At first glance, Bikini beach looks like just another water park along the side of the highway in an unspecified, southern coastal city. On second glance, an observer might notice that most of the people going into the park were women, many of them young, scantily dressed, and very pretty.
If you parked in the lot and tried to get in, you'd be told that it was a private park, but that passes from one day to lifetime, were available. The park was for women only, but men could buy a pass. That was why there was a smaller Men's Dressing Room just inside the gate.
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Ellie and I have decided to merge our writings of Bikini Beach together and form what we will call, the "Canonical Writings" of Bikini Beach. It makes it easier for everyone to find our works in one place. As a helpful bonus, I have asked Sephrena to add a title page to the Bikini Beach series to point to all the fan fiction created for our universe and provide easy access to finding them as well.
[Admin note: Unfortunately there is no direct way of sorting out the separation of everyone's Bikini Beach Fiction without creating a new tag and I don't really see the need for that. This following key tag word set will lead you to all the Bikini Beach Stories in our archives that have been labeled so. Scroll through the pages to find the ones you haven't read yet and enjoy! ^^ ~Sephrena]
Ellie and I both thank you, our fans, for giving our stories a home here on BigCloset and a special thanks to Sephrena for assisting us.
As one of the reviewers of stories for Elrod, I've been asked about guidelines and such. Elrod had a bunch of material on his web site, but he took that all down. I had printed some of that out. I also reread all of his stories. I'm treating the material I printed, his stories, plus those stories of mine that he had reviewed for me, as "canon." Here it all is.
If you have a story you'd like me to review, in keeping with the wishes of Elrod some years ago, feel free. That's why I'm going through all this.
In either case, my e-mail is [email protected]. I'll try to get back to you quickly. Please remember, that I'm trying to have a life, and other things may get in the way.
Elrod's e-mail is [email protected]. He's also getting energy to write back, and will also review and comment on stories seeking approval.
The One Big Rule: Stories about the park don't have to be upbeat, but they should not be vicious in tone. No gratuitous violence or rape, either. The two stories that almost made Elrod close the park involved one with a slasher lose in the park and one where someone who wanted to dynamite the park and murder the Old Woman, her granddaughter, and the rest of the staff.
Also, while sex happens in these stories, it's pretty much low key and often "off camera." There's description of the excitement and the emotions, not of the athletics or the plumbing.
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At first glance, Bikini beach looks like just another water park along the side of the highway in an unspecified, southern coastal city. On second glance, an observer might notice that most of the people going into the park were women, many of them young, scantily dressed, and very pretty.
If you parked in the lot and tried to get in, you'd be told that it was a private park, but that passes from one day to lifetime, were available. The park was for women only, but men could buy a pass. That was why there was a smaller Men's Dressing Room just inside the gate.
If you bought a pass, you'd be told that you a local health department regulation required you to shower after you changed into your bathing suits. The dressing room has banks of lockers, with benches nearby, and a row of showers along the far wall. There are mirrors on the wall with the door leading into the park. If you try to skip showering, the door won't open. Also, no matter how busy the park was, you (and your group) will be alone in the dressing room.
The water in the showers is comfortably warm. The showerheads can be adjusted to pulse, so the showers are very relaxing.
So relaxing that you won't notice the odd, pink steam that rises from the water. You will notice eventually that the water is changing you into a female. The change may start while you're still in the shower or after you get out, depending in part, on how long you stay in. If you're with others, you'll probably notice the change in them before you notice it in yourself. You may also notice the change — ongoing or complete -- in the mirrors first. Some people think that their reflection is another person at first.
You'll also find that your swim trunks have become the panty of a two-piece female swim suit, most often, a sexy bikini. Someone, usually the Old Woman who owns the park or her granddaughter, will be standing in the room with the matching top. That person will explain that the Old Woman does not allow topless bathing in the park, even for girls too young to need a top. They'll also explain that the Old Woman built the park as a refuge where women could come and not be ogled by men. The park magically changes any male who enters into a female for the length of the pass plus about twelve hours.
That's if you think to ask. Some men become mindless bimbos, women with very sexy bodies, a very low IQ, and a very high libido.
The magic of the park is pre-programmed. Most men become the sort of women they'd like to meet, often their female counterpart, although more attractive. A man looking for a sexy bed partner and nothing more will become just the sort of over-endowed bimbo he was looking for. The park "reads" the man's mental picture, which can be influenced. In "Bikini Beach: Nerds -- Fundraiser", several men voluntarily transforming were shown pictures of strippers or PLAYBOY playmates just before they went to shower and become VERY well- endowed.
New women are usually given what the Old Woman calls "training wheels", knowledge of how to dress in feminine clothes (including bras), how to fix their hair and make-up, and how to walk in high heels. When they look, they'll find that the clothes and personal items they put in their locker have become the feminine equivalents.
Grandmother and Anya use a spell that allows them to read minds. They've been fooled in the past by people who wanted to use the park's magic for bad reasons, so they use the spell to find out the truth. (See my own stories, "Bikini Beach: Mama's Boy" and "Bikini Beach: Child Star.")
The magic can change a male's personality or memory as well as his body and clothes. It can also alter his reality, so that, for the length of the pass, he was born and has lived his life as the female he has become.
The male (or someone else who knows about the park and speaks to the Old Woman beforehand) can "customize" the body (and mind) of the person the male becomes. Age and race can easily be changed. If the new woman becomes pregnant (unless the man and the Old Woman had intended this before the change), the woman cannot change back.
The pass can't be transferred or returned. There was one case ("Bikini Beach: Gift Certificate") of a man buying a pass and giving it to a friend who used it. The friend was changed, and they had a night of sex, but the pass then corrected the situation. The friend changed back, and the one who had bought the pass was changed.
Price of the pass is never mentioned. It's high, but the price can be changed to make it more reasonable if the Old Woman or Anya want to get a particular person. The Old Woman also offers a special rate for them members of military families (whether any are male or not). She also has a special single mother rate for a lifetime pass for a mother and young child or children. This rate can also be used by a wife wishing to change her husband into a young daughter. It includes day care for a "Mommy's Day Off."
The water in any of the rides will also change a male ("Bikini Beach: Midnight Swim). The magic usually only works once, but the Old Woman can modify the change, affecting personality or age of the transformed woman, for example. Water from the park will even change people outside of the park. ("Bikini Beach: Revenge of the Nerds")
Woman, who have longer than a one-day pass, use the Women's Dressing Room on subsequent visits.
Males will be alone when they transform, but may find other women in the Men's Dressing Room when they are dressing to leave the park.
Staff members wear swimsuits with pink T-shirts that have the park name written in a script in a different shade of pink. The park logo is painted in pink on the side of the green pick-up truck that JENNY MICHAELS drives.
The park is open from 10-6 on Sundays, 11 to 9 Monday through Saturday. It closes during heavy rainstorms, especially lightning storms.
The city has some military bases, and is a destination for northern college students on spring break. That's ALL that's every specified. Don't guess or name a city or drop in any recognizable local landmarks.
THE OLD WOMAN is a magic user of considerable power and indeterminate age. She sailed for America in her teens aboard the Titanic. She was involved many years later in a tremendous battle with her daughter, a powerful, evil, and power-seeking wizardess, that left her traumatized and somewhat weakened, so that she is now restricted in her magic to the gender-changing (and related) magic she uses for the park. She also is under a sort of "probation" by the Wizards' Council. The SRU Wizard, an old friend, is watching her for them.
No one knows the Old Woman's name, not even ANYA, her granddaughter. Read "Bikini Beach: In the Beginning" by Elrod for details (also about the Old Woman's powers, the battle, and her status with the Wizards' Council). She is referred to as the Old Woman, Grandmother (as a sign of endearment by many who know her), or Boss (by her employees. She looks about sixty and a bit overweight, though her magic could change her appearance. She is not unattractive, but mostly doesn't care how she looks. She can dress as the consummate professional when she needs to. She treats her staff very well, offering meal breaks, free drinks on hot days, study time for employees still in school, and very good medical and dental benefits, including pregnancy and maternity care.
Grandmother is very proud of the park. She works at making it an enjoyable experience for all her customers, even the born women, who never experience the magic. She has sent ANYA to look at other water parks around the country and is currently planning a major expansion with RONNIE HARRIS financing and GREG working as part of the design. She lives in one of RONNIE HARRIS'S condos across the highway from the park.
She uses her magic to protect the park and the privacy of its patrons. She's also built a very high fence around the park and won't install security cameras (not even when someone was vandalizing the park in "Bikini Beach: A Private Matter.") She can be vengeful or nasty, but she also has a mischievous sense of humor. All these are reflected in the "automatic" version of the magic that performs the transformations.
They are more apparent in some of the stories, where she takes a hand. In "Bikini Beach: Skinheads", she turned three tattooed, arrogant neo-nazis into a Black, a Latina, and an Oriental who would only cause trouble for the "men who get them pregnant." Those three kept their memories. The two males in "Bikini Beach: Gatecrashers" forgot their original identities becoming boy-crazy teens. She also has a soft side. In "Bikini Beach: Sugar and Spice", she used the park's magic to save a marriage and a family by changing a toddler who'd become retarded because of a botched surgery on his genitals when newborn into a girl who'd never had the surgery. The girl was a bright, happy child, not the male child whose mental problems had caused a severe strain on his family.
The OLD WOMAN has been horribly hurt by men ("BIKINI BEACH: CUSTOMER SERVICE"). Sometimes, if she loses her temper, this has been reflected in her transformations. This worries her. There is a "dark side" to the magic she uses (much like the Force in STAR WARS. Giving in to anger or fear allows that dark side to influence the magic user, and THE OLD WOMAN fears this happening to ANYA -- or to herself.
ANYA is the OLD WOMAN'S granddaughter and a powerful magic user in her own right. The OLD WOMAN has trained her in both magic and the business of running the park. ANYA has traveled to other cities to check out other water parks. She is a very attractive brunette just past her 23rd birthday. At 23, a magic user gains the ability to move between realms, which means that she can get advanced training in wizardry. She's "on the cusp of new powers.... [her] values and judgment are going to be tested in ways... [she]could never predict...[and] be confronted with forces and people who are...black as night,...trying to turn...[her] to their own evil ends." (from "Bikini Beach: In the Beginning")
In the past, she's deferred to her grandmother's decisions, but she's begun questioning decisions (transformations0 that she disagrees with and setting up a Bikini Beach Support Group (for transformees stuck as women and having trouble adjusting to the change; "Bikini Beach: Customer Service") against her grandmother's wishes. Thus alarms the OLD WOMAN who remembers the rebellious attitudes of ANYA'S mother. (Again, see "Bikini Beach: In the Beginning.")
For the most part, ANYA is a happy well-adjusted young woman, if a bit exuberant. She has her own sense of humor and sense of justice, and these have been seen in the stories. Anya likes to relax and party, often going out clubbing with Dani from Spells 'R' Us, ELIZABETH NELSON, JENNY MICHAELS, and VICKY MARTIN. She's had a number of boyfriends and is sexually active. One previous boyfriend, Jake, was voluntarily transformed into a woman. She kept the new reality and, as Jana, is now Jana, a rising police officer. Her current boyfriend, Greg, is also aware of the park. He often transforms, picking different female shapes and spends time with ANYA as Gwen. They are somewhat serious in their relationship.
ELIZABETH NELSON was born Arnold Nelson, an old man suffering from Alzheimer's Disease. ANYA took pity on him when she saw that his family was tired of caring for hi and wanted him to die. The magic of the park transformed Arnold into a 19-year old woman with no trace of the disease. ELIZABETH isn't a knockout; she's more the wholesome, "girl-next-door", tall and slender, well-tanned, with her long dark blonde hair worn in a ponytail. She's an enigma to the guys she meets; wise beyond her tears, but innocent as a girl. Arnold Nelson grew up during the Depression and was a Marine in World War II. Elizabeth (named for Arnold's wife) is the chief lifeguard. She teaches swimming classes every weekend (and during the summer) at the park's Junior Lifeguard Academy. ELIZABETH lives in one of the condos in RONNIE HARRIS' building.
JENNY MICHAELS was Jim Michaels, an unemployed middle-aged handyman. Kim grew up on his family's farm. When the family lost the farm, he did a few years in the Navy before coming to the city where the park is located. He's a skilled jack-of-all-trades, but he lacked the formal education to get a good job. When Grandmother hired her to care for the machinery of the park, she became the youthful JENNY. JENNY takes after Scotty in STAR TREK: the park's machinery is her "baby", and woe to anyone who damages anything. JENNY has long, wavy red hair; a modest figure; but perky breasts; narrow waist; well- rounded butt; and long, sexy legs. Her voice is soft and feminine. She is still having trouble adjusting to her new sexuality and is somewhat attracted to both men and women, but more-so to women. JENNY also lives in one of RONNIE HARRIS'S condos, and has personal use of the truck she drives for the park.
THE FOUR GIRLS: four frat boys from the local college snuck into the park late one night with VICKY MARTIN to try to ride the rides because they couldn't afford passes. ("Bikini Beach: Midnight Swim") They did damaged several of the rides, total cost almost $20 thousand. The water they came in contact with changed them all into girls. Grandmother threatened them with arrest, and they agreed to work of the damage. It will take at least two years of part-time work, and they'll be female until the damage is paid. Everyone remembers them as girls, and they've adjusted to the point that they're all dating, though not seriously. It's likely that they won't want to change back when they've paid their debt. The four girls, who do various jobs around the park as needed (work at the gate, cashier in the restaurants, clean up the trails, etc. are:
Belinda (Bill) - long, straight locks of brunette hair long enough to touch her round, full breasts. She has a narrow waist and well- toned body. She is a computer science major.
Norma (Norman) Greene - short, dark hair cut in a pageboy. Slender arms, but a full, Rubenesque ("Earth mother") figure; good legs and a delicate, "girl-next-door" face. She is an education major, minoring in English, which she wants to teach at the high school level.
Marta (Mark) - a thick wave of auburn hair that hangs across her face and short, wavy bangs on her forehead; large, round breasts capped by large brown nipples; soft, delicate hands with long fingernails. Marta is majoring in business administration.
Holly (Hank) - long, fine, sandy brown hair that hangs down past her shoulders with very little curl. It's parted in the middle and swung back behind her ears. She has a long neck; not too big, perfect, perky breasts; a narrow waist; wide, round hips; and long, slender legs. She has "definitely green" eyes; a small, upturned nose; and full lips. She is studying electronic engineering.
VICKY MARTIN was Vick, a practical joker in high school ("Bikini Beach: Midnight Swim" and "Vicky's Tale"). His best friend, Jim, persuaded him that they should both masquerade as girls and enter the spring pageant. They bought their costumes at SRU and, at midnight, Jim became Tanya, a flighty girl with no memory of her male past. Vick had substituted a brunette wig of his mother's for the blonde one the Wizard supplied. His body and past were changed, but VICKY remembered who she had been.
She hated her new life and fell in with a rough crowd. She got into college based on Vick's grade, but she became a party girl, having casual sex, smoking, and taking drugs. When she realized where she was heading, she managed to turn her life around. She's become a good student, though she switched her major from engineering to history/pre-law.
After the accident in "Midnight Swim", she confessed her past to ANYA. ANYA would like to help her change back, but the SRU spell and the OLD WOMAN'S magic have made this VERY unlikely.
She is very cautious about her relationships with men. She is a friend of the members of NU RHO DELTA having helped them several times. ("Bikini Beach: Nerds - Holiday Queen" and "Bikini Beach: Nerds - Date Rape Avenger") She and Rob are attracted to each other. She likes him to the point that she worries about NOT wanting to change back if ANYA ever figures out how to do that. They've talked her past (and possible male future) at length, and they are starting to date.
VICKY is a perky brunette, with not too large/not too small breasts, a small waist, and a round, feminine ass. She has shapely legs and is about 5-foot 7.
RONNIE HARRIS was Ronald Harris, a lecherous, politically powerful developer, who built a condo across the highway from the park so he could spy on the women in the park from his penthouse ("Bikini Beach: The New Neighbor"). The OLD WOMAN tried everything she could to stop him (gaining a number of new lifetime members in the process), but nothing worked. Seeming to give up, she offered Ron a lifetime membership in return for four units in the condo and discount on memberships for condo residents. Ronnie agreed and was transformed. RONNIE is just as formidable a business woman, but she's now a gracious lady and a great friend of the park and its members, using her influence to protect their privacy, to help the park in the proposed expansion, and on women's issues in general.
RONNIE has shoulder length brown hair, swept behind her ears and curled under at the tips. Precise bangs hang down to just above her eyebrows. She isn't a teen beauty, but is drop dead gorgeous with looks that belie her years (she could be thirty or fifty). Her breasts are average size, but very firm, cones, with no sign of sag, and large, dark nipples. Her narrow waist shows no sign of fat or stretch (no childbirth). She has a soft green eyes; a small, perfect nose, and soft, full lips. She has no visible wrinkles. Her voice is a soft, pleasant alto.
RONNIE sunbathes nude on the balcony of her penthouse and exercises regularly. She dates, sometimes being seen with a young "boy-toy."
CHESTER/CHASTITY MIDDLETON ("DR. CHASTITY") is the park's on-site doctor. The OLD WOMAN could get a sizeable discount on insurance if there was a doctor on site. Dr. Middleton, a very competent physician, applied because he didn't want to be treating "diseases of the rich" or waste all his time going through bureaucratic hoops to get permission to do medicine. His family is wealthy, but he doesn't talk to them much. He was taken aback by the transformation, but decided to give it a try.
He warmed to the changes when he met and fell in love with the lesbian Daphne. He now spends Monday and Tuesday as Daphne's male husband and best friend and the other five days of the week (when the park is busy enough that she might be needed) as her lesbian lover. Changing more often than that could be dangerous. She wears a bright orange (easier to spot) T-shirt with very short sleeves. The T-shirt has the Bikini Beach logo on one shoulder and a red cross in white circle (standard symbol for medical personnel) on the other.
Her credentials are as CHESTER MIDDLETON. Her male persona has privileges at the local hospital closest to the park. This hospital is a major facility that even does organ transplants. ("Bikini Beach: Organlegger")
Daphne's family, which had been very upset about her sexual preference, only know -- and have happily accepted -- her male husband. She's wealthy, also. Her father owns the company that manufactures the pumps and other hydrological equipment that make the park work.
DR. CHESTER is a tall, handsome, man about thirty, with an athletic build. CHASTITY is also tall for a woman, with a supple, athletic body. The OLD WOMAN doesn't "touch" his mind, so both have the exactly the same personality (including sexual interest in women). Daphne is a willowy blonde.
NU RHO DELTA FRATERNITY -- NRD ("The Nerds"), a frat loosely based on the heroes of the REVENGE OF THE NERDS movies. They live in a house that they converted from an old gym and are familiar with the magic of the park and have used it to their advantage on several occasions. The members include:
Brandon - a nerdish type who fits the stereotype to a tee, and Robert's best friend and roommate. Robert and Brandon grew up together. Brandon is a computer genius, but is very awkward around girls.
Robert - Not quite as nerdish as Brandon, but still awkward around others, especially girls. His talents lean more toward the sciences such as Chemistry and Physics.
Bertram Smythe - Robert and Brandon's other roommate. From Britain, Bert is an ardent chess player. He is often rather contemplative, and has a sharp wit.
Arnold - He was late to be recognized as gifted, and as a result, got into trouble in high school because he was bored. Now he uses his talents and sense of mischief to help the gang.
Chuck - A Navy veteran and electronics genius. Chuck spent time as a soundman in submarines, where he honed his electronics skills. He is looked up to as kind of a mentor. Like Arnold, he is prone to pull pranks just for fun, although his pranks tend to be more sophisticated.
Chuck, Rob, Brandon, Bert, and Arnold are the executive committee of the fraternity.
Fred - A sixteen year old early graduate from high school. Very gifted, but socially awkward.
Greg - Anya's boyfriend, and long-time friend from 'back home' ("Bikini Beach: Anya and Me"). He's studying entertainment architecture at the U, and did a project for the old woman for an expansion of the park. He helped the nerds with a fund-raiser pin-up calendar of their members (transformed into supermodels by the park), and they accepted him into the frat.
Paul -- a member of the fraternity changed into Melanie Keilani Lewis, a slender and athletic looking, half-Polynesian girl with dark wavy hair framing her face, so the frat could enter a contestant in the Winter Festival Pageant. She won and had to stay female for the rest of the school year. Melanie was "seduced" by her new popularity and shunned the frat, hanging out with the snobbish members of the Gamma sorority. She recanted and is now Vicky's roommate.
Dean Howard Livingstone - A long-time educational bureaucrat, the dean actively supports fraternities, with the exception of the nerds. His reasons are unknown. He is an honorary member of the Alpha Sigma Sigma fraternity (an "in" frat known for partying), and is their faculty advisor.
Bikini Beach is a large-fenced in water park not far from the actual beach. The fence is almost 20 feet high to discourage both voyeurs and gate crashers.
The park is across the highway from a large, upscale, high rise condominium owned by RONNIE HARRIS. Only women can own units in the condo. The OLD WOMAN, ANYA, ELIZABETH, and JENNY live in three of them. RONNIE HARRIS lives in the penthouse. She sometimes sunbathes there in the nude.
The park is rectangular. The entrance is at the southeastern corner. There's a large parking lot against the southern and eastern sides. The park is divided into four play areas for all ages. A park expansion is under construction, which will result in the park being L-shaped, with new themed areas of "The Ancient World" and "Jungle Adventure". Greg had a major role in the new design work.
(The descriptions below are mainly from the Old Woman's First Advertising Brochure.)
South Seas Adventures
A tropical paradise for the whole family, with something for everyone from swimming to surf, from rafting to body slides. Age and height restrictions are posted on all rides.
_he Lagoon: a 35,000 square foot swimming pool surrounded by white, sandy beaches and tropical foliage. Polynesian Tiki statues hide water cannons and fountains, while two body slides wind through the palm trees and splash into the pool.
Tropical Waves: a 20,000 square foot wave pool, featuring 5-foot waves breaking every few seconds towards the sandy beach. From the deep end for advanced swimmers to the 1-2 foot depth for children and beginners, the waves are fun for all.
Pele's Race: 6 slides race in parallel down the volcano summit in a near-vertical plunge, then glide to a refreshing, watery finish. Tame enough for kids, but fun for all ages.
Lava Run: Race down the lava run slalom course, riding fast mats, from the volcano rim to a watery splashdown. Twist and turn as you race down this adventurous course.
The Pipeline: Drop nearly four stories from the volcano summit in a near-vertical plunge, then glide to a refreshing, watery top. Not for the faint of heart. (Bikinis are not recommended for the modest.)
Wild Luau Raft Ride: Groups of 4 ride a raft down this wild, twisting and turning slide down the side of the volcano. Nearly 60 feet high, the ride's 950 feet of watery excitement are fun for the adventurous, yet tame for the family.
Polynesian Plunge Tube Ride: Ride a tube raft through a twisting whitewater slalom course, winding through the Tiki statues, catapulting over waterfalls, and gliding gently to a floating stop in a picturesque island lagoon.
Outrigger Canoe Tube Ride: Ride two in tandem on a tube raft down a mild course, with dips and twists to thrill all swimmers, yet gentle enough for the kids.
Tahiti Twister: Starting nearly fifty feet high, twin corkscrew tubes carry the adventurous through a twisting ride, speeding and splashing in near total darkness to a final drop into a watery lagoon.
Recreation: Play volleyball in the shallow pool or play on the sparkling white sand. Enjoy a relaxing lunch in a grass hut, or eat dinner under the Tiki torches amid the coconut trees. Kick up your feet in a comfy hammock and relax to the sound of the waters.
Wild River Fun
A wilderness river adventure-land, with swimming, raft rides, and steep slides. Age and height limits are posted for all rides.
The Old Swimming Hole: A 35,000 square foot pool area, with sandy river banks for sun bathing. A rope swing straight out of Tom Sawyer, and three slides to give plenty of action for the young-at- heart. A hot tub nearby for the older and weary in its bubbling warmth.
Ole Man River: Nearly a half-mile in length, this gentle river ride winds around the Wild River area for a relaxing inner-tube ride. Numerous stops allow entering and exiting the river near favorite rides.
White Water Family Raft: Starting almost 60 feet above the river, the white water rapids raft carries up to four as it banks, twists, and turns down to the placid beaver dam below. Younger riders must be accompanied by an adult.
Spillway Slide: Slide freely down the wide and slippery slideway, gliding through the dips and bumps, to a big splash in the cool water below.
Dambuster Raft Ride: Ride the raging torrent as a damburst of water carries the raft down the twisting, winding stream. Not recommended for the faint of heart.
Mountain Runoff Raft Ride: The stream is flowing fast as it carries the two-person raft down its winding, twisting path. Fun for the adventurous, yet tame enough for the greenhorn.
Otter's Run Body Slide: Feel the rush of air around your body as you drop nearly 50 feet and hurdle over the twin humps. The sensation of plunging in freefall is a thrill only for the most adventurous. (Bikinis not recommended for the modest.)
Gold Rush Slide: Ride the chute down from the gold mine, twisting and winding down the mountain slope to the stream below. A challenging ride not recommended for the inexperienced.
Recreation: A water volleyball pool tempts all to a friendly game. Dine on the docks of the river landing or catch some sun on the fishing pier. Or just kick back and relax in the shade of the many verandas, each with a special view of the water activities.
Kiddy Play Land
For the non-swimming tots. Activities for toddlers to six years, with parental supervision only. A sign on the path to this area says, "Kiddy Playland is for Non-Swimmers and Beginners. All Children Must Have Adult Supervision." [Note: this section has the only two magical rides in the entire park.]
Frog Prince Splash Pool: A wading pool for the youngsters with whimsical frog statues spraying unpredictably.
Glass Slipper Slide: A gentle water slide for the little ones.
Magic Carpet Slide: A slightly more challenging slide for the older kids, with bumps and dips for added thrills.
Fairy Godmother Tube Slide: A gentle slalom ride waving among magic wand fountains, which spray the riders with a special kind of magical fun.
[Note: Here's my description of this ride from "Bikini Beach: The Children's Hour", a part of "Octet."] "It was a long ride that dipped and waved between a multi-colored columns that squirted water as each tube passed. A stream from one hit Meghan. In an instant she changed into a zebra girl with dark brown stripes, her hair became a blonde mane.
"You look silly," Bree shouted from the tube behind her. Then the water hit her. She became a Dalmatian puppy-girl, all white fur and a scattering of black spots. She looked down at herself and giggled.
The effect lasted the thirty seconds or so it took until they hit the water. Both girls were human again when they came up for air."]
Carriage Ride Tube Slide: A magical ride on a tube raft down a gently twisting, bumping course.
[Note: There may be real magic in this ride, but the fact has never been established. My notion, as I write this guide, is that there's a magical warp to this ride. As it starts, the child turns into an adult, and the ride becomes a exciting, long, twisting plunge. A teen or adult taking the ride becomes a six-year old on the short, gentle slope described in the brochure. The rider changes back to her normal age as she slides out the bottom into the water.]
Fairy Tale Splash Pool: A large water playground and fairy tale castle, with water cannons to spray those nasty witches, drawbridge slides down to the moats, floating alligators, and spraying fountains.
Junior Lifeguard Academy
For the intermediate swimmers, this area provides some adult-free dun and challenges. Ages 6-12 only. LIZ NELSON, the chief lifeguard, hold swimming classes here at noon on Saturdays during the school and weekdays during the summer.
Safety Scramble: Balance on the tortoises, using the overhead safety net, and try to cross the pond of peril.
Splashdown Slide: The escape slide glides down the included cable, leaving the riders dangling from the handles, twisting and bobbling wildly until the final, refreshing splash in the water below.
Waterfall Plunge: Twin slides plunge straight down a hill, ending in a catapult launch in the pool below.
Mountain Climb: Climb the face of the mountain, a thirty-foot climbing wall -- if you can -- and avoid plunging into the water below. Those reaching the top get a ring that's redeemable for a dish of ice cream at the Tiki Hut or the River Landing restaurant.
Olympic Training Pool: [This is mine.] All the rides described above end in an Olympic-sized pool with room for just swimming and one end deep enough to practice diving from the 1-meter and 3-meter boards.
Services
Food Services: are located at the Tiki Hut Restaurant (South Seas Adventure area), the River Landing Restaurant (Wild River Fun area), which feature full menus (including salads and vegetarian burgers). Sweet potato fries, as well as those from regular potatoes are served. The same food is sold at both restaurants. Some food is also available at the main concession stand near the entrance.
Beverages: are available at all three food sites. Souvenir cups with unlimited refills at any site in the park can also be bought at all three sites.
Lockers and Changing Rooms: are located by the entrance and described in detail above. Free towels are found in boxes similar to sidewalk newspaper boxes (to keep them dry) are located strategically throughout the park. Damp or soiled towels can be deposited in the clearly marked nearby bins.
Merchandise and Souvenirs: The main concession stand also sells sunscreen, beach hats, park souvenirs (hats, T-shirts, and towels with the park logo), etc. One use cameras and film are sold, but only close-up shots of the person or group buying these will develop properly.
Assistance: Lifeguards and other staff will gladly assist with misplaced children or other personal items.
This is a first attempt at a chronology of canon Bikini Beach stories. There have been many requests to know what's the proper order; hopefully, this will answer some questions. There are few that are out of order; for example, Ellie Dauber's "Swim Date" and "Teaching Sally" overlap in time, even though Teaching Sally was published much later. My "Cousin Trouble" and "Dear Jenny" were published out of order, as well. Note that not all of these stories are on Big Closet; I'll get to them eventually.
Notes: First, the "original pub date" is when it was published on the other site.
Second, the column that says "Key Stories" are those stories which are key to certain events and form the canon framework around which many other stories revolve.
Third, the next column "stories with required sequence" ARE order-dependent, and they should be read in proper order, as there is some interplay among the stories. (I didn't put in the 'dependent' column, though."
Fourth, the "no sequence required" stories could happen at any time in the BB timeline.
Hope this is helpful.
Note - I will get this updated as I continue to add to the list of 'canon' stories and add more to the universe. Also please note that I am reviewing ALL existing Bikini Beach stories to check for being 'canon' or not. The starting assumption is that Ellie's and my works are canon, and as I check other stories, I will add them to the list.
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Original Pub Date | Key Stories | Critical Sequence | No Sequence Required | Author |
11/18/1999 | Bikini Beach | ElrodW | ||
11/18/1999 | Bikini Beach: Initiation Rites | ElrodW | ||
12/11/1999 | Bikini Beach: Understanding A Girlfriend | ElrodW | ||
4/13/2000 | Bikini Beach: Teaching Sally | Ellie Dauber | ||
4/23/2000 | Bikini Beach: Priorities | Bashful | ||
4/23/2000 | Bikini Beach: Just the Two of Us | Bashful | ||
5/15/2000 | Bikini Beach: The Bet | Julie | ||
5/16/2000 | Bikini Beach: A Private Matter | Bashful | ||
5/30/2000 | Bikini Beach: Swim Date | Ellie Dauber | ||
5/7/2000 | Bikini Beach: Gate Crashers | ElrodW | ||
5/11/2000 | Bikini Beach: Old Mister Nelson | ElrodW | ||
5/15/2000 | Bikini Beach: Peeping Tom | ElrodW | ||
5/16/2000 | Bikini Beach: The Doctor | JDG | ||
5/16/2000 | Bikini Beach: Wandering Eyes | ElrodW | ||
5/16/2000 | Bikini Beach: What Goes Around | Bashful | ||
5/17/2000 | The Novitiates: The Street Thugs | JRD | ||
5/17/2000 | Bikini Beach: Skinheads | ElrodW | ||
5/20/2000 | Bikini Beach: The Family Outing | ElrodW | ||
5/22/2000 | Bikini Beach: The Gift Certificate | ElrodW | ||
5/23/2000 | Bikini Beach: A Bad Wish at the Beach | ElrodW | ||
5/24/2000 | Bikini Beach: The Handyman | ElrodW | ||
5/24/2000 | Bikini Beach: Julie's Dilemma | ElrodW | ||
5/24/2000 | Bikini Beach: Sugar and Spice | ElrodW | ||
5/29/2000 | Bikini Beach: The New Neighbor | ElrodW | ||
5/29/2000 | Bikini Beach: The Purse Snatcher | Ellie Dauber | ||
2/21/2001 | Bikini Beach: A Punk's Story | Ellie Dauber | ||
5/30/2000 | Bikini Beach: Ring of Good Luck | ElrodW | ||
5/31/2000 | Bikini Beach: A Promise to My Mother | ElrodW | ||
6/1/2000 | Bikini Beach: A Lack of Trust | ElrodW | ||
6/2/2000 | Bikini Beach: Spring Break | ElrodW | ||
6/18/2000 | Bikini Beach: Surrogate Mother | ElrodW | ||
6/25/2000 | Bikini Beach: Midnight Swim | ElrodW | ||
6/29/2000 | Bikini Beach: Private Party | Ellie Dauber | ||
7/18/2000 | Bikini Beach: Anya and Me | ElrodW | ||
8/13/2000 | Bikini Beach: Addiction | ElrodW | ||
8/23/2000 | Bikini Beach: No Gift So Dear | JDG | ||
8/23/2000 | Bikini Beach: A Quiet Spell | Radioactive Loner | ||
8/24/2000 | Bikini Beach: Choices | JDG | ||
8/24/2000 | Bikini Beach: Reluctant Voyeur | Radioactive Loner | ||
11/11/2000 | Bikini Beach: To Serve and to Protect | Tigger | ||
2/9/2001 | Bikini Beach: Reluctant Temptress | Radioactive Loner | ||
2/9/2001 | Bikini Beach: Saving a Life | Radioactive Loner | ||
3/3/2001 | Bikini Beach: The Activist | ElrodW | ||
3/4/2001 | Bikini Beach: The Nerds - Revenge | ElrodW | ||
3/5/2001 | Bikini Beach: the Nerds Frat House | ElrodW | ||
3/8/2001 | Bikini Beach: Nerds Fund Raiser | ElrodW | ||
3/17/2001 | Bikini Beach: The Nerds - Holiday Queen | ElrodW | ||
3/22/2001 | Bikini Beach : The Senator | ElrodW | ||
4/19/2001 | Bikini Beach: Nerds - Date Rape Avenger | ElrodW | ||
4/28/2001 | Bikini Beach: Mommy's Girl | Ellie Dauber | ||
5/4/2001 | Bikini Beach: Reward Drabble | Ellie Dauber | ||
9/2/2001 | Bikini Beach: Desperate Times | ElrodW | ||
9/23/2001 | Bikini Beach: Vicky's Tale | ElrodW | ||
12/14/2001 | Bikini Beach: A Visit from St. Nick | ElrodW | ||
3/2/2002 | Bikini Beach: Moonlighting | ElrodW | ||
5/12/2002 | Bikini Beach: The Regatta | ElrodW | ||
6/30/2002 | Bikini Beach: Customer Service | ElrodW | ||
12/24/2002 | Bikini Beach: Over the River | ElrodW | ||
12/25/2002 | Bikini Beach: Child Star | Ellie Dauber | ||
1/18/2003 | Bikini Beach: The Brother-in-Law | Ellie Dauber | ||
9/8/2003 | Bikini Beach: Invasion from Space | Ellie Dauber | ||
10/15/2012 | Bikini Beach: Black Widow | ElrodW | ||
1/10/2004 | Bikini Beach: In the Beginning | ElrodW | ||
3/2/2005 | Bikini Beach: The Divorce | Bashful | ||
9/25/2005 | Bikini Beach: One of the Girls | Mary Kay | ||
12/26/2007 | Bikini Beach: Organlegger | Ellie Dauber | ||
10/18/2012 | Bikini Beach: Gardens of the Mind | ElrodW | ||
10/25/2012 | Bikini Beach: The Sub | ElrodW | ||
11/11/2012 | Bikini Beach: Dear Jenny | ElrodW | ||
10/27/2012 | Bikini Beach: Cousin Trouble | ElrodW | ||
12/3/2012 | Bikini Beach: Cheer Squad | ElrodW | ||
12/27/2012 | Bikini Beach: The Coup | ElrodW | ||
3/1/2013 | Bikini Beach: Jenny's Family | ElrodW | ||
3/15/2013 | Bikini Beach: An Affair to Remember | ElrodW | ||
3/23/2013 | Bikini Beach: Hey, Hey, Paula | ElrodW | ||
3/28/2013 | Bikini Beach: The Orphan | ElrodW | ||
4/21/2013 | Bikini Beach: The Runaway | Ib12us | ||
4/6/2013 | Bikini Beach: Paternity | LightofFury | ||
4/18/2013 | Bikini Beach: Boy Toy | LightofFury | ||
4/19/2013 | Bikini Beach: Teen Angel | ElrodW | ||
5/3/2013 | Bikini Beach: Buyout | LightofFury | ||
5/5/2013 | Bikini Beach: News Hound | LightofFury | ||
5/9/2013 | Bikini Beach: Memento | LightofFury | ||
5/16/2013 | Bikini Beach: Graduation Gift | LightofFury | ||
5/17/2013 | Bikini Beach: Pardons and Decisions | ElrodW | ||
5/23/2013 | Bikini Beach: Way Out | LightofFury | ||
5/25/2013 | Bikini Beach: Visitation Rights | ElrodW | ||
5/26/2013 | Bikini Beach: The Shower | Ellie Dauber | ||
5/30/2013 | Bikini Beach: Redemption | LightofFury | ||
6/5/2013 | Bikini Beach: Heroes | ElrodW | ||
6/6/2013 | Bikini Beach: The Accused | LightofFury | ||
6/13/2013 | Bikini Beach: Liz | LightofFury | ||
6/20/2013 | Bikini Beach: The Malcontent | LightofFury | ||
6/27/2013 | Bikini Beach: Lost | LightofFury | ||
7/4/2013 | Bikini Beach: Mr. Mom | Ib12us | ||
7/17/2013 | Bikini Beach: Complications | LightofFury | ||
7/26/2013 | Bikini Beach: Boyfriends | ElrodW | ||
8/28/2013 | Bikini Beach: Above and Beyond | LightofFury | ||
8/14/2013 | Bikini Beach: The Band | ElrodW | ||
Elrod W
On a hot summer day, two guys want to go to the beach, but the beaches are full. They get a tip to try a private beach, where there are supposed to be lots of bikini-clad girls. There are — but not quite what the boys expect. (The SRU Wizard has a cameo, but this is not an SRU story…)
Note: This is the ORIGINAL Bikini Beach story. I have done some minor editing, and added a bit to the penultimate scene to clarify and soften things a bit. Since this was the beginning, there are many elements of the story universe which would later be polished, refined, and changed as I wrote more stories and matured as a writer. Please don't judge the nit-picky details that were later altered in the universe. Every universe has to start somewhere.
Warning: the story contains sexual assault, so it is not for the squeamish.
The Bikini Beach story universe and characters therein are copyright by the author, all rights reserved. Use of the characters or story universe without permission of the owner is a violation of copyright law.
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"Not again!" Matt Langley moaned as he pulled his convertible up near the beach. Around him was a sea of cars, with no parking spaces to be seen.
Jeff Reynolds frowned, then stood up on the passenger seat, lightly holding the windshield frame for support. "Nothing, man."
Matt hit the steering wheel in frustration. "Dammit!" He waited for Jeff to plop back into his seat. "I told you we should have come sooner."
Jeff glared at Matt. "I couldn't help it, man! I had to watch my little sister." Jeff had only his mom at home to care for himself and his ten-year-old sister, and she'd had to run errands this morning. His mom had run late, thus delaying Jeff. And of course, Jeff and his mom had fought about the whole thing, like they did so often. It was far later than they hoped when Matt and Jeff finally left for the beach. So far, of the six beaches they'd tried, all were packed, and the parking areas were overflowing.
Matt looked down, feeling a little sheepish. Of course he knew that it wasn't Jeff's fault. He knew how things were between Jeff and his mom — tense was an understatement. Matt had the idea that Jeff could do no right in his mom's eyes. It was almost as if each blamed the other for his dad's loss. He tried to change the subject quickly. "So where to now? Do we try to park somewhere and walk two miles to the beach?" He sounded only slightly less than totally sarcastic.
Jeff shook his head. "I don't know. We can, if you want." He looked a bit morose. "But I didn't see any babes here, either. Looked like mostly families and stuff."
Matt suppressed a shudder at the thought of older ladies and mothers romping and sunning in bathing suits and bikinis. "So where are all the babes?" he asked as he slammed the car into gear and screeched out onto the road.
Jeff frowned. "I don't know. On a nice day like today, they should be swarming."
Matt drove silently for a few minutes, cursing his luck. First, they were late. Now they couldn't find any babes. This was not the fun Saturday he'd imagined.
"Hey Matt," Jeff's features suddenly lightened, "where do the babes hang out when they're not at the beach?"
Matt glanced at his friend, then his eyes widened and a grin broke on his face. "At the mall." He downshifted, tapped the brakes, glanced in his mirror, and spun the car around with a screech of rubber.
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Jeff frowned again. They'd run down another blind alley. No girls at the mall, either. "Where are they?" he asked rhetorically, feeling the frustration of his twenty-year-old hormones.
Matt wasn't any less frustrated. "I don't get it. Either the mall or the beaches should be full of girls. But there aren't any."
"Ahem."
Jeff and Matt spun, startled. Then they did a double-take. There was an old man, wearing a dark bathrobe, standing in a weathered storefront — complete with a door! Matt glanced at Jeff, puzzled. "I thought that was…"
Jeff glanced at Matt, then back at the store. He, too, could have sworn that it was a Radio Shack just a minute ago.
"You were wondering where the girls were, right Jeff and Matt?" the old man asked, his eyes twinkling with mirth at the confusion he'd caused these two.
Jeff started to speak, then his brow furrowed. "How do you know our names?"
The man sighed heavily. "Always the same question," he muttered as he rolled his eyes heavenward. He answered by pointing at the sign over his door — 'Spells R Us'. "I'm a magician, of course."
Matt glanced at Jeff and raised his eyebrows. This one was a real character, he decided. "Okay, old man. How about you conjure up a beach full of babes for us?"
The old man smiled. "You're more right than you know, Matt." He stepped through the door into his shop, knowing that Matt and Jeff were too curious not to follow him. He stepped behind the counter.
Jeff glanced at Matt, then followed the old man. He glanced around, wondering how anyone could possibly stay in business with the assorted junk this man had. A couple of racks of costumes here, a display of jewelry there. A few videos in a dusty shelf. Statuettes and figurines. Stuff. Old stuff, Jeff thought.
The man smiled. "I sell lots of this 'stuff', Jeff. It's all very, um, special." He gestured around his shop. "Now what you wanted to know is where are all the girls, right? You did hear about the new private beach club, didn't you?"
Jeff's eyebrows raised; he glanced sideways at Matt. "New beach club?"
The old man smiled. "Well, it's really a water park, but they call it Bikini Beach." He watched Matt's and Jeff's eyes light up.
"That sounds like the place we want to go," Matt said eagerly.
The old man shrugged. "Ninety acres of beach and pools and a water slides. I understand it caters mostly to the younger crowd, such as yourselves."
"Sounds like just the thing. Where is it?" Matt was getting excited about this prospect.
The old man dug behind his counter, then pulled out a couple of fliers and handed them to the boys. "It is a private club, though."
Jeff frowned. "So how can we get in?"
The old man smiled again. "It just so happens that the owner is a friend of mine. She gave me a few guest passes." His hand ducked back behind the counter, and reappeared with two passes.
Matt was grinning again. "Uh, how much?"
The old man shook his head. "Complements of my friend." Had either boy's thoughts been less dominated by hormones, they would have found the old man's puzzling smile perhaps a bit ominous.
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Apart from the large parking lot, there was little to see of the park - except for the high privacy fence. Matt and Jeff were lucky to find a parking spot near the entrance, and they clambered from the car and strutted toward the gate.
"Hey, Jeff," Matt hissed to his friend. "Check out the line. I don't see any other guys."
Jeff didn't hear him. He was too distracted looking toward the gate. Indeed, in the entrance line, there were no other guys — just a lot of very attractive and well-endowed young ladies. The line was moving very quickly, as well, so within moments they were at the gate.
"This is a private club," a stern-looking matron said to Matt and Jeff.
"Yeah, well we have guest passes," Matt said smugly to the old bat. He handed their tickets to paradise to the woman.
The old woman glanced at the passes, and then pointed, all without changing her dour expression. "The changing rooms are over there. And shower before you use the facilities."
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With a macho strut, Matt walked across the beach. "Man, this place is everything the old man said it was," he muttered to himself. There were bikini-clad girls everywhere. Matt smiled at a trio of young lovelies sitting on lounges, and was surprised when they giggled at him. This wasn't supposed to happen — he was a rather good-looking guy, and this place was full of nothing but girls.
Matt tried to shrug off the girls, but found he couldn't. The giggling was still bothering him as he stretched out on a chaise lounge and waited for Jeff to join him. Girls didn't giggle at him - ever. He'd always been a rather good-looking guy, and had no problems impressing the babes, until today, that is. Maybe that was why the girls laughing at him bothered him so much. Matt leaned back, adjusted his sunglasses, and tried to soak up some rays as he waited for Jeff.
As he waited, Matt thought about his best friend. Jeff was a really great guy, but he really lacked in self-confidence. He was a bit taller and lankier than Matt, and while he didn't look like a geek, he was much more bookish than Matt, and Jeff was incredibly awkward around girls.
Matt caught a glance of Jeff walking across the beach, looking for him. He started to lift his arm to get Jeff's attention, but decided against it — after all, they were the only guys on the beach. Jeff would have no trouble finding him. Strangely, though, Jeff didn't seem to have spotted Matt, but was wandering around as if he were searching. Matt was confused — finding one guy in this sea of girls should be trivial.
Matt did a double take. Something wasn't quite right. Jeff was walking past the three girls who had giggled at him, and, just as they had with Matt, they were giggling. Something about Jeff was . . . different. It seemed impossible, but Matt wondered if Jeff's hair were longer. The longer Matt stared, the more he realized that Jeff's hair was indeed longer. Where it usually only brushed his ears, Jeff's hair was dangling to nearly his shoulders. And he had … bangs? Matt's hand lifted and pulled his sunglasses down his nose, as if the glasses might be distorting what he saw.
But no, it was true. Jeff's hair was longer. There was no mistaking it. Matt blinked hard, to clear the illusion, but it persisted. Then Matt started to see the other changes. Jeff's arms were more slender. While Jeff was less athletic than Matt, he was still reasonably well built. But now? Matt closed his eyes again, wondering what was going on. If he'd had anything to drink, he'd have been sure he was hallucinating. But when his eyes opened again, Matt still saw the changes in Jeff. Longer hair. Slender, less muscular arms and legs. A little less heavy and muscular in his abdomen.
And then Matt practically choked. On Jeff's chest were two very feminine nipples. At least an inch across, they were much darker and larger than a man's nipples. As Matt stared in disbelief, he thought he saw the nipples swelling, pushing outward into tiny cones. Time seemed to stop for Matt as he watched his friend; the tiny cones pushed out more with each step Jeff took, swelling into tiny conical breasts capped with very feminine nipples.
Matt's eyes slowly tore free of Jeff's expanding chest. Jeff's arms and legs were definitely more slender, and either his hips were widening, or his waist was getting more narrow. Matt's mind suddenly comprehended that it was both. In slow motion, Jeff's Speedo seemed to flow, changing shape as it narrowed in the crotch, while at the same time, the sides lifted upward, toward Jeff's waist, into a woman's bikini bottom.
Matt sat up slowly, horrified as he watched his best friend continue the slow but definitive change into a more feminine form. He thought for a moment that he'd felt something funny on his own chest, but he was too distracted watching Jeff. While the face was still recognizably Jeff, it appeared softer and more feminine, like Jeff would have looked had he been a girl. On his chest, Jeff now sported small conical breasts — there was no other word for them — capped by large dark nipples. They were still slowly swelling, now starting to bob as Jeff continued to walk unaware toward him. The swim suit was now definitely a woman's bikini, and even more shockingly, it was much less full than it had been just seconds before. But the changes weren't what startled Matt most. First, Jeff seemed unaware of the changes which were taking place. And second, Jeff was clearly looking for him, but seemed not to notice him in the chair.
"Jeff!" Matt called, and gasped at the sound which had come from his own throat. It wasn't the deep masculine sound he was used to, but rather a much softer, higher-pitched voice.
Jeff gazed over the sea of girls, eventually setting his sight on Matt. For a brief moment, he appeared confused, then his brow furrowed and his eyes narrowed to slits as he stared intently at Matt. After what seemed an eternity, Jeff's eyes widened in shock, as if he'd seen something totally unexpected. "Matt?" he asked, sounding very unsure of himself. At the same time, he flinched as his own voice, soft and melodious, echoed in his ears.
Matt stood as Jeff neared, and felt himself sway. On his chest, he felt weights tugging and swaying, while his center of balance seemed wrong. He glanced down, and a tiny cry of shock and despair escaped his lips as he spied the large and very shapely breasts on his own chest. His hands shot up to the impossibly round boobs, cupping them as if to prove that they were an illusion. But the feeling of his own hands cupping his own flesh was all too real, laying waste to the thought that this might be a dream. He felt their weight, the firmness of female flesh in his hands, the undeniable and oft-experienced feeling of cupping boobs. At the same time, he felt hands against his chest, cupping his own flesh, altering slightly the weight dangling from his chest, squeezing softly against the skin. Matt gasped again as he saw his hands — now tiny and delicate and oh-so-feminine, with long painted fingernails — cupping his breasts. He looked up again at Jeff, and he felt hair brushing against the nape of his neck. His mouth moved as if to say something, but words seemed impossible in this very strange situation.
"What's happened to you?" both boys asked at once, still amazed at the sound of their own voices in their ears.
"You're a …" Jeff tried to say, still incredulous, "a girl!"
Matt's mouth flapped a few more times. "So are you! What the hell is happening to us?"
Jeff shook his head, now painfully aware of the long wavy blond tresses brushing his shoulders. "The shower," he finally said with dread certainty.
"Magic?" Matt asked, still trying to adjust to his new voice. "That was the weirdest shower I've ever taken."
Jeff nodded, suddenly realizing the truth. "That old man said he was a wizard. And the owner of this place was a friend. So the friend uses magic, too?"
Matt nodded, ignoring the bangs dancing around his eyebrows. "And the shower is magic." He glanced down again, and saw that Jeff's bosom was even larger than it had been — now very respectable and full, and his crotch was flat. Matt shuddered as he realized what was in Jeff's bikini bottom. He glanced down — between his own ample boobs, and saw that he, too, was now clad in a bikini bottom. A few seconds ago, he'd thought that Jeff's bottom was daring. Now, he didn't. The bikini gracing his rounded, very feminine hips was but a thong — and Matt suddenly felt very exposed. And, just like Jeff, Matt's crotch was flat and devoid of his manhood.
"Girls!" Matt and Jeff spun at the sound of the harsh voice. They instantly recognized the matronly woman from the entrance. "There is NO topless sunbathing here!"
Jeff started to say something, but he glanced down and saw his large exposed breasts. He glanced back up, his eyes pleading. "But we aren't…"
The woman stared coldly at them, her eyes filled with recognition — and something else. Knowledge. She knew exactly what had happened to these two boys. "Come with me," she ordered.
Helpless, not knowing how or why they'd been transformed, Matt and Jeff followed the woman. They both realized that there was nothing else they could do. And as they passed the three girls, Matt and Jeff both flushed as they heard the girls giggling at them again.
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"But we're not really girls," Jeff protested weakly. They were seated in an office — the office of the woman across from them, who was obviously the owner of the park.
"I do NOT allow indecent exposure on my property," the woman rebuked. She waved her hand, and to Matt and Jeff's shock, bikini bras — matching their bottoms — appeared on them. "There. That's better." Jeff and Matt stared in shock at the tops they were suddenly wearing — the bikinis left very little to the imagination, so barely did they conceal the boys' newfound feminine charms.
"But we're boys," Matt complained.
"Boys do _not_ wear bikinis." The older woman had a point.
"Why did you do this to us?" Jeff suddenly demanded, trying in vain to sound brave and strong. In his new body, with the quavering voice, he failed at the attempt.
"You were told that this is a private park, correct?" Jeff glanced at Matt, then they both nodded. "Did you read the disclosure on your pass?" She didn't wait for an answer. "Of course you didn't. You were both too anxious to get to a beach full of beautiful girls, so you could stare at them, lust over them, and try to talk some girl into an evening of 'fun', isn't that right?"
Jeff gulped. "Yes," he answered meekly.
The old woman scowled. "Are you young people all so discourteous of your elders?"
"Yes, maam," Jeff corrected himself.
The older woman sat back heavily in her chair. "That's better." She leaned forward and shoved the guest passes at the former boys.
Jeff and Matt meekly took the passes, then turned the cardstock over and began to read. Matt finished first, and he looked up, a frightened look on his features. "Why didn't you tell us?"
"That you'd be stuck as girls for the rest of the day?" The older woman shook her head sadly. "If you aren't smart enough to read the warnings, you deserve what you get."
"But why?" Jeff asked, feeling like he was going to cry. He figured it was an effect of this female body — he wouldn't cry, would he?
The woman sighed. "Didn't you think why I called this place 'Bikini Beach'? Of course you didn't. You hoped it would be full of scantily-clad girls to stare at. You didn't consider, for even a second, that maybe this is a private club for girls only so they could spend some fun time without feeling like they were on display!" The woman's tone was much sterner, now, and Jeff and Matt shrunk in their chairs. "Well, now you can spend time among the bikini wearers without disrupting my retreat." She leaned forward and began to shuffle through some papers. "Now if you don't mind, I have work to do."
Matt and Jeff stood slowly, still getting used to their new female bodies, and meekly started toward the door. Then Jeff turned. "But we can't leave…"
The older woman looked up. "You can't leave like this? Of course you can. Until midnight, you are girls, and no-one will think otherwise."
"Midnight?" Jeff wailed. "We're stuck like this until midnight?" He felt a sudden dread of having to leave the park and interact with others while he was still a girl.
**********
Matt and Jeff trudged slowly across the sand, crestfallen. "Man," Jeff complained, "look what you got us into."
"Me?" Matt shot back. "I didn't hear any objections from you." He reached up and tugged on his bikini strap, then sighed in frustration. "This thing is digging into my neck."
"Only because your boobs are too big," Jeff tried to joke. He was answered by a truly malevolent glare from his friend.
But it was true — Matt's figure was very well endowed — probably a C-cup, or larger. Coupled with his slender waist and round hips and butt and long sexy legs, Matt was a very shapely girl. And his face was cute! His tough jawline was softened, and his cheeks raised. His lips were fuller and more sensuous. Gone was the rough broken nose — replaced with a smaller, slightly upturned dainty one. His hair was longer, but not so long as Jeff's, with bangs sweeping above his eyebrows and around his ears. While his eyes were the same color, they seemed bigger, rounder, and more innocent than his male features.
Jeff whistled under his breath. Matt was a damned attractive young lady. And even though he now wore the body of a girl, Jeff's mind was still male, and was suddenly thinking of how sexy Matt looked. Jeff felt a warm tingly feeling, and glanced down to see his nipples protruding prominently. He also felt a strange but warm feeling in his crotch, and realized to his horror that he was getting horny thinking about how lovely a girl his best friend was. He couldn't completely suppress the shudder.
As they neared the chairs where they'd left their towels, they passed by the table of girls yet again. "Hi, boys," one of the girls, a sexy auburn-haired girl called out teasingly.
Jeff cringed, and he saw Matt clench his jaw angrily. "I suppose you think this is funny?" Matt demanded of the trio as he stomped over to their table.
The auburn-haired girl blushed, ashamed of what she'd just done. But another of the girls looked up defiantly. "Yes."
"Oh, knock it off, Anne," the third girl said. "We've had our fun."
Anne glared at her companion, but then her features softened. She looked back up at Matt and Jeff. "I'm sorry. It's just, well, kind of funny to watch guys change."
The first girl looked up at the guys. "Pull up a chair." she invited. "I'm Tonya."
Matt glanced at Jeff, then back at the girls. "Come on," they all chimed. "We won't bite."
Matt shrugged and grabbed a chair, then sat down heavily, still uncomfortable with how this body jiggled and swayed. "I'm Matt."
"I'm Jeff," Jeff added as he, too, sat down.
Tonya snickered. "You don't look like any Matt or Jeff I've ever known." Matt frowned instantly, and Tonya saw it. "I'm sorry, but it's kind of hard to resist."
"How about if we call you Molly?" Anne asked quickly. Before Matt could react, Anne nodded her head as if the issue was settled. "Molly it is, then."
The third girl perked up. "And we can call you Jeri," she said to Jeff. She turned to Tonya. "She does sort of look like Jeri Ryan, doesn't she?"
Matt's defiance about his change crumbled. If he were going to be stuck as a girl, he might as well try to enjoy it, especially since there was nothing he could to about it. And these girls seemed very friendly. Maybe they could have some fun after all. "Except Seven of Nine isn't quite as — um — top heavy."
The girls laughed at that, but Jeff blushed, glancing down at the magnificent orbs on his — her — chest.
"By the way," the third girl added, "I'm Jennifer. But I go by Jenn."
**********
As the afternoon wore on, Jeri was starting to admit that she was having fun. And, much to her shock, she realized that she was even starting to think of herself as a 'she'. This was the best water park Jeri — or Jeff — had ever seen. The inner-tube slides were fabulous, and it had some of the steepest water slides she'd ever been on. To the girls' delight, and to her shock, she'd actually screamed like a girl as she went down one of them, and she'd been embarrassed when her top came off, leaving her large breasts flopping around freely.
They'd sunned on the beach for a long time, talking about all kinds of things. The three girls, for their part, were very interested in some of the 'guy' things that Jeri and Molly knew. And they acted just like Jeri and Molly had been girls forever. Then the subject turned to boys — and sex. Molly and Jeri were shocked at some of the things the girls were saying. Anne smiled at their embarrassment. "Come on, now," she chided. "You don't think guys have a monopoly on talking about sex, do you?"
Jeri glanced at Anne. "I really hadn't thought about it," she finally answered.
Tonya leaned closer. "Have you thought about having someone suck on those big nipples of yours?" she asked softly. "Or what it's like to have an orgasm with your new equipment?"
Jeri blushed. She'd been unable to not think about how sexy Molly was — she was still a guy in her mind, after all. And when she took a break to the restroom, she'd been too curious — and too horny — not to experiment. She already did know about having a woman's orgasm. Orgasms, she corrected herself.
Jenn grinned slyly as she saw Jeri blush. "How about having your legs wrapped around someone's waist as he pumps his big thick cock inside your hot, wet, horny pussy?"
Anne laughed as Jeri and Molly recoiled, shocked at their talk. "I tell you what," she said matter-of-factly, "if I got changed, I'd sure be curious about sticking my dick into something hot and wet!"
Jeri had had enough. "It's almost closing time. I think we need to head home."
"But… We're…." Molly protested, suddenly thinking about being in this body outside the park.
"She said no-one would know anything," Jeri reminded Molly.
Molly stared at Jeri, and then sighed. "I guess we can't stay here all night," she finally agreed.
Anne's eyes brightened as she got an idea. "How about if you girls come out with us tonight?" Tonya and Jenn immediately joined in the chorus.
"But…"
Anne smiled. "Come on. We'll go to the Coconut Club. They've always got a great band there! It'll be lots of fun!"
"But…"
Tonya smiled. "And we promise to have you home by midnight," she said mischievously. "Or maybe we'll wait to see what you look like as guys."
Finally, Jeri gave in. "I guess we can go." She glanced at Molly, who grudgingly nodded.
Jeri and Molly walked slowly back to the locker room. "This has been one weird day," Molly finally said.
Jeri chuckled. "You said it," she agreed. Inside the locker room, she hesitantly opened her locker, wondering what was inside. "Hey, look!" she said as she pulled out a lacy bra and matching panties. "Our clothes changed, too!" She pulled out more — a short skirt, a low-cut blouse, and a pair of high heels. She held out the heels like they were snakes. "How am I supposed to walk in these things?"
Molly laughed. "Same as me," she answered as she held out her own heels.
Jeri started to undress, and found herself watching as Molly stripped. Freed of their restraining bikini, Molly's boobs swayed freely as Molly bent forward to pull off her bottoms, dangling tantalizingly. Jeri felt herself getting wet again, knowing that she wanted to touch Molly's boobs, to caress them, and to have Molly touch her. As Molly straightened, Jeri slipped up behind her, and slid her hands around Molly's waist, up onto Molly's generous bosom. Molly started as she felt Jeri's hands cupping her boobs, but the surprise was almost instantly replaced with a soft moan of pleasure as she felt an incredibly erotic tingling from Jeri's touch on her nipples. Molly's head tilted to one side as she felt Jeri's lips on her neck, nibbling and kissing with an insistent playfulness. She felt Jeri's boobs pressed firmly against her back, Jeri's body firmly and slowly rubbing against Molly's rounded tush.
Molly felt a peculiar warmth within her groin, a sensation both familiar and alien, and a growing wetness. She knew, even though she wanted to deny it, that she was getting horny, albeit in a womanly way. "We can't…" she protested weakly. "We're guys…"
"No we aren't," Jeri said in a lust-filled and husky voice. She continued her ministrations of Molly's breasts with one hand, and let the other slip down Molly's waist, toward her increasingly moist crotch.
"No," Molly tried to protest, her hand weakly blocking Jeri's hand. But she let it pass, following it down into her crotch, using her own hand to press Jeri's hand more firmly into her womanhood. A tremble coursed through her body, accompanied by a moan of pure pleasure, as Jeri found her sensitive nub, touching her ultra-sensitive clit. Molly's mind was full of conflicting thoughts — overwhelming pleasure in her new equipment, fears that she was really a guy, fears that this was really gay, wonder at what the eventual orgasm would be like, and, to her astonishment, a growing lust for Jeri. Molly's hand slowly crept behind her until it touched Jeri's hips. Her hand slid around Jeri's bottom, pressing its way between her bottom and Jeri's crotch, sliding insistently down toward Jeri's vital spot. She felt Jeri pressing more insistently against her hand, against the fingers probing into her wet womanhood, even as the first orgasm overtook Molly.
Unseen to the two former boys, three pairs of eyes peered through a crack in the door, watching with amusement as the pair lustily explored each other's newfound femininity.
**********
Still feeling the aftereffects of their lesbian lovemaking, Jeri smiled at Molly as she closed the car door. "See you after dinner when the girls pick us up?"
Molly nodded. "About seven." She reached, out of habit, for the gearshift, then frowned. The car was no longer the dark Camaro convertible Matt had driven; instead, it was a red Volkswagen Cabrio convertible, with a different layout of controls. A 'cute' car, Molly had complained, like girls drove. No raw power under the hood. Just a 'cute' little girl's car. Jeri almost laughed out loud as Molly tried to squeal the tires, just like Matt had always done. In this car, however, it didn't work; the results were comical.
Hesitantly, Jeri opened the front door and peered inside. Despite the assurances of the old woman, Jeri didn't know quite what to expect. Everything looked normal in the house, so she slid through the opening. Was she going to get the usual fight from her mom? Jeri felt uneasy.
"Is that you, honey?" Jeri's mom called out from the kitchen. "Did you and Molly have fun today?"
Jeri gasped. The girls had given her the name 'Jeri', so how did her mom know? Was the entire park enchanted? "Sure did, mom," Jeri answered nervously, still half expecting something to go wrong.
"That's nice. It's so nice to have a place where you and Molly can go without having, well, you know…" Her mom peeked out of the kitchen. "You know. I worry about you. I mean, you are a pretty girl, and boys can be so…"
Jeri frowned and stamped her foot. "Mom!" She was flustered and confused. No arguments. Only concern — and comments about her looks. Mother-daughter stuff, Jeri guessed.
Jeri's mom stepped over and kissed Jeri on the forehead. "I know. You hate it when I worry about you." She smiled. "I can't help it, though. I still think of you as my little girl." Then she glanced up and down Jeri's figure. "Even if you aren't such a little girl anymore," she added with a chuckle.
Jeri forced a smile. "I've got to get changed. Molly and I are going out with some girls we met at the park." She started up the stairs, but she paused momentarily. "And I appreciate your concern, mom."
Jeri's mom smiled. "You know, maybe I should get that season pass we were talking about. If it is such a nice park…"
Jeri paled. If a one-day guest pass did this to her, what would a season pass do? She started to bounce up the stairs, but when she felt her boobs flopping, barely restrained by her bra, she decided that the 'Jeff' style of walking wasn't quite appropriate.
At the top of the stairs, Jeri started toward what should be her room — if things were really mostly unchanged. Then she decided to peek in Tracy's room. She saw Tracy sitting on the floor, playing with dolls. Barbie dolls? Jeri frowned. Since when had Tracy had Barbie dolls? They just didn't have much money for those things. Not since…. Jeri didn't want to finish the thought.
Tracy looked up, then her eyes widened. "Hi, Jeri," she said, her voice sounding guilty.
"Hi, squirt," Jeri said automatically, the way Jeff would have. "Have fun today?"
Tracy gulped. "Aren't you mad that I'm playing with your Barbie dolls?"
Jeri reeled. Her Barbie dolls? Just how far did these changes go? Then she smiled. "As long as you're careful…" she said.
Tracy's face flooded with relief. "I know I should have asked, but you went to the park, and I wanted to play, and …"
Jeri stepped fully into Tracy's room. "It's okay," she reassured to stop Tracy's babbling. "Just be careful," she admonished, trying to sound stern, but failing miserably. Jeri had no idea how to get her emotions across with this strange body and strange voice.
Tracy jumped up and gave Jeri a big hug, her eyes brimming with happiness. "You're the best sister," she beamed.
Jeri pried herself free of her little sister. "I've got to get cleaned up. Molly and I are going out tonight. We met some girls at the park, and they invited us to go with them."
Tracy smiled. "Next time, will you take me to the park? Please?"
Jeri shuddered inwardly — again! All these suggestions about going to the park again — as if Jeff would EVER visit that accursed place, after the changes it had already wrought to his life. "We'll see," Jeri said, forcing a smile. She slid out of Tracy's room and walked down the hall to her own room.
Jeri leaned against the door as it closed, sighing heavily with her eyes closed as if she had just entered a private refuge. But when she opened her eyes, she was stunned by the room. It was so — feminine! The windows were adorned with delicate lacy curtains. The bed — neatly made, no less — was covered with a flower-print spread and lots of throw pillows. A girl's bed! The walls, painted a pastel pink, were covered with posters — posters of (Jeri gasped) guys! Leonardo deCaprio seemed to be featured prominently, but there were others Jeri recognized. No Star Wars posters. No 'babe' calendar. That was all gone — just as magically as all this 'girly' stuff had appeared.
Jeri slowly opened her closet, knowing with certainty what she would find, and she wasn't disappointed. Girl's clothes, and such a selection! She knew she had to pick out something for going to the club, but she was overwhelmed! As Jeff, she'd have just pulled on a pair of Dockers and a polo shirt. But as Jeri, and facing all these choices? She felt a brief wave of panic, thinking that she and Molly had gotten in over their heads when the agreed to meet Anne and the girls.
Just as quickly as it had come, Jeri forced the panic away. If she were going out, then she'd make the most of it. She picked out a blouse and grabbed a skirt. That should do. Not too provocative, but not prudish. The kind of thing Jeff would have appreciated seeing a girl wearing. Now for shoes — and another surprise! Jeri was totally shocked by the number of pairs of shoes she had. She thought about wearing heels — to look sexy - but then took another glance. How was she supposed to walk in those things? Her feet were sore from the relatively low heels she'd worn back from the park — and she was going to spend an entire evening in them. She picked up a pair of flats, grateful that her closet had something without heels.
Jeri started to strip to change, but paused to look in the mirror. She'd seen the changes in Molly. But now she saw her own body for the first time. She gasped in wonder. Molly was right — she did sort of look like Jeri Ryan, but with larger breasts. She ran her hand admiringly over her figure, amazed and secretly delighted at the body she now possessed. She gasped with pleasure as her fingers danced over her nipples, thrilled at the tingling sensations as her hands lingered. "If I'm only a girl until midnight, maybe I should make the most of it," Jeri said to herself. Her hand slid down off her boob, toward her crotch. Her breathing deepened as her fingers again explored her new equipment. The warm tingling sensations quickly built, a inwardly-focused sensation that seemed to spread up from her crotch to meet the pleasure emanating from the boob she still caressed. Jeri marveled at the difference between this female body and her old one — Jeff's pleasure centered between his legs. This was different — the sensations seemed to want to engulf her entire body.
**********
Jeri knew that Molly was nervous — it was painfully obvious. Molly was wearing something much sexier than Jeri's outfit — Molly had confided that this was the MOST conservative outfit in her closet. And her heels! Jeri smiled to herself; her choice of shoes was much better. Molly seemed so uncomfortable and unsteady on her four inch heels.
Jeri and Molly had been to the Coconut Club before — as Jeff and Matt. Now, however, they were girls. As a result, they both felt very uncomfortable. They'd tried to find an out-of-the-way table, but Anne and Tonya steered them toward a very prominent table — too prominent, Jeri thought - next to the dance floor, and midway between the door and the bar. The table was in plain view of all the guys who came in. Jeri felt very, very self-conscious, especially as she realized that guys were staring at her.
Anne put a tray onto the table and slid into her chair. Molly took her drink from the tray, and tried a tiny sip. But before Jeri could get hers, a couple of guys came over. "Hi," one guy said. "I couldn't help noticing you haven't been out on the floor. Can I maybe get you to change that?"
Jeri glanced up at the guy, her face frozen in surprise. This guy was trying to hit on her! She glanced at Molly, and saw that she was in the same state with the other guy! She felt a palpable terror at the thought, and gulped hard. "I'm afraid not," she finally said, then turned away from the guy. She knew the action was rude, but she didn't have any other idea what to do.
She felt, rather than saw, the guy leave, and saw the bemused expression on Anne's face. "What?" she asked, puzzled.
Anne's grin broadened. "You two really are something," she said.
Molly frowned. "What do you mean?"
Anne smiled. "We've all been out dancing. We've all been talking with guys - all but two of us, that is."
Jeri felt a bit odd. Something didn't quite seem right, but she couldn't put her finger on it. And Anne's smile — it seemed a bit odd. Phony? Mischievous? Jeri couldn't figure it out. "In case you've forgotten, we're not really…" She stopped suddenly, her head feeling like it was swimming, and her senses reeling. Something was really wrong. She tried to talk, but it was like her body was suddenly refusing to obey her commands.
"You're really what?" Anne's smile turned, until it was truly malicious. "A couple of guys trying to act like girls for the night?" She practically glared at Jeri. "I think you two really need to experience being women, don't you." It wasn't a question.
Jeri tried to say something, to scream or move or something. But her will couldn't overcome whatever Anne had done to her. Suddenly she understood — the drink. Anne had drugged her drink, and probably Molly's, too! Jeri felt the panic gripping her, and knew she had to get out of here. These girls weren't their friends. Jeri suddenly realized that the girls were nasty, vindictive, and evil. Somehow, Jeri had to escape, but her body still refused to obey her.
Tonya leaned close to Jeri's ear, whispering very loudly so Jeri could hear her over the music. "I think you should go find some guy to dance with. You do want to dance with a guy, don't you?"
Jeri felt her will draining. "Yes," she muttered, in direct opposition to what her mind said. "I want to dance with a guy."
Tonya grinned wickedly. "Go find a guy to dance with. And you are going to enjoy yourself, aren't you?"
Jeri felt herself standing and turning toward the bar. Inwardly, she screamed as she watched herself walk up to a guy and ask him to dance. Against her will, she took the guy's hand and practically pulled him to the dance floor. And as she started dancing, she saw Molly doing the same.
After a few dances, the guy led Jeri back to the table, where Anne, Jenn, and Tonya sat, smiling at her predicament. The guy left to get a drink for them both, leaving Jeri alone with the girls.
"Was that fun?" Anne taunted. "Oh, go ahead. Tell us what you're really thinking."
Jeri felt a burst of mental freedom at Anne's words. "Why are you doing this to us?" she practically cried.
"Did you enjoy dancing?" Anne asked again.
Jeri felt a mental compulsion. "It was kind of fun. Different, but fun."
Jennifer smiled. "And are you curious to do more?"
"No!" Jeri cried. "Please, no!" She knew what these girls were going to do to her and Molly.
Tonya leaned closer to Jeri. "You want to do more. You want to go all the way — to experience sex as a woman."
Jeri felt her will crumbling again. One thought, powerful and all-compelling, pushed to the forefront of her mind. She wanted to have sex. "I want to have sex as a woman," she echoed weakly, her mind still struggling against whatever drug she'd been given.
Anne smiled. "A real girl would ask the guy if there's somewhere they can go to be alone." Jeri felt Anne's words twisting her mind, bending her intent until she knew she was going to do exactly as Anne had suggested. "And then she'd do whatever he wanted."
When the guy returned, Jeri accepted the drink graciously, like a perfect woman. After a few moments, she leaned closer, and whispered in his ear. To the amusement of the three girls, the guy stood and took Jeri's hand, and proceeded to walk her out of the club.
**********
The apartment was typical of a college guy's apartment, but Jeri didn't care. The compulsion given her by Anne hadn't worn off — in fact, she found herself getting wetter and hornier as they got closer. Now, as the guy led Jeri into his apartment, Jeri found herself nearly uncontrollable.
The guy — Jeri still didn't know his name — led her to the sofa, and sat down with her. He offered her a drink, but she declined, pulling him into a deep kiss instead. As she kissed him, her mind inwardly screamed, knowing that she was really a guy and that she didn't want to do this. But Anne had controlled her somehow, and Jeri couldn't resist.
As they sat, intertwined and kissing, Jeri felt his hands on her breasts. She tingled with excitement at the sensations, and she knew that her nipples were rock-hard, jutting forth proudly to announce her heat. Between her legs, she felt her moistness, and knew that she had to satiate her growing lust.
The guys' hands unbuttoned her blouse and slipped it off. With a quick motion, Jeri's bra came off, baring her generous bosom. The guy's warm breath felt tantalizingly good as he leaned closer and began to tease her nipples with his lips and tongue. Jeri's hands clasped around his head, pulling him into her bosom, not wanting to let him stop the exciting foreplay. She felt his hands fumbling with the waistband of her skirt, followed by a sudden looseness around her waist. His large strong hands slipped into her panties, touching her wetness, probing around her womanhood. She moaned softly as his finger touched her clit, and gasped in wonder when it slipped inside her, probing her as-yet-virginal insides. Jeri felt her back arching, pressing her bosom more into the guy's face as her passion mounted.
Jeri wanted to escape, to shut down her mind and let her body run on instinct. But whatever Anne had done to her didn't permit that luxury. She had to watch, horrified, as her primal passions guided her actions — passions enhanced by Anne's insistent compulsion. The guy pulled one of her hands into his own waistband, and Jeri gasped as she felt his dick — large and firm and swollen for action. Her mind screamed that this was wrong, but the compulsions led her to begin stroking the dick, teasing it, fondling it, preparing it for further action.
Jeri felt the encroaching orgasm, and knew that it was a matter of time until she lost her virginity. While part of her mind was curious, mostly she was repulsed, knowing that this wasn't happening on her terms, but that she'd been forced. She felt the scream escape her lips as the orgasm hit — wave after wave of pulsating pleasure, rising within her, spreading outward until she felt it encompassed her entire body. And still it continued.
Finally, her primal compulsion could take no more. She watched herself unfastening the guy's pants, sliding them down to expose his shaft. She felt herself turning on the couch, her legs opening invitingly as she pointed her wet womanhood at the guy and his exposed rod. Jeri wondered, curiously, when her panties had been removed — a slight mental exercise to distract her from the sex she was having.
She felt the dick pressing against her genitals, probing softly but insistently as it sought its goal. And then, suddenly, it slid inside her, shocking her at how large and firm it felt within her, and causing a renewed rippling of her vaginal muscles, perfectly timed with the pulses of a new orgasm. The guy began pumping, in and out, faster and faster, massaging her pussy from within as he stroked deeper and deeper. Jeri lost track of time, not wanting to know what was happening, but forced to observe by whatever drug Anne had given her. Finally, she felt the guy's body stiffen, and with a couple of last thrusts, she felt his dick begin to pulse. Even as his pulsing orgasm tripped another small wave of ripples in her pussy, Jeri knew that the guy was pumping his load into her. She wanted to retch, to rebel at what was happening, but she couldn't. Her mind was driven by its sex-crazed obsession and some strange compulsion.
**********
Jeri knew she looked a bit disheveled as she walked back into the Coconut club. A quick glance at the clock told her that it was nearly eleven. It was still very early, by a guy's standards. Automatically, she walked to the table, where Anne, Tonya, and Jennifer sat.
Anne was a bit startled when Jeri slid into her chair. "Back so early? You must have been eager!" And she got a very knowing, and wicked, grin. "You look thoroughly satisfied, too!"
Jeri knew she wanted to cry, to lash out, to scream — anything, but she couldn't. She just sat, silent, at Anne's taunts.
"Well, was it good?" Tonya added her own barbs.
"It was physically pleasant," Jeri found herself saying, responding in an almost clinical analysis of her sex. "The orgasms I experienced while he was inside me were quite pleasurable."
Anne tilted her head back and laughed. "You sound like you enjoyed it! Tell me — would you do it again, despite really being a guy?"
Jeri felt compelled to answer, no matter how embarrassing. "Yes, I would probably do it again." She winced, wondering whether the girls would make her repeat her performance after her confession.
Tonya smiled. "Did he ask you for a blow job?"
Jeri was terrified inside. At least she'd been spared that humiliation — at the time. Now, when she answered, these girls had the power over her to make her do whatever they wanted — including sucking some man's dick. "No."
"Aw, too bad," Jennifer said, clearly disappointed. "Maybe next time…"
The torture of Jeri was interrupted when Molly sat down, looking far more disheveled than Jeri had. "Oh, look girls!" Anne cried. "Our other little minx. Tell me, Molly, how was it?"
Molly was crying. No matter what drugs they'd used, it couldn't stop Molly from crying. "I was raped," she answered, her voice level despite the tears. "He took me back to his fraternity house. There were four of them."
Tonya's eyebrows raised and she got a gleeful smile. "Oh, good! A gang-bang! Tell us everything!"
"He touched me until I was ready for an orgasm, then he entered me from behind. He was still touching me and made me have an orgasm. One of his frat brothers came in, and decided that I should give him a blow job while I was getting fucked." Tears were streaming down Molly's cheeks. She wanted to stop, but her mind had no choice but to continue her tale.
"Did the cum taste good?" Jennifer taunted.
"It was warm and salty-tasting. I wanted to gag, but I couldn't. I swallowed it all."
"Do continue."
"As soon as the guy came in my mouth, he left and returned with another frat member, who took his place. Then the guy came in my vagina."
Anne was leaning forward. "Did you enjoy that?"
"His orgasm made me cum again. It was physically pleasant." She swallowed, fighting to control herself, but it was impossible. "When he finished, another guy pulled me down on top of him and entered me. And then the second guy entered my rear."
Tonya feigned surprise. "3 holes at once! Oh, you are such a little vixen!"
"When I finished the blow job, the first guy got another erection and demanded that I perform oral sex on him. I complied."
Jeri felt some slight measure of control returning. Was the drug wearing off, or was it because the girls were not paying attention to her. "What did you do to us?" she demanded weakly. "Why are you doing this?"
Anne spun, startled by Jeri's burst of control. Then she laughed. "Every guy deserves this!" she cackled. "Every guy who thinks of girls as nothing but pretty objects needs a lesson in what it's like to be the girl!" Her loathing of guys was evident in her tone and in the fire in her eyes. "So — how is it to experience life on the other side?" She glared at Jeri, then at Molly. "You two will certainly think twice about treating girls as sex objects, won't you?" She suddenly clutched her purse. "Come on, girls. Time to go." Tonya and Jennifer, evil vindictive smiles etched on their faces, stood with Anne. Jeri and Molly tried to rise, but found it difficult. "Not you two. You can find your own way home." She snorted. "You can always try to earn a ride." She spun abruptly, laughing at her own little joke, and stormed out of the club, leaving Jeri and Molly sitting at the table.
Whatever Anne had given the girls, it wore off quickly, leaving Jeri and Molly in control, and without a way home, and with lots of guys interested in 'helping'. The girls called a cab instead, unwilling to take a chance with another guy. Jeri gave the cab driver a decent tip and turned toward her door. "You want to stay with me tonight?" she asked Molly. Molly nodded numbly, and followed Jeri into the house and up to Jeri's room. Jeri knew that Molly was barely keeping her composure after the experience. She wondered when Molly was going to lose it.
**********
A sliver of sunlight crossed the pillow, and fell on Jeff's face, causing his eyelids to try to shut tighter. But his lids couldn't block all of the intense sunlight, and his eyes sent a message to his brain. It's daytime. Wake up. Jeff ignored the message and rolled over. There was still time to sleep.
A banging sound pierced the fog in his brain. "Jeff, mom says you need to get up." Tracy's voice. His little sister, he slowly realized. He ignored the noise. "Mom, he's not getting up." Her voice faded as she turned from his door. Jeff sighed, hoping the disturbances were over. But a new banging sounded mere moments later. "Jeff, get your butt out of bed!" It was his mom. "It's late, and I've got things to do. I need you up to watch Tracy!" She was very loud, and clearly upset, like she usually was. "Do you hear? Get up!" Her voice started to fade — she was going back downstairs. "I swear, I wish you were more like Tracy — she's …." Her voice faded away.
Jeff finally gave up on sleeping more and tried to open his eyes. He immediately winced at the stab of sunlight, and his eyes clamped tightly shut. He turned his head away from the light, and tried again. This time, his eyes stayed open. For several seconds, his eyes were unfocused, wandering, as if his mind were trying to orient itself. Then he sat up.
Jeff stared around his room - his _old_ room. A Star Wars droid fighter hung from the ceiling. Star Wars posters and a swimsuit calendar adorned the walls. Clothes were strung around the room. He shut his eyes and opened them again. It was late, so he'd slept in. That meant it was a weekend. That meant — the entire thing had been a dream? Was it possible?
Jeff glanced around, and saw Matt slowing sitting up from the floor, from Jeff's sleeping bag. Jeff shook his head to clear it. If it had been a dream, then today was Saturday. And he was going to meet Matt for a trip to the beach. Things didn't make sense.
"Man, I had the strangest dream last night," Matt said quietly.
Jeff swallowed hard. "Me, too."
Matt stood, clad only in his underwear, and stretched. Jeff looked, and blinked again. Matt was much more tanned than he remembered. Which meant … Jeff gasped when Matt turned toward him. "Oh, shit!"
Matt's dazed morning expression changed into a concerned frown. "What?"
Jeff pointed. "Your chest," he stammered.
At that moment, Matt got a good look at Jeff. "Holy shit!" he cried, his face reflecting his shock. "You're ...."
Matt and Jeff stared at each other for several seconds, unable to comprehend what they saw. On Jeff's tanned chest were two triangles of lightly colored flesh centered around his nipples, two triangles that matched the outline of a bikini top. It appeared as if he'd spent several hours tanning — wearing a bikini. Matt's chest looked exactly the same.
"It wasn't a dream," Matt finally said softly. "It was real."
Jeff wasn't listening. He slid his underwear down — and saw the tan lines of a woman's bikini bottom on his skin. "Holy shit!" he said, echoing Matt's sentiments. Finally, he looked up at Matt. "It wasn't a dream!" he finally said softly.
"Then we … I … we went out last night," Matt stammered. "And I … got … fucked!" He suddenly looked like he wanted to cry. Jeff knew exactly how he felt.
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"Are you sure about this?" Matt asked uncertainly as they entered the mall.
Jeff stopped for a second and stared at Matt. "Do you want to know what happened, and how it happened?" Matt gulped and nodded. "Well, the old man gave us the tickets, so I figure he's probably a good place to start getting answers." Before Matt could stall any further, Jeff marched into the mall, toward the location of the Radio Shack store, where they'd met the old man and obtained the guest passes. But there was no Spells R Us store - justy the Radio Shack they'd always remembered.
Matt shook his head as they crossed the parking lot back to the car. "I don't know about you, but I'm almost glad we didn't find the old guy."
Jeff glanced up from staring at the pavement. "Why?"
Matt frowned at Jeff. "Look — we go to a store, get sent to a beach, get turned into babes, then get screwed." Though the words sounded silly, Matt's tone was deathly serious. "I don't want to know anything more about it."
Jeff shuffled his foot, kicking a small pebble. "Maybe if we go…"
"No!" Matt barely concealed his anger, an anger rising from shame and fear. "I'm not going anywhere else. Drop it!"
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The old woman looked up when she saw the young man in her ticket line. A frown crossed her face. "This is a private park, young man."
Jeff glanced nervously over his shoulder, at the line of girls behind him. "Yes, ma'am. I know." He tried to lean closer, to talk more softly, but with the safety glass between him and the old woman, that was impossible. "I was, um, well…"
The old woman narrowed her eyes and stared at him. "Oh yes, I remember. You were here yesterday." She lifted her chin slightly, changing the angle, to stare down her nose at Jeff. "And you have returned."
Jeff felt as though his entire soul were naked and exposed for the world to see. He tried to stand brave, while he wanted to shrink away from this woman. But at the same time, he had to know.
The old woman turned away from Jeff. "Anya," she called, "please take over for me." She shifted out of her chair, allowing a girl to slip into her place. "Let's discuss this in my office." She let herself out of the ticket booth and took Jeff's arm. Jeff was surprised by the strength of her grip, and he allowed himself to be led toward a low building, the same building in which he and Matt had talked with this same woman yesterday.
The woman sat back in her chair, steepling her fingers. "What can I do for you, Jeff?" She watched surprise flicker over Jeff's features. "Yes, I know all about you."
"Magic," Jeff muttered to himself with certainty.
"Perceptive of you," the old woman said with admiration. "Most young people don't believe in such things."
Jeff looked down, embarrassed. "I've had some experience with it lately, you might say."
The old woman nodded. "Including the potion the girls slipped you and your friend last night."
Jeff's head snapped up. "How did you…" He let it drop. Magic. His head dropped again. "So that's what it was."
The old woman smiled again. "And you're back. Despite what happened last night."
"I wanted to know…"
"No, you didn't." The old woman interrupted him. "You already knew." She dropped her hands. "So why are you really here?"
Jeff's mouth opened, and then his mouth settled in a thin smile. "You seem to know everything."
"Touche. But I want to hear it from your own mouth."
Jeff bit his lip. "Despite everything that happened, I want to know if, you know, if I can change again - for good."
"Because you got along with your mother and sister for the first time since you lost your dad? Because in the few hours you were home as a girl, you had more peace and harmony in your life than in the rest of your life?"
Jeff felt a tear trying to sneak out of one eye. "Yes," he answered softly. "I just can't fit in with them. We're always fighting. It's no fun. My family is falling apart."
The old woman looked deep into Jeff's eyes. "You would become a girl, sacrificing everything you knew as a boy, to make your family happier?" She nodded. "Of course you would, since you don't have any happy memories with your family. All you've known is pain." She reached into her desk and pulled out a piece of paper, then thrust it across the desk to Jeff. "Fill this out."
Jeff glanced at the sheet, and then looked back up. "A membership application?" He looked at the figures. "Pretty expensive, isn't it?'
The old woman smiled. "How much is happiness worth? Besides, I'm sure you can wait another year or two to buy a car, don't you?"
Jeff nodded. "Yeah, I guess." He silently stared at the paper again for several moments. "Am I doing the right thing?"
"That's not for me to decide," the old woman answered. She watched as Jeff fidgeted, an internal debate raging within him as he considered what he was about to do. Slowly, though, he began to fill out the application. "And just for your information," she continued, "I do _not_ condone what the girls did to you. Their use of magic was _very_ wrong. I've revoked their memberships as a start to their punishment."
Jeff looked up from the application to the old woman. His eyes were watering. "Thank you," he said simply.
**********
Jeri waited by the park entrance, nervous and excited at the same time. She glanced, for the tenth time, at her watch. Presently, a deep blue Camaro screeched across the parking lot and stopped in front of her.
"Sorry I'm late, babe," Matt called as he reached over to unlatch the door.
Jeri smiled. "I know. You were working on your car - again." She slid into the passenger seat.
Matt grinned. "There's just no fooling you, Jer." He slammed the car into gear and departed with a screech of the tires. "Do you have plans for tonight?"
Jeri smiled. "Mom and I are taking Tracy to a movie."
Matt snorted. "No doubt it'll be a 'chick flick'." His opinion of such movies was very plainly exposed. "Too bad you don't want to repeat last night."
Jeri got a curious smile on her face. Maybe Matt remembered getting laid last night, but he didn't remember that it was as a girl. He didn't remember that they'd spent the day at Bikini Beach, or that he'd been changed into a very voluptuous girl. He had no recollection of going out with three other girls to the Coconut Club, and then being forced into having sex. But Jeri did. She remembered everything. She thought about the membership card in her purse, with its two special clauses: membership in Bikini Beach was permanent; and there were no refunds, exchanges, or cancellations.
FIN
ElrodW
This series of stories was originally posted as 3 separate stories. The theme ties together so well I figured it would be best to make a 3-chapter or 3-part single posting. Yes, I know that this borrows VERY HEAVILY from "Revenge of the Nerds". That's on purpose. If you don't like that, don't read. I just added some Bikini Beach 'magic'....
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ElrodW
A group of nerds at a college get tricked into going to Bikini Beach, and then serving as sluts for a fraternity party. When their friends decide to help get revenge, things get very interesting for the fraternity.
This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Brandon and Robert had been the best of friends since they were four. They'd grown up across the street from each other. They went to the same schools, and they shared most of the same interests. The one problem, to the consternation of their mothers and the disappointment of their fathers, was that neither boy took any sort of interest in sports. Neither boy was built for sports; they were under six feet in height, and rather slight of build. They only participated in outdoor activities when they were forced; both would rather be inside, reading, building models of their own design, and later, building electronics projects, playing Dungeons and Dragons, doing some serious computer programming and light hacking, and reading lots more. In a word, they were nerds. Socially, they were both inept; neither boy had dated at all in high school. While their grades were both exemplary, either mother would have taken a B or two in exchange for some girlfriends or dating. Or even sports. Alas, it was not to be. Brandon was valedictorian — by two hundredths of a grade point.
And now, high school was over; it was time for the boys to move on. The city college was out; it had none of the engineering and science programs the boys craved. The nearest college was seven hours drive away, on the coast. Their fathers held out some faint hope that the boys would start spending time on the beaches, and get tanned, muscled, and maybe take up surfing and dating. It was the hope only a parent could have; the chance of anything like that happening was less than the chance of a major blizzard in Honolulu in August.
With great fanfare, the boys packed up the old Ford Taurus Brandon had gotten from an aunt, said goodbye to their parents, and hit the road. Seven weary hours later, they arrived on campus, ready to start their new life as adult college men.
Housing turned out to be a much more significant problem than they'd expected. While freshmen and sophomores had once been required to live on campus, a new state law designed to equalize opportunities for minority students had caused an explosion in the student population. Housing was in short supply, even after the sophomore rule was lifted. Expecting this, the campus had taken some drastic emergency actions over the course of the summer.
And so, Brandon and Rob trudged along Palm Walk, traversing campus from the housing office to their new residence. "It doesn't look like much," Rob said warily as they approached the old gymnasium.
Brandon, ever the optimist, shrugged off his friend's worries. "I'm sure they've done a great job on the inside. Remember the dean said they made individual rooms for us."
Rob wasn't convinced. As they neared the old gym building, his fears magnified. The building had been slated for demolition. Then, with a shortage of space and funds, it had been spared that fate, so that the inside could be transformed into dozens of cubicle-like dorm rooms in a desperate attempt to handle the overpopulation.
Inside, they dodged a bucket, half full of rainwater in a testament to the building's dilapidated condition. Former offices had been turned into rooms. Bleachers had been removed, and thin walls hastily erected to make a maze of rooms. Rob looked around their assigned room and groaned. "I told you this wasn't going to be that great." Of the two, Rob was easily the more pessimistic.
Brandon shook his head, smiling. "Oh, no. We'll get up our pictures, and set up our computer. It'll be great. Just wait and see."
Rob glanced around the room again. His heart sank when he noted that the bunk bed was three high. "And we've got another roommate, too."
Brandon glanced at the bed and smiled. "Great. I hope he plays chess."
Despite Rob's sense of hopelessness, the room actually did come together rather well — all things considered. They were just about done unpacking when a knock sounded on the door casing. "Are you two assigned here as well?" The voice from the doorway sounded foreign.
At the door was an impeccably dressed young man, alternating his gaze from Rob and Brandon, to the empty bunk, to the number on the door, and then to a slip of paper in his hand. Then he repeated the cycle.
"I'm Rob. I guess we're your roommates."
The boy adjusted his wire-rim glasses and smiled. "Splendid," he said with a smile. "Bertram Smythe." He reached out into the hallway and slid in a suitcase. "Which bunk is mine?"
Rob glanced at Brandon, then back at Bertram. "I guess you can take the top one if you like."
Bertram smiled. "By the way, my friends call me Bertie. Or Bert." He surveyed the room again, and his eyes lit up at the sight of the computer in the corner. "By chance do you have the new graphics chipset in that?" he asked hopefully.
This time, it was Brandon who glanced at Rob, and it was an I-told-you-so look. "It's a quad-processor system, with sixteen gig of memory, and running the ATI graphics. Over five terabytes of hard disk, a burner, and a blu-ray player."
Bert smiled. "This could be a truly stunning term," he said, clearly glad to have met Brandon and Rob. "The only thing that could be better is if one of you chaps liked to play chess."
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Each dorm had a dorm council; it was no different with the old gym. Rob was selected by their 'wing', which was the third row of rooms in the cavernous gym. The wing began to refer to themselves informally as Cellblock 3, since the entire arrangement seemed more suited to a prison than to a college. Still, each boy had a bed, a wardrobe closet, and a desk, and each room had its own light and false ceiling. The communal bathroom and shower were less than optimal, but it would have to do.
It didn't take Rob long to realize that the administration, possibly at the urging of the ROTC and athletic departments, had concentrated the jocks and ROTC in the existing dorms; that left Gym Hall filled mostly with academic types. Rob began to get to know some of them on the dorm council.
Fred was a sixteen year old computer genius who'd finished school two years early. It would have been more, but his father wouldn't let him graduate any quicker. As a result, Fred had been bored, and got a reputation as a prankster in his high school. And as he described some of the stunts he'd pulled, the other boys sat mesmerized; they realized they were in the presence of a master.
Arnold, on the other hand, was a very shy, contemplative lad. His talents had gone unrecognized in the small town school he attended; it wasn't until he took the SATs that anyone realized he was incredibly gifted.
And then there was Chuck. Chuck defied the stereotypes of the rest of the dorm. Chuck had served two terms in the navy, as a soundman in a ballistic missile submarine. Around electronics, Chuck was right at home. Compared to Chuck, Rob and Brandon realized they were amateurs.
With such an assortment of gifted students, it didn't take long for the rest of the college to being picking on the new dorm and its occupants. One morning, the boys arose to find "Nerd Hall" spray-painted over the door of the gym. Girls avoided invitations to the old gym like the plague. Socially, it was a leper colony.
One evening, as they surfed the net, Brandon turned to Rob. "You know, I think we ought to pledge a fraternity."
Rob halted in mid keystroke. "Why?"
"Women," Brandon replied simply.
"Women?"
"Women." Brandon sat back. "Have you noticed that none of the guys in the dorm have dated? You know why? Because the rest of them think we're a bunch of nerds."
Rob sighed. "Aren't we?"
Brandon smiled. "Touche'. Yeah, I guess we are." He leaned forward again in anticipation. "But just think — if we got in a really good frat, then we wouldn't be nerds anymore. And that would mean we could meet women."
Rob sat and thought for a moment. "But some of the fraternities are pretty exclusive," he said cautiously. "How are we going to get in?"
**********
Rob had proven to be right. Of the six rush parties they'd gone to, Rob and Brandon had been shuffled to one side almost immediately. While other young men were seriously courted as potential pledges, Rob and Brandon were barely spoken to.
Then they came to the Alpha Sigma Sigma rush party. Rob was pessimistic as usual, but things seemed different. They'd been talked to, like they were real candidates. They were told of the benefits of being in their fraternity, and told of the social schedule, which included lots of parties. It was almost like the Alphas wanted Rob and Brandon to join.
Still, Rob was unconvinced. Later that night, he lay awake, trying to figure out what bothered him. "You know, Brandon, it doesn't seem right."
Brandon peered over his bunk above Rob. "What?"
"The Alphas. I mean, they're the first house to talk to us."
Brandon grinned. "Yeah, isn't it great? And they invited us to their next party, too. You know, Rob, this could be a major turning point in our lives."
Rob sighed. "Something just doesn't seem right," he repeated.
Above Brandon, Bert chimed in. "I have to agree with Rob, Brandon. In the few weeks we've been here, I've come to the conclusion that the Alphas are among the most obnoxious groups on the campus."
Brandon wasn't about to be dissuaded. "All we have to do is get dates for the dance next Friday night." He spoke as if it would be a trivial task.
**********
Friday morning, Brandon and Rob strode quietly out of the physics building. "Any luck?" Rob asked.
Brandon shook his head. "No." They walked in silence for another few steps. "I don't get it," Brandon finally said in frustration. "This is only the most exclusive party the Alphas give, and we can't get dates."
Rob nodded. "Yeah, but we're nerds, remember?"
"Hey guys," a voice called from behind them. Rob and Brandon turned simultaneously to see one of the Alphas running to catch up to them. "Glad I caught you," he said between breaths.
"Hi, Dave," Rob said without enthusiasm.
"Gonna be a great party tonight," Dave said with a grin. "You guys got dates lined up?"
Brandon shook his head. "No, we haven't had any luck."
Dave's face fell. "Oh, man, that's too bad. You have to have a date, you know." He seemed to be in sympathy with the two boys. "You try the Tri-Deltas?" Also known as the "Triple Nipples," the Tri Delta sorority was known as being quite friendly and very outgoing.
Rob nodded slowly. "No luck."
Dave looked surprised. Someone could strike out with the Tri Delts? That was unheard of. Then he looked thoughtful for a moment. "Say, you guys heard of the water park? It's mostly for girls, and some of the guys say it's a great place to pick up dates."
Brandon's eyes lit up. "No, I hadn't heard of it. You think we'll have luck there?"
Dave grinned broadly. "I guarantee you two will come away with a couple of hot babes." He rummaged around in his pocket and fished out his wallet. He pulled out a pair of faded, worn tickets. "Since I started going steady with Leslie, I guess I don’t need these any more. Why don't you guys take them and go pick up some dates for tonight?"
Brandon took the tickets like they were made of gold. "Wow, thanks man," he said eagerly. "You're a lifesaver."
Dave shook his head. "No problem, guys. You can return the favor sometime."
**********
"Look, we need to find dates, right?" Brandon stood by Rob, outside the gate of Bikini Beach. It was early afternoon, and the early autumn sun was still warm.
Something made Rob nervous, although he couldn't explain it. "I don't know..."
Brandon watched as another pair of shapely women walked into the park. "Look, from what we've seen going in, this place should have a ton of good looking girls. And if we get good dates, maybe we'll even get lucky, huh?"
Rob let the last argument persuade him; reluctantly, he walked with Brandon up to the ticket gate.
"May I help you?" a polite girl in the booth asked them.
Brandon smiled, while Rob looked down from shyness. "Yes, we were given a pair of tickets, and we'd like to go in the park."
The girl glanced at the tickets that Brandon was holding, then smiled. "Technically, they aren't tickets. This is a private park, open to members and guests only. And a limited number of guest passes such as you hold. Those are one-day passes. Just swipe them in the turnstile, go in the locker room, and change. And remember to shower before you leave the locker room."
**********
"Hey Brandon," Rob called from the shower. He cleared his throat; it sounded a bit squeaky. "You almost ready?"
Brandon didn't answer. Rob pulled back the curtain of his shower and glanced around; it wasn't like Brandon not to answer. And Rob's jaw dropped. Standing in the middle of the locker room, a shocked expression on his face, stood Brandon. Or what had been Brandon. "What's happening to me?" came the soft voice from Brandon's changing form.
Rob stared hard. It was a girl. And not just any girl, but a very well endowed blond girl standing topless. But what was more striking was that Brandon's facial features still remained; Rob knew with sickening certainty that this girl had been Brandon until only a few moments ago. "What the hell..." He stopped; his voice sounded ... higher? Rob glanced down, and nearly screamed as he saw orbs pushing out from his chest, slowly inflating into tits. He glanced back at Brandon, and saw the last masculine features fade from the now-lovely face. "Brandon, what's happening to us?"
Brandon stared down at his massive boobs, then back at Rob. "I don't know," he wailed in a sultry feminine voice. "But you're changing, too."
Rob glanced down, and knew that Brandon was right. He felt the tug on his shoulders increasing, and knew that he had large and still-growing breasts on his chest. He knew, with sickening certainty, that his swimsuit bottom was as flat as Brandon's, and that his entire body was being resculpted. "This is like a polymorph spell," Rob said softly, using a D&D reference.
A few minutes later, the changes were all over. Brandon and Rob were gone, replaced with two extremely well endowed blond girls. And it was worse; both felt a strange and compelling urge, although to do what, they didn't know. Before they could decide what to do, the locker room door opened and a pair of sorority girls came boldly in.
"Hi, girls," they said with an air of knowledge. Rob and Brandon both knew that these girls were aware of their change. "Why don't you come with us and get ready for the party?"
"I don't want to," Brandon stammered. In his soft alto, it sounded seductive, even though he was trying to be firm.
One of the girls smiled. "But you will come with us, won't you." It wasn't a question, but a statement.
Rob nodded slowly, his mind fighting against the strange power these girls seemed to have over him.
"Of course you will. You know why?" one girl mocked with her question. "Because there will be lots of boys at the party."
At the word boys, Rob felt a very powerful sensation — between his legs. He knew now what the strange compulsion was. It was sexual need. This body was horny - almost uncontrollably so.
And so Rob and Brandon allowed the girls to help them put on bikini tops, then followed them out of Bikini Beach to their waiting car. Moments later, the two were at the Alpha Sigma Sigma house, clad only in skimpy bikinis.
Dave walked up to Brandon and Rob, then smiled at the girls. "Good job," he said with a smile to the ladies. "Well, Rob, Brandon, you ready to party?"
Rob felt a sickening feeling in the pit of his stomach, even as he tried to fight the rising needs of this body. They'd been set up. Dave had knowingly sent them to Bikini Beach. And now — he could only imagine what awaited them.
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Brandon was walking stiffly, sore. She, for he was still trapped in the ultra-slut body from Bikini Beach, hurt in places Brandon had never imagined. Clad in only their skimpy bikinis, covered with sexual fluids, the two erstwhile boys walked painfully back toward their gym dorm. They'd been done by the entire fraternity. Multiply. In ways that neither could have possibly imagined. They'd been used and abused and totally humiliated, and then the fraternity guys unceremoniously tossed them out of the house, to walk back to their dorm.
Neither boy spoke to the other; each was alone in their misery and embarrassment. Finally, Brandon noticed something. "I think we're changing back," he said hopefully.
Rob stopped, staring at Brandon in the dim light of the street lamp, and then he nodded. "Yeah, I think so." He grabbed Brandon's arm. "Let's get out of sight." The pair ducked into an alleyway, and crouched behind a dumpster. With agonizing slowness, the two boys changed back into their original forms. Finally, the changes were done.
"We were set up," Rob said simply as they continued their hike.
"Yup," Brandon said glumly. "And the car is miles away at the park."
"Are you going to tell anyone?"
Brandon shook his head. "Nope. You?"
"Nope. Besides, you think anyone would believe us?"
The continued to march along glumly, until they arrived at the dorm. They crept as quietly as possible into their room, hoping that Bert would be asleep. He wasn't. "Good party?" he asked cheerfully.
Rob glanced at Brandon and shook his head. "Nope."
**********
"Hey, Brandon." Brandon turned to see who was calling his name; it was one of the Alphas. "You look a little different today." The guy laughed. Another of the Alphas joined in. "Yeah. You looked a lot better last night." Brandon put his head down and marched into the computer lab, away from the jeering and taunts. His cheeks burned from the humiliation.
It didn't get any better back at the dorm; someone had sneaked in and plastered the hallways and restroom with 8x10 color pictures of the girls in varied acts of sex. Brandon slunk back to his room.
To his dismay, the door bore a painted message: "Get a lifetime membership."
As Brandon opened the door, Bert came around the corner. "What's all this, then?" he asked, pointing to the message.
Brandon shook his head. "I don't know," he lied. He wasn't ready to share this sordid chapter of his life — with anyone.
**********
His resolve to keep this deep dark secret didn't last. Later, some of the other guys came to their room. They'd wondered about the sudden sharp increase in taunting, the pictures, and the message on the door. Bert spoke for the group. "So what really happened?" he asked.
The room, tiny as it was, seemed tinier with the six guys in it. Rob lay on his bunk, staring at the bottom of Brandon's bunk. Brandon and Bert sat in their desk chairs, and Chuck sprawled in the third one. Fred squatted on floor, his legs crossed Indian style, while Arnold leaned against Rob's desk. It was an informal council of friends.
"Yeah, Brandon," Arnold chimed in. "What gives?
Brandon clenched his jaw. "Nothing." He turned back to his desk, trying to bury his thoughts in his physics text.
Chuck shook his head. "Look, we've noticed things are goofy today. And it all started when you were getting ready for that party last night. Something's up."
Rob didn't move his gaze. "It's nothing. Just leave it."
Arnold narrowed his eyes. "I don't get it. You guys are acting like something really bad happened. From what I've seen of the pictures, the only way I'd consider it bad is if ¬_I_ had been one of those girls getting dorked so much." He chuckled, and then he saw Brandon's face reddening. The laugh died in Arnold's throat.
Chuck, too, had noticed. "There's some connection here," he said slowly. "All these pictures, you guys acting like something bad happened."
Rob turned toward Chuck. "They sent us to a magic park and turned us into girls. The girls in the pictures. Okay? Is that what you wanted to hear?" His voice was laced with bitterness and venom.
Chuck stared in disbelief, alternating his gaze from Brandon, who had buried his beet-red face in his hands, to Rob, who had resumed staring at Brandon's bunk. Finally, he broke the awkward silence. "You're kidding, right?"
Fred interrupted him. "I don't think so, Chuck," he said softly. "It'd have to be like a sixteenth level mage with a polymorph spell, right?" He glanced at Arnold. "I've heard of magic. Real magic. Not the stage illusions, but real magic." He looked toward Bert, then Brandon, his eyes lighted as if by a strange energy. "Most people don't believe, but there are lots of cases of really strange things that science can't explain."
Chuck shook his head. "Man, you're getting too weird for me."
Arnold cut him off. "No, Fred's right. There are some people who can do things we can't explain."
Bert glanced over at Brandon. "So how did this magic work? Did someone cast a spell on you or something?"
Rob sighed. "No, we just went into the locker room and took a shower. And then, somehow, we changed."
Fred looked thoughtful before he stood abruptly. "Just a sec, guys." He left the room at a fast trot, and within moments, was back with a thick, dark book, which he'd already opened and was perusing. He plopped back on the floor, hunched over the book as he frantically flipped through pages.
Rob levered himself to one side and glanced down at Fred. The others were slowly congregating around him, glancing over his shoulder at the old tome.
"Ah, here it is!" Fred exclaimed with growing excitement. He pored over a section of one particular page. "Yeah, it was probably the shower."
"What are you talking about?" Chuck finally sputtered. "And what the hell is that book?"
Fred glanced down, feeling a bit embarrassed, which made his boyish face seem even younger. "It's a book about magic, from the Egyptian priests to modern times, including Druids and such." He found himself feeling quite defensive. "It's a reference to their practices and magic use and stuff."
Rob snorted. "And you believe that?"
Chuck glanced at the book, then back at Rob. "Have you got any other explanation?" Rob flushed and shut his mouth.
"According to this, a lot of spells could use a medium to hold them, ready for use, until they were activated. That's where the whole idea of potions came from." Fred looked up, feeling a bit proud of himself. "So it was probably the water in the showers."
"But we didn't drink any!" Rob protested. "At least I didn't!"
Fred looked up, beaming. "According to this, you didn't have to drink it. It could be activated by simple skin contact."
Rob leaned back on his elbow, his face impassive. "So now what?" The guys glanced around the room at each other, realizing that Rob had asked the perfect question.
Brandon glanced up at the ceiling for a few long seconds, although no-one noticed. Finally, he looked back down. "Gentlemen, we need to check this place out and find out what it can do."
**********
Chuck put down his binoculars and made one final mark on a piece of paper. In the rear seat, Arnold was doing exactly the same. And so was Brandon, sitting behind the steering wheel. They were parked across the road from Bikini Beach, and for the entire day, they'd been keeping careful watch.
"Okay, what have you got?" Brandon asked.
Chuck glanced at his sheet. Six thousand, four hundred twelve women admitted, and one hundred thirty-seven men. Six thousand five hundred forty-nine women exited, and no men."
Arnold glanced at his sheet. "Same thing I got."
Brandon nodded. "Me, too."
Chuck dropped his paper, his eyes tired from the day's watching. "I guess it's real."
"Yup," Arnold agreed, although his voice had a strange enthusiasm, as if he found the existence of magic exciting. "Now what?"
**********
The 'what' turned out to be another carefully measured experiment. One of the guys, selected by random draw from Bert, Chuck, Arnold, and Fred - since Rob and Brandon had already experienced the change - purchased a guest pass the next morning.
Brandon and Arnold sat in the car, watching girl after girl exit the park, wondering how they would know when Bert finally came out. And they realized that they might not know. She — if there was a magic change — would have to find them. The guys were very impatient by mid-afternoon, when Bert finally emerged from the water park. She walked daintily across the asphalt, her sandals slapping between the asphalt and her small feet. If she hadn't come to the car, they wouldn't have recognized her. "Hi, guys," she said cheerfully, as if nothing was wrong. "That is a really smashing park, you know?"
"Bert?" Arnold asked, incredulous. "Is it really you?"
Bert smiled; his body was that of an attractive co-ed, and she resembled Bert not at all. "Yes, I'm still in here."
Brandon frowned; he and Arnold had sat in the car for most of the day. "So what took so long?" he demanded as Bert slid her attractive body into the back seat.
Bert shrugged. "You don't expect me to go into a water park and not check out the rides, do you?"
Brandon shook his head in disbelief, then started the car and put it into gear. As they pulled onto the main road, he glanced in the mirror. Bert was nonchalantly combing out his long wet hair, as if he'd done it all his life.
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"Okay, guys," Brandon said to the assembled gang, then he glanced at Bert, sitting in loose-fitting jogging clothes to hide his changed body, "and girl." The others giggled a bit, and Bert's cheeks reddened. "I'm getting a plan to get back at those Alpha bastards. So here's what we've got to do. First, we have to confirm that it's the water. And then?" He turned to Fred, who sat at one desk poring over his book.
Fred glanced at the book. "Then we have to find out if it's tied to one place, or if it can be transported."
Chuck looked quizzically at Fred. "Tied to one place?"
Fred nodded. "Sometimes, magic was reported to be tightly tied to a location. So we have to find out."
"By taking a sample of water out of the park and seeing if it still works, right?"
Fred grinned an acknowledgement. "Right."
Rob nodded his agreement. "I hope it isn't tied to the park. I think the entire Alpha frat knows about the magic, and I don't think there's any way we could ever get them to go in."
Brandon nodded. "I think you're right. So the first experiment is the most critical."
Bert decided it was time to interject a thought. "You guys said you were quite aroused after your change, right?" She waited for Rob and Brandon to confirm that.
Arnold scooted closer to Bert, putting an arm around her feminine shoulders. "Are you trying to give me a hint?" he said hopefully.
Bert gave Arnold a sharp elbow in the ribs, which doubled Arnold over. "Watch your hands," she said harshly. "It's still me inside here." She turned back to Brandon. "I'm not feeling any of the, uh, compulsion you said you had."
Brandon stared at Bert. "And your knockers are a lot smaller, too." He glanced back to Fred. "Well?"
Fred knew that all eyes were on him. "There are probably some aspects of the change that can be controlled, or at least specified."
Rob nodded his agreement. "Okay, Brandon. What's the plan?"
Brandon thought for a moment. "Here's what we have to do."
**********
It was Chuck's turn to change next — to get the sample of water for the experiment. She emerged as a statuesque woman in her mid-twenties -—attractive but not movie-star quality. And she carried the coveted wineskin full of water from the shower.
While Chuck was changing, Rob talked to the girl at the gate. She seemed nice — Vicky was her name, and she was a student at the university — and was more than helpful once Rob let on that he knew the secret and had been changed once himself. He offered to take her for ice cream after she got off work. To perhaps everyone's surprise, she accepted.
Back at the dorm, Fred stood among the guys — and Chuck — and poured some of the water into a glass. He steeled himself, gulped nervously, and then took a large swallow.
"Well?" Brandon asked anxiously almost as soon as Fred finished swallowing.
"Well what?" Fred responded as he set the glass down. "It took time for you, right?" The last word squeaked, emerging in a higher pitch. Fred glanced around, and saw the guys staring open-mouthed at him. "What?" His voice was definitely different; it sounded softer and much higher pitched.
Chuck had seen the changes take place on himself; now, as he watched Fred's body morphing, he stood transfixed by the process. Like water flowing, Fred's hair lengthened visibly, growing more full, lighter, and much longer in a slow steady process. At the same time, Fred's shirt started to get tight as mounds began to appear — tiny at first, but growing and swelling and becoming much more round. Almost imperceptibly, he began to shrink, growing shorter and shorter. Fred's hips widened a little; he was only sixteen, and the female equivalent wouldn't have as round a but nor as wide of hips as Chuck currently possessed. Still, the change was obvious. Like the narrowing of Fred's waist. Fingers, hands, arms, legs — they all changed smoothly and slowly as his flesh rearranged itself in response to the magic in the water. Even his clothing was caught up in the spell; his T-shirt flowed in a shimmering fluid motion until it was a halter top, gently cradling Fred's new perky breasts. His shorts got shorter, widening to accommodate his rounder butt, and flattening in front as his male organ vanished inside his body. Within three minutes, Fred was a girl, completely and totally.
"Wow!" Arnold said softly as he stared at the newly formed girl.
Brandon shook his head in disbelief. Even though he'd experienced it himself, he found it amazing to watch Fred transform. "Wow is right. Fred? How does it feel in there?"
Fred was staring open-mouthed at her body, her hands cupping the breasts she now had. "This is incredible!" she said in a soft high voice. "I wouldn't have believed it!"
Arnold got over his reverie at watching the change. "How about you?" he asked, hope springing eternal. "You want to try out that new bod?"
Fred shot him a look that nearly withered Arnold. Had he been a couple of steps closer, Arnold would have gotten a knee in his groin. "Not likely, slime." Fred snarled in a voice that, despite the intent, sounded surprisingly sexy.
**********
"Okay, what did you learn?"
Rob smiled. "She's a business major. She's working there to pay off a debt; apparently, she and a few friends sneaked in for a midnight swim, and then got caught."
Chuck smacked Rob's arm. "About the park, dummy!"
"Oh. Uh, you were right," he said to Fred. "You know, you're pretty cute as a girl," he said. Fred slapped his other arm. "Okay, okay. I get the message." He turned back to the group. "Most of the time, the old woman who runs the place just changes the guys into their female equivalent — the woman they'd have been if their DNA had a second X chromosome."
"Most of the time?"
Rob grinned. "She can control a lot. Age, hair color, body shape. Even the libido of the customer."
Brandon grinned. "So how does that part work?"
Rob shook his head. "I don't know."
"I guess we'll have to do a little more experimenting until we find out then."
Chuck glanced at Brandon. "So what's next? Turn someone into a busty slut?"
Brandon visibly winced. "We're going to have to try it."
**********
Arnold was the unfortunate one who drew the straw for the next experiment. Like a man under a death sentence, he walked slowly to the ticket booth. His cheeks crimson with embarrassment, he made a very specific request, and took the pass the girl gave him. Slowly, he trudged to the gate and went into the park.
A very short while later, a girl with unimaginably large boobs, covered by a T-shirt stretched to the breaking point, sauntered out of the gate. Her long platinum blond hair danced about her shoulders in time with the swaying of her wide hips. A clingy and very short skirt actually emphasized her hips, and drew a man's gaze to them like a magnet. Her waist, narrow as it was, accentuated the curves of her body, giving her a distinctly slutty appearance. She walked uneasily to the car and leaned over, resting her arms on the door. "Well, is this what you expected?" Her voice was high-pitched, almost bimboish.
Brandon glanced at Fred, then stared back into the deep cleavage of Arnold's new body. "Uh..." was all he could stammer.
Arnold opened the door and slid in beside Fred. "How about we get out of here?" she said softly.
Fred felt himself sweating as Arnold put her hand on his knee, then moved it seductively up to Fred's thigh. She glanced at Fred, and circled her tongue around her lips. Then she grasped Fred's head and pushed it into her huge cleavage. "You like this?" she asked softly. Meanwhile, her hand had roamed, and she grinned. "From what I've found, I'd say that you do."
Fred found himself on the horns of a dilemma. This was Arnold. And yet, it wasn't. Was it? Inside this sex-crazed bimbo, somewhere, was Arnold. And yet... He moaned softly as Arnold began to rub his firm manhood through his pants. Youthful hormones and desire overwhelmed any caution, and Fred grabbed at Arnold's huge tits with one hand while he plunged his other hand into her panties.
*********
"So, who wants to test the water?" Brandon asked quietly. Only five of the guys were gathered; Arnold was probably in her room masturbating again. Since she'd been changed, she'd done Fred, Bert, and two guys down the hall. And she'd been playing with herself almost non-stop. Naturally, there were no immediate volunteers for this crucial experiment. Not after they saw what it had done to Arnold.
Brandon sighed. "Okay, here's what we'll do." He took five paper cups and poured the water into one of them. Then he poured plain tap water into the other four. "Okay, all of you turn your backs. I'm going to mix up the glasses. Then we'll each, in turn, mix them up. Then we each drink one." The guys agreed, and they took turns mixing up the glasses, until at last, not one of them had any idea which was spiked. Each took a glass. Nervously, they held them. "Cheers," Bert said fatalistically, then poured the water down his throat. The others followed.
It only took a few seconds; Brandon was the unfortunate one who'd gotten the spiked water. To his dismay, he felt his boobs swelling to immense proportions, while his hair flowed into long wavy blond tresses. His butt grew, while his waist narrowed. More importantly, his T-shirt transformed into a very low-cut halter top which dangled above his naked navel, held away from his waist by the enormous breasts. His pants flowed into a very short skirt, clinging tightly to his wide hips and baring most of his long sexy legs.
"So how do you feel?" Chuck finally asked.
Brandon stared down at her body, then at Chuck. Then she practically leaped upon Chuck, grasping his face and kissing him desperately while rubbing her massive melons against his chest. She broke off the kiss, letting one hand drop to Chuck's crotch. "Oh, please," she said in a sultry voice, "I need you!" She attacked Chuck's belt with vigor, anxious to free his manhood to satisfy her overwhelming needs.
**********
Arnold checked his shopping list and headed into the plumbing aisle. Some of the things on the list were rather obscure, and he had to get help from the staff, but he finally managed to secure everything required.
Brandon and Bert sauntered through the computer store, pushing a shopping cart full of equipment. "Too bad the wireless bandwidth is so low. But I'm sure Chuck will overcome that little problem." Bert observed as they added another piece of gear to their cart.
Chuck sat hunched over a bench in the electrical engineering lab. Beside him, a hot soldering iron smoked, filling the air with the smell of hot rosin. He adjusted the magnifying lamp, and then reached for the iron yet again.
**********
Fred sighed heavily, taking a deep breath to steady his frazzled nerves. Rob sighed as well. "I know how you feel." As one, they glanced past the ticket booth to the entrance. "This should be the last trip."
Rob nodded slowly. "I know. But it's still weird."
Together, the guys purchased their passes, trying not to blush as the specified the specific changes they wanted to the ticket attendant. Then they walked into the park, stopping to swipe their tickets. "So how does this work, do you suppose?" Rob asked, trying to make small talk as they prepared for the enormous changes they were going to undergo.
Fred shrugged. "Probably the specifics are put on the pass, and when you go through the gate, it bonds them to you. Then the water does its thing." He stepped into the shower, pulling the curtain closed behind himself. "I'd guess if there's no specific pattern, it just does a simple gene change." His voice was getting higher through his explanation, even as he funneled some of the water off his upper body and into a collapsible jug. In the other booth, he knew that Rob was doing the same. Still...
The two left the showers almost simultaneously, carrying their jugs of water — and the enormous jugs on their chests. "I'm glad this is the last trip," Rob said with audible relief — even though his voice made him sound like a totally brainless bimbo.
"Yeah," Fred agreed. "And I'm so damned horny." She looked at Rob's luscious body, then moved closer. "Do you suppose...?"
Rob set her own jug down, and grabbed Fred's huge boob with one hand as she pulled Fred into a passionate kiss. "I can't wait either," she panted during a very brief break in the kiss.
**********
"Okay, are your watches synchronized?" Brandon glanced at his watch, then around the room. All the heads nodded their readiness. "Good. You know your jobs? Team 1?"
Rob nodded solemnly. "All set."
"Team 2?" Fred glanced at Bert, then gave a thumbs up. "Team 3?" Brandon looked at Chuck, who nodded. "We're set. Team 4?" In answer, Arnold grinned broadly. Brandon glanced at his watch again. "Okay, the show starts at zero two hundred."
**********
Rob hugged the telephone pole tightly as a patrol car cruised silently beneath him. Only when it was safely around the corner did he exhale. Then he leaned back against the support of the lineman's belt. His hand reached up and switched on the tiny flashlight affixed to his hat, and then he reached to his belt and retrieved a small screwdriver. Within seconds, the junction box was open, revealing its secrets to the world. Rob grinned. This was going quite well. He found the phone wires, pulled out a tester, then grinned as he began to rewire the circuits. Within minutes, he closed the junction box. Now he turned his attention to the small black box dangling from the junction box. Carefully, he taped it to the bottom of the junction box, taking care to make the new box as invisible as possible. Now, all he had to do was wait.
Team 2, Bert and Fred, dropped as quietly as possible into the inky blackness of the Alpha house attic. Like Rob, they had flashlights on their hats; they now switched them on. The wavering beams of light danced around the joists and beams of the attic. Bert shucked off his backpack and began rummaging through it. He found what he was looking for quickly. He handed the black box to Fred, who peered through the now-missing gable vent toward the alley. He smiled grimly, then took out some tools and fastened the box to a particular rafter. Next, he pulled another small box out and taped it to a joist. Bert, meanwhile, located an electrical junction box and removed its cover. He smiled to himself; though they were prepared for anything, the house was new enough to use wire nuts for connections. He quickly untwisted one of the wire nuts, added a slender wire to the bundle, and retied the nut. He repeated his action for the second wire. He glanced at Fred.
Arnold, the sole member of team 4, glanced over the scripts yet again. They had to be absolutely perfect. He worried at times like this; the slightest slip might trigger a firewall or intrusion detection software. He glanced again at a second monitor; it remained idle. It wasn't time for him — not yet.
Chuck tugged, towing the large tank of water through the crawl space. Overhead, he could hear the occasional footstep echoing on the floor. Still, it was late, and the chance of anyone detecting them was remote. Behind him, Brandon stopped and shone his flashlight on a paper, then around the beams. "Here," he hissed softly. "This is the kitchen."
Fred saw LEDs on the black boxes twinkle; the power was connected. Now for the rest of the job. "Okay, let's get the cameras." He pulled out a small auger and began to quietly bore into the sheetrock ceiling hung from the joists below him. He felt the auger carefully; when he felt the right change in resistance, Fred stopped. He withdrew the auger and took out tiny white ferrule. He slipped it down, feeling a tiny click as it popped through the paper face of the sheetrock below. Behind the ferrule, he mounted another tiny gizmo. Then he fed a fiber-optic bundle into the ferrule, and attached the other end to a tiny box which Bert had been wiring into the network hub they'd installed. Bert flipped a switch, and the tiny camera blinked a red LED. Fred nodded silently, and the duo moved on.
Rob watched, and saw the box spring to life, indicated by an LED blinking. He smiled and began to descend the utility pole.
Arnold saw an indicator flash on his second monitor. He turned his attention to the first monitor. His finger paused above the enter key, and after taking a deep breath, he pressed the key. Committed. Now it all depended on his script and his ability to direct the program now loosed into the computers in the Alpha house, and to link them to the waiting web site.
Chuck was sweating, and not from heat. The crawlspace was cool, but they were in constant danger of being discovered, and the heat of the blowtorch couldn't be avoided. He checked the last connection and turned the torch on the new joint. The copper absorbed the heat quickly, and soon, the tin solder flowed into the joint, sealing it against leaks. Satisfied, he twisted the valve and the flame snapped off. "Okay, give it a test." In answer, Brandon turned on a valve. Chuck examined the new joint carefully, watching for leaks. He found none. "Good enough. Let's get out of here."
Fred pulled the vent closed, then glanced through its slats. Satisfied that the LED was still blinking, he shinnied down the rope, paused to pull it free, and towed it away from the house and into the shrubs separating the Alpha property from the neighboring fraternity.
**********
The knock on the door awoke the Alpha men; after all, it was a Saturday, and they'd partied the night before. And they puzzled over the box the man left them; it had a return address from the national chapter. Dave rubbed his eyes and examined the letter. "I don't get it," he said over and over as he and the other Alphas examined the shipment of computer cameras. "But if national wants us to set up our computers with web cameras, I guess we do it." He examined one of the boxes carefully, and then dug out the contents, spilling the instructions on the floor. "Hey," he called irritably, "somebody get one of those computer geeks over here!"
**********
Around the campus, sounds of disbelief turned to ragged, then sustained cheering as e-mail messages were finally read. It was unbelievable; after all those years of being so snotty, the Alphas were going to hold an open party.
**********
"Okay, last time," Brandon said with a palpable sense of relief. "Only no bimbo settings." He turned back to the window and told the girl just what kind of passes the boys needed. It was still embarrassing, but it was now tolerable, given the plan that was rapidly coming to fruition.
**********
Dave was only slightly surprised when six very lovely girls showed up at the Alpha Sigma Sigma house on the night of the big party. Not only were they knockouts to look at, but they seemed a bit ditzy - perfect bimbos to help serve at the party. Their little sister sorority had promised to send some girls to help serve as hostesses; he just hadn't expected what he was now staring at. He smiled, stole one last glance down the cleavage of one, and invited them in to the house.
Brandon smiled to herself; as Brandy, she had the perfect cover to make sure the plan hatched well. Now, she was at the kitchen table, helping to mix the punch in an enormous punch bowl. Brandon glanced around, then reached under her skirt and retrieved a tiny remote. A quick button press caused the remote to display a flash of red.
Beneath the house, a wireless receiver got a specific signal. It responded by causing a surge of electricity to course through a solenoid, which opened a latching valve. A tiny trickle of water from Bikini Beach mixed in the cold water from the Alpha house plumbing.
Rob, passing herself off as Robbie, straightened up a pile of magazines, and smiled to herself as she spied the Playboy and Penthouse covers. She glanced around, then removed a tiny box from her skirt. She depressed a button, and was rewarded with a slow blinking light. She reached up and carefully placed the box atop a bookshelf, watching carefully to see where it was pointed. Then she smiled to herself and continued to help 'clean' the house for the expected guests.
**********
Guests were starting to arrive, and Dave was getting upset. Some of the other frats were coming; just where had they gotten the idea that they were welcome at this party? He stood, blocking the door, arguing with one of the Omegas, when one of the hostesses came up to him.
"I need a hand," Brandy whispered in his ear.
Dave glanced down, straight into her cleavage, and gulped. "I've got to watch the door," he said.
Brandy smiled and leaned up closer. "I really, really need some help. You see, I'm just getting so ... horny!" She struggled to sound as sexy and seductive as possible.
Dave felt his willy rising. He glanced at the guys standing on the porch, then back at the smiling blond with the huge tits. He turned to the guys on the porch. "You guys wait here. I'm going to ... um ... get something straightened out." He took Brandy's arm, and led her up the stairs.
As he opened his door, she batted her eyes at him. "Have you ever done it in the shower?" she said, licking her lips.
Dave needed no further urging. He turned and led her to the bathroom. Within seconds, he was stripped, and she was making a show of removing her clothing. With her panties on, and nothing else, she pushed him gently into the shower, following him and pulling the door shut. He turned on the water, then adjusted the shower head to spray both of them as he leaned into the kiss he was about to give the lovely girl.
Suddenly, Brandy started laughing. Dave straightened, and felt a bit disoriented. Something was wrong. He looked at the girl, and found himself staring straight into her eyes — somehow, he was shorter! And he saw long hair in his peripheral vision. He gasped, and Brandy laughed again.
In answer to his unspoken question, she pushed the shower door open and tugged Dave to the mirror. A gasp died in his throat as he saw — he was turning into a bimbo! A big-titted, blond-haired bimbo! Just like ... He started to curse. And then it hit him. The need. The uncontrollable, burning passion. He whimpered in a new, soft, sultry voice, his hands lifting to caress his large and still swelling tits.
Brandy smiled as she began to put her own clothes back on. "Don't worry, honey. There are plenty of men downstairs, just waiting to satisfy a girl like you."
**********
By ones and twos, the Alphas were led into their traps. Most of them had some punch, lured by the hostesses who just wanted someone to taste it to see if it was okay. A little flash of cleavage, a wiggle of a butt, and the guys were more than willing to help. A couple of the guys, like Dave, had to be lured into the shower to meet their doom. But within an hour, each and every Alpha was transformed into an incredibly horny, big-breasted blond nymphomaniac. As Brandy watched Dave struggling in a futile effort to pleasure herself, she finished adjusting her blouse, then reached into her skirt and pressed a button. Downstairs, hidden from view, a solenoid valve closed, and the water of Alpha house ran pure once more.
In the kitchen, Rob and Bert dumped the spiked punch, then hastily made a new batch from pure water, this one generously laced with alcohol from the Alphas' liquor cabinet. Then they joined the other four in the foyer. Brandon glanced at Rob, who glanced in turn around the whimpering bimbos. They nodded to each other and opened the door, letting all the other fraternity guys into the Alpha house for a party they would never forget.
**********
Back in Nerd Hall, Arnold sat down in front of her computer and typed in a few commands. For the next few hours, all the webcams and cameras they'd installed in the Alpha house would be viewed quite heavily. The hit counter started to rise, slowly at first, then with increasing speed as the site and its raw sexual content were discovered around the world. Arnold glanced at one of the windows; Dave, now a big-titted ultra nympho, was getting dorked by one guy while her head bobbed in the lap of another. Arnold checked again, and and smiled as she confirmed that the recorders were all running smoothly.
She wandered back to Brandon's room, grinning all the way and surprising some of the male residents who didn't expect to see such girls in this dorm. Inside, she gave a thumbs up.
"Cameras all working?"
Arnold smiled. "And the recorders." She nudged Fred. "That was a great idea to get them to install the webcams for us."
Fred grinned and shrugged. "Might as well let them do the dirty work." She took a sip of soda. "Between the fixed cameras, the web cams, and the portables, we've got just about every room in the house covered."
"And the ceiling cameras?"
Fred shrugged again. "We've got about as much directional control as I wanted. I wish the cameras had zoom, though. Still, they're getting great pictures."
Arnold couldn't help smiling. "Not only do we have good live video, but we're getting some great still pictures, too. And it's all on tape." He reached over and pressed a key, which opened a new window on the monitor. Displayed in very good resolution and full color was an image from one of the cameras. In this case, it happened to have some rather steamy group action. Arnold pressed another key, and the printer in the corner started to hum. "Presto — instant entertainment."
"But how long will the cameras stay hidden?" Bert asked, concerned about the ramifications when their little toys were discovered.
Chuck shrugged, ignoring the sensation of her boobs bouncing with the motion. After all that they'd done to get ready for this night, it might have been that she was getting used to it. It could also have been that she was savoring the moment too much to pay attention to a little thing like bouncing boobs. "Well, we know they're going to find the portables. Not that it'll do them any good; I doubt anyone in _that_ frat is smart enough to realize they're wireless, let alone search for the relay."
Fred smiled. "But they'll never find the fixed cameras. With the fiber-optics, the holes are so small that I'd be surprised if they find them before the house is torn down."
Chuck couldn't help grinning. "And the proceeds from the Alpha's little sex show are going to a good cause. The city shelter for abused women needs the help. Thanks to Arnold, the shelter won't be able to trace the contributions back to the porn site. Somehow, I think if they knew how they got the money, they wouldn't want it." She held up her hand, and got high fives all around. Then she got a silly grin on her face. "I guess the Alpha Sigma Sigma house is more like the Piece of ASS house tonight." The bad pun brought groans from the assembled girls.
Rob grinned without taking his eyes from the monitor. "It's worth having to be in these bodies for another few hours, just so we can watch the Alphas."
Arnold got a far-off look for a moment. "What's the range on the transmitter for the valve?"
Chuck's eyes widened, then she grinned, instantly realizing what Arnold was thinking. "I can always put a power amp on it if needed. You thinking what I'm thinking?"
Arnold grinned. "As long as there's some water left in the injector tank..."
The rest of the gang started laughing. "Whenever we want, we can change an Alpha or two into some nightly entertainment."
After the laughter died down, Brandon sat back, taking a big sip of her cola. "Guys ... er, girls, we've done it." She hoisted her cola. "Here's to revenge." She turned back to the monitor, smiling as she saw another of the Alphas begging for attention from one of the visiting frat boys.
**********
The old woman sauntered back into the office, her face looking a little more tanned. Anya turned her head from the books and smiled. "So how was the trade show?" she asked.
The old woman smiled. "Good show this year. And how were things around here?"
Anya gulped, and knew that her grandmother had sensed her hesitation. "Not a lot, really."
The old woman looked surprised. "Oh? Not even the guys using the water from the park to get revenge on the Alpha fraternity?"
Anya gulped again. "Well, yeah. That happened."
The old woman looked impassive. "And you didn't detect it?" Anya looked down; she'd been caught. "Actually, you did. And you let it happen anyway, right?"
Anya nodded slowly. "Those guys have been using the park for their nefarious deeds for quite a while now. I just thought it was time for someone to get a bit of revenge on them."
The old woman smiled. "So did I. And you know that the nerds are giving the money to a good charity. So I guess, all's well in the end."
FIN
Bikini Beach: The Nerds — Frat House
ElrodW
The boys in the gym-dorm need to find better housing. They come up with an ingenious plan — if they can convince people to let them have a go at it.
This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Bertie leaned forward in his chair, his elbow resting on his knee, and his chin in his hand. Like a hawk studying its prey, he stared intently at the chessboard. From the layout of the pieces, it was getting late in the game, and it was still pretty even. Across the table, Brandon, one of his two roommates, reclined lazily in his chair. He seemed to be unaware of the game, even though he had fought Bert to this standoff. "Well, are you going to move?" Brandon asked easily. He glanced out of the corner of his eye at the other guys in the room and gave them a grin.
Bert looked up briefly, through a dark scowl. "Yes, yes. Don't become impatient now." His words echoed with the sound of his British upbringing, an oddity in this dorm room.
Robert, the third roommate, grabbed a handful of chips from a large bowl. "Any of you guys have a date last night?"
All four young men in the room turned on him, their faces expressing their displeasure. Besides Bert and Brandon, their friends Chuck and Arnold were in the room, relaxing on a late Saturday morning. All five of them were nerds; in fact, all the residents of their dorm were considered nerds. Because of dorm overcrowding, they'd been put in a makeshift dorm, constructed in the dilapidated old gymnasium. It had been slated for demolition, but the housing needs gave it a reprieve, and the interior was fitted with 'temporary' rooms, rather like office cubicles but with a smidgeon more privacy. There were now forty men remaining in the gym, and with as much space as it had, it was really quite comfortable. But it was informally known on campus as "Nerd Hall", and one of the fraternities had spray-painted that label on the outside.
Arnold snorted his disgust at Robert's question. "Are you kidding?" he snapped. "The only time we get any dates is after we go to..."
Chuck's hand clamped over Arnold's mouth. "Quiet," he hissed. The unspoken words were the secret of these five men. He glanced at the closed door; even in a private room, the secret was not to be discussed too openly.
Robert sighed, and then he nodded slowly. "That's what I thought," he said solemnly.
Arnold pried Chuck's hand off his mouth. "So why'd you bring it up?" he muttered. "To remind us we're all nerds?"
Rob shook his head. "Nope." He looked thoughtfully at the ceiling for a moment. "Any of you guys catch the frat parties last night?"
Brandon turned toward his best friend; the first question had been annoying, but this one was getting insulting. "No, and you know that, too. They're by invitation only — to girls." He glanced around the room and saw the nods of agreement.
Rob smiled enigmatically. "Yes, I know." He munched a chip, then leaned back. "But I went."
Brandon's eyes narrowed. "But they're for..." His eyes widened suddenly.
"Bikini Beach," Chuck said in a hushed voice.
"You didn't," Bert said hopefully, eyeing Rob cautiously.
Rob grinned. "I did."
"And?" Chuck's curiosity was piqued. He spoke for all. And the unspoken question was what had happened. The fraternities had a reputation for wooing the ladies — and if necessary, getting them totally smashed so they could take advantage of them.
Rob glared at Chuck for a millisecond. "And nothing." He knew what Chuck was asking. "They tried, and they failed."
Bert looked up from the chessboard. "So why didn't you tell me? I would have enjoyed the party."
Rob grinned sideways at Chuck. "Every time you change into a girl, you pick something really sexy, and with that accent, you're a magnet for every guy within miles." He laughed. "I was busy enough keeping paws off me to have time to defend your honor, too." He turned back toward Brandon. "You know why those guys have parties like that?"
Brandon stared at Rob for a second, then he started to smile. "Because they're a fraternity, and they have a fraternity house."
"So?" Arnold glanced between the two, not having caught on.
Chuck had, though. "So, kid, if we were to get chartered as a fraternity, then we could have our own house, and we could host our own parties." He enjoyed emphasizing to Arnold that he was the old man of the group; unlike the others, Chuck had served a hitch in the Navy prior to coming to college. Chuck turned to Rob. "So you got any idea how we do that, hotshot? Or should I say, hot pants?" He gave Brandon a sideways grinning glance and elbowed him in the ribs, chuckling over his reference to Rob's recent status.
Rob ignored the jibe. "At least I got free drinks last night."
Bert looked thoughtful for a moment. "I thought I was dreaming that I heard a girl moaning in passion. I guess I was wrong." He glanced at Rob, deadpan. "You really need to learn to control your moaning when you pleasure yourself, dear chap." He looked back at the chessboard, ignoring the scowl from Rob. Chuck and Arnold laughed aloud, and Brandon tried to keep still, only to giggle uncontrollably.
Rob waited, red-faced, until they were mostly done laughing. "Are you through?" He waited until Brandon calmed himself and nodded.
"Okay," Brandon said, wiping a tear from his eye. "So how do we get to be a fraternity?"
"It's a two-step process. This university doesn't charter local fraternities — only chapters of national frats. So we need to get a national sponsor."
Chuck looked thoughtful for a moment. "Okay, so there are what — hundreds of fraternities? That shouldn't be too much of a problem. What else?"
Rob grimaced. "We have to get a house. The university requires a fraternity house for all charters."
Arnold shrugged. "That shouldn't be tough. There are lots of houses on the market around here. We should be able to find something to suit us."
Rob shook his head. "No good. They require that we have a house on-campus."
**********
Dean Howard Livingstone sat imperiously in his chair, staring across the vast desk at the nerds with obvious disdain. "You want to do what?" he asked, as if a second hearing would confirm the absurd request.
Brandon glanced nervously at Rob, then he swallowed. "We'd like to apply to form a fraternity," he said meekly.
Dean Livingstone stared at the boys for a long time. He was enjoying himself as he watched them squirm. His commanding presence, in this throne of his power, intimidated them. Finally, he opened his mouth. "Are you aware that there are two requirements for the formation of a new fraternity?" he asked impatiently.
Rob swallowed nervously. "Yes, sir," he answered in a squeaky voice. "A national sponsor and a house."
Dean Livingstone glared at Rob, which made him swallow and cower in his chair. "I see you've done your homework." He sat back, steepling his fingers and staring at the boys for several long awkward seconds. "There aren't any available houses," he finally announced.
Brandon glanced at Rob, then mustered his courage. "Yes, sir, we know. And we also know that we could build a house if property on campus were available." He glanced at Rob again to reassure himself. "The vacant lot between the tennis courts and..."
Dean Livingstone snapped forward, his elbows banging noisily on the desk. "That lot is the site of the new recreation center," he said in a booming, impatient voice. "For our fraternities and sororities," he added cruelly. He leaned back again. "So you see, boys, there really isn't any way you can get a house. Or a fraternity." He spun his chair away from the desk, rudely dismissing the boys.
**********
"Why not?" Chuck was addressing the entire gathering of 'nerds' in the gym, assembled to hear the news. Despite the conspiracy of silence among the five ringleaders, word of the plan had leaked, and had been the subject of endless whisperings and low conversations. After the rude dismissal from the Dean's office, they'd had to convene the group to break the bad news.
Brandon wrinkled his nose. "It just wouldn't work..." he began. He was trying to figure out how to phrase his objections, and he glanced at Rob, his best friend, for reinforcement. He was disappointed; Rob sat impassively, his mind obviously racing as he considered what Chuck had proposed. He glanced around the room, and saw the guys murmuring, discussing Chuck's outlandish idea. Finally, he turned back. "Okay, let's hear some more details." As if by magic, the low private conversations died, leaving a stunning silence in the room.
Chuck smiled. "Okay, let's lay out the facts. First, to be a fraternity, we need a house. Second, it has to be on campus. Third, the only suitable site on campus is reserved for a recreation facility. Fourth, we are in a temporary dorm that used to be a gym, and is slated — someday — for demolition."
A squeaky voice piped up from the back of the crowd. "Why don't we just have them demolish the gym and build a house here?"
Chuck started to answer, but Rob interrupted him. "Because it would leave the administration with a housing shortage. They're legally obligated to provide housing for us, but during the demolition and construction, there wouldn't be enough housing. We'd be on the streets, and they'd be liable."
Brandon glanced at Rob, and realized that his position was suddenly untenable. If Rob was behind this idea, it was only because he'd been convinced by the facts. Brandon considered the data. Was it possible? He quickly sorted the facts, and came to the startling conclusion that it was not only possible, but might be the preferable option. "I think we ought to go for it," he said with an air of finality.
Rob glanced at his roomie and smiled. "Look, this building has a lot going for it. To start with, it's here. It has all the facilities we'd need, and more. The office side would make good rooms. The gym would make a really nice hall. The concession area is big enough to be a kitchen. There's enough room to make a good computer lab. And the west wing has a pool." He grinned toward Brandon. "Can you imagine the girls that would show up for a pool party?"
Brandon nodded enthusiastically. "This could be the best house on campus!"
Arnold started to smile, but a frown crept over his features. "But if this place is supposed to be torn down, then there must be some problems. We're going to have to deal with those." He held up his fingers. "First," he said, closing one finger, "the plumbing is in bad shape. Any one who's tried to take a hot shower can tell you that. Second," he closed another, "The roof has some pretty serious leaks. Third," another finger, "unless you're deaf, you know that the heating system is squeaking and rattling. Fourth," he started to close another finger.
Chuck held up his hand to cut off Arnold. "Okay, so there are some problems. We don't know the extent of them." Chuck smiled grimly. "So what we need to do is to get the engineering report on the building to see what problems we'd have to deal with."
Bert felt his heart sink. "And if we ask for it, they'll know we're planning something. Remember, chaps, that the Dean was not very polite to us."
Murmured conversations erupted, low-volume whispers of acknowledgment and disappointment. Brandon felt the power as the group's mood changed instantly from cheer to hopelessness. The visit with Dean Livingstone had left a dark impression on him, and now it seemed that Bert was right.
Rob smiled, and one by one, the others in the room noticed his ray of hope in their sea of depression. One by one, the boys fell silent, wondering what Rob had up his sleeve. Finally, Brandon noticed and turned to see Rob's enigmatic smile. His brow furrowed in puzzlement.
"Okay, that's true. So here's what we're going to do." The crowd moved closer, and Rob began to outline his plan.
**********
Rob walked nervously toward the ticket booth with one of the other guys from the gym in tow. The guy, a nerdish looking lad of eighteen, was nervous. "So how are we going to get the blueprints and reports?" he asked for perhaps the hundredth time. "What does this place have to do with our job?"
Rob smiled to himself. "Patience, Tim, patience. You'll understand soon enough." He stepped to the window.
"Hi, Rob," a nice-looking brunette called down from the window. "Haven't seen you for a while." She was smiling pleasantly at the two boys.
Rob smiled. "Hi, Anya. This is my friend Tim."
Anya smiled pleasantly. "Hi, Tim. Welcome to Bikini Beach." She turned back to Rob. "So what'll it be today? The usual?" She glanced at Tim and sensed his nervousness. Then she sensed something from Rob. "Ah, I see." She smiled enigmatically. "It's a good plan. How can we help?"
Rob's jaw started to drop. "How...?" Then he nodded slowly. "Magic." He chuckled to himself as he shook his head. "I keep forgetting you can do that."
"What?" Tim asked, confused. He hadn't known about Bikini Beach, or Anya's magic, and now he was getting a lesson. He was understandably puzzled.
Rob smiled meekly. "We've got to try to get some documents, and we need some cover."
"Hmm," Anya mumbled, staring into the distance. "You know, it should work." She turned back to Rob. "So do you want the usual?"
Rob blushed, then shook his head. "No, we need something a little more...curvy. Eye candy, if you know what I mean."
Anya laughed softly. "I think I know just what you want." She took Rob's money and handed him a pair of tickets. "This should do the trick." Rob turned, guiding the confused Tim by the arm. "Oh, Rob," Anya called after him, "Grandmother asked me to tell you that she was impressed by how you guys handled the Alphas."
As Rob walked toward the turnstile with Tim at his heels, it was his turn to be confused. How had Anya and her grandmother known about their revenge on the Alpha Sigma Sigma fraternity? They hadn't told anyone.
**********
Chuck, being the oldest and a veteran, led the delegation. Brandon and another kid rounded out the group. Without a word among them, they strode deliberately toward the physical plant, the heart of the campus' facilities management. Chuck paused at the door, glanced across a street, and nodded. Then the group marched into the office. Chuck walked to the secretary and paused, waiting for her to look up. When she did, her expression changed from mild annoyance at being disturbed to outright disdain. "Yes," she asked, making no effort to mask her feelings toward the nerds.
Chuck didn't let the young woman's attitude faze him. "We have an appointment with the director," he answered evenly. He smiled pleasantly at the young lady; she was a modestly attractive girl of perhaps twenty, and Chuck contemplated the odds of getting her to go out with him. He didn't like the result; she was a work-study student, and probably belonged to one of the 'in' sororities.
The girl looked at them and then she pressed an intercom button and announced them. Moments later, the director emerged from his tiny office to greet them. "I understand you have some problems," he said, skipping the formalities.
Chuck glanced at his compatriots, then back at the director. The guy was one of them; he was an engineer by training, Chuck decided. He might be willing to help — but then Chuck decided against the direct approach. No sense taking any chances. "Yes," Chuck answered after a momentary pause. "We have some problems with the plumbing in the showers, and the HVAC system isn't cooling very well."
As he sat down behind his desk, the director frowned. "Well, it's an old building, and it isn't supposed to be a dorm." His excuse was lame, he knew it, and he didn't expect the boys to believe it. But it was the answer he'd been directed to give to any complaints about the gym. "So what do you need?"
Chuck nodded, noting the unease in the director's eyes. "Well, I was thinking that if we could trace the plumbing, we could maybe isolate where the problems were and avoid using those areas. It's not ideal, but at least it would give us something that worked."
The director's eyes narrowed; despite outward appearances, this young man was sharp. "That sounds like..."
Chuck smiled sheepishly. "...Navy damage control. Yes sir, I spent four years as a soundman on a boomer." He referred to the Navy term for a missile submarine.
The director's eyes lit up. "I did a tour as an engineering officer," he said proudly, having found a connection. "Aboard a destroyer."
Chuck grinned. "Skimmer," he said wistfully, referring again to a Navy term, this time for surface ships. "We had a word for your type of vessel."
The director knew the joke. "Targets," he answered with a smile. Then he glanced at the other two young men. "Okay, so you want to see if you can isolate the problems, right?"
Chuck smiled. The Navy connection had been unexpected, and could really be helpful. "Yeah. Do you think we can have a look at the plans and reports?"
The director thought for a brief second. "Normally this is against policy, but I don't think it would hurt. Especially if it helps fix some problems and lightens _our_ workload." He rose and walked toward the back of the building, followed closely by Chuck and the others.
As they walked through the outer office, Chuck noticed two very well endowed girls talking to the secretary. Their short skirts didn't do much to conceal their shapely legs, and both wore low-cut blouses. Their more-than-ample bosoms threatened to spill out of the necklines, displaying more than a little cleavage. Chuck gave the girls a quick wink, and one of them nodded in return. The other, though, seemed more than a bit disoriented. Chuck laughed to himself as they went into the back room.
Chaos. That's what they were led into. Organized chaos. The 'back room' was a large open room full of desks, drafting tables, and row upon row of file cabinets. It was the brain of the physical plant, the drafting and planning and archive room, all rolled into one. Here, plans were made, drawings created, construction supervised, and all the paperwork saved for future use. A few engineers and draftsmen darted about, scanning drawings, making notes, and generally milling about the room. Chuck swallowed; this was going to be tricky. It was all going to depend on timing.
The director led them to a mostly empty drafting table, then started to collect diagrams and drawings. Chuck and the director were deeply engrossed in a discussion over the plumbing when the receptionist led the two girls back.
The sound in the room came to a halt. The men stopped mid-stride. All heads snapped to stare at the two girls who entered the room and were led to the director.
The director slowly straightened, then tore his gaze away from the bounteous cleavage in front of himself. "Can I help you?" he asked, his voice squeaking.
One girl giggled, and the other one smiled very pleasantly. "Yeah. Like we're in the architecture department, and, like, the teacher said we're supposed to get some drawings of our house, you know?"
The other girl giggled again. "We're in the Delta house, you know, and we'd like to see if you could show us some of the blueprints and stuff?" The two sounded completely like bimbos, suited to their general appearance.
The men leaned forward anxiously, waiting a cue to help out. The Delta house was not only populated by bombshells like these two, but it had a reputation of being very friendly. The director finally nodded. "I guess we can help you girls out," he said with a smile. He let his gaze drift down to the cleavage again. Around him, the room erupted in bedlam. Every man present, from the youngest engineer to the crustiest old codger, tripped over each other in a rush to retrieve documents to help out these two girls. Coincidently, they would get an eyeful of impressive cleavage or a close-up of a shapely derriere. Documents were hastily retrieved as the men fought to curry the favor of the two sexy girls. An imposing pile of documents hastily grew on the table as print after print appeared.
One of the girls leaned over the table, staring at one of the blueprints. Every eye in the room tracked the cleavage as her huge knockers dangled down, emphasizing even more her bountiful bosom which threatened to spring forth from her meager blouse. And as the other one leaned forward as well, her well-rounded ass bumped another table, spilling documents, pencils, and coffee all over the floor. "Oh, like I'm so sorry," she apologized hastily as she bent forward even more to gather the papers from the floor. If she had deliberately bent to reveal her panties and shapely bottom, she couldn't have done it better; she seemed to be making absolutely no effort to conceal her body or undies from the room of lustful men.
All eyes tracked her butt as she bent forward, and a few guys scrambled to the floor to help the poor girl. The director himself tripped over his own tongue as he apologized to the girls, as if he had been the cause of the mess.
Chuck just watched the show, a combination of comedy and sex, and shook his head. After watching the chaos for a few minutes, Chuck tapped the director on the shoulder. "I think I know where we start. Thanks."
The director stared at him for a moment, then glanced at the girl bent over the table. "Oh, yeah. No problem." He dismissed Chuck and the others from his mind, concentrating instead on the lovely round ass of the girl at the table, his mind full of naughty thoughts of what he'd like to do. He didn't even notice Chuck and the two others leave the office.
**********
All eyes were riveted on Chuck as the trio entered the gym. "Well?" Bert finally asked, the question that had been on everyone's mind.
Chuck glanced at Brandon and grinned wickedly. He pulled his shirt up and retrieved a large folded up wad of papers from his waist. Slowly, he unfolded the papers, displaying the blueprints and reports. Brandon and the other kid did the same. By the time they finished sorting, they had nearly every document the physical plant had about the old gym, including engineering reports, blueprints, wiring and plumbing diagrams, and even the cost projections for refurbishing and demolishing the structure.
"Bingo," Arnold said with a grin as he looked at the huge wad of papers. Just then, the doors opened again, and a pair of girls strode in. One walked confidently, while the other acted nervous. Both were dressed in skimpy outfits that revealed all their curves, especially their ample bosoms. They were the two girls from the physical plant.
Chuck walked over to the girls. His face was unreadable at first, but then a huge grin broke out. "Beautiful," he boomed, grasping the hand of the first girl.
The second girl was getting more nervous, startled by all the guys gawking at her. She retreated behind her partner, fear on her face.
One of the guys tapped Chuck on the shoulder. "Who are these girls?" he asked, not sure why Chuck was acting like he was, nor why two gorgeous girls were in the nerd dorm.
Chuck turned, beaming. "Guys, we told you we'd have some, uh, distractions, right?" The guys nodded, not understanding, confused by the knowing looks on Bert, Brandon, Chuck, and Arnold's faces. "Well, these two were our distraction." He beamed at Arnold. "You should have seen it. They were perfect! No one saw us take the prints — they were staring at our accomplices."
The first girl stepped forward, half bowing, smiling. "No problem at all, Chuck."
The second girl stood awkwardly, however, a pout on her face. "Big problem, Rob," she said in a sexy contralto voice. "We're still girls! And I don't like it!"
The first girl sighed. "Remember it's only until the middle of the night, Tim," she said, sounding like she'd repeated that phrase dozens of times. "It's not permanent."
The murmurs were getting loud; Brandon turned to the guys and caught their confused stares. He lowered his head slightly, laughing to himself, understanding the perplexed stares. After a moment, he looked up. "Okay, guys," he said with a smile. "I guess it's time to let you in on a little secret." He put an arm around Rob's very feminine shoulder and the other around Tim's. "These two girls are really Tim and Rob."
"No way!" was the loud reaction. Other voices joined the protest. "Come on! Quit kidding!" "Bullshit!"
Brandon waited for a moment, and then he held up his hands, gesturing for silence. "Rob?"
Rob smiled, a pretty white-toothed smile on a pretty face. "True, guys. It's really me." He twirled to display the shapely body and gestured to his assistant. "And this is really Tim."
"Yeah, right!" Another round of disbelief.
Rob shook her head, causing cascades of platinum blond hair to swirl about her face. "You guys ever heard of a place called Bikini Beach?" A few had, and so indicated. "Well, it's a haven for girls. And the way they do it is by magically changing guys into girls."
More sounds of disbelief, louder than before, echoed. After all, these guys were nerds, scientifically and mathematically, and the concept of magic was not exactly something they could easily accept.
Brandon knew what he had to do. "Okay, if you don't believe us, maybe a demonstration is in order." He dashed to his room and retrieved a squirt bottle, leaving a muttering crowd wondering what he was up to. In seconds, Brandon was back. "How about a volunteer?"
One of the most vocal dissenters, a loudmouth named Larry, was roughly pushed forward. "Okay, I'll let you squirt me," he grumbled. "And then we can stop this bullshit magic talk."
Brandon glanced at Rob, shrugged through his smile, and began to spritz Larry. Within seconds, gasps of astonishment echoed through the crowd. Like flowing water, cascades of hair spilled off Larry's head, growing longer and lighter with each second. Larry noticed the hair, and he swatted at it, and then he paused, his mouth open in shock, as he spied his hands. Not only were they finer, but they were continuing to reshape, getting more feminine even as the nails grew and took on the red hue of fresh nail enamel.
"Holy shit!" "Wow!" "What the hell?" "Is this for real?" The voices of disbelief changed instantly to shock and wonder as the guys watched one of their own transforming into a woman.
Larry's hands shot to his chest as he felt a swelling; his delicate hands cupped foreign and strange objects on his chest. "What's happening to me?" he wailed, surprising himself as he heard his voice changing, becoming higher in pitch and softer. And while he spoke, his clothes joined in the transformation; his T-shirt changed into a crop-top scoop-necked blouse, while his pants rapidly shortened, exposing smooth curvy female legs as they became very short shorts. Ratty old tennis shoes morphed into high-heeled pumps.
"Wow!" "Larry, you've got tits!" "This is incredible!"
Larry glanced down at his still-swelling chest, and then looked up at Brandon in horror. "I'm turning into a girl!" he cried.
Brandon shrugged. "I told you." He glanced around the room. "Now you guys believe me?" Brandon glanced at Rob, smiling. Then he saw Rob's eyes widening. He glanced back at Larry. "Oh, shit!" He glanced at the bottle and winced.
Rob looked at the bottle again. "Tell me that isn't the same stuff we used on the Alphas," he said in a soft voice.
Brandon grimaced. "I'm afraid it is."
Rob turned back toward Larry, worry clouding her features. "That's what I was afraid of."
A hush had dropped over the onlookers. All eyes were riveted on Larry, who seemed to be oblivious of the crowd. Larry had pulled off his blouse, and was eagerly cupping one breast, delicate fingers playing with an erect nipple, while the other hand had slipped down into his shorts. His soft feminine eyes were half closed as he publicly played with his new sex, totally self-absorbed in an overpowering lust. Larry was unaware that he was putting on a strip and sex show to a dorm full of guys, nerds who normally never saw such things.
Rob glanced at Tim, whose eyes were fearful. Tim leaned closer. "Is this going to happen to me?"
Rob shook her head. "No. I had Anya tone your libido way down, so you should be okay." Tim's countenance lightened considerably, as if reprieved from a death sentence.
**********
It was late when Chuck convened the entire dorm. Rob and Tim, still transformed, sat quietly; Rob had wrapped his sexy body in a robe to conceal it. Tim, a first-time changee, hadn't thought of that, and so he sat self-consciously, glancing around often to see if anyone was staring at him, which, of course, they were.
"Okay, guys," Chuck said finally. He and Brandon sat at a table, the large pile of pilfered papers and drawings in front of them. "We've gone over this stuff, and it looks feasible." His talk was interrupted by loud moans of female pleasure.
Brandon sighed heavily. "Could one of you guys go tell Larry to shut up?" The noise was very distracting. Three guys sprang to their feet and scrambled toward Larry's room. The noise stopped almost instantly, but none of the guys came back.
Chuck stared after the guys and shook his head slowly. The entire afternoon had been like that. Larry had become an insatiable nymphomaniac, and some of these guys had gotten their first experience at sex with the sex-crazed bimbo. He'd have to remember to get rid of that squirt bottle before it caused more problems.
"Okay, here's where we stand. The building was supposed to be razed, but the administration hadn't decided what to put here. Most likely, it was going to be a vacant lot." He picked up his PDA and peered at it for a moment. "Here's the rundown. Structurally, the building is in very good shape. The roof needs to be replaced, but that's normal wear, not because of a major problem. The plumbing is old and needs to be reworked. Electrical — it's in good shape. The pool needs to be replastered, and the tile in the showers and rest rooms needs to be replaced. The ductwork is in pretty bad shape; it probably needs to be completely reworked. The air conditioner is shot, and the furnace is in bad shape. It's a coal burner, and needs to be replaced." He examined the data more closely. "The floor tiling is all asbestos-based, and needs to be removed and cleaned up." He looked up from the PDA. "But on the bright side, if there wasn't a new gym, the physical plant report says that it would be cost-effective to rehabilitate this building."
Brandon nodded with a smile. "Our architects here," he pointed to Tim and Rob, still girls, "have done an estimate of what customizing we'd have to do. We also checked to see what value the administration is carrying on the building. It's old, so it's mostly depreciated. Factoring all that in," he took Chuck's PDA and fiddled with it a bit, "it turns out to be pretty cost competitive to lease the building and convert it." Cheers erupted around the room. This was going well.
Brandon finally held up his hands to quiet the room. "Okay, so we've maybe found a house. Maybe. We've got to convince the administration to sell or lease it to us, and then get a loan."
Rob smiled grimly. "And then we have to get a national fraternity to sponsor us."
Bert stood and stepped forward. "I've got some news to report on that issue." He pulled out his own PDA and selected a data page. "Two fraternities have responded positively. Well," he winced, "they weren't outright rejections." He looked again. "One is the Chi Omega fraternity. They were founded as a social fraternity. The membership seems to be mostly jocks." Boos and catcalls greeted that last piece of news. "The other is the Nu Rho Delta fraternity. They're a new professional fraternity, with a focus on sciences." His report spurred a chorus of pleasantly surprised comments, and he waited like a trained thespian for the crowd to settle down. He smiled, tucked away his PDA, and took his seat.
Brandon rose. "Okay, it sounds like we're all in agreement? We'll talk to the Nu Rho Delta fraternity and apply for membership?" A scream of pure feminine pleasure interrupted the cheers of acceptance, giving rise to laughter among the guys. Laughter, and some wistful looks as they wondered whether Larry would be a sexual plaything long enough for them to get another turn.
**********
Equipped with acceptance from the Nu Rho Delta fraternity, the gang sat at a table before a special meeting of the intra-fraternity council. Due to the special nature of the proposal, several administrators and part of the faculty council were also present. Brandon, by acclamation, was selected to make the presentation, and he now stood, holding a remote control. He was about halfway into the presentation, having already outlined their acceptance by the Nu Rho Deltas. Now, he was explaining the plans to refurbish the old gym into a fraternity house. He was in the middle of a computer-generated graphical walkthrough of the design, showing how the office space would become rooms.
Chuck saw a movement from the corner of his eye, and he turned in time to see the athletic director lean toward Dean Livingstone. It was well known that the athletic director, Coach Varney, was the advisor to the Alpha fraternity. Chuck swallowed. This could mean trouble.
It came. The dean rose and interrupted. "Yes, well, I think we've seen enough here," he pronounced. "And it was a fine presentation. But unfortunately, I don't see how it fits the needs of the university at this time. Thank you." He sat and turned to one of the faculty members, dismissing Brandon rudely as he began another conversation.
Chuck rose. "Excuse me, Dean. You haven't even seen the financial projections, let alone how this will financially benefit..."
Coach Varney rose, his face flushing crimson. "The Dean said that was enough, you little shit! Can't you hear?" He was leaning forward, his clenched fists resting lightly on the table threateningly.
The meeting started to break up at the Dean's announcement. Small groups of fraternity and sorority representatives began to leave; a few of the groups actually looked sympathetically toward the gym nerds, but most sneered with a distinctive snobbish attitude. Brandon just slumped in his chair and began to pack up his laptop computer. He felt as if the wind had been taken from his sails; their big chance to sell this idea had been snatched from them. But why? That part didn't make any sense.
Chuck nudged Brandon. "Something's fishy here," he whispered, nodding toward the dean's table.
Brandon glanced and saw the dean and the athletic director. "I knew the dean didn't like us, but what's up with the AD?"
Chuck frowned. "He's the advisor to the Alphas," he hissed. "So that makes two enemies."
Brandon nodded. "And it looks like they pretty much control this council." He sighed. "So what are we...?" He stopped, and his eyes narrowed. He nudged Chuck. "On the floor."
Chuck followed Brandon's gaze. His eyes widened, and then a devious smile crept across his face. "Looks like one of Arnold's toys." A tiny, silver, robotic spider crept slowly across the floor, stopping at the dean's leg. It flexed and resumed its travel up the leg of the dean's trousers, too small and light to be noticed by the dean. The two young men sat at the table for a long while, watching to see what happened. Then the spider crept back into view. Still, it kept moving, this time toward the AD's foot. Once more, it made a journey upward, and then crawled back to the floor.
A few moments later, Arnold came to the table. "Let's go," he said insistently to Chuck and Brandon. The trio quickly left the council room.
In the hall, Chuck stopped Arnold. "What was that about?"
Arnold pulled a hand from his pocket, the tiny silver spider in his palm. "Fido planted bugs on the dean and the coach." He pulled out another tiny gizmo, a radio receiver with a digital recorder. "Let's get back to the dorm so we can see what they're up to."
**********
"Are you sure about this?" Brandon's voice betrayed his concern. Not only was this mission dangerous, but it would be personally humiliating as well.
Rob straightened, making his large boobs jiggle. Blushing, he clasped them to stop the swaying, and then looked up. He smiled. "Yeah, but I want combat pay." Rob's form was that of a very voluptuous blond bombshell, even curvier than the disguise he'd had for the physical plant caper. "Look, you heard those two. They aren't going to let us in if we play by their rules. So it's time to change the rules."
Tim blushed and smiled. He was unaware that he was cupping one of his very large boobs; the mission required a heightened libido, and he'd probably overdone it. Tim's body was even curvier than Rob's; he'd told Anya to make him a knockout, and she'd used his mental image to comply. Now he had to live with the consequences for the next day and a half. "Let's go get this over with," Tim said in a squeaky soprano voice. He couldn't help sounding like a bimbo thanks to Anya's magic.
"You got the gear?" Chuck asked, worried about this mission.
Rob patted his purse. "Wireless web cams, mikes, and a still camera." Over his shoulder, Rob carried a duffel bag full of other supplies, special little party favors for their encounters.
Brandon clasped Rob's hand. "Good luck." For the briefest of moments, he had very colorful thoughts of what he'd rather that Rob and Tim do right now, but he suppressed them. This mission was too important for him to be distracted by a very interesting fantasy.
The two girls turned, their short skirts flaring around their round sexy derrieres, their large bosoms swaying and jiggling. With a wiggle to their hips, they strutted out of the gym. From the high heels to the miniskirts, from the tight blouses to the low neckline, the girls were designed and clad as advertisements for sex.
With heads swiveling to track their every move, the two girls sauntered toward the gym. For nearly an hour, they strutted around, making a show of watching the athletes training and oohing and aahing at the muscular physiques. Finally, the athletic director came out of his office; it was late, and the gym was starting to get deserted. It didn't take much to convince him that the two girls wouldn't mind some company for the evening, and he was eager to volunteer his services.
As he drove them toward his house, he didn't notice the van following at a discrete distance. He led the two girls into the house and poured himself a drink, offering the same to the girls. Tim accepted a glass of wine, but Rob turned him down. One of them had to have a clear head.
It didn't take long for the coach to put the moves on. He had Tim sitting on his lap and was fondling a large breast while he nibbled on Tim's ear. As Tim began to respond, Rob slipped around the room, stealthily extracting bits and pieces of electronic gear and flipping them on. That accomplished, Rob turned and saw that Tim was now bare-bosomed, with the coach's face plastered between his large melons.
"Are you as horny as I am?" Tim asked in a bedroom voice. The coach looked up and nodded vigorously.
Rob sat down on the coach's other leg. "How do you like games?" Rob asked, trying to sound seductive.
"Games?" the coach gulped, prying his face from Tim's cleavage.
Rob smiled. "Just a little dress-up and naughtiness," he said, licking his full pouty lips. The coach gulped, and nodded vigorously as he felt Tim stroking his dick. He was in no position to refuse these two sex kittens.
Rob's idea of dress-up was a French Maid costume for the coach, which he willingly donned as Tim gave him a blowjob. Then Rob put on a dominatrix outfit. As Tim bent over the couch, accepting the coach from the rear, Rob lashed him. He cried in pain, but continued to try to service Tim. Again, Rob lashed him, and he screamed in delight. Then as he bent forward, Rob put on a huge strap-on. Suddenly, the coach felt something at his rear, and before he could protest, it began to force itself painfully into his rear. He turned, and Rob whipped him with a riding crop, calling him a naughty boy. He whimpered, and turned away from Rob. Painfully at first, Rob pumped the huge dildo in and out of the coach's rear. He squealed with pleasure as he shot his load into Tim, his excitement heightened by the internal stimulation of his anus.
The games continued, with the girls taking turns commanding the meek little maid to crawl on his knees and service them. He played the game willingly and perfectly, and finally collapsed into a dreamy sleep, exhausted and spent. Tim and Rob gathered up their gear, leaving the coach in the maid costume, and slipped out of his house. The van was at the curb to meet them. As Rob crawled in, he turned to Chuck. "Get it?" he asked, trying not to sound so sultry and sexy, which was difficult with the voice Anya had given him.
Chuck felt his erect prick and swallowed. It had been difficult to concentrate, hearing the sounds and seeing the images of the two sexy girls doing the coach. Somehow, he'd managed, but he felt like he was about to explode. "Great pictures," he answered. He turned away quickly, rubbing his crotch almost painfully.
**********
"How can I help you girls?" The dean was all smiles, gazing as he was at the luscious curves of Tim and Rob.
Rob glanced at Tim, and then licked her lips. "Well you see, Dean, some of the boys at the Tri-Gamma house have been pestering us. They won't leave us alone."
Tim tried to look helpless. "They keep saying that we're tramps, and stuff like that." He wiggled his top slightly, setting his boobs jiggling. "They're kind of mean."
The dean gave them a friendly smile. "You know we don't tolerate sexual harassment on this campus," he said proudly, hoping to impress the girls with a protective air. "It's my job to investigate these type of affairs...er, matters, and make sure that anyone guilty is punished."
Rob put on a big pout. "And one of them gave me this!" He was pointing to his leg, more specifically, to his inner thigh. The dean couldn't see. Rob looked up and saw the dean craning his neck to look over his desk. Rob giggled. "Silly me, of course you can't see from over there!" He rose and walked around the desk, then hiked up her skirt. There, on the inside of her thigh, was a large bite mark.
The dean glanced at the mark, then up at Rob's pretty face, then back at the bite mark. Little did he know that Tim had just recently made the mark. He was too busy staring at her shapely thigh and panties. He didn't see Tim move behind him.
"What...?" he demanded suddenly as he felt the spray hitting his head. He sat up and spun, just in time to catch a face full of spray from the bottle Tim was holding. "What are you two...?"
The dean felt faint. Something didn't quite feel right. As he watched, he saw his hair shooting out, light and blonde and curly. At the same time, he felt his body rearranging itself. His chest felt heavy; when he looked down, he saw breasts that put Tim's to shame. And his clothing! It was changing as well, into a trampy little outfit. Within seconds, his transformation was complete, and he was even more feminine than either Tim or Rob.
Tim and Rob flanked the new girl and helped her to her feet. She was tiny, making her boobs look almost cartoonishly large, and with a wasp waist and big hips, she was quite hot. "What...?" the girl demanded again, surprising herself with a new sultry voice. "What have you done to me?"
Tim shrugged. "Oh, relax Dean. We're just going to take you to party is all."
"But how? I'm a girl!" The dean was obviously having problems with the change. "And I feel so...weird!"
Tim looked curious for a moment, then smiled. "Oh, that! That's called being horny. The little body we gave you is just aching to get laid!" He grinned as he watched the shocked expression spread across the dean's pretty little face.
The two girls led the dean out of his office by the back door. A van was waiting, with the driver and an accomplice in ski masks. The door slammed shut and the van lurched away from the building. Moments later, the van stopped and the door opened again. "Time to get out, dean," Tim said pleasantly. "Or should we call you Deanna?" She looked thoughtful for a moment. "Yes, I think Deanna sounds much better."
With the dean whimpering at his plight, both from fear of having sex and from an incredibly powerful sexual need, the trio walked brazenly to the door of the Alpha house. The guy who answered the door was surprised, but only too eager to let the girls in.
In the van, Chuck was playing with himself as he watched. Though they hated to do it, they had to use the Alpha frat for this part; they'd left the cameras and mikes in the Alpha house from their last encounter. So it had to be the Alphas. But on the other hand, it was only too fitting for the dean to be humiliated in one of the pet fraternities. Chuck felt ready to burst; the dean was proving more than a match for the fraternity. In fact, the dean as a bimbo was currently doing three at once, and that was after all the others he'd done. It was hard to believe that this little sexpot was the stodgy dean of students, but here was the proof. And as a girl, he had a very good imagination. He'd done things to those guys that Chuck didn't think was possible.
Tim and Rob scampered out of the house, leaving the dean behind with a house full of horny Alphas. They were all going to be in for a big surprise around midnight or so. They pulled open the door. "This one going okay?" Rob asked as he sat down.
Chuck swallowed, feeling frustrated and horny as hell, and nodded. "Good feeds. And she's really getting it." He turned away from the two girls. "I see you two got a bit of action, too."
Tim blushed, turning toward the door, but Rob looked defiantly at Chuck. "Like I said, combat pay."
**********
Once again, the special council of the fraternities, the administration, and the faculty was about to be called to session. As they were about to start, Dean Livingstone and Coach Varney walked in late. As he was about to sit, the dean saw an envelope in his chair. Scowling, he picked it up as he sat. He opened it and saw a picture; he blanched, then looked up and glared at Brandon and Chuck. The coach, likewise, found his envelope. He sank in his chair, his face clouded with anger.
This time, the presentation went without interruption. The president of the fraternity council congratulated the boys on their unique solution to the problem, and the faculty was quite impressed. The vote was almost unanimous, with the Alpha house voting against, while the dean and the coach abstained, still sitting fuming in their chairs. The vote carried.
As they stood getting congratulated by the council, Brandon saw Dean Livingstone walking toward him. He turned with a pleasant smile. "Thank you for giving us another chance to present, Dean. I'm sure this will be of mutual benefit to us and to the university."
The dean glared at him, then lowered his voice. "I don't know how you did it, but I'm going to get you. Mark my words, I'm going to get you for this."
Chuck flinched visibly. "Get us? I don't understand, Dean. All we did is to present our proposal. You act like we've done something reprehensible or something."
The dean clenched his jaw. This was still too public a forum, but it was obvious that he was furious. As he stormed away, Brandon turned to Chuck. The grins were broad and genuine. They were a fraternity.
**********
Anya sat across from her grandmother. From the crossed arms and defiant stare, she was expecting a lecture. Instead, she was surprised when the old woman simply asked her, "Why?"
Anya thought for a second. "Because they were being picked on for being different. The dean and the coach were trying to sabotage something good they were doing."
The old woman looked at her for a long while, then she nodded slightly. "You know, Anya, you're getting quite an unusual sense of justice - and a strange sense of humor." Her impassive expression suddenly broke and she grinned. "It's fun to help out sometimes, isn't it?"
FIN
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Bikini Beach: The Nerds — Fund Raiser
ElrodW
Having found a way to become a fraternity, the boys how have the problem of raising money to purchase the old gym and refurbish it. Of course, they'll find a way to use the Bikini Beach magic to help.
This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Brandon slumped in his chair as the paper slipped from his hands. "Damn," he muttered under his breath.
Rob glanced up sharply from his computer. "Another rejection?"
Brandon sighed, then nodded. "Yup." He flopped his forehead onto his upturned palm, shaking his head slowly. "What are we going to do?"
Bert, the third room-mate, looked up from his studies. "How much longer do we have before we lose the deal?"
Brandon sighed, his head still shaking slowly. "Thirty days,"
"I think the dean is pulling strings around town," Rob observed bitterly. "Trying to keep us from getting the loan."
"And no loan, no improvements. No improvements, no lease. No lease, no frat house. No house, no fraternity." He sighed again. "If we don't get a loan, we're going to lose our charter."
Chuck cursed from the doorway. "That son of a bitch got us, didn't he?"
Brandon snapped his head up. "No, he didn't. Not yet, anyway." His tone was suddenly defiant, as if he'd found a new reserve of energy. "We're going to get a loan, and to hell with the dean."
Bert sighed his hopelessness. "How, Brandon? Even with national guaranteeing the loan, we still need twenty percent down. That's over forty-thousand dollars, in case you'd forgotten."
Chuck nodded glumly. "We've got just over fifteen. So how do we raise another twenty-five thousand in thirty days?"
Rob snorted his disgust. "Not possible," he proclaimed. He turned to Brandon, and instantly recognized the look. It was something he'd grown up with — a far-off look of concentration as Brandon considered all the possible permutations of a new idea. When he had the look, nothing could interrupt Brandon. He just waited.
"Okay, let's look at fundraising options. How do people raise money?" he asked simply. Before anyone could answer, he did himself. "Car washes. Bake sales. Charity auctions." He glanced around the room. "Okay, so we could have a car wash, but it wouldn't draw many people, would it?"
Chuck glanced at Rob, then at Bert, and then shook his head. "No, I don't think so."
Rob chimed in. "The charity fundraising records show that, once, a few years ago, the Delta house made almost two thousand dollars at a car wash."
Brandon smiled. "Right. And you know why?" He watched the puzzled faces, then he held his hands up in front of his chest, miming tits. "That's why."
"But we're..." Bert's train of thought ended abruptly. "Oh," he mouthed as he realized where Brandon was leading. "Hmm. It might work."
Brandon grinned. "Of course it'll work. Rob, can you run down to talk to that girl you know? See if she can help us out?"
**********
"Hi, Anya," Rob said softly as he walked into the office of Bikini Beach. He felt a little out of place; most of the time, he'd talked to Anya either at the ticket booth or inside the park. This was the first time he'd been in the office.
"Hi, Rob," Anya said from behind a large desk. "Grandmother is out playing today, so I'm stuck running things." She gestured at an empty chair. "Have a seat. How can we help you today?"
Rob slid into the chair. "No mind tricks today?" he asked cautiously.
Anya laughed, a pleasant and melodious sound. "Not today, Rob. So what's on your mind?"
"We need to raise some money to get our house. We think the dean is using his influence to block a loan, and if we can't raise the down payment soon, we'll lose everything." His words gushed forth, spilling out from his frustration and anger.
Anya listened impassively. "Okay, so how can we help?"
Rob felt hopeful. "We want to do a car wash to start with the fund raising. But like this..." he glanced down at himself, "we wouldn't make very much."
Anya understood quickly. "Ah, so you want to change into some bodies that will help you attract customers, right?"
Rob let out his breath audibly. "That's the idea. I guess it'd be about a dozen of us."
Anya looked thoughtful for a moment, then she scribbled a number on a piece of paper and passed it to Rob. "How's that sound for fees?" She smiled. "It's less than normal tickets, but we can write off some of the expenses as charity since you are affiliated with the university."
Rob nodded. "That's fair. And we'll need something really curvy, with teeny little bikinis." He thought of another detail. "Oh yeah, and we want the sex drive turned way down."
Anya laughed. "Yeah, you guys have had some problems with that one, haven't you." She laughed, as Rob blushed crimson.
**********
"Okay, guys," Brandon said reassuringly, "this is just a simple change. We've been through it, and it's no big deal. You'll be a girl until around midnight or one is all." He made it sound like an everyday occurrence, but he didn't convince anyone. If they hadn't seen Rob and Tim changed, they would have panicked. As it was, they'd _also_ seen Larry change, and with a vastly enhanced libido. Larry had been a slut for the rest of the day, a whore only too happy to fuck any man she saw. Some of the nerds thought fondly of their memories of Larry, their first encounter with a woman.
Rob nodded. "I had Anya turn down the libidos. You should be less horny than you are now, in fact, so you won't have any problems." He glanced around. "Look guys, I've done this a few times. It's no big deal, okay?"
Chuck piped in. "And we need to do this to raise the money, right?"
Grudgingly, the rest of the lads nodded their assent. Rob smiled, then began to hand out the passes. "Okay, we'll go in about four at a time. I'll take the first group. Brandon, you take the second, and Chuck, you've got the third."
"Why four at a time?" a squeaky voice asked.
Rob sighed. "Because this place is for women. It doesn't have a lot of men coming. So the men's locker room is kind of small, okay?" He waited only a second. "Okay, let's go." He led his group of young men toward the gate. Around them, attractive girls sauntered in, swiping passes as they went, and giving the boys strange looks. They knew what the boys were in for, and from their stares, they found the prospect amusing. That alone was disconcerting to Rob's group. Still, he managed to keep them together into the locker. They changed — and then the newcomers froze. "What now?"
Rob sighed again. How many times did he have to explain it? Perhaps, his mind quickly reasoned, the concept of magic was so foreign to the guys' logical minds that they kept stumbling over it. "In the showers," he ordered, waiting until the others were in before he stepped into his own shower.
Even as Rob felt the wonderful changes, he heard a high-pitched scream. He stepped out, still changing, and tugged open a curtain. Behind it, he saw one of his group, mid change, staring in horror at the growing mounds on his chest, screaming with a female voice. Rob grasped her wrists and pulled her from the water. "Snap out of it. Uh...Don?" He glanced around and saw two other very feminine faces staring from behind shower curtains. "Okay, guys. Let's get out and see what we've got."
Only the fact that Rob was so calm amid these drastic changes gave the guys any hope of functioning. He sized them up quickly, even as he felt his own changes finishing. All four were not just attractive, but were knockouts. Boobs started at D-cup and went up from there. Waists — uniformly narrow, but not ridiculously so. Nice flat stomachs. Round shapely asses. Long sexy smooth legs. Rob nodded his approval. "Good," he said in a sexy voice. "This is going to work well."
"Now...what?" one of the new girls asked fearfully. She'd been shy as a guy, and now was terrified.
"We go outside and get our bikini tops. Then we go to the carwash site."
"Out...outside?" The face was panic-stricken. "Where there are other people?"
Rob sighed. He should have thought of this. "Wait just a minute, guys." He ducked quickly out the door into the park.
Anya was waiting for him holding four bikini tops. She looked puzzled when he appeared alone. "Problems?" she asked.
Rob nodded. "A bit shell-shocked, I think."
Anya smiled. "It happens a lot." She waved a hand as she chanted something, then she grasped the door handle and led Rob back into the locker room.
The change was dramatic. Now, instead of three frightened girls, there were three shapely young ladies calmly waiting for Rob. They knew who they were, and who Rob was, and what they were doing. The only difference, and it was a striking one, was that they were magically comfortable with their changes. Rob nodded his thanks to Anya.
"I should have thought of this earlier," she said, chiding herself for the oversight. She handed out the bras, and the girls put them on like pros. That task done, Rob glanced at his group again.
As he led the girls out toward the cars, Rob smiled to himself. This was going to be great. The girls were knockouts. As he passed Brandon, he waved, and watched with amusement as the novices in Brandon's group gulped and trembled, having just seen a glimpse of what they could expect.
**********
Rob glanced across the car at Brandon and grinned. The car wash was going well. Better than well. Anya's minor 'adjustment' had made a tremendous difference. The 'girls' were proudly flaunting their shapely bodies as cars drove by, waving their signs and bouncing and swaying seductively. Business was good. And the 'girls' were very pleased to be getting the attention they were getting.
They'd made arrangements with an off-campus fast-food joint to hold the car wash there. Besides separating themselves from the campus restrictions and rules, they were in a much more visible spot.
"How much you think we've got so far?" Brandon asked as he rinsed off the windshield. As usual, part of the cold water sprayed on Rob; his nipples were cold and firmly erect, putting on a display inside the miniscule bikini tops.
Rob tossed a rag at Brandon to stop the spray. "I don't know. Tim's got the money."
Brandon finished rinsing, then dropped the hose and strode to Tim. A brief chat ensued, and he returned to the car, a satisfied smile on his pretty face. "Almost fifteen hundred," he reported happily.
**********
The girls sprawled in the lounge furniture; the lounge was really a misnomer. Only part of the gym was filled with temporary rooms; the remainder had received a load of outdated and old furniture. Sofas, end tables, chairs — it was all strewn about haphazardly. The university had even recovered an old television for entertainment — not that it worked very well.
Now, however, the furniture was occupied with exhausted girls. Still in their bikinis, they were laid out like battlefield wounded.
"Hey, Brandon," one of the girls called, barely moving from her prone position.
"What?" Brandon answered, likewise immobile.
"How much did we make?"
"Just over two thousand."
"Yay!" "Hooray!" "Way to go!" "Great!" The voices were happy, but uniformly lacking in enthusiasm, probably because the speakers were all exhausted.
"We broke the Delta's record," one girl said proudly.
"And without having to 'bribe' anyone!" Feeble laughter rippled through the hall. Everyone knew that the Delta girls had a reputation as being very easy.
"Rob," Brandon called out weakly.
"Yeah, Brandon?"
"You going to take a shower?"
"Uh huh." Rob didn't move.
"Me too." Brandon likewise sat still. "My body hurts," Brandon finally added.
"Me too," came a chorus of replies. A couple of guys came in, glanced at the sprawled sexy girls, and made a suggestive comment. He was booed out of the room.
**********
The executive committee of the fraternity sat around the chess table in Rob's room. It was Chuck, Rob, Brandon, Bert, and Arnold — the same group who had instigated the fraternity quest. "Okay, Bert, how much have we got?"
Bert checked his PDA. "Counting the fifteen we started with, we've got almost twenty-five thousand now."
Chuck visibly winced. "That leaves us with fifteen to go." He shook his head. "I don't think we're going to make it, guys."
Rob nodded morosely. He'd come to the same conclusion. For long moments, silence filled the room.
Finally, Arnold interrupted. "Guys, we've got something going here. I'm not going to give up, and you shouldn't either."
Rob looked up at him, almost angry. "Look, we knocked ourselves out with the carwash. We did the bake sale. We've tried a lot of things, and we're about tapped out." He shook his head. "The overhead of changing for the bake sale left us almost even." He lowered his head. "And I don't think _any_ of us want to try the personal maid thing again!"
"You've got that right!" Bert agreed passionately. "I've never been so humiliated in my entire life!" They had gone so far as to change so they could serve as 'personal maids', at a very hefty fee, of course. While they had raised several thousand dollars, most of the guys had decided to put 'personal' into personal service; the maids had done little cleaning, but much servicing.
Arnold shook his head. "There's got to be a way!"
Rob snorted. "We tried. We came up short."
Brandon got the far-off look again. Silently, he rose and padded to his computer. A few deft keystrokes later and he was searching the Internet. After a minute or two, he sat back. "Yup."
"What?" Rob's plea echoed the sentiments of all in the room — curiosity to see what Brandon had found.
Brandon turned from the computer. "There was a volunteer fire department that did a pinup calendar to raise money. They made almost sixty thousand in three months."
Arnold glanced around, then looked at Brandon, shaking his head in disbelief. "I don't know if you've thought of it, but none of us are exactly built for that kind of calendar."
Rob nodded his agreement. "And we don't have three months. We've got more like two weeks."
Brandon grinned. "I wasn't thinking of that kind of calendar. But what if we looked like we did during the car wash?"
**********
The old woman stared impassively across her desk at Rob and Bert. "Let me get this straight. You want to change into girls, and then use my park as a background for cheesecake pictures? So you can sell a calendar to raise money?"
Bert nodded gingerly. He felt genuine fear toward this woman, and for a reason that he couldn't quite explain. "That's the idea," he said meekly.
The old woman shook her head. "This park is a sanctuary for women. I can't let anyone in to take pictures. I won't. It violates every tenet of privacy I've so carefully built."
Rob shrugged off his fear. "I know that. But I think we can work something out."
The old woman looked defiantly at him, then scowled. "It's a rule I won't bend. No cameras in the park."
Rob glanced at Anya, who nodded to encourage him. Rob had already outlined his idea to Anya, and she'd thought it was good enough to present to her grandmother.
"I know you don't like cameras. And I don't want to violate anyone's privacy. Believe me, we know all about having our privacy abused." He watched for a reaction from the old woman. When he didn't see any, he decided to plow ahead. "One member of our fraternity is a photography buff. He could take the pictures. That cuts down on outside people. And we could take them early in the day — before any customers arrive."
The old woman's eyes narrowed, then she nodded imperceptibly. "Go on."
Rob swallowed, then glanced at Anya. "Look, one thing you need is advertising copy. Your privacy rule smacks right into that. If you let us use the park, we'll sign releases so you can use any or all of the pictures for your ad copy." He waited a second. "This can be a win-win."
The old woman stared at Rob for a while; her mind was obviously racing as she considered the possibilities. "What about residuals from the calendar sales?"
"Residuals?" Rob asked, his mouth dropping open.
The old woman smiled. "Sure. If you're going to use my park, then it's only fair that you pay residuals or royalties."
Rob gulped. He hadn't considered that angle. He did a few quick mental calculations. "I guess we could give you ten percent," he said hesitantly.
The old woman threw back her head and laughed. "My boy, you have a lot to learn about business." She glanced at Anya, then back at Rob. "I can't take advantage of you like that. The standard for royalties is four or five percent tops. Not ten."
Rob's eyes widened and he stared at the old woman for a few seconds. He turned to Anya, uncertain. He thought he was hearing something positive, but he wasn't sure.
Anya smiled pleasantly. "Rob, I think grandmother is saying that you've got a deal."
Rob swallowed, then turned to grandmother, who was smiling. She extended a hand across the table, which Rob took and shook. "It's a deal, just like Anya says." She sat back. "So when do you want to get started?"
Rob felt the world spin. This was going well. Too well. He was starting to expect something to go wrong. "Um," he muttered, "we've got a real short deadline, so the sooner, the better. Can we start shooting tomorrow morning?"
The old woman glanced at Anya, then back at Rob. "Tomorrow is Sunday. We open to our members at ten. You'd have to be out by then."
Rob thought for a moment. "Sunup is around seven. Three hours. That should get us some good pictures."
Anya touched his arm lightly. "You'll probably need another day or two. Weekdays, we open at eleven. That'd give you an extra hour."
Rob sighed. "Yeah, you're probably right." He suddenly felt the size of the task and suppressed a shudder. "I don't know, Anya," he said after a second. "This is going to be a lot of work. I hope we can pull it off."
The old woman sized up his concerns almost instantly. "One cameraman is going to be very busy. The models are going to have it easy." She turned to her granddaughter. "Anya, isn't Greg a photography hobbyist?"
Anya's eyes widened slightly, then she pressed her lips together and started muttering oaths to herself. "Damn. I should have thought of that." She turned to Rob, excitement on her face. "Rob, my boyfriend is pretty handy with a camera. With two photographers, you should have no problem getting enough pictures in two mornings."
Rob's eyes lit up. A little bit of help could make the entire project work. "That sounds good. So we'll start shooting at seven tomorrow?"
**********
"It's too damned early," Bert muttered for the tenth time. Bleary-eyed, he and a gaggle of nerds staggered across the asphalt toward the gate of Bikini Beach. "Why are we here so early?"
Rob turned and sighed. "Some of you are going to help Randy set up the cameras and gear. The rest of you have to change and then get made up."
"Makeup?" Tim spat the word as if it were distasteful, which to him, it was. "We have to wear makeup?"
Randy glanced over his shoulder, a shoulder laden with the straps to numerous camera and equipment bags. "This is a professional calendar. So you have to look like professional models. Yes, you have to wear makeup."
"But why so early?" Bert complained again.
Randy started to answer, but Anya stepped around the corner of the ticket booth. "Because it takes _girls_ a long time to properly put on makeup," she answered. There was a guy beside Anya. She took his arm and smiled at Rob. "Rob, Brandon, this is Greg, my boyfriend. Greg, Rob and Brandon."
Greg extended his hand, warmly. "Glad to meet you. Anya has told me a lot about you guys." He grinned. "Nice work with the Alphas."
Brandon glanced at Anya. "How many people have you told about that little caper?"
Anya laughed. "Just Greg and grandmother. And I really didn't have to tell her, you know." She glanced at the horizon, where faint streaks of light were beginning to show. "We'd better get you guys showered and changed so we don't waste any time." She led the group to the ticket gate, then gave them each a card. "Okay, here's how this works. You're going to change into essentially a female version of yourself, but with a few minor enhancements." She elbowed Greg, who was making cupping motions at his chest.
Greg leaned close to Brandon. "You ever see a model named Pandora Peaks?" Brandon glanced at him, then his face split into a big grin. Greg smiled. "I thought so. Keep thinking about her when you go through the turnstile."
Brandon got a puzzled look. "Why?"
Greg grinned. "It helps make your figure a little better," he said mischievously. "You guys want super models, don't you?"
Anya gave him a quick glare, which silenced Greg. She turned back to the group. "Who are the models?" Brandon, Tim, Arnold, and a few others raised their hands. "Okay, you go first." She handed them cards as they stepped forward. Each one swiped his card, as he went through the turnstile. "Get showered. Rob, you go with them, then come to the ladies locker." She stopped suddenly. "Wait. You did remember the makeup supplies I told you to get, didn't you?"
Rob smiled and held up a large gym bag. "Just what you said."
"Okay, go shower and hustle to the ladies locker." She turned to the rest of the guys as the 'models' went into the men's locker. "Okay, I presume the rest of you are help?" She watched them nod. "After you go through the turnstile, set down your gear by the locker room and go shower."
Chuck frowned. "Wait a minute. Why do we have to shower if we're just assistants and gofers?"
Anya sighed. "Because this is a ladies park, and grandmother doesn't let men inside," she answered sternly. "Besides, there's nothing like guys around to distract girls trying to model. Does that answer your question?" She waited for further objections. "No? Good. Now let's get going here." She handed out the cards and watched as the guys filed through the turnstile. As Greg was about to enter, she grasped his arm. "Keep it simple, okay?"
Chuck heard her admonishment and wondered what _that_ was about. Maybe he'd have to talk to Greg about it.
One by one, the guys changed in the showers. Blonde, brunette, and even one auburn. Curvy, but not stripper proportions. Nice shapely girls, with a girl-next-door look. A few of the guys had minor panic attacks as they changed; Anya was on hand to calm them down with a little magic.
Brandon came out of the locker, and spied Greg. The look on Brandon's face was not pleasant, and he marched toward Greg, his hands holding the large boobs on his chest. "Very funny," he said, surprised at the sex appeal dripping from his voice.
Greg tried to look innocent, but failed. Instead, he broke out laughing. With the mental image Greg had given Brandon, he'd become a hybrid between the girl he would have been and Pandora Peaks. Brandon's tits were huge, to say the least, and with a tiny waist, they looked even bigger. Greg's laughter was infectious; most of the guys lined up to change were snickering. "Sorry, Brandon," Greg apologized through guffaws. "I couldn't help myself."
Brandon scowled. "You did that on purpose!" he accused, his voice still sounding sexy. He spun, and had to catch his big tits, which swayed dangerously from the sudden motion. The tiny bikini he was wearing did precious little to contain the motion, and the guys waiting had another laugh at Brandon's expense.
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"Uh, Brandon?" a female version of Rob asked uncertainly as Brandon came into the women's locker.
Brandon scowled. "Yeah. Greg tricked me." He slumped into a chair to get makeup.
Rob nudged Anya. "We've got a problem," he said softly.
Anya turned, and her eyes bulged. "Brandon? What the hell happened?"
"Your boyfriend tricked me. He got me thinking about a big-chested stripper before I went through the gate." Brandon was pouting at his predicament, but he couldn't see how sexy it made him look.
Anya bit her lip. "Sorry about that, but I can't undo it." She glanced at Rob. "Brandon doesn't fit the image you were looking for."
Rob glanced, then nodded. "Sorry, Brandon, but you look like a stripper, and we wanted more of a girl-next-door look. I don't think you should model."
Brandon sighed, then perked up a bit. "Well, at least I won't have to put on makeup."
Rob sighed. "So we're short one model."
Brandon glanced at Anya, then smiled. "No, we're not."
Anya nodded. "You and Brandon switch places. Brandon, you'll help with the makeup, and Rob'll model." She glanced at Brandon again. "And I'll get Greg for his little trick."
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Randy was a taskmaster when it came to modeling. He divided up the chores for the morning. He took responsibility for the still shots, and he gave Greg the task of the action photos.
Randy had scouted the day before, and knew precisely where he wanted to take stills. The sun rising over the water and palm trees of the tropical lagoon made a spectacular backdrop, and Randy shot over ten rolls there alone. The tropical hut and white sand of the Tiki Hut gave some good photos. Beside the Pele Race slides was a decorative waterfall; with the tropical foliage it was a scene from a south pacific fantasy. More pictures came at the Gold Rush run, with its mining theme making a nice change. But Randy ran out of time; there were four more areas he wanted to take pictures at, but he had to start tearing down so the park could open.
And all the while, between shots, the girls were running back and forth to the locker rooms, touching up their makeup, changing swimsuits, and combing their hair. The girls assisting Randy got a rest while he took pictures, but had to scramble when it was time to move to another setting.
Greg kept his crew busy, too. He started with some action shots at the Wild Luau Raft, a group raft ride. The tricky part for him was that it took a long time to set up for each shot, with the girls having to go back to the top and get in their raft. After the first set of shots, he turned the camera's motor drive to full automatic, to maximize the chances of good pictures. Each run after the first gave him four or five shots. A group shot racing down Pele's Race came next, then some shots of girls body surfing at the Tropical Waves wave pool. He got a couple of girls to volunteer for the Pipeline, and caught them mid-scream as they plummeted down the slippery channel. As he expected, their bikini tops came off at the bottom, but he'd stopped snapping pictures by then.
The Old Swimming Hole gave some good shots of the girls swinging out over the pond, and some rafting shots along Old Man River were a peaceful change from the heart-stopping thrill rides. He took a few more photos at the Dambuster Raft Ride, and then had to stop for the morning.
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Greg and Anya joined the nerds at the gym. Greg and Randy's were in Randy's room, looking over the massive number of digital photos to select the best samples, while Anya sat with the guys in the lounge. Some of the unchanged guys were present, being curious as to what lay in store for them tomorrow. Greg had wanted to talk with Chuck about the remodeling of the gym, but Anya forced him to work on the immediate task — the pictures.
"I never knew that putting makeup on could be so tiring," Brandon complained. He'd put on a high-collared coat to hide his huge tits; even the coat didn't disguise his vastly enhanced bust.
Another guy-turned-to-girl sighed. "Try working with Randy. He's a cruel boss. My back is killing me from lugging around those lights and reflectors."
"Oh, yeah? Well try spending hours changing into and out of swimsuits, posing in unnatural positions, and having to smile and look sexy." The model sighed as he leaned back on a sofa. "If I never change into a bikini again, it'll be too soon."
One of the guys grinned. "Sounds good to me." Most of the guys who'd been changed hurled pillows, cushions, and other soft objects at the poor guy.
Rob smiled. "Careful, Sam. Anya can make sure you get a real sore back tomorrow carrying around big tits all day." Anya turned, then smiled.
Brandon sighed. "We did pretty good, but I think we could have used more models."
Anya nodded her agreement. "Greg and Randy were fighting over models most of the morning. We could have used twice as many girls."
Brandon nodded. "Well, we'll get more for tomorrow morning." He yawned. It was late afternoon. Except for Randy and Greg, the others had stayed to play for a few hours, enjoying the park as guests of the old woman. After all, as she explained, they were helping her with advertising photos. Consequently, they were all pretty tired. "I think I'm going to get some sleep." He stood and, purely from reflex, stretched. His large bustline was well displayed, even through the coat.
"Want some company?" one of the guys asked with a wicked grin.
Brandon started to frown, then he stopped. "No, I don't think so. I'm just going to go to bed. By myself. And lay naked on the sheets, licking and playing with my huge titties while I touch my hot wet clit. And thinking about how a _real_ man would make me feel." He turned, then smiled over his shoulder. "Sweet dreams," he purred as he sauntered out of the room, his butt swinging sexily.
Anya and Rob were ready to choke on their laughter; the poor guy sat stunned, his mind running wild with the images Brandon had verbalized. He gulped, feeling himself getting turned on at the pornographic imagery, while he blushed at the laughter directed his way. It was going to be a long, lonely night for the poor guy.
Rob turned back to Anya. "How many models do you want? We had, what, eight today? You think we should have twelve or fourteen?"
Anya thought for a moment. "Greg said he thought that twice as many would be good. Can you get that many?"
Rob thought for a minute. "We had two working on makeup, two cameras, and four assistants for each camera? With twice as many, we'd need at least one more on makeup. That's about thirty?" He stared at the ceiling for a moment. "Yeah, I think we can do that." Then a thought occurred to him. "What about Greg? Will he be able to help with the photography tomorrow?"
Anya nodded. "He's got a pretty wide open schedule, so he should be free."
Rob nodded. "We're going to have to do something for him," he said. "He's putting in a lot of effort for us on this project."
Anya looked genuinely and pleasantly surprised. "Well, what about inviting him to join your fraternity?" she asked.
It was Rob's turn to be surprised. "I wouldn't have thought of that. You know, we're just a bunch of..."
Anya cut him off. "Guys trying to start a fraternity? Yeah, well, you might think about asking him. Even if he turns you down, it would be a nice gesture."
Rob started to answer, but was interrupted by Greg and Randy. "Got the proofs ready," Greg announced as he offered his hand to Anya. She took his hand and pulled herself up from her chair. "You should see the setup he's got! Man, he's got some professional-grade image software!"
Anya smiled, then glanced at Ron with an 'I told you so' look.
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"I've got five extra guys, just like you asked," Brandon said to Anya, puzzled by her last-minute request. "What's up?"
Anya winced. Grandmother's request was strange, but not entirely unexpected. After all, if these photos were advertising copy, she needed ads for all sections of the park. "Well, it's like this." She explained what her grandmother had asked.
Brandon's grimace was plain. "That's a pretty tall order, isn't it?" He was clearly uneasy about the whole thing. "I mean, that's a lot bigger change than what we've done so far."
Anya's expression betrayed her discomfort. "Yeah, I know. But we need pictures of those areas, too." She watched as Brandon mulled over the request, and she knew that he was about to turn her down. "Grandmother said I can offer a hundred dollars each for the first group, and we can work out something with passes for both groups."
Brandon thought. Some of the guys were enjoying visits to Bikini Beach; passes would be valuable commodities. "I'll ask, but don't hold your breath."
He returned to the assembled group. "Okay, Anya has a kind of unusual request. Here's the deal. She'd like two or three volunteers to change into little girls for some pictures at the kiddie play area, and another two or three for the junior swimmer area."
The reaction was exactly what Brandon expected. "You mean we'd be turned into little girls? For the day?" Brandon nodded, at which point the grumbling started to get loud.
Brandon tried to silence the group. "Anya offered a hundred for each guy who changes into a little girl, and she said she'd work out something with passes for both the kiddies and the juniors."
Brandon's words didn't stop the protests. All of the guys were upset at this last request. Being a girl, well that was one thing. But changing into a little girl, or even a toddler? That was too much. They started to condemn the offer.
"Hold it, guys," Chuck's voice boomed out. "Look, we're trying to raise some money here, and the old woman and Anya have been pretty generous to us. The least we could do is a small favor to show her that we're grateful." He turned to Brandon. "Put me down for the kiddie group. No charge." Then he grinned. "Except maybe a day pass or two later on."
Chuck's remonstration silenced the protests. Reluctantly, some of the guys followed his lead, even to turning down the money. As they reported to Anya, she smiled. She hadn't underestimated these guys after all.
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Rob instinctively patted the little pigtailed-girl on the head, looking down with a smile.
The girl frowned. "Watch it, Rob. It's still me in here." The girl, a tiny little four-year-old, had been Chuck until moments ago. Now, Chuck was a short, slender little girl with long brown hair in pigtails, wearing a pink one-piece swimsuit.
He looked too cute, Rob thought again. He glanced around and saw the other kids; two more cute little tykes, and three gangly girls about ten to twelve years old. Of the older girls, one had braces, which had upset the guy quite a bit, while another was just starting to show chest development. Rob suppressed a chuckle when he thought that these cute little girls were really college-age guys.
Anya, however, wasn't about to hold her tongue. "You guys look great!" she gushed. "You're just perfect!"
Chuck looked down at the sidewalk. "Yeah, well, this isn't a lot of fun," he grumbled in a high-pitched little girl voice.
Anya smiled. "You'll have a ball. Now I think Greg's got the cameras set up over at the Kiddie Play Land. You and the other little ones run over, and you should be done quickly. Then you can hang out and play for the rest of the day. Oh, and I got one of our lifeguards, Liz, to agree to escort you for the rest of the day. If you want it, she'll get it." The girls nodded, then scooted off at a quick little run. Anya watched them go with a curious, wistful look. Then she shook off the feeling and turned back. "You guys can hang out, or go ride some of the rides. It'll probably be forty or forty-five minutes before they're ready for you. Just make sure you're at the Junior Lifeguard Academy not later than seven forty-five. Okay?" The gangly young ladies nodded, then walked slowly into the park.
Brandon walked briskly toward Anya, a curious smile on his face. "Hi, Anya. I'm all set for modeling today." Once again, he was transformed, but this time, he didn't have the exaggerated figure of Pandora Peaks. He was transformed into a modestly attractive young lady, with an above-average figure - just exactly what they needed for the calendar. "By the way, have you seen Greg yet?"
Anya frowned. "No, why?" Then her eyes widened. "You're wicked!" she said as she slapped his arm. She turned and walked toward the Kiddie Play Land, to find Greg.
Rob was puzzled. "What was she talking about?" he asked. Like Brandon, and indeed all the future Nu Rho Delta guys, he was changed by the magic of Bikini Beach into a young lady. Today, he was slated to be a model, and his figure today was curvier than the one he had Sunday.
Brandon smiled. "Remember what Greg did to me yesterday?" No one in the dorm would ever forget that, not after Brandon came home with incredibly huge knockers. Rob nodded slowly, not sure he wanted to know where this was going. "Well, just as Greg was sliding his card, I flashed him a picture of Casey James."
Rob's mouth dropped open. "Holy shit!" he exclaimed softly. "She's huge!" He glanced at his own ample and attractive breasts, and thought of what his profile would look like if he had those tits. A shudder coursed up his spine.
Brandon grinned. "You should see him now. He's got the biggest knockers I've ever seen!" He laughed in his soft, feminine voice at the image of Greg. Revenge was sweet.
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It was another grueling day. Greg was busy with the Kiddie Play Land, then the Junior Lifeguard Academy. In the meantime, Randy used the verandas for some stills, with Old Man River meandering in the background. He returned to the lagoon, then he used the volcano as a backdrop. By nine, Randy had taken all the stills he could — using almost half of his supply of memory cards for the camera. He moved his gear to some of the rides to work on action shots.
As he set up to take a picture of girls emerging from the Tahiti Twister, an older and quite attractive woman sauntered up beside him. "I thought cameras weren't allowed," she said with the air of someone who expects to be listened to.
Randy turned to see who was bothering him, and as a result, missed the shot. At the sound of the splash, he turned back, then turned again to the woman. "You made me miss the shot!" he complained bitterly. "What the hell do you think you're doing?"
The woman started, then she started to show her anger. "Look here, young lady, I'm a member of this park, and I was assured there are certain rules. Like no cameras."
Randy felt his temper rising. He started to reply, then turned to one of the assistants. "Go get Anya and find out who let this...this pest in!"
Before anyone could move, Anya arrived, having sensed some potential trouble. "Oh, hi, Ronnie," she said, perplexed. "What are you doing here? We don't open until eleven."
Ronnie gave Anya a quick hug. "I know, but when I saw the action down here, I just had to come have a look." She glared at the cameras. "And I found this!"
Anya's mouth opened as she understood. "Ah, yes. Your penthouse has a view..."
Ronnie smiled. "And I saw a lot of action yesterday morning and again today. So I thought I'd find out what was happening in my favorite park." She glanced at Randy and the cameras again, and her features hardened. "I thought cameras weren't permitted."
Anya nodded her understanding. "Normally, they aren't. But we found ourselves in a kind of bind. We need ad copy, and we..."
Ronnie's features softened. "Ah, I see." She smiled. "So you take the pictures before your regular guests arrive. Smart." She studied Anya for a moment. "And what else?"
Anya started, and Randy's mouth dropped open in surprise.
Ronnie watched their reactions, especially Anya's, and laughed. "Come on, dear girl," she chuckled, "surely you don't think I can't tell when you're up to something?"
Anya studied Ronnie for a moment, then nodded. "I guess that comes with years of experience swimming with the sharks. Okay, the pictures are also going to be used in a calendar, to raise money for a fraternity. They need to raise money to renovate a house, or they'll lose their charter. So we agreed to help each other out."
Ronnie studied Anya, then Randy. "So these are the nerds who are trying to renovate the gym."
Anya frowned at her choice of words. She turned to one of the assistants. "Go get Brandon. Now." It took a second for the command to sink in, then the girl turned and scampered. Anya gazed at Ronnie again, then she turned back to Randy. "You might as well get back to shooting," she said calmly. "We're wasting time."
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Randy and Greg, once again, were sequestered in the photo lab, while most of the remainder of the guys sprawled around the lounge. Notably, Ronnie Harris was sitting with them. Unlike the others, however, she sat properly, upright and ladylike.
"I think we've got enough pictures for both of us," Brandon said calmly. "If the shots today come out as good as yesterday's."
Ronnie nodded. "Who is going to do the printing?" she asked casually.
Ron's eyebrows raised. This lady didn't miss a trick. No wonder she was such a successful businesswoman. "We got a good bid from PrintQuick," he answered. "And a three day turnaround, too. In fact, that was the deciding factor."
Ronnie looked at him for several seconds, then she began to shake her head. "I wouldn't do that if I were you."
Brandon frowned. "Why not?"
Ronnie laughed. "I've used them before. They may be quick, but their quality is lousy." She took a sip of soda; even that action was dainty and refined. "If it were me, I'd use RapidRepro. They're a bit more expensive, but they could turn around that job in two days, and their quality can't be beat." She took another sip. "Especially if I had a word with Sid."
Ron sat silently, pondering. This woman was a powerful businesswoman, and she was suddenly interested in helping the guys. Something was up. His mind raced as he tried to figure out her angle.
Anya, however, wasn't so hesitant. "Ronnie, what are you up to?"
Ronnie tried to look innocent, the old 'who, me?' routine. It didn't convince Anya. She changed the subject instantly and turned back to Brandon. "How are you going to distribute the calendars?"
Brandon was puzzled. "We're going to set up a booth on campus and sell them. And post notices. Oh, and an ad in the paper."
Ronnie laughed, shaking her head all the while. "Oh, dear me!" she said, still shaking her head. "Anya," she said, sounding a bit disappointed, "haven't you given them any advice about distribution?"
Anya scowled, then lowered her head. "I hadn't thought about it. And you're right."
Ronnie turned back to Brandon and Rob. "How many calendars were you thinking you'd sell? One thousand? Two? Or are you guessing?" She watched the sheepish expressions, and knew the answer. "That's what I thought." She smiled. "Okay, I've got a proposition for you. First of all, are you planning a monthly calendar, or a weekly?"
"Monthly. Why?"
Ronnie smiled. "Why not do both? You'd make a lot more money, and if the pictures from yesterday are any guide, you've got more than enough material to do both. Okay, here's the proposition. I'll help you with the business end, for a cut of, oh, say eight percent of gross."
Brandon started to bristle. Here was a lady, who they had just met, trying to cut in on their deal. He was about to tell her what to do with herself when he felt Anya's hand on his arm. He turned, and she shook her head almost imperceptibly. He turned back, then let out a deep breath. "All right. How about if you tell us why we should agree to your terms?"
Ronnie didn't react as Brandon had expected. Instead, she just laughed. "You're pretty sharp, kid," she chuckled. "Okay, here's why. I had to work very hard to get where I am in life. It's my turn to help out the next generation of entrepreneurs. You kids are all pretty sharp. I talked to Anya's grandmother, and I know she could have taken advantage of you. I also know that _you_ didn't try to take advantage of her. That says a lot about your character." She smiled pleasantly. "And I know that that little prick Livingstone is trying to squash you guys. I always hated arrogant men." For the briefest of moments, her eyes flashed a deep hatred, then they cleared. "So here's what's in it for me. I see a product that has a lot of potential. I can help you guys." She said the word as though she knew their secret. Rob, Brandon, Chuck, and a few of the others started. "Oh, yes. I know all about Bikini Beach and its magic." She smiled again. "You were thinking of one or two thousand calendars? How about fifty thousand? At twelve dollars each, with a twenty percent margin. My cut would be nominal — say ten percent of gross, and I'll take care of the distribution."
Brandon did some quick calculations. "That's pretty optimistic, isn't it?"
Ronnie laughed. "That's the _pessimistic_ numbers. And as I understand it, you guys are on a deadline. If you do this yourselves, you'll be lucky to make it. I can guarantee you'll make it by fronting the money against the profits."
Brandon glanced at Rob, then at Anya. Anya nodded slightly; she knew Ronnie Harris very well, and knew that the lady was playing this straight. "This kind of decision I'll have to clear with the guys."
Ronnie smiled. "I'd be shocked if you accepted _without_ checking."
Greg peeked his head out from the corridor. "Pictures are ready," he chimed. "And they're even better than yesterday's batch." He saw the males in the room staring at him, and he blushed as he ducked back around the corner, holding his huge melons to keep them from jiggling too much. He muttered a silent oath, cursing Brandon for his trickery. His shoulders hurt, his back hurt, and these damned things bounced around at the slightest provocation. When he'd taken a momentary break, he'd discovered that the cup size was NNN; he was amazed that cups that big existed.
Ronnie leaned closer to Anya. "Your boyfriend looks a little different," she said nonchalantly. "I can't quite place my finger on it, though."
Brandon laughed, as did Anya. "Yesterday, he tricked me into having big knockers when I changed," Brandon explained. "So I decided it was payback time." Brandon was relishing the telling of the tale. "I flashed him this picture," he showed the image of the nude stripper to the ladies, "just before he swiped his card this morning."
Ronnie tilted back her head and laughed, a hearty, rib tickling laugh. She enjoyed a good prank. After the laughter died down, she looked at Brandon. "One more thing." She watched his face cloud. "Oh, no. Nothing to do with the business deal. I wondered if I could ask a personal favor. I'd like to borrow your photographer — for a private sitting. The pictures he took are very good, and I'd like to get some of me. At Bikini Beach, of course."
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Brandon, Rob, and the group smiled as they handed the paperwork to Dean Livingstone. Behind them, Ronnie Harris stood, a smug smile as she watched the dean be forced to accept them as a fraternity. With no ceremony on his part, he handed the group a charter, then abruptly turned and stormed from the room.
The remainder of the council, however, erupted in cheers. The boys had done it. They'd beaten the odds, and had formal charters from both the Nu Rho Delta fraternity, and from the university. And they'd gotten the loan, which enabled them to formalize the purchase of the old gym.
Anya, Greg, and Ronnie walked with them back to the gym. Inside, they had set up a table with punch and snacks. A few girls were present, which surprised Ronnie; the guys had laid on a party to celebrate their status as the newest fraternity.
Brandon handed Ronnie a glass of punch. "I'd like to say thanks, on behalf of all of us, for all your help."
Ronnie accepted the punch, then smiled. "I like being able to help. And making a few dollars from the whole deal isn't bad either."
Anya had slipped up beside them. "So how are the calendars doing?"
Ronnie started to say something, but Brandon interrupted her. "We're being sold coast-to-coast in BookMart, thanks to Ms. Harris. So far, we've made almost sixty thousand."
Ronnie smiled. "And they're almost done with the layout for the weekly calendar, too. That should sell just as well. Maybe better."
Brandon smiled broadly. "We owe you a lot," he offered. "Thanks."
Ronnie smiled mischievously. "You can start thanking me by dancing." She took the surprised Brandon's hand and dragged him to an open area. With surprise grace, she began to dance with the startled boy. She glanced to Anya, and gave her a wink. Brandon might have bitten off more than he could chew, Anya thought as she watched him dancing with the older woman.
As Anya watched, Greg and Rob sidled up beside her, Greg carrying a fresh glass of punch. She took it, then smiled. "Greg, dear, could you get me a sandwich, please?" She watched as he walked off, then turned to Rob. "Thanks for asking Greg to join. He's thrilled about the idea."
Rob smiled. "Thanks for suggesting it. Greg's a great guy, and he's got a very good sense of humor. The guys really like him."
Anya smiled. "Well, anyway, thanks. After what he's been through, belonging to a group is really good for him." Grandmother had been right; these guys were going to have a long and prosperous relationship with Bikini Beach.
