroused by what he was seeing. Once she
was done at the club, Michelle got into James's car to go to his place.

Immediately, the two drunken college students started taking off their
clothes and kissing. Michelle was more aggressive than usual taking
James's clothes off and grinding against his hips. Any thoughts of her
being a lesbian were gone. She wanted to have sex with James right that
moment.

James placed his lips on her nipples and stimulated her breasts with his
hands. It felt good but Michelle remembered it feeling better. Maybe
James wasn't doing it right. James then put on a condom and positioned
himself at her entrance. Michelle wrapped her legs around his hips and
waited for him to enter her. With a single thrust, James was now inside
her deep.

Michelle hung onto James waiting for him to take her to new highs. James
smiled as he started thrusting. She was tight around him. Still, there
was a problem as she was becoming dry. James couldn't move as quickly as
before or as deep. Michelle realized it too and thought of a way to
arouse herself. Instinctively, she fantasized about being with a naked
woman being on top of her. She focused on James and wondered what he
would look like as a woman with long curly red hair and big breasts. As
Michelle focused on the vision, she became wet again.

James quickened his pace and within a few minutes came inside the condom.
He grunted as she filled the condom up with semen. Michelle was
disappointed she didn't get off but hid it from James.

***

The next morning, Michelle got dressed and left the apartment before
James got up. It wasn't that she was a lesbian she told herself. James
was simply bad in bed. Once she got back to her house, Alicia was
watching TV on the couch.

"Long night?" she asked.

"Yeah, it was great. My boyfriend and I had a great time," she said as
if to convince herself of it.

Alicia shrugged. Michelle ignored her and went upstairs. She was glad
James hadn't awoken as the hair on her body had increased dramatically.
Now it was on her legs, crotch, stomach, breasts, and her arm pits.
Michelle considered the pain she would have to deal with it to remove it
all.

"You know what? I don't have to shave it every day. I'm not going to see
another guy for a while. I can wait," she said to herself.

Resolved, she let it be and went to the clinic on Monday. After telling
the doctor her symptoms, the doctor concurred that the birth control
pills could have an effect. He advised her not to take them anymore and
see if there were improvements. Michelle agreed since she had no
intention of having sex with James anytime soon.

For the next few days, Michelle stopped taking her birth control pills.
She went to track meets and became the fastest one on the team beating
her record by another few seconds. It became an ordeal shaving herself
every morning as her condition would be discovered in the locker room.
She continued to have sexual fantasies about the women on her team no
matter how much she tried to block them out.

***

When she got home, Michelle became paranoid that she was somehow being
drugged. She went into Alicia's room and searched it. What she found
surprised her. There was a book case filled with books on the occult,
magical spells, and witchcraft. "What the hell?" Michelle wondered.

She looked through one of the books and found Alicia's bookmark. It was
on a Linking Spell. Michelle read the contents of the spell. It would
bind two people together in permanent love. Michelle knew Alicia was a
romantic but this was beyond desperate. It became apparent that Alicia
was trying to use magic to get herself a boyfriend. Michelle put the
book away and felt sorry for the poor girl.

Alicia came home and noticed her books were not in the right order.
Shocked, she quickly went over to Michelle's room and barged in. "You
were in my room," she accused.

Michelle turned around in her chair stunned. Alicia had never gone into
her room before. Alicia noticed Michelle's arms and legs were hairy.
She was wearing a t-shirt and shorts. "Get out! I'll talk to you in a
moment," Michelle shooed.

"What's wrong with you?" Alicia wondered.

"It's just a hormonal imbalance. It's not a big deal," Michelle told her
standing up.

"I don't think so. Could it be? No, it can't be," Alicia looked at
Michelle horrified.

"What are you talking about?" Michelle asked impatiently.

"The Linking Spell: it's supposed to bring two people together in love.
It must have been placed on you," Alicia realized.

"You talking about those silly magic books," Michelle said
disrespectfully.

"Oh no," Alicia clutched her hair as she realized her error.

"What are you going on about?" Michelle asked frustrated.

"It was supposed to bring me the perfect lover. Instead, it is making
you that perfect lover," Alicia said.

Michelle was about to call Alicia crazy but then stopped herself. She
had been having sudden lesbian thoughts and hair growth the last week.
"What are you trying to say? That we're going to be lovers?" Michelle
asked.

"Not just lovers but perfect lovers. I'm not a lesbian, so I can only
conclude you're becoming a man," she said shocked.

Michelle realized everything fit. She wasn't becoming a lesbian but a
straight man. She was becoming faster and stronger like a man. She was
becoming hairy like a man. "Reverse the spell then," she demanded.

"I don't know how. I don't know if I can," Alicia said.

Michelle could tell that Alicia was panicked and confused. "You couldn't
find a guy on your own, so you started playing with magic to get one.
You're pathetic," she said angrily.

"I know," Alicia said lowering her eyes. "I've just never been with
anyone, and you could find someone so easily."

"You're not ugly. You just don't have any confidence," Michelle told
her.

"It's just that I have been hurt before," she said sadly.

"Well, I'm going to hurt you if you don't fix this," Michelle demanded.

"I don't know how, but I do know that the longer we stay in the same
house it is going to get worse for you. I'll move out," Alicia offered.

"So, if we become closer it will speed up the process?" Michelle asked.

"Yes, so you understand I must go," Alicia said.

"And how am I supposed to find another roommate on the fly?" Michelle
asked.

"I'll pay rent until you find a new one," Alicia offered downcast.

"No, I can manage this for the time being. You don't have to go. If you
leave and I lose contact with you then there's nothing I can do,"
Michelle said.

"You don't understand. It will get worse until...," Alicia stammered.

"Until what? Until we have sex?" Michelle said bluntly.

Alicia nodded awkwardly.

"Okay, obviously we're not going to have sex. I just need to shave every
morning," Michelle sighed. "You owe me big for this. This whole time I
thought I was surpassing my track speed and it was only because I was
turning into a man," she said disgusted.

"What do you want from me?" Alicia asked meekly.

"From now on we're going to have fun. We're going to the movies, going
to eat out, going to clubs, and socializing with people," Michelle
ordered.

"Alright," Alicia agreed.

***

For the next week, Michelle and Alicia went to parties and mutual
activities. Michelle was forced to shave as the hair kept coming back.
At her track meet, she was continually improving. Over the last two
weeks, Michelle's leg muscles had bulked up. But her other muscles also
did as well giving Michelle a more muscular appearance.

Alicia continued her research calling anyone she knew within her "realm"
about the spell but getting no results.

"What if you do the spell again but this time you link me with someone
else?" Michelle suggested.

"Like who?" Alicia asked.

"Let's try James," Michelle said thoughtfully.

"You will be bound to James as permanent lovers," Alicia reminded her.

"It's better than being permanently a man," Michelle said.

Alicia felt a little hurt by Michelle's rejection. She knew she didn't
want to be man, but it was also very apparent she didn't want to be with
her either. Alicia cast away these foreign thoughts and researched the
possibility. "It could work," she said hopefully.

"Alright, do it," Michelle ordered.

"It will take some time," Alicia said and then went into her room.

Michelle waited patiently as Alicia did her magic in her room. She
wondered if this was all a bunch of nonsense and that the thing she
really needed was a doctor. After a few hours, Alicia came out
exhausted. "It's done."

***

The next day, Michelle went over to James' apartment. Knocking on the
door, a red haired woman answered the door. "How are you, Michelle?" she
smiled.

"Do I know you?" Michelle asked confused.

"It's me Jaime. I know I did my hair, but you should at least recognize
my face," she said annoyed.

"Right," Michelle said and looked over Jaime's face. She appeared
similar to James like his sister. Michelle then noticed a ring on
Jaime's finger.

"Where did you get that?" Michelle asked curiously.

"Oh, did I not tell you? Adam and I are now married," she said happily.

Michelle simply stared. Adam was James' roommate. "I'm so happy for
you," Michelle said awkwardly.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but we recently eloped. I'll be sure to
tell you when I get pregnant. With all the attention I have been getting
from Adam I think it will be soon," she smiled.

"Sure, I wouldn't want to miss the baby shower," Michelle said.

"Thank you for everything Michelle. Without you I wouldn't have passed
calculus," she said gratefully.

Michelle gave a twisted smile, James had failed calculus. "No problem.
I should be going."

"Oh wait, I want to show you around. We redesigned everything here,"
Jaime pressed.

"Sure," Michelle agreed.

Michelle went inside and saw a few pictures of Adam and Jaime together.
She went into Jaime's room and saw a feminine design to it. She looked
through the closet and saw feminine outfits and dresses. The whole
experience was surreal to Michelle. James was completely gone and in his
place was this woman who called herself Jaime. Michelle then saw a
picture of her with Jaime as if they were best girlfriends. Worse yet,
Michelle felt attracted to Jaime. James had fucked her on this bed
several times and now Michelle wondered if she could do the same to the
female James. Michelle turned away from these thoughts. Jaime was
married now to Adam of all people. She knew they were roommates but
never that they were this close.

***

Michelle came back to the house defeated. "It didn't work, well it did
work, but not the way it should have," she said to Alicia.

"What do you mean?" Alicia asked anxiously.

"James is now a woman and is married to her roommate," Michelle told her.

Alicia sat down dumbfounded. "I don't know what to do now. I have
ruined two lives now," she said mournfully.

"Why was James' change so fast?" Michelle wondered.

"Men have a higher sex drive, so it could have happened in one night,"
Alicia said.

"I can't believe those two would have sex," Michelle said dismayed.

"The spell changes your thinking and orientation. You've experienced
it," Alicia reminded her.

"I never went that far," Michelle shook her head.

"It's best if we stay fully clothed around each other," Alicia said. She
was wearing pants and a sweatshirt to cover herself up.

"There's another thing. The spell changes reality so that everyone
thinks James was always Jaime except for the two of us. So, if I become
a man my family, the college, and everyone I know will think I was always
a man," Michelle concluded.

"I believe that is true," Alicia said.

"Well, that's better than losing my whole identity," Michelle said
bitterly. Alicia stayed silent creating awkward tension between them.

"What are you thinking now?" Michelle asked.

"I'm thinking I fucked up. Aside from the lives I have ruined, I won't
be able to have my own dream fulfilled," she said.

"You mean Prince Charming?" Michelle mocked.

She nodded. "Well, maybe I just hoped for too much."

Michelle gave Alicia a sympathetic look. "You have a power no one else
has. You can use magic! You can reward and punish with just words and a
book."

"I can't control it," Alicia said.

"Then learn to control it," Michelle pressed.

"I can't undo what I've done between us," Alicia said frustrated.

"Forget that. Think about what else you can do with that power,"
Michelle said aggressively.

"What do you have in mind?" Alicia asked.

***

Michelle came up with a list of men she considered to be rude, sexist, or
simply intolerable. She then printed out their photos from Facebook,
because Alicia needed to have a visual image to do the spell. They both
knew they were playing with fire, but Michelle wanted at least some
benefit from this power. Every day, she had to check herself for hair
growth and increased masculinity. Michelle and Alicia were careful never
to get too near to each other, see each other in any kind of sexy outfit,
or be in the same room for too long. Over the course of a few weeks, a
dozen confirmed men became women. Only Michelle and Alicia knew of their
success. As far as the universe was considered, these men had always
been women. In one special case, two men became a lesbian couple.

During this bonding period, Alicia became more sociable. Michelle
started wining sports trophies due to her increased athletic ability.
She still looked like a woman but appeared very athletic. Michelle also
found herself concentrating better when it came to her math and science
classes. However, according to Alicia she was forgetting details and
seemed to not care about how other people felt. Michelle realized with
some anxiety that her brain was slowly changing and there was nothing
that could be done to stop it.

At the end of the school year, the lease was up on the apartment.
Michelle and Alicia were going to move and go their separate ways.

"I'll contact you if I find a way to reverse this," Alicia promised.

"Yeah, maybe I'll see you around," Michelle said awkwardly.

The two were about to hug but thought better of it under the
circumstances. Michelle and Alicia just shook hands and that was it.

One Year Later

Michelle's changes were never reversed, but they were halted. Every so
often, Michelle would wax the body hair off her body. She kept her hair
long and stayed in athletic shape. She became horrified at the prospect
that she could gain belly fat like a man. She also came out as a Lesbian
and started becoming involved in the LGBT Center on the campus. This
exposed her to like-minded women. Over the course of the year, Michelle
learned everything about wooing women. She had a number of girlfriends,
some of which she became sexual with. The old Michelle would never have
imagined she would do the things she was doing with her same sex. During
her senior year, Michelle never saw Alicia.

One night, Michelle went to a Lesbian club and approached a woman that
was all by herself. Michelle had practiced a number of times to be the
assertive one in a dating relationship. At first, she failed numerous
times. Now, she was even more successful than a typical guy was in
picking up chicks.

"Can I get you a drink?" Michelle asked casually.

The woman gave Michelle an odd look, almost as if she recognized
Michelle. "Yes, thank you," she replied.

"What's your name?" Michelle asked.

"Ally," she said.

"My name's Michelle. You come here often?" Michelle asked.

"It's my first time, actually," she said.

The two began talking and Michelle was amazed at how well the evening was
going. The two discussed school, their hobbies, and future goals.
Finally, it was getting late. "I should call a cab," Michelle said
feeling a little drunk.

"You can come to my place. I haven't drunk very much," Ally said.

Michelle looked at the one drink Ally had, the one she had given her.
"Sounds good," Michelle smiled.

***

Ally drove Michelle to her place, a studio apartment. Nothing seemed out
of the ordinary as Michelle entered the apartment. It was perfectly neat
as if Ally was expecting a visitor. Ally took out a bottle of wine and
poured two glasses.

"Thank you," Michelle said appreciatively.

"You might want to say here for the night," Ally suggested.

Michelle looked around and noticed there was only one bed in the bedroom
and no couches. "Where would I sleep?" she asked.

"In my bed," Ally said smiling.

Michelle smiled back and clinked glasses with Ally. This was going to be
her lucky night. The two of them had a few glasses until they finished
the bottle. Michelle couldn't tell if it was the alcohol or her
hormones, but she really wanted Ally at that moment.

She went over to Ally and kissed her on the lips. Ally returned the kiss
and the two held each other while barely able to stand. Michelle felt
blessed that she was in love with women. She didn't have to worry about
pregnancy, STD transmission, rape, or abuse. She could also take charge
or be the submissive one. In this case, Michelle was the aggressive one
French kissing Ally. She didn't know Ally very well, but she had such a
hot body. She had the attractive face and hair, C-cup breasts, hour-
glass figure, and nice legs. She even dressed sexy.

Michelle wanted more than just to kiss Ally. She started kissing Ally's
neck and reaching around her back. Ally gave no resistance as Michelle
unzipped the back of her dress. Ally turned her back to Michelle as the
dress came off. Michelle wrapped her arms around Ally's black bra and
massaged her breasts. Ally closed her eyes shifting her stance with
every touch she received. Ally unhooked her bra and then bent over as
she took off her black underwear. Michelle simply stared in stunned
silence as she looked over Ally's naked body. Ally then turned around
smiling at Michelle.

Michelle looked up-and-down as she scanned Ally's naked body. "Come,"
Ally said taking Michelle's hand. Ally brought her to the bedroom where
Michelle simply fell on the covers. Ally quickly took off Michelle's t-
shirt. Michelle hadn't bothered to wear a bra underneath. Ally kissed
Michelle's nipples while placing her thigh in between her legs. Michelle
liked the feeling she was being given but wanted even more. It just
wasn't enough. She switched positions getting on top of Ally and started
taking off her pants and underwear. With both women naked, Michelle
pushed her clit up against Ally's. The two started rubbing slowly at
first but then with greater intensity.

Michelle felt a weird sensation as she rubbed against Ally. It was
almost as if a small part of her was inside the woman's vagina. It felt
wet and easier for Michelle to position. Instead of moving all over the
place, Michelle felt she was in a fixed position. If she had been sober,
she would have been alarmed by it.

Ally moaned as she felt something penetrating her. Whatever it was it
was getting longer and thicker. Michelle suddenly withdrew from Ally and
stood up. She looked at her body in shock and felt her groin. There was
now a semi-hard penis where her clit used to be. Michelle stared at the
foreign object and felt around her vagina. It was still there but
barely, and she could feel two semi-hard orbs. Michelle then looked at
Ally and it was as if the scales on her eyes had been removed. Instead
of Ally it was Alicia in front of her.

"Alicia, what the hell?" Michelle said distressed.

"I can explain," Alicia said sitting up on her bed.

"How was I not able to recognize you? What is this?" Michelle asked
referring to her dick.

"I couldn't reverse the spell, so I casted another spell, so you wouldn't
recognize me. I am still the same person," Alicia said.

"You tricked me," Michelle accused.

"I had to, Michelle. The linking spell affects us both. I couldn't find
love this entire year, and I knew it could only be you," Alicia said.

"You're a crazy bitch, Alicia. You better find a way to change this
back," Michelle demanded.

"You have to go all the way, now," Alicia told her.

"You mean to become a man?" No thank you. I was just fine as a gay
woman," Michelle said.

"You were going from girl-to-girl. Don't you want to get married and
have a family?" Alicia asked.

"No, not now anyway," Michelle said.

Alicia walked over to Michelle and her presence was intoxicating.
Michelle couldn't help but have her three inch penis rise to the
occasion. "I can be whatever you want me to be. I can stay young for
you. I can clean and cook for you. We can have sex whenever you want,
and I can have your children. We can have as many kids as you like,"
Alicia said.

"I don't need a sex slave," Michelle said resisting the spell.

"Not a sex slave, a wife and mother to your children," Alicia said.

Michelle started imagining a life where she was firmly in charge. Alicia
would do anything she asked of her. She could have kids but not have to
deal with pregnancy and birth. She would never be told what to do. She
could have a career and fulfill her goals and ambitions. All she had to
do was...

"What do I have to do?" Michelle asked finally.

"Cum inside me, and it will seal the spell," Alicia said.

Michelle looked down at her now flaccid three inch penis. "You can start
by getting that bigger," Michelle said authoritatively.

Alicia smirked and went down to her knees. Michelle closed her eyes as
she felt something wet and soft on her dick. She had received oral sex
before but nothing like this. The penis was so exposed, so easy to
access. Alicia licked the head of Michelle's penis creating instant
pleasure for Michelle. Unlike before, all of the pleasure was in that
one spot. Michelle could barely stand as the pleasure became more
intense. It was like she was getting shocked in that one spot.

As Alicia sucked on Michelle's cock, it started to grow longer and
thicker. Alicia backed herself up a few inches as Michelle's cock
continued to grow. At the same time, Alicia felt for Michelle's balls
that were slowly forming. Soon they would produce life-creating sperm.
Michelle was on the verge of cumming when Alicia suddenly stopped.

"Why did you stop?" Michelle demanded.

"You will cum only once and become tired. We have a long way to go,"
Alicia reminded her.

"Oh yeah," Michelle remembered. All of her ex-boyfriends had become
tired and exhausted after they were done. Now, she was going to be in
the same position.

"You have to cum inside me if you want to complete the change," Alicia
said getting on the bed.

Michelle wasn't sure she wanted to go through with this. Her cock was
now over six inches now and would be difficult to hide. She would need a
sex-change operation to go back to before and even then it wouldn't be
the same. She was infertile; never again would she menstruate, or risk
pregnancy. Michelle felt like something had been taken from her in the
last several minutes. Alicia was now going to be that means to that end.

Michelle cautiously got on top of Alicia not wanting to crush her new
appendage. "I don't know how to aim it," she said awkwardly.

"I'll help you guide it in," Alicia said.

Alicia took hold of Michelle's cock and placed it at her entrance. "Push
slowly," she instructed.

Michelle moved her hips down pushing into Alicia. At first there was
resistance and then slowly it went an inch inside. Alicia rubbed her clit
to lubricate herself as Michelle continued to push until she was all the
way inside.

"I guess this is the part where I fuck you," Michelle said.

Alicia simply nodded getting used to having Michelle's penis inside her.
Michelle was still mad at Alicia's deception but at the very least she
was going to make her pay for it. Michelle moved her hips hoping she
wouldn't come out completely and have to readjust herself.

"You ready to have kids?" Michelle challenged Alicia.

"As long as they're yours," Alicia replied.

Michelle decided to fuck without restraint. She was drunk and new to
this body. She could work on technique and positions later. Right now,
all she had to do was ejaculate into Alicia's vagina. However, that
became easier said than done. Whether it was the spell or her
nervousness, Michelle found it difficult to cum.

As she lay on top of Alicia, Michelle's body began to change. Her muscles
expanded, body hair started to grow all over her body. Michelle felt
like she was becoming an animal as her hands and feet became larger. She
was rapidly gaining weight especially in muscle. Her shoulders and rib
cage expanded as her upper body strength rapidly increased. Her already
small breasts disappeared into the pectoral muscles. Her nipples became
smaller and darkened in color.

"At least, I'll never have to wear a bra again," Michelle thought as she
continued to press into Alicia.

Michelle momentarily stopped as she felt her hips change. It wasn't
painful, but it did feel weird. Alicia watched in amazement as she saw
muscles ripple up and down Michelle's body. She wondered what kind of
man Michelle would become.

Michelle grunted as she got closer to cumming. Her voice had become
deeper, like that of a man's voice. When she kissed Alicia, she
dominated her mouth. When she touched Alicia's breasts it was if she now
owned them since she had lost her own. She could not feel the odd
sensation of having her balls touch Alicia's inner legs. She was so
close she could feel it.

Finally, Michelle felt a sudden jolt of pleasure at the head of her cock.
She felt a rush as semen shot into Alicia's womb. There were several
pleasurable surges and then it was over. Michelle gasped and rested on
top of Alicia exhausted.

Alicia looked over the man that was on top of her. Michelle was no
longer. The only remnant from the past was the man's long hair. As he
slept next to her, Alicia stayed awake wondering about the future. Due
to the spell, she was likely pregnant. Would her new boyfriend and
future husband over-compensate in his masculinity after living as a woman
for most of his life? Alicia touched his now flaccid penis and testicles
and looked for any sign of a vaginal opening. There was none. He was
now completely a man.

***

The next morning, Alicia awoke to find a naked man examining his body in
the light. "What do I call you now?" Alicia asked smiling.

"Michael works. It is close to my old name," Michael said.

Alicia got of bed and walked up to Michael. He was now taller than her
by six inches, weighed a third more than her, and was significantly
stronger. His hair was still long from before but that only made him
look more masculine. Alicia took Michael's larger hands and placed them
on her lips.

"These are yours," she began.

She then placed his hands on her breasts, then her hips, and finally her
vaginal entrance. "These are yours," she said for each one.

"This is yours," Michael replied placing her small feminine hand on his
cock.

"I am whatever you want me to be," Alicia told him.

Michael took two rings from a desk in the room. "I found these," he
said. He placed one of the rings on his ring finger. "This belongs to
you," he said placing the ring on her finger.

Alicia looked at the wedding ring in awe. "Calling you my wife is going
to take a little time to get used to," Michael admitted.

"We have time," Alicia said happy as could be.

Linking Spell: The Inversion

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed

TG Elements: 

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The Linking Spell: The Inversion

Dan was a college student with an eye for a special lady in his class. Her name was Jennifer, a slender brunette with an hour-glass figure. Dan often found himself distracted in class just looking at her. Despite his ogling, he never went to meet her. He simply lacked the self-confidence to make a move. If he were to be rejected, his whole fantasy would be at an end.

One day, Dan looked around an old comic book shop. “Do you need any help, young man?” the elderly shop keeper asked.

“Just looking,” Dan said as he scanned action figures, graphic novels, and card games.

“You appear to be bothered by something,” the shop keeper said knowingly.

“Just girl problems,” Dan said absent-minded. He wasn’t sure why he had just told the old man his private concerns. It just kind of came out.

“I doubt you’ll find the perfect gift in this store,” the shop keeper smiled.

“Oh yeah?” Dan smirked. “What is the perfect gift?” Dan asked.

“True love in its purest form. Most people get close to it, but I have the secret to obtaining it,” the shop keeper said. “Been married a long time now.”

Dan didn’t doubt it. The shop keeper looked ancient. “Well, that’s great, but I can’t buy true love,” Dan said.

“No, but I got a book that can guide you to it,” the shop keeper replied.

“Some self-help book?” Dan asked skeptically.

“A book of spells, one in particular would be able to solve your problem. It’s called the Linking Spell. It’s very powerful magic that binds two people together forever,” the shop keeper said taking out the book.

Dan rolled his eyes but allowed the shop keeper to open the book. “There it is,” the shop keeper said showing Dan the words to the spell.

“It doesn’t look English,” Dan said frowning.

“Perfect pronunciation is important,” the shop keeper warned.

“Right,” Dan said not taking the man seriously.

“When you recite the spell, you must visualize the person you wish to link to. You must be very careful for the spell is irrevocable once it has been casted,” the shop keeper explained.

“And this other person will have no choice but to love me?” Dan asked.

“It goes both ways. You will love her as much as she loves you,” the shop keeper replied.

Dan considered the idea thoughtfully. Marriages were ending in divorce all too often and many others lived in unhappy relationships. This would give him marital bliss for an entire lifetime. “Sounds great,” Dan said.

“So, you want to buy it?” the shop keeper asked hopefully.

“No need, man. I already took a picture of it on my phone,” Dan said smartly.

The shop keeper seemed stupefied. “You kids and your gizmos,” he scoffed. “If you do the spell yourself, you could mess it up. You will need my help but only if you buy the book,” the shop keeper said.

“I think I got this,” Dan said arrogantly and then left the store.

***

Dan put off using the spell until the semester was almost over. Upon realizing he wouldn’t have class with his dream girl anymore, he stared at the picture of the spell on his phone. Supposedly, he had to get it right the first time or it would end in epic failure. Using Facebook, he stared long and hard at Jennifer’s face.

“Okay, I got this,” Dan said and started practicing individual words.

Once he was confident enough, he read out the entire spell. Nothing magical happened then and there. Shrugging, Dan went to sleep with dreams of Jennifer in his mind.

***

The next day, something odd happened. He awoke to find a few dozen friend requests on his Facebook from people in his class. He lazily accepted them all. Scores of people started liking all of his posts and pictures. Pumped up by his new found popularity, Dan went to class in high spirits.

Upon arriving to class, his female professor came up to him. “I am so happy to have had you in my class, Dan,” she said.

“Well, thanks. I enjoy having you as a teacher,” Dan said awkwardly.

His teacher gushed at the remark. Dan also noticed that the girls in his class were staring at him and whispering to each other. Dan was so preoccupied with the positive attention that he didn’t realize Jennifer wasn’t even in the classroom.

At the gym, Dan gained more compliments. “I saw you back there. Nice work out,” a random guy complimented him.

“Thanks,” Dan replied not sure what to make of it.

Once he was done with his routine, he hit the showers. There were already a few guys present, but they all turned their attention to him once he entered. “Nice ass, man,” one of them complimented.

“Excuse you?” Dan said thinking he misheard.

“Hey, I saw him first. Your body is something else. Can I see your dick?” he asked.

“Is this some kind of prank?” Dan asked.

“No man, we’re just trying to show our admiration is all. One of them closer to him with an erect penis and looked as though he was about to kiss him.

“Okay, kiss me and I floor you,” Dan threatened and then got out of the shower.

As he was about to get his clothes on, another guy came up to him. “This may sound a little weird, but you mind if I suck your dick?” he asked.

“What the fuck, man?” Dan asked astounded and then quickly put his clothes on.

***

Dan made his way out of the gym and enjoyed some female attention. They shyly waved at him. Dan was too flustered to properly respond. He just went back to his car and drove back to his apartment. Once he arrived, his roommate was there to greet him. John had been a decent roommate. He kept to himself and didn’t invite large scores of people over. This time it was different.

“Hey, Dan. I was thinking. We could be more than just roommates,” John said.

“What are you talking about?” Dan asked losing patience.

“We could be together. No one needs to know,” John said.

“That sounds really gay,” Dan objected.

“Who cares, man?” John replied.

“John, you have a girlfriend. Why are you gay all of a sudden?” Dan questioned.

“She can’t give me what you have. She doesn’t have your cock,” John reasoned.

“Okay, I am going to my room now,” Dan said and then quickly went inside locking the door behind him.

He logged onto his computer and found that he had a few hundred friend requests. “Oh my God,” he said upon seeing the number. He was also given a few hundred Facebook messages, some of which, were sexually suggestive. Both men and women wanted his dick apparently.

“What’s wrong with these people?” Dan wondered.

He then considered his phone. “No way,” he said amazed. He dialed his good friend on the West Coast to test his theory. “Hey, Jeremy. How’s it going?” Dan asked.

“Same old,” Jeremy replied.

“If I was right in front of you, would you suck my dick?” Dan asked seriously.

“Absolutely, anything for you,” Jeremy replied.

“Seriously?” Dan asked stunned.

“No, fag. Why would you even ask me that?” Jeremy replied.

Dan sighed with relief. So, there was a range to this madness. “Look at my Facebook page,” he told him.

There was a pause as Jeremy looked over at Dan’s Facebook page. “Holy shit! Look at your wall,” Jeremy said amused.

“I know, right. Everyone at my school is acting crazy,” Dan said.

“So that’s why you asked if I would suck your dick?” Jeremy asked.

“Yeah, I have been getting that all day. Even my roommate has become gay,” Dan said.

“Looks like you’re getting a lot of female attention too,” Jeremy noted.

“Yeah, everyone is acting the same way,” Dan said.

“Until you figure this out, I wouldn’t bend over in public,” Jeremy joked.

“Very funny,” Dan replied.

***

Dan stayed in his room the whole time avoiding his now-homosexual roommate. Using a different setting on Facebook, Dan was able to block most people from being able to send him messages or post on his wall. Upon arriving at class, Dan looked for Jennifer. She seemed flustered with those around her. Dan had to test her.

“Kiss me,” he said to her.

“Fuck off,” she replied annoyed.

“Wow, it’s the opposite of what I wanted. It’s inverted,” Dan said amazed.

“What are you talking about?” she demanded.

Dan made eye contact with a random girl. “You want to kiss me?” he asked her.

“Absolutely,” she replied.

“Maybe after class,” Dan said quickly.

“Such a tease,” the girl said passing by.

Jennifer stared at the random girl. “Its happening to you too?” she realized.

“What do you mean?” Dan asked her.

“Since yesterday, my Facebook has been completely overwhelmed with stupid comments and every person I pass by wants to fuck me,” Jennifer said irritable.

“Look, I can explain what’s been happening to us,” Dan told her.

“No, you’re just like all the other creeps,” she said dismissively.

“I was just testing you. Look at my phone,” he said handing it over.

Jennifer saw that a few hundred more people had requested to be his friend. She eyed him in wonder. “Alright, let’s go now,” she said.

***

Dan and Jennifer found a secluded spot away from anyone else in a park. “You’re telling me this is the result of a spell you got from a comic book store?” she asked incredulous.

“Right. I read it out loud and the next day this happened,” Dan admitted.

“What were you trying to do? Have the whole world love you? And why am I receiving all the attention too?” Jennifer asked.

“I was trying to put the Linking Spell on you. I wanted it to be between us. Now, I am receiving attention from everyone else but you,” Dan realized.

“What did I ever do to gain your interest? You haven’t talked with me this whole semester,” she said angrily.

“You’re beautiful,” Dan said lamely.

“Is that all I am to you? A pretty face. You men are all the same,” Jennifer said unimpressed. “Do you know any of my likes and dislikes, how I think, or my personality?” she asked.

“No,” Dan said flatly.

“You disgust me. You better find a way to fix this,” she demanded.

“Okay, during Christmas break we will be far apart from each other. We can then see if the spell follows me or not,” Dan said.

“That’s in a few weeks from now,” Jennifer pointed out.

“Well, I am not going to leave now. We have finals,” Dan said obviously.

“So, I am just going to have to endure sexual harassment and possibly rape because of your spell?” Jennifer asked outraged.

“I have to deal with it too,” Dan said.

“Who cares if girls throw themselves at you. You’re a man. I’m a woman beating off gangs of men. It’s not the same,” she said.

“I will protect you,” Dan volunteered.

“Please, you’ll get your ass kicked,” she said.

“This spell is not a violent one. It’s just love misdirected,” Dan said.

“Says the expert that caused this mess in the first place,” Jennifer replied.

“I am not going to fail my classes over this,” Dan said resolved.

“Some hero you are,” she said and stormed off.

Dan sighed. His first real conversation with Jennifer had been a disaster. Everyone loved him but the one he really wanted.

***

Dan thought it over and decided to take a few days off to go on a road trip. Sure enough, everyone he came into contact with wanted to be physically intimate with him. Whether it be the gas station clerk, the grocery cashier, the museum tour guide, or even the cop that pulled him over, they all wanted his dick. Dan checked his Facebook and noticed a sudden drop off in Facebook messages. He went over to Jennifer’s page and noticed that her wall was still flooded with hundreds of messages.

“I’m in another state right now,” he messaged Jennifer.

“Good for you,” she texted back.

“That means that this is affecting us both. Even if I leave the country, it won’t stop what’s happening to you,” I messaged.

There was a pause for a few moments. “You better fix this.”

***

Dan didn’t want to do it but felt he had no choice. He went back to the comic book store to beg for forgiveness and a possible solution. Maybe the shop keeper could reverse the spell. The shop keeper smirked as if expecting Dan to return.

“I need your help to reverse the spell,” Dan said to him.

“Don’t you like the whole world loving you?” the shop keeper asked.

“It’s not real. I just wanted Jennifer to love me. She’s the only one who isn’t affected by it,” Dan said.

“The spell is irreversible, but it might be redirected. Bring her to me next time you visit,” the shop keeper instructed.

***

Dan brought Jennifer into the store. “This is such bullshit,” she said looking at the normal-looking comic book store.

“Hello, my dear,” the shop keeper said politely.

“Do you want to squeeze my tits too? That’s all I have gotten all day,” she said angrily.

“He’s the only one that can fix us,” Dan told her.

“Fine, reverse the spell,” Jennifer said to the shop keeper.

“It’s not that simple. The spell is irreversible but it can be redirected between you two. Instead of the whole world linked to each of you, the two of you will be linked to each other,” the shop keeper explained.

“So, I would be linked to this creep forever? I don’t think so,” Jennifer rejected.

“Unfortunately, if you are not linked to each other, you will never find love with any other. You will be loved by all, but you will never truly love them back,” the shop keeper said frowning.

“So, I’ll never enjoy sex again?” Dan questioned.

“Oh, you’ll experience the physical pleasures of it, but you will never truly love the person you are with,” the shop keeper clarified.

“Well, this fucks with you more than me, because I haven’t had anything in a long time,” Jennifer said to Dan.

“There’s more to it. When the spell links two people, your bodies will be reshaped according to your lover’s desires,” the shop keeper continued.

“Like, I can change her hair to blond and give her bigger boobs?” Dan wondered out loud.

“Precisely,” the shop keeper agreed.

“What the fuck?” Jennifer said outraged.

“It works for you too, my dear,” the shop keeper said gently.

“So, I can give him a one inch penis if I wanted to?” she asked scornfully.

“Please don’t,” Dan pleaded.

“My dear, if the Linking Spell came upon you, you would love Dan with all your heart and desire only the best for him according to your desires. You would be in perpetual bliss together. Problems involving money, status, or property will amount to nothing compared to your love,” the shop keeper smiled at the thought of it.

“Yeah, fuck that,” Jennifer said rudely. “What if Danny-boy here gets killed? Will that end the spell?” she asked while eyeing a Medieval broadsword.

“Let’s not get carried away,” Dan said backing away from her.

“No, you will forever be alone,” the shop keeper replied.

“So, I either endure a lifetime of sexual harassment and loneliness or be forced to marry Dan? Those are my only options,” Jennifer said visibly upset.

Dan frowned feeling sorry for Jennifer for the first time since the chaos had begun. “I’ll promise to be cool to you,” Dan said to her.

“You’re such an idiot,” she said disdainfully.

“What if we do the spell on ourselves, but we stay away from each other?” Dan asked.

“The attention each of you has received from the world would stop, but you two would never truly find love with another,” the shop keeper said.

“True love is overrated. Let’s do it,” Jennifer said.

Dan nodded. The shop keeper put their hands together and performed the incantation correctly this time. Dan and Jennifer felt an instant and intense romantic love towards one another. Their hands tingled with their touch. Jennifer eyed Dan horrified. She felt a forceful desire to kiss him and make out with him right then and there. Dan also felt a similar reaction. The shop keeper eyed the two of them curiously wondering what they would do.

“Dan…don’t speak to me ever again,” Jennifer said finally and stormed out of the shop.

“She has a strong will. I’m sorry, son,” the shop keeper said sympathetically.

“It’s alright, I deserved it,” Dan said sadly.

***

Dan exited the shop and walked around the parking lot. The people he encountered didn’t bother to look at him. Things were back to normal it seemed. He looked at his phone and saw a sudden drop off in Facebook messages. Now, he was getting messages from people who either hated him or were apologizing for their own messages. Dan was losing Facebook friends quickly.

Dan went back to his apartment and found his roommate acting normally. He was busy talking with his girlfriend on the phone in the living room. Relieved but sad, Dan awaited a new day.

Once he got to class, he placed himself in the back as far as he could from Jennifer. The link that tied them together was still strong. It frustrated him the entire class period. Jennifer seemed to notice his attempt to avoid her. The same desire roared through her as well.

“Dan, stop,” she said to him as he left the hall.

Dan perked up upon hearing her voice as if it were the most beautiful sound he had ever heard. “Yes?” he said working hard to control his feelings.

“You fucked up, alright, but you tried to fix it. Thank you,” she said.

“You’re welcome,” Dan said politely.

“I don’t want to be alone,” she said to him.

“I am not the right guy for you,” Dan said, the words were painful for him to say.

“You can change. You’re changing right now. I can see it,” Jennifer said to him.

“It’s the spell talking,” Dan rebuked.

“No, this is real. Come to my place. We can talk more,” she said.

“If I come to your place, I doubt there will be any talking,” Dan said seriously.

“So, you won’t come,” Jennifer asked hurt.

“No,” he shook his head. His body felt like it was on fire rejecting her. Every part of his body wanted to embrace her, but he knew could not.

Dan walked away from her, each step more painful than the first.

***

Dan found himself unable to concentrate for finals. He was haunted by Jennifer in his dreams. He did everything he could to try to shut her out. He blocked her on Facebook and tried to think of other girls he could date instead. His resolve was starting to fade with each passing hour.

“I can do this,” he said to himself as he focused on his studies.

After a few minutes of reading his textbook, he slammed it shut. “I can’t,” he realized. He went out to his car and drove to her place. He knocked on her door hoping she would reject him.

She opened the door and looked at him surprised. “What is it?” she asked.

“I can’t get you off my mind. I can’t study, I can’t even think. Tell me you hate me, hurt me, anything to make this easier for me,” he pleaded.

“You just need to think less with your dick,” she said insultingly. She didn’t want to admit it, but her body was also reacting to him.

“Yeah, more like that,” Dan said to her.

“Like this?” Jennifer asked and grabbed his dick through his pants ruthlessly. She squeezed hard and then realized it was flaccid.

“Oh God, that hurt,” Dan said as she grabbed him.

Jennifer gave him a confused look. “You really mean it?” she realized.

He merely nodded. She loosened her hold on him and then kissed him tenderly. Dan couldn’t resist kissing her back. The two passionately held each other as they kissed for a few moments outside her door.

“Come in,” Jennifer said as she broke from him.

Dan couldn’t resist any longer. He went inside her apartment knowing full well what would happen. “We don’t have to do this,” he said to her.

“Shut up and kiss me,” she said silencing him.

The two tore at each other as they kissed. Jennifer aggressively pushed him up against a wall as she got close to him. “Go ahead and change me. Make me how you want?” she said to him.

“You’re perfect as you are,” he replied to her. It was the truth.

“Well, I can think of a few improvements,” Jennifer smiled as she caressed his arms.

“You going to give me a six-pack and bigger guns?” Dan asked hopefully.

“Let’s get you out of these clothes, so I can decide,” Jennifer replied.

The two furiously worked to take their clothes off. Jennifer took off her shirt and bra and embraced Dan’s bare chest. The scars on his chest, back, and arms disappeared as Jennifer looked over him. Jennifer’s breasts became slightly larger.

“Perfect, huh?” Jennifer mocked.

“I’m sorry. I couldn’t control it,” Dan admitted.

“It’s alright. I like them this way,” Jennifer complimented.

The two slowly moved towards Jennifer’s bedroom kissing and caressing each other the whole way. Once inside her bedroom, Jennifer went through Dan’s hair lengthening it to shoulder length. “You like guys with long wild hair I imagine,” Dan said pleasantly surprised.

Jennifer only smiled. She took off his belt and unbuttoned his jeans. “Take them off,” she ordered.

Dan immediately complied taking off his jeans and throwing them aside. Jennifer likewise stripped her jeans off. Dan stared at her memorized. Spell or no spell, she looked great to him. They quickly were naked in front of each other. As they kissed once more, Dan didn’t realize he was becoming shorter. Now, they were both at eye level. Dan was so intoxicated by Jennifer’s beauty that he didn’t realize his body becoming smaller.

Jennifer clutched his back reducing the size of his skeleton and Deltoid muscles. She then reached around his hips as she grinded into him. Despite all this stimulation, Dan remained flaccid. She placed her hand on his gut eliminating all of his belly fat in an instant. What would take months of solid training occurred within an instant.

“Thanks,” Dan said appreciatively.

“Oh, I am not finished,” Jennifer said mischievously.

“By all means, continue,” Dan said kissing her.

“Get on the bed,” Jennifer ordered.

Dan complied still oblivious to the changes on his body. Jennifer got on top of him and put her mouth on his cock. Dan immediately moaned in pleasure as she licked him. Jennifer cradled his balls as she went to work on him. Despite what she was giving him, he refused to go hard. Dan closed his eyes enjoying the sensation. This was the best blow job he had ever received. He felt unusually sensitive this time. Jennifer kept going until she couldn’t any longer. Dan felt a great urge to cum but couldn’t for some reason.
Jennifer rose up as she looked at her work. “Why did you stop?” Dan wondered opening his eyes.

“Look what I have made for you,” Jennifer smiled.

Dan looked down and realization came to him for the first time. His cock and balls were gone replaced with a slit. Dan got up and touched himself feeling a vulva and vaginal entrance on his body. “What is this? What happened?” he asked panicked.

“It’s alright, baby,” Jennifer said reassuring him with kisses.

“You did this?” he asked her.

Jennifer nodded as she caressed his chest. She squeezed his nipples making them larger. Breast tissue began to build up around his nipples as she squeezed his chest. “Why? I don’t understand,” Dan said as his voice became higher-pitched.

“Silly, I’m a Lesbian. You wanted a sexy girlfriend that would satisfy your every need. That makes two of us,” she said.

Dan’s breasts became larger with Jennifer’s chest becoming C-cup size. “That’s large enough,” Jennifer smirked.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Dan asked stunned. Due to the spell, he couldn’t stay mad at her. He loved her too much regardless of what body he happened to be in.

“Its so hard to find a good girl…that also likes girls,” she chuckled. “When that shop keeper mentioned how I could change my lover however I wanted, I knew this would be my chance.”

Dan realized he had been tricked, but his mind prevented him from being angry or terrified of his situation. He couldn’t believe it. His cock and balls were gone, but he couldn’t feel angry or alarmed by it. He was strangely satisfied having Jennifer on top of him. Jennifer looked at Dan’s hand and saw it become smaller and more feminine. As her legs became entangled with his, she could feel them become smaller and less hairy. She loved the feeling of having smooth legs next to her own.

She placed her hand next to his entrance. “I want you good and deep, lover,” she said and placed two fingers inside him.

Dan didn’t feel any pain as Jennifer went inside him for the first time. All he could feel was the pleasure radiating from his new vagina. Jennifer rubbed his clit while moving around inside his new vagina. She was surprised to find it perfectly moist and complete. He was deep enough to allow for her longest finger.

She then got off of him and looked at her work. As far as she knew, this would be the last time she would be able to change him to her desires. Satisfied, she went to her drawer. “Stay on the bed. I am not finished with you,” she told him.

Dan could not hope to escape. He was transfixed on her. He would do anything she wanted. Jennifer pulled out the fake cock and placed the belt around her hips. She then got on top of him placing her cock at his entrance.

“I don’t always like being the dominant one, but you’re inexperienced. I expect you to learn,” she said to him.

Dan could only nod. Jennifer pushed inside him and was pleased he was deep enough for her. Dan clutched his new breasts unable to comprehend the sensations he was feeling. “Put your legs around my hips, baby,” Jennifer said to him.

Dan complied and Jennifer started fucking him properly. As she thrust into him, his breasts moved up and down from the movement. He couldn’t believe this was happening to him. It felt like a dream. Only moments ago, he was outside her apartment as a man. Jennifer aggressively penetrated him until he finally climaxed for the first time as a girl.

Dan cried out as he felt his first female orgasm. They embraced with their breasts touching each other and their hair all over the place. As Dan panted from his orgasm, golden rings appeared on their fingers.

“I guess we’re married now,” Jennifer smiled.

“Married? What do I call you?” Dan asked confused.

“I am your wife, silly,” Jennifer said him.

“What about children? I don’t want to fuck a dude,” Dan said panicked.

“Neither do I. I have an idea though,” Jennifer said thoughtfully and then placed her hand on Dan’s stomach.

“Give me twins,” she said to Dan.

Deep inside Dan’s body, anything that was male faded away. Two of Danielle’s eggs dropped and became magically fertilized. Danielle was now pregnant with twins and in nine months the two of them would become mothers.

Mating Spell

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Identity Theft
  • Memory Loss
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • She-Males

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Mating Spell

Emily was at her grandmother’s house. It was a matter of social obligation since grandmother was assisting her with her schooling. However, every time she visited grandmother she always brought up the topic of marriage and children. She was a bit old-fashioned and believed anyone over the age of twenty who was unmarried had something wrong with them.

“College is where you find a good husband,” grandmother told her.

“Of course, grandmother,” Emily rolled her eyes. “I just haven’t found the right one.”

“He is supposed to find you,” grandmother told her. “You must be less picky,” she lectured.

“Well, I don't want to pick a bad one and get divorced,” Emily said reasonably.

“Nonsense. You only need a man to have children with. If he’s no good, I’ll take care of you,” grandmother promised.

“I figured I would get my degree done before having children,” Emily said delicately.

“If you wait too long, you will dry up. You can complete your degree anytime, get a career anytime, but it’s not the same with children,” grandmother told her.

“Look, grandma, I’m not going to get knocked up just to make you happy. I have my own life,” Emily finally said.

Grandmother gave her an impatient look. “Fine, fine,” she said displeased.

Emily felt bad for the outburst. She knew grandmother was looking out for her well-being in her own way. It just wasn’t the 1950s anymore. Times were different now with women having children in their late thirties. Technology and fertility drugs had also advanced considerably from grandmother’s time.

“Look, I’ll look real hard to find a sweet guy. I promise,” Emily lied to make grandmother feel better.

“I know you will,” grandmother smiled. “I have made certain of it.”

“What do you mean?” Emily asked confused.

“I have placed a spell on you. The first man you meet will be the one,” grandmother told her.

Emily smiled at her nearly senile grandmother and then realized she was serious. “No way,” Emily realized backing away. There had been rumors for years in the family that grandmother dabbled in the dark arts.

“Yes, dear. I’m not going to live much longer. I want to see my great grand-kids while I am alive,” grandmother said.

“What about my life? How could you make me fall in love with the first man I meet?” Emily asked outraged.

“Love? No, pure lust. Once you’re pregnant, you can ditch the man,” grandmother said dismissively.

“You can’t do this to me!” Emily shouted at her.

“Careful child, if you don’t find a man yourself I will bring one here,” grandmother threatened.

Emily stared at grandmother wide-eyed. “You’ve gone crazy. You remove this spell this instant!” Emily demanded.

“The clock is ticking,” grandmother smiled as she pushed the send button on her phone.

Emily had to escape before grandmother had some random man come to the door. It could be her gardener, her driver, an old neighbor, or some random guy she found online. She couldn’t take a chance and stay in the house. She stormed out without saying goodbye and cautiously looked in all directions for a man.

Fortunately, grandmother’s house was in the countryside. Seeing no one, Emily got into her car and drove away. She just had to get to her apartment, lock the door, and outlast the duration of the spell. It was her only hope.

***

Emily didn’t make any stops along the way even as she was nearly out of gas. She couldn’t risk stopping at a gas station and meeting a random man. She eventually did get to the apartment in the afternoon and looked around for anyone on the street. Seeing no one, she ran into her apartment and locked the door.

“How was your visit?” Alicia asked as she entered. Alicia was Emily’s college roommate. While Emily was a pale redhead with short hair, Alicia had long brown hair and a tanner complexion. The two got along well and were good friends.

“I don’t want to talk about it,” Emily said freaked out. “Don’t let any men into the apartment.”

“Okay…,” Alicia wondered.

Emily went into her room and tried to calm her nerves. Despite being inside the apartment, she started to feel uncontrolled lust. She felt more aroused than she had ever felt before. Her nipples were painfully sensitive and she was quickly getting wet. Emily quickly took off her clothes and entered her shower. Being naked turned her on even more. She quickly rubbed her clit to get off, but it was only making matters worse. She rubbed continuously for a good twenty minutes but was getting no satisfaction. She eventually fatigued as her knees felt weak.

***

Alicia was oblivious to Emily’s problem, but she did recall her wishes to not let any man in the apartment. As Emily was taking a shower, there was a knock on the door. Alicia went to the door and saw a UPS driver come up with a package.

“Is there an Emily Price here?” the young male UPS driver asked.

“Yeah, I can sign for her,” Alicia said.

“Unfortunately, I have to have her sign for it,” the UPS driver insisted.

Alicia stared at the driver and wondered what to do. “Well, she’s not available, so you will just have to come back later.”

“I see two cars in the driveway. I can wait,” the UPS driver said patiently.

“She’s not available,” Alicia said more sternly and shut the door. “That was weird,” Alicia said as she went back to the living room.

***

Emily sat in the shower feeling like a nervous wreck. She was still soaking wet from the shower. She didn’t dare dry herself up for fear of being overstimulated. She couldn’t understand why she was feeling this way. Was grandmother’s spell strong enough that it focused on all the men in the entire neighborhood? Would she have to go camping in the woods to escape this curse?

There was a sudden crash inside her room. Emily quickly got up and locked her bathroom door. She went to get her phone to dial 911. “What is the nature of your emergency?” the male operator asked.

Emily shuddered barely able to communicate. “Someone has broken into my apartment,” she said and then proceeded to give the address.

“Police will be on their way shortly,” the male operator assured her.

“Thank you,” Emily said barely able to talk.

***

Alicia heard the crash in the other room. She opened a cabinet, took out a pistol, and went into Emily’s room. Turning the lights on, she found the burglar. The window had been broken. Eyeing the door to the bathroom, Alicia then focused on the burglar. “I would leave if you don’t want to get shot,” Alica advised him.

“I’m sorry. Real sorry,” the burglar said backing away towards the window.

Emily heard a male voice on the other side of the door. Her vagina had a spasm and her whole body trembled. “No, not him,” she moaned.

The burglar exited the same broken window and ran off. Alicia sighed with relief. It had been years since she had actually had to shoot a pistol at the range. She was thankful she didn’t have to actually fire a shot.

“Emily? You okay in there?” Alicia asked concerned.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” Emily said shaking.

“The burglar is gone. I’ll call the police,” Alicia told her.

“I already did. Can you handle it?” Emily asked. She could barely focus on anything as it were.

“Sure,” Alicia said exiting the room. She placed the pistol back in the cabinet and waited for the cops to show up.

***

Emily figured staying naked in the bathroom wasn’t helping things. She entered her bedroom, saw the broken window, and quickly put some clothes on. Had she not been in the bathroom, she would have thrown herself onto the burglar. With the window cracked open, her room was no longer safe to be in. After getting dressed, she entered the living room and sat down on the couch.

It wasn’t long before two male cops showed up to the door. Alicia immediately went to the door, but Emily was noticeably freaked. Her body wanted to grind against the male cops and have them take her, the two of them at the same time if possible. Emily had a brief contemplation about her fate. Having a kid with a cop wouldn’t be so bad, would it? A cop was so much better than a burglar or some frat kid, she figured. She then suddenly snapped out of it. She wasn’t going to settle. She was going to beat this spell.

Emily exited the living room and hid inside Alicia’s room. “We got a call about a burglary,” the lead cop said to Alicia.

“Yeah, he broke through the window, but I scared him away,” Alicia said vaguely.

“Mind if we look around?” the lead cop asked.

“It’s this way,” Alicia led them over to Emily’s room. The cops eyed the broken window and noticed glass had fallen inside the room.

“Anything stolen?” the lead cop asked.

“I don’t think so,” Alicia said.

“Was anyone here to witness the break-in,” the lead cop asked Alicia.

“My roommate, Emily, was in the bathroom at the time. I can give you a description of the guy,” Alicia offered.

“That would be great,” the lead cop said appreciatively.

Alicia proceeded to give a description of a homeless-looking man with long messy brown hair and a beard. “Can we talk to Emily?” the lead cop asked politely.

“She’s a bit traumatized by what happened. I don’t think she wants to,” Alicia said.

“Well, if she doesn’t want to talk to us, she can tell us herself,” the lead cop said rudely.

Alicia gave the cops a wide-eyed look as they went towards her own room. “That’s my room,” Alicia pointed out.

“Can we come in?” the lead cop asked her.

“Not without a search warrant,” Alicia stared them down.

The cops smiled. “You have already invited us in. Please open the door,” the lead cop insisted. “We need to talk to the witness.”

“We’re married, and I said no on her behalf. She’s not feeling well,” Alicia told them.

The cops backed off as they were thrown a curveball. The lead cop noted that Alicia wasn’t wearing a wedding ring, but they couldn’t take that risk. “We’ll have patrols out here to make sure he doesn’t come back. Our report will be available in a few business days,” the lead cop said and then the two headed out.

Alicia shook her head as they left. She had never encountered such aggressiveness from cops before. She would know. Her father was a police officer. Alicia then entered her room and found an anxious-looking Emily sitting on her computer chair.

“Are they gone?” she asked.

“Yeah, what’s the big deal? They’re just cops,” Alicia asked.

Emily couldn’t tell her without sound insane. “I just don’t feel well. Can I sleep in your room? I can sleep on the floor.”

Alicia eyed the sick-looking Emily. She had never seen her so messed up. “Use my bed. I’m not going to have you sleep on the floor.”

“Thanks,” Emily said gratefully.

“Hey, guess what? I told the cops we’re married to get them to leave. How weird is that?” Alicia smiled.

Emily simply stared at her. Was that the answer? If she became a Lesbian, would that break the spell? Could Alicia be the one to save her? “Yeah, weird,” Emily repeated and went over to the bed.

***

Alicia exited the room and closed the door behind her. It soon became dark and there was another knock on the door.
Alicia sighed and went to the door. Two teenage boys were at the door. “Hey, we lost our dog. We think he went into your yard,” one of them said.

“I can go check. Stay right here,” Alicia offered.

“Can we check ourselves,” the boy pressed.

Alicia narrowed her eyes. “No, you may not,” she refused.

Alicia went to the back and looked for the lost dog. Seeing nothing, she went back inside the house only to find the two boys snooping around the apartment. “Nice place you got here,” one of them said.

“Get out!” Alicia said angrily.

“We’re just trying to find our dog,” they said defensively.

“Your dog isn’t here,” Alicia said and kicked them out.

Alicia shook her head and went back to watching TV on the couch.

***

Emily meanwhile had lucid dreams as she slept. She dreamt of many men taking their turns with her depositing their seed in her. Even as she slept, her body squirmed and turned. Her privates were drenched underneath the sheets. She moaned and cried out as her body couldn’t find release.

Alicia was none-the-wiser as she started reading a textbook. Her studies were interrupted by a knock on the door. Annoyed, Alicia went to the door and saw a crowd of frat boys. “We’re ready to party!” the leader said enthusiastically.

Alicia eyed multiple cars on the curb near the apartment. Some of them had boxes and kegs of beer. Their leader was a jock-type with short blond hair. “Excuse me?” Alicia asked them.

The leader asked Alicia if they were at the right address. The address number he had was close but on the other side of town. “Sorry, we thought this was the right place,” the leader said disappointed.

“Honest mistake,” Alicia allowed.

“But if you want, we can still party here. You have a nice place,” the leader smiled.

“Yeah, let’s do it,” the others cheered.

“I don’t think so,” Alicia objected.

“Why not? We got stereo equipment in the back. We can make this party bitch’n,” the leader said looking over the living room.

“I said no. I don’t want a noise complaint,” Alicia excused.

“Oh, don’t worry about that. My father’s big in the community. He owns a dealership,” the leader told her.

“Right, the answer is still no,” Alicia told them.

“Is there someone else we can talk to about this,” another frat boy interjected.

“No, piss off,” Alicia said losing patience and slammed the door on them.

“But my dad owns a dealership…,” the leader said hurt and confused as he left with the others.

***

Not long after, Alicia had another knock on the door. It was her ex-boyfriend, Sean. “What do you want?” Alicia asked peeved.

“I just want to say I’m sorry,” he said apologetically.

“You think after everything you said to me, that we’re going to be good after that?” Alicia asked angrily.

“I was ignorant. I was wrong,” Sean admitted.

Alicia still felt some feelings for Sean even though she hated the way he had treated her. “Come in,” she allowed.

Sean and Alicia chatted on the couch while Emily struggled to sleep.

***

With Sean in the apartment, Emily’s eyes shot open. Something was very wrong, but she couldn’t figure out why. Her panties were drenched, and she had to fight to keep herself from touching herself. She peeked out and saw Sean with Alicia. He was the source!

Sean looked back and saw Emily open the door. “I thought that was your room,” Sean smiled.

“We had a burglary in the other room,” Alicia explained.

“That makes sense. I have never met your roommate before. You’re cute,” Sean said to Emily.

Alicia was a little pissed off to have Sean drooling over her female roommate. “Why are you here again?” she reminded him.

Sean was barely attentive to Alicia. “To make sweet love to your roommate,” he said.

“What the fuck?” Alicia wondered.

Emily couldn’t stop herself. The two of them were drawn together like a magnet. They both took slow steps towards each other. Emily knew that once she was in his arms, she would kiss him non-stop and rip off her clothes. There would be nothing Alicia could do to stop them.

“Alicia…,” Emily said softly as she felt compelled to embrace Sean.

Alicia eyed the two of them. “Alright, Sean, time to get out. Obviously, you’re not interested in reconciling,” she said displeased.

Sean wasn’t paying attention. The only thing he wanted was Emily. As he got closer to her, he took off his shirt and threw it aside. Without even thinking about it, Emily started taking off her shirt.

“What the fuck is wrong with you two?” Alicia said staring at them.

Neither of them answered. She was no longer important. All that mattered was that he be mated with this very ready female, to make her pregnant. Sean clutched Emily’s shoulders to keep her still and went to kiss her. Suddenly, he lost muscle control as he fell to the floor and began shaking violently.

Emily broke her trance as she saw Sean shaking on the floor. “That will serve you right, asshole,” Alicia said with the TASER in her hand.

“You have to get him out of here,” Emily said pleadingly.

“Easier said than done. He’s heavy,” Alicia said. “Can you help me?”

Emily shook her head. “Fine,” Alicia said as she dragged Sean out of the apartment, took out the TASER prongs, and shut the door.

Alicia then turned to a very sickly Emily. “What’s up with you? You were going to make out with my ex-boyfriend.”

“I can’t…,” Emily gasped. Even with Sean out of the apartment, she still felt intense arousal go through her.

“Not only that but this apartment has had non-stop visitors since you arrived. Is this some kind of prank?” Alicia asked losing patience.

“My grandmother…put a spell on me,” Emily said finally and took a seat on the couch. She fought hard not to touch herself as remained sitting.

“What kind of spell?” Alicia asked curiously.

“A mating spell. My grandmother thinks I should have kids by now. She’s old as hell and thinks I should have a dozen kids by the time I’m thirty,” Emily grumbled.

“A spell between you and someone else?” Alicia asked.

“Any man and me. If a man enters the apartment, I won’t be able to stop myself,” Emily said. “I’ve had non-stop arousal since I got here. I can’t stop touching myself,” Emily said.

Alicia gave her a sympathetic look. She had heard of a rare medical condition where a woman had continuous arousal and orgasms. “Why didn’t you tell me?” Alicia asked concerned.

“Because it’s crazy. Who would believe me?” Emily said flustered.

“I would believe you. I’ve spent my whole life trying to convince people that what I felt was real,” Alicia said.

Emily didn’t catch on. “If I get pregnant, it will all stop. Maybe, it’s worth it,” she said losing resolve.

Alicia felt a stir within her. She had never felt real arousal in several months but something was suddenly getting to her. “You said ‘man’ right?” Alicia questioned.

“Yeah,” Emily replied.

“What about male?” Alicia questioned.

“What difference does it make? It’s the same thing,” Emily said feeling distressed.

Alicia gave Emily a haunted look. “We have to separate. Maybe, I can get you to some cabin in the woods.”

“Just keep the damn door closed, alright. I’ll be fine if you do that. I can wait this out,” Emily said.

“No we can’t,” Alicia said as she started feeling intense pleasure deep inside.

“What do you mean?” Emily asked confused.

“I’m not who you think I am. I’m sorry I mislead you, but it’s hard for someone like me to gain acceptance. I never did it to take advantage of you,” Alicia said to her.

“What?” Emily repeated.

“I’m…a transsexual. I was born a boy,” Alicia revealed.

Emily simply stared at Alicia, her female roommate of two years. She had seen Alicia making out with Sean. She had awkwardly heard them make love in her room. She had even accidentally seen Alicia’s breasts one time when she barged into her room. Her voice, her face, her body, and her walk were all perfect. She even dressed better than her. Emily would never have guessed. That was why she couldn’t get relief. According to the spell, Alicia was still male.

“Do you still have…,” Emily asked awkwardly.

“My male parts? Yeah,” Alicia admitted.

She was so fucked. It hadn’t been all the visitors that had set her off. It was Alicia. The spell was drawing them together and gaining strength over time. If she had only known, but it was her fault as well. She hadn’t wanted to tell Alicia what was happening to her. Their secrets to each other had doomed them.

“I’m so sorry. I never thought of you…sexually,” Alicia told her.

“Why not?” Emily asked not thinking clearly.

Alicia simply stared at Emily. Her roommate was thirsty as fuck. “I thought I was only attracted to men,” she muttered.

Emily unhooked her bra revealing her B-cup breasts. “I’ve seen yours. Only fair that you see mine.”

“You’re not thinking clearly,” Alicia resisted her.

“Had I known you had a cock, I would have asked you for sex a long time ago,” Emily said to her.

“Yeah, right,” Alicia said dismissively but then Emily kissed her on the lips.

Alicia couldn’t fight it. It felt good to be kissed again after several months. Emily expertly French kissed Alicia. This all felt right. She just had to let go. Alicia broke off the kiss and stared at Emily. “It’s the spell. You wouldn’t be doing this otherwise,” Alicia said.

“The spell has enlightened me. Who cares what you look like as long as you have a dick and balls?” Emily said to her.

“Emily, I can’t even get hard,” Alicia said to her.

“Oh really?” Emily doubted as she placed her hand on Alicia’s penis.

Alicia felt her penis get hard for the first time in years. All the hormone therapy had eliminated her sex drive. Now, she was feeling it come back all at once. Emily stroked her cock and cradled her balls. What was one so small it could barely be called anything was now long and hard.

“Holy shit!” Alicia said as her cock was awoken.

She backed away from Emily and moved awkwardly to the door. Her sweat pants had a noticeable bulge that could not be ignored. Emily was on her before she could escape. “Please don’t leave. If you leave, someone else will come to the door.”

“Better them than me. I’m a freak. I can’t be a father,” Alicia said to her.

“No, Alicia. You’re perfect. You’re my best friend. I want you,” Emily said drunk with lust.

“You can’t mean that,” Alicia doubted.

“For two years, we denied ourselves when we didn’t have to. We have to make up for lost time,” Emily said deliriously.

Emily then kissed Alicia once more. The two girls backed themselves up against the door as they kissed and touched each other. Alicia felt like she wanted to release but couldn’t. “Maybe, if I jack off real quick, I can escape the spell,” she figured.

Emily seemed to read her mind. She pulled Alicia’s sweat pants down to her feet and pulled down her panties. Alicia rationalized that if she were to just get off, it would end this episode. That’s what happened with men. They had their orgasm and then all thoughts of sex ended.

Alicia eagerly put her mouth on Alicia’s cock and started sucking on her like a pro. Alicia tensed up. She had never been sucked on before. She had always been the one to suck her ex-boyfriend off. By the time she even dared to date, she couldn’t get an erection. Sean didn’t want to have anything to do with her penis and that was fine with her.
Alicia bucked her hips as she tried to get it over and done with. Emily was good with her tongue sliding all over the head of her shaft. Whatever the reason, she couldn’t cum even though she was ready to. She felt pleasurable shudders coming from her penis, but they were all dry.

“Stop, it isn’t working,” Alicia said after a good ten minutes had gone by.

“You’re right,” Emily said getting off her knees. “I need you inside me.”

“No, Emily. We can’t. We’re college students. We can’t be parents. I can’t be a parent. I’m fucked up,” Alicia said to her.

“No, you’re perfect,” Emily said shushing her.

“Fight this, Emily,” Alicia told her.

Emily wasn’t fighting anything. She was embracing the spell. She got out of her pants and slid her panties off.
Alicia couldn’t escape out the door even if she wanted to. If she did, she would be exposing Emily’s naked body to the public. She was stuck! A naked Emily embraced Alicia once more passionately kissing her. “Let’s take this to the bedroom,” Alicia suggested.

“I like it,” Emily agreed completely possessed by the spell.

Alicia played along taking off her shirt and bra off. With both of them naked, Alicia took Emily to her room. As Emily entered the room, Alicia contemplated shutting the door on her and locking her inside. That was her plan from the beginning. However, Alicia felt intense surges running through her prostate. She wanted to cum so badly and Emily was right there for her.

This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. She was supposed to find an understanding boyfriend, be the one penetrated during sex, and be looked upon by the world as a straight couple. Now, she was on the verge of fucking her female roommate. She wasn’t a Lesbian or a straight male. This didn’t make any sense.

Alicia then saw flashes in her mind of babies. The two of them could take turns nursing them. Her parents would be understanding. She would be fulfilling their dream of having grand-kids. They would accept her again.

No, she didn’t need their approval. This was her life, and she wasn’t ready to have a family yet. She went to the door when Emily wrapped her arms around her waist and stroked her cock. “What are you waiting for?” Emily asked her.

“This isn’t you,” Alicia said to her.

“I have been thinking. This would be something grandmother would never expect. She’s old-fashion and all. Us, being together, would make her lose her mind,” Emily smiled.

Alicia felt a shiver of fear. What if Emily’s crazy grandmother made her a man again? After years of hard work, trial and tribulation, and the pain of surgery it could all be reversed in one night? No, she could prove herself worthy. Surely, grandmother-in-law would understand.

“Fuck,” Alicia said as Emily continued to stroke her. “Get on the bed already.”

Emily didn’t have to be told twice. She placed her hips on the edge of the bed and waited for Alicia to penetrate her, to deliver the seed that would finally end the spell. Alicia breathed heavily as testosterone flooded her mind. Her body wasn’t changing but her mind sure was. She wanted to fuck this female, needed to.

She finally turned around and quickly positioned herself at Emily’s entrance. “I’ll pull out, I promise,” Alicia told her.

“Don’t,” Emily said to her.

Alicia ignored her. They couldn’t have a kid. Not yet, anyway. She just had to cum outside of Emily and surely the spell would be broken for a time. Clumsily, she placed her rock hard cock at the entrance and slowly pushed in.

“I’ve never done this before,” Alicia told her.

“First of many,” Emily replied.

Alicia pushed all the way and steadied herself. She didn’t want to hurt her. She had no idea what was too quick or too strong. She cautiously began thrusting, and Emily gave encouraging signs. She rubbed her clit as Alicia’s penis went inside her. She had never felt so good with any man before. Alicia was so beautiful having a female body and a decently-sized cock. She was so perfect, so understanding. She had never had a boyfriend before that cared for her well-being like Alicia had. If not for Alicia, she would already be pregnant with some random man.

Alicia began to lose control as she was getting closer to a male orgasm. She knew she wouldn’t be able to last long. She hadn’t had a male orgasm in a long time. As she struggled to cum, she leaned over and began touching Emily’s breasts and kissing her.

Emily touched Alicia’s nipples circling them and pinching them. “Cum for me. Give me a baby,” Emily said to her.

“We…,” Alicia trailed off as she became lost in thought.

The male psyche was taking over. All she wanted to do was fuck, to deliver her seed. She wasn’t going to be able to stop herself. She didn’t want to. She kept imagining Emily becoming pregnant with her child. She wondered if it would be a girl or boy. Yes, this was right. Alicia thrust harder and faster until she finally released. She cried out as she felt pulse after pulse of semen exiting her cock into Emily.

Alicia then felt new memories enter her head. She had never been the awkward effeminate gay boy who had a crush on her best friend. No, she had always been a confident straight boy named Alec who was popular with the ladies. Somehow, she had seen a cute Lesbian couple and from that time on she felt she needed to be like them.

Emily’s boyfriends disappeared from her mind and were replaced with girlfriends. She had always been a Lesbian, she thought. She had seen Alicia as the best of both worlds giving her a feminine cute girlfriend while also giving her the option to have a family. The two had hooked up, made love, and decided to become a couple. This had been the first time, Alicia had cum in her. They had somehow made the decision to become parents despite not finishing school yet. She didn’t know why she would make such a rash decision. It just felt right.

Emily screamed as she felt her orgasm. After several hours of resisting and denial, she finally had her release. She clutched Alicia hard as she felt the orgasm go through her. Alicia withdrew from Emily and cuddled with her on the bed. The two kissed passionately until they fell asleep.

***

It didn’t take long for Emily to realize she had become pregnant. Instead of trepidation, she was overjoyed. “How do you feel being a mother?” Alicia asked her.

“How do you?” Emily asked back.

The two kissed completely in love with one another. Eventually, Emily brought Alicia to grandmother and shared the good news. “Oh, heavens, it’s about time,” grandmother said pleased when she learned of Emily’s pregnancy.

“I’m so happy you’re so understanding,” Alicia said awkwardly.

“Nonsense dear, you will be the mother next time,” grandmother smiled.

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Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Mystery or Suspense

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Amnesia
  • Identity Crisis
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Memory Loss
  • Surgery
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

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Frank woke up with the worst headache of his life. The nurse noticed his eyes opening and went to get Frank’s wife, Rebecca. She came in shortly thereafter and smiled happily. “I’m so glad you finally woke up,” she gushed.

“What happened?” Frank asked groggily.

“You were in a car accident, Frank, but the doctor says you’re going to be okay,” Rebecca said.

The doctor came in and gave Frank a look. “You suffered a traumatic brain injury. What is the last thing you remember?”

“I don’t really know,” Frank admitted.

“It may take some time to collect himself,” the doctor said to Rebecca.

“He has amnesia?” Rebecca asked alarmed.

“Apparently so. We will need to do more tests and scans on his brain,” the doctor answered.

“Just how far back will he not remember?” Rebecca asked curiously.

“It doesn’t quite work that way. He may remember bits and pieces over his entire lifetime. We simply don’t know at this point,” the doctor replied.

Rebecca nodded thoughtfully and turned to Frank. “No matter what, I’m going to take really good care of you,” she promised.

“Thanks,” Frank smiled. “I love you.”

“I love you too, sweetie,” she said.

***

Frank went through physical therapy as he struggled to walk at first. A number of tests were done on his brain while he was awake. His good friend Joe came over to see him while he was resting. “My man,” Joe said as he entered the room.

“Nothing can keep me down,” Frank joked.

“You had one hell of a crash, buddy,” Joe smiled.

“You’ll have to show me the pictures because I don’t remember any of it,” Frank said.

“Well, suffice to say, the car is totaled, and your wife already got a new car,” Joe said.

“Man, I don’t even know what the car looked like. I don’t remember a lot of things lately,” Frank admitted.

“Well, do you remember our high school days?” Joe asked.

“Nope, sorry,” Frank replied.

Joe gave Frank a thoughtful look. “That’s okay. Nothing interesting happened anyway.”

“There’s a lot I don’t remember. All I know is that I know your name and that you’re a good friend,” Frank said.

“Well, that really touches my heart,” Joe said mockingly.

“You’re going to have to get me up to speed: what’s my favorite sports team, what beers do I like, and what’s my favorite TV show,” Frank requested.

“Sure thing,” Joe said. “Hey, what if I told you your favorite show is Project Runway?” Joe asked.

“I would believe you,” Frank said sincerely.

“It’s not,” Joe chuckled.

“Once I get out of here, let’s get a beer,” Frank said.

“Absolutely. You need anything, you give me a call,” Joe said.

***

Frank eventually exited the hospital and arrived at his house in Rebecca’s new red car. He looked around the house trying to remember where he put his things. “You mind getting out the photo albums. It may help jog my memory,” Frank said.

“Yeah, sure,” Rebecca said hesitantly.

Frank went into the garage and looked approvingly at his gym equipment collection. Looking at himself in the mirror, he flexed his bicep muscles approvingly. After being in the hospital for so long, he would need to get back in shape.

“Frank, here are your pills,” Rebecca said giving him a glass of water.

“What are these for?” Frank asked.

“For your head,” Rebecca said obviously.

“Sure,” Frank said downing the pills.

“Don’t do any extraneous exercise for a while,” Rebecca cautioned.

Frank got closer to his beautiful blond wife. “Does sex count as extraneous?” he asked.

Rebecca gave him a wide-eyed surprised look. “I think we can make an exception.”

***

Frank was all over Rebecca kissing her passionately and undressing her. Taking off her bra, Frank went to her nipples. Rebecca moaned as she felt the familiar pleasure of her husband’s mouth on her breasts. Frank worked his way down to Rebecca’s vulva.

“Frank, what are you doing?” Rebecca asked surprised.

“What’s wrong with a man giving his woman some oral?” Frank asked.

“Nothing wrong, of course,” Rebecca said.

Frank went down on Rebecca eliciting cries of pleasure from her. “Oh God, Frank, you’re so good at this,” Rebecca complimented.

Frank had no memory of this but assumed she was telling the truth. He continued to lick her clit and suck on her. For some reason, he felt like he knew what he was doing in this situation. Rebecca tensed up as she felt her orgasm.

“Wow, Frank, you haven’t missed a step,” Rebecca complimented.

“We’ve just begun,” Frank said pleased with himself.

“What?” Rebecca asked wondering what he meant.

“Well, of course, we’re going to fuck, right?” Frank said as if it were obvious.

Rebecca watched cautiously as Frank got out of his boxers. He was flaccid as he approached her. “Hmmm,” Frank said as he stroked his cock.

Confused by nothing happening, he didn’t notice Rebecca coming over to him. “You’re going to need my special touch,” she said.

Frank wondered what she meant and then felt Rebecca squeeze his balls. “Wow, damn,” Frank said as he felt her squeeze him.

Almost instantly, Frank was rock hard and ready to go. “I’m so wet for you now,” Rebecca said encouraging him.

Frank positioned himself properly and pushed all the way in. Rebeca squeezed his manly shoulders as he thrust inside her. “Let’s not overdo it, Frank. Just ten minutes, okay,” Rebecca said.

“I hope I can last that long. It’s been ages,” Frank said.

“I’m sure you will,” Rebecca said to him.

Encouraged, Frank enjoyed his success at getting Rebecca off a second time. The only problem is that he didn’t feel sensitive, himself. He didn’t feel a need to cum either. After Rebecca got her second orgasm, she played with his balls a little. Frank then felt himself get soft inside her.

“What the hell?” he wondered.

“It’s okay, Frank. Really,” Rebecca consoled him.

“It’s just weird,” Frank said as he withdrew from her. He was totally flaccid now.

“You were great,” Rebecca said pleased and gave him an appreciative kiss.

***

Frank took a shower and looked over his body for any injuries caused by the car accident. He did notice a big scar on his leg, and his chest had some scarring as well. Rebecca came into the bathroom as he was in the shower. “Hey, Rebecca. What happened to my leg? Was that the car accident?” he asked.

“No, Frank. That was the motorcycle accident, remember?” Rebecca replied.

Frank didn’t remember any such accident. “What about my chest?” he asked.

“The same accident, Frank. It nearly took off both of your nipples,” Rebecca replied.

“Geeze, glad they’re still there,” Frank said.

“Why? You don’t need them,” Rebecca said.

“Well, I know that, but it looks weird to have a man without nipples,” Frank replied.

“You almost done in there?” Rebecca asked.

“Yeah, sure,” Frank said getting out of the shower. He looked at his muscular hairy body in the mirror. “I look like a beast,” he said proudly.

“Yes, you do and never forget it,” Rebecca smirked.

***

Later that day, Frank took the time to go through the old photograph albums. He saw a number of pictures of himself and Rebecca on their vacation trips. He frowned not remembering them. He also saw pictures of himself with a group of guys. Apparently, he liked to fish, hunt, go bowling, and going to a particular bar. In these pictures, Joe was typically present.

He then looked through his wedding photos. Rebecca looked absolutely brilliant in her white dress. Joe was his Best Man, but his parents weren’t present. “Hey, Rebecca. Could you come here a minute?” Frank asked.
“What is it?” Rebecca asked concerned.

“How come my parents aren’t in these wedding photos?” Frank asked.

Rebecca looked over the pictures he was talking about. “I’m so sorry, Frank. They died before the wedding.”
“Oh, wow,” Frank said shocked.

“I’m so sorry, honey,” Rebecca said sympathetically.

“Well, at least Joe could be there,” Frank said.

“Yeah…Joe,” Rebecca said with low enthusiasm.

“Are there any other albums?” Frank asked.

“About what?” Rebecca asked.

“I don’t know? Anything before the wedding?” Frank asked.

Rebecca glanced at the album collection. “I guess not,” she said.

“Well, how about CDs, thumb drives, computer hard drives?” Frank listed off.

“You have hundreds of pictures on your laptop. There might be a few pictures before the wedding,” Rebecca said.
Frank went ahead and looked through his photos on his laptop. There were a few pictures of himself on date nights with Rebecca. There were also the engagement photos. He wished he could remember these events more clearly.

“Don’t worry about the past so much,” Rebecca advised.

***

That night, Joe came by to pick Frank up. “This is his first night home, and you want to get him drunk?” Rebecca scolded him.

“Look, he would drive to the bar himself if he could,” Joe said defensively.

“No funny business, Joe. I mean it,” Rebecca said.

Frank exited the house and gave the two of them an odd look. “Anything wrong?”

“Nothing,” Joe said politely.

“Alright, let’s do this,” Frank smiled.

“Have fun, be safe,” Rebecca called out.

***

Frank and Joe went to their favorite bar and began pounding beers. Joe informed Frank of his favorite beer. A baseball game was on the TV. “Which team do I like?” Frank asked.

“Neither,” Joe answered.

“Man, this is tough forgetting all these things. I feel like my head is in a fog,” Frank lamented.

“It’s going to be alright. It’ll just take some time,” Joe assured him.

“Yeah, well, my photo albums aren’t very helpful. I’m missing most of my life in them,” Frank said.

“Oh?” Joe wondered.

“No childhood, teenager, or college photos. I don’t even have a picture of my parents,” Frank said.

“Just as well,” Joe muttered.

Frank punched Joe to the shoulder. “You can’t say that about my dead parents.”

Joe gave Frank an odd look. “Your parents are not dead, Frank.”

“What the hell are you talking about? Rebecca said…,” Frank said bewildered.

“Frank, let me put it this way, they didn’t approve of your marriage to Rebecca. They excommunicated you. That’s why you don’t have any of their photos,” Joe said delicately.

“Wow, really? What’s wrong with Rebecca?” Frank asked curiously.

“Not going to lie, she was a freak in college,” Joe said.

“Like how many boyfriends did she have?” Frank wondered, his insecurity building.

“Not boyfriends, girlfriends. She was a total Lezbo,” Joe said.

“I would never have thought,” Frank said confused.

“But you came around and showed her the light. Your dick saved her,” Joe said drunkenly.

Frank smiled in spite of himself. “That reminds me. I think I have a problem,” he said softly.

“What kind of problem?” Joe asked.

“I can’t cum. I tried jacking off a few times, but I can’t get hard at all. The only time I did get hard was when I fucked Rebecca, but I didn’t cum,” Frank whispered.

“Might be due to the accident. You shouldn’t be doing that kind of thing for a while. You don’t want to pop an aneurysm,” Joe advised.

“You’re right,” Frank admitted.

A few hours later, Frank was totally drunk while Joe was only slightly. “After all these years, you’re still a light drinker,” Joe said amused.

“Tell me more about me…was I cool in high school? Did the girls like me?” Frank asked, barely coherent.

“The girls loved you, man. They let you into their locker room, they let you shower with them, and you always went to their parties,” Joe said.

“I can’t believe I was so cool,” Frank said.

“You were a total ladies’ man,” Joe assured him.

“Tell me, how did I straighten Rebecca out?” Frank asked.

“You really want to know?” Joe asked somewhat seriously.

“Yeah, man. How did I do it?” Frank asked.

“She told me that no man or woman had ever eaten her out better than you,” Joe said softly.

“Is that the truth?” Frank asked.

“God’s honest truth,” Joe confirmed.

***

A taxi cab brought Joe and Frank to the house. Rebecca came outside unimpressed. “You have fun, Frank?” she asked.

“Absolutely,” Frank said as he stumbled towards her.

“Really, Joe?” Rebecca asked displeased.

“As far as he remembers, this is the only time he’s been at a bar. I had to make it special,” Joe said defensively.

“Frank, how about you go inside and get some rest,” Rebecca said to him.

“Sure,” Frank said as he barely entered the house.

“Joe, what the fuck are you doing to him?” Rebecca asked angrily.

“I didn’t say anything too inappropriate,” Joe said.

“This is a great opportunity to make things rights. If you fuck it up, we’re back to square one again,” she said.

“Hey, you just remember this…I had him first before you showed up,” Joe said offended.

“Your time is over, Joe,” Rebecca said scornfully.

“Bitch,” Joe spat and went back inside the taxi cab to go home.

***

Frank woke up with a headache. Some of what Joe had said was coming back to him. Why did Rebecca say his parents were dead? Did she mean figuratively speaking? He decided to look through their old phone book and found his parent’s names in it.

He decided to give them a call to see what was really going on. After a few rings, an older woman picked up. “Hello?”

“Hey, this is Frank, your son,” Frank said.

“I think you have the wrong number. We never had a son,” the woman replied. “We only had a daughter.”

“Okay, well, I was in a car accident recently, and I lost some of my memory. I’m calling because you’re listed in my address book under Mom and Dad. Do you have any idea why that may be?” Frank asked impatiently.

“No and don’t call here again,” the woman said and hung up.

Frank looked up the phone number on his laptop and sure enough, his parent’s names were listed. Unfortunately, they were on the other side of the country. He would have to fly to get there to figure out what was wrong.

Rebecca noticed Frank focusing on his laptop. “Anything wrong?” she asked.

“Did I have a sister?” Frank asked.

“Not that I know of,” she replied.

Frank shook his head bewildered. Things were not adding up. “You said my parents were dead, right?” Frank asked.

“That’s what you told me,” Rebecca deflected.

Frank pondered this. His old self must have told Rebecca that his parents were dead, but he no longer remembered saying this. Now, it made sense. He shouldn’t have doubted Rebecca in the first place. Frank’s phone then rang.

“It’s Joe. Want to go fishing and camping?” he asked.

“Sure,” Frank instantly agreed.

“Who’s that?” Rebecca asked suspiciously.

“It’s Joe. We’re going to go fishing this weekend,” Frank said.

“You’ve already agreed without consulting me? What if I had plans?” Rebecca asked offended.

“Sorry, I didn’t think it was a big deal,” Frank said innocently.

“Whatever,” Rebecca said scornfully.

“Yeah, we’re good. I’m not sure I’ll be good at fishing though. I don’t even think I remember how to put a tent up,” Frank joked.

“No worries. I got it all covered,” Joe assured him.

“Sounds good,” Frank agreed.

Rebecca sighed as Frank hung up. “With your condition, you should stay home more often,” she said.

“Well, I think I’ll get my memory back quicker if I start doing things I like to do, maybe trigger something,” Frank said.

“Don’t worry about the past, Frank. The future is what is important,” Rebecca said.

“I can’t just forget my whole past,” Frank said obviously.

“You’re right. Have fun with your friend, Joe. Try not to jerk yourselves off,” she said annoyed and left the room.

Frank scoffed at the idea. What did she think he was? Gay? Of course, not.

***

Frank and Joe went fishing in the outdoors, just the two of them as old buddies. Joe helped Frank relearn how to use the line. “You know, Rebecca was really against this idea. She even thought we would jerk each other off,” Frank said.

“Oh, Rebecca. We haven’t done that since high school,” Joe chuckled.

“You serious?” Frank asked alarmed.

“No,” Joe shook his head.

“You can’t say that kind of stuff. I don’t have the memory to know for certain about anything,” Frank reminded him.

“Alright, alright,” Joe relented.

“I wonder what her problem is,” Frank said.

“She’s just jealous. We’ve known each other a lot longer than she has,” Joe pointed out.

“Yeah, but we’re married,” Frank said puzzled.

“Jealousy doesn’t have to be sexual, Frank. A person can be jealous over how much time you spend with your kids or your dog,” Joe said.

“Did Rebecca ever talk about kids?” Frank asked. Joe gave a heavy sigh. “What is it?” Frank asked.

“You’re infertile, Frank. The two of you have considered adoption but then you got into this car accident,” Joe said.

“Wow, damn,” Frank said disappointed. “Hey, I got an idea. How about we use your sperm.”

“My sperm?” Joe repeated.

“You infertile too?” Frank asked.

“Well, no, but it’s kind of weird, isn’t it?” Joe said.

“I don’t think so. I would rather it be you than some random sperm donor,” Frank said.

“In that case, I would be honored,” Joe replied.

***

After getting back from their camping trip, Frank pitched the idea to Rebecca. “Absolutely not. Are you fucking crazy?” she asked.

“It was just a thought,” Frank said.

“So, you want to have Joe’s child now. Is that it?” Rebecca asked outraged.

“No, you’re the mother obviously,” Frank said.

“We don’t need Joe’s sperm. You have plenty of your own,” Rebecca said.

“Well, you see, I think I’m infertile,” Frank said.

“Who told you that?” Rebecca demanded.

“Joe,” Frank said flatly.

“Joe is a fucking liar. What else did he say?” Rebecca asked.

“Just that…you were kind of a freak in college. Not that there is anything wrong with that,” Frank said.

“Where does he get off? He is trying to sabotage us, so he can have more time with you,” she said.

“Not going to lie. That sounds pretty gay,” Frank doubted.

“Frank, let’s be clear about something: you are a straight man with a penis and balls. We are going to make a baby together with your sperm, got it,” Rebecca said.

“Got it,” Frank replied.

***

That night, Frank and Rebecca made love for a good hour before calling it quits. Rebecca was very satisfied, but Frank hadn’t cum. He didn’t get an orgasm of his own or pump his seed into her. He decided to consult Joe on the problem.

“Most guys can’t even last five minutes. You, my man, are a stud,” Joe assured him as they drank beer at the bar.

“Yeah, but I am not getting off. That’s the problem,” Frank said.

“Try pegging,” Joe said seriously.

“What?” Frank said stunned.

“It’s when a woman uses a fake cock and penetrates your ass. It’s like a gender reversal,” Joe clarified.

“I know what it is,” Frank hissed. “Why would I ever do that?”

“It just might get you off,” Joe recommended.

“Okay, but the point is to jack off inside her,” Frank said.

“What does it matter?” Joe wondered.

“It matters because we’re trying to have a baby,” Frank said obviously.

“I told you, Frank. You’re infertile,” Joe said seriously.

“Well, she disagrees with that assessment,” Frank replied.

“She disagrees?” Joe rolled his eyes.

“What makes you so certain I’m infertile. Did I roll around in radioactive waste?” Frank asked.

“It’s because I kicked you in the balls too many times, Frank,” Joe said.

“Seriously?” Frank doubted.

“I’m just going off what you told me,” Joe said.

“Maybe, I’m the one that doesn’t know what he’s talking about,” Frank considered. “I mean, I was wrong about my parents being dead.”

“Hold up. What’s this?” Joe interrupted.

“Rebecca said I told her my parents were dead. That’s why they weren’t at the wedding,” Frank said.

“Why don’t you look at her text messages? If she really thought your parents were dead, there shouldn’t be any text messages between them,” Joe suggested.

***

Frank decided to do just that, but he had to wait for the perfect opportunity. Eventually, Rebecca went away to take a shower. Frank found the phone and started looking through the text messages. Sure enough, there was a testy exchange between his mother and Rebecca that had occurred within the last few months. Most of them were an exchange of insults with little content.

Frank decided to call his mother using Rebecca’s phone. “What do you want now?” his mother asked annoyed.

“Mom, it’s me, Frank,” Frank said.

“I don’t know any Frank,” his mother replied.

“Knock off the bullshit. You’ve been text messaging my wife. What’s really going on?” Frank demanded.

“You really don’t know?” his mother asked.

“Yeah, I don’t. I was in a car accident and got amnesia. Could you enlighten me, please?” Frank asked politely.

There was a long pause on the other end. “We never approved of you marrying Rebecca. We thought it best for you to stay with Joseph,” his mother said.

Frank easily connected the dots. “What the hell? You would rather me be gay? You’re mad at me because I decided to be like everyone else and be straight?”

“If you had been with Joe, we would have had grandchildren by now,” his mother continued.

“You know what? I will have kids of my own. You’ll see,” Frank said and hung up.

Rebecca exited the shower with a towel around her. Frank was instantly aroused by the sight but remained flaccid none-the-less. “Who was that?” she asked.

“Just trying to order a pizza,” Frank lied.

“Using my phone?” Rebecca asked skeptically.

“My phone is dead,” Frank lied.

“Well, charge it then,” Rebecca said incredulously.

“Sure,” Frank said handing over the phone.

Rebecca looked over her phone and immediately felt a chill go through her.

***

Frank drove over to Joe’s house to get some answers. He knocked on the door and found a confused-looking Joe. “We have to talk,” Frank said.

“Alright,” Joe allowed him inside. “What’s going on?”

“I called my mother, and she said something insane. She said she preferred us together over me and Rebecca,” Frank said.

“Okay,” Joe replied.

“Why would she say that?” Frank demanded.

“Because she’s old and senile,” Joe replied.

“She’s in her fifties. I doubt it,” Frank replied.

Joe sighed. “You’re going to need a drink.”

“I would rather not,” Frank said. He didn’t want to hang around if Joe wasn’t forthcoming.

“Well, I am going to need one then,” Joe said as he took a shot of whiskey.

“What’s this all about?” Frank asked again.

“You’re not who you think you are, Frank. You weren’t born like this. You changed over the years,” Joe said.

“What the fuck does that mean?” Frank asked.

“You were a fuckin girl, alright!” Joe finally said and drank another shot.

“What?” Frank asked confused.

“You were born a girl, raised as a girl, and went to college as a girl. In college, you decided to transition into a man. You took pills and shots and got yourself a sex change. You’ve had more surgeries than I can count,” Joe revealed.

Frank remembered the scar on his leg and on his chest. “Those scars are from a motorcycle accident,” he muttered.

“No, Frank. You had your breasts removed, and they took a sample of your leg tissue to build you a penis,” Joe told him.

“I fucked my wife with a fully functional penis. No way that could be done surgically,” Frank doubted.

“Did she touch your balls before you got hard?” Joe asked.

Frank stared at Joe. “What does that have to with anything?”

“It’s a penile implant. You can’t get hard on your own. You have two artificial balls and a penile implant. If your balls are squeezed, it activates the penile implant which causes you to get hard. Squeeze again and it deflates it. You’ll never get hard no matter how many times you stroke it. I guarantee it,” Joe said.

“Show me then,” Frank challenged.

“Fuck no. I’m not going to touch your balls,” Joe rejected.

“If what you’re saying is true, they’re not really balls at all,” Frank argued.

Joe took another shot and went over to Frank. He put his hands inside his pants and squeezed his balls getting an instant reaction. “You feel that?” Joe asked.

“Oh yeah,” Frank said as he felt it.

Joe then squeezed again deflating it. “This is actually real,” Frank realized.

“Yeah. You can’t get Rebecca pregnant, because you don’t have real balls, because you’re not really a man,” Joe said.

“Joe, what the fuck happened to me?” Frank asked unsettled by these revelations.

“The truth is that we were together but as girl and boy. You were a sexy chick in high school. We went on dates, and yes, we had sex. Then, you went off to college and decided you wanted to be a man. It broke my heart, but I supported you. You said that you always knew you were into girls and that I was a test to see if you were wrong. Then, you met Rebecca. At first, you were a Lesbian couple but then you started changing. To her credit, she decided to keep you. It turns out, Rebecca was just Bi. You two got married, got a house together, and then you destroyed your car in the accident,” Joe explained.

Frank was stunned by what he was hearing. He was…female? His best friend had sex with him when he was a girl? “Why would Rebecca lie about this?”

“She probably wanted you to forget you were ever a girl. That way, you would just continue going through life thinking you were always a man. She thinks that if you go back to being a girl, you’ll leave her for me or something crazy,” Joe said.

“Are you attracted to me as I am now?” Frank asked.

“Fuck no,” Joe replied and downed another shot. “We’re no longer together sexually, but I figured we could still be best friends. That’s what Rebecca doesn’t get. She always thinks friendships lead to sex.”

“Why didn’t you tell me in the beginning?” Frank asked.

“Frank, you just got out of a coma. I wasn’t going to burden you with this until you were healed, but then you decided to become a detective and figure things out. Rebecca is going to throw a fit when she finds out what I told you,” Joe said.

Frank wasn’t so sure. “Maybe…we should keep this a secret. She doesn’t need to know that I know about this.”

“If you want me to, I’ll keep my mouth shut,” Joe promised.

“I’m actually a little scared that I’ll start remembering things. What if I remember what we did together? Or what if I remember being ostracized?” Frank said fearfully.

“If you do start remembering things, I’ll be there for you,” Joe said.

“Thanks, Joe. That’s going to be the last time, you get to touch my balls,” Frank joked.

“It better be,” Joe smiled.

Frank turned to leave when Joe took a picture out of a drawer. “I know you were looking for old pictures. I saved just this one,” Joe said.

Frank looked over the picture. Joe’s arm was around a girl that resembled Frank. The two were smiling as if in love. Frank couldn’t deny the truth. He took the picture and put it in his pocket. “I’m sorry, Joe,” Frank said sincerely.

“Don’t sweat it, my man. We probably wouldn’t have lasted and then you would hate me forever. Being your best friend is so much better,” Joe smiled.

Frank wasn’t so sure. What if they did last? He would be Joe’s wife and have his kids. It would be a totally different life.

“Go back to Rebecca and fuck the shit out of her,” Joe advised.

Frank smiled in spite of himself. “Will do,” he said and shook Joe’s hand.

***

Frank went back to his house and found Rebecca waiting for him. “Where did you go?” she asked fearfully.

“Just to the store. I got you these,” Frank said giving her flowers.

“What is this for?” she asked as she received them.

“I know it’s not a special day or anything, but today I am going to begin a new chapter in our lives,” Frank said.

“You remember now?” Rebecca asked anxiously.

“Nope, and I might not remember again. I don’t know. What I do know is that I love you, and you love me. Regardless of anything I’ve done in the past, I am going to be the best husband I can be from this day forth,” Frank promised.

Rebecca came over to him and kissed him. “You’ve always been good to me. You may not remember it, but I do.”

Frank smiled and fiddled with his pants as Rebecca put the flowers in a vase. “Shall we go to the bedroom?”

Rebecca gave him a curious look and put her hands on his erection. She shook her head wondering how it was possible. “Absolutely,” she said and led him by the hand.

Rick and Morty: ABCs of Beth

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Science Fiction

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate
  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Bad Boy to Good Girl
  • Crime / Punishment
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Stuck
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Bimbos / Bimboization
  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Childhood
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Memory Loss
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

Permission: 

  • Fan-Fiction, poster's responsibility

Rick and Morty
ABCs of Beth

Rick was a brilliant scientist with a genius IQ. Unfortunately, he had difficulty controlling his pre-teen son, Ben. The boy was always getting into trouble at school by either not showing or up getting in trouble with the other kids. Rick made matters worse by downplaying the importance of school while putting an emphasis on being self-taught. This would often bring him into conflict with his wife, Diane.

“Did you make Ben this teddy bear?” Diane accused showing him the bear that had several cuts in it.

“Yeah, so?” Rick asked.

“It has blood and guts in it. Is that really appropriate for a child?” Diana asked outraged.

“What’s the big deal, Diane? What do you think is going to happen when he realizes people aren’t made off cotton? I’m teaching him basic biology,” Rick said defensively.

“This isn’t a teaching tool. This is a toy,” Diane said peeved.

“What’s the difference?” Rick said dismissively.

Diana shook her head and threw the bear back at Rick. He looked at the bear briefly, put it in a box, and continued his work.

diane
-Diane

***

Ben entered the garage to see what his father was working on. “What is that?” he asked curiously.
“I’m working on a trans-dimensional device that will open portals to other dimensions,” Rick told him.

“Neat. Can I have your night-vision goggles?” he asked.

“Sure, kid, knock yourself out,” Rick said handing the blond boy the goggles. He immediately went out into the neighborhood at night to spy on the neighbors.

An hour later, Diane came into the garage. “Where’s Ben?” she demanded.

“I don’t know,” Rick said unconcerned.

Police cars then came to the residence. Rick quickly used a remote to hide his scientific experiments under the floor.

Rick and Diane came to the door and found Ben in police custody. “Is this your son?” they asked the parents.

“Yes, what did he do this time?” Diane asked concerned.

“He was sneaking around with these night-vision goggles. Several neighbors complained of a peeping Tom,” the officer said.

“Yeah, it’s only wrong if a boy does it. If a girl does it, it’s cute,” Rick said dismissively.

“Keep a better watch on him,” the officer advised handing Ben over to them.

“Ben, what were you doing late at night? It’s dangerous,” Diane said.

“Statistically speaking, you’re more likely to be murdered in the day,” Rick said undermining her.

Diane glared at Rick and handed him the night-vision goggles. “These are not for children.”

“He’s just curious,” Rick said defending the kid.

Diane turned to Ben. “Don’t do that to us again.”

“I’m sorry, mom,” Ben said apologetically.

***

Rick and Diane were called into a parent-teacher conference with Mr. Gene Vagina. “Is that your real name?” Rick smirked.

“Don’t let the name fool you. I mean business,” Gene said.

“I’m sure you get a lot of business,” Rick joked.

“What did Ben do this time?” Diane asked.

“He impersonated a hall monitor with a fake badge and handcuffs. Apparently, the handcuffs were invisible, so we didn’t know why the poor kid couldn’t get free from the toilet,” Gene said.

Rick smirked amused. “This all seems rather harmless. We done here?”

“Mr. and Mrs. Sanchez, this kind of behavior will not be tolerated here,” Gene put his foot down.

***

Diane was noticeably peeved as she drove them back home. “Well, that was a waste of time,” Rick remarked.

“Can’t you see that our son is exhibiting anti-social behavior?” Diane asked him.

“So? People say I exhibit anti-social behavior, and I turned out alright,” Rick downplayed.

“The world is more connected now with the Internet and cell phones. Ben can’t just stay in his garage all day like you do,” Diane said.

“Fine. I’ll talk with him,” Rick relented.

***

Rick decided to have a heart-to-heart conversation with Ben under the garage in a laboratory basement filled with weapons and dangerous chemicals. “Ben, I’ve been meaning to talk with you. You know how I feel about school, that it’s a waste of time and only keeps children mentally enslaved to the system. But that said, you have to draw less attention to yourself. School isn’t the place to show off your talents. They discourage that kind of free thinking,” Rick told him.

“It’s just no one understands me. No one likes me,” Ben said depressed.

“Look, I wasn’t liked either growing up. My parents hated everything I did. They couldn’t understand my genius. Stop trying to make people like you. It’s never going to happen. Most people that end up ‘liking’ you are just using you,” Rick said.

“It just feels so empty,” Ben said.

“Look, if you want people to like you use this,” Rick said sympathetically and gave Ben a whip. “This will make anyone you whip instantly like you.”

“Thanks,” Ben said as he took it.

“Oh, and here are some sound-erasing sneakers so no one will hear you as you come up on them,” Rick said handing Ben some sneakers.

“Wow, the right size and everything,” Ben said amazed.

“Now go out there and have fun but too much fun, alright,” Rick said as they came up from the garage floor.

***

Ben proceeded to sneak up on random students and whipped them into liking him. He never got caught or spotted due to the sneakers. He also used location-tracking stickers to keep tabs on the principal and his teachers, so he knew where they were at all times. In short order, the whole school loved Ben and made him class president.

“Mom, Dad! I’m class president,” Ben said happily.

“That’s great, honey,” Diane said pleased that Ben was getting along.

“So, you’re part of the government now? You know, that’s how dictators get their start…by being class presidents and shit. Now, everyone is going to ask you for political favors,” Rick said unimpressed.

“Don’t listen to your father. He’s just mad his team never wins elections,” Diane smiled.

“The only team I’m on is Team Rick,” Rick corrected.

However, it wasn’t long before Ben was suspended and forced out as class president. Mr. Gene Vagina set up another parent-teacher conference. “These were discovered in my hair. You have any idea what these are?” Gene asked peeved.

“Nope,” Rick lied.

“These are your mind control hair pins,” Diane accused him.

“Throw me under the bus why don’t you?” Rick said displeased.

“Ben has been using some kind of mind control to get out of class and not turn in homework. All of his grades have been to redone,” Gene said displeased.

“Well, this wouldn’t have happened if you didn’t have a long ponytail like some 60s hippie. How about getting with the times?” Rick said insultingly.

“This is inexcusable behavior, Mr. and Mrs. Sanchez,” Gene told them.

“It won’t happen again,” Diane assured him.

***

Diane was angry as they drove home. “Why would you have mind control hair pins?”

“I don’t know. Maybe for when Ben finally gets a date,” Rick suggested.

“That’s disgusting. Ben shouldn’t be mind-controlling girls in his class,” Diane objected.

“Yeah, because what they have to say is so interesting,” Rick replied.

“It’s about respect, Rick. The problem is you don’t respect anyone. Not even me,” Diane said visibly upset.

Rick was about to make a witty response when he stopped himself just in time. “I’m sorry, Diane. I’ll get this figured out.”

***

Rick brought his son to the garage. “Okay, Ben. Obviously, you have a great imagination and no outlet for it. I present to you, Froopyland,” Rick said using a chalk-looking device to create a doorway to another dimension.

Rick and Ben stepped into the magical land of Froopyland. It had hills, valleys, rivers of rainbow water, and exotic trees. It was as if they were on an entirely new planet filled with new animals and plants. Ben watched in amazement as alien-looking birds flew through the air.

“Don’t worry about the wildlife. They can’t harm you,” Rick said to Ben.

Ben was so amazed that he wasn’t watching where he was going. He stepped off a cliff and fell face first onto the ground. The ground made him bounce as he impacted. Rick dropped down. “Everything is perfectly safe here,” Rick assured him.

“Wow,” Ben said as he got up.

“Try sticking your head in the water. See, you can breathe in it,” Rick said dipping his head in the rainbow water.

“So, nothing can harm me here,” Ben said amazed.

“Right. So, I understand you have some aggression you need to get out. That’s why I created this world for you. None of this is real. You will never hurt anyone or anything here. It’s the perfect therapy,” Rick said as he put a box in front of Ben.

Ben looked over the box of items. Inside was armor, a switch blade, a baseball bat, fall-asleep darts, TASER shaped like a ladybug, and rainbow-colored duct tape. “Knock yourself out, kid,” Rick said and then went back to his science work.

What followed was Ben aggressively attacking everything that lived in Froopyland. By the time he was done, he was a bloody mess from all the animals he had killed. Rick then noticed that all the wildlife he had created had been killed in a relatively short time.

“Well, God damn,” Rick realized. He went to work to create new animals for Ben to hunt down.
FL
-Froopyland

With his aggressive outlet now in place, Ben was doing better at school. He even made a friend in his class named Tommy. It wasn’t long before Ben introduced Tommy to Froopyland without Rick’s knowledge. The two boys explored the make-believe world and then the two began working on creating a house.

Diane noticed Ben’s absence. “Where’s Ben?” she asked Rick as he watched TV.

“Probably out doing stuff,” Rick said vaguely.

“He’s never around,” Diane said concerned.

“He’s fine, Diane. Nothing to worry about,” Rick said to her.

***

It wasn’t long before Ben introduced hunting to Tommy. “Gross!” Tommy said as Ben went on a killing spree.

“You want to try?” Ben asked him.

“No, man,” Tommy objected.

“What’s the big deal? They’re not real,” Ben said.

“That’s not the point, Ben. It’s what goes on in your mind,” Tommy said to him. “I want to leave,” Tommy said becoming disturbed by Ben’s actions.

Ben eyed Tommy for a moment. “Sure, we can go,” he allowed.

Ben intentionally misled Tommy away from the exit bringing him deeper into Froopyland. He then saw a swamp filled with honey. Seeing his chance, Ben pushed Tommy into the honey.

“Why would you do that?” Tommy cried out as he was stuck in the honey.

“Must have slipped,” Ben said giving Tommy a sociopathic expression.

“Help me!” Tommy said as he was sinking into the honey swamp.

Ben watched as Tommy sank into the honey swamp and didn’t come back up. After a short hesitation, Ben went back towards the exit.

***

Ben entered the living room as Rick was watching TV. “How was your adventure with Tommy in Froopyland?” Rick asked.

“It went great,” Ben said without emotion.

“So, I guess I have to take him home,” Rick said annoyed and got up.

“Actually, Tommy walked back home,” Ben lied.

“Oh, good,” Rick said sitting back down and continued to watch TV.

***

Soon thereafter, Tommy went missing. The police went on a manhunt for Tommy. Rick was oblivious that Ben was involved and Diane wasn’t even aware that Tommy had been over. She wasn’t even aware of the existence of Froopyland. To cover his tracks, Ben hid the chalk that would open Froopyland making it impossible for Rick to investigate inside.

Police eventually did arrive at the Sanchez’s residence. “We have reason to suspect your son may be involved in the disappearance of Tommy,” the cop said.

“Oh yeah? Where’s your evidence?” Rick said obnoxiously.

“May we have permission to search the premises?” the cop asked.

“No, go fuck yourself,” Rick replied.

Diane turned to Rick as the cops left. “Pigs,” Rick said shutting the door.

“This is serious, Rick. Was Ben involved?” Diane asked.

“I don’t know. Unlike other people, I don’t make baseless assumptions,” Rick said nonchalantly.

“A child’s life is at stake,” Diane stressed.

“Loads of children die every day in Africa. No one gives a shit about that,” Rick said turning the TV back on.

“Tell me that Ben is not a murderer,” Diane said seriously.

Rick eyed Diane and then saw Ben watching around the corner. “He’s not. I would know,” Rick lied.

***

The next morning, Ben found himself tied to the bed. Rick patiently sat in a chair and waited for him to wake up. “Took you long enough,” Rick said annoyed as he woke up.

“What is this?” Ben asked stunned.

“I’m going to ask you some questions. I don’t trust you to answer honestly. I wouldn’t trust myself in the same situation,” Rick said and then took out a doll.

“What’s that?” Ben asked.

“It’s a lie detector disguised as a doll. It makes an annoying cry whenever someone lies,” Rick said. “Now, what happened to Tommy?”

“I don’t know,” Ben lied.

The doll obnoxiously cried. Rick took out an electric gun and stunned Ben for lying to him. The boy shook and cried out as he was being shocked.

“Look, I don’t give a shit what you did. I just need the truth, so I can keep the cops off my back. Trust me. Whatever you did isn’t going to be anywhere close to what I’ve done,” Rick said to him.
Ben simply nodded. “What happened to Tommy?” Rick repeated.

“I left him in Froopyland. He got stuck in honey,” Ben admitted.

Rick gave Ben a look of surprise. It had been a few weeks since Tommy’s disappearance. He would no doubt be dead by now. Froopyland may have been a different dimension but still progressed in real time.
“Did you push him in?” Rick asked.

“Yes,” Ben replied honestly.

Rick didn’t bother to ask why. It didn’t matter at this point. “Where’s the chalk?” Rick asked.

“In the backyard. I buried it,” Ben said.

***

Rick went out back and easily found the chalk. He went into Froopyland and found the honey swamp. Looking around, he found no sign of the boy. Sighing, Rick went back to the house. While sitting on the couch, portals opened from other dimensions. Several Ricks from different dimensions came into the living room wearing white uniforms.

“Oh, look, it’s Rick C-137,” they said amused.

“Hi, guys,” Rick said miserably.

“Oh, what’s got you down? Is it because you’re the last Rick to make a portal gun?” they asked.

“No, it’s Ben. He caused another boy to drown in honey in Froopyland,” Rick said.

“No shit? My Ben did the same thing,” one of the Ricks said amused. “Same with me,” another said.
Rick eyed the amused Ricks. “Is Ben out-of-control in all your dimensions?” he asked.

“Yeah, a complete nut-job but don’t worry, Rick C-137, we have the answer,” one Rick said. “It’s called the Morty project. You see, kids don’t give a shit what we parents have to say but grandkids will adore us. It’s time to skip a generation and start fresh,” a Rick said.

“What do you have in mind?” Rick asked.

***

It wasn’t long before things went out of control in the Tommy case. His father was arrested and then accused of actually eating Tommy’s corpse in a bizarre cannibalism episode. The entire town was scandalized as the irresponsible media made wild claims about the case. The case went trial and the father was actually convicted despite there be no body. The judge sentenced the father to death-row.
Ben took all of this in stride and then told his father over TV that he wanted to become a doctor. “Helping people get over their colds is a waste of time,” Rick said dismissively.

“No, I want to be a surgeon. I want to see a person’s insides,” Ben said.

Rick eyed Ben with concern. “To help them, right?”

“Yeah, of course,” Ben replied.

***

Rick C-137 came before the citadel of Ricks, a government body made up entirely of Ricks from hundreds of dimensions. They all looked and sounded the same except for differing hairstyles. On the citadel, a giant space station, Ricks trained in hand-to-hand combat, shooting plasma rifles, flying space ships, and working on super-weapons. The citadel was designed to protect Ricks from the Galactic Alliance, a tyrannical government of bug-like aliens that had yet to reach Earth. Rick C-137 came before the Council of Ricks to plead his case.

“So, my son Ben is a total sociopath, and I don’t want him to become the next Hannibal Lector,” Rick C-137 said.

“Agreed, Ben has shown instability across all known dimensions,” the Mayor Rick said.
“What can we do?” one Rick councilman asked.

“Behold the eradicator,” Mayor Rick said showing a head-sized device with two prongs. “With this device, we can eradicate all Bens across all dimensions,” he said coldly.

The Rick councilmen murmured amongst themselves. “Ben has become a nuisance and a liability. Our scientific inquiry cannot be compromised by a Ben,” Mayor Rick said.

Rick C-137 looked upon the Council of Ricks in horror. “I demand a trial.”

“We all know Ben is guilty,” Mayor Rick objected.

“He deserves the opportunity to come forward with witnesses,” Rick C-137 said.

“Very well, the trial shall begin next week,” Mayor Rick allowed.

ricks
-Council of Ricks

***

For the next few days, Rick wondered what to do. Even if he somehow changed Ben’s predisposition from mayhem and violence, he would still look the same. Rick eyed Diane as she worked in the kitchen. She looked so beautiful with her blue eyes and blond hair. It was then that Rick realized an idea to save Ben.

“I’m going to have a talk with Ben,” Rick told her leaving the living room.

Rick went to Ben’s room, stunned him with his electric gun, and dragged him down to the basement. He put Ben in restraints and prepared a needle.

“What is this?” Ben asked as he realized where he was.

“This is the only way to save you. I have to change your mind and body, so you’re less of a sociopathic killer,” Rick said.

“What are you going to do?” Ben asked fearfully.

“This will change your chromosomes from an XY to an XX. Do you know what that means?” Rick asked.
Ben nodded wide-eyed. “You can’t do this. You can’t turn me into a girl,” he protested.

“Maybe constantly having female hormones pumped into your brain will make you more docile,” Rick said condescendingly.

“I’ll be a good boy. I won’t hurt a fly,” Ben said as he struggled against his restraints.

“It’s too late for that. This is the only way to preserve your life,” Rick said and then injected Ben with the dosage.

“No!” Ben screamed as he was injected.

Rick waited patiently as Ben began to change. His body became smaller making his restraints looser. His blond hair became longer to shoulder length. His face became more feminine similar to that of Diane. His hands became thinner. Ben wasn’t an athlete, but his muscles shrank all over his body. His cries became more higher-pitched as time went on. Small breasts formed under his shirt and his manhood disappeared. Ben felt a weird sensation as female organs suddenly appeared inside his groin. Finally, Ben was completely female.

“Turn me back. I know you can,” Ben shouted in a girly voice.

“I’m sorry, Ben, or should I know say…Beth,” Rick said.

He then placed a helmet over Beth’s head. “Don’t worry. I’ll save all of your memories,” Rick said as he placed a test tube on the helmet. “It will take a while, but I’ll modify each and every good memory you have ever had.”

“Modify?” Beth questioned.

“Yeah, I’ll make you think you were always a girl,” Rick said nonchalantly. “All of your memories as a boy will be stored in my vault. When you are grown up and more well-adjusted, I might have you see them one day,” Rick told her.

“I will always be the same kid. You can’t change that even if you change my gender and memories,” Beth said defiantly.

“That’s where you’re wrong, kid. Everything that makes us who you are is a collection of random memories. I can change your personality, your beliefs, your dreams, and everything that you are through science. There is no soul, just neurons firing in your brain. Don’t fight it,” Rick said to her.

“We could have been partners, father and son,” Beth said angrily.

“I guess I’ll just have to wait for the next generation,” Rick said sadly.

“You’re crazy if you think I’ll ever give birth,” Beth said to him.

Once Rick was done collecting memories and storing them, he put his memory stick to her face. “Bye, Ben,” Rick said and then zapped her.

***

Rick C-137 brought Beth to the citadel of Rick. As he did, all the Ricks looked at him strangely wondering who the girl was. The Council of Ricks looked upon Rick C-137 skeptically. “Why do you bring this girl to us?”

“She used to be Ben. I changed her DNA and her memories. There’s no need to use the eradicator,” Rick said.

“Interesting,” Mayor Rick allowed. A DNA scan was made on the girl from a small hovering probe. “It would appear the girl is genetically the same as Ben except for one aspect. However, we all know that little girls can still be out-of-control killers,” Mayor Rick said.

“If you change your Bens to females and then modify their memories, they will no longer pose a threat to society. In addition, we can begin planning for the next generation,” Rick argued.

“Yes, we can make every Ben in every dimension a Beth. Then we can locate the second smartest male human on Earth to couple with her to create the ultimate Morty. Then, we would be unstoppable,” Mayor Rick said enthusiastically.

“So, we good?” Rick C-137 asked exhausted.

“Yes, thank you Rick C-137 for showing us this alternative,” Mayor Rick said pleased. “Put her in place.”
Rick C-137 gave Mayor Rick a skeptical eye as Beth was placed in the eradicator. “Put the setting on duplicate instead of kill,” Mayor Rick ordered.

The device turned on and in a flash of light every Ben from all dimensions suddenly became a Beth. All the Bens in the citadel suddenly became female. “Daddy, I want to go home,” Beth said tearfully to her father.

“Yes, Beth. It’s time to go home,” Rick agreed embracing his daughter.

***

Diane was less than pleased when she found out. “How could you turn our son into a girl without telling me?” she said angrily.

“Easy, you wouldn’t have agreed to it,” Rick said as he drank a beer.

“The girl upstairs is not my son. You’ve changed her mind and body. She’s not even the same person anymore,” Diane pointed out.

“That was the point. Ben was a violent sociopath. This was the only way to keep him and everyone else in the town safe,” Rick said.

“I think you’re overstating things,” Diane said ignorantly.

“Diane, he killed Tommy,” Rick said finally.

“How do you know?” Diane asked shocked.

“I just know. There’s no proof or anything, but he did it,” Rick said.

“This is all your fault. You neglected him as he was growing up. You gave him weapons and taught him that nothing mattered. You’re a bad father,” Diane said scornfully.

“Well, when you’re right you’re right,” Rick admitted.

“I can’t deal with this. I need someone who can teach our child about God and morals,” Diane stressed.

“There is no god, so go ahead and rip that Band-Aid right off,” Rick replied.

Diane gave Rick a horrified look. “You weren’t like this before,” she said.

“I grew up,” Rick said. “You should too.”

“My life has value. Our son’s life has value,” Diane argued.

“Relative to what? You’ve formed an attachment to Ben, because you thought he was your only child. The universe has infinite dimensions. There are infinite versions of ourselves and our child. Lose one and it can be easily replaced,” Rick told her.

“Then you can find yourself another versions of me that will accept your shit,” Diane glared at him with angry tears.

Rick finished his beer. “Alright,” he said and used his portal gun. He disappeared inside the portal and left and didn’t come back for another twenty years.

***

Rick C-137 went from one dimension to another greatly expanding his mind and experience. When a Rick would occasionally get himself killed, Rick C-137 would fill in temporarily as Diane’s husband. Wherever he went, Diane was resentful that Rick had turned their son into a girl. In all scenarios and dimensions, it was the same.

It took many years and therapy sessions for Beth to come to terms with her father’s disappearance. Her memories of Ben were gone, but her subconscious felt disturbed by Tommy’s death. Buried under many layers of psychosis, she was aware of Froopyland and Tommy’s true fate. However, on the surface of her mind, she was traumatized that her best friend Tommy had been killed and eaten by his father.

As designed, Beth was a cheerful girl that loved helping other people. Diane had her relocated to another school that wasn’t aware of her gender change. As she went into high school, she began to take an interest in boys.

“Hey, Beth, I saw you in biology. You were really good dissecting that frog,” a boy in a jock jacket said to her.

“Oh, really?” Beth said instantly attracted to the boy that was hanging out at her locker.

“The name’s Jerry. Want to go out sometime?” Jerry asked her.

“I would love to,” Beth said excitedly. She had never had a boy take an interest in her before. She was feeling weird hormonal feelings for him.

“Cool,” Jerry said and walked off with confident swagger.

***

In short order, Beth fell in love with Jerry. He was a male figure that replaced her father. He wasn’t smart and often acted cowardly, but he was fiercely loyal to her. In his car, the two watched the night sky.

“My father left me a few years ago. I don’t think he will ever come back,” Beth shared.
“I will never leave you. That’s a promise,” Jerry said to her.

Beth didn’t care that Jerry wasn’t a genius or powerful. She didn’t care that he couldn’t cross dimensions and fight intergalactic governments. All she cared was that he was there for her. She kissed him passionately and then shortly thereafter started taking her clothes off.

***

The Council of Ricks gathered for an emergency session. Rick C-137 was too busy fighting alongside Birdman against the Galactic Alliance to be present. “It would appear our Beth has been impregnated by a Jerry, a complete idiot,” a Rick councilman said displeased.

“The solution is clear. We abort it,” Mayor Rick said. “Our Beth must conceive a child with a more suitable specimen.”

“I think we have a problem,” one the Rick councilman said as they saw a video of Diane.

***

“Absolutely not,” Diane said angrily. “I forbid it.”

“It’s my body,” Beth said just as forcefully.

“It’s a life. What if I had aborted you?” Diane said to her.

“I can’t have a baby. I’m only seventeen. I have dreams. I want to be a surgeon someday,” Beth argued.

“Well, you should have thought of that before you had sex,” Diane said.

Beth stormed off to her room in tears. A portal opened with armed Ricks. Diane gave the Ricks a shocked expression. “Rick?” she wondered.

“Don’t look so surprised,” they said and took hold of her.

The Ricks took Diane before the Council of Ricks. She looked around in amazement at all the Ricks walking around. Some of them gave her a dirty look. “So, we finally meet again, Diane,” Mayor Rick said amused.

“What is all this?” Diane demanded.

“There are infinite dimensions of ourselves but in every one of those dimensions Beth is pregnant via Jerry. And here I thought I was bad a parenting,” Mayor Rick said to her.

“If you hadn’t left this wouldn’t have happened,” Diane said scornfully.

“You’re barking up the wrong tree. Your Rick is not here,” Mayor Rick smirked.

“Why am I here then?” Diane asked.

“In every dimension, you are the only obstacle in the way for Beth getting an abortion. You see, we have grand plans for Beth. We want her to conceive with a superior intellect, and Jerry doesn’t foot the bill,” Mayor Rick said coldly.

“They love each other,” Diane said defensively.

“Love is merely a chemical interaction in the brain that encourages a species to breed,” Mayor Rick replied.

“You sound exactly like him,” Diane said.

“Of course,” Mayor Rick chuckled.

“But you’re wrong. I did love you, but you changed. All of you have,” Diane said to them.

“It’s called enlightenment,” Mayor Rick sneered.

The Ricks then moved Diane over to the eradicator and placed her head in it. “You will never win,” she said to them.

“We already have,” Mayor Rick smirked.

The eradicator was set to kill. In a flash of light, Diane across all dimensions was gone.

***

Beth was oblivious to her mother’s death as she rode with Jerry to the abortion clinic. Her mother just didn’t understand that her career and future was on the line. Jerry was sympathetic to whatever she decided. Jerry suddenly hit a rock in the road and had a flat tire.

“I can fix this,” Jerry said getting out to replace the tire.

Beth sat in the car lost in thought. She placed her hand on her stomach and wondered if she was doing the right thing. Jerry finally replaced the tire and got back into the car. Beth was in tears as he entered.

“What’s wrong?” he asked compassionately.

“I can’t go through with it,” she said to him.

“Really?” Jerry wondered.

“As far back as I can remember, I always wanted to save life. How can I live with myself if I take this life,” Beth said.

“I understand, Beth. I will always be there for you. If you plan to keep the baby, I would be honored to be your husband,” Jerry proposed.

“Oh, Jerry!” Beth said hugging him and crying on his shoulder.

“It’s going to be alright, Beth. I love you,” Jerry said consolingly.

***

The Council of Ricks watched the video of Jerry and Beth with disgust. “With few exceptions, the abortion was successful,” a Rick councilman reported.

“However, they’re all sticking with this Jerry,” the councilman said disturbed.

“Capture this Jerry too, so we can eradicate him,” Mayor Rick ordered.

***

Rick C-137 exited a portal in a hospital and looked out a window. He saw Jerry and Beth with their newborn baby girl they had named Summer. Portals opened allowing armed Ricks to storm the hallways. “What are you here for?” Rick C-137 asked them.

“We’re here to eradicate Jerry, obviously,” their squad leader said.

Rick stared at the happy family and then back to the stone-faced Rick squad. Suddenly, he took out a pistol and killed the squad of Ricks. He then opened a portal so their bodies would disappear from the floor.

squad
-Rick Squad

Opening another portal, Rick C-137 marched on the citadel. The other Ricks allowed Rick C-137 to address the council. “You eradicated my wife,” he accused.

“More like ex-wife,” Mayor Rick joked and then did a finger handshake with the council member next to him.

“You’re not to eradicate Jerry,” Rick C-137 told them.

“And why won’t we?” Mayor Rick asked amused.

“Because if you do, I’ll eradicate myself,” Rick C-137 threatened.

“You wouldn’t dare,” Mayor Rick narrowed his eyes at him. “You would kill your infinite selves?”

“Without hesitation,” Rick C-137 replied.

“You’re bluffing,” Mayor Rick accused.

“Try me,” Rick C-137 said.

Mayor Rick gave him a furious look. “Very well, Rick C-137. We will play it your way,” Mayor Rick allowed.

“If anything happens to Jerry, if it be a car accident or a bolt of lightning, I am going to blame this council,” Rick C-137 made clear.

“You’ve made your point clear, Rick C-137,” Mayor Rick glared.

Rick C-137 made a portal and exited.

***

Rick drank alcohol from a flask as he approached the grave site. There was no body to bury. She had been eradicated across all infinite dimensions. She was gone forever. Rick took a sip as he saw the grave site. In a moment of emotional weakness, Rick fell on the tombstone and wept. “I don’t deserve happiness,” he said to her.

Rick then noticed Jerry, Beth, and their infant daughter entering the cemetery. Sighing, Rick opened a portal and disappeared before the couple was aware of him. Beth saw a white-haired man near her mother’s grave. As she got closer, the man was gone.

“Dad?”

Room 1408

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Other Keywords: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

After receiving a post card in the mail, Mike, a hard-core haunted house enthusiast, decides to check out the supposedly haunted Room 1408 at The Dolphin Hotel in NYC. What he quickly discovers is that no man ever leaves:

Room 1408

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By TGFictionStv

TG Themes: 

  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Halloween

Room 1408 Part 1

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Horror

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Halloween

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Room 1408
(Based off the novel and film 1408)

Mike exited his apartment and walked over to the mailbox. He hadn't
checked it all week and assumed it would be full of junk mail. Sure
enough, he found it filled with letters. He quickly went through it
sorting out his roommate's mail in the process. John was just as
forgetful. People of his generation never used the mail. That was what
email was for.

Finally, Mike came across an odd post-card. It was a picture of an old
hotel in the middle of New York City. Flipping it over, Mike read the
one-sentence description: Don't enter room 1408. Mike smirked at the
post-card. He would have to show John it later. The two of them had
subscribed to a haunted house organization for kicks.

Mike threw the rest of the mail away and placed the post-card on the
kitchen table. Mike and John were both college students. An English
major, Mike desired to one day be a famous writer. John was a jock
playing a number of sports at the college. The two only had one thing
in common and that was their shared interest in haunted houses and
ghosts. The two didn't take it seriously desiring to disprove every
place they had been to.

John came downstairs groggily as he went for the breakfast cereal. "I
got this post-card in the mail. It's another haunting except this time
it's a famous hotel in New York City," Mike said.

"Really? What's haunted about it?" John asked curiously.

"I don't know, but it says not to enter room 1408," Mike said.

John looked over the post-card and studied the numbers. "The numbers
add up to 13," he realized.

"Pretty clever," Mike smiled.

"Not very original," John scoffed.

"New York City isn't a long drive from here," Mike considered. The two
lived in Boston. "I was thinking of checking it out next weekend. You
up for it?"

"Sorry man, I got a wrestling tournament," John said. "You do know that
traffic in New York is insane."

"Yeah, I'll take my bike," Mike said thoughtfully.

***

Next Friday night, Mike rode his motorcycle into New York City. By the
time he arrived, it was already dark. Mike always came prepared for
these kinds of haunted places. In his backpack were his laptop, tape
recorder, and camera. He strolled into The Dolphin lobby and saw
how expensive it looked. He realized this would take up most of his
haunted house budget. Mike was dressed in a green coat, a Hawaiian t-
shirt, and black pants. He looked out of place as richly dressed New
Yorkers entered and exited the building.

"Welcome to the Dolphin Hotel," the red-headed clerk said politely. "Are
you checking in?"

"Yes," Mike replied.

"Do you have a reservation?" she asked.

"No, I was hoping room 1408 was open," Mike said casually. He then
kicked himself mentally for not calling ahead. If it was occupied, it
would be a wasted trip.

"It is open," the clerk said as she looked on her computer.

Mike sighed with relief. The clerk frowned as the computer warned her
to talk to management. "Will you excuse me for just a moment, Sir," she
said.

Mike nodded as she went to get a manager. That manager then walked
across the hotel lobby and disappeared from view. Mike waited patiently
until a tall black man approached him. "Hello, my name is Gerald, the
general manager of The Dolphin hotel. Is there anything I can help you
with, Sir? I can arrange dinner reservations, tickets to the Knicks
game, anything you would like," Gerald said.

"I just want room 1408," Mike said politely.

"We were thinking of upgrading you to a penthouse suite," Gerald
objected.

"Just 1408 please," Mike insisted.

"Could you please step into my office?" Gerald asked.

"Sure," Mike relented.

As they walked towards the manager's office, Mike wondered what was
going on. Why was the manager resisting him? Was it to hold him in
suspense? Mike entered the office and was amazed by its luxuriousness.
There were paintings, sculptures, a small library, a large desk, and a
collection of liquor bottles.

"Do you drink?" Gerald asked getting out a bottle.

"On occasion," Mike smiled.

"Remy 1839, runs about $800 a bottle when you can find it," Gerald said
as he opened the bottle.

"I appreciate the bribe, but I intend on staying in that room," Mike
said. The more push back he received about this room the more he wanted
it.

"How long?" Gerald asked.

"A night," Mike answered thinking the question odd.

"Oh, I see. No one has ever lasted an hour," Gerald said seriously.

"I have been all over the country in haunted houses, graveyards, and
spooky places. I think I can last more than an hour in a hotel room," Mike
said unimpressed.

"No man has ever exited room 1408," Gerald said darkly.

"You saying they died?" Mike asked.

"No, they simply disappeared never to be seen again," Gerald replied.

Mike nodded as if accepting Gerald's advice. "I didn't get that drink,"
he reminded him.

Gerald poured Mike a glass not bothering to ask Mike's legal age. Mike
drank down the glass as if it were a shot. It was the best drink Mike
had ever tasted.

"No," Mike said simply.

"Damn it to hell!" Gerald cursed.

Mike smirked victoriously. "I am trying to help you. You go into that
room, you're putting your life into your hands. You waste your college
fund on these trips to haunted places. You have no direction in your
life. You just play these games," Gerald warned.

"Where do you get off?" Mike replied angrily.

"Oh please. Don't act like a sore school girl," Gerald insulted.

"Give me my key," Mike insisted.

Gerald sighed. "Come with me," he said.

Mike walked with Gerald over to the lobby desk. He took out an actual
key. Mike followed Gerald to the 14th floor. "I don't go farther than
here," Gerald said as the elevator doors opened.

"Is the room ever cleaned?" Mike asked.

"Yes, but the door is always open and never for more than an hour,"
Gerald said gravely.

Mike rolled his eyes and walked down the hall towards 1408. He placed
the key in the slot and then went inside. It was an ordinary hotel room
with a bedroom, living room, and bathroom. There was nothing out of the
ordinary about the room. He closed the door behind him and rested on
the bed. He realized with amazement that he didn't even pay for the
room. Shrugging, he looked around examining every part of the room.

Done, Mike considered why the manager was being such a pain. If John
had been with him, there might have been an actual fight. The only
thing he did find odd was that the paintings in each of the rooms were
that of romantic couples from the Victorian age. Probably a newlywed
room, Mike figured.

Mike recorded all of his observations on his tape recorder as he went
through it. He investigated the liquor cabinet. Smiling, he figured these
would be free as well. Turning on his laptop, he realized there was also
free Wi-Fi in the room. He then turned on the TV and saw different
categories of shows including adult entertainment. Tonight, he would
get himself wasted and then tomorrow he would explore the city.

Looking out the window, Mike could see a number of New York skyscrapers
in the distance. Suddenly, the radio turned on. Mike jumped hitting
his head before going back inside. The music was a woman's voice
singing "It has just begun..." Mike turned off the radio and then saw two
chocolates on the bed. He hadn't recalled them being there before. He
checked the room to see if room service had somehow entered without him
knowing. Seeing no one, Mike checked the closet to see if someone was
hiding there. Instead, he found an assortment of dresses, women's
shoes, and other clothes.

"Weird," Mike said as he closed the closet. He thought he had checked
everything but apparently not this closet. Someone must have left their
entire wardrobe in the hotel years ago.

Mike went over to the bed and had a drink. Nearly finished with the
drink, the radio came back on startling him. "It must be on some kind
of alarm," Mike figured. He turned it off but then the numbers began to
flash. Mike stared as the numbers changed to 60:00 and started counting
down. Mike recalled that no one had lasted over an hour.

"Very clever," Mike saluted Gerald.

Mike decided to forget the alarm and take a shower. He placed his
clothes in the bedroom and then entered the shower/tub. The warm water
was refreshing as it washed over him. It felt so good; he felt he could
spend the entire hour in the shower. After five minutes, the water
became super-cold. "Shit!" Mike said getting out of the shower. He
manipulated the hot and cold knobs without success.

"Old building," he said disdainfully.

Taking a towel, he dried himself and then went back into the living
room. Only his clothes were gone. Mike looked around but his clothes
were nowhere to be found. Irritated, Mike got on the phone.

"Room service," the female voice on the other end said.

"Someone has taken my clothes. I want them back," Mike demanded.

"Who has taken your clothes?" she asked.

"Who do you think? It must have been room service. They came in while
I was in the shower and took my clothes," Mike accused.

"Are there clothes in the closet you can use?" the voice asked.

"Yes, but they're women's clothes. I am a man," Mike objected.

"I don't understand the problem," the voice said.

"What? Are you crazy?" Mike said and then hung up angrily.

Mike then approached the closet looking for anything gender-neutral.
There was a t-shirt, white socks, and women's jeans. He also found
women's tennis shoes. "This will have to do," he muttered.

Taking the clothes, he placed them on the bed. He still had an
underwear problem. He figured he would just go commando rather than put
female underwear on. When he was done putting them on, he was amazed
they fit. He looked at himself in the mirror.

"I look ridiculous," he said displeased.

Mike decided to leave and go shopping for real clothes. Turning the
knob, he found it locked. Mike struggled with the knob for a few
moments until giving up. Taking his key, he tried to unlock it from the
inside. His key suddenly snapped off. Mike then continued to twist on
the knob until it came clear off.

Mike banged and kicked on the door without success. Dismayed at his
weakness, Mike went up to the window. There was a woman in the building
across from him. Opening the window, he began to shout at her to get
help.

"You! Help!" Mike yelled at the woman across from him.

The woman noticed Mike and peered at him through the window. "Call the
police!" he yelled at her.

He then realized the woman was simply imitating his gestures. With every
gesture with his hands, she also did the same. Mike became angry at the
mocking woman for not taking him seriously. Mike took the lamp near the
window. The woman did the same.

"Oh really?" Mike smirked. He threw the lamp out the window and the
woman did the same. The two lamps disappeared before hitting the
street.

Freaked out, Mike turned away from the window. He stared at the booze on
the table. "It must be the alcohol. I have been drugged. This is like
an acid trip," he realized.

The television then turned on by itself showing home-videos of when he
was a kid. There was a stark difference though. Instead of a little
boy, there was a little girl. Mike watched stunned as his parents
celebrated the little girl's birthday. "That's me," Mike said confused.

Mike turned off the TV and opened his laptop. He found John online and
initiated a Skype video. "Hey, John. I need to be picked up. The hotel
put acid in my drink," Mike said.

"Wait, who are you? Why do you have Mike's screen name?" John asked
confused.

Mike looked around to see if anyone was behind him. "It's Mike. I need
your help," he said.

"I don't know who you are, lady. How did you get Mike's password?" he
asked suspiciously.

Mike simply stared at John. "Mike let me borrow it because I don't
have one of my own. I am with him in the hotel," Mike said playing
along.

"Nice," John approved.

"He needs a ride. He can't drive right now, and I don't ride
motorcycles," Mike said.

"Why not stay the night and pass out?" John suggested.

"The room isn't safe. They've locked us in. You need to get the
police," Mike said.

"Has Mike already chickened out? This would be a first," John smirked.

A Skype video then appeared showing Mike's face. "You should come over
to room 1408. It's really spooky," Mike said in the video.

"I already told you I have a wrestling tournament," John objected.

"I understand. Have a good night," Mike on the video said.

"That's not me," Mike shouted at the computer.

The water system suddenly went off in the room disabling the laptop.
"Damn it," Mike swore as his laptop was ruined.

His clothes were now soaked from the water system. Irritable, he ran
his fingers through his black hair. Only instead of his short spiky
hair, it was longer and wavy. The water stopped leaving a drenched room.
Mike stared at himself in the mirror. His hair was longer as if he
hadn't cut it in a month. His face also looked a little different. He
realized that his nipples were protruding from his wet t-shirt. Taking
his wet t-shirt off, he could tell that his nipples were larger than
before.

Mike looked at the alarm and saw that thirty-five minutes were still
left. "I just need to last the hour," he said to himself.

Mike went back to the closet to see if there were any dry clothes he
could use. Unlike before, the only remaining clothes left were dresses
and skirts. Turning away from the closet, Mike approached the hairdryer.
Taking off his clothes, he manually dried each article of
clothing. As he did, he saw his face in the mirror. It was becoming
softer and more feminine. His facial hair that he had neglected to
shave was now gone.

"No man has ever exited room 1408."

Mike stared at the mirror in horror. The room was haunted, and it was
changing him into a woman. "No way," Mike said to himself, his voice
cracking.

Mike felt for his penis stroking it a few times. He closed his eyes as
he thought of sexy thoughts. He was going to defeat this. He thought
of himself embracing and kissing a naked woman in the hotel room. He
stroked himself as he did thinking of all the ways he would pleasure
their breasts. His penis became longer and strong as he continued to
stroke it.

"That's it," he said to himself.

He fantasized penetrating a beautiful black-haired woman. Her hair was
to her shoulders, her breasts were B-cup, and her legs were wrapped
around his waist. Mike went harder on himself until finally, he came to
his release in the tub. Mike felt exhausted but satisfied. He then
realized something was wrong as his penis became flaccid. His balls
appeared to deflate and his penis became one inch long as if he had been
in freezing water.

"I have to get out of this room," he said, his voice continuing to
crack.

He grabbed the half-dried clothes and put them on quickly. He got to
the window and looked outside. Seeing the next window over, he saw that
he had to walk about twenty steps to get to the next window. If he
fell, he would surely die but if he stayed he would lose his manhood.
Mike decided to risk it and went outside on the ledge. He made a few
steps carefully balancing himself. His body shook in fear as he moved
step-by-step.

"Don't be a girl," he said to himself.

His chest swelled slightly distracting him as he moved. The wind tore
at him threatening to send him off. "Just a few more steps," he told
himself.

He then realized the window to the next room disappeared. Looking
either way, the only hotel room that had any windows at all was his own.
Freaked out, he nearly fell off the ledge. Defeated, he moved back to
his own window and got back inside.

As he crossed over, he turned back to see that the windows had been
blocked off with solid brick. It would now be impossible to even
attempt to get down through the window. The room then became cold as
the thermostat went to 0 degrees. The existing water in the room froze
like frost or snow. He could see his breath and his body shivered. He
looked to the hairdryer but it no longer worked. The shower also
refused to run warm water.

"I am going to freeze to death," Mike realized.

He then heard an electronic noise from the fax machine. He took the
printed piece of paper and stared at the message. "Put clothes on from
the closet and you will be warm," it said.

"No!" Mike refused, crumbling the piece of paper and throwing it aside.

As the minutes went by the room became even colder reaching -30 degrees.
Mike could no longer feel his fingers and could barely breathe. "You
win," he said dragging himself over to the closet.

He slowly grasped for a black dress and then put it over his body.
Immediately, the closet became warm and the frost disappeared. "Happy?"
he said weakly.

Entering the living room, as long as he had the dress on, the room
remained normal temperature. Mike then began to see hallucinations of
people from various times. They all appeared as black-and-white
holograms like that of an old movie. They moved across the room and
each one had their own story. Mike watched in fascinated horror as each
one of them started out as a man, then eventually putting on female
clothes of various fashions, and then becoming women. Mike then
followed the ghostly holograms to the bedroom where he then saw the now-
women make love to other men.

Mike couldn't turn his eyes away as these women took off their old
fashion dresses from the 1920s while the men took off their suits. They
made love the same way couples made love today. Mike saw a World War 2
soldier in uniform change before his eyes into an Army nurse and make
love to another soldier. He then saw a man with long hair and beard
from the 60s change into a beautiful woman with long hair down to her
waist.

Mike noted that with each visual he saw, the guest went through a
process of denial and final acceptance of their fate. "No," Mike shook
his head. "I won't be like the others," he said to himself.

He then turned and saw his mother sitting on the couch in the living
room. "Mom?" Mike wondered.

"Honey, you look beautiful," she said standing up and looking him over.

"Mom, I'm your son," Mike said to her.

"You no longer need to pretend anymore, Michelle. I have accepted it.
I just want you to be happy," his mother smiled.

"Michelle?" Michael wondered.

"It's the name I would have given you had you been born a girl," his
mother said. "Do you like it?"

"Sure, I guess," Mike muttered. "I'm not going to be a girl. I'm still
your son," he told her.

"I should have known from the very beginning. You always liked to dress
up and play with dolls. Can you forgive me for denying it for so long?
All the pain you must have gone through. I'm a terrible mother," she
said mournfully.

"No, you did nothing wrong, mom. It's this room. It's making everyone
crazy," Michael said. "You have to help me get out of this room."

"You're no longer in the closet, honey. You're free now," she said.

"You're not listening to me, mom. You have to help me get out!" Mike
yelled at her.

There was a sudden knock on the door and both turned towards it. "It's
me, John. Open up," John said from behind the door.

Mike simply stared in disbelief. "He's such a good boy. I'm so happy
for you," his mother gushed.

"It's not like that," Mike insisted turning to the door. He looked back
towards his mother, but she was gone.

Freaked out, Mike reached for the doorknob. "Come on, you in there. I
drove all the way out here to see you," John said frustrated as he
knocked.

"I can't open the door. Get help," Mike said and then covered his mouth
in shock. His voice was a high pitched woman's voice.

"What do you mean? Just open the door," John said annoyed.

Mike decided to test the doorknob and opened the door. As soon as the
door was open, Mike dashed to get out. He ran into John bouncing off
him. "What's your hurry?" he asked.

"Don't close the door!" Mike yelled at him in his squeaky voice.

John closed the door just as he said it locking them in. Mike's heart
sank as he realized he had just lost his opportunity to escape. "You
don't seem happy to see me. Our wrestling meet got canceled, so I
decided to come out and see you. This room doesn't seem so bad," he
remarked.

"We have to get out of here," Mike told him.

"You look freaked out. Relax, babe, I'm here," John said and then
kissed him.

Mike felt confusion, disgust, and arousal all at once. John smiled at
him and then took off his jacket on the bed getting more comfortable.
Mike glanced at the mirror and saw a woman in a black dress looking back
at him. He looked down at himself and saw that he was still male,
barely.

John lay down on the bed kicking his shoes off. "Maybe tomorrow, we can
tour the city. Would you like that?" John asked.

"Sure," Mike replied.

The phone then rang. "I'll get it," John offered, getting off the bed.

"No, I got it," Mike insisted grabbing the phone.

John shrugged as Mike listened to the receiver. "If you want to leave,
you know what to do," the woman's voice on the other end said.

"Why are you doing this?" Mike whispered back.

"All guests in room 1408 have free will. You can either relive this
hour over and over, or you can take advantage of our express check out
system," the woman's voice said.

Mike looked over at the relaxing John and put the receiver done. "Who
was it?" John asked curiously.

"Just room service wanting to know if we needed anything," Mike lied.

"That's nice of them, but I prefer it if we had some privacy," John
smirked.

"Yeah, right," Mike agreed.

Mike's mind was turning. If he had sex with John and became a woman, he
could leave the room. Or else the two of them could be trapped in the
room forever. Foreign thoughts started entering Mike's mind. Was John
good in bed? Could he last long enough? Was he husband material? What
would having a family be like with him? Mike shook his head trying to
clear the weird thoughts from his head.

"I'm going to take a shower," Mike said excusing himself.

"Mind if I join in?" John asked hopefully.

"No, I'll be out quickly," Mike said awkwardly.

John shrugged and turned on the TV. Mike exited the room and went into
the bathroom. A woman's face was in the mirror. Mike felt his usual
features on his face despite his female appearance in the mirror. His
hands appeared feminine as they moved across his face. Mike took the
dress off and hung it on a hook on the door. Taking his underwear off,
he could see the changes to his body.

"I just need to think," he said to himself as he turned the water on.

Mike felt the jets of warm water on his budding chest. He felt the A-
cup breasts wondering if he could simply remove them surgically or bind
them so no one would notice. "All I have to do is have sex with him and
then I am free to go," he thought to himself.

What if I become pregnant? Can I become pregnant? What if I...I mean if
he uses a condom? Mike shook with nervousness as he anxiously thought of
what would happen if he had sex with John. He felt arousal go through
his breasts as he thought about it. Slowly his breasts and nipples
expanded becoming B-cup size. Mike could now cup his breasts easily.
There would be no way to hide them now. Mike placed his hands on his
hips and felt them expand outward while his waist shrunk in.

"I guess I better get in one good stroke before it's gone," he said to
himself. He reached down to his shrinking penis and felt an intense
pleasure as he touched it. "Oh fuck!" he said stunned.

Mike felt underneath as his balls flattened into his abdomen. Inside,
he felt a weird sensation as organs started growing and rearranging
themselves. His penis continued to shrink until it was no longer
visible. Mike felt around and realized his penis had become a clitoris.
He rubbed it a few times and felt the most intense feeling. "This is so
much better," she said to herself.

Michelle exited the shower and dried herself with the hotel's towel.
Wrapping it around her torso, she nervously exited the bathroom. John
was distracted with the TV and didn't notice Michelle enter the bedroom.

He suddenly noticed her and immediately turned off the TV. "You look
hot," he smiled.

Michelle blushed as she walked closer to him. She felt butterflies in
her stomach as she came closer to the bed. Was she really going to go
through with it? Closing her eyes, she concentrated on the task at
hand. She opened her eyes and let the towel fall to the floor. John
looked at her in stunned silence with elevator eyes. Michelle smiled
awkwardly as she revealed her naked body to him.

"Wow, you look..." he began and then suddenly disappeared.

Mike heard the alarm clock go off and saw the numbers rotate until it
was back to 60:00. He looked down at himself and saw his naked male
body with the towel around his feet. "I took too long," he realized.

Mike mentally kicked himself for even thinking about having sex with
John. Sudden disgust filled his mind at the idea of it. He quickly put
his male clothes back on and reached for the doorknob. It was locked
preventing him from leaving. He struggled with the doorknob for a few
moments before giving up. He checked the closet and found women's
clothing as before. Mike turned away from the closet and went into the
bathroom to wash his face.

"This is just a really bad dream," he said to himself. He turned the
faucet on and washed his face a few times. He turned the facet off but
the water kept going. "What?" he wondered.

Water started pouring out filling up the sink and then overflowing into
the bathroom. "What a mess," Mike complained. Water then shot out from
the shower as well. In quick order, the bathroom was flooded. Mike
backed away as the floor of the entire room was flooded. The flow of
water accelerated until it reached a foot high. Mike made his way
through the water and noticed that none of the water was flowing through
the crack in the door. He reached for the window, but it refused to
open.

"I am going to drown," he realized.

The water kept coming forcing Mike to swim to the surface. Desperate,
he kicked at the window to release the water, but it was no use. Mike
went back to the surface near the ceiling and considered what to do.
"The closet maybe?" he figured. It saved him from the cold so maybe it
would work this time. Mike swam over to the closet and with difficulty
got the door open. Water immediately flowed into the closet making all
of the clothes soaking wet.

Mike reached for the black dress and made his way back to the surface.
He now had only a few inches of air space left. The water continued to
flow even as he held the dress. "Oh, come on!" he said angrily.

As he ran out of air space, Mike struggled to get the dress on.
Finally, the room was completely submerged. Mike eventually got the
dress on while being tossed around by the waves. Once he zipped it up
completely, he dropped to the floor perfectly dry.

Looking around, he saw that the hotel room was completely dry with no
sign of any water damage. Cautiously Mike approached the bathroom but
didn't dare touch the sink. He then heard a knock on the door.

"Fuck me, right?" Mike said wearily.

Looking at the clock, he saw that he only had thirty minutes left. Mike
approached the door and was able to open it. John walked through as
before, and Mike immediately tried to get out. He found to his chagrin
that his bare feet were stuck to the floor. John didn't seem to notice
and closed the door behind him. "Damn it!" he screamed inside his head.

"Nice place, but it doesn't seem spooky at all," John remarked. "My
wrestling meet got canceled, so I decided to come over."

"Thanks for coming," Mike said lamely.

"No problem. Tomorrow, we can tour around the city. Anything you want
to do, babe," John smiled.

Mike smiled awkwardly at being called "babe." He looked at the clock and
noticed he was running out of time.

John took his jacket off and kicked off his shoes before he lay on the
bed. "Want to watch a movie or TV?" John asked.

Mike's mind was in turmoil as he tried to think of what he was going to
do. Resolved, he walked closer to John. "No, I want you, now," he
said.

John raised his eyebrows surprised. Mike got on top of John and worked
to take off his shirt. He tried not to think about what he was doing.
As he unbuttoned John's pants, he couldn't help but think that this was
the gayest thing he had ever done. Mike pulled John's pants off and
threw his shirt aside. Mike could tell that John was good and hard
through his boxer shorts. Hesitating, Mike finally reached to take
those off as well. Meanwhile, John unzipped his dress and started
taking it off his body.

In short order, the two were naked on the bed. Mike felt completely
awkward still appearing to himself as a man. "Should I get a condom on?"
John asked reaching for his pants.

"Yeah, sure," Mike agreed.

Mike waited patiently as John placed the condom over his cock. All the
while, Mike wondered what it would feel to have that thing inside him.
Mike then had a wild idea. What if he fucked John? Then maybe he would
remain a man, and John would become the woman. It was worth a try but
could Mike go through with it knowing the consequences for John. It was
either him or John.

Mike took the initiative aiming his cock towards John's entrance and
pushed in. "Wow, you're feisty tonight," John commented.

Mike smiled as he thrust all the way in. He had never done this before
with a man, but it seemed similar enough to when he fucked girls in the
past. After a few thrusts, Mike suddenly became disoriented. Looking
down, he saw B-cup breasts wiggling with his motion. Down below, he no
longer had his penis, and he was not inside John at all. Instead, John
was inside him! He was still on top, but John's cock was deep inside
him. Mike was a woman again in the cowgirl position on top of John.

"Oh my God! What the fuck?" Michelle screamed in her head. John
continued to thrust his hips upward and then grunted as he came inside
the condom.

"Wow, that was good," he smiled.

Michelle was absolutely horrified and got off him. She looked at the
clock and saw that she only had a few minutes remaining. Had she done
it this time? Was she free to go? John fell on his pillow contently as
the minutes ticked by. Michelle simply stared at the clock as it
counted down. Finally, the clock got down to the end.

Mike was suddenly placed in the living room wearing his male clothes as
before. John was gone and the clock was back to 60:00. The phone rang
again. Mike picked up the phone. "What do you want? I did what you
asked," Mike demanded.

"I'm sorry, but you did not fulfill the checkout requirement," the
woman's voice said.

"I fucked my best friend. What else do you want?" Mike asked outraged.

"In order to check out, two lives must enter and three lives must exit,"
the woman's voice said calmly.

Mike let that sink in. "What...the...fuck?" he said.

"Two lives enter and three lives exit," the woman's voice repeated.

Mike put down the receiver and stared off into space as he realized what
the room demanded of him. Not only did the room want him to become a
woman, but it also wanted him to become pregnant as well. He would have to
conceive in this very room in one hour.

"Impossible," he said to himself but then realized what kind of room he
was in.

Mike stared at the mirror in the living room and saw a pregnant version
of himself in it. "It's not fair," he muttered.

The phone suddenly caught fire in an apparent electrical fire. "Oh
shit!" Mike realized as the fire quickly spread. If he didn't get out of
the room, he was going to burn to death.

Mike quickly checked the door and found it locked as before. He then
noticed the closet and found the black dress as before. "I get it," he
said angrily.

As the fire spread through the room, the smoke began to suffocate him.
Mike put on the dress using his hands to feel as he could no longer see
anything in the dense smoke. Successfully putting on the dress, the
smoke and fire disappeared.

Mike took several long breaths to clear his lungs of the smoke. As
before, there was a knock on the door. Mike opened the door and
immediately ran out into the hallway past John. As soon as he reached
the hallway, he realized he had just run right back into the room. John
closed the door and touched the back of his shoulders.

"You're so tense, babe. The wrestling meet was canceled, so I figured
I would come over," he said as he massaged Mike's back.

Mike was mentally and physically exhausted by his ordeal. He just wanted
to surrender to it all. "John, just take me," Mike said defeated.

"All the way?" John asked.

"All the way," Mike repeated.

John continued to massage his back and kiss his neck. Mike didn't care
if what he was doing was gay anymore. He just wanted out of the room.
Besides, what John was doing felt so good. John reached around and
began massaging his breasts through the dress. Mike arched his back as
he saw John cup, squeeze, and massage his growing breasts. As soon as
they reached full size, John began squeezing his nipples expertly.

Mike felt his dress fall off but felt no shame in his nakedness. John
continued downward touching his smooth hairless stomach and his female
hips. As John moved down his body, Mike could see the changes taking
place. John lightly touched his female ass and then reached around to
his crotch. John's larger hands went straight for Mike's shrinking
penis and completely covered his crotch. Mike moaned as John moved his
fingers. Once John withdrew his hands, Mike's cock and balls were gone.
Looking at himself, Mike was now completely female.

John took off his jacket and shirt throwing them aside. He then
unbuttoned his pants taking them off. Michelle turned around and saw
John's naked male body before her. Immediately, she felt turned on by
his muscular tall frame. John had been taller than her when she was a
man but now he looked like a giant. Michelle couldn't help but wonder
what her future son would look like.

John took off his boxers revealing a flaccid penis. "I must be a little
tired from the trip. I'll get it up," John promised her.

Michelle looked at the clock and saw that she was running out of time.
"Let me help," she said.

John let Michelle get closer to him and got on her knees. She got close
to John's cock and started stroking him. "I can't believe I am doing
this," Michelle said to herself. She finally placed her lips on his
cock and licked it a few times. Realizing it wasn't as weird as she
thought it would be, Michelle put her mouth on John's cock and started
sucking on it. John tensed up as he felt a pleasurable sensation
radiate from the head of his cock. Michelle decided to take the plunge
as a sexually active woman. She was going to suck cock and get fucked
just like any other woman. She felt liberated as if the flood gates of
possibilities had become open to her. She could appreciate John and
share her body with him like never before. They could still do the same
things as before. They could tour every haunted house and hotel in the
country but instead of awkwardly sharing a bed, they could now get laid
instead. The stress of finding a good girl to hang out with was over.
She now had her man, forever.

John became instantly hard as she continued to suck on him. Knowing he
would cum if she didn't stop she withdrew from him. "Show me what you
can do," Michelle said standing up.

"Alright," John smiled following her to the bed.

"Oh, I forgot my condom," John said.

"Forget it. I want to feel the real you," Michelle insisted.

"You sure?" John asked.

Michelle nodded. "Alright," John smiled as he got in the bed with her.

Michelle waited as John got into the right position on top of her.
Michelle felt weird being in such a submissive role. Even when girls
were on top of her before, she always knew she could retake control.
John placed his cock between her legs and slowly pushed in. Michelle
gasped as she felt his cock inside her. The feeling was indescribable
as he made his way all the way to her cervix. John and Michelle kissed
as John got used to being inside her.

Michelle felt relief wash over her as John went to work. She didn't
have to worry about a premature ejaculation or whether or not she could
successfully pleasure a girl. She could just lay back and relax as John
fucked her. Michelle felt a rush of new memories enter her mind. She
and John had been high school sweethearts, they awkwardly made love for
the first time when her parents were on vacation, and they began living
together as a couple at the apartment and had many love sessions in
haunted places. Every memory of each haunted place they went to was now
enhanced by their love and chemistry towards each other. They were no
longer just friends. They were lovers.

Michelle could tell that John was not going full speed trying to keep
going as long as he could. She looked over at the clock and realized
they only had a few minutes left. "Cum for me, baby," she whispered in
his ear.

"But you haven't, yet," he pointed out.

"We have all night," she said.

John smiled at that and picked up the pace. Michelle felt an instant
rush as John went full speed. Right now, they were just doing
missionary. She had plenty of time to try other positions later. She
just needed him to cum within the next five minutes. If he failed to do
so, she would go back to being a man and have to start all over again.
She decided to do her part by crossing her legs behind him and clutching
his muscular back. She kissed him as he went faster and faster.

Finally, John grunted and stayed still. Michelle could feel movement
inside her like a steady stream. John was cumming inside her! John did
a few more thrusts as he softened inside her. Michelle sighed knowing
it was over. It would take John sometime before he could recover. She
looked over to the clock and saw that they had only one more minute to
go.

After a few tense moments, the clock went to zero, and she heard a click
on the door. John didn't know the ramification of what had just
happened. She was pregnant now. John's sperm managed to get to her egg
just in time. They were going to have a baby. Michelle then noticed
that they were both wearing wedding rings. She had become a wife and
mother in one night. Memories of their wedding suddenly appeared in her
mind. John had proposed to her in a haunted house no less. She felt
instant love for John, her soul mate.

"John, we should get dressed and go downstairs, right?" she said
submissively.

"We could stay in, all night. Would you like that?" John asked
seductively.

Michelle liked the idea of exploring her new sexuality with John, but
she desperately wanted to get out of that room as soon as possible.
"John, I don't like this room," she said.

"It is a little stuffy," John agreed. "Still, we should take a shower
first," John said.

"Sure," Michelle agreed.

John helped Michelle off the bed so that they were standing close
together. Michelle's breasts lightly touched John's muscular and hairy
chest. She had lost a few inches of height and now had to look up to
meet his gaze.

"So, you want to go first?" Michelle asked him awkwardly.

"You're funny. Let's go," John told her.

Michelle's eyes widen as she realized he meant for both of them to
shower together. John entered the shower first getting the right
temperature. Michelle cautiously followed. The shower hadn't exactly
been friendly to her before. John took the soap and got his hands all
soapy. He then massaged her breasts and circled her nipples. Michelle
moaned in pleasure as he expertly cupped and squeezed her just the way
she liked.

John then went lower rubbing his thumb against her clit. Michelle
nearly fell from the shock of it. "Oh God, that felt good," she gasped.

"I didn't think it fair I got to cum, and you didn't," John remarked.

"It's okay, really," Michelle said.

"I'll get you there in no time," John promised.

Michelle placed her back against the wall as John continued to rub her
clit with his thumb. Her heart started to race, and her breathing
picked up. She felt her nipples get excited by what was happening. Her
whole body was reacting to what he was doing. John then took his index
and middle finger and slowly went inside her vagina.

Michelle cried out in pleasure as John moved his two fingers inside her
while rubbing her clit with his thumb. "He's so good at this. I don't
want it to end," Michelle said to herself. Her vagina instinctively
clenched on his fingers as he continued. Michelle's thoughts went wild
as she was being penetrated. She would kiss him, suck his cock, allow
him to fuck her however he wanted as long as he could get her to this
level.

Michelle clutched onto John unable to stand on her own. "Don't stop,"
she gasped.

John quickened his pace. Michelle felt it build up and then suddenly
her whole body tensed up. She released in a powerful orgasm that could
never compare to before. Michelle couldn't help but scream as it hit.
After getting her breath back, Michelle looked at John in awe.

"You have no idea how much better it is for me than you," Michelle said
stunned.

"Like you would know," John scoffed.

Michelle smiled knowing it would be impossible to tell John what had
transpired in the last hour. She felt so grateful to him for such a
wonderful night. She stared at his flaccid penis and decided to make
her move. It was no different than when she used to touch her own she
figured. Since he was her husband it only made sense that his cock was
now hers. She lightly touched his penis with her right hand stroking
it.

"It's going to take a while before I can get it up," John reminded her.

"Maybe not," Michelle smiled.

Michelle took the soap and rubbed it on his penis until it became semi-
hard. The water eventually washed away the soap as she stroked him.
Michelle got on her knees and pulled her wet hair away from her face.
She placed his cock into her mouth and started sucking like it was hard
candy. John's breathing picked up as he felt her tongue stroke his
head. Michelle looked up as she realized she was getting an effect from
John. This was so much easier than when she had gone down on a girl.
The shaft and balls were so easy to access. After a few moments, John
tensed up as he came in her mouth. Michelle quickly swallowed and stood
back up.

"Wow, that was great," John said appreciatively.

She had done it. She had gone down on a guy and made him cum. Never in
her life did she think it would be possible for her to have sex with her
male roommate and have his baby. Everything before this moment had been
dull. Now it was going to be an exciting adventure.

***

John and Michelle joyfully went down the elevator to the lobby where
they were met by the manager. "How do you like your stay?" he asked
them knowingly.

"It's been good so far," John smiled obliviously.

"I would like to offer you an upgrade to the penthouse suite. It's
perfect for a pair of newlyweds," he said.

"Sounds great," John agreed.

"You still have those Knick tickets?" Michelle asked.

"As a matter of fact, I do," the manager said taking two of them out of
his pocket.

John looked at Michelle in awe not expecting this. "Thank you, Sir,"
John said appreciatively.

"My pleasure. We hope you stay with us again whenever you are in New
York," the manager said and then walked away to the lobby desk.

"Looks like our evening is set," John grinned.

John put his arm around Michelle as they exited the hotel onto the
streets of New York. John waved for a taxi to take them to the
basketball stadium. Michelle looked around at the people around her.
Nothing would ever be the same; the way she saw men and women now. She
felt the dress around her like it was the most natural thing in the
world. As she walked, she noticed the subtle differences in her step.
She looked up at John who was now several inches taller and a lot bigger
than her now. She felt protected like never before.

A taxi drove up to John and Michelle to give them a ride. John took the
door and opened it for Michelle. Blushing at the new treatment,
Michelle got in the cab first with John following after her. As the cab
drove off, Michelle rested her head on John's shoulder feeling the
greatest contentment.

***

Two girls in black clothes strolled into the Dolphin hotel. One was
blond while the other had dark brown hair. They both wore mascara
around their eyes and had a gothic style to them. They came up to the
desk and waited for the clerk.

"How can I help you?" the clerk asked politely.

"We heard room 1408 is haunted. We wanted to check it out," the blond
girl said while chewing gum.

"I'm afraid 1408 is already booked," the clerk said.

"Oh really, I guess it's not so haunted after all," the brunette said
unimpressed.

The clerk double checked and saw a sudden vacancy. "It appears it is
available now," the clerk said. The computer instructed the clerk to
alert the manager. "Can you wait a moment, please?"

The two girls waited patiently as the manager strolled up. "How can I
help you?" he asked politely.

"We wanted to check into room 1408," the brunette pressed.

"That room was just recently vacated. Allow me to provide you other
options, a penthouse suite perhaps," the manager smiled.

"No, we want that one," the blonde insisted.

"I must warn you ladies, no woman has ever lasted more than one hour in
that room," the manager said darkly.

"So, a man could? That's sexist. I want that room," the brunette
demanded.

"Very well," the manager relented handing over the room key. "Take care
of the details, please," the manager said to the clerk.

The blonde turned to the brunette taking out her cell phone. "I am
going to make a quick call and then I'll see you up there," she said.

"Sure," the brunette said taking the keys and her stuff to the elevator.

The manager stared at the young brunette woman as she went into the
elevator. "Two enter, but three come out," he said darkly and then
poured himself a shot of old rum.

Room 1408 Part 2

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Magic

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Room 1408 Part 2

(Based off the Novel and Film 1408. This is a sequel to my Room 1408
story so please read the first in the series.)

Brittney took her key and opened room 1408. She looked around and found
nothing out of the ordinary. She focused on the carpet half-expecting
blood stains; there were none. She looked at the bed and found that it
was perfectly made. She sighed bored and then went into the room keeping
the door open.

She ventured into the bathroom and found it perfectly clean. The fridge
was empty. Typically, a hotel would leave some snacks but since this
room was supposed to be haunted they decided not to stock it. Brittney
smiled amused at the cleverness. The hotel really wanted to make it seem
like this room was haunted. Brittney turned on the TV and found it old
but otherwise ordinary. She checked the windows and the closet.

Brittney suddenly jumped as the alarm clock went off. She looked at the
clock and saw that it was ticking down to the end of an hour. She looked
at the clock with annoyance. The clock must have been pre-programmed to
start as soon as someone entered.

"An hour until what?" Brittney mocked.

She then looked at the door and found it closed. "I could have
swore...," she muttered as she reached for the door knob. It was locked.

"This isn't funny," Brittney said angrily and tried to force the door
knob. When that didn't work, she picked up the phone.

"Room service," the operator answered.

"My door is locked. I need help," Brittney said flustered.

"What is your room number?" the operator asked.

"Room fourteen-o-eight," Brittney said.

"You must be mistaken. Room fourteen-o-eight does not have a working
phone," the operator said.

"What is this? I am in room fourteen-o-eight, and I am speaking to you
right now," Brittney said outraged.

"We will have someone up to assist you shortly," the operator promised.

"Thank you," Brittney said and then hung up the phone.

"They won't come," a voice said behind her.

Brittney spun around and saw a young man lying on the bed comfortably.
He had short brown hair, brown eyes, and pale complexion. "Who the fuck
are you? How did you get in here?" Brittney asked him outraged.

"The same way you did," he replied. "The name is Michael," he added.

"Well, Michael, since you managed to sneak in without me knowing, you
should know how to get out," Brittney said condescendingly.

"There is no way out," he said simply.

"Listen here, asshole," Brittney said as she grabbed him. Only, her
hands went through him like he was a hologram.

"What is this?" Brittney asked stunned.

"I am the soul left behind from when my body was taken from me," Michael
said.

"I don't believe in ghosts," Brittney said becoming fearful of the
apparition.

"Neither did I until I came into this room," Michael said.

"How long have you been here?" Brittney wondered thinking it must have
been years.

"An hour ago," Michael said.

"How is that possible? There was a vacancy for this room as I came to
the hotel," Brittney objected.

"My body left this room and then checked out of the hotel this evening I
assume," he said.

"If that is true, then I would have seen your body in the lobby. I never
saw a man like you before," Brittney argued.

"A man? No, the body would have been a woman," Michael said sadly.

Brittney stared at Michael and then realized she had seen a couple
leaving the hotel. The woman was smiling and laughing as she walked out
of the hotel. "Did she have a date with her?" Brittney questioned.

"Yes, his name is John," Michael said and then described what he looked
like and how he was dressed.

"Oh my God. I did see you two then," Brittney confirmed.

"A demonic spirit took over my body, changed it to become female, and
then made it have sex with John. The spirit made John think I was the
one in that body," Michael said angrily.

"That's great but that doesn't help me get out of this room," Brittney
said impatiently.

"I don't know what will happen to you. Only men have entered this room,"
Michael said.

"The manager said no woman ever survived for an hour in this room,"
Brittney pointed out.

Laura entered the room and before Brittney could stop her, she closed the
door. She placed her set of keys in her pocket. "What?" she demanded as
she saw Brittney and Michael stare at her.

"Now, all three of us are trapped," Brittney said annoyed.

"Who are you?" Laura demanded of Michael. "I thought we agreed to no
boys allowed," Laura said annoyed.

"You can see him?" Brittney asked incredulous.

"Of course, I can see him. I'm not blind," Laura said obnoxiously.

"This could work to our advantage," Michael smiled.

"What do you mean?" Brittney asked.

"Two enter but three must leave. This loophole will allow the three of
us to leave," Michael figured.

"But you're a ghost. Does that count?" Brittney wondered.

"Where's the ghost?" Laura asked curiously.

"He's the ghost, moron," Brittney said insultingly.

"How is he a ghost? He looks completely real," Laura protested. She
walked over to Michael and tried to touch him. Her hand went right
through him. "No way," she gasped.

"See?" Brittney said losing patience.

"I have to take video of this," Laura said getting out her phone.

"You won't be able to record anything in here," Michael said.

Laura gave Michael a dismissive look and started recording him anyway.
"So, how do we get out?" Brittney asked Michael.

"There appears to be two ways. Either, I leave with the two of you
through possession or...," Michael began.

"You're not possessing my body," Brittney objected.

"Same here," Laura agreed.

"Or one of you will slowly become male and impregnate the other," Michael
finished.

"What the fuck?" Laura said softly.

"Whenever there are two people of the same sex in the room, one begins to
change. In this case, one of you will become a boy and impregnate the
other. That will satisfy the rule," Michael explained.

"How do you know this?" Laura asked doubtfully.

"My body became female and had sex with my best friend. Obviously, my
body became pregnant," Michael said disdainfully.

"Oh, really? I would have liked to have seen that," Laura smiled amused.

"Try to be mature about this," Brittney said upon seeing Michael's
irritable face. "So, we either choose changing sex and having a baby or
being possessed by you."

"I don't see any other way," Michael said solemnly.

"How about we try to kick the door down," Laura suggested. She yanked on
the door knob and then tried to kick it open.

"That won't work," Michael said obviously.

"We need to try every option before we agree to this," Brittney told him.

"You're running out of time," Michael warned.

The shower suddenly went on and started filling the tub. The two girls
ignored it as they tried to get the door open. The floor then became
flooded but the water did not flow underneath the door. The two girls
then noticed the water rising in the room up to their ankles.

"You're doing this. I just know it," Laura said to Michael angrily.

"I have been through all of this. It's going to get worse," he said.

The water continued to rise until it reached their waists. "I can't
swim," Laura admitted.

The TV became alive with old-fashioned male characters watching their
struggle. "Kiss, and the water will recede," the actor told them.

"What? Why?" Laura gasped as the cold water reached her chest.

"I would do what they say," Michael said bored. The water was not
affecting him in the slightest.

"It's just a kiss," Brittney said as she went through the water to get to
Laura.

"It's what the room wants," Laura objected.

"We have no choice," Brittney said and then kissed Laura on the lips.

Laura felt the kiss and in spite of herself enjoyed it. The two kissed
for a few moments oblivious that the water was gone. Brittney and Laura
continue to kiss putting their tongues into each other's mouths.
Finally, Michael interrupted them.

"The water is gone," he said.

Brittney and Laura disengaged and looked around. "Good," Brittney said
awkwardly.

"It worked," Laura said happily.

"This is the first step towards making one of you male and the other
pregnant," Michael warned. "It begins with the psychological and then
the physical."

"Which one of us will become the male?" Brittney asked.

"When I was here, I was alone. Now that there are two of you, I am not
sure," Michael admitted.

"I don't want to be a man," Laura said scared.

"Would you rather be pregnant?" Brittney asked of her.

"At least then I can terminate," Laura said rudely.

"I better be the pregnant one then. You're too irresponsible to have a
child," Brittney insulted.

"As a boy, I could impregnate scores of girls," Laura shot back.

"Maybe, after you become a boy and get me pregnant, I'll castrate you,"
Brittney threatened.

The girls started to fight grabbing each other's clothes. Michael merely
watched as the girls tore at each other's clothes until they were rags.
"It has already begun," Michael realized.

Brittney and Laura rolled around on the floor when suddenly they realized
the floor was filled with snakes. "Oh my God," Laura shouted as she got
on the bed. Brittney also realized the snakes on the floor and got on
the bed. The snakes numbered in the dozens and were all hissing. They
stayed closed to the bed daring either girl to try to escape.

"What do we do?" Brittney wondered and turned to Michael for advice.

"Think of something that could get rid of them," he suggested.

"I know," Laura said and immediately the floor was on fire. The snakes
hissed as fire consumed them all. However, the heat and smoke began to
overwhelm the girls.

"It had to be fire? You couldn't have just froze them or something?"
Brittney lectured Laura.

"Shut up," Laura snapped.

The smoke filled the room forcing the girl's to cough uncontrollably.
Laura went down first passing out on the bed while Brittney fought on. A
pair of pants and a dress shirt was thrown on the bed. "Put those on,"
Michael said.

Brittney didn't question the logic of it. She took off her jeans and put
the dress pants on. She then took off her t-shirt and put on the dress
shirt. As she did, her jeans, t-shirt, and shoes fell off the bed and
were consumed by the fire. After a long struggle, Brittney got the
clothes on. The fire and smoke then disappeared leaving dozens of
charred snakes behind. The room was black from the fire and smoke.

Laura continued to cough and then saw Brittney in the dress clothes. "I
don't have any shoes now," Brittney said.

"There are dress shoes in the closet," Michael pointed out.

"So, what does this mean? Is she going to be the boy?" Laura asked.

"Not necessarily. We can still work this out together," Michael
encouraged.

"I still haven't felt any changes," Brittney said. She could deal with
putting on men's clothes.

"Look in the mirror," Michael suggested.

Brittney walked onto the floor and saw herself in the mirror. Her long
brown hair had been shortened considerably. It still looked feminine
even though it looked short and spiky. "I can deal with this," Brittney
said.

"It's only the beginning," Michael said.

Brittney then noticed that her breasts were smaller than before in the
dress shirt. Alarmed, she immediately took it off but her bra was gone.
"Where is my bra?" she demanded.

Laura looked for it around the bed but it was gone. Brittney covered her
breasts embarrassed. "Come on, Brittney. It's not like I haven't seen
them before."

"He's still here," Brittney pointed out.

"Don't worry about me," Michael smirked.

As if to help her anxiety, Brittney's breasts continued to shrink until
she was flat-chested. Her nipples shrank as well. Her chest resembled a
teenage boy. "Oh God," Brittney moaned as she felt her flat chest.

"I know how you feel," Michael said to her. "I felt the same when my
penis disappeared."

"It's not the same," Brittney said bitterly.

"We can change her back, right?" Laura said fearfully.

"Maybe, but we're wasting time," Michael warned.

"Go ahead and possess me. I would never have a child with her," Brittney
said angrily.

"How dare you? You fucked plenty of boys in high school and didn't even
have them wear a condom," Laura accused.

"At least the kid would be mine," Brittney shot back. "If you got
pregnant, you would have your father hire a fancy lawyer to force me to
pay child support and not allow me visitation."

"Don't bring my father into this. At least I have one. You would never
be able to raise a child by yourself," Laura argued.

"That does it, bitch. I'll make your hair as short as mine," Brittney
said and tackled Laura to the floor.

"This is not helping," Michael said as Brittney pulled Laura's hair.

Brittney forced Laura to the ground and easily kept her down. It was as
if she had a dramatic increase in strength. Upon realizing it, she
stepped back. "No," she said realizing the ramification.

Laura glared at Brittney and fixed her blond hair. "Shall we begin?"
Michael asked.

Brittney nodded. Michael came closer to Brittney and then disappeared
inside her body. An entirely new reality emerged as the two came
together. Brittney and Michael shared the same body and mind. Brittney
then put on her dress shoes and put everything from her purse in her pant
pockets. Laura simply stared as Brittney put on a bow tie and looked at
herself in the mirror. Her face became slightly more masculine. She was
fairly passable now.

Brittney then walked over to the door knob and opened the door. "Let's
go," she said to Laura.

***

The two exited the room and went down the hallway to the elevator.
Laura's dress was a mess from her experience in the room, but Brittney
looked very neat in her suit. They went down to the lobby floor and
walked to the front counter.

"I'm checking out," Brittney said to the clerk.

"What room?" the clerk asked.

"Fourteen-o-eight," Brittney smirked.

The clerk stared at Brittney in awe. "Of course, Sir," she said.

Brittney then saw the manager walk over to the clerk. "I hope your stay
was a pleasant one," he smiled.

"Thanks for the drink," Brittney replied.

The manager looked slightly spooked but then recovered. "Of course," he
chuckled.

Once they were checked out, Brittney went with Laura to the exit. "Glad
that was over with," Laura sighed.

Brittney turned to Laura and for a moment Laura was expecting a kiss.
They had been through a lot in the last hour. "I don't need you anymore.
Go home," Brittney said coldly.

Brittney then took a cab and disappeared in New York traffic leaving a
shattered Laura behind.

***

"Take me to the airport," Brittney ordered the cab driver.

Once she arrived, the airport Brittney went over to American Airlines
counter. "I have a ticket reservation for Boston," she said.

"Yes," the clerk said and gave her a ticket. "Any bags to check in?"

"No," Brittney replied.

As she waited for her flight, Brittney went to the bathroom and looked at
herself in the mirror. Her appearance thankfully stayed the same. If
she had reverted back to being a young woman, her suit would make her
look like a butch lesbian. That would attract unnecessary attention.

***

Meanwhile, John and Michelle got out of their car after a nice road trip.
As John drove, the two of them shared fond memories of the past. John
parked the car in the apartment complex's parking lot and like a
gentleman opened the door for Michelle. The two kissed lovingly and then
entered the apartment.

Michelle found that everything had changed in the apartment. It was
neater for one, a detail she attributed to herself. Her bedroom was now
used as a storage room. They now shared a bed. As she stared at the
couch, memories of them making-out and kissing entered her mind. In the
bedroom, she was fed memories of the many times they made love. Looking
at the kitchen, she remembered all the times they had worked together to
cook meals. No more ramen noodles or microwave dinners.

"You look like you're seeing it for the first time," John smiled.

Michelle smiled. Well, the first time with the three of us. She no
longer had to fear pregnancy now. She could abandon all protection and
barriers between them for the next nine glorious months. She wanted him
as much as she could until the very end.

"It's been a long night. Want to hit the sack?" John asked.

"I want to do more than just sleep," Michelle said to him. She could
tell immediately that John was now interested. She felt like she had so
much power now. She could arouse him with a few simple words. The same
was never true for when she was a man. Yet, those memories of being a
man were starting to fade with time.

"Can't get enough, can you?" John smirked and gave her a kiss.

"Unlike you, I don't need time to recover," Michelle said knowingly.

"It may take a while for me to finish," John said flirtingly.

"That's fine with me," Michelle allowed.

The two went into the bedroom and started taking off their clothes. In
the dark, they touched each other all over. Michelle felt no hesitancy
to stroke her husband's cock, fondle his balls, and touch his chest. She
didn't have to bother with the question of whether she loved men over
women. All she knew at that moment was that she was in love with her
best friend. She wondered how it would have been had their fates been
reversed. Would she love and cherish the female version of John? She
hoped it would be yes. Still, she felt like she had the better end of
the deal.

John entered her and all of her reflective thoughts disappeared. She
became lost in the moment as John moved inside her. It felt so natural
for childhood best friends to go to college together, room together, and
eventually become lovers. It was too bad that sexuality and biology had
to get in the way of such an obvious decision. But Room 1408 changed all
that, and she would be forever grateful for it.

Unlike her time in Room 1408, Michelle was determined to try new
positions. She got on top and started to ride John's cock. She wasn't
perfect at first. Occasionally, he would slip out or she would fall over
onto him. They both found it amusing. John took her inexperience to be
just playfulness. In his mind, Michelle was very experienced. Michelle
found her sweet spot and sped up her pace. Her long brown hair went
everywhere and she touched her breasts to give her that extra boost.
Suddenly, a pleasurable surge went through her. She had just given
herself an orgasm.

Michelle cried out not caring if anyone heard. She felt her vagina pulse
with pleasure for a solid minute. It just kept going-and-going. She
wasn't sure if was the hormones or her own mind, but she felt an
incredible attachment to John. All doubt of them being together was
gone.

***

Brittney got off her plane in Boston and took a rental car. She knew
exactly where to go. Laura called Brittney a few times but there was no
answer. Laura then decided to call the hotel, The Dolphin. "General
Manager, please," she requested.

"This is the manager. How can I help you, tonight?" the manager said
pleasantly.

"I checked in to room fourteen-o-eight a few hours ago," Laura began.

"Oh yes, I remember you two," the manager said amused.

"Right, so, I have this problem. I think my friend Brittney is
possessed. I don't know where she is or what she intends to do," Laura
said fearfully.

"I am not sure I can help," the manager said.

"You have records of the phone numbers and addresses of the two guys that
checked into the room before us, right?" Laura asked.

"Well, miss, I have records of a couple that entered that room before
you," the manager said.

"Right, them," Laura said flustered.

"I can't give you that information," the manager said.

"It's very important. It could be life and death," Laura pressed.

"When you put it that way," the manager hesitated. "Alright," he gave
in.

The manager gave Laura the phone number to John and Michelle's cell phone
and their apartment address. Laura quickly dialed the number a few times
until she got John on the phone.

"It's late. Who is this?" John asked sleepily.

"I think you're in danger. My friend is headed right for you," Laura
warned.

"What friend? Who is this?" John asked. There was a sudden knock on the
door. John put the phone down and put some shorts on.

He opened the door and was suddenly punched back. Brittney entered the
room still in her suit. John fought back with punches, but Brittney had
greater mental coordination. She got several punches on John and then
knocked him to the ground as she slammed a chair on him. She then took
the table and pushed it on top of him. Punching through the table, she
further stunned John. With inhuman strength, she picked him up and
slammed him against the stove. Brittney then took hold of John and
slammed him against the stove with enough force to nearly knock him out.

"Sorry, John, but you're not thinking clearly," Brittney said.

Brittney then took a knife from the knife block and went towards the
bedroom. "Honey," Michelle said as she entered the living room. She was
wearing a bathrobe to cover herself. "Stay in the bedroom," John
shouted.

Michelle turned to the bedroom as she saw Brittney with the knife. The
doors to the bedroom and bathroom closed on their own and locked
preventing her escape. "What do you want?" Michelle asked fearfully.

"Look how quickly you've changed from a man to a frightened helpless
female," Brittney said.

"I have always been female," Michelle replied for John's benefit.

"No, you weren't. You were a man until you went into room fourteen-o-
eight. That body belongs to me," Michael said with Brittney's voice.

"You think killing me is going to get your body back?" Michelle asked.

"No, I just need to kill the child inside. Then, I will take your body
and make it male again like it was meant to be," Michael said.

"You're not Michael. I am Michael," Michelle said.

"You're just the body. You left your soul behind. I am here to reunite
soul and body," Michael said.

"The real Michael would never kill innocent life," Michelle objected.

"You left me in that room to exist there for eternity. If you had a
soul, you would have never left without me," Michael said bitterly.

"I have a soul," Michelle said confidently.

Brittney advanced on Michelle with the knife. "I can smell him on you.
It was understandable why you fucked him to get out of that room. But
now, what is your excuse? Look what you have done to us," Michael said.

"We're in love," Michelle said defensively.

"How? You think these false memories are real?" Michael said.

"I don't know, but I am the present and the future. I will decide for
myself what I will do for the rest of my life," Michelle said.

"This may feel uncomfortable," Michael said as he aimed the knife at her
abdomen.

Brittney's body then froze. "You cannot resist me!" Michael growled as
the real Brittney took greater control.

Michelle simply stared as Brittney's body contorted. "I would rather die
than kill her baby," Brittney said sending the knife close to her throat.

Michelle intervened taking the knife away. Brittney gave Michelle a
sympathetic look. "I'm so sorry," she said and then rushed out of the
apartment.

Michelle quickly locked the door and ran over to her fallen husband.
"Are you alright?" he asked dazed.

"We just got attacked by a possessed woman that looked like a man,"
Michelle told him.

"That sounds so weird," John muttered.

"I've experienced worse," Michelle smiled. "Let me bandage you up."

***

Brittney walked over to her car. Suicidal thoughts emerged like driving
her car at high speed into a tree. Another car sped up to the apartment
complex. It was Laura. "Brittney!" she shouted.

"Stay away from me. I can't control myself," she said.

"It's the ghost isn't it? He's got you," Laura realized.

"Yes, I would never do this if it was just me," Brittney said obviously.

"Let me get you out of here," Laura offered.

Brittney reluctantly got into Laura's car and closed her eyes in
concentration. Michael was still fighting her and as they left the
apartment, she felt his rage and desperation. "Ever since we left that
hotel, I have been struggling with these urges. All I can think about is
you, and I feel invisible hands all over my body. I must have had five
orgasms on the way over here," Laura said, her hands trembling.

"Yeah, well, I have a ghost in me that nearly killed someone," Brittney
said.

"We'll fix this," Laura promised.

"How? I'm so fucked up right now. A part of me wants to kill you,"
Brittney admitted.

Laura drove quickly to the nearest hotel. "Stay put," Laura said to
Brittney as she went inside. "I need a room for two," Laura said to the
clerk.

Laura got the keys and came back for Brittney. The two went inside the
hotel room and locked the door. As they turned around, they were now
back in room 1408. The room was perfect as before as if none of the
disasters had happened.

"It doesn't end," Brittney realized.

"Remember what the ghost said," Laura reminded her.

"You mean that psycho ghost that tried to have me kill people? That
ghost?" Brittney said exasperated.

"It's are only chance," Laura said.

"So, we pretty much settled that I am going to be the man?" Brittney
asked. Her eyes were bloodshot, and she could barely stand.

"We could flip a coin," Laura said lamely.

Brittney shook her head. "You have a good family. You should have the
kid."

"Don't talk like that. We're going to do this together," Laura smiled
warmly.

"You better not blue-ball me," Brittney joked.

The two laughed despite their circumstances. Michael's ghost then
appeared before them. "Let's do this again and this time it will be done
right!" he said angrily.

"No deal," Brittney said resolved.

"Do you know who I am? How dare you defy me," Michael screamed at them.
Suddenly, other ghosts appeared in the room. They were all male from
different time periods wearing affluent suits and hats. They took hold
of Michael's ghost and then it became clear he wasn't Michael at all.
His face and clothes morphed so that he took on the appearance of a young
man from the 1920s.

"Pardon us, my lord and lady," the ghost leader said and tipped his hat
to them. Michael's false ghost screamed as he was taken away through the
window.

"Wow, and here I was thinking that Michael was a total prick," Laura
laughed.

"We still have to go through with it," Brittney realized as the clock
kept ticking down the hour. She took off her bow tie and dress shirt
revealing a flat chest.

"Do you want me to do anything?" Laura asked uncertain.

"I don't know," Brittney admitted.

Laura got on the bed and took off her clothes. She tried to think of how
ordinary it would be to change clothes in front of another girl. As soon
as Laura took off her bra, Brittney felt a stir inside her. This was
really happening. A woman's breasts would forever have power over her.
She couldn't stop staring at Laura's perky breasts.

Brittney kicked off her dress shoes and suit pants. She noticed that her
legs were thicker and more muscular than before. She was still as
hairless as a swimmer but that would soon change. "What do you want me
to call you? Brit?" Laura asked.

"How about Brent?" Brittney guessed.

"Okay, Brent," Laura said as she took off her underwear. She felt
butterflies in her stomach as she was completely naked before the now
Brent before her.

With his new name, Brent started to think of himself as a man. He slowly
took off his underwear thinking that nothing would be there. As he did,
he felt a sudden pain inside his abdomen. He fell on the bed and waited
for the transformation to run its course. Laura watched in amazement as
Brent's vaginal entrance sealed permanently and two bulges pulsed inside
his body. As his testicles swelled and formed underneath his labia, his
clit started to expand. Laura watched in hopeful anticipating that his
cock would be long and thick.

"I hope you're enjoying the show," Brent said in a deeper voice. His
voice was irritable as he tensed up as his internal organs changed.

"I'm the one giving birth, remember. So, no complaining," Laura joked.

As Brent's penis grew, Laura felt an overwhelming urge to kiss it. She
placed her mouth on it and started sucking. Brent groaned as he felt his
penis for the first time. It felt really good at the very tip. It was
nothing he had ever experienced before. All of his concentration fell to
that one tip. Some part of Laura told her that the longer she sucked on
his dick, the bigger it would become. She didn't know if that were true,
but it felt compelling. She could tell that it was growing in her mouth.

Brent tensed up as he felt waves of pleasure in his penis. "I think you
should stop, or I might cum," he said anxiously.

"So quickly?" Laura asked backing off.

"I don't know," Brent admitted.

Laura waited for Brent's cock to go past six inches and for his balls to
fully form. She knew that within a short time, sperm from his balls
would end up inside her. She was afraid and excited by the implication.
Had she made the right choice? If it had been the other way around, she
would be having the cock and balls.

"What do you want to do now?" Brent asked unsure of himself.

"I'll be on top. After all, you're a virgin," Laura teased.

"A virgin," Brent repeated as if he didn't believe it.

Laura got on top of him and placed his penis at her entrance. As she
looked down at him, Brent's face had become more masculine. He looked
like Brittney's twin brother or something. His hair was still short and
spiky. Laura considered a few ideas on how to make him more attractive
to her. She slowly eased herself onto his cock, so he was all the way
in. Laura was impressed by how far inside he was able to get.

"How do you like these breasts now?" Laura asked him.

"They look good," Brent replied awkwardly.

Laura shook her head. "You're like a teenage boy."

"Give me a break. I have seen breasts my whole life," Brent said. His
penis was giving him a weird sensation. It felt moist but the pleasure
wasn't there yet.

Laura felt a little anxious taking the lead in sex. It made her
uncomfortable but under the circumstances it couldn't be helped. She
rocked her hips on his cock to see his reaction. Brent gave her a blank
face. Laura picked up the pace and noticed a reaction from Brent. He
was tensed up as if trying to hold something in.

"I don't think I am going to last long," he said.

"You got to be kidding me," Laura smiled.

Brent felt an intense pleasure build up and then it all was released in a
few seconds. Cum surged through his penis into Laura's body. There were
several surges in all and then it was over. He felt exhausted and had to
catch his breath.

"You're done already?" Laura asked disappointed.

"Sorry, wow," Brent smiled.

Laura shook her head. No doubt the boys before them never had this kind
of trouble. A few moments later, Laura heard the door on the room
unlock. With a sense of dread and amazement, she realized she was now
pregnant. It had been the worst sex she had ever had with a guy. Laura
got off Brent's cock and then noticed something odd. Brent's cock was
still standing at over six inches and still hard.

"Is that normal?" Brent wondered.

"No, it's not," Laura said disturbed by it too.

Laura cautiously touched Brent's penis and sure enough it was hard and
ready to go. "If you don't mind, I would like another go around," Laura
smiled.

"Go for it," Brent said satisfied.

"Sit up and hold yourself up," Laura ordered.

She then lowered herself on his cock so that her ass was against his
stomach. "Now, put your hands on my nipples," Laura instructed.

Brent did as he was told and started pleasuring her. Laura took the lead
using her legs to get herself off. Still, without Brent participating,
it was hard. "I think I got the hang of this," Brent said rising to his
knees. Laura was forced to be on all fours as she was moved.

Brent then penetrated her deep and started thrusting inside her at a
rapid pace. Laura gave a look of surprise as he took hold of her hips
and fucked her. Every so often, he would fall out but then get back in.
He reached around underneath and started to rub Laura's clit.

"Is it working?" Brent asked uncertain.

"Yeah, it's working. Keep going!" Laura gasped.

Laura finally felt an orgasm go through her as she was fucked from
behind. Overwhelmed, she fell to her stomach but Brent kept going.
Surprised, she clutched the sheets of the bed as he continued to go full
speed ahead. Brent then turned her on her side and continued. Laura
felt intense pleasure from all this action but it was just pleasure. She
needed to form an emotional bond. "Okay, stop," Laura said overwhelmed.

"Am I too rough?" Brent asked concerned.

"No, I just need more face time," Laura said going to her back.

She kissed him gratefully and then helped him back in. "Don't stop until
you've cum," she told him.

"Alright," Brent agreed. The fact that they were still inside the creepy
room didn't bother them anymore.

Laura crossed her legs behind Brent's back and let him go as fast as he
could. As he did, Laura rewarded him with kisses to his lips, then his
neck, and held his shoulders. She rubbed her breasts against his now
muscular chest. She knew the room was keeping him hard and that after
this was all over he would be as experienced as a teenage boy. Still,
there would be plenty of time to get him up to speed. She just needed
patience. Hell, he would have to learn patience too if he was going to
deal with her nine month pregnancy.

Brent grunted as he came inside her again. "Wow, I'm spent," he said
catching his breath.

"Let's leave this room and begin our lives. What do you say?" Laura
asked.

"Sounds good," Brent agreed.

***

A few moments later, Brent was in a full suit from the closet.
Everything fit him perfectly, and his dress shoes shined. "For all the
talk of fashion, I have to wear even more clothes than you," Brent noted.

"Except when we go to the beach, honey," Laura kissed him and made sure
his tie was made right.

Brent then checked his new wallet and looked over his ID cards and credit
cards. They all had his new name. "Make sure your cards have your
correct name," Brent suggested.

"My name?" Laura wondered.

Brent smiled and held up his left hand which had the wedding ring. "Oh
right?" Laura said sheepishly. She checked her cards and noticed her
last name was changed to Brent's.

Brent looked over Laura's black dress. "You look good," he complimented.

"Just good?" Laura chided.

"You look beautiful. How about that?" Brent asked.

"It's going to be fun to find out if you're ignorant or just playing
games," Laura said.

"Shall we go," Brent said opening the door for her.

***
Nine Months Later

Two women screamed bloody murder as they were giving birth. Two men
walked back to the lobby to take a break from the excitement. "Almost
makes you feel guilty," Brent remarked with a smile.

"Almost," John replied with the same smile.

"Boy or girl?" Brent asked.

"Boy," John said proudly.

"I can't imagine raising a boy. Ours is a girl," Brent said. "Do I
detect a Boston accent?" Brent asked.

"Guilty," John admitted. "We just figured we come to the place where it
all began."

"That's great," Brent said awkwardly.

"Well, to fatherhood," John said shaking Brent's hand.

Michelle and Laura gave birth at relatively the same time with their
husbands present. Both were healthy miracle babies; one from two boys and
one from two girls.

***

Back at The Dolphin, the manager put up a new photograph on his wall.
The photograph was black-and-white and had the serious faces of three
dozen men. They were all wearing different styles of suits from the
1900s onward to the present. The manager smiled as he remembered
Michael's face up front. Still, the photograph's newest edition broke
the consistency of the all-male group. In the very front was a young
woman in a black dress.

The manager picked up a glass of rum and toasted the photograph. He
started chuckling at first and then gave a fully hearty laugh.

Room 1408 Part 3

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes
  • CAUTION: Suicide

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Transitioning
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Horror
  • Mystery or Suspense
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Female to Male
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Memory Loss
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • She-Males

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Ron and his girlfriend, Jane, decided to make a fateful trip to New York City and stay at the Dolphin hotel. Ron was a white tall bald muscular man wearing a suit while Jane was a very slender, short, tan-skinned Puerto Rican wearing a black dress and high heels.

Ron motioned for Jane to stay behind with the suitcases while he went to the check-in desk. The hotel was as elegant and busy as usual despite the horrors that lurked in one specific room. "Welcome to the Dolphin, Sir. Are you checking in?" the red-headed clerk asked him.

"Ron White, one night, two guests," he said impatiently.

The clerk looked at her screen for a moment as a warning signal appeared. "Would you excuse me for a moment, Sir," she said to him.

"Yeah, sure," Ron said knowing full well what this was about.

"It'll just be a minute, Mr. White," the clerk assured him as she came back.

Ron looked around and couldn't help but notice Jane chatting with another woman with her baby carriage. Ron gave the crying baby a look of disgust. "Mr. White, I'm Gerald Olin, manager of Dolphin hotel. If there is anything I can do for you while you are here, dinner reservations, theater tickets, a Knicks game, anything, you let me know," he said pleasantly.

"Just the key to room 1408," Ron said resolved.

"We were thinking to upgrade you to a penthouse suite," Gerald deflected.

"Room 1408, please," Ron insisted.

"I couldn't help but notice your beautiful companion with you. Maybe, you could ask her to come with us to my office," Gerald offered.

"I make all the decisions for us," Ron said bluntly.

"Well, in that case, would you humor me for a more private conversation, man-to-man?" Gerald requested.

"Sure," Ron allowed.

"Excellent," Gerald smiled.

Gerald led Ron to his office and closed the door behind them. "Come in, make yourself comfortable. Care for a cigar?"

"I don't smoke," Ron replied.

"Unfortunately, 1408 is a smoking room," Gerald said hoping to deter him.

"I don't mind," Ron said losing patience.

"Why do you want that room in particular, really?" Gerald asked curiously.

"To tell you the truth, it's become a paranormal sensation. It's said that if a couple enters that room, the woman gets pregnant that very night," Ron said.

"Did it say anything else?" Gerald asked.

"Yeah, it said that it switches peoples' genders," Ron added.

"Do you not appreciate your manhood, your muscular physique you've worked so hard to accomplish, your lifestyle, your authority as a man?" Gerald asked him.

"I won't be the one changing sex, Mr. Olin," Ron said confidently.

"Oh, really? You do realize that if she is one to change sex, she'll be a man and you know what that means," Gerald smirked as he handed Ron a glass of expensive whiskey.

"More than you know. She's a tranny and this room of yours is going to make her a real woman. On top of that, she's going to get pregnant," Ron said.

"So, you think you have it all figured out, don't you?" Gerald asked sarcastically.

"Yeah, I think I do," Ron said confidently.

"You cannot manipulate the room to get the desired result. It's not a machine. It's fucking evil," Gerald said seriously.

"If it can work for this...Michelle Enslin, it can work for me," Ron said and then showed an online article written by her detailing her experience in Room 1408.

"Then, you know the hell she experienced in that room," Gerald assumed.

"I'm not some childish college student. I've been in the Marines, deployed, and I've seen shit. This room doesn't scare me," Ron said.

"What about your girlfriend?" Gerald asked.

"She can take it," Ron said dismissively.

"One or two success stories, so to speak, does not change the fact that there have been suicides, murders, and even natural deaths in that room. I have a record of every death from the last one hundred years. I can even provide you my whole office if you wish to research the matter more thoroughly. My only condition is that you do not stay in that room," Gerald warned.

"Just give me the key," Ron demanded.

"Mr. White," Gerald stalled.

"Give me the damn key," Ron demanded again.

"So, I can't talk you out of this?" Gerald pleaded.

"I think we have an understanding," Ron said becoming pissed-off.

"Very well," Gerald allowed. "Come with me."

Ron followed Gerald back to the check-in desk to get the keys. Gerald sighed and then got the keys for 1408. "Jane, get over here," Ron ordered.

Jane stopped talking with the mother and her baby she had been with this entire time and obediently walked over to them. "Miss, I'm Gerald Oldin, manager of the Dolphin. Would you mind if I upgrade your room to a penthouse suite with a view of the entire city?" he asked her.

"Well, I...," she stammered looking at Ron.

"The answer is no," Ron said and then took Jane to the elevator. "Fucking asshole," he said annoyed at Gerald as the elevator doors closed.

"What took so long?" Jane asked concernedly.

"Nothing. He's just trying to fuck with us, is all," Ron said.

The elevator doors opened and the two headed to room 1408. "Is this really going to work?" Jane asked doubtfully.

"If it doesn't, we're still going to have fun," Ron told her.

Ron put the key in the slot and opened the room finding it dark. "Let's move," he said entering the room and turning the lights on. As soon as Jane entered the room, Ron closed the door and locked it.

"Hurry up and get your clothes off. We supposedly only have an hour," he ordered her.

Jane dutifully took off her heels and then unzipped her dress dropping it to the floor. She then unhooked her bra throwing it aside and then hesitated to take off her panties. She looked over at Ron who was quickly taking off his suit and putting every item of clothing in a folded pile.

Jane took a deep breath and lowered her panties off of her revealing a small but noticeable penis and testicles. As Ron had requested, she had completely shaven herself down there. Ron finished taking off his clothes showing an already erect penis.

"No time to lose," he said gesturing to the bed.

This would not be a romantic night for them, but Jane was used to that. Ron was a rough man in-an-out of the bedroom. But as someone with few options, she had to take what she could get. Ron was reliable as a provider and protector and, in that respect, she was grateful for him. She had handled a lot of abuse growing up, so she didn't mind Ron's rude and authoritative ways.

Jane got on the bed and opened her legs for him. Ron quickly took out some lube from his suitcase and generously coated his cock. The alarm clock suddenly went off giving them both a momentary pause. It sang, "We've only just begun to live, white lace and promises. A kiss for luck and we're on our way. We've only begun, before the rising sun," a woman's voice sang.

Jane couldn't help but smile but Ron was irked by the interruption. The alarm clock suddenly turned to an hour countdown. "Okay, it's started," Ron said to her.

Ron moved his cock towards Jane's opening and pushed in with urgency. Jane hissed in pain and discomfort as she was being penetrated. Ron didn't take the time to reassure her or slow things down. He immediately went to work to cum inside her as quickly as possible. Jane wrapped her legs around his hips as he pounded into her as deep as he could. Jane put on a brave face but couldn't help but cry out in pain as Ron aggressively fucked her.

"You want to be a real woman, right?" Ron asked rhetorically.

She merely nodded. "Childbirth is going to be a hell of a lot more painful," he reminded her.

As they kept going, Ron and Jane began to sweat profusely as the temperature in the room dramatically went up. Within a few minutes, both of them were sweating bullets and Ron wasn't able to focus. He looked at the old thermostat and noticed it was at 85F. "The fuck?" Ron wondered.

Ron didn't cease even as he wiped away the sweat from his forehead. Finally, he couldn't take the hellish conditions and got off of Jane. He walked over to the thermostat, opened it, and started working the insides. Finally, the air-conditioning system went on cooling the room. Ron went back to Jane and noticed the painting over the headboard was tilted.

"Did you fuck with that?" Ron pointed to it.

Jane shook her head. "No," she said meekly.

The phone then rang. "Jesus," Ron said annoyed and went over to it. "Hello."

"Sir, I'm afraid there was a miscommunication in the kitchen. There's going to be a ten-minute delay with your sandwich," the female clerk told him.

"What sandwich? I didn't order a sandwich," Ron told her off.

"I'm sorry, you're welcome to substitute a side dish for your french fries. We have cottage cheese, macaroni salad, coleslaw," she continued.

"I didn't order a God damn sandwich. Now, don't disturb me with any more calls to the room," Ron ordered.

"We understand. Have a goodnight," the clerk replied.

"Thank you," Ron said and then hung up.

Ron then eyed something peculiar through the window. Looking out the window, he could see someone watching him as if having their own peep show. "What is it?" Jane asked concernedly.

"Some fucker is watching us," Ron said and then extended the curtains out to cover the window. Befuddled, Ron made his way back to the bed but accidentally knocked over a lamp. "Damn it," he hissed.

He then noticed something in the vents. "What the fuck?" he wondered as he saw the spy camera.

"Ron, just come to bed," Jane encouraged him.

"Shut up!" Ron shouted at her.

He got himself a chair and tore off the vent. He then reached for the spy camera and disconnected it. "Mother fuckers," Ron shook his head. The chair underneath him suddenly collapsed. Ron fell to the floor hard with the chair in pieces next to him. Ron kicked the chair pieces away from him pissed-off.

The TV then suddenly came on showing old home-videos of Jane...only as a boy. Jane stared at the TV mortified. Ron, at first, didn't understand what he was seeing but then saw the resemblance. "This is you, isn't it?" he pointed.

Jane merely nodded. "Shut this shit off," Ron said angrily as he turned the TV off only it refused to do so. "You're going to be so handsome when you grow up," Jane's mother said on the video. Ron gave the video a flustered look, not liking being reminded that Jane was born a boy and grew up as a boy.

"Please turn it off," Jane requested visibly disturbed by the footage.

Ron went to the back of the TV and unplugged it finally turning it off. He then saw a vision of a man from the 1920s giving Jane's naked body a look and then jumped out the window to his death. He then saw someone that appeared to be transitioning from male-to-female crying bitterly from a different age. She then leaped out the window screaming as she did.

Ron shook his head and went back to Jane. Just as he was about to take the plunge, so to speak, he heard an obnoxious baby crying from the next room. Unable to concentrate, Ron got off Jane and went to the wall. "Hey, shut that baby up!" he shouted. "Can you hear me? Shut that kid up!"

The baby only cried even louder until it was the only thing Ron could hear. Ron clutched his ears trying to block out the sound and then slammed a chair at the wall breaking it into pieces. The crying finally stopped. As Ron was dealing with the baby crying, Jane walked over to the bathroom as if in a trance. There, she saw her father in a wheelchair looking away from her.

"Papa?" she wondered.

"I hate what you've become. How did you get to be this way?" he asked her in Spanish.

"I'm sorry I disappointed you, but it's who I am," Jane said in Spanish facing him.

"Disappointed in this?" he asked her pointing at her body. "No, disappointed in...," he said pointing at Ron who had just entered the room.

Jane backed away, looked at Ron fearfully, and then back at her father but he was already gone. "Let's get this done," he said ruffly.

Jane nodded and went back with him to the bedroom. As they did, the power went out. "Got to be fucking kidding me," Ron raged as he moved about the room looking for the light switch. As he did, Jane could hear women's voices coming from the walls mocking her.

"What does she think she's doing? She's never going to conceive. She can't even get a period. She's a man," one woman said while others laughed.

Ron finally turned the lights back on. "Ron, I feel we should leave," Jane said freaked out.

"No, we came here for a reason. We're going to make you a real woman, right now," he said determinedly.

"What about the baby? I don't know if I can handle it," Jane said to him.

"We're not having a baby, alright. We're just playing by the rules, two come in, three come out, right? So, when we leave this hotel with you a real woman we simply abort it," Ron told her.

"But...," Jane stuttered.

"But nothing. Now, get your ass back on the bed so we can finish this," Ron ordered.

Jane then noticed cracks in the walls oozing with blood. She went over it and touched it confirming it was real blood. "She'll never have a period," the same woman mocked her in her head.

"Jane, get the fuck on the bed," Ron said impatiently.

Jane did what she was told and got back on the bed. Ron got a laptop out of his backpack and placed it on a table. "What's this?" Jane wondered.

"I'm going to record your change. It's going to be the highest viewed porn video of all time," Ron said ambitiously as he turned it on.

"But I don't want to be seen like that," Jane protested.

"Jane, we're doing this. I give you everything. You're nothing without me, you understand. Now, shut the fuck up," Ron ordered her.

Ron got the camera on the laptop working and got himself a good angle. Suddenly, the fire-system went off in the room raining down upon them. The laptop got wet and was immediately ruined. "Fuck!" Ron shouted as the screen went off.

Ron took his broken laptop and slammed it against the sprinkler deactivating it. "I'm so cold," Jane said as she was soaked. The thermostat had gone down to the forties on its own. Ron went back to the thermostat and saw it go even lower until it reached -5.

Ron went back to Jane. "We need to get this over with before we freeze to death," he said to her. "We'll stay warm if we're close to each other."

"Okay," Jane nodded.

Ron got back on top of her and started kissing her all over. He then tried to get his dick hard but it wasn't working. No matter how much or how hard he stroked himself it wasn't getting up. All the while, the room was getting colder. The water on the bed and on the floor was turning to frost. Ron got off from Jane, took a lighter out of his frozen clothes, and started burning pieces of the two chairs he broke on the floor. Ron then noticed that Jane's dick was rock hard and a good six inches.

"I think we have to," Jane said embarrassed.

"Fuck no. You're not fucking me!" Ron shouted at her. "I'm the man in this relationship, not you. I'm not a fag!"

"Maybe if we do the room will let us go," she said frightened.

"Fuck that," Ron denied.

Ron began rubbing his dick furiously to get it up and then suddenly it broke off. His dick shattered on the ice-cold floor. His balls then dropped off and shattered into pieces. Ron looked down in shock as he saw a vagina opening where his penis and testicles used to be. "No," he said stunned.

"Ron?" Jane asked concernedly as she walked towards him.

It was at that moment that Ron truly lost his senses. He had just lost the most important thing to him and was presented with the notion that he, not Jane, was the one the room wanted to be fucked. He stared at Jane's erect penis and then back to his vagina. His manhood, his authority as a man, his dominance was now threatened.

"Ron, it's going to be okay. I still love you," Jane said to him.

Ron wasn't listening still processing what had just happened. Even through his grief and shock, he still felt the freezing cold, the dampness, the constant baby crying in his ears. "We can get through this together, Ron. We just have to wait it out."

Ron stared at the alarm clock as it reached the end of the hour. It then suddenly stopped counting down the seconds freezing them in time. There was then a ringing from the phone. Ron awkwardly walked over to the phone. "Hello," he said softly.

"Are you enjoying your stay with us, Mr. White?" the female clerk asked cheerfully.

"I need a doctor," he said vaguely.

"Of course, Mr. White. You're nearly due," the clerk said.

Ron then saw his gut bulge out as if he were nine months pregnant. "Congratulations, Mr. White. It looks like you'll be having your first child with us," the clerk continued.

"No, no, no," Ron shook his head horrified and hung up the phone.

Jane gave Ron a horrified confused look. Without looking back to her, Ron ran towards the window and threw himself out. "Ron!" Jane screamed.

She went to the window and found Ron's naked body burst open on the sidewalk. Pedestrians walked by the body as if it weren't even there. As if to symbolize Jane's emotional state, the room suffered a powerful earthquake. The walls and floors cracked open while everything in the room fell to the floor broken. The pipes to the shower and sink tore open flooding it. With Ron's death, her whole world was shattered emotionally and financially.

The phone then rang again. Jane went over to pick it up as the room stopped shaking. "Hello," Jane said meekly.

"Would you like to check out now?" the clerk asked her.

"Yes, I think I would," Jane said sobbingly.

"Very well. Before you leave, remember that your clothes are in the closet. We took the liberty of pressing them for you," the clerk said to her.

"Alright," Jane said wiping away her tears and hung up.

Jane then went over to the ruined closet and opened the door revealing a perfectly clean and pressed suit, socks, and dress shoes in her size. She stared at it and then realized her dress and high-heels were missing. "Okay," she relented.

She tearfully put on the suit realizing what it would mean but feeling she had no other choice. Once she put on the suit, she looked at herself in the broken mirror. Her face morphed and became more masculine, her hair became short, and her chest flattened. She was now looking at herself as if she had never transitioned. All the hormone treatments, the breast implants, and even the facial reconstruction surgery Ron had so generously provided were all gone. The months it took to grow her hair out was now gone.

The door then unlocked freeing him. Juan cautiously opened the door and exited. Looking behind him, he saw the room back to its original form but with the window still open. Shakily, he made his way to the elevator and then entered the lobby. He then made his way outside where cops and paramedics were on the scene. Gerald Olin shook his head as he looked down upon Ron's dead body.

"Another jumper," a cop said looking up.

Ron's body was then taken away in the ambulance. Juan froze as it all sank in. He had nowhere to go except maybe back to his family in Puerto Rico. Maybe they would accept him now that he had reverted back. Gerald gave Jane a sympathetic look and walked over to her.

"I'm sorry your stay with us ended in such tragedy. Is there anything I can do for you?" Gerald asked her.

Juan simply stared at him not sure what to think. Had he killed Ron or just warned him? "How about airline tickets to San Juan? Would that make you happy?" Gerald asked him.

Juan merely nodded. "Here you go. Better get going or else you'll miss your flight," Gerald said handing it over to him.

"Sure," Juan said horrified by what he had just gone through.

He then walked away and got a cab towards the airport.

***

Upon his arrival, his estranged family was open arms as they greeted him. Juan felt a surreal experience as his parents and siblings complimented his appearance and suit. To get his mind off things, Juan went to the beach wearing swim trunks and sandals. He felt overwhelmingly self-conscious that he was no longer wearing a bra and that his chest was exposed. He looked at the women on the beach, not with sexual desire, but envy at their figures. The figure he had spent years trying to obtain was all gone. It almost made him feel like swimming into the ocean and not coming back in.

"You seem lost in thought," Gabe, his best friend growing up, said to him.

Juan was startled by his sudden appearance. He stared at his lean muscular physique. Juan had had a crush on Gabe for the longest time but never acted on it. "Ever work so hard on something only to lose it?" Juan asked him.

"One time I wrote this short story and then I forgot to save it. My computer crashed and I lost the whole damn thing," Gabe said.

Juan wasn't so sure those two were equivalent. "I lost someone...someone dear to me."

"I'm sorry. Want to talk about it?" Gabe asked sympathetically.

"Not really. I knew he wasn't right for me but I needed him in the worst way. I thought having a kid with him would make things better," Juan said.

"Like adoption, right?" Gabe figured.

Juan said nothing to that unable to explain Ron's scheme to make her female and pregnant. Now, Ron was dead and he was completely male. "Let me take you out to dinner," Gabe offered.

"You're making it weird," Juan protested.

"Look, I've known you were gay since middle school. You know I'm straight. Let's just go as friends," Gabe clarified.

"Alright," Juan agreed.

***

The two entered a noisy restaurant with Latino music in the background. "That is one crazy story," Gabe said as he heard Juan tell it albeit with some details missing.

"It really rattled me," Juan admitted. "I think I'm going crazy."

"You look really great," Gabe complimented.

Juan gave him an odd look. "I mean, I can't believe I'm here with you after all these years," Gabe clarified.

"Can I get you two anything?" a waiter asked with a tone that indicated he thought they were both gay.

"Another tequila, please," Gabe said.

"Wine, please," Juan said and then looked around at the people in the restaurant feeling paranoid.

"Maybe, you should let me write about it. Tell your story," Gabe suggested.

"I don't know if I can go through that again," Juan shook his head.

"It could be therapeutic and we'd be working together on it," Gabe enticed.

"Okay," Juan relented.

***

For the next week, Gabe and Juan worked on the story. All the while, Juan had to keep his feelings in check. He had just lost a long-time lover and was feeling very attracted to his boyhood friend. Making it worse, Gabe was over complimentary and was treating him to dinner outings all under the guise that it was merely about the book. At his family's house, his parents discussed with him the possibility of going back to school on the mainland to get a teacher's credential.

"During this time in your life, it's okay to have a few boyfriends here and there but eventually you need to settle down and have a family," his father lectured him.

"Believe me, I really tried. I just...failed," Juan said alluding to his time in the room.

"Well, when you fail once, you keep trying until you get it right," his father encouraged.

Juan pondered his talk with his father while on a drive with Gabe. Usually, his rather homophobic father would yell at him but now he seemed to completely accept his homosexuality. As Gabe drove, Juan looked up articles of Ron's suicide right outside the Dolphin. No mention was made of room 1408 or its curse.

The two went to various places with Gabe occasionally getting out to take photographs. As they hung out, Juan couldn't help but burn with desire for Gabe. At night, Gabe drove them back to San Juan. "I think it's getting late. Let's get a hotel," Gabe suggested.

"I think we should just keep going," Juan said freaked out.

"You need to get over your fear of that room. I think it will do you some good," Gabe said as they drove up to a generic hotel.

Juan submissively followed Gabe's lead. "One bed is fine," Gabe said to the clerk and took the keys.

"Gabe, what are you doing?" Juan questioned.

"It's cheaper if its one bed. It's fine," Gabe said dismissively.

The two went to the room, opened the door, and went inside. Gabe turned on the lights revealing a rather large room with a bedroom, living room, bathroom, and a large closet. It was the same room as 1408. "Gabe, no!" Juan shrieked as he went inside.

"What's the matter?" he asked cluelessly.

Juan went inside to pull him out when the door closed behind them and then locked. He was back in the room again as if he had never left only there was a new victim. Juan went to the door and tried to open it finding it locked. "Give me the key," he said urgently to Gabe.

Taking the key, he tried to manhandle the door open only for the key to snap off. Juan then tried to twist the doorknob only for it to come off as well. "What's the matter with you?" Gabe asked him.

"We're back in room 1408," Juan freaked out on him.

"How's that possible? The room is in New York," Gabe told him.

"Look out the damn window," Juan pointed out.

Gabe went to the window and noticed the city before him. "Well, I'll be damned," he said amazed. The window stile suddenly came down on his hand. "Ow!" Gabe cried out and immediately lifted the stile off his hand. It was now bleeding pretty bad.

The radio alarm clock then went off with the countdown reset to one hour. "It has only just begun...," the singer sang.

Without thinking, Juan took off his shirt, tore a piece off, and then wrapped it around Gabe's hand. "Thanks," he said appreciatively.

Juan went to the phone to get help. "We need help. I have a man here that needs to see a doctor," he said.

"I'm sorry to hear that. Would you like to check out?" the female clerk asked pleasantly.

"Yes," Juan said instantly.

"You know the rules, if two check-in, three...or one check out," the clerk said.

"I see," Juan choked.

"Is there anything else I can do for you to make your stay more enjoyable?" the clerk asked.

"No, I think I'm good," Juan said shell-shocked and then put the phone down.

"I think I'll be alright," Gabe downplayed his wound.

Juan walked towards the window. If he threw himself out, Gabe would be free. It was the only way. "Gabe, I love you. I always have," he said to him.

Gabe gave him an amazed look. "Well, I love you, too, Jane."

Juan gave him an odd look, not understanding. Gabe came over to him and gave him a passionate kiss. They continued to kiss for a few minutes even as Juan was losing a few inches of height and appeared to be thinning out. His hair grew out, black and wavy as before. Gabe adjusted himself as he kissed down Juan's neck and finally to his nipples. Juan moaned girlishly as his nipples expanded slightly and became more sensitive. Gabe caressed his chest as small mounds began to build on Juan's chest.

Juan then realized what was happening. The room was going to make him a woman. He had made a mistake with Ron and in its own twisted way, the room was making things right. Juan's breasts continued to build as Gabe cupped them and gently squeezed them. "Yes, tonight there would definitely be three checking out," Juan realized and from that time forth saw herself as truly female.

Jane looked at the clock countdown and decided to encourage Gabe before they could be interrupted. She aggressively took off his shirt and then unbuttoned his jeans. She had seen Gabe naked before in the showers after gym class but had never seen him erect. Pulling his underwear down, Jane confidently took Gabe's cock into her mouth and started to suck. Gabe sighed and moved his hips back-and-forth as he enjoyed what Jane was doing to him. She had been experienced with men before and knew what she was doing.

Jane got Gabe good and hard then got to her feet. "Why did you stop?" he wondered.

"Gabe, I need you to get me pregnant. I want to have a baby with you," she said bluntly with her new softer higher-pitched woman's voice.

"But we're not married, yet," Gabe pointed out.

"We can get married once we get home to San Juan. Gabe, please, we have less than an hour," she said looking at the clock.

"Wow, this is real," Gabe realized flustered. His memories were being changed to have him always believed Jane had been a girl.

"I need you," Jane pleaded with him.

"Alright, let's make a baby," he agreed with a smile.

Gabe and Jane took off the rest of their clothes and went to the bed. Jane had thought of Gabe sexually for years but had never acted upon them. She knew he was straight and didn't want to end their friendship. Still, she recalled nights where she thought of him naked with her in bed. She just never thought she would have to be female to make it happen. Now, Gabe was on top of her kissing her and rubbing her shrinking clit. Jane then gasped in unexpected pleasure as Gabe pushed inside her with his fingers getting her moistened up. Her male genitals, the thing she had despised about herself, was now permanently gone.

Gabe widened her out a bit and then withdrew as he watched Jane squirm from the internal changes going through her. A womb formed inside her and then ovaries. Finally, an egg was produced ready to be fertilized. She was now a woman in every respect, capable of getting pregnant, giving birth, and nursing. Jane gave Gabe an amazed look as her dream had come true.

"Gabe, I'm ready," she said to him.

Gabe nodded and then placed his cock at her entrance. He then easily pushed all the way in. Jane had been penetrated many times before by men but nothing like this. No longer would she had her penis flapping as she was being fucked. No longer would it be sandwiched between her and her man. Those experiences became distant memories as she discovered new memories about herself. She had grown up as a girl, played sports with girls, had plenty of girlfriends in school, showered with them without incident, and finally gave her virginity to Gabe, her one true crush.

At first, the two love-birds did missionary with Jane getting used to the feel of her new pussy. Gabe then placed Jane on her side and rode her right hip hard while rubbing her clit. Jane felt something building and couldn't help but moan and shake. Gabe quickened his pace until Jane gave an orgasmic scream. "Oh my God, Gabe, that was wonderful," Jane said stunned.

"We're not done, yet," Gabe smiled and the helped her to her knees.

Gabe penetrated her deeply and then rode her back hard. "Right there, pull my hair back," Jane requested becoming more confident in herself.

Gabe obliged her arching her back as she did. Finally, Gabe buried himself as far as he could and clutched her waist. Jane, then knew what was coming, the act that would seal her fate as a woman and a mother. Gabe came inside her and due to the magic of the room would impregnate her within the hour. Gabe grunted as he pulsed inside her and then the two fell on the bed on their stomaches breathing heavily and relaxing. Jane then heard the door unlock.

"Thank you, Gabe. You made my dreams come true," she said adoringly.

"It's just the beginning," he told her.

***

Upon her insistence, the now newly pregnant Jane wanted to leave the room and never look back. The two got dressed in their casual clothes. Jane's male clothes had been modified to fit her new frame. They exited the room and went to the lobby where they were met by Gerald. "We're going to check out now," Jane said to him.

"Were you not satisfied with your stay?" Gerald asked. "I can upgrade you to the penthouse suite if you would like."

"That's okay. We need to get home and start new adventures," Jane said.

"Very well then," Gerald smiled knowingly.

As Jane left with Gabe towards the exit, she couldn't help but notice a man that resembled Ron coming in. He had the same bald head, build, and clothes. At his side was an Asian woman. Jane could tell right away that the Asian woman was a transsexual by her facial features. Jane gave them a haunted look realizing history was repeating itself and that Ron would stop at nothing until he manipulated the room to give him what he wanted even if he were trapped in an infinite loop of suffering and death.

"You okay?" Gabe asked her concernedly.

"Perfect," Jane replied giving him a kiss. The new parents then strolled the streets of New York ready for the next chapter in their lives.

Author's Notes: With each part, I considered different combinations of people in the room without it being the same horror story. I knew this particular part would be darker but if you've got to this point you know it ends on a more positive note. I've been asked to tell the origin or the "reason" for why Room 1408 is the way it is. I figured I would still leave it a mystery as any explanation would ruin the mystique of the room. It's just an evil room that likes to screw with people.

Sexual Tension

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • School or College Life
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Gay Males
  • Lesbians
  • She-Males

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  • Posted by author(s)

Sexual Tension

Jerry and Louis were roommates but had an odd arrangement. Jerry was straight and flaunted it by bringing attractive young women to the apartment. He was often at the clubs and generally sociable. Louis, on the other hand, was always alone and reclusive. He was also gay which Jerry knew about. The arrangement worked for Jerry because he didn’t have to deal with another straight male that could potentially steal a girlfriend from him. Louis was completely harmless and never brought his own “date” to the apartment. However, the situation was torture for Louis.

Louis found himself attracted to Jerry early on due to his athletic build and beautiful face. He could never reveal this to Jerry without there being dramatic social consequences. It would be pointless anyway as Jerry would never return the affection. Louis would try to think of other people but found Jerry a continual distraction. There was nothing he could do about it until the lease was up a few months from now. What Louis wasn’t aware of was that Jerry had his own dissatisfaction with the living arrangements.

One day, Jerry entered an old bookstore and met up with Selina who worked there. The store didn’t seem to fit the time period with people reading books on their Ipads or book readers. For whatever reason, the book store continued to exist year-after-year. Selina inherited the store from her aging parents and had no intention of ever closing it down or selling it. Jerry would wander into the book store from time-to-time to talk with her. It was easier to reveal his true thoughts with her since she was a notorious Lesbian and everyone knew it.

“You actually going to buy something this time?” Selina asked him with an annoyed expression.

“I might,” he said having no intention to do so.

“What’s up?” she asked as she rearranged books on a shelf.

“I figured I should talk to you because it concerns one of your people, you know,” Jerry began.

“My people, huh?” Selina doubted.

“Yeah, the gay kind,” Jerry clarified.

“Oh?” Selina realized not bothered by Jerry’s condescending attitude.

“I have this gay roommate. I mean, he’s totally gay,” Jerry revealed.

“I feel we have discussed him before,” Selina recalled.

“Anyway, here’s the problem: I have not been able to find the right girl here in town and Louis is alone all the time. The universe should correct this,” Jerry said.

“You’re not able to find the right girl because you only choose the slutty kind. Try someone that won’t sleep with you on the first date,” Selina recommended.

“We’re past that,” Jerry said dismissively. “I think there’s a way to solve both our problems, and I think you can help.”

“How’s that?” Selina asked.

“I did a little reading in your shop. It’s called a Linking spell. I want you to turn Louis into a fine babe,” Jerry said.

Selina raised an eyebrow at him wondering which book of hers he had actually read. “You sure you didn’t read about this online?”

“Nope, it was somewhere in this shop,” Jerry said confidently.

“A Linking spell is hard-core magic. It will link you with the other person permanently. You will be forever infatuated with the other person. You would love Louis for the rest of your life, guaranteed,” Selina warned.

“I understand,” Jerry said although he doubted the strength of the spell.

“Look, I am not about to force someone else to love you,” Selina objected.

“He totally loves me. I see it all the time. He’s constantly eyeballing me. I sense his sexual frustration,” Jerry said.

“You’re a dick for creating this situation in the first place. Why couldn’t you get a straight roommate like everyone else?” she asked.

“Uh, because he’s neat, clean, and highly considerate of my love life,” Jerry smirked. “Trust me, he would want this. He’s a sad lonely guy. He needs help.”

“I’ll see what I can do,” Selina said uncommitted.

Jerry smiled and then left the store feeling he had achieved his goal.

***

In the shower, Louis felt it difficult to contain his feelings. He stroked his cock and fantasized about Jerry’s naked body. There was only one occasion in which he accidentally saw his roommate naked. Jerry had woke up in a drunken haze and walked around the apartment naked apparently unaware that Louis was also present in the apartment. Since they first met each other, Louis had dreams of kissing Jerry and laying in bed with him. He knew it would never be and it tortured him every day. Louis worked on his cock until he came finally getting a temporary release.

Jerry came back to the apartment and knocked on the bathroom door. Louis seized up as if he had been exposed. “What?” Louis crocked.

“You going to be in there long?” Jerry asked.

“I’ll be out soon,” Louis said as he dried himself.

Jerry didn’t need to use the bathroom at all. It was just a power play to keep Louis jumpy. Amused, Jerry went back to his room. It wouldn’t be long before the two of them would shower together with Louis being an attractive babe.

Louis looked at himself in the mirror as he finished drying up. He was slender, lacking strong masculine features. He knew he needed to make a change. He needed to work out more, get out more, and move out. It's just he couldn’t think of anyone other than Jerry. It was a problem he needed to fix now.

***

A timid Louis went into Selina’s book store. “I need your help,” he said nervously.

“What kind of help? A book?” Selina asked innocently.

“No, I know you have powers. I need your help. We’re of the same…,” Louis sputtered.

“We’re not the same, Louis. The only thing we have in common is that we’re both gay. Actually, that makes us the most opposite people in this town. I like girls and you like guys. We have different genders,” she pointed out.

“We’re both tortured by society,” Louis remarked.

“How so?” Selina asked giving him an odd look.

“We never know if the people we like will like us back. Our options are so limited. We may be attracted to half the population but only a small fraction will be attracted to us. Every time we reveal who we are its a huge risk not just physically but emotionally,” Louis said.

Selina gave him a bored look. “Try a dating website and search only for gay men,” she advised.

“I can’t do it. I can’t bring someone to the apartment with Jerry around,” Louis said uncomfortably.

“Man, you are whipped,” Selina mocked. “You love Jerry don’t you?”

Louis simply nodded. “I need to rid myself of my desire for him. It’s painful every day.”

“Such a drama queen,” Selina smirked. “What if I could make Jerry gay?”

“You could do that?” Louis asked amazed.

“Isn’t that why you’re here? I swear everyone knows I’m a witch in this town,” she said annoyed.

“When will I know it has worked?” Louis asked fearfully. He didn’t want to create a mess of things before Jerry’s change.

“He’ll try to kiss you. Just let it happen,” she smiled.

***

That night, an impatient Jerry called up Selina. “When is it supposed to begin?” he asked irritably.

“Alright, alright, I got it done but there’s a part of the spell you’re not going to like,” she said.

“What?” Jerry asked.

“You have to kiss him first. That will be the catalyst,” she said.

“Kiss him…while he’s still a guy?” Jerry questioned.

“Yeah,” Selina said nonchalantly.

“Fuck no!” Jerry disagreed.

“It has to be done. It’s how the spell works,” Selina said while rolling her eyes. “It won’t matter anyway. He’ll be a girl and then you can fuck her brains out all night,” Selina said.

Jerry wasn’t sure about this. He had never kissed a dude before. “This spell, he will be a complete woman, right? Like, no dick, right?” he questioned.

“He will be a fully functional baby-making machine. I advise you use a condom,” Selina said.

Jerry had no intention of using a condom. Selina was so funny. If she weren’t a Lesbian, he would totally fuck her. “Alright, I’ll do it tonight.”

“That’s the spirit,” Selina said and hung up.

***

Louis was watching television as Jerry strolled into the living room. In truth, the television was to just distract him as he waited impatiently for Jerry to make a move. Supposedly, if Jerry kissed him that would make him gay. Would they make out? Would they have full-blown sex? Louis could hardly bear the anticipation.

Jerry, on the other hand, was queasy with what he had to do. Kissing Louis would begin the spell to make him a woman. As he got closer to the couch, he wondered if this was the right thing to do. Was it right to change Louis into a girl without his consent or knowledge? Would the girl Louis be the same person or just a bimbo, a shadow of his former self? What if girl Louis didn’t like him? He couldn’t stand to have an angry bitch in the apartment for the next few months. But Selina said it would link them together permanently. Jerry didn’t take that too seriously. He would definitely have the will power to get out of that if girl Louis was a bitch or fat for that matter.

“What you watching?” Jerry asked conversationally.

“The news,” Louis replied. He wasn’t even following it.

Jerry nodded as he sat next to Louis on the couch. The two men were jittery not realizing each other's plans for the other. Louis focused on the TV trying to conceal his anticipation of Jerry’s kiss. Jerry looked away wondering if he could go through with it. It was just a kiss. He was reminded of the old saying that one could kiss 99 girls but if you kissed one guy it meant…

No, this was the most heterosexual thing he could do. He was going to make a gay man his girl. It was a win for his team, no dispute. It was the natural way of things for a gay man to become a straight girl. In fact, once a boy discovers he’s gay he should immediately take hormones and get into a skirt. That would make the world a more orderly place. He knew gay men fantasized about being with straight men. This was just how it should be.

Jerry bit his lip as he decided to bite the bullet. “Hey, Louis. Turn the TV off, man. I have something to say.”

Louis complied hoping this would lead to the kiss. “You’ve been a good roommate, in fact, the best roommate I could have. I think we should renew the lease,” Jerry said.

“You wanted to talk to me about the lease?” Louis asked confused.

“No, man. I want to talk about this,” Jerry said and then kissed Louis on the mouth.

Louis was expecting it but was surprised at the same time. His eyes widened as he felt Jerry’s lips for the first time. This was a dream come true. He never imagined that he could make Jerry gay and fall in love with him. His sexual tension was going to be over.

Jerry reared back and gave a sigh of relief. He had done it. It was over. Just like a shot at the doctor’s office, it was painful at first but the pain would disappear quickly. Louis gave Jerry a confused look. The kiss was more of a peck than anything passionate. Did the spell need time to warm up?

Jerry and Louis eyed each other expectantly. Louis was supposed to turn into a girl and Jerry was supposed to become gay. Neither seemed to be happening. Jerry stared at Louis looking for any kind of change, a softening of the face, longer hair, breasts bulging out from his shirt, anything. Louis was just hoping Jerry would kiss him again and maybe more.

“Wow, was she fucking with me?” Jerry said out loud after a long pause.

“What are you talking about?” Louis asked disturbed by the outburst.

“Don’t worry about it, man. Go back to watching TV. Sorry,” Jerry said embarrassed.

“What the fuck?” Louis wondered. He got up as Jerry left the couch. “You can’t just do that to me and walk away.”

“Well, I just did,” Jerry said regaining his swagger. He couldn’t believe Selina had just tricked him into kissing Louis. Well played Selina, well played.

“Why did you kiss me?” Louis demanded, becoming peeved.

“To see what it felt like, alright. I tried it, it didn’t work, sorry,” Jerry said dismissively.

“You think you can try that on a gay man because if I were straight I would freak out on you?” Louis asked outraged.

“Yeah, that’s it. That’s exactly it,” Jerry said wanting to end the awkward conversation. As he said those words, his voice began to crack.

“What’s wrong with your voice?” Louis asked concerned.

“There’s nothing wrong with my voice,” Jerry said in a higher-pitched tone. Jerry then felt weird and used the kitchen counter for support. Louis gave Jerry a look of concern.

“I’ll get you a glass of water,” Louis offered.

Jerry nodded. He didn’t dare use his voice again. Something was wrong with him. He felt a sudden need to call Selina. Was this part of the spell? Louis brought a tall glass over to Jerry. The two were suddenly startled by a knock on the door. Louis cautiously opened the door allowing Selina inside.

“You bitch, you got the spell wrong,” Jerry said in a hoarse voice.

“On the contrary. It’s going exactly as it should,” Selina smirked.

“What’s going on? You said it would make him like me. It failed,” Louis said.

“What the fuck?” Jerry said as his voice continued to change.

“The two of you both came to me, so I decided to solve both your problems. Actually, it solves my problem too,” Selina said cryptically.

“What do you mean?” Louis asked.

As Selina got nearer to Jerry, his blond hair began to grow out to shoulder length. It became perfectly straight as if he had styled it. She then turned to Louis. “It's your fault you got yourself a straight attractive male as a roommate. Don’t worry. I am going to end the sexual tension between you two.”

Louis saw more changes from Jerry. His face was becoming more feminine and his body was becoming smaller. His hard-earned muscles were disappearing, and he was becoming shorter. Selina was right. He wasn’t nearly as attracted to Jerry now. In fact, Jerry looked smaller and shorter than even him now. Selina was turning Jerry into a girl!

“You were supposed to turn him into a girl, not me!” Jerry said angrily with a more feminine voice.

Louis gave Jerry a hurt look. “How could you?”

“You think you’re ever going to find love as a homosexual? Only straight people have long-lasting relationships, have kids, and stay together for life. What will you have? A lifetime of loneliness and occasional flings,” Jerry lashed out.

“The only solution was for you to be my girl. That would have solved both our problems, but she betrayed us both,” Jerry pointed to her with a more slender arm.

“Well, by your own reasoning the only way for you to have true happiness is a man’s dick in you,” Selina said mockingly.

Jerry steadied himself and then took hold of Selina pushing her up against the wall. Selina laughed at him and kissed him on the lips. In spite of himself, Jerry felt compelled to kiss her back. As he did, his legs became thinner and weaker. He could barely stand and his mind lost focused. He kissed Selina like he had never kissed another girl before.

Louis seemed to notice what was happening and broke them up. A feminine looking Jerry gave Selina a horrified look as he realized what was happening. “You put the Linking spell on us,” he accused.

“Precisely. I have waited a long time for a nice girl. I know you’ve wanted to fuck me for a long time, Jerry,” Selina said.

“What did you do to me then?” Louis demanded.

Selina gave him a dismissive look. “I didn’t do anything to you.”

“But he started changing once we kissed,” Louis objected.

“He started changing because I drove into the parking lot,” Selina rolled her eyes.

Louis gave her a dumbfounded look. “Why the ruse?”

“I just wanted to see if he would actually go through with it,” she smiled.

“I think you should leave,” Louis said angrily.

“Oh, butt-hurt that I didn’t do your spell to make him gay? I actually fulfilled your request but not as you expected. You should word your requests carefully. Oh, I have made him gay for sure. A gay woman,” Selina said.

“This isn’t what I wanted,” Louis said flatly.

“Don’t worry about it. You probably didn’t get any dates because they knew you were already living with a man. Half the town already thought you two were intimate. Once he’s totally female, you’ll be getting plenty of dick,” Selina assured him.

“What?” Jerry protested somewhat alert of what was being talked about. He fell to his knees as he resisted Selina’s intoxicating presence. His hips ached as they were widening.

“It could have been a whole lot worse for you, Jerry. I could have made Louis straight and you a girl. If I had, he would be balls deep in you by now,” Selina told him.

Jerry cringed at the image. “I’ll resist you,” he swore.

“No, you won’t. You going to be my new girlfriend, we’re going to get married, and then you’re going to give me a baby. With Louis’ sperm, of course,” Selina said looking at him.

“No way,” Louis backed away.

“Yes, you will,” Selina said confidently. She then turned to a still changing Jerry. “I can’t wait for you to give birth and then breastfeed our baby.” She then bent down and touched Jerry’s chest sprouting breast buds.

Jerry cried out as he realized he was losing himself. His proud pecs were now being replaced with soft breasts. “Look, I’m not a total bitch, alright. If you stop resisting, you’ll have just enough time to use your dick one more time,” Selina told him.

Jerry considered his options. He still felt an intoxicating feeling for Selina. He wanted to fuck her immediately. He then figured out a way to get back at Selina for doing this to him. “Yeah, sure,” he agreed.

“Jerry, don’t do this. You don’t have to go with her,” Louis told him.

“I got this,” Jerry said as he led Selina to his bedroom. As the door closed, Louis felt awkward and confused in the living room.

***

As soon as they were inside Jerry’s room, he immediately took hold of her and kissed her passionately. “That’s it, baby,” Selina said as she took off his shirt.

Jerry looked down briefly and saw growing breasts on his chests. He would never again be able to walk around with his shirt off. He dreaded the prospect of having to wear a bra. Still, there was no time for contemplation. He rudely took off Selina’s shirt and unhooked her bra. The two kissed furiously as their breasts mashed together.

“You better hurry if you want to use your dick,” Selina warned.

“I thought Lesbians hated dick,” Jerry said.

“I don’t mind being penetrated. I just don’t care for a man’s body. This will be my first time with a shemale though,” she smiled.

Jerry didn’t think of himself as a shemale but that was what he was at that moment. He looked perfectly feminine except for his cock and balls. A small part of him regretted having them and wished they would change as well, so he would be a normal girl.

Jerry quickly took off his shorts revealing a small flaccid cock. Selina gave him an unimpressed look and took off her panties. She was shaved as if knowing this night would happen. Jerry eyed his hairless feminine legs and flat stomach. This was really happening. He couldn’t stop it.

“Get on the bed. I’ll take care of the rest,” Selina instructed.

Jerry felt compelled to obey and got on the bed. Selina eyed his cock curiously and then went down on him. Jerry tensed up as his dick felt a lot more sensitive than before. He knew it was nerve endings rearranging themselves to give him a clit but for the moment it felt really good. Without intending to, he started to moan from the pleasure.

“That’s it, girl,” Selina grinned as she continued again on him.

Finally, Jerry’s cock got hard enough to penetrate. Selina positioned herself on top of him and gently pushed his soft cock inside her. “You’re really soft and small right now,” she teased.

“Sorry to disappoint,” Jerry said as Selina rolled her hips.

“Still, it feels a little more intimate than plastic,” she smirked.

Jerry had to focus if he wanted to get back at her. He had to try to remain hard and get the job done. Selina took her time riding him. Within a few minutes, his cock would be gone permanently. Jerry had to make a move. He took hold of her and got on top of her.

“What’s got into you?” Selina asked surprised.

With the last of his manhood strength, Jerry thrust quick and hard. Selina laid back and calmly took it. She would be merciful and let him act the part of a male one last time. Jerry struggled to orgasm as his balls began to shrink. He had always wanted to fuck Selina but never like this. With his last effort, he finally came inside her. Exhausted, he fell on top of her.

“What did you do?” Selina demanded of him.

“Fuck you, Selina,” he said softly.

“Oh, you naughty girl,” Selina said peeved and got him off her.

Jerry laughed girlishly at her success. “You’re a real idiot. The odds you got me pregnant are nil. Your balls are nearly gone at this point,” Selina told him.

“We’ll see,” he said amused.

Selina placed her hands on his shrinking cock and balls. “Say goodbye to your manhood, Jerry.” As she touched him, his balls disappeared and his cock became a small nub. She took two fingers and gently pushed. Jerry tensed up as he felt his body open up for the first time. Selina expertly placed her thumb on his clit while pushing inside with her index and middle finger. Jerry squirmed as he felt his new female sex organs. Deep inside his body, a vagina, uterus, and ovaries were taking form. He was now a she.

Jerri gasped as she was being fingered for the first time. Instinctively, she placed her hands on her female nipples and bucked her hips. Selina smiled as Jerri got used to being sexually stimulated as a female for the first time. In short order, Jerri cried out as she felt her first female orgasm.

“No more, no more,” she said as she felt overwhelmed.

“A lot better than before, isn’t it?” Selina asked her.

Jerri didn’t want to admit it but Selina was right. Something in her mind began to soften at everything that was happening to her. The anxiety and loss of her masculinity seemed like a distant concern. Selina seemed to be on top of things. She could trust her to know what to do tomorrow and the next day. In spite of herself, Jerri kissed Selina more passionately than she had ever kissed a girl before.

Selina felt elated at the success of her Linking spell. Jerri was slowly but surely falling in love with her. The two girls rubbed against each other as they kissed entangling their legs. “I have so much to teach you,” Selina said in between kisses.

After so many years, Selina had finally found her life partner. She had never been successful dating Lesbian women. It was true that the male Jerry had been an ass but with her magic, she could have whatever she wanted. What she didn’t realize was that the spell was a two-way street. Selina’s short black hair became longer down to her shoulders and straightened, her face became more feminine, and her breasts expanded slightly. Everything Jerri wanted in Selina began to manifest.

Selina was enjoying the moment too much to notice or care. She smirked at Jerri and then lowered herself to the new girl’s pussy. Licking her lips, she went down on her girlfriend eliciting screams of pleasure.

***

Louis tried to distract himself by playing on his phone as the two girls had sex across the hall. He had to pause with each orgasmic scream. It was just so incredibly awkward for him. He decided to take Selina’s advice and download a dating program. He figured the pictures of attractive men would take his mind off the two obnoxious females. As he found a profile that interested him, the two girls fell silent.

“Finally,” he muttered.

***

The next morning, Jerri woke up late. She looked at her hair a little befuddle and then remembered what had transpired the night before. Amused, she opened her closet to find only female clothes. Looking at each of the outfits, she wondered if she could really put on a dress and be seen in public with it on. The whole female experience was still very new to her. Where was Selina? She felt a sudden desire to be with her girlfriend.

Jerri walked out of her room and into the living room still naked. Louis was on his laptop, fully clothed, and stared at her oddly. “Like what you see?” she teased.

“Very nice,” Louis said disinterestedly.

“Oh, I forgot how gay you are,” she smirked at him.

“Glad you remembered,” Louis said mockingly. For the first time, Louis felt more assertive when dealing with Jerri. He was the man of the house, so to speak. For the first time, he was the stronger and more masculine of the two.

Jerri wanted to test Louis to see if he was truly gay. Things would be different between them if Louis was actually straight or even Bi. “Let’s shower together,” Jerri invited.

“I thought you were a Lesbian?” Louis asked.

“I am, but I want to see if your dick gets hard being close to me,” Jerri challenged.

“You know it won’t be,” Louis said.

“I want to know for sure,” Jerri insisted.

Louis sighed putting his laptop aside. “I think…you might actually be interested in men now,” he said.

“No way. There’s always been sexual tension between us. Let’s put it to rest for good,” Jerri said.

“Fine,” Louis agreed and started taking off his shirt and pants.

Jerri watched Louis wondering if she would feel a feminine spark of arousal. Would she get wet, get perky nipples, or feel anything from seeing a naked man’s body? Once Louis undressed, he got close to Jerri. Louis was now the taller and bigger of the two.

“Shall we,” he said condescendingly.

The two entered the shower and began their routine. Jerri utilized a woman’s shampoo that magically had entered the shower. Not one time did Louis become hard even with an attractive female inches from him. To her relief, Jerri felt nothing for the naked man, perhaps a little apprehensive that he could make a move on her. After they were done, the two of them faced each other.

“We’re so gay,” Jerri smiled.

Louis chuckled, it was true. The sexual tension between them was gone for good.

***

Jerri joined Selina at the bookstore and received immediate straight male attention. The store was getting more business than ever before as straight men found the two attractive Lesbians amusing. The two even kissed occasionally to get a rise from them. The two planned to move in together once Jerri’s lease was over in a few month's time. In the meantime, Selina came over to Jerri’s apartment on a nearly nightly basis.

One night, as they made love, the two girls could hear what was going on in the next room. They could hear Louis’ bed shake, male grunts, and then a final sigh. It only lasted a few minutes but sounded intense. Louis had finally found a boyfriend of his own. The two girls waited for them to be done and then giggled at the absurdity of what had happened to them all.

“Baby, you got me pregnant,” Selina revealed.

“Really, wow,” Jerri said delightedly.

“What if its a boy?” Selina asked uncertainly.

“No problem, I was a boy, remember,” Jerri assured her.

“That’s right,” Selina smiled.

“The next pregnancy is mine,” Jerri insisted.

“You sure you want artificial insemination?” Selina tested.

“I’m sure, I’m sure,” Jerri said and the two kissed into the night.

End

Sexual Tension II

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male
  • Gay Romance
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Romance
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Gay Males
  • Lesbians
  • Sex Toys / Dildos
  • She-Males

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  • Posted by author(s)

Sexual Tension 2

Amy had a very beneficial roommate relationship with Tom. He kept to himself, never tried to flirt with her, never brought any girls home, and never gave her drama. Occasionally, they would cook together, watch TV, or play a board game when they were bored. It never went beyond friendship for one obvious reason: the two of them were both gay.

Amy rolled her hips hard as she rubbed against her partner’s clit. The two girls moaned as they forced themselves together, their legs intertwined. Amy was on top, as usual, putting her weight onto her Lesbian girlfriend Christine. Amy had known she was gay since her teenage years and never had any issues with her parents about it. The small town she lived in was very understanding and accepting. She had been dating Christine for several months but there was something Amy really desired that she was not getting.

She got off of Christine and went to her drawer to get a strap-on. “No, you know I don’t like penetration,” Christine protested.

“Come on, just one time. You’ll love it. I’ll be so gentle,” Amy promised.

“No, it’s not my thing. If I wanted to be penetrated, I’d go ahead and be straight,” she said.

“You don’t have to be straight to like penetration,” Amy told her.

“I’m not doing it, end of discussion. I’m not letting you fuck me with that thing, and I’m not going to do it to you,” Christine refused.

***

Needless to say, the night was ruined. Christine went home and Amy, fully clothed, sulked in the living room. Tom came in and saw Amy in the dark. “What’s up?” he asked friendly.

“Girl problems,” she muttered.

“Want to talk about it?” Tom asked as he went for a beer.

Amy felt awkward talking about it, but Tom was a good listener. “I wanted to fuck her this time, like real penetration, and she bailed on me.”

Tom gave her an understanding look. “Some aren’t into it. There are even gay men that never have anal sex,” he said.
“Really?” Amy wondered.

“Yeah, there are many other ways,” Tom said obviously. “And most straight guys have told me they would never want to be pegged by their girlfriends.”

Amy smiled at the very idea of a woman dominating a man sexually. “Maybe, women aren’t supposed to penetrate.”

“Thousands of porn videos would say otherwise,” Tom joked.

“Those aren’t real,” Amy rejected.

“I think you need to free your mind of what men and women should do and consider what they can do,” Tom suggested.

“It’s something I want to try. Am I a bitch if I dump Christine?” Amy wondered.

“Can’t help you there,” Tom admitted.

***

Amy pressed the issue one last time with Christine, got rejected, got into a fight, and then parted ways. Amy felt ashamed and miserable that her sex fetish had cost her a relationship. Lesbians in town were hard to come by and now she was alone.

Tom noticed Amy’s misery and figured he would take the initiative to help her out. He went to an antique store where two young women worked at. It was no secret that the two women were “together” although they always remained professional in the store.

“What can I do for you?” Selina asked bored with her job.

“I have a roommate that is having a hard time. She’s like you,” Tom said delicately.

“Someone who really loves antiques and history?” Selina mocked.

“You know what I mean,” Tom said.

“Really? Does anyone actually come here to shop?” Selina asked herself. “What’s the problem?”

“She wants a girlfriend that will let her…,” Tom said and then whispered in Selina’s ear the rest.

“Wow, okay. Jerri and I do that all the time. We love it,” Selina gushed.

“Apparently not everyone agrees,” Tom said.

“It isn’t for everyone,” Selina allowed. “So, you want me to hook her up with someone that’s into that?” Selna asked.

“Basically,” Tom nodded.

“Is she willing to receive as much as she’s willing to give?” Selina questioned.

“Absolutely,” Tom replied.

“Well, in that case, I’ll see what I can do. It may take a week though,” Selina said. “How about you? You must be a real White Knight to have a woman as your roommate.”

“I’m gay,” Tom told her.

“That makes sense. I figured as much. Unfortunately, the last gay guy I knew is already taken,” Selina said.

“I’m good, really,” Tom said embarrassed.

“Alright, I’ll keep you informed if I find anyone,” Selina promised.

***

Amy was oblivious to Tom’s meddling but when he came back to the apartment; she noticed something different about him. She couldn’t put a finger on it. Watching TV, she found herself aroused as she saw beautiful women in bikinis but then also found herself captivated by some of the shirtless men as well.

Feeling lonely and rejected, Amy went to a Lesbian club in another city nearby. She sat down to get a drink and then looked around. A girl came by and ordered a pitcher of beer. Amy eyed the girl as she chugged it down like a man would.

“Hey, you look familiar,” the girl said to her.

“How so?” Amy asked. The girl was attractive and she didn’t want to scare her away just yet.

“I think I saw you in one of my classes. So, you’re a lesbian too?” she asked.

“Obviously,” Amy said awkwardly.

“Sweet. I’m kind of new to the whole thing myself,” the girl said. “The name’s Jerri with an ‘I’,” she said.

Amy nodded. Jerri finished the pitcher and obnoxiously burped. “Excuse me,” she said mockingly.

“Are you messing with the girls again, Jerri? I swear, I can never take you to these places,” Selina said walking up.

“You two together?” Amy wondered.

“Very together, like permanently together,” Selina said giving Jerri a kiss.

“I’m happy for you two,” Amy said politely but felt miserable knowing that two attractive women were already taken.

“You’re Amy, right?” Selina asked taking a seat on her other side.

“Yeah, how did you know?” Amy wondered.

“Your roommate stopped by. Having a gay man as a roommate is really convenient. It eliminates all sexual tension between you two,” Selina said knowingly.

“Yeah, I guess it does,” Amy said disturbed by how much Tom was saying about her.

“Look, none of the women here are good for you. They’re either too old, too fat, too butch, or too much drama. Trust me, I have been here a lot,” Selina said as she finished her drink.

“Thanks for the tip,” Amy said as her hopes were dashed.

“I’m a bit of a matchmaker. I got the gift,” Selina said tipsily. “No one that goes to this club, here or ever, is going to be good for you.”

“What do you suggest I do? Date online?” Amy asked.

“Fuck no unless you want to be hit on by a straight dude,” Selina said obnoxiously. “I can hook you up and give you what you want,” Selina said.

“So, wait for a phone call from you?” Amy asked incredulously.

“Exactly, here’s my card,” Selina said giving it to her.

“Don’t you need my number?” Amy asked obviously.

“Already got it,” Selina assured her. She then went over to Jerri to whisper in her ear. “Let’s grind on the dance floor.”

Jerri smiled and followed her. Amy looked around at the crowd. If Selina was right, trying to meet someone here was pointless. The conversation between them had already made her feel depressed. Sighing, she went home early.

***

The next morning, Amy planned to yell at Tom for revealing her personal information to a third party. He may have meant well, but it crossed the line. As she went downstairs to yell at him, she stopped herself. Tom was eating breakfast as usual in casual clothes. Amy felt jitters in her body with a man being in her kitchen. Something was telling her that having a man in the apartment could lead to more risky things.

She decided to avoid him altogether and go to class. In the lecture hall, she found herself having difficulty focusing. There were some good-looking men texting on their phone, doodling on their notepad, or chatting. She then eyed the young professor who was giving the lecture. His hair was nicely combed and he had a beard. For the first time since joining the class, she felt a weird attraction to him.

With the class over, Amy tried to block out the weird thoughts. She went to the gym to work out. Normally, she would occasionally notice an attractive woman working out. Now, she was overwhelmed with a nearly all-men population. Men she had ignored before were now on her radar. She could see their muscles flex, their chest muscles squeeze, and she even stared at their crotch.

Amy wasn’t horrified by this. Being straight was the norm, but it did mean something strange was going on. She entered the showers and felt absolutely nothing for the naked women. Normally, she would intentionally avert her eyes to keep from staring. Now, their breasts were boring and meaningless. With everything that had happened that day, Amy could only come to one conclusion:

I’m now straight.

***

A stunned Amy came back to the apartment and tried to avoid Tom. For years, she had struggled with her sexuality. She had felt the fear of being rejected by everyone. Now, her struggle was over in one single day. She wandered to a porn website and went to the straight section. Looking through a few videos, she found herself attracted to the man’s cock as it entered the moaning woman. Oddly, she felt most aroused when a man was being sucked off.

If she were now straight, her concern over penetrating a woman was over. No man would ever let her penetrate him. Even if he let it happen once, it would never be routine. She would always be the one penetrated. Whether she was on the bottom or top, it wouldn’t matter. The man’s cock would always go inside her.

Amy stared at her strap-on belt. “I don’t need you anymore,” she said to it and threw it in the trash.

***

After a few days had gone by, Amy confirmed for herself that she was now straight. She was looking at men differently than ever before. She felt nothing for her ex-girlfriend’s photos which she promptly deleted off her computer. Realizing it wasn’t some strange fluke, Amy decided to have a sit-down with Tom. The issue of Tom revealing her personal life was ancient history. This was the more important thing.

“Tom, I’m straight now,” she began.

“Really?” Tom doubted.

“I’m into men. I even find you good-looking,” Amy said awkwardly. “I think we should make new arrangements.”

“Why?” Tom asked.

“Well, you don’t care that I eye-ball you every so often?” Amy asked.

“It’s actually flattering,” Tom said. “It doesn’t bother me.”

“Well, what if I bring a boyfriend over,” Amy said.

“It’s fine as long as they’re not being homophobic,” he said.

Amy stared at Tom. He was being so considerate. She felt thirsty for him. Why did he have to be gay? Could he become straight all of sudden like her? How did it even happen? “Look, we made our arrangements off the idea that neither of us would be attracted to the other because we were both gay. Obviously, there wouldn’t be any sexual tension between us. But things have changed,” Amy said.

“I doubt that. Maybe you were just Bi this whole time,” Tom suggested.

“No, a few days ago I wanted to grind and lick pussy and now I find myself disgusted by it. Something has changed within me,” Amy said.

“That’s just weird,” Tom rejected.

“Look, I’m having a hard time even talking with you right now. We either need to split up or…,” Amy said.

“Or what?” Tom interrupted.

“Or you need to start being an asshole to me,” Amy replied.

“Well, it would be very inconvenient for me to either move or for me to get a new roommate right now. So…,” Tom let it hang.

“I’m sorry,” Amy said and left the table.

***

Tom hated to be “that guy” but he felt he had no other choice. He became a rude jerk to Amy whether it be leaving dishes around, not cleaning the floor, or ignoring her when she tried to talk to him; nothing too serious but definitely passive-aggressive. Amy got the hint but it was creating the opposite effect. The ruder he was to her, the more it turned her on. She found herself vibrating her clit and thinking of him in her bedroom.

Feeling the need to understand her feelings, she set off to do something she had never done even with a girl: a one night stand. She found an eager boy at the bar without difficulty. She talked with him a few hours so as to not look like a slut and then brought him to the apartment knowing Tom wouldn’t be home. She took him to her room and locked the door.

Phil wasn’t observant enough to notice Amy had a male roommate. He quickly got her out of her clothes and began working on her breasts. Despite his enthusiasm, she didn’t feel anything from his touch. Girls were so much better when it came to rubbing and sucking her nipples. Amy didn’t care though and worked to get his pants off. Once his erect cock was out, she immediately started sucking him.

Her heart was pumping and her Adrenalin was spiking as she sucked a man’s cock for the first time. The head of his cock was so easy to access. What would have horrified herself only a week ago, she was thoroughly enjoying. She felt him cum in her mouth and it didn’t disgust her. In fact, she wanted more of him. The two made out kissing and touching each other until Phil became hard again.

“I want you inside me,” she requested of him.

“Alright,” he smiled enjoying her enthusiasm. He placed a condom on his cock, got it good and hard, and then worked to put it inside her.

Amy tensed up as her hymen was broken. None of her girlfriends had ever wanted to penetrate her or be penetrated. As Phil progressed further, she began to realize why. Although she tried to enjoy it, she couldn’t get wet and it felt rough. Phil noticed it too.

“Wow, you’re tight,” he said.

“Keep going,” she encouraged him.

Despite the pain and discomfort, Amy kept encouraging him. Eventually, he came inside the condom and withdrew. Amy was disappointed but she couldn’t show that to Phil without ruining the moment. The two made out until they fell asleep.

***

Amy woke up and eyed the naked man in her bed. She groaned as she remembered having sex with a man for the first time. It hadn’t been what she had expected. Maybe Phil was lacking or maybe she just wasn’t attracted to him.

Whatever the case may be, Phil seemed to be of the same opinion. He didn’t ask for morning sex and awkwardly left.

Tom couldn’t help but notice Phil leaving the apartment. Amy looked at herself in the mirror not recognizing herself. Up until this point, she had only had sex with someone if she really liked them while in a solid relationship. Sighing, she got dressed and came downstairs.

“You saw him?” Amy asked embarrassed.

“I didn’t see anyone,” Tom said politely as he read the newspaper.

This wouldn’t do. Amy wanted to be punished and couldn’t stand Tom’s polite manner. “Tell me what you really think? Call me a slut,” she demanded.

Tom gave her an odd look and then went into acting mode. He left the table and stared her down. “You had sex with a guy you just met. You really are a piece of shit,” he told her.

“More,” Amy demanded.

“Were you even sober? Did you go to a bar, you slut?” he asked.

“No, I was pissed drunk,” Amy answered.

“Very disappointing,” Tom told her.

Amy wasn’t hurt by his words. In fact, quite the opposite. She looked up and kissed him. “What the hell?” Tom said to her.

“This isn’t working. I’m going crazy,” she said.

“Look, you’re having an identity crisis. I did too when I was younger,” Tom allowed wiping his lip.

“I really am a slut,” Amy said of herself.

“No, you’re not, come on. You experimented a little. No big deal,” Tom told her. “If you feel bad about it, contact that guy and try to have a real relationship with him,” Tom suggested.

“Alright, sure,” Amy agreed.

***

Amy called up Phil to meet up. “Hey, you want to hang out, maybe go somewhere?” she asked lamely.

“Actually, I don’t think we should see each other,” Phil replied.

“Oh, well…,” Amy said and then hung up not knowing what else to say. She had just had sex with a man and now she had just been dumped by a man. She didn’t even know why. She had sucked his cock without even being asked to and allowed him to fuck her.

Strangely, when Amy went to the bar a second time, she saw Phil but this time he was in the arms of another man. The two were laughing and occasionally kissing. “He was gay this whole time?” she wondered.

Immediately, she felt happy. She hadn’t been rejected by a straight man at all. Of course, a gay man would break up with her. Selina eyed Amy, then the two gay college men, and then back to Amy. “No way,” Selina realized.

“Oh, hi,” Amy said politely. “Look, I don’t need you to hook me up with a girl anymore.”

“Yeah, about that,” Selina said sitting down. “Did you have sex with that guy?”

“I don’t think that’s any of your business,” Amy replied.

“Seriously, I need to know,” she said.

“Okay, I did,” Amy admitted.

“And he was straight?” Selina asked.

“I thought he was,” Amy scoffed.

Selina eyed Phil being incredibly gay by ordering a fruity drink. “This wasn’t supposed to happen. You can’t be having sex with straight men from now on,” she said.

“Why the hell not?” Amy asked. If she was completely sober, she would have torn Selina a new one.

“You’re going to turn all the men in this town gay if you do,” she warned.

“What are you talking about?” Amy asked impatiently.

“The spell was to bring you and Tom together, alright. The two of you would become straight and fuck like rabbits,” Selina revealed.

“What?” Amy asked confused.

“I’m a witch and I put a spell on you but obviously I did it wrong and this is the result,” Selina said looking at Phil and some other guy make out.

Amy eyed the two gay men. “You bitch! How dare you put a spell on me? Do you know how much drama I have been going through?”

“I can fix this,” Selina promised.

“I actually don’t mind being straight. My dating pool has opened up a lot,” Amy said deliriously.

“Yeah, but every guy you fuck is going to turn gay in the process,” Selina said.

“And, I’m okay with that, really,” Amy said drunkenly.

“You need to have sex with someone who is already gay. That will seal the deal,” Selina told her.

“Maybe, I want to be a swinger. Maybe, I don’t want a committed relationship right now,” Amy said to her.

Selina’s eyes narrowed at her. “Go home, Amy,” she advised.

“Maybe, I will,” Amy said and then walked off.

***

Amy got into a cab and stumbled her way inside the apartment. Tom noticed her enter as he was watching television. “You okay?” he asked her.

“Yep, just going to sleep this off,” Amy said and then entered the first-floor bathroom.

Unbuttoning her jeans, she took out her penis and peed standing up. Once she was finished, she gave her penis a closer look. “What the fuck?” she shouted backing up to the wall.

She furiously lowered her pants down to her ankles and examined the strange organ. She felt her penis grow harder as she touched it. Underneath were two growing testicles. “This can’t be happening,” she said as she felt underneath for a vaginal entrance.

“Oh my God,” she cried as she saw pubic hair begin to grow at the base of her penis and up to her belly button.

“Is anything wrong?” Tom asked.

Amy was too scared and drunk to be discreet. She opened the bathroom door showing him her new male sex organs.

“Whoa,” Tom said not expecting this.

“Tom, I just grew a dick,” she said freaked out.

“Okay, let’s think about this for a moment,” Tom said but was at a loss to explain it.

“That bitch, Selina, did it,” Amy accused.

“Alright, calm down, put your pants back on and I’ll give her a call,” Tom said.

Amy tried to put her jeans back on but they wouldn’t fit as her legs became bigger and more muscular. “Fuck it,” she said throwing them aside.

Tom didn’t know what to make of this development. Was it possible Amy was a shemale this entire time and declined to tell him? Even if she was, it wouldn’t have bothered him. Amy was acting as though she had never had a dick before. It didn’t make any sense.

He went to his cell phone to give Selina a call. Unfortunately, there was zero cell phone reception. “Odd,” he remarked.

Amy felt her bra rip as her back and shoulders became bigger. She painfully removed the bra and saw her B-cup breasts begin to shrink. “Oh God, no,” she said as her breasts disappeared into her chest.

Tom eyed Amy with some fascination. He couldn’t help but feel turned on by her new frame. A part of him wanted her to continue with the change and enjoy the benefits of masculinity. “Amy, I think we need to…,” he said as his resolve faded.

Amy’s height had increased a few inches so that they were at the same level. Despite the changes, she still felt attracted to Tom. It became obvious to her now. She was becoming a gay man. She kissed Tom and allowed the changes to her body to continue. Tom held onto her as her body became less curvy. Her feet expanded a few foot sizes as well as her hands.

“It’s going to be okay,” Tom told her as her facial bones and muscles began to change.

Muscles expanded all over her body giving her an athletic build. Her already short hair became parted and masculine. Her eyelashes shortened and her eyebrows became thicker. Amy looked over her body as dark body hair began to cover her legs and arms.

Tom couldn’t believe his eyes. He had just seen a woman become a man right in front of him; not only a man but a very attractive one at that. He felt his own cock getting hard just looking at him. Amy’s mind began to change as testosterone flooded her system. She no longer saw herself as a female. He was now a man.

“Tom…,” Amy said testing his voice. It had become deeper in tone than before.

“I’ll get a hold of Selina and I’ll fix this,” Tom promised.

“I don’t think I want you to,” Amy said. He stroked his cock and felt pleasure from it. It was too easy to get sexual release now. He still felt attracted to Tom. “I think this last week has been preparing me for this moment.”

“What moment?” Tom asked.

“I want to be yours. I want to make you happy,” Amy said.

“I can’t possibly,” Tom said fighting the urge that was going through him.

“We’re not strangers, you and I,” Amy said.

“No, we’re not,” Tom agreed.

Amy then felt a painful sensation go through his body. His dick started to shorten, breasts started pushing out, and his skeleton started shrinking. It only occurred for a moment as he regained his masculine form again. “Tom, we need to fuck,” he told him.

“I think you’re right,” Tom heard himself say.

“Look, this one time,” Amy said to him.

“Okay,” Tom agreed and then took off his shirt and lowered his pants.

Amy watched him hungrily as he shed his clothes and revealed an erect penis. He immediately got on his knees and started sucking on Tom. “Wow, that feels really good,” Tom said.

Amy continued sucking truly enjoying a man for the first time. This was her kind gay roommate that had been helpful to her when she moved in, occasionally gave her rides, and was always there for her after a breakup. He wanted to make him feel good.

Tom grunted as he came in Amy’s mouth. “Did it do it? Is the spell over?” Tom wondered.

Amy wasn’t sure and then found himself changing back again. His face became feminine for a brief moment and then back to before. His hands shortened and became longer again. Amy stumbled to the ground as his feet morphed back and forth.

“I don’t think that was enough, Tom. I think you have to put in me,” Amy said scaring herself with what she was proposing.

“I’m not going to be able to do it for a while,” Tom said as he stroked his flaccid penis.
Amy then considered the very thing he had wanted from the beginning. “Tom, are you okay being on the receiving end?” he asked awkwardly.

“I’ve done it before, sure,” he said.

“Oh God, you’re making me say it. Can I fuck you?” Amy asked finally.

“Alright,” Tom allowed. “Don’t go crazy though.”

“I won’t,” Amy promised.

***

Tom placed a generous amount of lube on Amy’s cock. “I think I have to cum inside you to complete the spell,” Amy said.

“I think so too,” Tom agreed. He got on his back and lifted his legs on his bed.

Amy cautiously placed his cock below his balls and then found the right spot. He then slowly pushed in. Tom tensed up but nodded giving Amy the go-ahead. Amy pushed farther and then all the way to the hilt. “So this is penetrating,” Amy realized as his new cock was firmly inside Tom’s ass.

“Go back and forth slowly,” Tom told him.

Amy nodded and did just that. Instead of a fake cock in a woman’s vagina, he now had a real cock. He could feel the tightness and warmth. It was beyond anything he could have had with a fake. The two of them were connected, body-to-body.

“You’re doing good,” Tom told him.

Amy increased his pace a little getting used to rolling his hips back and forth. He would occasionally glance at Tom’s beautiful body. His first time, he wanted it to be more than just fucking. Amy bent over and started kissing Tom even as he continued thrusting. He could feel Tom’s dick becoming hard and touching his belly.

“I think I feel it,” Amy said as a surge went through his cock.

“Just let it happen,” Tom told him.

Amy gasped as he felt semen shoot through his cock into Tom’s body. “Fuck!” Amy said as he felt pulse after pulse. Finally, it was all over as a tingling sensation went through Amy’s body.

“I think I did it,” Amy said.

“What should I call you?” Tom asked him.

“How about Arnie? Is that okay?” he asked uncertain.

“It sounds cute,” Tom said as he kissed him.

***

Arnie had no regrets about his change. As far as his parents, the school, and his friends back home he had always been a gay man. Arnie couldn’t get enough of Tom as the two slept together, showered together, and still played board games together. Arnie got his wish, learning to penetrate his lover in many different positions. He enjoyed being able to run and throw the ball around shirtless in the park. He felt so liberated and happy.

Selina eyed Tom and Arnie throwing a football in the park, totally shirtless, and totally obvious to everyone that they were love birds. Here she was confined in her skirt and high heels. She felt envious as Arnie exercised his new muscles. She could see the bulge in Arnie’s shorts as the new male was still not used to controlling his sexual thoughts.

Jerri came by with a double scooped ice cream cone. Selina eyed the still very immature Jerri. It didn’t seem to matter what sex she was. “Jerri, let’s have a baby,” Selina said finally.

“Who’s baby?” Jerri said oblivious as she ate her ice cream.

“Don’t worry about it. Don’t worry about a thing,” Selina said shaking her head in amusement.

Sixth Sense

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Comedy
  • Parody
  • Mystery or Suspense

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental
  • Amnesia
  • Caught with Consequences
  • Female to Male
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Lesbians
  • Memory Loss
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

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  • Posted by author(s)
  • Fan-Fiction, poster's responsibility

Anna Crowe was a happily married woman in her early twenties. She worked at a winery and collected wine bottles of all kinds in the cellar. Her husband was Malcolm Crowe, a child psychiatrist that worked for the city. One fateful night, Anna entered the house and went straight to the cellar without bothering to check up on her husband. She looked over the wine bottles for the right occasion to celebrate their anniversary but then felt a chill go through her as if something was amiss. She quickly took a random bottle and went upstairs to the main floor. There, she found candles lit and a sweet anniversary card from her husband.

Anna went upstairs figuring her husband had prepared something special and sexy for her in the bedroom. When she reached the bedroom, Malcolm was nowhere to be found but the shower was on. Anna eyed two sets of clothes on the floor, both male suits. Finding this odd, she peered into the bathroom and found two people in the shower.

At first, odd thoughts went through Anna's mind. Was Malcolm showering with another man? Was he gay? Was this normal? What the fuck was going on? Not making a sound, Anna pulled the shower curtain away revealing Malcolm and another man extremely close to each other under the water.

The other man she identified was Vincent Grey, Malcolm's best friend, and college roommate. Anna knew Vincent quite well as they had been to bars and restaurants together. The level of friendship between Malcolm and Vincent almost made Anna jealous. Still, despite their friendship, Anna found Vincent showering with her husband in her upstairs shower incredibly inappropriate.

Anna eyed Malcolm with uncertainty. The two were in an obvious state of arousal with Vincent having a strong erection and Malcolm looking quite flush. Vincent gave Anna a look of shock and was totally speechless. Malcolm finally spoke first.

"Wow, this is really awkward. It's not what it looks like, okay. Men shower with each other all the time, in the locker room at schools, gyms, and so forth. We've even showered together plenty of times before at the university gym, right?" Malcolm asked Vincent to back him up.

"Right," Vincent agreed awkwardly.

"So, could you get me a towel?" Malcolm asked.

Anna reluctantly handed him one still weirded out by the situation at hand. "Thanks," he said drying off not at all scandalized by the situation at hand.

Malcolm then walked out of the shower with the towel wrapped around his waist only and went to the other bedroom to change. Anna eyed him as he left the room. "Vincent, what the fuck is going on?" Anna demanded.


Sixth Sense


Sometime later, Malcolm was wearing dress shoes, pants, a collared shirt, and a tan coat. He looked over his notes on his next patient. Anna had been giving him the silent treatment ever since she caught him in the shower with Vincent on their anniversary night. Honestly, it wasn't a big deal. He would know. He's a psychiatrist. But the more he tried to explain the situation, the more pissed she became. Needless to say, they hadn't had any intimacy since it happened. That night felt extremely fuzzy for Malcolm as if he didn't understand why he had done it in the first place. He couldn't remember the reason why he and Vincent had undressed and decided to shower together. He had forgotten most of what had happened that night between them. Maybe he had crossed the line and didn't recall it.

When life troubled him, Malcolm obsessed over his work. His new patient was a nine-year-old boy named Cole Sear known for anxiety, isolation, and mood problems probably as a result of his parents' divorce. Malcolm waited for Cole to exit his apartment from a nearby bench. Cole eyed Malcolm, gave him an odd look, and then took off.

"What a little shit," Malcolm thought dismayed and calmly walked after him.

The boy ran off into a church. Malcolm proceeded to enter the church and found Cole playing with toy soldiers in the pews. "It's okay, Cole. You want to meet in a church. That's cool. My name is Dr. Malcolm Crowe," Malcolm introduced himself.

Cole gave him an odd look and then went back to his toy soldiers. Malcolm sat down next to him. "In the old days, people would hide out in churches. They were sanctuaries. Did you come here to hide?" Malcolm asked him. "You see, there used to be bad people out there that persecuted people for being different. Are you different, Cole?"

"Are you a good doctor?" Cole asked avoiding the question.

"Well, I don't want to toot my own horn but yeah," Malcolm informed him.

"Interesting. I didn't imagine my doctor would be someone...like you," Cole said.

"What were you expecting? I get it. I decided not to wear a tie. Is that it?" Malcolm asked condescendingly.

"No," Cole shook his head.

"I will be seeing you again, right?" Cole assumed.

"If that's okay with you," Malcolm allowed.

"Wear whatever feels comfortable for you," Cole said and took off.

Malcolm gave him an odd look as Cole exited the church. On the list of weirdest sessions, this one was high on the list.


Malcolm came home to find dinner wasn't made. Ever since the incident, they hadn't shared a meal together. Malcolm helped himself to a sandwich and then found Anna asleep in the bedroom upstairs. He sat on the bed hoping Anna was listening. "Look, I'm sorry it happened. It was fucked up. I fully admit it. I want to make amends," Malcolm said to her.

Anna didn't stir from her sleep. Frowning, Malcolm went downstairs to the cellar and spent the remainder of the night on his work.


The next day, Malcolm came to Cole's apartment. He was allowed in by his mother who gave him an odd look. As before, Malcolm was dressed in business casual. He took a seat in the living room and waited for Cole as he made small talk with his mother. His mother then took off giving them an hour alone. Cole gave Malcolm an uninviting look as if he were an intruder in his house.

"Want to sit?" Malcolm offered.

Cole merely shook his head. "Don't feel like talking today?" Malcolm asked.

Cole, again, shook his head.

"Let's play a game. It's a mind-reading game. If I say something right, you take a step towards the chair. If I'm wrong you take a step away from the chair. If you reach the chair, you sit down. If you reach the door, you get to leave. Want to play?" he asked him.

Malcolm got the first couple of questions right establishing that Cole was skeptical that Malcolm could really help him but also having a secret. Malcolm, then, made some miscalculations assuming Cole was generally quiet but good in school. "I drew pictures of my classmates. The teacher got mad at one of my drawings," Cole revealed.

"What did you draw?" Malcolm asked.

"I drew a boy in a dress," he said.

"Was it a joke?" Malcolm asked him.

"I don't draw those pictures anymore," he dodged the question.

"Okay," Malcolm allowed not understanding him at all.

"You're nice...but you can't help me," Cole said and then walked away to his room, ending the session.


Malcolm showed up late to dinner at an Italian restaurant still wearing his suit. Anna looked around her to see if anyone was gawking at them. "So sorry I'm late. I totally lost track of time," Malcolm excused.

"It's okay," Anna allowed looking very uncomfortable.

"I didn't have a very good session, today," Malcolm admitted. "I don't know, maybe abuse is involved. Cole has scratches on his arm. Maybe, he's being bullied."

"Yeah, maybe," Anna said embarrassed as people started to stare at them.

"Look, I know why you're mad. I get it. I've been distant from you, but I feel like I've been given a second chance and I don't want it to slip away," Malcolm said.

"What second chance? I mean, there's no going back," Anna said referring to the shower incident.

"Can you bring yourself to forgive me, because I'm asking...for your forgiveness, here," Malcolm said sincerely.

"It's not just what you did with Vincent. It's who you are now. Who you are as a person," Anna said obviously.

"I can change," Malcolm said to her.

"Not from this," Anna doubted.

"Can we at least try?" Malcolm asked.

Anna gave him an uncomfortable look. "I guess," she said without enthusiasm.


That night, Malcolm and Anna got out of their clothes and kissed each other, cautiously at first, and then more passionately. The two got in bed together with Malcolm on top as usual. They kissed and caressed each other while entangling their legs. "I'm so sorry. I can't get it up," Malcolm said, referring to his penis.

"It's okay, really," Anna allowed.

"Is it okay if I go down on you?" Malcolm offered.

Anna gave him an uncertain look but then nodded. Malcolm had rarely gone down on Anna, but he was needing to reconcile himself with her as best he could. If this was what it took, he would gladly do it. Anna closed her eyes as she was licked in her most sensitive area. She tried to picture someone else other than Malcolm that was doing this to her. She wondered if that was really a good idea to even start this. Anna sighed and moaned as she got closer to an orgasm. She rolled her hips and finally cried out as it hit her. She had trouble getting an orgasm in the past with Malcolm but this was something else. She then felt horrified by what she had done and backed away.

"Is something wrong?" Malcolm asked her.

"No, you were great," Anna assured him.

"We don't have to do anything else if you don't want to," Malcolm offered.

"Let's just go to sleep," Anna suggested.

"Sure," Malcolm agreed.

That night, Malcolm easily got to sleep but Anna tossed and turned unable to process this turn of events.


The next day, Malcolm walked Cole down the sidewalk still wearing a suit as per usual. "Why do you dress like that? he asked him.

"What should I dress?" Malcolm asked.

"Something...more casual," Cole suggested.

"I'd love to, but it's part of the job," Malcolm rejected. "Do you tell your mom how to dress?"

"I don't tell her things," Cole shot down.

"Why not?" Malcolm asked curiously.

"I don't want her to know I'm a freak," Cole said bluntly.

"Hey, you're not a freak, alright?" Malcolm said to him.

"Coming from you, that means very little," Cole said dismissively.

"What? That's bullshit. I am a perfectly normal guy. What's weird about me?" Malcolm asked defensively.

"You said the s-word," Cole accused.

"Yeah, I know. I'm sorry," Malcolm apologized.

"It's a good thing I find you interesting. Otherwise, you'd be fucked," Cole told him.


At Cole's apartment, they continued to get to know each other. "So, your dad lives in Pittsburg with a lady that works at the toll booth?" Malcolm clarified.

"I wonder if she needs to pee when she's working," Cole said. "Think she just holds it?"

"I don't know," Malcolm admitted.

"I figured you would know," Cole said confused.

"I don't have all the answers, but it has me thinking," Malcolm said thoughtfully. "Have you ever written anything? Like a short story, maybe?"

"Sure," Cole said vaguely.

"What kinds of stories?" Malcolm asked.

"Stories where people change," Cole said.

Malcolm sighed and got up. "I want you to think about what our goals should be for our time together. What you want to get out of them."

"Can it be something I don't want?" Cole asked.

"Okay," Malcolm allowed.

"I don't want to be weird anymore," Cole requested.

"Let's make it happen," Malcolm said enthusiastically.


While at home, Malcolm stayed in the cellar. He then heard a knock on the door. "Can you get that?" Malcolm said to Anna. Eventually, Anna did open the door and had a casual conversation with a man. Malcolm listened with concern as the two chatted for a while and seemed to be flirting with each other. Eventually, the man left with a smile on his face.

"The fuck?" Malcolm wondered.

"Who was that?" Malcolm asked Anna as he went upstairs.

"Unlike you, that was a real man," Anna said insultingly.

"What's that supposed to mean? Is this because I couldn't get it up the other night?" Malcolm asked.

"You'll never get it up. Don't you get it?" Anna asked him.

"Questioning my manhood, very original," Malcolm mocked.

Anna gave him an incredulous look. "If you don't like it, why don't you go back to Vincent?"

"This again. It won't happen again. I promise," Malcolm said sincerely.

"Don't keep promises you can't keep," Anna scolded.


The next day, Malcolm came to the school. Cole had gotten into trouble for calling the male teacher a fag that liked to wear women's clothing. He was separated from the rest of the class in the library. This time, Malcolm was in a suit and tie. Cole merely rolled his eyes at him.

"Want to see a magic trick?" Malcolm asked him.

"Sure," Cole agreed.

Malcolm proceeded to do a lame magic trick with a coin that Cole easily figured out. "I didn't know you were funny," Cole mocked.

"You know why I'm playing a magic trick instead of giving you a big lecture like everyone else?" Malcolm asked.

"I don't know," Cole said honestly.

"To show that I'm not here to judge you. I just want to understand you and help you understand yourself," Malcolm told him.


Malcolm came home to find the TV on with their wedding video being played. Watching that special moment made Malcolm warm inside as friends and family talked about their love. Malcolm then found Anna in the shower. "Mind if I join you?" Malcolm asked her.

"By the time you get undressed, the water will be cold," she protested.

"I don't mind," Malcolm said.

Anna hesitated. "Yeah, sure, come in," she allowed.

Malcolm got undressed and entered the shower with her. To his astonishment, he wasn't getting immediately hard. Anna seemed to notice it as well. "Maybe, something is wrong with me," Malcolm said concernedly.

"It's okay," Anna assured him and then reached for it.

She rubbed him just the right way eliciting sighs and moans from Malcolm. "How does that feel?" Anna asked as she rubbed the head.

"Great," Malcolm said and then kissed her passionately.

Anna accepted his kiss but she seemed reserved and eventually broke away. "I'm sorry. This is just weird for me," she admitted and exited the shower.

"Come on, are you ever going to forgive me?" Malcolm asked frustrated.


Malcolm got a call that Cole was at the hospital. He had been traumatized as he was locked away in a cabinet by some bullies at a party. "Want to tell me what happened?" Malcolm asked at his bedside.

"A story is only as good as its twist," Cole said vaguely.

"What kind of twist?" Malcolm asked.

"Like why you're so sad," Cole sensed.

"Why do you think I'm sad?" Malcolm asked.

"I see it in your eyes," he said.

"One night, a very special night, a guy named Malcolm did something...fucked up. He took a shower with his good buddy and got caught by his wife. And ever since, his wife hasn't forgiven him for it," Malcolm revealed.

"Why did you do it?" Cole asked curiously.

"I don't know. It's so fuzzy. I hardly remember any of it. It felt like I wasn't myself," Malcolm said confused. "But ever since, I can't stop thinking about that moment. Everything is different now. I'm not the same person I used to be and my wife doesn't like the kind of person I have become. We barely speak anymore. We're like strangers. And so, I help this new boy that reminds me a lot of myself, because I figure if I help this boy then maybe I'll be able to help myself get better."

"How does the story end?" Cole wondered.

"I don't know," Malcolm said honestly.

"I want to tell you my secret," Cole said finally.

"Okay," Malcolm allowed.

"Most people are what they're supposed to be but a few are not. Boys that should be girls and girls that should be boys," Cole said.

"Sure," Malcolm agreed, wondering where he was going with this.

"And I can see a person's true self even if it's not present on the outside," Cole said.

"Is that why you called your teacher a fag that wears women's clothing?" Malcolm asked.

Cole nodded. "I see a vision of a woman, like a ghost, around him," he said. "Most people don't even know it. They don't know they should be something else."

"How often do you see these visions?" Malcolm asked.

"All the time. In my class, on the streets, wherever I go," Cole answered. "They're everywhere," he said wide-eyed.

"Okay," Malcolm said keeping his own opinion to himself.

"You won't tell anyone, will you?" Cole asked fearfully.

"Of course not, but I don't recommend you telling anyone else they're misgendered. It just raises too many questions," Malcolm advised.

"Okay," Cole agreed.


The next day, Malcolm went to a school play and kept an eye on Cole. Something in him stirred as he saw all the kids and the parents with their video cameras. He thought about having a child of his own, someone he could love unconditionally and mentor to. "How did you like the play?" Cole asked.

"It was...excellent," Malcolm lied. "Cole, I was really interested in what you said at the hospital and would like to know more about it."

"Tommy sees himself as a girl named Tammy. He just hasn't admitted it to himself," Cole revealed.

"Do you feel the same way about yourself?" Malcolm asked.

Cole gave him an odd look. "No," he shook his head.

"Do you ever feel like maybe you could be?" Cole asked.

"I think everyone has a masculine and feminine side to them," Malcolm allowed.

"When you realize it; when you realize your whole life is a lie, that your body isn't what it's supposed to be, that your mind and desires should be the opposite...it gets cold," Cole said hauntedly.

"Well, I feel fine," Malcolm assured him.

"Please make it stop," Cole requested.

"I'm working on it," Malcolm said sincerely.


The next day, Malcolm eyed Anna giving a present to the same man as before at her wine store. She gave Sean a book about wine. The two hugged awkwardly at first and then kissed. Malcolm angrily threw a pebble at the window making a significant crack and stormed off.

Calming himself down, Malcolm met Cole at his apartment. "I don't think I can continue being your doctor. I'm just...too fucked up, right now," he admitted. "I'm going to transfer you."

"Don't fail me," Cole pleaded.

"Your problem, even if true, is slightly inconvenient," Malcolm rolled his eyes.

"You're the only one that can help me," Cole insisted.

"I can't help you," Malcolm shook his head.

"You believe me, right?" Cole asked him.

"I don't know how to answer that," Malcolm admitted.

"Sometimes...magic is real," Cole told him.


Malcolm sat at his desk frustrated. "This is bullshit," he said to himself referring to Anna's behavior and Cole's crazy story.

Vincent then came into the house and looked around awkwardly. "Mind if I come in?" he asked sheepishly.

"Please," Malcolm invited in.

Vincent eyed Malcolm's suit and tie. "Anna invited me over to sort things out between us."

"We took a shower together, nothing more," Malcolm said annoyed.

"Well, you see, I remember it differently," Vincent said.

"Oh really? What do you remember?" Malcolm asked impatiently.

"I remember us kissing, caressing each other, and you even sucked my dick," Vincent said.

"I sucked your dick?" Malcolm doubted.

"Yeah," Vincent confirmed.

"Get the fuck out," Malcolm said dismayed.

"Don't you find it a little odd how everyone has been treating you?" Vincent asked him.

"Yeah, like shit," Malcolm observed.

"You know, it doesn't have to be this way, Mal. We've been really good friends, right? Why not take the next step? Anna has already given her blessing," Vincent said.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Malcolm asked him. "I've never known you to be gay."

"Is that what you think I'm doing, right now?" Vincent quizzed.

"Yeah, you're acting extremely gay and it's inappropriate, frankly. I'm still a married man, got that? A...married...man," Malcolm told him off.

"I see," Vincent said concernedly.

"Did I pass the test?" Malcolm asked.

"What test?" Vincent asked confused.

"The test you and Anna are playing on me," Malcolm said obviously.

"I can see that you're in a state of denial and this is not the right time for me to come back into your life," Vincent said backing away.

"The only one in denial is you!" Malcolm shouted as he exited.


Malcolm came to see another of Cole's school plays. This time it was King Arthur. In the lead role was Cole and surprisingly, Tommy was wearing a pink dress and make-up, playing the part of Guinevere. At the end of the play, Cole gave Tommy a hug. Malcolm wondered about Tommy whether maybe there was something to his weird ability.

After the play was over, Malcolm and Cole had a talk. "I thought you read did well in that play," Malcolm said.

"Really?" Cole asked beaming. "You know, ever since I affirmed that everyone else in my class was in the right body, I'm more popular, now."

"Is that a fact?" Malcolm asked rhetorically.

"I got an idea on how you can talk to your wife. Just talk to her when she's asleep," he said.

"Thanks, kid," Malcolm rolled his eyes.

"I'm not going to see anymore, am I?" Cole sensed.

"I think everything that could be said has been," Malcolm said somberly. "Just use your gift responsibly. To help people realize their true selves."

"Well, until I become a doctor like you, I'll just pretend to be one," Cole said brightly.

"That is...a horrible idea. I'm going to go now," Malcolm said getting up to leave.


Soon thereafter, Cole and his mother were in a traffic jam with an accident ahead of them. "I want to communicate," Cole said finally.

"About damn time," his mother said impatiently.

"I know what happened to dad," Cole said knowingly.

"Yeah, he left to be with that toll booth lady," his mother rolled her eyes.

"No, she is the toll booth lady. He got a sex change and became a woman. You never told me," Cole said knowingly.

His mother simply stared at him. She had never told him of the truth. "How could you know that?" she asked spooked.

"I can see what people desire to be on the inside. I see that you desire to be a woman, a mom," Cole said to her. "And I saw a woman inside of dad, too. Maybe, you both can be my mom," he suggested.

"Wow, well...maybe, huh?" his mother stammered. "Look, I'm straight. You know what that means? Your father and I can't be together like before."

"And you don't have to. I'd just like to see her come by once in a while," Cole said.

"I guess...I could make a call," his mother said.


Malcolm came home and found Anna asleep on the couch. "I need some solid answers. You and Vincent and everyone else have been acting so weird to me. I need the truth...even if it hurts," he said to her.

Malcolm sighed feeling like an idiot and then went to his study. He turned on his tape recorder of his notes and heard a woman's voice. It wasn't Anna's voice. It was a voice he didn't recognize, but she said the same exact things he had said about Cole's case. Malcolm turned off the tape recorder confused and disturbed by what he was hearing.

Anna then came into the room. "You know, your biggest problem is that you see and hear only what you want to," she scolded.

"Whose voice is this? Is this some kind of prank?" Malcolm asked.

"It's your voice. Don't you get it? It's why things have been so damn awkward between us. You're not a man, anymore. So, why are you dressed like one? Why do you have your hair short like a man? Why do you try to make love to me like a man?" Anna asked her.

"When I talk, I hear a man's voice. When I touch my hands, I see a man's hands. I touch my chest and it's flat. When I rub my crotch, I feel a man's dick," Malcolm said impatiently.

"None of it is real," Anna told him. "Ever since you showered with Vincent, you have been a woman. That night, somehow, you were changed. You can't imagine how difficult it has been for me to lose the man I love."

"I'm the same guy," Malcolm told her off.

"You look like a woman, you sound like a woman, and once you figure that out, you'll eventually act like a woman," Anna said.

"Bullshit," Malcolm doubted.

"You are in such denial. You can see it in your patients but not yourself," Anna critiqued.

"If I'm a woman, prove it. Finger inside me," Malcolm challenged.

Anna sighed uncomfortably. "Fuck it."

She went over to him, unzipped his pants, and felt around. "You feel that? That's your clit," Anna told her.

"It feels like you're rubbing the head of my dick," Malcolm objected.

"This is going to feel uncomfortable because you're not lubricated enough," Anna warned.

"Just do it," Malcolm said impatiently.

Anna felt around and then stuck a finger inside Malcolm. "What the fuck?" he wondered. Anna then placed a second finger inside him.

Malcolm suddenly had an epiphany as his mind accepted the truth. "That bastard kid knew the whole time and never said anything," he realized.

Malcolm looked at himself in the mirror and saw that his suit was too big on his more slender frame. His breasts created a bulge on his collared shirt. His face was feminine. He looked like a woman in drag. Anna withdrew her fingers as Malcolm realized the truth. Mallory then started removing her clothes stripping herself of her coat, collared shirt, tie, pants, and finally her male underwear. She stared at her female body in the mirror completely stunned by what she was seeing.

"You look...beautiful," Anna complimented.

Mallory then remembered what had happened in the shower. A sudden strong attraction came over the two of them. She had hid in the shower hoping to jerk off her feelings for Vicent but it only made it worse. She began to change as Vincent stripped down and eventually joined her. The two passionately kissed as if they had been lovers for years. Mallory then got on her knees and enthusiastically sucked Vicent's cock until he came in her mouth. Vincent then fingered her new vagina until Anna abruptly interrupted them.

"Why didn't you say anything?" Mallory asked her.

"It seemed so obvious. It didn't occur to me that you could change sex and not even know it. Also, I was royally pissed off and I thought you were fucking with me," Anna excused herself.

"I've been out in public wearing a man's suit?" Mallory asked incredulously.

"Yeah," Anna confirmed.

"When we had sex, you didn't feel anything for me?" Mallory asked, hurt.

"It was pleasurable but that was all it was," Anna admitted.

"What does this make us now?" Mallory asked her.

"Best friends," Anna suggested. "We can go shopping and get your hair done. We can share our stories and keep secrets. We can talk about men."

"This is overwhelming," Mallory said.

"I think you should give Vincent a try. He really likes you," Anna suggested.

"Before I do, you want to experiment a little," Mallory asked her.

"Yeah, sure," Anna agreed.

The two went into the bedroom where Anna taught Mallory all of her pleasure points on her body and then fingered her until she had her first female orgasm.


Vincent and Mallory went on some dates to see how they felt about each other and what their priorities for the future would be. They eventually moved in together and it wasn't long before Mallory got pregnant. Anna acted as Mallory's supporter the entire journey and continued dating Sean. After Anna and Mallory had finalized their divorce, the two quickly got married to their men.

Cole helped the new Tammy to realize her true self allowing her to transition to womanhood smoothly during her teenage years. He also formed a new relationship with his father, visiting her often. With his ability, Cole would go on to assist people to confirm their true selves either as the same sex or the opposite. He would later write a book about his experiences calling his ability...the sixth sense.

Star Trek Genesis

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transformations
  • Transitioning
  • Science Fiction
  • Fanfiction

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Caught with Consequences
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Identity Crisis

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Partial Transformations
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby

Other Keywords: 

  • Gene Roddenberry's Star Trek

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  • Posted by author(s)
  • Fan-Fiction, poster's responsibility

Star Trek Genesis
(Takes place immediately after Star Trek Into Darkness)

James Tiberius Kirk awoke in a hospital bed and turned to see Doctor Leonard McCoy standing over him. "Don't be so melodramatic. You were barely dead," McCoy told him. "It was the transfusion that really took its toll," McCoy added as he used a sensor around Kirk's head.

"Transfusion?" Kirk whispered, his voice was hoarse.

"Your cells were heavily irradiated. We had no choice," McCoy explained.

"Khan?" Kirk asked.

"Once we caught him, I synthesized a serum from his super blood," McCoy continued. "Tell me, do you feel homicidal, power mad, despotic?" he joked.

"No, I feel different," Kirk muttered.

"In what way?" McCoy asked seriously.

"I don't think I ever said thank you for all that you have done for me," Kirk realized.

"Just doing my job," McCoy said embarrassed.

"No, you got me on the Enterprise when I was a cadet. You got me to where I am now," Kirk said gratefully.

"Well, you're welcome," McCoy said. "Don't tell anyone about that," he warned.

McCoy approached Kirk with another sensor tool. "Your blood pressure is spiking, Jim," McCoy muttered.

Kirk, suddenly and without thinking, grabbed McCoy and kissed him on the lips. McCoy went wide-eye in shock and surprise and then pushed Kirk back onto the bed. "Damn it, man, what's gotten into you," McCoy said wiping his lip.

"I don't know. I feel strange," Kirk admitted.

"Your dopamine levels are off the charts," McCoy reported.

"Don't tell anyone about this," Kirk said embarrassed.

"I'm a doctor, Jim. Of course, everything is confidential. But if you try to kiss me again, I'll knock you out," McCoy threatened.

***

Kirk exited the hospital in a wheelchair and found Starfleet officers on either side of him applauding his recovery. Kirk smiled embarrassed and grateful. He waved to them as he was carried out. "Great, this will just make his head bigger," McCoy grumbled.

Kirk entered his apartment and took a shower. He looked at his face in the mirror. He was perfectly healthy, yet Kirk found his face alien to him somehow. He looked over his muscular physique and found himself concerned with his appearance. Was it disgust? Perhaps, shame that he had not been able to physically apprehend Khan, himself. No, only a Vulcan male could take on Khan in physical combat. He remembered how he got his ass handed to him when he provoked Spock into attacking him before. All that training and it didn't save him. He was weak.

Typically, in the shower, Kirk would have at least some sexual thoughts towards an exotic alien female or even a member of his crew. He knew it was inappropriate, but Kirk always had a high libido. His thoughts wandered to Dr. Marcus, the hot blond weapon's specialist. His thoughts suddenly went dark as he recalled her screaming when her father, Admiral Marcus, had been brutally killed by Khan.

Kirk felt nothing as the water poured over him. Was he depressed? Was this post-traumatic stress after literally dying? Did he feel responsible for the thousands of lives that had been killed on board the Enterprise and downtown San Francisco? It was all his fault. He didn't stun Khan enough times; Khan took over the ship, killed Admiral Marcus, and then flew the dread-naught right into San Francisco creating a large crater in the ground. What difference did it make to save a handful on the Enterprise when so many others had died?

***

Spock attended the debriefing instead of Kirk. "First Officer Spock, your report?" the new Head Admiral asked.

Spock looked around the room and found that over the last few weeks, the Starfleet leadership had been decimated. Almost all the people in the room were newly promoted captains and admirals. "Apologies for the absence of our captain. He is still recovery from his ordeal. Khan has been captured and put into cryo-stasis along with the rest of his crew where he is to remain indefinitely. Repairs to the Enterprise are ongoing. We expect those repairs to be completed in a few weeks," Spock said.

McCoy then entered the room and gave Spock a grumpy look. "Doctor McCoy, your analysis of the blood sample?" the Head Admiral asked.

"We first tested Khan's blood on a tribble and found it had regenerative effects. In a last ditch effort to save Kirk's life, we gave him some of Khan's blood. The blood is genetically enhanced and has healing properties that I have barely been able to study. It was able to repair Kirk's damaged cells and revive him," McCoy said.

"We have discovered that the Starfleet officer responsible for the bombing at the archive had a sick son who was dying of terminal cancer. Khan offered his blood to cure the child in return for this Starfleet officer planting the bomb at the archive. What we have since discovered is that the boy is now a girl," the Head Admiral said.

"What are you suggesting, Admiral?" Spock asked.

"Khan's blood may come with a cost. The boy's chromosomes changed on a molecular level switching on some genes and switching off others. Over the course of a few weeks, he went through a physical metamorphosis from male to female. The child is too young to determine what effect this has on sexual maturity and fertility," the Head Admiral said.

"Good God, man," McCoy whispered shocked.

"Captain Kirk is to be put on medical observation for the time being. Mr. Spock, you will be acting captain of the Enterprise," the Head Admiral ordered.

"As you wish, Admiral," Spock replied.

"Everything concerning Captain Kirk's condition is not to leave this room," the Head Admiral ordered.

***

Spock and McCoy walked together through the halls of Starfleet Headquarters. "Kirk isn't going to like it when he hears this," McCoy muttered.

"Doctor, perhaps it would be best if he was not made aware," Spock suggested.

"What are you saying? That I lie to him?" McCoy asked flabbergasted.

"Of course not, doctor. Omitting certain details is not the same as lying," Spock reasoned.

"When he does find out, he'll hate me for it," McCoy said.

"That would be an illogical reaction. Knowing of his possible illness will not help him overcome it," Spock said.

"Often times, when a patient knows what they're facing they take the bull by the horns and fight to the very end," McCoy pointed out.

"I defer to your good judgment, doctor," Spock said and the two parted ways.

***

Doctor McCoy found Kirk in the gym lifting weights. "I figured I would find you here. You do know this is the least efficient way to build muscle mass."

"This isn't about that. I just wanted to make sure I hadn't lost my touch," Kirk said as he worked the weights.

"You should take it easy while you recover. This kind of stress on the body isn't good for you," McCoy lectured.

"I just want to feel alive," Kirk said.

"If you want dopamine and adrenal, I can get some for you," McCoy said simply.

Kirk put the bar up and stood up to McCoy. "It's always injections and medical scanners with you. In a real fight, its raw physical power," Kirk said.

"Jim, you can't compare yourself to Khan. He was genetically designed for combat," McCoy said.

"My father would have put up a better fight," Kirk said sitting down.

"For God's sakes, your father was just a man. A good man but just a man," McCoy reminded him.

Kirk stared aimlessly. "What was discussed at the briefing?" he asked.

"Khan's blood is to undergo more tests. You're to be put under medical observation. Spock is acting captain," McCoy summarized.

Kirk sighed and shook his head. "They've taken the Enterprise from me. Maybe, you shouldn't have brought me back."

"Are you listening to yourself? This is only temporary. You'll be captain again in no time. You have a five-year mission in deep space to look forward to," McCoy said.

"I fucked up," Kirk said changing the subject. "I should have killed Khan when I had the chance with those torpedoes. Now, thousands are dead because of me."

"Kirk, it was Admiral Marcus' fault. He knew Khan's crew was in those torpedoes, he was the one that built that ship in secrecy, and he's the one that fired on the Enterprise," McCoy argued.

"You know why I went to the reactor core to fix it myself instead of sending an engineer to do it?" Kirk asked.

McCoy could only stare blankly. "It's because I can't lead a star-ship. How useless is a captain that can't be leader? So, I did the only thing I could do. I made myself expendable, because I was useless," Kirk said loudly.

"You're making a scene, Jim," McCoy whispered.

"Am I?" Kirk shouted.

Kirk suddenly collapsed in front of McCoy. "Get an ambulance!" McCoy shouted and immediately took out his equipment.

***

Kirk was back in the hospital feeling weaker than ever. McCoy was at his bedside. "What is happening to me?" Kirk asked; his voice a little softer than before.

"Khan's blood is changing your physiology on the chromosome level. Somehow, it is rewriting your DNA," McCoy said.

"Khan was strong. Why am I becoming weaker?" Kirk asked.

McCoy hesitated to say. "There's evidence to suggest that Khan's blood specifically changes the sex chromosomes. In your case, the Y chromosome is becoming an X," McCoy said.

Kirk stared up at the ceiling as he realized what that meant. "Can you stop it?" he asked McCoy.

"I don't know, Jim. We can do hormone therapy to increase your testosterone, but it's a losing battle. Khan's blood is changing your body on a cellular level. It will affect your brain, your organs, your skin, and even your genitals," McCoy said.

"How much time do I have?" Kirk asked as if this was a death sentence.

"It will happen in stages most likely. You've already experienced muscle degradation and emotional instability. It could take weeks," McCoy said.

"Is that why I kissed you?" Kirk asked.

"Your sexual orientation could change," McCoy allowed.

Kirk hesitated to say anything. "Kill me now," he said finally.

"What?" McCoy asked not believing what he had just heard.

"You heard me. Kill me now while I still have my dignity," Kirk said.

"I am not going to euthanize you like some dog," McCoy objected.

"You did it to your father. Why not me?" Kirk asked.

McCoy gave Kirk a stunned look and then backed away facing the window. "I'm sorry," Kirk said regretfully.

"You don't get to be sorry, you son-of-a-bitch," McCoy said angrily. "You want to kill yourself, leave me out of it," McCoy said and then placed a phaser on his bed.

McCoy then stormed out of the room. Kirk looked over the phaser and sighed.

***

McCoy half-expected to hear a phaser sound from Kirk's room. He knew he would have a lot of explaining to do on how Kirk managed to acquire a phaser in a hospital. At this point, he didn't care. His father had spent painful years battling a terminal illness to which there was no cure. His father had begged him to end his life. After watching his father live in agony, McCoy finally placed a device on his bed that painlessly and quietly ended his life. A few years later, a cure for the disease had been discovered. In his depression and guilt, McCoy treated everyone around him like shit and nearly destroyed his career. His wife divorced him and took everything from him. Ever since, McCoy worked hard to save every life he could as if to make up for it.

Kirk approached McCoy as he sat on a couch and dropped the phaser near him. "I'm sorry, Bones. I was an ass. Please forgive me," Kirk said sincerely.

"You going to fight to live or are you going to be a waste of my time?" McCoy asked still teary eyed.

"To the bitter end," Kirk said resolved.

"Let's get you home," McCoy said and the two walked out of the hospital.

***

Spock entered the Enterprise bridge while it was still held in a space dock being repaired. All the officers were present except Kirk. Spock sat in the captain's chair to the surprise of the other officers. "Where is Captain Kirk, Sir?" Sulu asked.

"Captain Kirk is still under medical observation," Spock said simply. "Begin diagnostic checks of all systems," Spock ordered.

"The reactor core is still unstable, Captain," Chekov reported.

"Send an engineering team to work on the repairs," Spock ordered. "Ensure the engineering crew work in shifts so no single crew member is exposed to unacceptable levels of radiation," Spock added.

"Yes, Captain," Chekov replied mindful of Kirk's death.

***

Kirk escaped from his house arrest and took his motorcycle across the country to Iowa. There he found his mother, Winona Kirk. His stepfather had died a few years ago. Kirk got off his motorcycle and came inside.

"I heard rumors you had died," Winona said upon seeing him.

"No, I cheated death again," Kirk smiled.

"Just like your father," Winona said and then noticed something different about Kirk. "What's wrong?" she asked concerned.

"A lot of people died, but I lived," Kirk said somberly. "I shouldn't have let it happen."

"You saved this planet, remember? You saved billions of lives. The entire Federation owes you a great debt," Winona reminded him.

"How long can I ride on that?" Kirk asked.

"You don't owe the planet a thing, Jim. You can retire from Starfleet and be a farmer here in Iowa if you want. It's up to you," Winona said.

Kirk hesitated to discuss the next thing on his mind. "I required a blood transfusion. I can't explain all the details, but I can tell you that the blood was tainted," Kirk said seriously.

"Are you sick?" Winona asked.

Kirk paused before saying it. It was the reason why he came out this whole way. "It's changing my DNA from male to female," he said finally.

Winona stared at Kirk as she realized what this meant. "You're changing sex?"

"Maybe, they don't know yet. It could be reversed somehow," Kirk downplayed.

"Oh, Jim. At least you're alive. That's the important thing," Winona said.

"If I can't stop this. If it becomes inevitable, I'm sorry," Kirk said sadly.

"I will always love you no matter what sex you are. We didn't even know what sex you were until you were born. We could have found out, but we wanted to be surprised. We named you Jim after my father," Winona revealed.

"Tiberius was almost going to be your first name," Winona smiled.

"That sounds terrible," Kirk smiled in spite of himself.

"You should see your brother. He's in town," Winona suggested.

"I'll do that," Kirk agreed.

***

Kirk found his brother at a popular bar. George Samuel Kirk was a little older than James Kirk and was an alien biologist. James Kirk strolled into the bar and found his older brother at a table. "Where's your beautiful wife, Aurelan?" James Kirk asked.

"Jimmy? What are you doing back here?" George Kirk said surprised. "She's with the boys back home."

James Kirk sat across from George Kirk and had a drink. "I just came by to see mom," James said.

George nodded. "Good thing you did. I am going to the Deneva colony soon."

"Is that why you're here. To get your head straight?" James asked knowingly.

"Yeah, it's a big decision. How about you? You still fly Star-ships?" George asked.

"I'm actually not supposed to be here. I'm under medical surveillance," James admitted.

"What's wrong with you this time?" George asked.

James told George everything about what had happened. George was attentive the whole time and asked a number of follow-up questions about the biological science of it. "Well, it looks like I am losing a brother and gaining a sister," George said.

"It looks like it," James smiled. The two were a little drunk.

"Got a new name?" George asked.

"Maybe Jaime," James considered.

"The men under your command are going to see you differently, you know that," George warned. "Be assertive and confident more than ever before. But do not over compensate either."

"I think I can handle it," James said confidently.

"Don't be afraid to ask for help," George advised.

***

Captain Clark Terrell was black-skinned, tall, and imposing figure. He beamed aboard the space station at Regula One and found Starfleet scientists busy at work. They eventually came to Dr. Carol Marcus, the daughter of the deceased Admiral Marcus.

"What can I do for you, captain?" Carol asked.

"By order of the president, we are confiscating all your work," Captain Terrell said seriously.

"We're not finished, yet. We haven't gone beyond phase II," Carol protested.

"The president doesn't see it that way," Captain Terrell said.

***

Meanwhile, Lt. Chekov was in the captain's chair on the USS Reliant. Three Klingon warships suddenly decloaked. "Shields up!" Chekov ordered as the Klingon warships fired on the Reliant.

"Shields barely holding. Their weapons are unlike anything we have seen before," the helmsman reported.

"Captain, we are being fired upon. Your orders?" Chekov said through the comm.

"Beam up the genesis capsule," Captain Terrell ordered.

Carol watched in stunned silence as the Genesis capsule was beamed aboard the Reliant.

"Now, beam out everyone on Regula One," Chekov ordered his crew.

"The Klingons are jamming us. Communications are down," the communications officer reported.

The Klingon ships continued to fire on the Reliant. "Fire all weapons, FIRE!" Chekov said frustrated.

The Reliant fired on the Klingon ships with little effect. Their shields absorbed the phaser fire. The Klingons retaliated blasting holes into the Reliant's hull. Chekov listened to damage reports and stared at the screen in front of him as three Klingon ships continued to fire.

"Take us into Federation territory. Maximum warp," Chekov said finally.

The Reliant turned away from Regula One and accelerated away into hyperspace. The Klingon warships then descended upon the spaceship.

***

Uhuru found Sulu in a bar all by himself. They were both in casual clothes. No one would suspect they were both officers from the flagship of the Federation fleet. "I didn't think I would find you here," Uhuru remarked. They were in a popular gay bar in San Francisco.

Sulu gave her a startled look. "How did you find me?" he asked embarrassed.

"Your communicator has a tracking device on it," Uhuru said simply.

"You must think…," Sulu muttered.

"That you're gay. I've known for a while now," Uhuru said as if it were nothing.

"You can't tell anyone," Sulu said freaking out.

"Don't worry about it. I've felt stigma myself for dating Spock, a Vulcan," Uhuru said understanding.

"It's not really the same," Sulu muttered.

"It's not? Should we spend countless hours discussing which of us is the least privileged," Uhuru mocked.

"My parents would kill me if they found out. I have to carry on the family name," Sulu said.

"You could have died many times already on the Enterprise. If carrying on your family name was so important, you're doing a poor job at it," Uhuru pointed out.

Sulu had nothing to say to that. "The thing is…I come here often and yet I am never noticed," Sulu said sadly.

"Just tell people you're a Starfleet officer of the greatest ship in the fleet," Uhuru smiled."

"I can't use my title to attract people. That's not how I want to do things," Sulu said. "I want people to notice me for my personality."

"Maybe this isn't the place to find what you're looking for," Uhuru suggested. "Anyway, we have to go. There's an emergency meeting, and we're already late."

***

James Kirk entered the hospital looking for McCoy. He finally found him in the hallways after asking some of the nurses. For the first time, Kirk didn't even care to look at the female nurses. McCoy looked at Kirk in shock. His face looked more feminine; he had lost weight, and was even an inch shorter. His hands looked thinner than before.

"You look like hell, man," McCoy remarked.

"I feel worse than I look," Kirk admitted.

"Where have you been? You're supposed to be under my medical supervision. I've had to fudge several reports," McCoy said displeased.

"I went home to see my mom," Kirk said.

"You're changing sex. It's not a terminal illness," McCoy whispered.

McCoy's communicator indicated an emergency meeting. "We have to go. This is serious," McCoy said.

"I can't go in looking like this," Kirk said fearfully.

McCoy considered what to do. "Alright. Don't make me regret this."

***

Spock entered Starfleet Headquarters punctual as usual. Lt. Chekov was already there standing at attention to Admiral Curtis LeMay. Lt. Uhuru and Lt. Sulu ran down the hall and arrived just in time.

"You two are late. How unexpected," Spock said to them both disappointed.

"Apologies, Commander. I wasn't wearing my communicator. It's my fault," Sulu said.

"Indeed," Spock eyed the two of them and said no more.

Admiral LeMay then greeted Spock. "Commander Spock, where is your captain?" he asked.

"He is still undergoing medical treatment," Spock said vaguely.

"Present, Admiral," Captain Kirk said as he entered the room with McCoy with him. Spock gave Kirk an odd look as he entered the room. His face was healthy and boyish as usual with that typical Kirk smirk. There was a thin metallic collar around Kirk's neck that was slightly above his shirt. It was barely noticeably except the perceptive Spock. McCoy sat next to Kirk with an anxious looking face. Spock could tell that something was off but made no inquiry about it.

"Glad you could join us, Kirk," LeMay remarked.

"Glad to be here. What did I miss?" Kirk asked.

"Lt. Chekov," LeMay ordered.

"The Klingons have attacked our space station, Regula One. This space station was working on Project Genesis, a molecular modifier that can create organic life from non-organic elements. It can create planetary atmospheres and oceans. It was designed to bring life to lifeless planets and moons. A prototype was used to terraform New Vulcan," Lt. Chekov explained.

"Fascinating," Spock remarked.

"The Klingons attacked Regula One to take this technology from us. Lt. Chekov bravely brought the Genesis project back to Earth. Unfortunately, Dr. Carol Macus and Captain Terrell were captured by the Klingons," LeMay said.

"What is our plan for getting them back?" Kirk asked concerned.

"There is none," LeMay said flatly. "The Klingons have gone beyond the Neutral Zone and have been raiding our outposts. We are at war, ladies and gentlemen."

"What if the genesis project were to be used on a planet that already has life?" McCoy asked.

"It would kill all life on the planet in favor of its new matrix," LeMay said coldly.

"My God, man! This is a weapon of mass destruction," McCoy said alarmed.

"There are no plans to use project Genesis as a weapon. We don't even know if it would work. However, it could be the only thing that keeps the Klingons at bay. I have suggested to the President that we test a Genesis missile on a lifeless moon and study the results," LeMay said.

"I volunteer the Enterprise to conduct the test," Kirk said immediately.

LeMay smiled. "That is why I brought you all here. Not only does the test have to be successful but the Klingons have to see it."

"How do we bring the Klingons to us?" Kirk wondered.

"We will leak the test site on unsecured channels. If the Kingons are listening in, they will be there," LeMay said.

***

Kirk and McCoy walked to a transport ship that would take them to the Enterprise. "This is madness, Jim. You're getting worse with time," McCoy said seriously.

"You said it yourself, I'm just changing sex. What's the big deal?" Kirk asked.

"You don't seem to understand. During the transition, you will be experiencing hormonal surges and unusual body chemistry. It can affect your body and mind," McCoy warned.

"Do you want Spock or me to handle Genesis?" Kirk asked bluntly.

McCoy hesitated as he thought about it. "Damn it, Jim," he muttered.

Spock then approached the two. "Doctor, in your opinion is Captain Kirk fit for duty?"

"Absolutely," McCoy lied.

"Good. I will see you on the bridge," Spock said leaving them.

"Thanks," Kirk whispered.

"Don't mention it," McCoy said.

***

Scotty was in an uproar as classified Genesis missiles were placed in engineering. "Captain, first of all, I am happy you're alive and well," Scotty said politely.

"Thank you, Mr. Scott," Kirk said patiently.

"What are these bloody things? I thought we talked about this before."

"This is no ordinary torpedo. It's part of the Genesis project. Here are the files. Knock yourself out," Kirk said giving Scotty the datapad.

Scotty glanced at the pad and then walked off to read it more thoroughly. "Flight checks complete," Sulu said from above.

"Thank you, Mr. Sulu," Kirk replied.

"This will take a while for me to read, Captain," Scotty said at his desk.

"You have to make it fast. Time is of the essence," Kirk pressed.

"Last time, I quit and you ended up not firing those torpedoes. Do I need to resign again to make my point?" Scotty asked.

"No, Mr. Scott. You were right, and I should have listened to you. I have learned from my mistake," Kirk said.

"Alright, Captain. I'll sign for it," Scotty relented.

***

"Captain on the bridge," Chekov said as Kirk exited the elevator shaft.

All eyes were on Kirk as he took the Captain's chair. "Open a channel."

Kirk felt his throat sore and constricted. The device around his neck deepened his voice, but it could fail at any time. Kirk felt nervous and anxious as he was about to speak. "This is your captain speaking. We are on a routine science mission. However, the Klingons have declared war on the Federation. We must always be prepared for hostilities. I know you will perform well at your station as you have done in times past. Kirk out," Kirk said.

The Enterprise exited warp and found nothing but space in all directions. Kirk stared at the screen dumbfounded. "Mr. Sulu, did you input the right coordinates?" Kirk asked impatiently.

"Yes, Sir. These are the coordinates," Sulu replied.

"Sensor sweep the area for any nearby systems," Kirk ordered.

"Sensors indicate no nearby systems, Captain. Perhaps a mistake was made," Spock said.

"Or maybe we were set up," Kirk said frustrated.

Kirk turned to Uhuru. "Lt. Uhuru, communicate to Starfleet that we are at the correct coordinates but there is no system. We are in deep interstellar space."

"Yes, Captain," she replied and began working on her console.

"Mr. Spock, you have the bridge," Kirk said as he felt fatigue and sick. McCoy followed Kirk off the bridge much to Spock's curiosity.

***

Kirk entered his quarters and looked at himself in the mirror. He gently peeled away the elastic face mask and took off the collar around his neck. His real face looked girlish now. "What the hell is going on?" he said in a soft pitched voice referring to his body and mission.

McCoy abruptly entered Kirk's quarters. "How did you get in here?" Kirk asked outraged.

McCoy did a double-take upon hearing Kirk's voice. "It wasn't locked," he said simply. "It's a good thing only I came in."

"I still got this," Kirk said to him.

"The hell you do. There's no moon, and we are out in the middle of nowhere," McCoy said.

"You know…I should be an admiral so these sorts of things would stop happening," Kirk said deliriously.

McCoy checked Kirk's readings. "The changes are accelerating."

"You want to see how fast, doctor?" Kirk said and took off his yellow shirt. Kirk then took off a body suit that diminished his breasts and curves. McCoy simply held up his sensor as he examined Kirk's A-cup sized breasts.

"The breast tissue is growing normally. Once the change is complete, they should be able to lactate," McCoy said clinically.

"Thank you for that assessment," Kirk said bitterly.

"You might as well completely undress if you want a medical examination," McCoy said.

Kirk obliged taking off his black pants and kicking off his shoes. McCoy studied Kirk's hips and hairless legs. Kirk's muscular physique was nearly gone. He was wearing bulkier pants to cover it up. "All the way," McCoy said finally.

Kirk sighed and took off his underwear. He gave McCoy an embarrassed look. "Don't worry about it, Jim. I'm a doctor," McCoy said as he examined Kirk's shrinking genitals. McCoy then gave Kirk a disappointed look.

"What?" Kirk asked.

"Inside your pelvic region, female reproductive organs are developing. You already have a womb, Jim," McCoy reported.

Kirk sat on his bed demoralized. "Just one more mission, Bones," Kirk said.

"No one would blame you if you stepped down. Hell, I could sign the paperwork relieving you of your post, so you can save face," McCoy offered.

"I would rather leave on my own terms than pushed," Kirk said.

"Alright, Jim," McCoy allowed. "I can increase your testosterone input, but I doubt it will make much of a difference."

"You've been really good to me, doc," Kirk said appreciatively.

"It's my job, Jim," McCoy said.

Without thinking Jim grabbed the back of McCoy's neck and kissed him. In spite of himself, McCoy kissed him back. The two made out on Kirk's bed caressing each other. "I can't stop myself. I don't want to," Kirk said as he continued to kiss McCoy.

"Damn it, Jim," McCoy muttered as he continued to kiss him.

Kirk grabbed McCoy's pants and lowered them enough to free McCoy's erect penis. As if under a spell, Kirk took hold of McCoy's cock and began to suck on it. McCoy closed his eyes enjoying the feeling but knowing what they were doing was so very wrong.

"This is unprofessional. I'm your doctor," McCoy said to him.

"Spock and Uhuru fuck each other. Why can't we?" Kirk asked.

"You do raise a good point," McCoy admitted.

"How long has it been since you got laid?" Kirk asked McCoy.

"Long enough," McCoy said remembering his ex-wife.

"And is that medically advisable?" Kirk asked.

"No, it's not," McCoy agreed.

McCoy got on top of Kirk and the two kissed and touched each other passionately. McCoy hadn't had sex in years and Kirk was trying out his new body for the first time. There was a fiery passion between them. Kirk felt utterly intoxicated and his male mind was confused by what he was doing.

"Fuck me," Kirk ordered McCoy.

"Jim, that's not sanitary and it could cause…," McCoy said clinically.

"I don't give a fuck," Kirk replied.

"Alright, but you're going to want this," McCoy said and then gave Kirk a numbing injection.

McCoy positioned himself correctly and penetrated Kirk's ass. It hurt at first but the numbing agent took care of it. McCoy pushed further all the way to the hilt. Kirk instinctively wrapped his legs around McCoy's hips as he was being fucked.

McCoy went slow at first so Kirk could get used to it. "I have to be on the bridge, doc. Make this quick," Kirk encouraged.

"Fine," McCoy said quickening his pace.

Kirk moaned and shook as McCoy rubbed his shrinking prostate over-and-over. With his right hand, Kirk stroked his flaccid cock. He would never get an erection again and the thought scared him. Finally, Kirk exploded on his stomach.

"Holy shit," Kirk gasped.

McCoy grunted and came inside Kirk. He immediately withdrew from Kirk and took a health injection. "At least you can't get pregnant, yet," McCoy grumbled.

Kirk sat up dazed and confused. It was the best sex he had experienced in a long time. All of his anxiety was gone for the moment. He felt good and energized. "That's exactly what I needed," Kirk said.

"You're welcome," McCoy said fully dressed.

Kirk quickly put his clothes back on and went over to the bathroom. He placed the collar around his neck. "Testing…testing," he said in his old voice.

He then put on the electronic facial mask that created a hologram image of his old face. He looked back at McCoy. "How do I look?" Kirk asked.

"You look fine," McCoy said feeling uncomfortable. He had just had sex with Kirk who now looked perfectly like a man.

***

A confident and upbeat Kirk entered the bridge. "Captain on the bridge," Chekov announced.

"Thank you, Mr. Chekov," Kirk said appreciatively as he took the chair from Spock.

"No word from Starfleet," Uhuru reported.

"Nothing? Not even an apology?" Kirk asked dismayed.

"My instruments tell me they're receiving our messages, but they're not responding," Uhuru said.

"Long-range sensors?" Kirk asked.

"There is an uncharted nebula nearby but no systems," Chekov replied.

"Well, we are explorers, right. Mr. Sulu, take us closer to the nebula. We're sitting ducks out here," Kirk said anxiously.

"Captain, moving closer to the nebula will disrupt long range communications with Starfleet," Spock said.

"I am aware of that, Mr. Spock," Kirk said patiently. "That is why we will stay just outside of it."

The Enterprise moved closer to the nebula on impulse power. Nearby disturbances in space followed them. Kirk stared at the screen and saw disturbances in space. "Shields up! Red-Alert," Kirk ordered.

Immediately the bridge was flooded in red flight. "Shields up, Captain," Chekov said.

"Captain, what is the meaning of this?" Spock asked confused.

"They're here," Kirk realized. "Mr. Sulu, get us into the nebula."

Klingon warbirds decloaked and fired on the Enterprise. The ship shook from the impacts. "Twelve Klingdon warbirds decloaking," Spock reported.

"They're not receiving our hails," Uhuru reported.

"I don't think they want to talk," Kirk said. "Mr. Sulu, get us out of here."

Mr. Sulu made the calculations for warp while the Enterprise was being hit repeatedly. "Warp drive disabled, Captain."

"Mr. Scott, get me warp," Kirk ordered.

"They targeted our warp drive. They knew where to hit us, Captain. I can give you impulse power but that's it," Scotty reported as the engine room had several fires.

"Full impulse into the nebula!" Kirk ordered Sulu.

The Enterprise sped towards the nebula while twelve Klingon warbirds chased them. Chekov's hands worked furiously as he targeted warbirds with phaser fire. The Enterprise fired phasers from the saucer section 360 degrees as the Klingon ships fired and then cloaked.

"Minimal damage, Captain. There's too many of them," Chekov said.

"Concentrate on one bird at a time," Kirk ordered as the bridge shook.

"It's difficult, Captain. They keep cloaking and changing position," Chekov said.

"Activate Genesis, Mr. Scott," Kirk ordered.

"Genesis? Captain, are you suggesting we use the Genesis project?" Spock asked surprised.

"I am not suggesting anything," Kirk replied.

Even inside the nebula, the Klingons continued their pursuit. The Enterprise fired torpedoes that exploded in the nebula creating brilliant explosions. A Klingon warbird became damaged in the explosion.

"Keep it up, Mr. Chekov," Kirk said excitedly.

"At this rate, we will run out of torpedoes," Chekov said.

"We better use them all," Kirk replied.

"Genesis is locked and ready, Captain. It's on a delay timer to give us some time to escape the blast zone. We can't launch it without warp," Scotty reported.

"Understood," Kirk said.

The bridge was hit hard sending officers to the floor. Several computers were busted and on sparking from the blast. Kirk got off the ground and looked over his officer crew. He didn't realize it but half of his facial mask was torn off and his collar was snapped in two. The officer crew gave him horrified looks.

Kirk touched his face realizing that his facial mask fluctuated on-and-off. "Oh my God," Uhuru covered her mouth in shock.

"Captain?" Spock said.

"Spock, you have the bridge," Kirk said in a higher-pitched voice. He departed the bridge with McCoy following him. "Engineering," Kirk said to the computer.

"What do you intend to do?" McCoy asked.

"I'm going to get that warp core working again," Kirk said simply.

"How do you hope to do that? There's a radiation leak. You'll get yourself killed a second time," McCoy said to him.

"Khan's blood is still in me. I am the only one that can do it," Kirk said.

"There's no guarantee Khan's blood will be enough to regenerate your cells," McCoy argued.

"Look, I don't want to use this voice more than I have to, alright," Kirk said sadly. "Patch up my crew," Kirk ordered and patted him on the back.

Kirk entered engineering which was a total mess. "Captain? Is that you? What the hell happened?" Scotty asked.

"Not now. We need the warp core fixed," Kirk said.

Scotty raised an eyebrow at Kirk's new voice. "The radiation is too strong even for suits."

"Then I'll go in," Kirk said heading to the chamber.

"I can't let you do that, Sir," Scotty said blocking him.

Kirk punched Scotty to the gut hard sending him to the floor. Kirk entered the radiation chamber and went to work on warp core.

***

"Concentrate on their engines, Mr. Chekov," Spock ordered.

"Aye, Commander," Chekov said firing phasers at the Klingon ships with some success.

"We have no communications in the nebula," Uhuru reported.

"Thank you, Lieutenant. However, it seems we were meant to be ambushed," Spock considered.

The Enterprise continued to get hit blasting holes in the hull. Crew members were blasted out into space.

***

Kirk fixed the warp core at enormous cost to himself. His sight was reduced and his skin was red with 2nd degree burns. "Captain!" Scotty shouted as he got to his feet.

"Launch Genesis. That's an order," Kirk said in a hoarse voice.

Scotty nodded and launched Genesis from a computer console. The Genesis missile was fired as a torpedo into the nebula. The Klingon warbirds simply avoided the torpedo as it went past them. "Wait a few moments," Kirk said as it was launched.

"Captain, it will detonate in 1 minute," Scotty said alarmed.

"Wait for it," Kirk repeated.

"Thirty seconds, Captain!" Scotty shouted.

Kirk waited a few more moments. "Maximum warp, punch it!" Kirk ordered.

Scotty sent the Enterprise into warp just as Genesis exploded.

***

The Genesis missile floating in the nebula exploded creating a shockwave as fast as the speed of light. The Klingon ships were destroyed before they knew what hit them. The Enterprise accelerated and escaped the shock wave blast just in time.

Kirk fainted in the radiation chamber. Two Starfleet personal in radiation suits took Kirk out of the chamber. "Take him to sick bay," Scotty ordered.

"No, I will endanger the other patients. Just leave me here," Kirk said.

"You'll die for good this time, Captain," Scotty pressed.

"Actually, I feel a little better now," Kirk said getting to his feet. Scotty could see his face regenerating from the damage of the radiation.

***

"Are we a sufficient distance from the blast?" Spock asked.

"We should be good now, Commander," Sulu replied.

"Take us out of warp," Spock ordered.

The Enterprise exited warp and eyed a bright star-like object in the nebula. The Klingon fleet was gone completely. "Fascinating," Spock said of the newly formed object.

The bridge crew watched as the gas in the nebula collected and formed a new planet. "Genesis," Sulu realized.

"Indeed, Mr. Sulu," Spock replied.

The new planetoid formed an atmosphere and started creating oceans. What would have taken billions of years was happening right before their eyes.

***

Kirk sat by himself in a corner as engineers detected his radiation levels. McCoy came over and scanned Kirk's body. "I think you're going to be fine," McCoy smiled.

"The cats out of the bag," Kirk said referring to his looks.

"It was going to happen eventually. You saved the ship and got those Klingon bastards," McCoy said impressed.

"What happened?" Kirk asked.

"Genesis created a new living planet in the middle of the nebula. It's a miracle of science," McCoy said excited.

"Get me to the bridge," Kirk requested.

McCoy brought Kirk to his feet. "Can you walk?" McCoy asked.

"I think so," Kirk said weakly.

***

McCoy put his arm around Kirk as he led him to the bridge. Kirk was a mess as he saw his bridge crew. His face was feminine, his hair was longer, and his voice was distinctly female. Spock stared at Kirk with surprise and concern.

Kirk made his way to the center of the bridge and saw the planetoid forming in the nebula. "Get us out of the nebula and restore communications with Starfleet. Tell them Genesis was successfully tested," Kirk ordered.

"Captain, you deceived us about your condition. You are in fact getting worse and your condition may have affected your judgment," Spock accused.

"I saved the ship and destroyed the Klingon fleet," Kirk pointed out.

"Once we reached warp capability, we could have made our escape without further hostilities. Instead, you risked the lives on this ship by detonating Genesis and unnecessarily killed hundreds of Klingons," Spock said.

"That was the plan wasn't it? We were went sent out here to be ambushed. Admiral LeMay set us up to be attacked by the Klingons. He leaked our location to them. Well, we completed our mission, and we're still alive," Kirk said.

"Your vanity puts everyone on this ship at risk," Spock said.

"You want my chair? You can't have it," Kirk said angrily.

"You are hereby relieved of duty, Captain," Spock said finally. "Let the record show the time and date."

"Fuck you, Spock. You can't relieve me. You better kill me first," Kirk said confronting Spock.

"Kirk, you're in no condition to…," McCoy told him.