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Epilogue:
Brandon reread the letter, just to make sure he wasn't imagining things. When he was sure he was reading it correctly, he ran out to the lounge. "Guys, you won't believe what I just got in the mail!" he shouted, struggling to contain his excitement.
The guys looked up, curious. "What's up?" Rob asked.
Brandon was fighting to contain himself; Rob hadn't seen him this excited since, well, since his first sexual experience. "The editors of a major sports magazine saw our calendar."
"So?" Chuck asked, wishing that Brandon would get on with the news. "What else?"
Brandon grinned. "They're doing their annual swimsuit issue, and, well, to get to the point," he saw how anxious the guys were to hear what the gist of the news was, "they want to use Brandi, Samantha, and Tina in their photo shoot!"
Sam stared at Brandon, his mouth agape. Tim was staring as well, equally surprised. "You're kidding, right?" he said uncertainly. Surely this was one of Brandon's gags.
"No joke," Brandon grinned. "They're offering one week in Cancun, all expenses paid, plus ten thousand cash each, and royalties if they use our pictures in any calendar!"
Sam looked thoughtful for a few moments. Then he turned to Tim. "I don't know about you, but I'm going to have to get a whole new wardrobe. I don't have anything to wear for Cancun!" He laughed, and the rest of the guys laughed with him.
Brandon looked hopefully at the two guys. "I guess this means I should call Anya about getting passes for us, right?"
FIN
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Synopsis: A beach bum stumbles into Bikini Beach. During his stay, he offends some of the staff with his comments about the landscaping. Anya and Grandmother need to figure out what's up with the guest before he offends even more people.
This is a repost (first on BCTS) that appeared long ago on another site. The Chronology page shows where this fits in the timeline.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Vicki sighed as she glanced one more time around the parking lot. It was after lunch, so business was slow. That made her job boring. It wouldn't have been so bad, she thought, if things either slowed down or picked up. If it slowed down, she could get some serious studying between the infrequent customers. If it picked up, she wouldn't be able to study, but she'd at least be busy enough to be distracted. Not like now. If she picked up her book to start studying, she'd get a paragraph or two into the text, and then the inevitable guest would show up. If she ignored her text, the time between customers seemed interminable.
Just as she expected, at the expected interval, she spied a figure ambling slowly across the parking lot, the figure blurred by the wavering distortion of heat rising from the hot asphalt. Still, even with that, she could tell it was a man from the way he was walking. She watched with interest as the man came closer.
As he drew nearer, Vicki sensed that he wasn't simply taking a short-cut across the parking lot. With the construction going on on the park expansion, there wasn't much of a short-cut any longer. No, she reasoned, he was coming to the park. She started to push away the boredom so she could be the happy smiling representative of the park that the boss demanded.
Vicki fought to contain her emotions as the man approached. He was a slob, she thought. Old pants, with tattered legs and a couple of holes. Fatigue pants, perhaps? A worn T-shirt with frayed sleeves. The man had an unkempt moustache and a stubbly beard, as if he hadn't shaved for four or five days. His hair was medium length, but unkempt, as if he'd made no effort to control it with a comb. He wore glasses - small round lenses in worn metal frames which seemed that they should belong to a bookkeeper, not to a beach bum. That was the phrase Vicki was searching for - beach bum. With his heavily tanned face, the guy looked like a homeless beach bum. It was impossible for Vicki to fix his age - he could have been twenty or he could have been thirty-five. She simply couldn't tell.
"Can I help you?" Vicki forced a smile as the man approached the window.
The man seemed lost in thought. "Yeah," he said simply. "A friend gave me a ticket, so I thought I'd spend a little time at your park." He handed the pass to Vicki.
Vicki groaned inwardly. She'd expected the man to be poor and unable to buy a pass, or to be put off by the membership requirements. In either case, he would have left. But he _did_ have a legitimate pass.
"Swipe the pass at the gate, then go to the men's shower on the right. After you change, remember to take a shower. Health department regulations, you know," she added.
The man glared at her, perhaps angry that she was implying something. But Vicki continued to smile sweetly. The man shrugged, then took the pass and ambled toward the gate.
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The girl walking down the path was so highly distracted that she bumped in to Liz, who was walking back to the Junior Life Academy to teach swimming lessons. "Excuse me," Liz said as she turned to the girl, forcing herself to be polite even when it had obviously been the girl's fault. "I didn't mean to bump into you."
"S'okay," the girl mumbled, still gazing around the path. She shook her head. "What kind of theme is this supposed to have?" she asked absently.
Liz frowned, then remembered her manners and forced a smile. "To the right is the Tropical Islands theme, where everything reminds you of a tropical paradise. To the left is the Old Man River theme, based on the old plantations and lazy rivers of the deep South."
"Hmmph," the girl snorted. "Are you sure that's what it's _supposed_ to be?" she asked caustically. She wandered off, leaving Liz standing, mouth agape, too stunned by her attitude and words to reply.
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Norma watched as another couple stepped to the top of the Lava Run. One of the two girls held her mat easily as she waited for her turn. The second, however, held it close to her, using it almost like a shield to hide her body. Norma smiled to herself - it was obvious that the second girl was really a guy who'd been changed for a visit to the park. When Norma gave them the signal, they flopped onto their mats and slid down the waterway.
Another pair stepped up behind them. Norma gave them a quick glance to make sure they would be okay on the ride, then she glanced down toward the bottom, watching for the 'all clear' signal.
"Hi, Norma," one of the girls called. Norma turned and looked at the smiling girl, trying to figure out who it was that recognized her.
"Don't you recognize me?" the girl asked, displaying her body like a model on the stage. She was exceptionally curvy and buxomy, with blonde hair to boot. "It's me - Greg."
"Greg?" Norma asked in a hushed voice. "Anya didn't tell me you were going to be here today."
"It's a surprise. Where is she, anyway?"
Norma shrugged. "I don't know."
The second girl sighed heavily, attracting attention. "Is it time to go yet?" she asked in an impatient voice.
Norma bit her tongue. The girl looked very unpleasant. "No. I'll let you know when it's safe," she said, guarding her words and tone.
Greg tried a different tack. " It'll only be a few seconds. You might as well enjoy the scenery while you wait."
The girl snorted again. "Why? What am I supposed to enjoy?"
Norma's mouth dropped open. "The ... tropical atmosphere," she stuttered. "It's a relaxing atmosphere."
The girl scowled. "Yeah? Well it reminds me of a tropical paradise about as much as a cactus reminds someone of a jungle. The theming really bites."
Norma sat, stunned beyond words. The girl stared at her for a moment, then saw the green flag and flopped on her mat. "It looks clear to me," she announced as she started down the slide.
**********
Jenny wiped a bead of sweat from her brow and took a long sip of lemonade. "Thanks, Belinda," she said to the girl who'd brought her the drink. Jenny was sitting on one of the verandas overlooking "Ole Man River", the lazy tubing waterway in the Wild River Fun section of the park. It was shaded, and a fan overhead turned lazily, adding a bit of breeze to the porch. With the lemonade, it was just the thing for cooling off after a hard job.
"What a dump!" a girl passing by muttered loud enough for Jenny to notice.
Jenny sprang to her feet, nearly spilling her lemonade. "Excuse me," she called to the girl as she double-timed to her side. "Did I hear you right?"
The girl stopped, then stared evenly at Jenny. "Did you hear me call this place a dump?" she asked without flinching.
Jenny scowled and nodded. There was something about this girl's attitude that bothered her. "Yeah, that's what I thought I heard."
The girl shrugged. "Well, your ears check out okay." She turned to leave.
"Wait a sec," Jenny grasped her arm lightly. "What do you mean? Don't you like the rides? Do you have some complaints?"
The girl sized up Jenny as a fighter sizes up an opponent. "You work here or something?"
"Or something."
"You responsible for the theming and atmosphere?" the girl asked bluntly.
Jenny stiffened. "No. I'm the one who makes the rides run. You got a problem with the rides?"
The girl laughed, surprising Jenny. "It's not your fault, then." She turned and marched off, leaving Jenny stunned in her wake.
**********
Anya poked her head into the office. "Grandmother," she called, "we've got a problem."
The old woman looked up from a trade journal. "You mean the 'guest' making all the rude comments?"
Anya nodded, half smiling. "I thought you said your magic was rusty and useless."
The old woman smiled. "I'm getting practice keeping up with you." She looked impassively at Anya. "So?"
Anya smiled. "I think I’m going to find this guest and have a chat with her. Find out what her complaints are."
Grandmother nodded. "Before she upsets the whole clientele?"
"Yup." Anya ducked back out the door and walked briskly toward the park. Without pausing to think, she turned toward the Tropical Lagoon; her magic was guiding her steps toward some unseen disturbance. As she walked, she considered what the staff had reported to her. The guest was extremely caustic in her comments about the park. Anya had to figure out how to defuse the client's apparently bad attitude.
Her steps took Anya to the lagoon, a large body of water surrounded by white beach, lounge chairs, and palm trees. Among the palm trees were hung many hammocks - the clientele seemed to love the feel of the hammocks swaying in the breeze. Anya slowly approached one of the hammocks.
"Hi," Anya said as she approached the girl. "Are you enjoying your stay at our park?"
The girl lowered the top of a magazine she was reading and peered over her sunglasses at Anya. She shrugged visibly. "It's okay - considering."
Anya felt annoyed by the way the girl was acting - so superior and snotty. "Considering - what, may I ask?"
The girl stared evenly at Anya for several seconds. "I suppose you work here, too."
Anya nodded. "My grandmother owns the park. I help her manage and operate it." She saw the girl frown. "And we do our best to make it the best water park in the country."
The girl shrugged. "Well, you're not doing a very good job, then, are you?" She disappeared behind her magazine.
Anya took a deep breath. This girl's attitude was downright hostile. "If you don't mind my asking," she said, forcing herself to remain calm, "it would help us improve the park if you told us precisely _where_ you found it ... lacking."
The girl looked back over the magazine. "Are you serious? You want to hear what I think is wrong?"
Anya nodded. "How can we make it better if we don't listen to our customers?"
The girl laughed. "That's a new one. Listening to customers!" She shook her head. "Okay, then, I'll tell you what I _know_ is wrong. Your theming sucks."
Anya drew back as if struck. "Excuse me?" she asked, not sure if she'd heard the girl correctly, but knowing inwardly that she had.
"The theming sucks," the girl repeated. "It bites. It's inadequate. It's sloppy. It destroys the setting. Okay?"
Anya clenched her teeth. This girl's attitude was beyond annoying - it was getting downright irritating. "Grandmother hired the best construction company to build the park."
The girl laughed. "It's not the construction. It's the atmosphere." She saw the puzzled look on Anya's face. "It's the final touches, the details, that make or break the theme and mood. And you've got the details wrong. It looks fake."
Anya frowned. "Funny, but you're the first patron who's complained about the atmosphere."
The girl laughed again. "Probably because you haven't had any professionals visit the place."
Anya started to answer, but she stopped short and her eyes narrowed. She ... sensed ... something. "You're talking about the landscaping, aren't you?"
The girl smiled. "Took you long enough to figure it out. Which is why you didn't see it. You're oblivious to the obvious. And I bet you were going to brag that the theme park association or whatever the hell is the trade group has recognized your park for having outstanding rides and character, right?"
Anya nodded and pulled a nearby chair closer. "So what makes you an expert on landscaping?" she asked as she sat down. "And what do you think is wrong?"
The girl sighed. "Look at these trees. Palm trees, right?" Anya nodded. "But they are species indigenous to North America, not to the tropics, and especially not to the Pacific islands. There should be some coconut palms in the mix, too. But you don't have any." The girl glanced up at Pele's Mountain, the hill which held the rides. "Look at that so-called mountainside. It doesn't look anything like a tropical mountainside. Where are the exotic plants? Where are the orchids and bromeliads?"
Anya frowned. "We've got the wrong climate here," she protested. "This isn't a tropical island. Just a facsimile."
The girl shook her head, sighing. "Typical attitude of a suit. Even if you're wearing a bikini instead of a suit." She took a sip of her drink. "Whoever did this didn't spend any time thinking about the climate and the plants. It's so _simple_!" she spat. "There are dozens of tropical species from all over the Pacific islands which could _thrive_ in this park. If you only took the time to find them, design the landscaping properly, and take care of them."
Anya frowned. "This is a water park, not a greenhouse. If we spend all our money on landscaping, we'll end up out of business."
"Typical suit," the girl sneered. "Watch the bottom line first, and save a few bucks by cutting corners at the customers' expense."
Anya took a deep breath to control her rising frustration and anger. "Who the hell are you anyway?" she demanded.
The girl laughed, obviously unafraid of intimidation tactics and bullying. "No one important. Just a _girl_ out for a day of fun."
"Well, it sounds like you're not having a very good time if the park is so poor, then."
The girl stopped, then she looked at Anya and smiled. "You're good," she observed, "but I'm not going to fall for that one."
Anya closed her eyes for a moment and reached out with her senses. The girl watched her, wondering what was going on, as a knowing smile slowly spread on Anya's face. Anya opened her eyes again. "Are you really happy, Trevor J. Farrington the fourth, bouncing from odd job to odd job, living the part of a homeless beach bum?"
The girl started, then she smiled and began to laugh. "I should have expected something like this. I mean, I come to a water park and I get changed into a girl. So why shouldn't the staff read minds, too?"
Anya drew back, startled. "You're ... very unique."
The girl smiled. "You mean weird?"
"Touche," Anya nodded. "Not like most people I know."
The girl shrugged. "It doesn't really matter, I guess."
"Huh?"
"Doesn't matter. I don't really care, and no one really cares about me."
Anya frowned. "You mean, no one cares about what _you_ want."
"Yeah, I suppose so."
"But ... you're content? Even now, after being changed into a young lady?"
The girl started - a tiny bit. "Yeah, I guess so. I wander around, I do what I want. I guess it's okay." She sighed. "I didn't want all that stuff. I didn't want the money, or the mansion with the maid and chauffeur. I didn't want the ritzy schools. I didn't want the executive job in Dad's company."
"So, what did you want?"
The girl laughed bitterly. "That's funny. After all these years, would you believe that's the first time anyone asked me what _I_ want?" She looked curiously at Anya. "You want to finish? Or should I?"
Anya raised an eyebrow. "It's your story." This girl was getting less predictable by the moment. Truth be told, almost nothing could have distracted Anya from hearing the rest of the girl's story.
"Do you know what it's like to grow up knowing that your so-called friends are only treating you nice because of your family's money? What it's like to feel like you're in a glass cage, on display?" The girl sighed. "I _know_ that I was popular in school, but only because of Dad's money. I went to expensive schools, hung out at the country club, met the right people. But you know what? I never really cared. My folks hated the people I liked. They thought I should have friends named Ashton and William - not Rocky and Bubba." She took a sip from her glass. "I just didn't want to go to college, settle down in a smothering world, marry Buffy and have the requisite 1.85 kids, drive a Mercedes or Lexus, hang out at the yacht club and country club, and then die in a suit on the top floor of a corporate prison." She shook her head. "Does that sound like living to you?"
Anya shook her head. "Not really."
The girl cocked her head to one side. "You seem to be awfully interested in my life. Why?"
Anya smiled. "You're one of the more fascinating people I've met in ... oh, a long time. Not everyone has the courage to say no to pressure from their parents and peers."
"I dropped out of college and joined the army." The girl laughed. "I bet Dad nearly had a heart attack."
"And?"
The girl shook her head. "I hated it. The discipline wasn't bad, but I had to fight. I ... had to kill some people." Her words tailed off, and a haunted look appeared in her eyes.
"Oh." Anya didn't know what else to say.
The girl recomposed herself, seemingly upset at her momentary lapse. "I deserted. Dad's money and political connections fixed that. I went back to college, then I dropped out again. I've been wandering ever since."
Anya frowned. "But what about your folks? Don't they wonder about you?"
The girl laughed again, a bitter hollow sound. "They don't really care about me. Only about their image." She shook her head. "Every so often, one of their spies comes around to find me. That's when I move on." She smiled. "You know, I like living for myself, free and easy and unattached."
"Nobody's puppet, you mean."
"Yeah," the girl laughed. "I like planting and growing. Whenever I need some money, I can find some work gardening or tending a nursery. Growing things, not destroying them."
Anya winced. The time in the army still hurt; it was a deep festering unhealed wound. "So now what?"
The girl frowned. "I don't follow."
"What do you do now? You need food, money. Even a hermit has to eat. What are you going to do now?"
The girl shrugged. "I don't know. Things seem to take care of themselves."
Anya knew she had to play this just right. Despite the girl's attitude, there was much troubling her. "You told me that the landscaping is wrong. I could get you some work laying out some better landscaping. Especially for the new area we're adding."
The girl shook her head. "No."
"Why not?"
"I'm not a corporate stooge."
Anya smiled. "We're not exactly your typical corporation. Not unless magically altering customers has become the norm for corporations."
The girl frowned. "It might work out. But only part time." Then her frown deepened. "What about my folks? I'm not sure you want to deal with his lawyers and hired political guns."
At that moment, the old woman walked up and eased herself into a chair. "I think I've got some tricks and allies that can deal with your father's resources."
The girl started, but Anya's smile reassured her. "I'd like to introduce my grandmother, who owns this park."
The girl cautiously extended her hand. "Hi," she said simply.
Grandmother shook her hand. "Since you know we can read minds, you shouldn't be surprised that I was kind of listening in." She smiled. "So what about it? Do we have a deal?"
The girl thought for a moment, then she shook her head. "No. It's about time for me to move on - before the next spy comes to report on me."
The old woman smiled slyly. "What if we could arrange that your father's spies never found you again?"
The girl looked puzzled for a moment, then she frowned. "You mean - make this," she glanced down at her feminine body, "permanent?" She shook her head. "Isn't that kind of ... extreme?"
"Maybe. Or not. Depends on how you look at it." The old woman smiled. "So far, it seems that you're not too disturbed at having been changed."
"Yeah," the girl observed, "but I figured it was temporary. I don't know how, but that seemed ... logical ... to me." She saw the answering nod. "But permanent?"
Anya nodded. "You'd get a chance to start over. A whole new life, without being chased. You could do whatever you wanted."
The girl looked thoughtful for a moment, then she slowly shook her head. "I'm not sure. I guess ... I don't think so."
The old woman nodded slowly. "It's your choice."
Anya glanced at her grandmother, surprised. "But ... " She stopped when she felt Grandmother's hand on her arm. "Would you consider spending a few days to help us with the landscaping?"
The girl looked at her for several seconds. "Let me think about it. I'll let you know before I leave tonight." She rose from her hammock and strode slowly into the warm water of the lagoon.
Anya shook her head. "I don't understand. It was everything she wanted - to be free of her past, to start over."
The old woman sighed. "No. To her, it would be running away again." She shook her head. "Did you notice something? When she came to the park, she was belligerent, even arrogant?"
Anya nodded. "Yeah." Her brow furrowed. "But then, when she realized I was really _listening_ to her, she changed."
The old woman nodded again. "I would guess that Trevor's parents, for all they gave him, never gave him the time to _listen_ to him. When she realized that you were actually interested in what she was saying..." Her voice trailed off thoughtfully. "She's a very troubled girl. She needs to heal herself."
Anya frowned. "You ... aren't going to try to ... persuade her?"
The old woman recoiled. "Anya! I thought you were the one who kept telling me that _I_ couldn't interfere!"
Anya sighed. "I know. But ... he needs some tranquility. Some peace. Some ... freedom."
The old woman nodded. "He's a very troubled person. We can't make him accept what _we_ think is best. That's what you say, isn't it?"
Anya nodded sadly. "Yeah. I guess it is. But ..."
Grandmother sighed. "It's hard sometimes. To know you can help, but to let the person choose to not be helped." She stood. "You've been teaching me well, young lady. Now, what do _you_ see?"
Anya closed her eyes for a moment to focus. "He'll help us with the landscaping," she said softly, "because nice peaceful gardens are important to him. Even if he doesn't stay to enjoy the tranquility himself. Then he'll move on - as Trevor. Just like he always has." She shook her head as she watched the girl swimming lazily in the pool. "Ironic, isn't it? He is so determined to make a peaceful garden for others, when he needs it so much more himself."
Grandmother nodded slowly. "It's not for us to understand."
FIN
Bikini Beach - Purse Snatcher
By Ellie Dauber
Copyright 2000
Why should Elrod have all the fun of posting Bikini Beach stories? Here's another one of mine. This is the first of three related tales. I'll post the second in a few days, and, if there's a good response, I'll finally get around to writing the third.
To paraphrase the song, "You don't pull on Superman's cape. You don't spit into the wind. You don't tug the mask of the old Lone Ranger... and you certainly don't try to steal the purse of Grandmother, the nice lady who runs Bikini Beach."
Bikini Beach - Purse Snatcher
By Ellie Dauber
Copyright 2000
“C'mon, man,” Rudy said. “You got to prove yourself if you're gonna hang with us.”
“Yeah, Melvin,” Ken added. “We don't hang with no uncool guys; no yellow ones either.”
Mel Haywood sighed. This was the fifth move his family had made in three years. As always, he'd had no great luck making friends. He had thought things would be better when he met Rudy and Ken and found out that they lived in his buildings. The trouble was, they were a couple of punks.
“But why do I have to steal somebody's purse?” Mel asked one last time.
“Cause I said so,” Rudy answered. “It shows you got guts; that you can think on your feet.”
“Yeah, think on your feet,” Ken echoed, as he always did.
“Now, you're gonna do it, and do it this afternoon, Melvin, or me and Ken are gonna spread the word all over the school just what a pansy you are.”
Shit! Mel knew he was stuck. These two weren't much, but they knew enough kids at the school that they could kill any chance he might ever had of making friends here. “All right, I'll do it.”
“Now you're talking sense. C'mon, we'll head over to the Italian Market. It should be plenty crowded today, lots of good targets.”
* * * * *
The three teens headed over to the Market, about a mile and a half from their neighborhood. It was a warm Saturday afternoon, and the distance was no problem for the three sixteen-year olds. On the way they mostly made small talk. Ken and Rudy joked about their teachers and the school. Rudy had an itch for a couple of the female teachers, including Ms. Serranno, the gym teacher, whom he claimed to have already had sex with. He told a story about the two of them, though he was somewhat vague on a lot of the details.
They got to the market in the middle of the late afternoon rush, people grocery shopping mixed with a few tourists, and with people stopping to buy something for their supper. The Italian Market was about 150 years old, a mass of small, family-owned shops inside a block long two-story building. Some of the stores were in their fifth or sixth generation in the same family. It was a good place for fresh meat, fish, and produce, with a few shops actually doubling as small take-out restaurants, and food courts at the end of each floor.
“I don't know,” Mel said. “It's awful crowded.”
“Hey, that's the best time, man. A skinny dude like you can wriggle through holes in the crowd that some fat cop or old lady never could. Then you just sort of blend in with all these people till they can't even guess which way you went. It's a breeze, man.”
“Yeah, a breeze,” Ken said. “Unless you're chicken.”
“No, um, I'm cool. I'll do it.” Mel swallowed hard and started looking for a target. He passed on a couple of women in slacks and sneakers. They looked like they could run as fast as he could. Some of the women were carrying big purses, really big ones that would probably slow him down if he had to run through a crowd with it. Besides, if he had to do it, he wanted a small purse he could hide, not some monster that would make him stand out.
Finally, Rudy did the picking. Mel had just decided on not trying for the purse of an older woman who looked like she might be on social security or something from the shabbiness of her dress. “All right, already, man. What are you waiting for, somebody with a 'rob me' sign on her?” He pointed to an old woman who was standing about twenty feet away talking to a very pretty young brunette.
“There's your target, that old lady.”
Just as Mel looked, the old woman turned in his direction. She seemed to be looking right at the three of them for a moment. Then she smiled and waved at somebody in his general direction. They must have waved back because the two women started walking towards the boys.
As they'd arranged it, the boys started walking towards the women as well. When they got close, Rudy and Ken made a zig to the left while Mel reached over and grabbed the purse off the old woman's shoulder. He started running off to the right, tucking the purse inside his light brown jacket. Rudy and Ken hunched over and ran in two different directions so as to distract people and possibly draw any pursuers away from Mel.
Strangely, nobody seemed to be chasing them. The old woman didn't even say anything when Mel took her purse.
* * * * *
The boys met about ten minutes later at a Greek bakery on the second floor of the market, each arriving by a different route. They bought cokes and a half dozen big cookies covered with powered sugar and took seats at one of the tables in a corner of the nearby food court.
“So, what'd we get?” Rudy asked.
Mel took the purse out from under his jacket and laid it on the table. He looked around to see if anyone was watching. Nobody was, so he hunched over the table and, without lifting the purse, opened it.
Rudy reached over and pawed through it, spilling the contents onto the table. “Nothing!” he said in disgust. It wasn't quite true. There was a hairbrush, some make-up items, a few pieces of colored cardboard, and some kleenex(TM). There was not a wallet, a checkbook, credit cards, or cash.
There also was no ID. Mel had hoped that he could at least get the purse back to the owner somehow, even if he couldn't return the money. No chance of that now, though. He sighed. He really was a thief now. He wondered if Rudy and Ken's friendship were worth it.
They were all set to go, when Rudy idly turned over one of the pieces of cardboard. “Whoa!” he said in an excited whisper. “We got something good after all.”
“What is it?” Ken said.
“Rudy lifted the three pieces of cardboard in triumph and showed them to the others. “Three...count them, three one-month passes to that water park, Bikini Beach, and there's no names written on them.”
“Bikini Beach,” Mel asked. “What's that?”
“Man, you are new in town. It's this water park that opened across town a few months ago. They got ads and billboards all over the place; great rides and a lot of really sexy babes in real tiny suits.”
“Yeah, yeah, I heard about them,” Ken said. “They say it costs a lot a money to join, or even just to buy a one-day pass. Now thanks to Rudy, here, we got us three thirty days passes.”
“Thanks to Rudy?” I was the one who grabbed that lady's purse.
“Yeah, yeah, but Rudy made you do it, and he's the one who picked the old lady out. Good eye, man. Good eye.”
“Thanks, Ken. It was a good idea.” Rudy took the passes and stuck them in a pocket inside his own jacket. “Look, it's too late to go over there today. How about we meet tomorrow about 10. We can catch the cross-town bus and spend the day at the park.”
* * * * *
The bus dropped the three boys at the stop near Bikini Beach about 10:30, Sunday morning. It was no more than a five-minute walk to the entrance. The night before, Rudy had used his father's old typewriter to type their names onto the passes, and he had handed out the passes while they were on the bus.
As they got near the park they saw an unexpected problem. The cute brunette checking memberships at the entrance had been with the old lady at the Italian Market the day before.
“Jeez,” Mel said. “What if she recognizes us?”
“Us,” Rudy laughed. “You're the one who grabbed the purse. I don't think she even noticed me and Ken.”
“Yeah,” Ken said. “We got nothing to worry about.”
“Great, but I do.”
“If you're so worried, go home. It'll leave more girls for us.”
“Yeah, Chicken, for us.”
“Shut up, Ken.” Rudy paused and looked at the brunette. “Listen, man. You grabbed that purse real slick and ran off before they could get a clear look. Right?”
“Yeah, I did.”
“And they didn't even chase us -- chase you. Chances are that chick's such a pinhead, she doesn't even remember that somebody snatched the old broad's purse. C'mon. If they do ask, we just say that we found the passes. The worst that can happen is they don't let us in.”
Rudy pulled at Melee's arm, and the three of them walked to the gate. The brunette looked up as they neared the entrance. “Sorry, boys. This is a private park.”
“We know,” Rudy said. He put on his most innocent smile, the one that always worked so well on his mother. “We have passes.” He held up his pass. Ken quickly held his up. Mel was a little slow, but he showed his as well.
“Fine then,” the brunette said. “I'm Anya. Go on in and have a good time. Just remember to shower after you put on your suits.”
“Thanks, Anya,” Rudy said. “Nice to meet you.” The three hurried in. Once they were well clear of the entrance, he whispered. “See, I said there was nothing to worry about.”
“Yeah, Rudy,” Ken said. “You was right, nothing at all.”
* * * * *
The Men's Locker Room wasn't far from the entrance. The boys went in and picked three lockers fairly close together. “This is gonna be great,” Rudy said as he took of his shirt. “Thirty days. We can come here after school every day, spend the weekends here. Man, the babes will be all over the three of us.”
“Yeah, Rudy,” Ken said. “You was smart to pick that old lady's purse.”
“I'm just glad that girl at the gate didn't recognize us,” Mel said.
“It's just lucky you was the one to grab the purse,” Rudy chuckled. “She'd have remembered a guy as handsome as me.” By now, he was in his swimsuit. He tossed his towel over his shoulders and headed for the door. “See you guys outside.”
“Wait a minute,” Mel said. “We're supposed to shower first, remember.”
“That's only for guys like you with kooties.” Rudy tried the door, but the knob refused to turn “What the hell...”
Mel noticed light snap on over a sign on the wall by the door. “Please remember to shower before leaving the locker room.” He pointed to the sign. “I think they've got it rigged somehow so the door locks until you use the shower.”
“Screw that,” Rudy said, trying the door again. Ken had his swimsuit on now and went over to help Rudy. The door stayed locked. Then the showers turned on by themselves.
“The hell with it,” Rudy said. He tossed his towel on a bench and walked into the showers. Ken scurried after him. Mel shrugged and joined the other two. The showers felt nice and warm, almost like a massaging showerhead. It relaxed away some of Rudy's anger and most of Mel's tension. All three boys stayed in the shower a few moments turning slowly to get the full effect. None of them noticed the pink shading to the steam that filled the shower room.
Then, after a few minutes, the showers turned themselves off. “I guess we're done,” Rudy said. “Let's go find some babes.”
They grabbed their towels and began walking towards the door. Mel watched Rudy and Ken walking ahead of him. Something seemed to be wrong. They were - they were shrinking, getting thinner. Rudy's hair was growing down past his shoulders, and Ken's - his hair seemed to be getting more and more curly.
He wondered if anything was happening to him and looked down at his body. He saw - no, it couldn't be - he was growing breasts. “What the...” he said, surprised at the softness in his voice.
Rudy and Ken turned. 'Damn,' Mel thought, 'they had breasts, too.' The other two boys not only had breasts, but also the round hips and long slender legs of a couple of very pretty girls. Girls? They couldn't be girls.
As if with one mind, the three boys stared at each other's crotches. Their swimsuits were changing as well. Mel's “baggies” clung to his body as the legs of the swimsuit rose up before disappearing into a French cut panty. Ken's briefs now sported a lacy little skirt. The elastic waist strap on Rudy's speedos narrowed until it turned into the ties of a string bikini bottom. The three very female swimsuits only had one thing in common. They each lay flat against their wearer's crotch with no evidence of the male organs that had been there minutes before.
Their faces had changed as much as their bodies as features softened and cheekbones shifted. The scar Rudy had gotten from a fight the year before had disappeared from above his left eye. Rudy was now a blonde with long straight hair halfway down her back. Ken was a brunette with her hair a mass of curls cut short like one of those kewpie dolls they gave out at carnivals. When he looked in the mirror near the door, Mel saw a girl that might have been his sister, her brown hair cut to just above her shoulders. They were all slender girls with attractive, but not excessive figures.
“What happened to us. Rudy?” Ken said. He - no, she seemed ready to cry.
“Young ladies,” a voice came from behind them. “Nudity is not allowed here. Please put these on and follow me to my office.” It was the woman whose purse Mel had stolen. She was holding three bikini tops that looked like perfect matches for the bottoms that their male swimsuits had become.
“What'd you do to us,” Rudy asked.
“All in good time.” She tossed him one of the tops, then handed Ken and Mel the other two. “Now put these on immediately. I don't allow nudity here.” The trio put on the tops. Mel noticed that she put her own top on without any problem, as if she had always worn such things.
* * * * *
The office was nearby. It was a small room, a desk covered with papers, a file cabinet in a corner, and a few chairs near the door. Ken and Mel sat down, embarrassed at their new forms. Rudy stood defiantly beside a chair, her arms crossed just below her breasts. “Okay, lady, we're here. Now what did you do to us, and how soon are you going to undo it?”
“You are a nasty one, aren't you? Did you think you could get away with stealing my purse?”
“Ma'am,” Mel said. “I still have the purse at home. Would it help if I brought it back? There wasn't any ID in it, so I couldn't return it.”
“No, I already have it.” She reached into a drawer in the desk and pulled out what looked like an identical purse.
“Okay, lady,” Rudy said. “You got your purse, so change us back to guys and let us out of here.”
“Yeah,” Ken said. “I wanna go home.”
“Not so fast. The important fact isn't that I got it back, but that you three stole it in the first place.”
“Mel stole it,” Ken shouted.
“Yes, he did, but you two forced him to do it. Besides you were all ready to profit from what you found in the bag, those three passes.” She smiled. “You thought those passes were a reward. Actually they're your punishment.”
“What do you mean?”
“Purse snatching isn't a major crime, especially for a juvenile. Thirty days seems to be a suitable sentence.”
“Thirty days,” Mel said. “You mean...”
“Yes. The spell that changed you into girls lasts the duration of the pass plus twelve hours. You'll be girls for the next thirty days.”
“You mean we gotta spend the next thirty days as chicks,” Rudy said. “My old man won't stand for that.”
“Your father -- none of your parents -- or your families or friends won't remember you ever being anything but girls.” She pointed at Rudy. “You, you seem to be the leader of this group. What's your name?”
“Now that's a dumb question. I'm Rita, Rita Sandow -- wait a minute, that ain't right. I'm not a girl; I'm a girl. My name is Rita. Rita. Rita! Shit, I can't say my real name anymore.”
“Yes, you can, my dear, because as far as the rest of the world is concerned, your name is and always has been Rita.” She turned to the other two. “Just as you are Karen and Melanie -- and always have been. Only five people, you three, my granddaughter, and I, remember the boys that you used to be.”
“This is crazy,” Rita said. “We're leaving.”
“I wouldn't advise it. I told you the sentence was thirty days. Now, you get to decide if you want hard time, as they say, or easy time.”
“What do you mean 'hard time'?” Rudy -- now Rita asked.
Ken, Karen now, was in a panic. “I don't like this, Rita. I don't wanna do 'hard time'.”
“Easy time means you come here every day, just as you'd planned. Only, instead of lounging around and leering at girls, you'll work for me; helping behind the food stands, cleaning up after the guests, things like that.”
“And what's the 'hard time'?” Rita asked suspiciously.
“You leave here without agreeing to my terms, and you'll spend the month as just the sort of girls you were hoping to meet here.”
“So our choice is to work or not to work,” Rita said. “Hey, that's an easy one; not work. Let's get out of here.”
“You're all free to go, but I warn you all; there's serious consequences if you leave.”
“Yeah, right. We'll probably change back when we leave. C'mon, guys.”
“Oh, you'll change if you leave now. I promise you that. You're each free to go with Rita, but I remind you that it was doing things her way that got you all turned into girls in the first place.”
“I don't know about Mel,” Karen said, “but I'm sticking with Rita.” She stood up and walked over to stand next to Rita. Her arms, too, crossed naturally in front of her chest as if she had always had breasts to contend with.
“It's your choice, of course. I'll give you sixty hours to re-consider, that's till 11 PM on Tuesday. After that, you live with the consequences for the rest of the month.”
“Bullshit,” Rita said. “You coming, Melanie?”
“I think I'm going to stay here, Rita. Sorry.”
“I always knew you was a pussy.”
The two girls turned and walked out the door. Melanie thought that their bikinis seemed to be changing again, becoming skimpier, but they were gone before she could be sure.
“That was probably the smartest thing you've done in weeks, Melanie,” the old woman said with a smile. She reached into the desk drawer again and pulled out a T-shirt with the Bikini Beach logo and the word “Staff” embroidered on it. “Put this on, dear, and come with me.”
* * * * *
In a few minutes, Melanie was working near the entrance, spearing trash with a nail on the end of a stick and putting it in a large trash bag strapped to her shoulder.
“So that's 'easy time'.”
Melanie turned in the direction of the voice. Rita and Karen were standing watching her. “Where'd you get the clothes,” Melanie asked.
“It's weird,” Rita said. When we went back into the locker room, we found this stuff instead of our old clothes in the lockers. “What do you think?” She turned around so Melanie could get the full effect. She was wearing a white lycra blouse and a short wrap-around brown skirt that was tight around her hips and stopped at least six inches above her knees. She had on sandals with a one-inch heel and was wearing a thin gold bracelet on her wrist. She was also wearing make-up, and it looked like an expert had put it on.
Karen wore a clingy sky blue lightweight dress that was no longer than Rita's. She had on a pair of two-inch heels. A small glass pendant hung from a thin chain between her breasts -- were they bigger than before? Melanie wasn't sure. Karen also was wearing make-up that looked expertly done, but who had done it?
“Not bad. How'd you manage with the clothes -- getting them on, I mean?”
“It's the funniest thing. Somehow we knew how to wear all this stuff.” Rita giggled but continued as if she hadn't noticed. “I guess it's just part of the spell, like not being able to say our real names. I don't think I'll get used to it, but I guess I can live with it if I have to.”
“Yeah,” Karen added. “It's a pain, but we'll manage.”
“Enough of this shit. Karen and me are getting out of here before that old broad gets any more crazy ideas. So long, sucker.” She turned and they walked towards the entrance. Melanie noticed that they managed to walk pretty well in the heels, but as they walked, their stride seemed to become more feminine. There was even a bit of a saucy little strut to their hips as they went out the gate.
Melanie stared at the gate after her two friends left. Was it her imagination, or had they both seemed a lot more feminine? Was the same thing going to happen to her? She tried not to think about it by getting back to work, but she took a certain satisfaction in pretending that every piece of trash she stabbed was Rita or Karen.
* * * * *
Melanie had been working for about an hour and was well into the park. She heard some shouting and looked over to see a group of girls playing volleyball. The game looked like fun, and she wished she could join in. 'Better not, though,' she thought. 'I'm supposed to be working.'
She did watch for a while, and she began to realize something else. The players were all attractive young women, some of them in fairly skimpy suits. Mel would have loved watching them jiggle and shake, and he would probably have had a tough time keeping track of the score. Melanie, on the other hand, was enjoying watching the sport. The only thing she noticed about the girls - besides how well they were all playing - was how attractive their swimsuits were. 'It's not that different than if I were a boy watching a bunch of guys playing,' she thought. 'Except that I never thought about any guy's suit.'
“You'll never get finished if you keep staring at the guests.” Melanie turned. The speaker was a very pretty redhead wearing, of all things, a pair of bib overalls. She filled them out very nicely. She was carrying a heavy-looking toolbox in her left hand and stuck out her right hand for Melanie to shake. “Hi, I'm Jenny, Jenny Michaels.”
“Melanie Haywood. I just --”
“I know, she told me.” She took Melanie's hand and gave it a surprisingly firm handshake. “She thought you might know something about pumps and such. You know anything like that, kid?”
“A little; I'm - I was taking auto shop in school. I got a B on my last quiz. It was on the fuel system.”
“You still may be taking shop, even if you are a girl now. Oh, don't look so surprised. You aren't the first person to get changed by those showers, you know.”
“Are you?” Melanie looked closely at Jenny. Was there any way to tell?
“To tell the truth, that isn't the politest quest to ask.”
“I'm sorry. I didn't mean to --”
Jenny smiled reassuringly. “Don't worry about it. I'm the one who brought the subject up. Just don't go asking anybody else, especially so soon after you meet them. Okay?” She stuck out her hand.
Okay.” Melanie shook hands with Jenny. At least she hadn't gotten somebody she worked with mad at her the first day.
Jenny pointed at what looked like a giant grass hut nearby. A blonde and brunette were unloading boxes from a hand truck in through the back entrance. “Go tell Belinda, she's the brunette over there, that I said she should take over for you on stick detail. I've got a stubborn water pump that needs to be taught its place, and it sounds like you might be able to help. Oh, and bring back a couple of diet cokes. It's a hot day.”
Melanie smiled and went over to the hut. Belinda turned out to be a rather buxom girl a few years older than Melanie. “I saw Jenny pointing at me,” she said. “I guess she's got some job for you, and I get left holding the stick.”
“I'm afraid so. Sorry.”
“At least she trusts you near the equipment. She scowls if any of us get anywhere near it.”
“Why?”
“It's a long story, and I don't know you well enough to tell you - yet.” She helped take the garbage sack off Melanie's shoulder and put it on her own. She sighed and took the stick. “See you later, Holly,” she said and started back to the trail Melanie had been cleaning.
Melanie looked at Holly, shyly. “I'm sorry to have interrupted.”
“That's all right kid. We were just about done anyway. Besides, we all have to do what the Boss says, and Jenny's one of her key people. She keeps all the equipment running. What's your name, by the way?”
“Melanie, Melanie Haywood. Umm...Jenny said I should bring some diet cokes.”
“Figures. Don't worry, there's no charge for on-duty staff - as long as you don't abuse the privilege.” She went inside and came back out with two chilled 20-ounce bottles.
Melanie took the soda and headed back over to where Jenny was waiting.
* * * * *
They spent the better part of the day working on the pump, taking about a half hour break for lunch about 1 PM. Melanie mostly just helped by handing Jenny tools or holding something that she had disconnected. Still, it was better than spearing trash, and she learned a fair bit about pumps that she probably wouldn't have gotten in shop class. She also began to make a friend.
About 5:30, Jenny said that she had to run an errand, to pick up something at a pool store in a mini-mall about two miles from Melanie's house. She offered to drive Melanie home at the same time.
“Let me ask the old woman if it's okay,” Melanie said. “Say, what is her name? I don't want to piss her off by leaving early, and I sure can't keep calling her 'the old woman' for the next 30 days.”
“I know what you mean, but I don't think I've ever heard her name in all the months that I've been working here. Anya calls her 'Grandmother', though I'm not always sure that they're really related. A lot of the rest of us call her 'Ma'am' or 'Boss'. It seems to work okay.”
“What works okay? Is that pump fixed?” They both turned at the sound.
“Hi, Boss,” Jenny said. “Yeah, it just needed a good cleaning and lube. Melanie here was a big help.”
“I thought she might be. Why don't you get the truck while she changes.” Jenny nodded and headed back towards the park office. “Melanie, it's all right for you to go home with Jenny.”
“Thanks, umm, Boss, but what do I say to my folks? How do I explain this?”
“As I told you and your so-called friends earlier, you've nothing to explain. As far as your family and friends are concerned, you've always been Melanie. The only question that they're likely to ask you is how you did today on your new part-time job.”
“New job? You mean here?”
“Certainly. You got a job here starting today; weekends 10 to 6; and 4 to 9 weekdays after school. You get off Fridays and when the park closes for bad weather.” She smiled at Melanie's surprised expression. Now go get into your street clothes - unless you want to go home in that bikini.”
“No, of course not.”
“I didn't think so. You'll find that the soap in the dispensers in the locker room will get rid of the grease and dirt on your hands and arm. You can even use the showers. It won't affect you again, I promise.”
“Thanks, Boss, but I'd better hurry. I don't want to keep Jenny waiting. Please tell her that I'll be ready in about 20 minutes.” She gave a cheery wave and headed for the locker room.
Melanie stripped off the T-shirt, hanging it in her locker. There were a couple of sinks with mirrors near the showers. She worked up a good lather and rubbed it on her face and arms. The soap had a sweet floral smell, more like hand cream than soap, but it worked as well as that awful glop they had in the auto shop at school. It smelled a lot better though. It had a pretty floral scent that she didn't remember from earlier in the day. When she washed off the lather, her skin was absolutely clean. Even better, it didn't sting her skin like the stuff at school sometimes did. Some of the scent stayed with her, too.
Now came the tough part. She took off her suit, trying hard not to look at her new body. She hesitated a little before reaching into the locker. After seeing the way Rudy and Ken - no, better think of them as Rita and Karen now; that's who they were for the next month - after seeing they way they had dressed, she wasn't sure about putting on such feminine, downright sexy, clothes.
Only, they weren't very feminine. Melanie found a rather plain blue cotton panty and matching bra. She stepped into the panty and pulled it up around her hips. It fit smoothly on her hips, against her flat groin, and felt so soft and cool, so different from the shorts Mel had worn.
She put her arms through the straps of the bra and pulled them up onto her shoulders. Her breasts fit naturally into the cups, and she reached behind herself to fasten the clasps as if it were second nature. The feeling of the silky material against her sensitive nipples was amazing, and the support that the bra gave to her new breasts was somehow comforting.
Melanie was even happier to discover a loose-fitting short sleeve green blouse and a pair of brown jeans in the locker. They were hardly what she'd been expecting. In fact, they were just the feminine counterparts to the shirt and jeans that Mel had put on this morning. So was the footwear, a pair of girl's socks and sneakers, rather than the heels that Rita and Karen had worn.
Melanie was curious, but something told her not to ask too many questions. She tossed the staff T-shirt into her swim bag. There was a purse underneath with her wallet inside. Her school ID had the same information as always, except that it was made out to Melanie Anne Haywood, instead of Melvin Andrew. It was getting spooky how thorough the - the Boss's magic was.
* * * * *
Jenny was waiting just outside the gate. She was driving a green van with the Bikini Beach logo on the side. “Hop in,” she said. “You don't have to come with me to the store. I'm only picking up a small piece of equipment. You'd better tell me where you live, too. The Boss just said it was somewhere near the store; she just didn't give me the exact address.”
Melanie told her. “Oh, yeah,” Jenny said. “I know the neighborhood. I can drop you there, then go to the store. I used to live there in one of old man Walker's buildings.”
“Mr. Walker? He's gone.”
“Gone? What, did that S.O.B. finally die?”
“Better. The city got him for endangerment because of the conditions in some of his buildings. He's in prison now. It happened just after we moved in, and the whole neighborhood was talking about it. Some developer named Harris bought up the buildings for a song.”
“Harris? Ronnie Harris bought those buildings?” She let out a hearty laugh.
“You know him, Mr. Harris?”
“Yep, and it's Ms. Harris. She owns those condos across from the park. I live in one of them, in fact, and she has a lifetime membership here at the park.”
“Is she...was he...like me?”
“That's a rather personal question, hon. Look, the great majority of the members were born female. The Boss built the place, so they could have somewhere to go and relax without being ogled by men. The transformation magic just part of that protection.”
“Some protection. Look what it did to me and my friends.”
“I'd say that you three asked for it. Purse snatching is against the law, you know.”
“I know, and I really didn't want to do it. But Rudy egged me on. He said that he and Ken would spread the word all over the school that I was a chicken. I'm...we're new in town. I haven't had much of a chance to make many friends.” She seemed almost ready to cry.
Jenny took Melanie's hand and squeezed it. “Well, you have another one now, Hon, and don't worry, things may be different now.”
“How different?”
“I don't know, but you're Melanie, now, and her life is different from Mel's. Not better; not worse; just different. You'll just have to wait and see how it's different.”
“I guess - hey, we're here.” The van pulled up in front of Melanie's apartment house. She jumped out of the van and waved as Jenny pulled away. She sighed and went in. “'Wait and see.' I think the wait's about over.”
She rode up to her family's 8th floor apartment nervously. How could she possibly explain what had happened to her parents? And Lenny, what kind of grief was her 10-year old kid brother going to give her? Melanie braced herself for the worst as she let herself into the apartment.
“Hey, Mel,” Lenny looked up from the TV show he was watching. “How'd the new job go?”
“Okay, I guess.” She took a deep breath. “Hey, squirt, I look any different to you?”
The boy stared at his sister for a minute. “Nah, same as always. Why?”
“I don't know. Just asking.” It was true! The world had changed around her. She shrugged, a little confused at the enormity of the change, and headed for her room.
And it was her room. There was no trace of Mel in the flowered bedspread and ruffled curtains. The basketball posters on the walls were gone, too, replaced with pictures of the U.S women's soccer team; not sexy posters, like the captain after she took her blouse off, but action pictures of the team in play. Mel's dresser was in the same place as before, but now it was painted a pale blue, and there was a small tray of make-up on top. She glanced over to the closet. The door was open, and Melanie could see dresses and skirts in there with a few pairs of jeans or slacks. She shook her head and sat down on the bed in disbelief. It was true! As far as the world was concerned, she was Melanie Haywood and always had been.
She ate dinner in silence, much to the amusement of her parents. “She's just like her old man,” her father said. “Put in a good day's work, and she's too tired to do anything but eat.” He laughed heartily. Jack Haywood was a master electronics technician, a civilian contractor for the Navy who traveled with his family from job to job. At the moment, he was helping design and build the guidance component for a new type of radar navigation and tracking system. The job was expected to take about twenty-two months, then they'd be off to someplace else.
Melanie pushed herself away from the table. “I'm - I'm done, I guess.” The changes were beginning to get to her. “I've got homework to do.” She went into her bedroom. Her book bag - her pink book bag - was waiting on her desk. She pulled out the geometry text and began working on the first problem.
* * * * *
Three hours later, her mother knocked on the door. “Melanie, dear. It's almost 11. You should be getting ready for bed.”
Melanie looked up from the history notes she was reviewing. Mel had always been a fairly good student. At least, that hadn't changed. She put the book down, yawned, and stretched. It was late. She stood up and started unbuttoning her blouse. She fumbled with the buttons a little, they were on the wrong side, after all, but got it undone quickly enough.
As she took off the blouse, she stared down at her breasts, secure within the bra. Mel had always enjoyed looking at a girl's breasts, but he never expected to see them from this angle. 'Better get used to them,' she thought. 'They'll be there for the next thirty days.'
After she had stepped out of her sneakers and jeans, she looked for a pair of pajamas, but could only find a frilly pink nightgown. She wasn't quite ready for anything that feminine. It was a warm night, so she decided to sleep in her underwear. She climbed into bed and was asleep almost at once.
* * * * *
Morning came fast, too fast. The alarm by Melanie's bed woke her at 6:45 instead of 7:15. She wondered why, even as she realized that it was set to a music station instead of the sports channel Mel had listened to. She looked around the room; it was as feminine as ever. A quick glance under the covers told her that so was she.
With a sigh, she climbed out of bed and threw on a white robe hanging on a hook on the back of the door. She padded down the hall and into the bathroom. She shut the door behind her and took of the robe.
There it was, reflected in the mirror above the sink, a girl's body, her body, displayed in pretty undies. Mel had let himself get talked into doing something really stupid, and she was the result. Melanie felt embarrassed. Then she felt mad. If she was going to be stuck like this for a month, she was damned if she was going to let it get the best of her. She's show Rita, the...Boss, all of them. She'd get through it.
And when she and Rita and Karen were guys again, she was going to beat the crap out of the both of them!
Now that that was settled, she felt better somehow. She went through the morning routine, only realizing later that she had used a moisturizing soap and a perfumed body talc that she'd never seen before. She did notice that her straight razor had somehow turned into a pink Lady Schick and that her deodorant was now Ice Blue Secret. 'The Boss certainly covered everything,' she thought.
There was a hamper for dirty clothes near the door. Melanie sighed, another moment of truth. She reached behind her back and unclasped the bra. It slid off her shoulders and down into her hand as if of its own free will. She tossed it into the hamper and reached down to grasp her panties. She could feel the weight of her breasts as she leaned over to step out of the panties. It felt really weird, she decided. She put the robe back on, knotting it tight at her waist and headed back to her bedroom.
Melanie took off her robe and opened the dresser drawer. She picked out a matching yellow bra and panty set. They were a bit fancier than what she'd worn, a little sheerer with lace swirls on the bra cups and on the gusset of the panty. She remembered to put the bra on first, then stepped into the panty.
She took a yellow-green blouse off a hanger and put it on. This time, she had no trouble with the buttons. Melanie thought about wearing jeans, but she decided to force herself to face facts. She found a green skirt that she knew somehow would look good with the blouse. She stepped into it, pulled it up and buttoned it at the waist. It was a little tight, accentuating the curve of her hips and the narrowness of her waist.
Pantyhose? No, the skirt was feminine enough, she decided. Melanie found a pair of green socks that went about halfway to the knee. Then she checked for shoes - gad! How many pairs did she have? She slipped on a pair of green flats, not wanting to try heels without a little practice.
Now came the risky part. Melanie went over to the tray with her make-up. She picked a pale pink lipstick and applied it carefully, surprising herself again at her skill. A little blusher on the cheeks and she felt she was ready. No, one more thing, she found a thin silver necklace and slipped it over her head. She automatically lifted her hair and let the necklace slide down against her neck. She looked in the mirror and smiled at the pretty girl she saw reflected.
* * * * *
Melanie took a deep breath as she walked into the school. She was getting used to the fact that everyone remembered her as a girl. Still, she half expected somebody to yell “Queer!” at her or to start laughing at her for wearing a dress and trying to pass as a girl. When nobody did, she almost felt disappointed.
There was a crowd gathered down one hall. She could hear a bunch of people laughing at something, and she decided to see what was going on. About a half dozen guys were coming on to a pair of great looking babes, a blonde and a brunette wearing tight, very short skirts.
As she got closer, she could hear their voices. “C'mon, Rita, say you'll go out with me.”
“Hey, Karen, if Rita goes out with Jack, you can double with me.”
“No, man, I'm taking her out.”
“I am, or better yet, all of you come over to my place this Friday. My folks are gonna be out of town. We can party real good.”
Melanie was amazed. Those two girls were Rita and Karen. It couldn't be. 'They must hate being hit on like that,' Melanie thought.
Then, above the boys' voices, Melanie heard Rita saying, “Oh, you boys. You stop fighting over Karen and me.”
“Don't you like it,” one of the boys said.
Rita giggled - giggled! “Of course, I do. It makes me feel all warm inside, but we have to get to class now.” She threw them a kiss as she and Karen headed off to first period.
Melanie stared at them in disbelief, then she hurried after them. First period was geometry, the one class the three of them shared. Melanie had checked her schedule the night before. She was still in all the same classes. Even auto shop; Jenny had been right about that.
They all reached the classroom at about the same time. Rita and Karen had a head start, but Melanie could move faster in her flats than the other two could in their three inch heels. They way they walked in those heels, hips swinging back and forth invitingly, had been more amazing than the fact that they could manage to get anyplace in those shoes without falling over.
“What's with you guys,” she whispered.
“It's the spell that old woman put on us,” Rita said. “These outfits are about the least sexy clothes we could find - don't even ask about our underwear. My closet looks like a Victoria's Secret catalog.”
“Yeah,” Karen added. “And we get all giggly and flirty around the guys. We can't seem to help ourselves.”
“Isn't it like that with you, too, Melanie?” Rita asked. Then Rita took her first good look at Melanie. “Hey, how come you're dressed like little miss homebody?”
“It's the Bo-the old woman's spell,” Melanie said with a sudden understanding. “I agreed to her terms, so she's going easy on me. You guys didn't, so she's got you acting like a couple of hot-to-trot babes.”
“Bull,” Rita said. “If she thinks she can get us to come crawling to her by pulling something like that on us, she's even crazier than I thought she was. Right, Karen?”
“I - I don't know...”
“I said, 'Right, Karen.’ ”
“Yeah, I guess - I mean, right, Rita.”
“Good. Then the subject's closed.” Rita walked into the classroom while Karen hurried to catch up.
* * * * *
The rest of the morning went fairly smoothly. Some of girls that Melanie passed in the halls smiled at her. So did one or two of the boys. That bothered her a little, especially when she caught herself smiling back shyly.
Melanie was a little unnerved by it all when the bell rang for lunch. After she'd bought lunch, she walked out into the cafeteria looking for a place to sit. Mel had usually eaten with Rudy and Ken and a few of their friends, but Melanie saw that Rita and Karen were surrounded by a crowd of boys. Even if she had wanted to sit with them, there didn't seem to be any empty seats at their table; not much standing room, either.
“Hey, Melanie, over here.”
Melanie turned automatically. It was one of the girls who'd smiled at her when they passed in the hall. Dana Something - 'Dana Wynn,' a voice in Melanie's mind told her. She walked over to where Dana was sitting with two other girls. 'Stacy Brenner and Tina Feldman,' the voice said.
“Hi, Melanie. How was your weekend?” Stacy asked.
“Umm, different.”
“Ooh, and what exactly did you and Ed do that was 'different'?” Dana asked.
“Ed?”
“Where is your head, Melanie? Ed, Ed Nathanson. The two of you had a date last Saturday night.”
Melanie knew Ed. He was in a couple of Mel's classes. They'd worked together in one of those “team projects” that Mr. O'Brien, their U.S. history teacher liked to run. They'd hit it off and hung out together a few times since. In the new reality, they must have really hit it off and begun dating.
She remembered Ed as a friendly guy with the cutest grin and big brown “puppy dog” eyes. Wait a minute, what was she thinking? She felt her face grow warm. “No-nothing, it was just a date. We went to see a movie, that's all.”
“Uh huhn,” Tina said. “Just a movie.” She giggled, and the other two joined her. “We know you didn't do anything, girl. You're way too straight. We're just giving you a hard time.”
“Sure,” Stacy added. “What are friends for if not to give each other a hard time?”
Melanie set her tray on the table and sat down next to Dana. Somehow, she felt comfortable with these girls. 'That must have been what Jenny meant,' she thought. 'Mel really didn't have any friends, but Melanie does.”
The girls talked as they ate lunch. Tina was a “fashion geek”, at least that's what Dana called her at one point. She had a couple of teen magazines in her book bag, and she was showing the other girls articles and giving her opinions on the different clothes. Melanie listened without offering many opinions. A few times, though, she did find herself wondering how she would look in some of the different outfits.
“I think you'd look good in that one, Stacy.” The girls looked up from the magazine article on capri pants. Jeff Hogan stood there smiling and pointing at one of the pictures. Ed Nathanson, Harry Weiss, and Tom Brill were standing with to him.
Stacy beamed up at him. “Do you really think so?”
“Yep, what do you think, Tom?”
“I think Dana would look good in anything she wore.”
“Flatterer,” Dana said. She reached out and took Tom's hand and squeezed it gently.
Ed looked at Harry. “I guess we have to say something nice about our girls now.” He winked.
“Yeah, but what is there to say?”
“Thanks a lot,” Tina said.
Harry continued. “I mean, after you say that you think she's the prettiest girl in the school and how lucky you think you are to be dating her, what else is there to say?”
“Good save,” Ed said. “And, you know, I feel pretty much the same about Melanie.”
Tina tried to frown, but giggled and broke into a happy grin. “You two just saved yourselves from a very lonely week.” Melanie smiled, too. Ed was looking at her. She found that she liked him looking at her. Her whole body was starting to tingle from it.
Ed pulled a chair over from a nearby table and sat down next to Melanie. “I tried to call you yesterday,” he said. “I wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed our date, but your folks said that you were working at that new job you just started. Did they tell you I called?”
Melanie thought quickly. “Umm, no, but I got home a little late last night. I ate and went right in to do my homework. I guess mom and dad didn't want me to stop and call you. By the time I was done, it was too late to call.” She reached out without thinking and touched his arm to comfort him. “I'm sorry.”
“I'm not - well, I am, but I understand, I guess. I just hope I'm going to be able to spend time with you.” He frowned for a moment then brightened. “Hey, how much does it cost to join that place? Maybe I can swing a membership and spend time with you that way.”
“No!” Melanie caught her breath. She liked Ed too much to have him changed into a girl. “I...I mean, the park is for girls only. My Boss says she built it, so girls could have a place to relax without guys. You know, watching them.”
“Hey, not to worry, I don't notice other girls when you're around.” Ed took Melanie's hand. They both knew that he was laying it on a little thick, but she found that she seemed to be enjoying it. “Seriously, I do want to take you out again next weekend. Are you going to be able to make it?”
“Yes, and thank you for asking so nicely. I only work till 6 on Saturdays and Sundays. I stayed a little late yesterday to help out on repairing a pump.”
“Great. Then we --” Ed was interrupted by a bell.
“Better get to class,” Dana said. They quickly put their trays in a rack near the door and headed to their respective classes. Melanie found that Tina and Jeff were in Spanish class with her.
* * * * *
Last period was study hall. Mel had always used the time to try to get some of his homework done, and Melanie wanted to stay in the habit. She was working on a geometry problem when she heard a whisper from the next seat.
“Melanie, are you going to go back there again today?” It was Karen. Mr. Snitter, the teacher in charge, was Acting Assistant Principal, and he had left the room on a short errand. Karen had shifted over from her usual seat.
“Yeah, I don't think I have a choice.” The part she left unsaid was “unless I want to end up like you and Rita.” She looked at Karen, sitting there in a skirt that came almost to her -- good grief! She hadn't noticed earlier, but Karen was wearing stockings and a garter belt. Melanie could see the garter tab hooked onto one of the patterned stockings. The way she way sitting, Karen showed a nice bit of thigh above the stocking, too. Ken had always had a thing for girls who wore garter belts, now he was one. Maybe that was the point of the Boss' spell. She had the other two acting like their own sexual fantasies.
“Look, Karen,” Melanie said. “Why don't you come with me to the park after school today? Maybe you can apologize.”
“No. It...it would really piss Rita off if I did.”
“So? She can come, too.”
“Never. At least that's what she said. She's already pissed off at what the old lady did, and she says she'll be damned if she's going to kiss ass and apologize. She's gonna rough it out for the month.”
“Just because she's feeling that way doesn't mean you have to go along with her, does it?”
“I don't know. I always went along with what she said; ever since we was little kids.”
“Yeah, and listening to Rita is how we all got to be girls in the first place. Maybe it's time you stopped going along with her lame ideas.”
“I don't know. Let me think about it.”
“Okay, but don't think too long. The old lady said you guys only had until tomorrow night to change your minds.”
Before Melanie could say anything else, Mr. Snitter came back into the room. Karen and several others, who had switched seats while he was gone, scurried back to their assigned seats for the remainder of the period.
* * * * *
Melanie got to the park about 5 minutes before 4 PM. She signed in on a crew sheet at the gate. The same brunette who had been working the gate yesterday was on duty. “Hi, Melanie,” she said. “Glad you decided to come back.”
Melanie smiled then remembered that this was also the girl who'd been with the Boss when Mel had snatched the Boss's purse. “I don't think I had much of a choice.”
“Sure you did. The same choice that Rita and Karen still have till tomorrow night.” She offered Melanie her hand. “I'm Anya, by the way. She's my grandmother.”
“Um, hi. I'm sorry about what happened.” Melanie shook her hand cautiously. Anya seemed friendly enough, but she was the Boss's granddaughter.
“Don't be. I'm sure it'll work out. Or, rather, Grandmother will make sure that it works out.”
“Yeah, I guess she will.”
“Well, you better go change. You can use the Ladies' Locker Room now. Grandmother said to tell you that she wants you helping out over by the Junior Lifeguard Academy. A mother's throwing a birthday party for her nine-year-old twins. A lot of their friends are going to be here for the afternoon.”
“Twins, neat.”
Anya giggled. “Yeah, but there'll be about twenty noisy kids in here with them. After you change, head over that way and look for the tent with the balloons. The brace yourself for a really busy afternoon. You better hurry, too. The party starts at 4:30.”
“Okay, Anya, and thanks.” Melanie waved goodbye and headed for the Ladies' Locker Room. It was empty, which was good because she didn't think she was quite ready to change clothes in front of other women -- or to watch them change clothes. “That'll come soon enough,” she said aloud.
She stripped down and stuck her clothes in a locker. She put on her swimsuit, the bikini from the day before, without any trouble, not even hesitating with the clasp for the top. Melanie didn't expect to go swimming, but she decided that the rule about showers probably still applied. She took a quick run-in-run-out shower, then toweled herself dry before putting on the staff T-shirt.
* * * * *
The Lifeguard Academy was easy to find, there were brightly colored signs along the paths in the park. As Melanie came near, she saw a mass of balloons floating above a twenty by thirty rental tent set up between the Lifeguard Academy pool and the paddleboat dock. 'That must be it,' she thought and headed over. There were already two staffers in the tent, setting things up. One was, Belinda, the brunette who had replaced her at trash pick-up the day before. The other was an auburn beauty about the same age. Melanie found herself noticing the way the girl's short haircut framed her face and wondered about getting her own hair cut that way.
“Hi, umm, Melanie, is it? The Boss said we were going to have help with the party. I guess you're it.”
“Yeah, it's Melanie, and you're...Belinda, right?”
The other girl pushed her bangs away from her forehead. “She is, and I'm Marta. Hi.” She pointed at a stack of soda cans in a corner of the tent next to a large portable electric cooler. “Can you put that soda in the cooler, about a dozen cans of each kind for a start?”
“Sure.” Melanie went over to the soda. Cans of coke, orange, root beer, and some generic lemon-lime mix were stacked on cardboard trays, 24 cans to the row, in six-packs with plastic connectors. She took two six packs of coke and put them into the commercial cooler nearby.
“Take off the plastic,” Marta said. “When the kids come over, it'll be quicker if that's already done.”
“Right,” Melanie said. She pulled the plastic off the cans and tossed it into a trash box next to the cooler. While she worked, she watched Belinda setting up the grill just outside the tent. There were several white refrigerator boxes labels “burgers” and “franks” standing on a long table a foot or so away. Marta was unpacking paper bags filled with chips, pretzels, paper plates, straws, and napkins.
The guests of honor arrived with their mother, a cheery woman about thirty wearing a pair of jeans and a PBS “Fawlty Towers” tee top. The girls were already in matching green and blue swimsuits. “Girls,” she said pushing two identical nine-year olds forward. “These nice ladies are Belinda and Marta and - I'm sorry I don't know your name.”
“Melanie, ma'am. Melanie Haywood.”
“Girls, this is Belinda and Marta and Melanie. They'll be helping at your party today. What do you say to them?”
“Thank you,” one of the girls mumbled. The other seemed to be clenching her teeth to keep from saying anything.
“You're very welcome, girls,” Belinda said. “What are your names?”
“I'm Angie,” the mumbler said. “This is Amy. We're nine today.”
“I know,” Belinda said. “Happy Birthday.”
“Can we go now?” Amy suddenly said.
“Yes, dear,” the mother said. She watched the twins grab their swim bags and run for the locker rooms. “Kids, they're so, so eager, but I'm sure you were that way when you were little girls their age.”
Belinda looked a little uncomfortable. “Yes, ma'am, I guess we were.”
“Well, I might as well go change into a suit myself.” She started off then stopped and turned. “By the way, I'm Mrs. Connolly.” She waved and continued walking without another word.
“Well, that was sweet,” Marta said.
“C'mon, Marta,” Belinda said. “Give her a break. She was trying to be nice.”
“I suppose. She's got the rest of the afternoon to prove it.”
The guests started arriving about ten minutes later. They put their presents on another long table and went to change into swimming gear.
By now, Melanie had the soda in the cooler, with the other soda close by to replace as needed. “I'm done,” she said. “What's next?”
“Next is those tables,” Marta said. She pointed to a stack of six folding tables in a corner of the tent. There were several big stacks of folding chairs near them on the grass. “We set them up in two rows of three tables each. Then those chairs go around them, four to a table.”
Melanie and Belinda set up the tables and chairs while Marta worked at the grill. As they worked, they talked. Marta and Belinda were about twenty, students at the local college majoring in Business and Computer Science. They'd been working for the Boss for a couple months, though Belinda didn't want to talk about that very much. Melanie wasn't sure how to make small talk as a girl, but she found that Belinda was also a baseball fan. They spent about an hour arguing about the prospect of various teams for the current season.
Just in time, everything was set up and ready. A horde of wet little girls wrapped in beach towels came into the tent. They lined up by the grill, and Marta and Belinda were hard pressed to get the burgers and hot dogs onto plates fast enough. Melanie stood by the cooler passing out cans of soda. Before the girls had come in from swimming, Melanie had put out a bowl of chips at each table, so the girls just helped themselves. The girls settled down to their suppers, while Belinda, Marta, and Melanie sat in chairs near the grill waiting to be asked for more food.
Mrs. Connolly looked up from watching her daughters eat. She stood up and came over to where the three workers sat. “I'm sorry, girls. You must be hungry, too, from setting everything up. There's more than enough food, so, please, help yourselves.”
“Thanks, ma'am,” Marta said. “To tell the truth we are kind of hungry.”
The trio fixed themselves suppers and sat back down by the grill. If any of the kids came back for more, there was still plenty of food left. A couple of the girls did come back for seconds. Then Mrs. Connolly lit the candles on a cake, and all the girls sang “Happy Birthday.” Belinda, Marta, and Melanie helped hand out the cake afterwards. They each took a piece for themselves and went back to finish eating while the kids ooh and aahed over the presents.
Anya came into the tent. “Okay, girls. Grandmother says it's time for your break. Head back to the office. I've got a couple of other girls coming to relieve you.”
“What about the party,” Melanie asked. Don't we have to stay and clean up?”
“There'll be time for that,” Belinda said. “Did you bring your schoolbooks?”
“Yeah, there're in the Locker Room, but...”
“The Boss says she doesn't want stupid people working for her. She gives us an hour or so break every night during the week to study or do homework.”
“I hear McDonald's has something like that for the kids that work for them,” Marta added.
Melanie ran back to the Women's Locker Room and fetched her book bag. Belinda and Marta were waiting in a small “conference room” next to the office. Melanie spread her books out on a section of the long table and spent the next hour wrestling with the theory of auto transmissions. After which, they went back to the tent. Holly, the blonde who'd been working with Belinda the day before and another girl, who introduced herself as Norma, were waiting.
“The Boss says we get to help with the clean-up,” Norma said with a shrug of her shoulders. “Looks like we're needed.” She was correct. The little girls had left a mess of paper plates, wrapping papers and ribbons, soda cans, and partially eaten food inside the tent.
Holly and Melanie took sticks and trash bags and began walking around spearing trash off the ground, while Norma and Marta cleaned up the tables. Belinda emptied the coals from the grill and began taking it down. They folded the tables and chairs, piling them onto hand trucks that were waiting behind the tent. They loaded the grill, cooler, cooking gear, and leftover plates, cups, and plastic ware onto a smaller hand truck.
Mrs. Connolly seemed to have taken all the leftover food with her, but she'd left an envelope marked “For the Girls” next to the grill. There were twenty-five dollars inside. “Tips,” Norma said. “I love them.” Each girl took one of the five-dollar bills, and they pushed the hand trucks back towards the office.
They had just unloaded everything into a storage room at one end of the building, when Anya came by. “Grandmother said you can all go home now. You were a big help with the party.”
“But my bus won't be coming by for about forty minutes,” Melanie said.
“Where do you live, kid,” Norma asked. When Melanie told her, Norma turned to Marta. “That's not much out of our way. Why don't we give Melanie a lift home? There's enough room in your van.”
“Hey, why not,” Marta said.
“Thanks,” Melanie said.
“Hey, we all work together. Why not? Heck, we can do it every night - unless you've got a boyfriend coming for you.”
She thought of Ed for a moment, but she wasn't quite sure if she wanted to think of him as “friend” or “boyfriend”. She did know what he wanted her to think, though. “No, umm, no, I don't.”
“A pretty little thing like you? That's a surprise.”
“We don't have boyfriends either, Marta,” Holly said, nudging her in the ribs. “Remember.”
“Oh! Oh, yeah, I'm sorry, Melanie.” She looked at Melanie as if seeing her for the first time. “I'm really sorry.”
Melanie looked closely at the older girls. Did they know? Or...or were they transformed guys the same as she was? She thought about asking, but decided not to press. It might be better to not know. “That's okay, no hard feelings.”
As they went in to change, Melanie suddenly realized that she was about to watch four babes get naked in front of her. She smiled in anticipation. Then she frowned. The idea didn't seem to do anything for her. It was like her body was numb. No, worse. It didn't care; not even when she saw the real thing. She watched as Belinda, only three lockers away, unfastened her bra, letting her breasts sway free; and later as Norma, almost as close, wriggled out of her one-piece suit and stood there, stretching as if she were on display in a centerfold. Nothing.
Why should she be aroused? Wasn't she a girl, too? Dammit!
* * * * *
“Melanie!” Stacy waved at Melanie as she got off the bus the next morning. “Rita Sandowsky and Karen Geller live in your building, don't they?”
“Umm, yeah. Why?”
“I was just wondering if you'd heard anything about last night?”
“Not really. At least my folk didn't say anything when I got home from work last night. What happened?”
“They got arrested or something. They went into Hannigan's, you know, the bar over on Woodbine Street.”
“I know the place.” Rudy had boasted that he had fake ID, and that he could get them all served at the bar. The reason that they'd stolen the purse had been to get some money to pay for their drinks. Melanie guessed that they had somehow gotten the cash to go in the night before.
“The bartender tried to throw them out after he figured out that they weren't legal age. Somebody tried to stop him, and there was a big fight. They called the cops and everything.”
Jeff Hogan came over. He said “Hi” to Melanie and kissed Stacy lightly on the cheek. “Well, if they busted Rita and Karen last night, they let them out again.” He pointed towards the entrance to the school. “There they are.”
Melanie looked to where he was pointing. Both girls were standing near the steps surrounded by a crowd that was mostly male. Rita seemed to be telling a story - it was too far away to hear - from the way her hands and arms were moving. She finished, it seemed, and the crowd seemed to laugh at whatever she'd said.
Curious, Melanie walked over. It was easy to see why the boys in the crowd were so attentive. Rita was wearing a tight black dress that barely went below her hips and hugged her curves as if it had been painted on. Karen was in a dark green dress that was almost down to her knees, but with a neckline that seemed to stop just above her nipples. 'She can't be wearing a bra with that,' Melanie thought. Both girls balanced on three-inch heels.
The bell rang before Melanie could say anything. “We have to get to class,” Rita said. “But we'll be glad to tell you more about last night at lunch. That is, if one of you cute boys is buying lunch.” Several boys reached for their wallets. Rita giggled and looked at them through half-closed eyes. “I just love generous men. They make me all...tingly.”
She turned and walked up the steps, Karen along side her. A few of the boys headed to their own classes, but others stayed to watch. Both girls walked with a “stripper's strut”. You could see quite a bit of leg -- and maybe a bit of Rita's ass -- from the bottom of the steps. It was worth the risk of being late to stay for the show.
Melanie hurried after her friends. She could hear a groan or two as she got close enough to block the view of some of the boys. “What are you two doing,” she asked once they were in the building. “And what's this about last night?”
Rita giggled again. So did Karen. It was scary how much they seemed to be getting into their new roles.
“I got to thinking about Hannigan's yesterday. Guys need money to go into a bar, but a pretty girl, she can always get a guy to buy her drinks. Especially if he thinks he's gonna get something in return. I already had the fake IDs.”
“They didn't disappear from the magic?”
“Nope. That old broad is too thorough. The pictures on them just changed to what Karen and I look like now. Anyway, I told Karen we was going. We got all fixed up, so we looked legal, and headed over the bar.”
“Yeah,” Karen said, “and it would have worked, too, except for Susie Shaw.”
“Susie,” Melanie asked. “What did she have to do with it?”
“Didn't you know,” Rita said. “Susie's cousin owns Hannigan's. Susie works there on and off. Me and Karen was doing okay. These two big guys were talking to us, even buying us each a beer.”
“Yeah, the one guy, Tony, I think his name was, even was talking about buying dinner for us.”
“Then Susie comes out from the back to clean up some of the tables or something. She must have recognized us, cause she went right over and talked to the bartender. Then the bartender comes over and asks for ID. He took one look at the cards and said we had to leave.”
“Only Tony and his buddy don't want us to leave, and they start arguing with the bartender. Somebody threw a punch, and WHAM! The whole bar is fighting. The cops showed up and arrested the bunch of us.”
Karen giggled. “Tony was sure pissed at us for being jailbait, and the cops wanted to throw us into juvenile hall.”
“Yeah, and my old man was even more pissed when the cops called him to come get us. He said it was all a big mistake, and his 'little girl' would never be in a bar doing what the cops said.” Rita paused. “Like he had a clue.”
The bell rang again, starting the class period, and the three girls ran for their seats. Melanie could barely believe it. Rita and Karen still knew who they really were, but they were acting like a couple of -- well, like a couple of bimbos. It was the spell, she realized. If she hadn't agreed to work at the park, she'd be wearing clothes like that, acting like that, and there would have been three girls at Hannigan's.
Melanie sighed and looked at the two girls. Rita was just staring out the window. Karen was at least trying to take notes, though Melanie could see her doodling as much as she was writing. They may not deserve it, Melanie thought, but she was going to try to get them to go with her to see the Boss this afternoon. From what the Boss had said, today was their last chance.
Having settled that, Melanie looked towards the blackboard and tried to follow what the teacher was saying about congruent triangles.
* * * * *
Melanie had tried to talk to Rita and Karen at lunch, but they were surrounded by a crowd that only wanted to hear about their “great adventure”. She thought about going over to join them, but one good look at the crowd changed her mind.
Half the kids were on probation for one thing or another, a few had spent time in juvenile hall. Or worse. Frankie DiAntonio, who was sitting with his arm around Rita's waist, had been suspended twice for starting fights. He was also the guy who sold Rudy the fake IDs in the first place. Karen was sitting on Phil Ormand's lap. Phil had his hand on Karen's leg. He'd been accused of raping a girl last year, but the girl had changed her mind. The girl's dad, who'd been unemployed for two months, got a job a week later with Ormand Construction.
Melanie shook her head and walked away.
* * * * *
Gym was next to last period on Tuesdays, a class that Melanie and Rita shared. Melanie decided to try to talk to Rita then and to Karen in study hall.
She picked a locker near Rita and tried to start up a conversation while they changed. Rita reached behind herself and slowly, sensuously unzipped her dress. The zipper went down to just above the curve of her ass, but Rita managed it as if she'd been wearing such clothes for years. The top of the dress slipped open as she pulled at the zipper. Melanie gasped in surprise. Rita wasn't wearing any sort of bra under the dress.
Rita turned when she heard Melanie gasp. “Ain't it neat? Anytime I want to see a sex show, I can just go to my room and strip.” She leaned forward and the dress fell away revealing her large breasts.
Melanie felt a little self-conscious. She had caught herself staring at the other girls, but it was just like yesterday. She wasn't aroused by the sexy, almost naked female standing next to her, now. She was just shocked at the way her friend - her girl friend was acting. It was probably the same for Rita. “Yeah, but are you still interested in looking at a naked girl? With all that flirting you were doing, I figured you were getting interested in boys.”
Rita giggled. “I guess I am -- a little. Mostly, I'm just trying to get the hang of the new equipment. I figure that if I'm gonna be stuck as a girl for the month, I might as well take advantage of it. Last night a guy was gonna buy me drinks and dinner. Who knows what sort of loot I can get out of them after I practice.”
“That's crazy. Look, the old lady said you had till tonight to apologize. Maybe if you go with me after school and talk to her, she'll go easy on you.”
“I don't see that she's doing that much -- except for making me a girl in the first place, and she said we'd be girls for thirty days no matter what. Nah, she just wants to see us crawl, and I'm not going to give her the satisfaction.”
There was a yell and the sound of a whistle from outside the changing room. “Yo in there, Ms. Serranno says anybody not out here in two minutes can spend the class doing laps.” The two girls stopped talking and changed as quickly as possible. Melanie did see Rita step out of her dress. She was wearing a thong bikini panty that was scarcely wider than a g-string. The Boss definitely was doing something to Rita, and Melanie decided that she would try one last time to get Rita to change her mind before time ran out that evening.
* * * * *
There wasn't much time to talk after gym class. Melanie stripped down and took the shower next to Rita. “Can I talk to you after school about --”
“Look, Melanie. If you want to make another speech about going back to see the old biddy at the park, forget it. I'm not interested in kissing her ass.”
“But you've only got till tonight to apologize.”
“Or else what? She already did her hocus pocus, and we're stuck like this for thirty days. What else can she do to me?” She stepped out of the shower and headed back to her locker.
Melanie followed, still talking, still trying to convince her. “It's what she's already done. The way you and Karen are acting.”
Both girls took out towels and began patting themselves dry. “What's wrong with the way we're acting?”
“You're acting like, well like a couple of -- like a couple of bimbos, if you must know.”
“Says you, bitch. We're acting the way we want to act. Karen and I figure that if we're gonna be stuck as girls for the next month, we might as well enjoy it. That's all. If you got some hair up your ass about it, too damn bad.”
She threw down her towel for emphasis and began to dress.
“But, Rita.”
“No buts. This conversation is over.” The two friends, ex-friends now, turned their backs on one another and finished dressing. As they were leaving the gym, Melanie gave it one last chance. “Rita, at least think--”
“I said over.” Rita turned her back and headed down the hall. Her walk was even more pronouncedly feminine, as if to show Melanie just how much feminine sex appeal she could put into it.
Melanie hurried to her next class almost in tears. Rita was too damn stubborn for her own good, but maybe - just maybe - she could convince Karen.
Karen was standing by the door to the study hall talking to Phil Ormand. She held her books in front of her being very careful not to hide the view of her breasts. She was smiling at Phil who was looking down and enjoying the view. “Oh, Phil, now you stop talking like that,” she said with a giggle. You'll be late for your class.”
“I'm going; I'm going, but can I see you after school?” Something about the way Phil said “see” sent a shiver down Melanie's spine. So did the leer on his face. He was almost drooling.
“I - I'll see. I may have something to take care of.”
He put his hand under her chin and lifted her head towards his. “You sure there's nothing I can do to...convince you.”
The bell rang before Karen could answer. “See you later, Babe.” Phil dropped his hand and ran off to whatever class he had.
“Hi, Karen. Can I talk to you for a minute?”
“Sure, Melanie, but we'd better get inside.” They went into the classroom only to find a message of the board.
At principal's office; will be back in 10 minutes. Behave!
Mr. Snitter
“As if,” Karen said. They both giggled and sat down.
“Karen, are you happy with what happened to you and Rita?”
“What do you mean 'to me and Rita'? You're as much a girl as we are. You're not getting to like being a girl, are -- are you?”
“Heck, no. I hate it. I mean, well, the type of girl you and Rita are; the clothes you're wearing, flirting with guys, going to the bar last night. Do you like acting like that?”
“I - no, I hate it. It - it scares me. Out there just now, when Phil put his hand under my chin, I - I tingled all over. I wanted to take his hand and - and I, oh, Hell, I wanted him to touch my breasts - to kiss me. Melanie, you've got to help me.”
“What about Rita? You've been hanging out with her since we...changed. Have you talked to her about this.”
“Yeah, and she laughed at me. She says we should just kick back and enjoy it.”
“Did she say anything about going back to Bikini Beach and apologizing.”
“Yeah, she says that she'll be damned if she'll give that old - that old witch the satisfaction.”
“How do you feel about it?”
“I feel scared. Melanie, I - I'm starting to like the way I'm feeling, and that really scares me.”
“Will you come out there with me this afternoon?”
“I - I don't know. Do you think it'll do any good?”
“I think today's your last chance, and I think you'd better come out with me.” She winked. “Provided you can get away from Phil.”
“Don't worry, I'll be there. The way I'm feeling about Phil is one of the things that scares me.”
There was a loud “Ahem!” from the front of the room. When everyone had turned to face him, Mr. Snitter did a fairly good Jack Nicholson-ish “I'm baaack.” Half a dozen conversations and some serious flirting ended as the students ran for their assigned seats.
* * * * *
As Karen and Melanie looked out the front door of the school building, they saw Phil and a few other boys talking to Rita. Frankie had his arm around her waist again, his hand resting on her butt. Rita had her arm around his waist and was leaning in close to him. Phil was talking with the others, though he occasionally glanced at the school entrance.
Karen and Melanie ducked back into the school and went out a side entrance. They ran to a bus stop a block down from the school, looking back every other minute to make sure no one was following them. Some twenty minutes later they were at the Bikini Beach parking lot.
The brunette, Anya, was at the gate. “Well, Karen, this is a nice surprise. Is Rita coming, too?”
“She - she said she wasn't interested in coming.”
“She said a lot more than that.” It was the Boss. “But I'm a lady, and I won't repeat any of it. Did you have something to say to me, Karen?”
Karen looked ready to run. Melanie took her hand and squeezed. “It's okay, Karen. Just say what we talked about on the bus.”
“Are you sure?” Melanie nodded, so Karen continued. “Ma'am. I'm - I'm very sorry for what we did. If you still want, I - I'm willing to work for you until we change back.” She looked at Melanie. “Was that okay?”
“I think I'm the one you should be asking, Karen.” The old woman looked carefully at Karen, studying her the way she might study a bug or something. “You seem to be sincere. I think you even realize how bad what you did was. Do you really want another chance?”
“Yes, yes, ma'am. I do.”
“In that case, you're hired. You get your chance.” She suddenly held a bikini and staff tee shirt in her hands. “Go change, dear. You too, Melanie, and don't forget to shower.”
Karen took the clothes, and she and Melanie headed for the Women's Locker Room. Melanie watched as Karen changed. She wasn't wearing a bra, but she had on the same type of thong panties that Rita had been wearing. She also had on a garter belt trimmed in the same pink lace as the thong. She seemed almost relieved to be out of the overtly sexy clothes and into the bikini.
The girls showered. Karen had been a little nervous about the shower, remembering what it had done to her three days before. “Relax,” Melanie said. “The Boss said she was giving you another chance.”
“The Boss?”
“Sure, what else should I - should we -- call her? Now get in. All this shower can do to you now is get you wet.”
“I guess you're right.”
Melanie wasn't. After the shower, they went back to the lockers to dry off and put on their staff tees.
“Hey, Melanie, look at this.” Karen reached into her locker and pulled out her dress. It now had a much more modest neckline. She put it back on the hook and looked at the rest of her clothes. “My clothes have changed somehow.” There was a bra in the locker now, pink with swirls of lace that matched the now much fuller panty. The garter belt was gone though - maybe it had turned into the bra - and Karen's stockings were now a pair of pantyhose. Her heels were now a pair of sandals with only a one-inch heel.
“I wonder,” Melanie said. “Think - think about Phil.”
“Phil? Ugh! He's such a slimy little weasel, I get - I'm - I'm cured. I still like boys, I can tell that somehow, but I think I've got a lot better judgement in who I want to go out with.” She hugged Melanie, tears running down her cheeks. “I - I'm not a bimbo any more. Thank you, thank you, Melanie.”
“You shouldn't keep giving her all the credit, Karen. Some of those 'thank yous' should be coming my way.” They turned. It was the old woman. Karen ran over and hugged her. “Thank you...Boss. It's more than I deserved.”
“Probably, but repentance deserves a reward. You both will still be girls for the rest of the thirty days, but you'll find it easier, Karen, with your libido toned down the way it is now.” She smiled. “Now, scoot. Go talk to Anya. She has a list of things for you both to do today.”
* * * * *
Melanie and Karen rode the bus to school the next morning. “Phil took Rita and me yesterday in his car,” Karen said. “I guess I'm not his 'Babe' anymore. Thank Heavens.”
Rita was waiting when they got off the bus. “Where the hell were you, Karen?” She looked at Karen, who was dressed in a pair of jeans and a sleeveless tee. Karen still looked attractive, but she was nowhere as blatant as Rita, who wore a pair of tight cut-offs that were just long enough to pass the school dress code and a sheer white sleeveless blouse.
“I, umm, what do you mean, Rita?”
“Never mind, I can guess. You went back to the park yesterday and kissed up to the old bat that did this to us. Didn't you?”
“Yeah, I did, but...”
“I thought so. When Frankie came by to pick me up this morning, he wasn't at all surprised that you weren't with me. Then, when I mentioned you, he called you and Melanie a couple of 'stuck up bi...'. Well, never mind. I guess he was right. Why'd you do it, Karen? I told you not to.”
“Give her a break,” Melanie said. “She was scared about what was happening...”
“Nothing was happening. Nothing is happening. And nothing is gonna happen. At least not till the end of the thirty days, when we change back.”
“No, Rita,” Karen said. “I -- I think you're wrong. We were acting like a couple of -- I was scared. That's why I went.”
“Aw, you was scared. Bet you was crying your little eyes out and wetting your little panties over it.”
“It's true, Rita. I went, and I apologized. Now look at me.”
“Yeah, so you apologized. You're still a girl.”
“Yeah, but I'm a different girl. I'm not a bimbo like y...like I was.”
“I don't see that much difference.”
“Yes, yes you do,” Melanie said. “You just don't want to admit it.”
“What I don't want is to hang out with a couple of wusses like you two anymore.” Rita started to walk away.
“Wait,” Karen yelled. “Come with us this afternoon. You may still be able to apologize to the Boss. Get her to make you stop acting the way you are.”
Rita turned. “'The Boss'. Oh, that's rich. She may have conned you into working for her for the rest of the month, but not me. And if you're too dumb to see it, then you're too dumb for me to hang out with you.” She turned and walked away from the other girls. Frankie DiAntonio was standing some distance away. Rita walked over and whispered something to him. He put his arm around her waist, and they headed into the school. Rita looked back over her shoulder and stuck out her tongue at Melanie and Karen.
* * * * *
At lunch, Melanie ate with Dana, Stacy, and Tina. She saw Rita sitting with Frankie, Phil, and a bunch of other boys. Frankie had his arm around her shoulder while he talked. There was no sign of Karen. When Rita looked up and saw Melanie looking at her, she glowered and all but bared her teeth.
Karen came into the cafeteria with her tray just then. Pete Curtis was talking to her, and they both walked over to an empty table and sat down. Karen glanced up and waved at Melanie. Melanie waved back.
“It's nice that they're back together again,” Stacy said.
“Who's that,” Melanie asked.
“Karen Geller and Pete Curtis, silly. They had some kind of a fight last week, but they seem to have gotten back together.”
“I saw it,” Dana said. “It happened just before third period English. Karen and Rita Sandowski were arguing about something. Rita called her a whole bunch of names, and Karen started crying. Pete ran over to defend her, and they...” she sighed, “they just looked into each others' eyes, and Pete apologized. It was so sweet. They walked into class holding hands. Rita just stood there and sputtered.” She giggled and mimed a sputtering kettle.
“I didn't think Karen even knew Rita,” Stacy said. “They certainly don't hang out in the same crowd.”
“No, they don't -- at least not anymore,” Melanie said. “But the three of us, Rita, Karen, and me, all live in the same apartment building.” It was amazing how things had changed. Now nobody else seemed to have any memory of the bimbo Karen that had existed the day before. She'd have to tell Karen about it on the way to the park.
* * * * *
“I hear that you and Pete are back together,” Melanie said as she and Karen walked out of study hall. “I didn't know that you had a fight.”
Karen giggled. “Neither did I. When the Boss changes reality, she sure covers all the bases. I've known Pete for years. We were in the Scouts together before Rudy said Scouts were kids' stuff, and convinced me to drop out. Now, I found that we've been dating on and off for about a year.”
“Gee, is it serious?”
“I don't know. Part of me wants it to be -- you know -- Pete's kind of cute.”
“I know what you mean. I catch myself thinking that sort of thing about Ed Nathanson sometimes.”
“Oh, and how serious are you two?”
“I don't know either, but I don't think we've done it yet.”
“How do you know you didn't. Did you ask him?”
“Of course not. I -- it's just a feeling I have. I guess part of me remembers this new reality we got dropped into.”
“Yeah, I know what you mean, but then, I got bounced twice: boy to girl and, well, bimbo to what I am now. I don't think Pete and I have done it either.”
“So, I guess we're a couple of good girls.”
“Yeah, and I think I want to stay that way, too.”
“Likewise, but Ed's awfully cute.” Melanie giggled, put her hand up so her outspread fingers just barely rested above her breasts, and fluttered her eyelashes. Karen giggled and copied her.
They separated to get their books from their lockers, then met at the side entrance to the building. It was nearer to the stop where they caught the bus to the park. While they were waiting for the bus, Melanie frowned. “The one problem is that I'm not as sure that my body wants to behave.”
“I know what you mean. I still get kind of 'tingly' when I think of cute boys, especially Pete. It's not as bad as it was before, but it's sure distracting.”
“What we need is a chaperone to make sure that we don't let our bodies get us into trouble.”
The bus came, and they boarded, showing their student passes. Once they were sitting alone in the back of the bus, they continued the conversation.
“How about Rita?” Melanie asked with a smile.
“That bit...bimbo as chaperone? Yeah, right! Hey, how about I watch you, and you watch me?”
“What do you mean?”
“Pete asked me to go to the movies with him Saturday night. Do you and Ed have any plans for then?”
“I didn't think so. He hasn't said anything. What -- oh, I get it. We double date. Sounds good. I'll talk to Ed about it tomorrow.” The bus came to a stop and they both looked up. They were at the edge of the Bikini Beach parking lot. “Hey, step lively. We've arrived.”
* * * * *
Pete and Ed were longtime friends, and neither had any problems with a double date. “You'll be the only one I'll really be with anyway,” Ed said.
Melanie knew what he said was nonsense, but she liked hearing it anyway.
They arranged for the boys to pick them up right after work at the water park. Melanie and Karen met them in the lot outside. Ed parked, and the two boys climbed out of the car. “How about we eat here,” Pete said as the girls walked up to them.
“NO!” both girls shouted at once.
“Why,” Ed asked. “Isn't the food any good?”
“We work in there,” Karen told them. “We want to eat someplace where we won't have to go back the next day and clean up after ourselves.” It was certainly better than telling the boys what would really happen to them if they tried to come into the park.
The boys shrugged, and they all drove to a Pizza Hut not too far from the park.
They ordered deep dish with sausage and mushrooms and a pitcher of cokes. Ed poured the drinks and passed around the garlic bread. “So, what movie do we go to after dinner?”
“How about MISSION TO MARS?” Pete said, looking up from the “movie” section of the Saturday paper. “I hear the special effects are awesome.” Ed nodded in agreement.
Mel and Ken would have wanted to see the film as much as the boys, but now, for some reason, they didn't feel quite the same about it. “Hey,” Melanie said. “We're not going to spend two hours watching you guys drool over special effects.”
Karen leaned over and put her hand on Pete's. “I though that I was the only special effect you wanted to look at tonight.” She smiled a simpering little smile and batted her eyes at him. Them she giggled. So did Melanie.
“Okay,” Pete sighed. “How about that new movie, LOVE AND BASKETBALL? It's a sports story and a, umm, a love story.” He said “love” with a comic leer that got another giggle from both girls.
They drove to the multiplex, getting there just in time for the 8:20 show. There was more than enough sports action to keep Pete and Ed happy. Karen and Melanie enjoyed some of that as well, but they found themselves much more interested in the friendship between the boy and the girl. They found themselves sighing and holding the boys' hands as the friendship slowly blossomed into love.
They also found themselves getting aroused by the love scenes, especially the strip basketball game. Melanie felt her nipples stiffening, and there was a feeling of warmth down in her crotch. She felt Ed's arm on her shoulder, and she wanted him to reach down and touch her nipples, to rub her breasts, to - no!
She felt a need to resist her impulse to pull his hand down to her breast. Strangely enough, it seemed to be because she didn't want him to think she was “easy”, not because she was really a boy.
She was wondering about that when Ed reached down on his own and gently touched her breast. Melanie sighed, half in relief and half in anticipation. Ed ran his fingers along her breast sending tingles of pleasure through her body. Melanie sighed again and leaned in closer to him. She looked over and saw that Karen was snuggling in the same way against Pete.
They spent the rest of the movie like that: the two girls nestled in their boyfriends' arms. Ed and Pete continued massaging the girls' breasts, much to the girls' delight, but it didn't go any further.
They did kiss, though. Melanie found that she liked kissing Ed in the dark. It sent a new set of warm tingles through her body. They were kissing as the movie ended. Melanie hurriedly broke the kiss and checked to make sure that her blouse was straight and buttoned. Her breasts were still tingling, especially after Ed had reached in and gently caressed them through her bra.
They stood up just as the lights came on. “Now what?” Pete asked. “It's still over an hour till the curfew?” The town had a Saturday midnight curfew for teens under the age of 18.
“Don't forget that we live across town from here,” Melanie said. “And you boys have to get home, too, after you drop us off.” She could see that they were disappointed. “How about we get some cokes and drive home through Dixon Park?”
“Sounds good,” Pete said. Dixon Park was a small urban park within an upscale neighborhood on the way back to where the girls lived. It had several shady places where they could park for a while and still get everybody home in time.
* * * * *
They were walking out of the multiplex, when they heard a voice behind them. “Well, look who the cat dragged out.”
Melanie and Karen turned. It was Rita. Her arm was around the arm of a boy wearing a T-shirt from the local college. It was a size too small for him and showed off his muscleman build. He looked about 20.
So did Rita. Her sleeveless blouse clung to her curves, while her breasts all but spilled out the very low neckline. Her skit was spandex, only about a foot long, and looked like it had been spray painted on her. She was almost tottering on four-inch heels.
“Umm, hi, Rita,” Karen said, trying to smile.
“Don't 'hi' me, you - you traitor. How's it feel spending all your time making nice-nice to that old bat?”
“It's - it's okay, I guess. What have you been doing?”
Rita hugged the arm of her escort. “Having a lot more fun with Brad here than you two put together could ever figure out how to have with your dates.”
“Hey, wait a minute,” Pete said. He took a step towards Rita. The muscleman frowned at him and made a fist.
“It's okay,” Karen said grabbing Pete and pulling him back. “She's - she's not worth it.”
“But she insulted you.”
Karen kissed him on the cheek. “And you defended my honor. That was very sweet. Let's go some place, so I can thank you.”
“With what,” Rita jeered. “You two wouldn't know how to thank a boy if your lives depended on it.” She winked at Pete. “When you get tired of Little Miss Homebody, you come look me up, Petey. I know how to make a boy feel real good.” She laughed and kissed the muscleman. Her arms went up around his neck, while his went down. First around her waist, then his hands slipped down to grip her butt.
They stood like that for a minute or two. They were oblivious to the crowd as they put on a deliberate show for Melanie, Karen, Ed, and Pete. Then Rita broke the clinch. “C'mon, Brad. I can't wait till the movie starts, and the theater gets all dark and everything.” She took the older boy's hand and, with a salacious grin, led him into the theater.
Ed sighed. “Well, that was certainly a mood spoiler.”
Melanie glanced at her watch. It was 10:40. “Let's get those cokes to go. Maybe the mood will strike us again on the way.”
It didn't, at least, not very strongly. They stopped in the park and watched the Moon rising over the woods to the east of town. They kissed and groped a little, but the boys still had Melanie and Karen back at their apartment building at 11:35.
“I'm sorry you didn't have a better time tonight,” Ed said as he walked Melanie to the door. They were holding hands just as Karen and Pete were only a few feet away.
“It wasn't bad,” Melanie said, squeezing his hand. “I certainly enjoyed the first show at the multiplex. It was just the second one that I didn't like.”
“Really.” Ed was smiling. “What did you like?”
“Spending the evening with you. I liked that. I liked that a lot.”
“That's funny,” he said. “So did I - spending the evening with you, I mean.”
Melanie stepped into his arms, her own arms going up around his neck. She pulled him down to her. Their lips met, then opened in a kiss. Melanie felt her nipples grow taught, pushing against her bra. There was a warmth, a looseness in her crotch. Her entire body felt alive, charged with 50,000 volts of electricity. She pushed herself into Ed, feeling her breasts crush against his chest, feeling something hard pushing at her groin. She - she -
She heard the chime of the bells at St. Martha's Church about three blocks away. It was 11:45. The only way that Ed and Pete could get home before the curfew was to leave now. The curfew had been enacted a year before after some gang violence, and the police did a very good job of patrolling the streets to see that it was enforced.
Melanie broke the kiss and took her arms down from around Ed's neck. She felt overwhelmed by the sensations going through her body and looked down, rather than face him. “I - I guess you guys have to go.”
“Yeah, I guess so. Can I call you tomorrow?”
“You'd better. Just remember, Karen and I work at the park from ten to six.”
“Tomorrow night then.” He grabbed Pete who had been saying his own goodbye to Karen, and the two boys ran to their car. Melanie and Karen stepped through the glass doors into the lobby. They waved from inside as the boys drove off.
“Did we just do what I think we did,” Karen said as they walked to the elevators.
“What do you mean?”
“Were we just out on a date with a couple of guys, acting like we were girls? Kissing them and all?”
“Yeah, it was - it was kind of sweet.”
“Melanie! I went to the park with you - I apologized to the Boss and took a job there - because I was afraid of doing stuff like that with Phil. Now I'm kissing Pete.”
“Did you feel the same about Phil as you do about Pete?”
“No way. Phil was slime. All he wanted to do was get into my panties. Wham, bam, what was your name again? Pete's, well, he's different. I don't know that I love him or anything, but I enjoy being with him. I trust him.”
“I know. I think I feel the same way about Ed. I enjoyed what we did tonight. I enjoyed it a lot, but there was no pressure to - well, to put out. I think we could have a good time without doing anything more than a little groping and some kissing. Maybe not even that.”
“Oh, at least that.” Karen giggled, then blushed a little.
Melanie blushed, too. “Okay, but we don't have to go any further. To tell the truth, as good as it feels, as much as I'm curious, I'm not sure that I would want to go any further. Just take it slow and easy.”
“Boy, is that a bad choice of words: 'take it slow and easy'. Easy - hey, maybe that's part of what the Boss meant by 'easy time'. We're not as eager sexually as...”
“As Rita is? I know. I wonder if she's enjoying being a girl as she says, especially the sort of girl we saw tonight.”
“I don't know, but I doubt that she'd ever admit it, if she wasn't.” The elevator stopped. “Here's my floor. I'll meet you in the lobby in the morning. G'night.”
* * * * *
Melanie and Karen were just leaving their apartment building Monday morning, when they heard a car honk. They looked in the direction of the noise and saw Frankie DiAntonio pulling up to the curb. “Hey, babes,” he yelled. “You see Rita? I'm giving her a ride to school; plenty of room for two more babes like you. You want a ride, too?”
“They can walk,” Rita said coming out of the building. “They think they're too good to be seen with the likes of us.”
“Good morning, Rita,” Karen said with a smile. “You have a good time at the movie on Saturday?”
“What movie,” Rita said quickly. “I stayed in Saturday because Frankie had to go out of town.” She turned away from the car and all but bared her teeth. “You know that, Karen. I told you about it yesterday. Don't you remember?”
“Oh, gee. I was so sure we saw you at the multiplex Saturday night.” Karen was all but laughing out loud, and Melanie was biting her lip to keep from laughing. “Maybe I was mistaken.”
“Maybe,” Rita said. She glared on last time at the other girls and hurried over and got into Frankie's car. “Let's go, Lover. These two ditzy bitches don't know what they're talking about.” She kissed him on the cheek to change the subject. Frankie smiled and drove off.
“You know,” Karen said with a giggle. “That was kind of fun.”
“I don't think I ever saw you stand up to Rita - or Rudy before,” Melanie said.
“Is that what I did? I was just trying to get her back for all that nasty stuff she said on Saturday.”
“Well, whatever it was, it was fun.” Melanie glanced down the street. “Hey, here comes the bus.”
* * * * *
Karen stopped Melanie as they were going into study hall that afternoon. “Rita threatened me today in English.”
“She didn't!”
“Yeah, she said if I ever said anything more to Frankie about her going to the movies with that Brad guy, she'd make more trouble for me than I knew how to handle.”
“What'd you say.”
“Nothing. Pete overheard. He told Rita that if she even thought about hassling me, she'd be the one to regret it. Then he said that he and Ed would have a little talk with Frankie about seeing her last Saturday unless she apologized to me right then and there.”
“Did she?”
“What choice did she have? Pete and Ed would have told Frankie. He'd probably have believed them, and she knew it. She got a panicky look on her face and said she was sorry. Then she asked me not to tell. I think she really kind of likes Frankie.” Karen smiled. “I know I could have stood up to her on my own, but it felt so neat to have Pete stick up for me like that. I - I wanted to just kiss him. Right there in class.”
“Did you?”
“No, I couldn't. Ms. Petaki came in just then and spoiled the mood.”
“We teachers do that sometimes.” The girls turned. It was Mr. Snitter. Now, if you two wouldn't mind taking your seats, we can begin the study hall.”
Karen was still excited about what had happened and tried to pass a note to Melanie. Unfortunately, Mr. Snitter intercepted it. “Ms. Geller, you're in my fifth period U.S. History class aren't you?”
“Yes, Mr. Snitter.”
“I thought so. Ms. Haywood. I don't have you for any other classes, so I'll be watching you in here. On the other hand, thank you, Ms. Geller. You've just volunteered for the team assignment that I'll be giving in class tomorrow.”
* * * * *
Melanie waited until the next day, when she and Karen were working at Bikini Beach, to ask about the assignment. They had been working with Vicky, one of the college girls who also worked at the park. The three of them had been cleaning the kitchen area at the Tiki Hut, but now they were all heading to the office for their “study break”.
“So, what's Snitter got you doing?” Mr. Snitter's projects were well-known around the school.
“I'm on one side for a debate about U.S policy towards the Indians. We square off in a week and a half.”
“He likes those things. He says that's how he gets people for the debating club.”
“I know, but I'm not interested in joining any club. To make matters worse, Pete and Dana volunteered to be on the team with me. Then, the two of them voted me team leader.”
“Aww, that's sweet.”
“Sweet? How the heck am I going to lead a debate team?”
“I don't know, but I do know one thing.”
“Yeah, what's that.”
“You've got about a week and a half to figure it out.”
“Figure out what?” Vicky asked, slowing down to walk along with them.
“Karen's history teacher gave her a special assignment, she's part of a three person team who get to debate in class next week. Her teammates made her captain, and she doesn't know where to start.”
“That's easy,” Vicky said. “You start with me. I'm a history major at City College -- pre-law actually, and I was on the debate team in high school.”
“Will you help me?”
“Sure, it'll be fun. What's the topic?”
“Indian policy. I think the question is 'Resolve the U.S. government policy to the Indians; should it have been fairer.'“
“I think it's more likely: 'Resolved -- that's the word they use in debates -- the U.S. government policy to the Indians should have been fairer.' Woo! That's a big topic. Let's talk about it some more. I'll dig out a couple of books, and we can work on it tomorrow night, okay.”
“Great, how can I thank you?”
“Hey, we're all friends here, but if you really want to thank me, you can be the one to clean out the grease trap in the Tiki Hut when we go back on duty.”
“Me and my big mouth,” Karen groaned.
* * * * *
“Okay, kids, come over and sit down.” Mr. O'Keefe was the Auto Shop teacher. His family had owned a large garage in town since the 1930s when his grandfather had come back home after running a motor pool for the U.S. Army. He worked there himself on weekends and during the Summer, but he'd wanted to teach kids. He was a burley man in his late forties with a shock of red hair that was going mousy brown on its way to gray.
He watched his afternoon class take their seats in the classroom portion of the large workroom, waiting till they were all sitting, notebooks out, before he continued. “By mistake, the school administration seems to have done something right. This came in yesterday afternoon.”
He pulled a blue tarp off of a desk sized box that had been standing almost unnoticed in a corner of the room. It was an old IBM clone PC wired to a standard auto sensor system.
“This new little toy of mine is a top of the line auto diagnostic computer system. Those of you who get the chance will be learning to talk to it over the next few weeks. They tell me it's almost as good at finding out problems as the 'Car Talk' guys. It's not quite as funny as 'Click and Clack', but I hear that they're working on that“
“What do you mean 'those of you', Mr. O'Keefe?” Phil Ormand said. “Ain't we all gonna get a chance to use that thing?”
“Yes, eventually. Unfortunately, I can only eight of you at a time because the equipment and manuals are limited. I'll take the eight of you with the top grades first. The rest will go in alphabetic order. Hey, no groaning, Mr. Zimmer.” He took a quarter out of the pocket of his overalls and tossed it high into the air. “Call it, Zimmer.”
“Heads,” came a shout from the back of the room.
Mr. O'Keefe looked at the coin as it landed. “Okay, we'll go in reverse alphabetic order. But the first eight are still...” He glanced at a list on his clipboard. “Wes Androchek, Stacy Brenner, Melanie Haywood, Carl Jackson, Phil Ormand, Fred Reinhart, Mike Schwartz, and Harry Weiss. Congratulations, especially to Stacy and Melanie, who've proven once again that you don't need balls to be a good mechanic.”
“Just when you give the customer the bill,” someone shouted, and even Mr. O'Keefe laughed at the joke.
* * * * *
“Haywood, I want to talk to you for a minute?”
Melanie looked up from untying her gym shoes. “What is it, Rita?” Gym was over, and she wanted to get to study hall. She'd managed to avoid Rita for the past two days.
“I made a deal with that bitch, Karen, that I wouldn't hassle her, if she didn't tell Frankie about me and Brad.”
“Yeah, I heard about that 'deal'. You agreed because Pete said he and Ed would tell if you didn't.”
“Okay, okay, but I gotta know if you'll stick to it, too. If I don't hassle either of you, you won't tell Frankie either.”
“Why, Rita, dear, are you 'sweet' on Frankie?”
“Hey, he's good to me. I - okay - I like it. He's great in bed - hung like a horse,” she said it with a giggle. “And he's dumb enough that I can get him to go along with whatever I say.”
“So you don't want me to ruin a good thing.”
“Yeah. If I'm gonna be a broad for the rest of the month, I wanna enjoy myself. Stringing along Frankie makes it easier. He's right there for me whenever I want him - or I can't get anything better.”
“You think it's right to be using him like that?”
“He gets something out of it, too. He says I'm a fantastic lay; says I give good -- oh, the hell with it. Are you gonna go along are, or you gonna try and ruin things?”
“I think you're making a big enough mess of things on your own.”
“Don't get all preachy on me. Hell, next thing, you're gonna try and get me to go out and see that old bat. Gee, maybe I can get a job cleaning her toilet like you two have.”
“I think you blew any chance of that, but I'll tell you what.”
“What?”
“If you ever change your mind about talking to her, I'll put in a good word. In the meantime, I'll keep quiet about last Saturday.”
“There's no chance I'm gonna go see her, but I'll hold you to the other part of that promise.” She turned and hurried off to her last class.
Melanie tossed her gym clothes in her bag and headed out, just getting to study hall as the bell rang. She told Karen about the conversation on their way to the park after school.
* * * * *
“Ready for some work,” Vicky asked Karen while they were taking their after dinner “study break”.
“I guess, so. What exactly did you have in mind?”
“This.” The older girl lifted a large knapsack onto the table. “I hit the university library this afternoon and took out some materials for your debate.” She opened the knapsack and pulled out four thick books: Trail of Tears: Analysis of a Faulty Policy; Dispatches of the Indian Bureau 1810-1850; D.G. Atwood and the Theft of the West; and A Chronicle of Western Expansion.
“Some materials,” Karen said. “I'm not sure if I can lift these things, let alone read them.”
“Sure you can,” Melanie said with a mischievous smile. “I've seen you lift heavier stuff than that.”
“Thanks a lot,” Karen said sourly. “Seriously, what am I supposed to do with these books. I'll never get them all read in time for the debate.”
“Welcome to the wonderful world of college, Karen,” Belinda said looking up from her own textbook. “We have to read stuff like that every term for just about every course.”
“I knew there was a reason I didn't want to go to college,” Karen said with a smile.
“Can get this conversation back onto the subject of the debate?” Vicky said.
“Sorry,” Belinda and Karen said at the same time.
“First of all,” Vicky said, “I can show you some tricks for skimming through materials to find what you need. Second, didn't you say that you had a three man team?”
“Yeah, Pete and Dana are on it with me. I'm the captain, though.”
“Okay, Captain. I'll show you some tricks tonight. You show your friends and give each a book to go through. Take good notes, and we'll get together next week, so I can coach you, okay?”
“I don't know...”
“Not yet you don't, Karen, but you will.”
* * * * *
It was raining when Melanie woke up Saturday morning. About nine o'clock, she got a call from Anya. “Hi, Melanie. I'll be quick because I've got to make a bunch of calls. The forecast is heavy rain all day with occasional thunderstorms. The park is closed. We'll see you tomorrow. Bye”
The voice had seemed recorded somehow, even though it had mentioned her name. 'Maybe they use magic,' she thought to herself with a smile.
The phone rang again only a minute later. “Hi, Melanie. It's Karen. Did you...”
“Yeah, I just got a call from Anya, if that's what you mean.”
“Just now? Gee, they just called me, too.” She giggled. “It's like they had magic or something.”
“Gee, do you think? Anyway, what's on your mind?”
“Well, since we've got the day off, I thought we could do something together.”
“Yeah, like what?”
“What any red-blooded girl does on a Saturday, go to the mall.” She paused for a second. “If nothing else, we can take in a movie.”
Melanie hesitated. Wandering around the mall looking in stores normally didn't appeal to Mel - except maybe sporting goods stores or the video arcade. Only, he - she - wasn't Mel now. She was Melanie, and the idea sounded pretty good. “Oh, okay. Be here at my place in about half an hour. I want to get some breakfast in me first.”
“How about, I meet you downstairs at 10:30 instead? We can run out to the shelter at the bus stop and catch the 10:45 when it comes by. It goes straight out to the Summerdale Mall.”
“Sounds good. I'll see you then.”
Melanie put down the phone only to have it ring again almost immediately. “What now, Karen?”
“It's Stacy. Do you and Karen have to go to work today?”
“No, they just called and said the place is closed because of the rain. Why?”
“Dana, Tina, and I are going over to the Summerville Mall, and we thought you two might like to come along.”
“Sure, we were heading there ourselves.”
“All right! My Mom's letting us use her car for the day. We'll pick you two up at 10:15.”
“Okay, I'll call Karen and let her know.”
Karen quickly agreed with Stacy's idea. They were waiting just inside the door to the apartment building when Stacy pulled up in a green SUV and honked. They ran out, jumping in the side doors. The SUV sped off and they arrived at the mall just before 11. The lots were fairly full, but they managed to find a spot near one of the side entrances. A quick run, and they were all inside.
“Okay,” Stacy said. “Now that we're here, where do we head first?”
“Jean Queen is having a sale on tops,” Tina said. “Thirty percent off.”
“Must be Summer tops, then,” Karen said. They all groaned, but they headed towards Jean Queen.
As they walked down the corridor, Melanie noticed that the Photo-Mat had moved out. There was some kind of weird curio shop in its place. Whoever ran the new place really seemed to be getting into it. The fake stone front looked almost real. Melanie and the others stopped to look in the window. They were about to go inside, just to look around, when Karen noticed the person behind the counter.
“Melanie, do you remember that friend of Anya's that comes over to the park sometimes?”
“Yeah, umm, Dannie, I think. Anya introduced her to me once. She said that Dannie works for an old friend of her grandmother's. Why?”
“Is that her behind the counter - with some guy in a bathrobe?”
“I think it is - I, umm, yeah. Girls, I think we should head straight to Jean Queen. If that sale is as Tina says, we'd better hurry before all the good stuff is gone.”
“But what about this place? There's some really strange stuff inside.”
“Tina, would you rather look at a bunch of 'strange stuff' you probably won't want or try on tops that are on sale?”
“I see what you mean. I guess we can come back here later.”
They headed off. The store with the “strange stuff” would be in a mall near Minneapolis when they walked past the location again that afternoon.
* * * * *
Jean Queen was fairly crowded, but the selection was still pretty good.
Melanie and Karen were as eager as any of the other girls to look through the stock. They selected five “possibles” each, the maximum allowed in a dressing room at one time, and stood in line with the others. They would try on the tops, not always picking even one of the tops for purchase. Most of the tops were put back for others to look at. The few others were waiting for them at the counter.
Now, the five of them were in line for the third time. After about ten minutes, a group of girls walked out of one of the larger rooms. The five friends headed in. All the girls took off their own blouses and set them on hooks. It was no different than gym class. Melanie and Karen looked at Stacy or Tina or Dana, standing - stretching, naked to the waist except for their bras, and her only thought was how cute the bra was and where had the girl bought it. It was still a little frustrating, but they were used to it by now.
What they couldn't get used to were their reactions to the clothes.
Tina saw Melanie wriggling into a pale blue knit tank top with a bit of flowered embroidery, a triangular shape that went from just below the neckline to down between her breasts. “Melanie, that is cute, and it goes with your coloring so well. You have to buy that one.”
“Thanks, I think I'm going to,” Melanie said. “And the same goes for that darling mustard one you just had on.” She suddenly thought about what she had just said. 'Darling?' That was something girls said.
The girls were leaving the dressing room to drop their selections at the counter and pick some other tops to try on. Melanie touched Karen on the elbow and motioned for her to wait.
“I just told Tina her top was 'darling',” she said when they were alone. “Darling. That's something girls say.”
“We are girls, remember. At least for the next two weeks or so.”
“Yeah, but I'm beginning to wonder if we'll want to change back.”
“I'm worried about that, too. Let's ask the Boss about it tomorrow.”
“And in the meantime?”
“In the meantime, we do what feels natural, even if that means that we act like girls. Now, c'mon, the others are going to wonder why we're taking so long.”
“Where were you guys?” Dana said as they came out of the dressing room.
Karen made a gesture at Melanie. “Fumblethumbs here dropped her stack of tops. I helped her pick them up.”
“Fumblethumbs?” Melanie said. “Gee, thanks.”
“Sorry, it's an old expression my gramma uses. I guess I picked it up.”
“Well, now that we've settled that, did you two decide on any of the tops?”
“Yeah, I think I'm going to buy this blue one Tina liked,” Melanie said.
“I like this burgundy one,” Karen said. “But I like the white, too.” She paused for a second then smiled, “so I'm getting them both.”
“You go, girl,” Dana said. “So, do we look for more, or buy these and go see about some lunch?”
“Don't forget, we've each picked three or four tops to buy already,” Tina said.
“I think that's enough for now, even at these prices,” Stacy added, looking at her watch. “Besides, it's almost 1:30. I'm hungry.”
“I think it's settled then,” Melanie said.
They paid for their new tops, happily accepting the discount Tina had mentioned. There was a Wendy's nearby, and they went there for salads and diet sodas.
Melanie and Karen had eaten a lot of salads since their transformations. They still would have preferred to order burgers, but that was something their new bodies wouldn't accept. The one time they had tried, a couple days after the transformations, the burgers had seemed to be made of pure fat and the regular cokes were far too sweet and syrupy. The chunks of chicken in the salads were better than no meat at all. (They could eat the food at the park, but both girls suspected that the Boss' magic was helping somehow.)
After lunch, they walked across the mall to Samuelsohns'. They really didn't have the money for the sort of fancy dresses that store offered, but it was still fun to look.
“What do you think of this one,” Tina said, holding a sequined blue gown in front of her.
“It's divine. When exactly will you be having tea at the White House?” Stacy giggled.
“Now, now,” Melanie said. “Bill and Hillary have been so busy lately, the poor dears really haven't had time for just relaxing their friends.”
“That's just what I was saying to Al and Tipper,” Tina said, as the girls all but collapsed giggling.
They each took a turn picking a party dress and fantasizing about what they were doing when they wore it. Dana spent an evening with Prince William in a floor length white satin gown. Stacy picked a short green velvet dress for an evening party hopping with one of the guys from 'N SYNCH. Both girls hinted at spending the nights with their respective dates. Then it was Karen's turn.
She stalled for time choosing her dress, finally picking a “basic black” dress with a low neckline. “I, umm, I'm going to the Heismann Awards.”
“The Heismanns,” Melanie asked. “The football awards? What are you doing there, Karen?”
Karen got a dreamy look on her face. “I'm there with my fiancé, he's getting the award. After that, we're going to a private island in the Bahamas to get married. We'll be there for a month-long honeymoon before he has to report to the Giants. He got a $3 million dollar signing bonus, so money's no problem.”
A couple of the girls sighed. Karen suddenly broke into a grin while they weren't looking and winked at Melanie.
“I think Karen wins,” Melanie said.
“Not till you do one, dear,” Karen said. “C'mon, you have to pick a dress and tell us the story.”
“Yeah, c'mon,” Stacy said.
Now it was Melanie's turn to stall. She wandered around looking for a dress - and a story. Finally, she found a sleeveless white gown, full and flowing, that looked more like a nightgown than an evening dress.
“It's a warm night,” she began, holding the dress in front of her. “I'm walking in a formal garden. A band is playing slow dance music off someplace not too far away. He rides up on a black charger, a mask covering his face, except for his mouth and his eyes. We look at each other, and he smiles. I've never seen his face, but I know that he must be very handsome. He jumps off the horse, and I run into his arms. We embrace. The music plays. We dance. Close. We can feel our bodies against each other. We kiss and, well, somehow, the dress isn't that important anymore.”
Melanie felt herself blushing. Her nipples felt stiff under her bra. Where had that fantasy come from, and why was it turning her on the way it was? The girls were all sighing now, even Karen. Melanie winked back at her.
“I think you win, Melanie,” Dana said. The others quickly agreed.
Tina pointed to a salesclerk who was walking towards them. “And I think we'd better go.”
Melanie put the dress back, and, still giggling, the girls headed for the door.
They got as far as the perfume counter. Karen and Melanie both had found perfume in their rooms after the change, but both had hesitated to try it. Perfume was just too feminine. Now, watching their friends, they both found themselves getting curious.
Melanie had sprayed a small amount two perfumes on her wrist before rejecting them. She finally picked a rose scent that she liked. Karen picked something called “Jasmine Night”. They each sprayed the perfume on their necks and checked the price tags. Each of the small bottles they were holding cost over $50. They both shuddered a little and very carefully put their bottles back on the counter.
“What's the matter,” Stacy asked. “You two act like you didn't know how expensive that stuff is.”
“I guess we never really thought about it,” Melanie said.
“Well, now you know. I do like the scents you guys picked, though. Maybe you can even afford to buy some one of these days.”
“Sure,” Karen said. “I think my new husband can afford it with the bonus money he got from the Giants.”
That started another round of giggles as the girls left the store.
They wandered back towards the food court. By now it was late afternoon, and the mall was fairly crowded. “Well, if it isn't the five prettiest girls in school.” It was Phil Ormand. “Looking for a little masculine company, ladies?” He tried to take Dana's arm, but she brushed his hand away.
“The only way any of us would go anywhere with you,” Melanie said, “was if we were looking for something small.”
“Watch your mouth, bitch!”
“Or what,” Melanie said. “Is big, bad Phil gonna beat up on me?”
He made a fist. “It's possible; it's very possible.”
“You going to beat me up, too?”
“And me,” Dana and Tina both said.
“Me, too,” Stacy asked
“Now, wait a minute,” Phil said. He unclenched his fist. “What's going on here?”
“I know you're not going to beat up on us.” It was Tom Brill. Jeff Hogan was with him.
“Hell,” Phil said. “If you guys take a joke, I'm out of here.” He turned and disappeared into the crowd.
“Gee, I thought he'd never leave,” Tom said with a grin.
“You girls okay?” Jeff asked.
“We are now,” Stacy said, giving Jeff a kiss on the cheek.
“I'll say,” Dana said, taking Tom by the hand. “I think we owe you boys a reward, though.”
Tom raised his eyebrow and gave her a leer. “And what did you have in mind, fair lady?”
“Something a bit less than what you have in mind. How about we treat the pair of you boys to an ice cream sundae?”
“Hmm,” Jeff said with a grin. “It wouldn't be nearly as sweet, but I guess we'll have to settle.” Stacy punched him in the arm and smiled. The group headed to the Creamery and a reward for the boys.
* * * * *
“Excuse me, Boss. May Karen and I talk to you for a minute?”
The old woman looked up from her Cajun chicken salad. “Yes, Melanie. What can I do for you?”
“It's, well, it's the spell you put on us when you - when the showers turned us into girls. It - it seems to be working too well.”
She stared at the two girls for a moment. “What exactly do you mean?”
“Well, yesterday, for instance,” Melanie began. “We went to the mall with some friends of ours - female friends, and we were acting just like they were. We giggled, we looked at some 'darling' clothes, and we fantasized about kissing boys. In fact, the week before, we did kiss a couple of boys.”
“And it all felt natural,” Karen said. “It felt like we'd being doing stuff like that all our lives.”
“That's because, in this new reality, you have. Remember, for the rest of the month, Mel and Ken were never born. Melanie and Karen were. They -- you --were brought up as girls. Why shouldn't you act like girls now?”
“But it seems like it's getting worse,” Melanie said.
“To tell the truth, Boss,” Karen said, “we're - well, we're kind of afraid that we won't want to be changed back. We'll be girls inside and out with nothing of Mel and Ken left.”
“I'll be honest with you, Karen - you, too, Melanie - you may want to be girls after the thirty days are over.”
“We will,” Karen said, “but that's not fair. You said we only had to be girls for a month as punishment for what we did.”
“Yes, dear, I know, and I intend to keep my word. You'll be boys again at the end of the thirty days.” She paused a moment. “But.”
“But what?”
“First of all, for the rest of the month, you'll continue to act in a feminine manner, as if you were born the girls everyone thinks you are.”
“Oh, that's just 'darling',” Karen said sarcastically.
“Please let me finish. At the end of the time, you'll change back. When you do, you'll be as masculine as you always were - in body and in mind.”
“Then it'll be over? We won't want to be girls?”
“You may, but, if you do, it will be a conscious choice based on what you experienced during this month as your male mind remembers it.”
“No way!” both girls said.
“What do you kids say - oh, yes - 'Way!' Some males have decided to continue in their female identities. One or both of you may choose to stay this way, but it will be a conscious decision, and it will be Ken and Mel, not Karen and Melanie, who make the decision.”
“But what about the feelings we're having, the way we're thinking?”
“You're a couple of smart kids. Enjoy what is certainly a unique experience. You'll be your old male selves again soon enough, and the feminine emotions that you're feeling now will gone - though you may want them back.”
“That's all,” Melanie said. “That's your advice, live with it?”
“And wait to see if we want to be girls after we change back,” Karen added.
“Yes, dears, just be careful how much living you girls do. All actions have consequences, and some consequences are beyond my ability to correct.”
“I, umm, think we understand,” Karen said.
“That's very good, dear. Now you'd best head back to work. There's more than enough around here to keep you busy, and your dinner break is just about over, I think.” She made a “Scoot!” gesture with her hand and went back to her salad.
Melanie headed back across lawn, while Karen stayed behind to help Holly with the unloading of paper supplies for the Port Landing.
Melanie and Norma had been collecting towels from the various stands where women could leave them. She was just passing a set of chairs at the edge of the patio when she heard a familiar voice. “Oh, girl would you be kind enough to get me another soda.”
“Rita, what are you doing here?” Rita was stretched out in a lawn chair. Her dark green tankini bathing suit looked like it had been made from, at most, three small handkerchiefs. She looked up at Melanie over the tops of a pair of green sunglasses.
“The old bat did use a thirty day pass to change us. I figured that, as long as I had a pass, I'd use it.” She held up an empty plastic glass. “Now be a good little employee and get me that drink.”
Melanie closed her eyes and counted to ten. Doing things like get sodas for the members was part of her job. But Rita? That was too much to bear. She gritted her teeth and took the glass. “Yes, ma'am, what would you like to drink?”
“Diet coke, please. No ice.” She handed Melanie a five dollar bill.
Melanie was back with the drink a few minutes later. She had just barely resisted the impulse to pour a cup or two of sugar - or salt - into it. “Here's the soda, Rita.”
“Thank you, dear. You can keep the change. Brad was so nice when he dropped me off here.” She smiled. “A little slap and tickle in his car, and he gave me twenty bucks to enjoy myself with. Of course, I'll pay him back tonight after he picks me up.”
“Maybe I should have brought you some ice. You sound like you could stand a cold shower.”
“Don't be catty, dear. Your beloved Boss gave you the same sort of equipment that I have - though mine is much nicer looking. It's not my fault if you spend your time here waiting on your betters instead of going out and having some fun with it.”
“If there's nothing else nasty you have to say, I'll be getting back to work.”
“No, go ahead. If I want you or Karen, I'll just ring the servants' bell.”
Melanie stormed off, Rita's laughter echoing in her ears.
* * * * *
“Okay, class,” Mr. O'Keefe said. “Today, I'm going to show you the new diagnostic system that I mentioned last week. You all get the basic lecture. Then, like I said, we work in groups of eight.”
“Mr. O'Keefe,” Danny Briscoe asked, “What do the rest of us do while you're working with the eight?”
“Oh, Danny, I can think of lots of things for you to do. But instead, the rest of you will work on one of the wrecks out in the yard.” He pointed to a parking lot just outside the building. There were a number of cars parked there, none of them in working condition.
“Those things?”
“Those things. Think of it as practice for your end of the year exam.” He paused for a minute. “Now, are there any other questions?”
When no one raised a hand, O'Keefe began his lecture. “This new system uses the old K-417 sensors. Only instead of giving individual readings on a couple hundred different conditions, depending on where you plug it, it feeds the readings to a regular PC loaded with the diagnostic system.”
He leaned over and hit ENTER on the PC. The screen filled with a complex menu.
“The diagnostic is what they call an 'Expert System'. That means it's been programmed to think like a mechanic - no jokes, anybody - I can hear the way your little minds work. The program goes down the probabilities based on the data it gets from the sensors. Then it gives you a list of possible problems in descending order of likelihood. The system also has a full set of auto manuals that come up to give more information.” A hand shot up. “Yes, Faulk?”
“How'd they get all that onto the PC?”
“These five CD Rom disks.” He held them up. “The reason that I didn't start talking about the thing till today is that it took Mr. Foley from the Computer Lab that long to install them and for the two of us to make sure they worked.”
“Now, to show how the system works I've done something to this engine. Zimmer, come up here and connect the leads from the monitor to the to the sensors in the engine.”
Billy Zimmer, a tall, skinny boy with a shock of black hair and a lopsided grin came to the front of the room. He took the leads and plugged them into the engine. “Now what, Mr. O'Keefe?”
“Read out the monitor to the class.”
“It's a menu, like you said. Wait a minute, the icon for the engine is blinking.”
“Hit the enter key.” Billy did. “Now what do you see?”
“It looks like an engine schematic. Two - no, three parts are blinking.”
“Move the cursor to any one of those parts and click the mouse.”
“Okay, I clicked on the distributor. It got bigger, and now there's writing. 'Wire loose in distributor - 73 percent'.”
“Fine, you can sit down.” O'Keefe waited until he was seated. “If he'd clicked on the other two places, the fuel injector or the plugs, he'd have gotten different percentages. And if Mr. Zimmer had right-clicked on the description of what was wrong, the page from the manual discussing the distributor would have come up on the screen.”
Mr. O'Keefe right-clicked, and the screen was filled with text. He let the class come up, a few at a time, for a look. Then he disconnected the sensors from the engine. While O'Keefe worked, Phil Ormand looked at the CD Rom disks sitting on the corner of table. 'Very neat system,' he thought, 'and it's so very portable.'
* * * * *
Karen and Pete were having lunch together when Dana came over.
“Where did you get those books, Karen? That one you gave me has some great stuff in it for the debate.”
“Yeah, mine, too,” Pete said. “Where did you get them?”
“Vicky, she's one of the girls I work with at the water park, is a history major over at the college. She was one the debate team in high school, and she wanted to help me. She got the books from the college library and gave me some tips on doing the research.”
“So that's where you learned that stuff about skimming for arguments and writing things on cards and all.”
“Yeah, how's it working?”
“Great,” Pete smiled. “I've already got something over a hundred cards.”
“Me, too,” Dana said. “If cards alone could do it, we will kick butt. What I don't understand is how we use all those facts.”
“Vicky explained that to me. Once we get all the cards, we use the best of them to write our arguments.”
“Yeah, and what do we do with the rest of the cards?”
“We're not going to throw them out, are we - I mean after all that work.”
“Of course, not,” Karen said. “The way Vicky explained it to me, we make a speech, then Max, Lea, and Ray make a speech. Then we get to make statements that argue against what they said and vice versa. That's what the cards are for. While they're making their speeches, we make notes and look through our cards for things to use against them.”
“Cool,” Dana said. “I guess we did pretty good voting to make you captain.”
“I told you she was smart,” Pete said. He leaned over and gave Karen a light peck on the cheek.
Karen blushed. Ken wasn't much of a leader. He had generally let Rudy decide things. Now that he - or she - had the chance, she found that she was enjoying doing some thinking for herself.
* * * * *
“Will you stop fretting about it,” Karen said to Melanie as they got off the bus near their school the next morning. “It's been three days.”
“I know...I know, but Rita made me so mad.”
“Well, she had every right to be there. She has a thirty day pass the same as we do.”
“Yeah, and she's so sure she's right and we're wrong. She all but rubbed it in my face.”
“Do you think she's right - about the Boss, I mean?”
“Hell, no. I think the Boss has been pretty fair with us. And I sure wouldn't want to be walking around acting like a cat in heat the way she is. Would you?”
“I was walking around like that, remember?”
“Oh, gee, I - I'm sorry, Karen. I was so mad at Rita that I forgot.”
“I know that, too, and you know how I felt about the way I was acting. That's why I went out with you and talked to the Boss. I just wish that Rita had come, too.”
“No chance of that. Rita's too stubborn to ever admit that she's not enjoying herself; maybe not even admit it to herself.”
“Well, she's certainly playing the part well enough. You can see the way she's stringing Frankie along.”
“I know. I think part of what makes me so mad is that I promised not to tell anybody about Brad.”
“Don't I know it. How much did she say he gave her?”
“Twenty bucks. I wonder what she had to do to earn it?”
“To earn what? Are you two talking about Rita?” It was Frankie. He had come up behind them, maybe because he had heard his name.
“Umm, no, no, Frankie. We're talking about another girl.”
“Don't lie to me; you're talking about Rita. I heard you mention her name. What I want to know is who this 'Brad' is and what he gave my Rita money for.”
“No-nothing. He's just a guy,” Karen said.
“'Just a guy'. What sort of a guy? Has he been bothering Rita?”
“No, Frankie. He hasn't - at least I don't think he's been hurting Rita. He's just somebody that she knows.”
“Yeah, and just how well do they know each other?”
“Frankie, I can't tell you. I really don't know. Besides - we -- we promised.”
“Promised? Promised who? Brad?”
“They promised Rita, Frankie.” It was Ed. “We all did.”
“What? Why?”
“Rita was hassling the girls. They - we saw her at the movies with this Brad a couple Saturdays ago. She promised not to hassle Melanie and Karen if we all promised not to tell you about Brad.”
“So tell me now. Who is he?”
“I don't know who he is,” Ed said. “And the girls don't either. We only saw him once.”
“What's he look like then?”
“He's tall and in pretty good shape, like he lifts weights or something,” Ed said.
“He's a few years older than us, 20 maybe,” Karen added. “I think he goes to the college.”
“But what's he look like. Tell me, already?”
“He's tall,” Melanie said, “maybe 6 foot, with a broad chin and really curly sandy brown hair.”
“Anything more?” Frankie was talking through clinched teeth.
Karen giggled. “From the way Rita was reacting, I'd say that he's a really good kisser.”
Frankie growled. “Look, Frankie,” Ed said, stepping between him and the girls. “They - we -- told you all we know. If you want to find out anything more, you'll have to ask Rita, okay?”
“I'll ask her all right, and she'd better have real good answers.”
Before he could say another word, the warning bell rang.
“Damn,” Frankie said. “I've got to get to class.” He turned and ran towards a side entrance to the building that was near to his first class. Ed's class was near Frankie's, and he ran off in the same direction. He kept a watch on Frankie in case the other boy doubled back to the girls.
Melanie and Karen ran, too. They met Rita a few feet from the door to their math class.
“Rita,” Karen said, gasping for breath, “Frankie...Frankie...knows...about...Brad.”
“What?” Rita spun around to face them, her expression one of shock and anger. “How'd he find out. Or, should I ask, why did you tell him?”
“Didn't...mean...to,” Melanie said. “I...I was...still...mad...at you...from the weekend. He overheard me talking to Karen.”
“How much did you tell him?”
“That we saw you at the movies - and what he looks like.”
“I told him that it looked like he was a good kisser,” Karen added with a smile.
“Karen! Why the hell did you tell him that? I thought we were friends.”
“We are - or we were. Maybe we still are, even after what you called me. I just thought that you deserved it for the way you've been acting towards Melanie and me.”
“Thanks a lot. This isn't over.”
“Yes, it is. At least for now.” Ms. Gorki, their math teacher, was standing in the doorway staring at the three of them. The three girls walked into the classroom heads bowed. Two were grinning; Rita was shaking her head in anger and disbelief.
* * * * *
“So how's it going with the debate,” Melanie asked. The two girls were taking their dinner break at the Port Landing.
“Pretty good. Vicky was really a big help with those books of hers.”
“I can imagine. If you got points for the size of those books, you'd have it won already.”
“To tell the truth, I think we do.”
“Are you sure. I mean Lea's pretty smart, and Ray's been in a couple of Snitter's debates already.”
“Max is no slouch either, and his dad's a lawyer, so he can get some help from him. To tell the truth, I was really scared when he picked their names to go up against us.”
“Being voted captain must've been a real thrill, too.”
“That was Pete's idea. I don't know if he thought he was being cute, or if he thought it was a compliment.”
“A compliment, I think. He really likes you.”
“I know, and it's sweet. I think part of the reason that I want to win is because I don't want to disappoint him.”
“You really like him, too, don't you?”
“Yes,” she blushed. “I guess I do. He's a great guy, a real friend.”
“And?”
“Okay, okay, and he's cute, real cute.” She sighed. “And a real good kisser.”
“Oooh, tell me about it.”
“Well, mostly what I have to tell is the double date we went on, but I sure enjoyed it. I have some real vague memories - part of the Boss' magic, I think - of kissing him on other occasions and enjoying those, too.”
“Yeah, I have some of the sort of memories about Ed. I hope they go away when we change back like the Boss said.”
“Amen, sister. Speaking of change, let's change the subject. This talking about the boys is, well...”
“Likewise. Okay, if Lea, Ray, and Max are so smart, why do you think you're going to win?”
“Because Vicky got us those books and showed us how to use them.”
“And?”
Karen frowned. Melanie was going after something. She decided to play along. “Because we want to win. I don't want to disappoint Pete, and I want to show Snitter what I think of his using those debates as punishment.”
“And?”
“Okay, and because we're just as smart as they are - maybe smarter.”
“That's what I wanted to hear, girlfriend. Now you're ready to take them.”
“Girlfriend? Yeah, I guess we are, thanks, Melanie.”
“No problem. I think getting to know you better has been one of the few good things to come out of all this.” They rose to shake hands, then fell into a mutual hug.
“Well, that's certainly touching. Or do you two swing both ways now?”
“Rita!” Melanie broke the hug. “What are you doing here?”
“Thirty day pass, remember. Actually, I was looking for you two.”
“What for,” Karen said.
“I just wanted to thank you two bitches for all the trouble you caused when you told Frankie about Brad.”
“We told you, Rita, he found out by accident.”
“Yeah, right. He's way too dumb to figure it out. You had to have told him.”
“You know, Rita,” Karen said. “That's always been a problem of yours.”
“Yeah, what's that?”
“You never give anybody besides yourself credit for having any brains.”
“Oh, and since when did you get so smart?”
“Since we all changed, I guess. I must really have been dumb to believe all that crap of yours since we were kids.”
“Hey, I was just trying to help you out.” She actually sounded genuine.
“You know, I think you believe that, and I guess I should say thanks. But it's over. I can think for myself now.”
“Yeah, right.”
“Look, Rita,” Melanie said. “We are sorry about what happened with you and Frankie - however it happened. Is there anything we can do to help you two get back together?”
“Oh, we already are. It took two days of arguing - and other things, but it's settled. He understands about cousin Brad and how you two misunderstood the peck on the cheek that I gave him.”
“He actually bought that?”
“Boys can be so willing to believe a story, especially when you give them the right incentive. We got back together last night - a couple times, in fact.” She giggled slightly at the joke. “He's even taking me to the dance that the junior class is throwing this Saturday.”
“How very nice for you.”
“I think so. Too bad you two losers won't be there.”
“As a matter of fact, we will,” Melanie said. “Ed and I are going.”
“And I'm going with Pete.”
“Oh, yes, those two boys you two go out with. Have you slept with them yet?”
“That is our business, Rita.”
“Meaning 'No'. Well, it's your loss, they're kind of cute in an immature way.” She looked at her watch. “I'm going to get some dinner and listen to some music. I'd invite you to join me, but I'm sure that your Boss has bathrooms for you to clean or something.”
She turned and walked towards the counter, her hips swaying invitingly in the thong bikini she wore. Melanie started after her, but Karen stopped her. “Melanie, let her be.”
“Why? Why can't I just deck her?”
“Because the Boss wouldn't like it. Remember, she said that Rita was going to be getting the worst of it because of her attitude.”
“She doesn't seem to be suffering.”
“Yeah, but the thirty days aren't over yet. Besides, she was right about one thing.”
“Yeah, what?”
“We do have to get back to work.”
Melanie closed her eyes and counted slowly to ten. “You're right, Karen, but that doesn't mean that I have to like it.” She turned and walked out of the restaurant.
* * * * *
“Alright, class,” Mr. Snitter said rising to his feet. “You've heard both sides of the argument. I'd like to thank our debaters on both sides. I'll have some additional comments after the voting.” He paused and looked at the class with a very serious expression. “We'll have the vote now. When you vote, please consider these things.” He pulled down a sliding blackboard and pointed as he spoke. “Content of argument...effectiveness of argument...and effectiveness of counter-argument. Not --” he pointed to a fourth item which had a line drawn through it, “Your friendship with or the popularity of the debaters.”
He gave the class a moment to consider what he'd say. “Now, everybody who felt the Affirmative - that's Karen, Pete, and Dana - won, raise your hand. Those who thought that the Negative - Lea, Ray, and Max - won, raise your hand. The vote is seventeen to twelve. Congratulations to the Affirmative team.”
There was a general round of applause and cheering. Karen, Pete, and Dana hugged. Lea came over and shook Karen's hand, the rest of her team following her lead. Mr. Snitter let this go on for a minute or two, then “Harrumphed” for the class to settle down.
“Let me say that I agree with the class' vote. Karen, you and your team did an excellent job of presenting the facts. May I ask where you got all that information?”
“A, umm, friend of mine from my part-time job. She's a history major over at the college, and she got some books from the library for us to use.”
“She showed Karen some tricks for digging out and organizing facts, too,” Pete said. “Karen showed them to the rest of us. They helped a lot.”
“They certainly did,” Mr. Snitter said, “and using them takes nothing away from your success in this debate. It's too late to do anything this year, but I'd like the three of you to considering joining the school's debate squad next Fall. We - the squad - could use students with your skills and motivation.”
The bell rang. “Alright, class. Read pages 245 to 263 for Monday, and answer the questions on page 264.” The class groaned. “And if you have any time left, have a good weekend. Class dismissed.”
As rest of the class headed out, the six debaters walked back to their desks to get their books.
“How about we meet after school to celebrate our victory?” Karen said. “I don't have to work today.”
“Sounds good,” Dana said. “Is our noble captain buying?”
“We kind of framed her into being captain,” Pete said. “I think we should pay.”
“How about we go dutch,” Karen said by way of compromise. She did appreciate the way Pete had jumped in with his suggestion. 'It was so sweet of him', she thought.
Dana and Pete agreed. Dana smiled and left for her next class. “We'll go modified dutch,” Pete said. “Dana and I will pay for ourselves, and I'll pay for my girlfriend.” He suddenly gave Karen a peck on the cheek and ran of to his own class, leaving her rubbing the cheek and smiling.
* * * * *
“Melanie, your date's here,” her mother called from the living room.
Melanie frowned. When she was Mel, She'd always hated how long it girls took getting ready for a date. Now that she was a girl, she was just as bad as any of other girl. Not that he had dated that many.
“Any other girl”? That's what she was all right, and would be - she did the math quickly in her head - for another nine days. It bothered her sometimes, despite the Boss' assurances that she'd change back. What really scared her was that she sometimes caught herself wondering what would be so bad about staying a girl. The Boss had said that she might want to - even after she became Mel again. But the Boss promised that it would be Mel, masculine Mel, who made the choice.
She shrugged, there wasn't much point except to “live with it” like the Boss had said. She finished doing her lipstick, fluffed her hair, and, satisfied with the total effect, went to meet her date.
She passed Lenny in the hall. He was heading back to his room with some comic books in his hand. “Hey, Squirt,” she said. Their relationship hadn't changed that much, the sort of good-natured teasing between siblings. “What's Superman up to this month?”
“Saving the world, same as always. I saw your boyfriend out front.”
“And?”
“He's a skinny so-and-so, isn't he?”
“Says the human skeleton.” Lenny was a little sensitive about his apparent lack of muscle. Mel had been the same way at that age, though he'd grown out of it after puberty added height - and muscles.
“Are you gonna kiss him? You gonna make out?”
“That, Squirt, is none of your business.” She ruffled his hair with her hand, something Lenny always disliked, and walked into the living room.
Ed was talking sports with her dad, but he stopped and broke into a smile when Melanie walked in. “Hi, Melanie. That's a beautiful prom gown.”
“Do you like it?” She swirled as if modeling a gown. She actually was wearing a blue tank top and a matching skirt that stopped a bit above her knees. “I love your tux.”
“Thanks.” He mimed straightening a tie. Ed wore a pale brown work shirt and a pair of dark brown slacks. He held a pin-on badge in the school colors, green and yellow, in his hand. He wore a similar one on his shirt. “I have your corsage right here. “He walked over and, with her father watching very closely, pinned the badge to her blouse.
The badge read “Class of 2001 Anti-Prom Gown” and matched the “Anti-Prom Tux” badge that he wore. School tradition from who knew how far back made the junior class dance an “Anti-Prom”, a casual mixer held the Saturday before Memorial Day weekend. A number of the conventions of the usual prom were kidded as a way of raising money for class projects. Their badges, for instance, had cost $10 each. A bit expensive, but - as the tradition said - a lot cheaper than buying or renting the real thing. Boys and girls usually each bought their own. Melanie and Ed had, and, again in keeping with the tradition, Melanie had given hers to Ed to hold until the night of the dance. Ed had paid for their tickets to the dance, an additional $10.
“I hope I'm not supposed to take an 'Anti-Prom' picture,” her father said. He pretended to be holding a camera.
Her mother swatted at her father's arm. “Stop it, Jack. I think it's a cute idea, pretending that it's real.”
“I suppose,” Jack Haywood said, squeezing his wife's hand gently. “I remember how pretty you looked at our junior prom.” He smiled at the memory. “You kids have a good time. Just remember the curfew. It's still in effect, and I hear the cops only give a half hour leeway to you prom kids.”
“Thanks, Daddy,” Melanie said. She kissed her father, then her mother, lightly on the cheek.
“We'll be back in time, sir,” Ed said as they left.
* * * * *
As arranged, Karen and Pete were waiting for them in the lobby. Karen was wearing an off-white pantset with dark red beaded trim on the top. Pete wore a green striped polo shirt and a pair of brown khaki slacks. They made the same “required” jokes about each others' “prom wear” as Pete drove them all to the school.
Tina and Harry Weiss met them near the door. Tina was wearing a double layer paisley skirt and a matching cami top that actually looked like a prom dress. Her badge was modified by a small piece of tape, so that it read “Anti-Anti-Prom Gown”. Harry wore a T-shirt colored to look like a tuxedo jacket, complete with tie and cummerbund, and a pair of black jeans.
“Figures you'd wear something like that,” Melanie said.
“Hey, you know us 'fashion geeks',” Tina said. “A prom is a prom - even an 'Anti-Prom'.”
“Nice tux,” Pete said.
Harry just shrugged. “Her idea, what can I say?”
“Why don't we just go inside,” Ed said. “We paid enough to go to this dance, we might as well go inside and enjoy it.”
The gym was decorated in paper mache with toilet paper streamers hanging down from the rafters. It was part of the tradition that some of the paper was still on rolls. A large banner with a pink ball gown and baby blue tux within the international “No” symbol hung over a stage at one end of the gym. “Tall Tommy” Thorpe, a local DJ, was playing music on a portable sound system set up next to the stage.
The three couples walked out onto the gym floor and began to dance. “Tall Tommy” played three fast songs in a row, the sort where each person just danced near, rather than with, their partner. Then, he called a “change of pace” and played a slow, romantic ballad. Karen stepped into Pete's arms. She could feel his body against hers as they moved to the music. It felt so very good to be in his arms. She sighed gently and rested her head on his shoulder. When she looked over, she could see Melanie a few feet off, dancing the same way, in Ed's arms.
The music ended much too quickly for both girls. “Tall Tommy” played another fast song, but then he followed it with two slow ones. Melanie and Karen found how much they enjoyed being their boyfriends arm, how safe and protected. It was nothing like the way they had felt as boys dancing with girls, but it was a wonderful feeling.
“Tall Tommy” began to play another fast tune. “How about we stop and get a soda or something,” Melanie said.
“Sounds like a plan,” Ed said. They walked over to where some tables and chairs were set up along a wall. Karen and Pete hadn't started dancing yet, and they followed Ed and Melanie over to a table.
Ed and Pete found out what the girls wanted to drink and headed off to the refreshment table. Melanie and Karen sat quietly munching pretzels from a bowl in the center of the table and listening to the music.
Dana and Tom Brill came over just as Pete and Ed came back with the sodas. “I hear congratulations are in order, Karen,” Tom said. “Dana said you guys wiped the floor in that debate in Snitter's class.”
“Teamwork,” Karen said. “Dana and Pete were great.”
“Hey, c'mon, Karen” Pete said. “You know very well that those guys would have ripped us to shreds without those books you got and all. If anybody deserves the credit, it's you.”
“It wasn't me, it was the books. I just got them for us.” Karen was enjoying the praise, especially from Pete, but she felt that she had to be at least a little modest.
“Where you get all that stuff anyway?”
“A friend of mine from the part time job Melanie and I have after school. She's a history major over at the college, and she got the books from the library and then showed me how to take notes and stuff.”
“Cool,” Pete said. “You know, I've been hearing you talking about that place where you two work so much that I'm getting curious. How about Ed and I come over and try it out some afternoon?”
“No!” Karen and Melanie both shouted at once.
“Why not,” Ed asked.
“Umm, well, it's - it's the place where we work, like Pete said.” Melanie was trying desperately to come up with a good answer.
“So?”
“So, we don't want you coming over while we're working,” Karen said.
“Umm, yeah! We get to keep working while our boyfriends hang out at a water park with a bunch of other girls.” Melanie said, guessing Karen's train of thought. “Tell me if that sounds fair to you?”
“No,” Pete said with a grin. “It might be fun for us, but it really wouldn't be fair to you - ouch!” He grabbed his arm where Karen had punched it.
“Besides, you girls would be the ones that we came to be with,” Ed said. “If we couldn't be spending the time with you, we really wouldn't want to go there. Would we, Pete?”
“No, we wouldn't.” Pete grinned. “Especially now that we know how hard you can hit if you really want to.”
“Now that we've settled that,” Tina said, “how about if we go over and see what sort of stuff they have to eat?”
They headed towards a long table where Susie Shaw and Danny Briscoe were selling food: soda, cookies, hot dogs, and cake, the Anti-Prom dinner. Tina and Harry were about to order when Wes Androchek burst in through a nearby door. “What's up, Wes,” Tom said.
“Ms. Gorki just caught a couple of kids fooling around in the health class.”
A number of people heard his words, and there was a quick run towards the classroom, halfway down the hall from the gym. The room had a large window, usually filled with health displays of one sort or another, but blinds blocked the view of the room. The door was open, though, and half a dozen people crowded through, stopping in the back of the room.
Ms. Gorki and Mr. Snitter were in the front of the room talking to a couple of students. The boy was tucking his shirt into his slacks, and the girl was rapidly buttoning her blouse. The textbooks and other materials that were normally on the desk were scattered on the floor around it. It was fairly obvious what the couple - Melanie and Karen stared in surprise - what Rita and Frankie had been doing when they were caught.
“This isn't a show,” Mr. Snitter said walking towards the door. He shooed the kids out of the room and closed the door behind them.
“Some prom night traditions keep on going strong,” Wes said.
“I wonder if Frankie did, too,” somebody said, and a number of kids - not all of them girls - giggled.
A few of the kids had headed back to the dance, but others had wandered over from the gym to see what was going on, when the door finally opened. Frankie and Rita walked out followed closely by Mr. Snitter and Ms. Gorki.
“There's nothing more to see here,” Mr. Snitter said. “Ms. Sandowski and Mr. DiAntonio let their exuberance get a bit out of hand.”
“Why don't you all just go back to the dance,” Ms. Gorki added.
Most of the kids headed back towards the gym, but Melanie and Karen lingered a bit. “Are you okay, Rita,” Melanie said, her concern genuine.
“A lot you two care,” Rita said. “This is your fault, Haywood.”
“My fault? I wasn't the one in there with Frankie.”
“I wouldn't have been in there either, if you hadn't messed things up with that Boss of yours.”
“The Boss?” Karen said. “Oh, I see. Still blaming everybody but yourself, aren't you, Rita?”
“Whoever's fault it is,” Mr. Snitter said, “Ms. Sandowski and Mr. DiAntonio here are on two-day suspension from class. They'll be leaving the dance as soon as their parents come to get them.”
“Two day,” Rita said, looking unhappy.
“Our - my parents, my dad? Shit!” Frankie looked much unhappier. The rumor around the school was that Frankie's father didn't care what his son did so much as whether or not he got caught doing it.
“I'm sure that Ms. Sandowsky appreciates your concern,” Ms. Gorki said to Melanie and Karen, “but you two girls should really go back to the gym.”
“Yes, ma'am,” Karen said, and the two girls hurried back to where Pete and Ed were waiting for them.
* * * * *
“Yo, Ormand, wait up.” Phil turned at the sound of his name. It was Frankie DiAntonio.
“Yeah, what do you want, Frankie? You're not even supposed to be around here until your suspension is over on Wednesday.”
“Never mind that,” Frankie said. He really didn't want to talk about getting caught - or about his father's reaction. His butt still hurt from the strap. “You're in O'Keefe's auto shop class, ain't you?”
“Yeah, why?”
“I hear you're one of the guys that he's letting try out that new diagnostic PC he got. Right?”
“Yeah, I'm one of them,” he said cautiously. “There's eight of us, even a couple of girls.”
Frankie spat. “Girls! Girls got no damn business being in auto shop.”
“Maybe not, but they're there, and I can't do a thing about it.”
“No, but you can do something about that PC. Is it as good as they say?”
“Better. That thing can tell just about anything that's wrong with a car.”
“Cool. You know, I bet there's a lot of guys, auto shops and like that, that'd pay good money for that machine.”
“It's not the machine. It's the program, those five CD Rom disks have the whole thing. You could load it into any good PC.”
“That's even better.”
“What do you mean?”
“A guy could get those disks, make a bunch of copies, and sell them for - oh, a couple thousand bucks each, easy.”
“Yeah, but who do you sell them to.” Phil smiled. The idea had a lot going for it if he could work out the details. “There's always the chance that somebody would tell the cops.”
“Yeah, but if you knew - or had, say, a partner who knew which auto shops would be interested enough not to go to the cops...”
Phil put his arm around Frankie's shoulder. “Tell me more, partner.”
* * * * *
Rita was waiting when Melanie came out Wednesday morning. She was wearing a very short green romper over a white tank top. Melanie and Karen each wore stone washed jeans. Melanie had a pale blue cami top, while Karen wore bright yellow sleeveless blouse.
“Umm, hi, Rita,” Melanie said. “You waiting for Frankie?”
“No, dammit. I've got to ride the bus with you losers today. Frankie's still mad at me for what happened Saturday night.”
“Why should he be mad at you?”
“I guess, I, umm, got a little loud.” She giggled despite her anger. “That's how they caught us. Somebody heard me and told Gorki.”
“But couldn't you talk to him while you guys were suspended?” Karen said. “Make up with him over the phone?”
The bus stopped at their corner, and they ran to meet it. Once they had gotten to some seats in the back, Rita continued.
“No chance of that. My parents are fit to be tied. They were ready to have him arrested for rape until I convinced that that I wanted to do it. They wouldn't let me near the phone or out of the apartment the whole time.”
“So you're going to make up in school today?” Karen said.
“No, I'm going to talk to him today. If he's not so mad that he won't even talk to me, we'll make up tonight.” The way Rita said it left no doubt as to how she intended to make up with Frankie.
“So then everything should be okay by tomorrow,” Karen said.
“Things should be great between me and Frankie, but I'm still mad at you two.”
“C'mon, Rita,” Melanie said. “What are you mad at us for? Taking that purse was your idea, remember. If anything, we should be mad at you.”
“Bull! I'm not sure that you two didn't set me up somehow with that Boss of yours. Maybe it was even one of you that ratted me out to Gorki last Saturday.”
“Aw, Rita,” Karen said. “You know that's not true.”
“Yeah, we were inside the gym dancing when you two got caught.”
“You got there quick enough, though.”
“Well, to tell the truth,” Melanie said. “We were at the refreshments, over by the door, when Wes came in and said that something was going on.”
“Your turn, Karen,” Rita said. “Your turn to change the story.”
“Stop that, Rita,” Karen said. “We both know that you're just looking for somebody to blame for your own bad luck.”
The bus pulled to a stop at the corner by the school. Rita stood up. “We'll see who blames who this weekend.”
“What are you planning, Rita,” Melanie said, following her off the bus. Karen did the same.
“Oh, you'll see.”
“A word to the wise-ass, Rita,” Karen said as they walked towards the school. “I wouldn't try to do anything at the park.”
“Yeah, why?”
“Look at yourself, Rita. The woman who did this to you owns Bikini Beach. If she did that to you for stealing her purse, what do you think she's going to do if you mess with two of her employees or - even worse - do something to mess up her water park?”
Rita shuddered. “Okay, maybe I won't do anything at the park, but I'm still pissed at you two for what happened.”
“If I were you, Rita, I'd be thinking about getting together with Frankie this weekend,” Karen said.
“Yeah, remember what happens Monday night,” Melanie added.
““What happens Monday night?”
“We get our old lives back.” Melanie paused and opened the door to the school for the other two. “Come Tuesday morning, we'll be guys again.”
* * * * *
“Haywood!” Melanie was doing jumping jacks with the rest of her gym class, when Ms. Serranno called her name. “Go get dressed and report to Mr. O'Keefe in auto shop.”
“Excuse me, Ms. Serranno, do you know why he wants to see me?”
“That's between him and you. All they told me was to send you over. Now get going.” She put her hands on her hips and stared at the rest of the class. “What are the rest of you looking at? Jumping jacks! One! Two! One! Two!”
* * * * *
“Please sit over there with the others, Ms. Haywood.” Mr. Snitter was waiting when Melanie got back to auto shop. Discipline was one of the duties of the assistant principal, and he was pacing the room trying to instill a fear of G-d into the students as they arrived. Phil Ormand, Carl Jackson, Wes Androchek, and Mike Schwartz were already there, sitting well apart from each other in the classroom section. Stacy came in just after Melanie had, so the two walked over together.
When they tried to sit together, Snitter said, “at least two seats apart, please, and Stacy shifted over. Fred Reinhart and Harry Weiss walked in a few minutes later.
“Mr. O'Keefe was putting things away after your 6th period class, when he discovered that the new CD Rom disks for the diagnostic computer were missing. Since they were here for your class, I'm afraid that you eight students are the prime suspects. Before we begin, does anyone have anything to say?”
“Yeah,” Phil said. “I'd like to call my father's lawyer.”
“I want a lawyer, too,” Fred said.
“Do you have a lawyer, Mr. Reinhart?”
“No, but I want one, anyway.”
“As of right now, all you are is a material witnesses. If you'd like to confess to anything, we'll see about a lawyer. That goes for the rest of you.” He sighed. “Mr. Ormand, since you already have a lawyer - or your father does - you can call him. However...school board regulations allow me to conduct a search for missing items. Detective --”
A tall man of about fifty stepped into view. He was wearing a suit. With him were a slender man of about forty and a rather trim looking woman of about the same age in police uniforms. “I'm Detective Sargent Jack Warrick,” the older man said. “These are Officers Dennison and Leiber. They'll be taking you, one at a time, to a couple of empty classrooms to conduct the personal search. Mr. O'Keefe, Mr. Snitter, and I will look through your book bags, and other officers are currently checking your lockers.”
“You've got no right to do this,” Carl Jackson said, jumping to his feet.
“I'm afraid that I do under state and federal law as well as school board rules. By the way, those disks cost in the thousands of dollars, so whoever did take them is looking at a charge of grand theft.”
“Why don't we start with Mr. Jackson and Ms. Brenner,” Sgt. Warrick said. “That will give young Mr. Ormand here a chance to call his father.”
* * * * *
“We've searched the kids' lockers, their book bags, we even searched them.” Warrick scratched his head. “If one of them took those disks, he - or she - figured a damned good place to hide them.”
Mr. Ormand bristled. How dare they accuse an Ormand of something like this? “If you have no proof of anything, then I'll be taking my son home. For all we know O'Keefe stole the things himself.” He chuckled to himself. The best defense always was an offensive move.
“I still have some questions,” Warrick said, not letting himself get distracted by the accusation.
Hess, the lawyer Ormand had brought with him, stepped forward. “I think that young Mr. Ormand here has answered all the questions he needs to answer.”
Melanie suddenly had an idea of how to find the disks. “Can - can I ask a question,” she said.
“I don't see what --” Hess said.
“This young lady has been a lot more cooperative than your client's kid,” Warrick said. “Ask your question, young lady.”
“Well, I was just thinking. This year, we're all taking American literature for our English class. One of the authors we studied was Edgar Allen Poe.”
“What has that to do with anything?”
“Let her continue, Mr. Hess.”
“Well, we read a couple of his poems, 'The Raven' and 'Annabelle Lee', and two of his stories, The Tell-Tale Heart and The Purloined Letter.”
“I remember that last one,” Warrick said. “And I see what you're saying. Mr. Snitter, where's your computer lab?”
Mr. Snitter lead them all to the lab, a large room on the same floor as the auto shop. Students were encouraged to do projects in the lab, so it was generally open, with a teacher or teaching assistant present to help out if needed. There was a rack or two of disks next to each of the twenty PCs in the room.
“You have their schedules, Mr. Snitter,” Warrick said. “Are any of the suspects taking computer lab?”
Snitter leafed through the papers on his clipboard. The computer lab is open to all of the students, but - yes - only Phil Ormand is taking it this term. As a matter of fact, he had it last period, just after auto shop.”
“That doesn't mean anything,” Hess said. “Any student can come in here.”
“Which PC do you use, Phil?” Warrick said.
“You don't have to answer that,” Hess said.
“No, but why shouldn't he? Besides, we can check all twenty PCs if we have to.”
Phil nervously pointed to one of the PCs, a newer looking unit on a desk away from most of the others. Warrick went over and began looking through the rack. He smiled after a moment and held up a handful of disks. “Found 'em. Would you care to explain, son?”
“Don't say anything,” Phil's father said. “It's some kind of frame.”
“Your dad's lawyer is here, if you want to talk to him first, son. You have that right, but I would like to know why you took the disks.”
“I - I wanted to try them out on another PC, that's all.” Phil's mind raced to come up with a good answer. “I was going to make a set, so I could use them on my own car. I - I was going to put them back, honest.”
“You know, son, that still counts as theft. You can't just take a program that somebody sells for money because you want it.”
“Look,” Ormand said. “My son's cooperated. He took the disks, but not for any sort of profit, and he's returning them now before he could even make a copy. If it's so damn important to the school, I'll buy it a back-up set. Just so nobody presses any charges against my kid. Is it a deal?”
Warrick frowned. This wasn't the first time he'd seen Ormand buy his kid out of trouble. “Well, if Mr. Snitter and the school don't press charges, and the disks are returned undamaged...”
“I'll have Mr. O'Keefe check the disks,” Mr. Snitter said with a sigh, “but I'm sure that they're fine. After all, the boy just wanted - wanted to copy them.” He took the disk from Warrick and stuck them in his coat pocket. “You students can go to your next classes. Tell your teachers that I'll speak to them shortly about your coming in late.”
The students left. Mr. Snitter walked over to Ormand and shook the larger man's hand. “I'm glad that we could resolve this matter, Mr. Ormand. We already have a back-up set of disks, but if you were serious about making some sort of donation, we're currently having a fund-raiser for a new PA system for the school.”
“I'll be glad to discuss that with you about that in your office, Mr. Snitter. My company may even be able to get a discount on the equipment. You go ahead to your office, and I'll join you on a moment. I'd just like to talk to my son for a bit first.”
“Certainly. I'll see you shortly.” Snitter shook Ormand's hand and left. When he was sure that neither of the Ormands or Mr. Hess could see him, he grimaced as if he'd just had to swallow something particularly bitter.
“Thanks, Dad,” Phil said.
His father turned quickly and slapped him in the face. “That was plain stupid, Phil. Do you know how much it's going to cost me to keep your ass out of jail this time?”
“But, Dad, that diagnostic system is fantastic. It would save us a fortune in keeping the cars running.” He wasn't going to mention Frankie. He knew enough about the other boy to know that that implicating him would without really strong proof would not be a smart thing to do. All he had was Frankie's handshake, and that was hardly enough to prove anything.
“You weren't trying to save me money. You saw something, you wanted it, so you just took it. Then, you were dumb enough to get caught. What is that 'Purloined Letter' crap, anyway?”
“It's a story by Poe. A guy steals an envelope with important papers. The cops know he took it to his apartment, so they search the place. Only they can't find any secret hiding places. Then the detective in the story figures out that the guy didn't put it any special place. He left it in plain sight with a bunch of other envelopes. That's what I did, I hid the disks with a bunch of other disks next to my PC.”
“Not bad, not bad at all. You may just be smarter than you look, son. Too bad that bitch had to figure it out.”
“Yeah, but I don't think she's going to get a chance to gloat much about it.” Now that he was found out, there was no way that he could get Frankie's help in dealing with Melanie. Still, he should be able to handle the little bitch by himself.
“Now that would be a shame.” He put his arm on his son's shoulder. “Just try to be careful this time, so they can't trace it back to you.” Ormand would have preferred that his son not do anything, but the kid was too stubborn for his own damn good. He'd just hope for the best and made a mental note to have that shyster, Hess, be ready to clean up any messes Phil left behind him.
* * * * *
After school, Phil followed Melanie and Karen's bus to the park. He wasn't going to do anything near the school; too easy to get caught or to have something traced back to him. Now a water park, that was different. Lots of slippery places where a person could fall and get hurt. And all those pools and everything, a person could get hurt there, too; she could maybe even drown. And wouldn't that be too bad?
He pulled into a parking space near the gate, waiting until the bitch was inside. He kept a spare swim suit and towel in his trunk, just in case, a lot of kids did in this oceanside town. He got them out and walked casually towards the gate. The blonde at the gate was pretty, if a few years older than he was, but he never worried about that. Dad's cash was a great equalizer.
“Hi. How much to get in?”
“This is a private park. We don't sell admissions.”
“Oh. Well, is there any way I can get in, then?”
“Yes, we sell passes, a lot of different types. How long...”
He tossed her his Gold Card. “Just give me the top of the line.”
The girl looked at him oddly. Impressed by the card, he guessed. She ran the card through a reader and entered an amount. A moment later, she handed him a pen and a receipt to sign. When he had, she gave him back the card along with a gold colored receipt. “Welcome to Bikini Beach, Phil,” she said with a smile. “The Men's Locker Room is over that way. Please shower before you go out. It's a Health Department regulation.
Phil headed in and found an empty locker. The place looked a lot smaller than the Women's Locker Room had. Good, that meant there were a lot more women than men around. He'd been meaning to check this place out, anyway. Maybe he'd hang around for a while after he took care of the Melanie. He found an empty locker and began to undress.
He pulled on a pair of speedos and walked over to admire himself in a mirror near the door. Phil ran track, and his body was long and lanky. The speedos showed off his “package” to good effect. He smiled at the possibilities the park might offer as he walked over and turned on a shower.
The shower was a surprise; it had a pulsating head that shot out the water just the way he liked it. Phil closed his eyes to better concentrate on the soothing feeling and never noticed the pink mist rising from the water.
After a minute or so, he turned off the water and headed for the door. His body felt strange, kind of out of balance. His chest felt heavy, and he seemed to be walking funny, swinging his hips a lot more than usual.
Phil looked down and saw his nipples darken and enlarge. A moment later, two bumps appeared underneath them, bumps that grew rapidly into two round, very female breasts. “What the...” he said then stopped. His voice had changed pitch from his usual deep tenor to a high sweet contralto.
He ran over to the mirror that he had posed in by the door. The girl looking back at him might have been his sister, if he'd had one. Her hair was the same color as his, a deep brown mass of curls that framed her face and hung down to just below her shoulders. The eyes were the same hazel that his were, and her face looked a lot like his. Only the chin was rounder and the cheekbones higher. There were long feminine lashes on those eyes, and her nose was smaller and a bit upturned.
The body didn't look like his. It didn't look like any male body. She was slender, almost boyish, but with two of the most beautiful breasts he'd ever seen, 36-C he guessed, a narrow waist, and lush hips. The legs were slender with more than enough curve to be interesting. In heels, they'd be fantastic. She wore a lacy french-cut bikini bottom that was smooth against her crotch.
She looked fantastic, but her expression was one of horror as Phil realized that she was him.
“The Boss doesn't allow topless bathing.” Phil turned to see Melanie standing there next to the blonde from the front gate. “You'd better put this on.” She tossed him a bikini top that matched the bottom he was wearing.
“What's going on here? What the hell did you bitches do to me?” He put the bikini top on quickly without even realizing that he had done so.
“She doesn't like language like that either, Felicia.”
“Felicia? Who the hell is Felicia?”
“You are, dear, Felicia Ormand,” the blonde said with a smile.
“You're crazy. That's not my name. I'm Felicia. No, that's not right. My name is Felicia, not Felicia. I'm not a girl. I was born a girl.”
“That's right, dear. As far as anybody else - even your parents - are concerned, you were born Felicia Ormand.”
“No, please, please change me back.” Felicia - even she couldn't think of herself as Phil anymore - startled herself by breaking out in tears. She collapsed onto the bench sobbing. Her mind reeled as reality shifted around her. She was confused and felt very afraid.
“Why should we,” asked the blonde, “assuming that we could.”
“My Daddy will pay you a lot of money.” 'Daddy'? That didn't sound right.
“Why should he pay anything?” the blonde asked again. “He's quite happy with his polite, obedient little daughter. She's a little too goody-goody for his taste, but she never gives him any real trouble.”
“What - what are you talking about? My Daddy doesn't have a daughter, just me.”
“Oh, but he does. You are Joe Ormand's daughter.” She paused for a second. “You see, Phil was a rich brat who learned early that his father's money and his silver tongue could get him out of almost anything. But he was never born. Felicia was. She's - you're -- a good girl, aren't you?”
“Yes, yes, ma'am. I try to be.” Felicia wanted to scream. She should be yelling, hitting, doing whatever she could to get changed back. But she - oh, Lord - she didn't want to. She had a second chance somehow, and she wasn't going to let her old self ruin it. She knew exactly who she had been, and she was suddenly very ashamed of him.
“Will I ever change back?” There were two possible answers, and each of them scared a different part of her.
“No. Phil was in such a hurry to get in here and hurt Melanie that he didn't stop to ask questions. He just asked for the 'top of the line', that's a lifetime pass. They're not refundable and can't be transferred.” She smiled. “You'll be Felicia forever. On the other hand, nobody ever tried to steal the computer disks from your school's auto shop.”
“I - I'm sorry about doing that.” She looked up at her classmate. “Melanie, I'm sorry for what I - Phil - I - whoever did, for even thinking about hurting you. Can you forgive me?”
“Sure. As far as I'm concerned, heck, as far as the rest of the world is concerned, it never happened.” She reached out for Felicia's hand and shook it gently in friendship.”
“I'm glad that everything is settled,” the blonde said. “By the way, I'm Anya. My grandmother owns the park. You two can talk later if you'd like. Right now, Melanie has to get back to work. You're welcome to stay and look around the park, Felicia. After all, you do have a lifetime pass.” She smiled and headed towards the door.
“I do have to go to work now, Felicia. I'll see you later, okay?”
“Okay, Melanie, and, Anya, - well - thanks.”
* * * * *
The park was crowded by early Saturday afternoon. The place was ready. Jenny had spent the last week going over every piece of equipment, particularly the pump and filter system. Melanie had helped, enjoying the opportunity to work with the skilled handyperson. Karen had worked with Belinda, Holly, and Norma, cleaning the kitchen areas in both Port Landing and the Tiki Hut.
Now they were working together on a food run, wheeling a cart from the supply room loaded with four metal bottles of soda syrup to the Landing. Karen sighed as they pushed the cart past the Lagoon. The water cannons shot out a blast of water that looked so inviting on such a hot afternoon.
“I know,” Melanie said. “Maybe we can go for a quick swim during our break.”
The Boss gave her staff a twenty minute break around the middle of the afternoon, honor system, or course. On a day like this, she actually encouraged the staff to use the facilities. Even with the new doctor on duty, heat exhaustion was definitely something to be avoided.
They unloaded the bottles and waited while Marta hooked one of them up to the coke machine. “Want to try it out,” she said.
“Yeah,” Melanie said. “It's pretty darn hot out there.”
“Orange for me,” Karen said. “Tall and cool is just what I need.”
“And put it on my tab.” Melanie and Karen spun around at the voice.
“Felicia,” Melanie said. “How are you doing?”
“Just fine - now.” She was dressed in a golden tankini with a matching wrap-around beach skirt, sandals with a one-inch heel, and a big floppy hat. It was hard to believe that she'd been Phil Ormand only two days ago.
“You look like you've really adjusted to being a girl.” Karen said.
“Oh, but I've always been a girl; just ask anybody.” She smiled as she said it. “Seriously, it's still something that I'm getting used to, but I'm enjoying it. I - it's hard to explain. As Phil, I had to keep proving just how much better I was than everybody else. Anybody got in my way - pow! I mean, that's what I was doing when I bought my pass, looking to hurt Melanie for figuring out where I hid those disks.”
“And now?”
“Well, some - no -- a lot of the aggression is gone. I still want to prove myself, but I have to prove myself to me, not to my Dad or the kids at school or anybody else. And I can prove myself by doing the right thing, not just the thing that makes me look good or gets me some money.”
“Sounds like you've really got your act together,” Melanie said.
“I hope so. I am still adjusting. It still feels a little weird to be dressing up like a girl, even if I do like the way I look.”
“What about boys?”
“What about them?” She blushed. “I - I'll admit that I'm starting to notice them in a way I didn't before. I think that's part of the reason that I came here. It's kind of the reverse of what that blonde - what was her name? Oh, yeah, Anya - what Anya said after I changed. Her grandmother created the park so females would have a place to go without having to worry about being ogled by men. I'm here now because, well, because, I was starting to worry a little about wanting to ogle men - or to be ogled by them.”
“It's going to happen you know,” Karen said. “You're a healthy girl now. Boys will start looking good to you eventually.”
“I know, I know. Part of me wants it to happen, but part of me is still a little afraid. Being here is helping me get used to the idea.”
“Well,” Melanie said, “if there's anything we can do to help, just ask.”
“Same here,” Karen added.
Felicia hugged both girls. “Thanks, thanks so very much. I - I'm so new at this. You two have been girls all your lives, and it's great that you want to help me. Especially after what I - what Phil wanted to do to you, Melanie.”
“All our..., but Karen and I - oof!”
“It never happened,” Karen said. “At least not since you changed. You're our friend now. As far as everybody else is concerned, you've always been our friend. Why shouldn't we want to help you?”
“I - ooh - thanks.” Felicia hugged them again, tears in her eyes. “But you two probably have to get back to work. I don't want to get you in trouble. Just let me pay for those sodas.” She broke the hug and reached for her purse.
Marta leaned across the counter. “It's okay, miss -- Felicia. Our Boss lets us get free drinks while we're working, so long as we don't abuse the privilege. On a day like this, with what they were just working on, a couple of free drinks is no problem.”
“We appreciate the offer, though, Felicia,” Melanie said looking at her watch. “But I'm afraid that we do have to get back to work.”
“Okay, then. See you later.” She smiled and headed off in the direction of the Old Swimming Hole.
Once she was out of earshot, Melanie turned to Karen and said, “why did you poke me in the ribs just then?”
“Because you were about to tell Felicia that we weren't really girls.”
“What do you mean? She knows - doesn't she?”
“Why should she? As far as Phil was concerned, we'd always been Melanie and Karen. Why should she find out otherwise just because she changed?”
“You're right. Wow! This place is even weirder than I thought it was.”
* * * * *
Karen was running a phone message to one of the members when she heard somebody crying nearby. She looked around. A young girl, maybe 10, with her hair in pigtails was sitting under one of the trees near the volleyball area, crying her heart out.
“Are you okay?” Karen asked. “Can I get somebody for you or something?”
“Yeah,” the girl said looking up. “Get me - me!”
“What do you mean?”
“You -- you're staff here, so you know how the place works. I mean how it really works, right?”
“I guess so.”
“My name's Tammy Sue, but it used to be Tammy Sue -- darn, I can't even say it any more. I used to be a seventeen-year old boy. I was supposed to graduate high school in a couple weeks and go on to college in the Fall. My brat of a sister -- she's thirteen, by the way -- got upset about how much everybody was paying attention to me instead of her. She talked our Mom into bringing us here, and, well, you can see what happened.”
“It may not be too bad. How long a pass did your mother buy?”
“Just for the weekend. Janie -- that's my sister -- called ahead and pretended to be Mom. She had them change me into a little kid like this, so she'd be the big sister.”
“Yes, but it's still only for the weekend. Even with the Monday holiday, its' not that long. Can't you manage it?”
“If it was the weekend, I guess I could. The problem is that my Mom's thinking of buying me a lifetime pass.”
“Why?” she asked cautiously. “Is there something that you're not telling me?”
“Mom had me, umm, before she got out of high school. It really bothered her to have a kid who was about to go to college when she wasn't even thirty-five yet.” The girl began to cry again. “Now, her two kids are still in grade school, and she doesn't feel like an old lady. I -- I don't want to be a g-girl, and I sure don't want to have -- to have to grow up all over again.”
Karen put her arms around the young girl and held her while she continued to sob. She stroked Tammy Sue's head and tried to comfort her.
“Can I help?” Karen and Tammy Sue looked up to see Anya standing near them.
“You!” Tammy Sue spat. “You're the one who sold my Mom that pass. Look what you already did.”
“I know, and I'm sorry, Tammy. I've been looking for you all over the park.”
“Why? Did you come to gloat, or to tell me that this is permanent now?”
“Neither, dear. Your mother came to me a little while ago to see about upgrading the pass to a lifetime membership. I told her that I wouldn't do it unless you asked me to.”
“You --you won't.” She smiled, and her whole body seemed to relax. “Honest”
“No, dear. Your sister's need for some extra attention and your mother's vanity are hardly reasons to totally change your life. The only reason that I agreed to the request was because Janie asked me over the phone. She told me that you were a bully who kept picking on his little sister and needed to be taught a lesson. By the time I found out the truth, you'd already been changed.”
“Can you change me back -- I mean right now?”
“I'm sorry, but our passes are non-transferable and non-refundable. The best I can do is to alter it, so you're your true age. You'd still be a girl, but you'd be the older sister again.”
“Could you really do that; change me into a seventeen-year old girl?” She thought for a moment. “While you're at it, could you give me a really good female figure?”
“Yes, if that's what you want.”
“I think so. I'd like a little payback on Janie.” She chuckled. “She's kind of self-conscious about how slowly her figure is developing. It would drive her up the wall to see me walking around looking like a centerfold. Come to think of it, I'm not sure that Mom would be that happy with a daughter who looked like a grown-up woman.”
“If you're sure that's what you want, Tammy, then go take another shower. You'll change into just the sort of girl we've described. But...”
“Great.” Tammy smiled and ran off before Anya could say another word.
“Well, you settled her problem,” Karen said.
“No, I replaced it with another one.”
“What do you mean, Anya?”
“As a ten-year old, Tammy Sue had no female sex drive. But at seventeen, especially with the 'centerfold' body she asked for...”
Karen shuddered. “I see what you mean. Tammy's going to be one horny babe for the next two days. She'll hate it.”
“Maybe - or maybe not. You and Melanie will be changing back on Monday. Tammy Sue could wind up as the replacement for one of you; a permanent replacement.”
* * * * *
Just after noon on Sunday, Melanie got to do a turn behind the ticket counter, while Anya had lunch.
“Now remember,” Anya said. “You don't sell a pass for anything longer than two days to a male. If somebody wants a longer one, use the phone to buzz Grandmother or me. You can play with the prices of the passes a little, but if you give too much of a discount to anybody, you'd better have a good reason. Grandmother doesn't believe in giving those things away.”
“I didn't know you two had cell phones.”
“We don't. We don't need them. The phone is so you or whoever else is working the counter feels comfortable. It works, well it works the same way a lot of stuff around here works.”
“Speaking of magic, if I do sell a pass to a male, do I get to decide what sort of a girl he turns into?”
“Good heavens, no.”
“What decides then?”
“Well, let's just say that, since Grandmother cast the spell that causes the change, it has her sense of justice. Understand?”
“I'm not sure that I do, but I'll take your word for it. Enjoy your lunch?”
“Do you want me to bring you anything?”
“No, I had a big breakfast - big for a girl, anyway, a glass of milk and a whole bowl of cereal. With fruit, too.”
“Okay, 'Blimp', I'll see you in about a half an hour.” Anya waved and headed off into the park.
The line was fairly long. Mostly it was women, a lot of them in fairly skimpy swim suits, not all of which were hidden by beach robes. 'Some girls want to be stared at even when they know there's no guys around,' Melanie thought.
A striking looking woman in purple shorts and a matching bandeau top strode past the line and into the park. Melanie was about to call for her to stop, when Belinda, who was back on stick detail, this time in the picnic area by the gate, spoke up. “Relax. That's Ronnie Harris. She's got a lifetime pass, and she and the Boss are thick as thieves. Besides, she's rich; owns that condo apartment building across from the park.”
“That place? Say, don't Jenny and Liz live there?”
“Anya, too. I hear she has a deal with the Boss. Her tenants get a discount on memberships, too.”
“No wonder she walked in like she owned the place. She almost does.”
“Yeah, but don't let it spook you. I've talked to her once or twice. She's real friendly.”
“Thanks.”
“Don't mention it, but hadn't you better get back behind the counter? That line isn't getting any shorter.”
Melanie scurried back behind the counter. Her next customers were a husband and wife with a little girl about seven. The husband kept muttering about having work that he should be doing. His wife's only comment was that it wouldn't hurt for him to spend the day with his daughter. Melanie sold them a one-day pass. A few minutes later, she saw the wife leaving the Locker Room and walking into the park with identical twin girls.
“A babe as pretty as you shouldn't be working behind that counter,” a voice said about five minutes later. Melanie looked up to see two boys about her own age, a tall freckled redhead and a shorter, well-muscled blonde.
“And where should I be?”
“Hanging out and enjoying this place with the best - us. How much are the tickets, Babe?”
“We don't sell tickets, but we do have one and two day passes.”
“How much?” Melanie told them the price, and the boys frowned.
“Cripes,” the redhead said. “Even that one-day pass is more than I've got. How about you, Jimmy?”
Jimmy, the blonde, shrugged. “Not enough, Mark.” He leaned forward and smiled at Melanie. It was meant to be charming, but the smile reminded Melanie of a lion looking at an antelope. “If you can't cut us a deal, Babe, you and all the other girls in the park, well, you won't know what you're missing.”
“We can't have that,” Melanie said, smiling back. “I think a couple of guys like you deserve to be in the park.” She gave a figure for two two-day passes that was about two-thirds of what a single one-day pass normally cost. The boys eagerly paid.
“Don't forget to shower,” Melanie said, handing them the passes. “It's a health department rule. And come back over when you're done. I have to work here for a while, but maybe we can arrange to meet afterwards.”
Mark, the redhead grabbed the passes and they all but ran for the showers. A few minutes later, two very pretty girls, a slender redhead and a rather voluptuous blonde, walked over to the booth. They were both wearing string bikinis, the bottom of the blonde's being little more than a g-string.
“We were, like, supposed to come back here,” the blonde said. Somehow, she had gotten some chewing gum.
“Yeah,” said the redhead, “but I'm not sure why. Hey, where's all the guys?” Her voice was a high soprano that made her sound like she was six years old.
Melanie smiled. “Didn't you know? This is a park for women only.”
The redhead pouted. “Aw, where's the fun in that? C'mon, Jamie. She says there's no guys here.”
“No guys? Are you sure, Marcia?”
“That's what she said. Let's head down to the real beach. On a day like this there should be lots of guys around.” They walked away, hips swaying invitingly. Mark and Jimmy had wanted to get laid. They would be.
Melanie spent the next twenty minutes selling or checking passes from a long line of women. One car, a green Chevy with three college guys in it, slowed down, then stopped near the entrance. The guys were about to get out, when Melanie saw one of them point to the “Bikini Beach” sign and say something to the others. There seemed to be some arguing, then the other two boys stared at the sign. They all nodded, and the car sped off.
* * * * *
The Boss was in her office working on some papers when there was a knock on the door. She looked up from a bill of lading. “Come in, Felicia.”
Felecia Ormand walked in and sat in a chair opposite the desk. “How did you know it was me?”
“It's a simple trick that a friend of mine showed me. He uses it all the time at his store. Now, what did you want to see me about? You aren't upset about your transformation, are you. We told you that the pass can't be revoked.”
“No, I've thought about it - thought about it a lot. My new life is much better than my old one was or ever could be.”
“What is it then?” She knew, but she wanted Felicia to say it.”
“I'd like to talk to you about a, um, friend of Phil's, a boy named Frankie.”
* * * * *
Karen was working as cashier at the Port Landing. It was the short lull between “afternoon snack” and “supper”, so she was relaxing, reading a Barbara Courtland paperback somebody had left behind the counter. The book was hardly the sort that Ken would have liked, but Karen had actually caught herself enjoying it.
“Are they sure that they want you at a cash register,” a voice said. “I mean, you do have a record for theft.”
“And hello to you, too, Rita. Come to hassle Melanie and me?”
“No, dear, this was just an added benefit of coming to the park today.”
“Why aren't you off someplace with Frankie - or maybe one of your other boyfriends?”
“Oh, I'm just seeing Frankie, now. I invested too much time in getting his mind off last weekend to throw it away. Anyway, he had to go with his family today, and he couldn't get out of it. We're getting together tonight.” She giggled at her unintentional pun.
“And in the meantime you decided to come here.”
“Why not. I've still got that damned pass. Why shouldn't I use it. This is a really nice place. I'd like to come back some time as my real self.”
“You know that's not possible. This place is girls only.”
“Yeah, I suppose.”
“You could always stay a girl.”
“So could you. Do you want to?”
“Heck, no! It's been interesting, I guess, but I'm looking forward to getting my old self back.”
“Me too.”
“You know, Rita, I think this is the first time we've ever really talked - just talked - like friends.”
“Yeah, it must be some weird girl thing. I'm not really sure that I'm even mad at Haywood anymore for screwing up and landing us in this mess -- or for last Saturday.”
“You know that neither of those was her fault. You - no, I hate to say it, but it was you and me that made Mel steal that purse. Why you and Frankie were in that classroom, well, that's between you and Frankie.”
Rita stared at Karen for a moment, her eyebrow arched in surprised. “You've changed, Geller, and I'm not talking about being a girl. You've got some kind of new attitude, and I'm not sure that I like it.” She turned as if to walk away from Karen.
“Well, you haven't, Rita, at least not where it really counts. You owe the park $4.73 for that salad and coke you had.”
* * * *
Melanie and Karen sat a blanket spread out on the grass watching the Monday night fireworks.
“May I join you, girls?”
“Sure, Boss,” Melanie said. “Would you like a chair?”
“No, thank you” she said, joining them on the blanket. “Enjoying the show?”
“Yeah, it's as good as any I've every seen. Where are they launching the rockets from, though” Karen asked. “I didn't see them setting up anything in the park.”
“What makes you think I'm using rockets?”
“You're using - oh! I get it.”
“Yes, there's still all sorts of magic left in this old girl. I just don't use much of it - except for the park, of course. This is just a harmless change of pace for me.”
They sat quietly for a bit, enjoying the Boss's handiwork. Then she looked at them and said, “You know, of course, that your sentences are over tonight. You'll be Mel and Ken when you wake up tomorrow morning.”
“We know,” Melanie said. “We're looking forward to it.”
“No regrets?”
“I'd be lying if I said 'No',” Karen said. “It's been, well, it's been an interesting month.”
“I'm going to miss my friends,” Melanie added. "Not just here at the park, though I will miss everybody here a lot. As Melanie, I'm part of a 'crowd'. Stacy, Tina, Dana, they're all my friends.”
“And Ed,” the Boss added.
“And Ed, of course,” She blushed. “Oh, I've enjoyed him a lot.” She giggled. “Not like that! It's just been so great having somebody who cared about me and who I cared about so much. Mel, well, Mel is the new kid. He really hasn't got any friends.”
“He has me,” Karen said. “We've gotten to be pretty good friends this past month, and that is not going to change.”
“But other things will,” the Boss said. “I think you'll find that the reality you go back to is quite a bit better than you think. In that reality, Ken introduced Mel to his friends, Tom, Jeff, Harry, and the rest, and you all have become very good friends.”
“And Ed. What about Ed?”
“And Pete,” Karen added.
“Oh, you're friends with them as well. You've even gone on group dates with them and their girl friends, Felicia Ormand and Susie Shay.”
“Felicia,” they both said at once.
“The same. She has a life, too, you know.”
“Wait a minute,” Karen said. “You said we've gone on group dates with them. Who are we dating?”
“I think I'll let that be a surprise. Speaking of which, watch this triple
sparkler coming up next.”
* * * * *
Mel woke up the next morning to the sound of the sports call-in show on his radio. 'Am I...' A hand reached down into his pajamas. It was back! They were back! He looked down. His chest was flat - and a little hairier than he remembered. He let out a “Whoop”, a loud, masculine “Whoop”, and jumped out of bed to dress for school.
* * * * *
Ken was waiting when Mel came out of the building. They hugged and clapped each other on the back.
“You see Rita - Rudy - this morning?” Mel asked.
“No, and I'm not sure I want to. I got awful sick of her - his - her attitude the past month. He pushed me around all my life, telling me what to do. Well, if I learned anything this past month, I learned that I'm at least as smart as he is; maybe smarter. And when he comes out, I'm going to tell him so.”
“Are you guys talking about me?” Mel and Ken turned at the voice, the feminine voice. Rita stood in the doorway to the apartment building. She was wearing a blouse whose ends were tied just above her navel, cut-off jeans that barely went below her crotch, one-inch heels, and a scowl sharp enough to etch glass.
“What - what happened,” Mel said. “Why didn't you change back?”
“You tell me, and we'll both know. I have to go to school right now, but after that - well, there won't be a piece of that damn park standing if that old bitch doesn't change me back.”
“I wouldn't be too sure that you can pull that threat off, Rita,” Ken said. “Maybe Mel and I better go with you.”
“Come - don't come. I don't care. This is between me and her, and she's gonna regret whatever nasty idea she had about not ending this damn change.”
* * * * *
Mel and Ken tried to reason with Rita during the day. They suggested that she wait a day to cool down and both offered to go out and speak to the Boss instead of her. Rita was almost convinced until Mel slipped up and actually referred to the old woman as “the Boss”.
“The Boss!” Rita yelled. “The Boss, your Boss, your buddy, you damn suck-up. And I was gonna let you go out and apologize to her for me. For-get it.”
“Okay, okay. Can Ken and I at least go along with you?”
“It's your nickel; just don't get in my way.”
* * * * *
Ken and Mel watched for Rita after school to make sure they caught the same bus that she did. She didn't stop them, but she glared at them and practically bared her teeth and growled when they tried to sit near her.
The boys did manage to get off the bus with her. As they walked to the gate, Ken whispered, “Just remember, Rita, this isn't some kid you can punch out. This is a lady with a lot of power - real power. You've got every right to be mad. Just try to be smart enough to be a little polite.”
“You be polite. You two got your lives back. I'm - I'm still...this.” She ran her arm down the length of her body. “Oh, hell, I suppose it won't hurt to be a little polite. But if she - or either of you - so much as smiles or start laughing, all bets are off.”
Anya was at the gate. “Mel, Ken. I'm glad to see you again.”
“Are you glad to see me, lady?” Rita said.
“Rita?” Anya's jaw dropped. “Just a minute. Let me get my grandmother.”
“Get her here fast. I've got some damned important questions to ask her.”
“Is this fast enough?” The old woman came around the corner. She looked at Rita for a moment. “Yes, Anya, you were right to call me. I think we'd better continue this in the office.”
“We're not going to have to, um, change, are we?” Mel asked.
“No, no. That's part of the reason that the office is so near the gate. It's sometimes necessary for me to meet with males without having them shower. This way, they don't get an opportunity to bother my guests.” She looked at Rita again and frowned. “You boys go into the office. I want to check Rita over, so we'll be in the larger room next door.”
“Okay,” Mel said.
“You behave yourself, Rita,” Ken said.
“I'm sure she will.” She looked at the three of them very sharply. “It wouldn't do to get me angry, would it, Rita?”
Without quite knowing why, all three of the teens shuddered. “N-no, ma'am,” Rita said. She let herself be led to the room, while Ken and Mel hurried to the office.
* * * * *
The old women and Rita can into the office about ten minutes later. Rita was retying her blouse as she entered. Ken and Mel were already seated, and the old woman motioned for Rita to sit as well.
“I don't know what you did in there, lady,” Rita said, “but my whole body's still tingling from it.”
“That will pass in a moment,” the old woman said. “Are you ready for the answer? Can you take the truth, whatever it is”
“Damn straight I can. Okay, what's the verdict? How come I'm still a girl, and, more important, how soon do you change me back?”
“I'm afraid that I can't change you back.”
“What! Is this your idea of a joke? If it is, it's a bad one.”
“It's not a joke. It's, well, congratulations, my dear. There's only one way to say this: you're going to be a mother.”
“Lady, you have got to be kidding.”
“I would never joke about something like that. According to the, the exam I just gave you, you became pregnant about two weeks ago. You'll have a lovely, healthy little baby right around Valentine's Day. Would you like to know if it's a boy or a girl?”
“It can't be. I can't be. I don't care what I look like. I'm a guy, dammit.” Rita slammed her fist on the desk. “I-can-not-be-pregnant.” She said it slowly through clenched teeth.
“Don't get upset, dear. It's bad for the baby.”
Rita sank back in her chair. Her head was in her hands as she repeated over and over again, “I can't be pregnant.”
The door suddenly opened. “Did you call me, grandmother?”
“Yes, Anya. Rita just got some very surprising news. Would you take her into the Locker Room and splash some water in her face to help her calm down?”
“Sure.” Anya walked over and gently helped Rita to her feet. She put her arm around the younger girl's waist and led her from the room. Rita was still repeating “I can't be pregnant,” as if she were trying to convince herself, or, at least, her body, that the statement was true.
The old woman smiled at the boys. “She'll be back in a few minutes. In the meantime, we have a few things to talk about.” She opened a drawer and took out two envelopes. “I was afraid that I was going to have to mail these to you.” She handed them to the boys.
Mel opened his envelope. There was a check inside. “Fi - This check is for over five hundred dollars! Is this some kind of a mistake, Boss?”
“There's no mistake. You worked for me for a month with only a few days off for bad weather. I pay my employees. Ken, your check is for a bit less because you started two days after Mel did. Just because you were Melanie and Karen at the time doesn't mean that I won't pay you what you rightfully earned. I took out for taxes and such.”
“Thank you, Boss. It's more than generous considering how we got the jobs.”
“Perhaps, but you were good workers. In fact, if you'd like to earn more --”
“No,” Mel and Ken both shouted.
“No disrespect meant, Boss,” Mel said, “but Ken and I, well, we'd like to stay our real selves; guys, that is.”
“Yes, ma'am,” Ken said, “but thanks very much for the offer.”
“I thought you might say that, so I have a second offer. I think you both met Ronnie Harris here at the park, didn't you?”
“I did,” Ken said. “I took a package, some messenger brought, out to her at the Tiki Hut.”
“I didn't, but Belinda pointed her out to me once, and I've heard about her from Jenny.”
“Yes, I thought that you might have. Anyway, Ronnie mentioned to me that she was looking for a couple of boys to act as messengers and assistants at her offices downtown. It would be the same sort of odd jobs work that you did for me. Pays about the same as I do. You'd work after school for the rest of the school year, 4 to 5 or 6 o'clock and half a day on Saturday; then 9 to 5 or 6, weekdays and half a day Saturdays during the Summer. Shall I tell her you're interested?”
Mel and Ken looked at each other and smiled broadly. “Yes, Boss,” Mel said. “I think that you can tell her we're very interested.”
“Excellent. There's a letter of recommendation in each of those pay envelopes. I'll call her. You'll probably be able to start next Monday.”
“This is all great, Boss,” Ken said, “and we really appreciate it. But what about Ru - Rita? Is she really pregnant? Is she going to be okay?”
There was a knock on the door. “Excuse me, but I'm back.” Rita was standing in the office doorway. Mel and Ken stood up at the sound of her voice, which seemed to have lost much of the brashness from before.
'The water,' they both thought. 'It must have changed her.'
It had, and the changes were amazing. Rita's long blonde hair was pulled back and tied into a ponytail that stretched halfway down her back. Her make-up was redone and much more subdued, especially the pale blue eye shadow that replaced the electric blue color she had worn before. Her shorts and blouse were now a flowing blue dress that came to just below her knees.
“You look lovely, my dear,” the old woman said. “That outfit is so much more becoming to a young girl than what you had on before.”
“I guess,” Rita said. There was no sign of bravado in her voice now. “Is this what I'm going to be for the rest of my life?”
“Yes, with your pregnancy, I'm afraid that there's no way you can ever go back to being Rudy.”
“I -- I guess I deserved it. Rudy wasn't a very nice person.” She suddenly looked up at the old woman. “But that was my -- his own choice. When I became Rita, I acted the way I did because you made me act that way. It's your fault that I'm pregnant.”
“Don't put all the blame on me, girl. When I changed you into a girl, I made you very much Rudy's female counterpart. You had the same reckless attitudes and the same high sex drive that he did. You also knew how girls get pregnant and what precautions to take. I made certain that there were birth control pills in your room at home. All you had to do was take them.”
“You -- you're right. I saw the pills, and I decided not to take them.” The fight seemed to vanish from Rita. She began to sob. “I figured that I couldn't get pregnant because I was really a guy. I thought I could have a lot of fun as a girl and not worry about any of the consequences.”
“Now you get to live with your mistakes; with being a girl, at least. You can always make arrangements to give the baby up for adoption. There are a lot of families looking for a little one to love.”
“I -- I don't know. I think I want to think about that for a while. I've done enough stupid things because I didn't think them through.”
“Congratulations, Rita.”
“What do you mean?”
“Learning that some things need to be thought through is a lesson some people never learn. You have.”
“Thanks, but I've still got to figure out how I'm going to pay the bills for having a baby. My folks don't have much money.”
“How would they feel about your taking a part-time job? I've just lost two of my employees, and I need replacements.” She smiled. “I have very good health benefits, including full maternity coverage.”
“You -- you'd do that for me? After what I did, the way I acted.”
“You didn't do anything, at least not anything serious -- except act rather foolishly about sex. Rudy did a number of things, not all of them to me, but I understand that he's not around any more.”
“I -- I don't know what to say.”
“'Yes, I'll take the job' would be a good start,” Ken said.
“Yes, I'll take the job.” Rita smiled unevenly. She seemed a little shaky on her feet.
“Are you okay, Rita?” Mel asked.
“I guess. It's just -- oh!” She started to collapse. Ken and Mel rushed over and helped her to a chair.
“Are you sure you're okay?” Ken said.
“I think so. Maybe it's the baby, or maybe just everything that's happened.”
“I think you need somebody to look after you; to help you adjust to your new life and with the baby and everything.”
Rita looked surprised; then she slowly looked up at Ken and smiled shyly. “Are you -- are you applying for the job?”
Ken took her hand in his. “Yeah, I guess I am.” He smiled. “If you'll have me, I mean.”
“But why? I -- Rudy -- always bossed you around. It's my fault you guys were girls for a month.”
“Yeah, but I think I learned something from all that. I never really took the time to think for myself. I let you -- Rudy -- think for me. Well, I'm thinking for myself now. I think that you need somebody, and, umm, I think I'd like it to be me.”
“I think I'd like that, too.” She lifted his hand in her own and gently rubbed her cheek against it.
“I think that Mel and I will give you a little time alone to talk about things,” the old woman said. “Come along, Mel. Let's go over to one of the tables just outside the park. I'll send Anya in for cokes, and we can talk some more about that new job with Ronnie Harris.”
“Okay. You know, I'm glad that Ken and Rita are both getting jobs,” Mel said. He smiled and looked back as they left the office, the old woman shutting the door behind them. “It was a nice thing for you to do.”
“Thank you, Mel. I was happy to help them out. When they leave here, they'll find that everyone thinks that they've been dating on and off for about a year.”
“But they'll still have those jobs, you mentioned?”
“Of course. They'll need them. After all, even if they do decide to wait until they finish high school next year, and I'm rather certain that they will, they'll find that setting up a new home costs money, especially for a couple of newlyweds with a baby.”
The End
ElrodW
When a friend of the nerds is date-raped, the nerds decide to help see that justice is done.
This tale is part of the continuing tale of the Nerds and their adventures with Bikini Beach. Earlier installments define the characters, which are very loosely based on Revenge of the Nerds. This is a necessary prequel for the the next in the series, Vicky's Tale.
Warning - this tale contains sexual assault and date rape. You have been warned.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Vicky wiped her brow and glanced at the clock once more. It wasn't that hot outside, but inside the ticket booth, the sun gave no quarter. It beat mercilessly on the glass, turning the small booth into an oven. For security reasons, the door was shut, cutting the ventilation down to a barely perceptible breeze that managed to sneak through the cash and speaker openings in the window.
It was almost closing time, Vicky reminded herself. Sure, she could have turned on the air conditioner, but when it was only eighty degrees outside, Vicky thought it would be hard to justify to the boss. Ten more minutes. Then she could get back to the dorm and see what the party scene for the night was. Vicky figured she could cope with the hotbox for another ten minutes.
The sudden opening of the door caused the tiny breeze to stir into a whirlwind by comparison; cool air poured through the slots, washing over Vicky and evoking a loud sigh of relief as she basked in the cool air. Only after a few seconds of bliss did Vicky turn toward the door. She wasn't alarmed; only a few employees had the access code for the door's keypad, so it was very unlikely that it could be any danger to her.
"You know," the old woman said as she stepped into the booth, "you could turn on the air conditioning." She smiled at Vicky. "It's not like I've never spent time in booths; I know how hot it can get." She gently pulled Vicky out of her chair. "Now, it's close enough to quitting time, and it's a slow evening. So why don't you run along?"
Vicky smiled. "Thanks, boss." She bent over and pulled her purse out of an alcove. "I've still got a few minutes to wait for my ride."
The old woman smiled. "Rob will be here in a few seconds." She watched Vicky's surprise with amusement; there were advantages of magic use. "Oh, Melanie isn't coming. She got a date, and when she asked Rob ...." She got a wistful look. "Rob is such a nice boy." She sounded like a Jewish grandmother, giving Vicky a hint.
Almost on schedule, Rob's car turned the final corner and rolled slowly to the booth. Vicky stared for a moment at the car, and then she shook her head, smiling. "No matter how many times you do that, it's still kind of spooky." She stepped out of the booth but glanced back. "Yeah, Rob's nice. But boys just aren't ... interesting. Not to me." Her brow wrinkled with worry. "Are you sure ...?"
The old woman smiled. "Go. Have fun. Dance." She shooed the girl out of the booth. "Before I change my mind ...." Vicky grinned as she stepped around the booth and climbed into Rob's car. She smiled and waved as Rob eased the car into gear. A sudden frown appeared on the old woman's face. "Be careful!" she called out toward Vicky. And even as she spoke the words, she knew that Vicky couldn't hear her. She dropped her head, sighing heavily.
**********
Vicky smiled demurely at her dance partner as the booming music faded away. Around her, the motion of the pairs of people slowed, eventually halting, and some began to drift from the dance floor. She read the questioning look in her partner's face — was it Jeff or Jack? — and she shook her head, indicating that she really didn't want another dance. "Thanks," she said rather loudly; even though the music was at a lull, the Coconut Club was still a noisy place, and she had to talk loudly to be heard.
The guy nodded deferentially and walked away, leaving Vicky to go back to her table. Norma and Marta, co-workers and friends, had decided to come to the club with her, and they occupied a table waiting for her.
Vicky slid into her seat. "Well, aren't you going to dance some more with him?" Norma asked with a sly smile.
Vicky shrugged. "Later, maybe."
Norma grinned. "Well, he's got a friend," she said, suddenly increasing her volume as the music restarted. "I think I'll go see if his friend wants to dance." She got up from the table and sauntered across the floor.
Vicky watched her work; she brazenly walked up to the table with the two guys, and leaning over the table, exposing the maximum cleavage her dress would allow, began to talk to the guy. Within moments, she was holding his arm as they walked to the dance floor.
Marta shook her head. "I don't believe her," she said simply. "She's acting so...."
Vicky smiled and nodded. "Like she's getting used to it."
Marta shuddered visibly. "Maybe she is. I know _I'm_ not." Marta, like Norma, had until recently been guys. A very costly prank at Bikini Beach had cost them their.manhood. They owed the old woman thousands for damage they'd inadvertently caused to the park, and were working for her to pay it back. Until it was paid in full, they were stuck — as girls. Marta seemed genuinely shocked at how well Norma was adapting to being a girl. "It was nice of Rob to drop you off."
Vicky shrugged. "Yeah, I guess." She turned to watch the couples dancing, her head bobbing slightly to the beat of the music.
Marta grinned. "You know, I think he was hoping you'd invite him dancing or something."
Vicky's jaw dropped, and her head snapped around to stare at Marta. "What?" she demanded, her tone seemingly angry. Still, a hint of surprise, and possibly even delight, came through her mock distress. "He's not ... my type!" She turned back to the dance floor, as much to hide her mixed emotions from her friend.
Marta tilted back her head and laughed. "Methinks thou doth protest too much," she quoted.
Vicky turned again and shook her head. "Oh, I like him. He's nice." She smiled faintly. "But I'm not interested in him. Not romantically, anyway."
Marta laughed again. "Well, I think he's crazy about _you_! In fact, you make an impression on guys everywhere you go. Like the guy you were dancing with. Don't look now, but he's coming over."
Vicky's head started to turn, despite Marta's admonition. Before she could, though, Jeff Miller arrived and plopped on Norma's vacant chair. "Since our friends are out dancing, maybe we could share a table while we wait for them?"
Marta wrinkled her nose and frowned, an expression unseen to Jeff. "I've got a test to study for," she announced with all the distaste she could muster. She stood and grabbed her purse. "See you later, okay?" She turned and stomped out of the club, leaving Vicky stranded with Jeff.
Vicky wasn't enjoying Jeff's small-talk; the only thought in her mind was for Norma to get off the floor so they could leave. Jeff was a pompous, arrogant Alpha, a stereotypical example of that self-absorbed group of guys that plagued the university. He was smooth, sweet-talking Vicky, flattering her, and trying to convince her to go home with him. Her three gentle but firm rebuffs hadn't stopped his advances; if anything, they'd made him even more determined.
Vicky sighed with relief when Norma returned from the floor. Before Norma could even sit down, Vicky grabbed her elbow. "Ladies room," she whispered in Norma's ear.
Norma turned to her guy and smiled. "We'll be back," she said sweetly. It was obvious that she was enjoying the evening.
Nothing Vicky could say would convince Norma to leave. Not while there was dancing, anyway. And since Norma had driven, Vicky was stuck. Vicky started to wish she were with some of her room-mates friends, the Nu Rho Delta fraternity, or nerds. Like Rob. She didn't feel nervous around Rob, not like she felt around these two guys. But she couldn't convince Norma. After a long discussion, they returned to their table, where the guys were waiting with smiles.
Vicky sat down, while Norma took her guy's hand and led him back to the dance floor. As she watched, amazed at Norma's rather forward behavior, Vicky took a sip of her cola. She glanced at Jeff, and saw a curious smile on his face as he quickly looked out to the dance floor. Vicky took another sip as she began to wonder about Norma and Jeff and the other guy.
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Rays of sunlight stabbed Vicky's eyes, causing her to flinch, screwing her eyes more tightly closed and turn her head. For a few long seconds, she fought waking up, but eventually, she pulled herself to a sitting position, her eyes still closed. Then, ever so slowly, she opened her eyes, giving herself time to adjust to the light streaming through the blinds.
For several seconds, Vicky sat, rubbing her eyes, as if dumbfounded. Then she slowly opened her eyes again, and flinching from the pain of a severe headache, scanned her surroundings.
"Welcome back to the land of the living," a familiar voice called out.
Vicky turned, and decided that even that motion was too much. "Ooohhh," she moaned. "Oh, my head!" She sighed. "I don't remember coming home," she muttered.
Melanie Lewis, Vicky's roommate, sighed. "Can't help you on that one," she answered. "The Gammas had an all-night rush party. You were here when I got in this morning." She glanced up from her books. "You look like hell, too. Where was the party?"
Vicky started to take inventory. "Norma and I went dancing at the club," she replied softly and slowly. Every motion, every word, no matter how faint, seemed a new adventure in pain. "Funny, we weren't drinking," she observed softly.
Melanie bit her lip. "And you don't remember coming home?" she asked, suddenly sounding more than a bit worried.
Vicky started to look at herself. Her clothing was in disarray; she could tell, just from the feel, that her bra was missing, and her polo shirt was unbuttoned and not tucked in. Her skirt just didn't feel right. Though she couldn't see it, she strongly suspected that her hair was thoroughly mussed, and her makeup smudged badly. A slow, sinking feeling started to form in the pit of Vicky's stomach. "No," she answered. She lurched to her feet, and slowly paced down to the bathroom.
Mel turned back to her studies. It was only when she heard the door close again and Vicky slump against it that Mel turned.
What she saw frightened her. Vicky sank slowly down the door until she was sitting on the floor, her legs splayed open. Her skirt was crooked, and from the way she was sitting, it was obvious that she wasn't wearing any panties. She was trembling, as if fighting an impulse to cry. "I think I've been..." Vicky started to sob, unable to continue. "I think I was ..." she bit her lip, "... raped," she finally said, and the sobs gave way to tears.
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"I want those bastards to pay," Vicky hissed. "Pay big time."
Melanie shook her head. It was late, and they should have been studying, but they were sitting on their beds talking. Melanie knew, somehow, that Vicky needed to talk. "I know, Vicky," she soothed. "But it's not going to happen, you know."
Vicky glared at Mel, then her expression faded and she looked down. "I know. They cleaned me up, so there's no evidence. And no doubt the whole pack of rats would give him an alibi." Vicky shook her head sadly. "Maybe I should just put this behind me," she said softly, more to convince herself than Mel, "and get on with my life." She stared at her bedspread for several minutes, but then she looked up suddenly, her eyes alive with the passion of her emotions. "But I can't. Those ... animals ... raped me!"
Mel nodded. "But the Alphas are the Dean's and the Coach's pet fraternity. Even if there was evidence ... even if the Alphas didn't have alibis ... those two aren't going to take you seriously."
A knock at the door gave Melanie a welcome reprieve. It had been a long day. "Hi, Mel," Rob called cheerfully as she opened the door. "Is Vicky in?" It was clear to Melanie that Rob was smitten with Vicky.
"Shhh," Mel hissed, glancing sharply over her shoulder at Vicky. She pushed Rob into the hall and closed the door behind them. "She's had a rough day," Mel said softly. "We think she got raped last night by one of the Alphas."
Rob's eyes narrowed and his jaw clenched. "I don't understand?" he finally said. "You think?"
Mel dropped her gaze. "They didn't leave any physical evidence. And we think they used some kind of date rape drug on her." She sighed. "And we all know that the administration isn't going to do anything against the Alphas."
Rob exhaled heavily, a perfect metaphor for the frustration he felt whenever anyone mentioned the Alphas. He knew that Melanie was right. "So what can I do?" he finally asked.
Mel sighed. "Right now, she needs friends."
Rob nodded. Then his jaw clenched again, and Mel could tell that his mind was working feverishly. "And the best friend she could have would vindicate her."
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"Are you sure you know what you're doing?" Anya's question was simple and to the point.
Rob clenched his jaw. "Nope. But that's never stopped me before."
Anya shook her head. "You know this could be dangerous."
Rob nodded slowly. "But someone has to stop those bastards."
Melanie shook her head. "Don't waste your breath, Anya. I can't talk him out of it, either."
Anya glanced at Rob, then at Melanie, then back to Rob. Slowly, she handed him a pass. "It's for two days. You'll need the extra day if anything happens. You wouldn’t want to change ... in the middle of ...." She let the sentence hang, unnecessarily. They all knew what Rob was up to.
Rob glanced at the card, and then nodded. "Okay." He squared his shoulders and marched to the gate, to where he would swipe his card, shower, and become...bait.
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The girl sat, smiling, enjoying the attention. Guys were coming out of the woodwork to talk to her, to ask her to dance. She smiled coyly, turning them down. And then one guy came over. She positively grinned at him, and then nodded as he suggested they dance. She joined him on the floor, smiling happily as they danced. Still, there was something behind her eyes, something wary, cautious, predatory. Like she was the one doing the hunting, and the guy had fallen into _her_ trap. They danced, sat at her table and talked, and danced some more. It was becoming clear that she was not interested in the same thing he was, namely to get her back to his place. Still, he kept making his moves, trying to pressure the girl into sleeping with him, despite her steady and firm rejections. And as the night wore on, his seeming desperation changed, became a devious confidence, a dangerous cunning of its own.
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Mel held Rob's tightly, letting Rob sob from frustration on her shoulder. Rob was ... female. Still, totally, completely female, thanks to the magic of Bikini Beach. Stunningly curvy, with a figure most women would die for, he'd picked his form carefully, designed to maximize his appeal. Every single detail was chosen for maximum appeal, from the wavy shoulder-length auburn hair to his supermodel features, from his tall athletic build to the sexy contralto voice. Everything. He was a perfect lure. And apparently, it had worked. "I don't get it," Rob cursed angrily. "I didn’t' touch anything! Nothing!"
Mel nodded, holding the girl tightly. "Are you sure they gave you something?"
Rob nodded, sitting back from Mel's comforting hug. "I don't remember anything. We were dancing, and then the memories fade off. After that...nothing. Just waking up this morning with a hangover."
Mel sighed. "And you're sure something happened?" She was grasping at straws here. "You could have just fallen asleep. Or...."
Rob shook his head vigorously, ignoring his swirling tresses. "No. They did me. I'm sore. Really sore." He looked away, embarrassed. Even though Melanie had until recently been Paul, a fraternity brother and male friend. "And you saw how I looked. No underwear, clothes messed up. Makeup messed up." He shook his head. "You can't convince me that I wasn't screwed. And against my will." His use of coarse language was a clear indication of the distress he felt.
Mel stared for a few seconds, then nodded slowly. "Okay, so what did they use? Rohypnol? Ketamine? GHB"?"
Rob looked thoughtfully at the wall for a moment, but then he shook his head. "Not likely. That stuff has been pretty hard to get around here since the Feds and the state ran that sting. And I had Pete run a titer against it."
Mel nodded. Pete, a member of the fraternity, was a budding biochemist, a genius in fact. "If Pete says no, then that's it."
Rob nodded slowly. "He's over in the chemistry labs now, trying to see if he can come up with anything."
"Hi, Mel," Vicky called even as she swung the door open. Her voice betrayed a sadness, a melancholy that had pervaded her very being for the past week — ever since the incident. She stepped through the door, but then stopped cold. "Uh, hi," she said, not recognizing the new girl with her roommate.
"Hi, Vicky," Mel stammered. "I didn't expect you back for a while." She glanced over her shoulder at Rob nervously. "This is my cousin, Theresa Shultz."
Vicky stared evenly at Rob. "Hi, Theresa."
Rob felt the awkwardness of the situation; he knew he had to act, and quickly. "Vicky, maybe you can help me. I'm trying to talk Mel into spending the rest of the day, uh, out having some fun. She said you work at some kind of water park. Is it any good?"
Vicky glanced at Mel, and her caution fell away. "Yeah, I think so. But then again," she flashed a smile, "I work there, so I'm paid to say that it's a nice park."