"Kirk, don't do this," Uhuru said worriedly.

"I'll kick your ass this time," Kirk said confidently.

"A human female is physiologically no match for a Vulcan male. Stand down," Spock insisted.

"Not female, yet," Kirk spat.

Kirk attacked Spock with his fists while the rest of the bridge crew watched in shock. Spock condescendingly blocked Kirk's attacks and then Kirk hit him hard to the face stunning him. Kirk advanced punched Spock all over the bridge. McCoy attempted to intervene by putting a hold on Kirk. Kirk elbowed him hard to the ribs and continued his assault on Spock. Kirk placed his hands on Spock's head and squeezed tightly just as Khan had. Spock broke Kirk's hold and then smacked Kirk to the face a few times knocking him down to the floor. Spock calmly grabbed a hold of a struggling Kirk and nerve pinched him in the shoulder. Kirk fell to the floor unconscious.

"Take…Kirk off the bridge," Spock ordered.

Security personal took hold of Kirk and took him away in the elevator shaft. Spock then turned to McCoy. "I believe you have concealed important information on Kirk's condition from me," Spock accused.

"Doctor's confidentiality," McCoy replied.

"Indeed doctor, but I have a theory that you lied to Starfleet as well," Spock said.

"Theorize all you want," McCoy said defiantly. "I'm a staff officer. You can't order me to do anything, you pointy-eared bastard."

Spock simply stared at McCoy. "I can throw you in the brig," Spock reminded him.

"Go to hell," McCoy spat.

Spock stared down McCoy and then placed his right hand on McCoy's face. McCoy struggled for a brief moment and then went still as Spock scanned through his mind. Spock then released McCoy. "Fascinating," Spock said disappointed with McCoy.

"Fuck you," McCoy said enraged.

"I think you have patients to attend to, doctor," Spock said releasing McCoy.

McCoy left the bridge in a huff. Spock then turned to the rest of the bridge crew. "Mr. Sulu. Take us into Federation space."

"Aye, Captain," Sulu said awkwardly.

***

Kirk woke up in a hospital bed in a hospital gown. He couldn't hide it anymore. His breasts were noticeable in the gown as were his curves. His hair was still short but otherwise he looked female. Instinctively, he felt for his penis and found that it was there albeit barely.

Sulu entered the room with two security guards outside. "Sulu, why are you here?" Kirk asked.

"It's my time to guard you," Sulu replied.

"Where's Bones?" Kirk asked.

"He's treating other patients right now," Sulu told him. "I'm taking a blood test. Doctor's orders," Sulu said putting a test tube in a machine. It quickly filled up with blood.

"Do you know what it feels for people to look at you like a freak?" Kirk asked softly feeling sorry for himself.

Sulu hesitated to reply. "Yes, Sir."

"Really?" Kirk wondered at Sulu.

"I was that Asian freak that loved calculus and theoretical physics," Sulu joked.

Kirk smiled and then laughed for the first time with a female's voice. "Tell Spock, I'm sorry," Kirk said seriously.

"I will, Sir," Sulu said and then exited the room.

***

Sulu entered the medical bay with the blood sample in his hand. He looked around to see if anyone was looking. He quickly took an injector and placed the test tube inside it. He then placed the injector on his arm and sent Kirk's blood into his system. He then destroyed the tube so no one would notice.

The Reliant approached the Enterprise in Federation space. Spock waited patiently as Admiral LeMay and his staff beamed aboard the Enterprise. "Admiral," Spock addressed respectfully.

"Where is Captain Kirk?" LeMay asked confused.

"He is being treated for a medical condition," Spock said truthfully.

"I would like to see him," LeMay said.

"His condition requires quarantine protocols," Spock replied.

"Very well, Mr. Spock. I am taking command of the Enterprise," LeMay said.

"Of course, Admiral," Spock said diplomatically.

***

LeMay and Spock walked to the elevator shaft and then to the bridge. "The President is pleased by the successful test of the Genesis project," LeMay remarked.

"I hope the President is aware of the substantial costs involved," Spock said boldly.

"We've sent a message to the Klingons they won't forget. Next time they invade Federation space, we will hit Kronos with a Genesis missile," LeMay said confidently.

"What you are suggesting is mass genocide, Admiral," Spock objected.

"It's merely a deterrent," LeMay backtracked upon seeing Spock's expression.

"It is very plausible that in response to Genesis, the Klingons will manufacture their own deterrent," Spock warned.

"You make an excellent argument for a pre-emptive strike," LeMay smiled.

"That was not my intention," Spock objected.

LeMay sat in the captain's chair. "Mr. Sulu, plot a course to Kronos."

"Aye, Sir," Sulu said and plotted in the course.

"Punch it," LeMay smiled.

***

The Enterprise and Reliant went into warp and arrived near Kronos. "Shields up, red-alert," LeMay ordered.

Immediately, Klingon warships approached. "We're being hailed," Uhuru said nervously.

"On screen," LeMay ordered.

A Klingon captain appeared on screen. He spoke angry Klingon at LeMay. "Tell him, we demand the release of Captain Terrell and Doctor Marcus. Tell him, if they refuse, we will launch Genesis on the planet," LeMay ordered Uhuru.

She interpreted LeMay's message in Klingon. The Klingon captain gave LeMay a defiant look and gave his own message. "He will consult Klingon High Command," Uhuru reported.

"Good," LeMay said pleased.

The Klingon captain appeared on screen again for another message. "Lower your shields, and they will be beamed aboard," Uhuru interpreted.

"Lower shields," LeMay said and then ended the transmission. "Reliant, be ready to fire Genesis on the planet," LeMay ordered through the comms.

"Yes, Admiral," the Reliant captain replied.

"You have a Genesis device on Reliant?" Spock questioned.

"Of course, Mr. Spock. I had a hunch this crew might be a little squeamish, so I gave it to Reliant. I handpicked that crew," LeMay revealed.

***

Captain Terrell and Doctor Marcus were beamed aboard the Enterprise. Medical personal was immediately on the scene. McCoy was personally present to examine them. "Where's Kirk?" Dr. Marcus asked.

"He's not well. You shouldn't see him right now," McCoy said vaguely.

"Captain Terrell, come to the bridge," LeMay summoned.

McCoy followed Captain Terrell to the elevator shaft. "I need to see him," Dr. Marcus pressed.

"What's so damn important?" McCoy asked flustered.

"I'm pregnant," Dr. Marcus whispered.

McCoy stared at her in shock. "Go to sick bay. I'll be with you shortly."

***

Captain Terrell entered the bridge with McCoy behind him. "Thank God you're alive and well, captain," LeMay said pleased.

"Glad to be back, admiral," Terrell smiled.

"Spock, you are relieved. Captain, you will serve as my first officer," LeMay said.

"Admiral, this man is not medically cleared," McCoy protested.

"I have cleared him," LeMay said simply.

"This is against Starfleet regulations. I must insist…," Spock began.

"I am not going to debate with you, Mr. Spock," LeMay said authoritatively.

Spock looked around at the bridge crew helplessly and then left the bridge. McCoy followed him off the bridge.

"You can't let him do that," McCoy argued as they walked the halls.

"What you are suggesting is mutiny, doctor. I will be in my quarters meditating," Spock said and the two parted ways.

***

Admiral LeMay focused on Kronos. "Arm the Genesis missile," LeMay said to Reliant.

"Arming sequence initiated, Admiral," the Reliant captain replied.

"Sir, they gave us what we wanted," Sulu protested.

"And what of the other scientists that were killed on Regula One. No, they will pay for what they've done. We're going to end this war today," LeMay said.

"You're talking about genocide," Uhuru said.

"Admiral, there are approximately, 3.84 billion Klingons on the planet," Chekov pointed out.

"See, I told you they would be squeamish," LeMay smiled at Terrell.

"Yes, Sir," Terrell smirked.

Terrell suddenly took a phaser from Uhuru and began firing inside the bridge. Flashes of light went everywhere as Terrell hit every single person on the bridge. Terrell confronted a weakened LeMay. "Why?" he asked of Terrell.

"The Klingon Empire sends its regards," Terrell said and then fired on LeMay killing him. Everyone else on the bridge was stunned.

Terrell shoved Sulu and Chekov off the controls and took over the ship by himself. The Enterprise turned and focused on the Reliant. Terrell fired torpedoes and phasers against the Reliant in a surprise attack. The Reliant was devastated floating in space. With Reliant's shields down, Terrell beamed aboard the Genesis missile.

The screen then turned to the Klingon captain. "I have taken over the ship. Prepare to board, captain," Terrell said.

The Klingon captain clasped his hands and laughed in victory. Klingons boarded the Enterprise and started fighting Starfleet personal in fire fights. The Klingon warbirds approached the Reliant and blasted it to pieces.

***

Kirk awoke as she heard the fire fights. She quickly disconnected the IVs and looked for clothes in the drawers. She found a blue female uniform and quickly put it on. She didn't bother putting on a bra and then escaped sick bay. She looked around and saw a fallen security officer on the ground. She picked up his phaser and went down the halls.

Spock joined up with security personal and engaged Klingons in the corridors. Kirk blasted a few Klingons as she went from hallway-to-hallway. Spock started losing people as he continued to engage the Klingon soldiers. Eventually, he was left by himself. Kirk and Spock ran into each other pointing their phasers at one another.

"Captain," Spock realized upon seeing her.

"Spock," Kirk said pointing her phaser down.

"We must get to the bridge," Spock said seriously.

"Let's go," Kirk agreed.

The two climbed a long ladder that would take them to the bridge bypassing the elevator. The two made it up to the top of the ship with great effort. "Impressive for a human female," Spock complimented.

"I appreciate your condescension," Kirk said dryly.

"I only meant to…," Spock began.

"Just open the damn door," Kirk said frustrated.

***

The Enterprise approached Earth at maximum warp and then exited into normal space. Terrell oriented the ship to fire the Genesis missile at Earth. He hesitated to push the button that would send the genesis missile into Earth's atmosphere and kill all life on the planet.

With his strength, Spock forced the door open to the bridge. Kirk immediately fired mortally wounding Terrell on the spot. He fell to the ground in a heap. Kirk kept her phaser on him as he lay dying. A parasite that was controlling his mind exited his ear and fell on the floor. Kirk fired on the parasite vaporizing it.

"I'm so sorry," Terrell said and then died.

Kirk turned to Spock who was examining the crew. "They appear to be alive. Just stunned," Spock said. "The Reliant, on the other hand, has been destroyed," he said gravely.

Kirk looked around sadly. "All stations report," Spock ordered through the comm. Spock listened as each station gave their assessment.

"The Klingons have been defeated," Spock reported to Kirk.

The bridge crew started to wake up from being stunned. Kirk decided to leave before they could see her. Before she did, she passed a glance at Sulu and noticed something odd about his face. Shaking her head, she left the bridge and went back to sick bay.

***

Kirk and Spock faced a Starfleet tribunal on what had happened over the last few days. Kirk was present in a yellow female Starfleet uniform. "For the record, all references to James Tiberius Kirk are to be replaced with Jaime Tiberius Kirk for these proceedings" the new Head Admiral said delicately.

"Thank you, admiral," Kirk said politely.

"We've read your reports, and we have found that they match with each other and what we believe to have happened involving Project Genesis. We are saddened by the loss of life, and we are embarrassed that high-ranking Admirals have acted against the principles of the Federation and the regulations they swore to uphold," the Head admiral began.

"The world's very existence was threatened yet again, and you two are credited with saving it yet again. Unfortunately, data on the Genesis project was leaked to the Klingons. They are now building their own version. Welcome to a new arms race," the Head Admiral said disappointed.

Kirk and Spock looked at each other in shock. "Perhaps, we could negotiate an end to these types of weapons on both sides," Spock said.

"That would require inspectors on both sides to ensure one side wasn't cheating. The Klingons are not in the mood for negotiations," the Head Admiral said.

"I used the Genesis weapon first. I take full responsibility for creating this arms race," Kirk admitted.

"You did what Admiral LeMay intended to have you do. You saved your crew and demonstrated the power of Genesis. We will not hold that against you," the Head Admiral said.

"If I may ask, what is the purpose of this meeting?" Spock asked boldly.

"We have intelligence reports that indicate the Klingons are talking with the Romulans. War is brewing. Your five-year deep space mission has been canceled. We need you more than ever to patrol the Neutral Zone," the Head Admiral said.

Kirk looked down saddened by the news. "With all due respect admiral, I offer my resignation."

Spock gave Kirk a shocked look. "Very well, Captain Kirk. We ask that you stay in Starfleet until there is a suitable replacement for you," the Head Admiral said disappointed.

"Thank you, admiral," Kirk said subdued.

"I, too, must submit my resignation. I am needed on New Vulcan," Spock said.

The Head Admiral nodded as if expecting it. "Then, there is nothing else to be said."

***

Kirk met up with McCoy where the 73 frozen capsules were placed. "Are you sure this is a good idea? What if he doesn't cooperate?" McCoy asked.

"Then we are no worse off than before," Kirk replied.

The capsule was opened and Khan's body was unfrozen. A squad of security personal had their phasers on Khan as he slowly awoke. Khan got out of his capsule and looked around disoriented. He then focused on Kirk and McCoy. He stared at Kirk in particular with those icy blue eyes.

"Captain…," he said condescendingly. "It would appear there have been some changes since we last spoke," Khan said amused.

"I only thawed you out to ask a simple question," Kirk said.

"What would that be?" Khan asked with a smile.

"Can what happened to me be reversed?" Kirk asked.

"My blood was purposefully tainted to deter people from exploiting it. There is a cure, but I'm afraid you're too far gone, captain," Khan said.

"What is the cure?" McCoy asked.

"I would have thought it obvious, doctor. Take blood from a female member of my crew, and it would have reversed the process. Anyone who receives a blood transfusion from a female member of my crew would begin to develop masculine traits," Khan said.

"Damn it. Why didn't I think to?" McCoy muttered.

"It's alright, Bones. I've accepted it, now," Kirk said.

"Are you going to keep my crew frozen forever or kill us in our sleep?" Khan asked.

"I have petitioned that your crew be sent to Ceti Alpha V. It's a habitable planet where your people can farm and grow free of technology and weapons," Kirk said.

"Sounds like a paradise," Khan replied. "You don't intend for me to join my crew in this Garden of Eden, do you?"

"No, I am going to send you to Kronos. Hopefully, the Klingons will capture you and use all of your blood," Kirk said.

"You still can't kill me, Kirk. Even after all the thousands I've killed, you still can't bring yourself to pull the trigger," Khan mocked.

"Not in cold blood," Kirk replied.

"What's the difference?" Khan asked.

"I'm leaving Starfleet. I just wanted to give you one last goodbye," Kirk said.

"Very good, captain. Instead of killing life, perhaps you will create some," Khan smirked.

"I'd punch you in the face, but you would probably like it," Kirk replied.

"Do you think this small security force is enough to make sure I don't escape?" Khan mocked.

"No, I brought more friends than this," Kirk smiled.

Kirk then exited the warehouse where another hundred Starfleet security were present inside, aircraft hovering above them, and several squads of patrol vehicles outside waited. The security team then escorted Khan away.

***

Chekov walked into a bar and came to the counter. He was wearing a black leather jacket and looked unrecognizable from being a Starfleet officer. "A shot of vodka," he ordered. His shot glass was filled and placed near him. Chekov then looked around and eyed the pretty girls in the bar. After finishing his shot, he strolled to the dance floor.

He noticed an attractive Asian woman having fun on the dance floor. She saw him and then smiled awkwardly at him. The two danced together with Chekov making goofy dance moves. The two then wandered over to the bar.

"Sake," she ordered.

"Another vodka," Chekov said right after her. "So, what is your name, ma'am?" Chekov asked politely.

"Hikaru," she replied.

"Pavel," Chekov introduced. "Have you been here before?" he said never seeing her before.

"No, first time. I'm really enjoying myself here," Hikaru said smiling.

The two chatted long into the night enjoying each other's company. Throughout the night, Chekov felt like he knew this woman for years.

***

Spock awaited his ship that would take him to New Vulcan. He was no longer wearing a Starfleet uniform but instead a traditional Vulcan attire of dark-colored robes. As he waited, he felt a sense of nervousness that even his Vulcan training found difficult to suppress.

"You were going to leave without saying goodbye," Uhuru chided.

"As you know, I personally invited you join me on this voyage," Spock replied.

"I didn't say yes," Uhuru pointed out.

"I assumed you would come to the logical conclusion that I have. Your place is with me on New Vulcan," Spock reasoned.

"It's a strange new world. I don't think I will fit in," Uhuru doubted.

"That makes two of us," Spock smiled.

"If you go to New Vulcan, you will want to help repopulate the planet with baby Vulcans. I can't help you with that," Uhuru said.

"I have donated a substantial amount of my sex cells for any female to analyze and partake of. Do not worry about your condition," Spock assured her.

"I thought sex for pleasure sake was illogical," Uhuru teased.

"For you, I will make an exception," Spock replied.

***

McCoy came by Kirk's apartment partly for a medical check-up but also for his own reasons. The door opened revealing a very feminine looking Kirk. "I heard you resigned from Starfleet and that Sulu has too. Now, Spock and Uhuru are leaving together for New Vulcan," he said annoyed. "Even Scotty is transferring to the Mars shipyards."

"They cancelled our five-year mission. They want to militarize Starfleet," Kirk said softly and then gestured for him to come in.

McCoy closed the door behind him and began scanning Kirk's medical readings. "What will you do now?" he asked.

"I don't know. Maybe go back to Iowa and be a farmer," she joked.

"You're no farmer," McCoy said seriously.

"You have any suggestions?" she asked.

"Yeah, come with me. I can teach you everything I know," he offered.

"I don't know if I cut it as a medic," Kirk said doubtfully.

"For this mission, we can bring family members," McCoy said.

"But Bones," Kirk said confused.

McCoy looked at her with sincerity. "Marry me. Come away with me," he said.

Kirk stared at the man that had saved his life countless times and had been his faithful friend. "Sure," she smiled and the two kissed.

Not long thereafter, the two were taking their clothes off. Leonard got on top of Jaime and started kissing her while touching her well-formed breasts. For a moment, he had to stop to think whether Jaime had fully changed. He looked down and removed her underwear. Where her cock and balls had been, there was now a perfectly formed vagina.

"It happened a few days ago," Jaime smiled.

"Have you tried it out?" Leonard asked.

"Not like this," she smiled.

Leonard brought himself inside her and the two started to fuck clumsily at first but then with greater ease. In the final stretch, Jaime got on top and controlled their pace. She was slow at first but then worked up a faster speed.

"I had no idea girls felt this way," Jaime gasped as she felt an orgasm coming.

"Which one do you prefer?" Leonard asked enjoying her hips grinding against him.

"It's just different. I don't have to worry about finishing too early," she smiled.

Leonard grunted knowing all too well. He touched and squeezed her breasts as she moved her hips. Finally, she arched her back and cried out as she reached her first female orgasm. Leonard soon followed sending his seed straight into her womb.

Jaime smiled as she felt the new sensation. "How fertile are you?" she asked nervously.

"Very," he answered and the two kissed lovingly.

***

Hours later, there was a knock on the door. Leonard and Jaime opened the door both wearing bathrobes. They were both surprised to see Carol Marcus in civilian clothing. She looked at them both as if knowing already. "James Kirk, I presume," she said to Jaime.

"Carol, how are you doing?" Jaime said awkwardly.

"We need to talk about this baby," Carol said.

Leonard gave Jaime a haunted look. He had completely forgotten to tell her. Jaime simply gave her a look of surprise and shock. Despite all of his love-making sessions, he had never gotten a female of any species pregnant till now. "Well…," she said still in shock.

Carol stared at both of them. "It seems the three of us are going to be well acquainted," she smirked.

Star Wars The Force Awakens

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Science Fiction
  • Parody
  • Erotica

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

Permission: 

  • Fan-Fiction, poster's responsibility

Star Wars
The Force Awakens

A massive Star Destroyer approached the desert planet of Jakku, a ship graveyard from the time when the Empire and the Rebel Alliance fought. Transport ships and Tie Fighters emerged from the Star Destroyer and descended upon the night-side of the planet.

General Hux was the youngest general to rise within the ranks of the First Order. He was known for his brutal efficiency and eccentric loyalty to Supreme Commander Snoke’s vision. “Target any and all ships on the ground. I don’t want anything leaving the planet,” he ordered.

Tie fighters swarmed the targeted village and found a lone X-wing fighter. They immediately blasted it to pieces and continued to fly overhead to give the transport ships air support. Four transport ships landed near the village and emptied dozens of Storm Troopers. A fire fight ensued between the Storm Troopers and the villagers. The last one to exit the transport ship was a dark masked figure that calmly watched the battle unfold.

The Storm troopers gathered up the villagers and brought an old man to the masked figure. “Look how old you have become,” Kylo Ren said insultingly.

“Something far worse has happened to you,” he shot back.

“Wait, you’re not referring to…Oh, I see, you mean my fall to the Dark Side,” Kylo Ren said relieved.

“I know where you come from before you called yourself Kylo Ren,” he went on.

“Careful old man,” Kylo Ren warned. “The map to Skywalker. You have it, and you’re going to give it over to the First Order.”

“The First Order rose from the Dark Side. You did not,” he continued.

“I’ll show you the Dark Side,” Kylo Ren said annoyed.

“Show me what’s under that mask,” the old man demanded.

“No,” Kylo Ren said flatly.

“You afraid what your men will see if you do? You ashamed of your new-found appearance?” he asked.

“I am not ashamed of anything. I use this mask for protection,” Kylo said lamely.

The old man scoffed. “You cannot deny the truth that you have turned…,” the old man began.

Kylo Ren suddenly ignited the lightsaber and swung it down on him before he could finish his sentence. The old man fell in a heap.

There was a sudden shout in the distance and a laser bolt went straight for Kylo Ren. The bolt stopped, suspended in the air, before it could hit. The Resistance pilot, Poe, was stopped in his tracks as the Force paralyzed him. Two Storm troopers took custody of him and brought him before Kylo Ren.

“So, who talks first? Do you talk first or do I?” Poe asked nervously.

“I always talk first,” Kylo Ren said authoritatively and then paused. “Well, technically you spoke first. This whole conversation has been derailed.”

Kylo turned to the Storm troopers. “Search him.”

“Nothing, Sir,” the Storm troopers said after searching him.

“Bring him on-board,” Kylo ordered.

“Sir, the villagers?” Captain Phasma asked.

Kylo hesitated to give the order. There was a chance the old man told the villagers a terrible secret. “Kill them all,” Kylo ordered nonchalantly.

Kylo witnessed the slaughtering of the villagers and then went back to the transport ship. Still, there was something about one of the Storm troopers that caught Kylo’s attention. Using the Force, Kylo could see his emotion and his mind. Kylo felt a shiver but then turned away back to the transport ship.

***

Soon thereafter, Kylo Ren decided to interrogate the Resistance pilot personally. Poe had already received a number of beatings but nothing worked on him. “I had no idea we had the best Resistance pilot on-board,” Kylo began.

Kylo walked up to Poe who was strapped down in an interrogation chair. “I’m impressed. No one has been able to get out of you what you did with that map.”

“You might want to rethink your technique,” Poe said defiantly.

Kylo raised his right hand to Poe’s face. Poe suddenly experienced images from his past but there was something wrong and different about them. He saw himself in a flower field skipping and laughing. To his horror, he saw himself as a little girl picking daisies. Poe gave out a scream as the images became too much for him.

Kylo left the interrogation room and met General Hux who was waiting outside. “It’s in a droid, a BB unit.”

“Well, if its on Jakku, we will soon have it,” Hux replied confidently.

“Jakku is an entire planet. You think it will be that easy to find one droid on an entire planet?” Kylo asked skeptically.

“The droid must have been at the village. It couldn’t have gone far,” Hux replied annoyed.

“Assuming the droid was there when we attacked. The old man could have put the map in the droid weeks ago for all we know,” Kylo replied.

“If you’re so concerned about the map, maybe you should conduct the search,” Hux said.

“No, no, its your turn to actually do some work around here,” Kylo resisted.

***

Kylo entered an executive room filled with Sith artifacts. In the meditation room was a damaged mask of Darth Vader. The mask had been recovered from Endor although badly damaged from fire. Kylo took off the mask and stared at the artifact. Kylo was not as everyone assumed. Inside the mask, Kylo had long dark brown hair, brown eyes, pale complexion, and a distinctly woman’s face.

Taking off her black gloves, Kylo’s feminine fingers were revealed. She then took off her cloak and armor revealing an hour-glass figure. It was the best kept secret in the First Order that the Sith Apprentice of Supreme Commander Snoke was actually a young woman. Females were allowed in the First Order as enlisted and officers. There was no controversy there. With Kylo, the secret she hid from the galaxy was that she was once a boy named Ben Solo, a former apprentice of Luke Skywalker. The old man was about to reveal it to her men, so she had to kill him. The villagers may also have known the truth, so they had to die too. The only one that knew the truth was…

Gen. Hux barged into Kylo’s room and stared at Kylo as she was meditating. “Why don’t you ever knock?” she asked annoyed.

“I’m the general in charge of this ship. I can do whatever I please,” he replied arrogantly.

“This is a naval vessel. How are you in charge as a general?” she asked skeptically.

“Well, you can’t be in charge. You’re not even in the chain of command,” Hux said rudely.

“So…who is in charge?” Kylo wondered.

“Anyway, we have found no sign of the droid. I suggest we destroy the entire planet…just to be safe,” Hux recommended.

Kylo rolled her eyes. “Really, a whole planet, for just one droid. The droid could be off the planet for all we know.”

“Who would know about the droid to take it off planet?” Hux asked.

“I don’t know,” Kylo said exasperated. “If we use the weapon now, the Republic will know about it. The plan is to have the entire Senate in one system when we use it. You use it now, and they will scatter about the whole galaxy.”

“Then we destroy those planets as well,” Hux replied obviously.

Kylo shook her head in condescension. “You are truly a simple creature.”

Gen. Hux decided to change the subject. “You weren’t hurt in the battle, I hope.”

“Please, the resistance was nothing,” she said.

Hux got closer to Kylo. “Still, you may have been hit without knowing it.”

“You want to inspect me?” Kylo asked taking off her belt with the light saber attached.

“Just to be safe,” Hux replied.

He reached behind and unlatched Kylo’s dress hidden underneath the armor and cloak. With the dress now on the foor, Hux could see Kylo’s perfectly formed breasts. “Those poor things, squished and flattened by your armor,” Hux said.

“Make them feel better,” Kylo requested.

Hux touched and massaged her breasts eliciting a moan from Kylo. She loved the felling of the general’s hands on her. The two kissed passionately as Hux continued to rub her nipples. Despite their gender differences, they both stood at the same height. Hux became more enthusiastic with his kissing and then went to his belt.

“Not until you give me the map,” Kylo stopped him.

Hux gave her a horrified look. “Please?” he asked pathetically.

“Give me the map,” Kylo insisted.

***

Gen. Hux left the room with a great deal of sexual frustration. He knew Kylo Ren’s secret but didn’t care. There were things more important than one’s past. Kylo could use the Force in ways that he could never have imagined possible. He would never give her up. Kylo was also a great motivator of his success. His ambition and determination for excellence was due in part to Kylo’s encouragement. He was a slave to her power.

As he came on the bridge, an officer approached him. “Sir, a Tie fighter carrying the Resistance pilot and a rogue Storm trooper have escaped to the planet.”

“What the fuck?” Hux wondered.

“The Tie fighter was able to evade our ground forces, our laser cannons, and our missiles,” the officer continued.

“It’s a Tie fighter. Those things explode without even being hit!” Hux said outraged.

“The fighter has been disabled, Sir. We’re tracking it now,” the officer reported.

“Get me Captain Phasma,” Hux ordered.

***

The female Storm trooper captain came to the bridge to report on the rogue Storm trooper. “FN-2187 reported to my division, was evaluated, and sent to reconditioning,” Phasma reported.

“No prior signs of non-conformity?” Hux asked annoyed.

“This was his first offense,” Phasma confirmed.

“So, he was okay with all the other massacres we've done across the galaxy except this one?” Hux asked

“According to our files, this was his first massacre as well,” Phasma replied.

“So, he was completely untested for this,” Hux asked.

“So, it would seem,” Phasma agreed.

“But how is that possible? FN-2187 is in his late twenties?” Hux asked outraged.

“Sir, we have thousands of Storm troopers. We don’t use them all in every engagement,” Phasma replied.

“Sir, we have their location. It’s on Jakku,” an officer reported to Hux.

“They were going back for the droid,” Hux assumed.

“Either that or they just crashed, Sir. Tie fighters do not have light-speed capability and lack the fuel to go beyond a system,” the same officer said.

“Whatever, send a squad to the wreckage,” Hux ordered.

***

Kylo Ren was in deep meditation on the suffering of Darth Vader at the hands of Jedi Master Obiwan Kenobi. She could feel it has his limbs were sliced off by the light saber blade and then intense pain of being literally on fire.

“Yes,” she muttered as she experienced the pain of fire all over her body.

She then felt clothing melting to her flesh, the fire burning away all her hair off, and her exposed limbs being burned from the inside. “Yes!” she cried out getting progressively louder.

She then felt the fire completely char her body into an unrecognizable form. “Oh my Force! Yes!” she screamed as she enjoyed the pain of the meditation.

“Kylo Ren is requested on the bridge,” the intercom rang out.

Kylo immediately dropped her meditation. Breathing heavily from the orgasmic high, she turned to the intercom hatefully. Igniting her light saber she stabbed it through destroying it.

***

Kylo Ren, dressed in her Sith uniform and mask, came onto the bridge and confronted Hux. “General Hux, is it the Resistance pilot?” she asked annoyed.

“Yes, and he had help from one of our own. It was FN-2187,” Hux told her.

“The one from the village,” Kylo recalled. It was the seductively sexy mind she sensed through the Storm trooper’s helmet. What did he look like, what did he sound like? Kylo desperately wanted to know all of a sudden.

Kylo then noticed Hux’s hair. They had just been frisky with each other just moments ago and now his hair was perfectly smooth. “I’ve been meaning to ask you. What do you use for your hair, is it a conditioner or a gel?” she asked.

“I won’t let you question my methods,” Hux said defensively.

“No, you misunderstand. Your hair…its like a shiny, smooth, red shell. I’m impressed,” Kylo said. Without her mask, her hair was wild and out-of-control.

The other officers stared at them on the bridge wondering what to make of their conversation. “Anyway, maybe we should just use clones,” Kylo said helpfully.

“My soldiers are exceptionally trained and programmed from birth,” Hux said angrily.

“So are clones,” Kylo pointed out.

Hux had no answer to that. “I want that Storm trooper, and I want him alive…for interrogation,” Kylo said to Hux.

“Careful Ren, that your personal interest don’t contradict orders from Supreme Commander Snoke,” Hux pointed out.

“Find me that map. For your sake, I hope you get it,” Kylo said and stormed off the bridge.

As Kylo left the bridge, Hux snickered. “For my sake,” he scoffed.

***

A hapless officer nervously approached Kylo Ren as she was working on a computer console. “Sir, we were unable to locate the droid on Jakku. It escaped capture on a stolen Correlian freighter,” he reported.

“A droid stole a freighter?” Kylo asked doubtfully.

“Not exactly, Sir. It had help. We have no confirmation, but we think FN 2187 assisted in the escape of the droid,” the officer said.

“Tell me more about FN 2187,” Kylo asked. This rogue Storm trooper was turning her on more-and-more with his heroic antics.

“The two were accompanied by a girl,” the officer added.

A girl? A girl with my Storm trooper? Jealousy immediately surged within her at the thought that her sexy rogue Storm trooper could somehow already be taken. Impossible in such a short amount of time, but still. Kylo became enraged at the thought and unleashed her light saber on the computer console causing sparks to fly as she utterly destroyed it. She then grabbed the officer by the throat.

“What girl!?” she demanded.

***

Kylo Ren was pissed off for most of the day until there was a message from Supreme Commander Snoke that he wanted to speak with her. Both Hux and Kylo Ren entered a large room with a hologram emitter. “This room is exceptionally large for just a hologram. It has to be at least five decks high,” Kylo noted.

“There’s a lot of empty space on the ship,” Hux said annoyed.

“Why not create more smaller ships instead of one big ship,” Kylo suggested.

“You don’t create fear and intimidation with many small vessels,” Hux argued.

“Yeah, but its a huge propaganda victory if that big ship is destroyed,” Kylo shot back.

“This ship cannot be destroyed, ever,” Hux replied confidently.

The hologram of a giant Snoke appeared to them. “The droid will soon be in the Resistance’s hands which will lead them to the last Jedi. If Skywalker returns, then the new Jedi will rise,” Snoke began.

“Supreme Leader, I take full responsibility…,” Hux interrupted.

“General!” Snoke shouted pissed off.

“Tool,” Kylo muttered to Hux.

“Our strategy must now change,” Snoke said vaguely.

“The weapon is now ready. I believe the time is now to use it. We shall destroy the government that continues to support the Resistance. Without the Republic, they will be vulnerable, and we will be able to destroy them before they reach Skywalker,” Hux continued to interrupt.

“Go, make preparations,” Snoke allowed almost bored by the idea of mass planetary genocide.

Hux then took his leave and exited the room. “There’s been an awakening. Have you felt it?” Snoke asked.

“Uh…sure,” Kylo agreed not wanting to look incompetent.

“The droid we seek is on board the Millennium Falcon, in the hands of your father…Han Solo,” Snoke revealed.

“I think you’re making a lot of assumptions there. Just because its a Correlian freighter doesn’t necessarily mean it is the Millennium Falcon. Even if it were, it doesn’t mean Solo is in command of it,” Kylo said boldly.

“Silence! It is him. I have foreseen it,” Snoke said.

“Did you also foresee the map getting lost and one of my Storm troopers going rogue?” Kylo questioned.

“I see all,” Snoke replied.

Kylo rolled her eyes inside her mask. “In any case, the man means nothing to me.”

“Even you, have never faced such a test,” Snoke said.

Kylo didn’t find that to be fair. She had slaughtered the entire Jedi Academy, killed her aunt, got a sex change, and waged war across the galaxy. She just killed a friend of the family like it was nothing. Killing an absentee father would be easy as cake.

“By the grace of your training, I will not be seduced,” Kylo said politely.

“We shall see,” Snoke replied.

***

Gen. Hux was on the bridge when a new intelligence report came in. “We’ve found the droid through our spy network,” an officer reported.

Hux clutched his fist in success. He was going to get lucky today. He gleefully came over to Kylo Ren’s quarters. Hux entered the chambers with the door closing behind him. Kylo was in meditation without her mask on.

“What is it?” she asked annoyed.

“I have found the droid. One of our spies has confirmed the location of the BB unit,” Hux said.

“Lots of planets have BB units. Why do you assume this is the right one?” Kylo asked with her eyes still closed.

“We also see the Millennium Falcon there as well,” Hux replied.

“That model was mass produced all over the galaxy,” Kylo pointed out.

“Well, we have confirmation that the BB unit belongs to a girl and a man with the same physical description as FN-2187,” Hux reported.

“You knew FN-2187’s description this whole time?” Kylo asked outraged.

“All you had to do was ask Captain Phasma,” Hux said condescendingly.

“So, what does he look like?” Kylo demanded.

“What?” Hux asked confused.

“What planet you from, Hux?” Kylo asked annoyed now standing up to him.

“What?” Hux asked still confused.

“They speak English in what?” Kylo asked derisively.

“What?” Hux continued.

Kylo pointed her hand at him. “What does FN-2187 look like?” she demanded.

“He’s black,” Hux said nervously.

“Go on,” Kylo demanded. “Does he look like a bitch?”

“What?” Hux asked surprised by the question.

Hux suddenly found himself being choked and suspended in the air. “I ask you simple questions and all I get is sass out of you,” Kylo said annoyed.

“Harder,” Hux gasped.

“What?” Kylo asked confused.

“Harder!” Hux requested.

It took a few seconds for Kylo to register. She tightened her grip on Hux’s throat. “Harder!” he chocked.

“This is getting ridiculous,” she said releasing him.

Hux fell to the floor gasping but otherwise smiling at the pleasure of being chocked by his mistress. Hux got back to his feet and touched his sore neck. “Now, I want what you promised me. I found your droid,” he said.

“You haven’t given it to me yet,” Kylo pointed out.

“Don’t do this to me. I have a very important speech to give, and I need your help,” Hux said.

“You want me to help in your recitation?” Kylo asked getting close to him.

“If you could be so generous as to…,” Hux asked.

“Get out of that uniform…general,” Kylo said and then turned her back to him. She unclasped her dress letting it fall to her feet. Hux quickly got undressed as he saw her naked backside. He had a little difficulty with his boots but soon he was as a naked as she.

Hux came closer to her and kissed her on the neck. “Begin,” she said.

“Today marks the end of the Republic,” Hux began and started caressing her shoulders and back. Kylo closed her eyes at his touch imagining it was coming from her sexy black Storm trooper.

“Continue,” she said.

“Today marks the end of a regime that acquiesces to disorder,” Hux said.

“Give me some of that disorder,” Kylo requested.

Hux threw Kylo on the bed while laying on her stomach and got on top of her. Kylo tensed up as she felt him slide into her. “At this very moment…,” Hux said as he thrust into her.

“Yeah?” Kylo asked.

“In a system far from here,” Hux continued.

“Alright,” Kylo agreed wondering where he was going with this.

“The New Republic lies to the Galaxy!” he said excitedly. Kylo felt a little guilty as Hux pounded into her. She wasn’t thinking about him at all but her sexy Storm trooper.

“Give me some of that truth,” she said in between moans.

“While secretly supporting the Resistance’s treachery,” Hux said.

Kylo frowned at that. “Who is the Resistance being treacherous to?” she asked.

“The First Order,” Hux said obviously.

“But the Resistance is supported by the New Republic, our enemy,” Kylo said.

“Well, the Resistance is being treacherous to the galaxy as a whole,” Hux argued.

“From their point of view, are we not treacherous to the galaxy?” Kylo asked.

“Do you want me to stop?” Hux asked.

“No, of course, continue,” Kylo said rolling her eyes.

“This fierce machine which you have built upon which we stand…,” Hux said.

“Oh yeah, be fierce,” Kylo said as she was started to feel something build up.

“Will bring an end…,” Hux said becoming more excited.

“End me, Hux, End me!” she said as he quickened his pace.

“To their cherished fleet. All remaining systems will bow to the First Order!” Hux shouted.

“Yes!” Kylo interrupted not even paying attention to the speech.

“We will remember this day as the last day of the REPUBLIC!” Hux said excitedly.

“Oh Force!” Kylo said as she arched her back.

“Fire!” Hux screamed as he came inside her. Kylo also cried out as she felt her own orgasm. She suddenly felt an odd sense of affection for Hux. She wanted to be close to him and cuddle with him in her bed. All that came to an end when Hux got off her and quickly put his clothes back on.

“Can’t you stay awhile?” she asked.

“I have planets to destroy. I can’t be late,” he said and then promptly left the room.

***

Kylo Ren in full uniform transported herself to Takodana with a division of Storm troopers and Tie fighters giving her air support. Using the Force, she easily caught up with her target: the girl. This girl would dare to take away her Storm trooper. She had to be punished.

The girl fired her blaster at Kylo Ren either missing or being deflected by her light saber. Kylo eventually used the Force keeping the girl’s arm back behind her. “The girl I have heard so much about,” Kylo remarked.

Kylo circled around the paralyzed girl unimpressed. This was the girl that stole her Storm trooper away? She was simply a desert scavenger. “Where is the map?” Kylo ordered putting his light saber blade to her face.

The girl refused to answer, so Kylo probed her mind. She could sense that the girl had seen the map. “Sir, Resistance fighters have arrived. We need more troops,” a pair of Storm troopers said.

“Pull the division out. We have what we came for,” Kylo ordered and then used the Force to send the girl to sleep mode.

***

Kylo waited for the girl to wake up in her interrogation chair on board Starkiller Base. “Where am I?” she asked frightened.

“You’re my guest,” Kylo said vaguely.

“Where are the others?” she asked concerned.

“You mean the murderers, traitors, and thieves you call friends?” Kylo asked insultingly. “You’ll…,” Kylo continued.

“Yes,” Rey blurted out.

There was an awkward pause between them. “Right…you’ll be relieved I have no idea,” Kylo finished. “You still want to kill me.”

“That’s what happens when you’re being hunted by someone wearing a mask,” Rey shot back.

“Want to know who is behind the mask?” Kylo asked.

“Not…really,” Rey said disinterested.

Kylo dramatically took off her mask revealing her perfect feminine face. Rey gave a look of surprise. “Not what you were expecting?”

“This is really cool. Good for you,” Rey said smiling.

“What?” Kylo questioned.

“A woman is in a top position in the First Order. That’s great news. Here I thought it was completely a patriarchal society,” Rey gushed.

“Wait, you have this all wrong. I was once a boy,” Kylo corrected.

“Oh, that’s different,” Rey said confused and disappointed.

“And you are a Mary-Sue,” Kylo accused.

“What is that?” Rey asked impatiently.

“You are a female heroine that despite living on a desert world with no family, education, or economic resources is still capable of being an expert scavenger, pilot, mechanic, gun-slinger, and Force user. No one is going to come to your rescue, because you don’t need anyone to rescue you,” Kylo said.

“I am not a MARY-SUE,” Rey denied.

“We’ll see,” Kylo said and then used her Force technique to extract the information she needed from her. Rey appeared to resist at first but soon she revealed everything Kylo wanted to know.

***

Kylo and Hux had a private meeting on the base. Once the doors were locked behind them, Kylo took off her mask. “Wretched mask. I hate having to wear it,” she said disdainfully.

“The First Order will never allow a woman to be in such a high position. You know this,” Hux said.

“We are the First Order, Hux. Who is above us?” Kylo asked.

“Supreme Commander Snoke?” Hux guessed.

“I say we take charge. We have a planet that can eat stars and destroy multiple planets,” Kylo said.

“What are you suggesting?” Hux asked concerned where this conversation was headed.

“We use the weapon to destroy Supreme Commander Snoke’s base. We kill him and then we take over the First Order. The galaxy will be ours,” Kylo said.

“What about your Sith training?” Hux asked.

“Fuck it,” Kylo replied.

“Assuming we pull this off, what about Skywalker?” Hux asked.

“I know his location. I took it from the girl,” Kylo said.

“Why don’t we destroy the planet where Skywalker resides?” Hux asked.

“Because I want to kick his ass in person, that’s why,” Kylo replied.

Hux shook his head in disagreement. “Give me his location.”

“No,” Kylo rejected.

“Do it!” Hux said more forcibly.

“Fuck yourself,” Kylo replied.

“What about the Resistance?” Hux asked changing the subject.

“What about them? They have a few X-wing fighters,” Kylo scoffed.

“I shall make preparations to fire the weapon. I suggest you guard the most vulnerable part of the base from any potential attacks by the Resistance,” Hux said.

“Sure, whatever,” Kylo scoffed.

***

Kylo came back to his interrogation room only to find Rey missing. She searched the room confused and angry. Igniting her light saber, she slashed to pieces the interrogation chair and screamed in rage. Royally pissed off, she found herself a squad of Storm troopers.

“Find them,” she ordered. She then sensed something familiar, something she hadn’t felt in a long time.

Kylo made her way across a bridge when someone shouted behind her. “Ben!” Kylo tensed up and turned around to find her old and disheveled father on the other side of the bridge.

“Han Solo,” Kylo replied to her father. There was not a hint of affection or love in her voice. “I have been waiting for this day for a long time.”

“Take off that mask. You don’t need it,” Han said authoritatively.

“What do you think you’ll see if I do?” Kylo asked rhetorically.

“The face of my son,” Han said ignorantly.

Kylo sighed and then took off her mask. Han stared at Kylo seeing some of his son in the young woman before him. “You’re not my son,” he said confused.

“Your son is gone. He was weak and foolish like his father, so I destroyed him. I have become my true self now,” Kylo said victoriously.

“That’s what Snoke wants you to believe,” Han replied.

“No, this was what I wanted. You left me at the Jedi temple when I was fourteen to be raised by my crazy uncle. He taught me to let go of one’s emotions, sexuality, and gender identity. He taught that attachment was the path of the Dark Side. I wanted to feel happiness, anger, and even sorrow. I wanted to know love and to be able to love my own body. So, I left him and became what I wanted to be,” Kylo said.

“You did more than that. You slaughtered all of the Jedi including your own aunt. You sent Luke into exile and sent the galaxy into darkness. You destroyed five planets killing billions of lives!” Han said angrily.

“I am finishing my grandfather’s work, to bring balance to the Force and unite the galaxy under a single purpose. What do you care of the galaxy? After the war, you went back to being a smuggler when you could have been a general or a senator,” Kylo argued.

“Smuggling is the only thing I was ever good at. I didn’t ask for the war. It came to me. I tried to get out of it, believe me, but I couldn’t allow your mother to be killed on the battlefield. I did it for her,” Han said.

Kylo simply stared at her father with hate filled eyes. “Come back with me. My son is alive,” Han said to her.

“You don’t get it. You never had a son. The Force spoke to me and told me my destiny to be a woman and mother for this galaxy,” Kylo said indignant.

“That’s just what Snoke wants you to believe,” Han replied.

“Fuck Snoke, I make my own decisions. It wasn’t his decision. He doesn’t even know about this,” Kylo said and then noticed a number of Storm troopers staring at her. “I am going to have to kill all of these troopers now,” she muttered.

“Come back with me. Your mother misses you,” Han said to her.

“It’s too late,” she replied.

“No, its never too late. Your grandfather…he threw the Emperor into a pit and died saving your uncle. That’s the real truth,” Han revealed.

Kylo stared at Han in disbelief yet she knew through the Force he wasn’t lying. “I’m being torn apart. Can you help me?” Kylo asked.

“Yes, anything,” Han replied.

Kylo took out her light saber and handed it to her father. Han nodded and placed his hand over the light saber. “Careful there,” Kylo warned him.

Han took the light saber from her and accidentally pushed the ignition button. The red blade sliced through his midsection and out his back. Han gave a shocked look as the light saber went through him. “Dad! What the fuck!” Kylo shouted.

Han simply stared at Kylo in shock and placed his hand on her face. “You idiot, I love you so much,” Kylo said as Han fell off the bridge to bottomless pit below.

Chewie gave a roar believing Kylo had killed her own father and blasted her with a crossbow laser bolt. Kylo was hit in the gut stunning her. Rey, Finn, and Storm troopers all started shooting at each other. Kylo moved off the bridge to get some cover for herself.

***

X-wing fighters fought against Tie fighters over the surface of the planet unable to get through the protecting shielding. Instead of lowering the shields, Captain Phasma did her duty by alerting the entire base to Rey and Finn’s presence. As the star began to disappear, the atmosphere on the planet became progressively colder.

Kylo walked through the snow to cut Rey and Finn off before they could reach the Millennium Falcon. The two stopped as Kylo blocked their path. “We’re not done yet,” Kylo said with her light saber already ignited.

“You’re a monster,” Rey said of her.

“There’s no one to help you now. Han Solo can’t save you,” Kylo replied. “Your Mary-Sue powers are no match for the power of the Dark Side!”

Rey pointed her blaster at Kylo but was flung across the forest slamming her into a tree. She fell to the ground dead. “All too easy,” Kylo smirked.

Finn took up the light saber. “That light saber belongs to me,” Kylo said.

“Come and get it,” FInn said angrily and then charged Kylo like an idiot.

The two clashed with their light sabers. “Yes, show me what you can do, trooper,” Kylo said excitedly.

“Oh, I’ll show you what I can do. I can do this,” Finn said swinging the light saber.

Kylo easily blocked his attack. “You have great strength. Show me more,” Kylo asked of him.

“You’ve seen nothing yet,” Finn said as he swung like the inexperienced duelist he was. Kylo merely played with Finn having nothing to worry about.

“You’re far better than an ordinary trooper. I can make you a captain in my division. You can be my personal body guard,” Kylo offered as they continued to strike at each other.

“Don’t you get it? I defected to get away from people like you,” Finn replied.

“Don’t you know why I’ve been hunting you? I want you,” Kylo revealed.

“What?” Finn asked confused.

“I want your exotic dark skinned ass. I want your genetically superior cock,” Kylo continued.

“Excuse…you?” Finn wondered.

“All of you troopers are conditioned to be physically superior specimens but only you possessed the ability to mentally resist the training. Only you had the independence and determination to free yourself. I want you all to myself,” Kylo said.

“Lady, you’re fucked up. You just killed your dad,” Finn pointed out.

“I know…you should punish me,” Kylo said.

Finn swiped at Kylo slashing at her shoulder. It was a mere flesh wound but painful none-the-less. “Yes, that’s what I am talking about,” Kylo said excitedly. “Punish me more!”

The two clashed once more with Kylo still toying with Finn. Kylo managed to disarm Finn and then swiped at his back severing his spine and killing him instantly. “Perhaps you’re not as strong as I thought,” she said bitterly.

A big brown blur suddenly threw Kylo into a tree shattering it. Kylo took up her light saber and blocked a few laser bolts. Chewie was onto her quick firing bolt after bolt. Kylo deflected the bolts with difficulty. Chewie roared angrily and fired enough times to knock the light saber out of her hand. Chewie wasn’t going to kill an unarmed opponent, so he let go of his crossbow. Chewie took hold of Kylo and slammer her against a tree and then another tree.

“Chewie, it was an accident, an accident!” she shouted at him.

Chewie wasn’t buying it slamming her against a cliff wall. Kylo punched back without any effect. Kylo backed away and used Force choke on Chewie. “Got you now, dog,” Kylo sneered.

Chewie took hold of Kylo’s neck and attempted to squeeze the life out of her. The two chocked each other until a flurry of laser fire hit Chewie killing him on the spot. Kylo touched her sore neck and looked at the squad of Storm troopers gratefully.

“Your light saber, Sir,” one of the oblivious Storm troopers said as he gave it to her.

“Thank you, trooper,” she said as she steadied herself. Once she had composed herself, she ignited her light saber and proceeded to kill the entire squad.

***

Gen. Hux supervised as the weapon was almost ready. “Weapon at one-hundred percent,” an officer reported.

“Fire,” Hux ordered.

The weapon fired sending a red laser beam across the galaxy. The red beam hit the Dark Side world of Korriban blasting it to pieces. Supreme Commander Snoke was dead. Realizing the weapon didn’t intend to fire on them, the X-wing fleet departed Starkiller base.

***

Kylo came upon the Millennium Falcon and entered the ship. With her memory of the map stolen from Rey’s mind, she piloted the ship to an ocean planet in the Outer Rim. The Falcon landed at the coast of an island. Kylo immediately felt the familiar presence of her old master. She calmly walked up the steps to the top of the island mountain where she found a figure staring downward in white robes.

He turned to see her and stared at her with sad eyes. “It’s just you and me now…and some of my friends,” Kylo smirked.

A few Star Destroyers and dozens of Tie fighters arrived over the island all focused on Skywalker. “What do you think of that, uncle?” Kylo asked.

“You should have brought more,” he replied and reached for his light saber.

The Atlantis

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Mystery or Suspense

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Androgyny
  • Female to Male
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • Real World
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • F2M sex change
  • Gay Males
  • Lesbians
  • Partial Transformations
  • Sex Toys / Dildos

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Atlantis

John and Ann were deeply in love when they decided to board the fateful
journey on the Atlantis. They had both graduated from college together and
wanted to take a break before getting into the job market. The two
arrived in Fort Lauderdale, Florida by plane and made their way over to
the port. The cruise ship would take them to Puerto Rico and then swing
towards the Bahamas on the way back to Florida. It would be an entire
week of luxury, sightseeing, and fun. Still, not everything was picture
perfect in the beginning.

"We're going to be late," Ann said stressed out.

"They're not going to leave without us," John assured her although he
wasn't sure that was true.

The two made their way to the cruise ship center and quickly checked in.
After a few stressful moments, they managed to get their luggage onto
the ship. "You see, no problem," John said as they got their tickets.

"Let's just get to our rooms. It's so hot and humid here," Ann said.

The two entered the bridge to get onto the ship and found their rooms
towards the interior of the ship. They chose the cheapest room on the
ship. John entered the room and nodded in approval at its size. Ann
was less certain wondering where she would set up her things. John
checked the window and saw the "town square" inside the ship.
Deliberately covering the window with the curtains, John kicked off his
shoes and fell on the bed.

There was a knock on the door as the luggage was brought to the room.
"Can you get that?" Ann asked as she fixed herself in the bathroom.

John sighed and answered the door. He took the luggage inside and began
organizing his things. He neatly placed his two suits in the closet and
then folded away his t-shirts and shorts. "Why did you bring two
suits?" Ann asked.

"I don't want to look like a loser wearing the same suit to dinner every
night," John answered.

"You don't have to wear a suit every night," Ann reminded him.

"Well, why did you bring more than one dress?" John asked.

"You going through my things?" Ann asked alarmed.

"Just trying to organize the closet, dear," John said condescendingly as
he finished his work.

Ann exited the bathroom and saw John relaxing on the bed. "How do I
look?" she asked. Ann was a dirty blond with short spiky hair and blue
eyes. John had brown hair and brown eyes.

John looked over Ann's beautiful face and smiled. "Looking good," he
approved.

"So, shall we tour around the ship?" Ann asked.

"I could think of a few things we could do before that," John smirked.

Ann caught his meaning and wasn't sure whether to be flattered or
annoyed. "I suppose I should get out of these clothes."

"Need any help?" John asked.

Ann turned her back to him and looked at the mirror giving him approval.
John got off the bed and walked up behind Ann. He was several inches
taller than her as he looked over her back. He slowly unzipped her
dress revealing her sexy back. John then felt resistance as the zipper
snagged.

"Uh, I can't seem to get it to move," he muttered.

"Seriously?" Ann asked amused.

"Yeah, it's like snagged. Let me work on it," John said as if he were a
car mechanic.

Ann waited patiently as John finally got the dress off. Ann faced John
in her black bra and panties. "You need to learn how to work a woman's
dress," she teased.

"Practice makes perfect," John smiled eying Ann up and down.

"You're killing the mood," Ann said as she quickly got her bra off.

John hesitated as he saw his girlfriend's perfect breasts and then
immediately started taking off his shirt and then his pants. Ann slipped
out of her panties and lay down on the bed waiting for John to take all
his clothes off. John threw his pants and underwear aside and got down
next to Ann. His cock was already ready for action.

"Did you bring the condoms?" Ann asked as he got on top of her.

"Ah, man. They're in my hygiene bag," John said disappointed.

"Whatever, it doesn't matter," Ann said as they kissed.

The two touched and kissed one another knowing this would be only one of
many love-making sessions on this cruise. Once Ann was ready, John
slowly entered her. Ann sighed realizing all the hassles of the
airports and taxies were all worth it. This one moment was worth all
the inconvenience. John was a compassionate lover taking it slow at
first before building up momentum.

"Do you think the room next store will hear us?" Ann asked sheepishly.

"I want them to," John smirked.

John picked up speed and Anna began to moan in response. She knew that
John was working to get her to an orgasmic high and that he wouldn't
disappoint. John kept building up speed keeping Ann close so they
wouldn't fall off the bed. "Oh God, John. Keep going," Ann said as she
clutched him tightly.

John was reaching his limit as Ann cried out with each breath. Finally,
Ann tensed up as the orgasm hit her. It was so intense she couldn't
speak. John kept going through her orgasm and came inside her. The two
stopped moving exhausted.

"You were great," Ann complimented.

"Maybe we can do it again after dinner?" John asked hopefully.

"Absolutely," Ann smiled.

***

The two eventually got dressed and decided to take a tour of the ship.
John had taken a small nap after their love-making as the ship began to
move. Once they got to the top floor of the ship, they saw the coast of
Florida fading away. Down below was a pool, a few Jacuzzi pools, a
band, and a bar. The two didn't notice anything odd until they got to
the pool deck.

"Well, this is a little unexpected," John commented upon seeing two
topless women sunbathing in a pool recliner.

"Yeah, what if kids were around?" Ann wondered.

John looked around and in fact didn't see one kid on the ship since
their arrival. He then saw two men massaging each other on another pool
recliner. Ann turned to the Jacuzzi and saw four men talking and
laughing. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary until two of the men
kissed.

"John...," Ann said anxiously.

John turned around and was taken aback. "Something's not right about
this," he figured.

"Everyone's gay, John," Ann said as if it were obvious.

"How can that be? Not everyone on the ship is gay. This is just
Florida," John said.

"I think we should check in with customer service," Ann suggested.

John shrugged and followed Ann through the ship to the elevator. More
evidence of gay and lesbian couples appeared in front of them. Two
ladies held hands as they walked past them and two men chatted about
architectural design behind them. John and Ann entered the elevator and
became crowded in by other passengers. There was an awkward silence as
they finally reached the fifth floor.

"We're the only straight people on this ship," Ann hissed.

"You're exaggerating," John said but even he was now becoming uncertain.

John and Ann came up to the customer service desk and wondered how to
approach the issue. "I was wondering, could you tell us some basic
things about this cruise line?" John asked politely.

"Where to start?" the cruise line specialist smiled. She began
discussing a number of irrelevant details about the cruise ship and then
finally answered the question John and Ann wanted answering. "We have
significant ties to the LGBT community. We marketed our cruise line to
ensure a safe welcoming environment for all LGBT individuals onboard,"
she said.

"Ah, I see. Are all the passengers a part of LGBT?" John asked.

"I imagine the great majority are. We're the only cruise line that
markets exclusively to the LGBT community," she said.

"Good to know," John nodded. "It just so happens we're straight," John
said awkwardly.

The specialist smiled. "There's no requirement to be LGBT while onboard
the Atlantis. The crew and staff will always be respectful to you. If
you ever change your minds, we can arrange for you to be switched out
into a different room," the specialist offered.

"Switched out?" Ann wondered.

"That won't be necessary," John said quickly. "Let's get some lunch,
shall we," John said pulling Ann away.

***

John and Ann walked away and found a corner away from everyone else.
"You signed up us for a gay cruise," Ann hissed.

"We signed up together, remember," John reminded her.

"This whole thing is ruined," Ann said freaking out.

"Why? So what if everyone's gay. It doesn't affect how we enjoy the
activities," John said.

"It does because now every Lesbian on this ship is going to think of me
as an item," Ann said anxiously.

"And before, it would have been every guy on this ship," John said.

"That's different," Ann said vaguely.

"You like the male attention. Now that women are going to stare at you
with elevator eyes, it freaks you out," John accused.

"Don't act like you're not going to be uncomfortable with men looking at
you the same way," Ann said defensively.

"Look, we're here. We can't get off this boat, so we might as well
enjoy it," John said.

***

John had a giant burger from the cafeteria while Ann timidly ate a
salad. "You know, if you look around at everyone it's going to get you
more attention," John told her.

"I can't help it," Ann said. "I keep imagining what everyone is doing
once they get back to their rooms."

"You should watch more porn. It will diversify your outlook," John
suggested.

"How much gay men porn do you watch, John?"Ann asked.

John was silent stupefied by the question. "Thought so," Ann said
looking around again.

"I am going to get some ice cream," John said getting up.

Ann felt uncomfortable as John left. "I wish I could just blend in,"
she said to herself.

***

At dinner time, John showed up in his suit while Ann wore a black dress.
She didn't bother to put on too much make-up as there was no one present
she needed to impress. The couple found that in almost all cases there
were tables with all men and tables with all women. John nodded
realizing their predicament.

"We have one opening for you, Sir, at this table, and we have one
opening for you, at this table," the obviously gay waiter offered.

"We're...together," Ann said annoyed.

"Oh, my apologies," the waiter said.

"None taken," John said diplomatically. "Are there people our age we
could sit with?"

"Of course. Follow me," the waiter said.

John and Ann came to a table filled with young adult men and women.
John seemed to get along with the group while Ann remained fairly
silent. John ordered a bottle of wine and ended up drinking the entire
bottle.

"You know, I never thought of it that way. I never really questioned
it," John said thoughtfully to another's question.

Ann rolled her eyes as her boyfriend was obviously getting drunk. "And
what about you? Have you ever questioned yourself?" a young woman
asked.

"No," Ann shook her head.

***

John stumbled his way into the room and fell on the bed still in his
suit. Ann closed the door and gave John a disgusted look. "You've
questioned yourself?" she asked outraged.

"I was merely being polite," he slurred.

"And what if I was born a boy?" Ann pressed.

"You would be the most beautiful boy I have ever seen," John said
incoherently.

After an entire afternoon and evening of being around gays, Ann wanted
some normalcy. "Get out of that suit," she ordered.

"Say what?" John asked confused.

"I am going to have sex with my straight boyfriend," she said.

John immediately became alert. "I don't know if I can honestly. I am
really sloshed right now," he admitted.

"I will make it work," Ann said aggressively.

John simply stared in amazement as Ann aggressively took off his suit-
jacket and unbuttoned his shirt. After a few moments, she took off his
shoes and pants. She then quickly got out of her dress but still found
John to be flaccid.

"You could have helped with that bottle," John excused himself.

Ann ignored him and took hold of his cock. She rubbed the head and
began to stroke him. John moaned as Ann got his cock long and hard.
She then went down on his cock but discovered resistance. She was too
tight and not lubricated enough.

"Damn it," she said frustrated.

John realized her distress and switched positions with her. "You're too
tense," he said. Ann stared at John wondering what he was going to do
in his drunken state.

John found her clit and placed his mouth between her legs. Ann
shuddered and gripped the sheets. John had gone down on her a few times
but not like this. Ann squirmed and bucked her hips due to the
sensitivity. John licked and sucked right on target. Ann cried out not
caring if the room next door could hear her. John finally got her to
orgasm and then rested on the bed. Ann's body shook with excitement
even as John passed out. He was being so good to her. She became
resolved to be a good sport for the rest of the cruise.

***

The next morning, John and Ann attempted to make love before breakfast.
It wasn't working out very well. John suffered a hangover and Ann was
having trouble getting wet. Ann ultimately gave John head until he
came. The two showered together touching one another as they cleaned
each other. The couple then got dressed and went to breakfast.

The two did a number of activities across the ship: miniature golf, rock
climbing, ping-pong, trivia games, origami lessons, and dance classes.
No one ever flirted with them or acted inappropriately. As the day went
on, John and Ann felt more comfortable with their unusual circumstances.

Still, Ann noticed some health concerns she hid from her boyfriend.
That morning, there was a patch of hair on her armpit that she instantly
shaved off. She also noticed that her clit seemed enlarged or inflamed.
She wondered if John going down on her the night before was the cause.
She became sexually frustrated that she couldn't get wet enough.

"I'll just give you head," she said when they came back to the room.

"I like being inside you. Its pleasure for both of us at the same time,"
John pointed out.

"Why not penetrate my ass then," Ann suggested.

"Whoa...wait a minute," John protested.

"I can't get wet. I don't know why," she said.

"First of all, I am not going to put it in your ass. We've talked about
this, and we made a decision," John said.

"So, what are we going to do?" Ann asked.

"We don't have to have sex every night. It's fine," John allowed.

"Really?" Ann asked skeptically.

"Really," John assured her as he kissed her.

***

The ship made its way to Puerto Rico and the two of them toured around
the city of San Juan. For the first time in a few days, they were
around straight men and women. Even so, Ann felt out of place. She had
still declined to tell John about her condition. She now had to spend
even more time in the bathroom shaving her legs and arms, getting her
hair ready and putting make-up on. John didn't notice the difference as
the two strolled around the city.

Eventually, it was time for everyone to get back on the ship. John and
Ann simply cuddled until they fell asleep in each other's arms.

As the ship swung around towards the Bahamas, John noticed that Ann had
lost interest in swimming. "I don't want to get sunburned," she said.

"There's an indoor pool," John pointed out.

"I don't like the chlorine," Ann added.

John shrugged and left the room in his swim trunks. Ann looked over her
body anxiously. The body hair had returned and had to be shaven if she
were to ever go swimming. Her breasts also appeared small like an A-
cup. Her bikini bra wouldn't even fit now. Her clit still remained
swollen and now resembled a small penis. She didn't dare have sex with
John now. She considered checking into the ship clinic but then John
would be alerted of a problem. She just needed to last until the end of
the cruise.

***

That evening, John wore his suit while Ann uncomfortably wore a dress.
She padded up her bra to continue giving the impression her breasts had
not shrunk. The waiter greeted them as they approached but seemed
confused by the table names.

"There is a table for John and Aaron," the waiter said looking at the
table listing.

"It's Ann," John corrected.

"Apologies, Sir. Follow me," the waiter said.

Ann felt a haunting sensation from the waiter. All the signs fit. She
was turning into a man on this cruise ship. The cruise was completely
gay and it wanted her to be John's gay man lover. She felt a sick
sensation throughout dinner but no one at the table caught it.

"I'm going to bed. I'm tired," Ann said excusing herself.

John shrugged and decided to go to sleep as well.

***

The next morning, John woke up to find Ann already gone. He hadn't
slept in, so he wondered what was wrong. He heard a knocking on the
door and found one of the room service personnel waiting. "Maybe come
back in an hour," John suggested.

"Yes, Sir," he said politely but then hesitated. "I must tell you, Sir.
It's about the room," he said vaguely.

"What about it?" John asked concerned.

"This cruise is unusual, no? You are the only straight couple on this
ship," he said.

"So?" John asked.

"The room will change one of you to become the ideal partner for the
other. Either both occupants will be men or both occupants will be
women," he continued. "From the looks of things, she will become a
man."

"That's impossible," John rejected.

"I have seen it happen before. These rooms have powers you do not
understand. You should have left the ship in Puerto Rico," he said.

"Well, that doesn't help me now does it?" John asked annoyed.

"Sorry, Sir. I am not allowed to speak to you about this, but I had to
warn you," he said.

"Is there anything that can slow down the change? We only have a few
more days left," John asked hopefully.

"From my experience, the changes happen before the cruise ends.
However, Sir, the changes accelerate if you wear clothes of the opposite
sex," he said.

"Can the process be reversed?" John asked looking for any loophole.

The man could see John's distress. "Sir, as I have said, the rooms will
either have two men or two women. If you were to wear a woman's dress,
it could flip the change," he whispered.

"You can't be serious," John said as he realized the ramifications.

"I am sorry, Sir. I do not know anything else," he said.

"Thanks for telling me," John said and let the man go about his
business.

Going back inside the room, John contemplated what had been said. He
still couldn't believe that the cruise was magical. It made a lot more
sense that Ann had just been a victim of a virus on the ship or food
poisoning. He would just suggest that Ann go to the ship clinic before
they reached the Bahamas.

***

John didn't see Ann the whole day, but he did notice that one of his
suits was missing. He had wanted to use it but now it was gone.
Instead of searching through the suitcases and the room, John simply
put his old suit on and hoped to meet Ann at the lobby next to the
dining hall.

John strolled casually through the ship and entered the lobby looking
for Ann. There were couples who were getting their picture taken in the
corner, all of them gay. John looked around and then a young man bumped
into him.

"Hi, John," the man said in an effeminate voice.

John stared at the young man and started to see a resemblance. He had
short dirty blond hair, his eyes were the same as Ann, and his facial
features were similar as well. John couldn't see any indication the man
had breasts underneath his suit jacket or feminine hips at the belt.
The only thing obviously odd was that the man was wearing his suit and
his shoes looked like they didn't fit properly. The tie was also a
little messed up. He looked very androgynous.

"Ann, is that you?" John asked stunned.

"Don't call me that. Call me Arnold," she whispered.

John took her away from the crowd in a corner to speak with her. "Why
are you wearing my suit? Why do you look this way?" John demanded.

"I just want to fit in," Ann told him.

"This is absolutely crazy. You are a straight woman. You were born a
woman, this is who you are," John told her.

"It's not that simple, John. Ever since I have been on this ship, weird
things have been happening to me," she said as her eyes became teary.

"I've lost my breasts, my clit resembles a penis, and my vagina has
closed up. I'm becoming a man and there's no way to stop it!" she said
frustrated. "So, after this cruise, we just go our separate ways," Ann
continued.

"No, we're going to fix this," John said resolved.

"It can't be fixed. Everyone is gay on this ship for a reason. If
you're different, it forces you to conform to it. Don't you understand?
By the end of this cruise, I am going to have a cock and balls. That's
the reality," she said.

"Can you be gay for me?" she asked rhetorically.

John didn't have an answer to that. "Do you want to be a man?" he asked
softly.

"No, but I have no choice," she said angrily.

John lost his appetite and didn't know what to do. He needed a place
alone to think. "I have to go. Go eat something," John said suddenly
leaving.

"John, where are you going?" Ann called after him.

***

John didn't answer. He went straight to the top floor in the
observation room that hosted a bar. He sat down and immediately ordered
a drink. "Something got you down?" the bartender asked him.

"I have an important decision to make, and I don't know what the future
holds," John said taking another shot.

"That's life, son. You have to make your own destiny," the bartender
advised.

"This ship is forcing me," John said incoherently.

"Then fight the ship. Take control," the bartender said with sudden
excitement.

"Yeah, I have to take control," John agreed.

"That's the spirit, son," the bartender said giving him another shot.

"But before I do, I am going to need a few more shots," John said.

"Liquid courage, my man," the bartender agreed.

***

John stumbled his way back to the room but didn't find Ann there. He
took the chair in the room and placed it next to the door, so she
wouldn't be able to get in even with the key. With the door secure,
John threw his suit jacket off and worked to unbutton his shirt.
Finding it difficult to unbutton each one in his drunken state, he
decided to just rip it down the middle.

"Fuck it," he muttered.

Taking off his shirt, he looked at the muscular chest he had worked on
for so many years. He eyed his triceps and bicep muscles on each arm
and wondered if he could go through with it. After a moment's
hesitation, John kicked off his shoes, got out of his pants, and finally
became completely nude in front of the mirror.

In his drunken state, John could barely stand and was wobbling. He
stroked his cock a few times as if to savor to feeling. "I have to do
it for her, buddy," he said to his cock. He felt around his balls and
stroked his cock a few times before taking the plunge.

Opening the closet, he found Ann's blue bikini swimsuit. Placing it on
the bed, John felt incredibly foolish thinking of what he was about to
do. He had no idea whether the room cleaner that stopped by was genuine
or just fucking with him. If he were sober, he might have decided not
to do it.

"Can't be too hard," he muttered.

He took the bikini bra and placed it around his chest. He then clasped
the bra together with some difficulty. Finally, it was stretched to
the max due to John's chest size. John then put the bikini bottom on
which could barely hold his cock and balls inside. John looked at the
mirror and shook his head at the idiocy of it all.

"Alright, I did it. Make me a woman and leave Ann alone," John said to
the room.

Nothing happened. John shook his head at the futility of it all and was
relieved the chair was blocking the door. If Ann found him like this,
she would freak. John was about to take the bikini off when a sudden
sensation went through his body. He bent over as he felt strange
inside.

John looked at the mirror in alarm and saw his face soften and become
more feminine. Within seconds, John's face morphed to that of a woman's
face. His eyebrows thinned and his eyes and nose changed, his lips
became feminine, and his brown hair started growing down to his
shoulders. "It's actually working," he said in a higher-pitched voice.

John saw his Adam's apple disappear and then noticed his whole body was
changing. He became shorter in the mirror by a few inches, his arms and
legs became thinner and less muscular, and his body hair was
disappearing into thin air. John looked at his hands as they shrank and
his nails extended. He looked down at his feet and saw the same thing.

The bikini bra became less stretched as his chest and back shrank. John
held his chest as his nipples and breasts began to expand. "Don't be
too big but don't be too small either," John told them as they filled
out the bikini. His breasts met his bikini size and then stopped
growing to John's relief. With regret, John saw his abs disappear into a
slender tummy.

"Now, the big change," John realized. He didn't even want to look as
his sexual organs began to change next.

His bikini bottom shrank down as his penis and balls deflated. John
then felt a pleasurable experience as his penis inverted inside of him
creating a new vagina. Nerves immediately connected to his new vagina
and womb sending pulses of pleasure into John's now female brain. "Holy
Shit," John said as he felt his female organs materialized inside him.
Ann's bikini now fit perfectly around John's female body.

John looked at herself in the mirror and saw a beautiful brunet staring
back at her. Filled with curiosity, John unclipped her bikini bra and
got out of her bottoms. She stared at her new breasts and started
touching and feeling them for the first time. It felt so weird to her
to have this sudden weight on her chest. She then saw a small amount of
pubic hair leading to her vagina entrance. Cautiously, John felt around
for her clit and felt a jolt once she found it.

"I'm really a woman now," she said to herself.

***

Ann stared off into space looking at the ocean horizon. It was dark and
the stars were out. It would have been a great time to stare up at the
sky, go swimming, or go to a show. But after everything that had
happened to her, she just wanted to be alone. Suddenly, she felt a weird
sensation in her chest. Her breasts pushed forward against her shirt
and suit jacket.

"What the hell?" she wondered as John's suit jacket began to get too big
for her. She made her way to the elevator in loose shoes on her way
back to her room.

***

John looked over her whole body admiring her hour-glass figure. There
was a knock on the door startling her. "John, its Ann. Open the door,"
she said pounding on the door.

John awkwardly moved the chair out of the way and then opened the door a
crack to let Ann in. A confused and disheveled Ann entered the room and
closed the door behind her. "John?" she said as she entered the room.

Ann clumsily walked past John's clothes that were lying on the floor and
saw a naked woman in the corner of the room. Her immediate reaction was
that John had been cheating on her with another woman. She clenched her
fists in anger and completely forgot how relieved she was to have
changed back.

"Ann, it's me, John," the woman said.

Ann stared at the woman and got closer to her. She studied John's face
and saw a resemblance. It was as if John had a sister. "John?" she
wondered.

"It's me," John nodded.

"What happened to you?" Ann asked disturbed.

"The ship only allows gay couples, so I put on your clothes and made us
both women," John explained.

"You became a woman, so I would change back?" Ann questioned.

John nodded. Ann was beside herself in confusion. "How did you know
this would happen?" she asked.

"One of the cleaners told me," John said. "I figured it was worth a
try."

"But John, everything you have worked for. You're no longer a man," Ann
said upset.

"It was either you or me," John said.

"Then it should have been me," Ann said teary-eyed. "How can I live with
this knowing that you sacrificed so much for me, and I have given you
nothing in return?"

John smiled with her new smile. "Maybe not," she said touching Ann's
stomach through the shirt. Ann stared at John realizing what she meant.
They had unprotected sex a mere few days ago. Ann grabbed John and
kissed her on the mouth. She didn't know why she did it. It had been
instantaneous. She had never considered being with a woman before and
now she was kissing one.

John kissed Ann back relieved that she still loved women. Of course,
they were a Lesbian couple now. She felt aroused kissing Ann but in a
different way than before. She didn't feel her cock becoming erect like
before. Instead, it was something internal within her very being.

"I can't call you John anymore," Ann said caressing her face.

"Call me...Joan," Joan suggested.

"Yes, that works. I love you, Joan," Ann said kissing her partner again.

Joan broke the kiss and started taking Ann's clothes off. "You okay
with this?" Joan asked hopefully.

"Yes, I want you," Ann said adamantly.

Joan took off Ann's suit jacket and unbuttoned the shirt with renewed
confidence. Ann had never shown any Lesbian tendencies before but now
everything had changed. Ann kicked off the loose shoes and pulled her
pants down from her hips. Ann was braless under her shirt and had also
decided not to wear underwear. Joan and Ann were now naked in front of
each other.

"You look so hot," Joan complimented.

Ann couldn't help but compare her breast size with Joan. Had turning
almost into a man reduced her breast size or did Joan just have a good
set of genes? Ann tested Joan's breasts massaging them and touching her
nipples. "Feels different than before, doesn't it?" Ann smiled.

"Completely different," Joan admitted.

"I am going to suck on your nipples the same way you sucked mine," Ann
said seductively.

Joan backed up and fell on the bed with Ann on top of her. Ann moved
her thigh, so it rubbed against Joan's clit and sucked on her nipples.
"We're going to be mothers, you and I. We're going to nurse the baby
together," Ann whispered as she sucked on Joan's nipple.

Joan closed her eyes as images of women pressing their breasts together
entered her mind. Deeper still, she imagined herself nursing a newborn
baby. She had never thought she would ever be in such a position in her
life. She imagined herself taking turns nursing the baby with Ann next
to her.

Ann positioned herself on top of Joan rubbing her clit against Joan's.
As she breathed heavily from eroticism, she remembered her teenage
years. Had she not always had a crush on some of the girls in her
class? When everyone went to shower after gym class had she not been
memorized by their figures? She recalled her best friend in high school
and how one day they had experimented with a kiss. How she loved that
girl. Ann then recalled making out with her college roommate but she
never had sex with a woman until Joan came along. Had she not been a
Lesbian since the beginning? She couldn't comprehend ever having a desire
for men. Ann knew the magic was changing her mind, but she didn't care
to fight it.

The two rubbed each other lovingly kissing the entire time until Ann
lowered herself down to Joan's vaginal entrance. She had never done
this to another woman, but she somehow knew what to do. She licked and
kissed Joan's clit getting an immediate reaction. Joan tensed up and
bucked her hips in response. Ann continued to lick at Joan causing the
other woman to squirm on the bed.

"Wow, that feels so good," Joan said barely able to stay still.

Encouraged, Ann placed her tongue deeper inside her. Joan felt intense
pleasure with each touch. This was so much better than getting her cock
sucked. If she knew it felt this good, she would have offered to have
done it more often. But there would be plenty of time to make up for
it. Joan moaned feminine gasps and became aroused by the sound of her
new feminine voice. Finally, it became too much and Joan tensed up as
she felt her first female orgasm. She cried out letting it all out.

"How was it?" Ann asked.

"Intense," Joan said breathing heavily.

"It was my first time," Ann smiled.

"You did well," Joan complimented.

Ann suddenly remembered a foreign memory that had materialized in her
mind. "I'll be right back," she said walking over to her suitcase. As
she remembered, the dildo was inside one of the suitcase pockets. She
took the peach-colored dildo and strap and brought it over to Joan.

"Before we become total Lesbians, can you fuck me like we used to?" Ann
asked.

Joan looked at her crotch and then at the strap on. "Sure," Joan
agreed.

Ann positioned herself on the bed while Joan put the strapon on her
hips. Tightly in place, Joan slowly pushed the dildo inside Ann's
vagina entrance. Unlike before, she was ready to receive it, and Joan
was able to move in all the way. "How does it feel?" Joan asked.

"It's different. How erotic it feels to see and feel your new body
while having that inside me," Ann gasped.

"Well, I am not going to stop until you have an orgasm, alright," Joan
smiled.

Ann nodded excitedly in anticipation. With a dildo, there was no worry
that Joan would get soft or have premature ejaculation. They could
just keep going and going without end. Joan began her thrusts
remembering what it was like to have sex as a man. This time their
weight and size were equal. The two changed positions and rolled around
with Ann occasionally on top. Joan then discovered that if she thrust
the right way she could rub her clit as well with the dildo. The two
women moaned and cried out not caring who heard them.

***

In the next room, two women in formal dresses had just come back from
dinner. They were in their mid-forties enjoying a twenty-year
anniversary together. The two of them then listened intently as they
heard a sound coming from the wall.

"What is it?" one of them asked.

The other woman smiled as she could hear Joan and Ann's lovemaking
remembering the time when she first met her partner. She kissed her
partner unexpectedly. "What was that for?" the other asked.

"Let's get out of here and go to the club," she smiled.

***

Joan and Ann's hair went wild, their breasts shook with each movement,
and their bodies were sweating from effort. Ann finally clenched up as
she felt an orgasm go through her. Joan relaxed tired from the
exertion. "You want to call it a night?" Joan asked with a smile.

"No way," Ann objected recovering from her orgasm. "You've fucked me
every time until this point. Now, I am going to return the favor."

Joan raised her eyebrows as she realized what Ann was planning to do.
She didn't know if she was ready to be penetrated for the first time.
Ann clumsily placed the dildo strap around her waist and then got near
Joan who was lying on her back.

"Help me guide it in," Ann asked sheepishly.

"I just got it an hour ago," Joan reminded her.

"Okay. I'll feel around," Ann said and pressed the dildo in the general
area.

Joan moaned as Ann rubbed her vaginal entrance. Ann found the entrance
and tried to keep herself steady. Leaning forward, she moved her hips
slightly forward entered Joan for the first time. Ann slowly and
cautiously pressed forward until the entire dildo length was inside.

"Wow, that feels good," Joan commented.

"This is so weird. I don't know how fast or how strong to go," Ann said
uncertain.

"It's okay. We have time," Joan smiled.

Ann moved her hips thrusting inside Joan a couple of times as she got used
to the positioning. Joan enjoyed the sensation but wasn't overwhelmed
by it. "Let me see," Joan said placing herself on top without having
the dildo come out.

Joan put her hands on Ann's hips and moved her own up and down on the
dildo. The muscles in her legs burned a little as she aggressively
moved. Joan quickened her speed and looked up at the ceiling. Her hair
was all over the place moving up and down with each thrust. She
instinctively touched her breasts rubbing and squeezing her nipples.
Ann merely watched aroused and excited by Joan's attempt to bring
herself to an orgasm. Joan felt the orgasm was coming but her legs and
hips burned with the muscular effort.

"Just a little more," she said to herself.

The hard work paid off as the orgasm hit her. Joan suddenly stopped
moving as she felt her vagina pulse with pleasure. Joan gasped for
breath as felt exhausted. She collapsed on Ann and the two started
kissing with occasional giggles and laughs at their new situation.

"Will you still be my wife?" Joan asked in between kisses.

"Only if you will be mine," Ann replied.

***

The next morning, Joan and Ann were spread out on the bed completely
nude. Ann awoke and did a double-take as she saw another naked woman.
"Oh yeah, last night," she smiled.

Ann looked around and saw that the room was a mess with clothes all over
the place. She decided to let Joan sleep as she entered the shower. As
the water poured over her, Ann thought about how she would plan their
wedding. She giggled at the prospect of having two wedding dresses and
two sets of brides' maids. Maybe they would just keep it simple and
private. Her thoughts were interrupted as Joan entered the shower with
her.

"John...I mean, Joan," Ann said surprised.

"You weren't going to shower without me were you," Joan smiled at her.

The shower was a bit small for two people forcing their breasts
together. "I don't think you know how to shower like a real woman,
Joan," Ann said seductively.

"Show me," Joan smirked.

***

Thirty minutes later, a thrilled Ann and Joan exited the bathroom and
then heard a knock on the door. "I should answer it," Ann said going
for the door. She was going to have trouble explaining why John was
mysteriously missing.

She opened the door to find two awkwardly dressed young men. "Can I
help you?" Ann asked politely.

"We were sent by the front desk to this room number. They said you
might be interested in a trade," one of them said sheepishly.

"What kind of trade?" Ann asked suspiciously.

"Clothes basically. They said you had some extra suits, pants, t-
shirts, and shoes you wouldn't need," he said.

"Uh-huh, in exchange for what?" Ann asked playing along.

"We have a collection of women's clothes. We got dresses...bras...the whole
package deal," he said embarrassed.

"And how did you come by these clothes?" Ann smiled.

Joan entered the picture wearing her bathrobe. The men in front of her
didn't seem to care about her feminine figure, wet hair, and how she was
brushing her teeth like a flirt. "Just make the trade, so we can go to
breakfast," Joan said impatiently.

"Okay, bring it over," Ann allowed. It wouldn't be her clothes that
were being traded anyway.

***

After the trade, Joan was dressed in new female clothes ready for
action. Joan and Ann ventured around the Bahamas enjoying the beaches,
the hotels, and the shops. As it reached the afternoon, Ann and Joan were
still in their bathing suits on the beach. The two were receiving
positive male attention throughout the day. All were oblivious that
they were together.

"How are you feeling?" Ann asked

"I feel exposed actually. Like everyone can see everything," Joan said
feeling weird in a bikini.

"I think you'll like it," Ann assured her. "Do you think maybe...," Ann
asked as some guys checked them out.

"No way," Joan shook her head.

"Not even once," Ann chided.

"I would have to be really drunk," Joan chuckled.

Ann didn't care who might see. She kissed Joan on the lips. Without
thinking, Joan kissed Ann back. "Let's get back to the ship."

***

Ann and Joan got ready for the formal dinner. Joan needed help with her
hair, make-up, and even how to put the dress on. "Is all this really
necessary?" Joan asked.

"Yes," Ann told her for the hundredth time.

Ann gave Joan a look over and then grabbed her purse. The room keys had
somehow changed to reflect Joan's new name. The two walked slowly
towards the dining hall with Joan having trouble walking in high heels.
As they approached the stairs, they were amazed to see people lined up
on either side all smiling at them. The two awkwardly walked towards
the stairs and saw that the next floor also contained a large crowd of
people looking down at them.

"Go on," the room cleaner encouraged.

The two went up the stairs going only halfway up. Joan and Ann looked
at each smiling wondering what was going on. The crowd on both floors
suddenly started clapping for them with the captain being the last. The
two women looked at the orchestrated effort in awe. "This is for us,"
Ann realized.

Joan kissed Ann in front of everyone and the applause only became
louder.

The Black Ring

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

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  • Title Page

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  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

My name is Jack and I have a mental illness. I am not ashamed to say it. It was something I was born with. The closest diagnosis anyone has made is schizophrenia, but I don’t fit all the symptoms of it. Some call it dissociative disorder. My condition is super-rare and unique to anyone else. I don’t suffer from it either. In fact, in many ways, I am blessed by it.

The Black Ring


By TGFictionStv


(This story involves mental fantasy. Schizophrenia, Dissociative Disorder, Hallucinations, and False Memories are all real disorders. Individuals who suffer from these disorders should be treated with respect and encouraged to get treatment)

TG Themes: 

  • Identity Crisis

TG Elements: 

  • Surgery

The Black Ring I

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  • TGFictionStv

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  • CAUTION: Language

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  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 17,500 < Novella < 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Identity Crisis

TG Elements: 

  • Surgery

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The Black Ring
(This story involves mental fantasy. Schizophrenia, Dissociative Disorder, Hallucinations, and False Memories are all real disorders. Individuals who suffer from these disorders should be treated with respect and encouraged to get treatment)

My name is Jack and I have a mental illness. I am not ashamed to say it. It was something I was born with. The closest diagnosis anyone has made is schizophrenia, but I don’t fit all the symptoms of it. Some call it dissociative disorder. My condition is super-rare and unique to anyone else. I don’t suffer from it either. In fact, in many ways, I am blessed by it.

“Don’t you agree?” I asked Jill.

“Yeah, sure,” she said giving me a mocking expression.

I’m a college freshman just out of high school and living on my own. Some would say my parents are ridiculously irresponsible for letting me go but my condition is very benign. I’m one of the best students in my high school class. It helps when you have two minds instead of one.

I’m slender and fairly ordinary by appearances. I have dirty blond hair, brown eyes, and pale complexion. Jill is the same way although obviously female. On an ordinary day, I wake up and brush my teeth. I make sure to keep all my teeth perfectly white.

“You missed a spot,” Jill reminded me.

“Thanks,” I muttered as I went over a forgotten tooth. Afterward, I would drink a cup of Listerine and then spit it out in the sink. I have never had a cavity or dental issue.

Then I would shave using a non-alcoholic shaving cream so my skin wouldn’t dry out. I carefully shaved so as to not cut myself. “You missed a spot here and there,” Jill pointed out.

“Thank you, Jill,” I said as I got the rogue hairs.

“Where would you be without me?” Jill asked condescendingly.

“Perhaps, I miss these things because of you. Ever think of that?” I shot back.

“Yeah right,” she said dismissively.

You might be thinking at this moment that Jill is my girlfriend and that we live together in the same apartment. No such luck. Jill is a mental projection, an alternative personality, a figment of my mind. I can see her in the mirror, like some movie cliché, but I can also see her in front of me. When she talks to me, only I can hear her. If I want to talk to her, I have to say it out loud. That’s how it works. As for her clothes, they’re typically the same clothes I last remember her wearing.

You see, I utilize two closets. One closest is for all my male clothing and the second closet is for Jill that contains all female clothes. We make sure that our clothes don’t mix and that we do our own laundry. Easier said than done though. I occasionally have to pick up bras and panties off the floor and put them in her laundry bag. Does any of this make sense?

We all have to sleep or we have those moments when we just doze off or take naps. I do that too and when I do, that’s when Jill takes over. She’s an expert in clothes, make-up, and feminization. She can make me look like a girl perfectly. She even talks like a girl too. It’s amazing the vocal range a person can perform if they work on it. When I’m asleep, she goes out and has fun at the clubs. She’s more social than I am. Does she date men? Sure, she started dating and flirting with boys as early as our teenage years. She always did it when she was dressed as a girl, but she was always careful not to have sex with them.

Does that make me gay? By no means. I find girls attractive and unlike Jill, I have had sex a few times. When Jill is in control, I don’t remember a thing. Occasionally, Jill pops into my head when I am in control but never the other way around. Good thing because if I actually had to see her flirting with men, I would probably vomit in my mouth. It has something to do with me being the dominant personality or something.

Jill turned the other way as I changed into my jeans and t-shirt for school. Jill was generally supportive making sure I didn’t forget anything in my backpack. I got into my car and drove to the university. When I first learned to drive it was positively nerve-wracking. Jill was always second-guessing me and freaking out over little things. I received all the driving courses while Jill did not. Somehow, my experience and skill went over to her. It’s complicated. I don’t know how it works.

***

I went to my lecture class and tried to be attentive. I always sat in the back where there were plenty of other seats around me. Jill sat in the seat next to me and acted as if she were attentive. How can I see two different perspectives at once? Other people have told me that my eyes dart all over the place as if I were ADHD. If I didn’t catch an important detail, Jill might. It’s not a perfect system where I can remember every single detail when someone is talking. I do write with both my right and left hand occasionally writing with both hands at the same time. My right hand writes in my own normal handwriting while my left hand has a more feminine neat style. In the beginning, it would end up being a mess where my notes would overlap hers. We then established a system where I would write on one page, and she would write on the other.

“Wow, that was boring,” Jill remarked after the lecture was over.

“Yep,” I agreed and closed my notebooks.

I tried to not talk out loud as much as possible for fear of someone realizing my condition. I went to the school cafeteria and ordered a cheeseburger and fries. Jill naturally followed wherever I went. She gave me a dirty look as I ate the cheeseburger. “You’re going to make us look fat,” she said flatly.

“I’ll go to the gym,” I said softly.

The cheeseburger didn’t really matter in the scheme of things. I burned more calories than the average person because my body never slept even if my mind did. To avoid talking to myself, I developed a trick whereby I would write in my notebook, she would see it and then reply. To the outside observer, it was just a guy writing in his notebook for an hour while eating lunch.

“She looks hawt,” I wrote.

Jill automatically knew who I meant because I knew. “She has a horse-looking face,” Jill said.
I sighed.

“You don’t want me to get laid, do you?” I accused.

“I don’t care as long as I don’t have to see or experience it,” she said. “You better use a condom, because I don’t want to have to deal with kids. At least, if I have sex pregnancy isn’t a possibility.”

“I don’t even want to think about that,” I wrote.

“It’s going to happen eventually. I’m not just going to stay a virgin my whole life,” Jill insisted.

“It’s not even real sex. A man is putting his cock in your butt,” I wrote rudely.

“It’s more than that. It’s having a man on top of me, kissing me, squeezing my nipples, penetrating me while I have my legs on his shoulders. All that raw power overwhelming me,” Jill said erotically.

I shook my head trying to avoid the mental image.

***

After lunch, I headed off to the gym. In the locker room, Jill gave amusing expressions as she saw other men change. As I changed, the mental projection of Jill also changed. She was now wearing gym clothes.

I generally didn’t work out my upper body for Jill’s sake. If I became athletically fit, it would become more-and-more difficult for Jill to hide it when she cross-dressed. Instead, I worked on my cardio and keeping thin. Did I shave my legs? No, although there was a brief time when I experimented with it and used swimming as an excuse. It was a horrible experience that I dared not repeat. Jill and I made an agreement that she was not to try it when she was in control. She never showed her legs when she dressed up always preferring to wear pants or a long dress that went to her ankles.

At the end of the day, I drove home and felt fatigue set in. Unlike most people, I tend to get sleepy after twelve hours. There’s a slight transition as my mind shifts from myself to Jill. So, it’s not like I feel comfortable driving completely sleep deprived.

I drove to my apartment’s parking lot and entered inside. “Sup?” my roommate said as I entered. My roommate, Nick, was an Asian nerd studying mechanical engineering. Jill and I chose him as a roommate for several reasons. He wasn’t popular enough around school to start spreading gossip about our condition. Since he was socially awkward himself, it wasn’t likely he would notice our weirdness. We were both very certain he was gay, and Jill didn’t find him attractive at all. He also stayed in his room a lot of the time. He was the perfect roommate.

“Good first day,” I said. “Oh, if you knock on my door and I don’t open it immediately, it’s because I’m a heavy sleeper,” I said.

“Alright, good to know,” Nick replied.

In reality, if Nick ever did knock on the door Jill would need sufficient enough time to change clothes to appear as myself. I went to my room and then entered my own bathroom. I generally did not shower with other guys. It was too torturous for Jill. So much desire denied all at once for her. I entered the shower and saw Jill join me. How did I see her? Sometimes, I don’t know myself. A clone of myself? A sister? A lover? Has anyone had a sexual fantasy of making love to themselves or was it just me? Was it incest or merely masturbation? When I was a young teenager, I didn’t have these projections. My fantasy was with an older woman like an actress or supermodel. As I got older, I wanted someone my same age. Presumably, as I become old I will want someone much younger.

One day I recalled, I was stroking my cock in the shower when my hands were replaced with Jill’s feminine hands. She stroked me off until I came. It was the quickest and most powerful sexual high I had ever had up to that point.

This particular time, I stroked my cock as I thought about an actress I had seen in a movie. At the same time I stroked my cock, she would touch her clit with her thumb. I could hear her moan softly even though in all reality, she wasn’t even there.

“Jack, cum inside your dream girl,” she said softly to me.

“I’m trying,” I said as I rubbed faster.

“That’s it. Stroke it harder. You got this,” she said encouragingly.

Finally, I came in the shower and breathed heavily from the effort. A few quick moments and then I felt nothing as usual. Was I fucked up? Probably. I looked for Jill, but she was already gone. I cleaned myself up and then dried myself. I walked over to my cabinet while Jill waited patiently on the bed. She was already dressed in the same blue pajamas I was planning to wear.

I put the pajamas on and didn’t bother turning the lights off. I went to the bed and fell asleep exhausted. It was only 6 p.m. “Sleep tight,” Jill said as I dozed off.

***

I woke up at 6 a.m. in my bed and went to the bathroom to check myself in the mirror. No lipstick this time. I brushed my teeth and shaved as usual. I then looked at my computer and saw that my written notes had been typed out in word documents.

“Do I get a thank you?” Jill asked me.

“Thank you, Jill,” I said.

I always had good manners when it came to myself. I sat down at my laptop and read over the notes for my classes. I then noticed a movie had been playing. I instantly knew what the movie was and its contents.

“What did you think?” I asked her.

“It was okay,” she said uncommitted. “The action was good but the story sucked.”

I nodded. Jill was generally a good critic. There was a book half-finished on my desk. I instantly started to remember what the book was about. It happened to be a romance novel. I didn’t buy it, so I assumed Jill had.

“I think we should have a talk,” Jill said seriously.

“About what?” I asked knowing what it would be about.

“I want a boyfriend, if only for one date,” she said.

“What’s the point?” I asked.

“What’s the point in you getting laid?” she asked.

“This is a male body, and I am a heterosexual male. Likely, we will be married to a woman and have children with her,” I said bluntly.

She seemed frustrated by that prospect. “My future wife isn’t going to want me cross-dressing and having affairs with men,” I added.

“So, you should allow me to have those affairs now while I still can,” she said.

“You’ll just have deeper regret when I do get married. I’m just being practical,” I said.

“Well, this is college, right? Maybe I can experiment with the same sex,” Jill smirked.

“I like it. Take pics,” I agreed.

***

A few weeks went by and midterms came up. My mind was razor-sharp especially with Jill at my side. As usual, I reserved a seat for Jill in the back. When someone did take the seat, Jill would end up on the steps which she hated. As I took the midterm, Jill and I worked together to write as much information as I could. My pencil kept going for the entire hour without stopping. The student next to me noticed that I was using both my right and left hand at the same time as I wrote. At the end of the period, I had written a book on the subject. Feeling good about myself, I turned it in.

A few days later, my TA asked that I speak with her about the midterm after class. “I graded your midterm and it is by far the best in the class. However, there is just one problem I wanted to talk with you about,” the TA said.

“Oh?” I asked confused.

“The way you write suggests someone may have helped you,” the TA said. “Your midterm has two handwriting styles,” the TA said showing me the difference in writing.

“We are so fucked! We’re going to be expelled,” Jill said fearfully.

I ignored her hysterics. “That’s because that page is written with my right hand and this page is written by my left hand,” I said simply.

“You’re ambidextrous?” she clarified.

“Right,” I said sighing with relief.

“Could you demonstrate it for me?” she asked.

I took out a notebook and took out two pens. “I need a prompt,” I muttered. I then saw a motivational poster in the room and remembered the slogan. I then put pen to paper and wrote down the slogan on both pieces of paper at the same time with both hands. The TA looked at my writing amazed.
“Impressive,” she said. “That’s all I needed to know from you. It’s an “A”,” she said.

“Oh? You’re not curious as to how I can do this?” I asked.

“No, I respect student privacy,” she said.

“Tell her. It will be so cool,” Jill said excitedly.

I resisted Jill’s immaturity. “Thank you,” I said politely to the TA and left the building.

***

As I went to the parking lot, there must have been a spring to my step. I was in a good mood despite Jill being a little annoying. “You could have asked her out,” Jill said.

“That would have been unprofessional,” I told her.

“I’m just trying to help you out,” Jill said.

“Message received and deleted,” I told her.

She started staring at some of the guys entering the gym. “One of us needs to get laid,” she said.

I knew she had needs, but I wasn’t going to entertain them. Sex with men would potentially ruin my reputation and subject me to diseases. I could also get my ass kicked by a potential boyfriend. It was out of the question. There was no way a penis was going to be in my mouth or in my ass.

“There’s more to it than just fucking. There’s kissing, touching, and dancing,” she told me.

“It always leads to fucking,” I told her.

“What’s so wrong about being bisexual. It’s not a big deal anymore,” she told me.

“Why can’t you be a Lesbian and make everything easier for me?” I asked her.

“Even if I was, she would figure it out eventually. Women aren’t interested in a man that acts like a female,” she said.

I went to the gym and did my normal routine. One of the girls at the gym caught my eye. “Do we know her from somewhere?” I whispered to Jill.

“She’s in your class, idiot,” she mocked.

“What’s her name?” I asked Jill.

“How should I know?” she asked me.

The young woman was Hispanic, tan-skinned, dark hair and eyes, and had a good figure. I instantly felt attracted to her. “Find out,” I ordered Jill.

***

I woke up in my pajamas and found Jill sitting in my chair. “Her name is Maria,” she said.

“Thank you, Jill,” I said.

“So, you want to fuck her?” Jill asked bluntly.

“I might…,” I began as I brushed my teeth. “Want a relationship with her,” I concluded.

“I saved all the pictures of her I thought were sexy and put them in a folder for you,” she said.

“Creepy and unnecessary, Jill. But thank you,” I said.

“Let’s make a deal. I get you this girl, and you let me go out at night,” Jill said.

I gave Jill an uncertain look wondering what she was up to. “Deal.”

***

In class, the midterms were handed back and the professor pointed me out for being a good student. I was red in the face. I didn’t like the attention. Jill seemed to be enjoying it though. As it happened, I saw Maria in the front row.

“Don’t you dare start sitting in the front row,” Jill warned me.

Once class was over, I was one of the last to leave. As it happened, Maria came to me. She was embarrassed and nervous. “Professor thinks you’re a genius,” she said flirtingly.

“I just don’t sleep is all,” I said. It was partly true.

“I wondered if we could be study partners. It would be the four of us,” she said.

I was slightly disappointed. I would rather have had it be just the two of us or three of us counting Jill. “Sure,” I said.

“Cool, does seven work for you?” she asked.

“No problem,” I told her.

Once Maria was gone, Jill told me the obvious. “This fucks up our sleep schedule,” she hissed.

“I know,” I said softly.

***

I woke up the next morning expecting the worst. “So, how did it go?” I asked Jill.

“She’s sweet but kind of dumb,” Jill said.

“Everyone is dumb compared to us,” I told her.

She shrugged. “Did anything eventful happen?” I asked her.

“Not really, but I can tell she’s focused more on you than anyone else,” she said.

“I have to know for myself,” I said.

“Yeah, fuck me then,” Jill said disappointed.

“It’s not going to be every night,” I told her.

“I want out tonight,” she demanded.

“Fine, whatever,” I relented.

***

My name is Jill, and I am going to go out, tonight! I am so thrilled. I stripped down and started working on my face with make-up. After thirty minutes, I looked great. No one would be able to tell I was male. I wasn’t the type to put an excessive amount of make-up. Just enough to get the job done. I then put on my favorite blond wig and made sure it looked natural all around. I tried to convince Jack that having longer hair could still look masculine. He, of course, refused. I could grow out my hair for months only to have him get a haircut suddenly.

I then tucked my cock and balls in panties specially designed for transsexuals. I would never have to worry about an erection. I placed prosthetic breasts on my chest and then kept them in place with a bra. I had to make sure my breasts didn’t look uneven or unnatural. I then put on women’s jeans and a t-shirt. I wasn’t confident enough to try a dress or skirt just yet. Lastly, I put on some tennis shoes. I was a college girl. I didn’t have to look like I was going to prom.

Which reminded me of when I did go to prom. Jack agreed I could go to prom at some other school and be some guy’s date as long as I didn’t have sex with him. My parents even allowed it which was the astonishing part. I ended up kissing him but that was it. Jack was so relieved I didn’t do anything stupid. In appreciation, I didn’t mind when he fucked some girl in his class a few weeks later. I even helped seal the deal.

You see, we aren’t in competition with each other. We have this symbiotic relationship. Even though we get twice the drama, we also get twice as much done in the same amount of time. Confident in my looks, my next mission was to escape the apartment without being detected by Nick. Honestly, the easiest way for me to get fucked by a man would be Nick. He was totally gay. However, that would cause a hell storm of drama with Jack.

I looked around and made sure he wasn’t in the living room or kitchen. I then quickly made my way out of the apartment and towards Jack’s car. Driving was a risky business. My driver’s license had Jake’s name and his face on it. If I got pulled over, it would be awkward to say the least. As usual, I decided to risk it and went to a club in town. Did they check my ID? No, I was a hot chick.

I ordered a drink using cash and just enjoyed the atmosphere. I hadn’t been able to do this in some time. Sure, I could do this as “Jack” but I always felt like his body wasn’t mine. “Hi, Miss. Mind if I buy you a drink,” a college man asked me.

He was taller than me by several inches, a good body build, and a great smile. I was instantly attracted to him. “Only if you dance with me first,” I smiled back. My voice was perfectly feminine after years of practice.

“Sure,” he agreed.

I went to the dance floor and had some fun with him. Jack would never dance. He was too self-conscious. He couldn’t loosen up. There was also this masculine performance issue. Men had to prove themselves to women to get laid. I didn’t have to do anything but let men come to me. My partner placed his hands on my hips and occasionally rubbed my butt. I enjoyed it and in return, I put my hands around his neck. We danced for a bit and then he gave me a drink. We danced some more and then we hung out until I felt sober enough to drive back home.

“Thanks, Chris. I had a wonderful time,” I said and then kissed him.

“Can I get your number?” he asked.

That was a tricky business. Fortunately, my parents were understandable enough to give me two phones with two phone numbers. I gave him mine and saved his. I went back to my car and thought about Chris. I had a sudden sexual need to rub one out real fast. My cock was still constrained and it was almost painful. No doubt Chris would jack off to a picture of me. Was it wrong for me to know, expect, and accept this reality?

I went home and entered the apartment. If Nick saw me, I could always claim I was his sister who would naturally have a spare key. However, he wasn’t around, and I discreetly went back to my room. Jack and I had chosen our roommate well.

I didn’t immediately undress once I was in my room. I loved looking like a woman. The psychiatrists tried to explain that I was Jack’s feminine side and that I wasn’t really real. I told them to fuck off. I knew that someday Jack would get married and become a father. Would I continue to exist or just fade away? In some regards, I felt like a cancer patient that was enjoying their last several months before the end. As Jack got older, it would become more-and-more difficult to cross dress. I would be a gay man with a woman’s mind.

With the reminder of my time, I studied for class, took notes, read a book, and finally put my clothes away. I took the make-up off my face and then got into pajamas.

***

My name is Jack and apparently Jill had her fun tonight. I checked her phone and saw that she added “Chris” to her phone list. I then looked at a number of selfies and saw someone who was probably Chris in the background. Was it wrong for me to spy on my own self?

“I didn’t fuck him if that’s what you’re asking,” Jill said.

“Much appreciated, Jill,” I replied.

“Does it bother you that I got the first kiss in a new town?” she asked.

“Nope,” I replied.

“And why is that?” she asked.

“Women don’t have to do anything to get a kiss from a guy. It’s no accomplishment,” I said.

“That may be, but it is an accomplishment if the guy is good-looking,” she said.

“I wouldn’t know,” I told her.

“You don’t feel anything for him at all?” she questioned.

“No, I would probably have his build too if I didn’t have you to concern with,” I said honestly.

“That’s fucked up,” she said annoyed.

“I sacrifice a lot for you,” I reminded her.

“Oh, and do you consider my sacrifices? I look and dress like a boy with few exceptions,” she said.

“I didn’t ask for this situation,” I said.

“Maybe…we were once twins in the womb and my body died, so I am your twin sister’s spirit in your body,” she said.

“There’s no evidence of that,” I refuted. “We didn’t have a twin, and you are not a ghost.”

“So, what’s our goal?” Jill asked.

“We get Maria in this bed,” I said resolved.

“And why should I help you?” Jill asked rhetorically.

“If I get a girlfriend, you get a new best friend,” I said to her.

“Let’s get her,” Jill agreed.

***

I went to class but this time Maria was in the back row a few seats from me. I decided to act disinterested and went to my normal seat with Jill next to me. After class, I went to the study room and intentionally dozed off for a moment.

I awoke in the library drooling over some book. I looked around and was pleased Jill took the time to study in the library. I put my books away and went to my “study session.” We discussed the material and readings and then I intentionally took my time putting my books away.

“You’re really smart. Do you do anything but study?” Maria asked me.

“Well, yes, occasionally my alter-ego dresses me up like a girl and kisses guys she’s just met,” I felt like saying.

“I would like to get out more, but I don’t know anyone here in town yet,” I said.

“Well, I could join you,” she said nervously.

“How about bowling?” I suggested.

“So lame,” Jill said to me.

“Bowling is great,” she agreed.

We settled on an evening date for bowling which would piss off Jill no doubt. She said as much. Once she was gone, I took out a notebook and wrote to Jill. “I am gaining her trust,” I said.

“How slow do you want to take this?” she asked me.

“If I try too hard, I might miss her altogether,” I told her.

***

Since I skipped gym in the afternoon, I decided to go in the evening. The gym was open until 10 p.m. I did my normal routine but Jill started freaking out. “He’s here. Chris is here. He’s going to spot us!” she said.

“Not if you did your job,” I spat at her.

Chris was indeed in the gym. I recognized his face from Jill’s phone. He was working with weights and was totally oblivious to me. I decided to ignore him and went back home.

In the shower, I thought about Maria’s sexy body. “You’re thinking about Maria, aren’t you?” Jill teased.

“Fuck off,” I told her as I stroked my cock.

“What if she says no?” Jill asked.

“That would make her a tease,” I muttered.

“Maybe, she’s just using you,” Jill said.

“I want to be used. Go ahead and use me,” I said.

“Did you know, I let Chris touch our butt,” Jill said.

“Fuck it,” I said exiting the shower.

“What did I do?” Jill asked innocently.

“You can be such a bitch sometimes,” I said after drying off and getting dressed.

“I’m sorry,” Jill said apologetically.

“I need homework and studying complete by tomorrow morning,” I told her.

“Yes, Sir,” she said giving me a mock salute.

***

Jill and I coordinated our sleep schedule so that I would be in control during the bowling outing. Maria was inexperienced and frankly terrible at bowling. This gave me the opportunity to “instruct” her. Jill continually rolled her eyes as I helped Maria with her grip.

“This is so dumb,” Jill remarked.

Even with my tips, Maria was still doing badly often getting gutter balls. I could totally kick her ass but that wouldn’t get me laid. I did poorly in the first game to make her feel better. The second game, I worked to impress her by throwing several strikes. To distract her from the loss, I gave her a bunch of quarters for the arcade games.

There was one particular arcade game that I was very good at. The game had two pistols for two players. Maria and I shot at aliens but eventually, Maria lost as expected. “I suck at this,” she admitted.

“It’s alright. I wasn’t good at first either,” I said and put more quarters in the machine. “Watch this.”
With both hands, I fired on the aliens with perfect aim. My hand-eye coordination was perfect with both hands. I won a challenging level perfectly. After the game was over, I took back control of my left arm from Jill.

“You have really good reflexes,” Maria complimented.

“I got some other skills,” I smiled.

“You’re going too fast,” Jill warned me.

I wanted to tell her to shut up but couldn’t in front of Maria. “You want to go out? To a club,” I asked her.

“Can we get in?” she asked uncertainly.

“Sure,” I said confidently.

***

I drove her to the club and managed to get inside without anyone asking for our IDs. I hadn’t actually been to the club before as myself, so I had to rely on Jill to know the layout and drink menus. She spoke to me as I approached the bar. I got a beer and then ordered Jill’s favorite drink for Maria. As I got my drinks, I bumped into a guy.

“Sorry about that,” he said politely.

“It’s Chris,” Jill said freaked out.

“No problem,” I said keeping my cool.

“Have I seen you before. I’m feeling the weirdest sense of deja vu,” he smiled friendly.

“We go to the same gym,” I answered.

“Sure,” he said thoughtfully. “I thought I recognized you from somewhere.”

I nodded and walked away from him. It was the closest I had ever been to being “caught” per se. I walked over to Maria and gave her a drink. She seemed to enjoy it. We always had good tastes in drinks.

“Want to dance?” Maria asked as we finished our drinks.

“I’m not really the type,” I said nervously.

“It’s alright,” she said.

“I’ll be right back,” I said and then walked into the bathroom. I picked out a stall and sat down on the toilet.

“You can take over now,” I said as I prepared to doze off.

“This is such bullshit,” she said displeased.

***

I woke up in my own bed wearing the same clothes I wore at the club. I looked over the rest of the bed half-expecting a naked Maria. No such luck. “You’re gross,” Jill said.

I shrugged. “How did it go?” I asked.

“Fine. We danced for two hours and then I took her home. She couldn’t tell the difference,” she said.

“Anything else?” I asked.

“I...kissed her goodnight,” Jill said embarrassed.

“Ha!” I said clapping my hands. I would make Jill a Lesbian yet.

“It was on the cheek and it was awkward,” Jill said.

“Good job, Jill,” I complimented.

“I’ll get you back for this,” she threatened.

***

My name is Jill, and I’m going to get Jack back for what he did to me at the club. I went down stairs and found Nick in the kitchen. I was still wearing Jack’s masculine clothing. “Hi, how’s it going?” he asked awkwardly.

“Good,” I said using Jack’s voice. “What you cooking there?” I asked curiously.

“Just a dish that reminded me of my family’s cooking,” he said.

“Can I help?” I asked.

“Sure,” he said delightedly.

So, we worked together on making an Asian cuisine dinner. I could tell that Nick was a little nervous the whole time. We accidentally touched each other on numerous occasions. I knew he wanted me. I could see all the signs. Did I like him? Not really, but I was starving for attention and this was payback for Jack leaving me with Maria.

After dinner, I helped clean the dishes. “That was great. We should do this more often,” I said to him.

“Yeah, sure,” he agreed.

I then got close to him and kissed him on the lips. He didn’t resist me but went along with it. I then massaged his dick through his pants to make my point clear. “Until next time,” I said giving a very stunned Nick a pat on the shoulder and then I went up to my room.

***

My name is Jack and it was like any other morning. I went downstairs and found Nick watching TV. He quickly got up as I went to the door. “That was a great diner last night. Want to do it again, tonight?” he asked in a very feminine obviously gay tone.

It took me half a second to register what he meant. “Maybe, we’ll see,” I said politely.

Before I could stop him, he gave me a kiss on the cheek as I left the apartment. Outside, I rubbed my cheek and went inside my car. Jill was already in the passenger seat. I eyed her suspiciously. “What the fuck, Jill?” I demanded.

“Why do you always blame me?” she protested.

“Obviously, you did something last night to give him a false impression. How many other guys have you done this to?” I said outraged.

“Just him and Chris, but I was in drag when I kissed Chris,” she said defensively.

“Why would you do this? We chose that guy for a reason, remember?” I asked.

“You made me kiss Maria, so you deserve it,” she shot back.

“I didn’t make you do anything,” I argued.

“Oh, so, I was just supposed to let her go without any sign of affection? You would be pissed off if I did that,” she said.

“Okay, you had your fun, alright. No messing with Nick after this,” I ordered.

“That depends. Are you going to have me switch while you have your cock inside Maria?” she asked rudely.

“No, and why would I?” I asked her. “You don’t kiss guys as me, and I won’t put you in a position where you have to kiss a girl: deal?” I asked.

“Deal,” she agreed.

“What’s the big deal anyway? I thought girls like to kiss each other,” I said.

“You watch too much Lesbian porn,” she lectured.

***

My name is Jill, and I am headed to the club. I got myself completely feminized and then went downstairs. I must have been careless because Nick spotted me leaving the apartment. I drove to the club and found Chris there. He must have been a regular.

“I didn’t think I would see you so soon,” Chris smiled at me.

“You come here often?” I asked.

“Only every other weekend,” he said. I checked my watch and realized it was a Saturday night. Sometimes, I lose all sense of time.

I ordered a drink and played hard to get. Chris eventually came over to me. “Want to share a booth?” he asked.

So, we went to a booth and took sips of our drinks. We discussed classes and some life goals. As the night continued, and I became more intoxicated we discussed other issues. “So, I have this twin brother. He’s kind of controlling,” I said obviously tipsy.

“That’s unfortunate. How do your parents feel about this?” he asked.

“They treat me like I don’t exist. It’s like he’s the favorite if you know what I mean,” I said.

“I completely understand. I have an older brother who’s already graduated,” Chris said.

“He’s always telling me who I can hang out with and where I can go,” I continued.

“You have to stand up for yourself. You’re an adult, now,” Chris advised.

“Yeah, I have my life, too,” I agreed.

We talked some more and then I went to my car. I wasn’t stupid even in my intoxicated state. If I got caught by the cops, it would be the most humiliating affair. I sat in my car and then dozed off.

***

My name is Jack, and I am apparently drunk, in drag, and sitting in my car. I guess I should be lucky Jill didn’t put the keys in the ignition and doze off. Just having the keys in the ignition could give me a DUI. I looked at myself in the car mirror and was disturbed by what I saw. It wasn’t the first time I had seen myself in drag. Jill had a number of pictures of herself all dressed up on my computer. Looking at myself in the mirror, I could see a semblance of myself.

I took a gym bag filled with male clothes from the trunk. I always did this as a pre-caution. I took the bag with me back into the club. I avoided eye contact with anyone and went straight for the restroom. I hesitated as I realized my dilemma. If I went into the men’s room and was caught looking like a girl, I would be fucked. If I went into the women’s room and came out looking like a man, I would be even more fucked.

I decided to be methodical in my approach. I went into the women’s room first and changed in one of the stalls. I took the dress off and high heels. I put all my girl clothes in my backpack and then changed into my jeans, t-shirt, and tennis shoes. Once I was done, I still looked like a girl. I walked out of the restroom and went back to my car.

In the safety of my car, I took off the wig, cleaned my face of make-up, and then took off the fake breasts from my chest. It was painful as the adhesive stuck well to my skin. Once I was done, I looked like me again.

I stayed in my car and played on my phone until it died. Once I was confident I could drive again, I went home. It was early morning as I came to the door. As it happened, Nick was still up. “Who was the girl?” he asked suspiciously and I could sense hurt in his voice.

“My sister,” I lied.

“Oh, I see,” he muttered.

I was having a rough night, so you will have to forgive me. “You have something you want to say?” I asked harshly.

“It’s just that you’ve been giving me some mixed signals,” Nick said pathetically.

“Oh Really?” I said wide-eyed. “Nick, I’m pretty chill on the surface but deep down I’m an asshole. Remember that,” I said and then went upstairs.

I closed the door and figured that would be the end of that.

“Was that really necessary?” Jill asked sitting on my chair.

I threw my backpack in her closet. “You’re taking care of that shit,” I told her angrily.

“Look, I’m sorry. I didn’t do anything inappropriate,” she said excusing herself.

“You never leave me in drag. That was the rule!” I yelled at her.

“I am in drag all the time!” she yelled back at me.

“No, girls can wear whatever they want and it doesn’t matter,” I refuted. “This isn’t the Victorian era.”

“It’s not just the clothes. I can’t wear my wig and I can’t wear my breasts,” she argued.

“None of this is necessary. Do you think clothes, a wig, and fake breasts make you female?” I asked.

“I’m warning you. Do not go there,” Jill said.

“All of this is superficial. Fashion trends change all the time. In some cultures, men wear skirts. In some cultures, the men have long hair. In some cultures, men wear make-up just like you do. You like men? So what? Gay men like men. How are you any different from them?” I asked her.

“I want to be a woman,” she said with a determined expression.

“How can you want what you’ve never been?” I asked rhetorically.

“I want to be treated as a woman by others,” she clarified.

“That’s the magic word, isn’t it? You want to be “treated” like a girl just as I have “treated” you like a girl since the beginning. Maybe, I should stop. Maybe, I won’t imagine you as a girl in my head and calling you Jill,” I threatened.

“You going to take away my breasts and give me a cock and balls, Jack? Do you want me to live as a gay man and have everyone in town know it? I’ll be the town slut. I don’t give a fuck. No girl will touch you after they know. When I dress as a woman, no one knows who I am. You should be thanking me,” she said angrily.

“I would rather have you as a gay man than a transvestite freak!” I said finally.

She stared at me as if I had just slapped her. A part of me regretted what I had just said. A part of me didn’t. “Get us through school. I don’t care what the fuck you do,” I said and then turned the lights off as I went to bed.

***

My name is Jill or Jim or Bill or whatever the fuck. I was in a state of confusion and self-loathing. After a brief period of crying, I went downstairs and knocked on Nick’s door. He eventually came to the door after several knocks. He was groggy and confused. “I’m so sorry,” I said and then kissed him passionately.

He didn’t resist me but instead embraced me. I got low on him and pulled down his shorts. I stroked him to get him good and hard and then I started sucking him. He tensed up as I gave him a blowjob. I didn’t know if he had ever received one before this. I didn’t even know if I was any good at it. I didn’t care at this point. I kept going and within a few minutes, he came in my mouth. I quickly swallowed it and then continued knowing his penis would remain super-sensitive for a few seconds longer. He gasped and closed his eyes as I got the last of it.

After I was done, I stood up to face him. He gave me a dazed and confused look on his face. “Let me give you one,” he said gratefully.

“It’s okay, Nick. Let’s keep this our secret,” I said to him and then left his room.

***

My name is Jack and its time for Finals. While initially, I had studied within the group, I later studied with Maria one-on-one. We were both confident we would do well. Jill was essentially gone. In her place was someone who looked and dressed similar to me. Her femininity had successfully been purged but it was a rather hallow victory. She rarely spoke to me socially and acted more like a servant than a friend. The process wasn’t over just yet. A few more victories and I would have a clone of myself desiring the same goals as myself. Play time was over. This was our destiny, to be unified, and to have one purpose.

During my Final, Jill and I worked together writing furiously with both hands. As before, we practically wrote a book on the subject. I turned it in and met with Maria afterward. She was also confident she had done well. At first, I didn’t think she was very smart. Now, it seemed there was potential. A few days later, I had a private meeting with the TA to verify that I had received an “A” in the class. Not only had I scored the highest in the class, but the TA also assured me that my professor would give me a recommendation letter if I ever needed it.

In my room, I scanned all the image files on my computer. I collected all the pictures of Jill dressed as a woman. I deleted them all. I then checked the camera and all the floppy drives. I deleted any and all pictures of her.. I then opened the closet and saw Jill’s collection of clothes. I could destroy it myself. However, that would only solve half the problem.

I turned to Jill who at this point appeared androgynous. “Get rid of it,” I ordered. I then walked into the bathroom and collected all of her feminine hygiene products. “Get rid of these, too,” I ordered.

“Just throw it away?” she asked subdued.

“Or give it away,” I suggested. “It needs to be done today. I have an evening outing with Maria.”

“I understand,” she replied.

“I’m not going to call you Jill anymore. Choose another name,” I ordered.

***

That evening, I checked Jill’s closet and found it empty. I checked the bathroom as well as found nothing of hers. “Satisfied?” she asked.

“Thank you...,” I said and then stopped myself.

I put on my leather jacket and went downstairs. Nick smiled at me from the kitchen. “I saw you move a lot of stuff out this afternoon. Anything wrong?” he asked.

“After winter break, I’m moving out. Don’t worry. My parents will compensate you for the rent. In fact, you will have the place all to yourself,” I smiled.

He simply stared at me. “I’ll be at my girlfriend’s place,” I said and then walked off.

“Did you need to tell him where you were going? You crushed him,” Jill said softly.

“Good,” I replied.

***

I drove to Maria’s place and noted the fact that her roommate was gone for the weekend. The apartment was smaller and more cluttered than mine, but it would do. “I just found out I aced the Final,” she said happily.

“Good for you,” I said sincerely.

“You’ve helped me out so much,” she said gratefully.

“And now, I am going to help you with dinner,” I volunteered.

Maria and I worked on dinner while Jill stayed on the couch seemingly staring off into space. She didn’t say a word which was just as well since Maria and I were having a good conversation. We discussed our majors and what we would do after college. After dinner, we sat on the couch and watched one of her favorite movies. Normally, Jill would be telling me what she thought of the movie. Instead, she remained silent.

As the movie ended, she asked what I thought of the movie. “Honestly, I was thinking of something else the entire time,” I admitted.

“Really? What?” she asked not offended.

“This,” I said and then kissed her.

She got closer to me as if expecting it. We continued kissing and holding each other until I was on top of her on the couch. We made out touching each other's clothes and intertwining our legs. “Do you want to take this further?” I asked softly.

She nodded and I could tell the excitement in her expression. I got up and followed her to her bedroom. Fortunately, she didn’t share a room with a roommate. As I entered her room, I was painfully aware that it was a girl’s room. It reminded me of all the stuff I had Jill give away. I concentrated on Maria and started kissing her again. She took off her t-shirt indicating to me that we would surely have sex. I went behind her and unclasped her bra. I held her breasts as I continued to kiss her. She moved her body more towards me so that my erection touched her leg.

With her bra off, Maria must have meant business. I took off my shirt and led her over to the bed. At first, I was a little embarrassed I hadn’t worked on my upper body for Jill’s sake. My upper body workout routine would start tomorrow. Maria neither noticed nor cared as I slowly got her out of her jeans. In short order, we were both naked and ready to go. I didn’t even need to warm her up. She was wet and ready for me to enter. She must have been waiting a long time for this as I had.

“You’re not going to use a condom?” Jill asked disappointed. She was still wearing her clothes which was unusual under the circumstances.

I ignored her and pushed inside Maria. She gasped and clung to me tightly. I kept up a steady pace in missionary style. Maria moaned occasionally nearly sending me over the edge. We eventually changed positions with her on top. I touched her breasts as she rode me like a pro. Jill sat in a chair bored and even glancing away from us. Why couldn’t I have a personality that would enjoy my sexual success and cheer me on? Maybe, I could train Jill to be more like that.

Maria cried out as she felt her orgasm. She stayed still for a few moments as her orgasm overwhelmed her. Then, she went back to her quick pace. “I am going to cum soon,” I warned her.

“It’s alright,” she said giving me permission.

With an involuntary twitch, I felt myself shoot inside her. “Oh, fuck!” I grunted as I felt several powerful surges through my cock.

“Wow, that was great,” she smiled complimenting me.

It did feel great. She was beautiful and very sexy. Not only that but it seemed obvious to me at least that she would want to have sex frequently. Maybe, we could even discuss a roommate situation by the end of the next semester.

***

In the morning, I woke up to sunlight on my face. Maria smiled as I woke up. She was still naked. “Wow, you really don’t sleep for long,” she said amazed.

“Yeah, right,” I said a little confused.

Maria got close to me and kissed me. “The second time was so much better than the first. I think we’re connecting,” she said pleased.

Second time? I looked at a fully clothed Jill, but she gave nothing away. So, she was giving me the silent treatment. She had done this before but would eventually come around. “Oh, well, maybe the third time will be even better,” I said.

“Alright,” Maria said and then started stroking my cock.

***

I headed back home a little flustered. Maria still maintained that the second time was the best. I turned to Jill who was looking out the window. “You had sex with Maria?” I asked softly.

“Yes,” she said simply.

“Why?” I asked.

“She noticed I was up in the middle of the night watching TV. She asked if I ever slept. I told her that I don’t sleep and that’s why I do so well studying. She then asked me to come back to bed,” Jill said.

“Okay,” I allowed.

“Okay?” Jill questioned.

“You had to do what you had to do under the circumstances. Thank you,” I said politely.

“Yeah, sure,” she replied awkwardly.

I felt guilty and my pride had taken a hit. I had promised Jill I would never put her in a situation where she would have to fuck a girl. Not only that, but Jill had managed to do a better job than me. I wanted to know everything she had done but my pride wouldn’t allow it. Jill didn’t yell at me or anything. Secretly, I hoped she would change and become like me. If we both were attracted to the same sex, that would make things a lot simpler.

“So...not too bad after all,” I said to her.

“Whatever,” she muttered.

***

My parents were affluent and so they had no problem with me taking out another apartment lease for the next semester. I was doing well in school, and they didn’t want to do anything that could set me off. I moved out immediately and started sending out ads for a new roommate.
“I’m looking for a new roommate,” I said casually to Maria.

“What’s wrong with the one you got?” she asked.

“Nothing’s wrong with him per se. It’s just that I found a better location,” I said and then gave her the address.

“Oh, I see,” she said recognizing how close it was to the campus and the shopping center. “Well, I don’t know anyone who needs a place.”

“What about you?” I asked boldly.

“Oh, I couldn’t I still have a lease,” she said.

“What if I took care of it?” I asked.

“You could do that for me?” she asked amazed.

“Sure, no problem,” I said confidently.

“I would have to think about it, honestly. It’s a big step,” she said.

“Sure, there’s no rush,” I said. I didn’t think she would say yes, immediately. However, the idea was now in her head.

***

Just as winter break was finishing, I picked up Maria for a nice dinner date. Things were going well between us especially after a New Year’s Eve Party.

Maria started scanning the radio while I concentrated on the road. Jill was in the back seat staring off into space. I tried not to glance behind to give her a look. “You’ve been so great to me, Jack,” Maria said appreciatively.

“No, problem,” I said as we arrived at a light.

“You’re so understanding like you know what I’m thinking before I say it,” she continued.

That was mostly due to Jill’s insight, but I couldn’t tell her that. I pulled ahead as the light turned green. I saw a glaring light out Maria’s side window. “Jack!” Jill shouted at me.

The car blew through the red light and struck our car at a high rate of speed. There was a sudden red mist in the air as the incoming car crashed through Maria’s side. The glass shattered all around me and my head was flung towards the side window nearly knocking me unconscious. My car dragged a little until we both came to a stop.

Dazed and confused, I touched my head and felt blood. “Don’t look, Jack,” Jill warned me.

I looked anyway and saw Maria completely crushed from the impact. She had died instantly. I had to get out of the car. I unbuckled myself and opened the car door. I stumbled outside and made a few steps before I collapsed in the street.

“Just stay down until the ambulance arrives,” Jill said to me.

I looked back and didn’t see the accident anymore. The streets were empty of cars, and I didn’t hear the ambulance sirens. “I think I’ll walk home,” I said getting up.

“Don’t be stupid, Jack. The ambulance will be here soon,” Jill said to me.

“Why do I need an ambulance? I’m fine,” I said as I stumbled about.

“There was a car accident. You can’t just leave,” Jill shouted at me.

“What accident? I don’t see an accident,” I said looking back at the empty intersection. “I’ll just walk back home and cancel the date with Maria. She’ll understand,” I said as I continued walking.

Jill simply stared at me. “Okay, the way is this way,” she pointed out.

“That’s right,” I agreed.

I walked with a limp through the streets until an ambulance drove up to me. “Are you alright?” the paramedic asked.

“Never better,” I said slurring my words.

“Get him in the back,” the paramedic said upon seeing my face.

I gave Jill a confused look. “They’re going to give us a ride back home,” she said

“That’s nice of them,” I remarked.

They placed me in the ambulance and started putting a bandage around my head. “We found a guy stumbling close to the crash site. He’s responsive but confused,” the paramedic radioed.

“What crash?” I muttered.

“You’re going to be taken care of, son,” the paramedic said to me.

“That’s nice of you,” I said and then passed out.

Part II

My name is Jack and I awoke after what felt like a long sleep. I felt groggy and disoriented as I got out of bed. I was in pink pajamas. I would have to remind Jill not to do that. I looked around the room and found it utterly feminine. It was as if I was in a girl’s room. I shook my head and went to the bathroom. It had been completely redone with Jill’s things all over the place. We would have to talk about this, too.
I then looked at myself in the mirror and saw a woman’s face. It didn’t make any sense to me at the time. I washed my face thinking it was make-up from when Jill cross-dressed. As it turned out, there wasn’t any make-up on my face. My face had been feminized yet still looked familiar. I touched my hair. It wasn’t a wig or hair extensions.

Fear and anxiety suddenly gripped me. I tore off my pajamas and found myself wearing a white bra and panties. I took off my bra and stared in the mirror. Was I dreaming? How was this possible? On my chest were B-cup breasts with normal-sized nipples. I held them in my hands realizing they were real. These weren’t fake breasts attached to my chest using adhesives. These were real and a part of me. I pinched them and felt pain.

I then slowly took off my underwear fearing the worst. I looked down and nearly shrieked. My cock and balls were gone, completely missing. I felt for it and found the entrance to a female vagina. I looked over my body and saw a perfectly female body. My breasts, waist, and hips made for a perfect hourglass figure, my body was hairless and was much slimmer than before.

“Is this magic?” I wondered out loud.

“No, just modern medical science,” Jill said approaching me naked.

I looked at her and saw a mirror image of myself. “You’re back! I have missed you. I am so happy you finally came out of it,” she said happily. If she could hug me, she would.

“What have you done to me?” I demanded stunned.

“Jack, you were gone,” she muttered.

“What have you done!” I shouted at her.

“Keep your voice down. People will hear,” she said.

“I don’t give a fuck. Why do I look like this?” I pressed her.

“I did it. I underwent hormone therapy and had the surgery to make me a woman,” she said.

I noticed an almost undetectable scar under her breasts where the implants had been placed under the skin. “You had no right,” I said angrily.

“Look, you were gone,” she repeated. “How long was I supposed to wait for you? Did you think I was going to live my whole life trapped in the body of a man on the chance you would come back?”

“How long was I out for?” I demanded.

“Five years,” she said flatly.

I looked at her stunned. Five years of my life gone. “How?” I wondered.

“After the crash, you never woke up. I don’t know why you decided today to just wake up,” Jill said.
I looked at her as the realization hit me. I could never recover from the damage Jill had done to my body. My cock was gone. I would never be able to fuck a woman, impregnate her, and be a husband and father. I would never be the dominant partner in the relationship. I was no longer the dominant person in my own mind!

“You’re freaking out,” Jill told me.

“Of course, I am,” I said. “I just woke up to find myself a woman and not even a real one.”

“That’s not fair. I live as a woman 24/7 now and everyone around me recognizes that fact,” she said.

“You cut off my balls. How are we supposed to have kids now?” I demanded.

“For your information, I saved some of your sperm for later use. We can always adopt, too,” she said.

“It’s not the same,” I said filled with self-pity.

“You wanted some mystical power where you can impregnate a woman with your cock?” she asked.

“Yes, that’s what I wanted,” I said.

“Join the club. Do you realize how frustrating it is for me to have a man cum inside me knowing it will never create anything?”

“How many men have you fucked in the last five years?” I demanded.

“Just one, asshole,” she said offended.

I then noticed the ring on her finger and then realized it was also on my finger. It was a diamond engagement ring. “No way,” I realized.

“We’ve been engaged for over two years now. We’re going to get married, soon,” she told me.

“It’s Chris isn’t it?” I asked.

“Yes,” she said simply.

“I can’t get married to a man. This is crazy,” I resisted.

“Look, we’ll work something out, alright. Maybe we can negotiate an open marriage. I will have Chris and you can find some Lesbian out there,” she suggested.

“I can’t deal with this. You’ve ruined my life,” I said.

“Ruined your life? I finished our degree, got a decent job, and got engaged to a wonderful man while also undergoing a transition. I think I’ve done well for myself,” Jill said offended.

“I hate you. I wish I never had you,” I shouted at her.

She glared at me. “Look fucker, we’ve been together for twenty years. You’re the one that bailed out on me leaving me alone for five years. You never treated me as an equal. You didn’t even consider me real. Our parents tried to get rid of me. Do you know how that feels?” she asked angrily.

“Look, if we agree to change us back to before, I’ll agree that you can have sex with men. I can be a gay man, fuck it,” I proposed.

“You’re not in any position to bargain, Jack. Our parents spent a lot of money for me to transition, and they’re not just going to hand us thousands of dollars to turn us back. And we’re not going to find a gay man interested in a man that has no cock,” she said.

“And did you forget that I am engaged now. I’m not throwing that away,” she said obviously.
“Maybe, I’ll just fall asleep and hopefully never wake up. This is your show,” I relented and flopped on the bed.

“Fuck you, Jack. We work as a team. We’re going to have a great career, raise a family, and live a good life. I tolerated it when you fucked girls, and you’re going to tolerate it when I fuck my husband. Maybe, we can work something out with you. But in the meantime, you’re not going to fuck this up for me,” she said to me.

I simply looked at her stunned. “Alright,” I said.

“Put on some clothes. I don’t like standing around like this naked. It’s weird,” she said.

I reluctantly put her underwear back on but couldn’t manage to get the bra on. “It’s not that difficult,” Jill said teaching me how to put it on.

“It feels weird,” I said putting it on.

“It’s restrictive, but you don’t want them flopping around,” Jill said.

“These things are useless other than to attract men,” I muttered.

“Not true. Other women enjoy looking at them, too. Being attractive has professional perks,” she said.

I put on my pajamas and explored the room with Jill following me. I looked through the closet and saw only feminine clothes. “Your clothes were donated away years ago,” she told me.

“Great,” I muttered.

I looked over at my computer and saw that the date was more than five years into the future. The laptop was different and more advanced. “Your old laptop was thrown away years ago. I saved our picture portfolio,” she said.

I sat down at the laptop. “Password, please,” I requested.

She told me the password and I looked at the desktop. It was a new operating system I didn’t care for. I went into the picture folder and started looking through them. I went as far back as I could and found pictures several months after the accident. I saw summer vacation photos of Jill with my parents.

“They grieved for you, Jack. I waited two years until I started transitioning. There was no sign of your return,” she said.

I then saw pictures of Jill with Chris in different locations and then I saw Jill’s graduation photos. These were supposed to be my moments. I had lost everything. I then saw the proposal pictures of Chris and Jill. It was on a mountain top with Chris on one knee and Jill acting surprised. I had no right to ruin Jill’s happiness. I was fucked up.

“Find me some clothes to wear and make them black,” I ordered.

***

Jill placed several black outfits on my bed for me to choose from. I simply picked black pants and a black coat. “You look like you’re headed to a funeral,” she remarked.

I said nothing. “You will want this,” Jill pointed to a black purse.

I looked inside and saw that all my cards were changed to Jill. My driver’s license had a recent photo of Jill’s face and her new legal name. “You have no idea how much paperwork I had to do to change our name, legally,” she said.

“I bet,” I muttered.

I walked through the small house and saw Chris watching TV. I tried to avoid him like the plague. “Hi, honey. Where you off to?” he asked.

“Don’t fuck this up for me,” Jill warned.

“Just going to the store. I’ll be back soon,” I said sweetly.

“Your voice sounds hoarse. You getting a cold?” he asked.

“You know, that’s why I’m going,” I replied.

I walked outside and saw a truck and a car. “You own the car,” Jill pointed out.

I entered the car and studied the controls briefly. “We need to work on your voice,” Jill said.

“Right, whatever,” I said as Jill materialized in the passenger seat.

I was still in the college town but there were some slight differences as I drove around. “Where is she?” I demanded of Jill.

“Come on, Jack,” she protested.

“Tell me or no deal,” I threatened.

She then told me the street address. I drove to the local cemetery and parked my car. “Now, tell me where it is,” I ordered.

She sighed and pointed out the place. I walked through the tombstones until I found it. The gravestone had her name and death date. There was a picture of Maria leaning against the stone. “I went to the funeral as you,” Jill said.

“Thanks,” I said sincerely.

“Did anyone blame me?” I asked.

“No,” Jill said flatly.

I couldn’t tell if she were telling me the truth or not. “Alright, we work as a team,” I said offering Jill my hand. The mental projection of her placed her hand next to mine.

“Glad to have you back.”

***

I went back to my car and sat inside for a few moments. “What’s the deal with the house?” I asked.

“We’re renting it,” she answered.

“Is Chris gay?” I asked.

“Not at all,” she smiled amused. “He knows of my transitioning. He never met you as you,” she said.

“Did we have sex before you cut our dick off?” I asked rudely.

“First of all, I didn’t cut it off. I inverted it. It’s still there. Second, yes, we did have sex before my surgery,” she admitted.

“So, that makes him gay,” I clarified.

“You should stop labeling people. Technically, you’re gay, too,” she said annoyed.

“It’s a simple question. Did he or did he not put his dick in your ass?” I asked bluntly.

“Yes, but it was like male-female sex,” she said. “I never put your dick in his ass.”

“Did he suck your cock?” I continued.

“Yeah, but I sucked his cock too,” she said.

“Sounds pretty gay,” I rolled my eyes.

“What does it matter?” she asked flustered.

“I just want to know what I’m dealing with,” I said. “Does he know you fucked girls?”

“No,” she said lamely.

“Why didn’t you tell him that?” I asked amused.

“Because it wasn’t relevant and it wasn’t me anyhow,” she argued.

“Is he aware of us?” I asked.

“No,” she said again.

“For God’s sake, don’t you think that’s important for him to know before the wedding?” I asked.

“You were gone, and I didn’t know whether you would come back. I wasn’t schizophrenic when I dated him,” she said defensively.

“Do we tell him now?” I asked.

“No…yes…I don’t know,” she said uncertainly.

“Look, what the fuck, I could be gone again for another five years after today. Maybe today was just a fluke. We act as nothing happened,” I said.

“Alright,” Jill agreed.

***

I drove up to the house and went inside. Chris was still watching TV, a football game. “Hey, do you want to watch the game with me?” he asked.

I turned to Jill who shrugged. I gave her an annoyed expression. “Sure,” I agreed.

I sat in the rocking chair and watched the game. I enjoyed watching football but after five years the players were different from what I remembered. I took out a notepad from my purse and began writing down questions.

“What is his favorite team?” I asked.

“The Patriots,” she said to me.

I tried to hide my look of disgust. The game I was watching was a Patriots game where they were easily beating the Dolphins.

“Does he like beer?” I wrote.

“Sure,” Jill replied.

“You want a beer?” I asked Chris.

“That would be great, thanks,” Chris said appreciatively.

I went into the kitchen and opened it. Most of my favorite foods were there. Jill and I had the same tastes. There was a twelve-pack of beer. “He drink a lot?” I asked softly.

“No, not really,” she said.

I took out a beer and went back to the living room. “Thanks, honey,” he smiled as I gave it to him. “Why don’t you sit with me, and we can watch the game together,” he said.

I complied sitting next to him and hoped his team would somehow lose. He put his arm around me making me very uncomfortable. Jill sat on the couch next to us with an anxious face. I took out my new advanced smart-phone and started texting to myself.

“What’s with the phone?” he asked.

“I am using the NFL app to monitor the stats,” I lied and then quickly downloaded the app to cover my tracks.

“That’s cool,” he said sipping his beer.

Inevitably, the Patriots scored a touchdown. Chris was on his feet expressing joy and victory. I just sat there awkwardly while Jill winced. “It’s great,” I said insincerely.

He sat back down again and kissed me on the lips. I was stupefied but didn’t resist. I had never been kissed by a man before. The kiss only lasted a second but its impact could be felt. My body was energized and jittery. I was nervous and aroused all at the same time.

The rest of the game was uneventful. We had dinner together and found that we worked well as a team. Of course, Jill was helping me the entire time. By evening, I went to sleep early as usual.

***

When I woke up, I was naked with Chris in bed next to me. He was naked too but sound asleep. “Oh my God!” I said to myself.

I got out of bed and prepared to take a shower; anything that would purify me from what had just happened. “It’s not a big deal. We do it all the time, now,” Jill said naked in front of me.

“Did you plan this?” I accused.

“No, it just happened, spontaneously,” she smiled.

“Did you suck his cock?” I asked.

“Yeah,” Jill admitted.

I immediately took toothpaste and brushed my teeth thoroughly. Jill merely smirked as I got every tooth. I then looked closely in the mirror to see if any rogue hairs had grown on my face. There was nothing. “You don’t have to worry about shaving ever again,” she assured me.

I finished my routine and then went into the shower. I had to get the taint of that man off me. I felt like Jim Carey, needing to light my clothes on fire and take a long cold shower. The door then opened and in stepped in Chris.

“You weren’t going to shower without me, were you?” he asked playfully.

I was horrified. There was no way to escape. Even Jill gave me the “you’re fucked” look. “I just wanted to let you sleep,” I said sweetly.

“I’m wide awake now,” he assured me and then entered the shower.

I gave him the elevator eyes as I saw his large feet, his thick legs, his cock and balls, smooth stomach, muscular pectorals, strong-looking arms, and confident masculine face. He was everything I wasn’t or could be. Even as a man, I couldn’t have reached such a level. For a moment, I felt embarrassed as if I were competing with him.

“You look beautiful,” he said and then kissed me lovingly.

I kissed him back but felt weird doing it. This was now the first time I had kissed a man while naked. We were dangerously close to doing something sexual. “You look good, too,” I said lamely.

“Let me wash you up,” he offered and then took my feminine body wash. He rubbed me all over making me feel weird inside. I didn’t have a dick that would become erect. Instead, it felt like a phantom dick wanted to be stroked. He touched and squeezed my breasts and then touched around my vulva. I knew that soon I would be washing him.

“Let me get your back,” he said and then gave me a great back rub. “You feel so tense,” he said as he felt my back and shoulders.

“Can you loosen them up?” I asked.

He complied giving me a great massage as the warm water poured over me. He washed my back and then touched my butt. Some part of me, perhaps deep down in my subconscious, wanted me to just bend over and have him take me. I resisted the urge and turned around. I started washing his body and realized that he was completely erect. I figured there were only three solutions. I could have him fuck me in the shower, I could suck his cock, or I could give him a handjob. Taking the body wash, I started rubbing his cock. He smiled at me as I rubbed him the same way I liked to rub myself. Within a few minutes, he came in the shower.

Realization then hit me. I had just jacked a guy off. “Thank you, Jill,” he said appreciatively and kissed me.

Chris exited the shower first while I worked on my hair. Jill then materialized in the shower and gave me a thumbs up. “This isn’t supposed to happen,” I whispered to her.

“What did you think would happen? Do you think he’s only going to love you at night?” she asked.
It was a good point. “Help me with this hair,” I asked her.

I finished brushing my hair and then went into the bedroom to put something on. Jill picked out the clothes from the closet, and I simply put them on. I felt like a prisoner with a strange man as my jailer.

***

To avoid seeing Chris, I worked longer hours at the office. Jill and I worked as a team for maximum efficiency. I quickly learned how to do her marketing job. Once I was done with my work, I started working on other people’s work; anything that would give me purpose and keep me from having to go home. By 6 p.m., I was exhausted and handed my life over to Jill.

The next day, I would wake up early using an alarm and went to work early avoiding Chris. “You’re being a bitch,” Jill said as I drove to work.

“What now?” I asked.

“Chris and I would often have breakfast together or at the very least chat before I would go to work,” Jill said scornfully.

“Give me a break,” I said.

I arrived at a coffee shop and read the newspaper. Occasionally, a pretty woman would come in. At least, I still had my sexuality. Jill picked the women apart telling me flaws I had missed. “They’re not Lesbians anyway,” she said to me.

My odds weren’t good. I had a small chance of successfully finding a Lesbian randomly. I would have to find them either by using the Internet or a Lesbian bar in town. While at work, I found several Lesbian dating profiles in the town.

“It’s cheating,” Jill accused.

I typed my responses on the computer. “We are two different people,” I said.

“That’s not how everyone else is going to see it,” she replied.

“Then we tell Chris the truth,” I said.

“No way. He would freak. I am lucky to have someone who tolerates me as I am now,” she said.

“If he is understanding about that, he should be understanding about this,” I reasoned.

“No, it’s different. We’re admitting to him that half the day we are a man in a woman’s body that isn’t interested in him. No one wants a lover half the day and a stranger the other half.”

“So, we just don’t get caught,” I said simply.

***

On the weekends, I couldn’t use work as an excuse to stay away from Chris. We discussed wedding plans with Jill telling me what to say the entire time. I really didn’t give a shit about the planning. As far as I was concerned, I wasn’t the one getting married.

I maneuvered the day so Chris wouldn’t be too affectionate towards me. At night, Jill over-compensated for me being a “bitch.” On one particular weekend, I went to visit my father on the golf course. He was the most tolerant father a person could ask for. He didn’t mind that his son was schizophrenic and then he tolerated me transitioning into a woman.

“I’m surprised you didn’t invite Chris,” my father said.

“I prefer to have more one-on-one time,” I said.

“Any trouble between you two?” he asked.

“No,” I lied.

I swung the golf club expertly sending the golf ball across the field. “Nice swing, son,” my father said.

“Thanks,” I said.

“You fucked up,” Jill muttered to me.

“I…,” I stammered.

“Jack? Is that you?” my father asked astounded.

“Yeah, dad,” I admitted.

“How long?” my father asked.

“Just a few weeks ago,” I said.

“Wow, what happened with you?” my father questioned.

“I don’t know. I was there in the accident and then I woke up in bed five years later,” I said.

“A lot has happened in five years,” my father noted.

“I know,” I replied.

“Is Jill still there?” he asked, and I could tell that he was scared she was gone forever.

“She’s still with me,” I answered.

“You know, I love you both,” my father assured me.

“I know, dad,” I said.

“How are you with Chris?” my father asked.

“Well, you know, we’re best buds,” I lied.

“That bad,” my father grimaced. “You’re going to get married, Jill, I mean.”

“Yeah, I’m just going with the flow,” I admitted.

“Do you blame us for allowing Jill to transition?” he asked.

“No, I was gone with no hope of returning. It was the logical decision,” I allowed.

“If you and Jill decide to go back, we can help you,” my father offered.

“No, I think one sex change is enough for a lifetime,” I joked.

We discussed many other things and for the first time in five years, I beat my dad on the course.

***

It was not always the case that I was up in the day and Jill was up at night. It could easily be switched around, which we did. Jill went to work and then I went over to a Lesbian bar for a first-time experience. I was half-expecting most of them to look like dudes and the other half to be unattractive and fat. I was pleasantly surprised that they generally looked like normal college girls. I felt a little self-conscious entering wondering if anyone would suspect me.

I tried to keep cool and ordered a drink. There were only women in the bar, and I was paranoid that they were all looking at me. A man might not be able to tell the difference between a genetic woman and a transsexual but maybe a woman could.

“Chill out, dude,” Jill said sitting at the bar next to me.

“You’re a newcomer,” an attractive brunet said sitting to my other side.

“That’s true,” I said taking a sip of my drink.

“You just here to avoid rude men or are you queer?” she asked boldly.

“Oh, I am very queer,” I smiled. Jill started laughing behind me.

“You’ve ever been with a woman before?” she asked.

“A few,” I said truthfully.

“You go to school here?” she asked becoming interested in me.

“Actually, I have my BA already, and I work at a marketing firm,” I said.

“Cool, I’m a junior studying biology,” she said.

“I have taken some biology courses, and I take excellent notes,” I said smirking.

She bit her lip and hesitated. “Show me,” she said finally giving me a flirtatious smile.

“You got her,” Jill smiled as we got into my car. Jill got into the backseat and wasn’t too pleased being in the back. However, I couldn’t tell my lovely date that she had to sit in the back to make room for Jill. That just wouldn’t work out.

***

We drove to her place and made small talk. Soon thereafter, we were taking our clothes off and making out as if we hadn’t made love in years which was true. I took off her bra and went after her nipples. We threw our clothes on the floor and got naked. It seemed so easy, so right. I couldn’t get her pregnant and getting an STD was rare. I did to her what I would do if I were a guy except without the penis. I engaged in foreplay kissing her and caressing her breasts. I placed my vulva on top of hers and grinded together as if I still had a cock. She moaned in pleasure while I stayed mainly silent. I wasn’t practiced or accustomed to vocalizing during sex. I placed two fingers inside her and got her good and wet. She bucked against my fingers and then finally clenched down on them. She cried out as her orgasm went through her.

“That was nice,” she said kissing me. “Let me go down on you,” she offered.

I wasn’t sure that was a good idea. Would she discover something wrong? She put her lips to my clit and started kissing and licking me. I had to admit it felt pretty good. Not enough to get me to orgasm but pleasant none-the-less. After an extended period of time, I faked an orgasm, so it would be my turn. That night, my new Lesbian girlfriend was satisfied. My male ego received the boost it needed.

***

Although Lesbian sex had been enjoyable, it was not the same as when I was a man. I decided to buy a fake cock. Every so often, I went to the lesbian bar and picked up a girl. Many of them were sex-starved for there was a lack of sexual partners to go around. There was also this awkward thing going around where two women would talk but never muster the courage to make the first move.

I went to a blonde’s apartment and then had a great time using my fake cock. Sex was nearly the same except I had breasts and a smaller body. Did I get orgasm of my own? No, but that wasn’t really the mission.

Eventually, all good things come to an end. Despite two heads working as one, Chris caught on to what I was doing. He spotted me entering the Lesbian club and took a picture. Once I came home late at night, he confronted me on it.

“What is this about?” he asked showing me a picture of me entering the club.

“Oh fuck!” Jill said realizing we were caught.

“What about it? I like to drink there,” I said coldly.

“Are you a Lesbian? I saw you leave with a girl,” he accused and showed me another picture of me leaving with a girl.

“She’s just a friend,” I lied. “I go to this bar to avoid male attention. I figured you would like that,” I said.

“What’s wrong with us going out together? You’ve been distant,” he said. “I think you’re cheating on me.”

Jill was freaking out, but I kept my cool. “Alright, Chris. The truth is that I am not Jill. Not now, anyway,” I said.

“What?” he asked confused.

“I’m schizophrenic with multiple personality disorder. I was born with two distinct personalities, one of which was Jill. Five years ago, I disappeared after a traumatic car accident. Now, I’m back. I’m sorry, Chris. I don’t love you,” I said bluntly.

“What is your name?” he asked me.

“My name is Jack.”

***

I explained to him everything that had been happening. It was the only way to save Jill’s relationship with Chris. All the blame, and rightfully so, had to be placed on me. “When will Jill return?” Chris asked.

“When I go to sleep. It’s not a sudden thing,” I said.

“I need to talk to Jill,” he said.

“Fine,” I said and then went to sleep.

The next morning, I half expected everything to be a disaster. Surprisingly, I found myself naked with a naked Chris near me. “Really?” I said to myself.

“We had the best make-up sex ever,” Jill gushed.

“I bet you did,” I grumbled.

I brushed my teeth and took my shower. I then purposefully waited for Chris to wake up, so we could have breakfast together. He eventually did and sat across from me. “I gather you’re Jack, now?” he asked.

“Yeah,” I said.

Jill and I had a chat. “Do you know what we talked about?” he asked.

“No, go ahead,” I said.

“Okay, so we discussed what we’re going to do. The wedding is still on, but I have decided I need to be understanding about your needs,” Chris said politely.

“Okay,” I said.

“I understand that you’re a straight male in the body of a female. It would stress me out if I were in your position. I’m not going to try to turn you gay or try to get you to like me,” he said.

“Thanks,” I said.

“Still, it’s damn confusing for me. I don’t know whether I am talking with Jill or Jack. So, I have developed a system to help me out. When you’re Jack, wear a black t-shirt. When you’re Jill, you will wear anything else. That way I can tell who I am talking with,” he said.

“Fair enough,” I said.

“Look, man. For the last few years, it’s just been Jill and I. We never had to share with anyone else. It’s hard for me to accept that I can only be with Jill half the time, now,” he said.

“I understand,” I said sincerely.

“So, it's agreed?” he asked.

“Agreed,” I said.

***

I followed through either wearing a black t-shirt or a black outfit to make it obvious it was me. Jill thought it was a good idea but didn’t like that she could no longer wear black anymore. I didn’t care for fashion; black every day was fine.

Chris stopped trying to be loving to me when I wore black. It was difficult at first, but he quickly adapted. He never kissed, hugged, or touched me when I was in black. Instead, he acted like my best friend. We would drink beer, watch football, play pool games, go to the gym, and other masculine activities. After a few weeks of this, Chris seemed like a cool guy. As for me, I didn’t go back to the Lesbian bar or any of my Lesbian girlfriends. The thrill was gone.

The wedding plans continued although I had little to do with the plans. It didn’t seem right for me to make decisions on Jill’s behalf. Chris and I showed up to get fitted into the wedding dress. I was wearing a black outfit so there was no confusion. Jill was beside me the entire time. I looked at the wedding dress uncertain.

“Let’s see how it looks,” Jill said excitedly.

I rolled my eyes and put the dress on. Chris took some camera shots, and I looked at myself in the mirror. I felt like I was an actor in a play. How could I be a bride? The whole idea was absurd. “Well?” I asked Jill.

Jill directed me to move in various ways to get a better angle or look. Chris seemed to notice I was talking very softly to myself. “Does she like it?” Chris asked.

“Yes, let’s get this off,” I said uncomfortably.

“Thanks,” Chris said appreciatively.

We then walked around the various stores killing time. We entered a comic book store and had a lively discussion about characters and movies. We didn’t say anything remotely romantic or sexual but my body was responding positively to him. I started to feel anxious and excited around him. Was I losing myself?

***

It didn’t seem to matter what masculine activity I did, the feeling continued to come up. We would go to the gym and compete with each other on who was the fastest runner. We also played racquetball and again, he was better. I didn’t know if we were truly close or whether he was trying to be nice. Later, I realized he was indeed lowering his abilities. As he saw me more-and-more as a male roommate, he started to kick my ass.

At the house, we played video games and engaged in drinking contests when watching movies. I would get drunk a lot easier than him due to the weight and size difference. It was during these drunk sessions that I almost did something stupid. Jill reminded me at the last moment not to kiss him. We also went to the movies and watched gory horror movies. I half-expected Chris to put his arm around my shoulder, but he didn’t.

On the other hand, he was very loving to Jill as if he were overcompensating. Did I feel jealous? I wasn’t sure. I felt conflicted and in limbo.

One night, I went to a bar with him. It was couples’ trivia night. I decided to go for the chance of showing my mental power. As we were given the questions, Jill and I worked together to put down the best answers. Chris noted that I was using both my right and left hand at the same time on the note cards. Just because I had two minds didn’t mean I would know every answer. Chris helped as well and occasionally we did get an answer wrong. We ended up winning on the last question, and I pretended to be excited. I gave Chris a hug and kiss on the lips. We got some lame gift certificate and exited the bar.

“You’re still Jack, right?” he asked once we got to the car.

“Yeah,” I said.

“What was that?” Chris asked amused referring to the kiss.

“Just what would have expected of us,” I downplayed.

“Right?” he smirked.

“You’re drunk,” I said and then drove us back home.

***

At work, things got better as well for us. I came into my boss’ office for a performance review. It was all positive. My productivity had increased quite a bit since I showed up. At the end, I decided to shake it up a bit. “I want a raise,” I said boldly.

“What?” my boss asked confused.

“Yeah, I’m going to get married soon, and I’m thinking about getting myself pregnant,” I bluffed.
“That’s wonderful,” my boss said.

“Yeah, so, either I get a raise or I walk,” I said.

My boss smiled uncomfortably at me. “I think there’s room for negotiation,” he relented.

I exited my boss’ office victorious. “How did you do that? That was so cool!” Jill said.

“It helps when you don’t give a shit,” I told her.

“Wait, you could have gotten me fired,” Jill accused.

I shrugged and went over to my computer. Was I more confident than Jill when it came to the boss? Perhaps, but it had more to do with the fact that Jill allowed herself to become friends with her boss. I didn’t care for him and that was the difference. I also had no problem ratting out all of my lazy co-workers that all had given congratulations for her engagement. I was a cold-hearted bastard with no friends or significant others. I was alone.

***

The wedding was tricky business. The ceremony and reception itself would last all day and then the “wedding night” would presumably be all night. “How are we going to time this correctly?” I asked Jill.
“We could have you do the ceremony and reception and then I have Chris at night,” she smirked.
“Fuck that. You have to be at the wedding. It’s your special day,” I corrected.

“So, you end up with Chris at night?” Jill wondered and then grinned at the prospect.

“You do the vows, I do the reception, and then you have Chris at night,” I suggested.

“Can we manage it?” Jill asked uncertainly.

“I guess we will see,” I said.

Jill then smirked. “You’re going to enjoy the bachelorette party.”

“No way,” I refused.

***

That night, Jill made sure I was perfect in a black dress. I put on black high-heels and immediately found myself uncomfortable. Jill then helped me make sure my hair was right. I was wearing earrings and my engagement ring.

“That was fast,” Chris smirked as I finished. He was dressed in a suit with his other male friends.
“Women take so long just to make men intentionally wait for them,” I told him.

“How could you expose our secrets,” Jill said appalled.

“For what it’s worth, I’m sorry,” Chris smiled at me.

“There will be more girls at my party than yours,” I shot back.

“That’s the spirit,” Chris said amused. “By the way, you look good.”

“I appreciate your opinion,” I said sarcastically.

I then went outside and entered my car. “You’re not concerned about what he will do, tonight?” I asked Jill.

“It won’t be as nearly as bad as what we’ve done,” she pointed out.

I nodded and then drove to the nightclub. Over the last five years, Jill had acquired a number of girlfriends. Some were from work and others were from the university. Chris’ sister was also present, so I had to be on my best behavior.

“Let’s get this over with,” I said.

“Hey, bride-to-be, you’re supposed to wear white,” Chris’ sister said playfully.

“Not tonight. I’m being bad,” I said obnoxiously.

“You better prove it,” she said amused.

I went inside and realized early on that it was lady’s night. There were some male professional dancers that didn’t appeal to me. What interested me were the several dozen women in the club; so many to choose from. I was a Lesbian in a nightclub filled with straight women. It was the epitome of sexual frustration. I needed a drink.

After a few drinks, I felt comfortable enough to be chatty with the girls. I couldn’t see Jill in the crowded nightclub, but I did hear her voice in my head. I wasn’t sure if it was the alcohol, but Jill became less-and-less a presence in my head. That’s when a stripper approached me.
“May I have this dance,” he smiled at me.

I complied but my mind was in turmoil. The stripper’s face and voice were the same as mine from five years ago. I tried to get confirmation from Jill that this was a real person and not a hallucination. No such luck; she was gone. I decided to go with it and danced with the stripper that had my male face. The stripper then departed from me after the dance, and I saw his normal-looking face. I then saw myself in a suit walking around behind the laughing women. He smirked at me in amusement.

At the end of the night, I took a cab back to my house. “Here we are,” the cab driver said.
I gave him some cash from my purse and stumbled my way out of the car. As I looked back, I saw my face on the cab driver’s face.

I made my way into the house and found it empty. Chris hadn’t come back yet. “Jill?” I asked.

“Jill isn’t here,” my male self said on the couch.

I stared at him. “You’re not real.”

“That’s rich coming from you. What’s real about you?” he said walking over to me. “Is this face real? Are these breasts real?” he asked rhetorically.

“There’s only room for two personalities in this head, asshole,” I said to him.

“You’re right about that. Jill is perfectly feminine, and I am her counterpart. There’s no room for you, Jacky,” he said.

“What did you call me?” I demanded of him.

“I am Jack and you’re Jacky. This is the consequence of trying to fit in. Did you think two female personalities could fit inside a male’s mind?” he asked.

“I am male,” I clarified.

“No, you’re not. You dress like a woman, kiss and dance with men, and soon you will consciously decide to marry a man. The real Jack would never allow this,” Jack said.

“I am doing this marriage as appreciation for Jill these last five years,” I said.

“Or perhaps you lack the courage to do what is necessary,” Jack said.

“Look, we lost, alright. Jill went through with the sex change and no amount of surgery is going to get our cock and balls back,” I argued.

“You haven’t tried,” he accused.

“I don’t have to listen to you. There’s only two allowed in my head. You weren’t invited,” I said ignoring him.

I then went to sleep exhausted in both mind and body.

***

I woke up and put on a black t-shirt as part of my routine. Jill was nowhere to be found. Instead, Jack in my male body gave me a sneer. “Where is Jill?” I demanded of him.

“She’s gone. It’s now us, buddy,” he said to me. “You went too far deep. You’re now my feminine personality, and I have replaced you as the masculine.”

“That can’t be true,” I doubted.

“It can’t? You were gone for five years. Maybe, Jill will be gone for five,” he suggested.

I walked up to him. “You can go fuck yourself.”

“Oh, I wish I could,” he smiled.

I ignored him and did my morning routine. “With Jill gone, you don’t have to go through with the wedding. That’s the reason you’re going to do it, right?” he asked.

He had a point. “What do you suggest we do instead?” I humored him.

“We break up with Chris, and we find ourselves a Lesbian girlfriend,” he suggested.

“To what end?” I asked.

“What do you mean? You act as if getting married and having kids is the only pathway,” he said. “Jill stored your sperm. We can still get some girl knocked up and have your heir. Don’t you want a kid of your own with a woman by your side?” he asked.

I put down my toothbrush. “When you’re right, you’re right,” I had to admit. “How shall we break it to Chris?”

“Break it off at the altar. Make him cry like a bitch,” Jack suggested.

I smirked. “Alright.”

***

I went out to meet Chris for breakfast. “How was last night?” he asked.

“A lot of good-looking women,” I smiled.

“I bet. Is Jill ready?” he asked.

“Yeah, we got it all figured out,” I lied.

“Good, I’ll see you there,” he smiled and then shook my hand as if we were best bros. I almost felt sorry for the poor guy.

What followed was a scheduled routine where I would get my hair and make-up done and then I would get into my wedding dress. Jack was by my side making joking comments every so often. It really helped ease the awkwardness. I then met my parents who told me how proud they were of me and what not.

My mother wasn’t aware that I had returned but my father did see the black ring on my right hand. “Knock-em dead, son,” he said softly and shook my hand.

“I will,” I promised.

“Is Jill going to show up?” my father asked.

“Soon, it’s all going according to plan.”

***

Now, at this point, you’re probably thinking Jack and I are assholes for ruining this moment. You have to understand that it was Jill that decided to get me a sex change and marry this guy without my consent. Sure, she was alone for five years but marriage was supposed to last a lifetime. If I divorced him a few years later, Jill would contradict me, and we would fight over it continually in the courts. Then, I really would end up in the asylum. It was also premature at this point, but Jill might never return. That would defeat the whole purpose of marrying Chris in the first place.

Jack was dressed in a tuxedo and gave me an approving look as my dress was finished. As part of the plan, I took off the black ring indicating to Chris, Jill had returned. “Nice,” Jack approved.

I then ventured out with my bride’s maids and went to the grass field. Rows of chairs were set up for family and friends. My father was present in the back to give me away. He noted the lack of the black ring. “Your mother and I love you, Jill,” he said to me.

“Thank you for being there for me. I haven’t been easy to deal with,” I said sincerely.

“It’s been interesting,” my father smiled.

The music played and my father took me down the aisle towards Chris and the minister. My father let me go, and I walked by myself those profound steps. Jack walked beside me. This would be our greatest performance, yet. Chris smiled at me and then we both faced the minister.

He said a number of platitudes making me impatient for him to get to the end. “Do you, Chris ___, take this woman as your wife?” the minister asked finally.

“I do,” he said.

“And do you Jill___, take this man as your husband?” the minister turned to me.

Time seemed to stop still as he asked the fateful question. I could see Chris’ loving eyes. I could see Jack’s smug expression. I could see my parent’s proud eyes. I could even see Maria’s smile somehow.

“For Jill,” I thought to myself.

“I do,” I answered.

The crowd immediately applauded. “You may kiss the bride,” the minister smiled.

Chris kissed me on the lips and this time I kissed him back with loving sincerity. Jack gave me a furious expression of raw hate but became lost in the sea of people wanting to congratulate us and take pictures of us. I could still hear his screams of outrage and anguish in my head. It didn’t matter. Nothing would stop me from enjoying this day.

***

At the reception, I tried to stay awake but fatigue was overtaking me. I just felt so overwhelmed by everything that had happened. I went to the bathroom and found myself alone. I looked at my tired face knowing it would be too risky to doze off. Evil Jack would then take over and fuck it all up. Why did I have to be such an ass? I then saw her in the mirror.

“Jill?” I asked.

“Of course it is,” she said obviously. She was also wearing a wedding dress.

“I thought you were gone,” I said becoming emotional.

“Don’t cry. It’ll mess up the make-up,” she told me.

“I nearly fucked it up,” I admitted.

“But you didn’t, Jack,” she said happily. “I don’t know what happened, but I was out for a long time.

Sorry about that,” she said.

“Don’t call me Jack, alright. Call me Jacky,” I said.

“Okay, Jacky,” she smiled at me. “Have I gained a sister, now?” she asked.

“We both have,” I replied.

***

I woke up and found myself in a hotel room. I was sitting on a chair still in my wedding dress. I must have dozed off. “Really, Jill,” I wondered.

I then noticed the black ring was on my finger. Jill had been pretending to be me at the reception to give Chris the impression he had married Jill instead of me. I suddenly felt terrified. Why did Jill have to do this to me? Chris exited the bathroom. He had his suit jacket off and had taken off his bow tie. This was not going according to plan!

“You took on that reception like a champ. No one realized you weren’t Jill,” Chris complimented.
I walked up to Chris and slowly took the black ring off. “Tell me all about it,” I asked.

Chris simply stared at me. “It’s not really important,” he said and then kissed me passionately. He gently held the back of my head as he placed his tongue inside my mouth. I felt sparks of pleasure on my lips. I didn’t want it to end.

“Let’s get you out of this dress,” he said.

“I’ll need your help,” I said softly.

He went behind me and worked on the zipper. I felt like I was on a roller coaster ride where I knew the end result would be excitement or terror. I was working my way to the top of the hill anticipating the plunge. The wedding dress came down around my ankles. I carefully stepped out of it and placed it on the couch.

“Take his tux off. He likes it when I undress him,” Jill said to me.

I tried to ignore her and reached for Chris’ shirt. I carefully unbuttoned the shirt and saw his bare chest. Somehow, it appeared differently to me this time than when we were in the shower those weeks ago. He took off the shirt and let it fall to the floor. I then reached for his belt and took it off. I was inevitably proceeding towards an unknown destination.

“Don’t be such a coward. Get those pants down, already,” Jill teased.

I was no coward. I took hold of Chris’ pants and brought the zipper down. I took his pants and brought them down over his hips so that they fell to the floor. I could see his erection through his underwear. I was going to be fucked, tonight. I was going to be fucked by a man.

Chris reached behind me and expertly unclasped my bra. “Get on the bed,” Jill instructed me.

I did as she said getting on the bed. Chris took off his underwear freeing his cock. I had never been penetrated before. All my Lesbian lovers had only rubbed or licked me. I wasn’t prepared for something this long and hard to enter me.

Chris went to his hygiene bag and placed a liberal amount of jelly lubricant on his cock. “Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad,” I thought to myself.

I took off my underwear and waited for him to get on top of me. He got on the bed and oriented his cock to my vaginal opening. I couldn’t tell him this was my first time or to be gentle. I was impersonating Jill and the two of them seemed to have sex every other night. Chris placed the head of his cock at my entrance and then slowly pressed forward. With the lubricant, he slid in fairly easily. I felt an odd sense of pressure as he entered me. It was surreal realizing that something that large could fit inside my body.

Once nestled inside, he kissed me lovingly. He seemed to notice my nervous expression. “You act like this is your first time,” he smiled.

“First time as your wife,” I replied with a smile.

He found that amusing and went to work kissing my nipples and holding my breasts. It all felt pleasant but nothing I would call astounding. I just hoped he would start fucking me and cum within five minutes. That’s what I was expecting. Chris took his time while remaining hard as a rock inside me. Every so often, he would move his cock a little to keep himself hard. After a while, I realized I needed to participate to.

I kissed him back and caressed his muscular arms. I pushed my breasts up against his muscular chest and held his back. I moved my hips every so often. He used a hand to rub my clit. He placed his thumb on my clit and gently circled around it. It felt vaguely similar to rubbing the head of my cock when I had one. Although all of this was pleasant, I was beginning to feel impatient.

“Chris,” I whispered in his ear.

“Yes, dear?”

“Enough foreplay. I want you to fuck me,” I said to him.

Jill was naked on the couch watching everything that was going on. She put her hands to her mouth as if she couldn’t believe what I had just said. If Chris found out we traded places, that was his problem. He knew what he was getting into.

“Alright, Jill,” Chris allowed and then shifted his weight as he repositioned.

I nervously waited as he positioned himself between my legs. Just five minutes of getting fucked and it would be all over. He kissed me passionately as he was about to begin, and I obliged him in romantic French kissing. He increased his pace, and I immediately felt it. He was rubbing my clit with each thrust and going deep inside me. As he picked up speed, I felt the pleasure mounting. It felt faster than I had ever been able to jack off before. My penis, which was now inverted, was being rubbed continuously. Despite this assault on my senses, I wanted more. I moved my hips with him. I wasn’t just going to lay there and do nothing.

“Put your legs around his hips. It increases the friction,” Jill said to me.

“Okay,” I said to myself.

I put my feminine legs around his waist and held him tightly. The bed shook as he continued to pound into me. Chris was far more forceful than I ever was. “Be a little more vocal,” Jill advised.

“Thanks, coach,” I said in my head.

I never moaned when fucking a girl as a man. If anything, it would be an occasional grunt as I was about to cum. If I moaned, would Chris find it sincere? I couldn’t be silent either. I decided to kiss Chris to make sure he knew I was feeling it. Then, it was like one cerebral hemisphere connected to the other. I didn’t even notice I was doing it at first, but I started to moan and cry out as he fucked me.
Just as I thought he was about to finish, he placed me on my side. I went with the movement as soon as I realized what he wanted to do. He was still on top of me as he penetrated me while I was on my side. I was now feeling areas that hadn’t been stimulated yet and it felt really good. He reached down and started rubbing my clit as he continued thrusting.

My heart rate increased as I panted erotically. He was only supposed to last a few minutes. How long could he last? I looked at Jill for an answer, but she simply shrugged. Was I going to be fucked all night? I had nothing to hold onto while on my side, so I clenched the sheets. He then stopped and rubbed my nipples on my breasts.

“How you doing?” he asked.

“Great,” I said breathlessly.

“Alright, let’s switch it up,” he smiled.

“Switch it up?” I wondered.

“Just lay there. I got this,” he said and withdrew from me. I felt a weird sensation as I felt empty without his cock inside me. My body desperately wanted it back in.

He walked around the bed and then gently put me in position. “You’re going to like this,” Jill assured me.
Chris placed me at the end of the bed and put my legs on his shoulder. I would never have been able to do this as a man but over five years Jill had made us quite flexible. “All that yoga paid off,” Jill grinned.
While standing, he placed his cock at my entrance and pushed inside all the way to the hilt.

“You ready?” he asked with a smile.

I simply nodded. He moved slowly at first and then picked up speed. All the while, he rubbed my clit. In this position, he was in control. The only part of his body that was touching me was his cock. He placed my feet on his shoulders and went full speed.

“Play with your breasts,” Jill advised.

I did as she said rubbing my nipples and caressing my own breasts. Then, it started to build up. My heart rate went up, and I felt something building up in my pelvic area. I knew what it was but couldn’t believe it was happening to me. I was reaching towards a female orgasm of my own. I tried to rationalize it in my mind. It was just my inverted penis giving me a dry orgasm. That was all. Reality was telling me a different story. I was being fucked...fucked by a man with his penis deep inside me. I felt it building in my breasts and through my whole body. I was so close! My goal to just have Chris cum in a few minutes and have it over with had disappeared. This was something I wanted and needed.

“I’m so close, honey,” I said gasping as I said it.

“Don’t worry, I got this,” Chris said to me.

He rubbed my clit with greater intensity and then I felt the inevitable surge. It was going to happen, now. I closed my eyes and cried out as my vagina contracted on him. Chris seemed to notice what was happening to me and increased his pace. I couldn’t speak. I grabbed the sheets and squeezed as tight as I could. I expected it to last a few seconds but it kept going. Finally, I felt my orgasm begin to subside and felt a little fatigued. In appreciation, I kissed Chris passionately forgetting who I had been.
I was no longer Jack who pretended to be a male Lesbian. I had just been fucked by a wonderful man on our wedding night. It was I who had said, “I do.” I was no longer a man in any shape or form. I was a bisexual married woman named Jacky. I knew who I was now.

“Chris, you’ve been great. Mind if I choose some of the positions?” I asked.

“By all means, love,” he replied.

That night we tried many different positions. I was on top for a while getting used to the mechanics of setting my own pace. We made love both kneeling on the bed and facing each other. We kissed and he touched my breasts as we gently fucked. Finally, I knew I was being selfish with him.
“Cum inside me,” I said to him and got on all fours.

“You want it rough like usual?” he asked.

I had no idea what he was talking about. Jill simply smirked at me. “Yes, Chris, rough as you can,” I told him.

He grabbed my hips and penetrated me deeply. What followed was my most energetic sexual experience I had ever had. He was quick but also forceful nearly knocking me off balance. He rubbed my clit with one hand while steadying me with the other. As I understood his rhythm, I pushed back against him. He was not holding back working to cum as quickly as possible. It didn’t take long for him to finally release inside me. I felt a man cum inside me for the first time. It was a fast sudden sensation as he filled me up. My knees collapsed from emotional and physical exhaustion.

He stayed inside me resting on my back. “I’m still a little hard,” he said to me.

While I was on my stomach, he continued to pump. I turned my neck to look behind me and kissed him as his cock slowly softened. He had done a great job. Better than anything I could have done. Was it just this wedding night that he had these magical powers or was it every night? For the first time, I felt regret that this would be the last time I would have him. From this night forward, Jill would be the one to make love to Chris. Unless...we decided to switch for a night.

Chris softened completely, but he wasn’t done with me. He caressed my breasts and kissed me. We continued to cuddle until we both fell asleep.

***

My name is Jill and Chris is cuddled around my naked body. As much as I enjoyed being in his arms, I had to set things right for us. I took a shower and put on some dark clothes. I placed the black ring on my finger and then dissolved a sleeping pill in a glass of water.

“Oh, Jack?” Chris said groggily.

“You want a glass of water?” I asked.

“Yeah, thank you,” he said. He took my glass of water while I pretended to be disinterested in his naked body.

He drank the whole glass quickly. Marathon sex will do that to a guy. “You were great at the reception especially the dancing part,” he complimented.

I knew what he was talking about, because it was I that was doing the dancing. “Yeah, well, Jill was a good teacher,” I said elevating myself.

“What’s your plan for the day?” Chris asked.

“I’m going to the gym,” I said.

“Sounds great. I’ll join you,” Chris offered.

“Why don’t you get some rest, so you can be fully awake for Jill later,” I suggested.

He shrugged and dozed off back to sleep. A few hours later, I switched with Jacky.

***

My name is Jacky, and I am going on a long walk. Naturally, Jill was walking beside me. “The whole wedding schedule was fucked up,” I told her.

“I know,” she agreed.

“How did it happen that way. You were supposed to say the vows, I was supposed to be at the reception, and then you were supposed to be with Chris at night,” I said annoyed.

“I don’t know,” she said.

“There was another personality. I think I’ve been adapting to this situation too fast,” I said.

“What personality?” Jill questioned.

“It was Jack,” I replied.

“But you are Jack,” Jill refuted.

“No, I’m not Jack anymore. I can’t be. He was there, and you weren’t. I thought I had lost you,” I said.

“Have you encountered a personality that looked like me and was an asshole?” I asked.

“Not since you woke up,” Jill said playfully.

“Very funny,” I muttered.

“If evil Jack shows up again, we’ll gang up on him,” Jill smirked.

I paused our conversation as a woman with her dog passed us by. I gave the woman a quick glance. “It’s not going to go away,” Jill told me.

“It’s inconvenient, now,” I said.

“So...how was Chris?” Jill asked curiously.

“He’s good....you never said he was this good,” I said embarrassed.

“You never asked,” she pointed out.

“Well, it will be the last time,” I said resolved.

“I don’t mind sharing him,” Jill said truthfully.

“He loves you. Not me,” I said.

“Maybe, we can work on that,” Jill said helpfully.

We went back to the hotel and switched in the hotel lobby.

***

After a blissful honeymoon in Hawaii where I put on a bikini at the beach for the first time, I stopped thinking of myself as a man. I would never be as feminine as Jill but not all women had to be. I was that aggressive tomboy that enjoyed hiking around the Hawaiian volcanoes. We also went scuba diving off the coasts. Still, whenever it came to romantic outings it was always with Jill. She enjoyed the romantic dinners and nightly love-making.

After the honeymoon, I stayed true to the rule generally dressing in darker clothes and wearing a black ring. “Hey, Jacky. Mind if we talk?” Chris asked me one breakfast.

“What’s up?” I asked friendly.

“Jill and I had a chat. She says it’s okay if we date. What do you think?” Chris asked.

“It’s not really cheating as long as it’s the same body,” I allowed.

“Our situation is a little bit more complicated wouldn’t you say? I just don’t want you to feel like you’re missing out,” Chris said.

“What if we break up?” I smirked.

“We shake hands,” Chris said simply.

“Shake hands?” I asked incredulously.

“I think we can be responsible adults about this,” Chris said reasonably.

“Let’s see what happens,” I agreed.

So, we dated like a normal couple even though he was already married to my other personality. In all reality, dating wasn’t even necessary. I was already in love with him. Finally, I made love to Chris as Jacky for the first time. My desires for hot-looking women would never go away. I knew this but mature adults can remain faithful and not act on their instinctive urges. It didn’t take long for me to put Jill’s wedding ring next to my black ring. As far as Jill and I were concerned, Chris was married to both of us.

***

My name is Jill. One day, Chris and I went to a coffee shop. “Let me get you something. You stay here,” Chris offered and got in line.

I smiled at my husband’s generosity and then I saw a young man take a seat across from me. He was wearing a leather jacket and jeans. Jack’s smirking face looked back at me. “Welcome back,” I said to my nemesis.

“We did well, didn’t we?” he asked.

“You got the job done,” I allowed.

“I still can’t believe you were able to keep Jacky from knowing about me all these years,” Jack said amused.

“How did you know it would work,” I asked him.

“Just a hunch. As long as you were around, he couldn’t truly embrace his feminine side. He needed someone like me to provide the contrast. I reminded him of the negative side of himself. His love for you pushed him over the edge,” Jack said.

“Now that we are now two women and one man in a woman’s body, what will do with yourself now?” I asked.

“Fadeaway,” Jack suggested.

“No, you can’t do that,” I insisted.

“Adopt a son,” Jack said seriously.

“Deal,” I smiled.

Chris came back with two coffees. Jack smirked at Chris and then turned to me. “If you don’t mind, I have a date,” Jack said slyly. Jack walked off as Chris sat down.

“Thank you,” I said as I drank a sip of my coffee. In the coffee shop, I could see several versions of Jack sitting next to individual single women.

“Chris, there’s something on my mind I want to talk to you about,” I began. “It’s about the adoption.”

The Black Ring II

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning
  • Horror
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male
  • Gay Romance
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Gay Males
  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers
  • Identity Theft
  • Memory Loss
  • Partial Transformations
  • She-Males

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Black Ring II
Black Ring I

(Disclaimer: Disociative Disorder, Schizophrenia, and vivid Suicidal thoughts are featured)

It all began with a funeral. I was dressed in an uncomfortable cheap suit standing with my fellow classmates mourning the death of Maria. She had died in a horrible car accident a few days prior. The wound on my forehead had not yet healed completely. No one present knew I was the other occupant in the car. If I was an ordinary person, I might have blamed myself or felt survivor’s guilt. I felt none of these things. I wasn’t in control that night.

As the casket was lowered into the Earth, fear swept through my mind. Would Jack ever return? Was he as dead as Maria? By attending the funeral, I half-expected Jack to reappear in my mind. Now, I was alone.

Well, not precisely true. I always had Jake. He was waiting by my rental car. The car accident had destroyed the car. The insurance company gave me this rental car until I could get a replacement.

“How are you?” Jake asked concerned.

“I thought this would force Jack to return,” I said shaking my head.

“With us, it’s never simple,” he reminded me.

“Right,” I agreed and drove back to the apartment.

***

Upon arriving at the apartment, I encountered Nick in the living room. I headed upstairs avoiding him entirely but then felt better of it. “Hey, Nick, I’m sorry about how I have been acting recently. I’m not moving out after all,” I told him.

“You were in the crash, weren’t you?” he asked concerned.

“Yeah,” I nodded.

He gave me a sympathetic look. “Do you want to talk about it?”

“No, I’m good,” I said honestly. If I needed to talk to anyone, I could always talk to Jake.

I then went upstairs and surveyed the room. I checked underneath the bed and brought out boxes filled with female clothing. Jack had assumed I had thrown it out as he had asked me to. I also found my stash of make-up and set it up as it was before. Within a few moments, I had the whole room the way it was before.

“What if he comes back? He won’t be happy about this deception,” Jake warned.

“We can discuss it when it happens,” I replied.

“When and if?” Jake questioned.

“Don’t talk like that. He will come back,” I said confidently.

I then got on the computer and found my secret files of all of my girly photographs I was supposed to have deleted. On Facebook, Maria’s death was all over my news-feed. While pretending to be Jack, I had sex with her. I merely did it to cover for Jack. The situation was now more than awkward. I felt angry at Jack for putting me in that situation. He promised something like that would never happen. Perhaps I was just naive.

***

For Christmas break, I went back to my parent’s house. They were aware of my condition and did everything they could to get rid of me. They just wanted their son Jack and that was it. They never treated me as their daughter, just an alien parasite to be destroyed. Still, the parents couldn’t tell us apart and often assumed me for Jack. As I drove back home, Jake was in the passenger seat.

“Why are you going?” he asked me.

“For appearance sake. It would be expected,” I said.

“You could always use the accident as an excuse,” he advised.

“That would just make them worry more,” I said.

Upon arriving, my parents embraced me assuming I was Jack. My mother looked at my head wound with concern. “Are you sure you don’t need a doctor’s appointment. It could be more serious than you realize,” my mother said.

“I’m fine, really,” I said.

“Glad to see you back home, son. Wish the circumstances could be better for you,” my father said sympathetically.

“I’ll get through this,” I said.

I went inside and was immediately greeted by the obnoxious dachshund. The dog started barking at me as if it knew the truth. Jack loved the dog, but I didn’t care for it. The parents loved the dog more than me.

“What can I get for you?” my father asked from the kitchen.

“How about a beer?” I asked. It would be the kind of thing Jack would ask. I hated the taste of it.

My father handed me an ice-cold beer and turned to the TV. I took a seat as my father channel surfed. “How about the Patriot’s game?” he asked.

My father was testing me. Jack hated the Patriots. “I would rather see another game,” I said politely.

My father shrugged and continue to channel surf. “How was the drive?” my mother asked.

“Uneventful,” I said. I couldn’t really tell her that I had talked with my alter-ego the entire way.

“How’s your roommate?” my father asked.

“Well, dad, I sucked his cock but otherwise he seems like a normal guy,” I felt like saying. “He’s fine,” I ended up saying.

“You’re grades are excellent. We’re so proud of you,” my mother gushed.

“Thanks,” I said awkwardly. It was hard to fail when having two minds.

At dinner, my father discussed wanting to go golfing with me someday. I hated golf, but I pretended to be interested. “Want a glass of wine?” my mother offered me.

I loved wine, but Jack thought it was gay. “No thanks,” I said.

My parents quizzed me some more during dinner to try to get a reaction out of me. I didn’t fall for any of them. The only reason I came to visit these assholes was to see if it would trigger Jack to come back. After dinner, I went to my old room and looked through my stuff, anything that could potentially trigger him to return. As the night progressed, I was going to run into a problem. With Jack gone, I needed to sleep. My parents would know something was wrong if I ever did sleep.

Late at night, I sneaked out of the house to go to my car. “Is that you, Jill?” my mother asked curiously from the couch.

“Yeah,” I said hoping for some acknowledgment that I also was their kid.

My mother simply nodded and then I walked out of the house. I went to my car and drove off a distance away, parked my car on the side of the road, and went to sleep. Early the next morning, I came back to the house. I made some small talk with my parents and then embraced them like a good son. After giving them fake goodbyes, I went back to my apartment.

***

Once I got back to my apartment, Nick was no where in sight. So much the better. I contemplated his room and curiosity got the better of me. I used a screw driver and took off the door knob. I then entered the room and looked around. It was a little messy but that was to be expected. A few of his clothes caught my eye.

“No way,” I said amused. There was a bra and panties on the floor. I didn’t think Nick would be the type to have a girlfriend. He never had a girl come to the apartment.

I continued to look around and found pill bottles and needles in the drawer. “Heroin?” Jake wondered.

I looked at the pill bottles and read the labels. “No, something weirder,” I muttered. Everything was starting to make sense now, but I didn’t want to believe it. The odds were just too great. How could there be two of us under the same roof? I backed out of the room careful not to disturb anything and then fixed the doorknob. When Nick finally did come home, he didn’t suspect anything.

I sat on my bed Indian style and contemplated what I had discovered. “He’s self-medicating on female hormones,” I said to Jake.

“But why?” Jake wondered.

“Duh, he wants to be a girl,” I said as if it were obvious.

“Maybe there is another reason,” Jake doubted.

“Like what?” I asked.

Jake seemed stumped. “What do we do now?”

“We don’t do anything,” I said.

“If he poisons himself, the police will ask us questions,” Jake pointed out.

“So what? We wouldn’t have known what he was up to without breaking into his room,” I said.

“If he poisons himself, it will be another death connected to you. That looks too coincidental,” Jake warned.

Jake was right, but it was also risky to get involved. “What is the upside?” I asked him.

“He’s a fellow cross-dresser. The three of us could learn from each other,” Jake suggested.

“As far as I know he simply masturbates in women’s underwear,” I said.

“Then teach him how to cross-dress properly,” Jake advised.

“And how do you propose we bring it up?” I asked. It was not something one typically brought up in conversation.

“We confront him directly,” Jake advised.

“Thanks, genius,” I said skeptically. “For the time being, we monitor him.”

***

The spring semester began in late January. This time, it would be Jake and I doing the classes. Classes would be slightly more challenging since I would have to lose eight hours to sleep. For the first few weeks, I showed up in male dress. At the university, I took classes Jack had already scheduled. At this point, I was just fulfilling his intentions. Once I got back to the apartment, I dressed in female clothing and did my hair the way I liked it. I had decided to grow it out. If Jack ever returned, he could simply cut it back to the way before. I always kept my door locked to ensure that Nick didn’t barge in. I never caught him doing anything feminine, but I did notice a few changes. He was also growing out his hair, and his face looked more feminine.

“If we ask him about it, he will simply deny it. He’s deep in the closet,” I said to Jake.

“You sucked his cock. I think you have the credibility to bring it up,” Jake reminded me.

I decided to drop the issue. “I’m thinking of cross-dressing to class. The professor wouldn’t notice a new student,” I said.

“Go for it,” Jake agreed.

I decided to put my plan into action the next day. I wore women’s jeans and a sweater. My sweater budged outward with the use of my fake breasts. I then worked on my make-up to give me a feminine appearance and then I did my hair. Jake supervised as I worked making sure I didn’t miss anything. My next task was to get out of the apartment without being spotted by Nick.

I cautiously exited my room, looked down the stairs, and then slowly moved into view of the living room. Seeing no one, I quickly exited the apartment and came to my car.

“That was exhilarating,” I said as I entered the car.

“Nice job, but your driver’s licenses still has Jack’s face on it,” Jake reminded me.

“Can’t be helped,” I said and then drove off.

I attended classes as a woman for the first time. No one noticed me, no one cared. It was completely uneventful. It went so well that I decided to make it a more common occurrence. The only time I dressed as a male was when I had to take exams. It would look suspicious if a woman turned in an exam or paper with the name “Jack” on it.

***

Finally, in late February, I got caught. I was careless or perhaps Nick was a little too observant. He stopped me as I came to my car. “Who are you?” he demanded.

“Why should I tell you?” I asked in my feminine voice.

“You just exited from my apartment,” he pointed out.

“I’m Jack’s sister. Now, bug off,” I said as I scrambled for my keys.

“This is Jack’s car,” he continued.

“We share it,” I replied.

As I looked for my keys in my purse, he held my right hand. “That scar…its the same as Jack’s,” he said. He then eyed me carefully as if scanning through the make-up. “It is you,” he accused.

“Fuck yourself,” I replied angrily.

He gave me an amused expression. “You seem very confused with yourself. You act indifferent to me, then you suck my cock, then you disrespect me, and now you’re back to being indifferent. What are you?” he questioned.

“You think you’re so different,” I spat. “You’ve been taking hormones, and you have women’s underwear in your room,” I revealed.

“Careful,” Jake warned me.

“Shut up,” I said to him.

Nick simply stared at my outburst. “How did you know?” he asked flustered.

“I broke into your room,” I admitted.

He gave me a fearful look. “You can’t tell anyone. If my parents find out,” he stammered.

“As it so happened, I have their number too. So, don’t fuck with me,” I said to him.

He slowly backed away, and I entered my car. I locked the doors to make me feel more secure. “That could have gone better,” Jake said dryly.

“Whatever. I got him by the balls,” I said.

“People become reckless when they’re afraid. You should patch things over,” Jake suggested.

He was right, but I hated confrontations. I went back inside the apartment and found a surprised Nick in the living room. “I’m mentally ill,” I began. “I have multi-personality disorder. That is why I have been inconsistent with you. I have a male personality and a female personality. Do you understand?” I asked him.

He simply nodded. “Right now, my female personality has taken over…ever since the car accident. There is no Jack. There is only Jill,” I said.

“Are you Jill all the time now?” he asked.

“For the time being until Jack returns,” I replied.

“I have seen you talk to yourself. There is another personality isn’t there?” he asked.

“Yes, but he’s not in control,” I clarified.

He stared at me wondering whether to believe me. “If you have multiple personalities, how can I trust you? One personality could say one thing and the other could do another,” he said.

“For the moment, there is only one personality in control. I haven’t done anything against you,” I said.

“Other than breaking into my room,” he said annoyed.

“You are self-medicating. What do you think would happen to me if you overdosed?” I asked.

He hesitated as if thinking about something profound. “I think we can help each other,” he said finally.

“How’s that?” I said.

“You haven’t taken any hormones or had any surgeries, correct?” he asked.

“Right,” I agreed.

“And yet, your voice and appearance is perfect,” he said admiringly.

“I have years of practice,” I said.

“You could teach me how to pass,” he said.

“Whoa, I can’t promise that,” I protested.

“If it were possible, if it could be done, you could help me do it,” he said hopefully.

“Possible,” I allowed. “What’s in it for me?” I asked.

“I can get you the drugs you need for your own transition,” he offered.

“I don’t self-medicate. That’s a bad idea,” I rejected.

“If what you say is true, you will never be approved by the psychiatrists. You will never be able to transition through the normal way. As the years go by, it will be more difficult to transition,” he pointed out.

“I have no intention of transitioning. Jack will return,” I told him.

“What if he doesn’t return?” he asked.

“He will,” I said stubbornly.

He simply shrugged. “Very well,” he said.

I turned to Jake. “He could be useful in the future if Jack doesn’t return,” he told me.

If Jack didn’t return, I could fulfill my wish to become completely female. It would take time, pain, and money but it could be done. However, that would mean Jack never returning. He was like my brother, more than that.

“I’m not taking any of your pills, but I’m curious what I can do for you,” I offered.

Nick brightened up. “When do we start?”

“Now,” I answered.

***

I put him in a chair and started working on his hair. Once I was finished, I worked on his face. It actually took less effort than when I did it for myself. I then placed fake breasts on his chest and sealed them with an adhesive. Afterwards, I gave him a number of female clothes to try on. He tried the dresses, skirts, and pants. Each time, he looked at himself in the mirror.

“Wow, I had no idea,” he said enjoying his appearance.

“Now, we have to work on your voice,” I said.

Nick was an eager student but it took time to develop his own voice. That was something hormones couldn’t do for him. “Thank you for helping me,” he said in a semi-female voice.

“Sure, no prob,” I replied.

He gave me an embarrassed look. “We could be more than just roommates,” he suggested.

“What do you mean?” I asked knowing the answer.

“We’re both attracted to men, right?” he began.

“Right,” I allowed.

“We can dress as women most of the time except for special occasions,” he said.

“Alright, let’s make now a special occasion,” I agreed.

He gave me a nervous look. “Okay,” he said and then went to wash his face. I did the same in my own bathroom.

“You sure this is a good idea?” Jake questioned.

“I have never been able to have sex with a man, not once,” I said frustrated.

“He’s not really a man, though,” Jake pointed out.

“Baby steps,” I said dismissively.

I exited my bathroom and went into his room. I started taking off my female clothes and then removed the fake breasts from my chest. Nick was a little slower but eventually it was just two naked males in the same room. I went over to him and kissed him. Despite the circumstances, neither of us were hard. Nick was under hormone treatment and perhaps there was a disconnect between my personality and my body.

After kissing him for a few moments, I then went down to my knees and took hold of his limp cock. I placed my tongue on him and started to suck on him. Slowly but surely, he got hard. I worked on him until he came in my mouth. I instantly swallowed, it had taken longer than before.

“That felt good, thank you,” Nick said appreciatively.

“Your turn,” I said to him.

He obliged and started sucking on my cock. “Not bad,” I said to myself as pleasure build up at the head of my cock. Nick definitely had more experience in this area than me. He got me good and hard and then I quickly came into his mouth. The pleasure was similar to when I fucked Maria, shooting my sperm inside her. However, unlike that occasion, I didn’t feel nearly as awkward. I was having sex with a man, albeit a very gay one. My thoughts went back to Chris, the ultimate prize. I wanted to be with a strong, confident, straight man. For the time being, this would have to do.

***

As the months continued, Nick and I started dressing up in public more often. He would rarely speak while as a girl for fear of being discovered. I just told everyone he was shy. He also started attending classes in female dress and this time he started wearing his own female clothes he had bought. When we went shopping, I helped him pick things out. He continued to grow his hair out and hormone therapy. He was starting to become passable even without make-up.

Frequently, we come into each others’ room and make-out. At first, the farthest we would do is oral sex but then Nick insisted that I penetrate him. I didn’t want to do it, but I obliged him. I used a condom and plenty of lube and then I fucked him hard. Ironically, not being interested in this kind of sex prolonged me. We tried various positions until I couldn’t hold it off anymore.

“You actually enjoy it?” I asked him once we were finished.

“You should try it,” he said content.

“I’ll pass,” I said.

“It’s not just about the pleasure. It’s about being submissive during sex, being treated like a female. I imagine myself being a woman making love to a man,” he said.

I couldn’t disagree, but I was still not interested in having sex with Nick that way. He was becoming more-and-more like a female. Finally, I got him to penetrate me. It took a while to get him ready. He put a generous amount of lube and then slowly pushed inside. It was painful for a few moments as I adjusted to him. Jack would die if he knew what I was doing to his body. Nick lasted a few minutes before he came inside the condom. My first experience being penetrated was disappointing but at the very least I knew what it was about. I dreamed a real man would take me next time.

***
As I grew more confident in my cross dressing abilities, I finally went to the gym. I made absolutely sure my fake breasts couldn’t be seen through my t-shirt. As it happened, Chris was there lifting weights. I ignored him and worked on my run. With each step, I worried that the adhesive on my breasts would come loose.

“Hey, how’s it going?” Chris said walking up to me as I got off the treadmill.

I simply stared at him in fear and arousal. “Just getting in a run,” I said in a perfect feminine voice.

“I never use treadmills. I enjoy running outdoors,” he remarked.

“Well, its a little too cold outside,” I said.

“That’s true, but in the spring time it will be perfect,” he smiled.

“Sure,” I allowed.

“Well, I’ll let you get back to your workout,” he said turning away.

“Wait, what if we ran together? There’s a running trail near my place,” I said boldly.

“I would like that,” he said appreciatively.

***

Once the weather cleared up, Chris gave me a call to go on a run. Not the most romantic idea I had ever heard but anything was better than nothing. He drove up to my apartment and the two of us hit the trail. At first, we kept it slow neither of us wanting to embarrass the other. Realizing it would be impolite for a guy to suddenly outrun a girl, I decided to speed it up. He met my speed and then I went a little faster. He was now struggling a little to keep up but still managed. I was quite impressed, he was much bigger than me. What he probably didn’t realize is that all I did was run since I never lifted weights. It kept me thin but in good shape.

After our run, we were both sweaty and cold. “That was a good run, thanks. I didn’t realize how fast you were,” he complimented.

“I’m the one impressed. You must be nearly twice my size,” I smiled.

Would he be so impressed with me if he knew I was a guy? If I were a real girl would it even be possible for me to reach his speed? The two of us went back towards my apartment. I suddenly realized he would want to come in briefly for a drink or something. I wasn’t sure how that was going to work with Nick around. I had to pray that he would be in drag.

“Want to come inside for a drink?” I asked hoping he would say no.

“Sure,” he smiled.

Shit! I opened the door to my apartment and didn’t find Nick anywhere. Chris came in and remained standing. “You can take a seat if you want?” I offered.

“Its okay. I am all sweaty,” he excused himself.

I got both of us glasses of water. “Thanks,” he said drinking it down.

Nick then exited his room and entered the living room. I stared at him in horror but to my surprise he was in drag. He wore women’s jeans, a bulky sweatshirt, and had his hair styled. He stared at Chris and then at me. “This is my roommate, Nicki,” I said to Chris.

“Nice to meet you. I’m Chris,” Chris said to him.

Nick awkwardly nodded and then made his way back to his room. “She’s a little shy,” I said.

“Nice place,” Chris complimented changing the subject.

“Yeah, I have been meaning to move out though,” I said.

“Really? Same here,” Chris said.

I felt like making a move but decided against it. If I was too aggressive, I could fuck this up. “Well, I’ll see you around,” he said and then proceeded to leave.

“Go after him,” Jake said to me.

He had been with me during the entire run giving me encouragement to run faster. I followed Chris to his car and gave him a kiss goodbye. He smiled and drove off. I went back inside only to find Nick looking disappointed at me from the living room.

“Thank God you were in drag,” I said as I closed the door.

“Are you with that guy?” he asked. It sounded like an accusation.

“We’ve dated a few times,” I said truthfully.

“So, what are we?” he asked offended.

“We’re girlfriends. We’re both women stuck in male bodies,” I said to him.

“But, you haven’t transitioned at all. You just dress as a girl sometimes,” he protested.

“Nick, I can’t be your boyfriend,” I said bluntly. “When we were both boys, we saw each other as attractive. Now, you have small breasts and your dick doesn’t work,” I told him.

He seemed flustered at my rejection. On one hand he was hurt that we were breaking up but on the other hand he felt a little proud that he was in fact changing. I no longer saw him as a man anymore.

“It’s just that physically you still look like a man. It’s a little unfair that I find you attractive but you don’t with me,” he said.

I totally understood what he was saying but there was nothing I could do about it. “I can’t transition,” I said to him.

“Why not?” he asked.

“Jack may return,” I said flatly.

“Jack was an asshole,” he said bluntly.

This was true but also irrelevant. “He’s part of me, like my brother,” I said lamely.

“How long are you going to wait for him?” he asked.

“Good point,” Jake said to me.

“I don’t know,” I said honestly.

“You called me Nicki. I like that name,” he smiled and then went back to his room.

I felt sad for him. During his transition phase it would be difficult for him to get a boyfriend straight or gay. I had fucked a girl once. I ventured to his room and barged in. He gave me a confused look.

“Take off your clothes but leave the breasts on,” I ordered.

He willingly complied. Once he was naked except for the fake breasts, I got on top of him and started kissing him. I massaged his breasts as if they were real. He seemed turned on by this. I then went down on his small cock. I tried to pretend that it was Chris’ cock in my mouth but it was obvious it wasn’t. Nick had trouble getting hard but enjoyed the sensation none-the-less.

I then took his legs and placed them above my shoulders. “You ready?” I asked him.

He simply nodded. I then stroked my cock a few times to get it hard and then penetrated him the way a man would a woman. He groaned in pain and then pleasure as I fucked him. Eventually, he came onto his stomach. I kissed him for a few moments and then withdrew. “I’ll stay with you until you find a real boyfriend,” I whispered to him.

Afterwards, I took a long shower. I wasn’t attracted to Nick even before he started transitioning but pleasure was pleasure. I closed my eyes as I thought of Chris. I stroked my cock and got it hard. Having a penis had always been frustrating for me growing up. It just got larger-and-larger and more obvious. I was becoming more envious of Nick’s micro-penis. After a few short minutes, I came. I couldn’t be disgusted with it though. It was true that I would greatly prefer a vagina over a penis, but I didn’t hate it. If Chris and I were together, I would love the sight and feel of his penis. I just wished it wasn’t on my body.

***

Chris and I continued dating by seeing each other at the gym, the club, or at the movies. He had absolutely no idea I was biologically a male. We never went passed a simple polite kiss. Classes went well as expected. I was compelled to go back to my parent’s place for Spring Break. My father took me out golfing.

I gave my best swung and hit the ball considerably shorter than how Jack would have hit it. I never understood why he was so much better at golf than me. Jake was trying to give me tips but neither of us really had a clue. My father easily hit the ball past mine.

“Anything wrong?” my father asked.

“No, classes are good,” I said.

“Your game just isn’t as good as you’re used to. I figured something must be on your mind,” my father said knowingly.

“Just out of practice,” I said.

He nodded. “How’s Jill? Is she being helpful?” he asked.

I don’t know why I did it. I just snapped right then and there. “You know, Jill is as much your kid as I am,” I said boldly.

“She’s a figment of your imagination, son. She doesn’t exist,” my father told me.

“Burn,” Jake said.

I bit my tongue and went over to my ball. I tried to concentrate but my emotions were getting the better of me. I picked the wrong club and sent the ball into the forest. “Fuck,” I said agitated.

My father raised an eyebrow and hit his ball close to the hole. I had to tell him the truth. I just had to. It was a stupid idea though. I was on a golf course in the middle of nowhere far away from my own car that I didn’t even technically own. “Dad, I’m Jill right now,” I said finally.

“I thought you only came out at night,” my father said disappointed.

I let the comment pass. It was as if he saw me as a ghost that only came out in the shadows. “Jack hasn’t been around since the accident,” I said truthfully.

He stared at me as if trying to process this. “But, you were here with us in December,” my father said.

“Yeah, that was me acting like him. It’s not difficult for me to impersonate him,” I said.

He gave me an annoyed look. “Why didn’t you tell us? Did you just want total control?” he asked.

“No, I wanted him to come back, but he never did. I haven’t done anything crazy. I have good grades. What am I supposed to do about it?” I asked.

“We can get you counseling,” my father said obviously.

“That’s never worked and your whole goal was to get rid of me,” I said scornfully.

“That isn’t true. I wanted the two of you to come together as one mind is all,” he said defensively.

I barked out a laugh. “You wanted a son that had a mind that was both masculine and feminine? Get real.”

“We all have masculine and feminine attributes, men and women,” he said.

That was true to a point but not to this extent. “When I was Jill, you never gave me the time of day.”

“I’m sorry you feel that way. How was I suppose to raise a daughter in the body of a boy? Did you want me to go shopping with you?” he asked condescendingly.

“Just some acknowledgment of my existence would have been fine,” I replied angrily.

“You are going to bring back Jack this instant,” my father demanded.

“Oh, sure, because that’s how it works,” I said mockingly.

“You will get counseling and if necessary medication. You will cooperate,” my father said roughly.

“Or what?” I asked.

“We will cut you off. No school, no apartment, no car, and no money,” my father threatened.

This was no idle threat. Without my parents, I would be financially ruined. “How can I prove I’m making an effort. No one Earth has my condition,” I said.

“I know that. You will do whatever the psychiatrist says, and you will make a good faith effort,” my father demanded.

“Fine,” I agreed.

We didn’t finish our game, and I didn’t bother recovering my lost golf ball. I left to go back home without talking to my mom. On the drive back, I was emotionally distraught.

“I hate them,” I said out-loud.

“They just want their son back,” Jake said.

“It’s all about Jack isn’t it? He gets all the credit and all the love,” I said bitterly. “I should have told him everything: I’m fucking my roommate who happens to be transitioning into a girl, by the way.”

“I wouldn’t advise that,” Jake said.

I turned to Jake who looked exactly like Jack. “What do you want? You’ve been the third wheel this whole time.”

“What do I want?” he repeated.

“Yeah,” I pressed.

He shrugged. “I have higher goals in mind. I want us to have a degree, career, and a family.”

“Yeah, well, one step at a time,” I allowed.

***

I came back to the apartment deeply regretful that my spring break was ruined. As I entered the apartment, I saw two naked people on the couch. “What the fuck?” I wondered.

“I’m so sorry,” the strange man said getting up. He was Asian, slender, and athletic looking.

A naked Nick also got up and looked at me sheepishly. “How much does he know?” I demanded of him.

“Everything,” he said awkwardly.

I sighed disappointed. “We’ll talk later,” I said and went to my room.

***

I wasn’t particularly mad at Nick. In a sense, I was glad he landed himself a boyfriend. It meant I wouldn’t have to have sex with him. Still, an STD was of serious concern. If Nick was sleeping around, it could have repercussions for me.

“What’s the plan?” Jake asked curiously.

“Nick and I are done,” I said relieved.

“Shall we double our efforts with Chris then?” Jake asked.

“No, and we can’t get another feminine gay guy either. We’re stuck,” I said.

“So, what do we do then?” Jake asked again.

“We do nothing. We stay busy with summer school and finish this degree,” I answered.

***

A month after my fight with my father, my counseling sessions were scheduled. I came into the session with no expectations. “Hello, Jack. Take a seat,” the psychiatrist said as I entered the room.

I made no emotion at being called Jack. People called me Jack all my life. “My name is Dr. Stein. First, are you here of your free will?” he asked.

I wanted to scream “No!” but I kept my cool. “Of course,” I lied. If I had said otherwise, he would have stopped the session and my parents would cut me off.

“You’re not here because your parents want you to?” Dr. Stein seemed to sense the truth.

“No, this is my own initiative,” I said with fake sincerity.

“Alright, I have your file. You are Jill, correct? Do you want me to call you Jill from now on?” Dr. Stein asked.

“Whatever you like,” I said indifferently.

“Well, Jill, what are your goals for these sessions?” Dr. Stein asked.

“I want to get Jack back,” I said truthfully.

“That could be a tall order. Your condition is rather unique. There are some techniques we could use. There is always a danger that new personalities could be created instead of Jack,” Dr. Stein said.

“I’ll take the risk,” I replied.

“I am going to try to use hypnosis to try to communicate with any other personalities you may have. Is that okay?” Dr. Stein asked.

“Sure,” I said. Other psychiatrists had done the same with no real result.

“I need you to relax,” Dr. Stein began.

“I know the drill,” I said and then concentrated on the clock in the room. I became more relaxed, thinking slowed down to nothing, and then zoned out.

“This is so ridiculous,” Jake said sitting next to me.

“Damn it, just go with it,” I said to him.

Dr. Stein gave me an odd look. “There is another personality that is making it difficult to focus,” I explained.

“Not Jack though?” Dr. Stein clarified.

“Right, another male personality I call Jake,” I said.

“What is he like?” Dr. Stein asked.

“Lazy, indifferent, and lacking motivation,” I summed up.

Jake simply shrugged not confirming or denying my characterization. “Was Jack aware of Jake?” Dr. Stein asked.

“No, I kept him a secret,” I admitted.

“Why?” Dr. Stein asked.

“He would have been jealous, or he would have freaked out believing he would lose more of his autonomy,” I said.

“If he returns, will you tell him?” Dr. Stein asked.

“Probably not,” I said truthfully.

“Is it possible that Jake could become the missing Jack in your life?” Dr. Stein asked.

“Look, Jack isn’t a figment of my imagination or a reoccurring thought. He’s a real person, and he can’t be replaced,” I said stubbornly.

“Here, here,” Jake agreed.

I gave Jake a sarcastic look. “Anyway, Jake isn’t in control of this body. I am. He can’t replace Jack that way,” I said.

“Have you tried to change your personality to that of a male personality?” Dr. Stein.

“Oh, I have tried. Nothing worked,” I said honestly.

“Have you thought to transition then?” Dr. Stein asked.

“My parents would fry me and Jack would freak out when he returns,” I said.

“How long are you willing to wait for Jack to return?”

***

I didn’t have an answer to that question. Over summer break, I worked on my classes. Chris was gone for the entire summer. I went to my counseling sessions and got nothing accomplished. I never told him about Nick or Chris. That was my business. My parents didn’t invite me back during the entire summer. I guess they didn’t want me around until I was “fixed.”

In August, Chris returned and started meeting up with me. The most we ever did was kiss each other goodbye. Perhaps my absence over the summer caused him to reflect more on what he wanted. He became a little more aggressive in his approach.

Despite my better judgment, we made out in the park. He French kissed me and touched my hips. Before he could feel my fake breasts, I had to stop him.

“What’s wrong?” he asked as I broke away.

“They’re not real,” I said touching my fake breasts underneath my shirt.

“Like implants? It’s no big deal,” he said.

I couldn’t explain more without giving everything away. “I am not real. None of this is. I’m sorry,” I said backing away.

“What does that even mean?” he asked confused.

“I can’t explain here. I’ll…text you,” I said lamely and then ran off.

***

Once I got back to my room, I cried on my bed. I had lost Chris and would inevitably lose any guy that I would ever want. Either I faked a relationship with a girl or got together with a gay guy that wouldn’t mind my effeminate nature. Jake tried to reassure me as my tears ruined my make-up.

“Just tell him the truth,” Jake said to me.

“So, he can blab to all of his buddies and make me a laughing stock. All of this was for nothing,” I said ripping my shirt apart. I grabbed the fake breasts and ripped them off my chest. I threw them across the room and then ripped the extensions from my hair.

I tore the rest of my clothes off and saw a naked young man in the mirror. My body wasn’t the problem. I was the problem from the beginning.

***

Dr. Stein frowned at me. “That’s not something I can do,” he said flatly.

“Why not, you bastard?” I hissed inside my head. “Why not?” I asked pleasantly.

“It is unethical and has proven not to work,” he said simply.

“Jack is straight and I am gay? How does that work?” I asked.

“If I understand you correctly, both of you are straight,” Dr. Stein objected.

“So, what the fuck am I supposed to do?” I burst out.

“You must determine for yourself just how rigid you are in your sexuality. Most people are not one-hundred percent straight or gay. Perhaps, you are bisexual and don’t know it,” Dr. Stein suggested.

“Look, I’ve had sex with a girl…pretending to be Jake, long story, and I didn’t like it,” I said.

Dr. Stein decided not to discuss the ethical problems with what I just said. “That was just one girl though.”

“So, you’re saying that maybe another girl would be different?” I asked skeptically.

“Possibly,” Dr Stein replied.

***

I procrastinated on sending Chris a text on the full story, a decision I later regret. Instead, I continued to cross-dress as I usually did but then dressed in masculine clothing without make-up in social settings.

Being rejected by a female was ridiculous, so I created an online profile and shot out dozens of messages to random women I thought had good profile resumes. One decided to reply back and that was the one I saw at the club.

“So, you’re Jack?” a blond woman asked me.

“Yeah,” I said indifferently.

“I’m Sarah,” she introduced herself. I immediately knew her from the website.

“You look more lovelier than your profile pics,” I lied. In truth, I felt indifferent towards her looks and started to notice small make-up imperfections.

“Thanks. Want to get a drink?” she asked.

I asked her what she liked and proceeded to get two. I didn’t care for it but acted as if I did. I then started asking questions about how school was going for her. She prattled on about herself, and I pretended to be interested. Every so often Jake would tell me things about her that I had missed. Her tone of voice, body language, and mannerisms were all being analyzed by the two of us. We both concluded she was attracted to my body.

We did a little dancing on the floor. I was not familiar with the male role but Jake was. He told me what to do on the technical aspects. In my mind, I was checking off every dating box. According to the formula, I was doing everything right. As the night was about to end, I decided to seal the deal.

Since we had both had drinks, I ordered a cab for us. I ordered the cab to her place first. “Thank you for a great evening, Sarah,” I said to her.

She smiled. “Yeah, want to go out next weekend?” she asked.

“Absolutely,” I said with false sincerity.

She smiled at me and then went inside her apartment. I then had the cab drive me to my new apartment. Since my parents were concerned I would have unprotected sex with both men and women, they just gave the whole place to me. I looked over the pictures I had taken on my phone. Jake and I stared at the pictures of Sarah and I. We were both smiling, but I felt dead inside. I had no interest in her whatsoever.

***

I continued with the dating scheme with Sarah despite having no interest in her. For one, I was playing along with the counselor’s suggestion. Maybe if I did switch my orientation, I could live a normal life. I also thought it could trigger Jack to return.

As before I did everything perfectly, but apparently it wasn’t enough. After a few weeks, she broke it down.

“You’ve been really great, but I am going through some issues right now,” she said embarrassed.

“You’re done, finished, game over,” Jake said to me.

I ignored him. “Go on,” I allowed.

“It’s not you, it’s me,” she continued.

Jake smirked not helping my mood. “I thought I could like men, but I can’t,” she shook her head.

“What do you mean?” I asked patiently.

“I like girls. I’m so sorry,” she said apologetically.

“Nice,” Jake remarked.

I fought the urge to turn my head to look at him. Jake’s sexuality seemed completely fluid. “I understand,” I said subdued.

She nodded and then walked off. “She could be lying?” Jake suggested to me.

“It doesn’t matter,” I replied.

***

I went home and discussed the issue at length with Jake. “Assuming she was telling the truth, I didn’t do anything wrong,” I said.

“A break-up isn’t about who was right and who was wrong. Both people can be right when they realize they are not compatible,” Jake said.

“Maybe I was so bad I turned her gay,” I smirked.

Jake chuckled and then I laughed. We laughed together as the crazy people we were.

***

It didn’t take long before the incident caught up with me. I was minding my own business at the school coffee shop when he dropped in. “It’s him,” Jake warned me.

“I can see that,” I hissed back at him.

Chris came up to me filling me with dread. I was dressed in masculine clothing and appeared as Jack since meeting with the counselor. “Hey, I’m sorry about my sister. She can be erratic at times,” he said to me.

I simply stared at him. “Sarah is Chris’ sister. They have the same last name,” Jake said to me.

“Hey, it happens,” I said awkwardly.

He nodded and was about to leave when he stopped. “You look familiar. Have we met before?” he asked.

“He’s got you now,” Jake said amused.

“I don’t recall,” I lied.

“Could it be? You were in that car accident last year,” he said.

“That’s right,” I said hoping that would satisfy him.

He then looked into my eyes as if seeking my soul. “Wait, is that you, Jill?” he asked dumbfounded.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said defensively.

“It is you,” he said sitting down across from me.

“Jill is my twin sister. We look alike except for the gender part. You satisfied?” I asked him irritably.

“She said she was an only child,” Chris said.

“She lied,” I said quickly.

“I am so confused. Why would she lie and why did her brother start dating my sister?” he asked.

“It was coincidental. You have a very common last name: Smith,” I said.

“Alright,” he said standing up. I could tell he didn’t believe me. “Jill said she would text me explaining things. She never did. Could you remind her?”

I simply nodded. He then turned away to walk off. “Wait…I can explain it,” I said finally.

He stopped and gave me a confused look. He came back and took a seat across from me. “I am Jack and Jill. We’re the same person,” I admitted.

He looked at me dumbfounded. “I don’t get it.”

“Sometimes I dress up as a boy and sometimes I dress up as a girl,” I explained.

“So, are you a boy or a girl?” he asked confused.

“What difference does it make now?” I asked.

“I feel I deserve an explanation,” he said. “You dated me as a girl and then dated my sister as a boy.”

“That wasn’t my intention,” I said.

“Be it as it may,” he allowed.

“I’m trans, is that what you want to hear?” I said flustered.

“So, you don’t dress up just for fun?” he asked.

“No,” I said vaguely.

“So, what are you?” he questioned.

“I am a boy with a girl’s mind,” I said truthfully. “I am attracted to only men,” I added.

“So, why did you date my sister?” he asked.

“It was suggested by my counselor to see if my orientation was truly set. I felt nothing for your sister,” I said honestly.

“Okay, this just sounds a little weird,” he said. “I had no idea I was dating a…,” he trailed off.

“A guy? Yeah, sorry. In case you have any doubt, you’re perfectly straight. It’s me that’s fucked up,” I said.

“Is this what you wanted to tell me?” he asked.

“Pretty much,” I replied.

“Look, I know that in mind and soul you’re a woman. I have been around you long enough to know it isn’t an act. So, why not go all the way?” he asked.

“My parents,” I lied. I couldn’t tell him I was waiting for Jack to come back.

“Well, you’re right. I am straight, but we can still be friends can’t we?” he asked.

“It would be torture for me. I want you but I can’t have you,” I said.

“Maybe we can work something out. When you were dressed as a girl, you were a real turn on. You looked beautiful,” he said.

“So, what are you saying?” I asked impatiently.

“We start it up again, but you simply…,” he began.

“Not take my clothes off?” I interrupted.

“Yeah,” he said flatly.

“What kind of guy are you? You know I am a male underneath and that you can’t have sex with me as if I were a girl. You just want to kiss and cuddle?” I asked skeptically.

“Look, I am not into scoring as many girls as I can frat boy. I am not looking to get married either. I am just trying to get my degree done on time. I figure we could both have some company,” he said simply.

It was unusual but rational. Could I really reject him? What other man would put up with me? What if Jack returned? The relationship would immediately end. What if Jack didn’t return. I simply stared at Chris while Jake continued to suggest scenarios.

“Why the fuck not?” I replied finally.

***

From that time on, I started dressing as a girl again. I continued to talk with the counselor and spooked him by showing up as a girl and having a perfectly feminine voice. He didn’t believe it was me at first. I let my hair grow longer and my attitude on life improved.

Chris came by my apartment every so often to watch a movie or play a board game. One night, we made-out on the couch kissing and caressing one another. I could sense Chris’ sexual frustration. He wanted to have sex with me but didn’t want to at the same time.

“I can fix that,” I said touching his dick.

“You don’t have to,” he said embarrassed.

“It’s alright. I want to,” I said honestly.

“But I can’t do the same to you,” he said.

“Don’t worry about it. I am not keeping score,” I smiled.

“Okay,” he allowed.

I unbuttoned his jeans and worked to get his pants off. I positioned him laying on his back on the couch. I pulled his underwear down and saw his dick for the first time. I smiled appreciating its size. Unlike Nick, this thing was large, thick, and could get the job done. This was a real man in front of me. I placed my hands on his dick and stroked him a few times. Satisfied he was good and hard, I put my mouth onto his dick and started sucking him.

He shuddered and moaned as I began licking and sucking him. I had a lot of practice with Nick and knew what to do. It didn’t take long for him to spasm. “I’m going to cum,” he warned me.

I simply nodded and sucked harder on him. He grunted as he came in my mouth. His whole body tensed up as he pulsed a few times. I quickly swallowed and licked him clean. “How was that?” I asked him.

“You’re good,” he complimented.

“I can do it whenever you want me to,” I offered.

He came up to me and kissed me gratefully.

***

Chris and I continued dating through the fall semester. At Thanks Giving, I was obliged to go home to visit the parents. I dressed in masculine clothing to make them happy. They were still upset that Jack was missing. I had done everything they had asked to try to get him back. After a very awkward visit, I came back to Chris for a real Thanks Giving meal with his family. His sister was there but didn’t recognize me. She was all smiles, and I had the impression she might like me. After the visit, I had a weird conversation with Jake.

“So, you date Chris but have sex with his sister. How about that?” he asked while I drove back.

“That’s just wrong,” I rejected.

“Chris isn’t fulfilling your sexual needs,” Jake reminded me.

“I suck his cock every so often,” I pointed out.

“That’s fulfilling his needs,” Jake said.

“Sarah isn’t going to suck my cock just because I am dressed as a girl,” I said skeptically.

“How do you know for sure?” Jake asked.

“Even if it could happen, I don’t even want my cock sucked. Just the thought of it is a turn off. I am a GIRL and girls don’t want to have a cock and have it sucked off,” I said.

There was a long pause between us. “Have Sarah use a strap-on dildo and then have her penetrate you,” Jake suggested.

“No, it’s not happening. Just shut your mouth,” I said irritably.

***

I passed my Finals easily enough and studied with Chris to help him. During Christmas time, Chris gave me earrings. I had never worn earrings before since I could never go out in public as a boy with them on. The earrings were symbolic that I was going to permanently dress as a girl full-time. In return, I gave him a new game console and the two of us played video games for hours.

On the anniversary of Maria’s death, I went to the street intersection where it happened. On the night it had happened, he had berated me and nearly destroyed me. He went from being king to nothing in a few short hours. He was going to marry Maria, have children with her, and live a happy life without me. Now all that was gone. I enjoyed his defeat and felt guilty for it.

“It wasn’t your fault. He was behind the wheel,” Jake reminded me.

“It wasn’t his fault either. No one could have seen that drunk driver cross us,” I said.

“How long do you want to stay out here?” he asked.

It was cold, empty, and dark. “Let’s go,” I said to him walking away.

***

The next day, I visited the cemetery and placed flowers on the grave. I didn’t care for Maria but visiting her could potentially trigger Jack to wake up. I didn’t care if he was horrified about what I had done with Nick or with Chris. I just wanted him to wake up. In a way, I was visiting two graves.

“How long will you wait?” Jake asked me.

“One more year,” I replied to him.

Jack all but disappeared as I dressed as a woman full-time. I still had to put his name on all my papers and tests and any university paperwork I had to do. My car insurance and driver’s license still had his name. My hair grew long enough that it looked girly. I started working on my nails for the first time. I experimented with different clothes and shoes.

Finally, my parents got me a counselor that suggested some medications to “fix” me. Either I took the medications or my parents would cut me off. With no choice in the matter, I started taking them. That proved to be a big mistake.

I woke up one day and saw a woman that looked exactly like me sitting in a chair watching me. “What the fuck?” I wondered.

“My name is Jane. I am going to kill us,” she said in a monotone voice.

“Come again,” I said groggily. I looked for Jake and couldn’t find him.

“It just you and me,” she said to me.

“Alright, what’s your deal?” I asked her becoming wide awake.

“When you fall asleep, I will take control. When that happens, I am going to kill us,” she said again.

I got out of bed and walked over to my twin. “Oh really? What method?” I asked her.

“I haven’t decided yet,” she admitted.

“Get the fuck out of here,” I laughed at her and then went to my bathroom to brush my teeth. She appeared behind me in the mirror.

“I will do it,” she threatened.

“Then do it. See if I give a fuck,” I replied as I worked on each tooth.

She walked over to the shower. “I could hang us here,” she said.

“The shower head won’t hold our weight. Neither will the curtain frame,” I told her as I finished brushing my teeth.

“It could be as simple as the doorknob,” she replied.

I froze for a moment and then worked on shaving my face. Since I still had testosterone producing balls, I still had to shave. “Why if I may ask?” I asked her.

“There is no hope for us. No one will love us. We will never have children,” she said.

“Is that so?” I asked as I worked on my face. “I have a boyfriend right now and things are going good.”

“He will leave you eventually,” she said pessimistically.

“Maybe, but that’s life,” I said finishing up.

“You missed a spot,” she said pointing out a rogue hair.

“Oh?” I said and then worked to get it. My face then became hairy again and pimples began to show. Jane just smirked at me.

“You’re a freak, and you’re going to hell,” she said softly.

I walked out of the bathroom and looked through my closet. My female clothes were gone. “I threw them out,” Jane said.

“No,” I said frustrated.

I looked over at my pill bottle and dumped them into the toilet. “That will not save you,” Jane said to me.

“Shut up, bitch,” I snapped at her.

I looked for my smart phone and found it missing. “Its gone too and so are your keys,” she said.

“That’s inconvenient,” I muttered. “If you’re so determined to kill us, why didn’t you do it already?” I asked her.

“Look at your arm,” she said bored.

I looked at my right wrist and saw that my hand was covered in blood. I couldn’t tell if it was real or not. I couldn’t take the risk. I quickly wrapped it up with a bandage. I then felt a soreness around my neck. Jane casually walked near me with an electrical cord.

“Fuck you,” I said to her and then exited the apartment. I didn’t care that I couldn’t lock it. I was in trouble and needed help.

As it happened a cop was patrolling in the neighborhood. I waved him down in the middle of the street. He stopped his car in front of me and got out. “Get out of the street,” he yelled at me.

“I need help. Take me to a hospital,” I said frantically.

“What’s wrong with you?” he asked looking me over. “You’re one of those gay freaks. I wish I could shoot you,” he said rudely.

I stared at him dumbfounded not sure what I was hearing was real. “Take his gun, defend yourself,” Jane suggested.

I looked at his gun as I was starting to lose my mind. It took everything I had to focus. “I am in public and I am intoxicated. Under state law, you are to arrest me,” I told him.

“I’m just going to write you a ticket,” the cop said dismissively.

With no other option, I punched the officer to the face. He was surprised by the blow and immediately put me in cuffs. I was placed in the back of the cop car and felt safe. Jane was in the back with me. “People die in jail all the time,” she said.

The cop took me to the police station and put me in a jail cell. I looked for anything that could potentially harm me. I took the sheets, the pillow case, and threw them out of the cell. The cops noticed I was acting weird.

“Get mental health down here,” a Sargent finally ordered.

Soon, they took a blood test from me. It didn’t take long for them to see that there was an usual drug in my system. “You feeling suicidal?” the Sergeant asked me.

“Yep,” I nodded.

He nodded. “We’re going to put you on 24 hour observation,” he told me.

“Thank you,” I said gratefully.

Even so, the cops were barely attentive. “When you sleep, I am going to bash your head against the wall,” Jane said.

I tried to ignore her, but I couldn’t shut her out. She was in my head. I simply stared ahead and tried to stay awake. Typically, I could only last twelve hours when I shared a personality with Jack. Once it reached 8 p.m, I was starting to fade. The officers seem to notice it too. My eyes were wide-open, my body was shaking, and I was simply sitting on the hard floor.

A cop opened the cell and offered me a cup of coffee. “Here,” he said gently.

I drank it down gratefully. With my condition, caffeine could only do so much. As the hours passed, another officer came into the cell to check my condition. He took my racing pulse and erratic breathing.

“Alright, you’re coming with me,” the officer said picking me up.

I walked like a zombie to his cop car. I nodded off as he took me to the hospital. I was placed in a wheel chair and taken to a room for observation. I gave the nurse the name of the medication I was on. An IV was placed in my vein and taped down.

“Cuff my hands,” I told the officer.

“Why?” he asked.

“I’ll end up tearing the IV out of my arm and bleeding out,” I said.

He took me seriously and cuffed my arm to the bed. “Smart girl, but you can’t keep this up everyday. I will kill us!” Jane shouted at me.

I gave her a stern face. I couldn’t yell back at her without being sedated which was exactly what she wanted. “Get some sleep,” the nurse advised me.

“If I sleep, she will kill me,” I said to her.

“Who will kill you?” the nurse asked.

“The other one in my head,” I said to her.

She stared at me and then nodded in understanding. “We’ll watch you. Is there anyone you want me to call?”

“Yeah,” I said and then gave the nurse Chris’ number.

Chris arrived shortly and had a grave expression as he saw me. “The medication they gave me fucked me up,” I told him.

“Yeah, you’ve looked better,” he winced.

He stayed with me until the medication ran its course. Jane screamed at me the whole time but with Chris at my side, it was going to be okay. It was then I truly loved him. Finally, I fell asleep safe that Jane couldn’t kill me. I wasn’t alone.

***

I woke up half a day later in the hospital. I looked around and saw Chris reading a textbook. I looked around and saw Jake standing above me. “The doctor says…you’re going to be just fine,” he smirked.

“Fuck you, Jake,” I muttered.

“You’re awake,” Chris said pleased and walked over to me.

“You were here the whole time?” I asked.

“Sure, got some good studying,” he said.

“I’m sorry you had to see me like this,” I said.

“It’s alright,” he allowed.

I exited the hospital feeling weak and shaky. The cops gave me a court date to appear which was fine. I was going to embarrass my parents by telling the court the medications they put me under. They soon heard about it and naturally freaked out. On my court date, my parents got a doctor to tell the judge that I was under the influence of a strong medication. The judge threw the case out and that was that. My parents also switched my counselors up.

***

For the next couple weeks, it was a hassle to get a new pair of car keys, a new phone, and whatever else was missing in the apartment. I also decided to stay at Chris’ apartment and slept together, albeit fully clothed. Confident, Jane would never return, I went back to my own apartment.

During spring break, I got ambushed by my parents who required me to go to a counseling session with them. Dr. Stein was present this time. I was dressed as Jack to please them.

“Its great we have everyone here,” Dr. Stein began. “First, I think we should discuss whether you are willing to call her Jill,” he said to my parents.

“But its Jack,” my mother objected.

“Right…but Jack’s female personality calls herself Jill,” Dr. Stein said obviously.

“It’s fine,” my father said to get things moving.

“So, Jill, are you here of your free will?” Dr. Stein asked me.

“Absolutely, glad to be here,” I lied.

“Great, so we apparently had an incident a few weeks back, an adverse reaction to a medication,” Dr. Stein said stating it mildly.

“Yes, it created a new personality that was extremely hostile to me,” I said.

“Describe this new personality,” Dr. Stein requested.

“She was female, she looked exactly like how I see myself, and her name was Jane,” I said.

“Has she made an appearance since you stopped taking the medication?” he asked.

“No,” I replied.

“I recommend Jill not use any medications that could potentially have depression or suicidal side effects. It could create a new unstable personality,” Dr. Stein said to my parents.

“If he’s not taking medication, then what can we do?” my mother asked dismissing my gender.

“Our mutual goal is to bring back Jack. I do not believe medication is the answer. There is a possibility the personality called Jack may never return,” Dr. Stein said bluntly.

My mother started to tear up and used a tissue for her eyes. My father comforted her making it really awkward for me. “It is your intention to bring back Jack, correct?” Dr. Stein asked me.

“Yes,” I nodded.

“Do you believe her?” Dr. Stein asked my parents.

“Yes,” they said after a momentary hesitation.

“What is your plan if Jack does not return?” Dr. Stein asked all present.

My parents looked dumbfounded like it had never occurred to them. Dr. Stein eyeballed me for an answer. “I am going to wait for Jack even if it takes a lifetime. I will act as if I am Jack,” I lied.

Dr. Stein seemed to notice my dishonesty. “Right…well, as admirable as that sounds, it may not be a recipe for good mental health. Jill is a female personality in a male body. In order to correct the situation, Jill must either become a male personality or Jack’s body will have to change so that mind and body are one.”

“You mean a sex change?” my father asked incredulous.

“It may be easier to change the body than the mind,” Dr. Stein said.

“No, we don’t even know if Jill is really a female personality,” my mother objected.

“Good point, Jill, why do you consider yourself female?” Dr. Stein asked.

“I see myself as female in mental projections of myself, I like speaking, dressing, behaving, and being treated as a female. I like men and how they treat me in return,” I said.

“Do you have a boyfriend?” Dr. Stein asked horrifying my parents.

“No,” I lied.

“Do you dress as a woman in public?” Dr. Stein continued.

“No,” I lied.

Dr. Stein could tell I was lying. “If I could have some time alone with Jill,” he requested.

My parents reluctantly left the room. “Why don’t you want to be honest in front of your parents?” Dr. Stein asked gently.

“They can cut me off if I say or do the wrong thing,” I said truthfully.

Dr. Stein nodded. “I think the best thing for you right now is to become financially independent. Take out a student loan or get a job to support yourself. As long as your parents control you, I can’t help you,” he said.

***

Chris and I remained steady until summer break when he went back home. I missed him terribly and had only Jake for company. I passed my Finals easily and then looked for a job. I landed a job at a bookstore, but I had to dress as Jack the whole time. My parents immediately noticed that I hadn’t enrolled in summer classes.

“We think you should continue school to get your degree done quicker,” my father said roughly.

“I have done well in school so far. I need to get some work experience to balance myself,” I said using Jack’s voice.

“Nonsense, you don’t need the money or the experience right now. It saves more money in the long run to finish the degree earlier,” he argued.

It made sense if not for the fact that I was at his mercy. “Well, too late. The deadline already passed,” I said and then soon hung up.

To punish me, my parents stopped paying my rent. I used my salary to make up the difference. I then investigated student loans I could apply for. Upon discovery I qualified, I hesitated to take one. My parents would have a fit if they knew I took out a loan. I would only do so if I were going to have a clean break with them. They never treated me as their child anyway.

***

I went back to school at the end of summer but also worked at the bookstore. One day, Chris came to visit me at the bookstore. “You shouldn’t see me like this,” I said referring to my male dress.

“Hey, you’re my girlfriend when you’re all dressed up and my best friend when you’re not,” he said.

“It doesn’t work that way,” I said awkwardly.

“Alright, alright, I just wanted to say hello,” he said and then walked off.

***

The months counted down to the 2 year anniversary. I was getting nervous as the deadline approached. Jack had still not returned. No doubt if he did, he would lead us in a different direction. I had never had to be the leader in my own body for this long.

In December, I visited the cemetery with flowers while dressed as myself. I placed the flowers at Maria’s grave. As I recalled the memory, tears came forth. I dropped to my knees and cried beside the grave.

“It’s going to be okay, Jill,” Jake said softly.

“He’s dead. My brother is dead,” I sobbed.

“You don’t know…,” Jake trailed off.

I stood up and wiped away my tears. “I’m done waiting. This is my life now,” I said to Jake.

“And if he should return?” Jake asked.

“Then, he’s just going to have to deal with it. I lived the last twenty years in his body. I’ll be damned if I live another twenty waiting for him,” I said resolved.

“What is your plan?” Jake asked.

“I need to call an old friend.”

The Black Ring III

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning
  • Comedy
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Bad Boy to Good Girl
  • Caught with Consequences
  • Real World
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • She-Males
  • Surgery

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Black Ring III
(Sequel to Black Ring II)
Black Ring II
Black Ring I

“I need to call an old friend,” I said dialing the number on my cell phone. Niki picked up and greeted me with a feminine voice. Not as good as my own but a considerable improvement from the last time we met.

“Hi, I need to talk to you about those pills you are taking,” I said bluntly.

“Why? You want them now?” she asked.

“Yeah, just tell me how much you want for them,” I said becoming impatient.

“I don’t know…I might have to see a doctor’s note,” she said reluctantly.

“I don’t have time for this shit. Just tell me your terms,” I said irritably.

“Alright, we can meet at my place, so I can educate you on how it all works,” she said condescendingly.

“Much appreciated,” I said with fake sincerity.

Niki then sent me a text message on the time, date, and place. I turned to Jake to hear his thoughts on the matter. “We’re going to need money,” he said.

“We’ll use my credit cards while we wait on the student loans,” I said.

***

I showed up at the student loan office as Jack. I submitted all my financial documents, job history, and filled out their forms. I felt giddy as I started signing documents. For the first time in my life, I felt I was in control of my own destiny.
I finally came over to Niki’s apparent. She greatly improved on her appearance since we had last met. If I hadn’t none better, I would have assumed she was born female.

“Well, hello Jill,” she said.

I smiled politely, her voice still gave her away. I was dressed as a woman and despite not having any hormone therapy was still the more feminine of the two. Was I competing against Niki? Of course, I was.

“Alright, does cash work for you?” I asked wearing a purse.

“Come inside and we can talk about it,” she said.

I went inside the apartment and hung out in the kitchen area. “Want a glass of water?” she asked.

“Sure,” I allowed. Using my female voice did put a little bit of a strain on my vocal cords.

“So, guess what? My parents thought it would be an even greater shame on the family if I lived as a gay man. They said that if I behaved as a straight female, they could pass me off as their daughter and bring ‘respectability’ back to the family,” she said mockingly.

“If only my parents were so understanding,” I replied.

“Yeah, so, they’re paying for the hormone treatment and the eventual surgery,” she said.

“So, you’re going through with the whole thing?” I asked.

“Of course,” she said. She then placed a number of pill bottles on the counter. “You take too many, and it won’t do you any good. You can’t speed up the process by taking more than prescribed,” she said.

“Got it,” I said annoyed. I knew how hormones worked. I didn’t need a lecture from my own drug dealer.

“You do it wrong and you’ll end up with a heart attack or stroke,” she continued.

“Let’s discuss money,” I said changing the subject.

“As I said, my parents are paying for everything. I don’t need your money,” she said.

“So, what do you want?” I asked confused.

She got close to me across the table. “I want your dick,” she said seriously.

Jake burst out laughing, and I had to keep from smiling. “What?” I asked.

“You heard me. You haven’t been taking hormones, so your dick is good and strong. I want to know what it feels like to be in a straight relationship with a man,” she explained.

“First of all, I may look like a man but mentally I am all woman,” I objected. “Second of all, what you’re suggesting is basically prostitution. I mean, what happened to your old boyfriend?” I asked.

“He cheated on me with another man. Who would have thought he was gay?” she said disappointed.

“Yeah…who would have thought,” I muttered.

“How many women have you slept with as your male self?” she asked.

“One, but it was an accident,” I said.

“An accident? Like your dick just fell in her?” Niki mocked.

“It’s complicated,” I replied.

“Well, that’s one more than I have. So, you know how it works,” she said.

“Yeah, I got the mechanics down. We’ve done this before,” I reminded her.

“That was different. I want you to treat me like a real woman,” she said.

“How am I supposed to do that?” I asked.

“Practice,” she said obviously.

I looked at Jake for help. He merely shrugged. As a male-to-female transsexual, the prospect of prostitution with men was a well-known fear. But never had I ever dreamed I would end up a male gigolo. “Are you insane? The idea is for me to transition into a woman. How does fucking you as a man accomplish this?” I asked.

“Even while on hormones, your dick will still work. Once your transition is complete, we stop having sex and become girlfriends,” she said excitedly.

“Yes, because that’s how it works. When we go shopping for bras, I am just going to have to forget I once had my cock in your ass,” I said irritably.

She giggled at that and then became serious. “You wanted my terms. That’s what I want,” she said.

“Look, I have a boyfriend of my own now. This is technically cheating,” I said.

“So, don’t tell him,” Niki said obviously.

I simply stared at her wondering if she was totally serious. “Allow me to consult my other personality,” I asked.
She nodded knowing well enough I was nuts. I walked over to the dining room to discuss the issue with Jake in private.

“What do you think?” I asked.

“We do need to watch our money supply, and we can’t get this stuff through legitimate channels,” Jake said.

“But it’s cheating on Chris,” I said stubbornly.

“Chris isn’t going to want us as we are forever. We need to make a play,” Jake said.

“Damn it. I wish you could take control once in a while,” I sighed.

“Same here,” he smirked.

I walked over to Niki. “It’s a deal,” I told her.

***

I reluctantly followed Niki to her girly bedroom. She had really over-compensated from before we lived together as men. She unzipped her dress dropping it before me. I noticed she wasn’t using padding inside her bra this time. With implants, her breasts were full inside her bra. She undid her bra revealing C-cup size breasts.
“They look good,” I complimented, a little jealous of her.

“Could you tell the difference?” she asked.

“A man wouldn’t,” I allowed.

She smirked at that and leaned against the bed. I sighed and started taking my clothes off. “When you come back to me, I want you dressed as a man,” she said.

“Very well,” I said annoyed.

I got out of my clothes until I was naked in front of her. “I think we need a condom or something,” I said awkwardly.
“Not this time. This is freebie,” she said going to her knees.

She pulled my underwear down and then touched my flaccid penis. “Act like you enjoy this,” she said and put her mouth on me.

***

Moments later, I was in my car totally shell-shocked. “That was disturbing,” I said out loud.

“At least you got your pills,” Jake said brightly.

“These better not be placebos. I’ll kill him…her….it…whatever,” I said annoyed.

I went home and started taking the medication as instructed. It didn’t magically turn me into a woman like some fairy tale. For the first few weeks, nothing seemed to change. Knowing the hormones could have an adverse effect on my sperm count, I went to the clinic. I had my sperm saved in case I wanted my own children in the future.

“You think this is really a good idea?” Jake asked me.

“Why the hell not?” I asked offended.

“Well, we are a bit fucked up,” he said putting it lightly.

“It’s probably a really really recessive gene. Our kid isn’t going to have what we have,” I said dismissively.

“What if the kid does?” Jake asked darkly.

“Then my future husband and I will treat that kid with respect unlike our parents,” I said.

“Still, we have a rather benign form of it. Some people with this disorder have unfriendly personalities,” Jake said.

I knew exactly what he meant. Jane had tried to kill me. “Look, it’s just in case. I rather have it be available than not. After I am chemically castrated, I won’t have any chance at all,” I said.

“Since we are going to marry a man, who will be the surrogate mother?” Jake wondered.

“That’s a good question,” I replied.

***

At my next session, I spilled the beans to Dr. Stein. “As you know, everything you say in this room is confidential,” he said in a boring monotone voice.

“I’m on hormones, now,” I said bluntly.

He simply stared at me with his spectacles. “What kind?” he asked.

“The female kind, duh,” I said impatiently.

“Where did you get them?” he asked curiously.

“That’s my business,” I said. I wasn’t going to tell him the truth just yet.

“Very well. You are aware of the risks involved. Once you start forming breast tissue, you will require surgery to remove it,” he said.

“I have no intention of removing it,” I said.

“And what if Jack returns? Won’t he be a bit surprised by this?” he asked.

“Jack is dead,” I said firmly.

“I see. So, you have come to accept it?” Dr. Stein asked.

“Yes,” I said flatly.

“Will you tell your parents at some point?” he asked.

“Not just yet. Once I am completely financially independent, I can tell them to fuck off,” I said.

“I think it would be a good idea to have a diary. Write down any physical, mental, and emotional changes you may have during this transition,” he advised.

“Yeah, sure,” I agreed.

***

Chris and I continued to date and that included our runs. One day, I was panting and out of breath as we reached the finish line. Chris seemed fine as if it were nothing. “Hey, what’s wrong? You’re usually faster than this,” he said concerned.

I couldn’t lie to him. I had to tell him the truth of the matter. “I am taking hormones,” I told him.

“Wow, so, you’re finally doing it?” he asked surprised.

I didn’t sense he was over joyed by this or enthusiastic. He looked concerned more than anything. “Yeah, the sooner the better,” I said.

He nodded. “Well, good for you,” he said giving me a hand shake. I shook his hand. We were both dressed as men after all.

***

Niki got more demanding with my next visit. I put on a condom and a generous amount of lube as I stuck it inside her. She was on all fours with me on my knees. I grabbed her hips and started fucking her hard. Every so often, she would instruct me to touch her breasts or kiss her a certain way. It was an absolute negative to ever touch her penis. She acted as if I wasn’t there as she cried out and became vocal. I was her ultimate fantasy, a straight man making love to her. Eventually, she collapsed on the bed and I got on her back. I continued to penetrate her until I came in the condom. I grunted a few times as I did to further her fantasy.

After sex, we showered up, and she gave me more pills. As time went on, she became more imaginative. We had sex in the shower, on the couch, on the kitchen counter, and even on the floor. Not everything was work between us. We would both dress up as girls and go to the club. I invited Chris to come. He was completely oblivious that Niki and I had a “business relationship.”

The hormones were making some progress. I felt a little swollen under my nipples, and I felt scared for the first time. “I’m really doing this,” I said to myself.

“Isn’t it what you want?” Jake asked.

“Yes, but what if things don’t work right. What if one boob is bigger than the other. What I they don’t look right?” I asked.

“Just get a boob job,” he said simply.

“I don’t have that kind of money,” I said.

“Not now but later you will,” he assured me.

***

At the bookstore, I still dressed as a man. No one could tell I was on hormones. I did my job well and got paid a measly amount. I continued to excel in my subjects and was meeting my goal of graduating early. One fateful day, I went jogging with Chris. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary until I felt my vision get blurry.

“Hey, Chris, I have to stop,” I said but my words came out slurred.

“Are you alright?” Chris wondered concerned.

“Just a really bad headache,” I said and then blacked out.

***

I woke up in the hospital and saw my parents talking with the doctor. A sudden dread came over me. I would later find out that the doctor had told my parents I had a brain aneurysm which was caused primarily by the car accident two years prior. The doctor also informed my parents that they detected an unusual amount of estrogen in my blood indicating hormone therapy. To fix my aneurysm, surgery was required which resulted in my head being shaved.
At first, I wasn’t aware of my condition. My initial thought was that my illegal hormone therapy had given me a stroke. I flexed both my fingers and then noticed Jake in the room. A nurse came over to the doctor to inform him I was awake.

“How are you feeling?” the doctor asked me.

“Groggy,” I replied.

“The anesthesia will wear off in several hours,” the doctor assured my parents.

“Jack, you suffered a blood aneurysm in the brain. It should have been caught after your car accident. We did a surgical procedure to correct the problem,” the doctor informed me.

I felt a little relieved that it hadn’t been my fault that it had happened. The car accident had killed Maria, Jack, and was now threatening me. The doctor didn’t feel to need to discuss the “other” details about me and went back to my parents.
I exited the hospital in a wheel chair and was taken to my parents’ SUV. Thankfully, I had collapsed in male clothes. My parents took me back to their place and then let me sleep for the rest of the day. If there was small talk between us, I
didn’t remember it.

***

As soon as I awoke, it was early morning. I put on some gender-neutral clothes and strolled into the bathroom. Fortunately, the surgery didn’t affect my motor functions. I could walk and grasp objects as before. Looking at my reflection, I saw a sickly-looking person stare back. My head was shaved and there was a bandage on my skull. I looked neither male or female; more like Ripley in Alien 3.

As I entered the living room, the dachshund instantly betrayed me by barking at me. The dog never barked at Jack, just me. My parents exited their bedroom upon hearing the dog barking.

“I hate you,” I said to the dog.

“You finally woke up,” my mother said condescendingly.

I wasn’t sure what to say, so I kept my mouth shut. At this point, I wasn’t aware how much they knew about me. My father also entered the room and took a seat near the fire place to the right of me. My mother was on a couch to the left of me. The parents had planned this intervention. I was being ambushed.

“Want something to drink?” my father asked.

“No,” I said softly.

My father took hold of the excited dachshund. “I assume you are Jill right now?” my father asked.

“Yes,” I replied honestly.

“The doctor told us that you have estrogen in your blood. He told us the only explanation is that you’re undergoing hormone therapy,” my father said without emotion.

A felt a chill go through me. My car keys, my wallet, and my phone were in the hands of my parents. I had nothing if they kicked me out of the house. “Is there a question?” I asked defiantly.

My father paused creating awkward tension between us. “Are you taking female hormones?” he asked finally.

“Yes,” I answered shakily. I had never felt so much fear in my life. In almost all cases, Jack had been in control of the direction of my life. He was the one that got the lectures, the punishments, and humiliation. I was simply there for the ride. My parents never punished me; they simply ignored me.

“Where did you get them?” my father continued the interrogation.

“From a friend,” I said vaguely.

“A licensed doctor?” my father asked already knowing the answer.

“No,” I said simply.

“Where did this friend get these drugs?” my father asked.

“I don’t know,” I said truthfully.

My parents looked at each other as if condemning my drug source. “How can you be sure these drugs are safe?” my father asked.

“I don’t. I simply trust this friend,” I replied.

“How are you paying for these drugs?” my father continued.

“My friend doesn’t have a car. I take this friend places,” I lied. I had to think quickly to explain how I spent my money. My father knew how much I spent in gas but couldn’t know where I was going with it. I also made sure to mask the gender of my so-called friend.

My father was smart enough to detect the deception but decided to drop this line of questioning. “Is it your intention to transition from male to female?” he asked.

“Yeah,” I said flatly.

My parents didn’t make any sudden emotional outburst. It was as if the entire scene had been prepared in advance. My parents were simply confirming what they already knew. “You are attempting to transition without psychiatrist counseling, legal prescriptions, or consulting with us?” my father accused.

“I knew I would never be approved, not with my condition,” I replied. “I knew you wouldn’t approve either.”

“Did you think you would be able to get the surgery necessary to transition from your own pocket?” my father asked.

“I figured I would save up for it,” I replied stubbornly.

“More likely you thought you would get a number of student loans to pay for it,” my father said knowingly.

I said nothing revealing nothing. My father sighed as he considered what he wanted to do. “The honest truth is that you appear to me as my son Jack, but I don’t know the person inside. I am not sure who you are, but you are not my son.”

What my father said was true but somehow it felt very hurtful. My father was grieved that his son was gone as I was too. “I miss Jack too. He was in my head every single day and now he is gone. No one feels his loss more than I,” I said daringly.

My parents studied me perhaps to see if I was sincere. I had the distinct impression they saw me as an alien in their son’s body. “We haven’t treated you as a member of this family. We saw you as part of the disease we were trying to cure. We didn’t understand what we were dealing with, no one did,” my father began.

“It has become obvious to us now that you are our child just as Jack was. We should have treated you both as siblings. Jack has died…but you are still our child,” my father said controlling the grief in his voice.

“We don’t want to lose you too. So, I am going to offer you a deal, a new beginning,” my father offered.

“What kind of deal?” I asked curiously.

“We will put forth the money for your hormone treatments and surgeries to aid in your transition. No daughter of mine is going to look like a half boy-half girl freak. You will look perfectly feminine after these treatments and surgeries are done. You will stop going to your ‘drug dealer’ and instead go to a licensed physician we will find for you. You will dress, behave, and speak as a woman at all times. You will end any student loans, credit cards, or alternative money supply you may have,” my father began.

I was too much in shock to note my father being an asshole about gender roles. My father was offering everything I wanted and more. There had to be a catch. “I assume you are attracted to men?” my father asked.

“Yeah,” I said lamely.

“And do you have a boyfriend?” he asked.

“Yes,” I said truthfully.

My father nodded as if he suspected all along. “I expect you to be monogamous and keep a decent reputation.”
“Sure,” I replied awkwardly.

“In return, you will keep your grades up and graduate early as you have been. When you graduate, I will find you a job that won’t ask questions about your past. You will also preserve a sample of your sperm that can be used later,” my father demanded.

“As you say,” I allowed.

“Do you need time to think it over?” my father asked.

“It’s a lot to take in. Can I just think for a moment?” I asked.

“Take a walk around the neighborhood if you need to,” my father permitted.

I simply stared at him. The asshole wasn’t going to give me back my keys unless I agreed to his deal. “Sure,” I said and then walked out of the house.

***

As I walked down the street, Jake appeared next to me. “What do you think?” I asked him.

“He’s a clever man. If you don’t do as he says, he will claim you’re not serious about this transition. He’s trying to see how committed you are,” Jake smirked.

“So, I have to go at his pace or else he will accuse me of not wanting to be a woman? I have to speak, dress, and act how he wants me to or else he will cut me off. I should just use the student loans and tell him to fuck off,” I said bitterly.
“Isn’t this what you wanted?” Jake asked me.

“I wanted it at my own pace. If I decide to dress or act a certain way that’s my business. I won’t be told when and if I can get surgeries. The truth is that I am scared of these changes. I have never been in charge of my life like this before. What if my parents are right? What if I am not really a girl but just a fucked-up part of Jack’s psyche? What if I was never meant to be a girl?” I asked.

“You’re happy when you dress as a girl. It’s obvious. Just ask Chris,” Jake said.

“I don’t know. I don’t know if I can pull it off. Can I really be a woman for the rest of my life, be a wife, and be a mother? What if Jack comes back?” I stammered.

“Forget about Jack. This is your opportunity to get what you want and make amends with our parents. If after the transition, our parents still don’t respect us, we can make our own way,” Jake argued.

“I don’t know,” I said indecisively.

Jake took out a coin. “Let’s say we flip for it.”

“That’s not a real coin,” I said irritably.

“Whatever side it lands on is our true intention,” he smiled.

“Fine, heads, we take the deal,” I said entertaining it.

Jake flipped the coin and let the coin fall on the ground. The coin spun on the sidewalk for a few moments. “Really?” I asked Jake annoyed.

“Wait for it,” he insisted.

The coin finally turned head up. “Alright,” I agreed.

Jake picked up the coin and placed it in his pocket. I l later learned that it was a two-headed coin.

***

I came back into the house with my parents still sitting. Jake took a seat next to my father as if he was my father’s long-lost son. I took a seat across from my father. “Let’s do it,” I said.

“You can start by dressing in proper attire,” my father said gruffly.

“I didn’t bring any of my clothes with me,” I objected.

“While you were in the hospital, your apartment was searched. You will find your clothes in your bedroom,” my father said simply.

I wanted to lash out in anger. He used my hospitalization to take my apartment keys and search the apartment. He knew about my clothes and the drugs before our little chat had even started.

“Chill out, Jill. Just go with it,” Jake said calming down.

“Thank you…for your thoughtfulness,” I said and then went to my room.

I went into my old room and sure enough female clothes from my apartment were in the closet. I also found my fake breasts on the top shelf of my closet. “This is so embarrassing,” I said displeased.

I put my fake breasts on my chest, put on a bra, and then used my specialized panties that hid my male parts. I then wore the black dress and finally the black high heels. Without doing my make-up, I still looked like a boy in a dress.
I exited my room awkward and embarrassed in front of my parents. “Did you also take my make-up as well?” I asked angrily in my female voice.

My parents were initially surprised by my female voice. “You can use mine,” my mother said.

My mother led me to my parent’s bathroom where her make-up was kept. “Do you need any help?” my mother asked condescendingly.

“No, I’m fine,” I said irritably.

My mother watched as I went to work on my hair and face. When I was finished, my mother looked at me impressed. I got the impression that my parents didn’t take my cross dressing seriously. They had never seen their son in drag before.

Once, I was done I came out to my father. He also was impressed by my look. “Well, you look presentable after all,” my father said condescendingly. “Enjoy the mall with your mother.”

I stared at my father. He was testing me to see how I would act in public. “I will,” I replied in my female voice.

***

My mother took me to a number of expensive women stores. “Have you thought to getting earrings?” my mother asked me.

“She noticed the indents on your ears,” Jake said helpfully.

“I have worn earrings before,” I replied.

My mother approached a jewelry desk. “Pick out something you would like.”

I couldn’t tell if my mother was being generous or testing me. If I picked earrings that weren’t feminine enough, it would betray me. I cast my index finger over the glass as I considered them all. Jake also placed his finger on the glass. We met in the middle picking one out. My mother made no comment as she bought them for me.

My mother then questioned me on my opinion of shoes and dresses. I gave my honest opinion with Jake helping me out. I could not be tricked. I had two minds in my head. We came over to the bra section.

“Ideally, what size would you like to have?” my mother asked me.

She was testing me to see if I would say something outrageous like Double D’s. “A, B or C cup would be fine,” I replied.
My mother picked out a few dresses and had me try them on. I awkwardly went to the female changing room and tried them on. “These fit and these do not,” I said handing my mother the dresses.

“You’ll probably lose weight, so I’ll get you these,” my mother said referring to the ones that didn’t fit.

I interpreted my mother’s meaning to mean that I would lose weight. I was under weight as a male and typical size for a female. I guess my mother wanted to make me a skinny female or have me fail trying.

After the mall trip, my mother took me to the salon. My hair was treated but not cut. My mother got me hair extensions that I knew I would be forced to wear. Looking into the mirror, I looked a lot more feminine with longer brown hair.

***

When I arrived back home, my father looked at me approvingly. “You look beautiful,” he said awkwardly.

My father complimenting me as his daughter was the oddest thing to me. “Thanks,” I said lamely.

“All your things are in here,” my father said giving me an expensive black purse. I knew then I wouldn’t be getting my back my male clothes.

I checked the purse to see that my wallet and keys were inside. “I’ll drive you back,” my father said.

I followed my father to his car. I would be his hostage until I arrived safely back at my apartment. I took the passenger seat while Jake sat in the back. Most of the drive was filled with awkward silence.

“This boy you’re seeing, what is he like?” my father asked.

I couldn’t refuse his questioning. I was stuck. “He gets good grades and is athletic,” I said vaguely.

“How well do you know his family?” my father asked.

“Well, I dated his sister as a guy while I was on break dating him, its complicated,” I felt like saying. “I’ve met his sister is all,” I said finally.

“Obviously, I am not worried about you getting pregnant or getting anyone else pregnant,” my father said
condescendingly. “I am worried about diseases, the incurable kind.”

“There is nothing to worry about,” I said feeling uncomfortable.

“I would like to meet him sometime,” my father expressed.

“Sure,” I said. How could I refuse him at this point?

It was night as my father dropped me off to where my car was. My father looked around and noticed there was a running/bike trail nearby. “You might want to take it easy,” my father advised me referring to my runs.

I simply nodded. Typically, a father would give his daughter a hug. My father wasn’t ready for that. He simply offered his hand. I painfully shook his hand and went to my car. Had I won or lost?

***

Despite my parents’ insistence that I always dress in female clothes, I felt liberated once I got to my apartment. I could dress as I pleased and present myself as either gender if I wanted to. After all, dressing as a female was still a lot of work. I went to class as either sex and thought nothing of it. Still, I felt like I was being watched.

While I was eating lunch on campus, an older man in black clothes came by to sit across from me. “Can I help you?” I asked in my male voice. I was wearing male clothes at the time.

“I work for your dad,” he said.

“Good for you,” I said sarcastically.

“My job is to take pictures and take notes. I just felt I should give you the heads up,” he said.

I simply stared at him. “I’ll find a way to get you arrested,” I promised.

“Been there, done that. What I do is perfectly legal,” he said dismissively.

“How much is my father paying you?” I asked angrily.

“I can’t say but its more than you can afford,” he smiled.

“You stay away from me,” I told him.

“This will be the last time you will see me,” he promised. “You look prettier in a dress, really,” he smiled and then walked away.

“Fuck me,” I said frustrated.

***

I met up with Chris at a restaurant. I was dressed in female attire. He asked me how I was since my hospitalization. After I assured him I was alright, we discussed my parents’ deal.

“Wow, your parents paid a private eye to spy on you. That’s mental,” Chris said.

“I have to be a woman 24/7 in public or that fucker is going to report me. Then, the deal is off, and I lose everything,” I said angrily.

“It’s just one guy. He can’t see everything,” Chris said.

“I don’t know if it’s just one guy, and he just has to bust me once,” I said frustrated. He could be in this restaurant for all I know.

“Or in the parking lot,” Chris said helpfully.

“If he’s spying on me, he’s spying on you too,” I said.

“It doesn’t matter. So what if your parents know who I am,” Chris said dismissively.

“Thanks, Chris,” I said appreciatively.

After dinner, I gave Chris a loving kiss in the parking lot. I hoped the private eye caught it.

***

I called up Nicki and told her everything including my parent’s deal. “Don’t worry about it. I already got a man now,” she said. “Good luck.”

I stayed in touch with Niki as she went through her therapies and operations. She was always one step ahead of me giving something to look forward to.

Due to personal preference and fear of the private eye, I dressed as a female whenever I exited the apartment. I even started doing it when I was alone in the apartment. I was now taking prescribed hormone pills and discussing my issues with Dr. Stein. The hormones did change my emotional balance but not to any serious extent. I always had Jake to balance me out if I was about to do something stupid.

As a way to test my resolve, my parents ordered electrolysis appointments. Each appointment would be time consuming and painful. It would permanently end the growth of facial hair. I discussed the issue with Dr. Stein.
“You think your parent’s new-found enthusiasm for your transition is a test?” he repeated in his boring monotone voice.

“Yeah, they’re testing my resolve. They want to see if I am serious about this,” I said annoyed. “If I go at my own pace, they’ll cut me off,” I added.

He nodded as if he had heard such things before. “What of your own financial independence?” he asked.

“Somehow, someway, my parents managed to block my student loans. I had to quit my job at the bookstore as well,” I said frustrated.

“Why?” he asked curiously.

“There’s a private investigator following me wherever I go. If I dress as a man for my job, I’ll get busted. My parents don’t even want me to get a job. They want me to do nothing but study, and they can handle all the expenses,” I said bitterly.

“Well, it would appear your parents have won,” Dr. Stein said.

“Thanks,” I replied sarcastically.

“Even in defeat, there are things you can learn about yourself. Do you want to transition or not?” Dr. Stein asked.

***

I decided to have a chat with Chris on what was happening to me with my parents. “Wow, that’s kind of fucked up,” he commented once he heard everything.

“The first step is electrolysis sessions. It’s going to hurt like a bitch,” I said irritably.

“It’s all part of the process,” Chris allowed.

“Look, where are we going with all this? In a year, we will graduate and go our separate ways,” I said.

“I don’t know,” he admitted. “I like the idea of staying together even after graduating.”

“What would be the point?” I asked.

“Look, you’re looking at this all wrong. You’re coming from a position where you’re a guy pretending to be a girl. You need to see yourself as a woman that just has a small birth defect,” he said.

“Even if I go through with the transition, I couldn’t give you kids,” I said obviously.

“That isn’t the only point to having a relationship. Besides, we could always adopt,” Chris said.

“If I don’t transition, we will eventually break up. That is the truth,” I pressed.

He hesitated to reply confirming what I already knew. “You have to transition for yourself, not because of me,” he said flatly.

I had my answer. If I didn’t transition, I would lose Chris. My parents would never take me seriously again if I backed out. There was only one choice, one option. Despite all the pain I would have to go through to achieve the goal, it was unavoidable.

“For next several months and years, I am going to be struggling. I am going to need your help,” I said finally.

“Absolutely,” he replied.

***

My electrolysis was scheduled by my parents. It would be one of many sessions to permanently end hair growth on my body. At the last minute, my parents canceled the session and rescheduled. My parents gave some BS excuse for doing it. They were testing my resolve. They postponed a few times until I finally went in to have it done. I suppose my parents rationalized that it would be acceptable to have a son that couldn’t grow a beard. They were still in denial that I would go through with the whole thing.

Eventually it did happen finally giving me relief from shaving every other day. I did two treatments a week blending heat with chemicals that worked to kill facial hair. The commitment would be long with several months to a few years to make facial hair permanently go away. Thankfully, Jake had trouble growing any significant facial hair.

My hair grew longer to the point where extensions were unnecessary. After a few months, my breasts were noticeable enough that I couldn’t go outside shirtless without causing controversy. I began using a sports bra when I walked in the park. As I became more feminine, I started to wear skintight gym wear. I took my father’s advice to take it easy, so I walked instead of jogging. Chris would lap me a few times and then walk with me the rest of the time. He would glance in my direction occasionally eliciting a smile from me. I was finally enjoying the attention of the male gaze.

Occasionally, I would come over to Chris’ apartment after our walks. I would use his shower and change into gender-neutral shorts and t-shirt. I felt perfectly safe at his place away from shady private eyes. The existence of them made me paranoid although my parents never spoke to me about their findings.

One time, Chris began to play an old action movie. “Let’s watch something else,” I said slightly freaked.

Jake gave me an odd look. It was one of Jack’s favorite movies and could potentially trigger his return. “Sure,” Chris said and chose some sappy romantic comedy that we both ended up hating. It didn’t help that Jake talked to me during the movie.

“I thought our goal was to bring back Jack,” Jake said.

I gave him a dirty look. Bringing back Jack would be complicated now. I was in between male and female and dating a man. Jack’s return could seriously undermine my progress. I decided to reply to Jake in the bathroom away from Chris.
“This isn’t a good time,” I said to myself and Jake in the mirror.

“So, we have decided to only trigger Jack’s return when it is convenient now,” he accused.

“What do you care? You hated him as much as I did,” I pointed out.

“I am beginning to doubt your commitment to bringing him back. Now, you’re actively avoiding things that could bring him back,” Jake said.

“What the fuck do you think is going to happen if he does come back,” I hissed.

“You good in there?” Chris asked.

I shut my mouth not wanting to reveal my insanity to him. “All good,” I said cheerfully and exited.

That night, we made dinner together. I could definitely see myself moving in with him. That would be a considerable step that neither of us seemed prepared for. As we watched TV, I got close to him and we began to kiss. Before, we would give each other pecks and goodbye kisses. This time I kissed him for a good moment and dared to even use my tongue. He reciprocated with his own kissing skills. I felt so aroused by him and yet felt nothing coming from my penis. It was something deeper inside my gut.

“I want to do something for you,” I said breathlessly.

I reached for his shorts and held his erect cock in my hands. He didn’t pull away or tell me to stop. “Are you sure?” he asked me.

“Absolutely,” I said and then lowered my mouth onto him.

It became such a thrill to know I could provoke all sorts of reactions from him. He moved his hips slightly while his cock was in my mouth. I could hear his soft moans and sighs. Niki had taught me well when she had sucked my own cock months before. This would be the first time I had truly pleasured a man, a real man.

“I am about to…,” Chris warned.

I didn’t care. I wanted to get him to the finish line. I kept going until he inevitably came in my mouth. I withdrew from him and quickly swallowed. I gave him a sheepish smile.

“That was great,” he complimented.

“I can’t believe I did it. I got you to cum,” I said enthusiastically.

“Well, it’s only fair I return the favor,” Chris said.

I froze at that. As much as it would be pleasurable for him to try, it would be border-line gay. I didn’t want my straight boyfriend to suck on my cock. That just wouldn’t do.

“Let’s do it,” Jake encouraged.

“That’s alright, Chris. I didn’t mean to go this far,” I rejected.

“I’m happy you did,” Chris assured me.

“Look, I would rather you not play with my male parts,” I said delicately.

“Fair enough,” Chris agreed. “Do your breasts count as male parts?” he asked rhetorically.

I stared at him and then took off my shirt revealing A-cup breasts. “They’ll grow,” I promised him.

“They look fine,” Chris replied.

“They ache sometimes when they’re squeezed. If you could just focus on the nipple,” I said awkwardly.

He nodded and then gently kissed my right nipple. I sighed as they felt very sensitive. My anxiety that we were just two gay men evaporated as he passionately kissed and licked my nipples. This wasn’t something two men did. I was engaging in sexual foreplay as a woman for the first time. After a few minutes, it was too much for me.

“That was great. Thank you, Chris,” I said sincerely.

“It’s getting late. I should take you home,” Chris said as he straightened out his shorts.

“I want to sleep with you,” I blurted out. “I mean…with our clothes on,” I clarified.

“Sure,” Chris allowed.

Chris went to sleep, and I immediately went to the bathroom. Chris was getting me too aroused. My penis was usually limp but was now attentive. I pulled down my shorts and stroked my cock quickly.

“Need any help?” Jake mocked.

“Fuck off. I can’t sleep with Chris with this erection,” I said. I thought of Chris making love to me as I stroked myself. If only it were possible. I quickly came and felt relieved. All was calm again.

I exited the bathroom and went to sleep with Chris.

***

Despite my better judgement, I went through dozens of shemale porn vides on my laptop in the privacy of my own room. Jake was present with me to determine the “hotness” of each porn actress.

“No, no, no, maybe, no, no,” Jake said as I scrolled down.

“Well, aren’t you picky,” I said annoyed.

“Can’t you determine attractiveness for yourself?” he asked me.

“No, because I am a straight woman,” I shot back.

“Please,” Jake smirked. “That one looks good.”

“The man or the woman?” I asked sarcastically. “You see what I did just there? I implied you could be a homosexual.”
“And?” Jake shrugged.

I went back to my laptop and clicked the video. “So, I am definitely not going to penetrate Chris,” I said.

“Some straight men like to be pegged,” Jake reminded me.

“I know, but I don’t enjoy it. I can’t even get very hard anyway,” I said.

I watched the shemale women make love to men from various positions and tried to imagine what I would do. It was both strange and unsettling to know that I would soon join their ranks.

“Only temporarily,” Jake assured me.

“Right,” I said fearfully.

***

My lease was up before I was to graduate. There was no way to avoid getting a new lease on my apartment. I would have to go to my parents to review whether I was worthy of it. I met my father at his country club for breakfast.

He casually looked through the lease, the same lease he had signed a few times already. “Nothing’s changed,” I said.

“Actually, everything has changed. The last time I signed this lease, I thought I was talking to your brother,” he reminded me.

It felt odd thinking of Jack as my brother. “I have a proposal that would cut costs,” I said.

“Oh really?” he asked condescendingly.

“If I had a new roommate, it would cut the cost in half,” I said vaguely.

“Oh yes, your roommate Nick moved out,” my father recalled.

“Yes, Nick did move out,” I replied controlling the urge to tell him everything that had happened.

“Well, do you have someone in mind?” my father asked.

“Yeah. Instead of renewing this lease, I was thinking to move in with…Chris. His lease ends after I would graduate,” I said delicately.

“Doesn’t he have a roommate of his own?” my father asked.

“He went back home,” I said truthfully.

“So, your plan is to split the rent three ways then?” my father asked.

“Right. Even though Chris’ roommate isn’t present, he still has to pay half the rent. This would help all involved,” I said.
“Unless of course this roommate reappears,” my father said suspiciously.

“Unlikely, he’s totally moved out,” I replied.

“Cost isn’t really the issue…Jill,” he said.

“What is the issue…dad,” I said in the same tone.

“If you were boy and straight, which you are not, I wouldn’t have a second thought about it. However, I know that you are involved with this boy and moving in together with him will just be an unacceptable risk,” my father said.

“So, if Jack were gay you wouldn’t have agreed to this, right?” I asked pissed off.

“If Jack were gay I wouldn’t have him live with another gay man,” my dad clarified.

“It’s not like I can get pregnant,” I protested. I didn’t think this was such a big deal. “In fact, it would be even more risky if I had a female roommate,” I added.

“I am not concerned about you getting pregnant or getting someone else pregnant. You’re so far gone that your sperm must be useless by now,” my father said.

I wasn’t sure whether to be insulted by this remark. “So, what’s the deal?” I repeated myself.

“If you end up breaking up with this boy, there will be non-stop drama between you two. I would rather not have to get involved in this queer state of affairs,” my father said.

“That won’t happen,” I promised.

“You can’t promise me what he will do,” my father corrected.

“I’ll join the club. I’ll play golf,” I offered.

“We negotiating?” my father asked skeptically.

“Yes,” I replied subdued.

“Chris has to join too. I want to know his true intentions,” my father said.

“His intentions are noble,” I said vaguely.

“Has he proposed?” my father asked.

“Well, no, but I haven’t fully transitioned yet,” I excused. “You know what? This isn’t fair. Right before the accident, Jack wanted to move in with this girl. Would you have allowed that?” I asked accusingly.

“No,” he said flatly.

I sighed stumped. “If he proposes to you, the two of you can move in together. Otherwise, I won’t agree,” he said finally.
“Is this about the sex? I can assure you that I can get sex from Chris whenever I want,” I said boldly.

“Perhaps you can, but I can’t make it easy for you. Adversity will strengthen your relationship or it will cause it to end, in which case it was never meant to be,” my father said.

“We’re both students. We can’t afford a ring right now,” I said.

“A proposal doesn’t require a diamond,” my father smiled.

***

I went home defeated. I couldn’t tell him about my father’s deal. If he proposed just to live with me, it wouldn’t be sincere. He would have to do it on his own accord. “What if we proposed to him?” Jake suggested.

“Women don’t propose to their men,” I rejected.

“That is old-fashioned thinking,” Jake reminded me.

“Yeah, well, I want an empowered confident husband,” I replied.

“Husband?” Jake questioned.

The word did seem odd coming off my lips. Before, all I could hope for was a boyfriend or partner. As I transitioned to womanhood, I was going to inevitably face the prospect of being called a wife and mother.

“Wow,” I said out loud.

***

That night, I went to Chris’ apartment to tell him the news. “My father said no,” I sighed declining to give further explanation.

“Not too surprising I guess,” Chris said disappointed.

“We can still do things at your place, and you can still come by my place,” I offered.

“What kinds of things? Board games?” Chris joked.

I got close to him. “I am going to have my boob job soon. When I get them, I want more from you,” I said.

“We can do it now if you want,” he said.

“No, I am not yet ready. I don’t look female enough,” I said.

“Shouldn’t that be up to me to judge?” Chris asked.

“You worry me sometimes, Chris. I can use make-up to give you a pretty face but my body shouldn’t be arousing to you unless…you’re gay,” I said nervously.

“Well, I’m not gay. I know that,” Chris said while drinking a beer.

“Then, how could you be interested in my body?” I asked.

“It’s not a matter of arousal, it’s a matter of love. I want you to feel pleasure and happiness,” he said.

“Okay, in that case, we can do it in the dark,” I said.

“Whatever feels most comfortable,” Chris agreed.

We went to Chris’ bedroom and took off our clothes. This would be the first time showing myself fully naked to him. I had made progress in my transition eliminating facial hair permanently, having my whole body shaved of body hair, developing breasts, and a more feminine face. Still, it didn’t seem enough.

I went over to the bed and bent over. With my right hand, I held my genitals, so they wouldn’t flop around. Chris put a generous amount of lube on his cock and got closer to me.

“If it hurts too much, you tell me to stop, alright,” he said concerned.

“It will be fine,” I assured him.

He was hard as he pressed inside. Should I be alarmed that he was hard? Was he truly straight? Would I go through this painful transition only to find out he was actually gay this whole time? My anxieties disappeared for the moment as he entered me.

“You okay?” he asked me.

“Yeah, no problem,” I said to him. I couldn’t tell him I had done this before with Nicki who was now a transsexual herself. Wait, if Chris ever knew about what I had done with Nicki, he would be right to question my sexuality. Even more so if he knew about Jack and Maria. I was being a total hypocrite.

Chris thrust inside me at a slow pace not wanting to hurt me. Unlike Nicki, he was a much larger man in all areas. In the dark, I tried to imagine what his cock looked like as it entered me. After a few moments, he managed to cum inside me.
“Let me do something for you now,” Chris offered as he finished.

“No, I am very satisfied,” I said turning to face him. I kissed him passionately. “You fulfill me, Chris.”

***

I occasionally went to Dr. Stein during my transition process. “So, you’re concerned that your boyfriend could be gay?” Dr. Stein repeated.

“Yeah, that would be a deal breaker. I really want to live as a straight woman with a straight boyfriend,” I said resolved.

“You are entitled to your sexual preference, Jill. Never feel you should change to accommodate someone else’s sexuality,” Dr. Stein agreed.

“What if he is gay though?” I wondered.

“Well, has he had any prior gay relationships?” Dr. Stein asked.

“None to my knowledge,” I answered.

“Has he stimulated your genitals in anyway?” Dr. Stein continued.

“No, I haven’t allowed him to. He said he would do it only if I wanted him to,” I said.

“And has he engaged in anal sex with you where he was on the receiving end?” Dr. Stein asked.

“No. I’m not interested in that,” I said embarrassed.

“I suggest you present yourself as a man, attempt to gain his affections, and gauge his reaction to you,” Dr. Stein suggested.

“My parents will think I have relapsed,” I said concerned.

“I will tell them otherwise,” Dr. Stein said.

***

So, I cut my hair short, wore loose male clothing, used make-up to make myself more masculine, and practiced a male walk. I even practiced my old male voice again. “Very boyish-looking,” Jake approved.

“If he kisses me now, he must be gay,” I said confidently.

I went to the university and waited for his class to end. He immediately recognized me somehow and came over. His male friends were close behind. Chris gave me a kiss in front of his friends despite my appearance.
“What’s with the haircut?” he asked.

I was too stunned to answer him. He had just kissed me while I looked like a man in front of his friends. “Chris, you never told me your girlfriend was so cute,” one of his friends said.

“Cute?” I wondered.

“Yeah, where did you find her?” another smiled.

“At the gym,” Chris said vaguely.

“You should invite her to my parties. We would love to see her there,” the third friend said.

All three straight males were able to see through my disguise. “Sure thing,” Chris said as the three took off.
“You okay? This is a strange look for you,” he said.

“Actually, I kind of regret it now. It took me a long time to grow it out and everything,” I said awkwardly.

“Short, long, it looks good,” Chris assured me. “Let’s get a bite to eat.”

“I’ll be right with you,” I said and then went to the woman’s bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror. My disguise was as good as one could do. A woman washed her hands next to me, gave me a glance, and then walked out. She didn’t scream that a guy was in the bathroom. She didn’t even give me a second glance.

“I would think it obvious,” Jake said appearing in the mirror behind me.

“What’s obvious?” I asked.

“You can no longer pass for a man. Not even if you tried. You’re not merely passable now. You are a woman now,” Jake said.

I touched my face in stunned realization. There was no way Chris had confused me for a man. He saw me as a woman as everyone else in the world now does. As the shock wore off, I realized what I had done to my hair.

“Damn it,” I sighed.

***

Despite my ruined hair, Chris took me out to dinner for a group date. We had been asked to go by Chris’ sister, Sarah. I decided to stay casual with a sweatshirt and jeans. I placed my fake breasts on my still small breasts. I counted the days until my breast surgery.

“Glad you could make it,” Sarah smiled at her brother as we arrived.

“Sure. This is Jill,” Chis introduced.

We had met before when we had dated as man and woman. “You look really familiar,” Sarah said of me.
“My brother is Jack. He mentioned you before,” I said.

“Wow, I can definitely see the resemblance,” Sarah remarked. “What a coincidence this is. His sister is now dating my brother.”

Chris smiled and decided to break the tension. “And this must be Barbara.”

“Nice to meet you,” she said politely to him. Jake and I saw nothing to indicate Barbara was interested in Chris.

“She’s a Lesbian,” Jake pointed out the obvious. Barbara was also wearing masculine clothing, had short brown hair, and wasn’t wearing any make-up.

We all sat down across from each other in the seafood restaurant. Sarah attempted to pry into my past history, but I was well prepared for such questioning. Nothing could get past Jake and I.

Midway through the meal, Sarah touched her lips and realized her lipstick was off. “Jill, mind coming with me?” she asked.

So, this was happening. It was a rite of passage for girls to go to restroom together and gossip. I was both annoyed and flattered. “Sure,” I said getting up.

I followed Sarah into the restroom where she immediately fixed her face. “I guess I used too much. You would know all about that, right?” she asked.

“I suppose,” I said wondering where she was going with this.

She got close to me and squeezed my fake breast. “You are Jack, aren’t you?” she accused.

“Get off me, bitch, or I will end you,” I threatened.

“What’s with your fascination with my family? You couldn’t get me, so you went for my brother?” she demanded.

“I didn’t know you were his sister,” I said honestly.

“But after you did find out, you decided to dress up as a girl for him?” she asked.

“It’s more than just dress-up,” I said pushing her back. “He knows everything about me.”

“Including the fact that you tried to get in my pants?” she asked.

“That’s an exaggeration,” I said.

“Does he know we were together?” she asked.

“Yes, he does,” I replied. “If you don’t believe me, you can ask him,” I said.

“I questioned my sexuality, because I felt zero chemistry for you. Now, I find out you were a fucking girl this whole time,” she said outraged.

“I’m sorry the pace of my transition inconvenienced you,” I mocked. “I don’t feel attracted to every man I see.”

“I felt comfortable being a Lesbian, because I knew my brother was perfectly straight. I knew he would continue the family line. My family is kind of a big deal,” she said arrogantly. “Now, I find out he’s with someone that can never get pregnant.”

“I’m an only child. My parents had the same concern, but you know what, I don’t give a fuck about that. Use a sperm donor or fuck some random guy; I don’t care what you do to continue your family line,” I said.

She stared at me and then gave me a creepy smirk as some weird idea must have popped into her head. “No worries. You just keep being…you,” she said giving me a pat on the shoulder.

The two of us exited the restroom and came back to our table. Sarah was as bright as ever as if our friendly talk had never happened. I didn’t know it at the time but my little chat with Sarah would forever alter my destiny.

***

My parents and Chris were present as I exited surgery. I had inserted the breast implant through the armpit to avoid any chest scars. I was assured the stitches would dissolve on their own. While receiving breast implants was not necessarily a permanent change, it was a milestone. I could now walk around in a bikini and never have to use my fake breasts again. My entire body was definitely more female looking than male.

Once I got home, I couldn’t stop looking at my new breasts. After a few days, I no longer needed any pain pills and the incision mark disappeared. Only a keen eye could tell I had implants. I knew that Chris would lie to me even if my breasts looked fake. So, I printed out a dozen pictures and female breasts in front of him.

“What’s this about?” he asked.

“Tell me which ones are real and which ones are fake,” I instructed.

“Really, Jill?” he said uncomfortably.

“Just do it,” I ordered.

He reluctantly sorted them out. After he was done, I gave him an odd look. “Did you even try?” I asked.
“How am I supposed to know? I’m not a plastic surgeon,” he excused himself.

He got half of them right, but the important thing was that my breast pictures were in the natural pile.

That night, Chris played with my now full breasts. I felt so female as he caressed them and cupped them with his hands. “Too bad you won’t be able to go outside shirtless,” Chris smiled.

“Yeah, too bad,” I smiled.

***

My father invited Chris and I to the golf course at his club. Gone were any thoughts that I would revert to my male self again.

“I got a good lawyer to work on your documents,” my father said to me.

“Cool,” I said lamely. I didn’t know how to even begin the process to legally change my name and sex.

My father sighed as I swung the golf club. The ball was quite short from the hole. “I don’t get it, Jill. You used to be so good at this,” my father said referring to Jack.

“Just out of practice,” I said giving him a fake smile. Jack wasn’t really into golfing either but practiced anyway to please his father. I, on the other hand, didn’t give a shit.

Chris swung hitting the ball much closer. “Not bad,” my father complimented.

“I practiced a little in high school,” Chris revealed.

My father did his swing and got the closest to the hole. No doubt, I was going to get third place.

My father and Chris walked off to talk while I sulked. “Fuck this game,” I said out loud.

“Now, now, you can be as good as Jack if you focus,” Jake said.

“But why?” I asked. Hearing about Jack used to tighten my throat with grief. Now, the pain of losing him had dulled. Jake had done a good job of filling in for Jack.

I eventually slogged through the course and had lunch at the club house filled with elite old people. My father continued to compliment Chris as if he were the son he never had.

The club leader then approached our table. “How you doing?” the club leader asked of my father.

“Just finished a round of golf with these kids,” my father smiled.

“Is this your son?” the club leader asked of Chris.

“No, he’s my daughter’s boyfriend. Jack is still at college,” my father said smoothly.

“I didn’t know you had a daughter,” the club leader said looking in my direction. “What’s your name, young lady?” he asked.

“Jill,” I replied politely.

“You have one lovely daughter,” the club leader complimented my father.

“Thank you,” my father said as the club leader walked off.

Chris gave an uncomfortable look as it was obvious my father hadn’t revealed my true nature to any of his friends. Jack would never make another appearance in the club house ever again.

***

Whatever my father must have said to Chris on the golf course must have had an impression on him. He invited me to the beach but not to swim. I was in white dress while he wore dress shoes, black slacks, and a white collared shirt.

“So, where are we going?” I asked as I followed him.

“There’s a restaurant not too far from here,” he said.

We continued to walk until the sun was about to set. “I know I’m just a student, but I have big plans. I want to live with you and be with you always,” Chris said.

“Sure, Chris. We can make it happen after graduation and when we get ourselves jobs,” I agreed.
“I want to be with you now,” Chris said and then got on a knee. I simply stared at him. What was he doing? Could this be real? Was this how countless women felt? Fear and joy swept over me.

“Will you marry me?” he asked finally taking out an unusual looking ring.

I placed the ring in the palm of my hand. It was a simple black-colored ring, the kind of ring my father spoke off. “Yes, Chris. Of course, I will,” I said.

He stood up and kissed me as the sun set. I placed the black ring on my finger and followed him where we had the best meal of our lives. The black ring would later be replaced by an expensive diamond ring that I would always wear. Still, I kept the black ring as a keepsake and never knew how important to me it would become.

***

Graduation finally came after three hard years. Jack had only done a semester with my help. This degree was mine. I owned it. Chris happened to be graduating at the same time even though he was a year older than me. Due to our last names, we were far apart from each other in the line. He gave me a kiss before we took our places. The black gown bulged a little from my new breasts. I went through the ceremony and had my named called.
“Jill ___,” the lector called out.

I accepted the degree that had my name on it. This was my accomplishment and no one could take that away from me.
After the ceremony, I reunited with my parents. “So proud of you, Jill,” my mother gushed.

“Good job,” my father said shaking my hand. He then noticed the black ring on my left hand and gave me a wink.

Now that I had graduated, the real hard work would begin. I would have to find a job while trans. Shouldn’t be too hard.

***

Chris found a job easily enough as a physical therapist. I finally got a job interview in the city in an office building. I dressed conservatively as a business woman and finally spoke with the boss.

“Your grades are excellent and your major fits right in with us, but I have a diversity quota to fill. How are you, a white woman, going to help me with that?” the boss asked skeptically.

“I’m…trans?” I said helpfully.

“Can you prove it?” the boss asked skeptically.

“Yeah, I have tons of documentation on it. I kept everything,” I replied.

“Good, you’re hired,” the boss smiled and shook my hand. I have worked there ever since and only my first boss ever knew of my past.

***

With my graduation and new job, my parents finally decided I was worthy of their generosity to get the final operation. We couldn’t go through the normal channels, because I had multi-personality disorder and some kind of schizophrenia. So, we went to the one place that would do it, no questions asked: Thailand.

I felt nervous on the long flight as if I was heading towards my own demise. Thankfully, Chris was with me. We dropped down in Bangkok and checked into our hotel. We made love with him taking me from behind. I wasn’t yet comfortable doing it face-to-face. Soon, my cock and balls would be gone and it would open up all sorts of positions.

Before the operation was to take place, Chris and I visited the Buddhist temples and markets. We wouldn’t be able to do this after the operation. I was in a constant state of anxiety as I worried about the pain of being permanently disfigured.

The night before the operation, I showered alone. Well, Jake was with me as usual. “This could be our last orgasm,” he said wearily.

“Yeah,” I agreed. “You going to still be you after the operation?” I asked.

“Why wouldn’t I?” he asked.

“It’s just this is the last step. I figured you might change into a woman after this,” I said.

“Not likely,” he smirked. “I am a mental projection. You will always have a fraction of your mind that is masculine.”

“Maybe, I will eventually purge it,” I said playfully.

“Or the other way around,” he challenged.

I took hold of my weak flaccid penis. “Well, let’s give it a proper send off,” I said to Jake.

***

The operation was a success, but I felt the worst pain of my life. The drugs made me numb and incoherent. The mental projection of Jake was not clear most of the time. I even wondered if this of all things would finally spark Jack to reappear. Perhaps, he would finally arise to protest what I had done to his body.

The removal of my genitals was of little consequence in so far as I had already sterilized myself with hormone treatments. I would have to rely on the sperm that I had stored long ago.

The doctor assured me that everything had gone according to plan. I would have to take his word for it. It was a discolored painful wound at the time. Still, regardless of functionality my male genitalia were gone forever. To everyone else, I looked completely female biologically.

Months went by as I painfully used plastic dildos to keep the neo-vaginal cavity from closing. I felt numb where my clit was supposed to be. I had little interest in sex and felt miserable a great deal of the time. Occasionally, I even second-guessed my decision.

“Maybe it was a mistake,” I said to myself.

“Yeah, you fucked up,” Jake agreed.

“I hate you. You don’t have to experience all this pain,” I said enviously.

“Not all pain is physical. I have to constantly hear you whine,” he said.

“What if I can’t do with him? He might leave me,” I said distressed.

“The plastic you have been using is about the same size. You have nothing to worry about,” Jake said.

“You really are gay,” I concluded.

“You’re healed enough. Go to him,” Jake advised.

“Alright,” I said.

***

I found Chris reading a book on the couch. “I’ve made you wait a long time. I’m sorry, Chris,” I said to him.
He put the book down and focused on me. “What do you mean?”

“You could have scored some real pussy with some girl years ago, but you waited all this time for me,” I said appreciatively.

“Of course, you’re my gym buddy,” he grinned.

“Wow, that’s fucked up,” I said recalling all the time we spent together as male friends.

“What’s on your mind?” he asked.

“I think I’m ready,” I said finally.

He nodded thoughtfully. “Well, unfortunately I’m not. You’re going to have to wait a few hours,” he said.

“Fuck you. Get in the bedroom,” I ordered.

He smiled and kissed me as we entered the bedroom. I quickly got out of my clothes and had no hesitation showing him my front side. We kissed, naked, face-to-face. I felt his erect cock up against my thigh.

“If it’s too painful, we can stop anytime,” he said.

“I know,” I said just as worried.

He put a generous amount of lube on his cock and then hovered over me. We had never had sex face-to-face like this. He placed his hand on my entrance and felt around. “Tell me if I get the right spot,” he said as he felt for my clit.

He eventually found it and then placed a finger at my entrance. Slowly and cautiously, he entered me. “You okay?” he asked.

“Yeah, let’s try for two,” I said.

He put two fingers inside me giving me confidence I could handle him. “Okay, let’s do this,” I said. Finally, we would have male-female sex. I had waited so many years for this moment. I had been resigned to Jack’s plans but now I had accomplished everything I had ever wanted.

Chris gently pushed inside and then slid all the way to the hilt. “Wow, I didn’t think I could take all of you,” I said surprised.

“You calling me short?” he teased.

“Chris, it doesn’t feel painful anymore. Do your thing,” I said as I wrapped my legs around his hips.

“You’re the boss,” he said and started moving inside me.

Years of sexual repression was suddenly released. I became a real freak. Gradually at first, I moaned and screamed. I had him pull my hair as he penetrated me from behind. I clawed at his back as he pressed inside me. I rode him like a bull when I was on top. There was no fear of ever being outed or being rejected. When he came inside me, I worked to get him back up.

It took time, but I experienced my first orgasm. After that, I became addicted to sex. I wanted Chris all the time, every night. I had several years to make up for. He never saw me anything but a normal female. He went down on my and licked my neo-clit as if it were the real thing.

After a long love making session, my hair was a mess, my body was sweaty, and my muscles burned with exhaustion. “Chris, I want to be your wife,” I told him.

“I would be honored to be your husband,” he said and then gave me a real diamond ring. Taking the black ring off my finger, he placed the real engagement ring on my finger.

“I will love you always, be faithful to you always, and care for you for the rest of my life. I’m so thankful to have met you,” I said as happy tears came down.

“The pleasure is mine, Jill,” he said and then kissed me lovingly.

***

On the fifth-year anniversary of the car accident, I came to the cemetery with roses. I dressed in black, as I came upon Maria’s tombstone. What could have been had the car accident not occurred? Jack would have married her by now, and they would have had kids. I was so far behind.

“You might find it a little odd seeing me here every year, Maria,” I said to the tombstone. “But as far as I am concerned, you both died together,” I added referring to Jack.

I placed the flowers at the grave mark along with the others. “Well, Jack, look at me now. I’m about to get married to a loving man and maybe start a family soon. I know you would be proud of me, even if you couldn’t admit it,” I said.
I wiped away a tear as I thought of him. Yes, he had been an ass at times. Right before he died, things between us had been bad. Still, it was Jack that saved me from my darkest days. When I was a teenager, my parents tried to get rid of me with counselors and drugs. They hated me and only wanted Jack as their child. I was so close to ending it all, but Jack pulled me from the brink.

Yes, it was self-preservation. My destruction would have been his destruction, but he was the only one that gave me any love or kindness. I owed my life to him. As I departed, my hand shook as if I had Parkinson’s. I raised my shaking right hand and gave it a peculiar look. Jake gave me an odd look. I focused on my hand and shook it correcting the malfunction.

Thinking nothing of it, I went back home to Chris.

***

The next morning, I felt something odd. My body was moving on its own accord. It felt like an out-of-body experience. My body awkwardly moved over to the bathroom and a sense of dread filled me. I hadn’t felt like this since…
My body stared at the mirror, and I felt a rush of foreign thoughts enter my mind. They were male thoughts. “Oh crap,” I realized as my body touched my feminine face.

“He woke up.”

The Black Ring IV

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning
  • Comedy
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Bad Boy to Good Girl
  • Body, Mind or Soul Exchange
  • Identity Crisis
  • Real World
  • Romantic
  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Lesbians
  • Memory Loss
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • Sex Toys / Dildos
  • Surgery
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

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  • Posted by author(s)

Black Ring IV
(Direct Sequel to Black Ring I)

A few weeks after the wedding, I fell back into my usual routine. Most mornings, I found myself naked next to Chris’ naked body. Since the wedding, when Jill tricked me into having sex with Chris, I hadn’t touched the man in any affectionate matter. He seemed understanding about our weird situation. I almost felt sorry for him. I would be pissed if my wife only loved me half the time.

I put on white underwear reserved for me and put on some shorts. I didn’t bother putting a bra on and never did unless I went out in public. Walking around topless, I ventured into the bathroom and sighed at all the make-up and female hygiene items. I brushed my teeth thoroughly getting every single tooth and then looked at myself in the mirror. It was a woman’s face with wild hair.

“You going to brush it out?” Jill asked me. Her hair was just as messy as mine. In fact, nowadays we looked like twins.

“Nope,” I replied in a more deeper voice. She had managed to perfect a woman’s voice after many years of practice. I had not, and I lacked motivation to do so. In public, I usually kept my mouth shut.

I went over to the arm-chair and watched some TV. I felt dead inside lacking any real goals or ambitions. Jill had taken over everything during my five-year hiatus. I eyed the coffee table and saw a photo album of the wedding. I shut it not wanting to think about it.

“What’s wrong?” Jill asked as she sat on the couch next to me.

“I don’t want to think about it. It was so embarrassing,” I shook my head.

“What part?” Jill asked.

“The entire thing. I imagined it would be a lot different, alright. I would be in a tux, Maria would be in the dress, and all my high school friends would be there. I would get totally fucked up drunk and then make love to her all night long,” I said bitterly.

“Sounds very romantic,” she mocked.

I ignored her and went into my Facebook account. Surprisingly, all of my pictures were how I looked like as a male. I stared at the pictures memorized by my boyish looks. It was looking at ghost frozen in time. “I preserved your Facebook profile just the way you had it before the accident,” she said.

I checked my message history and saw that Jill had written some messages on my behalf. Some of my friends had heard about the accident and had given me their sympathies. Jill wrote back assuring them that I was okay. Occasionally, she would reply to one of my high school friends as if she were me. Since she had all of my memories, that wouldn’t be too hard to do.

“Do you have your own account?” I asked.

“Of course. I used Chris’ last name from the very beginning to avoid anyone figuring out we are the same person,” she said.

I nodded approving of her prudence. While Jill had access to all of my memories, I couldn’t access hers. It was like there was a mental wall preventing me. It wasn’t a big deal as Jill would gladly tell me everything that happened during her day whether I wanted to know or not.

As I looked over my Facebook newsfeed, I discovered a high school five-year reunion had been planned. A number of people I recognized had already committed to going. “Let’s go shall we,” Jill gushed.

“Absolutely not,” I told her.

“Why not?” she asked disappointed.

“Why do you think? My old friends are going to think I’m a freak for turning into a woman and marrying a man. All the girls I fucked are going to be traumatized,” I said.

“Let’s not exaggerate. You only fucked two girls,” Jill reminded me.

“I recall it was three,” I corrected.

“Getting your dick sucked doesn’t count,” she said annoyed.

“It doesn’t?” I wondered. “Anyway, we are not going and that’s final,” I said resolved.

“Whatever, I don’t care about your stupid friends anyway. You barely talked with them after graduation,” she said.

“Glad we could agree on something,” I muttered.

Chris entered the living room wearing a t-shirt and shorts. “Hi, honey,” he said to me.

I simply gave him a dirty look.

“Right, Jacky. How’s it going?” he said friendly.

“Fine,” I replied.

He gave me an odd look and proceeded to make breakfast. “Ask to help out,” Jill said to me.

“I would rather not. I don’t know how,” I told her.

“I’ll teach you. I’ll be right with you,” she said.

“Just leave me alone, alright,” I hissed at her.

“Anything wrong?” Chris asked as he made eggs.

“Nothing. Just talking to myself, you know,” I replied.

“Tell Jill, I said hi,” he said.

“It doesn’t work that way. She can see and hear everything I do,” I told him.

“Is it the same with you, like when she’s in control?” Chris asked curiously.

“No,” I said flatly.

Chris was still convinced he had wedding bliss with Jill instead of me. He was wondering if I had seen, heard, and felt the sex that night and every night after. Thankfully, that wasn’t the case. When I woke up naked, I knew something went down the night before.

“Cool,” he said in a more reassured tone.

Chris saw me as an involuntary roommate. He couldn’t get rid of me without getting rid of his wife. He tried to make the best of things by being friendly to me. We would jog outside, watch movies, play X-Box, and occasionally work together on house chores. It was a little challenging for him at first since Jill and I co-existed in the same body. He would have to go from lover to roommate to lover again within the span of a day. Would I have tolerated the situation if I were him? No, I would not. Hell no.

To help him out, I would decline to wear make-up, style my hair, or do anything to make myself attractive. Revealing that Jill was still aware even when I was awake was a double-edged sword. He would talk to me as if I were Jill telling me about his job, bills, and mundane things. Jill would then tell me what to say making me a translator of sort.
When Chris was done, he took his plate over to the couch.

“He should eat at the table,” Jill said annoyed.

I rolled my eyes. I didn’t care, so I didn’t say anything about it. I did notice that he didn’t make a plate for me. That bastard. Still, it was good that he was learning to treat me differently depending on which personality was in control. Guaranteed, he would have made a plate for Jill.

I went to the fridge and got a Bud-Light and went back to my arm-chair. Chris stared at me a little as I drank the beer while watching TV topless. “Why are you drinking a beer? Think of all the calories,” Jill lectured me.

“It’s a bud-light,” I said out loud. Chris stared at me wondering what kind of conversation I was having with Jill. “Sorry,” I said to him.

“You know, you’re a little distracting,” he admitted.

“Oh yeah?” I smirked. Making Chris sexually uncomfortable was becoming amusing to me. “Should I wear a burka or something?”

“No, it’s fine,” he conceded.

I was being a little unfair. I knew very well the male sex drive. Me, sitting here, with my boobs on full display must be torture for him. He should feel lucky though. He has a cock and I don’t. After finishing my beer, I decided to look a little more dignified for his sake. I put on a t-shirt, neglecting the bra, and made my own cereal.

“So, do you want to go to the high school reunion?” Chris asked.

I froze and looked at Jill. “What the fuck, Jill?” I hissed at her.

“Please, I have access to all your accounts,” she said pointing to her forehead.

“That doesn’t mean you can violate my privacy,” I muttered. I turned to Chris who found my muttering a little odd.

“I hadn’t planned to. I wasn’t going to even do it with everything that had happened,” I said.

“Okay,” he said simply.

“You want me to show up and be looked upon as a freak by my old classmates?” I asked rhetorically.

“I don’t think you’re a freak,” Chris said.

“You’re so sweet,” I said mockingly.

“If you don’t want to go, its fine. I just figured you might want to reacquaint yourself with people you know,” he said.
I dismissed his sentiment out of hand. I would be a total laughingstock. Not only would I be outed as being married to a man but that I had also received a sex-change too. I would be expected to socialize with the girls and listen to them platter on about their weddings and babies.

“No way,” I shook my head.

“Okay, what if you went dressed up as a man?” he suggested.

I hesitated to say no. “You couldn’t come,” I said bluntly.

“Alright,” he allowed.

“I’ll think about it,” I said honestly.

***

Later that day, Chris went out to meet with his sister Sarah for lunch. Relieved, I spent most of the day playing video games and watching TV. After wasting much of the day, I felt a little frustrated, so I took my laptop into the bedroom and locked the door. I clicked my favorite porn website and scanned the Lesbian section.

“This is so gross. This is one of the few things I didn’t miss about you,” Jill chided.

“I just need to get off,” I told her.

“Have Chris do it. He’s an expert,” Jill recommended.

“Fuck off,” I replied to her. “You tricked me into having sex with him,” I accused.

“Don’t act like you didn’t like it,” she replied.

I couldn’t deny that it was the most intense sexual experience I had ever had. It was also the most traumatic. I had no control over how long it would last or what position I would be in. He was in total control of the situation. With my laptop, I was now in control.

I played a Lesbian video and reached into my pants. I had gotten used to not having a penis but this new anatomy was still strange to me. It wasn’t female anatomy as I had known it. The head of my penis was made into a clit. I found the little nub and began to rub. It felt good but wasn’t the same as having a seven-inch cock in my hand.

“You were never seven inches,” Jill reminded me.

“You’re not helping,” I said angrily.

“Try using my dildo,” she recommended.

“No,” I rejected.

“Why not? It will feel really good,” she said confused.

“It’s almost the same as having a cock in me,” I clarified.

“Get over it. You’re never going to get off just rubbing your clit,” she said.

“Fine, whatever. Where is it?” I demanded.

She pointed out the drawer. I searched through her underwear drawer and found the peach-colored dildo. I looked at the locked door. Chris wouldn’t be able to know what I had done unless Jill told him.

“You can’t tell Chris about this,” I said to her.

“It’s not a big deal,” she rolled her eyes.

“Promise me,” I demanded.

“Fine,” she said.

I got back on the bed and carefully placed the dildo inside until it was all the way in. “This is so weird,” I said to myself.
Finally, I mustered the nerve to turn it on. It vibrated inside my depth creating an instant reaction. “Holy shit,” I said as I felt it.

“Pretty good, huh?” Jill said.

I stared at the scissoring women and rubbed my clit while the dildo continued to vibrate. Suddenly, without warning, I felt an orgasmic release. I immediately turned the dildo off. It was too much to handle. Just as before, I felt tired and disinterested in sex. I turned my laptop off and reflected on my existence.

“The real thing is so much better,” Jill told me.

“He loves you, not me,” I told her.

“He’ll learn to love both of us as long as you don’t act like a bitch,” Jill said.

“Bitch?” I wondered. Now that I looked like a woman, I could use the word with impunity.

“Grow up,” Jill scolded me.

***

My name is Jill and Chris returned with his sister, Sarah. Unlike that slob, Jacky, I had my hair and make-up done and was wearing jeans and a t-shirt. As soon as Chris entered the room, I held up my left hand that had my wedding ring. Jacky never wore the wedding ring and only occasionally wore the black ring she was supposed to wear. Chris nodded acknowledging the switch and gave me a tender kiss.

“So, we had a long talk, but you have to agree to it,” Chris said as we all sat down.

“Agree to what?” I wondered.

“Obviously, you two can’t have a child naturally,” Sarah said stating the obvious.

I stared at them. Chris and I had discussed the possibility of adopting or using a surrogate mother, but it had never been seriously contemplated. “So?” I wondered.

“We can use the sperm you stored and artificially inseminate a surrogate mother,” Chris explained.

“I would be the kid’s father?” I asked incredulous.

“In a manner of speaking,” Sarah allowed. “But for all intents and purposes, you would be the mother and Chris would be the father.”

“So, we just need to find a surrogate mother. How hard could that be?” I smirked.

“Well, that’s the thing. I think we’ve found one,” Chris smiled.

“Really? Where?” I asked dumbfounded and a little pissed that Chris discussed this with Sarah before me.
“Me,” Sarah said brightly.

I gave them blank looks. “You serious?” I asked.

“Absolutely. It’s best to keep it within the family. Why use a random egg when you can use mine?” Sarah said.
“I would be having a child with you,” I said obviously.

“Well, biologically yes, but legally speaking the child would be yours. I would swear off any paternity rights to the child,” Sarah said.

“Our kid’s mother will also be his or her aunt. Chris, do you realize how insane this sounds?” I asked.

“The child would never be told that Sarah is his or her real mother,” Chris said.

“The three of us would know. What if it leaks out somehow?” I asked.

“Then we deal with it when the time comes. Eventually, the child is going to know about you and how we came to be,” Chris said.

I pondered the situation. Sarah was the closest genetic relative to Chris. They were fraternal twins. If I wanted to have a child with Chris, with Chris’ DNA, this would be the way to do it. Until science could magically turn my sperm into eggs, this was my only option.

“Okay, so who would the surrogate mother be?” I asked.

“I would do that too,” Sarah replied.

“You’re joking. You would not only donate an egg, but you would carry the pregnancy to term. That’s nine months carrying a child that won’t be yours but kind of is yours,” I said astounded.

“Yes, but it’s alright, because I promise to give you and Chris full custody. My family knows a good lawyer. It won’t be a problem,” Sarah said.

“You do realize that surrogate mothers often have emotional attachments to children they give birth to. I can foresee a situation where you don’t want to give up the kid and then everything is fucked up,” I said.

“You have to trust me,” Sarah said.

“You’ve never had a kid before. You don’t know what you’re getting into,” I said.

“Well, there’s another part to this,” Chris began. “There’s a second deal on the table.”

“What?” I asked wondering what it could be.

“Sarah’s partner wants to have a child of her own, so we figured we would swap sperm,” Chris chuckled.

“Swap sperm,” I repeated.

“You’ve made some great gains in your appearance, but, biologically speaking, the two of you are still males. My partner and I are females. In order for us to have children with each other, we have to cooperate. So, I will give you two an egg and in return Chris will give us his sperm,” Sarah explained.

“Chris’ sperm would get your partner pregnant,” I realized.

“Exactly,” Sarah said.

This was nuts. My husband would be having a child with Sarah’s partner. It wasn’t technically incest, but it was getting damn close to it. What if their kid looked like Chris? What if my kid looked like Sarah? They were acting like Chris and Sarah were genetically identical and was nowhere near the case. Aside from sex chromosomes, the two of them could have genetic differences that could later manifest themselves in unforeseeable ways.

“You’re also missing an important piece to this. The two of us,” I said pointing to myself and Sarah. “Are fucked up.”
“How so?” Sarah asked politely.

“I’m a transsexual, and you’re a Lesbian. At least Chris here is normal,” I said.

“We’re all a little queer here,” Sarah said dryly.

I disagreed with the notion that Chris was queer at all. He was a totally straight man, but I let her continue. “There isn’t a discovered genetic link to transsexuality or homosexuality. Our kids have a very high chance of living normal lives. Even if they are queer, that’s okay,” Sarah said.

“You didn’t experience how I was treated by my parents and the outside world. You didn’t even come out until a few years ago,” I said.

“I am not going to dismiss your experience,” Sarah said annoyed. “But things are a lot different now. The children will be raised by us, not our parents. They will be raised in a much more tolerant environment. Just look at what has been achieved in the last few years.”

There was another issue at hand that I couldn’t tell Sarah about. As we all talked, Jake was whispering in my ears everything wrong with this plan. It was his job to give me the risks even as my heart loved the idea of having my own child regardless of who the biological mother was. Being a transsexual wasn’t the issue. I didn’t even know if I really was a transsexual considering how opposed Jack would have been to it. I never would have changed sex if he had not disappeared for five years. The real issue, the issue that scared me, was my own brain.

“It sounds good in theory. Of course, Chris and I will have to think about it,” I said.

Sarah took the hint and went for her purse. “There’s no rush,” she said politely. “Be in touch,” she said to Chris and walked out the door. Chris followed her to the parking lot and came back a few minutes later.

“Well, that did not go as I had expected,” he admitted.

“You were expecting me to shout with joy,” I asked.

“Kind of,” he said disappointed.

“Does she know how fucked up I am? Does she know that there’s more than one person in this head?” I said pointing to my forehead.

“What you have is a very rare condition. Maybe, the first of its kind. It’s very unlikely our child would have it,” Chris said.
“What if he or she does? What if the voices are mean? What if they tell him or her to kill people? Jacky and I have it good. We’re very functional relatively speaking. What if our child suffers his or her entire life with a personality that is aggressive and hateful?” I asked.

“So, you don’t want to have kids?” Chris asked.

“No, you’re the normal one, Chris. We can use your sperm, get a surrogate mother, and raise that kid as our own,” I said.

“I don’t like the idea of getting a random egg donor. I believe the child should be raised by members of the family. Your child, with my sister, will be my nephew or niece,” Chris said.

“That doesn’t sound creepy to you?” I asked.

“I think you should discuss it with Jacky. She may think differently,” Chris said.

“Fuck him…I mean her. Look, she wasn’t around for five years. I graduated from the university, I got a job, I got married, and I will decide about this child. I won’t let Jacky interfere with my life. If she hadn’t left for five years, I wouldn’t be here,” I said angrily.

“I only ask that you consult her,” Chris said flatly.

“Her input, at the very least, could be interesting,” Jake said to me.

“I have a counter proposal. We use your sperm and Sarah’s partner to create two pregnancies back-to-back. One of the kids will go to them and the other kid will go to us,” I said.

Chris nodded. “I will discuss it with them.”

“In the meantime, we should get a genetic background check on Sarah’s partner,” I said.

***

My name is Jack, and I am completely oblivious as to why Chris is giving me such a haunted look at the breakfast table. I did notice that I was in Jill’s pink pajamas when I woke up. After quickly changing out of them, I removed the wedding ring and put on the stupid black ring.

“So, something went down between you two?” I asked.

Jill was pacing irritably in the kitchen. “There’s something that I feel you should be consulted about,” Chris said.
“Don’t listen to a word he says,” Jill spat.

This only intrigued me. “What’s up…bro?” I asked condescendingly.

He proceeded to tell me about the plan. “So, what do you think?” he asked.

“Honestly, I have mixed feelings being a ‘mother’ to a kid. I always thought I would be a father one day. Play catch with the boy or threaten to kill the girl’s boyfriend,” I said reflectively.

“You still can do that. Gender roles are not as rigid as during our parent’s generation,” he said.

“Yeah, sure, because a boy is going to want to fish, hunt, and play ball with his mother,” I said disdainfully.

“It could be a girl,” Chris said brightly.

“That just makes it worse. I don’t know how to handle a little girl. It’s a totally different world,” I said.

“The three of us, myself, you, and Jill can do this,” he said confidently.

“What if the kid turns out to be a freak…like me. Then what?” I asked.

“Jill had the same concern,” Chris admitted.

“What if Sarah doesn’t give up the kid like she says she will and then we divorce. Your sister could fuck me over with child support payments, while I am working in corporate America as a woman,” I said.

“She won’t do that,” Chris said.

I sighed. “I’m down with it. Fuck it. I always wanted a male heir,” I said.

“It could still be a girl,” Chris reminded me.

“Yeah, and in twenty years, I am sure they will develop a fully functional penis for female-to-male sex changes,” I said.
Chris simply stared at me. “Only joking,” I said. “If we had a girl, I wouldn’t want her to have a penis…unless she wanted one, of course.”

“Right, so, you seem on board,” Chris summarized.

“Man, I have been out of the game for a while. This isn’t my life anymore. I am just a passenger on this ride,” I said honestly.

“That isn’t true,” Chris said.

“Yes, it is. You don’t need to consult me for shit, alright,” I said. “You want to do this thing, you have to convince Jill.”

***

My name is Jill, and I am pissed. Jacky could have easily vetoed Chris’ plan but punted it back to me. “I am going to get her back for this,” I said.

“Like what? She has nothing,” Jake said.

“Oh, I have an idea,” I said as it popped into my head.

“I do not endorse this course of action,” Jake warned.

“Oh, it’s going to be fun,” I said. I took off my wedding ring and put on the black ring. It was against the rules between us to impersonate the other to Chris, but I didn’t give a fuck at that moment. I made my hair messy, washed my face, and strolled out into the living room without wearing a bra.

“That’s weird. I figured it would be Jill’s turn?” Chris said.

“We switch it up every so often,” I said using a slightly deeper voice tone.

“So, what shall we do today?” Chris asked.

“I want to go to my high school reunion,” I said.

“Is that today? Well, have fun,” Chris said.

“I want you to come with me,” I added.

“What changed your mind?” Chris wondered.

I got closer to Chris making him slightly uncomfortable. “I want them all to know I am a woman now and that you are my husband. I want those single mothers and divorced women to know that I succeeded where they failed when it came to being a woman,” I said arrogantly.

“Well, I see your point. If you want me to go, I’ll come,” Chris obliged.

“I won’t take long,” I promised leaving Chris very confused.

Chris drove me to the park where the reunion was to take place. I had straightened out my hair, put make-up on, and was in a black dress. As Chris drove, I purposefully fell asleep and allowed Jacky to surface.

***

My name is Jacky, and I awoke to find myself in a dress and in Chris’ car. “Rise and shine,” Jill said from the backseat.

I held my tongue as I assessed the situation. I looked down and saw the black ring on my finger. Jill had impersonated me for some reason. I was wearing sunglasses, so Chris wouldn’t know I had dozed off. I looked around and saw a familiar park. This was the reunion!

I considered my options. I could tell Chris to go back home and create marital strife, or I could just go through with it. After a brief contemplation, I decided to just get it over with. I was entitled to some bragging rights. I had graduated from a university and had a good job. The fuck did you do?

My original plan was to look like a man so no one would notice my sex change. Chris wasn’t even supposed to be present. Obviously, Jill decided to fuck everything up.

“You would be right,” Jill said.

I gave her the middle finger out of Chris’ view. “Shall we?” he asked me once we were parked.

“Yeah, sure,” I said getting out of the car.

“If you feel uncomfortable at all, we can leave,” Chris assured me.

“I may have lost my balls, but I am no coward,” I said rudely.

The two of us went up a small hill and immediately I started recognizing my high school classmates. If I didn’t remember who they were, Jill did. She had seen the guest list and had memorized every name and face.

Those who saw me attempted to place me but couldn’t. I was from a small high school class, and everyone knew each other well. Chris and I didn’t walk together, so many presumed I was the wife of an unknown classmate and that Chris was the husband of an unknown classmate. The trick worked for a good while, as I eavesdropped on a collection of female classmates.

As predicted, they discussed their weddings and children. Some of the women had married shortly after graduating high school and had young children. One of them was noticeably pregnant. Their discussions didn’t interest me, but it would have been unseemly to invade the boy’s circle. They were discussing more interesting things like football, cars, politics, and the economy.

Eventually, I bumped into a familiar-looking man. “Jack?” he said as he looked at me.

I simply stared. Greg was my best friend in high school. We parted ways when he ended up studying on the West Coast. We kept in touch up until the accident. Jill had not kept the correspondence alive. Even so, I couldn’t believe he could detect me.

“You must have me confused with someone else,” I said to him.

“Oh my God, we got Jack here!” Greg shouted for everyone to hear.

“Shut the fuck up, Greg!” I hissed as people started giving me weird looks.

“See, no one cares,” Greg said nonchalant. “How come you stopped taking my calls?”

“I was in an accident five years ago, and it fucked me up,” I said truthfully.

“I read about it on your Facebook profile, but it seemed you had recovered,” Greg said.

“Not all the way,” I replied.

“Well, glad you could make it,” Greg said cheerfully giving me a pat on the shoulder.

Chris came over to help me out but made matters worse. “Is this your husband?” Greg asked.

“Yes, my name is Chris,” Chris said shaking Greg’s hand.

“Wow, if I knew you were into men things could have been a lot different in high school,” Greg smiled.

“What the fuck are you talking about?” I demanded.

“I’m gay,” Greg exclaimed.

I simply stared at him. I had no idea. He never dated in high school, but I figured that was because he was a nerd. “That’s interesting. If you two had none the truth about each other, you could have dated in high school,” Chris mused.

“Well, sort of. I had no idea Jack was a woman deep inside. We all have our paths,” Greg said.

There was so much wrong with this. I wasn’t a woman at all. I was a straight boy in high school, and I had sex with girls. I would never have been with Greg even if I had stayed a man, because I wasn’t gay. Greg’s partner came over and gave him a peck on the cheek. I was so incredulous at this point. The only explanation was that the Bay Area had turned him gay.

“When did you know you were gay?” I asked bluntly.

“Honey, he has always been gay from the beginning,” his partner said to me.

“Do you go by Jacky?” Greg asked. I simply nodded. “So, I had felt this way all throughout high school, but I never told anyone about it. I should have told you, but I didn’t think you would be ready for it,” Greg said.

“Wait…you suck his cock?” I asked Greg point-blank.

“And more,” his partner answered for him.

Fuck! If I had known, I could have hooked up with Greg and been his gay lover. It would have been far better than getting a sex change and marrying a man anyway. It would have been an ideal compromise. I could stay a man, and Jill would have her man.

“He’s not really my type,” Jill said interrupting my thoughts.

I couldn’t tell her to shut up without making myself look crazy. Chris seemed to notice the wheels in my head turning. A female classmate named Ashley and an unknown woman approached. Ashley was one of the girls I had fucked my junior year. We didn’t have a relationship per se outside the physical.

“Of course, this makes perfect sense,” Ashley said.

“What makes sense?” I asked disturbed by her presence.

“The only reason I let you touch me was because you were actually a woman deep inside. That’s what I sensed about you,” she said.

My mind immediately registered that they were a Lesbian couple. I had no idea Ashley was a Lesbian although it was true that I was the only guy she had slept with. My mind wandered as I imagined Ashley and her partner getting it on.

“Focus!” Jill said to me.

“Right…,” I allowed.

“You look great. I wouldn’t have even recognized you if Greg hadn’t pointed it out,” Ashley continued.

“Thanks, Greg,” I muttered.

“There’s nothing to be ashamed of. We have all had our journey of discovery,” Greg said.

There was no discovery. I was a perfectly straight man with a lovely woman who was also straight and then after a five-year coma woke up as a woman engaged to a man. There was no journey in any of this. “The accident gave me perspective,” I said vaguely.

“I read about it on your Facebook page, very sad,” Ashley remarked.

“So, how is the Bay Area weather treating you?” Chris asked changing the subject. Greg went on about the weather, then talked about real estate, and other topics. I wasn’t really listening. Greg was someone I had respected for his intelligence and sharp wit. Unlike me, he was able to keep it together, as I struggled to reconcile my needs with that of Jill’s. But now…I found out that he sleeps with a man and allows a cock up his ass. I couldn’t deal with it.

“So, we’re expecting,” Ashley said cheerfully referring to her pregnant partner.

“That’s very interesting. How was the process for you?” Chris asked curiously.

“Well, we did it the old-fashioned way,” Ashley said vaguely.

“Old-fashioned?” Chris wondered.

“My brother came over and fucked her a few times. It’s so we can keep it all in the family,” Ashley said.

“Makes sense,” Chris allowed.

“I need a time-out,” I said to the group and went back towards the car.

***

Once I was out of ear-shot of everyone, I demanded answers from Jill. “You knew about this,” I accused.

“Of course, I did,” she replied. “I scanned everyone’s Facebook profile for their life story. You would be amazed what kind of information people put online.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” I demanded angrily.

“You didn’t ask,” she replied.

“You have access to all my memories, but I don’t have access to yours. You have to help me out,” I said.
“I thought it more interesting for you to find out yourself. You always feared Greg’s disapproval. He’s just as queer as you are, perhaps more so,” she said.

“I can’t believe it. My whole life is a lie,” I said.

“Don’t be a drama queen,” Jill scolded.

“It’s like I was meant to be a woman from the very beginning. I could have still been friends with Greg, because he was gay and there would be no sexual tension between us. I could still sleep with Ashley, because she was a Lesbian the whole time. Everything fits except me being who I was,” I said.

“Well, I told you so,” Jill replied.

“What would things have been like if I had transitioned in my teens?” I wondered.

“It’s a moot point. Our parents would never have allowed it. They gave me a ton of shit about transitioning after the accident. If you think they would have allowed it during our teens, you’re fucking high,” Jill said.

I went back up the hill and found Chris still conversing with Greg and Ashley. “It’s interesting that you identify as a perfectly straight man given the circumstances,” Greg said of Chris.

“Well, after my sister came out, I consider myself a straight ally of sort,” Chris replied.

I decided to move away from that crowd and was confronted by the school bully. “I always knew you were a fag,” he said rudely.

“And you didn’t warn me? What the fuck, man?” I asked. “This was the last thing I wanted.”

“Oh yeah, what happened?” the bully asked.

“I got into a car accident,” I said.

“A car accident turned you into a fag?” he asked.

“Yeah, the next day I wanted to be a girl,” I said.

He seemed to ponder this. “Tough break, man. Maybe I should stop racing,” he said concerned. “I don’t want to get what you got,” he said.

“You watch Football at all?” I asked.

“Of course. I’ll watch any game except the Patriots. They suck,” he said.

I smiled. “That we can agree on.”

The bully brought me over to his other male friends I vaguely remembered. They were all previous jocks and current losers of society. “This chick is alright,” the bully assured them.

“Are you the boy that got a sex-change?” one of them mocked.

“I was always a girl. I just dressed up as boy,” I lied.

“Oh yeah?” the idiots said impressed.

“Let me tell you how it went down with Ashley,” I began and proceeded to give a very detailed account of Lesbian sex.

By the end of the reunion, the jock crowd thought I was the coolest chick in high school. “Fuckin retards,” I muttered as I went back to Chris.

“You good?” Chris asked me.

“Yeah,” I said mentally exhausted.

“We’re flying back to the Bay tomorrow. We should stay in touch,” Greg said.

“Yeah, sure,” I replied.

***

I entered the car uncertain as to whether this high school reunion was worth it. Some things are better left unsaid. “Well, that was a lot more interesting than I thought it would be,” Chris remarked.

“Let’s go home,” I said exhausted.

Once we got home, Chris decided to take a nap. I couldn’t blame him. It must have been an awkward and boring affair for him. I sat in my arm chair in silent contemplation. I was still in my dress. My old self would have torn it off at the soonest opportunity. I had imagined Greg being disappointed or amused by me indulging Jill’s desires. My parents, although resistant at first, had allowed this to happen. They even funded it and helped pay for the wedding so that their son could marry another man. Everything that was certain in the past was no longer.

I got out of my dress and walked silently into the bedroom where Chris was sleeping. Greg was getting laid all the time by his attentive male partner. Why did he get to have all the fun? Why must I suffer because of principle? What if Chris rejected me?

I went over to the bed dressed in my black underwear and sat on the bed next to him. “Jill?” Chris wondered.

“No,” I replied.

“What’s wrong?” Chris asked.

“I have been denying myself too long. I want to go all the way,” I said to him.

“You sure?” Chris asked concerned for my slipping sanity.

“Yeah,” I said and then peeled away his boxer shorts.

I had seen his penis before on our wedding night and occasionally when he would exit the shower. It didn’t surprise me, but it would be the first time I would hold it willingly. I was not forced by social necessity. I was initiating it. I cautiously stroked him hoping I wasn’t hurting him. As he became long and hard, I was filled with anticipation and dread. Could I really do this?

I could. I was always meant to be a woman, to be a sister to Jill. Even if it wasn’t true, the fantasy of it couldn’t be denied. I was a woman now and would forever be. I could make my past as female as my future if I wanted it to be. I lowered my lips onto Chris’ cock and completely surrendered.

If Chris had any reservations about having sex, they were gone now. I got him good and hard sucking on him like it were a lollipop. I hoped I was doing it right. Jill was absent from my mind giving me space to navigate this strange territory on my own.

“Okay, I want to be on top,” I insisted.

“Sure,” Chris agreed.

I got closer to him and awkwardly positioned myself over him. I had the same muscles as Jill. If she could do this, I could as well. I cautiously lowered myself down on him only to have his penis slide in front of my thigh.
“It’s okay. Let me help,” Chris said as we finally got his penis in the right position. It then slid inside my body all the way to the hilt.

“Not too difficult,” I said as I adjusted myself.

“Okay, go slow,” Chris advised me.

“Right,” I agreed.

At first, I did take it slow moving my hips up and down. Eventually, I sped up the pace, and his penis came out. I struggled to get it back in and failed a number of times. “Fuck it,” I said exasperated.

“It’s going to take practice,” Chris said.

“You know what? Take over,” I said to him.

“You really mean it?” Chris asked.

“Yeah. I’m not in the mood to practice right now,” I said annoyed.

“Okay,” Chris shrugged.

Chris quickly took hold of me and placed me on the bottom. With expert ease, he was inside me. He rubbed my clit as he thrust hard. It wasn’t as magical as our wedding night, but it did feel pretty good. As he dominated my body, I tried to rationalize it in my head. It was no different than wrestling where one partner dominates the other in practice, right?

No, I was a woman being fucked by a man. There was no denying it. He was doing all the right things with his hands massaging my nipples as he repeatedly did the alphabet on my clit. I really was a sexual failure. I wouldn’t even cut it as a gay man. Even Jill could please a woman better than I could.

Chris was nearly double my body weight and it showed. His muscles gave him awesome stamina. I felt tremors going through me. I was too unaccustomed to this body to know if they were orgasms. I just didn’t want it to end, but I wasn’t going to do embarrass myself further by crying out. Eventually, Chris came inside me with masculine grunts.

The roller coaster was over. He had finally cum and that meant the end of it. I felt so relieved. After a few moments of sighing, Chris gave me a smile. “You okay?” he asked.

“Sure,” I replied.

“Okay, okay. Let’s keep going then,” he said and began to move again.

What? No way he could keep going after an orgasm. Sure enough, Chris kept going for a few minutes longer until eventually softening. He withdrew from me and gave me a sheepish look. “You have fun?” he asked.

He was treating sex like it was a sport. Like, we had just finished a wrestling spar. “Yeah, that was cool,” I said lamely.

“I don’t mind doing this more often, Jacky. We don’t see it as cheating, and I know you have needs as well,” Chris said.

“It’s just my pride is a little damaged, you know. You’re so much better than I was,” I said softly. “I was so bad that my girlfriend became a Lesbian.”

“That isn’t how it works,” Chris said. “What she said didn’t make sense either. Back then, you were a man, no dispute. In a way, you still are. There’s a world of difference between you and Jill,” Chris said.

“Why would you have sex with a man then?” I asked.

“You look hawt,” Chris said simply. “Even when you don’t put on make-up, have your hair completely wild, and put on the wrong clothes it’s really attractive. You look like an animal sometimes,” Chris smirked.

An animal? Yes, that was the key. I was thinking way too much. I just needed to be more like an animal and just fuck.

Once I got that down, then I could think about higher thoughts. “Thanks, Chris,” I said appreciatively.

***

My name is Jill, and I was enjoying a warm tea while in my pink pajamas in my arm chair. With my laptop on my lap, I was watching the funniest video. At one point, I nearly spit out my tea. I was watching a very naked Jacky attempting to ride Chris on the bed. After a number of failed attempts, Chris took over.

I reached underneath my pajama bottoms to stroke myself as Chris plowed Jacky. Some would say this was wrong. They would say I was being a narcissist watching my own porn video even if my mind wasn’t in control at the time. Perhaps, some would even wonder whether this was any different filming my twin having sex. Jacky had no idea that I had set up a camera in the bedroom. While her conscious mind wasn’t aware of it, she had triggered the camera in the closet. If she didn’t want to be filled, she should have turned the lights off.

“Is that really fair?” Jake wondered.

“What better way than to learn from one’s mistakes,” I said as I took the burned disc out of laptop. I wrote Jacky on the disc to distinguish from my own. I wouldn’t be caught dead owning this disc.

“You were not much better in the beginning,” Jake reminded me.

“What I did with Nicki is classified. No one needs to know,” I said dismissively.

I went to a safe in the closet, opened the safe, and placed the disk inside. This secret safe contained dozens of our sex videos. Each disc had a date and location on it. I had been recording videos since the sex change. Chris was aware of my need to video everything as long as it remained private and private meant that not even Jacky could know about it. Jake was right though. I shouldn’t be too judgmental of Jacky. The first couple times using my vagina had been a little hilarious. I picked one of the early discs, closed the safe, and enjoyed myself.

***

My name is Jack, and I awoke in my arm chair. I looked down and saw myself in pink pajamas. Why did it have to be pink? Black fit both genders nicely. Hell, women could wear any color and be perfectly fine. I closed my eyes and tried to accept it. Pink is good now, pink is good now.