Rob glanced at Mel, and then smiled at Vicky. "Well, I think we should go spend the afternoon there - where we don't have to think about things like classes." He looked pleadingly at Vicky. "What do you think? You want to come with us?"
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Vicky's mood had lightened considerably by the time the sun was setting. The trio had spend the day frolicking, seeing if they couldn't ride every single ride by closing time. They raced on Pele's Race, rode the group tubes, slid down the speed slides, and bobbed in the wave pools. They floated around Old Man River, swung on the tire swings at the Swimmin' Hole, and even ate their dinner on the verandas overlooking the river. Rob felt the fatigue clear to his bones by the time the loudspeakers announced closing. They changed, and Mel drove them all back to the dorms.
Vicky was about to go into her room when she turned suddenly and gave Rob a hug. "I needed a day like that," she said. "Thanks, Rob."
Rob stiffened, and his jaw dropped. "How...how did you know?"
Vicky smiled and shrugged. "Somehow, I just knew." She opened the door, but then turned again. "Thanks. That was a sweet thing to do." She let the door close behind her, leaving Mel and Rob in the hall.
"Cousin!" Rob hissed. "What a lame excuse!"
Mel glowered at him. "Well, you certainly weren't acting very much like a girl!" she spat back. Then she got a broad grin. "But she did say you were sweet."
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Weariness was written all over Rob's pretty female face — fatigue from the day of fun and play at Bikini Beach, and emotion-sopping tiredness from not having any answers. Bert and Brandon, his roommates, were studiously ignoring him, absorbed as they were in their seemingly perpetual chess game.
"No joy?" Chuck asked from the door, staring in at Rob.
Rob shook his head. It spoke wonders that his being a girl for a couple of days was causing no stir in their fraternity house; most of the guys had experience Bikini Beach in one way or another, and thus Rob's current state was no surprise. "Nothing. They slipped me something, so I’ve got no evidence."
Pete's small, round pink face peeked around Chuck. "Rob? I got it."
Rob's head perked up. "What?" He didn't want to believe what his ears had told him.
The kid grinned. "I got it. It's a variant of Rhopynol, around a different base. Actually, it should be faster acting. But the formulation is different enough that the standard tests didn't catch it."
Rob smiled and vented a sigh of relief. "At least I wasn't imagining that part." Then he noticed Pete’s face. “And...?”
Pete gulped. “This stuff isn’t too pure. It’s base is...well, it looks like it’s home-cooked. In fact,” he glanced at Brandon, and then continued, “it’s pretty dangerous stuff.”
Rob frowned. “Dangerous...how?” His senses were alert; they had given him some of the drug, and this news was not good.
“It looks like they were in a rush; the distillate wasn’t completely washed from the solution. It’s pretty heavily laced with the initial solvents.” He glanced at Brandon again, his forehead wrinkled with worry. “It’s...well, the solvent is a pretty potent...it can cause some severe neurological damage.”
Brandon glanced at his roommate, Rob. “Is he okay?”
Pete nodded quickly. “Oh, yeah. I’ve figured out what the concentration was, based on an estimate of kidney extraction and liver metabolization. Which, by the way, is damned slow. Very, very slow. It’s going to take a couple of weeks for your body to get all the traces out of your system.” He looked confident. “Anyhow, the dose you got wasn’t too large. But a larger dose? Or a repeated dose before your body eliminated it?” He shook his head.
"But how did they get it to you?" Brandon was curious enough to glance up from the board.
Rob shook his head. "I don't know. And that's the frustrating part! I was being careful about that!" He sighed again. "Now I know what they used, I can watch for it. But if I try again, and we haven't figured out how, then it'll be a bust again!" He ignored the leering stares at his very curvy chest, the jokes at his admittedly poor choice of words. "Knock it off, guys!" he protested, slapping at Bert's hand making groping gestures toward his bosom.
"Sorry," Brandon said for the group. "So I guess we're stuck?"
Rob bit his lip. "No, I'm going to see this one through. We're going to nail that bastard." His eyes narrowed. "And here's what we're going to do."
Brandon touched his arm. “Rob, you heard what Pete said. You can’t risk it.”
Rob’s eyes narrowed. “So what do we do? Sit back and wait until someone does get hurt?” He shook his head. “I’m not going to let those bastards kill someone because I wimped out!”
Bert put his hand on Rob’s shoulder. “I think you’re taking this one a bit personally,” he said with a grimace.
Rob spun, his nostrils flaring, his eyes focused like laser beams. “Damned right, I am!” he snarled. “You know what those guys did to me? And to Vicky?” He shook his head. “It ends.”
Brandon stared at Rob for several long seconds, and then he nodded slowly. “Okay, we’re in, too, I guess.” He glanced around, and saw the other guys nodding their agreement.
**********
The old woman was waiting at the ticket booth; it was nearly closing time for the park, and as he parked the car, Rob gave a sigh of relief. "That was close," he said as he stepped to the ticket window.
The old woman smiled. "Actually, I was going to close about ten minutes ago. But I knew you were running late."
Rob smiled and shook his head. "You and Anya," he muttered. "I can't fool either one of you." He looked up. "So you know what I'm going to do?"
The old woman smiled. "Yes, and I must say I admire your tenacity. Anya warned you that this could get dangerous."
Rob nodded his acknowledgement. "But I've got to do it."
The old woman smiled. "I know. Now, you're going to need a different look. They may be dumb, but even the Alphas would probably get suspicious if you had the same appearance." Rob started; he hadn't considered that angle. The old woman smiled again. "And you can go two ways with this. First, you can go after the rape itself, which may be difficult to prove. Also, if you go that way, you may have to change a few times for testimony to the DA, the indictment, the trial, and so on. It can be done, but it could get messy."
Rob looked crestfallen. "I didn't think of that," he admitted.
The old woman grinned. "I didn't think so. So you can go the other way. Go after this on possession of a controlled substance."
Rob smiled as her words sank home. "The standard of proof is lower..."
"...so getting a conviction, or at least a plea bargain, would be a piece of cake. And the dean couldn't ignore this one." Her tone went deadly serious. "How sure are you about the compound Pete found?"
Rob grimaced. "Pretty sure," he lied. "It's a natural substance, and it should preferentially bind with the date rape drug."
"Should is no guarantee," she said cautiously. "You know that this is going to take a three day pass? With the testimony and police reports and report to the dean?" She saw from Rob's face that he hadn't contemplated being changed this long. She also saw that this new data point hadn't changed his mind. "And you know that there is a possibility that, with the extra time, you could become pregnant — if you’re not careful? If that happens, you'll be stuck like as a woman forever?"
Rob closed his eyes for a brief moment, and a rough shudder coursed up his spine. "I’ll have to get some precautions, then. Okay, let's do it," he answered with grim determination. He reached up and took the card from the old woman.
**********
Rob, going by the name Julie to match his feminine body, looked nervous, even through her smile. Like the previous week, she was in a dynamite body — D-cups, narrow waist, nicely flared hips, tall and lithe, with very blonde and very wavy locks trailing off her shoulders down her back. Full pouty lips, enhanced with her red lipstick, soft brown eyes, perfect complexion accentuated by a light tan — Rob had gone all out for sex appeal. And it didn’t stop with the physique of the body; she wore a clingy red dress, with a scoop neck to emphasize her cleavage and a hem that ended inches above her knees. High-heeled pumps gave back a couple of inches that Rob had lost to her five foot five body.
The effect was plain to see. It seemed that every guy in the club wanted to chat, to get her to dance. Still, she waited, deferring politely but firmly, and she watched. And then one guy came up. A momentary terrified look flickered across Rob’s features, but it passed, leaving a sexy, smiling, happy girl. There was something about this guy; as soon as he approached, the other guys left her alone, as if he had declared the girl to be his property, and had the clout to back his claim. “I’m Julie,” Rob introduced herself shyly, evoking a charming smile from the guy. “Jeff,” he replied easily as he slid into the vacant chair across the table from her.
After a couple of dances, Rob excused herself. Inside the ladies' room, she took a small vial from her purse and, after a reflective pause, gulped the contents. She wrinkled her nose at the bitter taste it left, and for a few moments, she thought it might make her retch. But it stayed down, and after letting the taste fade a bit, she strode back to the table, taking care to paste on her happy carefree smile.
As the evening wore on, Rob danced with Jeff, sat at the table and shared drinks, and chatted. The talking was the worst part for Rob; he intended to give the full impression of an airhead, a friendly sort of girl out for a good time. Rob saw cunning in Jeff’s eyes, and she knew that if Jeff suspected that Rob was playing a game, that he could turn into a dangerous opponent. And so he struggled, fighting his instincts and normal behaviors to remain the ‘ditzy blond’ that Jeff wanted to conquer. And so Rob force herself to talk about the other girls, their clothes, how some looked and acted stuck up, and a myriad of other topics that she thought a girl would talk about. And while it appeared that Jeff was hanging on her every word, Rob realized to her satisfaction that Jeff was merely play-acting, that he really didn’t care what Rob said as long as he could get his chance.
Around midnight, Rob noticed something else. Jeff was starting to act nervous, like something was wrong. Rob had been extremely careful up to that point — never leaving a drink alone, getting a new drink after every trip to the bathroom or dance. Now she realized what she’d inadvertently done. Jeff was nervous because he was missing his chance. She hadn’t given him any opportunity to slip her the drug. And Jeff’s nervousness — was he getting ready to give up on her? Or something worse? Rob gulped and realized she had to give Jeff his chance.
She excused herself with a smile and a slight giggle, and then went to the bathroom, deliberately leaving a half glass of soda on the table. Even though she didn’t really have to pee, she waited in the girl’s room, taking time to freshen her makeup and comb her hair. Finally, she emerged, and after suppressing a shudder of fear, pasted on her dizzy smile and sauntered back to the table.
Jeff’s demeanor was changed. The nervousness was gone. In its place was the look of a hunter, a predator. He smiled, trying to look pleasant, as Rob tilted her glass to take a drink. But Rob saw through his smile — he was now dangerous to her.
Within a few minutes, Rob let herself be helped from the chair and guided out of the club. She stumbled a bit, leaning heavily on Jeff’s arm as he led her to the parking lot.
As if on cue, a van screeched to a halt beside them. The door slid open, and four rough hands grasped her and pulled her inside. Jeff quickly clambered in, and the door slid to a close even as the van lurched and accelerated quickly from the club.
**********
Across the parking lot, four guys sat quietly in a dark car, one of them wearing a headphone and listening with visible concentration.
“Anything?”
Chuck shook his head, scowling. “No. No signal from Rob. But something is interfering with the signal; it’s kind of jumbled.”
In the front seat, Bert scanned a monitor. “Signal strength is okay. Same direction, same distance.” He looked up. “Rob’s still inside the club.”
Brandon felt like smacking the steering wheel. “Damn. What’s taking him so long?”
**********
Rob let herself be led inside the cheap motel room. She let her lead loll around a bit, taking in her surroundings surreptitiously, trying to hide just how alert she was from the guys. The motel was at best a one-star affair, one story and with peeling paint, a gaudy neon sign with half the tubes burned out, the other half flashing alternately as they tried to call attention to this tiny establishment, tucked as it was off a side road of the not-very-busy business loop freeway. Progress had long since bypassed this part of town, and the fact that this motel hung on was a tribute to its ability to adapt by renting rooms hourly, satisfying the demand of the merchants of flesh operating in the area.
Even as one guy closed the door and flipped on the light, Rob felt rough hands groping her chest, feeling up her curvy boobs. Again, her head flopped, and she counted eight guys. Already, they guys were roughly stripping her, ungently removing her dress. Hands clasped at her thighs, tugging at her panties, rubbing her coarsely in her crotch. She allowed her mind to grasp all these facts, to mentally observe as the guys unzipped her dress and tore her bra off, freeing her boobs. In a strange detached manner, Rob noted as the guys pressed her to the bed and then fought briefly among themselves. As she expected, Jeff, the hunter, took her first, mounting her roughly, pumping almost violently as he took care of his own passion first and last, caring not one whit for her body. To these guys, Rob realized, she was just a cunt, an object to be sexually taken.
As the third guy mounted her, Rob felt fingers tugging in her hair, twisting her head. She allowed herself to be manipulated without fighting, but she couldn’t stop the whimper of shock as a large erect dick was shoved in her face, toward her mouth.
“What the hell?” The guy’s voice was concerned, expressing a sudden concern which shoved aside his carnal needs.
Rob let her head roll, and saw from the corner of her eye. His dick still pointing toward her, the guy scowled down at her, concern etched on his face. And then, without warning, he slapped her hard.
Rob screamed, reaching instinctively for the stinging cheek, and even as she cried, she knew what she’d done. The guys knew. They couldn’t help but know. She wasn’t drugged.
The guys leaped back as if stung. Except for the one currently screwing her, all the guys huddled, staring warily at her. Rob couldn’t make out everything, but some words came across. “Didn’t it take?” “Did she get it?” The voices lowered. “What do we do now?” Mumbling took over, and Rob knew the guys were discussing her fate, her future. She was no longer an innocent victim; she was a real threat.
Rob felt a real shudder of terror; in this body, she was small and weak, unable to fight if these guys decided to get rough. And based on what they’d done so far, she realized with a chill that these guys might be capable of anything — including disposing of an inconvenient witness.
Hundreds of images, none of them particularly pleasant, raced through Rob’s mind, adding to her terror. She was nothing to these guys, and if she didn’t think of something fast ....
Rob turned, and reaching up with her arms, she encircled the neck of the guy currently on her. She pulled him down even as she lifted her head, her lips parted in a sexy pant. Roughly, she kissed him, her instinct for survival forcing aside any thoughts she might have had about the propriety of what she was doing. As she kissed him passionately, she began to pump her hips, accepting his thrusts and matching them.
After he came, and disengaged himself, she propped herself on the bed, licking her lips in a sexy gesture, wiggling with mock passion. “Like, don’t tell me you guys are all done?” she asked in as sexy a voice as she could muster. She ran her fingers through her hair, pushing aside the tangle from her face. And her fright increased to a bone-chilling terror. Her fingers brushing across her ear delivered potentially fatal news. Her earring was missing. The bug, the tiny electronic listening device, her lifeline to the guys, was missing. It was gone, absent from her ear lobe.
She glanced back, and saw the panic of the guys starting to abate. She spread her legs, knowing with sickening certainty that her ability to act like a sex-starved bimbo was her only hope of living. “I need it, like, really bad,” she pouted. “I really, really want it ...”
One guy took her up on her invitation. In seconds, she was being screwed yet again, pumped, used as a sex toy by the eight horny Alphas. And as she accepted him, another knelt by her face. Rob’s mind cried in shame as she let the erect dick slip between her lips.
**********
“I don’t like it,” Brandon finally said, punctuating the silence of the car. The parking lot was nearly empty, and still the signal showed that Rob was inside the club. “I’m going in.” Before any of the guys could stop him, he lurched from the car and stalked toward the doors.
It was late enough that Brandon didn’t have to pay a cover charge. He stormed into the main club, where the bright lights and loud music momentarily stunned him. As he stood, his eyes searching the remaining guests, he felt someone brush his side. He turned, and was relieved to see Bert with his small electronics box.
Both guys turned back to the crowd, searching and scanning the faces. “I don’t see her,” Bert yelled over the music.
“Me neither,” Brandon shouted. “Maybe in the bathroom?”
Bert glanced at his box, and examined the indicators. “Nope. She’s over there.” He pointed to a row of booths, mostly empty by now.
The two nerds walked directly across the dance floor, dodging around the few remaining dancers. Bert stopped at an empty booth. He waved around his box, searching for the strongest signal, trying to locate the strongest source. Then he bent forward, and after a quick prod in the cushions, he pulled an earring and held it up for Brandon to see.
“Shit!” Brandon cursed aloud, echoing the sinking feeling he knew Bert had.
**********
Rob let herself be led out of the motel. She was stiff and sore; these guys had done her over and over, vaginally, orally, and anally. As she climbed into the van, she forced a smile to her face. “Like, thanks for the great time,” she said, trying hard to sound like she was both satisfied and ditzy. A couple of the guys grinned at her, while Jeff and another of the Alphas glanced at her, then at each other, their faces etched with worry.
She knew she wasn’t out of the woods yet. These guys could still change their minds. “Are we, like, going back to the house to party some more?” she asked, trying to sound eager for more sex.
Jeff’s eyes narrowed, ignoring her distraction of rubbing his crotch. “How do you know ... uh, what makes you think we’re Alphas?”
Rob giggled. “Silly! Like every girl knows the Alphas.” She rubbed Jeff’s crotch more insistently. “And most girls want to, like, get to know you better,” she added, cooing. “Like me.” Her voice was dripping with what Rob hoped was sex appeal. “Except for those stuck up bitches in the Eta sorority.” Trembling, she knew she had to complete her role. Without the bug, there was no way the guys could find her, and thus no way to make any kind of drug charge stick. It was a whole new game, and it all rested on her now.
“Bitches,” one of the guys snarled, echoing Rob’s view of the Etas.
“Like, I’d like to see those cunts get what I just got,” she cooed. “I’d love to see them try to, like call me a whore after getting screwed all night!”
The guys perked up visibly, and Rob knew she’d struck a nerve. Now the question was — did these guys want to prove something by conquering the Etas, or were they going to defend the sorority. “There’s an idea,” Jeff sneered. He reached down and unzipped his pants, freeing his member, and then he placed Rob’s hand directly on it.
Rob giggled as she began to stroke Jeff’s manhood. “I wish I could, like get my hands on some Roofies or Special K,” she said absently as she rubbed Jeff. “It’d be, like so easy to slip it to them.” She giggled again, and then started to lean toward Jeff’s crotch. Do or die time. Either they’d take the bait, or they wouldn’t.
Jeff caught her head as she was about to start sucking him. “Could you really get something to them?” He sounded eager.
Rob felt his heart steady. He was taking the bait. She glanced up and giggled. “Sure. I mean, like my cousin is a member, it would be so easy to get in. I mean, like she asks me to help them set up for their parties and stuff all the time.” Rob feigned a scowl. “I think she likes bossing me around, you know. Like she’s so much better than I am!” Rob giggled again. “And it wouldn’t even matter if I was there. Like, that stuff doesn’t work on me, you know.”
Jeff grinned a vicious, evil grin, and then he pushed Rob’s head back into his lap. As she took Jeff’s member in her mouth, he laughed. “Guys, I’m getting a plan.”
**********
Rob glanced over her shoulder, trying to look casual, and slipped into the dressing room. Even before she could hang the dress on the hook, she collapsed on the bench, every muscle in her body trembling with fear. Sobs wracked her body, shaking her to her very soul, as she convulsed, as if her body were desperately trying to shake off the terror of the past twelve hours. Her mind whirled in a jumble of images, some real, some imagined, as she contemplated what she’d done, and how very real was the danger she’d put herself in.
After nearly half an hour, an attendant knocked on the door. Rob wiped her eyes, and with a final shudder, she pulled herself to her feet. She assured the sales clerk that she was fine, and then she remembered what she was there for. She carefully put on the dress and walked slowly, carefully out to the mirrors. She whirled and turned, eyeing the fit of the dress carefully. Or so it seemed. The mirror gave her a perfect means to check. She knew, she’d seen, that after the Alphas had dropped her off at the mall, one of them followed her. Perhaps they didn’t trust her completely. Or perhaps it was a coincidence. In either case, Rob wasn’t about to take any chances. She ducked into the first shop she found, and made a show of examining the dresses, searching for outfits, oohing and ahhhing over the fabric or the style or the color. Finally, she collected a dress and ducked into the changing room.
And now, the mirror showed that the coast was clear. The guy was gone. Whether coincidence or not, she felt a final shiver of relief. Then she borrowed the store’s phone — persuading the clerk by buying a dress. She called the house, and after a very brief and cryptic conversation, she hung up, smiled at the clerk, and rummaged in her purse.
Her purse! What a mess they’d made. Rob shuddered yet again. These guys — they weren’t stupid. Not at all. And that made them doubly dangerous. While she’d been occupied pleasuring some of them, Jeff had thoroughly and methodically searched her purse, tearing through it. Rob knew what Jeff was doing — he was searching for bugs or wires. Her sole remaining earring and her tube of lipstick had been smashed. Jeff had clumsily claimed it was an accident, that they’d spilled her purse and in a scramble to gather her stuff, they’d stepped on a couple of things. His apology was as transparent as his soul was black.
**********
Rob strode confidently into the food court, and after buying a salad, she scanned the crowd. The guys stood out, easily recognizable, and she walked over, easing herself into a chair as she set down her salad.
The look on Brandon’s face said it all. “What the hell happened?”
Rob felt his knees turn to jelly. “I ... lost my earring,” he began. “And then they took me to a motel.”
Brandon’s eyes narrowed. “Are you okay?”
Rob felt herself trembling again. “It’s a long story.” She looked down and stabbed some of her salad. “They found out the drug didn’t work.”
Bert blanched, as did Brandon. They stared at Rob, speechless. “So all that was for ... nothing?”
Rob ate a few bites in silence, chewing to hide her anger and fear. Finally she looked up, a grim determination on her features. “No. It can’t be. It’s got to stop.” She glanced around the table, to Bert, to Brandon, and to Chuck.
Chuck finally nodded his understanding. Rob had been humiliated by those guys. Twice. It was personal to him now. “Okay, so how do we stop them?”
Rob glanced around the food court, and then leaned forward. “I think I got them convinced to try the Eta house. Here’s the plan.”
**********
Perhaps the Alphas were nervous about using the Coconut Club twice in a row, or perhaps they didn’t fully trust Rob. In either case, when Rob showed up at the Coconut Club, she was given a message to go to the Beach House.
Before she got to the door, Jeff intercepted Rob. Again, the van materialized, and she was hustled inside.
“Hi,” she said cheerfully, sounding all too pleased to see them. She glanced around, and saw the expressions. The guys were wary of her, and it showed. “Damn, like I thought we were going to have some fun, not go to a morgue!” she complained.
“We got to blindfold her, man,” the driver reminded Jeff.
Jeff glanced at him, and then he nodded. Rob felt a stab of fear as the guys slipped a blindfold over her eyes, shutting out the light — and her awareness of what was happening. She fought the impending sense of terror, and tried to sound innocent and dingy. “Okay, but like I can think of a lot more fun ways to distract me.” She leaned toward where she thought Jeff was, trying to rub her body against his. Inwardly, she felt wave after wave of panic crash against her. Had they found out? Did they suspect something? Were these their normal precautions, or were they going to dispose of her?
“Sorry,” Jeff said, sounding disappointed. “Our contact has some rather strict rules.”
The van ride was long, and judging from the way the van lurched around corners, it was tortuously convoluted. If the guys were trying to spot a tail or shake off pursuers, they couldn’t have done a better job. Again, Rob was reminded of how dangerous these guys were — and what she’d gotten herself into.
**********
The knocking was clearly a code, and a primitive one at that, Rob realized. But it was answered, and then she was shoved through the door. As the door slammed shut, she felt someone fumbling at her head, and then dim light stabbed her eyes. She rubbed them, and then looked around cautiously.
The house was fit only for condemnation and destruction. Cracked plaster hung from the walls, leaving ugly gaping holes. The paint was long-since faded, and the floor was in as bad, or worse, shape than the walls and ceiling. A single dim bulb glared nakedly from a tiny fixture in the ceiling, shedding barely enough light to reach the corners of the room.
And the smell! A horrible, sickly chemical smell permeated the air, like a chemistry lab without ventilation. Rob felt her stomach convulse, and she fought the instinct to retch at the awful smell.
Through a small door lay the kitchen, only partially visible to Rob. A table, low and as decrepit as the rest of the house, squatted in view, its top covered with tubing and flasks and jars. A burner, connected by a tube to a gas supply elsewhere, flamed away, boiling a foul black mixture in one flask, cooking who-knows-what kind of drug. Rob suppressed her shiver. This was far deeper than she’d intended to get. This wasn’t distribution or possession. She was in the supply part of the drug chain. And she’d heard all the tales about how ruthless the drug business was.
“So this is the bimbo you told me about, huh?” Rob snapped her attention back to the room, and spied a large thuggish man staring at her. He wore a tank top, proudly displaying his powerful arms and the garish tattoos. His head was bald, shaven clean, which made a powerful contrast to his reddish-brown mustache and goatee. His sneer, an intimidating, angry expression, revealed one gold crown, and a jagged scar on his left cheek attested to a brutality that exceeded what Rob had imagined.
Jeff stepped forward, almost meekly. Even he was intimidated by the brute before them. “She’s going to help us with a big party...”
“I don’t give a shit!” the brute snarled. “She clean?”
Jeff glanced at Rob, then nodded. “We checked her out. She’s clean.”
“How much?” The thug’s question was directed at Jeff, even though he was sneering lustfully at Rob.
“Uh, thirty-five or forty drinks?” He, too, was glancing at Rob, but he was trying to get information about how much to buy.
Rob trembled inwardly; outwardly, she screwed up her face as if trying hard to think. “Uh, yeah. About that.”
Jeff smiled at her, and then turned to the dealer. “Let’s go for fifty. Just to be sure.”
The dealer nodded slowly, then he bit his lower lip. Finally, after a few moments of thought, he grinned wickedly. “Four hundred bucks.”
Jeff’s jaw dropped. “Four hundred?”
The guy shrugged. “Take it or leave it.” Then he glanced at Rob and grinned again. “Or two hundred and the girl.”
Terror gripped Rob. Now she was being treated like disposable property. That’s all she was to the thug - an object to be traded in a drug deal. She reflexively backed up a half step, and bumped into one of the Alphas. Sheer terror was etched on her features.
Jeff glanced at her, and then he looked back at the dealer. “She’s not for sale. She’s mine.” He glanced at Rob, and the lust in his eyes was plain to see. “Besides, without her, we can’t do the job.”
The dealer scowled. He glanced at Rob once more, and she could see just how much he desired her. Then he frowned at Jeff. “Okay, three fifty.”
Rob watched in shocked disbelief as Jeff pulled out several large bills and handed them to the thug. In response, he stalked into the kitchen, his lab, and returned with a vial of crudely pressed tablets, his drug supply.
“Appreciate it,” Jeff said, trying to sound nonchalant, as the group turned to the door.
“Thanks for the business.” But then the thug snarled. “Next time, come alone.”
Rob could see the tremble in Jeff; despite all his bravado and air of dominance, he was as scared of the dealer as Rob was.
As they got into the van, Rob started to vent a sigh of relief. Only a little more to go. Then it would all be over.
**********
Rob sat on the hard bench, staring morosely at the cell bars. Beside her, a hooker sat, patiently examining her nails and snapping her bubble gum as she waited for her pimp to make her bail. Rob took a deep breath, and tried to sort out all the details. It had happened so fast.
As the van pulled away from the dealer’s house, they were suddenly surrounded by police cars. Even as they were forcibly dragged from the van and spread against the cars, more cars and a SWAT van swooped into the neighborhood. With practiced precision, the cops leaped from their vehicles and crouched behind them, their weapons ready. A few cops vanished, obviously taking sniper positions, while the rest of the SWAT team prepared. Then with a sudden rush, they smashed through the door into the drug dealer’s house.
From within the house, gunshots rang out. Two, three, then a burst of automatic fire. And within seconds, the drug dealer was stretched on the driveway, blood seeping from wounds in his leg as they waited for the ambulance. A cop had been hit, and in the aftermath, he and his buddies poked and pried at the bulletproof vest that had saved his life. Drug-sniffing dogs pored over the house, and crime-scene yellow tape quickly cordoned off the house.
The detectives had been thorough, and professional. Rob’s statement was taken, and then they put her in the cell. Even now, reflecting on the events in slow motion, Rob was amazed at how quickly the entire bust had gone down.
And now she sat, waiting while the detectives checked her story. It was Rob’s plan that had enabled them to break up a major drug ring; the guy was a major supplier of methamphetamines and a host of other drugs. But she was a suspect. Then a new worry came to Rob. Sometime around midnight, the Bikini Beach magic was going to wear off. And then she’d be Rob, a guy in the women’s cell at the jail. And that was going to take some serious explaining.
**********
The clinking of the keys stirred Rob from her deep funk. She turned, and saw the door open and the policewoman gesturing to her. “Come on. A friend is arranging your bail.”
Rob frowned; the guys didn’t know she was down here. Did they? And surely her bail was going to be enormous — given the seriousness of the drug charges. Still, there was little to do. She slowly rose and followed the policewoman.
Inside the captain’s office, the old woman was sitting, chatting pleasantly with the captain. The policewoman gestured at a chair, and then closed the door behind her as she left.
“Are you okay?” the old woman asked Rob, her demeanor changing instantly to reflect her concern for Rob’s well-being.
Rob shivered involuntarily. “I’m scared,” she admitted.
“I imagine you are, dear,” the old woman said warmly.
The captain watched the exchange with a neutral expression. “Okay, now that the greetings are over, would you mind explaining this rather...strange request?”
The old woman smiled. “Look, Al, you got your guys. You got one of the biggest rings in the area. This little girl didn’t do anything wrong — except maybe to not include you in her plans at the start.”
The captain frowned. “But...I can’t just let her go,” he protested.
The old woman smiled again. “Al, you know how I work. She was caught up trying to stop a fraternity using a date rape drug. It went way beyond that. You got your drug dealer. I got the girl back safely. Let’s leave it at that, okay?”
The captain shook his head. “According to one of the guys, she’s an accomplice.”
The old woman sighed sadly. “Look, if it weren’t for her — and her friends — you’d still have a dealer out there. With her help, you’ve got an air-tight case. And not just against some college punks for possession, but against their supplier!” She sighed again. “Look, Al, in a few hours, their supposed accomplice isn’t going to exist.”
The police captain paused visibly, and then he turned to Rob. He stared at her, and she realized he knew. She dropped her head, suddenly ashamed that she was a guy who’d been changed to a girl. He turned back to the old woman. “Okay,” he finally said, gruffly. “You can go.”
The old woman stood, and took Rob’s arm, helping her to her feet. “Thanks, Al,” the old woman said pleasantly. She started toward the door with Rob. From the open door, she glanced over her shoulder. “I owe you one.”
The police captain scowled. “Damned right, you do.”
**********
Rob lay on her bed, her blanket tucked tightly under her chin. Though it was late, and the lights were out, her eyes were wide open. She trembled slightly, nervously, as the implications of what she had done came back with a rush, a flood of terrifying possibilities that Rob had been able to bury under his obsession with vengeance. Well, now the vengeance part was over, and the horrifying possibilities hit him like a thunderclap.
“You okay, Rob?” Brandon, from his bunk.
Rob sighed. “Yeah.” Then she started shaking badly. Tears started flowing, torrents of liquid pouring from her eyes. She sobbed, shaking with fear, unable to control herself any longer.
Brandon leaped from his bunk, and sat down beside Rob. Instinctively, he pulled her head onto his shoulder. For a long time, Rob cried, thinking nothing odd of crying on his best friend’s shoulder. The fact that Rob was really a guy, temporarily in a girl’s body, was irrelevant to the friends. Finally, Rob’s body stopped convulsing. She sat back from Brandon, wiping tears from her eyes.
“I’m scared,” Rob finally said. “I got...I could be...” She couldn’t finish her sentence, so horrible was the thought. And she didn’t have to. Brandon knew, and he understood. Rob had been multiply raped, forced to perform countless acts of sex. And now she could easily be pregnant. She’d gotten only one dose of birth control before the weekend spun out of control and took away his planned access to the pills. The old woman had warned Rob, and now she had to wait those last painful moments. She _hoped_ that the one pill was enough. In a few minutes, the spell would wear off, and Rob’s fears would be laid to rest. Or a whole new nightmare would begin.
The two sat silently. Words weren’t necessary. Finally, Brandon spoke, his words soft and hopeful. “I think it’s happening.”
The magical transformation, so often a source of wonder and fun for the guys, was now Rob’s lifeline. And as the magic began to unweave, the spell expired and broken, Rob’s body began to shift.
Within a minute or two, it was over. Rob was back to being Rob. The male Rob. His nightmare had passed.
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Rob glanced around awkwardly. The note he’d gotten was cryptic — meet me at the burger shop. No signature, no hint of the author. And so, curious, he went, but not without a little nervousness. The events of the past four days had rattled him thoroughly, scaring him more than he’d ever though possible. Last night, he’d awakened in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, his pajamas drenched in perspiration. The nightmare. His dream crossed that confusing line where it's hard to tell what's a dream and what's real, where the dream contained a dream, layer upon layer of illusions within the mind. In his dream, he was sleeping and dreaming about changing back. He dreamed that he'd awakened to find that he hadn't changed back — that the change was an illusion, and that he was stuck as the girl — and pregnant - and servicing a long line of Alphas. When he finally broke out of the complex web of dreams within dreams, he was thoroughly confused and frightened. It took him a long time to calm himself to the point he could sleep again.
“Hi.”
Rob snapped back to reality. He’d let his mind wander, and completely missed her approach. “Oh, hi. I was...uh...daydreaming.”
Vicky smiled as she eased herself into the empty chair. “Right,” she said, sounding a bit skeptical.
“You wrote the note?” Rob asked warily.
Vicky nodded, and then frowned. “You sound like you were expecting someone else.”
Rob trembled, and he knew that Vicky had seen it. “No. It’s just, well, with everything that happened, I’m just a bit nervous. Scared, actually.”
Vicky smiled. “I can understand that. You heard the news? The Alphas are on suspension, and some of their members were arrested on drug possession charges. Date rape drug.”
Rob felt another shiver, and then he nodded. “Yeah, I heard. Even the dean couldn’t protect them this time.”
Vicky reached out and gently touched Rob’s hand. “I just wanted to say thank you.” Rob’s eyes narrowed, and his mouth started to open in protest. Vicky placed her finger across his lips. “Melanie told me what you did, so don’t try to act like you don’t know what I’m talking about.”
Rob dropped his gaze, his face reddening with embarrassment. “I ....”
Vicky cut him off. “I know what you went through. It had to be worse for you. I wasn’t really conscious like you were.” She waited for Rob to glance at her again. “Why?” she asked simply.
Rob took a deep breath. “I don’t know,” he mumbled. “I couldn’t let those guys get away with what they were doing.”
Vicky waited. “Is that the only reason?”
Rob caught her eye, and then dropped his gaze yet again. “No. I think ... well ... I think you stole a piece of my heart. I couldn’t stand the thought of them doing something to you and getting away with it.”
Vicky’s eyes fell, and tears started to form in the corners. “Rob ...” she started to protest.
Rob saw her reaction, and his heart fell. It had taken everything for him to admit that he was smitten with her. And now .... His face fell, his hopes shattered.
Vicky looked up, seeing the pained expression. “No, Rob. Please. You’re so sweet, and so caring.” She waited until he looked at her again. “It’s just that ... I don’t deserve ...." She dropped her gaze.
Rob could see that her body was shaking; she was either very nervous, or crying. He reached out his hand, resting it on hers, trying to reassure her.
Vicky's head snapped up, and Rob's suspicion about tears was confirmed. She snatched her hand from under Rob's, and then started to rise hastily, awkwardly. "I'm sorry," she muttered, averting her gaze from him, as if she were afraid to look in his eyes.
Rob slowly retracted his hand, stunned and embarrassed. His mouth opened to speak, but words wouldn't come out. He sat in awkward silence as Vicky scrambled from the table, her pace quickening as she bolted for the door.
Rob sighed heavily, his heart weighing a ton or more. It had taken all his courage to tell Vicky how he felt. And this was his reward — she ran away. He'd frightened her. He dropped his head, catching it in his hand, his elbow propped on the table. He felt his eyes stinging, echoing the pain in his heart.
Rob felt a hand lightly touching his shoulder, startling him. He glanced up, wondering who might have been able to sneak up on him like this. His fear-filled eyes softened when he recognized Anya.
"Hi, Rob," she said simply.
"Hi," Rob answered, sounding as dejected as he felt. His head drooped again, weighed down by his sadness.
Anya slid into the seat Vicky had just vacated. "I know that was hard," she said softly.
Rob looked up, then back down. It just didn't seem right for Anya to see the tears trickling from his eyes. "I don't understand," he said softly.
Anya clasped his hand. "Hey, listen up Rob." She waited for him to look up at her. "You're a very special guy. Not many guys would do what you did for Vicky."
Rob lowered his eyes. "So why is it that whenever I'm nice and sweet, the girls always leave me? Why is it that I always end up alone and hurt?" Rob knew he could confide in Anya; she was the kind of girl that made a wonderful friend.
Anya smiled sadly. "Some girls never learn. You treat them nice, special, and they go for the guys who dump all over them. And you wonder if you shouldn't start being nasty, too. Right?"
Rob's jaw dropped; she'd read him like a book. A spark of wisdom lit Anya's eyes. "Somewhere out there is a girl who will appreciate you for you, who will be tickled by being treated like a queen, and who won't take advantage of you. She's out there. The hard part is being patient enough to wait for her."
Rob stared into her eyes for a long time, absorbing what she'd said. He dropped his gaze again. "It's so hard. I thought Vicky ... I guess I hoped she'd appreciate me."
Anya waited for Rob to look up again. "I know how you feel about her. But right now, she's hurting inside. More than you can possibly imagine."
Rob nodded. "The rape..."
Anya shook her head. "It's more than the rape. Much more."
Rob looked bewildered. "What?"
Anya dropped her eyes. "I can't tell you," she answered softly. "If she wants you to know, it's her place to tell you." She watched the sadness creep into Rob's eyes. "All I can say is that you scare her right now." She watched Rob's reaction, the sudden shock. "Yes, you scare her. Because I don't think she knows how to deal with her feelings."
Rob shook his head, fighting back tears of frustration. "So what can I do? Leave her alone? Forget her? Try to find somebody else?" He shook his head more emphatically. "I don't want to find someone else. I ... I fell in love with her."
Slowly, Anya nodded her agreement. She knew — she could feel Rob's emotions. "Give her time. Give her space so she doesn't feel crowded. And most of all, be a friend."
FIN
All fraternities sponsor a candidate for the annual Holiday Queen ball. But the Nerds are having a problem finding a girl to sponsor. That is, until one of them suggests using the magic of Bikini Beach.
(This tale is largely based on Revenge of the Nerds, and is set in the Bikini Beach universe. The characters were initially defined in my earlier tale "Bikini Beach: The Nerds — Revenge")
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The flier couldn't have been less inconspicuous; brightly colored and large, it dominated the bulletin board in the student union, attracting attention as it had been designed to do. Robert eased past the sorority girls clustered in front of the board, ignoring their disdainful snorts and comments, and took a closer look at the flier.
To Robert, it looked like a good idea; as a southern city, there wouldn't be any snow to deal with, but sun and fun. The flier further detailed the events. The student union board sponsored the games and food — all seemed to have tropical themes, including the pig roast luau — and it was free. Then Robert read the last lines and his heart sank. The event included the annual Holiday Queen pageant, where the fraternities sponsored the entrants. Even as he stepped away from the bulletin board, Robert knew that the Nu Rho Delta fraternity, his fraternity and the newest on campus, was going to have to sponsor a girl.
As Robert walked back to his room, he felt the pall of his social status darkening what should have been anticipation of a fun event. By the time he got to the old gym, the new fraternity house of the NRDs, he was almost depressed. He shuffled through the lobby, ignoring the construction workers rehabilitating the old gym into his frat's house. He tossed his books on his desk and slouched into a chair.
Bert heard the crash of the books and lifted his head from his pillow. He rolled and stared down from the top bunk, searching for the source of the interruption to his nap. "Oh, it's you," he said through a yawn as he spotted Robert. "I say, you look a bit down." Bert's British accent was unmistakable; he was the only member of the fraternity from the UK.
Robert glanced up, and then slumped back in his chair, his eyes fixed on nothing in particular. "Yeah, I guess." He sounded completely without enthusiasm.
Bert twisted and leaped from the third bunk. Originally, their room was part of a makeshift dorm in the old gymnasium. But since the fraternity had been started, rooms had emptied; after all, not everyone wanted to be part of a nerd fraternity. It was no longer necessary to have triple bunks; in fact, some of the guys had single rooms. But Bert had bonded with his two roommates, and after a quick council, they had decided to remain in one room.
The Brit yanked open the refrigerator and pulled out a couple of cans of Coke. One he handed to Robert; the other, he opened as he sat down. "So," he said after a long swig of cola, "what's the problem this time? The Dean trying to get us again?"
Robert glanced up, then shook his head. He popped open his own can and took a long swig. "No. I think he's laying off us for a while. I think we make him nervous."
Bert tilted back his head and laughed heartily. "I can understand why." That the Nerds had used the magic of Bikini Beach to effectively blackmail the dean into accepting their application as a fraternity was a very closely guarded secret. Though they didn't know precisely why the dean disliked them so much, they knew not to trust the man.
"Holiday Luau," Robert answered Bert's original question. He took another sip of his pop.
Bert frowned. "What exactly is a 'Holiday Luau'?" he asked. "It sounds like some type of celebration."
"It's a great big party," a voice answered from the door. Both boys' heads nearly snapped as they spun to see who had come into their room. It was Brandon, the third roommate and Robert's lifelong best friend. Brandon's eyes were aglow with excitement. "It's a big Hawaiian style party, with games and contests. Most girls dress in bikinis and grass skirts." He sat down on the modest sofa. "Oh, and there's a big pig roast, too!" Brandon's eyes lit up. "It's going to be great! There's even a beauty pageant."
Bert shifted his glance between Robert and Brandon. The contrast between the way these two were taking the same news couldn't have been more striking. He looked at Robert. "So what's the problem?"
Robert shook his head. "The problem is that we, as a fraternity, have to sponsor a girl as an entrant in the pageant."
Brandon didn't seem to really comprehend Robert's concern. "So we find a girl to sponsor. No big deal, right?" He hadn't lost any of his enthusiasm.
Robert shook his head, and he saw Brandon's face fall. "So, we're nerds," he said bitterly. "How are we going to find a girl to sponsor?"
**********
Brandon and Chuck sat at the table, facing an array of sofas and chairs pulled around them in the 'lounge' area. In reality, the lounge was just another section of the basketball court, but devoid of the temporary partitions which constituted the rooms. Little light filtered in through the large windows on one wall; it was late, and there was no sunlight. The dim light came from the few remaining bulbs in the ceiling fixtures, diminished in number to save the college electricity costs, and a couple of floor lamps flanking the table. The table itself, in an ironic twist to the nerds' interests and lack of sporting skills, was situated on the free throw line of the court, the faded paint lines still visibly marking the original purpose of the facility. Even more ironically, laptop computers and smart-phones were prolific in the room, including a laptop on the table, obviously for organizational purposes.
Brandon pressed a key on the laptop, and then banged a gavel, formally initiating the procedures and silencing the murmurs of the membership. "This meeting is officially called to order." Okay, I'd like a motion to dispense with the formalities and get right to the business at hand." Six voices immediately called out, "so moved," while the matching hands shot in the air. "Second," rang out almost immediately afterward. And in keeping with their normal and quite informal way of conducting business, the membership shouted out their "Aye," votes without waiting for Brandon to call for them.
Brandon tapped his gavel again. He glanced at a screen and pressed a couple of buttons. This part always screwed up the voice recognition system they used for minutes, and as usual, he had to clear the jumble. A couple of deft keystrokes replaced that which the software couldn't recognize with their standard 'start of meeting and dispense with formalities' template. "Okay guys," Brandon began, "I checked and we are supposed to sponsor a girl for the pageant." He glanced at Robert, who looked glum. "This shouldn't be a problem. Being the Holiday Queen is a social goal for all the sorority girls; they should be anxious to be sponsored." He picked up his tablet computer and tapped it a few times. "I've compiled a list of sororities and other women's organizations, like the Society of Women Engineers." He glanced over the list. "Everyone has an assignment to contact the girls. We'll have interviews here next week. Okay?" With little additional to-do, the meeting broke up.
**********
"I don't understand it," Brandon said again, sitting at the table in the lounge and glancing around the room. None were present apart from the nerds sprawled in their sofas and chairs, and this fact seemed to be Brandon's concern. He glanced at Chuck. "You made all your calls, right?"
Chuck nodded. "Even the Tri-Delts." He shook his head forlornly. "Looks like even the triple-nipples are no-shows."
Brandon shook his head again. "I don't get it. This is the social highlight for the women. They should be here for the auditions." He glanced at Robert. "You got the ad in the student paper, right?" He didn't wait for Robert's answer; they'd all seen the advertisement for their interviews for a Nu Rho Delta sponsored entrant. Brandon glanced at another member. The nerds had taken a considerable amount of ribbing about the ad; none of the other student organizations had advertised for candidates, let alone posted an ad with the 'nerdy' criteria for their candidate — including GPA. "And we all saw the fliers, right?" He shook his head, a genuinely perplexed look on his face. "I just don't get it."
The sound of the doors creaking open brought a ray of hope to Brandon's face; all heads spun toward the doors. Then the hopeful countenances fell as they recognized the newcomer. "Hey, Greg," Brandon said unenthusiastically.
Greg, the newest member of the NRDs, slid easily into a vacant chair. "Hey, guys. Sorry I'm late." He glanced around. "So did you already pick one?"
Bert shook his head. "Not exactly. No one showed up."
Greg's face fell. "So what are we going to do?" He glanced at Arnold. "You talked to some of the independent girls, didn't you?"
Arnold finished the swig of soda and let out a small but vocal belch. "Yup." He shook his head. "Only a few told me no, but the rest didn't sound too enthusiastic." He winced visibly. "And some of the no's were quite explicit."
All the guys flinched at Arnold's words; as lifelong nerds, they'd all experienced the stinging rebuke of uninterested girls. As such, they sympathized with his pain.
Greg sighed. "And the sororities are off limits, too." His words caused a stir, a wave of disbelief coursing around the room. He nodded for emphasis. "Vicky, down at the park, told me that the sororities have basically dictated that their members can't be sponsored by us. Except for the triple nipples." He glanced hopefully at Brandon and Chuck. They were shaking their heads, letting Greg know that the Tri-Delta girls had turned them down, too. This was stunningly bad news; the Tri-Deltas, better known as the triple nipples, were the most outgoing bunch of girls on the campus. They had even dated nerds, as long as they got some sex out of the deal. If the Tri Deltas had turned down the guys, there was no way in hell they were going to get a girl to sponsor.
Fred, the youngest of the group, suddenly perked up, his eyes illuminated with an idea. "What about your girlfriend, Greg? Anya? Why can't we sponsor her?"
A buzz filled the room; it was the first truly hopeful thought of the evening. The hope lasted but a few seconds; as the guys murmured about the possibility, Robert had been furiously tapping his own tablet computer. Using the wireless connection to the campus intranet, he retrieved some information. "Uh," he cleared his throat, silencing the guys instantly, "no good. She's not a student."
This was but a minor setback as far as Brandon was concerned. "No problem. We can enroll her in a continuing ed class. Something in the Business College. I'm sure her grandmother would like that; it would be a plus for the park and for Anya. And if we picked up the cost, it'd be nothing out of her pocket." His enthusiasm had bubbled up anew; his thoughts were spewing forth almost faster than he could speak them. "And if we get her in a night class, something that's once a week, then it shouldn't have any impact on her work at the park." He turned to Greg. "What do you think? Would she go for it?"
Greg leaned back, his eyes staring at a blank wall, clearly fixed in thought. "Hmm," he mumbled. "She might..."
"No joy," Robert interrupted, killing the renewed hope. "The rules specify full-time students only. Anya's not eligible."
Chuck nodded, his expression grim. "How about the other girls at the park? Vicky, or Marta? There are some who work and go to school full time, aren't there?" He was desperately groping for some kind of answer.
Greg sighed. "Vicky — you don't want to ask her. She's got some pretty strong opinions about these kinds of things." He shook his head. "And Belinda, Marta, Holly, and Norma are all in one of the sororities. They wouldn't defy their sorority for anything."
Chuck and Brandon glanced at each other, and then nodded. "Okay, I guess that's it. We don't have a candidate to sponsor." Brandon reached for the gavel, to officially close this depressing meeting.
Before he could bang the gavel down, Fred stood up. "Wait a minute, guys," he interrupted. His eyes were lit with a curious fire, some brainstorm of an idea which he couldn't contain and had to share. "Who says we don't have a girl to sponsor?"
Brandon's eyes narrowed. He swept his arms wide, sweeping the room. "Look around," he said disgustedly. "Do you see any girls?"
Fred's smile broadened. "Not now. But there are plenty of potential girls here." His smile turned into a full-fledged grin.
It took a few seconds for the implications of his words to sink in. "Bikini Beach," Robert muttered, his eyes aglow with hope. He returned to his tablet, fingers flying as he sought more information about the pageant and the surrounding events.
Anticipation returned to the group. And with it came a little dread. Arnold cleared his throat. "So one of us would have to change? For how long?" He voiced the unspoken fear of all.
Brandon shrugged. "A couple of days for the pageant, right?" He glanced at Robert hopefully.
Robert stood, shaking his head. "Not quite. According to the schedule of events, there are events scattered over three weeks, with pretty much full-time events for the last week."
Chuck nodded his understanding. "And given the administration's view of us, you can bet they'd be giving our candidate some thorough scrutiny. So it's probably be three solid weeks."
A nondescript member rose, adjusting his thick glasses that seemed to teeter on the end of his nose. "So whoever changes is going to be a girl for three weeks? What if she wins?" His squeaky voice wavered as he voiced a new fear.
Eyes widened as silence descended over the room. No one had considered that possibility. All heads turned toward Robert, who after a moment of stunned inaction, returned to his computer.
He looked up after a few seconds, biting his lower lip. "Not good, Paul," he answered the wiry member. "Not good."
Paul sat down slowly. "Define 'not good'," he squeaked.
Robert took a breath. "By tradition, the Holiday Queen and her court ride in the New Year's Day parade." He glanced up. "So if she wins..."
Greg nodded with the rest of the gang. "...she's stuck as a girl until after New Year's Day." He winced. "Guys, this is getting complicated. If we're still going to do this, I'd better give Anya a call."
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The meeting was reduced to the executive council — Brandon, Chuck, Bert, Arnold, and Greg — with Anya, all seated around the table. A few guys had drifted into the lounge, driven by deep curiosity, but they obeyed protocol and stayed silent as they listened.
"Okay," Anya nodded as she glanced at the notes she'd taken. "Let's see if I've got this straight. You want a member to be changed into a girl as your representative for the pageant, right? And the change is only temporary?" She frowned. "And you expect the dean to do some thorough scrutiny, so the change has to include a complete background?" She thought a second. "After the change back, you guys want everyone to remember the girl, and that you sponsored her, right?"
Brandon nodded. "No sense doing this if no one remembers."
Anya nodded her agreement. "But you'll have to preserve the memory of whoever changes, too. Otherwise, when he changes back, class records and such will be pretty fouled up." She sat back, biting her lip as she stared into space. "Sheesh, you guys don't ask for much, do you?" She stared for long, agonizing minutes, and the guys could tell that she was in deep concentration. The clock ticked with painful slowness. Finally, she looked at Brandon, a faint smile on her face. "I think I can do it. It's going to be tricky, but I think I can handle it." She gave Greg a sideways glance. "And if I need help, I've got a friend who'd love to work on this one." There was a twinkle in her eye that made Brandon suddenly feel nervous.
Within moments, news had spread from the lounge, and the call to a meeting was a mere formality.
"Good news," Brandon announced as soon as the guys had all been seated. "Anya said she can do it."
Anya gave Brandon a nudge. "So now do you guys draw straws?"
Brandon grinned. "Not quite." He pulled out his smart-phone and stood up, and saw the guys mimic his movement. He glanced at Robert. "All logged on?"
Robert nodded. "All set." He pushed a button, and instantly, a computer somewhere in the building began communicating with all the phones. Random patterns began to flit across the screens as a randomizing program began to run. For several seconds, each guy had his eyes fixed on his phone, watching the screen with dread and anticipation. Finally, the patterns ceased, and a simple word displayed on each PDA. All but one displayed the word 'NO'. The remaining smart-phone displayed 'YES'. Sighs of relief echoed through the lounge. One after another, each guy whose phones said 'NO' sat down. Finally, only one guy was left standing.
Paul glanced at his phone, then back at the head table where Brandon and Anya were sitting. His hand trembled slightly. "Okay," he said, acknowledging his fate with that one simple word.
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Anya was bent over the computer in the Bikini Beach ticket booth, concentrating intently on her task. Outside the booth, the wiry little Paul stood between Greg and Brandon; it wasn't clear if they were present to support him or to keep him from running away. It was early on Friday morning; that afternoon, the entrants in the pageant would be formally introduced. So this was the latest that they could change Paul if he was going to enter.
After several minutes, Anya came out carrying a card. "Let's make sure we have this correct." She was talking to Paul. "Height, five four?" Paul nodded slightly. That was only three inches shorter than Paul's current height. "Weight, one fifteen?" Another nod. "Dark hair?"
Paul looked down and nodded. "I've always liked dark hair," he muttered. In his mind, he thought how nice Anya's brunette hair looked — long and slightly wavy, held back in a ponytail. He wanted hair like that; it was the kind of hair he liked.
Anya's eyes twinkled. "Thanks," she said, as if she'd read his mind. Greg smirked, but Brandon and Paul stood confused. "36, 22, 33, right? And a D-cup?" Paul flushed crimson, and he nodded hesitantly as Anya revealed the data. She looked at Paul. "Anything else?"
Paul thought for a moment. "I can't think of anything."
Anya smiled. "I've got a suggestion, if you don't mind." She waited, but Paul said nothing. "I can make you a touch, um, exotic. Say one quarter Hawaiian?"
Paul thought for a moment. "Okay," he finally said. "I guess." He didn't sound at all enthusiastic. "But what would I look like?"
Anya smiled. "I kind of figured you'd take the suggestion." She unfolded a piece of paper and handed it to Paul.
Paul stared at the photo, or very nearly a photo, of a girl. She was slender and athletic looking, with dark wavy hair framing her face. She looked tanned; on closer look, Paul realized that she had some Island blood in her, and her skin was lightly browned. "Wow!" he exclaimed softly, his eyes locked on the girl in the picture. Finally, he looked up at Anya, confused. "What...?"
Anya smiled. "It's a computer generated image of what you'll look like."
Brandon and Greg peered over Paul's shoulders at the picture. "No way this is CGI," Brandon finally said. "There's no software good enough to do this."
Anya smiled. "Actually, it's magic software. My friend works in a store that sells things like this. She lets me use this. It really helps for a guy to know what he's going to look like after he changes."
Brandon looked at the picture again. "If I didn't know how you work here, I wouldn't believe it." He smiled. "I'd sure love to have a copy of that software."
Anya smiled enigmatically. "Trust me, you wouldn't. Not unless you use magic. Or enjoy being a bimbo." The boys gulped; they knew of the magic in the park, so it wasn't hard for them to imagine that what she said was true.
Anya's smile faded. "There's one problem, though. To keep your memories intact, I can't just give you all the, uh, feminine skills you'll need for the pageant."
"Why not?" Paul said, his eyes furrowed in concern.
Anya sighed. "If I gave you those skills, it would alter your mind. The change would be slight, and very subtle, but it would be changed. To pull all of this off, you have to keep all your memories."
Paul glanced between Brandon and Greg, then back at Anya. This was getting far more complicated than he'd bargained for. "So, what you're saying is that I'll be a klutz? A guy in a girl's body?" He wrinkled his nose in confusion. "That's going to be confusing, isn't it?"
Anya shook her head. "No, I can give you all the lower-level skills, the things that are almost reflexive. You know — walking, going to the bathroom, those things. But higher skills, those that you learn later in life — well, you're going to have to learn those for yourself."
"Skills — like what?" Paul was starting to feel nervous.
Anya tried to avoid an outward sign of concern. "Makeup. Walking gracefully. Things girls start to worry about during puberty."
Paul mulled things over for a quick few seconds. "So how do I learn?"
Anya smiled. "I've already taken care of that. You know Vicky, one of the staff here, don't you? You're going to be her roommate, and in return for helping you learn what you need to know, you'll tutor her."
Brandon got a concerned look. "Tutoring? In what? Women's studies? Nursing?"
Anya scowled, fighting the urge to shake her head. "She happens to be a dual major studying pre-law and electrical engineering," she said through clenched teeth. "You can help with the engineering."
Brandon cringed. "I guess I deserved that." He glanced at Paul.
Paul shrugged. "Okay, I guess that'll work."
Anya smiled. "Well, then let's get started." She gestured toward the entrance gate.
Paul started to walk, but halted. "So I just shower? Like...?
Anya smiled. "Right." She knew that he'd been one of the guys who'd been purposefully changed into big-busted bimbos to get revenge on the Alpha fraternity. There wasn't any point in specifying exactly which event; it was obviously embarrassing for all the guys who had been through that change.
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It was Paul that emerged from the locker room, Greg and Brandon reminded themselves. And yet, it wasn't Paul. Paul was a five foot seven wiry kid with thick glasses. This was Paul's mind in a stunning container.
Anya elbowed Greg. "Reel in your tongue," she hissed.
It was easy to forgive Greg for his gawking. Paul had been transformed into a lovely girl, five foot four, with a shapely figure and ample bosoms. Her hips were wrapped in a decorative floral print sarong, and a matching band concealed her breasts. Her bare midriff displayed a flat tummy and shapely waist. Her long hair had just a touch of wave in it; she was wearing it parted, sweeping back behind her ears and down off her shoulders. For effect, Anya had added a flower behind her ear; with her light brown skin and the sarong, she looked like a picture from the islands. All that was missing was a floral lei.
"Wow!" Brandon mumbled. "You look...great!"
Paul blushed. It was obvious that he felt a little self-conscious in this body, and Brandon and Greg's leering didn't help. "Anya said my name is Melanie now," she said, surprising herself at the soft, melodic tone of her new voice. "Melanie Keilani Lewis."
Anya interrupted the staring. "You guys have to get her to her room, so Vicky can start teaching her the finer points of behavior and grace."
Melanie shrugged, and then started across the asphalt toward the car. She walked with an awkward, clumsy gait, but still, with her wider hips and altered center of gravity, her hips swayed in a seductive manner. Greg and Brandon caught themselves staring at the girl, then forced themselves to remember that this lovely creature was really Paul.
"Uh, Melanie?" Anya's question caused Melanie to stop and turn, yet another awkward motion. Anya winced inwardly; there was a long way to go to turn Melanie into a refined woman. "You're a woman." She saw the confusion on Melanie's face. "You forgot your purse in the locker room."
Melanie blushed, and strode in a most unladylike manner back to the locker room. When she emerged, she was carrying the purse like it was a grenade. This time, Brandon and Greg winced. As Melanie walked back toward the car, with Anya at her side, Greg leaned closer to Brandon. "She's got a long way to go to be a lady," he whispered.
Brandon nodded his agreement. "You think we can pull this off?" He watched Melanie walk. "She's walking like a guy."
Greg grimaced. "Yup. I wonder if Anya bit off more than she could chew with this one."
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"You must be Melanie," the girl at the desk called without looking up. "Anya said you'd be here this afternoon."
Melanie opened the door fully and stepped into the room, glancing around nervously. "Hi," she said meekly.
The girl at the desk looked up and grinned. "Don't be so shy," she admonished. "After all, it's just us girls here for the next few weeks." There was something in the way she spoke the words that made Melanie a bit nervous.
Melanie tossed her handbag on the vacant desk and sat down. The girl smiled at Melanie's clumsiness. "Well, dear, it looks like I've got my work cut out for me, huh?" She extended her hand. "I'm Vicky."
Melanie shook her hand. "Hi." Then she blushed. "I guess I said that already, huh?"
Vicky managed, barely, to stifle the guffaw. "Look, Mel. Is it all right if I call you Mel?" Without an immediate reaction, Vicky assumed she had permission. "You don't have to be so nervous."
Melanie bit her lower lip. "I'm sorry. It's just that, well, I've never, uh, that is, I've..."
Vicky grinned. "You've never been alone with a girl in a girl's dorm, is that it?" She laughed aloud. "Look, Mel, you're a girl now. A girl." She made it really clear that she knew of the magic. "Tell you what," she suddenly said, then stood and pulled off her blouse. Mel sat rigidly in her chair, her eyes wide and fearful and fixed on the well-filled lacy bra Vicky was wearing. Vicky smiled again and fumbled with the bra, unfastening the front hook. She slipped her arms out of the straps and let the bra drop. Her boobs were bared for Mel to see.
Mel's eyes were riveted on Vicky's firm breasts. She glanced up at Vicky, and then her gaze dropped again of its own accord.
Vicky spread her arms, the motion causing her boobs to lift slightly. She turned a bit one way, then the other. Finally, she dropped her arms. "Okay?" She sat down on the chair, her chest still bare. "Tell me what you were feeling."
Mel swallowed, feeling very nervous. "I, uh, I, well, it was interesting."
Vicky laughed. "You're a virgin, aren't you." She watched as Mel glanced down, blushing. "I mean as a guy. Aren't you."
Mel looked up, then nodded in embarrassment. Then her mouth dropped in shock. Vicky knew. "You...you know I'm...I was...a virgin?"
Vicky smiled. "It wasn't too hard to guess, not the way you reacted." She fetched her blouse and began to pull it on. "Anyway, tell me what you felt when I was taking off my bra."
Melanie swallowed again. "I..." She halted and frowned. "It wasn't what I expected!" she complained softly.
Vicky smiled and put her hand on Mel's shoulder. "Look, you were expecting to get aroused from my little show, right?" Mel turned, confused, and looked in Vicky's eyes. "You still have your guy memories, and in the back of your mind, you think my little titty show should get you horny, right?" She smiled gently. "You're not a guy right now. When you got changed, you got the basic package of girl instincts and hormones. So my bod doesn't do anything for you." She smiled. "Your body and your mind are out of sync right now. I bet if you saw a gorgeous man, you'd start getting the feeling you thought you'd get from me."
Mel looked down, embarrassed. "I hope not," she said softly.
Vicky smiled. "I guess that's good enough for lesson one. From what Anya told me, you've got a lot to learn before the pageant." She spat the word 'pageant' as if it were disgusting to her. "But right now," she turned to her own desk, "I'm working on a problem and I could use some help."
Mel's features softened. This was something she could handle. "What course?" she asked softly. The comfort of a familiar discussion let her true voice ring out, soft and mellifluous and carrying just a touch of an Island accent.
Vicky picked up her book. "Circuit theory 201."
Mel's eyes lit up at the sight of the book. "Hayt and Kemmerly!" she cried excitedly. "Good intro book."
Vicky stared, and then a smile crept onto her features. "You know something, kid? This could be the start of a beautiful friendship."
**********
"Okay, guys," Brandon announced, hoping to get some silence in the lounge. "Guys," he implored again. This time, the noise dropped dramatically. "I'd like to introduce our candidate for the Holiday Queen, Melanie Keilani Lewis."
At Brandon's words, Melanie strode out of the hall into the lounge. She blushed at the gasps and catcalls directed her way; she had clearly made a big impression on these guys and it embarrassed her. She walked, still with Paul's ungainly stride, to the front, where she turned, nearly tripping and falling, and then she smiled sheepishly and shrugged.
The white shorts she wore displayed nearly every inch of her shapely brown legs, perfect with not an ounce of fat. Instead of the sarong band, she now wore a floral print shirt, tied beneath her bosoms and open on top to display some cleavage. Her hair had been rearranged by Vicky into a neat ponytail. In a word, she was breathtaking to the assembled guys.
"Remember, that's Paul," Brandon cautioned his fellow nerds. Inwardly, he wondered how long it would take for these guys to forget that Melanie was really Paul.
"Paul never looked so good," an unknown member called from the rear. He said what was on everyone's mind; as a girl, Paul was a knockout.
"Yeah, well I'm not going to let you guys forget," Melanie said with a scowl. She wasn't sure if she enjoyed being treated like this. On the one hand, the attention was great. On the other hand, she felt very self-conscious. And even as she tried to warn her frat brothers, her voice oozed with a feminine charm that added to her allure. Sure, her words were crude, and her speech pattern was rough, but the potential was there for a thoroughly sexy woman with a wet-dream voice.
Brandon sighed. He was starting to think that this was going to be a long three weeks.
**********
"Like this?" Melanie asked as she wrapped the towel around herself, hiding herself from mid-thigh to just above her bosom. One loose end she tucked between the towel and herself, forming a tight wrap.
Vicky smiled. "That's it." She, too, was wrapped in a towel and was preparing for her shower.
Melanie scowled. "I can't do this," she complained. "It's not...right!"
Vicky sighed for perhaps the hundredth time in as many minutes. "Remember our lesson this afternoon? Everyone else here is a girl, right?" Melanie nodded slowly. "So what's the problem?"
Mel sighed, then nodded slowly. "Okay, I guess. Let's go."
The pair walked from their room down to the bathroom, Vicky leading confidently and Melanie trailing nervously. As Vicky opened the door, a girl, hair wrapped in one towel and body in another, stepped lightly out into the hall. "Hi, Mel," she sang sweetly.
"Oh, hi," Melanie answered. She felt confused; the girl obviously knew her, but she didn't know the girl.
Vicky nonchalantly hung her towel on a hook and strode naked into the shower. Mel gulped and glanced around. It was hard to think like a girl; she was in a girl's body, in a girl's dorm, about to step into a girl's shower, but she still had lots of male thoughts. She stepped into the shower and turned on the water.
As she lathered her hair, Mel heard another shower turn on. She felt her cheeks redden, but there was nothing she could do. She finished washing her hair and began to rinse it. Finally, with all the shampoo gone, she brushed the hair back off her forehead and opened her eyes.
Mel felt her heart stop. In the same shower with her and Vicky was Terri Preston, the head cheerleader and one of the most gorgeous girls on campus. Mel gulped; the water ran down Terri's long blond hair and cascaded off her boobs, those perky round orbs that guys drooled over, including nearly every guy in the nerd house. And Mel was seeing them up close. Terri was at least four inches taller than Mel, and was well built. Trim and sexy. Mel found herself making a serious comparison. Terri wasn't at petite; her waist wasn't as narrow as Mel's, and her rear was less rounded. She looked more like an athlete.
Mel felt a nudge, and she glanced at Vicky. For some reason, Vicky was grinning. Vicky handed her a bottle, and Mel glanced at it, confused. Cream rinse? She wrinkled her nose, and from the corner of her eye, saw Vicky grin again. Mel opened the bottle and dabbed some on her hand, then rubbed it into her hair. Vicky smiled as Mel finished rinsing a second time. As she wiped the dripping water from her face, gathering her hair to the back, Mel saw Vicky jerk her head toward the door, indicating that they should leave. Melanie handed Vicky the bottle, gathered her shampoo and soap, and shut off her shower.
Terri finished wetting her hair, and she opened her eyes. "Oh, hi Mel," she said sweetly. "Vicky." Her tone toward Vicky was far less sweet; a sudden thought slammed into Mel's brain that Terri was somehow jealous of Vicky. "I saw you're entered in the Holiday Queen pageant." Again, her voice was overly sweet.
Melanie reached outside and grabbed her towel. She began to pat her hair dry, wondering for a brief second how she'd known to do that. "That's right," Mel answered. "I'm being sponsored by the Nu Rho house. And you're being sponsored by the Alphas, right?"
Terri smiled, flexing her back slightly, an act which made her boobs seem to jut out more. "Len insisted," she cooed. "Well, I guess we'll be seeing lots of each other during the pageant activities." She glanced at Vicky, and her eyes seemed to turn to daggers. "Those of us lucky enough to be sponsored, at least."
Vicky stiffened imperceptibly as she stepped from the shower. Mel was right behind her. Something Terri had said was irritating to Melanie, and she struggled to identify it. What was it? She finished drying, then wrapped the towel around her hair. The second towel went around her body, and she walked down the hall to their room.
Vicky came in on her heels. "Bitch," she snarled. It was more than obvious that Vicky hated Terri. Then Vicky's face lightened. "How did you walk like that?" she asked.
Melanie frowned. "Like what?"
"Like...like you did coming down the hall." Melanie's confusion showed on her face. "Oh, come on!" Vicky complained. "It was so...graceful!"
Melanie concentrated, and then she shook her head. "I don't know. I wasn't thinking about it."
A dawning light of recognition filled Vicky's eyes as she got her nightie out of her closet. "So what were you thinking about?"
Melanie scowled, concentrating, as she dropped her own towel. She opened her closet, only to find that her choices of nightwear were a lace teddy and a girlish nightshirt. "Great," she muttered. She grabbed the shirt and turned back to Vicky. "I was thinking about...the contest. And how much I hope that stuck-up witch doesn't win!"
Vicky grinned and laughed aloud. "I like your taste in girls," she said when she could talk again. She leaned closer to Melanie. "You know, she's not a natural blonde." Her voice was hushed, like they were in some conspiracy.
Melanie started. "No, I..." She halted, and she remembered the shower, the dark brown hair of Terri's pubic patch. Melanie's eyes widened, then she started giggling.
Vicky smiled through the giggling. Melanie was making good progress. If only she could stay focused. And Vicky now knew the perfect way — remind her that if Melanie didn't compete well, then Terri would win.
**********
"Okay, try again." Vicky set down the washcloth and watched.
Once more, Melanie leaned forward, toward the vanity mirror. In one hand, she held a small case of eye shadow, and in the other, she held a small brush-like instrument. Carefully, she rubbed the brush on the makeup, then she leaned even further forward, trying desperately to keep the one eyelid shut while holding the other one open. She shifted the brush to her other hand, and began to gingerly wipe it on her eyelid. After rubbing a bit, she transferred the brush to the other hand and repeated the awkward process on her other eye. She leaned back from the mirror and peeked at Vicky.
Vicky stood shaking her head slowly in disbelief. "No," she admonished slowly. "You're not painting a barn." She turned Mel back to the mirror. "Is it even?"
Mel glanced, and then dropped her gaze. "No," she admitted. "This is hard."
Vicky grimaced and nodded. "Yes, it is," she acknowledged. "You're going to be doing things for this pageant," again she spat the word distastefully, "that require you to do your own makeup." She handed Mel the washcloth. "So let's keep going until you can put on makeup without looking like a hooker."
A knock sounded at the door; Vicky opened it. "Oh, hi."
Brandon slipped past Vicky. "Hi, Melanie. How's it going?"
Melanie turned, shrugging her shoulders. "Okay, I guess."
"Makeup?" Brandon exclaimed in disbelief as he spied what the girls were doing. "Isn't that going a bit overboard?"
Vicky snorted her disgust. "You want her to look nice for this thing, right?" She grabbed Brandon's arm and pulled him toward the door. "So shoo. Go. Leave. We've got work to do." She shoved Brandon into the hall, and pushed the door shut against his protests. "Sheesh!"
Mel grinned. "He means well," she defended. "But sometimes, he's so...naíve! So geeky!"
Vicky's mouth dropped in astonishment. "Geeky?" She shook her head. "You are, too!" she exclaimed. "Or rather, you were."
Mel laughed, and then swept her arms open, revealing her feminine curves and charms. "Not any more, from what I see!"
Vicky joined the laughter. "Okay, so you're not quite so geeky." She handed Mel the brush that Mel had dropped. "Now let's try for not quite so slutty, too!"
Mel giggled and began yet another attempt at eye shadow. Vicky sighed aloud. This was but one of many items of cosmetics that Mel was going to have to learn, and judging from her progress, it was going to take a lot of practice.
Melanie finished and turned, already wincing from the expected tongue-lashing.
It didn't come. Vicky slowly nodded. "Okay, that's not bad." She grinned. "It's not good, but at least you don't look like a five-dollar whore."
Mel leaned back against the vanity. "Can I ask you something?"
Vicky shrugged. "Shoot."
"You don't like the pageant, do you?"
Mel saw the muscles in Vicky's jaw tighten, then slowly relax as Vicky let out a deep breath. "They aren't my thing," she said in a practiced, deliberately cool voice. She turned back to put away the cosmetics. "We'll take a break from this. Besides, you need to help me with LC tank circuits, remember?"
Mel knew that there was something there; something that Vicky didn't want to talk about. And her tone left it clear that the subject was off limits.
**********
"We're going _where_ for the pictures?" Mel's voice was disbelieving. Beside her, Vicky's mouth hung open.
Greg and Randy glanced at each other. "I understood you," Greg said, "so you must have been speaking English. Funny, though, that they don't seem to understand."
Randy shrugged. "Temporary insanity. Or amnesia." He turned back to the girls, two in a pack of nearly twenty. "I said," he repeated, very slowly and careful in his enunciation, "we're going to do the photo shoot at Bikini Beach. Bi-ki-ni Beach."
Tiffany crossed her arms over her bosom and snorted in disgust. "You guys think you're clowns, huh?" She half-turned to some of the other girls. "This is going to be such a waste! I mean, couldn't they have at least gotten decent photographers instead of Nerds?"
Another girl hissed, loudly enough that Greg and Randy couldn't help but hear, "Like I'm supposed to be in a bikini in front of nerds? Yeah, like right!" The sarcasm dripped from her voice like venom.
Greg heard, he just gave a quick wink to Randy. "What say we really show them?"
Dean Livingstone and Coach Fielding both glanced at the two boys, then the Dean spoke. "This is a real coup for the university, to be able to do the Holiday Queen photo shoot at Bikini Beach." He was barely concealing the lust in his voice. "There were certain conditions, however, and so we are forced," he paused, glaring sideways at the nerds, who pretended not to notice, "to use these two young men as photographers."
The girls weren't mollified; they stirred and chattered uneasily.
Coach Fielding raised his hands, commanding silence. "Look, girls," he barked, "I know you're not happy about this. But we are providing day-long passes for you after the photo shoot. While I've never been to Bikini Beach, I understand that the park is one of the best, so I'm sure you'll have a good day."
The girls quit protesting and started filing onto the bus for the short ride. Greg gave Randy a wink, and the two started walking toward their car.
From nowhere, the dean appeared, latching firmly onto the elbow of each boy as he strode between them. His jaw was firmly set and his eyes narrowed with anger. "I don't know how you little twerps swung this deal, but I know you're up to something. I know what you little perverts are thinking," he snarled, "and I'm warning you — keep your hands off those girls." He abruptly dropped their elbows and stalked to his own car, leaving the boys standing dumbfounded.
"Definitely an anti-social type," Greg muttered. He slapped Randy's arm and resumed the short walk to his car.
The guys had their plan; they beat the bus to Bikini Beach by nearly ten minutes, and they'd showered and changed by the time the girls started to step off the bus.
"Okay, girls," Randy and Greg directed, totally female, shapely, and clad in short shorts and scoop-necked short-sleeve shirts, "here are your passes. Go stand over by the ticket booth, please." Randy handed each girl a card as she exited the bus. More than one girl stared jealously at Randy and Greg as she strutted by, thrusting her own chest outward to emphasize her own bosom. Randy elbowed Greg and giggled; they'd asked Anya to become very shapely girls, more attractive than any of the girls in the pageant, and with much curvier bodies. Just their little gag to tweak all the 'in crowd' girls.
The Dean's attitude toward them was definitely changed. Instead of glaring at them, he kept peering into Randy's and Greg's vast and inviting cleavage. "Okay, where do we go?"
Randy ignored the Dean. "Swipe your card at the gate, then go in the locker room and change. Anya will be waiting to lead you to the where we'll be setting up the cameras." Anya raised her hand and waved to identify herself.
The Dean stepped toward Anya, drawing himself to full height and thrusting out his chest in what he believed was a manly display. "And where is my pass, young lady?" he asked boldly. "As Dean of Students, I must insist that they have an official university representative as chaperone at all times. After all, this is official university business." He got a smug, self-important smirk on his face.
Anya gave a quick sideways glance at Greg, and caught his warning frown. She smiled to herself; she didn't need Greg to understand what this pompous ass was up to. Her magic had given her a very clear picture of the deviant things running through his mind. She crossed her arms firmly. "I'm sorry, Dean, but the conditions allow for only one chaperone, and the coach was the person specified in the contract."
The Dean started to sputter. "But, see here, young lady..."
Anya didn't bother to listen; she'd already turned toward the gate. Most of the girls were already in the locker room changing, and Greg and Randy were scurrying toward the camera sites. Coach Fielding was standing beside the gate, holding his pass like a treasure. Anya paused a moment. "Just swipe the card and change in the locker room," she instructed. She swiped her own pass and went through the turnstile, then turned. "And be sure to shower," she added quickly. "Health department regulations."
The coach grinned, then swiped the card and practically dashed to the shower. Behind him, the Dean glowered; why should Fielding get all the action when _he_ was the Dean?
**********
Barb Fielding blew her whistle, annoying Randy yet again. "Come on," the coach barked in a commanding voice, "get moving here! We're almost out of time!"
Terri frowned at the coach, and then scurried out of the way, replaced almost instantly by another girl. As the girls primped and preened themselves, getting ready for the photos, Randy gave Anya a nudge. "You didn't have to make the coach such a bitch," he whispered.
Anya grinned. "I didn't. It's his personality with a woman coach's memories and body." Coach Fielding was, if anything, more attractive than any of the girls, but in a much different sense. She didn't have the big boobs of a stripper, or the hourglass figure of a movie starlet; instead, she had a power and grace of a well-toned athlete. Her hair was short, in a low-maintenance and sassy style, so it wouldn't interfere with any sporting activities. Tall, at almost six feet, her tanned skin betrayed not a ripple of fat.
"Well, she's a _lot_ better looking, but her personality could have used some improvement." Randy turned back to the models. His experience took over, and he began to issue directives to the model — turn this way, swing your head that way, flare your hair, pout, smile, look toward the water longingly, and on and on went his commands as he snapped picture after picture of the girls.
"Melanie! Get your ass ready!" Coach Fielding called angrily.
Mel practically leaped from the bench; the other girls around her smiled. "Back in a bit," she sang to her compatriots as she scampered toward the coach.
Randy smiled as Mel stepped in front of the camera, but she glared back at him. His smile froze as he narrowed his eyes and hoisted his camera. "Okay, now turn. No, a little more. More."
Mel glared at Randy. "Don't be so bossy," she hissed softly.
Randy froze, taken aback by her tone. Of all the girls, Mel _should_ have been the easiest to work with; after all, she knew what Bikini Beach was all about. He glanced at Anya; the puzzled frown on her face made Randy's stomach knot up. He gulped and turned back to the camera. "Can you try to cooperate?" he asked in a softer tone of voice.
After what seemed an eternity, Randy put down his camera. "Okay, coach, that's all at this spot." He smiled at Mel, but she glared back at him. Then, curiously, she thrust out her chest and marched back toward the bench, to where the contestants were chatting happily.
Randy shook his head. "Something's wrong here," he muttered to Anya.
Anya nodded slowly. "Yup."
"I mean, you saw how she acted, right? Like she didn't like me being around or something."
"Uh huh," Anya answered as she started to take down a flash reflector. "And did you see how she stuck out her boobs?"
Randy paused, then nodded. "Like she was jealous of my body or something?"
Anya laughed. "Well, if you and Greg hadn't gone overboard..." She folded up the reflector then tackled its tripod. "You realize that I'm going to have to put up with a boyfriend who looks sexier than me for the rest of the day, don't you?"
Randy laughed aloud. The coach had already herded the girls to the next spot, and he and Anya were racing to catch up. "And I suppose you think it was my idea?"
**********
Randy's eyes were watering, he was laughing so hard. Or rather, she was. For he and Greg still were the gorgeous girls they'd changed into for the photo shoot.
"And then the Dean tried to hit on Coach!" Greg howled. "Right in front of all of us!"
Brandon had to hold his side, he was laughing so hard. The guys were just trying to picture the Dean fawning over the coach, albeit the female coach. "And she turned him down?"
Randy wiped his eyes. "She was pretty cold, too!" he added, still laughing. "All but said she wasn't interested in perverted old men."
Randy's words started Greg laughing anew. "She said she like her men young and with lots of endurance."
Chuck nearly spit out his soda. "So was she, like, going to run off to the Alpha house and get laid or something?" He glanced at Rob and grinned. "That sounds like something the old coach would have done!"
Greg laughed, "That's about what she implied." His eyes were tearing, he'd been laughing so hard. "I asked Anya if she'd, you know, given him a boost. She said it was just Coach's libido in a new package!"
Brandon grinned to Rob. "Too bad you lost the connection to their webcams," he said regretfully.
Rob perked up. "We didn't lose it." A few guys glanced at each other, and then sprang clumsily to their feet and raced toward the rooms and Rob's computer.
Brandon watched them go. "So what else..." He was interrupted when the door opened. "Oh, hi Mel," he called out enthusiastically.
Melanie walked cautiously into the lounge area, glancing around as if monsters waited to grab her. "Hi," she said softly. "Vicky said you wanted to see me?"
Brandon's face lit up. "Yeah! We're having a party tomorrow night. We want you to be there."
Mel looked nervous. "Uh, not tomorrow night," she said quickly. Too quickly, she realized belatedly. She looked down at the floor, shuffling her feet as she stammered, "there's a faculty reception tomorrow night, and I have to go."
Randy glanced at Brandon, his features clouded, then he looked back at Melanie. "Well, I guess you have to go to that," he said, trying to sound sympathetic and not judgmental.
"Yeah," Mel echoed. Then she stiffened when she saw Randy and Greg, still in their sexy female bodies. Mel's jaw visibly tightened, and she straightened up, thrusting her chest out a bit. "Look," she said, turning away from Randy and back toward Brandon, "I've got to get back to the dorms. I've got to help Vicky study for a test tomorrow." She turned stiffly and strode quickly out of the lounge, her gait far more graceful and feminine than the guys expected. Nor had they noticed; they were all stunned by the manner in which she'd left, and especially her attitude toward Randy.
**********
Meet-the-media was going well, or at least to Mel. She was clearly having a good time, laughing and chatting with the reporters and photographers, and sharing jokes with the other contestants.
To Brandon and Chuck, on the other hand, the event was a total bust. They felt like intruders, surrounded as they were by the 'in crowd'. As Mel's sponsors for the contest, their presence was required, but it seemed that everyone resented the presence of the nerds. They sampled the hors d'oeuvres — when they could get a waiter to actually pass near them — and sipped their punch, but no one really seemed to want to talk to them.
Mel, on the other hand, had no problem attracting attention. She seemed to be enjoying it whenever a photographer corralled her for a picture, or when a reporter shoved a recorder in her face. She happily talked and laughed with some of the other fraternity sponsors, including the Alphas. And the one time that Brandon had a chance to talk to Mel, he tried to confront her, to see what was going on. Her words left him and Chuck chilled; she dismissed their concerns as jealousy of the attention she was getting. After all, this was just a part of the pageant, and she had to act her part.
**********
"Come on," Mel said pleadingly, "let's go!" She stood in the doorway to her room, her sweater tied around her shoulders and a purse draped over her shoulder.
Vicky glanced up from her book. "I've got to study," she protested again.
Mel frowned. "Come on," she cajoled. "You've got that stuff down cold. Now let's go."
Vicky stared at the book for a few seconds, then she flipped it shut. "Okay," she relented. She grabbed her purse and sweater and followed Mel. Mel had borrowed Chuck's car, and they climbed in and drove quickly.
"We're going to...the mall?" Vicky's voice had an edge, like she was nervous.
Mel didn't notice Vicky's unease. "Yeah," she answered with a grin. "I need to get a couple of new outfits."
The entire time in the mall, Vicky seemed nervous. Mel, on the other hand, was clearly enjoying herself. The 'couple' of outfits turned into two new dresses, a skirt, a couple of tops, and a side trip to Victoria's Secret. And almost five hours time.
As they drove back, Vicky finally turned to Mel. "What's going on?" Vicky asked simply.
Mel glanced at her roommate. "What?" she said, wrinkling her brow in confusion. She turned her attention back to driving and pulled into a parking spot. "What are you talking about?" she asked as she shut off the car.
Vicky frowned. "The whole thing," she said. "Aren't you going a bit overboard?"
Mel glanced at Vicky and laughed. "I figured, 'what the hell?' I mean, most guys never get this chance, so why not enjoy it?" She opened the back door and retrieved her bags, then kicked the door shut with her foot and began trudging toward their room.
When they got back to the room, Vicky tried to study, but she was distracted by Mel's primping. Curiosity, or concern, finally got the better of her. "Okay, what gives? Are you okay?"
Mel set down the bottle of nail enamel she'd picked up, then turned her chair toward Vicky. "Yeah, I'm fine!" she protested. "Why is everyone asking me that?" She turned away, pouting, upset by the implication that she _wasn't_ okay. Then she turned back, her eyes widening with recognition. "You're jealous," she accused softly. "You're jealous that I'm in the pageant."
Vicky felt her jaw tense, while at the same time she fought the impulse to laugh at Mel's ridiculous accusation. "Jealous?" she finally sputtered. "Jealous? Of you? Of that stupid.....pageant?" She couldn't keep the anger or scorn out of her voice. "You're full of shit if you think I'm jealous!" She turned angrily back to her books, her face red and her jaw clenched in fury.
Mel sat silently, wondering what she'd said. After a long few seconds, she spoke again, much more softly. "I'm sorry," she said. "I just don't understand." She set down the bottle of nail polish. "Like this afternoon. I thought you were jealous of me getting new outfits for the pageant."
Vicky took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "I'm sorry, too, Mel." She turned slowly to face her roomie. "It's not your fault. I guess...I just don't like shopping very much."
"At the mall?"
Vicky started, then her eyes softened and she nodded slowly. "Yeah, I haven't really like that place since...." Her voice faded to a bare whisper.
Mel sensed that Vicky had some personal demon haunting her. "And you don't like beauty pageants very much, either, do you?" She saw Vicky's shoulders stiffen, and knew she'd hit the truth. "I don't get it," Mel said softly. "You're pretty. You should be a shoe-in to be sponsored for the pageant." Mel frowned. "You're a natural."
Vicky reached up and wiped a tear. "Thanks," she said quietly. "But I wasn't always...." She looked down at the floor, as if ashamed of what she was saying. "A couple of years ago, when I was a senior in high school, a friend and I decided to pull a prank. The girls always had a beauty pageant, kind of a clique thing. And we decided to enter, to dress in drag." She sighed heavily, and wiped tears from both cheeks. "I found a little shop in the mall that had some costumes and such, and I thought they'd be perfect for the gag." Vicky took a tissue and wiped her eyes again. "It was a magic shop. Spells something-or-other. The costume worked, only a little too well. I didn't win the contest, but I've been stuck like this since."
Mel's eyes were wide. "You were...?"
Vicky dabbed her eyes again. "I was a guy. Until I went into that damned shop! And all because of a stupid pageant!" It seemed that she was torn between lashing out in her anger and breaking down in tears.
"I'm sorry," Mel said softly. "I didn't know."
"Well, that wasn't the worst of it," Vicky finally added, breaking the awkward silence. "Jim got it worse. He's a...bimbo!" She was fighting back the tears. "I think it was something in the wig, because when he put it on, he turned into a blond airhead. He...she...turned into a sex machine. She's even got a kid now." Vicky turned away from Mel, staring into a blank spot on her desk. "I guess I got lucky; I didn't like the blond wig, so I borrowed one." She wiped her eyes again, then her nose. "But I'm still stuck." Vicky turned back toward Mel. "I got angry, and rebellious. I got in a lot of trouble." She looked down. "I got busted for vandalism."
Mel watched her roomie. "So how did you get a job at Bikini Beach?" she finally asked.
Vicky laughed. "Ironic, isn't it? The place turns guys into girls. Only they were too late to change me, huh?" She laughed bitterly. "A few guys and I broke in one night. You know — to have some midnight fun? Well, we caused some damage to the pumps and stuff, and we have to work off our debt. The guys got it worse, I guess. They're stuck as girls until the debt is paid." She shook her head. "Funny, I thought I was going to get it worst, with my juvenile record and all. But the boss seemed to know what had happened to me. I think she went easy on me because of what I've been through."
The duo sat in awkward silence for a long time. Mel realized that Vicky had said much, much more than she'd intended. "Do you still hate being a girl?" Mel finally asked.
Vicky snapped her gaze up from the floor. Her eyes betrayed an inner sadness that seemed to permeate her very being. "I guess so," she answered half-heartedly. "At least, it's not as bad as it was. Not at first." She laughed again. "I miss football and sports, though." Vicky watched Mel's reaction. Then she returned the question. "What about you? Are you enjoying this? The attention, being popular?"
Mel let her mouth drop open, then she turned away from Vicky so her roomie couldn't see the turmoil in her eyes. No answer came.
**********
Brandon lifted his hand from his knee. He sat in his chair, leaning forward like a hawk over the chessboard, his eyes focused and narrow. He reached gleefully for his rook. With a flourish, he moved it deep toward Bert's side of the board. "Aha!" he cried gleefully. He knew he had Bert in a tough spot.
"Guys?" The interruption came from the doorway. They turned and saw Randy standing in the opening.
"What's up?" Bert asked quickly. This distraction had halted Brandon's excessive gloating.
Randy's frown gave away the fact that he had bad news. "You guys talk to Mel lately?"
"Paul," Robert corrected from his bunk. "It's Paul, remember?"
"Yes," Bert echoed. Then he put his finger on the heart of the matter. "But does Mel remember that she's really Paul?"
Randy nodded. "That's the problem. I think this is going to Paul's head."
Brandon leaned back in his chair, his face wrinkling with concern. "Yeah," he echoed. "I saw her between classes yesterday. She acted like she didn't want to be seen around me."
Randy sighed and slid into an empty chair. "I'm afraid this is getting out of control. I'm afraid Paul is getting to like being Melanie a bit too much."
"She was hanging around the Gamma girls yesterday afternoon," Robert observed. "Stuck-up snobs!" His distaste for the Gamma girls was surpassed only by his dislike for the Alpha fraternity. Both groups were exceedingly snobbish, especially toward the nerds.
Bert looked at the chessboard and tipped his king, acknowledging his defeat. "So what are we going to do?"
Brandon glanced sharply at him, then at Robert and Randy. "I think we need to have a chat with Mel," he said softly.
Brandon and Randy rapped lightly on the door. Though it was open hours in the girls' dorm, they didn't want to give any girl any excuse to complain about them being noisy. The door opened a crack, and Vicky stared out. "Yeah?" she asked simply.
Brandon smiled pleasantly. "Is Mel in? We need to talk to her."
Vicky frowned. "No," she said quickly. "She's...um...at the library."
Randy glanced at Brandon, then back. It was clear that he didn't believe Vicky's little fib. "No, she isn't. I was just over there."
Vicky sighed. "Okay, I really shouldn't lie, should I?" She sighed again. "She's out on a date. With Ron Pike."
Randy's jaw hit the floor only a microsecond before Brandon's. They stood, dumbfounded, for several seconds. Finally, Brandon stammered, "He's a...football player!" The disbelief in his voice was plain for all to hear.
Vicky nodded slowly. "She asked me not to tell you guys," she said softly. Vicky looked directly at Brandon. "Guys, you've got a problem. A big, big problem."
**********
Rob tugged at the collar of his tuxedo for the hundredth time. He hated this thing. But, as Melanie's escort, he was obligated to wear it. He glanced at her again, and a smile overtook him. "You look great," he said. Indeed, he was a master of understatement. She wore a pastel pink gown of satin with an ankle-length skirt. Short puffy sleeves of pink lace hung off her shoulders; with the low neckline, it was as if the fabric had been cut off just above her bosom all the way across. Arrayed down her back were pearl buttons, cinching tight the bodice around her waist and accentuating every curve of her body. Her hair she wore loose, the front sweeping back from each side of the part to behind her ears. Above her right ear she wore a pink plumeria, a fitting tribute to her Polynesian ancestry.
Melanie barely glanced at Rob as she lightly held his crooked arm. "Thank you," she said softly, but still with a cool tone that carried clearly to Rob. She was letting him know that, even though he was her official escort, she wasn't thrilled at being with him.
The pair walked slowly through the ballroom, up the stairs to where the Holiday Queen candidates were being introduced. Rob cringed at the looks of contempt he was getting from the crowd; most of the people at the ball were fraternity types with their steady dates. He spied Ralph, and gave him a quick smile. So at least one of the guys had gotten a date.
"And our final candidate, representing the Nu Rho Delta house, is Miss Melanie Keilani Lewis."
Mel and Rob strode onto the stage, into the bright lights. Rob was clearly out of his element; he was perspiring and feeling very nervous. Mel, on the other hand, was thoroughly enjoying herself. She smiled at the crowd hidden behind the klieg lights. They paused center stage, and Mel smiled some more. Then she gracefully turned and let Rob escort her to the line of couples.
"We will now have the traditional dance, and then we will begin the coronation ceremonies."
The lights clicked off, leaving Rob temporarily blinded as his eyes adjusted to the dim light of the ballroom. In one corner, a swing band began to play. Rob smiled; it was a slow number, so he should be able to stumble his way through that.
"Do you think you can dance without tripping me?" Mel asked icily as they walked off the stage with the other couples.
Rob frowned. "Yes, I think so." He clenched his jaw. Mel's behavior had been getting steadily worse. At the afternoon's games, she hadn't talked to any of the guys, preferring instead to be with the Gamma girls and flirting with the Alphas. Cool toward the nerds was understating her attitude. Snobbish was more like it.
Rob led Melanie onto the dance floor. They began to dance, and Melanie relaxed a bit when she realized that Rob wasn't going to mash her feet. But the moment the music ended, Mel backed away from Rob, anxious to end the dance.
Rob smiled from the floor as they announced the five finalists. As expected, Melanie easily made the first cut. So had Jill, and Rob winced as he saw Melanie give Tiffany a tiny, furtive little glance of dislike. She really wanted to beat Tiffany, he gathered. That matched what Vicky had told him.
He glanced to his side and saw Brandon; for this part of the ceremony, dates weren't absolutely required, and Brandon had decided to attend — with Chuck, Bert, and half the other guys. After all, they had sponsored Melanie; they wanted to see her do well - even if she was really Paul.
The guys held their collective breath while they announced the runners up. Fourth. Third. Second. And Melanie was still in the contest. It was now a two-way race between Tiffany Bell and Melanie.
"Oh, shit!" Robert's soft oath got the guys' attention.
"What?" Brandon whispered.
Robert held up his smartphone. A web page was displayed, and Brandon followed Robert's point. "That."
'That' was a new schedule of activities for the Holiday Queen. During the spring semester. "Oh, shit!" Brandon echoed Rob's sentiments. "How did we miss that?" He shook his head again. "Does she know?"
Rob shook his head. "I didn't even know until just this minute. This is a new schedule — in the last week." His voice was hushed and strained. "I knew they used to ask the queen to these, but the winner usually turned them down. Which means..."
Brandon nodded grimly. "...when the contestants agreed to this schedule, Mel wasn't aware of what it meant."
The loudspeaker interrupted Brandon. "And the first runner up is..." The emcee, with great flourish and drama, opened the envelope, adding to the suspense, "Tiffany Bell, ...which means the new Holiday Queen is Melanie Lewis!"
Melanie's hands rose to her open mouth, a totally feminine gesture of surprise and delight. She looked like she was about to cry from happiness. Tiffany gave her a quick congratulatory hug, and then the emcee handed her a huge bouquet. Next came the tiara from the previous queen. And the guys watching her shook their heads sadly.
The dance was as miserable for Rob as any he'd ever been to. First was another mandatory dance with her escort, and this time, they were alone on the dance floor. He had the feeling that Melanie really didn't want to be there, at least not with him.
When that dance ended, everyone started dancing. Melanie was the center of attention. She was dancing happily on the floor, but not with any of the nerds. It was the 'in crowd'. Rob stood on the side of the ballroom, watching sadly as Melanie danced her heart away. The rest of the nerds had already gone; without dates, there was no reason for them to stay. His eyes betrayed a melancholy, an inner sadness that belied the joy of the day for Melanie. Finally, Rob shuffled slowly out of the ballroom, his exit noticed by none and his absence missed by no one. His head hung as he walked across the campus, toward the nerd frat house.
"Wait up!"
Rob halted mid-stride and spun his head. He saw a figure — a female figure — trotting to catch up. As she drew nearer, he recognized Vicky. "Hi," he said simply.
"I figured you wouldn't wait around the dance," she observed.
Rob lowered his gaze. "No point."
Vicky nodded, then took his arm, surprising him. "So how'd she do?"
Rob sighed. "She won."
Vicky closed her eyes tightly for a moment. "That's what I was afraid of." She glanced up at Rob as they walked. "So aren't you supposed to be dancing with her or something?"
Rob shook his head sadly. "Not if she doesn't want to." They walked in silence for a few more steps.
"She's changed, you know."
Rob nodded. "Yup." A few more steps in silence. "You know she's got to stay like that through next semester."
Vicky nearly tripped. "What?" she asked, incredulous. "It was only supposed to be for a couple of weeks, till the end of the semester."
Rob grimaced. "They changed the appearance schedule, and the contestants had to agree to it. It goes through next semester."
"So what are you going to do?"
Rob shook his head. "I don't know," he answered softly.
**********
Melanie started when she saw Rob and Brandon standing next to the ticket booth. She halted and glared at Vicky. "What's going on?" she demanded.
Vicky took Mel's arm. "Something we need to do," she answered cryptically. They walked the remaining steps to the booth.
"Hi, Mel," Brandon said, his faux enthusiasm failing to hide the sadness in his voice.
"How are things?" Rob asked, equally unconvincing. "We haven't seen you around for a while."
Melanie shrugged. "It's been busy," she said in a neutral tone. "I can't complain."
Brandon nodded. "I hear the Gammas asked you to pledge."
Melanie looked impassively at him. "Yes, they did."
Vicky interrupted the awkward conversation. "I think she's waiting for us." She nodded toward the low gray building, the offices of Bikini Beach.
'She' turned out to be Anya, and she was indeed waiting. Vicky sat first, followed by Melanie, who demurely crossed her legs and sat upright, in a very graceful pose. Brandon and Rob slumped into their chairs, their bodies seemingly as weighed down as their minds.
"Where's the boss?" Vicky asked Anya.
Anya smiled. "She's at a trade show in Orlando through tomorrow. She said I could handle this one, anyway, so she might as well go have some fun." She turned to the boys. "So," Anya began softly, "things got a bit...messy?"
Vicky glanced at Rob and Brandon, who slowly nodded. "They changed the appearance and event schedule for the winner," Brandon finally admitted. "Mel has to stay a girl through the spring semester."
Anya glanced warily at Melanie, who she knew was hearing this news for the first time. She thought she saw something flicker across Melanie's features. "I take it that's not a problem for you, Mel?"
Melanie's jaw dropped open and her eyes widened. She stared at Anya for a few moments, and then she composed herself. "No," she admitted, her gaze averted.
"In fact," Anya continued, her voice even and emotionless, "you _want_ this, don’t' you?" Melanie, still staring down, nodded feebly. "You want to tell these guys what's going on?"
Melanie looked up at Anya, and Anya saw that Mel was starting to cry. "I guess so," Mel answered. She turned toward the guys. "I...I like this," she began softly. "It's easier for me." Tears were welling up in the corners of her eyes. "All my life, I've been a wimp, a sissy-boy. Even to my dad. Especially to my dad."
Anya watched impassively; she already knew, but the guys had to hear this.
Mel wiped the tears away, a futile gesture as more replaced them. "He wanted a son who loved football. I never got his approval because I didn't like sports. Dad once told mom, when I wasn't supposed to hear, that he wished I'd have been either a proper little girl or a tough little guy. Not the in-between wimp I was." She wiped more tears. "All my life, I've been laughed at, pushed around, and made fun of because I'm a little guy. But since I changed, I...I was popular! No one made fun of me!"
Brandon tried to soothe her. "We've all been there, Mel," he said sympathetically. "All of us have been made fun of...."
Mel shook her head. "You don't understand! I...I can't go back! Not now! Not after what I've been!" She lowered her face in her hands, tears flowing freely as the overwhelming secret she'd carried all these years was revealed.
Vicky pulled Mel close, letting her cry on her shoulder and half-hugging her. Mel's body wracked with her sobbing.
Anya turned back to Rob and Brandon. Rob's mouth hung agape, and Brandon's lips were pursed grimly together. "Well?"
Brandon looked down at the floor. "We'll...see what we can do. We'll get her a permanent pass."
Mel's head lifted slowly, her eyes wide. "You...you guys would do that? For me?" Tears flowed again. "And after the way I've acted toward you?"
Rob nodded slowly. "I guess...we owe it to you. I mean, we started this whole thing, didn't we?"
Mel blew her nose on a tissue Vicky had provided. "Now I feel terrible," she said through her tears. "I was pretty rotten to you guys, wasn't I?"
Rob shook his head. "Nah," he said, trying to dismiss it.
Anya cut him off. "Yes," she said sternly, "you were. Just remember this. Your friends are willing to do this for you — even after you treated them so poorly. Ask yourself how many of the Gamma girls would do what these guys are doing." Her voice softened, losing its stern edge. "Remember who your true friends are."
Vicky glanced at Anya, and Anya felt her concern. "This is going to be a mess," Vicky said, biting her lower lip. "You kind of made up Mel's whole past without changing Paul's."
Mel turned sharply toward Anya. "I was adopted as a baby," she said quickly. "Can't you change...make me my parent's daughter? Like they adopted a girl instead of...."
Anya nodded and then spoke. "Paul is going to cease to exist. Is that what you want?"
Mel glanced at Brandon and Rob, then back to Anya. "Yes," she answered firmly. "That's what I want."
**********
Vicky took a sip of her soda. She stretched out in the chair, enjoying the peace and quiet of the office. "What happened, Anya?" she asked quietly.
Anya shook her head. "Melanie was seduced by being popular. She forgot her values."
Vicky shook her head. "You knew this was going to happen, didn't you?"
Anya smiled and laughed. "There are some advantages to this job. Sometimes." She shook her head. "Kind of ironic, isn't it?"
"What?" Vicky's brow wrinkled in confusion.
"Paul didn't want to change, and ended up wanting to stay. Just goes to show that you never know how things can turn out." She glanced at her watch. "Aren't you supposed to be working the gift shop?" she asked, snapping the focus back to her business.
Vicky started, leaping to her feet and nearly spilling her soda. "Oh, damn! I wasn't watching the time."
Anya grinned. "No harm done. It's pretty slow right now, but we're about to get a busload of visitors. Better get over there. It could get real interesting."
Vicky smiled, then strode lightly toward the door, toward her responsibilities. As the door was closing, Anya spoke again. "Oh, Vicky?" Vicky stopped, poking her head back into the office. "I haven't been able to make any progress on that spell."
Vicky cocked her head for a second, then she understood Anya's meaning. A smile crept over her features. "No hurry." Her smile broadened as she saw Anya's jaw drop. "I think I learned a little something from Melanie, too. Maybe I need to quit being so angry, and just accept what I can't change." She turned, and whistling to herself, strode out of the office.
As the door closed, Anya sat for a moment, looking totally surprised. Then, as she turned her attention back to the computer, a wry grin crept across her face.
FIN
ElrodW
A man who's having an affair would love to leave his wife for his best friend and love. The problem is that the wife has the power to ruin him if he tries. He needs help — magic help of the kind that Bikini Beach specializes in. But the results aren't quite what he was thinking.
This is an all-new Bikini Beach tale which grew out of an e-mail conversation I had with Ellie. Thanks to ib12us and Sir Lee for their suggestions and help editing, especially in improving the ending.
This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
The flickering TV provided almost all of the illumination in the otherwise-darkened room. On the floor, a girl of about nine or ten lay asleep on a sleeping bag. Behind her, on the sofa, a man sat with his arm around a woman, who was resting her head on the man's shoulder.
Tyler Lofton sighed as he glanced at the clock. "It's late," he said. "I need to get home."
"I wish you didn't have to go," Julia Richards sighed.
"So do I," Tyler echoed. "But you know _she's_ waiting."
Julia turned, lifting her finger to put across Tyler's mouth. "Shh," she chided softly. "Please don't talk about _her_!"
"Sorry," Tyler quickly said. "I had a great day today." He changed the subject. "I think Tracy did, too."
Julia let her head rest on Tyler's shoulder again. "I know she did. She loves having you around. You're like ..."
"A father?" Tyler asked hopefully.
Julia laughed, a soft, mellifluous sound. "No, more like ... a very good friend. I love the way you treat her like she's your second-best friend. So does she."
"And who's my _best_ friend, then?" Tyler asked.
In response, Julia lifted her lips and kissed him. "That would be me."
Tyler squirmed, and Julia knew that their evening together was coming to an end. She stood with him, and, clinging tightly to his arm, walked with him to the door of her apartment. Before he could open the door, she lifted herself on her toes and kissed him again, this time longer and with more passion.
"I wish we had more time to ... you know," Tyler suggested as he gazed at Julia.
Near the door, a light was on, so that her loveliness could be better seen and appreciated. She was a pretty woman; five foot eight made her a little taller than average, but she was slender. Tyler knew that was a result of being a struggling single mom with an extremely hectic schedule. She usually wore her wavy, long, brown hair swept back over her ears and hanging free in the back. While she would never be described as a model, she was pretty in a refreshingly simple way. Even without makeup, she was attractive with her pert nose, her sparkling green eyes, and her sensuous lips.
Julia smiled, and even her simple smile was warm and beautiful. "It's kind of difficult to find time for just the two of us with Tracy around," she answered. Her smile broadened. "Even when we don't have any physical intimacy, though, I love the emotional intimacy we share whenever we're together."
"So do I," Tyler answered. In contrast to her simple beauty, Tyler seemed rather ordinary. Average height and average looks made him tend to blend in to a crowd rather than stand out. He kept his light brown hair short and neatly trimmed, and his hazel eyes sparkled when he looked at Julia. Clean shaven, he had a rugged jawline that made him seem like a throwback to the days when men rode to the rescue, like cavalry. He kept himself fit with much exercise, including swimming — a luxury his situation permitted him, and he always seemed to be dressed in business-casual attire, such as the Dockers and knit polo shirt he was wearing. The contrast came on his left hand — his finger was encircled by a gold band, where Julia's hand was plain.
Tyler permitted himself to kiss Julia one more time. He knew that if he didn't force himself to walk out the door, he'd stay, and then there would be hell to pay when he got home. But she'd be worth it, he thought, even as he turned down the hall toward the stairwell of the apartment building.
Tyler looked out of place as he walked out of the apartment building. He appeared — and was — upper-middle class, but the apartment building was clearly for people of far less means. The contrast was striking enough that any outside observer would think that, leaving this late at night, he had been visiting a mistress. Indeed, he had been. Tyler had known Julia from his office for over twelve years, during which time he'd been unhappily married, and she'd stayed single, passing by several suitors as she waited for him.
He climbed into his Lexus and started the engine. Every yard he drove closer to his home seemed like agony, both because he was getting further from his best friend and lover, Julia, and because he was nearing _her_. He wondered how he'd ended up in this messy situation, even as he knew the answer. All his life, he'd needed to find some sense of belonging and security. He had succeeded, but the cost had been high.
He'd lost his mother when he was four, and was raised by his blue-collar, sometimes-employed dad. Though his dad didn't drink, unlike many fathers in the neighborhood, he was a strict disciplinarian, and any infraction, no matter how minor, resulted in a belting. There was no love; only tolerance. Beyond doing his chores and getting passing grades, his dad didn't seem to care what Tyler did. It was an unspoken expectation that Tyler would follow his dad into blue-collar work as a longshoreman. Tyler's older brother bullied him constantly, and his dad never intervened, explaining that Tyler needed to 'toughen up'. As an act of rebellion against his dad, Tyler began to follow a tough crowd, and that often got him into serious fights, and into trouble with the law.
As another act of defiance, Tyler pushed hard to get into college, to escape the type of life his dad lived. He'd barely been admitted, and because of a double load of classes and a full-time job to pay for his schooling, he wasn't a stellar student by any means. He knew that his future prospects weren't exactly bright. There, he'd met Olivia Carston, the girl who would become his wife. When he first saw her, he knew she was from a well-to-do family; even casually about campus, she wore designer clothes and expensive jewelry, and she carried herself with an air of sophistication and dignity that spoke of an upper-crust upbringing. She was pretty, in a reserved, formal way. A little taller than average, she kept herself trim and fit with her personal trainer and time in the gym. When in public, she wore her long blonde hair in a bun or other very conservative style, letting it down only in private. Tyler saw her as an opportunity to escape his poorer roots, to climb up to a better life.
It didn't take long to catch Olivia's eye; early in his life he had developed a talent for schmoozing. Before long, they were dating, and then, just after they'd both graduated, she encouraged him to propose to her. After their wedding, Tyler started working as a mid-level manager in one of her family's companies. In his first week with the firm after their honeymoon, he'd overheard some managers in a break room discussing a deal they were trying to make. Perhaps because of his upbringing, he had an uncanny knack for reading situations and people, and understanding what they wanted and needed, and how to win them over. In addition, he was vocal with his opinions. His suggestions were rudely discounted, but when the negotiations went sour, one of the managers remembered what Tyler had suggested. He was given a role in the next set of contract negotiations, where his street-smarts proved their worth, and the company benefited greatly.
As a result, he got a promotion and a fancy office. From then on, his role was negotiating with suppliers, vendors, and subcontractors for all of the Carston companies, and he earned a reputation for always getting a great deal, while keeping everyone happy. He also had the luxury of setting his own work schedule, since he was 'family' and the chief negotiator. Tyler thought he'd made it, and that now, life would be good.
He'd figured that after they settled down, he and Olivia would have children, and that they'd be happy. It was then that her true nature became apparent. She didn't want any children, making her view on the subject very clear, and letting him know, for the first of countless times, that she was boss, and he was nothing without her. It was her way, or she'd ruin him. It hadn't been a direct threat then, and it still wasn't, but the implication was clear: she had the money and power and resources to utterly destroy his life if he didn't toe her line. It also became apparent that she had an acid tongue and she was controlling and vindictive in an almost petty way. Tyler thought bitterly that she could have easily been the inspiration for Shakespeare's "Taming of the Shrew." It took its toll on Tyler — he started feeling angry at everything, and it showed. Olivia, with her temper and demanding attitude, had slowly broken his spirit. Years of her abuse and unspoken threats slowly made him subservient to her. He lost the edge and independence he'd learned as a tough youth.
Tyler hadn't learned to love; only to survive. Even after marrying Olivia, there was no love. For him, it was a ticket out, an escape, a way to make contacts and move up, so that he'd never raise children in the manner he'd grown up. Love was a foreign concept.
That all changed when he met Julia. She was working as a temp in one of the Carston family businesses, and Tyler was doing his usual job of negotiating. He had bumped into Julia, as she was scurrying with a stack of copies to one of the manager's offices. His coffee had splashed over both of them, and over her precious copies. She had been horror-stricken, both by getting hot coffee on Tyler, and on messing up her paperwork. Naturally, he was angry, and he started to say something petty and mean, but then he saw her eyes. He saw warmth, and kindness, and sincerity which he'd never seen before. The verbal lashing he intended to deliver died in his throat; instead, he found himself apologizing for having gotten in her way. Since she had no time to redo the copies, Tyler had walked with her to the manager's office, and explained that he'd accidentally spilled coffee on her copies, and that it wasn't her fault.
It took no time for a romance to develop. Julia gave love that Tyler had never known. In return, he found a growing ability to be trusting and loving. Once Olivia suspected the affair, she made sure that Julia was fired. Tyler used his contacts to get her a job, despite Olivia's spitefully negative personnel appraisal. When he could, he used some of his "allowance" from Olivia to help Julia out financially.
Tyler thought of Tracy, Julia's charming daughter. He was certain that she was his daughter, even though she'd never told him, nor even suggested it. She was as cute as her mother was pretty, and had the same enchanting brown eyes and innocent look. Tracy was a smart girl, too — she usually got all A's at school. And most importantly, she treated Tyler like he was her dad, even though she'd never been told the truth.
Tyler pulled his car into the garage, parking his Lexus next to her car. He hadn't noticed any lights on as he came up the driveway, so he hoped that she was already in bed. Slowly, silently, he opened the door and crept into the house.
The light came on with a blinding suddenness, startling him.
"You're late," Olivia chided him sternly.
"I didn't want to wake you," Tyler replied automatically.
Olivia drew herself up out of her chair and walked over to him. "I suppose you were with _her_ again, tonight?" She stood in front of him, blocking his path into the house. "How is she, these days? Still trying to enjoy her miserable, poor life?"
Tyler wanted to stand up to Olivia, but he knew that she held all the power. He said nothing, but his nostrils flared with his anger at her accusation and petty delight in Julia's situation.
Olivia noticed his reaction. "Tell me," she continued in a wicked voice, "did the two of you have ... fun tonight, or did that bratty daughter of hers interfere with your passion?"
"For your information," Tyler said through clenched teeth, "Tracy is a wonderful little girl, and spending time with a ... friend doesn't necessarily have to end in sex."
"Good." She was taking delight in tormenting him over his evening. "That means you've got something for me."
"You know," Tyler observed, trying but failing to sound impassionate, "you've completely spoiled the mood. Men ... don't perform on demand."
Olivia sneered at him. "We'll see. You could always take one of your little pills, couldn't you? I doubt you'd be able to resist me, then. You _will_ try to please me, too, won't you?" She turned and strutted toward the bedroom, one of her long, sexy legs showing through the slit in the side of her nightie. "It's time for bed." It sounded less like a suggestion than a demand, and she knew that he'd comply. He always did.
**********
"Where?" Tyler was astonished by Julia's suggestion.
"The water park south of the mall," Julia repeated. "You know the one — Bikini Beach."
Tyler sighed. "I was hoping for a more relaxing day. Something more conventional, like maybe a picnic, or a movie."
"Tracy wants to go to the water park, and I've been promising her for a while. You don't want to disappoint her, do you?" She nibbled on his ear. "Besides, we'll have the rest of the evening, and if Tracy gets tired from too much excitement ...."
A smile crept over Tyler's face. "Well, we can't disappoint Tracy, now, can we?"
Twenty minutes later, Tyler pulled into a parking spot at the park. "Unusual that they have such a tall fence, don't you think?"
Julia shrugged. "Maybe. But I've heard wonderful things about the park."
"Okay." Tyler glanced in the back seat. "Ready for some fun, Tracy?"
Tracy grinned. "Yeah," she said enthusiastically. If she'd tried her best, she wouldn't have been able to contain her excitement.
As they walked across the parking lot, swim gear tucked under their arms, Julia wrapped her arm around Tyler's, drawing him closer. He smiled at her. This was going to be a pleasant day, he decided. Then he noticed something that seemed odd. "I don't see any other men going in," he said, his voice cautious. "You don't suppose that this is a ladies-only place, do you?" If it was, then the day would be ruined, and Tracy would be very disappointed.
Julia frowned, but then she spotted a couple of college guys at the ticket window. "There are a couple of boys in line," she answered. "I swear, you're too suspicious."
Tyler chuckled. "Yeah, but do you see all the women going in? Are you sure you want me in a park, in my swimsuit, surrounded by all these attractive women?"
Julia punched him lightly in the arm. "I know you won't be looking at anyone but me," she said playfully. "Besides, I thought your tomcatting days were long over."
"You know me too well."
As he waited in line for the window, Tyler noticed another odd fact — most of the patrons were bypassing the booth and using some type of pass-card to enter. He failed to notice that the person in front of him had moved.
"Yes, Mister Lofton," a dark-haired girl behind the glass said, regaining his attention, "this is a membership-only private park, so not many of our patrons need to buy passes."
"What?" Tyler frowned. "Uh, how ...?" He was puzzled that the girl had seemingly read his mind. She had _certainly_ called him by name, which he hadn't given her. It added to the puzzle of the park. For all his life, Tyler had had a sense of things feeling wrong. That feeling was back, in spades. Despite that, though, he suppressed his wariness; after all, the day was for time with Julia and Tracy.
"I get that question a lot," she answered enigmatically. "So I've learned to recognize when people are wondering." She glanced at Julia and Tracy. "Since we're a private park, we sell only a limited number of passes. You're early enough that we haven't sold out of those, and besides, this is a slow day."
Tyler's eyes widened. From the traffic he'd seen, the park was quite busy. "This is a _slow_ day?"
"Relatively. I'm Anya. My grandmother and I run the park. I take it you want three passes for the day? Two adults and one junior?"
"Oh, yes, that's right." Tyler was getting quite distracted by all the little things that seemed out of place or unusual. He dug out his wallet and paid for the passes.
"Remember to shower before you leave the locker rooms," Anya reminded him. "It's a health department regulation. And have a fun day."
Tyler smiled. "We will." He took the passes and stepped away from the window. After passing through the entrance, he went to the men's locker on the right, while Julia and Tracy went to the women's locker on the left.
Perhaps it was from his upbringing, in a rough part of town, and from a relatively poor family, but Tyler couldn't help but be suspicious. For a very busy park, as the girl at the window had described, the men's locker was very small. He filed that fact away to think of later — maybe, and tossed his gear on a bench. He took off his clothes, placing them in an empty locker, and pulled on his swim trunks. To be certain that he didn't lose the key, he fastened it inside the tiny pocket of the swimsuit with a safety pin.
Tyler stepped toward the door, where he saw a large mirror. He posed, admiring his physique. While he wasn't twenty any longer, he still was in much better shape than most of his contemporaries. He had no belly fat, and his muscles were well toned without being exaggerated. There were still the scars, though, on his chest, from his high-school days. Tyler wore them proudly, as a badge of honor, for having survived his very turbulent, rough childhood and escaped the poverty trap. One had nearly killed him — if the blade had been millimeters down, it wouldn't have deflected off his rib, but would have slid between them and pierced his heart.
Tyler tore his thoughts away from reminiscing about the past, and focused on the present. The girl had said that he needed to shower, so he walked to one of the shower stalls. He twisted the knob, and then stepped in, having steeled himself for a blast of cold water. Instead, it was pleasantly warm, and invigorating.
After a few moments in the shower, longer than he'd intended due to the relaxing effect of the shower, he stepped out, turned off the handle, and started toward the exit door. Something seemed odd to him, but he couldn't put his finger on it. Something wet was dancing around his shoulders in an unexpected way, and it seemed like hair was flitting into and out of his peripheral vision. The feel of walking was different, too.
As soon as Tyler came around the corner to the exit, he instinctively flinched and averted his eyes at the topless woman in front of him. It only took a few milliseconds, though, for him to know that something was very wrong. Only moments before, he'd been flexing and posing in front of a mirror. That meant — he flinched at the thought — that the shower or something in this room was magic, and that _he_ was the woman in the mirror. He looked back, and saw that the woman was mimicking his every move.
Slowly, fearfully, he looked down, and saw what he knew was on his chest — a pair of moderate sized, perky breasts, capped in large dark nipples. Between the breasts, he could see a very flat stomach, and an equally flat groin, covered with a bikini bottom. He gasped in surprise, and even that tiny sound was softer than what he'd expected. Almost automatically, his hands reached up and cupped his breasts, and his hands and breasts confirmed that what his eyes saw really had happened. He was a woman. Somehow, impossibly, he'd been changed into a woman.
Years of dealing with the unexpected as he grew up served Tyler well. He fought the instinct to panic, and assessed the situation. The woman in the mirror — himself — was of average build, and moderately attractive. She was well-toned, just like Tyler had been, and had little excess fat. Her brown hair was short, and, being wet, it was hard to say how it was styled, but Tyler suspected, from the cut, that it was a bob with the front feathered a bit. Her face was Tyler's face, but feminized, a face that he would have had if a different sperm had won the race. She didn't have super-model looks, but she was far from unattractive. A bit above average, Tyler decided.
A knock sounded on the door, and then it opened, letting the bright sunlight stream in as a figure stepped through the door. As if it were an instinct, Tyler lifted his arms to cover his naked breasts, and retreated a half step from the door.
"Don't worry, Tyler," the figure said. Tyler recognized the voice as belonging to the girl from the ticket window. "This park is magic, and yes, it transformed you into a woman."
"Why?" Tyler demanded simply. "Why did you do this to me?"
The girl smiled. "My grandmother built this park as a refuge for women, a place where they could relax and not worry about being ogled and treated as objects."
"That doesn't explain why. Or how? And ..." He didn't want to push the unthinkable question — was this a permanent change?
Anya smiled. "No, it's not permanent. The magic lasts until around midnight of the last day your pass is valid. Since you bought a one-day pass, the magic will wear off about midnight, and you'll change back to your male self."
"Oh," Tyler sounded relieved about changing back. "Magic?" he asked skeptically. "You expect me to believe this was magic?" He started as he realized that she'd apparently read his mind — again.
"Do you have another explanation?" Anya asked with a smile.
"No, I guess not," Tyler admitted softly. The sound coming from his mouth was soft and feminine, and impossible in his ears.
Anya waved one hand, and produced a bikini top. "Before we go any further," she said, "please put this on. Grandmother really dislikes topless sunbathing in her park."
Tyler took the garment as if it were a snake. "How ...?" he started to ask.
"The magic gives you skills to cope as a woman. If you don't think about how, but just about putting it on, you'll find it's natural, like you've been doing it all your life."
Tyler did as directed, and his jaw dropped as he put on the bikini top. "That's ...." he started to say.
"Spooky? Yes, it is — at first. And just so you don't worry, I've already spoken to Julia, and she knows what to expect. You two can have a fun day with Tracy, just like you'd planned."
Tyler couldn't help but glance down at his new body. "Not quite like we'd planned," he said, smiling wryly as he looked back at Anya.
"Mostly, though. You wanted to treat Tracy to a fun day at a water park, and you're willing to sacrifice ... intimacy ... with Julia to do so." She smiled warmly. "It sounds to me like you enjoy the warmth of a caring family more than the sexual aspect of your relationship."
Tyler started at her words. "I ... I guess you're right," he said slowly. "But ... how do you know all this? Unless you're reading my mind."
Anya grinned. "You catch on pretty quickly. Now why don't you go out and have a fun day? Oh, by the way, since you're changed, your female name is Tiffany." She saw the wrinkled nose and brow on Tyler's face. "Yes, I know it can sound a bit bimbo-ish, but it's how the magic worked."
Tyler shrugged. "I guess I'll make the best of it, then, since it's only temporary." He squared his shoulders, flinching at the jiggle on his chest as he did so, took a deep breath, and marched through the door out to the entrance plaza.
After being momentarily blinded by the bright sunlight, he started looking around, and eventually spotted Julia and Tracy sitting at a table waiting. He walked, uneasily, toward them.
Tracy hurled herself at Tyler and wrapped her arms around him in a big hug. "Hi, Aunt Tiff!" she exclaimed with glee. "I'm so glad you could come today! We're going to have lots of fun!"
Tyler uneasily returned the hug. "You know I like spending time with you," he said, "and your mom."
"I want to go on the slides first," Tracy begged. "Can we go on the slides first?" She pointed toward the turquoise Pele's Race on the side of the 'mountain.'
"Sure, honey," Julia said, giving Tyler a wink. "Why don't you run on ahead and we'll be right behind you?"
Squealing with delight, the girl raced down the pathway toward the ride, leaving Julia and Tyler behind.
"You look exactly like I pictured you, after the girl from the booth explained things to me," Julia said with a smile. "I'm almost jealous."
Tyler shook his head, feeling his short hair brushing his shoulders. "You didn't know this would happen?" he asked, amazed.
"No," Julia replied. "Honest to God, I didn't know!"
"It kind of spoils anything this evening after we get back to your place," Tyler observed dispassionately. "Tracy thinks I'm really her Aunt Tiffany?"
"Yup," Julia smiled. "That's what the girl said would happen, since Tracy doesn't know about the magic." She looked at Tyler — looking slightly down to him for the first time ever. "You're not mad, are you?"
Tyler smiled. "Like I said the other day, I love spending time with you as a friend, even when we can't ... you know."
The day went far better than Tyler had imagined it would. The girls had a wonderful time, floating around the "Old Man River", riding some of the milder tube slides that were suitable for Tracy, and sunbathing and swimming in the "Tropical Lagoon". While Tracy swam and floated, Tyler and Julia had time together to talk and share some 'friend time'.
All too soon, the loudspeaker announced that the park was closing. Julia glanced at Tyler, then back at the Junior Lifeguard Academy pool, where Tracy was playing with a couple of girls on the Safety Scramble, a fun course to test agility and balance as kids used the overhead net and fake tortoises in the water to cross the pool. "Tracy," Julia called.
Tracy turned toward her calling mother; as a result, she lost her handhold on the net and fell with a splash into the pool. She came up sputtering. "Aw, Mom," she complained," you made me fall!"
"It's almost closing time, so we need to go."
Tracy looked at the net and tortoises, and the other kids scrambling across the obstacle course, and considered ignoring her mother to try one last time. It was obvious what she was thinking for that brief moment, but she decided not to risk getting in trouble. She turned, and splashed and swam to the edge of the pool. She'd never had many swimming lessons, and it showed. For a brief moment, Tyler wondered if he couldn't do something to help her swim better, so she didn't feel so awkward around girls her own age who were better swimmers.
As they walked back toward the locker rooms, Tyler began to have his doubts about the rest of the day. "Now what?" he asked Julia.
Julia smiled pleasantly. "How about if we get something on the way home, and then we can have a 'girls night' watching a movie?"
Tyler winced. "Can we get something at a drive-thru? Or maybe order a pizza?"
"Afraid to be seen in public like that?" Julia asked with a grin.
Tyler nodded sheepishly. "Yeah, you could say that."
"I don't want you to feel uncomfortable," Julia chuckled. "We'll order a pizza."
As they came to the locker rooms, Tyler was somehow not surprised to see that the "Men's" sign had magically changed to read, "Women's Locker Room 2". He smiled to himself — that would help cut down on awkward questions from people who didn't know someone had changed. The owner and her granddaughter seemed to have thought of everything.
Inside the locker room, Tyler noted further that all the masculine details were gone, and the room now had makeup mirrors, blow dryers, and other accoutrements typically not found in a men's locker. There were other women present in the room, and many of them turned toward Tyler, their expressions varying from amused to worried. Tyler reasoned that those familiar with the magic found the nervousness of newly-changed men entertaining, while those who were new to the change, such as himself, found the thought of being a woman, changing in a room full of women, to be unsettling.
He steeled himself, squared his shoulders, and stepped directly to his locker. Inside, as he dreaded but somehow knew, he found his clothing was altered. Instead of his polo shirt, he had a pale blue, sleeveless knit blouse with a deep Vee neckline. His ever-present Dockers were tan Capri pants, and his shoes were feminine flats.
Bowing to the inevitable, Tyler slipped out of his bikini, and stepped to an empty shower stall. Inside, he used the floral-scented body wash and shampoo to cleanse the chlorine and dirt from his body and hair. A little voice in his head seemed to be telling him something, and knowing of the magic, he followed that voice, he applied some conditioner and crá¨me rinse to avoid tangles. After a few seconds, he rinsed it out, and then turned off the shower. Without stepping from the shower, he took his towel, which he'd hung on a hook just outside his stall. The voice told him not to scrub his hair with the towel, like he usually did, but to pat it dry. After quickly drying, he wrapped the towel around his wet hair, and walked back to a bench in front of his locker.
Somehow, the sight of a dozen or more naked women in the locker room did nothing for Tyler, even though he knew it should. He suspected, correctly, that the magic had given him female instincts and attractions, and as such, looking at other women was of no interest. That thought also caused Tyler a moment of fear — if his attraction for women had been turned off, did that mean he would have a woman's attraction to men? He was suddenly very grateful that his change would only last until midnight, and that he and Julia were going to her apartment for a movie, and not out clubbing.
Without thinking, Tyler pulled on his panties, then his bra. After he removed the towel from his head, he pulled on his blouse, pulled on the pants, and then slipped into his flats. He rolled his bikini up in his towel, and then took the purse that was in his locker in place of his wallet.
As he started to blow-dry his hair, Tyler suddenly wondered about something. He glanced in his purse, and to his surprise, found no wedding ring. Tyler had always worn his ring, even though it was offensive to Julia, simply out of habit. With the change, though, he apparently wasn't married. That thought caused him to smile as he finished his hair. That was one less thing to have to worry about, and it seemed almost liberating to not be married to Olivia.
Gathering his stuff, he stepped out of the locker room and walked toward the entrance. He didn't see Julia, but he saw the pretty brunette girl, Anya, walking past. "Excuse me," he called to her.
Anya stopped and turned, a very pleasant expression on her face. "Did you enjoy yourself today, Tiffany?" she asked.
"Very much so," Tyler answered. "There's something I don't understand though."
"What's that?" Anya asked.
"When I changed this morning, this," he gestured toward the men's room over his shoulder, "was a men's room. Now, it isn't."
"It helps cut down confusion when people leave," Anya answered, "just like you figured."
"But ... what happens if someone is leaving in the middle of the day, when someone else is coming in?"
Anya laughed. "You're one of the first people to ask that," she chuckled. "It's pretty complicated. It's kind of like a whole bunch of parallel dimensions. Each person or group coming in has a private changing room that's in its own reality space. But once the day ends and men are going out, it's no longer necessary."
Tyler felt his head spin as he tried to comprehend what Anya was telling him. "So ... it's like a Twilight Zone thing? You set it up so men can't bump into women accidentally?"
Anya nodded, still smiling. "That's a simple way to describe it. The magic, though," she said in a hushed voice, "is pretty complicated. Even I don't quite understand how Grandmother did it, yet."
"Tiffany!" Julia called from near the women's locker as soon as she spotted Tyler. She and Tracy started toward him.
"Uh, you said this wears off ... around midnight?"
Anya nodded. "I would suggest you not go home until after the magic wears off. Olivia might not understand, and she'll get even angrier than she normally does."
Tyler's jaw dropped. "You ... know that I'm married?"
Anya nodded. "I can read minds and auras pretty well, but not as well as Grandmother."
"You're not going to say anything, like I'm a slime or something for cheating?" Tyler asked cautiously.
Anya shook her head gently. "It's not my place to judge," she said. "I read your mind, remember? I know _all_ about your marital situation. Besides, if you were some kind of low-life, I wouldn't have sold you a pass in the first place."
"Uh, thanks. I guess."
Anya turned, but then looked back over her shoulder. "Keep an open mind. Problems like yours have a way of working out — if you look for unconventional solutions." She walked off, leaving Tyler standing, puzzling over her meaning.
**********
Tyler paused in the doorway and turned to the bed. "Sleep well, Tracy," he said gently to the girl.
"Thanks for the fun day, Aunt Tiffany," Tracy replied. She sounded tired, but very happy.
"Any time. Now go to sleep, before you get in trouble."
Tyler turned to the living room of the small apartment. He sat down wearily on the sofa next to Julia.
"It's been a long day."
Julia laughed. "You played hard, and you're not used to that body."
Tyler nodded. "You got that right." He looked down at the bulges on his chest again. "I don't know how girls deal with all these ... curves."
"We grew up with them," Julia explained with a grin. "It doesn't seem that unusual — just like you don't seem bothered by all your ... stuff ... in your shorts."
"Okay," Tyler conceded. "I get the point."
"Do you want to watch another movie?"
Tyler sighed. "You want me to suffer through another 'chick flick'?" he asked sarcastically.
"Why not? You _are_ one right now," Julia teased. "And if the magic gave you any female skills and feelings, I'm willing to bet that you liked the first movie."
"No, I didn't," Tyler countered angrily. "I don't have female feelings."
"Then why were you crying when they got together at the end?" Julia asked with a smile. "And don't deny it; both Tracy and I saw it."
Tyler knew it was pointless to argue; he'd been caught. "Okay, so I'm a little more emotional right now. Blame the magic."
"Whatever caused it, I think it's sweet that you show emotions." She paused. "So, now what?"
Tyler glanced up at the clock. It was almost eleven. "I don’t have a lot of time left like this," he said, with a tiny hint of regret in his voice. "And then I have to go."
Julia rose, smiling, and then offered a hand to help Tyler up. "Then I'll brew some tea, and we can sit and visit for a while, okay?"
Tyler nodded. "That sounds ... nice."
As the two sat at the kitchen table, sipping tea, Julia decided to broach the dreaded subject. "What are you going to do about Olivia?" she asked.
Tyler shook his head, his eyes half closed and a sad expression on his face. "I want to leave her," he said, "but you know what she can do to me."
"I know," Julia said, nodding. "But you need to do what _you_ want, and what you need. You know she destroyed your sense of independence, and she's slowly killing your spirit and zest for life. She completely controls you."
Tyler simply nodded; she was speaking the absolute truth.
"She's not really a wife, is she? She's more a bossy ...." Julia didn't want to say the word.
"Bitch." Tyler sighed heavily. "But if I leave, she'll completely ruin me. Her family has that kind of power. She can make sure that I'll never get any kind of meaningful job ever again. She can ruin my credit, my reputation — everything."
"Sometimes," Julia said wistfully, "I feel like I'm your mother, and you're a teenager trying to sort through a tough problem. I can't tell you what to do. All I can do is offer advice." She put her hands on Tyler's atop the table. "I can tell you that if you do leave her, we'll figure out how to work things out. No matter what, we'll somehow figure out how."
"I know," Tyler said.
"She scares you, doesn't she?" Julia asked the obvious.
Tyler's eyes widened in surprise at her question, and then he slowly nodded. "Yeah. I never thought I'd say it, but she _does_ scare me. Her family scares me. I've seen them do things that are ... almost evil. I've seen them lie, cheat, and use people. I've seen them ruin people." He took a deep breath. "I never thought I'd say it, but for the first time in my life, I'm afraid of her and her family."
Tyler suddenly sat upright, his eyes widening in surprise. "Oh, I think it's starting!" He felt a strange tingling in his extremities, and on his scalp. Slowly, the tingling radiated up his arms and legs, and down his head, until his whole body was enveloped in the strange sensation.
"I see it!" Julia exclaimed. She watched as Tyler's hair shortened, while his face slowly morphed and became more masculine, more angular. His hands, atop the table, lost their feminine grace, and turned into his normal rough, scarred hands. His body was changing, too, losing the prominent bumps on his chest as his whole torso swelled outward, becoming more muscular and more masculine. Even his clothes were changing — they flowed like liquid cloth, changing color and shape as they reformed into Tyler's normal attire.
In seconds, it was over. Tyler was back to normal.
"Wow!" Julia exclaimed softly, her eyes wide open in amazement. "That was ... incredible! If I hadn't seen it, I wouldn't have believed it!"
Tyler smiled. "It's weird to be on the changing side, too."
Sadness slowly crept over Julia's face. "I know you have to go, now."
Tyler nodded. "It's the last thing I _want_ to do, but I have to."
"I know."
Tyler stood slowly, and offered a hand to Julia. They walked slowly to the door, where he swept her into an embrace and kissed her.
**********
Half an hour later, Tyler pulled into his garage. The lights in the house were on, which meant that Olivia was awake, and probably furious. He swallowed hard, not wanting to deal with her and her rage, but knowing it was inevitable.
He walked into the kitchen, half-expecting Olivia to be waiting like a panther to pounce on its prey. She wasn't, though.
"In here," she ordered harshly from the dining room.
Tyler walked in, trying his best to look stern and defiant, but he knew that he'd fail. Olivia would see right through his façade.
"You're late," she chided.
Tyler simply shrugged.
"You were out with _her_ again, weren't you?" she demanded.
"What if I was? What does it matter to you?" His tone was resigned, not defiant.
Olivia's face reddened, and nostrils flared. "It matters to me because people notice! I heard gossip from two different ladies at the country club tonight! Your tawdry little affair is going to ruin my reputation!" she screamed.
Tyler stood, silently taking her abuse.
"It's over! Do you hear me? It's over." Her voice lowered to a menacing, angry tone. "You are _not_ to see that tramp again. You are not to contact her." She glared at Tyler. "And in case you think you can sneak past me this time, all it takes is one little phone call, and I can get our internet records, and your cell phone records."
"You're a first-class bitch," Tyler said in the first angry reply to her in a very long time.
Olivia grinned wickedly. "Yes, I am, aren't I?" She turned angrily and started from the room, but paused and looked over her shoulder, an evil triumphant smile on her face. "And just because you've pissed me off, you can sleep in the guest room — at least until I decide I need your ... companionship." She turned, tossed her head back haughtily, and walked away.
Tyler stood, silently fuming. He knew that Julia was right — he was afraid of Olivia, and she'd destroyed part of him.
**********
Tyler poured a cup of coffee and sat down in the breakfast nook. He felt groggy; he hadn't slept well on the uncomfortable guest bed — like he'd done all week. Olivia was still angry, and using every little thing she could think of to punish him. He sipped the black coffee, hoping the caffeine would help him wake up.
"Are you going in to work today?" Olivia demanded as she stepped into the kitchen. She was wearing a robe over a very sheer negligee, incompletely tied so the front was open, exposing much skin and her creamy breasts. It was as if she was tormenting his remaining sense of manhood, since he'd been exiled to the guest room and had no contact with his mistress.
Tyler shrugged. "Maybe," he answered simply between sips of coffee.
"You _know_ that there's that big contract with our biggest supplier coming due soon. You need to be on your toes to make sure we get the best deal. We can't have you moping around like a love-sick puppy anymore, can we?" She sounded condescending, like she was lecturing a five-year-old.
Tyler managed an angry glare at her. "You've taken every little bit of joy out of my life. What the hell do you expect?"
Olivia acted surprised. "Oh, that's right! I haven't let you play with your mistress and her little brat for the past week and a half! That's why you're so upset." The sarcastic tone was unmistakable. She glared at him. "Except for the two messages from your phone."
Tyler simply glared into his coffee cup as he took another sip.
"Did you think I wouldn't find out? Did you really think you could slip that past me?" She had nothing but scorn for his feeble attempts to stay in touch with Julia. "Oh, I know what's wrong!" she exclaimed in a mockingly surprised tone, "I never let you have a chance to say goodbye, did I? That's why you're so sad, isn't it?" She clucked at herself as if she really cared, when Tyler knew she didn't. "Well, I'll tell you what," she said, sounding conciliatory for the first time, "I _do_ have a heart. Since I'm going to be at the trade show for the next week with Daddy, I'll let you have one last week with her."
Tyler frowned. He knew she was up to something. "What's the catch?"
"Catch? Oh, I'm so hurt! You doubt my sincerity?" She feigned surprise, but that was another part of her psychological torture. She reached into the pocket of her robe and extracted a card. "Well, the only catch is that you meet her at that water park you and she took her brat ... daughter to." She took a step and held out the card toward Tyler.
Tyler took the card warily. He was now very certain that there was more to this than she was letting on. As he examined it, he noticed the some information on the card was smudged, but that could have easily been because it had spent time in her purse. The date was for that day, and Olivia was leaving in the afternoon for her business trip.
"Well, aren't you going to thank me?" Olivia asked in a rather demanding tone.
Tyler looked warily at her. "Thank you," he said simply.
"Well then," Olivia sounded suspiciously cheerful, "you'd better call her and let her know that I'm allowing you a last goodbye, and then you can go meet her at the park."
**********
Tyler walked into the shower happily, knowing what to expect, and not caring, because he'd spend the day with Julia and Tracy. Even if the first day was as a woman, he had the rest of the week to be Julia's lover. As he felt the changes, though, he noticed that something seemed odd. Just from how far he had to reach up to the shower knob, he knew he was much smaller. As the other changes happened, he noticed that his chest had not swelled out into full female breasts, but instead, into small cones.
Warily, he stepped toward the door — and the tell-tale mirror. As soon as he spotted himself, he gasped, a faint cry of despair.
He was small — less than five feet tall, and very slender. He also appeared to be no older than eleven or twelve, a little girl instead of the adult woman he'd been before. Tyler started to panic. His — her — hair was the same wavy brown as Julia's, cut shoulder length. She had a cute little nose, slightly upturned, and soft, hazel eyes. His gaze snapped down, to where he saw tiny budding breasts, small, soft bumps on a thin, pre-teen chest. A little girl's chest. He looked into the mirror again. He was thin and a bit gangly — just like any pre-teen girl going through maturation and a growth spurt.
As he stared at the mirror, a sinking feeling in his heart, the door opened. To his horror, Olivia stepped through, grinning wickedly. "Oh, aren't you adorable!" she exclaimed with her usual snide tone.
"What ... did you do?" Tyler asked in a feeble voice.
"You didn't think I'd really let you spend a week playing tomcat with your little mistress, did you?" she sneered.
"You ... said I could spend the week with her," Tyler protested.
"And you will," Olivia crowed. "As her other daughter!"
Tyler's mouth dropped open in confusion. "Other ... daughter?" He suddenly felt worried, and helpless. "How ... did you know? About the park, I mean?"
"I have my ways," Olivia said. "Oh, and by the way, I fudged the expiration date. It doesn't expire today. It expires the day I get back from my trip."
Tyler's eyes widened in horror. "You mean ...?" he stammered, unable to finish the question. He ran back to his locker and pulled out the pass. He wiped at the smudged numbers, and saw that, beneath a little white-out was a _real_ expiration date. His heart sank as he read the date.
"You're stuck as her little brat for the next week!" Olivia said gleefully. She turned and stepped haughtily from the locker room.
Tyler stared after her, with a sinking feeling in his heart. Tears started to trickle from the corners of his eyes as he contemplated just how nasty a trick Olivia had pulled on him. His hatred for her grew, while he wondered what was going to happen now. Did Julia know? How was she going to react?
The door opened again, and an older woman came in, smiling. She was a little overweight, and her hair had a touch of gray. "I know you have a lot of questions, Mr. Lofton, and we'll answer them in a moment." She waved her hand, and produced a bikini top that matched the red bottom Tyler was wearing. "But please put this on first. I don't really like women — or girls — going topless in my park." She extended the top to Tyler.
Having been in the park before, Tyler knew that he'd have some female skills. He took the top, his eyes still teary from Olivia's cruel trick, and tied it on. "What's going on?" he whimpered in a little-girl voice.
The old woman gently took Tyler's arm. "Let's go outside, so when your mother realizes that you're missing, she won't have to wonder, or panic." With Tyler wiping at his tears, the two walked out to the entrance plaza, and the old woman led him to an out-of-the-way table in the corner of the plaza.
"Why? How did she do this?" Tyler cried as they sat down.
The old woman bit her lip. "To be honest, she pulled one over on us." She saw the surprised expression on Tyler's face. "I was tired, and I got careless. Your wife had a third party buy the ticket, and he didn't know anything of her plan. She told her associate that you wanted to spend a week as Julia's daughter, so her deception was a step removed." She shook her head, wincing as she chided herself for her mistake. "If she'd have bought the pass directly, I would have read her intentions, and prevented it. If it had been a lifetime pass, I'd have been very thorough in checking. But since it was short-time, third-party purchase, I didn't check as thoroughly as I should have." She put her hand on Tyler's arm. "I'm so sorry, dear."
"So ... what do I do?"
The old woman smiled pleasantly. "I know you enjoy spending time with Julia. You enjoyed your last visit, and being her friend for the night. Now you can spend the whole week. I think you'll find a lot more affection from her as her oldest daughter."
"But ... the last time, only a little bit changed. How will she ...?"
The old woman shook her head. "This time, reality was rewritten. You're her daughter now. She knows it, everyone knows it. Tell me your name, please."
Tyler looked confused, and then answered. "Trinity Marie Richards," she answered. "Wait, that's not right. I'm Trinity." Her brow wrinkled. "Why can't I say my name?"
"That _is_ your name, in this reality. It's part of the magic, to make sure you don't make a mistake." She saw the look on Tyler's face. "At least it's better than Tiffany." She glanced toward the women's locker room. "Here she comes now."
Julia was coming over, and she didn't look very happy. "Trin," she called in a stern voice, "I told you to wait in the locker room."
The old woman winked at Trinity, and then smiled to Julia. "It's my fault, dear," she explained. "Your daughter was very curious about the expansion we're doing, so I started talking, and, well, here we are."
Trinity glanced at Julia, then at the old woman. From the corner of her eye, she saw a paper on the table that hadn't been there moments before. She looked down and saw a map of the park, with the new sections highlighted.
Julia sat down and hugged Trinity. "Please don't do that again," she said, trying to sound angry but sounding caring and loving instead. "You know I worry about you."
"I promise, Mom," Trinity said, and her eyes widened. She had intended to say "Julia", but couldn't. The old woman's magic really _was_ keeping her from making mistakes.
Julia smiled. "Good. Now let's go have some fun."
As Julia stood, Trinity glanced at the old woman again, and then looked up at Julia. "She was just telling me about the new spa and Roman baths," she said, searching for an excuse to ask just one more question of the old woman. "Since we're reading about that in school, can I at least hear how the park will be?"
"Okay. One minute, okay?" Julia smiled. "I'm going to get your sister from the gift shop. If I know her, she's window shopping for a new swimsuit that I can't afford." She turned and left, a happy bounce in her step, as if she was used to spending a day with _two_ girls instead of one.
"How? How can we afford this? Mom is ... not well off!" Trinity asked.
"Reality has changed a bit. She has a little better job than you remember."
"Oh." Trinity frowned. "What else has changed?"
The old woman smiled. "If you think about the past, you'll remember the details."
"Okay." Trinity stood and turned to leave, but turned back. "Thank you for the help, um ..." She paused, looking puzzled. "I don't know what to call you."
"Most people just call me Grandmother."
**********
"But ...?" Trinity was confused. She still had Tyler's memories, and they did not include sleeping in the same bedroom as Tracy, in the top bunk. In fact, Tyler's memories didn't have a bunk bed in Tracy's room. "I'm not sure I want the top bunk," Trinity said.
"Any more, you mean," Julia said. She rolled her eyes. "After all the fussing you made about being oldest and getting first choice, after all these years of demanding the top bunk, now you want to change your mind at nine o'clock on a school night?"
As Julia spoke, the memories of those arguments came back to Trinity. She frowned; why was she so upset about the top bunk? Just as suddenly, some of Tyler's memories resurfaced — having the top bunk as a kid, only to be thrown off while wrestling with his older brother. Tyler had broken his arm, dislocated his elbow, and gotten a concussion. After that fight and resulting trip to the emergency room, followed by surgery, he'd had a phobia about the top bunk, and willing gave it up to his brother.
For a moment, Trinity felt caught between two realities, not sure if she loved or hated the top bunk. "Okay, Mom." She knew she didn't have a choice.
"We can talk more tomorrow night," Julia said as she gave Trinity a hug. "And if you still want to move, we can do it tomorrow night, when you have more time, okay?" She kissed Trinity on the forehead. "Now get in your jammies and get to bed. You've got school tomorrow."
"Okay," Trinity agreed. "Can we talk a bit ... after I get ready for bed?"
"Sure, honey," Julia answered with a smile. "As long as you're in bed by nine-thirty." She left the room, closing the door behind her.
"Do you really mean it? I can have the top bunk?" Tracy said excitedly.
Trinity smiled at her 'sister'. "Sure. Why not?" The smile turned into a grin. "That way, if you act up, I can always kick the bottom of your bunk!"
Tracy laughed. "You wouldn't, would you?" She saw the look on Trinity's face. "You _would_!"
"Just kidding," Trinity said with a grin. She saw Tracy starting to undress, and the uneasy feeling returned with a vengeance. Tracy was a girl, and she _shouldn't_ be seeing her undress. Should she? After all, she was a girl, too. She shook her head; this mixing of memories was confusing.
Trinity half-turned away from Tracy and pulled off her blouse. She wriggled out of her shorts, and then slipped off the training bra that she'd been shocked to discover in her locker earlier that day. As she glanced down at her chest, at the slightly-swollen areolae, she realized that she _needed_ a training bra, and that soon, she'd need a real one.
As if on autopilot, she pulled down and stepped out of her panties, tossing them in the laundry hamper, and pulled a clean pair from her dresser. Without thinking, she pulled them on, and only then did she marvel at how nice and silky they felt. A slight purr of contentment rippled through her before she pulled on her nightshirt.
Trinity was grateful for the showers and the bath products in the stalls. Because she'd cleaned herself thoroughly there, she didn't feel dirty, or in need of another shower. At least, she thought, it delayed the inevitable, when she'd have to shower in the apartment.
She slipped out to the living room, where Julia was sitting at a desk working on bills, and plopped down on the sofa.
As soon as she heard the noise on the couch, Julia put down her pen and turned. "What's on your mind, sweetie?"
Trinity shrugged. "I don't know. I'm just ... feeling weird inside."
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Trinity shook her head feebly. "I don't know. It's just that I feel ... different."
Julia came over and sat beside her daughter. "I understand, honey," she said in a soothing voice. "I know some of the kids have made fun of you because you don't have a dad, and because we're not as rich as they are." Her voice started to crack with emotion. "I know it's hard."
Trinity's eyebrow rose. She was still trying to assimilate all her new 'girl' memories, and that hadn't been the intent of her words. She didn't know how to tell Julia that she felt torn, because she'd been Tyler until that morning. She _couldn't_ tell Julia, because, in the current reality, Julia would have never experienced someone changing at Bikini Beach, and wouldn't believe Trinity.
Instead, Trinity realized that the subject of which Julia was speaking was very sensitive to her Mom. "I'm sorry," she apologized quickly. "I ... know you don't like me to talk about it."
Julia wiped at tears, a gesture noticed by Trinity. "I ... miss him," she said softly, her voice cracking with emotion. After a moment of silence, she turned to Trinity. "It's past your bedtime. Scoot."
Trinity nodded. "Okay, Mom," she answered, and then gave Julia a hug.
**********
"Get out of bed, sleepy!" Julia shook Trinity. "You're going to be late for school."
Trinity rubbed her eyes, and as soon as she started to open them, she was alert. Things were _very_ wrong! She was in a girls' room, and she quickly established that she was in a bunk bed, and that Julia was waking her up. Her! In a flash of stunning recall, the events of the previous day came back to mind, and Trinity remembered that she was a girl!
Trinity let her body — and memories — go on autopilot as she dressed, just like the old woman from the park had advised. It still seemed weird to be dressing in the same room as Tracy, but less so than the previous night. Without thinking, she ended up in a pair of tight jeans, with a rhinestone pattern on the back pockets, and a tan sleeveless blouse. In the bathroom, she brushed her hair, and, without thinking again, pulled it back and fastened it with a scrunchie.
Inside, Tyler's voice was crying out, angry at what Olivia had done. He wanted to spend time with Julia, not go back to middle school. He wanted to enjoy a passionate, loving embrace, not a familial mother-daughter hug. He wanted to enjoy the wonderful fragrance of her perfume, not smell it as an ordinary, boring, unexciting odor. He wanted to revel in her lips tenderly brushing his, not get a kiss on the cheek from a doting mother. Trinity was crying inside at her predicament.
Julia noticed that Trin seemed a little slow as she sat down at the table for breakfast. "Are you okay, honey?" she asked, concern in her voice.
"I'm fine, Mom," Trin protested, flinching again at how she'd automatically addressed Julia. She half-heartedly lifted a glass of juice and took a sip.
"Well, if you're so fine, how come you're not eating your breakfast?" Julia asked, indicating the plate with a slice of toast, cottage cheese, and strawberries in front of Trin.
Trin felt a stab of panic. Memories of Tyler's childhood flooded her, of a time when Tyler's father would verbally flay him for anything less than what was demanded, even to the point of what and how much he ate for breakfast. There was no mercy, no compassion. "I'm not hungry," Trin said cautiously, expecting trouble, as she pushed around the white lump of cottage cheese with her spoon.
Julia stopped what she was doing and turned toward the table. She reached an open hand towards Trin's forehead, causing the girl to flinch. But, to Trin's shock, instead of a backhanded slap, Julia gently put her hand on Trin's forehead. "You don't feel warm," she said. "Is your stomach upset?"
"Really," Trin insisted, "I'm okay."
"Okay," Julia said, not sounding convinced. "If you say so." She turned back to the kitchen counter. "I've almost got your lunches packed."
To satisfy her mom, Trinity forced herself to eat a little breakfast. From the disapproving look, she knew that her mom had expected her to eat more.
"Hurry up and clean up your plate," Julia insisted. "You're going to miss your bus."
"Yeah, Trin," Tracy added as she walked into the kitchen. She'd already eaten, cleaned up after herself, and now wore her book backpack as she stood, waiting for her older sister.
Trin sighed, and then scooped one last strawberry and some cottage cheese onto a corner of the toast and shoved it into her mouth. As she chewed, she picked up her plate and moved toward the sink, out of habit, to scrape the leftovers into the garbage disposal.
"What are you doing?" Julia interrupted her in a reproving voice.
Trin flinched again, unsure of what infraction she'd committed, but expecting to be chastised for something. "Uh, I was cleaning my plate," she explained weakly.
Julia shook her head, letting out an exasperated sigh. "Sometimes, girl, you'd forget your head if it wasn't fastened on." She took the plate from Trin and scraped the food into a plastic container. "Here," she said, "_now_ rinse it off and put it in the dishwasher." She shook her head as she finished packing her own lunch from the breakfast leftovers. "I swear you do that just to get me to clean up your plate! Now hurry before you miss the bus — again!"
Trin put the plate in the dishwasher, thinking as she did so. Memories were faint and hazy; they were far from well-off, and Mom wouldn't let anything go to waste, including breakfast, which she recycled into her own lunch. Trin picked up her backpack and started toward the door.
Julia interrupted again. "Wait a sec," she said as she scurried to the two girls. She wrapped an arm around each of them, and then, in turn, kissed each on the forehead. "I love you girls. Have a good day," she said in a cheery, loving tone. "See you after work."
"Bye, Mom," Trin said before she even realized that the words had come from her mouth. "Love you, too." She puzzled at the words — where they'd come from, how automatic they'd been. Had Tyler ever said he loved his dad? Probably not even once. And his mom? She'd died when he was way too young, and there were only faint memories of a kind woman's face.
Still wondering about the morning, Trin trudged out the door, her backpack on her back, to the bus stop, where other pre-teen kids were likewise waiting. As she neared the stop, one girl's face brightened, and she called out, "Hey, Trin!"
Trinity felt the panic return. She was frantically sorting through memories, trying to filter Tyler's strong memories from the shadowy "new reality" memories of Trinity. "Morning," she mumbled unenthusiastically. A name came to a ghostly memory. "Beth?" she said cautiously. As she spoke, the bus pulled up, the doors opened, and the kids started climbing aboard. Beth stood beside Trinity as the littler kids got on.
Beth's smile broadened. Apparently, Trinity had gotten the name association right. "Same as always. I hate Monday." Beth was about the same size as Trinity, but her hair was long and sandy blonde, and she had some faint freckles. Trin noted that her big brown eyes and innocent-looking face were probably going to break some boys' hearts later in life. Where Trin's clothing was older and plainer, Beth's jeans looked new, and her top was very stylish. Trin suddenly felt self-conscious about her clothing.
Beth looked closer at Trinity. "Are you okay?"
Trin sighed. "Mom asked the same thing. Everyone thinks I'm not feeling well or something, when I'm really just tired." She couldn't tell Beth the truth — that she was really an older man who'd been magically changed into Trinity, and her mind was a jumble of conflicting memories and thoughts. She stepped up into the bus, followed closely by Beth. Trin took an open seat behind Tracy, who was busily talking with one of her friends. As expected, Beth sat down beside her.
"Are you still up for going to hang out at the mall after school? Topside is having a sale, and I want to see if ...." Beth stopped suddenly, and her hand rose to cover her open mouth, as she realized what she was saying. "I'm sorry," she apologized. "I didn't mean ...." She fell silent.
Trinity frowned momentarily as she tried to assimilate the memories and Beth's sudden apology. She remembered clearly that her mom didn't want to waste any food, and .... The memories snapped into place. They weren't very well off, financially. While they weren't poor, her mom's job didn't pay an extravagant salary, and with two girls, they rarely got fancy new things. Trin suddenly realized that almost all of Tracy's clothing had been hand-me-downs from her, and that new clothes were a rare treat. She _couldn't_ go shopping, because it was a luxury the family couldn't afford.
"That's okay," Trin found herself telling Beth. She saw Beth's worried look ease. "I can still help you look." For some reason, she smiled. "Especially if you let me borrow one of your outfits now and then." Inwardly, she wondered where on earth those words or thoughts had come from. Then again, she thought, the old woman's magic was pretty thorough, so it wouldn't be too much of a stretch for the magic to give her not only girl's skills, but also thoughts and memories to match the new reality. She shuddered inwardly at how powerful the magic was.
Beth grinned, and she gave Trin a quick hug. "Deal."
Fortunately for Trin, Beth felt talkative, so Trinity didn't have to say much during the short ride to school. As soon as they got off the bus, the girls were rushing to their classrooms, so Trin didn't have much time to talk with Beth until lunch. She was going on 'autopilot', relying entirely on the memories and skills the park's magic had given her. She did find, though, that her true memories, those of Tyler, gave her a considerable advantage in her classes, since Tyler had memories of college coursework. All that was left was the busy-work that some teachers found necessary to inflict on their students.
Despite Trinity's misgivings, shopping with Beth was a lot of fun, even if she felt self-conscious about her clothing. She saw some outfits in the store that, according to her girl thoughts, she really wanted. Tyler had never enjoyed shopping. Trinity had fun with Beth, trying on different outfits, talking about which would look best with what pants or jeans, and giggling about some of the 'gossip' from the other girls. Beth bought a couple of new tops, promising that Trin could borrow them whenever she wanted. It was nearly six when Beth and Trin climbed into Beth's mom's car for the ride home.
When she got home, she saw that her mom's car was already in its parking spot. Trin gave Beth a hug, thanked her mom, and then scurried up to the apartment.
As she opened the door, Trin remembered that she was responsible for some of the household chores. She winced as she wondered if her mom was going to be upset.
"Trin?" Julia called from the kitchen, "is that you, honey?" She didn't sound upset.
Trin was nervous. "Yes, Mom," she answered as she dropped her backpack out of the way. "Sorry I'm late."
"Did you girls have fun?" Julia answered.
The answer wasn't what Trinity feared. "Uh, yeah," she replied cautiously. "Beth and I had a lot of fun shopping." She walked around the corner to the kitchen.
"And I suppose you found a lot of new outfits that you're just dying to have, right?" Julia's words could have been biting and unkind, but they sounded playful and cheery.
Trin felt her head spinning. Memories were swirling in a dizzying torrent, Tyler's old memories, the false memories of the new reality, Trinity's experiences of the past day and a half. She felt like she was walking blind through a fog, unsure of what shapes were real and what weren't. "Nothing I need right now," Trinity answered unsteadily. She wasn't sure how her mother would react.
"Maybe something for your birthday?" Julia asked with a smile. "Or Christmas?"
"Maybe." Trin looked at her mother preparing the meal, and realized with a start that _she_ was supposed to cook the meals. But she'd been out goofing around with her friend.
"Can you empty the dishwasher, please?" Julia asked.
"Sure, Mom." Trin set about the chore energetically, hoping she wouldn't be called to task for not doing the cooking. In only a few minutes, she had the clean dishes put away, and then loaded the dirty ones from the sink.
As soon as that was done, Trinity thought for a moment, and then went to the hall closet. After a bit of a struggle, she extracted the vacuum cleaner. She plugged in the machine, and then commenced vacuuming the living room.
All of a sudden, Trinity felt odd, like she was being watched. She looked up, and her eyes widened in uncertainty and a bit of fear when she saw her mother standing by the door to the kitchen, staring at her. "Uh, I was just doing my chores," she protested feebly, her memories of Tyler and his chores overriding all others.
Julia walked over and shut off the vacuum, then swept Trin up in a warm hug. "I know," she answered with a smile, "and I really appreciate everything you do to help around here."
"I'm sorry I was late and didn't get dinner cooking," Trinity apologized again, feeling her eyes watering. She felt truly ashamed that she'd let fun with a friend get in the way of her household chores, and she _knew_ that trouble was coming.
Only it didn't. Julia gave her another kiss on the forehead and hugged her all the more tightly. "You told me that you might be a little late," she explained patiently, "so I'm not upset." She smiled. "You don't have to clean the house to make up for it, either. But if you really want to swap bunks with Tracy, you _are_ going to have to help with that chore."
**********
Trinity sat, looking down at the backpack on the floor, afraid to look up at the principal's secretary. She knew that, at any moment, her mom was going to come through the door, and after her mom found out what had happened from the principal, Trinity was going to get in serious trouble.
When the door did open, Trinity couldn't help glancing up, and she saw her mom. She quickly dropped her gaze, knowing that she'd let her mom down.
Julia stepped to the secretary's desk. "Excuse me," she announced her presence, "I'm Julia Richards, Trinity's mom."
The secretary looked up from her computer, annoyed at being interrupted. "Mrs. Henderson will be right with you," she said. "If you would like to have a seat."
Trinity felt as if her mother's eyes were burning into her, piercing her with anger. She knew she'd disappointed her mother greatly, at the very least. Her mom had had to take time off work, too.
Julia stood her ground. "If you don't mind," she replied firmly, "I think I'd like to hear what my daughter has to say first."
The secretary looked at her as if she'd just come from Mars. She'd never had a parent request private time with the student first. It just _wasn't_ done. "Um, I believe Mrs. Henderson is waiting for you."
"I understand," Julia countered, with forced politeness. "But I'm going to speak with my daughter first, so when _we_ talk to Mrs. Henderson, Trinity will have had a chance to tell me _her_ side of the story, and I won't have to make any decisions or accept any punishments unfairly."
"Uh," the secretary stammered, "I ... I guess you could talk in ... the assistant principal's office?"
Julia smiled, knowing that she'd forced the secretary to back down. She knew better than to rub it in. "That's okay. We'll be fine talking right here." She turned and sat down beside Trinity.
Trin looked up, and then looked back down, afraid of facing her mom.
Julia's hand gently lifted Trinity's head, so she was looking at her mom. "A long time ago, I promised you I wouldn't get angry or punish you until I knew the whole story, remember?"
The memories were sorting themselves more quickly as time passed. Trinity remembered, faintly, such a conversation. "Yes."
"Okay. Now just tell me what happened."
Trinity wiped at her eyes. "We were at lunch, and I heard Hailey and some of her friends calling Tracy names and making fun of her."
"What were they saying?" Julia asked, glancing at the secretary who she knew was listening in to the conversation.
"Hailey and Deanna were calling her poor white trash, and saying she was a poor hillbilly. They said she wore trashy clothes and didn't have any fashion sense. They were laughing at her trying to make her cry."
Julia glanced at the secretary again. "So what happened next?"
Trinity looked at the floor. "I guess I told Hailey to shut up."
"Is that all?" Julia asked knowingly.
"No."
"What else?"
Trinity gulped. She knew that she was going to be in trouble. "I ... called her a ... a rich bitch," Trinity admitted. She looked up at Julia, her eyes almost defiant. "I told her that someday, her daddy's money wasn't going to do any good, and then she'd find out that being a snob to people wasn't working any more, and she wouldn't have any friends."
Julia tried to keep from smiling with parental pride at how Trinity had stuck up for her little sister. "You didn't hit her, did you?"
"No," Trin said softly. Then she looked up, a defiant look in her eyes. "But I wanted to. I _should_ have!"
"No, you shouldn't have," Julia chided her softly. "You don't hit people, unless absolutely necessary, remember?"
Trinity nodded. "Yes, ma'am."
"Did you say something else?"
Trinity looked down again. "Yes, ma'am. I said that she'd be up a creek without a paddle."
Julia tried to keep from laughing, because she realized exactly what Trinity had said. "Were those the exact words you used?"
Trinity winced. "No, ma'am. I said she'd be up shit creek without a paddle," she admitted. "And I called her a snotty cow, too."
"I see." Julia decided it was time to shift the focus of the discussion. "How long did they tease Tracy before you said anything?"
Trinity looked up at her mom. "Most of lunch period," she answered. "And they had Tracy crying, and they were laughing at her."
"Was anyone else with you?"
"Beth," Trin answered quickly. "And Sally and Natalya were at my table, too."
"I think I understand what happened," Julia said. She patted Trinity on the shoulder. "Let's go talk to Mrs. Henderson and see what she has to say."
Mrs. Henderson, to Julia's surprise, was standing in the doorway of her office, listening to the conversation. Julia's first impression was that the woman had an over-inflated sense of her own importance, just from how she carried herself.
Julia decided to take the offensive. "I assume you heard Trinity's side of the story?" she asked the principal as Julia stood.
"Let's discuss this in my office," the principal replied. It was a transparent display of her power.
Julia and Trinity walked into the office and sat down across from the principal. She was using her desk as a throne, a display of her importance. Julia was unimpressed.
"Your daughter became verbally abusive toward a student today in the lunchroom," Mrs. Henderson said sharply, dispensing with the formalities. "She used some foul language, and threatened a girl."
"That's not true," Trinity started to protest, before Julia hushed her by placing her arm on Trinity's.
"Could you please provide more details than a general accusation?" Julia asked calmly.
"At lunch, she interrupted a conversation and began to call Hailey Wilcox names, using profanity, and then threatened physical harm if Hailey was seen talking to your other daughter."
Julia nodded for a moment. "That doesn't at all match the story my daughter told," she replied. "What do the other witnesses say?" She saw the principal's eyes widen. "Surely, if it was in the lunch room, there were other witnesses?"
"Uh, ...."
"Trinity said that several other girls were nearby. They should be able to provide some insight as to what happened."
"We ... have the facts we need," Mrs. Henderson retorted angrily. "Because of the threat, I am suspending your daughter for three days."
Trinity felt a surge of panic. She glanced up at her mom, her mouth agape, stunned by the unfairness of what was happening.
Julia didn't flinch. "Mrs. Henderson, I understand that, as principal, you have to keep order in the school, and that you have to take threats seriously so you can protect the children. I may be only a secretary at a law firm, but even _I_ know that there is such a thing as due process, and schools are not allowed to ignore that."
Trinity glanced up at her mother, her mouth hanging open in astonishment at the way she was defending Trinity from being railroaded by the principal.
"If there were witnesses, they should have been interviewed to establish the facts. One of the girls is not telling the truth. If Trinity's story is true, then you are not only putting up with social bullying, but your actions condone it." She saw the principal pale slightly. "If she is lying, then she deserves punishment, not only for her actions here, but also by me for her lie." She took a deep breath. "I realize that the Wilcox and Edmunds families contribute a great deal to the PTA and other fundraisers, and I am, unfortunately, not in similar financial circumstances to help," Julia continued, her voice emotionless. "But if you think I'm going to sit by and let you railroad my daughter and impact her grades based on as-yet-unproven hearsay from wealthier girls, then you'd better think again."
"Are you threatening me?" Mrs. Henderson asked, her voice tinted by anger.
"No, Mrs. Henderson, I am not," Julia countered quickly and calmly. "I'm only saying that you may have a problem in your school with social bullying. And I don't think, given the news stories of the past few months, that you want that sort of negative publicity if, in fact, my daughter's story can be verified by witnesses."
Mrs. Henderson's eyes narrowed as she contemplated what Julia had said. She was clearly unhappy at what Julia had said. "Perhaps we should interview the other students," she said after a long, awkward silence.
Julia smiled. "That's all I ask."
"For now, there won't be a suspension, while we interview the other children."
"Thank you." Julia stood. "Now, I know you're very busy with other things, so if we're through for now, I'll take Trin home."
"Good day, Ms. Richards," Mrs. Henderson said as she stood, extending her hand to shake Julia's in a stiff, formal gesture. As soon as that was done, she sat back down and turned to her computer, indicating that Julia and Trinity were dismissed.
As they walked out of the building toward their car, Trinity started trembling. By the time she sat down, she was visibly shaking. She _knew_ that she was going to get in serious trouble for having caused her mom to miss some work.
Julia noticed, and she leaned and gave Trinity a hug. "I'm so proud of you," she said in a tender voice, "for standing up for your sister."
"I ... I thought you'd be mad," Trinity said as she started to sob.
"How could I be mad at my baby girl for defending her sister?" Julia answered. "You did what you thought was right, and you didn't lose your temper or do something stupid. That took a lot of courage, and a lot of self-discipline. How could I possibly be mad at you for that?" She smiled. "I know adults who couldn't have handled that kind of situation the way you did."
**********
As she lay in bed late Tuesday night, Trinity’s cell phone buzzed. She bolted upright, and quickly picked up the phone from her nightstand, hoping that it wouldn’t wake up Tracy, who was sleeping soundly — she hoped — above her in the top bunk. She smiled to herself at the big hug she'd gotten from Tracy after they swapped beds. Tracy had called her "the best sister ever." Trin still felt warm inside at the love Tracy showed.
Trinity’s phone was a reminder of the family’s financial status; while other girls all had smartphones, she had a basic cell phone that did only text and calls. It was, as she’d discovered, a point that other girls, such as Deanna and Hailey, used to emphasize Trin’s and Tracy’s lower social status. Trinity huddled up on her bed, working the phone’s controls.
It was a text message. Trin wondered for a moment, and then she saw the number. It was from _her_.
“R u enjoying your time with your mistress?” Olivia had texted.
Trin’s mood instantly turned foul. “Why did u do this 2 me?” she texted back.
“U wanted time with your girlfriend. C U Sunday. Have fun.”
Trin shut off her phone and sat on her bed, fuming. Olivia knew how to get under her skin, and she was doing exactly that. What Trin wondered, though, was how Olivia had gotten Trin’s cell phone number.
For a moment, she thought of showing the harassing text message to Julia, but then she remembered that Julia knew nothing of Trin’s change. Reality had been altered, after all. Only Trin and Olivia knew, and Julia would probably think that Trin was crazy if she mentioned it. She wondered if, in this reality, her mom even knew about the magic of Bikini Beach. There would be no reason for her to know, because she wouldn't have gone there with Tyler, who didn't exist, or didn't exist anymore. Would he have existed? Trinity's head was starting to hurt from trying to figure out the reality change.
On the other hand, a text message from a strange woman late at night _could_ be considered threatening or harassing. Trin was stuck, and she fumed as she realized that Olivia was off somewhere, gloating at the predicament she’d put Tyler in. It was yet another demonstration of the power Olivia had over Tyler’s life, and Trin felt helpless, snared in a web not of her making. She fell asleep trying to figure out how to handle the offensive message from Olivia.
**********
Trinity lay awake on her bottom bunk, trying to sort out her thoughts. The week so far had brought a jumble of emotions. She was thoroughly confused. She _should_ have been in serious trouble the other day for missing chores. Instead, her mom was making allowances for Trin to have a life outside the home, and was very appreciative of Trin's efforts. She _should_ have been in trouble for causing her mom to miss work and bail her out of trouble at school. Instead, her mom was proud of her to the point of tears for defending her sister.
"Tracy?" she whispered softly. There was no answer. She looked around, and saw a faint glow coming through the door; a light was on somewhere in the apartment.
Trinity slipped from beneath her covers and sat up, sliding her feet into her slippers. Quietly, so as not to disturb her sister, she crept out of the room, following the light to the kitchen.
Julia sat at the table, quietly writing checks to pay the bills from one stack, sliding the bill and check into the envelope, and placing the envelopes in another stack. It was neat, methodical work, and she was so engrossed that she didn’t notice Trinity standing nearby. The clock read just after eleven.
Trin glided silently to the table. “Can I help?” she asked softly.
Julia started at the interruption, and then smiled. “It’s way past your bedtime,” she admonished Trinity. Even her reminder was tender and caring.
“I couldn’t sleep,” Trinity said as she sat down beside her mother.
Julia chuckled. “I’m not surprised. You had a pretty busy couple of days.” She pushed the stack of completed envelopes in front of Trinity. “As long as you’re up, you can help.” She saw the look on Trinity’s face. “Just for a bit. You’ve got school tomorrow, remember?”
“Okay.”
“Seal the envelopes, and then put stamps on them,” Julia directed.
After a couple of envelopes, Trinity spoke. “Mom, I was scared when I had to stand up to Deanna and Hailey.”
Julia nodded. “That’s understandable. Sometimes, when you do what you know is right, it _can_ be scary.”
“I was so afraid that you were going to be mad at me,” Trin admitted softly. “Or disappointed in me.”
Julia stopped and put her hand on Trin’s cheek. “No, sweetie,” she said reassuringly. “How could I be disappointed in you for sticking up for your sister?”
“You always told us to never get in fights,” Trin recalled.
Julia laughed softly. “I told you to not start a fight, but to fight when you had to.” She closed her eyes for a moment, lost in some distant memories. “In a lot of ways, you’re like your father, at least, the way he was when we first met.”
“Mom,” Trin asked, now curious, “someday, will you tell me about Dad?”
Julia leaned back and sighed. “I knew that someday, sooner or later, you’d ask, and that we’d have to talk.” She looked at her hands on the table, clearly not sure how to proceed. “Your dad was a very special man. He was kind and loving, and he cared very much for us.”
“What happened to him? Did he … leave us?”
Julia wiped the tears that suddenly came. “He … died in a car accident shortly after Tracy was born.”
Trin felt tears welling up in her own eyes. “Is that why you never talk about him?”
Julia nodded sadly. “That, and how much it reminds me of what could have been, if only he’d have been a little stronger.”
Trin frowned. “I don’t understand.”
Julia put her hands gently on Trin’s. “I guess you’re old enough to know.” She paused, searching for the right words and fighting her own emotions. “Your father and I … we … never got married.”
“Oh,” Trin said. For some reason, she felt disappointed, and very sad for her mother. “Did he love you?”
“Oh, he loved all of us very, very much!” Julia exclaimed softly. “He loved us all more than anything else.”
“Why didn’t you get married?” Trin asked, dreading the answer.
Julia looked down and bit her lip. Trin could feel her hands trembling. Finally, after what seemed an eternity, Julia looked back up. “He … we … had an affair.” She wiped her tears. “He … was already married.”
Trinity frowned. This was starting to sound too familiar. “Oh.”
Julia shook her head sadly. “She was a very mean woman, and she wasn’t nice to him.”
“Why didn’t he leave her?” Trin already knew the answer, but she figured that if she didn't ask, it would sound odd to her mother. On top of that, by this point in the conversation, she was curious to hear Julia's unvarnished views.
“I don’t know,” Julia said as she wiped her eyes again. “He wanted to, but at first, she and her family threatened him. After a while, I think he forgot how to stand up for himself, and he was just afraid of her.”
“Oh.” Trinity thought. “So Tracy and I are illegitimate?”
Julia’s eyes widened with surprise, but only for a moment, and then she smiled. “I prefer to say that I’m a single mother of the two most wonderful girls in the world.”
“Did you want to marry him?”
“Oh, yes, sweetie,” Julia said, unable to disguise the anguish in her voice. Some painful memories were being stirred by the conversation. “I wanted very much to marry him. Even if we’d have been poor, I’d have married him.”
“Did he want to marry you?”
Julia nodded slowly. “Yes, I’m sure he did. But he couldn’t get a divorce from his wife.” She made yet another futile attempt to dry her tears. “I never told you, but you girls look a lot like him.”
Trin paused, looking down at her mom’s hands still atop hers. “I wish I knew him.”
“So do I," Julia said.
Trinity looked at the task her mother was doing, late, and thought of all the chores associated with looking after two girls and running a household. “It’s hard work for you, isn’t it? Raising us, I mean?”
Julia smiled, nodding. “Yes, dear, it is. But you’re worth it.” She suddenly took her hands off Trinity’s, and turned her attention back to the bills. “It’s late. You need to go to bed.”
“Okay,” Trin said reluctantly. She stood and gave Julia a hug. “Nite, Mom,” she said softly, before she turned and padded back to her bed.
**********
Saturday night, after a busy day that included a picnic in a park, playing by the seashore, and homemade pizza and a movie, the exhausted girls crawled into bed, weary but very happy.
Trin felt happy, happier than she’d ever felt. She felt at peace, very content being tucked into bed by her loving mother. Above her, in the top bunk, her sister, her best friend, was already asleep. She'd loved playing with Tracy. Her eyes closed slowly as sleep overtook her tired little body, but she went to sleep with a smile on her face.
The buzzing of her cell phone interrupted her sleep. She felt groggy, still half-asleep, as she sat up and looked at her phone. Suddenly, her eyes were wide open.
“U change at midnite. Get home.”
Trin swallowed and looked at the clock. It was a few minutes before midnight. Slowly, the pieces reassembled themselves in her mind. The pass was supposed to expire in a few minutes.
She pulled on her slippers, stood, and padded softly to the living room. Moonlight filtered through the vertical blinds, giving the room an eerie, shadowy appearance. Trin shuddered inwardly as she felt a tremor of unease. She was going to change back — and she didn’t know what else would change with it. She sank slowly into a wing chair, her hands resting on the arms and holding tight, like she was expecting a wild ride.
A faint tingling sensation was the first sign that things were changing. It spread quickly, and Trin found herself growing, stretching, as the magic wore off and she returned to Tyler’s form. She watched her hand as it swelled, growing from the delicate little-girl fingers to the rough, scarred hands of a grown man. She knew the rest of her was changing as well.
Tyler glanced up, and his eyes widened as he saw the entire room wavering. The sofa seemed to dissolve, until it was changed to the old sofa on which he remembered cuddling with Julia. The walls themselves seemed to become translucent for a moment, and then solidified. Around him, the room reformed, until it was Julia’s old apartment that she shared with Tracy.
Tyler’s clothes flowed like liquid around him, until the little-girl pajamas had become his customary casual pants and polo shirt. Slippers elongated and widened, the fuzzy material changing to fine leather.
In moments, it was over. Tyler glanced and saw Julia sleeping on the sofa, covered by a light blanket. Across from them, the television screen flickered, displaying the last image of the movie that had been playing.
Tyler’s phone buzzed in his pocket, and he pulled it out. Once again, it was his smartphone.
On the screen was a message from Olivia. “Get your ass home now.”
Tyler sighed heavily. It felt like the past week had been a dream, and now he’d returned to his nightmarish existence. Slowly, quietly, he lifted himself from the chair. He bent over and gave Julia a tender kiss on her cheek, and then padded to the door.
**********
Tyler sat silently and rigidly in the breakfast nook, staring into the cup of coffee he was sipping. On a plate in front of him was a poached egg on a slice of toast — all cold and untouched.
“The trade show was fabulous,” Olivia crowed. “I had a great week. Did you enjoy your week with what’s-her-name?”
Tyler didn’t look up; he didn’t want her to have the pleasure of seeing him seethe and fume at her deliberate taunting, which he knew she was doing in a very deliberate and calculated manner.
“Aren’t you going to talk about your week? Surely, you had a good time.”
“You know what you did to my week,” Tyler replied acidly without looking up.
Olivia sat down opposite him. Her expression was almost frightening. “And just remember that,” she hissed. “I’m in charge. You play by _my_ rules.”
“Or what? I’ll have a convenient ‘accident’, like other people that have crossed your family?” Tyler snarled at her.
Olivia’s smile was particularly wicked. “Nothing so kind. If I catch you with your mistress again, I’ll have you change permanently into a little girl.” She saw him look up at her. “Only next time, you’ll be _my_ daughter!” Her eyes narrowed, and her lips curled into a sneer. “If you think it was hell being a poor girl, you haven’t seen anything!”
Tyler stared at her, his face clouded by anger. Slowly, he took another sip of coffee.
Olivia seemed more enraged that he hadn’t responded to her threat. “Your little affair is over, do you hear? It’s over now!”
“You know,” Tyler said, forcing his voice to remain calm and emotionless, “in some ways, you’re the worst of Miss Havisham and Estella.”
Olivia frowned. “What? What are you talking about?”
Tyler permitted himself a wry smile. “Surely you remember the English Lit class we took together in college? When we studied Dickens?" He wondered if she'd get the reference.
Olivia thought for a moment, trying to remember, and then suddenly she flew in to a rage, throwing her coffee cup at Tyler before she stormed from the kitchen. She paused in the doorway, grasping the door casing to steady her nerves. “It’s over! Do you hear me? It’s over! You will not call her, you will not e-mail her, you will not text her! It’s over!” she screamed as she slammed the door behind herself.
**********
The distinctive ring of his cell phone interrupted Tyler’s brooding. He was sitting in his office, the door closed. His elbows rested on his cold, hard desk, and his hands supported his forehead as he stared unseeingly at the simulated wood surface.
He sighed heavily as he lifted his head and pried his cell phone from his front pocket. As soon as he saw the number, he pressed the button to refuse the call, and he sighed again as he shook his head.
Tyler went back to his brooding. What had happened to him during the week he’d been a little girl? Everything since then seemed so alien to him. Olivia seemed less tolerable. The job, and the management around him, seemed harsher and less pleasant. And he desperately missed Julia.
Tyler couldn’t help but wonder — did he miss her because she loved him as a man, or because she’d given him a mother’s love that he’d never had growing up? It had been so different — and pleasant — to have a mother hugging him and thanking him for doing chores, helping him with homework, and tucking him in at night.
He thought of Tracy, and of standing up to bullies to defend her. He remembered, being a young man, when he’d had to stand up to his brother's bullying. He shook his head. “How much did she take from me?” he asked himself softly. “How much did she destroy?” He couldn’t remember the last time that he’d stood up to Olivia, or to anyone, for that matter. Had Olivia cowed him that much, that he really was afraid of her? Was Julia right — that he was afraid to confront or leave Olivia?
Tyler sat upright suddenly. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. As he stood, he glanced around the office. What kind of life was he leading? It all seemed so wasted, so futile, so joyless. Julia deserved better from him. Tracy deserved a loving father, not a part-time friend. And _he_ deserved more.
Tyler marched from his office. His secretary looked up, and she cleared her throat to get his attention, but a glance from him let her know that he didn’t want to be interrupted. “I’m going to take a long lunch,” he said simply. He continued straight for the entrance, pausing at the door to take off his badge and drop it unceremoniously in the trash can.
As he drove, Tyler was formulating a plan. His first destination was the bank, where he withdrew some money from his ‘stash’, a savings account where he’d been secretly depositing the excess ‘allowance’ that Olivia gave him. Next, he stopped by an Internet café. As he sipped another cup of coffee, he called up a specific website. He typed in a number, and then began typing a message.
“I’m leaving her. I’ll meet you when you get off work, and we’ll make plans.”
A few seconds later, a reply came. “I’ll meet you earlier.”
Tyler smiled. He typed in a suggested meeting place, and Julia quickly agreed.
It had been a long time since Tyler had felt as inwardly contented as he did walking from the Internet café.
The drive home was short, and, after confirming that Olivia was at work, he went to his closet and quickly pulled down some clothes. He did the same at his dresser, and then he retrieved a suitcase. Without bothering with neatness, he shoved the clothes in. A quick stop got his toiletries, and then he zipped the suitcase shut.
Nervously, Tyler carried the suitcase through the house, and in the garage, dumped it into the trunk of his car. He crawled in the car, and as he pressed the garage door opener, started his car. Automatically, he turned his head to back out of the garage.
Tyler’s heart sank. Olivia’s car was parked across the driveway, blocking him quite thoroughly in the garage. She stood behind his car, her arms crossed and an angry frown on her face.
Unable to move his car, at least for the moment, Tyler shut off the car and crawled out. He walked to Olivia, and defiantly faced her. “Out of my way,” he ordered.
“Where do you think you’re going?” she sneered. “Off to meet your little tramp?”
“I’m through with you, and your abuse,” Tyler snapped. “I’m leaving.”
“Oh, no, you’re not.”
“Don’t you get it? It’s over. I’m done with you.”
Olivia shook her head. “No, it’s not. It’s just beginning.” She glanced to her side.
Tyler’s scowl changed to surprise when a very large man in a dark suit climbed out of Olivia’s car. He was at least a head taller than Tyler, and probably outweighed him by sixty pounds — and all of that was muscle. His expression was so neutral that he could have been carved of stone.
“Do you want to do this the easy way, or the hard way?” Olivia sneered.
Tyler stood, breathing slowly and fuming inwardly. “You don’t own me,” he said evenly. “I’m leaving.”
Olivia shook her head. “If that’s the way you want to play it.” She turned to her ‘enforcer’. “Bruno, help Mister Lofton into my car.”
Tyler considered his options. He could bolt back into the house, then out through the patio and over the fence into the neighbor’s yard - except the neighbor had a very large, unfriendly dog. The other neighbors — Tyler considered that, perhaps when he was younger, he could have scrambled over the high fence, but now, not having kept in peak shape, it was doubtful. The back yard was completely fenced, so he couldn't go out the back and then escape around the house. He was thoroughly trapped. Nonetheless, he had to try. He bolted to the door into the house, slamming it shut and locking it behind him. That would slow down ....
A large pair of arms encircled him. Tyler felt stupid — of course Olivia would have another 'associate' just to cut off an escape. Some of her family ties were on the thuggish side, so she'd probably learned the tricks of using 'enforcers' at a young age.
Olivia opened the door with her key like she was coming home from the club, nonchalantly and in no hurry. She didn't deign to even look at Tyler as she strode into the house, followed closely by Bruno. She paused, lost in thought. "I was going to have you be about ten. But six sounds a little better. It'll give you a few more years to know that _I'm_ in charge." She turned to Tyler. "I think I'll have the guest room done over. Maybe a canopy bed, with pink and white ruffles on the linens. Would you like that, dearie?"
If looks could have killed, Olivia and Tyler would have slain each other on the spot. Tyler stood, held like he was in concrete, but his head held defiantly erect. He refused to be cowed by her, or to let her taunts get to him. Inwardly, he was already thinking of ways that he could escape her evil clutches, even if he had to do it as a six-year old girl.
"You just wouldn't learn, would you?" Olivia snarled. "I gave you everything. I made you. And now, I'm going to destroy you."
"I'm not going to let you win again," Tyler spat angrily. "Two can play at this game."
Olivia laughed in his face. "I'll find the strictest live-in nanny for you. I'll have you in whatever classes I need to mold you into the perfect little submissive girl. And if that fails, I'll send you to the toughest boarding school I can afford." She grinned. "And that's pretty much any school I want." She reached up and held his jaw. "And I'll ruin that little tramp of yours, too," she said with an evil glare.
"Let her go. She's not ..." Tyler started to protest.
"She's just as guilty as you are!" Olivia shouted. "Well, maybe she'll have an easier time making ends meet when she doesn't have to worry about paying rent after it's discovered that she's been embezzling from her workplace. The state will give her three square meals and a lovely orange wardrobe. And I'm sure her brat will do very nicely in a foster home or an orphanage after mommy is sent away as a felon."
Tyler blanched. He knew she was evil enough to frame Julia just for spite. He felt sick inside. He'd finally gotten up the nerve to leave her, but his failed attempt was going to cost Julia and Tracy dearly. It was completely within Olivia's character to have Julia framed for a crime she didn't commit. He knew Olivia wouldn't rest until she completely destroyed their lives, too.
**********
Tyler nervously took the pass from Olivia's outstretched hand as she glared at him with an evil sneer. Tyler gulped as he felt the strong hand clamped around his upper arm. The arm belonged to one of the two enforcers who'd been with Olivia at the house. Tyler glanced to the side, and saw the man standing there like a statue in a dark suit, firmly grasping Tyler in case he decided to try to run. There was not a hint of expression on the man's face, but his eyes had a cold determination.
"Go ahead, _dear_," Olivia taunted him. "You like this place so much, I got you the lifetime pass that you wanted. Now go in and get changed."
Tyler gulped again. Olivia had made her threat, and now she was carrying it out. Silently, he was escorted to the turnstile by the enforcer. He glanced around, hoping to see either the girl Anya or the old woman. Sadly, he saw neither. In fact, no-one seemed at all surprised at seeing him half-dragged through the turnstile. Bruno clamped his hand like a vice over Tyler's and forced him to swipe the card that Olivia had given him. Then Bruno swiped his own card.
"Don't try to run," the man said in an emotionless tone. "You can't get away."
At the door, he paused, looking back at Olivia. The wicked glare she gave him confirmed that he had no way out. With no further word, he stepped into the locker room.
Tyler knew what was going to happen. He wondered, for a moment, if Bruno knew. Somehow, he doubted it. Olivia wouldn't tell her 'associates' any more than they needed to know, which in this case, wasn't much. Maybe he could use that to his advantage.
Bruno dragged Tyler to one of the shower stalls. He pulled the curtain aside. "Inside," he said simply.
Tyler reached in and turned the handle, starting the spray of water, the spray that would seal his fate as Olivia's young daughter.
As he started to step in, he ducked suddenly, raising his elbow hard toward Bruno's solar plexus. He connected, and judging from the "oof" coming from the giant, Tyler knew that he'd connected. He twisted, breaking his arm free of Bruno's grasp, and stepped to one side of the shower. Bruno recovered quickly, and he turned, just in time to get punched again, this time toward his windpipe. Tyler knew how to fight dirty, and he knew he needed to put the big man down, and quickly. Bruno, however, wasn't completely stunned by the first blow, and he deflected Tyler's punch. As he turned, however, he received a side-kick to his knee.
Tyler punched again, aiming for spots he knew, from street fighting, to be vulnerable, or even lethal. He was amazed. That kick to Bruno's knee should have dropped him, but the big man still stood. Grinning sadistically, he easily absorbed Tyler's blows, and then started toward Tyler, his fists raised in a boxing pose as he balanced carefully on his feet. Tyler wasn't going to take him by surprise again. Tyler jabbed, and connected with Bruno, to no affect.
"Don't make this harder on yourself than it needs to be," Bruno grunted. "You can't get away."
"Do you know what's going to happen to you?" Tyler asked as he backed further from the advancing man. "The water is going to turn you into a girl, just like Olivia wants it to do to me."
Bruno laughed. "Bullshit!" he roared.
Tyler swung, and connected with Bruno's jaw. The only result was a sharp pain in Tyler's hand; the big man seemed unaffected. Tyler swung again, and the big man simply caught his fist.
As Bruno dragged Tyler toward the shower, Tyler knew he was screwed. There was nothing he could do. Except ...
As Bruno pushed against Tyler, who'd wedged his body so he wouldn't go in the shower, Tyler desperately reached into the shower stall and grabbed at a bottle of one of the wash products. He reached toward where he thought the big man's face was and squirted.
The pressure on his arm relaxed suddenly as Bruno, blinded as he was by a face-full of crá¨me rinse, wiped frantically at his face. At the same time, Tyler brought his knee sharply up into Bruno's crotch. The big man doubled over, blinded and in pain.
Tyler ducked to one side of the shower stall, grabbed the big man's jacket, and pushed him forward, head-first, into the running water.
Instinctively, Tyler backed away from the shower stall. It would take time for the magic to do its work, and until Bruno was changed, he knew he was still vulnerable. But even as he backed away, he felt a familiar tingling, and with a sickening feeling in his heart, he looked down at his arm. The bottle of hair rinse fell to the floor as Tyler sank back onto a bench, staring aghast at the wetness on his sleeve. He hadn't escaped, after all.
Tyler knew what Olivia intended his fate to be, and he trembled at the thought of her evil plan. He saw the pink mist spreading from the shower to fill the locker room, and he knew he was starting to change. He lost height and mass as his body shrank quickly, and his hair grew until it was suitable for a young girl. He sighed as he watched his hands grow slimmer and more feminine.
Behind him, Tyler heard a strange croak come from Bruno's mouth, and he turned to see the large man quickly losing both height and weight as his muscles melted away, replaced by the shapely curves of a young lady. Bruno looked down at his body, now draped comically by his large suit, and he screamed again. This time, the scream was higher in pitch, and as Tyler watched, Bruno's clothes began to mold around him, until the enforcer was attired in a very skimpy bikini.
Bruno looked at himself in horror, seeing what he'd become. He looked up at Tyler, his eyes pleading and confused. He tried to speak again, but all his addled mind could do was scream.
Knowing that he'd have to face her eventually, Tyler ignored the panic-stricken, changed enforcer and stepped around the corner to the exit, toward the damning mirror that would show him his fate, and to where he knew Olivia would be waiting to gloat.
His mouth dropped open at how young he was. He knew that Olivia had carried out her threat to make him about six. He was a very small girl now, just as she'd planned. Small, and weak, and helpless before Olivia and her anger and vindictiveness. He felt faint, and slowly, darkness closed in around him. The last thing he remembered was the girl, Anya, reassuring him that everything would be okay as she caught him, keeping him from falling.
**********
An acrid smell pierced his senses, causing him to cough violently and flinch from the source. As if a light switch had been snapped on, Tyler's eyes snapped open. "What...?" he started to ask, not surprised at the little girl's voice that came from his throat.
"Shh," a very gentle voice assured him. "You're okay. You just fainted."
He turned, and saw a lovely young lady, in a blaze-orange T-shirt with the medical caduceus and a red cross on her sleeves. The inevitable "Bikini Beach" logo was printed on the front of her shirt. "I'm Dr. Chastity," the lady said. The lady seemed very large in comparison to him; he knew that he was much younger and smaller than the last time he'd been changed.
"What ... happened?" Tyler asked, still confused.
Dr. Chastity glanced at the old woman and at Anya, and then smiled back at Tyler. "You fainted. Maybe the change was too much of a shock for you." She stood slowly. "I think you'll be fine, now. I want you to rest here for ten or fifteen minutes to make sure you're okay, and if you feel faint or dizzy again, have someone come and get me." She strode easily to the doorway into the park. "I've got to get over to the wave pool. Someone injured an ankle." She excused herself.
Tyler assessed his situation. He was in what appeared to be a first-aid clinic, lying on a sofa. "Where ... is she?" he stammered uncertainly as he pushed himself up to a sitting position.
"I'm right here," Olivia answered in a demeaning tone, "dear." She stepped into view, a sneer already on her lips. "I told you to behave, but you wouldn't."
Tyler's heart sank. Olivia had won. She felt tears welling up in the corners of her eyes as she contemplated her new plight, and, more importantly, what Olivia had threatened to do to Julia and Tracy. He glanced around the room, looking for anything that indicated she might escape Olivia's punishment, and she saw the old woman give her a wink.
Olivia leaned over next to Tyler. "Are you sure you're okay, Vanessa?" she asked, emphasizing the feminine name. She grinned with satisfaction when she saw Tyler wince. "Vanessa is such a pretty girl's name, isn't it?" she whispered to Tyler. "And I'm going to make sure that you're a very pretty, very obedient little girl. And when you get older, I'll make you into whatever I want you to be. I want you to always remember that — I'm in complete control of who — and what — you are!" She was gloating.
"Ms. Carston," the old woman interrupted, sounding completely businesslike. "Anya told me that there were a couple of minor errors on your and your daughter's applications. Since your daughter has to rest a bit, why don't you and I walk over to the office and make sure all the paperwork is in proper order? Anya can stay here to make sure that your daughter is okay."
Olivia nodded. "Yes, I think that would be wise. After Vanessa's fainting spell, I'd like to get her home so she can rest some more." She was almost chortling with joy at her triumph over Tyler.
As soon as the two older women had left, Anya sat down next to the little girl, who was crying. "How could you let her do this to me?" she bawled. "Do you know what she's doing? She threatened Julia and Tracy!"
Anya gave Vanessa a reassuring hug. "It'll be okay. She didn't pull one over on us."
"But ...?" the girl was confused.
Anya smiled. "What's your name?"
"Vanessa Taylor Carston," the girl replied automatically, her eyes widening as she spoke. It was just like before — she knew, with a sickening certainty, that reality had changed.
"But what's your _real_ name?" Anya asked with a smile.
"Tyler Lofton." Vanessa's eyes widened. "How ...?" Her mouth hung open in astonishment. "Last time ...."
Anya patted Vanessa's hands. "I told you, she didn't pull one over on us. Your pass is only for one week."
"One week?" Vanessa said, a spark of hope stirring in her eyes. "And then I change back?" She suddenly realized that the old woman had used the 'paperwork' to allow Anya time to talk alone with Vanessa.
Anya nodded affirmatively. "But you have some very important things to do in that week," she added.
"What things?"
"Normally, when we change reality, everything changes. But this was a very complicated spell, because only parts of reality changed." Anya's enigmatic comment confused the girl.
"I don't understand."
"You were gathering some data, weren't you? As Tyler, I mean?"
Vanessa nodded slowly. "I ... felt like I better protect myself — because some of what that family does is ...."
Anya nodded her understanding. "I know. They play dirty. And you were wise to document things to protect yourself."
"So the files ... still exist?"
"When we changed you, we didn't delete all of Tyler. The files still exist on your computer at work and in the computer at home."
"So I need to get those files, right?"
"Yes," Anya confirmed. "But there's more."
"Oh?"
"How good can you act? Because you're going to have to act like you're a sullen, defeated, angry little girl. Olivia has to be confident that she's winning, and that your will is crumbling. You can't act like you immediately accept the change, or else she'll get suspicious."
"I think I understand." Vanessa had a sudden, horrifying thought. "What about Julia and Tracy? She's going to ...."
Anya smiled. "She's planning to frame Julia for embezzling. I know. It'll take her time to set it up, though, so Julia and Tracy will be safe."
Vanessa's worried look vanished. She trusted Anya and Grandmother to take care of Julia, and to help her out of this mess. She didn't have any choice.
**********
"I'll explain how this will work, so you understand," Olivia glared down at Vanessa, who was seated on a very girlish bed with, as Olivia had threatened, pink and white ruffled linens on a white canopy bed. "First, you will refer to me as 'mother' whenever you speak to me. Do you understand?"
"Yes," Vanessa answered softly. Olivia held Vanessa's chin so the girl couldn't help but look up at her.
"Yes, what?" Olivia demanded, frowning.
"Yes, ... mother," Vanessa said softly. The way Olivia was holding her chin was painful, and tears formed in the corners of her eyes, adding authenticity to her acting.
Olivia grinned triumphantly. "Second, you will obey me exactly in everything."
"Yes, mother," Vanessa answered again. Tears were starting to stream down her cheeks, but Olivia didn't need to know they were from pain. It would be enough for her to think that Vanessa was crying at her plight.
"You get three strikes. If you disobey more than three times, I _will_ send you to a very strict private boarding school. Do you understand?"
"Yes, mother."
"You will never, ever wear anything that isn't girlish. If you have jeans, they will be very feminine jeans. The same is true for your shirts and blouses. Once a week, we will go shopping for clothes for you, and you will pick out the most feminine looking clothes you can find, and then you'll wear them. Understood?"
"Yes, mother."
"You will not be allowed to have your hair cut shorter than shoulder length, and you will always have a very feminine haircut. As soon as we're done here, we'll go have your ears pierced, and as soon as you can, you'll start wearing very feminine earrings. You will wear a necklace. Once you get a little older, you will wear makeup whenever you can. Understood?"
"Yes, mother." If she hadn't known of the plot, Vanessa would have been crying at how Olivia was intending to humiliate her.
"Every day, you will spend ten minutes in front of a mirror, nude, and during that time, you will repeat over and over that you are a pretty girl and that you love being a pretty girl — loud enough that I can hear you." Olivia was nearly chortling with delight at the tortures she was outlining for her 'girl'. "You'll be on a strict diet to ensure that you always have a slender, girlish figure."
"Yes, mother," Vanessa answered softly. After only a few minutes, it was already becoming automatic to add the word "mother" when she answered Olivia.
"If I catch you doing anything tomboyish, your time in front of the mirror will triple for a week. Understood?"
"Yes, mother."
"Good. When you get older, you'll spend time becoming more intimate with your female body, and learning to love it. I have you enrolled at St. Theresa's school. Your books are on your desk," she tilted her head toward a white desk in a corner, that matched the other furniture. "After dinner, and every school night, you will spend at least one hour with your homework. If you don't have homework, you will spend the time either reviewing your material, or doing get-ahead work."
"Yes, mother."
"Now change for dinner. I want to see you wearing the girliest dress that you have, and I want your hair curled before you come to the table. I'm going to talk to the cook about your dietary needs. After dinner, we'll talk to your nanny about your expected behavior." She let go of Vanessa's chin, stood, and walked to the door. "Dinner will be served in thirty minutes. That gives you time to shower, spend your ten minutes in front of the mirror, get dressed, and get your hair done." She frowned menacingly. "Don't be late. And I want to hear you."
"Yes, mother," Vanessa replied dutifully. She watched Olivia leave the room, and took a moment to consider Olivia's devious scheme. Was she going to program Vanessa to be a Stepford wife? Or was her goal to program her to be a slut? Perhaps she was doing as Ms. Havisham did in Dickens' novel, Great Expectations, and program Vanessa into being a man-hating, cold-hearted bitch — just like she was. Vanessa shuddered inwardly, grateful beyond measure that Anya and the old woman had interrupted Olivia's plans.
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Vanessa glanced nervously down the hall, and then slid herself into the chair by the computer desk. Olivia was at the gym, the cook was busy fixing dinner, and her nanny thought that Vanessa was doing homework. She moved the mouse, bring the computer to life from its hibernated state.
She felt her stomach turn when she saw the choices of logins. There was one for the administrator, one for Olivia, and one for "staff", but not one for Tyler. She mentally smacked herself — of course there wouldn't be one for Tyler. In this partial-reality-change, leaving a login for Tyler would have been a tipoff to Olivia that something wasn't quite right.
Vanessa thought quickly. The "staff" login would have very limited access. Olivia was smart enough to have changed her password. That left only the administrator login. Vanessa wished that she'd paid more attention when the technician from the company had installed the computers. He'd told them both the administrator password — if only Vanessa could remember.
Out of the blue, a thought struck him — Olivia had a poor memory for computer things, so she'd probably written down the password somewhere. Vanessa started rifling through the drawers, looking for something — anything — that resembled a password. Two pieces of paper yielded nothing; the computer didn't recognize any of the information as a password.
She stared hopelessly at the monitor, wondering what she was going to do now. She was sunk. In less than twelve hours, she was going to change back, and this was her only chance to get the data. During the past week, she hadn't had any time alone, except at night when she was sleeping.
"Where would she put it?" Vanessa muttered to herself. She struggled to get Tyler's memories; as the week had progressed, under Olivia's regimen of feminine programming and critique, she found it more and more difficult to access his memories as the brainwashing slowly took its toll. She'd even started to despair of remembering _any_ of Tyler's memories when the week ended, or of even getting alone long enough to get the data. She knew that Olivia's program of brainwashing was having its effect; Vanessa didn't know how long she could hold out before she forgot Tyler and was thinking of herself _only_ as a pretty girl.
As she leaned back, sighing heavily in frustration, she suddenly had a flash of recall. She turned the keyboard upside down, and there, as Tyler's memory told her, was taped a password. She quickly memorized the relatively-simple password, then turned the keyboard back over and typed it in.
Vanessa sighed with relief when the computer accepted the password. She pulled a thumb drive from her pocket and inserted it into the USB port, then opened an Explorer window and began to search for the hidden directory. In no more than five minutes, the incriminating data was all copied to the thumb drive. Vanessa took the drive out and logged out of the computer. After standing, she carefully moved everything — keyboard, mouse, monitor, and chair, back to the way they'd been. She eased her way quietly to the door and opened it a crack.
The coast was clear. Vanessa slipped out of the study and tiptoed back down the hall toward her bedroom.
She paled when she heard the tell-tale double-chirp of the house alarm, which was wired to sound an alert whenever a door or window was opened. That could only mean that Olivia was home. She glanced down the hall — if, as usual, Olivia had been at the gym, she'd come directly back to her master suite to shower, which gave Vanessa only a couple of seconds to get to her room. If Olivia caught her running down the hall, she'd be suspicious.
Fighting the panic, Vanessa ducked into her bathroom. She _had_ to find a way to hide the thumb drive; Olivia might decide to have her change outfits on a whim, and the staff would clean up dirty clothes and the bathroom.
"Vanessa!" Olivia called from the hall. "Where are you?"
"I'm in the bathroom, mother," Vanessa answered fearfully. It wasn't an act any longer; Olivia's intimidation tactics were having an effect on the girl. She quickly pulled down her panties, hiked up her dress, and sat on the toilet.
"We're going out for dinner tonight," Olivia directed. "Do your mirror exercises, and then I've got a new outfit for you to wear tonight." Olivia opened the door and glared at the girl. "As soon as you're done, strip down and do your exercises. Then put on this." She hung a very frilly dress on the door. "And I got you a very girly new pair of panties, too."
"Yes, mother," Vanessa replied automatically.
"And I want your hair extra-curly today, understand?"
"Yes, mother."
Olivia closed the door partway so she'd be able to hear Vanessa.
Vanessa breathed a sigh of relief as she flushed the toilet and then slid the thumb drive into the folded pair of new panties on the vanity. Shaking her head sadly, she pulled off her clothes, placed them in a hamper, and stepped before the full-length mirror.
The little girl stood, naked, in front of the mirror, and quickly assumed the posture that Olivia had demanded of her — shoulders squared and back, and chest out. She looked in the mirror. "I am a pretty girl," she began to recite. "I love being a pretty girl." As she repeated the line, over and over, tears started seeping from her eyes. It was humiliating, and it was effective. After a few days, the conditioning had started to take effect. Whenever Vanessa looked in any mirror, she was automatically saying, if only in her mind, "I am a pretty girl. I love being a pretty girl." Slowly, even knowing that it was temporary, Olivia was driving Tyler from Vanessa's mind and molding the little girl into what _she_ wanted.
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Just after midnight, Vanessa awoke to a tingling feeling in her body. She bolted upright, and then quickly pulled off the lacy nighty that Olivia was making her wear, before it constricted her body. She felt the tingling running through her body, and as she watched in the ghostly shadows, she could see herself growing bigger. In a minute or two, it was all over, and Tyler sat naked on a little girl's bed.
For a moment, Tyler pondered how he was going to escape the house naked. Then he remembered that the Bikini Beach magic had altered clothing as well. His brow wrinkled; that set of changes was the 'total reality change' that the magic had done. But Anya had said that this change was partial. Would she remember to get him clothes?
He needn't have worried. A set of man's clothes was neatly arranged in the spot where Olivia had set out Vanessa's clothing for tomorrow. Tyler slipped on his clothes, noting with satisfaction that his keys and wallet were in his pants. He carried his shoes; he didn't want any sound on the hardwood floors to tip off Olivia. She'd always been a light sleeper, and he worried that she'd awaken before he could make his escape. In his stocking feet, he cautiously tip-toed through the house, to the door into the garage.
Once more, Tyler winced. The alarm keypad was right there, but he had no idea if Olivia had changed the code. She probably had, just to keep her "daughter" trapped so she couldn't run away. But had the magic changed it back? And Tyler knew that whenever a key was pressed, there was a beep from the system to confirm a key press. One of the control stations was in the master bedroom, and Olivia would hear any beeps.
Tyler had to risk it. When he'd changed to Vanessa, his Lexus vanished. Now that he was back, it might, or might not, be in the garage. The key was certainly in his pocket, so he was confident that the car would be there as well. It was an all-or-nothing gamble; once the alarm controls started to beep, he had only a couple of minutes to get out the door, into a car, and out of the driveway.
Tyler took a deep breath, and then pressed the buttons. As expected, the system beeped, and after he pressed the final key in the sequence, the alarm indicated that it was disarmed. Even as he opened the door, he heard noise in the house, indicating that Olivia was stirring — as expected. He slipped through the door, pulling it shut behind him, and slapped the garage door opener.
Anya was as thorough as she'd promised; his Lexus was in the garage, as he'd hoped. He started it, drove out of the garage, and out onto the street — and freedom. Behind him, he knew that Olivia was going to be screaming in rage — and the thought gave him satisfaction.
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The businesswoman stopped by the reception desk. She was very neatly attired — professionally and attractively, and she exuded an air of power. She looked to be about forty, but Tyler knew that she was older. She obviously kept herself in shape physically, and from the stature of her business, mentally as well. She was attractive in the way of an older woman who carried herself with an air of grace and charm. At the moment, however, she also looked very happy at having her day interrupted.
Tyler watched as the security guard pointed his direction. He felt self-conscious in his business-casual attire, especially meeting the woman, as Anya had directed. Still, he didn't have much choice — not yet, anyway.
The businesswoman walked slowly toward him. Tyler knew she was doing a mental assessment of him even as she put a smile on her face. He stood, and when she neared and extended her hand, he shook hands graciously.
"Mister Lofton?" the woman asked.
"Yes," Tyler answered. He was far more nervous than he showed. "Anya and her grandmother suggested that you might be able to help me out."
The woman's face softened at Anya's name. "I'm Ronnie Harris," she replied.
"Yes, I know. Everyone knows who you are."
Ronnie smiled. "The price of success and notoriety, I guess. And I know all about you. Your reputation as a tough, but fair, negotiator precedes you."
Tyler was taken aback. He knew that she'd check on him, but hadn't quite expected her to know as much as she apparently did. "I try."
"And you work for Carston Enterprises," Ronnie continued, "by virtue of your marriage to Olivia Carston."
"Soon to be former marriage," Tyler answered.
Ronnie's eyebrows rose. "Oh?"
"Perhaps we should talk somewhere a little less ... public?" Tyler suggested.
Ronnie nodded. "Why don't we go up to my office and continue this discussion."
Ronnie didn't press any more discussion in the elevator, nor when they walked into the outer office. "Sarah," she addressed a very professional — and competent — looking secretary busily typing at her computer, "could you get coffee for Mr. Lofton and myself?"
Sarah nodded simply and turned from her computer. With the secretary following, Ronnie led Tyler into her office.
Tyler's eyes widened as he took in her office. He'd seen wealth and power displayed at the Carston Enterprises headquarters, but even the most lavish Carston office paled in comparison to Ronnie's. Behind her large solid-wood desk, large windows gave a stunning view of downtown, with the seashore and the marina in the background. A couple of small palm trees framed the window. One wall was filled with a bookcase, with impressive keepsakes, busts, and leather-bound books arranged attractively. Opposite the bookcase, two doors led to what Tyler guessed were a bathroom and a private apartment. All the furniture, from the massive chair behind the desk, to the smaller chairs in front of it, and the informal sofa and wing chairs, were covered in burgundy leather.
"Have a seat, Mister Lofton," Ronnie indicated the casual sitting area. She gracefully sat in one of the wing chairs.
Tyler sat on the sofa, feeling very self-conscious. Ronnie's suit was exquisitely tailored, in marked contrast to his casual pants and short-sleeve shirt. "Thank you."
"Would you care for coffee, tea, or a soft drink?" the secretary asked.
"Right now," Tyler admitted, "I think I'd prefer a 7-up."
Ronnie laughed lightly. "I take it you're a bit nervous?"
"It's not every day that one meets with the head of a major business, such as yourself," Tyler replied.
"And yet, you dealt with the upper management of Carston Enterprises for years," Ronnie countered.
Tyler smiled. "Touche."
"So tell me, why would the owner of my favorite water park — and a personal friend - call me and ask me for a favor in meeting with you?" Ronnie asked bluntly.
"She ... called you?" Tyler stammered.
Ronnie smiled. "How about if you start at the beginning?" she prompted. "And, just in case you're wondering if your tale would be unbelievable, I _do_ happen to know how ... magical ... the park can be."
Twenty minutes later, Ronnie took another sip of coffee. "What do you need from me?" she asked, blunt again.
Tyler was taken aback — again. "To tell you the truth," he admitted softly, "I'm not really sure."
Ronnie laughed. "Honesty. I like that." She set her coffee cup down. "Okay, let's start with the easy one. In my opinion, you need to take that thumb drive to the district attorney." She saw Tyler's eyes widen, and she nodded. "It's been very strongly rumored, in the business world, that Carston was skating on the edge of the law, if not breaking it. If what you say is true, and you have documentation of it, as you say, the DA needs to know."
Tyler winced visibly. "They ... have a reputation for, um, getting even."
Ronnie nodded. "Which is why you need to go to the DA. You might want to send a copy of the data to the Securities and Exchange Commission and the federal prosecutor's office, too — just in case the DA is a friend of Carston."
"All I want to do is get away from Olivia, so she can't hurt me — or Julia — anymore."
"She's a first-class bitch," Ronnie's expression wasn't polite. "And that's the most polite thing I can say about her." She sighed. "If you want to get out from under her thumb, you need to make sure she has no power. The only way to do that is to take away her money — and her power will evaporate with it."
"That sounds pretty ... ruthless."
Ronnie nodded. "And what are they? Marshmallows?" She shook her head. "You're dealing with a family that's as close to a crime family as we have. They wrote the book on ruthless. You know that Olivia will use any resources at her disposal to get even. She won't give up."
Tyler nodded sadly. "I know."
"Second, as a favor to Grandmother and Anya, I can have my lawyers draw up divorce papers for you. With my name behind it, I don’t think she'd dare fight."
"I'd be in your debt if you could help."
Ronnie smiled. "It's a favor, remember?"
"Thank you," Tyler said simply.
"To be honest," Ronnie continued, "I'd love to hire you on my team. But I can't. Not if things go to the DA and the SEC. It would look pretty ... fishy. And you've probably got a non-compete clause in effect."
Tyler laughed. "Yeah, that's what I figured. That's why I didn't ask for a job. Besides, I've stashed away quite a bit from Olivia's 'allowance' that I can go several months before I need a job."
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Olivia stormed into the office, her face a mask of rage. "What did you do with her? Where is my Vanessa?" she demanded of Grandmother even before the old woman could speak. "You ... she ..." She was speechless in her anger.
Grandmother gestured to a chair. "Sit down," she ordered. She didn't move from her 'power position' behind her desk.
Olivia glared at her, then slowly took a seat opposite the old woman's desk.
Grandmother gestured toward Anya. "You know my granddaughter, Anya?" she prompted.
"Yes." Olivia's glare was even harsher. "Now what did you do with my daughter?"
Grandmother smiled. "If you mean your former husband, Tyler, then I assure you that he's just fine."
"I paid for a lifetime membership! You didn't follow through on your end of the contract!" Olivia snarled.
"You tried to use my magic for your own perverse ends," Grandmother retorted, her voice even and unnaturally calm. "I don't like it when people try to pull one over on me."
"You're in breach of a contract," Olivia said accusingly. "I'll have my lawyers ...."
Grandmother's smile was unnerving. "Oh, please do! There's nothing I like more than making monkeys out of lawyers. First of all, I think you'll find that all your lawyers — and your company's lawyers — are suddenly extremely busy with other things. Second, I dare you to try to convince a lawyer to argue that I breached a contract to _magically_ turn your husband into a six-year-old girl. Third, based on what I was told, your conduct toward 'Vanessa' could easily be considered child abuse, and I don't think you would dare have _that_ exposed in court."
"What ... what do you want?" Olivia was rattled; her voice was wavering and uncertain.
"It's not what I want," Grandmother said simply. She pushed a button on her phone. "Come in, please."
The door opened, and Olivia paled. "What ...? What's going on?" she stammered, for once at a loss for words.
"Simple," Tyler said as he strode easily across the office and sat casually. "I'm done with you and your meddling and controlling attitude." He was carrying a plain folder.
"We have .... You can't ...."
Tyler smiled pleasantly. "You'll sign these divorce papers," he said as he handed Olivia the folder. "And you'll sign a consent decree that you won't interfere in any way with Julia, myself, or Tracy."
"So, it's about your little slut," Olivia hissed.
Tyler didn't let himself be rattled. He pulled a thumb drive from his pocket and held it for Olivia to see. "You can do this the easy way, or you can do it the hard way. The easy way is to sign the papers, and I give you this. The hard way is to fight, in which case I give this data to the district attorney and the federal prosecutor." He smiled. "You see, over the years, I've been collecting data about how your family operates their businesses. On this thumb drive are files that personally implicate you."
Olivia was white as a sheet. "That's ... blackmail. You'd threaten my entire family ... and our businesses ... for _her_?"
Tyler grinned. "You misunderstand. The data about your family's business has already gone to the DA and the federal prosecutor, and the SEC. That data doesn't tie you in to what will, according to the DA, be a rather large scandal and prosecution." He waved the thumb drive. "This data _does_ tie you in - personally. So, you give me what I want, and I give you the thumb drive, and you get to escape direct implication in the ... mess."
Olivia glared at Tyler for several long seconds, before she took the folder. After a cursory examination of the papers, she pulled a pen from her purse, signed and dated the documents, and put them back in the folder.
Tyler took the folder. "Thank you," he said simply. Even after what she'd done to him, his words were kind and non-judgmental. He handed her the thumb drive, and then rose and walked out of the office, a happy smile on his face and a bounce in his step, both of which had been missing from his life for far longer than he could remember.
"Why?" Olivia angrily demanded. "Why did you get involved? It wasn't any of your business."
"It became my business when you tried to use my park's magic," she said. "You paid to exact your own perverse type of justice on a man who tried, desperately, to love you and be loved by you. Instead," she continued, "you treated him as a toy, a plaything, a man whose spirit you could crush for your own sadistic pleasure."
"And you took delight in taking away the one source of refuge he had, the one woman who gave him the love he so needed and deserved," Anya added. Her tone wasn't pleasant. "You couldn't be happy, so you wanted to make sure he shared your misery."
"He ... he ... he cheated on me!" Olivia tried to protest.
"Only after you pushed him away," Grandmother retorted angrily.
"He took everything from me!" Olivia complained. "With the investigations, my family will lose everything."
"Your ex didn't take everything," Anya countered. "Even after everything you did to him, he was generous enough to not implicate you directly. He let you avoid prosecution, and possibly prison."
Grandmother watched as Anya's words sank into Olivia. She'd never considered just how generous Tyler had been all these years. "Now, leave, please," Grandmother said insistently. "I have a business to run, and I'm through dealing with you and your petty childishness. I don't want to _ever_ see you at my park again."
**********
Grandmother gave Julia a hug, and then repeated the gesture for Tyler, who stood next to her. "This is such a wonderful day for the two of you," she said, smiling.
Julia, in a flowing white wedding dress, beamed with joy. She had one arm around Tyler's waist, as if she was never going to let go of him again. "Thank you. Thank you for all your help." Around them, the wedding guests were talking and enjoying themselves as the reception continued noisily and happily.
Grandmother smiled. "It was my pleasure."
Ronnie Harris joined Grandmother congratulating the newlyweds. "Congratulations."
"Thank you," Tyler said warmly. "I appreciate your advice."
Ronnie smiled. "Actually, when I gave you the advice, I had ulterior motives."
"Oh?" Tyler's eyebrows rose in surprise. "Was it so you could leverage a buyout of Carston?"
Ronnie shook her head, still smiling. "No, that was just a fortunate opportunity. Actually, I was hoping I could convince you to bring your talents to work for me."
Tyler was even more surprised. "You know I just got a job with a consulting firm, right?"
Ronnie nodded. "I know. But why don't you schedule an appointment and we'll see if we can do something better? I know that, with a new family, you won't want to be traveling so much, and I think I can make a better offer. I'm going to have a lot of work negotiating how to absorb the parts of Carston that I want to keep, and spinning off those parts that don’t' fit my core business."
Tyler glanced at Julia, then he smiled at Ronnie. "I'll make sure to get an appointment as soon as we get back from our honeymoon."
"Good. And again, congratulations." Ronnie gave Tyler and Julia hugs. She lightly touched Grandmother's elbow. "If you've got a minute, I'd like to talk to you about developing some of the acreage around the park." Suddenly talking business, Ronnie and Grandmother moved toward the refreshments.
It was Anya's turn to hugged Julia. "Congratulations," Anya said enthusiastically. "I know you two ... er, three ... will be very happy."
"Thank you." Julia bent a little closer to Anya. "And it's not the three of us," she whispered.
Anya's eyes widened. "You mean ... you're ...?"
Julia grinned. "Tracy is going to have a little sister."
"Congratulations!" Anya hugged Julia. "I know you're going to be very happy." She paused. "How far along are you?" she asked, glancing at Julia's figure. Julia wasn't showing.
"Only about eight weeks," Julia answered. "And in answer to your second question, we know it's going to be a girl because Grandmother told us."
Anya glanced around, and shot her grandmother a quick, disapproving look. She turned quickly back to Julia. "She didn't tell me."
Julia shrugged. "I guess you'll have to take that up with her. When I talked to her, you were in Miami at a trade show."
"Oh."
"And she told me more." Julia's voice lowered. "She let me see the magic, so I know what Olivia did to Tyler that first week."
Tyler nodded. "Julia knows that I learned a lot about myself, and found something that I'd been missing for years. Olivia didn't know it, but when she tried to punish me that week I was Trinity, she helped me learn to stand up for myself again."
"I'm glad," Anya said. "So, have you started thinking about names yet?"
Tyler glanced at Julia just as she glanced at him. Both were smiling. "Trinity," Julia and Tyler answered together. "Trinity Marie Lofton."
FIN
ElrodW
A young man enjoys being on the cheer squad, but it causes him a lot of social problems. A friend suggests that maybe, if he wants to continue as a cheerleader, Bikini Beach could help out.
This is a brand new, never-before-published Bikini Beach story. It's the first of several in my writing queue. I hope you enjoy.
My eternal gratitude to Ellie Dauber for helping me refine Grandmother's character. Sir Lee helped immensely with editing and story suggestions.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Will Harding closed his eyes and took a deep breath, visibly steeling himself for something. Opening his eyes, he pushed on the door into the boys' locker room and stepped boldly inside, or at least as boldly as his average frame and wire-rim glasses would allow when entering the domain of muscle-bound football jocks.
The noise from the locker room was boisterous as the young men from the team changed into their practice uniforms. One of them, Chip Monroe, the captain of the defensive unit, noticed Will stepping to his locker.
"Oh, look, guys!" he yelled. "The cheerleader is here!"
"Did you come to see what real men look like, sissy boy?" another boy taunted.
Will felt his cheeks burning. He had known that the teasing was coming; after all, he'd already put up with the ridicule for over two months, ever since cheerleading practice had started this past summer — about the same time as football practice had begun.
As Will pulled on his running pants, another boy couldn't help adding to the taunting. "Don't forget to put on your makeup!"
Will closed his eyes for a moment, counting to ten. Not that losing his temper would do any good; in the first week, when he'd protested their teasing, he'd ended up stuffed in a locker, given a wedgie, and suffered several other indignities. Even the place kicker would have been able to beat Will to a pulp.
"Are you girls going shopping after practice?"
"Oh, shopping! I bet he finds some fabulous new pumps to match his dress!"
"You're wearing a cup? You're kidding! For cheerleading?"
"Maybe it's to look a little more manly downstairs!"
Will shook his head sadly as the team continued to have fun at his expense. They'd never been accidentally kicked in the groin by cheerleaders slipping during acrobatic maneuvers. The cup was _very_ necessary, just like it was to the football players. But they would never understand. Will pulled on a plain gray T-shirt and walked out of the locker room, letting the door shut behind him to silence the taunts.
As he neared the area where the cheerleaders were already practicing, Will sighed again. He was late — again, thanks to a teacher who insisted that _he_ stay after chemistry class to clean up some of the mess left by the jocks. After all, they had _real_ practice.
"You're late!" the cheerleader coach, Paula Young, yelled.
"I had to …." Will started to protest. He hated arguing with the coach, especially since his parents had taught him to show respect to authority figures.
The other reason was that Coach Young was in her late twenties, and very attractive. She wore her auburn hair in a ponytail that seemed to dance tantalizingly whenever she was demonstrating moves or working out. She wore a tight spandex top, which accentuated the fact that the only areas that looked like they weren't muscle were positioned very strategically on her chest. Her very shapely rear attracted stares like moths to a flame. She was also very strict with her cheerleaders. "I don't care why you're late. Get your ass in gear and get to it!"
Will Harding was the only boy on the cheer squad. He had no interest in playing football or basketball, but he really enjoyed cheerleading. Of course, that led to seemingly endless taunting and teasing. After all, the other boys thought, only a sissy would want to be a cheerleader.
Will worked harder than any of the girls; he had to. As the only guy, he was always doing lifts and catches, which required timing and strength on his part. He sighed to himself between routines; the football jocks would have been stunned at how much strength and coordination it really took to do the acrobatic routines. It took a lot of practice with the girls to get the routines down so they looked easy.
After a long practice session, with a couple of new routines, the coach dismissed the cheerleaders. The girls headed immediately for their locker room to change. Will, however, sat down to rest and to drink some water. It was obviously a stall tactic to avoid yet another confrontation with the jocks.
Coach Young noticed. She walked over and sat next to Will. "Good workout," she complimented him as she sat down. "You work pretty hard at this."
Will snorted. "Yeah. For all _that_ matters."
"More teasing?" Coach Young knew that Will had been teased mercilessly by some of the football team in the past. In fact, many of the non-athlete male students taunted and harassed Will as well over his cheerleading.
"Yeah." Will glanced up at the coach. "You aren't going to … report it, are you? You know what they'll do to me if you do." He sounded like he was pleading.
"No," Coach Young answered easily.
Will looked at the coach, his eyes full of gratitude.
Damn, he thought, she looks so good. Coach Paula was quite attractive in an athletic way. Fit, trim, she had moderate breasts that appeared to have not a millimeter of sag. Her abdomen was perfectly flat, as he'd seen occasionally when she demonstrated a move to the girls and her shirt had lifted. When she wasn't coaching, her hair was layered playfully. In short, she was very sexy. Will swallowed hard and thought about his math class so he wouldn't get hard looking at her.
"Thanks - for trying to understand." He sighed, tossed his water cup in the trash, and stood up. "I guess I can't put this off any longer."
"You aren't thinking about quitting, are you?" the coach asked bluntly. She had a habit of getting straight to the point.
Will gulped; somehow, she knew exactly what he was thinking. "I don't think so," he replied without enthusiasm. "I really like cheering. It's … fun. But ...." He didn't need to complete the sentence.
"Well," the coach said as she stood up, "just keep that in mind and try to ignore them." Her towel slipped off her shoulder, and she automatically bent over to pick it up.
Will felt himself getting aroused as he got a view down her blouse at her firm, creamy breasts. "Okay." He turned and walked slowly back to the boys' locker before he got even more embarrassed at being turned on by the coach.
**********
"Wait up!"
Will halted mid-stride and turned to see who was calling him. Sure enough, he _had_ recognized the voice as belonging to Lana Nguyen, his very good friend since they were in grade school. Lana wasn't on the cheer squad, but she was very supportive of Will's choice of extra-curricular activities. They'd been friends for nearly ten years.
"Practice was tough, wasn't it?" Lana said as she reached his side. Lana was a very attractive Vietnamese girl, with straight black hair hanging down to the small of her back, and almond-shaped eyes. She had not an ounce of extra fat on her. She somehow managed to make even plain clothes look glamorous.
Will resumed walking, now with Lana beside him. "Tougher than most people know," he said morosely.
Lana flinched at the tone of his voice. "They were bad again?"
"It was pretty bad." He sighed. "I don't know if I can keep doing this."
"Sure, you can," Lana said cheerfully.
Will sighed again. The one problem with Lana was that she was always so darned cheerful. He'd never seen her angry or down. If only he could learn the secret of her perpetual cheery mood. "I wish. It's so hard to listen to that, day after day. They have no idea how much work it is or how physical cheering is."
"Maybe they're jealous because you spend more time around the cheerleaders," Lana suggested. "Did you think of that?"
"Hmmph!" Will snorted. "All the girls are interested in is the jocks on the field. They don't pay much attention to me."
"Well, they don't know what they're missing, then."
Will wished that Lana wasn't going steady with Trevor Powell. They'd been friends for too long for him to realize that she was growing into a beauty, and by the time he _had_ noticed, it was too late. She and Trevor had been dating for over a year. Will, on the other hand, had no one. He'd been on only one date, and that had been a disaster. Will knew that his lack of social life was partly due to his being on the cheer squad. It actually hurt his social standing, because most guys thought it was gay, and girls acted as if he _was_ gay.
The walk home was short, so Will bade Lana good-bye with a wave as he walked toward his house. From the cars in the driveway, he knew that his parents were home early. "Great," Will thought to himself. "Another fun evening with super-jock little brother being babied." Will deeply resented the fact that his brother got away with practically everything because he was on the Freshman football team. Will was a Junior, and was merely a cheerleader, which wasn't as important in the eyes of his dad.
The trouble started the moment he walked in the door. He hadn't even dropped his backpack when his dad called to him. "Will? Your mom needs help with dinner."
"Aw, Dad!" Will complained, knowing it would do no good but needing to try. "I've got homework."
"You can do it later. Help your mom."
"Why can't Aiden help out?" Will complained.
"He's studying," his dad replied without looking up.
"Bullshit!" Will swore. "He's just playing his computer games again!"
Will's dad looked up from his computer. "Enough of that language, young man! Now go help your mother, or you'll find yourself grounded!"
Will sighed as he dropped his backpack. He trudged slowly to the kitchen, where his mom was busy trying to get something organized for dinner. With both parents working, and both boys in extra-curricular activities, dinner was always last-minute and hectic.
"Hi, mom," he said without enthusiasm as he trudged into the kitchen. "What can I do to help?"
Will's mom looked up from her task. "Hi, sweetie. How was your day?"
Will snorted derisively. He wished she wouldn't call him "sweetie." It sounded so ... feminine, so unmanly. "Same as usual. It sucked."
Mom flinched. She'd noticed that Will's enthusiasm was waning. "I take it practice didn't go well?"
Will walked to the freezer to get a package of vegetables. "Practice was fine. It's all the other crap that I could do without." He dropped the package of frozen peas on the counter and searched for a pan. "I think I'm going to quit."
"Oh?" Mom was surprised. "I didn't think it was that bad. Can't the coach do anything?"
"Mom," Will tried to explain as he put water in the pan, "last time she tried, I got the crap beat out of me! I asked her _not_ to do anything."
"But … you love cheer squad!"
Will nodded sadly. " I can't take much more of the harassment. I think I'm going to quit after Friday's game."
"Don't make any decisions in haste," Mom cautioned. "You might want to wait a bit."
"Why? It's not like it's going to get any better! No one has any respect for what I do. Not even Dad! He acts like it's some sissy thing, and he favors Aiden!" Will had tried to control his bitterness, but he failed.
Will didn't get along with his dad. Dad had been a star athlete in high school, and, after college, had become a sales manager in a hardware distributing company. While Will was a good student, his interests lay more in languages — he was taking two foreign language electives at Central. Dad seemed to hold those interests in contempt, and it often showed in his attitude toward Will, or so it seemed.
"Will, don't talk like that! You know your dad cares about you!" She didn't sound entirely convincing.
Will _did_ get along with his mother. She worked as a paralegal in a very good law firm, where her fluency in Spanish made her a valuable employee. She understood Will's interests, and thus was sympathetic to him.
"I doubt it. It's like he's reliving his past through Aiden!" Will sighed as he poured the frozen peas into the pan on the stove. "I can't measure up to what _he_ wants to relive, so I'm not important!"
"That's not true."
"That's what it feels like."
"I'll talk to your dad again tonight," she promised.
"I'm not going to hold my breath," Will retorted. "It's never gotten me more than a few days of relief in the past."
His mother smiled. "I can always resort to more … persuasive measures," she said with a wink.
Will felt his stomach churn at the implications of his mother's statement. He _knew_ what she was talking about, and it seemed … wrong.
**********
Will walked with Lana, as usual, on the way home from school. She stayed late for band practice, while he was in cheerleading practice. It was convenient that they could walk to and from school together. They'd been friends, and Lana's cheery mood always seemed to relieve Will's stress. Today, another of the cheerleaders was with them. Nichole Jackson was spending a couple of days staying with Lana because her parents had a family emergency out of town.
"You're really getting that new toss down," Nichole commented cheerfully to Will as they walked. She turned to Lana. "You should see it — it's going to be awesome. And Will is a great catcher!"
Lana laughed. "You're just saying that because he's saving your butt from hitting the turf."
"Well, that, too!" Nichole grinned. She glanced at Will and saw that he was silently staring at the ground ahead of them.
Lana had noticed Will's funk. "How about if we get some ice cream on the way home? I'm feeling a bit in need of chocolate."
Will tried to smile. "You're always in the mood for chocolate."
"Okay, it's settled. We'll stop by Marble Slab, then," Nichole announced.
"A coconut cream shake will cheer you up," Lana said in an effort to cheer up Will.
Fifteen minutes later, the three were sitting in a booth, enjoying their ice cream, or, in Will's case, at least as much as his depressed mood would allow.
"Hi, Nichole." The voice was too familiar to Will; Chip and a few of the jocks had the same idea about a quick stopover.
Nichole looked up, and she almost visibly melted a Chip's impressive physical appearance and the attention he was paying to her. "Hi, Chip," she cooed.
"Are you girls ready for the game Friday night?" he asked, pointedly glancing at Will when he said the word "girls".
Will felt his muscles tense and his jaw clench.
Nichole didn't notice; she was too busy staring dreamy-eyed at Chip. "We'll be cheering while you guys win," she practically purred. Chip had recently broken up with his girlfriend, and it was obvious that Nichole wanted to take her place.
Chip smiled. "Are you doing anything after the game? Some of the guys on the team were thinking the cheerleaders would like to help us celebrate after we win. We're planning a little get-together at Scott's house. Snacks, a movie, music — you know."
Nichole smiled, trying to look like she wasn't as eager as she really was. "I'd love to go," she answered.
Chip smiled again, and then turned to rejoin his buddies.
Will shook his head sadly. "See what I mean?" he asked Lana. "And that was mild."
Lana nodded. "They're pretty mean. What are you going to do? You love being part of the cheer squad."
Nichole had broken her reverie at Chip's attention. "We _need_ you on the squad. You're the only one who can do some of the lifts and catches!"
Will looked sullen. "I'm getting really tired of the abuse," he commented. "And you girls will come up with other routines if I'm not there." He rested his forehead on his interlocked hands, with his elbows resting on the table and his eyes closed. "I can't take any more of their crap." He sighed heavily. "I wish there was a way I could be on the squad and not feel like an outcast."
After they'd finished their various treats, Lana walked home with Will. When she was sure that there were no snooping ears, she asked Will, "Were you serious when you said you wished there was a way to be a cheerleader and fit in?"
Will frowned. "Yeah. Why?" The question seemed odd.
"What if I told you that there might be a way? Are you interested?" Lana continued.
"Well, yeah," Will retorted. "But …." He saw Lana's expression. "What?"
"You don't have practice Saturday, do you?" she asked.
"Of course not, but we've got some family activities. Sunday is free, though."
Lana smiled. "Good. I'll pick you up about ten Sunday morning. Bring your swim trunks."
"Huh? You're not making any sense." Will thought about the weekend. "Better make it noon." He seemed resigned to following Lana's direction, whether he knew what she needed or not.
Lana smiled. "You'll understand Sunday." She turned toward her house, but glanced over her shoulder. "I'll see you at school tomorrow, and then we'll see if we can't help you out this weekend.
**********
"Ready?" Lana's voice was eager and happy — as usual. She acted as if she didn't have some sort of mysterious ‘help' for Will.
Will opened the door of Lana's car and slid into the passenger seat. "I suppose." He started buckling his seat belt. "I'd be happier if I knew exactly _what_ you have in mind."
"Sometimes, you need a little surprise to … shake things up." She put the car in drive and guided the car out of the driveway.
As they pulled into the parking lot, Will's jaw dropped. "Okay, so you brought me to a water park. A water park named Bikini Beach, which, from the looks of it, is full of mostly women. So how is this going to help me?"
Lana smiled as if she knew something that she wasn't going to reveal. "You'll have to trust me on this." She parked the car and got out.
Will followed, and the two walked to the ticket booth. Lana smiled at the young lady working. "Hi."
The girl looked up from her magazine. This late in the day, in early autumn, there weren't many customers, and she looked a little bored. "How can I help you?"
"My friend needs a pass."
"Okay," the girl said. "One day? Since it's after lunch, we have a bit of a discount. "
Lana shook her head. "No, I think we need two weeks."
The girl shrugged. "No problem. And for you?"
Lana smiled. "I'm a lifetime member, thank you." She glanced at Will. "My mom gave it to me for my birthday last year."
The girl quoted a price. Will frowned, but Lana simply smiled and said, "Pay the girl."
Will gave Lana a questioning look, but he pulled out his wallet and paid. "Only because we're friends and I trust you," he commented.
The girl took Will's name, and then entered some data in her computer. In seconds, a plastic card was printed for him. "I hope you have fun. Remember to shower before you go into the park. Health department regulations, you know." She smiled. "And remember, the rides start closing at six thirty."
Will was puzzled by what was happening. Nonetheless, he followed Lana's instructions to change and shower. As he stepped into the shower, he wondered exactly what was going on. A visit to a water park might be a fun way to de-stress, but how was it going to help his social issues?
Will felt the warm, massaging spray, and felt the tension flowing from his body. It was soothing and invigorating at the same time. He barely noticed the mist from the shower — certainly not enough to notice that it had turned a faint pink.
**********
Lana smiled to herself as she heard the scream from the men's locker. The door opened, and a confused girl stepped out into the sunlight, her eyes wide with fright. She had her arm clutched across her chest to hide her breasts.
As Lana stepped toward the girl, she saw an older woman — the owner, from what she remembered - step briskly toward the semi-nude girl. She said a few words that Lana couldn't hear, and she produced a matching bikini top from seemingly nowhere. The girl stared at the top like it was a snake.
"I'll help," Lana volunteered as she neared the two. With the old woman's approving nod, Lana took the bikini top and tied it on the girl.
The old woman nodded approvingly. "That's much better. Now I bet you have a ton of questions."
The girl nodded, her eyes still wide with fear. "That's an understatement."
"Well, Billi, this park is magic. It's intended as a safe haven for women, so the magic changes men."
"Like me?" Billi asked. Her eyes widened at the sound of her own voice. "And why did you call me Billi?"
Lana smiled. "I'm guessing that, in the altered reality, your name _is_ Billi — spelled with an ‘i' like a girl's name." She glanced at the old woman. "Right?"
The old woman nodded. "Yes. Why don't you try it? What's your name?"
Billi frowned. "That's simple. I'm Billi Renee Harding." Her eyes widened as she spoke her name. "That's not right. I'm not Billi, I'm Billi!" She shook her head. "What's going on? Why can't I say my own name?"
"That _is_ your name, at least the way things have changed." She frowned at Lana. "You really should have warned Will of what was going to happen. In Will's case, it was rude." From her words, Lana and Billi both knew she disapproved of how Lana had surprised Billi with the change.
"So what happens now?" Billi asked. "Am I stuck like this?" She sounded frightened.
"You'll be a girl for the duration of your pass. In your case, that's the midnight Saturday, in two weeks."
"Fourteen days — as a girl?"
The old woman gave Lana a disapproving glance. "I have a park to run. Lana, you brought Billi into this, so obviously you know something about how the magic works." She turned back to Billi. "The magic gives you the skills to handle being a girl. A lot of the normal routine will seem second-nature. Slowly, you'll find yourself gaining memories from this current reality. I expect that Lana will be helping you as needed for the next two weeks." She said the last part while glaring at Lana, making it abundantly clear how she felt.
Lana gulped - she realized how _much_ the old woman disapproved of what she'd done. She also understood that it was her responsibility to look after the new girl. "I understand."
The old woman smiled pleasantly at Billi, and then turned to return to her duties.
Billi looked Lana, her eyes full of uncertainty. Billi was a cute girl, Lana observed. She had soft blue eyes accentuating her attractive face. Her brown hair was just past shoulder length, swept to one side and held behind her ear, and the ends curled under just a bit, with just a few ends trimmed to give a slight bit of layering. Billi was tanned, but not too much, and with her flat tummy, modest, perky breasts, and rounding hips, she had a figure that was sure to be a magnet for guys. Her body was well toned, like that of an athlete.
Lana gulped. She actually felt jealous of Billi's figure! Then she realized something else. She was remembering a different past. "She wasn't kidding about the memories. Do you remember when you were selected to be a cheerleader?"
Billi started to speak, but then her eyes widened. "It's … not real! I wasn't selected — it was automatic because I was the only guy, and Coach needed me. But I remember the tryouts, and beating Shelly and Deb for the final spot." She shook her head. "I remember that Shelly is still pissed at me, but Deb didn't take it personally, and she's a good friend." She shook her head. "This is too weird!"
"Yeah," Lana agreed.
"Why?" Billi asked. "Why did you do this?"
Lana sighed. "I wanted to help my best friend," she answered. "I knew how much you loved being on cheer squad, and I didn't like seeing you hurt. I thought that, maybe, if you were a girl, you'd fit in better and have more fun."
Billi nodded. "I appreciate that you tried. But this?" She shook her head. "This is a bit much, isn't it?"
Lana bit her lip. "Yeah, maybe." She perked up. "But since we're here, let's go have some fun."
**********
Billi was nervous as she stepped into the men's locker room. She'd experienced part of the changes — some memories of being a girl occasionally flitted into her mind as she and Lana had played in the water park, but she had no idea of what awaited her from there. How far did the changes go? What was she going to find at home? For that matter, what was she going to find in her locker?
The surprises began with her underwear. Will had plain boxers. Billi hoped for something similarly plain. She found, to her dismay, a lacy pink bikini-cut panty. With no other choice, Billi stepped into the underwear, and found herself almost delighted at how silky smooth the fabric felt against her body. As she pulled them up and automatically adjusted the waistband, she remembered when she'd bought them, and the ‘discussion' she'd had with her mother about growing up, and wanting to feel sexy and attractive. Billi felt a shiver run down her spine; it was another of those shadowy, phantom memories that wasn't real, but felt like it was.
Somehow, Billi knew that her bra came next, and, as she expected, it matched her panty. It was lacy and daring, and as she fastened it, she knew it was a push-up bra, making her bust look larger and more alluring than it already was. She marveled for a moment at how the bra pushed her breasts up and inward, yielding an inviting valley of cleavage. Without realizing she was doing it, she stepped to a mirror and posed, turning from side to side, eyeing her figure critically. As soon as she realized what she was doing, she recoiled in horror.
Billi retreated to her locker and pulled out her shirt. It was a simple knit shirt, in scarlet, that clung tightly to her trim figure, showing off her curves. Its low scoop neckline revealed the cleavage that her bra had enhanced. Finally, she pulled out her pants. To her surprise, they were tight, almost to the point of being uncomfortable. Billi was more surprised when she knew how to wiggle into them, how to breathe deeply so that she could fasten the waistband.
A pair of casual flats completed her ensemble, and then Billi retrieved her purse. Without thinking, she opened it and pulled out a hair brush. Before she knew what she was doing, she was back in front of the mirror untangling her hair. Once that was done, she paused, contemplating whether she should touch up her makeup, or worry about that later, since she and Lana were going straight home. She shuddered when she realized that she was even considering makeup, and she put it away.
She turned to leave, and again, caught a glance at her figure in the mirror. It was like her body was on autopilot. She smiled to herself. She was attractive. And even though Billi knew it was wrong, that she was really Will inside, she found herself pleased at how she looked.
Outside, Lana was waiting. "What took so long?" Lana asked as they began walking across the lot toward Lana's car.
Billi shrugged. "I guess I'm not used to getting dressed — as a girl, I mean."
Lana glanced again. "You … didn't just comb your hair out, did you?" she asked, astonished.
"Um, no," Billi replied hesitantly. "I felt like I was supposed to do it, and … it just happened."
"This is spooky," Lana said.
Billi laughed half-heartedly. "You're telling me? You're not on the receiving end of the magic! It's kind of freaky to think that you need to comb your hair, and then you find yourself blow drying and brushing it!"
**********
"How was the park, dear?" Billi's mom asked as she closed the door. "Did you and Lana have fun?"
Billi breathed a little sigh of relief. Her mom didn't seem to think anything was unusual. "Yeah, it was a blast! Lana wants to go again next weekend."
"Sounds like fun. Maybe I should skip out on my chores and come with you girls!" she said with a laugh. "I need a break every once in a while."
Billi about choked. It was weird enough being at the park and changing into a girl — temporarily. But if her mom went back, she'd change in the same locker with her mom- and see her mom … nude? That was a creepy thought. At the same time, another voice inside Billi said it was perfectly normal for women to change in the same locker room.
"By the way, Jeff called. He said he'd call back."
Billi's eyes widened. Why would Jeff Lowery call her? They didn't share many classes, and she wasn't in band like he was? For a minute, she had a memory that she was Jeff's girlfriend, and that made Billi flinch. She _couldn't be Jeff's girlfriend! "He could have called my cell," Billi replied quickly.
Mom smiled. "He did. You forgot your cell phone this morning - again."
"Oh, yeah. I … uh, forgot to plug it in last night, so I had to leave it on the charger."
Mom laughed. "Sometimes, you don't seem to be thinking — except about boys!"
"I do _not_ spend all my time thinking about boys!" Billi protested, crossing her arms under her breasts and pouting.
"If you say so." Mom decided not to continue the discussion. "I need you to help get dinner ready."
"Why is it always me? Why can't Aiden help tonight?" Some things hadn't changed.
"He spent most of the day over at Troy's house working on their Biology project, and now he's studying."
"No, he didn't," Billi countered. "You know very well that they spent the day playing computer games, and now he's playing more upstairs!" Billi read her mom's expression. "Okay, I'll help. But he's doing dishes, isn't he?"
It was after seven-thirty when Billi got to her room. Fortunately, Aiden had gotten stuck with cleanup — for once - leaving Billi free to do her own homework for Monday — and to call Jeff.
Billi knew there would be changes in her room; after all, reality itself had changed with her. It wasn't surprising that her room now had a feminine touch. It was neat! No messy piles of clothes, and her bed was neatly made. She closed the door and looked around slowly, almost reverently. The bed was covered by a pastel rose bedspread that matched the lacy curtains, and complemented the pink floral wallpaper. Rose and white throw pillows accented the bed.
As her eyes slowly took in the changes to her room, she saw a large dresser beside a matching vanity with its large, well-lit makeup mirror. Where the vanity stood used to be Will's stereo. Her stereo, by contrast, was a simple combination radio and CD player that sat on one bed table. There was a neat stack of CDs next to the player; Billi did _not_ want to look at the music for fear of what she'd find.
Her closet doors were closed; out of curiosity, she opened them and stared wide-eyed at the assortment of clothes. Casual dresses, blouses, a couple of skirts, a couple of more formal dresses — in a variety of colors and styles. Even as she scanned the hangers, she was recalling what she'd wear to what occasions. Billi flinched at how natural it all seemed.
Billi feared looking through the dresser. She'd already had enough surprises at the park when she saw the effects of the magic on her clothes and her purse. Her identity _had_ been changed on her license and school ID, just as the old woman had said. A wallet had become a well-stocked purse, complete with a couple of emergency sanitary napkins — to Billi's shock and dismay. But even without looking, she _knew_ that her dresser would have underwear — bras and panties, hose, socks — all clothing items that, until a few hours ago, had been totally alien. What was more, she knew which drawers contained what.
As she stood, transfixed at what all had changed, her cell phone rang. She picked it up from her nightstand, where it had been charging all day, and answered it.
"Hello?" She was nervous — she didn't know what else had changed in her life.
It was Jeff Lowery. "Hi, Billi."
For some reason, Billi's heart fluttered at the sound of his voice. "Mom said you called earlier." Billi flopped down on her bed, cell phone to her ear. "
"Yeah, but you weren't home. Your mom said something about a water park."
"Lana took me to the water park on the edge of town. We had a blast."
"I wish I'd have had a chance to go," Jeff said wistfully. "I was stuck at my grandmother's house all day, for my uncle's fiftieth birthday party. It was _so_ boring." Jeff wasn't a jock, like Chip. He played drums in the marching band.
Billi practically choked on Jeff's wish. "No," she thought to herself, "you really _don't_ want to go to that park." For some reason, the thought of Jeff turning into a girl made her sad. And as soon as that thought flitted through her brain, Billi rationalized that, as a former guy, she didn't think it fair for _any_ guy to be changed into a girl! At least, that's what she tried to convince herself was the reason behind her thinking. Billi was wondering how to proceed with the call. She was on unfamiliar territory with talking to Jeff.
"Anyway," he continued, "we missed you at the post-game party Friday."
Billi sorted through the ‘created' memories. "I missed it, too. But you know how family stuff can get in the way."
"You're telling me? You'll be at the party this next week, won't you?" Like the football team, the band usually had a post-game get-together to relax. The two crowds didn't mix very much. Jeff seemed eager to have her attend.
Billi felt strange. Jeff was interested in her? That seemed so … wrong. And yet, she felt a strange warmth within her. Why did she feel a thrill at the thought of being close to Jeff? Was it one of the effects of the magic? Did she _want_ to be with Jeff? She shook her head to clear the unwelcome thoughts. She couldn't be attracted to Jeff!
"I'll have to check with my folks."
Jeff sounded relieved that Billi hadn't said no. "Tell your mom that my parents will be there chaperoning, too. And my Mom will make sure that there won't be any alcohol."
Billi frowned. Was that a detail or memory that she was supposed to have, but somehow didn't? She realized that she was going to have to be cautious. "Of course," she explained quickly, "but I know Mom and Dad are going to ask."
"So I'll see you Friday night?"
"I'll see you at school tomorrow, silly," she said with a giggle. "Unless you were planning on skipping school!"
After she finally hung up, Billi lay on the bed wondering why she had felt so giddy when Jeff wanted to make sure she was at the party. She felt as if he'd asked her out on a date, and the thought made her nervous. But it wasn't a real date, she told herself over and over. It was just a post-game party. Billi knew that she shouldn't feel like she did. She sighed — this magic reality-changing stuff was confusing at times.
**********
Billi and Lana walked quickly down the hall; they only had a few minutes between classes, and had to hurry, since their chemistry class was on the opposite end of the school building. Billi was wearing a pair of light blue jeans, and a white, tight-fitting knit shirt with a deep V-neck. In the back of her mind, she knew that one of the older female teachers had warned her that it was too revealing. Billi laughed at the memory — the principal, afraid of a lawsuit, had backed down and allowed Billi to continue wearing the shirt, even if it was a bit risqué. This morning, she'd really _wanted_ to wear the shirt. To her horror, she found herself hoping that boys would notice.
"Hi, Billi," a familiar voice called out.
Billi turned, knowing it was Jeff even before she saw him. He quick-stepped to catch up to her. "Hi." She wasn't quite sure what else to say, and for some reason, her tongue seemed tied. Will had _never_ been at a loss for words.
"Are you going for ice cream after practice tonight?" Jeff asked, making small talk. He was trying hard to be subtle about looking at her cleavage, and failing.
Billi noticed where his attention was focused, and she smiled, delighted. Billi nodded, but inwardly, she felt nervous. She wasn't sure she could handle being a girl on the squad. "I don't know. Lana and I hadn't decided."
"I hope you can make it. Maybe I can give you a ride home, and you'll have an excuse to let me buy you a shake?" he asked hopefully.
"Uh, Lana and I always walk home together," Billi replied quickly. "Ever since we were little girls." Now she was remembering being a little girl? And calling herself a girl? "Besides, practice is going to be longer this week. We're trying to learn a couple of new routines. I'm a little nervous about not messing up, because the routines are complicated."
"You'll do fine," Jeff said reassuringly. "Just like you always do." His voice had a dreamy, admiring tone, as if he was certain that Billi was perfect, and that it was his job to keep reminding her.
"Well, I still get nervous," Billi said humbly. It was the truth, even if she was now female; Will had always worried about missing a catch or a toss, and injuring one of the girls.
"Hi, Jeff," a passing girl called.
Jeff stiffened a bit. "Hi, Shelly," he answered. "Going to Gorki's math class?"
"Yes," Shelly, one of the girls that Billi had beat out for a spot on the squad, answered. "I thought you were going there, too!"
Jeff smiled. "I am. I just had a couple of things to do before class."
"I see." Shelly frowned. "I don't see you around much, Billi. Except at games when you're cheerleading." Her eyes were shooting daggers at Billi.
Billi was startled by Shelly's reaction. "No," Billi admitted, suddenly feeling uneasy. "I try to keep busy."
Shelly flashed another smile at Jeff before turning for her class. "I'll see you in class, Jeff."
"What's with her?" Lana asked.
Jeff laughed. "I guess she wishes that she hadn't broken up with me." He put his arm around Billi's shoulder. "She's just jealous."
Billi felt a wonderful tingling inside as Jeff held her close, and at his words and actions that implied _strongly_ that Jeff was interested in her. She slowly realized that the memories and thoughts of being Jeff's girlfriend were _more_ than just random thoughts in this reality. She _was_ Jeff's girlfriend, at least as far as Jeff was concerned. She felt a cold shiver run down her spine, even as she felt a thrill in her heart.
"I've got to run to class."
Billi nodded. "Yeah, me, too."
Jeff smiled, and then he glanced up and down the halls. He bent forward and gave Billi a quick kiss on her lips. "I guess I'll see you at the malt shop."
Billi felt her knees wobble as her whole body tingled. She watched Jeff walk to class.
"Wow!" Lana commented dryly. "He's really into you."
"No, I don't think so," Billi said as if trying to convince herself.
Lana laughed. "Yeah, right."
The two girls resumed walking toward their class. "This is weird," Billi said. "Even though it never happened, I can remember when Jeff and Shelly broke up, and the next weekend, he asked me out."
"Yeah," Lana agreed. "And Shelly has hated you ever since." She laughed. "Good thing she's not on the team. I know she'd miss catching you on purpose just to get even!" She glanced at Billi, at the starry-eyed expression on her face. "You _really_ liked it when he kissed you, didn't you?"
"Uh," Billi stammered, "No. I didn't! I can't!" She was fighting her feelings that were alien and yet so familiar. The memories of her first date with Jeff, and the first time he kissed her, seemed so real.
Lana tried to laugh. "You've got girl hormones running through you now. It's no wonder that you're getting all goo-goo over Jeff." She grinned. "He's really cute!"
Billi sighed. She was so confused. "I don't get it," she said. "Today has been _so_ weird so far."
"How?" Lana asked. "Besides you getting all lovesick whenever he looked at you!" she teased.
Billi frowned. "That's not supposed to happen!" She saw Lana's smile, and knew that her friend was teasing. "When he kissed me, it felt weird, and at the same time, so wonderful." She shook her head. "Am I gay?"
Lana laughed. "I don't think so. I think your female hormones and memories are just getting the better of you."
"And some of the girls — they seem so ... catty!" Billi continued.
"Of course," Lana said with a grin. "You're on the cheer squad. You're more popular than a lot of them are. You've got a great boyfriend. Why _wouldn't_ they be envious?" She glanced up and down Billi's figure. "And you're one of the best looking girls in school, too."
"Was it just me, or was Shelly a bit bitchier than normal?" Billi asked as they walked.
Lana laughed. "You and Shelly have always been rivals. If you have something, she wants to have it. For some reason, she decided that she has to prove herself better than you."
"And her interest in Jeff?"
"That's only because he's _your_ boyfriend. If she got him pried away from you, she'd drop him within two weeks." Lana smiled at her. "If you think about it, you'll find those memories inside you, just like I do."
**********
Lana giggled when she saw Billi scanning the cars parked near ice cream shop. "Jeff is here, isn't he?"
Billi caught herself. "Uh, I'm not sure. I was just … seeing how many people were here."
"Right," Lana said sarcastically. "Face it, Billi, you've really got a thing for him."
"No, I don't!" Billi felt like crying. "I _can't_!" she complained. "I'm … so confused!"
Lana stopped and put her hand on Billi's shoulder. "You're okay. Just go with it."
"But … what if …?"
Lana gave her a quick hug for reassurance. "Don't try to over-analyze things. You're just a girl, on the East High cheer squad, going with your friend for a soda after practice. That's all. Just take it as it comes."
Billi hugged Lana. "Thanks."
Lana smiled. "And he _is_ here. In fact, he's looking out the window for you."
Billi spun toward the shop window, her eyes scanning for Jeff. "Are you sure?"
Lana laughed. "No. But I got your attention. Now let's go get a soda."
The two girls walked to the counter. "Two diet cokes," Billi ordered. "Medium."
After getting their sodas, the girls sat down at an empty table. "Are we going to the water park again next Saturday?" Billi asked hopefully. "It was fun."
Lana smiled. "I wasn't sure if you'd _ever_ want to go near that place again!"
Billi laughed. "What _more_ can they do to me?" Then she had a thought, and a frown crossed her features. "On second thought, I don't want to know what else they could do. But the park was a lot of fun."
"Maybe. It could be a fun …" Lana's eyes widened as she stopped talking suddenly. "He's coming over."
"Jeff?"
"Yeah."
Billi turned to see Jeff over her shoulder. "May I join you?" he asked politely.
Billi wanted to scream, "Of course!" but she kept her emotions in check. "Sure," she said as she slid toward the wall, giving him room beside her. She was trying to sound non-committal, but she feared that she was failing.
Jeff looked at Lana. "Trevor told me that he was taking you to a movie Saturday night."
Lana nodded. "Yeah. We're going out for pizza and then to a movie."
Jeff glanced at Billi. "I wish that _I_ had a date Saturday night," he said, giving Lana a wink.
"Maybe you would," Billi shot back playfully, "if you'd _ask_ somebody!" She smiled demurely.
Lana couldn't help laughing. Everybody knew that the two of them always joked around as if they were still flirting, even though they were going steady. It added a bit of playfulness to their relationship. "Why _haven't_ you asked, yet?" she teased Jeff. "Or is a big, strong man afraid of asking a pretty girl to on a date?"
"For your information," Jeff rebutted, "this big, strong man already talked to Trevor, and he thought it would be a great idea to double-date!" Satisfied that he'd won the verbal sparring match with Lana, he turned back toward Billi.
"Um," Billi cleared her throat, "don't you think you're forgetting something?" She couldn't believe what she was saying. She was practically begging Jeff to ask her on a date!
Jeff realized what Lana had done. He shot her a quick glare, and then turned back to Billi. "Um, I was wondering, if, you know, we could go on a double-date with Trevor and Lana on Saturday?"
"Uh," Billi stammered, "I'm not sure if I'm free, or if ...." She winced suddenly as Lana kicked her under the table. "Ow! On second thought, my social calendar is open on Saturday." She smiled and batted her eyes at Jeff. "I'd love to go with you to a movie!"
Jeff grinned, and then leaned over and kissed Billi on her lips. She felt like she was in heaven.
When the kiss ended, Billi lifted her lips toward Jeff. "Are you sure you don't need another one, just to make sure?"
"You don't want to make a scene, do you?" Jeff said light-heartedly.
Billi smiled. "Yes." She kissed him again, a little longer this time.
**********
"Why don't you just admit that you _really_ like Jeff?" Lana asked as they walked toward their homes.
"I … guess I do," Billi said hesitantly. "What's wrong with me?"
Lana smiled. "Nothing. You're a normal girl. Jeff is a very good looking guy. It's normal that you're attracted to him."
"But …." Billi started to protest. "I'm not a normal girl! Or at least, I don't think I am."
"In this reality," Lana countered, "you are."
"That's what feels so weird! It's like, looking at somebody else's memories. I remember the first time Jeff asked me out, after he broke up with Shelly. I remember when you and I used to have sleep-overs." She shook her head. "But none of that stuff happened!"
"I remember it, too, so it _must_ have happened. Oh, and speaking of sleep-overs, you are staying at my place Saturday, aren't you?"
Billi frowned. "But … when this ends, won't that be kind of … awkward?"
Lana laughed. "I talked to the park owner about it. She said that, when things change back, you'll remember staying at a friend's house, and I'll remember having one of my girlfriends stay with me. Neither of us will remember anything that could be, um, embarrassing."
**********
Billi was terrified. She'd been nervous at cheer practices and games before, but she was always the thrower or catcher, and practice wasn't in front of a large crowd. Now, _she_ was being lifted and tossed. All it would take would be a tiny slip, a small error in timing, and she'd be injured, and given the nature of the routines, possibly badly. She pushed those thoughts from her mind, so she could focus on the routine.
As soon as she quit thinking, she acted. It was all natural, as if she'd done it for years. She wasn't trying to move; she was letting her body, her muscle-memories, move for her. The routines were perfect. Billi was stunned by what she'd done; she hadn't thought it possible. After all, what Will used to do took strength, but not nearly as much balance and acrobatic skill as what she'd just done.
After the game, the cheer coach called the girls around. "That was good," she said, encouraging her girls. "I wasn't sure about a couple of the moves, but it came out okay."
Billi spoke before she knew what she was saying. "Nothing against you guys," she began, "but I'd feel a lot safer if we had a couple of boys on the squad doing the tosses and catches." She flinched inwardly as she realized exactly what she'd just said.
Nichole laughed. "Yeah, so would I. But where would we find guys?"
Tori nodded. "You know how it would go. Any guy who wanted to be on cheer squad would have to put up with lots of crap. You know, called a sissy boy, girly-man, or gay — all that kind of stuff."
Ashley agreed. "And how embarrassing would you feel if a guy was accidentally touching you in ... private areas?"
Billi was stunned. She hadn't considered _that_ angle before. She'd known — as Will — that being a male cheerleader led to taunting. "Maybe," she didn't back down on her opinion, "but I'd still feel safer."
The coach nodded. "We're doing okay. I wish we had some guys, too, but, well, we just can't get any interested." She stood up. "We've got a couple of rough spots to work on in practice next week, but overall, I think it went well. Have a good weekend." She turned and left the girls' locker room.
"So, are you going out with Jeff tomorrow night?" Nichole asked Billi as soon as the coach was out of sight.
Billi smiled as she pulled off her skirt. "Yeah. We're double-dating with Lana and Trevor."
"That'll cut down on the fun," Nichole commented sarcastically.
"Have you and Jeff, you know?" Suzie asked softly.
"Um," Billi hesitated to answer; the memories weren't always clear, and she wasn't _sure_ of the answer. "Isn't that kind of personal?"
Tori laughed. "If _I_ was his girlfriend, you bet your ass that _I'd_ do it with him! He's really … cute. And he's so ... well built!" Her voice had a lyrical tone, as if she was speaking from a daydream.
"Let's get showered and to the party," Nichole suggested, relieving Billi of the need to continue the embarrassing conversation.
At the party, Billi found herself desperately wanting to find an out-of-the-way place where she and Jeff could make out. Unfortunately, as expected, the parents chaperoning the party had anticipated teen-age hormones and kept a presence in those areas where teens might otherwise find privacy. Billi got home late, after getting a serious good-night kiss from Jeff when he dropped her off. She slept well, dreaming of fairy-tale princesses, herself as a damsel in distress, and Jeff as a knight on a white horse coming to rescue her and sweep her off her feet.
**********
Saturday, Lana picked up Billi and they headed to the Lynnwood Mall. Billi wasn't sure about shopping, but Lana insisted. After all, they'd been friends from grade school, and did practically _everything_ together. When they left the mall, Billi was stunned at how long they'd spent shopping, trying on clothes, talking, and generally making what she thought should have been a simple trip into a full-day fun outing with a friend.
Carrying the outfit she'd purchased, Billi, followed by Lana, walked into her house.
"Did you girls have fun?" Billi's mom asked cheerfully.
"Yeah," Billi answered.
"Hi, Mrs. Harding." Lana was her usual chipper, gregarious self.
"Hi, Lana. You didn't let Billi spend all our money, did you?" Mom liked Lana almost as much as her own daughter. Their banter was friendly and warm.
"Not too much," Lana said with a giggle. "You know how she hates to buy new outfits!"
Mom laughed. "Don't I know it! And it's sometimes so hard to get her to make up her mind!"
"Mom!" Billi protested with a pout. "I'm not _that_ bad!"
"Sometimes, honey, you are," Mom replied as she walked over and gave Billi a kiss on her forehead. "Sometimes." She glanced at Lana. "Are you two staying for dinner before your date, or are you eating at your place?"
"The boys are taking us out to dinner," Lana answered. "And then we'll go to a movie."
"As long as you're home before curfew," Mom reminded them.
"Don't worry, Mrs. Harding," Lana replied. "My mom and dad are even more strict about curfew than Billi gets away with, so we'll be home at a decent time."
"Well, then, I guess I'll see you tomorrow morning sometime," Mom said to Billi.
"Probably tomorrow afternoon late," Billi said. "We're going to Bikini Beach tomorrow."
Mom rolled her eyes in a way that Lana could see. "I swear, you're already trying to get your father and I used to you never being around, for when you go off to college!"
"I'm not _that_ bad, Mom!" Billi protested. She turned, and with Lana following her, marched through the kitchen, up the stairs, and to her room.
"Okay," Lana prompted as she sat on Billi's bed, "we've got to get your things and get to my place, because we'll have to get ready before the boys pick us up."
"How long can it take to get a few things together?" Billi asked. "I need a change of underwear, my swim suit for tomorrow, and a change of clothing."
Lana rolled her eyes. "As if!" She walked to Billi's closet and opened the sliding door. Quickly, she began to sort through the clothes, eyeing some outfits more critically than others. She pulled down a blouse. "This is pretty. You _have_ to bring this."
"Why?" Billi asked, confused.
"Because I want to see how it looks on me, silly," Lana replied. "That's part of a sleep-over — swapping clothes!"
Billi sighed. "That's _another_ thing that you didn't warn me about!"
"What are you going to wear tonight?" Lana asked as she continued sorting through Billi's clothes.
"I thought I'd wear something simple, like the long-sleeve pullover, with a pair of jeans."
Lana rolled her eyes again. "I don't think so," she said sarcastically. "Wear the dress you got today."
Billi opened the box and took out the dress. It was sleeveless, with a delicate purple floral print. The bodice looked like a modified halter top, with a deep V neckline and tying like a bikini behind the neck. "I don't know," she said hesitantly. "Isn't it kind of … bold?"
Lana grinned. "That's what makes it perfect! You'll be a knockout. You _do_ want to impress Jeff, don't you?"
"But … it'll get chilly, and the top is … kind of revealing."
Lana glanced at Billi's bedroom door, ensuring it was still shut. "When you get chilly, you'll have an excuse to have him wrap his arm around you."
Billi felt a tremble of excitement as she thought about Jeff's arm keeping her warm. It was a very pleasant feeling, a warmth radiating from her belly and making her nipples tingle.
"And, if you _want_, he can easily … touch and play — upstairs I mean," Lana continued. She saw Billi's eyes half-close, saw her breathing deepen. "And I'm willing to bet that thought has you kind of … excited?"
Billi's eyes snapped open. "No," she lied half-heartedly. In truth, she _was_ thinking about being close to Jeff, and the thoughts were leading to naughtier ideas. "I'm not supposed to think like that!"
Lana grinned. "But you _are_ going to wear it, aren't you?"
BIlli looked down, biting her lip. "Uh, huh," she muttered. She knew that, after Lana's suggestions, there was no way she _wouldn't_ wear the dress on the date.
"Let's finish gathering up some things so we can get going." With Lana's help, Billi selected some more outfits and piled them on her bed. As Billi sorted through her underwear, following Lana's suggested to get her naughtiest, sexiest undies for ‘show and tell' comparison, Lana looked at Billi's nighties.
Lana held up a lace nightie. "You have _got_ to bring this!" she squealed. "This is so darling! I bet you look like a million bucks in it!"
Billi had given up on convincing Lana that she should be practical and pack light. "I was just going to bring my old nightie."
"I want to see what I look like in it, too," Lana stated as she put the nightie on the bed. "And I bet Jeff would give his left arm to see you wearing it!"
Billi blushed; she'd been thinking the exact same thing as Lana held the nightie up. "You can bet that he _won't_ see me in it any time soon! I won't be a girl long enough to get to the point where he _could_ see it on me!"
Lana laughed. "We'll see."
"What's that supposed to mean?" Billi retorted sternly.
Lana shrugged innocently. "Nothing. It's just that, well, you're doing so well as a girl. It seems natural for you. I was just thinking that you might decide to stay as Billi."
"Not likely." Billi's response was quick, and her tone was harsh.
They finished packing, with few words. Lana had broached a subject that, obviously, was sensitive to Billi, and from Billi's reaction, she knew that she'd overdone it. Finally, after a few uncomfortably silent minutes, when the car was stopped at a traffic light, Lana turned to Billi. "I'm sorry," she said softly. "I shouldn't have said that."
Billi felt her heart soften. "I know. You didn't mean it. I'm sorry I over-reacted." She looked at Lana and smiled. "We _are_ still best friends, right?"
Lana nodded, smiling. "Yeah."
"And sometimes, friends do or say something that hurts, but it doesn't mean that they're not still friends, right?"
"And you're still my best friend, and I'm very sorry."
Billi felt herself getting a little choked up. She didn't know if it was due to her female hormones. "So, what are _you_ going to wear for Trevor? Something slinky and revealing? Or are you going to wear something plain?"
"You know that blouse with the rose trim? And the rose Capri pants? The ones I thought you should bring for us to try?"
"You've got something like that to wear?" Billi asked.
"No, silly," Lana replied. "That's what I ‘m going to wear! Why else do you think I insisted you bring that outfit?"
"But … you have a ton of pretty outfits to wear!" Billi wondered how she knew that Lana had stylish clothes.
"Do you know how long I've been envious of that outfit?" Lana asked with a giggle. "Now I get to try it!"
Billi laughed. "Okay. But I'm going to get even by borrowing one of your outfits! Maybe that nice lavender silk blouse of yours. I bet I'd look good in it."
Lana smiled. "Yeah, I bet you _would_ look good in it! Maybe even better than me - which is why I shouldn't let you borrow it!" She grinned. "But, since we're friends, I will," she added as she pulled her car into her driveway.
"Very generous."
Lana was already out of her car. "Let's get your stuff up in my bedroom."
"Then what?" Billi asked, perplexed. "We've got a couple of hours until the boys pick us up."
Lana smiled. "We'll find something to do, and then we'll have to start getting ready."
Lana's idea of "something to do" was modeling clothes, and more specifically, Billi's.
When Lana pulled off her knit shirt to change, Billi couldn't help flinching. Lana noticed, and giggled. "I bet you've wanted to see me like this for a long time!"
Billi gulped. "Uh, yeah, I suppose."
"But I bet it's not quite like you'd imagined it, is it?" Lana laughed.
Billi shook her head. "It just seems ... normal - like it's no big deal."
"Remember what I told you? You're reacting like a normal girl."
"But it seems ... weird!"
Lana got a huge grin. "Okay, let's take it up a notch." She turned to her dresser and pulled out a teddy. "Here. Let's see what you look like in this."
Billi held up the garment like it was a rattlesnake. "You're ... you're kidding, right?"
"No. Let's see how you look."
Feeling a bit self-conscious, Billi turned away from Lana to take off her shirt, which caused Lana to laugh. "Turn around. We're both girls here."
Billi, her shirt half-off, turned slowly toward Lana. "Okay, see?" she asked sarcastically as she finished removing the shirt. She dropped her shirt and spread her arms, displaying her torso and the lacy lavender demi-bra she was wearing.
Lana's eyes widened. "Wow! You're wearing a lot sexier bra than I would have guessed! Matching panties, too?"
Billi nodded, feeling suddenly no longer embarrassed. "I figured ...."
Lana grinned. "I bet you wanted to feel sexy for Jeff tonight, right?"
Billi blushed. "How'd you know?"
"Every girl wants to feel sexy sometimes." She held out the teddy. "So, go ahead."
Billi knew she couldn't get out of Lana's request. Besides, she knew that Lana was right — she was enjoying feeling feminine and attractive. She unbuttoned her shorts and slid them down her legs, stepping out of them, before she took the teddy. She saw Lana roll her eyes, and realized that the bra had to come off, too. Sighing, she reached behind herself and, managing to pull the strap down a bit, unclasped her bra. In short order, she had wriggled into the teddy, and was staring at herself in the mirror.
"You look _hot_, girl," Lana said simply. "Jeff would give anything to see you like that!"
Billi imagined herself modeling the sleepwear for Jeff. She started to feel warm and tingly again. After reveling in the feelings for a few seconds, she suddenly realized _what_ she was thinking, and took control of her emotions. "I don't think _any_ guy is going to see me wearing this," she said firmly, forcing herself to deny what she was really thinking.
"So then why are you acting like a model, showing off your body in that lacy thing?" Lana asked with a big grin. "I bet you're feeling kind of excited by how you look, though, and by thinking about Jeff."
Billi blushed, and she turned away from the mirror. Quickly, she took off the teddy and retrieved her underwear. "I was _not_!" she protested.
Lana shrugged her shoulders. She didn't want to push Billi too much. "Are you going to wear that new dress tonight?"
Billi was putting on her bra. "I was kind of thinking I would."
"You can't wear _that_ bra with it," Lana explained.
Billi thought for a moment, then she swore. "Damn! I forgot to get a strapless bra!" There was the magic again — helping her know what she _should_ have brought to wear with the dress. She sighed. "I guess I'll wear something else."
Lana reached inside Billi's suitcase. "Ta da!" she giggle as she pulled out a bra. "I didn't see you get one from your dresser when you were packing, so I took the liberty of slipping it into your suitcase — just in case you wanted to wear the dress."
"I don't know whether to thank your or yell at you," Billi laughed. "I bet you wanted me to wear the new dress from the moment we saw it, didn't you? You were planning this all along?"
"And you didn't protest, at least, not too much! I figured all this girl stuff was new, and I just wanted to be sure to be helpful." She tossed the bra back on the suitcase and turned to her closet. "I've got a silk dress you have _got_ to try on!" She pulled out a long blue dress with a pale blue print, and held it up for Billi to see.
Billi laughed. "I noticed that _you're_ not doing any modeling. Are you a bit nervous about whether the magic works like you were told?"
Lana stuck her tongue out at Billi. "I trust the lady who told me. She owns the place!"
Billi pulled out the pants and blouse that Lana had said she wanted to wear. "Okay, then prove it. Let's see how _you_ look in these!" she said with a playful grin.
**********
"I heard the doorbell," Lana said, as she pulled on her blouse.
"We'd better hurry, then," Billi seemed a bit panicked.
Lana laughed lightly. "No. Dad and Trevor will talk a bit, and Dad's probably got a football game on the TV, so we can take our time. Besides," she said impishly, "when have you _ever_ known a girl to be ready for a date on time?"
Lana finished buttoning her blouse, and then turned to her vanity. She brushed her hair lightly to straighten it, and then she fastened her long hair at the back of her head, using long strands of hair from the front to anchor the sides. A simple barrette held the whole thing in place.
Billi was having second thoughts about her dress. "I don't know," she said hesitantly. "It's kind of daring, isn't it?"
"It's adorable," Lana reassured her. "You'll have Jeff's attention all night long. That's what you want, isn't it?"
Billi blushed. "Yeah."
A few minutes later, after they'd finished their hair and touching up their makeup, the girls came down the stairs. As expected, Lana's dad and the two boys were watching a football game. The boys were sitting on a sofa, their backs to the stairs and their eyes glued to the television.
"Ahem," Lana cleared her throat.
Both boys' heads swiveled, and Billi noted, with an inner delight, that Jeff's eyes lit up as he gawked at her.
"Wow!" Jeff said softly "You look … great!"
Trevor was equally taken with how Lana looked in the borrowed outfit. "Yeah," he added, as if in a trance at her beauty. "What he said."
In the background, the announcer's voice rose in pitch. "He's going deep — into double coverage. It's .... How did he catch that? That was the most impossible TD reception I've seen in …."
"You missed the big play," Billi said with a smile.
"Huh?" Jeff's eyes were still riveted to her.
Lana laughed. "Big catch, touchdown, last second score to win! You missed it."
Trevor sighed. "I'm not missing _anything_!"
Billi glanced at Lana and giggled. "Shall we go?"
The boys stood, and still staring at the girls, stumbled around the sofa toward the staircase. "Yeah."
Since Jeff was driving, he opened the front passenger-side door for Billi, and held his hand in a gentlemanly fashion to help her in. Trevor and Lana climbed into the back seats.
"I hope you pay more attention to driving than you did to the football game," Billi giggled.
"Football game?"
"Yeah," Lana laughed. "Who won?"
Jeff smiled. "Doesn't matter."
"Good answer," Billi said with a smile. Inwardly, she was delighted by the effect she was having on Jeff — he obviously found her very attractive, enough so that he missed a great play in a football game. At the same time, she was shocked at how she felt. This _was_, after all, only temporary. "Where are you taking us for dinner?"
Jeff smiled. "We got reservations at Giordano's," he said proudly.
Billi's and Lana's eyes widened when he announced the location. "That's … pretty expensive, isn't it? I thought we were just going out for pizza!"
Trevor smiled, his gaze still fixed on Lana. "You're worth it."
Billi was so awestruck by the attention Jeff was paying her, and the ambiance of the restaurant, that she barely remembered what she ate. She hardly remembered the movie's plot as they sat close, her head resting on Jeff's shoulder, his arm around her, holding her, making her feel safe and secure. At one point, when the leading lady was passionately kissed by the leading man, Billi looked up toward Jeff at the same time he glanced at her, and the two met in their own kiss. They missed a few scenes of the film as they continued kissing. Billi felt like she was floating on clouds as they left the theater.
Unfortunately for her, or perhaps fortunately, given how Billi was feeling, they'd had to see a later showing of the movie after their dinner. By the time they got out of the theater, the boys had just enough time to drop off the girls and get themselves home before the midnight curfew.
Because it was a double-date, and because Lana was giving Trevor a good-night kiss in the back seat, Jeff and Billi got out and walked, hand in hand, toward the front of the car. It was just a tiny bit more private than kissing in the car with Trevor and Lana.
"I had fun," Billi said as she paused and turned toward Jeff, taking both his hands. The invitation was blatant.
Jeff didn't miss the implied request. He kissed Billi again, long and with feeling.
Billi dropped Jeff's hands and wrapped her arms around his neck, holding him close, as she felt herself pressing her breasts against him. She felt a very pleasant warmth within her, a tingling delight that was spreading from her breasts and crotch. She wanted Jeff to kiss her all night long — and more.
Alas, when the bells of St. Martha's church sounded, Billi dropped her hands. "I guess you've got to go, so you're not late."
"Yeah."
Lana and Trevor obviously had the same thought; they crawled out of the back of Jeff's car, pausing for another quick kiss, before Lana walked toward the house, while Trevor climbed into the passenger seat.
"Are you doing anything tomorrow?" Jeff asked as he tried to prolong the moment.
"Lana and I are probably going to the water park again," Billi said, equally reluctant to let Jeff out of her sight.
"Sounds like fun. Maybe you two would like some company, tomorrow? We can double-date again," he said hopefully.
"Uh, we're going to go shopping first, and I don't know when we'll get to the park." A few days ago, Billi wouldn't have cared if Jeff was turned into a girl. Now, she was horrified at the thought. "You know how long it takes girls to go shopping!"
Jeff smiled. "I know. Talk to you in school Monday?"
"If you don't call me tomorrow." Billi gave him a quick kiss, and then walked to the door, pausing to wave as Jeff pulled the car out of the driveway.
Lana's dad was sitting in his recliner, reading a novel, when they walked in the front door. He didn't take his focus from the book. "You're a few minutes early," he observed.
"Hi, Daddy," Lana said as she pranced over and gave him a kiss on his forehead.
"Must have been a good date," he commented dryly.
"They took us to Giordano's, and then a movie," Lana explained.
"So, was the food as good as they say? Or did your dates pay a lot for ambiance?"
"You're just too practical, Daddy," Lana teased. "It was … romantic."
"Romance doesn't fill the belly," her dad rebutted philosophically.
"Mom says that you were _very_ romantic when you were dating her."
Her dad chuckled. "That was three children and a mortgage ago. We're _both_ getting more practical."
"I bet the romance is still there," Billi suggested in jest. "I bet if you took your wife to Giordano's, she'd find it just as impractical and fun."
"Why? Her birthday is past. Our anniversary isn't for three months."
"Engineers!" Lana rolled her eyes. "Always trying to be practical."
"Who says you need a reason?" Billi continued.
"Good night, girls," Lana's dad ended the conversation as he focused his attention back on his book.
As they came up the stairs, Lana's mom peeked into the hall. "Did you girls have fun?"
Lana nodded. "Yeah, we did. We went to Giordano's for dinner, and then to the movie."
"Giordano's? That must have been nice." Lana's mom sounded wistful, as if she were remembering a time when _she_ had been the recipient of such attention. After a moment, she broke her reverie. "It's late, so you two need to get ready for bed. I'm not dumb enough to tell you to go to sleep, because I know you'll be up talking for a couple of hours."
"Good night, Mom," Lana said as she gave her mom a quick hug.
Lana and Billi went into Lana's room, closing the door behind them. Lana flopped down on her bed. "You're going to have to tell me _everything_ that happened!"
Billi feigned innocence. "Nothing happened! You were there — you saw!" She sat down on the end of Lana's bed, her back propped against the headboard and her legs crossed.
Lana laughed. "I saw you two kissing! That didn't look like ‘nothing'!"
Billi blushed. "So I let him kiss me … once."
"More than once, I think." She hopped off her bed and opened her dresser, tossing the pale blue teddy to Billi. "I think you should wear this tonight."
Billi frowned. "Why this?"
"Because you feel sexy and hot after making out with Jeff, that's why."
Billi shrugged, knowing that she was going to lose the battle with Lana. Lana _always_ managed to win. "Okay, I guess. But what are you going to wear? Flannel granny jammies?"
"Hardly," Lana giggled. She pulled out a lacy pink baby-doll nightie and held it up to herself for Billi to see. "What do you think of this?"
Billi wrinkled her nose. "Pink isn't your color."
Lana stuck out her tongue playfully. "You're just jealous! You saw how good I looked in your outfit tonight!"
Billi laughed. "Maybe." She wrinkled her nose. "This is weird," she added. "Talking about clothes, and what colors look best on you or me?" She shook her head.
Lana stripped and then pulled on the nightie. "So, how was it?"
"Nice restaurant. Good movie."
"No, silly," Lana chided. "How was the date? Holding hands, kissing, all of that? Did you enjoy _that_ part?"
"I … I didn't really think about it," Billi lied.
Lana wasn't buying her denial. "What did you have for dinner?"
Billi started to answer, but she caught herself short. "I … I don't exactly remember," she admitted, blushing. "Chicken something or other."
"You were too busy paying attention to Jeff, weren't you?" She saw Billi's cheeks turn even more crimson. "Admit it — you enjoyed your date, didn't you?"
Billi looked down, embarrassed. "Yeah."
"And you liked making out in the theater, too? Did you let him do any … exploring?"
Billi felt tears coming out of her eyes. "I'm not supposed to …" she started to protest.
Lana sat down and wrapped her arm around Billi. "I'm sorry," she apologized. "I wasn't trying …"
Billi shook her head. "It's just so confusing! I … let him …." She wiped her tears. "Second base," she admitted softly.
"And I bet you kind of wanted more, right?"
Billi nodded mutely.
Lana smiled. "There's nothing wrong with a girl being attracted to a boy, especially in a romantic situation like a date." She giggled. "I was doing the exact same thing you were." She stood up and kicked off her shoes. "Let's get ready for bed before Mom comes in and decides to join the conversation!"
**********
"Miss Harding?"
Billi's attention was caught by the sound of her name. She quickly refocused her attention. "Yes, Mr. Snitter?"
"Do you know the answer?" Mr. Snitter asked insistently.
"Uh," Billi knew she'd been caught. "I'm sorry, but I was distracted."
"If it was more important than history, perhaps you'd like to share it with the class?"
Billi blushed. She'd been daydreaming about being with Jeff, and kissing him again. "Not really," she mumbled.
"So, if you're going to spend class time daydreaming, perhaps a little study time after school is in order." Mr. Snitter turned to another student. "Mister Riley, do you know the answer?"
Billi felt her cheeks burning. She opened her mouth to protest, but decided against it. Daydreaming was not in character; she'd been a very good student, always having an answer when asked. And daydreaming about Jeff — about their date, about how good it felt when he was caressing her breasts? Billi silently chided herself for allowing those thoughts to interfere with her classes — for even _allowing_ those thoughts at all!.
A few class periods later, between classes, Billi bumped into Jeff by her locker. "Hi," he said warmly. He was obviously waiting for her.
Billi smiled. "Hi. How's your day?"
Jeff leaned against the lockers. "Not nearly as interesting as Saturday night."
"Yeah," Billi agreed. "I had fun, too."
"Shelly was telling some people that you got a detention this afternoon from Snitter."
Billi looked down at the floor, embarrassed. "Yeah. I wasn't paying attention."
"Was it someone I know?" Jeff asked playfully, knowing the answer.
Billi looked up. She saw the mischievous twinkle in his eyes. "I … was thinking about our date."
Jeff grinned. "Does that mean you had fun, and that maybe you'd like to go out Saturday? Just you and me? I heard there's a good band at Shell Game."
Billi felt her heart race. "That would be fun," she agreed quickly. "If I'm not doing anything else."
Jeff leaned forward and gave her a quick kiss, knowing that they could both get in trouble for a public display of affection. He didn't care, though. Neither, to her surprise, did Billi.
After her last class, English, Billi reported to study hall, where Mr. Snitter held detentions. She made sure that he saw her, and then sat down, away from the few other students. Dutifully, she opened her book to study.
A few minutes later, Coach Young burst through the door.
Billi looked up at the sudden intrusion, and felt further embarrassed when she saw Coach staring directly at her.
After the briefest moment, Coach walked to the front of the room. From where she sat, Billi couldn't hear the two teachers, but she could tell that Coach was very unhappy from the animated nature of her discussion. She already knew what Coach was saying, anyway. How could he possibly give one of her cheerleaders detention? Didn't he know that their cheer routines were very demanding, and her cheerleaders needed every bit as much practice as the football team? Why didn't he just give her an extra paper assignment, or something similar, that she could do _after_ practice?
As Assistant Principal, Mr. Snitter was used to his judgment about discipline carrying the day. However, in this case, his resolve weakened, and finally, he gave in to Coach Young's reasoning. Satisfied that she'd made her point, Coach Young left just as dramatically as she'd entered.
"Miss Harding?" Snitter called to Billi.
Billi quickly slipped from her desk and strode to the front of the room. "Yes, Mr. Snitter?"
If Mr. Snitter looked unhappy from the back of the room, he looked downright annoyed from nearby. "Coach Young made a very good point about your presence being required to safely practice the cheer routines. You are dismissed from detention, but talk to me after class tomorrow for an … alternate … assignment."
"Thank you," Billi said softly. She knew better than to sound pleased; if it appeared she was gloating in the least bit, the ‘alternate assignment' would be even more difficult. She quickly gathered her books and slipped out of the room.
**********
Billi wished desperately that Lana was with her, but the band always rode separately from the team and from the cheerleaders. The cheerleaders were all in a passenger van that Coach was driving.
"I'm a bit nervous," Billi confessed to Tori, who was seated beside her.
"It'll be just like practice," Tori reassured her. "We've got the routines down cold."
Billi couldn't help herself. "I always get a bit nervous before a game."
Tori laughed. "Especially when you're the one doing the aerial stunts, right?"
Billi tried to smile. "Yeah. I know we practiced over and over, but it's still …."
"Intimidating?"
"Yeah."
"So don't think about it," Tori suggested. "Think about something else — like your date with Jeff last weekend. How was it?"
"What?" Billi was blindsided by the abrupt change of topic.
"Your date — how was it?"
Billi sighed contentedly as she thought of Jeff. "It was … okay."
"That didn't sound like an okay purr, if you ask me," Tori giggled.
"Okay, so it was … a lot of fun."
"Lana said you guys went to Giordano's," Tori continued. "He must be nuts about you to spend that kind of money!"
"I think he had as much fun as I did," Billi commented, hoping she wasn't giving away too much.
"I heard he's a great kisser, too," Tori teased.
"Where … where did you get that idea?" Billi asked, as her cheeks reddened.
Tori laughed aloud. "You don't have much of a ‘poker face'," she commented. "So you _do_ think he's a good kisser!" She sighed. "You know, if you weren't going with him, I might be tempted to make a move for him myself."
"What?" Billi was shocked at Tori's revelation. "I thought you … and Sam Worthen …. I didn't think Jeff was your type!!" She sounded a tiny bit possessive.
"Well, football players aren't the best boyfriends in the world, if you ask me," Tori said softly. "Maybe they get hit on the heads too much."
"I thought … you and Sam …?"
Tori laughed. "We only went out twice. Maybe _he's_ bragging like we're going steady, but I'm not really interested."
"So who are you interested in?" Billi asked, curious. "Besides Jeff," she added quickly.
Tori leaned a little closer. "You know Paul Kensing?"
"Paul?" Billi was astonished. Paul was one of the quieter and more serious students. He wasn't a stereotypical nerd, but he was smart. He played the tenor sax, and he was involved in both drama and debate.
"Hush!" Tori hissed. "Don't announce it to everybody!"
"I don't know," Billi commented. "For some reason, I didn't think Paul would be your type."
"So just what is my type?" Tori asked caustically.
Billi realized that Tori was more sensitive about Paul than she'd let on. "I don't know," she said quickly. "I just got the impression that you liked the athletic type."
"Are you forgetting that Paul's on the cross-country team? Isn't that athletic?"
Billi knew that she needed to steer the conversation back to safe ground. "So, between playing sax and running cross country, does he have good breath control for kissing? Or haven't you gotten that far?" She saw Tori turn red, and realized that she'd stumbled into a hidden truth. Her jaw dropped. "When did you kiss him?"
Tori dropped her gaze, embarrassed. "Do you remember when I got drafted to help set up for the back-to-school mixer? Paul got drafted too. We started talking, and then, before I knew what was happening, we were kissing in the store-room."
"So have you two gone out yet?"
Tori shook her head. "I think he's afraid of asking me out. Everyone thinks Sam is my boyfriend, and Paul might be intimidated."
"So why don't _you_ ask him out?" Billi suggested. "If I was a guy," she almost choked on the words, because they were a bit too close to the truth, "I'd be flattered to have someone like you suggest we go out."
"Do you really think I should?" Tori was uncertain about Billi's advice.
Billi smiled. "Trust me. If he's as much fun to be around as you say, some other girl will ask him first if you don't." She felt the van roll to a stop, and the door opened. "I guess we're here." As they filed out of the van, Billi caught Tori's arm. "The band bus just pulled in. If you hurry, you can probably get a word with Paul before everyone gets busy."
Tori looked uneasy. "I'm not sure if I should …."
Billi tugged her toward the band. "Come on. This is not the time to chicken out. Go for it!"
Hesitantly, Tori walked over toward the assembling band.
As Billi watched, Lana came from the band area. "What's up with Tori?"
Billi smiled. "We were talking on the drive. She's got a thing for Paul."
"Paul? Paul Kensing?" Lana was a little surprised.
"Yeah. I kind of pushed her to go ask him out," Billi explained.
"You what? She's going to ask _him_ out?" Lana shook her head. "Why?"
Billi laughed. "Because she likes him, and he's a bit shy, and I remember that when I was a guy, I'd have been very flattered to have a girl like Tori ask _me_ out!"
Lana smiled. "I guess you would have a unique perspective on matchmaking." She gave Billi a quick hug. "I know you've got to get ready, and so do I. Are you going to the party after the game?"
"The band party," Billi answered. "I'm not that into the team get-together."
"With Jeff, obviously. Okay. See you there." Lana turned and walked back to the band area.
Lana passed Tori, who was returning to the cheer squad. Tori had a big smile on her face.
As she neared, Billi couldn't help asking, "Well?"
Tori's smile broadened even more. "We're going to Shell Game tomorrow night," she answered. "You were right — he was feeling a bit shy about asking me out, because he was afraid I'd say no. When I asked him, I thought he was going to faint."
"Good. I guess Jeff and I will see you there." Her voice faded. She and Jeff had a date, but that was in _this_ reality, which was due to end Saturday night — shortly after her date. Billi suddenly felt a pang of sadness at the coming end of the spell.
Coach didn't give her time to lament, however. The game was going to start, and the cheer squad needed to get busy as the team's fans assembled in the stands.
If anything, Billi was more nervous about this performance than she had been the previous week. Coach had added a few new stunts to their routine, and she really wasn't sure of herself. She knew how much could go wrong.
Late in the third quarter, when Central scored a touchdown to take the lead, Billi prepared for a routine. Tori and another girl would give her a high toss. Billi was supposed to make a big "Touchdown" signal at the apex of the toss, do a forward roll, and lay out in a prone position, just in time to be caught by the other cheerleaders. Tori slipped slightly, sending Billi skyward but off balance.
Billi knew things were going horribly wrong, even as she'd started to lift her arms. She felt her balance shift unexpectedly to the side, and she began to flail wildly in a futile attempt to regain control of her motion.
The next thing Billi knew, she was lying on the ground, with pain exploding from her shoulder and the back of her head. She tried to move, but the pain just increased, and her vision blurred and wobbled.
Above the confusion, Coach Young's voice could be heard. "Don't move her!" she yelled. "Don't move her!" She was afraid that Billi might have sustained a neck injury, and if so, moving her could worsen the situation. Fortunately, trained medical staff were on hand, albeit for the possibility of a player being injured. In mere moments, Billi felt her head being held firmly in place as the medics gently slid a backboard under her.
As her head was strapped to the padding, to prevent movement and further injury, Billi could see Lana, or at least, she thought it was Lana. Then she saw Jeff, trying to get near her, his face distraught. "Billi!" he called over and over, anguish in his voice.
As she was placed on a gurney, feeling clamped to the board and unable to move, Jeff was finally able to get near her. He was crying. "You're going to be okay," he said repeatedly. "You're going to be okay, Billi!"
**********
Her arm in a sling to lessen the strain on her shoulder, Billi was escorted gingerly up the stairs by her mom. Lana was with her.
"We'll get you right to bed," Billi's mom reassured her.
"I hurt, and I'm tired," Billi mumbled.
"It's the pain medications," her mom replied. "The doctors said you'll be sleepy."
Lana was holding one side of Billi to steady her. "The doctors said you're going to be okay," she reassured her friend.
"How bad?"
"You don't remember?" Lana asked.
"We'll know more when you get an MRI on Monday, but the emergency room doctor thought you didn't even dislocate your shoulder. It looks like just some major bruising," her mom reported. "There aren't any signs of a concussion, and no injuries to your neck or spine."
"Good."
The two got Billi to her room. She laid herself on her bed. She still wore her pleated skirt from her cheerleader uniform, but her top was covered with a plain white blanket. "Tired," she mumbled. The pain medication was making her groggy. She clutched the blanket tightly around herself as she curled up on the bed.
Billi's mom shook her head. "You need to get into something more comfortable."
"Just sleep," Billi insisted.
"Okay." Billi's mom gently tugged the bedspread from under Billi, and then covered the tired girl. "I'll be back to check on you in a few minutes." She left the room, glancing nervously over her shoulder at her daughter.
Lana sat on the bed, but even that motion caused enough motion that Billi winced in pain. "Sorry," Lana apologized quickly.
"Mom wants you to stay with me," Billi said softly.
"Yeah."
Lana leaned forward and wrapped her arms around Billi. "I'm sorry," she sobbed.
"Not your fault." Billi was struggling to stay awake.
"Yes, it is!" Lana cried. "If I hadn't tricked you, this wouldn't have happened."
Billi smiled faintly. "Yes, it would, to someone."
"It shouldn't have happened to you!" Lana protested weakly. She got no response, so she looked at Billi. Billi's eyes were closed; sleep had finally claimed her for the night.
**********
Billi woke when she rolled to her right side, and pain shot up from her shoulder. She winced and gasped at the sudden intense discomfort. Slowly, she rolled back to her left, taking the pressure off her sore shoulder.
From the light slipping around the drapes and illuminating the room, Billi guessed it was around seven in the morning. She swung her legs out of bed, scooted to the edge of the bed, and cautiously stood. Her head still hurt some, and her shoulder was definitely sore. Her right arm was trussed up in the sling to hold her abused shoulder immobile.
For a brief moment, Billi wondered what was wrong, and then she sighed with relief as her awareness recovered from sleep. It was only Saturday; she was supposed to change back to Will early Sunday morning. She considered why she was still half-wearing her cheerleading uniform, until she slowly remembered the fall, the trip to the hospital, the x-rays, and the doctor telling her how lucky she was. She saw her cheerleading top, and gently picked it up, and her heart sank as she saw the damage that had been done to it when the ER doctors had cut it from her so they could examine her shoulder.
Except for the pain and the sling, it seemed like it had been a bad dream. When she started her morning routine in the bathroom, however, Billi realized the extent of her injury. Any motion of her arm made her shoulder explode in agony.
"Honey?" It was her mom's voice, in her bedroom.
"I'm in here, Mom," Billi replied.
"I _thought_ I heard you a minute ago." Mom opened the bathroom door a crack. "Are you okay?"
Billi sighed. "Not really. It hurts a lot. And I can't move very much."
"Until the doctor can get an MRI, he doesn't want you to move your shoulder. You might have had a minor dislocation, or you might have damaged your rotator cuff."
"How long … will I have to wear this?" Billi had a sudden unpleasant thought. "Am I done with cheerleading for the season?" she asked, fear in her voice.
Mom sighed. "We'll find out from the doctor. But you might be done."
The warm shower felt good on her shoulder, but she had difficulty washing her hair and her body. Toweling dry was an adventure in frustration; out of habit, she tried to use both arms, and was rewarded with shooting pain in her shoulder, reminding her that she was injured.
When she got out of the shower, Mom was waiting. She handed Billi a pill and a glass of water. "This should help with the discomfort."
After Billi took the pill, Mom helped her with her clothing. Billi felt helpless, like a small child, because she couldn't even dress herself. Billi was afraid of Mom's reaction when she chose a bra and panty set, but Mom barely raised an eyebrow at Billi's choice of lacy, pink, daring underwear.
Halfway, through dressing, Billi suddenly cried out. "Damn!"
"What?" Mom was concerned that she'd hurt Billi.
"I won't be able to dance tonight! Jeff and I were going to Shell Game!"
Mom winced sympathetically. "Well, maybe you can still go, if you're careful."
When they got downstairs, there was a message on the answering machine, which was surprising because it was not yet eight in the morning. Mom pushed the ‘play' button.
"Hi, Billi. This is Anya from Bikini Beach. Grandmother said that it's very important that you stop by at ten this morning. That should give you time to get dressed, get some breakfast, and have Lana drive you over. See you in a couple of hours."
Mom looked at Billi, a puzzled expression on her face.
Billi shrugged, at least her left shoulder shrugged. "I have _no_ idea what that's about," she admitted honestly.
"Isn't Bikini Beach the park you went to with Lana?"
Billi winced, and then realized that her mother was watching her expression. "Uh, I just got some throbbing," she lied. "I guess I've already overdone it for the morning." She hoped the lie wouldn't be caught. "Yeah, that's the park we went to."
"Well, it sounds important, so you better call Lana after you get some breakfast."
"I bet that she got a call already, too," Billi said without thinking.
Lana had gotten a similar call. As Billi finished up her breakfast, a task made difficult by her injured, sling-bound arm, her cell phone rang. Billi pulled it from her sling, and smiled when her mother realized that Billi was using her sling like a purse. "Hi, Lana," she said cheerfully.
"How are you feeling?" Lana asked immediately.
"Not bad, once I had another pain pill," Billi said honestly. "But the sling is a major nuisance."
"I bet you're going to have problems finding an outfit to match the sling," Lana giggled.
Billi laughed. "Too bad it's not royal blue or something. It would go with my favorite blouse if it was!"
"I take it you got a phone call?" Lana asked, getting right to the point.
"Yeah. Can you drive me over? With my arm in a sling, I'm not going to be driving anywhere."
Lana laughed. "Best friend, and now, chauffeur, too!" she joked. "I'll be over in about twenty minutes."
Thirty-five minutes later, Lana parked in the lot at Bikini Beach. The lot was quickly filling, since the park had already opened. When they got to the ticket booth, the girl directed them to the office building.
Inside, Grandmother was waiting for them. "Please, have a seat, Billi." She glanced at the woman next to her, an attractive woman in a bright orange T-shirt. On one shoulder there was a patch with a red cross in a white circle. "Billi, I'd like you to meet Chastity Middleton, our staff doctor."
"Pleased to meet you," Billi said politely. "Sorry I can't shake your hand, but …."
Chastity smiled. "You injured your shoulder, right?"
Grandmother turned to Lana. "I hate to sound rude, but at this point, I think the doctor needs to look at Billi's shoulder, and then we have some private business to discuss. If you'd like, you can wait out in the plaza. It shouldn't take but a few minutes."
Lana glanced nervously at Billi, who simply shrugged — or tried to. She winced in pain, again, at the inadvertent motion of her shoulder. "I'll be okay," she reassured her friend.
Once Lana was gone, Dr. Chastity was all business. She began to examine Billi's shoulder.
Billi was visibly nervous, and Grandmother noticed. "Don't worry," the old woman said with a grin. "Dr. Chastity knows all about our secrets."
After a thorough exam, including some difficult movement and strength tests on her joint, Dr. Chastity sat on the edge of the old woman's desk. "It's not dislocated," she reported. "You have some muscle and tendon strain around the joint, and probably a small tear in your rotator cuff, but you should heal well with just some physical therapy. I really wish I had an MRI to be positive, though."
The old woman smiled. "Thanks, Doc. I guess I can take it from here."
Doctor Chastity didn't budge. "If you don't mind, I'd like to check again after you … you know." She touched and wiggled her nose, in a manner reminiscent of Samantha on the TV show "Bewitched."
The old woman stepped in front of Billi, facing her, and her face wrinkled in concentration. After a few moments, she began to chant as her fingers danced in intricate motions.
"What…?" Billi started to ask.
"Shh," Doctor Chastity silenced her. "Don't interrupt her."
A moment later, the old woman simply touched Billi's shoulder. A strange warmth spread through her joint, soothing and taking away Billi's pain in a way the pills hadn't.
"What … ?" Billi asked again, confused by the sudden lack of discomfort. "How …?"
The old woman stepped back, smiling. "Magic, of course. The same thing that made you who you are."
"But … why?"
"Today is your last day before your pass expires. It wouldn't be fair to you, or to your date, for you to be injured and not able to enjoy the evening."
Doctor Chastity repeated her exam, and Billi was amazed at how much more flexibility and strength she had, and how little pain was left. The doctor smiled. "I'd say you're in pretty good shape for an evening of dancing." She frowned slightly. "It's not perfectly healed. Don't do anything stupid, or you'll re-injure it." She shook Billi's hand. "Take care, and please don't see me again — at least not professionally," she said with a grin.
After the doctor left, Billi shook her head. "I don't get this place," she said softly. "You … scare me."
"Why?"
"Because — I'm afraid that you _want_ me to stay a girl, that you're doing all of this, being so helpful, healing my shoulder — to convince me to stay. Or that you're going to, you know," she tried to wiggle her nose, "to make _me_ want to stay."
The old woman laughed. "There was a time when I would have made the decision for you. But my grand-daughter, Anya, helped convince this stubborn old goat that I had to leave the choice to my customers."
"So … what do I do?" Billi asked, confused.
"Simple. Enjoy the evening. Have a fun date. And tomorrow, you'll wake as your old self."
"That sounds … too easy."
The old woman smiled broadly. "It isn't. You know the old saying, ‘Ignorance is bliss?' Now that you have new experiences, you may find that you see things differently, that life won't ever be quite the same."
Billi felt a shiver run down her spine at the old woman's words. "That scares me."
"It shouldn't. We all learn new things, and that helps us make better decisions as we go forward. Even an old woman like me keeps learning." She stood and walked toward the door, offering her hand to help Billi up from her chair. "I'd love to talk more, but I have a business to run, and you need to go enjoy your last day."
***********
"Are you _sure_ you don't need your sling, honey?" Billi's mom asked for the eight time. "You know what the doctor said!"
"I'm fine, Mom," Billi insisted — again. ""See?" She lifted her arm, rotating it about her shoulder. "Everything is fine!"
Mom blanched when Billi raised her arm. "But … the doctor said you'd need to keep it in the sling for a few _weeks_!"
"I'm just going on a date. I'm not going to do gymnastics, or lift weights!" Billi saw that her mom's concerns weren't being allayed. "Okay, I'll take the sling, and if it gets sore, I promise I'll put it back on, okay?"
Mom realized that she wasn't going to persuade her daughter. "I guess that's as good as I'm going to get."
"And I'll take a pain pill — in my purse, just in case."
"Thanks."
"Now, if Daddy is done interrogating Jeff, Lana and Tori are waiting!" The ‘date' was a group event — Lana and Trevor, Tori and Paul, and Jeff and Billi.
"Well, you better go rescue Jeff, then. You know how protective your dad sometimes gets," Mom advised.
Billi gave her Mom a quick kiss on the cheek, and then practically skipped into the living room.
From his relaxed posture, Jeff was used to the ‘third degree' routine from Billi's dad. "And the curfew is at midnight, so I'll have her home by eleven forty-five."
"Good."
"We're going to Shell Game for the concert, and then we might stop at the Chocolate Shop for a late snack on our way home."
Dad nodded. "You won't let her overdo things with her shoulder, right? She seems to think that everything is magically better, and that she'll be able to do anything she wants!"
Billi almost choked at her Dad's choice of words. If only he knew the real truth — that the old woman's healing spell _was_ magic! "Daddy!" she protested. "I know better than to overdo things!"
Jeff glanced up at Billi, and a broad smile crept over his features. "Wow!" he said softly. "You look great!"
Billi smiled, feeling a bit embarrassed. She had borrowed Lana's royal blue, silk blouse, and had Capri pants that matched the paler blue floral print of the blouse. Her hair was held back behind her ears with barrettes that matched the blouse — again, borrowed from Lana, and she'd spent time curling the ends of her hair.
Dad looked over the top of his reading glasses. "Maybe you look _too_ good!" he commented dryly. "You'll get too much attention from all the boys looking like that!"
"Oh, Daddy!"
Jeff stood and walked to Billi's side, taking her hand. "They'll have to fight their way past me," he said with a grin.
"And you _know_ that Jeff is a perfect gentleman," Mom said from the kitchen doorway.
"I know," Dad said reluctantly. "But I still worry about my little girl."
Billi stepped to his chair, bent over, and gave him a kiss on his cheek. "And I appreciate it, Daddy." She straightened and looked at Jeff. "Let's go. Lana and Trevor are waiting, and we'll meet Tori and Paul there."
The ride to Shell Game was short; Lana and Trevor didn't notice, since they were busy kissing in the back seat.
Lana was wearing one of Billi's blouses — a Kelly-green knit top. She wore white slacks, and her long black hair was done in a French braid. For the briefest moment, Billi was a bit envious of Lana's exotic beauty. But only for a moment, until Jeff gave her a quick kiss. She realized, to her delight, that she held Jeff's attention the same way that Lana held Trevor's.
As they danced, Billi was delighted that the old woman had healed her shoulder; if she'd been stuck in the sling, she wouldn't have enjoyed the evening nearly as much — especially during the slow dances, when Jeff held her tight against him, and she felt herself almost purring with contentment.
After more dancing, as they were sitting at the table drinking their sodas, Billi felt the call of nature. "Let's go to the Ladies' room," she whispered to Lana.
Lana nodded, and, as if linked by telepathy, Tori joined them. "We'll be right back," Lana said to Trevor with a smile.
Jeff nodded. "Hey, if you're going to be a while, maybe we can go play a game in the arcade!"
"Yeah," Trevor agreed enthusiastically.
Lana leaned over and gave Trevor a very passionate, engaging kiss. As their lips parted, she smiled. "If you _do_ go in there, your lips are going to be missing _that_ for at least a week! We didn't come here to watch you guys play video games!"
Trevor looked in Lana's eyes, and realized just how serious she was. "It was only a thought," he said quickly.
"And not a very good one," Tori added.
Once they were in the restroom Tori burst out laughing. "That was _so_ good!" she complimented Lana. "I was starting to wonder how we'd keep them away from the arcade!"
Lana just smiled. "You just have to use all the tools you've got."
Tori turned and gave Billi a big hug. "Thanks."
"For what?" Billi was confused.
"Without your encouragement, I wouldn't be here with Paul." She smiled. "He took me out to dinner before we came here. It was … fabulous."
Billi felt a lump in her throat. In four hours, she'd be gone, replaced by Will. She wondered if Will would find a girl, like Tori, who was interested in him. She wondered if Will would have many friends, like Tori and Lana and the others on the squad, instead of the few that he had. Will had felt a bit isolated from the girls, because their boyfriends were more than a bit jealous, and he was afraid of getting too close to the girls. He didn't want to be beaten or heartbroken. Will also felt isolated from the other guys, because of the joking about his cheerleading being gay or sissy. Except for a couple of close friends, few guys wanted to associate with someone who was so openly ridiculed. Billi, however, fit in.
Because of the strict curfew, Shell Game announced the time every fifteen minutes, starting at eleven. At the second announcement, Billi turned to Jeff. "How about if we leave a bit early?" she suggested. She felt too embarrassed to complete her thought.
Jeff didn't have trouble picking up her meaning. "That's an idea. We can go to Dixon Park for a bit, if you'd like."
"Yeah." Billi felt her knees weaken at the thought of making out with Jeff.
"I'll see what Trevor thinks," Jeff said with a smile. He already knew what Trevor and Lana would think — they'd be all for the idea of a bit more privacy.
And so, the two couples sat in Dixon park, eagerly and enthusiastically kissing. Billi felt a thrill as Jeff began to caress her breast, cautiously at first. She could have stopped him, but she didn't want to. Part of her, the part that knew she'd change in an hour or so, was getting very curious. This was a chance that very few boys would ever have — the chance to experience the full delight of feminine sex. Most of her, however, found those thoughts terrifying. She _knew_ she couldn't cross that line, no matter how much she wondered. She resolved to be content with just kissing Jeff. Eventually, the bells of St. Martha's sounded, letting the kids in the neighborhood know that they had fifteen minutes before the curfew slammed down, giving them time to get home and avoid being in trouble.
Billi paused on the front doorstep, turning once more to Jeff. Her arms went around his neck almost automatically, and she tilted her head upward to meet his lips. For several long seconds, she let herself enjoy the warm passion of his lingering good-night kiss, as if part of her knew that it would be her last, and that she was reluctant to let it end.
She was sliding under her covers when the bells rang midnight. For a while, she wondered what it would feel like when she changed back. Would it have the warm tingling of the original shower? How fast would it happen?
She was tired, though, from her dancing and from the residual effects of her healed injury and a restless previous night. Before the changes could start, Billi fell fast asleep.
**********
Will woke with a start. He sat up suddenly, surprised that he'd fallen asleep when he really wanted to experience the change back to masculinity. Slowly, the fog cleared from his brain. The previous two weeks seemed, at first, like it had been a very realistic dream, but slowly, he realized that it had been real.
Will probed at his shoulder, the one that Billi had injured. There was no pain, so he moved it experimentally. Slowly, and with growing confidence, he exercised its mobility, until he was confident that, somehow, the injury wasn't part of the current reality.
He glanced at the clock, and saw that it was after ten. He grabbed his phone and punched a few buttons.
"Hi, Lana," he began. "In case you didn't notice, I changed back."
"I was wondering," Lana said. "How … how do you feel?"
Will knew that she was referring to the injury. "I'm okay," he reported. "It didn't happen — not in this reality."
Lana thought a moment. "That's good. How are you feeling … about the two weeks?"
Will thought for a moment. "It's strange. I guess I got a new perspective . It's a little … awkward to talk about on the phone. How about if we meet at the mall to talk more?
Lana agreed. "Are you going to drive, or me?
"I'll be over in about twenty minutes, okay?"
"Okay, bye."
Will hung up the phone, and sighed. The morning was going to be different than he'd adjusted to over the past two weeks.
Twenty minutes later, he pulled his car into Lana's driveway. Before he could even shut off the motor, she was out the door and striding briskly toward his car.
"Let's go," she said with a smile as she pulled the door shut.
**********
"You've been pretty quiet today," Lana observed as they drove from the mall parking lot.
"Just thinking."
"That wasn't as much fun as last time we were there," Lana said, a note of sadness in her voice.
Will shrugged. "Last time, things were … different."
"Is it ever going to be the same?" Lana asked, wondering if she hadn't irreparably harmed their friendship.
"I don't know. Probably not," Will said, unenthusiastically.
Both of their phones rang simultaneously. As Will struggled to pull out his phone while simultaneously driving, Lana answered her call.
"Hello?" he answered his phone.
The voice call was a message. Will didn't get a chance to say anything else before the call cut off. He frowned, and then glanced at Lana. "That was weird."
"Yours, too?" she asked.
Will felt a chill run down his spine. "This is … eerie."
"Did yours say that we need to go to the water park to talk to the owner, again?" Lana asked hesitantly.
"Yeah. This is … weird."
Lana laughed. "Given what's happened these past two weeks, you think that us both getting the same call at the same time is so unusual?"
"I guess not."
"So are you going to the park?" Lana asked.
Will nodded. "Given what I've experience of her magic, do you think I'm going to _not_ go to the park?" They drove the short distance in silence, each wondering what the old woman might want.
As expected for a warm weekend, the parking lot was full. Will parked in the first spot he found, and he and Lana walked across the already-hot asphalt toward the ticket booth. There was no line, so they walked directly to the window.
"Uh, hi," Will began. "I, uh, that is we, got phone calls that he owner wanted to talk to us."
The pretty brunette smiled. "Yes, she's expecting you, Will."
Will glanced nervously at Lana, wondering how this young lady had known who he was.
"I'm Anya. My grandmother owns this park. She's in the office building, waiting for you." Anya gestured to a low gray building beside the park's perimeter wall.
Grandmother was indeed expecting them; she opened the door before Lana or Will could push the intercom or buzzer. "Come in, come in," she said pleasantly. As the door shut, she gestured to some stuffed chairs and sofas in a casual area of the office. "Can I get you something to drink? Lana, I believe you prefer diet Coke? And Will, you're a root beer man, right?" She smiled. "I always found it easy to like someone who likes good root beer."
Lana glanced at Will, and then they nodded. "If it's not too much trouble, ma'am," Will said. Behind them, Anya slipped into the building, gracefully and quietly taking a seat. Clearly, she was a part of Grandmother's expected conversation.
The old woman poured drinks, and handed the glasses to the two teenagers. She poured two glasses of iced tea for herself and Anya, and then sat in one of the chairs. "I bet you're wondering why I asked you to visit again?"
Lana nodded. "Yes, ma'am," she said.
"To begin with, you know I didn't approve of how you tricked Will into changing, don't you?"
Lana gulped. "Yes, ma'am." She sounded suitably chastised. "But I thought …"
Grandmother held up her hand to still Lana's comment. "You had good intentions." She turned to Will. "What did you think of your … experience?"
Will sighed heavily. "I … don't know," he began. "It was very different from what I'd expected."
Grandmother knew that Will had a lot of feelings to sort out. "Why don't you start with the good things you experienced?"
"Yeah," Will agreed. "I really liked not being made fun of by the guys. I enjoyed the camaraderie of the squad, that I never quite felt when I was … me." He took a sip of his soda. "I kind of liked having someone … close," he was obviously embarrassed about calling Jeff a ‘boyfriend', "because I wasn't lonely." He glanced at Lana. "Lana and I had more fun together than we've ever had. It was like having a sister, and I enjoyed it."
"But on the other hand?" the old woman prompted.
Will sighed again. "On the squad, I felt … vulnerable. I was afraid doing some of the routines. Some of the girls in school were pretty … mean."
"Catty," Lana interjected.
"Yeah."
"And you're afraid that you can't protect the girls on the squad, that someone is going to get hurt, worse than you did, because you're not there to help keep things safe?" Anya had been silent until that point.
Will nodded, looking down. "Yeah."
The old woman perked up, and cocked her head. "Anya," she said suddenly, "why don't you and Lana go …?"
"Grandmother," Anya replied softly, "I think Lana needs to hear it, too."
The old woman thought for a moment. "You're probably right." She turned to Will. "There's more, isn't there?"
Will sighed. "I hoped that, after I changed back, Lana and I could be more than friends." She saw the look on Lana's face. "But that won't ever happen, will it?"
Lana shook her head sadly. "I don't think so. I think of … thought of … you like a brother. That's how you always treated me — like a very special sister. I don't think I could ever think of you romantically."
Will nodded slowly as he digested the truth. "I guess part of me knew that, but a guy can always hope, can't he?"
"I'm sorry," Lana said softly.
"And what else?" Anya prompted.
Will gulped. He hadn't wanted to admit this part, but he knew that the two magic-users weren't going to let him _not_ admit it. "When I saw Shelly with Jeff at the mall this morning, I felt kind of …" He lowered his head, shaking it. "It seemed wrong."
"And your little brother always seemed to get out of chores, didn't he?" the old woman added.
"Yeah."
"In case you don't remember," Anya countered softly, "that was an issue _before_, wasn't it?" Anya stood suddenly. "Lana, why don't we go get some ice cream?" she asked.
With a puzzled look on her face, Lana followed Anya out into the park.
Once they had gone, the old woman turned back to Will. "You're very tempted to be a girl, aren't you?"
Will knew he had no secrets from this woman. "Some, I guess."
"You liked the way your family interacted. You enjoyed the way things were with your friends. You enjoyed your boyfriend. But?"
Will laughed a hollow laugh. "You want to tell me, because I'm not sure myself."
"You feel a strong need to protect the girls on the cheer squad, don't you? You think that, as long as you're a man, you can prevent injuries of the type you suffered, isn't that right?"
Will thought for a moment, then nodded slowly. "Yeah," he said, looking down as if embarrassed. "Every year, the routines get more extreme, more … daring." He shook his head. "Someone is going to get hurt, badly, if I'm not there to … help. If Tori or Melissa or Nichole or Ashley or any of the others got hurt because I wasn't there to help, how would I live with myself?" Will wiped at his tears.
The old woman rose and moved, sitting beside Will on the sofa, placing her hand gently on his arm. "Your masculine need to protect the _weaker_ female sex on the squad is noble ..."
"Thanks," Will acknowledged.
"... but it's bull. No matter what you do, or who you are, you can't prevent all injuries. Someday, one of the girls _is_ going to get hurt, and there's nothing that you can do to stop it. You're not Superman."
Will's eyes opened wide. "Oh?" He sounded disappointed at the truth he was having to confront.
The old woman nodded. "You have to live your life for yourself, not making decisions to try to protect others. Being selfless is one thing, but not if you sacrifice yourself in the process."
Will nodded glumly. "I know. I just wish I knew what to do."
The old woman smiled. "Maybe you need some time to think. You don't want to make a hasty decision about something that will affect the rest of your life, do you?"
Will looked at her, surprised. "I suppose not. But ….?"
The old woman laughed. "You figured that I'd try to sell you a lifetime pass, because it would be good for my business, right?"
Will nodded. "Yeah, kind of."
"That wouldn't be fair to you, though, would it? That would be me saving you from having to decide for yourself. Would that be right?"
Will shook his head. "No."
"You can always enjoy the park for a day or two while you think. I know you enjoyed ‘sister time' with Lana. You might even have time for a date with Jeff, if you want."
Lana was waiting by the ticket booth when Will finally emerged from the office. She couldn't read the expression on his face. "What's up?"
"We talked some more."
"And?" Lana was clearly curious.
"It's my decision. She helped me see how many things I need to consider."
"Oh." It was clear, from her voice, that Lana was disappointed.
"You sound unhappy," Will observed.
"No," Lana said quickly, but her lie was transparent. "Okay, I guess I am." She looked down at the ground, embarrassed by her feelings. "I … wanted you to stay, because … you're like a sister. We had fun together — more fun that we do now. I … guess I was being a bit selfish. I'm sorry."
**********
Will Harding quietly closed the door of his locker. The noise from the locker room was just as chaotic and exuberant as always, but Will had been mostly unobserved — until now. Chip noticed Will picking up a towel he used to keep his hands dry during practice.
"How are you doing, cheer boy?" he said tauntingly.
After a week and a half of taunting and abuse since he'd changed back, Will decided he'd had enough. "Look, Chip," he began firmly, "you should be _thanking_ me for cheering."
"What?" Chip was stunned into near silence by Will's rebuttal.
"In case you didn't know, the other day, while you were busy playing football, I kept your girlfriend from falling and getting hurt! Didn't she tell you?"
"No." Chip's eyes widened. "You …?"
Will took a deep breath and looked around the now-silent locker room. "And you, and you," he added, pointing to two other players. "If I wasn't catching, _your_ girlfriends might get hurt, too." He shook his head. "I've never tried to hit on your girlfriends, I've never been rude or lewd with them. And what do I get? All I get from you guys is a bunch of crap!" He angrily grabbed the towel and turned, walking briskly from the locker room.
As he neared the practice area, he saw the girls starting to warm up. His pulse was still racing, and his lips were tightly pursed together from the confrontation. He saw the girls, interacting playfully, warmly sharing secrets and gossip. He knew that the moment he got near, the fun conversations would stop, the playful banter would cease. He suddenly felt alone, even in the group.
Will sat heavily on the bench, resting his forehead on his interlaced hands and sighing heavily. Nothing had changed, except him. Everything was the same — how the girls treated him, how the guys acted toward him, the innuendo around school that he must be gay to be a cheerleader. Will suddenly felt overwhelmed.
"Hey, Will," Coach Young called to him. "Get with it."
Will looked up slowly at her. He looked … beaten. She recoiled from the hollow, defeated look on his face. Slowly, he let his head back down, staring at the ground.
Will felt a hand on his shoulder, and he looked up. Tori had sat down beside him, and she put her hand out to try to reassure him. "Come on," she encouraged Will. "Let's get going."
Will shook his head sadly. "It doesn't matter," he said softly.
Tori frowned. "What do you mean, it doesn't matter?"
Will sighed again. "It doesn't matter. Someday, someone's going to get hurt, whether I'm here or not."
"Of course it matters," Tori rebutted quickly. "The other day, you saved Nichole from a bad fall."
Will shook his head sadly. "I can't stop them all," he said.
Tori was stunned into silence. Will sounded very depressed.
Will looked up at her. "Tell me, did you or any of the girls ever think about going out with me? If I would have asked?"
Tori's eyes widened, and she involuntarily glanced around at the other girls. "Uh," she stammered, not quite sure how to answer, "I guess I never thought of it."
"Because you all think of me as just another of the girls, right?"
Tori bit her lip, suddenly ashamed. Will's words contained more than a grain of truth.
"And none of you ever thought of sticking up for me when others were making jokes or off-color comments either, I bet."
Tori dropped her gaze, ashamed. "It never occurred to me. I'm sorry," she tried to apologize.
Will stood suddenly. "So am I." His voice was heavy. He turned and walked slowly back toward the locker room.
As Will walked past, Coach Young looked at him and opened her mouth to say something. Will looked up, and she understood everything from the look in his eyes.
**********
Billi seemed unhappy, even though she was happily cheering. Because of her fall two weeks before, Coach wouldn't let her do any acrobatic moves. Instead, she just cheered and rallied the fans. And she was happily interacting with the other cheerleaders, even though there was something … sad … in Billi's eyes.
Right after school, Will had slipped to Bikini Beach, and had gotten a pass. He _had_ to know some answers. So he changed, and was now at the game, doing what Billi — and Will — loved, which was cheerleading. Even Lana didn't know, because she wasn't part of the change. Will — Billi — was the only one who knew of the temporary change.
Despite the camaraderie, Billi felt alone. She knew it was only temporary, not real. To Jeff's chagrin, Billi skipped the post-game band party. She wouldn't go with Lana, either. Instead, she drove away by herself. She drove aimlessly, but found herself approaching the parking lot of the water park that had started all of Billi and Will's troubles.
Billi sat in her car, staring forlornly at the gate. She wished that the place had never existed, that the old woman had never let her learn, had never given her a choice.
A knock on the glass shattered Billi's self-pitying mood. She looked up sharply, startled. It took a moment, in the dim light of the lamps and moonlight, for her to recognize Anya, the girl from the old woman's office. Billi rolled down her window. "You scared me," she said.
Anya smiled. "Sorry. I just felt … that you needed to talk to someone."
Billi stared at her for a moment, and then a tear dribbled down her cheek. "Yeah," she said softly.
Anya walked around and climbed into the passenger seat of Billi's car. "You've had a pretty tough couple of weeks, haven't you?"
Billi nodded. "Yeah, I guess you could say that."
"Why did you quit? As Will, I mean."
Billi sighed. "I realized that I'd never fit in. I wasn't respected by the guys, or by the other girls even." She closed her eyes and took a couple of slow breaths. When her eyes opened again, it seemed like an effort on her part. "I just couldn't take it anymore."
"So why did you come back here? Why'd you change back to Billi?" Anya asked as if she knew the answer already.
Billi realized that Anya probably _did_ know, just like the old woman probably knew. "I needed to know … how I fit in as Billi."
"So now what?"
Billi shook her head. "I don't know." She laughed, but it was an empty, hollow sound. "I lose either way, don't I?"
Anya knew, but she asked anyway. "How?"
"As Will, I can't go back to cheerleading. Not knowing how I didn't fit in. Not knowing how the girls thought of me, or the players. I can't take more of the taunting or teasing or harassment." She sighed. "My best friend — the girl I could fall in love with — admitted that she couldn't ever think of me romantically. The girls on the team — they don't see me as a guy, but as a cheerleader. My dad will never get over me not being a football player like Aiden."
"Did you ever ask your dad why?"
"I tried," Billi answered. "He wouldn't answer."
"Your dad is haunted by his own demons. He was a star tight end in high school — until he had a career ending injury midway through his senior year."
Even in the dim light, Anya knew that Billi's eyes were wide with surprise, and her mouth hung agape.
"He was setting school records, and then it all ended. He had scouts from Notre Dame, and Oklahoma, and Michigan interested in him, with full-ride scholarships. He was living every little boy's dream — being a star football player and getting a shot at making it big."
"What happened?"
"He shattered his knee pretty badly. Both ligaments, tendons, his cartilage — just about everything. It ended his dream."
"I … never knew."
Anya shook her head. "Your _mom_ doesn't even know. Your dad never told anyone, because he was ashamed of what he thought was his failure."
"So that's why he identifies so much with Aiden — because …."
Anya nodded. "He plays tight end. Just like your dad." She paused a moment. "There's no way that you'll ever live up to your dad's hopes and dreams unless you play football, and more specifically, unless you're a star tight end. Even Aiden will be a disappointment to your dad unless he accomplishes what your dad missed."
"But as Billi…?"
"Your dad didn't have near-impossible expectations of a daughter. That's why it seemed so much better."
"But … if I change, I lose who I was!" Billi complained. "I lose everything I knew, everything I've grown to expect. I feel like I'd be running away from my problems!" She wiped at a tear.
"Or running _toward_ something better," Anya interjected.
Billi considered her words. "So what do I do?"
Anya laughed, but it was a sad, sympathetic sound. "I can't tell you. _You_ have to decide what's right for you."
"I want to be Will," Billi said weakly. "But I want to be Billi." She shook her head. "I don't know _what_ to do!" She wiped at her tears again.
"You have to figure it out yourself," Anya said. She glanced at her watch. "It's late. Your curfew starts in about fifteen minutes, so you better get home — especially since you'll be changing back a little after midnight!"
**********
Lana smiled warmly as she crawled into Will's car. "Hi."
"Morning," Will said in a monotone.
"You weren't at the game last night," Lana observed.
Will shook his head. "There didn't seem to be any point."
"It was kind of strange to not see you on the sidelines."
"Yeah, it was strange not being there. Still, I … couldn't." Will didn't tell her that Billi had been cheering the night before. Lana didn't know, and didn't need to know.
"Is this because of what happened — when …?"
Will shook his head sadly. "I don't think so. I guess it's been building for some time now."
"You said you had some errands to run, and then we'd do something fun?" In truth, Lana was getting very concerned about Will. He'd been withdrawn, and seemed depressed, since just before he'd quit the cheer squad.
"I've got to pick up something Mom left at the store to be altered. You know the place — in the mall?"
Lana thought for a second. "Oh, yeah. The place that specializes in alterations and tailoring. Isn't that right across from Jean Queen?"
"Yeah. I figured that you could go look at some jeans or stuff while I get Mom's clothes."
"If you can stand to wait! You know how girls shop!" Lana joked.
**********
"Are you sure about this?" Lana sounded as nervous as she was. "This is what started all the problems." Will's car was parked in the lot at Bikini Beach.
Will shook his head. "No, they started before. I'm sure. I've been kind of down, and I guess I need a fun day with my best friend. But I don't want to make Trevor jealous."
"He knows you're not romantically interested," Lana countered. "But, still …."
"Well, since we're already here, and don't have any other plans, how about if we just go enjoy the park?"
"Okay. I'll change and wait for you."
As Lana turned toward the women's locker, she noticed that Will was discussing something at the ticket booth. The discussion seemed to be a bit animated on Will's part. Curious, Lana stood and watched, until eventually, Will took out his wallet and, after paying, received a pass.
Lana was changed first, and was waiting as Billi came out of the men's locker. "What was the delay about?" she asked, her curiosity too strong to contain.
"We were arguing about the price of a pass."
Lana frowned. "But … the prices are pretty fixed, aren't they?"
Billi smiled. "I got a coupon this morning."
"This morning? Where?"
"At that little curio shop in the mall." Billi recalled the morning. "While you were shopping in Jean Queen. There was a little curio shop, and I stopped in to see what was up. Spell something-or-other. It had a little bit of everything, but the owner also had some discount coupons for Bikini Beach." She ran back into the locker room, emerging moments later with a piece of paper. "Here," Billi said as she extended it to Lana.
Lana scanned the paper. "Forty percent off?" She glanced at Billi. "That's a pretty good deal."
"Read the rest."
"Forty percent off …" Lana's eyes widened, "of a lifetime membership?" She looked up at Billi, uncertain of what Billi was implying.
Billi grinned. "Lifetime membership. As in, I'm not going back!"
Lana squealed, and enthusiastically hugged Billi. "That's … great! I'm so happy — for you, and for us! You're like my sister!"
"So are you."
"Now we can do everything together," Lana giggled.
Billi thought about Jeff. She felt warm thinking about kissing him. "Well," she said, blushing, "maybe not _everything_!"
FIN
ElrodW
Melinda and Jenny have a fling during Melinda's temporary job as a lifeguard. Jenny finds herself falling for Melinda. But Melinda's time is up, and Mitch has to go back to his life. What is Jenny going to do?
This is a new, never-before published Bikini Beach story. Enjoy.
Author's note: This story takes place after "The Sub", but before "Cousin Trouble". It is strongly suggested that you read "Bikini Beach: The Sub" first.
This story and the Bikini Beach characters and universe are copyrighted by the author, all rights reserved.
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(from Bikini Beach: The Sub)
The old woman rose and shook his hand. "I think you're going to enjoy your time with us," she said with a smile. She reached down to her desk and picked up a card and handed it to Mitch. "Now, please swipe this through the employees' gate and get changed so I can get the park open."
As Melinda came out of the shower, she nearly ran over Jenny. "Hi," she said, laughing at Jenny's open-mouth stare of astonishment.
"Uh," Jenny stammered, uneasiness in her voice, "I didn't expect to see you here."
Melinda smiled. "The boss needed a sub for a few more days. I happened to be free." She shrugged. "It works out for everyone."
"How long are you going to be ..."
Melinda grinned. "Like this?" She laughed. "A couple of weeks."
Jenny gulped. "You _know_ that after the club, this is going to be kind of ... awkward," she said uncertainly.
Melinda turned down the path toward the lifeguard shack. "I've got to get to work." She glanced over her shoulder at Jenny. "And I don't think it'll be too awkward."
Jenny frowned. "Yeah, but you're not the one who's going to have to control yourself."
Melinda laughed. "Well, maybe you can think of it as a challenge. Can you seduce the new girl before she changes back?" She saw Jenny's mouth drop open in astonishment, and she could practically hear the thoughts running through Jenny's mind. Melinda thought that if Jenny and she _did_ hook up, it would be a very unique experience. And Jenny was _damned_ cute!
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by ElrodW
Jenny watched Melinda walk away. Melinda was swinging her hips in an exaggerated but still alluring way. In her one-piece lifeguard swimsuit, Melinda looked quite attractive as she sashayed away. Her shoulder-length brown hair swayed in time with her hips. Once she got wet, her hair would hang straight, but, for now, her lightly curled hair was as alluring as the curves of her shapely bottom. For some reason, Jenny felt wobbly in her knees. She was so distracted watching Melinda that she didn't notice the boss coming up beside her.
"Jenny!" the old woman repeated, a bit louder
Jenny snapped out of her reverie and spun toward the interruption. "What? Uh, oh, hey, boss."
Her long red ponytail swung about her shoulders. She was easily as attractive as Melinda, but in a different way. With her grease-spotted pink Bikini Beach T-shirt and her tan shorts, she looked like a model that had been doing mechanic's work. In truth, that's what she was — a very attractive young lady who _also_ happened to be the chief mechanic and handy-person that kept Bikini Beach running.
The old woman glanced down the path just in time to see Melinda rounding a corner and disappearing from view. "Hmmph," the old woman snorted. She turned back to Jenny. "I need you to talk with Greg in the office. He's still working on the plans for the expansion, and I want _your_ input in those plans to make them right."
"Okay," Jenny replied. She didn't sound enthusiastic as she turned to the office building.
"Jenny," the old woman interrupted again.
"Yes?"
"Don't drool. It's not lady-like."
Jenny's jaw dropped for a moment, leaving her looking stunned, before she could regain her composure. She let her gaze drop from embarrassment. "Was it _that_ obvious?" she asked meekly.
The old woman nodded. "Yes." She saw the concern on Jenny's face. "Let's sit down for a moment." Without waiting for a response, she walked to one of the tables in an unoccupied corner of the entrance plaza. She knew Jenny would follow, if for no other reason than loyalty. She suspected, however, that Jenny's curiosity would be an even stronger motivator.
"You're really attracted to Melinda, aren't you?" the old woman asked after the two were seated.
Jenny blushed and dropped her gaze. "Yeah," she answered softly. When the boss said nothing, she looked up suddenly. "How did you know?"
The old woman laughed. "Dear, when I saw you with Melinda at the Palm Club, I knew you were attracted to her."
Jenny nodded. "I was trying to hide my attraction to her."
The old woman shook her head as she chuckled. "It didn't work. You were a little _too_ convincing when you rescued Melinda. I could tell you weren't just acting, even though you insisted that you were."
Jenny looked down again, feeling embarrassed. "I was just ..."
"... trying to help Melinda. The problem is, you were way too eager to go help her, and then you protested a little too loudly about your innocence." The old woman laughed. "_And_ you were much too eager to take Melinda home after she got drunk."
Jenny looked back up suddenly. "I swear, I behaved myself!" she said quickly and defensively.
The old woman chuckled. "I didn't say otherwise."
"I promised to behave myself, and I did," Jenny insisted.
"I don't doubt you, dear." She laid her hands atop Jenny's in a gentle, reaffirming way. "I understand if you're confused, that you find women more attractive. After all, you spent more than fifty years questioning your sexuality, wondering if you were perhaps gay. Fifty years of not being as attracted to women as your friends were, or the male stereotype demanded. You may not have ever admitted it, even to yourself. I'm guessing that you really _were_ gay, so I’m not surprised that you’re a lesbian. It took changing in to Jenny for you to realize that you _do_ have same-sex attractions, no matter how much you try to hide it."
Jenny looked into the old woman's eyes, and found them full of sympathy for her. "I ... was afraid that you wouldn't understand," she admitted.
"All I want to tell you, though, is to be careful." She patted Jenny's hand again. "Melinda is only working here as a temp. She only has a two week pass." She shook her head sadly. "I don't want you to get hurt."
Jenny took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly as she gazed toward the false volcano in the park. "I know." She sighed. "I wish I knew what to do."
"Normally, I'd say to follow your heart, dear," the old woman said gently. "But this time, my advice is to be careful."
**********
Melinda had just eased herself down onto the sofa in the break hut, cold soda in hand, when the door opened.
Jenny didn't walk directly in, but rather, and curiously, paused in the doorway to look around. Her face brightened when she saw Melinda resting. "I thought it was your break time," she said cheerfully.
"Yeah. I had to pull a long shift at the wave pool, because Tiffany got sick." Melinda took a sip of soda, relishing the cool liquid in her mouth and throat.
"I heard. I hope she's okay."
Melinda laughed. "Dr. Chastity said it looks like minor food poisoning, so she should be back tomorrow or the next day."
"That's good to hear. Since it's about lunchtime, do you want to go over to the Tiki Hut and grab a bite?" Jenny's words sounded like a hesitant invitation.
Melinda stood, careful not to spill her soda. "Sounds like a great idea. I started this morning. Liz is a real stickler for checking safety equipment and reviewing procedures before the park opens. It's been a long morning."
As they walked out of the building, Jenny said, "My treat?"
Melinda laughed. "Since staff lunches are free, you're making me sound like a cheap date!"
Jenny didn't know whether to blush from embarrassment from the suggestion that she was looking for a "cheap date," or from the suggestion that their lunch was any sort of a date. "Well, …" she began.
Melinda laughed as she put her hand on Jenny's. "I was joking," she said quickly.
Since it was past one-thirty, the dining area wasn't very crowded. Jenny ordered a small burger, while Melinda got a salad.
"What did you do before you started here?" Jenny asked as they sat.
Melinda shrugged as she took the plastic lid off her salad bowl. "For the last two summers, I worked in construction."
"Residential?"
Melinda laughed. "You wouldn't know it to look at me now, but it was heavy equipment. Last year, I drove a Cat. This year, though, there isn't much work, so …"
Jenny's eyes widened. "You drove a Cat?" She smiled. "You're right — I wouldn't have believed it."
"Well," Melinda added, "back when I was …"
"Hush," Jenny interrupted, looking around quickly to see if anyone was nearby. When she spied no-one, she turned back to Melinda. "We don't talk about … you know … when we're in the public parts of the park. Most of the guests have no idea just how _magical_ this place really is."
"Oh."
Jenny reached across the table and lightly touched Melinda's arm to reassure her. "You didn't know," she said. "No harm done."
"I'll … remember that."
Jenny realized that she'd interrupted their conversation. "So, what other interests do you have?"
Melinda swallowed a bite of salad. "I spent one summer, in the evenings and weekends, working with some some friends of mine on an oval, dirt-track stock car." She grinned. "That was a lot of fun."
Jenny seemed startled, but then she started smiling. "No kidding? I did that, too, back home when I was on the farm. Do you work on your own car, too?"
Melinda laughed. "Some. I rebuilt the engine, and put in a better camshaft. I put a tuning chip in the engine computer, too. I got about fifty-five more horses out of the engine, so it has a lot better acceleration." She saw the astonishment on Jenny's face. "Yeah, you could say I like to work on cars." She took another bite of salad.
Before Jenny could reply, Liz called out. "Melinda? I need you to take over at the Junior Lifeguard Academy."
Melinda frowned. "I just started my break," she complained.
Liz shrugged as she drew closer. "Holly had to leave to go to her lifeguard class, and with Tiffany out, we're a little short."
Melinda swallowed and took another quick bite of her lunch. "Sorry, Jenny," she apologized. "Duty calls."
Jenny smiled. "That's the way it works around here. But it was nice to spend a _little_ time talking. Maybe you'll come to the club tonight with a few of the girls?"
Melinda tossed the remains of her lunch in the trash can. "Yeah," she said with a grin. "That sounds like fun." She turned and strode quickly away.
Jenny sighed, then she gave Liz a look of displeasure.
"What?" Liz asked, not quite understanding Jenny's glare.
"You _had_ to interrupt, didn't you?"
Liz winced, but then she smiled. "Oh, that!" She laughed as she sat down with Jenny. "I wanted to talk with you about Melinda."
"Oh?"
Liz's expression turned to one of concern. "I'm a little worried about you and her."
"In what way?" Jenny seemed a little defensive.
"That you're falling for her," Liz said slowly. "That you're going to get hurt." Liz shook her head. "You're my friend, and I can't help worrying about you. She _is_ a temp here, you know."
Jenny frowned. "I know," she retorted, this time quite defensively. "And I'm not going to get hurt."
**********
"So why isn't Greg here?" Liz prodded. "Or, more accurately, since it's girls' night, why isn't _Gwen_ here?"
Anya frowned. Even with a look of displeasure on her face, she was very attractive, with her pretty features framed by her long, brown hair. "He's getting summer credit for his work on the park, and he's got a deadline with his professor on Monday." She sighed. "It's going to be a lonely weekend."
"Too bad," Jenny observed.
"You're darn right, it's too bad." Anya sighed again. "We were going to go out for dinner and dancing tomorrow night. Now _I've_ got to make other plans."
"Dancing — that sounds nice," Liz observed. "I used to _love_ dancing. Not this crazy hopping around stuff, but nice, slow partner dancing." She had a wistful look in her eyes.
"Were you planning to dance with Greg, or with Gwen?" Jenny teased.
Anya tossed an ice cube at her. "As Greg," she replied tersely. "I prefer him that way."
"Greg … changes into … Gwen?" Melinda asked uneasily.
"Yeah. You could say that Gwen is his female alter ego." Jenny laughed. "It's real handy when he wants to spend time with Anya, but we'd already made girls' plans. Sometimes, he can be _really_ hot!" She winked at Liz and Melinda.
Anya nodded. "But sometimes, he puts a damper on things, even when he's Gwen." She shrugged. "I guess there are things we girls talk about that he just doesn't understand."
"You haven't met Gwen yet, have you?" Liz prompted.
"No," Melinda said uncertainly. "From your grins, I take it there's something you haven't told me?"
Jenny giggled. "Depends on which version of Gwen you meet. Sometimes, Greg gets a little … carried away." She held her hands up far in front of her chest to demonstrate.
Anya scowled at Jenny. "He hasn't done that for … a long time." She looked at Melinda. "He usually just turns into what he would be if he'd been born a girl."
Melinda shook her head. "I don't know how you can talk about this like you're discussing the weather! It's all so … I don't know. Strange!"
Jenny wasn't going to quit teasing Anya about Greg. "When he overdoes it," she continued, "we have to deal with a load of guys hanging around who want to stare into Gwen's cleavage!" She grinned as she finished her glass of wine.
"You're okay with that? With him changing into a girl?" Melinda was dumbfounded.
Anya shrugged, as if it were nothing. "As long as he doesn't get too obsessed or carried away," she paused, a small shiver causing her to tremble, "it's okay." She realized that Melinda was staring at her. "Besides, it gives him a chance to try life on the other side, if you know what I mean." She winked at Liz and Jenny. "He wouldn't be the first to wonder, if you get my drift."
“And curiosity isn't confined to guys." She smiled as Melinda's jaw dropped.
Liz glanced at her watch. "It's getting late, and I've got an early start tomorrow. I think I better be heading home."
Anya nodded. "Yeah. I know what you mean." She looked at Jenny. "Are you okay to drive?" she asked.
Jenny nodded. "I'll be okay. I've only had two glasses of wine."
"But you're probably at or over the new, low alcohol limit, so if you get stopped …." Liz added.
Jenny nodded. "Yeah, that's what I was thinking, too. But I hate to leave the truck here and take a cab home."
Melinda glanced at Liz and Anya. "Since I rode down here with Liz," she offered, "I could drive Jenny back to the condos. It's only a couple hundred yards from there to my car."
Jenny's eyes lit up. "Yeah, that'd work!" she said enthusiastically.
Anya shot a disapproving frown toward Jenny.
Jenny either didn't see, or didn't care to reply. "Here are my keys," she said lightly to Melinda.
"See you tomorrow," Liz said, sounding not very enthusiastic, as Jenny left with Melinda. She guessed that Jenny wanted to hold on to Melinda's arm, or hold hands with her. As the pair stepped through the door, Liz turned to Anya. "I'm worried about her," she said simply.
Anya nodded. She grabbed her purse and started walking, with Liz beside her. "Yeah," she agreed. "So am I."
"Jenny's going to get hurt, isn't she?"
Anya laughed. "Are you asking if I can 'see' that, or if I think that's what's going to happen?"
Liz chuckled, but not convincingly. "I'm not sure I want to know what your 'sight' tells you about her."
Anya's expression became somber. "To tell you the truth, I've been afraid to use my 'sight' with her. I'm afraid of what I'll see." She paused. "Even if it _did_ work when love is involved."
**********
"Are you sure this is okay?" Melinda asked, worried. "I don't want you to get in trouble, and Anya didn't look too happy."
Jenny laughed. "It's okay. You heard them — it's safer for both of us this way. Besides, since you're an employee, you're covered by the park's insurance."
As the truck pulled into the street, Melinda sighed. "This isn't nearly as much fun to drive as my car. Still, it handles a _lot_ better than a dump truck!"
"I suppose you drove a dump truck, too?" Jenny said with a laugh. "Knowing what I've already learned about you, I'm not surprised. Is there anything _else_ you haven't told me? Amateur brain surgeon, maybe? Or an international spy?"
Melinda grinned. "If I _was_ a spy, and I told you..."
"You'd have to kill me," Jenny finished. "Somehow, I don't think you could bring yourself to do that. You don't have that look in your eyes."
Melinda frowned. "What ... look ... do I have?"
"The look of someone who's playing hard-to-get, even though she's wildly attracted to the object of her desire," Jenny said, as she stared longingly at Melinda.
Melinda gulped; this wasn't quite going where she'd intended. "So do _you_ work on cars?"
Jenny sighed. Melinda _was_ playing hard to get. "I used to. Newer cars aren't nearly as much fun to work on as older cars — cars from before everything was run by a computer."
A look of bewilderment crossed Melinda's face. "You make it sound like you worked on cars practically back when they were invented!" She tried to laugh. Inwardly, she wasn't sure that she wanted to understand what Jenny was implying.
Jenny shrugged. "There's a lot about me that you don't know. I hope, though, that you'd like to get to know more about me, just like I'd like to know more about you."
Melinda pretended not to hear Jenny's blatant invitation to romance. "What _have_ you worked on?"
Jenny sighed again. This girl was a challenge, she decided. "I used to have a '66 Pontiac GTO convertible. I dropped in a Chevy 396 engine." She got a nostalgic look in her eyes. "That thing was fast in a straight line, but it couldn't turn out of its own way!"
Melinda whistled. "Sounds like some kind of car."
Jenny laughed, a hollow sound. "Yeah. It was." She shook her head. "Now I drive a used pickup truck owned by my boss."
Melinda felt a little sorry for Jenny; she _knew_ what it was like for a "gearhead" to not have a car to work on. "Maybe on Sunday, you'd like to help me with my car?"
Jenny saw the opening. "Yeah," she answered quickly. "That would be fun. And maybe afterward, we can grab a bite to eat?"
Melinda pulled the truck in to the parking lot of the condo, and eased it into Jenny's covered parking spot. "I guess we're here." She sounded a little disappointed. She opened the door and began to climb out.
"You know," Jenny offered in a seductive voice, "it's a _long_ way up to my condo, and I really would like someone to make sure I don't get hurt."
Melinda laughed. "Or lonely? If you were drunk, I'd _have_ to take you home to make sure you made it."
"So you could take advantage of me, maybe?" Jenny said playfully. She saw Melinda's startled, yet eager, look. "Maybe you can come up for some coffee and conversation?"
Melinda gave Jenny a quick kiss, which a very surprised Jenny tried to prolong. "If I didn't have to take my little sister to band camp at six in the morning," she said after she broke the kiss, "I'd be _very_ tempted." She turned toward the park, but paused and glanced over her shoulder. "Maybe some other time?"
Jenny smiled. "I'll hold you to that."
**********
"Do you have today off, too?" Melinda sounded a little eager as she spoke into her phone. She waited for an answer. "I don't know. I just thought that, maybe, we could go hang out."
"I've got to pick up some things at the mall for my mom, and I thought you'd like to come along to keep me company." Another pause. "I figured we could think of something to do."
"Great! I'll pick you up in front of your condo in about an hour." Melinda hung up the phone. She was humming happily to herself as she finished getting ready. She looked in her dresser drawer and pulled out a white pair of shorts. She looked at it, doubting herself for a moment. Would Jenny think that she was being suggestive? "Maybe I _want_ Jenny to think I'm being suggestive," she said to herself with a grin. She pulled on a tight light-blue polo shirt, pausing to admire how it clung to her curves, and then practically skipped into the bathroom.
At first, Melinda had been shocked by the prospect of wearing makeup. It was only after she'd learned that the park's magic had given her the skill to apply make-up, that she dared to wear it. After only a few days, it seemed perfectly natural.
As she strode lightly past the kitchen on her way out, she called out, "See you later, Mom. I'm going out."
"Where to?" her mother called back.
"I'm going to pick up your dress, and then I'm just going to hang out with some friends." As she opened the door, an idea occurred to her. She paused and ran back to her room. Quickly, she gathered up what she was looking for, and with it under her arm, she walked happily to her car.
It was only a short drive to the condos by the park. As she pulled up to the entrance, Jenny came out of the building. She stopped and whistled appreciatively at the car. While she climbed in, she said, "Very nice."
"Thanks. I try to keep it looking good."
Jenny grinned. "I was talking about the driver. You look stunning."
"Oh, pooh! It's just something that I found in a drawer."
"I'd like to see what you have in your closet, then!"
In ten minutes, they were at the mall. The shop where Melinda had to pick up her mom's dress was close to the entrance. While they were waiting for the sales clerk to get the altered dress, Melinda and Jenny started casually looking at the clothing.
Jenny held up a dress. "Oooh," she purred. "I bet this would be cute on you!"
Melinda blushed. "I doubt it."
In answer, Jenny held the dress in front of Melinda, and then turned her so she was facing a mirror.
Melinda gasped. Jenny was right — the dress was darling. For a moment, she could see herself in the dress, dancing in a ballroom or at a fancy cocktail party with the rich and powerful.
"I doubt I'd ever get a chance to wear it, though," Melinda said almost reluctantly.
The two girls looked through some tops for a bit before the clerk returned with the dress for Melinda's mom. After checking the garment, Melinda put the box it was in under her arm and headed for the door. "How about some lunch?" she suggested to Jenny. "It's almost noon."
Jenny seemed to be thinking about something. She suddenly frowned. “I ... I lost my cell phone." She glanced over her shoulder. "I'm going to run back to see if it slipped out in the store." She started back towards the store.
Melinda turned. "Okay, I’ll come with you."
"Uh, no!" Jenny protested weakly. "It'll just take a sec. Why don't you just wait here?"
Melinda didn't quite understand Jenny's protest, but she shrugged. "Okay." She sat down on a bench to wait.
In moments, Jenny was back. “Got it!" she said with a smile. "Must have slipped out when I set my purse down to look at the blouses."
"I'm glad you found it," Melinda said with a smile. "How about lunch at that new deli? I've heard great things about it."
Jenny smiled. "That sounds like a good idea."
Ten minutes later, the girls were sitting at a booth, relaxing as they ate their lunch. Jenny smiled. "This is nice. I don't get out of the park for lunch very often, you know."
Melinda laughed. “I've _never_ been outside the park at lunchtime, since I started working there. I think the closest sandwich shop is almost two miles away!"
Jenny nodded. "Ronnie's going to develop some of the land near the condos and the park. Everyone has asked her to put in a good lunch spot. Maybe a soup and salad kind of place!"
"That would be nice. I get kind of tired of eating at the Tiki Hut every day," Melinda chuckled. "And I've only been doing it for a week!" Suddenly, her eyes lit up. "That gives me an idea of what we can do this afternoon. Let's go to the park and play! As customers, not as employees!"
"What?" Jenny was baffled.
"Sure! I bet you've never been there to just play, have you?"
Jenny shook her head. "But ... we _work_ there!"
"Not today, we don't! I checked — the Boss lets employees visit as guests twice a month. I bet you've _never_ used that privilege, have you?"
"Well, no..." Jenny shook her head. "It sounds kind of silly."
"It'll be fun. Besides, you'll get to see me in a bikini!" Melinda tempted her.
She saw Jenny looking down at her sandwich, embarrassed. "Did I say something wrong?" she asked, suddenly confused.
Jenny shook her head again. "It's just that ... I don't _own_ any swimwear!" she admitted. In truth, Jenny seldom wore anything besides her shorts and a T-shirt. They were comfortable.
Melinda laughed. "That's okay. They have some bikinis in the shop inside the gate, and, if worse came to worst, we could go back to the mall and get you one!" She saw Jenny's resistance crumbling. "You'll be a knockout in a bikini," she added. "And remember, I'll be with you — in _my_ bikini!"
If Jenny had been nervous about wearing a bikini, the thought of spending the day with Melinda overcame that reluctance— at least for now. "I guess." Jenny tried to sound hesitant, but failed.
Melinda saw through her façade. "Come on," she encouraged. "We'll have a blast!"
The two girls disposed of the remains of their lunch and walked out to Melinda's car. To Jenny's bewilderment, Melinda approached the passenger door and began to climb in. "You drive," Melinda said, holding out her keys. She read the hesitance in Jenny's expression. "You said you like cars, and that you don't get to drive much besides the company pickup. So you drive!"
Jenny _was_ a good driver. She handled the manual transmission well, not abusing either the clutch or the transmission, but making solid, quick gear shifts. She didn't over-rev the engine either upshifting or downshifting, either. Melinda saw a gleam in Jenny's eyes as they pulled into the parking lot.
Jenny looked at Melinda as she shut off the key. “I like your car," she said. Then she grinned. "Thanks. I haven't done that in … years."
Melinda took her swimsuit from the back seat, and with Jenny, walked to the employees' entrance. After swiping their passes, the two bypassed the women's locker and headed for the gift shop.
It was Melinda's turn to embarrass Jenny by holding up various bikinis to see what they'd look like on Jenny. The one Melinda liked best was actually an unusual one-piece, with two wide fabric strips sweeping up from the hips, over the breasts, and tying around the neck like a conventional bikini. It would leave Jenny exposed from the navel up between her breasts like a super-deep V-neckline, but it had little more modesty than a thong bikini. It was Kelly-green with silver accents; with Jenny's red hair, it could contribute to an Irish look. Melinda grinned appreciatively.
"I don't know," Jenny wasn't too sure. "It's kind of … bold, isn't it?"
Melinda settled the issue by taking the swimsuit to the counter. "We'll take this one," she announced. She showed her employee badge. "Charge it on my account."
"I can't let you …" Jenny started to protest.
"Too late!" Melinda cut off her objections. "I'm not going to pass the opportunity to see you wearing this!"
Jenny felt conflicted; she wasn't about to turn down the offer of friendship and generosity from Melinda, but she didn't want to feel obligated, either. She wasn't about to turn down a chance to spend the day relaxing in the park with Melinda, either. She sighed. "Okay." When Melinda signed the receipt, she continued. "Let's go change."
As they stepped out of the changing room into the entrance plaza, Jenny felt exposed. That changed when Anya and Grandmother happened to come out of the office.
Anya did a double-take. "Wow!" she exclaimed. "Look at you, girl!"
Grandmother patted Melinda on the arm. "Good for you," she said happily. "I'm glad to see that _someone_ can get Jenny's nose out of her trade journals and manuals and make her spend a little time _relaxing_! Lord knows how often I've tried!"
Jenny pouted, a look made even more alluring by her swimsuit. "I'm not _that_ bad, am I?"
Anya laughed. "You make me think of Scotty from 'Star Trek'. He hated shore leave, and wanted to spend his time with his engines and his technical journals!"
The old woman smiled. "You two have fun." She and Anya walked past, continuing on their errand, but the old woman stopped and glanced over her shoulder. “Jenny?"
Jenny was startled by her turn. She immediately suspected a problem with _her_ precious machinery. "Yes?"
"Under no circumstances are you to even _think_ of touching the equipment! You're a guest here! Got it?"
"But, if …." Jenny started to protest.
"Under _no_ circumstances! Other people know the procedures to reset the pumps, if needed. Are we clear on that?"
Jenny pouted. "I guess."
"And Jenny?"
Jenny looked up again.
"Have fun." The old woman was smiling pleasantly.
Melinda took Jenny's hand and led her into the park. "Wild Rivers, or Tropical Paradise?"
Jenny winced. She'd obviously never considered the park from a customer's point of view. "Maybe the lagoon to start?"
Melinda laughed. "Maybe the wave pool to start!" she countered.
Contrary to her fears, Jenny had a blast body-surfing in the wave pool. She delighted in the slides on the volcano. When she tried the plunge, she screamed as she shot down the slide, and as she climbed out of the runout slide, Melinda was laughing. Jenny quickly realized that her breasts had popped out of her swimsuit. She stuck her tongue out at Melinda readjusted her suit, then she started laughing herself.
The two floated around the Old Man River, climbing out at one point, so they could carry their tubes to the new whitewater run that twisted and turned and splashed down to where it rejoined the main river. Jenny was starting to understand why some rides were more popular than others.
As the afternoon wore on, they tried just about every ride they could, laughing and giggling, and, on more than one occasion, holding hands, as they walked down the paths between rides. At the end of the day, they decided to hang out in the hammocks by the lagoon, just resting and enjoying the view of the sun setting slowly behind the volcano and palm trees. It _felt_ like paradise, and neither girl really wished the day to end.
When they walked out to Melinda's car, Jenny was both exhausted and happy. They walked arm in arm, and Jenny was leaning on Melinda’s shoulder contentedly. "Thank you," Jenny said as they stopped to open the car door. "I had a wonderful time."
"The day's not over," Melinda offered.
Jenny smiled. "You wore me out." She kissed Melinda quickly. "Thank you."
Melinda smiled happily. "It was my pleasure." She kissed Jenny. "How about we get a light dinner?"
Jenny smiled. "That sounds good." She climbed in the car, while Melinda held the door for her, and sat back in her seat. She was happy. She'd had one of the best days in as long as she could remember.
By the time they got to the seafood restaurant, Jenny was asleep. True, it had been a long day, and it was already after eight, but Melinda was still surprised at just how tired Jenny was. She decided to not wake Jenny, but instead got some salads at a drive-through restaurant and headed back to Jenny's condo. She helped her weary companion up to her condo, and then, when Jenny sat down and promptly fell asleep on the sofa, Melinda moved Jenny to a more comfortable position.
Melinda put Jenny's salad in the refrigerator, scribbled a note, and left it on the refrigerator door, where Jenny couldn't miss it. Smiling, she bent over the weary girl and gave her a kiss on her cheek. "Thank you," she said again. Then she let herself out, locking the door behind her as she left.
**********
"You have exquisite taste in restaurants," Melinda said as she gazed across the table toward Jenny. Melinda was a picture of beauty in the dress that Jenny had secretly bought for her, the one that Jenny had said would be attractive on Melinda when they'd spent part of the day before doing errands at the mall.
"And in dinner companions," Jenny added with a smile.
"I was going to say that," Melinda replied with a grin. "Actually, I think _I_ have the best dinner company." She picked up her glass. "And I like your taste in wine. Cheers." She raised it briefly as if toasting, and then took a sip.
Jenny smiled and sipped from her glass. "I'm just glad you accepted my invitation."
Melinda laughed gently. "It sounded more like you were asking me out on a date."
Jenny tried to act surprised, but she couldn't manage it. "Actually, I was," she confessed. She saw that Melinda's glass was nearly empty, so she lifted the bottle from the ice bucket and poured Melinda some more wine. "And it only took me three days to get up the nerve to ask, too!"
Melinda laughed again. "Are you trying to get me drunk?" she asked.
"Moi?"
"Because you might not have to," Melinda added quickly and softly.
"You're already a bit tipsy."
Melinda shook her head, smiling. "No, I'm not. Not unless I'm drunk on you." She paused, as if embarrassed by what she'd said, and glanced at their dinner plates. "You know," she commented, "we've hardly touched our meals."
Jenny continued to stare into Melinda's eyes. "All I'm hungry for right now is you."
Melinda returned the lustful gaze. "I thought you were sexy from the first moment I saw you," she said softly. "You make me feel ... warm inside." She saw Jenny's eyes widen. "And it's not the wine."
"Would you like to continue this conversation somewhere more ... private?" Jenny suggested.
Melinda felt her heart patter. "Oh, God, yes!" she answered enthusiastically. "I was beginning to think that _I_ was going to have to ask _you_."
**********
Anya and her grandmother watched as Jenny strolled casually toward her workshop. She had a happy smile, and was whistling a tune as she walked.
"I've never seen her this ... happy before," Anya commented.
The old woman nodded. "I know," she said. She sounded sad.
"You don't approve of her being happy?" Anya asked.
"I _love_ seeing her so happy. Everyone deserves happiness."
"Jenny and Melinda have been seeing a _lot_ of each other, haven't they?" Anya asked, but her question sounded more like a statement of fact.
The old woman nodded. "Practically every night this week."
"I'm worried about Jenny," Anya said bluntly.
The old woman nodded. "So am I."
"Are they falling in love?" Anya asked, and then she laughed. "You know that when love is involved, the 'sight' doesn't work very well!"
"I know," the old woman laughed. "That just means you need to work on it more." She sighed. "I'm afraid for Jenny. Melinda is temporary. In a few days, she goes back to being Mitch."
**********
Melinda hummed to herself as she walked down the path. Any of the park's patrons who saw her would think nothing of seeing a park lifeguard, in her red one-piece swimsuit, walking between the rides and pools.
Melinda, though, wasn't walking to another ride or pool. She stopped and opened a gate marked "Employees Only". Around a corner, unseen from the main paths, a low building squatted. Melinda smiled as she stepped to the door. Carefully, so as not to make any noise, she twisted the door handle and eased the door open a crack. Melinda smiled as she slipped through the door, closing it gently behind herself.
Across the room, a figure in a pink T-shirt and shorts was bent over a workbench. Her long red hair, tied back in a ponytail, swayed back and forth along the sweaty back of her T-shirt as she worked.
Melinda crept silently across the floor, and slid her arms around the figure as she leaned forward and began to kiss her lover’s neck.
"Mmmm," Jenny purred as she straightened and leaned back against Melinda, reveling in the attention she was receiving. "You know I'm supposed to be working."
Melinda nibbled on Jenny's ear. "Yeah. But I didn't want to waste a break."
Jenny pulled herself back and turned, slipping her arms around Melinda's neck. She kissed Melinda passionately. When the kiss ended, she leaned back, and laughed.
"I didn't think I was _that_ bad a kisser," Melinda feigned a pout.
Jenny shook her head, still chuckling. "You're great, but now you've got some of my 'makeup' on, too!" She wiped at the grease smudge on Melinda's cheek.
"I don't care," Melinda replied as she leaned forward and kissed Jenny again.
**********
Liz sat down across the break room from Melinda. "You know," she said lightly, "I'm going to miss you. You're a good life-guard."
Melinda blushed at the compliment. "Well, I'm just doing my job."
"I hope you'll oblige us for the customary 'going away' dinner tonight?"
Melinda smiled. "I have a ... previous engagement."
Liz laughed. "I thought that might be the case." She stood, walked to where Melinda sat, and offered her hand. After Melinda stood, Liz gave her a big hug. "You can work with me any time."
Melinda felt her eyes misting. "Thanks. I've loved it here. It's been a real treat to work with you all."
Liz dropped her arms. "Are you sure we can't convince you to stay?"
Melinda laughed. "Believe me, the thought _has_ crossed my mind."
Liz grinned. "Is it because of all of us at the park, or because of Jenny?"
Melinda dropped her gaze and bit her lip.
Liz nodded somberly. "That's what I thought. You know, I'm _very_ worried about Jenny. She's very much in love with you."
Melinda turned away. "I know," she said softly. "I know." She wiped her cheeks. "I'm afraid one of us is going to get hurt."
Liz put her hand on Melinda's shoulder. "Or both of you."
**********
"You haven't touched your dinner," Melinda observed. She sat across the table from Jenny, in a booth in what had become their favorite restaurant. They'd eaten there every night since their first date.
Jenny shook her head, lowering her eyes. "I ... don't feel much like eating." She turned and wiped her cheek. "I wish ... it wasn't ending like this," she sobbed.
When Jenny turned back toward her, Melinda saw that Jenny's tears were flowing freely. "I wanted to have a special night with you," she said softly. "Dinner, maybe dancing, and then ..."
Jenny shook her head. "I can't. It already hurts too much. One more night would just make it worse."
"I thought ..."
Jenny wiped her left cheek again. "No. I wouldn't want to let you leave, and when you change back ..."
Melinda dropped her gaze. "I ...."
Jenny looked at her, tears streaming down her cheeks. "This is goodbye, isn't it?"
Melinda paused, and then nodded slowly, her own eyes leaking tears.
In response, Jenny slipped around the table, sat down beside Melinda, and put her hands on Melinda's cheeks. She moved forward and kissed Melinda, long and passionately. There was something missing, though. Happiness was gone. Joy was absent. It _felt_ like a goodbye kiss.
"I ... love you," Jenny said through tears as she stood. "Goodbye." Her words were soft, but her intention was unmistakable and bore a sad finality. She turned and fled the restaurant, not even once looking behind her.
**********
Jenny drove to the park, and sat in the parking lot, staring at the gate for a long time. She let her tears roll off her cheeks, not even trying to stop them. Eventually, though, she drove the short distance to the condo building, to her parking spot.
As she walked into the building, she paused, as she normally did, to check her mail. She tossed the advertisements in the trash, and carried the remaining post to the elevator. As she rode the elevator up, she sorted through the envelopes. As expected, there were bills. But unexpectedly, she found a plain white envelope, with no return address, and its address hand-written.
When she got to her condo, she added the bills to a neat stack on her desk, and then she turned her attention to the plain envelope. She sat heavily in her chair, and slid her finger under the flap.
She started reading the letter, and she began sobbing anew, then crying aloud.
Dear Jenny,
I want you to know that this is the hardest letter I've ever written. You are very special to me. You're warm, and fun, and wonderful. You're so tender and loving. I wish this didn't have to end, but we both know that it has to. I have to resume my life as Mitch. I have a construction job, starting tomorrow.
I won't be coming back to the park. I can't bear to see you, because it would hurt me to know how much you mean to me, and that we can never be together. Even looking at your picture makes me cry. I also couldn't stand to see the pain in your eyes, knowing how much you will be hurting inside if we had to part again.
I wish you had never fallen in love with me. But I will _never_ be sorry for the time we had together. It was very special, and I will always cherish it, as I hope you will.
I'm sorry I hurt you. I love you.
Goodbye.
Melinda
Jenny let the letter fall to her lap as she began to cry. She continued crying long into the night.
**********
"You wanted to see me, Boss?" Jenny asked.
The old woman nodded. "We're having problems with the pump on the spillway slide again."
"I'll get right on it." Jenny didn't sound at all enthusiastic.
That’s number two on your list," the old woman added. "The wave pool has priority. Right now, it's a _calm_ pool, not a wave pool, and that's not what the customers expect. It always draws more customers than the spillway slide, anyway."
"Okay."
"Did you get the parts yet?" the old woman asked.
Jenny thought for a moment. "I think so."
"You _think_?" The boss shook her head. "Jenny, are you okay?"
"Yeah," Jenny replied without any thought. "I'm okay."
The old woman gestured to a chair. "Do you want to talk about Melinda?"
Jenny shook her head. "Not really." She dropped her gaze. "She sent me a 'Dear Jenny' letter."
Jenny _did_ need to talk about it, her protests to the contrary. Just thinking about the letter, and Melinda, was causing Jenny's eyes to mist. She wiped at a tear that was trying to run down her cheek.
"I'm sorry," the old woman said, her sympathy genuine. "Do you need to take a little time off?"
Jenny shook her head. "No." She appeared uncomfortable talking about Melinda. "Can I get back to work?"
The old woman closed her eyes for a moment, and nodded. “Yes." She watched Jenny turn and leave, staring after her and shaking her head.
Anya came in from the parking-lot entrance. She saw her grandmother staring at the door. "Jenny was just here, right?"
“Yes, she was." The old woman sounded quite sad.
Anya closed her eyes for a moment. When she opened them, they were filled with sadness. "She's not going to make it, is she?"
The old woman shook her head. "I'm afraid not. Her work is slipping — badly. She's totally heartbroken."
"I was afraid that this was going to happen. I knew she fell hard for Melinda." Anya shook her head. "I don't know what to do."
The old woman sighed. "There's not much we _can_ do."
**********
Mitch glanced up from his food and spotted a familiar figure. With her long red ponytail and her ever-present Bikini Beach pink T-shirt and shorts. Jenny was hard to mistake for anyone else. Mitch felt a surge of unpleasant emotions, as he debated whether he should call to her or not. Even though it had been two weeks, his heart still ached when he thought about Jenny.
Unfortunately for Mitch, Jenny picked that moment to turn and look around. She, too, was getting a bite, and needed to find a place to sit. She spotted him.
Faced with the inevitable, Mitch waved.
Jenny paused visibly, having the same internal debate about whether to talk to Mitch or not. In the end, she sighed and moved to his table. "Hi," she said softly as she sat down.
"Hi," Mitch replied.
"How are you doing?" Jenny asked, forcing a conversation.
Mitch shrugged. “Okay, I guess. Work is keeping me busy — and tired. You know how construction jobs are. How are things ... at the park?"
Jenny's eyes were misting. "It's okay. The usual problems — routine maintenance, broken pumps. You know. It's busy." She lowered her gaze. "Things are busier than normal, though."
"Are ... you okay?"
Jenny looked down. "I'm fine," she lied.
"Really?" Mitch wasn't convinced.
Jenny shook her head. "I can't stop thinking about Melinda."
"I'm sorry."
Jenny looked up sharply. "About our ... relationship?"
Mitch shook his head, looking down. He couldn't stand to see the sadness in her eyes. "No. I'm sorry that I hurt you so badly. I really didn't mean to."
"I guess it still hurts," Jenny admitted after an awkwardly silent moment. "I kept your 'Dear Jenny' letter, because it reminds me of how much you cared, but that hurts, too."
Mitch felt his eyes starting to water. "I'm sorry, Jenny," he said again. "I'm so very, very sorry."
“Do you think we could try it like this?" he asked. “As a man and a woman?"
She shook her head sadly. “You _know_ that option wouldn’t work. Neither of us would be happy in that kind of a relationship. After what we had, could _you_ be happy … like that?"
“I know." He knew that he was fighting a losing battle against his own tears. He rose quickly and darted from the food court, leaving his food behind.
**********
Anya didn't normally go to the mall, but she _did_ need a new “power suit." Grandmother was having _her_ do a couple of presentations at the upcoming theme park trade show, and she needed to look her professional best.
As she strode casually toward the store, she was glancing about. After all, she never knew when _he_ and his store might be around, and it seemed like ages since she'd talked to her friend Danni, the wizard's apprentice.
Anya did a double-take, and changed direction. "Mitch," she called and hurried toward him.
Mitch turned at the sound of his name, scanning the crowd. He quickly spotted the source. "Anya," he answered cheerfully. He stopped walking, so Anya could catch up.
"What are you up to these days?" Anya asked as she fell in beside him.
"Construction work," Mitch shrugged.
"It must keep you busy," Anya replied lightly. "So, tell me why you're so down in the dumps."
Surprised by the fact that she'd read his emotions, despite his false bravado, Mitch turned to her. "I'm not ...." He saw the knowing look in her eyes, and he quit trying to lie. "How's Jenny?" he asked instead.
Anya started at his question. "I ask how you're doing, and your first question is about her?" she asked, already knowing the answer.
Mitch nodded. "Yeah," he said sadly. "I ... really like her. And I'm so sorry that I hurt her."
Anya shook her head. "She's not doing well. She's really broken up inside."
Mitch sighed. "I know." He looked down. "So am I," he admitted softly. "I ... think I love her. She's special."
Anya put her hand gently on Mitch's arm. "Melinda was more than just her lover. She was Jenny's best friend. We never saw her as happy as when you two were ... together."
"I ... didn't know that. I thought she just liked me … physically," Mitch said. "Is Jenny going to be okay?"
Anya shook her head. "I don't think so."
Mitch's eyes widened with surprise.
Anya continued. "It's serious enough that her work is really slipping. Grandmother and I have both noticed. If she can't focus on keeping the park running ...." She left the sentence hang, but her meaning was very clear.
**********
"Anya."
Anya looked up from her computer. "Yes, Grandmother?"
"Jenny didn't go out with you girls last night, did she?"
Anya shook her head. "No. She hasn't been out with us for weeks."
"Do you think she'd accept counseling for depression?" the old woman asked.
"I don't know. Somehow, I doubt it. She can be very ... stubborn."
"And independent," the old woman added. "We'll have to ..." She stopped, a frown on her face. "Anya, can you leave, please? I've got a visitor coming, and I don't think you should be here."
Anya frowned. It wasn't like her grandmother to ask her to leave, _or_ to keep secrets from her. "Okay," she answered. She got up and walked stiffly out the park entrance door.
As soon as she was outside, Anya stopped and concentrated. She focused her magic, and “saw" that Mitch was walking across the parking lot toward the office. Her eyes widened in surprise. About then, however, her “sight" went dark. She wondered if her grandmother was using her own power to mask Anya's sixth sense. Anya stamped her foot in frustration; she _really_ wanted to know what Mitch was up to.
Half an hour later, she sensed Mitch leaving the office. She waited a minute more before she walked back into the office.
"What was Mitch doing here?" she asked bluntly as she sat down at her desk. "Is he coming to work for us again?"
Grandmother was startled for a moment by Anya's knowledge of her visitor's identity, but then she smiled. She _had_ been insisting that Anya practice her 'sight' more, after all. "No, he's not coming back to work."
"Then ... what?" Anya was puzzled — her sight didn't work well when love was involved.
"It was something else, entirely," the old woman said enigmatically.
**********
Jenny trudged slowly toward her workshop, looking down as she walked. Even though it was a beautiful, sunny day, she felt gloomy. She sighed and pushed open the door and walked through, letting it close behind her. She glanced around, as if she might find something to cheer her up. Alas, there was nothing.
As Jenny neared her workbench, she spied something that didn't belong there. It was ... an envelope. She felt a surge of panic; she still had _the_ letter — in fact, she cried over it nightly.
Steeling her nerves, she stepped to the bench and picked up the envelope. This time, the address was typed, giving no hint as to its origin. With trepidation, she opened the envelope and extracted the letter.
She recognized the handwriting at once, and she almost dropped the letter. She forced herself to read.
My dearest Jenny,
I am so very sorry that I hurt you. I can't stand to see the pain in your eyes. There's pain in my heart, too. I realized that I loved you, just as I realized how much you loved me.
Jenny's tears were flowing freely. She made herself continue.
We both know that things couldn't work as they are now. You didn't fall in love with Mitch, but with Melinda, even though Melinda and Mitch are two sides of the same coin.
More than anything, I want you to be happy.
Please turn around.
Slowly, fearfully, Jenny turned from her bench, toward the door. A gasp escaped her lips. She wasn't sure if she was seeing things, but she ran across the floor to wrap her arms around her love, around Melinda, as tears streamed down her cheeks.
After Jenny had cried and hugged Melinda for several seconds, she backed up a half step, her hands lifting to gently cradle Melinda's cheeks. "I ... don't understand," she said.
Melinda smiled. "I'm back."
Jenny turned away, sobbing. "Please, don't. I can't ... go through losing you. Not again."
Melinda put her hands on Jenny's shoulders. "You won't have to. I'm never going away."
"But ..." Jenny turned, gazing at Melinda with a confused look. "Your college. Your family." She shook her head. "You have your life. I _can't_ ask you to give up all that!"
Melinda smiled warmly. "You don't have to. The way things are now, my family always had _two_ daughters, not one. And opportunities for women engineers are plentiful — actually better than for men." Melinda explained. "The way reality rewrote itself, I got a good scholarship ... as Melinda. And I've got a summer job — at the park expansion. I _do_ have to be a girl to work there, you know."
Jenny shook her head. "I don't want you to do that for me! I can't do that to you."
Melinda smiled. "You didn't. I decided on my own. With two brothers, I sometimes felt like I was redundant. And while I was working at the park, it seemed like I got along with my mom and my sister much better. It all fit."
"You ... can't!" Jenny protested again. "What if ...?"
Melinda's smile broadened. "Too late. I already bought a lifetime membership. I'm all girl, now and forever." She looked down, not sure how to continue and afraid of what she might hear. "I'm _your_ girl, if you'll have me."
Jenny was frozen with surprise for a moment, but as soon as she knew that she’d really heard what Melinda had said, she wrapped her arms around Melinda and pulled her closer so she could give a proper answer with a very passionate kiss.
**********
Anya looked up sharply from her computer. She felt a smile creep across her face. She turned to her grandmother. "Jenny is going to be okay," she announced.
Grandmother nodded. "Yes, she will."
"So _that's_ what Mitch was here for — getting a lifetime pass?"
The old woman nodded. "He and I had a very long talk, so he would understand the enormity of what he was seeking to do. He knows that it's going to be a bit difficult for him, for a while. He knows that, someday, he and Jenny might break up, and then his entire reason for becoming a girl would be gone. It didn’t matter to him. His love for Jenny was much stronger than any reasons he could give for staying as Mitch."
"So ... you didn't want me around, in case I might accidentally spill the secret to Jenny?"
Grandmother smiled. "No, dear. I trust you to keep a secret. But Mitch wouldn't have been as free to talk with two of us. He knows that you and Jenny are very good friends, and I was concerned that he might think that your opinion was biased. He likes you and trusts you — as a friend, but he needed a ‘parent’ to discuss this with."
"I hope they'll be very happy," Anya said wistfully. "They deserve it."
Grandmother clucked. "If you'd been practicing with the 'sight', you'd know the answer to that instead of having to hope or wish. But I agree. They deserve happiness."
**********
Epilogue
Jenny gave Melinda a big hug as the other passengers pushed and ducked around them. "I'm going to miss you," she said, as she wiped a tear from her eye.
Melinda smiled. "And I'll miss you, too." She gave Jenny a quick kiss. "I have to board now. I know three months seems like a long time. I promise I'll call you every day, and text you as often as I get a chance." She hugged Jenny again. "I wish I didn't have to go."
Jenny shook her head. “That fellowship is a once-in-a-lifetime chance. You _need_ to go."
Melinda wrapped her arms around Jenny, holding her tight. "I love you."
Jenny returned the embrace. "When you get back, we can talk about you moving in with me?"
"We won't just talk, my love! I'll be counting the days, until I can be with you all of the time." Melinda forced herself to step into the line, before it got any longer, and she missed her flight. She blew Jenny a kiss, and started moving through the winding path to the security checkpoint.
Anya put her hand on Jenny's shoulder, causing her to flinch. Jenny hadn't seen Anya coming behind her. "You'll be okay," she reassured Jenny.
"I know," Jenny said. "It's just that I'll miss her."
"You have the rest of your 'family'," Anya reminded her. "We're here for you." She hugged Jenny, but Anya suddenly felt something, as if her “sight" had given her a brief view of events to come. She realized, as she focused on the vision, that Melinda's absence _was_ going to be felt terribly by Jenny, especially as Jenny faced some type of family crisis. "We all wish she was staying," Anya said. "She's part of the extended family, too."
Anya knew that she was going to have to focus her 'sight' a little more. Whatever difficulty Jenny was in for, she knew it was going to be rough. Jenny was going to need all the help she could get.
"How about if I treat for dinner tonight?" Anya suggested. “Maybe that new Chinese restaurant?"
FIN
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Synopsis: Fred's life is coming apart, and in his desperation, he is gambling on a very extreme strategy. After a meeting with Anya at the park, however, he discovers a new, less final way to save what's important to him.
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Most of you know me. You've seen me countless times, I'm sure. And yet, if you met me on the street, there is no chance that you'd recognize me. I prefer it that way; I'm a little ... embarrassed by my occupation. To say that it's unusual would be an understatement. Unlike many models, I can bask in my anonymity, content with a perfectly normal - or mostly normal - life.
It all started a couple of years ago. Things weren't nearly as rosy then as they are now.
I used to work in the IT department of a dot-com company. Hah, that's a joke! At the end, I _was_ the IT department. What started as a very promising career move ended up being a cruel joke by the fates. One month after I exercised my stock options, the market tanked. To make a long story short, I had to sell at a huge loss to avoid major tax liability. That wiped out our savings.
Oh, yeah. I forgot to mention. I'm married. Elise and I met in college; she was a sophomore when I was a senior. When I got my bachelor's degree, she quit, preferring marriage to the rigors of getting a degree. Elise is about average height and quite shapely. Auburn hair, brown eyes - what can I say? I was helpless before her charms. And me? I laugh. I'm not much to look at. Six-foot nothing, one-hundred sixty pounds. Light brown hair, and strong Norse features - at least, that's what my grandpa Ole always said. I'll never win a contest on looks. But obviously, something caught Elise's eye.
We're quite happily married now, but for a while, it was touch and go. As the company slowly sank, Elise and I started fighting. It was hard on our kids, Jeremy and Melissa. Jeremy's grades started to sink, and Melissa got pretty withdrawn and rebellious. With no savings, saddled with a mortgage payment we could no longer afford, we were living hand-to-mouth on what was left of my salary and Elise's job as cashier at the local WalMart.
Things kept getting worse. My car was repossessed; I ended up with a third-hand broken-down Ford Escort. The kids needed some major counseling to handle the situation; hell, Elise and I needed some counseling. But with the cutbacks, we didn't have any health insurance, and so the counseling didn't happen.
After one royal knock-down drag-out argument that lasted most of a night, I moved a few things into my office at work. To my thinking, it really didn't matter; it saved on gas and frustration commuting, and besides, I spent so much time there anyway. Of course, that added to Elise's burden, so our weekend battles became even more heated.
I knew the worst was coming with my job. One day, we were all dreading it; the next, it happened. It wasn't like we weren't ready; my own resume had been on the street for a few months. But the entire area was suffering, and jobs were rare. I didn't get anything. I went from a high-flying IT manager to an associate PC salesman at a department store. At least it was a job.
We were stuck in a quagmire. Elise talked about finishing school, but we couldn't afford to give up her income. There was no way we could sell the house; the housing market collapsed right with the job market. We owed more than it was worth - a lot more. Slowly, day by day, we slipped further and further behind. The creditors were starting to call. And I was raised too proud to file for bankruptcy.
I was at the brink of disaster. No matter what I tried, what plan I came up with, there was no way forward. We were ruined. As I sat, evening after evening, wallowing in self-pity, I began to think that it was my fault. Everything that Elise and the kids were suffering through was because of some poor judgment on my part. If only I'd stayed with the big government contractor. If only I'd have bailed at the first sign of trouble. If, if, if. Let me tell you, when you start to dwell on all the 'ifs', you're pretty close to rock-bottom.
Counseling would have caught the dark turn my thoughts were taking - if we could have afforded it. Black thoughts engulfed me, thoughts originating from a depression so deep as to leave me helpless. And strangely, the thoughts started leading to a desperate gamble to save Elise and the kids.
There was one ace left up my sleeve. We had mortgage insurance on the house, and the company had left me with a life insurance policy. It wasn't much, but it was a couple hundred thousand - enough for Elise and the kids to pick up their lives and start over again.
Slowly, my twisted plan took shape. Late one autumn morning, after the kids left for school and Elise started a double shift at WalMart, I sat at my computer and typed a note explaining that I still loved Elise, and I was sorry that I couldn't provide the kind of life she deserved. I was going to take my own life so she could escape the poverty trap I'd led my family into.
With the note done, I e-mailed it to Elise. She'd find it when she got home - probably around eleven that night. I carefully took the photographs of Jeremy and Melissa from the frame on my desk and tucked them into my shirt pocket. I did the same with our wedding picture. Somehow, I think I was expecting the familiar images to comfort me as I set about my own demise. I marched out the door of our house for the last time.
The plan was simple; I'd drive along the coast road as fast as the little car could go, and then deliberately swerve into a bridge support pillar. At nearly ninety miles per hour - I'd checked to see just how fast the little car could still manage - and with no seat belt, I calculated my chance of survival at almost perfectly zero. I was lost in a strange trance as I drove. Everything passed in slow motion, like I was already separated from time itself. Signs I'd never noticed seemed to float ethereally by the car.
It was then I saw the sign. Bikini Beach Water Park. Funny, but as often as I'd driven that road, I'd never noticed it before. I turned my attention back to the road. And then, I turned back to the sign. Something about it seemed to be beckoning to me.
My mind, twisted as it was by my mission of doom, reformulated my plan. Okay, so dying in a flaming twisted wreck suddenly didn't seem so good. It wouldn't be fair for Elise to have to identify my remains. But if I just simply drowned .... I gave my glove compartment a quick check; the sleeping pills were still there from all the nights I'd actually slept in the car to avoid another fight with Elise. New plan. Take a large dose of pills, and then go to the deep pools. I could barely swim, and if I were tired too, well .... I smiled to myself. If I drowned at the park, maybe Elise could sue the pants off the owner as well.
My foot switched from the gas to the brake and I turned into the parking lot. Still not knowing why, I walked slowly across the hot asphalt toward the ticket booth. There was no line at the booth, but a steady stream of women, young and old alike, walked directly to the entrance turnstiles and entered the park. I stepped up to the booth nervously.
The young lady inside smiled sadly at me. I felt a chill run down my spine; it felt like my soul was naked before her, and she understood my predicament. "Hello, Fred," she said, her voice matching the sad look in her eyes. "I'm glad you decided to come."
I was so bent on my own destruction I that I didn't even notice that she'd called me by name. "I'd like a...ticket. Please."
The pretty brunette handed me a ticket as if she'd been expecting me. "This is a one-day pass. It expires at midnight. And please remember to shower. Health department regulations, you know."
Numbly, I took the ticket and joined the line of people waiting at the turnstiles. A couple of girls looked at me and started to giggle, but when I looked at them, the giggling stopped, replaced by looks of surprise before the eyes darted away. I'm sure my face was an unpleasant mask of black determination, a grim outer sign of the doom I felt in my soul.
The men's room was strangely quiet and small. It seems odd now, but at the time, I barely noticed. I stripped off my clothes and pulled on the swim trunks which were somehow in my hand. For the briefest of seconds, I wondered how I'd come to be holding them, since the only trunks I had were still at home in my dresser. But then I pulled on the shorts and stepped mechanically to the shower, twisting the lever and stepping under the warm stream of water.
My strangely-heightened senses marveled at how the water seemed to be massaging every fiber of my body, leaving my muscles tingling and refreshed in a way I hadn't felt for months. The strange thing was, the tingling didn't stop when I shut off the shower.
Little things were feeling odd, but not alarmingly unusual. The shower handle seemed higher at the end of the shower than it had mere moments before when I'd first turned the shower on. The shower seemed infinitesimally larger, as if it had grown ever so slightly. Even the locker room, outside the shower stall, seemed subtly changed.
As I stepped out of the shower stall, I got the odd feeling that my balance was off. My casual stride seemed altered somehow, like my center of balance was lower. I could feel my hips moving side-to-side as I walked, ever more hesitantly, toward the door. Something wet slapped at my neck, and annoyed, I swatted a hand behind my head.
With the awkward jerk of my arm, I felt something move on my chest. Something tugged and pulled against my pectoral muscles in a way I'd never felt before. It seemed as though a weight hung from my chest. I frowned, displaying my frustration and irritation at these minor nuisances. Up until now, the heightened awareness had been interesting, even fun. But now it had gone overboard, I was convinced, sending jumbled messages from my body to my brain. To highlight the absurdity of what my brain was trying to tell me, it seemed as though my feet were smaller, exposing less skin to the tile floor and thus not being as chilled! Of course, this was a totally preposterous notion I assured myself with my well-practiced left-brain thinking.
And then I turned the corner and saw the mirror.
The abrupt shift in my thinking slammed my logical left-brain. All the facts had been gathered, filed neatly into categories for later analysis. Even as I'd been walking, the analysis had begun. I can vividly remember, just milliseconds before I rounded the corner, that the facts weren't making any sense, that the hypothesis required to have the data fit was an impossibility.
But, as I said, I saw the mirror. The impossible was suddenly confirmed as not only possible, but also real. My left-brain struggled to fit the new data, to somehow, impossibly rationalize my reflection in the mirror. It failed, and in a desperate attempt to deal with the inconceivable, it turned control over to my under-utilized right brain, which in turn panicked. All the right brain could think of doing, given the facts so neatly laid out before it, was to scream.
There I stood, staring open-mouthed at the impossible reflection of a young semi-nude girl, and screaming just like the stereotypical girl would. I even sounded the part, higher in pitch and lacking in the resonance of standard male vocal apparatus.
After what seemed an eternity, but in reality was only about a minute, my left-brain decided it had had enough rest. My head dropped as I moved my gaze from the mirror to my actual body.
On my chest were a pair of magnificent feminine orbs, easily a large B if not C cup. My hands, transformed somehow into the fine delicate feminine shape that they now held, shot up toward the breasts. And yet, somehow, though I desperately wanted to touch them, as if to prove that they were a mere illusion, I couldn't will my hands to move that last centimeter. They stopped, cupped, just shy of the mammaries, their female shape belying the fact that I'd been male scant moments earlier. Clinically, I noted that my fingernails now extended half an inch beyond my fingertips, with a coating of light burgundy or maroon enamel.
Between my breasts was a valley inviting my gaze downward. My stomach had none of the well-toned and defined abs that I'd struggled to keep, even through the marital problems and hyper-extended work hours. My stomach was flat and smooth, extending to a moderately narrowed waistline. Further down, I could see that the swim trunks had been altered as well; now, instead of generic boxer shorts, my hips and crotch were clad in a modest but still revealing bikini bottom, a scanty bit of light blue spandex which barely covered my crotch.
The sides of the bikini rode high on my hips, revealing shapely curves that were impossible for a man. Though I couldn't see, I could tell from the feel that the changes had affected my posterior as well; I knew that when I looked, my ass would be rounder and more womanly. My hips extended down into smooth legs, barren of hair and seductively curvy, ending in petite little feet with painted toenails, unlike my male size thirteens.
There was no getting around the one final check. My right hand slid down slowly, inexorably, until my fingers caught the waistband of my bikini. I held my breath as I tugged outward, pulling the bikini away from my body, trembling with dread anticipation. Finally, I acknowledged the last bit of evidence, and with a soft slap, the waistband snapped back against my tummy.
It was gone. My manhood. My dick. The big _it_. My crotch was empty. Well, not really empty. Just devoid of a male sex organ. The main problem was that what I _did_ have was female apparatus.
My right brain tried to force a panic attack while I contemplated the totality of the change. Fortunately, my left-brain caught the move and force my emotions back into check; now was definitely _not_ the time to panic. I could feel the tug-of-war raging in my head; my logical half wanted to fully analyze the situation, to see if it was some elaborate trickery or illusion, and if not, to understand how such a change could have been manifested. But my emotional brain, already charged with dark emotions from my current quest, wanted to cry out in anger and rage. It wanted to find and punish whoever was responsible for this assault on my identity.
I glanced back at the mirror, at the face I now wore. My hands shot to my cheeks. I was pretty! Not gorgeous, but also far from homely. I had the face of an attractive young woman. My eyes looked bigger and softer; I rationalized that since my face was smaller, they only looked bigger. My lips were definitely fuller than they had been, but only a little. For some reason, I was relieved that I didn't have the full pouty lips I'd seen so often on strippers and sex idols. As quick as the thought came, it vanished, leaving me puzzled as to its origin.
My cheeks were a bit more defined, enough to make me look more feminine. Gone was the rugged chin and strong manly nose. My new nose was smaller, more refined, and ever-so-slightly upturned, giving it a graceful and dainty appearance. My chin was soft and smooth, devoid of the perpetual five-o-clock shadow that had plagued me since puberty, and without the squared appearance so treasured by past movie-stars like the Duke. And my hair! It was a light brown, almost strawberry blonde in appearance, although I knew that hint of red could be an artifact of the lighting. Though it was wet and hung limply about my neck, I guessed that the style was feathered from bangs in front to just past shoulder-length in back.
A knock interrupted my self-analysis. I felt my jaw drop, and I suddenly realized that I was about to get caught in this body - and that I was going to have some explaining to do. My hands clutched automatically over my exposed breasts even as the door opened.
The stab of bright sunlight momentarily hid the intruder; when the door banged shut, I could see it was the brunette from the ticket booth. She gave me a knowing smile. "I was beginning to wonder if you were coming out."
I stared open-mouthed at her for half a lifetime. "You ... know? You know I changed?"
She smiled pleasantly. "Yes, Fred, I know." She held up a bikini top, which she'd somehow produced. She grinned. "Yes, I made the swimming trunks the same way."
My mind raced. She was one hell of an illusionist. Or .... My left brain ruled out the other possibility, but my right brain kept reminding it of one of Sherlock Holmes' principles. When you've ruled out all other answers, the one that remains, no matter how illogical, must be the truth. It had to be ....
"Magic," the girl confirmed. "My grandmother and I use magic to run this park." She got a wry grin. "By the way, my name is Anya. It's a pleasure." The grin faded. "I hope." Quite abruptly, she sounded deadly serious.
I gulped. It was as if she knew the mission I'd been on. "Fred Lewis." Then I shook my head, feeling silly. She knew that. She'd called me by name at the ticket booth.
Anya nodded, barely smiling. She stepped around me, to the locker I'd stashed my gear in. Deliberately, she pulled out the bottle. "I hope you won't be needing these." She slipped the sleeping pills into her pocket.
I started to object, then I dropped my gaze. I'd been caught, and I knew it. Slowly, everything started to come unglued; it felt as if every stitch of my life's tapestry were coming unfurled at once. My mind reeled under the assault of a year's worth of bad memories. And then, somehow, the dark clouds of my mind parted for a second, illuminating my intentions, and I staggered in the sudden light. I started to collapse, and Anya caught me, guiding me to one of the benches.
"I brought you here," Anya said slowly after I'd cried for at least ten minutes, something I hadn't done since fourth grade. I looked up, into her soft sympathetic eyes. "I could feel your dark thoughts, and I knew I had to do something."
"You ... brought me here?"
Anya nodded. "I had to do something!" she said in protest. "You were about to throw away the gift of life! I ... couldn't let that happen." There was pain in her eyes, an unspoken agony that I felt rather than saw.
"I don't understand." The words sounded distant, as if someone else was speaking. "You...brought me here? How?"
The corners of Anya's mouth turned up ever so slightly. "Magic. I ... sensed your thoughts." She tried to suppress a shudder, but failed. "I ... helped you think that the car crash idea wasn't good, and I substituted the drowning idea."
It wasn't making any sense. None of it. "But why ...?"
Anya shook her head sadly. "Your ... decision ... would have a profound impact on your wife and children." She saw my eyes widen. "Oh, yes," she said slowly. "I may not be as good as grandmother, but I'm learning to ... read ... the future."
"So you turned me into a girl?" My mind mulled the possibilities. "So ... what? You changed reality or something?"
Anya shook her head. "No, nothing that drastic. You've just turned into a girl. It's just a local change, affecting only you." She flashed a little grin. "It's much easier that way. Bending reality is really hard work."
I felt my eyebrows lower into a frown. "So if I'm still me ..." I shook my head. "That means nothing is changed. I've still got nothing to live for." I dropped my gaze to the floor, tasting bitter defeat once more.
Anya lifted my chin so she could look me in the eyes. "I've given you a chance to think. A chance to look for another way." A sudden grin crossed her face. "As Spock would say, there are always alternatives."
My mouth dropped open; she'd read my mind and knew that the Star Trek quote would get my attention. I sat, dumbfounded, contemplating what she'd said.
Anya had a serious expression. "Promise me you won't do anything drastic in the park," she said in a soft but commanding voice. She stared at me, sensing my hesitation. "Promise me."
I knew she wasn't going to let me leave without a promise, and I knew she knew that once I gave my word, I'd never go back on it. "Okay, I promise." The answer came slowly, but when I glanced up, I saw that Anya was satisfied.
"Now why don't you go out and have some fun. Try to relax." She stood and pulled me to my feet. "I've always found that when I quit thinking about a problem, the answer appears." Then she noticed that she was still holding the bikini top. "Oh, and put this on. Grandmother really doesn't like topless sunbathing."
I took the small wad of blue fabric, and with an ease that startled me, I put it on as if I'd been doing it all my life.
Anya read the surprise on my face, and she laughed. "When you change, you kind of inherit some feminine skills." She took my arm and led me to the door. "By the way, you really can't go by Fred here." She eyed me up and down, and I felt my cheeks redden. "Not like that, anyway."
"Felicity," I said softly, speaking the first word that popped into my brain.
"Huh?"
"Felicity." I turned to Anya, a half-smile creeping onto my features. "It was my grandmother's name, and if I'd have been born a girl, dad said they'd have named me Felicity."
Not quite knowing what to expect, I let Anya lead me out of the locker room. A couple of ladies glanced my way, their faces bearing a knowing little smile, and I looked away even as the red stain of embarrassment lit up my cheeks. "Does everyone here know...that I've been changed?" I finally asked Anya.
She laughed, a very delightful and pleasant sound. "No, not everyone. And if you just relax, no-one else will know either."
I glanced around, and saw that she'd been leading me deeper into the park. I saw women and girls strolling about, happy and carefree, all enjoying the amenities of the park. Slowly, it dawned on me that I wasn't seeing any guys. I turned to Anya to ask her.
She must have read my mind again. "No, there aren't any guys here, Felicity." She smiled as she used my 'adopted' name. "This is a haven for ladies, a refuge from the prying and lecherous eyes of men." It sounded just like it had come from a sales brochure. "So you won't have to worry about any guys hitting on you."
I nearly stumbled; to be honest, I hadn't considered that angle. "Uh, Anya? When do I change back? Or do I?"
Anya seemed taken aback by my question, then she laughed. "Just changing you into a girl wouldn't solve your problems, and it would have made more for your family. So yes, you do change back. Sometime around midnight, when the pass expires."
"Oh."
"Anya!" A voice was calling out behind us. "Anya!" Anya and I turned in unison, looking down the path to see who was calling her. One of the staff, prominent in her Bikini Beach polo shirt, came trotting up to us. "I thought I saw you coming down this way."
Anya frowned at the intrusion; I guessed that this was about business. "What's up, Vicky?"
Vicky gave me a quick once-over, then turned her attention to Anya. "Greg is at the front gate. He said it's important."
Anya's frown deepened. "Why doesn't he just come in?" Even as she spoke, I could see the answer dawning on her features. "The ad shoot," she said. She gave me a quick glance, and I could see her concern. "If he's here ...." She seemed to be concentrating for a moment, her eyes half closed and her brow furrowed. Then she looked up at me and smiled. "Come on, Felicity. Let's go see what Greg needs, then I'll finish your tour of the park."
Apart from learning that Greg was Anya's boyfriend, I learned nothing during the walk back to the gate. I noticed a rather average looking guy standing by the turnstile, watching with a detached interest as girls came and went from the park. I knew, instantly, that he was attached, and while he was watching the girls walk by, it wasn't with any interest. But as we neared, his eyes riveted on Anya and he broke into a smile. I knew that this guy was Greg. He was several years younger than me - and probably still a student. He had a very exuberant grin, a boyish innocence that was reminded me of all the new hires at my old company. Full of youth and hope and ambition, unaware of the perils that awaited them in the fiercely competitive real world. Someday, I knew, Greg's optimism would be dashed, to be replaced by a more realistic cynicism.
Anya stepped through the exit gate and gave him a quick hug. I was left alone, standing inside the gate, wondering why I was there. "Problem?" she asked.
Greg sighed. "Can't fool you," he said in mock protest. "One of the models came down with food poisoning." He looked very unhappy. "So Randy isn't going to be able to finish the job and we won't get paid."
Anya looked very troubled. "And you've already fronted the models ..."
Greg nodded. "About three thousand," he finished. He rolled his eyes. "I was hoping maybe you could..."
Anya shook her head; she knew what Greg was going to ask. "Nope," she said simply. "Once - maybe. But not again. Remember? You agreed."
Greg nodded slowly. "I know," he said. Then he looked up, right at me. His eyes were focused on me like laser beams, scanning me up and down. I felt a chill run down my spine. "But if your friend here ..."
Anya glanced at me, then she got a wicked grin. "You know, that just might work."
"What are you talking about?" I asked nervously. I sensed that the two of them were up to something, and I didn't like the feeling it gave me.
Anya nodded to Greg. "Meet you in the office," she directed. He started walking toward a low gray building, while Anya took my hand and pulled me the same direction. "Greg is an amateur photographer," she explained. "He and a fraternity brother bid on a job for a department store chain. They got the bid, but one of the models had to back out. What Greg fears is that if they don't have enough different models, they'll lose the contract, and the money they've already fronted to the models."
We paused a moment to step into the building, into the water park's office. Anya gestured toward a chair, and I sat. I felt my actions were odd; for some reason, my legs refused to splay out at a relaxed angle from my slumped body; instead, I sat upright, and my left leg crossed automatically over the right one. I shuddered when I realized that it was a very ladylike action.
Greg joined us. He sat down the way I would have, had I been a guy. "Okay, I'll get right to the point. We're doing a photo shoot for the ladies' clothing section of a spring sale catalog."
I felt my jaw dropping open. "Ladies' ... clothing?" I glanced at Anya and saw her nod. "You want me to model ... ladies' clothing?"
Greg glanced at me, puzzled, and then slowly, his eyes widened. "Oh," he mouthed softly, and in that one sound, he indicated that he knew everything.
Anya glanced at me, then back at Greg. "Why don't you wait outside so we can talk?" She scooted him out the office door, then came back beside me.
Before she could say anything, I laid into her. "What the hell do you think you're doing with me?" I demanded. "First, you change my body. And now you want me to pose in ladies' clothes for a catalog?"
Anya let me rant, all the while staring impassively at me. Finally, she laid her hand gently on my arm. "There are always alternatives," she said. I shut up, rebuked by the words of Spock. "Look, Fred," Anya said bluntly, "you were going to kill yourself for some insurance money. Now, with a little temporary change, you have an opportunity to make some money - and still be around for your wife and kids. That sounds like a pretty good opportunity if you ask me."
I frowned. The logic of what she was saying was perfect. Still .... "But as a girl? In girls' clothes and stuff?"
Anya grinned. "Look on the bright side." She watched my mouth drop open; how could there be a bright side to any of this. "No one except you, me, and Greg, will ever know it was you. No one." She sensed that my determination was softening. "There's a five hundred dollar modeling fee, and if any of pictures are used, a bonus of fifty per picture." She nodded as I grasped the potential. "That's more than you make in a week at your sales job. And it's just for one afternoon of photos."
I was torn. A ray of hope had entered my miserable life. And yet, that ray had a downside that was, frankly, weird. Sure, this looked good. But for the long term... "I don't know," I mumbled. "It'll help. But only for a few days."
Anya nodded to me. "Right now, you need to take things one day at a time." She sensed my hesitation, and she continued. "Which is easier? Thinking about modeling girl's clothes, or thinking about your kids' faces as they stare into their dad's casket? Oh, and one more thing you hadn't considered. When you left a suicide note, you invalidated your insurance." She watched as my jaw dropped open; I hadn't considered that. "Your policy has a suicide clause. Your family would have lost you, and gotten nothing out of it but grief and misery."
I flinched. Her comment was dirty pool, and she knew it. Slowly, I began to realize that I'd been so wrapped up in my own problems that I hadn't given serious consideration to how it would affect Elise and the kids. I looked back up at Anya, fighting tears. "Okay, when you put it that way, it doesn't seem so bad."
The ride with Greg to the studio was deathly silent. He knew that I'd been changed. He was polite enough not to say anything, and I sure as hell didn't want to talk about it. I just sat there in my skirt and polo shirt and sandals, letting the wind blow through my hair as I stared blankly ahead. Yes, even my clothing had changed, from a pair of Dockers, a T-shirt, and tennis shoes into a very female outfit. The white skirt was sexier than I would have liked; it ended about two and a half inches above my knee, exposing a _lot_ of my curvy legs. I wouldn't have minded the polo shirt so much except that it was a snug fit, with the result that it emphasized the curves of my breasts. The open toes of the sandals displayed my painted toenails. I shuddered again at the thought of just how feminine I looked. At least I wasn't wearing any of the makeup that was in my purse.
Oh, yeah. Purse. As in a woman's handbag. Another little gift of the change. Packed with makeup and other woman's things - including, to my horror, a couple of tampons. This nightmare just seemed to go on and on.
My first impression of Greg had been correct; he was a college student working for a few extra bucks. That made me feel nervous; what kind of photography studio was I going to? If it even was a studio? Maybe he and his partner were just working out of seedy warehouse space somewhere in the shadier side of town. The more I thought, the more nervous I got. I had all of thirty minutes experience being a woman, and here I was out on my own, unescorted, with a guy I barely knew, going to a job I had never contemplated at a location I didn't know.
It was to my profound relief that we turned into a large strip mall and parked opposite a bona fide photographer's studio. I even recognized the place; we'd had the kids portraits done here a couple of years ago. As we walked in, me still quite nervous, Greg called out, "Randy, we might be in business after all!"
I assumed it was Randy that came out of the back. He was dressed like Greg - casual college student - and he looked, if anything, a year or two younger than Greg. He stopped abruptly when he saw me. I could feel his eyes critically scanning up and down my body. "Hmm," he mumbled. "Maybe ...." He turned to me. "You have any experience in modeling?"
I shook my head. "No." The word was soft, tiny.
Randy rolled his eyes and sighed. He glared at Greg. "We need a model, not an amateur," he snapped.
Greg held up his hands defensively. "Anya said she'd do okay."
Anya's name had an electric effect on Randy. He froze, his mouth half-open in protest. Slowly, he turned back to me. This time, I felt naked under his scrutiny. He reached out and lifted my chin; instinctively, I pulled away. "Well," he finally muttered, "she's got potential." He turned, finally acknowledging me. "Go in back and get changed. The outfits are numbered on the hangers. Start with number one." He strode purposefully to the back of the shop.
Greg glanced at me and shrugged. "He always gets like this when he's shooting," he explained. "You should have seen him the day we shot over at the park." He led and I followed him to the back of the shop, and he pointed to the dressing room. "Go and get changed. We've got a lot of work to do."
I heard some female voices around the corner, and I guessed that other models were busy posing. Not knowing what else to do, I nodded and opened the door, determined to get this over with.
I came back out like a frightened rabbit. Greg saw me, and he got concerned. "What's wrong?" he asked quickly.
My eyes were wide as saucers. "There's a ... girl ... in there!" I stammered. "A naked girl."
Greg frowned. "What did you expect? Dancing bears?"
"But ...." I started to protest. This was getting weirder with each passing moment. "She's ... naked!"
Greg took my arm gently. "Look, I don't know if you realize it or not, but right now, you're a girl, too." He shrugged his shoulders, and I realized that not only did he know the secret of Bikini Beach, but he'd probably been changed a few times himself. "So there's really nothing strange about seeing another girl naked. I know it's weird the first time or two, but you get used to it."
The door opened, and the girl walked out. My jaw dropped further; she was wearing only underwear! Greg, on the other hand, didn't seem to notice. "I think Randy's ready for you, Renee," he said nonchalantly. She nodded and walked casually toward the other room, where, presumably, Randy and the cameras were.
"But ... she's in her underwear!" I protested anew.
Greg's eyes widened and his jaw dropped. "I thought ... Anya told you!"
Now I felt really scared. "Told me what?"
Greg gulped. "This is a lingerie shoot," he finally said, sounding a bit embarrassed. "We're shooting models in lingerie."
I sank against the wall, totally stunned. "Anya didn't tell me," I finally snapped, trying to stand tall and firm. "And neither did you!" I was just about to turn and walk out when I got a brief mental image of my wife and kids looking over a coffin. I know it was Anya's doing, and it sent a shiver up my spine. I sank back against the wall and swallowed hard; this was going to be totally embarrassing - no, make that humiliating - but I really didn't have any other choice. After taking a few deep breaths, I opened my eyes and glanced up at Greg. I could see sympathy in his eyes, as if he knew the depth of my plight. But he couldn't. Not unless he like Anya .... "Okay, I guess I'll do it," I mumbled. "It's not like I have a lot of other choices."
Greg went back to his job, which as near as I could tell, was gopher for Randy. I went into the dressing room and picked an empty chair. Slowly, feeling both nervous and embarrassed, I stripped naked, then I took the first outfit down. I blushed. I'd have given anything to see Elise in an outfit like this; it was a red lacy demi-bra with matching panties. I felt weird as I pulled the panties on; on the one hand, I was putting on ladies' underwear. On the other hand, the panties felt nice. Soft, smooth, silky. Almost erotic. I felt a chill run down my spine - again. Next, I picked up the bra. If I hadn't seen Elise put on a bra for the years of our marriage, I would have been confused. As it was, I slipped it on, using the same technique Elise used. And to my total surprise, I got it on as if I'd been doing it for years!
Just as I was adjusting one of the straps, the door opened and one of the other models came in. She smiled at me, and I blushed. I was a guy. Usually, anyway. But she didn't know; she thought I was just another girl. Without giving me a second thought, she stripped off her bra.
Her boobs were smaller than mine, and not as perky. I recoiled at the thought; here I was, in a dressing room with a disrobing girl, and all I could think of was that I had better boobs? Did this mean the magic had made me weird? I felt a surge of panic; was I going to be attracted to guys? How much had I been changed?
Greg called through the closed door, and I swallowed hard. Do or die time. Time to parade out for the photos. I felt my hands shaking as I opened the door. I tried to smile confidently; it was difficult. In only underwear, the breeze from the air conditioner was chilly. I glanced down, and in horror, I saw my nipples standing erect, as if to poke through the suddenly inadequate bra. I shook like a leaf as I followed Greg to the other room.
Randy glanced at me, then I saw him shake his head at Greg. I'd forgotten to put on any makeup and comb my hair. Sighing, Greg sat me down at a small vanity strategically located for last-minute touchups for the models. "This will only take a second," he said soothingly. I know he could see me shaking.
"You've done this before," I said with certainty as he expertly applied a touch of blush and some light eye shadow.
Greg smiled. "Once or twice." He picked up a tube of lipstick pursed his lips. "Like that." When I mimicked him, he applied the color quickly. "Actually, it's more like dozens of times."
I felt myself frowning. "So are you ... like Anya ...?"
Greg laughed softly. "No, she's the one with the magic. I'm just a normal, everyday guy." He leaned back, then he picked up a brush. A few quick tugs and my hair met his satisfaction. "Okay, that should do it. Now just relax."
Randy manipulated my pose quite professionally; even though he made it clear that his only interest was in getting good pictures, I felt helpless and vulnerable, standing as I was in only underwear and in a shapely feminine body. His every touch was a cause for alarm; my skin seemed so much more alive, more sensitive, more _sensual_. Though it was a sensory experience, I felt that this body was betraying me simply because I was noticing these things. My mind was racing as I struggled with the internal conflict and mixed signals. Was I enjoying being a woman? Could it be that I liked the pleasant tingling of arousal as the satiny fabric of the very feminine bra caressed my sensitive and erect nipples? Or was I hyper-sensitive because I was so out of place, that the sensations were making me feel paranoid?
After a few shots, Greg peeked over Randy's shoulder. He whistled appreciatively as he looked at me posing. I felt a shudder of embarrassment, a pang of self-consciousness at my situation. "She's a natural," Randy said softly to Greg, but not so softly that I didn't hear it. My already-crimson complexion turned even redder.
I think my mind kind of shut down for self-protection. I don't really remember a lot about the rest of the photo session. The best I can remember, it was an endless stream of makeup and lingerie; changing from one set to another, pose after pose. Some pictures were solo, some were with the other girls. I wore lingerie that I never knew existed. Bras, panties. Demi bras. Teddies. One-piece shapers. Corsets. Bra, panty, and garter combinations. And the endless barrage of flashes.
It was almost eight when we finished and I got back in my regular clothes. Greg gave me a ride back to the park, to my car. Slowly, the fog was lifting from my brain; as I climbed from Greg's car, I wondered if it had really happened - had I just spent the better part of the day as a lingerie model? It seemed so unreal, like a dream. Still dazed, I started across the parking lot toward my car.
"Felicity!" I heard the call from behind me, but it had no meaning to me. "Felicity!" Again the call.
It was annoying. I turned, just to see who was calling to whom.
To my surprise, it was Anya calling - to me! She was walking briskly out of the park, and she was trying to get my attention!
"Well, how did it go?" she asked as she neared me.
I know I still looked a bit dazed. "Okay ... I think."
Greg had caught up to me as well. I'd been in too much a stupor to realize it. "Yeah, the first time can be kind of disorienting."
Anya smiled. "I understand you did quite well." She gave Greg a quick wink. I know I had a confused expression. "Greg called while you were dressing," Anya explained. "Randy thinks you're a natural."
I didn't know whether to blush or scream. "Uh, thanks. I guess."
Greg held out an envelope. "You almost got away without this," he explained. I opened the envelope and pulled out the check. I glanced up, then back down. "We assumed you're freelance, which means you have to take care of the reporting and deductions," he continued.
I glanced back up. "I can't cash this!" I finally stammered. I held the check out to Anya.
Anya glanced at it, then she dropped her head, shaking it in disbelief. She finally held up the check to Greg. "You made it out to Felicity Lewis," she scolded.
Greg started to say something, then he realized what he'd done. He nodded sheepishly. "Sorry," he mumbled. He trotted back to his car, returning in a few seconds with a new check. He gave it to me, and I saw it was to F. Lewis. "That should work, shouldn't it?"
Despite my confusion, and anger at being truly identified as Felicity, I smiled. "Yeah." Then a sudden thought intruded on my moment of peace. I turned to Anya, feeling panic-stricken. "Oh, my God!" I nearly screamed. "The note! Emily ..."
It took a second, but Anya realized what I was talking about. "Oh, damn!" she swore.
I turned. "I've got to get home."
Anya grabbed my arm. "You can't," she said firmly, and as I struggled to get free of her firm grasp, I realized why. I wasn't Fred.
I felt the panic surge through my veins. Elise normally waited until after she and the kids had dinner to check her e-mail, but it was well past that point. "She's got to have read her e-mail by now! She's probably called the police already!" I felt tears starting to leak from my eyes, tears of helplessness and shame for what I'd done. "What are we going to do?"
Anya sighed heavily. I guessed that she felt guilty for not having seen the entire thing through. Her eyes closed for a few seconds, and she seemed lost in concentration. Finally, after what seemed hours, she opened her eyes. She grasped my arm, quite firmly. "Hang on."
The world exploded in a shower of light, and I flinched involuntarily. I felt as if I were swirling through a gigantic whirlpool, torn between a tug on my arm and the forces around me. I dared not open my eyes; the experience was frightening enough without some Twilight Zone effects as well. I felt another force and heard a soft pop, and there was suddenly firmness under my feet. I pried my eyes open slowly.
Anya stood beside me in the den of my house. Elise was sitting frozen at her computer, staring open-mouthed at the monitor. Her face was ashen, and her cheeks were tear-stained. Who knows how long she'd been staring, reading and rereading my suicide note, shocked so deep that she was frozen in disbelief.
When she heard us, she turned, her mouth dropping even further open as she saw us appear. "Who ...?" she finally started to stammer. It was easy to read the confusion in her voice. "Who are you? How ...?" She looked faint; I guess I could understand that - if two strangers had magically appeared behind me, I would have freaked out, too.
Anya placed her hand gently on Elise's shoulder. "It's okay, Elise," she said soothingly. "It's okay."
Elise didn't look soothed. "Who are you? What...what are you doing here?" She glanced at me, and I felt myself redden. "How ... did you get here?"
Anya smiled her warmest smile. "Magic, Elise." She glanced over Elise's shoulder, and her face darkened.
I felt the same chill. I could read the computer screen, the damning words I'd penned only hours ago, the words that told her that she was now a widow. Guilt at what I'd been trying to do smashed at my senses, leaving me reeling.
Anya was good, that much was certain. "Elise, we came here to tell you - and show you - that Fred didn't take his life," she said calmly. "I ... managed to convince him not to."
"Who are you?" Her voice was rising; I could tell that Elise was moving from being stunned by our appearance to wariness and alarm.
Anya glanced at me. I felt fear; how could I tell Elise that I was her husband? "Friends," she said.
**********
"Magic," Elise mouthed again, staring all the while at me. I blushed yet again. And yet, I knew that she was almost convinced. I knew everything - how we met, where I proposed, even the little hourglass shaped birthmark on the inside of her left thigh. But still she harbored doubts. Elise was very intelligent, and, this time, that was working against Anya and me. Despite the evidence piled before her - our appearance, a little demonstration by Anya, and the fact that I knew things only Fred would know - she was having trouble accepting the existence of magic.
"Magic," I answered softly. Even as I uttered the word, Elise's grandfather clock began to chime softly. Twelve chimes. Midnight. I glanced at Anya, who nodded to me. It was time for the ultimate proof.
I felt my body starting to shift. Unlike the change in the shower, I was acutely aware of the changes. I could feel my bones changing, the muscles stretching and growing around them, the tingling in my scalp as the long strawberry blonde hair retracted, leaving me with my dark brown masculine haircut. I glanced to see the fingernails drawing back in even as the enamel faded. All the while my body was changing, my clothing was changing as well, the fabric flowing like liquid as it reformed itself into the clothes in which I'd started the day. In seconds, it was over. Fred was sitting on the couch next to his wife.
"Convinced now?" Anya asked slyly.
"Oh, my God!" Elise cried over and over as she stared. Then, with tears falling from her eyes, she threw herself around me, holding me more tightly than ever, her body shaking as she cried on my shoulder. I heard a slight pop, and I knew Anya was gone again. Elise still clung to me, bawling her eyes out.
When she let go, my eyes were stinging. I felt ashamed of what I'd nearly done to Elise. "I'm sorry," I mumbled.
Elise took my cheeks between her palms. "Fred Lewis," she said, her voice quavering between scolding and fear, "don't you ever, ever do that to me again!" Her tears began to flow anew. "I promised to stick by you for better or worse. We'll get through this. Together." She stared deeply into my eyes. "Together. Okay?"
I was slowly realizing just how badly I'd scared her with the note. It shook me. "Okay."
Elise wasn't about to let me off that easily. "Promise me you'll never do anything like that again." I muttered an okay, but she wasn't satisfied. "Promise!" she demanded.
My eyelids dropped to mask the fluid welling from my tear ducts. "I promise," I answered.
She hugged me again, and then she pulled back. She stared at my chest. For a second, I felt panicked - had something gone wrong with the magic? Was I still part girl? But Elise pulled an envelope from my pocket. "What's this?" she asked.
I reddened and looked down. "After I changed, Anya's boyfriend came by the park. He was going to tell Anya that they'd lost a deal on photographing ads for a catalog because a model was sick. When he saw me," I was really blushing now, "he asked if I'd take her place."
Elise's eyes widened. "You spent the afternoon ... modeling?"
I nodded. "That's my paycheck."
"But ... you were a girl!" Elise protested. Then slowly she added up the facts. "So you were modeling girl's clothes?"
I looked away even as I flushed a brighter shade of crimson. "Lingerie," I mumbled, embarrassed like I'd never been in my life.
**************
The money helped stave off a couple of creditors, but within a week, we were back to square one. I didn't know what to do, but I knew I couldn't go through with my last plan. Somehow, Anya had said, things would work out.
It was Sunday afternoon. We were sitting on the patio, enjoying one of the rare days when neither of us were working, when I got the call. Anya wanted to see me at the office. And Elise, too.
When we got there, Anya and Greg were waiting. I glanced nervously at Greg; how could I face him, knowing that the last time I'd seen him I was a woman?
"Sit down, please," Anya invited. "Coke? Sprite?" I took a Coke; Elise had just water. After she'd served the drinks, Anya sat down. "You're probably wondering why I've summoned you here?" she asked.
Greg snickered, and she elbowed him. "Well, it's funny! You make it sound like a mystery novel or something!"
Anya rolled her eyes. "Greg, show them the proofs."
Greg opened a notebook and started flipping through a lot of photographs. Elise looked at one or two, then she stared at me. Hard. I blushed and turned away. I was humiliated beyond belief by having done the pictures in the first place; now Greg and Anya were displaying them - to my wife! I sat and stared into a remote corner of the office while the three of them flipped through the pages. Finally, I couldn't hear any more turning pages. I turned my head back, only to see Elise staring at me. Her eyes were wide and soft, and she had an almost awe-struck expression. "What?" I asked sharply.
Elise shook her head the tiniest bit. "You ... you're good," she said admiringly. I felt my jaw drop, then I snapped it shut angrily. "No, really!" she said. "These are really good."
I glanced at Anya, and she nodded. So did Greg. "The CEO thinks so, too," Greg said. "The phrase he used was 'wholesome beauty'. He liked it. As a matter of fact, he asked - no, he demanded - that we get you in some of the pictures for the spring lineup and the swimsuit line."
My jaw dropped open again. This sounded crazy, impossible. I was being offered a job ... but modeling women's clothes!
Greg read my confused thoughts. "The job pays five thousand," he added.
I glanced at Elise, and saw her mixed emotions. On the one hand, it was a job, and the money would go a long way. And she was proud of me for the job I'd already done. On the other hand, it meant I had to turn into a girl again.
"No," I answered softly but firmly. "I ... can't. Not again."
Elise took my arm. "But it's a job, honey," she pleaded. Her voice betrayed her inner conflict.
Elise's pleading and the logic of a job were weakening my resolve. It _was_ a good opportunity. A thought occurred to me. "Where, and how long?"
Greg looked down, and I instinctively knew it was bad news. "Next week. All week." He sounded sheepish, as if he knew I wasn't going to like the rest of the news. "And it's in Atlanta, at the company headquarters."
I let my eyes close as I exhaled slowly. I found my head shaking. "No," I mumbled. "Not for a week."
"Fred." Elise waited until I looked at her. "We need the money."
I closed my eyes again and nodded. "I know. But ...."
"But nothing. We need the money. And it's a job."
I knew Elise was right. I knew I was trapped and had to take the job. Desperation does that to a man. I glanced at Anya. "So how will this work?"
Anya bit her lower lip. More bad news. "You'll have to have a pass for as long as your trip."
"I'll stay a girl the whole time?"
Anya nodded. I let my head fall into my hand, the heavy weight of my thoughts propped up by my elbow and the arm of the chair. I felt the weight of the world on me - Elise was right; we really needed the money. But a girl? For a week? I hadn't enjoyed the time I'd been changed before, and this was going to be much worse. But we _did_ need the money .... Finally, I lifted my head. All three were staring at me. "Okay," I finally gave in.
**********
The flight was awful; the guy next to me tried to hit on me the entire trip. I ignored him, and he tried. I was rude, and he tried again. He was getting a bit tipsy, and he tried even harder. I felt very self-conscious - how do women handle boors like that guy? Fortunately, we landed, and I escaped his unwelcome advances.
I felt the cabbie leering at me through his rear-view mirror. The porters were helpful - too helpful. More lustful gazes. With a great sigh of relief, I shut the door behind me, safe within my room. At least for a while.
I'd never been intimidated by big cities before. There was always something to see and do. But now? I huddled the rest of the day in my room, afraid to show my face. I wondered how women faced these things on a day-to-day basis. Then I realized that they'd grown up with it, and they had learned how to deal with these kinds of situations - or to ignore them. But me? I was a guy in a girl's body, and I realized, to my surprise and horror, that I knew nothing about how girls act and react to the world around them. I was a babe in the woods, so to speak, the ultimately naíve little girl in the jungle of the big city.
About eight, my hunger was past ignoring. I feared going out to the hotel restaurant, but after scrimping for so long, room service seemed a horrible extravagance. I went carefully down to the restaurant, paranoid and watching around me. I felt like I was being examined, lusted after, by every guy in the place, and that even after I made sure to wear the least revealing, least flattering dress Elise had packed for me.
Dear Elise. She'd known what I'd be up against. And bless her heart, she'd prepared. There wasn't an outfit in my suitcase that wasn't concealing or plain. Granted, I had a bigger bust than she did, which made some of her outfits tend to display my, uh, curves a little more than I would have liked. Still, she did a good job. I escaped the restaurant and returned to my room unmolested. But it was still very unnerving!
I woke early and showered, then spent a considerable amount of time drying my hair. I'd tried to control the process instead of letting the instincts take over, and as a result of over-aggressive toweling on my head, I'd gotten my hair totally tangled and snarled. I wanted to scream or cry from frustration by the time I got the tangles out. By the time I got dressed and got some makeup on, I realized that it was too late to get breakfast at the restaurant. Now, not only was I alone, female, and frustrated, but I was also late and hungry!
Fortunately, I'd done a little recon the night before, and I knew the hotel had a coffee shop. But when it got there, it had a line of waiting customers - probably like me, they'd run behind and were trying to grab a bite. I sighed and glanced at my watch - I was really going to be late if I didn't high-tail it now. My stomach answered this thought by rumbling. To make matters worse, a young businessman noticed me glancing anxiously at my watch. He gallantly said I could go ahead of him if I was in a hurry.
I smiled as I said thanks, not sure if my features were going to appear as just plain thankful, or send some kind of sensuous signal to the guy. Inwardly, I hated myself for having gotten into this mess. If only. If only a million other things had gone differently .... I sighed to myself as I paid for my bagel and coffee. I was stuck with this as a job - at least temporarily - and that meant I was stuck spending some time as a woman.
I'm sure the cabbie was leering at me as he drove me to the studio. I didn't have time to notice; I was busy eating my bagel and cream cheese and drinking my coffee.
The coffee did it. Some caffeine in my system helped calm my jangled nerves. At the same time, it felt ... different. Almost exhilarating! I felt very energized, like I could walk through the photo shoot in minutes. I walked into the studio with a definite spring in my step.
As I entered, I glanced around and saw the old grandfatherly gentleman sitting patiently in a chair. The receptionist took my name and even as she started to check her list, the man stood and strode to my side.
"Miss Lewis?" he asked in his warm friendly voice.
I turned from the receptionist. "Yes," I answered cautiously. I didn't know this old man, and I was uneasy to the point of being paranoid.
He smiled warmly. "I'm Mr. Randall, the CEO of ...." He didn't finish; I'm sure he thought I was going to faint or something.
My eyes bulged when I realized that I was talking to a multi-billionaire. _The_ Mr. Randall - Warren P. Randall the Third, the man whose name was synonymous with lingerie and fine women's clothing, had been waiting for me.
"I'm ... Felicity. Felicity Lewis," I stammered. I didn't really know how to greet a CEO.
"Yes," he smiled warmly, "I know." He took my arm gently and led me toward the back of the studio. "Some of my staff are here, and I'd like you to meet them before you get started."
I didn't know Warren P. Randall from his face, but his name .... Two companies ago, I'd worked on an intranet project for his corporation. The corporation, while not the largest lingerie maker in the country, was the largest privately held company which specialized in that line, and other women's garments and accessories. The Randall family had started and successfully built the company from a small corset shop in New Brunswick, New Jersey, into the huge corporation it now is. One thing I'd definitely noticed on the earlier job - unlike some competitors, they didn't go for unrealistically proportioned models in sexy poses. The company had a wholesome image that seemed somehow out of place.
In retrospect, I should have felt nervous about being led around by a rich old man. At the time, however, I had no experience, and being in awe of a billionaire who took time to meet a lingerie model, thoughts of trouble just didn't occur to me.
'Some of his staff' was an understatement. There was Emma, the vice president of research and development, Arthur from marketing, his sister Bea from advertising, and several assistants and deputy assistants. If a bomb had exploded at that moment, I think the company would have lost its top three tiers of management.
"Now, Bea, don't you agree that she's perfect?" Mr. Randall gushed proudly after introducing us.
Bea, I guessed, was about fifty-five. Shorter than me, she was stocky. Not fat, but solidly built. She wore her graying hair in a tight bun, and her face was worn with experience. Her lips were pursed tightly all the time, and with her old-fashioned glasses, she looked a bit like a librarian. I felt like I was being examined under a microscope as she gazed up and down my body. "Yes," she finally said, and her voice had a soft quality that belied her somewhat harsh appearance, "I think she'll do nicely." She pulled the glasses from her nose, dangling them on a chain around her neck. "Assuming," she continued in a stern tone that matched the piercing glare she was giving me, "that you meet the standards of our little company."
I withered under her gaze. "Uh, I'm not sure I follow," I said cautiously.
She frowned as she continued to stare at me. I honestly didn't know what she was talking about, and she didn't seem willing to give me any hints.
Mr. Randall came to my rescue. "What my sister is saying," he said in a fatherly tone, "is that we work very hard to protect the image of our company." His gentle face took on a slightly more stern appearance. "We did a little background check on you," he continued.
My eyes widened, and I felt panic rising in my throat. If they'd done some background checks, then ....
"And, much to our delight, we found nothing that could prove ... embarrassing ... to the company."
Bea's face softened - a little bit. "We don't like to discover that our models have seedy backgrounds," she said. "Alcohol abuse, exotic dancing," she said the words as if they were distasteful, and I knew that, to her, they were, "you know, that sort of thing."
"Oh." I felt a ton of weight lift from my shoulders. "Uh, no, I've never done any of that."
"And we like it even less when our models move on into those sorts of ... disreputable professions." She half-smiled, and instead of feeling relief, I suddenly felt nervous. "Warren, I'll handle it from here. Why don't you go back to your office and try to be useful?" There was an air of familiarity about her comment, as if it were an inside joke. But it was also clearly a command; she was in charge from here on out, even if Mr. Randall was the CEO.
We went back into the dressing room of the studio. Bea shooed out a pair of ladies, company employees I surmised, and she sat me down on a sofa. "Do you sleep around?" she asked bluntly.
I know the shock showed on my face. "I beg your pardon?"
"Do you sleep around?" she repeated.
I shook my head. "No," I managed to croak. "But you had to have seen the report," I managed to add. I felt terribly uncomfortable with Bea's questions.
"Are you a virgin?"
"Uh, yes," I whispered while I dropped my head, blushing. Just after I'd changed for the trip, Anya had mysteriously hinted that my body - my female body - was still virginal; at the time, it seemed odd. Now I understood why.
Bea watched me squirm, then she laughed. "You know, it's always interesting to see how a girl reacts to that question. And I know it's terribly personal, too." She smiled. "But you see, we have to make sure our models fit the image of the company." She sat back. "I knew from the first glance that Warren's judgement was right." She read my puzzled expression. "Your outfit. Very conservative. Very lady-like." She nodded approvingly. "You'd be surprised how many models show up looking like ladies of the evening, and then expect to model our lines of clothing."
I nodded dumbly. I guessed that I'd passed her inspection.
"Stand up."
Without hesitation or question, I stood.
"Take off your clothes, please." I stared at her, my mouth slowly dropping open, not sure I understood the order. She looked directly at me. "Take off your clothes." Slowly, uneasily, I obeyed, slipping off my skirt first and then unbuttoning my blouse. I stepped out of my shoes and skirt as my blouse slid off my arms, leaving me standing in my panty hose, panties, and bra.
From her pocket, Bea produced a tape measure. Quickly, expertly, she took my measurements, jotting them down as she did so. I heard her humming and muttering to herself as she worked. But I didn't have the courage to question her.
"Okay, now the bra."
I slipped off my bra, relying on the programmed instincts since my own brain was numbed by what was happening. She stepped back, examining me carefully, then she turned me to the side. Arms up, arms out, arms down. Side, front, bent forward. All kinds of poses. Finally, she let me straighten up. Bea smiled at me. " I started the business in a fitting room. I could tell, without the tape, that you're a 34C." She beamed. "And of course, I was right!" She sat back down, indicating that I should put my bra back on. "You know, you really should get a professional fitting. That bra just doesn't do your figure any justice!"
I clasped the bra behind my back. "So I take it you approve?" I asked meekly.
Bea laughed heartily. "Honey," she roared, "I've seen a lot of models in my day. And you're one of the best I've ever seen!" She was beaming. "Warren was right. You have a natural modesty and innocence about you that you can't hide. It's the perfect image for our line." She grinned. "If I do say so, you've got about the most perfect breasts. And, honey, I've seen a lot of them in my day!"
I felt a shudder of relief course through me; I was terrified that I wasn't going to get the job, that Bea might disapprove, or that there was something in this mysterious background check, or another dozen unspoken fears. Or worse, that she might discover that I wasn't really Felicity; that I was Fred, a guy who had been magically changed into Felicity.
"Go ahead and get dressed," Bea suggested as she sat down. "My staff has some work to do with the photographer before you'll get started, so we might as well relax."
Slowly, very conscientiously, I began to pull on my clothes. Bea suddenly rose and strode out the door, leaving me shaking. Why had she left? Did I give something away? She returned, though, before I got my blouse buttoned, carrying a tray with a silver tea set, which she set on the vanity. "I thought you could use a cup of tea," she volunteered when she saw my expression. While I finished buttoning, she poured two cups.
I gratefully took a cup from her. My nerves were jangled. Doing a photo shoot for a small-time advertising circular was one thing; performing in front of the heads of a major corporation was another. One slip-up and I was done. Then I started; where had that thought come from? I was Fred, an unemployed computer engineer, not Felicity, an inexperienced newcomer to the modeling scene.
"You seem a little nervous," Bea said, making small talk.
"Oh, I've done ..." I dropped my eyes. I'd wanted to boast that I was experienced. But I couldn't. Something about Bea wouldn't let me. Like Aunt Bee of Mayberry, I felt like I was obligated to honesty. "I only did the one shoot a couple of weeks ago," I admitted sheepishly. "Yeah, I guess I am nervous."
Bea laughed. "You'll do fine," she assured me. "You know," her voice went soft, almost conspiratorial, "sometimes, models are at their best when they're nervous. It tends to bring out a wholesome innocence. We like that."
I tried to smile. "I hope so. I hope I don't disappoint you." I took another sip of tea. "Mmm," I said, surprised. "This is good."