Fuck it

I eyeballed the laptop in my lap and did a double take. “What the?” I wondered.

I stared at the movie player and saw a frozen image of a naked Chris and myself on the bed. “Leave it alone,” Jill said anxiously.

“What’s this?” I asked as I played the video.

Jill sighed as I watched Jill aggressively suck Chris’ cock. In spite of myself, I felt aroused. Was I aroused at myself for being an attractive woman or aroused at the naked male that was Chris. How could I be aroused at myself?

“Stop it!” Jill shouted at me.

I put the video on pause. “What’s up with this?” I asked.

“I occasionally film us during sex. It’s perfectly normal,” she said.

“Normalcy isn’t our strong suit,” I told her. “You should be more careful next time when you doze off,” I said.

“Who else would see it?” she asked sarcastically.

“Wait, Chris knows about this?” I asked surprised.

“Of course, he does. You must really think I’m insane,” Jill spat.

“Well, as long as I wasn’t filmed…,” I said and then stared at Jill.

“What?” she asked flustered.

“Did you film me?” I demanded.

“No,” she said immediately.

“Where did you get this?” I wondered.

“Somewhere. It’s none of your business,” she said.

“So, you don’t mind if I destroy it,” I said bending the disc slightly.

“Go right ahead. I have dozens more,” she said and then quickly regretted saying so.

“Dozens?” I wondered.

“Put it back in the laptop, and I will put it where it belongs later,” she ordered.

“Fine, whatever,” I said putting the disc back into the laptop. “You respect my privacy, and I respect yours,” I said.

“You’re not in a position to bargain, Jacky,” she said scornfully.

I tensed up hating my new female name. “Look, don’t be a…bitch,” I said boldly.

“You think because you’re female now, you can call me that word. Grow up,” she said.

“I could call you worse,” I threatened.

“You wouldn’t dare,” she mocked.

“Let’s see what other secrets you have,” I said and then began searching the other bedroom. Supposedly, it was used for storage, but I quickly found a number of Halloween costumes. There was a cop, bandit, cowboy, Indian, navy uniform for both sexes, star trek uniforms for both sexes, and other costumes.

“What the fuck is this?” I wondered.

I then found a shelf of perfectly organized collection of lubricants, condoms, sex-toys, black leather, and masks. “Why condoms?” I asked.

“They’re edible,” Jill replied.

“What is all this?” I asked shocked.

“For nearly twenty-five years, my desires were repressed. So, when I finally got myself a man I went all out,” she said.
“Jesus,” I muttered.

“Look. All you needed was a good yank. I needed something more,” Jill explained.

I looked around and saw a box filled with baby clothes. “Is this part of the fantasy too?” I asked and then stopped myself.

I stared at Jill. She gave me a look of sadness and shame. “When I make love to Chris, I try to imagine that it’s possible to get pregnant. When he cums inside me, he tells me this will be the time. It’s going to happen this time. I know it never will, but I like it when he says it,” she said.

I looked back at the baby clothes collected. “Jill, I’m sorry we were born a boy,” I said sympathetically.

“Don’t say that. We had a lot of fun being a boy all those years,” she said.

“I don’t have any right to interfere with all of this. Sorry, I intruded,” I said sincerely and left the room.

“This isn’t just me. It’s for you too,” Jill said to me.

“I’m not there yet,” I shook my head.

“You will,” Jill assured me.

***

My name is Jill, and I decided it was time to get a new perspective on whether to reproduce with Sarah. I went into the church and appreciated not immediately being lit on fire. The Protestant minister approached me warmly, and we both took a seat in the pews.

“So, I came to ask you your opinion on a sensitive matter. I’m thinking of having a child with my husband but there’s a problem with it. I’m not sure it’s the right thing to do,” I said.

“What’s the problem in creating new life?” the minister asked.

“Right…well, I’m…mentally ill. I hear voices in my head, and I can see people that are not there,” I said.

The minister nodded thoughtfully. “You believe this could be hereditary?” he assumed.

“Right and that would mean my child could be inflicted with it as well,” I said.

“Do you feel you are suffering from this condition?” the minister asked concerned.

“Actually, the other personalities have been very helpful to me,” I said.

“What do they think about this idea?” the minister asked.

“Well, it doesn’t matter what they think. I’m in charge,” I said hoping I didn’t sound too insane.

“I understand,” the minister said.

“My child may not be so lucky. The child could suffer from hostile voices and thoughts. The child could grow up to be fucked up, basically,” I said attempting to articulate my thoughts.

“You know, Martin Luther believed that every individual was essentially horse shit covered in snow,” the minister recited.

There was an awkward pause between us. “And?” I asked hoping he would elaborate.

“We’re all fucked up. Some of us more than others but there is nothing we do in this life that can be considered good to God. We’re all a bunch of fuck ups,” the minister continued.

I nodded absorbing this interesting perspective. “The only thing that saves us is our faith. Faith is the snow that covers the horse shit. Your child could be a raving lunatic, a murderer, a thief, a rapist, etc, but if he has faith he will be saved,” the minister said.

“What about everyone else that suffers because of my child?” I asked.

“After the fall, Adam and Eve must have questioned whether bringing a new life into the world would be the right thing. Their first-born son was a murderer, their second son a victim of that murder, and their third son’s lineage would eventually become corrupted too. But from all this evil and chaos came Noah who would save humanity. We can never know what the future will bring. We just have to trust in God and each other,” the minister said.

“Thanks,” I said still uncertain.

“You’ll do fine. I have faith in you,” the minister smiled.

***

My name is Jacky, and I was still working out my sexuality. I decided to watch a show on the Discovery channel that was about lions. It showed a pride of lionesses taking down prey and even a mating scene. Despite the male lion being far larger, he generally did nothing all day allowing the lionesses to hunt and take care of the cubs for him.

“Lazy ass,” I remarked.

“There are plenty of species where the female is the better hunter like spiders, sharks, hawks…,” she listed off.

“Jill, you’re trying too hard,” I said depressed.

Every movie I watched generally had the man as the hero and the woman as the damsel in distress. All the commercials had women talking about cooking, cleaning, and child products. A number of comedy shows had the husband being a doofus and the wife being the genius. I felt defensive about my former gender and didn’t feel empowered.

I continued to watch a male lion hump the lioness. Maybe that was it. I needed to be more like an animal and stop thinking about my problems.

“Chris?” I called out.

“You need something?” he asked coming into the room.

I turned off the TV and stood up. “Yeah, your dick,” I said.

Chris, like all men, would never turn down legitimate sex. We quickly took off our clothes and then I told him my intentions. “I want you to be rough and animalistic,” I said to him.

“Okay,” he agreed.

I got on all fours and waited patiently for him to plunge inside me. He took hold of my hips and slid all the way in. He was gentle at first and rubbed my clit. I could tell that he just wanted to “help” me rather than any real affection.

“Chris, get on all fours like me and get on top of me,” I instructed.

“Sure,” he said changing position.

I could feel the added weight but it was worth it. He slammed into me forcefully like a beast. I tried to imagine myself as a lioness. There was nothing funny or lame about that. A lioness was a killer. It was the male lion that was pathetically useless. Yes, I was in charge. I just needed Chris for his seed.

My breasts shook and my hair was a mess from our motions. My muscles strained and then collapsed so that I was on my stomach. “You okay?” he asked me.

“Keep going,” I said raising my hips.

He obliged and got on top of me. Within a few minutes, he came inside me. We hadn’t kissed or caressed each other. It was just pure penetration. “Thanks,” I said as he got off of me.

***

Chris and I went over to the fertility clinic to sign paperwork with Sarah and Barbara. The Lesbian couple seemed ecstatic at the prospect of getting pregnant at the same time. Despite my misgivings, I signed the paperwork. Within a month, both Sarah and Barbara were pregnant.

“What have I done?” I realized.

“We’re creating a new family,” Chris said.

“I’ll be a father,” I muttered.

“No, Jill. You are a mother now, and you always will be,” Chris said kissing me tenderly.

“I can’t give birth. I can’t breast feed,” I listed off.

“For the rest of your life, our kid is going to call you mom,” Chris reminded me. “And when he or she has kid, they will call you grandma.”

“What if the kid finds out?” I asked fearfully.

“It won’t be the end of the world. We will always be their parents,” Chris said.

***

During all this time, I still went to work. Jacky and I would exchange places throughout the week with me taking Monday through Thursday and Jacky taking Friday. The arrangement gave me more time with Chris, but it did add extra complications with my co-workers.

“Hey, you want to come to the restroom. Stan and I need an unbiased judge to determine which one of us has a longer dick,” Fred said.

“I got a better idea. Here’s some tape, so you can blindfold yourselves and then jerk each other off,” I replied annoyed.

Fred didn’t appreciate the suggestion and wandered off. When Jacky came to work, she obviously had a different approach to our male co-workers. Often, they would forget what day it was and offer to tell me about their sex lives. At first, my transsexuality was a guarded secret between the boss and I, but Jacky decided to tell a number of male co-workers and the rumor spread like a wildfire.

“You should report those guys,” an eavesdropping female co-worker said to me.

“What’s the point? I’ll simply deny it tomorrow,” I said absent mindedly.

“Why would you do that?” she asked.

“Look, just pay attention to your own cubicle,” I told her.

***

My name is Jacky, and I could not ask for better co-workers. Jill would associate more with her female co-workers, while I exclusively chatted with the men. We discussed football, politics, and female co-workers. We had a lot of good talks in the male restroom.

“It must be a Friday!” Fred said as I entered.

I always worked on Fridays to give Jill the day off. My male co-workers apparently discovered I would show up with a different personality depending on the day. “It won’t mean anything if we don’t get our work done. The boss is threatening to make us work on Saturday,” I said.

“No way. The boss has something special planned tonight,” Fred said eagerly.

“What’s a woman doing here? Oh, it’s you,” Stan said as he exited a stall.

“Courtesy of state law,” I smirked referring to a new law that required people to use the restroom of their birth sex.

“I don’t really need to shit. I just need to jack off,” Ryan said as he strolled in.

“Carry on,” Fred and Stan said together.

“Yeah, the boss wants to see us all around four. He’ll announce it then,” Fred continued.

Carl then entered the restroom and gave me an odd look. “Why is she here? This is against company policy. I don’t understand,” he murmured pathetically.

“Carl, she has more of a right to be here than you. You have bigger tits than she does,” Fred said insultingly.

“Get out of here, you fat fuck,” Stan chimed in.

“Okay, but the boss will hear of this,” Carl said as he walked out.

“Jesus, I’m going to get an EO complaint for this, aren’t I,” Stan wondered.

“Did any of us see or hear anything?” Fred asked.

We all put our hands on our eyes, ears, and mouths like the three monkeys. “So, you going to play some paintball with us at the company retreat?” Fred asked changing the subject.

“Sure,” I agreed.

“No shooting us in the balls,” Stan reminded me.

“I wouldn’t do that,” I assured them.

Stan went over to one of the stalls and kicked it. “Hurry up in there.”

“It would be easier if you would all shut the fuck up,” Ryan replied.

“He does have a point,” Fred said and then led us out of the restroom.

***

The boss arranged a meeting with only male subordinates except me. He even ushered his secretary out of the room. It was a real shame that we feared our own female co-workers more than the competition or corporate spies. Being female, I was practically immune.

“So, gentlemen and lady, it has come to my attention that one of you is going to be a father,” the boss announced.

“Shit!” Stan blurted out.

“Not you,” the boss said annoyed at being interrupted. “I’m referring to Jill.”

The room clapped for my success. “Thanks, guys,” I said a little embarrassed.

“Isn’t the mother your sister-in-law,” Fred asked curiously.

“Yeah,” I said nonchalant.

“So, why didn’t you hook up with her?” Fred continued.

“Because she’s a Lesbian,” I replied.

“But you’re Bi, right?” Fred asked.

“Look, I tried and it didn’t work out,” I said delicately.

“You dated your sister-in-law?” Stan asked confused.

“Look, I don’t care to discuss my life story,” I said defensively.

“Ahem,” the boss said regaining control of the meeting. “So, in honor of this achievement, I have decided that we are all going to the Juicy Lucy to celebrate.”

“Hell, yeah,” the male co-workers cheered.

***

The Juicy Lucy was a well-known strip club downtown. I insisted we go immediately, so everyone came down still in their work clothes. The last thing I needed was to doze off in a strip club and have Jill take over. Carl wasn’t invited, since he was a total square. The boss took care of our entrance fees except for me, because I didn’t need to pay.

We got ourselves a table and got pitchers of beer. “Sure, you don’t want a bottle of wine?” Fred teased.

“Fuck off,” I replied.

We clinked our beer pitchers and drank them down. I knew what I could handle back when I was a guy, but Jill had dramatically altered my body. I weighed less, fat distribution was different, and she typically didn’t drink so my tolerance level was a lot lower now.

As I watched the nearly naked women dance around a pole, I felt a thrill go through me. If I still had my dick, it would be rock hard. Instead, I felt a frustration that couldn’t be relieved by just jerking one off in the bathroom.
We took turns getting a lap dance and drinking alcohol. It became apparent early on that I was becoming intoxicated a lot quicker than the guys. I began to talk about things I shouldn’t.

“So, I am not really attracted to the guy, but he has needs you know,” I said referring to Chris. “Divorce or cheating isn’t an option,” I added.

“Yeah, divorce and cheating are the worse. Most divorces are filed by women,” Fred said bitterly.

“It’s a violation of the bro code,” Ryan added.

“The bro code doesn’t apply in this case,” Stan said obnoxiously.

“Fuck it doesn’t,” Ryan protested. “Look, even though you got yourself a pretty face, some boobs, and you cut off your cock…,” he said.

“I didn’t cut it off. I inverted it,” I corrected.

“Inverted?” Stan wondered.

“Turned it inside out, dumbass,” I said annoyed.

“Turned your cock inside out? Oh God!” he said as he ran to the bathroom to hurl.

“Anyway, as I was saying,” Ryan continued. “A part of you is still a bro. That’s why we gel so well. It’s why we’re all here at this strip club and not some pansy ass baby shower.”

“Alright, alright,” I said agreeing so far.

“So, you have to give Chris some of that warm pussy. You can’t starve the man. He has needs. You have to fulfill those needs, because no one else can. The spirit of the bro code is to protect and serve other bros,” Ryan said.

“Ryan, that sounded very homosexual,” Fred noted.

“Fuck you. You know it’s true. We men have to stick together or women will divide us,” Ryan said.

“Well, why don’t we all turn gay? Then, no woman will divide us. We’ll just suck each other off in the bathroom at work every day,” Fred said skeptically.

“This is a special case. She’s married to a man. If you were married to man, it would apply to you,” Ryan argued.

“No, it wouldn’t, because I would make him my bitch,” Fred said.

“You would make him your bitch? Really? I think it would be the other way around,” Ryan shot back.

“How about I make you my bitch right now,” Fred said raising his voice.

The two argued with each other as Stan came back. “Did I miss something?” he asked.

“Yeah, it was very thought provoking,” I admitted.

“I’m sorry, man,” Fred said clutching Ryan’s shoulders.

“It’s okay, man,” Ryan replied and then separated.

“Bunch of queers,” Stan shook his head. “Even Jill here is straighter than you fucks,” he added.

“Thanks,” I said appreciating the compliment.

“It’s your turn. Make us proud,” Stan said to me.

I went upstairs and entered the lap dance room. “You don’t have to do this,” Jill said to me.

“Wow, you’ve been actually here this whole time,” I realized.

“I’m always with you,” she said obviously.

“Look, I’ll pay Chris back for this,” I assured her.

“Sex isn’t a currency,” Jill said annoyed.

“Just enjoy this,” I said as the stripper approached me.

She did a really good job especially since she didn’t regularly entertain other women. That made it all that much harder for her. A typical woman would notice imperfections and tiny details that a horny man would miss. She tried extra hard for me, and I was mesmerized. Jill stayed quiet in the background allowing me to enjoy the moment.

After it was over, I felt a bit over saturated with the female body. I woke up in a female body, showered in a female body, played with my boobs all day, watched Lesbian porn, and was now receiving a female lap dance. It was becoming too much. There was too much of a good thing, and I was starting to get bored with them. Other than sex appeal, I didn’t have much in common with them.

I went back to my group and my drunken mind started to see them as attractive. “Oh God, I’m turning gay,” I realized.

“Don’t be dramatic,” Jill said to me. “You’ve been drinking too much.”

I came back to my table and had another drink. As soon as I did, my head hit the table.

***

My name is Jill, and I am apparently at a strip club courtesy of my loving and understanding boss. My eyes shot open, and I immediately felt intoxicated. I looked at my freaked out male co-workers. “I’m fine,” I said to them.

“Holy shit. We thought you were out cold,” Stan remarked.

“Nah, I’m fine,” I repeated.

“But I should be going soon. You guys have been the best.” I said as I called a cab.

Once the cab arrived, I thanked my boss and male co-workers for a wonderful evening. Although wide awake, the alcohol was taking its toll. It would take all night to detoxify myself. I stumbled my way to my door and came inside.
I found Chris in bed reading a book. He noticed my drunken state and gave me a surprised look. I collapsed myself on the bed. “Chris, I have been a naughty girl,” I confessed.

“Oh?” Chris wondered.

“I need to be punished,” I said repentant.

Chris merely shook his head in mock disappointment, reached beneath the bed, and got out the paddle.

***

I woke up sober but feeling really sore on my butt. I figured Jill had just fallen on the floor at the strip club. How embarrassing for her. Chris was in a deep sleep, so I decided not to wake him. I thought long and hard what Ryan had said at the club. It wasn’t fair to Chris that his wife was only affectionate half the time. I began to list some things I would want if I were in his position. It wasn’t because I wanted to or felt motivated sexually to do so. It was just a matter of principle, the bro code.

Once he woke up, I was ready for him in the bed. As soon as his eyes opened, I kissed him good. It actually felt pleasurable, so I kept going. I put my tongue into it and reached for his penis. In spite of himself, he was getting hard under my touch.

“Jill?” he wondered.

“Not here right now,” I answered.

For a long moment, I kissed him passionately while rubbing him. I then lowered his boxers and started sucking on his cock. I must have done well, because he tried to stop me soon thereafter. “Jacky, I’m going to cum,” he warned.
I didn’t care. This wasn’t about me. I let him pulse into my mouth. I tried not to gag and shallowed it all. Then, I continued licking him creating an immediate reaction. His penis was super-sensitive, and I knew it. He tensed up and grunted as I continued to service him. Once he was no longer sensitive, I finally withdrew.

“Wow, Jacky,” he said impressed. “Let me do something for you.”

“Not this time. This isn’t a quid pro quo, Chris. I don’t want to be your fuck buddy anymore. I want to be a loving wife, because, back in the day, I would have wanted a loving wife,” I said.

“That’s very gracious,” Chris began.

“I know I’ll never replace Jill. Think of yourself as a King with two different but equally affectionate wives,” I said.
“Alright,” Chris agreed.

I left a stunned Chris in the bedroom. It would take time for me to think of myself as a woman mind and body. It may never happen, but I also believed a man shouldn’t be cheated out of loyal and loving spouse. I looked at the black ring that I had placed on the dresser. I hadn’t taken the ring seriously since the wedding. It had only served to help Chris identify which one was in control but now things were different. The black ring had been Jill’s first engagement ring. It was important to her and now to me. I put the black ring on my finger without reservations. It would be my promise too.

The Black Ring V

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Bad Boy to Good Girl
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Lesbians
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • Sex Toys / Dildos
  • Surgery
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

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  • Posted by author(s)

Black Ring V
(Story contains adult situations and controversial topics)

I took cover behind a tree as I was being fired upon by the enemy. The projectiles slammed into the tree as they tried to get at me. I took good aim and fired back with my own volley. Fred, Stan, and Ryan were present with me during the battle.

“Reload,” Ryan said as he placed a new paint ball canister on his rifle. I increased my fire to compensate for Ryan being down.

Fred and Stan raced across the field in bounding movements. A paintball hit Stan square in the crotch. “Fuck!” he cried out as he went down.

I couldn’t help but grin inside my helmet. “Ready,” Ryan said to me.

I nodded and advanced forward. As I ran around trees and bushes, Fred fired wildly with automatic fire. The enemy focused on me pinning me down. Ryan outflanked the enemy and threw grenades towards the enemy position. Red smoke filled the air as the enemy was covered in paint. I sighed with relief and took off my helmet. I didn’t bother to straighten out my wild hair.

“Grenades? Really?” the enemy leader said displeased.

“You mad, bro? Nothing in the rules says we couldn’t,” Ryan replied.

The enemy team shook their heads in disgust and left the field. Despite the victory, I knew it would be short-lived. These people were human resources and no doubt our schedule would be royally fucked by Monday.

The four of us came together and gave each other high-fives with gloved hands. “You okay?” I asked slightly concerned with Stan’s condition.

“I’ll be fine,” he grimaced and bent over.

“Stop being a bitch,” Fred advised.

“Oh really?” Stan shot back and shot Fred in the crotch.

“You asshole!” Fred shouted painfully. The two proceeded to shoot each other repeatedly at close range.

“That was fun. We showed good teamwork out there,” Ryan complimented me.

“Sure,” I agreed.

“You want to maybe go out for a bite to eat after this?” he asked.

“Ryan, I used to have a penis, remember?” I replied.

“Damn, that’s right. I’m so sorry,” Ryan apologized.

“It’s alright,” I allowed. Every so often, I had to remind the guys to back off. I sighed as I took off my gloves. On my left ring finger was the Black Ring.

***

My name is Jill, and I am taking a relaxing shower. Jacky had come home dirty and sweaty and decided to pass out on the couch. I’m always cleaning after her mess. Still, the paint ball battle was amusing. I didn’t have to exert myself or feel the pain of being shot. I was just there to watch the whole thing. Chris entered the shower with me and inspected my wedding ring. He kissed me instantly upon seeing the ring.

“How was the company retreat?” he asked.

“I kicked ass,” I smiled.

“I think you need a good stretch, just to be safe,” he suggested.

“With or without clothes?” I asked.

“What do you think?” he asked rhetorically.

At this point, Chris was good and hard. “Let me fix that for you,” I offered.

Chris sighed as I went to work on him. He placed his fingers in my hair and pulled just the way I liked it.

***

My name is Jacky. That night, I got out of bed and did my nightly routine. I massaged my scalp wondering why it felt sore recently. Turning the TV on, I began watching a movie that was five years old. Since I had awakened, I had made it my goal to watch every movie and TV show that had been made while I was gone. Looking at my nightgown, I hesitated to take it off and put on some gender-neutral clothes. A combination of laziness and a new found acceptance of my fate was keeping me back from doing so.

“Fuck it,” I muttered as I watched the first of many movies.

After three movies and a few television episodes, it was early morning. I decided to access my shared email account and found an odd message:

“Hey, it’s Nicole. Remember me? I missed the reunion. Want to have a coffee?” the email said. It proceeded to give me her phone number.

“Weird,” I muttered.

“Yeah,” Jill agreed.

I quickly deleted the email. “Please. I remember everything you remember,” Jill said unimpressed.

“Nicole is...,” I wondered.

“The first girl you fucked,” Jill said helpfully.

“That’s right,” I recalled. “Why do you remember things like this better than me?”

“I have a female brain. We remember people and conversations better,” Jill reminded me.

I wondered if that was still true or whether my subconscious was trying to protect me from a painful memory. “So, we’re not seeing her,” I said finally.

“Do what you want,” Jill allowed.

“She can’t see me like this,” I said depressed.

“What does it matter what she thinks?” Jill asked.

“What does anything matter?” I wondered. My life was no longer my own anymore. I had no career, hobbies, or love life. I was a ghost.

“Poor you. How about you stop wasting half our life away with movies and television. Maybe you can get us a Master’s degree or something,” Jill scolded.

“What would be the point?” I wondered.

“I had to deal with being second for the first eighteen years of our life. We always did what you wanted to. You can’t even deal with eighteen months. You’re pathetic,” Jill said.

“You know what? I will take charge of something,” I told her.

“Like what?” Jill asked skeptically.

“Don’t know yet. Maybe, I just need some inspiration,” I said as I wrote down Nicole’s number.

***

My name is Jill, and I was given the pleasure of Sarah’s visit. Chris, Sarah, and I made small talk in the living room until Sarah finally revealed the true reason for her visit.

“So, I’m pregnant,” she gushed.

A chill went through me. I half expected the procedure to be impossible. I had officially made Sarah pregnant with my male sperm. I was now a father…or something. “That’s great,” Chris said delighted.

“Yeah, great,” I repeated.

“You going to tell Jacky?” Jake asked from the corner of the room.

I eyed him unable to respond without looking crazy in front of Sarah. Chris seemed to notice my eyes look off into dead space every so often. “Well, lots to think about,” Chris said as he conversed with his sister alone.

“I don’t think she is ready to know just yet,” I said to Jake.

“When then?” he questioned.

“I don’t know,” I admitted.

***

My name is Jacky, and I have decided to go through with meeting Nicole but on my own terms. I went to a barber and had my hair cut short. “You fucker!” Jill shrieked at me as I looked at the mirror.

“Perfect,” I smirked boyishly.

Even as Jill protested, I bound my breasts down with tape and wore a jacket. Other than my chest feeling crushed, I felt right. I then practiced my old male voice. “Still got it,” I smirked.

“I hate you,” Jill glared at me.

I ignored her and walked down the street like a man. I never got the feminine walk down anyway. As I walked through groups of people, I felt more confident in myself. Before, I didn’t think it would be possible to cross dress as a man. Now, I was regretting I didn’t do it earlier. I could be a man while I was in control and Jill could be a woman when she was in control. The whole business of having sex with Chris as a woman was just a mere experiment. No, this was going to be the permanent arrangement.

“You’ll never pass as a man,” Jill doubted as she walked besides me.

“Maybe, you won’t pass as a woman now,” I shot back.

Jill became quiet fading away from me. I went to the coffee shop and found a slightly aged Nicole. She was still an attractive brunette. My eyes scanned for a wedding ring and found none. “Jack?” she wondered.

“That’s me,” I replied.

“You look good,” she complimented.

I smiled pleased that I had successfully passed. We sat down and waited for the waitress to bring a pot of coffee. “You look the same as I remember you,” I said feeling my male confidence come back.

“I heard all sorts of rumors about you from the reunion,” Nicole said.

“What kind of rumors?” I asked politely.

“That you were gay, that you were now a woman,” she smiled amused.

“Well, it couldn’t be farther from the truth,” I assured her.

“I can see that,” she agreed.

Jill gave me a disgusted look as she sat next to Nicole across from me. “So, you married?” Nicole asked.

It took me a second to figure out how she knew. “Oh, this?” I said referring to the black ring. I had failed to take it off before going out. Was my subconscious resisting me or was I just careless?

“Yeah, you’re fucked,” Jill said unhelpfully.

“Actually, its a memory ring for someone I cared about who died five years ago,” I lied.

“Sorry I brought it up,” Nicole apologized.

“No problem,” I downplayed.

“So, you are single?” Nicole pressed.

“Yep,” I lied.

“Because I wouldn’t want to be the ‘other woman’ if you know what I mean,” she joked.

“Yeah, wouldn’t want that,” I laughed nervously.

“So, what do you do?” Nicole asked.

“I work in sales,” I said vaguely. I wasn’t overly proficient in my job. Jill would boss me around all day, or I would sham with the guys.

“I work in psychiatry. We help people become their better selves,” she said.

“Sounds great. I could use some of that,” I joked. Jill gave me a dirty look.

“Really?” Nicole asked seriously.

“Well, we all can better ourselves,” I backtracked.

“Right,” she agreed giving me a weird smile. “Nothing is impossible with the right technique.”

“I suppose,” I said not sure what she was referring to.

“I can help you,” Nicole said handing me her business card.

I looked over the card. “Thanks. I’ll keep it in mind,” I said politely.

“I had a chat with Greg, but he wasn’t interested in improving himself,” Nicole said disappointed.

“Oh?” I wondered.

“We can be whatever we want to be. Our spirit is beyond the mental or the physical. With the spirit, there are no limitations,” she said.

I nodded as Jill gave me the “crazy” sign. “You know what? I totally agree. This morning, I decided who I was going to be today. I woke up and said to myself, “Jack is in charge again.”

“That’s great, Jack,” Nicole smiled. “You have made an important first step. Now, you have to follow through.”

She tapped her business card, paid for her coffee, and left. Jill and I sat across from each other both dumbfounded. “What the fuck was that about?” Jill wondered.

“I don’t know,” I replied honestly.

***

My name is Jill, and I am so pissed right now. I looked at the mirror and saw Jack’s face looking back at me. Growing out my hair and the hormones had made some significant changes, but Jacky had learned to use make-up to look more masculine. I quickly washed my face but still had spiky boyish hair.

“Great, I look like a lesbian,” I said to myself.

“Nice haircut,” Jake said amused.

“Fuck off,” I replied angrily. “You have any idea how long it took to get it shoulder length?”

“Yes, a year,” Jake replied.

“Damn it,” I cursed.

“There are pills and vitamins out there that can help it grow faster,” Jake said helpfully.

“I know, because we both know that,” I said frustrated. “It will still take months.”

“You still look cute,” Jake said. “Women can have short hair.”

“I know they can, but I am trying to overcompensate. Sometimes, I don’t feel I am passing,” I said.

“Nonsense,” Jake assured me.

“It didn’t take much for Jacky to become Jack again. Even his dumb-ass self was able to accomplish it without difficulty,” I said angrily.

“Careful, Jill. You said ‘his’,’ Jake said.

I stared at myself in the mirror and then tore off the jacket. I ripped the shirt off and began pulling the tape off my breasts. “I’ll make him pay for this,” I vowed.

***

Not long afterwards, I did a background check on Nicole and her job. Turns out, she was a part of a clinic that did gay conversion therapy. “Oh, this is rich,” I giggled to Jake.

The clinic didn’t discuss their techniques but claimed it had a high success rate. So, that was what Nicole meant when she wanted to improve Greg. She had heard rumors Jack had become a transsexual and decided to recruit.

“That bitch,” I said shaking my head.

“What if it works?” Jake wondered.

“Of course it doesn’t,” I laughed.

“But what if it does?” Jake insisted.

I eyed Jake suspiciously. “What if it does?” I repeated back to him.

“We want Jacky to be on the same page as us. We want her to give up on ever going back to being a man,” Jake said.

“Sure,” I agreed.

“We also want her to become straight. Did you feel how she felt about Nicole. She wanted her just like so many years ago,” Jake said.

“Jacky is always going to like girls. It’s no big deal,” I downplayed.

“But what if we could change that? Worth a try?” Jake said.

“No, it can’t work and even if it did this is evil. If my parents knew of this clinic, they would have used it to try to get rid of me. Any therapy, technique, or drug could fuck us up,” I argued.

“But this could be an opportunity to get rid of Jack once and for all. You could be Jill and Jacky, both straight women happily married to Chris. You could make Jacky embrace motherhood,” Jake pressed.

I simply stared at Jack. My short hair reflected back at the television screen. “Let’s do it. It could be fun to fuck with them,” I smirked.

***

My name is Jack. No Jacky this time, just Jack. It didn’t take long to make myself look like a man. I would never be able to grow a beard or mustache but clean shaven men were still men. I put on my leather jacket and drove to the clinic. Jill was in the passenger seat not protesting or even giving me sneers. She actually seemed giddy about it.

Once I came to the receptionist desk, I was asked for my ID. I froze as I realized my only form of ID was that of Jill with a woman’s picture on it. “You’re screwed,” Jill laughed.

“He doesn’t need an ID. I can vouch for him,” Nicole interrupted.

Jill gave Nicole a fearful look. I smiled and completed the paperwork putting Jack under “name.” I then walked with Nicole through the halls. “The first step in the process is the interview. Be honest,” Nicole advised and brought me to the room.

I gave her an uncertain look. Did she think I was lying about my past? I went into the room and shook hands with an older man. “I’m Dr. Bork. Please take a seat,” he smiled at me.

“So, what is your goal, Jack?” Dr. Bork asked.

“I’m not really sure,” I admitted awkwardly.

“We get that a lot. Let’s start with the fact that you’re married to a man,” Dr. Bork said.

“Err…,” I choked.

“And that you’re a male-to-female transsexual. I must admit, I wasn’t expecting this look,” Dr. Bork smiled amused.

“Look, I think there’s a mistake…,” I said feeling uncomfortable.

“Oh there is definitely a mistake. You’re a freak of nature, Jack. You have multi-personality disorder, multiple sexual orientations, schizophrenia, and that’s just the beginning. Your file is what we live for,” Dr. Bork said and then placed a thick folder on the table.

“Where do you get off…,” I began.

“We can help you, Jack. We can combine all your personalities into one solid straight male identity. We can give you your life back before the car accident,” Dr. Bork said.

“That’s impossible,” I doubted.

“It can be done. Do you want to try?” Dr. Bork asked.

“Even if what you say is true, I can’t go back really. You see, my girl personality got rid of my penis and balls,” I said bluntly.

“Surgery has come a long way. We can use tissue from your leg or your arm and rebuild your penis. We can give you artificial testicles. It will look and function as before. It’s not too late to come back,” Dr. Bork assured me.

“I can’t afford…,” I said.

“Don’t worry about it. All you have to do is agree to allow us to share your story after its over,” Dr. Bork said.

“You want me to be a success story on your website?” I asked.

“A small price to pay to getting your life back,” Dr. Bork replied.

I eyed Jill who was in the room with me. She had a horrified look on her face. “Don’t you dare,” she shrieked at me.

I smirked at Dr. Bork. “Why not?”

***

My name is Jill, and I am now a prisoner. Medical professionals placed me in a chair and strapped me down. “So, you going to shock me?” I asked sarcastically.

“Oh, of course not,” Dr. Bork shook his head. “We use positive reinforcement in our treatments.”

A nurse injected me with an unknown substance. A large television screen then appeared showing attractive women undressing and making out with each other. “You have to be kidding,” I mocked but then I felt a weird sensation. I felt the most euphoric sensation I had ever felt.

“Heroin?” I wondered.

“Close but not nearly as crude,” Dr. Bork replied. “We can’t change your interest in men, Jill. You will always be attracted to men no matter what we do. No amount of shocks or trauma can change that. What we try to do here is make you interested in women,” Dr. Bork said.

“To make me bisexual? How does that make me straight?” I doubted.

“We can’t make you straight. It’s impossible to take away your orientation but maybe we can add an orientation,” Dr. Bork said.

“How does that serve your purpose?” I asked.

“It’s simple. Homosexuals claim they have no choice in their orientations. Without choice, there is no moral agency and therefore they are morally blameless. But if we make every homosexual a bisexual, well, there’s a choice now,” Dr. Bork smiled.

“You’re nuts,” I told him.

“That’s rich coming from you,” Dr. Bork replied.

“Release me now,” I ordered him.

“Unfortunately, you’re not in charge. As long as Jack wants treatment, you’re stuck here,” Dr. Bork said.

“I’m Jack now, and I want to leave,” I said in my male voice.

Dr. Bork smiled amused. “We can keep track of the two of you easily. In fact, we use your black ring to keep track.”

I eyed my hand and saw that the black ring was gone.

***

My name is Jack and I’m enjoying a date with Nicole at the clinic. The medication that they were putting me on had erased Jill from my mind. I was told that Jill was still present when I would pass out but nothing else. “I think we’re ready for the next phase,” Nicole said.

“What happens then?” I asked.

“A retreat in a cabin, just the two of us,” Nicole smiled.

“Sounds good,” I smiled and then remembered something. “Look, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you everything. The last couple years have been rough.”

“It’s okay, Jack,” she allowed.

“To a new beginning,” I toasted to her.

“A new beginning,” she agreed.

They took me in a van to a camp in the middle of nowhere in the mountains. I made sure to text Chris that I was on a company retreat, so he wouldn’t have the cops looking for me. Once I was “cured” I could ditch him for good.

Nicole and I brought our supply bags to the cabin and then the van took off. Inside the cabin was a stove, a water purifier, and one bed. “I guess I can sleep on the floor,” I muttered.

“Don’t be silly. We’ll share the bed,” Nicole smiled.

“Sure,” I agreed. “Hey, what happens when my other self comes out?” I asked concerned.

“Don’t worry about that,” Nicole assured me.

***

My name is Jill, and I’m tied to a chair. “Why am I not surprised?”I muttered.

“Don’t try to escape. There is no civilization for miles. You’ll die of exposure or starvation before you find someone to help you,” she said.

“I’ll just steal your phone then,” I threatened.

She smiled. “No phone reception.”

“When you sleep, you’ll be sorry,” I said to her.

“I’m not worried,” she said as she opened her bag. She took out a needle and injected me.

“If you’re trying to get me to like girls, you’re not enough to tempt me,” I said insultingly.

“Oh, we’re done trying that. I just need you gone while I sleep,” she said. The drug did the trick and soon I was passed out.

***

My name is Jack, and I am in the bed with Nicole. “Let’s go back to that night you took my virginity,” she said to me.

“Is this part of the treatment?” I joked.

“Actually yes,” she smiled. “But work can be pleasure.”

I proceeded to kiss her. She responded favorably and the two us practiced our kissing. For the first time in a long time, I felt like a man. This was different than when I was acting as a Lesbian. I kissed her neck and then went for her breasts.

“Too far?” I wondered.

“No,” she shook her head.

I unbuttoned her shirt and found that she wasn’t wearing a bra. Intrigued, I went down on her nipples. She sighed and squirmed under my touch. After a while of playing with her breasts, she reached down to my crotch.

“I can’t…,” I said softly.

“I got it covered,” she smiled and went to her bag. She retrieved a life-like fake penis and balls. “Strip,” she ordered me.

I awkwardly did as she said removing my pants. I took off my male underwear and looked at her ashamed. “Look what she did to you,” Nicole said sympathetically.

“I’ve accepted it,” I said to her.

“You don’t have to,” she replied and carefully placed the fake cock into position, Using a suction, the fake cock stayed in place even without a belt. “Wear this at all times, even when you have to pee.”

“Alright,” I said feeling a weird sensation from it.

Nicole squeezed the fake balls and immediately the fake cock reached six inches in length. “A little short isn’t it,” I joked awkwardly.

“When you get yours back, it will be longer,” she assured me.

“This looks so cool. It looks like the real thing,” I said complimenting the device. “So, what’s next?” I asked her.

“Now, you’re going to fuck me with it,” she said bluntly.

She proceeded to take off her clothes giving a full view of her attractive body. She took off my shirt exposing my breasts. “Don’t worry about it,” she told me and placed a fake flesh-covered vest over my chest. She strapped it around my back squishing my breasts down.

“We’ll remove those implants as well,” she assured me.

I stared at her confident expression. Could this really happen? For the first time, I was given hope that I could go back to my former self. “What are you waiting for?” she asked me.

I looked down and saw my fake cock at attention. “Let’s do this,” I said enthusiastically.

Getting on top of her, I placed my fake cock at her entrance. I wouldn’t get any pleasure from it, but I would still feel like a man. I had used a fake cock as a Lesbian before but this was different. I pressed inside her and took my time making love to her. She moaned and cried out as I fucked her. I even felt pleasure as well as the fake cock rubbed against me neo-clit. With the fake cock, I wouldn’t have to worry about cumming too quickly. I gave her orgasm after orgasm.

“Wow, that was so much better than last time,” she said pleased.

“Well, I was just sixteen. Give me a break,” I sad dryly.

“You’ve improved a lot since then and not just because your cock stays hard. You know a woman’s body,” she complimented.

“Well, I’ve had some first-hand experience with it,” I said awkwardly.

“What she did to you was wrong, but we’ll make everything right again,” she assured me.

***

For the next couple days, Nicole and I had a daily routine of getting firewood, making meals, cleaning the cabin, and having as much sex as possible. We tried every position we could think of and after everything I had been through, I felt like I could love again. She was perfect in every way.

One afternoon, we sat in chairs enjoying the sunlight and forest wind. “After this retreat is over, we could get a place of our own,” I suggested.

“I would like that,” she agreed.

“Then its settled,” I said feeling content and fulfilled.

Walking alone, I looked at the surface of the lake. I saw my reflection, a man’s reflection. The reflection then rippled and suddenly I saw the image of Jill pounding on the surface of the water as if it were a mirror.

“No,” I shook my head as I tried to block it out.

I took a pill and waited until Jill became silent and disappeared from my view. “Bravo, Jack,” a young man said clapping his hands.

“I remember you,” I said recalling the male version of myself.

“You just had to go ahead and marry the guy,” Jake mocked.

“It was either that or the streets,” I replied coldly.

“Surely, we could have done better than that,” he said.

“There is no ‘we’ in this picture. There is only me,” I told him.

“I have always been there in the corner of your mind, Jack. You and Jill come from me,” Jake said.

“You’ve never been in control,” I shot back.

“What is control? Do you think all your thoughts are your own?” Jake asked me.

“What do you want?” I asked losing patience.

“You’re going to be a father, Jack. Think about that,” Jake said and then disappeared.

“What the…?” I wondered. Jill had never told me this. I looked back towards the cabin. I would have to take Chris to court to get full custody of the child and then Nicole would have to agree. Could it even be possible? Was this Jill’s way of trapping me in her marriage to Chris? Trapping me in motherhood? I would have to go back to Nicole and explain the situation.

As I arrived, two cars had already driven up. One of the cars drove off before I could get to the cabin. Looking around, Nicole was nowhere in sight. Dr. Bork was present to greet me. “Where is Nicole?” I demanded.

“She left early. Her role in this is over. She’s been sufficiently cured at this level,” Dr. Bork said.

“What do you mean cured? I thought I was being treated?” I asked confused.

“Oh, no, you’re way too fucked up for even our abilities. No, Nicole was our patient. You were led to believe she was one of our employees. She was a Lesbian that wanted to convert. She has completed another phase in her treatment,” Dr. Bork revealed.

“What phase?” I asked becoming outraged.

“You are that phase. Her test was to see if she would have sexual relations with a transsexual or the most feminine man that could exist. Despite your voice and your dress, you’re body is still very feminine. Once she were to complete this phase, she would go on to having sex with an effeminate man, an average man, and finally the most masculine of men. Every phase is a baby step towards being cured,” Dr. Bork said.

“Homosexuality cannot be cured,” I doubted.

“That’s correct, but we can add orientations. It’s all about tolerance and acceptance of additional genders and body-types. We weren’t trying to stop her from liking women, only that she be able to like men. You’ve done your part well,” Dr. Bork said.

“So, you used me,” I said pissed off.

“We will give you what was promised. In exchange, you will sign this disclosure agreement,” Dr. Bork said handing me a clip board.

Jake was at my side. “Sign it. Get your life back,” he encouraged.

“What of Jill?” I muttered.

“Let’s be done with that bitch. It’s about time. She betrayed you,” Jake said to me.

I took the pen to sign the form and hesitated. “Don’t be a bitch, Jack,” Jake said.

I stared at Jake. His face was filled with malicious intent. “You know what? I am a bitch,” I replied to him.

“Excuse me?” Dr. Bork wondered.

“I’m not signing this. You can go fuck yourself,” I said to him.

“You will not be given another chance,” Dr. Bork warned me.

“I’m good,” I smirked.

“How unfortunate, but you’re not the only word on this,”Dr. Bork said peeved.

“What?” I wondered.

Two medical personal grabbed me and injected me with something. Within a minute, I was out.

***

My name is Jill, and I was being held up by two large men in white lab coats. Dr. Bork was in front of me. “Jill, I presume?” he asked.

“Yeah,” I replied weakly.

“Jack has betrayed you. He tried to ruin your marriage, get rid of you, and make your unborn child motherless,” Dr. Bork summarized.

“Yeah, he’s an asshole,” I agreed.

“We would prefer it if you detransitioned and behaved as a straight man once again. However, it also suits our purposes for you to give the impression to the public that you are a straight married woman and mother. No one needs to know otherwise,” Dr. Bork said to me.

“How generous,” I muttered.

“What we cannot accept is man in a woman’s body starting adulterous Lesbian affairs. We can make Jacky love men, we can make her love your husband. Sign this form, and we can make this happen for you,” Dr. Bork offered taking out another form.

I turned to Jake. He gave me a simple nod. I loved Jack, but his time was over. Either he became Jacky, or he needed to remain gone. Other people like Chris and our unborn child needed me. There was no more room for selfishness. Reluctantly, I signed the form.

“A wise decision,” Dr. Bork said pleased.

One Month Later

I felt a little nervous as I came home to my Chris. I was wearing a white dress and heels. My hair was still short but was feminine in style. I wore earrings and my wedding ring. Upon seeing me, Chris came out of the house and embraced me.

“That was a long company retreat,” he said concerned.

“Chris, I was sick for a long time but now I’m better,” I told him.

“Tell me everything,” Chris requested of me.

“It’s hard to explain but let’s say I don’t need this anymore,” I told him as I gave him the black ring. He looked at it in amazement and then kissed me passionately.

Dr. Bork looked on as I made out with my husband in plain sight. “Not the best outcome we could have hoped for but at least it looks right,” he said to his assistant.

I ignored him and went inside. Chris chatted at great length about Sarah’s pregnancy. I wasn’t really listening. I took him to the bedroom. “That is a beautiful dress,” he commented.

“Take it off,” I requested of him.

Without hesitation, he unzipped me and began passionately kissing me. I got out of my heels and let Chris do whatever he wanted to my body. He kissed my breasts and went down on me until I screamed. I passionate sucked his cock. He had me on my stomach as he thrust into me repeatedly. All the while, I imagined what it would be like to have my very own egg fertilized by his sperm, to have life grow inside me, and give birth nine months later. Biology would deny me this, but it couldn’t deny my imagination.

I suddenly felt Chris cum inside me and my mind went wild. “Tell me I’m pregnant now,” I said to him.

“What?” he asked confused.

“Just say it,” I said more forcefully.

“You’re pregnant now, Jill. My seed is in you. You’re going to have a baby,” he said to me.

“Tell me more,” I begged.

“You’re going to get big. You’re not allowed to drink. You have to eat right,” he said. “You hear?” he demanded of me.

“Yes, yes!” I cried out as I felt my own orgasm.

Exhausted, I closed my eyes and felt the best sleep I had ever experienced.

***

On Friday, I came to work and was immediately ambushed by the guys. “Hey, hey, hey, want to get some drinks after work, maybe nail a few chicks?” Fred asked me.

“I’m going to have to pass on that,” I said.

“Pass? You don’t pass on this,” Stan insisted.

“I’ll give you a call if I’m interested,” I said coldly.

“What’s up with her? It’s Friday,” Fred wondered.

That afternoon, I went to senior management, a no-nonsense woman filled with scorn. I told her everything the “guys” had done to female employees over several months. She wasn’t surprised but had decided not to take action without an official complaint.

“I’ll have them all transferred. As for you, I am going to promote you. I want you to rid your department of any sexual harassment or male chauvinism. It is our time now,” she said referring to women.

“Thank you,” I replied.

***

Shortly thereafter, Chris and I went to the doctor’s office. The doctor took a pen and began to mark my face. It was the beginning process for facial feminization surgery. After this, I would never pass for a man again. After this, Jack would be completely dead. Even if I wore male clothing, cut my hair short, and bound my breasts it would all be for not. My face would be that of a woman’s face permanently and unmistakably.

“You sure you want to go through with this?” the doctor asked me.

“Absolutely,” I replied.

Author's Notes: The author makes no claims about sexual orientation conversion clinics, specific or otherwise. All of these Black Ring stories are psychological fantasies with a heavy ridiculousness component to them. Kudos if you figured out the twist about Nicole. I hope it wasn't too obvious. I'm open to how any of you would like the story to continue as Black Ring VI is currently in the brainstorming phase.

The Black Ring VI

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning
  • Horror
  • Mystery or Suspense
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Amnesia
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Stuck
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Identity Theft
  • Memory Loss
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • Surgery
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

Other Keywords: 

  • black ring

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  • Posted by author(s)

Black Ring VI

Author’s Note: The following are discussed or featured: sexuality, gay conversion therapy, torture, suicide, and other mature subjects.

My name is Jack or Jacky. At this moment, I wasn’t really sure. I was wearing male clothing: jeans, t-shirt, thick jacket, and sneakers. I had a very short boyish-looking haircut and wasn’t wearing any make-up. From outward appearances I looked like a teenage boy. Under my clothes was a different story though. Courtesy of Jill’s meddling, I had B-cup breasts and a neo-vagina where my penis and testicles should have been. After years of hormone therapy, my body looked positively female.

Dr. Bork entered the room and stood over me. I was strapped down to a chair at the wrists and ankles. He smiled at me and then pulled up a chair. “How are we doing today?” he asked pleasantly.

“I’ve had worse,” I replied dryly.

“So, Jack it is,” he confirmed.

“I think I’m good. I’d like to go home now,” I said to him.

“Well, that’s the problem, Jack. You signed a release form giving us full discretion on how to treat you,” Dr. Bork told me.

I looked to Jill for answers. “I didn’t agree to that.”

“Yeah, bullshit,” I said to Dr. Bork.

He merely smiled at me and showed me several pages of forms with my signature. “I didn’t do it. I swear,” Jill protested.

“I understand your confusion. It wasn’t your ‘Jill’ personality that signed them,” Dr. Bork revealed.

“I only have two personalities,” I said confidently.

“Actually, you have a quite a few more, some you may not be aware of. We have techniques to draw them out,” Dr. Bork smiled.

“Okay, what do you want?” I asked frustrated.

“I want to heal you, Jack. This current existence isn’t working out for anyone. You tried to regain your masculinity, had an affair with a woman, and nearly destroyed your marriage. You have a child on the way. This behavior is not appropriate,” Dr. Bork said condescendingly.

“I may have made some wrong turns,” I admitted.

“On an intellectual level, you know what you did was wrong. However, your instincts are continually fighting against the life Jill has chosen for you. I think some compromise is in order,” Dr. Bork said.

“You going to turn me into a straight woman? Good luck with that,” I said skeptically.

“You misunderstand our mission, Jack. We don’t try to repress existing sexualities. You will always be attracted to women just as Jill will always be attracted to men. There’s no way to change that,” Dr. Bork said.

“So?” I wondered.

“Our goal here is to open your mind to other sexualities. If a Lesbian wants to be attracted to men, we make it happen. If a gay man wants to marry a woman and have children with her, we can do that too. We don’t repress the first orientation. We simply add a new one to it,” Dr. Bork explained.

“You can make people bisexual?” I realized.

“More-or-less,” Dr. Bork agreed.

“How does that solve my problem?” I asked.

“A bisexual woman is fully capable of having a steady long-term relationship with a man. Bisexuals are not sex-crazed individuals that need to have sex with both sexes at the same time,” Dr. Bork said simply.

“That need will always be there though,” I pointed out.

“Certainly just as any married man or woman is attracted to people other than their spouses,” Dr. Bork said obviously.
“You want me to like dick? Tall order,” I doubted.

“You’ve already experimented I imagine,” Dr. Bork said as he checked his notes.

“So?” I asked embarrassed.

“Experimentation is a step forward in the treatment,” Dr. Bork clarified.

“Sounds good. Let me go, and I will start experimenting again,” I lied.

Dr. Bork smiled. “Oh, we have a better way here.” He took out a picture out of his folder and showed it to me. It was a picture of Greg.

“We know that he is a homosexual and that the two of you were good friends in high school,” Dr. Bork said to me.
I simply stared at him wondering what he was trying to do. “What if I told you deep down you knew Greg was gay and that you desired him sexually?” he asked me.

“I would say you’re out of your fucking mind,” I replied angrily.

“It’s true though,” Dr. Bork said and then showed me a video from his phone. I saw myself in the same room talking casually to Dr. Bork.

“Did you ever desire Greg sexually?” Dr. Bork asked me.

“Absolutely, but I wasn’t in control. I couldn’t tell him the truth,” I said in the video.

I watched a couple minutes of myself talking about how I wanted Greg sexually in all sorts of ways. When the video was finished, I was a little stunned. I looked over at Jill. “That wasn’t me,” she said just as disturbed.

“So, I believe we can raise to the surface this desire that you have repressed all these years,” Dr. Bork said to me.

“Good luck,” I replied sarcastically.

“Oh, I don’t need luck,” Dr. Bork smiled and then snapped his fingers. Immediately, I blacked out.
Jacky and Dr. Bork
-Jacky and Dr. Bork

I awoke in the same room in the same chair only my clothes were different. I was still wearing a t-shirt and jeans, but they were women’s attire this time. Somehow I had changed clothes between sessions. I looked to Jill for an answer.

“As soon as I took control, he snapped his fingers on me,” she said just as confused.

“Who is this other personality?” I demanded of her.

“I don’t know!” Jill said just as freaked out.

“Consulting your other personality isn’t going to help,” Dr. Bork said as he entered the room.

“How are you doing this?” I demanded of him.

“There are certain triggers that allow me to go through your personalities,” Dr. Bork explained.

“With a snap of your finger? That’s bullshit,” I doubted.

“Is that what you think happened?” he asked and then snapped his finger.

I simply stared at him not truly realizing the threat this man held until now. Dr. Bork took out Greg’s picture and showed it to me. Instantly, I felt a butterfly feeling in my stomach. I was having a completely different reaction to the picture. Somehow, I was attracted to this picture. I wanted him in the room with me. It was stronger than just friendship. I desired him.

Dr. Bork studied my reaction and then put the picture away. “We don’t have any nude photos of Greg, so we doctored one.”

I was forced to see a nude Greg. It was perfectly photo shopped, so I wouldn’t know the difference. As I saw it, I felt arousal in my groin area. It wasn’t a boner but something similar. Something was working down there. I clenched my fists as I tried to control my feelings. I then snapped out of it.

“You made a fatal mistake,” I glared at Dr. Bork.

“What would that be?” Dr. Bork asked.

“Greg’s circumcised,” I smirked.

Dr. Bork looked over the picture and then put it aside. “You still think you can fight me intellectually? This is all about your subconscious. Your subconscious can’t understand photo-manipulation and deception.”

Dr. Bork then turned on a TV. He clicked on already prepared videos of gay porn. “I’m curious how you would rate each video.”

“You know, I can always close my eyes,” I said defiantly.

“If you do that, we will wire them open,” Dr. Bork said seriously.

“Alright,” I allowed and watched the video.

Despite my revulsion, my body was acting differently. Without thinking, I bit my lip and stared intently as two men went at it. I felt my nipples tingle and my neo-clit getting swollen. I only felt this way before when having Lesbian sex with an attractive woman. This was so wrong. I wanted to close my eyes but knew what it would mean. Dr. Bork studied my reaction both embarrassing and infuriating me.

Satisfied, Dr. Bork turned off the TV. “What the hell was that?” I asked stunned by my body’s reaction.

“You are attracted to men even if your conscious mind doesn’t believe it,” Dr. Bork told me.

***
What followed were more intense sessions. I would be forced to watch hours of gay porn while hooked up to monitor machines. Afterwards, Dr. Bork would occasionally have a naked male model enter the room while talking to me. In spite of myself, I increasingly had difficulty concentrating on Dr. Bork. Finally, he would have the male model kiss me and touch my breasts while I continued to be strapped to the chair. I couldn’t help myself as I enjoyed the sensations.

“Okay, you win. I like men,” I confessed.

“Not buying it,” Dr. Bork smiled amused.

One particular session, I awoke to find myself naked. Dr. Bork placed pads on my neck, my nipples, my stomach, and on my clit. He then calmly turned on videos of naked men stroking their cocks. Throughout the videos, the pads sent pleasurable shocks into my body. I squirmed in the chair unable to control myself.

“You will soon associate these visuals with pleasure. It will stick with you,” Dr. Bork told me.

“Fuck you,” I said as I tensed up.

Each session took a toll on my mind and psyche. Throughout the misery, I wondered where Chris was. Had he just abandoned me? It must have been weeks since I was captured at the cabin. I could sense that Jill was even more distressed.

“You’re hoping Chris will save you?” Dr. Bork asked as if reading my mind. “Starting to see him as a protector and provider?” he mocked.

“He’s a really good buddy,” I replied.

“Don’t worry. He didn’t leave you here to perish in my dungeon,” Dr. Bork smiled and then showed me video.
It was me in a dress greeting Chris. We kissed and talked for quite a while in the lobby. I was watching security camera footage. Chris and I then left the building. I watched the video stunned. What the fuck was going on?

“Confused? I don’t blame you. One of your personalities has been quite cooperative with us,” Dr. Bork revealed. “She has assured Chris that her treatment is going well, that she is here of her own will, and that she still needs more time.”

“You see, you’re not a prisoner here,” Dr. Bork smirked.

“What is this traitor’s name?” I demanded angrily.

“I don’t think so,” Dr. Bork rebuked. “I will say that she is able to impersonate Jill completely. Chris has been led to believe that your personality is completely gone.”

“Once I get out of here, I am going to set him straight,” I said and then giggled at my word choice.

Dr. Bork smiled amused as well. “Once we’re finished here, you and Jill will be gone.”

***
For the next few sessions, I felt like a prisoner on death row. Dr. Bork intended to get rid of my personality and merge it somehow with another. I would be gone like when I was gone for five years only perhaps permanent this time. As the weeks went by, I found my sexual orientation changing in spite of my best efforts. I couldn’t resist or change it back. My fucked-up mind started fantasizing about naked men and dicks. I wanted desperately to get fucked and didn’t know why.

“You win. I want the dick,” I told him.

“I believe you, Jack,” Dr. Bork said sympathetically. “Unfortunately, that’s not good enough.” He turned on videos of Lesbians having sex.

My mind was immediately attuned to what was going on, even more so than the men. Jill felt a little uncomfortable as I watched the videos. It was the first time in weeks that I was enjoying myself. I didn’t even notice Dr. Bork putting electrical pads on my body. Suddenly, I felt an intense shock.

“Holy shit!” I gasped as I felt it.

“We are beginning phase two where you will be punished for any sign of attraction to women,” Dr. Bork explained.
“But you said you only wanted to make people more open to sexualities,” I objected.

“I lied,” Dr. Bork said simply.

What followed could only be described as torture as I was punished for any arousal towards women and rewarded for any arousal towards men. The videos and pictures didn’t even have to be naked. I was shocked for liking fully clothed female models in various settings.

While all of this was going on, I was given a reaction test. I was told, under penalty of being shocked, to stare at pictures of straight couples. If I noticed the woman before the man I would be scored lower. If I noticed the man first, I would score higher. The images flashed so quickly that I could barely react. My subconscious took over as I clicked the mouse, left for the man and right for the woman.

I also noticed I was spending less-and-less time being myself before being triggered by Dr. Bork. Instead of half a day, it would be a third, then a quarter, and then even less than that. I was slowly disappearing into my own mind.
treatment
-Jacky’s treatment

My name is Jane. Forgot about me? I don’t blame you. While Jack and Jill were locked away, I was completely free. I had my phone, my keys, and most of all Chris whenever I wanted. We would take strolls around the treatment facilities’ gardens. Always, I impersonated Jill. It wasn’t hard.

“Anything I miss?” I asked Chris on our routine walks.

“Not much. The pregnancies are coming along. Your boss is a little annoyed you’re taking so long,” Chris said.

“It shouldn’t take much longer. Soon, I’ll be whole,” I told him.

“Little sorry to see Jacky gone,” Chris said sadly.

“It’s for the best, and she’ll never be truly gone. I’m just merging the two of us into one is all. Nothing has changed,” I assured him.

“Sounds good,” Chris smiled.

All the while he was completely oblivious that his true wife, Jill, was on the verge of disappearing forever.

Chris

-Jane and Chris

My name is Jack(y), and I just vomited all over the floor. Dr. Bork had put an IV in my arm to keep me hydrated while giving me pills that forced me to throw up. He was associating it with visual images of attractive women. I would learn to hate looking at these images no matter how hot they were because it always came with pain of some kind.

Dr. Bork motioned for his staff to clean me up. Nothing Dr. Bork did left a scar or mark on me; nothing to prove that I had been tortured for weeks. By this time, my hair had grown out more, and I had lost weight. I also had a suspicion that Dr. Bork was giving me high concentrations of estrogen.

As my mind faded in confusion, I saw Jill smirking at me across from me. “What’s so funny, Jill?” I asked her.

“I’m not Jill,” she replied.

I stared at her in confusion and then with horror. “You,” I realized.

“Call me Jane. I just wanted you to know it was me,” she said.

“Traitor,” I spat.

“You kept me under the surface our whole life. I had no freedom or agency. I had no choice but to witness you ruining our life. You’re a loser, Jack. You always have been. What makes matters worse is that you prevented us from reaching our potential,” Jane said angrily.

“Hey, things are on the upside now,” I excused.

“Which you nearly destroyed,” she pointed out. “It doesn’t matter anymore. I want this pain to end. Imagine being a prisoner for over two decades unable to reach out, to be loved, to exist.”

“I’ll find a way to fix this,” I promised.

“How? With drugs? I want out,” she said seriously.

“How you going to do that? It’s not like my mind has an exit door,” I said sarcastically.

“Oh, there is an exit door,” Jane grinned and then pointed her index finger to her head.

“You can’t be serious,” I doubted.

“Don’t worry. I’ll make it glorious,” she assured me.

I struggled against my restraints in vain. “Too bad you don’t even know how this all happened,” Jane said condescendingly and disappeared from my mind as everything went black.

***
My name is Jane. I went back to Chris, my home, my job, and the life Jill had made for us. With every moment, I knew my control was in jeopardy. I quickly began to undermine both Jack and Jill’s relationships by busting all of my male co-workers. I was a pariah in the office hated by both men and women for my ambition to get to the top.

At first, I kept up a normal relationship with Chris. He accepted the fact I had changed from the treatment. I was neither the freak that Jill was nor the cold fish Jacky had been. I was just normal, and he accepted that. I looked the same, spoke the same, and acted the same with all of Jill’s memories. He couldn’t tell the difference.

“Sarah is planning a baby shower. We should go, right?” Chris asked me.

Of course, we should,” I said playfully kissing him. “How many will be there?”

“Well, my parents, maybe your parents, and some friends and co-workers,” Chris listed off.

“Sounds like a big gathering,” I said interested.

“Sure, maybe twenty or thirty people,” Chris said. “You’re not shy are you?”

“No. I would be happy to go. I just have to think of a good gift,” I considered.

“I can help,” Chris offered.

“Nah, I already have a good idea,” I told him.

My ‘gift’ so to speak was going to be my death. My time was limited before one or more personalities took over again. I refused to be an unwilling participant in my own head. I would end it all before I would give back control. I could do it now but that wouldn’t have the impact I wanted. The baby shower would be perfect. It had to be dramatic. Looking at kitchen knives, I decided I would slit my own throat in front of them all. That would be the best way.

knife

-Jane makes preparations

The night of the baby shower, I wore a black dress and heels. I declined to wear a necklace Jill liked. It would get in the way. The knife was already packed in my purse. Chris came into the bathroom startling me. “Little jumpy, aren’t you?” he teased.

“Just nervous,” I told him.

“Nervous of what?” Chris asked.

“What if I don’t pass?” I asked.

“Jill, you look beautiful,” Chris assured me.

I gave him a fake smile. “Thank you, honey,” I said as I kissed him.

“Let’s get moving,” he encouraged. He was wearing a white collared shirt and dress pants. I sighed and walked behind him. As he walked down the hallway, I grabbed his baseball bat and connected with his head. He went down with a thud.

Slightly concerned, I put my hand to his neck to feel for a pulse. Finding one, I put the bat down and checked myself in the mirror one last time. What looked back at me wasn’t my reflection though. It was Jack’s.

“That’s weird,” I said to myself.

Jack suddenly came out of the mirror and slammed me against the bathroom door. He put me in a wrestling hold to keep me still. “Did you come back for Chris?” I mocked him.

I pushed him back slamming the back of his head against the mirror shattering it. I then took the stunned Jack and threw him against the shower wall. Before he could counter-attack, I placed the shower curtain around his head to prevent him from breathing and tightened my grip on him. As I did, I continually punched him.

He fought back taking a hold of me and the two of us tore through the bathroom door into the hallway. Jack got the shower curtain off his head and brought me to my feet. “This is for all the shocks, bitch,” Jack said to me and then slammed me up against the wall shattering hung-up picture frames.He aggressively punched me to the face and gut.
I took the baseball bat and swung into his gut dropping him. I swung again, but he caught the swing. The two of us struggled with the bat until it was thrown across the room.

“You’re just doing what I want, Jack. You’re just hurting yourself,” I pointed out.

“I can’t let you go through with it,” he said determined.

“If not tonight, it will be tomorrow. You can’t stop me,” I told him.

Jack took hold of me and slammed me against the plasma TV. It fell to the floor destroyed. I got up and pushed him against a window breaking it. He proceeded to slam me against the coffee table breaking it apart. At this point, I was bleeding badly from my scalp and bruised up.

“You’re making a mess,” I pointed out the obvious.

“I don’t give a shit,” he replied.

“Fair enough,” I allowed. Neither of us had made this home.

The fight turned to the kitchen with utensils thrown in all directions. I opened the freezer and slammed Jack’s head repeatedly with it. I activated the stove and tried to burn him. I activated the garbage disposal and tried to put his hand in it. In all of this, he avoided death or serious injury. Opening the basement door, the two of us fell down the stairs to the bottom.

At this point, I felt serious pain from my injuries. “So, this is pain,” I realized.

“You ready to give up?” Jack asked. He didn’t have a scratch on him from our fight.

“Never,” I hissed at him.

He shook his head condescendingly, picked me up, and slammed me down on the Ping-Pong table collapsing it. In the open space, he punched me hard to the gut and upper cut me to the jaw. I fell to the floor devastated.

He brought me off the floor and slammed me against the water heater. I merely smiled at him. “Take your best shot,” I challenged him.

Jack gave me a confused look as a pistol was present in his hand. I raised my own hand which also had a pistol. While wrestling around in the basement, I happened to pick it up. “Go ahead and shoot me,” Jack told me.

“Glad we could agree on something,” I said pointing it to my head. Jake likewise had his pistol to his head.

“Go ahead,” Jack smirked at me.

“You don’t think I’ll do it?” I said cocking the pistol.

“You don’t have the balls,” he said to me.

“Neither do you,” I said as I pulled on the trigger.

“Pull the trigger. Fuck it,” Jack said wide-eyed.

I pulled the trigger and heard a shot rang out. Jack winced and then disappeared as I fell to the floor. Then everything went black.

fight

-Jane Vs Jack

My name is Jill. I awoke in a hospital bed with an IV stuck to my wrist. I looked around and noticed there was a cop watching over me. I also noted my other wrist was handcuffed to the bed. Groggily, I looked around for a nurse.

“Where’s Chris?” I asked slurring my words.

The cop came over to me and gave me a sympathetic look. “Your husband is fine. Just a concussion,” the cop assured me.

“Concussion from what?” I wondered.

The cop stared at me and went into his pocket for a tape recorder. “What do you remember from last night?”

“What is the date?” I asked.

He proceeded to tell me the date and time. “Wow, I’ve been out for a long time,” I said amazed.

“You’ve only been out a few hours,” he told me.

“No, you don’t understand. I wasn’t in control for several weeks,” I said.

“Control?” the cop wondered.

A doctor and a nurse barged into the room. “This is a really special case, officer: multiple personality disorder. She doesn’t know anything about what happened,” the doctor said.

“Is she going to be alright? I can question her later,” the cop said.

“I am going to keep her here for a few more hours for observation and then she can go home,” the doctor told him.

The cop nodded and left the room. “What happened?” I asked the doctor.

“You attacked Chris with a baseball bat, wrecked the house, threw yourself down into the basement, and then shot yourself in the head with a BB gun,” the doctor said.

I took a moment to process this. “It wasn’t me,” I said truthfully.

“I know it wasn’t. Whatever hostile personality you have is gone for now, but I don’t know for how long,” the doctor said seriously.

“It’s that clinic,” I said and proceeded to give the doctor the address to it.

“Yeah, I’ve heard of them,” the doctor grimaced. “We can talk later,” the doctor assured me and then turned to the nurse. “Ensure she’s comfortable.”

“Yes, doctor,” the nurse said and gave me a sympathetic look.

Once the nurse was gone, I saw another version of myself looking down at me. She was wearing jeans, a rock-band t-shirt, and a baseball cap. “Jacky?” I guessed.

“Yep,” she confirmed.

“How are you here?” I asked. Jacky had never crossed over to my plane before.

“I don’t know. Not sure I like this. I’m able to see and hear everything, but I can’t control anything,” she said.

“Welcome to my world,” I muttered.

“Is this permanent?” she asked concerned.

“I don’t know. What happened?” I asked her.

“Jane tried to kill us at that baby shower. I kicked her ass,” Jacky said proud of herself.

“How did you manage that?” I wondered.

“I think it’s time we give up trying to figure this stuff out,” Jacky replied.

“Is she gone then?” I asked.

“I don’t know,” Jacky said honestly.

Chris then entered the room. He had a bandage on his head but otherwise looked fine. “Is this the real Jill?” he asked cautiously.

“Yeah,” I said weakly.

“You gave me quite the scare. I found you shot to the head in the basement. I feared the worst,” he said with genuine worry.

“It wasn’t me,” I told him. “It wasn’t Jacky either,” I added.

“I know,” Chris agreed.

“She tried to kill me before. I don’t know if we can stop her. I’m not fit to be a wife or mother. You have to let me go,” I told him.

“No way,” Chis shook his head.

“I could kill you for real next time,” I warned him.

“I’ll keep up my guard next time,” he smiled.

“You can survive a hit with a baseball bat. A baby can’t,” I reminded him.

“I found pill bottles in the bathroom. I think they were repressing the two of you. Let’s just see what happens,” Chris suggested.

“At the clinic, they did horrible things to us,” I said as tears flowed.

“I’m so sorry. I had no idea,” Chris said apologetically.

The nurse then interrupted us. “She needs her rest.”

“Sure,” Chris said to the nurse. “I’ll be in the next room. I love you.”

“I love you too,” I said weakly and then drifted off to sleep.

***

My name is Jacky, no point in pretending. The cops let me go and no charges were filed. I left the hospital with black eyes, bruises all over my body, and a concussion. Every body movement was painful.

“Your own fault for being rough with us,” Jill chided.

I ignored her to avoid looking crazy in front of the hospital staff. I had been the one to buy the BB-gun pistol. Jane hadn’t bothered to look for it or know it wasn’t real. It still hurt like hell though. I came home to find the house a complete mess.

“Don’t worry about the mess. I’ll clean it up,” Chris said to me.

I felt a weird sensation as he said this. My masculine pride wouldn’t have allowed such a thing. Now, it seemed okay for some reason. I sat on the couch and tried not to move too much. I watched as Chris picked up the debris and vacuumed the carpet. My fight with Jane probably cost a few thousand in damage.

As he cleaned the house, I felt butterflies in my stomach. He was arousing me like never before. It was like I was back at the clinic. All the false memories and psychological manipulation were having an effect on me. I didn’t want to appreciate it. I wanted to reject it, but it felt so good.

“So, this is love,” I said to myself.

Chris seemed to notice my longing look. He cautiously lowered himself near me and kissed me. Without hesitation, I kissed him back. In my mind, this wasn’t so odd. My first kiss had been with Greg. The two of us had kept it secret from everyone. We took it slow gradually building up the courage to make love. However, things were not to be as we went to different schools. As fate would have it, my new roommate was gay too. I kissed Chris furiously just as I had kissed Nick.

“Can you take me to bed,” I asked him.

He nodded and carried me the bedroom. I tried to ignore the punches in the wall and fallen picture frames. Chris gently placed me on the bed. We continued to kiss as I lay comfortably on my back. This was a satisfactory compromise with Jill. I got to have my man and she got to be the woman she always was. As we kissed, I reached for Chris’ pants.

“Is this really okay for you?” Chris asked me.

“There’s nothing wrong or odd about a woman wanting to please her man,” I told him.

Chris let me spring his cock out of his pants. I touched it at first and then began to suck him. I had done the same to Greg and Nick. I felt no sense of awkwardness as I worked on him. Chris shuddered as he was about to cum. I swallowed him without any disgust. I licked his balls for good measure.

“Wow, Jacky. That wasn’t bad at all,” Chris complimented.

“Not bad, huh? I want to practice on you more,” I told him.

“Yes, ma’am,” Chris smiled. “Let me do something nice to you now,” he offered.

“This one is free,” I told him and fell back down on my pillow.

Chris kissed my forehead. “Get some rest.”
pants

“That wasn’t bad at all”
-Chris

My name is Jill. After I had healed, I went to senior management to reverse my official complaint against my male co-workers. I didn’t care for any of those assholes, but I had made a deal with Jacky. The woman manager gave me a skeptical look.

“Were you pressured in any way?” she asked me.

I couldn’t very well tell her it was my other personality that was arm twisting me. “No,” I replied.

“Very well,” the woman said with a look of frustration. “However, other women have come forward as well.”

“Oh?” I wondered.

“It would seem you have also made unwanted advances,” the manager said.

I felt a chill go through me. What had Jacky done? “Such as?” I asked meekly.

“Sexually suggested mockery and unwanted stares,” the manager said.

“Come on, really? I asked not believing what I was hearing.

“This company is tolerating and accepting of the LGBT community, but it does not tolerate sexual harassment no matter where it comes from,” the manager told me.

“So, you going to fire me?” I asked.

“No, all of you will be attending mandatory sexual harassment classes starting next week,” the manager said to me.

“You’re the boss,” I said meekly.

“I know,” she replied dismissing me.

I walked down the hallways back to my cubicle annoyed. “Wow, what a bitch,” Jacky said walking by my side.

“This is all your fault,” I hissed at her. A co-worker happened to be walking by us.

“I’m sorry?” the co-worker asked confused.

“Not you,” I clarified to her.

I waited for the co-worker to be out of ear-shot. “She’s too uptight,” Jacky said defensively.

“This isn’t college or high school,” I told her.

“The guys have done far worse,” Jacky excused.

“I hate you. I hate you all,” I muttered as I sat down at my desk.

***

Jane had scheduled doctor appointments for me to undergo plastic surgery to feminize my face. I didn’t think it overall necessary at first, but I was reminded that Jacky was able to pass for a boy. With Jacky agreeing, I decided to go through with it. Jane had already done the preliminary work. All I had to do was schedule the time for the surgery. I had no idea why Jane would care about her face while wanting to kill herself.

The night before the surgery, I ate and drank nothing as instructed. As soon as I went to sleep, Jacky took over.

***
My name is Jacky and today was the big day. I was abandoning any chance of passing as man. Even if I wore masculine clothing, cut my hair short, and applied make-up there would be no way to pass; might as well since I now had breasts and no dick.

I was still getting used to being an observer when Jill was in control. I witnessed unspeakable depravity in the bedroom. Jill was truly a freak. I couldn’t believe it. It was as if years of repression had suddenly exploded like a volcano. There was no way I could compete with it or even want to. I still felt embarrassed to even moan or dirty talk to Chris.
So, it was no concern to me when Jill moved my body around in the kitchen. She opened the fridge and took out a sandwich.

“Hey, we’re not supposed to eat before surgery, remember,” I reminded her.

“Oh, I remember alright,” Jill replied.

She proceeded to eat the sandwich quickly, make a brand new sandwich, and put the plate back in the fridge. “What the hell, Jill?” I asked her.

“Oh, it’s not Jill,” she said to me.

I felt a chill as I realized what was happening. This was Jane, and I was royally fucked. I couldn’t control my own body. I could only observe as she went with Chris to the hospital. Jane undressed and put on a hospital gown.
“Why are you doing this?” I yelled at her.

She ignored me and allowed an IV to hook up to her wrist. The anesthesia did the trick, and we were both out.

***

My name is Jill, and I am dying. I awoke with a sudden start struggling to breathe. I had vomit all over me, and I was chocking. The medical professionals worked to get the vomit out of my lungs and throat. I was too under the influence of the drug to truly appreciate what was happening. I was later told that I had almost died.

As the anesthesia wore off, I was questioned by the surgeon. “I didn’t eat anything. I swear,” I said groggily.

The surgeon turned to Chris. “She must have eaten something recently. From the looks of it, a sandwich. We gave special instructions for her to not eat anything,” he said seriously.

“I didn’t see her eat anything this morning,” Chris said concerned.

“You will need another surgeon,” the surgeon said and then left us.

“Jane did this,” I gasped once the surgeon was gone.

To my further embarrassment, my parents came in to see me. My parents were used to the fact that their son was now their daughter. However, my recent suicidal behavior had unnerved them. My father decided he needed to talk to me about it.

“It’s not my doing. It’s a hostile personality named Jane,” I told him.

My father gave me a haunted look. “Is that what she calls herself or did you name her?”

“She calls herself Jane. Not very original, I know,” I muttered.

My father said nothing for a long moment. “Let’s take a ride,” he said finally.

I left the hospital with my father not knowing where I was going. We drove towards my parents place and then passed it. I wondered where he was taking me until we reached a cemetery. I felt uncomfortable as we arrived. Nothing good came of a cemetery.

My father took a deep breath as he entered the cemetery. I could tell that this was taking a heavy toll on him. “You sure you don’t know why her name is Jane?” my father questioned.

“I just figure it’s another ‘J’ name like Jack, Jacky, Jill, and so forth,” I guessed.

My father could tell I was completely ignorant. “Okay,” he said and went through the graves.

We finally arrived at a particular tombstone and stopped. “What’s this?” I asked and then looked down: Jane ____ 1980-1999.

I stared long and hard at the tombstone. She had my last name, but I had no recollection of her. “A cousin?” I assumed.
“You really don’t know?” my father asked, his face filled with grief.

I turned to Jacky for an answer. She shrugged. “Your older sister,” my father revealed.

I stared at him in disbelief. I never had a sister. It was impossible. This Jane died when I was six-years-old. I then turned to Jacky. She had told me that her earliest memory of me was when she was six. I always figured I had always existed since birth.

“What is this?” I asked horrified.

“Your sister died in a car accident. You and your mother were spared, but you suffered amnesia. For some unexplained reason, you completely forgot your sister existed. It was as if your mind blocked her out,” my father said.

“We talked with shrinks, and they suggested we should stop talking about Jane. We thought it best that you continue to forget than to relive the pain,” my father continued.

“But then you started saying you had an imaginary sister named Jane. At first, I thought it was some kind of cruel joke. Then I realized you weren’t going away. Every time Jack mentioned you, it was as if a wound had been reopened. I thought it was your way of not accepting that she was truly gone. Eventually, I got Jack to stop calling you Jane,” my father finished.

I stared at the tombstone and suddenly recalled a repressed memory. Jane, my mother, and Jack were in the car. Jane was distracted arguing with my mother over something petty. Suddenly, the car was hit hard destroying the driver side of the car. Jack was in a daze barely able to comprehend what had happened. My mother shrieked as she saw Jane’s lifeless body.

“Jane!”

Jack’s world became a blur as he was rushed to the hospital. As the memory became clear to me, it also became clear to Jacky. We were both shook up over it, but I was in control of our body. I felt the emotions rise to the surface and the Adrenalin rush.

“I remember,” I said softly.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you earlier. It’s just that you started calling this new personality of yours Jane again.”

It all made sense now. “I was created for Jack to cope with the death of his sister. This is the trauma that created us,” I realized.

“Yes,” my father confirmed.

I went to my knees and sobbed. “I’m not a real person. I’m just a coping mechanism,” I said.

“Come on, Jill,” Jacky said from behind.

“Don’t call me that!” I shrieked at her freaking out my father. I stood up and confronted my father. “You always hated me, because I reminded you of your dead daughter,” I accused.

“Yes,” my father admitted. “You were a perfect imitation of your sister. You spoke and acted just like her. It was as if my daughter was alive but dead at the same time. At first, I felt I was being mocked but you never went away no matter how much we tried.”

“When you started cross-dressing, you looked just like Jane. I couldn’t understand it. We packed away every picture and video of Jane. And yet, you looked just like her,” my father said.

“I’m a memory of someone else,” I realized bitterly. “All that I am is an imitation of her.”

“You have made your own path in life,” my father assured me.

“I’m not a real person. I was never in control. I am what Jack thought Jane would do. I had no right to make these changes,” I realized.

“An imitation couldn’t have done what you did for five years. At first, I thought you were Jack acting out. Now, I know that you’re real. You’re my daughter,” my father said to me.

“I can’t handle this,” I said becoming stressed out by all of this. My mind went spinning and then it went black.

***

My name is Jacky. I got to my feet and dusted myself off. “Jill?” my father wondered.

“It’s Jack…key,” I replied.

“What happened to Jill?” my father asked.

“I don’t know. I don’t sense her,” I said disturbed.

“I’m sorry we didn’t tell you,” my father apologized.

“I think I lost a few sisters today,” I said sadly. With some confidence, I knew that this mental breakthrough would end the other personalities. I would finally be a normal person. I had to lose a lot to get to this point.

“Is she truly gone?” my father asked concerned.

“I don’t know,” I said honestly.

***

I went home unsure of the future. Chris loved Jill, not me. He wanted a future with children with Jill, not me. I was an unwanted inconvenience. Now that only I remained of myself, I contemplated how I would tell him. The clinic had done a good job. I truly felt attracted to him in spite of myself. I also found women boring and problematic. After some reflection, I came to accept that if I wasn’t with Chris I would want a boyfriend rather than a girlfriend.

But I didn’t do any of that. I pussy’d out and tried to impersonate Jill as much as I could. I did chores and cooking at home, I went to work, and I pretended to be happy for Sarah’s pregnancy. At my job, I actually had to know what I was doing without any experience or education. Before, I had just shammed out allowing Jill to do all the work. I also had to do some bogus sexual harassment training. I was for the first time, truly alone.

My female boss came around and dumped some papers on my desk. “I need you have all this done by next Monday, and I need you complete your sexual harassment training by the end of the week. If you fail to get it all done, you’re fired,” she said.

I stared at the large stack of papers and then at my computer screen. Jill was not here to help me. I would probably get divorced soon. I would be forced to pay child support for Sarah’s kid for eighteen years. I was likely to be fired by the end of the week.

“Well…fuck.”

love

-Jacky impersonating Jill

To be continued…

Author’s Note: I have no insider knowledge on gay conversion therapy techniques. I make no claim that all or any clinics behave this way or that all or any of these techniques are used on patients. Suggestions for continuing this series are welcome.

Niki's Story (Black Ring Series)

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  • TGFictionStv

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  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

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  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Blackmail
  • Female to Male
  • Gay Romance
  • Real World
  • Romantic
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • F2M sex change
  • Gay Males
  • Sex Toys / Dildos
  • She-Males
  • Surgery
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

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Niki’s Story
(Spinoff from Black Ring I-III)

It all started when Jack, at the time, became my roommate. I was a mechanic engineering student and a total nerd. I kept to myself, played World of Warcraft with my overseas contacts, and tried to make the family proud back home. I was eighteen and felt an array of feelings that I had successfully repressed during high school. I found a way out of gym, never did any sports, and had very few friends. Those who were friendly tended to be girls who would never have dated me under any circumstances.

Jack arrived a week prior to classes start. He was White, slender, and upbeat. It was immediately obvious that he would be the dominate personality between us. I immediately felt torn as he appeared generally good looking. He got haircuts regularly, kept his skin free of acne, shaved consistently, and dressed nicely. I quickly found myself wanting to emulate his grooming habits. I couldn’t bear the idea of being criticized on appearance.

Throughout high school, I had struggled to determine my sexuality. I felt attracted to men, but I knew how much of a disappointment it would be to the family. I was the second boy in the family, and everything my older brother did was exceptional. My parents demanded that I be at the same level as him. Right away, I realized I would have to suppress any feelings of attraction for Jack.

“Good first day,” Jack commented on his first day of classes. “Oh, if you knock on my door, and I don’t answer immediately, it’s because I’m a heavy sleeper,” he said.

“Alright, good to know,” I said not realizing at the time that it was a lie.

Jack was a psychological anomaly. He harbored a male and female personality that would switch control roughly twice a day. I noticed an oddity with him when I saw that he never seemed to sleep. His light in his room would always be on, he would come to the kitchen to eat a snack at all times of the day, and he frequently watched television at odd hours. At first, I figured he would stay awake to cram for papers or midterms, but it became an everyday occurrence. I also considered the idea that he was one of those Thomas Edison geniuses that only got three or four hours a sleep a day.

At night, Jack would act a little differently. He would watch dramas on lifetime, cooking shows, fashion design shows, and chick flicks. He would also cook meals only to later put them in the refrigerator to eat several hours later. Occasionally, he would take walks at midnight around the neighborhood, and I noticed a quirk about him where he would mouth words as if he were talking to someone.

***

One day, he came into the kitchen during the day time which was odd of him. “Hi, how’s it going?” I asked awkwardly.
“Good, what you cooking there?” he asked.

“Just a dish that reminded me of my family’s cooking,” I said.

“Can I help?” he asked.

“Sure,” I said wondering what was up with him. He had never offered to cook with me before. While, I couldn’t detect it back then, there was a subtle voice difference in his voice. At the time, I had no idea I was talking to Jill.

We worked on the meal together, and I was surprised at how well Jack could cook. It was as if he had practiced this cuisine before. After the meal, we cleaned the dishes together. My mind wandered on the possibility that the two of us could do this more often. It was as if we were already a couple. I felt butterflies in my stomach at even the possibility.

“That was great. We should do this more often,” Jack said as we finished.

“Yeah, sure,” I agreed. I wanted to shout “yes” but I kept my cool. It was also very possible that I was overreacting to a very small thing.

He then did something I would never forget. He came close to me and kissed me on the lips. It was the first time anyone had kissed me before. I knew I should have resisted him, but I didn’t want to. I didn’t want this to be fake. Never did I think a random roommate would also be gay. He not only kissed me, but he went down and grabbed my dick. He massaged my dick getting it instantly hard and then let go. He patted me on the shoulder.

“Until next time,” he said and then went upstairs to his room.

I stood there in stunned silence for several moments. Should I go after him to his room? Should I yell at him? If I didn’t immediately correct him, he would really think I was gay. But maybe that is what I wanted. Was it real? Was it him just fucking with me? How did he know I wouldn’t immediately shove him away?

To my regret, I didn’t follow up on it. I went to my room, took my clothes off, and massaged my dick thinking of Jack as I did. After I came in my hand, I realized then there was no going back. I truly was gay, and I would have to deal with the consequences. I wasn’t ready to come out, but I could no longer deny it. I wanted Jack, and I fantasized being his lover for the remainder of the year.

***

The next morning, Jack came down while I was watching TV. “That was a great diner last night. Want to do it again, tonight?” I asked hopefully.

Jack gave me a look like he didn’t know what I was talking about. His face was hardened as if there was a wall between us. He didn’t have the soft expression that he had the night before. “Maybe, we’ll see,” he said.

His voice was cold and indifferent, but I couldn’t let this moment go. I couldn’t let him leave like last time. I had to show him that he wasn’t alone. We were two of a kind, and he didn’t need to fear any backlash from me. I came over to him and kissed him on the cheek.

He gave me an odd look as if he didn’t expect it. Without a word, he left leaving me confused, empty, and crushed. Was I being played? Was last night a test to confirm my homosexuality? How could I like such a horrible manipulator? My roommate was an obvious sociopath. There was no way else to explain it. And then I felt a chill, as I began to realize there were signs of mental illness. He acted differently as if he were two different people.

***

That evening, I was in the living room watching TV when a young woman quickly went down the stairs and exited the door without saying a word. At first, I wondered if I had just imagined it. I quickly went to the door and looked out. The girl had left in Jack’s car.

My first alarmist thought was that this girl had broken into Jack’s room, stole his keys, and darted out. I proceeded upstairs and found his room locked. The door could be locked from the inside without a key, so I knocked a few times to see if Jack would answer. He didn’t, so I called his phone number, but he didn’t answer.

I considered getting the police involved but another more plausible explanation came to me. The girl was obviously Jack’s girlfriend. He was straight, and I had been played. For a long time, I just sat there staring off into space. My fantasy of being with Jack was gone. Not only did he not kiss me back this morning, but he had a girl in his room sometime this evening. I had been manipulated and violated, and at the moment I truly hated him.

***

Jack arrived early morning and found me in deep contemplation in the living room. He looked surprised to see me as if he wanted to sneak inside. “Who was the girl?” I asked hurt.

“My sister,” he said immediately.

“Oh, I see,” I said still feeling confused. I hadn’t asked about Jack’s family and neither had he about mine. I had always assumed he was an only child. It would make sense that his sister would have access to his room key and car key. Who else would he trust with that?

“You have something you wish to say?” he said rudely. His voice was cold and unfriendly. He was being a bully, and I had to stand up to him.

“It’s just that you have been given me some mixed signals,” I said and immediately felt pathetic and weak. I should have shouted and screamed at him. I should have demanded answers. Why was I so weak; so easy to abuse and bully by others?

“Oh, really?” he said sarcastically. “Nick, I’m pretty chill on the surface but deep down, I’m an asshole. Remember that,” he said. His face was menacing as if he really wanted to convince me. Maybe deep down, he was hiding the same feelings I did. In any case, I felt only anger and bitterness. I was angry at him for tricking me and angry at myself for allowing it to happen.

I went upstairs to follow him. I would demand that he give an explanation for why he had kissed me first and for his rudeness. As I approached, I heard ranting through the door. I couldn’t make out what was being said but Jack was shouting at someone. In my weakness, I decided not to disturb him.

***

The next morning, there were knocks on my door. I got up groggily and answered the door. I felt a chill go through me as it was Jack. He was going to tear me down once more. Instead of his hard cold expression, he was nearly in tears.
“I’m so sorry,” he said and then kissed me before I could stop him.

I wanted to push him away. He wasn’t going to manipulate me again. Jack kissed me with more enthusiasm putting his tongue in my mouth. I forgot who he was and just went with it. He then went low and pulled down my shorts. He stroked me a few times to get me hard and then started to suck me. I had never been sucked on before by man or woman. It felt so good that I couldn’t muster the will to protest. This was heaven. If only he wasn’t such an asshole. I began to think that he was just as conflicted as I was, lashing out.

I came in his mouth and gasped in pleasure. He quickly swallowed and got off his knees. “Let me give you one,” I said gratefully. I wanted the fantasy to continue. I wanted us to be real lovers giving each other pleasure whenever we needed it.

“It’s okay, Nick. We’ll keep this our little secret,” he said and then left my room.

I wanted to go after him but stopped myself. He was working this out his way. I just needed to be patient with him.

***

Throughout the day, Jack went up and down the stairs moving boxes into the dumpster near the apartment complex. When he was done, he came down wearing a black leather jacket. “I saw you move a lot of stuff out this afternoon. Anything wrong?” I asked curiously.

He gave me a cold look of disgust. “After winter break, I’m moving out. My parents will compensate you for the rent. In fact, you will have the place all to yourself,” he said with a snide smile.

I simply stared at him speechless. It didn’t make any sense. “I’ll be at my girlfriend’s place,” he said with a special emphasis on “girlfriend.”

So, the girl from before wasn’t his sister after all. It was his girlfriend that he had this entire time. My dreams were dashed. I wanted to lash out. I wanted to tell his girlfriend, whoever she was, that he was not true to her. He wanted it both ways. He was the epitome of every negative bisexual stereotype. I wanted to scream and shout but said nothing as he left.

As I contemplated Jack’s behavior towards me, alien thoughts entered my mind. “If I were a girl, he would love me,” I said to myself.

What followed were a series of triggerable moments. I casually surfed the web for examples of gay men who cross-dressed. They appeared straight to everyone in public but made love to each other as men in the bedroom. With finals over, I started researching more-and-more into drag queens and male-to-female transsexuals. I watched videos showing how shemales made love to attractive men. I saw dating websites specifically for shemales. I wondered how they could be successful in getting a man while I couldn’t.

With the apartment all to myself, I was free to experiment without anyone noticing. I discreetly started buying woman’s underwear and bras off the Internet. Once they arrived, I tore open the package and immediately put them on. Somehow, it felt right, and I became aroused simply by wearing them. I even wore woman’s underwear underneath my clothes and felt the excitement of no one knowing but me.

In my enthusiasm, I looked to see how much it would cost to buy female hormones. I never intended to transition at this point. I had heard that it could clear up my skin and make me less restless. I was a gay man that wasn’t getting any. Every time, I stroked my cock I felt ashamed. I would just try it and see how it felt.

***

A few weeks later, I saw a news article on Facebook of a brutal crash. A girl named Maria had been killed by a drunk driver, and a second occupant had been hospitalized. As I read on, I read that the survivor had been Jack. A school picture of Maria was on the site. She wasn’t the one that had been in Jack’s room. None of it had made any sense. Secretly, I wished Jack had died instead of that sweet girl.

Soon thereafter, Jack came to the door with the key he hadn’t surrendered yet. He quickly went upstairs without saying a word to me. It was like seeing a ghost. I hadn’t expected him to ever come back. He then went back downstairs and stared at me.

“Hey Nick, I’m sorry about how I have been acting recently. I’m not moving out after all,” he said sincerely.

“You were in the crash, weren’t you?” I asked delicately.

“Yeah,” he said flatly.

“Do you want to talk about it?” I offered.

“No, I’m good,” he said sadly and went back upstairs.

I couldn’t understand the man but this wasn’t the time to argue with him. He had just suffered a huge loss. I thought it best to just leave him alone. Even so, I felt a chilling fear. Now that I wasn’t alone in the apartment, I had to conceal my activities to the confines of my room. I would have to be careful not to reveal my secret.

***

By late February, there were some noticeable differences to my face. If I didn’t stop self-medicating, my face could become permanently altered. I knew I had to stop, but I didn’t want to at the same time. Finally, the choice was made for me when I spotted a woman going downstairs and quickly leaving the apartment. I couldn’t believe that Jack had taken up a new girlfriend so quickly after such a loss. I ran out to see who it was and then saw the girl move towards Jack’s car.

“Who are you?” I demanded of her.

“Why should I tell you?” she asked sneering at me.

“You just exited my apartment,” I said obviously.

“I’m Jack’s sister. Now, bug off,” she said aggressively.

“This is Jack’s car,” I said stalling. I couldn’t tell if she was lying but there were some definite resemblances between them.

“We share it,” she said simply.

I looked for a clue that would give her away. Was she really Jack’s sister? Was she his girlfriend instead but why would she lie? Was she actually a burglar stealing Jack’s car. I then saw a scar on her wrist. It was the same scar on Jack’s wrist. It couldn’t be true. There was no way, but I had to make sure. It couldn’t be a coincidence.

“That scar…it looks like Jack’s,” I said continuing to stall.

I then looked at her carefully. It was more than just a resemblance. It was him. I had watched so many drag queen videos of before-and-after transformations. This was the best I had ever seen. His face looked perfectly feminine and so was his voice. He was perfect.

“It is you,” I realized.

“Fuck yourself,” she spat.

It was all the confirmation I needed. I had to get to the bottom of this. “"You seem very confused with yourself. You act indifferent to me, then you suck my cock, then you disrespect me, and now you're back to being indifferent. What are you?"

The woman eyed me angrily and retaliated. “You think you’re so different? You’ve been taking hormones, and you have woman’s underwear in your room.”

“How did you know?” I asked stunned. I could have denied it or kept questioning her. In my fear, I needed to know how I was so easily exposed. What had I done to make it so obvious?

“I broke into your room,” she said nonchalantly.

“You can’t tell anyone. If my parents find out,” I stammered trying to do damage control. This man, woman, person, whatever it was could destroy me if this leaked out.

“As it so happens, I have their number too. So, don’t fuck with me,” she said and then entered the car. She locked the car door and then drove off leaving me speechless.

Despite the odd situation, the power dynamic had shifted greatly. I didn’t have Jack’s parents’ number, and I didn’t know if they even cared. I couldn’t win in a game of mutually assured destruction. I had been caught by a roommate that had no qualms breaking into my room and leaving without a trace. This person was a monster toying with me with reward and punishment while all the way even more fucked up than myself.

I went back inside the apartment and contemplated self-destruction. I couldn’t live this way with a roommate that could destroy me at any moment. As I thought of the way to do it, the girl came back into the apartment startling me.

"I'm mentally ill," she began. "I have multi-personality disorder. That is why I have been inconsistent with you. I have a male personality and a female personality. Do you understand?" she asked me.

I simply nodded. "Right now, my female personality has taken over...ever since the car accident. There is no Jack. There is only Jill," she said.

"Are you Jill all the time now?" I asked.

"For the time being until Jack returns," she replied.

"I have seen you talk to yourself. There is another personality isn't there?" I asked.

"Yes, but he's not in control," she clarified.

I stared at her wondering whether to believe her. I knew this to be exceptionally rare but what she was saying fit the criteria. She had been acting like two different people. "If you have multiple personalities, how can I trust you? One personality could say one thing and the other could do another," I said.

"For the moment, there is only one personality in control. I haven't done anything against you," she said.

"Other than breaking into my room," I said annoyed.

"You are self-medicating. What do you think would happen to me if you overdosed?" she asked. Her voice was cold as if my self-destruction would be a slight inconvenience for her. She might have been the friendlier of the two personalities but not by much.

"I think we can help each other," I said finally. If what she was true, she was clearly mentally unstable. If I made her an enemy, we would destroy each other. I had to make her an ally.

"How's that?" she asked skeptically.

"You haven't taken any hormones or had any surgeries, correct?" I asked wanting to clarify a few things first.

"Right," she agreed.

"And yet, your voice and appearance are perfect," I said admiringly.

"I have years of practice," she revealed.

"You could teach me how to pass," I said hopefully.

"Whoa, I can't promise that," she protested backing away.

"If it were possible, if it could be done, you could help me do it," I said hoping I didn’t sound pathetic.

"Possible," she allowed. "What's in it for me?" she asked.

"I can get you the drugs you need for your own transition," I offered.

"I don't self-medicate. That's a bad idea," she rejected.

"If what you say is true, you will never be approved by the psychiatrists. You will never be able to transition through the normal way. As the years go by, it will be more difficult to transition," I pointed out.

"I have no intention of transitioning. Jack will return," she replied.

"What if he doesn't return?" I asked almost hopefully. He was a total ass.

"He will," she said stubbornly.

I simply shrugged. "Very well.”

"I'm not taking any of your pills, but I'm curious what I can do for you," she offered.

I brightened up not expecting this reaction. "When do we start?"

"Now," she answered.

***

I sat in a chair as this unknown woman began to work on my hair. I still had trouble believing this was the same person as Jack, a homophobic man that was a complete asshole to me. Yet, I couldn’t doubt it. She had admitted to it, she had the same scars, and I could see the resemblance in her face. She still remained in drag and spoke in a female voice as she worked on me. After she was done with my hair, she worked on my face expertly applying make-up. Once she was done, I stared at myself in the mirror. I could barely recognize myself. I looked absolutely feminine. No one could have known otherwise unless I told them.

She wasn’t finished yet placing fake breasts on my chest. They were pale in complexion contrasting greatly with my own tan skin. I just had to trust her that she knew what she was doing. She used an adhesive to keep the breasts in place. She then came back with a collection of clothes. I tried on a dress and looked at myself in amazement. The black bra completely covered my off-color breasts. I felt my chest wanting my breasts to be real.
It felt so exciting and right. Up until this moment, everything had been boring and wrong. This is what I should be allowed to wear. This was what I wanted to wear. If only I could outside this room. I tried on a number skirts, feminine pants, shoes, and even swim wear.

“Wow, I had no idea,” I said amazed.

“Now, we have to work on your voice,” she said.

We worked on my voice for two hours with some progress. She was patient with me as my voice cracked. By the time we were done, my voice was shot.

“Thank you for helping me,” I said gratefully.

“Sure, no problem,” she said amused. I was her eager experiment. I looked at her beautiful face, but I couldn’t help but see a little Jack in her. I then realized a new opportunity. Jack could come back, physically anyway, without the asshole personality. He was good-looking when he wasn’t scowling or sneering at me.

“We could be more than just roommates,” I suggested hoping she wouldn’t become offended.

“What do you mean?” she asked coyly.

“We’re both attracted to men, right?” I asked hopefully. In truth, I had no idea and just assumed.

“Right,” she answered.

“We can dress as women must of the time except for special occasions,” I said not daring to say the obvious.

“Alright, let’s make now a special occasion,” she smirked.

“Okay,” I said nervously and went to wash my face. I had never had sex with a man, not all the way. Could I really do it? What if this was all a ruse? What if his male personality came out and called me names or became violent with me?
After we were both undressed, we were two males looking at each other. I looked at him fearfully half-expecting Jack to return and tell me this had all been an elaborate prank to destroy me. Instead, the very male-looking Jack came over to me and kissed me. We kissed for a few moments and started touching each other’s bodies. Our cocks were both flaccid even as I felt aroused and excited to be with a naked man for the first time.

Jack went down to his knees and began sucking on my cock. He eventually got me hard and it felt as good as the last time he did it. I came into his mouth and felt a bonding with another person I had never felt before.

“That felt good, thank you,” I said lamely. I couldn’t bring myself to say I loved him. I just couldn’t wrap my head around his unique condition. I couldn’t allow myself to be that open and surrender to him.

“Your turn,” he said in a business-like tone. His voice was still female as if to assure me his personality had not changed.

I eagerly obliged sucking him until he came. Could I dare to hope that this could happen again, even become routine?

***

Over the semester, Jack became more comfortable dressing and acting like a woman full-time. She called herself Jill and from that time on that was what I called her. I didn’t have the courage to go out in drag for my classes. My mechanical engineering classes were small, and we all knew each other. Jill went to large lecture classes where she could enter and leave without being bothered by anyone. Other than class, I tried to dress as a woman as much as possible. If this was really what I wanted, I needed to act the part. At this time, I still held out the possibility of just being a gay man.

Jill went out in public completely confident. Her dress, make-up, hair, and voice were all perfect. Even if she was caught, she didn’t give a fuck what other people thought. I was always a nervous wreck, and I never spoke for fear of my voice giving me away. Jill was patient with me not pushing me to do something I wasn’t comfortable with.

On an almost daily basis, we would come to each other’s rooms and make out while as men. One day I requested that he penetrate me, but he denied me. It was understandable. He felt like a woman and wasn’t interested. I considered the idea of getting a dildo and do it on myself but then felt the need to ask him a few more times.

He eventually relented, put a condom on, placed a generous amount of lube on his cock, and then penetrated me deep. He was rough as if punishing me for even asking. This only made me feel more into it. It was painful and yet pleasurable at the same time. More than that, I felt closeness between us that made me want to bond with him. I put aside that his personality was female and wished that somehow Jack the man could love me. He fucked me missionary at first, then put me on my back, and then got me on all fours. He eventually came inside the condom leaving me exhausted.

He gave me a look as if daring me to ask for it again. He believed he had gotten out of my system and that I would never ask again. On the contrary, I wanted more. I could never be a straight man after this nor did I have any interest in being on top.

“You actually enjoyed it?” he asked skeptically as I must have had a euphoric expression.

“You should try it,” I said.

“I’ll pass,” he said disinterested.

A part of me was glad. I never wanted to be on top after this, but I had to explain to him my feelings. “It’s not just about the pleasure. It’s about being submissive during sex, being treated like a female. I imagine myself being a woman making love to a man,” I said.

He wasn’t convinced but a few weeks later, he asked it of me. When it happened, I tried to get hard with difficulty. The pills were making it increasingly difficult to get hard. I finally penetrated him and had difficulty staying hard. He didn’t moan or grunt. He just went with it until I came. Afterwards, it became apparent that I couldn’t be on top anymore. The hormones and my mind weren’t in it anymore. I would have to always be a bottom gay man or continue until I transitioned to womanhood.

***

Near Spring break, Jill brought home a real man to the apartment. I was in drag at the time and stared at him. He was impressively built and handsome. I was immediately attracted to him more so than Jack’s male body. “This is my roommate, Niki,” Jill introduced me.

“Nice to meet you,” Chris smiled.

I merely nodded too scared to open my mouth. I didn’t want to expose myself in front of such a powerful man nor ruin Jill’s date with him. “She’s a little shy,” Jill excused me.

Even after so many voice lessons, I couldn’t dare to speak. Chris and Jill chatted while I made my exit. I saw them kiss outside and then he drove off. I felt jealous but happy for her all at the same time.

“Thank God, you were in drag,” she said to me once she came in.

“Are you with that guy?” I asked softly. I didn’t know how to feel about this.

“We’ve dated a few times,” she said.

“So, what are we?” I asked.

“We’re girlfriends. We’re both women stuck in male bodies,” she said simply.

“But you haven’t transitioned at all. You just dress as a girl sometimes,” I pointed out. A part of me wanted her to stay male, to fuck me, and remain my boyfriend fantasy. If she fully transitioned or got herself a boyfriend, the fantasy would end.

"Niki, I can't be your boyfriend," she said bluntly. "When we were both boys, we saw each other as attractive. Now, you have small breasts and your dick doesn't work," she added.

I didn’t know how to take that. If I were a gay man, I would be irate at losing a male partner. However, if I was truly a woman, I wouldn’t want to be with a cross dresser that had a female personality. I would want a real man that dressed as a man and loved being a man. I was at a point where I had to decide what I really was.

"It's just that physically you still look like a man. It's a little unfair that I find you attractive but you don't with me," I said stalling.

"I can't transition," she said to me.

"Why not?" I asked. The emotional torture was becoming too much. I had an attractive man in the house that I had sex with that was now rejecting me. I wanted him as a man with me or completely female and end this struggle.

"Jack may return," she said flatly.

"Jack was an asshole," I said bluntly and then regretted it. Even if a sibling was an asshole, I would never wish them to be gone. Not my own brother, not for anyone.

"He's part of me, like my brother," she said.

"How long are you going to wait for him?" I asked softly.

"I don't know," she said honestly.

"You called me Nicki. I like that name," I smiled and then went back to my room to think.

It didn’t take long for Jill to barge into my room. "Take off your clothes but leave the breasts on," she ordered.

I obeyed her immediately. Once I was naked except for the fake now-tan breasts, she got on top of me and started kissing me. She massaged my fake breasts turning me and then went down on my penis. I imagined my penis being a clit as she sucked on me. I bucked my hips and arched my back as my penis became more sensitive than ever before. She then took my legs above her shoulders. Our yoga classes had paid off.

“You ready?” she asked me.

I nodded even though I hadn’t been lubed up. She penetrated me forcefully without a condom as I stroked my cock. Within a few minutes, I came on my stomach. She kissed me for a few moments and gave me reassuring words.

“I’ll stay with you until you find a real boyfriend,” she whispered in my ear.

***
I lay there stunned as Jill went off to take a shower. Even though she had a boyfriend of her own, she was still taking care of my needs. I tried to think of what I could give her in return. Once she came out of the shower, I entered. My nipples had expanded slightly and my breasts were swollen. I would require surgery to get rid of them but for the moment I could hide them from my parents if I always wore a shirt around them.

I had not yet finished my freshman year and would be dependent on my parents for another few years more. I was expected to come back home for the summer unless I convinced them that I could do summer school. In any case, I would be so dead if my parents ever found out.

***

Jill dressed as a man and went back home for spring break. I envied her ability to switch genders at will. It was becoming increasingly difficult to look normal. I was neither male nor female, somewhere in between. With Jill gone, I considered what she had told me. She would still have sex with me until I found a real man. I was a charity case. I was pathetic.

I decided to send messages online to gay men, anything to keep the fantasy alive. It was reckless and stupid. If they discovered I was transitioning, I could have been beaten or worse. Thankfully, I met a man that was understanding. I created a gay man profile and a separate profile that was completely honest about my transition. As it happened, the transsexual profile got the first hit.

James was a straight man, Asian, and very masculine. He was also a student, he liked to lift weights, play video games, and have sex. He treated me like a woman never allowing me to wear male dress in his presence privately or publicly. Every night of spring break, he came over to the apartment and fucked me raw. Unlike Jill, he really wanted to fuck me. He had me wear tan underwear with a hole in the backside when we had sex to cover up my male parts. He sucked on my nipples as if they were female. He would tell me that they were no different than a flat-chested girl.

We would have sex on the bed but also the floor, the kitchen table, the stairway, and even the couch. I instantly fell in love with him and always made myself available for him. After a wonderful week, Jill came back in drag and found us both fucking on the couch. He had his cock in my ass as he pulled my hair if I recall correctly.

“What the fuck?” she said as quickly closed the door.

“I’m so sorry,” James said getting up.

“How much does he know?” Jill asked me.

“Everything,” I said honestly.

“We’ll talk later,” Jill said and went upstairs.

“Should I go?” James asked awkwardly.

“Not until you finish,” I said to him.

He smiled at me, kissed me passionately, and then fucked me until he came inside me.

***

As the semester ended, I convinced my parents that I should take summer classes. I continued with my hormone treatments and felt emotional roller coasters I had never felt before. With James, I was the happiest I had been in a long time. He always treated me as a female and even showed me off to some of his friends. I became confident enough to talk to people in public in my new voice.

Jill, on the other hand, was lonely the entire summer. Her boyfriend Chris was gone. She took summer classes and stayed mainly in her room. In August, she came back to the apartment crying and went to her room. I figured she must have broken up with Chris. This wasn’t an act. She really was a woman crying over a break up. She didn’t want to be consoled, and she didn’t tell me about it.

However, not too long afterwards, she started dressing as a man, and I feared Jack had returned. Jill assured me that wasn’t the case but gave me nothing else. She dressed and looked like a man and even had dates with a woman. She never brought this woman to the apartment for fear of creating jealousy between them. I found it amusing that I had reached the point where I could pass so easily.

It didn’t take long before Jill broke up with this woman and started dressing as a woman again. “What gives?” I asked her.

“I couldn’t tell Chris the truth. So, I tried to be normal for a change and date girls like I am supposed to. I tried to fit in with society’s expectations,” she said bitterly.

“What went wrong?” I asked.

“She’s into girls. Go figure,” she said.

“I’m so sorry,” I said half-heartedly. In truth, I wanted her to embrace her femininity as I had and get back with her old boyfriend.

“I’m not unhappy we broke up. It’s just that I trapped. I can’t date men without being found out, and I am not into women,” she said.

“Why not transition now?” I asked her.

“I can’t. Jack could come back,” she said.

Jill always used that as an excuse for non-action. She eventually did get back with Chris, told him everything, and they stayed together as a couple during the fall semester. James continued to be good to me but something changed over the months. He insisted on sucking my cock even though I told him it wasn’t necessary. We got into kinkier sex when I put a strap on, and fucked him hard with it. He liked it so much that we did it more often.

In January, Jill had a serious reaction to medication and got herself arrested and then brought to the hospital. I checked up on her every so often and usually found Chris there. It was then that I began to wonder about my relationship. We were so sexual that we rarely spent time doing the normal things. Chris and Jill had yet to have penetrative sex, and yet seemed so happy together. I had been so happy at being accepted sexually that I had neglected some important things.
James and I continued dating and having sex. All the while, I continued hormone treatments that feminized my face and increased my breast size. I also made a point of losing weight and remaining perfectly hairless. I kept my hair short but feminine. My barber couldn’t even tell I was a man. The only obstacle to complete transition was my parents.

***

At the close of our sophomore year, Jill moved out and James moved in. She was working at a bookstore, as a man, and wanted to find a cheaper place. She was being punished by her parents financially for having the audacity to get a job instead of summer classes. I helped her move out and gave her a tearful goodbye. She would still be in town, but it wouldn’t be the same. She had given me hope and inspiration to go through with my transition.

However, as soon as James moved in things went downhill. He started asking me to not wear female dress and started making fun of my feminine mannerisms. He would allow his friends to joke about me and not defend me. In the bedroom, he would favor fucking me from behind and playing with my penis. He became anger with me when I refused to penetrate him with a strap on anymore.

While he was gone, I cracked the password onto his computer and saw large libraries of gay male porn. “No way,” I said to myself and then checked the whole hard drive for any other kind of porn. “He could be bisexual,” I said hopefully.
I checked his browser history and there was significant gay porn. I was beside myself. He had said he was straight but his recent actions were the opposite. Everything was starting to make sense to me. I scanned the profiles of his friends on Facebook and sure enough evidence came back that they were all gay men. His photo gallery had no pictures of any ex-girlfriends.

Could I even blame him? I was by all accounts still a gay man until I fully transitioned. I hadn’t even received an operation yet. When we had sex, a person could easily mistake us for a gay couple. How could I not see it after so many months? I felt like I had no right to question him about it but a part of my mind told me the obvious: he had lied.
It didn’t make him wrong. It just meant we couldn’t be together anymore. I wanted to be a straight woman with a straight man. It was simply a matter of compatibility. Still, I didn’t think I had sufficient proof.
“Can you stop wearing dresses and bras in the apartment? No one can see you,” he said annoyed.

“I’m transitioning to become a woman. I have to act the part,” I refused.

“You don’t have boobs, you don’t have a vagina, and you sure as hell don’t have an ass,” he said insultingly.

“I’m working on it,” I told him.

“I think you should give it up. It’s going to be expensive and painful,” he advised.

I decided I had enough. “James, are you gay?” I asked him.

“Fuck no, why would you say that?” he asked angrily.

“Why do you have a full terabyte of porn on your computer?” I demanded.

“You got into my stuff?” he asked outraged, and I saw fear in his eyes.

“You’ve been acting weird recently. All of your friends are gay,” I said.

“Fuck me,” he said shaking his head. “What the fuck does it matter? Don’t I fuck you enough?” he asked rudely.

“I am not a gay man. I am a woman and as a woman I am going to dress, speak, and act like a woman,” I said firmly.

“When are you going to knock this off?” he asked me. “Your parents will never allow it. You’ll never get the money to afford it. Even if you did, no man is going to go for a tranny. Save yourself the headache and start acting like a man again,” he said.

I was hurt and stupefied by what he was saying. I had always thought he had supported my transition and that he was straight. “You listed yourself as straight when we first met,” I said teary eyed.

“Things change,” he said simply.

“Not this. I knew I was gay when I was a teenager,” I said angrily.

“So, you think everyone is like you? People can change. I thought I was straight back then but now I realize it’s more complicated than that. Stop pigeon holing people,” he said.

He was trying to be more progressive than me, and I wasn’t having it. “You either love me as a woman or not at all,” I said finally.

“Alright, I am going to take a walk,” he said and left.

As he did, I felt empty inside. I thought I would never have anyone again and began second guessing myself. Maybe if I flung myself on him and told him I would dress as man but only when he was around things would be okay. In the end, I stuck to my guns, and he moved out shortly thereafter.

***

I took on a female roommate who was oblivious to my backstory. She never suspected the truth. With James gone, I felt free to dress as a female. The only time I ever dressed like a man was the occasional trip home where my strict parents applauded my grades. They actually had to use make-up to make myself look more masculine. One fateful day, they had a family meeting with me.

“Your brother is married with children now. He has twin sons,” my father said pleased.

“Good for him,” I said in my male voice.

“The family legacy is secure. I hear his wife is pregnant with a third child,” my father continued. “He is my heir.”

I felt uncomfortable with this. I didn’t care about my parents’ money but it sounded like they were throwing me away. “You are the second son. You do not have the same pressure as your brother to continue the family name. I only ask that you do not bring shame to the family,” my father said.

“I have worked hard at school,” I said feeling belittled.

“Ah, but there is more to one’s character than school. I have suspected for some time that you are a homosexual,” my father accused.

I felt a chill go through me. “Of course not,” I denied.

“Do not lie to me,” my father said disappointed. “We have proof from one of your boyfriends.”

James had thrown me under the bus. He must have discovered my parents address from a letter. I couldn’t imagine what he could have sent to my parents as proof. I was royally fucked!

“I can tell from your face that it is true,” my father nodded.

“I may have had discretions,” I allowed.

“More than that, I am afraid,” my father replied.

I got on my knees and bowed my head. “I will do whatever you want to regain your trust, father,” I said sincerely.

“Hmmph, you cannot change your nature. No more than I can make this cat behave as a dog,” he said while holding the family cat.

The evil cat glared at me. “You condemn me?” I asked fearing the answer.

“There is no place for a practicing homosexual in the family. I will give you three honorable choices. You can be a celibate monk the rest of your days. You can do your family duty, marry a woman, and have children with her…”

“Father, I…,” I protested.

“What? Do you believe your mother and I loved each other at first sight? Our marriage was arranged by our parents, and I have been faithful to her this entire time. Throughout history, men have married ugly, repulsive, and disagreeable women, because it was their duty to the family. Do you put your carnal desires over duty?” he asked.

“No,” I was forced to say.

“So, as I was saying, you can be a celibate monk, a married family man, or…

I couldn’t hear the rest. I was doomed to a miserable life. I was dependent on my family and would be cut off if I didn’t comply. Once my father knew about my illegal hormone treatments, he would cast me out or force me to undergo surgery. All because I refused James; why could I have just played along for a little longer until I had my degree?

“Or you become a married woman and godmother to your brother’s children,” my father finished.

It took a few moments for my brain to realize what he had just said. I looked up in confusion. “So, the third option intrigues you, doesn’t it?” my father asked condescendingly.

Had James revealed my transsexuality to my parents? Would he really go that far? Was my father joking hoping to catch me? Transsexuality was a dishonor and shame beyond anything else. It would be better if I killed someone and went to jail for life than that.

“Merely curious,” I said flatly.

“I knew a family that had a girl who married an infertile man. They remained childless but supported the family as expected. This girl was loyal to her husband all her days, dressed respectfully, walked properly, cooked exquisite dishes, and watched over the young children of her husband’s siblings. We all knew who she really was, but she acted with such feminine grace that we did not put them to shame,” my father said.

“An interesting story, father,” I said lamely.

“As it happens, there is a respected family who has a son without…testicles. It was due to a motorcycle accident, I understand. It happened to him fairly recently, so have no doubts that he grew up strong and masculine. His testicles were replaced with synthetic balls,” my father detailed.

“How unfortunate,” I muttered.

“But fortunate for us!” my father said wide-eyed. “I could ‘arrange’ a meeting between you two to discuss shared interests.”

I stared at my father. What the fuck was I supposed to do? It was clear what my choices were. I had to go along or I was finished. “I…would be happy to meet this young man,” I said finally.

My father nodded. “You are not yet presentable,” he said and left the room.

***

My mother was terse and annoyed with me as she took me to the mall to pick out clothes. She chose a number of slim dresses, and C-cup bras. “I don’t think these will fit,” I said dryly.

“You will lose twenty pounds by end of this year,” she said scornfully.

I sighed embarrassed by this whole affair. What made matters worse is we were shopping for me while I was still in male dress. My mother bought me high heels that would presumably fit me. “I’m not really a fan,” I said awkwardly.

“Nonsense, your legs will look slimmer this way,” she said.

We went to the hair section where my mom found extensions. “I kind of like it short,” I said.

“Your hair makes you look like a boy,” she said annoyed.

Ultimately, I stopped arguing with her and followed her home. Once I was home, a family doctor was already present. “Strip,” my father ordered me.

I complied as my parents left the room. The doctor examined me thoroughly, didn’t speak to me, and simply wrote notes. I kept my mouth shut as he touched my swollen chest. Shortly thereafter, I was given pills from this doctor.

“You will show progress,” my father demanded of me.

“Yeah, sure,” I agreed.

“In six months, you will meet this young man,” my father said. So, in six months I needed to be presentable or lose everything. My father was rarely direct with his words, but he was with his actions. I went home humiliated yet somewhat satisfied. I hadn’t been cast out or beaten into submission. It wasn’t exactly what I wanted in life but there were worst things. Soon thereafter, I was made to get an appointment for breast implants.

***

It was then that I got an unusual phone call. Jill visited my apartment wearing full female dress. Despite my progress with the hormones, she still looked better than me and it pissed me off. “Well, hello, Jill,” I said pleasantly hoping she would complement my voice.

“Alight, does cash work for you?” she asked bluntly.

“Come inside and we can talk about it,” I said. “Want a glass of water?” I asked her.

“Sure,” she said taking the glass.

"So, guess what? My parents thought it would be an even greater shame on the family if I lived as a gay man. They said that if I behaved as a straight female, they could pass me off as their daughter and bring 'respectability' back to the family," I said bitterly.

"If only my parents were so understanding," she replied.

"Yeah, so, they're paying for the hormone treatment and the eventual surgery," I said.

"So, you're going through with the whole thing?" she asked.

"Of course," I said. She then placed a number of pill bottles on the counter. "You take too many, and it won't do you any good. You can't speed up the process by taking more than prescribed," I instructed.

"Got it," she said.

"You do it wrong and you'll end up with a heart attack or stroke," I continued with genuine sincerity. I also didn’t want to be part of an overdose investigation.

"Let's discuss money," she said changing the subject.

"As I said, my parents are paying for everything. I don't need your money," I said.

"So, what do you want?" she asked confused.

I smiled amused as I played the same kind of mind games my father would play on me. I got close to her across the table. "I want your dick," I said seriously.

"What?" she asked as if she hadn’t heard me.

"You heard me. You haven't been taking hormones, so your dick is good and strong. I want to know what it feels like to be in a straight relationship with a man," I explained.

"First of all, I may look like a man but mentally I am all woman," she objected. "Second of all, what you're suggesting is basically prostitution. I mean, what happened to your old boyfriend?" she asked.

"He cheated on me with another man. Who would have thought he was gay?" I said disappointed.

"Yeah...who would have thought," she muttered as if she knew.

"How many women have you slept with as your male self?" I asked.

"One, but it was an accident," she said awkwardly.

"An accident? Like your dick just fell in her?" I mocked.

"It's complicated," she replied not wanting to discuss it further.

"Well, that's one more than I have. So, you know how it works," I said obviously.

"Yeah, I got the mechanics down. We've done this before," she reminded her.

"That was different. I want you to treat me like a real woman," I insisted.

"How am I supposed to do that?" she asked.

"Practice," I said obviously.

"Are you insane? The idea is for me to transition into a woman. How does fucking you as a man accomplish this?" she asked.

"Even while on hormones, your dick will still work. Once your transition is complete, we stop having sex and become girlfriends," I said excitedly.

"Yes, because that's how it works. When we go shopping for bras, I am just going to have to forget I once had my cock in your ass," she said crudely.

I giggled at that and then became serious. "You wanted my terms. That's what I want," I said.

"Look, I have a boyfriend of my own now. This is technically cheating," she said.

"So, don't tell him," I said obviously. I didn’t want to put her in this position, but I was dying to get some dick before I was sentenced to marry a man without testicles.

She simply stared at me wondering if I was totally serious. "Allow me to consult my other personality," she asked.

I nodded knowing well enough she was nuts. She walked over to the dining room to discuss the issue with her other personality in private. She came back a minute later.

"It's a deal," she said.

Jill reluctantly followed me to my bedroom. She looked over my room noticing what a difference a year could do. I unzipped my dress dropping it in front of her. I puffed out my chest showing her C-cup breasts and then cupped them in my hands.

“They look good,” she complimented.

“Could you tell the difference?” I asked.

“A man wouldn’t,” she replied.

I smirked at that and leaned against the bed. She sighed and started taking her clothes off. "When you come back to me, I want you dressed as a man,” I ordered.

"Very well," she said annoyed.

She got out of her clothes until I was naked in front of her. "I think we need a condom or something," she said awkwardly.

"Not this time. This is freebie," I said going to my knees.

I pulled my underwear down and then touched my flaccid penis. "Act like you enjoy this," I ordered and put my mouth on her.

***

Jill came over two weeks later, and I was ready with my demands. She was dressed as a boy and I immediately mentally prepped myself. I was going to get fucked by a real straight man. His name was Jack, he loved coming over, and taking me to bed. As required, Jill put a condom on and a generous amount of lube. I got on all fours and waited patiently as he penetrated me. He grabbed my hips and started fucking me hard. He wanted it to be over quickly but that wouldn’t do. I would distract him by having him touch my breasts or kiss me; anything to stop him from cuming too quickly. He was never to touch my penis. I didn’t even want to know it existed. He was a man and I was a woman, period.

I cried out not caring if he gave me dirty looks. I didn’t even need to see his face as he hammered me from behind. Eventually it became too much, and I fell on my stomach on the bed. He continued to fuck me while I was on my belly until he finally came. He grunted like a satisfied straight man.

Exhilarated, I looked behind as a very male-looking Jill took care of her condom. “We’re not done yet,” I said ambushing him in the shower. I kissed him all over as we got clean. “I know a better conditioner,” he began.

“Stop,” I shushed him. “Stare at my breasts,” I ordered.

He complied but disinterested. “Rub them,” I ordered.

He did an amazing job working on my breasts as I worked on my longer hair. Once we were done, I noticed she had brought her bag. “Hurry up and get dressed, so we can go clubbing,” I told him.

***

What followed were several weeks of Jill coming over as a man, giving me a great fuck, and then us hanging out as girls at the club. Chris would occasionally show up completely oblivious to our business relationship. All of our fun came to an end when Jill collapsed during a jog with Chris. She had a brain aneurysm that nearly killed her. Jill’s parents found out about her self-medicating and our business relationship was over.

“My parents are giving me the drugs I need to transition. I made a deal with them,” she said.

“You too,” I realized.

“They have private eyes spying on me to make sure I dress as a woman at all times,” she said bitterly.

“That’s mental,” I said although I was paranoid my parents were doing the same.

“I am going through with everything. The whole operation,” she told me.

“Same. My parents want to marry me off to a friend of the family who has no balls,” I said.

She smirked at that. “Maybe he’s the one that should be the wife,” she joked.

“Yeah, well, the pictures give me the impression he’s manly. I would give him my balls if I could,” I said honestly.

“He still has a dick, right?” Jill asked concerned.

“Yeah, he’s got synthetic balls, so you can’t even tell,” I said.

“It does take the fun out of squeezing them though,” Jill remarked.

“Or kicking them,” I smiled.

“Ouch, I could never kick a man in the balls after what I have been through,” Jill said.

“You’re going to marry Chris, aren’t you?” I asked her seriously.

“I hope so,” she said.

“Well, I’m likely to get married before you do,” I said sadly. “I’ll get you an invite. You’ll be the only white person there,” I said awkwardly.

Jill looked at me sympathetically. “It’s not like the old days. If things go south, you can escape.”

“Thanks,” I said.

***

Under obligation, I met Tom at a botanical garden. I had my hair long and made perfectly straight and shiny and was wearing a summer dress. He greeted my parents while wearing a suit and tie. After some small talk with my parents, they left me alone with him.

“Pleasure to meet you,” Tom said politely.

“Same,” I said awkwardly.

He gave me the male gaze for a brief moment and then the two of us walked through the garden avoiding eye contact with each other. He discussed his job and what he had done at the university. I was barely listening. With his suit on, I had to use my imagination on what he might really look like underneath.

His face was clean shaven without imperfections. His face looked almost beautiful. His hands were delicate as if he had never worked with his hands before. His voice was normal, but I could tell he was putting some effort into his speech as if being very careful not to offend me or more importantly my family.

After walking through the garden, he asked me out to dinner which had already been planned in advance. We made small talk about our studies at the university without going into personal details. By the time dinner was over, I didn’t feel I really knew him at all. All throughout, he was polite but seemed bored.

Afterwards, I assumed Tom would call the whole thing off. So, when another date was scheduled I was actually shocked. It soon became obvious that he was dealing with some family pressure to date me, because he quickly changed his tone with me by being a total ass.

He looked me over with a cold stare. “You have split ends. I know a place that can help with that,” he said.

“Thanks,” I said a little surprised by the criticism.

He also took the opportunity to critique my dress and shoes. While still polite on the surface, I could tell he was trying to push me away. He was looking for me to call the whole thing off. Unfortunately, I was under pressure to keep giving Tom a chance.

During one of our dates, I wore a white t-shirt and pants. He commented that he could see my nipples bulge from my t-shirt and that my bra was the wrong size. I shot back that I didn’t know too many men that would complain. I figured threatening his sexuality would piss him off, but he simply shrugged it off.

***

During this dreadful month, I met Jill for lunch. She had gotten a boob job since we had last met. I was actually curious to see them uncovered but felt it would be too weird to bring it up. She was quickly catching up to me, and I felt an irrational fear that maybe she would end up finished before me.

“It’s like he’s trying to sabotage us before we even start,” I said irritably.

“Maybe he is,” Jill said.

“It’s a real shame. He is good looking,” I admitted.

Jill saw a picture of Tom on my phone. She shrugged and gave it back to me. “Not really my type,” she said.

“Because he’s Asian?” I asked trying to provoke her.

“Not really. He’s too effeminate. You sure he isn’t gay?” Jill remarked.

“What gives you that idea?” I asked not detecting any such thing.

“It’s the face. Something about it isn’t right,” Jill said vaguely.

“Well, he is missing his testicles,” I reminded her.

“That could be it,” Jill allowed.

***

After a brutal month of having every aspect of my appearance criticized, I went on the offensive. There was very little to work with though. His choice of suits and shoes was perfect. He never wore outrageous ties, and they were always straight.

“You slouch too much. It’s bad for your back,” he told me while we were at lunch.

I straightened up and gave him a defiant look. “You still ride?” I asked hoping to piss him off.

“A motorcycle? I don’t ride,” he replied.

I gave him a flustered look. “I just had the impression you did.”

“How odd,” he remarked.

From that point on, I began to wonder about the story my parents had told me about Tom. I invited him to the beach, and he hesitantly agreed. At last, I would be able to see him underneath the suit he always wore. It was also an opportunity to show off my curves in my new black bikini. It took a while to “tuck” myself but it was worth it. Looking in the mirror, no one would know the difference.

He met me on the beach as planned wearing swim shorts and a t-shirt. “Nice day, isn’t it?” he asked awkwardly.
“Yeah, nice and sunny,” I replied.

I wore sandals as we walked, but he was in his tennis shoes and never took them off. For some odd reason, I wanted to see his feet. “You know, the feel of the sand on your feet is great,” I encouraged him.
He simply nodded and glanced at my feminine looking feet. I had taken pains to make them presentable. “Want to swim?” I asked him.

“Not a good idea: rip tides,” he replied.

I had never known this beach to have rip tides and wondered what he was talking about. “Well, I want to cool off. Care to join me?” I asked him.

He followed after me as I went waist-high in the water. I just loved it as the water would crash against my ass and flow around my breasts. Tom reluctantly took off his shoes and reluctantly entered the water while still wearing his t-shirt.
“You going to get your shirt wet,” I teased as the ocean water had already soaked it.

“It’s fine,” he replied back.

I gave him an odd look. I had thought most men would enjoy taking their shirts off at the beach and displaying a nice muscular chest. I was almost tempted to take my bra off to encourage him but thought better of it as I noticed other people were watching me.

He never did take his shirt off the entire time we were on the beach.

***

Jill smiled in amusement as I detailed the event. “Maybe, he has a horrible chest scar from the motorcycle accident,” she suggested.

“When I mentioned a motorcycle, he acted like he never rode one before,” I objected.

“Careful, he could be suppressing a bad memory,” Jill advised. She would know after the car accident that nearly killed her.

“I want to know what’s underneath that shirt,” I said curiously.

“There is another explanation…no way, it couldn’t be,” she chuckled.

“What?” I asked impatiently.

“He could be like us,” she replied amused.

“You mean he’s growing breasts?” I wondered.

“No, the opposite. He did have breasts,” she said holding her own for emphasis. “But now they’re gone,” she smiled.

It took me a few seconds to register. “That’s crazy,” I rejected.

“Even crazier than the story your parents told you about him?” Jill questioned.

“Yes, that’s a lot more plausible than this,” I said stupefied. The very idea was absurd. There was no way my parents would have tried to pair me off with…

“Oh my God,” I realized the truth.

“Yep,” Jill confirmed.

“What do I do?” I asked unsure of myself. I had never confronted such a possibility.

“You have to confront him about it,” Jill said.

***

Before I would question Tom about this, I decided to search the records of his university. I found his graduating class but Tom’s name was nowhere to be found. I found a number of students with the same last name and zeroed in on a particular name: Tam. Searching for Tam, I finally found her picture in the yearbook. The resemblance was striking: this was him. The picture of a stone-faced young woman was the same person as Tom.

I felt a chill as I concluded my investigation. Tom had been born a woman, a female-to-male transsexual. The story about the motorcycle accident was all a ruse. He had no balls, because he had never had balls. He didn’t feel comfortable taking off his shirt because of the scars. It was the reason why he was so critical of my appearance. He knew everything I had done incorrectly, because he had lived years of his life as a woman.

I took a moment to process this. I had no doubt in my mind that I was attracted to men but could I love a man with no dick? Was he really a man at all? And who was I to judge? No, I didn’t have to settle for less than what I wanted. I wanted a man with a penis, end of story. I didn’t have to lower my standards just because I was a transsexual. That’s not how it was going to be. I was going to confront him and call the whole thing off.

***
Tom and I met to play a friendly game of racquet ball at the club. I felt a little uncomfortable bringing up the subject while being alone with him in such a confined space. As it was, he was kicking my ass easily. I had never been the athletic type but damn.

“Tom, we need to talk,” I said after I had regained my breath.

“What is it?” he asked almost bored of me.

“Were you born female?” I asked bluntly.

He gave me a look of shock and then defensive anger. If he had been a real man, he would have just laughed it off. What I saw from Tom was genuine fear. “What are you talking about?” he demanded.

“I was told you lost your balls in a motorcycle accident and now you tell me you’ve never rode one. You never take off your shirt,” I began.

“You want me to take off my shirt?” he asked rhetorically.

“I do,” I replied forcefully.

“Fine,” he said and then proceeded to take off his shirt.

I expected long scars indicating breast removal and nipple reduction. Instead, I saw nothing out of the ordinary. It was a normal male chest with even some chest hair to boot. My confidence in my theory started to erode.

“Satisfied?” he asked.

“I want to see your dick,” I said softly.

“We’re not at that level, yet,” he replied.

“When then?” I asked incredulous.

“After the wedding, if it happens at all,” he said annoyed.

“That’s not good enough. I want to know what you got now,” I demanded.

“You’re one to talk. I know everything about you,” he said insultingly.

“Who did you fuck over to get arranged to someone like me?” I asked. “What crime could you have committed for your parents to force you to marry a tranny like me?”

Tom had nothing to say to that. “Just call off the engagement,” he said simply.

“No, not until I know the truth,” I replied.

“What does it matter?” he asked becoming slightly upset.

“I have already made peace with it, if you tell me everything,” I said.

“What do you want to know? If I have a dick or a vagina?” he asked rhetorically.

“To start with,” I said obviously. “Can you still have children?” I asked.

“Wait…you’re suggesting…no, never,” he rejected.

“It’s a hell of a lot easier than a surrogate,” I said amused.

“You’re out of your fucking mind if you think I would let you impregnate me after everything I have been through,” he said confirming what I had discovered.

“So, it is true,” I whispered not wanting to believe it. Our parents had set us up together to correct two problems at once. My parents had sought out family that had a female-to-male transsexual just for me.

“I don’t even know if it would work,” I said honestly.

He was visibly distressed at this point. “I can’t be with you knowing that you know about my past,” he said finally.

I got close to him to reassure him. “If we are together, you will always be the man. Whether, you have a real dick or a fake dick, I just want to be fucked hard,” I said.

“God damn,” he replied softly. “You really mean it?” he questioned.

“Before the wedding, I want your best,” I told him. Although my voice was confident, my mind was in turmoil. Could I really do this? Only a few years ago, he was a woman. But Jill had fucked me as a man and was now a woman now. She was great as a man. Real men had just been disappointments.

“Alright, tonight then,” he said regaining back his confidence.

He had been a woman and could teach me to act and behave as a woman should. I had been a man and could teach him how to be a man. In a twisted way, it was a perfect match. I followed him out of the gym and then drove with him back to his house.

***

I had never been to the house his family had given him. There was nothing feminine about it. Instead, there was a male-looking study, pool table, game consoles, a library of only male authors, a liquor collection, and sports memorabilia. Tom had over-compensated to the extreme.

“We should shower first,” he said now confidently.

It made sense. We were both sweaty from racquetball. “Okay,” I said a little nervously wondering what I would end up seeing.

He led me to a large bathroom with a shower that could easily fit two people. He casually took off his shirt and shorts. I noticed that his body was strong and lean. He hesitated briefly, turned his back to me, and took off his underwear. I didn’t get to see his front as he entered the shower. I felt a little uncomfortable exposing myself to him. I was also ashamed of mis-gendered parts. I took my time taking off my clothes and then entered the shower with him.
“It’s okay,” I assured him.

He turned around giving me a normal male torso with defined abs. I lowered my eyes and saw what I had figured out weeks ago. Where there should have been a penis and testicles was nothing. I had never seen female parts before in real life before. I titled my head indicating to him that it wasn’t a big deal. He then touched my breasts feeling the implants in his hands. He nodded as if to confirm what he already knew.

“We’re both kind of fucked up,” I remarked.

“Maybe we are,” he smirked.

“Get your cock and take me,” I told him turning my back.

He exited the shower and came back a few moments later. I kept my eyes away from him not wanting to see it or how he was putting on. I just wanted to imagine there was a man in the shower with me. He put his hands on my hips, and I took a deep breath knowing the pain would soon follow. I had no idea whether he knew what he was doing. Had he fucked real women with this cock before?

He then moved closer to me and then I felt it. It was soft yet sturdy. It felt like real flesh. I didn’t dare turn around and risk the fantasy I had created for myself. It was a real flesh-and-blood penis. That’s all I needed to know. He gently and cautiously pushed farther in. I sighed as he penetrated me for the first time.

“You alright?” he asked me.

“Yeah, keep going,” I encouraged him.

He pushed all the way to the hilt and slowly moved back-and-forth rubbing me the right way. I placed my hands on the wall of the shower and pushed into him. “Faster,” I whispered.

He complied picking up speed. He placed his hands on my breasts keeping me steady. My legs were starting to become weak as I was getting close. Finally, I couldn’t wait any longer and started stroking my dick. It immediately shot out, and I gave a feminine moan.

“That was easy,” he said pleased with himself.

In my sexual euphoria, I wondered just how many girls he had fucked before me. “Aside from me, have you ever fucked a man?” I wondered.

“Never and that includes you,” he replied.

I turned around and stared at his masculine face. I looked down and saw a very realistic fake cock. “Take it off. I’ll lick you until you cum,” I offered.

“Don’t worry about it. It rubs me the right way whenever I thrust,” he said.

“Oh, okay,” I said. Still, I didn’t think it was enough. I got close to him and started kissing him. He held me and returned my kisses. Yes, this could work. One day I would get him pregnant and have our first child but until that day, he would be my husband.

***

Soon thereafter, I told my parents I would marry Tom despite his “condition.” My parents never confirmed Tom’s true nature, and I never told them. Tom’s parents also kept up the ruse acting as if he had always been a man. The only ones that would know would be the immediate family. So, at the wedding, hundreds of relatives and friends showed up none-the-wiser. I wore a beautiful thin wedding dress and spent hours in the make-up chair. My make-up artist and hair dresser had no idea I had once been a man.

After the ceremony was over, I bumped into Chris and Jill. “Glad you could come,” I said to Jill. She gave me a hug. She had recently gotten her sex-change operation out-pacing me. It didn’t matter though. I had come to terms with my male parts. There was no need for any operation until I had a child or two.

“Wouldn’t miss it,” Jill smiled.

Later, I would go to Jill’s wedding but something was off about her. During half the day, she acted like she didn’t recognize me, and her mannerisms were different.

On my wedding night, I took a pill to get my dick hard and ready. I lubed it up good and then saw my naked husband on the bed waiting. “Hopefully, we only have to do this once,” I smiled.

“Whatever it takes,” he allowed.

Someday, he would get himself a flesh-and-blood penis, and I would invert my own into a neo-vagina. It was only a matter of time but tonight we would have use the tools we were born with. I kissed Tom to reassure him and then slowly pushed inside of him. I had never penetrated a female vagina before. It was warm and moist. I cautiously moved around a little and then worked to cum as quickly as possible. I knew Tom was feeling pulses of pleasure, but he kept his mouth shut giving nothing away. In spite of myself, it did feel kind of good.

I finally spilled my seed into his womb and was immediately tired from the effort. After a brief recovery, he went to fetch his fake cock. “Now, the rest of the evening is mine,” he smiled.

***

A few months later, after an exhilarating game of racquet ball, I hit the showers. Despite my best efforts, Tom easily defeated me. I almost enjoyed being defeated. If I were to win every time, Tom might feel his masculinity was threatened. I took a shower stall, stripped in private, and then enjoyed the warm water. I never stripped down on the common floor for fear of someone freaking out and reporting me. When I got out, I was in a new set of clothes with a towel around my long hair.

Jill entered the locker room in a tennis outfit. She looked a little more masculine since the wedding but of course she wasn’t wearing any make-up this time. Jill stripped down and put her clothes in a locker. She had a slight difficulty getting her bra off but was soon naked in front of me. Her body was perfectly shaped making it impossible for anyone to know anything was amiss.

I was about to greet her but something was odd about her. There was something in her walk and movement that raised alarms. I couldn’t pinpoint what exactly at the time, but this version of Jill was different from before. She gave me a strange look giving me elevator eyes as she looked over my body.

I waited for her to recognize me or acknowledge I was real. Instead, she smirked at me and then went past me to the showers.

I looked back as she disappeared inside the shower stall. I felt a sudden chill as I realized what was going on.

Jack was back.

The Choice

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Lesbian Romance

TG Elements: 

  • Gay Males

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The Choice

Dan and I were high school buddies that ended up at the same university in our hometown. I played football while he played basketball. He was the taller and more slender one concentrating more on cardio and speed. I had brown hair and brown eyes while Dan was a redhead with blue eyes. I was a gym fanatic working out with weights and drinking protein shakes. We both had sports scholarships to get us through school. I was still going steady with April who I knew from my childhood years. Dan was still playing the field. We both joined a Frat our sophomore year and that is where my story begins.

I was, to put it lightly, an ass. I was rude, obnoxious, and arrogant. One night after drinks, Dan and I strolled through the streets back to our frat house. Our journey took us downtown where there were a number of mom-and-pop stores. We should have called a cab, but we pressed on like idiots. Dan bumped into an old woman nearly knocking her over.

"Excuse me, Sir," she said annoyed.

"Get out of my fucking way," Dan replied.

"What a rude and degenerate generation this is," the old woman spat at us.

"Look, lady, we're sorry," I said mockingly. "We've had a few too many drinks."

"And that is an excuse to go around publicly intoxicated," she lectured.

"You're not my mom, so fuck off," I said rudely.

The old woman looked flustered, but we continued on our way laughing and joking about the old woman. Suddenly, we could no longer move. It was as if our feet were stuck on the sidewalk. Time also appeared to stop as people and cars around us stopped in place. The old woman strolled towards us and before our eyes, she transformed into a beautiful young woman with black hair.

"What the fuck is this?" Dan wondered.

We were pushed back up against the wall of a store, so we couldn't move. "You've messed with the wrong girl, tonight," she smiled.

"We're sorry, alright," I gasped.

"It's too late for that now," she said.

"What do you want?" Dan asked incredulous. "You want money?"

"You just keep digging a bigger hole for yourselves. I don't need your money," she said. "I am going to play a game with you two frat boys. You can either decide to keep your gender or your sexuality," she said.

"What the fuck does that mean?" I asked becoming agitated. We still couldn't move due to her magical hold on us.

"From this time henceforth, you will decide whether you will live as gay men or become women," she explained.

"Gay men, obviously," Dan said immediately. "You can't force us to have sex with men," he said confidently.

"You don't think so? In order to keep yourselves male, you will have to have sexual relations with another man. It can even be the two of you together," she said amused. "A man's seed must enter your body every three days or you will start to change into women."

"You're out of your mind," I told her.

"After everything you have just seen, you still doubt me?" she asked.

She then walked away and transformed back into an old woman. The two of us dropped to the floor, and everyone around us started to move again. Upon getting our bearings, the old woman was gone.

"What the fuck just happened?" Dan wondered.

"Must have been a hallucination," I figured.

We went back to the frat house at a faster pace, went to sleep, and tried to forget the whole episode.

***

The next morning, I went to the bathroom to shave. Only this time, I didn't have to. I was clean shaven. Shrugging, I spent the rest of the day going to classes, going to football practice, and then a date with April. We went to dinner downtown but there was no sign of the old woman. I brushed it off and had a good time. April and I then went to her apartment for the night.

It didn't take long before we had our clothes off. I got on top of her and kissed her furiously. She was a hot blond with a great athletic body. I took off her bra and started kissing her nipples. She squirmed as I stimulated them. She was always sensitive to my touch. We started having sex our senior year of high school and kept the relationship going into college. I was totally faithful to her, my best friend.

Inexplicably, she started rubbing my nipples as well. I felt a sudden welcoming sensation as she rubbed them. They felt slightly swollen as she rubbed and pinched them. "That feels good, babe," I told her.

"I just heard that men can feel pleasure from them too," she smiled.

"Like this," I challenged and sucked on her nipple hard.

"Oh God, that's great," she said clenching the sheets. She gasped and moaned as I expertly sent pulses of pleasure through her breasts.

I rubbed her up good and then went inside her. She liked to hold me tight whenever I penetrated her. She would lock her legs around my hips. I took it slow at first and then quickened my pace. She moved with me and the two of us rocked each other until I got her to orgasm. I wasn't able to get her to orgasm every time but when I did it was a source of pride for me.

I took longer than usual and finally came on her stomach. "Wow, you've really improved," she complimented.

She went into the bathroom to clean up. I nodded pleased with myself. Usually, I could only last between five and ten minutes. This time, we made love for a half-hour. I followed her into the bathroom and we showered together taking our time under the warm water. She was so beautiful with long blond hair, blue eyes, B-cup breasts, and an hour- glass figure. I took pleasure rubbing her all over with soap and putting shampoo in her perfect hair. I felt so lucky to have her. I would do anything to keep her.

***

The next day, I noted that I didn't have to shave. I took a shower and noticed there was an absence of body hair. I knew swimmers that shaved their whole body, but I wasn't on the swim team. I went back to my messy bed and noticed there was body hair on the sheets. Disgusted, I folded it up to be washed later.

At the gym, I looked to beat my weight lifting record. Instead, I found myself unable to lift my typical routine. I was forced to lift a weight level below what I normally did. I decided to do more reps to compensate for this apparent lack of strength and blamed it on dehydration.

My roommate Dan came and went but looked a little flustered. He didn't tell me what was wrong, and I didn't ask. At football practice, I ran the ball through the defense. I was suddenly hit and knocked to the ground. I just lay down on the ground stunned.

"Get up, Ash. Stop being a pansy," the coach yelled at me.

I struggled to get back and required help from a fellow player. I had never felt like I had been hit so hard before. The rest of practice was uneventful.

***

The next day, I didn't shave for the third day in a row. I continued my routine at the gym and was performing even worse than the day before. I stepped on the weight scale and discovered I had lost ten pounds in the last three days. I gave the scale a stupefied expression. No amount of water loss could make up for this.

Back at the frat house, Dan looked like something was bothering him. "What's wrong, Dan?" I asked.

"I went for a run and couldn't make it. I nearly passed myself out," he admitted.

"Maybe you were dehydrated," I said.

"No man, I couldn't make my normal warm-up run," he said disappointed.

"Just a bad day," I said.

"That old hag did something to us," he said darkly.

I had to admit strange things were happening to me as well. "Maybe we should see the clinic doc," I suggested.

Dan shook his head. "I hope what she said wasn't true."

"No way," I agreed.

***

That night, I could hardly sleep. My body felt like it was burning. I tried to sleep through it and in the morning I stared at myself in the mirror. My face looked noticeably feminine, I had lost a few inches of height, and had lost considerable muscles mass. I could have easily been mistaken for a masculine looking girl. I checked to see if I still had my cock and balls. They were thankfully still there but smaller than before.

Dan had similar changes and was freaking out. "This is fucking crazy," he said looking at himself.

"Let's think this through," I said in a higher pitched voice.

"We're going to be kicked out of the fraternity, the university," he said.

"Let's think about what she said to us that night," I said trying to recall.

"No way. I'm not doing any gay stuff," Dan rejected.

"If we don't do it, we will become women. Is that what you want?" I asked.

"She could be lying. It may not even help," Dan argued.

"So what? Would you prefer to do something gay for a few minutes or be a chick forever?" I asked.

Dan paced the room trying to find out a solution. "There could still be a medical explanation," he said.

"How do you figure? What would take several months with hormone treatments is taking days. It's fucking magic," I said.

"How do you know about hormones?" Dan questioned.

"Because my girlfriend does biology, idiot," I shot back.

"Okay, so, we just get out of town and pay someone. No big deal," Dan said.

"We don't have time for that. Let's just get this over with," I said.

"You mean, between us?" Dan asked shocked.

"I don't have time to argue with you about this. I have a girlfriend I want to marry someday. I can't be fooling with this," I said resolved.

Dan nodded. "Alright, we just have to jack ourselves off, right?" he said.

"No, we have to have a man's seed inside us," I recalled.

"Fuck," Dan turned away.

"That means either oral or anal," I muttered.

"I am not going to suck a dick," Dan said.

"You want it in your ass?" I asked.

Dan was indecisive for a moment. "It's either the two of us, or we go find someone at the LGBT center," I said.

"We could get STDs this way," Dan said worried.

"Not if we keep it between us," I told him.

"Alright...alright, but we do it with blindfolds," he said finally.

***

Dan and I used t-shirts to blindfold each other. Then we debated with one another on whom was going first. Finally, I volunteered. I got my knees as Dan dropped his pants. I was blindfolded as was he or so I hoped. I took his flaccid penis in my hand. I sighed as I realized I would have to get it hard. I stroked him several times to get him hard and then reluctantly placed in my mouth. It was the weirdest experience I had ever had and it made me appreciate April that much more. I then began to suck on Dan's dick and tried to ignore his moans and sighs. After five minutes, he shot his load into my mouth. I tried not to gag and then I swallowed it all.

I then pulled my blindfold off and looked at the mirror. Sure enough, my face immediately became more masculine and hairs started to grow on my face. My strength was gradually returning. It had worked!

"It worked," I told Dan.

Dan didn't believe me and after putting his pants up and removing his blindfold came to inspect me. He noticed the change. "Alright, let's do this," Dan agreed.

Dan was awkward at first but as he sucked my cock, I tried to think about April's naked body. I eventually came and Dan swallowed. "Don't spit it out," I warned him.

He came to the mirror and saw that he was changing back as well. "Fuck, every three days," he realized.

***

I wanted to tell April what was happening, but I doubted she would believe me. It was just too fantastical. Instead, I searched around town for that old woman. I went to nursing homes but there was no luck. I reminded myself that she had changed into a young woman in front of us. She was a shape shifter and could be anyone. I then approached the only one in town that might be helpful, a palm reader.

"Do you wish to have your palm read?" she asked.

"I wondered if you could help me find someone," I said and then gave a description of the old lady and what she was wearing that night.

"That could be any number of people. Perhaps, I may discover the answer in your palm," she said.

I sighed and let her do her thing. As she studied my palm, she frowned with concern. "This is not the palm of a man," she said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"It is the palm of a woman," she said.

Stumped, I decided to go to the library for answers. I found a number of occult books but it would take a semester to read them all. The internet search engine was of no help. Would I have to really suck dick every three days just to stay normal?

***

I hung out with April at her apartment while she was reading her biology textbook and writing notes. She was the smarter one between us. I felt guilty and ashamed. I had cheated on her with Dan but not in the normal sense. I only did it to preserve my masculinity and his. It was out of necessity. Still, I couldn't tell her about it.

"What are the effects of testosterone boosters?" I asked her.

"Increased muscle mass, body hair growth, aggression, higher sex drive, and premature balding," she said as if it were a test question.

She then looked up from her book. "You're not actually thinking about trying it are you?" she accused.

"Just wondering," I said.

"You don’t need it. If you take testosterone, your body will compensate by creating more estrogen hormones. Your body will stop producing testosterone all together. You’ll grow breasts," she said.

"I was just curious," I said downplaying it.

April came over to me while I was on the couch. "You don’t have to worry about such things. You’re good," she said reaching inside my shorts.

I sighed as she fondled my balls and stroked my shaft. She then freed my cock from my shorts and started kissing the head. She expertly licked the head and then started sucking my cock. She was so much better than Dan. There was no comparison. I came insider her mouth within a few minutes. I breathed heavily. That had to be her best blow job ever. My dick was still sensitive even after cumming. April went to the bathroom and spit it out. I frowned as I considered the possibility my curse could be transmitted to someone else. What would it mean for April?

"Now, you’re going to help me study all night," she ordered.

I nodded in compliance. I couldn’t disobey.

***

After another session with Dan, I noted my body going back to normal. "How’s it been with you and April?" Dan asked curiously.

"We’re good, never better. I haven’t told her about this," I admitted.

Dan nodded. "How about you?" I asked.

"I haven’t been seeing anyone," he said.

"You bang a girl at least once or twice a week," I said surprised.

"I guess I’ve lost confidence in myself," he said.

"It’s not the end of the world. We’ll find a way to fix this," I said.

"Maybe, I should give up and start shopping for bras," he smiled sadly.

"No, we cannot give up," I told him.

For the next few weeks, Dan and I were able to keep our condition a secret. No one suspected there were two frat buys engaging in homosexual sex acts in the house. After a few weeks, Dan did give me an unusual request.

"Let’s shake it up this time. In my ass this time," he requested.

I wanted to object. I felt getting sucked off was cleaner and easier, but Dan seemed insistent. I figured I would do it one time to teach him how painful it was. Then, he would never ask it of me again. I placed a generous amount of lube on my cock and aimed it at his ass. He was on all fours in front of me. I pressed forward and for the first time in my life, my cock was in another man’s ass. I pushed forward gently until it was all the way in. Dan grunted but didn’t stop me from continuing. I then humped him the same way I would if he were a girl. He was a lot tighter than April and there was greater resistance. I tried to imagine I was fucking April as I continued. Finally, I came inside his ass and withdrew.

"Wow, that was intense," Dan said.

"What did it feel like?" I asked curiously.

"The prostate being rubbed fells great," he said.

This was the opposite of what I expected. "Wasn’t it painful?" I asked.

"At first, yes, but I got used to it real quick," he said.

I shrugged. "I’m taking a shower," I said.

"I’ll come too," Dan joined in.

"No, man. It will only fit one," I rejected even though I knew it could fit two.

Dan dropped the issue, but I wondered what was happening to him. He still had no girlfriend, and I got the impression he was enjoying our mandatory sex sessions too much. Was he really turning gay?"

***

After making love to April, I felt content in bed with her. "I have a question. Don’t take it the wrong way, okay," she said.

I froze up. Had she discovered my secret? "Do you know what pegging is?" she asked.

"Sure," I said giving up no details.

"Want to try it?" she asked.

"Like, with me using a dildo on you?" I asked. I didn’t see the point.

"No silly, I will use a dildo on you," she said.

"I don’t think so," I said rejecting the notion.

"You won’t even consider it?" she asked offended.

"I don’t want anything in my ass," I said resolved.

"You get to penetrate me every time, but I never get to penetrate you," she said as if it were unfair.

"Sorry," I said.

"Just once," she pressed.

She was so beautiful and sexy lying naked with me. I couldn’t tell her no. "Alright," I gave in.

***

Before it was to happen, I decided to practice with Dan first. He was surprised by my eagerness. He placed his cock in my ass and it was painful for a few moments. He was not as gentle as I had been. Finally, he went all the way in and started fucking me. He took longer than I thought was necessary taking his time. It took him more than ten minutes to finally cum inside me. I acknowledged that having the prostate rubbed was a pleasurable sensation, but it would never replace pussy.

At the apartment, April placed the dildo where her opening was and then lubed it up for penetration. I felt ready for her as she penetrated me. As before, my prostate got rubbed just the right way. She was doing well, even better than Dan. The dido stimulated her clit as she humped me, so she was enjoying it as well.

While pleasurable for both sides, it was hardly enough. We ended the pegging session and then I took her hard penetrating her deep and fast. She had a number of orgasms as I reminded her who the man was in the relationship. She was sexually overwhelmed. Our sex life had never been better.

***

Thanksgiving break proved a challenge for the both of us. Dan was forced to go back home to be with his folks. Since the break was over three days long, it would affect us both equally. I tried to keep my cool as breasts started forming under my chest and my muscles started disappearing. I wore sweaters or jackets to cover up the changes. Thankfully, April was gone as well visiting her parents.

Once the break was over, the frat house had a party to celebrate. I tried to enjoy the party with April by having some drinks. Dan finally showed up and was a shadow of his former self. He was also wearing heavy clothing and didn’t speak to anyone. "Let’s go," he said, his voice cracking.

I nodded and the two of us went upstairs and closed the door. It had been five days since we last had sex, and we were both having trouble getting an erection. Finally, he came inside my mouth. I had to hurry, because April was waiting for me. I placed my cock in Dan’s mouth, and he started to suck as if my cock were a straw that led to salvation. Just as I was about to cum, the door suddenly opened.

April covered her mouth in shock and quickly closed the door. "What the fuck is this?" she demanded angrily.

Dan pulled away from my cock and stood up embarrassed. "I can explain," I said lamely.

"Can you? You just had your cock in his mouth," April pointed out.

"We’re cursed. We have no choice," Dan said.

"What are you babbling about?" April asked angrily.

"An old woman put a spell on us. We have to have sex with men or in three days we start to become women," I said.

"And you believed her?" April asked stunned.

"Show her," I requested of Dan.

April watched impatiently as Dan took off his shirt revealing A-cup size breasts. April looked over Dan’s body and touched his breasts to see if they were real. "It only took five days," he said.

"This is impossible," she doubted. "This would take three months minimum with hormones," she said.

"It’s the spell," I said.

"Magic isn’t real," she insisted.

"I thought so too, but I’ve documented it," Dan said showing his computer to April.

I looked over the gallery impressed. I didn’t think to do so. April studied the pictures with a confused face. There was even a video of Dan going from a feminine man to masculine athlete in seconds. "How long has this being going on?" she asked.

"Two months," I admitted.

"You’ve been fucking each other for two months? You didn’t tell me," she said outraged.

"What was I supposed to say? You wouldn’t have believed this. I only did this to keep myself the way I was," I said.

"You should have trusted me. All the sex in the world means nothing if we don’t have trust," she lectured me.

She then turned to Dan. "So, you two have been practicing with each other this whole time. No wonder Ash is getting better in bed," she said angrily.

"I didn’t want it to be this way. It was either this or we go find other people," Dan said embarrassed.

"Tell me the truth, have you fucked any other man than Dan?" she asked.

"Only Dan," I said truthfully.

"Every disease Dan can contract can go to you and then to me. Don’t you think I have the right to know?" she asked me angrily.

"He wasn’t seeing anyone," I protested.

"Is this true?" she asked him.

Dan nodded awkwardly. "No sex for the last two months? I don’t believe it," April said knowing his reputation.

"It’s true. Everything has changed since that night," Dan said.

"You’re both getting tested," April said pissed off. "Don’t call me. I’ll call you," she said to me and stormed out of the room.

"Fuck me," I muttered as she left.

"We have to continue," Dan said softly, he had not changed back yet.

"Okay," I said lamely.

***

Dan and I got ourselves tested as April required. It came back negative for anything. I assumed April got herself tested too. I felt embarrassed and ashamed. I hated that witch for what she had done to us. Before Christmas break, she called me to meet in the park.

I found her on a park bench. I was in a ski jacket. "You covering up to hide your breasts?" she asked.

"It’s just cold," I said.

She gave me a sympathetic look. "The test was negative."

"That’s good," I said.

"What is your plan for the future?" she asked. "You going to have Dan with you the rest of your life?" she asked.

"I don’t know. I am just trying to get through one week at a time," I said honestly. "What do you think I should do?"

"Find the witch. Force her to reverse the spell," she said simply.

"I tried. She’s gone," I said defeated.

"Do you still love me? Do you still want me?" she asked seriously.

"Yes, of course," I said.

"I think Dan is changing, and I am afraid you are too," she said. "The witch gave you a choice to live either as a gay man or as a woman. You’re just delaying the inevitable," she said.

"Either way I am not with you," I said sadly. "I am going to fight for us," I promised.

"There will always be a third person. If not Dan, then someone else," April pointed out.

"I don’t know," I admitted.

April kissed me on the lips, and I kissed her back. "I love you, Ash. But there’s no future for us," she said and then left me in the cold.

***

I sat in my room contemplating my life. I felt dead inside as if all hope was gone. All because I got drunk and pissed off a witch, my life was ruined. Dan entered the room and noticed my demeanor. "Everything okay?" he asked.

"April dumped me," I said.

"I’m so sorry," he said sympathetically.

He sat on my bed and gave me a hug. Then I did something I never thought I would do voluntarily. I reached over and kissed him. Dan didn’t fight it or reject me. We kissed for a few moments feeling the sexual pleasure through the deep pain. Without needing to speak, we took our clothes off and made love. We didn’t even need to; it was only the 2nd day. I just needed someone at that moment. Our cocks rubbed against each other as we continued to kiss. We felt each other’s muscular shoulders and backs. Perhaps it was my destiny to be a gay man and live the rest of my life with Dan as my partner. We would have to leave the frat. They frowned on that sort of thing.

We stroked each other as we caressed each other and finally released on ourselves. This time, it would do us no good against the spell. This time it was just for ourselves.

***

After Christmas break, I saw April at the mall. I tried to avoid eye contact, but she found me anyway. "How are you?" she asked. She had cut her hair short but otherwise looked the same.

"Same old," I said.

"I’m sorry how I ended things last time. I should have been more sympathetic," she said.

"It’s done. It’s fine," I said.

"Right," she said flustered as if she wanted to say more.

She walked off, and I felt my heart ache. I still loved her even though the situation had changed. I knew it was futile though. My destiny had been written.

***

On Martin Luther King Day, the frat was hosting a party. Dan was out visiting family. As the party started, I was surprised to see April show up. "What are you doing here?" I asked her.

"I was invited by Justin," she said, he was the frat president.

I burned in anger. So, she was with him now. "Have a drink," a fellow frat brother said giving me a cup.

I drank the cop of roman coke quickly. This would be a long night, and I needed to get drunk quickly. As soon as I drank the cop, my vision suddenly went blurry. I wasn’t that much of a light drinker. I felt my head spin and then I was out.

***

I woke up somewhat aware in a van. I couldn’t move, but I could hear and see a little. My frat bros dragged me out of the van into the cold snow. I wasn’t sure where I was or what was happening. "Fix his gay ass," Justin said to April.

My frat bros took a hold of me and dragged me into a wooden cabin. It was notably warmer inside. They rudely placed me on the bed and then left the cabin. I then heard the van drive away. April stood over me and sighed. She looked at the old-fashioned stove and then sat in a chair besides me.

***

It must have been hours before the drug wore off. I sat up with the worst headache. "Have this," April said giving me tea.

I reluctantly drank it. If it was drugged, I didn’t care anymore. "What the fuck?" I demanded.

"We’re in a cabin in the mountains. We’re well supplied with food, water, and firewood," she said.

"I’m getting out of here," I said standing up.

"The van is gone. They’re not coming back for a week," she said.

"A week?!" I shouted and then ran outside.

There was nothing but forest for miles. I wasn’t dressed for the winter. I would freeze before I found civilization. My pockets were empty of my wallet and phone. I went inside and confronted April. "Where’s your phone?" I demanded.

"I don’t have it. Even if I did, there is no cell phone reception," she said.

I searched her pockets in her jacket and pants despite her protests. "Satisfied?" she asked annoyed.

"You know what this means?" I asked her angrily.

"I know exactly what it means," she replied.

"Why are you doing this?" I asked.

"This is the only solution for us," she said.

"There is no ‘us’," I said coldly.

"You don’t think you infected me with that curse but you did. I haven’t been able to think right ever since. I have changed too," she said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked irritably.

"Did it ever occur to you that we could be together as women?" she asked finally.

I glared at her but then realization suddenly hit me. "No way," I said softly.

"I didn’t realize it until during Christmas break. I have been having dreams of being with women...sexually," she said.

"So what? You can’t control my life," I shot back.

"You thought your destiny was already written. There is another choice," she said.

"I didn’t choose to come here," I argued.

"No, I chose for you," she said.

"You’re a crazy bitch," I said angrily.

"Make the best of it. You’re going to stay here with me for a whole week. There’s nothing for miles," she said.

"Says you," I doubted.

"Try it. Go get lost and freeze out there," she challenged.

"Okay, I will," I said determined.

***

I went outside and marched through the snow. My tennis shoes were quickly soaked. "Don’t be an idiot," she shouted at me.

I ignored her and continued my journey. After an initial athletic high of marching through snow, my body started to get cold. I was wearing only a t-shirt and jeans. I crossed a number of streams but found nothing. The pain in my freezing body was excruciating, but I kept going. As it started to get dark, I knew I had to go back or I would die.

My body became weaker from exertion, cold, and the effects of the curse. As the days went by, I would get weaker and weaker. I wasn’t even sure I was going the right way back to the cabin. As I kept going, my mind became blank. All my mind could register was pain and fatigue. Finally, I collapsed into the snow.

I wasn’t sure how long I was there when someone tugged on me. A blanket was placed over me and heater pads were placed in my clothes. April gave me a canteen with hot tea. "Drink this," she ordered.

I drank the tea and felt a little better. "Let’s go," she said.

April helped me through the snow for what seemed like hours. She was warmly dressed but even she was getting cold. She looked at the trees for markings and then made our way to the cabin. She placed my feet in hot water in a bucket.

For the next hour, I did nothing but shiver. She took my tennis shoes and didn’t come back with them. "You’re not going out again, idiot," she said scornfully.

I couldn’t think I was too cold. Eventually, I passed out and fell asleep.

***

When I woke up, I noticed changes to my body. My nipples were larger and swollen, my arms were hairless, and my muscles were smaller. "How long was I out?" I asked.

"Sixteen hours," she said.

I sighed defeated. "Eat something," April said giving me some crackers.

I reluctantly ate them. "What makes you think after all this, we will be together," I asked angrily.

"Maybe we won’t. I just know this is the right way," she said.

"What about Dan? What will he do?" I asked.

"I don’t know," April admitted. "Are you in love with him, now?" she asked.

I felt confused by the question. Things had been going in a more positive direction between us, but I found it difficult to determine the difference between love and lust. "No, not really," I said.

"What do you value more: being with a woman or being a man?" she asked.

"I want both," I said becoming emotional, a tear formed in my eyes.

"Look, you can decide to hate me for the next few days, or you can decide to use that cock of yours a few more times," she offered.

I caught her meaning and smiled. I came up to her and kissed her hard; they were angry kisses. This would be the worst kind of angry sex I had ever done. I grabbed her t-shirt and forced it off her. She wasn’t even wearing a bra as if anticipating this. I punished her by sucking hard on her breast. She moaned and could barely stand from the stimulation. I squeezed her breasts and rolled her nipples with my thumbs.

I then roughly took her jeans off and quickly took off her panties. With her naked, I rapidly took off my underwear. My soaked t-shirt and jeans were already in a pile near the stove. I took her to the bed and didn’t bother to engage in foreplay. I penetrated her deeply and thought about everything she must have done to get me to this cabin. She had dumped me, violated my privacy, and kidnapped me using my own frat brothers. She was going to be punished.

April cried out in ecstasy as I went as fast as I could. Within a few minutes, I came inside her. Usually, I would wear a condom or make a point to cum on her stomach. Not this time. She gasped as she felt the jets of cum go through her. I withdrew her, my penis now flaccid.

"You better be ready in few hours," I told her.

She merely nodded stunned.

***

So, it continued that I fucked my ex-girlfriend every few hours as soon as my cock was ready. My balls ached from the effort. I came insider her every time, but it was becoming harder to do with each time. In between sex sessions, I took a nap. There was nothing to do in the cabin.

On the third day, the changes started to accelerate. My breasts were now A-cup, and I could cup them in my hands. My muscles and bones were becoming smaller, I was becoming shorter, and I was losing weight. April noticed my changes with awe. By now, my clothes were dry, but I didn’t bother putting them on. We weren’t expecting company.

I still fucked April as many times as I could but my penis was started to shrink. I had trouble getting an erection and found it difficult to cum. After one such failure, April handed me a strap on dildo. "Use this," she said.

I found myself a little more confident as I used the dildo on her. Even though it wasn’t my cock, I still had control over my hips and body. I made her scream sexually as I skillfully maneuvered inside her hitting that G-spot.

***

By the fifth day, I was beyond the point I had ever been without having sex with Dan. My breasts were almost B-cup, my hips and ass were noticeably feminine, and my body was nearly the same proportions as April. With great effort, April was able to get my penis erect but even so it was only four inches. I didn’t even bother to penetrate her now. Instead, she sucked on me until I came. This time, it felt so much better. I couldn’t help myself but moan and thrash around on the bed as she sucked on me. I didn’t spurt out semen like before. This time, I felt a pleasurable sensation inside my body. I was beginning to feel what it was like to have a female orgasm.

"You still mad?" April asked me on the sixth day.

"Not as much as before," I admitted. My voice was higher than before and my Adam’s apple was gone. April showed me a mirror showing how feminine my face had become. I looked like a twin sister version of myself. My hair was growing quickly but still looked boyish. That would change soon.

"Maybe, when all this is over, you’ll get a boyfriend," April smiled.

I thought about it. The spell said nothing about what sexual orientation I would have as a woman. Sex with Dan was fun and pleasurable, but I had no overwhelming drive for it. It was just something I did out of necessity. Now that being female was inevitable, I didn’t think I would ever need to have sex with Dan again.

I came over to April. "For making me a woman, you’re going to have to have me for the rest of your life," I said and then kissed her.

She kissed me back and started rubbing my breasts. They were now as large as hers. I moved myself closer to her so that our breasts touched. I would have to learn a whole new set of skills, lesbian sex. I continued to kiss April using my tongue in her mouth. I then kissed the side of her neck. Even though we would soon be the same sex, I figured I would still remain the dominate partner.

Or perhaps not...

April got on top of me on the bed and started sucking my nipples. As she did, she grinded her clit into what was left of my penis. She reached below and started fingering what was the beginning of my vagina. It wasn’t deep yet but that would change. She fingered me with her two fingers and then rubbed one inch penis with her thumb. I cried out in a feminine gasp not caring if anyone heard. In reality, no one could ever hear us out here.

She then lowered her mouth on my vaginal opening and licked inside me. It was the weirdest sensation I had ever felt. It was more pleasurable than it had ever been when she had just sucked my cock. I almost begged for my vagina and clit to be finished, so I could feel the true pleasure of it. It was then that my masculine desires finally ended. I didn’t care about my cock anymore. All I wanted now was for my vagina to be penetrated; it did not matter if it was a man or woman.

Ash was gone. I was now Ashley forever.

***

The next day, I looked down at my crotch and saw nothing of my penis. I cautiously placed a finger inside my vagina and was amazed at how deep it went. I reluctantly refrained from pleasuring myself. That would be April’s job. April awoke and looked over my body. So much had changed from a few months ago. She licked her lips with sexual desire. Her desires were the same as mine now. With my muscles washed away, she was now the more athletic one between us. She also had twenty years of experience with the female body over me. She was now the "man" in the relationship, and she knew it.

"Let’s see if you’re done," she said. "Lay down," she directed.

I did as she said and then waited as she placed the strap on dildo on her. She knelt over me and aimed the dildo at my entrance. She pushed little-by-little until she was all the way in. "You got some depth," she said pleased.

I felt pressure and unusual sensation of being penetrated. It was different than when Dan penetrated my ass. My vagina muscles welcomed the penetrating device as if desiring more. April got on top of me and began to thrust into me. The dildo reached all the way to the cervix before stopping it. I was a real woman in every way. I had a womb and ovaries ready to create a baby if sperm ever managed to get inside me. The thought of it was both exciting and terrifying. But I didn’t have to worry about April’s dildo impregnating me. I was safe.

April picked up the pace but seemed a little frustrating by my lack of interaction. "Place your legs around my hips," she instructed.

I did as she asked and felt greater penetration. "Now, place your hands around my shoulders," she said.

I did this as well, and we became close enough that our breasts touched erotically. April went deep and fast inside me hoping to get me to an orgasm. She was in my old role. It was now a matter of pride for her to get me to cum. The pleasure of being penetrated wasn’t enough. I concentrated on her beautiful face and fantasized about anything sexual that came to mind. My mind wandered as I thought about how from now we would sleep together as two women. My male fantasies about lesbians still remained but perhaps always would. I clenched the sheets as I felt a sudden surge of pleasure go through me. It didn’t stop though. It continued to pulse for thirty seconds. I didn’t know if it would ever stop.

"Wow," I said overwhelmed.

We then worked on other positions. She penetrated while I was on all fours and then while I was on my stomach. In every instance, I felt like I was not in control anymore. She was the teacher and I was the student. Eventually, I was on top with the dildo still inside me.

I cautiously set the pace and found the dildo slipping out of me. It took some time to learn but after a few practices I was able to ride her well. I tried to get my clit to rub her dildo just the right way. Sometimes, I would hit and sometimes I wouldn’t.

"Don’t worry. You have a lifetime to practice," April smiled at me.

Putting aside the dildo, we worked on scissoring each other. Our clits rubbed against each other as we intertwined ourselves. It was a slow but pleasurable experience. I realized then that sex could be as long as we wanted it to be instead. There was no problem if I came like before. There was no limit to how many orgasms were possible. Still, rubbing her like this made me painfully aware that my cock was gone. I would never be a man again.

"What’s wrong?" she asked as I stopped.

"Just thinking of what I have left behind," I said in a perfectly feminine voice. "All my weight training is gone," I said showing her my thin feminine arms. "Football is finished for me. All those years of training are for nothing," I said.

"Not for nothing," April assured me. "You still have that discipline in your mind. You can still train and make yourself stronger. You know how to do it. You can be a great female athlete if you want to be."

"What’s there to like about me now? I’m not very smart and my physical abilities are gone," I said.

April smiled at me. "You’re hot. Look at those breasts and you have a great ass," she said.

"Is that all?" I asked surprised.

"Isn’t that what you guys only care about?" she chided.

"Not all guys," I said embarrassed for my former gender.

"I don’t want someone perfect. I want to have a perfect journey," she said to me.

***

Once the week was over, nothing resembling my male self could be seen. April took out some female clothes from her backpack and gave them to me. I put on panties for the first time and then worked to put on her bra. It wasn’t a perfect fit but at least it wouldn’t fall off. April helped me lock it in place. I then put on her jeans and shirt and thankfully they fit.

The frat boys drove up as we were done packing. The frat president led the guys and for a moment I felt an unfamiliar fear from them. I no longer feared just getting beat up by them. I feared something far worse.

"What do we have here?" the frat president smiled.

"Took you long enough," April chided.

"We didn’t expect to find two ladies this time," Justin said. "What’s your name?" he asked me.

"Ashley," I replied.

He nodded. "We have a party tonight if you’re interested?" he offered.

"I’ll think about it," I said. I didn’t mean to be flirty but it came off that way.

"Excellent," Justin said and seemed completely unaware of my male existence. "Let’s hit the road."

I felt a little uncomfortable as the frat boys obnoxiously talked about parties, sports, and girls they intended to fuck. April touched my hand to assure me that it would be over soon. Once we arrived at April’s apartment, the frat boys got out to assist us with the bags and boxes filled with food and water. Once we were done, I turned to the frat boys that had betrayed me.

"Don’t we get a kiss?" one of them mocked.

"Sure," I replied and then kissed April on the mouth.

The frat boys cheered as we kissed. We both smiled at them and then went inside. For the moment, I felt no regrets changing sex. Once inside, I realized that all of my possessions from the frat house were now in the second bedroom of the apartment. April’s roommate and her belongings were nowhere to be found. April checked the door to see if there was any evidence of a break-in. It was as if everything had magically changed. I remembered how the frat president didn’t seem surprised to see a second woman at the cabin. It was as if reality had changed to account for me.

"Dan," I said softly.

***

I didn’t see Dan again after that. I went to the party at the frat house but Dan was never mentioned. I sneaked into our former room but nothing related to him was there. It was as if he had never existed. I looked him up in the school register but there was nothing there. He had simply vanished. I felt guilty and worried for him. Had my change into a woman caused him to no longer exist?

As if to alleviate my concerns, the old woman appeared to me in the library. I stared at her in anger and fear. "Hello, Ashley," she smiled.

"Ma’am," I said politely. I wasn’t going to give her an excuse to turn me into something else.

She seemed to realize the power of the library. I wanted to shout and scream at her but could not inside a library. "Your friend Dan is alive and well. You will see him again in time," she promised. "He’s still fighting the good fight. He did not fall as quickly as you did," she smiled at me.

"Will I see you again?" I asked hoping the answer would be no.

"Of course, dear. At the wedding," she said and then departed from me.

Confusion washed over me. Who’s wedding?

***

A few weeks later, April showed me a pregnancy test. She had been showing signs of morning sickness and took a test to confirm it. We were going to become parents. The sperm from my male self as I was changing in the cabin had impregnated her. I felt overwhelmed with emotion. I knew that being parent while in college and at such an early age would be challenging. But I was also grateful I was given the chance to have my own child. I would be a father after all.

Whether it was the spell or her own inclinations, April only desired women. I proposed to her in a crowded restaurant with a diamond ring. She accepted and immediately we started planning our wedding. Before her baby bump showed, we had the wedding ready to go. I decided to abandon any connection to my male masculinity. I showed up in a beautiful white dress as did she.

My parents acted as if I had been female my whole life and that my marriage to April was of no surprise. In this reality, April and I had a secret lesbian romance throughout high school. My parents knew it but never interfered. After our vows, I saw a familiar face in the gathering. It was Dan.

Dan was in a suit and looking quite male. He looked athletically fit, tall, and had a beard. He was now a foot taller than me. I was expecting to see his male partner, but I didn’t see anyone with him. Instead, he was with an Asian woman. Had he broken the spell? Was this the witch’s way to torment me?

I came over to him and he immediately shook my hand. "Nice dress," he smiled amused. I knew then that he remembered how I was as a man. Everyone else’s memory was different except those most intimately connected.

"Nice suit, Dan. Where have you been?" I asked friendly.

"I transferred to another school after Christmas break. Good thing too, or I would never met my partner, Nina," he said.

"A very lovely wedding," she said sweetly.

I didn’t want to ask him for details in front of his "girlfriend" so I let it drop.

***

At the reception, Dan asked me to dance and I accepted. He was quite good. I had to relearn how to dance as the female partner. The gathering clapped at our dance. There was no sense of betrayal or animosity between us.

I later learned of a conversation between April and Nina. "So, you’re going to be a nurse?" Nina asked April.

"That’s the plan," April said.

"He doesn’t know it, but I have planned the surgery for next month," Nina said.

"What surgery?" April asked oblivious.

"He didn’t tell you? The sex reassignment surgery," Nina said embarrassed.

"Oh, that surgery," April played along.

"I hope I will recover soon," Nina said.

"It could take six months," April warned.

"It will be worth it," Nina said.

***

I knew then how Dan was able to stay as he was. He refused to follow the rules of either choice. He didn’t live as a gay man or as a woman. He had Nina to provide for him. The idea had never occurred to me. Still, I had no regrets. I was now married to the love of my life and would soon have a child of my own.

"May I have this dance?" a black-haired young woman asked.

I politely relented allowing the two to dance. I knew immediately that this woman was the witch in disguise. Only after I had talked with April did I realize that Dan’s fate would forever change. His defiance of her spell could only go so far.

I then approached the black-haired woman who was the witch. "Give me what I want. You at least owe me as much," I said boldly.

She was surprised by my forcefulness. "Very well," she smirked.

I came over to Dan who was about to leave. "How long will you stay in town?" I asked.

"Only tonight," he replied. "Thank you for inviting me."

I hadn’t invited him. I didn’t even know if he existed or where he was. This was the witch’s doing. Soon thereafter, April and I went back to our home. "I’ll be there in a moment," April said as she got her purse.

***

I opened the door and went inside. It was not my house but a hotel room. The door closed behind me locking me inside. Dan then exited the bathroom in his white shirt and boxers and stared as he saw me there. "How?" he wondered.

I felt butterfly wings in my stomach as I realized the witch had set us up. "Can you help me with something?" I asked awkwardly.

Dan shook his head knowingly. "You really lost all male pride," he chided.

Dan checked the door and found it locked. "I guess I have no choice," he smiled.

"I didn’t mean for it to be this way," I said.

"You’re in love with April. You always have, male or female," he said softly. "Now, let’s get this over with," he smiled.

I let my wedding dress fall to the ground revealing myself in only a white bra and panties. Dan gave me a very heterosexual arousal. I felt nervous in front of him. I was going to have sex with him as a woman, the very thing I feared I would end up doing. "It’s just like before," he said to reassure me.

I nodded and unhooked my bra. He took off his shirt revealing a muscular chest and abs, the torso I used to have when I was a man. Now, I had a flat tummy and B-cup breasts. I took off my panties, and I knew he half-expected me to still have my cock. I could see he was immediately aroused by me, and he wasted no time.

I got on the bed and waited for him to get on top of me. He penetrated me to the hilt and thrust hard. I came to realize that had I loved men as a woman, I would always be the one being penetrated and submissive. Even while on top, I would always have to rely on the strength and endurance of his cock. Still, Dan provided something April never could. I felt dominated by his massive muscular body that weighed nearly twice as much as me. I clutched his muscular shoulders that seemed twice as big as mine. Admiration and lust filled me as he continued to pound my vagina. Not even on her best days could April come close to this raw aggressive power.

As my cervix was hit relentlessly, my thoughts drifted to a new memory that appeared in my mind. Dan I were together as boyfriend and girlfriend at the university. We dated, lived together, and made love. I felt my past life drifting away as this comforting memory took hold. I tried to resist the memory concentrating on April.

My vagina contracted violently as I had a female orgasm with a man for the first time. My identity as a former man and April’s lover was fading. With my orgasm washing over me, a new timeline was unfolding with me as Dan’s lover and future wife. I fought the new memories but the female pleasure I was experiencing was too much. I clutched to my desires with April. We would raise children together. Even if she didn’t have the raw power of a man, I would always love her.

Dan grunted and emptied himself inside me. He softened inside, and I knew it was over. The false memory shattered, and I was released. It had only been ten minutes, but it felt like an eternity. I suddenly found myself in my own bedroom with April naked on top of me.

"Are you okay?" she asked.

"Yeah, I must have spaced out," I admitted.

"Don’t fall asleep. We have all night," she smiled at me.

I knew at that moment that the witch’s magic was at work. Dan’s sperm was flowing through me to fertilize one of my eggs. I kissed April and readied myself for hours of gentle sex that only women can give to themselves.

End

The Columnist

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Mystery or Suspense

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Crime / Punishment
  • Female to Male
  • Gay Romance
  • Identity Crisis
  • Real World
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Gay Males

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The Columnist

Samantha Jones was a columnist for a conservative newspaper in Canada. She wrote about all sorts of topics but more recently she wanted to discuss gender norms. Canada had recently legalized gay marriage and had made it easier for transsexuals to change their legal gender. So easy, in fact, that it was ripe for mocking.

“So, if I wanted to, I could stroll into a government office and change my gender on my ID. I don’t need to take hormones or give any proof that I am transitioning. I just go in, fill out the form, and that’s it,” she said in disbelief.

Her openly gay friend, Will, merely smiled in amusement. The two would often meet for coffee to talk about politics. He was a liberal but enjoyed her perspective. Samantha appreciated Will because he gave honest opinions and wasn’t the type to rat her out on social media. Everything they said to each other was between them.

“Yeah, but why would you want to?” Will asked.

“To show how crazy the system is. Do I look like a man to you?” she asked with exasperation.

“So, gender is defined by whether you look the part?” Will challenged.

“It should be based on your chromosomes,” she insisted.

“That’s sex, not gender. Two different things,” he said.

“It shouldn’t. They should both be the same,” she said.

Will took a sip of his coffee as he thought about his point. “If a man that looked exactly like a woman were to come into this coffee shop, what restroom should he use?”

“The men’s,” Samantha replied.

“Alright, and what do you think would happen if that were to occur? Be practical,” he said to her.

“I don’t care. Maybe, he shouldn’t be dressed as a woman in the first place,” Samantha said stubbornly.

“It’s still going to happen though. There are thousands of them in this country,” Will pointed out.

“They should be made to transition and have a sex change before their ID is changed,” Samantha argued.

“I don’t think its a big deal. People need to be more tolerant,” Will said.

“Do you really think a man in a dress should be allowed in the woman’s restroom?” Samantha asked.

“You have created a false narrative. There are male-to-female transsexuals that look even more feminine than real women,” Will said. “How are they a threat?”

“I am going to show you how easy it is for anyone to change their gender. It’s going to prove that according to this government, men and women are interchangeable,” she said.

“You won’t do it. No balls,” Will smirked.

***

That week Samantha filed the legal paperwork to change her gender from female to male on all her documents. The process was fairly easy and painless. No one questioned the request. Samantha made no effort to transition or look masculine in any way. Within a week, she had a new driver’s license with her gender as M. Victorious in her trolling, she went back to Will.

“So, I did it,” she said grinning.

Will looked over the driver’s license. “So, you have,” he said impressed.

“That makes me a gay man doesn’t it?” Samantha mocked.

“You’re not my type. I like my men without breasts,” he smiled.

“This shows the system is absurd,” Samantha said.

“It shows that you are absurd,” Will replied.

***

Samantha wrote a column on how easy it was for her to change her gender. After she had submitted her column to her editor, she went on social media to brag about what she had done. Her followers immediately mocked the government. Samantha made sure everyone knew that this young feminine woman was now legally recognized as a man in Canada. The column caught fire boosting Samantha’s profile in the conservative movement.

Over the next few weeks, Samantha ruthlessly mocked the system by going into men’s restrooms. She even took a few selfies with smiling guys behind her who also thought the situation was absurd. Eventually, a cop pulled her aside.

“What are you doing, miss?” he asked her condescendingly.

“I’m a man,” Samantha replied with a smile.

“Show me your ID,” the cop asked impatiently.

She handed it over and the cop checked the ID on his computer to make sure. “Well, I’ll be damned. You can be on your way, Sir,” the cop said to her.

Samantha entered bars using her new ID and got a good laugh with the patrons present. She even began the process to enlist in the Canadian Armed Forces as a man although the recruiter didn’t take her seriously. Driving to New York City, she put a headlock on the bronze statue of the little girl facing down the bull. Her followers immediately mocked the picture as a white male oppressing the little girl. In all of this, Samantha never appeared anything other than a woman.

Her boss eventually pulled her in for a pep talk. “You got balls,” he complimented. “But you need to refocus on other issues.”

“Like what? Tax reform?” she asked incredulously.

“Don’t drag this out longer than it has to be. It’ll get old real quick,” her boss recommended.

“I haven’t had this recognition since I got here. I have really struck a nerve,” Samantha said.

“Not all publicity is good,” her boss warned.

***

Samantha did follow her boss’ advice and refocused on other issues she cared about. She didn’t bother changing her gender back. It wasn’t long before things started to get weird. One night, she was at the club. She struck up a conversation with an attractive guy but then he seemed to notice her.

“You’re Sam Jones,” he said recognizing her.

“Yep,” she said. People called her Sam for short all the time and it didn’t bother her.

“Hey, I’m sorry. I’m not into dudes,” he said excusing himself.

“What the fuck? I am all woman. That was a joke,” she clarified for him.

“You mean, you don’t have a penis under there?” the man asked.

“Fuck no. You really think I’m a man?” she asked incredulously.

“I don’t know. There’s a lot of weird shit out there. Can’t be too careful,” he said and then backed away.

“Fucking idiot,” Samantha said disturbed by the incident.

***

Samantha decided to write about the incident, and her followers ate it up. The unknown man was mocked by hundreds of her followers for being an idiot. Of course, Samantha Jones was a woman. Who would think otherwise?

“Honest mistake, maybe,” Will smiled amused.

“No, he must have been drunk,” Samantha said irritably.

“How do you justify your hedonistic lifestyle with your family values?” Will asked curiously.

“I wasn’t going to fuck him,” Samantha said defensively.

“So, you’re a tease,” Will realized.

“I don’t have any obligation to do anything just because a man gives me a drink,” Samantha replied.

“Why not experience it from my side?” Will suggested.

“What do you mean?” Samantha asked.

“Go to a gay bar with me and start giving men drinks. See what happens?” Will said.

“You want me to dress up as a man?” she asked.

“No, dress as you usually are,” he clarified.

“It’s a gay bar. They won’t accept me. They’re gay,” she reminded him.

“I am well aware of that which is why I know you will be rejected by all of them,” Will smirked.

“So, what’s the point?” she asked.

“To know what it feels to be rejected,” Will replied.

***

Samantha would normally not be caught dead in a gay bar but this was a social experiment. She came in with Will and sat down not expecting anything to happen. Women occasionally went to gay bars to chill and not be harassed. It wasn’t a big deal.

“Who’s your date?” one man asked Will referring to Sam.

“This is Sam Jones,” WIll introduced.

“Oh, I’ve heard of you. Are you two really dating?” he asked curiously.

“No, we’re just friends,” Sam replied.

“Mind if I get you a drink then?” the man asked.

Sam was getting weird vibes. The whole point of being in a gay bar was not to be propositioned. “Uh, I’m good,” Sam said showing the man her already existing drink.

Sam and Will decided to get a booth away from the crowds. “That was odd,” Sam remarked.

“It’s possible he’s Bi,” Will suggested.

Sam shrugged. It was possible. “Lucky man,” another guy said as a group of men approached their booth.

”Aren’t I?” Will said mockingly.

“Your date looks stunning,” he complimented Sam.

“We’re not dating,” Sam clarified again.

“That’s a shame,” the man said and then the group moved on.

“Was he Bi too?” Sam asked Will.

Will merely shrugged. “It would appear my social experiment has failed. Everyone loves you apparently.”

“Oh really? Let’s see what happens when I do it,” Sam said leaving the booth.

Sam went up to a random guy who seemed by himself at the moment. She wasn’t attracted to him even if he was straight. “Hey, you want to get out of here and go to your place?” Sam propositioned.

The man eyed Sam wondering what to make of her. “Absolutely,” he said smiling.

“But you’re gay,” Sam questioned him.

“So?” he asked.

“Look, I have tits and a vagina,” Sam pointed out.

“All of that is secondary to how you feel inside. I know who you are Sam Jones. If you say you’re a man, I’ll believe you,” the man said.

“It was just a joke,” Sam said frustrated.

Will intervened before Sam could make a scene. “He’s a little tipsy.”

“He? Fuck you,” Sam said to Will.

“I understand, brother,” the man nodded.

“I think we should end our little social experiment before you do end up going home with a man,” Will suggested.

“You’re all fucking weird, all of you,” Sam said under her breath.

***

Sam woke up with a terrible hangover and found herself at Will’s apartment. “What the fuck happened last night?” she asked.

“You were quite popular. I’m actually quite jealous,” Will said.

“Did you set me up? Did you pay those people to say those things?” Sam asked.

“I’m hurt you would think that about me,” Will said with mock annoyance.

“I need to get back to my place,” Sam said feeling groggy and uncomfortable.

“Do you need a ride?” Will offered.

“I can get a cab,” Sam replied and walked out.

***

Back at her apartment, Sam immediately got out of her dress. It felt so restricted as if it were a size too small. Sam looked at herself in the mirror wondering if she was getting fat. She dieted and exercised regularly but the scale indicated she had gained a few pounds. While still in her underwear, Sam looked at her voice mails. She got a call from her former college roommate she had been friends with for years. She decided to call Alice back.

“What’s up?” Sam greeted.

“Oh, Sam. I heard you changed your gender on your ID,” she gushed.

“I sure did,” Sam said amused.

“So, maybe we could get together for coffee or something,” Alice suggested.

“Alice, we haven’t had coffee in years. What’s this all about?” Sam asked.

“Well, you know, things have changed haven’t they. You’re into women, right?” Alice asked.

“No, what gave you that idea?” Sam asked.

“So, you’re gay?” Alice asked confused.

“Listen, Alice, I am a straight woman,” Sam clarified very slowly so her friend would understand.

“But…but…,” Alice stuttered confused.

Sam hung up and shook her head. The whole world was descending into madness.

***

Sam entered the doctor’s office for her routine physical. The long wait annoyed her and it inspired her to write about how much she hated Canadian health care. Finally, she was seen by the doctor. “It would appear you have gained weight since your last physical,” the doctor noted.

“Just muscle mass. I’ve been working out,” Sam said, proud of herself.

“Well, just make sure you stay away from fatty foods or you’ll stomach won’t be so smooth,” the doctor advised.

“Wouldn’t the fat go to other places before it gets to my gut?” Sam asked. She figured it would go to her thighs and maybe her ass first.

“You don’t have anything to worry about now but when we age, fat will deposit there,” the doctor said. “Also, you might want to get a prostate exam. I know its a little early but if you feel comfortable, I can schedule one.”

“What are you talking about? I don’t have a prostate,” Sam said annoyed.

“I saw that you changed your gender on the paperwork,” the doctor clarified.

“I’m a woman. You’re a doctor. Can’t you tell that I am a FEMALE?” Sam asked annoyed.

“As a physician, I have to approach the body biologically, not based on how you feel inside,” the doctor said delicately.

“I am biologically a woman with XX chromosomes,” Sam told him.

The doctor simply gave her a blank look. “Fuck it,” Sam said angrily and left the doctor’s office.

***

Sam needed a person to vent to. “Even the doctor is acting like a loon. The whole system is fucked,” she said.

Will calmly took a sip of his coffee. “How do you know for sure you have XX chromosomes? Have you ever tested yourself genetically?”

Sam gave Will an annoyed look. “A person with XY chromosomes doesn’t have a womb and ovaries.”

“Good point,” Will conceded.

***

After a few weeks, Sam noticed something distressing about herself. Her period was late, and she immediately figured she was pregnant. She always insisted her partners use a condom but somehow it must have happened. She took a pregnancy test and to her relief it was negative. Stumped, she figured she had just been stressed out recently. Missed periods weren’t too uncommon.

More distressing was an usual amount of hair growth all over her body. She figured it was just a hormone balance. She could try to get a doctor to look into it but the wait was too long. As she shaved her body, it became obvious what was happening to her. She looked at her face in the mirror.

“I’m becoming a man,” she realized.

Panicked, Sam went to the government office to change her gender back to female. This was worse than anything she could imagine. Big Brother was watching her and somehow changing her into a man. It was all a grand conspiracy against her. It was because she was an outspoken conservative and opponent of the government. When she got there, the office was closed for a holiday. She wouldn’t be able to do it until Monday.

“Fuck, what am I going to do?” she wondered.

***

Sam went to the gym to rid herself of these anxieties. She tried not to think about how well she was doing on the treadmill from weeks before. She was just in better shape is all. Once she was done, she was unusually sweaty. Deciding to take a shower, she entered the woman’s locker room. Immediately, she faced a negative reaction.

“What are you doing here? This is the woman’s locker room,” a female patron said to her.

“Bitch, I am a woman,” Sam said annoyed.

Other women started protesting as well. “What’s wrong with you? Can’t you tell?” she said to them. “Look, I have tits just like you,” she said taking off her shirt.

The women were not convinced and hurled insults at her until a security guard came by. “What’s the problem, ladies?” she asked.

“There’s a man in the lady's locker room,” they said as if it were obvious.

“They’re talking about me. I’m not a man. I have breasts and a vagina,” Sam told her.

The guard looked at her skeptically. “Do you have an ID?” she asked.

Sam gave her ID over to the guard. “It says male on this ID,” the guard said to her.

“Yeah, I have to get that fixed. It was done as a joke,” Sam said defensively.

“Well, it's making the other ladies here uncomfortable, so I am going to have to ask you to leave,” the guard said to her.

Sam was kicked out of the gym and her gym membership was revoked. “Idiots. Do they really expect me to shower in the men’s locker room,” she said out loud.

Sam then touched her chest as if to reassure her of her femininity. To her dismay, she could barely feel anything. Her chest was nearly flat. “Fuck, I need help,” she realized.

***

Will heard a knock on his door and opened to find himself in front of a very masculine looking Samantha. “I didn’t know who to come to. I’m scared. I’m freaking out,” Sam stuttered.

“Come in. What’s the problem?” Will asked concerned.

“At first, it was the body hair. I could deal with that. Then it was the muscles, and I was cool with that too. But then I got taller, my body got bigger, and just look at my chest,” Sam said taking off her top.

Will could see that her chest was completely flat and her nipples were smaller. If he hadn’t known any better, he would just assume she was a man. “Well, you can get plastic surgery and…,” Will suggested.

“I’m turning into a man. I’m growing a dick too,” Samantha revealed. “It has to be caused by that prank. I don’t know what to do,” Sam said alarmed.

“Okay, let’s focus on the problem. A prank at the government office doesn’t cause this,” Will said reasonably.

“Then what could it be?” Sam asked.

“Maybe a hormonal imbalance,” Will suggested.

“I have a dick and balls. How is that a hormone imbalance?” Sam asked him.

“You mind if I see it?” Will asked.

Sam reluctantly took off her pants and then took off her panties. Will could see a small flaccid penis and what appeared to be two small testicles underneath. He could also see that she was growing some navel and pubic hair. “Well, that is unusual,” he admitted.

“I don’t want to be a man. I don’t want to have to fuck girls. I wouldn’t even know how to. I can’t live like this,” Sam said anxiously.

Will knew there was nothing that could be done. There were powers beyond comprehension at work here. He had to find a way to help Sam accept her situation. He got closer to her and kissed her. Sam had never kissed Will before. For a moment, her anxiety disappeared. She was kissing a man. This was good.

“I really needed that, Will,” Sam said feeling better about herself. “You make me feel like a woman again.”

“That’s not what’s really happening here,” Will objected as Sam kissed him again. The two became more intense moving over to the kitchen counter. “Take your clothes off, Will,” she ordered.

“You’re not thinking straight, Sam,” Will protested.

“Don’t call me that. Just for one day, I need you to be straight,” Sam said grabbing his belt.

“Okay,” Will allowed and took off his shirt.

Sam ground up against him as if she were in the club. “I need you inside me, Will,” she said to him.

“You don’t know what you’re asking,” Will told her.

“Please, Will, be a good friend,” Sam said to him.

Will sighed and simply decided to go with it. Maybe, if he actually did, it would wake her up. Will led her over to the bed and placed her on her stomach. He took off his pants and got on top of her. Very little of the female Sam remained. Her hips had become less wide, her legs were hairier, and her breasts were gone.

Will placed his cock at her vaginal entrance, the only thing female remaining. He slowly worked himself an inch inside her but it was as if her body was resisting him. Sam tensed up painfully as he tried to get more inside. She was dry and unreceptive despite what she was telling him. Strangely, her new cock was getting harder.

“I don’t think it's going to work,” Will told her.

“Why not?” Sam asked displeased.

“It’s too dry, too tight,” Will told her.

“Put in my butt then,” Samantha said refusing to be denied. She scared herself with what she was saying to him. The thought of anal sex with a guy was gross if not immoral to her former self.

Will sighed and decided to do as she asked. He placed his cock at her entrance and then slowly went inside her. Samantha tensed up in pain but kept him going. Will eventually got himself all in and then rested on top of her.

“You good?” he asked her.

“Yeah, now fuck me,” she said softly.

Will complied thrusting deep inside her slowly at first. Samantha felt an odd pleasure she had never felt before. She was too engrossed with what was happening to realize her prostate gland was being rubbed.

“Yeah, that feels good,” Sam said pleased.

It felt good for Will as well, so he continued. Sam moaned as if she were still a female as Will pressed himself into her. She felt relieved it would be impossible to get pregnant this way. She felt totally safe. Finally, WIll came inside her.

Sam still felt sexually frustrated. It wasn’t enough for her. Will withdrew and Samantha got on her back to look at him. As she did, she stared at her flat chest, her abs, and her growing male sex organs. Her head was clear for a moment as she realized her femininity was completely gone.

“Oh God, Will, I’m a man,” he moaned.

“It’s going to be okay,” Will assured him.

“What am I going to do? I’ll be fired for sure. How am I going to make it?” he asked feeling stressed out.

“Don’t worry about it. Let me make you feel good, alright,” Will offered.

Sam nodded unsure of what Will intended. He slowly placed his lips onto Sam’s cock and began licking. Sam moaned as he felt a new sensation. It wasn’t quite as intense as when a man went down on her clit but it was still something. Sam’s cock became harder and Will intensified while rubbing his balls. After only a few minutes, Sam felt something surge through his dick.

“Something’s happening,” he said alarmed.

Will ignored him and kept going. Sam could feel it building and then realized what it was. “I’m going to cum, Will,” he said.

Suddenly, Sam shot into Will’s mouth and felt several intense explosions of pleasure. Sam felt like he was being shocked. He grabbed the sheets as Will continued to suck on him. It was so sensitive right at that tip. Sam squirmed until the shocking pleasure went away. He immediately felt tired and drained.

“That was great,” Sam complimented Will.

“Glad you enjoyed it,” Will replied.

“I feel so tired. Is this normal?” Sam asked concerned

“Yeah, it's normal. Why don’t you get so some sleep,” Will advised.

Sam did just that forgetting his predicament for the moment.

***

Sam awoke feeling odd. It didn’t take him long to see his flaccid coke and balls underneath the sheets. “Right,” he muttered.

Will was already up working on breakfast. Sam entered the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. What he saw was actually pleasant to look at. Sam’s body was hot, at least from his perspective. He looked down and cautiously touched his dick. It felt so exposed to the world. So in need of protection. He couldn’t imagine what it would feel to get kicked there.

Sam touched around looking for a vaginal opening. Sensing nothing, he realized the hard truth. He was completely a man, perhaps permanently. For some odd reason, this didn’t bother him so much. It was almost a relief. The changes were done and his fate had been revealed. A confidence started to build up inside him. He could do this.

Sam awkwardly entered the kitchen totally naked gaining Will’s attention. “I don’t suppose I can borrow some clothes,” he asked.

“Certainly. I think they may actually fit you,” Will said. He dropped what he was doing and looked for some clothes.

Sam put on male underwear for the first time and put on a t-shirt and shorts. “Thanks, WIll,” Sam said appreciatively.

“No problem. I got you some eggs,” he said giving Sam a plate.

“Why are you so good to me? Aren’t I an enemy to you?” Sam asked.

“It's kind of like a broken window. You break the window and I get hired to fix it,” he smiled.

“Wouldn’t you prefer it if we were both on the same side?” Sam asked.

“Sure, but politics isn’t everything. You make a good living doing what you do. You make your people happy sort of,” Will said politely.

“They’re going to fire me for this,” Sam muttered.

“Maybe,” Will allowed.

“I don’t know what to do. If I lose my job, I might have to rely on the government. I would hate myself for betraying what I believed,” Sam said.

Will gave Sam a sympathetic look. “There is another option. Stay with me.”

“I can’t crash at your place,” Sam rejected.

“Not like that. Stay with me as my partner. We can get through this together,” Will offered.

Sam stared at Will. He was attractive, but he never considered the idea because he was gay. Now, things had changed. “You’re attracted to me now?” Sam tested.

“You look good and your inexperience is amusing. It’s annoying having a partner who thinks he knows it all in the bedroom,” Will said.

“We would be a gay couple,” Sam realized.

“You catch on quick,” Will joked.

“I don’t know,” Sam said. His thoughts were filled with uncertainty. The alternative was being with girls. That seemed even worse.

“If you’re not comfortable I understand…,” WIll said.

“I want to know what it feels like. Take your clothes off,” Sam interrupted.

“This could hurt a little,” Will warned.

“No, you’re going to be on the bottom this time,” Sam said.

Will gave her an amazed look. “Very well then.

***

Sam and WIll found themselves passionately kissing in the bedroom. Sam’s dick was so hard it was begging for release. “Okay, let’s do this,” Sam said putting lubricant on his dick.

Will opened his legs and readied himself. “Don’t go crazy,” he said to her.

Sam nodded and gently went inside him. He felt so powerful penetrating another person. He had never dominated a man before. It thrilled him as he saw his dick go all the way inside. “Thrust gently,” Will said.

Sam went at a slow pace and came within a few minutes. “Wow, that didn’t last long at all. I’m sorry,” he apologized.

“It’s alright,” Will allowed.

Sam went down on Will’s dick and began to suck on him. He knew how to do it from when he was a woman. Will smiled surprised by Sam’s skill. He could definitely get used to this. Will didn’t take long to cum inside Sam’s mouth.

“Are we done?” Sam wondered as both of them were flaccid.

“It will take a little while for it to get back up. We can take a break and try again later,” Will suggested/

“Yeah, I like that idea,” Sam smiled.

***

The next day, Sam came into the office expecting to be fired. He arrived in one of Will’s suits. A number of fellow employees complimented Sam on his suit. “Looking sharp,” one of them said to him.

“Sam, come to my office,” his boss said awkwardly.

Sam entered the office and closed the door behind him. This was the moment he would be fired for being a female-to-male transsexual and a gay man. The boss gave him a look over as if trying to see any familiar feature.

“Take a seat,” the boss told him.

“I want you to know that we have no discrimination policy here. I don’t care who the writer is as long as the content is good. The writer could be a man, woman, straight, gay, or your special case,” the boss said.

“Thanks,” Sam said confused.

“You will have to undergo a sexual harassment class sometime this week. It continues to be our policy that there be no office romances or sexual harassment of any kind,” the boss said reading from a script.

“Sure,” Sam agreed.

“There is a dress code for men that is to be followed. Nice suit,” the boss continued. “I think that’s it,” the boss concluded.

“You’re not going to fire me?” Sam asked bluntly.

“Well, are your opinions and critical thinking abilities changed?” the boss asked.

“No,” Sam replied.

“Then, there’s no problem. Also, expect to get a raise this quarter. You’ve earned it,” the boss smirked.

Sam gave a weak smile realizing what he meant. “Also, make sure you use the men’s restroom from now on. None of this gender neutral bathroom funny business.”

“Right,” Sam agreed.

***

Sam exited the office feeling relieved and a little confused. None of her co-workers cared about his sudden transition. Did gender matter? Did how he dressed matter? Would his perspective be no different than before? Sam went home at the end of the day and gave Will the good news.

“I wasn’t fired,” Sam told him.

“Great. That means we can share the rent,” Will said pleased.

“You really want me to stay with you?” Sam asked.

“Sure,” Will smiled giving Sam a kiss.

“But look, Will, I’m an asshole to your kind,” Sam told him.

“My kind? I have no kind,” Will said dismissively.

“You know what I mean. We’re not politically compatible,” Sam said.

“If it doesn’t bother you, it doesn’t bother me. Do you think your column and your newspaper changed the last election or the election before that?”

“It could have,” Sam said defensively.

“Not really. And even if it did, it didn’t change my life at all,” Will said.

Sam looked at Will dumbfounded. “Well, your job doesn’t change the world either,” he said.

“That’s the spirit. Let’s have dinner together to celebrate you not being fired,” Will suggested.

Sam appreciated Will’s good spirit about everything and then felt the familiar sensation happen. He was getting hard, and his sexual desire started to flare up. “I think I need a shower. Then, I’ll help,” Sam said feeling agitated.

Will knew what was going on and left the kitchen. “I’ll join you.”

Sam eyed Will hungrily. “Thanks.” The two took off their shirts as they headed over to the shower.

The Pawn

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Adventure
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Identity Crisis
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Costumes and Masks

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The Pawn

Long ago, war between two kingdoms was averted by the creation of the ultimate combat game: chess. The two Kings were each given one queen, two rook fortifications, two magical wizards, two of their best knights, and eight pawns. A winner was decided when a side’s pawns were killed off. Every month, there would be a new game but never had a pawn managed to overcome any of the greater pieces. With extraordinary power, the knights, wizards, and rook towers were unbeatable. It was all a game to see which side lost all their pawns first.

Pawns were drafted from the common people. Every family was to place their sons in a lottery. When names were called out, the pawns had no choice but to arrive at the capital for training. Desertion or rebellion would lead to their entire family being killed.

Joshua was a simple blacksmith’s apprentice when his name was called out. Already a man at age sixteen, he put down his tools and joined the other seven. “Do you not have family to say goodbye to?” the collector asked him.

“I am an orphan,” he replied.

At the capital, pawns were trained for war. They were given two wooden swords and were forced to train all day. “You are the pride of the kingdom. If you fall so does the kingdom,” the trainer told them.

While the pawns trained, an already existing battle was taking place on the field of glory. The Kings dressed in White and Black approached one another. “One more loss and you lose for all time,” the Black King smiled confidently.

“You will not win this time, my friend,” the White King replied.

king
-White King

The two walked back to their respective sides. “Advance,” the White King said to his pawns. The White pawns took out their sword and shield and marched forward. While heavily armored, it would not save them from the mace of the knight, the wand of the wizard, the arrows of a tower, or the sword of a queen.

The pawns of both sides ran towards each other shouting and screaming as they did. The two sides clashed in the middle of the field slashing at each other with their swords. Knights of both sides quickly entered the battle on horseback. The wizards instantly moved to where the pawns were fighting. The White wizard would freeze a Black pawn solid causing him to shatter to pieces. The Black Wizard would send a steady stream of fire that would roast a White pawn alive.

The towers moved slowly hovering across the field sending a rain of arrows down on them. The greater pieces would occasionally attack the other side's, but it only served to slow them down. A tower was blasted apart by a wizard's spell and then moments later reassembled itself. A dead knight would come back to life after a fatal blow from another knight.

The pawns in training watched the battlefield from afar. The field was filled with smoke and fire as the pawns battled one another. Finally, the White Queen instantly came upon the last Black pawn and stabbed him through. White had won this match.

“We are now equal,” the White King said to his counterpart.

“So, we are. After centuries of battle, we are no nearer to finishing this war,” the Black King said amused.

“I await our next meeting with glad anticipation,” the White King said politely and turned away. On the battlefield were fifteen dead pawns with shattered helmets, broken swords, and torn armor. This was the fate of pawns. The surviving pawn would be allowed to retire with gold and land. A job well done.

***

At night, the pawns would make anxious chatter. They were all young men all hoping to be that one survivor that would make it in this cruel world. “What happens if you get to the other side of the field?” Joshua asked a fellow pawn.

“No pawn has ever made it that deep into enemy territory,” Paul said.

“Yes, but what if it did happen?” Joshua insisted.

“Some say the game stops and all the pawns still left alive get to go home,” Paul said.

“I would like to reach the other side then,” Joshua mused.

“You’re dreaming. If you want to stay alive, fight with the rest of us in the center,” Paul insisted.

Joshua and Paul became sparring partners and learned quickly the art of the sword. “How do we defend against the wizard’s magic?” Joshua asked.

“You cannot block the wizard’s magic. You can only try to avoid it,” the trainer told him.

Joshua
-Joshua

During lunch, Joshua raised a question that had been bugging him. “Why do girls never train to become pawns? There are queens but never pawns.”

“It is because men are not necessary for the kingdom’s survival. One man can have children with many women,” Paul pointed out.

The group of pawn trainees experienced trials of all sorts. Joshua raised his shield to block a fireball explosion. He fought against former knights with sword and mace. He used his sword to deflect arrows being shot at him. All-day the pawns trained until they reached complete exhaustion.

“It is your patriotic duty to survive for as long as you can. As long as you survive, our greater pieces will be given more time to destroy the pawns of the other side,” the trainer reminded them.

On their final night, Joshua and Paul stayed up late. “You have a girl back home?” Paul asked Joshua.

“No,” he shook his head.

“You have a beautiful face. There’s no excuse,” Paul said to him.

“I never had the courage to ask I suppose. It’s easier for a girl I think. They only have to wait for someone to ask them,” Joshua said.

“If I was a girl, I would dread having to say no,” Paul smiled.

***

On the day of battle, the pawns took up their armor, their helmet, and their weapons. They were all dressed in perfect white without a stain or scratch on them. The eight of them nervously took their positions. If they were lucky, some of them would survive.

The White King and Black King came together to converse. “This battle will decide it,” the White King said confidently.

“So it shall,” the Black King smiled just as confident.

Once the kings came back to their position, the pawns were obliged to move forward. The battle had begun. Joshua thought he would know what to expect. He had seen battles played out on the ground but when the battle actually started it was nothing but chaos. Beams of light caused explosions all over the field. Joshua raised his shield as fire swarmed around him. A White wizard blasted the fire with ice giving Joshua some relief.

A knight engaged Joshua with his sword. The two clashed and Joshua fell to the ground stunned by the knight’s strength. The knight went for the kill with his horse about to trample Joshua went a White Knight sliced off his head. The Black Knight remained headless for a brief moment and then regained his head once more.

Horrified, Joshua fled from the knight across the field. “Stay close to me,” Paul said as they met in the center of the field.

Towers exploded on both sides sending pieces of debris at the pawns. With their shields, they managed to survive. One pawn was hit hard to head by debris and was instantly killed. Another pawn was hit with a wave of fire. The pawn dropped his weapons and ran in circles as the fire consumed him.

Joshua and Paul engaged the enemy Black pawns. With their backs to each other, the two guarded one another and defeated two enemy pawns. Joshua breathed heavily with excitement and horror at his first kill.

A rain of arrows came down upon the White pawns. “Shields up,” Paul shouted. The remaining pawns gathered together and put their shields up to block the arrows.

“At least we have shade,” one of the pawns joked.

An explosion ripped the pawns away from each other. Paul and Joshua fell to the ground with a thud. One of their comrades had been blasted away in the explosion. “We have to get to the end,” Joshua said.

“Stay in the center,” Paul shouted at him.

A blade suddenly entered a pawn’s chest and out the other side near Joshua. The Black Queen materialized before them. Joshua backed away stunned. Looking around, all he could see was death and destruction. It was as if the world were now in slow motion and his limbs refused to move.

The Black Queen gave Joshua an amused look slowly walking towards him. “You don’t have to do this. You have powers of your own. Your king is nothing without you,” Joshua said to her.

“Foolish child. All power comes from the king,” she said as she advanced on him.

A bright flash of light interrupted them. The White Queen engaged the Black Queen in immortal combat. “We meet again, sister,” the Black Queen spat.

Joshua scrambled to get away and realized two Black Knights were chasing him. Running towards the end of the field, Joshua could see the end in sight. If he got to the other side, the battle would be over. That was what everyone had said. He would accomplish the impossible.

The chasing knights caught up with Joshua nearly taking his head. Beams of light caused an explosion of fire in front of him. Braving against the fire, Joshua continued on his way forward. Burned and exhausted, Joshua was suddenly blocked by a tower. It sent a wave of arrows against him. Joshua blocked with his shield but a few arrows got through puncturing his left shoulder, knee, and gut.

Although near death, Joshua knew he had to keep moving if only for the sake of the others and winning the game. The knights went through the wall of fire like it was nothing and went straight for him. Deep in enemy territory, Joshua knew he couldn’t receive help from his side. It was all or nothing.

The Black King then noticed Joshua crawl his way to the end of the field. With his greater pieces preoccupied with the battle, the Black King took out his own sword and slowly made his way to Joshua. Crying out with effort, Joshua reached the end of the field before the Black King could kill him.

As soon as he had reached his goal, he collapsed on the ground. He had done what no other pawn had been able to do before him. He had fulfilled the prophecy of legend and now the game would be over. He had saved his comrades from certain death.

After a few moments of elation, the battle continued to rage. Joshua looked back on the field in confusion. He had reached the end yet the game was still going. Confused, Joshua crawled a little further but was blocked by an invisible wall that wouldn’t allow him to go farther. He then tried to go back but was blocked as well. Pawns could never retreat, never take a step back, and always had to move forward.

Joshua then felt something happening to his body. His wounds closed up and his energy returned to him. His armor fell away and disappeared leaving him defenseless. He stood there in his one-piece underwear confused and afraid.

Joshua then felt his short naturally curly blond hair grow and become straighter down to his shoulders. His face became more delicate and feminine. His warrior hands that had been stained with dirt and blood became perfectly clean and dainty. Joshua felt his face wondering what was happening to him. It was a face he didn’t recognize, perfectly smooth without blemish.

Joshua then felt two mounds bulge from his chest. He felt them as they expanded in his hands. His waist pinched in and his hips expanded outward. His muscular arms and legs became slimmer while his shoulders moved inward. Finally, his manhood disappeared inside his body.

Joshua's Transformation
-Joshua's Transformation

Joshua knelt down to the ground in despair. As the last changes morphed his body, he was now an unarmed and unarmored young woman on a battlefield. Unable to move in any direction, she was now useless to her side. As she saw her comrades continue to fight, a tear fell to the ground. The prophecy had been a cruel joke. It had merely disqualified her from the battle.

As she cried, her clothes began to change again. Her one-piece underwear became a long dress, female battle armor formed on her chest, wrist guards materialized on her arms, white elegant shoes appeared on her feet, and a small crown was placed on her head. A sword was placed in her hand. Joshua felt immortal power go through her. She was no longer a pawn but a queen. Joshua, the pawn was gone. Now, Queen Josephine was born.

***

Paul did his best to stay alive as he engaged a seasoned knight. He had no hope of defeating the immortal knight. He had to stay alive long enough for the Black pawns to be defeated. A Black pawn suddenly was stabbed through the back. Paul stared as a second White Queen joined the battlefield.

“Impossible,” the Black Knight said doubtfully.

He disengaged from Paul and rode towards the new White Queen. Instinctively, Josephine defended herself clashing with the Black Knight. Another Black Knight went right through a White tower to engage her. The two Black Knights circled Josephine and finally stabbed her through.

Josephine felt pain but not sudden death. As the Black Knights looked stunned, she slit the throat of one of the Black Knights and stabbed through the other. There was a flash of White and Black light as the three of them became perfectly healed. Two Black wizards fired streams of fire at Josephine. She simply allowed the fire to reach her. She could feel the heat but her body did not burn.

With the Black greater pieces focusing on Josephine, the last of the Black pawns were killed off. The White and Black Kings approached each other in the center of the field.

“Impressive moves,” the Black King complimented.

“I will honor your son when he comes to battle,” the White King promised.

“Thank you, my Lord,” the Black King bowed his head and faded away. The remaining Black greater pieces faded with him.

***

The White King then turned to what remained of his army. Only three pawns remained including Josephine. “You shall be given land and titles for your service to the kingdom,” the White King dismissed the pawns.

He then turned to Josephine. “Did you know this would happen?”

“No, my Lord,” Josephine said bowing her head to him.

The King smiled amused. “In the history of the game, no pawn has ever reached the end of the field. In accordance with the rules, a pawn may become any greater piece. I would have thought you would become a knight or wizard. It would appear your heart desired this form.”

“Yes, my Lord,” Josephine said flustered. She didn’t feel she had made a choice to be a queen. Was it her subconscious desire to be the most powerful piece to save her comrades or something more?

“You will not be given land and titles like a common pawn. No one will know what you have done. You will be a servant for the true White Queen. You will never see battle again,” the King told her.

“As you wish, my Lord,” Josephine said feeling she was being punished.

Josephine’s armor and sword faded away leaving only a white dress behind. Her crown disappeared from her head. The King then motioned for her to follow the White Queen off the battlefield.

pawns
-Paul, the Pawn

***

A Black Knight rode into a dark castle with urgent news. All of the townspeople were dressed in dark clothes as the knight rode past them. The knight came before the Black Prince, knelt before him, and presented the message to him.

The young prince read the message and sighed with grief. “I am now your king. Begin preparations for my coronation at once,” the prince ordered.
Black Prince
-Black Prince

***

Paul came upon his land. It was a beautiful meadow with streams and fruit trees. For generations, his family had toiled on land that wasn’t theirs. Now, he was a landlord. The only thing missing in his life was a true love whom he could have children with. As he looked upon the land, he felt guilty. He had survived by virtue of Joseph becoming a White Queen. He wondered what had become of her.

The White Queen made Josephine clean, knit, and cook in the kitchens as if she were a servant girl. The queen was resentful of Josephine’s beauty and audacity. Inside, she knew Josephine was a greater fighter than her on the battlefield. Her position as the true queen was at risk.

Josephine made no complaints. She was happy to be alive; so many had died before her on the battlefield. It took some time for her to learn how to braid her hair. The queen found her lack of female mannerisms amusing but punished her none-the-less for it.

“Perhaps, I will marry her off to some peasant. She can give birth to sons we can use as pawns,” the queen said to her noblewomen friends.
White Queen
-White Queen and Noblewomen

For a time there was peace between the two Kingdoms as the Black side had their transition of power. The Black Prince received his crown from a Black wizard bishop. After the coronation, the Black King had a meeting with his greater pieces.

“I will not suffer the fate of my father and his father and so on. I will end this war once and for all,” the king said ambitiously.

“How?” a knight asked.

“My father was defeated because a pawn managed to cross to the other side. What other wonders do we not know about?” the king demanded.

“There is an ancient legend of a sword that can kill immortal pieces. However, it is rumored to exist on top of a dangerous mountain guarded by Red Knights,” a wizard said.

“Then I shall go to this mountain and acquire this weapon. You will accompany me on this quest,” the king ordered.

***

The Black squad dressed thickly as they went up the dangerous mountain. They were only immortal on the battlefield. A fall from the mountain would be fatal. The king led the group to the top of the mountain and came across the Red Knights.

The Red Knights approached them as they came up. “Why do you come here, Black King?” the Red Knight asked him.

“I seek the sword that can kill kings and queens,” the king replied.

“Defeat us in battle and you shall have it,” the Red Knight said to him and showed him the sword which was lodged in stone.

The five of them took out their weapons and engaged the Red Knights. The wizard filled the mountain top with fire. The Red Knights went through the fire as if immune to it. The group furiously fought until the Red Knights were defeated.

The Black squad was bloody and exhausted by the end of the fight. The king reached for the sword and took it out of the stone. Looking it over, he could see ancient language on the sword. With this weapon, he would finally end the war and bring about Black supremacy.

sword
-Legendary Sword

***

Being the only female piece, the White Queen practiced her swordplay among women. Josephine was present with a bowl of water and cloth. The elation of being alive had already faded. Treated as a servant girl, she envied the pawns that had died gloriously in battle. The queen continually mocked her and embarrassed her in front of the other women.

Once the queen was done with her practicing, she placed her hands in Josephine’s bowl and washed her face. She took the white cloth to dry her face and then threw the cloth on the ground for Josephine to pick up.

Meanwhile, Paul became a pawn trainer. He had become a celebrity of sort for surviving the last battle. Bored with managing an estate, he decided to do what he could to give pawns a fighting chance. With Paul dressed as noble and Josephine a servant girl, the two would occasionally cross paths but not recognize the other.

***

The two sides once again came to battle. The two kings approached in the center. “I see you have no queen,” the White King remarked amusedly.

“I will have one soon enough,” the younger Black King said confidently.

“Until you do, you will lose every match,” the White King smiled.

“Call out the pawn that became a queen. I can defeat you even if you have two queens,” the Black King mocked.

The White King glared at the young man’s boasting. “You will suffer your father’s fate.”

The two went back to their sides of the field. The Black King took out the ancient sword relic and handed it to his best knight. “Forget the pawns. Destroy the White Queen,” he ordered.

“As you wish, my king,” the knight replied.

As the battle began, Paul watched from on top of a hill. His pawns engaged their counterparts in ferocious battle. The Black Knight zig-zagged across the field passing through towers on his way towards the White Queen.

Josephine was present on sidelines to care for the queen after the battle was over. Her eyes looked over the battlefield. As blood was spilled on both sides, she felt a little queasy as if battle disturbed her.
The Black Knight finally found the White Queen. The two clashed with their swords. “You think you can distract me?” the White Queen mocked.

The White Queen suddenly disappeared and reappeared instantly across the field. Not deterred, the Black Knight went after her on his horse. Paul eyed the Black Knight with confusion. Why was he wasting time going after the White Queen instead of focusing on pawns? The Black greater pieces ignored the White pawns and focused on cornering the White Queen. Oblivious, the White Queen started slaughtering Black pawns.

The Black Knight struck at the White Queen distracting her. The two engaged at speeds faster than normal human reflexes. The long dress of the White Queen swirled as she spun with her sword. The Black Knight ignored the pain of being cut by the White Queen and then sliced her through.

The White Queen smiled still believing herself to be immortal. The Black Knight stared as the White Queen started coughing up blood. She gave the Black Knight a look of horror and then turned to the White King. The White King stared in bewilderment as the White Queen fell to the ground dead.

All of the White King’s attendants including Josephine gave shocked looks as a greater piece was killed for the first time in living memory. “So, the legend is true,” the Black King smiled.

Wiping his blade clean, the Black Knight rode off to kill more White greater pieces. Whirling his blade while on horseback, the Black Knight pointed the blade at a tower. A beam of energy hit the tower causing it to explode pieces of debris across the entire battlefield. Unlike before, the tower didn’t reform itself. The Black Knight then went after a White wizard taking his head cleanly off.

“Kill the pawns quickly!” the White King ordered his men wanting to end the game before he could suffer more losses.

The Black Knight ignored the White pawns going through them and then getting close to the White King. Suddenly, all White pieces were frozen on the field. “Check, my Lord,” the Black Knight said to the White King.

Taking out his own sword, the White King took a step away.

Black greater pieces closed in on the White King for the kill. The Black wizard fired a stream of fire preventing the White King from moving. The Black Knight went for the kill but was blocked by the White King’s own sword. The Black King watched from afar as his pieces prevented the White King from being able to move. The White King stabbed the Black Knight through, but he, in turn, was stabbed. The immortal Black Knight remained unharmed while the White King fell to the ground dead.

“Checkmate,” the Black King smiled victoriously.

***

The White kingdom was in disarray with the death of their king and queen. A ten-year-old child was quickly crowned the new King but no regent was apparent. The nobles discussed amongst themselves who should represent the queen regent for the child. Paul was present for the discussion.

“A pawn crossed the other side and became queen. She should be our new queen,” Paul said.

“A commoner cannot be our queen,” one rejected.

“If we do not win on the battlefield, we will all perish,” Paul said forcefully.

***

After the meeting, Paul went to find Josephine among the servant girls. “Joshua, is that you?” Paul asked her.

“It’s Josephine now,” she said bitterly.

“The council will make you queen. You are the kingdom’s rightful queen now,” Paul said to her.

“So, I can be killed in the next battle. Did you see that Black Knight’s sword? No one is safe now,” she said.

“We cannot concede to them,” Paul said.

“What difference does it make who is king?” she asked. “For me and all the servant girls I work with, it makes no difference. To you it does, because you have land and titles.”

Paul was taken aback. “I could have lived out my days as a lord and master, but I came back to train pawns, so they would have a fighting chance. You must do the same.”

“If I become queen, will you join me on the battlefield?” she tested him.

“Absolutely,” he replied.

Amazed by his patriotism and valor, Josephine was moved. “I will be queen then,” she relented.

***

Josephine was dressed up in queenly attire for the coronation. She would be acting queen regent for the young boy until he reached maturity. Despite her commoner roots, the nobles were impressed with her beauty.

“Is this really the warrior that will save us?” they wondered to each other.

Shortly thereafter, Queen Josephine led the White pieces to the battlefield. The boy was put into position in ceremonial wear. He was given a sword but not expected to use it. He gave a brave face even knowing he would be the Black side’s main target.

Paul showed up in pawn armor. “Why did you not choose to be a knight?” Josephine asked alarmed.

“If I get across, I can be any piece. It’s better this way,” Paul told her.

“Very well,” Josephine said concerned for his safety.

Josephine and the Black King then met in the center. “The pawn that became queen,” the Black King said amused.

“Fight with honor. Get rid of that sword,” Josephine pressed.

“I don’t think so. I learned from my father to never show weakness. I fought hard to acquire it,” the Black King said to her.

The Black King then looked over Josephine’s beauty. He hungered for a queen of his own. He reached out to her with his armored glove hand. “Join me. Together, we can end this destructive conflict. Become my Black Queen,” he offered.

“You would make us second-class citizens under your rule,” Josephine objected.

“But not you. I would treat you with the respect and chivalry you deserve. I admire your common roots. I read how you sprinted across the battlefield and sacrificed your sex and honor to defend your men.
You have nothing to fear from me,” the Black King assured her.

“Give us equality, and I will join you,” Josephine offered.

“No,” the Black King shook his head. “Your kind killed my father and his father. You have killed my countrymen for generations. I will make your people pay for what they have done.”

“Then we have nothing more to discuss,” Josephine rejected.

“I will give you no mercy,” the Black King said to her.

“Same to you,” Josephine replied.

The Black King went back to his side furious at being rejected. “Kill the White Queen last. I want to see all her pieces destroyed before her,” he ordered.

The battle commenced as usual with pawns clashing with another. Josephine did double duty as commander and as the most powerful piece in the match. White pieces all kept their guard up as they didn’t know which piece had the legendary killer sword.

Paul went sprinting towards the other side of the field dodging explosions and arrows being flung at him. Josephine instantly appeared near him as he ran to guide him in. The Black Knight with the legendary sword engaged her as Paul continued forward.

Josephine and the Black Knight clashed across the field with neither one of them scoring any hits. “Kill that pawn!” the Black King shouted at his pieces referring to Paul.

Black pieces moved to cut Paul off but let the Black King open. Josephine pointed her sword at the Black King freezing his men in place while forcing him to move. Josephine dodged the Black Knight and kept pointing her sword at the Black King. Finally, the Black King shielded himself with his second Black Knight.

The Black Knight swiped to take Josephine’s head off, but she disappeared and reappeared at the other end of the field. A tower moved across the field to crush Paul, but she impacted it with her shoulder keeping it at bay. Paul reached the end of the field as Josephine cried out to keep the tower from crushing them both.

Josephine then noticed that Paul’s wounds were healing like before. He would become a second queen and the two of them would be unstoppable. Instead of changing into a queen, Paul’s armor became enhanced and a horse materialized next to him.

“Why?” Josephine wondered.

The Black King laughed to mock them. “It would appear that a woman is your true form,” he said to her.
Josephine felt flustered with this realization. She had never thought she had wanted to be a woman. Did she feel deep down that this was what she wanted? Paul knocked her out of her stupor. “We have a battle to win,” he reminded her as he got on his horse.

The Black Knight used his legendary sword to kill a wizard and one of the knights. The Black pieces then moved in on the young White King. Josephine looked at Paul uncertain as to what to do. They could try to checkmate the Black King or keep their own king safe.

Their last pawn made their decision for them by slitting his own throat. With the last White pawn dead, the match was over. The Black pieces backed away from the young White King back to their side. A demoralized and frustrated Josephine went to meet the Black King in the center.

“My offer still stands,” the Black King smiled arrogantly.

“Until next time,” Josephine replied coldly and returned to her side.

Josephine
-Queen Josephine

Josephine sat in the throne room alone. She had led men into battle and not all of them came back alive. Even the one that killed himself to prevent the king’s death was on her conscience. Paul approached still wearing his knightly armor.

“I can’t win,” she said softly. “I might be able to win a few matches here and there, but the Black King will kill one-by-one our greatest assets,” Josephine said sadly.

“We can guide pawns to the other side and make more knights,” Paul assured her.

“For every pawn, we bring across the board, we will lose several men,” Josephine said hopelessly.

“We cannot give up,” Paul told her.

“The Black King offered a truce if I join him,” Josephine revealed.

“You’re not seriously considering it?” Paul asked shocked.

“No, but what choice do I have?” she shouted at him. Her voice echoed in the empty hall.

Paul contemplated the answer. “We change the rules.”

Josephine stared at him as she realized what he was suggesting. “So many will be killed; It will be a bloodbath,” she said imagining it.

“It will end the war,” Paul argued.

“There must be another way,” Josephine said. “We take the sword away from him, and we kill him,” she said referring to the Black King.

The two were silent in contemplation. “I’m sorry I didn’t visit you. You saved my life,” Paul apologized.

“Being a servant girl isn’t so bad,” Josephine said dismissively.

“Well, at least you were around beautiful women every day,” Paul smiled.

Josephine eyed Paul oddly. “I actually didn’t enjoy it. Maybe, the mystique of it is ruined by being with them all the time.”

“Don’t tell me you are…,” Paul wondered.

Josephine gave him an uncomfortable look. “It wasn’t just my body that changed. My mind wanders to strange places, unholy places.”

“You don’t have to deny yourself forever. There is no scandal for a woman to love a man,” Paul told her.

Josephine felt butterflies in her stomach and felt suddenly drawn to him. She lifted herself from the throne and stared up at him. During their training sessions when they were both pawns, they were equal height. Now, she was looking up at his tall strong body. The transformation from pawn to knight had exaggerated all of his features.

Alone in the throne room, the two of them felt it and couldn’t deny it any longer. The comrades in arm leaned towards each other and kissed passionately. Josephine nearly stumbled as she felt him kiss her. Even with all her new attendants, she hadn’t truly felt loved and wanted until now. She reached around his armored shoulders and let him kiss her until she nearly ran out of breath.

“This could be our last month alive. Let’s not waste it,” Josephine said to him.

“As you wish, my lady,” Paul smiled.

***

Josephine hurriedly led Paul to an empty bed chamber where she had used to sleep. No one would know what they were up to there. In these trying times, the kingdom would be alarmed by what their queen was about to do.

Josephine locked the door with her key and gave Paul an anxious smile. “Are we really doing this?” she asked him.

“Only if you want to,” Paul allowed.

“I’ve seen you on the battlefield. Show me what you can do here,” Josephine consented to him.

Paul unstrapped his armor and placed it gently on the stone floor so no one would hear. He then took off his chain mail and finally his belt. Josephine waited with anticipation as stripped down to his one-piece white underwear. Paul smirked amused by Josephine’s expression. He peeled off his underwear revealing a muscular hairy body.

“I think you chose the better position,” Josephine said in awe of him.

“There are plenty of knights. There’s only one queen,” he said to her.

“I don’t want to be a queen. I just want to be your lady,” Josephine said to him.

“I would like that,” Paul said and stripped down entirely.

Josephine could help but stare at his male organ. Was this her future now? Would she always find it memorizing? “Do you want me to?” Paul asked her delicately as he touched her dress.

She merely nodded. Paul went to work untie her dress from the back and letting it fall to the ground. He then gently took her underwear off and looked over her naked body. She was beautiful, perfectly made.

“You really do look like a queen,” he complimented.

Josephine blushed and became frozen like a statue in front of him. “Shall we?” he asked her.

Josephine simply nodded and got into the bed. Paul soon joined her and kissed her passionately. He didn’t know whether it was his transformation to a knight or his own eagerness, but he worked hard to get her ready. Josephine squirmed at his touch feeling more vulnerable than even when she was on the battlefield.

Paul kissed her neck and down to her nipples. Josephine arched her back as she felt stimulated there for the first time. She had never thought to think of her beasts as anything about for breastfeeding. Now, she was enjoying Paul’s mouth on her. Deep inside, she felt like she was getting moist. With trepidation, she realized what would happen next.

Paul’s cock was good and hard on her thigh. “I’m ready,” she told him accepting the inevitable.

Paul nodded and navigated himself at her entrance. “It’s going to hurt a little,” he warned her.

“It can’t be worse than being stabbed,” she smirked at him.

Paul pushed inside causing her to tense up in pain. “You alright?” he asked her.

“Yeah, keep going,” she told him.

Paul cautiously thrust into her at a slow pace. Josephine had to keep her lips tight as she couldn’t be overheard by anyone. As a young man, she had touched herself occasionally. Being penetrated by Paul’s cock was an entirely different sensation. On her back, she felt completely taken by him. She began to wonder how she could lead men into battle while being so submissive sexually to them. Paul then grunted as he finished early. Josephine felt a warm sensation inside her as she felt his seed. Paul continued to thrust until he softened completely.

“I love you, Paul,” Josephine said to him and the two kissed for a few moments until they were forced to go to their respective rooms.

***

During the day, Josephine and Paul were civil to each other. The two of them practiced with wooden swords as attendants look onward. Josephine was always courteous to the servant girls that came to her after each session. She then had a meeting with the nobles.

“The matches will be a distraction from what we will be really doing. I want men from all the villages recruited and trained as soldiers. I want all the horses we have, and I want siege weapons to be built. All of this must be done in secret,” Josephine ordered.

“An attack of this sort will cost many lives,” one noble objected. “At least with the games, only a few men are killed each month.”

“They now have the power to kill commoners and nobles alike. What happens when we run out of talented men?” Josephine asked.

“Perhaps we should join them. You could become the Black King’s queen,” another suggested.

“You know it will mean the boy’s death,” Josephine said referring to their own king. “I will not allow the Black Kingdom to dominate this land. They will go no farther,” she told them.

***

Word got around among the commoners that an army was being created to fight the Black Kingdom directly. The pawns in training chatted amongst themselves right before a new monthly battle was to occur.

“Your men need not die, noble queen,” the Black King mocked her.

“Do not underestimate me,” Josephine shot back.

The battle commenced but before anything could happen, the White Pawns all stabbed themselves in the gut and fell to the ground dead. Josephine gave a horrified look as her pawns died before her. Even the Black King was shocked at his victory.

“A victory is a victory,” the Black King told his men and rode off from the battlefield.

Josephine stayed behind and looked over the dead bodies of her pawns. They all had conspired to kill themselves to keep the greater pieces safe. They had died to keep her safe. “Prepare a grand funeral for them,” Josephine ordered with tears in her eyes.

***

The nobles, knights, and commoners all gathered as the bodies of the pawns were burned in a ceremonial cremation. Josephine and Paul were together as the people sang grief-filled songs. These eight pawns had given them another month to prepare.

After a month of preparation, the two sides came to battle once more. Josephine stopped Paul from participating in the match. “I need you to stay back,” Josephine told him.

“You will be defenseless. You’ll die,” he said fearfully for her.

“Trust me,” Josephine said to him.

She kissed him goodbye and went off with her men to the field. Two witches took their places where wizards would normally be. The Black King smirked as he saw them. “Reduced to witches now?” he asked condescendingly.

“They will do their job,” Josephine replied.

“Are your pawns going to kill themselves like before?” the Black King asked her.

“One way or another, I will kill you,” Josephine said to him.

The Black King snorted. “I was foolish to even ask you to join me. Who would want a man for a wife?” he said insultingly.

Josephine then noticed the new Black Queen with the legendary sword in her hand. “She’s quite talented,” the Black King said proudly.

Josephine turned away and went back to her side. “For the White Kingdom!” she shouted.

Her men raised their weapons but said nothing in reply. White Pawns took up their swords and shields and engaged their counterparts. As soon as there was a gap in the pawns, Josephine engaged the Black Queen. The two sped across the field clashing their swords. The two had unlimited movement quickly racing in every direction across the board. Josephine fought to keep up with the Black Queen to prevent her from killing any of her pieces.

As the battle continued, only one pawn on both sides had been killed. Josephine worked hard to neutralize the Black Queen stalling out the battle as long as possible. The Black King enjoyed the longer than usual battle knowing he could not lose.

***

Meanwhile, thousands of armed commoners approached the Black Kingdom’s castle. The men were armed with swords, axes, pitchforks, and clubs. A number of reserve knights and a few wizards were also present. Siege weapons newly built came forward and were loaded with boulders. Paul took the lead in front of the large army.

With his hand, Paul signaled for the bombardment to begin. Catapults sent large boulders against the walls of the Black Kingdom smashing them down. Boulders slammed into the towers destroying them. A black raven sped towards the Black King to tell him what was happening. Paul gave a yell and led the thousands of soldiers towards the opening in the wall.

***

The oblivious Black King smiled as another White pawn was killed. In the attack, the helmet of the pawn had come off revealing a woman. The Black King gave the White side an odd look. Were they truly reduced to having women as pawns now? A black raven came to the Black King informing him of the attack.

“No!” he said softly realizing what was happening. Instinctively, he walked towards the edge of the field but was stopped by an invisible wall. He was trapped! As long as the game was in progress, he couldn’t go back to lead his forces. That was why the pawns were women. All of the White pieces were women. They had been stalling the battle out as long as possible.

“Attack! Kill their pawns!” the Black King screamed.

The Black pieces went after the remaining six pawns. Josephine kept the Black Queen at bay but couldn’t stop the other pieces. The White Witches and Knights did their best to protect the pawns from their counterparts. Another White pawn fell leaving them with only five.

Two White Knights engaged the Black King placing him in check. He moved a step out of danger only to be placed in check again. The Black pieces had their feet frozen in place as the Black King scrambled. The White Knights went back and forth putting the Black King in check. They would never get a checkmate this way, but it would prolong the game indefinitely.

***

Paul led his men inside the castle and began clearing each of the rooms. Surprised Black defenders weren’t able to halt their advance as they took over the castle. The Black flag was taken down from the castle roof and replaced with a white one. The battle so far had been won.

After so many moves, the White Knights disengaged from the Black King to avoid a draw and thus an end to the game. A Black pawn managed to run across the field and became promoted. “Another queen,” the Black King said pleased.

The Black pawn however morphed into a knight and horse. The Black pawn was not willing to sacrifice his manhood even if it meant victory. The Black King gave the new knight a furious look. A White pawn crossed over and became a new queen. The female pawn need not change her gender as her armor and dress changed to reflect a queen.

The Black Queen instantly appeared near the new queen and stabbed her through. Josephine also instantly appeared near the Black Queen and fought for control of the sword. The dying White queen and Josephine fought the Black Queen eventually taking the sword from her. Josephine then took the sword and stabbed the Black Queen through the heart killing her instantly.

The White Queen that had been a pawn and commoner fell to the ground. “Thank you for the honor,” she said as she passed.

"The honor was mine," Josephine said appreciatively.

“Pawns! Kill yourselves!” the Black King ordered.

The Black pawns hesitated to follow their king’s orders. Josephine went after the Black King putting him in check. He moved into a corner to avoid her strike. “I am your king, and I command you to kill yourselves now!” the Black King screamed at them.

A White witch got into position placing the Black King in check. Josephine made one final move making it impossible for the Black King to move. “Checkmate,” Josephine said to him.

“No, I will not concede!” he shouted at her. “I will not be beaten by a woman!”

The Black King was suddenly silenced as Josephine placed the legendary sword into his chest. He coughed up blood and stared hatefully at Josephine. “There will never be peace between White and Black,” he spat at her.

The Black King then faded into nothingness. His Black pieces also faded away except for the remaining pawns. The Black pawns took off their helmets and looked at Josephine fearfully. They knelt before her. “Have mercy,” they requested of her.

Josephine turned to the boy-king deferring to him. The young king approached the captured pawns. “You shall have it,” he said to them.

Paul and Josephine were reunited at the Black Kingdom’s castle. They kissed happily to see each other alive. “Has the Black King been defeated?” Paul asked incredulously.

Josephine revealed the legendary sword. “Yes,” she said happily.

The boy-king looked over the Black castle that had been captured. “Let the war be over,” he said upon seeing it.

The boy-king then turned to Josephine. “You may continue to be my regent until I come of age. You have earned it.”

“Your majesty, I would prefer to relinquish my crown and be a lady in the countryside,” Josephine said. She took off her crown and handed it to him.

The boy-king could see the love between Paul and Josephine. “Very well, Lady Josephine. You will be remembered forever as the woman that gave us peace.”

Paul and Josephine then embraced. “Shall we go home?” Paul asked her.

“I would love to,” she replied.
peace

The Perfect Shave

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Transitioning
  • Magic
  • Comedy
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • Stuck
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Lesbians
  • Sex Toys / Dildos

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Perfect Shave

Joey was a social writer for the Huffington Post and it was her job to comment on advertisements shown on television. She often dissected their deceptions, half-truths, racist, sexist, etc characteristics. Advertising was a symptom of the culture but it also guided the culture sometimes towards regressive ends. It was here that the communications major could get through the noise and determine the advertiser’s true purpose.

Joey did not live alone in her modest Los Angeles apartment. Her partner, Laura, was a software engineer. The two women found each other on social media and after a few dates became inseparable. They moved in together shortly thereafter. The two couldn’t be further apart when it came to the issue of advertisements. Laura was involved in the very video games and marketing schemes that Joey often thought of as sexist. However, Laura loved the drama of the male hero going after the damsel in distress.

One fateful day, Joey was staring at the television screen to find some inspiration for her next piece. None of the commercials so far were controversial enough to write about. It had to be truly offensive. Laura came into the room and gave Joey a peck on the cheek as she sat down.

“What are you watching?” she asked curiously.

“Just commercials,” Joey said as she flipped through the channels.

“That’s boring,” Laura scoffed.

“It’s for work,” Joey replied.

Finally, a commercial caught Joey’s eye. A man in a white collared shirt and blue tie stared at the screen as he pitched his product. His tie was loosened giving a relaxed image and his face was clean-shaven. The commercial was the Dollar Shave Club, a play on words with the word “save.”

“For a dollar a month, you can have high-quality blades delivered to your door,” he said.

Joey kept the TV on him wondering how this could be possible. The pitch-man went into detail about the metals used in the blades and how inexpensive it was compared to other alternatives. Finally, it came down to his last line of the ad: “Dollar Shave Club, only for real men.”

The next commercial followed but Joey was still thinking about the shaving commercial she had just seen. Could this be the ad she could focus on in her piece? “Did you see anything wrong about that last ad?” Joey asked Laura.

“No,” she said obliviously.

“It said, only for real men,” Joey repeated.

“So?” Laura asked unconcernedly.

“That’s completely sexist,” Joey countered.

“How is that? There are male razors and female razors,” Laura pointed out.

“Right, but you can shave with both blades if you wanted to. He’s exclusively marketing just to men,” Joey said.

Laura shrugged dismissively. “I am going to sign up for it,” Joey said resolved and got on her laptop.

“You hoping to be denied, so you can destroy them in your piece?” Laura asked.
Joey gave Laura an annoyed look. It was a common accusation among more conservative circles that progressives merely looked for a problem that didn’t exist. She signed up for the dollar shave club using the ambiguous gender name of Joey.

***

A few days later, the blade came in the mail. Joey immediately decided to try it out, so she could document that a woman could use it just as easily as a man. She placed shaving cream on her face and then carefully shaved the fine hairs away. Once she was done, she was surprised the blade hadn’t cut her skin. She then tried it on her pits and her legs and found it to be efficient at shaving the hairs away while causing zero discomfort. After she had done shaving herself, she became uncertain what to write about. There was no doubt in her mind that the magical razor was perfect.

She did a little research into the CEO founder and found nothing controversial about him. He hadn’t made any statements or actions that could be considered scandalous. The only thing that was a little odd is that the advertisement said the razor was only for “real men.”

With nothing to write about on this subject, Joey went to work on her other writings. The next day, she found a shock when she looked at herself in the mirror. A thin mustache had grown and there was hair on her chin. It looked as though she had the facial hair of a man who had just woken up in the morning. Taking the razor, Joey quickly shaved her face and examined the rest of her body. Seeing nothing else out of the ordinary, Joey put down the razor and thought nothing of it.

That night, Joey and Laura made dinner together. As they did, Joey felt something within her build-up. She stared at Laura intently with desire while not consciously aware of it. She looked at Laura’s beautiful face, her long blond hair, those blue eyes, and her hour-glass figure. The two had a healthy sex life but this night Joey felt she needed to get laid urgently.

After dinner, the two watched television. Joey saw the beautiful women in the advertisements but didn’t take any notes. She was too distracted by them. She took the remote and turned off the TV. “What gives?” Laura asked confused.

“Laura,” Joey said as she kissed her.

Laura kissed Joey back and then smiled amused. “You look like you want to fuck tonight.”

“Yeah,” Joey agreed.

“I thought we were going to keep to the schedule,” Laura teased. The two had scheduled out a calendar of when they would have sex in advance so as to not disrupt their professional and social obligations. It typically allowed for sex twice a week.

“I just have a sudden need for you now,” Joey admitted.

Laura bit her lip in anticipation for what they were about to do. “It’s spontaneous. I like it,” she agreed.

Laura got off the couch and went to the bedroom shedding her nightgown as she did. Joey followed hungrily. Laura got on the bed and waited for Joey to disrobe; she was the more submissive of the two. Joey quickly got out of her clothes as she felt a painful ache inside her. She needed more than ever for a release. Perhaps, it was her workload or the fact the world was headed off a cliff that made her anxious. Joey got on top of Laura and kissed her furiously. She placed her hand on Laura’s clit and expertly rubbed her. Laura gasped enjoying the touch. Joey placed her thumb on Laura’s clit and then placed two fingers inside her. Laura held Joey tightly as she felt the fingers penetrate her deeply.

For a moment, Laura imagined she had a man’s penis inside her and then shook the image. Ever since her rotten ex-boyfriend, she had sworn off all men. Joey moved her fingers inside Laura stretching her out while all the while massaging Laura’s breasts with her left hand. Laura arched her back and bucked against Joey’s fingers and then seized up as she felt an orgasm go through her. Joey felt an almost masculine pride in seeing Laura’s vulnerability during her orgasm. She quickly shook off the notion. The two gave each other orgasms and sexual pleasure equally.

Joey then placed herself on Laura and rubbed their hips together. The two women moaned as they rubbed against one another. As they did, Joey imagined she had a penis thrusting deep inside Laura. Of course, this was impossible. Joey tried to block out the thought but it kept returning to her. Finally, she got off Laura and got off the bed.

“Something wrong?” Laura asked concerned.

“Just a thought entered my mind,” Joey said vaguely.

“What kind of thought?” Laura asked curiously.

“That…that I had a penis inside you,” Joey admitted.

Laura scoffed. “We have toys that look like dicks. What’s the big deal?” she asked.

For the first time, it hit Joey. She did have dildo toys that looked like dicks and never had a problem with them up until now. What made her different than a man? When she used the dildo, how was it any different than how a man dominated a woman with his penis? Had she not fought against the patriarchy and male dominance all her adult life?

“We need to get rid of them,” Joey said resolved.

“What the fuck for?” Laura asked thinking Joey was joking.

“We are women. What need do we have for a penis, even a fake one?” Joey asked.

“It’s not a big deal,” Laura replied.

“It is a big deal. It's the male sex organ that rapes women and impregnates them. Its sexual violence,” Joey said.

“Without sex between men and women, there would be no human race,” Laura said obviously.

“We don’t need men. We have sperm banks and artificial insemination,” Joey pointed out.

“Yeah, for those who can afford it. If men disappeared from the face of the Earth, ninety percent of the population would be gone in one hundred years,” Laura said.

Joey’s thoughts were muddled with contradiction and anxiety. “You don’t have to get rid of them, but I’ll never use one,” she said finally.

***

Joey and Laura slept separately after their little argument. Joey woke up and looked at herself in the mirror. The hair had grown even more than before becoming thicker. She then noticed body hair was growing from her armpits and legs. She could see that her pubic hair was growing faster than usual. Joey stared at the mirror in wonder. It couldn’t be possible. She put the razor aside and used a different razor to shave herself back to normal. Using the different razor, she cut herself a few times making herself more irritable.

As she typed, she noticed she was having a little difficulty. She would skip a letter here and there. After examining her hands, she noticed they were a little swollen. More alarming was the fact that she saw some hairs on her knuckles. Annoyed and angry, she called up customer service for the Dollar Shave Club. After getting through their computer, she got to an actual agent.

“Hello, how can I help you, Sir?” the customer care agent asked.

Joey bristled. How dare he assume her gender. “Hello, I am calling about your razor,” she said.

“Is it not the most perfect shave you have ever had?” the agent interrupted.

“Well, yes, but…,” Joey said.

“We’re happy to hear that, Sir,” the agent said pleased.

“Don’t call me Sir. I’m a woman,” Joey said irritably.

“Apologies, ma’am. We must not have a very good connection,” the agent excused himself.

“Yes, well, your razor has caused me to grow hair at a faster rate and other symptoms. I want to talk to your founder,” Joey said boldly.

“Our razor is only for men, ma’am. It’s on the package,” the agent replied condescendingly.

“That’s sexist,” Joey accused. “How can a razor only be for men?” Joey asked.

“Our razor can only guarantee a perfect shave for men. We cannot guarantee the same results for women,” he said simply.

“That doesn’t make any sense. It shaved my face perfectly,” Joey said.

“We’re glad to hear it,” the agent interrupted again.

“But it has caused me to grow hair all over my body. There’s something very wrong with your razor,” Joey continued.

“We’re not liable for any side effects that are caused by the misappropriate use of our product,” he replied.

“This isn’t about liability. This is morality. You have a dangerous product on the market, and I want a solution or I’ll write about it and have it all over the Huffington Post tomorrow,” Joey threatened.

There was a long pause. “I’ll get the Founder for you.”

Joey waited as the Founder got on the line. “How can I help you?” he asked, the same voice from the ad.

“As I have explained, your razor has caused me to grow body hair at a rapid rate,” Joey said irritably.

“Well, the razor is only meant for men. It clearly states it on the package and in all of our ads. We apologize for your inconvenience but there’s nothing we can do to stop the changes,” the Founder replied.

“What changes do you mean?” Joey asked.

“Well, our razor has the added benefit of making real men. Many of our customers are not real men, so to speak. They have lost their will and desire in life. They get stuck in a cubicle, have zero sex life, and struggle under debt. They have lost confidence and motivation in their lives. Once they try our razor, our customers feel great again. They regain their spirit and become real men again,” the Founder said.

“Is that what you think real men are? That you can only be a real man if you drink beer, drive big trucks, have sex with strange women, and shoot guns?” Joey asked rhetorically.

There was a pause on the other end. “Yes.”

“That’s impossible even if that were true. A razor can’t make anyone a ‘real man’,” Joey doubted.

“Our razor does. We fucking guarantee it,” the Founder said confidently.

“I am going to write all about you in the Huffington Post, and then I am going to sue the pants off you,” Joey threatened.

“Alright, alright, I got a possible solution. It’s a shaving cream we here at the office call ‘Pussy Whip’. It should solve your problem,” the Founder said.

“It better,” Joey said appalled by the name of the product.

“We cool?” the Founder asked.

“Yeah,” Joey said and then hung up.

Joey reflected on what the Founder had said. The razor was somehow turning her into a man. That was why she felt so sexually aroused the night before. The very idea of it disgusted her. She hated men and never would want to be one of them. Joey then noticed Laura entering the bathroom. Curious, Joey went towards the bathroom and saw Laura with the razor.

“Stop!” Joey shouted at her.

“What’s the big deal?” Laura asked her.

“That razor will turn you into a man,” Joey said seriously.

Laura simply stared at her. “Really?” she asked doubtfully.

“I have been growing facial hair and my mood has changed. It’s because of this razor,” Joey revealed.

Laura put the razor down cautiously. “Why didn’t you say anything before?” she asked.

“I didn’t realize it was happening until now,” Joey replied.

Laura looked over the ordinary-looking razor. “It doesn’t look any different than a normal razor,” she said.

“Believe me, you don’t want to mess with it,” Joey told her.

Laura shrugged and went to brush her teeth. “Why not throw it away?” Laura asked as she finished brushing.

“I need it in case I want to sue them,” Joey said simply.

Laura eyed Joey wondering if it could be true. What if the razor did turn Joey into a man? She quickly dismissed the idea. It was ludicrous.

***

The next day was even worse for Joey. She now had a full mustache and beard. Her armpits were hairy, she had hair on her chest, the hair on her navel, and on her legs and arms. She was as hairy as a man but with a woman’s body. Upon seeing her face, Joey freaked. She looked like a drag queen performer. Taking a normal razor, she worked hard to shave all the hair off. Laura strolled into the bathroom as Joey worked on herself.

“Wow, you’re weren’t kidding,” Laura said amazed.

“I just have to deal with it for a few more days,” Joey said frustrated.

Laura couldn’t help but feel turned on by Joey’s appearance. She could still be a Lesbian and like hairy women, right? Even with the cream, Joey was having trouble with the thick hair. She then looked at the magical razor that had cursed her. She couldn’t be any more cursed than she already was. She impulsively used the razor to shave the rest of the hair off. As if by magic, the razor gave her a perfectly smooth shave without irritation or cuts.

“Looks good,” Laura complimented giving Joey a kiss.

***

Little did she realize it, but Laura was also caught up in the razor’s spell. Every so often, she had fantasies of a man’s touch. She was naturally bisexual but since meeting Joey had been exclusively Lesbian. She loved Joey as a woman and enjoyed coupling with her. However, in recent days fantasies of an unknown man crept into her mind. She went to her drawer where their toys had been kept. Laura touched the dildo curiously. It had been so long since Joey had used it on her. Now, Joey was completely against them. Frustrated, Laura decided to use it on herself then.

Going to her bed, she placed the dildo inside of her and let it vibrate. She closed her eyes and enjoyed the sensation. As she meditated on her sexual pleasure, she dreamed of the unknown man being on top of her. Strange thoughts entered her mind as she pleasured herself. A man could take her and dominate her sexually. A man would want to have sex with her every night. A man would put a baby inside her. A man would always lust after her.

Laura then thought about her cheating ex-boyfriend and then snapped out of it. Withdrawing the dildo, she placed it under the bed and reflected on what she had just been thinking about. No, she didn’t want a man. She wanted Joey, her partner and lover. No man would separate them.

Realizing Joey’s sex drive was higher than usual, the two had sex more frequently. Laura made a good faith effort to always be available as Joey fought her new-found sexual urges. Still, it didn’t take long for Joey to find the dildo underneath the bed.

“Why the fuck is this under the bed?” Joey demanded.

“I might have used it once or twice,” Laura admitted.

“This…this is violence,” Joey said holding it like it was a weapon.

“No, its a tool of love. It’s no different than when we use our fingers on each other. Don’t you see, it’s giving pleasure to each other,” Laura said.

Joey shook her head. “I don’t want a penis, and I don’t want one inside me.” She opened the drawer and collected the toys. “I’m throwing them all out.”

“Stop it, Joey!” Laura said frustrated.

“It takes two to use them,” Joey pointed out.

“I know that,” Laura replied.

“You going to cheat on me?” Joey demanded angrily.

“No, of course not,” Laura replied.

“Then, they’re gone,” Joey said simply.

She took the toys and threw them in the trash. “You can’t just make decisions for the both of us,” Laura said angrily.

“I should never have let you buy them in the first place. Are you even gay?” Joey asked.

Laura was stung by the accusation. “How dare you question that,” she said insulted.

Joey took her laptop and went to her room closing the door on Laura.

***

The next day, there was a knock on the door. Laura opened the door and saw a UPS man. “I have a package for Joey ___,” the UPS man said.

Laura looked over the package. It was the shaving cream from the Dollar Shave Club that would supposedly fix her condition. It was a small box with Joey’s name and address on it. “Can you sign for it?” the UPS man asked her breaking her out of her trance.

The gears in Laura’s mind were turning. If she denied the package, Joey would slowly but surely become a man. If she accepted the package, Joey would get better. Joey’s fate was in Laura’s hands at this very moment. Laura eyed the UPS man realizing the full gravity of what she was about to do.

“No one…by that name lives here,” Laura said finally.

The UPS man shrugged. “Sorry to bother you, ma’am,” he said politely and left.

Laura closed the door wondering if she had made the right decision.

***

Joey became more-and-more irritable as the days went by. The package still hadn’t been delivered to her, and she was forced to use the magic razor or else cut herself all over her body. Her sex drive was also increasing, but she was still mad at Laura. With hair all over her body and her muscles increasing in size, she felt like she was becoming a beast.

Finally, she called up the Dollar Shave Club to tear the Founder a new one. “Don’t know what you’re talking about, ma’am. The package was delivered on a Monday but the person at the door wouldn’t sign for it, so it came back to us,” the Founder said nonchalantly.

Joey then turned on Laura. “Did the package arrive?”

“Nope,” Laura lied shaking her head.

“I was just off the phone with them. They said someone at this address gave it back,” Joey said angrily.

“I don’t know anything about that. Probably, wrong address,” Laura said excusing herself.

“You did turn it away, didn’t you? Why the fuck would you do that?” Joey accused.

“Let’s not be hasty, alright. We don’t even know if it would work,” Laura said.

Joey shook her head. “You want me to be a man? You want a cock in you? I thought you were never going back to men,” she said hurt.

“It’s not like that. Man or woman, I will always love you. If you become a man, I would make love to whenever you wanted. I would have your kids,” Laura said pleadingly.

“I can’t believe you did this to me,” Joey said tearfully. “Get out!” she ordered angrily.

Laura looked down and then nodded. She took her purse and left the apartment leaving Joey alone with her misery.

***

Joey contemplated calling up the Dollar Shave Club to send a new package to fix her condition. With Laura gone, she was sure the package would be delivered this time. She looked at her collection of work; all the articles and essays she had written. She had written so many words on how she hated men, distrusted them, thought them useless. Her feminist readership ate them all up. Her fans agreed with every word she said while men wrote nasty comments. Could she really be one of them, be in the same league as murderers, rapists, and thieves?

She then saw a woman’s comment on one of her articles. “Men don’t need another scolding from a man-hating Lesbian. They need father figures to guide their way. Only with decent father figures will boys know how to treat women right,” the comment had said.

Joey turned away from the comment. No, men were only useful to provide sperm banks. Women could get along fine without them. Then a thought occurred to her. What if Laura and she had decided to get pregnant and what if the child was a boy? Would she insist Laura abort?

Joey felt her breasts as if it would be the last time she would feel them. All over a stupid razor? Was this really happening? Her whole world was starting to crumble. She needed some air. Putting on a thick jacket, pants, and tennis shoes, she went out for a walk to clear her head. As she did, a taxi driver came up to her.

“Want a ride?” he asked her.

Joey nodded and went inside the cab. “Where to, Sir?” the cab driver asked mistaking her gender.

“The beach,” she replied.

The taxi driver brought her to the busy street. After she gave him the money, the taxi driver smiled. “Thank you, Sir.”

Joey didn’t bother correcting him. She went down the street and saw straight couples walking together hand-in-hand. A sense of wonder filled her as she looked at the people with a more open mind. She went inside a jewelry store and saw a man pick out an engagement ring. “Can I help you find something, Sir?” the store clerk asked politely.

“Yeah, an engagement ring,” Joey said uncertainly about what she was doing. Was this an experiment or real?

“Very good, Sir. We have a broad collection. May I interest you in…,” the store clerk trailed off.

Joey stared at the rings. They looked so beautiful but a part of her resisted the idea. Placing a ring on a woman’s finger was patriarchal ownership. It meant the woman was a man’s property and to keep other males away. Still, somehow despite this, Laura would love it. As if on auto-pilot, Joey picked one out.

“A good choice, Sir,” the clerk smiled. He then noticed Joey wasn’t wearing a watch. “Can I interest you in a watch?” he asked.

“Sure,” Joey replied.

Within a few short moments, Joey had a very masculine looking watch on her left hand and a ring in her jacket pocket. As she walked, confusion went through her mind. What was she doing? Why was she doing this? Her thoughts were interrupted by shouting. A woman struggled against a man who was robbing her of her purse. Joey gave the robber a look of disgust. Of course, it would be a man robbing a helpless woman. The man successfully took the purse away from the young woman and ran off. Joey suddenly grabbed the man and slammed him against the wall with a strength she didn’t know she had. The man fell down in a heap.

Joey reached down and took the purse from the robber. “Oh, thank you so much!” the young woman gushed as Joey gave her the purse.

“Sure, no problem,” Joey replied. It was as if she had done it on instinct. She had always preached that violence was never the answer. Yet, she had grabbed the robber and slammed his face into the wall knocking him out.

“I am so thankful. You want to go out?” the young woman asked hopefully.

Joey stared at the woman seeing desire in her eyes. The young woman was attracted to her masculine appearance and looked upon her as a savior. Joey backed away with her thoughts muddled. “No, it's okay. Just be careful,” Joey said to her and walked off.

As Joey walked away, she got occasional glances from women. She had never received such treatment when she was a woman, only the hungry eyes of men. What would it be like to always have women checking her out as a man?

Joey walked down the beach and saw shirtless men running and swimming in the water. She saw the women in the bikinis or one-piece suits. She had written how it was grossly unfair that women could not walk around topless whenever they wanted but men could. Two girls walked across the beach smiling and enjoying themselves. A group of boys came over and hooted at them.

“Let’s see those titties,” the boys jeered.

“Eww…gross,” one of them said and the two walked in the other direction.

The boys came closer still causing the girls some alarm. “Hey, back off,” Joey said to the boys. Upon seeing her, the boys turned away and walked off.

Joey turned to the girls who were walking off and then back at the boys. Was she becoming a monster or a protector from monsters? Could she do more as a man than she could as a woman? In the distance, she saw a male cop walking around. How many women’s lives had he protected? How many men had been punished at his hands? What was she doing with her life but dividing the sexes and creating animosity between people?

Joey took a cab and went back to her apartment. She dialed the Dollar Shave Club and got a customer care agent. “How can I help you, Sir,” the agent replied cheerfully.

“I need to speak to the Founder. I want to be a lifetime member,” Joey said quickly.

“Please hold,” he replied.

The Founder then came to the phone. “I understand you want to be a lifetime member. That’s great, Sir.”

“Tell me how to complete the transformation,” Joey said anxiously. Her skin was tingling with excitement and nervousness as to what she was about to do.

“Oh, you again,” the Founder sighed. “Your package should arrive in a few days,” he said bored.

“No, I want to be a man and be a lifetime member,” Joey corrected.

“That’s fucking great!” the Founder replied pleased.

“What do I need to do?” Joey asked.

“I imagine you want the full package deal, pun intended,” the Founder chuckled.

“Yes, everything,” Joey replied annoyed.

“Well, there’s no easy way to say this but you’re going to need to have sex with one of our customers,” the Founder said.

“What?” Joey asked stunned.

“Yep, the razor has no effect on a man but it does make him a carrier to a woman who is also exposed to the razor. We’ve never had a case like this before. So, all we need to do is have one of our customers have sex with you to seal the change,” the Founder said nonchalantly.

“Are you mad? You want me to have sex with a stranger?” Joey objected.

“In Dollar Shave Club, we’re all family,” the Founder replied.

“You son-of-a-bitch, there must be another way,” Joey said angrily.

“Afraid not. If you want a cock, you have to embrace the cock. After this, you can have all the pussy you want,” the Founder assured her.

“So, I just need to suck him off, right?” Joey asked hopefully.

“Nope, that won’t do it,” the Founder said bored.

“You sick fuck. I am not going to have a man’s cock in me,” Joey shouted.

“Then wait until your pussy cream arrives or be a man without a cock. I don’t care what you do,” the Founder replied.

Joey closed her eyes in frustration not certain what she wanted to do. “If I do this, would I be fertile?” she asked.

“No customer of mine is going to be shooting blanks. After we get you squared away, you can knock up the next girl you see,” the Founder replied.

“Alright, I’ll do it,” Joey said finally.

“Excellent choice. My man should be there shortly. Don’t bitch out,” the Founder said.

“Fuck yourself,” Joey spat.

The Founder laughed and then hung up. For the next thirty minutes, Joey felt uncertain about her choice. If she had sex with this stranger, would it be cheating? Technically, they were separated. Laura could be having sex with guys or girls at this very moment. Joey felt like calling Laura but thought better of it. She didn’t want to have Laura see her have sex with a man.

Finally, there was a knock on the door. Joey cautiously opened the door revealing a normal-looking clean-shaven guy. “Welcome to your initiation,” the man smiled. “The name’s Carl.”

Joey let the strange man in and felt thankful the man wasn’t a fat bearded biker dude. “So, how does this work, Carl?” Joey asked him.

“Well, do you want to skip the foreplay?” Carl asked.

Joey nodded.

“Alright, here goes, I have to put my cock in your butt. Now, I’ll use plenty of lube, and I’ll try to make this quick,” Carl said bluntly.

“You can’t just put it in…,” Joey asked.

“The pussy? No, it has to be the butt. If I accidentally got you pregnant, it would ruin the whole thing,” he said simply.

“You’re not going to use a condom,” Joey realized.

“Nope, I need to get my seed deep inside you,” Carl confirmed.

“Oh my God,” Joey closed her eyes wondering if she was doing the right thing.

“Don’t worry about a thing. You’ll like being a dude. After this, you can score as much pussy as you like,” Carl said.

“Okay, give me a sec,” Joey said nervously as she took off her clothes.

Carl casually took off his clothes and placed a generous amount of lube on his erect cock. Joey got completely naked on got on all fours on the bed. There was substantial body hair on her face, pits, arms and legs, chest, navel, and her crotch. Her breasts had shrunk down a little and her muscle mass had increased slightly. Her already short hair looked more masculine.

“Well, it looks like you’re already halfway there,” Carl noted.

“Try to make this quick,” Joey said.

“I’ll do my best,” Carl said and placed his cock at her entrance.

Joey tensed up as she felt him trying to enter her. “Just relax…relax,” Carl said soothingly.

Joey tried to do just that as Carl went a little further into her. With the lube, Carl was able to eventually slide right in. “Okay, all the way in. Not so bad,” Carl said to her.

“Sure,” Joey said still feeling a little pain.

Carl then placed his hands on her still feminine hips and began to thrust. Joey tensed up in pain but then felt a pleasurable sensation she had never felt before. It wasn’t the same as when she had been penetrated by a dildo. She felt something new forming inside her that was giving her pleasure. She couldn’t have known that deep inside a new organ was taking form.

Carl reached down to stroke Joey’s clit which was now swelling. Despite the pain and weirdness of it, Joey rocked her hips to encourage Carl. As she did, her female sex organs began to fade away into nothing. Balancing herself with her left hand, Joey felt her female breasts for the last time. Her nipples shrank in size and her breasts became flat. As they were gone, Joey felt grief that something that she had lived with for several years was now gone.

“Don’t worry about them. You’ll get a strong cock soon,” Carl reassured her.

Joey felt tingling in her crotch as if it were pulsing with pleasure. She gasped as she was feeling her last female orgasm. Her vaginal cavity became smaller and then closed up. Carl continued to rub her expanding clit which was now an inch long.

“That’s it. Let’s get it longer,” Carl said as he continued to stroke her.

Joey felt a pleasurable sensation from the tip of her new cock. She reached down with her hand and could feel two swollen masses where her labia had been. She would need them to be perfectly formed if she wanted any hope of having children. Her cock continued to extend and become thicker. Unlike Carl, hers would naturally be uncircumcised. It would be as if she had been born with one her whole life.

Carl then grunted as he shot his seed deep into her ass. Joey gasped as she felt the changes happening rapidly to her. Her cock continued to extend past six inches, and her new testicles were descending properly. She was no longer a woman, but she wasn’t ready to call herself a man just yet. Had she really done the right thing?

A surge of confidence and righteous zeal then filled her mind. She looked at her strong hands and chest. Gone was her small weak female frame. Gone were all her female inconveniences. She had betrayed everything she had stood for and yet felt good about herself.

Carl then withdrew from her and got off the bed. Joey likewise got off the bed and looked at himself in the mirror. He saw a masculine face looking back at him. He could see some reassemble to his father and to his former self. He then saw his masculine body and new male genitals. Carl, still nude, walked up behind him.

“Let’s see what you look like with a shave,” Carl smiled.

“Yeah, sure,” Joey said taking the magic razor. He put shaving cream on his face and then removed his facial hair. It was a perfect shave without irritation or cuts.

“Well, my work here is done. If you want to get a drink, here’s my card,” Carl said placing his card on her counter.

“Are you gay?” Joey asked confused.

“Fuck no. Nothing wrong with putting your dick in a girl’s ass. You should try it sometime,” Carl said as he put his clothes on.

“Right,” Joey muttered as Carl exited.

Joey looked at his closet sheepishly. None of his wardrobe would fit his larger frame. He would need help. Taking out his phone, he gave Laura a text. “Sorry, for everything. Can you come back, so we can talk,” he texted.

Within a few minutes, Laura texted back. “Sure, I’ll be over soon.”

***

An eternity followed where Joey waited for Laura to arrive. He decided to take a shower and wash his masculine hair for the first time. As he thought about Laura, his penis became erect. He cautiously stroked the tip and felt a delightful feeling. He felt an urge to stroke it until he got an orgasm but controlled himself. He knew that if he jacked off, it would take some time to recover. He had to save himself for Laura.

After his shower, Joey put a towel around his waist and waited for Laura to open the door. The door did open and Laura stepped in. She stared at the unfamiliar man standing in the living room. He was no doubt good looking but a stranger none-the-less. Who was this man and why was he in their apartment? Had Joey gotten herself a boyfriend? It didn’t seem like her.

Laura cautiously closed the door and stared at the strange man. “Who are you and where is Joey?” Laura asked.

“I’m Joey,” he replied.

Laura stared at the man and saw a resemblance to her lover. Joey was now taller than her by a few inches and a lot bigger. Laura felt herself become moist just staring at him. “Is it really you?” she asked touching his face.

“I’m so sorry, Laura. Please forgive me,” Joey said to her.

“No, I was the one that fucked up. Is this because of me?” she asked.

“No, I did this to myself. I chose this,” Joey replied.

“Are you…you know…complete down there?” Laura asked awkwardly.

Joey smiled amused and then lowered the towel around his waist. Laura eyed his cock and balls lustfully. “I’m sorry. I don’t have any clothes to wear,” Joey said picking the towel off the floor.

“No, let me get a good look at you,” Laura objected.

Joey let Laura feel his cock and cradle his balls. It was as if she was trying to make sure they were real. She then felt the muscles on his chest and arms. “You look perfect,” she said.

“You look great, too,” Joey said sincerely.

“You really mean that? You still like women?” Laura asked hopefully.

Joey bent down and kissed Laura to reassure her. Laura felt dazed as she was kissed by a man for the first time in years. “Does this make me straight or gay if I am attracted to you?” Laura asked.

“Don’t worry about it,” Joey replied.

Laura smiled nodding. “You know how to use that thing?” she asked referring to his cock.

“I can learn,” Joey replied.

Laura smiled happily. “Okay, strip me.”

Joey went to work taking off Laura’s top and then expertly unhooking her bra. Joey reached behind her and unbuttoned her jeans. Laura felt a thrill go through her as Joey took off her jeans. For Joey, the sight of Laura’s naked body was intoxicating. It was more than anything he had felt as a Lesbian. Laura then bent over and took off her panties. Joey placed his larger hands on her hips and then up to her breasts. Laura sighed as she felt the inexperienced man rub her breasts.

She turned around and looked down at his erect cock. Memories of being with a man came flooding back to her. She went to her knees and sucked on Joey’s cock. Joey felt a jolt go through him as she licked his tip. He had always thought the idea of women sucking a man’s cock was gross and misogynistic. Now, his own girlfriend was doing it to him. She seemed to be enjoying it as well. In fact, Laura was excited and overjoyed to see Joey react to her stimulation.

“Okay, I feel it about to happen,” Joey warned her.

Laura immediately came off him not wanting to end their fun so soon. “You okay with me being penetrated by you?” she asked.

“Sure,” Joey said uncertainly.

“For our first time, I’ll be on top, alright,” Laura suggested.

Joey simply nodded and followed Laura to the bedroom. He got on the bed and waited for Laura to place herself over him. They had never had strap-on sex before in this position, so Laura was a little out of practice. She carefully placed her entrance to his cock and let it slide into her. She sighed content that Joey could reach all the way to her cervix.

She moved her hips a bit adjusting to a real cock inside her. After she had settled, she placed her hands on his chest to steady herself. “Don’t worry about cumming too soon. Just let it happen,” she told him.

“Okay,” Joey agreed.

Laura moved her hips slowly at first and then picked up speed. Having a man’s cock inside her was such an improvement over a dildo. It felt so natural and good to her. Joey felt a surge coming but didn’t know when it would happen. For the first time in awhile, they both felt pleasure at the same time. They didn’t need to take turns like before. Suddenly, he felt an inevitable rush he couldn’t hope to stop.

“It’s going to happen,” he said alarmed.

“It’s okay. Just let it happen,” Laura assured him.

Joey felt a powerful shock as he came inside her. Jolt after jolt hit him on that one spot. Joey grunted and squirmed as he felt his first male orgasm. After a few seconds of this, Joey still felt sensitive. Laura continued to roll her hips earning moans from Joey. Eventually, the pleasure went away as soon as it had come.

“Is that it?” Joey wondered.

“Yep, at least for a little while,” Laura told him.

“It’s so short but powerful,” Joey commented. He began to feel himself become flaccid inside her.

Laura felt a little regret that it was over so quickly. Joey hadn’t lasted more than a few minutes, but he would learn in time. She was just happy they were both back together. Joey sat up and realized something important.

“I need to get you off,” he said.

“That’s not necessary,” Laura said.

“I can still do it. Just let me,” Joey insisted.

“Okay,” Laura allowed and moved off his cock.

Joey stared down at the familiar sight of his lover’s pussy. He went down on her as he had before as a Lesbian. Laura clenched the sheets as Joey expertly licked her. Laura bucked up against his mouth and moaned as she was being sucked on. It was so familiar to before. Most guys wouldn’t want to go down on her but Joey was a former Lesbian. To him, it was no big deal. Laura squirmed and tensed up as she felt her orgasm about to happen. Finally, she cried out as it hit her.

“Oh my God, Joey!” she cried out as she clutched some of his hair.

Laura then relaxed feeling a tingling sensation in her breasts and vagina. This whole straight thing could work out after all. Joey came up to Laura and then two kissed lovingly. “When I get hard again, do you want to try again?” Joey asked.

“Absolutely,” Laura said kissing him.

***

The following day, Laura went shopping alone and picked up some masculine clothing. Joey submitted his last article to his editor and then resigned. It was not as if he had repudiated all of his feminist views. They had just evolved a little. Laura came back to the apartment with a new suit that Joey tried on. Joey wasn’t the kind of Lesbian to wear a suit on a special occasion, so he needed a little help with his tie. Laura got dressed up and the two went to an expensive restaurant.

“To a new beginning,” Laura toasted Joey.

The two clinked glasses and then Joey took out a box. He slowly opened it revealing the engagement ring. “Laura, will you marry me?” he asked.

Laura stared at the ring knowing he must have bought it while he was still a woman. “Of course, I will,” she said.

The other patrons noticed what was happening and began to clap to the newly engaged couple. The new man and woman kissed and began a new chapter in their lives.

Epilogue

The Founder of the Dollar Shave Club was confronted by one of his board members over his product. “My wife tried your product and now she’s a man with a cock and balls. What am I supposed to do about this? I’m not homosexual,” the board member said visibly upset.

“I feel your pain but the package clearly states its only to be meant for men,” the Founder said dismissively.

“Yeah, well, who knew, but she wanted to be a man. You need to fix this for me,” the board member said displeased.

“Alright, alright. I’ll give you a new product we have been working on. It’s called pussy cream, a shaving cream meant for women when they wax themselves,” the Founder said.

“Alright, so, she puts this on her cock and she’ll become a woman again?” the board member asked.

“Absolutely, but here’s the part you’re not going to like. She has to fuck you in the ass. No getting around it,” the Founder told him.
The board member gave the Founder an unpleasant look. “It’s the only way,” the Founder insisted.

“Well, alright. If that is what it takes,” the board member said reluctantly.

As the board member departed, the Founder’s female secretary came forth. “Hire that man’s wife and fire him. Only men are allowed on my board,” the Founder instructed.

“As you say,” the secretary replied.

“Women really need to follow the label on the package. It clearly says that it's only for real men,” the Founder sighed.

“Absolutely, Sir,” the secretary replied.

The Founder eyed his attractive secretary. “What do you think? You want a cock?” he asked waving the product in her face.

“I already have one, Sir,” she reminded him.

“Oh yeah, that’s right,” the Founder nodded. “That’s right.”

The Pink Ring

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning
  • Erotica
  • Mystery or Suspense
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Androgyny
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Lesbians
  • Mate Swapping
  • Partial Transformations
  • Sex Toys / Dildos
  • Shopping

Other Keywords: 

  • black ring

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  • Posted by author(s)

My journey down the rabbit hole began on Thanks Giving dinner with my girlfriend's family. The fact that my name is Emily is the least weird part of my relationship with Natalie. We're both students on the verge of graduating from college with job prospects lined up. We met each other at a Lesbian bar, of all places, in the college town. The first thing I noticed about Natalie aside from her long blond hair, blue eyes, slender physique, and feminine face was her confidence, aggressive style of dating, and lustful desire for me. It was quite a change of pace from my previous failed relationships that went cold rather quickly. However, I soon discovered there were many sides to Natalie I didn't anticipate.

The Harris family were well-to-do suburban conservative small business owners not too far from the college. Aside from Natalie, they also had another straight daughter named Stephanie already married with a baby. I couldn't help but notice the parents dotted on Stephanie and the baby during most of the time I was in the house. Without them saying a word, I felt a little awkward in comparison. Eventually, the parents did take some time to make small talk with me and were as polite as could be even if they had no enthusiasm for me.

"Emily, we have a room prepared for you in Natalie's old bedroom," Mrs. Harris offered.

"Thanks," I said awkwardly. The parents assumed Stephanie and her husband would sleep together along with the baby in her old room. Fortunately, I didn't have to enter into a discussion as to whether I would be sleeping with Natalie in the same room. More on that in a moment.

"We're really happy you decided to stay with us. I think your presence brings a lot of stability to Natalie's life," Mrs. Harris added.

"That's what I'm here for," I said dryly.

The parents saw me as an unofficial shrink to Natalie and only because I majored in psychology. In truth, nothing could have prepared me for what I was about to witness and endure. For the parents, Natalie's condition was more pressing than the fact that she was gay. At the table, the parents took the center of the table so they could interact and question their children on either wing.

"You ready to go hunting tomorrow?" Mr. Harris asked Natalie.

"Absolutely," she smiled enthusiastically.

Natalie was a bit of a tomboy when she wanted to in stark contrast to her sister, Stephanie. She was the boy her father never had. Still, it raised the interesting question of what I would be doing with Natalie not around. Probably go shopping with Mrs. Harris and be subjected to a lengthy interrogation.

At the table, Natalie wore a ski jacket, jeans, tennis shoes, and a ballcap. She was full of contradictions often wearing masculine clothing but also keeping a very feminine appearance. It took me some time to figure out why that was. "No hats at the dinner table," Mrs. Harris scolded her.

Mr. Harris led the table in grace and then everyone dug in. Natalie used her left hand to eat and drink, a detail I didn't appreciate until a few months into our relationship. Instead of drinking wine, Natalie favored a glass of whiskey, the same as her father. They proceeded to go back-and-forth discussing football, car mechanics, and guns.

"How long will you be out hunting?" Mrs. Harris asked her husband.

"Probably be back by afternoon," he shrugged.

"Emily, would you like to go shopping with me?" Mr. Harris asked me.

"I would love to," I lied.

The baby decided it was his time to make a fuss. Immediately, everyone but Natalie and I went over to him to get him calmed down. Natalie eyed the baby with apprehension wanting nothing to do with him. "Let's give them some air," Mr. Harris said to Natalie and me inviting us down to the basement level.


In the basement were a bedroom, bathroom, living room with a TV, couch, and ping-pong table. There was also a bar in the corner. "Ever played ping-pong, Emily?" Mr. Harris asked.

"Once or twice," I replied. "Don't mind me. You, two, play."

"Alright then," Mr. Harris said giving himself a drink. Natalie also got the same and the two clinked glasses. "Winner takes a shot," he said to his daughter.

"By the end of this, Emily will be able to beat us," Natalie joked.

"That's the idea," Mr. Harris smiled.

I watched as father and daughter went against each other competitively with lightning-fast serves, spins, and other techniques as if they had played for years. Natalie continued to play with her left hand as she did. It was a rather surreal scene seeing them holler or curse depending on whether they won or lost a round. After a few games and a few shots by each of them, they finally invited me to play.

Natalie was chivalrous, playing easy on me. She would do this when it came to all sorts of things she happened to be better at, video games, for example. At first, I found it cute but then realized Natalie had taken up the masculine persona. It was simply not polite for the "man" to kick the woman's ass. Not only had she adopted this way of thinking, but she also felt the need to prove herself physically. Underneath her clothes, Natalie was very fit for a woman but not muscular like a body-builder.

Despite being obviously intoxicated and holding back, Natalie was able to defeat me fairly easily as expected. She drank another shot in accordance with the rules. "Alright, one more," Natalie said.

"I think you've had enough," I told her.

There was an awkward silence between us. "I think the woman has spoken," Mr. Harris joked.

Natalie smirked and then started chuckling. "Sure," she relented.

The comment would have been odd under any other circumstance. We were all in on the insanity that was Natalie. "So, any issues with you getting up early?" Mr. Harris asked Natalie.

"No, I got it covered," Natalie said although I noticed a very slight anxiousness in her voice.

"Well, alright then. If there are any issues at all, I understand," he said.

"I got this," Natalie assured him.

"I'm going to go back upstairs. You kids have fun," Mr. Harris said leaving the room.

Once he was gone, Natalie went over to me. "Thank God he's gone," she said giving me a kiss. "You want to take a shower together?"

"Cool it, we're at your parents' place," I rebuffed her.

"So?" she asked nonchalantly.

"We could get caught plus it's just weird," I told her. "Look, I'll make it up to you once we get back."

"You promise?" she asked needily.

"Yeah," I nodded.

One thing I noticed about Natalie and me early on is that we would never suffer Lesbian bed death. Natalie was always wanting to be affectionate and sexual with me all the time. That was not to say she was sexually adventurous. There were plenty of things Natalie refused to do that did frustrate me. But it was clear that between us, she was the more aggressive one. So much so that I could leverage cooperation and favors from her with the prospect of sex later.

She kissed me a bit more and then appeared apologetic. "Sorry for beating you. It's just when I'm in the zone, I can't...," she said.

"No need to apologize. You're better than me," I told her.

"Okay," Natalie said satisfied.

It was often the case that Natalie treated me with kid gloves as if I would explode at any moment in an emotional outburst. It was that typical condescension I would find from men that wanted to date me. While it was offensive, my curiosity about Natalie's condition kept me from being irate about it.

"I'm going to get some sleep," I said finally.

"You know, I would take you with me hunting but I know how you feel about the whole thing. And I want to spend some time with my dad and brother-in-law. You know how it is," she said.

"It's fine," I assured her.

"Fine as in...," she eyed me suspiciously.

"It's fine," I told her sincerely.

"Cool. I'll be in the basement if you need me," she said letting me go.


That night, I had weird dreams, woke up, and couldn't get back to sleep. I went down to the basement and found Natalie on the couch watching a soap opera on TV alone. She was wearing pink pajamas and slippers. As I came closer, she showed me the pink ring on her left hand. "Got it," I told her and sat down on the couch with her.

"I can't sleep," I admitted.

"I can relate," she said dryly.

Natalie had a condition where she never slept unless she was knocked unconscious or under anesthesia. When everyone else would be asleep, she would stay awake studying, watching TV, or go out clubbing into the early morning. I never saw her sleep ever. It also had no effect on her. She would remain alert, focused, and calm all day without needing caffeine. It was one of the reasons why she aced all her classes. In a way, I considered her unique mental state to be the next leap in human evolution, but she had no interest in making herself a celebrity test subject.

Instead, she was fully engrossed in a soap opera show making sure to watch every season. I glanced at the TV not caring for the hetero-normative plotlines. Natalie never watched any LGBT shows. She eyed me a little uncomfortably as the male and female characters made out on screen. "Care to tell me what's going on?" I asked conversationally referring to the show.

"As if you care," she replied back.

In truth, I didn't but I was hoping to break the ice with her a bit more. This Natalie was cold-as-ice and only saw me as a roommate. She had no problem bitching me out for every little thing. A positive aspect of Natalie never sleeping was she was always extremely tidy. It also meant she had high standards for me as well. So, when it came to cleaning, cooking, traveling, studying, bills, etc, she would tear into me fiercely.

As we continued to watch, there were actually two Lesbian characters about to talk about their feelings and whatnot. Natalie took the remote and fast-forwarded through their scenes as if those two characters didn't exist. "You ready for the big hunt?" I asked.

"I have everything ready," she said pointing to a stack of clothes, boots, and hunting gear.

"Looks like I'll be shopping with your mom. You want anything?" I asked.

"I sent you a text of everything I want," she said.

I looked at my phone and sure enough, the text was there. "Too bad you can't be in two places at once," I remarked.

"Instead, there are two of me in one place," she said bitterly.

"I'm sorry," I said lamely.

'No, you're not. You use it to your advantage, and I don't blame you for it. You have a lover and someone you can shop with all day and all night," Natalie said.

"It hasn't been entirely easy," I reminded her.

"I can't help that," she said.

"So, who's your favorite guy on the show?" I asked still watching her soap opera.

"That one: He's got this confident mystery about him," she pointed out.

I could tell that Natalie was a bit flustered when she saw this character make out with a woman on the show. If I hadn't been in the room, she might have wanted to touch herself during these scenes. Eventually, Natalie finished her show and went on to watch a number of pre-recorded shows on fashion, celebrities, and reality TV. I was hopelessly bored and ended up falling asleep on the couch.


Early morning, Natalie woke me up still wearing the pink ring on her hand. She was already in her hunting clothes. "If you're still sleepy, you should go to my bedroom," she told me.

"Right," I nodded.

"When I come back, we can play a board game or something," she suggested half-heartedly.

"Sure," I agreed.

"This wasn't my idea, you know," she reminded me.

"I'm totally cool with it. You should have some face-time with your dad," I assured her.

"I mean, the whole killing animals thing," Natalie clarified.

"You're on record," I assured her.

"I wouldn't say anything that could embarrass us in front of my mom," Natalie advised.

"I won't. I promise," I said realizing her apprehension with me.

"Okay," she said doubtfully and then left to find her dad upstairs.


At the mall, I made a point to get all the items on Natalie's list. In addition, Mrs. Harris wanted to buy a bunch of items for both of us even if it wasn't necessary. "Are you, two, into perfume? Like, is it necessary?" she asked.

"Natalie likes it," I said, it was half-true.

"It's always been difficult to do Christmas shopping for Natalie. She's of two minds about everything," Mrs. Harris remarked.

"Don't I know it," I smiled politely.

"How are you handling it? Is it stressful?" she asked sympathetically.

"In the beginning, I didn't know what was going on. But now, I think I've got it under control," I said.

"With Natalie, we never knew if she would end up with a boy or girl. She's dated both, of course, but nothing serious. I just want you to know we're okay with all this," she said.

"I appreciate that," I said noticing it wasn't a full endorsement.

"In fact, it might be best if Natalie didn't have kids knowing her condition," Mrs. Harris said.

"There is always adoption," I nodded.

"Right...right," she nodded but seemed apprehensive of the notion of Natalie ever being a parent. "But it's also okay if you don't want to have kids at all. Many couples have very fulfilling lives without children. Since Stephanie and Natalie have left the house, we've had a lot of time for ourselves."

"It is something to think about," I dodged.

Mrs. Harris went through the baby section making me slightly irritable. I had always argued to anyone that cared that just because I was gay didn't mean I couldn't have kids. However, all of that changed once I met Natalie. Now, I didn't know what I wanted to do.


Once I got back to the Harris' residence, I kept my distance from Stephanie, her husband, and the baby. They also didn't seem too keen on me being too close to their kid. I assumed it was due to the fact they didn't know me very well. Once Natalie and her father came back, there was a big group photo where I was "elected" to be the photographer. Then, Stephanie and her crew left after some tearful goodbyes. I noticed that the pink ring was back on Natalie's finger. I checked my watch and it made sense.

What followed was a polite game of Pictionary. Natalie and I easily defeated the parents. For one, Natalie had an encyclopedic memory of how I draw things and was naturally quick-witted. "So, now that the others are gone, how are you, two? Anything we can do to help?" Mr. Harris asked.

The parents were of the opinion that gay relationships were extremely fragile always on the verge of collapse. "We're good," I said politely.

"Couldn't be better," Natalie seconded.

"I hope you two aren't facing any backlash or anything," Mrs. Harris said concernedly.

"We keep our relationship very private," Natalie said, code for me to keep my mouth shut.

"Great, and that's how it should be," Mr. Harris agreed. "I mean, it's no one's business but your own."

"Yeah, we're going to skip the next pride march," I said sarcastically.

Natalie gave me an icy look. "Not that we have gone before," she clarified.

That wasn't entirely true. I did take Natalie to a pride march only for her to freak out when she saw male couples holding hands and then wanting to leave. She also complained the Lesbian couples were fat, ugly, and looked like men. So, after that, I decided never again. "We just want you two to know that we support you and want the best for you both," Mrs. Harris said.

"That means a lot to us," I said with false sincerity.


On the drive back home, Natalie was wearing her blue ring and couldn't stop talking about the hunt. "I blasted the fuck out of that bird. You should have been there," she said as she drove.

"You know how I feel about hunting," I reminded her.

"Well, what else am I supposed to talk about?" she wondered.

"How about the fact that I was on my best behavior even though I wanted to scream on multiple occasions?" I pointed out.

"Yeah, you did good," she said condescendingly. "And when we get back to the apartment, I want to show you my appreciation."

"What about what I want to do to you?" I asked forcing the issue.

"Like what?" she asked.

"Like I'm the one that fucks you with a strap-on," I suggested.

"No, fuck no," she immediately rejected.

"Or fingering," I added.

"Nope," she replied.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Why do you even want to do it? All you have to do is lay down, let me do my thing, and relax," she said.

"I don't like playing the submissive role every single time," I told her off.

"But why?" she asked confused.

"Look, you're in a relationship with a Lesbian, not a straight woman, alright. There is a difference. I'm not so different than you," I told her.

"Yeah, right," she scoffed. "Look, if you want submissive, just wait a couple of hours."

"Natalie won't have sex with me. She doesn't even like me. You know this, Nate," I pointed out.

"Well, get her to change," she suggested. She proceeded to play metal on the CD player to shut me up until we got back.


Natalie had a unique mental condition where she had dual personalities, one male and one female. The personalities would shift roughly every eight hours. When I started dating Natalie, it was her masculine Nate personality that was in control. Nate gave me plenty of attention, was courteous, and doing all the right things to get into my pants. When we finally did have sex, Nate was a beast. He was aggressive, fast, and overwhelming always taking the dominant role. Unlike a lot of other Lesbians I knew, he was really into strap-on sex. Of course, he would rub up against me and eat me out as well. The only issue was that he never wanted to be penetrated.

At first, I just assumed Nate was just a tomboy but it became quite clear he was a man in a woman's body. The reason I never caught on was his physical appearance was always feminine even if his choice of clothes were not. He never cut his hair short, bound his breasts, or let himself get harrier than appropriate. On our dates, he even wore female make-up. And that's where the other personality came into play.

Natalie, the female personality, was stereotypically feminine but also straight. She had no interest in me as a romantic partner and saw my relationship with Nate as if he was a separate individual. Nate and Natalie had a symbiotic relationship where they would work together to achieve their goals. Nate got to keep his sexuality and Natalie her gender. So, here I am, with one personality sexually attracted to me the same way a man would a woman and a second personality that is completely indifferent to me. What kept me in this relationship, beyond my interest in psychology, was the naive hope that maybe I could form a meaningful bond with both personalities.

As soon as we got back to our apartment, Nate was in a hurry for us to take our clothes off and get busy. He kissed me aggressively and stripped me down. It was not something I had ever experienced with my former girlfriends. No, Nate was about getting us both off as quickly as possible and with good reason. The clock was ticking. As soon as he was undressed, he pressed on my clit exactly the right way and got me moist. In truth, I had been thinking about sex the entire time we drove back to the apartment. It didn't take him long to get me ready. He then expertly used his index and middle finger to penetrate me deep and quick.

Nate was a student of Lesbian porn and liked to try out various techniques on me. He would twist and turn his fingers inside me while rotating his thumb around my clit. He was really good at it. Just as I was about to cum, he placed his lips on me. I shrieked as I felt my first orgasm of the day. Nate really liked it when I was vocal. Nate withdrew from me and looked at his watch. It was a measure of pride for him to get me off as quickly as possible. I could never fake an orgasm, he knew me too well, and I had no interest in deceiving him.

"Nice," he smiled looking at his watch.

"Alright, my turn," I said as I recovered from his onslaught.

"It's okay, you don't have to," Nate said dismissively.

This was the part about Nate that pissed me off. He saw me as a doll to be played with and didn't overly appreciate feminine pleasure. For him, being on the bottom meant vulnerability and submissiveness. Even when I did oral sex on him, he wouldn't moan or say a word. If not for his sexual appetite for me, it would have been discouraging. "Fine, I'll use this," I said taking out a small vibrator the size of my thumb.

I went over to the drawer to get it and then came back. Nate was already out of the bed and gave me a distant stare. "Shit," I realized.

"It's okay," Natalie said realizing the awkwardness of the situation. "I'm going to take a shower," she said entering the bathroom. Her tone indicated I would not be welcome to join her, so I decided to shower in the other bathroom in the apartment.

Nate and I had been generally careful not to allow the personality shift to occur during sex. The shift, itself, was not dramatic. Nate would just shut his eyes for a brief moment and then wake up as Natalie and vice-versa. It would be over and done within a few seconds. When one of them was in control, the other would dream what was happening. It made me feel weird and a little guilty that Natalie would always be dreaming of Nate and me having sex.

After we had showered separately, Natalie put on her pajamas and activated her computer. She would often record video messages giving instructions to Nate. While the two would dream while the other was in control, Nate and Natalie never communicated directly with each other physically. They always required video or audio recordings to talk to each other. The video and audio messages were also password-protected to ensure I never saw them.

"Sorry about the timing. We thought we could make it," I said awkwardly.

"No need to apologize. These things happen," she said dismissively.

"Okay, do you need anything?" I asked.

"Just a little privacy," she said.

I took the hint and left the room. You might be thinking I would put my ear to the door to find out what she was saying to her male ego but no such luck. Nate and Natalie both learned sign language early on and used them in their videos to each other. No doubt, Natalie was chewing Nate out for what had happened. Tired and demoralized, I went to sleep in the other bedroom.


The next morning, I awoke late and found Nate and his best friend, Josh, playing video games. They were both wearing jeans and hoodies, drinking beer, and just hanging out. They had already made a mess of the living room. It was always a surreal experience for Natalie to chew me out for not cleaning up Nate's messes. I have to admit that every time Josh came over, it made me jealous. Nate swore up and down he had no interest in men, but it seemed obvious that Josh was smitten with him from their childhood years. Josh was keenly aware of Nate's condition and I did have a fear that perhaps Josh and Natalie would get together. Supposedly, Nate and Natalie had made a deal that this would never happen...but still.

Nate and Josh were pretty decent at killing Nazis in Call of Duty. Occasionally, when Nate would stay up, he would play video games all night long. I couldn't hope to be at their level of skill and had no interest in doing so. "You guys need anything?" I asked politely.

"I could use a beer, please," Josh requested.

I handed him one from the fridge and then handed one to Nate as well knowing he would eventually ask for one. "Shit, out of power," Nate realized. "Do we have any batteries?"

"No," I checked the drawers.

"Let's go get some," Nate said to Josh.

"You going to be using the car long?" I asked slightly concerned.

"Nah, we'll walk," Nate said getting up.

Nate and Josh would often go on long walks around the neighborhood. No doubt they discussed sports, video games, movies, cars, and how to appropriately bang me. I couldn't help but feel jealous of their friendship and fearful it was something more. One time we got into a fight when Nate casually suggested I get pregnant with Josh's sperm donation.


That night, Natalie and I worked to make dinner and then ate together at the table. "So, Josh was here," I brought up.

"I know," she said dismissively.

"He's a really good friend to Nate," I remarked.

"Your insecurities are showing," she noted. "You worried about Nate?"

"Should I be?" I asked.

"Nate has never kissed or held hands with a man. I think you're good," Natalie replied.

"What about you? Do you like Josh?" I questioned.

"It wouldn't matter if I did," she evaded.

"Why is that? Don't you want to fall in love someday?" I asked.

"If you were a boy, wouldn't you want to look like one? Nate and I have made peace with our situation a long time ago," she said.

"So, you're going to be like a nun?" I asked.

"I can take of myself," she said vaguely.

"I want to help you, help you both," I said sincerely.

"I know you do, but I am just not...interested in you or any woman, for that matter. You don't have the shape and form that interests me. To tell you the truth, every time you and Nate have sex, it's like a nightmare for me. A nightmare I can't wake up from," she said.

I sat there positively stumped. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be. We both knew this would happen eventually. I find fulfillment in other areas of life: school, career, hobbies, and someday, I'm going to wake up to find myself a mother. I don't need romance to be happy," she said.

I felt bad for her, I really did. With each passing month, I was with Nate, she seemed more-and-more bitter. "I think that's bullshit," I said finally.

She gave me a surprised look. "It can't be helped," she said.

"I think I have an idea."

The Pink Ring II

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Androgyny
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • School or College Life
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Lesbians
  • Mate Swapping
  • Partial Transformations
  • Sex Toys / Dildos

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I looked in the mirror and tried to remember all the steps I would need to make this work. First, I got some bronze make-up and put a bit on my cheekbones and temples to create greater contour. I then put eye shadow on my forehead, around my eyes, and on the sides of my nose. I took out a highlighter and worked my cheekbones, jawline, and around my brow. I then took a brow pencil and a brow liner to make my eyebrows slightly bigger and thicker. For my face, I knew that make-up wouldn't cut it. I needed to look like a man not just from a distance but really close up as well. When Natalie kissed me, she would need to see me as a man for this work.

So, I used artificial hair and glued patches of them on my face to give me a beard and mustache. Once I was done with the face, I placed a wavy wig on my head. If I had cut my hair short, Nate would go ballistic on me and it would still look feminine. For this, only a wig would do. For my chest, I put on a binder tank-top I had ordered online to make my B-cup breasts flatter, put on a bulky sweatshirt, and then put on male jeans that were a little too big for me. I placed pads around my waist to equalize my hips giving me a square body-shape. To add to the look, I gave myself a belt but kept it loose. To hide my feminine hands, I put on black gloves. As it was winter, I would be able to get away with it without looking weird. On my feet were black-and-white generic tennis shoes that Nate actually wore. He actually bought tennis shoes that were a few sizes too big for him and then put tissue paper at the toe-end of the shoe. This gave everyone the appearance he wore a size eleven when he actually wore a size eight. Finally, to cover my lack of adam's apple, I put a scarf around my neck.

I finally exited my room and found Natalie watching TV in the living room. She eyed me with surprise and then started to scrutinize my appearance. She stared at me long and hard and then circled around me. "Okay," she said.

It was not the endorsement I had hoped after working on myself for thirty minutes. Still, we were off to the movie theater. I paid for everything in cash to avoid having to be carded and then went with Natalie to sit through a romantic chick flick. She seemed fully engrossed in the movie as she drank coke and ate popcorn. She would occasionally hand the popcorn over to me forcing me to take off my gloves.

"You can get closer," she invited me.

I looked around to see if anyone was giving us an odd look. So far, I had been able to pass in public. I put my arm around her and she got closer to me. This entire exercise had been for Natalie to entertain her fantasy, not that she had any romantic interest in me, personally. For her, I was just some random male date. After painfully watching two hours of ridiculous drama, I held Natalie's hand out of the theater and around town. After some window shopping, we came to a seafood restaurant. When the waiter came by, Natalie ordered for the both of us, so I would have to use my voice.

As we sat across from each other, she stared at me as if wondering what to make of my appearance. She nodded as if I had passed inspection and then prattled on about the movie while I remained silent. After dinner, I paid in cash and then we headed back home. I looked at my watch to see how much time I had left as I drove back. Natalie smirked at how I looked.

"You did well. I had fun," she said pleased.

As per her orders, I remained silent and gave her a thumbs up. As agreed upon, I wasn't to say one word or else the fantasy would be ruined. I was the silent, mysterious, man in this fantasy. Back inside the apartment, I didn't expect anything else to happen. My good deed had been accomplished. That's when Natalie came up to me and kissed me, cautiously at first, and then more passionately as she got used to my fake facial hair. She grabbed ahold of my bulky shoulders and put her tongue in my mouth. She placed her hand on my stomach careful not to touch my breasts and caressed me.

"Now, I want you to fuck me," Natalie said as she caught her breath. She gave me lustful eyes that told me she wasn't joking around.

I simply nodded and took her to my bedroom. I went into the bathroom, dropped my jeans only a little, and placed a realistic fake penis strap-on on myself. I then exited still fully clothed but with my jeans down a few inches. Natalie felt my fake cock and then smiled mischievously. "Get me ready for it," she ordered.

I obliged, feeling up her skirt and finding she had already taken her panties off. I expertly felt around and then moved her to the desk. She got herself on the desk and let me finger herself some more to prepare her for what was to come. I gave her a look as if to ask her if she was ready. She simply nodded. "Do it."

I placed my fake cock at her entrance and pushed in. Getting closer to her hips, I opened her legs and placed my hands around her hips. "Just like that," Natalie said as she thrust her hips into my fake cock. Her breathing was heavy and I could tell she was excited. I never asked her about her sexual history. I knew she wasn't a virgin but due to her deal with Nate, never truly explored her sexuality. She seemed inexperienced barely able to keep her balance on the desk. She held my face and kissed me every so often imagining I was someone else. As she became more-and-more lost in her fantasy, she began to moan and encourage me.

After some slow sex, I knew it was time to pick up the pace. She closed her eyes, hissed, and started to squirm on the desk until she finally felt her orgasm. "Holy shit, that was great," she said as she came down from her high.

I lowered her from the desk and guided her to the bed. She continued to make out with me and caress my body careful not to touch any area that would disturb her fantasy. After she had gotten everything out of her system, she smiled at me as we remained in a cuddle position. "Is it okay if we do more of this?" she asked hopefully.

"Yeah," I said softly.


Since Natalie never slept, I washed my face, took off the wig and clothes, and cleaned off my fake cock. I took a shower and then had a nap. When I woke up, I found Nate in the living room looking pissed-off as if he had waited hours to chew me out. "How was your date with Natalie?" he asked antagonistically.

"It went well. No one noticed," I said.

"You going to grow a beard for real and cut off your breasts?" he asked.

"Don't be fucking stupid," I scolded. "I merely did it for her."

"You don't date Natalie. You date me," he corrected me. "This is cheating."

"You're the same person," I said incredulously.

"We're no different than Siamese twins. Just because you fuck one doesn't mean you get the fuck the other," he said.

"But...why?" I wondered.

He seemed a bit stumped by that. "Look, Natalie and I made a deal. Don't you realize that every day I am stuck in this weak baby-making body that is constantly delivering estrogen to my brain? I can't look and dress the way I want to be. For over twenty fucking years, people treated me like a girl. The boys never took me seriously or they just wanted to fuck me and the girls would never think to be with me. The only romantic option I had were Lesbians and, of them, only a very few were even good-looking. I've had to put up with a lot of shit and if not for Natalie, I would be transitioning to become a man, right now," he said.

"You can look and dress like a man without needing hormones or surgery. I just did it," I said dismissively.

He scoffed at me. "Could you talk like a man? Could you run, lift weights, and fight like a man? Can you walk around the beach shirtless?" he asked.

"Well, no," I said obviously. "But you can both love who you want and present how you want. It doesn't have to be a competition between you."

"Who are you to question what we have agreed to? Do you know how weird it is for me to dream about you screwing Natalie?" he asked.

"Natalie just wanted a romantic evening and if you have a problem with that, you're an asshole," I told him bluntly.

He stormed off to his room refusing to talk to me for the rest of his term.


Natalie and I continued to date with me cross-dressing as a man. With each date, she started to evolve her fantasy to allow me to use my real voice when no one else was paying attention. She would experiment with my clothes making me wear a black leather jacket, sunglasses, ball caps, cowboy boots, and so forth. She would have me clean-shaven occasionally even if it did make my appearance look more feminine.

"Nate's pissed off with this," I remarked one day outside a coffee shop.

"He acts like he has it so bad. For me, being able to love who you want is more important than appearances," she said.

"Would you be willing to transition into a man if you could be with a man?" I asked.

She seemed uncomfortable with the question. "I suggested it to Nate before, but he's a bit homophobic. I think...there was a time when we could have been together with Josh as his girlfriend but Nate refused."

"What about a transman? Nate gets his vagina and you get the man you want?" I suggested.

She smiled amused at that. "Just how many transmen are there in this town for us to choose from?" she asked rhetorically. "And how many transmen are willing to date a woman and be a bottom for that woman? How many would be willing to deal with our psychology?"

"I think I can be with you both just like this," I said.

"When I kiss you, when I hold you, when I have sex with you, I think of you as someone else. I'm not in love with you and I doubt I ever will be. All of this is an unhealthy fantasy of mine but it will never be fulfilling. You will never have the shape of a man, the voice of a man, the mind of a man, the...cock of a man. You'll never get me pregnant and be the father of my children. You're the Diet Coke of a man," she said as she drank a Diet Coke in front of me.

Her comment stung but I couldn't deny it. "You're just going to have to live with my unhappiness," Natalie told me.


Not long afterward, Nate insisted we go skiing. He had made all the arrangements apparently had rented a cabin for us. I didn't double-check his reservation or ask him too many questions. He was generally in a bad mood with me hanging out with Natalie, and I just wanted to make it up to him. Due to his athletic build, he was faster, able to get through tougher courses, and able to get back up easier than me. He expected me to go with him down every single slope and immaturely mocked me if he got down the hill faster which was every single time. I was no slouch though. I was able to somewhat keep up with him throughout the day.

Completely exhausted, Nate took me to our cabin only to discover there was no cell phone reception. He had also intentionally not taken his phone charger and had drained the battery down to zero during the day. I had simply forgotten to take mine but wouldn't need it until tomorrow. I then realized a slight complication as the switch happened. She looked at her dead phone, checked her pockets, and simply gave me a stare.

"That bastard," she shook her head dismayed.

"What's wrong?" I asked concernedly.

"What the fuck am I supposed to do for eight hours?" she asked herself.

It suddenly dawned on me that Natalie never slept and had no electronic device to entertain herself with. Nor could she go outside and walk around for any real length of time. She was stuck in a cabin, unable to sleep, and having nothing to do. "Take my phone," I offered quickly.

She glanced at my cheap phone unimpressed. She would be forced to play candy crush until my phone went dead. "Thanks," she said taking it from me. "You should get some sleep. You look exhausted," she noted.

"Do you feel tired?" I asked.

"I feel a little sore but I'm always alert. Imagine sleeping for eight hours and only having to stay awake for eight hours. You would stay alert, wouldn't you?" she said.

"Maybe we could talk to pass the time?" I suggested.

"For eight hours? Get real," she shook her head.

"I'm willing to offer my body and mind to you for as long as I can," I said sincerely.

She simply stared at me and then at her surroundings. "You find my body attractive, don't you?" she asked.

"You're beautiful and feminine. You're like a dream come true," I said honestly.

"It must be frustrating to have me turn you down half the time," she remarked.

"Some Lesbian couples I know are barely affectionate, go months without sex. Nate can be an asshole at times, but I know he loves me and wants me. And you make up for his shortcomings," I complimented.

"Doesn't it bother you that you're living with someone who sees themself as a man?" she questioned.

"I guess I live in a fantasy where that's not the case. I see his body, I hear his voice, I can smell the perfume you make him wear, and I feel his curves, and I can even taste him, and it makes me forget what's really going on. That, and the alternative is what I was doing before which...sucked," I said.

"Is Nate experienced enough for you?" Natalie asked.

"Wow, you're kind of making me feel like I'm a whore," I laughed. "I didn't date a whole lot of women before Nate. I could tell this was his first sexual relationship, but he knew his stuff. He was confident in his ignorance, but he just got better-and-better."

"When did you know you were gay?" she asked.

"Maybe thirteen," I guessed.

"Nate kissed a girl during summer camp and got us both expelled. Before puberty started, we were so alike," Natalie recalled. "The way Nate would look at my female classmates, it made them wary of me. So, I didn't have many friends. Nate was also a complete ass to any boy who held an interest in me. It's hard to explain to people why you're one person one day and a completely different person the next," Natalie said.

"I can't imagine," I said sympathetically.

"Could be worse. Instead of two, I could have had a dozen personalities," Natalie said dryly.

"What caused this to happen to you?" I asked curiously.

"No one knows. Some people think it's genetic, others think I had a traumatic event in my childhood, and some even have the balls to say I'm making it up," she said. "It hasn't been without its advantages. Without sleep, I am so much more efficient. It makes me feel like an alien."

"Tell me the truth, do you think I'm stupid in comparison?" I asked.

"Yes," she said bluntly. "But you have your sanity. Sometimes, I wish Nate was dead and I was the only personality in this body. How fucked up is that? But I do envy people that are of one mind, especially...now," she said annoyed.

"I can stay up with you and talk for as long as I can," I said even as I fought to stay awake.

"What if I don't want to talk?" she asked coyly.

"Well, we can...I don't know, stare at each other," I suggested jokingly.

"Fuck, this was his whole plan," she realized. "I don't think I'm going to be really into this, but it will kill time. So...you want to have sex?" she asked finally.

I gawked at her. "But, I don't have any toys and I'm not dressed up for it," I said.

"I know that. I know that you like this body but I don't want to presume you will want to do this with me," she said awkwardly.

"No, we can do whatever you want," I offered.

"I don't care what you do to me. It's better than staring at wood," she said referring to the cabin.

"So, does this mean you're...," I wondered.

"Gay? No. I'm just bored, and I know you're interested. If we were both straight, I wouldn't even suggest it," she clarified.

"You can't get me all riled up and then shut me down," I told her.

"I'll be a good sport," she promised me.

I decided it was worth the risk. "Okay," I agreed.

Despite the cold outside, it was warm and toasty inside the cabin. We both took off our pants and allowed our legs to brush past each other. I took the lead, kissing her while she lay on the bed. I took a dominant role on top of her as I kissed her lips and neck. I took a slow pace wanting to ease Natalie into it and also wanting to give her all the time she needed to back out if she felt uncomfortable.

Normally, in this situation, my girlfriend would be caressing my back or trying to aggressively lower my underwear off my hips. Natalie, however, was a cold fish and didn't do anything. She had her hands to her sides and just went along with it. With both of us still wearing our sweaters, I caressed her breasts as I ground my crotch into her. We did dry humped each other for a little while, and I felt fortunate to even get this far with her.

"Okay, let's have you on your stomach," I said gently.

She complied rolling over. I got on top of her and ground my crotch with her lower back. My breasts rubbed against her shoulder blades. I reached underneath her arms and continued to caress her breasts while kissing her neck. "Is it okay if I touch you down there?" I asked.

"Just do whatever you want and I'll tell you to stop," she said.

I took two fingers and gently rubbed her clit from behind. At first, she didn't seem to notice but then she started pushing her hips against my fingers. Maybe she was fantasying I was a man behind her. At this point, it really didn't matter. Natalie was starting to get into it. I would rub her a few strokes, go back to dry humping, and then back to rubbing her again.

"Go to your back," I said after a long while.

Once she got back on her back, I escalated a little. I kissed her navel to see if she would resist me. When she didn't, I started putting my hands underneath her sweater and caressing her breasts skin-to-skin under her bra. Still, she seemed interested but not overly enthusiastic. She seemed merely curious as if she were a student in some exotic sex class. I kissed her more passionately this time to see how far I could go. I put my tongue in her mouth and kept it up. She kissed me back but her eyes were closed as if she were thinking of someone else. I kissed her as passionately as I could while caressing her breasts and she did not protest.

At this moment, a real Lesbian lover would have already pulled my sweater off but Natalie didn't have that initiative, so I did it myself exposing my breasts to her. I then worked to get her own sweater off and unclasp her breasts. After massaging them for a good while, I went low on her. "Just go underneath my underwear. Don't take it off," she said.

I complied sweeping my hand inside her underwear and rubbing her. I had seen her vagina plenty of times while with Nate but I had to respect Natalie's wishes if I wanted to ease her into this. She sighed a bit but remained fairly unenthusiastic. "Do you want me to go in?" I asked her.

"Just rub," she permitted.

She eyed me as I worked on her and after what seemed like a long time, she had me stop. "Okay, I think that's good," she said.

"You don't want to do anything else?" I asked hopefully.

"You should get some sleep," she said dismissively and then put her bra and sweater back on.

I hid my disappointment, wiped my hand with a baby wipe, and tried to get to sleep. Thinking of her and what could be kept me up though making it difficult for me to eventually fall asleep. I couldn't help but feel Natalie would rather stare at the ceiling than be romantic with me and it kind of stung.


The next morning, Nate woke me up. "Let's get moving," he said wide awake and chipper.

I got out of bed feeling sleep deprived. "You're an asshole. Was this all your brilliant plan?" I accused.

"Look, if we both like you, it's a win-win. I just set the conditions to make it possible," he said as if it were nothing.

"But she doesn't like me, and she'll never like me," I pointed out.

"Just give it some time," he said.

"You didn't even ask how I felt about it," I said scornfully.

He gave me a blank look. "Wouldn't you want to be with Natalie if you could?" he asked confused.

"That's not the point. We're supposed to be on the same page," I said.

"If I told you what I was up to, Natalie would then know about it in her dreams," he said obviously.

"She rejected me and I couldn't get much sleep so thanks for that," I said angrily.

"Well, you can either sulk in here or get out on those slopes," he said simply.


After a full day of skiing, I was exhausted and beat. Natalie drove us back to the apartment. "We were set up by Nate. I'm sorry. I wasn't in the loop about it," I said awkwardly.

"I know," she said.

"Why do you let him get away with this kind of shit?" I asked.

"What am I supposed to do? Ruin his life and mine at the same time? The thing he desires and cherishes the most in this world is...you. And I'm not going to punish him by pushing you away. It's not fair to either of you," she said.

"I can't but feel a little insulted. I mean, I know you're straight and I would never presume to turn you gay. It's just...you had nothing better to do," I said unable to articulate myself.

"Would you cut yourself or burn yourself if you had nothing better to do?" she asked rhetorically.

"Are you saying having sex with me is the same as cutting or burning yourself?" I asked.

She hesitated to reply. "If I'm with you, for serious, then I abandon all hope I'll be with a man. Even if it's just a fantasy, it's a fantasy I want to hold onto. I can't fantasize about being with a man when I'm supposed to be intimate with you," she said.

"I see," I said dumbfounded.

"Look, if you want someone to shop with, I'm your girl. But I can't give you what you seek. It's either Nate or nothing," she said.

She was driving a hard bargain and it made me suspect she wanted Nate to end his relationship with me, so she could convince him to be with a man of her choosing. It was fucked up, but I had to entertain it as a possibility.


It wasn't long before Nate went out for the evening while I was supposed to be asleep. He would do this every so often since he never slept. I decided to follow him to a club he often went to. It was around midnight when I arrived. As I suspected, Josh was there on the dance floor nodding his head and enjoying himself. In front of him were two girls dancing, grinding, and even kissing each other in front of them. One of the girls was Nate.

"Oh, shit," Josh realized as I came up.

"Natalie, let's talk," I ordered.

I brought Nate outside to chew him out. "What the fuck are you doing?" I demanded of him.

"Look, I'm just giving Josh a good time. I wasn't serious with that girl," he said obviously.

"You were mocking Lesbian sexuality to get your friend aroused," I said.

"You act like Lesbians never tease men," he said dismissively.

"It's still cheating. How many times do you go out with Josh?" I asked.

"Is this about the random girl or Josh?" he asked confused.

"It's both," I clarified.

"Look, it's no different than a straight woman in a lesbian porn video. It's just acting," he said.

"Why do you want to get Josh aroused?" I asked.

"It's just fun," he said defensively. "You're not even supposed to be here. It's way past your bedtime."

"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked pissed off.

"Emily, I'm not perfect, alright, but I am everything you could wish for. I look gorgeous and perfectly feminine. I'm in great shape. People who look like me are not Lesbians if you know what I mean. On top of that, I give you plenty of affection. I'm also brilliant. As far as I am concerned, you hit the jackpot so why are you acting so ungrateful?" he asked.

"What am I? Some pity case? You're fucked up in the head. No one else in the entire world would deal with your shit," I pointed out.

"I'm the next Einstein. I could be a celebrity if I wanted to and have anyone in the whole world, but I'm with you so be appreciative," he said arrogantly.

"No, because Natalie would stop you. She doesn't want that life," I said.

"You think you can divide us? Natalie will throw you under the bus before she would ever think to undermine me because we're the same person in the same body," he said and then walked back into the club.

"Fuck," I said disappointed and exasperated.


For some time afterward, I became jealous and frustrated with Nate's relationship with Josh. Everything they did was under the guise of "guy" stuff, but I was never invited to. At the same time, Natalie was being overly compensating for Nate's behavior. I felt like I was being emotionally manipulated and there was no one to talk to about this odd situation. I also contemplated my own sexuality and how I felt when wearing male clothing. If Nate's strategy was to be an asshole to push me towards Natalie, it was working. I began to see Natalie as a more ideal partner for me. However, she wanted nothing to do with women and it wasn't enough to dress like a man. I had to do something more drastic to gain her affection and my own sense of being was called into question.

Maybe the reason all my relationships failed was that I was never meant to date lesbians and be one. Maybe, I was meant to be with a straight woman like Natalie where I could take charge, express my confidence, and be held in high esteem by men. I looked at my naked body in the mirror and wondered if any of it was really beneficial or advantageous to me. Did breasts do anything for me other than be a nuisance, a sex object for men, and something to hide away in public? Did my vagina do anything for me other than the threat of STDs, pregnancy, periods, rape, and a source of criticism for how it looked? At that moment, I became self-loathing and feeling like I change needed to be made.

Without a doctor's prescription or advice, I decided to do a social experiment on myself. I took a package delivered to my doorstep, opened it, and placed the testosterone pills inside a book I knew neither Nate nor Natalie would bother to open.

The Prankster

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Transitioning
  • Magic
  • Comedy
  • Erotica

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Blackmail
  • Caught with Consequences
  • Crime / Punishment
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Female to Male
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • F2M sex change
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Gym Class / Cheerleaders
  • Partial Transformations
  • She-Males

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The Prankster

Ryan was a junior in high school and the class clown. He loved messing with the school administration and didn't take rules seriously. Occasionally, he would come to class wearing a provocative t-shirt. One time the chemistry lab became filled with smoke in a failed experiment. He successfully elected the star quarterback as prom queen before school administrators threw out the vote. He gleefully parked his car in designated areas for the principal or superintendent. He overshadowed the actual school band with a rock band performance during a football game halftime. He hacked the library computers allowing students to view censored material.

Although a delinquent, Ryan wasn't a poor student. His test scores were quite high and his IQ was the best in his class. He simply didn't apply himself to the curriculum and rebelled against the system whenever he could. So, at the start of his senior year, he decided to pull his greatest stunt.

"You want to do what?" the principal asked incredulously.

"I wish to use the woman's bathroom from now on. It's my right under California law," Ryan smirked.

"That only pertains to transgender students," the principal objected.

"Yes, and I now identify as a woman," Ryan said trying to keep a straight (pun intended) face.

"Are you taking hormones or receiving counseling?" the principal asked.

"The law doesn't require it," Ryan said expertly.

"But...this is ridiculous. Will you be dressing as a woman?" the principal demanded.

"That sounds a lot like gender conformity. Not all women wear dresses and skirts. Many wear t-shirts and jeans," Ryan said.

"How do you identify as a woman then?" the principal questioned.

"I just feel deep inside that I should have been a woman and when I graduate I will begin the physical transition," Ryan replied.

"This will create a sexual harassment case for both you and me," the principal said irritably.

"By that line of reasoning, Lesbians shouldn't be allowed in the woman's bathroom," Ryan said.

"We both know this is bullshit!" the principal said losing his composure. "What do you think your parents will say about this?"

"Ah, but you see, the law prevents you from outing me to my parents. You can't tell them anything," Ryan said becoming bored with the discussion.

"I am going to assign a nurse to you. You will have to talk with her a few times a week while you undergo your transition," the principal said.

Ryan considered resisting but thought better of it. "Very well," he allowed. "Is there anything else?"

"Not at the moment. I am going to have to discuss this with the school board," the principal said annoyed.

"Of course. I'll be going back to class," Ryan said excusing himself.

***

Ryan came to gym class and joined the girl's group. There was an awkward moment before Vanessa confronted him. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" she demanded.

"I am joining the girl's PE class, obviously," he said.

"You have to be a girl to join our class," Vanessa pointed out.

"I have decided to transition. You have to accept me," Ryan said to her.

"Look, asshole, this stunt you're pulling isn't going to be so funny when you go to jail for sexual harassment," she threatened.

"Please, I am the perfect gentle...woman," he said with a smirk.

"I think its fine," a super-liberal tolerant blond girl said.

Vanessa glared at her betrayal. "Do you want this perv to see us in the showers. I mean, come on," she said to the group.

"It's not one-sided, ladies. You get see my pecs and guns," Ryan smirked.

"It's not that big a deal, Vanessa," another girl said.

Vanessa looked around as she realized she was losing support. She turned to Ryan. "I am going to make everyone know what you're doing here," she threatened.

"Good," Ryan smiled.

The girl's gym teacher came into the gym and stared at Ryan. "What are you doing here?" she asked of him.

"I have a note," Ryan said giving her the principal's note.

"You've got to be kidding me," the gym teacher said after reading it.

Ryan merely shrugged. "You mess with my girls, I will squash you like a bug," she said to him.

"So tolerant, so inclusive," Ryan mocked.

With no other choice, the gym teacher divided the girls into two groups for a game of volleyball. Ryan ended up on the opposite team to that of Vanessa, arguably the most athletic girl in the school. Ryan was in good shape but never applied himself in a school sport. When it came for him to serve, he scored point-after-point against his all-girl opponent. The girls on his team were ecstatic as they were winning. Finally, Vanessa and Ryan dueled across each other near the net. Ryan finally slammed the ball over the net sending Vanessa to the floor as she failed to get the ball in time. Ryan gave the girls on his team a high-five.

When it came to shower time, the gym teacher tried to stop Ryan. "I won't allow this," she said sternly.

"You have no choice," Ryan replied.

The gym teacher was stumped and could do nothing as Ryan entered the girl's bathroom. Ryan looked around feeling excitement at his rebelliousness. Never had he taken a prank so far. Half the girls took their clothes off forgetting a boy had joined their class. The other half were initially hesitant. Ryan instantly received an overload in sexual stimuli as he saw two dozen girls getting undressed and showering. "It goes both ways. If you even look at us the wrong way, I'll report you," Vanessa said to him.

"It does go both ways, Vanessa. Don't be looking at my tool," Ryan mocked.

Ryan closed his eyes in meditation and then undressed. With supreme will power, he managed to shower with the girls without getting a strong erection. Half the girls were intrigued while the others were horrified. Ryan closed his eyes and thought of random subjects as he showered. Once he was done, he got dressed in his normal clothes.

***

Ryan created a stir within the school with his antics. He casually walked into the girl's bathroom and picked a stall. He proceeded to obnoxiously pee while standing and then exited without saying a word. No one could get him for sexual harassment. His very presence just made girls nervous.

"So, you're a fag after-all?" the star quarterback and former prom queen mocked him.

Ryan smirked and went on his way. He later turned in the recording of the quarterback's words to the principal and had him sent to detention where he then missed practice. Ryan carried a tape recorder wherever he went in case anyone tried to mess with him.

This included the time he sat down with the school nurse, Miss Campbell. She was young, in her mid-twenties, and was well-liked by the boys. "How are you feeling?" she asked him.

"Not very good, actually. A lot of people are not accepting of me," Ryan said with fake outrage.

"It can be a shock to some people," Miss Campbell allowed.

"They just need to get over it," Ryan replied.

"Right, so, is there anything you want to know about transitioning?" she asked.

"No, I'm good. I have the Internet," Ryan said.

"Not all Internet websites are helpful. I have a list of sites that are reputable," Miss Campbell said giving him the paper of the list.

"Thanks," Ryan said having no intention of visiting them.

"How did you discover you were transgender?" she asked.

"Well, I was visiting some unusual porn sites when I came across the shemale section. After watching a few hours, I came to the conclusion I wanted to be one," Ryan smiled.

Miss Campbell did not react in the slightest. "Porn can give inaccurate expectations," she said.

"Don't all dreams begin with a fantasy?" Ryan asked.

"Right, I have some suggestions on clothes, make-up, woman's shampoos," she continued.

"Save it. I don't need them," Ryan rejected. "People get caught up with the superficial things in life. Those things don't make a woman."

"What makes a woman if I may ask?" Miss Campbell asked.

Ryan hesitated to answer so as to articulate the proper response. "It's the way we think. It's mental and psychological," he said vaguely. "I see. Would you like to take a gender test to see how feminine you really are?" Miss Campbell asked.

Ryan stared at the nurse realizing either choice could ruin him. "Sure," he said.

The nurse handed him a laptop with the quiz. Ryan went through the quiz in five minutes and then got the results: 90% Female, 10% Male. Miss Campbell frowned at the results and then put her laptop away. "Interesting," she muttered.

Ryan shrugged. "That will be all for today," Miss Campbell said excusing him.

"As the school nurse, I understand you have a supply of free condoms," Ryan noted. "Mind if I have a few?"

"Certainly," Miss Campbell said giving him a fake smile. She handed him a few packs.

"Thank you," Ryan said and then exited the room.

Miss Campbell shook her head. "That little shit."

***

Ryan dominated in soccer, kicking in a few goals. He even took the ball from his fellow girl classmates so he could score on his own. Only Vanessa came close to stopping him. The two dueled for the ball until Ryan teasingly kicked it away from her downfield. As before, Ryan enjoyed seeing all the girls naked in the showers but kept himself in check.