"It's herbal tea," she explained. "With a touch of honey. Much better for you than all that caffeine."
I nearly choked on the sip in my mouth. I suddenly understood my jitters. I'd had two cups of coffee since rising, my normal pace. But I was in a much smaller body, and undoubtedly, my tolerance for caffeine wasn't as high. Thus the jumpiness. "Um," I began to explain my surprise, "I think I had a bit too much coffee this morning. More than I should have, anyway. Maybe that's why I feel so nervous."
"Maybe," Bea laughed. "And maybe some of it is being a small-town girl in the big city. You know, any decent girl would feel a bit out of place on her first trip here."
**********
The first day went well, if you could call a demanding photographer and Bea's perfectionism and a grueling day going well. I was exhausted when we wrapped up the day's shoot at six. One of the photographer's assistants, who had been especially nice to me, asked if I wanted to join him for dinner; Bea seemed rather pleased when I turned him down. I was too tired, and far too uneasy. I just went back to the hotel, called room service for a light meal, and then soaked in the tub. If anyone ever says that modeling is easy work, I defy them to do a full day of changing, redoing makeup, and having to hold unnatural poses for agonizingly long times. Even with Bea Randall and her assistants helping, I was exhausted by the end of each day.
The second and third days were more of the same. We were doing all kinds of lingerie, and to my gratitude, most of the shots were my torso only, which meant my face wasn't showing. Even though it was really kind of a 'borrowed' face thanks to Anya's magic, it still didn't seem right to be showing it in pictures where the rest of my body was clad only in underwear.
But that doesn't mean I wasn't nervous. Even after three days, I still was terrified. What if I gave away my little secret? Was I doing things the way a true woman would? Was I being _too_ nervous? Having my nerves jangled for days on end took its toll on me, both physically and emotionally. If it hadn't been for Bea, I don't think I could have gotten through the ordeal. She was like an aunt during the entire shoot. It helped a lot.
We wrapped up shooting early on Friday morning, so the company invited me and the photographer's staff to headquarters. Bea had set up a little party, as much to thank us as to celebrate getting a first-class photo shoot done, and ahead of schedule to boot. I wasn't scheduled to leave until early Saturday afternoon. Anya and I hadn't wanted to take any chances, and if we'd been running late, it would have been less risky to have the pass go through Saturday.
I wanted desperately to get home, there weren't any openings on earlier flights. Besides, even if I did get home, I was stuck as a girl until Saturday evening, and I couldn't very well hang around the house all day. The kids didn't know my little secret, and they would wonder, and probably talk about mom's friend.
So I went to the party.
It started quite nicely. The wholesome image the company projected to the public was maintained inside the corporate walls as well. The management of the advertising department had meat and cheese plates, rolls, vegetables, and such catered. Punch was provided, but it was strictly non-alcoholic. Everyone was very polite, almost formally so. The photographers and I were treated almost like royalty.
Maybe I'd gotten too comfortable. Maybe Bea had helped lull me into a false sense of security. Maybe I just pushed my luck. In any event, what happened next was purely my own fault.
As it got later in the afternoon, I decided to go back to the hotel. When I indicated that I was leaving, Ray, one of the assistant photographers - the same one who had been so nice the other day - volunteered to give me a ride. I considered it for a moment, then I decided I didn't really want to trouble Bea and her staff to call me a cab.
Ray was nice - to a point. When I got back to the hotel, he asked if he could buy me dinner.
Any woman worth her salt would have known what he was up to. I, being new to the game, didn't. We had dinner in the hotel restaurant, and Ray ordered a bottle of wine. Now, I know that all the warning signs were there. At the time, however, I really wasn't paying attention. As I said, I think I got lulled.
The next thing I knew, we were up in my room, and Ray was groping at the buttons on my blouse. I was very drunk, and though I was trying to fight him off, I wasn't being very successful. Besides, with the alcohol in my system, I was starting to get a little bit curious about the warm feeling inside.
I tried to stop him. I really wanted him to leave me alone. But I was a tiny weak woman, and drunk at that, and I couldn't make him.
I awoke Saturday morning feeling the hangover from the wine, and almost immediately, I knew that my nightmare wasn't just a nightmare; it was all too real. I could feel it - inside me, I could tell. I hurt, and there was a small bloodstain on the sheet. I tasted the bile rising in my throat as I realized what I'd done; I ran to the bathroom fearing that I was going to throw up.
My emotions, so tangled by the week's events and the faint memory of last night, were a jumble of mixed feelings. Anger at what had happened. Guilt that I'd let it. Sadness that I'd lost something. Hatred of Ray for taking advantage of me. Hatred of myself for letting myself get into the position where I'd been changed. Frustration that I hadn't heeded all the warnings. And many, many more. Into this jumble, logical, rational Fred stepped to assert control.
First things first - I had to get cleaned up and get ready to fly home. I was an emotionless robot through my now-familiar morning ritual of showering and getting ready. Next was the packing. It should have been simple, but everything I picked up to pack reminded me that I was a woman, and as a woman, I'd been taken advantage of. I cried my way through the morning.
Breakfast was a self-imposed ordeal; I felt like every eye was on me, knowing my secret and my shame, and was judging me for my stupidity and recklessness. Tears streamed down my cheeks as the elevator doors closed and I began the ascent to my room.
The worst was yet to come. Bea was waiting in my room. She'd come by to give me my paycheck and to ask if I'd be interested in modeling more of their clothing lines, most specifically, the new swimsuits. She knew, just from looking at me, that something was really bothering me.
I ended up spilling my guts about what I'd done the night before. As I talked, crying the whole time, she watched me, non-critically, and when I finished explaining what had happened, she held me and let me cry on her shoulder.
I was deathly afraid that she'd be disappointed in me and I'd lose my job. But it turned out that she knew exactly what I'd been through; Bea confessed that long ago, she'd been treated the same as I had. The important thing, she told me, was what I decided to do from here. She'd seen many girls go through it; they seemed to either learn and never repeat their mistakes, or they decided their morals weren't realistic and became 'fast' women.
It was easy to reassure Bea that I didn't ever want to do that again. I was upset that it had happened once, and the thought of sex with a man made my stomach churn. It _wasn't_ going to happen again. Because I wasn't ever going to change and model again. It was that simple - I was never again going to be in the vulnerable position I'd been in.
Bea seemed to sense how determined and honest I was about the 'mistake', as she called it. She gave me a hug and assured me that it was our little secret, and that if I wanted to model for the company some more, she'd be pleased to have me. I got the feeling that Bea found me to be a kindred spirit of sorts.
I was more than rude on the flight home; I was downright bitchy. The guy beside me asked to be moved. When Elise picked me up at the airport, she knew something was wrong. I sat in silence on the trip home, her many questions about the week going unanswered. We both carried in my bags, and when Elise carried one to our room, I simply dropped the other bag and retreated to the family room.
I didn't hear Elise glide into the room; only when she sat beside me did I stir. And that was to turn even further away from her. My cheeks were very tear-stained. Damn this body and its hormones! I couldn't stop crying for anything.
"What happened?" Elise asked simply.
I shook my head. "Nothing," I mumbled between sobs.
Elise put her arm around me. "Did you ... you know?"
I collapsed against her, my entire body convulsing. "I tried ... I didn't want to ...." My words were barely coherent through my sobbing.
Elise just held me close. It was up to me to talk.
"It ... seemed ... so ... innocent," I finally sniffled. "I ... was ... so ... stupid!" I bawled some more.
"I'm sure you tried to stop him," Elise said soothingly. "But you're new at this, and you don't know how a girl is supposed to handle these kinds of situations."
"But...I was just a cheap slut!" I bawled. "I let myself ... get into the situation!" My face was buried in my hands. "It's all my fault," I cried over and over.
Elise stroked my hair gently. "The innocent girl goes to the big city," she cooed. "You were just too pure and innocent and trusting, and some slick guy took advantage of your innocence."
"But ... I was a virgin ... until it happened!" I sobbed. "I didn't want it to happen! I didn't want to have sex with a man! Not ever!"
"I'll help you learn. Next time, you'll be prepared. You won't fall for any of the tricks."
"There won't be a next time!" I sobbed. "I'm never going to change again!"
Her hands paused momentarily; she hadn't considered that my reaction would be so extreme. And yet, she could easily understand. I'd been hurt, been made to feel cheap, and I didn't want to put myself in that position again. She kept stroking my hair lovingly as I cried in her arms, until I fell asleep. Somehow, she got me to bed.
**********
"You've got a call." Elise called out to the patio, where I was grilling burgers. The kids were lounging around; it was a rare event for the family to be together and not fighting.
"Who is it?" I asked, irritated. I didn't want to burn the burgers.
"It's Anya," she called back.
"Shit!" I muttered under my breath. I checked the grill, then stalked inside. "The burgers should be done in a minute or so. Don't let them burn." Elise shrugged and went outside to tend the cooking. I picked up the phone. "Hello?"
"Hi, Fred." There was no mistaking Anya's voice. She sounded rather cheerful. I hadn't told her about the unpleasantness on the last trip.
"What's up?" I asked cautiously. Somehow, I knew that if Anya was calling, it was because there was another gig.
She confirmed it. "You know the Ice House, the brewery? Well, they want to do a commercial, and they're looking for young ladies to ...."
"Not interested," I interrupted her.
Anya was taken aback; it took several seconds for her to recover. "But ... it's even better pay than the photo ads," she rebutted. "It'll be easy. Local shoot, one day."
"I'm not interested," I snapped. Then I hung up the phone. In a few minutes, it rang again, but I ignored it until the answering machine picked up the call.
I stomped back outside, my pleasant mood suddenly fouled. I took over at the grill just as Elise was starting to pull off the burgers. She eyed me, wondering what was up, as she moved aside. "What's up?" she asked tentatively.
I shook my head. "Nothing." I didn't even look at her to answer; she didn't need to see the distress in my eyes.
We finished eating, but without much conversation. I was very troubled by Anya's call. We still needed the money, and the job would have been helpful. It had been four weeks since the big shoot and the incident, and in that time, I'd turned down Anya and Greg twice. Each time, it got harder. Money was tight, and my job cut back on my overtime. Things were looking a little bit better, but my job prospects were still grim. In short, I needed the job. But my ego had been seriously wounded, and I just couldn't take any more changes.
Elise waited until we were cleaning up the dishes, working together in the kitchen like we usually did. "What did Anya want?"
I took the plate and started to dry it. "Nothing."
"She said it was a good opportunity. A couple of thousand for one day shooting a commercial."
I was surprised to find out that Anya had been talking to Elise. It
felt like she was going behind my back. I didn't look at her; I could
feel her pleading eyes drilling into my soul. "I ... can't."
She sighed; the sound added tons to my already heavy burden. "Fred," she said softly, "we need the money."
I knew she was right. There was absolutely no denying that funds were getting tight again. I tried not to look at her or even give an outward sign that I'd heard.
"The brakes on my car are squealing." Elise waited to see if I'd heard. "I had Dennis in the shop take a quick peek." She watched my shoulders stiffen. "Oh, don't worry. He didn't charge us for it. Anyway, the front brakes are in pretty bad shape. Dennis said it's dangerous to drive, especially when they get wet."
I set down the plate automatically, since my eyes were closed. My head shook slowly from side to side. I knew Elise was right. But whenever I thought about changing, I couldn't get the image out of my mind, the recurrent nightmare. I was stuck in that body, the young, sexy woman's body, and I was getting addicted to sex, sex with any man who had a penis. Every time I had the nightmare, I woke covered with sweat, and I had to check my body to ensure it wasn't real. I never told Elise, but somehow, I suspect that she knew.
"I talked to Anya today. She says you've turned down a number of jobs." She stopped washing, turning toward me. "Why?"
I clutched the counter-top so Elise wouldn't see my hands shaking. "I just can't," I answered, trying to hide the pain from Elise.
She rested her hand on my shoulder. "I know," she said softly. "We'll just figure out something else."
I shook my head, my eyes screwed tightly shut. "There isn't anything else," I finally said, my words so soft that she barely heard them.
"Are you sure?" She sounded worried, bless her heart.
I nodded slowly, trying to force the nightmare from my mind. "Yeah," I said, sounding completely unsure. "I guess I have to do it."
**********
"You checked with Bea Randall?" I asked Anya, incredulous. We stood beside the gift shop, surrounded by throngs of Bikini Beach patrons coming early to enjoy the park.
Anya nodded slowly. "I hope you don't think I was out of line. It's just that, well, that was a good contract, and I'd hate to see you do something that closed out future prospects."
I stood, dumbfounded by her thoughtfulness. It was almost like she was my agent and was protecting my future. "I guess you're right," I said, shaking my head slowly as my long tresses bobbed around my face. I swatted at the longer hair, annoyed as usual by the changes. I was out of place, since I was wearing my street clothes. It made me feel a bit less conspicuous than the small bikini of the first change, and when I changed, I needed every morale boost I could get.
Anya's grandmother walked up to us. There was something on her face that I didn't quite understand, but Anya took immediate note. The worry on Anya's features made me worry, too. "Can I talk to the two of you in my office?" she asked plainly. She turned and strode in the direction of the low gray office building, confident that we would follow.
I glanced at Anya to see if she knew what was going on. From her expression and demeanor, she didn't think it was serious. She merely shrugged.
The interior of the office building seemed dark, but that was only because it was so bright outside. When my eyes adjusted, I took a seat across the desk from Anya's grandmother. Anya sat down beside me.
"Anya," grandmother began slowly, "you've been using the park to change Mr. Lewis so he can earn some extra money modeling, right?"
Anya didn't flinch. "That's right," she said evenly. "In every case, he paid for a pass for the appropriate length of time."
Grandmother held up her hands defensively, laughing. "Whoa," she said. "I know he's paid." She was trying to make sure I didn't feel awkward, but she was only partially successful.
"So?" Anya asked cautiously. I could see her concentrating, as if she were trying to read grandmother's mind.
"And you've been helping arrange his, um, _her_, work, correct?"
Anya's eyes suddenly widened. "Oh, of course!"
"What?" I was confused.
"I've been using the park resources, namely the water, to help you with business, not recreation," Anya explained, "and using my own time to help you line up work."
"So?"
"So, normally, you'd pay an agent to find you work. And grandmother thinks that Bikini Beach should get a small percentage, since our business is involved in your, uh, work."
"A piece of the action, is that it?" I asked, trying hard to keep the sarcasm out of my voice and only partially succeeding.
"Ms. Lewis," grandmother said firmly, catching my attention. "Anya could have let you go through with your original plan, in which case, we wouldn't be having this conversation. She didn't, and I'm proud of her for that. But we run a business here, and you're taking advantage of my granddaughter."
I dropped my head, ashamed of the truth in what Anya's grandmother had said. When I looked back up, they were both looking at me. There was not the vaguest hint of judgment in their eyes, just ... something I couldn't put my finger on. Compassion was part of it, and understanding. "What do you think is fair?" I asked Anya.
Anya looked straight into my eyes. "Normally, an agent gets ten to fifteen percent," she said quickly. "I'd say that ten percent, split seventy-thirty between myself and the park is probably fair." She glanced at her grandmother, who nodded her head ever so slightly.
"I guess that's fair," I said. And suddenly, I understood. Anya was learning how to be a businesswoman. Her compassion to save me the first time was humanitarian, and grandmother expected no less. But the second time, and the third...that was beyond compassion. It was becoming business. And as such, Anya was expected to look out for the best interests of Bikini Beach and herself. "I'll get someone to draw up a contract," I added hastily.
Grandmother laughed, and I started. "Oh, no," she said through her mirth. "Don't bother. I have no time for those blood-sucking leeches." She glanced at Anya, who nodded agreement. "Unless _you_ need a contract, that is."
It was up to me. Did I trust them? "No, if my word is good enough for you, then your word is good enough for me."
Grandmother looked at Anya; once more, there was that strange expression, as if they were communicating mentally. Anya merely nodded, and then she rose and walked quickly from the office. When I turned back to grandmother, she was looking at me with a curious expression. "You had a rather ... bad experience." No judgment, no accusation. Just statement of fact.
I dropped my head, ashamed. "Yeah," I managed to mumble. I could feel my cheeks reddening with shame.
"But it wasn't your fault, was it?"
"Yes, it was."
"No, it wasn't." I looked up into her stern expression, and in her eyes, I saw understanding. Just like in Bea Randall's eyes. "It wasn't your fault. And you shouldn't feel guilty."
"But ...." I wanted to say something, anything, but there weren't any words to express the turmoil in my heart.
"But you hate changing, don't you?" Again, a statement of fact. I nodded, leaving my head hanging. "And yet, you continue to change, facing the horror of what happened before, having to live in a body you don't like. Why?"
I looked up sharply. "I don't have any choice, do I?"
Grandmother smiled. "You do it out of love. Love for Elise, and for your family." There was a warmth in her countenance that I didn't know possible. "That is why I let Anya work with you."
A thought hit me. "But if you knew, then you also know ... that I'm going to have to do more of this." She nodded, her expression grim. "A lot more?" Again, a nod. A darkness settled into my heart. I really didn't like being in this body. And yet, I had to, to keep my family together. And from grandmother's indications, I was going to be doing this for a while.
"That frightens you, doesn't it?" She smiled as if laughing at a private joke. "It frightens you that you might get to _like_ it." I nodded, and she laughed again. "Well," she added, "that part I can't help you with. It's all up to you whether you like your female alter ego or not."
**********
I got home early, feeling pretty good about the day. The commercial had been very successful; I wore a teeny bikini and showed off my body while I sang the praises of men who drank beer from the brewery.
Elise had worked all weekend, so she had the day off. It was nice to have her home, just in case. We had a quiet dinner; the kids were out. While we were watching a movie, Melissa came home. She eyed me suspiciously while Elise explained that I was a friend from work. I really didn't think she bought the story, but she did go to her room and get on the phone. I didn't understand it; she'd hung out with her friends at the mall all day, and now that she got home, all she wanted to do was call them to talk about what they'd done and plan the next day. Or something. I wasn't really sure I wanted to know.
It was about eleven that we heard the door opening and someone coming in. As the feet padded softly across the dim kitchen, Elise snapped on the light.
And she promptly screamed. I ran to the kitchen to see what was going on, and I felt like screaming, too. It wasn't Jeremy. The intruder was one of Melissa's friends. The girl, about eighteen, was about five-six, one-twenty-five, and quite generously curved. She had long wavy blonde hair and spectacular blue eyes on a face that stunningly gorgeous.
"Mom, it's me!" the girl complained as Elise threatened to call the cops. "Jeremy!"
I felt a chill run down my spine at the words. Elise halted her threats. "What kind of sick prank do you think you're pulling, young lady?"
"Mom, I'm Jeremy!" the girl complained again. "I did just like Dad did." The girl turned toward me. "Isn't that right, Dad?"
Elise turned white. I felt my heart race. "What do you think you're doing?" I demanded in my soft feminine voice. I hadn't yet mastered sounding stern.
The young lady - Jeremy - turned to Elise. "Mom, can I talk to Dad about this? Please?"
Elise wasn't happy, but she went back to the family room. I pulled a couple of chairs from the table and sat down. Jeremy sat down across the table from me. "What do you think you're doing?" I demanded again. "How ...?"
Jeremy grinned mischievously, and I knew beyond a doubt that it was my son. That grin couldn't be faked by anyone else. "I followed you this morning," he said. "I wondered what you did, and what you and mom were arguing about the other day."
My eyes narrowed. "Discussions between your mother and I are private," I scolded.
He shrugged. "Whatever." Then he smiled at me. "Anyway, I decided to follow you - to find out where you were getting the extra money."
"Our money problems ..." I began.
"... are none of my business," Jeremy finished mockingly. "Yeah, yeah, I know. I've heard it a million times." He scowled. "But they _are_ my business. They affect me - and Mel, too!"
"So what did you do?" I asked. I felt panic, fear that what happened to me might have happened to him.
Jeremy smiled. "I was just at the mall, hanging with the girls," he answered. "You'll never guess who Suzanne Hollings is sleeping with ..." he started, whispering as a seasoned gossip.
I cut him off. "Enough. Is that all?"
"Yeah," he shrugged. "Why?" Then his eyes narrowed, and I could almost see his mind racing. He was going to figure it out, of that I was sure.
"Well, don't do it again."
"What if I want to?" Jeremy asked defiantly. "What if I like it?" He saw me blanch, and he realized that he'd said something wrong. "So why do you do it?" He pulled a picture from the clutch purse he was holding. As he unfolded it, I felt my knees go weak. "That's you, isn't it?" he demanded. It was one of the pictures of me from the Randall lingerie job, wearing a demi-bra and matching panties, and my face was clearly visible.
"That's different," I said hastily. "It's a job. We need the money."
Jeremy grinned. He'd won this round. "Yeah, right."
Something told me that Jeremy was going to get into trouble if he went back to Bikini Beach.
**********
Over the next three months, I did a gig about every other week. Most of them were small; the store Sunday advertising flyers, small catalogs, and a couple more commercials. The money wasn't great, but it kept us in the black, and we were even getting a bit set aside. A very tiny bit. Still, it felt like progress. And there were not yet any openings in information technology. I felt like I was trapped.
Over the weeks, Elise's attitude toward me changed. At first, I didn't notice. But eventually, I couldn't help seeing it. One night, after the kids were in bed, Elise and I were watching the television. It just happened that one of my commercials came on. Elise's entire demeanor changed abruptly, like a switch had been thrown. I watched her through the remaining seconds of the commercial, and then I confronted her.
It took a lot of prying, but eventually I got the truth. It was unbelievable, but Elise was getting jealous of me. Of my success as a woman model. Of my looks. She admitted to having mixed emotions; on the one hand, the extra money had saved our marriage. But on the other hand, I was a girl for the ads, and when that happened, I was better looking than she was. She was afraid that I was getting too successful as a woman, and that I might decide to stay, leaving her stuck with the kids.
I laughed, and Elise got mad. It took quite a while to calm her down and to convince her that I really, really hated being a woman. I didn't like it in the least bit, even if I'd gotten used to the idea. Not comfortable, used to. It was very comforting to Elise to discover how much I hated being a girl.
It was precisely four weeks later that we had trouble with Jeremy. Early Saturday, a girl came home. Jeremy. Just like before, but even more curvy, especially up top. Elise went nuts, scared at how he'd changed himself. I tried to caution him. It turned out that he'd changed two or three other times that we hadn't known about. He'd been working odd jobs and scrimping to save money for the Bikini Beach passes. We just hadn't caught him before.
I tried to intercede; it seemed to me to be just a young male curiosity thing. But Elise, I could tell, wasn't convinced. She wanted to ground Jeremy. I got him off the hook, which it turned out was a bad thing. He went out with the girls clubbing.
I was almost sleeping when he came in. Something didn't sound right. Normally, Jeremy was super-quiet when he came in. This time, though, it was as if he didn't care. I slipped from the bed and went to the kitchen to greet him.
The sight that greeted me brought back my own nightmare. Jeremy was a mess. His clothing was ripped and disheveled. His face was panic-stricken. I knew.
"You want to talk about it?" I asked cautiously.
Jeremy shook his head. "Nope."
"You had sex, didn't you." No question, just certainty.
Jeremy glanced at me, then he dropped his head and began to sob. "Uh huh," he mumbled through his blubbering.
I sighed heavily. "I thought so."
"How would you know?" Jeremy demanded, his voice conflicted between anger and humiliation.
"Because," I began evenly, "it happened to me, too."
Jeremy's head popped up, his eyes wide in surprise. "You, too?"
I nodded slowly. This time, I could talk to him without my cheeks burning from shame.
Jeremy tried to say something; his mouth moved, but nothing would come out. "You ... got laid ... too?" he asked, his voice quavering with uneasiness. I just nodded. "But how ...." Jeremy looked confused. "Did you like it? Is that why you keep ...?"
I slapped him hard, right across the cheek. "Damn you," I nearly screamed, "I _tried_ to warn you! I tried to persuade you what could happen!" My face was burning, but this time from my anger. "I tried, even when the memory of that night hurt me!" Tears were stinging my eyes. "But you wouldn't listen, would you?" All the emotions I'd bottled up burst to the surface at once, leaving me dazed in a muddle of feelings.
Jeremy rubbed his cheek, then he dropped his gaze. "I guess I had that coming," he mumbled. Finally, he looked up at me. "You didn't like it, did you?"
I fought the memory. "No," I answered simply. "I didn't. It was almost a rape!"
Jeremy rubbed away a tear. "Neither did I." He dropped his gaze again. "I got so confused. I was having fun with the girls. But when the guys came, I didn't know what I was doing. I didn't know how to act. I was scared."
"That's how I felt, too."
Surprise was written on Jeremy's features. "Like you were out of control? Like you were so ... so vulnerable?"
The realization that I'd had those feelings too hit me like a bomb. "Yeah," I admitted softly. "Exactly." Inwardly, I was shaken to my core. That was _exactly_ how I'd felt, but had never found the words to say."
**********
It was almost exactly the one-year anniversary of my first modeling job that I came home from another shoot for the Randalls. This one was for their major mail-order catalog for their swimsuit line.
Elise had dinner set up when I got home. I asked what the occasion was, and she just smiled and reminded me of the anniversary. I was startled. It hadn't seemed like that long. And yet, at times, it seemed like it had been a lifetime. And to my pleasure and chagrin, it hadn't gotten any easier. If anything, I disliked my 'second career' even more than at the start.
We got a little drunk, me still in my female body. And we ended up getting, uh, intimate. It was weird. I felt strongly attracted to Elise, just like always, and when she put on her red and black teddy, I really started getting aroused. Then, she pulled out a skimpy little outfit for me, and we cuddled. Eventually, we ended up making love - both of us as women.
When I awoke, I was in my old male body. I glanced at Elise, sleeping peacefully on my arm, and I puzzled. Was she really bisexual? Or lesbian? One thing was certain - she'd been the aggressor the evening before. I was still pondering the question when she woke up.
Elise started to get amorous, but I couldn't get interested. What we'd done the night before bothered the hell out of me. Elise, to my amazement, was also confused. She'd never been attracted to another woman before; I was her first. But since the other woman was really her husband, it seemed to be okay. It didn't make sense, but it seemed okay to Elise.
**********
"How'd the shoot go?" Elise asked as she sipped her tea at the kitchen table.
I shrugged. "Another job," I answered without giving it any more thought. I was in my model body. "And they gave me the swimsuits as a perk."
Elise shook her head. "A perk?"
It was funny; most of the time, I couldn't use them. "Maybe Jeremy can use them."
Elise stiffened. "Don't." Something about Jeremy was bothering her greatly.
I knew what it was. "We're going to have to confront the issue," I said, trying to sound as calm as possible. Inside, my guts were churning. After the sex incident, I thought that Jeremy had gotten over his curiosity. It turned out I was wrong. Unlike my changes, Jeremy's were 'global', as Anya called it. Everyone but Elise and I knew him as Jillian when he changed. I shook my head; Anya must have _known_ what was going to happen, and in her own way, letting Elise and I remember Jeremy helped us prepare for this very moment.
It took a couple of months, but eventually, his comfort at being with the other girls overrode his fear and anger about the incident. Eventually, he even confronted the boy, Mark, about it. It turned out that _both_ of them had been drunk. Mark had huge regrets; he'd let his friends' dares and ribbing get to him. I turned out he was a really decent young man, and he and Jillian became friends, and then they even started dating. Jeremy was spending most of his weekends as Jillian just so she could date Mark.
"But ...." Elise shut up. Finally, she looked at me, and I could see the sadness in her eyes. "We're losing him, aren't we?"
I nodded sadly. Elise couldn't understand one thing. Jeremy was my son. A son. A male heir, someone to carry on the family name. Just like some say there's a special bond between a mother and her daughter, so is there a bond between father and son. Unlike the woman-to-woman bonding, a father and son didn't have a spoken bond, but rather, something a little more nebulous. "We don't have a choice," I added.
Elise sniffled. "Why?"
"I don't know." I lowered my head, feeling the stinging of tears. "But he's spending more and more time as a girl. He doesn't really talk - except when he's a girl."
Elise nodded sadly. "I know. I wondered if you noticed that." She shifted her gaze and stared out the window, at the appropriately gray skies of the threatening thunderstorm.
"So what do we do?"
Elise sighed. "His birthday is coming up. Maybe ...."
I knew the answer. We'd offer him a lifetime pass for a birthday present.
Elise trembled with her sorrow. "And if we don't? Why don't you talk to Anya? Make her refuse to get Jeremy any more passes." She sounded desperate.
I shook my head sadly. "We could block it until he turns eighteen. After that ...." Elise knew what I meant, and she dropped her head under the weight of the inevitable. "And if we prevent him from changing, then he's going to resent us."
Elise's eyes were closed against the inner turmoil. "I know." She sat silently for nearly a minute, while lightning flashed outside. "So we get it for his birthday?"
The irony wasn't lost on me, nor on Elise. I'd started the whole thing, and after a year of being a woman for modeling jobs, I still disliked changing. Jeremy, though, didn't. He wanted to change for good. I didn't understand.
**********
I'm working again, thank goodness. A retail chain decided to revamp the entire IT system, and overhaul their web presence at the same time. The funny thing is that I found out about the job while I was doing an advertising job for the chain. I overheard the managers talking while they reviewed the advertising campaign with the photographer. When I told them that I'd overheard, and that my brother Fred was pretty well qualified and might be perfect for the job, they were skeptical. But I had their names, and when I changed back, I got my resume right past the HR department and onto their desks. After that, the interview couldn't have gone better; I knew what they wanted and what strengths to emphasize. I landed the job.
I'm still modeling, though. We need to rebuild the college fund for Jillian and Melissa. Jillian has been a surprise; without the peer pressure from the jocks Jeremy hung with, Jillian has turned out to be a very sharp girl, and she's set her sights on Stanford, for a degree in engineering. When I checked the tuition, it helped persuade me to keep modeling.
For some reason, Elise doesn't want me to stop modeling, either. I don't understand that one. It's not sexual; except for that one night, we haven't done anything while I'm changed. She has helped me a lot with how women think and act, and it's helped. When I did another job for the Randalls, I was hit on all the time. Thanks to Elise, though, I didn't feel as helpless. Vulnerable, yes, but not helpless. It boosted my confidence greatly when I got through that job without any further damage to my reputation or purity.
I'd really like to quit. Between modeling and running a burgeoning IT department, I'm almost overloaded. If it weren't for Jillian's upcoming tuition and fixing Elise's car, I'd quit in a heartbeat. I still hate being a woman.
Anya says I'm an enigma. Most guys who change as often as I have end up changing permanently. They get used to it, and even quickly start to like it. Some stay oriented toward women sexually, and some end up liking sex with men. But not me. I don't like it, I don't want sex with guys, and I don't want sex with other women. It's more than enough that I _am_ a woman from time to time for my second job.
FIN
Elrod W
Synopsis: A family goes to Bikini Beach for a quiet day of fun and sun. Imagine the surprise of the father and little boy when they get to spend the day seeing the world from other side.
The Bikini Beach story universe and characters contained therein are copyright 1999 by ElrodW, all rights reserved.
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“This one doesn’t look good, either.” Mike Harwin slid his key into the ignition as he slammed the car door. He glanced over the seat. “Sorry kids, but this doesn’t look like a very nice beach.”
There was an immediate cry of protest from little Jimmy and his sister Nichole, seated in the back of the sedan. From their commotion, one could easily guess that they’d been promised a day playing on the beach, but the promise was about to be broken.
Cindy Harwin glanced at the kids, seeing the disappointment on their faces. “Are you sure?” she asked, trying to find something hopeful.
Mike shook his head. “Lots of drinking. And it looks like a biker gang out there too. I’m sorry, but I don’t want the kids around that.”
Cindy nodded slowly. “I know. But we promised…”
Mike sighed. “Well, there’s not a lot we can do.”
Cindy glanced back at the children. She so wanted them to have their fun. Then she remembered something. “Hey, what about that new water park that just opened? Something Beach?”
Mike looked at her, thinking. “Bikini Beach? Is that the name? That sounds familiar. I thought I saw a commercial the other night.” He raised his eyebrow at his wife. “Bikini Beach? Are you sure that’s the kind of place you want me at?”
Cindy snorted derisively. “You’re a married man, you old lech. And I’ll be right beside you, making sure you keep your eyeballs where they belong.” She glanced quickly at the kids, who were still crying. "Let’s give it a try.”
**********
Mike was trying to keep his eyeballs front and center as he waited in line at the ticket window. This place was appropriately named, he decided. Bikinis were everywhere, and many were attached to young attractive ladies - shapely young ladies.
“May I help you?”
Mike turned, startled. “Um, yeah. Do you have family passes? You know, kids?”
The old woman in the booth looked at Mike and smiled pleasantly. “This is a private, members-only park, but we have some guest passes. And of course we entertain children. Would you like a one-day pass, or longer?”
Mike glanced over at Cindy and gave her a thumbs-up. He turned back to the window. “Two adults. My wife and I. And two children. Six and nine years.”
The woman rang up the total. “I do hope you enjoy the park. We have special areas for children who swim, and for toddlers.”
Mike smiled as he handed the woman his credit card. “We tried the public beaches, but…”
The woman nodded knowingly. “Don’t I know it! They’re just no place for young ladies — or children — to go!”
Mike signed the receipt and took his tickets. Cindy had already gotten the children from the car, and with their beach bags in hand, was waiting by the entrance.
Mike took Jimmy with him into the men’s locker room, while Cindy took his older sister to the ladies’ room. Mike was surprised at how small the men’s room seemed to be. He began to undress, but had to pause to catch his young son. A quick struggle and he had the boy corralled and changed into bathing trunks. Then he turned on the shower, pushed Jimmy in, and finished changing himself. After he closed the locker and pocketed the key, Mike stepped into a shower stall himself.
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Mike turned the corner to the exit. He frowned; walking seemed somehow different. And the door was heavier, harder to push open. It didn't make sense. He was busy trying to keep little Jimmy from scampering off. Once he had the boy's hand, they sat down on a bench. Something was wrong, he thought as he squirmed uncomfortably. The bench felt … funny! Odd. It was as if something wasn’t quite right. He pulled Jimmy up on the bench beside him.
“Where’s mommy?” Jimmy asked.
Mike smiled. “It always takes ladies longer to get dressed. That’s just a fact of life, son.” He smiled appreciatively at the pair of scantily-clad bathing beauties who sauntered past, and was puzzled by their giggling. He shrugged it off and straightened up.
Something didn’t feel quite right. Again. Like his legs were too short? He shifted on the bench, and got his feet back on the ground. And as he did so, he felt a peculiar heaviness in his chest.
“Daddy?” Mike glanced down at Jimmy. “Why do you have pitty-pats?” Jimmy was staring at Mike’s chest.
Mike glanced down, and his mouth dropped open. On his chest were … boobs! Modest sized, firm, bouncy boobs, with big nipples! Women’s breasts, on his chest! Mike clasped his arm over the breasts, feeling them pressing into his arm even as he felt his arm pressing against the new objects. He glanced back at his son, embarrassed.
Mike’s jaw opened further, if such were possible. Jimmy’s hair was long. Long and curly and girlish. Not only that, but his face was softer, too, like his sister. Mike felt a surge of panic. What the hell was going on here? This was impossible.
Cindy came out of the locker room with Nichole in tow. She glanced around, looking for her husband, convinced that he would be waiting. But she glanced right past him. Then her head snapped back. She focused on Mike and Jimmy, sitting embarrassed on the bench. “Mike?”
Mike nodded slowly. “Something happened to us,” he said, knowing how ridiculous it sounded. He flinched at the sound of his voice echoing in his ears. It was unmistakably feminine. Sure — Cindy was going to believe him - go into a locker room as men, come out as women. Happens every day.
“What…?” Cindy’s mouth still hung open.
“Ladies, topless sunbathing is really a bad example for your little girls.” The old woman’s voice interrupted their staring fest.
“What…” Mike tried to say, flinching again at the softer and more mellifluous sound that came out of his mouth.
The old woman smiled at Mike and Cindy. She held out a pair of bikini tops — one matching the bikini bottom that Mike’s trunks had changed into, and the other one for Jimmy. Mike stared at her, dumbfounded, until Cindy took the bikini top and began fastening it on him. Then she expertly finished Jimmy’s swim suit.
“What’s going on here?” Mike demanded again.
The old woman held out a couple of tokens to the children. “I bet you girls would love a soda, wouldn’t you?” She gave a reassuring smile to Mike and Cindy, and sent the children across the way to a soda concession. She straightened and smiled at Mike. “I run this park for young ladies.”
Mike shook his head. “But … somehow you changed me…?”
The old woman nodded. “Into a young woman. So you’d fit in. There are no men in my park to disturb the privacy of the girls. As I told you, this is a private, members-only park — for women” She watched the unbelieving stares of Mike and Cindy. “You’re here. You’ve changed. So you might as well enjoy the park. After the changes wear off, your children won’t remember anything except a fun day at a water park.”
Mike glanced at Cindy. “So this wears off when we leave?”
The old woman shook her head. “Sometime after midnight, the magic wears off." She smiled. “I’ve found that it save possible ... situations that way.” She looked a bit embarrassed. "I can't tell you exactly when, though. It varies from customer to customer."
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“Mom! Janey won’t let me have a turn.” Nichole’s voice called from the top of the water slide.
Cindy glanced up at her daughter. One of her daughters, she reminded herself as she saw Jimmy — Janey — in her cute little swimsuit and long braided hair. “Janey, let your sister have a turn.”
Cindy glanced beside her at Mike. Aunt Michelle, the kids were calling him. Her. She shook her head. This was so confusing. “The kids are having fun.”
Mike snorted. “Yeah, they are.”
Cindy gave him a disgusted look. “Would you at least try to enjoy yourself? You’re being such a pain.”
Mike lifted himself to stare at her, and was reminded of the change by the swaying on his chest. “Enjoy what? Being changed into a girl?”
Cindy looked cross. “Mike Harwin, you are being such a baby! We came here for a day of family fun, and we’re going to have a day of family fun! And you are part of the family!” She turned to the pool at the base of the slide. “Janey, Nichole, we’re going to go to the family slide!”
Cries of joy rang out from the pool as the two girls splashed their way to the side and climbed out. They eagerly took Mike’s hands and tugged him, leading him away from the pool to the big water slides.
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Mike found a scream coming from his throat as the big tube dashed way up the side of the water slide, then with a splash slid down and up the other side, all the while careening faster and faster down the incline. Water splashed them constantly, and the little girls were both giggling and screaming with delight. Mike glanced at Cindy, and saw a look of joy on her face. She was having fun. As they reached the bottom, the raft slowed and splashed into the catch pool. For a few seconds, they floated away from the slide, before Mike slid over the side and tugged the raft toward the unloading area. He heard the girls giggling as they clambered out.
“Want to go again?” he finally said as he shoved the raft to the waiting staff member. As he stepped out of the pool, Cindy looked at him cautiously, and then grinned. The two girls screamed their assent, and the foursome began the climb back to the top.
**********
“Are you sure about this?” Mike was surprised that he was the one voicing doubts. Cindy and the girls were ready and eager to go on the slide, but as he contemplated the ride, he felt butterflies. The seemingly vertical channel of the slide, the long runout, the pool at the bottom. Mike felt nervous.
Cindy grinned. “It’s a blast!” She seated herself in the starting pool, then when the lifeguard raised the bar, she heaved herself down. Mike watched nervously as she slid out of sight, then reappeared sliding toward the pool, entering with a great splash. She glanced toward the top, waving and grinning excitedly.
It was Janey’s turn. She put on a brave face, then slid down, screaming all the way. Next was Nichole. Same thing. Finally, it was Mike’s turn.
The lifeguard looked at him with amusement. “Cross your legs,” she admonished. “And cross your arms over your chest.” She lifted the bar.
Mike nodded to himself. Piece of cake. He lurched forward, then heard a girlish scream coming from his mouth as he dropped down the chute. Faster and faster his body hurtled, while he tried to keep his legs crossed. He felt his arms flailing, and tried to get them over his chest. Then he felt the small g-force as he turned onto the runout, and finally, with a splash that hit him like a ton of bricks, he splashed into the pool.
Mike sputtered out of the water, and glanced at Cindy. She was doubled over laughing, holding her hand over her mouth, pointing at him with one hand as she tried to control her mirth. Mike frowned. It wasn’t so funny to him.
Then he finally looked down to where she was pointing, only to see that his bikini top was hanging around his neck, exposing his bare boobs to the world. With an embarrassed frown, Mike tugged the tiny triangles of cloth, stuffing his breasts back into their concealment. He looked back up at Cindy, and saw tears in her eyes, so amused was she. Mike’s anger and frustration slowly melted. If the roles had been reversed, he’d have been the one laughing as Cindy tried to stuff herself back into her top.
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The solo rafts were fun. The mat slides were fun. The wave pool was fun, even if it did tear Mike’s top off again and again. Cindy laughed, but Mike silenced her when he complained that it wasn’t his fault if he were too well endowed for a bikini. They soaked up the sun on the beach, the girls building a sand castle while the adults lounged and rested.
The rope swing interested the girls for a long time. Once again, however, Mike found his boobs just wouldn’t stay in his bikini. They tried everything, including the little paddleboats in the pond. Finally, the sun began to set and it was time to go.
Mike led Janey into the one locker room, while Cindy took Nichole to the other. Mike opened the locker, not really knowing what to expect. Since the day had been magical, he wasn't too surprised when he found that their clothes had been changed as well. Janey took off her swim suit and then pulled on her pink panties and her sundress, while Mike slipped into his short shorts and halter top. What surprised Mike, though, was that he'd put on the clothes as if he'd been doing it all his life. They gathered their belongings and met Cindy and Nichole at the entrance.
It was late enough that they were hungry. Cindy suggested they stop at a drive-in for hamburgers, to which the kids agreed enthusiastically. Mike found himself stuffed even before half the burger was eaten, a fact which Cindy took great delight in. On the way home, the girls fell asleep in the back seat.
In the dim twilight, Mike pulled the car into the garage. He hoisted Janey from her seat, gasping at how heavy the little girl was. Then he chided himself. He, too, was changed. He didn't have the muscles he used to. This delicate feminine body was struggling to carry his little boy - er, girl. Mike found himself amazed at how easily - or seemingly easily - Cindy carried Nichole.
Up the stairs they trudged, with Mike being careful not to trip. As Cindy headed for Nichole's room, Mike turned for Janey's. Jimmy's. Damn, but this was confusing!
Mike gasped when he walked into Janey's room. It was so ... girlish! No Star Wars curtains. No Green Bay Packers bedspread. The messy stack of action figures was gone; in its place were dolls - Barbie dolls, and more dolls of all varieties. Yeesh, Mike thought. How many kinds of dolls are there? He caught himself; he knew that Nichole had a huge assortment of such toys in her room. It just seemed so odd to him that a similar pile was in _this_ room.
Even the bed was changed, to a white canopy bed, with lacy canopy and bedspread. Lacy pink curtains. Pink and red flowers on the wallpaper. And - this got the biggest gasp from Mike - no mess on the floor! He could understand the bed and the dolls. But the clean floor?
He tucked little Janey into the bed, then stared down at the angelic little face. It was his son, and not his son. He recognized the girl Jimmy would have been if a different sperm had won the race.
Tenderly, Mike leaned forward and kissed the little girl on the forehead. Then he trudged to Nichole's room, passing Cindy in the hall. Finally, having done the goodnight ritual, they both headed downstairs.
Mike slumped into a chair in the kitchen. "I'm beat," he finally said, still flinching at the sexy sound of his voice.
Cindy laughed. "When you decide to have fun, you really outdo yourself, don't you."
Mike smiled, a faint smile that seemed to take most of his energy. "Bedtime?"
Cindy looked at him and laughed. "In your condition, I don't think we have too many other options."
As Mike pulled up the blanket to tuck himself in bed, Cindy looked at him. "Well, how was it?"
Mike paused and glanced at her. "It was fun. I think we really enjoyed that park."
Cindy laughed. "That's not what I meant, and you know it."
Mike blushed. "I don't know what you mean."
This caused Cindy to howl. "Oh yeah? Mister Macho Studly won't admit that being a woman for a day was interesting, now, will he?"
Mike answered by flipping off the light. "See you in the morning."
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Mike - in his normal male body, sat at the table, reading the paper as he spooned in his Grape Nuts, part of his normal morning ritual. Cindy stared, then heard the commotion as two kids ran down the stairs. "Jimmy, Nichole," she yelled. "Breakfast first, then cartoons."
"Aw, mom!" Jimmy whined as he trudged into the kitchen. "I'm gonna miss Pokemon!"
The two grudgingly sat down and poured themselves some cereal while their mother got them juice.
As he dug into his bowl of cereal, Jimmy's face lit up. "That park was a blast! Can we go back today? Can we? Please?"
Nichole glanced at Jimmy, and then enthusiastically joined in. "Yeah, can we go back?"
Mike nearly choked on his Grape Nuts. Cindy watched him, and then started to laugh. "We'll see," she finally sputtered.
After the kids had eaten and were watching cartoons, Cindy started to laugh again. Mike looked up from the paper. "What's so funny?"
"They really don't remember! And they want to go back!" She started to giggle. "Funny, but I can't picture you in a bikini. Not right now, anyway."
Mike started to say something, but his mouth closed. For several seconds, he contemplated what had happened. Finally, he spoke. "I think you're insulting me because you're jealous." He watched his wife's expression change from amusement to surprise. "Yeah, that's right! You're jealous because I looked better in a bikini than you did."
It took a bit for Cindy to get over the shock so that mouth would work again. "Oh yeah? Well maybe we should just go back so I can prove just how wrong you are!"
Mike stood his ground. "Well, maybe we should! Because I know I'd win!"
Cindy stared defiantly at him. How dare he think he'd look better in a bikini! Then the absurdity hit her, and she couldn't keep a straight face. She had to sit down, she was laughing so hard. When she could talk again, she looked up at Mike. "You're serious, aren't you," she finally said.
Mike grinned. "Well," he shrugged, "It kind of gives me a better perspective. And I can think of worse ways to spend a family outing."
Cindy hugged him and gave him a peck on his cheek. "That's an interesting way to think of it. I suppose we can go back, as long as you don't get to like it too much." She kissed him again.
FIN
ElrodW
A friend of Melinda's has some serious difficulties with women, mostly because he gets all tongue-tied and clumsy when he's around a girl he's attracted to. Jenny and Melinda think that a trip to Bikini Beach could change his perspective.
This is a new, never-before-published Bikini Beach story. I hope you enjoy.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
"Are you ready for the test tomorrow?" Paul Jackson panted as he caught up with Melinda and Leslie. He'd been delayed getting out of class, and had to run to catch the two. Based on first impressions, one wouldn't have expected Paul to be out of breath; he looked rather athletic, at six-foot two, and well-toned as if he worked out. He was about twenty-two, with wavy brown hair and rugged, movie-star looks, with the exception of his thick, wire-framed glasses. There was a perceptible air of shyness about him, however.
Melinda grinned. "Are you?" While she didn't quite have Paul's "almost movie-star" looks, she was nonetheless cute. Her shoulder-length brown hair was loose, except for her bangs which swept across her forehead and behind her right ear. She was average height, about five-foot six, and if she looked athletic, it was in a well-toned, curvy, girl-next-door way rather than an athlete or supermodel. Today, as usual, she wore tight jeans that displayed the curves of her legs and rear, and a tight knit top that did the same for her bust.
"Are any of us ever ready for anything?" Leslie posed philosophically. "But you should be pretty well prepared, considering how much time you spend bugging Professor Morris after class." Whereas Melinda and Paul looked like they were either siblings or a well-matched couple, Leslie was slim, with long, kinky hair, thick glasses, and an appearance like she desperately wanted to bury her nose in a book.
"I'm not bugging him," Paul retorted quickly. He saw the wry smile on Melinda's face. "I'm not sucking up, either. I just want to get my questions answered so I can get a decent grade."
Leslie sighed. "I don't know about you two, but I prefer the 'hands on' approach like we had at the institute this summer."
Melinda nodded. "Yeah, I know what you mean. After that, all this theoretical, textbook-oriented stuff is boring."
"At least we've got one lab this semester for a little hands-on," Paul added. "You going to get something to eat?" he asked, changing the subject.
"Yeah, a salad," Leslie answered. "I'm not a big lunch eater."
"Hi, Melinda, Leslie, Paul," another student interrupted the trio of friends.
Melinda turned, and immediately recognized the newcomer. "Hi, Kath," she said warmly. "You must be busy; I haven't seen you around much."
Kathleen MacGuire laughed, a pleasant, sweet sound. "You try a double major in computer science and music and see how much free time you have." Kathleen MacGuire was as Irish in appearance as her name sounded. Tall, slender, with reddish-brown hair and sparkling green eyes, she exuded warmth and friendliness. The only thing missing was a charming Irish brogue. She was a very diligent student and a whiz at math, and also a dedicated and gifted flutist; hence the double-major.
"Are you going to the dance next Friday night?" Leslie asked. "The student association got a decent band for once."
"I was thinking about it," Kathleen replied with a quick, furtive glance at Paul. "But I really don't like going alone, and I've got a ton of homework to do. Are you going?"
Leslie nodded. "Troy and I are going."
Kathleen's eyes widened. "I didn't know you and he were dating."
Leslie laughed. "We're not. It's kind of a non-date date."
"Jen and I are going to the Coconut Club with the girls from her work. It's kind of a tradition to go on the first Friday every month."
"And the second Friday, and the third Friday, and ..." Leslie joked.
"Okay, so we go there a lot. So sue me!" Melinda laughed.
"You worked there once, didn't you? The water park, I mean," Kathleen changed the subject.
Melinda nodded. "Yeah, I spent a couple of weeks lifeguarding there." She smiled to herself as she remembered meeting and falling in love with Jenny. "It's a great park." She brought herself, reluctantly, out of her reverie. "Maybe sometime we should take a 'girl's day' and go there."
Kathleen smiled. "It would be nice to have a day off to relax." She glanced at her watch. "I've got to run to class. See you later."
As she left, Paul mumbled, "Bye." He stared after Kathleen, a longing and sad expression on his face.
"Hey, Paul," Leslie interjected with a laugh, "next time Kathleen comes by, why don't you give _us_ a chance to say something."
Paul blushed. "I guess I'm not feeling very talkative today."
"Oh?" Melinda asked mirthfully. "Is that why ...?"
She was interrupted by the ringing of Leslie's cell phone. "Excuse me," Leslie said after she looked at the caller ID. "I've got to get this." She took a couple of steps away from Paul and Melinda and answered her phone.
"You weren't having any problems talking until Kathleen came," Melinda observed.
"I ... didn't want to interrupt your girls' talk," Paul said, offering a totally transparent and lame excuse.
"I've got to go pick up my roommate," Leslie said as she rejoined the others. "Her car died."
"Again? Isn't that about the third time this week?" Melinda asked.
Leslie nodded. "I told her she needs to get a new car, but she keeps insisting that her old car has a lot of miles left. See you guys later."
"Okay. Bye." Melinda turned to Paul. "Let's get lunch and find a table. I'm starving."
A few minutes later, they were sitting at a table after having gotten their food. "How are things between you and Jenny?" Paul asked before he took a big bite of his cheeseburger.
Melinda smiled at the thought of her lover. "We got things patched up. It was mostly some misunderstandings."
Paul's eyes widened. "If that was a misunderstanding, I don't want to be around if you two declare war!" he joked.
Melinda nodded and chuckled. "Yeah, I guess that was an understatement."
"So she's cool with you and me ... you know, studying and stuff?" Paul asked hesitantly. "Because I don't want to cause her to feel jealous or anything," he added quickly.
Melinda smiled and put her hand on Paul's. "She's not jealous of you. She knows that she's my only love. It was hard on her, because I know all her friends, but she doesn't know any of mine." Her eyes lit up. "Speaking of which, why don't you come over for dinner tomorrow night? I know Jen would love to meet you, and I'll whip up something special to eat."
"I don't know," Paul said hesitantly. "I don't want to cause any more misunderstandings."
"You won't. In fact, it'll help for Jen to meet my friends."
"The way you talk about her, she sounds pretty amazing. In charge of all the machinery at the water park? And you said she helps you work on your car?" Paul sounded, if anything, a bit in awe of Jenny.
"She is," Melinda purred. "She's a whiz with anything mechanical or electrical." She smiled. "Promise you won't tell her something?"
Paul's eyebrows rose. "Okay, I promise."
"She was complaining about driving the company pickup, so I'm working on a deal to get her an old muscle-car to fix up," Melinda said in a hushed voice.
"You're kidding? She wants an old car?"
"Specifically," Melinda continued, "a '66 Pontiac GTO convertible."
"Wow! That'd be a heck of a project!"
Melinda laughed. "Contrary to some guys' opinions, some girls don't mind getting a little greasy from time to time. In fact, I call it Jenny's makeup!" she added with a laugh. "She's irresistible with her hair in a ponytail and a small smudge of grease on her cheek."
Paul sighed. "I wish I had someone like that."
"Why didn't you ask Kathleen to the dance?"
Paul looked down. "I ... I wasn't sure she'd want to go."
"She was practically begging you to ask her," Melinda scolded gently.
"I doubt it."
"Ask her," Melinda urged. "The next time you see her, ask her."
"I don't know," Paul was reluctant.
"Ask her," Melinda insisted.
**********
When the doorbell rang, Melinda and Natty had their hands full, so Jenny turned to the door. "I'll get it," she said sweetly. Jenny took a quick glance through the security peephole, and then opened the door. "Hi," she said, trying to continue sounding sweet. "You must be Paul. I've heard a lot about you."
"And you must be Jenny," Paul answered warmly. "Melinda doesn't talk about anything _but_ you."
Jenny gave Paul a quick hug in greeting, and led him into their apartment. He was carrying a basket of flowers and a bottle of wine.
Melinda set down the pan she'd been carrying and greeted Paul with a hug. "You shouldn't have," she said, chiding him as she saw the flowers and wine.
Paul smiled. "I know, but, well, I figured that a nice centerpiece would brighten the table, and my grandpa taught me that you can't have dinner without wine!"
Melinda took the floral arrangement and handed it to Natty, who placed it in the center of the table. It was a colorful, summer arrangement, with two candles in the center of assorted mums, carnations, asters, and other cheery flowers. Jenny noted that there were no roses or other flowers that could be interpreted as romantic.
"And since you wouldn't tell me what you were cooking," Paul teased Melinda, "I had to guess at the wine. I hope that a red wine is okay."
Jenny took the bottle when Paul offered it to her. She whistled at the label. "Are you trying to impress us or something? This is a pretty fancy Cabernet!"
Paul laughed. "Truthfully, my cousin Sam manages a liquor store. I get it at a big discount."
Jenny took the bottle to the kitchen to open it. "Good, because I wouldn't want you to go to a lot of expense on our behalf! We're pretty easy to impress."
**********
After dinner, and after Natalya retired to her bedroom, Paul, Melinda, and Jenny moved to the living area. Paul was very obvious in sitting in a wing chair so that Melinda and Jenny could sit together on one of the sofas. Jenny smiled to herself at the way Paul was making certain that she wouldn't get even the slightest hint of romantic attraction to Melinda on his part.
"I take it you had a lot of fun this summer, too?" Jenny started the conversation.
"It was very busy," Paul said, "but it was worth it."
Melinda smiled. "Did you ask Kathleen out today? What'd she say?"
Paul's expression fell. "I ... couldn't. She's so beautiful, and smart, and I'm ...." He looked up suddenly. "Why are you bringing this up now?"
Melinda reached out and patted his hand. "It's because we're friends," she said.
"How is it that you can talk so easily with Melinda and I," Jenny asked, "but you can't talk to the girl you are attracted to?"
"I don't know," Paul said softly. "It's ... different."
"How?" Jenny asked simply. "She's a woman, just like the two of us."
"I guess I've always been kind of shy around girls," Paul replied. "I get tongue-tied and don't know what to say."
"But you did fine at the institute this summer. I don't see you having problems talking to other women on campus," Melinda observed.
"I don't know how to act, or what to say, around a woman I'm attracted to," Paul corrected himself. "I never have." He shook his head slowly. "I wish I understood women better, so I'd know how to approach her."
Jenny turned to Melinda, a curious smile on her face, and her eyebrows rose. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"
Melinda nodded. "If you _really_ want to know how a woman thinks and feels, Paul, I think we can arrange something."
Paul glanced at Jenny, and then at Melinda. "You're not making any sense."
"It's a three-day weekend, right?" Melinda asked.
"Yeah, but ...."
"If you _really_ want to understand a woman, then meet us Saturday morning next door, at the entrance gate of the water park,"
Paul tried to understand, but failed. "I don't get it."
Melinda smiled. "I'll call a couple of the girls to come, and we'll make a day of it, okay?"
Paul frowned. "I don't know. You won't ask Kathleen to come, will you?"
"If I know Melinda," Jenny grinned, "and I do, then she _will_ invite Kathleen, and you'll have a chance to get to know her without her worrying about you being attracted to her."
"Trust us," Melinda added. "You'll have a great time, you'll get to understand women, and you'll get to know Kathleen. What more do you want?"
Paul sighed, and then he nodded slowly. "Okay. I'll meet you tomorrow. Nine?"
**********
Paul looked skeptically at the line of women and girls going into the park, and then at Melinda. "I don't see how this is going to help me understand women," he said softly so the others nearby wouldn't hear him.
Nearby, waiting to get their passes, Kathleen, Leslie, and a couple of other girls stood.
Melinda smiled pleasantly. "Let's just say that it'll give you a new outlook on things. You'll understand women a lot better after your time here."
"You're not making sense," Paul complained. "How ...?"
Melinda felt Jenny slip her arm around Melinda's waist. "Just a sec." She turned, and Jenny gave her a big kiss. "Are you going to wear your special swimsuit today?"
Jenny grinned. "Of course. I know how it gets your motor running." She gave Melinda another quick kiss, then turned to the other girls and handed out passes. "Remember, the health department rules say you have to shower before you go in the water."
As the other girls went into the park, Paul saw an older woman walking from the office building toward him. He glanced at all the women entering, and suddenly felt nervous. Was he going to get lectured about behaving at "Bikini Beach", when the clientele looked to be mostly female?
The old woman smiled pleasantly. "I'm glad to see you could talk Jenny into another day off, Melinda," the woman said in a warm greeting. She looked at Paul, and for a moment, he felt like she was reading his innermost thoughts. "So you're a little skeptical, is that it Paul?" the old woman asked knowingly.
Paul frowned; she knew what he was thinking, and she knew his name. "I just don't see how this is going to help. Melinda and Jenny said this park would help me understand women better." He shook his head. "I'm still going to be all tongue-tied around Kathleen." He wondered why he was admitting this to the old woman, whose name he didn't even know.
"Call me Grandmother," the old woman said. In fact, she looked like a happy grandmother, with a chubby figure and a warm, friendly smile beneath her slightly-gray hair. "And this _will_ help — if you have an open mind."
Paul frowned. "You make it sound almost sinister."
Grandmother smiled, ignoring the accidental slight. "I know this will work, because my water park is magical."
Paul was about to say that _every_ amusement park operator said the same thing, but his words died in his throat when he saw the old woman's expression. "What do you mean, magical?"
"Your problem," Grandmother continued, ignoring for the moment his question, "is that you only see the problem from one side."
"From one side?"
"The male perspective," Grandmother said plainly. "All your life, all you’ve experienced is a man's view of things. You've never had a chance to see things from the other side."
"You mean a woman's view?" Paul was clearly intrigued, even though he appeared a bit alarmed.
Grandmother smiled. "Exactly. For example, I bet you're all tongue-tied when you're around a young lady because you're afraid you'll say the wrong thing, and then she'll reject you, right?"
Paul considered her words. "Yeah, I guess."
"Well, then," she announced, "a little magic to help you see a female view will help you understand that the problem goes both ways."
Paul frowned as he pondered what they were all saying; the girls had hinted strongly that this place was magic, and now the old woman was strongly implying that.... He paled; was she suggesting that she could turn him into a woman so he could experience what it was like, and thus understand them better?
The old woman's smile broadened. "You catch on pretty quickly," she complimented him. "That's exactly what we're saying — you'd magically become a woman so you could experience what it was like, so you could understand women better."
Paul blanched. She apparently read minds, too, because she had voiced his exact thoughts, almost to the word. "This is ... kind of creepy," he said cautiously.
"Paul," Melinda said, placing her hand gently on his arm, "this place really _is_ magic. I think a weekend just 'hanging with the girls' really _can_ help you get over your shyness around Kathleen. And that's what you want, isn't it?"
"You're not talking about something permanent, are you?" Paul asked hesitantly. His desire to overcome his shyness and to be able to talk with Kathleen — and maybe ask her out — was stronger than his fear of being transformed — if he even believed such would be possible, which, clearly, he was skeptical about.
Grandmother smiled. "Not unless you want it to be permanent," she said, giving Melinda a wink that Paul didn't see.
Paul thought for a few moments. "I saw your prices. They're kind of steep, aren't they? Especially for a college student?"
Jenny laughed lightly. "I think Grandmother will let me use one of my 'guest' days to help with the cost."
Paul was torn. As an engineering student, schooled in logic and facts, the thought of magic seemed implausible. On the other hand, Melinda, Jenny, and the old woman really were assuring him that it was real, and he really did want to get closer to Kathleen. But as a woman, and for a weekend? He wasn't sure how he'd handle that. In fact, the thought of spending a few days as a woman was rather daunting. What if everyone noticed how clumsy and out-of-place he was? Would they laugh at him? Would he look ridiculous?
As he argued with himself, Kathleen and the other girls emerged from the locker room. Kathleen was wearing a bright red bikini that showed her curves, especially her round, luscious rear. With the angle of the sun making her auburn hair seem even redder, she was an intoxicating sight. She glanced at Paul, and then waved coyly.
"Okay," Paul said as he turned to the old woman, his decision made. "How does this work?"
Grandmother smiled, as did Melinda. "You're going to love the weekend," Melinda said. She turned to Grandmother. "I'll take it from here. As you're fond of saying, you _do_ have a business to run." As Grandmother turned away, still smiling, Melinda continued. "You buy your pass, and then swipe it in the card reader over there," she indicated the gate with a reader. "All you have to do is go into the men's locker room, change, and then shower."
"That's it? No 'abra cadabra'? No flash and bolt of lightning?"
"As Grandmother and Anya are fond of saying, that's too flashy for their style. The water in the park is enchanted. It will change you when you shower."
Paul glanced nervously at Jenny, and then at Melinda. Both simply nodded affirmation to him. "I guess I’m outnumbered," he said slowly.
**********
Paul was still skeptical as he turned on the shower. It all seemed so surreal — a magic park that would change him into a woman, so he could get to know how to deal with women, so he could talk to Kathleen, so he wouldn't be nervous when he changed back, so he'd be able to ask her out. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then stepped into the shower, expecting cool or cold water. Instead, the water was pleasantly warm, even invigorating.
He felt silly as he let the warm spray massage his back. He was counting on something flashy, but nothing happened except a slight tingling sensation on his scalp. He closed his eyes, shook his head, and sighed heavily, but as he did so, he felt locks of hair slapping against his cheeks. His eyes snapped open, and he shook his head gently. He felt his hair brushing his cheeks again, but this time, he saw longer hair swirling into and out of sight. His jaw dropped open, and he reached up instinctively to grasp the evidence that he was changing. As he did, the tingling sensation spread to his arms and legs. His hand stopped moving in front of his face when he saw that it was finer, more delicate, and smaller. Even as he watched, with the faint pink mist in the background, his hand continued to change, becoming even more female.
The tingling and a slight tugging on his abdomen, waist, and hips caused his gaze to snap down, in time to witness the slow metamorphosis of his lower body. His waist narrowed, his abs become flatter, and his hips widened slightly. To his horror, he saw the bulge in his swim suit slowly deflate. He reached to touch his genitals, and felt them shrinking, while his swimsuit began to flow like liquid cloth, moving around his waist and hips as the plain male trunks became a daring electric blue bikini bottom. Even as the cloth stopped flowing, what little remained of Paul's manhood vanished, pulling inward until it was its female equivalent.
Slowly, Paul's nipples began to press outward, growing larger and conical as the almost-pleasant tingling spread there. His eyes were wide open, his mouth agape, as he stared at the growing breasts on his formerly manly chest. What chest hair he had vanished, and his musculature shrank, even as the cones pressed outward. When they stopped pressing outward, Paul thought that the changes were done, but the tingling persisted, and his breasts began to fill, to turn from the early-teen cones into the round, voluptuous curves of womanhood.
Just as slowly as it had begun, the strange tingling sensation vanished, leaving Paul standing in the shower, staring down between ample but not ridiculously-large breasts, at a flat stomach, and a flat crotch hidden by an electric-blue bikini bottom.
Reality sank in to Paul — as he touched his breasts, and felt them, he realized that Melinda, Jenny, and the old woman _hadn't_ been pulling his leg. The magic was real. He'd been changed into a woman.
Not knowing what else to do, Paul shut off the shower and stepped out. He walked, hesitantly, around the corner toward the exit into the park.
Paul stopped suddenly as he confronted what appeared to be a mirror. The girl appearing in the mirror looked like his sister, with an electric-blue bikini bottom and no top. Instinctively, Paul lifted his arm to cover his breasts, but when he realized what he'd done, he let his arms drop.
If he'd have been male, he would have been quite smitten by the girl in the mirror. She was a quite pretty woman. Her hair was layered in a relatively short, sassy bob, and just as brown as Paul's had been. Her lips were a bit more full than Paul's had been, but not absurdly so, and her cheekbones seemed a bit higher. Paul knew that the large, soft appearance of her eyes was not because her eyes were larger, but because her head was a bit smaller, giving her a bit of doe-eyed innocence. The woman's breasts — Paul's breasts, he reminded himself, were full and round, but seemed to be only average sized. Her stomach was flat, with no extraneous fat, and her hips rounded nicely below her thin waist. In short, Paul was impressed by what he'd become.
A knock on the door interrupted Paul's fascinated gaze at his reflection. "Paula, are you ready yet?"
Paul frowned, but then realized that if he'd been changed in body, his name would probably have been changed as well. Melinda _had_ said that no-one would know because reality would have been altered. "Uh," he stammered, surprised at the higher pitch of his voice, "I ... uh, forgot my top."
The door opened and Melinda stepped in, smiling. "Here," she said, holding out a blue top that matched her bikini bottom. "Grandmother said you'd need this."
Paul winced as he took the top from Melinda. "Uh," he stammered, "how do I ... put it on?"
Melinda laughed. "The part Grandmother didn't tell you is that your body will come with a set of natural feminine skills, as if you'd been born this way. Putting on clothing is one of them. Don't think about it, just do it."
Paul's eyes widened as he grasped the power of the magic. He drew a long breath, and as he exhaled, he put on the bikini top as if he'd been doing it forever. "Wow!" he exclaimed. "That's ...."
"Spooky," Melinda completed his sentence. "Let's try one more. Quick, what's your name?"
"Paula Louise Larson," Paul answered, and as soon as he did, his eyes widened in surprise. "Wait, that's not it! I'm Paula! No, My name is Paula." Paul wrinkled his nose in frustration. "I can't even say my own name!" he complained.
Melinda laughed gently. "As far as anyone knows, including your parents if you were to call them, you've _always_ been Paula. It helps prevent ... mix-ups. While you're changed, you're Paula. When you change back, you'll be Paul again."
"Okay, so I'm Paula. What will I remember when I change back?"
"You'll remember just about all of what you experience. Some things, though, like if you were to see any of us naked, you won't remember. It's a lot less awkward that way." Melinda took Paula by the elbow and led her out of the locker room. "The other girls are over at the wave pool. I told them we'd meet them there." She strode leisurely out of the entrance plaza, and down a pathway. At a fork in the path, she turned right, toward an area called "Tropical Paradise".
As the two strolled, Paula felt self-conscious. She _knew_ that everyone was watching her, and that everyone knew she was changed.
Melinda noticed her discomfort. "Relax, Paula. No-one else knows besides you, me, Jenny, and Grandmother. If you quit trying to walk like you think a woman walks, and just walk, it'll be natural. No one will suspect."
Just like with the bikini top, as soon as Paula quit thinking about walking with what she thought was a feminine strut, she was walking, and her eyes widened at both how natural it felt, and how her hips were swaying with every step. Her hands and arms even moved more gracefully, and in a much more feminine manner, than she remembered from Paul. It felt natural, and yet, it was distinctively different.
Melinda knew what was going through Paula's mind. "Yes, when you go to the restroom, you'll automatically put the seat down, too."
When they reached the wave pool, Paula and Melinda noticed the other girls were already body-surfing as the waves rolled periodically toward the sandy beach, except Jenny, who had picked out a comfortable lounge chair. Paula took a small foam board and waded out to join them, while Melinda laid down in a lounge chair beside Jenny.
Jenny had her long, wavy, red hair in a braid, and she was wearing a pair of fashionable sunglasses to shade her eyes. She was tan, but not excessively so, and very fit without looking like a female body-builder. Most striking was the silver and Kelly-green deep-vee-necked swimsuit she wore, which really emphasized her assets, and her assets were indeed generous. Paula realized that, next to Jenny, her own body was merely average, and, for a moment, she felt inadequate. Paula told herself that she'd have to talk to Melinda about that feeling later, when they had a chance. She shouldn't feel jealous of another woman's looks!
"Hey, Paula," Kathleen called as Paula waded into the pool, "are you going to the dance next weekend?"
Paula was amazed that Kathleen knew him as a girl, even though the old woman and Melinda had assured him that such would be the case. "I don't think so," Paula said hesitantly.
"Why don't we all go?" one of the girls, a shorter brunette named Susan, asked. "There'll probably be a lot of guys there without dates, and we'd probably get to dance."
"And maybe get lucky?" another girl, Whitney, suggested.
Paula blushed at the blatant suggestion. She hadn't expected _this_ type of discussion from the girls.
Susan noticed Paula's expression. "You must be thinking about the last dance and Chris Nolan," Susan laughed. "Are you going to try to hook up with him again?"
"I don't think so," Paula said, her cheeks turning even redder. "There's more to life than just a quick hookup."
Whitney and Susan laughed. "Someone's too serious about her studies!"
Kathleen rolled toward the group, riding her kick board on a wave as it slowly weakened. "You want to get a good job and make the big bucks, then you _have_ to be serious," she observed. "When you two are juniors, you'll understand."
Whitney rolled her eyes, like she was listening to a parental lecture, while Susan just laughed again. "My major is recreational fitness," she said, "so I'm not going to be nearly as busy as you engineers!"
"You won't make as much, either," Leslie said. "I thought it was the phys ed types that said, 'no pain, no gain'."
Whitney scowled. "At least we have time to date and party."
"Speaking of which," Kathleen interjected, "I thought Cyndi was joining us today, unless she got too hammered at the Tau party last night."
"She sounded pretty hung over when I called her this morning," Whitney reported.
"Her loss," Paula ventured. She knew she had to be careful about her comments and opinions regarding other girls.
"I didn't think she was twenty-one," Kathleen said with a frown. "Are the Taus serving underage girls again?"
"She looks just like her older sister, so she's been using her sister's ID." Susan sounded envious.
"Hey," Paula changed the subject, "why don't we go over to the hill? The slides look like fun."
"Why don't we ask Jenny and Melinda?" Susan suggested. "Jenny works here; she should know the best attractions."
"I'd say that Melinda is Jenny's favorite attraction," Leslie said with a giggle.
"Do you think we'll be able to distract them from each other?" Whitney added.
Melinda noticed that the girls were looking at her and Jenny. She frowned. "What?" she asked loudly.
Leslie grinned. "We were all wondering if you two wanted to, I don't know, go have some fun?"
Melinda glanced at Jenny, and then turned back and stuck out her tongue. "What makes you think we're not enjoying ourselves?"
"Come on," Paula urged as she walked out of the wave pool toward Melinda and Jenny. "Let's go to the rides up on the hill."
Jenny frowned as she swung her legs off the lounge chair. "For your information," she said with a mock scolding tone, "that's Pele's Mountain, not some 'hill'."
"So let's go to Pele's Mountain, then," Leslie chimed in, "and ride some of the slides."
**********
As her body slid into the runout area, Paula felt her bikini top tug free off her chest. As she fumbled about, trying to get the tiny fabric triangles back across her breasts, she heard Leslie and Whitney laughing. She felt her cheeks burning with embarrassment.
"Not funny," she said with a scowl.
Leslie laughed. "Yes, it is." She grinned sheepishly. "The slide got me, too," she confessed.
The next two down were Susan and Kathleen, and just like the others, Kathleen's top was tugged free by the spray of water at the end. She stood up, confidently, and looked at her dangling bikini top like it was a minor annoyance.
Paula felt conflicting emotions — as a former guy, she knew that she should have found the sight of Kathleen's firm, round breasts, and the big brown nipples crowning them, very enticing. At the same time, she knew that there should have been a need to use gentlemanly discretion in not overtly staring. But all Paula felt was a little embarrassment for Kathleen, and envy that she was so confident of her body that she wasn't embarrassed by losing her top. Unlike Paula, though, she simply retied her bikini top.
Jenny and Melinda came down the slides next, and neither of them lost their tops, which, given Jenny's swimsuit, was surprising. Paula gazed, bewildered.
Jenny noticed. She smiled, and then explained to the girls how to keep their tops on. Naturally, the girls wanted to try again, and when they did, only Paula lost her top, causing her some mild embarrassment. Inwardly, Paula reasoned that it was because she wasn't as familiar with her body, and thus didn't have the reflexes. Even though the other girls laughed, she was able to soothe her pride.
**********
The sun was slowly setting, but the heat of the early autumn day hadn't yet abated. The water of 'Old Man River' was thus refreshing to the girls floating lazily around the park in their tubes, especially since they'd spent some time sunbathing on the white beach of the Swimming Hole.
Paula was relaxing, trying to listen, but also half-dozing in her tube. It had been a long day, and the girls had played hard. She thought she heard her name. "Huh?"
"We were trying to figure out what kind of guy it'd take to interest you in going to the dance," Susan repeated with a smile.
"You're playing matchmaker now, too, is that it?" Paula tried to joke. From the topic, she felt nervous. She didn't have girl memories, or girl instincts. She knew nothing about 'girl talk'.
"Why not?" Susan grinned.
"Why don't we figure out what kind of guy _you'd_ like?" Paula countered.
"Too easy," Whitney joked. "Six-two, two hundred pounds of muscle, movie-star looks, and hung like a horse."
"I wasn't talking about a guy for a hookup," Kathleen said.
Paula's eyebrows rose when she realized that Kathleen was thinking the same way she was.
"Okay, long term?" Leslie joined the game. "Susan would go for the outdoor type. Athletic. Loves dancing and partying. Good earning potential, but doesn't have to work long hours."
"And he likes puppies," Whitney added. "
Susan smiled. "You're not even close. Except for the dancing and the puppies. I couldn't get serious with a guy who didn't like puppies."
"Does he like kids?"
"Don't know," Susan shrugged. "I haven't really thought about having kids." She turned to Kathleen. "How about you?" she asked.
Kathleen smiled wistfully. "The most important thing is that he has to be my best friend," she said. "I'll be the center of his universe, and he'll be the center of mine. He'll be the kind of guy that isn't afraid to try new things. It'll be fun to stay up all night by a fire just talking." She had a far-off look in her eyes. "He'll like cooking and baking, so we can spend time together in the kitchen, sharing my hobbies, just like I'll share his. And he's smart." Kathleen looked at Leslie. "Since you're dating Troy, I guess your ideal guy would be Leonard, from 'Big Bang Theory'?"
"Troy is _not_ a nerd," Leslie said defensively. "He doesn't like Star Trek or comic books," she added with a grin. "Apart from that, ...." She turned to Paula. "You haven't answered from the first time."
"I haven't really thought about it," Paula stammered. "I've been too focused on getting my degree. I've been thinking about grad school, and that would delay getting into a serious relationship."
"Oooh," Whitney and Susan said simultaneously, "That's a dodge, if ever I heard one."
"So if Jack Wilkins were to walk up to you and ask you to dinner and the dance next week," Leslie began with a sly smile, "are you trying to convince us that you'd tell him no, that you're not interested?"
Paula felt a peculiar tingling at Jack Wilkin's name. All the girls said he was one of the best looking guys on campus, and that he was very charming. His family wasn't filthy-rich, but they were far from poor, and Jack wasn't hesitant to treat his dates well. "Uh, I didn't say that," she said nervously. In fact, Paula _was_ nervous at how she'd felt when she thought about Jack. She _shouldn't_ have felt any kind of tingling or arousal, but she had. She knew she'd have to take the subject up with Melinda later — if she got a chance.
"So you _would_ go to the dance with Jack?" Susan asked knowingly.
"Maybe," Paula tried to be coy. "Maybe not."
"I wouldn't," Kathleen said definitively. "He's too full of himself." She shook her head. "When he takes a girl out, he expects the night to end in his bedroom."
"Nothing wrong with a romp in the sack with a good-looking guy," Susan said.
Much to Paula's relief, the loudspeaker announced that the park was closing, interrupting the conversation. "Guess we better head back to the lockers," she said, her voice a mixture of reluctance and relief.
"As long as we're having a girls' day, why don't we go out for dinner, and then dancing?" Leslie suggested.
Melinda smiled; she was holding Jenny's hand as they paddled their rafts to the shallow area. "We'll have to take a pass. We've got to get Natalya fed and then off to her friend's house for a sleepover."
"And we planned to meet Anya and Liz at the Coconut Club," Jenny added.
"That sounds like an idea!" Whitney said enthusiastically. "We can get dinner, and then go to the club for dancing!"
**********
Dinner surprised Paula on a few counts. First, she couldn't eat as much as she was used to, and second, all the girls seemed to go light on their meal to save plenty of room for dessert. Third, the sweet dessert seemed even tastier with her female body than with Paul's. She wasn't sure if it was something biological, or if it was the company and their infectious attitudes about sweets.
When they got to the club, Paula was a little dismayed at how many guys seemed to be there. She felt self-conscious as the girls strode in, knowing that every guy was looking at her. On the other hand, she noted how confidently Kathleen, Susan, and Whitney walked. Even before they could sit, Susan was asked to dance, and Kathleen shortly after her.
Paula sat down beside Melinda and Jenny. She looked and felt uncomfortable, but Melinda just smiled at her. "Paula, this is Anya. She runs the park, with her grandmother."
"Oh." Paula's mouth dropped open slightly as she realized what Melinda was telling her.
"How did you like our park? I take it today has been ... enlightening?" Anya asked with a smile. She was a very pretty young woman, with long, wavy dark hair. Her eyes danced with energy and enthusiasm, and her clothes clung to her curvy figure like they were painted on. Paula realized that if she were Paul, she'd find Anya very attractive.
"It was a lot of fun," Paula said.
"I hope you saved enough energy for dancing," Anya suggested. When she saw Paula's eyes widen, she smiled. "You _do_ plan on dancing, don't you? It _is_ part of the package."
"I ... hadn't really thought of it," Paula confessed. "It's a little bit overwhelming so far."
"Oh?" Anya paused when she saw a young man coming toward the table. "You'll have to excuse me for a bit. My boyfriend Greg is about to ask me to dance." She smiled, then stood and took the guy's hand, turning him toward the dance floor.
Leslie, too, went to the dance floor, leaving Paula sitting alone with Melinda and Jenny. "You seem a little down," Melinda noted.
"I'm kind of confused," Paula answered.
"About what?"
"A number of things. Mostly was when the girls were talking about guys, and they were asking if I'd go out with one guy in particular."
Jenny smiled. "I noticed that you seemed a little flustered when you were answering. Let me guess — when they were talking about him, you found yourself getting unexpectedly intrigued or aroused, right?"
"Don't tell me that you do the mind-reading thing, too!" Paula tried to joke. "Yeah."
"You've got a female body, with female instincts. Your body — and mind — are reacting like a woman would. That includes feeling like you did," Melinda explained.
Paula frowned. "So does that mean that if ... he ... were to come in and dance with me, that I'd sleep with him?" She sounded very concerned about the scope of the changes.
Jenny laughed. "Not unless you wanted to. The change made you a woman, not a mindless bimbo slut!"
"Although, that's been known to happen," Melinda added with a grin, "when someone pisses off Grandmother or Anya!"
Paula shuddered inwardly. "I'm glad I'm not in that category!"
"If you want to dance, Greg's fraternity brothers are really nice guys. They're gentlemen, not like most frat boys. Greg would be happy to introduce you."
"Uh, no thanks," Paula answered quickly. "But I noticed something about the girls that are dancing."
"What?"
"Why does it seem like the really pretty girls, the beauty-queen types, aren't asked as much as ... normal girls?"
Jenny smiled. "Did you ever get 'shot down' by a really pretty girl?" she asked.
"Yeah."
"And you felt pretty embarrassed, I bet, right?"
Paula nodded. "That's an understatement."
"And I bet you didn't feel like taking that kind of chance again for quite a while, right?" Melinda saw Paula's nod. "Every guy is thinking about whether he can pick up the 'beauty queen' types, but after they've been embarrassed once, they generally don't want to take that chance again. If they ask an ordinary girl, their buddies aren't watching as much, because they're focused on the beauties. So the guy doing the asking is at less risk of embarrassment from his friends, and feels like the ordinary girl isn't as full of herself, and thus more likely to dance with him."
Paula considered the explanation. "That makes sense."
"It can get to the point where a really pretty girl can go into a club and not get asked to dance, or offered a drink, just because the guys are intimidated by the thoughts of failure," Jenny added.
"You two must pay a lot of attention to guys, because you seem to know a lot about them," Paula observed as she turned back toward the dance floor.
Jenny winked at Melinda, who smiled back. "You have no idea," she said, softly enough that Paula wouldn't hear over the band and crowd.
"You look like you're a little jealous of Kathleen," Melinda said after a moment.
Paula turned toward her, frowning. "I'm surprised that you're not telling me that I can't be jealous because I'm not supposed to have guy feelings, right?"
Melinda laughed. "You said it, not me!"
Jenny looked up, and her brow furrowed. "Oh, oh."
Paula frowned, quickly turning to see what had caught Jenny's attention. "Oh, oh, what?" She saw Anya coming back to the table, with her boyfriend Greg — and another young man. "Oh, crap!" she mouthed. "She wouldn't!"
Melinda chuckled. "I don't think Anya would, but if I know Greg, he's bringing one of his fraternity brothers." She saw Paula's eyes widen in shock. "Oh, don't worry! They're all nice guys. Very respectful, and not pushy, unlike some frat rats."
Anya slid into a chair. Greg stood beside her, with his friend next to him. "Hey, Paula," he began the introductions, "I'd like you meet my friend, Bert."
"Bert?" Paula asked hesitantly. She looked at the young man. He was quite impeccably dressed, unlike many of the guys at the club. It seemed that everything was deliberately neat, from the way he had his wavy brown hair combed, to his wire-framed glasses perched perfectly on his nose, down through his button-down shirt. It seemed out of place, in the club, to be wearing a tie, but on him, it seemed perfectly natural.
"Actually," he said, in a perfect British accent, "It's Bertram. Bertram Smythe. Most people, however, call me Bert or Bertie."
Paula was intrigued, and, to be honest with herself, a little enchanted. His accent made her feel weak-kneed, for some reason. "Please, join us," she found herself saying, without knowing why.
Bert smiled. "I was hoping that we could skip the sitting and conversation, and I could persuade you to join me for a dance."
Paula glanced at Anya, who was smiling at her. Anya leaned closer to Paula. "He's a perfect gentleman," she reminded Paula. "And he's quite a good dancer."
Paula turned back to Bert, and found herself extending her hand for him to lead her to the dance floor. "Have you been told that your accent is quite enchanting?" she asked.
Bert smiled. "I have noticed that some Yank girls — no offense intended — seem to be intrigued by my ... accent."
"It is ... interesting," Paula said with a smile. She danced for a bit with Bert, including a slow dance. She was impressed — and actually a bit aroused — at how gentlemanly he conducted himself, especially during the slow dance. She knew — and saw — other couples grinding against each other in blatantly sexual ways, but Bert held her respectfully — close enough that she could feel herself pressed against his chest, but not in any suggestive manner. He was comfortable to be with.
As the night wore on, Paula alternated between sitting with the group, talking, and dancing with Bert. It was quite late when the club was closing, and the group was still enjoying themselves.
As they walked to the dance floor for what might be the last dance of the night, Paula was smiling at Bert. She felt very conflicted inside; Paul's memories were screaming that this was weird, even gay, and she definitely should _not_ be enjoying dancing with a guy. Paula, on the other hand, was very relaxed by Bert's warm, friendly nature. She was having fun, because she felt no pressure. Anya and the others had assured her that Bert was a total gentleman, and he'd proven it by his actions — or, more specifically, lack thereof.
The music stopped, and the DJ announced that it was closing time. Paula walked off the dance floor, back to the table, where she picked up her purse. The other girls were watching her with what she felt was an excess of scrutiny. She turned to Bert and caught his hand. "Thanks," she said, feeling a genuine sense of gratitude and fun. "I had a good time."
Bert smiled, and Paula felt her knees weaken. "So did I. I hope to see you around some more. It's not every day that a self-confessed nerd meets a girl who shares some of his interests."
"Maybe we can go see that new movie tomorrow night, then?" Paula found herself suggesting, to her own shock.
Bert's smile broadened. "There's a nice little place that serves fish and chips. We could have dinner either before or after, if you'd like."
Paula laughed. "At least you didn't suggest steak and kidney pie!"
"Too stereotypical," Bert chuckled.
"And fish and chips aren't?" Paula countered lightly. "That sounds like fun."
Bert's eyes beamed with delight. "I'll pick you up at seven? There's a showing at eight-thirty, so that would give us time to eat."
"Not fish and chips, though," Paula cautioned with a smile.
"Pizza?" Bert saw Paula's nod, and he smiled. "Until then."
Paula saw Anya and Melinda staring at her, their eyes wide. For some reason, she got a mischievous idea. She lifted herself up on her toes and gave him a kiss on his cheek. "I'm looking forward to it."
After he'd left, and Melinda was walking to the parking lot with Anya, Jenny, and Paula, Melinda scowled at Paula. "What was _that_ all about?"
"All what?" Paula asked innocently.
Jenny shook her head in disbelief. "You know exactly what we're talking about. The date, the kiss. What's going on?"
Paula paused, and tried to think of what had happened. "It just seemed ... the right thing to do," she said after a moment. "He was so sweet, it just happened."
Anya smiled. "What you found, I think, is that when the guy wasn't pushy, but was just being friendly, you found it non-threatening and comfortable, and _that_ was attractive to you. Am I right?"
Paula mulled over Anya's thoughts. "Yeah, I think that's it. With the other guys asking me to dance, I felt like they were, I don't know, looking for something ... else. With Bert, it was pretty clear that he was just having an enjoyable evening with no expectations."
Melinda grinned. "And thus ends lesson two."
Paula cocked her head, puzzled. "Lesson two? What was lesson one?"
"Lesson one is that girls talk about the same things guys do, and enjoy hanging around having fun, just like guys."
"Oh."
"And lesson two is that girls find non-threatening guys comfortable and fun to be with."
**********
Paula woke early, as had been Paul's habit, even on weekends. After spending a few moments in a futile effort to fall back asleep, staring at the feminine décor of the room, she pulled herself out of bed. After few quick chores in the bathroom, she pulled on a robe and strolled out to the kitchen. Some breakfast sounded like a good plan.
The first thing Paula did was to start a pot of coffee brewing. That done, she checked the refrigerator, and was surprised to find that diet yogurt, salad fixings, and other 'healthy' foods were plentiful. The pantry held a few cereals, and some pancake mix. Unsure of what to expect, Paula looked around the kitchen and found a waffle iron, which she took as a sign. A few minutes later, the waffle iron was heating up while Paula mixed the batter.
"Smells good. What's the occasion?" a sleepy voice interrupted, startling Paula.
She looked up, and saw Leslie, clad only in a teddy. "Uh, I couldn't sleep, so I decided to make some breakfast."
Leslie shook her head as she ran her fingers through her hair. Her hair was a mess, and her eyes were half-closed. "You're making enough for an army! Have you forgotten your diet?"
Paula started; this might seem out of character to Leslie. "You've got to splurge once in a while. Besides, I figured that you'd help eat the waffles."
"Whole wheat?"
Paula remembered what was on the package. "Of course. And I'll use low-fat margarine and a low-sugar strawberry jam."
Leslie smiled. She shuffled across the room and pulled a cup from the cupboard, then poured some coffee. "Some days, I really hate dieting, because I miss the flavor of real maple syrup."
Paula laughed. "So save up and splurge."
Leslie laughed sardonically. "You remember last time I tried that? I binged for almost two weeks!"
"So I'll tie you down and spoon-feed you until you get over the cravings! Or should I leave that to Troy?"
"Don't even mention that to him! He'd probably get off on a little bondage!" Leslie chuckled.
"I figured I'd get some breakfast, and then have a lazy day watching my Gilligan's Island DVDs."
Leslie frowned. "Have you forgotten that we're meeting the group at the lab at ten-thirty?"
"Oh, crap, that's right!" Paula realized that, in this new reality, some things hadn't changed. "I almost forgot."
"Sure. You go dancing with a guy with a British accent, and you forget all about homework and the rest of your lab team!"
"I wasn't completely awake," Paula protested. "Besides, it's not like I got swept off my feet or anything."
Leslie laughed aloud. "And _who_ asked _whom_ for the date tonight?"
**********
Working on the lab was an interesting experience; Leslie, Paula, another girl named Heather, and two guys were on the team. It didn't take Paula long to really dislike one of the guys, Lewis, because he was acting like he was God's gift to women. He was constantly making comments that were innuendos, double-entendres, and suggestive comments. Knowing that she was only temporarily a girl didn't give Paula any relief; the guy was an egotistical jerk. From Heather's whispered comments and Leslie's rolled eyes and frowns, she knew that they were as offended as she was, or possibly more so. Leslie and Heather plainly stated during a short break that the only thing that kept the jerk on the team was that the assignments were made by the instructor.
By the end of the day, Paula wanted to wring his neck. She'd had a few too many suggestive comments about her bosom, her ass, and 'recreational activities'. Paula rode with Leslie back to their apartment.
When Paula got dressed to go on her 'date' with Bert, Leslie laughed, and then made Paula change. It was another of those things that Paula didn't understand about women; this was a casual date, but Leslie was insistent that Paula dress and fix her hair like it was a formal dance. She was, thus, a bit late getting ready when Bert arrived. Surprisingly, for an informal 'date', Bert was well-dressed and well groomed, like it was a formal date. She felt pleased that he'd taken the trouble to look nice for her, even though she knew that she shouldn't have such feelings. As she recalled Leslie's insistence that she wear nice clothing, Paula wondered if this was lesson three — women liked to look pretty, and they wanted men to make a similar effort to look attractive for them. Was it that the little extra effort in physical presentation sent a message that the guy thought highly enough of the girl to take the time? Did a guy's physical appearance send a message about how much he thought of the girl? Paula was beginning to suspect that it did.
Dinner was informal, and fun. The movie was good, and after the movie, Bert suggested perhaps a little dessert. Once they finished talking and eating their dessert, Bert took Paula home. What surprised Paula was when Bert simply parked, walked around the car and opened her door, and offered his hand to help her out. He made no 'move' on Paula; instead, he made it abundantly clear that everything was her choice.
At the doorway to the apartment building, Paula stopped, turned, and kissed Bert. Paul was confused, but Paula was a bit aroused at how gentlemanly Bert had been. She hadn't had to fight off his wandering paws during the movie, she hadn't had to ensure a lot of suggestive comments, and she hadn't ever felt threatened by him, even though he was physically larger. She felt comfortable and safe. So it was natural to Paula that she should thank Bert, which she did with a moderately-long kiss that was more than a peck on the cheek.
As Bert walked back to his car, Paula watched with a little tingle in her heart. Bert was sweet, and he showed how much he respected her. Was that lesson four — that girls liked being treated like they were special? She was mulling over that thought even through Leslie's good-natured ribbing about her lipstick being smeared when she got back in the apartment.
**********
As the sun rose higher in the morning, Paula was glad that she hadn't worn the top of her sweat suit. She and Leslie were running through Dixon Park, a favored location for jogging, playing Frisbee, and other outdoor activities. It was also, Paula reminded herself as they passed a parking area, a favorite make-out spot for high-school kids.
For a brief moment, Paula felt a tiny thrill as she contemplated what it would be like to sit with Bert in the park making out. As soon as she was aware of the thought, though, she chased it from her mind, shuddering as she did so. It wasn't right to be thinking about kissing a guy. It _shouldn't_ be right.
"Take a break?" Leslie puffed as they approached a drinking fountain and bench.
"Sure," Paula replied easily. From their breathing, it was clear that Paula was in better shape than Leslie.
"How far?" Leslie panted as she bent forward and propped her arms on her thighs. She knew better than to sit down.
Paula glanced at a watch-like instrument on her wrist. "About three kilometers," she answered.
"I'm going to assume you want to run the full ten K?"
Paula shrugged. "I had a late night last night. Five K is probably enough today." She grinned. "But we're doing the full ten K on Wednesday after classes."
As Leslie bent over the fountain to get a drink, a couple of guys jogged past. Paula frowned when she saw the guys ogling Leslie's rear. She realized immediately that they had probably been gawking at how her tight-fitting top accentuated her curves.
"Ready?" Paula asked as soon as Leslie straightened. She wanted to get running again, because she knew the exercise would distract her from thinking about how the guys were watching her.
"Another minute."
Two guys jogged up, and halted by the fountain. One guy made a show of getting a drink; Paula knew it was an excuse to stop so they could try to talk to the girls. She thought she recognized one of the guys from a history class at college.
"Nice day for running," the guy who wasn't drinking said casually.
"Yeah," Leslie answered. "It's okay."
"When we're not in class or in the labs," Paula added. "Senior projects and labs take way too much time."
The guy's eyebrows rose in surprise. "You're ... seniors?"
"Mechanical Engineering," Leslie confirmed. "I assume you're in college, too?"
One guy glanced uneasily at the other; they seemed to visibly deflate. "I'm a sophomore," he answered almost apologetically, "in business. Brett," he nodded toward his partner, "is studying foreign languages."
Paula bit her tongue to avoid making a sarcastic or condescending remark. It was universally accepted in the engineering disciplines that business, liberal arts, and education weren't really worthwhile areas of study. This opinion, of course, was not universally shared at the college. Paula decided to be civil instead. "Are you guys training for the charity 10K run next month?"
"Nah," the second one, Brett, answered. "We just like to get out and exercise."
"And try to pick up girls," Paula thought. "Well, enjoy your day. We need to get back to our training." With that, she turned, and with Leslie at her side, began to run easily on the running path.
"You were a bit abrupt with them," Leslie observed when they were out of earshot of the guys.
"I'm here to run, not to scope out guys," Paula answered quickly.
"You have to admit that Brett was kind of cute."
Paula started to react, but caught herself to consider what Leslie had said. She reminded herself that she was "in school", learning about what girls thought. "I thought you were involved with Troy."
Leslie frowned and shook her head. "He called off another date," she said glumly, "and I heard he's been screwing Traci Johnson."" She sighed. "I probably should be looking around. Haven't you ever watched other guys while you've been, you know, dating?"
Paula paused to search her memories. She found nothing helpful. "I've never been involved enough to call something a relationship," she replied, "so I wouldn’t really know." As they ran in silence for a few moments, Paula reflected on what Leslie had said. Her new, feminine instincts told her that Leslie wasn't exaggerating; Brett had been physically attractive. But she found herself unable to get past his chosen major. Maybe, to her, there was more than physical beauty. Was she like Paul; was she more strongly attracted to someone intelligent and witty, as opposed to merely beautiful? Maybe this was lesson five — girls, like guys, didn't always look for guys who were 'hunks', but for guys who were fun and intelligent and genuinely interesting. Unlike the stereotypical college girl who'd be in awe of a guy who was ripped and gorgeous, a girl could see beyond the surface.
As Paula and Leslie jogged silently, with Leslie struggling to keep up, they came upon a clearing where a few guys were relaxing. The girls immediately noticed that one of the guys had a small, brownish puppy on a leash, and was sitting down to play with his dog.
"Aw," Leslie puffed, "isn't he so cute!" She stopped and walked off the jogging trail to where the guy was sitting. "What kind of dog is he?"
The guy turned, looking up at Leslie and Paula. "She's a golden retriever," he said, smiling.
Leslie squatted down beside the guy and the puppy. "She's adorable! Can I hold her?"
The guy grinned. "Sure." He lifted the puppy to Leslie, who immediately began to cuddle the small dog. "You're so cute, aren't you?" she said to the dog, as if the dog could understand her.
Paula had to admit that the puppy seemed more loveable now than when she'd been Paul. She took her turn holding the puppy. Within minutes, three more girls were gathered around the small, golden puppy. Paula noticed that the other guys were staring jealously at the one with the dog, since he had five girls around him, and they had none.
Eventually, Leslie and Paula continued their run. Paula mulled over the guy with the dog. He'd used the dog as an ice-breaker, a way to start talking with the girls. He wasn't arrogant, or showing off his physical prowess the way the other guys imagined they were; he just talked about his dog, and let the conversation go from there. Paula had no doubt that he'd have a date that evening if he wanted.
Paula wondered, briefly, if she shouldn't get a puppy, so that once she changed back, she could use the dog as an ice-breaker to talk to Kathleen. Before that thought could take root, however, she remembered Paul's dog Sable, and the trouble the puppy had caused before he'd been fully trained. Paula discounted using a puppy as an ice-breaker. Besides, she thought, with Paul's luck, Kathleen would turn out to be allergic to dogs.
**********
As they finished their run, Paula felt some twinges and discomfort in her lower abdomen. Leslie noticed her wincing. "Are you okay?" Leslie asked.
Paula's male memories pondered the strange feelings; it wasn't like she'd pulled a muscle or overdone the running and had a side ache. Paula's female memories, though, knew exactly what the problem was. "I think I need to use the ladies' room," she said, "and I think we'll have to stop on the way home for ... supplies."
Leslie nodded sympathetically. "We need a few groceries, anyway."
"Got any ideas for dinner?"
Leslie shook her head. "I was thinking some steamed vegetables in Alfredo sauce over fettuccine."
Paula nodded. "That sounds good. I know you won't mind if I cook a chicken breast so I can have some meat with mine."
Leslie smiled. "As long as you don't make me eat it."
"One thing I haven't figured out," Paul began.
"What's that?"
"How come you eat fish and eggs if you're a vegetarian?"
Leslie laughed. "I'm not a total vegetarian. Fish don't ...," she paused, thinking, " seem the same as beef or chicken."
"I couldn't live like that," Paula said in a non-judgmental tone. "I'm a carnivore.
"Did you get your lab write-up finished?" Leslie asked after Paula visited the ladies' restroom.
Paula shook her head. "Almost. I figure I've got a couple of hours on that, and then I'll have to put in some time for other classes."
"I hate labs. They take way too much work for only one credit hour."
"So does everyone, but since they're required, all we can do is tough 'em out."
"And we've got that test coming up Wednesday," Leslie added.
Paula groaned. "Don't remind me! I'm behind enough as it is without having to study for another test."
Paula retreated to her bedroom to study. She felt more twinges of discomfort, and found that she had to change her tampon — again. She shuddered; if this was what women went through monthly, then it was no wonder that they were moody and irritable. As she settled into bed, tired from the day's exercise and long, mentally-arduous studying, she had a brief thought that changing back was going to be awkward with Leslie in the apartment. Fatigue, though, overtook her, and she forgot about her concerns as she drifted asleep.
**********
Paul's eyes snapped open as he suddenly awoke. Without even looking, he knew that several things had changed. He didn't feel the low-level of discomfort and bloating in his abdomen, nor the slight pain in his back. He didn't feel breasts tugging at his chest muscles, nor feel stray strands of hair tickling at his face and neck. He rolled to his back and sat up, again noticing the lack of pendulous weights on his chest.
As his head tilted down to look, Paul's hands reached up, touching his chest, seeking confirmation that he had changed back. He lifted his T-shirt, and saw his defined pecs and abs, without the rounded protrusions of the breasts that Paula had had.
He looked around the room. It didn't seem that different, except the pastel colored linens and curtains were gone, replaced by more masculine dark green, which was Paul's favorite color. His dresser was a bit plainer, too; where Paula's bedroom furniture was pickled pine, with graceful lines, Paul's bedroom had reverted to plain pine wood, with a blocky appearance. Utilitarian and functional. Not the slightest bit feminine.
Paul crawled out of bed and stumbled to his bathroom. He was relieved to see his electric razor by the sink, and, after relieving himself, he checked and was delighted to find no feminine products under the sink. Paul walked slowly back to his room, picked his pants up off the floor, and slid them on.
Still a bit groggy, Paul walked slowly to the kitchen, where he started a pot of coffee brewing. He was back in his single apartment, just like before the visit to the water park. As the coffee maker bubbled and snarled, dripping the precious dark liquid into the waiting pot, Paul smiled to himself. It felt good to be back to normal. And yet, it felt a bit odd, like he was missing something.
**********
Jenny sighed as she swallowed another mouthful of spaghetti. "I'll probably get in trouble for this," she commented with a smile, "but you're at least as good a cook as Melinda."
Melinda slapped Jenny's arm playfully. "Hey! Do you want to be eating sandwiches for the next week?"
Paul smiled. "I wasn't trying to start a fight."
"She's the one who doesn't like my cooking," Melinda added, giving Paul a wink. "So maybe I'll let her cook her own food for a while."
"No, please, not that!" Natalya implored. "If you make Jenny cook, you'll be punishing _me_ too, and I didn't do anything wrong!"
Jenny scowled, but her eyes were twinkling with happiness. Her protests to the contrary, she was enjoying this exchange. "What's wrong with my cooking?" she demanded of Natalya.
Natalya looked defiantly at Jenny. "Nothing, if you like tuna sandwiches, mac and cheese, and hot dogs."
"So _you_ can cook for a while, then!" Jenny scolded Natalya.
Melinda sighed. "That's a relief. Natty's been learning a lot from Mom, so I dare say she's a better cook than you are already."
Jenny pouted. "Nobody likes my cooking."
Melinda laughed. "But you're still the best mechanic and electrician I know." She winked at Jenny. "And there are a few other things you're really good at, too."
Jenny decided to change the subject. "So, how did your weekend go?" she asked Paul.
Paul glanced nervously at Natty. "Uh, okay, I guess." He was uneasy talking about his weekend with Natty present.
Melinda noticed. "Don't worry, Paul," she assured her friend. "Natty knows all about the park.
"Oh?" Paul sounded surprised. In response to his inquiring look, Natty looked down, her cheeks reddening in embarrassment.
"Besides," Jenny added quickly, "she's a growing girl, and she's discovering boys. It won't hurt for her to learn about how guys think about relationships. It might help her avoid some ... mistakes."
While still uncomfortable, Paul was mollified by Jenny's logic. "It was an interesting weekend."
"How so? What was so different?" Melinda asked.
Paul chuckled. "That's the funny thing. Except for ...," he looked down, embarrassed, "one thing, it wasn't different." He shook his head. "It wasn't what I was expecting."
"What were you expecting?" Jenny asked simply.
"I don't know," Paul said, sighing. "I thought there was some secret or something."
"But you found out that girls aren't so different, right?"
Paul nodded. "There were some things that I didn't realize, like how girls feel when guys are trying to hit on them, or how obnoxious some guys can be. But mostly, it seems like girls have the same feelings as guys."
"Let me ask it differently," Jenny posed. "What kind of guys do you like as friends?"
Paul shrugged. "Guys who are fun to be around with. Guys who enjoy some of the same things I do. Guys who aren't high on themselves." He shrugged again. "You know, normal guys."
"And what did you see that girls want as friends?"
Paul's eyes widened slightly. "Pretty much the same thing."
"How was Bert, on your date? Was that fun?"
Paul's jaw hung down for a moment; he didn't think that Melinda or Jenny knew about that date. "He was fun to be with. I guess one thing is, he listened to me, and was interested in me as a person, not as a potential ... bed-partner."
"So it was a pleasant experience," Jenny continued, "even though it wasn't sexual, and he wasn't the best-looking guy around."
Paul nodded as he connected the dots. "What you're saying, is that if I'm a nice guy to be around, a friend, then girls would find that more appealing?"
"Bert didn't come on to Paula sexually. He didn't act macho or like some kind of hotshot. He was just being himself. And I gather that you were interested in him _because_ of that."
"Yeah, I guess that's it."
Melinda smiled. "So logically ...."
"If I'm just myself around girls like Kathleen, I'd have a good chance of getting a date, right?"
"There's no reason to be intimidated. She's just a person, like you. She wants the same thing as you — to be with someone fun and friendly." Melinda smiled. "You know, the way you are around Leslie and me."
Natty piped up. "All my friends talk about are guys who are cool and fun and friendly. You just need to be yourself, and she'll like you for you, not for being a show-off."
"Pretty sage advice from a pre-teen girl," Paul laughed.
"Just talk to her tomorrow, and ask her out. It's just like when you were talking to the girls this last weekend. You don't have to try to impress her; just be yourself. I really suspect that she knows how nice a guy you are, and she's hoping that you'll ask her to the dance."
Paul sighed. "I'll try."
Jenny laughed. "Do, or do not. There is no try," she said in a gravelly, Yoda-like voice. Natty, Paul, and Melinda burst out laughing at her comment.
"And if you do not, you could always get a longer pass so you can get more lessons," Melinda chuckled. "Even make it permanent with a lifetime pass."
Paul blanched at the thought. "Uh, no thanks. I think I've learned enough."
Jenny smiled. "Too bad. You make a cute girl."
**********
As Paul, Melinda, and Leslie stood in the hall of the student union building, talking, Melinda spied Kathleen.
"There she is," she said insistently to Paul. "Go talk to her."
Paul winced. "I ... I don't know," he stammered.
"Do, or do not. There is no try," Melinda repeated.
Paul stared at her for a moment, his eyes wide with surprise, before he smiled. Leslie simply looked at Melinda as if she were crazy.
"Well," Paul said as he mustered his courage, "here goes nothing." Visibly nervous, he walked toward Kathleen. "Hi," he said by way of greeting.
"Hi, Paul," Kathleen replied. She seemed surprised that he was talking to her.
"How are you doing with sociology?" he asked, trying to be casual and focus on something they had in common. Both shared a sociology class as a liberal arts elective.
"I don't like the humanities," Kathleen sighed. "Everything is subjective."
"Not like math or engineering, is it?" Paul said with a smile. "I don't know any science or engineering student who _does_ like humanities."
"Are you ready for the test on Friday?" Kathleen asked.
Paul shook his head. "I've been tied up with a lab and a test in my engineering classes, so I haven't had time to study." His nerves were slowly calming, but he was still terrified that he was going to make a mistake and scare Kathleen away.
"Me, either," Kathleen admitted.
"Where are you going now?" Paul asked sheepishly.
"I've got one more class today, and then I'm going to the park to relax before I start studying for the test." Her eyes narrowed ever so slightly. "Why? What are you doing?"
Paul's nervousness returned in spades. "I was just thinking that it's sometimes easier to study in a group. At least for me, anyway. And maybe, if you wanted, we could study together?"
Kathleen looked evenly at him, her expression carefully neutral. "That might be helpful," she offered non-committedly. "Do you want to meet in the library?"
Paul knew he'd passed the first hurdle; she hadn't told him to get lost at his suggestion. "The study rooms fill up pretty fast," he observed. "Maybe we could go to the all-night restaurant and study over coffee?" His last words were spoken toward the floor as he'd looked down.
"Paul Jackson," Kathleen said firmly, causing him to look up at her, "are you asking me out to dinner?"
Paul didn't know how to read her words or question. "Uh," he stammered, "I guess so. Kind of."
"Because if you are," Kathleen continued, before she smiled warmly, "I'd like that. I think it would be nice."
Paul's jaw dropped. He was visibly stunned that she'd accepted. "Okay," he said quickly.
"I've got a question, though," Kathleen said.
"What?" Paul's confidence was waning again.
"Why didn't you talk to me before? I was starting to think that you didn't like me, because you never talked to me like you do with Melinda and Leslie."
"I should have known you'd notice that, because you're a very smart girl." Paul looked down, feeling embarrassed. "It's mostly because I didn't want to ask Melinda or Leslie out on a date," he admitted softly. "I really wanted to ask you to the dance this weekend, but I didn't know how to. I've always been shy around girls I wanted to go out with."
"You could have always just asked."
"You mean like, would you like to go to the dance with me Saturday?"
Kathleen grinned. "See, that wasn't so hard. And yes, I'd like to go to the dance with you. I was kind of hoping you'd ask," she added softly.
Paul glanced over toward Melinda and Leslie, and saw Melinda give him a wink. He smiled back at her before he turned back to Kathleen. "I'll pick you up around seven for dinner?"
"Sounds good." Kathleen smiled warmly, and her eyes sparkled with joy. "I'll see you at seven. But nothing too fancy or expensive for dinner, okay?"
"Okay," Paul agreed.
Kathleen smiled once more, before she turned to leave for her class. Paul stood, staring after her.
"How'd it go?" Melinda asked as she glided silently to Paul's side.
"We're going to dinner tonight," he answered, still watching Kathleen walk away, and smiling to himself.
"That's good."
"And we're going to the dance Saturday night."
"See," Melinda said with a grin, "talking to her wasn't that hard, was it?"
Paul laughed. "Not after the lessons this last weekend. At least I can talk to her."
"It's a good first step."
"I don't know what'll happen between us," Paul continued, "but at least I have a chance to date her once or twice to see if there's anything there." He turned to Melinda. "Thanks for helping me get some confidence."
Melinda smiled. "You're welcome. And if you ever need a refresher course, I'm sure we can arrange that." Leslie listened with a baffled expression on her face. She had _no_ idea what Paul and Melinda were talking about.
"I don't think that'll be necessary," Paul laughed. "I think one weekend was enough."
Melinda grinned. "You know where to find the park if you _do_ need another lesson."
Paul turned to Leslie. "I heard you and Troy aren't ..., well, that he was being a jerk."
Leslie frowned. "If you mean he was screwing around while we were supposed to be dating, then yes, he was a jerk!"
"I know a guy who's very nice, unpretentious, and a great dancer," Paul said as he recalled his evening at the Coconut Club when he was Paula.
Leslie looked suspiciously at him. "Since when are _you_ the matchmaker?"
Melinda put her hand on Leslie's arm in a calming manner. "I think I know where he's going with this."
"I know one guy who's an honest-to-goodness gentleman. He's smart, he's witty, and he's a great dancer." Paul shot a quick glance at Melinda, who was smiling. "I know you'd have a great time if you went to the dance with him."
Leslie wasn't convinced. "Who is he?"
"He's one of the NRDs," Paul answered hesitantly. "His name is Bertram Smyth. He's British."
Melinda nodded. "I know the NRDs well. When they were helping tutor Natalya, Jenny and I got to know them. Bert is a real sweet guy."
Leslie's resistance to having Paul and Melinda set her up with a date was crumbling. "I don't know ...."
Paul knew that Leslie was almost convinced. "Tell you what," he offered, "why don't we all go to the Coconut Club tomorrow night, and you can meet him?"
"Okay," Leslie gave in. "We'll see if he's as nice as you say he is."
***** Epilogue *****
Jenny looked a little worried as she scurried to keep up with Anya. "What's the emergency?" she asked.
"I don't know," Anya said. "Melinda just called and told me that it's an emergency, and she'll meet you in the parking lot outside the office."
"Natty isn't hurt, is she?"
"I don't think so," Anya replied. "But Melinda was in a hurry, and she didn't say much.
The two dodged a couple of park patrons, and strode quickly and purposefully toward the office, then into the low gray building. Seconds later, the door to the parking lot opened, and Anya led Jenny out into the parking lot.
Jenny's worried frown disappeared almost instantly, replaced with a look of bewilderment. Her hands rose in front of her mouth, and her eyes started to mist, as she realized what was going on.
"Happy Birthday, Jenny," Melinda, Natty, Grandmother, Anya, Liz, and many other friends from the park shouted happily.
Jenny stared at the object, a stunned expression on her face. "Oh, my god!" she exclaimed softly, not knowing what else to say.
Melinda wrapped her arm around Jenny's shoulder, and then placed something into Jenny's hand. "Happy Birthday," Melinda said before she kissed Jenny on her cheek.
Jenny looked at the key in her hand, and then at the blue car wrapped with a big bow and a "Happy Birthday" sign. Tears streamed from her eyes. "It's ... it's beautiful!" she cried, before wrapping herself around Melinda. Any muscle-car enthusiast would have immediately recognized the lines of the classic Pontiac GTO. This one was even rarer; the convertible top was folded down. It was exactly like the car that Jenny had once owned.
Melinda smiled. "It's got the standard engine, but I found a 428. I figured that we could work on it together, if you'd like."
Jenny looked at Melinda for a moment, and then started crying again. "Yes," she said over and over. "We'll work on it together."
Natty ran forward and wrapped her arms around both Melinda and Jenny. "Happy birthday," she said enthusiastically to her guardian.
"Now, if you're done gawking at the car and crying, we've got cake in the office," Grandmother said. "Let's go have a party." She led the group back to the office building, with Jenny and Melinda arm-in-arm, and Jenny still crying tears of happiness.
Melinda smiled. The surprise had been total, and Jenny was clearly delighted with her gift. It was a good day.
FIN
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Synopsis: A man struggling to pay child support goes to Bikini Beach with a friend to cheer him up. That night, while out partying, he ends up in an amateur strip contest, and after winning, wonders if there's a way to use Bikini Beach's magic to catch up on his child support.
(This is a repost of a story that was earlier posted to Fictionmania.)
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"Hey, Hal?"
Hal Wilson glanced up from his keyboard at the sound of his name. Even before he saw Tina's face, he knew it was her from the sound of her voice. "What?"
"You going to lunch? We're going to Armand's."
Hal's stomach churned, reminding him of his hunger, and the thought of Armand's sandwich specials sounded very tempting. Food was one of his great pleasures in life, but despite his love of fine dining, Hal remained within a few pounds of what his doctor called his ideal weight. Slowly, he shook his head. "Nah," he answered softly. "I've got ... some work to get done." He turned back to his keyboard. As Tina turned to leave, Hal shook his head sadly, his eyes closed. The heavy sigh emphasized his mood, which was as forlorn as the look on his face. For several seconds, he sat still, ignoring the rumbling in his stomach and the monitor and keyboard on his desk. "Why me?" he asked over and over in a soft voice that demanded an answer from some higher power. But as usual, no such answer was forthcoming, and Hal set back to work at the tedious job of transcribing records and correspondence for the accounting firm where he worked - as an assistant typist and clerk.
He was still sitting at his desk when Tina came back from lunch, his glum expression unchanged. It wasn't so much that she stopped by to see him as the fact that Tina had to walk past Hal's cubicle to reach her own desk. "You look like you haven't moved since I left," she said jokingly.
Hal glanced up, then he shook his head. Every motion seemed to be unpleasant for Hal. "I haven't," he answered.
Tina sensed a major problem. She leaned back on Hal's desk. "What's going on?" she asked. Hal knew her concern wasn't sudden, nor was it from any romantic interest. They were friends. Simple as that. Tina dated often, and she had no interest in Hal, nor he in her. Hal wasn't Tina's type; she went for the athletic, movie-star-looks type, which Hal wasn't. Though he was reasonably trim, it wasn't due to exercise, but rather a financially-imposed rationing of his calories. With his ever-tussled dark hair and his thin moustache and goatee, he appeared nothing so much as a young man desperately trying to look older. With his glasses, he had all the outward appearance of a stereotypical nerd.
Hal shook his head. "The other shoe dropped," he finally answered.
Tina's eyes narrowed. "You mean..."
Hal opened his desk drawer and retrieved a neatly folded paper, which he handed to Tina. "See for yourself."
Tina scanned the letter quickly. "Wow!" she finally said after she'd digested its contents. "She's serious this time."
Hal shook his head. "She always has been. This time, she's got everything she needs to back it up." His eyes were misting as he fought back tears.
"So unless you come up with this month's support..."
Hal nodded glumly. "No visitation. And none until I get caught up."
Tina patted Hal's shoulder in what she hoped was a comforting fashion. "I can loan you..."
"No," Hal cut her off quickly. "I can't do that." He shook his head again. "It wouldn't make any difference. I'm so far behind now that Mikey will be out of college before I get to see him again. If I had a better paying job..."
Tina shook her head. "She'd have come after you for more, and you'd still be behind." She sighed. "Face it, Hal, she's a bitch, and she's using the child support and visitation to hurt you."
Hal dropped his forehead into his upturned hand. For several seconds, he sat quietly. "Yeah," he finally muttered, "I know."
"So what are you going to do? Ask Mr. Reynolds for a raise?"
Hal shook his head. "Tried it. He got so mad he almost fired me."
"You could look for something else," Tina suggested softly. In this small office, this conversation was straying toward dangerous ground.
Hal snorted derisively. "Yeah, well if I'd majored in something besides art, I probably could find something that paid better." He glanced up and saw Tina start to speak, but he cut her off. "And I'm already working a second job, so that's out, too."
**********
"It's not a date. It's just a ... well ... a ..."
Hal shook his head. "If it looks like a duck, and walks like a duck, and quacks like a duck..."
Tina sighed. "This is _not_ a date. A couple of my friends and my roommate are coming, so it's just a social get-together."
"At a water park. I thought you said it was the beach."
Tina nodded. "You weren't listening. I said Bikini Beach. You've been so down since you got the notice that you need a relaxing day."
Hal eyed her suspiciously. "This doesn't have anything to do with that fact that today is supposed to be my day with Mikey, does it?"
Tina winced. Hal had seen right through her plan.
"I really appreciate it, Tina," Hal said softly. "But I can't."
"Because I'd be paying?" Tina reached into her purse. "Technically, I wouldn't." She handed a small piece of paper to Hal.
"A two-for-one coupon?" Hal glanced at Tina. "But you're paying for the first ticket, so that means ..."
"Look, Hal," Tina said sternly, "I've been thinking about a membership at this park for a while now. I was going to come to check it out. This coupon lets you come along for free, and maybe will help take your mind off ..."
Hal threw up his hands. "I give up. You've thought this through, and I can't win."
**********
Hal closed the locker and pocketed the key. Remembering the admonition to shower, he stepped into one of the stalls and turned on the water, expecting an icy blast. Instead, the water was pleasantly warm, even tingly. The tiny jets of water seemed to be massaging his body, washing away the tension. He wanted to stay in the relaxing shower for the rest of the day, but Hal knew that Tina and her friends would be waiting for him. Reluctantly, he reached up and turned off the shower.
Hal paused for a second, his hand outstretched for the faucet handle. The movement seemed ... odd. For the briefest moment, Hal thought the handle was actually higher. He shook his head and turned off the water, then tugged the shower curtain open.
As Hal stepped across the cold tile, he thought, again, that his motions didn't quite feel right. Something, and he couldn't quite put his finger on it, was different. He grasped the handle of the door and tugged, surprised at how hard the door opened. Shielding his eyes from the sudden stab of bright midday sun, he stepped out into the water park.
For a moment, Hal regretted leaving his glasses in his locker. While he wasn't 'blind as a bat', so to speak, the glasses did help with his mild nearsightedness. And now, as he adjusted his eyes to the sunlight, he realized he was going to need them to navigate through the park.
Surprisingly, everything seemed sharp and focused. Hal shook his head again, as if to clear the cobwebs, and this time, something wet slapped his shoulders. He frowned and glanced around to see who - or what - had touched him. There was no one, though. Not close enough to touch him, anyway. There was only the girl in front of him.
Hal snapped his head back around toward the girl. His eyes narrowed, then widened as he realized that the girl had no top on. Her breasts were exposed for him to see. Out of politeness, Hal forced himself to avert his gaze from her bare bosom, even though his photographic memory was already studying every minute detail of her body.
The girl was of average height, perhaps five feet five. Wet long dark hair - and fighting to display waves despite the extra weight of the wetness. Dry, her tresses were probably beautifully wavy, Hal surmised. Her eyes were hazel in color, large and radiating warmth. She featured a hint of an Aquiline nose and a slight olive tint to her complexion - perhaps she, like Hal, had some Italian in her ancestry? If so, the bloodline was thicker than Hal's. Her cheeks were nicely defined without appearing fake; in fact, every feature of her face seemed pleasantly moderate. Her lips were thick enough to be seductively inviting without being overly large. Her neck was fine and graceful, her wet hair splayed off her shoulders as if pointing downward to her full breasts. Hal paused on that bit of mental imagery. Her breasts were full. Not petite, nor perky. Full. Round and large and capped by big dark nipples. Her hips were full and round without being fat, and Hal knew that her derriere had to be just as pleasantly shapely. The girl's hips and large breasts combined to offer the illusion that her waist was smaller than was actually the case. Her body was unmistakably feminine in all its curvy glory. Unlike the starving waif look of many models, this girl was more like a Forties pinup girl or bomber nose art.
Hal returned his gaze to the eyes of the girl, and he saw her uncertainty, perhaps even nervousness at being caught topless? He flinched inwardly; this was embarrassing to _him_, even if the girl didn't mind standing around topless. It didn't seem right. Hal glanced away for a few seconds, long enough to give the girl time to retain her modesty. Finally, he glanced back, only to find the girl still there, still staring at him.
And yet, as he turned his head, he felt the slap yet again. Something soft and cool and ... wet ... brushed his shoulders again.
It hit Hal like a thunderclap. He stared wide-eyed at the girl, ignoring the fact that she was staring at him, and realized that he was seeing her clearly, even though his vision should have been a bit blurry.
The girl was surrounded by a thin frame, as if she were a picture. But that was impossible - she was moving. It wasn't a picture, nor a portal in a wall. It was a mirror, Hal suddenly realized. But that was impossible! If it were a mirror, where was he? Why did he see this girl and not his own reflection?
"Young lady," a stern voice sounded behind him. Hal turned to see a matronly older woman approaching him. "I do _not_ allow topless sunbathing in my park!"
Something in her tone and expression made Hal believe she was talking to him. And even though it was impossible, Hal understood. Somehow, against all known reason, Hal was the girl in the mirror, the girl this old woman was talking to. He glanced down to see the breasts protruding from his chest. A gasp, a soft, very feminine sound, escaped his lips as he absorbed the truth. His hands lifted to touch the impossible orbs on his chest, and when he saw his hands, his arms froze, allowing him to gaze at the fine delicate hands of a woman - now impossibly his!
"Young lady, are you listening to me?"
Hal's trance was shattered by the sharp rebuke. He looked up at the old woman, realizing that, despite her relatively short stature, he was now looking eye-to-eye with her. "Er...."
The old woman reached out her hand toward Hal, and as he watched, seemingly in slow motion, a bikini top appeared. Hal wanted desperately to believe it was an illusion, a cheap parlor magician's trick, but with the changes he saw and _felt_, he knew otherwise. It was real magic - of the sort that had somehow changed him into a woman. Despite the impossibility, it could only be magic, Hal knew.
"Put this on, please," the old woman said as Hal took the top.
Hal's mind raced, millions of thoughts racing in a mental traffic jam as he tried to sort out the changes. He _should_ be feeling a sense of panic, or so his rational left-half brain was telling him. He definitely should _not_ be easily putting on the bikini bra as if he'd done it all his life, and yet he was. It just didn't make sense.
"Now, I'll bet you're wondering what this is all about," the older woman continued after Hal had put on the bikini top.
Hal nodded slowly. "That's one of the biggest understatements I've ever heard." His eyes widened at the sound coming from his lips; his voice was husky and oh-so-feminine, and without trying, he was speaking with an unmistakable Italian accent.
The woman permitted herself a tiny smile as Hal was surprised yet again. "This park is a haven for women, a refuge from the lustful stares and leers of men. As such, all my patrons are women."
Hal nodded slowly. "Including the men?"
The old woman's eyes widened a bit, then she smiled. "Very good," she complimented Hal. "Most men aren't so quick to accept the reality of magic, nor the change. And with your well-developed sense of logic, it didn't take much to keep you from having a panic attack."
Hal nodded demurely at the compliment. "I've seen a lot of ... strange ... things."
The old woman grinned. "You're being modest, Carina." She watched Hal as she addressed him by that name. "Oh, yes, for the duration of the magic, you're Carina Giovanni. It even says so on your driver's license. You can go check, if you'd like!" She smiled when Hal glanced at the men's locker, then shook his head no. "It wouldn't do to have people running around without identities, you know."
Hal smiled at her words; she apparently had thought of everything. And then, without warning, a terrifying thought hit him. His mouth dropped open, his lip trembling, as he realized that he _had_ to know just how far the changes went. If the world thought he was Carina, then did that mean ...?
"No, Carina," the old woman said reassuringly. "In your case, the change is just local, which means the rest of reality is untouched. Your son Michael is unchanged."
The panic which had suddenly clamped vise-like around Hal's throat eased its grip. "Thank you," he whispered. As he glanced in the old woman's eyes, he _knew_ that she understood just how important Mikey was to Hal.
"You need a rest from your work and the stress of life. So go find your friend and have a pleasant day. Sometime around two tomorrow morning, the magic will wear off and you'll be back to your old self."
"Tina!" Hal gasped. If the change was local, then she would be expecting Hal. How was he going to explain his change to her?
The old woman read his thoughts. "I've already spoken with Tina. She understands the change, so you don't have to worry about how to explain it to her." The old woman gestured toward a building. "In fact, she's over by the gift shop waiting for you."
Hal - Corina - suppressed a tremor of uncertainty, then marched over to the gift shop. He felt his hips swaying, and though the walk felt unfamiliar to his formerly masculine memories, it seemed right to this body. Had the old woman given him feminine skills and instincts to go with the body, he wondered? How much of him _had_ she changed? He recalled the words about not needing too much to suppress his panic, and the ease with which he'd put on the bra - had she altered his mind as well? But, if that were the case, would he even be having these questions? Wouldn't he just be mindlessly accepting, not aware that he'd been changed? Hal took some comfort from the fact that he _could_ remember and question the changes.
Tina was easy to spot; in her bikini top and matching wrap skirt of yellow and red, she stood out like a traffic light. She was glancing around, as if looking for something but not knowing quite what she was searching for.
Corina - Hal marveled at how easily he was thinking of himself as Corina - sauntered up to Tina. "Hi, Tina," he said, still amazed at the sultry sexy voice coming from his lips.
"Hal?" Tina's eyes threatened to bulge from their sockets as she took in Hal's changes. "Is it really you?"
Corina spun like a model to display her body. "Yes, it's me," she answered. Her body moved with a fluid grace that surprised her, despite the light swaying of her unfamiliar breasts.
"Wow!" was all Tina could stammer. "You're ... changed!"
"Jealous?" Corina taunted playfully. She smiled, then grasped Tina's arm. "Just kidding," she said quickly. "Let's go have some fun."
Tina shook her head. "The old woman told me that you were going to be changed. But this!" She whistled. "You're a knockout! And that voice! Is that you doing the accent, or is it part of the package?"
Corina giggled. "It's part of the package." The duo started to walk toward the attractions. Suddenly, Corina giggled again.
"What?" Tina asked, perplexed.
"Can you imagine old man Reynolds turning down a request for a raise from me if I were in _this_ body?"
Tina tilted her head back and roared with laughter. After several seconds, she dabbed the corners of her eyes. "I'd pay to see that," she said through her mirth. After a few more moments, she wiped her eyes again. "But I don't think you'd want to risk it." She caught the baffled look in Corina's eyes. "You don't have the ... training ... to go with that body. You probably want to avoid some ... situations ... until you change back."
**********
"Are you sure about this?" Tina held Corina's arm. The two stood just outside the Coconut Club, a popular local watering hole. "You remember what I said earlier?"
Corina nodded. "I remember," she said slowly. "I _want_ to try this. I want to dance and go out." She caught the warning glance Tina was sending her. "And that's all! Nothing else. Just some dancing and night life."
Tina gave her a wary glance, then she nodded. "Okay," she gave her assent. "But I'll be watching out for you."
Corina smiled. "Thanks. I was hoping you'd help." The duo went into the club.
Instantly, Tina realized that watching out for Corina was going to be a difficult task. Her red knit dress seemed to be spray-painted on, hugging her curves tightly and emphasizing them. The curves of her shapely legs extended down from her short skirt all the way to the high-heeled shoes. Her low-cut neckline, coupled with a push-up bra, displayed and exaggerated Corina's cleavage. With Tina's help, Corina had done a little touch-up to her face. The result was enough to make Tina feel jealous, despite her assurance earlier in the day that she wasn't. It wasn't that Corina had super-model beauty; she quite clearly wasn't in that league. But the makeup and her natural looks gave her a friendly beauty. Sort of a 'girl next door' kind of look, Tina thought. Then she nearly choked as she realized the silliness of her previous thought. More like a friendly 'girl next door' face attached to the kind of body that every guy on the block would be trying to peer through windows to see naked!
And as they walked into the bar, the attention Tina and Corina received proved Tina's prediction accurate. Though she was able to act ladylike, Corina was clearly unfamiliar with being a lady, which meant that she had no built-in alarms about guys and their come-ons. Nor did Corina understand how to send signals to the guys. She didn't understand the limits of her body with regard to drinking, which meant Corina had one too many and was 'feeling no pain'.
**********
"You seemed to have a good time Saturday night."
Hal's head turned at the sound of Tina's voice. "Oh, hi." He glanced back at his computer screen. "Yeah, I guess."
Tina sat against Hal's desk, pinning him in his cubicle and making it harder for him to ignore her. "You guess?" she asked, incredulous. "You guess?"
Hal glanced up at Tina, and his cheeks flushed. "Yeah, I guess."
Tina shook her head, trying hard to avoid laughing. "You had fun. Admit it."
Hal took a deep breath. "Yeah, I had fun."
"Even the contest?"
Hal looked back at his computer. His cheeks were burning red as he attempted to resume his work.
"Come on, Hal," Tina prompted. "Did you enjoy it?"
Hal glanced up. It was obvious that he was embarrassed, almost painfully so. "Okay, so maybe I got carried away a little."
Tina shook her head. "A little?" she asked in disbelief. "You enter a wet T-shirt contest, and that's only a little carried away?"
Hal looked defiant. "Yeah, well fifty bucks is fifty bucks."
Tina backed down. "I'm sorry," she said quickly. "I wasn't trying to be insulting or anything."
Hal's eyes lost some of the angry fire that had been animating them. "I know," he answered softly. "It's kind of embarrassing, really. I mean, I was a girl. I was _acting_ like a girl." He shook his head.
"Kind of confusing?" Tina prompted.
Hal nodded his agreement. "Yeah. Like part of me was enjoying being a girl."
Tina shook her head slowly. "Look, Hal, this may sound strange to you, but of all the guys I've known, you're probably the least likely to get upset by what happened." She saw the fire return to his eyes, and quickly continued. "And no, it's not because I think you act wimpy or gay or anything." She paused, as if searching for the right words. "You're the most comfortable with your body, with yourself, of anyone I've known. You're secure in who you are. So much so that a little thing like being a girl for a day doesn't rattle your super-macho ego."
"A little thing?" The anger was gone again, extinguished by her subtle if long-winded compliment.
Tina tried to contain her mirth, but ended up sputtering into laughter. "Okay, not so little." Then she held her hands in front of her chest to emphasize the point, and Hal joined her giggling.
After he wiped a tear of laughter from his eye, Hal turned back to his keyboard. "Reynolds said I can get a few hours of OT pay if I need it." He shook his head. "And boy, do I need it."
"The deadline is coming up?"
Hal nodded solemnly. "I've got another week and a half to get caught up. Or no visitation. Ever." The anguish in his voice was unmistakable. "Turns out her mother has some connections, and they've managed to convince the judge that I'm pretty much pond scum."
"You can still take me up on the loan," Tina offered.
Hal shook his head. "I know, but I can't." He stared at the screen.
Tina nodded her understanding. "Too bad you can't win a wet T-shirt contest every night."
Hal glanced up and shook his head. "I'd have to do four or five a night for a week to get caught up. And then two or three to keep current with the payments." He looked back at the pile of work. "There's no way I could turn that into ...." His voice trailed off.
Tina noticed the change in his tone. "Hal?" she asked, getting no response. "Hal?" she asked again, her eyes narrowed and her voice firmer.
Hal seemed to shake himself from a trance. "Oh, it's nothing," he answered quickly.
Too quickly, Tina sensed. There was some thought rattling around in his brain. "Out with it," she insisted.
Hal glanced at Tina. "The only kinds of women who make the kind of money I need quickly are porn stars and prostitutes." He shook his head. "And I'm not going there," he added with a laugh.
**********
"A bunch of us are having a beach cookout tonight. Interested?" Tina peeked around the corner into Hal's cubicle.
Hal glanced up. "Nah, not interested."
Tina watched his expression carefully. "Your other job?"
Hal started, then nodded. "Yeah. Got to try to catch up on the child support. I might not make it, but I've got to try."
Tina nodded. "Well, we'll miss you."
Hal watched as Tina left, then he shut down his computer. Grabbing his lunch sack, he strolled toward the door, glancing around himself frequently. He crossed the parking lot to the little broken down Ford Escort that was his car, and giving one final glance around himself, he started the car and drove off.
Behind him, Tina poked her head up from her car. She watched as Hal drove off, then started her own engine.
**********
Tina glanced around; her discomfort was visible. Still, she'd come this far, so she had to see it through.
"May I help you?" The deep voice seemed to boom above her, nearly startling her.
Tina looked up. "Yes," she managed to squeak. "My friend asked me to meet here."
The burly man at the cash register nodded. "Five dollars cover. Two drink minimum."
Tina nodded, then opened her purse and pulled out a twenty. After getting her change, she stepped toward a pair of ornate wooden doors. She could tell, just from the booming music, that the action was back there. So far, despite her fears, Tina had to admit that this club seemed ... respectable. Not a seedy dump, at least judging from the parking lot and the entrance. It even had valet parking.
It took a second for her eyes to adjust from the light of the foyer to the darkness of the bar room. Dark, that is, except for a couple of bright spotlights and the lights behind the bar counter. As her eyes adjusted, Tina scanned the room.
The patrons were all but ignoring her, which, she decided, was just as well. Tina had never liked the bar scene, and this place confirmed that old sentiment. It was smoky, loud, and generally chaotic, just as Tina had feared. As she became more comfortable with the low light level, she scanned the room again, this time a little more slowly. The chairs looked to have leather upholstery. The tables appeared to be wood, and without the carved abuse one found in a less respectable establishment. Though it was hard to tell, in this light the carpet looked rather new, not worn and stained. Even more surprising to Tina, all the patrons she could see were attired in accordance with the advertised dress code - no jeans, no tennis shoes, and jackets. Still...
Tina spied an empty table and began to thread her way across the floor toward it. Situated where it was, Tina understood why it was empty, unlike most of the other tables that were closer to the 'action'.
After ordering a glass of wine, Tina resumed her search. She was interrupted by a gentleman who appeared beside her table. She glanced up, and instantly read the man's face. "I'm waiting for a friend," she said loudly so she'd be heard over the music. "And no, you may not join me to help me pass the time until my friend arrives." The man nodded, trying to maintain some shred of dignity, and slunk away, thoroughly rebuffed.
As the waitress brought her glass of wine, Tina spied what she was looking for. She whispered a request to the waitress, who nodded and shrugged her shoulders. Whatever the customer wanted....
The girl approached Tina's table, walking with a confidence and sexy gait that nearly floored Tina. "Brandi said you wanted ...." The girl halted, her mouth dropping open in total shock.
Tina glanced at the girl, eyeing her up and down, then she frowned. "Hi, Corina."
"Tina! What are you ... How did you ..." Corina's jaw flapped a few more times as she tried to overcome her total shock.
Tina lightly touched Corina's elbow and guided her. "Sit down," she ordered. Corina, stunned beyond words, complied. "Now, Corina, or Sophia, or Hal, or whatever you want to call yourself, what the hell is going on here?"
Corina swallowed hard. She knew she'd been caught. "It's not what it looks like," she said quickly.
"That's reassuring," Tina said sarcastically.
Corina looked down at the carpet. "I knew you wouldn't understand."
"Try me."
Corina glanced up, then she slowly nodded. "Let's go in back, where we can talk." She stood, and with Tina following , she threaded her way across the floor and to one of the backstage entrances. The loudness of the music lessened considerably as they moved into the dressing room area.
"Okay, out with it." Tina demanded.
Corina shrugged. "I needed to make the money," she answered simply. "You know that."
"By..."
"Stripping. Dancing. Whatever."
"But..."
Corina shook her head. "Look, you were the one who said that I was comfortable enough with myself to not be rattled by a change like this."
"But ... stripping?"
"I need the money." She saw the disapproval on Tina's face. "It's my son. My _son_!" Corina looked down, feeling the weight of Tina's judgment. "You don't understand. He's my son. I'd do anything to be able to keep seeing him."
"Including being a ... cheap slut?" Tina asked sarcastically, her voice practically dripping with the distaste she obviously felt toward women who flaunted their semi-nude bodies for a living.
Corina glanced up, her expression changing to defiance. Her jaw clenched in anger, and her face began to flush crimson. "It's not like that. This place is ... legit." She took a deep breath, working to control her anger. "I'm a dancer, not a hooker. I don't do anything like that. Neither do any of the other girls."
Tina stared at Corina for a few seconds. Then she looked down. "I'm sorry. I didn't ... understand. I thought ... I'm sorry."
Corina nodded slowly as she digested the apology and let her anger wane. "Well, it's not what you thought."
A head popped back through the stage door. "Sophia, you're up next." The head vanished.
"Look, I've got to do another set. Can you at least wait until I'm done so we can talk some more?"
"Okay." Tina nodded slowly. They she narrowed her eyes. "Sophia?"
Corina laughed. "Stage name. All the girls have them. It ... helps ... when the guys don't know your real name."
**********
Tina sipped her wine glass, hoping she could stay unobtrusively in the shadows. For the most part, it was working. The guys were all focused on the main stage, or on the other two side stages.
As the music started, the dark-haired dancer sauntered onto stage, her eyes gazing defiantly at the crowd. Slowly, the music seemed to creep into her body, causing minor swaying, until eventually her entire body was moving to the fast rhythm. Her top strained to contain the heaving breasts within, while her tiny skirt barely hid anything, especially with the slit all the way down the right side. The girl seemed to be getting hotter and hotter, and slowly, to the beat of the music, she peeled off her top, revealing a very skimpy bikini bra beneath. It, too, seemed to strain to contain the dancer's large breasts. Slowly, she slid her hands down her sides, pausing to trace the curves of her waist and hips, and all the while swaying to the beat. The audience really couldn't tell when she unclasped her skirt; one minute it was wrapped around her sensuous hips, and the next, she was waving it like a flag of surrender. But for the tiny G-string and the overstressed bra, she was naked. And from the cheering of the crowd, they loved it.
And on went the music, driving the girl wilder with each beat. Slowly, she lowered the straps of her bra over her arms, playing the act for every sensuous second, until finally, her bare breasts leapt free. She tossed the now-empty bra over her shoulder with a defiant look, and her swaying became even more intense. To the beat, she traced the outline of her breasts, savoring every delicious moment and curve. The music seemed to be visibly making the dancer hotter, more desperate in her need, and she pulled herself up against a pole on the stage. Slowly, but with increasing intensity and need, she rubbed herself on the pole, as if it were the only thing in the world which could satisfy her wanton needs.
On and on she went, through the first number, then through a second, pausing frequently in her frantic dance of need to allow a guy to slip a bill into her G-string. She even made an act of that move - the club had rules about how near the patrons could come to the girls, and how much - or little - touching was permitted. The dancer seemed as if she were straining against some invisible force, as if by breaking some unseen bonds, she could hurl herself onto one of the guys and finally receive some satisfaction.
Finally, the music ended, and with a visible reluctance, the girl retrieved her skirt, top, and bra, and left the stage.
**********
"So?"
Tina shrugged. "So ... what?"
Corina laughed. "So you thought I was good, didn't you."
Tina stared, open mouthed, then she laughed. "Like I'm going to admit that one of my co-workers - a _male_ co-worker at that - is a better looking woman, is less inhibited, and is a sexy dancer?"
"That's what I thought."
Tina watched Corina carefully. "You're not telling me the whole story, though. Are you?"
Corina glanced sharply at Tina, then she looked down. The two were sitting at an all-night restaurant, having a very early breakfast of omelets. "No."
"Go on."
Corina looked up, and for the first time, Tina saw something she hadn't seen before. "When I'm up there dancing, I'm scared as hell."
"Why?"
"Why?" Corina's eyes widened. "Why? Because I'm a small, defenseless woman. Because of the way some of those guys act and the things they say. Because the other girls talk a lot about what they do with their boyfriends."
"And?" Tina knew - somehow - that Corina was having a hard time telling the whole truth.
"And I'm afraid ... that someday, I might get to like it too much."
Tina sat, mute, not knowing what to say. This was a powerful admission.
Corina wiped a tear from the corner of her eye. "The second night, one of the customers waited outside for me. He ..." Corina looked away, unable to continue.
"He raped you?" Tina's mouth hung open.
Corina glanced back, shaking her head. "No," she said softly. "But he wanted to. I was afraid he was going to."
"So why ...?"
"Mikey," Corina answered sharply. "I'm not going to lose my visitation rights with my son."
"But there has to be some other way."
Corina shook her head. "No. And you know it. We've both tried to think of something, and we both know there isn't anything else." She sipped her coffee. "You know Reynolds found out about my job at the home center." She watched Tina's reaction. "He threatened to fire me if I didn't quit." Corina shook her head. "We both know he can't do that. Not legally, anyway. But ever since I asked him for that raise, he's been pushing. Like he's collecting data in case he ever wants to fire me."
"So you're stuck?"
Corina stared at Tina, then she laughed. "Not really stuck. See, as long as I don't think about that one guy, as long as I don't try to stare past the lights, I'm fine." She took another sip. "I'll be caught up on the support in the next day or two."
"You're doing this every night?" Tina asked, alarmed.
Corina smiled. "The old woman said I couldn't do that for more than a week or two. It has something to do with the changes being hard on my body. If I kept trying, it could cripple me. So no, I'm not doing this every night. More precisely, not after I get caught up on support."
"Then what?"
Corina laughed. "With what I've been making, I can keep my support payments current working one night a week. If I work a second night, I can use the money to pay for night school. A couple of years, with the bachelor's degree I've already got, and I can get a degree in accounting. Then it's the tests to get my CPA, and if that works out, I can quit."
"And you get to see your son."
Corina smiled. "That's the best part. That's the part that makes this all worth while." She glanced at her watch. "Oops, we've got to run." She pried a bill from her purse and set it on the table. "I don't want to be in here when the magic wears off."
FIN
Bikini Beach: Pardons and Decisions
ElrodW
The 'girls' from Midnight Swim are still working in the park, and having issues adjusting, when Grandmother makes an unexpected announcement. Their futures are now at stake, and they have some tough decisions to make.
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The door to the inner office opened loudly, and an older woman poked her head into the room. "Come in," she ordered.
Hank, with the other four intruders, stood slowly, still gazing downward, and shuffled after the woman. As the old woman eased herself down into her chair, the five sat down silently, facing her across the desk. For an agonizingly long few seconds, she stared at them, her features clouded with anger as she drummed her fingers on the desk. Finally she spoke. "What am I going to do with the five of you?" she asked bluntly.
Vicky glanced up. "We didn't mean any harm," she said contritely.
The woman nodded slightly. "You broke into my park. That's trespassing. Then, as if that wasn't bad enough, you turned on and damaged my equipment. That makes it criminal trespass."
The old woman continued. "For a first offense, criminal trespass in this state would usually get you probation and a hefty fine." She let that sink in for a moment, then continued. "And then there's the civil liability for what you've done to my park."
The old woman turned her attention to the five seated miscreants. "Do you have anything to say for yourselves?"
Norm looked up slowly. "You changed us into girls!" he whined. "All because we had a little fun?"
The old woman's face lightened, as if she'd just realized what to do. "No, dear. My park changed you into girls." She watched their expressions. "This park was designed for girls. Any male uses it gets changed by the magic into a girl while he’s here. That way, all my girls can have some privacy." She looked over the new girls. "When you entered the water, the changes started." She got a twinkle in her eye. "Maybe I should just let the four of you go. What do you think about that?"
Norm glanced at his three formerly male friends. "But we're girls!" he wailed. The others echoed his sentiments.
Anya sensed where her grandmother was going. "Maybe we can come up with something suitable for all of them, Grandmother." The group's eyes turned hopefully to the younger woman. "Maybe they could work here until they've paid off their debt."
The old woman smiled. "Okay, here's the way the magic works. You'll be ‘girls’ until you've paid off your debt to me. Everyone will always think you've always been girls. You," she pointed at Bill, "are named Belinda." She went down the row. "Norma. Marta. Holly. That's what the world thinks. Everyone knows you by those names. No-one, not even your parents, remembers you as boys, so it's no use trying to convince someone otherwise." She let the totality of their change sink in. "I'll see you for work tomorrow." She stood, inviting them to rise as well.
As they started to turn, the old woman thought of something. "Uh, girls," she called. The former boys turned. The old woman pulled some bits of cloth from seemingly nowhere and extended them toward the girls. "Put these on, please. Modesty, you know." The boys took the bikini tops reluctantly, forcing themselves to thank her. With help from Vicky, they were soon dressed. The girls turned and left the office.
**********
The car pulled up near the gate, but the driver didn’t get out. Instead, he sat, the engine off but the radio on, and he appeared to be waiting. Around him, patrons were slowly working their ways from the park gate out to their waiting vehicles. Given that the sun was low in the west, it was a sure bet that the park would soon be closing, and all the customers were going home. It was natural to suspect that the driver of the car was waiting for someone who was leaving.
The stream of women leaving the park slowed to a trickle, but still the driver waited. Eventually, though, a young lady walked directly toward the car. She was of college age, and quite attractive. She wore a pink T-shirt bearing the logo ‘Bikini Beach’, indicating that she was a staff member of the water park at which the car sat. Her brunette hair danced about her shoulders in a playful and sexy way.
"Hi, Rob," the girl said cheerfully as she opened the passenger door and slid into the seat. "Thanks for picking me up. Melanie is busy, and since my car is in the shop…."
Rob smiled, even though he was puzzled as to exactly why he’d been asked to meet Vicky. After all, she could easily catch a ride with one of the other workers to the dorm. "No problem," he said to try to buy some time to figure out what was going on. "Did you have a good day?" Rob was a self-described nerd, a member of the Nu Rho Delta fraternity at the college, and generally, a very nice guy who happened to be smitten with Vicky. He wasn’t nerdish in appearance; in fact, he seemed quite average — until he started talking about electronics and computers.
Vicky shrugged as she fastened her seatbelt. "It was okay. There were a couple of interesting customers, but overall, it was a normal day."
Rob pulled his car out into the stream of vehicles leaving the park. "Are you working tomorrow, too?"
Vicky smiled. She knew that Rob was interested in her, and his curiosity was practically palpable. "How about we go to the deli for some dinner before you take me back to the dorm." She saw his eyebrows rise with surprise, and she laughed pleasantly. "My treat."
Rob’s puzzlement only grew. "Uh, okay," he mumbled. "The deli it is. I take it you girls like eating there?" He turned down the road toward the delicatessen near the park that had only recently opened.
"Yeah," Vicky said with a smile. "It’s pretty good, and we like having a place to take a lunch break outside the park."
Rob felt awkward as he drove the short distance to the deli. He had many questions that he was dying to ask, but he knew that Vicky didn’t feel the same about him that he did about her. He’d been trying — hard — to control his eagerness.
Through dinner, they made small talk, about the park, school, and so forth, until finally, Rob’s curiosity got the better of him. "Okay," he began hesitantly, "what’s up?"
Vicky frowned. "What do you mean, ‘what’s up’?" She tried to look innocent, but failed.
"Because you’re grinning like a Cheshire cat, that’s why," Rob countered lightly.
"Okay, so there _is_ something on my mind," Vicky admitted. She looked at Rob, and then looked down, as if she was either lost in thought or embarrassed to speak.
When she looked up, he was sitting quietly, waiting patiently for her to speak. Vicky put her hands on his, atop the table. "I know you’ve … been interested in me for quite some time. I also know that you didn’t get scared when you learned my story." She bit her lower lip, as if afraid to continue.
"You’re a very special girl," Rob said, taking another opportunity to compliment Vicky.
"Rob, we've gone out on a few dates," Vicky continued softly, "and I know you’ve wanted to move our relationship to the next stage, to be my boyfriend."
Rob was getting very nervous. "Yes," he confirmed hesitantly. "I was waiting for you."
Vicky nodded. "I wanted to tell you that … I’m ready."
"What?" Rob’s astonishment was visible on his features; he wasn’t sure he’d heard what he thought he’d heard.
Vicky looked down, embarrassed and uncertain. "I … want to go out with you — to be your girlfriend. If you’re still interested." She looked up, hopefully.
Rob’s face lit up with joy. "Of course I’m still interested," he said excitedly. "You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for this!" Then he looked at her with a curious expression. "What … made you change your mind? Not that I’m objecting, mind you!" he added quickly.
Vicky shrugged. "I guess I’ve learned a few things from my roommate Melanie, and from some of the customers at the park." She sighed. "I think I’ve been a little too obsessed with changing back, and I realized that life is passing me by. I want to start enjoying it, and that includes dating someone that likes me for me."
Almost forty minutes later, Vicky walked into her dorm room. She sighed dreamily as she sat down in her chair. Her roommate, Melanie Keilani Lewis, looked up from her studies. "You seem pretty pleased with yourself," she observed.
"I had a good day at work," Vicky lied.
"Yeah, right!" Mel didn’t believe the fib. She looked at Vicky critically for a moment. "If I didn’t know better, I’d say that you got a pretty fabulous goodnight kiss or something." Mel saw Vicky’s reaction, and realized that she’d guessed correctly. Her jaw dropped. "You didn’t decide to ...?"
"Rob asked me to be his ... girlfriend," Vicky confessed.
"You mean, _you_ told Rob you were ready to be his girlfriend," Mel corrected with a laugh. She _knew_ Rob; until recently, she’d been a member of Rob’s fraternity. She’d changed to Melanie for a Holiday Queen contest, and subsequently decided that life was better as Melanie. "He’s sweet. A bit nerdy at times, but he’s sweet."
**********
"Keep your hands off my fries!" Belinda said as she slapped at Holly's hand. "I didn't have dinner!"
Holly, Marta, and Norma laughed. "We didn't either, remember! It's not our fault you got served first," Marta said with a grin. From the smiles and happy teasing, it was obvious that the girls were very good friends. What was not obvious was that the girls had once been college men.
"Yeah, but you guys got a lunch break," Belinda complained. "I got stuck helping at the party for that obnoxious brat!" Occasionally, Bikini Beach hosted birthday or other celebratory parties — girls only, of course — and when that happened, the staff had extra work. Sometimes, like today, the staff had to work through lunch breaks.
"It couldn’t have been that bad," Holly observed. "I heard that they had a good spread of lunch and snacks."
"They did," Belinda snorted, "but the mom was being an absolute witch about the whole thing. The way she was ordering people around, I didn't _dare_ even sneak a cracker!" She shook her head in disgust. "And then she didn't even leave any tips!" Long straight locks of brunette hair flowed down to her soft feminine shoulders, some spilling down the front and back of her pink staff T-shirt. Belinda would have looked like a well-toned, fit athlete, save for her generous feminine curves. While she was quite pretty, enough that boys might be intimidated, her eyes had a friendly, happy glint to them that made her very approachable.
"What did the Boss say?" Marta asked. "I bet she doesn't get to have a party there again. I bet the Boss won't even let her come back!" Marta, like Belinda, kept herself fit and trim; her hair was wavy auburn, though, and she looked a little more like a girl-next-door.
Belinda shook her head. "She'll be back. She's a lifetime member, and so is her new daughter."
"_New_ daughter? As in ...?" Holly didn't need to complete the sentence; all the girls knew of Bikini Beach's special magic. Holly's sandy-blonde hair was tied back in a ponytail for convenience. It was generally acknowledged that she should have had red hair to go with her sparkling green eyes, so that she looked like a proper Irish lass. She was taller than the others, but nearly perfectly proportioned.
"Apparently, the mother thought her son wasn't ever going to amount to anything, and since she'd always wanted to give a daughter the Bat Mitzvah she never had ...."
Norma scowled. "That's not right!" she snarled. "What gives that mother the right to change her son — permanently?" Norma's figure was fuller than the others, her cheeks a tiny bit chubby, her breasts larger, and her waist less wasp-like. She wasn't fat, but definitely not like a waifish model. Overall, her appearance was pleasant and friendly, although her present expression was definitely unhappy.
"I don't know," Belinda said, shaking her head sadly. She slapped at Marta's hand as the girl tried to steal a fry. "The Boss always has her reasons. Besides, if you want to know the whole story, just ask Anya over there," she nodded in the direction of another table of girls. "It was her doing."
Holly and Norma glanced at the table, where Anya sat with Liz, Jenny, and Melinda. It was their usual Saturday night out with the girls at the Coconut Club. Anya sensed something, because she turned and stared directly at Norma and Holly.
Holly looked back to her own circle of friends, but Norma held Anya's gaze for a moment, glaring defiantly at the magic-using granddaughter of their boss. "It's not right," she announced as she turned back to her table.
Belinda shrugged. "I don't know. Everything always seems to work out for the best," she said philosophically, "so who am I to argue."
Norma opened her mouth to reply, but she shut it again when one of the club's staff showed up at their table with a tray of food.
After the food had been sorted, the girl frowned. "Who gets the chicken sandwich and onion rings?"
Holly laughed. "She's out dancing with her boyfriend. Just put it on the table, and if she doesn't stop to eat, we'll eat it for her."
"No, you won't," Vicky's voice sounded from beside the waitress. "I paid for that, so I'm going to eat it." She slid into a chair and took a sip of her drink as she picked up an onion ring.
"Where's Rob?" Belinda asked as she looked around. "Did he abandon you?"
Before Vicky could reply, Holly laughed, "As if he'd ever do that! They've been seeing so much of each other lately that they might just as well be engaged!"
Vicky shot Holly a disapproving glance. "We're not _that_ serious! We're just in a relationship."
Marta laughed. "I saw that on your Facebook page the other day. So how serious is your relationship?"
"We're just dating, okay?" Vicky scowled. "It's not like I'm moving in with him!"
Norma's frown deepened. "Can we talk about something else? Like how school is going, or how much work sucked today?" It was obvious that Norma wasn't happy about either changes at the park or about how the other girls were adjusting.
A few minutes later, Rob came back, and before he could sit down to join the girls, Vicky stood, took his hand, and led him back to the dance floor.
Holly watched as Vicky left, and then blatantly reached for one of Vicky's onion rings. She saw the look of disbelief from the others. "Well, they're getting cold," Holly said defensively. "And besides, she's so busy dancing with Rob that she'll never notice."
"Excuse me," a male voice sounded behind Holly, "but would you mind if I joined you?"
Holly turned, shocked that the others hadn't noticed the approaching guy. She calmed quickly when she recognized Chuck Olson, one of Greg's fraternity brothers from the NRDs. He was older than most college students, and seemed a lot more mature and less impulsive. "Uh, I guess it's okay. At least until Vicky gets back."
Chuck smiled as he sat down. "I don't think we'll see Vicky and Rob back here for a while. I'd give it at least two slow dances. I'm Chuck. Chuck Olson."
Holly nodded. "I know. You're one of the NRDs, right?"
Chuck shrugged, grinning. "Guilty, as charged."
"Why aren't you with the rest of your fraternity buddies?" Norma asked bluntly. It was obvious that she didn't particularly care to have a guy sitting at the table with her.
"Bert is out on a date with Leslie," Chuck answered easily, ignoring Norma's semi-accusatory tone. "I think Fred's in the lab working late. The others — they're watching 'Big Bang Theory' reruns on the Blu-ray, so they won't be here for a while."
"Are they trying to get ideas?" Belinda asked lightly. "Or maybe, to learn how _not_ to act in social situations?"
Chuck laughed. "They _do_ have a little to learn about social graces," he admitted. He glanced around the table, at Belinda, then Marta, then Norma, and finally Holly. "Actually, I have an ulterior motive for wanting to talk with you," he said in a low tone, as if revealing a conspiracy.
"Oh?"
"I was hoping that I could convince one of you ladies that I would be a safe, fun escort for a little dancing." He saw eyebrows rise. "And no more. Just some dancing."
Belinda and Marta smiled. "Come on, Holly," Belinda said, "you were just saying how much you wanted to be dancing."
Holly frowned at Belinda, an expression unseen by Chuck. "You must be mistaken," she said in clipped tones.
"Oh, no," Marta countered, "I distinctly heard you say you were envious of all the dancing that Vicky is doing!" She had a mischievous smile.
"Well, that works perfectly," Chuck said with a smile as he stood. He extended his hand toward Holly to help her up. "We both get our wishes for dancing tonight."
Holly's eyes were shooting daggers at Belinda and Marta. "I suppose a dance or two would be fun." She didn't sound too enthusiastic as Chuck led her to the dance floor.
Norma frowned. "That was mean."
"She wanted to dance, and we all know it," Belinda giggled. "She just needed a little ... encouragement."
"Rob and Vicky are getting pretty serious, don't you think?" Marta asked as she helped herself to one of Vicky's onion rings.
"He's been totally head-over-heels ga-ga over her from the time they met," Norma snorted disapprovingly.
"The rumor is that he risked his life to get the guys who date-raped Vicky," Belinda said in a hushed voice. "Supposedly, he used the park's magic to go undercover to get them."
"That's so sweet!" Marta said. "He really _is_ into her. Does she know?"
Belinda nodded. "Yeah.”
A short time later, Chuck and Holly came back to the table. Rob and Vicky were still dancing, as predicted. Chuck glanced around the table. "Would any of you other ladies like to dance while Holly catches her breath?"
Marta glanced at Belinda, and then smiled coyly. "Actually," she said hesitantly, "I _would_ like to dance some." She saw a flicker of emotion on Belinda's face, a hint of something that she didn't recognize. Marta stood, and then held her hand out toward Belinda. "How about it? Do you want to dance?"
Belinda's eyes widened, and then a smile crept onto her face. "That sounds like fun," she said enthusiastically.
Chuck, Holly, and Norma watched the two walk onto the floor, holding hands like star-struck lovers. "That wasn't quite what I had in mind," Chuck observed dryly.
"You can bet that no guy is going to ask either of them to dance again tonight," Holly laughed.
Holly took a good drink of her Coke, then stood and took Chuck's hand. "Let's dance some more," she said boldly.
Norma sat at the table, stunned. All her friends were out dancing, and she wasn't. Not only that, they seemed to be enjoying being girls. Norma wasn't. She hated what the Boss had done to her, even though she deserved her punishment. She hated watching men and boys be changed into women and girls by the magic of the park. She was generally unhappy.
She paused from her self-pity as she saw a young man approaching her table. For a moment, she felt vulnerable and exposed. He stopped, looking down nervously. "May I join you?" he asked, his voice quavering.
Norma did a quick assessment of the newcomer. He was average — height, weight, looks, build — it all was average. His glasses weren't exactly stylish, but then again, neither were his clothes. "I suppose you're going to ask me to dance?" Norma asked. Too late, she realized that she'd sounded quite sarcastic.
"Actually, no," the young man said, sounding wounded by her tone. "I ... I heard from one of my friends that you're interested in robotics, and I thought that maybe we could talk?"
Norma realized, from his voice, that he was shy, and approaching her had been a very bold move for him. She knew that, if she wanted, she could say a word or two and send him scampering away like a frightened mouse. "I'm planning on doing a control system for an articulated hand robot for my senior project next year," she answered.
The guy's eyes widened appreciatively. "Really? That sounds cool. How many fingers? Will it have force-feedback?" He suddenly realized that some social niceties were in order. "I'm Arnold. I'm studying computer systems, with a focus on robotics," he said proudly.
"Are you one of the NRDs?" Norma asked carefully.
"Yeah," Arnold replied. He looked, and sounded, deflated by her question. The Nu Rho Delta fraternity, or NRDs, weren't exactly in high demand on the social circuit.
"You must really know your computers, then," Norma replied. Her attitude had suddenly shifted, noticeably, from wary to intrigued.
Arnold shrugged as he sat down. "I've been working with computers and robots ever since I can remember. I started with Lego Mindstorms."
Two hours later, the club closed, and Arnold reluctantly left with Chuck. During that time, he and Norma had talked nonstop about computers, robots, and control systems. Not once had they even thought of dancing. The girls all piled into their car, except for Vicky, who was — as usual — going home with Rob.
"You missed the whole point of a dance club," Marta protested to Norma. "You're supposed to dance, not just sit and talk about classes."
Norma frowned. "I was enjoying talking, okay?"
"Why didn't you at least dance once?" Belinda added to the ribbing. "It wouldn't have killed you."
"Would you just leave me alone?" Norma snapped. "I don't like any of this, and I didn't want to dance, okay?"
***********
In the late summer, every day at Bikini Beach was busy, but it was even more so on the weekends. Sunday afternoon seemed like a non-stop flood of patrons, almost overwhelming the staff at all of the food venues and rides. It was only later, after the lunch rush had died down, that Holly got a chance to relax for a brief moment as she worked the lunch counter in the Tiki Hut dining pavilion.
Holly sat down on a barstool behind the counter, content to let another girl handle the few customers that were still ordering while she rested her feet. She leaned back comfortably against a wall. While it wasn't as restful as a break in the employees hut, it was nonetheless a nice rest from standing.
As she sat, Holly watched the customers. She saw one woman walking — awkwardly — back to her group at a table. She was in her mid-thirties, and from her appearance, was a fitness freak. The woman seemed very uncomfortable, even restless, and while the other women were mostly laughing and having a good time, she looked unhappy. A dour pout seemed permanently fixed on her features, and her arms were crossed under her breasts, which, judging from the way she was shifting and fidgeting, was an uncomfortable position.
After a bit, the woman rose and walked to the counter. For some reason, Holly decided to handle this customer herself. She hopped off her chair. "Hi, I'm Holly," she said in a cheery greeting. "How may I help you?"
The woman frowned. "I'm ... I'm not sure."
"Are you enjoying your day at the park?" Holly asked.
The woman's frown deepened. "No," she grumbled.
"Oh? Is there something we can do to improve our service?" Holly asked, ever mindful of the training Grandmother had given all employees on customer service.
"No. You've already done enough."
The statement confirmed what Holly knew. "I take it that you're not enjoying your experience as a woman today?"
The woman's eyes widened in surprise, and her jaw flapped a few times as she tried to overcome her shock. "How ... how did you know?" she sputtered.
Holly smiled. "You'd be surprised. We all know of the park's magic, and from your demeanor and mannerisms, it wasn't too hard to guess."
"My wife and her friends tricked me into a 'ladies day'," the woman said. "I'm ... was ... Jerry Levinson. Now, thanks to the curse of this place, I'm Jeri, spelled with an 'i'!"
"You could think of it as a way to understand more about women, and your wife," Holly suggested. "Or, if you're a Star Trek fan, you could think of this as 'boldly going where no man has gone before.'"
"Very funny," Jeri said sarcastically.
"Did your wife tell you why she brought you here?"
Jeri frowned. "She said that she wanted to spend some time with me — in a non-sexual way. She wanted to have a fun day as friends."
Holly had a revelation. "I bet you used to do a lot of fun things together, didn't you?"
"I suppose."
"And I bet she misses that."
"So why'd she have to trick me? Why couldn't she just have asked?" Jeri grumbled.
"Maybe she thought she had, and you weren't listening."
Jeri paused to think about what Holly had said. "You're pretty smart for a young lady," she said.
Holly smiled. "I'm studying psych at ...." Her eyes widened as she realized something. With a derisive snort, she lowered her gaze and shook her head. "Physician, heal thyself," she muttered to herself.
"What?" Jeri asked, confused.
Holly looked up sharply. She hadn't intended to be overheard. "Nothing," she said quickly. "Look, you've got a day in a very good water park. Your wife has included you with her friends for a day of fun and relaxation. If you ask me, you're too busy feeling sorry for yourself to enjoy the day, and to appreciate that your wife wanted to share the day with you."
Jeri started to object, but then she stopped. After a moment's reflection, she nodded, with a slight smile. "Maybe you're right. Maybe I should be thankful that she wants to include me in her day, and I should enjoy myself." She hopped down off her chair. "Thanks. I appreciate your ... perspective."
Holly returned to her chair. "Physician, heal thyself," she said to herself again. She was so lost in thought that she didn't see Anya enter.
"You seem pretty distracted," Anya said to Holly, startling her.
"What? Oh, hi, Anya," Holly said. "Uh, yeah, I guess I was distracted."
"Oh? What's on your mind?"
Holly sighed. "I was just talking to a man whose wife changed him for the day. I encouraged him to not think about the change, but about the fact that his wife wanted to include him, and that he should quit thinking about the change and enjoy the day."
"Your psych classes are paying off, I'd say," Anya said with a smile.
"Yeah, I guess," Holly answered. "And maybe it's time I applied that advice to myself."
"How?"
Holly chuckled. "Maybe I need to stop fretting about the fact that I changed, and enjoy the good things I've got. Good friends, a good job, I'm succeeding in college. Seems to me, when I think about it, that the change wasn't a terrible curse after all, so much as it was an opportunity — if I only take advantage of it."
*********
"I hate tests," Marta complained as she flipped the page in her notebook. "And Anatomy really sucks. It's all memorization, and I was never good at that."
Belinda smiled. "You've got a pretty good grade for someone who claims she isn't good at memorizing."
Marta stopped, and gazed out the window of the library, where the two were studying. "Have you thought about what you're going to do — after, I mean?"
Belinda shrugged. "I'm just trying to get through my classes, one test at a time. I haven’t really given a lot of thought to what I'm going to do once our debt is paid."
Marta sighed. "Sometimes, I miss the frat, and the parties," she said wistfully. "But then again, if we were doing that all the time, I don't think my grades would be as good. And since I want to go to med school, I need to make sure my grades are _very_ good.
Belinda laughed softly. "I guess I'm not as ambitious as you. I think I'll stop with a nursing degree. Maybe a registered nurse, maybe a physician's assistant."
A frown crossed Marta's features. "But ... what about ... after? Won't that be weird when we pay off our debt and change back?"
"Not really," Belinda explained. "There are a _lot_ of male nurses these days. It’s a lot more common than people think, and especially for PAs, the job market is excellent."
"That means we'll probably have a lot more classes together — you with nursing, and me with pre-med," Marta said with a smile. She seemed quite pleased by the direction things were going.
"That's great," Belinda added enthusiastically. "You're a good study partner. You help me get the most out of my classes."
**********
The booth was always the worst place to work, it seemed. Since most of the patrons were members, they didn't need to stop at the ticket booth. Only those people who wanted guest passes, or who were signing up for memberships, stopped by. Norma was bored with the explanation she had to give — the park was for members only, they didn't sell 'tickets', but they did have some limited number of guest passes.
Adding to that monotony was the angle of the glass with respect to the sun. Despite the tinting at the top, and the overhang to provide shade on the glass, there was always a lot of light and glare coming into the booth, and with the light, a lot of heat. A small air conditioner whirred away in the background, struggling against the heat, to keep the booth bearable. With the ticket and money slots, it was a futile effort at times.
Norma sighed again, but then she perked up. A large, older woman was approaching the booth, with a teenaged boy in tow. The woman was a little plump, and she looked quite upset, probably at the boy, who was displaying all the rebellious attitudes of a teenager. Where the woman was neatly attired, the boy wore torn jeans and a black T-shirt with a rock band's objectionable logo. Her hair was neat; his was straggly and unkempt. She walked with poise; he slouched along, hands in pockets, and a look of disdain on his acne-covered face.
The woman stepped to the window. "I'd like to purchase a pass for my son," she said with certainty.
Norma glanced at the lad again, and then shrugged. "We have one-day, weekend, and week-long passes."
"I need a lifetime pass," the woman said, exasperated. "I talked to the owner this morning, and she assured me that I could get a lifetime pass."
Norma's gut clenched at the thought of selling a lifetime pass. In all her time at Bikini Beach, she hadn't sold a pass for more than a week. A lifetime, though, was a permanent, irrevocable change for the holder, from male to female. "Um," she stammered, uncertain and nervous, "I need to call Grandmother to confirm this. She's the only one who can authorize a lifetime pass."
Before she could pick up the phone, though, Grandmother entered the ticket booth through the rear door. It was spooky, sometimes, how Grandmother and Anya knew that they needed to be someplace before their employees did, and how they appeared at just the right time. "Sell her the pass, Norma," Grandmother said gently but firmly.
"But ... a lifetime pass?" Norma stammered.
"Yes, Norma. A lifetime pass."
"Boss, that’s ... permanent!" Norma objected.
Grandmother put her hand gently on Norma's shoulder. "Sell her the pass."
Norma swallowed, and then started typing the data into the computer. In a few seconds, the machine printed a card, with the boy's name on it. While she was typing, Grandmother left the booth as silently as she'd come.
"Here you are, Mrs. Davis," Norma said with great regret. She processed Mrs. Davis' credit card, then handed the receipt and the lifetime pass to the woman.
There were no other patrons coming to the window, so Norma watched with interest as the boy went through the turnstile and into the men's locker room. A few minutes later, a frightened-looking young lady came out into the main plaza, topless and confused. She looked as attractive as the young man had been unkempt. As expected, Anya appeared quickly and gave the girl a top to her bathing suit. A few words and gestures, and she cast a spell that calmed down the panic-stricken young lady.
The older woman swiped her own membership card and went into the plaza. Once Anya had left, the woman had a few words with the girl. Slowly, a sickening realization dawned on the girl's features as she realized what her mother — and the park's magic — had done to her.
Norma had a sickening feeling in her gut. She felt like she'd been part of an execution squad. Sure, she knew of the park's magic, and she'd sold short-term passes, but they had all expired, turning the customers back to their male selves. This time, though, it was different. She felt like she'd helped to murder a young man, creating a compliant, docile young lady in his place. She didn't know whether she wanted to cry or throw up.
The intercom buzzed. "Norma, can you please come to the office?" Grandmother asked.
Norma sighed, then hung up the "back in 5 minutes" sign and trudged to the office, entering from the park side. "You called, Boss?" she asked unenthusiastically.
"Norma, have a seat," Grandmother said, gesturing to the chairs in front of her desk.
Warily, and wordlessly, Norma sat down.
"I gather that you're a little upset."
"A little upset?" Norma asked, her voice rising in pitch and volume. "I hate this place! I hate what you do to men, unsuspecting men! You trick them into becoming women, and you make us help out, be accomplices!"
Grandmother tried to interrupt. "Now, Norma, there are ...."
"You murder the men! Maybe there are women to take their places, but the part of them that was male, that was masculine, is dead! Having to help makes me feel ... dirty! It feels evil!" Norma ranted.
"I take it you don't approve of selling a lifetime pass," Grandmother said simply, "even though that young man was a very troubled teenager. His parents had tried counseling, medications, and in-patient care. The boy was abusing drugs, he was going to flunk out of school, and he was getting involved with a gang."
"I still don't approve," Norma said, frowning. "I want to quit. I'll borrow money, or work an outside job, but I want to quit. I don't want anything more to do with this place."
"Norma, sometimes it's necessary," Grandmother tried to explain. "Would you rather that I hadn't changed Mitch into Sally? An innocent girl would be dead. Or if I hadn't changed little Jeffrey into little Jenny, he'd be severely mentally handicapped, and the Hansons would probably be divorced by now. Would you prefer that I let those ... tragedies ... happen?"
Norma sat, frowning, and her lips pressed tightly together. She didn't want to admit that Grandmother had a point.
Using her magic sense, Anya had picked up on Norma's mood. She strolled casually into the office. "Hey, Norma," she said pleasantly, "let's go for a walk."
"I don't really want to go ... inside," Norma said, speaking with distaste about the park.
"Okay, let's walk over to the new ice cream shop," Anya modified her offer.
"Okay," Norma said reluctantly. She really was a bit hungry, and after being in the ticket booth for most of the afternoon, ice cream sounded refreshing.
The walk to the shop was in silence; Anya didn't want to start the conversation before they were sitting down. After they got their ice cream, Anya sat at a table with Norma. They were the only patrons in the shop at that moment. "I take it you're not happy right now," Anya began.
"That's an understatement," Norma said bitterly. "Should I be?"
"I don't know," Anya answered noncommittally. "You seemed to be adjusting so well, like you were ...."
"Happy being a girl? Is that it? You want me to be happy being a girl?"
Anya shook her head. "No, we want you to be happy being _you_." She shook her head. "I don't know what happened, but you didn't seem to be having so much ... anger a couple of weeks ago."
"A couple of weeks ago, some asshole decided to get a little grabby," Norma snarled. "I fought off his ... advances, but all _that_ experience did was remind me of what I'm not. Not any more. I'm small, and weak, and I feel helpless. And I hate it!"
"That doesn't explain how you reacted today," Anya said cautiously.
"You don't have to sit and watch, and then help, while your Grandmother steals the lives of unsuspecting men, just like she stole mine!" Norma complained. There was no warmth, no familiarity in how she said 'Grandmother'. She said it almost like it was an accusation.
"You and your friends _did_ break into the park, and cause a lot of damage," Anya reminded her.
"So I'll find a way to pay you two back. Why do you have to keep rubbing my face in it?"
"This is about a lot more than selling passes, isn’t it?" Anya asked, almost certain of the answer. "What's really got you upset?"
"The others — they're acting all girly, and dancing, and stuff. They're acting like a bunch of brainwashed robots, like you and Grandmother sometimes do to guys after they change."
Anya's eyes opened a bit wider. "And that scares you, doesn't it?" She saw Norma's expression of surprise. "You're afraid that _you'll_ get comfortable being a girl, and not want to change back, is that it?"
Norma's jaw dropped open for a moment. "I hate this!" she cried. "I hate being a girl! I hate having guys try to pick me up, or ask me dancing, or on dates. I hate having to help Grandmother change guys into girls, like she did to me."
Anya paused, and closed her eyes for a moment. Norma stared at her, knowing that Anya was using her 'sight', her magic power to see the future, or alternate realities. "You remember Tom Jackson?"
Norma's brow furrowed in confusion. "Yeah, he was in my frat. Big party animal."
"You remember what happened to him?"
Norma nodded slowly. "About a month after we changed, he was in an accident while he was out four-wheeling. He's paralyzed from the waist down after he rolled his truck."
Anya nodded somberly. "And if you four _hadn't_ changed, at least two of you would have been out with Tom, and one of you would be dead, and the other in as bad shape as Tom."
Norma's mouth hung agape. She hadn't expected this kind of answer from Anya. Grandmother — maybe. She was always trying to trick them with her 'vision' of the alternate future. But Anya? She'd never tried it. "I ... I don't believe you!" Norma cried. She rose to her feet and ran from the shop, crying as she ran.
**********
Holly watched the girls swimming at the Olympic pool. She was taking a turn filling in for one of the other staff members, helping Liz teach basic swimming to some younger girls. She had lessons every Saturday during off-season, and twice a week during the summer. Normally, one of the other lifeguards helped Liz, but since Liz was fully certified in water safety, she could allow uncertified girls like Holly to help out.
Eventually, after much splashing, swim practice, and a bit of playing, the girls finished their lessons and crawled from the pool. Holly watched them leave the pool area, and then sat down in one of the lounge chairs for a bit of a breather.
Liz plopped down next to her. "You're good with the girls," she said to Holly.
Holly shrugged, not used to being complimented. "I have a little sister, so I had practice growing up."
Liz laughed. "It shows. The girls love you, and they respond to you so well. You're a natural teacher."
"I just like to help out."
"I talked to Grandmother the other day about you," Liz changed the subject abruptly, or at least, so it seemed.
"Oh? About what?" Holly was afraid that she'd done something wrong.
Liz saw her reaction. "No, it's not like that! You're not in trouble," she chuckled.
"Then what?" Holly was curious now.
"I've noticed that you're a very good swimmer. You're also one of the most personally-responsible workers on staff. You're a good instructor. I asked Grandmother if we could send you to class to get your lifeguard training and certificate."
Holly's mouth dropped open in surprise. "You ... want me to be a lifeguard?" she stammered.
"Yes. You're perfect for the job."
"But ... I've only got a little longer ...." Holly started to protest. She, like her friends, was over halfway done with paying back her debt.
Liz laughed. "Your certificate will change back with you," she said with a smile. "So you really don't have anything to lose. Until you pay off your debt, I get a good lifeguard on my staff."
"I ... don't know what to say!" Holly exclaimed.
"How about, 'yes'?" Liz asked. "Besides, it pays a little better than plain staff."
"Okay," Holly said, still sounding a bit doubtful. "I guess I can do that."
"Atta girl," Liz said, slapping her lightly on the shoulder. "I'll start on the paperwork to get you enrolled in a class. And the park will pay for it, too."
**********
"How about changing to the game?" Norma groused as the Belinda flipped through the channels on her TV. The five girls were sitting in Belinda's dorm room, taking a well-deserved break after a long work day. Norma wanted to watch a pre-season football game.
"Ugh!" Marta snorted. "I don't want to watch a football game!"
"But we always used to watch football on Sunday evenings," Norma protested. "Before ...." She didn't need to complete her sentence; all five knew to what she was referring.
"I'm just not into a football game, either," Holly said. "How about we get a movie?"
"Knowing you guys, it'll probably be some 'chick flick'!" Norma scoffed derisively.
"Actually," Belinda countered, "I'd like to watch 'Spaceballs'."
Vicky rolled her eyes. "Good grief! What's wrong with something nice and sweet?" She mentioned three movie titles.
"Yuck!" Norma said with a scowl. "Maybe you can talk Rob into watching those, but I don't want anything to do with that kind of movie. 'Spaceballs' sounds like fun."
"Do you want to send out for pizza?" Marta asked, now that a movie had been selected.
"Sure," the other girls chimed in.
"Uh, count me out," Vicky replied. "Rob is coming over, and he's taking me out for dinner and a movie."
"Isn't that, like, ten of the last twelve nights you've been out with him?" Holly asked, raising her eyebrows in a suggestive way.
"No!" Vicky said defensively. Then she smiled sheepishly. "It's actually eleven of twelve."
"Sounds like someone's getting pretty serious," Marta said, kidding her.
"He's nice. I like spending time with him," Vicky said defensively. "But we're not getting too serious."
"Not yet," Belinda added with a grin. "Give it time."
Vicky scowled at her. "We are NOT that serious!" she said again, more defensively.
"Whatever," Marta said, smiling.
In short order, the girls had selected pizza toppings, and phoned in the order. Before they could start the movie, Vicky's cell phone rang. As soon as she answered it, the others noticed her demeanor changed completely. She was happy, almost giddy, as she talked to whoever had called her.
"That was Rob, I take it," Holly said as soon as Vicky hung up.
"He's going to meet me outside in five minutes," Vicky reported. Her eyes sparkled with contentment, even bliss, as she prepared to go to dinner with Rob. Her voice had a happy lilt. It was extremely obvious that she seemed to be as smitten with Rob as he was with her.
"Have a good time, but don't stay out too late. You and I are on opening shift tomorrow," Holly cautioned Vicky, "and I don't want to have to drag you there, half-asleep again!"
"Okay, _mother_!" Vicky said with a humorous but sarcastic tone. She grabbed her purse and strode confidently from the room.
"I'm going to my room to watch the football game," Norma said suddenly. She sounded almost angry. "As soon as the pizza gets here," she added.
After Norma had taken her share of the pizza and left, Belinda asked, "What's with her?"
"I don't know," Marta answered, "but she's been moody for the past couple of days."
"She'd be a lot happier if she just decided to 'go with the flow'," Holly said. "I know it got a lot easier for me when I quit fighting it."
"I don't think it's that," Marta cautioned. "I heard Grandmother and Anya talking about her attitude after she had to sell a lifetime pass."
"Wow!" Holly whistled. "I know she's had the toughest time adjusting, and then working the booth and selling passes? No wonder she's a little touchy."
"I heard she’d yelled at Grandmother that she wants to quit," Marta continued. "She's really having a rough time."
"And I suppose the fact that we're doing okay bugs her a lot, too?" Belinda asked.
"Imagine how she feels about Vicky getting serious with Rob," Holly added. "And every time we go out clubbing, she won't dance."
"I wonder if Grandmother knows how hard a time she's having," Marta speculated.
"I'm sure she does," Holly answered. "She knows everything that goes on in and around her park."
**********
Anya sat at a table in the back room of a quaint little shop in the mall. Across the table was her friend Danni, and spread out on the table were sheets and sheets of paper with intricate drawings and writing in a strange language.
Anya stared at one drawing intently. She shook her head, and picked up another one. "This is the spell for the breast forms, right?" she asked.
Danni nodded. "But I don't see it in Vicky's spell," she replied.
Anya frowned. "I don't either. But ... isn't there a hole in the breast form spell?" she asked.
Danni stared at the spell formula, and then nodded. "Yes, I think so." She picked up another piece of paper. "And the corset spell — it's got a similar hole!"
Anya started to say something, but she stopped herself. She grabbed another piece of paper. "This is the wig spell, right?"
Danni nodded. "But ...." Her eyes widened. "Look at this piece," she said, pointing to part of the spell.
"What?" Anya asked cautiously. She was about to ask Danni, but she suddenly saw something. "That fits ... here!" she said, indicating part of the corset spell.
"And this part, fits ... here!" Danni continued, looking at the breast form spell.
Anya's eyes widened. "That means ... the wig spell is like a lock that ties all the pieces together, right?"
Danni grinned. "I think that's it!" She shook her head. "Just like the old coot to make it a puzzle."
From a corner of the shop, a man's voice sang out, "I heard that!"
Anya and Danni laughed. "So ... if the lock isn't present, then what would happen?"
Danni frowned again. "I suppose another spell would ... leak into the breast form and corset spells?" she guessed.
"And all the other pieces." Anya frowned again. "The question is, how would it leak in and mix?"
Danni looked at Vicky's 'trace', a diagrammatic view of the interacting spells that were on her. Her eyes widened suddenly. She grabbed a piece of paper and began to sketch some notes. "Here are the pieces of the breast form spell," she explained as she wrote. "And we can find these components in Vicky's spell, right?"
Anya saw what Danni was getting at. "If you take the main connector out of the breast form spell, and weave in Grandmother's spell ...." She doodled, and she suddenly saw the pattern emerge. "I think we've got it!"
Danni gave Anya a high five. "At least the mechanics of how they interacted," she said.
Anya grinned. "From here, unraveling the pieces should be easy."
"And then what?"
Anya paused. "Then?" She bit her lip. "Then, we try to disentangle the SRU spell components from Grandmother's spell, and if we can do that, then Grandmother's spell would be reversible. It'd fall apart, in fact!"
"And Vicky would be restored to Vic?"
Anya winced. "Yeah. If she still wants to."
Later that evening, Anya entered the office, where Grandmother was working on the daily receipts. Grandmother glanced up immediately. "You're making progress on Vicky's spell?" she asked.
Anya frowned. "Sometimes, I wish you'd let me tell you my surprise before you read my mind! It kind of spoils the effect!"
Grandmother shrugged. "Sorry."
Anya slumped down in a chair. "Danni and I think we've got the spell intermix figured out."
Grandmother frowned. "Why the sad expression?"
Anya sighed heavily. "First of all, we're only about ninety-eight percent certain that we've got it right. If we're slightly wrong, it could be ... harmful to Vicky."
"But that's not the real reason you're hesitant, is it?"
Anya shook her head. "Vicky has really got her life straight now. She's happy, especially dating Rob. They're both really happy."
Grandmother thought for a moment. She was reading Anya's thoughts again. "You _have_ to tell her, dear," she said. "She deserves to know."
"Is it really fair?" Anya asked. "She's happy now, possibly happier than she's ever been in her life. She's got so much going for her now. What if she gives all that up, to try to regain a life that she lost years ago? What if she's not happy if she returns to being Vic?"
Grandmother shook her head sadly. "That's not ours to decide, dear," she said.
"I know," Anya said, looking down at her folded hands. "I wish ... that Danni and I hadn't unraveled the spells." She shook her head. "But I had to work on it — because I promised Vicky that I would. Now look at what's come of that."
"Are you going to tell her, or would you rather I did it?"
Anya took a deep breath, thinking about what this might mean to her friend. "I'll tell her," she said, sadly.
**********
"That's a cute outfit," Belinda squealed with delight, gazing into the store window in the mall. Marta was beside her, and the two were obviously having a good time.
"Yeah," Marta agreed enthusiastically. "I could see you wearing that."
Belinda laughed. "I wish. We don't make enough for this shop." She glanced down the corridor. "Topside is having a sale. That's closer to my budget."
"So ask the Boss for a raise!" Marta giggled.
Belinda's eyes widened. "You've _got_ to be kidding, right?"
"Gotcha!" Marta laughed. "You don't seriously think she'd give us a raise, do you?"
Belinda turned down the mall corridor and started walking. "I'm not going to find out."
"Chicken!"
"You try first, and if she doesn't bite your head off, I'll give it a try."
Marta stuck her tongue out at Belinda playfully. "How do you know that I haven't already asked for a raise?"
"Because you're just as chicken as I am," Belinda giggled. "Why don't you just admit it?"
Marta turned toward a store. "Ooh, a shoe sale! Come on!" she said enthusiastically, changing the subject abruptly. "I need some new flats for the fall semester. My old pair is almost worn out!"
Half an hour later, after trying on at least fifteen pairs of shoes, Marta and Belinda emerged from the store. Marta was carrying a bag with her old shoes since she was wearing her new pair. Not surprisingly, Belinda also had a new pair of shoes. The two wandered happily toward Topside, to see if there were any blouses or tops on sale.
"I'm a bit hungry. Do you want to stop for lunch?" Marta asked.
"Sure. Salad Express?"
Marta made a show of displaying her figure. "Of course. How else am I going to keep my girlish figure?" she giggled.
"Skip desserts and exercise a lot," Belinda replied with a grin, "like I do."
The two found an unoccupied table to sit and eat. "Are you ready for another semester of biology and anatomy?" Marta asked between bites.
Belinda shrugged. "I don't think we have much of a choice, do we?"
"My mom said it'll go by faster than we think, and we'll be graduates before we know it."
"Yeah, but if you're going to med school, you'll have a lot more years of college and residency ahead of you," Belinda cautioned.
"So I'm a glutton for punishment. It'll be worth it," Marta said. "Look at Dr. Chastity. I really admire what she does. She's good, and she loves being a doctor."
"You're not suggesting ...?" Belinda asked, her eyes narrowed as she frowned.
Marta laughed. "First of all, the position is taken. Second, I'm not sure I want to stay a woman, which I'd have to if I wanted to work at the park." She peered at Marta. "How about you? Have _you_ thought about staying?"
Belinda nearly choked on her salad. "I'd be lying if I said it hasn't crossed my mind, but ... no, I'm going back to my old life."
"I wondered, because you weren't really into the game the other night," Marta pointed out.
"Neither were you," Belinda countered almost immediately.
"Okay, so I'm not as much into macho things since we got changed. I bet you're the same way."
Belinda laughed. "Maybe sometimes. That's what's kind of spooky. If the Boss wanted, she could make us completely comfortable ... this way ... and we wouldn't be any the wiser. She could probably make us want to stay."
"I don't think she would, or she'd have done it already," Marta rebutted. "You know she used to do that a lot."
"Yeah, but thankfully, Anya has gotten her to mellow a lot. Otherwise, I'd hate to think of what we'd be."
Marta's eyes narrowed a tiny bit. "Don't look, but those guys at the next table are checking us out."
Belinda nearly turned, but she stopped herself. When she found a convenient time, she casually glanced around. "So they are," she said. She raised one eyebrow quizzically. "Why are you acting like you're enjoying it?"
"I am _not_ enjoying it," Marta sputtered.
"It certainly looks like you're enjoying it," Belinda laughed. She lowered her voice and leaned a bit closer. "And to be honest, sometimes, I find myself thinking that it's nice to have guys notice me. It makes me feel ... attractive."
Marta's eyes widened in surprise, before she slowly nodded. "I know what you mean," she admitted sheepishly. "Sometimes, it's kind of cool." She grinned. "And if anyone tells you that you're not cute, they're lying or jealous."
Belinda blushed at Belinda's compliment. "Hey, do you want to go to a movie?" she asked, changing the subject.
Marta waggled her eyebrows in a suggestive manner. "Are you asking me out on a date?" she giggled.
Belinda's crimson cheeks glowed all the brighter. "No," she stammered. "It's just ... I figured we could take in a movie instead of shopping the rest of the afternoon." She shrugged. "Norma is kind of ... I don't know ... distant? And with Vicky spending all her time with Rob ...."
Marta laughed. "I was just kidding. And yes, that sounds like fun. Do you want to go to the Mega-Cinema Complex, or to the dollar theater?"
Belinda took out her cell phone. "Why don't you see what's at the dollar theater, and I'll see what's at the Complex."
"Sounds like a plan."
"And it is NOT a date!" Belinda added with emphasis.
**********
Holly was just finishing up with the morning swimming class when Liz came running to her. "Holly," she called urgently.
Holly looked up from where the pre-teen girls were climbing out of the pool. She knew that she could never take her eyes off them, even for just a moment. While she hadn't started her lifeguard training yet, and there were two certified lifeguards on duty at the pool, Holly didn't take any chances. "Yeah?" she answered Liz.
"Grandmother wants you in the office."
Holly's eyes widened. "Oh? What's up?"
Liz shrugged. "She didn't say. But it's probably something to do with the forms for lifeguard. I don't _think_ you're in trouble."
"Okay," Holly answered. If she was in trouble, it was for something that she couldn't remember. "I'll go over as soon as ...."
"She said ASAP. You better get moving, unless you want her to get impatient."
"Uh, no. That's always a bad idea," Holly laughed. She grabbed her towel, and as she walked quickly toward the entrance plaza and office, she used the towel to dry herself, at least a bit.
In another part of the park, Anya walked quickly and deliberately toward the Tiki Hut dining pavilion. Behind her, two employees were scurrying to keep up. Anya didn't have to look; guided by her magic sense, she went right to the counter. "Marta, Norma," she began without any polite greetings, "Grandmother wants you in the office now."
"But ...." Marta started to object.
"Now. Kiki and Laurie will cover for you." She turned to leave, fully expecting Norma and Marta to fall in beside her.
With a shrug and an uneasy glance between them, the two girls strode behind Anya toward the office building.
Vicky scowled as she walked across the pavement. It was her day off, and she didn't want to be at the park. She had been spending the morning planning a picnic with Rob, until she got a phone call telling her that she had to be at the office at eleven sharp. As she neared the building, she noticed Belinda, who was similarly walking toward the office. Vicky frowned. Something was going on. Belinda had the afternoon shift, starting at two. It was unusual for Grandmother to call employees in early.
After swiping their employee passes, the two girls strode purposefully toward the office door, the one that opened into the park. As they neared, they were both startled to see Holly, Marta, and Norma also coming toward the office. Belinda's eyes widened with surprise, but Vicky's narrowed with suspicion.
As soon as they got in the door, they found Grandmother sitting in her casual area, a conversational furniture arrangement. "Please, sit down," she said warmly. "Can I get you anything to drink?"
The girls glanced among themselves, and collectively shook their heads. They sat, while Anya scooted a chair from her desk to sit in.
"I'm sure that, by now, you're all very curious why I called you here," Grandmother said in a neutral tone.
"Uh, yeah," Holly said uneasily. "When Liz sent me, I thought it was about the lifeguard class, but now," she glanced around her compatriots, "I'm not sure. And I'm a little nervous all of a sudden."
The other girls nodded their agreement. Their boss was, after all, a powerful magic user, and they had made her angry before.
Grandmother smiled, a disarmingly pleasant expression. "You're not in trouble. Far from it, in fact."
"Then ... what?" Belinda blurted.
"You girls have all been very hard workers, and very loyal employees. You've done everything on your job description, and you've gone beyond what you _had_ to do because you all take pride in doing everything right. That's extremely commendable, and I want you to know that I'm very pleased with the example you've set for my other employees."
"But?" Holly asked hesitantly.
Grandmother laughed. "But nothing. I wanted to tell you personally how pleased I am with your work, and to let you know that you've all got a bonus coming in your paycheck."
"A bonus?" Marta's mind immediately turned to the outfit she and Belinda had seen in the mall the other day.
Grandmother grinned. "Not like that." She glanced at Anya, who was equally curious. "As of next Friday, your debt to me is paid in full. Your obligations to me and the park are over."
"But ...?" Holly started to say. She was stunned; this was the last thing she'd expected. "By my calculations, I still owe over eight thousand dollars!" she protested. "It wouldn't be fair to you!"
Norma, on the other hand, was nearly dancing in her seat. "Yes!" she shouted over and over as she pumped her fists in the air in celebration of the news.
"Okay, now you need to get back to work," Grandmother said, dampening the reactions. "Vicky, I know you need to run for your picnic with Rob." She stood and unceremoniously walked to her desk, where she plopped down behind her computer.
Slowly, unbelievingly, Holly and Marta walked out of the office, while Norma was practically skipping down the pathway. Before she left, Belinda caught Marta's eye; in the glance they exchanged, there was uncertainty, and perhaps, a bit of unhappiness.
Anya followed Holly. At the point the path split between the Tropical Paradise and the Junior Lifeguard Academy sections of the park, Anya caught up to Holly. "Holly," she called out, catching the girl's attention.
"Yes?" Holly answered, a bit stiffly and formally. Her reaction was different from what Anya had expected.
"Let's go sit down, okay?" She gently held Holly's arm and guided her to the employee's hut. Inside, Anya opened the refrigerator. "Diet soda?" she asked.
Holly shrugged. "I guess," she answered unenthusiastically.
Anya retrieved two sodas, opened them, and handed one to Holly. She gestured toward the overstuffed chairs. "What's on your mind?" she asked as she eased into one of the chairs. "You don't seem ... thrilled with the news, like I would have expected."
Holly sipped her soda, still bearing a shell-shocked expression. "It's not what I expected," she said softly.
"And you're not sure you want this now, right?" Anya asked with confidence.
Holly nodded slowly. "Two months ago, I was like Norma — I couldn't wait to be through with working here. But now ...." She shook her head. "I don't know why, but the thought of not working here, of changing back — it makes me sad. It feels like I'm going to lose something."
"When did you start wondering if you'd change back?" Anya asked.
"I'm not sure," Holly replied sadly. "A few weeks ago, I was working in the Tiki Hut, and there was a guy who'd changed, but was miserable. He missed seeing that his wife had included him in her 'girls' day, and that he could have fun. It got me thinking that I shouldn't be feeling so sorry for myself, but should enjoy things while I have a chance."
"Going out with Chuck a few times added to your confusion, too, I bet," Anya added with a knowing smile.
Holly didn't bother reacting to Anya's knowledge of her secret. "Yeah. He's so darned nice, and fun to be with. On our last date, I had a warm feeling like I'd be safe and happy if I spent the rest of my life with a man like him." She took another gulp from her drink. "And then Liz and Grandmother offered to let me get certified as a lifeguard." She shook her head. "I felt like I belonged."
"How about with your other friends, or your family?"
"It's not better or worse," Holly said. "It's just different. Instead of being a 'chip off the old block', I'm daddy's little girl. It's different with Mom, too. It's like she's closer in some ways, and not in others. Even my little brother is still a pest, but in a different way." She shook her head.
"You don't have to choose right now," Anya told her gently. "You can stay a girl for as long as you want."
"But the others ... won't they think it's weird?"
Anya shook her head. "When they change back, they'll remember their experiences. If you don't change back, I can make it so they don't remember Hank, but always remembered Holly."
"Yeah, you can do that, can't you?" Holly said with a chuckle.
"I'm sorry Grandmother surprised you like that," Anya apologized. "To tell you the truth, I didn't even know she was going to pardon you girls."
Holly shook her head slowly. "I thought I'd be happy when this day came. I didn't think I'd be so ... stunned, and sad."
**********
"What gives?" Anya demanded as she walked into the office.
Grandmother was seated at her desk, looking at some industry catalogs in hope of finding new attractions and features for the park. She looked up at Anya, puzzled. "About what?"
"You know what," Anya said. She sat down in one of the leather chairs opposite Grandmother's desk. "You're letting them off the hook, and they still owe us ... you ... about forty thousand for repairs."
Grandmother smiled sweetly. "Part of those repair costs were going to come due for maintenance soon, regardless of whether they damaged the rides or not," she explained casually. "With the repairs, we're seeing lower electric bills, because Jenny was able to use some of the repair work to get some important upgrades."
"That doesn't add up to forty thousand," Anya countered.
"No, it doesn't," Grandmother admitted. She thought for a moment. "You know that Norma was here to see me a couple of weeks ago?"
"About the lifetime pass? Yeah. She's done nothing but grumble about it."
Grandmother nodded. "She was doing a first-class job. Now, though, she's quickly becoming a disgruntled employee, and her attitude is going to catch on with the staff. In fact, I've already heard some chatter that's not healthy among employees."
"I think I get it," Anya said. "If you keep her, she's going to affect the entire staff. But with the debt, you can't get rid of her."
Grandmother nodded. "She always had the hardest time accepting the change. She did a good job, however, and was a model employee." She shook her head. "That's changed, and she's unhappy, and getting closer and closer to the point of doing something rash and desperate."
"And to be fair to the others, you need to forgive _all_ their debts."
"If I let Norma change back now, she can regain her life as Norm. If I make her wait until the debt is paid, though ...." Grandmother shook her head sadly. "I can't do that to someone."
"I know she didn't like selling that lifetime pass."
Grandmother sighed. "The worse part, though, is that she sees the other girls being happy, accepting the change. Norma — and Norm — have very strong core identities, and she's afraid that if she gives in, even if just a little bit, to being a girl, she'll end up staying a girl. That's why she's gotten unhappier. She's scared."
"So we might lose five good employees," Anya said, her words tinged with sadness. She'd come to really like the girls.
"Either that, or we lose one after she spreads discontent. And she might be driven to something ... unpleasant." Grandmother shook her head. "For Norma's sake, I couldn't let that happen."
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Vicky turned at the sound of her name from across the semi-crowded mall. She glanced around, until she saw Anya coming toward her. She smiled and waved, but then she saw something in Anya's expression that made her wary.
"Hi, Vicky," Anya said warmly when she was near her friend. "How are things going?"
Vicky knew something was up just from Anya's demeanor. "What’s up?" she asked, her voice tinged with caution.
Anya tried to laugh. "I can't fool you guys any more, can I?"
"We've known each other for quite some time," Vicky acknowledged. "The more you know a person, the harder it is to hide something."
"True," Anya said, still not divulging anything.
"So what's on your mind?" Vicky reiterated.
Anya grimaced momentarily. "Can we go somewhere ... private ... to talk?"
Vicky's heart raced, and it felt unpleasant. Only the day before, she'd found out that her debt had been forgiven. Now Anya wanted to talk to her privately, and Anya's demeanor let Vicky know that it was a serious discussion. With a start, Vicky's eyes widened and her mouth dropped open. "The spells!" she whispered.
Anya bit her lower lip and nodded. "How about if we take a walk in Dixon Park?" she suggested.
Vicky nodded. "Uh, yeah. I guess." She didn't want to guess what news Anya had. She was terribly afraid that she wasn’t going to like it, or Anya would have been cheerier in giving her the news.
The drive to the park was somber, even funereal in mood. When they started walking, Vicky seemed reticent to talk. Finally, Anya steered them to a picnic table a bit off the walking and running path.
"Okay, what's up?" Vicky asked bluntly.
Anya sighed heavily. She rested her elbow on the table, and her forehead rested in her hand. She closed her eyes, wishing that she didn’t have to tell Vicky. "Um, Danni and I ... figured out the spells.
Vicky sat, stunned, for a few seconds. "Are you sure?" she finally asked.
"Yeah. Danni and I cracked how the two are interacting, and how to pry them apart."
Vicky turned and stared out across the green field and duck pond of the park. For several long moments, she sat wordlessly. Only the dampness on her cheeks betrayed any emotion.
"Vicky?" Anya asked softly when she saw Vicky's tears.
"I ... I was starting to hope that this day would never come," Vicky said as she wiped at her face.
"I know," Anya said sympathetically. "And I really thought about not telling you, especially after you and Rob started dating steadily."
Vicky swallowed — hard. The few tears became a steady stream. "I ... didn't want this," she cried. "Everything was going so well — finally." She turned to Anya, and leaned on her shoulder, sobbing. "Why did you tell me?" she asked. "Why?"
Anya put her arm around her friend. "I promised you that I'd tell you if I figured it out. Your future isn't my decision."
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Belinda glanced up from her book and peeked at Marta. She saw that her friend seemed to be highly distracted. Belinda looked back down at the textbook, the one she and Marta were studying as they tried to do a little get-ahead work before the semester started.
"What?" Marta asked, having seen Belinda look up.
Belinda lifted her gaze again. "Nothing," she said. Her voice was flat, devoid of emotion.
Marta sensed something was wrong. "It's just no fun ... since Grandmother gave us the news, is it?"
Belinda closed her eyes and nodded. When she opened them again, she saw that Marta's eyes reflected her own mood. "I was just thinking," she said softly.
"About what?"
"Lots of things. Mostly about how much fun we've been having."
"Yeah, I know," Marta echoed. "You're my best friend."
"And you," Belinda added. "But we weren't best friends before, were we?"
Marta shook her head "No. And somehow, I don't think we would stay best friends after we change back, either."
"That's what I was afraid of," Belinda said sadly. "I feel like that, but I don't understand why."
"We didn't have any common interests, remember? We were just frat brothers.”
"I was just thinking," Belinda started to say, but she stopped abruptly, fearing what she was actually thinking.
"What?" Marta set down her pen and the book. "What were you thinking?"
Belinda tried to laugh, but it was hollow and empty. "I was just thinking that maybe I'd stay, and not change back."
"It'd be weird to have a best friend who's a girl. It would be awkward."
Belinda couldn't stop the next words from her mouth. "I was thinking that we could be more than just friends," she blurted.
Marta's reaction was not quite what Belinda expected. Instead of laughing or ridiculing the idea, she started bawling. "I ... I was thinking the same thing," she said through her tears. "I was already planning it," she added.
Belinda sat, in stunned silence, as she considered her friend's words. The fact that the two of them had the same idea wasn't coincidental. Neither wanted to give up the close relationship that they had. In fact, they both wanted something even closer. Now, they didn't know how to proceed.
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For a moment, Vicky forgot about everything and just enjoyed Rob's kiss. He'd met her at a sidewalk café downtown for dinner, and as soon as he'd spotted her sitting and waiting, he walked more quickly and then trotted. As soon as she stood, he swept her into his arms and gave her a very passionate kiss.
Alas, she couldn't help but think of everything else going on in her life. The moment of passion and escape from the problems passed, and she felt Rob's arms sliding down off her back.
"I haven't seen you in a while," Rob said eagerly. He pulled out a chair and sat down opposite Vicky at the little table. If he was aware that the two of them had created a bit of a scene, he didn't give any indication.
"Work's been pretty busy," Vicky lied. "You know — end of summer, everyone getting in the last vacation time before schools start again. A couple of girls have already gone home or back to school, so we're pulling long shifts to try to keep up with the crowds."
"Well, I was sure it wasn't because you were avoiding me," Rob said with a grin.
"Why would I do that?" Vicky answered, half-heartedly. She felt butterflies in her stomach as she thought about how to tell Rob her news.
"Well, the extra hours will help paying back Grandmother or getting some extra spending money for the school year," he joked. He saw the reaction on Vicky's face when he mentioned the debt to Grandmother. "What's up with her?" he asked.
"Um," Vicky began, her voice uncertain, "as of Friday, Grandmother said our debts are paid off."
"Great!" Rob said. "Are you going to keep working there part-time to earn extra money?"
Vicky nodded. "Yeah. It's helpful to have cash."
Rob put his hands on Vicky's atop the table. "I know we've been seeing each other more and more the past few months. I'm glad we've been dating, because it confirms what I always suspected, which is that you're a very special girl."
"Rob," Vicky started to caution him. "There's something I need to tell you."
"You told me about the park," Rob said, smiling. "It's my turn."
"Okay."
Rob looked down for a moment, thinking hard. "I ... I wanted to tell you that I'm madly in love with you," he said. As he spoke, his hand was fumbling in his pocket. "And I wanted to ensure that you stay a very special part of my life." He pulled a small object from his pocket and extended it toward Vicky's hand. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?"
Vicky started bawling as she stared at the ring. "Oh, Rob," she cried, "why did you have to ask now?"
"I ... I don't understand," he said, confused.
"Anya ...." She fought her emotions. "The reason I wanted to meet you is to tell you that Anya ... figured out ... the spell." She wiped at her cheeks. She stood suddenly. "I'm sorry, Rob," she cried before turning and fleeing the sidewalk café. Behind her, Rob sat in stunned silence, staring after her long after she'd left him.
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"Why all the tears?" Melanie asked Vicky.
Vicky was lying on her bed, face-down in her pillow, crying steadily. She'd been crying from the time Rob had proposed, and still the tears wouldn't stop. "Why now?" she sobbed. "Why did this have to happen now?"
"What?" Melanie asked. She sat on the edge of Vicky's bed, and rubbed her shoulders gently. "What happened?"
"Anya figured out the spell," Vicky said through her tears. "I was going to tell Rob, because he deserves to know."
"Didn't you meet him for dinner?" Mel asked.
Vicky nodded. "Before I could tell him, though, he proposed!" she wailed.
"Oh," Mel said, her mouth hanging agape. "Wow!"
Vicky didn't reply; she just continued crying into her pillow.
"What do you want to do?" Mel asked simply. Vicky was surprised by the simplicity of the question. "What do _you_ want to do?" Mel asked again.
"I ... I don't know," Vicky said. Slowly, she rolled over onto her side, and then, with a little help from Mel, she sat up. Mel put her arm around her friend and roommate, and let Vicky's head rest on her shoulder.
"Do you love Rob?" Mel asked.
"Yes," Vicky replied instantly, with no hesitation in her voice. "He's so sweet, and he's fun to be with. He treats me like I'm a princess."
"Yeah," Mel agreed with a smile. "Everyone knows he's nuts about you. What about changing back — to Vic?"
Vicky closed her eyes and thought for a moment. "I'm ... I'm not sure," she admitted. "I don't know how much of Vic is left in me."
"Probably a lot more than you know," Mel said.
"I don't know if I can go back. I don't know what my life would be like. Part of me really wants to go back, and part of me is afraid." She shook her head. "It's funny. I'm finally getting really comfortable with myself, and everything is going okay, and then I get offered an 'out', to get my old life back."
"But you're not sure you want your old life, is that it?" Mel asked.
Vicky nodded. "I don’t know what I want."
Mel stroked her hand along Vicky's cheek tenderly. "I think you _do_ know. I think you're just afraid to admit it to yourself."
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As the park closed Friday evening, Holly walked toward the exit. It had been a long day, and a long week. As she passed by the office, she saw Jenny and Melinda, in very sexy swimwear, sitting at a table in the entrance plaza. She smiled and waved.
"Got plans for the weekend, Holly?" Jenny asked.
"I'm scheduled to work tomorrow, then I've got Sunday off," Holly answered. "How about you guys?"
Melinda smiled and leaned closer to Jenny. "Natty has a sleepover with Megan and her friends, so it's just the two of us tomorrow."
Holly smiled. The affection between the two was plain for all to see. "Have a good weekend, then. I'll see you on Monday. I've got to pop in the office to discuss a couple of things with Grandmother." She turned and walked into the office.
"Did it seem like she had a little extra bounce in her step?" Jenny asked Melinda.
"I was going to ask you the same thing. I wonder what's going on?" Melinda replied.
A few minutes later, Jen and Melinda watched as Marta and Belinda walked into the office. Not long after that, Anya went into the office with Vicky.
"Something's up. I wonder what?" Jen asked.
"We'll find out soon enough," Melinda answered. "Let's see if we can get Natty to hurry up, and then I can take you out to dinner."
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"Thanks for meeting me," Vicky said as Rob sat down across the table from her.
Rob looked like his world had been shattered. In a way, it had, when Vicky had told him about the spell. "I'm always happy to see you," he replied. His voice had an edge to it that made it clear that he really _wasn't_ happy.
Vicky put her hand atop Rob's. "I'm sorry I ran out on you like I did. I was pretty ... overwhelmed."
"I can imagine."
"No, you can't," Vicky said sadly. "To have been stuck, to have been told that there's no way to ever go back, to feel despair at losing part of your identity." She shook her head. "And then, just when things were finally settling down, when it seemed like my life was getting back on a track that I liked, to be told that I _could_ go back?"
Rob sat in silence, knowing that he could never understand what Vicky had gone through. He looked down, afraid of what he'd see if he looked in her eyes. He'd lost her, he knew.
"Rob," she said softly, tenderly, "I need to tell you what I've decided."
Rob looked at her, fearing the worst. He'd given his heart and soul to her, and now, he knew, she was going to take away his hopes and dreams.
"You asked me a question."
"What?"
"You asked me a question," Vicky repeated. "Didn't you?"
Rob nodded mutely, still not quite sure where she was going.
"The answer is yes," she said boldly. "Yes, yes, yes!"
Rob was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes widened. "Do you mean ...?"
"I suppose I should let you do this the right way," Vicky laughed. "If you still have it with you, then I need to let you ask again, so I can answer the right way."
Rob sighed. "I didn't ...." He suddenly felt something warm in his pants pocket. Frowning, he reached in, and his eyes widened in surprise when his fingers touched the small velvet-covered box. He pulled the box from his pocket, opened it, and produced the ring. "I wish I knew how Anya does that," he said with a smile. Once more, he held forth the ring toward Vicky, one hand holding hers atop the table. "Vicky, I would like to spend the rest of my life with you, if you'll have me."
Vicky held up her hand invitingly, and he slipped the ring on her finger. "Yes," she said, this time with tears of happiness. "Yes, absolutely yes!" She stared at the ring for a moment, then stood and wrapped her arms around Rob. "Yes!" she cried again before kissing him passionately.
As soon she broke their kiss, Vicky said, excitedly, "We have to go show Mom! She and Dad are going to be so happy! They really, really like you, you know."
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"So what do you want to do, toss a coin?" Marta asked sadly.
"I dunno," Belinda answered, with a glum expression. "Do you think we could try to be lesbians?" she tried to joke.
"Would you get serious?" Marta said angrily.
"I'm joking because I'm not sure what to do," Belinda retorted. "We both want a family, we both want to be close, and both of us want to stay for the other one." She shook her head. "How do we resolve that?"
"Will you regret changing back to Bill if we stay together?" Marta asked bluntly.
Belinda shook her head. "No. Not in the least bit. Not if I'm with you. How about you?"
Marta looked down for a moment. "I think I would," she said. "I'm ... too comfortable like I am. I can't see myself changing back."
Belinda put her hands atop Marta's. "Then it's settled. I'll change back, and you can stay as my girlfriend."
"Or more," Marta said with a wink. "We might need to celebrate a bit." She grinned. "There's something that I've been dying to try, ever since that night, but I've always been afraid. Now," she looked deeply into Belinda's eyes, "I'm not afraid anymore. Not with you, anyway."
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For some reason, the band seemed livelier, the dance floor seemed more inviting, and the crowd seemed friendlier. Grandmother, Anya, and Liz sat with two guys and three girls, having some snacks as the music played.
"Too bad Norm didn't come along," Bill said sadly. Bill was sitting beside Marta, who had her hands on his, and was paying rapt attention to him and him alone. When he wasn't interacting with the others, Bill was likewise attentive only to Marta.
Grandmother shook her head sadly. "It was his choice."
"He never was happy, was he?" Holly asked, already knowing the answer.
"I think the final straw was when Norma had to sell a lifetime pass to an errant young man," the old woman said. "She threatened to quit and pay me back some other way, because she hated selling passes so much."
"He wouldn't answer my call or text message inviting him here," Marta chimed in. "I suppose we've lost him as a friend?"
Anya nodded solemnly. "Probably. You guys are all reminders to him of what his 'sentence' was like."
"And I bet he's pretty angry at us for staying, too," Vicky added.
"He's transferring to another college at the semester break. At least that's what one of the guys in the house said," Bill reported. "I can't believe he was that upset at what happened to us. He's ... running away from this place."
"Norma worked her tail off, more than she was required. Even though she hated it, she kept her word and fulfilled her obligation. That's pretty admirable, even if she didn't like what she was doing." Grandmother looked at Bill and Marta. "What's the news with you two?"
Bill smiled. "Since I'm planning to be a nurse, and Marta wants to go to med school, we'll have a lot of classes together."
"And a lot more time together outside of classes, too, I bet," Holly interjected.
Marta blushed, while Bill just smiled. "Marta is more than my best friend," he said proudly and lovingly. "We figured we'd date some more, until I'm ready to graduate, and then we'll see."
"Based on how things look now," Liz said with a grin, "I don't think you'll make it until graduation before you're making ... more personal arrangements!"
Rob rose to his feet and extended his hands toward Vicky. Smiling, she rose and let him escort her to the dance floor.
"She's almost insufferably proud of that ring," Holly observed. "She only shows it off when she's not sleeping or eating or dancing!"
Anya laughed. "She's been through a lot. She deserves her share of happiness for a change."
Marta turned toward Holly. "How about you? What are you going to do now, since you're not changing back?"
Holly smiled pleasantly. "I'm going to keep working at the park after I get my lifeguard certification. And outside of that," she shrugged, "who knows?"
"Maybe a few more dates with Chuck?" Marta suggested. "You've been out with him a few times already, haven't you?"
Holly's cheeks turned red. "Yeah," she muttered.
Anya smiled at her. "There's no need to be ashamed, Holly," she whispered.
"I'm not serious about him," Holly added, defensively. "It's just fun to go out."
Grandmother looked around the table. She raised her glass of soda. "Here's to some of the best employees I've ever had. Thank you for being a part of my park, and of our lives."
FIN
Elrod W
A guy with a hobby of photographing women in skimpy bikinis comes to Bikini Beach. He finds what he thinks is a way to get pictures of the patrons — against their will. He doesn’t count on the old woman being in a particularly bad mood.
This is one of the earlier BB stories; as such, grandmother isn't quite as smoothed-out as she is later. Be advised.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Alan Jenkins smiled to himself as he sat in his car. Parked near the ticket booth, he had a prime view of the girls coming and going to Bikini Beach. And he couldn't be happier about that view. With the convertible top down, the CD player turned up loud, and his shades on, Alan looked cool. Or so Alan thought.
On such a hot day, the girls were wearing barely more than their bikinis as they strolled across the parking lot, heading into the water-filled fun palace that was Bikini Beach. And Alan, whose delusions prevented him from seeing just how much of a dork he really was, sat in the parking lot watching the girls. Unbeknownst to the girls, Alan had rigged up a camera, and was taking close-up pictures of the girls and their skimpy swimsuits.
Some of the girls apparently noticed his staring, and were offended by Alan's presence. Soon, a rather old dumpy woman came out of the ticket booth and headed directly for Alan's car.
"Young man," the old woman said in a most stern voice, "this parking lot is for my customers only. Kindly remove yourself."
Alan stared up at the old bat, trying to look defiant. "Yeah? Who's going to make me?"
The old woman frowned for a moment, and stared hard at Alan, so hard that he felt a piercing gaze into his very soul. "The sign at the entrance says that this is private property. Trespassing is against the law."
Alan turned on the key and put the car into gear. As he pulled slowly out of the parking lot, he felt some of his confidence returning. "Old bitch!" he cursed. "Private property, huh? Well, we'll see about that!" He turned onto the main road, drove a bit, and pulled his car off the road, parking in a field behind some trees. With practiced ease, he removed the camera from its concealment and checked the rig. Satisfied that everything looked okay, he shut the car door and hiked across the field, toward the towering privacy fence surrounding Bikini Beach.
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Alan looked at the fence and whistled to himself. It was not only high, but didn't seem to have any openings. Except … he spied a gap in the fence. And — how convenient for him — it was right beside a tree.