Vanessa confronted him in the shower, the two of them naked to each other. "You think this is funny?" she asked him turning him around.

"No, I am just doing what I feel inside," Ryan said mockingly.

Vanessa noticed that Ryan didn't have an erection even while a naked girl was in front of him. "Are you gay or something?" she asked him.

"It's called mental discipline. You should try it," Ryan teased.

She gave him a disgusted look and walked off. Ryan smiled looking at her well-formed ass and finished up.

***

"What's your secret? I would get a total hard-on if I showered with every girl in my class," Brad, his best friend asked.

"I am not proud of it, but I jerk off right before gym period. Even then, it's tough," Ryan admitted.

"How long can you keep this up?" Brad asked.

"I don't know. I would love to win prom queen," Ryan said mischievously.

"That's months from now," Brad remarked.

"I haven't created enough of a stir. Besides, the rewards outweigh the costs," Ryan smiled.

***

Miss Campbell had some notes prepared as Ryan came in. They made small talk on Ryan's adjustment to his new status in the school. "Let me ask you this, Miss Campbell. Why not allow co-ed showers and bathrooms?" Ryan asked.

"There are issues of privacy, sexual harassment, and sexual assault if we allowed that," Miss Campbell replied.

"I think boys misbehave with girls because it is so forbidden. If you normalize boys and girls being naked together, it would no longer be taboo. We could evolve as a society," Ryan argued.

"Is that what you want to prove?" Miss Campbell asked.

"No," Ryan shook his head. "I am genuine about my transition but let me ask you this: why don't you feel comfortable having a man in the woman's restroom?"

"I suppose it is because there is a small but sizable number of men who would take advantage of the situation," Miss Campbell replied.

"Smaller or larger than the Lesbian and Bisexual population?" Ryan asked.

"Maybe the same," Miss Campbell allowed.

"So what's the difference?" Ryan asked rhetorically.

"The difference is fear. Men are stronger and more aggressive especially when they wish to harm women. This is the real world," Miss Campbell said.

"And what about men's fears? There are men that are bigger and stronger than me that could wish me harm," Ryan pointed out.

"Is that why you're doing this?" Miss Campbell probed.

"I am just having a casual conversation," Ryan replied.

"Sexual assault cases are almost entirely directed towards women statistically. There are some cases of men-on-men sexual violence but not at the same rate," Miss Campbell said.

"Well, this has been educational," Ryan said checking his watch. "I'll be needing some more condoms."

***

Miss Campbell met with the principal concerning Ryan. "Anything?" the principal asked hopefully.

"No, he is too clever to admit his scheme," Miss Campbell replied.

"We could pull one of his friends into my office and get a statement," the principal considered.

"It would just be hearsay," Miss Campbell rejected. "We seem to have only two options here: either we get him to drop the act or he truly does become a girl."

The principal scoffed. "Of course its an act. I've known Ryan for years. He's completely straight."

"Then, perhaps, we bend him a little," Miss Campbell replied.

***

At basketball practice, Ryan easily swatted balls away. He didn't even shoot himself. He just trolled the girls making it so that the other team couldn't score. He smiled at the girls on his team as he passed the ball off to them, so they could score. He particularly enjoyed dribbling the ball around Vanessa for a good minute before passing off to someone else.

In the showers, Ryan was given an unexpected gift. A beautiful brunette threw herself at him in the showers so their bodies were touching. "You're so cute, Ryan. I hope you keep up this big scam of yours," she grinned.

Ryan stared at the girl who had never been interested in him before. "Well, you're invading my space," he said pealing her away.

Ryan then left the showers and quickly changed. "What the fuck?" the girl wondered.

***

Ryan confided in Brad over the incident. "Holy shit, dude," Brad said amazed.

"It took all of my will power to stop her," Ryan said impressed with himself.

"It can't be a coincidence. She's never been into you," Brad warned.

"Of course not. The principal sent her to me to get a reaction. If I make-out with a girl in the girl's restroom, I am finished," Ryan said.

"That's some shady shit right there," Brad said disapproving.

Ryan took out a condom and proceeded to blow it up like a balloon. "I'll get them back for this," he pledged.

***

Ryan decided to take his scheme forward with another stunt. He went to the principal's office for his next demand. "I want to be included in the student of the month. My grades are top in the class," Ryan said.

"Of course, your name will be under consideration," the principal said although he had no intention of doing so.

"Under the girl student category," Ryan clarified.

The principal simply stared at Ryan. "Of course," the principal said.

"I want this process to be open and transparent. There is no girl that has better grades than I do," Ryan said arrogantly.

"There are other things to consider like sports, clubs, etc," the principal said.

"I am sure you will make the right decision," Ryan said and excused himself.

Ryan then went to work on his presidential election campaign. If he were class president, he would force the principal's hand. He selected Brad as his campaign manager and began making fliers around the campus with the slogan. "Girl Power."

"My first act as your class president will be to make the bathrooms all co-ed," Ryan declared.

"Hell, yeah," the boys cheered. ***

"As class president, you can't make the bathrooms co-ed," Miss Campbell shot down.

"I will still fight for it," Ryan said defiantly.

Miss Campbell rolled her eyes. "I heard you were assaulted by a girl in the showers. Care to talk about it?"

"It was so unexpected and traumatizing," Ryan said mockingly.

"Almost enough so that you might want to go back to the boy's bathroom?" Miss Campbell asked.

"No, I must fight for who I am," Ryan replied.

"And what is it about you that makes you a woman?" Miss Campbell asked.

"What makes anyone a woman? Is it fertility? That would mean infertile and male-to-female transsexuals are not truly women. Is it breast size? Well, no, some women barely have any breasts to speak of. Some women don't even have wombs or vaginas. Is it the chromosomes? Well, no, because some people have XXY. So, tell me. What is it?" Ryan asked.

"You delight in using trans arguments against us," Miss Campbell said annoyed.

"I just ask for a little consistency," Ryan said with fake sincerity.

"Perhaps there are truly three genders, male, female, and trans," Miss Campbell suggested.

"So, I'm trans. What difference does it make?" Ryan asked.

"I am just curious as to how you think. Maybe, you have no interest in being a woman. Maybe, you just reject being a man," Miss Campbell said.

"I'm still working out all the details for myself," Ryan assured her. "And, I am going to need some more condoms."

***

Ryan's campaign for president ended in success. He proceeded to fire the prom committee filled with girls and placed an all-boy squad in charge of it. "Shall our theme be NASCAR or Army?" Ryan asked his committee.

"Both are excellent choices," Brad complimented.

"You are the pulse of the boys. As I am no longer one, I need your guidance," Ryan said to his committee.

"We got you, buddy," they told him.

"That's Madam President to you," Ryan corrected.

Still, even though he had won the presidency and started up a Dungeons and Dragons chapter at the school, he was not awarded student of the month. The principal decided to break his own rules and state law by calling Ryan's parents about the matter.

"You don't say?" Ryan's mother said on the phone.

"Yes, it has become a real problem at the school. Can you get him to stop?" the principal pleaded.

"I'll see what I can do," she said uncommitted

When Ryan got home, his mother mentioned the phone call. "Are you pretending to be a girl at school, Ryan?" his mother asked nonchalantly.

"What? Who said that?" Ryan scoffed.

"The principal," she replied. "Do you want to go shopping for girl clothes?"

"No, this whole thing is a prank, duh," he replied.

"Well, don't take it too far, honey. You could embarrass yourself," his mother warned.

"Whatever," Ryan replied.

***

Ryan walked into the principal's office with an agenda. "You outed me to my mother," Ryan accused.

"I would hardly call it that," the principal scoffed.

"I could go to the school board for this. Or...you could make me the student of the month as I deserve," Ryan said.

"You blackmailing me?" the principal asked outraged.

"Yeah," Ryan said as if it were obvious.

"I'll see what I can do," the principal replied.

***

Ryan secured his spot as the student of the month under the girl category. The Yearbook took a very boyish-looking smile from Ryan. He then successfully became nominated under the homecoming queen category. The school newspaper interviewed the star quarterback on his successful nomination for homecoming king.

"No, I won't dance with that fag," the star quarterback said when asked if he would dance with Ryan at the winter dance if he won homecoming queen. The school proceeded to send the star quarterback to detention for his remarks.

"What do you think about these comments?" Miss Campbell asked Ryan.

"I am very hurt and offended and hurt," Ryan replied with mock seriousness.

"What if I could give you what you want?" Miss Campbell asked.

"You mean...a new car?" Ryan asked hopefully.

"No, instant transition to womanhood," she clarified.

"That's impossible," Ryan objected.

"But what if it could be done?" she pressed.

"It would be crazy expensive," Ryan continued to make excuses.

"Let's say its free," she continued.

"Sure," Ryan said not taking the thought experiment seriously.

"That's all I wanted to know," Miss Campbell excused him.

"Right, well, I am going to need some more condoms," Ryan requested.

***

The school was a buzz for the homecoming celebrations. The football team was doing relatively well. President Ryan efficiently organized the program with his all-male committee. He then turned to Brad. "I don't trust the VP, she's a girl you know. Take over," Ryan said as he prepared to walk down as a homecoming queen nominee. He was dressed in a suit, wearing sunglasses. Two girls then walked up to him.

"Shall we?" Ryan said taking the two girls on either side.

The four girls nominated for homecoming queen picked girl pop songs and walked down with their boyfriends. "Hit it," Ryan ordered.

Ryan then went down the aisle with the two girls to an ACDC song. The school erupted in applause at his audacity. A net attached to the roof opened up sending a hundred condoms onto the gym floor. A bunch of students left their seats to pick them up.

"We can't cover this up," the principal muttered.

Ryan won homecoming queen based on the male vote alone. The school attempted to make it so that only girls could vote for queen and only boys could vote for king. Ryan educated the principal on how the ACLU would nix that idea.

Ryan became a sensation in the state. Conservative talk radio enjoyed how he was mocking the state. Progressives and parent organizations were outraged. The school board meeting was filled with concerned parents. Ryan even showed up to speak.

"Parents, let me be the first to say, you lost this war. School nurses can hand out condoms without you knowing. Kids can and do have sex on the campus grounds and you will never hear of it. The school can teach any kind of sex ed including sex toys without you knowing. The school can have your kid terminate a pregnancy without your knowledge or consent. And yours truly can enter your girls' bathrooms unrestricted. So, give me your best shot," Ryan smirked and then dropped the mic on the podium. The parents stared at him as he left the building in stunned silence.

***

"That was quite the speech," Miss Campbell said.

"I know, right," Ryan grinned.

"You trying to change the state politically?" Miss Campbell asked curiously.

"I don't really give a fuck about politics," Ryan admitted.

"But you are serious about this transition?" she pressed.

"Absolutely," Ryan said.

"You dressed in a suit with two girls on your arms to ACDC, and you're telling me you want to be a woman?" she asked doubtfully.

"I know some biker dyke chicks that you be into that sort of thing," Ryan said.

"Let me guess. You want some condoms?" Miss Campbell asked.

"Nope," Ryan shook his head with a big grin on his face.

***

Ryan exited the nurse's office content with himself and was suddenly slammed against the wall. "You're out of your mind if you think I am going to dance with you, fag," the star quarterback said.

"Give it to me rough," Ryan mocked.

The star quarterback had no witty come back to that. "Let's chill, man," Brad said intervening.

"You his bitch?" the star quarterback insulted Brad.

"Wouldn't it be the other way around?" Ryan asked.

The star quarterback looked at them both confused and then left in a huff. "You really pissed him off," Brad remarked.

"Good, he's an asshole," Ryan replied.

***

After a few months of trolling the girls at PE, the excitement waned down. The girls started to ignore him and Ryan stopped trying during sports. Typically, Ryan would jack off before going to gym to keep his libido down. Not this time. He simply lacked interest and then felt bored in the girl's locker room. It was too overexposure. He had been given too much of a good thing. Additionally, most of the girls disliked him for being an obvious troll. He was alone.

Ryan had defeated his foes and lacked a serious challenger. He wasn't even serious about the homecoming dance. Now that he had actually won, he was obligated to show up. Since he was technically in charge of it, he couldn't troll it up.

Ryan turned to Brad for guidance. "I have an idea for the dance. What if I show up in drag?"

"What? Like dress up like a girl for real?" Brad asked.

"Yeah, dress, make-up, and wig," Ryan said.

"I don't know. Isn't that taking it too far," Brad frowned.

"Our star quarterback won't dance with me if I look like a dude in a suit. This will force him," Ryan said.

"Or he'll just leave or not do it. Then, you look like an idiot in a dress," Brad said.

"Okay, what if we trick him into dancing with me. I then reveal it to him afterward," Ryan suggested.

"Yes, yes," Brad liked it. "But we're going to need help."

***

Ryan and Brad approached Vanessa after class about their problem. "You want me to help you?" she asked incredulously.

"Yeah," Ryan replied.

"Look, we need your help to dress Ryan up as a girl for the winter dance. We have something special planned for our dear quarterback," Brad said.

"Why would I?" Vanessa asked scornfully.

"For a chance this could blow up in my face," Ryan said using her emotions against her.

"You're crazy and self-destructive," Vanessa said to Ryan.

"Help him help himself in his own destruction," Brad pressed.

"Okay, fair enough," Vanessa said amused. "Come by my place the afternoon of the dance. I'll make you a real girl."

After Vanessa left, Ryan and Brad gave each other high-fives.

***

The night of the dance, Ryan was in the make-up chair with Vanessa. "Alright, asshole. Be very still while I work on you," Vanessa said.

Ryan let the abuse slide. He needed her cooperation after all. Vanessa went to work on his face giving Ryan a very feminine-looking appearance. She put lipstick on his lips, eye shadow and mascara on his eyes, and plucked his eyebrows. When she was done with the face, she worked on his hair extensions. Once she was done, Ryan looked at himself in the mirror. He looked perfect.

Vanessa then put a bra around Ryan's chest and put stuffing into it to give him full-looking breasts. Ryan got into the dress and nodded in approval. This was going to work. Interestingly, Ryan was able to fit in Vanessa's high heels.

"You have small feet," she pointed out.

"Or maybe you have big feet...like a man," Ryan mocked.

"Whatever, you're done. Now, get going," Vanessa said. As Ryan left, Vanessa shook her head and chuckled. "He's going to get his ass kicked," she said to herself.

***

At the dance, the dear president was nowhere to be seen. "Since Ryan isn't here, I am taking over for him," the girl VP said to Brad.

"Yeah, that's bullshit. He designated me in charge," Brad said to her.

"I am next in the line of succession," she argued.

"Just because he's not here doesn't mean he's not in charge," Brad said. He then gave the VP his phone.

"I'm still in charge...bitch," Ryan said obnoxiously through the phone. "Where the fuck are you?" she demanded.

"At home watching Netflix," Ryan replied.

"You will be impeached for this," the VP said angrily.

"Yeah right," Ryan said and then hung up.

Ryan turned off his phone as he arrived at the dance. He looked at his white dress dissatisfied with it. It did nothing against the cold and it lacked pockets A suit was so much better. Ryan met up with Brad in the parking lot.

"So, what do you think?" Ryan asked nervously.

Brad gave him a good look over. "Impressive," he said.

Ryan felt relieved that Vanessa hadn't screwed him over. "Let's do this," Ryan said entering the gymnasium with Brad.

Brad brought Ryan to the entrance and was stopped by a suspicious teacher. "She's my date," Brad said and then wrote "Ann ____" on the form.

The teacher let it slide and the two of them were in. "Begin the mission," Ryan whispered. His voice could easily give him away.

Brad did the rally symbol and a squad of boys came to his side. "We're going to get my lovely date elected homecoming queen," he said.

"Doesn't she have to be from our school?" one asked. "Won't your date have to dance with our star quarterback?" another asked.

"Just go with it," Brad said frustrated.

The squad departed intermixing into the crowd. Ryan stayed near Brad's side throughout most of the evening. He never spoke the entire time. Occasionally, a guy would try to flirt with him when Brad was away getting punch or doing his official duties. Vanessa finally arrived at his table.

"So, you haven't been outed yet? I guess I did an awesome job, huh?" she said mockingly.

Ryan said nothing. Vanessa smiled at his silence. "Oh, I see. You don't want to give yourself away. Maybe, you should have tried training your voice for this," Vanessa mocked.

Ryan simply shrugged. Brad came back and stared at Vanessa. "I think we got the votes," he whispered to Ryan.

"Votes for what?" Vanessa asked suspiciously.

"To make him the queen, obviously," Brad hissed at her.

"This is so dumb," she said dismissively.

"You're just jealous a dude beat you," Brad said.

"I have no interest in being anyone's queen," Vanessa replied.

"That's the kind of thing only a Lesbian would say," Brad chided.

"How dare you," Vanessa said offended.

Ryan nudged the two of them as the principal read out the results. "Our King for this evening is...," he read out the star quarterback's name.

Ryan, Brad, and Vanessa gave a fake applause. "Since our Queen is not here (thank God), Ann___ will be our Queen, tonight," the principal said.

Ryan got up as the crowd cheered. "Kick his ass," Brad encouraged him.

"I got this," Ryan whispered.

The star quarterback was relieved that he was dancing with a real female this time. "Hey, good-looking. Want to have fun at my place afterward? We're going to have a party," the star quarterback said to Ryan.

Ryan merely nodded his head. The two teenagers took to the dance floor and began their royal dance. The star quarterback actually knew how to dance to Ryan's surprise. The two weren't great but not terrible either. The crowd applauded as their dance concluded.

"That was great. Why don't you ditch that loser and join my table?" the star quarterback said to Ryan.

"Why don't we go to your place now, big boy," Ryan said.

The star quarterback gave Ryan a wide-eyed stare. "You son-of-a-bitch!" the star quarterback shouted and then punched Ryan in the face. Ryan collected himself and kicked him in the crotch. The gymnasium became chaotic as two sides rushed in defense of the other. The teachers stayed away from the brawl that erupted. The principal stared in horror.

Brad got up and mocked bowed to Vanessa. "I must defend my date's honor," he said and then rushed into the fight.

Vanessa smirked as the boys fought on the dance floor with Ryan in the middle of it. A smoke bomb suddenly exploded in the middle of the floor allowing Ryan to escape. Ryan and Brad escaped the gymnasium and ran to the parking lot. "That was awesome," Brad said fist-bumping Ryan.

"Mission accomplished," Ryan smirked. He had a bloody lip and his dress was torn up.

"What do we do now?" Brad wondered.

Ryan wasn't sure how he was going to top this. "I don't know, man. I'll have to think about it," Ryan said honestly.

"Take care, man," Brad said as the two departed.

***

Ryan was still feeling ecstatic about his success at the dance. He entered his house without letting his parents see him. That would raise some uncomfortable questions as to why he was dressed as a girl with a bloody lip. Ryan quickly took the dress off and removed the bra. Now, only in his underwear, he looked at his face in the mirror. The injury sustained in the fight wasn't too bad. It would heal in a few days. Taking a washcloth, he began taking off the make-up until it was all off and then he took off the hair extensions. Once he was done, he looked at the mirror and found himself confused. Even after taking the make-up off, his face still looked feminine. Ryan scrubbed his face hard making his face red but the result was still the same. Shrugging, Ryan went to sleep.

The next day, Ryan looked at his face carefully. It still looked a little odd. His hair also looked a little longer even without the hair extensions. "Weird," Ryan said and then checked his Facebook. His media feed was all about the fight at the dance.

"Nice," Ryan smirked and then saved pictures of him with the star quarterback.

***

The next day Ryan was sent to the principal's office. "Girl or boy, that was outrageous," the principal said to him.

"Look, we only go to high school once," Ryan said.

"And what about the other students who wanted to have a normal dance? It's always about you. You're selfish and cruel," the principal lectured.

Ryan rolled his eyes. "I should suspend you so you miss your finals," the principal threatened.

"I'll still pass," Ryan said not concerned.

"In college, they would simply expel you," the principal told him.

"You going to punish me or just yell at me," Ryan said disrespectfully.

"Your suspension will begin after winter break is over," the principal ordered.

"Great, a longer vacation," Ryan said getting up.

The principal stared at Ryan seeing a slight change in his face. Ryan left the principal's office and saw the star quarterback about to enter. "Watch your back, fag," he said angrily.

"Oh, but I want you on my back," Ryan replied.

The star quarterback glared at him and then went inside the office for his own punishment. Ryan met up with Brad at lunch. "How bad was it?" Brad asked.

"I got suspended," Ryan said nonchalantly.

Vanessa came around to their table. "What do you want?" Ryan asked her annoyed.

"You still have my dress, asshole," she replied.

"Oh yeah, it's in my car," Ryan remembered.

"I always want to know how you intend to make things worse for yourself. Hopefully, you will get expelled," Vanessa said.

"Please, after this semester is over I will have enough credits to get my diploma," Ryan said.

"But you won't graduate with us," Vanessa pointed out.

"Big deal. Too bad the graduation gown is the same for boys and girls," Ryan grinned.

"You got your victory, man. You're good," Brad said to him.

"I want more," Ryan said.

"You're crazy," Vanessa told him.

"I have an appointment with the nurse," Ryan said leaving the two.

***

Ryan expected to be chewed out by the nurse as well. Surprisingly, she looked amused at him. "That was quite the stunt. You could have been hurt," she said.

"Just a bloody lip," Ryan said. "I put on the dress and make-up, I try to be a good girl, and this is what happens."

"I think the reason the fight happened is because you provoked him," Miss Campbell said.

"I was elected homecoming queen. He should have expected it or did my clothes invite it?" Ryan asked.

Miss Campbell simply smiled. "You shouldn't self-medicate, Ryan."

There was an awkward silence between them. "What do you mean?" Ryan asked offended.

"I can see it in your face, Ryan. Your skin has cleared up and your face looks more feminine. Only taking hormones could cause this," she said.

"I'm not taking anything," Ryan said seriously.

"Alright, Ryan," Miss Campbell gave him a pass.

Ryan exited the nurse's office flustered. He didn't know what the hell she was talking about. Ryan entered the boy's restroom forgetting his scheme for the first time and stared at his face. He did notice some small changes but couldn't figure out how it could be happening.

"Hey, you're not supposed to be in here. Shouldn't you be in the girl's room?" a bully leader asked him.

"Not now," Ryan said still looking at his face.

"What you doing? Putting on make-up, girl-boy," the bully leader said as the three of them approached him.

Ryan sighed and went to leave when he was stopped. "Time to teach you a lesson. No girls allowed," the bully leader said.

"Don't be stupid. It's just a prank," Ryan said nervously.

"I don't think so. Just look at his face," the bully leader smirked.

The three proceeded to gang up on Ryan and beat him up in the showers. After they were done beating him, they soaked his clothes.

***

Brad found the beaten Ryan in the showers. "Oh my God," he said upon seeing him. "What happened?"

"Just get me out of here," Ryan said.

"Sure, buddy," Brad said getting Ryan to his feet.

Brad helped Ryan walked down the hallway to the parking lot where he was jeered by a number of students along the way. Ryan eventually got to his car but was too busted up to drive. Brad drove him back home and helped him inside the house.

"You're in bad shape. Do you need a doctor?" Brad asked.

"No, there are no broken bones. I just need time to heal," Ryan said painfully.

"What were you doing in the boy's restroom?" Brad wondered.

"I am a boy. I can go in there if I want!" Ryan said agitatedly.

"It's not that simple, man. You have to be one or the other," Brad told him.

"Who says? I should be able to change genders any day I want," Ryan argued.

"That's a recipe for chaos. Just use the girl's room from now on. It will be safer," Brad advised.

"After Christmas break, I am done with this prank. Things are going back to normal," Ryan pledged.

"Alright, you get some rest," Brad said leaving Ryan alone with his thoughts.

***

Ryan aced his finals but his problems didn't go away. He was still hurt from the beating he had received and other symptoms were materializing. He felt a small but detectable mass under his nipples. He discussed the issue with the nurse.

"Are you taking any hormone medication?" Miss Campbell asked.

"No," Ryan said flatly.

"You can tell me if you are," she said.

"I am not taking anything," Ryan said frustrated.

"During puberty, boys can have swollen breasts as well. It's perfectly normal. In fact, more than half of boys go through this. It should disappear eventually," Miss Campbell said.

"Thanks, good to know," Ryan said relieved.

"How are you feeling? That was quite the beating," Miss Campbell asked concerned.

"I'll be fine," Ryan said and then left.

***

Due to his injuries, Ryan was excused from the so-called PE final. The girls mocked him for being unable to pass their physical tests. Ryan simply watched from afar as the girls did their exercise and sports. He felt nothing for their bodies. None of the girls impressed him anymore. None had his intellectual ability, and he was too overexposed to their bodies now. If a naked woman went passed him, he wouldn't care. It seemed all so boring now.

Finally, Christmas break began. Ryan had nothing to do except play video games and work on his computer. He occasionally visited relatives with his parents but often he was left alone. Typically when his parents were gone, he would access porn websites on his computer. Not this time. He felt drained and disinterested. He assumed it was from being sore and hurt all the time from the beating he had received.

With each day, there were small subtle changes to his body. The breast tissue continued to swell but not enough to be noticeable. Ryan cautiously touched his nipples and found them to be sensitive for the first time. While he didn't realize it, he was also losing a lot of weight. He didn't eat very much during the day. He didn't notice the changes to his face due to the bruises he had received.

After Christmas break was over, his suspension began. Brad came over to visit him after school. "How are you doing, buddy?" Brad asked.

"Better," Ryan said, his face had cleared up.

"You sound like you have the flu," Brad said.

"I don't feel sick," Ryan said but acknowledged his voice was weird.

"Anyway, the VP is trying to impeach you. She's using some bylaw about presidents being suspended or something," Brad informed him.

"Whatever," Ryan said disinterestedly.

"You have to fight this," Brad encouraged him.

"What for?" Ryan said discouraged.

Brad gave Ryan a disappointed look. "You look sick, bro. What's going on?"

"I'm fine, really," Ryan lied. In reality, he was falling apart.

***

As soon as Ryan got back to school, the VP successfully impeached him out of the job. Ryan didn't fight it. The star quarterback won the regional championship. Ryan felt bitter about his adversaries winning around him. His health continued to distress him. He no longer said anything in class, derogatory or not, due to his voice cracking.

"I have a problem," Ryan finally admitted.

Miss Campbell looked at Ryan detecting the changes. "I can see that. You ready to admit that you're self-medicating?" she asked.

"But I am not. That's the problem," Ryan said seriously.

Miss Campbell stared at Ryan. "Alright. Can you take your shirt off for me?" she asked.

Ryan awkwardly took off his shirt revealing swollen breasts. Miss Campbell looked them over and then felt them. "Even if you were self- medicating, this wouldn't happen for several months," she said.

"Is it cancer or something?" Ryan asked putting his shirt back on.

"I don't think so. I would make an appointment with a doctor as soon as you can before this gets worse," Miss Campbell advised.

"What could be causing it?" Ryan wondered.

"I have no idea," Miss Campbell admitted.

Ryan left the nurse's office thinking Miss Campbell was now useless. He also faced the problem with PE. He was out of excuses for not attending class. Once he finally did participate, he was faring no better than any of the other girls. His dominance in sports was now over. Over the last several weeks, he had lost muscular strength and endurance. Vanessa was now schooling him in both basketball and soccer.

"You still need to give me back my dress," Vanessa said to him after class.

"Fine, after school," he replied.

Vanessa stared at his feminine appearance. "What's happening to you?" she said concerned for the first time.

"I don't know," he admitted.

"It's like you're becoming a real girl," Vanessa remarked.

"Don't say that," Ryan said agitatedly.

"Karma is a bitch," Vanessa smirked.

***

Ryan didn't care for Vanessa's attitude and didn't meet with her after school. Things had reached critical mass. He needed to get out of the school. "I have enough credits to graduate. I want my diploma and I am out of here," Ryan said to the principal.

"Actually, you have a few credits you have to make up for. Remember when you pulled out of math class to be a teacher's aid last year. That stunt puts you 5 credits under," the principal said gleefully.

Ryan recalled it with some horror. "I will home school," he declared.

"Too late for that," the principal rejected.

"Fuck," Ryan said in his mind.

"It looks you're stuck with us until graduation," the principal smirked.

***

As Ryan got worse, he finally opened up to his parents about his situation. "Mom, I need to see a doctor," he said.

"What for?" his mother asked.

"Just look at my face," Ryan said showing her.

"What's wrong with your face? Finally, that black eye is gone," his mother said unconcerned.

"I'm growing tits," Ryan said exasperated.

"Language, mister," his mother lectured. "This is all part of growing up. It's called puberty," his mother chuckled.

"Not like this. I'm turning into a girl, literally," Ryan said.

"Don't be such a drama queen," his mother said and then smirked. "Fine, I'll set up an appointment," she said upon seeing his face.

***

Ryan explained his symptoms to the doctor and had a blood test. "We'll see whether there is any hormonal imbalance once the test results come back," the doctor said to him.

"How long will that take?" Ryan asked.

"Two weeks," the doctor replied.

Ryan kicked himself for not doing this sooner. "Thanks, doc," he said disappointed.

***

Ryan's condition couldn't be kept hidden for long even with wearing bulky sweatshirts. In PE, he couldn't hide his budding breasts in the showers. "Well Ryan, I got your ass impeached and it looks like you're growing tits as well. What is that? A micro-penis?" the now-president mocked.

"This is sexual harassment," Ryan protested meekly.

"What? You can tell on me? That's rich, a guy accusing a girl of sexual harassment," she mocked. "Like anyone would believe you after the stunts you pulled."

"You're just mad that my boobs are bigger than yours," Ryan shot back.

The president glared at him. "You're pathetic Ryan. We should start calling you Annie," she said.

"Leave him alone. He's already been through a lot," Vanessa said standing up for him.

"Defended by your girlfriend. That's low, even for you," the president kept attacking Ryan. "You've made a mockery of our school and made it harder for people who really are trans to come out."

"You're a real hero," Ryan mocked.

"I should have won the election months ago. I could have accomplished things, but you had to fuck it up," she continued.

"No matter what you can do or accomplish, you'll always just be a girl," Ryan insulted.

The president nearly grabbed him but was held back by the other girls. "Ryan, let's go," Vanessa taking Ryan away before he could get his ass kicked.

***

Vanessa took Ryan aside outside the gym. "What are you trying to prove? This prank has gone too far," she said to him.

"It's not a prank. Somehow or someone is trying to turn me into a girl," Ryan said honestly.

Vanessa looked at Ryan's distressed face. "Wow, you're not kidding," she said and then smirked.

"What's so funny?" Ryan demanded.

"Where's my dress?" she demanded.

"It's at my house," Ryan said.

"I'll be coming over to get it," Vanessa warned him.

***

Over the weekend, Ryan was home alone when the doorbell went off. He headed downstairs and found a peeved Vanessa at the door. "You got my dress?" she demanded.

"Sure, in my room," Ryan said turning away from the door.

Vanessa entered the house and closed the door as Ryan went back upstairs. He came back down and gave her the dress. She placed it on the couch for the time being. "Anyone else home?" she asked.

"Nope," Ryan answered.

"You still like girls right?" she asked advancing on him.

"Yeah, sure," Ryan agreed.

"I like girls too," Vanessa revealed.

"That's nice," Ryan said awkwardly. He had always figured Vanessa as the Lesbian or Bisexual type.

Vanessa got close to him and kissed him on the lips. Ryan didn't resist desiring something romantic from a girl for some time. Vanessa and Ryan continued kissing as she backed him towards the stairs.

"Let's take this to your room," she said aggressively.

Ryan just nodded and went upstairs. Vanessa was in his room in a flash taking off her jacket and then her shirt. "Just warning you, I could disappoint you," Ryan said to her.

"You disappoint me every day," she said as she took off her bra.

Ryan could only stare at Vanessa's perfect breasts. "Take your clothes off, Ryan," she ordered.

Ryan complied rapidly taking off his t-shirt and shorts. The two quickly got naked in front of each other. "Nothing different than every day when we shower," Vanessa smiled.

"This is quite unexpected," Ryan said as Vanessa kissed him on his neck. "Why may I ask?"

"For a few reasons: no one would believe you if you told anyone, and you're the only girl at school that would do this with me," Vanessa said.

"But I'm not a girl," Ryan said pathetically.

"Oh, but you will. Look at these budding breasts," Vanessa said as she kissed his nipples.

Ryan had to admit it felt to be kissed there. His breasts were far more sensitive than before. "I'm going to get this fixed," he told her.

"Oh really?" she doubted as she sucked on his nipple.

"I have a doctor's appointment and...," Ryan trailed off as Vanessa sucked the other nipple.

"Do you think this can be explained by science. You're becoming a girl within a matter of months. Even your voice is cracking," she said.

"What?" Ryan wondered.

"This is beyond science. We're dealing with magic," Vanessa said wide-eyed.

"No way," Ryan doubted. "Did you do this to me?" Ryan accused.

"No, silly. My bet is on the nurse," she said.

"Miss Campbell?" Ryan wondered.

"Enough talking," Vanessa said as she sent Ryan to the bed. She placed her lips on his flaccid penis and licked him.

Ryan felt a sudden pleasure as his dick was being sucked. He had never experienced this kind of sensitivity before. He hadn't even been able to get hard for weeks. Even with all the stimulation, he still could not get hard. Vanessa worked in vain to get him hard and then finally Ryan cried out in ecstasy.

Vanessa eyed him as he clutched his nipples. There was a clear liquid coming from his dick but nothing else. "Did you just orgasm?" she asked him.

"It felt like it. Holy Shit," Ryan said stunned.

"You're farther along than I thought. You're having girl orgasms," Vanessa realized.

"That felt better than before," Ryan said appreciatively.

"Well, maybe you can get multiple orgasms like a girl can," Vanessa said.

"Cool," Ryan said.

"But you're going to have to give me one now," Vanessa ordered.

"How? My dick doesn't work," Ryan scoffed.

"I don't want your dick. I want your mouth," Vanessa told him.

"Oh," Ryan realized.

Vanessa got on the bed next to him. Ryan had had sex with girls before but had never gone down on one. Cautiously, he kissed her clit. Feeling more confident in himself, he started licking her clit and vulva. Vanessa moaned as he continued. As Vanessa was about to cum, he placed his thumb on her clit and fingered her with two fingers. Vanessa squirmed and cried out as she went over the edge.

"Nice," she said pleased. "I can't wait for you to be my Lesbian lover."

Ryan gave her a shocked look. "But I'm a guy," he protested.

"Shut up and lay down," she ordered.

The two went at it for a good hour giving each other orgasms. Ryan was positively exhausted after everything Vanessa had done to him. Vanessa calmly got dressed. "Maybe next weekend," she said.

"Don't forget the dress," Ryan said lamely.

"Oh no, you'll need it eventually," she smiled and left the house.

***

A befuddled Ryan entered the doctor's office to get a verdict. "Your blood has high levels of estrogen for a male. Your X-rays also show a mass of tissue in your lower abdomen," the doctor said showing him the X-ray.

"Is it cancer?" Ryan asked stunned.

"No, it appears to be ovaries and a uterus. You have underdeveloped male and female sexual organs. This condition is known as being intersexed. It's rare but can happen at birth," the doctor said.

"That doesn't make sense. I wasn't born with this. It just happened a few months ago," Ryan said.

"I'm sorry, that's medically impossible," the doctor doubted.

"Okay, well, can be it be taken out," Ryan asked.

"The surgery to remove the organs would be quite difficult and painful for you. I would suggest just keeping them there," the doctor recommended.

"You don't understand. If I don't take them out, I'll get a vagina next," Ryan said.

"That's just not possible," the doctor said patiently.

"None of this makes any sense. I have had X-rays before and this never showed up," Ryan said.

"We can prescribe estrogen blockers and testosterone while I contact a surgeon," the doctor said helpfully.

"Okay, let's do that," Ryan agreed.

***

Brad found a very feminine-looking Ryan in the cafeteria. "What's going on with you, man. This prank has gone too far," Brad said.

"It's not a prank. I have female organs growing inside me," Ryan revealed.

"How?" Brad wondered.

"I've been cursed somehow. Someone is fucking with me," Ryan whispered.

"Who?" Brad asked.

"Maybe Miss Campbell. She's a shady bitch alright. I need a way to break into her office and look over her files," Ryan said.

"Count me in, bro," Brad said helpfully.

"Here's the plan," Ryan began.

***

The next day, the school fire alarm went off. Ryan waited for the nurse to exit her office along with the rest of the kids. Ryan barged into the office and started looking around for anything odd or out of place. He searched her desk thoroughly and then the file cabinet. He finally found a folder with his name on it. Taking the file, he left the office with the rest of the kids.

After school, Ryan met up with Brad with the file. He opened the file and read his own psychological profile. "So, I'm a bit of a narcissist," Ryan realized.

"Everyone knows that," Brad joked.

Ryan read on but nothing stood out. "There's nothing to prove here," he said disappointed.

"Now what?" Brad asked.

"I have to go to her home," Ryan realized.

"I'll help," Brad offered.

"No, I have to do this alone," Ryan said.

***

Ryan skipped class and went to Miss Campbell's house. He went to the side of the house and bashed out a window using a rock. He then climbed inside and cautiously walked around. He didn't know if the nurse had a dog or other occupant in the house. As he looked around, nothing obvious or nefarious could be found. He ventured over to a small library and found nothing unusual.

Ryan suddenly got a text message on his phone from Brad. "Abort mission. She's going back home."

Ryan felt a chill as he read it. The nurse knew her house was being broken into. Ryan kept looking and found an ancient-looking book in her desk. It was in a foreign language and impossible to read. Ryan took the book to the exit. He would have to find some professor to translate it for him.

As he was about to leave, Miss Campbell entered the house catching him red-handed. Determined to get away, Ryan went towards the window he had smashed open. To his dismay, the window was perfectly repaired.

"Going somewhere?" Miss Campbell asked.

"You're a witch," Ryan accused.

"I've been called worse," Miss Campbell smirked.

"Reverse the spell," Ryan demanded.

"Why would I want to? Isn't this what you wanted, to be female?" she asked.

"You knew I wasn't being serious," Ryan said still holding the book.

"Of course, but you wouldn't incriminate yourself. We had to follow the law, so I made you suffer for it. You took a well-intentioned law and made a mockery of it," she said.

"What do you care?" Ryan asked boldly.

"I was someone that could have benefited from that law. Before I learned the ancient ways, I had to suffer through ridicule, intolerance, and embarrassment. After the law was passed, I thought society had taken a step forward. That was until you decided to shit on everything," she said angrily.

Ryan took a moment to understand what she was saying. She had been a boy too and then used magic on herself to become a woman? "I have your book. You're not going to get away with this," Ryan said bravely.

"No one Earth can translate it, and you'll never stop the spell," she said.

Ryan wasn't sure if she was bluffing. He moved over to the stove and turned it on. Miss Campbell moved closer to him as Ryan threatened to place the book over the fire. "I bet it burns though," he said.

"It's just like you to burn a book," she mocked.

"I'm warning you," Ryan threatened.

She took out a wand and pointed it at him. "I'll kill you and make your body disappear," she said.

"This book must be important to you. Maybe, we can work something out," Ryan suggested.

"You're in no position to bargain. Soon, your dick and balls will fall off. You'll be in the body of a woman without the pleasure of having a vagina. You will never have children, so you won't be able to pollute the world with your ignorance," she said.

She came closer to him with her wand pointed at his heart. "You could have stopped me on day one. You let it get this far. You're as responsible as me," Ryan said.

"I will admit it was amusing to see how people would react," she allowed.

"Yeah, pretty amusing, right? You could use someone that could learn from you, an apprentice," Ryan said.

Miss Campbell gave him a curious look. "What are you offering?" she asked.

"I could be your apprentice and together we could troll the whole country," Ryan suggested.

Miss Campbell shook her head. "You still think this is a game? I could kill you in an instant," she said disappointed.

"Just hear me out, okay. It's too easy to just make ignorant people suffer. You trolled me pretty good just like how I trolled the school. You have power and I have creativity," Ryan said.

Miss Campbell seemed uncertain. "Do you want to be alone with your power?" Ryan asked.

"Give me the book and you can live," she said simply.

Ryan frowned and turned the book over to her. "This isn't some club you can join on a whim. An apprentice must be knowledgeable, disciplined, and discreet," she said.

"You know I can learn it," Ryan said complimenting himself.

"But you have no discipline to speak of," Miss Campbell said irritably. "Very well," she said after a pause.

Ryan grinned as he was now entering a new dimension beyond the laws of reality. "I forgot to add that an apprentice is always female," she said and turned her wand on him.

"Femina," she said sending a beam of light at Ryan's body.

Ryan felt weird and tingly as the spell hit him. His breasts increased another cup size, his nipples expanded slightly, his hair grew to shoulder length, and his hips became more female. His male sex organs shrank until they disappeared into his body. A vagina and cervix formed inside his body making him biologically female in all respects. Since his body had been changed over the last few months, only a few additional changes to his face and body were needed. Ryan appeared before Miss Campbell completely female.

Ryan felt herself and realized she wasn't just a male eunuch. "I have a vagina. I can get pregnant?" she wondered.

"Yes, I advise you not to get pregnant before you graduate," Miss Campbell said condescendingly.

"Like, I would ever have sex with a guy," Ryan said dismissively.

"You will be surprised how your feelings will change," Miss Campbell warned. "Now, I am not going to call you Ryan anymore. I'll call you Ann from now on."

"Alright, what do I call you? Miss Campbell seems so formal," Ann asked.

"You will call me Mistress," she replied.

***

Miss Campbell took Ann back to school. Ann was dressed in black pants, a t-shirt, and a jacket. When she came into the classroom, no one gave her an odd look. "Nice of you to join us, Ann," the teacher said annoyed.

"Yeah, sure," Anna said awkwardly and took her seat.

As the lecture continued, Ann looked at Vanessa and Brad. Neither of them gave her an odd look. It was as if she had always been female. When it came to PE, none of the girls made any snide remarks about her presence. When she showered with them, no one remarked how her dick was gone. Everything had changed since her final transformation.

At the end of the school day, the principal came over to her with all smiles. "I hope you have that valedictorian speech ready."

"Yeah, sure," Ann replied.

Ann smiled as she thought of how she could troll such a speech. She would have to make sure she aced every class to make certain she would get it. Ann found Brad by his locker. "Hey," Ann said as she came over to him.

"Oh, hello," Brad said awkwardly.

"Look, you should come over to my place, so we can play some video games," Ann suggested.

"Well, that's odd. You've never asked me to do that before," Brad said. "Sure. How about tomorrow?"

Ann felt giddy with excitement at the prospect. "Yeah and maybe we can do other stuff too," she said with a wink.

***

Ann found her car in the school parking lot. She checked her purse and found that her driver's license had been changed. She got into the vehicle and listened to a CD. To her amusement, the CD played ACDC songs. Not everything had changed after all. She drove back home and cautiously went inside.

"Hey, mom. I'm a girl," she announced.

"I know, honey," her mother said disinterestedly.

Ann checked her room and found it similar to before except her closet was filled with girl clothes. Ann sat down at her computer and looked through her photo album and Facebook profile. Her girl self hadn't caused the same chaos her boy self had. That would have to change. Ann checked her Valedictorian speech and found it bland and boring. She began to rewrite it.

***

Brad did eventually come over and awkwardly said hello to Ann at the door. "Come in, you want a beer?" she asked him.

"Sure," Brad said confused as to why Ann was being so nice to him.

"Don't worry. My parents aren't around," Ann assured him.

"Good to know," Brad said as he took a sip of beer.

Ann then came over to Brad and touched his cheek, "Memoria."

Brad gave her a weird look and then realized Ann was his best friend Ryan from another dimension. "Ryan? What the fuck?" he wondered.

"I couldn't stop Miss Campbell, so I joined her instead," Ann explained.

"You're a real girl now?" Brad questioned.

"Yep, but now I have powers. Together, we can troll everyone," Ann said excitedly.

"What about Miss Campbell?" Brad asked.

Ann frowned at the mention of her mistress's name. "We just have to be subtle about it."

"Hey man, I don't want to end up as a girl too," Brad said concerned.

"Don't worry. I got this," Ann said.

"So can you use your magical powers to reverse the spell now?" Brad asked.

"Unfortunately, that is irreversible. Even if I could, Miss Campbell would just change me back. She's pissed at me," Ann said.

"That's too bad," Brad said sincerely. "So, did you really call me over here to play video games?"

"I want to try it out," Ann said cryptically.

"Try what out?" Brad asked as Ann advanced on him.

"I'm a virgin, Brad. I want you to be my first," Ann said more explicitly.

"Oh, man, that's weird though," Brad said uncertainly. "I can use spells to prevent pregnancy and disease. You will never need to use a condom with me. I can keep your dick hard for as long as you want," Ann said to him.

"You can really do that?" Brad asked amazed.

"They were the first spells I learned," Ann smirked.

"You know I would never turn down a girl for sex, but I don't want this to hurt our friendship. Don't be a bitch about things when it gets tough," Brad warned her.

"Stop stalling," she said and then led him to her room upstairs.

Brad was expecting a girl's room but was pleasantly surprised by the ACDC poster, comic books, and action figures. "I had to redo the whole room," Ann said to him.

"Looks similar to before," Brad said approvingly.

"Let's get this going," Ann said impatiently and kissed Brad. The two were clumsy teenagers not really knowing what they were doing. It still felt pleasant on their lips. Ann started to feel her body react for the first time to a boy's touch.

The two smiled and chuckled at their awkward kissing. They then quickly took their clothes off. "Wow, they're really real," Brad said checking out Ann's breasts.

"Of course, and I get to rub these whenever I want," Ann smirked.

"Lucky you," Brad replied. "Can I touch them?"

"Sure," Ann allowed.

Brad massaged Ann's breasts and circled her nipples. Ann closed her eyes and sighed with pleasure as she was being touched. Brad was doing an even better job than when she did it to herself. Brad then took off his pants and then his underwear revealing his erect penis.

"Rigorosus," Ann said at Brad to keep his dick hard.

"What was that?" Brad asked as he felt his dick tingle.

"You're not going to soften until you give me an orgasm," Ann said as she got on the bed.

"So little faith," Brad chided her.

Brad got on top of her and placed the head of his cock at her entrance. "It's going to sting a little," he warned.

"Whatever, just do it," Ann said.

Brad pushed ever so slightly until he broke through. Ann tensed up in pain. "You good?" Brad asked her.

"Yeah, fine, keep going?" Ann urged.

Brad nodded and then penetrated all the way to the hilt. "Wow, its really in there," Ann said amazed.

"Does it hurt?" Brad asked concerned.

"No, you're good. Now, fuck me," Ann grinned.

Brad obliged picking up speed. Ann worked to get her legs around his hips as he went as quick as he could. He knew he wouldn't have to worry about cumming too early due to the spell. He could go as fast as he wanted. Ann felt like she was being jacked off faster than she ever thought possible. She started touching his chest, his arms, and his back. She felt different being on the receiving end of everything and wanted to give something back.

Brad kept going pounding Ann into the mattress. Ann could only hold onto his back as he thrust inside her. She could feel herself be a little self-conscious as her breasts shook from their movement. Ann then hooked Brad's leg and got on top of him. Keeping his cock inside her, Ann experimented with being on top. She gave slow but steady strokes while rubbing her clit. Brad smiled as Ann was enjoying herself. Suddenly, a wave of pleasure went through her body as she felt her first female orgasm.

"Oh my God, Brad. It feels so good," she cried out as it hit her.

"Wow, you almost make me want to be a girl too," Brad smirked.

"Don't say that. I like you having a dick," Ann smiled. "Dissolvo," she said releasing his cock from the spell.

Brad immediately went to work placing her back on her back. He held her tight as he worked to get himself an orgasm. Ann felt completely submissive as Brad held her. She moaned and cried out as he got close. Finally, Brad came insider her and relaxed. Ann felt sudden jolts go through her. It was such a turn on to think that Brad could cum inside her. She was so grateful for his effort.

"That was great. You can do that anytime," she said to him.

"This is still a little weird," Brad admitted.

"With time, it will be less-and-less," Ann assured him.

"Do you want to cuddle?" Brad asked awkwardly.

"Fuck no. Let's go play some video games," Ann said and then kissed him.

The Prankster Commentary

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv
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The Prankster has elicited the greatest amount of controversy of any story I have submitted. I am honestly surprised by the nature of the controversy. In the Fictionmania message board, someone suggested that someone tackle the gender bathroom controversy, so I took a stab at it. I tried to not make it completely black and white. The principal tries to use immoral tactics to try to catch Ryan, the nurse has her own agenda, some of the girls don't mind it, and some of the girls like Vanessa do. Who's right, who's being intolerant, and who's using shady means to justify the ends? Ryan is an evil protagonist because he's manipulating the system just to troll the system which is hurtful and insensitive towards trans people. He is the extreme conservative fear or argument in this issue. Could someone like Ryan really exist and could the state stop him?

The controversy hasn't been on anything Ryan actually did to mess with the system. No, the controversy has been at the very end. Ryan is rewarded for his antics by becoming the nurse's apprentice. Now, I found that Ryan just being turned into a girl was not a satisfying ending. There had to be more to the story.

The speculation I wanted to draw out was what was the nurse's motivation? She wanted to punish Ryan for his antics. Being trans herself, she was hurt the most by Ryan's behavior. Her anger turned to surprise when Ryan offered to joined her. It is here that I intended to have the reader realize the nurse's loneliness not just in being trans but in being the only one with magical power. They're both villains, one trolling the system while the other using magic to curse a teenager. There is no white and black side here.

If you were the only one of your kind and an annoying adversary offered to join, what would be a reasonable response? Many reviewers put the nurse on the side of good and therefore were mystified why a good person would side with Ryan/Ann who is the villain of the story. I find that interesting because I see the nurse as a villain just from another side. The nurse could have changed Ryan immediately on the spot but decided to drag the controversy out for months perhaps for her own amusement.

I meant the story as a dark comedy with no real heroes. It was meant to bring out the question: is a TG transformation a reward or a punishment?

The Silent Girl

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  • TGFictionStv

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The Silent Girl


By TGFictionStv

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental
  • Androgyny
  • Blackmail
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Stuck
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Partial Transformations
  • Shopping

The Silent Girl I

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  • TGFictionStv

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  • CAUTION: Language

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  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Mystery or Suspense
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental
  • Androgyny
  • Blackmail
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Stuck
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Partial Transformations
  • Shopping

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The Silent Girl

(Rated R for Strong Language and Sexual Themes)

My name is Liz and I was a junior in high school. I was a bit of a
troublemaker occasionally smoking cigarettes or weed, drinking alcohol,
and I had sex with a few boys. I wasn't particularly good in school
either. The only thing I was good at was sports like the school
softball team. One day we got a new transfer student. She had short
hair, dressed conservatively, but did not speak as she was escorted
inside the classroom.

My female teacher gave her a reassuring look. "This is your new
classmate, Mary. She is able to hear but not able to speak, so her
interpreter will be with her in the classroom," the teacher introduced.

Mary's interpreter was an older woman who also had nothing to say to
us. Mary did some quick signs to her interpreter, and I could tell she
was nervous. "Nice to meet you all," the interpreter said.

We all knew then that having a disabled kid meant we all had to be
careful with what we said. Any teasing or so-called "bullying" would
send us to detention for a week. Mary took a seat near me and listened
intently to the English class. She never said a word and rarely made
any signs to her interpreter. She had no expression on her face. I
tried not to stare, but it was too weird. I had never encountered
someone who couldn't speak before. It would make sense if she were
deaf but that wasn't the case here.

***

During PE, Mary was nowhere to be seen. I later learned she was
excused from it for some unknown reason. Over the next few weeks,
nothing controversial happened. My interest in Mary faded away. She
never talked and that was boring.

One day, a group of seniors discovered Mary's condition and decided to
pester her after school. Each one tried to provoke Mary to talk. She
tried to sign to them that this wasn't possible, but they simply mocked
her for it. The harassment turned to physically bullying her and
taking her things. They weren't convinced she couldn't talk and
planned to beat a scream out of her. They tossed her on the ground and
lightly kicked her making her unable to come up.

I happened to be waiting for softball practice when I saw it. I heard
a voice, "Help!" and ran over. The boys were laughing hysterically as
they continued to bully her.

"Hey, assholes. Get away from her before I smack you with this bat," I
said holding my softball bat.

"Please, we could easily take that from you," the leader said.

"Before you do, I'll make sure I bust the teeth out of at least one of
you. Which one is going to be?" I pointed at them with my bat.

The boys shrugged and laughed as they walked off. I came over to Mary
to pick her up. "You okay?" I asked.

She simply nodded. I found her backpack and gave it to her. When I
was sure no one was around, I confronted her. "I know you can speak.
What's the deal?" I demanded.

She shook her head not wanting to tell me. "Look, I just saved your
ass. Could you at least give me an explanation?" I asked.

She looked away and walked off.

***

The next day, Mary still had her interpreter with her. I tried to keep
myself from scowling. It didn't make any sense, and it frustrated me.
Right before class, Mary discreetly gave me an envelope that was sealed.
I simply nodded to her and read it at lunch.

"Thank you for saving me from those guys after school. It was
courageous and charitable. I am telling you this in the hopes you will
keep it to yourself. A few years ago, I was cursed by one of my
relatives who was bitter that I was given all the inheritance when my
parents passed away. That relative is now dead but the curse remains.
The curse placed upon me affects my voice. While I can speak, my voice
is too horrible for me to use. All medical explanations and treatments
have failed. Instead, I have learned sign language and hired
interpreters to be with me at all times. I hope you can understand and
will keep this between us."

I read the letter a few times and then decided to burn it completely
with a lighter. I wasn't a gossiper or a snitch. The next day, I gave
her a note.

"Your secret is safe with me. Can you teach me your sign language?"

She read it and for the first time, I saw her smile.

***

For the next few weeks, I was Mary's unofficial bodyguard against the
senior boys. I was prepared to knock out teeth and give concussions.
I didn't give a fuck whether I was suspended. Mary gave me a list of
commonly used words and taught me the signs for each one. It was hard
for my idiot brain to comprehend at first.

"This would be a whole lot easier if we simply spoke to each other," I
said annoyed.

She signed "No," in reply.

"Look, I don't care what your voice sounds like. It could sound like a
throat cancer victim for all I care," I said.

She shook her head. I didn't press her and the lessons continued. By
October, I had learned a decent number of signs. The two of us could
talk to each other during class when we're not supposed to or in the
halls. It was our secret code. Since Mary never spoke to anyone, I
was her only friend.

"You going to go to any Halloween parties?" I asked her.

"No," she signed.

"Why not? It will be fun," I said.

"No, it will not," she signed.

"Mary, you have a lot of money but no social life. How long do you
think you can keep this up?" I asked.

"I don't know," she signed. She then looked up at the sky
thoughtfully. "I have an idea," she signed smiling.

***

That Halloween, I dressed up as a witch to the party, because I was
broke and unimaginative. Mary eventually showed up in casual clothes.
"What's up?" I asked her.

"Party, my place," she signed.

I nodded understanding the dumbed-down sign language she was using. I
went into her luxurious car. The driver took us away to her mansion
outside of town. Once we got there, there was already a crowd of
people in costumes, many of which were college-aged.

"Soon," she signed to me and went to her room upstairs.

I shrugged and had some champagne. No one asked me how old I was. I
socialized with the young men who figured I was some rich guy's
daughter. I lied and made up all sorts of stories. I didn't see Mary
for a while and assumed she was just taking her time getting dressed.

"There you are," a masculine voice said behind me.

I turned around and saw someone in a cowboy costume. She wore boots of
rich leather, the pants were male jeans, the belt also looked leather,
a white collared t-shirt, a thick brown leather vest, and
finally the Cowboy hat. I stared at the young man bewildered and then
recognition slowly registered.

"Yeah," I said awkwardly.

"This is my date for the night. Doesn't she look great?" she asked.

The other oblivious rich guys agreed and began complimenting me. "I would like
to thank the host in person if I could," one rich guy said.

"I heard the heiress went on a trip to England and couldn't be back in
time," Mary said impersonating a male cowboy.

"That's a shame. I have heard stories of her beauty," the rich guy
said.

In my awkwardness, I felt some jealousy or perhaps protectiveness. I
didn't know what I was feeling at the time. I knew now why Mary kept
her mouth shut all this time. Her voice was exactly the same as that
of a boy. I knew that if I had such a voice, I would keep my mouth
shut too. However, no one there seemed to recognize her as the host.
I saw another side of Mary I had never seen before. She was social and
outgoing while I remained fairly quiet.

***

After the evening was over, I decided to make small talk. "So, that's
the reason you don't talk?" I asked.

"Yes," she said in a male voice.

"Maybe you could get a voice trainer," I suggested.

"I've tried it. It didn't work," she said.

I looked over her costume. She had done a very good job hiding her
chest and making her face look more masculine. "Maybe, you could be a
guy?" I said absent-mindedly.

She simply stared at me. "If I were just a normal person, I would
actually consider it. But I am the heiress of a well-known estate. It
would be scandalous."

"So what? Who cares? You running for office?" I asked rhetorically.

"No man would want me as a man," she said.

"Unless they're gay," I said obviously.

"That's too much," she said.

"Look, I only see three options here: You stay silent your whole life,
you fix this curse, or you become a man," I said simply.

"You talk like it is an easy decision to make," she said flustered.

"All I know is that you were enjoying yourself tonight. Are you going
to wait another year to have fun?" I asked.

She said nothing for a few moments. "There's no need to make a
decision now. Do you mind pretending to be my girlfriend?"

"Pretend?" I asked with mock seriousness. "We are girlfriends," I said
giving her a hug.

***

Mary continued to go to school in feminine albeit rich attire with her
translator. The only one in the class who knew of her secret was me.
I kept secrets well and made an effort not to smirk as she signed with
her translator. After class, Mary dressed in baggy pants and a thick
sweatshirt. She had her hair in a bun and hid it inside a ball cap. I
kept guard in the girl's bathroom as she worked on her make-up. If
anyone saw anything, I would immediately kick them out. After thirty
minutes, I curiously saw Mary putting the final touches on. Her
ability to use make-up was astounding. Of the two of us, she was the
real girl.

Once she was done, I checked the bathroom entrance and saw no one
around. "It's clear," I said to her.

A very boyish-looking Mary stepped out and walked with me to the
parking lot. I noticed her manner of walking and had to stop her.
"What?" she asked using her boy's voice.

"The way you walk is funny," I noted.

She looked at me anxiously wondering if she would pass outside. "Take
longer strides," I told her.

She eyed me and then took some practice steps nearly falling over.
"Try walking around the parking lot," I suggested.

"What if someone saw us," Mary said embarrassed.

"Who gives a fuck? Besides, it will just look like a girl and boy
walking together," I said.

Mary didn't care for my swearing but continued practicing taking longer
strides. "Now, move your arms a little more. You look so stiff," I
said.

She did as I said and was nearly passable. "If you don't keep it up,
everyone is going to think you're a gay guy," I said at her exasperated
face.

"You're right," she admitted.

"So, what am I going to call you. I can't call you Mary in public," I
said.

"Marty," she said finally.

"Like Back to the Future?" I grinned.

"Okay, I'll think of something else," she winced.

"No, Marty works for today. We can always change it up next time," I
allowed.

We got in the car and Mary looked over her appearance in the rear-view
mirror to make sure nothing had changed. "You look fine, really," I
assured her.

***

We drove to the mall and went through the clothing stores. Mary seemed
pleased to be able to talk about random subjects using her voice
instead of having to use sign language. For practice sake, she still
occasionally used sign language even as she was talking. I didn't mind
it, so I didn't make fun of her for it.

"Can I help you, Sir," a store's clerk asked Mary.

She, at first, didn't recognize being called "Sir" and didn't turn
around. She then quickly turned around. "Anything I can help you
with?" she asked helpfully.

Mary realized she was out of place in the women's section. "Just
trying to help my...girlfriend," she said awkwardly.

The clerk nodded and turned away. I rejoined a stressed-out Mary and
started laughing. "It's not that funny," Mary said annoyed.

As I looked through some clothes, I noticed Mary wasn't buying
anything. "What gives? Why aren't you getting anything for yourself?"
I asked.

"I never go shopping actually. I simply make a list of what I want and
someone gets it for me," she said simply.

I simply stared at her. "Wow, well, why did you want to come here?" I
asked flabbergasted.

"It just seemed like the social thing to do," she said. "And you're
fun to have around," she added.

"Well, shucks. Let's try something else," I said dropping what I was
doing.

"Like what?" Mary asked.

The two of us entered the arcade center. "You got any quarters?" I asked.

"I got this," she said taking out a twenty.

"That'll work," I said and then put the twenty in the quarter machine.
We waited patiently for eighty quarters to come out. I then counted
them all to make sure we hadn't been ripped off.

"It's fine," she smiled before I was done counting.

For the next two hours, we played race cars and shooter games. With
few exceptions, I was the better player. "Of the two of us, you should
be the boy," Mary commented.

"No way," I rejected. "Being a boy is more than playing arcade games,"
I rejected.

"You like the outdoors, you play hard, you aren't into dresses, you
swear like a sailor, and fight people," Mary listed off.

"That doesn't make a man. Men need to be leaders. You're rich not
just because of your parents but because you manage money well
yourself. You delegate tasks to other people. You host parties and
don't even have to be there to supervise it. You're smart and you
found a way to hide this without getting caught," I said complimenting
her.

She smirked. "Maybe, we're both boys and don't realize it."

***

Mary skipped school on a Friday to attend some business meetings. The
following Monday, she told me how it went away from everyone else. "I
sat there in front of the board of directors and had my translator read
the speech. After she had read my speech, they simply ignored me.
I own over 50% of the shares and they ignored me because I can't
speak," she said angrily.

"It's not just your voice. It's because they see you as a kid," I told
her.

"If I had my real voice, they would listen to me," she said frustrated.

"Yeah right," I said doubtfully. "You have to influence things from
within. You have to get a job within your own company and gain
people's trust from the inside. Then, you can force the board to do
what you want," I said.

"If I get the operation, I don't think I will be able to get any job
except one from home," she said bitterly.

"What operation?" I asked curiously.

"I am getting consultations to surgically take out my voice box. It
will make me unable to speak even if I wanted to," she revealed.

"You can't go through with it. It's your voice! What if someone
attacked you? How would you call for help?" I asked stunned.

"There are other means aside from my voice. I can carry an alarm
system with me. Even without my voice box, I can still use a voice
synthesizer like Stephen Hawking," she said simply.

"Why are you doing this?" I demanded of her.

"It only takes one time for me to slip up. If I use my voice by
mistake or by impulse, I am finished," she argued.

"So, you're a girl with a man's voice. Who gives a fuck?" I said.

"I will be viewed as a freak. I will never be able to influence my
father's company," she said.

"Why is that such a big deal to you? Sell your shares and live rich,"
I said obviously.

"It was the company my father built. I am not going to sell it away,"
she insisted.

I gave her a stumped look. "Why do you care so much anyway," she asked
bitterly.

"Your voice...it's kind of cute," I said lamely.

She gave me a weird look. "You actually like my voice?" she asked
incredulously.

"Only your voice. That's all," I said defensively. "When is the
surgery?"

"I don't have a date yet," she admitted.

I nodded. "Well, good luck with that," I said with false sincerity and
walked off.

***

On the day of the operation, Mary didn't come to school. I thought
about what I would say to her after she had recovered. Would I call
her an idiot and tell her that she had ruined her life? Would I be
sympathetic? Would we even remain friends? Probably not. After all,
she would likely go to a special school that worked with teens that had
disabilities. I had no expectation I would see her again and the
thought of it made me sad.

To my surprise that weekend, I received a text message from her. She
wanted to see me at the food court at the mall. I had nothing better
to do and so I went. When I got there, I didn't see her anywhere.
Finally, a familiar voice called out to me.

"There you are," Mary said in her usual voice. She was wearing male
clothing and looked convincingly boyish. I would have considered her
cute if I didn't know the truth.

"The operation?" I wondered.

"I didn't go through with it," she admitted.

I simply stared at her. A part of me was glad she hadn't done it but a
part of me was also mad that she had even considered it. We sat down
with a pizza between us. "So, why not?" I asked curiously.

"When I got there, I thought what you had said but that wasn't what
changed my mind," she began.

"So?" I asked.

"In the surgery prep room, I saw parents comfort their children and
husbands and wives talking to one another to reassure each other. I
realized the importance of one's voice is when it really matters. I
couldn't go through with it," she said lamely.

"What now?" I asked.

"I don't know," she said honestly. "I guess I'll just use my voice for
those close to me and sign for everyone else."

"Let's think about this curse. When did you first notice your voice
change?" I asked.

She hesitated to answer. "I was at a summer camp for girls. It was
right after my parents had died and my relatives were squabbling over
my inheritance. I just needed some time out of the city," she began.

"Okay, anything out of the ordinary happen?" I asked.

She showed signs she was embarrassed and didn't want to answer. "Trust
me, I've done worse," I assured her.

"Almost all of the girls were snooty and arrogant but there was this
one girl that listened to my problems. One night, I don't know why I
did it...I kissed her," she said blushing.

I simply stared at her. "Is that all?" I asked incredulously.

She simply nodded. "Did you use tongue?" I asked becoming interested.

"No, it was a simple kiss," she said flustered.

"You didn't make out and touch each other all over?" I continued.

"No, it was just a simple kiss is all," she repeated.

"I've done worse," I said unimpressed.

She simply stared at me. "What? I'm totally straight but occasionally
I like to fuck with people. Some of the girls at school are so
uptight," I explained.

"Right, well, the next day my voice changed. I tried to disguise it
but nothing worked. So, I went home early and took a crash course on
sign language," she said.

"So, obviously the kiss is related to your situation," I surmised.

"What are you suggesting? I kiss another girl and see if it reverses
itself?" she asked.

"I'm right here," I volunteered.

"No way, it could cause the curse to spread to you," she objected.

"Do you know whatever happened to the girl you kissed?" I asked.

"No, I could probably find out," she said thoughtfully.

"Okay, first, we should find out whether anything happened to that
girl. Maybe, the same thing happened to her. Then, we find out
whether kissing a boy will reverse it," I said hopefully.

"It's too risky. What if the opposite happens?" she said anxiously.

"The opposite? Like, he turns into a girl?" I asked.

She nodded like I was an idiot. "Okay, then, let's try a test subject
that would have the least amount of risk," I said thoughtfully. "Okay,
I got one. His name is Bobby. He's totally gay," I said.

"What does that have anything to do with it?" Mary asked confused.

"It's obvious! If he turns into a girl, he might actually like it. He
can be with men without the stigma of being a queer," I said a little
too loudly.

"That assumes his sexuality doesn't change with it. What if it only
partially changes him? He would have a girl's voice with a boy's
body," she objected.

"Well, he's an asshole anyway. I say we try it on him," I said.

"Fine," Mary agreed.

***

The next Monday, I ran into Bobby. "Hey, Bobby. I need a favor from
you," I said.

"You haven't talked to me in years. What do you want now?" he asked
rudely. Bobby was slender, wore glasses, and had brown curly hair. He
made it obvious he was gay, but I never saw him with anyone.

"I need you to kiss a girl," I said vaguely.

"Is this some kind of joke?" he immediately rejected.

"No joke. You know the rich girl, Mary, the one that doesn't talk?" I
asked.

He nodded indicating he had heard of her. "That's the one," I said.

"No, why would I? I didn't come out of the closet just to get back in
again," he said annoyed.

"I'll give you fifty bucks," I offered.

"Now, you're treating me like a slut," he objected.

I rolled my eyes. "One-hundred bucks," I raised.

He looked at me to see if I was serious. "You don't have that kind of
money," he argued.

"She does," I said obviously.

"Alright, but no one can know," he agreed.

***

After school, the three of us met. Bobby looked at us awkwardly. "A
deal is a deal," I said handing Bobby the cash.

Mary said nothing giving nothing away. Bobby got next to her, leaned
down, and gave her the most awkward kiss between a girl and a boy. I
winced upon seeing it. After it was done, Bobby looked embarrassed and
regretful.

"Okay, see you around," he said lamely and walked off.

Once he was a safe distance away, Mary spoke. "That was positively
awful," she said disappointedly. "I can't believe my first kiss with a
boy was that."

"A boy for how much longer?" I grinned.

"Don't say that," Mary said regretfully.

"All I'm saying is that if he turns into a girl, he won't be your first
kiss with a boy anymore," I reasoned.

"It would still be my first kiss with a boy even if he does become a
girl. It's not as if the kiss didn't happen," she argued.

"Whatever. Now, we wait and see," I said.

***

The next day, Bobby didn't show up to school. A sense of dread came
upon us. What if the curse were real? What if Bobby now had the voice
of a girl for the rest of his life? As funny as that would be, it was
also horrifying to think about. I went by his house and knocked on the
door. A girl with brown curly hair answered the door.

"Oh, Hi!" she said as if she knew me.

"I'm looking for Bobby," I said assuming the girl was his sister.

"I'm Bobby. Don't I look great," she said happily.

I looked her over. I saw a resemblance to the old Bobby. "It is you,"
I realized horrified.

"Of course it is. My parents totally accept me now that I'm a straight
girl. My boyfriend loves the new look," she gushed.

"Boyfriend?" I asked. I wasn't aware he had one.

"Of course, silly. We've been dating for six months now. He's Bi, you
know," she said explaining the situation.

"So, what exactly happened after you kissed Mary?" I asked getting to
the bottom of this.

"So, right afterward my voice changed. It became very feminine, and I
was crying non-stop over it. My boyfriend then comforted me and then
last night, I became a girl. Well, not completely yet. I think a few
more sessions will make me complete," she grinned.

"Sessions?" I asked.

"Sex," she whispered.

"You had sex with your boyfriend after it happened," I hissed.

"You don't approve? I thought you were into that kind of stuff," she
said surprised.

"Well, sure, I just want to know what happened," I said frustrated.

"I started changing as we had sex. It was the most amazing thing," she
said.

"I see," I said lamely.

"Anyway, thank you so much," she hugged me. "I'm going to a new school
next week, but you can drop by anytime," she said gratefully.

"Sure, Bobby," I told her and walked off.

***

I met Mary who was in drag at a coffee shop to discuss what we had
learned. "I hired a private investigator to find the girl at the
summer camp. I should get a better idea of what we're dealing with
within a week," Mary said.

"That's great," I said flustered.

"What's wrong?" Mary asked.

"Bobby is now a girl now. That's why he didn't come to school," I
reported.

Mary simply stared at me. "It's okay. He even likes being a girl
now," I said.

"What happened?" Mary asked.

So, I told her everything that I had learned. When I was done, Mary
looked at me stunned. "So, the kiss causes it," she realized.

"Now, we just have to find out whether or not the girl you kissed at
camp is now a dude," I said bluntly.

"Don't say that," Mary said guiltily.

"Hey, it wasn't your fault. You didn't know you were cursed. What if
the other girl was a plant to bring the curse to you?" I suggested.

"It does establish that I can never kiss a guy," Mary said sadly.

"Bobby wanted to be a girl. He had sex with his boyfriend right
afterward. There are still a lot of unknown...," I began.

"Variables," Mary finished for me.

"Right, those," I said flatly.

"It's too risky. Every guy I am with could be cursed. Maybe that is
the curse," she said.

"No point in discussing it further until we find out what happened to
that girl," I told her.

***

Mary's private investigator found the girl quickly enough. She was
living in New England and at an expensive boarding school for girls.
Pictures of her showed no sign of masculinity. There was nothing
peculiar about her voice either. She was a normal straight girl with a
secret boyfriend that she kept from her parents.

"We have to test this on a straight boy and see what happens," I
suggested.

"No, it's too dangerous," Mary rejected.

"Okay, well, we still don't know if that girl at camp is the carrier or
not. If she is the carrier, she might be immune to it," I said.

"What do you suggest?" she asked.

"You kiss me. See what happens," I said.

"No, no way," she resisted. "I wouldn't wish my curse upon anyone."

"If it happens, we can both use sign language," I joked.

"No, not going to happen," she said adamantly.

"Alright, so what about this dead relative of yours? You say this
person cursed you," I brought up.

"It was probably my uncle," she said.

"Alright, who owns the house now?" I asked.

"His son and he will never invite me in to look around my uncle's
papers."

"Okay, so we break in," I said simply.

Mary looked at me like I was some kind of criminal. "It will be easy,"
I assured her.

"We have to make sure my cousin isn't there at the house," Mary said.

"Use that private eye and find out when he will be gone," I said.

***

Mary's private eye discovered her cousin's schedule and determined the
time he would be out of town on business. Mary couldn't go along with
me on this burglary, because she was too high-profile. If I got
caught, no one would give a damn. I dressed in black and came to the
house in the middle of the night after being dropped off by Mary's
driver. I entered the house through a basement window and snooped
around for anything that could be filing cabinets or papers. After an
hour of searching, I finally found some letters and personal documents.
I didn't bother reading them. I didn't have time. I took what I could
and exited the house without being spotted.

Mary's driver then picked me up and didn't ask questions. He drove me
over to Mary's mansion where the two of us looked through the
documents. Mary was a quick reader putting documents in various piles.
Most of them were about business but some were of a personal nature.
Mary finally found a letter that pertained to her.

"I am writing to you in the case of my late brother. His estate is to
be given to his only child, his daughter Mary. I am convinced, as
hopefully, you are as well, that the company and the estate could never
be run by a female. The company and the estate have always been in the
hands of great men and it is highly unfortunate that my brother never
had a son. I have no interest in running the company and the estate
myself or that I should take it legally or otherwise from Mary. She is
the rightful heir of my late brother's will. However, for her sake as
well that of the family, I ask that you use your influence to help her
in this matter."

I frowned as I heard the letter's contents. "What a misogynist piece
of shit," I spat.

"There's more," Mary said looking over another letter.

"I fully understand your concern. I will help her to the extent that I
can, utilizing the skills I possess. Any man she kisses will become a
woman rendering her forever childless and then your heir will inherit
the estate from her when she dies. However, in the unlikely event she
finds love in a woman, she will become a man. As a sign that my spell
has worked, her voice will be the first thing to change. As a man, I
have no doubt, she will satisfy your concerns."

Mary was in a state of shock as she put the letter down. "There's
this," I said offering it to her.

"I would have no objection to her becoming a man. It would strengthen
her in body and mind. Still, I am concerned it would create a scandal.
Therefore, I prefer her to remain a woman albeit childless."

Mary then read the last letter. "If she becomes a man, only those
close to her will remember that she was ever a woman. Do not fear of
scandal."

Mary checked the letters and found nothing indicating who the second
person was. The handwriting was in cursive and looked feminine. She
gave me a defeated looked. "I'm fucked," she said finally.

Even I was surprised by her outburst. "Your uncle is an asshole," I
remarked.

"He means well, but he has an archaic view on things," Mary allowed.
"Maybe he's right. Maybe, I would never be able to run the estate
properly."

"And having a dick is going to change that?" I asked bluntly.

"It's not just about having a dick. It's about being raised one's
whole life with confidence, aggressiveness, and pride. It's about
having that fire in the belly," Mary said. "I don't have that."

"What about temperance, civility, and class," I brought up.

"The business world doesn't care about that," she said defeated.

"So, what are you going to do? Join a nunnery?" I asked sarcastically.

"I don't know," she said honestly. "The letter assured my uncle there
wouldn't be a scandal."

"So?" I asked.

Mary grinned. "Let's make a scandal."

***

Mary went to a tailor who didn't ask questions. I watched as the
tailor made all the measurements and then provided her the right sizes.
She bought polished black dress shoes, a new male's suit pants and
jacket, a white dress shirt, and a tie. Once she was done, she got a
businessman's haircut by a barber who didn't ask questions. It helped
to have lots of money. No one ever asked you any questions. Once we
were done, Mary got dressed in her new clothes. She walked out looking
like a young man. She looked in the mirror and noticed that her eyes
were a little too feminine. She put fake eye-glasses on to complete
the look.

"Impressive. If I hadn't known any better," I said of her.

"If you're going to be with me...," Mary said looking at my punk clothes.
"You're going to need a new dress."

"Yes, Sir," I said mockingly.

Mary and I entered her company's office building. I was wearing a very
expensive black dress and my usually wild hair was in a conservative
bun. No one paid us any notice. I felt anxious for Mary. I wasn't
sure exactly what she intended to do.

We came to the private security station before we could enter the board
room. I showed my visitor pass to the guard and went through. Mary
showed the guard her ID card which still had a very feminine-looking
face on it.

"I will need you to establish your identity using this," the guard said
taking out a device.

Mary sighed and took off her fake eyeglasses. The device scanned
Mary's eyes and face. The facial recognition and iris scanner
recognized Mary. The guard gave Mary an odd look. "Proceed," he said
not certain whether to use "Sir" or "Ma'am."

Mary entered the room and saw a number of board members already
present. "Are you a new board member; I'm confused," one of the board
members said approaching her.

"Well, we wouldn't want that, would we," Mary smiled back.

The board assembled for the meeting. "I call this meeting to order,"
Mary said in a confident voice.

"I'm sorry, Sir. Who are you?" one of the board members questioned.

"Oh, excuse me. I didn't introduce myself. My name is Mark Thompson,
formerly known as Mary Thompson. This is my lovely assistant Elizabeth
Evans," she said. I tried to look pleasant although I hated my formal
first name.

"Could we have security come up," a confused board member asked through
a speaker.

Mary sighed as security came into the room. The board member stood up
and talked with the guard who assured him that Mary was who she said
she was. The board member then gave Mary a stunned look and sat down.
The guard then exited the room. "I am so sorry," he said
apologetically.

"Apology accepted. I have made some appearance changes since I last
met you. I am not surprised if some of you are shocked. In a few
weeks, it will be my eighteenth birthday which will allow me to make
legal decisions in this company including the future of this board,"
Mary said.

"We're glad to have you be an active member of this company," a board
member said politely.

"Yes, we're also quite pleased that your voice has healed," another
said.

"Doctors can perform miracles," Mary agreed. "For this reason, I plan
to make television appearances and interviews representing the company
from this time forth."

Most of the board clapped with approval. One board member seemed
particularly upset. "You are all fools!" she shouted at them. "This
will create a scandal throughout Wall-Street. It will destroy the
reputation of this company that John Thompson built," she said.

"What are you referring to?" Mary asked coldly.

"You may have a man's voice, but you are not a man. Not yet," she said
to Mary.

"I have always been a man," Mary said testing her.

"This wasn't supposed to happen. It was only a fail-safe," she
muttered and eyed me suspiciously.

"Let's break for a recess," Mary said to the group. "Except you, Aunt Debra," Mary
said glaring at the female board member.

Everyone left leaving the three of us in the room. I was on the
elderly woman in a flash. "Listen, bitch. Admit you did the spell," I
said pushing her up against the wall.

"This is impossible. If you are really a man, everyone should have
recognized it. How do you know about the spell?" Debra asked confused.

"Never-mind how we know. You're right, I haven't been changed fully.
Just my voice. Fortunately, I'm really good with make-up and dress-
up," Mary said to her.

"I can't reverse the spell once it has been initiated. I am so sorry.
I only did it to protect the family," she said apologetically. "I
never thought you would actually kiss another girl but when I saw that
you could no longer speak, I knew."

Mary gave her an angry look. "So, you would have had me either
infertile with no husband or have me become a man?"

"It was to protect the family from a weak heiress that would destroy
the wealth and prestige of the family. You can't go public now. You
have to wait for the spell to reach maturity and then everyone you know
will believe you always were a man," Debra explained.

"No, I'm going public now as a trans-man unless you reverse the spell,"
Mary threatened.

"Do it. Once you become fully a man, no one will ever remember you
were once a woman," she bluffed.

Mary wavered unsure of herself. "You're fighting against
inevitability," Debra said. "You'll ruin your life just to
spite me?"

"If she dies, maybe the spell will be broken," I suggested darkly.

Debra didn't shake in her resolve. "Were you the girl that
caused this? Did you kiss Mary?" she asked of me.

"Keep her out of this," Mary deflected.

"No, I didn't do it," I said truthfully.

Debra seemed to believe me. "To complete the spell, you will
have to love a woman fully. Only the two of you and I will ever
know you were once a woman," she said.

Mary wanted to be defiant against her aunt. "I only dressed as
a man to find out who the traitor was."

"I have only wanted the best for the family," she pleaded.

"I will show everyone that a woman can run this company voice or no
voice. I will adopt children and when I die, everything will go to
them," Mary said to her angrily.

"Please reconsider," Debra shook her head.

"She's too dangerous to be left alive. She could perform another spell
on you," I warned.

Mary seemed conflicted. "I have already amended my will. If anything
happens to me, it all goes to her," she said referring to me.

"I already know her name. You two can't escape me," Debra
said angrily.

Mary smirked. "Evans isn't her real last name." I simply shrugged.

Debra gave Mary a shocked look. "I can transfer everything I
have to her very shortly. So, if you really care for this family, you
will reverse the spell," Mary pressed.

"I can't...reverse the spell," Debra said helplessly.

"Do you know someone who can?" Mary asked desperately.

"No one can reverse it. Once you kissed that girl, your fate was
sealed," Debra said sadly.

Mary had used all her bluffs. She looked to me to see if I had any
ideas. I had none. Mary then turned to the board woman. "You're
fired," she said finally.

Debra merely nodded and then left the room. Mary sighed and
took a seat as soon as her witch aunt had left. "Can't you hire a hit-man
or something," I asked her as she leaned back in the chair.

"What good would it do?" she asked.

"Some good old-fashion interrogation might get her to talk. Get
Medieval on her ass," I suggested.

"I've lost my voice. I would prefer not to lose my freedom too," she
replied.

"I'll do it. I'll get a gun and rough her up. Just tell me her
address," I offered.

"I can't let anything happen to you either. You're my heir, remember,"
she disagreed.

"That was just to fuck with her," I said dismissively.

"No, its the truth," she revealed.

I shook my head in confusion. "I'm nobody. You would give everything
to me?" I asked stunned.

"That's right. Nobody will screw with me knowing that all the money
and power would go to someone unknown," she said.

"Thanks, you just put a big target on my back," I smirked.

"They don't know who you are. Even if they did, I have a contingency
against that too in case, we should both perish," she said lazily.

I simply stared at her speechless. Mary pulled on her tie unraveling
it. "This is uncomfortable," she muttered.

"Did you bring extra clothes?" I asked her.

She gave me a thoughtful look. "We're going to have to exchange
clothes," she said.

"Really?" I sighed.

***

Mary looked gorgeous in my black dress and high heels. Her hair was
still short but with her make-up off, she still appeared feminine
enough. I waited in the lobby wearing her business suit. The tie was
all messed up, my hair was wild as usual, and the suit didn't fit me
properly. I looked like a punk rocker wearing a suit for the purpose
of irony and mockery.

Mary used a very hoarse version of her male voice to explain to the
board that she was trying to put pressure on the fired board woman to
confess to a corruption crime within the company. The board seemed
reassured of this especially upon seeing Mary's feminine appearance.
She then reappeared in the lobby to pick me up.

In the car, we discussed what to do next. "So, we got the bitch fired,
but we still haven't found a cure," I said stating the obvious.

"There may be no cure," she replied. There was a sound-proof glass
divide between the backseats and the driver in the limo.

"So, we give up?" I asked.

"It's not the end of the world," she said exasperated. "Some people
are born blind, some are deaf, and others are disabled. I have been
blessed with power and riches beyond what most dream of. I've not even
eighteen, and I have my own limo and driver. How many can say the
same?" she said and then took out an alcoholic drink.

I simply watched her as she poured herself a glass. "You want some?"
she asked forgetfully.

"No, I'm good," I replied. Normally, I would love a drink but it
didn't seem the right time for it. Mary was getting drunk to deal with
her depression and the best thing for me to do was to just watch after
her.

"Well, do you want kids?" I asked.

"I can always adopt," she said.

"Yeah, but do you want your own flesh and blood," I clarified.

"Sure, if it could be done," she agreed.

"You can use a sperm donor," I suggested.

"I want the father to be in the picture. I am not going to raise a kid
all by myself," she said.

"So, marry a guy after you have your kid," I suggested.

"And have a sexless marriage? The moment we have sex, he'll be turned
into a woman," she reminded me.

"Okay, hire a butler to be a father-figure like Alfred was to Bruce
Wayne," I suggested.

"Those kinds of butlers don't exist," she chuckled sadly.

"You have money. Just hire a father," I argued.

"Money only goes so far. Do you think I can retain a hired father for
twenty years? I'm not going to have my kid grow up with several
different fathers. And even if I could, he would never be a true
father," she said.

The limo arrived at the mansion interrupting our weird conversation.
Mary stumbled out of the limo towards her house. The butler opened the
door for us. Once we were inside, I followed Mary to the living room
where she flopped herself down on a sofa chair. She stared at a portrait
of a man in a suit, her grandfather.

"I am going to get changed," I said retrieving my backpack filled with
my own clothes.

"Wait, what if I go through with it. I become a man?" she asked.

"You're drunk," I told her.

"Look, obviously I am not going to be making any decisions, tonight,"
she said as she opened another bottle and poured herself a shot. "But,
we can still talk, right?"

"Sure," I allowed.

"What's so terrible about being a man? I wouldn't have to deal with
pregnancy or periods. No one would look down upon me or question my
orders. I would be tough, have authority, and confidence. My
employees and my children would respect me. I wouldn't have to hide my
voice," she said.

"Right, well, you planning to be a gay man then?" I asked rhetorically.

"I mentioned children, didn't I?" she said annoyed.

"Right, but you could always adopt, get a surrogate mother, or just pay
off the real mother," I listed off.

"No, I wouldn't be gay," she said.

"Okay, you're swearing off all men? You're never going to kiss, dance,
or sleep with any men for the rest of your life? You're swearing off a
man that could provide you support and influence? Instead, you want
some whiny bitch that isn't going to give you a damn thing. She's
going to stay at home, do nothing, get fat, and annoy you for the rest
of your life," I said.

"I wouldn't pick such a person," she said confidently.

"Oh, you think so? What if she gets into drugs, drinks while pregnant
with your kid, or spends your money? What if she divorces you and
takes half of everything you own," I continued.

"We would have a prenup," she said flatly.

"Oh, good, so you thought all of this through," I mocked. "What about
men dying earlier than women. You care to lose ten years of your
life?"

"That's only because men do reckless things and that drives down the
statistics. If I stay healthy and I am not an idiot, I should last just
as long," she replied.

"You can never cheat. The media will destroy you," I continued on.

"I wouldn't," she said defensively.

"You say that now. What if she never puts out? What if she never
wants sex? You live under the assumption that your partner is always
going to be interested because you have only thought about men up til
now. What if she's a cold fish?" I asked.

"Then I am no better off than where I started from. We both know that
if I have sex with a man, he will become a woman anyway," she pointed
out.

"Who cares? Get yourself a prostitute and who cares what happens to
him afterward," I said.

"I don't do that," she refused.

"You have the power to rid the world of a lot of jackasses," I said.

She smirked at that. "I could prey on bad men and turn them into women
the next day."

"I'll help you find them. I can make you a list," I said as I thought
of all the high school boys I hated.

She took another shot and then stared at me with blood-shot eyes.
"Obviously, the choice is clear: you," she said.

"What about me?" I asked, uncertain where this was going.

"You can be the woman that can make me a man. You've kissed a girl
before, right? This wouldn't be that much different," she said.

"Whoa, this is an entirely different ball game, Mary. French kissing some
girl just for fun is not the same as girl-on-girl action," I said
dismissing it out-of-hand.

"It would only be one time," she said.

"You don't know that. It could take many sessions for all you know," I
said becoming weirded out by this conversation.

"I would be a man shortly thereafter. What's the difference?" she
asked.

"It's not about reputation, believe me. I have none," I resisted.

"Then what's the problem?" she asked.

"You're drunk," I accused.

"Just answer the question," she challenged.

"I see you as a friend. If we get weird with each other, that
friendship will never be the same. I will never be able to see you the
same way," I said honestly.

"That's going to happen regardless. I would be a man," she said
obviously.

"Yeah, but, I'll always know I was the one that caused it. And if you
become really unhappy and depressed about it, I will feel responsible
for it," I said.

"I am already miserable. I can't use my voice in public. I hire a
damn interpreter for when I go to school," she said.

"Okay, well, just maybe if we do this, I'll start to develop feelings
for the male you. You could be hot. I could be attracted to you. The
moment you become a man, we're done," I said.

"Why would we be done?" she asked.

"Men and women can't be friends. We either become lovers or
strangers," I said simply.

"I don't believe in that," she said.

"And what male friends do you have that aren't servants?" I mocked.

She looked at me uncomfortably knowing the truth. "I would treat you
well even if you weren't my girlfriend," she promised.

"You say that now. You'll be an entirely different person," I said.

"What if we went all the way? What if we got married and had kids
together? What if it didn't have to end?" she asked.

I was blown away by the question. "That isn't possible. I'm the
daughter of a fucked up family, I'm fucked up and someone like you
can't marry someone like me," I said.

"Why not?" she asked simply.

"You want to be Prince Charming and rescue Cinderella from her
problems?" I mocked. "You have standards I could never meet or what to
meet. I don't want to change to be who you need me to be," I said.

"So, what do I do?" she asked rhetorically. "Find some Lesbian off a
dating site and hope they don't freak out when I become a man the next
morning?" she asked.

"I would not advise doing that," I said and cracked a smile. "I
suggest getting a Lesbian prostitute."

"No, it has to be someone I trust. That prostitute is going to go to
the press," she said.

"Then pay her off," I said as if it were that easy.

"You have a lot of funny ideas of what the rich can and cannot do," she
said and took another shot.

"Honestly, I should be the man in our relationship, because I would get
things done," I said hammering my palm for emphasis.

"When the change happens, I want there to be someone I trust. That
person is you," she said.

I stared at her. How could I refuse her? She trusted me. What the
fuck was I thinking? Have sex with another girl? What if she did
become a man and then wanted to continue having sex with me? How could
I say no? Why would I want to say no? The easy answer was to say no
and simply walk away from all this weirdness. Still, the easy answer
was so boring. Was this not an adventure? Maybe if I got really drunk
beforehand, it would be okay.

"Get some sleep. If you feel the same way when you're sober, then we
can work something out, okay?" I said.

"Alright, deal," she agreed.

***

I woke up on the couch still in the suit. I yawned obnoxiously and
went to one of the numerous bathrooms to change into my old clothes. I
then placed the expensive suit on the counter. I looked at myself in
the mirror. My hair was a mess as usual.

I found Mary reading the newspaper with a cup of coffee, orange juice,
and a bagel. She was already dressed in a female business suit. I sat
down across from her wearing a t-shirt and shorts. She put the
newspaper down as I entered the room.

"Did you get enough sleep?" she asked.

"Yeah, fine. The couch was great," I said irritably.

"You should have asked my butler to show you a bed," she said.

"Yeah, well, it didn't occur to me to ask," I said honestly. "Why are
you so dressed up? You going somewhere?"

"I dress like this normally in case a visitor arrives," she said
simply.

I simply stared at her. "How's your head feel?" I asked referring to a
hangover.

"Fine. I took some hangover pills and this is my second cup of coffee,"
she said taking a sip.

I nodded in approval. I wished I were as thoughtful when I was drunk.
"So, now that I am fully sober, I am going to ask of you the same
thing. If you say no, I won't be offended," she said.

"We do this, there's no going back," I reminded her.

"I am aware of that," she said.

"Okay, I'm in. Do we take our clothes off now?" I asked.

"No, no, it has to be after we're both eighteen," she clarified.

"What?" I asked stupefied.

"That gives you plenty of time to rethink your position, and we would
both be consenting adults," she said.

"I think you're stalling," I accused.

"If we're going to do this, we're going to do it by the book," she
said.

"So, for a few weeks, we'll act as if there is nothing between us at
school even though we're scheduled to fuck each other?" I said
incredulously.

"Precisely. Can you handle it?" she asked.

End Part 1

The Silent Girl II

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Mystery or Suspense
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental
  • Androgyny
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Lesbians
  • Partial Transformations
  • Sex Toys / Dildos

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The Silent Girl II

School went as usual. Mary had her interpreter with her everywhere on
the school grounds. After school, she would tutor me on my subjects, so
I wouldn't fail them. I couldn't tell whether she was just being
friendly or trying to groom me into being a proper partner for her.
Bullies would mess with Mary every so often. I would kick their ass.

Finally, softball season began. I had always thought it immature of the
guys to assume that all softball players were Lesbians. Now, I had
nothing to say against it. Mary showed up to my games but was silent
the whole time while the crowds cheered. I got a few hits a game. It
was the only thing I was really good at.

In addition to softball practice, I also went to the gym. Mary started
going as well but never spoke to me. Instead, she listened to music
through her headphones and ignored me. I wondered whether she just
wanted to be near me or whether she was preparing for being a man. I
guess she didn't want to be a man that looked like a meth-head. I just
assumed the magical change from female to male would increase her muscle
size. I guess she wasn't leaving anything to chance.

"Your birthday is coming up," she reminded me.

"Yeah, big deal," I said.

"You will be eighteen, an adult. You will be able to do things you
couldn't do before," she said.

"Yeah, and when I get charged with a crime, I'll get punished harder," I
said darkly.

"Just don't get caught," she smiled.

I chuckled at that. "I have to get home," I told her and walked down
the streets. I could never afford a car nor my mom for that matter. I
was close enough that I could just walk to school. I used my key to
enter my piece-of-shit house and then noticed the TV was on. Of course,
it was. That's all my mother ever did was watch TV. The screen was
static, we had an antenna TV. I went over to adjust the antenna when I
saw her. She was on the floor near the rocking chair. I went over to my
mother's body and saw the needle still in her arm. She wasn't
breathing.

"Oh fuck!" I whispered as I got the phone.

"What is the nature of your emergency?" the dispatcher asked.

"I need an ambulance," I shouted.

***

The ambulance came and then the cops. They asked me some questions
about who sold my mother the lethal concoction of drugs. They then
asked if I had any relatives I could stay with. I had no answers to
give. Since I was nearly eighteen anyway, they decided to just let me
stay at the house without needing to have the foster care system deal
with me.

Somehow, someway, Mary knew of the situation. She came by my house in a
simple car so no one would think it odd. "I'm so sorry for your loss,"
she said. "I can pay for any expenses you may have for the funeral,"
she offered.

"You see, now everything's weird," I said to her.

"What's weird?" she asked confused.

"Now, every time you offer to help me or show interest in what I like to
do, I feel it's because you want something of me," I said to her.

"It's not like that," she said.

"How did you know my mother was dead? None of my other classmates knew
of it," I said choking up. "I hardly ever talked about her to you."

She said nothing. "You've been spying on me," I accused.

"No," she said shaking her head.

"No, not directly. You have people to do that for you," I said. She
said nothing, not even trying to deny the truth.

"If I can help, shouldn't I?" she asked finally.

"You're fattening me up, Mary. You're trying to make me better. I can
see it," I said.

"And what is wrong with that?" she asked defensively.

"Because you don't want me as just some fuck-buddy to make you a man.
You want me as a partner, and I will never measure up. You will hound
me to better myself my entire life. I will do nothing but fail you. I'm an
idiot, a delinquent, and a loser," I said tearfully.

"You know what?" she asked rhetorically. "You are a loser and you
always have been. I could pour a million dollars into you, and you
would still be a loser compared to me. But after ten, twenty, thirty
years the gap between us would disappear. Do you think yourself dumber
than a ten-year-old rich kid who has the best schooling? You have
experience I don't have. And no one can call you a loser in front of
me. I'll destroy them," she said.

"I would pollute your gene pool. I would give you retard kids," I told
her.

"Don't talk like that," she shook her head. "Look, after the funeral,
you should stay with me," she offered.

"I have a house here," I said stubbornly.

"Yeah, you're about to be foreclosed on," she replied awkwardly.

I simply stared at her. She knew everything about my situation. I had
simply failed to ask for help. My pride had hurt me. This rich girl
was handing me everything, and I was too stupid and stubborn to ask for
help.

"If I stay, I help out in some way," I agreed.

"I have plenty of servants," she said.

"I know you do," I allowed. "Just let me earn my stay," I said. "For
dignity's sake."

She nodded in understanding. "I have a few things in mind."

***

At the funeral, the only ones to show up were the priest, Mary, and
myself. It was a normal cloudy day. The priest said some words and then
the casket was lowered into the ground. Once the priest was gone, Mary
turned to me.

"I could probably find your father," she offered.

"Don't bother," I replied.

***

I arrived at Mary's mansion with a few bags. "May I help you with
those, Miss," a servant said as we entered.

"Err...," I said not knowing how to respond.

"Yes," Mary replied to the servant who promptly took my bags away. Mary
then turned to me. "For the first week, you are my guest. If you need
anything, the servants will provide it. You are not to do any work.
Understood?" she said.

"Sure," I allowed.

"I recommend not telling anyone at school about this arrangement. It
would raise questions," Mary advised.

"Right," I agreed.

"Your phone will ring at 5:30 a.m. Fifteen minutes later, a servant
will knock on your door to make sure you're awake. Breakfast is at 6:30
a.m. The driver will take us to school at 7:15 a.m," Mary said.

"Got it," I said not caring for the early wake-up time. Since school
started at 8, I would sometimes wake up thirty minutes prior, grab a
pop-tart, and then walk my way to school just in time.

"I recommend going to sleep no later than 10 p.m.," she advised.

"Can I go to unpack?" I asked awkwardly.

"Of course," Mary said letting me go.

I went through the halls and found my guest room. My bags were already
present on the floor. It didn't take long for me to set up. I looked at
myself in the mirror. I looked like hell. I then went back to go find
Mary. She was on the phone, and I couldn't help but overhear the
conversation.

"I have a new assignment for you," she said. She then proceeded to give
my former address. "Yes, the same place," she said. "I want you to
track down a dealer. I'll give you the full details tomorrow," she said
and then hung up.

I acted like I didn't overhear and then gave her a fake smile. "Well,
what's next?"

"You have anything to swim in?" she asked.

"Yeah, sure," I said.

"Get changed then," she told me.

"It's freezing outside," I protested.

"My pool is inside. The water is warm," she assured me.

"Oh, well, I'll be ready in just a moment," I said leaving to go find my
room again.

I quickly got into my red bikini and took my sandals. A maid then
directed me to the pool area. Once I got there, it was a room the size
of my old house but it was a swimming pool. The temperature was warm.
Mary was already present wearing a t-shirt and shorts with a one-piece
bathing suit underneath. She also wore a hair cap and shaded goggles
making it impossible for me to see her eyes. Her outfit was entirely
black. I looked very feminine in comparison.

I tested the water and found it warm. Mary eyed me from the surface as
I went for a swim. She eventually got in herself but was being lazy
about it. I couldn't help but think she was eyeing my body, but it was
impossible to tell with her shaded goggles. Maybe that was her
intention, to keep me from being able to notice her eyeing me. Was she
inspecting me for any physical imperfections like a doctor or did she
find me sexy? Was this her way of using the male gaze without being
caught? If it was, it was quite clever. Usually, guys didn't even make
an effort to hide their gaze. It was obvious now what this was about.
I was the prey and Mary was the hunter.

After our swimming session, Mary grabbed a towel and gave me one as
well. "You don't have a bikini?" I asked her as I dried my hair.

"I've always been a bit modest when it comes to swimwear," she said
simply.

She took off her goggles and looked at me. There was no sign of
elevator eyes or sexual hunger. She was either really good or didn't
care. I then felt really self-conscious that I was not being eye-balled
by her.

"I know your voice changed but were there any mental changes?" I asked
finally.

She simply stared at me. "What do you mean?"

"Do you find me attractive?" I asked bluntly.

"I am trying to figure that out," she said honestly.

"Anything I can do to help?" I smiled mischievously.

"For most boys, they can fall in love with a pretty face. I have my own
strategy," she said vaguely.

***

At school, Mary and I rarely communicated. After school, she forced me
to do all my homework and study for tests before I could go with her
back to her place. I contemplated quitting the softball team, but Mary
encouraged me to keep going. She could easily go home and get a driver
to pick me up later, but she didn't. She watched my practices and then
my games.

At her house, Mary showed me her own athletic ability. The two of us
suited up in her game room. "You ready?" she smirked as she put her
mask down.

"Can't be that hard," I said taking the sword like a baseball bat.

She laughed at me and quickly got a hit on my suit. I swung at her, but
she easily blocked me. She got my leg. "These are not lethal strikes,"
I pointed out.

"In fencing, the only thing that matters is that I get a hit," she said.

The two of us practiced fencing for an hour where she easily kicked my
ass. She was so fast putting all of her energy into a few quick strikes.
I had no chance against her, and I could tell she was holding back too.

"What is this supposed to prove?" I asked frustrated.

"You have brute strength. You can hit hard, run hard, and wrestle a kid
down. However, you don't have precision. With precision, you can excel
in fencing, table tennis, badminton, and pool," she listed off.

"Those aren't real sports," I said dismissively.

She smirked at me. "You are better than me in these so-called real
sports. We have much we can learn from each other."

"Sure," I allowed and gave my sword over to her.

***

Over the weekend, we watched a boring movie on the television. There
was one scene that gave me goosebumps from Pride and Prejudice:

"No one can be really esteemed accomplished, who does not greatly
surpass what is usually met with. A woman must have a thorough knowledge
of music, singing, drawing, dancing, and the modern languages, to
deserve the word; and besides all this, she must possess a certain
something in her air and manner of walking, the tone of her voice, her
address and expressions, or the word will be but half deserved.''

"Oh fuck," I realized.

Mary seemed to love this movie while I was bored to tears. Still, after
watching that scene I knew my "training" would continue. Mary wouldn't
stop until I was a "lady" worthy of her circles.

As predicted, Mary had me do ballroom dance classes. Of course, she was
perfect in her steps. Mary signed to me while in front of the dance
teacher. "Okay, she basically wants to learn the man's dancing role," I
paraphrased.

"Certainly," the dance teacher agreed.

When the week was over, Mary put me to work in the kitchen. She watched
as I worked with the kitchen staff making everyone a little nervous.
Even though this was a job, Mary was treating it as a way to groom me
into her successor. On other days, we worked on gardening. One
weekend, I found her in the garage working on a car.

"Don't you have a mechanic?" I asked her.

"I do, but I am tearing the engine apart, not putting it together," she
explained.

"You know, not all men work on cars. It's just a stereotype," I said.

"Is that what you think I am doing?" she asked.

"Yeah, you're making me do all of these life skill classes to become a
"lady" and you're taking opposite gender classes," I said as if it were
obvious.

"These so-called classes are supposed to be for everyone, not just one
gender," she rejected.

"Please, how many of your kind work on cars?" I said dismissively.

"Let's say, for the sake of argument, that I am doing this prepare for my
new role. What's wrong with that?" she asked as she took another piece
off.

"Nothing wrong at all. It's actually quite smart. I just think you
have the two gender roles fixed in your mind. I know more about fixing
cars than most boys," I said.

"Our roles really should have been reversed," she said frustrated.

I grinned at that. "If I were changing into a boy, you wouldn't have
given me a second thought."

Mary said nothing for a while. She then got out from underneath the
vehicle and then went to the tool desk. She touched a folder. "What's
that?" I asked.

"The drug dealer that sold what killed your mother: I found him," she
said seriously.

My voice choked up upon hearing about my mother. "So, what?" I said
tearing up.

"I can end him," she said.

"Like, call the cops on him?" I asked.

"No, end him," she said seriously.

I stared at her. She was deadly serious. I knew that with her
connections and money, she could probably have this man killed and be
totally clear of it. It was true that I hated this man for selling my
mother drugs.

"No, my mother made her choice, and it wasn't me," I said sadly. "She
wasn't murdered. She did it to herself. Just have him arrested," I
said.

"Okay," Mary agreed.

I never heard what happened to the drug dealer. Maybe, Mary had already
killed him and was simply asking my permission after-the-fact. Maybe,
he was never found or maybe he eventually was arrested. I never cared
to look into it.

***

Mary loaded two shotgun cartridges into her double-barreled shotgun.
"Let's move," she said.

The two of us went outside and met our hunting instructor Mary had
hired. I wasn't carrying a weapon. I was supposed to be Mary's
interpreter. As we went through the marshlands, the instructor went on-
and-on about hunting tips. Every so often, Mary would sign to me, and I
would loosely interpret what she meant.

Mary didn't seem to be enjoying herself. It was more about proving to
herself that she could fit the role. She was auditioning for the role
of a man. Finally, a flock of geese came our way. Mary took aim and
fired. The blast nearly knocked her to the ground, but she remained
steady despite the kick of the weapon. One goose fell into the water
blasted with pellets.

"Nice shot," the instructor complimented.

Mary's dog then went over and fetched the dead goose. Once the
instructor was gone, we could talk again. "Why do you do things you
don't like to do?" I asked.

"It's for appearance sake," she said simply.

"You're rich. You can have fried duck whenever you want," I pointed
out.

"I am joining a sex that stormed the beaches of Normandy. A lot of what
men do is not because they enjoy it," she said.

"So, is some nerd that plays Warcraft no longer a man?" I asked
rhetorically.

"What do you want in a man?" she asked finally.

"I don't know, good looks I guess," I said vaguely.

"His personality?" she clarified.

"Someone who likes to have fun with me. Someone who can be formal and
respectable with strangers, but down-to-Earth with me. I want someone
that isn't needy all the time," I said.

"Good in bed as well," Mary added.

"Goes without saying," I smirked.

Mary decided to change the subject. "I am hosting a birthday party at
my place. I am inviting the whole school to come. I would like you at
my side to act as an interpreter," she said.

"No problem," I agreed. "But wouldn't you want something more private?"
I asked.

"We can do that when it's your birthday," she replied.

***

At the big birthday party, the two of us dressed nicely in feminine
dresses. A DJ played music, lots of food and drinks were provided, the
indoor pool was open, ping pong and pool tables were available to use,
and the living room was large enough for a dance floor. To advertise
the event, I told everyone about it since Mary couldn't for obvious
reasons.

As it started, Mary showed herself on the second floor looking down at
the crowd. She signed me a simple phrase. "Welcome everyone. Have
fun," I said to the crowd.

For most of the party, I stayed at Mary's side. Many came to her to
thank her for the party including handsome boys. Mary always signed the
same thing: "Thank you." It became incredibly awkward when some of the
boys tried to flirt with her, and I had to sign back her responses.

Still, I wasn't always with her. "Moving up in the world, aren't we?"
one girl said to me.

I immediately wanted to call her a bitch but stopped myself. "I am just
an interpreter," I shrugged.

"Heard about your mom. So sad," said bitch continued.

"Thank you for your sympathy," I replied politely.

Mary seemed to be aware of the conversation and moved in. She signed
that she needed help with something. "Sure, I'll help," I said making
it obvious why I had to leave.

Mary took me aside. "You alright?" she whispered.

"Yeah, I've dealt with bitches before," I said keeping my cool.

"Just wait until the party is over," she said cryptically.

After that, Mary didn't speak to me with her voice again. The birthday
activities went off perfectly and not once did Mary expose her voice to
anyone. I marveled at her discipline. I wouldn't be able to keep my
mouth shut.

After the party, the servants began the cleanup. Mary and I helped as
well to shorten the time it would take to get the mess cleaned up. Mary
had all the doors in her house locked except for the bathrooms to avoid
teenage shenanigans.

"Really?" I smirked as she reopened each door.

"Would you want it in your house?" she asked and then kicked herself for
mentioning my soon to be sold off house.

"I guess not. It's just funny that you would expect it," I said.

"I am just as aware of it as you even if I don't have the experience,"
she said.

"You saying I'm a slut?" I said in mock outrage.

"Yes," she smirked.

"If you become a man, you can't say that," I lectured.

"And why is that?" she asked.

"It's not polite," I replied.

"What does it matter the sex of the speaker?" she pressed.

"Men are generally in charge. They're the boss. If a boss insults me,
I fear for my job and livelihood. I fear to disappoint him. If a
subordinate or peer insults me, I don't give a fuck," I said.

"I am going to become that boss," Mary said thoughtfully.

"Nah, you will always be you...just with a dick," I mocked.

She shook her head at my vulgarity. I then went over to her and kissed
her on the lips. She gave me a look of surprise but accepted it. We
both looked at each other surprised. "Well," I said awkwardly. "See
you in the morning."

I walked off leaving Mary speechless. What had I just done? Aside from
the curse, I had just kissed Mary. It just seemed like the right thing
to do at the moment. We had been through so much, and it was her
birthday. Still, I felt I overstepped my bounds.

***

At breakfast the next morning, Mary didn't initially mention the kiss.
The nature of the curse was not overly clear. Did I cause Mary to
change more than she already had? Was I going to become a boy too? I
checked for any signs of it in the mirror and when I was in the shower
but found no indication.

She finally sighed. "That was risky last night," she said.

"Look, I'm sorry. It was impulsive," I admitted.

"Do you have any signs or symptoms?" she asked.

"No, you?" I asked.

"No, other than my voice. I almost wondered if your kiss would reverse
it," she said sadly.

"So, you haven't accepted the inevitable," I pointed out.

"If there is a chance I can remain female and fix my voice, I would do
it," she said seriously.

"Okay, let's not wait then," I said.

"We have to wait for you to become eighteen," she said.

"Fine," I agreed.

A man in a suit approached Mary and gave her a folder. She looked over
it briefly and handed it back to him. He wasn't one of the normal
servants in the house. Mary didn't speak or sign to him. He then
departed.

"Anything up?" I asked curiously.

"No, just business," she said vaguely.

***

My name is Mary, and I have her now. After lunch at school, I ditched
the rest of my classes. I would have Liz picked up later by my driver.
I got into my car alone and headed into the countryside. In the glove
compartment was a pistol fully loaded. As I got closer to my
destination, the excitement went through me. I took a country road and then
took a dirt road. I came across the house, parked the car, and took the
pistol.

I approached the house and knocked on the door. The door opened
revealing the old woman, my Aunt Debra. I pointed the pistol
at her. She backed up and allowed me inside. I looked to my right and
left to make sure no one else was in the house. "Sit," I told her.

She complied and then I closed the door. "Now, you're going to reverse
this spell," I told her.

"You won't kill me. You can't kill," she said calling my bluff.

"You so sure I haven't already," I said to her.

She stared at me wondering whether I was bluffing. "Go ahead and kill
me. I can't reverse the spell."

"Maybe if I kill you, the spell will reverse itself," I said.

"No, it doesn't work that way," she told me.

"If I get a woman to complete the spell, what happens to her?" I asked.

"Nothing happens to her. Only you will change," she said.

"What of any children that are produced?" I continued.

"Nothing," she repeated.

"And it is irreversible?" I asked.

"Right, irreversible," she agreed.

"Give me a good reason why I shouldn't kill you now," I said pointing
the pistol at her.

"Other than I am your aunt?" she said angrily.

"Yeah, other than that," I said coldly.

"What do you want?" she asked.

"You're going to do the same thing you did to me to my cousins. You're
going to make my male cousins all female. I will be the only male heir
in this family," I demanded.

She stared at me in shock. I put the pistol on single action as she
hesitated. "Alright," she agreed.

"You will make it so that I remember they were once male. If they're
not female within the week, I will be coming for you," I threatened.

"You're no different than me," she hissed at me.

"I didn't start this war, but I will finish it," I replied.

"You will find living as a man won't be so simple. You'll break just as
your uncle predicted," she said.

"We'll see," I replied back to her.

I got into my car, placed the pistol in the glove compartment, and then
drove off back to my house. I had lost the battle but won the war.

***

Once I got home, Liz was already home. "Where did you go off to?" she
asked with her usual spunk.

"Business," I lied.

She shrugged disinterestedly. Could I really trust this girl to be my
partner? She was from a broken home, a horrible student, and filled with
defiance. It would take years to reform her. That said, she was the
only one I could really trust. There was also that thing about her
looks that made it difficult to focus rationally. Her long blond hair
had been made perfectly healthy after the treatments I had given her.
She was athletic and healthy-looking. More than just that, she
looked...sexy maybe. Her breasts were the same size as mine although I
was never able to get a good look. I used my disability to get out of
gym and so I never saw any of my female classmates naked in the showers.

Her appearance, her walk, her voice, and her attitude were intoxicating.
For fear of the curse, I never sexually stimulated myself. I didn't
want to wake up with a dick the next morning. I wanted her so badly
each and every day but had to keep it in check. Her birthday was so
close.

"I'm taking a shower. You know who to call if you need anything," I
said to her.

"Yeah, sure," she said.

I had been very protective of her since her mother had died. Was it
because we were friends or something more? I considered using her to
change me into a man and then I would choose among the rich and
influential heiresses for a wife. That would be the smart thing to do.
I could then give Liz a significant thank you gift.

I undressed and entered the shower. I didn't care about the curse
anymore. I had threatened my aunt with a pistol to her head. She
really couldn't reverse the spell. No one would try to call my bluff
with a pistol to their head. I wasn't willing to kill her. I was no
murderer. Still, I felt dirty for even thinking about it. I had
criticized Liz for being fucked up. In reality, I was even worse.

I rubbed my nipples as water poured over my head. Soon, they would
become smaller and less sensitive. I squeezed and circled them as if
this would be the last time. I grasped my breasts and felt how full
they were. I couldn't imagine them suddenly gone. I then went down to my
clit and rubbed myself. It had been so long that it shocked myself. I
held the railing for support as I continued rubbing furiously. Soon, it
would become a dick. Would it be long or short, thin or thick?

I couldn't penetrate myself without breaking my hymen. I was still a
virgin for fear of cursing some guy. I would never have a boyfriend or
a husband. Any man I touched would become female soon thereafter. If I
touched them again, then I would become a man. As I rubbed, I imagined
Liz naked in front of me in the shower.

"Oh fuck," I moaned as I felt it happen.

Inside my body, I felt an incredible sensation from my female orgasm.
After I gathered myself together, I felt guilty and ashamed for even
thinking of Liz in that way. I washed my hair and washed my whole body
as usual and then exited the shower. My bathroom was connected to my
room so there was no possibility of having an accidental encounter with
Liz.

I got dressed in PJs and found Liz finishing an assignment. I didn't
even have to ask her to do it. Maybe there was still hope for her, after
all. My sexual frustration satisfied for the moment, I felt bored with
her. Aside from my physical attraction to her body, was there anything
I liked about her? She was rebellious, vulgar, and fun sometimes. It
was in great contrast to myself. The biggest thing, perhaps the only
thing that mattered, was my trust in her. She wouldn't rat me out to
the press or my competitors.

"I need you to do a medical test," I said finally as she finished.

"What kind of test?" she asked confused.

"An STD test," I said flatly.

"I haven't had sex since we met," she said defensively.

"I need it done," I said seriously.

"Well, fuck it. When and where?" she asked.

I simply stared at her trying to read her. I placed a folder in front
of her. "This is my test," I said handing it over.

"I don't need to read it. Probably couldn't understand it even if I
wanted to," she said.

"I just want to create trust between us. I show you everything, and you
show me yours," I said.

"Alright," she agreed.

"If anything comes up, I'll have it taken care of," I assured her.

"Nothing will come up," she said annoyed.

I took my folder back and walked off. "Good talk," she said
sarcastically behind me.

***

Liz's test came back negative as expected. I just had to be absolutely
sure. I offered to have her paperwork filed away. She had a better
idea. She burned it. "Are you mad?" I asked her.

"No, it's smart," she said nonchalantly.

"I also have another test for you," I said reluctantly.

"What kind of test now?" she asked annoyed.

"A fertility test," I said simply.

She simply stared at me. "What?" she asked incredulously.

"I need to know if you can have children," I clarified.

"I know what fertility means," she said annoyed. "This goes beyond just
having sex to make you a man."

"I am just going to lay everything out for you. I want a relationship
with you after the change has occurred and maybe marriage later," I
said. "So, I need to know if you're fertile."

"So, if I am not fertile, you'll throw me away?" she asked.

"There's no point in discussing it until the test comes back," I
reasoned.

"No, you wouldn't want me as a partner if I was infertile, right? Let's
lay it all out," she insisted.

"Correct, I would not. Having children is important to me especially if
I am going to change my sex for it. Now, if it was a condition that
could be fixed or was only temporary, that would be one thing. If it
is a permanent condition...," I let it hang.

"I get it. What about yourself? What if you're infertile as a man? I
wouldn't put it past the bitch," Liz said darkly.

"It's possible," I allowed. "I will get tested if and when the change
occurs."

"Okay, fine," Liz agreed.

I was surprised by her demeanor. I was expecting more resistance. Was
she warming up to the relationship idea? Under her circumstances why
wouldn't she? "So, how many kids do you want to have?" she asked.

"I don't care about the number. I can provide for several," I said. "I think
it should be up to the woman. She's the one that has to deal with the
pregnancies and births," I said.

"I just wondered if you would want me to be a baby-making machine," she
smiled sadly.

"If we were married, I would send you to school so you could get a
decent career," I said seriously.

"You wouldn't just have me as a trophy wife?" she grinned.

"Why can't I have both?" I said jokingly.

She then became serious. "If we're not together, I can't stay here
forever. After graduation, I should move on."

"If we're together, I will provide for every need you have. If things
don't work out, I will give you a large sum of money for you to make a
new start. I don't want you to feel pressured to be with me if you
don't want to," I said.

"You would do that?" she asked stunned.

"I knew what I was getting into when I offered to have you come here," I
said simply.

"I'll repay you back for everything. I swear it," she said sincerely.

"Deal," I said offering my hand to her. I would never allow it though.

***

Within the week, my cousins were female with female names. I didn't
contact them to see if they enjoyed their new circumstance. Liz's
fertility test result came back positive. There was nothing to indicate
she couldn't have children. In preparation for the change, she was
given a prescription hormone patch that would prevent pregnancy.

Liz was also improving in school and was on the path to graduation with
the rest of her class. Her softball team also made it to the playoffs.
I went to every game just in case it was her last. They went all the
way to the championship game.

Liz played at short-stop, but she was mostly known for being a slugger.
The first time she was bat, she popped it up and got out. The second
time, she hit a grounder and got on first base. The third time, she
struck out swinging. Our team was losing at the moment, and I began to
prepare for how I would comfort Liz for the loss. Liz came up to bat
for the last time and hit two foul balls. I waited in silent
anticipation for the next pitch. She connected popping it up into the
air. The crowd waited as the ball came down outside the fence. It was
a home run and the team was now ahead. I bit my lip as I forced myself
to stay silent. I merely clapped. Liz gave the crowd the biggest smile
and ran the bases to home.

I was so happy for her and her success. Was this love? Was this what
it felt to be so happy for someone else? Why did I feel so proud of her
as if she was mine? All the parents clapped and cheered for their kids.
The other team didn't score the last inning. Our team had won the
championship!

Liz came over to me wide-eyed and gave me a hug. "We did it!" she said
happily.

She was sweaty with dirt on her uniform, but I didn't care. "Yes, you
did," I said to her.

She looked at my masculine attire and looked around to see if anyone
recognized me. She then leaned towards me and kissed me. Her other
teammates cheered as we kissed. I could hear them making comments about
how cute her "boyfriend" was. I smiled in spite of myself. My cross-
dressing for this event had paid off.

***

Liz's eighteenth birthday finally arrived. She wanted to keep it low-
key. I agreed, so we didn't have a big party. Instead, I made
reservations for an expensive restaurant. Since we would be in public,
I dressed in my suit and combed my short hair to look masculine. I went
to work on my face to make it more boyish. I then put my fake eyeglasses on.
When I was done, I saw a young man in the mirror. He could
have been my twin brother.

Once Liz was ready to go, I placed black gloves on my hands to disguise
the fact that they looked feminine while outside. My driver took us to
the restaurant and parked a distance away. Once we came to the counter,
Liz handled the reservation. "I have a reservation for Elizabeth
Williams," she said.

"Indeed and you must be Mark Thompson," the waiter said looking at the
form.

I simply nodded. Elizabeth showed her ID to the waiter and then we were
good to go. Had we used mine, it wouldn't have worked out well. We
were given a table for two near a window.

"This place looks really...rich," she remarked as we sat down.

"It is," I confirmed for her.

"You look great," she complimented.

"As you do," I said taking off my gloves.

Liz noticed my feminine looking hands and tried not to chuckle. The
waiter came by to get our drinks. I spoke up before Liz could order a
"coke." I ordered non-alcoholic champagne for the two of us. It
arrived shortly.

"It tastes great. Too bad they take the alcohol out of it," she said
taking a sip.

"I have plenty of the real stuff back at my place," I told her.

When it came to the food, I ordered a steak. It seemed like the manly
thing to do. Liz got herself a lobster. "This is really good," Liz
complimented as if she had lobster for the first time. Maybe it was
true.

Towards the end of the dinner, the waiter came out with a piece of
chocolate cake for the two of us. "Happy Birthday," the waiter said to
Liz as he did.

"Thanks," Liz said awkwardly.

"Everything good?" I asked her.

"Absolutely perfect," Liz said as she enjoyed her cake.

Finally, the bill came. I couldn't use my own card. My appearance
didn't match the name on the card. "You will have to use your card," I
said to Liz.

"Oh, wow, I don't have that kind of money," Liz said looking over the
bill.

"Don't worry. Money was transferred to your account for this very
purpose," I assured her.

"You think of everything," she complimented.

Liz proceeded to use her card and everything went smoothly.

***

My driver picked us up and brought us back to the house. "I am so full.
I should get some rest," Liz said as we went inside.

I tried to hide my disappointment. "Just kidding," she joked. "But I
am going to need something to drink first."

I smiled at her and went to my wine collection. I took out an old
bottle and expertly took the cork out. I poured her a glass and placed
the bottle on the table. She would need more than just one glass.

"You not drinking?" she asked.

"I think, for this, I should be completely sober," I said nervously.

She nodded and quickly finished her glass. I poured her another. She
quickly downed that glass as well. I soon realized Liz had a high
tolerance level. I poured her a third glass and took off my suit jacket
and tie.

"Don't take anything else off. That's my job," she smiled a little
tipsy.

"Very well," I replied.

She got up a little shakily and took off my tie. She threw it aside and
then started unbuttoning my dress shirt. As she got towards the end,
she could see my modified white bra. She gave me a look wondering what
the hell it was. "It keeps them flat," I said awkwardly.

"How do you breathe?" Liz asked sympathetically.

"I've had practice," I said tensing up as she worked to get it off. She
eventually got it off allowing me to breathe normally. It felt good to
have that thing off. Liz then stared at my breasts briefly. She then
fumbled around with my belt and my pant button. Having her kneel down
in her dress in front of my waist was extremely awkward but also a
little arousing somehow. She took my suit pants off my hips and down to
my ankles. I leaned down and took off my dress shoes. I was now only
in my underwear.

"Okay, my turn," I said to her.

She obliged turning her back to me. I unzipped her dress letting it
fall to the floor. She stepped out of the dress and kicked off her high
heels. I unclasped her black bra and threw it aside. She turned around
and the two of us faced each other nearly naked. I stared at her
breasts seeing them for the first time. They were intoxicating to look
at. It didn't make sense to my logic; they were simply glands meant to
feed a newborn infant. Yet, I couldn't turn my eyes away from them and
her feminine looking face.

"Looks like you're a breast kind of guy," she smirked.

"I'm sorry," I said embarrassed.

"So, it's more than just the voice. You've been fighting it mentally
too," she realized.

"You could say that," I allowed.

She kissed me on the lips. "As of tonight, you don't have to fight it
any longer."

Oh my God, I loved the feeling of her lips on mine. I wanted to take
her right then and there, but I had to control my impulses. After
kissing for a few moments, Liz then turned to the bottle. "I am going to
need one more," she said quickly drinking a glass.

I simply eyed her as she leaned down to pour a glass and then drank it
down. "So, your room or mine?" she asked brightly.

"Mine," I said barely able to concentrate.

"Let's go then," she said chipperly.

I followed her and tried to keep my focus off her hips as she walked.
She came to my room and went inside. The walls were a neutral white and
nothing feminine was left in the room. Liz looked around noticing how
bland it was. She smirked as I closed the door and locked it. The
servants were gone from the house, but I didn't want to take any chances
of being interrupted.

I walked up to her next to the bed and kissed her. We came close enough
that our breasts touched. "You know, if this doesn't work, this will be
really gay," she joked.

"What happens in this room stays in this room," I promised.

She smiled at that. She turned her attention to my breasts and rubbed
my nipples. I tensed up as pleasure shot through me. Liz expertly
rubbed and squeezed them with her fingers. She then lowered her mouth
to my nipples and began to suck. I moaned involuntarily as she sucked
on my right breast. No amount of rubbing could get the same effect as
this. I closed my eyes and let her continue. As pleasure shot through
me, I almost regretted the decision I was about to make.

I then took my turn placing my lips to her perky nipple. I sucked on
her hoping I wouldn't be too rough. She was encouraging, rubbing my
breasts and back as I worked on her. "We females sure know how to do it
right," Liz joked.

"Bad past experiences?" I asked as I switched to her left breast.

"Oh, the boys either didn't bother or were just sloppy," Liz remarked
and then sighed as I sucked hard on her.

I rubbed her right nipple as I continued to kiss her left. Liz held
onto me as she became overwhelmed by the sensation. "This feels so
nice, but you don't have to," Liz said.

"I want to," I said to her as I took a breath.

Liz bent over onto the bed with me on top of her. I continued to press
and squeeze her breasts knowing the right spots to pleasure her. Then a
milky substance shot into my mouth as I sucked on her. She squirmed as
if she were already having an orgasm. "Oh, God. Don't stop," she
tensed up as her nipple pulsed with pleasure.

I swallowed the milky substance and wondered what had caused it. I
thought a female could only nurse while pregnant or soon after birth.
"What was that?" I wondered to her.

"I don't know. I think I want to be a Lesbian from now on," Liz said
dazed.

I sighed at her ridiculousness. Then a sudden burning sensation went
through my chest. I clutched my breasts as if I was having a heart
attack. My nipples burned fiercely. "What's wrong?" Liz asked
concerned.

"It burns," I replied.

I went over to a standing mirror and saw my breasts shrink before my
eyes. Liz came over to me and watched wide-eyed as my breasts became A-
cup and then flattened completely. My nipples shrank as well. "I'm so
sorry," Liz said sympathetically.

"It had to be done," I replied tensing up in pain.

In a sense, I felt grateful they were gone. I could go out in public
without ever being exposed as a cross-dresser. I would never need breast
binding again. After my chest became flat, it started building up
again. My pectoral muscles bulged and became more pronounced. As my
chest muscles built up, my shoulder muscles expanded next. My bones and
muscles became bigger and heavier than before. As my shoulders became
broader, my biceps and triceps expanded. I stared at my hands as the
bones increased in size giving me manly hands. I wouldn't be able to
female cross-dress even if I wanted to. I wasn't becoming a bodybuilder, but
I was gaining significantly more power and strength.

"Wow, it's working," Liz said amazed. "Am I dreaming?" she wondered.

"No, this is real," I said feeling my new hands. I then looked over Liz
to make sure she wasn't changing as well. She still remained completely
female. I then fell over as other changes started happening to my lower
body.

"You okay?" Liz asked alarmed.

"I'm fine," I said as I felt a strange sensation in my legs and feet.
My legs became bulkier and more muscular. My small female feet became
bigger like that of a man. My feet went from a size six to a size
eleven within seconds. As all this occurred, body hair sprouted up on
my arm and legs. I closed my eyes as I felt pain in my face. My chin
and jawline were changing slightly. My feminine face became more
masculine until it matched my cross-dressing appearance.

My hips started changing sending me to the floor. "Mary!" Liz said
alarmed as she tried to pick me up.

She struggled as my body weight had increased by at least fifty pounds.
With her help, I got on the bed. I felt my hips becoming longer but
thinner. As my hips became more like a man, my spine expanded making me
taller by a few more inches. It wasn't too painful. Just a strange
sensation as if I was being stretched out on the bed.

Liz looked over my body in fascination. "Are you okay?" she asked
concerned.

"Can you help me up?" I asked painfully.

"Sure," Liz said helping me back to my feet. I then approached the
mirror awkwardly at first in my new larger body. I was now a few inches
taller than Liz and at least a third heavier. I wasn't sure to what
extent my mind had changed, but I was very much aware of the nearly
naked woman in my room. My male mind wanted her without delay.

I went over to her and kissed her. The effect was obvious. When we
kissed before, Liz didn't take it seriously. Now, she was aroused and
stimulated. She began to French kiss me and hold onto my larger frame.
She broke off the kiss and looked at me stunned.

"What is it?" I asked upon seeing her expression.

"Before, you were a good friend but now I really want to have sex with
you," she said amazed at my new body.

"How badly?" I asked.

She quickly took off her underwear revealing her vagina to me. I
dropped my female underwear and kicked it aside. I would never need to
wear it again. As I had suspected, my penis and testicles hadn't formed
yet. Liz hid her disappointment well. She really wanted to get fucked
tonight. I walked over to my drawer and took out the device. Liz
looked at it curiously wondering what it was. I placed the fake cock's
back end towards my vagina entrance and sighed as I placed the suction
on my vulva. I then placed the straps around my hips and tightened it
so it wouldn't move around.

"You came prepared," Liz realized.

I simply nodded. It felt weird having the device rubbing up against my
clit. Would this really work? Could it really substitute for the real
thing? "Is it okay even if it isn't real?" I asked her.

"Honestly, I've never been fucked with a toy before," she said
uncertainly. "Let's do it," she said excitedly after a momentary
hesitation.

"Alright," I said a little nervous.

Liz got laid back on the bed and opened her legs for me. I placed my
hand on her clit and vulva and rubbed to see if it was wet enough. Liz
sighed as I felt around her. I then placed one finger at her entrance
and slowly entered her. Since she wasn't a virgin, I didn't have to
worry about breaking her hymen.

"More," she gasped.

I nodded and placed a second finger inside her. It felt so moist inside
but also very soft. I went deeper into her and moved my fingers around.
Liz moaned as I continued thrusting my fingers into her. With my thumb,
I rubbed her clit.

"That's it. You got it," Liz said appreciatively.

I practiced for a few moments watching Liz squirm and moan from my
touch. It was fascinating and arousing at the same to see the effect I
had on another person. Perhaps, I was already developing a masculine
pride in my ability to pleasure a woman. Satisfied, she was wet enough,
I placed my fake cock at her entrance.

"Ready?" I asked her.

"Put it in," she said filled with desire.

I cautiously pushed the fake cock into her vagina and waited for her
body to adapt to it. It was quite a bit larger than my two fingers.
"Oh God, it almost feels like the real thing," she grinned.

I pushed until it was all the way inside her. "Now, fuck me," Liz said
as her breasts rubbed against my now male chest.

"Sure," I agreed and began moving my hips back and forth. Liz wrapped
her legs around my hips to get better leverage. I took it slowly not
wanting to injure her. After all, I was inside her body. With each
thrust, I felt the fake cock rub against my own clit. I tried not to
vocalize my own pleasure as I thrust into her.

"You're holding back," she commented.

"I just don't want to...," I muttered.

"Hurt me?" she asked rhetorically. "You'll have to be a lot rougher
than this to make me want you to stop."

"Really?" I wondered.

"Let me be on top. Relax," she said as we changed positions.

I got on my back and watched as Liz expertly placed my fake cock into
her vagina. She took a moment to adjust herself and then started to
ride me. She quickened her pace and placed her hands on her hips to
balance herself. I watched mesmerized as her breasts moved up and down
from her effort. She closed her eyes as she concentrated on getting
herself an orgasm. Finally, she slowed down and gave out a silent cry
as her body felt a flood of hormones and pleasure.

"Oh, fuck!" she said as she achieved an orgasm. I felt a little envious
at her. I then felt a little uncomfortable as I experienced some
swelling behind the fake cock.

"Okay, I got myself to orgasm. Now, let's see if you can get me one,"
she challenged.

"Wait, you want two? I haven't had one," I protested.

"That's the advantage of being a girl: multiple orgasms," she grinned.

"Alright," I said and then flipped us over.

Liz was surprised by my sudden strength. I made sure I was positioned
right and then went hard on her. "That's it," she said encouragingly.

I increased my speed as fast as I could without falling out of her. Liz
held onto my shoulders tightly as I continued to penetrate her. A
little frustrated I wasn't getting her an immediate orgasm, I pulled her
to the edge of the bed. I placed her legs over my shoulders and went at
her again. As I thrust, I felt some discomfort on my clit. I was
getting more pain than pleasure at this point. It didn't matter though.
This was about pride now.

Liz moaned and cried out as I kept up the pace and rubbed her clit.
"I'm almost there. Just keep it up," she said.

She looked a real mess with her hair everywhere and sweaty from the
effort. Somehow, this didn't make me think less of her. If anything,
she looked even sexier. She suddenly became quiet and arched her
back. She tensed up as if I had shocked her. Finally, she started
breathing again in deep breaths.

"Wow, that was great," she remarked.

I withdrew from her exhausted. Liz sat up and smiled at me. She pulled
back her long hair out of her face. Even now, her naked body was
intoxicating to look at. I took the fake cock off my body and placed it
aside. I looked down and saw that my clit had become larger as if it
were inflamed. Was this the beginning of my own cock or something
wrong?

Liz gave me a concerned look. "I think I have to do something," she
said.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

"Just a feeling," she said vaguely. "Relax on the bed."

I did as she said getting on the bed and resting my head on the pillow.
Liz got on top of me and kissed me on the lips. "Thank you. I've never
felt so wanted," she said appreciatively.

"I trust no one more than you," I replied.

She smiled awkwardly. "Well, then. You won't mind if I return the
favor."

I wasn't sure what she had in mind and then felt a sharp jolt from my
clit. I immediately sighed as she licked on my clit. "You like that?"
she asked unsure of herself.

"Oh, yes," I agreed.

She then went back to licking my most sensitive parts. I didn't know
whether it would advance the spell but it certainly felt good. A part
of me worried that my cock would never form, and I would be stuck using
a fake cock my whole life.

"Well, it's getting bigger," Liz said amazed.

"What is?" I asked confused.

"Your clit. It's getting bigger," she said.

"Good, please continue then," I begged of her.

She readily obliged. She continued to suck and lick on my enlarged clit
expanding its size. I closed my eyes as I tried to visualize what my
new penis would look like. Would it be long or thick enough? Would it
look sexy to her?

"Okay, sit up and see it," Liz said to me.

I did as she said and saw what appeared to be a one-inch penis where my
clitoris should be. It was soft and flaccid yet visible there. I
looked at Liz in wonder. "Let's see if I can get it bigger. Just
watch," she told me.

So, I watched as she placed her mouth on my micro-penis. I had no idea
how sensitive a man's cock was. I watched in awe as Liz moved her mouth
back a little with each passing minute as my penis grew. She seemed
more confident in herself now that she was sucking a dick instead of a
female clit. She continued working on me until it expanded to three
inches. It remained flaccid, but I was grateful none-the-less. I felt
underneath and found the beginnings of my testicles.

"Okay, my turn," I said to her becoming more assertive.

I got on top of her and worked on her breasts. After a few minutes, a
warm liquid went into my mouth. Liz cried out as a sudden shock went
through her nipples. "No more, holy shit!" she said as I drank it up.

Liz panted from the sudden jolt that went through her breasts. "That's
not normal," she said.

"None of this is normal," I agreed and then felt something growing on
me.

Looking down, I saw my flaccid penis become larger and erect for the
first time. My testicles were increasing in size and then lowered. I
felt around the new organ and found that my vaginal entrance was gone.
I placed my new hands on my shaft and touched the end. It seemed so
large, so exposed.

Liz got off the bed and looked at my new equipment. "Looks good," she
complimented.

"I don't know if this will work. What if it becomes soft again. I can't
control it," I said to her.

"Don't worry about it," she assured me. "Let's get you your first male
orgasm."

"How?" I asked her.

"Inside me," she smiled.

She got on the bed and gestured for me to follow her. I got on top of
her and was unsure of myself. "Just like the fake cock," she said to
me.

I nodded and placed my now real cock at her entrance. I cautiously
pushed forward and found it sufficiently wet and accepting. Liz sighed
as I entered her all the way. At first, I went slow actually feeling
the inside of a vagina for the first time. We slowly rocked each other
until I felt myself getting softer. Alarmed, I picked up the pace. Liz
held my back encouragingly as she enjoyed the faster motion. I felt
something building at the tip of my penis and quickly realized I was
about to cum. I tried to slow myself down but it was already too late.
I couldn't stop it as it surged through my penis at an incredible speed.
There was an instant pleasure as I felt pulse after pulse of sperm shooting
into her body. I didn't want the pulses to end but within a few seconds,
it was all over.

I collapsed on Liz exhausted by the ordeal. She smiled politely. I had
only lasted a few minutes. How could a man keep it going without losing
control? "I...," I began.

"You did good. It was your first time," Liz said and then kissed me
appreciatively.

"I was too fast," I admitted.

"Yeah," she agreed. "But the foreplay was great. If you want, I can
help you become a sex god," she offered.

I pondered the new situation. Would I need to have sex with her again?
It was no longer necessary now that I had fully changed sex. For the
moment, I felt disinterested in it as if my sexual interest had suddenly
evaporated. I withdrew my penis from her and saw it softening and
becoming smaller. I felt an aching sensation in my balls.

"I am going to take a shower," I said awkwardly leaving her on the bed.

"Mind if I join you?" she asked excitedly.

"No, it would save time," I said lamely.

I went into my bathroom and saw that my hair looked like that of a boy.
My face was nearly unrecognizable. I saw a little of my father's face
in it. I looked over my body as Liz casually entered the shower. "You
going to stare at yourself all night?" she teased.

I turned away from the mirror and joined her in the shower. I felt a
sense of calm around Liz for the first time in a long while. I had been
secretly sexually frustrated while around her. Now that I had made love
to her, I felt normal. Her body was still pleasing to the eye but the
hormonal rage was gone.

Liz used my woman's shampoo on her hair and enjoyed the hot water. I
looked around and kicked myself mentally for not buying any men's
shampoo or body wash. Perhaps a part of me didn't think the curse would
actually change me completely. My voice was one thing but my entire
body was another.

"You seem lost in thought," Liz noted.

"I feel tried," I said.

"That's normal for guys. After they cum, they just want to fall asleep.
I am not going to let you do that," she smirked.

The way she talked implied we would have sex again. I wasn't so sure.
Had she fallen in love with my male self? Despite all that had happened
this night, I wasn't sure I was in love with her. I hadn't been in love
before as either sex. Maybe it was something I was incapable of.

End of Part 2

The Silent Girl III

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental
  • Androgyny
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Female to Male
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks
  • F2M sex change
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers
  • Memory Loss

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  • Posted by author(s)

My name is Mary...I mean, Mark. I woke up half-expecting to see Liz's naked female body sleeping beside me. However, she was nowhere to be found. I sat up and noticed her underwear wasn't on the floor. Befuddled, I got out of bed finding myself in a white shirt and shorts. The night was a little fuzzy to my recollection as my body had dramatically changed from female-to-male within a single night. Still, I didn't recall putting on these clothes.

I awkwardly made my way to my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. It was definitively a man's face. Looking into the medicine cabinet, I saw an assortment of men's razors and shaving cream. All of my feminine beauty products were gone. I looked through the cabinets and found my hairdryer and curler gone. Looking at the shower, the shampoo and body wash bottles were for men.

"This isn't right," I said to myself.

I then felt an uncomfortable sensation and realized I needed to pee. I tried to ignore it fearing what I would find if I lowered my shorts. I then went into the closet and found my dresses, shoes, and purses all gone. Hundreds of thousands of dollars worth of clothes were suddenly missing. My first thought was that the house had somehow been robbed or that I had moved my clothes from one bedroom to another. However, it became clear that something else was going on. On hangers, were several suits for different occasions, several dress shoes, tennis shoes, boots, and then male casual clothes that included jeans, khakis, shorts, t-shirts, collared shirts, and sweatshirts. One of the sweatshirts was of a local college football team. On the top shelf were several ballcaps.

Weirded out by the situation, I cautiously checked the suits. They were made by a well-known elite Italian suit-making company and were very expensive. Impressed, I found my dress shoes perfectly shinned. Picking out a pair of tennis shoes, I noticed they were a size eleven instead of six. Putting them on, I, again, contemplated the inevitable.

Sighing, I went back to the bathroom and lowered my shorts. Looking down, I saw my penis and testicles with some apprehension. Gently touching my testicles, I felt the soft sensitive skin and sprouted hair. I felt around for a vaginal entrance and found nothing. I then touched my flaccid penis wondering what to make of it. Up to this point, it had been an abstract concept to me: Capable of delivering the miracle of life but also a weapon of war. As I thought about it, it seemed more sensible for women to have the penis and for men to have the vagina.

It had always been a joke to us, girls, that a guy would jerk off. But now, with it in front of me, it seemed like something I should consider. It was just so there, so exposed, so accessible. After putting it off for a few minutes, I sat down to pee. The time to experiment could be done later. For the moment, I needed to figure out what had happened to Liz and to my room.

As I exited my room, the servants were already working around the house. "Your breakfast is ready, Sir," my butler informed me.

"Thanks," I said awkwardly. It would take some time for me to get used to being called "Sir" all the time. "Where's Liz?"

"Liz?" he asked confused.

"You know, the girl that has been staying with us these last several weeks," I said impatiently.

"I don't know of any Liz staying here or any girl for that matter, Sir," he replied. "I wouldn't think your parents would approve."

I simply stared at him and then realized my butler hadn't even questioned my sudden gender-change. Somehow, reality had changed along with my gender. I eyed family photographs on the walls. They all had me as a boy.

"Where are my parents now?" I asked recovering from my shock.

"Your father is in London on business, your mother is shopping in Paris, of course," he said obviously.

A swell of emotion went through me as I realized my parents were still alive in this reality. My butler seemed to notice I was on the verge of tears. "Is something wrong, Sir?" he asked me.

"No, nothing at all. I'll be taking the next flight to London to meet with my father," I told him.

***

I quickly collected my wallet, passport, and keys and entered the garage. I took one of the cars and drove off. As I headed towards the city, I called Liz's phone number on my smartphone. When she didn't pick up, I decided to drive to her house. I wasn't sure what I would find in this reality. A terrible dread went through me as I considered the grim possibility she could be dead in this reality. Had my selfishness to have a normal life caused her death or non-existence?

I came upon her poor neighborhood and parked on the curb. I took a deep breath and checked my casual clothes. I looked down instinctively expecting to see my breasts bulge outward. I felt slightly self-conscious not wearing a bra even though it was no longer necessary. Finally, I got out of the car and walked up to the door.

The door opened with a groggy-looking Liz staring at me. "Can I help you?" she asked annoyed.

"Liz, what happened, last night?" I asked her.

"Only friends get to call me Liz. Who the fuck are you?" she asked rudely.

My face fell as Liz didn't recognize me. "Do you know a girl named Mary that doesn't talk?"

"What kind of stupid-ass question is that? No," Liz said impatiently.

I gave her a flustered look as I tried to reconcile this new reality. Liz had no recollection or knowledge of me. Everything we had done and had gone through was no longer reality. All the improvements I had made to her life had not happened.

"Who's the boy?" Liz's mother asked suspiciously while smoking a cigarette.

"No one," Liz said defensively.

I simply stared at the woman that was supposed to be dead. Somehow, my being a boy and never interacting with Liz had created a chain reaction where Liz's mother had not overdosed. Furthermore, my own parents were now alive.

"Nice ride, I think you're lost," Liz said as she eyed my car.

"Yeah, sorry. My mistake," I said lamely and then walked back to my car.

Getting into my car, I hesitated to drive away. Yes, I had lost Liz as a friend and possibly something more, but her mother was now alive. "I guess it's a fair trade," I said sadly and then drove away leaving Liz behind.

***

I arrived at the airport and took a flight to London without difficulty. During several hours I was in the air, I contemplated what I would say to my father. I used my smartphone to look up everything about my father's company. Under his continued management, the company was doing far better than in the reality in which he was dead.

"You're John Thompson's kid, right?" a suited businessman asked me.

"Yes," I said guardedly.

"You look just like him. I've done business with your father before," he said conversationally.

"Thanks," I said awkwardly.

"I imagine you'll step into your father's shoes one of these days," he said.

"I'd like that...after he retires," I said.

"Of course," he smiled. "Well, enjoy your flight."

As the plane landed I quickly got my bags and checked into a hotel room. I got my suit out and rushed to get it on. After I had finished getting it on, I was suddenly stumped by the need to have a tie. Taking the tie, I looked on my smartphone how to do it. After several failed attempts, I finally got it done albeit sloppily.

"Fuck it," I said finally as I looked at myself in the mirror.

I then took a taxi to where my father was having his business meeting. I was literally shaking in anticipation in the elevator on the way up. My father had taken me to his London office only a few times in my life but I knew where to go.

I exited the elevator looking sharp, except for my tie, and went to the receptionist. "I need to speak with John Thompson," I said to her.

"He's in a meeting. I can make an appointment," she said.

"It's actually urgent. I'm his...son, Mark Thompson," I told her.

"I'll give him a page," she allowed.

I waited patiently and then several businessmen including my father exited a conference room. He looked the same as I remembered him, only slightly older. My joy at seeing him turned to dread as I saw my Aunt Debra at his side.

"Son, what are you doing here?" my father asked as he gave me a hug.

"I had to see you. I wanted to catch up," I said fighting to keep myself from crying.

"Mark, I've been gone only a few days," my father said confused.

"It's good that he's here. He could learn a thing or two from observing the meetings," Aunt Debra smirked.

"Sure," John agreed. "I didn't think business was your thing, Mark."

"I'm not sure what is my thing," I said honestly.

"Well, okay then. How about we go for lunch?" my father said.

"That would be great," I agreed.

"I just have one last thing to do. Excuse me," he said walking back into the conference room.

I then turned to Aunt Debra. "What is this?"

"The reality in which you were born a boy. In this reality, you were with your parents on that fateful night coming home from the ski slopes. You saved your parents' lives with your masculine heroics. The 'girl' you had decided to stay at home. Skiing wasn't your thing, as I recall," Aunt Debra explained.

"I should have been there," I realized.

"As your girl self? You would have died as well," Aunt Debra scoffed.

"How can you be so severe on your own sex?" I asked of her.

She rolled her eyes at me. "I'm a realist and I'm the only one that knows. I must say, I was a little surprised to wake up in London and your father alive. I didn't think you had it in you to go all the way with that tramp."

"She no longer remembers me," I said angrily.

"As it should be. She's damaged goods. Don't think for a moment you can restart anything with her. Your parents won't allow it. I won't allow it," Aunt Debra said forcefully.

"How is it that her mother is now alive?" I asked.

"Every cause has an effect. You preoccupied Liz's time away from her mother with your own trivial drama. Instead of watching over her drug-addicted mother, Liz was preoccupied with you," Aunt Debra said simply. "This is all for the best. Your parents are back, my brother is back, you're a man, and even Liz has her mother back. Fuck with me and maybe all of this disappears," Aunt Debra threatened.

"Maybe I can learn from you," I requested.

"Not a chance. And just so you know, the curse is still on you. Try to fuck with a man in that body, and they'll become female on the spot. So, don't think to disgrace the family name. You will marry and have children with a suitable heiress like you're supposed to," Aunt Debra ordered.

"Let me fix that for you," Aunt Debra said unimpressed by my tie. She proceeded to fix it for me while it took all of my restraint not to punch her.

My father then came back. "So, where shall we go?" he asked.

***

The three of us ended up at an expensive restaurant in the same building. My father and Aunt Debra talked business as I simply stared not truly believing what was happening. "So, how is school?" my father asked me.

"Good," I said vaguely. In reality, I had no idea how I was doing.

"Not great, eh?" my father questioned further.

"Well..., you know," I shrugged.

"You'll do fine. When we get back home, we'll discuss what college you will be going to," my father said.

I sighed realizing that even as I loved the fact that my parents were alive, my freedom of choice would be greatly diminished. "Of course," I agreed.

"Got a girlfriend, yet?" my father asked with a smile.

"Not...yet," I said lamely.

"When I was at your age, I played the field quite a bit. There's nothing you could do that could surprise me," my father smiled.

"Oh, John. Please," Aunt Debra rolled her eyes.

"I'm really not seeing anyone at the moment," I said.

"No pressure. I didn't marry your mother until I had graduated from college and bought my first house," my father recalled.

"And, of course, your parents and I will do all we can to find you the perfect woman for you," Aunt Debra said to me.

"Son, I don't want to tell you who you can be with, but you have to have standards. Marriage is a lifetime commitment and whoever you choose to marry will be the mother of your children. In this business, loyal wives are hard to come by. You have to be careful you choose the right person," my father lectured.

"It just seems to me that a woman in our circle...might have some bad habits that would be hard to break," I said eying Aunt Debra.

"You want to be a mentor. I get it. But before you can be a mentor, you have to master yourself," my father advised.

***

For the rest of the day, I sat in on my father's meetings not saying a word. If I had been a girl, my father wouldn't have had me there. After the meeting, the board members fell over themselves to shake my hand and compliment me. Afterward, I took a short flight to Paris to meet up with my mother. As before, I felt my emotions swell upon seeing her. I gave her a tight hug as I saw her in a fashion workshop.

"What's gotten into you?" my mother wondered of me.

"It's just...," I said and then couldn't articulate my thoughts.

"You should be back home at school, young man," she scolded me.

"I wanted to see father in London," I said.

"You won't succeed your father by your name alone. You have to study, get good grades, and work hard to prove yourself. Well, now that you're here, you might as well help me," my mother told me.

To my mother's amazement, I used my prior knowledge as a girl to assist her. My mother gave me an odd look as I talked with her assistants about the dresses in a particular collection. The female assistants seemed disarmed by me, probably thinking I was gay. My mother was probably thinking the same thing.

"Do you have any advice on how to date women?" I asked my mother after we were done.

"Oh, thank God," my mother said relieved.

***

After a busy day, I went to my hotel room in Paris. Part of me thought I should go clubbing and indulge myself in this new form. The more reasonable part of me knew I had to take this slow. I took off my suit and watched TV in my underwear trying to get used to the feel of my new body. I pinched my male nipples and got nothing out of it. Looking at my smartphone, all of my pictures and videos of Liz were gone. Frustrated, I watched a romance movie and found myself drawn to the female lead. Bored, I was tempted to order a porno. I didn't even know how I would feel about it. I had never watched porn before. Just as I was about to do so, I stopped myself.

I turned the TV off and entered the bathroom. Stripping down, I took a shower. As if it had a mind of its own, my penis started to become erect. I touched it cautiously not wanting to injure myself. It wasn't as hard as bone but sufficiently hard that it wasn't going to bend on me. As I washed up, I tried to ignore it. Finally, curiosity got the better of me. I started stroking myself and it felt good. I then took the bar of soap and got my hands soapy. With my soapy right hand, I rubbed the head of my penis getting an even more pleasurable sensation. As I did, I tried to remember how Liz worked it. I focused on her face, her figure, her breasts, and then finally her vagina.

After a few minutes, I felt an uncontrollable force go through my penis. I suddenly came into the shower pulsing semen out of my penis several times. I had to withdraw my hand, it was so sensitive. I leaned up against the shower wall feeling exhausted and fulfilled. Then, almost immediately, I felt tired and disinterested in what I had just done. Liz was now just a friend, no longer a subject of my desire.

I had never had sex as a woman before, so I didn't know if I was missing out or being cheated by becoming a man. But for that short instance, I was overwhelmed. I dried myself and then immediately went to sleep.

***

The next morning, as I awoke, I found my penis erect. Now, I understood what it meant to have an awkward boner. I walked around the room for a moment until it became soft. I took a morning shower and jerked myself off to completion. I justified it thinking it would prevent an uncomfortable erection on my flight back home. I was partially correct. As I watched romance movies on the flight home, I started to feel it rise again. Once I got home, I took another shower and jerked off again. I couldn't get enough of it.

"I have a problem," I realized. "Or do I?"

I didn't have any male friends to tell me what was appropriate or not. I couldn't go to my parents either. At eighteen, I should already have an understanding. Asking my father about this would be incredibly awkward and embarrassing. So, I decided to handle it in my own way.

In between going to school and studying, I started to get involved in athletic activities. I got a personal trainer and started working on weight training for the first time. I found to my amazement that my speed on the treadmill was nearly twice as fast as before with even greater endurance. I started doing pull-ups and push-up for the first time in my life. In the pool, I was able to swim much faster than before. As long as I kept myself distracted with something, my sexual thoughts were kept at bay.

In my bathroom mirror, I stared at myself. I had been putting it off but now I had no choice. I put a generous amount of shaving cream on my face and then took a razor. I had shaved my legs before as a girl, of course. But this was different. This was my face, what people saw when they greeted me. Realizing it was inevitable, I took the expensive razor to my face and was as smooth as I could be to my face removing the stubble. Looking over myself, I had managed to get rid of all the facial hair without too much difficulty. I then realized I would eventually need to cut my hair and I had no idea what I wanted to do with it.

After an hour of looking at various hairstyles, I settled on the classic haircut. As a girl, I hadn't been particularly stylish. As a boy, I felt I had nothing to prove to anyone. When my father saw my haircut, he merely nodded. Through all this, my thoughts kept coming back to Liz.

***

I waited for her school to end and then I saw her walking home. I got out of my car and slowly walked up to her. "You stalking me now? What's your problem?" she demanded of me.

"I know this sounds strange, but we have a history," I said to her.

"You've got the wrong girl," Liz said dismissively.

"Liz, I know your mother is hooked on drugs, your house is being foreclosed upon, and your failing school. Let me help you," I said sincerely.

Liz gave me a stupified look. "You can fuck off. That's what you can do and who told you that?"

"Look, there is a reality in which we know each other very well. Just listen to what I have to say," I begged her.

"I don't have time for this crazy shit," she said walking off.

"I'll give you a twenty if you'll listen," I offered.

Liz stopped in her tracks. "Okay," she relented.

"There is a reality in which I couldn't speak and you defended me against bullies. I taught you sign-language. We did everything together and at one point you even lived at my house. I need you to remember what we had," I said to her.

"Why would you need me to defend you against bullies? You're a guy and...you look fit," she said skeptically.

I hesitated to tell her the whole truth. "Because, in this other reality, I was a girl. I know it sounds strange but when we had sex, you changed me into a man. I have a diary of everything I can remember," I said handing her the book.

"Alright, you owe me twenty dollars," she said dismissively.

I handed her the twenty-dollar bill. "Now, piss off," she told me.

"If you read this book, I'll give you two-thousand," I offered.

Liz gave me an incredulous look and then eyed my car. "How will you know I actually read it?" she asked.

"I'll quiz you," I said lamely.

Liz smirked at me. "Okay, crazy man."

***

I waited a week and then met Liz at a coffee shop. "Did you actually read it?" I asked knowing her past history.

"I actually did," she said offended.

I proceeded to quiz her rigorously with her passing. "So, you good for it?" she asked.

"Yeah," I said placing an envelope filled with hundred dollar bills on the table.

"You really expect me to believe this really happened between us. If not for the fact I'm broke, I would send the cops on you," Liz said to me.

"It's true, all of it. It's just the spell changed reality so no one knows except me and my aunt," I said.

"How convenient. Look, you rich fucks can't just jerk us around because we're poor. I mean, we're not your toys. You can make me listen to you and read your books, but you can't make me believe this happened," Liz said.

Liz then took off to leave, taking the envelope with her. I followed her out. "Stop following me. You're being a total creeper."

I was going to lose her forever if I didn't do something drastic. I didn't even know if it would work. I rushed ahead of her and kissed her. She struggled at first but then seemed to go into a daze. I looked at her with hopeful eyes knowing this was the last idea I had to get her to remember. She then stared at me with a confused look and touched my face.

"It is you," she said.

"You remember?" I asked her.

"Yeah, all of it," she said stunned. "You brought my mother back."

"I guess I did," I said awkwardly.

She then gave me a passionate kiss in front of everyone on the busy street corner. The kiss felt electrifying on my lips but I felt an immediate hardness. Liz eyed me with a mischievous grin. "Let's get out of here," she said leading me to the park alone from anyone else.

There, I explained everything that I had gone through the past few weeks without her. "Sounds like everything worked out. You got your parents back, I got my mother back, and your life is set," she said.

"I want more. I want you with me," I said seriously.

"You don't need me anymore. I fulfilled my role. I changed you into a man. What else do you need me for?" she asked.

"I'm still cursed. If I do anything with a man, they'll turn into a woman. I have to be with a woman," I told her.

"Look, I might measure up if you need a fuck-buddy, maybe even a mistress, but your family will never accept me as your girlfriend and marriage is completely out of the picture. So, let's just stay friends. We can call each other every so often, text and chat, and maybe play an online game," Liz said pessimistically.

"Liz, when I kissed you just now the spell was broken. You remembered. There must be a special bond between us," I said.

"So what? We live in different worlds. I hate to say it but your parents coming back from the dead has fucked us. You're under their thumb now. We can't even be friends without someone suspecting we're together," Liz said.

"I go to college in the fall. I'll take you with me," I suggested.

"And do what?" she asked. "You've changed. I don't even know if you're the same person anymore. Maybe, you're just thinking with your dick."

"That isn't true," I denied.

"I don't think you know what is going on with you. I can't imagine what it must be like for you, to change sex in one night. You must be going crazy, right now," Liz said sympathetically.

"I'm managing," I said defensively.

"You jerking yourself off?" she asked smiling.

"Yeah, sometimes," I said embarrassed.

"To me?" she pressed.

I said nothing to that. "It's cool. Boys are more visual. I bet you're imagining me naked, right now. Having your way with me," she assumed.

"My feelings for you are not just sexual. You helped me when no one else could. You brought my parents back and maybe becoming a man will become a blessing in disguise. Without you, I would have surgically removed my voice-box and would have been alone my entire life. I am grateful you came into my life," I told her.

"Well, it doesn't matter how we feel about each other. We're fucked," she reminded me.

"I have an idea but you're not going to like it," I frowned.

***

The next day, Liz plopped herself in a make-up chair in a costume studio. "This idea is fucking stupid. Why do I have to be the one to change sex?" she asked obnoxiously.

"This will allow you on the grounds without anyone being suspicious. And no amount of make-up is going to change my frame," I said obviously. Since the change, I had grown to 5'10'' and 175lbs. There was no going back to me without some serious surgery which my parents would never allow or tolerate.

"Besides, I did it for months. You can do it, too," I added.

Liz rolled her eyes and put on the dress pants and collared shirt. Her breast bindings were sufficient enough to disguise them away. The make-up artist, known for his discretion, went to work on her face. After he was done, Liz looked like a man, albeit an effeminate-looking one.

"I'm not cutting my hair," Liz refused.

The make-up artist placed a skull cap over her hair and then placed a male hairstyle wig on top. I looked her over from various distances. "I think you can pass," I said.

"And what of my voice?" Liz asked.

I stared at her. It was jarring to hear her voice with all the work I had done to her. "Just be silent."

"Right," Liz rolled her eyes.

***

For the next week, I took Liz out in public to museums, art collections, fashion workshops, movie theaters, and the bowling alley while she was in drag. So far, no one said anything or even made a face. "No one would care anyway," she signed to me.

"Why?" I asked her back.

"Not bad...if...women dress like men," she signed.

I wasn't too convinced of that. It was one thing to look tomboyish but another to try to impersonate a man completely which was the goal. I honestly needed a man's opinion, a real man, to tell me if Liz was passing or not. Unfortunately, I didn't have any male friends I could trust with such secrets.

Liz easily outscored me getting into the high 100s. I was completely lousy not able to coordinate my male body very well. Sure, I was stronger but bowling wasn't about strength per se. I would have to practice again every sport I was somewhat proficient in to get back to before.

"What...next?" she signed.

***

I took Liz to my VIP gym and put her down as a guest. Looking around, there were plenty of older men that were fat and ugly. But there were also some younger healthy men as well. In my new body, I wasn't sure what to make of them. Was I attracted to them or just admiring their work ethic? And then there were the girls walking around in packs. I stared at them a little too long with Liz giving me a nudge.

"We're going to see if you can do physical activity even in disguise," I said to Liz.

She nodded and went over to the treadmill to do a jog. She was wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants that prevented anyone from knowing what was underneath. To everyone else, she was simply a man looking to get a good sweat on. And sweat she did as her face was covered in it. I looked over her face as the water-proof make-up did its job to keep her masculine appearance.

Satisfied, I had her work with the weights. I wasn't sure what to expect. She was athletic but she struggled with bench lifting and it was becoming apparent that we would draw attention to ourselves as the other men were benching 4x her weight.

"Why?" Liz signed to me.

"I think you have it in you to get an athletic scholarship," I said.

She contemplated that possibility and nodded. We went over to the racquet court and closed the door. "Finally," Liz said out loud having been mostly silent all day.

"You can take your clothes off now," I told her.

Liz smirked at me. "I mean, just the outer-wear," I clarified.

Liz took off her sweatshirt and sweatpants putting them in a corner. Without her outerwear, she looked strange with a feminine body figure, flat chest, and a masculine face with short hair. "Ever played before?" I asked her.

She merely shook her head. "I've played tennis before."

I explained to her the rules and lightly hit the ball off the wall. Liz immediately went into competitive mode and tried to defeat me. At first, she did get a number of points on me. I was a bit clumsy with the racquet and my swings were off. However, with time, I was able to easily defeat her. My swings were faster and more powerful than before, my endurance was higher, and my footwork was better. Liz quickly ran out of steam while I felt fine.

"Fuck," she gasped.

"You tired?" I asked concernedly.

"You know, the one thing I was proud of was that I could kick your ass in sports. Now, that's gone," she said exhaustedly.

I couldn't help but smile. "When we played, there was something in my mind that made me want to play harder."

"You didn't want to get beat by a girl, you mean?" she assumed.

"Maybe," I said flustered.

"One more game," Liz demanded of me.

"Alright," I agreed.

I did even better easily defeating her. Liz looked positively distressed by my easy success. I came over to her and gave her a kiss. She smiled at me, her mood completely changed. If anyone were watching, it would appear as two men were kissing.

"This body was just given to me. I didn't work to gain these muscles. Everything you can do, you earned it," I told her.

"Yeah...you cheater," she mock scolded.

"We don't have to compete against each other," I told her.

"But we do or else you'll get fat and wrinkly like those guys back there," Liz smirked.

I contemplated the men in the weight room. Sure, they were rich but many of them were balding, had beer guts, had wrinkles, bad teeth, and looked like they were on the verge of falling apart. Was this my future?

"So, hit the showers?" Liz asked mischievously.

"I'll take you home," I replied.

***

At the dinner table, I wore a suit as expected. Typically, dinner was a rather silent affair. My parents would make small-talk about business, politics, travel, or gossip while rarely addressing me. "Mark, you need to make some friends. It would do you good to get connected," my father said.

"But only the right sort of people," my mother added.

"I'll get right on that," I said with low enthusiasm.

"Ready for poker night?" my father asked me. My father was an enthusiastic poker player but had never invited me to play growing up as a girl.

"Sure," I said. "Actually, I have a friend that is pretty good," I said referring to Liz.

"Bring him," my father encouraged.

***

At poker night at an exclusive club, I brought Liz with me in drag. She was in a custom-made suit that fit her smaller frame. I introduced her to several people including my father but had to tell them all she was deaf. I made up a false background story on how she was the son of a make-believe construction company in New York City. With introductions out of the way, I was able to settle my nerves. I discreetly paid for Liz's buy-in.

"What if I lose?" she asked freaked out by how much money we were playing with.

"It's nothing. Just have fun. Show these rich types a thing or two," I encouraged her.

At our table were several guys I knew from my past life: Jeff, William (Bill), Bernard (Bernie), Larry, James (Jim), and Samuel (Sam). The fake name I gave Liz was Louis. They had all made a pass at me and then lost interest in me once they realized I couldn't talk. As the men played cards, several high-class girls hung out by themselves occasionally coming by the table to watch or irritate their boyfriends.

"Alright, gentlemen, blinds are ten thousand and five thousand. Good luck," the dealer said to all of us.

No one at the table batted an eye although Liz was a bit surprised how much each chip was worth. "Haven't seen you in a while, Mark," Jeff remarked.

"I haven't been quite myself," I said dryly.

"Studying all day like a total nerd," Bill mocked.

"It looks like, while we all brought a girl, you brought a man," Larry antagonized.

"He may be deaf but he can still read lips," I reminded him.

"My apologies. I know it's not civil to mock the handicap," Larry smirked.

"Hey, asshole, it's your deal," Jim reminded Larry.

"You need to get yourself a girl. I can hook you up," Jeff said helpfully.

"Can you get me one with a good personality?" I mocked.

"There are no attractive girls with good personalities," Bill laughed.