Alan's grin broadened as he climbed the tree. The gap was just about perfectly located; by sitting on a rather stout branch, he'd be inches from the hole. And the branch looked like a good perch, too. Alan patted his pocket, reassuring himself that he'd brought plenty of digital memory cards.
When he sat down and peered through the fence, Alan couldn't believe his luck. The gap overlooked the beach part, where hundreds of girls lay sunning themselves. He also had a very good view of one of the water slides. And, to his delight, he saw that a lot of girls were losing their bikini tops when they got to the bottom! Alan licked his lips in anticipation. This could be one of his best photo shoots ever!
And then Alan glanced the other direction through the fence, and nearly fell out of the tree. Mother lode! Paydirt! The girls' shower and locker was open to the sky, and he had a perfect view! Alan lovingly patted the telephoto lens, then raised the camera and began to take pictures. He could hardly wait to get them downloaded and posted to the Internet!
**********
The old woman frowned as she glanced at her security monitor. She recognized the little twerp. "So you like to take revealing pictures, do you?" she said to herself. "Well, we see about that." Slowly, deliberately, she rose from her chair.
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"Young man!"
Alan nearly dropped his camera, so startled was he by the woman's yell. He looked down, and was shocked to see the old woman standing on the ground, looking up angrily at him. Alan swallowed hard. Busted.
"Young man, you get down here this instant!"
Alan considered his options as he eased himself back toward the tree trunk. If he refused to come down, she couldn't very well come up to get him. And if she left to call the cops, he could get down and run away then. But she may have already called the police. If he gave up, she'd probably call the cops, and he'd be in trouble, especially if they found what was in the memory card. And from her tone, there was no way she was going to let him off. Not after she'd already chased him off with a warning about trespassing. That left — running for it. He glanced again, just for reassurance. The old woman. Old, chubby, short. Slow. No way could she catch him. Alan abruptly dropped the remaining distance, rolling to cushion the impact, and emerging in a dead run.
He glanced over his shoulder at the old bat, and was pleased to see that she was falling way behind. But by turning, he didn't see where he was stepping, and tripped on a discarded tire at the edge of a small drainage ditch. As he fell, Alan instinctively put out his arms to catch himself, and too late he saw his camera sailing through the air, while Alan pitched forward into the muddy muck of the ditch.
Even as Alan pushed himself back to his feet, he heard the old woman huffing and puffing behind him. Then he heard a noise that sent a shiver up his spine. A dog. A growling, barking dog. Behind him. He glanced fearfully, and had his worst nightmare confirmed. Coming up behind the old woman was a girl — with a large black dog barely restrained on a leash. Alan forgot all about the camera. He took off toward his car on a dead run.
Everything seemed to flow in slow motion to Alan. Adrenaline does that, he'd heard, and now he experienced it. The barking and growling grew closer, and then he felt something at his heels. A quick glance showed the dog right behind him. Alan tried to dodge, but the dog was well trained. And Alan was the one who lost his balance. As he rolled to get up, he came face-to-face with a growling snarling angry dog. Alan froze in terror.
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Alan sat defensively, trying to be defiant, in the Bikini Beach office. Mud and muck splattered his clothes, his arms, and his face. Across the desk, the old woman sat, alternately staring at Alan and his camera. "A peeping Tom," she finally said, her tone laced with contempt.
Alan frowned. "I am not. I'm just an amateur photographer."
The old woman considered his words, and then sat back. "Suppose we have a look at what you’ve been photographing, hmmm?" She saw Alan blanche at the suggestion. "Or maybe we should summon the police? After all, you were trespassing. The lot you were on is also my property."
Alan's confidence was thoroughly shaken. He just stared at the old woman, knowing that there was nothing he could say.
"So why do you take these pictures, Alan?" She watched his reaction, especially when he realized she knew his name.
Alan shrank in the chair. "I don't know."
The old woman seemed to grow from her chair, towering over the scared boy. "Is it because your so-called web friends admire you for the pictures you post?"
"How ... how do you know that?" Alan asked fearfully.
"I know a great deal about you, Mr. Jenkins. You have no secrets from me." She let him tremble for a few moments, just to keep him off-balance. "Or do you take these pictures because you think pretty girls are just showpieces? Eye candy, as you say, just for leering and ogling? Is that it?"
Alan tried to muster a bit of courage. "Well, so what? I didn't hurt anybody."
The old woman frowned, anger burning in her eyes. "Girls are not just for young men to leer at!" She rose abruptly, and stalked around the room, circling Alan like a vulture circling a carcass. Finally she glanced at the muddy mess sitting in her office. "Go clean yourself up. On top of violating the privacy of my patrons, you're making a mess of my office. Go to the showers and clean up." She pulled a pair of swimming trunks and old T-shirt out of thin air and tossed them to Alan. "You can put these on in place of your dirty clothes. I'm going to think of how you should be punished while you clean up."
Alan rose, and immediately found the dog at his heels. He glanced back up at the old woman, trembling.
"And I advise you to hurry. The longer I think about this, the angrier I am apt to become."
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Alan knew there was no escape for him. A glance out the only door confirmed that the dog was still there, still waiting. The walls were too high to climb over. In short, Alan was stuck.
With a fatalistic resignation to his fate, Alan stripped off his muddy clothes and stepped into the shower. The water felt unusually warm and tingly, and Alan was so distracted by his predicament that he failed to notice the faint pink mist rising in the shower. As he toweled off, Alan thought his hair seemed a little long, but he dismissed it to nerves. He quickly pulled on the swimsuit and the T-shirt, and stepped toward the door.
As he walked, with the dog close at his heels, Alan started to feel a bit woozy. His balance suddenly felt off, and he lurched, catching himself on a trash can. Another step or two, and he thought he noticed his hips were feeling funny. But Alan was too afraid of the old woman to worry about that. Probably a leftover symptom of falling from the tree, or into the ditch. A few steps later, Alan attributed the heaviness in his chest to being winded by the attempted escape.
By the time he got to the office building, Alan couldn't dismiss the symptoms any longer. He felt noticeably weaker, and things seemed out of proportion. His balance was definitely way off — he couldn't ignore the swaying motion he felt in his hips. And his chest — it felt like something was tugging and pulling at him. But the dog at his heels prevented Alan from stopping to find out what was happening.
It wasn't until he sat back in the chair, now miraculously clean, that Alan noticed something was really weird. First of all, his feet barely touched the floor, even though he was sitting in the same chair. Second, there was no denying that long wavy blond hair was draping from his head, clearly visible in his peripheral vision. Third, it felt like his ass was larger and more padded; sitting didn't feel quite right. And fourth, there was no denying that something was tugging at his chest.
Alan glanced down, and gasped. He looked up at the old woman, who was just staring impassively at him, then back down. "What..." he started to say, then his eyes widened at the sound of his voice. No longer the mid-range masculine voice his ears were used to, the new sound was high-pitched and foreign. "What have you done to me?" His hands shot up to grasp the huge objects within the T-shirt he was wearing. Even as he spied his hands, another gasp of surprise erupted from him. "My hands!" he nearly screamed, staring at the long red fingernails on his delicate feminine hands. "And my chest!" There was no denying that what he spied on his chest were boobs. Big boobs. Huge boobs. And as his hands cupped them, he could feel it. They weren't some kind of trick or illusion — they were real!
The old woman scowled at him. "Miss Jenkins, you trespassed on my property. You violated the privacy of my patrons. All because you thought it was okay to treat women as sex objects." She leaned back, a thin smile on her lips. "So now, as punishment, I've decided that you should be the object of the stares and leers."
Alan stared at the old woman for the longest time. Finally, his mouth opened again. "What have you done to me?" His ears still rang with the unfamiliar female voice. "How ...?"
The old woman smiled. "Magic, my dear. Simple magic. You see, I created this park to give young ladies a refuge from cretins such as you. A place where they can relax and enjoy themselves — without feeling like they are on display." She leaned forward. "Tell me your name."
Alan looked puzzled, and opened his mouth. "Alison." His face contorted as he realized what he'd just said. "Wait! That's not right! That's a girl's name, and I'm a girl! No! My name isn't Alison — it's Alison!" He was nearly ready to break into tears. "What have you done to me?"
"What do you do for a living, dearie?" the old woman asked sweetly.
Alan felt his mouth opening. A giggle came out. "Why that's silly!" he heard himself saying. "I'm a model. A special model. For men's magazines. And I dance for men." Even as he spoke, he heard the voice changing slightly, until it sounded like it was dripping sex appeal. His body smiled, but inwardly, Alan cringed.
"Stand up, please, Alison dear. And turn around."
Not knowing what else to do, Alan stood up and turned. And heard a gasp from himself. Behind him was a mirror, and when he'd turned, he saw himself in it. His body was ... a wet dream, a walking ad for sex. His hands automatically reached up to grasp the huge boobs dangling from his chest. The cup size was obviously way up in the alphabet — how high, he didn't know. But big enough that Alan knew he'd never be taken seriously as anything but a sex object. Waist — a narrow feminine waist, not too tiny but alluring. Hips and butt of obvious female proportions, maybe even exaggerated a bit. Long smooth legs, with painted toenails to match his fingernails. And the face! Alan felt both aroused and angry when he saw his new face. Full pouty lips covered with red lipstick. High cheekbones. Soft feminine nose. Big brown eyes. And the hair — long golden wavy locks curling down around his face, framing it perfectly. She — he — was gorgeous! Sexy! Eye candy! With a wail, Alan realized just what he'd been turned into — exactly what he'd always lusted after!
Alan spun away from the mirror, feeling tears forming in his eyes. He knew what he looked like — a blonde bimbo. And he sounded like one, too! "Why?" he pleaded.
The old woman shrugged. "I told you. Punishment."
Alan dropped his head, acknowledging his fate. Then he looked up again. "For how long?"
"Permanently." The old woman waved her hand, and Alan felt something taking control of the body. "You'll be trapped in this body, Mr. Jenkins. And you won't be able to tell anyone who you were. All you'll be able to do is echo what I've decided you'll say and do."
The blonde stared vacantly for a second, and then giggled. "Did the photographers show up yet?" she asked, sounding a bit ditzy. "They said to meet them here."
The old woman shook her head. "The deal is off. I don't like their kind of photography in my water park. They're waiting outside."
Alison shrugged. "Oh, well. I guess I won't need the bikini then." She chewed the gum which had magically appeared in her mouth, blowing and popping a bubble as she turned and strutted out the door.
**********
Alison stepped out of her dressing room. Or more precisely, her undressing room. She was clad only in a silky pair of panties and an oversized lacy bra. And that was only temporary. "Okay, I'm ready," she said in a breathy, ultra-sexy voice.
The director sighed. "Finally," he said. "Okay, get on the set."
Alison blew and popped another bubble, then pulled out her gum and stuck it to a chair. She bounced happily onto the set — a pink bedroom set with a large bed. Waiting for her were two guys, clad only in underwear.
"Okay, let's see if we can get it this time, okay? Try to control yourself, Ali!" the director pleaded. "Okay, action."
Alison felt one of the men come up from behind her, reaching around to grope her large bosom. The other man grasped her hand, sliding it down into his underwear. She felt herself getting hot as a hand slid toward the panties she was wearing.
Inside Alison's head, Alan was screaming. Not again! Please let this stop! But there was no stop to this. He couldn't be heard over Alison's performance. And he had no control.
**********
The old woman opened the magazine as if it were a something foul. In fact, from the cover, it was far from the old woman's taste. But she was curious. The cover shot was a new porn sensation, Alison Jenkins. She flipped through the magazine, pausing only slightly to view the extremely lewd and hard-core pictures. Finally, she tossed the magazine into the trashcan. "Serves him right," she muttered as she began straightening up her desk.
FIN
ElrodW
A young man blames himself for the accidental death of his sweetheart. His futile attempts to escape his guilt have put him on a path of self-destruction. A punk girl takes him to Bikini Beach, and he gets a new perspective, and maybe, a second chance.
Notes: This story uses a few characters from Ellie Dauber's "Purse Snatcher" and "A Punk's Story" (Ed, Ken, Mel, Frankie, Tina, and Felicia). They are friends of the main characters, and are only incidentally used her. The story also makes reference to Melody, a girl from Ib12us's "The Runaway".
This is a little difficult to write, because there are so many flashbacks, and I've struggled with a way to mark them as such, without being 'clunky.' Flashback paragraphs are demarked at the start by *****that fateful night***** or similar
Many thanks to my editors, Sir Lee, Ib12us, and Salrissa. This one took more rounds of editing than any previous story, and I appreciate their patience.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Adam walked through the Lynnwood Mall slowly, like everything he did these days. Like everything he'd done for the past three weeks — ever since that evening. That awful, fateful evening, when his whole world had changed. Around him, people milled about — walking, talking, being with friends. Not Adam. His eyes had a haunted look, a sadness that seemed to overwhelm him. Every step, every glance at others, seemed to be an effort on Adam's part.
As he turned toward the food court, he spied some classmates. But instead of feeling any happiness at seeing them, his face turned to a mask of anguish. Amy and Isaac had been going steady for over a year. In fact, they'd started dating just after ….
He found himself fighting a losing battle against the sudden torrent of tears. With a whimper of anguish, he ducked into the nearest store out of desperation to escape the sight of his friends, out of sight of the reminder that the teenage couple represented.
It was ill fortune on Adam's part that he stepped into Vinyl Escape, a retro store that catered to a small crowd of old-time music enthusiasts. The store specialized in hard-to-find and collectible vinyl records — both LPs and 45s, and the décor matched — a 60's retro look that seemed both homey and out-of-place. There was always music playing in Vinyl Escape, and today was no exception. The music captured Adam.
That fateful night the car was stalled
upon the railroad track
I pulled you out and we were safe
but you went running backTeen angel, can you hear me
Teen angel, can you see me
Are you somewhere up above
And I am still your own true love
The threatened tears became a torrent, as Adam stood, riveted in place, helpless.
*****that fateful night*****
"We're going to be late, Adam," Denise Carter insisted as Adam opened the car door for her. She was a very pretty girl, and Adam couldn't help but smile as he watched her climb in, her sandy-blonde hair swirling playfully in the breeze.
"We'll be okay," Adam Jennings assured his girlfriend. They'd been sitting in Dixon Park, making out, and now the night curfew threatened to catch them. He smiled to himself as he thought of how good Denise was at French kissing, and how wonderful it felt to caress her creamy, voluptuous breasts. It had been _that_ which had caused him to dawdle, well after the bells of St. Martha's had warned him of the impending curfew.
Adam circled the car and slid behind the steering wheel and started the car. With a smile toward Denise, he pulled out of the parking spot and accelerated onto the street.
The light had just turned green as Adam and Denise approached. "They knew we were coming," Adam joked at his good fortune. "We'll make curfew."
Rafael Petrone saw the light turning yellow. With his reflexes and thinking dulled by his habitual night of over-drinking, he pressed the accelerator, knowing he could make it through the light. When the light turned red, he was still a good way from the intersection. Still, he could make it. He always had. Besides, if he stopped, there was a chance that a policeman would see his car. He had a well-deserved reputation for drunk driving, and being caught once more would mean time in the county jail. He pressed the accelerator even harder. In his inebriated state, Rafael had forgotten to turn on his lights. He didn't need them in the well-lit city streets. Or so he thought.
The first clue that either Adam or Denise had of Rafael's presence was the sickening crunch as his car, traveling at over forty-five miles per hour, slammed into the passenger side of Adam's.
Adam heard Denise scream, a short, high-pitched cry of pain that was, for a moment, louder than the sickening crunch of metal on metal and the screeching as the tires of his car slid across the pavement. The car started to spin at a dizzying rate, but a second impact stopped the car suddenly as it slammed into a light pole.
Slowly, Adam shook off the effects of the body-slamming impact. His head, left arm, and left leg hurt. The impact had knocked out the overhead light; there was only minimal light filtering into the broken car. As he tried to move, Adam felt the driver's door pressing into him.
**********
Adam tried to move, but his body wouldn't obey, or his subconscious was blocking his conscious efforts. He stood, listening to the mournful tale of lost teenage love.
Just sweet sixteen, and now you're gone
They've taken you away.
I'll never kiss your lips again
They buried you todayTeen angel, can you hear me
Teen angel, can you see me
Are you somewhere up above
And I am still your own true love
Teen angel, teen angel, answer me, please
*****that fateful night*****
An awkward hush descended on the scene of the horrific wreckage. Only the faint hiss of hot engine coolant escaping the broken engine seemed audible. Adam fought waves of nausea and pain which threatened to whisk him away to the land of sleep. He turned, fighting a numb left side and a stuck seat belt, and reached his hand toward Denise. She wasn't answering his calls, and in the dim light, he could see her lying at an awkward angle.
"Denise?" he cried again, begging for some response. "Denise? Are you okay?"
He reached out to touch her cheek, to see if she was alright, but he felt something wet and warm on her face. He recoiled in horror, knowing that the something was probably blood.
"Hurt," her soft voice said, piercing the silence.
"You'll be okay," Adam tried to comfort her. He renewed his struggle against the seat belt and his aching left side, and eventually, he managed to get the seat belt released.
"Hurt," she said again.
Adam tried to move, but he was pinned by the steering wheel and the left door. He reached out, and still fighting the pain in his left arm, managed to ease Denise away from the door to lean against him. He cradled her head against his shoulder, his hand stroking her blood-streaked cheek. "Hang on. You'll be okay."
Adam had no way of knowing that a jewelry store robbery a few blocks away had distracted the police department. The cruiser which would have been patrolling the area was absent, and in the late hours, there were no witnesses to the crash except Rafael, who was passed out behind the wheel of his car. Precious moments slipped away with the two teenagers pinned in the wreckage, helpless and injured.
Denise's breathing seemed to be getting shallower to Adam. Slowly, he was beginning to realize that help was not on the way. He fought his injured left arm and his pinned body, and extracted his cell phone from his left jeans pocket. Frantically, he pressed the emergency call button.
"9-1-1. Please state the nature of your emergency."
"A car ran into us," Adam tried to keep the desperation out of his voice. "We're trapped, and my girlfriend is hurt really bad."
"What is your location?" the operator asked for confirmation
Adam made a guess. "About two blocks north of Dixon Park on Central Street. She's hurt really bad! Hurry!"
**********
Adam bolted from the store, tears streaming down his cheeks, blurring his vision. He had to get out of there, to escape — somehow — the reminders of that very bad evening — like that song, that awful, mournful song, which would now, thanks to his uncanny memory for music, be stuck in his brain, playing over and over, torturing him with its melancholy story. He stumbled toward the exit, to where his mom's Prius was parked.
Through his tears, he suddenly stopped, his heart racing, his mouth dropping open incredulously. It couldn't be! He turned, hastening his pace. It _had_ been a bad dream. He hurried, dodging a few people, and for a moment, he lost sight of her. Then he saw her again. He broke into a trot, then a run, darting through the crowd.
"Hey, Denise!" he called as he neared the figure, toward the girl with the lovely figure and wavy sandy-blonde hair cut just above her shoulders. She didn't respond. She didn't turn, or acknowledge him. He drew closer, and when he was only a few steps away from the girl, she and her friend turned toward the Topside store.
Adam's heart plummeted, as if tossed from a cliff to dash on the rocks below. It _wasn't_ Denise. His heart, aching to be released from the pain, had only imagined that the girl was his lost girlfriend, and that the nightmare wasn't real. He stopped short, his expression crestfallen, as he realized all over that Denise really _was_ gone.
Staggered by a roller-coaster of emotions, Adam stumbled out to his mom's car, and after crawling behind the wheel, he broke down, his sorrow overwhelming him as he cried and cried and cried.
**********
Adam shuffled down the hall at Central High School as school ended for the day. He was painfully aware of the stares as he walked by; everyone knew about the tragic accident, and since he and Denise had been quite an item, everyone figured that Adam was hurting inside. The problem, from Adam's perspective, was that everyone seemed to be treating him like he had the plague. Conversations halted as he walked by. Everyone stared; no-one offered a word of sympathy, let alone even a simple greeting. In their lack of knowing what to say, the kids of Central had made Adam feel more isolated, and focused in anguish inwardly. His friends, Mel and Ken and Ed, had girlfriends, and they seemed to avoid Adam precisely because their girlfriends would remind Adam of Denise, and renew the pain he felt in his heart.
And so Adam trudged alone, feeling the full pain of his loss with every step, but also feeling rejected. In the weeks since he'd recovered from his injuries, his grades had started slipping, slowly at first, but more and more rapidly, as he found himself unable to focus on his school work. He and Denise had spent countless hours studying together, helping each other, and interrupting the studying for a little bit of kissing and cuddling. Now, he had no study partner. Even when he tried to study, he remembered how Denise and he would lay on the floor of her bedroom, one beside the other, studying and reading from one book. Her perfume was always in his nose, tempting him with its delicate fragrance.
Now, he had none of that. Tears stinging his eyes, he stumbled out of the school building toward the bus stop. His car had been totaled, and since his mom worked, he had no transportation.
As Adam sat on a bench waiting for the bus which was usually late, a girl came up and plopped beside him. He stole a glance her way, and then looked back at the ground in front of him. He recognized Dierdre Bonheim; lithe, dark hair cut short on the sides and very long in the center, like a mane, four piercings in each ear and one in her left eyebrow. Her pants were dark leather, and she wore a mismatched black leather vest over a simple white knit shirt. Her tattoos, small enough to not violate the school's grooming code, could be seen on her arms, and Adam knew that she had a rose tattooed between her breasts, and a small dragon on her ankle.
"What are you looking at?" Dierdre demanded as she glared at Adam. She seemed quite angry at the world, and it was Adam's turn to be the recipient of her disgust.
"Uh, nothing," Adam said quickly.
"Well, quit staring at …." Dierdre's eyes narrowed, and she gazed intently at Adam. "Hey, aren't you the guy whose …?"
Adam knew exactly what she was going to say. "Yeah," he said morosely.
Dierdre shook her head slowly. "That's gotta really suck," she said in a voice that, strangely, had sympathy in it.
Adam realized that this punk girl was the first person who hadn't avoided him, but had spoken sympathetically to him. "Yeah, it really sucks," he answered. His eyes were stinging again.
Dierdre put her hand on Adam's. "I know how it feels to lose someone close," she said softly. "One morning, my twin brother Dennis just didn't wake up. It still hurts inside. I still miss him."
"Denise is … was … my best friend and my girlfriend," he said, fighting back the ever-present tears. "Do you know what it's like to …?" He shut up. Of course, she knew what it was like to bury someone close. "I keep seeing her face, in the wreck, in her casket …."
*****A few days after that fateful night*****
What was it you were looking for,
That took your life that night?
They said they found my high school ring
clutched in your fingers tight...
Adam walked stiffly down the aisle, his left arm still trussed up in a sling. He hated his suit, because he only wore it for occasions like this. After today, he knew that he'd never, ever wear this suit again. Ahead of him, people were sitting, waiting respectfully for the rosary service to begin. As he walked, he became aware of how many people were turning, staring at him. He didn't see them, though. All he could see was the white casket ahead, with its gold trim and white satin fabric lining the open cover.
He stumbled, nearly overwhelmed at what he was about to do. But he had to go through with it. Denise was too important to not say goodbye. He continued, and when he stopped at the casket, he gazed down at his girlfriend, lying so peacefully as if sleeping. The undertaker had done a marvelous job covering up the assault on her beauty that the accident had caused.
Adam leaned forward, and he took something from his pocket. Slowly, tenderly, he slipped his class ring onto her finger, then leaned forward and kissed her cold, lifeless cheek. In his mind, he hoped for a fairy-tale ending, a Snow White scene where the beautiful princess awoke after a kiss from her Prince Charming. Alas, it was not to be. She lay there, still and peaceful and beautiful, even in death.
Adam's grief which, until now, he had held in check, burst from its confines and overwhelmed him once more. He bent forward again, hugging his love, weeping openly and loudly as he slowly realized that she was really never coming back.
**********
"I said, 'do you want to maybe go hang out and try to take your mind off things?'" Dierdre repeated, breaking through Adam's painful flashback memory.
"What? Oh, I guess," Adam answered, not really sure of what else to say. "Why?"
Dierdre shrugged. "No one understands me," she answered simply. "Maybe you do. You know what they say? Misery loves company?"
"Yeah," Adam answered. "I guess. I mean, you're probably the only one in this school who can even remotely understand what it's like."
"And I've got some stuff that'll help you forget — at least for a little while."
Adam knew what she was talking about. And strangely, the promise of numbing himself to reality was powerfully alluring.
Twenty minutes later, as they rode the bus toward the mall, they passed a water park with a big billboard sign and a high privacy fence. "Hey, you want to try this place?"
Adam shrugged. "I don’t suppose it'll hurt," he answered noncommittally. "But I don't have swim trunks with me."
Dierdre nodded. "I heard someone say they have extras we can borrow."
On a school day in early Autumn, the parking lot wasn't very full when Dierdre and Adam hiked from the Mall to the water park. "You know what's funny," Dierdre commented sadly as they walked across the asphalt toward the ticket window, "so many times, I think of what happened to Darius, and I ask myself why him, and why not me?"
Adam nodded slowly. "Now I know how Romeo felt," he added.
"Romeo? What the hell does that have to do with anything?"
Adam shook his head. "Didn't you have to read Romeo and Juliet in English Lit?" he asked.
"Probably. I don't really pay attention to that old shit," Dierdre commented acidly. "Weren't they a couple who had a death thing?"
Adam nodded. "When he found that Juliet was dead, Romeo committed suicide because he couldn't stand to live without her."
Dierdre's eyes narrowed. "You're not thinking of doing something stupid, are you?"
"No," Adam replied. "But I know how he felt." He shook his head sadly. "It wasn't fair to her. I wish _I_ would have been the one killed, instead of her."
At the ticket window, Adam noticed a pretty, dark-haired girl smiling at him. For a brief moment, he felt a shudder inwardly, as if she was staring into his soul. The feeling passed quickly, though. "Is it too late to get tickets for the rest of the afternoon?" he asked.
The girl smiled. "We have a few guest passes left." She glanced at Dierdre. "I think I'd like to talk to Adam alone for a moment, if you don't mind," she said, still smiling.
Dierdre glanced at Adam, then shrugged and stepped away, leaving Adam to talk with the girl behind the ticket window. "Uh, I'm not trying to cause any trouble," he stammered.
"I know," the girl said. "Adam, did you really mean what you meant when you said that you wished it had been you that died, and not Denise?"
Adam started at her words. First of all, she knew his name, and Denise's. Second, she knew exactly what he'd been thinking. He felt a shiver of unease, even fear. "Uh, how do you know that?" he mumbled.
The girl smiled. "By the way, my name is Anya. As to how I know, let's just say that I know a few tricks. So, my question stands. Did you really mean what you said?"
Adam gulped. "Uh, yeah, I guess so." Suddenly, he didn't feel very confident.
Anya slid a pass to him. "This is a week-long pass to help you get a little better perspective. I get the feeling that you're going to need it." She quoted him a price, which seemed reasonable for a one-week pass. "Before you go in the park, please shower. It's health department regulations."
Adam took the pass, and the one-day pass for Dierdre. "Uh, thanks. I guess." He turned awkwardly from the window, still trying to understand why he'd come to this park. It seemed so odd, especially given how morose he was feeling.
Inside the men's locker, Adam changed into the borrowed swim trunks. He still puzzled over why he was trying to have fun — the type of fun that Denise and he never would have again. But it was as if he was moving under some external control.
The shower was surprisingly warm and tingly, almost disturbingly so. Adam didn't _want_ to feel good. He missed Denise, and felt like being happy would be betraying her memory. Nonetheless, he closed his eyes for a moment. For once, he didn't have a flashback to the crash, or to her funeral. Instead, a warmth spread through him, bringing a state of relaxation that had eluded him for weeks.
Adam knew something was wrong as he turned off the shower. He'd left his glasses in the locker, but he could see perfectly. On top of that, the shower handle seemed a few inches higher. He sighed in disgust, and trudged out of the shower toward the exit.
As he rounded the corner, Adam's heart nearly stopped. Tears sprang from his eyes as he stared. It was her. Unlike the time in the mall, he _knew_ that he wasn't mistaken. He was too close, and the girl he beheld was too perfect a match. It was Denise.
She was only half-clothed, and was gawking at him, just as he was staring in disbelief at her. Her sandy-blonde hair was wet, and her blue eyes reflected her uncertainty at the situation. Her bare breasts hung so perfectly on her chest, and she wore a blue bikini bottom.
"Denise!" Adam cried to her. But the sound echoed impossibly in his ears, and she seemed to not respond. If anything, she was mimicking his state of disbelief.
Slowly, the image distorted as the door opened. Adam stared, finally realizing that he'd been looking into a mirror. "What ...?" he said, hearing Denise's lovely voice echoing in his ears again.
The girl from the ticket booth, Anya, stepped into the locker room. She was holding a bikini top that matched what the image of Denise had worn for a bottom. "I bet you have a ton of questions."
Adam nodded, then, as the shock of seeing Denise wore off a bit, he felt something weighing down his chest. He glanced down hesitantly, and was surprised to see breasts. His mouth hung open in amazement at what had happened. If he had breasts, and he heard Denise's voice from his mouth, and had seen Denise's reflection in what he was certain had been a mirror, then he was ....
"Denise? I'm Denise?" he stammered.
Anya nodded. "Yes. You're Denise."
"Why?" he managed to squeak.
Anya took Adam by the arm and led him to a bench, where she sat beside him. "Please, put this on first."
Perhaps because he was so stunned at the image of his late girlfriend, Adam didn't think about what Anya had requested. He just took the top and tied it on. After a moment, his eyes widened at the realization of what he'd done.
"Thank you," Anya said sweetly. "Grandmother really doesn't like topless sunbathing. Now, about your questions. Let's just say that this place is magic, and I granted your wish."
"My ... wish?"
"That Adam had been the one killed in the wreck, and not Denise," Anya answered.
"But ... you changed me into her!" Adam protested. "It's ...." He shook his head, confused. "If you can work magic, why don't you just make it so she's really here, instead of making me look like her?"
Anya sighed heavily. "It's not that easy," she answered. "I can't just swap souls from where she is now and where you are. It doesn't work that way. The only way Denise can live right now is for me to have changed the accident so that Denise lived — with you in her body, and that Adam's body died." She winced visibly at the inadequacy of her explanation. "If you died, and she lived, she'd feel the same as you do, and she'd want to find a way that _you_ lived instead of her, and ...." She winced again. "It's really complicated."
"Like a time paradox?" Adam ventured timidly.
Anya nodded. "Exactly."
"But ... I can't .... How am I supposed to fool people?"
"Quick, tell me your name," Anya commanded sharply.
"Denise Carter," Adam replied immediately. His mouth dropped open at the words that had come out.
Anya smiled. "To the world, Adam died. Denise is alive. Everyone — except you and I — know this to be true."
"Oh."
"You'll find that you'll have Denise's memories, so it will be easier for you to _be_ Denise. But you'll also have Adam's memories. Think about something special and see."
Denise thought for a moment about dating, and she was startled as she realized that she could remember Adam kissing her tenderly, and a thrill running through her body. She _did_ have Denise's memories. But more, when she thought of it, she could remember being Adam, and the magic of their first kiss. She shook her head; the twin sets of memories were confusing.
**********
Denise sat in the classroom, feeling as though she was being watched by all the students. Even the teacher seemed to be glancing occasionally at her, with a concerned expression.
"Miss Carter?"
"Uh, yes?" Denise asked as she snapped her thoughts back to the class. She knew that everyone was staring at her; she'd been one of the better students.
"I'd like you to stay after class a moment, please," the teacher said simply.
The rest of the class was torture for Denise; she felt like she was under a microscope from the other students, and she couldn’t seem to concentrate on her studying. Perhaps it was because she and Adam had shared the class, and had frequently studied together. Perhaps it was because Adam, too, was a good student. Denise's memories were far too painful.
As the students filed out, Denise went to the teacher's desk. "You wanted to see me?" she asked meekly.
"Yes." The teacher bit her lower lip for a second as she visibly struggled with what to tell the young lady. "You've been a very good student, but since ... the accident ... your grades are slipping significantly."
Denise hung her head, and nodded silently.
"Denise, everyone knows that you're under a lot of emotional stress. Everyone."
Denise looked up sharply. "Nobody knows what I'm going through," she said through tears.
The teacher sighed. She was going to lose a very talented student because of a drunk driver's stupidity. "Denise, I really would like you to talk to the school counselor. You've suffered a huge loss. It's very understandable that you're grieving and having trouble."
"You don't know how hard it is!" Denise snapped, still weeping. "Nobody knows! And everyone treats me like I've got some kind of disease instead of ...." She turned and bolted from the classroom.
A few steps outside the door, Denise realized that everyone was staring at her as she ran down the hall. Self-consciously, she stopped and forced herself to walk. She already felt like the center of attention; there was no need to make herself more of a target for the curious.
As she walked toward her next class, the tune began to play in her head again. Denise darted into the bathroom, to be out of public sight, knowing that she was about to be overwhelmed by memories again.
Just sweet sixteen, and now you're gone
They've taken you away.
I'll never kiss your lips again
They buried you todayTeen angel, can you hear me
Teen angel, can you see me
Are you somewhere up above
And I am still your own true love
Teen angel, teen angel, answer me, please
*****that fateful night*****
The darkness was pierced by the staccato flashing of the red and blue emergency lights, and the spotlight mounted atop the fire truck. On one side of the car, firemen worked methodically with their rescue equipment to pry the battered driver's door open. On the other side, , an EMT tended to Denise, who was lying on a backboard. Her head ached — badly — and she felt nauseous and dizzy.
She heard the tortured grinding of metal being rent as the firemen finally wrestled the door free. Denise tried to sit up, but the EMT pushed her gently but firmly back onto the backboard. "No, ma'am," he said softly. "You need to stay put."
"But ... Adam!" Denise cried frantically. "They've got to take care of Adam!" she spoke somewhat incoherently, still dazed and confused by the violence of the crash
The EMT glanced up, looking through the open passenger door. He closed his eyes tightly; he didn't want to say anything. When he opened them again, he forced himself to have a neutral expression. "They're taking care of him," he said simply.
Denise quit struggling. In the background, she heard police talking.
"He's passed out, and apparently uninjured," one policeman said.
A different voice replied. "We have to transport him to the hospital anyway. Good thing, too, because they can do the blood work."
The first voice was back. "This is his fifth DUI." His voice was sad, like the police force and courts had let the city down by not keeping the drunk off the streets.
"Maybe vehicular manslaughter will finally stick and keep his sorry ass in jail," the second voice replied, fading as it did.
Denise sat, puzzled. Though she was trying, she couldn't make sense of the words. Her head hurt too much to think.
After a bit, a second EMT arrived with a fold-down stretcher. The two men very carefully lifted the backboard and Denise onto the stretcher, then strapped her in, taking care to ensure that her head was secure. With a possible concussion and neck injury, they weren't going to take any chances.
Once she was firmly strapped down, they lifted the stretcher to full height, and then wheeled it toward a waiting ambulance. As the EMTs pushed her stretcher into the ambulance, Denise tried to turn her head slightly, to look back at the car, only to be fortunate enough to have the stretcher turn slightly in the right direction.
The last thing she saw of the wreck, the image that would forever haunt her, was seeing an EMT kneeling down over Adam's limp body, and pulling a sheet over his head. She cried in anguish, knowing exactly what the gesture meant, the realization finally taking hold of her. Tears streamed down her cheeks, and a cry of anguish escaped her lips.
**********
"Denise?" Frankie stuck her head into the women's restroom, looking for the girl. She saw a figure sitting in a corner, holding her knees to her chest and sobbing. Frankie turned her head back toward the hallway. "Tina! She's in here!"
Tina followed Frankie quickly into the restroom. They knelt down beside Denise, one on either side. "Are you okay?" Frankie asked, concern in her voice. Denise hadn't shown up for her English class. Since it was well known in school, even among the faculty, that Denise was overwhelmed with grief for the loss of Adam, the teacher excused a couple of Denise's friends to help search for the missing girl.
Denise looked up, her eyes mournful and red from crying. She stared blankly at Frankie, then at Tina, before she dropped her chin onto her knees and gazed at the tile floor. "It won't stop hurting," she sobbed.
"I know," Tina said, placing her hand on Denise's shoulder. "I know it hurts."
"Let's get you cleaned up." Frankie and Tina took Denise's arms and helped her stand. "Everyone's worried about you," she explained. "Even the teachers."
After washing Denise's face, which lessened the visible signs of crying, Frankie took out her purse and touched up Denise's makeup. Then the two, flanking Denise, led her out of the restroom.
Mr. Snitter, the assistant principal, was waiting in the hall. Despite his reputation as being hard-nosed sometimes, and despite her fear of being in trouble, Denise was surprised to see a look of concern on his face, like a worried parent. He hesitated before speaking, looking down at the floor as he assembled his thoughts.
"Ms. Carter," he began softly, "I talked to your mother. She agrees with me that it would be best for you to spend time with the school counselor." He saw Denise's frown starting. "With your mother's permission, I'm suspending you from classes for a few days so you can get some help."
Denise's eyes widened in disbelief. She felt like there was a conspiracy against her. First, her mother, and now, the faculty. "But ...."
Mr. Snitter shook his head. "But nothing. The counselor happens to be free right now. That's where we're going." He turned to the other girls. "Thank you for your help. I believe you need to return to your classes, though."
**********
"Are you okay?" Felicia Ormand asked as Denise trudged out the school doors toward the parking lot. Tina and Frankie were also there, with similarly-concerned expressions on their faces.
"Uh, yeah," Denise said hesitantly. She'd spent nearly a week as Denise, and no-one had guessed that she was a victim of the park's magic, that she was really Adam, his soul in Denise's body; the magic had given her enough memories to fit in. Too many memories, actually; her memories were as strong, and unpleasant, as Adam's had been.
"Are you sure you want to go out for pizza?" Tina asked softly.
"Yeah," Denise tried to sound confident, "I need to ... be with friends." She was flooded with memories of sleepovers with her new friends after she'd moved to the city and started school at Central High. She gasped at the sudden memories of dating — Adam! Of kissing him, walking hand-in-hand through the park or on the beach, of giggling over pizza. There were so many happy memories, times with Adam when he was smiling, or playful, or cuddly, or tender and caring. And then there were the other memories — the dark nightmares, so stark and clear and picture-perfect, the bad flashbacks that came to her during the day at the slightest reminder, and during the night when she should be peacefully sleeping. The horrible images which assaulted any sense of peace or tranquility, leaving her shaken and frightened and feeling so helpless.
The girls walked out to Felicia's car. Denise sat in the back seat, feeling relaxed from having friends close by, but at the same time, sad, because her memories said that she should have been out with her boyfriend Adam.
Denise was quiet on the car ride. As they neared the pizza parlor, a dog darted in front of Felicia's car. Felicia stomped on the brakes and swerved. The tires squealed in anger at the sudden braking maneuver as the car skidded; the force of the turn threw Denise against the rear door, stunning her momentarily.
*****that fateful night*****
Denise sat in the passenger seat, staring at Adam with adoring eyes. They'd had a wonderful date — a nice dinner, a movie, and then, to top it off, a little stroll and some kissing in Dixon Park. "We're going to be late," she said to Adam.
Adam started to reply, but just then, as he accelerated through a light which had just turned green, Denise saw a shape moving to her right.
Rafael Petrone knew he could make the light before it turned red. He didn't count on his impaired judgment or slow reactions from being thoroughly drunk.
The car slammed into the front of Adam's car with a sickening crunch. Accompanied by a squeal of tires as his car began to spin from the initial impact, Denise was hurled against the passenger door and window; her head smacked the pillar hard. The driver's door smashed hard into a traffic light pole, caving the door inward directly at Adam.
Denise fought the nausea and blacking vision of nearly being knocked unconscious, and turned toward Adam. She couldn't see much in the dim light. Fighting a rising sense of panic, she called to her boyfriend. "Adam?" she called. "Adam?" Her voice was more frantic this time. There was, however, no response.
She reached up and turned on the dome light, then screamed. Adam lay at an impossible angle across the steering wheel, his head twisted unnaturally. The entire left side of his head was battered and bloody. Denise shook him, trying to rouse him so they could escape the car, not sure if he was still conscious. "Adam!" she cried again, frantic that her boyfriend wasn't responding. What Denise didn't know — yet — was that it was hopeless. Adam would never respond. He had been killed instantly when the car struck the light pole.
**********
Denise sat, sobbing and shaking, in the back seat of Felicia's car. Tears were streaming down her face at the vivid and horrible memory of the accident. From across the car, Tina was hugging her, holding her close, trying to comfort the shaken girl.
"Felicia," Frankie suggested softly, "I think we should take Denise home."
Denise stared blankly, not hearing the suggestion. She was totally shaken by the intensity of the memory which wasn't hers. In her mind, she heard over and over that song from the mall, seemingly an age ago, a song which Adam's nearly perfect memory for music wouldn't let go of.
Teen angel, can you hear me
Teen angel, can you see me
Are you somewhere up above
And I am still your own true love
The song was haunting her, just as it had haunted Adam. Sounds, sights, songs — they were cruelly tormenting her, not letting her have any peace, but reminding her constantly of her loss.
Tina looked for a response from Denise, but saw none. "That's probably the right thing," Tina whispered to Felicia.
Felicia nodded, and then accelerated slowly down the street again. Driving much more cautiously, she navigated the streets until she pulled up to the Carter home.
Escorted by Tina and Frankie, Denise walked stiffly and numbly toward the front door of her house. After the door opened, Tina gave Denise a hug. "Are you okay? Is there anything I can do for you?"
Denise shook her head. "No, I'll be okay," she said softly. She gave Frankie a quick hug, then slipped inside her house and padded upstairs to her bedroom.
After lying on her bed crying for over an hour, the need to go to the bathroom overpowered her sense of helplessness and despair. She wiped at her eyes, and then went to her bathroom. After finishing, she realized that she was hungry, despite the anguish in her heart. She padded down the stairs and walked toward the kitchen. She stopped short when she heard her mom and dad talking.
"I think we need to get her to a counselor," Mom said insistently. "She's having a lot of problems."
"She'll get over him," Dad replied. "She's a pretty girl. Some other guy will catch her attention, she'll go out with him, and she'll forget all about Adam."
"That's pretty harsh, Matt," Mom countered sharply. "Even if you didn't think he was good enough for her, she still cared for him."
Denise felt her anger rise at her parents' words. She barged into the kitchen, her eyes blazing. "What do you mean, not good enough for me?" she screamed at them. "Are you saying that Adam wasn't good enough for me? That you didn't approve of him? Is that what you're saying?"
"Honey, I was just saying ...." Dad tried to undo some of the damage the words had inadvertently caused.
"You were saying that Adam wasn't good enough for me!" Denise ran out of the kitchen.
"Honey, that's not true!" Mom tried to say as she chased after her daughter.
Denise grabbed her purse on the way out, and climbed into her car. As her mother ran down the front steps, Denise started the car and screeched out of the driveway, and then down the street. Her face still showed its anger, but tears were running down her cheeks and dripping down onto her shirt. Denise didn't care.
For half an hour, Denise drove around aimlessly, not sure where to go to escape the pain that seemed to close in on her from every side. Finally, she came to a stop at the Lynnwood Mall. She closed her eyes, thinking about the last visit. She'd been Adam, and that store with the terribly tragic song had begun to torment her. But Denise climbed from her car and went inside. She needed to get something to eat, and she didn't want to be alone. Even if she wasn't interacting with other people, she wouldn’t feel quite so alone in a crowd.
As she walked, she saw a couple coming her way. Her stomach knotted; she realized that it was already too late, that Adam's parents had seen her, and, for some reason, were coming her way.
Mrs. Jennings looked much older than her forty-two years. The loss of her son had devastated her. Mr. Jennings, too, looked a shadow of his normal energetic self. His eyes seemed sunk and hollow, his expression sad.
Denise felt a surge of Adam's memories and feelings. It was heartbreaking to see how hard the loss of their son was on his parents. Despite being in Denise's body, they were still _her_ parents. She wanted to hug them, and tell them that she was Adam inside, but she knew that they'd never understand.
"How are you doing, Denise?" Mrs. Jennings asked carefully when they were within a couple of yards. There was something in her eyes that made Denise uneasy.
Denise shut her eyes for a moment; Mr. and Mrs. Jennings were another reminder that Adam was gone. She prepared for another onslaught of painful memories, but this time, thankfully, they didn't come. "I'm ... trying," was all she could say. "How are you?"
Mrs. Jennings started to say something, but the words stuck in her throat. Denise could see tears in her eyes. As much as they reminded Denise of Adam, so too did Denise remind _them_ of their missing son. "I ... we ... miss him," she said, wiping at the tears which had appeared.
Denise thought she saw a flicker of hidden emotion on Mr. Jennings' face, some feeling that he was trying to mask. After a bit more awkward conversation, Denise turned to Mr. Jennings. "It wasn't my fault," she blurted. "I know you blame me, because we were on a date, but it wasn't my fault!" Tears had started streaming down her cheek again at feeling like Adam's parents were blaming her.
Mr. Jennings features clouded; Denise realized that she'd hit on an unpleasant truth — at least for Adam's dad. Mrs. Jennings, though, tried to deny it. "No, dear," she tried to say, "we don't blame you. It was an accident!"
Denise wanted to believe her, but she saw the look in Mr. Jennings' eyes. He _did_ blame her. If his son hadn't been on a date with her, he wouldn't have been at the scene, and Adam wouldn't have died. Denise turned and fled the accusing glare, running out of the mall toward her car.
**********
Adam woke up with a start. He glanced around, and didn't recognize his surroundings. Slowly, his mind began to unscramble the puzzle. His pass had worn off. He wasn't Denise any longer; he was back to being Adam. And his heart ached for Denise. As he thought of her, again, the song replayed itself in his mind.
Teen angel, can you hear me
Teen angel, can you see me
Are you somewhere up above
And I am still your own true loveJust sweet sixteen, and now you're gone
They've taken you away.
I'll never kiss your lips again
They buried you todayTeen angel, can you hear me
Teen angel, can you see me
Are you somewhere up above
And I am still your own true love
Teen angel, teen angel, answer me, please
"Do you want breakfast?" the voice called again, finally penetrating Adam's thoughts.
Adam shook his head to clear the cobwebs, and to try to force out the excruciating memories. "Uh, I'm not really hungry," he answered. Somehow, Adam realized, he'd ended up at Mel Haywood's place; Mel was Frankie's boyfriend. They weren't close friends by any stretch, but the girls knew each other well enough — or had known each other well enough, Adam corrected himself — that Adam and Denise had double-dated with Frankie and Mel a couple of times.
"You look like crap," Mel said as he looked at Adam. "Are you okay?"
Adam shook his head slowly. "How would you feel if you lost Frankie? If you'd been driving, and got in a wreck, and killed her? How would you feel?" His voice cracked with the strain of his powerful emotions.
Mel was stunned by Adam's rant. "What happened last night?" he tried to change the subject.
Adam rested his elbows on his knees, and buried his face in his hands. "I bumped into her parents in the mall," he said, trying to control his sobbing. His 'Adam' memories had reversed the roles of the previous evening from the 'Denise' memories. "I could tell that they blame me for the accident."
"The police report said it was all the drunk driver. You couldn’t have done anything."
Adam shook his head. "If we hadn't stopped to make out in Dixon Park," he cried, "we wouldn't have been there. They were right - it _was_ my fault!"
Mel didn't know what to say. Adam was blaming himself, and no-one was going to talk him out of that. "Didn't your mom and Mr. Snitter force you to go to the school counselor?" he asked hesitantly.
Adam nodded. "It didn't help. It's not _going to_ help!" He shook his head. "Nothing helps." He closed his eyes and sighed heavily. "Romeo had the right idea. Nothing else is going to make it right."
Mel's eyes widened; he'd taken the same English Lit class as Adam. At the end, Romeo committed suicide so he could be with Juliet in death, since they couldn't be together in life. He was afraid that Adam was thinking the same thing.
"I know someone who might be able to help," Mel offered hesitantly. "Do you want to try?"
"Nothing will bring her back, and I can't live without her!" Adam blurted. "I tried ...." his voice tapered off as he realized that he'd been about to spill the beans on the magic. Given his current state, if he started claiming that magic was real and that he'd tried it to get Denise back, he'd probably be locked in a rubber room.
Mel's eyes narrowed when he heard Adam's words. He wondered .... "I know someone who might be able to help," he repeated, "if you'll let her. She has a certain ... magical way of helping out when someone is in trouble."
Adam's head snapped up, and he looked at Mel with narrowed eyes. "What ... what are you talking about?" he asked tentatively. He was afraid that he _did_ know what Mel was talking about.
Fifteen minutes later, Adam was sitting silently in Mel's car as they pulled into the parking lot at Bikini Beach. Adam frowned. "This isn't going to help," he said with absolute certainty. "All it can do is mix things up."
Mel frowned. "You've ... you've been here, haven't you?" he asked with certainty. Adam's clenched jaw told him all he needed to know.
As Mel parked his car, he was surprised to see both Anya and Grandmother walking across the parking lot toward them. Anya gave Mel a quick hug when Mel exited the car, while Adam watched suspiciously. "I'm glad you talked him into coming," she said.
"More like, he forced me," Adam said angrily.
Grandmother offered her hand to help Adam out of the car. "In this case, it beat the alternative." She looked at Mel. "Thank you for bringing him. You _know_ that you stopped another tragedy."
Mel gulped; he knew that if Grandmother said it would have happened, then it would have. "Glad to be able to help."
"I think we can take it from here," Anya said. "It's probably better if you go now."
Mel started to protest, but then he considered Anya's request. If they _did_ change something, and he knew, it would make life awkward for Adam. "I think I understand." Reluctantly, he climbed back into his car. "Trust them, Adam," he said before he shut the door. "They really _can_ help."
"It didn't work last time," Adam muttered bitterly, softly enough that only Anya could hear him.
Flanked by Grandmother and Anya, he watched Mel drive off, and then the trio walked across the asphalt to the office building.
**********
"Isn't there anything you can do?" Adam pleaded. "I can't go through any more of this! You don't know what it's like!"
"And being Denise didn't work out, either, did it?" Grandmother asked.
Adam shook his head. "I had her memories. The accident was changed, and I had her memories of watching me die, of suffering without me. It was the same, but from her side." He took a deep breath and sighed. "Please, bring her back, and let me go! I can't take it anymore."
Anya shook her head. "Our magic can't do that. We already explained it."
"If you could change the past, couldn't you change it so that I died? So that she gets a chance to live?"
"And let her suffer through what you've been going through?" Grandmother prompted. "You've felt her pain this past week. Would you _really_ want to bring her back to suffer that kind of pain?"
Adam started. He hadn't considered that. His week in Denise's life hadn't been any less anguished than his had been. He realized that he didn't want to inflict that on her. "Can't you ... bring back her soul? She deserves a chance."
"We can't do that," Grandmother answered, as Adam had expected. "When we changed the past, your ... soul ... slipped into her body, because it's already here. Hers is ... well, it's complicated to try to explain, but she's not close enough. And she's almost gone, too. In not much longer, her soul will go somewhere where no magic would ever be able to get her back."
"But ...."
Grandmother shook her head. "The story has been set. It's your soul. In Adam's life, Denise died in the accident, and you have the distress. In Denise's life, it's still your soul, Adam died in the accident, and you still have the distress."
"We can't control which soul goes into which life," Anya added. She was lying, but Adam didn't know that. She or Grandmother _could_ change the past — just enough — to bring back Denise. But Grandmother had some other motives for her reasoning. She decided to play along, not knowing what Grandmother was up to. "Neither Grandmother nor I are powerful enough to do that."
"Then please let me go, so I'll be with her — wherever she is!" Adam pleaded.
Grandmother shook her head. "I ... can't let you do that," she said sadly. "I won't help you commit suicide."
Adam looked up suddenly. "What if ...?" Adam started to say, but he stopped.
"What if ... what?" Anya prompted. She realized that Adam was a smart boy. What was he thinking?
"What if ... you changed me so I was a girl, but wasn't Denise?" Adam asked nervously. "What if I'd never been a boy, which would mean that I never dated her, and we couldn't have been in the accident?"
"Do you realize what you're asking? What you'd give up?" Grandmother asked, her eyes narrowed and gazing intently at Adam, almost unnervingly so.
"Um, I think so. I don’t know," Adam admitted. He sounded like he was about to cry. "I'm ... confused."
"You would have never dated her. You won't be her boyfriend. She'll probably have some other boyfriend."
"But she'll be alive?" Adam asked simply.
Grandmother nodded. "Yes."
"Then I'll do it."
It was Anya's turn to gaze into Adam's soul. "Are you sure?"
"I love her! I want her to be back, even if I can't be ... close to her ever again. She ... deserves it! She's too special to let go." He looked at Grandmother. "If I could give my own life to bring her back, I would. In a way, isn't this the same thing?"
Grandmother nodded. "I know you would, Adam. I know you would." She sighed. "It might not work. She's been gone a long time, and her contact with this world is ... tenuous. And if it does work, you might be her friend, or might not." She shook her head. "I can't assure you that she'll even be your friend."
"But she'll smile? I'd give anything to see her smile again, even if I have to watch from afar." Adam's voice was pleading. "Please?"
Grandmother took a slip of paper and wrote on it, then handed it to Adam. "That's the price of a lifetime pass."
Adam's heart sank. He couldn't afford that. Even though he was willing, he couldn't afford the pass that would save Denise. "Isn't there something I can do? I'll work for you — every day I can, after school, and all next summer, just to get her back. Please?" He was in tears. "I can't lose her — not when saving her is so close!"
Anya looked at Grandmother. "What about the fund that Melody set up? I'm sure she'd understand and approve. He can repay her next summer."
Grandmother glanced at Anya, and then smiled at Adam. "I always need part-time workers, and I hire workers for the summer," she said. "I can take the price of your pass out of your wages."
Adam leaped from his chair, ran to Grandmother, and hugged her, tears streaming down his cheeks.
**********
Angela Jennings stepped out of the locker room, fearful and hesitant. She glanced around, unsure what she was going to see. As she thought, she realized — slowly — that she still had Adam's memories. She still remembered that awful night, and the emotional pain that had ensued. She felt bitterly disappointed; she'd hoped that the change would take away the emotional agony. For some reason, though, that was not to be. She had the memories, and she realized that she probably would forever.
"There you are!" a familiar voice called to her.
Angela turned toward the voice, and felt like she was going to faint. Before she'd fully recovered from the shock, Denise Carter was at her side, looking a little concerned, holding Angela's elbow to steady her. "Are you okay? You look ... faint." She glanced around. "Let's go to the medical shack and let the doctor check you out."
"No!" Angela said quickly — too quickly, she realized. If she protested too much, Denise might get suspicious.
"Are you sure?" Denise asked.
Angela had a surge of memories. She and Denise _were_ best friends, and had been for as long as they'd been in school. She realized that Adam's memories were also there, too. Unless they faded, she was _always_ going to remember that very bad day. She realized that the anguish of those memories was probably showing in her expression, and in the tiny teardrop in the corner of her eye. "I ... I, uh, had a very bad dream last night," Angela fibbed, to distract Denise.
"What was it?"
Angela took a breath while she quickly organized her thoughts. "I ... dreamed that you were out on a date," she began softly, "and you were killed in a car wreck on your way home." She hugged Denise tightly, holding her like she was afraid of losing her best friend. Denise couldn't see the tears in Angela's eyes. "It was so ... realistic, like it really happened," she said softly.
Denise returned the hug. "It was just a bad dream," she reassured her friend. "I'm okay, and I'm going to stay that way."
"Yeah, just a bad dream," Angela said, not sounding at all convinced.
"Are you and Tony going to Shell Game tonight? I heard they've got a hot new band, and I feel like dancing. We could double," Denise suggested, changing the subject.
Angela felt a stab of jealousy when Denise mentioned that she had a date. But quickly, the 'girl' memories pushed aside the 'Adam' memories, and she realized that she was lucky to be dating Tony; he treated her like a goddess. She also remembered that Denise had been dating Gerhard Hoffman, a foreign exchange student from Germany that a lot of girls were hot for. "That sounds like fun, if Tony is okay." She thought about Tony — Tony Edwards. Good looking, strong, tall, a star on the track team, and very smart. She had 'girl' memories of other girls expressing jealousy that she was dating Tony. She felt a thrill in her heart, the first happiness she'd felt in nearly a month.
The two best friends turned to walk into the park. As they did, though, Angela spotted a girl sitting by herself at one of the park tables. She looked like she wanted to be alone with her melancholy mood. She halted, and turned toward the girl.
"What's up?" Denise asked, puzzled by Angela's sudden halt. She saw the girl. Angela remembered how, when they were little girls, Dierdre Bonheim had been part of the group that played, and had sleepovers, and went to Fun Zone together. Suddenly, though, in their sophomore year in high school, Dierdre had changed, and fell out of the group. It had happened about the time her brother passed away. Now, she was just an angry punk girl on the verge of flunking out of school. She was very reclusive, and rebellious. It was even rumored that she did some drugs.
Angela walked over and sat down beside the girl. "Hi, Dierdre," she said simply.
Dierdre looked at Angela suspiciously. "What do you want?" she asked, not disguising the unhappiness in her voice.
"I ... just thought that you'd like to talk to someone," Angela said.
"Go away," Dierdre snapped.
"Dierdre," Angela said, "you may not believe me, but I _know_ how much pain you're in from losing your twin brother. I know that, sometimes, you just need to talk to someone, or sometimes you need a hug. You just want people to treat you like a person, and not to make you feel like you're alone, or strange, or have the plague."
Dierdre glared at Angela, but she saw something in Angela's eyes, a strange sympathetic understanding, that surprised her. "Uh, I ...." Her voice, formerly bitter, choked, and she couldn't continue. Everything that Angela had said was true. She found herself starting to cry, and she let Angela hug her and hold her close.
After a bit, Dierdre sat up, wiping her eyes. "How ... how did you know?" she asked softly.
Angela smiled. "Someday, I'll tell you. Maybe." She looked up at Denise. "Both of you."
"Someday?" Dierdre asked.
"If I told you now, you'd never believe me." She stood, and offered a hand to help Dierdre stand. "You were a very good friend. I hope we can be friends again." She took Dierdre by one elbow, and Denise by the other. "In the meantime, let's go have some fun."
**********
Anya sat in the office, looking like she was lost in thought. "In a way, Grandmother," she said after a long silence, "Adam did succeed."
Grandmother frowned. "Succeed in what?"
"If he hadn't been with Mel," Anya explained what her magic senses had shown her, "he would have done like Romeo. He would have killed himself, because he didn't think he could live without Denise, and he couldn't live with the pain."
"That's true," Grandmother observed.
"In a way, then, he succeeded." She smiled wryly at Grandmother. "He gave up his life to be with her. Adam sacrificed everything for Denise."
Grandmother nodded. "True," she confirmed.
"Is Angela going to remember? Will she always know what Adam did, and the pain he would have gone through?"
"Yes, she will," Grandmother said softly. "She'll always remember that she was Adam, and that she sacrificed so much to save the girl that Adam loved."
"It seems so cruel," Anya said with a sad expression. "Maybe it would have been better if I could have made Adam's memories fade."
"Then Angela wouldn't have known how to help her old friend Dierdre," Grandmother countered. "Dierdre would have gone down a different path of self-destruction without their help. As consolation, though, Denise and Angela will be best friends for life. They'll be each other's maid-of-honor, and godparents of each other's children. And someday, Adam will bring Denise here and show her the magic, and then explain what she did."
"Why?"
Grandmother smiled. "Someday, Denise is going to think that Angela betrayed her friendship, and turn her back on Angela. Angela will show Denise what would have happened, and what Angela gave up, to prove that she really does love Denise. It will transform a good friendship into one for the ages." Grandmother looked over the top of her reading glasses at Anya. "You should have seen that," she chided. Anya lowered her gaze, ashamed; Grandmother was right. Anya _should_ have seen their future, if only she'd have applied all her magic lessons.
Grandmother leaned back over her desk. "Now, those tax forms aren't going to do themselves. Let's get them done so we can go out for lunch."
FIN
Elrod W
Synopsis: A girl is worried because she has to go out of town on a business trip, and she thinks her boyfriend will ‘stray’. She takes him to Bikini Beach to help keep him faithful. Maybe that wasn’t such a good idea…
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-- Friday Afternoon --
A tight grimace was prominently displayed on Linda Smith’s face as she walked through the mall. Despite the fact that she was clinging tightly to Don, her long-time paramour, she was getting annoyed by the looks other women were giving Don.
Don Reynolds, for his part, knew that Linda was jealous. Insanely jealous, sometimes, and needlessly so. Don had no interest in any other woman besides Linda. He told her that constantly. He did little things to remind her — constantly. But it did no good. Don’s problem was that he was extraordinarily attractive to women. And he was independently wealthy, which meant he didn’t work, not much, anyway. So he had the time to devote himself to Linda.
“You wanted to get some new lingerie?” Don asked in a friendly tone, knowing that even as much as he disliked shopping, Linda loved it. Another little thing he’d willingly do for her.
Linda smiled. “That would be nice.” Then a sudden frown crossed her face. She was imagining it. The big IT. While she was in the Victoria’s Secret dressing room, trying on lingerie, those trampy little sluts up at the counter would be helping themselves to her Don. “Uh,” she stammered, searching for an excuse, “I think I need to go home and start dinner. I don’t think we have time.”
Don tried to smile. He didn’t understand Linda. Not yet, anyway. “I thought I’d take you out to dinner. Say, to that little French café?”
Linda forced the frown from her face, pasting on a well-rehearsed and phony smile. “I don’t really feel like eating out tonight. Maybe some other time.” Go to the restaurant? So those little tarts can flirt right in front of her? Trying to get their claws into her guy? Not on her life!
Don shrugged. “Okay, love. We’ll go have a nice quiet night at home. Should we get a movie on the way?”
Linda let herself relax. Safe at home, away from vixens and temptresses, Don couldn’t be lured into some wicked trap. “That sounds nice.”
As they walked out of the mall, Linda felt a growing dread. Sure, things were okay for tonight, and she could keep Don safe tomorrow. But she had a business trip. And try as she might, she couldn’t get out of it. One whole week away. One week for all the cheap tramps and seductresses to work their magic on Don. One week, and when she got back, Linda knew she’d find a brief note — Linda, I’ve met someone special. Goodbye. Don. She shuddered as her imagination conjured up her worst nightmare.
**********
-- Saturday Morning --
The smile was more genuine than even Don knew. He reasoned that she wanted to spend a day with him at the water park before she had to be away for a week. And to be honest, the thought of a day of fun and sun was exciting. Linda didn’t want to get out much, especially, it seemed, to places where other women would be. So despite being pleased at the outing, Don was a little perplexed about the destination - Bikini Beach. The name itself should have fed Linda’s insecurities and kept her away.
“I’ve heard this is a great park,” Linda said with a smile as they waited in line at the ticket window.
Don glanced around, then looked at Linda. “I haven’t heard much about it. I think I've seen maybe a commercial or two.”
Linda saw him glancing around, and thought he was eyeing all the bikini-clad beauties. She fought the scowl, succeeding in keeping a pleasant appearance. “My sister told me all about this place. She said it’s fabulous.” They were almost at the ticket window. Linda suddenly started fumbling in her purse, her faced getting a distressed look. “Oh, shit! I forgot my suntan lotion!”
Don tried to calm her. “No problem. I’m sure they have a concession inside.”
Linda shook her head. “No, I need a special lotion so it doesn’t irritate my skin. Most of the stuff gives me a rash.” She lowered her sunglasses and batted her eyes at Don. “Please be a dear and get my lotion from the car.”
Don shrugged and smiled. “Okay. I’ll be right back.” He turned and trotted across the parking lot.
“May I help you?” The voice came from behind her, in the ticket booth.
Linda turned, then smiled a most devious smile. “Yes. You see, I have a little problem…”
**********
Don slipped his trunks on, pushed his clothes into the locker, closed it, and pocked the key. He stepped into the shower stall and turned the faucet. The jets of water pulsed on his body, massaging and invigorating, relaxing Don, while around him, unnoticed, a faint pink mist rose from the water spray.
Outside the locker room, Don didn’t see Linda. That was okay — he knew it would take her longer to change. He glanced around, checking out what he could see of the park. Not bad, he thought. Then he tilted his head in wonder. There, in the center of the little pathway was a mirror. A full-height mirror. Don wondered what that could be for.
His vanity got the better of him. While he was waiting, he might as well check himself out. Make sure he still had it. He stepped to the mirror, wincing a bit as his steps seemed a little strange. But he shrugged it off — probably his muscles protesting his morning run earlier in the day.
As Don looked at himself in the mirror, he frowned. His hand reached up, his fingers running through his hair. Funny, it seemed longer somehow. And … was it darker? Nah, that was impossible! He turned to see his well kept profile.
Don’s eyes widened in surprise. His chest seemed different. He’d always kept his pecs well toned, but they seemed … larger? No, that wasn’t quite right. He looked closer, and saw that he seemed to have lost some muscle tone. The muscles weren’t quite as well defined. But still, his pecs seemed larger.
Don dismissed it as a faulty mirror. Maybe a trick mirror — like in amusement parks. He turned face-on to the mirror. Now his jaw dropped as he stared at his waist. Something was definitely amiss! His abs were … flat. Smooth. And his waist was thinner? That was impossible! But his reflection was right there for him to behold. Don’s eyes narrowed. Was it that his waist was thinner, or that his hips were wider? Don turned to the side, and gasped. His ass seemed rounder. More like … a faint cry slipped out of his mouth … like Linda’s round sexy tush! It looked like he had a woman’s ass! Don looked up, and gasped again. There was something wrong with his chest. His muscles seemed much smaller, his skin smoother - except for his pecs. No, Don realized to his shock. Not pecs. Breasts! There was no mistaking the fact that his nipples were larger! And beneath them, it looked like there was breast tissue.
In a near panic, Don looked down, and saw that there were cone-shaped boobs on his chest. Little-girl conical breasts, that grew even as he watched, nipples moving further as the breast tissue filled in, until they began to round over, filling out more and more, bigger and rounder. Don’s hands shot up to hold the impossible objects, and he cried again, a tiny gasp of shock, as he saw his hands, now fine and delicate and oh-so-feminine, ending in red fingernails extending a half inch beyond the delicate fingertips! He felt his hands cupping the boobs, while at the same time, his body registered the sensory input of something pressing against the skin of his chest. And even as he cupped the boobs, he felt them still growing, still pressing outward!
Don saw a faint swirl of hair beside his head, and he glanced up, at the mirror, his hands still clasping the boobs on his chest. Once more, he cried in anguish and confusion — his hair was longer. Long and wavy and very deep auburn. Dangling now to near his shoulders, with the tips curled under ever so gracefully, and bangs hanging down before his eyes. And what eyes! Big, soft green eyes. Don realized that if his hair were a little redder, he’d look like an Irish dreamgirl! He was shocked to see that, even with his mouth open in shock, his face was … pretty? No, that wasn’t enough. Beautiful. Classically beautiful. Nearly perfect.
“Oh, there you are.” It was Linda’s voice, from behind him.
Don spun, startled and confused. “Linda!” he gasped. “What …?” His mouth worked feverishly, but no words came forth. They were impossible in this situation. What could he say?
“You look nice,” Linda said, almost as if she’d expected this change.
Don stared at her. “What’s happening to me? What’s going on? How did you do this?”
Linda tried to smile, but as she looked at Don’s new female body, she began to feel a tinge of jealousy. “You’re changing into a girl, that’s what’s happening.” She gave him a knowing look. “After all, this is Bikini Beach.”
“I couldn’t have said it better, except for the part about not permitting topless sunbathing in my park.” The voice of the old woman from the ticket booth sounded both amused and stern.
Don stared at her for a moment, then at Linda. “What are you doing to me?” he demanded. His eyes widened as he truly heard his voice. Soft, sexy, and very contralto. A wet-dream voice if ever he’d heard one. “What’s happening?”
The old lady clucked. “She just told you.” She pulled something from behind her back. Or from somewhere. She held it out to Don, and he saw that it was a bikini top. “Now put this on.”
Don stared open-mouthed at the top, so Linda took it and began to tie it on him. Her. “But … why?” he wailed finally.
Linda glanced at the old woman, then at Don. She shrugged, but he could see a glimmer of delight in her eyes. She was hiding something.
The old woman was satisfied that he was no longer indecent, so she trudged off.
Linda finally couldn’t contain her glee. “I didn’t want you getting pawed by all the hussies out there. That’s what the change is all about.”
Don shook his head. “But … but why did you bring me here if you were worried? We could have stayed home.”
Linda grinned. “Oh, but you’ve got it all wrong. This isn’t about today. This is about my trip.”
Don’s eyes widened. “What are you talking about?” Recognition seemed to creep in. “You mean … I’m stuck like this …”
Linda nodded, smiling. “For the entire duration of my trip.” She got a wicked grin. “Now you’re safe from all those bimbos and boyfriend-stealing tramps.”
Don’s face fell as he realized, for the first time, the depths of Linda’s problems. “But sweetie,” he tried to plead, “you know you can trust me.”
Linda’s expression changed into one of determined madness. “This way, we can be sure of it. Can’t we, Donna?”
**********
Don sat sullenly in the big stuffed chair, glaring at Linda. He — she — felt betrayed. She’d tricked him, and for no good reason.
“Oh, come on, honey,” Linda said cheerily, trying to lighten the mood, "admit it — you had fun.”
The frown didn’t leave Don’s face. Or Donna, as Linda was calling him., as was everyone else. Somehow, the magic had temporarily erased Don, leaving Donna. When they’d stopped for gas, the attendant had recognized Donna. As they walked from the car, the neighborhood kids had sang 'hi' to Donna. A cop on his beat said hello to Donna. The doorman had recognized Donna. Like it or not, he was Donna. “The park was fun,” Donna admitted, still scowling. “But this,” she gestured at her new body, “isn’t. Why’d you do this to me?”
Linda shrugged. “It’s done. So you won’t be tempted while I’m gone.”
Donna’s frown deepened. “And how do I know you’ll change me back once you get home?”
Linda smiled sweetly. “Your pass is good for one week. After one week, the magic wears off and you change back.” She smiled and stood. “Now, let’s go to bed.”
Donna glared at her. “Go ahead. I’m sleeping on the couch.”
Linda shrugged. “Suit yourself.” She blew a kiss to Donna, further annoying her, and flounced into the bedroom.
**********
-- Sunday --
Donna reluctantly drove Linda to the airport, turning away when Linda tried to give her a kiss on the cheek. Donna was being cordial, but no more. As she drove home, Donna wondered what she was going to do. She wasn’t a woman, not in her mind, anyway. She didn’t dare go out. Well, maybe a bit. Jogging. Yeah, that should do it. A good run always helped clear her mind and get rid of some pent-up energy.
Donna found to her chagrin that all of Don’s running clothes had been turned into their female counterparts. Even his old gray sweats had changed into nice light red — pink — sweats, and they were a lot more clingy and tight. He pulled on a pair of panties, then his running shorts. As Donna pulled out her top, she saw something fall from it. She bent over, feeling her exposed breasts swaying and bouncing, and retrieved it. With disgust, she realized it was a bra - a jogging bra, to be precise. Holding it like it was a snake, Donna dropped it back in the drawer and pulled her top on.
Donna glanced at herself and realized that having her hair loose would never do for running. A brief cry of anguish escaped her, a venting of pent-up frustration, then she paced. Think. What to do? The other girls had years of practice for the everyday details of life. She didn’t. Like a light bulb turning on, the idea hit her. What did the girls who ran do? All she had to do was emulate them. She checked the counter and discovered an elastic band. After a couple of rather amusing tries, she got her hair up in a ponytail. Well, most of it, she realized. Good enough.
Donna didn’t get more than ten steps into running before she was headed back to the apartment, having realized just why she needed a jog bra. Finally, she felt all set, even though the bra felt like a vise around her chest.
As she ran, trying to ignore her surroundings, she realized very slowly that guys out jogging were looking at her. Donna wondered what was wrong? Did they know? What were they staring at? It slowly dawned on her that they were staring because they found her extremely attractive. As that realization sank in, Donna found herself blushing. At the same time, she hated herself. How could she possibly like having guys stare at her? And yet … there was no denying that she’d felt a tiny thrill when the guys stared.
When Donna got home, she was tired and sweaty. Following Don’s old habits, as soon as the door closed, she began to strip, baring herself to just her panties. Both fatigued and happy, she walked lightly across the living room, dragging her dirty sweats behind her. Suddenly, she realized what she was doing. The curtains were open; only the lace sheers muted her figure from anyone who happened to be peering in the windows. Red-faced, she pulled the sweat top up to cover her breasts and high-tailed it for the bathroom.
Donna couldn’t remember a shower feeling so invigorating, although she quickly learned that the spray stung her breasts. The blasting jets of water quickly washed away the sweat and dirt, while the heat and steam soaked into her tired muscles. She felt like her entire body was alive, reveling in each and every moment of the shower.
When she stepped out of the shower, Donna knew she had a problem. She tried patting her hair dry, but as soon as it flopped on her skin, she got wet again. She started to rub the towel, but then some inner sense told her that was a mistake; she remembered how hard it was to untangle Don’s hair when he did that — this much-longer hair would be impossible! Finally, standing naked and wet and getting a bit chilled, Donna tried to wrap a towel around her hair. Next, she took another towel and dried her body, wrapping it around herself as she’d seen Linda do.
Donna just puttered around the house for most of the afternoon, still wrapped only in a towel. She just couldn’t bring herself to put on some of her ‘feminine’ clothes. Television was boring. She ended up putting on some of her CDs, but found that even they weren’t much fun to listen to.
Finally, about dinner time, Donna realized that she was getting hungry. And no wonder! She hadn’t had any lunch, either. A glance in the refrigerator revealed nothing appetizing. Donna sighed, knowing that she’d have to go out.
The skirt she ended up wearing was relatively conservative, as was the knit shirt. Donna pulled on a pair of sandals, and then tackled the tangled and dried hair. A long frustrating time later, Donna got her hair combed into something reasonable. She grabbed the little clutch purse. Ready to go.
Something in her mind said she wasn’t ready. She glanced at the bathroom counter — at the makeup. A shudder coursed through Donna. No way was she going to wear any makeup. So where had she gotten the thought that she needed it?
Donna stopped first at a pizza parlor to order takeout. She felt rather embarrassed as she stood waiting, and realized that she should have phoned in her order. Guys were staring at her. And no wonder — her figure was pretty attractive. She paid for her pizza and departed quickly, unaware of how the guys were watching her hips wiggle as she scooted across the parking lot.
Next stop — a movie. Donna figured that an action movie would be just the ticket. Something like Terminator or Rambo - a man’s movie. Despite knowing what type of movie she wanted, it took a long time to pick out a movie — they didn’t quite seem to interest her, and she had to force herself to rent Predator. And then, as she stood in line to pay, a guy started chatting. He was clearly both attracted by her appearance and intrigued by her choice of movies. “If only he knew…” Donna said to herself as he finally left her alone.
There was a lot more left-over pizza than Donna had thought — she just couldn’t eat as much as before. And the movie — it was okay, but it just didn’t grab her attention like it should have. She fell asleep on the couch watching it.
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-- Monday Morning --
The sun was shining brightly through the curtains when Donna stretched and swung her feet out of bed. She yawned, wondering when she’d moved from the couch to the bed, and then stood awkwardly and shuffled to the bathroom. Splash, followed by some very unladylike cursing. She’d forgotten to check that the seat was down. She brushed her teeth and combed her sleep-tangled hair.
With her eyes a little wider, Donna shuffled to the kitchen. A glass of juice and a banana. Good enough. Not too heavy. With her stomach calmed, Donna shuffled back to the bedroom. Moments later, she emerged in her running outfit. Donna found herself not quite so startled when she noticed guys watching her. She even smiled to herself once as she realized that the jog bra wasn’t completely containing her large bouncy breasts, and the guys were very obviously noticing.
After her shower, Donna immediately combed out her hair, and then turned on Linda’s blow drier. She smiled to herself at how much easier it was than the previous day, and her hair looked much better. God, she must have looked a fright yesterday! And as quickly as it came, that thought vanished, leaving Donna wondering just where it had come from.
She spent the entire afternoon listening to music. Television really sucked — nothing but soap operas and talk shows. How in the world could people watch those things? After a while, she turned on the computer and did a little checking on Don’s investments.
It got late much quicker than Donna realized; she’d been so absorbed in the financial work. She logged off the computer, then dialed a phone number and ordered some Chinese take-out.
On her way to pick up the food, Donna swung by the video store and dropped off the movie. She saw the hordes of people inside, including lots of guys, so she quickly dropped the movie in the outside drop box rather than have to deal with others. And for some reason, as she checked to ensure the movie had been rewound, she felt a shudder at the title. Predator? Ugh!!
Donna turned on the television and changed to the ABC channel. Monday Night Football. She smiled to herself as she took a bite of her food. Then she sputtered, gasping for air as the hot spicy food hit her. Damn, but this was hot! Donna felt confused as tears rolled from her eyes. Kung Pao shrimp was what she always ate — or what Don always ate! How could it be this spicy?
After eating enough to not be hungry, Donna put the rest of the food in the refrigerator and turned back to the game. It wasn’t long, though, before Donna found the game boring. It just didn’t catch her attention. Even though she understood the game implicitly, and knew the players and stats for the teams, she just couldn’t get into it. Splitting her attention, she picked up one of Linda’s magazines — Cosmopolitan — and started reading in an attempt to not be bored. She finally turned off the TV and carried the magazine to the bedroom. Without thinking, she slipped on a lace teddy, then slipped between the sheets and continued reading.
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-- Tuesday Morning --
Donna stretched lazily as she stood before the mirror, taking a little twist and turn to look at her body. She frowned for a moment, upset that she was still stuck in this body. But then, she thought, this wasn’t such a bad form to be in, was it? Very trim and fit, as her runs had confirmed. Attractive. Donna smiled as she considered that, if she had to be stuck in a body, this one was pretty good. She slipped her teddy to the floor and stepped into the warm spray of the shower.
After drying and combing her hair, Donna pulled on a pair of shorts, frowning slightly at just how short they were, then pulled on a shirt. She padded to the refrigerator and pawed around, looking for some breakfast. With a disgusted frown, she shut the door, the opened a cupboard. A muffled curse was heard as she let the door shut with a bang. There was nothing available for breakfast. No yogurt. No fruit. No juice. Not even any decent cereal. Donna sighed heavily as she realized she needed to do some shopping.
It was late in the morning when Donna got home, lugging the bags of groceries. She plopped the bags on the table, then scrambled as the contents spilled from the flimsy plastic and threatened to fall off the table. Having successfully rounded up the groceries, she started to put things away, reserving an orange and a container of yogurt to eat.
Donna was halfway done with her yogurt when she happened to glance at the clock. Another soft oath escaped her lips. Damn, but that had taken a long time - and for just a few groceries, too! She wondered how time could have gotten away from her. The simple trip took almost as long … as Linda took! Much longer than Don had ever taken in the grocery store. She puzzled over the peculiarity.
Donna decided to add an apple and call it lunch. Then she wondered what to do. As she thought, she saw some neighborhood children riding noisily past on their bikes, enjoying the outdoors and fresh air. Donna smiled to herself as she decided that a bike ride would be a nice change.
In the garage, Donna was surprised a bit to find Don’s bike had been altered, and now had a lower center bar — like a girl’s bike. But then she shrugged. It wasn’t like a boy’s bike was appropriate, was it.
The bike ride lasted most of the afternoon; Donna found she didn’t really want to stop. It was such a pleasant afternoon. On her way home, she stopped by the video store to get a movie. The movie she thought about renting was one of Don’s favorites — Kelly’s Heroes. A good manly war movie, with no ladies. But as she looked at the case, Donna felt a shudder. The thought of watching this movie just seemed so … alien! She quietly placed the case back on the shelf and moved out of the war movie section. She finally settled on Titanic; she and Linda had seen it, and Don had enjoyed the action. Donna tried to convince herself that she was going to watch it for the action and the special effects. The alternative was _not_ something Donna wanted to contemplate.
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-- Wednesday Morning --
Donna slid out of bed slowly and stepped out of her teddy. She padded into the bathroom. This morning, there was no splash, no cursing. Donna had a momentary thought that she was getting too used to this body — but the thought passed quickly. When she looked into the mirror, she realized she looked a fright. Her hair was a total mess.
Well, Donna thought to herself, if she started out with a jog, then all she had to do was comb it out right now, then pull it up into the ponytail. She could worry about making it look better after she took her post-jog shower. Donna’s face froze in a frown. Worry about fixing her hair? That was a strange thought. She shrugged, then combed her hair and got into her running clothes.
It might have been Donna’s imagination, but it seemed to her that the jogging trail had more guys on it than she remembered. Either that, or she was just noticing them. And it was clear that they were noticing her. But for some reason, this made her smile.
Midway through the run, Donna stopped for a drink at a park fountain and sat down on a bench for a bit of a breather. She’d run harder today than before — just to prove that Don’s stamina was still in this female form. As she sat, resting, a guy joined her. She felt very uncomfortable, but the guy was in a conversational mood. And Don was always a good conversationalist. Donna shrugged inwardly and began to talk with the guy. She didn’t feel threatened — it was a very public area, it was the middle of the morning, and besides, Donna didn’t know enough about being a woman to be nervous. After resting and talking for nearly an hour, Donna realized how much time was passing, and made her excuses. As she stood to run, the guy smiled and said he hoped he’d see her again. As she ran off, Donna felt a rush of delight at his statement. She was attractive to men — this guy confirmed it. And for some strange reason, that made Donna smile.
After her shower, Donna grabbed a light brunch and got dressed. She found herself driving down to the mall. After all, Donna thought, she wasn’t going to be a woman for much longer. She might as well try some of the ‘woman’ things. She’d never have another chance!
And so Donna went shopping. She tried on lots of clothes. Casual outfits. Dresses. Evening attire. Skirts and blouses. Shorts. Practically everything she could think of. And she found herself buying a few outfits — which seemed odd, but she couldn’t quite place her finger on why it would be odd. After all, it was just curiosity, wasn’t it?
With her purchases in her hands, Donna strode confidently into the mall. She walked a ways, knowing that heads were turning as she passed. Male eyeballs tracked her movement, locked onto her luscious body and attractive face. She didn’t realize that a sensuous sway had crept into her stride as she turned the corner.
There, in front of Donna, lay the store she’d been wondering about - Victoria’s Secret. Lingerie. She felt her nerves giving, rattled by her peculiar desire to go in as a woman. Donna wondered for a brief moment how she could possibly do this. After all, she was a guy.
But she gave in to temptation. The store had a siren’s appeal, luring her into previously forbidden territory. She’d never have a chance like this again. So she walked in, nervously glancing as if she were doing something naughty or unseemly.
Donna strutted around the apartment in her new outfit, regaling in the feel of the soft satiny panties, the slight tug of the garter belt around her waist, the soft cupping of her bosom. She glanced herself in the mirror, and gasped, while blushing at the same time. She was _very_ attractive. There was no doubt about that fact. And in this outfit — wow! She was _sexy_! Lacy red satin bra and matching panties. Red garter belt. Silk stockings. And on her shapely body — Donna realized that she was making herself horny thinking about this body! At the same time, she was profoundly embarrassed by the display she was putting on. After all, dressing in lingerie like this was ... weird! No guy did this. At least, no guy that Donna knew. So what was she doing prancing about the apartment like a cheap tramp in a strip show?
But still, part of her — a large part — found it very exciting. She twirled, letting her hair dance around her shoulders, brushing them so teasingly, while her boobs bounced and swayed with the motion. She tried some come-hither and pouty expressions in the mirror, trying the Playboy centerfold look. And finally, she got herself so excited that she did what curiosity would eventually lead her to do. She spent a very long time exploring this very hot body, discovering many previously secret facts about a woman’s erogenous zones, learning first-hand what gives a woman pleasure. And despite feeling a bit ashamed, Donna felt pleased with herself as well.
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-- Thursday Morning --
The first look on Donna’s face was confusion. She seemed to remember some things about last night. But she couldn’t have done THAT, could she have? Was it all a dream? As she became more aware, less caught between the dream world and the waking one, she slowly realized that it wasn’t a dream — she had spent a considerable amount of time masturbating. Her expression slowly changed to a mixture of shock and delight — shock that she’d have done it, and delight at the memories which even now gave her a warm sexual afterglow.
Donna had a quick and small breakfast — after all, she had to watch her figure. She frowned at the thought — it was another of those alien thoughts? She was Don. She didn’t have to act like a girl. She glanced at the clock, and seeing how late it was, decided to give her body a break and skip the morning jog. Instead, she took a luxurious soak in the tub, marveling at how wonderful it felt, and then she brushed her hair. She already knew where she was going — the mall. A day of shopping and browsing and seeing if she could handle a day in public as a woman. An entire day. Not hiding, not cowering on the couch. Being out.
Donna’s goal was only to browse, walking around, having fun. She was dressed in a relatively modest skirt and blouse with her hair up in a ponytail, and despite having looked — almost longingly — at the makeup on the dresser, she hadn’t worn any. Mostly, that wasn’t because she didn’t want to — it was because she didn’t know how to. So it was natural that, as she walked past a department store makeup and perfume section, she paused, looking curiously at the dazzling array of products. It was only a short step from looking to being seated, getting a makeover, learning about the application of blush, eye shadow and liner, lipstick, and all the other assorted products.
Feeling unusually sexy as she walked away, carrying a bag of makeup supplies, Donna didn’t notice a little more bounce in her step, a lively and almost happy spring. She walked some more, stopping to browse in a store here, a shop there, until she was walking past a hair salon. She almost ignored the shop, but a picture caught her eye — a model with her hair done in what Donna considered to be a very attractive style. The style wasn’t what did it, though — it was the fact that the model’s hair was almost exactly the same color and length as Donna’s.
She walked out of the salon, smiling happily as she went. No longer was her hair in a simple ponytail. Now, it looked almost elegant. And for some reason, Donna found the new look fun. After all, she reminded herself yet again, this was only a temporary experience, so she might as well make the most of it. Before the trip was done late that afternoon, Donna had added a very sexy dress to her wardrobe, with matching high-heeled shoes.
A tiny voice in the back of Donna’s mind screamed in protest as she drove to the nightclub. This was going too far, the voice cried. But Donna smiled and ignored it. She was bound and determined to make the most of this experience, and since she’d had a very successful day shopping, going out for a night of dancing seemed like a normal thing to do. And dance she did! She danced nearly non-stop, and with any guy who was interested — at least, any guy who she thought looked like and also non-threatening. It got awkward a couple of times when some guys got a little insistent, and Donna realized that she lacked the years of practice that girls had for these situations. Somehow, though, she muddled her way through. As the night wound down, she found herself, to her total shock, accepting a date for the following night.
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-- Friday Morning --
The morning jog seemed a bit different, but Donna couldn’t quite place her finger on the reason. Perhaps it was because she was quite overtly displaying her figure, exaggerating the sway of her hips and wearing a slightly looser bra so her boobs bounced more seductively. Perhaps it was because she’d picked a tighter suit to better emphasize her figure. All of those things, however, were done by her subconscious — Donna wasn’t really aware of them. But she did notice the result. Guys were clearly watching her. She was secretly enjoying it.
She spent a long time in the afternoon getting her hair ready and getting made up. In the salon, doing the hair had seemed so trivial. But here, without practice or skills, it took Donna a long time to get to the point where she felt presentable. The makeup was a similar story. Inwardly, Donna wondered why she was going to so much trouble. Outwardly, she smiled as she saw the transformation from a good-looking girl into a beautiful, sexy woman. And when she put on the dress, she was stunned — and very pleased. She looked like a million bucks.
Donna had arranged to pick up the guy. It was one trick which Don had experienced often, and she completely understood the reasoning behind it. It was far safer for the girl that way. She picked up her date, and was treated to a very nice dinner at a chic Italian restaurant. After dinner, they went dancing, only this time, she stayed with the one guy. She wasn’t really paying attention, and before too long, she felt a little woozy from the drinks. Still, she was feeling in control.
It was Donna who made the suggestion that they go back to his place. Even as she felt surprise at her actions, she felt a growing desire to experience the totality of womanhood. She kept telling herself that this wasn’t weird, that it was normal curiosity, that it was only temporary. At the same time, she was telling herself no, this was wrong. But the negative arguments lost. She allowed herself to be swept off her feet. And as the evening progressed, Donna reveled in the newfound joy of sex, especially since she’d lucked into a guy who was careful to ensure she got as much as he did.
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-- Saturday Morning --
Donna woke with a start, realizing that she didn’t recognize her surroundings. She realized that she was — naked — in bed with someone. And then it started to come back — the dinner, the dancing, and especially the sex. Donna smiled to herself as she recalled the passionate explosion that her orgasms were. Even as she thought of them, she started to feel a little tingly and excited. She slipped quietly out of bed, heading for the bathroom, her face aglow with a pleasure she’d never known.
When she came out of the bathroom, the guy was reclining on the bed, smiling at her. She quickly noticed the bulge in the sheets, and without having to be asked, slid back into bed. After the morning romp, Donna borrowed his shower to clean up a bit. She found herself sharing the shower — and even more sex.
It was late in the morning when Donna finally got home, smiling to herself and feeling very, very contented. There was a message waiting on the answering machine. It was Linda, reminding Donna that she’d be flying in that afternoon. Donna glanced at the clock and cringed. Not much time to get to the airport. She changed her clothes, gave her hair a quick brush, and rushed out of the apartment.
As she started down the highway to the airport, Donna had a nagging thought that she was forgetting something. It finally came to her. She took the next exit, turned around, and sped back to finish one last errand.
Donna stood with the others, waiting to greet the passengers as they deplaned. She frowned to herself as more and more people strode up the jet-way, without Linda. Finally, Donna spotted her.
Linda fought her way through the milling crowds. She was annoyed that these people chose to block the aisle with their greetings and hellos and hugs, rather than moving to one side. Finally, she spotted Donna.
She smiled and rushed to give Donna a quick hug. Then she frowned. Something wasn’t right. She finally spoke. “You didn’t change back.”
Donna smiled. “Nope.”
Linda’s frown deepened. “What’s going on?”
Donna smiled sweetly. “I stopped by Bikini Beach to get a membership upgrade.”
Linda’s jaw dropped. “An … upgrade?” Her eyes were wide as saucers, and her mouth hanging agape betrayed her shock.
Donna smiled. “Sure. I got a lifetime membership.” She grasped Linda’s arm, like a good friend rather than like the lover Don had been. “I really want to thank you for taking me to the park. This last week has been a total blast! I can’t remember having such fun in a long time! Dinner, dancing, shopping.” She leaned a bit closer. “And sex! Wow! Why didn’t you tell me it was so good for a woman?” She giggled.
Linda stopped in her tracks, her mouth dangling foolishly, her mind nearly frozen by the words she’d just heard. “But…” she finally stammered.
Donna smiled sweetly again. “I guess you should have trusted me.” She looked at Linda, seemingly puzzled. “Well, are you coming? I’ve got to get home and get changed. I’ve got a date tonight.” She picked up the garment bag Linda had dropped and clutched Linda’s arm, dragging her toward the exit. Inside, Donna smiled to herself. Maybe next week she’d tell Linda that the pass was only temporary. Maybe - if she’d learned her lesson by then. If not, well, being Donna was quite fun…
FIN
ElrodW
A troubled young man, who never got along with his mother, gets a second chance to get to know her. The problem is that she doesn't want anything to do with him. Anya offers him a way to get past that hurdle.
This is a repost of a story which was earlier posted on FM.
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As late as sunset was during the summer, the sky was still pitch black by the time Jerry slid his key into the lock. He glanced nervously around him, at the other doors on the landing, then he turned the key and quickly scurried through the open door. The unmistakable sound of a deadbolt sliding home was almost immediate.
Jerry Wilkins flipped on a dim light, then trudged across the efficiency apartment to the refrigerator. His gait was that of a man older than his twenty-one years — older, or much wearier. The uniform he wore, dark pants and a blue and turquoise polo shirt, only added to his apparent age and weariness; the pants were rumpled and stained, the cuffs fraying above his dirty tennis shoes, while the shirt well-worn and faded, its once bright colors dimmed from many washings. A thin mustache, dark and unkempt as the hair sticking out from beneath his hat, made a futile attempt to add age and sophistication; instead, it made him appear as more of an unkempt youth struggling for maturity. Which was the perfect way to describe Jerry Wilkins — a medium height, medium weight, troubled youth trying to be mature.
The light from the open fridge nearly doubled the illumination in the room. From the open icebox, Jerry pulled a can of beer and a cold slice of leftover pizza. As he walked back across the room, to the foldout couch that was his bed, he kicked his well-worn loafers off. He flopped heavily onto the couch, already biting into the leftover pizza. With his other hand, he expertly opened the can, and after swallowing the stale pizza, took a big gulp of beer.
The pizza dropped onto the cushion as Jerry suddenly, and quite angrily, reached up and flung the hat from his head. "Stupid fuckin' Burger Palace!" he cursed, pure hatred in his voice. "Stupid little college prick!" He took another long swig of beer.
A knock sounded on his door, surprising him. He never got visitors. Still carrying the beer and pizza, he levered himself out of the couch. "Coming, dammit!" he cursed toward the door.
The door opened to reveal a neatly dressed woman in her mid forties. "Hello, Jerry," she said sweetly. She carried herself with a dignity and grace that seemed completely out of place in this apartment.
"Aunt Ruth," Jerry said after hastily gulping a mouthful of beer. "I didn't expect you. You wanna come in or something?" He glanced nervously down the walkway. This was not a good neighborhood, and the apartment complex had a seedy, dangerous atmosphere.
The woman smiled and entered the dim apartment. Her nose wrinkled, involuntarily, at the stale musty smell. Behind her, Jerry quickly shut the door and reset the locks.
"How are things?" Ruth asked pleasantly. She glanced at the couch, and decided against sitting on it. Instead, she pulled one of the two chairs from the dinky table and seated herself.
Jerry slumped back on the couch. "Life sucks," he answered nonchalantly. "Same shit as usual." The unpleasantness of his words belied the conversational tone, as he tried to hid the loathing he felt toward his life.
"Your job going okay?"
Jerry snorted his disgust. "New boss. A snotty little shit who thinks he knows everything." He took a swig of beer. "In other words, the job sucks, like everything else."
Aunt Ruth shrugged, still smiling pleasantly. "You could get another job..."
"Bullshit!" Jerry spat. "I've got a damned record, in case you forgot! No-one's going to hire me!" Pure venom dripped from his words.
"Well, you could look. I know there's a program to help youth in trouble find jobs." Aunt Ruth was trying not to react to the boy's anger and hatred. "You could get your GED, and go to community college. You are smart enough."
Jerry deliberately hoisted the can and guzzled the last third of the can. He tossed the can in the general direction of the garbage can; it missed, and clanged off a cabinet and onto the floor. "So why are you really here?" Jerry demanded.
Aunt Ruth took a deep breath and steeled herself. It always came to this — the boy could never accept anything without searching for some hidden motive. "You haven't visited your mom in quite a while."
If his previous anger were an explosion, he turned into a volcano. "Fuck that bitch!" he screamed. "I ain't going to see her! She never cared about me, and I don't want anything to do with her!" He drew a series of short breaths through his clenched teeth. "That bitch ruined my life!"
Aunt Ruth seemed unfazed by his hatred. Truth be known, she'd seen it before. Many times. "She's getting older. Don't you think you ought to try to patch things up?"
"No way!" Jerry spat. "It's her fault I ended up living a shit life!"
The woman looked calmly at the boy, her lips pressed firmly together. For several seconds, she stared at him, until finally, he looked down. "How is it her fault?" she asked, her tone even against the turmoil in her heart.
Jerry shook his head. "I don't want nothing to do with her."
"You have to."
Jerry glared at her. "Why?"
"It's Mother's day tomorrow."
Jerry snorted his disgust at the concept. "So fucking what!"
Aunt Ruth closed her eyes and let her head drop with a heavy sigh. She took a breath to calm herself, then looked back at him. "Your mom is very, very sick. She has cancer." Jerry's eyes widened. "She's dying."
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Turmoil flowed through Jerry's veins as he stepped to the door. He raised a finger to the doorbell, then paused, unable to press the button. Finally, he got up his nerve and pressed it. For several seconds, he stood on the tiny porch, swaying back and forth, nervously waiting for an answer.
The door opened a crack, and a weathered face peeked out. "Oh, it's you," an old woman's voice said, sounding disappointed. She closed the door, and then opened it wide. "So, what do you want this time?"
Jerry recoiled from her words. There she went again, he thought. Never letting him near. "I just wanted to stop by to see how you were doing." An agonizing effort lay behind the words as Jerry fought his anger and bitterness, trying to be civil.
The old woman stared at him, wheezing and gasping for breath. She looked gaunt, her eyes sunken and hollow, her cheeks protruding as if there were no muscle to her. The hand she held on the door trembled and wobbled; she was working hard to steady herself on wobbly feet. "Well, I'm doing okay." The woman didn't budge, didn't let him into her house. "You looking for some money again?" She sounded suspicious, untrusting.
Jerry felt a surge of anger. His intentions of being nice fled. "No, dammit, I don't want your stupid money. I don't want anything from you. And even if I did, you never did give me anything!" He spun, and stomped away, his jaw clenching tightly, his fists balled. He heard the door slam, and didn't pause to look back. Instead, he crawled into his car and drove off.
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Jerry downed the rest of his beer, then signaled the bartender for another. He pulled a couple of wadded up bills from his pocket and paid the man, then started to sip. He turned as he drank, surveying the crowd.
Jerry's eyes landed upon an attractive girl sitting in a booth. She looked to be his age, with long sandy-blond hair, an attractive figure, and a very nice tan. Jerry found himself walking over toward the girl. "Would you like a little company?" he asked, trying to sound pleasant.
The girl was startled, then she scanned up and down Jerry. Her nose wrinkled in distaste. "I don't really think so," she said. "Not from you."
Jerry felt himself shrinking. Her tone left no doubt about how she felt. He turned and began to slink back toward the stool he'd vacated.
"Wait a minute," a voice sounded from beside him.
Jerry stopped, and looked. A girl stood near the booth, staring at him. He felt a chill run through him as she gazed, as if she were staring into his very soul.
The girl smiled, which added to her attractiveness. Curvy and tanned like the seated girl, she wore her long dark hair in a ponytail. "Why don't you sit down, and tell me what's bothering you?"
Jerry felt some strange compulsion in her words, and he slid into the booth, while the girl sat down opposite him, beside her friend. "I'm Jerry," he said cautiously.
The dark-haired girl smiled. "Yes, I know." The light-haired girl smiled, as if it were some private joke. "I'm Anya, and this is my friend Liz." She smiled at him again. "Now, what's the trouble?"
Jerry, aided by a little too much beer and Anya's pretty smile, couldn't help himself. He spilled his guts, telling her of his aunt's visit and his mother's illness. He told her how he tried to see his mom, but they just fought — like usual. He told her how he and his mom had fought, practically since his dad died.
Anya smiled sadly, then glanced at Liz. She nodded, briefly, then turned back to Jerry, the sad smile still present. "You know, you really have to come to terms with your mother. Before it's too late." Liz nodded her agreement.
Jerry scowled. "I tried," he protested. "It just ain't gonna work!"
Anya smiled knowingly at Jerry, then reached into her purse. She pulled out a business card and handed it to Jerry. "I think I can help. Meet me here tomorrow."
Jerry took the card from her outstretched hand. "Bikini Beach," he read. He looked up at Anya, confusion written on his features.
"Okay?" Anya asked insistently. Jerry finally nodded.
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Jerry parked his beat-up Cavalier and climbed out, still confused. He slammed the door, but gently; from the appearance of the car, a sudden shock might cause parts to fall off. A slight hiss sounded from under the hood, and a faint wisp of steam slipped through a crack and headed skyward. Beneath the car, a colorful mixture of green coolant, black oil, and red transmission fluid was starting to pool on the asphalt.
Anya smiled from within the ticket booth. "I'm glad you made it," she said. She pushed a card toward him.
"What is this about?" he demanded, his mind whirling with confusion. "I thought you said..."
Anya smiled again. "That I could help you with your mother? Uh huh." She extended the ticket. "Just go enjoy yourself and relax for a while. It'll help you get a different perspective."
Jerry frowned, then he took the ticket and shrugged. "Okay, if you want to give me a free pass .... But I don't see how that's going to help."
"Trust me. It'll help more than you can imagine," Anya said with a grin.
Jerry shrugged and walked into the park, into the men's locker room. A short time later, a scream sounded within the locker, a sound that was inaudible outside the walls due to special soundproofing. But Anya heard it. She was waiting by the door when a frightened-looking girl emerged from the room, one arm clasped across her bare bosom, her eyes darting about nervously. They fixed on Anya. "What the hell is going on? What have you done to me?" The voice echoing in the girl's ears was strange, and her eyes widened at the sound. The girl seemed confused by herself; she was about five-five, and quite trim, weighing perhaps one hundred twenty pounds. There was an athletic tone to her body; trim and lithe and not showing any fat. Her curves were feminine, without being too much so; the B-cup breasts she had her arm clasped over were pert and firm. The brown hair on her head cascaded to her shoulders, ending in a neat flip hairstyle. Her bangs were neatly trimmed, falling just over her eyebrows. Her features were soft and feminine, in a nice girl-next-door sort of way. Her big brown eyes, which would have been her best features, were now filled with uncertainty and fright.
Anya put her hand on the girl's arm. "Calm down, please, Jerry."
The girl's eyes narrowed. "You know who I am? You know what happened to me?"
Anya smiled. "Of course," she said. She pulled a bikini top from seemingly nowhere, and handed it to Jerry. "Put this on, please. My grandmother gets very upset with topless sunbathing." Anya helped Jerry tie on the bikini, then led her back into the locker room.
Anya sat on one of the benches, and pulled Jerry down. "It's kind of hard to explain."
Jerry frowned. "How about trying?" She flinched from the sound of her own voice.
"This place is ... magic." Anya watched Jerry, and saw a flicker of understanding. "That's right. Wizards and spells and magic. This is a retreat for women, a haven from ogling and leering men. The magic transforms men into girls."
Jerry frowned. "So what good does that do?"
Anya opened the locker Jerry had put his things in. He handed a purse to the girl. Jerry frowned, then took the purse and opened it. He found keys, just as he expected. A wallet. Cautiously, Jerry opened it. "Jacqueline?" he mouthed, astonished.
Anya smiled. "When the magic worked, it rewove the fabric of reality. In this reality, you've always been Jacqueline — Jackie."
"Student ID? Money?" Jackie was astonished. "What's going on here? Why did you change me?"
Anya bit her lip. "Your mother is dying. And Jerry, you can't get close to her. Even if you wanted, she won't let you. There's too much bad blood between you. But as Jackie — there's a chance."
Jackie frowned. "I think I understand. At least some of it." She looked down. "But I'm not sure I can do it." She looked at Anya. "How long am I stuck like this?"
"One week," Anya said evenly. This was the tricky part — if he could accept being Jackie for a week, he had a chance. "Now, why don't you go out and enjoy the park for a while? Relax, get some sun, have some fun."
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Jackie woke abruptly and sat up. She winced as she did; she remembered being out with some people the night before. Jackie felt the pounding in her head, and wondered how much she had drunk. "What a dream," she said softly, to herself. She clutched at her head, and came up with a fistful of matted brown hair. Jackie's eyes widened as she pulled the long hair in front of her face. She stared at the long strands, at the fine fingers holding the hair. Her eyes widened. She closed her eyes, then opened them again. The hair was still present. Slowly, fearfully, she lowered her eyes.
The scream was muffled, but it was present, and very female in tone. Jackie stared wide-eyed at the breasts poking from her bare chest. "It wasn't a dream," she said softly, almost reverently. "It was ... real!"
The phone interrupted her amazed reverie. She lurched off the couch, and clutched her head as it throbbed in pain. Slowly, so as not to stir up any more of the painful pounding, she stepped over to the table and picked up the phone. "Hello?" she said softly. "Uh, hi Aunt Ruth." She listened for a few moments, then she nodded slowly. "Okay, I'll try. Bye."
Jackie stood, her hand resting on the phone, trying to comprehend what was going on. Aunt Ruth had acted as if she'd always been Jackie. Was she the only one who remembered Jerry? She glanced around, really seeing the apartment for the first time since she awoke. It was — neat. Tidy. There was no pile of garbage around the garbage can. There were no dirty clothes strewn about the floor. The carpet was clean, and the sunlight filtering through light colored curtains made the place look almost cheery. Unlike Jerry's apartment, which was perpetually in twilight, dark and gloomy to match his mood.
Jackie poured a glass of juice, surprised at how well-stocked the refrigerator was, then went to the bathroom. A flushing sound echoed through the open door, followed by some muffled cursing. Finally, Jackie came back, clutching some aspirin. She swallowed them, then washed them down with the juice.
Jackie glanced around, wondering what she was going to wear. But when she looked, she found the dresser full of feminine clothing. Clean clothing, unlike Jerry's. She picked up a bra, staring at it like it was a snake, wondering how she was supposed to wear it. But then, when she quit thinking about the 'how', she put it on as if she'd done it a million times before. Without thinking, Jackie picked out a skirt and knit shirt; the dresser and closet were both adequately stocked with clothes that were not only clean, but also not nearly worn out, as Jerry's wardrobe had been. She slipped on her panties, the shirt, and the skirt. Automatically, Jackie picked up a pair of pumps, and as she slipped them on, she realized that the actually matched her outfit. With an ease that belied her recent change, she walked on the inch and a half heels like a pro. Something in her mind told her that she needed to brush her hair, curl it a bit, and then put on some makeup.
Still amazed at how much she'd accomplished without even thinking about it, Jackie closed the door behind herself and locked the apartment. She turned, and stopped, stunned. She glanced around, and realized that she didn't recognize the place. She stood on the second floor landing of a reasonably nice apartment complex; the cars in the lot were not the broken down hulks that had dotted Jerry's lot. The buildings of the complex lacked the peeling paint and falling gutters that Jerry had known. It was a nice apartment.
Jackie walked to where her car should have sat, and was momentarily confused. She didn't find a broken-down Cavalier; the change had somehow also transformed her car into a late-model Volkswagon Cabriole — about five or six years old, but in good shape. Shaking her head in astonishment, she crawled in, started the car, and pulled out of her parking lot.
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"Mom?" Jackie's voice was nervous, uncertain. She didn't know what to expect.
The old woman opened the door. "Jackie, I'm glad you got a chance to come over. Ruth said you might stop by." She shuffled painfully to one side of the doorway, her frail hand clutching at the doorknob. "Please come in. If you've got time."
Jackie felt her head spinning. This was unlike anything she'd every experienced with this woman — her mother. She nodded and stepped into the house.
Instantly, her nose was overwhelmed with a strong medicine smell. She followed her mother as the old woman shuffled into her living room. "Would you like some tea, dear?"
Jackie shook her head. "A b..." She caught herself; she'd started to request a beer. "Nothing, thanks." She eased into a chair, cautious, wondering what was going on. What was her mother up to?
"So how are your classes going, dear?" Mom smiled. "Still getting A's?"
Jackie's head spun, but she fought to keep from showing her confusion. Classes — was she in college? Yet another unexpected change? "They're okay."
Mom smiled broadly. "You always were smart. And how about boys?"
Jackie's eyes narrowed at that question. "Uh, not really."
"Jackie, you know I'm pretty bad, don't you?"
Jackie slowly nodded. "Aunt Ruth told me."
The old woman nodded slowly. "I'm glad you came by. There's something I need to say. I know it was tough, after Earl — your dad — passed away. I know you were very young, but I know it still had to hurt."
Painful memories swam through Jackie's mind; she felt a tear welling up in her eye. "Mom," she protested, hoping that her mother would stop this line of conversation.
"Jackie, please!" Despite her frail appearance, Mom's voice was strong and firm. "Let me finish. Please." She gazed into her daughter's eyes, until Jackie nodded. "I know I had to make some hard choices. I couldn't be at home for you; it was tough working two jobs to pay for a house and food and clothes. You had to grow up by yourself, most of the time." Mom swallowed, and Jackie saw a tear streaming down her cheek. "I know I wasn't there for you. I know you resent that I couldn't buy you a nice dress for your prom. I know you resent that we couldn't take vacations like your friends did. I know you were ashamed of our little house, while your friends lived in big houses, and got nice cars from their parents." Tears were streaming down the old woman's cheeks. "I wish you could have had more time for your friends, that you didn't have to work after school. I wish I'd been able to provide better for you. I wish I'd been a better mother. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me."
Jackie's jaw dropped. "Forgive — you? You want me to forgive you?" Her head spun. She tried to digest all that her mother had said, and failed. Jackie lurched from her chair and raced from the house, trying to escape before her mother could see the tears on her own cheeks.
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Jackie stared into her empty beer glass, tears still seeping from her eyes. She couldn't understand — her mother had asked for Jackie's forgiveness. But why? She didn't hear the two girls coming up to the booth; it wasn't until the girls had slid into the seat that Jackie even realized they were there. She looked up, startled.
"Thought you could use some company," Anya said softly. Jackie stared at her, then dropped her gaze back to her empty glass. "So, how did it go?"
Jackie looked back up at Anya. "I ... I don't know," she said.
"What happened?" Anya asked.
Jackie stared for a few seconds. "I'm not sure. She invited me right in, and wanted to talk. She was asking about how I was doing."
Anya frowned. "And that's strange because..."
"Because she never gave a damn about how I was doing before," Jackie snapped. "She acted like I was a perfectly good little daughter, and that she could be my friend." Jackie frowned. "Why couldn't she have ever treated me like that?"
Liz smiled sadly. "What did you do with your mom — when you were a boy?"
Jackie's eyes widened, then she began. "Not much. She took me to plays and stuff — when she had a night off. Mostly, she left me alone."
Anya nodded. "And other boys that you knew — what did their folks do with them?"
Jackie's eyes narrowed; it was easy to see the anger simmering behind them. "They learned to play baseball. They built treehouses, and went sledding. Their parents took them to Disneyworld. Their dad's took them hunting, and taught them to shoot. They were in scouts. Stuff like that. Men things."
Liz nodded her head. "Normal boy stuff, right?" Jackie nodded, bewildered. "And you resented your mom because she wouldn't do those things with you?"
Jackie glared at her. "You don't understand!" she snarled. "I never got to do anything. And all the other boys called me names, teased me. Sissy boy, they called me! They wouldn't play with me, they beat me up all the time!" Her voice was angry again, a reflexive reaction to the bitter memories of Jerry's youth. Tears were streaming down her cheeks anew. She lurched to her feet, and ran from the club, her eyes burning with anger and confusion.
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Jackie lay in her bed, unable to sleep. What went wrong? Where did things go so wrong? Were Liz and Anya right — was she still blaming her mom for all her problems? Did she hate her mother — because of what she hadn't done for Jerry? And then a strange thought came to Jackie. Was her mother so distant because she didn't understand a boy? Was it that her mother didn't know how to relate to a son, didn't understand what he needed — which was a father? Was it that she tried, knowing that she didn't know what to do, but tried nonetheless?
Jackie remembered when her dad's brother visited once. He'd tussled Jerry's hair, and said he was just like his dad. Jerry had been twelve, and didn't like the comparison. But his mother — she seemed to recoil at Jerry being likened to his father. She hated the idea, it seemed. And that hurt Jerry.
By thirteen, Jerry had a record for vandalism. By fourteen, it was assault — he'd severely thrashed one of the kids who'd teased him. At sixteen, it was car theft and joyriding. Later that year, he tried to knife the principal, and got a handful of trouble. Not only was he expelled, but the state tried him as an adult, based on his past record. He was convicted, and spent six months in jail. With no high school diploma and a criminal record, his options narrowed considerably. Which led to a series of poor jobs.
Jackie slipped out from under the blanked at padded to her dresser. She flipped on a light and picked up an old, yellowed picture. She gasped at the figure — a tall, handsome man, neat in his appearance, smiling broadly as he stood with his wife in front of a tiny house. Her father. And then Jackie gasped. She mentally pictured Jerry without the mustache, with trimmed hair, without the chin stubble. And she saw just how much Jerry had looked like his dad.
"Oh, god!" Jackie gasped, her hand raising to her mouth. "Oh, god!" She dropped the picture, backing away quickly, stumbling and collapsing on the bed. She understood one thing. Jerry had never kept a picture of his dad, and so Jerry hadn't realized. But now, she did. Maybe - no probably - his mom had been so distant because he looked so much like his dad. Every time she gazed at her son, his mom must have felt anew the pain of her husband's loss. She was distant — precisely because it was too painful to get close.
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Jackie pulled up to the curb in front of her mother's house. Yesterday, she'd stayed in her apartment, crying and thinking. Aunt Ruth had tried to call; she'd left messages on the machine when Jackie didn't answer her phone.
Jackie pressed the doorbell. For an agonizingly long time, she stood, waiting. But there was no answer. She pressed the bell again. Still no answer. Jackie felt a surge of panic; something was wrong — horribly wrong. She turned, dazed, near tears, and walked back to the car. She knew she'd lost her chance. Something awful had happened to her mother, and she'd never forgiven her mother.
There was a note on the door. Aunt Ruth had taken her mother to the hospital; she'd taken a bad turn. Jackie felt a shudder of relief — she still might have time. She ran to her car and broke records getting to the hospital.
Jackie peeked around the corner of the door, and saw her mother lying in bed. An IV dripped slowly, methodically, while a heart monitor overhead traced eerie green lines across the screen. "Hi," Jackie said softly.
Her mother's eyes flickered open, then a sigh escaped her lips. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this."
Jackie came into the room, one hand held behind her back. "Aunt Ruth told me you were here. I thought you might like some company." Her mother's eyes closed, while a smile formed on her lips. Jackie pulled a vase of flowers from behind her back. "And I thought you could use some color to help brighten up the place."
Her mother smiled. "Thanks, dear. This place is a bit gloomy." She took a wheezy breath. "But this isn't like you. What gives?"
Jackie smiled. "I thought about what you said. About what's happened. I guess I didn't show you much gratitude, did I?" Jackie clutched her mom's hand. "I know you worked hard, and I know you tried your best. I guess I was being too selfish to realize how much you were trying."
The old woman clutched Jackie's hand tighter. Tears were flowing again. "I wish we had more time."
Jackie sobbed. "So do I."
The old woman opened her eyes. "You've got to run to classes, don't you?" Jackie squeezed her mother's hand, nodding through the tears. "I'll come back later."
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Jackie glanced cautiously into the room, and saw her mother lying still in the bed, the IV stand hanging with what looked like dozens of different bags, all dripping steadily into her veins. The heart monitor blipped silently over her head, tracing the irregular lines of a failing heart. An oxygen mask covered her face.
A doctor noticed her; she'd been called out of class, and they knew she was coming. The doctor moved quickly to intercept Jackie. He took her arm firmly and steered her back out of the room. Jackie felt a surge of panic.
"She's not going to ..." Jackie's words broke off, ending in sobs as the tears started to flow. She'd spent most of the last three days here — at least, when she wasn't in class. She'd even slept curled up in a chair one night. Jackie glanced up at the doctor.
The expression on his face spoke volumes. "Her heart is very weak," he said softly. "She doesn't have very much time left."
Jackie nodded slowly, trying to act dignified. "How long?"
The doctor shook his head. "It's hard to say. The cancer has spread, and it's putting a strain on her whole body." His eyes were sad at having to convey this news; no matter how often he did it, he seemed to feel the anguish of the family members each time. "Her heart is failing from the strain. But we just don't know how long. It could be tonight, it could be two weeks. We don't know."
Jackie nodded. "Thanks," she whispered. She wiped the tears from her eyes, then tried to compose herself. She marched into her mother's room, pretending that nothing was wrong. "Hi, mom," she said cheerfully.
The old woman's tired eyes opened. A derisive snort, muffled by the oxygen mask, greeted Jackie. "Can it, dearie. I know it's bad." She gasped a couple of deep breaths, sucking in the desperately needed oxygen. "I'm sorry I'm being such a burden," she said softly. Her eyes closed again. Jackie started bawling aloud.
**********
Jackie sat at her table, a book open, papers strewn about. She tried again to concentrate, but she just couldn't. Finally, in frustration, she got up and picked up the phone. She dialed a number, and listened to the phone ringing and ringing. When the answering machine picked up the line, Jackie slammed down the phone in frustration. She thumbed through a wad of paper, then dialed another number. This time, someone answered. "Liz? It's me. Jackie." She paused. "Can you come over? Please?" Another pause. "Thanks." She hung up the phone, then began to pace nervously. Finally, a knock sounded at her door.
Jackie opened the door quickly. "Liz," she said with relief, throwing herself around the visitor.
Liz responded to her hug, then ushered Jackie into the apartment and closed the door. Jackie sat down on the edge of the couch. "I'm sorry to bother you. It's just that ... well, things aren't going too good."
Liz grimaced. "Your mother?" she guessed.
Jackie nodded. Her eyes were puffy and red; she'd been crying a lot lately. "She's going to die soon." Jackie grabbed a tissue and wiped her eyes quickly. "I tried to call Anya, but she wasn't home."
"Have you and your mom made peace with each other?" Liz asked cautiously.
Jackie nodded slowly. "Thank you for helping me with that."
"It's hard, isn't it," Liz said softly. "Losing someone."
Jackie wiped another tear. "You wouldn't understand."
Liz sighed, and her face bore the expression of years of wisdom and experience. "You'd be surprised at how many loved ones I've lost," she said sadly. "It's hardest when you haven't had a chance to say goodbye, or to say I love you."
Jackie started to protest, but then she saw Liz' face. There was something there — a pain and sorrow of loss etched on her features, a pool of grief in her eyes. "It hurts," Jackie said finally. "And I want it to stop hurting."
Liz held Jackie's hand. "I wish I could tell you it'll be better. But I can't. It never stops hurting. But eventually, you remember the good things more than the pain." Jackie dabbed her eyes again. "So what are you going to do?"
Jackie seemed startled by the question. "I guess I want to stay like this. At least until it's over."
Liz smiled, then reached for her purse. She extracted a card and handed it to Jackie. Jackie took it, looking surprised. "Anya said you'd need this. It's another week pass."
**********
Jackie steeled herself and slipped into her mother's room. Her mother was awake, but the breaths she was drawing were labored and ragged. Jackie winced at the pain evident with each drawn breath. She glided to the bed and took her mother's hand.
"I'm glad you're here, dear," the frail old woman said, wincing at the pain of speaking.
"Don't say anything, Mom," Jackie protested. She hated seeing the suffering when her mother tried to speak.
"I wish I could have made things better for you," she said. "I know how much you needed a father. I know how much you needed me around, and I couldn't be there."
Jackie felt the tears starting again. "Mom, you did your best. Look how I turned out." She wiped her eyes. "I tried to make you proud of me."
The old woman smiled. "You know I am." She shut her eyes and rested a moment. "Get my purse out of the drawer, dear."
Jackie glanced at the dresser, then began to search the drawers. In the bottom one, she found the purse. "I've got it."
The old woman smiled. "There's a small box in it. Please get it out."
Jackie opened the purse, then located the box. It was small and nondescript, holding who-knows-what.
"Open it."
Jackie lifted the cover from the box. A gasp escaped her lips when she saw the object inside. Carefully, disbelievingly, she lifted a silver bracelet out of the box. Its design was Celtic, the intricate knots woven together in a pattern that matched the links, giving it the appearance of a fluid, living piece of jewelry.
The old woman smiled. "Put it on, please." As Jackie started to comply, the old woman continued. "It was given to me by my grandmother, who got it from her grandmother before." She paused, closing her eyes to rest a moment. A cough racked her body. Finally, she opened her eyes. "I was hoping to carry on the tradition, to give it to your daughter." She closed her eyes and rested again. "I guess you'll have to do it yourself."
Jackie felt streams flowing down her cheeks. "It's beautiful," she said.
"Promise me. You'll give it to your daughter."
Jackie nodded. "I promise," she said softly, fighting to keep from bawling aloud.
"Sometimes, I wondered if you knew how much I loved you, dear," she said between breaths. "You know I would have loved you no matter what.
"Even if I disappointed you?" Jackie asked softly.
The old woman paused to cough. It took several seconds for her to regain enough strength to talk. "You could never disappoint me," she said.
"Mom," Jackie's voice was cracking, "you did a fine job. It wasn't easy for you, I realize now. But you did just fine."
Jackie's mother lay back. Her eyelids closed, but beneath the oxygen mask, her lips formed a smile.
**********
Jackie sat in the chair, her eyes reddened. A wad of tissues littered the floor, all damp from tears. Across the room, the doctor stood over the bed, his stethescope pressed against the chest of the old woman. Finally, he lifted, allowing the scope to dangle against his chest. He turned to Jackie, shaking his head. She already knew the answer he would give; the heart monitor had gone flat moments earlier.
"I'm sorry," the doctor said simply.
Jackie felt the anguish rising, like a flood, to drown her. She turned and collapsed into the arms of Aunt Ruth.
**********
Liz and Anya walked slowly, one on either side of Jackie. All were dressed in black, and Jackie was sobbing, reaching up frequently with a tissue to dab away tears. Around them, a small number of people, mostly in black, slowly dispersed from the grave. A few sympathetic souls stopped, offering condolences to Jackie, then hastening on their way, unsure what else to say on this most sorrowful of occasions.
"Are you going to be okay?" It was Aunt Ruth. Like Jackie, she was crying, having lost her only sister.
Jackie wrapped Aunt Ruth in an embrace, tears staining the shoulder of Ruth's dress. Finally, the sobs ebbed, and Jackie stepped back. "If you want, you can stay with us for a while."
Jackie nodded. "Thanks. I think I'll be okay, but..." She left room to take up her aunt on the offer — if it got too painful.
The trio of girls walked to Liz' car. Anya crawled into the back seat, and Liz helped Jackie in the passenger side, then climbed behind the wheel. She started the engine, then glanced at Jackie.
Jackie sat, her seat belt fastened, her arm stretched in front of her. Her gaze was fixed on the silver bracelet which adorned her right wrist.
"Are you okay??" Anya asked cautiously.
Jackie continued to stare at the bracelet. "I don't know," she answered softly. "But I want to say thanks," she said. You gave me a second chance. To patch up things with Mom, to mend things. To undo some of the mess I made of my life." She watched as the intricate links of the bracelet twisted. "I guess it's my choice now, isn't it?"
"So what are you going to do?" Liz asked.
Jackie pressed her lips firmly together. She stared at the bracelet, lost in thought. Finally, she looked up and smiled. "Can we go by the bank?" she asked. "I need to get some money. To buy a membership at the park. You see, I have a promise to keep. A promise to my mother."
FIN
Bikini Beach: A Punk's Story
By Ellie Dauber
Copyright 2000
When Felicia Ormand invited the cocksure Frankie DiAntonio to spend the day at the water park, Frankie thought that his luck was in. After all, he knew there'd be less competition there - less than he realized. He didn't know what "A Wonderful Life" he was about to fall into.
This is the sequel to "Bikini Beach: Purse Snatchers."
Bikini Beach: A Punk's Story
By Ellie Dauber
Copyright 2000
By the time we came back after the Memorial Day break, the school year's just about over. Sure, there were a couple weeks left — and the exams, but who worries about them? Me, I was thinking about the summer, three months to have fun and raise hell.
It looked like the fun was starting early. It was just a couple of days after we got back. I was walking around, looking for Bill Gerhart. Bill was just a guy I knew, but he said that he had an idea that could make us both some money. I was about to give up on him and see if I could find anybody else that might have something going, when I heard somebody call my name.
"Frankie! Frankie D, wait up!" It was Felicia Ormand. She was one hot babe, dressed in a short white dress that was short enough to give a real good look at those long legs of hers and tight enough to show off her luscious curves. And believe me, I looked. She flashed me a smile, and I wondered what else she could do with those lips — and tongue — of hers.
"Hey, Felicia," I said. "What's up?"
"You are, I think," she said with a giggle looking down quickly at my crotch. I was surprised. That didn't sound like the "good girl" that Felicia usually was. Maybe she'd decided to stop acting like such a prim little stuck-up. "I was wondering if you could maybe do me a little favor."
"A favor? Sure, I'd be glad to." Nothing like having a babe owe you a favor.
"My, umm, car's stuck in the shop, and I was wondering if you could maybe give me a lift someplace after school."
"No problem. Where you going?"
"You know that water park, Bikini Beach? I'd like a lift over there."
"Yeah, sure. I've been meaning to check the place out anyway." That was for sure. If the girls there were half as pretty as the ones in the ads, it was a place any red-blooded guy would want to be.
Felicia smiled like she'd just won something. Damn! I always figured that she wanted me. Maybe I'd been right. "Tell you what," she said, "I'm a member. You take me out there, and I'll treat you to a pass."
"You're on. Meet me in the north lot after school." She definitely wanted me.
"Okay, see you then." She hurried off. I stood watching her ass sway until she turned a corner. Then I went to find Gerhart. The little creep owed me twenty bucks.
* * * * *
It was a short drive to Bikini Beach. As I drove through the afternoon traffic, I kept an eye on Felicia. Some girls are impressed — maybe even turned on a little — by the way a guy handles a car. It makes them wonder how they are at handling other things, if you know what I mean. She was looking at me real weird, like she had something in mind. I was hoping that it was to have some "fun" together in the park — or maybe on the ride home after. After a while, though, her smile began to get to me. It was like she had some kind of secret, and it was a secret that I wasn't gonna like.
I pulled into an empty spot near the entrance. Felicia was out of the car almost before I stopped. "I'll be right back," she said and ran over to the gate.
When you live in an oceanfront town — and, especially, if you like to party — you keep a spare pair of trunks and a towel in your car. I got mine out and started towards the gate. She was back over in a minute, carrying something in her hand. "Here it is," she said, handing me a pen and a purple piece of cardboard about the size of a playing card. "I got you a pass. Just sign your name, and we can go in."
I looked at the pass. "One Week Pass To Bikini Beach Issued To" with a line for my name. "One week," I said. "That's a lot for one little favor." It was generous. Maybe I was wrong to be suspicious of her.
"Oh, believe me," she said. "It's not half of what you deserve."
"Okay," I said and signed my name. I guess I really had impressed her. She wanted me — bad.
We went into the park. The girl at the gate was a very pretty redhead a few years older than me. She greeted Felicia by name and smiled when I flashed my pass. This place just got better and better. Felicia headed to the Women's Locker Room to change. I headed to the Men's. It was a lot smaller. 'Good,' I thought. 'Less guys means less competition.'
I found an empty locker and changed into my surfer's "baggies." I looked pretty good in the mirror near the door. I'm not tall, but I work out with weights, so I'm in good shape, lean with a lot of toned muscles. "Look out, Felicia," I said out loud and tried the door.
It was locked; some kind of electronic lock from the look of it. For a second, I thought about the set of lock picks hidden in the trunk of my car. Then I noticed the sign on the door. "Please remember to shower before leaving locker room" and below it in smaller print, "Health Department Regulation."
'Cute,' I thought. 'The door's rigged not to open until the showers run. Okay, I'll play.' I walked over and turned on one of the showers.
It felt real good, like that shower massager Angie Torrantino had at her house. I thought about Angie, and about what we'd done a couple of times in that shower, and I felt my trunks get a little tight. 'Down, boy,' I thought. 'Save it for when you're alone with Felicia.' I closed my eyes and let the shower hit my shoulders and back for a minute.
I turned off the shower and headed back for the door. 'No sense keeping Felicia waiting,' I thought. I noticed that my body was tingling all over — kind of like that feeling you get when your leg goes to sleep. It seemed to be the worst in my chest and my groin. I felt something wet slide down along my neck, and my hips — well, "hurt" isn't quite what it felt like. All of a sudden, I seemed to be walking kind of funny, too. I figured that I must have stayed too long in the shower, but it had only seemed like a couple of minutes.
I got a surprise when I got near the door. A girl was standing there topless, wearing only a high-cut green and gold bikini bottom that made her legs look even longer. She looked Italian — in fact, she looked a lot like my cousin, Rosa, only my age, not 12. She had beautiful dark eyes and full lips. Her dark brown hair was a wet tangle of curves that hung down past her shoulders. She had a great figure, too, but those tits — those beautiful tits. They were 36-C, maybe -D even, pillowy things with dark nipples that just begged to be played with.
I stared at the girl for a moment and saw her lick her lips and stare back at my own chest. I looked down. Holy shit, what were her tits doing sticking out from my chest? I'd been looking in a mirror. I was the girl.
"You can wear this top today," a voice said, "but I'd suggest that you wear a one-piece suit the next time you come."
I spun around. There was a short, elderly woman standing there holding a green and gold bikini top that it perfectly matched the bikini bottom that my "baggies" had somehow become. Felicia was standing next to her in a smoke gray tankini, a tank-topped bikini, with the same weird smile as before. "Surprise," she said.
I grabbed the top and put it on. After I got it on, I realized how easily I'd done that. "What did you do to me," I insisted. "And why?"
"Let's just say that it's something I owed you from a previous life," Felicia said. "This place is for women only." She gestured at the old woman. "This is the owner, by the way. The only way that a guy can get in is by changing into one."
"So when I leave, I change back?"
"Sorry," the old lady said. "The change is for the length of the pass, plus a few hours."
"A week! I can't be a girl for a week. You better change me back, lady. When my Pop finds out, he'll come out here with a few of his friends and — "
"Do absolutely nothing," the old lady said confidently. "Tell me, dear, what's your name? Your full name."
"My name? Okay, I'm Francesca Maria — no, that's not right. It's Francesca, Fran... ces... ca... Ma... ria. You stop this, lady. I'm a girl, not a girl, darn it. Francesca — oh, the heck with it."
"You're Francesca Maria now, Frankie. In fact, as far as everyone except the three of us — and my granddaughter, Anya, of course — is concerned, you've always been Francesca Maria DiAntonio. For the next week, you'll live the life you'd have led if you'd been born a girl because, in this new reality, that's exactly what happened."
"Be happy that it's just for a week, Frankie," Felicia said. "For a while, I was thinking about buying you a lifetime pass."
"L-Lifetime? That would mean that I'd - why, Felicia? What did I do to you that was so bad? We hardly know one another."
"Like I said, Frankie, it's something I owe you from a previous life."
"You mean you — you wasn't always you."
"Very good, Frankie. I knew you weren't as dumb as you looked when you were a boy. You got me — the old me — in a lot of trouble. It wasn't your fault that I was changed, but it wouldn't have happened if the old me hadn't been stupid enough to listen to you."
"So, then, you changed me to get even for what happened to you." Revenge I could understand.
"No, Frankie, in a strange way. I'm grateful. I'm a lot happier as Felicia. I thought I'd give you a chance at a better life, too."
"A better life? As a broad? Forget it. Just let me get my clothes, and I am so out of here."
"Very well," the old broad said. "Felicia, you'll have to dress, too."
"Why?" we both asked at the same time.
"Because in this new reality, Francesca doesn't have a car. It was Felicia that drove you both out here."
"No car? What are you talking about? I worked hard to buy that car and keep it going." A lot of hard work... and not all of it legal.
"Yes, dear, and at the sort of jobs that the new Frankie couldn't — or wouldn't do. Get dressed and see for yourself, if you don't believe me."
I ran back to the locker where I'd left my clothes. They were gone. There was clothes there all right — girl's clothes. I thought I might have gotten the lockers mixed up, but hanging from the hook on the inside of the door was my St. Francis medal. Mama gave me that medal a month before — before the cancer took her. I've worn it ever since.
Okay, it was my locker; it had to be, but the clothes were different. I could even see a bra on the shelf inside. "Where are my clothes?" I said.
"Frankie, dear, those are your clothes," Felicia said. "Why, I remember just a couple of weeks ago when we went shopping, and you bought that darling little blouse. You even said that I could borrow it sometime." She had that same satisfied grin on her face that she'd had when she handed me the pass.
I looked at the old woman. "C'mon, lady, this has gone too far."
"I don't believe that it has, Francesca," the old woman said, "but I can't stand here all day. I've a park to run. Either you get dressed and go home, or you come into the park. It's your choice." With that, she turned and walked out the door.
"I still can't believe that you did this to me, Felicia! I thought you kind of liked me."
"Actually, I do, Frankie. That's why I did it. In this reality, we're good friends." She smiled, a friendly smile, and took my hand. I suddenly realized that she was taller than me now. As a boy, I had six inches on her. "Look, you're already wet, and you're in a suit. Why don't you come into the park with me — for a while, at least?"
Pop always said, "When they've got you covered, there's no sense in fighting it." I shrugged. "Okay, but not for too long."
* * * * *
As much as I wanted to hate Felicia — and the park — I couldn't. It was just too much fun. Felicia took me — okay, she dragged me — to some kind of high waterslide. "The Pipeline", I think they called it. I've always liked those things, and the way it twisted and turned, this was one of the best I'd ever been on.
I did find out why the old lady mentioned wearing a one-piece suit. I went under water at the bottom of the slide, and my bikini top surfaced a couple of feet away from where I did. I didn't even notice until Felicia giggled and pointed at it, then at my chest. I looked down, shrieked, and then quickly looked around for the top. I swam over to where it was floating and hurriedly put it back on.
Felicia came over laughing and showed me when — and how — to hold onto my top, so it wouldn't come off when I hit the water. I climbed back up to the top and slid down again. Sure enough, it stayed in place. We went down that slide a couple more times, then moved on to some of the others. There was even one. "Pele's Race" with six slides, so we could race each other to the bottom.
We were climbing back up to have a second race, when I began to hear this nagging voice in the back of my mind. "Say, Felicia," I said aloud, "what time is it?"
She looked at her watch, one of those fancy diver's watches, "Almost 5, why?"
"I don't know. It suddenly seemed — oh, gee, I've got to get home."
I — the real, the male me — never had to worry about getting home from school. Pop always figured that I could take care of myself, and I'd come home when I got hungry. But now — whatever craziness was going on — something was telling me that I had to go home. Somebody was waiting for me, was expecting me to be there. It was a feeling that I just couldn't ignore.
"Are you okay, Frankie?" Felicia looked at me like she was really concerned.
"Yeah — I guess. Felicia, I don't know why, but something — something's telling me that I have to go home. Could you drive me there? Please?"
"Sure, Hon." Felicia smiled like she knew what was going on, but she didn't say a word. We climbed down from the slide's tower and headed back to the locker rooms.
It seemed weird going into the Men's Lockers looking the way I did, but that was where my clothes were. Only, they wasn't my clothes; they belonged to some girl. My jeans were pale blue now, instead of dark blue, a feminine cut pair of jeans with white lace on the pockets. Somebody had even patched that rip on the pocket where I'd caught them on a nail. All of a sudden, I had a picture in my mind of me — the new me — sitting on a chair with my pants and a needle and thread. I was the one who'd patched my pants.
This was definitely took much to take, and I sat down on a bench to clear my head. Then I heard that voice in my mind again. "Go Home." I stood up and peeled out of my bikini as quickly as I could.
I'd have liked to go over to the mirror; to take a good look at my new body. From what I'd seen before, I was really a babe. I thought about checking out the plumbing — maybe taking the new bod for a quick "test drive", but that stupid voice kept saying, "No" and "Hurry." I sighed, watching my new boobs jiggle as I reached for a towel. Rushed as I was, I knew somehow that I should pat myself dry instead of rubbing like I was used to. I guess my new feminine skin was more sensitive.
I reached into the locker and pulled out a pair of yellow cotton panties; my old boxers, I guess. 'Kind of plain-looking,' I thought. I'd seen a lot of girls in — and out of — their underwear, and most of them, especially the ones as pretty as I was now, wore fancier, sexier stuff than these. For some reason, I felt a little frustrated, like I wanted to wear prettier undies, and somebody wouldn't let me. But who? I shrugged and stepped into the panties, pulling them up around my hips. It was weird. I got out a matching bra and put it on almost without thinking. It was like I'd been wearing a bra for years. I certainly needed one with these big new breasts of mine.
I sat back down on the bench and pulled on my jeans. I had to stand up and yank some to get them past my hips, though. I sat back down and put on a pair of light blue ruffled socks and a pair of medium blue sneakers. Yeah, just sneakers. I paid over 100 bucks for a pair of Nike cross-trainers, and now they were just a pair of regular girl's sneakers. Darn — oh, my — I just realized that I couldn't seem to curse any more. I still knew all the words. It just didn't feel right to be saying them.
I took the St. Francis medal out of the locker. It seemed a little smaller now, and it was hanging from a silver chain instead of the leather thong I was used to. I sighed and put it around my neck, lifting my hair, so it went underneath. The medal hung down to just above my breasts. It probably looked kind of sexy with the ruffled white peasant blouse I put on next. The blouse didn't look anything like the WWF T-shirt it had been that morning.
On an impulse — I don't know where it came from — I fixed the wide collar, so it was below my shoulders. Now I definitely looked sexy. I walked over to the mirror and turned posing. Man, I was hot! I saw myself smiling. A part of me wanted to be this sexy babe. Another part shuddered at the thought. Even so, I didn't pull the collar back up.
There was a small purse in the back of the locker. Where had it come from? I took it out and hung it from my shoulder by the long strap. I reached in and pulled out a small tube of lipstick. I wasn't sure what to do, but my body seemed to know. I pursed my lips and moved the lipstick across them like a pro. A quick blot with a tissue from the purse, and I was ready to go.
Felicia was waiting for me outside. Her clothes hadn't changed, though I don't know why they should have. She smiled when she saw me. "You look great in that blouse, Frankie. I just wish... ." She stopped as if there was something more, but she didn't want to say it. "I wish you'd loan it to me sometime."
As we walked towards the lot, I remembered that I'd left my book bag in my car. If the car was gone, were my books gone, too? I didn't think it would be much of a loss, except that I'd have to pay for them.
"Right where I left it," Felicia said. Sure enough, her Chevy was parked in the spot where I'd left my car. We put our wet suits and towels in the trunk. My book bag — same design, but pink now — was there in her trunk, too. Felicia slammed the trunk lid and let herself into the locked car. She reached over and unlocked my door.
I opened the door and sat down on the front seat. Then I shifted my feet into the car. 'Just like a girl,' I thought, as Felicia started the engine, and we drove off. About ten minutes later, we pulled up in from of my apartment building.
I began to feel scared as I got out of the car. What was Pop going to say when he saw me like this? Felicia must have seen my expression. "Don't worry, honey," she said, reaching over to pat my hand. "Like Grandmother... that's what the lady at the park likes to be called... like Grandmother said, as far as anybody but you and me knows you've always been a girl. Just relax and go with the flow."
"Yeah, right," I said. I should still have been mad at her for what she'd done to me. Maybe it was magic; maybe it was just the shock of the change. I just didn't feel very mad. Felicia popped the trunk from inside the car, and I got out my stuff.
"I'll try to call you later," she shouted as she drove off. "Just go with the flow, like I said, and everything will be fine. You'll see."
A couple minutes later, I was letting myself into our apartment. 'At least now maybe I'll find out why I had to come home so early,' I thought. I looked around. The place still looked pretty much the way it had this morning. No, that picture of Mama wasn't on the table near the TV where it had always been. Instead, there was a picture of Pop, Nikki Sutton, and me. This me, the girl, only a couple of years younger. Pop had on a suit I didn't remember ever seeing him in before. Me and Nikki were wearing matching pale blue dresses. What was...?
"Frankie, there you are. I was beginning to get worried."
I spun around almost dropping the picture.
Nikki Sutton was a dame Pop had been dating for a while, fairly steady, too. She was in her mid-thirties, but she had a figure that always made her look a lot younger, lots of tight, ripe curves in all the right places, and a mass of thick brunette hair that framed her face. She worked at Samuelsohn's Department Store, in the dress department, I think. She also did a little modeling for them sometimes.
At least, that's how I remembered her. She still had those great breasts, but now she had quite a little beer belly on her. No, that wasn't it. She — holy cow — she was wearing a maternity blouse. She... she was pregnant! "Nikki, I, ah...”
"I thought you said that you were going to try calling me 'Mom.'" She smiled and gently patted her belly. "You don't want to be confusing your new little brother or sister, do you?"
"I... I'm sorry, umm, Mom. You, ah, startled me."
"I guess we're even then. You had me going, too. You're almost never this late getting home from school."
"I, uh, went swimming with Felicia Ormand."
"Well, I suppose, on a hot day like this, it was okay, but you really should have called. I expect you home to help me with supper."
Supper! Is that what was bothering me? I had to go home to be "Suzie Homemaker" with my — my pregnant stepmother? For that matter, how did my being a girl get me a stepmother in the first place?
"I'm sorry," I said. "We, umm, were having so much fun that, well, I guess I lost track of time."
"Well, you did manage to come home in time to help, so I suppose there's really no harm done."
She leaned over and kissed me on the forehead. "Go hang up your suit and towel. You can set the table, and then make some salad. We're having baked chicken."
"Okay," I said as I headed for the "guest" bathroom, just past the kitchen. There was a second bathroom in Pop's bedroom, so this one was mostly mine. It still was — for the new me. There was a bunch of bottles, moisturizers, creams, and whatever on the counter, as well as a pink Lady Schick electric razor where my old straight razor had been. I looked in the medicine chest; more stuff I didn't recognize — and a couple of things that I did: an opened box of Tampons and a bottle of Midol. 'Geez,' I thought, regretting my new inability to curse, 'I hope this change is over before my period starts.'
There was a couple of pairs of pantyhose hanging from the shower rack. They was dry, so I took them down and hung up my towel and the two pieces of my bikini.
I took the hose with me into my bedroom and tossed them onto my bed along with my book bag. My bed? My bed didn't have four posts and a white canopy on top. This one did. I looked around the room. The picture of Mama was on my dresser, which was now painted white. There was a tray of make-up and one of those stand-up jewelry boxes on the two sides of it.
There was a Backstreet Boys poster on the now pale blue wall where the nude Alyssa Milano poster had been. Bill Gerhart and I had downloaded the picture from some Internet site, printed up poster-sized copies, and sold them for fifty bucks each. My stereo system — that stone system that I'd gotten with the profits — was gone, too, replaced by a silly looking CD player with just a couple of speakers. Oh, yeah, and with an entirely different set of CDs, pretty boy bands that I would never have listened to, as myself.
The room was a lot cleaner, too; no clothes anyplace. The closet door was closed, but the short pink robe that hung where my plaid bathrobe had been told me more than I really wanted to know about what was inside. Gosh, that old woman was thorough, and, boy, did I ever want to curse!
"Hey, in there." Nikki was getting impatient. "You've got chores, remember."
"Sorry," I said without thinking and hurried to the kitchen.
"C'mon, Hon," Nikki said. "Your dad'll be home soon. Get going on the table."
I got three dishes out of the cupboard and put them around the table. Then, I folded paper napkins and put them by each dish, with a set of silverware on top of each napkin. It still didn't look right... glasses! I got three from the same cupboard as the plates and put one by each place. "All done," I said.
"Not yet, you're not. You forgot the bread and butter. I just got fresh rolls. They're in that paper bag on the counter."
There was a small straw basket in a corner by the toaster. I grabbed a cloth napkin from a drawer and opened it out over the basket. Then I tossed in the rolls, covered them with the ends of the napkin, and put it in the center of the table. I got the butter dish out of the fridge and put it, and a butter knife, near the rolls.
'Wait a minute,' I thought. 'How the he-heck did I know how to do that?' I could set a table, I guess. Everybody knows that; plate, napkin, knife, fork, spoon. But that business with the rolls, I — the old me — had never done anything like that. How had I known what to do and where everything was? Worse, maybe, why did I feel a sense of satisfaction about doing it?
"Hey, kiddo, there's still work to do. The peas should be done. Drain 'em and get 'em to the table."
Peas? I looked over to the stove. There was a covered pot on one burner, a whisp of steam leaking out from under the lid. I didn't know what to do, but my body did. I took the pot to the sink. There was a colander — and don't ask me how I knew the name of the thing — in the dish rack. I put it in the sink and carefully poured in the peas. While the water all drained out, I put on a couple of oven mitts that were hanging on a hook and got a serving bowl out of the dish rack. Two minutes later, the bowl of peas was in the center of the table melting the three pats of butter I'd put on them.
Nikki was taking the chicken out of the oven, when I heard the front door open. "Hey, what smells so good?" Pop was home. I braced myself for the explosion when he saw what had happened to me.
It never came.
"He walked into the kitchen and over to Nikki. "A beautiful wife and baked chicken; what more could a guy ask for?" He gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"How about a lovely daughter?" Nikki said. "Frankie was her usual big help."
"I know, I know," he said with a smile. "How are you, Cara?" Then — so help me — he leaned down and kissed me on the forehead. The kiss was bad enough, but did he have to call me "Cara"? It was a traditional nickname for girls in my family. Now, I was struck with it for the week.
How was I? I was mortified. Then it got worse. "Hi, Daddy," I said. Daddy! What was I saying?
"Go wash up, Dom," Nikki said. "Dinner will be ready in a minute." Pop left. Nikki used a pair of tongs to move the chicken onto a serving platter. Then she moved the oven rack and took out some potatoes that had been cooking on it.
Pop came back in just as Nikki put the platter on the table. I put the tray on the table. Nikki whispered "Thanks" under her breath, and we sat down to eat. Dinner was dinner. What else can you say? Nikki was a good cook. Pop asked some questions about how I was doing in school, and I gave him the same, "Okay, I guess" answer that I did on those rare occasions in the past when he asked the old me about school.
Then he asks how I'm doing about getting a summer job. A job? My plans for the summer, the ones I had when I was a boy, were to hang out and see what sort of interesting trouble I could find, maybe look for a fast buck or two. I was still thinking that way, I guess. Felicia said I'd only be a girl for a week. That meant that I'd be a boy again right about the time school ended. "Nothing definite," I said, deciding to just go along with whatever he asked about a job.
"Nothing definite," Pop says. "I thought that friend of yours — what's her name, oh yeah, Felicia. I thought Felicia had something lined up for you."
"Felicia?" Well, she'd said we were friends in this new reality.
"Yeah, Felicia Ormand. She was gonna get you a job with her father's company or something."
"No, Dom," Nikki said. "Frankie, didn't you say something about getting a job at that water park her friend Felicia belongs to. "Say, is that why you were out at that park with her today; to talk to them about a job?"
"A job — at Bikini Beach?" I almost choked on the piece of chicken I'd been eating.
"Hey, wait a minute," Pop said. "I don't want my little girl walking around all summer in a bikini, showing herself off and giving the boys ideas."
"It's not that kind of a place," I said, surprising myself. "It's a park for women only. There'd be no boys there to see me." What was I saying, and why did the idea of not being seen by boys make me feel just a little disappointed?
"They'd better not. I raised you up to be a good girl, and I want you to stay that way." He paused for a moment. "You sure there's no boys at that place?"
"Not a one," I said. At least not after they showered. What was going on? It was like I wanted to work there. And why was Pop being so protective?
"Dom," Nikki said. "I've heard about this place. Frankie's right. It is only for women. The owner's an old lady who built it as a place where women could go and not get leered at by men. I've met her and her granddaughter at the store. I sold the granddaughter a couple of blouses just last week. They seem like real nice people."
"Well, if you like them, Nikki," Pop said, "they must be okay. It's just — you know how I feel about Frankie. She's a good girl, and I want her to stay that way. I promised... Gina."
Nikki reached across and took Pop's hand. "I know you did, Dom, and I love you for what you've done to keep that promise, but Frankie's a big girl now. You can trust her."
"I do — I trust you, Cara," Pop said to me. Then he frowned. "It's the boys I don't trust."
"C'mon, Dom, remember back to when you were a boy Frankie's age."
"I do, Nikki, love," he laughed. "That's why I don't trust them."
Nikki made a sour face. Then she giggled and squeezed his hand.
* * * * *
After dinner, Nikki and I cleared the table and put the leftovers away. Pop put on a plain white apron, rolled up his sleeves, and did the dishes. I think that was as surprising as anything — and I mean anything — that had happened that day. When I was a boy, in the old reality, he wouldn't wash a plate until he couldn't find a clean one.
I went into the living room to watch "Sports Beat", a half-hour local show. Nikki came in and sat down next to me. "Is there a problem, Frankie? You usually start on your homework right after dinner."
"The year's almost over; we — I've got no homework." Actually, I did, but just a few problems from the business math course I was taking, simple stuff."
"Then there's more time to study for the finals coming up."
Finals? Yeah, they were coming, but who cared? "I've got plenty of time to start studying."
"What's the — oh, I understand. It's just after 7. If he hasn't called you by 7:30, you go hit the books. Deal?"
"Deal." I didn't know what else to say. 'He?' I thought. 'He who?' Great, that crazy spell not only turned me into a girl; it sounded like it had given me boyfriend, too. I tried not to think about it, but "Sports Beat" didn't seem to be as interesting as it usually was. I surfed through the channels and stopped at "Wheel of Fortune." It was a cute game, and I just loved the dress that Vanna — aww, why was I thinking like that? I closed my eyes for a minute, then I worked real hard concentrating on trying to solve the puzzle.
I almost had it when the phone rang. "Frankie," Nikki called from the kitchen. "It's for you. It's Mel."
The only Mel I knew was that wimp, Mel Haywood. He couldn't be my boyfriend, could he? Well, somebody named Mel was, and my body sure wanted to talk to him. I found myself jumping from the chair and all but running to the kitchen. I stopped at the door, and the voice in my head said, 'Catch your breath. Don't be too eager.' Great! Now it was giving me dating tips.
"Hello," I said, taking the phone from Nikki. She was smiling a — I hate to say it — a maternal sort of smile.
"Hi, Frankie," the voice on the phone said. "It's Mel. I — umm — didn't get a chance to talk to you after school." I recognized the voice. It was Haywood.
"Yeah, I, uh, went out to that park, Bikini Beach, with Felicia Ormand."
"I know. In fact, that's what I called about. Did you get the job?"
Did everybody know about this job but me? "I, ah, I think so. They said that they'd call and let me know."
"Aw, I'm sure you got it. The Boss is a pretty straight lady."
"Oh, and how would you know that?"
"I — umm, I've, ah, met her a couple of times. You know that I work after school for Ronnie Harris, the developer. She lives in a condo right across from the park. The Boss, the old lady who owns the park, is doing some kind of really big business deal with Ms. Harris. The whole office is talking about it. The old lady comes to the office a lot, and I've had to take papers out to her at the park a couple of times."
Something made me a little suspicious, but the story sort of made sense. Maybe it was just the way Mel was stammering. I decided to let it drop — for now. "So you think I got the job?" As if I wanted the job — or did I?
"I'm sure of it. I just wish I could get back — could get into the park to see how you look in a bikini. I'll bet you're really cute."
I wanted to ask him what he meant by "get back", but I was just so happy that he thought I'd look cute. "Well, you'll never know," I found myself saying.
"Maybe someday I will," he said. "It'll give me something to look forward to. In the meantime, how about if I take you out Saturday night to celebrate your new job?"
"Sure, but why wait till Saturday?" What the heck? Frankie the boy went out often enough on a weeknight, why shouldn't Frankie the girl?
"Frankie, did your dad change his mind? You said he'd never let you go out on a school night. You said he wouldn't even let you go out at all until about six months ago."
What! Since when was Pop so strict? He never had a problem with the old — the male — me staying out all hours any night I wanted. 'Better play it cool,' I thought. "No, he hasn't changed. I guess I'm just a little excited about my new job."
"Well, ask him after we finish talking, and let me know in school tomorrow, okay?"
"Okay, I guess."
"Great. Tell your dad that I'll pick you up about 7 — okay." He waited to see if I objected. "We can go to that club you like, umm, Shell Game, over on South Pier. They've got a new house band that I hear is pretty good." He paused again for my comment. The band was pretty good. Why not let somebody else pay for me to hear it? "Okay, then, and tell him that I promise to get you home by 11, just like he wants."
At least some things didn't change. Shell Game was a great place: live music, videos on screen, and a couple of rooms with all the latest video games. I, the old me, went there a lot. It was weird listening to Haywood planning out the evening for me, but a little bit of me — a very little bit — liked it. Listening to how strict my Pop was, now that was really strange.
We talked a while longer. Nothing important really, just the sort of stuff kids talk about on the phone so they can hear each other's voice. I was surprised how much I was enjoying talking to Haywood, to Mel, and how much I was beginning to look forward to seeing him in school the next day.
All of a sudden, I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around. Pop was standing there pointing at his watch. It was 7:58, over a half-hour since Mel had called. I nodded. "I think I'd better go now, Mel."
"Your dad doing his wristwatch routine?"
"Yep," I giggled. Giggled! "See you in school tomorrow. Bye."
"Okay, but don't forget to ask about Saturday. Bye." There was a click as he hung up.
"Sorry, Cara," Pop said. "but you do have homework."
"I know, Daddy." Rats, I'd said "Daddy" again "I was wondering, though."
"Yeah," Pop was smiling. He knew what was coming.
"Mel asked me to go out with him on Saturday; he said we'd go to that dance club, The Shell Game, and he'll pick me up here at seven and bring me back at eleven, and can I go, please, Daddy, please." It all spilled out of me in one excited breath before I could stop myself.
I'm not sure why I was so eager to go out with Haywood. Maybe it was curiosity about what it would be like to go out as a girl. Maybe I liked the idea of going out and having somebody else pay for everything. Or, maybe, just maybe, I was starting to think like a girl. I sure sounded like one, the way I had asked. I hoped it was some of each and not just that I was thinking like a girl.
Pop smiled, "Okay, okay. I like the Haywood boy. He respects you, and he's smart enough to know to have you to ask me first. They don't serve drinks at that place he wants to take you to, do they?"
"Only soda and bottled water." It was true. That was all they served, and they watched for anyone who tried to smuggle in anything stronger. I know; the old me had tried and been stopped at the door. You see, there was some trouble with some kids in town a while back. The city came down hard; they put in a curfew, even closed down a few places. Things were looser now, but that was partly because nobody wanted to give the city an excuse to do anything else.
"All right then," Pop said. "But you wait until tomorrow in school to tell him I said you could go. You've got homework. Scoot."
I felt so good, I — believe it or not — I actually kissed him on the cheek as I left. I headed for my room and actually started my homework. It was weird; I knew the stuff. Not knew it cold, but I seemed to understand it a lot better, even in the courses where I had been paying attention.
I finished the business math problems — I was still in the course — then pulled out my civics book. That was one course where I did pay attention. You can't beat the system, if you don't know the system. Only, now, I wasn't so cynical while I read the assignment. I was just — just enjoying reading, like I really wanted to learn the stuff.
About 9:30, I thought I heard the phone ring. A moment later, there was a knock on my door. "Frankie, Hon," Nikki said. "Felicia Ormand called. She says that it's important. You can have fifteen minutes, okay?"
"Okay, umm, Mom." What did she want? Was she calling to gloat? Then I remembered that she'd said that she would call. I put a pen in my civics book to mark the page, we and headed for the kitchen.
The phone was on the table. Nikki handed it to me. "Remember, Hon, fifteen minutes is all you get."
I turned as she started out of the kitchen and sat down on a chair by the table. "Hello, Felicia, what do you want?"
"Hey, is that any way to talk to a good friend? I just called up to see how you were handling things."
"Oh, just wonderful, considering everything that happened, that you made happen. Why did you do it to me, Felicia?"
"I told you. Payback."
"Yeah, I know, for something that I don't even remember doing."
"Exactly. Look, Frankie, we can go around like this for days, and it won't get you anyplace. You're stuck as a girl for the next week. What do you think of it so far?"
"What do I think? I'm a girl. My father's acting weird. He's married, and my stepmother's pregnant. Worst of all, I've got a boyfriend, and we're... we're going out on Saturday. What's not to like?"
"A boyfriend." She paused a moment. "Oh, yeah, you're going with Mel Haywood."
"What... what did you just do? How did you know that?"
"Everybody else's memories changed when you did. I was there, so I have to think for a minute to hook into the new memories. I have both sets. So do you. If you concentrate, you can remember growing up as a girl. Try it."
"I don't think I want to. It's, well, it's weird enough just being one now. I don't want to remember always being one."
"Actually, you can't help it. The memories will pop up if you need them to help you with stuff."
That explained the voice in my head. "I think they already have; a couple of times, in fact."
"See, and did it help with whatever was happening?"
"I guess, but it's still kind of spooky."
"You'll get used it to, and it won't happen often. Like I said before, just go with the flow."
"That's what you said this afternoon."
"Hey, look at it as a learning experience. After all, you'll be a boy again in a week. Think of what you'll learn about girls in the meantime."
"I suppose." She had a point. A guy who knew what girls liked, the way they thought, could make out like crazy. It was a great idea, though, somehow, a part of me felt embarrassed for the way I was thinking.
Ding! I heard a kitchen timer behind me. Nikki hadn't been kidding when she said fifteen minutes. She must have set it after she handed me the phone. I decided that I'd better "go with the flow."
"Felicia, I've got to get off the phone, now, and get back to my homework. My, umm, step-mom actually set a timer for this call."
There was silence for a moment. "I know. Your folks do that in this world."
Cripes, just how strict were Pop and Nikki? "Yeah, and she's probably waiting outside to make sure I get off the phone."
"Then go. I'll talk to you in school tomorrow. Bye."
"Bye." I hung up the phone just as Nikki came into the kitchen.
She saw me hang up the phone and smiled slightly. "Have a nice phone call, Hon?" She went over to the sink and poured herself a glass of water. There were some pill bottles nearby. She took a couple out of one bottle, popped them in her mouth, and drank the water. Then she saw me looking at her. "A little something Dr. Pearce gave me to help with the pregnancy."
"Dr. Pearce? Are you okay?"
"Let's just say that there have been easier pregnancies. That's why I'm so grateful for all your help around the house."
No wonder I felt such a need to get home. It wasn't just a chore. Nikki was depending on me. 'Okay,' I thought. 'I like her, I guess I can put up with this for a week.'
"Frankie, much as I'd like to sit here and talk to you, you've got homework and studying to do. You'd better get to it."
"But...” I wanted to stay there, maybe get more of an idea of what my life was like in this reality.
"No stalling, Hon." She pointed towards the door. "Get going."
"Okay," I said with a sigh. "I'm going." I got up and headed back to my room. I finished the civics assignment and read a couple chapters of the Business English course. I was working my way through the assignment for a science course I hadn't been taking before — oceanography, an easy read for a kid who grew up two miles from the beach, when there was a knock on my door.
"Frankie," Nikki said through the door. "It's almost 11:30, time to go to bed."
"Okay, Nik... Mom." The word came almost automatically. "Goodnight."
"Not so fast, Cara." It was Pop. "I expect a kiss good night."
I caught myself smiling. I loved Pop. I always had, but he hadn't acted so, well, so much like a father in years. I've got to admit, I'd kind of missed it.
I opened the door. He and Nikki were standing there holding hands and smiling at me. Without thinking, I threw my arms around Pop and kissed him — on the cheek, but it was still a kiss. "G'night, Daddy," I said, using that stupid name. Then I reached over and gently hugged Nikki. "Goodnight... Mom." I kissed my two fingers and reached down to touch her stomach. "And goodnight to you, too, kiddo."
I felt totally creeped out; the way I was acting like a girl, I mean. Then maybe the weirdest thing of all happened. As I touched Nikki's stomach, I felt something hit my fingers. I pulled my hand back like I'd touched a hot stove and let out a surprised "Yeep!"
Nikki gently rubbed the spot. "It's okay, Frankie. Your little brother or sister is just saying good night the only way he or she can."
"You mean that was him... her... whatever?"
"Uh-huh. Want to try again?"
I was still nervous, but I was curious. I put my hand, oh, so gently back on her stomach. I didn't feel anything for a minute or two, then something pushed back against my fingers. "I felt it!" I said almost whooping with delight.
"I think that both my kids are up too late," Pop said. Then he turned to me. "And you, Cara, are old enough to know better."
"I guess," I said. "'Night everyone — and, umm, Mom, thanks."
Nikki was beaming. "Good night, dear."
I closed the door and went back to the bed. I put all my books and papers in the book bag and stuck it on a chair. Gee, it was heavier now, or I was a lot weaker as a girl.
I took of my blouse and tossed it into a half-filled laundry hamper that was in a corner by my bed, its lid leaning against it; for dirty clothes, I guessed. I unhooked my bra without even having to think about it and tossed it. I kicked off my sneakers and wriggled out of my jeans. They went in, too.
I looked around, but there was no sign of any PJs. No, I was wrong. There was a pair in the hamper, half-hidden by my blouse. I went over to dig them out, but the voice in my head started going, 'Yew, ugh, dirty.' This I didn't need. I stopped and opened one of my dresser drawers. I pulled out a long green nightgown that looked like an overgrown T-shirt. I'd have preferred pajamas, but there weren't any in the drawer, just nighties — nightgowns. This one would be like sleeping in a T-shirt and shorts, something I — the boy me — did a lot on warm nights.
I put my arms into the, umm, sleep-T, a word I'd never heard before, but that I knew now. I raised my arms over my head, and let the T slide down onto my body. It felt kind of funny as the material slid past my bare breasts, tickling the nipples. I had to reach down and tug a little as it got hung up on my new, wider hips. The T slipped past them, stopping and swirling out just above my knees. I pulled my hair out from inside it and used some kind of green elastic thing to fix it in a ponytail.
I went into the bathroom and washed my face, using some kind of cold cream to take off the make-up, and brushed my teeth. In five minutes, I was back in my bedroom trying to get used to sleeping on my back. With my new — chest, it was the only way I could get comfortable. My hand brushed against my tummy, and I thought of Nikki — and of the baby kicking me. The last thing I remember was smiling and wondering what it would be like to be somebody's big sister.
* * * * *
I woke up to somebody knocking on my door. "Frankie, honey, it's time to wake up and get ready for school." Nikki? What was she doing here? I knew that she and Pop sometimes...
I suddenly remembered what had happened yesterday. Was it a dream? No, one look at the way my — my breasts were pushing out my sleep-T, and I knew that it wasn't. I climbed out of bed. Then — so help me -I leaned over and quickly pulled the sheet and blanket back into place, remaking the bed. Weird.
I took off the sleep-T and tossed it on the bed. I put on the robe that was hanging on my closet door, tied it, and headed to the bathroom.
When I got to the bathroom, I locked the door and took of the robe, hanging it on a hook on the door. I turned towards the sink and saw myself in the large mirror above the sink. Whoa, I looked hot! That green thingie in my hair had come loose and my hair trailed down over my shoulders, half covering one breast. Standing there in just my panty, I was every teenaged boy's wet dream.
I closed my eyes and opened my mouth just a little, so it looked like I was sort of pouting. "Hello, big boy," I said, half-giggling. "Do you like what you see?" What the heck was I doing? It was like I was enjoying being the sexy babe I saw in the mirror. I turned on the cold water and splashed some in my face.
I felt a little better — and not so turned on by myself. I stepped out of my panty and into the shower. I turned on the water — the cold water. I let out a yelp when it first hit me, but I let it run cold for a bit before I turned on the hot. I soaped up, being very careful about not rubbing the lather around on my breasts or near my groin. Then, just to be sure, I turned the water back to cold to rinse off. I was shivering when I got out of the shower, but I wasn't turned on anymore by what I saw in the mirror.
I dried myself, automatically patting myself, rather than rubbing. I sprinkled on some kind of unscented powder and used some deodorant. Then I put on the robe, brushed my teeth, and headed back to my room.
I hung the robe back on my closet door and got a pastel blue bra and panty set out of the dresser. Knowing where stuff was seemed to come automatically. It was weird, but at least I didn't hear the voice. Then, as I stepped into the panty, I suddenly thought about how plain-looking all of my underwear seemed. Again I wondered why, and this time I got an answer. 'Daddy,' said the voice. It sounded disappointed. What did Dad have to do with it? I decided to ask Mom — Nikki about it later. I had school to get ready for, though being so concerned about school was also something new.
I stepped into the panties and pulled them up around my waist. Man, did they feel different from my old cotton jockey shorts. I put on the bra again without really thinking about it. I pulled a pale blue blouse with a lacy trim around the collar out of a drawer and slipped it on. Now for the hard part, do I wear pants or a skirt? Pants, I decided; I wasn't ready for a skirt yet? I pulled out a pair of jeans that had the some lace trim on the pockets, trim that sort of matched what was on the blouse. It took a little work to get them past my hips. I had to yank some, but I managed.
After I put on socks and a pair of sandals with just a bit of heel, I checked myself out in the mirror. I looked pretty good. The outfit showed off my figure, but it wasn't tight enough to be a problem anyplace. 'Daddy,' came the voice again. I shrugged, figuring that I'd find out eventually.
I was about to leave, when I heard that stupid voice again. 'Make-up,' it said. It was right, I guess. I never saw a girl without it; even the plain ones used some. A little lip gloss, some blush for my cheeks, all of it going on as if I'd done it for years, and I was ready to face the day.
Dad was sitting in the kitchen with Mom, drinking coffee, when I came in. He looked sharp in a brown suit that I hadn't seen before. "You're up early, Daddy," I said without thinking. In my old life, he sometimes didn't come in from the night before until after I'd left for school.
"What are you talking about, Cara? Your Mom and I always leave for Samuelsohn's about the same time you leave to catch your bus for school."
"Samuelsohn's?" What was going on? Since when did Dad work at the store with Mom? I sat down and poured some milk into the cereal that was waiting for me.
"Yep, in fact, I've got a meeting at 8:45 with Jack Brenner. He wants to go over my proposal for the 'Off to College' campaign. If he buys into it, and I think he will, your old man will be in line to be the new head of "Men and Boys' Wear". What do you think of that, Cara?"
I thought that I was hearing things; my Dad a working stiff. It was crazy, but what wasn't right now? I decided to go along — "go with the flow — and try to figure it out later. "He'll like it, Daddy," I gushed. "I know he will." I meant it, too. After all, whatever was going on, he was still my Dad.
"I guess that makes it unanimous," Mom said.
"With confidence like that, I can't lose," Dad said with a big grin. He kissed Mom on the cheek and reached down to pat me on the arm. It felt nice, and I was smiling as I ate my breakfast.
* * * * *
Getting to school was — to make a bad pun — a real trip. I didn't have a car anymore, so I had to walk the two blocks between my apartment and the bus stop. I just got there in time. Luckily, the driver recognized me, so I didn't have to dig out my pass. He always gave me a hard time when I was a guy — before I got my car, I mean. Now, he opened the door and actually smiled as I climbed onboard.
I was surprised and turned to thank him. Only, when I did, I saw that he was staring at my butt. I was mortified. "What are you looking at, you old coot?" I said, glowering at him. I stormed down the aisle, while he muttered something about "rude kids."
I wound up sitting down next to Stacy Brenner. She giggled at what had happened. "What got into you, Frankie? You never had the guts to talk like that. Everybody knows that he likes to look at us. A few girls even dress up a little slutty just to tease him."
"Yeah," said Jeff Hogan, who was sitting next to Stacy. "One of these days, he's going to forget himself and touch one of you girls. Then we can get him fired for it."
"I-I hope so." I was a little shaky from what happened. Shaky? From just staring down some old letch? I must have been more girl than I thought, and I didn't like it.
I was a little uncertain about sitting there with Jeff Hogan. The old me never gave him the time of day. He was way too straight for anything that the old me might have wanted to try. And Brenner, well, she was cute — cute enough to have caught my male eye more than once. But the two of them had been together forever. It might have been fun to make a play for her, except she was as straight as he was. What was the point?
Now we're sitting together and talking like old friends. Worst of all, I was kind of enjoying it. There was some kind of girls-only party at Tina Feldman's that Friday. Stacy was going, and it seemed that I was, too. Jeff made a couple of lame jokes about how he and some of his friends were going to try to crash the party. 'Boys!' I thought, then I shook my head in disbelief at what I had just thought. How much of a girl had I become?
"Hey," Jeff said. "Mel will be there to protect you; only he will be one of the guys trying to get in." He laughed, and Stacy giggled and slapped at his arm. Me, I just felt so embarrassed. I looked around, but there was no sign of Mel. He must ride in on another bus. I felt — I don't know — I felt like I wanted somebody to protect me.
And there he was. As the bus pulled into the school lot, I saw Haywood leaning against a tree. He saw me and waved, and I, by reflex, I guess, waved back. He walked over as the bus stopped. "Hi, Frankie," he said as I stepped off. "What did your dad say?"
I had to smile. He was so eager. "He said, 'Yes', with the usual rules." I didn’t know what rules Dad might have, but, after last night, I was sure that he had some rules for any boy who might want to date me.
His smile got even bigger. "Great. I'll come by about a quarter of seven. That should give him enough time to grill me about the date while you finish getting ready."
"Umm, okay." Dad actually questioned the boys I went out with? Was this the same father who didn't even ask me what day I'd be home when I was a guy? It was hard to believe.
"Hey, did I hear that you two are going out on Saturday?" It was Stacy. She and Jeff must have hung around while Mel and I talked.
"Yeah," Mel said. "We're going to hear the new band at Shell Game."
"They're pretty good," Jeff said. "Stacy and I went last weekend. Hey, how about we double? I wouldn't mind hearing them again, and I know that Stacy liked them, too."
Mel looked at me. I wasn't sure what he was thinking, but I figured that I needed some sort of support for my first date as a girl. "Sounds okay to me."
"Done," Mel said. "And maybe Jeff and I can sneak away for a few minutes and try out that new Pirates' Cove video game they've got."
"Just watch out for the skeleton on level three," I blurted out. Oops! Now the three of them were staring at me. How did a girl like me know about the traps in a new video game? I knew because a boy like me — like I'd been — had been playing that very game with my cousin Vince, a few days before.
Vince! I tried to giggle and look sheepish. "At least that's what my cousin, Vince said. He, umm, couldn't stop talking about it when he, umm, came over a few days ago." Vince had been over the apartment on an errand, and we'd gone to the Shell Game afterwards. He was two years older than me — or any of the others — and he lived across town. They weren't very likely to know him.
"Sounds like a real gamer," Jeff said. "I'd like to meet him some time."
"Same here," Mel said. "I've gotten to the third level a couple of times, but I haven't run into the skeletons yet. I'd like to compare notes with him."
"Well, you boys won't be playing it on Saturday," Stacy said firmly. "The idea of a date is for the boy to pay attention to the girl he's with, not to run off and feed quarters to some dumb video game."
Jeff cocked an eyebrow and raised Stacy's hand as if he was going to kiss it. "And just how much attention should I pay to you, my dear?"
She giggled. "Oh, about what you're doing now; that's pretty good." Before anyone could say anything else, the five-minute warning bell rang.
"See you at lunch," Mel said to me. He gave me a little kiss on the cheek and ran for the south entrance to the building. I stood there for a moment, smiling and lightly touching my cheek where he'd kissed it. Then I grabbed my book bag and ran for the east entrance, where my first class was.
* * * * *
I'd checked my schedule the night before. A lot of kids taped theirs in their notebooks during the first week of school. Frankie-girl, it seemed, was one of them. I was mostly in the same classes as before.
Only now, it was different. I didn't spend half the time in class daydreaming about some girl or planning some new scam. I was paying attention. I enjoyed the classes, and I even found myself participating. In fact, when somebody in the back of the room made a wisecrack, just the sort of joke the old me might have made, I actually felt a little annoyed at him for disrupting things.
Like so many other things, I decided to "go with the flow," like Felicia said. It occurred to me that I'd be a girl while I was taking my final exams. It might be nice to get a grade higher than D or the very rare C for a course; kind of a payment to make up for having to be a girl in the first place.
The big pay-off, though, came right before lunch, or so I thought. Having fourth period gym always gave me a chance to work up an appetite for my fifth period lunch. Today, though, I wasn't thinking about food. I was thinking about getting naked with the other girls — other girls? — in my gym class.
At our school, the boys' and the girls' gym classes work out at opposite ends of the same big gym. I knew that there were some real babes in my new class: Susie Shay, Felicia, and, best of all, Janie Serrano. Janie looked like a younger version of her aunt, Ms. Serrano, the gym teacher. Ms. Serrano looked enough like Lucy Lawless that her nickname around the school was "Xena", though never to her face, of course. I figured I was in hog heaven.
I figured wrong.
By the time I walked into the girls locker room, there were a half dozen naked or near naked girls standing around. Nothing. 'Darn,' I thought, 'I'm no more interested in looking at these girls than the old me would have been at looking at a bunch of naked guys.' Then I felt my body tingle a little, and I realized that the new me might be interested in looking at some naked guys.
I shook that thought out of my head, as I realized that I was interested in the girls — or rather, in what they were wearing. I was in that plain cotton bra and panty set. A few of the other girls — other girls? — anyway, a few of them had on the same sort of plain undies, but most of them were wearing a lot fancier and a lot sexier stuff: panties and underwire bras trimmed with lace, lycra bras so sheer that you could see their nipples and areola, thongs barely wide enough to cover their vaginas. A couple of girls were even wearing garter belts and stockings instead of panty hose.
I actually felt a little embarrassed to be seen in such old-fashioned underwear. 'Daddy,' the voice said. I was definitely going to ask Mom about it. I switched my regular bra for a sports bra, put on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt, and headed out into the gym.
"Hey, Frankie," somebody called. I looked over. Felicia was standing near the bleachers with Tina Feldman, and both were waving at me. I walked over.
"What's up," I said.
"I'm taking Tina to Bikini Beach after school. Her dad's thinking of buying her a membership for the summer. I thought you might want to come, too."
"I — umm — I don't know," I said. I wasn't sure that I wanted anything to do with the place, nothing, that is, except to get changed back to my male self as soon as possible.
"Oh, c'mon," Tina said. "Your job doesn't start until school's over. You might as well get to enjoy the place a little before you have to start working there."
Did everybody know about this job except me? "Let me think about it," I said.
"Okay," Tina said. "Hey, speaking of 'work', there's Susie Shay. I want to see if she's coming to my sleep over tomorrow, or if she has to help out at that bar her uncle or somebody owns. Talk to you later." She waved and ran over to talk to Susie.
I turned to Felicia. "What's this job I have that everybody seems to know about but me?"
"Call it 'background' detail," Felicia said. "There had to be a reason for you — the girl you — to be at the park. She normally goes straight home from school to study or something, especially now, when you have to help your step-mom fix dinner."
"How did you know that?"
"Like I told you last night, I've got memories of both realities. We were already on the way back to your place when I, umm, remembered, so I didn't think that there was any reason to tell you."
"I guess not. I probably wouldn't have believed you anyway." I took a breath. "But what about this job?"
"Grandmother — that's what the lady who owns the park likes to be called — always hires a few extra people during the summer. You were interviewing for one of the jobs. You got it, by way. If you decide to stay a girl, you'll start the day school lets out."
"If I decide — you've got to be kidding. There's no way that I want to be a girl one minute longer than I have to."
"Well, it's an option. Hey, here comes Serrano. We'd better get in line with the others." We both hurried over. Even the boys had heard about how Ms. Serrano punished anybody who wasn't ready to start class on time, 10 push-ups for every minute they were late, 20 if they argued.
Ms. Serrano was worth hurrying for in any event. Like I said, she looked a lot like Lucy Lawless, 5 foot 10 inches of lush, feminine curves in one tight hard body. Even the baggy, gray sweat suit she was wearing couldn't hide that fact. She was well tanned, with her dark blonde hair in one long braid that hung halfway down her back.
She blew a whistle twice and yelled that class was starting. The girls, including me, formed quickly into two rows. The whole gym was quiet, even on the boys' side, because of what was going to happen.
Ms. Serrano slowly unzipped her sweat suit. The zipper went from the neck almost to the crotch, and no sweat suit ever looked so sexy coming off. She shrugged it off her shoulders and let it fall to her waist. Then she sort of wriggled it past her hips. It fell to the floor, and she stepped out of it. Underneath she was wearing a bronze colored lycra gym suit that almost matched her own skin color. It looked like it was painted on — no, it looked like she was naked.
It didn't do a thing for me — darn it! — except make me feel inferior. I had a pretty good body as a girl, but next to her, well, I felt as if I were an under-developed 10-year old. I could hear the groans drift over from the other side of the gym. When she bent over to adjust her sandals, three dozen pair of gym shorts over there suddenly got tighter. Maybe even more, since I thought I heard Coach Goodman's voice among the groans. We heard a few more when she started doing a set of bending and stretching exercises with us.
A couple of girls did show up late. One of them got 20 push-ups; the other got 50. We went through a 30-minute aerobic workout that had us all sweating. I was drenched and achy, but it was a "good tired." My new body was as much in shape as my old one. It felt good to put it through its paces, get to know what it could do.
We all headed back to the locker room. It was time for a quick shower, then off to lunch. As I took off my own T-shirt and shorts, I looked around the locker room. I was in a room with 30 girls, 30 sweaty girls, who were bending and stretching their pretty bodies as they stripped out of their clothes. Frankie-boy would have been hard as nails and ready to grab any one of them who came close. Frankie-girl just wanted to get into the shower.
I finished stripping and grabbed my towel. There was a long line, just like in the boys' showers. I just stood and waited my turn. Yeah, I just stood there, while a line of naked women walked into showers. I watched them slowly lather their breasts and their legs; then stand there, head back, eyes closed, and let the water washed it off. I watched Janie Serrano, the 16-year old twin of her aunt, run a soapy washcloth over her nipples, then down past her stomach to that sweet pussy of hers.
And it bored me.
My only concern was to get in there myself, so I could get to lunch. After all, Mel was waiting for me.
Now — as I thought about Mel — my nipples did begin to tingle. Felicia, what did you do to me? I seemed to be as much a girl inside as outside. I was definitely beginning to regret whatever it was that I'd done to Felicia, whatever had made her want to change me into a girl. I wanted my old life back so much that I could almost taste it.
"Hey, Frankie," somebody behind me shouted. "It's your turn. Move it or lose it." I looked up. There was a free shower. I stuck my towel on the hook and hurried to claim it. A girl's shower after gym class isn't that different from a guy's. Sure, the geography is different, but the action's pretty much the same. You get wet, lather up quick, and rinse off. I was in and out in a couple of minutes and patting myself dry. Five minutes later, I was dressed and out the door heading for lunch.
"Enjoy the show?" Felicia had come up behind me. She'd changed in a far corner of the room. I guess she didn't want to put on a "show" herself for someone she knew was really a boy.
"Knowing what the old you was like, the locker room must have been quite an experience," she said, "especially the showers."
"Very funny. I've never been so — so frustrated in my life."
"Frustrated?" Then she giggled. "Yes, I expect that you were. After all, the new you is hardly the sort of girl to get turned on by other girls."
"No — thanks to you — I'm not. I wanted to be, I really wanted to be," I sighed, "but I wasn't, not in the least."
"Are you upset about that?"
"Yeah, darn it, but I'm not as mad as I think I should be. I guess it's more of that stupid spell."
"It is. The way Grandmother explained it to me, the shower changed you into pretty much what you'd have been if you were born a girl... changed you physically and mentally."
"So?"
"So, when you were a boy, would you have been very upset to find out that you weren't gay?"
"Heck, no. I'd have been happy about it."
"So, as a girl, you're happy to find out that you aren't a lesbian, even if you remember who and what you used to be. Those feelings work against the frustration you feel for not getting turned on by the other girls."
"I suppose it makes sense, but I'm not sure that I'm happy about it."
"Yeah, but you can live with it — for the rest of the week, I mean."
"I suppose so."
"Well, you'd better learn to live with it. You'd better start acting like a girl, too, because there are our boyfriends." She pointed towards the cafeteria. I looked and saw Mel and Ed Nathanson wave, smile, and begin walking towards us.
Ed kissed Felicia gently on the cheek. Mel just took my hand. On an impulse and before I realized what I was doing — maybe it was just leftover frustration — I kissed him on the cheek.
"Well, that's a pleasant surprise," Mel said, smiling and rubbing his cheek. "You must have had a great morning."
What had I done? "I guess I'm just a little keyed up from gym last period," I said. I could feel my cheeks get a little hot, and I looked down at the floor, instead of looking at him. "I'm sorry."
"Hey, don't be. I liked it." His smile broadened into a full grin.
I was so embarrassed. I was acting like a girl. I wished that the ground would just open up and swallow me.
"Hey, guys," Felicia said. "We can either stay here and talk, or we can go in and have lunch. I vote for lunch."
"Me, too," Ed said. "How about you guys?"
"I'm with Frankie, whatever she wants," Mel said.
Aww, I almost felt like kissing him again... darn it! "I'm kind of hungry," I said. "Let's go in." We stuck our book bags in the storage racks along the wall and walked, Mel and I walking hand in hand, into the cafeteria.
Lunch, well, it was lunch. Felicia tried to talk me into having a salad like she was, but I wasn't ready for rabbit chow. I bought a couple slices of pizza. Mel ended up eating most of the second slice. I couldn't finish the large diet coke I bought, either. Along with everything else, my stomach was smaller now.
"You never did say if you could come to Bikini Beach with Tina and me today," Felicia said while we ate.
"I, umm, know." I still wasn't sure that I wanted to ever get anywhere near the place, except to change back, of course. "I need to check with Ni... with my Mom. She was kind of upset when I got home so late yesterday."
"Late! I dropped you off just a bit after 5."
"Yeah, but she expected me to be home earlier. I'm supposed to help her with supper." I had a thought. "Look, I don't have a suit with me, so I'd have to go home anyway. I'll ask Mom when I go in. If she says, 'Yes', I can be in and out in ten minutes. If not, I'll come right out and tell you. Okay?"
"Umm, okay. I suppose we can do it that way."
I don't know why I was so concerned about Mom. When I'd been a guy, going off swimming with some friends, well, I probably wouldn't even have had to leave Dad a note. Now, I was asking permission. Okay, things were different. It wasn't Dad I was worried about; it was Mom. She was counting on my help. And don't they say that you're supposed to pamper a pregnant woman? Sure, that was it. After all, that was my kid brother or sister she was carrying.
"What are you smiling about all of a sudden?" Mel asked.
Was I smiling? "I guess I was just thinking about my Mom being pregnant. I'm gonna be somebody's big sister pretty soon. It's — it's kind of nice." It was, too. I always got on with my younger cousins pretty well. I guess I liked kids, especially my cousins, even when I was a guy.
"We'll see how nice you think it is when you get stuck changing diapers — or having to stay home and babysit on a Saturday night." It sounded mean when Felicia said it, but she had a silly look on her face when she said it, so I figured that she was kidding.
"If I have to, I have to," I said. "It goes with the territory."
"Besides," Mel said. "There's no rule that I couldn't come over and keep her company while she's babysitting." He was so sweet that I wanted to — what was I thinking? — I wanted to kiss him again. Instead, I just took his hand in mind.
"Yeah, right," Ed said. "Like her folks are going to leave the two of you alone in their apartment. You know how they worry about her."
"They won't worry." Mel arched his eyebrows and did a pretty good Groucho impression. "They can't worry about what they don't know."
"Oh, you... you." I punched him in the arm, but not too hard, and giggled.
"Ouch! Okay, okay." Mel held up his hands in surrender. "But it's no big deal if she has to help out. I helped out a lot with my kid brother, Lenny, when he was little."
Before anyone could say another word, the bell rang. We all grabbed our books and ran off to our classes.
* * * * *
Afternoon classes were like the morning ones. All of a sudden, the teachers were actually interesting. I guess, in this reality, I'd been paying more attention, too. I could follow along a lot better. I even surprised myself by answering a couple of questions in Ms. Gorki's math class.
Felicia and I were in the last class together, English. "I park in the east lot," she whispered, "in case you... forgot." It wasn't much of a walk from where the class was. Tina was waiting for us by the door. On the way to the car, Felicia explained to her about having to stop at my place. Tina just shrugged.
* * * * *
"Hi, Frankie." Mom was sitting on the couch with her feet up, reading the paper, when I got home. 'How had I known she'd be there?' I suddenly thought. Then I "remembered" that Samuelsohn's had let her take a split shift because she was pregnant. She got home about twenty minutes before I did.
"Hi, Mom. Could, umm, could I go back out to Bikini Beach this afternoon with Felicia and Tina? I promise I'll be home in time to help with supper."
"I do want you home on time, but you don't have to worry about tonight's dinner. They loved your Dad's ideas. He's running the 'College' promotion and getting a big bonus for the extra work involved. Best of all, when Mr. Blish retires in the fall, he'll be the new head of the department. We're going out to Giordano's for dinner to celebrate."
"Wow, great!" Dad always told me that he could never be a regular working stiff. Now he was, and — almost to my surprise — he was a success at it. I was really proud of my old man. I mean, after all, whatever else was going on, he was still my Dad.
"It does seem a shame," Mom continued, "that you and your friends will only get an hour or so in the park before they have to bring you home." She looked thoughtful for a moment. "I know, you can change into your dress now and take along a pair of pantyhose. The park isn't too far out of the way. We can pick you up there."
"A dress." Geez, I knew I was a girl, but I still wasn't ready for that.
"Of course, a dress, Hon. We're going to a fancy restaurant, and your Dad doesn't want you to be in jeans." She smiled. "Go pick a pretty one. Now, scoot. Your friends are waiting."
I really didn't have time to argue. Felicia and Tina were waiting. I was going to have to wear a dress eventually, and a part of me was actually looking forward to it. Besides, I was happy for Dad, and I didn't want to do anything to spoil it for him. Still, I wasn't smiling as I walked to my room.
I stopped in the bathroom. My suit was dry, and I wrapped it in a towel. I grabbed a brush, too, for my hair. I tossed them both on my bed along with the book bag. Then I remembered what the old lady had said about wearing a different suit. Sure, enough, I had a pretty one-piece, bright yellow with red and orange flowers all over it. I put it in the towel replacing the bikini from yesterday.
Now to find a dress. I looked through my closet, uncertain of which dress — or even how to choose. When I got to a short-sleeved dark green number, the voice in my head said, 'Yes.' I took out the dress, still on its hanger. It had a wide collar that closed with three dark gold buttons. It looked like it came down to my knees.
I pulled by blouse off over my head and wriggled out of my jeans. I stepped out of them, and my shoes. Then I picked the clothes up and tossed them in the dirty clothes hamper.
I took the dress off the hanger, put my arms through the shoulder straps and raised it over my head. It fluttered down onto my body. The material felt soft and cool against my skin. The dress hung loose on me. I noticed a narrow belt wrapped around the hanger. I took it off and put it through two narrow loops that I hadn't noticed on the dress. I buckled it, pulling it tight at my waist.
Too tight; when I looked in the mirror, I saw how it seemed to emphasize my narrow waist and my oversized breasts. It was a vivid reminder of the girl I'd become, a reminder I didn't want or need. 'Besides,' I thought, 'Dad would have a fit.' I loosened it a notch. 'Better,' I thought, and the voice added, 'but still pretty.' Part of me hated that thought, but another part of me was glad to be pretty.
I pulled out my hair from under the dress. My St. Francis medal hung below the collar, too. I pulled it out, and it hung down to just above my breasts. The silver chain didn't work with the gold buttons. I quickly switched it over to a dark gold chain that was hanging out of my jewelry box. I grabbed a gold bracelet, as well. There was a rack of shoes in the back of the closet. I pulled out a green pair that would go with the dress. They had a low heel, but I walked easily in them once they were on.
I tossed the brush, the bracelets, my suit and towel, even the hanger, in my swim bag and all but ran out of the bedroom. "Thanks, Mom," I said, stopping just long enough at the couch to kiss her on the cheek.
She looked up at me. "We'll pick you up at the park about six o'clock. Please be ready."
"I will be, Mom. Bye." I headed out the door and ran for the elevator.
* * * * *
"What's with the fancy get-up?" Felicia asked. "You don't have to dress up for us, you know."
"I kind of like it," Tina said. "I saw a dress like that in Teen People — fancier maybe, but close." She reached for the belt. "You should really notch it tighter, so it shows off your figure better."
"No," I said, stepping back. "We-we're late enough already." What was the matter with me? I was too pretty now not to want to show off. Was it because I was really a boy, or was there something else?
"C'mon," Felicia said with a laugh. "You know Frankie doesn't like to look too fashionable. We keep you around to balance that out."
"Well," Tina said. "I can work on her at the sleepover tomorrow. You are coming, aren't you, Frankie?"
"Yeah, sure, I guess," I said. When the voice didn't contradict, I assumed that I really was going.
We got back into Felicia's car. "You never did say why you were so dressed up," she said as we pulled out from the curb.
"My Dad just got a promotion," I said, "and he's taking Mom and me out to celebrate. This way, they can pick me up at the park, and you guys don't have to leave early to drive me home."
"Good idea," Tina said. "I'm looking forward to scoping this place out."
"Yeah," Felicia said. "Frankie's mom must have thought of it; she never would have." She stuck out her tongue and giggled. Tina and I joined her. We just kidded around the rest of the way to the park. I found myself giggling at the same jokes that they did, even though I needed that voice in my head once or twice to understand what I was laughing at.
Since it was a warm, sunny afternoon, the Bikini Beach lot was pretty full. Felicia let Tina and I off by the entrance and went to park at the far end. Tina took a look at the gate and peeked through, though she couldn't see very much. "Impressive," she said.
"Wait till you get inside," Felicia said as she joined us. We walked over to the entrance. A pretty full-bodied brunette, her dark brown hair cut short, was on duty. "Hi, Felicia," she said. "Which of these girls is Tina Feldman?"
"I am," Tina said. "Why?"
"I'm Norma Greene, Tina. Your father faxed over his credit card authorization for your one-day pass, and I want to make sure it got to the right girl. Do you have any ID?"
"Sure," Tina said. She reached into her purse and pulled out her school ID. Norma looked at the card and handed it, and the pass, back to her.
"Thanks, Tina," Norma said. "Sorry for the hassle. I hope you enjoy the park." Then she turned to me. "Are you a member? I don't think I know you."
"She's Frankie, Frankie DiAntonio, a friend of mine," Felicia said, joining us. "I bought her a one-week pass yesterday, but I forgot to give it to her." She pulled two plastic cards out of her purse and handed me one. "Just slide it through the reader like this." She slid it through a slot like the one for a credit card machine. Tina and I did the same, and we walked into the park.
"Frankie, what are you doing," Tina giggled. "That's the Men's Lockers."
I froze. I had been about to go in — purely from force of habit, I swear. "Well, you can't blame a girl for trying," I said, trying to make a joke of it. If I could go to the Girls' Locker Room at school, I guess I could change in the Women's Locker Room here. I followed the other two in.
We picked lockers near one another and changed. It was the same as at school. Watching those two pretty girls stripping and putting on their suits didn't do a thing for me. Felicia was on the far side of Tina from me, so I couldn't see a lot of her, except when she was already in her suit, the same one as yesterday. I did notice Tina's tankini, but only because it was so pretty, slate gray with a thin black edging.
I took off my dress carefully and put it on the hanger, which I hung in my locker. Then I stripped down and put on my own suit. I walked over and looked at myself in the mirror. The suit clung to my curves, the bright flowers calling attention to my breasts and the swell of my hips. I turned, posing this way and that. I looked good, and — so help me — I liked it!
"Hey," Felicia said. "You gonna spend the afternoon string at yourself in the mirror, or you gonna come with us and have some fun?"
"Duuh! Go with you," I said.
We headed back for the slides Felicia and I had ridden on yesterday. We went on Pele's Race first, just to get Tina used to the rides. She wound up beating both Felicia and me to the bottom. She gave us both a smirk and climbed back up for another ride.
We went on the Pipeline next. I was in a one piece, and Felicia knew what the ride was like, a forty-foot drop to the bottom. We didn't tell Tina, and we both got a laugh when her top wound up twisted up around her neck.
"Nice boobs," Felicia said.
Tina tried to look mad as she pulled the top down and re-tied it. She tried, but she failed. "I guess we're even. What else has this place got?"
Felicia showed her — and me. We stayed on the slides for a while, riding the mats down the Lava Run and the tube raft through the Polynesian Plunge. Then we walked over to the wave pool. We half-swam, half-walked out to where those big waves came out of the machine. If you jumped at just the right time, you could body surf those suckers all the way back to the shallow end where the little kids were playing.
We'd been in the Wave Pool for a while when I realized that I was getting hungry. Felicia was wearing her diver's watch again. "Hey, Felicia," I called just as a wave hit us. "What time is it?"
I had to wait till the wave settled us in the shallows for an answer. "About 5:40," she said. "You'd better get going."
"Thanks," I said. "I'll see you guys in school tomorrow." They both said goodbye and headed back towards the deep water. I realized how much fun I'd had just hanging out with them. I didn't have that many friends as a guy; most of the guys I'd hung with were wannabees or patsies — or both. I was a little sorry to leave the girls, but Mom and Dad were going to be waiting for me.
I dried myself and changed into my clothes quickly. There was a counter in the Women's Locker Room with a couple of blow dryers and a big mirror. I dried and brushed my hair, letting it hang loose down around my shoulders. As I put on my make-up, I was kind of sorry that I hadn't brought along earrings. 'Next time,' I thought. Next time? Man, I was really getting into this girl stuff. It worried me, but what worried me the most was that part of me liked the idea.
Mom and Dad were waiting by the gate as I came out of the lockers. "My daughter's going to be working here," I could hear Dad saying to Norma. "Why can't I take a look around?"
"I'm sorry," Norma insisted. "This park is for women only. Men aren't allowed inside. There are no exceptions."
"Then why do you have a Men's Locker Room? Don't deny it. I can see the sign from here."
"I don't deny it, sir. But that's as far as any man gets. Only women actually go into the park itself."
"That's the craziest — may I talk to your boss?" Dad was just mad enough to insist on going in. If he did, I'd be the girl with two mothers. It was not a happy thought.
"Look, Dom," Mom said. "I thought you said that our reservation was for 6:20. We really don't have time for a tour." Then she noticed me watching them. "Besides, there's Frankie now." She pointed in my direction, then waved. "Yo, Frankie, over here." I waved back and walked towards them.
"Mr. DiAntonio," Norma said. "Why do you want to see the park, I mean really?"
"Well, to tell the truth," Dad said. "My Frankie starts here as soon as school gets out, and I wanted to make sure that there wasn't going to be no hanky-panky with any boys while she was here." Aww, Dad was being protective again; a little too protective maybe, but it felt nice.
"And if I won't let you, her own father in, what makes you think that any boy who might want to do 'hanky-panky' with her will have any better chance of getting into the park?"
"I suppose that there's something to that," Dad said.
"You can put it in the bank, Mr. DiAntonio." We all turned. It was the old lady. She must have heard the commotion and come to see what was going on. "I'm the owner. I founded the park as a place where women could relax without having men ogle them. You have my word that nothing untoward will happen to your daughter."
Dad wasn't completely convinced, but he was a lot closer to it. "Okay, ma'am," he said. "I'll take your word for now." He stepped over and put his arm around me. "But you better take good care of my little girl."
"Oh, she'll be properly taken care of," the old lady said. She said it pleasantly enough, but it still scared me a little. She came over and gave me a little kiss on the cheek. As she did, she whispered in my ear, "There really is a job here for you, if you want it."
"Th-thank you, ma'am," I said, not feeling very sure of the situation. If I wanted it? If I wanted to stay a girl after the pass ran out? Was she crazy?
She shook Dad's hand and gave Mom a little kiss on the cheek, too. "So good to see you again, Nikki. My Anya loves that blouse she bought from you."
Mom thanked her, and we headed off for dinner.
* * * * *
Giordano's was about fifteen minutes from the park, a fairly expensive Italian restaurant. We got there with about five minutes to spare. Dad insisted on making a grand entrance, though, saying, "When a man walks into a place with the two prettiest women in town on his arms, he walks in slowly, so everyone can see just how fortunate he is."
I blushed a little and gave him a peck on the cheek. Mom gave him a longer — a much longer kiss right on the mouth. Awww, I blushed again and looked away. Dad offered each of us an arm, and we walked in. The maitre d' made a big fuss and led us to a nice table. The waiter was right behind him and took our drink orders, wine for Dad and me (well, it was a special occasion) and a sparkling grape juice for Mom because Dr. Pearce told her no alcohol with the pills she was taking.
"Dominick, Dominick DiAntonio, why haven't you been back to my place in so long?" It was Mr. Giordano. He was a tall men, bald except for a ring of black curls around his head. He and Dad had known each other since grade school. "It's been three months easy."
"What are you talking about, Barto," Dad said with a broad grin. "I was in just about a month ago." He motioned for Mr. Giordano to sit down.
Mr. Giordano pulled a chair over from the next table and sat down in it in one fluid motion. "I'm not talking about business, old buddy. You was in a month ago to sell me those new jackets I got for my people. I mean here for a meal with these two lovely ladies of yours."
"If you didn't charge so much," Dad said. "We could come back more often."
"If suppliers like your store didn't charge me so much, I could charge you less for a meal."
"Hey, you pay for top quality."
"And so do you, my old friend, so do you." Then he laughed, "But enough about business."
He turned and took my hand in his. He raised it to his lips and gently kissed it. I tried very hard not to giggle, but I was tingling down to my toes. "Francesca, you look more like your late mother every day." He turned and did the same thing to Mom. "And, Nikki, you just look more like a mother every day. How is your pregnancy going?"
"Not as easy as I'd like, Barto," Mom said, "but smoothly enough."
"May it all be well," he said. "And what, by the way, brings you into my restaurant this fine evening?"
"We're celebrating Dom's promotion," Mom said.
"Promotion," Mr. Giordano said. "Hey, congratulations."
"Yeah," Dad said with a laugh, "and it comes with more money — that's how I can afford your place."
Just then, the waiter came with the wine. Mr. Giordano took the bottle, opened it, and poured a little in Dad's glass. Dad nodded, and Mr. Giordano began to pour some for Mom.
"None for me please, Barto; doctor's orders."
Barto shrugged. "Doctors, hah! Still you do gotta take care of the little one." He looked over at Dad. "How about Frankie?"
"Sure," Dad said. "It's a celebration, and she's old enough for a glass of wine now and then."
"You drink for me, Hon," Mom said, "and you can tell me how good it is."
"Then, she'll be drinking for two," Mr. Giordano said, and we all laughed at his joke. "And because of the occasion, the wine's on me." He filled Dad's glass; then he took a glass from his jacket pocket and poured some for himself.
The waiter came over with a carafe of grape juice for Mom. Mr. Giordano went through the whole wine tasting routine again. "You know, Dom," he said, "I've really got to hand it to you. I never thought you'd make it as a salesman."
"Thanks, Barto," Dad said, "but what choice did I have? They wanted to take away my Frankie."
"What," I said, almost spraying everybody with wine. "Dad, what are you talking about? Who wanted to take me away?"
Dad sighed. "After your mama died, her Aunt Julianna — you remember her — she said a little girl like you shouldn't be living with a guy like me, a guy who made his living as a gambler."
"But that's not fair," I said almost at the verge of tears. "You're a good father; you always were."
"Thanks, Cara, but she didn't think so, and right then, I wasn't too sure that I could manage raising a girl by myself."
"That's when I got into the act," Mom said. "I knew your mama since we were kids, and I knew how much she loved you and your dad and wanted you two to be together after... well, after." She put her left hand on Dad's hand and her right hand on mine. "I knew that there was an opening in the Men's Department and Samuelsohn's, and I talked your dad into trying out for it."
"She stayed up three nights coaching me on how to be a salesman," Dad said. "I wouldn't have gotten the job without her help."
"Sure you would have," Mom said. "You were so handsome, and you always dressed so nice. Besides... Gina was up in Heaven putting in a good word for you, too."
"And the rest," said Mr. Giordano trying to lighten the mood, "is history." He turned to me and whispered. "Nikki and your poppa used to meet for lunch every day at the store. At first, he was asking her to help him at the job or for help with you, but then they found other things to talk about." He laughed and winked at me. I giggled, and both Mom and Dad looked kind of guilty.
The waiter came back to take our orders, chicken parmesan for Dad and chicken in a wine sauce for me. (And, no, I wasn't hung over the next day.) Nikki had trout almandine.
"I'd love to stay and talk some more," Mr. Giordano said, "but I've got a restaurant to run. I'll try to get back over for another short visit before you leave, okay." He stood up, bowed politely at Mom and headed off.
I'd never heard of any trouble from Aunt Julianna after Mama died, so I was curious. "Was what he said true, Dad? Did Aunt Julianna really want to take me away from you?"
"Yeah, Cara," Dad said, "but that was years ago, and I'm not too mad at her anymore." He scratched his head. "I sort of guess that I can't blame her. I really didn't know how to raise a girl. If you'd been a boy, she probably wouldn't have made near as big a fuss." He put his hand on my arm for a moment. "Not that I was ever unhappy that you were a girl. In a way, I think I'm kind of grateful to Julianna."
"Grateful," Mom said, "for all the grief she put you through?"
"Yeah, because if she hadn't, I wouldn't have been working at the store with you, Nikki, and we wouldn't have gotten together." He leaned over and kissed her on the cheek.
I was about to cry; it was all so sweet. Instead, I lifted my glass. "I'd like to make a toast. Here's to the new head of the Men and Boys' Wear department at Samuelsohn's, Dom DiAntonio." Mom and Dad lifted their glasses and clinked them against mine.
Then Dad raised his glass. "And here's to the three reasons that keep him going every day, his wife, his daughter, and, umm, the baby." We both clinked Dad's glass.
Then Mom raised her glass. "And here's to your Aunt Julianna, who made it all possible." She stuck out her tongue. We laughed and we clinked our glasses with hers.
Just then, the waiter brought our dinner. It smelled great, and it tasted even better. Mr. Giordano came back while we were having desert, and he and Dad talked about old times growing up together as best friends. Mr. Giordano really had taken the wine off the bill. "My gift in honor of the promotion," he said when Dad tried to argue with him about it.
* * * * *
I felt kind of happy and excited when I woke up the next morning. It wasn't just that the weekend was coming. I mean, nobody gets that happy over Saturdays. I waited for the voice to tell me why; nothing. My girl's memory was getting coy on me. Well, I'd find out eventually.
I found out at school. Felicia and I were in study hall just before lunch. "Ready to 'boldly go where no man has gone before'?" she asked.
"What are you talking about?"
"The sleepover tonight at Tina's. You're going to spend the evening listening to a half dozen girls talking about all sorts of personal stuff while they do each other's hair." She smiled. "That's information any boy in the school would love to have, and you're getting it almost for free."
"Almost," I said warily. "What do you mean?"
"You're going to have to take part in all that juicy talk. Do you think you can manage it?"
"If I get stuck, I'll just make something up. I'll be me again in a few more days, so what can it hurt?"
"You, if you're not careful, but I think you'll do okay. Do you know what to bring with you?"
"Umm, I guess. PJs, a toothbrush and comb, oh, yeah, and a sleeping bag and pillow, right?"
"Half right, since that's only about half of what you need to bring."
"What else am I going to need? It's just for overnight, isn't it?"
"Well, for a start, you'll need a complete change of clothes for Saturday, undies, a blouse, pants or a skirt, and socks or hose. Some girls bring a couple of outfits, so they can see what the other girls think, or in case somebody wants to borrow something. You might want to bring some jewelry, just to fool around with. I've even known girls to bring more than one nightie — oh, and don't forget make-up."
"Anything else?" Did girls really take all that stuff just to spend the night at a friend's house?
"Well, you might want to take a robe, too. Tina's mom and dad are going to be in the house, and you might not want Mr. Feldman to see you walking around in your nightie."
"No, I guess not, but that's sure a lot of stuff."
"Hey, don't forget, we'll all be spending the day together, too. You don't want to wear the same clothes and, especially not wear the same undies two days in a row; not when we're going to be spending the day roaming around at the mall."
"The mall? What the heck is there to do all day at the mall?"
"Didn't you ever go to the mall on the weekend when you were a boy?"
"Sure to look at all the girls out — oh, no, we're not going to be shopping the whole day, are we?"
"You better believe we are. And you'd better ask your dad for some cash, so you can buy something if you want to."
* * * * *
Felicia came by to pick me up after dinner. I was still putting away some of the leftovers and Dad, well, I still had trouble believing his doing the dishes. "You ready to go?" she asked.
I looked at Mom, who nodded that it was okay for me to leave. Felicia followed me into my bedroom. My suitcase was on the bed. I'd packed it with all the stuff that she had suggested, though I was sure that she was kidding about it. She rummaged through it quickly. "Looks like you've got everything," she said. "It's a shame you don't have fancier clothes, though." She held up the blouse that I'd worn the first day. (Mom had washed it and some other clothes that afternoon.) "I'm glad you remembered to pack this. I'd like to borrow it tomorrow if you don't mind."
"I was sort of planning to wear it myself," I said.
"Hey, c'mon. Part of the fun is swapping clothes. I've got a couple of really cute tops in my suitcase. You pick one you like, and we'll be even."
"Umm, I guess." I wasn't sure if I hesitated because I really wanted to wear that pretty blouse or because the idea of swapping clothes with a girl still sounded strange. I tried not to think about that as I shut the suitcase and lifted it off the bed. With my new body's reduced strength, it took both hands to carry it. "Could you take my sleeping bag," I said.
"Sure," Felicia said. She grabbed the bag under one arm.
Mom and Dad met us at the front door. "Want me to carry that for you, Cara," Dad said.
"Thanks, but no. I'll have to manage it at Tina's, so I might as well get used to it now.
Mom handed me my purse. "I put a little inside for you to shop with tomorrow," she said as she kissed me on the cheek. I put the suitcase down just long enough to put purse strap over my shoulder. When I checked it later, I had $28 and some change.
Dad opened the door for us. He kissed me on the forehead as I walked past. "Have a good time," they both called as we walked down the hall toward the elevators.
* * * * *
We got to Tina's place about fifteen minutes later. Her older brother was home from college for the weekend, and he helped Felicia and me get our suitcases down to their basement. So much for "managing" the suitcase myself. Jake Feldman was a muscular six foot two, with curly brown hair, big green eyes, and the cutest grin. When he smiled and offered to help, I somehow didn't feel like arguing.
I just stood there, posed my best pose, and said something really dumb about how strong he was. 'Just like any girl with a crush on some guy,' I thought to myself, a little disgusted about the way I was acting — and the way my body had started to tingle when he smiled at me.
"Forget it, Frankie," Tina whispered as I followed her down the stairs. "Jake's got a girlfriend his own age. He's planning to spend most of the weekend with her. He only came home to give Mom his dirty laundry."
I sighed, but I still posed a little for him when we got downstairs. "Thank you ever so much," I gushed. Corn! I admit it, pure corn.
Jake did look — at least, I think he did — and he smiled at what he saw. "Glad to help out," he said before he ran upstairs, two steps at a time no less, and left for his girlfriend's place.
Tina's folks had a really big, well-furnished basement with a stereo CD rig and a forty-inch TV against one wall. Three overstuffed couches formed a "U" around the TV, and there were a couple of other sets of chairs or couches in the room. At the far side, there was a big dining room table with about a dozen chairs around it. One wall had glass doors that led out to the back yard. There was a door nearby that lead to the bathroom and to a small storeroom with curtains that doubled as changing rooms for the backyard pool. The whole room had a plush carpet.
There was an ice chest on the table and two big bottles and a bunch of cans of soda as well as a couple bags each of chips and pretzels on the table. Paper cups, plates, and napkins and plastic knives and forks were stacked nearby. A large plastic serving plate was full of veggies with a small dish of what looked like onion dip in the center.
Jake had put my stuff down near the table. There were a whole bunch of suitcases there already. I picked up my sleeping bag and brought it over near the couch, throwing in a pile with the others.
Stacy Brenner was sitting with Tina on the center couch watching JEOPARDY. "Hey, girls," Tina said. "Grab some couch."
We sat down on the side couch. "Is everybody here?" I asked.
"Susie Shay had to help out at her cousin's bar during their dinner shift," Tina said. "She and Rita Sandowski will be here about 8:30." I remembered that bar. They were a lot tougher than I liked about checking IDs. Still, the small restaurant they ran in the place was pretty good.
"While we waited for the others to come, we watched TV. After JEOPARDY, which I stank at, by the way, some show called SABINA THE WITCH, I think, came on. The girl who played Sabina was hot, but I kept noticing that cute guy who played her boyfriend. The best thing about the show was the attitude her talking cat had. The plot was lame, though. The witch girl uses magic and gets in trouble; then she gets out of it.
Towards the end of the show, Susie and Rita came in. "Oh, I love this show, Susie said. "Wouldn't it be wonderful if there really was magic like that in the world?"
Rita coughed on something like she was choking, and I looked at her in surprise. Did she know about — nah, it couldn't be. Felicia smiled and said, "Maybe there is, and most of us just don't know it."
"Yeah," Tina said, "but it'd be great for the ones who do."
This time, I almost choked. "Maybe, but not all magic is good, you know," Felicia said with a bit of what I thought was a malicious smile.
'Yeah, Tina,' I thought, 'how would you like getting turned into a boy, waking up and looking like a junior version of your brother?' I felt a tingle run through my body. Now why did I have to think of him and that cute smile of his? Drat!
"I guess, but it's all just imaginary anyway," Stacy said.
"Probably," Rita said, "but we'll never really know, will we?" It sounded to me like she knew something and didn't want to admit it.
"Hey, where are we going to sleep?" Susie said. "Assuming we do sleep."
"There's room for one of us on each of these couches here," Tina said. Then she pointed. "Same for those chairs over there. Everybody pick one and put your sleeping bags by it to stake your 'claim.' And, by the way," she stretched out on the couch she was sitting on, "this one's mine."
The girls spread out. Stacy and Rita grabbed the other two couches by the TV. Susie took one near the food. Felicia walked over to a couch near the stereo rig. I hefted my bag and went over to join her, putting my bag on a couch nearby.
"Okay, now what?" I said, walking back over to the couch by the TV.
"How about something to eat?" Susie said. "We got a big crowd tonight, and I didn't have a chance to get much of a dinner."
"Gee," Tina said, "I thought you got to eat pretty good, working in a restaurant and all, even if it's just part of a bar."
"Not if we get busy," Susie said. "There're only two waitresses, but they work the bar, too. I'm not allowed to handle alcoholic drinks. So if we get real busy, I have to wait the tables as well as bus them — that means clean them after the people leave. Usually, I grab something at the end of the shift, but tonight I had to pick up Rita and come over here."
"Hey, nobody goes hungry at my parties," Tina said. "How about a couple pizzas for everybody?"
Everybody agreed, but we must have spent twenty darned minutes arguing about toppings. When Tina finally called in the order, she asked for one plain with extra cheese; one half Hawaiian (bacon and pineapple) and half pepperoni; and a third, half mushroom and half "garbage" (ground beef, onions, red and green peppers, and mushrooms). I wasn't sure where the six of us were going to put it all, but, what the heck. I figured that there would be plenty of food at the party, so I'd eaten a light supper at home.
While we waited for the pizza, we decided to change into our nightclothes. Felicia changed quickly, putting on a beautiful lilac nightgown, floor-length, no less, with a matching peignoir. I think she was still a little self-conscious about changing in front of me, since she did know who I really was.
After the pizza came, we did the sort of stuff I'd heard girls do at sleepovers.
We watched some rock videos and gossiped about boys. I even joined in, much to my surprise.
Rita had long, beautiful dark blonde hair that went almost down to her waist. Tina spent about an hour working it into two long braids that she then twisted up around her head. It was so pretty that I gave some thought about letting my own hair grow out. Then I realized what I was thinking and had a looong drink of diet coke, wishing all the time that it was something stronger.
After that we watched some movie with Matt Damon and Ben Afflec, WILL HUNTING, I think it was. I'd seen it before, but now I found myself thinking about Matt Damon and how, umm, cute he was. I actually tingled when he talked about how much he loved that girl, Minnie Driver, or something like that.
Everything was going okay, I suppose, until somebody suggested that we play "Truth or Dare," that dumb game where you either answer embarrassing questions or agree to do something stupid. Even that was okay until it was Susie's turn.
Susie looked squarely at Tina. "Okay, Tina, 'Truth or Dare,' which of us — besides you — has the best fashion sense for her clothes, and who has the worst, and you have to say why?"
"Do I have to answer, I mean, do you guys promise not to get mad?"
"Well," Susie said, "I guess I have to promise since I asked the question, but I don't know about anybody else."
"You could always take the 'Dare,' you know." Stacy had a really nasty look on her face. I wasn't sure I'd risk whatever her dare was.
"Oh, okay, I guess," Tina said. "Best would have to be Felicia. She's got a good sense of style and her Dad's got the money to let her buy the stuff she wants to wear."
"Not all of the stuff I want," Felicia said. "But enough. Okay, who's the worst?"
Tina sighed and looked right at me. "I — I'm sorry, Frankie, but it's you."
"Me? What's the matter with the way I dress?" Why was I defending myself? I didn't want to be dressing like a girl — did I?
"It's nice enough," Tina said, "but there's no 'zing' to it. You dress so modestly. It's like you were always getting ready to go visit your grandma or something. You never wear really pretty — really sexy clothes."
"Yeah, and both your folks work at Samuelsohn's," Rita said. "It's not like you couldn't afford better stuff. So why do you dress that way?"
It was a question that I'd asked myself a few times since the change, and now, all of a sudden, I knew the answer. "It's — it's my Dad. He thinks I'm still his sweet little girl, and he won't let me get anything really fancy."
"Aww, how sweet, her daddy still buys her clothes for her," Stacy said.
Everybody laughed, and I found myself getting mad. "No, but, well, it was just him and me for the longest time after my Mom died. He got kind of, no, he got real overprotective. I don't always like it, but I don't know how to tell him to stop without hurting him."
I could feel tears in my eyes. I was going to cry, darn it, just like the girl that I had become. But it was true. I liked the feeling of having Dad protecting me instead of just letting me go run off on my own. I felt, well, closer to him somehow than I had been as a boy.
Felicia and Tina both came over and put their arms around me. It was nice being hugged. Stacy walked over slowly, her head down. "I — I'm sorry, Frankie. I didn't mean to get you so upset. It's just a game."
I smiled and hugged Felicia and Tina back. Then I hugged Stacy. 'It was okay,' I thought. 'I'm with friends.' I let go of Stacy and stepped back a couple paces. "I know 'it's just a game,' and you and I are going to do the next round. 'Truth or Dare,' Stacy, have you ever French-kissed a boy, and, if so, who was he?"
A couple of the girls giggled. Stacy looked very unsure if she wanted to answer. "Dare," she said. Then she stopped and said, "Oh, the heck with it. Jeff Hogan and I did it when he brought me home from the 'Anti-Prom.' He asked me to go steady with him. I said 'Yes', and we sealed it with a real kiss."
"And," somebody said. Gad, I think it might have been me.
Stacy blushed. "I liked it. I liked it a lot, but we — we haven't done it since." She giggled. "But I hope that we will again... real soon."
Everyone giggled then. Stacy gave me an odd look. "Now it's my turn. 'Truth or Dare, Frankie DiAntonio, how far have you gone sexu... no, for you, let's say 'romantically,' with Mel Haywood?"
How far had I — hey, no way, Stacy! I'm — well, I was a guy. Only, now I wasn't, and from the way my body was tingling maybe we had done something. I waited for the voice in my head, my memory of this other reality, to tell me the answer. Only it didn't want to play. I heard nothing, nada, absolute zero. I did the only thing I could. "Dare," I said.
"Boy, you two really must have done something if you won't tell us." Stacy smiled; it was the sort of smile a cat does when it gets a mouse. "Okay, 'Dare' it is. Let's see if I can come up with a good one." She closed her eyes for a moment to think. Felicia leaned over and whispered something. Stacy giggled. "Perfect. Thanks, Felicia."
'Yeah, thanks, Felicia.' I thought. What did she have planned for me now?
"When we go shopping tomorrow," Stacy began, "your 'Dare' is that you are going to buy yourself a couple of sets of really, and I mean really, sexy undies. The rest of us will help you pick them out. Then, you have to wear one of the sets on your date tomorrow night with Mel."
"She has a date tomorrow?" Rita asked.
"Yeah," Stacy laughed. "And Jeff and I are going to the Shell Game with them. I can check on her in the Ladies' Room while we're there, to make sure that she does it."
That was it? Buy some fancy underwear for my date? No big deal — except. "But what about my Dad?" I said.
"Aw, c'mon," Susie said. "It's not like he was going to check out your undies before the date. Hey, it'll be a chance to get away from that 'worst dressed' title Tina just gave you."
"I guess it'll be okay." I hoped it would be okay. It was just underwear. I felt a little relieved. Dad would never see it. Of course, neither would Mel. 'Stop that,' I thought to myself. A part of me was actually a little disappointed that Mel wouldn't see how pretty I looked. Boy, I wished we would go another round. I could think of a lot of good 'Dares' for Stacy. And a few for Felicia, too.
* * * * *
I'd pretty much forgotten about being angry by the next morning. We set up an assembly line in the kitchen for breakfast, mixing up a big batch of French toast for us all. I didn't know the recipe, but I did know how to cook. All those times I'd had to make my own breakfast or supper because Dad wasn't around paid off for once.
Then we went back down and spent the rest of the morning getting dressed. I'm serious. We didn't swap undies; girls have some weird thing about underwear. They don't want to wear somebody else's if they don't have to, and they don't like the idea of somebody wearing theirs, either.
But those were about the only clothes they wouldn't trade.
Felicia did manage to talk me out of that white peasant blouse, but I borrowed a pretty blue one with lace around the collar, and from Stacy, no less. I'd packed a pair of jeans to wear, but Rita had these Capri pants that were just about the same color as Stacy's blouse, so, sure enough, that's what I wound up with. I don't think any of the girls were wearing their own clothes by the time we left the house.
We headed for a mall a few miles from Tina's house. It wasn't the one that Samuelsohn's was in. That was just as well, I guess. I was stuck with that stupid "Dare," and I was going to try to keep my word — if I had to. The last thing I wanted, though, was for Mom or Dad — especially Dad — to find out. And I thought I had an idea.
Stacy, Tina, and I were in Felicia's van — her dad's actually, with our suitcases and sleeping bags in the back. Rita was in Susie's car, which had room for their stuff in the trunk. We found a couple of spots near each other and not too far from the entrance and went in through the food court. "Anybody want to stop for a soda or something?" I said, but everybody was still too full from the late breakfast we'd had.
The mall was shaped like a fan with four spokes. The food court was at the base. There was a video arcade near the start of the western corridor, and I headed that way out of habit.
"What are you heading down there for?" Susie asked. "There's nothing much of interest that way."
As a boy, I would have disagreed, but from the conversation that morning, I knew that things "of interest" to these girls probably didn't include the arcade. Or the bank, the outdoor gear, the wooden craft store, or the comics shop that were also in that corridor. There was one chance, though. "I thought I'd see what they had at B. Dalton's," I said.
"Since when are you such a reader?" Tina said.
"Well, I... umm... I wanted to see if they had anything about coping with a new kid brother or sister. My Mom's pregnant, you know."
"I guess that's a good reason," Tina said. "Let's go see."
We headed for the bookstore. After what I'd said, I had to go over to the "Health" section to see if there were any books about being an older sister. Rita came with me for some reason, and she stayed to look over the titles even after I found one book to buy. Stacy and Susie headed for the "Young Adult" section, and Stacy wound up buying a BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER story. Tina, of course, got a fashion magazine.
We paid for the stuff and headed to the next corridor. A store called Topside was having a sale on blouses and such. I slowed down as we passed. Tina and Susie walked over, and we all spent a while looking. Felicia found a peasant blouse like the one she had borrowed, only in yellow. When I said that I liked it, she offered to trade it for mine. I said "No," but asked for dibs on borrowing it. Borrowing it? What the heck was I thinking? I'd be a guy again in a few days, thank Heavens. I decided not to worry about it; let it add to my "cover" of having always been a girl since that was what everybody but Felicia thought was the case. I did buy a white fake silk blouse that looked a bit like a man's shirt and was marked down to only $5. Rita bought a pink sweater that I thought looked a little big on her.
Now what? I looked down the corridor. There was a pet shop off to the right. I strolled over. Yes! There were kittens in a display area in the window. I let out a loud "Aaawwww," and the others ran over. We spent a good ten, maybe fifteen, minutes watching the kittens, tapping the glass to get their attention, and saying how cute they looked.
Just as one kitten, a little gray tabby started moving towards where I was tapping the glass, I felt a pull on my arm. I looked up. It was Stacy. "I know what you're doing, Frankie, and it won't help."
Busted! "What do you mean, Stacy?"
"First the book store, then Topside, now this pet shop."
"Yeah, they have a nice bunch of stores in this mall, don't they?" Maybe I could talk my way out of it.
"You're stalling, Frankie."
"I don't know what are you talking about, Stacy.
"I'm talking about somebody who's going out of her way to slow us down or distract us. You don't want to get those fancy undies, and you're hoping to sidetrack us until there isn't time."
She had me. "Okay, I admit it. Are you guys really going to make me buy that stuff to wear tonight?"
"Yep. Maybe if you do, you'll get up the nerve to dress a little better."
"Is that why you're making me do this? What's the matter, are you ashamed to be seen with me."
"Oh, come on, Frankie. I've known you since we were little kids." That was true. Stacy and I had been in third or fourth grades together. Of course, back then, I'd been a boy, and no self-respecting boy that age wants a girl for a friend. Now the past was temporarily changed, and we had become friends.
"Okay, you've known me all these years. What does that have to do with my underwear?"
"I've seen you look at the other girls like you wished you had nicer stuff. I saw how quick you swapped with Felicia and me this morning. I figured that if I made you wore some nice, sexy undies for once, it would give you the courage to try to get your folks to let you wear more stuff like that."
"So, you're embarrassing me out of friendship?"
"Yep." She winked at me. "What are friends for, if they can't embarrass each other every once in a while?"
I couldn't quite figure out an answer to that. Might as well get it over with, especially since Stacy was likely to blab anyway. I took a deep breath and said, "Hey, guys, these kittens are cute, but weren't you all supposed to help me buy some new undies?"
"That 'Dare' from last night," Susie said. "I'd almost forgotten."
"There's a Victoria's Secret down the next corridor," Felicia said.
"And I know a couple of other places in here if they don't have what we want," Tina said. "Let's go."
We waved goodbye to the kittens and headed straight for Victoria's Secrets. Oh, joy. What had I gotten myself into?
* * * * *
I must have walked past the Victoria's Secrets a hundred times. Maybe once in a while, I'd take a peek; imagine what the girl I was going with at the time might look like in the bra or panties or whatever they had in the window.
Now I was going in.
It was a nice place, all white with pictures of clouds and birds on the walls. There were racks and racks of pretty underwear and nighties all over the place. There didn't seem to be a teens' section, but there was a section marked "Petite," which I guess meant me now.
We walked over as a group, a couple of the girls giggling at the overt sexiness of some of the fashions. "Do I have to do this," I asked, trying to look as pitiful as possible.
"Great pout," Stacy said sarcastically. "It's just sooo sexy; Mel will just love it."
Great. That was the last thing I needed, to be told I looked sexy. "Okay, let's get this over with."
"Let's see," Tina said, looking at me appraisingly. "I'd guess you're about, um, 36-C, medium panty, right?"
"Yeah," I sighed. I'd checked my underwear out of curiosity that first night.
"Whoa, a big girl," Susie said and giggled. She made a gesture as if hefting her own breasts, which, as a guy, I had always thought looked pretty good.
"Down girls," Tina said. "Let's see what sort of an outfit we can find." She began pawing through racks of panty and bra sets. She'd stop every so often to look at me, as if she were checking something, then start off again. She picked three or four sets, handing each one to Stacy.
Finally, she said, "Okay, that's enough for a start." She grabbed my hand and pulled me after her to the dressing room. "Strip down and let's see how you look in those bras." She handed me the sets, still on their hangers, and all but pushed me in.
I was definitely stuck. I took a look at what she'd handed me, four-bra-and- panty sets. They were all a lot fancier that the sort of stuff I'd been wearing since I changed.
I took off my blouse and hung it on a hook. Then I unhooked the bra I was wearing and put it over the same hook. I carefully took the first bra off its hanger. It was a satiny thing, strapless with a tiger print.
I leaned forward, holding out the ends, and then reached behind me to hook them. Once I did that, I gently adjusted my breasts within the bra. Then I looked in the mirror. I looked pretty good. This bra was definitely sexier, and it seemed to shape my breasts making them look rounder. But the bra also felt a little tight, like it was a bit too small. I didn't know if that meant that it didn't fit right or if it was just because the bra was new.
I decided to try another one. I took off the first bra and stuck it back on the hanger. The second bra was yellow satin, a demi-bra according to a little note on the strap. I didn't know the difference till I put it on. I don't know how, but the thing made my breasts look even bigger. It was like the cups pushed them up or something.
I posed in the dressing room mirror and did that same pout Stacy had accused me of. She was right; I did look sexy, especially in this bra. Heck, I looked like some kind of sex kitten. "Hi, I'm Bambi," I whispered in a kind of throaty growl. Then I giggled. This was ridiculous. What was I doing?
The third bra was a strapless like the first. It was black lycra, so sheer that I could see my nipples through it. I looked hot, so hot that I actually turned myself on. I felt my nipples pushing the material out. The thing was that I wasn't sure that I liked the way the black fabric looked against my tanned body.
The last one was light blue, another demi-bra. This one had an embroidered pattern of lace all over both cups. There was a similar pattern on the front of the panty. The back was a thong, but then so were the other three.
I decided to pick the last two sets. I looked good in them, the bras felt good on me. It was settled. We'd — I'd buy them, and then I was done with this nonsense.
Wrong.
I put my original bra on, followed by the blouse, and pushed the curtain aside. The whole group was waiting for me. "Well, Frankie," Tina said. "Did you find any you liked?"
I held up the two I'd picked. "Yeah, I'll take these. Now can we go?"
"No way," Stacy said. "There's still a whole store full of stuff to look at."
"Aw, c'mon, Stacy," I said. "You said two sets, and I've picked two. Are we going to waste the whole day making me try on this stuff? What about everybody else? They want to shop, too."
"We do," Rita said, "but you do have to do a little more looking. You can't just pick based on only the first four bras you look at."
"Yeah," Susie said. "How about one extra rule, the two sets of undies have to be different styles."
"Wait a minute," I said. "You can't go changing the rules now."
"All in favor," Tina said, "raise your hands." Five girls raised their hands.
She looked at me. "All opposed?" I raised my hand. I raised both hands. I'd have raised a leg if I thought it would help.
"Passed," Stacy said. "Okay, Frankie. Do you want any of the four you just tried on?"
I looked at the two I'd picked. I still wasn't sure about wearing black. "This one," I said, holding up the light blue pair.
"Okay," Susie said. "Give me the other three, and I'll take them back." I handed her the three small hangers, and she ran off. She was back a minute later holding another hanger. There was something on it that looked like it matched the bra-and-panty set I'd picked.
"Wha-what's that," I asked.
"What do you think it is," Susie said. She held the hanger up so I could get a better look. "It's the matching garter belt for the set you picked out."
"What!" I hadn't planned on a darn garter belt.
"Sure," Tina said. "Didn't you know. These are all three-piece sets. Since all you were going to try on was the bra, there was no reason to give you the garter belts before you picked out the set you wanted."
"Garter belts are a lot sexier than pantyhose," Rita said. "Do you need stockings to go with them?"
I wasn't sure. Maybe I could say "yes", then tell Stacy tonight that I had been wrong. At least that would get me out of having to wear the garter belt.
But before I could answer, Rita tossed me one of those plastic eggs. "I thought you might, so I got these on the way back. They should go with the undies."
'Oh, joy,' I thought. I sighed and took the garter belt from her. "Thanks, Rita," I said.
"Okay," Tina said. "Now let's see what else they've got."
We wandered over to a section that had what looked kind of like girls' T-shirts, "Camisoles," the sign said. There were all sorts of styles, sheer, flowered or tiger-striped. One even had stripes like a zebra. Some had wide straps, like a guy's shirt, and some had thin — what did they call them — spaghetti straps. A few of them had straps you could actually untie.
"Cute," I said, lifting the zebra-striped one.
"Yeah, but not really sexy," Tina said.
"I don't know," Rita said. "I kind of like it."
"Yeah, but, no offense, Rita, you aren't the 'fashion geek' here. I am. The dare wasn't 'cute'; it was 'really sexy,' and I don't think that these camis make the cut."
"So what is," Rita said.
Tina walked over to a rack that looked like it had some sort of swim suit with garters on it. "These are. Bustiers and merry widows really turn guys on."
"Yeah, they... umm... I guess they do," Rita said. "Okay, Frankie, come on over and take a look."
I walked over to where she was standing. "Okay, you said 'bustiers and merry widows.' What's the difference?"
"Boy," Tina said. "You are naive."
"Hey, we can't all be 'fashion geeks,' can we?" Stacy asked.
"Only the lucky ones," Tina said. She spoke slowly, as if she were explaining to a kid. In a way, I guess she was. "Okay, bustiers and merry widows are like bras, but with a section of material under the bra that goes down to the hips or waist. Merry widows have built in garter belts, so they go a bit lower. You wear them with a separate pair of panties."
"Or not," Susan said with a giggle. Then she blushed a little. So did a couple of the other girls.
Okay, I looked through the rack and picked five things to try on. I picked a bunch, so I wouldn't get a lot of grief from the other girls. However else I may have changed, I still shopped like a guy. I'd picked the two I wanted, and I was going to buy whichever one fit better.
It turned out to be the purple merry widow ("champagne-colored," the tag said). It had a demi-bra that made my breasts look really great, a lot more than a handful. The material was almost transparent; with cute little embroidered flowers on the cups to kind of hide my nipples. The embroidered flower pattern continued all the way down to the cute little flowers on the four garters.
The matching panty was a v-thong. The front was only a few inches wide and almost transparent except for the embroidered flower pattern. I looked sooo hot in it. If the old male me had seen a girl dressed like this, he'd have been hard as a rock and on her in a New York minute.
The girls were more than satisfied. Susie and Tina were making snide comments about what Mel was going to say when he saw whichever one of the sets of undies I was going to wear. I didn't say anything, even though I felt a little like slugging them.
There was just one little problem. When I took the stuff to the girl at the register, the price came to about $45. I only had $23, and that was including the money Mom gave me. "I'll have to put one set back," I said. Part of me felt relieved, but part, just a little part of me, I swear, was disappointed.
"No way," Tina said. "You agreed to get two sets of undies."
"I can't buy what I can't pay for," I said.
"She's got you there, Tina," Stacy said.
"Tell you what," Felicia said. "I'll put it on my plastic, and Frankie can pay me back later."
"No," Rita said. "We should all pay. "Everybody else kick in, umm, $7, and Frankie will pay the rest. That okay?" Everybody nodded, and Tina, to her credit, was the first one to kick in her share.
"Just make sure we get it back," she said with a smile.
"Oh," Felicia said, "you'll get it back so quick, it'll be like you never gave it to her."
I paid for the undies, putting in $10 of my own. The cashier put them in a couple of boxes, then put those in a Victoria's Secrets bag. By the time she handed the bag to me, most of the others had wandered off to look at clothes. Susie actually wound up buying a panty and bra set herself.
As I left the counter, Felicia touched my arm. "Frankie," she whispered, "you do plan to change back next Wednesday, don't you?"
"Are you crazy?" I whispered back. "Of course, I do. You don't think I like being a girl, do you?"
"Well, I wasn't completely sure. You seem to be adjusting so well."
"Yeah, well, I still want to be a boy again."
"That's what I thought. That was why I said all the girls would get their money back so fast."
"What do you mean?"
"When you change back, none of this will have happened. We'll all have our money back because we'd never have loaned it to a boy."
I felt a little better. I had been concerned about paying them back. Now I wouldn't have to worry about it. Then another thought hit me. Why was I so eager to change back? It seemed like part of me resented the fact that I didn't want to be a girl. Part of me was actually happy to be a girl. 'No way!' I thought. "If that's settled, then let's get out of here," I said.
* * * * *
By this time, it was almost 2 o'clock. We headed for the food court for some lunch, salads mostly, though Rita had hamburger with a side salad and a small shake. "You put on weight," Susie teased her, "and Ken's gonna lose interest." Ken Geller was Rita's boy friend. They'd been dating steadily for over a year.
"I'm not worried," Rita said. "I don't have to worry about Ken."
"Must be nice," Stacy said sarcastically.
"Oh, it is, it really is," Rita said.
"Ain't love grand," Tina said with a laugh.
"Sure is," Rita said with a smile that went from ear to ear — and maybe a little bit beyond. There was no doubt how she felt about Ken, and, in a way, I think I envied her. I think all of us did.
We finished our lunches and headed back for more shopping.
The others tried to talk me into getting my ears pierced at one booth, but I said, "No." I wasn't ready for the pain, even if the holes would be gone in a few days. I did buy a small gold bracelet, though, and I wore it the rest of the day. Tina and Felicia both got themselves earrings.
We tried on skirts at Amber, a teen dress shop, but none of us got any. I liked one, a brown jumper, but I felt like I'd spent more than enough. We hit a couple of other clothing stores after that, looking again, not buying. I'd have been bored to tears as a guy, but now it was interesting — kind of. I think girls shop for the thrill of the hunt, at least that's what it seemed like.
We were all at a PayLess, looking at shoes, when Felicia happened to look at her watch. "Hey, it's almost five," she said.
Susie was putting on a pair of green pumps. She looked up from the chair and said, "Yipes, I've got to get to work!"
"Yeah," Stacy said, "and some of us have dates. Let's go."
We waited just long enough for Susie to buy the shoes. Then we ran for Felicia's van. When we got there, she told me to go around to the back.
"How come," I asked.
"How do you think your folks would react if you came in with that Victoria's Secret bag?"
"They'll — they'll freak," I said. Now, what was I going to do?
"Take the stuff out of the boxes and stick them loose in your suitcase. I'll keep the bag and the boxes in my van and get rid of them at home." It was a great idea, and I did just that. I was careful to keep out the book and the blouse I'd bought, so Mom and Daddy wouldn't get suspicious.
* * * * *
Daddy was just going into the building when Felicia pulled up. "Hi, Cara," he said. "Did you have a good time?"
"I jumped out of the van and gave him a little peck on the cheek. "Yes, Daddy. How are you?"
"Hungry, to tell the truth. Your Mom figured you wouldn't be hungry, with your date and all, so she sent me out for burgers." He handed me the bag. "Here, you take this, and I'll get your suitcase and sleeping bag."
He walked around to the back of the van. Felicia opened the door, and he took out my stuff. I held my breath, half-expecting him to ask me about the new undies, as if he could tell just by lifting the suitcase that they were inside.
But he didn't.
I waved goodbye to Felicia and the others as they drove off. She was taking Stacy home next, and we'd be getting back together for that double date in a few hours, her and Jeff Hogan, Mel, and me.
* * * * *
Mom was in the living room watching TV. She'd cleared off the coffee table and put down place mats and paper plates, so she and Daddy could have their supper there. "Hi, Hon," she said as I came in. "How was your sleepover?"
"Great, Mom," I said. "Here's supper." I handed her the bag just as Daddy walked in.
"I'll put this stuff in your room, Cara," he said, disappearing down the hall.
"What did you buy?" She pointed at the bag from Topside. I showed her the blouse and the bracelet. "Nice," she said. "Are you going to wear it tonight?"
"I... I haven't decided yet," I said.
"You'd better decide soon. What time is Mel coming for you?"
"Oh, I've got lots of time. He won't be here till about 7."
"About 7," Mom said. "Hon, get moving. It's after 5:30." She almost pushed me towards my room. It suddenly occurred to me that it might take me longer to get ready as a girl.
My suitcase was on my bed, unopened, thank heavens. It had occurred to me that Daddy might open it when he put it in my room, but I could hardly go running after him yelling, "Don't open it." I might as well just confess to buying the undies and save time.
I shut the door and stripped down to just my panties and bra. My outside clothes went into the dirty clothes hamper. I opened the suitcase and got out my new undies. They went under the bed. The clothes I'd worn yesterday went into the hamper, too, and I left the suitcase opened on my bed.
I was thinking with Frankie-boy's devious mind. If I made it obvious that I hadn't bought anything else, then they wouldn't go looking for anything else. I might not look like the old Frankie, but I was glad to know that I could still think like him.
Only why did I have to feel guilty about it?
I stripped off my panties and bra. As I did, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror by my dresser. Boy, I was pretty. I'd seen myself as a girl, naked several times since I changed, and it never failed to amaze me just how pretty I was — and, darn it, how glad I was of the fact. It bothered me, but there really wasn't time to think about it now. I tossed my undies in the hamper, wrapped the robe around me, tying it tight, and headed for the bathroom.
My first thought when I took off the robe was to run water for a bubble bath. A bubble bath? What in the world was I thinking? I didn't have time for anything like that. Then I realized that it wasn't the idea of doing anything as feminine as taking a bubble bath that bothered me. It was the fact that I was in a hurry. This girly stuff was definitely getting to me.
I ran the water till it felt hot, then turned on the shower and got in. There was a small shelf hanging from the nozzle. I picked up a small bar of perfumed soap and began to lather up. I'd showered a couple times at home, besides that one shower in gym, so I had sort of gotten used to having ti — to having breasts to wash.
Funny, though, I kept thinking about hurrying to get ready for Mel, and my breasts starting feeling more sensitive as I lathered them. I slowly ran my fingers over them, enjoying the tingling feeling if my skin. Back and forth, sometimes rubbing the nipple as my fingers glided past. My head went back; my mouth was opened, my eyes half shut. I was beginning to moan. I was — just what the heck was I doing?
Whatever it was, I stopped doing it.
I turned off the hot water and let the cold water "cool" me down. Then I shut off the water and just lathered myself as quickly as I could — being careful how I touched certain places on my body. As soon as I was lathered, I turned the water back on and rinsed myself off. I dried myself, again, being very careful where I patted and where I rubbed.
Then I dusted myself with flowered body talc. I'd found the stuff the first time I showered at home after my change. I always liked girls who smelled like that. Now I got to be one.
When I was back in my room, I locked the door and pulled the packages out from under my bed. I had agreed to the "Dare," so I had to wear one of these outfits tonight. I was a, umm, man of my word. Besides, I knew that Stacy was going to check somehow.
I picked up the panty and stepped into it, pulling the thin straps up around my waist. The lace on the front felt a little funny against my groin, definitely different than the plain cotton panties I'd gotten used to wearing. The thong in back definitely felt different sliding in between my asscheeks. An old joke about "anal floss" popped into my head, and I giggled at it.
Now for the merry widow. I took the thing and stretched it around my waist. If fastened behind the wearer. That little voice in my head had taught me how to do bras that worked that way, so I knew how to hook the thing up. I started at the bottom, and then worked my way up the row of hooks. I had to stop when I got near the top to adjust my breasts in the cups of the bra.
I couldn't believe how I looked when I glanced in the mirror. Hot? That was just a start. I was a darned wet dream. My body tingled. I could see myself smiling at what I saw. Aw, no, don't tell me I was getting to like looking like this, like being a girl. I grimaced and tuned away to finish dressing.
Stockings were next. After pantyhose, they were kind of easy; you only had to worry about one leg at a time. I slid them up carefully and fastened them to the garters. When I stood up and walked over to the closet to get my dress, I could feel the material pulled tight against me. It was like a second skin; different from hose because I could also feel the garter straps against my bare thigh. I felt, well, kind of vulnerable. There was really nothing to stop somebody from reaching under and actually touching me there, certainly not the thin material of the panty. I wasn't sure how I felt about that, and I sure hoped that Mel wouldn't try.
'He won't,' the voice said. 'Even if he wants to.'
Ever hear your own mind giggle at you? It's not a fun experience.
Now that I had all this pretty stuff on, I had to cover it up. Daddy would never let me out of the house if he knew what I was wearing. I put on a dark blue sleeveless top. It had a low-cut collar, but not low enough to show the top of my breasts. I stepped into the skirt I'd already picked out, a plaited number that came down almost to my knees.
I buttoned it at my waist and turned to check myself in the mirror. There was no sign of the pattern or shape of the merry widow. 'Look again,' came the voice. I looked. Rats! I couldn't see the merry widow, but I could sure see how nice it made my breasts look. Daddy might not notice, but Mom sure would. I needed something to cover me. 'Sweater," the voice suggested. I agreed. I reached into my closet and grabbed a dark blue sweater. I put it on without buttoning it. The loose shape was just enough camouflage for my new figure.
I put on my St. Francis medal, this time with the gold chain, and tucked it under my blouse. Then I used the stuff on the make-up tray to fix my face; a demure pink lipstick, just a little blush, and some eye shadow, blue for the dress, with a bit of purple for my new undies.
"Frankie," came Mom's voice from down the hall. "Mel's here." I took one last look in the mirror. I looked good, and I liked that I looked good. And I didn't care; heck, I was proud of it. I grabbed the shoes I'd already picked out, strapless pumps with a wide, one inch-heel, perfect for dancing. I slipped them on and went out to greet him.
Mel was just sitting down on the couch across from to Daddy. "The Inquisition begins," Mom said. I just sat there, while Daddy asked Mel about where we were going, what we would be doing, that sort of thing. He didn't seem to mind, and he looked so handsome in the sport jacket and tie he was wearing.
Finally, Daddy stood up and said we could go. Mel actually shook his hand and promised — for the third time, at least — that he'd have me home by 11:30. I kissed Daddy on the cheek, hugged Mom, and headed out the door.
As we walked to the elevators, I said, "I hope you didn't mind all those questions Daddy asked."
"Well, I did... a little," he said. Then he took my hand in his, "but I figure you're worth it.
I melted, I swear the girl in me just melted. I'd have given him a kiss right there, but I was afraid that Daddy might come out and catch us. So I waited until we were in the elevator. Then I leaned over a little and gave him a peck on the cheek.
"Not that I mind, of course," he said, "but what was that for?"
"For being so sweet with Daddy, and for saying that I was worth putting up with Daddy's questions."
"Any time, Frankie," he said squeezing my hand just a little. "Anytime."
Stacy and Jeff Hogan were waiting outside in the front seat of his dad's car. We climbed in the back. "Sorry we took so long," Mel said.
"That's okay," Jeff said. "We didn't mind the wait." From the embarrassed looks on their faces, I'd say that they'd found something interesting to do while they were waiting. He started the car, and we drove off.
"Besides," Stacy added. "We all know about Frankie's dad."
"What about my Dad?" I asked.
"You know, Frankie, what we kidded you about last night at the sleepover. How old-fashioned he is."
"Maybe so, but I kind of like this old-fashioned girl," Mel said.
"Hmm," Stacy smiled. "She may not be quite as old-fashioned as you think, Mel."
"What do you mean?"
"Oh, nothing; just some girl talk. We'll finish it in the ladies' room at the Shell Game later. Right, Frankie?"
So that was how she was going to check on the undies. Okay, I'd play her little game. "Right, Stacy," I said.
"You girls and the bathroom," Jeff said. "Sometimes I wonder what goes on in there, don't you, Mel?"
"Jeff," Mel said. "I didn't think that you... or I really want to know."
Jeff shrugged and changed the subject. We were still talking about summer vacation plans when he pulled into the Shell Game parking lot.
The place looked pretty busy, but we'd gotten there earlier enough that there was still room. Mel, Stacy, and I got out near the entrance while Jeff parked the car. He came back in a couple of minutes. The boys paid — naturally — and we went inside.
The new band, Izvestiya, was going full guns. We just headed out onto the dance floor. They were playing a fast number, so we just stood near one another and began moving to the music. The band was loud enough that I could feel the sound going right through me. I started matching Mel's movements, turning or twisting the way he did.
After three or four fast dances, the band switched to a slow number. I stepped forward into Mel's arms. It felt nice, very nice. We were still moving together, but now I could feel him against me. I looked into his eyes, and he was smiling at me.
"What are you smiling about," I asked.
"The fact that I'm here, dancing with you," he said. "It's real nice."
"I... I'm enjoying it, too," I said. That was the problem, I was enjoying it. I was definitely starting to like this female life I'd been popped into. I was actually worrying a little that I might be having second thoughts.
Of course, being there in Mel's arms was not the best place for me to be worrying about things like that. 'Well,' I thought. 'I have three or four more days to worry about second thoughts on changing back. This is probably the only chance I'll have to be here with Mel. I might as well see how the other half dates — lives.' I put my worries on hold, and moved in a little closer to Mel.
The band played another slow dance. By the end of it, I was leaning against him, resting my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beating, and feel his body moving with mine. I felt something else, down below his waist, pressing against me. Good heavens, I was turning him on. Then I felt my own nipples tingling. I... he was turning me on, too.
I was saved by the band. They finished the slow number that they were playing and started another fast one. Mel dropped his arms, and we moved a couple steps apart. We began moving to the music, again. We danced a couple more dances, but then Stacy and Jeff came over to where we were dancing.
"Hey," Stacy said. "How about stopping for a bit and getting something to eat?"
I realized how hungry I was. "Sure, if Mel doesn't mind."
"Mel's hungry, too," Mel said.
We followed them off the floor and over to an empty table. "So, what do you all want?" Jeff asked. "They've got pizza, burgers and fries, nachos, pretzels and chips, and soda, of course. Take your pick."
After a bit of dickering, we settled on burgers all around, fries and nachos, and sodas. Mel went with Jeff to help carry the stuff.
"Enjoying the evening, so far?" Stacy said.
"Yeah, Mel's a great guy."
"I saw how you guys were dancing out there — the slow ones, I mean. You really like him, don't you?"
Did I? I barely knew Mel, when I was a guy. He was one of the squares, somebody to be considered only in terms of how to get something out of him. Now, I... I wasn't quite sure how I felt, but I knew that I liked him. I probably wouldn't be able to think of him as just a "square" when I changed back.
"I guess so," I said, trying to sound non-committal.
"Boy, now, there's an understatement! I told you, I saw the way you guys were dancing together."
I figured that I might as well tell her what she wanted to hear. "Okay, I... sort of do... like him."
"I thought so. I just wanted you to say it. You're such a shy girl, you need to admit you can have feelings about a guy."
"Gee, thanks for caring." Shy? Yeah, as a girl, I guess I was.
"I do, Frankie, honest I do. I'm not trying to force you to do anything you don't want to do — "
"You mean, like wear this fancy underwear?"
"Okay, maybe that was a bit overboard."
"A bit? I'm wearing stuff that looks like my picture should be up on some guy's wall." My own - Frankie-boy's, for instance; I was hot in this stuff.
"You'll have to show me later — just so I can tell the others you did, I mean. Seriously though, doesn't it make you feel, well, special... pretty — like a real grown-up woman, I mean?"
"Yeah, I guess so."
"That's what it's supposed to do. Because when you feel that way, you've got the confidence you need to act like you're somebody special — and to make the guys treat you that way."
"So, then, you're wearing stuff like that?"
"Hmm, not as... as sexy as yours, but they are a little fancier than I wear to school during the week." She looked up. "Okay, change the subject. Here come the boys with the food."
Jeff and Mel passed out the burgers and cokes - veggie burgers and diet cokes for Stacy and me. They spilled the fries into a pile in the center of the table and put the nachos next to them, so we could share. We would. I would, at least. You can take health food only so far.
We didn't talk much for a couple of minutes, while we ate. Then Jeff said something about school, and we made small talk for the rest of the meal. Stacy and I were full, smaller stomachs and all that. Jeff and Mel were polishing off the rest of the nachos.
Stacy stood up and put her napkin on the table. "While you guys finish, Frankie and I are going to the ladies' room. Okay?"
"Hey," Jeff said. "How about if we meet in the game room?"
"Aw, c'mon," Stacy said. "Frankie and I didn't come here to watch you guys play video games. Right, Frankie?"
"Oh, I guess a few minutes wouldn't hurt." I felt like I wanted to play those games as much as the boys did.
"Thanks, Frankie," Stacy said. "Okay, we'll meet there, but we won't stay too long." She actually looked a little hurt. I felt like I'd betrayed her somehow, and, maybe, I had.
I stood up and followed her towards the ladies' room.
"What were you doing back there?" she said as we walked.
"They've been so sweet to us tonight. I thought we should give them a little reward for it."
"You don't date much, do you, Frankie?"
"Not a lot." Not boys anyway.
"I do. Boys can get caught up in a game. They could be in there for hours."
I had an idea. "They won't. I'll get them out if I have to drag them out."
"I'll believe it when I see it." We got to the ladies' room. Stacy opened the door for me. "In the meantime, there's other stuff I want to see."
I went in and looked around. There was nobody else in there, not even in the stalls. (The doors were all opened.) I heard a click. Stacy had locked the door behind us.
I stepped back a few feet from Stacy and took off my sweater, laying it on one of the sinks. "Okay," I said. "You can tell from the way my breasts look that I'm wearing the thing."
"I can tell that you're wearing something," she said, "even if you are trying to hide it with that sweater. Anyway, lift up your blouse."
I did as I was told. I lifted the thing up almost to my neck, so Stacy could see the merry widow. I counted to "ten," then tucked the blouse back into my skirt. "Satisfied?" I said.
"Umm, I suppose. Let's see the stockings."
"You really don't trust me, do you?" I was beginning to get a little angry. Why was I putting up with this? I lifted the front of my skirt. "Can you see them now?"
"A little bit higher, please."
I clenched my teeth and lifted the skirt even higher, practically to my waist.
"Okay, I wanted to see if you had on those panties, too. You can drop the skirt, now."
"Gee, thanks."
"I'm sorry. You're mad, and I guess I don't blame you. I didn't realize how upset you were." She lifted up her own blouse. She was wearing a sheer lycra bra that was almost transparent, with just a bit of swirled material around the center of each cup.
"Stacy, what are you doing?" I was embarrassed now. Worst of all, even though a little bit of me was still male, I was definitely not enjoying the show.
She smiled and tucked her blouse back into her own skirt. "I figured that I owed you one."
Now I had to smile. "Well, we wouldn't really be even till you showed me your panties, too." She nodded and actually started to reach for the bottom of the skirt. "Hey, no, that's okay," I said. "Yeah, we're even."
"Okay, then." She went over and unlocked the door. Just in time, too, because a couple other girls came in almost as soon as she stepped back. We freshened up our make-up and headed for the game room. As we walked, she said, "Just remember what you have on under that demure, little girl's outfit. In fact, just to remind you, why don't you take off your sweater and tie it around your waist? It's too hot to wear it in here anyway."
I didn't see the point, so I did as she suggested. Then, as we walked, I did see the point. I could feel the weight of the sweater on my butt, and it was making me walk with more of a wiggle. It also pulled my blouse tight at my waist, showing off how small it was. But, most important, there was nothing hiding the way the demi-bra made my breasts look. I felt like every eye in the place — every male eye, at least — was watching me.
Stacy saw the look on my face. "Okay, so I tricked you again — sort of. But we'll need every trick we've got to make the boys want to leave those video games. The way you look will be a big help."
"I told you, Stacy. I promise that they won't stay at them very long."
"We'll see what happens, but, even so, don't you feel great knowing how hot you look this way?"
"Yeah, I guess I do." I hated to admit it, but I really did. At least, the girl part of me really did.
By now we were at the game room. It was almost "boys only." The few girls that were in the place mostly looked bored. They'd probably been dragged in by guys who wanted to show off or who just promised "a few minutes." A lot of those guys had blown it. They may have had the fun of the game, but they also had their girls mad at them for ruining the evening.
That wasn't going to happen to Stacy and me.
As I expected, the boys were at the Pirates' Cove game. Jeff was playing. He was almost finished on the second level and looking for the rope bridge that took him to third. He made a wrong turn, and one of the cannoneers got him.
Mel took over. His man was on the third level already. He managed to get past a couple of the simpler traps, a sandpit and one of the tangletree groves. He made it to the hollow tree and began to look around. I wanted to tell him to climb the tree, that the map was on an upper branch. But you have to learn stuff like that on your own.
He didn't, but he spent enough time looking around that one of the skeletons showed up. It got him. It was his last life.
Jeff tried again. He made it to the third level, but he got caught in a sandpit. He tried using the rope from his supply sack, something I hadn't thought of when I'd played. It worked. He got out, but the time he'd taken had triggered one of the pirates. They fought, and it got him; end of game.
Both boys pulled out a quarter. They were about to put them in, when I said, "Hey, guys, we're back. You ready to go?"
"Just one more game," Jeff said.
"Yeah, just, umm, one," Mel said. From the way he was looking at them, I think he noticed how my breasts looked. Gee, he had a cute smile.
"You promised you wouldn't be in here long," Stacy said. "We'd like to dance some more, right Frankie."
"One game isn't very long," Jeff said.
"I'll tell you guys what," I said. "I'll play, too. If I win, we leave. If not, Stacy and I will treat you boys to one last game. Agreed?"
Stacy looked at me like I was crazy, but the boys both agreed. Jeff had noticed my breasts now, which didn't help him any with Stacy. I took a quarter from my purse. "Who goes first?"
"You can go first," Mel said.
"No, you guys have been playing it for a while. I'll watch how you do." I tried to sound like I didn't know the game.
"Okay," Jeff said. "Mel, I died last, so you can go first."
We all put in our quarters and hit the code so three players could go in turn. Mel went first. He was doing fine till he happened to glance over at me. I took a breath, and a cannoneer got him. Well, I never said that I'd play fair.
Jeff went next, studiously ignoring me. He did fine until he lost his man at a hidden sandpit. Like I said, the rope was on the second level.
Now it was my turn. I just made it to level two, when I was attacked by three pirates. I hadn't quite figured that one out, yet, and I died.
Jeff and Mel both made it to the second level. Jeff took the rope again. I think he was going to try it with a sandpit, if he got caught again. He also managed to find a couple of chests of treasure that I hadn't known about. Treasure's nice, but it can weigh you down. There's a few places on each level where you can trade it for supplies or healing. One of the guard wolves got him just before he got to one of those places.
Mel headed straight for the rope bridge, stopping to fight only when he had to.
He did stop for some rope. I guess he liked Jeff's idea. I did, too. He was almost to the bridge, when a zombie pirate got him.
I tried a little of both their strategies. I took one of the treasures and the rope. That second treasure had slowed down Jeff during his turn; that was how the wolf got him. I made it to the trading post with just the one. I used it to get a torch and five extra life points.
I grabbed the rope, too, when I had the chance, and almost made it to the bridge. Three wolves were waiting for me. It took them longer to get me, thanks to those extra life points, but they finally did. I did take two of them with me, though.
Both guys got to the third level. Jeff got stuck in a sandpit, and he used the rope again. This time, he let go of the rope a bit earlier, and he was able to get the pirates. Mel managed to miss the pit. They both found the pearl necklace, and they both got killed by that stupid skeleton.
It was my turn, now. I deliberately walked into the sandpit to try out Jeff's strategy. It worked, and I thanked him for it. I went for the necklace, too, but I didn't take it. I just triggered the skeleton. I turned and let it chase me. I went right for the sandpit. I used the buttons to leap at the last minute. The pit was too big to jump over, but I was more than half way across. The skeleton followed me in. It sank, and I used the rope a second time to get free. I grabbed the necklace and got past three more traps. I'd picked up enough treasure to go to a trading post, but this one had zombies for guards, and they got me.
The game was over, but I had over 100,000 points more than either of the boys. "I win," I said to them. "We can go now."
"How... how did you know how to do that?" Jeff said.
Mel put his arm around my waist. It felt kind of nice there. "Because she's brainy, as well as beautiful. And now I'm going to dance with her." I smiled at the compliment, as he started to lead me out of the room. Jeff shrugged, and he and Stacy followed us.
We went back out onto the dance floor. Izvestiya was playing another fast dance. Mel started to move to the music. I did, too, but this time, I didn't match his movements. I was psyched from my success at the video game. I'd spent way too many quarters trying to figure out how to kill that skeleton.
I began to sway to the music, letting it get inside me. I smiled and licked my upper lip with my tongue. I'd always thought that was real sexy, when a girl did something like that. I decided to give in a little to Frankie-girl, give him a treat for what he'd said at the game room. I let my movements get more sensual, more sexy. I practically caressed myself to the rhythm of the music. I could see how much Mel was enjoying it by the way he was smiling at me.
I looked over at Stacy and Jeff. She was watching me, too. She looked a little surprised, but then she gave me a "thumbs up". I guess she approved of how I was acting.
When Izvestiya switched to another slow number, Mel took me in his arms. I moved in closer than I had before. I pressed my breasts up against his chest. They began to tingle. I began to tingle. I definitely liked feeling this way, which scared me a little. I leaned my head against his chest. "So how does it feel to get beaten by a girl, Mel?" I whispered.
"Well, it wasn't the easiest thing for me to take. You did beat us both fair and square. I think your cousin — what was his name — Vinnie, did more than tell you about the game. But I figure, what the heck, who says a girl can't play a video game? In a way, I think I'm a little proud of you."
"Right answer," I said. I lifted my head and kissed him on the cheek.
We danced for a while longer, taking a break at one point for sodas. Stacy and I sat at an empty table while they braved the lines at the food concession. "You look really good out there," Stacy said.
"Yeah, I don't know what it is," I said. "I just feel so jazzed!"
"I think it's the undies. You know how pretty you look, and you can't help acting like the person they make you feel like you are."
"That has got to be the silliest idea I ever heard." That wasn't entirely true. I wondered if they did have something to do with it. I felt incredibly feminine, and I liked it.
"Well, whatever it is, Mel sure likes it."
"I know," I said, and I giggled. "I hope he doesn't think I'm leading him on, promising him something."
"Nah, I think he's cool with it. I think he actually respects you too much to try anything that would risk it."
"Gee, I hope so." I did, too, because I wasn't quite sure of how I'd act if he did try anything.
Just then, the boys came back with our drinks. We sat for a while and just listened to the music. Izvestiya was a great band to dance to, and it was also a pretty good band to just listen to. Especially, when I was leaning up against Mel, who was sitting next to me.
"Say, what time is it," Mel said. He looked up at one of the big digital clocks mounted at various points around the room. "Damn, it's after 10:30."
"So," Stacy said. "The curfew doesn't kick in till midnight."
"Yeah, but Frankie's dad wants her home by 11:30. I, umm, kind of promised."
"But we'll have to leave, too," Jeff said.
"Yeah," Stacy said, taking his hand in hers, "but I'm sure that we can find something to do till 12."
"Sounds like it's time to go," Jeff said. Just then, the band finished the fast number they'd been playing and started another, a slow one. "Right after this dance, I mean."
Jeff stood up and led Stacy to the dance floor. Mel and I were right behind him, and I have to say that we were holding hands, too.
I moved right into Mel's arms. This time, there was no swaying or pressing against him — well, not too much pressing against him. It was just the two of us holding on to each other and moving slowly, in place, to the music.
We left right after that song. It wasn't all that far back to my house, but we wanted to go by way of Dixon Park. The park is just a little one, a stretch of woods that the developers had left when they built the neighborhood around twenty-five years ago. It wasn't much, but it had a lot of nice shady places to park for a while.
Jeff drove into the park, and then pulled over onto the grass on a side road. There wasn't another car in sight. He turned off the engine and the lights. Then he reached over for Stacy.
I was too busy to see what they were doing after that. Mel and I were busy ourselves. He put his arm around me and pulled me to him on the seat. Our lips met, and we kissed. Oh my, it was nice, so very nice. Then I opened my mouth to moan, and he stuck his tongue in. That was even nicer. My whole body was tingling by now.
We hugged and kissed that that for, well, for I don't know how long.
"I've been wanting to kiss you like that all night," he whispered. "You look so beautiful. The way you were dancing, and — and when you pushed up against me..."
I felt very shy all of a sudden. I kissed him again and slid up next to him on the seat. His arm was around me, now. I felt it reach down while we kissed, and he begin to touch my breast through my blouse, kind of fondle it.
My breath got a little short, now, and the tingling got better and better, like electric jolts all through my body. I put my arms around him to pull him even closer to me, and I kissed him harder.
Mel had his one hand under my blouse now. He ran his fingers along the top of it until he found my nipple. Then he began to play with it, stroking it kind of. I felt like I wanted him to do it forever.
Then I realized where that thought could lead. I reached up and put my hand over his. "I like what you're doing, Mel. I like it a lot, but, please, that's as far as I want to go."
He kissed me, but this time on the cheek. "All right, Frankie. I guess I was rushing things. We'll take it one step at a time." He slowly pulled his hand out from my blouse.
I took his hand in mine. "Thank you, Mel. Thank you for understanding." I was holding his hand gently, trying to decide if I wanted to put it back onto my breast. Before I could decide or could say anything else, I heard the bells at St. Martha's Church, only a few blocks from the park.
"11:15," Jeff said. "We'd better get moving if we're going to get Frankie home on time." He started the engine and drove to my place as quickly as he could.
I used the time to fix my blouse and to put my sweater back on. I glanced over at Mel. He was sitting there trying to hide the lump on his pants with his hands. 'Did I do that?' I thought, and I stifled a giggle since I didn't want to embarrass him.
We got to my building at 11:28 according to Mel's wristwatch. We jumped out of the car while the motor was still running and ran for the elevator. We just got to the door at 11:30.
"Thank you for a nice evening," I said, hoping that I didn't sound out of breath. I kissed him on the cheek.
"My pleasure," he said with a smile. "I'll call you tomorrow."
I was fumbling with my keys when the door opened. Just as I expected, Daddy was waiting for me. "Good night, Frankie... Mr. DiAntonio," Mel said. He walked back down the hall, waving as he pushed the button for the elevator.
"11:32," Daddy scowled for a minute, then he smiled. "Well, you were at the door on time. I suppose it's only fair to let you say good night to your date."
"Stop teasing her, Dom," Mom said. "Did you have a good time, Hon?"
"Yes, thanks, the band was great." I suddenly yawned. I guess staying up late at Tina's and all that dancing was catching up with me. "I think I'll go to bed now. G'night." I kissed them both and hurried off to bed. Yes, I was sleepy, but I also didn't want them to get a good look at me — or, at least, me in the merry widow.
I closed my door and quickly took off my sweater, blouse, and skirt. I slipped off my shoes and sat on the bed. I unhooked my new stockings and carefully rolled them down my legs. Then I reached behind me and unhooked the merry widow. My new panties were last. Everything went into the hamper with the blouse and skirt on top. I figured that I'd hide them away in the morning.
I put on the panties from that afternoon and the sleep-T I'd worn last night. Then I went into the bathroom and washed up. I really was tired, so I tuned off the light and went straight to bed.
But not to sleep.
I kept remembering how much fun I'd had at the Shell Game, especially dancing close with Mel. I remembered what else I had done with Mel. My body, especially my breasts, began to tingle again. I reached down to touch them, to rub them, but that just made the feeling get stronger. The tingles spread through my whole body, but especially towards my groin.
Without thinking, I reached down and touched myself. It was like scratching a mosquito bite. The touching felt so very good, but it made the itch seem even worse. One hand was squeezing my breast. The other — my heavens — I actually had a finger in my pussy. I was acting from memory — male memory, and I could feel the sensations growing in me. I wanted to stop. I knew I should. But all I could think of was Mel; his sweet, goofy smile; how great a kisser he was; and how nice it had felt to have his hands on my breasts.
I could feel something coming, something wonderful and terrifying. I let go of my breast just long enough to grab a pillow and throw it over my head. A few seconds later, I felt as lit up as a Christmas tree. I let that wave of pleasure run through my body. I hugged myself for a while as it faded into a gentle sort of afterglow. Then, with a sigh, I pulled the sleep-T back down.
The next thing I knew it was morning.
* * * * *
Normally, according to the voice in my head, I would have helped Mom with some of the chores, like the laundry, on Sunday morning. But when I offered, Daddy said he'd help, so I could study for my finals.
"Do I at least get to read the Sunday funnies?" I asked.
"Sure," Daddy said. "As soon as you finish studying." Then he added, "Or when you take a break for lunch."
I was in my room about a half hour later, going over some of the notes for that oceanography course. "Francesca Maria DiAntonio," Dad yelled. "Get out here. Now!" No Cara, no Frankie. I knew Dad, and if he acted at all like he did when I was a boy, it meant that I was in big trouble.
Mom and Dad were in the back room, where we kept the washer and dryer. They were sitting at the worktable with piles of dirty clothes in front of them. He must have gotten the dirty clothes from my room while I was having breakfast. He was holding my new merry widow. I'd meant to get that stuff out of my hamper this morning, but, well, I sort of forgot.
Now Daddy was holding it like it was a dead snake or something.
"What is the meaning of this?" he said, almost too calmly. "Why are you wearing clothes like this?"
Caught! I looked down at his shoes. I was so embarrassed. Then it hit me. I wasn't embarrassed because I was a boy caught wearing girl's underwear. I was embarrassed because I was a girl who'd been caught wearing "naughty" underwear.
"Just what have you and that Haywood boy been doing? I thought I could trust him. He's never going to...”
"Daddy, please. You can trust him. We — we didn't do anything more than hold hands — well, and he kissed me a couple times." I sure wasn't going to tell him about Mel touching my breasts, at least not now.
"Nothing?" Dad looked straight at me, and I felt like an animal caught in somebody's headlights; frozen with a truck heading right at me.
"I — okay," I said. "I kissed him goodnight, too, but that was all."
"A likely story. A girl dresses like this, it can only mean one thing."
"Oh, really, Dom," Mom said, frowning. "And what does it mean?"
"Nikki, please. You know what kind of girls dress like this."
"What kind, Dom? You tell me. I was with Gina, may she rest in peace, when she bought her wedding trousseau. I helped her pick things out, so I know just what she bought. Your Gina, what kind of woman was she?"
"But that's…" Dad said, his voice trailing off.
"And me. You didn't have any problems the last time I wore something like this." She gently patted her stomach. "That's how I got something like this. Am I that kind of a girl, Dom?"
"But you... and Gina... you were grown women, married or about to be. Frankie is just a baby, just my little Cara."
He looked so sad that I wanted to hug him. And I wanted to hug Mom for the way she stood up for me.
I hugged Dad first. "I'll always be your Cara, Daddy, but I'm — I'm growing up. Please, please understand that."
Mom put her hand on Dad... Daddy's shoulder. "Dom, sometimes a woman wears clothes like that to show herself off for her man — as an act of love and acceptance. But sometimes, she wears it just to remind herself that she's a woman, to look pretty for herself, and to be proud of who and what she is."
It felt so wonderful to have Mom standing up for me like that, and I realized that I had felt pretty, felt like a real woman in those undies, and, so help me, I'd enjoyed the feeling. I felt like crying — for a lot of reasons.
"I... I don't know," Daddy said, "but I want to be fair, I guess." He stood up and walked out of the room. "Let me think about it a little."
Mom and I talked for a bit, while I helped her sort the clothes. I was sorry for getting her so upset, and I told her all about the "Truth or Dare Game" we'd played at Tina's.
"Those things are supposed to be fun, Hon," Mom said. "Nobody's supposed to be hurt — least of all, somebody who wasn't even playing, like your Dad."
"Daddy? What about me? I'm the one he dumped on."
"Frankie, your Dad's a very old-fashioned man. It's important for him to want to take care of his 'little girl', and he expects you to be an innocent about things like sex. He knows how impractical that is these days, but he still feels that he has to try. Try to understand what he's going through, okay?"
"I... I guess. I'll try, Mom."
"I know it'll work out. You'll see. No matter what happens, I know how much you two love each other."
Love Daddy? Yeah, I guess I did. I put a load of whites in the washer for Mom. "I'm going to get back to my homework now," I said. I kissed her on the forehead as I walked by. "Thanks for sticking up for me."
"Hey, Hon, that's what mothers do."
I smiled at that, smiled all the way back to my room. It was nice having a Mom.
About an hour later, there was a knock at my door. "Can I come in, Cara?"
I rolled over on the bed where I'd been studying and sat up. "Yeah, Daddy, come on in."
He came in slowly, still frowning a little. "I — I thought about what your Mom said, Cara. Is that — is that what it was, Cara?" Dad was almost crying himself. "So you could feel that you were pretty?"
"Yes, Daddy."
I felt his arms circle around me. "But how can you not feel pretty, when you look so much like your Mama?" He hugged me. "You sure you didn't do anything more than just kiss that Haywood boy?"
"Nothing more, I promise." I had wanted to, especially when he'd touched my breasts, but the thought had scared me, what little of the male me was left. It had scared the female me, too. She — I liked being a good girl. But I had to admit that I felt a little disappointed.
"Then, if you'll forgive your old man for being the biggest idiot of the week, he'll forgive you for growing up."
"Deal," I said, shaking his hand.
Daddy tapped his cheek. "No handshake, Cara. A kiss, right here."
I giggled. Then I kissed him on the cheek.
"Nice," Daddy said. "You should kiss the Haywood boy just like that." Then he smiled and kissed me on the forehead. "See how nice it is, when you do it like that, too." He looked at me and smiled a kind of embarrassed smile. "I know, I know, but being your father is a tough habit to break."
"I don't want you to break the habit, Daddy, not ever. Just understand that the rules are a little bit different now, for a kid my age, I mean."
He sighed, a little too theatrically, I thought. "I know, Cara. Just try to be as understanding of me as you want me to be of you. Okay?"
"More than okay," I said.
"Good." He kissed me again on my forehead. "Then I'll let you get back to your homework there."
* * * * *
I was having lunch when the phone rang. Daddy answered it. "Frankie, it's him." Daddy wasn't quite as ready to accept my story about my new undies, as I'd hoped.
"Hi, Mel," I said. "Thanks again for last night."
"Hi, Frankie," he said. "I had a great time. I hope your dad will let me take you out again next weekend."
Next weekend? I was going to be a guy by then. I wanted to change back, but I felt a little sad, somehow, about not getting another date with Mel. "I... we'll see. Daddy's a little upset right now."
"I hope it isn't anything I did. We were home on time, weren't we?"
"It. umm, it isn't that." I didn't want to tell him about the undies, especially not while Daddy was standing right there. "It's kind of hard to explain." Then I added something for both him and Daddy. "Even if we both know that nothing happened that Daddy would get upset about."
Daddy was still scowling, just a little, but Mom smiled and mouthed the words, "Atta girl."
"So, could I come over to, umm, help you study for the exams?"
I liked the idea, but I had a feeling that I'd better let Mom work on Daddy a little bit more. "Okay, but if you want to come over so we can study together, let's make it for tomorrow night instead of this afternoon." I looked over to where Mom and Daddy were. She nodded it was okay. Then — and I had to giggle — she jabbed Daddy in the ribs, and he nodded, too.
"Is that all right with you?" I said.
"Fine," Mel said. "Just so we can spend some time together. Even if your dad is going to play chaperone all evening."
"Okay, then. Tomorrow at 7:30, then." I saw Daddy pointing to his watch again. "I have to go now. See you in school. Bye."
"Bye, Frankie." We hung up the phone together.
Daddy started to say something, but Mom beat him to it. "Remember, Dom, you promised that you'd trust her."
"I... I know, Nikki, but, it's hard for this old leopard to change his spots as quickly as you want."
Mom leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. "You aren't a leopard, Dominick DiAntonio. You're just my big, old pussycat."
Daddy smiled at that. He said, "Meow," and he kissed Mom back.
* * * * *
I got another call around 3:40. Daddy must have been in a better mood because he let me take it instead of telling the person that I'd call back later.
"Hey, kiddo, it's Felicia."
"Hi, Felicia. What's up?"
"I just got a call from Stacy. She's calling the others that were at Tina's place on Friday, too. She said that you kept your word and wore that merry widow last night."
"Good. I'd been wondering if she'd let the other girls know." I glanced over to where Daddy was sitting, timing the call as always. How was I going to talk about stuff like that with him there? I took a deep breath. "Daddy, could I please have some privacy? You can come back in if I'm not off the phone in... in ten minutes."
He actually looked kind of hurt, but he stood up. "I guess I owe you one, Cara, but remember, ten minutes." He walked out the door.
"Good for you, Frankie," Felicia said.
"Umm, thanks."
"So which set did you wear, and, more important, how did Mel like it? I hear that you two were really going at it in Jeff's car."
I actually felt my cheeks get red. And my body started to tingle just a little. "The merry widow, but he... he didn't get to see it or anything. We did, well, kiss a little." I was talking softly, just in case Daddy was listening from the next room.
"Did you like it? The kissing, I mean."
Why lie? "Yes, yes, I did. It was... nice." Darn, I'd sighed in the middle of that sentence.
"'Nice', huh? Are you sure you're still going to want to change back on Wednesday? It sounds to me like you're getting to enjoy being a girl."
"Of course, I still want to," I said. Didn't I? It sounded to me like I answered just a shade too fast. I'd enjoyed last night, but I didn't think it was enough to make me change my mind. Only why wasn't I as absolutely certain as I had been before?
I heard a chuckle over the phone. "Well, we'll see. It's a long ways yet to Wednesday, and it is a woman's prerogative to change her mind."
"Yeah, but that doesn't mean that I'll change my mind."
"Like I said, we'll see." She paused for a second. "Hey, I heard you tell your dad ten minutes. It's just about that. See you in school tomorrow. Bye."
"Bye," I said even as I heard her hang up.
Daddy was standing near the door, but not near enough to have been able to listen. "Nine minutes, thirty-five seconds. Thank you, Cara." He smiled and kissed me on the forehead, and I went back to study some more.
* * * * *
Bill Gerhart was the big news at school on Monday. "He got busted trying to pick the lock into the auto shop room yesterday," Mel told me when he met my bus. Mel was in that course; so was Felicia, come to think of it.
"What was he going after?" I said.
"Those new diagnostic disks Mr. O'Keefe got. He says that they're worth a lot of money because they're good enough for a garage to use."
I'd heard that, too. In fact, when I was a boy, I'd been trying to think of a way to get my hands on them. Bill must have come up with something. That was probably why he'd been looking for me. I knew a guy who knew a guy who could... well, you know the story.
"You heard about Bill Gerhart," Felicia said as she walked over to join us. "Those disks are nothing but trouble."
Mel gave Felicia a real strange look, like they had some kind of secret between them. "Yeah, but sometimes it works out for the best."
"I suppose," she said. "What do you think of Bill and the disks, Frankie?"
"I, umm, I don't know", I said. "I'm — I'm not even sure what you two are talking about."
"Well," Felicia said. "Do you think it was okay for him to try to steal them?"
"I don't know," I said. "Maybe he had a good reason."
"Maybe," Felicia said, "but would you do it, Frankie?"
"No," I blurted out. What was I saying? Of course, I'd try — if I was sure I could get away with it. I wouldn't want to get caught because it would just break Daddy's heart. Oh, for the... .There I was, thinking like a girl again.
"Of course, she wouldn't," Mel said. "Frankie's a good girl. She'd never get involved in something like that.
It wasn't the truth, but Mel didn't know that. I felt good having him defend me like that, and I thanked him with a little kiss on the cheek just as the five-minute bell rang.
* * * * *
Tina and Felicia were waiting for me in study hall.
"I hear you two were at it hot and heavy last Saturday," Tina said.
I blushed. "Well, we did kiss a little bit."
"And did he like your undies?" Tina said.
"Why does everybody ask that?" I said. "Yes, I admit it, we did kiss, but he never saw my underwear."
"Yeah, but from what Stacy said, he did enjoy them, or the bra, at least. Stacy said he kept looking over at your breasts and the way they looked. She was a little pissed because Jeff was staring some, too."
I blushed again. I wasn't sure what was worse, the way the boys had looked at my breasts or the fact that I'd, well, that part of me, at least, had enjoyed them doing it. Especially, Mel.
"What did you do with the merry widow when you got home?" Tina said. "Your dad would freak if he knew you were wearing something like that."
I swallowed once. "He does know. He found it in my room when he was helping my mom get stuff together for the laundry."
"So how long are you grounded for?" Felicia asked. "Did he tear it up?"
"I'm not, and, no, he didn't," I said. "My mom stood up for me when he started yelling about the merry widow. She got him to back down — sort of. He doesn't like it, but he's willing to accept the fact that it's okay for a girl my age to wear stuff like that."
"No way," Tina said.
"Yeah, she told him that it doesn't mean I'm, umm, fooling around with guys or anything like that."
"That is so cool," Tina said. "When are you going to wear it again?"
"Well, the merry widow is a little too fancy for school," I said. "And I'm not sure I want everybody staring at me if I wear the bra."
"So all those nice things stay in a drawer until your next date," Felicia said. "Does Mel know how lucky he is?"
"Not all of them stay in the drawer," I said. "I've got the panties on now."
"Hey, if your folks are letting you wear that sort of stuff, now, you should get some more of them," Tina said. "Get your mom to go shopping with you at Samuelsohn's; she can use her employee discount."
"Yeah, Frankie," Felicia said with a little bit of a smile. "I can just see you and your mom going shopping for bras and panties."
"Do it," Tina said. "They have some really nice stuff at Samuelsohn's."
Somehow, it didn't seem like such a bad idea, which scared me a little. "Umm, maybe after exams. I really don't have time right now."
Tina stared at me. "You'd rather stay home and study than go shopping for pretty clothes. Are you sure you're a girl?"
"No, I'm really a guy!" I wanted to say, but I didn't. I stalled. "Well, I can't go tonight; Mel's coming over to study with me."
"Well, that explains everything," Tina said. "Staying home with a cute guy beats going shopping with your mother any day."
* * * * *
Mom was lying down on the couch, when I got home.
"Are you okay, Mom?" I asked.
She smiled, but she didn't sit up. "Yes, I guess I'm just tired. Pregnancy does that to you."
"Can I get you anything?"
"I'm fine, Hon, but could you do me a favor and start on dinner? It's kind of hot, so make something light, a salad maybe."
"Sure, Mom. I'll put something together quick and then go study for a while, okay?"
"Fine. Maybe use some of that leftover chicken from the other night. You know your dad. It has to have some meat in it. No 'rabbit chow' for him."
I'd put my own supper together often enough as Frankie-boy to know what to do. Besides, I had that little voice in my head giving me suggestions. I took some of the leftover chicken and cut it into small pieces. Then I mixed it into a bag of salad greens and tossed in some Chinese noodles. I put it back in the fridge and set the table.
I poured myself a glass of iced tea, pouring a second glass for Mom. She must have been tired; she was asleep when I came back into the living room. I just set the iced tea on the table where she'd see it and went to study.
By the time I finished reviewing my business math notes, it was almost six. Mom was still sleeping, only now she was holding a pillow by her stomach as if her stomach hurt. I was trying to decide if I should wake her, when I heard a noise outside in the hall.
"So how are my girls, tonight?" Daddy said as he came in the front door.
"Shh!" I said. "Mom's asleep."
"Not anymore," came a groggy voice from the couch.
"I'm sorry, Nikki," Daddy said. "I didn't mean to wake you."
Mom smiled. She still looked a little tired to me. "Dom," she said. "There's no voice in the world I'd rather be woken up by."
"Likewise," Daddy said. He leaned over and kissed her forehead. "Are you okay? Do you want me to send out for some supper, so you won't have to cook?"
"It's taken care of, Daddy," I said. "I made supper while Mom napped. I even had time to get some studying in."
"Good for you, Cara. Do you need any help setting the table or such?"
"No, thanks. You can just keep Mom company, while I finish getting everything to the table."
Daddy sat down on a chair next to Mom, while I went into the kitchen. I got the salad and the pitcher of iced tea out of the fridge and put them on the table. Some rolls and a tub of butter, and dinner was ready.
"Come and get it," I called out. Mom and Daddy came in, holding hands. It looked to me like she was leaning on him a little. 'Still sleepy,' I thought... I hoped.
"Looks good," Mom said, sitting down. "I knew I could count on you to fix supper for us." She took some salad onto her plate and passed it to Daddy.
We sat and had a quiet supper. Mom asked a couple questions about school and how my studying was going. Daddy and I tried to get some idea of how badly she felt. She claimed it was just a touch of flu, but I don't think either of us believed it. We made jokes and pretended that we did, so she wouldn't worry about us.
After supper, she went back into the living room to watch TV, while I cleared the table. Daddy started in on the dishes, though there really wasn't much for him to do.
"You think Mom's okay?" I said, handing Daddy some dirty silverware.
"I'm not sure, Cara. She says she is, and I hope she's right. I'll tell you what. We'll both keep an eye on her. If she doesn't seem any better by Wednesday, I'll call Dr. Pearce."
"Should... should we wait that long?" I felt a little scared.
"I've got his phone numbers — his pager number, too. If anything happens — not that it will," he smiled and took my hand, "but if it does, I can get in touch with him — get him over here — in five minutes."
I felt a little better hearing him say that — and feeling him hold my hand. It was funny, but I couldn't remember the last time he'd shown this much concern. And I realized how much I'd missed it. "Thanks, Daddy," I said and kissed him on the cheek.
"All part of the DiAntonio service," he said with a big, silly grin.
I finished putting the leftovers and all away and went into the living room to sit with Mom. She was watching WHEEL, and we just sat there trying to guess the puzzle. All of a sudden, there was a knock on the front door. I looked at my wristwatch, 7:10. I wasn't expecting Mel till 7:30.
It was Mel.
"You're early," I said. "Anxious to see me?"
"Yeah," he said, "but I came over early to see your dad."
Daddy came in from the kitchen. "To see me, son. Why?"
"Well, sir. You always ask Frankie's dates to come for her early, so you can talk to him. Since this is a sort of date, I figured that the rule applied. Besides, I understand that you're mad at Frankie about something that happened Saturday night, and I, well, I thought that I could, umm, maybe clear up whatever the problem was." He looked like he was about to stick his head into a lion's mouth.
And Daddy looked like the lion was about to take a big bite. "So you came over to give me some sort of garbage that nothing happened, that it was just a nice, platonic date."
"No, Mr. DiAntonio. I'll admit that I kissed Frankie. I liked it — I like her, and I hope that she'll let me kiss her again some time. Right now, I just didn't want her to be suffering because you're mad for something that's probably my fault and not hers."
"So, you don't know why I am — why I was mad at her."
"No, sir. We really didn't talk about it at school today." We hadn't. Everybody was so busy talking about Bill Gerhart and those dumb disks. We hadn't had a chance to talk about anything else.
Daddy glowered, or tried to. Then he smiled and stuck out his hand. "Son, what I was mad about had nothing to do with you. And I don't think that I'm mad about it anymore. What I am, is proud that my daughter has a friend," he sighed, "okay, a boyfriend, who's as good a boy as you are." He smiled and shook Mel's hand.
"Thank you, sir. I just figure I'm very lucky to have Frankie as my girl."
"Hey," I said. "Girl in the room, here. You two can stop talking about me like I wasn't."
"Sorry, Cara," Daddy said. He smiled, but then he sort of faked an angry look at Mel. "Of course, that doesn't mean that I won't be checking up on you two while you're studying in the kitchen."
"Mr. DiAntonio," Mel said, "I never doubted that for a minute."
They both laughed. I got my books and notes from my bedroom, and we went into the kitchen.
* * * * *
"Where's DiAntonio?"
I getting my blouse out of my gym locker, but I turned when I heard my name, "Yes, Ms. Serrano?"
The older woman put her hand on my shoulder and looked at me like she wasn't happy with what she had to say. "Don't get too upset, dear, but the school just got a call from your father. I'm afraid your mother's at Mercy-Women's Hospital." She handed me a folded piece of paper. "This excuse will let you out of classes. Do you have a way of getting to the hospital?"
"I can drive her, Ms. Serrano," Felicia said. "If I can be excused from my classes, too, that is."
"Always an angle, eh, Ormand. Well, this time I approve." She pulled a second note out of a pocket in her sweat suit. "Call me when you get to the hospital, and, Frankie, I'm sure everything will be all right."
"Thank you, ma'am," I said. I got dressed as quickly as I could, while a thousand horrible thoughts kept running through my mind. Was it the baby? Had there been an accident? Was Mom going to be okay?
Felicia dressed quickly and quietly, not wanting to waste time making conversation. "Besides," she told me later, while we were waiting at the hospital, "you probably weren't in a mood for talking, anyway." We were dressed and at Felicia's car in well under ten minutes, and we got to the hospital ten minutes after that.
Felicia pulled up in front of the hospital, and I jumped up and ran for the door. There was a desk with a directory just inside. "My Mom — Mrs. DiAntonio, please, where is she?"
The woman at the desk checked some sort of computer. "Is that Nikki DiAntonio, dear?" I nodded. "She's in the level 2, obstetrics unit. Take that elevator over there to the third floor and make a right."
I thanked her and ran for the elevator. Felicia must have found a place near the door to park. She was right behind me as I got into the elevator.
"Any word on your mom?"
"She's in obstetrics, something called a level 2, whatever that means."
"I don't think it's good," Felicia said, just as the elevator stopped. "But, hey, here we are."
The doors opened, and I took off with Felicia behind me. I ran through some glass doors that said "Obstetrics: Level 2." There was a nurse's station just inside. "I — I'm looking for my mom, Mrs. DiAntonio."
The nurse on duty looked at some kind of roster sheet. "She's in radiology having some tests. You'll have to wait. There's an area just down the hall and to the left."
"But... but why is she here? Is she okay? The baby, is it okay?"
"I'm sorry; I don't know. The tests she's having now are going to help the doctors find out just what is going on. You'll just have to wait." She turned back to what she'd been doing.
Felicia put her hand on my shoulder. "Frankie, she's right. All you can do right now is wait. Let's go sit down." She took my hand gently and led me down to the waiting area.
As we got to the waiting area, I saw Daddy sitting in an overstuffed chair trying to read the newspaper. He jumped up when he saw me and came over.
"She was working in the office — they have her doing that now, so she can sit down more. All of a sudden, she — she got this terrible pain in her stomach. It wouldn't go away. They called me and the paramedics at the same time. Cara, I think... they think she might have gone into labor."
"Labor? But she's only, what, about six and a half months pregnant."
"I know, but the doctors say it sometimes happens. They're checking it out now; checking a bunch of other stuff, too."
"When will they know?"
"When they know, they'll know. Until then, we just wait." He looked at me for a minute. "How'd you get here? Do they know at school that you left?"
"Mr. DiAntonio," Felicia said. "I don't know if you remember me. I'm Felicia Ormand. I drove Frankie over — with the school's permission, too."
"Yes, yes," Dad said. "I remember you. Thanks for bringing her."
"I was glad to. I have to go back, but, umm, can I get you anything? I know that you two aren't going to want to leave here till the doctors come for you."
"That — that's okay, Felicia," Daddy said. "I'm not really very hungry."
"Well, it's lunch period for Frankie and me. I'm going to get something for her, at least." Before Daddy or I could say another word, she turned and walked back the way we came.
"Nice girl," Daddy said.
We sat down on a couch. I was scared, and, somehow, being right there next to Daddy helped. He picked up the paper he'd been reading, or trying to, and I took a Newsweek. I was afraid that, if I tried to talk, I'd begin to cry. I think he felt the same way.
"Ahem," somebody said. I looked up from the page I'd been reading for the sixth time. It was Felicia with a big tray, piled high with sandwiches, soda cans, and bags of pretzels and cookies. "I thought you might be a little hungry after all, Mr. DiAntonio," she said as she put the try down on the low table in front of us.
Daddy smiled — well, a little, anyway. "I guess it would be impolite not to join you." He took a sandwich and a coke. "Thank you again, Felicia, very, very much."
Felicia took a sandwich, a diet coke, and a bag of cookies, but she stood up, instead of sitting down. "Frankie, I have to get back to school. I'll tell them what little I know, and I promise to come back later." She came over and gave me a big hug. "It'll be okay, you'll see."
Daddy unexpectedly leaned over and kissed her on the cheek. "Thank you, Felicia. Thank you for everything. I'm glad Frankie has you for a friend."
Now I hugged Felicia. "Yeah," I said. "So am I."
"I'll see you two later," she said with a wave and headed back.
* * * * *
That was probably the longest afternoon of my life. I started that story in the Newsweek so many times that I began to memorize it. Daddy wasn't doing much better. He'd try to read or he'd get up and pace. A couple of times he walked over to the nurse's station. They said that Mom was back in her room, but that she was resting, and we had to wait.
That didn't help. A little bit later, Daddy and I snuck down to Mom's room. We opened the door quietly in case she was sleeping. She was, and with a peaceful look on her face that made us feel a lot better. That is, until we saw that the covers were pulled back and that she was hooked up to more gadgets than NASA.
"All right, you've had your look. Now, please leave." We turned around. It was a rather stern looking nurse, a woman in her mid-thirties with her dark brown hair up in a bun.
"Can't we stay for just a minute?" Daddy asked. "I'm... we're her family."
"I wish I could, sir; really I do, but Dr. Kelsey specifically said she shouldn't be disturbed."
"She's asleep. How can we disturb her if we're quiet?"
The nurse took a good look at Daddy, then at me. "Two minutes, no more, promise?"
"I promise," Daddy said. "We promise."
"Very well, then. Just stay over here and, please, don't talk to her. After all the tests, she really does need her sleep." She smiled; it was a gentle smile. "I'll wait outside."
We just stood there watching Mom sleep. She didn't move, but once, just for a second, she groaned. I could see that she was hooked up with tubes going into both arms and three or four monitors. There were monitors on her stomach, too, for the baby. I felt like I wanted to cry. Then I felt something squeeze my hand. I looked down. Daddy was holding my hand, squeezing it, so I knew he was there with me. I felt a little better, somehow, knowing that.
The nurse came back in. It seemed like she'd only been out there for a couple seconds. "I'm sorry, but this time I have to insist."
I didn't want to leave; neither did Daddy, but we had promised. We slipped out and carefully closed the door behind us. "Thank you, ma'am, for letting us see Nikki."
"Yes, thank you, ma'am," I added.
"Sometimes," she said, "the family needs a bit of care, too, and I think it helps our patients if the family knows what's going on."
"Well, for whatever reason, thank you."
"You go sit back down. I'll let you know when she wakes up."
We headed back to the waiting area. It was later than I thought. We ran into Felicia on our way back to the waiting area.
"How's your mom?" she asked. "We got here as soon as school got out."
"We?" Who else had come, Stacy, Tina? I didn't think the hospital would want a crowd of people.
"Yeah, is she okay?"
I spun around. "Mel!"
"Of course," he said, smiling that lopsided grin of his. "I had to wait until school was out, then I came over with Felicia."
I couldn't stop myself. I smiled and ran over to hug him. "Thank you, thank you for coming."
"Hey," Felicia said. "I came, too. Don't I get a hug?"
I had to smile at that. I let go of Mel and hugged Felicia. "Thanks, Felicia, and thanks for the lunch, too."
"Now that the pleasantries are over," she said. "How is your mom? Everybody wants to know."
"We — we don't know yet. At least, the doctors haven't told us. We just took a look. She's sleeping."
"That's a good sign, I think," Mel said. "If they're letting her sleep, then they must figure that nothing's going to happen for a while."
"Do you really think so?" I said, desperate for any encouragement.
"Well, no, but I certainly hope so." He took my hand in his. "In the meantime, we're here to wait with you until you do know."
"Or, at least, till Stacy and Rita relieve us after supper," Felicia said. "We're going to keep you company in shifts."
We all sat down. There were still some munchies left from the stack Felicia had bought before. I had some cookies, so did Daddy and Mel. Felicia and I had sodas, too. We sat, not saying much of anything.
Mel gave me a note from Mr. Snitter, the Vice Principal, saying that I was on excused absence. He had my books down in Felicia's car with assignments from all my teachers, probably the last assignments before the exams. "They just said they hoped your mom got better real soon," he said. "Felicia or I will turn in your homework. Mr. Snitter said not to worry about your exams; you can take them when she's better."
I — I didn't know what to say. I smiled and hugged him again. Felicia reached over and squeezed my hand. "Hey, Frankie, that's what friends do." I had to smile. She was my friend, so was Mel — in a much different way, perhaps, and it felt real good.
We sat a while longer. Than a tall, gray-haired man in a doctor's smock came over. "Mr. DiAntonio?"
Daddy nodded and pointed to me. "Yes, and this is my daughter, Frankie."
"I'm Dr. Kelsey, and, before you ask, your wife is still sleeping. She should be awake in about a little while, and you two may see here then."
"Doctor," Daddy said. "is she — is the baby okay?"
"We think so. It will be a day or so before we're absolutely certain. She went into labor very early — it happens sometimes, but we think that we've stopped it. The baby doesn't seem to have been affected; again, we want to keep her here so we can check on her — just for a couple days."
"Then she can go home and everything will be okay?"
"If there are no complications, she can go home in two or three days. We will want to keep a close eye on her, though. Dr. Pearce, her obstetrician, will be wanting to, that is."
"Yes," Daddy said. "He had her on some kind of medication."
"I know. We've discussed it already. He'll monitor how she does and keep me posted. The baby will probably have to be delivered cesarean, by surgery."
"But... but she'll be okay — they'll be okay, right?" I asked.
"Mr. DiAntonio... Frankie, we'll be watching your mother closely. Everything should be all right, but I can't give you some sort of magical guarantee. Things, well, they just don't work that way."
Magical? I looked at Felicia, and she nodded. "Daddy," I said. "Can I go out for a little bit with Felicia? I'm going stir crazy in here. I just want a little air. I promise to be back in time to see Mom."
Daddy looked a little confused — and a little hurt.
"Daddy, I — I love her as much as you do. I just, well, I just need to do something. Please, please say it's okay."
"I don't know, Cara." Then he saw how serious — how desperate I was. "I don't know what you're doing, or why I'm letting you go do it, Cara. But, somehow, I think it's something that you need to do. Just hurry back."
"Do you want me to come, too?" Mel asked.
"Umm, thanks, Mel, but this is something for girls only."
Mel nodded. "There, huhnh. Okay, I'll wait. Good luck."
I got the very distinct feeling that he knew exactly where I was going and why. I wanted to ask him about it, but there was no time. Felicia and I raced for the elevator. We must have broken a dozen traffic laws getting to Bikini Beach as fast as we did.
There was a blonde at the gate. Felicia didn't waste any time. "We need to see Grandmother immediately. It — It's an emergency."
"What sort of an emergency, Felicia?" We both turned to the sound of the voice. I'd have sworn that she wasn't standing there a moment before. Come to think of it, maybe she wasn't.
"It's my mother," I said. "Please, you — you've got to help her."
"We'll see," the old woman said. "But we should talk about this in a more private place. Please follow me." We walked a few feet to a low white building. There was a sign, "Office," over one of several doors. The old woman made a gesture at the door, and it opened. We went in and sat down, she behind a large wooden desk covered with papers. "Now, umm, Frankie, what's the problem with your mother?"
"She went into early labor — it's only her sixth month. The doctor says they've probably got it under control, but he wasn't sure, and he couldn't say it wouldn't happen again. Mom — Mom and the baby could...” I had to stop. Tears were running down my cheeks.
"And you thought I could fix things, sort of give a 'magic guarantee' that they'd be all right."
"Yes, yes, ma'am. Can you?"
"In a way I can. Do you know what time, what day it is?"
"It's Tuesday, about 5:30 in the afternoon, but what has that got to do with anything?"
"In about 24 hours your pass ends. The spell that changed you will be over a few hours after that. You'll be a boy again. Nikki and your father will never have married, and she'll never have been — "
"No," I blurted out startling myself. "I — I don't want it to end."
"What!" Felicia said. "Frankie, what are you saying?"
"I — I lost one mother. I don't want to lose another. I don't want to lose the family that I have now." I took Felicia's hand. "Or the friends."
"Are you sure, dear?" The old woman looked at me like she was looking down into my soul. When she'd quoted Dr. Kelsey, I'd realized that she could read minds. Now, I got the feeling that she was reading my soul.
Was I sure? My life as a boy had its good spots, but it was empty. My friends were just a bunch of idiots like Bill Gerhart, impressed by what I managed to get away with. They'd cheerfully sell me out, just as I'd have sold out any of them. And I seriously doubted that any of them would have come to the hospital the way Felicia had.
As for Daddy, back then, he was 'Pop', an adult I happened to be related to and sort of lived with. I'd tried to get him to notice me. That was part of why I acted the way I did. Sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn't. I guess he loved me, but he never really showed that he did.
Now, well, he showed it too much, being overprotective and all. But we were working that out. He loved me just for being me. And he loved Nikki, and it had made a better man out of him. Nikki loved me, too; enough to stand up to Daddy for me, and I loved her for it.
I had a family, now, and friends, too, good ones, and Mel, who seemed to be more than just a friend.
I closed my eyes and took a really deep breath. "Yes, ma'am. I — I'm sure."
The old woman smiled. "For a price, I can upgrade your pass to a lifetime membership."
Felicia opened her purse. "I'll put it on my plastic. I know Frankie's good for it. She'll pay me back when she can."
"She won't have to." She turned to me. "A while back, I told you that there was a summer job waiting for you here if you wanted it. I can take the cost out of your salary a bit at a time, if you like."
"Yes," I said. "Oh, yes. Thank you, ma'am — Boss — but what — what about my Mom? Can you do anything for her? Please?"
The old wo — the Boss — reached into a drawer in her desk and pulled out something that looked kind of like a chess piece. "Every culture has amulets and statues, magic items, to help a woman get through pregnancy and childbirth. This one happens to work. Put it in your mother's purse. She'll never find it, but it will work with the medicines that the doctors give her, so she doesn't deliver now. It will help her through the rest of the pregnancy, too, so she won't go into early labor again. It will also help her when it is time for the baby to be born."
"The doctor said she'd probably have to have the baby cesarean," I said taking the piece and putting it in my own purse for now."
"She'll probably still need the cesarean. So much has already happened to her body, but this will help the surgery go well, and she'll recover faster, too, I think."
I couldn't help it. I threw my arms around her. "Thank you, thank you for everything. What do I owe you for the little statue?"
"Your hard work this summer and a promise to be invited to see the baby when it's born."
"I promise," I said.
"Good. Now you'd better get back to the hospital. Your father's probably a nervous wreck."
"Daddy! How will I ever explain running off like I did?"
"Just tell him that you needed to get away for a little bit. Felicia drove you around for a while to clear your head, and you came right back. He'll accept that. After all, you're his Cara, his little girl."
"Yes, ma'am. I am now."
The End
One last note: lest anybody think that I abused my status as one of BB's current "protectors" to add to the staff list, Frankie's job was just for the summer, as stated in the story, which was set during last May and June. Frankie quit just after Labor Day, last September, to help her mom with her new baby brother, Dominick DiAntonio, Jr.
While waiting for the annual visit from Santa, Anya witnesses a near-accident with the old man and his sleigh. Only quick magic can prevent a disaster — but with what consequences?
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Special Dedication:
Grandmother and I would like to thank Elrod for his efforts at bringing our stories to life. We've used a bit of magic to help inspire his tales of our special park and people. We know things haven't gone well for him this past year. Perhaps a bit of Christmas magic will help restore his happy spirits and free his wonderful creative imagination to continue writing (and hopefully more of our tales!)
Merry Christmas to all!
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Note from Elrod: One morning near Christmas, years ago, I found this story on my computer. I claimed to the group that I didn't remember writing it - naturally, no-one believed me. Was it Anya and Grandmother channeling their magic through my computer, or through sleep-writing, as a gift to me and the group? All I know is that I believe in Christmas magic, then and now. Merry Christmas, Happy Hannakuh, and Seasons Greetings!
This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
With another quick nervous glance at the fireplace, then at the clock, Anya sat eagerly in her chair. Before her, on the coffee table, a pair of champagne glasses bubbled and fizzed, their contents freshly poured and waiting. Anya checked again, for perhaps the hundredth time, then chided herself. It was silly, she thought, to be so anxious; it wasn't like he was going to be late. After all, he never had been, not once in all the years.
For a moment, she thought of the first time, when her mother had awakened her in the middle of the night on that magical Christmas all those years ago. She'd been so sleepy, but the wonder of that meeting was fresh in her mind, forever etched by the magic of the moment. And so it had been ever since; her mother awakened her, or let her stay up, just for the one moment. Anya thought of all that joy, and a tear welled in her eye, trickling down her cheek. At times like this, how she missed her mother.
She wiped away the tear, remembering how her grandmother had made a special effort to renew the magic that first year after her mother had died, how they had both been awake. She'd been surprised at how the old woman seemed to know the visitor so well, and how they had both known to make that particular Christmas special.
In the distance, she heard the popping of firecrackers; some kids insisted on displaying fireworks whatever the season. To Anya, it just didn't seem right. Christmas was supposed to be quieter, a more restrained joy than the boisterous noise of fireworks. She shrugged. To each his own.
Even before her ears could pick up the faint jingling of the bells, Anya sensed the magic. She knew — he was here. She practically leaped to her feet and sprang to her balcony, throwing open the door and stepping out to the cool night air.
At once, Anya regretted her choice of clothing. In all the past years, she'd been in her pajamas or jeans and sweater, and the coolness wouldn't have hit her. And in the past, it had been okay for her to dress like that. She'd been surprised, even shocked, at how grandmother had flirted; it had seemed almost sacrilegious. But the old man had loved it, and had flirted back. Anya didn't understand at the time. But now she was a woman, and she thought it was her turn to be a little bolder, and maybe be the cause of a smile on the old elf's face.
Her eyes scanned the sky, peering through the inky darkness. Then a smile crept onto her lips. There he was. It was unmistakable to her eyes — the tiny sleigh and its eight reindeer. And there he was, holding the reins in one hand as he guided the magic vehicle on his annual rounds. He scanned, and caught sight on Anya on the balcony. He was still too far for her to see, but she knew that his smile had just broadened. Most of his visits were anonymous, and visiting a friend, even if only for a moment, brought joy to his rounds.
Anya saw a brief flash on the ground, and wondered what it was. Then she saw a streamer of sparks climbing skyward, ever higher. She snorted her disgust. Some punk kids were interrupting her magical moments. Why did kids these days do these things? Weren't the old traditions good enough?
Her disgust turned to horror as she realized, too late, that the sky rocket was climbing rapidly, it's trajectory carrying it quickly toward the sleigh. And just as she realized this, it exploded in a shower of light and noise, sparkling streamers dancing through the sky and right into the team of now-frightened reindeer.
Santa valiantly fought to control his team, startled as they were by the nearby explosion. But the team had been spooked, and in their fright, two of the reindeer had tangled their harnesses. As the horrified Anya watched, the team lost their neat alignment; more harnesses snarled as the frightened animals reacted with their instincts. The sleigh began to veer, then to tumble outright.
Anya didn't think; she reacted. She knew that she couldn't stop the crash; her magic wasn't that controlled — yet. But she could do something. With every fiber of her being, she thrust out her power, trying desperately to catch the tumbling mass of reindeer, sleigh, and Santa. She felt the strain tearing at her, the sheer effort exhausting her energy. But she felt it — she was succeeding. Partly, at least, but she was slowing the fall.
Given enough height, Anya could have probably stopped the sleigh. But the sleigh had been on final approach to her condo, and height was the one thing she didn't have. She simply ran out of time. Her heart sank as she saw the ground rise up to meet the sleigh. A wail of anguish ripped at her heart; she _should_ have been able to stop it, to save Santa. The sleigh vanished behind some trees. She'd failed, and now Santa was ...
The enormous splashing sound took a few seconds to reach her ears. And when it did, her horror turned to curiosity, and as her mind assembled the facts, then to hope. Of course!
Anya grabbed her coat and dashed from her apartment, not even stopping to lock the door. The elevator seemed interminably slow; she waited only a couple of seconds before she dashed down the stairs, too impatient to wait for the lift. Still in her slippers, she sprinted out the door, then across the still-warm asphalt parking lot.
If Anya could have seen herself, she would have laughed aloud. She was wearing a waist-length coat over a sexy but not-too-revealing nightgown, and wearing her lucky bunny slippers. She was, fortunately, too focused on her task to think about the ridiculous state of her attire. In only a few seconds, she was at the gate.
Anya didn't bother to fumble finding a key; she just waved her hands and the locks sprang open. She walking quickly into the park, and then had another horrifying thought. The reindeer! They were still enmeshed in the harnesses, tangled with each other! With a renewed sense of urgency and panic, she broke into a run again.
Most people would have been disoriented by the darkness inside the park; Anya wasn't. With only the faint light of a quarter moon, she traversed the concrete paths with certainty, guided by her instincts, her knowledge, and her magical senses. Around her, palm trees swayed in the breeze, but she saw none of them. She passed by the tropical lagoon without seeing it. On her left, the aqua tracks of Pele's run passed through her peripheral vision without her really being aware of them. On she ran, using the power of her magic to keep her muscles energized. She passed the concession stand, and still she ran. Finally, after what seemed forever, she burst through a gap in the trees and onto the beach of the Tropical Waves.
Anya sighed with relief as she gazed into the pond. She'd been half-expecting to see a wrecked sleigh, reindeer still entangled, held under the water and drowned. But she'd underestimated the jolly old elf.
He stood waist deep in the water, helping the last of his team out of the harnesses. Beyond him, the sleigh was on its side, but only half-submerged. The crash hadn't been as bad as Anya had feared. She _had_ been able to save them after all.
Santa, in his sodden jacket, led his last reindeer out of the water. He gave it a quick exam, and satisfied that it was okay, he laughed. "Just a bit wet, Comet," he chuckled. "We've been through worse." Then he turned to Anya. His dimples deepened as his smile grew wider. "Ho, ho, ho!" he called. "Thank you for your help, my friend!" He walked lightly toward the girl, his boots making an odd squish, squash sound as he trudged through the damp sand.
Anya smiled and gave the old man a soggy hug, then a quick peck on his cheek. His ruddy cheeks got redder as he blushed at the kiss. "I'm glad I could help," Anya said with a smile.
Santa shook his head. "I'm so mad at myself," he said in disgust. "I should have been paying more attention to driving." He scowled at his own negligence. "Now I've going to be late while I get the sleigh out and rehitch the team."
Anya glanced at the sleigh, then smiled at Santa. "Oh, don't worry about that." She made small motions with her hands, and chanted, and with her magic guiding it, the sleigh slowly righted itself, then began to slide out of the water, up onto the beach.
Santa watched, and from his expression, it was obvious that while impressed, he wasn't shocked. When the sleigh slid to a stop, he climbed in, turning to examine the bag. "Well what do you know!" he exclaimed with glee. "They're all dry!" He turned back to Anya. "Oh, this is grand! I'll only lose a few minutes, and I won't have to disappoint any of the children!"
Anya started to smile, then her mouth began to drop open and her eyes widened. "Oh, shit!"
Santa's eyes narrowed. "Now, dear girl, please don't ..." his voice squeaked, and he cleared his throat, "please don't use such language on this night." He cleared his throat again, frowning. Somehow, his throat felt funny.
Anya knew that the voice wasn't the only thing. She watched as his beard began to shorten, ever so slowly, retracting into his face. All the while, the snow-white hair began to take on some color even as it slowly crept down his shoulders and onto his back. "Oh, no!" Anya cried. "Santa, you went in the water!"
The jolly elf wrinkled his nose. "Yes, when we crashed. But I don't ..." He broke off again, confused by the softening tones emanating from his vocal chords.
Anya cringed. "But the water is magic," she said, wincing. Even as she spoke, she saw the changes continuing. The round tummy was deflating like a balloon, while his chest began to show a pair of small but growing bulges. His pants were shifting, fluidly, crawling up his legs, the hems spreading and widening until they fused into one tube. Still they changed, until the pants were only a short red skirt trimmed in white fur. Beneath the skirt, Santa's legs were much less manly; now smooth and curvy, they continued to reform themselves until they were among the most graceful female legs ever to walk the earth.
On his feet, the hefty black boots flowed, climbing higher up Santa's calves. The reduction in Santa's height was made up for by the growth in his heels; the tight graceful boots now sporting three inch heels. The leather seemed to cling to Santa's shapely legs like they had been sprayed on; not a curve was hidden from view by the sexy footwear.
And Santa didn't seem to notice. Anya glanced back up, and gasped at the changes she saw happening. No longer did Santa have a round jolly belly; above his shapely hips and rounded tush, a delicate and oh-so-feminine waist greeted the eyes. Santa's jacket, a heavy loose-fitting garment, had slowly transformed into a tight low-cut jacket of the same color, but now clinging to his every curve. Large round bosoms were trying to squeeze up through the neckline, giving the changed Santa very generous cleavage.
The weathered face of the old man had shed years and now appeared to be no older than twenty-five. Gone was the heavy beard and moustache. Instead, a very soft delicate face peered from under the red cap; the same twinkling nose was now fine and had a slightly sexy upturn, while his ruddy cheeks were higher and more defined. Ruby lips, previously hidden by the heavy white beard, now plumped into full sensuous view. A wisp of brown hair hung down by one ear, while the remaining locks trailed off behind his slender neck, falling into a ponytail down Santa's back.
Anya gasped at the totality of the effect. Santa was...gorgeous! "Uh, Santa?" Anya said hesitantly, "the water — it changed you. Just like it's supposed to do to men."
The gorgeous incarnation that had been an old man frowned. "I don't understand," he said, frowning anew at the strange sound echoing in his ears. "And what's happened to my voice?"
Anya waved her hand, producing a mirror from nothingness. "Uh," she stammered as she handed the mirror to her friend, "you'd better have a look."
Santa took the mirror, then her jaw dropped. "Oh, my!" she said in her new sexy contralto voice. "Oh, this isn't good!" The hand holding the mirror dropped, the mirror falling softly to the sand below. Santa gazed downward, staring into the impressive cleavage on his chest. "Oh my!" he said once more.
Anya bit her lower lip, cringing. "I'm sorry," she said softly. "Grandmother designed this park for women, and instilled her magic in the water. It changes men into women." She glanced at Santa again, feeling very sheepish. "I'm sorry," she said again.
Santa shook his head, surprised by the bobbing ponytail waving around his shoulders. "It wasn't your fault," he said, still uneasy with his new voice. "And it beats having a bad crash." He turned and patted one of the reindeer. "Right, Blitzen?" The reindeer turned, looking at him, and snorted loudly.
Santa's eyes narrowed, then he looked more closely at his reindeer. "Oh, no!" he finally cried.
"What?" Anya asked, alarmed by the tone of Santa's voice. "What's wrong?"
Santa closed his big blue eyes and sighed, then opened his eyes again. "Look at them."
Anya looked at the reindeer, and then back at Santa. "I don't get it," she said, confused.
Santa sighed once more. "Look down below. They're all supposed to be boy reindeer."
Anya glanced, then her eyes widened. "Oh, oh!" she gasped. "They're all ..."
Santa nodded. "Girl reindeer." He shook his head, ignoring the ponytail. "And Blitzen, for one, isn't any too happy about it." He shook his head again, worry creeping onto his pretty features. "What are we going to do about this?"
Anya wrinkled her nose. "I don't know." She shivered in the chilly air, and thought for only a millisecond. "Let's go back to my condo and think."
Struggling with the weaker muscles, Santa and Anya rehitched the reindeer team, then the two climbed into the sleigh. "On Dasher," Santa called in a commanding voice. The lead reindeer turned, glancing over its shoulder at Santa, and it snorted. Santa gasped in exasperation. "Look, Dasher, I don't like this any more than you do. But we have to do something to figure this out. Now let's go!" Reluctantly, the reindeer tightened in their harnesses, then took a few steps and leaped into the air.
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Santa sat in one of the twin stuffed chairs, looking uncomfortable but sexy in the black boots and short red skirt. She'd removed the warm jacket, and was now clad only in a bright red bra which barely contained the large breasts on her chest. She wasn't happy at wearing a bra, but the jacket was just too warm.
Anya took a sip of soda. The glasses of champagne were long since forgotten in the chaos of the change. "Look, Santa, you've _got_ to go! All the children are counting on you!"
Santa shook her head, then glanced down at her cleavage, her hands cupping but held deliberately far from her cleavage. "Like this? How can I go out like this?" She looked back at Anya, shaking her head sadly as she fought back tears. "I ¬_know_ that the kids are counting on me, but I can't go like this!"
Santa jumped at the sound of the doorbell. "Who's that?" she asked, startled.
Anya leaped from her chair and padded to the door. "That's Greg, my boyfriend," she answered as she opened the door. She tried to smile at Greg, and gave him a quick kiss. "Hi, Greg. Thanks for coming so fast."
Greg smiled. "Glad to help." Then his expression got more serious. "What's up?" He glanced in the room and spied what looked like a lovely girl in a Santa suit. Or part of a Santa suit. "Who's your friend?" he asked, his voice betraying his eagerness to be introduced. He hadn't failed to notice that the shapely girl was wearing only a bra — a red lacy demi-bra that barely covered her large sensuous breasts.
Anya gave him a sharp elbow. "Control yourself, Greg. My _friend_ is Santa Claus."
Greg smiled at the girl, then glanced at Anya. "Good one, Anya." He looked back longingly at the girl. "So who is she, really?"
The girl frowned. "I, dear boy, am really the one and only Santa Claus. St. Nicholas. Father Christmas." The voice lowered a bit. "And dozens of other names," she muttered.
Greg grinned. So they were both in on this, huh? He smiled, and then he saw Anya's expression. His smile froze. "You're serious, aren't you?" he asked slowly.
Santa sighed. "I know this is hard to believe, but I am the real Santa Claus. But since you doubt me, let me remind you that when you were four, you thought you wanted a race car set, but you were much happier when I brought you the 1880 train set."
Greg's jaw dropped. "You really are Santa Claus!" he exclaimed. Then he glanced at Anya. "What the hell happened? I thought he was a jolly old man."
Santa frowned. "Would you please stop using such language around me," she begged softly. "It's so ... unseemly. And on this special night, too!"
Greg barely glanced at Santa. "Sorry," he apologized quickly. He returned his stare to Anya. "So what happened? Did you give him a shower or something?"
Anya fumed silently. "No," she protested. "Nothing like that." She silently pushed her irritation level down. "There was an ... accident. He crashed into the Tropical Waves pool."
Greg glanced at Santa, who was nodding, then back at Anya. "So now he's ... a girl?" He glanced at Santa again. "So why did you call me?"
Santa rose and stomped across the floor, cringing at how the breasts bounced and swayed despite the bra. She crossed her arms, cringing at how the boobs got in his way. Not realizing what the result was, she force them up out of the way, emphasizing the very generous cleavage displayed in the demi-bra. "Now look here," she said sternly, "I have a lot of work to do tonight, and I'm stuck like this for another five or six hours until I change back." She sighed again. "And if that isn't bad enough, my reindeer all got changed, too!"
Greg's eyes widened at the news. He was surprised. He alternated his gaze from Santa to Anya, and back to Santa. "So?" he finally asked. "What's the problem?"
"What's the problem?" Santa wailed. "You don't see a problem with this situation?"
Greg shook his head. "No, I don't. What difference does it make if you're a guy or a girl?"
Santa shook her head, not believing what she was hearing. "Because it's _tradition_, that's why!" she snorted. "The boys and girls are expecting a jolly old man. Not a ... pinup girl!" She glanced at Anya for backing.
Anya, however, was suddenly unsure. "Look, Santa, you know when they're sleeping, and when they are awake, right?" Santa nodded, puzzled. "So what difference does it make?"
Santa started to open her mouth, then stopped. Maybe Anya had a point. But then again .... "But in this body, I don't have the strength! I can't finish the job in one night! Not with this body!"
Anya digested this fact, then reluctantly nodded. But Greg wasn't put off. "So why don't you get a couple of elves to help you? Wouldn't that do the job?"
Santa's eyes lit up, the merriment of Christmas slowly returning. Maybe. Just maybe, she thought. Then she realized the logistical problem. "That's a good idea, Greg, but it won't work. I don't have time to fly back to the workshop and then get back on track." She shook her head. "Not after all the time I've lost so far."
Greg let the facts sink in, and felt his heart sink. So close. But then, in the corner of his eye, he saw Anya making some motions with her hands. He turned — just in time to see her changing. Quickly, her body shifted, getting much shorter and more delicate, while her clothing morphed into a Peter-pannish miniskirt and green top. Her ears grew pointed, like Spock ears, while her fuzzy slippers slimmed into pointed shoes. When the changes were done, she held her hands wide, modeling for Santa. "How's this?" She was the image of a perfect little elf. A girl elf.
Santa, eyes wide at the magical change, slowly began to smile. "That's nice," he said. Then she shook her head. "But I'm afraid it'll take more than one elf to let me finish the job in one night."
Anya nodded slowly, then her hands suddenly moved again. And as fast as she had changed, Greg felt the room spin as he rapidly lost height. His ears felt funny, and his clothing was a bit tighter. He glanced down, finding himself wearing a comparable outfit to Anya, and with the same pointed little boots. He glanced up, and saw that Santa, even as a woman, now towered over him. "Very funny, Anya," he said, surprised at the squeaky little elf voice he now had.
"You will help, won't you?" Santa said, sounding as if she'd suddenly mastered the sexy alluring voice.
Greg melted. "Aw," he mumbled, glancing down at his feet. "I guess so." He glanced back up to see Santa grinning at him. She leaned over and planted a big kiss on Greg's forehead; Santa probably didn't realize that Greg's smile was due to the display of Santa's very lovely cleavage that he'd just gotten.
Anya, however, _had_ noticed. She gave Greg an elbow in the ribs. "Control yourself," she hissed at him, so low that Santa wouldn't hear. "I don't want you drooling over Santa's tits all night long!" Greg gave her an innocent look, as if to say 'who, me?'. But he dropped his head quickly. Anya wasn't buying it.
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Greg climbed into the front seat, while Anya climbed in the rear, next to the huge sack of toys. As Santa picked up the reins, she winced, then glanced at Greg. Santa looked over his shoulder, at Anya, then out the front at her team of reindeer. They were all fidgeting nervously, and glancing at Greg as well. Finally Santa turned back to Anya. "This isn't going to work, Anya," she said.
Anya's forehead wrinkled. "Why not?" she asked, puzzled.
Santa leaned back and whispered at Anya. Anya's eyes widened, then she nodded her understanding. She whispered a few words to Santa, who glanced at Greg and nodded. Then she grasped the reins and urged her team into the air.
They landed almost immediately in the entrance plaza of Bikini Beach. Greg glanced uncertainly at Santa, then at Anya. "What's going on?" he asked cautiously.
Anya leaped from the sleigh and tugged Greg out. "Look, the team isn't used to being a mixed team. The reindeer are nervous. They can sense that you aren't the same as they are."
Greg frowned. "I don't follow. What do you mean, not the same?" Then he saw where Anya was leading him.
Anya explained quickly. "They're all girls. Santa is a girl. I'm a girl. But you're not."
Greg frowned. "First you introduce me to a Santa that belongs in a calendar. Then you turn me into an elf. And now you want to turn me into a girl elf?"
Anya nodded, eyes wide open pleadingly. "Please, Greg. So much depends on it!"
Greg stared into those gorgeous eyes, and knew he was doomed. There was no use in fighting Anya on this one. Not if she was going to use the eyes. "Okay," he muttered. "Okay. I'll do it." He trudged into the locker room. For a few brief seconds, the sound of running water came out the door. After another couple of minutes, Greg came out, dried off and dressed in a cute little girl elf outfit. Like Anya, he wore a short skirt of green with a matching tunic. Unlike Anya, the tunic had a low neckline, and large (for an elf) breasts jutted forth, displaying cute elfin cleavage. His hips were rounder, and his waist tinier; the belt cinching his tunic accentuated the lovely curves of his new body. "Satisfied?" he said in a delightful little elfin voice.
Santa grinned. "Ho, ho, ho!" she cried in joy. Even those words sounded less jolly than sultry, given her new sexy voice. "Christmas is saved!" She turned back to her team as Anya and Greg climbed back into the sleigh. With a flick of her wrist, the reindeer leaped into the sky, the sleigh full of toys, a pinup version of Santa, and two lovely and curvy elf helpers.
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The little boy was sleeping on the sofa, a teddy bear tucked under one arm, the other arm dragging to the floor and still clutching a blanket. His head rested on a throw pillow; his feet, snug in the footed sleeper, sprawled on the couch. The lights on the Christmas tree twinkled in the night, casting a magic spell on the scene. Behind the sofa, across the room, three small stockings and two large ones hung on the fireplace mantle. On the hearth, a plate of cookies and a glass of milk waited.
The noise on the roof was soft, as if something had lit upon the snowy shingles. Tiny thumps echoed softly as if many tiny hooves stamped impatiently. Though soft, the noise crept through the sleep, awakening the little lad. He raised his hands to his eyes, rubbing out the sleep as he yawned.
Something made a soft plop in the fireplace; the little boy peeked over the top of the sofa, his eyes suddenly alert. Santa was here!
And then his eyes widened even further. It wasn't Santa. It was ... a girl! In a Santa Claus suit. "Who ... who are you?" he asked softly, stunned that he wasn't seeing the jolly old man.
The girl smiled pleasantly. "I'm Santa," she said softly. "Let's see," the girl said, pondering something for a moment, "you've been mostly good this year, haven't you. I think I've got something for your stocking."
The boy shook his head. "Santa is a man," he said defiantly, glaring at the young lady.
The girl smiled. "Not this year." She chuckled happily. "Not this year." She dumped a sack on the floor, then began to look inside. Had he been a few years older, the little boy might have fully appreciated the view of the girl's shapely tush as she bent over. "Now let's see. You wanted a Star Wars pod racer game, didn't you? No, that's not right," she said to herself. "It was your brother who wanted the pod racer game. You wanted the Qui Gon light saber." She rummaged around and dug out a couple of neatly wrapped boxes, which she slid into the stockings. A few more gifts, and she closed the sack and hoisted it on her back. "Well, Merry Christmas," she sang out sweetly.
The little boy frowned. "Wait, Santa," he complained. "You have to eat your milk and cookies."
Santa's eyes widened, then he glanced at where the boy was pointing. Sure enough, on the hearth were a plate of cookies and a glass of milk. Santa smiled sadly. "I'll pass on the cookies this year," she said with a twinkle in her eyes. She slipped her hand to her shapely waist. "I've got to watch my figure, you know!" She walked delicately across the room, then bent and gave the little lad a kiss on his forehead. "Merry Christmas," she said. She smiled and walked back to the fireplace, and then with a finger laid on the side of her pert little nose, she gave a wink and vanished up the chimney.
The boy watched Santa vanish, then he leaped from the couch. "Mom, Dad!" he yelled as he dashed down the hall. "Santa was here! And guess what! Santa's a girl!"
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As she climbed back into the sleigh, Santa smiled. "I should have never doubted you, Anya," she said with a smile. "Christmas is a success, and there won't be any disappointed children." She took the reins. "And this is a lot of fun, too! You should see how some of the kids react to a lady Santa!" She gave Anya a wink. "Maybe I'll do this again next year!"
The reindeer, as one, glanced over their shoulders and snorted their disgust. It was clear that, while Santa was having fun, they were not. And they hoped she wasn't serious about doing this again.
With a snap of the reins, the sleigh leaped into the air, a sultry "Ho, Ho, Ho, Merry Christmas!" echoing through the brisk night air as the team flew to on to the next destination.
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All Tucked Up by Ellen Hayes
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Bikini Beach: All Tucked Up
[ rated TV-14DL ]
"Miiiiiiiike!" whined Kim from the back seat, and Mike knew that
her need was becoming desperately urgent.
"Jeez, um, hell..." There was nothing that looked suitable,
except-
In desperation, he turned into a large parking lot, flew down the
aisles until he reached buildings, and threw Stupid into Park. "They
gotta have..." But Kim had already bailed out and was trotting towards
the entrance.
Luckily, it wasn't that crowded, so Kim didn't have to wait more
than ten seconds or so, and Mike and Tucker were right behind her, which
was good because Mike suspected she wasn't capable of speaking
coherently-
"Ungh!" Kim exclaimed, clutching herself.
*I thought not.* "Please," Mike said to the young woman inside the
ticket booth, "she needs to go to the bathroom instantly, we'll pay
whatever," he grimaced. "Just, please-"
"That way," pointed the attendant, and hit a button, and Kim
flashed through the turnstile and towards a door and was gone.
Mike sighed and leaned against the wall. He felt he'd just escaped
an awful fate; that was only partially because of the horrible things
Kim had promised to make happen if he hadn't found a bathroom.
"Sheeew," Tucker agreed.
"Um, could you move your car?" the ticket girl asked.
Mike looked at Tuck who was looking at him. "Um, you go move it,
Tuck, an' I'll stay here."
"'Kay," Tucker shrugged, and walked off.
Mike shook his head violently when he realized he was watching
Tucker's butt swing back and forth. *Jeezus, there's gotta be a way to
stop that,* he sighed, and turned around. "Um, how much do I-"
"Well, I mean, if she's just going to the bathroom, I don't think
it's fair to charge you for a pass," the attendant said, to his relief.
"Great!" Mike agreed, before his own bladder tugged on his spinal
cord. "Um...."
"It's a water park," Tucker said into the radio. "You make the
second turn on the right, it's this BIG parking lot..."
"Alright alright- hey, did you say water park?" Pam asked, and
Tucker could hear cheering 'behind' her from the other girls in the van.
"Oh, fuck," Tucker groaned, because he just KNEW how he was going
to get stuck, or rather what clothes he was going to get stuck IN, if
the girls decided to take some time off at a water park, and he'd been
through six weeks of it already and he was TIRED of it.
Mike had negotiated bathroom privileges for himself and Tucker too,
and so he was taking advantage of it. "Wonder why she told me not to
take- ah," Mike said to himself, seeing that the shower lay between him
and the rest of the park. "What a name, 'Bikini Beach'. Jeez. The
lies some people will tell, just to sell a few more tickets," he sighed
to himself.
Kim finally sagged against the stall wall as her severely-
overfilled bladder FINALLY emptied itself. *I thought I'd NEVER get
finished,* she thought as she sighed with relief.
"I can't WAIT until Jeff comes out the other end," said a malicious
female voice from somewhere else in the locker room. "He has been SUCH
a prick-"
"What did you do to him?" asked another voice, this one higher-
pitched and curious. Kim's feet automatically retracted from view as
she pulled her purse out of sight and tried to be completely silent.
Eavesdropping in restrooms was naughty, wicked, and damned useful if you
wanted to hear certain things.
"I talked to the ticket girl, Anya," the first voice replied, "and
I got him a SPECIAL ticket..."
Mike's head snapped up, his hand washing forgotten.
Something was deathly wrong.
As his heart began pounding and he started to sweat, he swung
around low, looking for what could have triggered him. It wasn't anyone
looking at him, in fact the only people in the locker room with him were
showering, and-
Tucker had finally walked all the way back to the entrance from the
parking spot he'd finally found - the place was apparently very popular
and very full, very unfortunately - and was just about to open his mouth
to ask the ticket girl where Mike had gone, and if Kim had come out yet,
when both of them came screaming out of the respective locker room
entrances.
"It they you MIKE!" Kim shrieked.
"RUN! CAR!" Mike instructed, more usefully, and in moments Tucker
was grabbing Kim and helping her over the turnstile and then the three
of them were running for the car.
Something had upset both of them, and Tucker badly wanted to know
what it was, but from the way they were both acting, he'd have to wait a
while for an explanation.
"Grandmother!" Anya shrieked.
"Hey, that's GOTTA be it," Amanda said confidently, pointing at the
sign that said "Bikini Beach" in rather subdued letters. With an arrow.
"Calm down," the old woman called at them as the three of them fell
into Mike's car, and it was apparently a more potent instruction than it
should have been, because Mike did, and so did Kim.
*Marines we are LEAVING!* Mike thought as Stupid cranked and lit
the first time, and he yanked on the gearshift and stomped on the
accelerator. Stupid roared and went backwards, screeched wildly as Mike
stomped on the brakes instead, stopping just short of a Mercedes sedan,
then roared up into its higher registers as Mike showed the old witch -
or whatever she was - what two tons of technomagic could do if properly
motivated.
"Didn't she say to calm down?" Kim calmly observed as Mike calmly
slowed to forty miles per hour to make a screaming hairpin one-eighty
leading towards the entrance.
"I am calmly getting away from someone who transforms people and
influences thoughts," Mike said back, calmly. "While I still have a
brain and thumbs."
"Go faster," Tucker suggested from the backseat. Calmly, of
course.
Pam had just pulled into the big parking lot and turned, when
Amanda thought she saw Mike's car pulling OUT. "Hey, isn't that-"
"Is this a bathroom stop?" Sabrina said, her tone a demanding one,
and then they all thought it was a good idea.
*It couldn't have been him, could it? He'd have waited for us, or
said something on the radio, right?* Amanda thought.
"Neh neh neh neh neh," Tucker panted, having lost his calm after
about a mile of distance and thirty seconds or so. He felt better.
Some things deserved a good panic, in his opinion.
"Crap," Mike said. "Where's the van? We gotta-"
"Oh shit-"
"TUCKER! What did you DO?" Mike yelled.
"It wasn't my FAULT! Turn around we gotta go back!" Tucker
screamed back at Mike.
"Call 'em call 'em!" Kim shrieked as she grabbed the headset.
Pam slammed the driver's door, making sure she had the keys in her
hand. She was looking forward to anything that didn't involve sitting
down with one leg extended; the rental van did NOT have cruise control.
And hopefully they could talk the other three into some swimming, which
is why they were all bringing swimsuits.
"They're coming back," Anya said, pointing over Grandmother's
shoulder at the source of the tire-squealing noises.
Tucker felt the influence instantly cover him. "Well, shit," he
sighed, calm again. "Steel doesn't work, Mike," he said, referring to
the hoped-for protection of the Faraday-caged metal car.
"Can you shoot her with the crossbow?" came Kim's calm suggestion.
"STOP IT," instructed the witchy-type, and Tucker moaned. *I LIKED
my life, as fucked up as it was-*
"Oh, please," the old woman said scornfully as Mike's car,
apparently no longer under his control, drifted to a calm stop next to
the entrance. Tucker was certain that if it had still been under Mike's
control, it would have bounced her at a prudent seventy MPH. "Don't be
so melodramatic. It's just a bit of limited transformation magic!"
"That's probably what Nimue said to Merlin," Mike shot back.
Unexpectedly, the old woman chuckled.
"I knew it, they got in trouble," Kathy sighed as they saw the car,
and the older, stern-looking woman lecturing the car. "Let's go bail
'em out. Damnit."
"You'd think they could go to the bathroom without causing a fuss,"
Julia sighed.
"Maybe Tuck...?" Amanda suggested, sounding incredulous.
There was silence for several seconds, then a universal chorus of
'Naaaaaah's filled the air.
"After being at THAT place all summer, she could probably dance
naked and not get caught," Jill opined.
"You're just jealous 'cause she got to play with all that girly
stuff half the summer," Pam teased, and then ran to get away from Jill's
retaliation.
"You WHAT?!" Mike shrieked.
Anya smiled as she put up a minor wall of silence and Grandmother
commenced the usual explanation. She herself was just as glad not to
hear it one more time.
"You what?" Kathy said skeptically, crossing her arms.
"I assure you, it's true," the older woman said.
"Uh huh," Kathy said flatly.
"Oh come on, Mike, please?" Kim begged.
"What is WITH you?" Mike demanded.
She turned red, but leaned forward and whispered into his ear.
"What?" Mike said, stunned.
"Oh no no no no no," Tucker insisted, pushing Mike back and away
from the ticket window. "No. Absolutely-"
"But Kim, she, she," Mike argued, and then he bent down and
said things in Tucker's ear.
"Mike!" Tucker protested when he finished. "You're being led on by
your baser instincts!"
"And you last night and this morning was what demonstration of
higher intellect?" Mike shot back.
"Mike!"
"Tuck!"
The two glared at each other.
Kathy glared at Kim. She knew the other girl had promised
something, and she'd be willing to bet what Kim had promised-
"I will!" said the beet-faced girl. "If he will."
"'HE' won't BE a 'HE', if HE does, WILL he?" Kathy emphasized.
Kim's mouth worked several times soundlessly, then finally a very
small and high-pitched, "No?" came out.
Kathy stopped. "That's part of the problem, isn't it?"
Kim nodded silently, then burst into noisy tears.
"Oh jeeeeez," Kathy complained to the sky. All she'd wanted to do
was go swimming!
"Just until midnight, right?" Mike asked suspiciously.
The old woman was about to say something, but Kim interrupted with
a, "Two?"
"What??"
"'Til t-two, in the morning?" Kim said, her face reddening again.
But she squeezed Mike's hand, and there was a promise there...
Mike sighed. "If we're gonna get a room, how about until seven
A.M. tomorrow morning?" Kim nodded agreement, unable to quite look at
him, but her hand was almost crushing his. Mike sighed to himself. *I
can't believe I'm doing this.*
"Nine one-day passes, I can't believe I'm doing this," Tucker
sighed as he passed a large amount of cash through the window.
"You sure all you want is a day pass?" said the girl with an impish
grin.
"I'M FU-!" Tucker shrieked in return before Kathy grabbed him by
his mouth and waist and swung him around, to point him at a very upset
Kim and a moderately upset Mike trying to console her.
"Just calm down, Val, or I'll have to tie you in knots," Kathy
whispered into his ear. "And you'll get paid back later, I swear, if we
have to beat it out of Debbie."
Tucker sighed, but finally gave up.
"And could you move your car?"
Mike sighed, and looked at the shower head. "Man, if she hadn't
sworn in her own blood..." He knew what he could do with someone's
blood, if he was lied to, and the old woman had pricked her own finger
without more than a stern glance at him.
He turned the water on.
"I gotta see THIS," Kathy insisted as she hurried through changing.
Luckily, her little camera was waterproof. And the flash was charging,
just in case.
"Oooh," Tucker commented, as he felt some very strange sensations
rolling through his body.
Which seemed unfair to him, since he wasn't even in the shower yet.
It had to be Mike, he realized. "Oh gross."
Mike bent over at the waist, spread his legs, grabbed his ankles,
and watched as his entire pelvis rearranged itself like biological
veritech into a recognizable but unfamiliar configuration. "Oh MAN,"
Mike said in awe.
A male voice at the door caused him to try to stand up, but his
balance had shifted while he was bent double, and he flailed about
wildly before running into the wall, head first. "OW fuck!" he
complained bitterly as he teetered around, in pain and off balance.
"And here-"
The Chinese girl snatched the bikini top from Anya with a snarl,
her other hand holding her head.
Tucker had run to help Mike through the 'other end' of the showers,
figuring that he was the best equipped to handle his blood brother, but
the sight of Mike holding his head in pain had shocked him.
"You HIT him?!" he protested wildly as he prepared to kick the shit
out of-
"NO!" Mike commanded, and Tucker lost his balance trying to stop.
Anya turned around to see the girl with the two-toned hair collapse
in a rolling fall across the concrete.
*Teeth... fingers... toes...* They all seemed to be attached, and
Tucker had stopped moving, so he dared open his eyes. The ticket girl
was looking at him, and so was-
"Hey, you look GOOD," Tucker said, surprised.
And Mike did, for a girl, which he wasn't usually. He had stayed
true to his ethnicity, with long thick black hair and the Asiatic eyes
and the thin body and small breasts one would have expected from a
Chinese girl, although he was the same height he had been before. And
rather larger nipples than Tucker remembered Mike having-
"Shut up, and get up," Mike snarled as he tied the bikini string
around his neck.
"You're not on the rag are you?" fell out of Tucker's mouth before
he could stop it.
The kick was not completely unexpected, and Tucker grabbed and
pulled, and suddenly the Chinese girl was on top of him with an elbow.
Anya was sure she'd specified a more female personality overlay on
the Chinese kid, but the two of them were fighting like a couple of boy
children.
*Of course, the other one is already a girl,* Anya realized. *Some
girls...*
The 'fight' ended suddenly, when the two-toned-hair girl caught the
Chinese one in a scissors lock across the middle and squeezed, and the
Chinese girl slapped the ground after a few seconds. Apparently that
was a surrender signal, because the two untangled from each other and
helped each other up like nothing had happened.
Kim had been the one who suggested Mike 'try' the transformation of
Bikini Beach, but since Valerie had gone over and hadn't come back yet,
and all the screaming, she was having severe second thoughts.
Unfortunately, even Kathy seemed reluctant to go over and explore the
situation.
"Go LOOK!" Kim almost screamed at Kathy.
"Oh wait s-s-she-" Kathy stuttered, and pointed behind Kim, and Kim
whirled around, ready for the worst.
There was Val, and there was-
"WHOOOOOO!" Kathy hollered in approval as she took a picture, then
another and another and another. The other girls were screaming too as
they ran towards the two.
"I think they like it, Mike," Tucker grinned. "And, man, you look
HOT!" Black was definitely 'her' color-
"Tuck do you have any idea how humiliating this is?!" Mike snapped.
Tucker turned and stared at Mike.
"That," Mike said slowly, in the higher-pitched voice he'd acquired
in the shower, "was an astonishingly stupid thing to say, wasn't it?"
"Can we go swimming now?" Kathy said after she'd used up the entire
twenty-four exposures on 'Michelle', especially ones of Kim fondling or
kissing the Chinese 'girl'.
The bursts of happy shrieks told her that everyone was in general
agreement.
"How do you deal with all this damned hair?" Mike complained,
spitting and pulling it out of his mouth.
"Um, here," Pam giggled, pulling a rubber band out of her own hair.
Mike took it and was about to put the mass up into a ponytail, when
he had an idea. "Hrmmmmmmmmph," he said contemplatively as he put the
rubber band in his mouth and pulled at the hair with both hands.
"Oh no," Tucker groaned, but then he started fumbling with the hair
also, apparently having the same idea for Mike's hair that Mike was.
Finally, they got it, and Mike flipped his head and the hair back,
idly wondering how he'd bent over without realizing it-
"SAMURAI BEACH BUNNY!" Tucker screamed, and ran.
Mike's topknot did look a lot like pictures Kathy had seen of
samurai, she realized, as she chuckled and Mike chased Valerie into the
nearest pool.
"Hey, a POOL," Kathy said loudly, and as she half expected, the
rest of the girls screamed and scattered in the direction of water and
away from her. "I need some more film," Kathy realized.
"Hey!" Mike looked up. "No fighting!" a pretty lifeguard yelled
at him.
"Fighting?" Mike said innocently, and opened his eyes wide. "What
fighting?" Tucker fought to get back to the surface. Mike thought
better of it and pulled Tucker up into the air again. "We're not
fighting, we're... sisters!"
Tucker waved at the lifeguard and smiled.
The two-toned-hair girl waved, but Liz noticed she was breathing
deeply. A scream from the other side distracted Liz's attention for a
moment, and when she turned it back on the two fighting girls, there was
a patch of disturbed water, and then nothing visible at all.
Liz waited.
After about thirty seconds, the Chinese girl burst to the surface
and began gasping.
Just as Liz was about to dive into the pool after the two-toned
one, a hand raised up out of the water with two fingers outstretched,
and began moving away from the Chinese girl, as if it was a human
periscope.
"But what the hell does two fingers mean?" Liz wondered aloud.
*One eighteen, one nineteen, one twenty...* Tucker counted, and
managed to make it to one hundred and thirty-one seconds before his
hindbrain grabbed him and made him surface.
"Good Lord that kid has some lungs," Liz mused, before Two-tone
popped out of the water in a rolling arc like a surfacing whale, even to
the vapor trail as she 'blew' before falling back into the water. "Must
be part dolphin or something."
"You really look good like that," Kim said shyly.
"Like Michelle Yeoh?" her boy/girlfriend suggested, grinning.
"Would you shut UP!" Kim complained. "You look like YOU and YOU
look GREAT!"
"So do you!" Mike/Michelle said back, as though it was patently
obvious.
Before Kim could deal with the statement, he/she had reached over
and kissed her.
"Hey, Val?" Julia asked, so Valerie swam over to her. "Did... no,
closer," she insisted, and Val got right next to her. "Did you go
through the showers?" Julia whispered into her ear.
"Yeah?"
"Did you, did you, is your..."
"Um... I dunno," she said, sounding like she hadn't even considered
the matter, and she stuck a hand into her suit bottom to check. *Oh,
God, I'm glad I didn't ask her that while we were still standing around
on the deck,* Julia thought, looking away in embarrassment.
Valerie exclaimed, "Huh!"
"WHAT?" Julia insisted when Valerie didn't say anything more.
"Um, I'm, uh, I'm, I've got everything I started with," Valerie
euphemized.
"THAT is weird," Julia stated.
"Why?"
"Why?"
Kathy sighed. "Because, I get tired of looking like Xena the
Barbarian's Viking cousin and having everyone scared of me. Just for a
while? Like, until we leave?"
"Let me ask," the younger witch said skeptically.
"Please!?"
"Please?"
"Stop!" Kim giggled.
"You really want me to stop?" Michelle asked as she pulled back.
"No!" Kim protested.
"Then DON'T TELL ME TO STOP!" Michelle shrieked, then grabbed her
own throat. "God, I hate this voice."
"I like it?" Kim said half-heartedly. She did like it; she just
wasn't sure it was acceptable to say so.
"You do?" Michelle asked back skeptically.
"Come ON," Tucker insisted, "you gotta come with me!"
Mike laughed, and even the entirely different vocal cords still
sounded like Mike to Tucker. "Why? Afraid you'll get stuck?"
Tucker huffed in annoyance. "Yes! Now get your fat ass up!"
Mike and Tuck were busy looking at Mike, or more precisely Mike's
genitalia, in one of the bathrooms, when a camera flash startled them.
"This is gonna be classic," Kathy stated before she took off running,
followed very closely by Tucker in screaming-banshee mode.
"Damnit," Mike cursed as he desperately struggled to re-tie the
strings on the bathing suit bottom. "I hate this girl shit!"
As he stood back upright, ready to help Tucker chase the large
blonde, he noticed a trio of college babes looking at him, and
half-giggling half-goggling at him.
"What?" he complained.
They laughed out loud at him, even pointing at him.
"Women are pigs," Michelle complained as she flopped back down on
the lounge chair next to Kim.
"So are men," Kim said after a moment's thought.
Michelle looked at her, and Kim looked back, and they laughed
together.
"Hey, wanna try the big-girl stuff?" Pam challenged with a grin on
her face.
"What do you mean, 'big girl stuff'?" Mike asked, and Pam pointed
at the slide rides. "Oh. Kim?" Kim shrugged. "Well? Do you want to
or not?"
"You suck, Mike," Valerie said with great authority, and ran off
towards the tallest one.
"Oh, crap," Mike sighed. "Let's go make sure she doesn't fall off
the stairs or something."
Kathy watched as first Valerie, then Michelle, then Kim, and lastly
Pam and Jill together, came down the pipe and 'landed' in the splash
pool. The only reason Kim still had her boobs covered at the end of
the ride was that her suit was a one-piece, apparently; everyone else
had lost theirs.
It was actually mildly painful to watch Kim explain things to
'Michelle' but Kathy watched anyway, and then the four of them started
fighting over who got which top, except for Valerie who got hers thrown
at her head, which led to-
"Excuse me, you had a special request?"
Kathy turned around, and it was the older witch. "Uh, yeah," Kathy
admitted nervously.
"You look good in a bandeau top," Kim said, the top in question
having originally belonged to Jill.
Mike sighed. "You'd say I look good in anything that made me look
half naked."
"I would not!" Kim protested, then ruined her credibility by
giggling fiercely.
"And you have a really nice ass, too," Tucker contributed, but
unlike Kim, Mike felt no qualms at all about grabbing TUCKER and
throwing HIM into the pool.
Unusually, Tucker screamed as he flew back into the water, and he
completely missed the block, too. *I think he spent too long at that
Thompson place, and got soft,* Mike worried. He started to chew his
lip, then stopped at the unusual taste. "Oh God," he sighed. "Makeup
too?"
"It's a good job!" Kim commented.
"I'm not debating whether it's a good job or not," Mike said,
although he was glad to know she liked it; she did at least have similar
tastes in what looked good on women, and too much makeup was one thing
they both agreed was Bad.
*This,* Mike realized suddenly, *must be what Tucker has to go
through with Debbie. Poor guy-*
"What?" Kim asked, sounding worried, and Mike realized he'd let his
thoughts control his facial muscles.
"Uh, just thinking about Tuck and Deb, and it made me ill," Mike
dodged.
"Why?"
"Because it wasn't me and you," Mike said, and put an arm around
her shoulder. Unusually, she put a hand right on his rear end, which
seemed to have had the sensitivity cranked up. "Oooh," Mike said as his
eyes involuntarily fluttered.
"Is it going to hurt?" Kathy asked, suddenly apprehensive.
"Not one bit," the old woman, 'Grandmother', assured her.
"Yeah, and..." Amanda trailed off, apparently staring at something
over Julia's shoulder. "Oh my God..."
Julia turned to look, and saw nothing worthy of the stunned look on
Amanda's face, just a girl walking up-
"HOLY SHIT!" Julia gasped loudly.
Tucker turned around at the exclamation, and saw nothing worth
commenting that strongly on, just another girl, blonde, of average
height-
"Ahhhhh!" he yelled, and then they were all yelling and screaming
at the transformed Kathy.
Kathy looked at the faces of her friends from an angle she rarely
saw them; straight on, instead of from above. "Yeah, she said she could
do it until we leave the park, so it won't last that long..."
"Heyyyyy," Kim said speculatively, and then turned to Mike.
"Oh, don't," Mike begged Kim, his new voice being more effective
than the usual one. "Please? I LIKE you like that?"
"WHY?" Kim asked unbelieving.
Kathy sighed. She liked Kim, but she felt she'd already done her
share to help with Kim's horrible self-image, and she just did not feel
in the mood to put up with a therapy session.
Sabrina apparently had the same idea, because she touched Kathy on
the shoulder, and made a gesture away from Kim and 'Michelle', and
raised her eyebrows.
"If you turned yourself into Debbie," Valerie said slyly, "would it
be cheating?" Julia gave that idea the clout on the ear it deserved.
"Ow!" Valerie complained, holding her head. "I wasn't serious!"
"Hey, why don't we have her change YOU into Debbie," Julia
suggested, "and then you can go fuck yourself!"
Valerie couldn't help laughing at that, even as she held her head.
"This is so weird," Kathy mentioned as she looked around. Now she
could see what a crowd was like from inside again. It had been a while.
"Tell me about it," Sabrina sighed, then looked at Kathy. "Hey, I
bet you could wear my clothes, now."
Kathy made a face. "That'd do a lot of good when all your clothes
are outside the park and the, the stuff stops when I leave." Kathy said
the last as a group of girls were walking past, and she didn't
understand why they started laughing.
"Hey!" a young girl called, and Tucker looked before he could stop
himself. "Your top's about to come off," she said, pointing at his
neck.
"Again?" Tucker complained, and checked, and it was indeed.
"Mannnn... Thanks," he said to her as he adjusted it for safety's sake.
"I haven't seen you here before," she said.
"Oh, we, we're on a road trip, just stopped in to have a little
fun," Tucker said to her. The girl was about as flat-chested as he was,
which indicated that she was a lot younger than he was.
"Road trip?"
"Ahh, yeah, I was at summer camp, and, uh, my sister, Michelle, and
her friends, they came to get me, and I guess get out of town for a few
days," Tucker said casually, leaving out Debbie's sexual motives and all
of the interesting parts about Jane and the last few days. She looked
too young to hear about such things, especially from him. "So they got
me, and I guess we'll end up at home eventually..." They both giggled
at this. *Oh God,* Tucker sighed at himself. *If Mike hears me do that
I'll never hear the end of it.*
"Well, they've got another section of the park, just for younger
'girls'," the girl said. "Have you seen it?"
"Huh? No, where is it?"
"Come on, I'll show you!" she said excitedly, and pulled at
Tucker's arm. "They have a climbing wall and stuff!"
*What the hell,* Tucker decided. Mike was gonna be busy with Kim,
Debbie wasn't here, and he might as well play at rock climbing.
Besides, the girl looked about Trish's age; it wasn't like she was a
baby or anything.
"Ummmmmmichelle?" came a voice, and Mike stopped his study of Kim's
ear and looked around.
"What?" he snapped at Tucker, who was standing there with an
unfamiliar child-girl, who looked rather surprised at something. "I'm
busy!" Kim giggled, and he almost turned back to-
"Um, well, this is Sandy, and we were gonna go over to the Junior
Lifeguard section, over that way," Tucker pointed.
Mike was going to say something about Tucker being well over the
age limit when he realized that, except for height, Tucker didn't look
all that different from Sandy, and that Tuck's curiosity would make him
go and take a look anyway.
"Okay, just don't leave the park," Mike reminded Tucker. "We gotta
leave in a group or we'll never find each other and we'll have to walk
home."
"Yes mother," Tucker sighed dramatically, and turned to Sandy and
the two ran off.
"Do you ever just watch Val-Tuck," Kim said, "and all of a sudden
realize that reality isn't supposed to work like that and you just want
to scream?"
Mike looked at his girlfriend. "You mean, after ten years of
knowing the entire family, that this little bit would somehow stick out
as REALLY unusual? You don't know Tuck real well, then."
Kim was staring at him, and she slowly began shaking her head in
negation. "No way, no way, NOTHING could be THIS weird..."
"Wanna bet on that?" Mike smiled.
"And if you make it to the top of the wall, you can grab a ring and
trade it for ice cream or a coke!"
Tucker chuckled. "No sweat!"
Julia sighed, as she hung back and watched the reactions as Kim and
'Michelle' held hands and walked around. The looks they got were mostly
surprised, sometimes in the extreme, but there were a lot more smiles,
and a LOT more knowing smiles, than she would have expected. And many
of the knowing smiles were from changelings. "Maybe they get a lot of
couples here," she mused to herself, then realized that her father would
love the place.
Now, the question became, whether Julia liked the place enough that
she could spend the next two summers here, because she just knew that
Dad would insist that's where they go for the summer if Julia mentioned
the 'special qualities' of the water here.
"Damn damn damn..."
Tucker waved at Sandy, still five feet below him and the top of the
wall. "One of these rings?" he asked, holding one where she could see
it, just to rub it in.
"How about just inner tubing?" Kim mentioned, and pointed at the
nearest 'Ole Man River' landing and the inner tubes resting on the sand
there.
"That's it?" Michelle asked, looking at her.
Kim shrugged, unable to keep from smiling. "I... I..."
*Good lord, she wants to look at me,* Mike realized, and was glad
once again that his non-European skin didn't blush easily.
"It's just weird," Jill complained as she and Pam waited in line
for the Mountain Runoff.
"Yeah, but..." Pam shrugged. "So?"
"So it's weird!"
"So're you!"
"Yeah, but..." Jill sighed and looked around.
"Maybe we could figure out a way to get your family here," Pam
theorized idly.
Jill's mouth fell open, and then the two of them were laughing
insanely.
"I think Jill just figured out what this place would do for her
family," Kathy mentioned to Sabrina, who nodded. "That was an evil
laugh I heard."
"And you know what THAT sounds like, of course, having done more
than your share of evil laughing," Sabrina quipped.
"Me?" Kathy said, her voice hopefully dripping outraged innocence.
"I'm as innocent as little Valerie!"
The two of them cackled, forming a counterpoint to Jill and Pam a
few dozen yards away. Women in between the two groups found good
reasons to go elsewhere.
"Is your sister really a lesbian?" Sandy leaned back and waited,
her eyes glistening with excitement.
"Y-yeah, I guess," Tucker wriggled. "Mmmichelle," he was still
having problems with that name, "and Kim, they've been sort of seeing
each other for, uh, like six or eight months, but I don't think they've
done anything but, you know, dinners and stuff, and I think," he knew,
"some kissing, but that's it." Tucker knew that he'd be about number
three to find out if Mike lost his virginity, after Mike and who- or
whatever was his partner.
"Wow, really? What's it like, having a lesbian for a sister?"
Tucker sighed. *You are such a twit.* He supposed, though, that
it came with hanging around a ten-year old when you were sixteen. "It,
it's sort of like falling off a wall," Tucker said, and feinted a push.
Sandy fell for the feint, and then simply fell, screaming as she went.
"Hot tub," Julia smiled. Amanda smiled back. "And no guys."
Amanda smiled wider. Julia didn't mind sharing a hot tub as long as it
was large enough and no guys were in it, and this one- *These,* she
noted with a further smile, qualified in both respects.
Diane sighed, and Tucker asked, "What's wrong?"
"I can't make it up the wall," she sighed. "So I never get any ice
cream."
Tucker shrugged. "Want me to spot you one?"
"Huh?"
"Let you have one, buy you one," Tucker explained.
"I'd rather learn how to climb the wall," she sighed again.
"No nude sunbathing," insisted the lifeguard.
"Okay okay," sighed Jill, and she started pulling her top back on.
A thought hit her, though, and she had to ask. "Wait wait wait," she
said, struggling with the stupid spandex. "This park is only for girls,
and so are the condos over there, right?" The lifeguard nodded
affirmation. "So, if no guys are ever gonna see inside here, then what
is the big deal about being topless?"
The lifeguard's mouth opened, but nothing came out.
Tucker swam over as Diane fell off for the fourth time. "I think I
figured out the problem," he told her when she surfaced.
"What?" Diane complained, wiping her eyes.
"You just don't have enough stamina yet," he sighed, "and you run
out of energy about twenty feet up. How old are you?"
"Eleven," she said, being defensive about it just like Tucker knew
she would be. "How old are you?"
"Twelve," Tucker lied.
"That's only a year. So how come you can do it and I can't?"
"I'm a ninja and you're not," Tucker grinned.
"What?"
"Nothing," Tucker sighed again. "Come on, I'll get you an ice
cream anyway. You did try really hard; you deserve one."
"But-"
"Four times to the twenty-foot mark is eighty feet," Tucker pointed
out. "If we had a rope or something, we could let you rest and then you
could have made it almost THREE times. Come on!"
Mike and Kim were in line to get cokes when he felt something warm
in a place nothing warm should be at the moment.
"Kim?"
"Yeah 'Chelle?"
"That better be YOUR hand on my butt."
"Why? There's no guys ar-"
Mike twisted and grabbed at the hand, torquing it, and found that
it was attached to Kim. "OW!" she complained. "Let GO!"
"Don't put your hand on my ass," Mike said slowly back to her. "I
don't do it to you!"
Kim sighed, and looked down as she wrapped her arms around herself.
"Kim?" Mike said.
Eventually, she looked at him instead of the ground.
"Come on, Kim, just treat me like you want to be treated," Mike
said softly.
He was extremely surprised when Kim grabbed him by the hair and
kissed the hell out of him.
"I think this is a bad time to bother them," Tucker said out loud,
as Kim dipped Mike, still kissing him. "However, I have some money in
my purse in my locker, come on..."
He stopped when he realized the other pre-teen girls weren't
following him; they were apparently still staring at Kim and 'Michelle'
going at it while still in line.
"WOULD YOU LESBOS KNOCK IT OFF?! THERE ARE CHILDREN PRESENT!"
Tucker screamed before he thought about it.
He didn't even wait after that; he just started running away,
because he was completely certain that at least Mike would be chasing
him, and it didn't look like Mike had lost any leg length. "Man, my fat
mouth is gonna get me killed one of these days," he panted as he
simulated running for his life.
"You have to wonder about those two sometimes," Amanda commented
lazily to Julia as they both watched a screaming Valerie and a screaming
Michelle run across the grass.
"I'd rather not," Julia decided, and submerged in the warm water
for as long as she felt like standing it. When she surfaced again, she
added, "I just like being in a hot tub without guys making jokes or
having sex in it."
"Oh GROSS!" complained Amanda, making a face. The women-women in
the hot tub with them made similar faces; the two women-men looked
either puzzled or guilty.
"It's worse when it's two guys having sex in the tub, too, by the
way," Julia smiled lazily. "You never know what's going to float to
the-"
"SHUT UP!" screamed Amanda as she tried to shove Julia's head
underwater.
"Hey, wait," Tucker said as he slowed to a stop and Mike approached
him. "Look," he pointed at the two girls trying to drown each other in
one of the hot tubs.
"Isn't that Julia?" Mike observed.
"Yeah, but the other one's Amanda," Tucker said, putting a hand
over his eyes to shield them from the sun. "Should we do something?"
"Ummmmm." The two finally stopped, and both heads appeared. "Nah,"
said Mike.
"Hey, Mike?" Tucker asked, while they were stopped and he wasn't
interrupting Kim-and-Mike.
"Yeah?"
"How's... I mean, how are you adapting?"
Mike looked back, but didn't say anything for what felt like a long
time. Then he folded and sat down on the ground, motioning to Tucker to
do the same thing.
"I know, I mean, long hair, boobs, no dick," Mike started. "And
there's subtler things, like the hips, and-"
"Really?"
"Yeah, they're twisted different, different range of motion, I
think. Anyway, though, you know where the real difference is, that I
notice?" Tucker shook his head. "Kim."
"Kim?"
"You saw what she was doing... SHE kissed ME, man." Mike looked
back towards her. "She wouldn't have done that yesterday. She's doing
stuff like patting me on the butt and stuff, too. Like she can't quite
keep her hands off me or something-"
"Are you-"
"No lie, I swear," he held up his hand, "I mean, I know it doesn't
sound like Kim, but it's, it's completely different." Mike shrugged,
which looked the same in this body as it usually did. "I thought she
might be something like this, but I didn't think it'd change this much."
"What about you, though?" Tucker asked again. "It fucked ME up,
when Deb took me out, the first couple of times-"
"First couple of DOZEN times?" Mike corrected, grinning slightly.
"Whatever," Tucker sneered back.
"Yeah," Mike sighed, serious again. "No, I mean..." He pointed
around. "It might be different if this was the real world, but this is
NOT the real world." Tucker looked around, and he could kind of see
what Mike meant.
"No guys."
"No guys, no girls primping for guys, no girls worrying about guys
seeing them," Mike emphasized. "This is sort of..." He chuckled.
"It's sort of like this big outdoor girl's bathroom, ya know?"
Tuck had to laugh. "Yeah, it is..."
"So, I mean, it's like camouflage," Mike said, waving a hand over
himself. "Besides, I'm same height, same weight almost, a little
thinner but that compensates for other places-"
"Like that butt?"
"Like the butt," Mike allowed as he got off it. Tuck got up with
him. "It's not like Kathy; I'm just about the same as I was when I went
in."
Tucker had to nod agreement.
Pause, as the wind ruffled their hair and you could just hear the
sounds of relatively happy, recreating people.
Then Mike slapped Tucker's butt and shrieked, "TAG YOU'RE IT!"
as he ran off.
"You WHORE!" Tucker complained, and then began trying to catch
Mike. Tuck chased him steadily, not quite either gaining or losing
appreciative range, all the way back to the concessions stand, where Kim
and Sandy and Diane and Frances were all waiting for them to come back.
"Hey!" Tucker called and waved.
"What do you think they were talking about?" Julia idly asked.
"Kim," Amanda said like she knew.
"Why Kim?"
Amanda just grinned, and slid back into the warm water. "Trust me,
it was about Kim."
"Michelle?" Tucker asked.
"Nandekka?" Mike snapped, irritated. HE hadn't bothered TUCK this
much when he was with Debbie last night-
"Kurite moju trubku!" Tucker called, flipping the skirt of his
swimsuit at Mike.
"Yoku iu-yo!" Mike gasped.
"What?" Tucker said, now puzzled. "Did I say it wrong?"
"GET OUT OF HERE!" Mike screamed.
"What did you SAY?" Sandy demanded.
Tucker leaned over and whispered the English translation in her
ear. A gasp told him she got it. "I think that's what I said.
Anyway," Tucker continued, "weren't we getting ice cream? Wait, I gotta
get money first. Locker room-"
"What did she say?" the other two wanted to know.
"What did she say?" Kim wanted to know.
"Something unpardonably rude," Michelle answered, still looking
distracted.
"And when did you learn to speak Japanese?"
"Huh?" That got Michelle's attention. "I've been watching anime
for a long time; we sort of picked it up there."
"Oh, I thought maybe the showers..." Michelle was shaking her
head, causing her hair to shift, and Kim lost herself in watching it.
"Gold Rush? Oh, man, that one looks killer..." Kathy chewed her
lip. She wasn't sure this smaller body could absorb the punishment her
normal one could...
"Come on!" Sabrina enticed.
Tucker looked up as a rather annoyed, and topless, Kathy came
stomping into the locker room.
He would have been irked if someone had pointed out he'd noticed
her mood first and not her nude breasts.
"Kath, what's up?"
"The stupid ride ate my top is what's up, or not up as the case may
be," she sighed, and ran a hand through her hair. "We couldn't find it
in the pool or the slide. And now I have to go out and get something
else to wear, and as soon as I do the enchantment goes off and I'm back
to normal." She snorted in disgust at the thought.
"Why not ask the ticket girl? She came up with a top for my
'sister' back there," Tucker jerked a thumb in the general direction of
park. "Maybe she could whistle you up another one."
"Yeah but it won't be the right size..." Kathy trailed off as she
realized, apparently, that she was eye-to-eye with Tucker without having
to hold him off the floor, for once. And what that meant.
Without another word, Kathy went to her locker, got a T shirt, and
put it on, before she left through the other end to go talk to the
ticket girl.
"I must be the only one here with brains," Tucker decided, before
opening his locker and getting a hundred dollars and a ziplock bag out
of his satchel, then snagging his sunglasses too while he was looking at
them.
"You have some WEIRD friends," Sandy said, staring after Kathy.
Tucker laughed. "You don't even KNOW the weird ones..."
"Ya know," Jill observed quietly in Pam's ear, "before Debbie, I
sort of knew Tucker... he's changed a lot."
"No shit," Pam giggled, and pointed, which Jill slapped down; she
didn't want to attract Tucker's attention.
The Tucker in question was engaged in rubbing sunscreen over a
bikini-clad girl who looked even younger than Valerie looked, which
(without makeup and/or fake tits) was very young-looking indeed, and two
other girls were doing the same thing right next to Valerie.
"No girl would have stood still for that from her two years ago,"
Jill continued.
"Maybe Val's just growing up?" Pam suggested.
"And out," Jill demonstrated with her hands.
"What do you mean?"
"Hey Val!"
Tucker looked up at the call, and saw Jill and Pam coming close.
"Hey, whatsup?" he said, smiling.
"C'mere, we wanted to look at something," Jill said, and motioned
at the locker room.
"What?"
Pam burst into embarrassed giggling. That was, Tucker realized, a
bad sign. "Shut up, Pam," Jill snapped, then turned back to Tuck.
"I'll bribe you with ice cream?"
"I HAVE ice cream money," Tucker sighed.
"Come on, please?" Jill and Pam whined.
"What?"
Jill looked closely at Tucker's, or Valerie's, chest, which was
bulging like hers had a few years ago, and like no guys' chest she'd
ever seen. "You're gonna need to start wearing a bra pretty soon," Jill
cautioned.
Valerie sighed, and sat down on the bench. "I know..."
"I don't think I'll ever start growing," sighed one of Valerie's
little friends in counterpoint as she also sat down on the bench.
"No, you will," Jill assured her. "You'll just realize it, one
day, and-"
"When you jump off something like the stairs and realize how much
it hurts," Valerie sighed.
"That is WHEN you need a bra, Val," Jill stated.
"I KNOW!" Valerie complained.
"I got my first bra a couple of months ago," commented another of
Valerie's group, which earned her glares from everyone else. "What?"
she whined.
Pam hurried back to the entrance with Valerie's big radio, hoping
she wouldn't be too late to look at Val's chest. It wasn't that she
wanted to make fun of her friend; she did, however, have a great amount
of curiosity over what Valerie's biology was doing.
"Why did they all want to look at you?" Sandy asked Tuck as they
left, Tucker now lugging the forty-pound sound system and a twelve pack
of CD's from his satchel.
"Because," Tucker wheezed, "I was starting to grow when I left, and
they wanted to see how far I'd gotten at camp. I think," he huffed,
"they've been taking bets on how long I'd put off wearing a bra." That
wasn't true, as far as he knew, but as he examined what he'd lied, he
realized it sounded plausible. Perhaps too plausible-
"Why?" Diane gasped, sounding scandalized. "I can't WAIT and you
don't want to?!" The other girls leaned in to listen.
"It's different..." Tucker sighed. "I mean, I do a lot of active
stuff, and I don't want to have to deal with having to always wear a bra
so I don't pull my own tits off."
Then, since he had to wait for the girls to stop laughing and stand
up again, he set the radio down, and sat next to it. "At least I got my
sunglasses," he said, pulling them out of the proto-cleavage on his suit
and flicking them open. "Rhonda Snord," he commented to himself,
thinking of some cover art Mike had put on his bedroom wall. "I oughta
get a T shirt like that..."
The two-colored-hair girl ran towards Anya, bursting with some sort
of idea, she could tell. She was a little surprised to feel herself
flinch as the girl spotted her and waved excitedly.
"Right across here," Tucker pointed to the tit end of his bathing
suit, "have it say, 'I went to Bikini Beach and all I got was this' in
one line of printing. And sort of let people guess what it's referring
to."
"About five," Sabrina said, looking at her watch. "Why?"
"I'm kinda starting to get hungry," Kathy admitted.
"We can eat here," Sabrina pointed out.
Kathy sighed. "Did you see the way Kim's been looking at
Michelle?"
"Yeah, so?" Sabrina used a finger to indicate Kim's apparent level
of mental stability.
Kathy agreed with the assessment, but that was a secondary issue.
"So, what do you bet the chances are, of us NOT taking Michelle, getting
her all dressed up, and then flaunting her in front of guys at some real
restaurant? Like Deb does with Val whenever she gets the chance?"
Sabrina thought, then sighed, "Oh, crap. Kim does that with Jill."
"Or tries to. And she's gonna do it with Michelle," Kathy agreed.
"So what do we do?"
"We could drown one or both of them," Kathy mentioned, just to get
the possibility out of the way at the beginning.
Eventually, Sabrina said, "The lifeguards would complain," and they
both nodded. "Get something to eat without them? We could leave them,
since they've got Mike's car."
Kathy thought about it, then shook her head. "Pam's been awake all
day, like all of us, and I don't think anyone's gonna want to be driving
at three in the morning. Not after half a day here. So, we're gonna
have to get a room and sleep."
"And those two are gonna be-"
"Yeah yeah I know," Kathy sighed. "And I'd rather not think about
it, at all."
They sighed.
"We gotta," Sabrina mentioned, "make sure they get a separate
room." She looked over Kathy's shoulder, and waved - at Pam and Jill,
Kathy saw when she looked.
"Finally," Diane smiled as she dug into the dish of ice cream.
Tucker watched her, and it certainly seemed like she was enjoying
it, which was nice, since he'd paid for it. He liked it when his
friends were happy.
"Stop bothering me," Mike instructed Kim. "This takes some
concentration." He raked the pins for what seemed like forever, and
finally got them aligned, as proved by the lock turning.
"Excuse me?" Liz looked over and down, at four of the girls that
had come in with the Chinese one and the two-colored-hair one. "Do you
live around here?"
"Yeah?"
"Where's a good place to eat around here? We're from outta town."
Added a different one, "Someplace nice."
"So if you're a ninja, where's all your knives and stars and
stuff?" Diane sneered at him.
"I left them in the last batch of nosy girls I ran into, that's why
I had to leave camp early," Tucker lied enthusiastically.
"Oh right," laughed Sandy. "You are not!"
"Sommmmmmph..." *Ah, that's what she wanted to do,* Mike thought
happily. *I can live with this.* Kissing Kim wasn't any better with a
woman's body, but Kim sure seemed more enthusiastic about it.
Tucker set up the CD player and paused it. "Now, when I tell you,
hit play, right?"
Sandy nodded. "So what's the big deal?"
"Trust me," Tucker said, concentrating on controlling her mind,
which might actually work one of these days. "Just wait for me to tell
you to press play, okay?"
"Okay," Sandy shrugged.
Tucker wanted to sigh, but he figured he'd just do it. The problem
with human telepathy was that it was so unreliable, you could never tell
if you got it right or not.
"Where's Val?"
"Getting into trouble," suggested Kathy, and a couple of the girls
laughed, but not very heartily. It was too easy to remember both where
she'd been all summer, and what had happened a couple of days ago.
"I think she was hanging with some younger girls," Jill commented.
"Don't they have a part of the park for them?" Sabrina reminded
everyone.
Tucker yelled down, "Now!"
Kathy heard a semi-familiar chord come from the direction Valerie
had shrieked, and she turned - as did most of the girls in the area - in
time to see Valerie, on top of a wall next to a pool, twist around in
two dance steps, scream "KICKIT!" as she launched herself into a jump
kick out into empty space, and then fold up just in time to plunge deep
into the water.
All to the thump of Beastie Boys.
"I'm starting to hate that album," Kathy decided, as a lot of
children screamed.
"Well, we know where she's gonna be for a while," Pam sighed.
"Anyone know where Julia and Amanda ended up?"
"You have to pick the right soundtrack," Tucker asserted, and was
surprised when the girls laughed at him. "What, you think I'm kidding?"
"Oh PLEASE!" laughed Frances. "'The right soundtrack'?" She
laughed hard enough that Tucker though about assisting her back into the
pool, headfirst, but he had a feeling he'd get in trouble.
"It's TRUE!" he asserted instead. "It's like aerobics or dancing!"
"Riiiiight," all three of them chorused.
"Okay, get up!" Tucker dared them, doing so himself.
Julia snorted, embarrassingly, as she woke up and sat up
simultaneously after Jill poked her in the shoulder. "What?"
"It's getting about that time, for food," Jill said, pretending she
wasn't amused by the noise Julia had made. Julia was grateful for the
attempt. "And when was the last time you put on sunscreen?"
"Uh, what time is it now?" *Uh oh, that's a bad question to ask
when you're talking about sunscreen.* Jill's face looked like she felt;
not happy with the question at all.
"I said no," repeated the lifeguard.
"Hey, they have a volleyball court," Diane mentioned.
"Like, sand?" Tucker confirmed. "Oooh, nice and soft."
"Maybe in a few minutes," Jill sighed as the body-temperature water
soothed her muscles.
"We're getting old," Kathy groaned.
"Shut up, bitch," suggested Pam.
"Yeah, shut up...." mumbled Sabrina. Jill looked over at Sabrina,
and she looked like she was going to sleep.
"Mmmmmmmm," Kim moaned in Michelle's ever-so-sexy ear.
Tucker finished drawing the rough circle in the sand, then scuttled
over to the sound system and pressed Play.
"Don't we have to bow or something?" Diane snickered.
"Okay, you want to do it that way," Tucker smiled, and bowed.
As Diane bowed in return, some technoramblings he'd recorded
started up at 135 beats a minute, and he took a quick lunge towards
Diane and body-checked her outside the ring, evading her grasping hands.
"Lesson one: fighting fair is for guys!"
He then turned and grabbed Frances and kicked her lightly, then he
grabbed an arm and pulled her around in front of Sandy, which tripped
both girls; Tucker managed to let go and pull back just in time, and the
two girls also fell to the ground.
"Lesson two: teamwork is essential, otherwise you're just a mob,
Tucker smirked, and did a backwards handstand just to be annoying.
Kathy blinked as Valerie almost literally jumped into her hands,
but she shrugged and grabbed Valerie and heaved, managing to get her
outside the ring with a lot more effort than Kathy was expecting.
"Lesson three, always check behind you," Kathy announced, to
general applause.
Tucker pulled himself upright with vengeance on his mind. "Hey
Kath! You know what your problem is?"
"What?" she said skeptically, readying herself.
"You've got a five four body, and six two reflexes," Tucker
smirked.
Two beats worth of smirking, which allowed Kathy just enough time
to realize the trouble she was in, and he was slashing at her face with
a hand which she did block and then he twisted into a back kick which
she did not block, and grunted at, and as she kicked back at him Tucker
grabbed and pushed and hooked her other leg and heaved, and out she went
with a doglike yelp.
"And number four, it ain't over 'til it's over!"
As Kathy pulled herself out of the sand, there was a familiar glint
in her eye. "Now I'm going to hurt you," she stated.
"Feets don't FAIL me now!" Tucker shrieked for the pulse of
adrenaline, and took off in the direction of Away.
"I RECOGNIZE that scream," Julia repeated, and she slowed just
short of the intersection.
Within moments, the girl who had been imitating the early Daffy
Duck's "Hoo-hoo! Hoo-hoo! Hoo-hoo!" came running past, and the
bicolored hair was unmistakable. Kathy turned out to be the one
following her.
"I told you-"
"Shut up, Julia," Pam giggled.
"You think Kathy'll catch her?" Amanda wondered sleepily.
They thought about that for a few moments.
"With those short legs she's got now?" Sabrina questioned.
"Yeah, but Kathy's GOOD," Pam said back. "Really high-end
aerobic capacity, I mean."
"No way," Sabrina asserted. "Not with those legs."
"Bet?"
"Yer on!"
When he realized he'd run up a dead end, Tucker idly screamed,
"She's going to kill me!" but unusually, unlike most of the times when
his sister was chasing him, the women in his way actually got out of the
way. *I can deal with this,* he decided, and he ran up to the start of
the Tahiti Twister and dove straight into the pipe.
"Ha!" Kathy shrieked in triumph and dove after Valerie.
"I said, no horseplay!" Liz yelled.
"Who's playing? I was going to drown her!" the dark-blonde girl
yelled back.
"Yeah right," Liz snorted to herself, remembering Two-tone's
endurance from earlier, and she was about to say something else when the
blonde shrieked and fell into the water.
"Hoo-hoogh," gurgled Two-tone as she had a second on the surface
before the other girl pulled her down again.
"Give me that BACK!" Tucker screamed at Kathy, who was dancing
around on the shore waving his bathing suit top, while he crouched in
the splashdown pool holding his arms over his nipples.
"Ya ha ha!" Kathy sang in triumph. "Ya ha ha!"
Jill saw Valerie concentrate, then yell in this weird singsong
voice, "Hou ni ma de bi!"
"Glack," said the old woman who had appeared from somewhere, and
when Jill turned to look, she looked extremely shocked.
*Oh, guess I said it right,* Tucker decided as he dove for mud,
metaphorically speaking. *Cool!*
On the other hand, he now had to stay under until she lost interest
in replying to what he'd just said.
"Uh huh, you just wish, you little rat," Grandmother said, staring
at the pool with her arms crossed.
*...eighty one, eighty two, eighty three...*
"One fourteen, one fifteen, one sixteen," Kathy counted, wondering
how long Valerie could possibly hold her breath, especially with her
asthma-damaged lungs.
"Alright, if you come up right now you won't be in trouble,"
Grandmother relented, and a second later Valerie shot to the surface
with a spew of spray. "But don't say things like that around nice
ladies!" Grandmother insisted, shaking a finger at Valerie.
*I MUST've said it right,* Tucker decided happily, failing to
notice, wonder, or worry how he could have heard her while he was
underwater.
"Damn, two and a half minutes," Kathy said in amazement.
"You gonna give her her top back?" Jill reminded her.
"Oh... yeah."
"Wow," Tucker said to himself, "that is-ooof! Yn BFF!" he tried to
yell through the wet clinging suit that had wrapped around his face.
Grandmother shook her head.
"So did that count as catching her or not?" Sabrina wanted to know.
"Yes," Grandmother decided, when it seemed a decision was being
called for.
"Ha!" Pam crowed. "Pay up, ho!"
Sabrina complained, "Mannnnnnn," in a tired sigh, as she dug into
her suit and pulled out some quarters.
"You're insane," Sandy asserted as Tucker retied his top around his
neck for hopefully the last time that day.
"I know!" Tucker smiled. "Makes life fun that way. When are you
leaving?"
"My mom's picking us up at five thirty, what time i- AHHH!" Sandy
shrieked, and yanked at Valerie's arm before realizing that Valerie
wasn't going home with her.
"Oh, is it five thirty already?" Tucker rhetorically asked the
empty air, then followed the three panicking girls at a more leisurely
pace, carrying his radio with him.
"I had my keys!" Pam insisted, looking around the benches as if
she'd somehow dropped them without noticing.
"What keys?"
"The keys to the van?"
"Oh, NO!"
"Oh, no," Tucker moaned, disgusted.
As Pam came running out of the locker room, Tucker stopped her.
"Mike and Kim have your keys," he said.
"What?" she questioned as she stopped. "How? I locked 'em in my
locker!"
Tucker snorted contemptuously at the pathetic locks. "Yeah. But
they got the keys anyway." He didn't want to say-
"So what are they doing?"
Tucker sighed again.
"Oh, no," Pam sighed back in disgust, guessing what Tucker already
knew. "Not on the seats?"
Tucker shrugged. "I didn't actually look, but that's where they
are, I guarantee it."
"I dunno, Kim, I mean..." Mike thought about it. "We're gonna get
a hotel room tonight, right? Let's wait until then."
"Why?" Kim asked, looking immensely puzzled.
"'Cause, Deb and Tuck did it that way, and didn't Deb say how much
better it was in a bed instead of a car or on a couch or something
improvised?" He knew Tucker had said it, over and over and-
"Well..." Kim sighed.
"And then we can do it all night long," Mike pointed out, and they
both giggled. *Man, if Tuck heard me do that I'd never hear the end of
it.*
"So what does 'Number Four Ess' mean?" There was nothing else on
the CD, just a carefully handwritten '#4-S' on one side of the silver
disk.
"Like I know? Just put it in," Sandy suggested. Diane did, and
pressed Play, and they waited.
"Bimp, bomp, bump," thudded the door as Tucker started to pull on
it.
"Oh no," Tucker said. *They switched CD's on me-*
"Ohcomeon!" Pam said excitedly, grabbing his arm.
*What the hell,* Tucker decided instantly. His blood brother had
already been turned into a girl in front of all his other friends; how
embarrassing could this be?
"B-b'b-b'baaaaaby," they tuned to each other as Pam opened the
door.
"COME ON GIRLS!" Pam shrieked.
"DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE?" Tucker sang back.
"Oh no," chuckled Kathy, as the two dark-haired girls danced into
the room with each other.
"'CAUSE I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT IT!" they both yelled, and Pam
jumped up on a bench as Valerie grabbed one of the children she'd met.
Julia's added, "And it goes something like this!" from behind
startled her, and Kathy turned around just in time to watch Julia do
some kind of body movement from a musical and seriously crank up her own
volume.
"DON'T GO FOR SECOND BEST, BAY-BEE, PUT YOUR LOVER TO THE TEST!"
Tucker grinned at Sandy as she tried to fall down with laughter, as
he held her hands and danced with her. The other girls had hands over
their faces, as if they could avoid being recognized as having
associated with his lunatic self, as they screamed in amusement or
disgust or whatever it was that pre-teen girls screamed in.
A tap on his shoulder got his attention, and then Julia was
grabbing his shoulders and positioning him and swaying him in time to
the music, and so he did what she wanted, and they ended up back to back
singing so fiercely that Tucker could feel her in his own body.
"But-"
"They're SINGING, Grandmother, I can't make 'em quiet like I can
with the radios!" Anya complained.
"Singing?!"
"Singing," Anya repeated, feeling a bit smug at the look on
Grandmother's face.
"And
when
you're
gone
he might re-gret it!" Tucker sang, waving Sandy's elbows in proper
time from behind her, and causing all three of the younger girls to go
into complete socio-nervous collapse.
*Debbie will pay me serious money for THESE photos,* Kathy grinned
to herself as she fired shot after shot as quickly as her flash would
recharge, of Valerie having some sort of musical seizure along with
Julia, and prancing around the women's locker room like they were on
stage for a music video or something.
"It's a hunggerrrrrrrr," the two girls in the lead crooned before
the saxophone overwhelmed them.
Beat-
"TAKE ME HOME TONIGHT!" the two of them thundered along with the
power chords.
"IIIIIIII DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO
'TIL YOU SEE THE LIGHT!"
Grandmother had seen many things at Bikini Beach over the years,
but this was completely new.
*Julia kicks ass,* Tucker decided, mostly on the basis of her
knowing the lyrics to four of his favorite ancient-singalongs in a row.
"Do you think they've noticed we're not there yet?" Kim purred into
Mike's ear.
"I hope not," he replied sincerely.
"Mmmmmm hmmm, somethin's comin' over,
mmmmmm hmmm, somethin's comin' over,
mmmmmm hmmm, somethin's comin' over me,
My baby's got a secret," all the girls Valerie had collected, as
well as Julia and Pam, sang softly as they sat on the ground around the
large portable radio.
"Now they're being calm," Anya commented, biting her lip as she
looked at the collection of girls.
"'Calm before the storm'? Don't worry, child, they're tired from
an exciting day, and they actually are calming down a bit." Anya looked
over, and Grandmother looked like SHE wasn't worried.
"So what are you doing?" Sandy asked, as Tucker lay on the ground
and breathed enthusiastically. He hadn't been able to do much of that
while singing, and choir had taught him to breathe when he had the
chance.
"We're waiting," Tucker replied.
"For what?"
Tucker sat up and looked at her. "We're on a road trip, remember?
We got a big van. That's holding all the luggage. Got that?"
Sandy gave him a 'No, YOU are the stupid one, remember?' look,
which he ignored.
"Okay, remember Michelle, my sister, and Kim?"
The girls nodded.
"Do you see them around?"
They looked around.
"No, you don't," Tucker answered. "Can you guess why, and what
that might have to do with a van?"
"What?" Frances asked.
Tucker put a hand over his face. *I can't say that out loud to an
eleven year old, can I? I'll go to jail!*
A gasp, and some elbow-rib-interface noises, made him peek, and the
sickened and horrified expressions on their faces told Tucker that they
had gotten the idea from each other and therefore he wasn't to blame.
"Sheeeew," he breathed in relief.
"You're just gonna LET them..." Diane trailed off in horror.
"What, I should stop 'em? Who do you think taught me all my ninja
powers?" Tucker smirked. "YOU go stop 'em, and I'll tell your moms what
happened and why you won't be coming home ever again."
"They wouldn..." Frances trailed off with an uncertain glance
towards the parking lot.
"Don't bet on it," Tucker said out loud for everyone's benefit.
"Michelle gets REALLY bitchy when her romance is interrupted."
"Oh, like you don't?" pointed Sabrina, and laughed.
"WHAT?!" shrieked the three kids in disbelief.
"I WISH!" Tucker said earnestly, projecting how much he wanted
Debbie to be here. She failed to fall into his lap, which didn't
surprise him any; it was just disappointing.
"So..."
"So Val's the only one, that has nice clothes that aren't currently
locked in the van, along with the lovebirds," Kathy confirmed.
"Wasn't she going home?" Amanda said, sounding scandalized. "Why
was she taking nice stuff HOME?"
Kathy glared at her. "Maybe Val was going out for her parents'
anniversary? Who KNOWS? But she's the only one."
"Maybe we should get something, is there a mall around here?"
Sabrina mused.
"Oh, right, you of all people desperately needs more clothing,"
Kathy groaned, and parried Sabrina's slaps with slaps of her own.
"Oh, my mom's here," sighed Sandy as she got up. Later than
expected, Tucker noticed. "Are you gonna be here tomorrow?" Sandy asked
as she turned around.
"I hope not," Tucker said as he got up, "but I'm really glad I met
you guys!" He opened his arms, and she hugged him, as did the other
two. "Hey, hold... do any of you have a computer at home?" Tucker
asked, fishing a pen and pad out of his satchel. As Diane nodded,
Tucker said, "Email me, here's my address," as he hastily block-printed
out the path for the dummy mailbox he'd set up at Doug's house.
Diane took it and then the girls gave him another round of hugs,
and then they ran off to the waiting car, but they waved, and Tucker
waved back to them, until they disappeared out of the parking lot.
"Another few broken hearts, eh Val?" taunted Julia as she
lolled back on the warm pavement. "A girl in every amusement park from
here to Californ-eye-ay, 'ey? But they're just notches in your purse
strap, to you..."
Tucker laughed until he fell over, but managed to squeal out, "Oh
GOD I am like SUCH a STUD!"
Kim half-moaned, half-sighed with lazy pleasure as she cuddled
against Michelle. *I can't believe she agreed to do this... but I am so
glad she did...*
Valerie shot past, her legs entwining as she skated backwards as
hard as she could manage. "So when the night falls... my lonely heart
calls!" she shrieked at the top of her lungs, competing with the stereo.
She jumped into a reverse, then another one-
"Ohhhhhhhh, I wanna dance with somebody!
I wanna feel the heat with some body!
Yeeeeeah, I wanna dance with some body,
with some body who loves me!"
"She is completely insane," Kathy said to herself as she took a
couple more shots. "Maybe she DID get some of the water after all."
"What IS she doing?" Pam asked as Valerie did a double-bounce and
slid around a car.
"All she said was, 'warming up'."
After several seconds, Pam observed, "That sounds scary."
"S'why I got more film; Deb'll want to know how she bit the big
one." And, knowing Valerie, it would be catastrophic-
"Right into a car, I bet," Pam predicted.
"Bet?" Kathy had learned which way to bet involving Valerie, and
dying by running into a car (or vice versa) would be WAY too simple.
"It's six o'clock," Amanda pointed out.
Kathy added emphatically, "And I am STARVING."
"Now is the time," Sabrina nodded, and they all looked into the
parking lot.
There was a tapping on the door of the van that woke both of them
up. "Wha-"
"Candygram!" came Valerie's voice from outside.
"What-"
"WRONG ADDRESS!" Kim yelled.
"What did she say?" Michelle asked Kim.
There was more tapping. "UNICEF!" and a scattering of laughter
from outside.
"WE GAVE ALREADY!" Kim replied. "AT THE OFFICE!"
"What?" complained Michelle, apparently baffled.
More tapping. "Girl scouts!"
Tucker tried to think of another one.
However, as he stood there, fingertips against the van's side, he
felt it rock on the suspension a couple of times, and then shift a
little more, back towards him-
"SNAPSHOT!" Tucker yelled and pulled his fingers into gun-shapes
and jumped back, in time to catch Mike, still in a girl's body, about to
pour a coke on his head from the top of the van's roof. "BANG!"
"Damnit!" Mike cursed.
"HA! You SUCK!" Tucker laughed, and then took off skating as Mike
rolled off the roof of the van to chase him.
Mike sighed as the uncatchable Tucker zoomed off into the sunset,
relatively speaking. Then he tapped two of the manicured fingers on the
van's side door. "My lady, I think our presence is requested
elsewhere."
A few seconds later, she unlocked and opened the door and stepped
out, looking much more beautiful than she had a right to-
"Get outta the damn way already!" cursed Sabrina as she pushed past
the two. "Where's the keys?"
"I'll get your stuff outta the other locker, 'kay?" Tucker offered
to Mike, as Kim sat her bewildered boyfriend on the bench and started
handing him clothing.
"Yeah thanks-" Mike got out before Kim cut him off.
Tucker left before he saw something really embarrassing, like was
going to happen in moments. He recognized the mood Kim was in.
"Kids today," Grandmother sighed as Valerie skated across the foyer
to the men's locker room.
Valerie was wearing, in addition to the inline skates and the
requisite safety armor and helmet (showing, Grandmother had to admit, a
welcome bit of prudence) a pair of black bike shorts under a miniskirt
that flared every time she moved, a New York Yankees baseball cap turned
backwards under the helmet, sunglasses, and a tank top which proclaimed
in bold black letters, 'GRRLZ R KEWL'.
"TUCKER!" Mike screamed as Kim stuck her tongue in his-
Seconds later, the door popped open and there was Tucker, looking
up.
"Chaperone!" Mike begged. "She's molesting me!"
Tucker sighed, like Mike had just asked him to plow the fields, and
skate-stepped into the locker room. "I am NOT!" Kim protested.
"You had your tongue up my-"
Tucker put his fingers in his ears and turned away. There were
things he did not want to see live and uncensored. Anything involving a
transformed Mike and a horny Kim fell into that category.
He did notice, though, that the other women in the changing room
flinched or stood up suddenly or otherwise indicated surprise when Mike
finished his statement, which only told Tucker he'd made the right
choice.
Kathy looked over at the two, and sighed, before putting down her
hairbrush and walking over. "Kim?"
"Hmmm?"
"Kim," Kathy explained slowly, "we were planning on getting rooms
at a hotel, so you two can make out all night long THERE, but let's get
dressed now, please? I'm very hungry."
Kathy hungry was usually a bad situation, and it appeared that Kim
remembered that, because she turned back to Michelle hurriedly. Kathy
let go a breath of relief.
"Because I'm as good at makeup as any of you, especially after this
summer!" Tucker asserted. "Now sod off!"
"Tuck?" asked Mike.
"Whazzat?" Tucker asked his friend, who upon observation really had
a prettier face than he'd really bel-
"You're not gonna do something weird, are you?" Mike asked, looking
wary.
"Weird? No!"
"Goddamnit would you STOP with that Gothic shit?!" Mike complained
bitterly as he saw what Tucker was pulling out of someone's bag for
eyeshadow, or... something...
"Then maybe you should have borrowed something to wear besides a
black dress!" Tucker shot back. "Trust me, this is perfect!"
"It really does look good, 'Chelle," Jill nodded.
"If you like Gothic," Sabrina sighed.
"I TOLD Y-"
"I!" shrieked Kim. "LIKE! GOTHIC! IT MAKES ME HOT!"
Thereafter, the locker room was silent for several seconds.
"The lady likes Gothic, Gothic she gets," Mike said. "Away and
onward, MacDuff," he instructed, leaning back and closing his eyes.
"Excellent choice," Tucker smiled.
Kim folded her arms and pretended she didn't care what she'd just
said. Very loudly. And that she didn't care about the looks and
especially the non-looks she was getting from the other women in the
changing room. And that she didn't care that she felt herself blushing
all the way down to her waist.
"So do I look like Michelle Yeoh?" Mike asked.
"Don't be stupid, NO!" Tucker said instantly, as if the idea was
laughable, and obviously so at that. "You look like Carrie Ng except
with better lips."
Mike desperately wanted to ask who Carrie Ng was, but couldn't
admit his ignorance to Tucker, especially on what sounded like the
subject of Asian Female Actors. So, instead, he said, "You are so fulla
shit it's turned your eyes brown."
He wasn't expecting Tucker to stop what he was doing and rush over
to a mirror to check, but with a moment's reflection upon the magical
nature of this place, it only made sense.
"I think- no, I'm SURE you'll look great in it, Kath, come on,"
Sabrina enticed. "Just try it on."
Kim whimpered as Valerie finally stood Michelle up and turned her
around so Kim could see....
Michelle was so beautiful it took her breath away.
Tucker was grinning as he watched 'Michelle' and Kim embrace, and
hoping that Kim wouldn't smear the makeup job he'd just done-
"Uh, Val?" Tucker turned to Jill. "Uh, could you do my face like
that?" she asked, as her face pinked.
"What?" Tucker gasped, stunned. "YOU?!"
"Shut the fuck up you little shit," Jill shot instantly in return,
her face reddening further. "I just want-"
"Oh, man," Tucker sighed in relief and waved Jill to silence. "I
thought someone had taken over your body or your mind or something."
"Would you just do the makeup?" Jill complained. "Like you did
hers?"
"Well, not quite since you're not Chinese," Tucker said as he dug
in his satchel, "but I think we can get you something dramatic..."
"Just get dressed normally," said Anya, the younger witch, "and
when you cross the threshold, it'll change with you."
"So I won't rip anything?" Kathy confirmed, and the woman nodded.
"You promise? It's expensive-"
"I don't care!" Sabrina called as she went back to the locker room.
"Well _I_ do!" Kathy shot back over her shoulder.
"WHY do I have to go SHOPPING?!" Michelle shrieked in outrage, and
Sabrina noticed that some of the other women in the locker room were
smirking, as if they had some idea of what was going on. "I'm already
DRESSED!"
"Well I'M not!" Sabrina yelled back, and was going to continue when
Valerie pulled Michelle's head down and whispered in her ear for a
while.
"Really?" asked Michelle.
Valerie nodded in reply, grinning.
"Okay, we'll go shopping," Michelle announced, and started smiling.
"Man!" Jill commented, staring at herself in the mirror.
"She's getting better with makeup," Amanda commented. "You look
really good, Jill."
"I do?" she asked nervously. Amanda nodded. "No, really? I do?"
"Did you put one of those brain eels in her head?" Kim accused as
they walked back to the car.
"A WHAT?" Valerie shrieked.
"Tau Ceti brain parasite, from Star Trek Two," Michelle spouted.
"Oh," Valerie said calmly, like Michelle had just reminded her that
baseball involves a stick. "Those. No, I just reminded her that I have
greatly enjoyed wearing silk delicates on special romantic occasions,
and suggested that this would be the perfect time to try it out, and
also find something nice for the two of you." She wiggled both eyebrows
meaningfully.
"You..." Kim's mouth stayed open even when she couldn't think of
anything to say.
"And _I_ can pick something up for me and Debbie next weekend,"
Valerie grinned, and rubbed her hands. "Something tarty."
"For you or her?" Michelle asked calmly, and blocked Valerie's
slap. "You're too slow, old bean."
Kim stopped walking as the two of them exchanged blows until
Valerie got tired of it.
"AND out of shape," Michelle added, and grabbed Valerie's skate
when she kicked backwards at Michelle. "You are now befucked," she
announced.
Valerie sighed, and nodded agreement and surrender, and Michelle
let go.
"I don't suppose you two could act like normal women?" Kim sighed.
"Never," Valerie grinned.
"Ever," emphasized Michelle, and the two slapped hands.
Kathy sighed, and looked at Sabrina, who was nodding and smiling.
"Whatsa'matter, honey," came a nasty voice from behind her, and
Kathy turned to see the three college-aged girls that had laughed at her
earlier. "Afraid to go out into the big bad wide world as a girl?"
Kathy's mouth opened, but nothing came out right away.
"Oh, we know," said another one of the women. "We know ALL ABOUT
guys like you."
"Oh you do," Kathy said neutrally.
"Oh yeah," said the third one confidently.
"Then perhaps you'd like to take this outside the park?" Kathy
said, and drained the can of Diet Coke.
Mike looked around for whatever had triggered him THIS time.
Sabrina watched, just barely able to contain herself, as the three
college bitches walked out then turned back to taunt Kathy. Sabrina's
only fear was that one of her nicer outfits would blow up when Kath-
But, it didn't.
Instead, Kathy walked hesitantly over the threshold of the park,
and it was like you were watching her on television and someone zoomed
the camera suddenly, because all of a sudden Kathy grew almost a foot
taller, and just as much wider, and a lot more muscular. AND without
losing the clothing Sabrina had given her.
Kathy smiled, then crumpled and wadded the soda can up into a small
ball, using one hand.
"Gee, what do you know," Kathy said musingly, and flexed her arms.
"Looks like I'm bigger than any of you, now. Must be something in the
water." She backhand-threw the dead can hard into a trash barrel,
making it ring like a bell as the wad of aluminum repeatedly bounced off
the inside.
The three girls stared. Without laughing, Kathy was glad to note.
"Yeah," said Valerie, whom Kathy hadn't even noticed moving past
the group. "Sometimes, the water transforms idiots into smart people.
People who know what big words like 'out-clas-sed' means." Her hands
were held in a curious pose that Kathy bet was preparation to pull out
something sharp and throw it. Or several somethings.
And on the other side, a few ominous clicks announced the unseen
presence of Mike and probably Kim as well.
"People," Kathy said slowly, "who know when it's a good time to
leave. And, little girls, it's time for you to leave."
They left. Kathy watched without moving until they got into a car
and drove completely out of sight.
"All clear," came the word from Michelle over the car's radio, and
Kim smiled in relief. It was kind of nice to realize that on the one
hand, even as a very well-dressed and super-attractive girl, that
Michelle thought of protecting her friends, and on the other hand, that
Michelle and Valerie both thought she was competent enough to help out,
even if it was as ultimate backup at the wheel of Mike's car.
Besides, Stupid was an awesome car, she knew, which is why she
patted the dashboard affectionately.
"So where's the mall?" Valerie asked as she skated rings around
them.
"Where's the mall?" the tall one asked.
"Which one?" Anya asked in return.
"The CLOSEST one," insisted the Chinese girl.
"Because if you touch me like that while I'm driving I'm gonna have
a wreck, is why you're gonna sit in the back seat," Mike insisted
firmly. Kim pouted, but he wasn't going to risk anything, especially
not that, not like this.
Ronnie looked over at the old junker car, and finally realized that
the immense rumbling noise was coming from IT.
The one thing Grandmother hadn't 'cured' her of, was a great
fondness for competition, in all forms.
"Hey Mike?"
"Yeah?"
"That chick in the BMW wants to race," Tucker said, pointing
to Mike's left.
Mike looked over, and the woman was staring at him. When she saw
Mike's gaze reflecting hers, she grinned and revved her engine
simultaneously.
"An unmistakable challenge, Sir Tuck," Mike agreed, revving his own
car back at the woman. "Lock 'em down."
"Oh fuck. Kim, there's a bunch of belts in the back seat there,
just wrap yourself in 'em," Tucker instructed as his fingers flew into
his own tangle of harness. He'd experienced firsthand what Mike's 'new'
car could do, and he knew he'd need it all.
"I can't believe it's two women drag racing," Pam sighed as they
heard both Mike's car and the other woman's Z-3 snarling at each other.
"Maybe the other woman got the special ticket like Mike did?"
Sabrina mused, and the girls laughed.
Mike watched the cross-street lights turn yellow, then red. And
the road ahead was empty, too.
Ronnie pressed the accelerator down for the last time, preparing-
"...three, two," Tucker counted for Mike's benefit, as Mike slipped
the transmission into first. "...One-"
Stupid did sound like an F-15E in full reheat, Tucker decided as he
got slammed back into the ancient bench seat, and then squeezed in place
there.
Ronnie could barely keep her eyes in her head as the ancient
mangled lump of baby-shit yellow and rust, complete with blue plastic
tarp replacing the back window, actually pulled steadily ahead of her.
Before she could shift her own car into fifth, the other woman had
pulled an entire car length ahead, at which point it moved across the
lane, blocking Ronnie from passing, even if she could have gotten the
speed up. "YOU F-"
Brake lights flared in her face.
"Nice brakes on that thing," Tucker said appreciatively as the
BMW screamed to a virtual crawl behind them in a cloud of expensive
rubber. "Must have traction control; it didn't swerve a bit."
"Think I won that one," Mike grinned, as Tucker turned the brake
lights off again, closed the 'special' board, and then the glove
compartment.
"Well at least you showed HER who was more manly," came a disgusted
voice from the back seat.
Mike had to pull off the road to laugh before he ran into
something.
Mike was already tired of the teasing over the radio when he pulled
into the parking lot of the mall. "Yeah yeah yeah, you wanna shut up?
I don't have to come in and get tortured shopping, I already know what
it's like."
"Aw, gee, Mike," Tucker whined, "Ya let 'em do it to me!"
"LET them!?" Mike screamed back. "You JUMPED for it!"
"Me!?"
Pam and the rest of the girls just sat and listened to the two
'girls' bicker back and forth about who did what to whom and who chose
what, since Pam's radio had a speaker and the two in the other car
hadn't bothered to turn off the radios at their end yet.
"Sounds like Deb and Lisa," Kathy said in a lull, and then they all
had to stifle laughter as the two started up again.
"Silk, right," Mike sighed. "How did I get talked into doing
something stupid like this again?"
Kim's hand placed on his overly-sensitive rear end reminded him, as
his head snapped upright. He'd have to remember not to do that to Kim
unless he wanted her to feel like this.
"And such a nice ass it is," Tucker smirked, but he was gone when
Mike whirled around.
"Would you just ignore her for a while and concentrate on shopping,
since we don't have that much time?" Kim bitched.
Mike sighed. "Of course, sweetheart," he said as cutely as he
could manage, and forced a dopey smile on his face.
Kim's confused look told him he'd overdone it.
"Never mind," Mike sighed, and held out his arm. "My lady fair?"
She slipped her arm in his, and the two of them strolled along.
It took the fourth set of gawking people before Mike remembered
that he was, for the moment, as much a woman physically as Kim was, and
that was probably why everyone was staring at them.
"Uh, Kim-"
"I don't care and don't let go," she replied instantly.
"'Kay," Mike agreed, and plastered a smile on his face.
Truth be told, he was sort of enjoying the looks.
"Did you and Debbie ever get that blatant?" Kathy asked idly as she
snapped another telephoto shot of Michelle and Kim with her good camera.
"Only that one time, I think, after school let out, that time we
all went out to that nice place, for dinner, before the rave-"
"Oh, yeah," she grinned. Kathy hadn't taken those shots, but she'd
seen them enough times, and these were just as good, if you were into
pictures of fully-clothed women kissing each other. Kathy had to admit
some interest in that area, but only if one (or more) of the women was
someone she knew.
Which was why she waited until Michelle and Kim leaned close to each
other for another kiss before taking another photograph.
"It's just Kathy," Kim sighed.
"Taking pictures of you kissing a girl," Mike reminded her.
"KATHY!" screamed Kim as she broke loose. "STOP IT!"
The explosion of laughter told Mike that they were already aware of
what they were doing, and - knowing Tucker - doing it on purpose.
Kathy had to let go of the railing when she could no longer stand
up. Valerie was already on her back, howling and banging her head
against the floor.
"Maybe this was a bad idea," Sabrina admitted as the howls of
laughter attracted a lot more attention than she wanted.
"You know what happens when we take VAL someplace," Jill lectured,
"and you had the bright idea to take BOTH of them?"
"At least she took her skates off," Amanda giggled.
Brandon, who was going by 'Janice' after partaking of a shower in
Bikini Beach's 'male' dressing room, sighed. "Tell me again why you
waited until five THIS evening before you remembered they were comin-"
"I THOUGHT," Bertram Smythe complained in his British accent, which
grew more obvious when he was upset or, like now, irritated, "that my
idiot parents were flying in at the END of the week. They CALLED me
from bloody Kennedy International and told me that they had changed
their flight, oh so sorry old bean we'll be there in two hours cheerio,
don't forget to pick us up and bring your gellfriend," which
pronunciation always amused Brandon but he dared not let it show this
time, "we want to meet her, and then they bloody well rung off!" He
kicked at the lamp post they were passing. "Bloody parents, I should
get a divorce..."
Brandon sighed deeply.
"Look," Bert said as he turned to his roommate, "I really
appreciate you doing this, and on such short notice, but I just didn't
know what else to do-"
"Why did you tell them you had a girlfriend?"
"To explain why they could hear women's voices in my room at eleven
o'clock at night when they called once," Bert explained. "They know me
well enough that, that sort of thing just doesn't happen to me, not even
in America."
Brandon had to agree with that. Clever, imaginative, chess master,
academic excellence... those were things that described his dorm mate.
'Chick magnet' was not one of those things.
"And if I'd told them what was REALLY going on," Bert continued,
but smiling now, "they'd have come that much sooner, to have me locked
up." That made Brandon laugh too.
At least Bert had enough smarts to agree that it was stretching
probability a little too far if Brandon's 'new body' and Bert's
semi-imaginary girlfriend was a knockout too; so Brandon was now
sporting a somewhat taller than average redhead, with a nice smile and a
little extra weight. In fact, she looked a lot like a girl Brandon had
been watching in his summer vector-calc class, minus the acne scars and
the glasses. But not enough to freak anyone out or confuse the real
and the fake ones; they'd learned that lesson.
"Oooooh," Mike breathed as the silk slid down his body and across
the amazingly sensitive nipples he was 'renting' from the park. "My
god." He found himself sitting down on the bench when it finished
moving and he could open his eyes again.
"Try rubbing your nipples with it," Tucker called over the
partition, which was followed by noises of abuse.
"Don't break her, I need her tomorrow," Mike called blindly.
The noises stopped, there was a pause, then someone asked, "Why?"
"I get paid if I bring her back without any pieces missing," Mike
lied.
"How much?" Tucker asked instantly. "I want half!" The abuse
noises resumed. Mike sighed; he'd done what he could. Or what he was
willing to do, considering that Tucker had brought most of it on
himself, and it was his friends delivering it.
"I need some shoes to go with this outfit, though," Valerie
decided.
"You know what's scary? How much you're acting like Debbie," Kathy
explained.
"You know what else is scary?" Valerie grinned. "I don't care, if
I can be with her!" Then she stopped smiling and sighed.
"Val, don't you start pining, or I'll strangle you," Kathy
insisted.
Valerie looked up, incredulous. "Have you ever considered going
into therapy, with your sweet and gentle and caring nature?"
"Not to mention my ever-so-subtle way of influencing people," Kathy
grinned back, and flexed.
"Yes mistress, sorry mistress, whatever you desire mistress,"
Valerie rattled off, and knelt in front of Kathy, her head down.
And she didn't get up.
"Oh jeez, stop it!" Kathy said, looking around. Too many people
were watching her. "Val, come ON!"
"How does this- JILL!" The blonde looked around guiltily, like
Sabrina thought she ought to feel. "You're SUPPOSED to be helping!"
"Oh, uh, yeah, that looks okay," she said hurriedly.
"Why?" Sabrina challenged.
"Like _I_ fucking know?" Jill shot back. "Go get Valerie if you
want a fucking fashion opinion!"
"Because," Tucker said as he paged through the borrowed phone book,
"we've got nine people, so we really want to make reservations. It's
polite, like." *Rrrrrrrr- there it is.* He memorized the number, then
smiled at the counter girl and asked, "Can I borrow the phone too? Just
for a minute or so?"
"Come on, Kim," Michelle encouraged, and so Kim finally dared
unlock the door on the stall and push it open, even though she was
already regretting her ac-
"Wow!" Michelle said softly, her face lighting up in surprise and
approval. She swallowed, then added, "That looks great, Kim, it really
does."
"Really?!"
The sweet, reproving, smile on Michelle's face almost made Kim cry,
it was so beautiful.
"Hey Val, weren't you going to wear something nice for dinner?"
Kathy reminded her.
"Oh, crap!" Valerie complained. "Come on, I've got a nice outfit
in the car," she insisted as she grabbed Kathy's arm and pulled
frantically. Kathy sighed, and let the little psychopath pull her
along. *Just like Deb...*
"Nothing!" Julia snarled at Amanda. Julia hated shopping,
especially in malls.
"Okay, okay, jeez! This is supposed to be relaxing-"
"RELAXING!" Julia shrieked, then calmed herself. "I know, I know,
I'm just having a tense day, is all. I need a real vacation." She
closed her eyes, took a deep breath, let it out, then reopened her eyes
and smiled at Amanda. "Fun, right?" Amanda nodded cautiously. "Let's
go look for something for you, then."
"Come on, Jill! If me and Val can do it..." Mike called.
Finally, Jill came out, about as nervous as Kim had been in the
lingerie, and almost ran back into the changing room when Sabrina
voiced, "Yeah!"
"No, come on," she almost whined, looking sort of pale. "I look
stupid-"
"No, you look great!" Sabrina repeated, and the other girls agreed.
"What IS your problem, Jill?" Mike asked. "You really do look good
dressed like that."
She looked at him. For a long time.
Finally she sighed, and asked, "Do you really want to know?"
"Only you," Kathy sighed as Valerie adjusted the leather straps
before slipping the ivory linen jacket on over them.
"Mike found 'em in a catalog, and we used Dad's sewing stuff to
adapt 'em," Valerie commented, apparently oblivious to Kathy's actual
thoughts. "Hat, or no hat?"
*Debbie's taken over her mind,* Kathy thought, before she
remembered what was under Valerie's arms now. *No... Jeez, they're
reinforcing each other. Eyugh!*
"Kathy?"
"Uh.... hat," Kathy decided hurriedly.
"A hat?" Mike said skeptically.
"You know, you sound JUST like Charlene," Tucker said back.
"It looks really retro," Sabrina decided, and Jill nodded
agreement. "Good one, Val!"
"Excuse me," said a sexy British voice from behind Julia, and she
turned around and-
The red haired girl standing next to the owner of the sexy-sounding
Brit was yet another that had been a guy recently.
"Damnit!" Julia cursed before she could stop herself. *Another
one?!*
"Excuse me?" said the Brit, then the two looked at each other, like
they had a shared secret.
"Uh, nothing," Julia sighed. *Figures, he's got a boyfriend/drag
queen. Why are all the sexy ones gay or married?* "You want someone to
help you pick out something nice for your b- um, girlfriend there, to
wear, right?"
The two stared at her.
"I don't have all night," Julia reminded them, feeling a bit
impatient.
"Jeez," Jill said, staring in the mirror at herself. "I almost
look..."
"Sexy?" Michelle leered, before Kim slapped her rump. "Ow!
Bitch!"
"Don't call ME a bitch, you-" Kim started before Michelle grabbed
her and started kissing her.
Jill sighed, and turned back to the mirror. She couldn't tell what
looked nice on herself, which is why she'd asked for help.
"Who were those people?" Amanda asked Julia.
"I don't know," Julia sighed, "but they left this pair of silky
silver panties."
Pause.
"You're making one of those damned allegorical references that's
supposed to make you look so damned educated, aren't you?" Amanda
accused.
Julia laughed until she fell down.
"You do look nice," Bert said to 'Janice'. She did; the green
dress the woman had picked out for Janice made her hair look more
emphatically red and her eyes greener.
"But how did she figure me out?" Brandon/Janice said, staring at
the dashboard, like she'd been doing since they got into the car.
She wasn't listening to him. "I really like the shoes, too," Bert
tried.
"I mean, I didn't even do anything."
"Your hair is afire," Bert said. "Your lice are abandoning ship."
She ignored it. "Man, I mean... what did I do wrong?"
"It's the lice," Bert said idly, wondering how he could snap her
out of her reverie-
"What?"
It figured; NOW she was glaring at him.
"Table for nine, name of Tucker," Valerie grinned.
"Right this way, miss," said the hostess, smiling back.
"Ya know," Mike mentioned to Kim as they seated themselves, "it
loses something when I'm like this, compared to before the dance."
Kim reached over and kissed the hell out of him, as if to say,
'Yeah, but there are compensatory aspects'.
Or maybe just 'I think you're hot'. Mike wasn't sure nor did he
especially care what message underlay what Kim was doing to him.
"Anyone else like mushrooms?" Tucker asked the rest of the table,
studiously ignoring the two girls going at it like in a porno sitting
next to him.
A hand tapping his thigh almost made him scream, but he identified
the touch as Mike answering silently in the affirmative. *How,* Tucker
wondered, *can he think of food when he's doing THAT?*
Brandon smiled at Bert and said, "I'll be back in a moment, I want
to go freshen up," before dashing off to the ladies' room.
Ladies' rooms were no longer the unknown he'd wondered about, but
he still wasn't especially happy about having to use one.
Unfortunately, he hadn't expected to run into, not just the girl
from the store, but a dozen of her friends, in the room.
As they walked out to the parking lot, Mike commented, "Man, those
people are just WEIRD!"
There was a moment's silence before the rest of the Pack broke into
raucous laughter.
"Janice? What took you so long? And why are you shaking?"
"Those people are WEIRD!"
Mike sighed as they made their way up the stairs to the three rooms
they'd rented. Somehow. Mike had thought it was impossible to rent a
room without a credit card. Maybe Tucker throwing cash at the clerk had
had something to do with it.
"We get a room to ourselves," Kim was 'explaining' to the other
girls behind them, "because I PAID for one, just for us!"
"Jeez, Kim, chill out," Pam said.
"Yeah, go kiss Michelle or something," suggested Kathy, to the
accompaniment of laughter. "You're too stressed."
Mike sighed, then parked himself on the railing and waited for Kim,
who looked surprised when she rounded the corner and saw him. "Hi," he
smiled at her.
"Hi?" she smiled back shyly as she stopped.
Kathy looped a finger around her ear, and all the rest of the girls
giggled. The two lunatics in question didn't notice, which surprised
Kathy not at all.
"Man, I hope I'm never like that," Amanda sighed.
"I hope I AM," Pam said back. "SOMEday."
"You'd have to kiss a girl to be like that," Valerie pointed out.
"Forget it, then," Pam said in a flat voice, which made Kathy
chuckle.
"Speaking of kissing girls," Valerie went on, "who's sleeping with
who tonight?"
That stopped them all. "Ummmm," Kathy said, and then lost her
thoughts completely. "I really wish you hadn't put it quite like
THAT..."
As Mike hauled his duffel to his room, Tucker came out and said,
"Hey Mike?"
"Yeah?"
Tucker had stripped his makeup and was wearing a T shirt and boxer
shorts, apparently almost ready for bed and looking disturbingly like
his sister Susan. "I just wanted to say, good luck, have fun
tonight..."
Mike chuckled. "Thanks," he replied eventually. The irony of the
situation was almost too much.
The soft hug from his blood-brother surprised him, but the kiss on
his cheek almost blew his mind completely.
Tucker was staring deep into Mike's eyes when his head pulled back.
"Mike," Tucker said quite seriously, "this is a night for yin, not yang.
Kim's gonna need to run things. Just lie back and be passive, for a
while, okay? Don't fight it."
Mike nodded.
Tucker smiled, embraced Mike closer, and kissed his other cheek
before letting go. "See ya in the morning, then," Tuck said softly, and
turned to walk away.
"Tuck? Thanks," Mike said sincerely.
"Sure..."
Tucker sighed. Going to sleep in between Kathy and Julia was nice,
but not nearly as nice as having sex with Debbie for a couple of hours
and then showering together and THEN going to sleep. With Debbie.
Then again, he supposed that was supposed to be an incomparable
experience.
"Um, Kim?"
Her head snapped up, betraying far too much nervousness for Mike's
comfort. "Uh, I mean... I don't even know how to get out of some of
these clothes, and never mind the makeup..."
That made her laugh a little, like he'd hoped.
Michelle looked embarrassed as she started to take off her panties,
then stopped. "Um, Kim?"
Kim blinked. "What?" she said, managing a voice that almost
sounded normal.
"I... I mean, I'm really wet, I guess..." she said, looking much
more embarrassed now. "What do I do with the underwear?"
"Oh, um... just rinse it out in the sink, I guess..."
"Okay," she said, and shut the bathroom door.
Kim stared at the door, unbelieving, for quite a while before her
grief and shame and guilt overwhelmed her.
Mike took a deep breath and looked at himself in the mirror.
It wasn't him, of course; it was a girl's body, which wasn't his,
that he was wearing for several hours.
On the other hand, it was a very NICE body, and the jade green silk
that was covering it made it look even more appealing than nudity had
been.
He liked the hair, too.
He nodded to himself, and opened the door, expecting Kim to turn
around, to be smiling, to be reading, maybe brushing her hair or
something...
Anything but curled up on the bed crying her face off.
"But, I just, I mean, I don't understand, how anyone could WANT
me..." Kim choked.
"Kim, oh Kim," Michelle crooned, as she rocked Kim back and forth
gently. "I wouldn't be with you this long if you weren't beautiful,"
she said softly.
"But-"
"See?" Mike said, putting his head on her shoulder and looking in
the mirror with her at the dark red silk that made Kim look so sensual.
"I look fat," she spat at herself.
"You," Mike said as he turned her around, "are not a skinny little
girl-child like Pam is, or like Valerie looks like. You, my lady fair,
are a WOMAN. And you look like a woman. Not a child." He ran his
hands along the sides of her body, causing an intake of breath. "Curvy,
breasted, hipped, soft, gentle, padded..." He kissed her then, for a
while, before breaking the kiss.
"And," Mike said as he raised an eyebrow, "you're going to ravish
me tonight, aren't you?" He took a pose from Tucker and displayed it
for her.
"What's up?" Pam asked Sabrina, who was still sitting at the table
in the room, with the reading light on.
"I can't sleep," Sabrina sighed. "I keep waiting..."
"For the screaming to start?" Pam suggested, and then they were all
laughing.
*I'd never have believed it if Tucker hadn't told me about it, but
maybe it's one of those universal secrets or something,* Mike thought as
he danced slowly with Kim, gently twirling through some 'luvv songz'
Tucker had disked up, probably for just this sort of occasion.
Though not for this girl, Mike hoped.
Kim sighed, and kept her head in the cleavage Mike was sporting.
He had to admit that it wasn't a bad feeling at all, especially with her
hair rubbing against the sensitive skin and the silk...
"Music!" Sabrina muttered as she pulled away from the wall.
"Maybe they did that so we couldn't hear what they're doing," Pam
suggested.
"Playing Scrabble?" Amanda suggested, and they all laughed.
"'Ohh oh oh oh oh god,'" Jill gasped, "'a triple word score!'"
before she curled up in a ball in the bed and howled.
"Please..." Michelle breathed as she lay back on the bed. "Kim,
please, touch me..."
"But- But, I don't even know what-"
"Kim, I don't even know where to touch myself," Michelle gasped.
"Show me, please?"
Kim let herself down next to the girl, who embraced her tightly.
"You sure?" Kim asked him again.
Mike managed to open his eyes. "Kim? Remember what I looked like
before we stopped at the park? This whole BODY is for you. Just for
you, to play with," he smiled at her. "And so far, it's, it's
fantastic!"
"Really?!" Kim gasped.
"Really," Mike assured her. "So, don't stop? Please?"
Kim felt Michelle's thighs going taut as she gasped, then pushed
against Kim's fingers so hard Kim was afraid for a moment she would hurt
Michelle, before remembering how good it felt when SHE was feeling what
Michelle was feeling right now-
The other girls had gone to sleep, and Sabrina was close, but not
quite close enough that she couldn't hear, just barely, the noises
coming from the other room. They had bothered her years ago, when it
was her parents, but now... well, even though Kim was making love to
another woman, Sabrina was a lot easier with it now.
Though this was another one of those stories she'd never be able to
tell anyone but one of the girls...
*Tuck was right, this doesn't taste anything like fish...*
Tucker sighed and rolled over. He missed Debbie SO bad.
"Kim?" Mike finally asked.
"Mmmm?"
"Are you okay?"
She opened her eyes, partially. "Uh huh... why?"
"I just wondered," Mike said, and pulled her back against his
chest. He liked feeling her breath there.
Tucker smiled before he fell off the deep end of consciousness.
When Julia woke up, it was partially because a wet Kathy had sat on
the bed next to her. "Hey, Jules?" said a surprisingly gentle voice.
"Mmm?"
"Free breakfast buffet if we hurry," Kathy mentioned.
"MMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph," Julia finally decided as she pushed herself
vaguely upright.
"Come on, slowpoke, I've been up for an hour," Valerie chirped.
She sounded far too enthusiastic, so Julia threw a pillow at her. "Uf!"
That made Julia smile.
"Oh, god..." Michelle sighed as her head arched back and she
pressed against Kim's straining body.
*I want to do this every morning,* Kim decided before her own
orgasm blotted out all thought.
"Hey, Kim?" She looked up from where she was drying her hair.
"I..." He wasn't sure how she'd take it, but he felt he had to tell
her. "I think I'm changing back."
"What?" She stood upright, and then the two of them were standing
in front of the mirror, watching intently.
"Ooooh," Valerie groaned, and pressed at her abdomen in a very
familiar way.
Kathy was about to offer some Midol when she realized that Valerie
was the one person in the party that SHOULDN'T be having those kind of
cramps. "Val?" Kathy managed to push out.
"Mike's changing back," she grimaced. "It's really gross."
"How do you KNOW?" Julia demanded as the other girls gaped.
"I have to admit, I feel a little relieved," Mike said, staring at
his familiar, male, body again. Then he noticed that Kim had withdrawn.
"Kim?"
She had pulled back, and looked pale.
*Oh...damnit, what do I-*
Mike pulled the green silk chemise off the counter and slid into
it. He felt mildly stupid, but the surprised look on Kim's face was a
lot better than the nauseated one she'd had moments before.
"Kim?"
She flinched, then looked him in the face.
"Kim... look, it's still me," Mike sighed, then went and sat on the
very mussed bed. "It's just that a few parts changed, is all."
"But..."
"You had a lot of fun touching me last night," Mike reminded her,
"and kissing me in the mall, and walking arm in arm, and shopping,
remember? Remember dinner?" She looked puzzled. "And who was that
with?"
"Huh?"
"You did all that, with the same me that's sitting here now," he
said slowly. "_I_ didn't change."
Kim took a deep breath, then slowly and delicately walked over to
the bed, and sat next to him. "I.... I know," she said slowly, looking
at the hairbrush in her hand. "It... it just, seems different..."
Mike waited for a long time, before he reached a hand out and put
it over one of hers. "It's not, that much..."
She turned to say something, and Mike saw how close to the edge she
was, as evidenced by the way her throat was frantically pulsing.
"Please," she whispered, and he had no idea what she was asking for.
Mike closed his eyes for a last plea that he was doing the right
thing, then opened them and lay back on the bed. "Maybe you could
ravish me or something?"
Valerie blinked, then shook herself a little bit, like she'd fallen
asleep sitting up. "Val," Kathy asked, "did you sleep at all last
night?"
"Huh? Yeah," she said absently.
"Then what are-"
"Mike and Kim," Val said, like it was fairly obvious. Kathy looked
around, but couldn't see either of them.
Hysterical laughter was not really what Mike had hoped for, but she
was touching him, at least, and even clinging to him.
She finally looked up, and he got several tissues to wipe her face.
"Oh, oh god I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings," she babbled
frantically as she tried to pull away, but he kept an arm around her and
kept her close.
"No, Kim, it's okay," Mike grinned at her as he handed her the
tissues, daring to keep one in his own hand and try wiping the tears of
laughter off her face.
She let him.
In fact, she caressed his face with a hand, and then kissed him.
"Are you sure?" Mike , Mike the BOY, asked, before he touched her
again, and Kim finally felt some sense of connection between HIM and the
HER that Kim had made love to last night. "I mean, if you get scared,
we don't have to-"
"I know," Kim gulped, but pulled on his hand to keep him from
getting up. "That's why it's okay, because I don't have to. Just..."
When he couldn't stand waiting for Kim to try to push it out any
longer, Mike verbally nudged, "Just what?" and squeezed her hand.
"C-c-can I be on top?"
He chuckled, then started to laugh. But he kept squeezing her
hand, as if to remind her that he was here, with her, and that he-
"Oh my," Tucker said out of the blue, and then realized that all
the girls were looking at him again. "Nothing," he lied, smiling, and
weathered the protests and pummelling he got for not telling.
There were some things a gentleman just didn't talk about, and this
was one of them. Maybe two.
Kathy asked, "So do we go get them, or-"
"Here they are!" Amanda announced, waving her arm, and everyone
turned to look.
It was Kim, smiling like the sun, and... Mike.
And the two of them had their arms and even bodies entwined around
each other as much as two people could and still walk.
It took Kathy quite a while before she realized that Mike was
wearing the silk chemise they'd bought for 'her' yesterday, along with a
pair of black pants.
"It makes you look sort of... poofy," Tucker warned.
"Tuck? I don't care," Mike stated. "Kim likes it so I'm wearing
it." Tucker glanced at Kim, who had the same kind of oh-jeez-did-I-get-
screwed-this-morning look he liked seeing Debbie with in the morning.
And she was draped across Mike like Debbie never did except when they
were alone, too.
"Okay okay," Tucker surrendered. "Just be careful."
"Besides, who do you think discovered silk in the first place?" Mike
grinned. "You round-eyed fr-"
"Shut up, Mike," Tucker sighed.
"Yeah, shut up Mike," Kim breathed, then started to giggle. But
she didn't let go of Mike, either.
Tucker hit Kathy's shoulder in his urgency, gasped, "Kath!" and
pointed.
Mike and Kim were doing a full-blown Movie Kiss on the balcony
outside their room, right where they were lit by the sun which was just
clearing the artificial horizon of the skyline...
And Kathy had a camera.
"Oooh!" Kathy said excitedly when she saw what Tucker was pointing
at, and she burst into action.
As Kathy did a photographer's fast-draw, Tucker's mouth yelled,
"Lift your leg like the movies!"
Kathy's motor-wound SLR went full auto 'KCH-KCH-KCH-KCH-KCH-'
Mike and Kim each lifted a leg, but they didn't stop kissing...
nandekka: what do you want?
kurite moju trubku: Suck my cock!
Used in the same derogatory way as its counterpart in English.
Yoku iu-yo!: How dare you say that!
hou1 ni3 ma1 de bi1: Suck your mother's cunt
Common in Taiwan, of unknown frequency in China. Not recommended if unarmed.
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by ElrodW and Ellie Dauber
Anya meets a friend from her childhood. The joy is overshadowed by unpleasant memories being dredged up on all sides.
There have been a lot of questions and speculation about the background of the old woman and Anya, her granddaughter. I came up with this little tale to answer some of the questions. There are still questions lingering — after all, we all love a little mystery.
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"Greg?"
I turned instinctively at the sound of my name, though there could have been a dozen other guys named Greg in the mall that fateful Friday afternoon.
"Greg, is it really you?" The girl coming my way looked oddly familiar, though I couldn't quite place her. She was tall, at least compared to the girls I knew, and striking in appearance. Her shorts really displayed her long tanned legs, while a light plaid shirt, tails tied above her navel, buttons unfastened, exposed her bared midriff and accentuated her bosom. Her dark wavy hair danced off her shoulders, beautifully framing her face. She had a curious combination of smile and bewilderment on her features, as though she was pleased at seeing me, but puzzled that I didn't recognize her.
"Yes?" I said noncommittally. I needed to buy time to figure out who she was.
The girl stopped and frowned, then she planted her hands on her hips. "Greg Lawson, don't tell me you've forgotten me," she scolded.
By now I was totally baffled. There was something oddly familiar about this girl, but I just couldn't place it.
The frown changed into an impish grin. "How about this? You tried to catch me climbing up a tree in fourth grade, and you fell and broke your arm."
The pieces clicked into place. I couldn't help myself as my jaw dropped open. "Anya?" I asked in disbelief. "Is it ... is it really you?"
Anya grinned. She flared out her hands, then spun quickly, showing off how much she'd grown. "I was wondering if you remembered me."
I couldn't help grinning. "Last time I saw you, you were kind of ..."
Anya smiled pleasantly. "A gangly little thing with braces?"
I should have thought it strange that she plucked the words right out of my mouth. "Well, you were ... we both were ... a little younger." And then, much to my embarrassment, my stomach growled.
Anya giggled — the same happy laugh I'd known all those years ago. "I see you're about as hungry as I am. Why don't we get a bite to eat?"
We sat at a small table, Anya eating her tacos while I munched on a roast beef sandwich. "You don't look like the tomboy I knew," I finally blurted between bites. I was thinking that she looked rather beautiful, as a matter of fact.
Anya almost blushed. "Thanks. I try to stay trim." Once again, it was like she'd read my mind. "What are you doing down here? Finally get tired of the cold and snow?"
This time I couldn't help wrinkling my brow. That was exactly what I'd been thinking. "How'd you know?"
Anya shrugged her shoulders and smiled, again the impish little grin. "Just a little trick I picked up," she said cryptically.
I didn't quite believe her. "I'm going to the U. I'm working on a degree in architecture." I took another bite. "What about you?"
Anya shrugged. "I'm working with my grandmother. She runs a water park, and she's teaching me the business."
My eyes lit up. "Really?" This was exciting, but for different reasons than she might have guessed. "I'm trying to concentrate in leisure and recreation architecture," I blurted. "I'd love to see the park sometime!"
Anya's eyes narrowed, as if I were pulling her leg. "You're kidding, right?" She saw I was serious. "Theme park architecture? That's wild!"
I couldn't help the grin on my face. "It's only natural. Remember how much time we spent at Coaster Heaven?"
Anya got a far-off look, as the memories came flooding back. "We must have spent half our summers there," she said wistfully. "Those were some great rides, weren't they?"
"Yeah, and don't forget Splash World." My memories were crystal clear; I could easily picture the two of us — in our early teens — eager for the summer opening of the parks. Anya and I had been the best of friends.
"How could I?" Anya said, feigning anger. "You beat me swimming all the time — and you rubbed my nose in it."
My laugh was not mocking; it was delight at the memories. "It wasn't my fault I grew faster!"
Anya smiled again. "I guess you were predestined for a job in the industry."
"And you, too!"
Anya shook her head, still smiling. "I didn't think so. Grandmother had to fight to get me to take the job. I didn't understand that it could be as much fun to run the park as to play in it." She got a far-off look in her eyes. "Turns out she was right, like she is on so many things."
"She sounds like a neat lady. I'd like to meet her sometime."
Anya's smile hid some secret, something that clearly amused her. "Oh, I'm sure you'll get a chance."
As we walked to the door, me to go back to class, and Anya to go to work, I had to ask the one question that had been nagging me. "What happened?" Blunt, direct. I knew it was risky, but I couldn't think of any other way. "You just vanished." I felt a tear trying to escape my eye, and I blinked hard to stop it. "I was looking forward to the junior prom, and you just left, without even saying goodbye." The pain of that year came back in a rush, as I knew it would, but I just had to know. Even though we hung out together all the time, it had taken all of my courage to ask her to the prom. And then she vanished, leaving me heartbroken.
Anya stopped and stared at me, a long, hard, penetrating stare that seemed to burn through me. "I'm sorry," she said. Her lip trembled, and I saw her eyes blink quickly to clear the mist. "You wouldn't ..." Anya's eyes suddenly went wide, and then a sadness crept across her features. "Yes, you would understand. You've been through it, too."
I frowned. "What?"
Anya bit her lip, then continued. "My mom died. I had to leave to live with Grandmother." She wiped a tear from her eye, then looked up, her eyes soft with sympathy. "You know how that feels, though, don't you, since you lost your parents in a wreck a couple of years ago."
My jaw nearly hit the floor. Coupled with her surprising insight was the suddenly renewed pain of that loss, of that terrible day. How could Anya possibly understand that I was here because it was away from snow and ice? Ice — the horrible frozen glaze that covered the road on that awful night. The slippery, unforgiving ice, on which the drunk lost control of his car and skidded into my dad's car. Mom was killed instantly when her head smashed into the dashboard. Dad lasted a week, his body slowly shutting down from the terrible internal injuries he suffered when the steering wheel smashed into his chest. I knew none of it for two weeks; I was unconscious and hospitalized myself, having been smashed against the back of Mom's seat. The tears were stinging my eyes as I fought to control my emotions; the pain was still sharp, and occasionally still caught me by surprise — as it did now.
I felt a firm grip on my arm, and I glanced down, to where Anya was holding me. "I'm sorry to bring up those memories," she said simply yet sincerely. "I didn't mean to hurt you again."
I tried to be brave, to wave off her concern, to put on my John Wayne macho face. But I could tell it wasn't fooling Anya.
"Tell you what," she began, "to make up for the prom and to get reacquainted, how about if I take you out to dinner and dancing? You're free tonight, right?"
**********
I gasped with surprise as we pulled up to the restaurant. As a student, there was no way I could afford to eat here. I glanced at Anya, worried about how much this dinner would cost her, but she just smiled.
As we followed the waiter through the restaurant to a cozy booth, I glanced around, almost in awe. The things I'd heard about this restaurant were true — it had a very romantic atmosphere. The lighting was low and intimate, partially absorbed by the dark wood paneling. The tables were deeply-stained oak, with polished brass fittings. The rich green carpet matched the green dyed leather cushions. I whistled to myself again — this was some treat from Anya.
The maitre'd appeared, greeting Anya by name, and then he gave her a wine list. Anya started to open it, then her eyes narrowed and she stared at me for a few seconds. She handed the wine list back to the maitre'd. "No wine tonight," she said pleasantly. After he left, she turned to me. "I'm sorry," she said. "I didn't realize that you don't drink."
To say that my jaw dropped would be an understatement. Seismometers around the world registered the fall. "How…?" I was thoroughly baffled.
Anya smiled again. "I should have known you wouldn't drink. Not after the accident."
"You're scaring me a little," I finally stammered. This was getting more than a bit spooky. She had probed yet another one of my pains. By now, I couldn't deny that she was reading my mind. Once or twice, I could have dismissed as coincidence. All of the details she seemed to know, however, ruled out coincidence.
A worried wrinkle crossed her brow. "I'm really sorry, Greg. I wasn't meaning to scare you." She looked down at the table for a moment, at her hands fidgeting nervously. "You see, I'm a … well, I use magic." From her tone, it was obvious that her admission was painful for her.
I looked at her. "Sort of like 'Bewitched'?"
Anya looked up at me, startled, then grinned. "Yeah, something like that." She laughed. "Most people think of broomsticks and pointed hats. Leave it to you to have an attractive vision." She took a sip of water. "Not really a witch. More like a mage. Grandmother is tutoring me. You see, at her park, I have to read the customers. I'm getting pretty good at it, but I haven't gotten good control over turning it on and off."
My eyes widened a bit. "Your grandmother is teaching you magic, and running a water park? She must be some incredible woman."
Anya smiled enigmatically. "You have no idea."
**********
The smell of bacon penetrated my nostrils and snapped my brain awake. Almost as fast, my eyes popped open. Something was wrong — I didn't recognize my surroundings. I bolted upright in bed, and tried to piece things together.
I was lying in a large bed, on floral-print satin sheets, under a matching floral-print spread. Two white posts interrupted my view; my groggy mind realized it was probably a four-poster bed. I glanced around, noticing that the bedroom was done in red and pink flower print wallpaper. Patio doors, lightly screened by lacy white curtains, led onto what appeared to be a balcony. A large dresser in washed pine, topped by a three-paned mirror, squatted against one wall; a matching vanity huddled in the corner beside the patio doors. A few throw pillows, in whites and pinks and reds, were strewn carelessly about the floor — along with my clothes.