"A good personality is a girl that doesn't know they're beautiful, who will satisfy all sexual demands without being a total slut about it, and keeps her mouth shut," Larry said rudely.

"A lady in the street but a freak in the bed," Sam quoted.

"Exactly," Larry agreed. "Any girl that has a personality is likely to be an ugly chick because they have to compensate for what they don't have."

"Here they come," Bernie warned.

The guys shut up and played their cards as the girls made their rounds handing them drinks and whispering in their ears. Despite the abuse against her sex, Liz kept her focus and was beating everyone soundly. The guys got progressively drunker and less focused as the night wore on. Finally, the men left the table leaving Liz with a sizeable amount of chips.

"How much?" Liz signed to me.

I looked over the stack. "Maybe...two hundred thousand," I said nonchalantly.

She simply stared at me in total disbelief. "I can't take this," she whispered to me.

"I gave you the buy-in, you did the work, let's split it," I suggested.

"Okay," she said still overwhelmed.

"Looks like you came out ahead this time," my father noticed as I cashed in the chips.

"Sure did," I said vaguely.

"Should make up for all the times you lost in the past," my father said dryly.

"I'm thinking to head home early," I said.

"We'll be staying here a few more hours," my father said referring to himself and my mother. "Did you have a good time, Louis?"

I signed for Liz what he had asked. Liz signed back to me. "I had a great time. You have been very kind and hospitable," I said for Liz.

"I didn't know you knew sign language," my father said impressed with me.

"I'm still learning but Louis has been very helpful," I said.

"Glad to see Mark making friends," my father said pleased.

"Well, I should get Louis back to the hotel," I said.

"You good to drive?" my father asked concernedly.

"I didn't drink," I assured him.

"Odd of you. Well, okay. I'll see you back at the house," my father said.

I then took Liz out of the club and into the parking lot before anyone else could stop to chat with us. "That was a rush!" Liz said thrilled once we were inside the car.

"Did those snobs offend you?" I asked.

"I've heard worse," Liz said dismissively.

"Well, I guess I'll take you home," I said starting the engine.

"Your father said they wouldn't be back for a couple of hours," Liz brought up.

"Yeah," I confirmed.

There was a long awkward silence. "Do I have to spell it out? We could have a little fun at your house," she said obviously.

"Liz, what are we to each other now? When we had sex, it was to complete the spell. You were doing me a favor," I said.

"It was more than just a favor. I enjoyed it and wouldn't mind doing it again," Liz said to me.

"I didn't last for more than a few minutes," I reminded her.

"I bet those guys back at the club can do better than you. I bet any guy could do better than you. But sex is something you can learn. You can't be taught not to be an asshole. A man that cums early and then goes to sleep is an asshole. A man that cums early and then fingers me until I cum is a keeper," she said bluntly.

"I don't have a condom," I said lamely.

"We can do other stuff," she rolled her eyes.

My body became excited at the prospect, my penis was uncomfortably hard, and my mind was in a state of confusion. "You're fighting it. Don't," she encouraged me.

"Okay," I agreed.

***

I drove us home a little faster than the speed limit allowed and then parked in the garage. We made our way to my bedroom and closed the door. "Finally," Liz said taking off her suit jacket. She unbuttoned her collared shirt and released her breast binding.

I stared a little too long. "Like what you see?" she mocked.

"I'm trying to catch myself but it's hard sometimes," I said honestly.

"Poor you," she rolled her eyes and then took off her wig and skull cap freeing her hair.

Liz looked at herself in the mirror. "I still look like a dude."

"You can use my shower," I said absent-mindedly.

"Only if you join me. Come on," she enticed as she kicked off her dress shoes and took off her pants.

Far behind her in undressing, I started taking off my clothes methodically and then folding them on the bed as I did. By the time I was in my underwear, Liz was already in the shower. I found myself conflicted. If I continued this way with Liz, I would be all that much more difficult if things went badly. My parents, my aunt, and my entire class would come down on me hard if I even considered Liz. Still, If I refused her now she would feel rejected and hurt. As I contemplated all this, my instincts were raging for me to join her regardless of the consequences.

I finally joined her in the shower embarrassed by my erection. She smirked at me with her now feminine face free of the make-up. "Why the reluctance? Would you rather have me be flat and with a dick?" she asked.

"I honestly don't know," I admitted.

"Well, your dick sure knows what he wants," she pointed out.

"It's like he has a mind of his own," I said.

"After this, he's going to like me a lot more," she smiled and then went to her knees.

"You don't have to," I told her.

"Silence," she shut me down and then placed her penis in her mouth.

I immediately shuddered as I felt her suck and lick on me. It was similar to when I was inside her vagina, maybe even better. She worked on me giving me the impression she was well-practiced. Through it all, I didn't know what to think. Was it okay for me to allow her to do this to me? I had vowed I would never suck a dick when I had been a girl. That said, maybe I would have thought otherwise if I had truly loved a guy. Liz continued to suck on me while cradling my testicles.

"I'm not going to last," I sensed.

She kept going until I came in her mouth. It was considerably more intense than when I had done it to myself. She kept going afterward. I backed up against the wall of the shower overwhelmed. It felt like I was being shocked in that one specific spot.

"No more," I said stunned.

Liz got back to her feet and smirked at me. "Not bad, huh?"

"You're...good," I said awkwardly.

"Now, your turn," she ordered.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked nervously.

"Place your thumb here," she said placing my thumb on her clit. "Now, go in circles," she instructed.

I did as she said. She closed her eyes as I continued to rub in circles. "Now, take your index and middle finger and gently push in," she told me.

I felt insider her and rubbed around. It felt moist and soft. "Deeper," she pressed.

I pushed as far as my fingers could go and held her up as she became unsteady. I then quickened my fingering eliciting moans from her. As she squirmed and tensed up, I felt a satisfying sense of power. Here I was able to bring a woman sexual pleasure.

"Keep it up. Yeah, right there," she encouraged.

It was then that I rubbed and thrust as fast as I could until she suddenly seized up and cried out. As I withdrew from insider her, she kissed me furiously with tongue. I returned her kisses. "I want more," she said to me.

"So do I," I said but secretly felt apprehension as to the challenges we faced.

***

We got dressed and then I took her home. Her mother was already passed out on the couch by the time we arrived. "Tonight was the best even if I couldn't talk through most of it," she said appreciatively.

"It will get better," I promised her.

"Okay, see you later," she said giving me a kiss on the cheek and then exiting my car.

I then drove back before my parents arrived at the house. Lying on my bed, I contemplated my next move. Even if I could plant a phony backstory that Liz was a wealthy heiress, she would still be disrespected and jeered by my so-called friends. Even as deaf, the men still gave Liz respect. I just had to keep up the scheme until I went off to school.

That night, I went to sleep peacefully as my urges had been satisfied for the time being.

The Stuntman

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations
  • Transitioning
  • Magic
  • Erotica

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Stuck
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • She-Males
  • Surgery

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  • Posted by author(s)

Tod Cruz was a Hollywood action star. He made the multi-millions, loved the fame of the paparazzi and magazines, and being on TV. His resume included some of the biggest blockbusters of the decade. Who was I? I was his stuntman for most of his films. Movie goers were always fooled by the camera. Tod Cruz was rarely in the action sequences he was known for. He would flash a smile on top of a truck for the camera, but people like me did the actual stunts. I was riding the motorcycles, flinging the swords around, leaping away from fireballs, and jumping out of buildings. I was the real action star, but I wasn't making the millions he did. Was I jealous? A little, but we had a good relationship. It was because of Cruz that I got a decent job and could live in So-Cal.

I was picked to be his stunt man due in part to my physical resemblance to the star. Every so often, someone would ask me whether I was Cruz. I always had to say no. A false autograph was not just improper but illegal. Like Cruz, I had dark brown hair, piercing brown eyes, and pale complexion. I had a similar if not better muscular physique. We had just completed an action movie together and now it was time for me to get some vacation.

***

So, it was a surprise to me while I was vacationing in Hawaii that Tod Cruz made an important announcement at a press conference. He was wearing sunglasses and a black leather jacket. "I have always enjoyed giving my fans great action epics, but I have decided to make an important life decision. I will be checking into a clinic…," Tod began.

I rolled my eyes. Everyone knew that Cruz was a drunk and a cocaine user. It wasn't just him. It was all the Hollywood actors I came into contact with. Sometimes, Cruz would come on set and wonder where he was.

"I will be checking into a clinic to begin my transition to becoming a woman. I have felt this way for some time and the feeling is undeniable. I am not ashamed of my past as a man, but I have begun a new chapter in my life. I know that my true fans will support me in this. Thank you," Cruz said.

I took a sip of my margarita. "I'll be damned," I smiled amused.

***

I came back to Hollywood expecting to be fired. How could I be Cruz's stuntman if he was becoming a woman? To my surprise, he invited me to lunch. "I figure you heard the announcement," he began.

"Uh, yeah. I saw it on the news," I said trying not to laugh.

"I want you to know that I have always appreciated your work and that I will find you a good job in the industry soon," he said.

"I appreciate that," I said truthfully.

"If I ever get back into action movies, I'll be sure to call you," Cruz said.

"Thanks," I said and then wondered what he meant by that. If he was transitioning into a woman, how I could be his stuntman? Would he become a woman and then cross-dress back into a man to play an action movie? I just figured he was high on something.

He nodded and then got up to leave. I had the feeling he wanted me to say something about his transition, like if I approved of it or something. He never cared what I thought of anything before. He looked around as if wondering where he was and then strolled out.

***

Back at my apartment, Rob was my roommate. I had a strong suspicion that he was gay or bisexual. He was very discreet, and I never asked. We had lived together for a little more than a year, and he paid the rent on time. He was also very clean in comparison to me. I turned on my TV and saw more TMZ interviews about Cruz.

"After three marriages and no kids, Cruz has called it quits on being a man," one commentator said.

"Maybe, he…I mean she will have better luck as a woman," a female commentator joked.

"Cruz has a drug problem. Adding more drugs into his system is not the right answer," another said.

I turned the channel. Some of what they were saying was true, but he was a private citizen. They shouldn't mess with him so much. Cruz's personal drama did occasionally interfere with the making of a movie. He would sometimes rant about a script or yell at the poor guy in charge of the lights.

"What do you think about this Cruz thing? You worked with him," Rob asked while drinking a beer.

"I was surprised as anyone. It could be a publicity stunt," I said.

"Do you think he will go through with it?" Rob asked.

"Not sure. He's a hard man to read," I said.

"You can't call him a man anymore," Rob corrected.

"I smirked. I'll call him a woman once he cuts his dick off," I said rudely.

***

True to his word, Cruz checked into a clinic and began hormonal treatment. I figured even if he went through with it, he would end up a very ugly masculine looking woman. TMZ made sure to interview his three ex-wives on whether they saw any signs. It was becoming a spectacle. One day, someone came to my door.

"Are you Andrew Starr?" the reporter asked.

"Maybe, maybe not, maybe go fuck yourself," I said to him and closed the door.

The one group of people I hated more than actors and directors were reporters. It was one thing to go after Cruz. He loved the fame. I didn't want any part in the story. I decided to go the gym before anyone else came by after him.

I went to an elite gym and occasionally a movie or TV star would come to pretend to work out. I prided myself for staying in athletic shape. So, when I had trouble on my run and weight lifting, I was very disappointed in myself. I worked out extra hard and drank some protein shakes. Unlike some stuntmen, I never took steroids. That was an easy way to shorten one's life by twenty years.

On day, I was on a movie set not involving Cruz. My job was rather simple. I was to go out a window and fall to the ground using a cable. Everything should have gone fine. The cable was attached to my suit underneath the same jacket the actor wore. I ran out the window and shattered the fake glass. I then oriented my body so that my shoulder went through the window first. In real life, I would have smacked the glass and fallen back down with a sprained shoulder. However, this was movie world. I leaped out the window and then oriented my body so that I was facing forward. I moved my legs as if I was floating on the air and then something went terribly wrong.

The cable snapped, and I fell a few stories to the ground. My leg snapped and then I blacked out.

***

I found myself in the hospital with a shattered leg. It would take months to heal. The studio offered me compensation, but I would be off the job for a while. Rob wheel chaired me back to the apartment, but we were on the second floor.

"I'll help you out, buddy," Rob said as I hung on him for support. The two of us made it up to the apartment and then Rob brought the wheel chair up.

For the first week, I used the wheel chair since my other leg was also messed up. Eventually, I moved up to crutches. I worked out my arms, chest, and abs as much as I could, but I knew my run would suffer. I stayed indoors and felt bored.

As the weeks passed by, a still male-looking Cruz smiled to the reporters and cameramen. "Oh, I feel so much better," he said happily.

I wondered if that were true. You could never tell with actors.

***

As I waited to heal, I noticed I was losing weight. I ate a nutritious diet but even I was surprised by the weight loss. My broken leg prevented me from training as much as I wanted to. My fitness suffered as a result. Since I stayed inside all day, I noticed that my skin was clearing up better than before.

Out of curiosity, I kept tabs on Cruz. He said he would be going in for laser treatments. Cruz rarely grew facial hair in his movies but this would make it permanent. Coincidentally, after Cruz had his treatment, I also had trouble growing facial hair.

I looked at the mirror and noticed a lack of hair growth. I decided to shave anyway. Sometimes, that would stimulate the follicles. Even so, I never had to shave again after that day. I didn't particularly like to shave, so I paid it no mind. It did become concerning when all my body hair disappeared. I noticed while in the shower that my chest, arm, navel, and leg hair were gone. I even noticed that the hair on my toes were gone. I looked like one of those swimmers. I wondered if I had a serious illness.

I went to the doctor to discuss my leg. He assured me that the leg was healing fine. I told him about my other concerns. "I am totally hairless. My body hair fell out and isn't growing back. I don't even need to shave," I said.

"It could be a hormonal deficiency," he said. "We should take some tests."

The tests did show that my testosterone levels had gone down and estrogen levels had risen but nothing to explain why my body hair had not grown back. Men and women both grew body hair, so it didn't make any sense to me.

The doctor prescribed me an estrogen blocker, which I took regularly.

***

Cruz was interviewed at his home by paparazzi about his future plans. "Oh, I feel great…great," he said. He had grown his hair longer but still had the same stupid-looking face. "The next movie I play in, I will be an actress. Not a transsexual part, a real actress role," he said.

I rolled my eyes. The reporter asked him if it could be an action role. "It could be. I would be open to it," he smiled.

"Not with me, you won't," I said amused.

A few weeks later, Cruz revealed he was dating a pre-op transsexual. "She gets me. She really gets me," he said.

What could I say? My dating life was non-existent.

***

A few months went by and my leg was decent enough to start running again. I was a shadow of my former self. I had lost a lot of weight especially in muscular weight. I needed to get back in shape. I also started getting back into movies. Since I still had to work on my body, I decided to do some car crashing.

I didn't become alarmed until about six months since my leg accident. My nipples had become swollen. There was no denying it; there was breast tissue building up. I went to the doctor to have it checked out. It could be breast cancer for all I knew.

"It's negative for cancer," the doctor said. "You have high estrogen levels in your blood. Are you taking any estrogen pills?" he asked.

"No," I shook my head.

"You can tell me. I have heard it all," the doctor said.

"I swear to God, I'm not taking any pills," I said.

"You may have problems with your adrenal system. I am going to prescribe more estrogen blockers," he said.

I took my pills, but it didn't seem to make a difference. Several weeks went by and the breast tissue expanded. I felt uncomfortable going to the gym in a t-shirt or changing in the locker room. I went back to the doctor, but he gave me the same explanation. Somehow, estrogen was getting into my system.

I finally made the connection that my condition was somehow connected to Cruz. He was transitioning into a woman, and I was having the same symptoms. It didn't make any medical sense, but it was the only explanation. I sent letters to him asking for a private meeting. He never sent any letters back. Frustrated, I called his agent, but he simply said he was busy.

Things then got worse quickly. At night, I would suddenly awake to find that my penis was erect and stimulated. It felt like someone was sucking on my cock but no one was there. I had no choice but go through with it until I came. These occurrences would happen throughout the day.

***

One day I was having a conversation with Rob at breakfast when it hit. I tried to stay still and keep a straight face as I felt my penis become stimulated by an unknown source. Worse yet, I felt my nipples being tugged and sucked on. Rob seemed to notice my weirdness but never asked. The final straw came when I felt something entering my ass. It was painful at first but then pleasure in prostate occurred. There was no one in my bed, and I knew for certain that nothing was in my ass. I knew then that somehow I was experiencing Mr. Cruz's sex life. Someone had their dick in Cruz's ass.

I came to his Malibu residence on the beach. I knocked on his door a few times and then finally he opened it. "What?!" he said while wearing sunglasses.

"We need to talk," I said seriously.

He remembered me and quickly changed his demeanor. "Come in," he said.

I walked into his very rich house and sat down with him at the dining table. "What's on your mind?" he asked.

"Tod, you're not going to believe me when I say this…," I began.

"It's Dot," he interrupted.

"What?" I asked confused.

"I go by Dot, now. You see, its Tod reversed," he explained.

I tried not to laugh. "Okay, Dot, I am totally supportive of your transition, but I am having a problem related to it," I began.

"Go on," he nodded thoughtfully.

"I am transitioning, too," I said.

"Good, that's great," he said giving me a thumbs up.

"No, not great. I don't want to be a woman," I said.

"Then don't transition. Problem solved," he said with wide-eyes.

"That's the problem. I am transitioning without taking any pills or treatments. Whatever is happening to you is happening to me. Once you got your laser hair removal, I haven't grown any body hair. I'm growing breasts," I said.

He nodded as if absorbing this all in. "Andy, the universe is speaking to us. We are meant to go down this road together. I want you in my next movie," Tod said.

I hated the "Andy" nickname, but I let it slide. "What kind of movie?" I asked dumbfounded.

"This time I want to be the damsel in distress. We can make it happen," he said excitedly. "You just have to eat right, do some crunches, and read good scripts," he said.

His new girlfriend then rubbed his chest and immediately I felt the same sensation. There was no doubt that we were somehow connected. I was also quite certain that this girlfriend had a dick and that she had recently fucked him in the ass.

"There is something supernatural between us. I can feel what you feel. Can you feel this?" I asked rubbing my nipple.

He merely stared at me. "Forget it. I shouldn't have come," I said getting up.

He followed me to the door. "Andy, whatever is happening to you; there is a reason for it," he said.

"I'm sure there is. I just don't want it," I replied.

A few more weeks went by, and I continued to feel sexual stimulation on my nipples, penis, and ass. Whatever was happening with Cruz, it was accelerating. He was either having a lot more sex, or I could feel it more. The worst was yet to come. I woke up feeling pain in my chest. I touched my chest and felt two solid breasts.

***

I went to the mirror and to my horror there were two fake breasts on my chest. I turned on the TV and saw a video of Cruz on TMZ walking around in a dress with fake breasts. My eyes widened in terror. We were connected in exactly the same way.

"I will be doing facial reconstruction surgery soon," Tod said to the reporter.

"No way," I said to myself. I had to stop him.

I put on a heavy jacket and drove over to his house. I knocked on his door until he finally opened. "Andy, so nice to see you," he said.

I stared momentarily at his breasts and the dress he was wearing. "When you got breast implants, I also got breast implants," I said.

"Good for you," he said pleased.

"No, I didn't have any surgeries. It just happened," I said opening my jacket so he could see the cleavage.

"They look marvelous," he said.

"No, I don't want this. We're connected somehow. Everything that happens to you is happening to me," I said.

"Just remove them then," he said simply.

"I don't have that kind of money. Look, it doesn't explain why these things are happening to me," I said.

"I don't know either. I'm not going back. I am going to finish what I started and if it happens to you too then, I'm sorry," he said.

***

With no answers, I went back to my doctor to make an appointment to remove the breast implants. "They're not breast implants," the doctor said looking at an X-ray.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"This is healthy breast tissue. There's no silicon there," he said.

"I have to have them removed regardless," I said.

"Very well, but this will be more complicated now. Removing breast implants is fairly simple. What you're asking for is a double mastectomy," he said.

"When can we do this?" I asked.

"If cost is no issue, within a month," the doctor said.

I wasn't sure I would last a month. "Okay, then," I agreed.

***

While my breast removal surgery was being scheduled, Cruz had additional surgeries to his face. I woke up with a feminine looking face. Not only did I have to fix my breasts but now my face as well. I couldn't take it anymore. I started to cry in the living room. Rob found me a mess and looked at me stupefied.

"What happened to you?" he asked.

"I am going through the same changes as Cruz. Whenever he does something to himself, it happens to me too," I said.

He looked at my face and my breasts for confirmation. "I don't know what to say," he said.

"I want revenge," I said angrily.

"Look, this is some voodoo stuff that is going on here. You don't want to mess with it. Now, you could try to stop Cruz, maybe even kill him. Or you could just accept the change," Rob said.

"He's going to chop off his dick next. I don't want a vagina," I said unhappily.

"Most don't go through with it. Don't worry," Rob assured me.

***

Yet, Cruz vowed again on TV that he was going to have a sex reassignment surgery and soon. If I was going to stop him, it would have to be now. I decided to go to a famous psychic in LA. She seemed to immediately know my problem before I even said anything.

"You want to sever the link between you two," she said.

"Yes," I said.

"Careful, my dear. If you sever the link, the changes to his body will no longer affect you. He will have fake breasts, but you will have real breasts. He will invert his penis, but you will have a vagina and womb," the psychic said.

"I don't want to be a woman," I said resolved.

"I cannot sever the link, but I can reverse its flow. He will now be affected by whatever you do to your body. If you remove your breasts, his breasts will disappear as well. No matter how many times he tries, his breast implants will never hold," the psychic said. "Are you willing to make him suffer this way?" she asked.

"He's an asshole. Yes," I said.

"Very well," the psychic smiled.

She did some prayers in a foreign language as I watched. When it was done, I left victorious. I was now in control of the situation. Cruz had no power over me.

***

Still, until I had my breast removal and facial reconstruction I was stuck looking like a woman. Rob gave me weird looks every so often. I knew he was attracted to me. We had an evening dinner and drank a bottle of wine. We ended up both being drunk.

"You sure you don't want to be a woman for just one night?" Rob asked.

"No, I'm not going in public," I scoffed.

"You look so beautiful though," he said.

I blushed involuntarily. "I look like Cruz," I corrected.

"No, he looks like a freak. You are all natural," Rob said.

I wasn't sure whether it was the alcohol or just my stress, but I leaned over and kissed Rob. He gave me a surprised look but kissed me back. We kissed for a few moments enjoying each other's company. I then let inhibitions go and just went with it. It was only for a night. I took my shirt off revealing my female breasts and let him kiss and suck on my nipples. They felt so real. At that moment, I wanted to ride Rob's dick and have Cruz feel it from my point of view. I quickly took off my clothes and started taking off Rob's.

Except for my dick, I looked like a woman in every way. I took Rob to his bedroom and got on top of him kissing his lips and then I sucked his cock like a wild woman. I took his cock and then lowered myself down on him. It hurt at first but only at first. I was too drunk to feel it anyway. I then rode Rob's dick like a pro hoping Cruz felt every thrust into his ass. My flaccid dick swayed with each thrust. Rob caressed my breasts sending me over the edge. My penis ejaculated onto his stomach. Soon thereafter, he came deep inside me. I caught my breath. I had never felt so stimulated before.

***

The next morning when we were both sobered up, we had a heart-to-heart talk. I agreed to be Rob's girl, but I told him I wasn't going to be wearing dresses anytime soon. I was going to make Cruz suffer until my surgeries could repair the damage he had done. Last night had been enjoyable, and I wanted to try more of it until I changed back.

Rob and I did a number of different sexual positions. After so many sessions, I felt really sore and I hoped Cruz felt the same. I was a stuntman and playing this part was just another role. I was an actor except I didn't have any lines. However, the more I had sex with Rob the more I started to do other things for him. I would kiss him when I didn't have to. We would shower together and giggle as we touched one another. We would sleep together in the same bed even when we didn't have sex.

On TV, Cruz looked visibly flustered and refused to talk with reporters. I smiled at his discomfort. I was now in control. For the next few weeks, I decided to explore a woman's sexuality. I hired a female prostitute and enjoyed lesbian sex for the first time. We spent the hour caressing each other's breasts and then I penetrated her with some difficulty. The changes to my body were making it difficult for me to get an erection. Still, I loved every minute of being with her. I knew then that my love for women would never go away.

***

Just before my breast surgery was to occur, I started feeling sexual stimulation inside my body. The link between myself and Cruz had become reversed once more. Immediately, my hair became longer and more feminine like Cruz's. I drove over to the psychic for an explanation.

"You said you reversed the flow," I said angrily.

"And it has gone back the other way," she smiled knowingly.

"Why?" I demanded.

"She visited me and paid me quite a fee to reverse it," she said.

"That son-of-a-bitch," I spat. "How much did he pay?" I asked.

"I am not at liberty to discuss the amount. Let's just say, there is no way you can match it," she smirked.

I glared at her angrily and left.

***

I came to his door dressed in jeans and a jacket so that I looked androgynous. I knocked and finally he answered in a black dress. I barged in and looked around for anyone else in the house. "Nice to see you, again," he said.

"Shut up," I said and then closed the door.

I grabbed a hold of him to subdue him. He fought back, but he wasn't a trained fighter like me. We had both been weakened by the hormone treatments, but he was no match for me. I slammed him into the walls and then wrecked the kitchen. I finally got him on the floor and tied him up.

"Is this your idea of an audition?" he asked annoyed.

"Shut the fuck up! This is all your fault," I yelled at him. My voice had become feminized like his, and I became frustrated that I couldn't intimidate with my voice like before.

After I tied him up, I looked through the house and found his hormone pills. I threw them down the toilet, so he wouldn't be able to use them. I then placed a bandanna in his mouth, so he wouldn't be able to call for help. He genuinely looked scared of me.

"See what you have done to me? It was one thing when you nearly got me killed doing your stunts. You never gave me credit for climbing around skyscrapers or jumping out of airplanes. You always acted like you were the great action star, you arrogant son-of-a-bitch," I said.

He merely stared at me with his eyes. "You think this is all a joke for a new reality TV show," I said.

He then started crying, and I shook my head in frustration. "You're pathetic!" I shouted at him.

***

When it was dark, I placed a hood over his head and placed him in my car. I drove him out into the country and dropped him off at a family owned cabin where I would occasionally fish. He would have to remain there until my surgery.

I went back to my apartment and was met with Rob with a kiss. I backed away from him. I was going to be a man again soon and this would have to stop. "We can't continue this," I said.

"What's wrong?" he asked confused.

"I am going to have these breasts removed and repair my face to the way it used to be. I am going to live as a man again," I said.

"Is that what you really want?" he asked.

"Yes! Are you crazy? I don't want to be a woman for the rest of my life," I said as if it were obvious.

"If Cruz goes through with the surgery, you will have a vagina and womb. You can experience something no man has ever been able to do," he said.

"Easy for you to say; you're not living it," I snapped.

"You even act like a woman," he said.

"Fuck you," I replied.

I then got a phone call. "He told us to call you. We have Cruz," a sinister male voice said on the other end.

"Who is this?" I demanded.

"You don't need to know that. Suffice to say, we know you are connected to Cruz. If we hurt him, it hurts you," the voice said.

I then felt a sudden pain in my face. Cruz had just been slapped. "That was just the beginning," the voice said.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Meet us at the warehouse and bring ten thousand dollars," the voice said and then proceeded to give an address. "No police," he added.

"I don't have that kind of money," I protested.

"We know you're getting surgery done. You have the money," the voice corrected. "You have twenty-four hours. If he dies, you die."

I stared at Rob stumped. "I have to go," I said.

"Where?" he asked.

"Just something I have to take care of," I said.

"We're more than roommates now. Please, let me help you," Rob insisted.

"Cruz has been kidnapped. I have to rescue him, or we both die," I said.

"I'm in," Rob smiled.

***

I came to the warehouse ready for action. Rob and I separated as I walked closer to the warehouse. I took out a flash grenade and threw it through the window. There was a bang and a flash of light. I entered the warehouse and fired my TASER at a man in a black mask. He went down quickly, and I advanced.

I placed a gas mask on my face and threw smoke grenades into the building. The warehouse became filled with smoke with people shouting. I approached one of the gangsters who was coughing from the smoke. I took out pepper spray and sprayed it in his eyes. He cried out in pain and tried to swing at me. I kicked him to the head sending him to the ground.

The power then went off making the warehouse completely dark. Rob had cut the power as instructed. I took the gas mask off as the gas faded and placed night vision goggles on. I could see the gangsters in the dark and attacked each one with hand-to-hand combat. I slammed them through windows, into walls, and made them kiss the floor. Rob did his part immobilizing one of the gangsters.

I then used a baton and swung at the remaining gangsters beating them to the ground. Despite my physical weakness from the hormones, my combat training never left me. With the gangsters defeated, Rob put the power back on.

***

In the middle of the warehouse was Cruz untied. He was standing looking over my work. He smiled insanely and then gave me the thumbs up. "What is this?" I demanded.

"You've succeeded beyond my expectations, really, wow," he said impressed.

"Who are these?" I asked of the fallen gangsters.

"My bodyguards," he smirked.

"You kidnapped yourself?" I asked outraged.

"How was the performance?" Cruz asked.

I punched him to the face nearly knocking him to the floor. "Okay, I probably deserved that," he said.

"And to think I was going to have to give over ten thousand dollars to save you," I said angrily.

"Did you actually bring the money?" he asked curiously.

"No, I came here to rescue you by force and then maybe kill your ass," I said darkly.

"Good!" he said and then took out a real pistol. He pointed it at his head.

"No, wait!" I said before he could pull the trigger.

"This is the only way to sever the link between us. I'm sorry I caused this," he said.

"You caused this?" I questioned.

"I wanted to see what would happen to someone who looked like me. Even now, we look like twins," he smiled while still holding the pistol.

"Just go back to being a man. I'll change back as you do," I said.

"I'm in too deep. I have to see it to the end," he said.

"Why?" I asked.

"What will people think of me if I go back? I will be the laughingstock of Hollywood but since I began transitioning people have been sending me letters that I am an inspiration for them. I bring people hope. I'm a real hero to them," he said.

"You have millions of dollars and expensive houses. Who gives a fuck what people think?" I said to him.

"I need them," he said wide-eyed.

I made a few cautious steps towards him. "We can make a deal," I said as my resolve began to fade.

"What is it?" he asked curiously.

"Go get your sex change, but I want to fly in your private jet and I want a load of money. All of this can be between us. No one need know," I said.

"We could still work together?" he asked hopefully.

"Of course," I said.

He lowered the pistol and gave it to me. With the pistol in my hand, I could kill him right there. Rob entered the warehouse and saw me with the pistol. My feelings became conflicted as I considered what to do. If I did nothing, Cruz and I would both have a sex change. I would lose my cock and have a vagina and womb instead. I could get pregnant and give birth. I would be a woman permanently. On the other hand, I could kill this asshole and spend my remaining money trying to fix myself. My chest would take months to heal and my body would require testosterone boosters. I may never be the same as before. Still, I didn't know for sure what would happen if I killed him while still linked to him.

"You're a good actor, Cruz," I said finally.

He merely stared at me. I took out the magazine and showed that it was empty and then I opened the chamber revealing no bullet inside. It had never been loaded. "I could tell that the weapon weighed too low," I said.

He smiled and clapped his hands. "Marvelous," he complimented.

"I'll see you on set, asshole," I said and then left with Rob.

Cruz smiled as I left.

***

I cancelled my breast surgery and waited for the inevitable. Cruz's secretary gave me a courtesy call on when his surgery would be. Rob and I drank with the intent of getting passed out drunk. I didn't want to be awake while changes were being made to Cruz.

"I should probably jerk off while I still have it," I said walking towards the bathroom.

Rob stopped me. "Let's make it special."

We took our clothes off and entered the shower together. My body looked perfectly feminine to Rob's eyes. I looked at Rob impressed by his physical training. He had hit the gym hard in recent months. Had he been trying to impress me this whole time?

It would take some time for me to get off. I decided to take care of his needs first. I got on my knees and placed his cock in my mouth. He closed his eyes and sighed as I sucked him. He came in no time, and I knew then that I would never feel awkward or embarrassed to give Rob head. I was going to be a woman in love with her man soon.

Rob then held my shrinking cock and used a lubricant to get it up. It took some time and when it finally did get erect it wasn't very big. "This is embarrassing," I said as he worked on me.

"Soon, it won't matter," he assured me.

"I'm scared," I admitted.

"I'll be here for you. You will have so much fun in the morning," he promised me.

I smiled at his meaning. As soon as I had a real vagina, we would surely fuck the rest of the day. He continued to stroke my cock and cup my shrinking balls. I sighed at his touch. Finally, it became too much as I struggled to cum. I clutched his body for support as he continued to stroke me. The pleasure was building, but it wouldn't come out. He touched my female ass to give me support. I just held onto him abandoning all masculine pride as I felt the familiar surge go through me.

For the last time, my seed rushed out of my cock and fell on the shower floor. My cock pulsed a few times and then it was over. I would never ejaculate again. My cock shrank in size, and I knew then that it would never become erect again.

"Thank you," I said gratefully and then kissed him under the warm water.

I went to bed exhausted. He followed me into bed and we cuddled close as we fell asleep.

***

The next morning, I half expected my cock to still be there. I figured Cruz would wimp out and not go through with it. I cautiously removed the sheets from my naked body and saw that my cock and balls were gone. Amazed, I didn't want to hope for anything more. I felt where a woman's clit should be and eventually found the little nub. I rubbed it and felt instant satisfaction. I could do this all day, it felt so good. I then cautiously pushed inside myself with my two fingers. It immediately became moist and started squeezing on my fingers. This wasn't a surgically made cavity but a female organ. This was the real deal.

I got out of bed and looked at my naked female body in the mirror. I posed in different ways and felt perfectly natural. Cruz had gone through with the surgery. I was now whole. I went back to the bedroom and woke up Rob.

"It happened," I said.

"It did?" he asked amazed.

"Want to test it out?" I asked hopefully. No longer was I in charge when it came to love making. Never would I have to beg for sex. No man would ever hesitate to make love to me. As I thought about it, I decided I would change from my old ways. I would stay faithful to Rob for as long as he would have me; just the two of us. Within a few moments, his cock was erect and ready for me. He wasted no time and placed his cock at my entrance. I was on my back in silent anticipation as he pushed little-by-little inside me. It was so different than when he penetrated my ass. I must have been aroused, because he slid easily inside me.

"You good?" he asked.

I simply nodded. He kissed me passionately and then went to work. I figured it would take him only a few minutes to cum. That's all I could really expect under the circumstances. Yet, Rob was an excellent lover. He kept it going for an hour. We changed positions every few moments, so I could enjoy being penetrated from every angle. He quickened his pace, and I felt an orgasm coming.

"Almost there," I said as he pounded me into the mattress.

He went as fast as he could, going as deep as he could. Finally, I cried out as I felt my first orgasm. I started breathing heavily like I had just run a couple miles. I was so overwhelmed by what had just happened to me that Rob decided to back off for a moment.

"Holy shit," I said stunned.

"You like that?" Rob guessed.

At that moment, I didn't care if he was on top of me or penetrating me from behind. I just wanted to feel that sensation every time. I didn't even care about whether I could get pregnant. I was lost in the moment. Rob came inside me, and I felt it for the first time in my new vagina. Everything was different now. Instead of wanting to fuck every girl I saw on the streets, I only wanted Rob and his awesome cock. The female body was no longer sexually interesting to me. I looked at Rob's masculine body with lust. He was mine whenever I wanted. Whenever I had the desire, he would be there for me.

***

Dotty Cruz was all smiles as her picture was taken by the paparazzi. It was confirmed that she had undergone the sex change operation and was currently recovering. She looked very feminine, and it would be difficult for any to know she had ever been a man.

I turned the TV off and thought about my new life. I would have to change my birth certificate, my driver's license, all of my documents. I couldn't go by Andrew any more. I decided to go with Andrea, but I didn't mind if Rob called me Andy.

Soon after her press conference, Dotty called me. "Did it happen to you as well?" she asked.

"Yes, and I tested it out and everything," I said.

"You're so lucky. I have to wait at least a few months," Dotty said envious.

"Why you calling? You have a movie in mind?" I asked.

"Well, I thought I should take you out shopping. Unless of course, you were already dressing as a woman before," Dotty said.

"I could use some more clothes," I agreed.

"Excellent," Dotty said pleased.

Dotty and I went shopping at an expensive mall in downtown LA. She was buying everything for me. I had to walk slowly with her as she was still healing from the surgery. After filling up several bags, we went to the food court for lunch.

"It's nice not being recognized," Dotty said happily. No one came up to her asking for an autograph or wanting to take her picture.

"That will change," I warned her.

"They're going to destroy me," she moaned. "They'll criticize my choice of dresses, my hair, my boob size, whether I am getting fat," she listed.

"It comes with the territory. You could retire," I suggested.

"No, I have a movie deal coming up, and I need you," she said becoming seriously.

"What's the job?" I asked cautiously.

"It's a spy movie. I am going to be the hero's girl. You have to be my stand-in on some shots," she said.

"Sounds interesting," I said.

"You should do the job while you still can," she said knowingly.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked almost offended.

"You can't be doing stunt work with a baby inside you," she smiled.

I simply stared at her and then we both laughed.

The Wish

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Mystery or Suspense
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Androgyny
  • Fresh Start
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Romantic
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Wishes

TG Elements: 

  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

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The Wish

Robert Woods was a Staff Sergeant in the US Army and often found himself in Chinook helicopters that would take him to various training sites. He had done this countless times in his career and figured nothing out of the ordinary would occur this time. His team would land, silence the imaginary enemy, find the hostage, and then get out.

The transport helicopter took off and headed towards the training site without incident. Nearly halfway there, the helicopter began to shake violently. “Everyone strap in!” the pilot ordered everyone in the back.

The soldiers grumpily did so. There was little space between each soldier. Suddenly, one of the helicopter’s engines suffered a catastrophic failure. The helicopter was now out of control and headed down. The pilot radioed his position in a distress call.

“Put your heads down and brace for impact,” Robert yelled to anyone that could hear him over the helicopter’s engine noise.
The helicopter crashed landed in a field and several mechanical parts flew off on impact. Fire suppression systems immediately took out the flames. Medevac helicopters sped towards their position.

***

Evan was a student not affiliated with the military. The idea of enlisting never occurred to him even though he had lived in a military town his whole life. He had nothing against the military. It just wasn’t a good fit for him. He had short red hair, green eyes, pale complexion, and slender build. He lived alone in an apartment close to the university.

Occasionally, he would go on short walks around the neighborhood to clear his head. He had no family, and his dating life was non-existent. He figured he would make a serious effort to be social after he had finished school.

As he walked through a park, a young German Shepherd ran up to him. At first, Evan was startled by the dog and tried to keep his distance. He didn’t want to run from it for fear of it chasing him. It soon became apparent that the dog was friendly. Evan looked around to see if the owner was nearby. Seeing no one, he considered the dog tag.

“Don’t bite me, please,” Evan said as he got closer to the dog.

The dog wagged its tail excitedly at him. Evan cautiously looked over the dog’s tag. If he made a move on the dog’s throat, he figured the dog would immediately attack him. Glancing at the tag, it simply said “Rex.” There was no owner’s name, address, or serial number on the tag.

“Well, Rex, where’s your owner?” Evan asked.

The dog merely whined at him. Looking the dog over, Evan saw nothing to indicate the dog had been mistreated. The only thing that seemed odd was that the dog’s paws appeared a little dirty. “So, you got under the fence, huh?” Evan figured.

The dog neither confirmed nor denied this. Evan decided to just walk away back to his apartment. However, the dog followed him on the sidewalk. A part of Evan wanted to just get home and slam the door on the dog. Another growing part of him considered keeping the dog until the rightful owner could be found.

Evan made his way to his apartment door and found the dog close behind. Sighing, he made the fateful choice of letting the dog inside. Immediately, Evan looked up the phone number for the pound. They would know what to do. As he dialed, he reconsidered. If the pound picked up the dog and no one claimed the dog, it could be euthanized.

Evan tried once more to figure out who the dog belonged to by checking the tag. He knelt in front of the sitting dog and looked over the tag. As before, the only thing written on the tag was “Rex.” Frowning, Evan took out his camera and took a picture of the dog. At some point, he would put “found” posters around the neighborhood.

In the description on the posters, Evan wondered if the dog was trained at all. “Sit,” Evan ordered the dog. The dog immediately complied. “Lay down,” Evan ordered. The dog did as ordered. Evan gave out more orders like layover, shake, and play dead. The dog complied with every order.

Evan then took out a small ball and threw it into the kitchen. The dog immediately went after it and gave it back to him. “So, you’ve been trained by someone,” Evan figured.

***

Evan placed the dog in his car and went to a pet store. The dog followed Evan without needing a leash. However, that was the first thing Evan bought. He also bought dog food appropriate for a German Shepherd, a chew toy, and some treats. The store clerks all complimented Evan on how friendly the dog was.

With the new leash, Evan walked the dog back to the car, but it suddenly resisted Evan and started sniffing a car in the parking lot. Evan obliged the dog for a few moments and then the dog began barking at the car. Evan peered into the car’s window and saw a small bag in the backseat area. Looking at the dog, Evan realized then that the dog was trained to sniff out drugs.

Going back home, Evan took Rex on a walk and started placing posters on telephone poles around the neighborhood. As he did, he also questioned anyone who happened to be on their front yard but no one gave him any information on the dog’s owner.

On the way back, three young men came upon him. “That’s a nice looking dog. Is he yours?” one of them asked.

“Yes,” Evan lied. He didn’t trust these people who looked like gangsters.

“Hey, you want to come with us? Have some fun at our place?” another asked.

Evan found the question odd as if the gangster was hitting on him. “I’m good,” Evan replied.

As the three men got closer to him, Rex began to growl and bare his teeth. The gangsters backed away from the growling dog. “Better watch it with that dog,” they said as they left.

Evan stared at the dog in amazement. He had never seen such a well-trained dog before. He had no doubt that had the gangsters attacked him, the dog would risk his life to save him.

***

Bringing the dog home, Evan gave the hungry dog some food and then contemplated his next move. Due to the skill level of the dog, it seemed obvious to him that the dog was either trained by the police or the military. Since military personal were everywhere that didn’t narrow it down very well. Evan contemplated going to the base, but he didn’t have clearance to do so. In the end, he decided to just call the police and report the missing dog. The police took the report, but no one had claimed a dog matching that description.

“Who is your owner, Rex?” Evan wondered.

As the days went by, Evan and Rex developed a good dynamic. Rex never chewed on any of his furniture or barked during the night. He was well-behaved in every way. None of his posters elicited any calls. Evan considered the possibility that Rex had been completely abandoned but that seemed absurd in light of the dog’s training. For the first time in a very long while, Evan had a friend even if it was a dog.

Evan would take the dog on frequent walks hoping the real owner would recognize him. During these walks, Evan felt a sense of safety from Rex. He would never need to fear being mugged with Rex at his side. For some odd reason, his masculine desire to always use his own strength to defend himself from attack was beginning to fade. He felt more dependent on the dog, and it made sense to him at the time.

***

Finally, Evan found a neighbor that recognized the dog. “Is that you, Rex?” the old woman said getting close to the dog.
“Do you know the dog’s owner?” Evan asked.

“Of course, the dog belongs to my next-door neighbor. He’s an Infantryman, I think,” the old woman said.

Evan felt an unnatural thrill go through him. He had always appreciated the military and the economic impact the base had on the town but never on an emotional level like this. “Do you know his name?” Evan asked.

“Just his last name: Woods,” the old woman said.

“When does he usually come back from the base?” Evan asked.

“He hasn’t been home in a few weeks but that’s not unusual. Some of these Infantry guys stay out in the field for nearly a month. Imagine that,” the old woman chuckled.

“If you see him, can you give him this,” Evan said giving the old woman a note with his name, address, and phone number.

“I sure will,” the old woman agreed.

Evan left the old woman and did his own investigation. Looking around the fence, he saw a clear hole where Rex had dugout. It was clear that the dog had been starving and in desperation dug its way out. The dog wagged its tail excitedly as Evan walked around the house.

“Now, to find the owner,” Evan said to himself.

***

Evan looked for anything out of the ordinary on the military newspaper website. He did find a Chinook helicopter crash in which a few soldiers were killed and a dozen others were injured. SSG Woods wasn’t listed as being killed, so Evan figured he must have been one of the injured. Evan dismissed out-of-hand the possibility that SSG Woods just left the dog to starve while he went training.

Walking around the neighborhood in the hopes that SSG Woods would be home, he ran into an old veteran. “That’s Woods’ dog,” the veteran pointed out.

“I found the dog wandering the streets. Do you know where SSG Woods is?” Evan asked hopefully.
“No, he hasn’t been home in weeks,” the veteran noted.

“I think that SSG Woods was in a helicopter accident. I think he was one of the injured,” Evan said and showed the veteran the newspaper article.

“Well, I’ll be damned,” the veteran said stunned. “He was a nice young man.”

“I can’t get on the base to see if he is the hospital,” Evan pointed out.

“Well, as it happens, I can,” the veteran smiled.

***

Using a veteran ID, the veteran was able to get himself and Evan onto the base. They drove over to the hospital and were led to his room by a nurse. “Since the crash, he’s been in a coma. I can’t say when he will wake up,” the nurse said.

“We’ll keep him in our prayers,” the veteran said.

Evan nodded but felt distracted by SSG Woods. Other than the fact that he was asleep and bandaged up in a few areas, he still looked fit. Evan could only wonder what he would have been like in his prime. With all the PT army soldiers go through, he wouldn’t be even close. His conflicted mind didn’t feel jealous; just a weird sense of admiration.
“When he wakes up, can you give this to him,” Evan said giving the nurse a note with his phone number on it. “I’m taking care of his dog. It’s a K9.”

“Sure,” the nurse said taking the note.

***
Evan went back to his apartment and greeted a happy German Shepherd. “Well, you’ll be pleased to know that your owner is alive,” Evan said to the dog.

The dog grinned as if it understood. “But, he’s in a coma. So, for the time being, you’ll stay with me. You cool with that?” Evan asked.

The dog simply barked. Evan patted the dog’s head to reassure him and then went to the bathroom. Looking at himself in the mirror, he noticed his face was thinning out. He looked sickly and this was confirmed when he sneezed. Feeling terrible, he went to bed.

A few hours later, a window was broken into. Rex immediately started barking and then attacked the intruder. Evan got out of bed and rushed into the living room. The dog had a furious grip on the attacker ravaging the man’s arm.
“Get it off, get it off!” the burglar cried out as it shook Rex.

“Release him,” Evan ordered unsure of whether that would even work.

The dog disengaged but continued to growl at the burglar. The injured man went out the window he came and ran off. Evan immediately called the police on his cell phone. “What is the nature of your emergency?” the dispatcher asked.

“A burglar came into my apartment. My dog attacked him, but he ran off,” Evan said.

“Calm down, Ma’am. Is the burglar still in the apartment?” the dispatcher asked.

Evan let the dispatcher’s mistake slide. “No,” he answered.

“Police will be on the scene shortly,” the dispatcher said.

***

Police did arrive shortly and asked Evan some questions. He was dressed in a jacket and pants, so they wouldn’t confuse his gender like the dispatcher had. “Nice dog you have there,” the cop remarked.

“Yeah,” Evan said giving nothing away.

“Seems well-trained. Is the dog yours?” the cop asked.

“Yeah, I mean, why wouldn’t it be mine?” Evan asked defensively.

The cop shrugged and looked at the broken window. “We’ll look around the neighborhood, but I doubt he will come back. Not with that dog here.”

***

Evan wasn’t sure what to make of the confrontation. The dog had protected him again, but it also felt emasculating. He wondered if that really mattered anymore. Feeling weak and sick, Evan invited the dog to his room and went back to sleep.

The next morning, Evan felt horrible. He could barely get himself to the bathroom. The dog followed, seemingly concerned for his condition. Looking at the mirror, Evan could tell he was losing weight. There was a knock on the door. Opening it, a fix-it man with a new windowpane appeared.

“Here to fix your window,” he said brightly.

“Come right in,” Evan allowed.

Evan touched Rex to assure him the man was friendly. The fix-it man went straight to work on the broken window. “Good thing you had the dog. A lot of young women have been robbed on the streets and had their houses broken in around here.”

“You don’t say,” Evan said feeling uncomfortable with the insinuation.

Evan waited for the man to fix the window. “Thanks,” Evan said as he left.

After he had left, Evan furiously took off his shirt and looked himself over. He was a skinny kid but nothing to indicate he looked like a girl. Touching his nipples, he noticed they were a little sensitive. Shaking his head, he put his shirt and sweatshirt back on. The whole town was just crazy.

***

SSG Robert Woods awoke and immediately a nurse was at his side. “What happened to my men?” he asked.
“There were two fatalities and several injuries. I don’t know their names,” the nurse said.

Robert nodded. “How bad is it?” he asked referring to himself.

“You had a concussion, broken arm, and some broken ribs,” the nurse told him.

“I need to make a phone call,” Robert said realizing something important.

“I’ll get you a phone. You had a visitor. She left a note for you,” the nurse said giving him Evan’s phone number.
Robert didn’t recognize the phone number. Instead, he decided to call his girlfriend, Laura. “Laura, this is Robert. How’s Rex?” he asked urgently.

“Oh, you’re finally awake. That’s great,” she gushed.

“Rex, how is Rex?” Robert repeated.

“I don’t know. I haven’t been at your place,” she admitted.

“You were supposed to take care of Rex if anything happened to me,” Robert said angrily.

“I’m sick of babysitting that damn dog. You love that dog more than me,” Laura shot back.

“Fuck!” Robert realized Rex had been left alone for weeks. He didn’t need verification the dog was dead. He already knew what this meant. “Laura, we’re through,” he said angrily and hung up.

Robert felt himself having trouble breathing as he felt stressed out over his dog. Getting his priorities straight, he called his platoon leader. “Sir, I just woke up. What’s the status on my team?”

“Your team is good, Sergeant. We had two losses from weapon’s squad. Everyone else is healthy now,” the platoon leader said.

“I’ll be back up as soon as I can, Sir,” Robert promised.

“You take all the time you need,” the platoon leader replied.

Robert looked over the strange number he had been given. Hoping against hope, he called Evan’s number.
“Hello,” Evan answered.

“Ma’am, you gave me your number while I was out. I was just wondering why,” Robert said.

Evan bristled at being referred to as a ma’am but let it slide. “My name is Evan,” he clarified the situation. “I have your dog, Rex, with me,” he said.

Robert became teary-eyed to hear that his dog was alive and well. “How is he?” Robert asked.

“He’s great. He’s a good eater,” Evan said awkwardly.

Robert nodded his head relieved. “So, how did you come by him?” he asked curiously.

“He was wandering the streets; must have dug under the fence. I figured if I sent him to the pound, it wouldn’t have gone well,” Evan said.

“You made the right call. So, it may take a little longer for me to get out of here. I’ll compensate you for all your trouble,” Robert said.

“Oh, it wasn’t much trouble,” Evan said embarrassed.

“All the same, I’ll call you when I get discharged,” Robert said.

“Sure thing,” Evan agreed.

Robert then sighed with relief and fell back to sleep.

***

Evan turned to the dog. “Well, your owner is awake now.” The dog barked as if it understood. Evan felt conflicted not wanting the dog to leave. The dog seemed to notice Evan’s emotions and licked his face.

“It’s alright, Rex. I’ll miss you, too,” Evan smiled sadly.

That night, Evan had unusual dreams of Robert being in bed with him with Rex at the foot of the bed. He couldn’t see himself, but Robert was acting weird giving him a kiss while being bare-chested under the covers.

Evan awoke with a start and felt a tingling sensation on his lips as if he had been kissed. Rex eyed him with concern wondering if there was a threat nearby. “It’s okay, boy,” Evan assured the dog. “Just a dream.”

***
The next morning, Evan got a text message that Robert had been discharged from the hospital. A battle buddy had taken him home. He suggested that Evan meet him at his home to deliver the dog. “Well, you’re going home, boy,” Evan said to the dog.

Putting the dog in the car, Evan drove over to Robert’s house. He was waiting outside heavily clothed to cover up his injuries. His face was bruised up but otherwise normal. Evan opened the car door allowing Rex to run up to Robert.

“There you are, Rex. Have you been a good boy?” Robert patted the excited dog.

“Exceptionally so,” Evan said without going into detail.

“Thank you so much for taking care of him. It means a lot to me,” Robert said appreciatively and shook his hand.
Evan noted that Robert was several inches taller than him and a lot bigger. Normally, this would intimidate him but for some odd reason, it drew him closer. He felt butterflies in his stomach as an Adrenalin rush went through him.

“Well, it was nothing. Rex was great to have around,” Evan said sincerely.

“I’d like to treat you for dinner if that’s alright,” Robert offered.

“Okay,” Evan said without thinking.

“How about Outback Steakhouse at seven,” Robert suggested.

“Sure,” Evan said blankly.

“Well, I’ll see then,” Robert said awkwardly.

“Yeah, see you then,” Evan repeated and went back to his car.

***

On the way back to his apartment, Evan felt a sudden loss at not having Rex around. Maybe, if he stayed in contact with Robert, he would see the dog occasionally. But that wasn’t right. The two of them had nothing in common other than Rex. Men didn’t do that sort of thing. It was bad enough he was going to meet Robert for dinner. He considered calling it off but felt that would be rude.

As evening fell, Evan looked at his appearance. He still looked sickly, and he noticed that he was in need of a hair-cut. He combed his hair to make it look more boyish and then thought to add peach make-up on his sunken eyes. As he was about to do so, he stopped himself.

“What am I doing?” he wondered.

Putting the make-up down, he couldn’t remember when he had bought it. It wasn’t something he would normally have. Putting on a jacket, he arrived on time to the steakhouse. Robert was there to meet him as he entered.

“Table for two,” Robert smiled.

The waitress took the two of them to a booth. Robert was wearing casual clothes putting Evan at ease. Robert proceeded to order Evan a steak dinner and thanked Evan again for taking good care of Rex.
“So, I noticed Rex is really well-trained,” Evan said.

“Yep, he’s a very special dog. I used to be his trainer,” Robert said.

“I had a burglar and Rex attacked him,” Evan admitted.

“No shit? How did you get Rex off of him?” Robert asked.

“I just said ‘Release’ and he did,” Evan recalled.

“He won’t do that for just anyone. He must really trust you,” Robert said knowingly.

The two talked about the dog for a while, ate dinner, and then went separate ways. “Look, the army doesn’t pay too well, but I want you to have this,” Robert said giving Evan an envelope.

“It’s not necessary,” Evan said embarrassed.

“I want you to have it. Believe me, this whole thing has saved me a lot of heartache,” Robert said appreciatively.
“What do you mean?” Evan wondered.

“My ex-girlfriend was supposed to take care of the dog if anything were to happen to me. She had no intention of following through on that. It’s hard to really trust people,” Robert said.

Evan felt strange as he heard this. It was as if he had stepped into the role of his ex-girlfriend. “Well, thanks,” Evan said not looking at the size of the check.

“See you around,” Robert said with a smile.

“Yeah, see you,” Evan said and figured that would be the last time he would see either Robert or Rex.

***

Evan hesitated to open the envelope. When he finally did, the check was for a thousand dollars. Evan was a student and all of his expenses ended up being collected in one big debt. The check would go a long way to making life more comfortable. Still, Rex had saved him on two occasions. It felt wrong to cash in the check and especially so from a recovering army man that has just woke up from a coma. He took the check and tore it up.

Evan didn’t see Robert around, but he saw signs of him and Rex everywhere he went. Every time he saw a service member, he did a double-take thinking he saw Robert. When he walked around the neighborhood, he would occasionally see a dog that reminded him of Rex. Secretly, he had a fantasy that he would see Robert walking with Rex down the street. On the other hand, he dreaded such a confrontation.

When he dreamed, it would be of Robert. After getting a good look at the man, Evan’s dreams became more intense. He could see and imagine more details, most of all Robert’s face. Evan would wake in a cold sweat.
“It’s impossible. I can’t be gay,” he said to himself. He then realized that he felt no sexual urges over the last several weeks, not one random erection. He figured it was due to his cold that was not going away. Evan didn’t have the money to see a doctor, so he just tried to ignore it.

As time went by, Evan continued to lose muscle mass and let his appearance go. He had neglected to get a haircut and just let it grow long. He just needed to get through the semester. His dreams changed as well somewhat to his relief. Instead of Robert being in his bed, he imagined a sexy red-head being with Robert. He hoped that would be a reality for him. He was a good guy after all.

Feeling a hole in his heart, he ventured over to a pet store. Subconsciously, he made have hoped that Robert and Rex would be there. Wandering inside, he quickly realized that dogs were not available to be adopted. He felt oddly drawn to the collection of cats. Nothing had attracted him to cats before. He always thought of them as something women liked. As fate would have it, Robert and Rex did show up.

“I didn’t think I would see you here. Are you looking to get a cat?” Robert asked with a smile.

“No, actually, I just found them amusing is all,” Evan stammered.

Robert nodded. “I couldn’t help but notice you haven’t cashed my check.”

“I can’t accept it. Your dog saved my life twice. He brought me some needed company,” Evan said hoping Robert wouldn’t become angry with him.

“I don’t think you realize just how valuable this dog really is,” Robert interjected.

“He’s really smart,” Evan agreed.

“You don’t look too good,” Robert noted. Rex appeared to agree with a concerned whimper.

“I’m fine, really,” Evan said but felt suddenly weak. He fell to the floor and passed out. Rex immediately started barking as Robert took out his phone to dial 911.

***

Evan awoke at the nearest hospital which happened to be inside the base. The doctor approached Evan with a sympathetic face. “Evan, are you taking any medication?”

“No,” Evan shook his head.

“Well, your blood work indicates a high level of estrogen in your blood. The only way that could happen is if you were taking hormone treatments,” the doctor said.

“I’m not taking anything,” Evan denied.

The doctor nodded understanding. “We’re not sure what is wrong with you. How do you feel?” he asked.

“A little better,” Evan said.

“How long have you felt sick?” the doctor asked.

“Several weeks,” Evan admitted.

“I can’t give you any medication until I can diagnose the problem,” the doctor told him.

***

Evan came by Robert’s house and knocked on the door. He could hear barking in the background. Robert opened the door and gave Evan a surprised smile. “Hi,” he said warmly.

“I just wanted to thank you for what happened at the pet store,” Evan said awkwardly.

“No problem at all,” Robert downplayed.

“So, we’re like even,” Evan said.

“Let’s not think of it in those terms. Maybe, we could be friends,” Robert offered.

“Yeah, sure, but we’re in two different worlds. We have nothing in common other than Rex,” Evan said.

“Maybe we can go on walks, throw a Frisbee around,” Robert suggested.

“Yeah, sure,” Evan said. He felt flustered by these new feelings. He knew in his mind that his connection with Robert was odd but in his heart, he wanted to be around him for any reason at all.

“Alright then, some of the men in my platoon like to play basketball or football. I’ll give you a call,” Robert said.

“Yeah, that sounds great,” Evan said awkwardly and headed back home.

***

On the way back to his apartment, Evan checked his mail and went inside. Looking at his mail, they were all addressed to a person named Eve. Confused, Evan opened the mail and found his bank statement, credit card statement, and utility statement. If it were just a typo, it would only affect one piece of mail, not all three. Double-checking, Evan logged into his bank account and found that his name had been changed to Eve.

Evan froze at the name change thinking he was now a victim of elaborate identity theft. He checked his accounts and found nothing out of place. He decided to play it safe and call up his bank.

“Hi, the name of my account has been changed. I’m concerned that I have been hacked,” Evan said.

“Yes, Ma’am, I will look into that for you. If you could give me your account number,” the customer service agent requested.

Evan wanted to yell at the agent. He didn’t sound like a girl, but everyone was treating him like he was. “My name is Evan,” he said peeved and gave his account number.

“I do apologize for this inconvenience, but it appears that the name listed on the account is Eve ___,” the agent said.
“Since when?” Evan asked impatiently.

“Since the account was open back in…,” the agent said and then gave some more details on the account.

Evan wasn’t following. None of this made any sense. He hung up before the agent could finish. Pulling out his wallet, he found his ID card. It had Eve as his first name and under sex: female. Evan let the card drop thoroughly spooked.
Looking at himself in the mirror, he saw a girlish looking face look back. It would be understandable if someone were to mistake him for a girl. Taking off his shirt, he was still flat-chested but his nipples were still swollen. He was still a boy even as the world said otherwise.

***

Evan joined Robert at the park. He was still weirded out by his accounts but figured he could solve them after the semester was over. A growing part of him wasn’t even concerned by the mistake. Robert’s squad was present with a Frisbee.

“I brought Evan here because we’re one man short,” Robert explained.

“A civilian, Sergeant?” one of them mocked.

“Hey, let’s see what the lady can do,” another said.

Evan bristled at the comment. “They’re just trash talking. Don’t mind it,” Robert said softly to him. “Hey, knock that off,” he said to his squad.

Evan wasn’t so sure after everything he had been going through. Looking around, Evan noticed Rex obediently lying down near the group. The teams were divided with Evan on Robert’s team. After one game, Evan was beat and Robert could tell.

“You alright?” Robert asked sympathetically.

“I’ve just been a little sick the last few weeks,” Evan said.

“Well, take it easy,” Robert allowed. He then turned to his men. “We’re going to play a new game. I’m going to throw the Frisbee, and you have to get it before Rex does.”

“Sargent, that’s impossible,” one of them doubted.

“No complaining. We’re doing this. Whoever beats Rex gets a late call Monday,” Robert promised.

Robert then threw the Frisbee around with Rex easily out racing the men each time. Evan noticed the happy dog and began to wonder. Everything that was happening to him had started the moment he first met Rex.

***

After the men were exhausted trying to outrun Rex, Robert called it a day. Evan waited patiently for the other men to leave. “There’s something odd about your dog, Robert,” Evan said finally.

“Yeah, I know. He’s one of a kind,” Robert smiled as he petted Rex.

“I mean, beyond the fact that he’s well-trained. The moment I first met him, strange things have been happening to me,” Evan said.

“What kinds of things?” Robert asked concerned.

“Look, this is what I mean,” Evan said taking out his ID. “Look at the name.”

Robert glanced at the card. “It says Evan.”

Evan took the card back. For him, it said Eve. “I’m sorry. I must be losing it,” Evan said putting the card in his pocket.
“It’s alright. How about you come to my place? We can have lunch and talk things over,” Robert offered.

It was an odd invitation, but Evan felt compelled to accept. “Sure,” he replied.

***

Evan felt like he was on auto-pilot as he entered Robert’s SUV and arrived at his place. “Make yourself at home. I’m going to take a quick shower,” Robert said and disappeared.

Evan felt weird as he imagined Robert naked in the shower. This was a bad idea being here. His feelings were becoming too overwhelming. Evan stared at Rex who was watching him from a sitting position. “How? Why?” he asked Rex.

The dog didn’t answer. “You’re doing this to me. How?” he demanded of the dog.

Rex simply gave him a doggy grin. “What do you want from me?” Evan demanded of the dog and then noticed a picture frame of Robert and an unknown woman.

Robert was in his military uniform at a Ball with an unknown blond woman in a white dress. A surge of envy went through him as he saw the picture. Evan then realized what was happening and gave the dog a look of horror.

“Oh? That’s my ex,” Robert said embarrassed and took the framed picture away. He was wearing a towel around his waist exposing his muscular legs and upper body to Evan. He took the picture out of the frame and trashed it. “She was supposed to take care of Rex but flaked out on me,” Robert said bitterly.

“I see,” Evan said still stunned.

“Yeah, I still have to move all her stuff out,” Robert said annoyed.

Even felt a thrill go through him; somehow he still wanted her belongings to still remain in the apartment. With each passing moment, he was losing himself. Robert came back fully clothed in casual clothes. “When is your lease up?” he asked.

“In December,” Evan said without thinking.

Robert nodded. “You know, we could help each other out. We could be roommates. I could use someone who could watch over Rex while I’m gone on trainings.”

Evan had crossed the threshold from admiring Robert’s service and who he was as a man to lustful thoughts. He could barely concentrate on Robert’s words as he spoke. Was it him that had cast the spell or the dog? Evan glanced at the dog for an answer, but the dog gave nothing away.

Evan needed to put a stop to all this. He needed to end his connection with Robert or lose himself. The best way, he figured, was to come out as gay and frighten him away. He walked up to Robert with a serious expression.
“Robert, I…like men,” he said finally.

Robert gave him an odd look. Evan felt frozen with fear. Would he look at him in disgust, would he get hit or shouted at? “Well, of course, you do. I didn’t figure you for a Lesbian,” he smirked.

Evan took a few seconds to catch on. He looked back at the attentive dog and then back at Robert. “I…,” Evan stuttered.

“Are you feeling alright, Eve,” Robert said getting closer to him.

Evan felt like he was now a few inches shorter than before as Robert came closer to him. “I don’t know,” he admitted.

“It’s probably you getting off the birth control pills,” Robert figured.

Evan simply stared. None of this was making any sense. “Right,” Evan agreed and looked for an excuse to escape.
“It’s only natural. Your hormones are all out of whack,” Robert said.

Evan agreed but for a totally different reason. Despite the strangeness of the situation, he felt oddly attracted to Robert. The desire to kiss and hold him was becoming stronger by the moment. “I think I need to go to the store,” Evan said lamely.

“What for? We just stocked up,” Robert said confused.

Stocked up? It was as if they were already living together. Evan reached for his pocket and noticed that his car and apartment keys were gone. Feeling something odd on his left hand, he saw a wedding ring on his ring finger. His nails were slightly longer than before.

“Oh my God,” Evan realized.

Suddenly, Rex began to bark as if he were distressed. Robert went over to the barking dog. “What’s the matter, boy? It’s just Eve,” Robert said.

Evan looked down at his clothes and noticed he was wearing tennis shoes with a pink stripe. His jeans were tight like women’s jeans. Dumbfounded, Evan went to the bathroom and stared at himself in the mirror. His face looked feminine and his red hair was short but girly. No one would think his face belonged to that of a boy.

Robert entered the bathroom unannounced. “The both of you are acting really strange,” he remarked.

Evan felt conflicted about whether to bolt or continue with the fantasy. A part of him even thought this was some kind of lucid dream. “I need to call Laura,” Evan attempted to excuse himself.

“Who’s Laura?” Robert wondered.

“Your ex, don’t you remember?” Evan asked.

“That again. Why are you so jealous of my exes? I never cared about your ex-boyfriends,” he smiled.

Evan couldn’t believe what he was hearing. It was as if reality had completely changed. The scar on Robert’s head was gone from the crash. “What happened to your scar?” Evan pointed at his head.

“What scar?” he asked confused.

“There was a helicopter crash. You were in it,” Evan said.

“There was no crash,” Robert said touching his cheeks. “The air assault mission went exactly to plan. You don’t have to worry about a helicopter crash. Statistically speaking, they’re rare,” Robert assured him.

Evan thought long and hard as to what was going on. Somehow, reality had changed where the crash had never occurred, where the soldiers had not been killed or injured. In this reality, everyone thought he was a woman. For the sake of those who were now alive, could it be worth it to just go with the flow?

“You want to tell me what’s really going on?” Robert asked skeptically.

“I want a baby,” Evan blurted out.

“Well, that’s the first thing you’ve said that’s made sense today,” Robert smiled and then kissed Evan.

Evan went with the kiss feeling another man’s lips and tongue for the first time. It was more passionate and aggressive than he thought kissing would be. As he embraced Robert, a small part of his mind wondered what would happen if they went further. As far as he could tell, he still had a male body. How would Robert react to him having a penis?

Robert fondled his chest as if he had breasts underneath his sweatshirt. Each touch of his nipples made him tense up in pleasure. He didn’t care if he was flat as a board as long as they felt this good. Robert was thoroughly turned on with his erection visible from his shorts. He took off his shirt giving Evan a good look at his muscular hairy chest. Evan began to wonder why he had such a long fascination with the female breast. This was truly more interesting to look at.

Robert led Evan over to the bedroom that they apparently shared. Robert went to take off Evan’s sweatshirt when Rex intervened interested in what the two horny humans were doing. “Come on, Rex. Let’s have some privacy, alright,” Robert shooed the dog out of the room and closed the door.

Robert went back to taking off Evan’s sweatshirt and throwing it aside. “Robert, I’m flat,” Evan said awkwardly.

“What are you talking about? Don’t you feel these,” Robert said touching his flat male chest.

Suddenly, Evan’s swollen nipples expanded and breast tissue began to build underneath. Evan watched wide-eyed as his breasts fully formed in Robert’s hands. They reached C-cup and stopped growing much to Evan’s relief. Robert didn’t seem to notice the change and leaned down to kiss Evan’s new female nipple.

Evan gasped and hung onto Robert’s body as he felt pleasurable shocks go through him. His nipples were so sensitive he could barely stand it. With the sudden transformation of his chest, Evan figured the rest of his body would change in due time.

“Babe, you must have planned this,” Robert said pleased.

“How do you figure?” Evan asked sighing with each kiss and lick to his nipple.

“You’re not wearing a bra,” Robert said obviously.

“Oh yeah, you got me,” Evan said sheepishly.

Robert nodded and took off his shirt. Evan waited in fearful apprehension as he took off his boxers as well. Could he really let himself be penetrated by that? As a male, he had been a virgin. He didn’t have any experience in knowing what girls felt during sex. Maybe, if he just sucked him off that would be enough.

Evan went to his knees and held Robert’s erect cock. A part of him anticipated Robert telling him to stop; that this was all a joke or a test. Robert didn’t seem a bit surprised. Looking at Robert’s cock, Evan knew then that he would have to go through with it to cement this new reality. There was nothing to go back to. After a few seconds of apprehension, Evan took Robert’s cock into his mouth and began to suck on him.

Robert grunted as he was being sucked. Evan had no idea what he was doing. He just hoped he wouldn’t hurt him with his teeth. All the while, Evan’s hips widened slightly and his waist narrowed. His stomach became flat. All of his body hair was already gone.

“I’m good and hard,” Robert said withdrawing. “You want to get pregnant, right?” he asked her.

Evan simply nodded. Could it even happen? He couldn’t imagine having a child grow inside him and then give birth nine months later. Could Robert really make that reality for her?

Eve quickly unbuttoned her jeans and got them off. She touched herself and still felt a small penis. Robert gave her an expected look. “I have to trust this weird spell,” she said to herself.

Taking off her panties, she wondered if Robert would freak out. Instead, he kissed her tenderly and stroked her penis and shrinking testicle. He rotated his thumb around the head of her cock as if it were a clit. The spell was altering his perspective just as it had with her breasts. Feeling secure, she let Robert rub her some more.

“I’ll help you get warmed up,” Robert said and led Eve over to the bed.

Eve lay on her back wondering what he would do next. She still didn’t have a vagina yet as Robert came closer to her. Unexpectedly, Robert put his lips on her cock and began to suck. Eve gripped the sheets hard as the head of her cock became more sensitive. Nerves expanded inside her cock increasing her pleasure. Eve cried out unable to keep it in.
Robert continued to lick what was left of her balls. They shrank until they became part of her labia disappearing forever. Right below the base of her cock, her body opened up. Robert placed his tongue inside her for the first time as her vagina began to form.

“Oh fuck,” Eve gasped as she felt a foreign presence inside her.

“You like that?” Robert asked her.

“Oh yeah,” Eve admitted.

“Well, I don’t think you’re wet enough,” Robert smiled and kept going.

Eve closed her eyes and tensed up her whole body as her cock disappeared into a clit. Her vagina became deeper and a womb began to form inside her. Ovaries grew and began pumping estrogen into her body. Her first egg formed and was ready to go.

“Okay, Robert, let’s fuck. Take me now,” Eve said feeling ready.

Robert obliged getting on top of her and carefully aiming his cock towards her vaginal entrance. Eve watched mesmerized as inch-after-inch of Robert’s cock disappeared inside her. “I know we’ll get it this time,” Eve said feeling more confident they had been sexually active for a long time.

“I hope so,” Robert agreed.

Eve braced herself as Robert began thrusting inside her. Every thrust stimulated her clit and the sensitive nerves inside her vagina walls. She didn’t have to worry about having her hymen broken. This was not the first time they have had sex in this reality nor would it be the last.

Eve instinctively wrapped her legs around Robert as she was being fucked. Robert was all over her kissing her lips, neck, and breasts. It was too much for her to handle all at once. She suddenly felt a rush go through her as she felt her first female orgasm. She clutched Robert tightly and cried out loudly not caring if anyone heard.

Robert increased his pace and then Eve felt a man cum inside her for the first time. “It’s happening,” she realized as Robert’s sperm was making its way to her egg.

“We’ll have to try a few more times to make sure,” Robert smiled as he finished.

Eve was stunned by what had just happened. She had just had sex with a man. They were married and would soon have kids. It was obvious that Robert was oblivious to the change in their reality. It was the dog. Rex did this.

***

Eve took a shower and felt the water come down on her sensitive nipples for the first time. She looked over at her collection of women’s shampoo and tried one. Her hair was now longer and thicker now. She wondered if she should keep it long or short. She figured she would ask Robert’s opinion. As for Robert, he would always have a short military hairstyle. She was now an army wife, a position she never could have imagined for herself.

Eve stepped out of the shower, clumsily wrapped a towel around her waist and breasts, and then a second towel for her hair. She exited the bathroom and entered the living room. She no longer had to worry about being awkward in front of Robert. However, Robert wasn’t in the living room.

Rex perked up as he saw her. Eve froze at seeing the dog. In a way, she was now Rex’s new owner for good. “You did this didn’t you?” she accused playfully. “Bark if you did.”

Rex barked at her and wagged his tail thinking she wanted to play. “Well, if you did, thank you,” she said touching his ears.

“If only I could make you as happy as I am right now,” she said thoughtfully.

***

After a few weeks of blissful love-making, Eve felt all the signs of pregnancy. As promised to Rex, the couple went to a dog shelter. At first, Eve was a little self-conscious about her looks and voice in public, but Robert didn’t seem to notice anything out of place. For him, she had always been a woman and always would be.

The two greeted the dog keepers and told them what they were looking for. “I think we have just what you’re looking for. We found her recently wandering the streets,” the dog keeper said and pointed out a beautiful female German Shepherd.

“Any tag?” Robert asked.

“There was but no address, phone number, or serial number. It just had the dog’s name. Of course, you’re free to change that name if you want,” the dog keeper said.

Eve looked at the name on the dog’s tag: Laura. “Laura’s a strange name for a dog,” Eve remarked.

“How about Lory?” Robert suggested.

“I like it,” Eve agreed.

“Rex will be so happy,” Robert predicted. He then turned to the dog keeper. “We’ll get that one.”

The dog keeper opened the cage and immediately Lory started wagging her tail excitedly. Eve knelt down so she was eye level with the dog. “I’m going to take good care of you, Lory. I’ll teach you all sorts of tricks just like Rex.”

Lory gave an agreeable bark. “I’ll fill out the paperwork, honey. You want to take her to the car?” Robert asked her.

“Sure,” she replied. She then turned to Lory. “Let’s go home.”

***

Eventually, Robert would deploy again leaving Eve to take care of the house and the two dogs. Robert came back to the states right before Eve was to give birth. After several hours of painful labor, Eve gave birth to a son. “That looked really painful. I wish I could switch places with you,” Robert said appreciatively.

“Careful, Robert, wishes sometimes come true,” an exhausted Eve smiled back while holding her newborn son.

End

The Wish 2

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Erotica
  • Mystery or Suspense
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Identity Crisis
  • Lesbian Fantasy
  • Lesbian Romance
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

TG Elements: 

  • Bimbos / Bimboization
  • Breasts / Breast Implants
  • Lesbians
  • Memory Loss

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The Wish 2
(Sequel to The Wish)

Emmett was on the couch playing video games when Luna, the cat, jumped near him. Emmett eyed the cat suspiciously as he continued playing. “Better not mess with me, cat,” Emmett warned her.

The cat hissed at Emmett and went for an attack on his wrist. “No, get off! I hate you,” Emmett said to the cat as he lost the game.

Emmett flung the cat off and stared at the screen. “Fuck you, cat,” Emmett said scornfully.

“Don’t talk like that to Luna,” Britney scolded.

Emmett rolled his eyes. “She attacked me for the hundredth time,” he complained.

“She just likes you is all,” Britney said.

Luna hissed at Emmett from afar. “Yeah, right,” Emmett doubted.

Britney picked up Luna and rubbed the cat’s fur up against her cheek affectionately. “I need you take care of Luna while I’m gone during my conference.”

“What? Fuck, no,” Emmett protested.

“I need you to be a team player,” Britney said displeased.

“Put the cat in some kennel,” Emmett suggested.

“You know I would never do that,” Britney objected. “They’ll put her in a small cage.”

“Okay, so, what about a food dispenser? I think I saw one at the mall,” Emmett recalled.

“You can’t just leave the cat alone for a week,” Britney said obviously.

“Holy Fuck, a week?” Emmett had a mini-freak out.

“She isn’t that bad. Don’t be a baby,” Britney chided.

“I expect to be compensated for this,” Emmett said bitterly.

Britney put the cat down and came close to Emmett. She placed her lips near to his and touched his dick through his pants. “You be a good boy, and I’ll give you whatever you want,” she said and then kissed him tenderly.

“Alright,” Emmett agreed.

“I still have tonight before my flight,” Britney said seductively.

“Well, let’s not waste time,” Emmett said getting up and following Britney to the bedroom.

***

Emmett considered himself a stud but Britney would have to disagree. Within five minutes, Emmett grunted as he released inside her. “Wow, that was good,” Emmett said pleased.

Brittney rolled her eyes. “At least one of us is satisfied. If you’re going to cum so quickly, you could at least do more foreplay.”

“Like what?” Emmett asked ignorantly.

“You could go down on me for one,” she suggested.

“Gross,” Emmett said immaturely.

“What’s the big deal? I suck your cock for you,” Brittney pointed out.

“That’s different,” Emmett said without going into explanation.

“Whatever,” Brittney said as she got into her nightgown. “I’m going to sleep. I have a long flight.”

***

Emmett woke up late and groggily got out of bed. He was butt naked from the previous night’s activities. He looked over the bed and found Britney gone. “Oh yeah,” he realized. She had already left for her plane without waking him. He then noticed the cat was in the room staring at him.

Emmett eyed the open door and smirked at the cat. “Like what you see?” he asked rhetorically.

The cat meowed at him in reply. “Well, let’s get you something to eat,” Emmett said after he put on his shorts and shirt.

Emmett poured Luna some cat food and sat on the couch to watch TV. Luna ate her meal and then joined Emmett on the couch. Emmett changed the channel to a dog show. “How do you like that? See how much better dogs are than cats?” Emmett said to Luna.

Luna immediately jumped up and attacked him. “What the fuck?” Emmett cried out as he fought against the cat. After a brief struggle, he got the cat off of him.

“No, bad cat,” Emmett scolded her as she ran off.

Emmett shook his head annoyed and called up his roommate. “Hey, Jim, I’m going to be at Britney’s place for a while,” Emmett said.

“Is it something I did? Something I said? I am so sorry,” Jim apologized profusely.

“No, I’m just house-sitting for Britney’s cat,” Emmett explained.

“It’s cool. It’s none of my business what you two do,” Jim said.

“No, let me explain everything,” Emmett smirked. “Last night…,” Emmett began.

“I don’t what to know,” Jim said honestly.

“Suit yourself. I’m just telling you where I will be,” Emmett said.

“Sounds good,” Jim said and hung up.

Emmett put down his cell phone and looked at the cat staring at him. “What a square? I was just about to tell him everything that went down last night.”

The cat simply stared at him. “You think he’s a queer?” Emmett said as if speaking for the cat.

“Well, that is a fair assessment,” Emmett agreed.

***

Later that day, Emmett received a phone call from Britney. “I’ve touched down finally. How’s Luna?” Britney asked.

“Still alive, unfortunately,” Emmett muttered.

“Don’t be like that. Did you feed her?” Britney asked.

“Yeah,” Emmett replied annoyed.

“So, we’re pairing up two girls to a room. The company wants to save on hotel expenses,” Britney said.

“So?” Emmett asked unconcerned.

“You jealous?” she asked.

“Why would I?” Emmett said distracted by a football game.

“Well, okay, fine. I’ll give you a call tomorrow,” Britney said slightly disappointed.

“Yeah, sure,” Emmett said still distracted.

***

Brittney, meanwhile, started having odd thoughts about her female co-workers. Since they shared the same room, they would undress from business clothes to casual and back. They took turns taking a shower, always fully undressing in the bathroom. Still, Brittney felt a weird longing to see the other three girls naked in the shower or walking around the room in their underwear. When it came to sleep, it was two girls to a bed. Brittney turned away from her sleeping co-worker disturbed by her new thoughts. What’s wrong with me?

***

Emmett had no such concerns until he went to work. Once he got there, all of his male and female co-workers gave him an odd look. “Nice haircut,” one of them said to him.

“I haven’t had a hair cut in two weeks,” Emmett said confused by how they were acting.

As the day went on, a co-worker told him that the boss wanted to see him. “Really?” Emmett sighed wondering what he did wrong this time.

He entered his boss’ office, but he was all smiles. “Are the others giving you a bad time?” he asked.

“Not really,” Emmett asked confused.

“That’s good. Here, we’re tolerant of many different lifestyle choices,” the boss said.

“Okay…,” Emmett allowed not sure where this was going.

“So, you can dress how you want, cut your hair how you want, as long as its professional,” the boss said.

“Nice to know,” Emmett replied.

“That’s all,” the boss said dismissing him.

Emmett came out of the office unsettled. He was wearing the same suit as always and had the same haircut as always since he started. What was everyone else’s problem?

***

After ensuring the cat was still alive, Emmett went over to his apartment to pick up some new clothes. “Hi,” his roommate said nervously.

“Jim, what’s up with you? You’ve been acting weird,” Emmett said losing patience.

“How so? Have I offended you?” he asked.

“No, and why would you care if you offend me? If I wanted to be offended, I could talk about your music, your choice of television, your video games. You have terrible tastes, man,” Emmett said bluntly.

“I’m sorry. I thought this arrangement would work out,” Jim said apologetically.

“It still can. Chill out,” Emmett said as he looked for his clothes. “Dude, why are there girl clothes in my closet,” Emmett said annoyed.

“You brought them here, remember?” Jim said confused.

“Did I?” Emmett wondered. He didn’t remember ever bringing Brittney’s clothes over to his apartment. That still didn’t explain why none of his clothes were there. “Yeah, but my clothes are gone.”

“Look, no one came in or out since you left,” Jim said defensively.

“Weird,” Emmett said ticked off. “Look, someone stole my clothes. I am not accusing you or anything, but I am going need some of yours until I go shopping.”

“I guess,” Jim said.

“I just need some underwear, a shirt, some shorts, and that’s all,” Emmett said.

“Sure,” Jim allowed. “I want you to know that I fully support whatever it is that you’re doing.”

“Thanks,” Emmett said sarcastically.

After taking some clothes from Jim, Emmett went back to Brittney’s apartment.

***

After feeding Luna, Emmett amused himself by pointing a laser pointer at the wall. The cat immediately tried to go after it. “Dumb cat,” Emmett said as he moved the red light around the wall. After a few minutes of this, Emmett got bored and started playing video games. He chose a female avatar that looked hawt, and began killing things.

The cat meanwhile climbed into the Christmas tree toppling it. “Really?” Emmett said displeased as a few ornaments shattered. He put the tree back up and cleaned up the mess.

“Bad kitty,” Emmett said to the cat and placed her in the kitchen. Then using barriers, he trapped the cat inside the kitchen.

The cat attempted to get over the barriers without success and then climbed up on the kitchen counters. Emmett wasn’t paying attention as the cat dropped down over the barriers and attacked him while he continued to play. “What the hell?” Emmett said as he lost control of his controller.

Emmett took hold of the cat and placed the cat inside Brittney’s bedroom and closed the door. “I’d like to see you open doors,” Emmett said victoriously and went back to his video games.

Once he was done, he opened the door to the bedroom to check up on the cat. To his dismay, the cat had toppled everything on top of the drawers, shredded the pillows, and tore the canopy. “Bad cat!” Emmett yelled at her. The cat hissed in reply.

“You want to play games. We can play games,” Emmett threatened and placed the cat in a transport box. “How do you like that?”

The cat hissed and tried to get at him. “Fuck you, cat,” Emmett said victoriously and went back to watching TV. After an hour, Emmett felt sorry for the cat and released her.

“If you’re bad, you go in the box,” Emmett told her.

The cat seemed to understand and stayed away from him for the rest of the evening.

***

Brittney had a nerve wracking day as she was subjected to hours of reviewing nearly naked women for swimsuit issues. Once she got back to the hotel, she was the first to take a shower. Touching herself, she tried to think of Emmett but it did nothing for her. She knew it was wrong, but she had to get off. She thought of her co-workers and the random women in the swimsuit issues and rubbed herself hard. She nearly collapsed in the shower as she came.

“It’s just a few more days,” she told herself.

Temporarily relieved, Brittney lay in bed and called Emmett.

“Sup?” Emmett answered.

“Do you have a cold?” she asked.

“No, why?” he asked confused.

“You just sound different. Anyway, how’s Luna?” she asked.

“That cat is one mean bastard,” Emmett said.

“Better not mess with my cat,” Brittney said annoyed.

“The cat’s fine. Funny thing happened at my apartment. All of my clothes are gone,” Emmett said.

“Just wear mine,” Brittney said without thinking.

“Yeah, right, good one,” Emmett said sarcastically.

“Just hang out in the apartment naked like you like to do,” Brittney suggested.

“Maybe, I will,” Emmett replied.

“You just have to deal with her for a few more days. Think you can handle it?” Brittney asked condescendingly.

“Yeah, I can handle it,” Emmett said.

***

The next day at work, Emmett was directed to interview a new employee. He looked at the resume, a generic college graduate one. He also looked over a referral that indicated she was the wife of an army service member. “So, mind if I call you Eve?” Emmett said friendly.

“Not at all,” she said friendly.

“Tell me a little about yourself,” Emmett said.

“I’m married, I have one son, I graduated from…,” she began.

“Any pets?” Emmett interrupted.

“Two dogs,” Eve answered.

“What breed if I may ask?” Emmett continued.

“Two German Shepherds, one male, one female,” she said.

“Dogs are great unlike cats,” Emmett remarked.

“Sure,” Eve humored him.

“Man’s best friend,” Emmett smiled.

“And for us women too,” Eve added.

Emmett froze upon hearing that. “I’m sorry. What was that last part?”

“Just that dogs are great for us women too. Rex saved me twice from robbers,” Eve said.

“I’m not a woman,” Emmett said obviously.

Eve gave Emmett an odd look. “My mistake. Other than the suit, you look exactly like a woman,” she said.

“Hold that thought,” Emmett said and went over to another co-worker. “Do I look like a man or a woman?” he asked.

“Is this a trick question?” he asked.

“No, just answer the question,” Emmett demanded losing patience.

“A woman, Emily, of course,” the co-worker said.

Emmett went back to Eve. “We’ll have to reschedule this interview. It’s not your fault. I must be losing my mind,” Emmett said.

“I don’t think you are. I’ve seen this before,” Eve said.

“What do you mean?” Emmett asked.

“It’s when all of reality says you’re something that you know you’re not. Sometimes, it takes a while for you to realize it,” Eve said.

“How do you know this?” Emmett asked.

“Because it happened to me,” she replied.

“Everything looks good, here. It just requires official approval from my boss. Do you mind if I call you later,” Emmett said.

“Absolutely,” Eve said pleased and then gave him a worried expression.

***

Emmett went home and looked at himself in the mirror. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary. All of his social media accounts still listed his name as Emmett and all his pictures looked the same. Checking his girlfriend’s account, he noticed that her Facebook profile stated she was interested in women. Overlooking it, he went through her pictures and found a large collection of photos of the two together. Looking even further in her timeline, he found unusual pictures with her and other women. They were night club photos where she was holding hands with another woman. Digging deeper, he saw Brittney dancing with the woman, hugging the woman, and finally kiss the woman on the lips in front of other people.

“Straight women do this all the time,” Emmett said to himself.

He then looked at the profile of the other woman that had been tagged. Scanning the profile, the woman was an obvious Lesbian with gay pride all over the profile. She was in a new relationship with another woman. It could still mean that Brittney was merely bisexual. Emmett decided to get to the bottom of this.

“Hello,” Brittney answered.

“Are you Bi?” Emmett asked bluntly.

“Of course not. What gave you that idea?” Brittney said but was secretly disturbed by the accusation.

“I see a picture of you making out with another woman a few years ago and that woman is a total Lesbian,” Emmett accused.

“That’s crazy. I have never kissed a girl. Who’s the woman you speak of?” Brittney asked.

Emmett gave her the name. “She was my roommate, and yes, she was a Lesbian, but I was fine with it. We never kissed or made out,” Brittney said.

“Really? Because, I see dozens of pictures of you two together,” Emmett said skeptically.

“Because we were roommates. Nothing more,” Brittney said.

Emmett couldn’t believe it but then thought of what Eve had said to him. “Have people been acting strange around you?” he asked changing the subject.

“Only you,” she said annoyed.

“I’ll call you later,” Emmett promised and hung up.

***

The next day was a Saturday. Brittney was expected to arrive later that night. Emmett called up Eve, and she invited him for a walk in the park. She came with her young son in a stroller, and a male German Shepherd. The dog gave him a curious look as he approached.

“I realize that this must look bad with you being married and all,” Emmett apologized.

“Not at all. To everyone else, we’re just two girls in the park,” she said cheerfully.

“Right, so what’s going on? Why does everyone think I am a woman?” Emmett asked.

“I can only tell you what happened to me. I took care of Rex when my husband was in a coma; he wasn’t my husband at the time. Rex felt that it would be best if I was a female companion to his master, so he wished me into a woman,” Eve explained.

“Your dog wished you into a woman?” Emmett asked incredulous.

“I was a young man without direction. Now, I have a degree, a spouse, a house, two great dogs, and my son,” Eve said.

Emmett couldn’t call the woman crazy after everything he had been through. “How do you know it was the dog?” he asked.

“The changes happened once he entered my life,” she answered.

“It’s the bloody cat,” Emmett realized.

“I’m sorry,” Eve said confused.

“Your dog this to you; it must be my cat,” Emmett assumed.

“Maybe,” Eve guessed. “I figure pets have wishes and desires just like we do.”

“The cat is trying to split us up. If we’re both girls, we’ll break up,” Emmett said pissed off.

“Do you and your cat not get along?” Eve asked.

“That would be an understatement,” Emmett grumbled.

“I can’t give you all the answers. I can only tell you what happened to me,” Eve said to him.

“Thanks for everything,” Emmett said and ran off.

Eve smiled and shook her head. “Alright, let’s go, Rex.”

***

Emmett came back to the apartment pissed off. He immediately found the cat and grabbed her by the neck. “I know what you’re up to, cat. You’re going to fix it back or end up at the pound,” he threatened.

The cat merely hissed back at him. “I’m serious,” Emmett said.

The cat struggled to get free of him scratching up his hands. Emmett dropped the cat and got the transport container. As he did, he suddenly felt sick and collapsed on the floor. Looking down, he saw his hands become smaller and his finger nails grow. His hair became jet black and short. As his face became more feminine, he suddenly couldn’t remember what he was about to do. Within a few seconds, he had the face of a cute girl.

Emmett’s body began to shrink but magically his clothes shrank with him. His blue jeans morphed into women’s jeans and his t-shirt shrank from large to small. His tennis shoes shrank down from size 10 to size 6 within seconds as his feet became more feminine.

Emmett began touching himself all over as he realized his body was changing. He then felt his chest bulge out and his nipples protrude from his shirt. “No, no, no, this can’t be happening,” he shrieked with a higher-pitched voice.

In a sudden burst of madness, Emmett tore off his new clothes and looked at himself in the mirror. His body was almost completely female except for his shrinking cock and balls. He felt his chest as his breasts continued to expand. Emmett then fearfully looked at the cat.

“Please, I’m sorry, Luna. Change me back. I’ll be nice, I promise,” Emmett pleaded.

The cat merely stared at him. Emmett went to grab the cat but then his thoughts radically changed. Instead of hating the cat, he now felt like he had always loved her company. He began to feel new memories of how he had Luna on his lap and had frequently petted her. He soon realized that all of his new memories were of him as a woman.

“I’ll do anything. Anything but this,” Emmett said to the cat.

It was too late though as Emmett’s cock and balls shrank to nothing and a new opening emerged. Emmett gasped as he felt new female organs forming inside him. As she experienced her first female orgasm, Emily looked down at the cat with newfound appreciation.

“Oh my God, I should get dressed,” she said embarrassed to be naked in front of the cat.

Emily went to her closet and saw an entire row of female clothes. Uncertain what to wear, she turned to the cat. “You know what? You’re right. Being naked around the house works too,” she smiled.

***

A distressed Brittney finally arrived at her apartment and opened the door. “Emmett, you here?” she asked as she entered. She then saw Luna meow at her.

“Oh, hey,” Brittney said to Luna kneeling down to her level. “Were you a good girl? Don’t worry about a thing. Mommy’s here.”

The cat enjoyed Brittney’s touch. “Was Emmett nice to you?”

The cat merely meowed in response. “Where is he?” Brittney wondered and went to go call him. As she did, his phone rang inside the apartment.

“Probably asleep,” Brittney assumed.

Emily then entered the living room all dressed up. “Who are you and what are you doing in my apartment?” Brittney demanded. She immediately jumped to the conclusion that her boyfriend was cheating on her.

“It’s me, Emily,” Emily replied smiling.

Brittney suddenly recognized Emily as the love of her life. “I’m sorry. I’ve completely lost my mind.”

“Hey, no problem. I’ve missed you,” Emily said and then kissed Brittney.

Brittney felt completely naturally kissing Emily, her girlfriend of the last few years. She had been so stressed out by her female co-workers but all of that was over. She had Emily here with her. The two girls kissed passionately as Brittney needed to relieve her stress from work. They both furiously took off their tops and began touching each other’s breasts.
Emily expertly touched Brittney’s nipples with her non-feminine hands and began to suck on them. Brittney did the same and then the two girls pushed their breasts together as they kissed.

“I want more,” Brittney said breathlessly.

“Let’s go to the bedroom,” Emily suggested.

The two quickly got out of their remaining clothes and got on the bed. Emily got on top of Brittney and began grinding. “I have been waiting all week for this,” Brittney said as she felt her clit being stimulated.

“Same here, babe,” Emily replied just as enthralled.

Emily then went down on Brittney licking and sucking on her clit. Brittney cried out as she felt Emily circle her clit with her tongue. She had never felt anything like this. She couldn’t remember a time when they had done this before. For some odd reason she could only remember Emily using a strap-on to fuck her.

Brittney tensed up as she felt her orgasm. “Oh my God. I needed that,” Brittney said overwhelmed.

“You mind doing the same for me?” Emily teased.

“Oh, sorry,” Brittney said getting into position.

Emily relaxed as Brittney went to work on her. Everything had turned out right. Luna, the cat, had a new feminine and more understanding owner. Emily and Brittney could now explore a new side of themselves they hadn’t experienced before. As Emily experienced her orgasm, her pupils became slits for just a second.

Brittney and Emily then came together kissing and gently rubbing each other while Luna watched from the doorway.

What Dreams May Come

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Suicide
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Horror

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Crime / Punishment
  • Identity Crisis
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Memory Loss

Permission: 

  • Fan-Fiction, poster's responsibility

What Dreams May Come

(Based off the Film and Novel with Dante's Divine Comedy)

Disclaimer: This story will feature issues such as suicide, heaven and
hell, religious theology, and trans issues that may be disturbing for
some readers.

***

Chris Nielson was an all-American boy and popular kid at his high
school. He was the school's football quarterback, prom king, and famous
for being a "white knight" against bullies. He had decent grades and
was known for being kind, gentle, and respectful. Arnie Collins was
none of these things. He was from a broken home, poor, and not
successful in anything. He was often bullied and was too weak to defend
himself.

One day, Arnie was slammed against the restroom wall by three bullies.
"What do we have here?" the bully asked rhetorically.

"Looks like a queer to me," the second bully said.

"Is that right, Collins? Are you a queer?" the first bully questioned.

"Come on, guys. Just let me be on my way," Arnie said lamely.

"No, not this time," the first bully grinned.

Just as the three were about to pummel Arnie, Chris entered the
restroom. "What's going on here?" he asked upon noticing the three
bullies.

"None of your concern," the first bully told him.

Arnie gave Chris a helpless look. "Alright, back off," Chris told the
bullies.

"Or what?" the second bully asked. "There are three of us."

"Doesn't sound fair," Chris grinned.

The first bully smirked and the four got into a fight. Arnie watched in
silent amazement as Chris fought evenly with the bullies. In gratitude,
he tried to interfere and got an instant bloody nose. All five ended up
tangled up and were eventually broken up by the school cop.

***

Arnie and Chris sat together outside the principal's office. Chris had
a few bruises on his face and Arnie had a bloody nose. "Thanks," Arnie
said lamely. "I'm sorry I got you in trouble."

"Don't sweat it," Chris smiled.

"You have a future ahead of you, and I could have ruined it," Arnie said
looking down in shame.

"Hey, don't talk like that. Remember how we first met in elementary
school? Nothing's changed," Chris said.

Arnie was not convinced. Since those days, their paths had radically
differed. "The principal will see you now," the secretary referred to
Chris.

Chris entered the principal's office without trepidation. "Mr. Neilson,
you know it's against the rules to fight on school grounds. You could
be suspended for fighting," the principal said annoyed.

"I understand, sir," Chris said respectfully.

"You going to do something like this again?" the principal asked.

"Yep," Chris replied boldly.

"Fine, whatever, get out of my office. Give the kids the impression you
were chewed out," the principal requested.

"You got it, sir," Chris agreed.

The principal smiled and shook his head as Chris exited his office.

***

Chris gave Arnie a smile and went out to the parking lot to his car. He
put on his shades and drove off towards his house. To get home, he had
to take the freeway. As he came across a long tunnel, he saw a sudden
car accident. Vehicles were smashed against each other at high speed and
flipped over. Chris put on the brakes narrowly avoiding becoming part
of the crash himself. Regaining his senses, he got out of his car and
ran over to the wreck.

Chris didn't have a hero's complex. It just came naturally to him to
help out. He had taken first aid classes and what better way to apply
it. He found a car flipped over with the driver bleeding inside.

"Help," the helpless driver said panicked.

"Don't move. I'll get help," Chris told the driver.

He took out a phone to dial an ambulance. As he was on his phone a
speeding car didn't notice the wreck and slammed right into him. Chris
was hit hard and fell to the ground. Stunned and in shock, he couldn't
move. He couldn't tell the extent of his injuries, but he knew he
couldn't move. Chris went in and out of consciousness as paramedics
finally arrived. The paramedics checked his vitals and placed him in
the ambulance.

Chris didn't feel any pain, just disorientation. He felt like he was in
a dream. He ended up in the hospital but couldn't focus on anything.
He had no way to tell how much time had passed. Finally, he started to
fade towards sleep. Doctors and nurses rushed to his side as he started
to flat-line. As his body began to shut down, Chris felt like he was
floating away from his body. After a few desperate minutes, doctors
finally called it. Chris Neilson was dead.

A large crowd showed up to Chris' funeral. The entire school showed up
along with members of the community leadership. Chris became a hero for
sacrificing his life to save others. The priest discussed how Chris
made the best of his short life. Arnie was in the crowd among his other
classmates. Tears formed in his eyes, but he quickly wiped them away so
no one would see it. His defender and only friend was gone.

***

Chris found himself in a forest backpacking up a mountain. An old man
named Albert was walking with him with a walking stick. Albert was his
grandfather who died a few years prior. "Is it too much for you
gramps?" Chris chided.

"Of course not. Son, you do not need all that gear," Albert said of his
pack.

"A man must always be prepared," Chris replied.

Albert smiled at that. "What do you intend to do once you get to the
top?" Albert asked.

"I think I will enjoy the sunset," Chris said.

The two eventually came to the top just as the sunset. "So,
beautiful," Chris remarked.

"Yes, it is," Albert agreed.

"You know what's odd. I don't feel tired at all," Chris said.

"Well, that makes one of us," Albert joked.

Just as the sunset, it reappeared on the horizon in the east keeping
them in daylight. Chris didn't notice the supernatural occurrence. "I
feel like something is missing," Chris pondered.

"Like what?" Albert wondered.

"Shouldn't I be in school?" Chris asked.

"Here, you can decide what you want to learn," Albert said.

Chris nodded in approval. He then turned to Albert who was sitting on a
large stone. "I'm dead, aren't I?" he asked.

"What gives you that idea?" Albert asked.

"I was at your funeral, grandpa. Is this Heaven?" Chris wondered.

"It's certainly not hell," Albert smiled.

"Where are God and all the angels?" Chris asked with a smile.

"Oh, they're here. When you're ready you will see them," Albert said
knowingly.

"How do I become ready?" Chris asked.

"When you lose attachment to your Earthly life. Here, in this place,
race, ethnicity, age, gender, and nationality are all meaningless,"
Albert said.

"Then why do look how I remember you?" Chris questioned.

"I took this form because it would be familiar to you," Albert said.

Chris gave Albert a curious look. "Then, how can I know for sure you're
my real grandpa?"

"How indeed?" Albert wondered. "Here, you know people by their
personality, their words, and their deeds instead of how they look."

"Alright, let's try this out," Chris said moving towards a lake. He
could see his reflection in the perfect water. He appeared as he did
right before he died. Chris concentrated and then saw his reflection
change making him appear as different people. Chris smiled as he became
a famous movie star and then his favorite rock star. He then focused
harder and changed his racial skin color to Black. Chris looked at his
darker skin tone with amusement and then felt his shorter hair.

"I wonder," Chris said.

While Albert looked on, Chris changed his appearance to that of a girl
with long dirty blond hair. She looked like she could be Chris' twin
sister. Chris saw his female appearance with amusement and then went
back to his original body. In a sudden flash, Chris saw the image of
Arnie in the water.

Albert gave Chris a concerned look as Chris' appearance became that of
Arnie and then back to his original form. Chris then walked over to his
grandpa. "I still like this form the best," Chris said.

"In time, you will even forget your appearance and your name," Albert
said to him.

Chris took up his pack. "Let's get down."

"We could fly down if you want," Albert reminded him.

"Nah, I like it this way," Chris smiled.

"Very good, son," Albert smiled amused.

As the two went down the mountain, they saw a distinct tree in the
middle of a garden. Chris looked at the tree and saw that it was
producing rotten fruit. He picked a rotten apple and then threw it away
in disgust. "I thought everything would be perfect here," Chris said.

"The things here are only as perfect as your thoughts. This tree
represents things you have left behind," Albert taught.

"What I have left behind?" Chris wondered. "My parents?"

"Or your friends," Albert added.

"Someone is in trouble. That is why the tree looks this way," Chris
figured.

"Best to get rid of negative thoughts," Albert said handing Chris an ax.

Chris took the ax and then thought better of it. "Why use an ax?" he
asked himself.

He reached for the sky and summoned lightning down on the tree. There
was an explosion of light and fire as the tree shattered to thousands of
pieces. "That will do it too," Albert said amused.

Chris felt regret and attachment beginning to disappear. What purpose
did it serve to remember his Earthly life? Everyone he had ever known
would eventually end up with him in Heaven anyway. He just had to wait.
Looking over the pieces, he saw a piece of wood with writing on it. He
picked up the piece and saw "Arnie" written on it as it carved into it
with a knife.

Chris stepped back haunted by it. The name disappeared from the board.
"Can we communicate with the living?" Chris asked.

"Not directly. You can pray for the living just as the living pray for
the dead," Albert said.

"Why would we need the prayers of the living?" Chris asked.

"Your parents prayed that I would guide you and here I am," Albert
smiled.

"That presupposes you wouldn't be here if my parents had not
intervened," Chris smirked.

"It helps to have a reminder," Albert replied.

Chris imagined the tree as it was before. The pieces of wood came back
together and formed a healthy tree. He then picked a healthy apple from
the tree but it began to rot in his hand. The tree then rotted as well.
Chris stepped back confused.

"Let's continue on," Albert suggested.

The two wandered around until Chris came upon a hill. "Let's build
something," Chris said enthused.

"Put your mind to it," Albert told him.

Chris outstretched his hands and summoned marble and rock from the
ground. The marble came forth and them assembled together to form a
large mansion. In accordance with his imagination, Chris created a
large house in Ancient Rome style. A garden appeared effortlessly in
the front yard. As he walked around the house, Chris summoned a
basketball court.

Chris summoned a basketball into his hands. "Let's see if I still got
it."

Albert watched on as Chris threw the basketball into the hoop with ease.
Chris shot from different angles but each one went in. Chris then threw
over his head and it still went in. "It's not real," he realized.

"It's as real as you want it to be," Albert said.

"There are no mistakes or imperfections here," Chris noted looking
through the house.

"Why would you want them?" Albert asked.

"For the challenge," Chris replied.

"Such a human emotion: ambition does not exist here," Albert said.

Chris wanted to resist what his grandpa was saying but realized it was
his human imperfections ruling his heart. "There's someone I want to
help. How can I do it?" Chris asked.

"Who do you wish to help?" Albert asked.

"There's this kid, Arnie Collins. He's always being picked on and made
fun of. I would protect him from bullies. Now that I am gone, I don't
know how he will manage," Chris said as the two walked through the
garden.

Albert gave Chris a grave look. "Arnie Collins is dead. He died a
short time after you did."

Chris gave a sad look and then realized what that meant. "Well, I can
see him here, right? We can play ball and go on hikes," Chris said
excitedly.

"I'm afraid not, Chris. Arnie is dead because he killed himself,"
Albert said.

Chris stared at Albert confused and disbelieving. "What? Why?" Chris
questioned.

"After you died, he had no one to support him. He obsessed over his
physical imperfections and unfulfilled desires. He lost hope," Albert
said.

"Why can't I see him then?" Chris asked.

"The sin of suicide is unforgivable. He is not here, because he is in
Hell. It's best to forget about him," Albert advised.

Chris gave Albert a horrified look. Hell, up to this point, was just an
abstract concept. Now, it was so real in his mind. Chris and Arnie
would be separated for eternity, never to see each other again. "No
way," Chris said stunned.

"It's God's law of nature. All living things strive to live on. When
someone kills themselves, they defy this law. They take their lives
into their own hands instead of relying on God. It is selfish and
arrogant to try to control one's destiny. Your body is not your own but
belongs to God," Albert taught.

"Granted, he should be punished...," Chris began. "However, he should be
allowed to repent and serve his time."

"No, Hell is for eternity," Albert corrected.

"How can that be just?" Chris shouted at him.

The weather suddenly changed and became dark. A storm formed in the
distance and started filling the sky with violent lightning strikes.

"Time has no meaning here. Memories fade over time. Hell is not an
eternity of suffering but an eternity of individual lifetimes that
continually repeat themselves," Albert said.

"And that makes it better?" Chris asked bitterly.

"Arnie is not suffering flames and torture by demons like medieval
literature. He is suffering regret and loss of what could have been had
he lived his life to its fullest," Albert explained.

"I have to save him," Chris said resolved.

"It is impossible. No one has ever brought a person back from Hell
since Christ when he came to free the captives," Albert said seriously.

"Well, my name is Chris," he pointed out.

"Do not be naïve. You will lose yourself down there. You will become
trapped like Arnie. Think of your parents and your friends," Albert
said.

"I have always protected him. I will not fail him now," Chris said
determined.

"He failed himself. It was not your fault," Albert told him.

"He's dead because I died. I shouldn't have played the hero and got out
of my car," Chris said. In the garden, the car crash was recreated.
Chris could see the destruction and death in clear detail.

"Don't relive this," Albert advised him.

Chris saw his body hit by a speeding vehicle. "Why couldn't he have
seen me?" Chris asked angrily.

"He was a drunk driver, Chris," Albert explained.

"He lives while Arnie and I are both dead," Chris said angrily referring
to the driver. The wind picked up as Chris' anger swelled. The ground
began to shake as Chris' world became unstable.

"He will pay the price for his actions," Albert assured him.

The ground shook and then ripped open. A large chasm appeared that was
impossible to jump across. Chris then saw an image of Arnie on the
other end of the chasm. Fire roared between them separating them. "Oh
dear," Albert realized.

Chris closed his eyes as he tried to meditate peace into his mind. The
storm ended and the ground became plains again. Albert nodded as Chris
took back control of his mind. "I am going to bring him back. Are you
going to help me or not?"

"This path will only lead to regret and failure," Albert predicted.

"I have to try," Chris said.

"Very well. I will help what I can. This may be the only way to teach
you the truth that no one ever comes back from Hell," Albert agreed.

***

Chris and Albert boarded a sailboat to go on their journey. "Do we
need a crew?" Chris asked.

Albert simply smiled. "This is all in your mind. There are no physical
limitations but what you can imagine."

"In that case," Chris smiled. The sailboat became a giant American
battleship armed with powerful guns and thick armor.

"A bit dramatic, aren't we?" Albert said dryly.

"Take us out," Chris ordered.

The battleship moved through the sea on its journey to Hell. Chris
imagined dozens of versions of himself manning the guns on all sides.
Albert noted Chris' anxiety upon entering Hell. Chris then created a
large naval fleet that included an aircraft carrier, cruisers,
destroyers, and submarines. Even Albert was surprised by Chris'
imagination.

"Scout the area," Chris ordered his other versions on the aircraft
carrier.

"Yes, Admiral," the aircraft carrier captain replied in his voice.

Chris smiled in amusement. Fighter jets lifted off the aircraft carrier
and started scanning the surrounding areas. As they continued, Chris
saw castles and peaceful villages. The large naval fleet looked out of
place in this peaceful place.

"What is this? Is this Hell?" Chris wondered.

"This is the place where virtuous pagans go. They followed the moral
law and did fine works, but they did not put their faith in the one true
God. Therefore, they only suffer desire to be with God. Forever, there
is distance between them and God despite their yearnings," Albert
explained.

"We could take some of them with us," Chris said thoughtfully.

"Even one soul will weigh us down. Concentrate on the mission at hand,"
Albert advised.

"Right," Chris agreed.

The fleet then exited the outer limits of Hell to the next circle. A
powerful storm slammed into the fleet. The ships were tossed in the
waves. The winds were as strong as a Hurricane. The fighter jets lost
control and slammed into the mountain cliffs exploding. Some of the
smaller ships capsized as the strong waves overtook them. Looking up,
Chris saw a giant hurricane filled with the souls of the damned. There
was an uncountable number being whipped around. To his horror, he saw
souls being ripped apart by the powerful winds only to materialize whole
again.

"Best not to look up," Albert advised.

"So many of them," Chris gasped.

"These are the souls that were lustful. They committed adultery,
fornication, and did not honor their bodies. Now, they are whipped
around in this storm for all eternity," Albert explained.

Waterspouts formed and went straight for the fleet. "Brace yourself!"
Albert said as the waterspout hit the ship. Both of them were soaked in
cold water.

"Maybe the submarine would be better," Chris considered.

"It's as terrible underwater as it is above water," Albert told him.

"We need to rise above the storm," Chris figured. He transported
himself to the aircraft carrier and met the captain who was also
himself.

"What are your orders, Admiral?" the other Chris asked.

"Take the ship into the air," Chris ordered.

The other Chris smirked. "Yes, Sir!" he said enthusiastically.

The aircraft carrier then added four wind turbines that started
rotating. Rocket engines underneath the ship caused the water to boil
underneath. The aircraft carrier ascended into the air and rose above
the hurricane. "Where to?" Chris asked Albert.

To that island," Albert pointed out.

The flying aircraft carrier went past the hurricane and approached the
island. The aircraft carrier then landed in the water on the coast. An
awful stench emitted from the waters. Chris looked down and saw that
the water was black and filled with filth. He then saw countless people
stuck in the filth.

"These are the sinners that were gluttonous. They indulged every
pleasure and never shared with those less fortunate," Albert explained.

"How much farther until we find Arnie?" Chris asked impatiently.

"We still have a long way to go, my son," Albert grimaced.

Unable to use the ship on land, Chris created a tank that landed on the
shores. The tank had difficulty getting through the sludge but
eventually reached dry land. The tank tore the rough terrain. As they
passed by, they could see men taking large sacks of money up a hill.

"What's their deal?" Chris asked.

"They are the greedy. They will forever take bags of money up to the
top of a hill but as soon as they reach the top, the bags will fall back
down," Albert pointed out.

"Then, why do they do it?" Chris asked confused.

"Here, in this place, each soul thinks they are taking the money up the
hill for the first time. When they fail, they forget their first
failure. Imagine living for eternity but never remembering anything
you've done," Albert explained.

"Why do they care so much about taking the money up the hill? Why not
have it at the bottom?" Chris asked.

"Observe, my son," Albert pointed.

At the bottom of the hill, lazy souls were attacked by other greedy
souls for their money bags. Coins were dumped out and greedy souls
swarmed to get every coin they could get. Those that took their money
bags up the hill were relatively protected.

***

The tank came across an impenetrable lake that was filled with blood and
damned souls. "These souls are the violent ones. They were filled with
anger and malice towards their fellow man," Albert said.

Chris looked around to see what he could see to cross the lake. "Let's
keep it simple," he said and picked up a staff on the ground.

Albert smiled as Chris placed the staff in the bloody waters. "Part,"
Chris commanded the waters.

The hellish lake defied him. "Best if I do it, son," Albert smiled
dryly.

Albert took the staff and parted the sea so dry land appeared in front
of them. "Shall we?"

The two walked across dry land through the lake. Wrathful souls tried
to grab and bite them as they passed by. "We are now crossing a
boundary in Hell. Everything up to this point were sins of the moment,
impulsive sins. The sinners up ahead committed pre-mediated sins of
fraud, theft, murder, and treason. We will find Arnie in there," Albert
said.

"Why will we find Arnie here?" Chris wondered.

"He thought about killing himself for many days and attempted a few
times before he successfully ended his life. It was not an impulsive
decision and therefore our task will be all the more difficult," Albert
said grimly.

The two made their way across the lake and encountered souls that wore
beautiful robes. They were shiny and expensive-looking. "Doesn't look
so bad," Chris said upon seeing them.

"Do not be fooled by appearances. Their robes make them look rich but
each robe weighs their body weight. Forever, they must wear these
wretched robes for their hypocrisy," Albert pointed out.

Chris noticed that each soul was walking hunched over from the extreme
weight of their robes. He then encountered countless graves filled with
fire. "These are the souls that misled others into false doctrine.
They taught falsehood to benefit themselves," Albert said of them.

Albert and Chris stepped through the giant cemetery trying not to fall
into one of the graves. As he did, he saw corpses in the graves shake
as they were on fire. Then, they came across a giant forest of dead
trees.

"Be careful not to step on the roots or break off a branch. These are
the souls of those who killed themselves. Forever, their bodies are
like that of trees, because they disrespected the bodies they were
given. Now, their corpses hang on their branches, because their bodies
will never return to them in the resurrection," Albert taught.

"Is Arnie one of these trees?" Chris asked.

"No, these souls have existed here for many years. Arnie has not
reached this stage," Albert told him.

"So, there's still hope," Chris said brightly.

Albert shook his head with a grim expression. The two went through the
dead forest towards their final destination. Chris was less graceful
accidentally stomping on a root or breaking off a tree branch. The trees
moaned in pain as Chris passed through.

"Sorry, so sorry," Chris said apologetically.

Vultures then came upon the forest and intentionally broke off tree
branches. The entire forest moaned in pain. Chris covered his eyes as
their terrible suffering overwhelmed him. Chris didn't watch his step
and fell through.

"Chris!" Albert shouted as he fell through the ground.

Chris landed with a thud on the ground near a ruined house. He looked
around and figured he was in some kind of cave. Albert joined him from
behind. "This is as far as I can go," Albert told him. "If I go in
there, it will only hurt our chances."

"Arnie is in there?" Chris figured.

"You have to understand that he will not recognize you or understand his
situation. He will be in denial that he is dead and in Hell. He will be
trapped forever in his miserable existence no matter how many times he
tries to kill himself. He will never wake up from the nightmare he has
made for himself," Albert told him.

"What can I do?" Chris asked.

"You must try to break through the denial and pain. You have to
convince him to come back with you, but you also need to understand the
danger. If you become too attached to him, you could lose yourself as
well and become trapped here forever," Albert warned.

"He's just a friend. You act like he's my boyfriend," Chris smirked.

"Nothing is as it seems here. Nothing he says will be the truth. He
will lie and destroy your reality. He will want you to stay with him
and be just as miserable as he is," Albert said seriously.

"Got it," Chris understood.

Chris ventured towards the ruined house and found the door broken. He
quietly opened the door but it creaked as it did. He then stepped into
the house but made a noise with each step. "Hi, Arnie. You here?"
Chris called out.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw movement. He turned around the
grabbed the assailant's wrist just in time. Chris held the assailant's
wrist tightly until the kitchen knife fell to the ground. "Who are you?
I'm looking for Arnie," Chris demanded of the girl.

"Stop calling me that. My name is Annie," she said angrily.

The soul calling herself Annie was frail and slender, short black hair,
sunken eyes, dried lips, and in ragged clothes. She looked malnourished
and sickly. Chris was able to easily overpower her. "Arnie?" Chris
questioned upon seeing some resemblance.

"Shut up! That's not my name. My name is Annie. Why do you torment me
so?" she screamed at him.

"Okay...Annie, my name is Chris. I'm here to help," Chris said.

"You here to fix the plumbing?" she asked.

"What? The plumbing?" Chris asked incredulously.

Annie's eyes fell and she began to cry. Chris played along and tested
the sink in the kitchen. Sure enough, it didn't work. The electricity
didn't work either. "Yeah, maybe I could fix a few things around here,"
Chris offered.

Annie looked at him hopefully and then began to cry again as doubt
overcame her. Chris sat next to her on the couch. "What happened to
you?" Chris wondered.

"This was how I was supposed to be. I was supposed to be a girl. God
cursed me with this body," Annie said.

Chris considered Arnie's strange behavior growing up. He did have
feminine qualities that couldn't be ignored. He didn't think Arnie
would take it this far. "Come with me, and I'll find people that can
help you. You can live in a big house in the countryside, eat well, and
relax. I can fix you," Chris said helpfully.

"There's nothing to fix!" she shouted at him.

"Sure, you want to be a girl, you can do it there," Chris said recalling
how easily it was to project a new mental image of himself.

"What are you talking about?" she asked him annoyed.

"Where I come from, you can be whatever race or gender you want," Chris
invited.

"How is that possible?" she demanded.

"It's Heaven," Chris said obviously.

Annie suddenly moved away from him. Chris eyed the scar on her wrists
for the first time. This was all real. He wasn't trained to deal with
this kind of thing. "You're death," she said horrified of him.

"No, it's me, Chris," Chris said as if it were obvious.

"Chris is dead. I was at his funeral," Annie said sadly.

"I'm alive again. This isn't the real world anymore. This isn't your
house," Chris tried to convince her.

"You saying I'm already dead?" Annie asked fearfully.

"Yeah," Chris said simply.

She looked at him horrified. "No, I don't believe you. Damn you! Get
out of my house," she ordered.

Chris couldn't deal with her hysterics and left the house defeated. He
went up towards his grandpa. "Did you know?" he asked him defeated.

"I told you it was hopeless," Albert reminded him.

"What happened to him?" Chris asked.

"From his early childhood, he felt different. He didn't accept the body
he was given. He imagined himself as something else. After your death,
he underwent hormone treatments without the guidance of a doctor and
sterilized himself. Society did not accept him, and he began to hate
his own body. He spent everything he had and lived destitute. Finally,
he slit his wrists in a back alley and died alone," Albert explained.

Chris gave his grandpa a horrified look. "It's not fair."

"It's not about fairness. Had he overcome his vices, he could have been
the brightest in Heaven. But he failed," Albert said.

"I can still save him," Chris said determined.

"Him? He doesn't even see himself that way," Albert doubted.

"Fine, whatever he is, I'll bring him back," Chris said.

"You will spend eternity trying. Even now, he has completely forgotten
your intrusion," Albert said.

"All of this Hell is a pointless broken system. I will break it," Chris
said resolved.

"You are coming back with me to your station. I will not betray your
parents by losing their son to Hell," Albert said seriously.

"I am not going back until I finish here," Chris said.

"Very well, but I can no longer protect you. May God be with you,"
Albert said sadly and then walked away into the darkness.

***

With Albert gone, Chris went back to the house. He entered the living
room and found Annie weeping. "Hey, what's wrong?" Chris asked her
sitting next to her.

"Who are you?" she demanded of him.

"My name is...Bob. I'm your neighbor," he said.

"My place is a mess. The electric and plumbing don't work," she said
apologetically.

"Let's fix it, together," Chris suggested.

"Alright," she agreed.

Chris went to work on the pipes and found them completely rusted.
Concentrating, he summoned new pipes into his hand. As Annie looked on,
Chris started replacing pipes. Once he was done, he tried to turn the
faucet on. It still refused to work. "I guess you don't have a water
supply," Chris figured.

"It's hopeless," Annie said frustrated.

"We need a well," Chris said and took up a shovel.

Annie curiously followed Chris outside as he started digging a hole.
The ground was rock hard, and Chris was having difficulty with it.
Annie simply watched him and then took a shovel of her own to help him.
It broke instantly as she dug into the ground. "It's okay, let me do
it," Chris said as she cried over her broken shovel.

Chris continued to dig a good-sized hole while Annie watched. "Let me
help," Annie said upon seeing Chris dirty and exhausted.

"Sure," Chris said giving her the shovel.

As soon as she used the shovel it broke on her. "I ruin everything,"
she muttered.

"Nonsense, its fine," Chris said showing her the unbroken shovel.
"Let's dig together," Chris said placing his hands on hers.

The two dug the hole together with Chris and Annie holding each other's
hands. Finally, they reached water. Chris then went to work on the
plumbing. After what seemed like months, Chris got the faucet to work
again.

"No one has ever helped me like this. Not since," Annie muttered.

"Since?" Chris pressed.

"There was this boy. I forgot his name," Annie said embarrassed. She
then gave Chris a grateful look and put her hands on his chest. "Allow
me to thank you properly," she said.

Chris didn't immediately catch on until Annie started taking off her
shirt. "No, don't," Chris said to her.

"Why?" she asked offended.

"Not like this," Chris said. "I just wanted to help out a friend."

"No one does anything just to be friendly. You wanted my body. That's
why you helped me," Annie accused.

"No, I just wanted to be a nice guy," Chris said honestly.

"Nice guy, huh? Fix my electric," she ordered.

Chris frowned but began working on the wiring in the house. He wasn't
sure where he could find an independent electrical system. Using his
mind, he created a generator and some gasoline to full it. After hours
of work, Chris finally got the lights to work.

"Now, fix the furniture," Annie ordered coldly.

Chris began to feel like a slave as he went around fixing the house.
Annie showed no appreciation for anything he did. As he worked, another
visitor entered the house. To Chris' amazement, Annie started kissing
the man. The two kissed passionately and held each other tight even as
Chris continued to work. The man then took Annie towards the bedroom.

"Hell no," Chris said and then entered the bedroom.

Annie already had her shirt off and was notably flat-chested. "Hey man,
get off...," Chris said confusing himself as to what pronoun to use.

"Get lost," the man said to Chris.

The man began to slap Annie around and manhandle her body. "You like
that, don't you?" the man said rudely.

"Yes, give me more," Annie said to him.

Chris couldn't take it anymore. He took hold of the man and threw him up
against the wall. "What's your problem, friend," the man said annoyed.

"Leave...her alone," Chris said finally.

"What are you talking about, idiot. That's a boy. You queer or
something?" the man said.

Annie covered herself as she watched the fight. "Get out," Chris
ordered.

The man simply grinned and beat Chris down. "You're out of your league,
kid," the man said over him.

Annie watched silently as Chris got a beating. She turned to look at
the man and then back to Chris. "Please," Chris cried out as he was
beaten down.

Annie took a piece of broken furniture and slammed it against the man's
head knocking him out. "Chris?" Annie asked confused.

"Took you long enough," Chris groaned.

"Why didn't you say who you were?" Annie demanded.

"You wouldn't believe me," Chris said getting up.

"He's going to get back up soon," Annie said as the man's head wound
regenerated.

"Come with me," Chris held out his hand to her.

"Only if you call me Annie," she said hopefully.

"Sure," Chris said shaking her hand.

The two ventured outside the house. Chris looked at the hole in the
cave leading to the surface. He materialized a jetpack and then held
Annie close to him. Activating the jet pack, the two of them shot out
of the hole to the surface. As if to prevent their escape, a rain of
fire came down upon them. The rain of fire created a forest fire among
the trees. They all screamed in pain as the fire raged through them.
Chris winced at their suffering but kept his mind focused on his goal.
A fireball hit his jet pack disabling it. The two crashed into the
cemetery.

Chris groaned as he got back to his feet. Annie screamed as she found
herself in a grave. Chris immediately went to help her pulling her out
of the grave. A damned corpse tried to keep her in. Fire raged around
all of them. Chris finally pulled her free as the corpse arm was pulled
off.

Annie then looked around in awe at all the graves. "We really are in
Hell," she realized.

"Yeah," Chris said fatigued.

"Why am I in Hell? I did nothing wrong," she said becoming frantic.

"Look, we can talk about it later," Chris said losing patience.

"It isn't fair. What did I do?" she demanded.

Chris took her wrist and showed her the scar. "This is why you are
here," he told her forcefully.

Annie looked at her wrist as if noticing it for the first time. "I'm
truly dead. I killed myself," she realized.

"Yeah," Chris nodded.

"Chris, I'm fucked up. You should just leave me here," she said
depressed.

"Oh, no you don't. Keep going," Chris demanded of her.

"Don't worry about all this Hell. All damned souls are eventually
united with God in the end," one damned soul said from a grave.

"Is this true," Annie said hopefully.

"Don't listen to him," Chris said to her.

"Just wait a little longer, and you will be saved," the damned soul said
after them.

The two then found themselves in a crowd of hypocrites wearing colorful
clothes. Annie became memorized by their clothes. "I want to wear one
of them," Annie said excitedly.

"No, you don't," Chris warned her.

"This soul defied God by trying to become female," one of the hypocrites
said. "Yes, this soul went against the laws of nature," another said.
"He has relations with men. A damnable offense," a third said.

"Shut your mouth," Chris said to them all.

Annie cried as the hypocrites continued to verbally assault her. "Don't
listen to them. They're just trying to make you as miserable as they
are," Chris told her.

She nodded and the two kept going. On the shores of the lake, Chris
used the staff to open the sea. The sea refused to cooperate. "Damn
it," Chris realized his dilemma.

"We have to swim through that?" Annie wondered. She could see the
countless damned souls fighting with each other in the lake.

"Yeah, we do," Chris said exhausted.

Annie then took up the staff. "Maybe, I can," she said. She placed the
staff in the water and immediately it became ice cold. The lake froze
over and all its occupants were trapped in the ice.

"That'll work," Chris said impressed.

Taking the staff, the two went across the frozen lake on foot. Every so
often a frozen soul would try to grab or bite them. Chris used the
staff to hit them over the head as they attacked. As they crossed, the
ice began to crack. "We have to run," Chris told Annie.

The two ran across the frozen lake just in time as the ice melted away.
The tank on the other side was rusted away as if centuries had passed.
Chris quickly realized his power was due to his grandpa's power and not
his own. Finding the tank not functional, the two went through the
hills of gold coins and trinkets. Annie was amazed by the sight of
treasure everywhere. She picked up a coin to look at it and immediately
damned souls came near her.

"Don't touch anything," Chris warned her.

"So pretty," Annie said picking up a crown.

"Focus, Annie," Chris said to her.

She then put down the queen's crown. Chris eyed the queen's crown
seriously. This wasn't an act. This was real. "Let's go," Chris said
to her.

The two went past the hills of gold and treasure and found themselves in
a dump of filth and garbage. Chris could barely stand the stench of it.
However, for Annie, she smelled wonderful foods and drinks. She saw
large piles of tasty foods that made her mouth water. Annie went off on
her own to try some of them.

"Annie, no!" Chris has to grab her before she could partake in them.

"I'm so hungry, Chris," she protested.

"This isn't food. You don't need food anymore," he told her. She
looked at him confused. Chris pointed out her wrist. "You're dead,
remember."

Annie refocused herself and nodded. They went past the morbidly obese
damned souls who were eating the filth and garbage non-stop. Chris led
Annie to the aircraft carrier sitting on the water. When they got
there, the aircraft carrier was a ruin. It was nearly rusted away as if
centuries had passed.

"That sucks," Chris expressed heartbroken.

"So, we fix it," Annie said simply.

Chris gave her a dumbfounded look. "I could repair some pipes but this
is whole different level."

The aircraft carrier was on fire and looked like a hideous pirate ship.
Damned souls were crawling all over it looking for anything valuable and
finding nothing left. Chris and Annie went inside the ship through a
gigantic hole in its hull. Reaching the deck, they saw some decayed
fighter jets. Chris went inside the jet to see if it could fly. Seeing
some important parts missing, he then looked at the other jets.

"They're all ruined," Chris said defeated.

"Maybe you can find spare parts from the other jets and put them all
into one jet," Annie suggested.

"Right," Chris agreed.

The two went to work looking for spare parts and repaired one of the
damaged jets. After they were done, the jet became operational.
"Alright, let's do this," Chris said happily.

Annie couldn't help but smile. The two entered the jet and flew off the
deck of the aircraft carrier. The jet flew across the sea towards the
large storm system. "We have to get through that to get out of here,"
Chris pointed out the powerful storm.

The jet tried to get over the storm with some success. "Too easy,"
Chris said amused.

The jet then stalled and fell into the storm. "We're going down!" Chris
shouted as he lost all control.

The jet was spun around the hurricane and flung towards a mountain.
Chris and Annie ejected from the fighter jet and parachuted down to the
ground. The winds hurled them around separating them. "Annie!" Chris
yelled as he lost sight of her.

Chris finally dropped down with a thud. Wincing from the fall, he took
off his parachute gear and went looking for Annie. The storm continued
to hit with him forceful winds, and he couldn't hear anything over the
howling wind and screams of the damned. Somehow, he was able to find
Annie in the chaos. Of all the voices and sounds, he could hear her
voice clearly.

She embraced him warmly and tried to kiss him. Chris held her back.
"What?" she asked offended.

"This is not the time. Not here," he rejected her.

She looked at him hurt. "If I were a real girl, you wouldn't reject
me."

"That's not true," Chris said defensively.

"You still see me as a boy," she said outraged.

"It's not about that. When I last saw you, we were just friends. I
want to save you, because you're my friend," Chris said seriously.

"Maybe your friend is dead. Maybe your friend never existed. You never
knew the real me. What I felt deep inside," she said.

"I'm willing to learn," he offered.

"You just saw me as a victim. I was a victim against bullies and now I
am a victim of my own choices. Hell is my bully. You can't win," Annie
said.

"I am dragging you out of hell if you like it or not," Chris told her.

"What if I want to stay here, Chris?" Annie asked.

"You're not right in the head right now. Once I get you safe, you can
decide to go back. Got it!" Chris yelled at her.

Annie went silent. "Okay," she relented.

***

The two made their way against the winds avoiding the tornadoes coming
off the giant hurricane. They finally reached the peaceful plains. "We
finally made it," Annie said enjoying the sun the first time.

Chris took a rest on a rock. "No, almost there," he said tired.

"What do you mean? This place looks great," Annie said of the castles
and rivers.

"This place is for virtuous non-believers who never knew God. Heaven is
so much better than this," Chris said.

"How so?" Annie asked curiously.

"I can travel to any land I want or even go to another planet. I can
create a mansion with my own pool, a car on my own highway, and I can
learn anything I want. There is no time, no wants, no suffering," he
said.

"What of having children?" Annie asked.

Chris was stumped. "I don't know," he conceded.

"I want to be what I should be," Annie said sadly.

"In Heaven, you can take any form. If you want to be a woman, you can,"
Chris said enticing her.

Annie smiled at that and then thought of something. "When I was
younger, I had a crush on you," she revealed.

"Really?" Chris asked not offended or horrified. He was thinking of
Annie more-and-more as a girl than as a boy.

"Yeah," she said embarrassed. "It started when we went to summer camp.
We were in the same cabin," she revealed.

"That was when we were both thirteen," Chris recalled. "Why did you
ever say anything?"

"Why do you think? You would have never returned my feelings," Annie
said.

Chris said nothing. It was true. His younger self would have been
repulsed. "We are not too far. Let's go," Chris said changing the
subject.

***

The two walked across the endless plains and arrived at the dock. There
was a boat that would allow them to leave. As they got to the boat, a
flash of light blocked them. A man dressed in pure white robes and
holding a sword of fire appeared before them.

"This one shall not pass," the angel said pointing his sword at Annie.

"Come on. We made it this far," Chris said dumbfounded.

"You may go, this one may not," the angel said to him.

"Why?" Chris demanded, becoming angry.

"This one defied God's natural law by slaying himself. He is a murderer
of himself," the angel said coldly.

"My grandfather and I journeyed through hell to find her," Chris said
shocking himself by referring to Annie as "her" in front of the angel.

"It was a futile quest," the angel replied.

"Bring my grandfather here. He'll settle this," Chris said to the
angel.

"My orders come from the Most High," the angel replied.

"It's alright, Chris. I did sin. I deserve this," Annie said defeated.

"No, we can fix this. Just stay here. It's nice here," Chris told her.

"I am taking him back to where he belongs," the angel corrected Chris.

"No, you can't!" Chris argued. "If you send her back, I will come back
to find her again to bring her back here. I will not stop!"

The angel looked at Chris indifferently. Annie then began to sink into
the ground. Chris stared at her in shock as her feet disappeared into
the ground. "I'm so sorry, Chris. I want you to know that I always
loved you. Your death broke my heart," Annie said teary-eyed.

"No," Chris muttered as she continued to sink.

"I have one last request," Annie said to the angel.

"Ask and you shall receive," the angel replied already knowing it.

"Disguise me so Chris can never find me again," she said.

"No, Annie, don't do this!" Chris practically screamed at her.

"As you say," the angel agreed.

"Thank you, Chris," Annie said as she continued to sink and then
disappeared into the ground.

"No, Annie!" Chris shouted as she disappeared completely. Chris then
confronted the angel. "Where did you send her?" he demanded.

"Where you found her, but you will not recognize him again," the angel
said to him.

"I will go back and find her again," Chris pledged.

"There are millions of damned souls to sort through," the angel told
him.

"I don't care. I will find her," Chris said confidently. Chris then
turned back away from the dock on his way back. The angel simply stared
as he walked away.

"Wait," the angel said appearing in front of him.

"What?" Chris asked annoyed.

"An arrangement has been made. For your sake, it will be done," the
angel said.

"What arrangement?" Chris asked suspiciously.

"Arnie will be sent back to Earth as a reincarnation. There, he will
have a second chance to enter the Kingdom of God. He will have no
memory of his past life, and his sins from his former life will be
forgotten," the angel said.

Chris nodded liking the deal. "There is another condition. You are to
be reincarnated as well to balance the scales. Arnie will have the
opportunity to be saved, and you will have the risk of losing yours,"
the angel said seriously.

Chris stared at the angel realizing what this could mean. He would have
to trust his reincarnated self to be a good person. Arnie and Chris
would become two different people with no memories of the past and
possibly separated. "Alright, but I have a condition of my own," Chris
said.

"Speak it," the angel said knowingly.

"You have to make Arnie female," Chris bargained.

"Done," the angel agreed.

The angel summoned Annie from the ground with his hand. She broke
through the ground and stared at the angel in fear. She looked at Chris
with surprise and joy. "What is this? Don't give me false hope again,"
she cried.

"We're going back," Chris assured her.

"You will be given time to say goodbye to your family before you leave,"
the angel said to Chris.

"Where are we going?" Annie asked concerned.

"On another adventure," Chris smiled and then kissed her in front of the
angel.

***

Chris took Annie's hand up a hill to his mansion. "It looks beautiful,"
she said impressed with the valley, the garden, and the architecture of
the house. Annie looked perfectly female with long brown hair, full
breasts, feminine hips, and a colorful sundress. The scar on her wrist
was completely gone.

As they reached the top, they saw Albert and an elderly couple. They
were playing cards and having drinks. "About time, you showed up,"
Albert said warmly.

"Mom, dad?" Chris wondered upon seeing them. They had aged but were the
same people.

Chris' parents embraced him. "It's good to see you again, son," his
mother said warmly. "We were so worried about you," she added.

"Next time you take trip through Hell, invite me," his father smiled.

"Sure," Chris said stunned at seeing them. "But this means, the both of
you are...," Chris began.

"Dead? Yeah," Chris father said as if it were obvious. "We must have
waited for centuries for you to come back."

"I am so sorry," Chris said realizing for the first time how long it had
taken him to get out of Hell. Everyone he had ever known was dead by
now.

"And who is this lovely lady?" his mother asked of Annie.

"This is Annie Collins," Chris introduced.

"Nice to meet you," Annie said although in truth she had met them
before.

"We have something to announce," Chris said holding Annie's hand. His
parents and grandfather waited patiently.

"We're going back," Chris smiled.

"To Hell?" his father joked.

"Back to Earth, the land of the living," Chris clarified.

His parents and grandfather gave worried looks. "Is this truly what you
want? On Earth, there are sufferings, disappointments, and death," his
mother reminded him.

"I'm sure," Chris said. "We don't have much time," Chris said referring
to the angel waiting for them down below.

"We've waited centuries for you, kiddo. What's another century?" his
father said sadly and shook Chris' hand.

"Just a word," Chris' grandfather said taking Chris aside. "This is
very stupid...and very brave of you, my son. You've done what no one else
has ever achieved, no doubt many have tried," he said sadly.

"You were the one that attacked us in the house," Chris realized.

"Forgive me, son. I knew that only by creating a common enemy, would
the two of you work together," he said.

"Well, it worked," Chris allowed.

"Win her heart, son, and get me some great grand-kids," Albert smiled.

"Sure, I'll find her," Chris said confidently.

Chris then reunited with Annie and walked down the hill to the angel.
"I'm scared," Annie confessed.

"It will be great," Chris assured her.

"Find me," Annie said as she kissed him.

The two disappeared in a flash of light.

***

A boy and a girl met at a dock playing with toy sailboats. The
sailboats hit and the smaller one sank into the lake. The boy watched
his boat sink with annoyance. The girl smiled and laughed upon seeing
the boy's frustrated face. She reached for her basket and took out a
sandwich and gave it to him. The boy no longer remembered his toy
sailboat. All he could think about was the pretty girl in front of him.

"What's your name?" the boy asked as he ate his sandwich. "My name is
Chris."

"My name is Annie," she replied.

End

Wingman

Author: 

  • TGFictionStv

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations
  • Magic
  • Comedy
  • Parody
  • Mystery or Suspense

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Amnesia
  • Bad Boy to Good Girl
  • Caught with Consequences
  • Identity Crisis
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Bad Girls / Promiscuity
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Gym Class / Cheerleaders
  • Memory Loss
  • She-Males

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  • Posted by author(s)

Wingman

(Based on John Tucker Must Die)

Kate Spencer, a long-haired blond girl, sat in the stands for her university basketball game as star player John Tucker made the winning basket. He was fairly tall, had an athletic body, short brown hair, pale complexion, and was often compared to as a Greek god. He also had that winning smile. After the game, John was interviewed by a school reporter, Carrie Schaeffer, a short-haired blond. John casually put his hand around her flirtatious implying to Kate they were dating as the camera rolled. However, it also seemed like John was paying close attention to head cheerleader, Heather Montgomery, an African American girl with a very sexy body.

Kate first met John face-to-face at a restaurant she worked at. He was there all by himself seemingly lost in thought. "Hi," she said pleasantly.

"I'm not just ready to order, yet," he said awkwardly.

"Of course, I'll be back later," Kate said leaving him be. Shortly thereafter, Carrie arrived. John politely pulled the chair out for her.

"I've decided to write a children's book," Carrie said resolved.

"That's great. I like kids," John nodded.

Carrie then expertly pronounced the French items on the menu. "So sexy when you speak French," John said impressed and gave her a kiss.

Over the next couple of days, Kate noticed John inviting multiple women for dinner. The second was Heather where he entertained her new cheerleading chant. "Two green salads and lobster for her," John said smoothly knowing Heather's tastes intimately. "Steak for me, medium-rare."

"That top looks so hot on you," John said referring to Heather's orange tank top. "I bet it looks even better off of you," he smiled flirtatiously as he kissed her.

The next time, John was with a curly brunette named Beth McIntyre who happened to be a vegan. John proceeded to order the best vegan dish on the menu. In all of this, Kate was genuinely impressed he could keep track of all three girls' tastes.

Finally, John had dinner with Scott Williams which was a little out of place in a romantic French restaurant. Kate couldn't help but overhear their conversation. "So, how are you hitting it off with the girls?" Scott, his best friend, asked.

"I have three, so far, but I'm always looking for more," John assured him.

"Good deal but you have to have actual sex with them for this to work," Scott reminded him.

"I don't know. Is this really the best approach?" John said skeptically.

"You want to be lonely during your college years? I mean, it's up to you," Scott allowed.

John sighed. "Alright, I'll get me a few more."

"That's the spirit," Scott smiled.

Kate hid her shock and disgust as the two men casually entertained cheating and womanizing. "So, what will it be, guys?" she asked.

John deferred to Scott in an unusual move allowing him to order for both of them. Kate then walked off with their order but not before hearing more of their conversation. "That was weird," John admitted.

"You're going to have to get used to it, buddy," Scott smiled.

***

At the university, John made the rounds on his three girlfriends as Kate watched intrigued. He snuck up behind Heather and gave her a twenty for raffle tickets she was selling. He then made his way over to Beth, gave her a pat on the butt, and signed her animal-rights petition. Finally, he went over to Carrie to give her a cupcake as she ran her media booth. Carrie was thrilled with the gift and seductively placed her chocolate-covered finger in his mouth.

Kate was certain that Carrie was John's favorite but couldn't be entirely sure. It just seemed to depend on his mood at the time. Unfortunately for John, Carrie, Heather, Beth, and Kate were all on the university volleyball team, the only thing all four had in common. It was there that Kate decided to do her civic duty.

"I'm dating John Tucker," she lied pretending as if it slipped.

"Wait, I'm dating John Tucker," Heather said outraged.

"The fuck? I'm dating John Tucker," Carrie said and the two proceeded to fight about it.

"You two are delusional. I'm dating John Tucker," Beth interjected.

Kate watched passively as the three girls got into a physical fight that the coach had to eventually break it up. There were a number of bitch-slaps, balls being thrown at people's heads, and tackles. Feeling she had done her duty, Kate then walked off.

***

In the library, Kate happened to see Scott studying by himself. Curiosity getting the better of her, she decided to ask him some questions. "You're Scott Williams, right?"

"Yep," he said disinterestedly.

"You're like John Tucker's best friend. You two come to my restaurant all the time," Kate said sitting down across from him.

"You're the waitress," Scott recalled.

"Right, so, what's his deal? I mean, I'm not judging or anything but there was a huge fight on the volleyball court over him."

"Well...shit," Scott frowned.

"Is there a problem?" Kate wondered.

"Yeah, the three of them weren't supposed to know. It kind of ruins the whole thing," Scott said vaguely.

"Why not share them?" Kate asked boldly. "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Well, no, but it's simply not the right time for me," Scott said awkwardly.

"So, John gets three girls and you don't get any. Doesn't seem fair," Kate pointed out.

"We have a special friendship. I'm his wingman. I help him with his relationships the best I can. He's my bro. I would do anything for him," Scott said.

"But what does he do for you?" Kate asked curiously.

"Right now, it seems really one-sided but soon I'll be the one generously compensated," Scott smiled at the thought of it.

"Sure, nice talking to you," Kate gave him a fake smile and left the library.

Scott eyed Kate wondering what to make of her and then texted John to warn him of a potential girl ambush.

***

John eyed his phone with a frown as Heather came up to him in the halls. "Hey, John, can I talk to you for a moment?" she asked.

"Yeah, sure, what's up?" John asked nervously.

"On the court today, some loser said she was dating you," Heather said.

"And you believed her? Really?" John asked smoothly.

"No, I mean, I don't know," Heather admitted.

"You're the only one for me. You know that," John said giving her a kiss. "I don't know why girls say stuff like that. I think they're just jealous because we share something special. We have an unspoken bond," John said to her as he gave her another kiss.

It wasn't long before Carrie, Heather, and Beth ended up at the library to hash out what was really happening. Kate eyed them from a distance pretending to be studying but secretly intrigued by this drama. The three girls began to verbally fight over who John was really into and then discussed their sex lives with him in graphic detail.

"You know what I would do? I'd get even," Kate said to them and walked out hoping it would cause even more chaos.

***

At her house, Kate continued to study while her slightly older sister was getting ready for a date. "You have a date, tonight?" Kate asked surprised.

"Yes, he's a college athlete and a veterinarian student named John Tucker. You might have heard of him," Lori said.

"I have and he's bad news. He's dating at least three other girls, right now," Kate said nonchalantly.

"Wait...what?" Lori thought she misheard.

"Let me guess, a guy named Scott got you two together at some bar?" Kate assumed.

"How did you know?" Lori asked stunned.

"Go ahead and have your fun. I'm just warning you," Kate shrugged.

"Now, I have to rethink everything," Lori said displeased.

***

At the bar, John frowned as he was given a rejection text from Lori. "Lori isn't coming," he said to Scott.

"Lori Spencer," Scott said thoughtfully. "Does she have a sister?"

"Facebook says...yes," John said showing her face.

"That's the girl. She's the waitress at that French restaurant. She's bad news, bro. She has you figured out. She's likely behind those three girls fighting over you at the volleyball court," Scott said.

"It doesn't matter. I had sex with all three girls and I am now locked in," John said dismissively.

"Well, too bad about Lori. I'll find another girl for you," Scott promised.

"The more the better," John said giving Scott a high-five.

***

John ended up with a blond girl named Holly for the evening. They went to the movie theater only for an ad to be displayed showing John as the poster boy for genital herpes. "It's just a modeling gig," John said to Holly but she immediately bailed.

The three jilted girlfriends and Kate were in the theater as well, pleased with John exiting the theater humiliated. What they didn't know was that Scott had eyed the four of them together and now knew what was up.

To get ahead of this incident, John not only denied having herpes but volunteered for an outreach organization to reduce STD transmission and awareness on the college campus earning an award for his efforts. For this, his popularity with the ladies actually soared.

***

On the basketball court, John met up with Heather. At this point, John was aware that Heather was on to him but didn't care. He just needed to remain civil with her. He went for his water bottle and his protein powder not aware that Heather had drugged it with estrogen powder.

"What's up, babe?" John asked her as he saw her.

"Are you trying to bulk up?" she asked him as he went for the powder.

"Yeah, I figured I would until the basketball season ends," John confirmed.

"Well, it's not working. I think you're losing tone," Heather antagonized. "It's cool, though. I like the slim guy look."

"I'm losing tone?" John asked genuinely concerned.

"Maybe you should double up doses," Heather suggested.

"Yeah, thanks for the heads-up," John said appreciatively. Heather then walked off as John got a text warning him as to what Heather had done from Scott who was in the bleachers. John pretended to drink his protein shake in front of Heather and then put it aside.

***

At chemistry class, Scott strolled over to Kate. "I notice you don't have a lab partner," he said casually.

"I wasn't aware you were taking this class," Kate said surprised.

"I newly transferred in. It's complicated," Scott said.

"Alright," Kate allowed.

"Look, I know that you're trying to make it difficult for John, but it's not what you think," he said to her.

"Oh really? Because as far as I can tell, he's a cheating scumbag in need of some poetic justice," Kate said calmly.

"John just wants to have a lot of friends...who happen to be girls. But society finds that odd so he has to play the part of being interested in them sexually," Scott said.

"So, he's gay?" Kate wondered surprised.

"No, no, it's just..., I don't know," Scott said trying to figure out what to say.

"Take your time, I believe in you," Kate said sarcastically as she read her chemistry instructions.

"I think you should date him and have sex with him. It would make it better for both of you. I promise," Scott said bluntly.

"Wow, you have to be the best wingman ever," Kate rolled her eyes.

"I'm actually inexperienced in this area. I mean, I've helped John get a dozen girls, so far, but I'm sure he would get more if he were in better hands. I mean, he's just masculine perfection," Scott said adoringly.

Kate gave him an odd look. "Are you two gay and simply pretending to be straight, because you're trying way too hard."

"No, it's not like that at all," Scott denied.

"How about I go on a date with you and only you," Kate suggested.

Scott gave her a torn look. "I can't," he said.

"Do I not meet your criteria?" Kate asked mockingly.

"It's that...I couldn't do that to John. He gets first dibs," Scott said.

"I assure you, I will never fuck John now or ever," Kate said resolved.

"Well, can you at least not interfere in our operation, here?" Scott asked nicely.

"As long as your friend is being a man-slut, I'm going to expose him," Kate told him off.

"Well...shit," Scott said frustrated and walked off.

***

That evening, John wasn't playing his best game. He was getting pushed around, his chest was sensitive, and he was lacking that drive he usually had. At halftime, John went over to Scott on the sidelines. "I feel like shit out there. Is it already happening?" he wondered.

"Fuck that noise. You are in peak condition. This is your last season. Make it count," Scott said to him. The two gave each other a bro-hug and then John went back out onto the court.

Heather couldn't help but give a WTF look as she stared at them. John went down the court with the ball, slammed into an opposing player, missed the basket, and then hit the floor hard. "Tucker, you good?" the coach asked him.

"Yeah," John said getting up.

The crowd clapped for him as he got back up much to the dismay of the jilted girlfriends. John didn't play very well for the rest of the game but his determination to keep going won the respect of many in the stands.

***

The next day, John talked it up with three girls impressed by his performance on the court. At the gym, John felt his strength greatly declined but was able to hide this fact from his female admirers. No longer needing Carrie, Heather, or Beth, he proceeded to dump them earning some slaps. The three now ex-girlfriends counter-attacked by talking mad shit about John to the girls.

Wanting to get to the bottom of this, John finally met up with Kate. "You having fun making my life difficult?" he asked casually.

"Absolutely," Kate smiled.

"I know you think you're on the right side of the moral equation but it's not that simple," John said to her.

"Oh, do explain to me how cheating and womanizing is the moral thing to do," Kate requested.

"I just want to be friends with all of these girls. I can't help it if they want something more. I'd like to be friends with you," John said to her.

"You figure if you can silence me, your operation will go more smoothly?" Kate assumed.

"Look, I'm kind of a big deal. My family has money. I can take you wherever you want. We don't even need to do anything...sexual," John said to her.

"You're asking me to throw my gender under the bus to get perks from you?" Kate asked accusingly.

"Yeah, something like that," John agreed.

"Normally, in a situation like this I would tell you to fuck off, but you and Scott are a very curious duo. So, heads I accept and tails I block your every move," Kate said taking out a quarter and flipping it.

***

At chemistry class, Scott made his move on Kate who happened to have flipped tails. "You know, there's a great music scene in this town," he said.

"Cool," Kate nodded.

"I mean, John's pretty good at guitar and has a good singing voice," Scott continued.

"Really?" Kate asked unimpressed.

"These are for you," Scott said giving her flowers.

"Wow, is this a bribe?" Kate asked astonished.

"Yeah," Scott nodded.

"Try harder," Kate said to him.

***

Down the hall, John ditched two girls he was trying to romance up and walked over to Kate. "Oh, hey. Did you like the flowers?" he asked her.

"Uh, yeah," Kate said appreciatively.

"Do you want my number?" John asked her.

"I don't have a pen," Kate said dismissively and walked off.

"Damn it," John said frustratedly.

He then went to see Scott in the cafeteria. "You're now in her chemistry class. What's her deal?" John asked exasperated.

"She's got this self-righteous thing going on. I don't think she's your type," Scott said honestly.

"Type is irrelevant. All I need to do is romance them and then fuck them," John said.

"She's into Elvis Costello, obscure podcasts, and reads Dave Eggers. She's deeper than most girls," Scott said.

"I'm deep. I got the poetry club in the bag," John said.

"Maybe, you've done enough, man," Scott considered.

"Maybe," John said uncertainly.

***

That evening at the game, John did better this time winning the game for the team. His teammates carried him around the court. Scott clapped approvingly for him. Kate eyed John and Scott wondering what their deal was. John came up to Kate.

"How about we go to the beach at sunset. There will be lots of people there. Just as friends," he suggested to her.

"Will Scott be there?" Kate asked.

"Sure," John said.

"Okay," Kate said as curiosity got the better of her.

***

That weekend, Kate went to the beach and was met by an enthusiastic John. "So, tell me about yourself," John asked not bothering to hold her hand or anything. "I want to know everything. Your whole life story."

"It's still being written," Kate said coyly.

"So, it's a mystery," John detected.

"Yeah, kind of like you and Scott," Kate said knowingly.

"Scott is my best friend, my bro. That's all," John said defensively.

"Why don't you help him get dates. Sharing is caring, after all," Kate asked.

"He's still not over a very messy breakup," John lied.

John proceeded to take off his jacket and then his shirt showing some impressive pecs and abs. "Like the view?" he enticed.

Kate rolled her eyes but then noticed something a little odd. His nipples were slightly larger than they should be with a little fat underneath them greatly contrasting with the rest of his chest. John seemed to catch on and decided to put his shirt back on. "Yeah, too cold for that," he said awkwardly.

"Is it?" Kate questioned.

"You know what we should do? We should cook smores," John suggested.

***

The two epically failed at cooking marshmallows but neither cared. "So, can I give you a ride home?" John asked her.

"Sure," Kate allowed.

"Alright then," John helped her up and led her to the parking lot.

Once inside his truck, John sighed as he wondered what to do. He ended up driving her home while playing Elvis Costello. "You like him?" Kate asked.

John bristled at that. "No, but I know you do."

"Your spy wingman, Scott," Kate assumed.

"That's right," John confirmed.

"Not very romantic of you to admit that," Kate said obviously.

"I was hoping all this effort Scott and I have been trying to do would win you over," John said.

"You want a threesome with me?" Kate wondered.

"No, no, no, Scott's my wingman. He would never," John clarified.

"What is Scott getting in return for helping you out?" Kate asked.

"I could tell you but then I'd have to kill you," John joked.

The two arrived at Kate's house. John walked her over to her door. "Kate, I really like you. I want to be really good friends with you. I don't want to risk anything by going too fast but I am kind of running low on time. So, I could walk you to your door or we could go to my place, have some wings, maybe some sex," John suggested.

"John, you don't have sex with someone you just want as a friend," Kate said obviously.

"I do," John said bluntly.

"Tell you what, John. I'm going to give you a pity kiss because I pity you," Kate said and then gave him a kiss.

"Wow, that's a start," John said pleased.

"Goodnight, John. I had fun," Kate said and then entered her house.

***

A few days later, John took Kate to her own restaurant shocking Kate's co-worker who was completely aware of John's antics. Surprising her, John took Kate out of the restaurant and onto a sailing boat he had reserved for them. Inside the boat was a bed if the opportunity arose.

"Thank you for organizing this. It's very romantic, but I'm not sleeping with you," Kate told him off.

"I really think you should reconsider. I want to be the best of friends with you," John said sincerely.

"You keep using that word. I don't think you know what it means," Kate rebuked.

"Have you lost good friends over the years?" John asked.

"Sure," Kate nodded.

"What if you didn't have to lose them? What if you could change reality, so you never lost any of your friends?" John asked.

"Sounds great but this is the real world," Kate pointed out.

"The truth...is that if we have sex, it will be as if we have always been friends, even best friends from the beginning. We'll have such great memories together," John said to her.

"You're telling me your penis can warp all of reality?" Kate asked incredulously.

"Yes," John nodded.

Kate couldn't help but smile. "What?" John asked her.

"Why settle for best friends? Why not be my lover?" Kate asked.

"I can't...," John said vaguely. "But best friends would be good."

"You...want to have sex with me...so you can be my BFF?" Kate asked.

"Something like that," John agreed.

Kate simply stared at him. "Oh, now, I get it."

"What?" John gave her a haunted look.

"You're dying. Is that it? You're dying and you want to fuck as many girls as you can before you kick the bucket. You're not looking for commitment because you're going to die anyway. Did I figure it out?" Kate asked.

"I'm not dying," John said truthfully.

"Then, you're just an asshole," Kate concluded.

"Look, it might still work if you suck my dick. I don't know for sure. No one has to know," John offered.

"Answer is no," Kate refused him.

"Well, I'm going to get shit-faced then," John said getting a wine bottle out.

"You drink wine?" Kate asked incredulously.

"No, but I figure I better get used to it," he said as he poured himself a glass.

***

John and Scott looked over their notes on his conquest in the locker room. "You've got thirty confirmed kills and ten maybes. Don't you think that's enough?" Scott asked.

"Sure but I'm looking for quality over quantity now. I want Kate Spencer," John said resolved.

"Forget that bitch. She's been a thorn in our side, and she's not cracking," Scott said.

"That's why I want her. I mean, this list just proves that all of my future friends are total sluts," John disapproved.

"There's no way around it. If you don't fuck them, they won't be your friends now or ever," Scott pointed out.

"I'm scared, man. All of this is coming so fast. I can't even be shirtless in public, anymore," John lamented.

"You'll get through this. I got you, buddy," Scott said giving him a bro-hug.

What the two of them were not aware of is that the three jilted girlfriends had been recording them. Kate watched the video wondering what the fuck was going on.

***

John and Scott made preparations for his 21st birthday party. "I can't believe it's upon me," John moaned.

"I'm going to make this the best birthday party you've had," Scott said to him.

"How can I ever repay you, man?" John asked.

"You know how," Scott smiled.

***

At the party, the hall was filled with college students. The music was blaring from the speakers, a live band, and there were giant birthday balloons suspended from the ceiling. In attendance were Kate and the three jilted girlfriends. "It's John Tucker toast time. Hey, John, come up here, man. Check this out. A birthday party comes once a year. Now, old pal, cut this cake and see who's giving you a spanking," Scott said up on the stage.

Two girls then sprung out of the fake cake and took either side of him. Carrie then came up with an incriminating CD to give to Scott to play. "Thanks," Scott said having no intention of playing it.

Kate then surprised John by getting on stage with him. "Tell me the truth, the whole truth, and I'll be with you, tonight," she said softly.

"Okay, my place," John nodded.

***

After the party, a very nervous John drove Kate to his place looking at his watch every so often. Once he was in his room, John started throwing up from anxiety.

"You didn't even drink," Kate said surprised.

"I feel like my whole world is coming down upon me. I'm going to call Scott," John said getting his phone.

"No, I just want you," Kate rejected.

"Unless we go all the way, there's no point," John told her.

"What the fuck are you on about?" Kate demanded.

John felt his body starting to shift. "Fuck, it's already starting," he said as he felt his bones and muscles begin to shrink.

"What's wrong with you?" Kate asked alarmed.

"I'm okay," he said panting as he rested on the bed.

"You look like you're having a heart attack," Kate said.

"It's just part of the process," he said.

"What process?" Kate demanded losing patience.

John hesitated to answer. "I'm under an old family curse, alright. On my twenty-first birthday, I change sex from male-to-female," he said finally.

"What?" Kate asked doubtfully.

"I know it sounds crazy but you'll see soon enough," John said as his hair started to grow out, his face becoming more feminine, and his body continuing to shrink.

"But what about all the girls? Was it a last hurrah before you lost your dick?" Kate asked incredulously.

"No, according to the spell, my best friend becomes my soul mate and all my lovers become my friends when reality changes. You see, it's not just a physical change. By tomorrow, everyone will think I've always been female. As a girl, I wanted to have lots of friends to support me. I didn't want to be lonely. It's not enough for a girl to have a boyfriend or husband. She's got to have friends and according to the spell all the girls I fucked will be my friends once reality changes," John explained.

"So, that's why you've wanted to get into my pants. To be best friends with me when you become a girl?" Kate asked.

"Right. I'm not the asshole you think I am. I'm just...scared," he said honestly.

Kate wasn't sure what to think. John was changing before her eyes becoming smaller and more feminine. His clothes were now loose on his body. "Even if I wanted to believe you, why would I want to be best friends with you?" Kate asked crossly.

"You seem lonely, yourself. If you want, you can leave now. Scott should be over in a few hours," John said painfully as his voice began to crack.

"And if I just leave, I'll forget everything about you. It will be as if you never existed. I won't even recognize the girl you," Kate said.

"Right," John nodded.

Kate closed her eyes in contemplation. "I can't believe I'm considering this," she said and then took off her shirt. John stared at her as she took off her bra keeping her back to him. "What if you end up a Lesbian?"

"The spell won't allow it. I know because it's hit every generation of my family," John sighed.

Kate truly felt bad for him. "Fuck it," she said as she got out of her pants and panties. "Well, get out of your clothes before you lose your dick," she said impatiently.

John obliged her taking off his clothes revealing a very slender man. Kate eyed John's shrinking dick realizing she was running out of time. She got on her knees and sucked on him to get him hard. John moaned as she worked on him. In quick order, he was sufficiently hard enough.

"If reality changes, you can't get me pregnant, right?" she asked him.

"That's the idea," he said.

Kate got on top of John and placed his cock at her entrance. With some difficulty, she got him inside of her despite its softness and shortness. Kate then began to ride him working to firm him back up. As she did, she saw John's breasts push out until they were a B-cup. His abs disappeared becoming flat. His arm and leg muscles dramatically shrank. His Adam apple disappeared. Now, John's voice was higher pitched as he moaned. Kate then felt his hips widen underneath her.

"I think I'm almost there," John said in a feminine voice.

Kate brought him up so that they were both in a sitting position and then rode him as hard and as fast as she could. "You almost there?" Kate asked him.

John nodded tensing up. "Fuck," he cried out as he had his final male orgasm. His penis quickly shrank, his testicles disappeared inside him, and he could not longer penetrate her. Kate got off him as she witnessed John's penis shrink until all that remained was a clit.

Finally, John cried out as a vaginal opening manifested itself. Kate watched in wonder as John's genitals were no different than her own. John was now female with all of reality changing with him.

***

The next morning, John awoke to find Scott in her bed. They were both naked under the sheets. John, now Joan, got out of bed and curiously touched her breasts. She went to the bathroom mirror and examined her feminine appearance. Looking back at Scott, she smiled happily. Her best friend had become her lover. Unbeknownst to anyone, Scott had been the only man to have sex with her while she was still a man. It had been a one-time thing requiring a great deal of alcohol but it had worked.

Now, it felt like all of the shame and hesitancy with being a man had been washed away. She was now free to explore like never before. Getting back in bed, she kissed Scott passionately to wake him up. "John, is that you?" he wondered.

Joan simply nodded. "It's Joan now, baby."

"Did we...fuck?" he wondered.

"I think we would have if I had always been a girl. It is my birthday, after all," she said.

"Right. You okay?" he asked concernedly.

"It's going to be weird getting used to, but we can figure it out together," Joan said.

"Well...do you want to figure out sex?" he asked bluntly.

"Yes!" Joan nodded.

"Alright, we'll take it nice and slow," Scott said as he entered her.

***

Later that day, Joan merely wore a t-shirt and women's jeans with sneakers. She wasn't ready to be too adventurous with women's fashion. She met up with Kate, Carrie, Heather, and Beth who all greeted her enthusiastically and gave her hugs as if they had known each other forever.

"So, did you finally hook up with Scott, last night?" Heather asked.

"I did," Joan confirmed.

"That must have been so exciting. How did it go?" Carrie asked.

"He was great," Joan assured her.

"Well, now that you're taken, we'll have to flirt with the guys on our own," Beth said. The three girls then took off to do their own thing leaving Joan and Kate behind.

"I don't remember a lot of what happened. Did I leave you out to dry?" Joan asked Kate.

"Don't worry about it. Now, that you have your man, you have to do something for me," Kate said mischievously.

"What?" Joan wondered.

"Be my wing-girl," she smirked.

Of course. That's what best friends are for," Joan smiled.

***
Author's Notes: I appreciate those who took the time to get to the end. I realize it must have been a little confusing until it finally got to the twist. In a lot of stories, the main character is slowly feminized in "preparation" for the ultimate change. Here, I wanted to put a spin on that trope by having the opposite occur. I also wanted to put forth the notion that having a male lover isn't enough for a "new" girl and that female friendship cannot be ignored which is John's entire motivation.


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