"Morning, sleepyhead." I turned to see Anya coming through the door, wearing only my shirt and carrying a tray. She'd only buttoned a couple of the bottom buttons, leaving a good view into her cleavage. She set the tray at the foot of the bed, and then sat down beside me. Her arms encircled my head as she drew me into a kiss — a long, passionate kiss. "Thought you'd like some breakfast."
I pulled her lips back toward me. "Can it wait?" In answer, she pressed me back into bed.
**********
I stared at Anya between bites; she seemed all the more beautiful every time I looked. Her hair was a bit disheveled, and she was wearing my shirt again as she sipped her cup of coffee. "Aren't you going to eat?" I finally asked.
Anya smiled. "I've got to keep my figure," she said with a smile. "Besides, I've never been a breakfast person."
I couldn't help grinning. "You've done pretty well at it." I finished the last bite of eggs and slurped down my coffee. "You're pretty good at cooking, too. Did you … you know?" I tried to wrinkle my nose like I'd seen Samantha do on Bewitched.
Anya scowled, trying to suppress a laugh. "It doesn't work like that," she said. She rose from the table. "I've got something to show you."
"I think I already saw it," I said playfully as I rose.
Anya wrinkled her nose and slapped my arm playfully. "You're bad!" She took my hand and led me out onto the balcony.
I slid my hand from Anya's and stepped to the railing, leaning forward slightly. The view was extraordinary. The condos were perched at the edge of a gentle slope. While no mountain, it was high enough that the ocean, less than a mile away down the slope, could be seen rolling toward the sandy shore. I felt a sudden tranquillity enter my soul as I took in the view. Slowly, I turned my gaze. Off to the right, buildings poked up through the trees, growing larger and taller and more numerous as they receded into the distance, pointing in their own peculiar way toward the city center a few miles distant.
I felt Anya slide to the railing beside me. "I love the view," she purred. "It's one of the best parts of the condo." We stood silently for a long moment, soaking in the ambiance. "But that's not what I wanted to show you. Over there." She pointed to the left.
I turned my head, and my eyes widened. "Is that … is that where you work?" I finally asked. The water park was only a couple hundred yards away, and from her eighth-floor patio, I could see nearly everything. An artificial volcano rose from its midst, its flanks displaying a number of the distinctive winding aqua tracks of water slides. A large swimming lagoon stood amidst palm trees, surrounded by white sand. A castle — a children's play area? A large wave pool. A sandy volleyball court. A tiki-hut themed pavilion. "You work there?"
Anya smiled. "That's grandmother's park. And yes, I work there."
"Wow!" I couldn't help but be impressed, given my intended studies. "That's some park!"
Anya smiled proudly. "Grandmother is very proud of it. And yes, I'll take you there." Her features clouded, as if she was keeping something from me. "Maybe next weekend."
My heart sank. "Next weekend?" I wanted to go right then.
Anya forced a smile. "You've got a big test next week, and that midterm project, remember? I'm not going to be the cause of your grades falling. Next weekend will be plenty soon for you."
I sighed — she was right. "Okay, I can wait."
We dressed, and then took the elevator down. As we left the building, a limo pulled up in front, and an attractive older woman climbed out. She was nicely tanned, but without wrinkles, and though she looked to be in her mid-thirties, she was likely much older. She wore a perfectly tailored business suit, albeit with a high skirt to display her long curvy legs. Her pearls and pearl earrings were modest but clear displays of her wealth. There was something else about her, too. As some women wore jewelry, she wore power. It was an almost-visible cloak about her; the way she stood, the way she held her head, the way she walked. "Hi, Anya," she said cheerfully.
Anya smiled. "Hi, Ronnie. Have a good trip?"
Ronnie frowned. "Mostly. The travel sucked, as usual, but I closed the deal, which is the important thing." She glanced at me, and I felt like I was on display. "Is this your boyfriend?"
"Greg is a very dear old friend," she said evenly.
"Oh," Ronnie said with a grin. She eyed me again. "Maybe I'll see you around." She turned to enter the building, giving me a quick wink. I was sure Anya hadn't seen it. My mind raced as I tried to figure out if the wink and innuendo meant what I thought it might.
"Why did I feel like I was on display back there?" I asked as she drove toward my dorm.
Anya laughed. "Because you were." She gave me a quick smile. "Ronnie Harris owns the building, and she's always looking for a new boy-toy."
**********
Despite the drudgery of the test and the project, the week seemed to fly past. I took Anya out for pizza one night, and we watched a rented movie another. Finally, it was Saturday morning. I was out the door by the time Anya parked her Miata. I climbed in and gave her a peck on the cheek. "Let's go have some fun," I said.
Almost instantly, I knew Anya was nervous about something. She was very quiet during the ride. It wasn't until we neared the park that she spoke. "There's something about the park I have to tell you," she said hesitantly. She waited a moment, and when I didn't say anything, she continued. "You see, Grandmother built this park for ladies only - as a refuge from lecherous, leering stares and guys hunting girls as bedroom prey."
"So you're asking if I can behave?"
Anya swallowed hard. "No, that's not it." She pulled into her parking lot, but left the car running. "Guys aren't allowed in."
I frowned. "So I don't get to go in, is that it? Or is it some kind of special guest rule or something?"
Anya shook her head. "Uh, you remember when I told you about the magic?" She was truly nervous now.
"Yeah, but …" Suddenly, the pieces snapped together. "What you're saying is that, for me to go in, you have to wave a wand or something to turn me into a girl? Or something like that?"
Anya flinched, biting her lower lip. "Yeah," she admitted.
The frown on my face deepened. "For how long?"
Anya had been holding her breath; she let it out in a sigh of relief. "Just for the duration of the pass. Plus a few hours."
I closed my eyes for a long second, then opened them and nodded. "Okay, I guess it wouldn't hurt." Anya couldn't have possibly known that, inside, I'd often wondered what it would be like to be a girl. It had never been an obsession; more like the normal young male curiosity. Now, I had a unique chance to find out. Since I'd always been kind of daring and adventurous, the prospect didn't bother me too much.
Anya shut off the car, and we walked toward an information booth. It was early in the day, and many cars were parking. With the exception of an occasional man or boy, nearly everyone walking toward the gate was a girl. A few of the girls giggled as they looked at me; obviously, they knew what was in store for me.
Anya left me by the gate while she went into the ticket booth. A few moments later, she came out with a pass.
"So how does this work?" I asked, my nervousness reasserting itself.
Anya smiled. "Change in the men's locker. After you change, shower. Then," she pulled a wad of cloth from seemingly nowhere — more magic - "put this on." The smile broadened. "Grandmother doesn't like topless ladies in her park."
The locker room was tiny in comparison to what I'd expected, but there were plenty of unused lockers. I changed quickly into my trunks, then squared my shoulders and stepped over to the shower stall. I might have been nervous, but I trusted Anya. She wouldn't have brought me here if it caused any harm. I reached in and twisted the handle, then stepped in and yanked the curtain closed.
The shower was warm and had a peculiar tingle to it, as if the jets of water were massaging me clear to the bones. From Anya's clues, I suspected that the shower was the magic part, so I tried to watch what was happening, as if my senses were turned on high. Within seconds, I was surprised to see the mist in the shower stall turning faintly pink, even as the massage effect got more pleasant. Finally, the tingling ended, and I shut off the water. I stood nervously in the shower, waiting and wondering. How was the change going to occur? Would it hurt, or be pleasant? Sudden, or slow?
In my peripheral vision, I saw wispy locks of hair descending slowly, growing longer and thicker. I reached up to touch them, to hold them in front of my eyes as the hair continued to lengthen. And as I watched in amazement, I saw my hand begin to change as well; with an incredible fluidity, my hand grew more slender while my fingers got shorter. A quick glance confirmed that my arms were changing as well, growing less muscular, while the hair seemed to vanish.
I felt a tingle on my chest, and I dropped my gaze, not wanting to miss this wonderful and strange metamorphosis. My nipples were already larger and darker than before, capping tiny cones of breasts which even as I watched swelled outward. Slowly, the cones stretched outward, doing in a few moments what took years in developing girls. I could already feel the weight tugging lightly on my chest and shoulder muscles, and I wondered how they would feel when they stopped.
A glance between my growing breasts showed me that my waist was narrowing, becoming more slender and losing the defined abs which I'd worked to maintain. And lower still, I felt my body rearranging as my hips seemed to widen. I reached slowly behind myself, and touched the larger, rounder, more feminine rear which was forming.
A gasp of surprise escaped my lips when I saw the swimming suit flow like water, changing from a modest pair of trunks into a moderate bikini. Strangely, the bikini bottom was full, holding in my manhood, so I slid my hand down, pulling the bikini away from my body. I was fascinated by the progress of the changes and wanted to see more.
My testicles seemed to lift, pulling themselves with startling speed up, and I could have sworn I felt them moving upwards into my body, destined to reshape into ovaries. My scrotum began to flow, shaping into folds of skin around my shrinking organ. Slowly, unstoppably, my penis continued to shrink, now an inch, now half, until it tucked itself between the still changing folds, settling in as a newly formed clitoris. Below, I felt a tugging sensation, something pulling upward and inward. Surprisingly, it wasn't painful, or even uncomfortable, but I could feel my body being rearranged.
I returned my gaze to the growing weight on my chest, and was amazed to see that the cones had stopped pushing outward, and were now rounding themselves into adult breasts. From the new perspective of my own eyes, they seemed incredibly large, although I knew that in reality they weren't. Still, I cupped them, then let them hang, swaying my body to and fro, feeling the new sensations as the breasts swayed and tugged, bounced and jiggled.
As suddenly as it had started, it was done. I marveled at how rapidly the changes had occurred, how completely I had been changed. I stepped from the shower, picked up the top, and with an ease that completely surprised me, tied it on, as if I'd been doing it all my life.
The back of the door held a full-length mirror; as soon as I saw myself, my mouth dropped in shock. Long brown hair framed a delicate and utterly feminine face; my lips were a bit more defined, and my eyes seemed much larger and softer. My body was, if not divine, quite attractive nonetheless, with modest breasts, a modest waist, and round hips.
I stepped out of the locker room, and flinched from the bright sun. After a second, I squinted and saw Anya. I walked carefully toward her as my eyes continued adjusting. "Amazing!" was all I could say when I got to her.
Anya smiled. "Most men don't take the change very well."
I laughed. "How many men know what to expect?"
It was Anya's turn to laugh. "Touche'."
"Let's go check out the park," I changed the subject abruptly. "That's why we came, isn't it?"
Anya smiled as she took my arm. "Part of the reason," she said cryptically.
**********
The park was even more amazing from the inside than from Anya's balcony. Every little detail was just perfect. The tropical island motif was flawless, down to the coconuts hanging on the palm trees and the thatch-roof huts and service buildings. The other major area, the American river themed area, was equally well done. As we sipped lemonade on the veranda, overlooking the recreation of a slow lazy river, I marveled at the detail. I made a mental note to ask Anya how much magic her grandmother had used to make such a fabulous park.
After lunch, I started getting the feeling that Anya was a little upset. When pressed, she complained that I wasn't enjoying the rides, but was evaluating them. I had to laugh; she was right. It was part of my professional training. I gave in, and we started to play. Anya was highly amused when I lost my top repeatedly on the speed slides. We joined a water-volleyball game, and then rafted on the river ride.
I was more tired than I knew when the park closed. I was also very nervous about changing back, but Anya assured me that my clothes would have changed with me. She was right, and with no thought or effort, I slipped on panties, a bra, and then short shorts and a rather low-cut and short knit shirt. It covered my breasts, but not much more; my navel and tummy were exposed for the world to see. Tennis shoes had become sandals. My wallet had grown into a clutch purse. Inside, a driver's license proclaimed me as 'Geri Lawson'. I suppressed a shudder at thinking of just how powerful the magic was. I gathered my things and left the locker.
As Anya pulled out of the lot, she glanced my way. "Well?"
I looked at her, then smiled. "Well, what?" Before she could say any more, I chuckled. "How did I like being a girl today? Was it interesting, or repugnant, or awful? Was it worth it to see the park?" I saw the smile spread across her face. "Yes, it was interesting. And yes, it was worth it."
"So now what do you want to do?"
The idea that there was more daytime until I changed hit me like a hammer. I had been so wrapped up, first in examining the park, and then in playing, that I'd forgotten that I was stuck for the evening.
"Want to go out for dinner?" Anya asked when I didn't answer? "Maybe dancing or something?"
I shuddered. "Uh, can you just take me home?" I asked nervously.
Anya glanced at me and smiled. "No, I don't think so. Not tonight, anyhow." She probably felt my confusion, and continued. "You're not used to being a girl, and it probably wouldn't be safe. You can't go back to your dorm." She paused to change lanes. "I thought you'd spend the night with me."
I felt a rush of conflicting emotions. I was very flattered, after our previous evening, that she wanted me to be with her. But as a girl? "Uh, Anya," I began hesitantly, "are you, uh, you know?"
Anya chuckled. "The word is lesbian," she said lightly. "And no, I'm not. I'm not interested in you — as a girl. As Greg," she got a very broad grin, "well, that's a different story."
"So where are we going?" I asked.
"While you were getting dressed, I ordered some Chinese food. I hope you don't mind. We'll pick it up, and then go back to my place."
I glanced at her and smiled. "Sounds good to me."
Normally, I would have devoured a full order of shrimp with lobster sauce. This body, however, was a little more constrained. I managed less than half before I felt stuffed. I helped Anya clean up, scooping the leftovers into some Tupperware, then into the freezer.
"I don't understand a few things." We were sitting on her balcony, sipping tea and enjoying the evening.
Anya didn't even look my way. "Like what?" she asked.
"The park. Why ladies only?"
Anya shook her head. "I don't know, exactly." She laughed, an ironic sort of laugh. "I know grandmother better than anyone, and even I don't know. Something happened to her — something awful, I think. She won't talk about it, but she's almost fanatical about protecting the privacy of ladies."
"But why a park? If she's that powerful…"
Anya shook her head. "I don't know all the details. The only magic she does is associated with the park." Anya looked thoughtful. "I'm not sure if it's because the wizards' council limits her, or if she agreed to limit her magic, or if she's just scared to use it."
I wrinkled my features. "Scared? As powerful as she is?"
Anya snorted. "Yeah, it does seem strange, doesn't it." She took a sip of tea. "Look, you don't drink, do you - because you're scared, right?"
I felt the memories surge through me, cutting like a million knives. Tears started stinging my eyes. "I'm scared that I might do what …"
Anya clutched my arm. "I'm sorry. I didn't know it hurt so much."
I wiped the tears from my eyes. The silence between us was awkward; finally, I broke it. "I think I understand. She saw something awful, or did something bad, and is afraid to use her magic like that."
Anya noticed the shiver that pulsed through me. Her eyes narrowed.
I saw her concerned stare, and tried to smile. "Just cold," I lied. In fact, it was partly true; when we'd gotten to her place, I had taken off the bra. I didn't know how women could wear them; it was really uncomfortable to me. Besides, secretly I wanted to enjoy how my breasts bounced and jiggled and swayed — before I turned back into Greg. Now, in the short top, the breeze had chilled me — especially my breasts. I glanced down and saw my erect nipples trying to poke through the shirt. I glanced back at Anya, and saw her grin. I felt my face reddening.
"Enjoying the feelings?" she teased.
I was grateful for the dim lighting on the balcony; otherwise, Anya would have seen just how embarrassed I was. "Hadn't thought about it," I lied.
Anya smiled again. "No, I'm sure you haven't." Then she almost laughed. "I guess we really tired you out today, didn't we." I had hoped that she hadn't seen my yawn.
I started to deny it, but chuckled instead. "Yeah, I guess we did."
Anya stood up and took my arm. "Come on, then, let's get you to bed." She led me, with no protest, into the bedroom and Anya sat me on the bed. As I watched, she rummaged through a drawer and pulled out something and tossed it to me.
I held up the article of clothing, and as recognition dawned, my eyes widened. "I can't wear this!" I protested. It was a lacy white teddy; with it on, I'd still feel naked. And it was so very feminine.
Anya laughed. "Sure you can," she retorted. "Women wear teddies to bed all the time."
"But when I change..."
Anya's grin turned to a frown. "Damn! I should have remembered that!" She cursed under her breath. "You're right. When you change back, it wouldn't, and it'd probably get torn apart." She reluctantly placed the teddy back into the drawer. When she turned back toward me, she was holding a rather large T-shirt. "Is this better? Or would you rather sleep in the buff?"
I snatched the T-shirt from her hand and began to change. "I never could sleep nude."
I lay still on one side of Anya's bed trying not to move so she could sleep. Though I felt the weary ache in my every muscle, at the same time, the new sensations of having breasts move with every breath, the odd tickle of long hair against my shoulders and back, kept my senses awake. Moonlight filtered through the lacy curtains, suffusing the room with a dim glow. Lying on my back, as I was, I could see the outlines of my breasts rising and falling with each breath I took. Though I felt exhausted, I didn't want to sleep, but rather to enjoy every sensation I could.
"Are you awake?" Anya whispered.
"Um hmm."
"I thought so. I figured you'd savor every last second." She rolled a bit. "Did you ... you know?"
I felt my cheeks burning, and I held my breath so it wouldn't betray me. How could I admit having touched myself — in this body?
The smile could almost be heard. "I thought so." She'd guessed my shameful little secret. "To tell the truth, I'd have been surprised if you _hadn't_."
I rolled toward her. "Wouldn't you? If it were reversed, I mean." I know I sounded defensive.
Anya laughed softly. "Yeah, I would." There was something behind her words that I couldn't quite figure out, some hidden meaning in her tone of voice, but I was too tired to pursue it. "See you in the morning."
"'Night."
**********
I woke with a start — I was back in my own male body. I fought the impulse to sit up suddenly; instead, I pried my eyes open.
I assumed Anya was still asleep, since she was laying with her back to me. Her breathing was soft and rhythmical, and she was motionless. Cautiously, I eased myself from under the covers and off the bed, glancing over my shoulder as I did to make sure I didn't disturb the sleeping angel. The T-shirt I'd worn to bed was the largest Anya had; in my male body, it was barely adequate.
After relieving myself and pulling on my shorts, I tiptoed out of the bedroom to the kitchen. I was determined to make breakfast for Anya; then I remembered what she'd said. I settled for brewing a pot of coffee. When it was done, I poured a cup, and then slipped out onto the balcony.
The sun was rising, casting golden highlights on the waves and the treetops, while a gentle morning breeze wafted the smells of the ocean over the land. Away in the distance, gulls squawked as they flapped around the beach, so noisily that the sound carried all the way to the condos.
I eased myself into the same chair I'd occupied the previous night; it was already hard to believe that last night, I'd been a girl. And yet, the memories were fresh enough that I couldn't help smiling.
The sound of the door sliding startled me. I spun my head to see Anya padding out to join me. "Morning," she said with a smile. In her hand, she carried a steaming cup. "Thanks for making the coffee." With practiced grace, she eased into the chair beside me. "So what are you thinking?"
I smiled. "You tell me."
She frowned at the ribbing, but I could tell she was being playful. "I thought that made you nervous." She closed her eyes for a moment and took a sip of coffee. "You're thinking of yesterday, and the change. You're also curious about how the magic works."
I nodded. "I mean, how powerful is it? I know it changed my driver's license, but how much else? How far do the changes go?"
Anya took another sip. "It depends. In some cases, the entire fabric of reality is altered. The man never existed; the woman he changed into always did. Everyone who should knows the woman."
"Wow!" That sure beat any parlor trick I'd ever seen. Anya and her grandmother dealt with some pretty powerful stuff.
Anya glanced at me and smiled. "You said it. But we try not to do that too often. It takes a lot of power. And mistakes can be pretty ... um ... difficult to deal with. Usually, we keep the effects local. Take you, for example. You got clothing and a driver's license to go with your new body. But if you'd asked anyone you knew, they would have remembered Greg, but not Geri."
I nodded, thinking I understood. "But how did I know how to do things? Putting on a bra, going to the bathroom. You know — things."
Anya laughed. "Most of the time, the new woman gets skills to match her new body. Things like you said, and sometimes more. How to wear makeup. How to match clothing and shoes and accessories. Things a girl would learn, but a guy wouldn't." She grinned. "It's kind of funny to change the body without changing the skills. The poor guy spends all his time trying to acquire habits a woman knows instinctively." The grin faded. "Grandmother saves that for really bad cases."
The subject of mental changes sent a shiver down my spine. "So, you could change a person, and their mind, and they'd believe and act like they'd always been a woman?" The thought scared me. They could have changed me — without my ever knowing it. "What else can you change?"
Anya's expression went somber. "Grandmother can change just about anything."
"Like?" I didn't want to let it go; I had some strange urge to know more.
"Well," she said softly, "we've had fraternity boys come to the park to pick up girls. Sometimes, it's for hostesses for their parties, if you get my drift." I nodded. "Well, when they get changed, they end up with maxed-out libido, so the new 'hostesses' act exactly like what they hoped. And their actions and words can be controlled."
I really shuddered. "I could have ..."
Anya nodded. "If you'd had bad intentions, you might have ended up a bimbo slut for the evening."
I swallowed hard. "But the changes are only for the day, right?"
Anya shook her head, almost imperceptibly. "The change lasts as long as the pass, and we sell a variety of passes - one day, two day, week-long."
"And longer?"
"Up to lifetime." Anya's voice was even, unwavering. Still, I could tell my question upset her.
"Which makes the change permanent, right?"
We sat for several minutes in silence. I figured Anya wasn't going to volunteer any more information, and I was afraid of what else I might discover. Finally, my curiosity overcame my doubts. "What else? If I went back, would I always end up like I did?"
Anya smiled. "Guys with a love of large breasts usually get what they want. That can be controlled. Did you wonder if blondes really have more fun? You could try it out." She glanced at me, and then continued. "Age — that can vary. We had a man whose wife had him turned into a little girl. They're both very happy, by the way. Usually, it's younger, but we could go older." I turned, but she sensed my question. "No, we never make someone young into an adult. That would be hideously immoral."
"But if someone wanted to change, say, into a redheaded super-busty eighteen year old, the magic could do that? And then on another visit, a dark-haired petite Oriental woman?"
Anya turned and stared at me. Her features betrayed a growing sense of concern at the direction my questions were taking. "Yeah, it could be done," she said warily. "Why?"
I shrugged. "Just curious. I wanted to know more about how it works." When her frown didn't abate, I chuckled. "No, I'm not planning on asking for stuff like that."
Anya's features relaxed. "Good. 'Cause I like you just the way you are right now."
We sat for another few moments. "It's too bad you can't change."
Anya's eyes narrowed. "Why?"
I shrugged. "We played a lot when we were growing up — you were a tomboy. I taught you how to throw a fastball, remember. But if you could change, you know, make yourself younger, you could do things girls do — we could do them together."
"Who said I can't change?" Anya said cautiously.
"But ..." The words sputtered to a halt. "Hmm, I guess you didn't say. So you can run the magic too?"
Anya gave me another of her enigmatic smiles. "Let's just say that I'm learning."
I felt a chill. This was some very powerful magic that her grandmother used. And Anya was learning how to use it as well. Her grandmother must have thought that she had a lot of potential.
**********
Anya stood in the doorway of the ticket booth, holding the door open. "You sure you want to do this?" I swallowed, trying to calm my nerves, then nodded. "Be right back," she said. The door closed behind her.
I leaned back against the ticket booth. Around me, as yesterday, girls streamed into the park. Some of them smiled at me; others grinned or giggled. I watched as a family — husband and wife, with a boy and girl in tow, stepped through the turnstile.
"Hey, dude." A guy, in baggy shorts and a heavy-metal band T-shirt was walking toward me. He stopped and leaned against the booth like me. With his short-cropped blond hair, he looked to be a typical surfer type.
"Hey," I answered back. "What's up, man?"
The guy grinned and glanced around. "This place looks awesome, dude! Lots of babes, eh?"
I smiled to myself, knowing what was going to happen. "Some nice scenery. You getting a pass?"
The guy smiled. "You know it, dude! My bud is buying them now."
His partner, similarly attired, came around the corner, holding the two passes in his hand as if they were gold. "Score, man!"
The first guy straightened himself. "Later, dude!" He and his buddy walked quickly toward the turnstile, their heads swiveling as if on bearings, watching girls.
The door opened, and a cool air-conditioned breeze wafted out of the booth on me. Anya closed the door behind her. "Here it is. Just what we asked for."
I took the ticket and we walked toward the turnstile. Anya slid a laminated photo-ID card through the card-reader and stepped through the turnstile. I swiped my card and followed her.
"Meet you outside?" Anya asked.
"Can we wait a second?" I stopped between the buildings, in a sort of courtyard formed by the gate, the two locker rooms, and a big gift shop.
"Sure," Anya said, a puzzled frown on her face. "What's up?"
I laughed. "You saw those surfer dudes, right?" She nodded. "I just wanted to see what comes out of the locker."
It wasn't long until my curiosity was satisfied. Two teenage girls, both with striking figures and long blond hair, emerged from the men's locker room. Both clutched at their chests, trying to conceal their breasts. Panic was etched on their features. As we watched, Grandmother came over and began chiding them for topless sunbathing. It was against her rules, she declared. A quick wave of her hand, and two bikini tops appeared, which just happened to match the bottoms the ‘girls' were wearing. Both started to protest, but their features seemed to soften, and the panic-stricken expression melted away. Within seconds, they were acting like beach bunnies — the type of girl the former surfer dudes liked around them. They tied on their tops and scampered off into the park, giggling as they went.
I shook my head. "Amazing!" I exclaimed under my breath.
Anya grasped my arm. "Still want to go through with this?" I swallowed hard and nodded. "Okay, meet you out here in a minute."
The change was everything I'd remembered, except this time, I seemed to shrink a lot. I stopped and stared into the mirror, gawking at the twelve or thirteen-year-old girl who stared back at me. In my last change, I'd thought I was a rather attractive young lady. Now, I was a spindly, awkward little freckle-faced girl, with tiny buds where my boobs were starting to grow. My long sandy-blond hair was tied in a ponytail, which bobbed and tickled my back as I moved. The inside of my mouth felt funny somehow, and I nearly fainted when I opened it and confirmed that my tongue had indeed felt braces!
I was surprised at how heavy the door seemed, and how skinny my arms were. With a mighty tug, I opened the door and stepped out into the bright sunlight. Anya, still in her adult form, quickly tied the swimsuit's top on me. I was surprised at how I had to look up to her, and how strong she looked - and how much more mature.
"Wait a second," I wailed, surprising myself at the little-girl voice, "you didn't change."
Anya smiled. "Not yet." She glanced around, and then pulled me to a little alcove between buildings. She muttered something under her breath as she made a few gestures, and then her body began to shift. It was like watching an aging movie, but in reverse. Her body slimmed, losing its delightful feminine curves. At the same time, she shrank in height until we were about the same size. Within seconds, it was over; Anya and I were little girls."
"Let's go to the academy," Anya said with a laugh as she raced down the concrete path.
I turned a corner, following Anya, and nearly ran over one of the lifeguards. With a practiced skill, she swooped one arm down and caught me, lifting me off the ground. "Whoa, there. No running around the pools."
Anya turned, and then pranced back. "Hi, Liz."
The lifeguard glanced down at her, then her eyes widened as she recognized Anya. "Anya? Is that you?" Her words belied her certainty.
Anya grinned. "Yup. You're holding my friend — Greg. We decided to play today."
Liz glanced down, then let me down. "Okay, um, ..." She looked confused. "Anya, what do we call her?"
Anya laughed. "Geri. She's Geri today."
Liz smiled. "Nice to meet you, Geri. Just remember to follow the rules, okay?" She turned back to the pool, but glanced over her shoulder. "And I've got a class starting in a few minutes. Stay out of the shallow end, okay?"
We walked away from where Liz' class was gathering. At one end of the pool, a large climbing structure jutted out of the water. Some kids were attempting to clamber to its top, mostly without success.
"Liz is our senior lifeguard," Anya said as we neared the pool.
I frowned. "Isn't she kind of YOUNG...?"
Anya laughed. "If you only knew..." she said quizzically.
I stopped. "You mean she's ... she was ... she's been changed?" Anya laughed without answering. I frowned. "Sheesh, it seems like everyone I meet here has been changed." I stopped and turned to face her. "Maybe you, too?"
Anya got a most peculiar expression. She grinned wickedly and pushed me into the pool. I came up sputtering, my long hair dripping in my eyes, just as Anya did a cannonball into the pool, getting me wet once more.
"Anya!" The stern voice called from the shallow end. "No cannonballs!" Liz had her hands on her hips to emphasize the point. Anya nodded sheepishly; no matter her status, she was bound by the same rules.
I stuck my tongue out at Anya, relishing that she'd been caught, and then I turned and swam toward the wall. Swimming was much harder than it should have been; by the time I neared the wall, I felt like I'd swum a mile. I also knew that my swim stroke had been ungainly — at best.
A pair of girls swam up to the wall beside me; I noticed one was watching me with a knowing amused look. I tried to ignore her, and paddled up to the wall. As I heaved myself up the hand and footholds, the new girl was doing likewise. I glanced at her, surprised at how easily she seemed to be climbing, while I was struggling with all my might.
"First time?" she asked softly. She wasn't even breathing hard, where I was panting and huffing.
"Uh, yeah." Then I shuddered, thinking from the way she was looking at me that she was really asking a different question. "Well, sort of," I added, blushing.
The girl grinned. "You'll get used to it. It's not really so hard. It just takes a little practice. By the way, I'm Sally."
I looked at her. Did she know? Did everyone in the park know that I was really a 22-year old college guy? Was that why she was watching me with such amusement? Maybe she did, but I decided that maybe I was just being a little paranoid. "Geri," I said, feeling my cheeks burning.
"You know, there are rings at the top. If you make it all the way and get one, you get a free ice cream cone."
I glanced back up, and the top seemed to reach forever above me. "I don't think..." The words were cut off as I screamed, primarily because I lost my handhold and fell back into the pool.
After trying a couple more times on the wall, my arms were tired. I was ashamed at how poorly I was doing, while Anya and the other girls climbed the wall like pros. Finally, Anya suggested we try something else.
The ride was called the Outrigger Canoe ride; two persons rode a raft down the slide. Anya giggled as she climbed on the front of the raft and laughed when I started to protest. With squeals of laughter, we twisted down the course, splashing into the catch pond.
"Can't we get rid of them?" I protested to Anya. Now that we were off the ride, Sally and her friend couldn't hear my complaint.
Anya shrugged. "You were the one who wanted to play today, remember? If they're bothering you, why don't you ask them to leave?"
The trouble, as I could not tell Anya, was that I was enjoying playing with the girls. We were having a lot of fun. But with them tagging along, I couldn't talk much with Anya.
**********
I emerged from the locker room, a little embarrassed at the cute little-girl outfit I was wearing. But I tempered my potential humiliation with the knowledge that there were no men here. At least, not now.
Anya was waiting for me — changed back to her delightful grown-up form. I sighed. There was a down side to these changes. She read my mind. "Someone would think it strange if two twelve-year-olds left here without any adults." I knew she was right, of course.
"Anya, could you find Jenny, please?"
I spun to see an older woman, the source of the insistent but pleasant voice. Grandmother, I knew in an instant.
Anya smiled. "Wait here." She turned to the older woman. "Sure thing. I thought I saw her a couple of minutes ago by the Fairy Castle." "Problems again?"
The old woman frowned. Anya shrugged noncommittally and walked briskly down the path.
"So, Greg, what do you think of my park?"
I smiled. "It's a lot of fun. One of the best parks I've been to."
She smiled. "Nice to hear from a satisfied customer."
I raised an eyebrow. "Not all are, I take it."
It was her turn to be surprised — or at least, to act surprised. "Touche'." She laughed. "Anya was right. You really are something special."
I sensed the warning signs. "Anya told you about me?" Was I on trial here, under her scrutiny? My stomach clenched up and my palms started feeling sweaty.
Grandmother laughed. "Of course. But she's ..." She never finished her thought; Anya and Jenny came around the corner. I was left wondering precisely what Anya had been telling her grandmother.
**********
The girl in the ticket booth frowned. I read her nametag - Marta. I couldn't help wondering if she'd once been a guy, too. "No, I don't think Anya is here today."
I felt like kicking myself. I should have checked first. But I had an unexpected class cancellation — my only Thursday class — and I wanted to take advantage of the time. "Thanks," I muttered as I turned.
"Greg." The voice calling me was familiar. I turned to see grandmother coming toward me. "Anya isn't here today," she said apologetically. "If I'd have known you were coming, I wouldn't have sent her on errands."
"That's okay. I didn't know myself until a half hour ago." An idea sprang into my head. "But if you had some time..."
Grandmother smiled. "You could get some class research done by talking to me about my park, right?"
I smiled. "You know, I'm having a hard time getting used to people reading my mind."
We walked toward her office, and entered from the parking lot side. Inside, it was pleasant, but not luxurious. She offered me a seat. "Want something to drink? Soda?"
"Seven-up," I answered quickly. She retrieved a couple of cans and handed one to me. With surprising grace, she eased herself into her chair.
"Now the one thing you can't report about is my magic," she said lightly.
I grinned. "As if anyone would believe me." I took a sip of soda.
I was amazed at how much time she was devoting to my questions. And I was impressed at how much she knew about the business; she belonged to two trade associations, reviewed the publications, and went to the major trade shows. She knew all her competitors, and could name their rides, their strengths, and their weaknesses. She knew the average daily usage of each and every one of her own rides. In short, she was an incredibly astute businesswoman.
Finally, she threw up her hands. "Look, I can't really answer your questions about the technical stuff. You'd be better off talking to Jenny about that."
I felt the creep of disappointment. Jenny was inside the park, and no men were permitted in.
Grandmother reached into a drawer and pulled out a card. "Just swipe this, then shower as usual. It's a VIP pass. You can find Jenny and talk with her." She grinned. "And if you ask her technical questions like you tried to ask me, she'll be only too happy to talk."
"Uh," I stammered, "is this like a regular pass? Or what?"
Grandmother chuckled. "No, it's not a trick or anything. Same as a one-day pass." She got a wry grin. "If I objected to you seeing Anya, I'd find something a little more creative to take care of things."
Despite the veiled threat, I couldn't help smiling. Grandmother was a no-nonsense kind of woman. "So does this change me like before?"
The old woman started to answer, then raised her eyebrows. "It could — if that's what you wanted." She gazed into my eyes. "But I see that you'd like to try something else, right? Something a bit more — exotic?" A smile crossed her lips. "I'll take care of it."
I managed a thin smile through my reddening cheeks. "Thanks. For your time. And for the pass."
When I came out of the shower, I was amazed. I was shorter — much shorter. Five foot three, at most. Barely one hundred twenty pounds. And a good deal of that weight was concentrated on my chest — in the two D-cup boobs I now sported. I gazed in the mirror. My hair was long, straight, and jet-black. My eyes were the beautiful almond shape normal for Asian women, and my features were delicate and lovely. I felt a surge of excitement at what I'd become. For the rest of the day, anyway, my driver's license proclaimed me as My-Ling Chu.
Anya's grandmother was right; once I got Jenny talking about technical things, she wouldn't stop. I started liking her when she told me, in no uncertain terms, that she'd talk as long as I kept ‘the hell out of my way'. In her own way, she reminded me of Scotty from Star Trek — she considered the machinery of the park her own and was very protective of it. While we talked, Jenny finished rebuilding a pump; I was amazed at how such a seemingly petite girl could work with the immense motors and pumps.
Jenny had definite opinions about the layout of park equipment, especially the pumps, feed pipes, and return pipes. She pointed out a schematic of the Outrigger Canoe ride. "See this?" she asked, as if expecting me to know the answer. "The catch basin is over four hundred feet from the pump. And then the feed pipe has to go all the way back, and up. You know how much pressure this loses with that run? You have any idea how much oversized this pump has to be for this one ride?" She shook her head. "Stupid, brainless morons!"
I could tell she wanted to say even more descriptive things about the original designers, but was restraining herself. "So what should have been done?"
The magical words. To Jenny, up to that point, I'd been a rookie, a know-it-all in training, destined to create problems for maintenance workers. That changed with a simple question. She fetched a large schematic print of the park. "Look here. The rides here are scattered across a couple of acres. It would be better to separate the pumps. Here," she stabbed at the drawing, "here, and here. Each pump set runs two rides, and the pipe runs are shorter."
I noticed something. "Straighter, too."
Jenny's eyes lit up. "You bet. Less friction loss in the pipes, which means less wear on the motor and pump."
I frowned. "But the whole thing is themed. All those pump houses would be distracting."
Jenny scowled and shook her head. "Not if you do it right." She set down the schematic and pointed out the tiny window of the pump house. "Look at that." She was pointing at the mountain. "You know what it is? It's fake, that's what it is!" She scowled. "If you're going to build a damned mountain, then it wouldn't be too tough to put a pump house inside the damned thing, would it?"
My eyes widened. I would never have considered that. "And the up-front cost might be offset by lower operating costs."
Jenny grinned as she wiped a bead of sweat from her brow. "And it'd be a damned sight cooler to work in!" She glanced out the window. "It's almost closing time. You want to go get a burger and talk some more?"
**********
Jenny's idea of a burger joint was more like a night club that served hors d'ouvres for happy hour. I felt a little — okay, a lot — self-conscious, attired as I was in a very short skirt, a low-cut scoop-neck blouse, and short heels. Large ornate jade earrings adorned my ears, gifts no doubt of Grandmother's definition of exotic.
Jenny gulped down the mini-taco and took a sip of beer. "One thing everyone forgets — when you put a pipe in the ground, you may have to dig it up to fix it."
I frowned at her words, while also choking on the hot sauce she'd gotten for the chips. My tongue burned, and it felt like sweat was beading on my forehead. I took a gulp of water. "So what do you do? Utility tunnels?"
Jenny looked as if I'd come from another planet. "Hell no! That's way overkill!" She took another sip of her beer. "You ever deal with conduit?" I shook my head. "Basically, it's a tube to run wires in. The wires are insulated, but the conduit protects them. And it gives you easy access to repair damage."
I felt my forehead wrinkling as I struggled to understand. "So what you're saying, is you put a pipe inside a pipe?" It wasn't completely making sense to me, but then again, I wasn't really too technical minded. "But then, the pipes would have to be straight, or you couldn't fix anything. And ..." The light bulb went on. I understood.
Jenny sat back and smiled as she took another sip. "We had a little problem a while back. One of the main feed pipes broke. You know what that mountain is made of? Dirt! You know what happens when you put a few thousand gallons of water on a dirt pile? You get mud. Lots and lots of mud." Jenny's expression was one of disgust. "It was bad enough having to dig up the pipe, but then a couple of sidewalks and paths on the hill started sliding and caving in." She shook her head. "It would have been bad enough, but the way the park is ..." I knew what she meant; I also could tell that she really hadn't enjoyed that mess. "It was trouble getting workmen to do the heavy stuff. We had a few rides out of action for almost a month."
I decided it was time to change the subject. "You're know a lot about this. Where did you learn it all?"
Jenny laughed. "I grew up on a farm, then I spent a couple of tours in ‘Nam, bobbing around the South China Sea on a flat-top."
I felt my head spin. "Viet Nam? But that was ..." Things weren't making sense. "... almost 30 years ago." I frowned. "And a flat-top is a carrier, isn't it? But the Navy is ..." My mouth dropped open as my eyes widened. Jenny watched my reaction, and smiled at my bewilderment. "You were...?"
Jenny put her finger over her lips. "Hush!" she whispered sharply.
"Geez, how many people at that park are changed?" I took a sip of my soda. "Why?" I finally asked, puzzled. "Are you ... gay or something?"
Jenny shrugged. "No, nothing like that. I was old, single, and couldn't hold down a job — mostly because I didn't have a degree. The park gave me back thirty years of life, and a good job."
"But ..." I couldn't help stammering, "what about guys?"
Jenny laughed. "Not interested. Not yet, anyway. It just doesn't feel right." Her eyes twinkled. "Don't get me wrong. I like being around guys. Most girls don't give a damn about football. Most girls aren't too technical. And," she leaned closer, whispering, "in this package, it's easy to get guys to do just about anything. Buying drinks, for example. You know how many guys will trip all over themselves just to stare down your cleavage?" She knew my next question. "And I'm not sure if I'm interested in girls or not." She drained the last of her beer. "So what about you? Why did you change?"
I felt my jaw dropping, as if in slow motion. "How did you ...?" It was obvious; she'd been there, so she could tell by my reactions. "I'm learning about recreational architecture at college. Anya — we go way back, by the way — invited me to the park once. I had to do a project, so I decided to learn more about the park — you know, the architecture, the layout, the rides, the ‘behind-the-scenes' stuff. And you know what it takes to get behind the scenes."
Jenny nodded her understanding. Then she grinned wickedly at me. "But I think you could have done that without the ..." she cupped her own bosoms.
I felt my cheeks burning. She'd caught me, fair and square.
"Are you curious, or are you really, really curious?"
I shook my head violently. "No way!" My denial was too quick, and it caused Jenny to laugh. "It's getting late," I said hastily, looking for an excuse to leave before she guessed more of my inner secrets.
Jenny lurched to her feet, and I realized she was drunk. I took her arm and helped guide her out of the bar. With some effort, I eased her into the passenger seat of my car, and then climbed behind the wheel. "Good thing I drove," I said. "Where do you live?"
Jenny smiled. "In the condo by the park." She was quiet during our drive back to the condos, but every once in a while, I saw her staring at me with a curious smile.
I pulled up to the curb by the main entrance. "Thanks for everything."
Jenny smiled, and then her hand slid onto my knee. "My pleasure," she stammered. "You're fun to be with."
A tiny surprised gasp escaped my lips. I felt a surge of conflicting emotions — fear, shock, surprise, and most damning, curiosity. A warmth began to spread in my crotch, an arousal that betrayed my intrigue with her suggestion. "But..."
Jenny's free hand reached up to cup and caress my boob. A tingle of excitement instantly radiated outward from the oh-so-sensitive nipple, merging within my belly with the fire from below.
I fought the impulse to close my eyes and enjoy the sensations. "Jenny, please don't," I pleaded half-heartedly. I was afraid of what she was doing, and of the feelings it was causing within me. I knew that if I didn't stop her quickly, I'd give in to temptation - and that would hurt Anya. I forced myself to remove her hand from my breast — which took far more willpower than it should have.
Jenny sat back and looked at me, her soft eyes so inviting and her lips tantalizingly kissable. She fumbled around and opened the door and pulled herself out of the car. As she shut the door behind her, she leaned in the window. "You may never get another chance," she teased.
I swallowed hard. To say that I was tempted was an understatement if ever there was one. "Jenny, you're drunk, and it would be taking advantage of you."
She lurched toward the door, then turned and blew me a kiss. I waited until she was safely inside, then I drove home. All the way home, and for the longest time as I lay in bed, I wondered. Why had I been so attracted to Jenny? Why had I found her so sexy, and her offer so appealing? And why did her touch get me so hot? Just thinking about her touch continued to make me feel excited. After a long time of tossing and turning, fighting the feel of my big boobs bouncing and swaying and getting in the way of lying comfortably, I went into the bathroom to relieve my frustration.
**********
Anya bounced out of the condo building, her face shining with a huge smile and her ponytail bobbing with each happy step. She looked great, and I couldn't help smiling. Her short white shorts gave maximum exposure to her long shapely tanned legs. A light blue knit short-sleeve shirt didn't expose any cleavage, but clung tightly to her, outlining every one of her delightful curves. Anya didn't need any jewelry, and if she was wearing any makeup, I couldn't tell. Anya yanked open the door and slid into the passenger seat, then flinched. Her shorts left some skin exposed, and my seat was uncomfortably warm. "Couldn't you have turned on the AC?" she complained.
I smiled sheepishly. "Sorry."
Anya smiled coyly. "Maybe I need to get you a week pass, so you can learn about these things. It might make you a bit less forgetful."
"You want to go to the park?" I asked, ignoring the tease in her comment.
Anya's features clouded. "I work there all the time, remember?" She sounded confused, concerned, and upset, all at once. "And I thought you liked us like this."
I forced a laugh. "It's just a neat park. And with my studies, it's great to have such an outstanding park nearby. It gives me a chance to compare the lectures with real life." Anya's features were still clouded, and I wondered if she were trying to read my mind. "Besides, your grandmother is a very interesting lady."
Anya didn't seem convinced, but she did sit back. "How about taking in a movie?"
"You heard about that Sci-fi parody? Galaxy Quest?" I asked, sounding more enthusiastic.
Anya grinned. "Jenny said it was great. Sounds like a plan to me." She glanced at me. "Dinner after the movie?"
"Mexican?"
Anya smiled. "Mi Casa?"
I nodded. "Sounds good. And then dancing?"
**********
I was grateful we had a booth at the restaurant. It was noisy, the decorations ranged from bold to garish, and the background music was a loud live mariachi band. But we both knew the food was great, and the booth gave us a modicum of privacy.
"But if they don't want to change..." Something Anya had said earlier in the day had been haunting me, and I had to press for an answer.
Anya shook her head insistently. "Sometimes, people get what they don't exactly want. That doesn't mean it isn't in their best interest."
"But that's forcing them. There's no choice." I shook my head. "It sounds so ... dark, so sinister." I shuddered.
Anya's features grew grim, expressionless. "Look, sometimes it's necessary to force the best outcome."
"But that fraternity..."
Anya sighed. "It all worked out for the best. They got what they wanted - in spades."
"They didn't want to be women," I interjected.
Anya didn't miss a beat. "They wanted a spring break full of sex, and they got it. What's more, there was a greater good served. First, they didn't remember being girls, only having a great spring break. Second, while they were changed, grandmother's spell protected them from STDs; without the spell, they might have contracted something very, very serious." She was counting off the points on her fingers. "Third, while they were enjoying their sex, they were reducing the numbers of guys who were trying to prey on innocent girls." She reached for a nacho chip. "Everyone won."
I shook my head. "Maybe it's clear to you, but not to me." I felt a frown creep across my features. "The other day, I heard a girl complaining that her wife was making her stay a little girl." I scowled. "That doesn't sound like a win-win situation to me."
Anya shook her head. "Remember the other day, when we were playing as girls? Remember Sally, the girl who was climbing with you, and her friend?" Anya was trembling; from what, I couldn't tell. "Sally used to be a man. Her mother forced her to change into a little girl, with a permanent membership. You see, she ran over a little girl." I felt my eyes go wide. "There's more. Her friend Shayne, that we were playing with - that was the little girl she'd run over." I felt a chill run down my spine. Anya nodded. "That's right. Without that 'forced' change, his life was over; vehicular manslaughter would have put him in prison for at least ten years. And Shayne wouldn't be here."
I had to swallow - hard. This one was a shocker. "But how does she feel about it?"
Anya smiled. "When she realized how much of an SOB she'd been as a man, she asked Grandmother to take away all her memories of her male past. She remembers the man she used to be as her father, who died several years ago. She wanted to just be Sally, a good kid with a good life. "
I shivered inwardly yet again. Anya's explanation was quite clear, and everyone seemed to be happy, if Sally truly did enjoy being a girl. But the magnitude of the change scared me.
**********
We met Jenny and Liz at the Coconut Club; it was a pretty decent night club, and the music was marginally danceable — at least for a klutz like me. Jenny was a little cool toward me; I think she remembered more about making a pass at me than she'd have liked to. After a while, Anya and Liz ducked into the ladies room, which left me alone with Jenny.
"Uh, just so you know, I didn't say anything to Anya," I finally said, breaking the awkward silence.
Jenny smiled. "Thanks. She's a good friend, and I'd hate to spoil it."
I grinned. "I know what you mean." I sipped my soda. "I know you were a bit smashed, and things sometimes happen." She gave me an appreciative smile. "But if it means anything to you, I was very flattered - and tempted."
Jenny's eyes widened a bit, then she laughed. "Thanks. For not doing anything. And for the compliment."
Liz and Anya slid back into their chairs. "Miss anything?" Anya said as she squeezed my arm.
I shrugged. "Not unless you like technical talk."
Anya got a warning look in her eyes. "Jenny, don't start!" Jenny laughed; it was obviously their inside joke.
Anya made me dance with her. And with Jenny, and Liz. The three were clearly very close, and Anya didn't feel threatened by either girl. That made it a lot easier for me. But Anya also persuaded Liz to tell me her story. To say the least, I was stunned. But slowly, I was beginning to understand.
**********
I decided to splurge on breakfast, despite Anya's habits. I scrambled up some eggs, and then cooked a stack of pancakes. By the time Anya finished getting ready for work, breakfast was ready. She gave me a tiny glare, but she dug in.
After she finished her pancakes, she leaned back. "If you can cook everything like that, I might be tempted to keep you around."
"I'll have to practice some more, then."
She slurped down her coffee and glanced at her watch. "Got to run," she apologized. "I'm supposed to open the booth in a few minutes."
I smiled. "Good thing you live so close." I began to clean up the dishes. "I can finish up here. That is, if you don't mind me letting myself out."
Anya shook her head. "I'll help. I wouldn't want you falling into the hands of Ronnie, you see."
"Any chance I could tag along today?" I asked, trying not to sound too hopeful.
Anya seemed surprised, but then she nodded. "At least that way I'll know you're behaving." She put the last of the dishes in the dishwasher, bending over to give me a nice view of her curves. "More research?" she asked.
I smiled. "With what I've turned in so far, I'm getting that B pulled up. I'm hoping I can squeak out an A."
**********
"And whatever I'm thinking of..."
Anya smiled, holding out a VIP pass. "Is what you'll turn into." She pulled it back slightly as I reached for it. "You have to be careful, okay? I put a limit on it, so you can't change age. Not much, anyway. Maybe a year or two either way, but not enough to get in trouble."
I nodded. "Okay, I'll be careful. Promise." I took the card. "I'll see you when you get off, okay?"
I followed Anya's instructions precisely. Before I swiped the card, I formed a mental image of the type of girl I'd like to be for the day. Moderately tall, athletic build, breasts a bit bigger than average, long wavy red hair. A quick swipe, a shower, and I was the image my mind had conjured up.
I had planned on spending the day with Jenny, but she was out of the park getting some parts. Instead, I spent the morning floating around Old Man River, and then spent some time playing volleyball in a pickup game. Just before lunch, a lifeguard flagged me down. Puzzled, I went to the office, as the lifeguard had directed.
The old woman was sitting in her chair, looking through a trade journal. She barely acknowledged my entrance. Nervous, I stood.
"Oh, sit down, for crying out loud," she finally said in an exasperated tone. "It's not like you're in trouble, you know!"
After I sat, she waved the journal my way. "You read this?"
I recognized it — one of the main trade journals for the water park industry. "Sometimes," I admitted. "Not as much as I'd like to."
She tossed it unceremoniously on her desk. "Well, don't waste too much time. Most of it is crap." My eyes widened at her candor. "Mostly advertising, and not very good advertising at that."
"You wanted to talk about trade journals?" I asked tentatively.
The old woman laughed. "Direct. I like that." She shook her head. "No, I just noticed that you've been dating Anya a lot for the past month or so. And you've been spending a lot of time in the park." The words had no judgement, no accusations — just statement of fact.
I started feeling a bit nervous. "I like Anya a lot," I explained, "and the park. It's helping me with a class project."
The old woman smiled. "Yes, I know. And if that inexperienced, bumbling fool of a professor you have has any sense, you'll get that A." I didn't know what to say, so I sat quietly. She continued. "You want to do some professional work?"
I wondered if I'd heard her correctly. "Professional?"
She smiled. "You've heard that I'm thinking of expanding, haven't you? Well, if you're game, I can pull some strings and get you some senior-level independent study credit for helping me with the expansion plan."
My jaw was on the floor - or at least resting on my cleavage. "You want me ... to help design?" I felt my heart skip. This was an opportunity that few ever got. "Why me? There have got to be lots of professional firms that..."
"That's a little problem." She frowned. "If I hired a regular firm, I'd have to deal with the architects and consultants changing to work in the park," she explained.
"But ... " I was confused. "Anya said you can ... uh ... alter memories, so they wouldn't remember the change."
The old woman shook her head sadly. "Memory alteration kind of blurs some of the details. That's okay for casual customers; it'd be a disaster for trying to plan an expansion."
I bit my lip. "I see." The prospect of doing some professional work was intoxicating.
"I take it that's a yes?" she said with certainty. "You have a little advantage here — most workers have to change to work, but since this is design, you won't have to be in the park much." She smiled. "Anya will like that part, I think."
"Can I ask a question?" She nodded. "Why don't you just use some magic and conjure up the expansion?"
The old woman laughed. "I see you don't know much about magic." She shook her head, still smiling. "It doesn't work that way. First, everyone would notice that a park suddenly appeared, or changed. Something like this park is too big to do with finesse. Secondly, and more importantly, you can't just conjure something up if you don't understand it. And I know squat about machinery and stuff."
I nodded my understanding. "No magic?"
She laughed more. "Not to make the park. Lots of sweat, hard work, and money. Especially money. A wee bit of magic, though," she held her fingers a fraction of an inch apart, "to help the trees and shrubs grow. You know how much it costs to landscape with mature trees and plants?" She rose abruptly and crossed to they small refrigerator nearly hidden in one corner. "Let's see, you like 7-up, right?" She pulled out a couple of cans and handed one to me, then flopped back into her chair. Her can whooshed as she pulled the tab, then she sipped the cola.
"How much magic do you use — day-to-day — to run the park?" I asked, curious about the business end. "Not counting the changes."
"Just about none," she answered with a straight face. "Look, running a park like this is hard work. If you've got a good park, and a good gimmick, you get business. If you don't, you don't. It's that simple."
I was slowly coming to realize that this old woman was an extremely savvy businesswoman. "The ‘women only' part is your gimmick," I guessed.
She smiled. "Pretty sharp! It's unique. And it has a big market potential. But that's not all. The park itself has to be a fun place, which is where the work comes in." She leaned forward in her chair, toward me. "I need to add on - to add some new rides, and to expand my capacity. So what do you think? Do you want to take on the project?"
"You bet," I nodded eagerly.
"Okay, here are the terms. I know what a professional architect would charge. I'll pay you a fourth of that in base fee, plus another forty percent if I like the design. Sound okay to you?"
"Seems more than fair," I agreed, "since I'm still a student."
She smiled. "Okay, as of now, you work for me." She reached into her desk and pulled out a card. She extended it across the desk toward me. It looked like the VIP pass I'd used, but a little different. "There are going to be times you need to get into the park — surveys, traffic patterns, layout ideas, and so on. Use this pass. It'll give you the same effects as a day pass, so your changes won't be permanent." Her expression changed. "You have to be careful. Don't use this too often. You shouldn't have to. Not more than once a week. If you need to meet with me, you can use the parking-lot door. It'll save you the trouble of changing."
I nodded my understanding. "Okay." I bit my lip as a sudden thought hit me. "So ... what will I look like when I change?"
She cocked her head slightly, as if my question was peculiar. "It works the same as the pass you're using today. You imagine what you want to be, and that's what you'll look like."
I smiled, but didn't budge. "Uh ... can I ask you something about Anya?"
Her face went neutral; clearly, she was concerned that I would have to talk to her about her granddaughter. "It won't hurt to ask. I'm not sure if I can give an answer, though."
"How young was she when her dad left?"
The old woman blanched. I'd seem fear and surprise before; I was staring at it again. She took a very slow breath. "He left when she was a baby. She never knew him."
"Is that why she was a bit of a tomboy?" I asked cautiously, changing the subject. I knew she'd lied to me; there was more. Much more. And I could also tell that she was terrified of telling me.
**********
I heard the door lock click, and I pulled the door open. The cool breeze washed over me as I stepped into the office.
The old woman didn't bother to look my way. "Have a seat. I'll be with you after I finish." She was doing something on her computer; a quick glance made me think she was checking her daily receipts. She sighed, then clicked her mouse and closed the program. "Okay," she said as she spun in her chair, "what's up?"
I plopped a folder on the desk. "I've got a couple of ideas, and I wanted to talk with you about them." She nodded. I opened a sketch of her layout, including the surrounding property, then pushed it across the desk toward her. She took the map while I circled the desk, so we could both refer to the map. "You've got a little problem here," I said. Direct and to the point.
She frowned. "I'm not sure I follow."
I pulled out a transparency and laid it over the map. On it, I'd sketched the existing layout. "The problem is, your gate is here," I said, marking on the transparency, "while the extra land for expansion is here." The two marks were at opposite ends of her 90 acre tract of land.
I felt her frown as much as I saw it. "That's one of my big problems," she admitted. She looked up, and her frown grew. She saw me smiling. "Okay, so you look like the cat that ate the canary. Spit it out."
"Ronnie Harris' condos are here, right?" The building was adjacent to her unused land. Right beside where the expansion would go.
"And?" I needed to hurry; she wouldn't wait all day for me to get to the main point.
"Ideally, everything in a park is equidistant from the gate. Look at Disney."
She glared at me. "No thanks."
I flinched. For some reason, she didn't quite like the Mouse. "Okay, but the concept is the same. An ideal situation would be, since the gate is here," I pointed to the map, "your best place for expansion would be along here." I drew a box, abutting her property and very close to the gate. "The park is now kind of V-shaped, and it's got better potential for expansion."
"I don't own that land," she retorted quickly.
"Ronnie Harris does," I answered, just as quickly. "From her perspective, it would probably better to expand her existing condo property, so she doesn't have to duplicate some amenities. And if I understand correctly, her condos are very hot property."
She stared at me, and then a smile started forming. Slowly, it spread until it was a broad grin. "And I could probably talk her into some pretty good terms for swapping the property."
"It really makes expansion easier. Crowd flow is a lot more natural." I was on a roll, and didn't know when to stop. I'd missed the fact that she was already convinced.
She held up her hands. "You made the sale. Stop already." She glanced at the thick folder I had. "So, I don't suppose you've got any concept layouts or sketches with this property swap, do you?" I grinned and started pulling sheets from the folder, eager to show her. "Whoa," she cautioned. "It's getting late, and it's also near the end of the month. You're going to have to leave that here for me to look at. I've got a lot of end-of-the-month reports. Payroll, taxes, and all those things."
I reined in my enthusiasm. "Okay. I figured you'd want to keep them to look at, so I made copies." I replaced the drawings in the folder and slid it to a relatively unoccupied corner of her desk. "When does Anya get back — from the trade show?"
The old woman was already turning back to her computer. "Sunday afternoon. I think she's expecting you to pick her up at the airport."
"Yeah, and I better not forget, either!" I smiled. "I'm going to have a chat with Jenny about the utilities if we go the new direction." I let myself out into the parking lot. Once before, I'd tried to exit into the park, only to get bounced — and with quite a shock. I was informed — after the fact — that there were magic wards on the door, to keep men out of the park.
I stopped shy of the gate, thinking of what I wanted to change into. In seconds, I had an image sharply defined. I swiped the card and entered the showers. A few moments later, an attractive well-endowed Hispanic girl sauntered into the park area.
Jenny was surprised by my appearance, but seemed quite eager to talk about the expansion. However, it was getting late, and she didn't want to work overtime. We went out for burgers and beer again, but this time, Liz joined us. I think Jenny felt safer that way. We talked at length about the expansion; Liz added some rather unique perspectives on requirements for lifeguards.
Sleep didn't come easily; I was finding that any time I changed, I had a hard time drifting to sleep. Eventually, I gave up on trying to sleep. I turned on the TV, and found absolutely nothing worth watching. Angrily, I clicked the remote, silencing the offensive thing. I sat, wondering. Why had I gone into the park? I could have waited an hour or less, and met Jenny, without having to change. Maybe it was because I didn't want to take a chance with Jenny. Not as a man. Yeah, that must have been it. I didn't want to cheat on Anya.
So if that were true, why was I feeling so disappointed that Jenny didn't make a pass at me? And why was it that thinking of her was getting me quite aroused? It wasn't until much later, after working off a lot of sexual tension, that I finally fell asleep.
**********
I glanced at the picture one last time, to make sure that the image was imprinted on my mind, and slid it under the seat. I walked quickly across the asphalt, looking down so as not to be distracted by the girls going to the park. I wanted to keep the image as pure as possible. I reached the gate, then paused, closing my eyes and recalling the picture. Dakota Kelly. Blonde hair, nice figure, warm friendly smile, and big knockers. She was a stripper I'd picked out of a 'Big Bust' computer disk, a CD-ROM full of images and movie clips of busty strippers.
I swiped the card and headed into the men's locker. A quick shower, and I started changing. For some reason, the changes were accompanied by some muscle cramping, but it wasn't too bad. I ignored the minor discomfort, and was soon standing, bare-breasted, in a magnificent specimen of a body.
Instead of going into the park, I quickly dressed and walked back to my car. I drove to the mall, and engaged in some shopping. Well, that's a bit of a stretch. True, I'd been a bit curious about how women shop, especially for lingerie. But that curiosity didn't explain how I was acting. I bought — actually bought — some very sexy lingerie and changed into it before leaving the store. The lacy bra really did a number enhancing my cleavage, and the blouse I wore really put it on display. My shorts were doing their best to show every possible millimeter of my legs, and without knowing it, I was strutting around the mall, subconsciously putting this sexy body on display. Inside, I felt some turmoil and conflict; on one hand, it felt really good to get the kind of attention I was getting. On the other, I knew I shouldn't be doing it. Still, I couldn't stop myself.
Since it was Wednesday, I went to the Coconut Club around six. Happy hour meant free munchies for the ladies — of which, I was currently one. This was the fifth week in a row that I met Liz and Jenny after they got off work. We were starting to be regulars at the Coconut Club.
I got there first, and was sipping a soda while I snacked on some nacho chips. I saw Liz and Jenny walk through the door. I stood and waved my hand at them.
Jenny spotted me waving, and she said something to Liz. The two came to the table and sat down. Jenny's eyes were wide as she looked at me. "Good grief, girl!" she exclaimed. "Look at you!" Liz was also staring.
I frowned. "What? What's wrong with how I look?" I was wearing a new outfit that I'd bought — a very short and daring skirt and a short-sleeved knit top with a very low scoop neck. On my feet, I had new shoes with three-inch heels. A single pearl hung on a fine gold chain just above my well-displayed cleavage. Matching pearl studs adorned my ears, although they were partially hidden by my long wavy sandy-blond hair. Since I'd changed into a body with pierced ears, and since I had been getting all dolled up to go out, it had just seemed natural to get the earrings.
Liz frowned. "Are you wearing makeup?"
I blushed, while also smiling. The girl at the makeup counter in the department store had done a very nice job, I thought. It looked ... sexy. "I wanted to try it out," I defended myself.
Jenny frowned. "I think you overdid it," she commented. "I thought Anya was coming with you."
I shook my head. "She's working on the books. Quarterly taxes, I think. She said she'd be by later." I glanced toward the floor, and found myself swaying a little with the music.
It didn't take too long before I was out on the floor. I wanted to dance, as if I felt a compulsion to put this body on display. At first, I was nervous about moving in the heels, but they seemed so natural, I had no problem. I probably spent more time dancing than I did talking with Liz and Jenny.
About ten, Anya still hadn't shown up. Liz begged off, but Jenny stayed. I got the feeling that she felt she had to protect me until Anya arrived. Then, just after Liz left, the DJ announced a wet T-shirt contest. It was something that the club did every couple of weeks.
I felt a tingle through my body. "Let's enter," I whispered insistently to Jenny. For only the briefest of moments, I wondered where the thought had come from.
Her mouth dropped open in shock, then she glared at me. "Are you crazy?"
"No," I insisted. "Come on, it'll be fun!" She appeared unconvinced. "Look, you were the one who told me how much fun it was to tease guys," I argued.
Jenny wasn't swayed. "You go on, if you want. I'm not."
I frowned, then stood and marched across the floor. Some girls were already gathering. As I passed one table, some guy pinched my butt, and I flinched. Strangely, though, I felt an excitement that I'd not felt before. When I glanced at the other girls, I felt compelled to thrust my chest out, displaying my curves even more. This also caused my rear to push back a little, which amplified the apparent curves of my butt.
We went in a back room to change into T-shirts; my nipples were already erect as I removed my bra. While a part of me wondered just what the hell I was doing, another part was eager to try this new experience.
Back on the dance floor, all the girls lined up. One by one, we were sprayed with water. I flinched involuntarily as the cold water hit me. My nipples, big and brown and already erect, felt like they wanted to tear through the wet fabric. I glanced down, and saw just how transparent the white material had become; my boobs were visible to everyone. A shiver of delight coursed through my body as I heard the guys hooting and cheering. I felt my crotch getting warm as tingling spread throughout my body; this was really turning me on. I started swaying and shaking, making by boobs bounce and jiggle for the crowd; the guys were loving it, and listening to them cheering and hooting was making me all hot.
When all was said and done, I'd won. I stood, smiling, blushing, feeling hot, feeling proud, and I accepted the prizes: dinner for two at a new Italian restaurant, and fifty dollars cash. I took the prizes, and then wiggled my body, causing my boobs to bounce and sway a bit more for the appreciative crowd.
I glanced around the crowd, wondering if Jenny was still here. My face fell; Anya was sitting with Jenny, and she was staring at me. Her expression was impossible to read, but I guessed that she wasn't too happy.
With the other girls, I went into the back room to change. And even as we stripped off the wet shirts, a well-dressed gentleman came into the room. He smiled, and introduced himself as Steve Larson, the owner of the Ocean Cabaret. He passed out business cards, telling us all that they had amateur night every Friday, and that we should consider entering. The prize money was pretty good, he claimed. As he came by me, he smiled and said especially me.
I walked back to the table, and sat down. Anya stared impassively at me for a very long time, and I started to feel self-conscious. "Are you having a good time?" she asked. Her tone was carefully neutral.
I nodded. "It's been an interesting evening," I said cautiously. I lowered my voice. "How many guys get a chance to enter a wet T-shirt contest?"
"Let alone win?" Anya added.
From her tone, I could tell she was very unhappy. "Anya, can we go outside and talk?" I asked.
She nodded. "I was about to ask you the same thing." We took our purses and went out. It was a warm evening; still, from having had my chest wet, I shivered. Finally, Anya spoke. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" she demanded.
I swallowed. "I'm not sure," I said meekly. "I enjoy going out with Liz and Jenny. It's kind of fun to do girls' night out."
Anya nodded, still not smiling. "And ... those?" she gestured at my large boobs.
I glanced down, and tried to joke. "Jenny said it was fun to tease guys, and I wanted to see for myself."
The apology didn't work. Anya remained unhappy. "And I suppose that goes for the contest, too," she said acidly.
I looked down, feeling my cheeks burn. "I don't know what came over me," I finally said. "It just ... seemed like the thing to do."
Anya shook her head. "You've been changing a lot lately, haven't you?"
I glanced up, startled. "No, I haven't," I protested weakly. "Just once in a while so I can work on the plans." It was a lie; I knew it, and Anya knew it. I'd been changing a lot lately.
Anya continued to stare at me, her lips pursed tightly together, her eyes narrowed. After many long seconds, her eyes softened. "I guess I can understand that you're curious."
I sensed her resolve weakening. "And I really like the time we spend together," I added, "when I'm a guy."
Anya melted. Before she could say anything, I wrapped her up in my arms. The feeling of her breasts pressing against mine sent tiny shivers of pleasure coursing up my spine, a purely sexual feeling that I wanted to keep going.
As we walked to our cars, I wondered if Anya suspected what else I'd bought. And I wondered if I'd have the nerve, once I got home, to actually use it.
**********
Friday, afternoon classes were canceled. I bundled up my latest drawings and went to the park. I walked up to the ticket booth. Marta instantly recognized me. "Hi, Greg. Anya is lifeguarding today."
I smiled; Marta was a pleasant girl, and rather attractive. "Thanks. I really need to talk to her grandmother." I walked to the office and punched in the access code. The lock clicked and I walked in.
The old woman was hunched over her computer; she and Anya had been working on the books for nearly two weeks. "Have a seat. I'll be right with you." She didn't even look up. "On second thought, how about you get me a root beer, and whatever you want? You know where the fridge is."
I smiled; the way she treated me made me feel accepted - like one of the family. I set my folder on her desk and retrieved the sodas, opening her can and setting it on a coaster on her desk. I popped my soda open and took a long cool sip as I eased into a comfortable chair.
When she finished with the computer, the old woman turned to me. "So, what have you got?"
I opened the folder and took out a folded-up drawing. I stood, so I could see across the desk, and spread the paper out. "I'm still working on the theme ideas, but here's the general layout." I pointed to the expansion.
She frowned. "I'm going to lose over ten acres of parking."
I nodded. "More like sixteen of your original lot. But we get about thirty acres here," I pointed to the map, "to give the extra capacity."
The old woman studied the drawing for a long time. "That's a long walk to the gate," she finally said.
"Unless you start a tram."
The old woman studied the parking area for a long time. "Kind of expensive, isn't it?"
I shook my head. I'd done my homework on this one. "With the new capacity, you're well over the limit for making the tram worth the investment."
She looked up; I was smiling. I saw a grudging respect in her eyes. "Okay, we'll think about it. What else?" She moved her gaze to the expansion area.
I took a quick sip of soda. "I'm thinking of anchoring the area with a water coaster." I saw her eyebrows rise. "There aren't any in the area, and they are pretty cost-effective at drawing crowds."
She nodded. "A few slides, a pool, and a play area." Then another frown wrinkled her brow. "You've left all this area open."
I nodded slowly. "To add the capacity you want, I only needed to use about half the land. The rest is available for future expansion."
She glanced up again, a smile creeping over her face. "What if I told you that I could sell three times the memberships that I've currently sold? That I could triple my attendance in a matter of months? What would that do to the plans?"
I gulped. "I guess I'd develop both sections at once." I glanced at the huge open plot on the drawing. "But that's going to be pretty steep."
The old woman nodded, a smug grin on her face. "How about if you give me an option for doing both at once? Different themes, of course." She glanced back at the drawing, then stared at the South Seas area. "What's this?" She pointed at a new feature on the drawing.
I winced. I'd taken a chance on a couple of items, and she'd found them before I could present my ideas. Now, I felt like I was on the defensive. "Uh, I took a look at the way the plot is being used, and there's more than enough room to add a few more attractions. I thought we might add a new family raft ride and a couple new body slides from the volcano. I thought a swimming lagoon under a waterfall would be very attractive." I pointed sheepishly to the Wild River area. "I put in an extra couple of rides over here, too."
The old woman looked up at me, and I felt an urge to hide. She had an unreadable expression on her face; I couldn't tell if she was angry or not. "So you decided to enhance the existing park, too?"
I cringed. "There's more than enough space, and it gives more capacity in your existing plot." I gulped again. "I thought it would help you enhance your revenues in the existing park footprint."
Slowly, a smile crept onto her face. I realized I'd been holding my breath, waiting for her explosion of disapproval. "Pretty bold," she said, "and a pretty good idea." She cocked her head as a question came to her. "Can you build a model?"
I started to chuckle; I was way ahead of her on this one. "I've been working on a 3-D computer model. A virtual model that will let you do walk-throughs, fly-overs, and such." I saw her eyebrows rise — she was impressed. "It's going to take a bit to finish it," I added, making sure she didn't expect too much too soon.
Anya's grandmother nodded. There was a faint touch of disappointment on her features; I'm sure she wanted to see the model ASAP. "Let me look at what you've got on the drawings." Then her forehead wrinkled. "Any ideas on themes yet?"
I pulled a drawing out of the folder and passed it to her. "I was thinking of ancient Rome for one area," I said hesitantly.
She studied the drawing carefully; it was a sketch of an elaborate pool, with a Roman temple rising from its midst. Statues and well-manicured shrubs lined the pool area. "And the rides?"
I plowed on, confidently. "I thought I'd use elements of Roman mythology."
She nodded appreciatively. "You could borrow from all of the Mediterranean culture — like the ancient wonders of the world? Hmm..." Her mind raced, sorting and sifting ideas. "Might work. And the second area?"
Now I was on shaky ground; I was going to have to wing it. The idea of developing the second section was, until a few moments ago, something in the future. I really didn't have a good handle on that. "The two thoughts that pop into my head are the wild west and pirates."
The old woman frowned. "Pirates for a child's play area might work. But the wild west — that's a bit too macho for the ladies, don't you think?" She turned back to the sketches. "Let's think about the second theme some more."
I put the drawings back into the folder — except for the one she was studying. I started to walk to the door into the park, but remembered at the last moment the wards. Embarrassed, I went out the parking-lot door. I debated about going in the park; I knew Anya was inside, and I wanted to see her. At the same time, I was really becoming convinced that she disliked my changes. She hadn't said as much, but after the wet T-shirt contest, she hadn't spoken to me for four days. I stood by the turnstile, torn. I wanted to go in. I felt such a strong urge to go in, to change and spend the day playing. At the same time, thoughts of Anya held me rooted in place.
"Hey, Greg!" It was Anya's voice, calling to me. I looked around, and spotted her by the gift shop. She waved, and started toward me. "Aren't you coming in?" she asked when she was closer.
I felt a tremble of excitement, which I suppressed. She was inviting me back in — and I could change if I went in. "Nah," I said, lying. "I had a meeting with your grandmother, and since you're working, there's not much point."
Anya looked puzzled for the briefest of moments. "I've got a break for a while. Why don't we go play some?"
I couldn't help smiling as I contemplated what I would change into. This morning, perusing the image files, I'd become enchanted with Traci Topps and Pandora Peaks. Both were very large-breasted strippers, and the thought of discovering the feel of extra-large boobs on my chest had me excited all morning — much more so than I could admit to myself. Mentally, I constructed a composite image of an ‘ideal' body, based on parts from those two and a couple of other girls - the best of each. "That sounds like fun," I said, trying desperately not to sound to excited.
Anya smiled, then a warning frown appeared. "Just plain you. Nothing exotic. Okay?" She stared at me, her frown deepening. "Okay?"
I nodded. "Okay," I answered. My enthusiasm was nearly gone, squashed by her insistence that I behave. I'd been secretly fantasizing about big bouncy boobs and a knockout figure; I was going to be just a plain girl for the afternoon. I swiped the card and walked into the locker room.
Because of my frequent visits, the park had set aside a locker where I could keep a few things; I quickly changed into my swimsuit, knowing it was going to be a bikini posthaste. I flipped the shower handle and stepped into the warm spray.
A faint cry of pain escaped my lips before I could clench my teeth. The showers should have been tingly and invigorating; instead, it felt like every muscle was being stretched and pulled. Maybe, I thought, the transformation magic has some pain associated with it, and to mask the pain, grandmother mixed in something else — some kind of relaxer — that I was getting a resistance to. That would explain why it had been getting less and less pleasant when I changed; the explanation I concocted sounded as plausible to me as anything else.
I walked stiffly out of the locker room, having first put on my bikini top. Anya was waiting for me; as I hobbled toward her, she frowned. "Something wrong?"
I shook my head. "Just a muscle cramp," I answered, trying to be nonchalant. "I'll walk it out."
Walking it out took half an hour. The way Anya was watching me, I was sure she suspected it wasn't just a simple muscle cramp. Soon, however, I was moving easily, and we began to play — racing down the slides, splashing each other in the pools, playing volleyball. It was a good afternoon.
Unfortunately, it ended all too soon. As we floated along the Ol Man River, Anya's grandmother came looking for her. The CPA was on her way to the park to review the books for taxes. It was going to be a long night for her. She asked if I wanted to meet her after she got off; I shook my head and said I probably wouldn't go out.
As soon as she left, I climbed out of the tube and walked back to the locker. I changed into my street clothes and started across the parking lot. Something, however, made me stop. I couldn't get the composite image out of my mind, my ideal girl made up of parts of several strippers. I found my pace slowing, and then reversing as I began to walk back toward the gate. Without thinking, I swiped the card and walked to the men's locker room.
Somehow, I knew that what I was about to try wouldn't work, that the magic would transform only men into women. Still, a part of me was hoping that it would transform me into the image I had.
There was no pink mist, there was no tingling spray. It was just a shower, and I emerged unchanged. Maybe, I suddenly realized, my guest pass was set up to only change a man into a woman. Or maybe the showers couldn't alter already-changed women. Whatever the reason, I felt disappointed in a way that I really didn't understand. I put my clothes back on and left the park.
**********
As I rang the doorbell on Anya's condo, I wondered if I was too early. Her work schedule had become quite hectic, with the accountant and taxes. She'd told me about her one experience with an audit; she and her grandmother really didn't want to repeat it.
I saw the peephole darken; Anya was smart enough not to take any chances. Seconds later, the door swung open and she stood, smiling. "Kind of early for a Saturday, aren't you?"
I shrugged my shoulders. "We haven't had much time lately, so I was hoping to catch you before you went to work."
Anya's face changed to echo her disappointment. "I'm sorry Greg. Really." I knew what was coming, even before she spoke. "We've got lots more work to finish for taxes. I'm going to be tied up all day."
My face fell. "Oh," I said without enthusiasm. "I understand."
Anya didn't look too happy about working, but she tried to smile. "I'll make it up to you tomorrow," she said in a sultry voice.
My pulse raced. "Deal." Thinking of how Anya made things up to me energized me.
She looked worried. "I didn't spoil any plans, did I?"
I shook my head. "Nah. And since you're busy, I think I'll go to the computer lab and work on the model."
The computer lab was empty, which was to be expected for such a gorgeous Saturday afternoon. I plunged into the work, trying to get the computer model of the proposed park expansion just right. Things were clicking into place quite easily; I guess that was a testament to how well I was learning. Still, my heart just wasn't in it. I just didn't feel like working. Despite that, I doggedly kept at it, forcing myself to concentrate on the work.
Late in the afternoon, I found myself walking across the Bikini Beach parking lot toward the turnstile, the image of my fantasy stripper in my head. I paused by the gate, questioning myself as to what I was doing. I knew, despite any attempted rationalization, that there was no work-related reason to enter the park. So what was my motive? Was I doing this to punish Anya for not spending time with me? Was I being that petty? I hoped not, but I couldn't bring myself to contemplate the alternative.
As I stood, debating with myself, I spied Ronnie Harris inside the park. She did a double take, then she waved, her tongue slowly and seductively wetting her lips. Damn, but she was hot! She had the figure of a twenty-year old — nice firm breasts, curvy legs, round little tush. I'd have been a fool not to get excited by her body. And she knew what she did to men. She used it to her advantage.
Her presence both excited and terrified me. Anya had warned me about her; to her, I was just another potential toy. I had a brief mental image of our naked bodies intertwined, our hands all over each other. My heart skipped a beat. Then the image shifted ever so slightly, and I saw Anya staring down at me, hurt and disappointment on her face. The excitement vanished.
I swiped the card and stepped through the turnstile. Changing into a girl would keep Ronnie away from me — unless, to my misfortune, she was bisexual. As soon as I entered the park, Ronnie sighed, then turned and walked away. I'd disappointed her. I felt relieved. At the same time, realization of what image had been in my mind when I swiped the card — the composite dream girl — caused me to feel a surge of excitement.
I had to fight to keep from skipping into the locker room. This late in the day, it was deserted. I opened my locker and changed quickly, then turned on the shower.
An explosion of pain sucked the breath out of my body. Every fiber, every muscle, every tendon seemed to be screaming in pain. Involuntarily, my mouth opened to scream, but no sound would come out. For a few moments, I couldn't breathe; my ribs and abdomen were clenched in a painful vise, the muscles unable to respond to my wishes. Every inch of my skin felt as if fire were crawling across my body.
After what seemed an eternity, the pain loosened its grip, and I collapsed to the floor, gasping for breath. Tears were rolling down my cheeks as I sobbed uncontrollably. My muscles began to respond to my command; the fire faded to an ache, which slowly ebbed to a dull throb.
Yet as I lay, curled up within the shower, I felt the changes happening to me. I could feel the hair flowing around my head, lengthening quickly. An increasing weight tugged at my chest, and I felt flesh pressing against the shower floor, a tiny touch now, and growing until I knew my large boobs were mashed on the cool tile.
I rolled to my knees and slowly pulled myself up, ignoring the pain of the movement. Hair swirled down around my eyes and tickled my shoulders and back. Large swaying weights tugged at my chest; the muscles they pulled on responded with new jabs of pain. I glanced down, and my mouth opened in awe. The boobs looked positively huge, bigger than I could have possibly imagined them to be. I willed my still-stiff arms to lift, my hands to cup, so that I could touch the enormous orbs.
I stepped gingerly from the shower and sat on a bench. My body still ached; I touched and caressed my boobs while I waited for the pain to completely vanish. The erotic tingling spreading from my breasts, from my big brown erect nipples, washed out the pain, blocking the sensations as I felt myself getting extremely aroused. With a tiny part of my mind watching in protest, I willed one hand to slip down, inside my bikini bottom. I wanted — no, I needed — more. Lots more.
**********
I double-checked the business card, and then parked my car. The pain was all but gone now, and I flounced across the parking lot, my boobs jiggling with every step. I took a quick glance down and smiled; the pink cropped top I wore was barely containing my massive breasts. The low-cut neckline displayed lots of flesh and cleavage, and the sheer size of my bustline held the bottom clear of my ribcage. A pair of very short white shorts hugged my hips, displaying my long tanned legs. Walking in the heels was a little tricky, given their three inch height and a tiny residual bit of muscle stiffness.
I walked to the door, and the doorman gave me an appreciative once-over as he held it open. Inside, I walked confidently to the counter.
He was eyeing me with the same appreciation as the doorman. "Can I help you?" he asked with a smile.
I smiled back, feeling a tingle of excitement at how he was looking at me. "I'm here for amateur night," I said, feeling nervous for the first time.
The man nodded. "What's your name, honey?"
"Geri Lawson," I replied, echoing the name which was now on my driver's license.
The man held out his hand. "Do you have some ID?" He sounded apologetic. "State laws. Can't have anyone under 21 dancing, you know."
I pulled my license from my purse and handed it to him. He glanced at it, then turned to his computer and keyed in some information. From what I could read over his shoulder, he was not only checking my age, but also checking that I was an amateur. The screen changed, and he turned back to me. "Okay, good. Have you ever done this before?"
I felt my cheeks burning. "No," I admitted softly.
"You should. You've got the body for it." He pointed to a door. "Go in back, and one of the girls will help you get ready. If you have any questions, ask. They're very helpful."
I thanked him and walked backstage. I was momentarily stunned; the dressing room was a chaotic mess of vanities, lockers, chairs and benches. There must have been fifty or sixty girls in various states of undress, getting ready to dance or wait tables.
One girl came up to me. "Hi, I'm Mandy. Are you here for the contest?" I nodded. "Okay, good. Have you got a g-string?" I shook my head. She frowned, then scooted off, returning seconds later with a red bottom. "Have you ever done this before?"
I shook my head. "I'm a bit nervous," I admitted.
Mandy smiled. "You'll do just fine." She lowered her voice. "And from the look of your assets, you're probably a shoe-in to win!" She smiled. "All you have to do is dance a set. You can probably wear your top — minus the bra, and just strip as sexy as you can. You want to end up in your G-string, okay?"
I nodded. As she described what I would be doing, I felt myself getting excited. This body was meant to be on display, and I was going to put it there. "Uh, what about tips?"
Mandy shook her head. "No tips are allowed during the contest. Afterward, though ..." The implication was clear; after the contest, I could try to earn tips — if I wanted. "Just remember the rules for table dancing — no touching, no soliciting. Okay?"
I nodded. I hadn't considered that someone might try to solicit sex from me. I peeled off my top and took off my bra. The cool breeze of the air conditioner, coupled with the excitement I felt, had my nipples erect. I picked a locker and deposited my bra and purse. I stripped off my shorts and panties and pulled on the G-string. I trembled at how erotic the G-string felt; I knew I was getting hot and wet. The panties went in the locker; the shorts came back on.
I waited backstage for quite a while, all the while getting more and more nervous. What the hell was I doing? This was insane — I was about to enter an amateur stripper contest and display this body to a room full of horny men. A shudder coursed up my spine.
Mandy saw me tremble, and she put her hand on my shoulder. "You'll do just fine," she reassured me. "I was plenty nervous my first time, too. Wait here a minute — I've got something that'll help steady your nerves." She disappeared toward the floor. A few seconds later, she came back with a glass. "Here. Take a sip. It'll calm you down."
I looked at the glass, then at Mandy. It looked like water, so I took a sip. "Tonic water?" I asked. I took another sip as I started to feel the butterflies calming inside my belly.
I was visibly trembling as I waited my turn. I took another few sips. Finally, the girl ahead of me finished and walked off the stage to the applause of the crowd. She smiled as she came backstage, and then she glared at me, her eyes daggers. I'm sure she realized I was her primary competition.
As I stepped onto the stage, I heard the cheering start. The bright lights dancing in my eyes blinded me to the crowd, but I could hear them. Their reaction reignited the excitement in my body. Before I knew it, the music started, and I started dancing. I felt clumsy, awkward, but within moments, I was feeling more natural. Perhaps it was the magic which had given me the dancing abilities of the strippers I'd modeled myself after. In any event, I found myself dancing as if it were the most natural thing, and as I swayed, I felt myself getting hotter and hotter. I don't remember how I peeled off my top; all I remember is the crowd went wild, which made my nipples hard with excitement. A few steps later, my shorts began to slide off, leaving me dancing in heels and a G-string. My hands traced the curves of my boobs, then my hips, while I danced to the erotic beat of the music. I felt wetness between my legs, a warm tingly sensation that spurred me to wilder and wilder gyrations.
Too soon for me, the music was over. Feeling the passion burning within, the frustration of being unsatisfied, I smiled and made an erotic show of retrieving my shorts and top.
Mandy smiled as I came backstage. "You nailed it," she said with confidence. "You got this one, hands down." She handed me the glass, and I gulped down the contents. I waited through the last two girls, and then the DJ brought all the girls onto the stage. To no-one's surprise, I won.
Backstage again, Mandy was preparing for her set. "Look, if you go out there in your G-string and top, you can probably get some good tips table dancing." She gave me a quick hug. "You really ought to come to work here. You're a natural." She turned and disappeared onto stage.
I felt giddy with the thrill of winning, and with the excitement my body felt. I asked another girl if I could get my tonic refilled, then gulped it down. Without considering what I was doing, I peeled off my shorts, slipped off my bra, and went out onto the floor.
It took about ten seconds before a man waved a twenty at me. Obligingly, my senses dulled by the excitement of the evening, I began to dance, my tits inches from his face. His hot breath in my cleavage only tantalized me further, making me wetter and hotter. I gyrated my barely-clad bottom toward him, watching over my shoulder as his eyes widened and he began to rub his crotch. The music pounded on in the background, its primal beat drumming into my brain, merging with my other senses until I felt myself swirling.
**********
Very, very slowly, the fog lifted from my brain. A dull roar seemed to echo within my head. I pried open my eyes, and winced from the bright light. My head pounded from my motions. Slowly, carefully, I opened my eyes again.
Something brown was distorting my vision. I strained to see through the wispy veil, and then lifted my hands to clear my face. A tiny gasp escaped my lips as my fingers pulled long wavy strands of hair from in front of my eyes.
I slowly became aware that things didn't feel right. Something was wrong. I reached down and tried to lever myself upright. Again, my head pounded in agony, and I screwed my eyes shut for a moment.
The tugging on my chest confirmed my worst fears. I opened my eyes and glanced down. The large breasts I'd had the previous evening were still on my chest. I lifted my delicate feminine hands to touch them, staring open-mouthed at the long red fingernails I still possessed. I heard a door opening, and turned.
Anya stood framed in the doorway. She was staring impassively at me, her face unreadable. "Morning, Greg," she said in a neutral tone.
"Where am I?" I asked the obvious question. The clues were slowly assembling in my befuddled brain. "Your place?"
Anya nodded. "How often have you been changing?"
I closed my eyes. "Now and then. To work on the park expansion."
Anya didn't blink. "Greg, please be honest with me." There was an edge to her voice, something between anger and hurt.
I opened my eyes. "Two, sometimes three times a week."
Anya nodded. "Have you had any pain with a transformation?" She read my face even before I nodded.
"Why am I still a girl?" I asked the only question that I could think of. "Did you do this to me — because I've been changing?"
Anya flinched at my accusation, and I realized just how I'd misread her. "No," she answered. The pain in her voice was unmistakable.
"What's going on, then?" I was sounding desperate.
Anya took a deep breath. "I had to prevent you from changing back until Grandmother can have a look at you. I think," she winced and took a deep breath, "that you've got transformation shock."
"Transformation shock?"
Anya nodded. "A body — a mortal body — can't take too many transformations without getting damaged. Not without some time to recover." She sat carefully on the edge of the bed and took my hand. "You've been changing too much lately. I was afraid that if I let you change back, it might hurt you - permanently." She held my hand, trying to comfort me. I realized how much she cared for me. Tears started to well up in the corners of her eyes. "Why?" she asked softly. "Why the changes?"
I looked up and caught her eyes. I felt ashamed at what I'd done to her, how I'd hurt her. I had to look down. "I've been working on the park expansion a lot, I guess," I answered meekly.
"Bullshit!" The angry edge was back in her voice. I glanced up again. Her eyes, still tearing from the pain, were accusing. "You could have done all that planning with one visit, maybe two." She turned away, staring toward the floor. In her profile, I saw her lip tremble. "And you could have met with Grandmother through the lot entrance."
I opened my mouth to rebut, but nothing came out. She'd nailed me — on every count. "I ... don't know," I finally mumbled.
"Do you like it?" Anya asked, still looking away from me. A glistening line on her cheek betrayed the tears. "Is that why you keep changing?"
I looked down at the floor, thoroughly ashamed of myself. "I don't know," I answered honestly. "I really don't know." We sat on the bed, both of us crying silently, for several anguishing minutes.
Anya broke the silence. "I don't understand," she said softly. "Did you have fun last night?"
I looked toward her, then I shook my head. "I'm not sure," I said, uncertainty in my voice. "I don't remember."
Anya looked at me, her mouth open in disbelief. "You don't remember?" She shook her head. "Oh, shit! I guess I'm lucky I found you. You're lucky I found you." She looked at me, staring deeply into my eyes. "You don't remember, do you?" It wasn't a question.
I shook my head. "I went to the cabaret — to the amateur contest. I ... I think I won." I was struggling to recall the events. "It's kind of hazy. I think I did a table dance. Or two." I lowered my gaze. "After that, I'm not sure."
Anya pressed her eyes closed. "I had to use a magic trace to find you," she said softly. "You don't remember leaving the club with a guy?" My mouth dropped open at her revelation. She sighed. "I had to rescue you. You went with a guy to his apartment. I had to stop you from losing your virginity." She visibly steeled herself to continue, a tiny shiver coursing up her spine. "I had to change myself into a large man. The 'jealous boyfriend' trick." It was obvious to me that Anya was unhappy at what she'd had to do to save me. "I had to threaten him to make him leave you alone." She shook her head again. "You wouldn't believe what he wanted to do — the three of us."
I felt tears running down my cheeks as if from a faucet. My cheeks burned from the humiliation, and I felt profoundly sorry for what I'd made Anya do. "I don't remember," I whispered.
"You were mad. Really mad. You kept screaming at me, to let you get laid." She bit her lip again. "And then you attacked me."
My jaw dropped open, and my head spun to stare at Anya. I ... attacked her? I tried to hurt her?
She turned slowly, reading my thoughts. "No, not like that. Sexually."
**********
We sat in the office at Bikini Beach; I felt naked in the revealing clothes I'd worn the previous evening, but nothing Anya had would fit my very large top. The old woman was impassive, and that alone made me shudder.
"And he's been getting more risque with every change," Anya said, her head cocked slightly as she stared warily at me.
I swallowed hard and looked at the old woman. "I think Anya is exaggerating a bit," I said defensively. "I don't think it's that bad."
The old woman continued her emotionless stare. "Would you like me to pull the change log?" She watched my eyes widen. "That's right. There's a magic log of each and every change." She sighed, letting her head drop wearily into her hands. Anya and I sat, unmoving, waiting for her to say something. After a very long minute, she looked up. "Anya, please go wait in the outer office."
Anya rose dutifully, and with a cautious glance at me, padded softly out of the office, shutting the door behind herself. I was alone with the powerful old woman. I swallowed hard; there was no telling what she was going to do to me.
"Greg, Anya wasn't lying, was she? You've been changing into a sexier body each time. You've been increasing your libido each time. Haven't you?" I knew, deep inside, that she was right; I dropped my head and nodded slowly.
"I ... I'm just curious," I said very softly. I didn't sound at all sure of myself.
The old woman shook her head. "No, you're not." I glanced up, and saw her staring into my eyes. "If you were just curious, you would have taken care of that with one or two changes." She watched me for a few seconds. "Greg, you were scared every time you changed. And yet, you kept doing it."
I shook my head; I wanted to deny what she was saying. "No," I said softly, over and over.
She stood from her desk and walked around, sitting lightly on the sofa beside me. "Greg, you were deliberately trying to get yourself in trouble, weren't you. So much so that you let yourself get drunk last night."
The word cut into my heart like a plunging dagger. "No!" I wailed in agony. "No, I didn't get drunk! I couldn't have gotten drunk!" I was shaking my head violently, even as tears streamed from my eyes.
"Greg, you were drunk," the old woman said softly. Though her words stung, they were devoid of accusation. "Why is that so hard to accept?" Despite the question, she had the tone of one who already knew the answer.
"Because," I began, my voice cracking with anguish, "because if I hadn't been drunk, my parents wouldn't have ..." My voice choked; I couldn't continue.
"They wouldn't have been killed?" She pulled my head onto her shoulder, holding me firmly but gently as I began to cry. My body convulsed with the spasms of loud uncontrolled sobbing. Time became irrelevant as I cried and cried, emptying my eyes on her shoulder.
"If I hadn't gotten drunk," I stammered through my sobs, "I would have been driving. I could have avoided the accident. They'd still be alive."
The old woman let me cry until no more tears would come. Finally, she lifted my head and stared into my eyes. "No, Greg. They wouldn't have. You could not have avoided the accident. The same way your father couldn't avoid it." She watched as her words sank into my heart. "If you'd have been driving, you'd have been killed instead of your father. And he'd be the one living in grief and pain. Only, he'd have been crippled by the injuries you got."
I shook my head, swirls of hair about my face. "No!" I couldn't accept her truth. "I could have avoided it."
She shook her head slowly. "No, Greg, you couldn't have." She waited for a few seconds, until she knew I'd really heard her. "What did your father say to you when he took the keys?"
My eyes narrowed; this question seemed so irrelevant. "I'm not sure," I said softly.
The old woman sighed. "Greg, look into my eyes." I couldn't help but follow her instructions; I stared deeply into her eyes, and suddenly I saw how ancient, how weary, she really seemed. "What did your father tell you?"
I stared, and then my mouth dropped. "No!" I cried again, feeling an icy knot form in my gut. "No!"
"Greg," she said, more insistently.
"He said," I began to sob again as I was forced to reveal the one remaining truth, "he said if I wasn't man enough to handle my booze, I wasn't man enough to drive home!" I collapsed onto her shoulder once again, a fresh spasm of sobs wracking my body.
She patted my back as I added more tears to her shoulder. "You've been punishing yourself," she said softly. "You've been hiding that awful truth since the accident, and it's been eating at you. And then you found my park. With it, you could change into a girl — a girl who would prove to your subconscious that your father was right - that you aren't man enough. A girl that would humiliate you, and hurt you. A girl that would punish you for not being man enough to drive home." She lifted my head once again. "You've been trying to punish yourself," she said with certainty. "Your subconscious wants to be humiliated as a man, to prove that your father was right. And if your father's words were right, there was no way he would have let you drive." Her voice softened, becoming soothing and comforting. "In a strange way, by punishing yourself, by humiliating yourself as a girl, you were trying to justify not driving, and rid yourself of the needless blame for the accident."
After what seemed an eternity of crying on her shoulder, I lifted my head and looked at her. "Why does that sound so ... believable? It can't be. Can it?" I said, trying to mask the turmoil of the knives carving up my insides. "But it hurts so much."
The old woman nodded solemnly, her lips pursed tightly together. "Yes, dear. I know it hurts." I could see pain — untold anguish — in her eyes. She really did know. She grasped my shoulders and held me up, facing her stern countenance. "Do you know how much you're hurting my Anya?" she asked slowly. I dropped my gaze, but she lifted my chin so I had to look into her eyes. "I can't let you keep hurting her. I can't risk it happening. Not again. Not to my Anya."
"What?" My curiosity overcame my guilt at how much I'd hurt her granddaughter.
The old woman, her eyes seeming as ancient as the moon, shook her head slightly, dismissing my question.
But I was not about to be put off. Anya may have been important to the old woman, but she was important to me, too. "Does this have anything to do with her magic?" It was her turn for her eyes to widen. "I get the feeling that she's a lot more powerful than she lets on," I said cautiously. My mouth dropped open as a piece clicked into place. "And that scares you, doesn't it?"
The old woman stared into my eyes, and then dropped her gaze. "She's as powerful as her mother. Maybe more so."
I frowned. "But why does that scare you?"
The old woman shook her head. "You're a lot more perceptive than I thought," she said softly. She grimaced momentarily as she swallowed. "Her mother was very powerful. She got too enamored with her power — before she learned to resist temptation. She started abusing her powers." The old woman's eyes were misting; I'd stumbled onto her own set of painful memories. "She was turning ... to ... I guess you'd call it the 'dark side'."
A cold shiver ran up and down my spine. Anya's grandmother noticed, and nodded. "Is that why Anya came to live with you?"
The old woman nodded slowly. "The wizard's council couldn't agree that she had to be stopped, not until it was almost too late. She grew too powerful and almost destroyed us all." She wiped a tear from her eye. "I can't take that chance with Anya. I can't go through that. Not again."
I swallowed again. "Is that why you don't use all your powers?" Anya had told me that her grandmother didn't use her full powers.
The old woman started; I'd surprised her by my deduction. "It's like you. You don't drink because of the horror of what you lived through. It's the same for my magic."
I felt another cold shiver. "Did you have to ... fight ... your daughter?"
The old woman's head snapped away from me. "No!" she insisted quickly. "Go wait outside and send Anya in please." Her voice was trembling with her directive; I knew I'd stumbled onto her private hell, the painful prison of her most awful memory. I also knew that I possessed a very dangerous secret. Trembling with fear, I crept from the office.
**********
"Grandmother said you'd tell me what's been going on." Anya slid onto a seat next to me.
I glanced at her, and then back at the floor. "Your grandmother thinks I've been running from my pain," I started. "I know I've got a lot of unresolved feelings over my parent's death."
"Are you going to be okay?" she asked simply.
I tried to look at her, but failed. I felt ashamed of how much pain I'd caused her. "I don't know."
The silence was awkward; Anya had a million questions, but she was waiting for me to speak. And my head was swimming with the things I should say, that I needed to say, but I didn't know where to start. Finally, Anya broke the silence. "All the changes?"
I sighed, feeling my boobs bounce, reminding me of the changes and the body I was stuck in. "I'm not sure," I began. "Your grandmother tried to help me understand. I think, maybe, it's because of the last thing my dad said to me." I felt my voice choking again as my emotions, already raw from my earlier discussion with Anya's grandmother, were again rubbed. "When he wouldn't let me drive, he said I wasn't man enough."
Anya's hands grasped my arm; she instinctively realized how much this admission had to hurt me. "I knew there was something. Something dark and hidden, but I couldn't find it."
"Maybe I thought that if I'd have been driving, I could have saved them. And since I wasn't man enough to handle my liquor, I wasn't man enough to save my parents." It seemed my tear supply was inexhaustible; a new batch started seeping from my eyes. "Maybe I was changing to try to punish myself, to prove I really wasn't a man. But since I couldn't get over my fear, I had to keep going further and further. At least that's what your grandmother thinks."
Anya gripped me tighter, offering what little comfort she could. "But you wouldn't have saved them," she said. "Surely Grandmother told you that." I nodded dumbly, wanting so much to believe, but not sure I could. Anya lifted my chin, turning my head so I was looking in her eyes. "If Grandmother said so, it's the truth." She looked into my eyes, and she knew instantly that I still didn't believe. "Would you like to have her show you what would have happened? What the accident would have been like if you'd been driving?"
"She can ...?" I started to ask, but then I stopped. Of course she could do that. She was very powerful. And somehow, I grown to trust her, despite her power. "No," I said, shaking my head. I can't go through that. Not again. I let my head drop again. "So now what?"
Anya shook her head. "I don't know."
"How long ... am I stuck like this? Is this permanent?"
Anya looked at me, and I saw the same sadness in her eyes that I'd seen in her grandmother's. "Do you want it to be?"
"No."
Anya's head nodded ever so slightly. "It isn't permanent. But you had a very bad case of transformation shock. You're going to have to stay like that for one or two weeks. Any sooner, and it could be harmful to change you back." She closed her eyes for a brief moment. "After that, you only get one change every couple of weeks."
I nodded my acceptance; I'd gotten myself into this mess, and now I had to live with the consequences. "I can't go back to the dorm. Not like this."
Anya's brow furrowed. "Why not?"
I looked down, staring into the canyon of cleavage on my chest. "Because my ... sex drive is still cranked up. I ..." I started to cry again, embarrassed, "I want sex. Even now." I turned to Anya, so she could see my desperation. "And I'm scared."
Anya smiled. "You can stay with me then."
I nodded, wiping a tear from one eye. "But I have work at school. And she said this was a local change — that it didn't affect anyone but me!" I was about to flunk out of school — all because I'd changed into a big-busted bimbo.
Anya smiled curiously. "Grandmother figured that you'd realize that. And she said I'd have to help you." She watched in amusement as I took in her statement. "Uh huh, I'll help you. After all, I've got to learn my magic somehow."
We walked slowly to her apartment, crossing the rapidly warming asphalt. My cheeks were very tear-stained, and I felt like every emotion in my body had been wrung dry; I was emotionally drained.
As the apartment door closed behind us, I realized that there was something I had to know. "Have we been moving too fast?" I asked in a timid voice, terrified of the answer I might receive.
Anya looked at me, then dropped her gaze. "I don't know," she answered softly. "I think so." Her voice was incredibly sad; it echoed the sentiments in my heart. "I'm afraid of losing someone again. Like you are."
With a heavy heart, I nodded, understanding what she meant. She was afraid of being hurt again, like when she'd lost her mother. It was a sinking feeling to realize that something that could have been very special was ending.
"But I'm afraid of being alone, too," Anya added in a whisper. I glanced at her, surprised. "We both have a lot of pain to work through," she continued. "But that doesn't mean we can't be close." She opened her stance, and I knew she needed a hug almost as much as I did. "Maybe we need to help each other.
With a palpable sense of relief at not losing her, I stepped into her arms, to give her a hug. I felt my huge boobs pressing against her, and I had to stretch to get my arms around her. "At least as close as we can be with these things in the way?"
Anya stared at me, then glanced down at my boobs, then looked back into my eyes. She started laughing softly through her tears. Her arms wrapped around me, pulling me as close as she could.
I leaned closer, then whispered in her ear. Anya drew back, a surprised look on her face. "Are you sure?" she asked warily.
I nodded slowly. "I think so. You didn't turn it down yet, and I am still curious." I tried to smile, to overcome my nervousness. "Besides, since I'm stuck like this for a while..."
Anya stepped back, then did a brief incantation. Her body seemed to melt and flow, and I felt myself getting aroused.
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Epilogue
Anya grasped my hand tightly, giving it a reassuring squeeze. I took a deep breath, then closed my eyes and swiped the card. My stomach felt like it was tumbling as I stepped through the turnstile. The walk to the locker room was agonizingly long, each step an exercise in fear and trepidation. I quickly pulled on my trunks, then reached in the stall and turned on the shower. For nearly a minute, I stood outside the shower curtain, quivering with fear and uncertainty. I remembered the last time I'd showered, and the excruciating pain. I remembered vividly what I'd ended up looking like, and how much it had nearly cost me.
Finally, I set my jaw and stepped into the water, flinching at the first spray on my body, prepared for the pain it was going to bring. In my mind, I knew that the pain had come from transformation shock, and that I was over it. There wouldn't be any pain. At least that's what the rational half of my brain said. But the emotional half screamed its fear, its dread of repeating the experience I'd suffered through.
The fears vanished when the pain failed to materialize. Instead, I felt the warm tingly sensation that I'd first experienced several months ago. Slowly, I felt myself relaxing and I started to enjoy the shower.
I smiled at Anya as I emerged from the shower. She smiled back, then gave me a once over. "Not quite what I expected," she said playfully.
I shrugged. How could I explain it to her? I wanted to look like a plain, average, ordinary girl. None of the exotic stripper look; instead, more like the girl-next-door. From my medium-length sandy blond hair to my incredibly average toes, I was just another girl. Blue eyes and freckles, perky little boobs and a nice round tush. A bit taller than average, but not too tall. I wanted to prove to Anya — and to myself — that I didn't need to be an attention-grabbing pair of tits on a bimbo body. I wasn't looking for trouble; I was here for the unveiling.
Anya and I walked, holding hands, to the Tiki dining hut. As we neared, I saw the crowd gathered; this was some event. Inside the hut was standing room only. Dozens of people milled around outside, trying to get a better glimpse of the temporary stage. I glanced around, seeing some of the attendees. Two women from city council were there, as were a number of prominent business women. I gulped when I recognized one of the Senators from our state; this was a very high-powered event.
Anya held my hand tightly and began to thread her way through the crowd. At first, a few people objected, but when they recognized Anya, they let us pass easily. We reached the stage, and Anya pulled me up the steps, to her grandmother's side.
I felt awkward. Here I was, in the midst of the community elite, the movers and shakers of the feminine side of our city, even of the state, and I couldn't fade into the background. Hell, I wasn't even really a girl. I glanced around nervously, wondering how many people realized that little fact. I stood among dignitaries and leaders, around a cloth-covered stand.
Anya's grandmother stepped up to the microphone. "I'd like to thank you all for coming," she began. Her voice was warm and friendly, and she was working to mask her excitement. "I'd like to introduce one of our special guests today, a community leader who really needs no introduction. She's been a friend since she built her condos next door, and she's been a staunch supporter of this little park. Ronnie, come on up and say a few words."
Ronnie Harris stepped smartly to the mike, pausing to give grandmother a warm hug. She then went into a short speech about how the old woman had found a niche, giving women of the city a place they could relax, a place they could socialize and gather without fear. I was impressed by how she strung together words into lovely statements; her speech was warmly received.
The speeches continued. The Senator got a turn at the mike, as did one of the councilwomen. I was tired, and I wanted to get off this stage.
Anya sensed my discomfort and nudged me. "See the lady beside Mayor Jenkins?" she asked in a whisper.
I glanced, then nodded to Anya. "Her daughter?"
Anya tried to conceal her grin. "Her husband." I felt my jaw dropping, and had to concentrate to keep a straight expression. "Yup, that's her husband. In fact, about a fourth of the women here are spouses of the dignitaries and special guests," she explained in a hushed tone. "You're not the only one, so quit fidgeting and worrying."
"But that's going to really spill the secret, won't it?"
Anya shook her head the tiniest bit. "Nah. Most of them won't remember anything in the morning. Except that they went to a dedication with their wives."
Grandmother had the microphone again. "When I started this park, I knew we needed a refuge, a place where women could let their hair down and play — without worrying about getting ogled or worse." She drew appreciative smiles from most of the crowd. "The community support for Bikini Beach is far greater than I could have hoped for."
Yeah, right, I thought to myself. She probably gazed into her crystal ball and saw that she'd have a good customer base here. Anya must have read my thoughts; I got a sharp elbow in my ribs.
"Every business has a few defining moments. This is one of those moments. Because the support the community has given me has made this a popular park, I've decided that Bikini Beach is going to expand, to grow to meet its customers' expectations. The women of this fine city have spoken: they love Bikini Beach. Well, Bikini Beach is listening to your enthusiasm, so we're going to make Bikini Beach bigger and better."
Anya nudged me, pushed me really, toward the old woman. I felt like I'd been set up; I didn't know what to do.
"I'd like to introduce Geri Lawson, a student from our fine university who's getting a degree in architecture. Geri impressed me with her skills, and she's been the key in designing the new expansion of Bikini Beach."
My cheeks reddened as I was acknowledged. I vowed, under my breath, to get Anya for this.
"Geri did most of the design work for the two new theme areas of Bikini Beach — the Ancient World, and the Jungle Adventures. And there's a new play area for the kids — the Pirate Ship." She handed me a cord, and gestured that I should tug. I glanced at Anya, and gave the cord a sharp pull.
In the center of the platform, the cloth cover came off the stand, revealing a large display case. The dignitaries on the stage ooh'ed and ah'ed as they gazed at the model, a faithful miniature reproduction of the existing Bikini Beach and its additions.
I don't remember much more of the unveiling; everyone was gazing admiringly at the model I'd built, then shaking my hand and congratulating me on the design. I almost lost my voice explaining the themes to the gathered elite. The Ancient World used classical Greek and Roman architectural elements, together with their mythologies. The Jungle Adventure combined elements of nearly every jungle movie ever made, with heavy emphasis on Tarzan.
As the group began to disperse, I finally got to crawl down from the stage. My throat burned from all the talking and my feet ached. I started to leave, and then I recognized one of the professors from the Architecture College. She was coming over to talk to me.
"Young woman," she said in a stern tone, "I don't seem to recall meeting you." She was giving me a less-than-friendly look, as if I'd committed some mortal sin.
"Uh," I had to stall for time; surely she wouldn't believe the truth, "Dr. Evans," I figured calling her by name would maybe confuse her for a moment, "I'm just one of the quiet ones."
"Hmmph," she snorted, still staring at me. I felt like a mouse staring at the beak of an eagle just before it became lunch. "I know every student in my college."
The old woman slipped up beside the professor. "Excuse me," she said softly but insistently. She leaned over and whispered something in Dr. Evans' ear.
Dr. Evans' eyes widened, but then she started to smile. Slowly, the smile turned into laughter. "Well, Mister Lawson," she said with a grin, emphasizing the word mister, "I'm sorry I didn't recognize you." She reached out her hand and clasped mine. "I've got to admit that you've done fine work on the design."
I let out a sigh of relief. "Thanks," I mumbled. I wanted to go, to have her release my hand so I could escape.
"I should have guessed. You see, I'm a member of the park too." She leaned a bit closer. "So, are you going to join full time?" She had an almost anticipatory tone in her voice — I felt like she was hoping I'd join, and then maybe join her for some fun. After all, the rumor was that she was a lesbian.
Anya wrapped herself around me. "No, he's not going to join," she said firmly.
Dr. Evans looked disappointed. "No? Too bad." She dropped my hand. "Still, very nice work." She glanced around, and then darted off to mingle with the crowd.
Anya pulled me away from the crowd, back toward the entrance area. "So what are you going to do tonight?"
I shrugged. "I'd love to go out, but I've got a date." Anya slapped me, playfully I hoped. Then she leaned and whispered in my ear. I recoiled, stunned at her suggestion. I glanced at her to see if she were joking. "You're serious," I finally said. She just smiled and nodded. I shook my head. "Doing it once or twice was interesting. But I don't want to get used to it. No offense."
Anya smiled; I couldn't tell how much she was serious, and how much she was just yanking my chain.
"You want to go to the Coconut Club with the girls tonight?" I asked quickly, wanting to change the subject. "I thought we could meet Liz and Jenny there."
Anya smiled. "Sounds like fun."
As we walked back to the gate, I felt a twinge of sadness. I knew that I'd love to get more serious with Anya; she was fun, and she'd already stolen a piece of my heart. But we didn't dare. Not until we got over our losses, and she learned enough not to be dangerous. I trembled inside, thinking of the awful secret that I'd learned from her grandmother. Fortunately, the old woman had given me a spell that would keep me from accidentally letting Anya know the horrible truth.
Yup, all things considered, it would be a while before Anya and I could get really serious. In the meantime, she was my best friend — and my girlfriend.
As I thought about what she'd whispered, her rather steamy suggestion, I started to feel a bit warm and tingly. Maybe I'd take her up on her idea after all.
FIN (for now)
ElrodW
Synopsis: Guys are turning up dead, and the cops have no leads. Who is this very mysterious serial killer, and are BB's customers on the list?
Note — this story was posted previously on another web site. It is posted on BCTS for the first time. It is also a little darker than most of my stories, but I wanted a change. This fits before "In the Beginning" in the story sequence. Note that this is a little darker than I usually write, but life isn't always sweetness and light.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
The club was busy, but not as busy as it normally was on a Friday night in the early summer. Guys sat in groups, watching the girls, as was the usual order of business. It was evident to the bartenders that the conversations had an edge, that people seemed a bit ... wary. Sure, the guys were asking girls to dance, and buying them drinks, and picking them up, as was the normal goal of single guys. But everything seemed to be less relaxed, more cautious.
Then she walked in.
Her tight, short leather skirt and a bright red tank top beneath a black vest, displaying her ample and firm breasts separated by a valley of cleavage, was as provocative as it was daring. Her long dark ponytail reached down to her firm derriere. Even in her three-inch heels, she seemed to glide across the floor with a grace that was mesmerizing and enticing. There was not a flaw in her features, and apart from light eye shadow and lipstick, it was impossible to tell if her skin was that perfect, or if her makeup was that skillfully applied.
Every male eye in the club tracked her like a compass tracking the North Pole. Conversations halted abruptly, drinks were held in mid-sip. Confidently, she walked to a small two-person table, and with merely a smile, she caused the guys seated there to hastily leap to their feet and offer her their seats.
Conversations between men and women halted, leaving only low murmurings from the women present, cattily tearing into the vision of sexiness that had so rudely interrupted the goings-on of the club. It was as if all women in the club had ceased to exist - except for _her_.
After a long wait, while the guys eyeballed and measured and watched the woman, each secretly evaluating his chances with her, one guy finally mustered up his courage and walked to her table. He knew that every eye was on him, some hoping to see him shot down, others envious that he'd managed to get up the nerve. With every bit of visible self-assurance he could summon, he asked the woman if she'd like a drink. She sat silently for a moment while she scanned up and down his body, as if checking him out. It was to his profound relief, and the chagrin of every other male present, that she smiled and nodded.
Before long, he was on the dance floor with the woman. Others tried to cut in, to get a dance, to talk with her, but she refused. She had clearly marked the guy as her property for the evening.
Late into the night, as they danced a slow dance, the woman whispered in the guy's ear. Was there a place they could go - to be alone? The guy's heart leaped into his throat; he'd been hoping against hope that he'd have a chance to score with this ultra-babe, and now _she_ was the one asking him. He quickly said yes. But ... his buddy had come with him. The woman smiled. Give the buddy his car keys. He could pick up his car in the morning. The suggestion was perfect, and the guy nearly tripped over himself getting his car keys to his buddy. Then, to the envy of all, he walked out with the woman on his arm.
**********
Jana sighed wearily as she stepped into the bright sunlight. Police crime-scene tape cordoned off the area, and that alone attracted curiosity seekers who were gathering on the street outside the town home. She sighed again. One think she knew for certain - the gathering crowd did _not_ want to know the details of this crime.
"You thinking what I'm thinking?" her partner, a short and stocky man asked.
Jana nodded glumly. "I'm afraid so, Roy. The MO matches perfectly. I'm afraid we're dealing with a serial killer."
Roy Jenkins sighed. This was _not_ going to go over well downtown. "Yeah, that's what I figured, too."
Jana shook her head. "It's like ..." Her words stopped abruptly and her eyes narrowed as she spied a news reporter focusing on them. "Let's go downtown," she suddenly said.
Roy knew exactly what she was up to. With a news hound nearby, the last thing they needed to do was to discuss the facts of the case in a public venue. That was a task for someone higher-up. They climbed into Jana's car.
"It's like ... I don't know," Jana continued as soon as the car was rolling. "I've never heard of anything like it."
"Kind of like the cattle mutilations?" Roy speculated. He saw Jana's confused look. "Quite a few years ago, farmers in the Midwest reported cattle strangely mutilated. Parts surgically removed, in the middle of fields, and with no trace."
Jana pushed away the embarrassment that threatened. "Yeah. But that's the Midwest. That's not here. Guys aren't supposed to turn up dead, with their ... penises ... cut off and their testicles missing."
Roy visibly flinched as her words, as any normal male would have. "You think it might be some kind of cult or something?"
Jana sighed. "We'll see what the forensics team digs up. But ...." That one word verbalized the doubt both of the detectives were feeling.
Roy opened a notepad. "Where to? Check out the friend?"
Jana nodded. "Yeah. It's as good a place to start as any." She sighed again. "We'll see if he remembers anything else, but somehow, I doubt he will. By his own admission, he was pretty drunk and doesn't remember a lot."
**********
Norma glanced up from her magazine at the sound of a customer clearing his throat. "Oh, hi," she said, quickly donning a warm smile. "Uh, we don't get a lot of customers this late, so I wasn't ..."
The guy shifted nervously. "Yes, I know," he said softly. "But ... well, you know, with the ... murders ..."
Norma nodded in understanding. Three consecutive weekends, three unsolved murders. All single guys, and all were rather ... gruesome. After the news of the third murder had broken, she secretly thanked the fates for protecting her from such an end. The fates ... and Grandmother.
The guy cleared his throat again. "Yeah, but, well, I figured I shouldn't take any chances." He forced a laugh, which echoed nervously. "Unless I want to be a hermit, I figured it was safer to go out after, uh, you know..."
Even though, at first glance, the guy didn't look like he'd be singled out, she understood why he might be nervous. One of the victims had been stereotypically nerdish, like this guy. Even a nerd wasn't safe.
Norma nodded, showing the friendly smile that Grandmother expected of her employees. "One or two?"
The guy started. "Huh? Oh. How long. One day." He seemed to know how the park operated.
Norma took his money and rang up the sale. "Kind of eerie, isn't it," she said, making conversation while she was waiting for the ticket to print.
The guy nodded. "And the police haven't got any clues." He shuddered visibly. "I know _I_ wouldn't go out without ..." he smiled nervously as he glanced at the gate, "you know."
Norma nodded. "You're not the only one," she said as she handed him the ticket. "I think a lot of guys are a bit nervous." She gestured to the gate. "I gather you know how it works? Slide your card, change in the men's room, and shower before you leave?"
The man smiled and nodded. "Yeah. I've done this a couple of times before." He glanced around and lowered his voice. "The first time, a friend tricked me. But, well, I guess it was okay. And now, it's ... well, it's kind of like a lifesaver." He frowned, as if he'd said too much, and scurried off toward the gate.
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Jana stared forlornly into her coffee mug, ignoring the taco salad in front of her. She just shook her head back and forth, her lips pursed tightly together and her eyes narrowed in frustration.
"Jana, if I'd have wanted to eat alone, I wouldn't have invited you," Anya said playfully as she watched her friend.
Jana looked up suddenly, startled. "Oh?" She shook off some mental cobwebs. "Sorry. I've just been thinking."
Anya didn't need to read minds to know what Jana was thinking about. "Still no leads?"
Jana shook her head. "There's no pattern." She sounded frustrated; in reality, her voice conveyed only a tiny fraction of her emotions. "The first victim - middle-aged, recent divorcee. Picked up at the golf club, then murdered at his house. Second victim - twenty-eight, single, computer engineer. Picked up at a nightclub and then murdered in his apartment. Third victim - fifty-five year old African-American, retired Army sergeant, working at a halfway house." She looked down at the table, her head shaking. "In all three cases, nothing was stolen, nothing was missing. And there is _no_ connection among any of the victims. It's like they were chosen at random."
Anya forced a smile. "Sometimes, it's better to be a girl."
Jana saw through the phony display of bravado. "The press is having a field day with this. You know, incompetent police department and so on."
Anya nodded sympathetically. "Yeah, I know. You know what the press is calling it? The 'Black Widow' murders."
Jana grimaced. "Yeah, that's what we've heard."
**********
"Shit!" Roy exclaimed in frustration as he pulled up to the condo. "Shit, shit, shit!"
Jana forgave his profanities. In truth, her frustration would have led to vocal outbursts that made his profanity look tame. "I was hoping it was over."
Roy looked around the gathering of news reporters and swore again. "So was I." They'd hoped, after a weekend without one of the brutal murders, that the crime spree was ended. That hope was dashed. "Well, shall we go look?"
Jana shook her head. "I'd rather not...."
Roy understood her. "Bet he's naked, on bed on his back, and with his ... organ ... severed?"
Jana nodded glumly. "And no clues." The two climbed from Roy's car and ducked under the 'crime scene' tape, carefully avoiding reporters and microphones as they did so. Jana walked up to an officer by the door. "Forensics given it the once-over?"
The uniformed officer nodded. "Yeah. They got done about ten minutes ago."
"Anything?"
The officer shook his head. "They didn't sound too positive. Some prints, but nothing else."
"Maybe the bitch that did this nicked herself on the knife this time," Roy offered. "It'd be nice to get a clue."
Another officer joined the group. "Roy, Jana," he greeted them politely and informally.
"What've we got," Roy asked. "Same thing?"
The new officer nodded. "Multiple stab wounds to the chest and torso. And the mutilation. Same as the others."
"Meat wagon got the ... victim yet?" Jana asked.
"You just missed them."
Jana felt a shudder of relief. She hadn't wanted to look at another victim. She shook her head. "We'll get the reports from the coroner and from Forensics," she said quickly. She could tell Roy was equally relieved that there wasn't a body to view and examine.
Roy took a look at one of the officer's notebooks. "No witnesses?"
"Just a friend who was out with the guy."
Jana nodded. "Let's go have a talk with this friend," she said, a little too hastily, she realized almost as soon as she'd spoken.
They ducked back under the yellow tape, and the media descended on them like a swarm of locusts.
"Have you got new leads?"
"Is this another of the 'Black Widow' murders?"
"Is there any truth to the rumor that this is the work of a deranged prostitute?"
Roy turned and held up his hands, gesturing for silence. The reporters slowly hushed. "I have nothing to say except that an investigation is under way. Official news will come from downtown." He spun, even as the questions resumed at rapid-fire pace.
"Damned maggots!" Roy cursed after his door had slammed shut.
Jana shook her head sadly. "Some people would say that they're just doing their jobs."
"Damned gruesome jobs," Roy said bitterly.
They drove in silence to another apartment building. It was a short walk to the second-floor landing. The door opened a crack after the two knocked. "Yes?"
Roy and Jana flashed their badges. "Police," Roy said solemnly. "We'd like to talk to you about Mister Williams."
The man nodded, then closed the door, unlatched the burglar latch, and opened the door again. "Come in, please," he said. He sounded almost mechanical, and his face looked pale and haggard. He gestured toward the sofa. "Would you like to sit down?"
Jana nodded in the direction of the dining table. "It'd probably be easier at the table," she offered. "Writing notes, you see."
"I already talked to an officer," the man said, a touch defensively.
Jana nodded. "I know. We're following up."
"You don't think I ...?"
Roy shook his head. "We don't have any suspects ... yet."
"We need to interview anyone who had contact with Mister Williams last evening. And you were one of the last to see him."
The man digested what she'd said. "Yeah," he finally answered. "We were at a party last night."
"Did you see him leave?"
The man shook his head. "No. A couple of guys and I were on the other side of the hall."
"Did you see him with anyone?"
The man closed his eyes and thought for a moment. "Lou was ... dancing. With a pretty good looking girl."
Jana frowned; she could tell her partner was thinking the exact same thing. Black Widow. "Did you get a good look at her?"
The man closed his eyes again and concentrated. "I'm not sure. We'd ... well, we were kind of drunk. And there were lots of people." He opened his eyes, and Jana could see just how sunken and lifeless he looked. "She was ... sexy. Really, really sexy. Medium height, knock-out body. Long black hair. And black mini-skirt and vest." He shook his head. "That's about all I remember."
"Would you mind coming downtown with us?" Roy asked slowly. "We'd like you to talk to a sketch artist." He fought to keep his hopes from rising. Most police sketches were wildly inaccurate, drawing as they did from the memories of distraught people. But this was the first case someone had even a _vague_ description. Any lead was better than what they had so far.
**********
Anya walked quickly toward the booth, her expression growing more concerned with each passing step. There was a line of guys at the booth - a _long_ line. She opened the door and stepped into the small building. "What's up, Vicky?" she asked quickly, glancing out through the glass at the line of men.
Vicky glanced outside, then she looked at Anya. "The computer says we've sold our allotment of passes for the day," she reported. "But these guys are getting pretty insistent." She nodded toward the window, where a nerdish-looking guy stood impatiently.
"We want to buy passes," he demanded. "Me and my friend here - we need them."
Anya nodded slowly. "You've been here several times before, haven't you?" she asked cautiously.
The guy seemed taken aback that Anya knew him - or at least that he was a repeat customer. "That's right," he confirmed. "But ... look, I've been a loyal customer, and you should encourage repeat customers!"
"You understand that we can only allow a certain number of people in the park. And since most of our customers are women with memberships, we have to limit the number of ... guests ... we permit."
The guy shook his head angrily. "I don't want to go _in_ your damned park!" he barked. "I just want to change ... so I don't end up ... dead!" Despite his façade of anger, he was clearly afraid, and his voice nearly cracked.
Anya saw the others within earshot nodding their agreement. The murmuring of the guys was getting more intense, hinting of unpleasantness if something weren't done, and quickly. Anya glanced back at the guys. "Sell them," she said firmly. She ducked out the door and rounded the corner. "Come here a moment, please."
The guy looked concerned, then he pocketed his pass and stepped away from the window. "What?" he asked, confusion showing on his features. He looked like a bookkeeper - late twenties or early thirties, small frame, modest height, glasses, neatly trimmed hair.
Anya shook her head. "It's nothing bad. It's just that, well, you can't bring every guy you meet here."
The guy frowned. "Why not? We have every right to be safe from that ... that murderer!"
Anya conceded his point. "But this is a private park. We can't support the entire male population of this city!" She shook her head. "And you guys can't go around living your lives in fear. You can't hide forever!"
The guy scowled. "You'd be singing a different tune if it were women being murdered!"
Anya shook her head again. "There are other ways to deal with this. Stay in groups. Don't pick up strange women. Be ... safe."
"That's easy for some people," the guy said, his voice almost angry. "But for those of us who are single, we need to meet girls. We need to have some ... fun!"
Anya shook her head sadly. "If you're going to take chances, you're going to have to deal with the risks." She glanced at all the guys. "You _know_ that you and the other guys won't remember anything, don't you?"
The guy looked a little defiant. "Better chance not remembering one night than being dead."
"And there are risks," Anya continued. His eyes widened, and she nodded. "I can tell you've had sex ... as a woman." The guy dropped his gaze as his face flushed crimson. Anya's voice was non-judgmental, almost kind. "And that's _your_ business. But do you know that if you do that, and get pregnant, you'll never be able to change back?"
He looked up, startled. "No," he answered softly. "I ... I didn't know."
"You got fifteen or sixteen guys here today. How many of them are going to try sex as a woman tonight? How many of them _might_ end up pregnant?" Anya shook her head. "That would pretty much ruin their lives, wouldn't it?"
He nodded slowly. "Maybe. But not as much as being dead."
Anya sighed heavily. "I see your point. But if you've brought any guys that end up stuck, it's _your_ fault. Can you live with that?" Anya left him mulling her words and walked back to the office.
"What was that all about, dear?" Grandmother's voice called out even before the door was all the way shut.
Anya sighed, and then she slumped into a stuffed chair opposite Grandmother's desk. "A line of guys wanted passes. They were getting a little ... unruly."
Grandmother nodded. "You can't blame them," she observed. "Besides, our take for the last two weekends is up."
Anya shook her head. "That's not the point," she complained.
Grandmother smiled sadly. "That's _exactly_ the point," she chided. "Look, how do you think Greg feels?"
Anya thought of her boyfriend. "I don't think Greg's worried at all," she replied quickly.
Grandmother nodded. "But how do you think he'd feel if he didn't have you? If he were ... unattached?" She watched a dawning recognition spread across Anya's face as the girl contemplated her words. "You see, dear, even if they won't admit it, the guys are terrified. They're feeling a fear like they've never felt before. No matter how brave they're trying to act, they're scared. No one knows what woman is doing this. They aren't safe ... anywhere."
**********
Jana stretched on the lounge chair beside the Lagoon. It was her day off, and she was trying desperately to relax. But the case just wouldn't leave her thoughts. "It could be any one of _thousands_ of women," she sighed.
Anya and Jenny, on either side of Jana, frowned. On the one hand, they knew their friend needed a break. On the other, they also knew how this case was nagging at her. "No leads?"
Jana shook her head sadly. "The guys always leave with the girl. No one has seen her car. We've only got two composite sketches, and they're so different, it's unbelievable." She turned abruptly toward Anya. "I wish I had your powers," she said wistfully. "Because nothing we've tried has yielded a single clue."
Anya sighed. "Look, if you're going to talk work, you might as well go in to the office. I thought we were going to relax."
Jana shook her head slowly. "I'm trying. But ... I can't get them out of my mind."
Jenny frowned. "Who?"
Jana closed her eyes and sighed heavily. "The victims."
**********
"I ... I can't go through with it." The blonde girl leaned closer to her friend. "I ... I just can't."
The brunette girl smiled wryly. "Yes, you can," she said confidently. "You can do this. And I _know_ you'll love it! Trust me - it'll be better than anything you've ever felt!"
"It ... it doesn't seem right!" the blonde protested. She glanced down at the form-fitting blue dress which hugged her ample bosom and very feminine curves. "It ... it seems so ... weird!"
The brunette, equally endowed and wearing a dark skirt and low-cut red blouse, smiled. "I thought it would be bad the first time, too," she said to reassure her companion. "But it was great. You'll love it."
The blonde shook her head. "We shouldn't be out. Not like this."
The brunette sighed. "Oh, all right!" she practically spat. "If you don't want to have any fun ..." She gestured to the bartender. "We'll just have one more ... for the road. Okay?"
The blonde nodded slowly. "Okay," she agreed reluctantly.
With a nod of victory, the brunette rose and walked to the bar, where she retrieved the drinks and paid. She set one glass in front of her companion. "Maybe next time?" she asked.
The blond took a big sip. "Maybe. If there _is_ a next time," she said, sounding uncertain. "We'll see."
The brunette smiled. "I see an old friend. I'm just going to pop over and say hi."
The blonde looked startled. "But ... they'll never recognize you."
The brunette smiled an almost evil smile. "Yes," she said, "and that's half the fun!" With remarkable grace, the brunette girl stood and glided across the floor. As the blonde watched, the brunette approached a table where a guy sat alone. Her charm seemed almost palpable, and the blonde watched as the brunette worked.
After a few moments, the brunette glanced over her shoulder, toward her table. "My friend seems to be a bit sleepy," she said as she turned back to the man. "I hope that doesn't spoil anything."
The man frowned. "Well, I don't know..."
The brunette turned her charm back on. "Tell you what - why don't we bring her along? She claims she's such a hot thing, so if she wakes up, we can have a little ... extra special fun."
**********
Jana sighed heavily as she crawled into her car. Another crime scene, more of the seemingly endless supply of yellow tape cordoning off an otherwise normal apartment building. And two victims this time. She drove quickly, as if she were anxious to escape this nightmarish scene.
With a grim frown, she walked into the office she shared with her partner. Roy glanced up as Jana sat down. "Same thing?" he asked, glumly.
Jana shook her head. "Nope." She saw Roy's eyebrows pop up in surprise. "This one was a double."
Roy swore under his breath. "Damn. She's getting bold, isn't she?"
Jana sighed heavily and leaned back in her chair. "It gets worse. According to the first reports, none of the witnesses at the club remember the second victim. They clearly remember the first victim, though."
"What?" Roy asked, incredulous. "That doesn't make any sense."
"There's more."
Roy sighed. "Go on."
"One of the witnesses thought the first victim left - with two women."
"But he wasn't sure?"
"Nope."
Roy turned back to his computer and began to peruse the notes on this case and all the previous murders, still desperate to find something - anything - that tied them all together. "This doesn't make any sense!" Roy burst out as he threw his pen against his computer screen.
"What?" Jana asked, startled by his outburst.
Roy spun, startled. "Sorry," he said quickly.
"What doesn't make any sense?" Jana asked again.
Roy shook his head. "Our suspect. No prints on file. No witnesses. We know she's injured herself doing the murders - we got blood samples. But ... " He shook his head again. "It's like she just vanishes!"
Jana frowned. "Yeah, it is, isn't it. But people don't just ..." She started, and her eyes widened. Something she'd said ... what was it? What made an alarm go off in her head? Her mouth dropped open. "The victim left with two girls," she repeated slowly. "He left with _two_ girls."
"What?" Roy had seen her reaction. He sounded confused. "Is that important?"
Jana frowned. "I don't know." She stood up and grabbed her purse. "I ... I need to run an errand," she said quickly.
**********
"But ...” Anya frowned. "I suppose it _would_ be possible. But ... we'd notice it. Grandmother and I would sense it!"
"Are you sure?" Jana asked, crestfallen.
Anya shook her head. "No," she admitted. "Not one hundred percent. But we screen our ... customers. The ticket window has ... fail-safes built in. It's ... like an extension of Grandmother and me."
"I don't follow."
Anya sighed. "This is trade secret stuff," she cautioned Jana, "but since you're practically family ...." She glanced at the booth across the way. "When a guy comes to the window, he's automatically scanned. His mind is. For ... bad intentions."
"Bad intentions?"
Anya closed her eyes for a moment and thought of some of their past ... customers. "Look, we've had a few guys come in with some rather nasty intentions. Grandmother and I set up the system to basically watch. If a guy has ... bad thoughts, well, those have patterns to them. We can pick them up."
Jana nodded. "Like virus signatures on my computer?"
"Crude, but that's the general idea. So if someone with rather murderous intentions tried to buy a ticket, we'd get flagged ... almost instantly."
Jana sighed as her shoulders sank. "Oh," she said, sounding defeated. Again.
"But," Anya continued, biting her lip, "maybe the perp was trying to use another girl ... as cover?"
Jana frowned. "Everyone is nervous about single girls. But if there were two ..."
Anya nodded. "It doesn't fit the pattern so far."
"Change the MO to fool a potential victim," Jana nodded. Then she frowned again. "But that would mean ... the second victim ..."
"Was one of our customers." Grandmother's voice finished the thought from the door of the park's office.
"That would explain the mysterious second victim. And the trace of rhopynol in the victim's body. The perp drugged her to drag her along? And when she changed back, she became the second victim." Jana shook her head, a grim expression on her face. "But did the murderer _know_ that the other girl was one of your customers? Or was the second victim a coincidence?"
Grandmother's face bore a serious expression that Anya had never seen before. "You need to find out, and quickly. For the sake of our customers."
**********
"You said it's like the murderer disappears," Jenny noted as she picked up her burger for another bite. She was with Anya, Jana, and Roy in a malt shop trying to enjoy lunch.
Roy nodded solemnly. "We've had a dragnet out for weeks. We've got four composite sketches that are virtually identical, so we know who we're looking for. But we have no match on fingerprints, and no one has seen her."
Jenny turned to Anya. "Is it possible that ... you know?"
Roy frowned. "You know ... what?"
Anya sighed. She knew what she had to do. "Jana, do you want to tell him?"
"Tell me what?" Roy was getting impatient.
Jana bit her lip. "Anya and Jenny work at Bikini Beach, the water park."
"So?"
Jana winced. "This is going to sound impossible, but the park has a certain ... magic ... to it." She watched to see how her partner was going to react. He didn't. Jana continued. "The park is for women only."
"So ... you're saying men aren't allowed in?"
Anya, Jenny, and Jana shook their heads in unison. "No. Men _are_ allowed in. Only, they're not men once they get inside."
Roy frowned. "You're not making any sense."
"The park changes men ... into women."
Roy's frown deepened momentarily, before it vanished. "That's the biggest cockamamie story I've heard in a long time. You want me to believe that this water park has magic to turn men into women? Got any other good ones?" He glanced around the table, and as he read the expressions of the three women, his grin slowly faded. He could tell the ladies weren't joking. "You're serious, aren't you?"
Anya nodded. "Very serious."
"But ... but that's impossible!" Roy protested.
"Would you like to see for yourself?" Anya offered.
Roy realized he was being put on the spot by this impossible story. "What does this water park's magic have to do with the murder case?" he asked, changing the subject abruptly.
"If the murderer vanishes, maybe the murderer is really one of Bikini Beach's customers. After she changes back, there's no trace of her - until she strikes again."
Roy glanced around the table at the somber expressions. "I'm not sure I'm ready to buy this idea," he said cautiously.
Anya nodded. "Let's show you so you believe. Then we can talk about the possibilities."
Roy glanced around once more, and he started to feel uneasy. "This ... change. It's not ... permanent, is it?"
Anya smiled enigmatically. "Not unless you want it to be."
Roy gulped and shook his head. "Since everything else seems to be a dead end, I guess I don't have anything to lose ..."
Jana nodded, pulled some money from her purse, and threw it on the table. "Grab your stuff. We'll eat on the way."
"I just hate to eat and run all the time," Jenny said wryly. "I guess it goes with the job ... and the boss!" She saw Anya wrinkle her nose and decided her little inside joke was out of place this time.
The drive to the park was short and silent, and as they got out of Jana's car, Roy glanced around nervously. He was starting to feel uneasy about the entire prospect. Anya retrieved a plastic card from what looked like a ticket booth and handed it to Roy. He looked questioningly at her. "Just swipe it to open the gate, then go to the men's locker. We've got spare men's swimsuits there, so you can just borrow one of those. Take a shower, and we'll meet you outside."
Roy frowned. "And what happens? A bolt of lightning or something?"
Anya glanced at Jenny and smiled. "Or something," she answered simply.
"Okay." Roy took a deep breath and braced himself, then he swiped the card and marched through the turnstile. On the other side, as he glanced around, he realized he'd been expectantly holding his breath. He saw Anya point toward the men's locker room.
It was a petite blonde, absent Roy's spreading bald patch and 'swivel-chair spread', that emerged from the men's locker. She looked dazed, almost frightened, as she glanced around. One arm strategically covered her otherwise bare bosom. "This ... this is real!" she stammered in a rich contralto voice.
Anya handed Roy a bikini top. "Put this on, please," she said. "Grandmother hates it when women go topless."
Roy took the skimpy cloth and noted that it matched the bikini bottom hugging his womanly hips. "But ... how ...?" And then, with an ease that caused his eyes to widen even more in amazement, he put on the bikini top as if he'd been doing it all his life. "How ... how did I do that?"
Anya smiled. "It's part of the magic." She grasped Roy's arm. "Let's go to the office. It's a bit more private."
As the others sat down, Anya retrieved sodas from a small refrigerator and passed them out.
"Where's the boss?" Jenny asked as she accepted her soda.
"Right here," a familiar voice sounded from the door. "I sensed you coming, so I got here as soon as I could." The old woman sat down easily in her large chair behind her large desk - symbols of her status as the park's owner. "Jana, I don't think you're idea is on the right track."
Jana shook her head. "But it's _got_ to be one of your customers," she said insistently. "There's no other explanation!"
Grandmother and Anya shook their heads in unison. "We scanned every single customer getting a pass. None of them had any evil intent."
Roy sat next to Jana on the couch. "Then you missed something," he said, still amazed at the sound of his altered voice.
Grandmother shook her head. "No. It's not possible. I scanned _every_ customer buying a pass."
Roy shook his head. "We're going to have to have a look at your records," he said sternly. "It would have to be a repeat customer. Someone who's been changing every weekend."
Grandmother frowned. "I ... I can't let you see my records," she said softly. "I _owe_ my customers privacy and confidentiality. Especially the men who change."
"But ..."
Anya nodded sadly. "Look, do you know what would happen to a man if it were discovered that he changes into a woman periodically? Or that he _used_ to be a man and is now a woman? That kind of information could ruin a person."
Jana bit her lip and nodded her agreement. "They're right, Roy. Besides, how would we convince a judge to grant us a search warrant for the records? You think we'd get away with that?"
Roy sank back into the sofa cushions, feeling defeated because he _knew_ Jana was right. "But ... we've _got_ to do something!"
Jana glanced at Roy, then at Anya. "Maybe _we_ could tail some of your repeat customers? Look for something ... irregular?"
Grandmother stared at Roy, and Roy shrank from her gaze. He felt as if the old woman were staring into his soul. Finally, she nodded. "I know you'll keep your word if you promise not to tell any more than you have to ... to catch the murderer. Isn't that right, Roy?"
Roy gulped. "Yes, ma'am," he answered softly. "I’ll keep my word."
The old woman nodded. "I need you to make that a promise."
Roy glanced at Jana, then back at the old woman. "You have my word."
The old woman smiled a thin, worn smile. "Jenny, you need to get back to work." She watched her 'handyman' stroll easily from the office, then turned her attention back to Roy. "Here's the deal I'll make with you. I'll check my records for repeat customers. You can check up on them."
Roy glanced at Jana. "With only two of us, that could take a while."
The old woman smiled. "Three. Sergeant Murphy knows the secret, too. You can get him to help."
Jana frowned. "This is going to be highly ... irregular. Someone's going to ask questions about what we're doing. This is getting to be a very high-profile case, you know."
Anya glanced at her grandmother and saw the enigmatic smile. "I'll talk to the chief. He ... understands one or two things. I'm sure he can keep the questions to a minimum."
**********
"Anything?" Jana sank into her chair, weary from her field work.
Roy shook his head. "The guy I watched - well, suffice to say I don't think he's the one."
"Oh?"
Roy felt himself blushing. "Yeah. He lives with two girls. Apparently, he changes every weekend. The girls are ... bisexual. The three of them were ... well ... you know." He broke off, embarrassed.
Jana suppressed a chuckle. She understood how Roy might have felt like a Peeping Tom.
"How about you?"
Jana shook her head. "Number 22 is clean. Believe it or not, he's making money moonlighting as a stripper to pay child support and go to night school."
Anya picked up a sheet of paper and made a scratch through the name that went with the number. She knew the number assignment was a charade - these two were detectives, and they could find the true identities of their assigned 'numbers' easily. Still, Grandmother had to at least go through the motions of protecting her clients' identities.
"Murphy came up blank, too." He shook his head. "That's about half the list. And no closer." He sighed. "If I didn't know about the magic of that place, I wouldn't have believed it. And some of these guys - I wouldn't have ever guessed."
**********
Norma smiled as the guy approached the window. "This is becoming a ritual for you, isn't it?" she asked pleasantly.
The guy glanced around, then seeing he was alone, he smiled. "Yeah, kind of. Besides, it's not so bad - after the first couple of times. In a way, it's kind of ... interesting."
Norma smiled. "And how many guys ever understand what it's like to be a woman, eh? Should give you an edge with the ladies."
The guy nodded. "Assuming I ever meet one." He lacked confidence, that much was certain. "It's kind of hard when, you know, I'm one. But I guess that's better than being ..." He didn't need to complete the thought. He paid, then took his pass.
"See you next weekend?" Norma joked as he turned from the window.
The guy glanced back, then he nodded. "Yeah, I suppose so." He walked through the turnstile and into the locker room.
**********
Anya sat at her desk, her fingers typing on the keyboard as she entered data into the company books. Suddenly, she looked up and her eyes widened. "Grandmother?" she called, knowing the old woman wasn't in the office but would hear her nevertheless.
She stood and bolted for the door, standing in the parking lot. Feverishly, she scanned the area around the ticket booth. There was nothing. Only the solitary small building overlooking the black asphalt of their parking lot.
"I felt it, too, dear."
Anya turned and stared at Grandmother, a look of confusion on her face. "But ... there's no one there."
The old woman nodded. "But it was there. The evil. I felt it's cold touch." She shook her head. "But I can't feel it out there, either!" She frowned. "Something isn't right here."
Anya felt a chill; she'd seen the involuntary shudder in her grandmother. As if, sometime in her past, Grandmother had felt whatever cold evil force she was trying to describe.
**********
The girl walked confidently into the club. Around her, the guys seated at the tables barely noticed, rapt as they were on the large-breasted semi-nude dancer performing on the stage before them. The girl scanned the group, then settled her gaze on a middle-aged man. With a seductive swing to her hips, she sashayed across the room. Only when she stood beside his table did the man look away from the stripper.
"You mind if I join you?" the girl asked in a breathy voice? Her hand absently traced its way up her front, between her breasts, until it rested lightly on the bare flesh above her low-cut neckline, her fingers emphasizing the valley of cleavage beneath them.
The man swallowed, then he smiled. "Uh, sure." He looked a bit nervous, as if he'd been caught. "Uh, this ..."
The girl eased her sexy figure into the chair beside him. "You know," she said casually, "I always found these places to be so ... _hot_. You know what I mean?" She licked her lips seductively.
The man gulped again. "Uh, yeah. You want something to drink?" he offered.
The girl smiled. "A glass of white wine."
The guy flagged down a barmaid and placed the order.
"I haven't seen you around here before," the girl said slowly. "You come here often?"
The man shook his head. "Uh, no. I'm in town on business, and I'm, uh, supposed to be meeting my clients here."
The girl's expression morphed into a pout. "Oh, too bad."
"Uh, they're late. So I guess I'm by myself for a while," the guy added quickly. He sensed some ... possibilities with this girl.
The girl glanced up on the stage, to where the stripper was performing her seductive dance. She glanced back at the man. "You know," she purred, "I bet I could dance better than her. And when I dance, you could touch, too!"
**********
Jana frowned. "No leads, again. And we've checked everyone on the list."
Anya nodded. "I'll double check to see if we missed anything, but we've gone through the bank records and credit-card records. If someone was a repeat customer ..."
Jana glanced up sharply. "If they paid with a check or credit card. But what if they paid cash?"
Anya frowned, then she nodded. "I should have thought of that! You might be on to something. Maybe you and Roy should interview the staff? Maybe one of them remembers a repeat customer who pays cash."
Jana nodded, but she didn't look hopeful. "Might as well." She laughed bitterly. "If it is a repeat customer, wouldn't that be the ultimate Jekyll-Hyde."
Anya shook her head, then she started. "Say that again," she prompted, her tone deadly serious.
"What? Jekyll-Hyde?" Jana sounded confused.
Anya frowned in concentration, then she shook her head. "I thought there was something, but ..."
Jana frowned. "Wait a minute," she said, suddenly bolt-upright in her seat and alert. "Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde were a kind of split personality. The change brought out the evil in Hyde. What if we're dealing with something similar?" She felt her pulse quicken. "What if the change is bringing out the evil in someone?"
Anya nodded slowly. "If the change _is_ doing that, that would explain ... why we aren't sensing anything in the customers when they come in, and ... why I sensed something evil ...." Her eyes widened. "It was _inside_ the park! The evil was already through the gate! And Grandmother and I missed it, because we were searching _outside_ the park!"
**********
Vicky glanced past the customer and looked at the line of guys. About twenty guys were in the queue to buy passes. She looked back at her customer. "I hope you enjoy your stay."
The middle-aged woman nodded, then she glanced at the guys in line. "I thought you said this place would be ... you know," she added in a hushed voice, "just women!"
Vicky glanced at the guys, then she smiled at the woman. "Don't worry, Mrs. Hastings. By the time the guys get done showering, there will only be women inside the park!" She grinned.
The woman glanced once more at the guys, and then she smiled and walked toward the gate.
Vicky smiled and looked at the next customer - a lanky young man with a farmboy look about him. "Can I help you?" she asked sweetly.
The young man glanced around and leaned down to the window. "Uh, mah' frien' told me you can keep me from endin' up daid like them other fellers."
Vicky smiled, suppressing a chuckle. Not only did the young man _look_ like a hayseed, he sounded like he was from the backwoods as well. "This park is for women only," she said in well-rehearsed words. "Men go in, but they don't come out."
"Ah don' foller what ye're sayin', the man said, confusion on his face.
Vicky leaned forward toward the window, her eyes narrowed a bit. "This park is magic," she said in a hushed tone. "The park changes men into women."
The hick's eyes widened. "Ya'll mean you'd be changin' me inta a gal?" He looked surprised and shocked, even frightened by the prospect.
Vicky smiled. "That's right."
The guy glanced over his shoulder. "And all these other fellers - they know what ye're gonna do to 'em?"
Vicky nodded. "Most of them do."
The guy thought for a moment. "Well, it sounds purty odd to me," he finally said, "but if it keeps me alive, I guess ah'll have a go. As long as I don' git stuck as a gal!" He paid the fee and took his ticket. "Now what?"
Vicky pointed toward the gate. "Go through the turnstile, then change in the men's locker room and take your shower. Health department regulations, you understand." She watched the guy lope toward the gate in his awkward, clumsy gait. For a moment, she had the mental image of Jethro from the "Beverly Hillbillies". She cut off the thought - it wasn't nice to stereotype people. Besides, she had more customers.
"I'd like a pass, please," a bookish looking man said calmly as he pushed money into the counter. Like theater windows, there was a small depression under the thick glass through which money and passes could be transferred without making an opening in the glass. Grandmother did a good job of protecting her employees.
Vicky nodded, a smile still on her face. From the corner of her eye, she watched a tiny light which burned red. "It'll take just a moment, please," she said pleasantly. She fiddled at the computer, frowning occasionally. "I'm sorry this is going slow," she said apologetically. "The computer has been acting up all week."
The man nodded in understanding. "I know what you mean," he said. "I have to deal with that all the time."
Vicky watched, fumbling with the keyboard, frowning, until the tiny light went out. She punched one more button, and the computer miraculously recovered. "Ah," she sighed. "Here we go." She entered the data with a few deft keystrokes. "Would you like a receipt?" she asked as she took the customer's pass.
The man shook his head. "No, thank you." He frowned. "You didn't use to give receipts, did you?"
Vicky shrugged. "Some company was using the park for entertaining clients and such. They wanted to write off the passes as business expenses, so they needed receipts. The boss decided that if they were good customers, we should help them out." She wrinkled her nose. "I think it was adding that stuff to the computers that has made them so slow sometimes."
The man laughed softly as he took his pass. "Thanks." He walked off toward the gate.
Vicky smiled to herself. So far, she hadn't had any complaints - not big ones, anyway - about the delay. She didn't quite know why, but Grandmother wanted her to let the men in very slowly, and blaming the computer was a good stalling tactic. Even if Vicky _knew_ that the computer was working perfectly. Vicky was a good employee, and as such, she was only too happy to comply with her boss's wishes.
*****
Anya and Jana sat at a table by the entrance pavilion, just in front of the gift shop. Both sipped sodas, and Jana occasionally took a nacho from the tray in front of her. "Anything?" she asked softly as she spied another girl emerging - startled and uneasy - from the men's locker room.
Anya shook her head almost imperceptibly. "Nope."
Jana frowned. "I hope this isn't a waste of time. The chief wasn't too keen on us spending the day doing this." She shook her head. "But I'd _love_ to know what your grandmother has on him to make him so cooperative," she added in a conspiratorial tone.
Anya laughed. "They're just old friends."
"Yeah, right!" Jana picked up another nacho. Then she saw Anya stiffen and her eyes widen. "What?"
Anya didn't seem to hear Jana as she concentrated. "What?" Jana repeated.
Anya nodded in the direction of the men's room. "Something ... evil. We might have our girl," she said somberly.
Jana followed her gaze and watched as a lithe black-haired woman emerged from the changing room. Unlike most of the guys, she walked with an air that seemed out of place. She had confidence, and an unnatural, almost palpably sexy air about her that Jana, even as a woman, could sense. Her bikini was jet black, with a tiny red flower between the cups of her matching black bra. Firm breasts, narrow waist, long curvy legs, nicely proportioned hips, and a firm round bottom. This woman had it all. She seemed to be sex personified. And the bikini - black, with a red decoration in the middle. Just like - Jana gulped at the thought - a black widow spider.
Jana shoved aside the nachos. She felt Anya's arm on hers, stopping her from rising. "We don't know that it's her, yet."
Jana nodded. "I know that. Roy'll tail her to make sure, and I'll stay here in case she's not the right one." She watched the woman, and her eyes widened when the woman changed course. "She's going _into_ the park!"
Anya felt Jana's panic. They'd assumed that the suspect would leave the park immediately, and had planned accordingly. "Follow her. I'll get Roy." And there was something else. The girl had a bra, unlike most of the guys who changed. It wasn't normal. And it perfectly fit her persona as a Black Widow. Anya felt a cold chill run down her spine. Either she'd brought it along, or forces far more sinister were at work here.
Jana nodded. "I'll let him know on the two-way. Meet him and get him in here - fast. As crowded as this place is today ...." She didn't have to finish the thought. If this _was_ the right one, they didn't want to let her get away. Not when they were this close. Jana stood slowly, trying to appear nonchalant, and casually sauntered off, a few yards behind the suspect. Fortunately, Jana had been smart enough to wear a tiny two-way radio so she could keep in touch with Roy.
Anya ran toward the gate. Her fingers did a little intricate dance as she muttered some words, then she dashed through the exit turnstile. She knew that her actions would halt things in the ticket booth - at least long enough for what she needed.
Roy's car was easy to find - he was parked in Anya's normal spot. "Roy, we got a problem."
Roy was already halfway out of the car. "Jana told me."
"You've got to take her place watching the locker room with me."
Roy nodded grimly. "I know." He was already trotting toward the gate. "Oh, wait!" he called suddenly as he abruptly stopped. "I'll need ..."
Anya handed him a plastic card as if she'd been reading his mind. "I kept one handy ... just in case," she added as they resumed running.
**********
The car pulled into the drive-through lane, and the woman, now clad in a tight black miniskirt, a red blouse, and a black jacket, leaned toward the speaker.
Half a block away, four eyes in another car watched her every move. "Think she's the one?" the blonde woman asked cautiously. "She didn't do anything out of the ordinary all day."
Jana frowned. The blonde was Roy, stuck in a woman's body for the rest of the day. "She was in the park all day, surrounded by women. She didn't have a chance to do anything."
The blonde nodded. "Yeah, I know." She frowned. "I'm not too happy about this," she complained. "Why'd it have to make me so ... sexy?" She glanced down at the breasts jutting from her chest, pulling her blouse out to reveal what to her eyes was a huge crevasse of cleavage. "And these things ... they're so ... big!"
Jana smiled at her partner's predicament. "Not really, but this is the first time you've had a chance to study them from that perspective. Besides, you only have to live with them for today. I bet you'll never look at a woman the same way again!"
Roy frowned. "The chief is going to be pissed at us for ruining those radios."
Jana nodded and grimaced. "He should have bought something waterproof."
"You won't think it's funny when he takes it out of our pay to replace them!"
"Anya's grandmother said not to worry. So don't worry."
Roy frowned. "Yeah? Well, what if we have to follow her into a club? Or a strip joint? Huh? _You_ grew up female, but I’m not!..What if some guy tries to hit on me or something?" She shuddered visibly at the thought.
"There she goes!" Jana snapped insistently. The two women were reminded of just _how_ hungry they were. Jana was grateful for the light snacks at the park. Jana also knew that they couldn't pause to eat; the delay would allow the suspect to elude their observation.
Carefully, skillfully, Jana drove the car. The objective was to stay near enough the car to not lose it, but far enough away to not give away the surveillance. Many detectives never quite mastered the skill; Jana did it well, which is why Roy let her drive. She watched the suspect's car turn into a parking lot.
Jana parked the car near the suspect's. "You want to stay out here?" she asked Roy.
Roy nodded. "Yeah. I'd be happier if you had a radio."
Jana frowned. "So would I. But we'll just have to wing it." She climbed from the car and followed the woman inside.
Though repulsed by what the suspect might be capable of, Jana couldn't help but marvel at the woman's confidence and appeal. Despite the murders, the warnings, the palpable sense of fear that gripped most men, she had some way to go past it, somehow appealing directly to the men's baser instincts. Fear was forgotten when she walked by. It was as though something about her was compelling men to be attracted to her.
Jana ignored the guys trying to chat with her. She focused instead on the woman. It only took her a few minutes to select a man, although Jana was at a loss to explain how she made her choice. The man eagerly joined her on the dance floor, bought her drinks, and generally ignored anything common sense might have told him about this strangely seductive woman. Jana knew that other guys were watching, enviously, as the man was slowly seduced by the woman's charms.
"Damn," Jana cursed to herself. She needed to alert Roy. She set down her soda and tried to act casual as she edged toward the door. She watched the suspect, hanging playfully on the guy's arm, as the two left the club. Jana hastened her step, ducking around the club's patrons.
As she darted through the entrance, Jana spied the headlights of a car, and had to stop short so it didn't run her over. Then another car pulled up beside her. Jana jumped in, and was startled to see Roy changed back to his normal male self. "I changed back a couple of minutes ago," he announced.
"I'm glad you were watching." Then Jana frowned. "But if you changed back, why didn't she? She _had_ to have gotten a longer pass. But _why_?" She turned her attention to the car they were following.
As Jana and Roy knew too well, if the woman was the murderer, the destination would be the man's apartment or home. When the car stopped at the man's home, Roy and Jana felt a bit more confident - so far, everything fit the MO almost perfectly. The car parked, and holding the girl's arm, the guy walked confidently to his door. A bit of fumbling with the keys, while the girl hung seductively on him, and the guy opened his door. It closed behind him.
Jana felt nervous. "Now what? Do we go in?"
Roy shook his head. "We _should_ get a warrant," he said uneasily. "We're _supposed_ to get a warrant. But we _know_ she's going to kill him. We don't have time."
Jana frowned. "We don't _know_. We strongly suspect." She grimaced. "Is it enough?"
Roy drew himself up, then reached for the car door. "If we're wrong, we're going to be in deep shit. If we're right, we're going to save a guy's life. What do you think?" He opened the door and stepped into the street.
In answer, Jana lightly closed the car door, then checked her pistol, tucked in the shoulder holster under her jacket. "Okay. Let's do it."
Roy paused by the door. They'd seen the light go on in an upstairs bedroom. "Knock?"
Jana frowned. "I think we'd better kick it in." She took a quick deep breath. "And pray we're right."
Roy stepped back, and with one quick kick, the door jamb splintered and broke inward.
Carried by his momentum, Roy raced through the door, and then he paused and looked around. He spotted a staircase, and following the sounds coming from upstairs, he ran up the stairs two at a time, with Jana right behind him. The light in the bedroom was a beacon guiding their way.
With her gun drawn, Jana burst into the bedroom. "Police," she called sharply. "Freeze!"
The woman was atop the nude man, engaged in sex as she straddled him. He was barely moving, and his breathing sounded like he was asleep, or drugged. And in the woman's hand was a wicked looking knife, its edge serrated and vicious. She glanced at the intruding police, and then she snarled, like a caged animal, and drew back the knife to plunge it into the man's chest.
Roy dove across the room before Jana could stop him. With a thud, he hit the woman, knocking her from atop the man. She screamed, and as Roy fought to grasp her arm, she swung the knife at him.
Roy's eyes widened in shock, and his body went limp.
Jana saw the knife raising to stab at Roy; instinctively, without any thought, she squeezed the trigger and fired. The woman shrieked in agony as her wrist bones were smashed by the .40 caliber slug; the knife fell uselessly to the floor beside her shattered arm. With her pistol still aimed at the suspect, Jana kicked the knife away, then she knelt down, and with one arm, pushed Roy aside, flinching at the red stain on the floor and on the woman's chest. She knew it was Roy's blood. She knelt on the woman's chest and grasped the woman's other arm.
The woman screamed. "It's the natural order! I have to kill him! He's not useful any more!" She was beyond mere insanity; she was ignoring her physical pain and, with her good arm, still groping for the knife. Her hysterical rantings were nonsense, the ravings of an obviously deranged mind. "None of them are useful! It's the natural order to kill them after we mate!"
Jana ignored the woman's irrational words and wrestled her into handcuffs. Then she bent down beside her partner. She winced as she saw the blood oozing from his leg and belly. The knife had struck a deep blow.
Roy's eyes were glazed; he was going into shock. "We ... got her," he said with a half smile.
"I'll call backup. And get you to a hospital."
Roy nodded weakly. "I'm ... I should have let you shoot her."
**********
Grandmother and Anya were waiting for Jana as she came down the stairs with the gurney. As soon as the attendants had Roy in the ambulance, it sped off, siren blaring and lights flashing. Jana watched until it vanished around a corner, then she turned to Anya.
Grandmother shook her head sadly. "We have to get downtown. Quickly," she added urgently.
"Grab my arm," Anya directed. With grandmother and Jana holding her, Anya said a quick spell and the trio vanished.
They appeared in the police station, in an office. Jana gulped - it was the office of the chief of police. She _knew_ she was going to get into deep trouble for this.
The door opened, and the chief walked in. He was not in uniform; he'd obviously been roused from bed to come to the station. Without a word, he sat down behind his desk. "Sit down, please." It sounded less like a polite request than a direct order.
"Yes, sir." Jana took a chair as ordered. On either side, Anya and the old woman sat as well.
The chief glanced at the old woman. "If it wasn't you," he began, "I wouldn't have come. What's going on?"
Jana saw Anya and the old woman glancing at her. She gulped. "We caught the murderer," she said, trying to muster her confidence.
The chief started to smile, but then he saw the look on the old woman's face. "You're making me nervous," he said.
The woman nodded. "We've got a big problem."
Jana shook her head. "I don't understand," she and the chief said in unison.
Anya sighed. "Tomorrow night, your murder suspect is going to change back into a man."
The chief and Jana both frowned. "Damn," the chief muttered. In that instant, Jana knew that the chief understood the magic of Bikini Beach. He knew why the old woman was in his office. "So we're screwed?"
The old woman sighed. "I had Anya check on the suspect's background. The man is ... ill. Mentally ill. The magic change exacerbated it. It drove him over the edge."
"To kill."
The old woman nodded. "As a woman, she's a psychopathic killer. But as a man, he's a normal accountant." She shook her head. "I don't think _he_ even knows what _she_ does!"
Anya continued. "While he was studying in college, he worked part-time as an EMT. He saw lots of violence - you know, gang wars, killings, rapes. This had to leave some emotional scars."
"But what does that have to do with ...?" Jana was confused.
The old woman continued. "It seems the first time he came to the park, the change was a psychological shock to him. It left him traumatized enough that he wasn't being careful. He got raped. That's probably what pushed him ... her ... over the edge. It shattered her fragile psyche, and built upon all the experiences. A lot the violence he saw as an EMT was caused by men. When she broke, she probably blamed all men for the violence. She became the killer. The ‘Black Widow’."
Jana shook her head. "But ... In twenty-four hours, we won't have a suspect. And without evidence to hold _him_, he'll be free, and can change and kill again!"
Anya nodded grimly. "The problem is that the change was local. She never existed. Not legally, anyway. No one knows anything about her. She is a phantom, with no background, no records, nothing."
"Damn!" the chief swore again. "I've got every politician in the state breathing down my neck on this case, and now you tell me we _can't_ solve it because of the way your magic works?"
Jana felt her world spin. "So what are we going to do?"
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The chief sipped his soda as the old woman turned on the television. Anya retrieved a drink for Jana, and then sat beside her friend.
On the screen, an earlier news conference was playing. The chief stood at a podium. Microphones, labeled with every television and radio call letter imaginable including every major network, made it appear that the chief's head was supported not by a neck and torso, but by the bouquet of microphones. "Let me begin with a statement," he said in his low gruff voice. "Last evening, two of our officers, acting on a tip, followed and confronted a suspect in the serial murder case. One of the officers was injured, and the suspect fled in her car. Officers joined a chase, which unfortunately ended in tragedy when the woman lost control and crashed into a fuel truck." The image on the screen cut to video of a raging inferno, with the outline of a car and a tanker truck barely visible through the intense flames. The chief's voice continued. "By the time we were able to extinguish the fire, the suspect was deceased. Based on the evidence we've looked at so far, it appears that the serial murder case will soon be closed."
The video cut back to the chief. "I'll try to answer any questions now." His image pointed. "Yes?"
Another voice sounded on the television. "How confident are you that the suspect is the real Black Widow?"
"My officers confronted her as she was about to take another victim. Besides the knife she was using, we found a second knife at her home with blood stains. Forensics has already matched those blood stains with one of the victims. Yes?"
"Is it possible that the deceased was set up by the real killer?"
In the park office, the chief snorted. "Turn that damned thing off," he growled.
The old woman complied. "So it looks like they bought it?"
The chief nodded slowly. "I didn't think we'd get away with it. Setting up the crash was a stroke of genius. And the fact that the intended victim was drugged so he couldn't contradict anything we said." He sank back in his chair and the faint tracings of a smile crossed his features. "I owe you. Again."
"How's Roy?" Anya asked.
The chief shook his head. "Not good. The surgeons say he's stable, but the knife cut him pretty deep." He snorted. "And the damned reporters didn't even ask about him!"
Jana sighed. "I don't like it," she said softly. "The real killer is still on the loose, instead of being locked up where he belongs."
The old woman shook her head sadly. "Dave Samuels wasn't the killer. It was his alter ego. His 'Miss Hyde'. It wouldn't be fair to punish him for something _he_ didn't do. Something that he doesn't even _know_ he did."
The chief frowned. "I can't agree. He should be punished for what he did."
Anya sighed. "Would you punish him for something he couldn't control? Would that be fair? In order to bring _her_ to trial, we'd have to make the spell permanent. Is _that_ fair to him?" She shook her head.
"But the murderer is still inside his head. What if she gets out and starts killing again?" Jana asked. She sounded genuinely troubled.
The old woman shook her head sadly. "In this case, there aren't any perfect solutions. It's not black and white."
Anya nodded her agreement. "The best we can do is to help him so _she_ never comes back."
Grandmother nodded. "Anya put a mental block on him, so he never remembers the evil his alter ego did. She also put a block on him so he'll never come to my Park again, or ever try to find any other way to change into a woman again."
"You hope."
Grandmother stared at Jana for a moment. Then she slowly nodded. "We hope." She sighed. "That's all we can do. Hope."
**********
Roy hobbled on his cane through the door and sat down. He was limping badly, and every movement seemed to draw pain on his face.
"It's good to see you're back on your feet, Roy," Anya said warmly as she darted to give him a quick hug. She gave him an arm to help him sit down.
Roy took a few quick breaths. "It's still pretty painful, but the therapists are insisting that I move as much as I can."
The old woman turned her chair and faced Roy. "I'm glad you could make it," she said, her voice carefully neutral.
Anya glanced at her grandmother, puzzled by her choice of words. The old woman smiled thinly. "Anya, could you please leave us to have a private discussion?"
Anya looked at her watch. "Sure, Grandmother. I'm supposed to be meeting Jana for dinner." She paused a beat. "There are some private matters she and I are going to be talking about."
Grandmother frowned. "Have a good time then," she said halfheartedly, "and tell her I said 'Hello.'" Beneath her desk, her hands trembled as her senses gave her a warning - of something. She didn't quite know what, but she _knew_ Anya was up to something. And with a detective ....
As the door closed behind Anya, the detective sighed. "She's a good girl," he observed.
The old woman nodded. "That she is. But you didn't come here to talk about Anya."
Roy laughed and dropped his gaze for a moment. "No," he admitted, "I didn't." He glanced up again and sighed heavily. "The answer is no."
The old woman's eyes widened. "Are you sure?"
Roy leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes. "I know the doctors can't fix ... things. I'm never going to be a complete man again." He sighed again. "And Jana gave me the complete sales pitch. You could give me a new life, give me back a few years, make me whole again. But I'd have to become a woman." He shook his head sadly. "I can't do it. Not right now."
"But ..."
Roy shook his head again. "I can't. It was too hard to be a woman for those two days." He touched his heart. "In here, I mean." He then touched his head. "And in here." His hands dropped back to rest on his cane. "I'm a crusty old man who's too set in his ways to change."
The old woman nodded, her face impassive. "With your wife ... gone, and your children in college, it wouldn't be ... well, I can arrange it so your children are still your children if you'd like."
Roy shook his head. "That's not it." He saw the old woman's expression and laughed. "Well, maybe a little."
"Then what, if I may ask?"
"I'm just an old warhorse. I've been on the force for thirty-five years. I've been wounded in the line of duty four times. I've been a cop all my life, and I guess I want to go out a cop."
"So now what? You move to a desk job to finish your career? Or retire on disability?" The old woman shook her head. "That doesn't sound like much of a life to an officer like yourself."
Roy nodded. "I know. But ... it's just too much of a change for me to handle. You know, Anya told me that there are a lot of men ... er, women, who are your customers. Ladies who used to be men. She even introduced me to a couple of them so I could hear their stories, find out what they really think."
"And?"
Roy shook his head. "Maybe they could do it. I don't think I can."
"Jana is going to miss having you as a partner."
Roy nodded sadly. "She's a good kid. And a good cop. Smart. I'm going to miss working with her, too."
"And if you changed, you could be more than a desk-bound cop again." The old woman shook her head sadly. "This city needs good policemen like you."
Roy smiled. "I appreciate the complement. And the sales pitch. But the answer still has to be no. I just _can't_." He rose awkwardly to his feet, leaning heavily on his cane. "And while I appreciate your hospitality, I know you have a business to run. So I'll get out of your hair."
The old woman nodded her understanding. "You know you can always change your mind."
Roy paused in the doorway and nodded. A faint smile showed on his face. "I know. And someday, maybe I will."
Roy hobbled off, letting the door close and block out the bright sunlight. The old woman paused a moment, watching after him. She knew he'd never come back. It wasn't in his character. And that was too bad.
***** Epilogue *****
"You wanted to see me, Boss?" Jenny stood in the door of the park's office.
The old woman glanced up from her computer, and she nodded. "Please come in. Sit down. You want to grab a soda or something?"
Jenny shook her head as she eased herself into a chair. "No, thanks."
"You've been a bit ... distracted lately," the old woman observed after an awkward moment of silence.
Jenny's eyes narrowed. "I ... I'm not sure I understand." She sounded cautious and defensive.
The old woman sighed and shook her head. "No, it's not that. You're doing your work ... exceedingly well. As usual."
Jenny's frown deepened. "Then what?"
"You've been thinking a lot about Roy, haven't you?"
Jenny's eyes closed and she slowly nodded. "I don't suppose it would do any good to try to deny it. Is it a problem?"
The old woman shook her head. "No, not to me. I was wondering if it was distracting you?"
Jenny leaned back and sighed. "I ... I don't know. I've been thinking a lot about it. And not just Roy. It's about me." She sighed again. "I mean, you gave me a second chance. The same as you gave him. The difference is, I took it, while he didn't."
"And you're wondering if you did the right thing?"
Jenny nodded slowly. "Yeah."
The old woman nodded her understanding. "Jenny, you did what _you_ felt you had to do. Roy did exactly the same. What's right for you isn't necessarily right for someone else."
"Thanks," Jenny said simply. "I needed to hear that." She stood abruptly. "I think I've got to get back to work." As she strolled to the door, she saw the old woman turn back to her computer. She paused in the doorway. "Boss?"
The old woman lifted her head, surprised. "Yes?"
"Are you and Anya ... okay?" Jenny asked hesitantly. "It seems like you two are - I don't know - more at odds lately."
The old woman started, surprised by Jenny's observation. Her mouth started to move, then it froze, as if the words refused to come out. "Everything is okay," she answered as she looked back to the computer screen. "Anya is just growing, and needs to learn some independence. That's all."
Jenny frowned. Something about the old woman's expression troubled her. "Oh. This doesn't have anything to do with Anya asking Jana to help find out about her mother, does it?"
The old woman glanced up quickly, and the expression on her face chilled Jenny to the bone. She looked beyond pale, nearly white with a plainly visible fear. Her fingers trembled uncontrollably over the keyboard, and her lower lip quivered. Then the old woman looked back at her work. "We're ... okay," she said, failing completely to sound confident.
Jenny felt the stabbing fear of uncertainty as she let the door close. Never had she seen the old woman so thoroughly upset. And despite her boss's reassuring words, it most definitely _wasn't_ okay. If anything, the tension between the two was getting worse. Jenny couldn't shrug off the feeling of foreboding as she walked back to her maintenance shack.
FIN
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Despite the girls telling them no, the boys follow Natalya, Megan, and her friends to Bikini Beach to surprise them. Now the girls have to deal with an unexpected complication in their tween romances, and then the fallout of the boys having changed afterwards.
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The sound of happy children echoed through the halls of the school and spilled through the open doors to the outside. Under the watchful eyes of supervising teachers, the children in the junior high school were barely able to keep from dashing down the halls. Another school day had ended, and with it, the children felt liberated from boring classes. More importantly, this was no ordinary end of the school day, for it was Friday. An entire free weekend lay in front of the boisterous girls and boys.
Outside the school building, a long row of yellow buses stood in a neat line, their doors gaping open, waiting for the children to board and be seated for their rides home. One would have thought that the youths would anxiously board their rides, eager to be on their way, but the kids stood around between the school and the buses in small clusters. A day's worth of news and gossip, and a weekend's worth of planning, demanded their immediate attention. They all could have used their phones to discuss and coordinate, and indeed, they would later — until the wee hours (to the consternation of many parents) — but right now, they had a need for the personal touch of the little huddles of friends. The buses could wait until the last minute, and possibly beyond. The kids knew the official rule — the buses would leave whether the students were aboard or not. They also knew that the teachers would hate to delay the start of their own weekends to watch a few stray kids until the parents could be bothered to pick them up. The buses would wait. They always had, and they always would.
One small group of girls, not unlike many others like it, stood, chattering excitedly. Natalya Michaels — Natty to her friends — grinned as she asked her friends, "What are we doing this weekend?" Natty was a typical twelve year-old girl, a bit gangly and awkward, with beautiful dark brown, medium-length hair.
"I heard the boys are planning to go to Fun Zone," Natty's best friend, Megan, answered in her usually bubbly, enthusiastic tone. She was about Natalya’s age, and rather slender and freckled, with her sandy-blonde hair in a braided ponytail.
Another girl pouted. "I was hoping we could go to the park," Ashley said. "We haven't been there for a couple of weeks." Just from the way she stood and spoke, it was evident that Ashley considered herself the leader of the group. It was possibly because she was developing a little more quickly than her contemporaries, or because she was a couple of inches taller, but she came across as the queen bee, but without seeming brash or arrogant.
"Yeah," two of the other girls in the group, Sydney and Kelly, echoed in unison.
Sydney added, "We can go to Fun Zone when it's raining. Let's go to the park." The park to which the girls referred was Bikini Beach, a noted water park in the city that was very popular with girls. It had all sorts of attractions that interested the girls, including various tube and body slides, a wave pool, and a game area called the Junior Lifeguard Academy. The girls were all members of the park, and hung out there together most of the summer.
"Yeah, it was raining the last three weekends, so we didn't get to do much swimming," Megan noted.
"Okay, so we'll go to Bikini Beach?" Ashley threw out the idea for group consensus, but given her role as queen bee, it was unlikely that there would be any dissent.
"If we go, I'm going to go to Coach Lisa's diving clinic in the morning," Natty interjected. "I learn a lot from her."
"If you get too much better, you'll show up Jeff again, and then he won't like you!" Sydney teased.
In response, Natty stuck her tongue out at her friend. "You're just jealous that I've got a boyfriend!" she countered. Their banter was friendly, so neither girl's feelings were hurt.
"I heard Syd's got a thing for Doug," Megan said with a grin.
"I do not!" Sydney retorted sharply.
"So why are you always looking at him with goo-goo eyes?" Ashley teased.
"Maybe because he's kind of cute," Natty jumped in to defend her friend and deflect some of the teasing.
"I'm going to tell Jeff that you think Doug is cute!" Kelly giggled.
Natty stuck her tongue out at Kelly. "I didn't say he's cuter than Jeff!" she snapped. "Just that he's kind of cute! Besides, do you think Jeff would believe what you say over what I say?"
The nearby group of boys had been slowly and intentionally moving, amoeba-like, toward the girls, and Jeff Watson, the object of Natty's discussion, was close enough to hear. The groups merged, directed by some unseen force. "What am I supposed to believe?" Jeff asked.
Natty blushed and looked down, embarrassed. The kids were at that awkward age, when boys were realizing that girls didn't have cooties, and girls were starting to learn that they had power over the boys. She really liked Jeff, but didn't want to embarrass him or herself. "Nothing," she said, suddenly sounding shy. "We were talking about what we're going to do tomorrow."
"A bunch of us are going to Fun Zone," Eric, one of Jeff's friends and the boy who held Megan's interest, said, hoping that the girls would pick up on the idea. Eric DiMarco was a typical twelve-year-old boy, like his friends Jeff and Doug. He had a head of wavy black hair, unlike Jeff, who was sandy-blonde, and Doug, who had brown hair. With slightly olive skin that bespoke Italian ancestry, Eric had a slightly exotic air about him that girls his age were starting to find attractive.
"We're going to the water park tomorrow," Ashley reported, sounding like it had been an edict and there was no arguing.
"We were hoping that you'd come to Fun Zone, too," Jeff said, sounding disappointed. He stole a quick glance at Natty, and saw that she was glancing at him, too. She dropped her gaze, embarrassed that some of her friends would notice and rib her about it.
"Why can't we all go to Fun Zone?" Doug, another of Jeff's friends, complained.
Jeff's face brightened. "Hey, let’s _all_ go to the water park!' he suggested eagerly.
"No!" Natty exclaimed, horror-stricken. "You guys can't go there!"
Doug scowled. "Why not?"
Natty winced. She knew that she couldn't explain the real reason. They'd never believe her. "Just don't go," she insisted. "It's ... it's for women only." She hoped they'd believe her lie. She knew men and boys could go, but she also knew what the park's magic would do.
"How about if we go to Fun Zone on Sunday afternoon?" Megan suggested, changing the subject quickly, since she'd figured that Natty had a good reason to keep the boys away from the park. "That way, Natty won't miss the diving clinic at the park." "And then maybe we can have a pool party at my house after Fun Zone, too," she added. "And my dad can grill some hamburgers and hot dogs."
Natty leaned close to her friend. "What if your dad says no?" she whispered insistently.
Megan frowned. "Maybe I should ask first?" She blushed at the oversight of inviting her friends before her parents had approved. "I'll text you." She saw the teachers gesturing toward the buses. "We better go. One of these days, they're going to leave us behind, and then we'll be in real trouble."
The group dispersed, with most of the group scrambling to board the proper buses that would take them to their homes. After watching them go, the three boys, Jeff, Eric, and Doug turned to walk toward Jeff's home, where the three were planning to hang out for a bit.
"It's really a bummer that the girls don't want to go tomorrow," Jeff said with a heavy sigh. Both of his friends knew that he wanted to spend time with Natty.
"Why don't we go to the water park tomorrow, then?" Eric suggested.
"That sounds like fun," Doug said enthusiastically. He glanced at Jeff. "You like diving, and Natty said they have a diving coach there on Saturdays."
Jeff shook his head. "Natty said we shouldn't go," he reminded them. "It's for women only."
"My brother knows a guy in college that goes there every weekend," Eric rebutted. "So it can't be only for girls."
"My mom would freak out if she caught me going to a place named Bikini Beach," Doug chuckled.
"So she doesn't have to know," Eric replied.
"How?"
"Simple. There's a bus that goes past the mall and the water park. We get our moms to take us to the mall to hang out. Then we catch the bus to the water park, and voila! A day of fun at a water park," Eric said smugly, "and our moms never know. We'll just reverse it going home."
Jeff thought for a moment. Maybe if he could get in the diving class with Natty, he'd learn a few things, and he'd get to spend more time with her. "Sounds like a plan to me," he said as a grin spread across his face.
**********
"Natty!" The voice was loud and quite insistent, distracting Natalya from catching the wave in the wave pool, with the result that she got knocked off her feet by the surge of water. She surfaced, wet and sputtering, while she tried to locate the source of the voice.
"Natty!" the staff member in the distinctive pink T-shirt and shorts insisted once more. "Anya said you girls need to come with me right now." There was little to suggest that her request was anything other than an order. "Hurry!"
Natty glanced at her friends, and then began to splash her way out of the wave pool. "What's up, Kiki?" she asked as she neared the beach.
"Anya didn't say. All she said was to get you girls as fast as I could and bring you up front," Kiki replied. She was impatiently waiting for the girls to join her. "She said it was very important," she added. She began to trot toward the entrance plaza, with Ashley, Sydney, Natty, Megan, and Brooke close on her heels.
As they neared the locker rooms, Kiki went straight for the one marked "Women's Overflow 2". Natty knew that, from the outside, it said "Men's." Natty started to get a sinking feeling. The feeling worsened when Anya came out of the locker and walked straight to her. "Natty, Megan," she said, a grim expression on her face, "a word, please."
Anya, with Natty and Megan, stepped away from Sydney, Ashley, and Brooke. "The boys followed you to the park. They're in the locker room. They've already changed."
"What?" Natty cried loudly. It was enough that Ashley and the others overheard her and looked her way, startled. "They didn't!" she said, knowing in her heart that the boys had now changed. "How could you sell them a ticket without letting me know first?"
Megan looked at her friend. She had heard rumors, but didn’t quite believe them. That was, not until now, having heard it directly from Anya.
Anya put her hand comfortingly on Natty's shoulder. "Natty, you know we let the regular girls sell short-term passes. We don't always get involved in those."
"But ... what am I supposed to do?
Anya said, "I already calmed them down, but you'll need to go in and talk to them."
"Do they ... know?" Natty asked.
Anya nodded. "Doug doesn't, but Jeff and Eric do."
"Oh, crap!" Natty shook her head. "What are we going to do?"
"You two need to come in with me to talk to them. I'll have Dawn — that's Doug's female name — come out. She's a little miffed that the other two are still a little shy and freaked out." Anya turned to the other girls. "We'll go see what the holdup is," she said, sounding like there was nothing going on at all.
Inside, Natty and Megan saw that Anya had already taken care of the bikini tops, and had used her magic to calm the boys down She strongly suspected that the reason Doug was acting like nothing was wrong, was that he'd really freaked out, and Anya had to use a stronger spell that would make him forget. She wished that Anya had done that to all the girls, so that none of them would remember after they changed back.
Dawn was standing, hands on hips, glaring at the other two girls. "Jasmine," she said in a scolding voice, "I don't know why you're so slow today! You and Erica are just wasting time!"
Natty looked at Dawn, and saw immediately the facial resemblance to Doug. She frowned, and then caught herself feeling a little envious. Dawn was a little taller, and much further along the road to womanhood than Natty. Her long dark hair was wavy, and she was a very cute girl. Natty forced the jealous feelings from her mind. "Dawn," she said, speaking the name naturally, since the magic had affected her as much as the others, "why don't you go outside with the girls and head back to the wave pool. Megan and I will bring these two slowpokes along in a bit."
Dawn shrugged. "Okay," she said. She turned and strutted out of the locker, putting a little sway into her hips. She was practicing, Natty thought, for being around boys. Then she caught herself — Dawn _was_ a boy, at least until a few minutes ago! Anya walked out with her, leaving Megan and Natty alone with their former boyfriends.
Natty took the arm of the girl who looked like Jeff's sister. "I bet you have a ton of questions," she said as she led her further back into the locker room. Megan likewise led the girl who vaguely resembled Eric.
"I'm ... I'm a girl!" Jeff stammered, staring with doe-eyes at Natty. He looked so frightened and helpless and ... adorable, Natty realized. He was a cute girl.
Natty and Megan sat them down on the benches. She looked directly at Jeff. "I told you that the park is only for women," she said, her voice dripping with disappointment.
"I know," Jeff admitted, avoiding her gaze as he looked down with embarrassment. Suddenly, he looked up. "You knew!" he accused.
Natty sighed and nodded. "Yes, I knew. That's why I didn't want you coming here."
"Why didn't you tell me?" the new girl whined. "Now, I'm a girl — like you!"
Natty sighed again. "Okay, let me explain. The park is only for girls. Since you bought a pass, the park turned you into a girl."
"Are we ... are we stuck like this?" Eric stammered, fear in his eyes.
Natty shook her head. "You're not stuck. You'll change back ...."
"Okay, let's just leave and change back, then!" the girl who had been Jeff said determinedly.
"It doesn't work like that. Would you please let me explain and quit interrupting?" She saw the new girls silently nod. "This isn't like a normal water park. Most people have memberships. You guys have guest passes, right?" She saw the silent nods of assent. "The change lasts until the pass expires." She looked at Jeff. "How long a pass did you get?" she asked him.
"One day."
"And when does the day end?" she prompted.
"Midnight?" the girl who looked like Eric said shyly.
"So at midnight, give or take a few minutes, your passes will expire and you'll change back to being boys," Natty explained.
"So what are we going to do after the park closes, until we change back? We can't go home looking like this!" Eric wailed.
Natty sighed heavily again. "What's your name?" she pointedly asked Eric.
"Erica DiMarco," the girl said. Her mouth dropped open as she answered, and her eyes were wide with surprise. Jeff, too, was shocked at the answer.
"This is magic," Natty explained simply.
"Magic?" Jeff asked, incredulous. "There's no such thing!"
Natty grabbed his long, girlish hair. "Then how do you explain this? Or," she glanced down at the flat fronts of the former boys' bikini bottoms, "those?" Both boys turned beet-red. They realized that Natty knew how extensive their changes were, and they felt humiliated.
"The magic affects everything. If you were to call home, you'd find that your parents know you as their daughters. Your closets and dressers will have girls' clothing. You'll probably find that your bedrooms are all girly, too," she added with a giggle.
"How do you know about the magic?" Eric asked suspiciously.
"My cousin Jenny works here, and her partner Melinda used to be a lifeguard here, too," Natty answered.
"How ... how could you let this happen to me?" Jeff wailed. "I thought ... you liked me!"
"I do like you," Natty admitted. "That's why I told you not to come to the park. I knew what would happen." She felt her cheeks redden. "I don't want to kiss a ... girl! I want to be with Jeff, but you're not Jeff today." She paused. "What is your name?"
Jeff looked down. "Jasmine," he said, blushing again. It was such a feminine name, and he was embarrassed.
"It's the same way that Doug thinks she's Dawn," Natty explained. The magic changed things."
"That's ... impossible!" Jasmine exclaimed.
"Yes, it is. You're proof of that." Natty smiled as she stood. "Now let's go play."
"Why doesn't Dawn remember?" Erica asked. "It's like she thinks she was always a girl."
Natty nodded. "She must have panicked too much because she couldn't handle the change. When Anya cast her spell to calm you down, I'm guessing she had to give her a little extra help, which made her forget completely that she was a boy before." She stood up abruptly. "Now, let's go play."
"What?" the two former boys exclaimed in unison, horrified at the thought of going out in public as they now were.
"Let's go play,” she insisted. “You're at a great water park, you're stuck for the rest of the day, there's a diving clinic, the rides are fantastic — so let's go play!"
"Um, you said they have ... a diving clinic?" Jasmine asked meekly as they walked out of the locker room.
"Yeah," Natty said enthusiastically. "You want to go do that with me?"
Jasmine looked at Natty, her eyes almost pleading to not subject her to more embarrassment about being a girl. She really didn't know what she wanted to do. "I guess," she answered.
Natty took her by the hand. "You'll love it. Coach Lisa is really good." She glanced over her shoulder at Megan. "We'll catch up to you after the clinic. About eleven, over at the Old Swimming Hole?"
"Sounds good," Ashley replied for the group. "Let's go!" she said enthusiastically. "We can do the rides over in Wild River this morning!"
Megan took Erica's hand. "You're going to love the slides. They're a blast!" She pulled the girl along, her enthusiasm infectious to the new girl.
As Jasmine and Natty walked toward the pool and diving area, Jasmine was slowly losing her sense of embarrassment and self-consciousness. "How many ... people were ... like me?" she stammered.
Natty smiled. "Not many."
"Can anyone tell who?"
Natty shook her head. "Only when they're too shy or embarrassed," she answered with a grin.
"Oh." Jasmine's eyes widened when she saw the diving platform and boards. "Wow!" A woman and a gaggle of girls were gathered around the base of the platform.
"Natty, you're late!" the woman called when she noticed Natty and Jasmine walking quickly toward the class.
"Sorry, Miss Lisa," Natty said, her voice sincere. "I ... got ... sidetracked on my way here." She couldn't help but shoot a glance at Jasmine. "My friend wants to join the class today."
Lisa looked over Jasmine with a critical eye. "Are you sure she should be in this class?" she asked Natty.
Natty nodded enthusiastically. "I've seen her dive. She's good." She half-turned to Jasmine. "You better not make a liar out of me."
Lisa nodded. "You know the rules. She's got to show she's qualified as a swimmer, first."
"Okay, Miss Lisa," Natty acknowledged. "I'll go to Miss Liz for that."
"What now?" Jasmine asked, feeling nervous about the curt exchange. She noticed that Natty had changed directions and was walking toward a lifeguard in the swimming part of the pool.
"You have to swim two lengths of the pool without stopping," Natty replied. "It's the standard swimmer's test here."
"But ... I haven't .... I mean, not as a girl," Jasmine whispered insistently.
"Don't think about it. Your brain knows how." Natty grinned. "I'll swim with you. Maybe a race will distract you. And I'll probably win," she taunted.
"The heck you will!" Jasmine countered sharply. Natty had drawn out the competitive spirit, which was exactly what she had intended.
After a quick briefing from Liz, the two girls got into start positions on the edge of the pool. At Liz's whistle, they both dove into the water. Jeff had been a strong swimmer. Jasmine had to rely more on her form and style, since she was a little bit less muscular. At the end of the first length, Natty, who was used to her body, had a slight lead. When she realized that she was behind, Jasmine redoubled her efforts. She focused on winning, on proving Natty was wrong. She pushed herself harder, and as a result, she began to gain on Natty. At the finish, she was only an arm-length behind Natty.
Liz nodded approvingly as Jasmine climbed out of the water. "Pretty good. How would you like to be on our recreational swim team?" she asked. "It's competitive, and a good way for girls to practice and improve."
"Thank you," Jasmine said awkwardly. "I'm just visiting, so I wouldn't be able to come back. Besides, I'm a lot more interested in diving."
Liz smiled. "Well, if you dive half as well as you swim, you'll do great." She turned to Natty. "Let Lisa know that she's got my approval."
Natty gave Liz a hug, getting her wet — deliberately. "Thank you, Miss Liz," she said warmly. She turned, took Jasmine's hand, and scampered to the diving area.
"And no running around my pool!" Liz called out after them. It was futile — Natty was known to push the rules just enough to get attention, but not to get in trouble. Besides, she was such a loveable little thing. Liz thought about Jasmine, and what she'd said about visiting. She'd taken note of the somewhat hesitant, even fearful, look in the girl's eyes. She wondered what the story was behind the girl for a moment, but she just shrugged and went back to what she'd been doing. If Natty wanted her to know, Natty would tell her.
Natty and Jasmine joined the group of girls waiting by the diving boards and platforms. For a few minutes, they listened to Coach Lisa explaining a few tips on form for getting a clean entry. Then she had a girl named Mel do a couple of dives to illustrate what she'd just explained.
Jasmine's eyes were wide with surprise and admiration as she watched Mel's dives. The girl was almost perfect. Jasmine couldn't find any flaws with her technique or form, even though Mel seemed disappointed in her performance a couple of times, smacking the water when she surfaced. "She's good," Jasmine whispered to Natty. "She's really good."
Natty nodded. "And she's very helpful, too. She's Miss Lisa's daughter."
After that, it was time for the girls to practice those techniques. Lisa looked at Jasmine. "Mel, can you watch ...," she stopped. "Um, what's your name, dear?"
"Jasmine," the girl answered nervously. She was now in the spotlight in the group of girls, and she didn't like the extra attention.
"Watch Jasmine do a couple of dives and make sure she's safe before she dives with the class."
"Okay." Mel walked to Jasmine and Natty while the other girls congregated around Miss Lisa. "I'm Mel," she said to Jasmine. She didn't extend her hand, which seemed a little snobbish to Jasmine, but Natty didn't react at all. "Have you dived before?"
Jasmine was about to answer, but Natty leaned over and whispered into Mel's ear. Mel frowned, but then shrugged. "Okay, why don't you do something simple to start?"
As Jasmine sprang off the board and tucked for a one-and-a-half, Natty giggled. "I guess she's like you — simple means something different!" Mel gave a quick smile before returning to business.
Mel had watched how Jasmine over-rotated just a tiny bit, and splashed a little much on entry. She surfaced, unhappy with her performance. As she climbed out of the pool, Mel commented, "Not bad, but you rotated too far."
Jasmine frowned. She didn't want this type of criticism, especially from a kid who was only slightly older than her. "No shit," she said sarcastically.
Mel glanced at Natty, and then looked back at Jasmine. "You didn't check the board to see how much spring you had. Whenever you get on the board, you need to have a feel for the board. If you know how much spring it has, you can adjust your rotation speed, and you'll have cleaner entries. Let me show you." She climbed up on the board, walked to the end, and took a few bounces to feel the board. "See? I know how much spring I can get, so I can adjust for it." She stepped back, then did a one-and-a-half, like Jasmine had tried, but with a full twist. Her entry was picture-perfect. As she climbed out of the pool, she smiled at the new girl. "Give it a try. Same dive you did last time."
Before they were done Mel waved her mother over, for a minute, close, yet far enough to where neither Natty nor Jasmine could hear. A few times Lisa looked at Jasmine, a hint of a smile on her face, before going back to the other girls.
**********
"You were right," Jasmine said as the two walked toward the wave pool. The diving clinic was over, and Jasmine had been one of the more enthusiastic divers. "She's the best diver I've ever seen in person."
"And?" Natty prompted.
"And she's fun to work with.” Mel had pushed both her and Natty without making them feel like they were beneath her, but instead, treated them as equals. “It's like she's a natural diver and teacher."
"Admit it - you liked working with Coach Lisa," Natty said with a grin.
"Yeah," Jasmine said. Then she looked a bit introspective. "Will I ... when this is over, will I remember any of this stuff?"
Natty smiled. "Yeah. That's probably one of the reasons that Anya let you remember this whole thing. Not like Dawn."
Jasmine's eyes widened at that comment. "You mean that she could have just made me — not remember? And ...?" She feared where her thoughts were taking her.
Natty guessed what was on Jasmine's mind. "If she had, then tomorrow you'd remember having a fun day at a water park, but maybe not be able to remember all the details. That's what happens to most boys who come here." Her eyes twinkled. "Anya must think you're special. Like I do," she added coyly.
As the two walked to meet the others, Jasmine's worries faded, and she smiled. "You were right - that was fun!" she exclaimed.
"Told you," Natty said smugly.
"Where are we going now?" Jasmine asked.
"The Old Swimming Hole first to join the others then Junior Lifeguard Academy. There are some really fun games. Then we'll go on the rides and stuff." She grinned. "And you're going to love lunch at the Tiki Room. It's fabulous!" She saw the look of doubt creeping over Jasmine's face. "My treat!" Natty added, which got Jasmine to smile.
By the end of the day, Jasmine and Erica had to admit — grudgingly — that the park _was_ a lot of fun. They'd quickly forgotten that they were girls, and had played as hard as the other girls they were with. It had been a fun day, and playing — without the 'boyfriend — girlfriend' tensions — had been thoroughly enjoyable. Jasmine and Natty and Erica and Megan were acting like best friends and interacting playfully.
Natty noticed some tension between Dawn and Sydney, which Jasmine confirmed. Natty suspected that it was because Dawn was a little cuter than Sydney, and was strutting around like she was hot stuff. Sydney seemed a little insecure around Dawn. While Sydney was cute, she had nothing on Dawn, especially in the developing curves department. Natty started to wonder if Doug's lack of memory had been deliberate on Anya's part to prevent future conflicts between the two tweens.
Natty knew that they wouldn't have been able to play together if the boys were still boys. There would have been a little bit of competitiveness, which had been present while the two were at the diving clinic, and some natural male ego-driven showing off. As girls, with girl instincts, the former boys didn't have the need to show off. That gave them all a chance to relax and just have fun with the girls — as friends.
As the girls got ready to board the bus back to the mall, Natty pulled Jasmine aside. "Did you have fun?" she asked hesitantly.
Jasmine nodded. "I guess it was okay. And ... it was ... nice to play ... without the guys making comments about, you know, you and me." She sounded hesitant, despite her reassuring words.
"I had fun, too." She got a stern expression. "But please don't get in the habit of changing into Jasmine, okay?"
Jasmine vigorously shook her head. "Once is enough!" she said. "I've heard my older sister complaining about 'girl things' too many times, and I definitely don't want to try ... that!"
"I'll see you tomorrow at Fun Zone?" Natty suggested hopefully.
Jasmine nodded. "Aren't you going to call tonight?" Her eyes widened at her automatic comment. "Did I just say that?"
Natty laughed. "It's some 'girl' thinking. You can't help doing a little of that until you change back." She grinned. "Give me a call, okay."
"K," Jasmine said.
"And we can talk tomorrow at Fun Zone."
“Yeah." Jasmine's attitude seemed to cool at the thought of seeing Natty the next day, as if she expected it to be awkward. She turned, and following Erica and Dawn, boarded the bus.
Natty watched them go. She had a bad feeling, like Jasmine was holding something back and wasn't being completely honest about her thoughts on the day's changes.
**********
As the group played at Fun Zone, Natty noticed that Jeff and Eric were a little edgy. Jeff seemed to be avoiding Natty, and Eric seemed to be keeping his distance from Megan. Both girls — and the two boys — seemed a little miffed that Doug and Sydney were acting like nothing unusual had happened, and were holding hands whenever they thought no-one was looking. When they were taking a break from miniature golf, Natty edged closer to Jeff.
"Are you okay?" she asked carefully.
"Sure," Jeff replied in a macho, confident-sounding voice. "Why do you ask?"
Natty winced at his reaction. He wasn't making eye contact with her, and he was acting a little arrogant and cocky. "I don't know," she said. She shuffled away, anxiety filling her heart. He wasn't being his usual self. She feared that he was angry at her over what had happened the previous day at the park.
As they came off the go-carts, Jeff nudged Eric. "Do you remember?" he asked surreptitiously.
Eric nodded and frowned. "Yeah." He didn't sound in the least bit happy.
"Have you talked to them about it?"
Eric shook his head. "No."
"Me, neither." He frowned, like his buddy. "It's ... too weird." He saw Eric nod his agreement.
A bit later, Natty bumped into Jeff in the hallway by the rest-rooms. "Are you okay?" she asked again.
Jeff seemed a little indignant by her repeated question. "I'm fine!" he replied.
"I know things were kind of weird for you yesterday, and I was just afraid that ...." Natty didn't want to finish the sentence.
"I'm fine," Jeff continued. He looked down, fidgeting. He wanted to walk away, to not discuss the previous day's change with Natty. And yet, he liked her too much. He was torn, adrift in a sea of mixed emotions. "It's just weird. I mean, I was a girl, and now I'm not, and ...." He was struggling to put his feelings into words.
Natty smiled at him. "I like the way you are now," she said, trying to be encouraging and sweet.
"What if ... we'd have gotten longer passes?" Jeff asked, fear in his voice. "Would we be stuck longer?"
Natty nodded. "Yeah."
"Doug doesn't remember anything, like you said." He suppressed a shudder. "That's kind of scary. Other than Megan and you, the other girls were acting like we'd always been girls."
"Yeah," Natty admitted. "Most people don't know when someone changes."
"And you know because ...." Jeff sounded uneasy that Natty knew he'd been a girl, even if his change had only been temporary.
Natty winced slightly — enough that Jeff noticed. She had hoped to avoid this type of question. "Anya must have known something," she lied. "So she let me know about the change. Otherwise, I wouldn't have known."
"Oh." Jeff looked very thoughtful, pondering something that had crossed his mind.
Natty noticed. "What?"
"Nothing," Jeff tried to lie, but he couldn't. "It's just that, if ... someone changed — with a really long pass, no-one would know?"
Natty shook her head. She was afraid that she knew where this conversation was about to go.
"Even if ...." Jeff stopped, looking for the right words. He looked down at the floor, not wanting to look at Natty.
"If what?" Natty asked, trying to sound innocent.
"I can't help but wonder if ... you ...," he stammered. "You girls all are members ...."
"You're wondering if I ...knew ... because I changed?" Natty asked, her heart racing. She'd always dreaded what might happen if someone figured out her secret.
Jeff nodded, still looking down. "Yeah."
In answer, Natty impulsively put her hands on both sides of his face, and gave him a big kiss, right on his lips. She wasn't rushing the kiss, either. In a few moments, Jeff began to respond, and he kissed her back. When she finished the kiss, she let her hands drop. "Do you think that I'd do _that_ if I was a guy?" she asked.
Jeff thought for a moment, wide-eyed about the kiss. "I guess not," he admitted as he started to smile. He leaned forward and kissed her again.
"Ahem," Megan's voice sounded from the door of the women's rest-room. "Are you two done, yet?"
Jeff and Natty both blushed, and Jeff stepped back half a step. The noteworthy thing to Natty was that Jeff hadn't scampered away like a frightened rabbit.
"You just _had_ to do that, didn't you?" Natty grumbled. "Why is it that anytime Jeff and I are kissing, someone interrupts us?" Megan didn't laugh, and only then did Natty see that there were tears on her cheeks. "What's wrong?" Natty asked softly as she put her arm around her friend's shoulder.
"Eric ... won't talk to me," Megan sobbed. "He ...still thinks ... I tricked him, and that I'm gay or something."
Natty winced. Megan really liked Eric, and she didn't need to deal with this type of rejection. "Maybe I should go talk to him," she volunteered.
Jeff shook his head. "No," he said firmly. "He's my friend. I'll talk to him."
**********
"I just don't get how you can be so ... cool about the whole thing," Eric complained. He and Jeff were sitting on the fire stairs at Fun Zone, out of the way of the noise and kids. Eric wasn't even looking at Jeff, but staring at his feet.
Jeff shrugged, a gesture unseen by his friend. "Was it so bad?"
Eric snapped up to stare in disbelief at Jeff. "Are you nuts? How can you even _talk_ to the girls after that?" He shook his head. "I wish I was like Doug, and didn't remember anything," he grumbled. "That'd be a lot easier to deal with."
Jeff answered with a grin, "You know that was the best water park we've ever been at, right?"
"Well, yeah," Eric admitted hesitantly.
"And we got to spend the day with the girls, but without ... feeling weird about boys and girls."
Eric wrinkled his nose. "Maybe." He looked down for a few moments. "You don't care, do you?" he accused.
Jeff chuckled. "We got a chance to understand girls a little better than most guys."
"That's just ... weird!" Eric spat in disgust.
"Look, I was kind of embarrassed — at first," Jeff said. "And it was weird wondering what Natty ... well, what she thought ...." He looked away from Eric for a moment. "But she understands, and we had fun, and I like her, so I guess I can deal with changing once."
"What'd she do to convince you, kiss you again?" Eric queried. He saw Jeff's cheeks redden.
"Megan's a cool girl," Jeff continued, changing the subject abruptly. Even with 'one of the guys', he was embarrassed to be talking about kissing Natty. "I think she really likes you."
Eric's eyes brightened a little at Jeff's observation. "Really?" he asked hopefully. "But ...."
Jeff shook his head. "Natty tried to warn us not to go, didn't she? Megan tried to help. It wasn't the girls' fault. If we blame anyone, it should be us. Right?"
Eric nodded slowly. "Yeah, I guess."
Jeff smiled. "Plus, while we were girls, you got a chance to get to know Megan like she was a friend, right?"
Eric nodded. "But Megan knows I was a girl. That's kind of ...."
"Embarrassing? Like Natty knows that I was a girl, too?"
"Yeah."
"So what? It was magic," he said. "Who's going to believe that? Would you?"
Eric thought a moment. "No, I guess not."
"So our secret's safe. Besides, we've done plenty of things that were a lot _more_ embarrassing, haven't we? Like the time at the lake at camp ...."
"You don't need to remind me of all that stuff," Eric interrupted quickly, with a frown. "I guess if you can deal with it, I can too." He sighed, and then looked at Jeff. "You're not kidding me, are you? She really likes me?"
**********
"Since we can't go to Megan's for a pool party, I checked with Jen and Mel, and they're okay if we hang out and have dinner and watch a movie," Natty said. "Mel is making spaghetti. Her home-made spaghetti sauce and meatballs are to die for!
"Maybe," Jeff said hesitantly. "I'm not sure what Mom will say."
Natty laughed. "Jen can call them to see if it's okay, if you want."
"As long as it' not a 'chick flick'," Eric laughed.
"And we don't want a 'hack and slash, fantasy magic monster' movie," Sydney said with a grin.
"That doesn't leave much," Jeff frowned.
Natty grinned. "Mel and Jen have a lot of really fun old movies," she said. "And they're not corny, stupid movies either. I bet we'll all like them." She noticed that Megan was smiling again, and she was exchanging adoring glances with Eric.
Megan glanced Natty's way, and saw that Natty was smiling at her. Megan silently mouthed the word "thanks" to her. Natty grinned.
**********
The kids were sprawled around the living room, watching the movie. They had to admit that Natty had been right — the movie they were watching was hilarious. The dinner had been fabulous, too.
"We'll have to hang out here more often," Doug said with a grin. Sydney was sitting beside him, and the two were holding hands. Whenever she had refilled her soda, Doug went with her, and vice-versa. Natty and Megan had suspected that the two were sneaking a kiss whenever they could.
"I told you it'd be a fun movie," Natty couldn't help but say as the credits began to roll. She stood. "I need more soda. Anyone else want something while I'm up?" When no one took her offer, she went to the kitchen. As she was pouring her drink, she noticed, from the corner of her eye, that someone else had come into the kitchen. She turned, and smiled when she saw that it was Jeff.
"This was fun," Jeff said as he moved beside Natty to refill his own drink.
"Yeah."
"Kind of a date, but not a date," Jeff added.
Natty looked toward him in surprise, and when she did, he bent forward and kissed her. With one hand holding a soda bottle, and the other holding her cup, she was unable to do what she wanted, which was to wrap her arms around Jeff and prolong the kiss.
It didn't matter, because Jeff was in no hurry to end it.
A bit back from the doorway, Jen watched with amusement as Natty and Jeff kissed. She knew that she'd have to stop them before they started more serious making-out, but she figured it wouldn't hurt to let Natty enjoy a special moment. After enough time had passed, she noisily slid back the chair she was sitting in, giving Natty and Jeff enough of an alert to not be embarrassed. She walked into the kitchen as the two kids quickly resumed pouring their sodas.
Jeff noticed the knowing smile on Jen's face, and he blushed. He scurried out of the kitchen, back to the living room, while Natty just stared, red-faced, at Jen.
"I don't mind you getting a kiss or two," Jen said softly, "as long as it doesn't go further than that."
"How long ... were you watching?"
"Long enough," Jen answered with a grin. "He really likes you, doesn't he?"
Natty grinned and blushed at the same time. As the two stood, talking about boys, Natty and Jen saw Megan walk past the kitchen toward the bathroom. A few moments later, Eric walked the same direction. Jen frowned. "Do I need to keep an eye on those two?" she asked Natty.
Natty shook her head. "Eric was upset about being changed at the park yesterday. I think he kind of blamed Megan, but Jeff talked to him about it." She walked to the dining table, where she could see down the hall. She shrugged at Jen.
A moment later, Megan exited the bathroom, and nearly bumped into Eric. She hadn't expected him to be there. "I wanted to apologize for freaking out," he said slowly, looking down at the floor. "I had a lot of fun at the park, and Jeff told me that it was our fault because we ignored what you tried to tell us."
Megan smiled. "I had a lot of fun, too."
When Eric looked up at her, Megan impulsively wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. At first, Eric was too startled to react, but then he began to kiss back. After a few seconds, Megan dropped her arms and stepped back, looking down, embarrassed and startled by her own actions.
Eric leaned forward, lifted her chin, and kissed her again. Then he scampered into the restroom, reminded by an over-full bladder of why he'd come down the hall in the first place.
Behind him, Megan was practically melting, her expression one of heavenly bliss as she glided gracefully and happily back toward the living room. Natty stepped to cut her off. "Well?" Natty asked.
"Well, what?" Megan said. She looked like she was far away, focused on something entirely different from talking with Natty.
"Was it as good as you hoped?" Natty asked, knowingly.
"Better," Megan purred with a contented smile.
**********
"I had a good time at the park," Eric admitted to the others in the car. "Even if it was a little weird." Sydney's mom had picked her up, and now Mel was taking Eric, Jeff, and Doug to their homes. Megan and Natty were riding along. At the last minute, Natty had asked her to spend the night. Doug was the first to be dropped off.
As they drove toward Eric's house, Natty suggested, "Maybe someday we can get together at the park for fun again?"
"Or more diving lessons," Jeff countered. Eric stared at Jeff, his mouth agape with shock. "Aw, come on," Jeff said. "It _was_ a lot of fun, wasn't it?"
Eric realized that Megan was staring at him. "Yeah," he admitted sheepishly, "it was." He frowned. "But I'm not weird or anything!" he added defensively as the car pulled into his driveway.
When Eric climbed out of the car, Megan followed him. She walked with him to his door, and then, after glancing furtively around, she gave him another kiss. She was practically floating on air as she climbed back into the car.
The next stop was Jeff's house. Like Megan had done, Natty walked with Jeff to the door. Unlike Megan, she was holding Jeff's hand. Their kiss was a little longer, until Mel flashed her lights to let the two kids know it was time to go.
"I'm not going to tell anyone about the park," Jeff said to Natty as he grasped the doorknob. "It'd be too embarrassing."
Natty grinned. "No one would believe you if you did."
"Can we do this again sometime?" Jeff asked.
Natty felt her heart flutter. "Yeah," she answered eagerly. "I'd like that." She walked back to the car, just as enthralled as Megan had been.
As Natty buckled in, Megan said, "That all worked out."
"Better than I thought it would," Natty admitted. She glanced at her best friend. "I'm glad you got your first kiss," she said softly.
Megan blushed and giggled happily. "Not a much as me!"
"I got the impression that the boys might come to play with us at the park once in a while," Natty observed as they drove toward Megan's house.
"Yeah," Megan said. "It was a lot of fun. But I like it more when they're boys, so I can kiss Eric!" she added with a naughty giggle.
"Me, too!" Natty grinned. She saw Mel's knowing smile, and felt content. It _had_ been a really good weekend, despite her fears of how it had started.
FIN
Anya gives former child star Ted Bramson a chance to relive his glory years -- for better or worse.
Bikini Beach: Child Star
By Ellie Dauber
(c) 2002
Thanks to Elrod for building Bikini Beach and letting us play there, and to him and Radioactive Loner for the encouraging words and the great patience shown in editing my draft.
Much thanks also to Tiana Red Wolf for the Spanish translation that appears in this story (and to the others who offered to help). Tiana, your translation came through without a hitch. Thanks again.
Speaking of which, any Spanish-speaking readers might want to skip over the short Spanish conversation, as it gives a preview of something that happens afterwards.
Finally, Thanks to Steve Zink for his last minute editing help.
* * * * *
Ted Bramson stepped up to the counter. "Big Mac, medium fries, and --" He saw that the guy working at the register was staring at him. 'Aw, not now,' he thought.
"Hey, I know you," the guy said after a minute or so. He was a tall, skinny, boy of, perhaps, 17, who should not have worked anyplace where his skin and grease might come in contact. "You're... umm... Joey, yeah, Joey from that TV show, IT AIN'T EASY."
"No, you're mistaken." It was a lie Ted used too often these days. "I get that a lot, but I'm not him."
It didn't work. "Sure you are -- hey, I love that show on NICK AT NIGHT."
"Honest, I'm not him." He shook his head for emphasis. Ted was short -- barely 5 foot seven -- though solidly built, with straight, dark brown hair. His height had helped him be believable as he played a high school student into his early twenties. It had worked against him, though, in the seven years since the show was cancelled.
"Yeah, right... hey, how'd that song go? 'It ain't easy; it ain't easy; it sure ain't easy... being me.'" Ted winced. The kid had a tin ear.
Ted looked at the kid's name badge. "Look... Mark... if I say that I am Joey, can I get my order?"
Mark stiffened. "What's the matter? You think you're too good to talk to a fan? Maybe you're too good to be eating --"
"Maybe you should go back and check the fries machine, Mark," a new voice said. "I'll take care of this customer." The speaker was a woman with coal black hair and one of the best figures he'd ever seen.
"Hi," she said. "I'm Glenda, the assistant manager. I'm sorry about Mark, he's kind of new working at the counter."
"It's all right," Ted said, trying to smile. He glanced down quickly at her hands. Damn! That engagement ring looked new. "It's not his fault that I look like 'Joey' from that show."
Glenda raised an eyebrow. "If you _aren't_ him, you're his double. Tell you what, by way of apologizing for Mark, how about I don't charge you for the drink?" She looked down at the unfinished order on the computerized register. "Whatever it is."
"Medium Diet Coke... no ice, and it's not really necessary." He wanted to end this conversation before anyone else joined in.
"Sure it is. My employee was rude to you, and I want to apologize." She faked an exaggerated pout. "Please... pretty please."
Ted laughed. "Okay, okay. I'll take the free Coke."
"Fine." She was all business now. She took his money and was quickly back with the food. "Thanks for coming in and have a good day," she said as he walked away from the counter. "And I really do apologize."
Ted took a seat in a booth along the wall, the least likely spot to be seen, just in case. He was about halfway through lunch when he heard another voice. "May I speak to you a moment, Mr. Bramson?"
He looked up. The voice belongs to a very attractive brunette in her early twenties. She was wearing a pink T-shirt, with some sort of writing on it in a darker pink, and one of those wrap-around beach skirts. Should he lie or try to impress her, maybe try for a date? It had been a long time since he'd spent a evening just talking with an attractive woman. Not since he and Stacy broke up... was it already two months?
The woman smiled... sympathetically? "I'm sorry, Mr. Bramson, I really am, but I'm seeing someone right now. Thank you, though. I am flattered by the thought."
"How did you..." It was like she'd read his mind.
"Lucky guess." She said it a little quickly, kind of the way he spoke when he lied about being Ted Bramson. "I'm a big fan of your old show... so is my Grandmother. Even more so, in fact."
He sighed. He'd more or less admitted the truth. "Do you want an autograph?"
"Actually, I was hoping you might come over to the park. I know Grandmother would love to meet you."
"Park? I'm sorry, I..."
"Oh, excuse me. I was so excited about seeing you, I forgot to introduce myself." She stuck out her hand. "My name's Anya. My Grandmother and I run a water park -- Bikini Beach -- over on the other side of town."
"I... I think I saw a sign for it coming in from the airport."
"Probably; we've got a billboard along that road. Anyway, it would be great if you could come over."
"I don't know. I'm kind of busy."
"The play? Oh, but you've only got rehearsals part of the day till Friday." Ignoring the surprised look on his face, she opened her purse and pulled out a pen and a small scrap of paper... no, a business card. "Let me sweeten the offer a little." She wrote something on the back of the card and handed it to him.
Ted looked at the card. The front said "Bikini Beach" in the same stylized printing as on her shirt. An address and phone number were on below the name. He turned it over and read, "Okay for a two-day pass. Anya." The handwriting was very feminine; the ink the same dark pink as the writing on the card.
"That's an awful lot for just an autograph and a handshake with you and your Grandmother."
"Call it my way of saying thanks for the fun we've had watching your show. And this way, you'll have something else to do while you're here in town."
"I'll think about it," he said.
"That's all I ask." She turned and left. He was almost finished with his lunch before he began to realize just how many "lucky guesses" Anya had just made.
* * * * *
The dinner theater was only a two-block walk from the restaurant. As he came closer, Ted noticed that they'd finally gotten the marquee lettered.
THIS WEEKEND ONLY
MURDER AT MIDNIGHT
STARRING TED BRAMSON
TV'S JOEY EASY
"Damn," Ted said under his breath. "Bad enough that my name's _under_ the title, but Joey's name is just as big as mine." It was worse when he got to the theater. Half the posters had his old picture from the TV show, instead of the publicity still he was using now.
He wished he could just throw a tantrum and back out. The problem was that this was the first real acting job he'd had in months. The last thing he needed was to get a reputation as hard to work with. He sighed and went in.
This afternoon was for blocking and a cue check. When did people come onstage or go off; where did they stand; when did a sound or lighting effect go; that sort of thing. Ted had learned his lines before he flew in from LA; now he had to match them up with the rest of the cast.
He wondered again how Anya had known. 'Must have done some theater herself,' he thought. 'She was certainly pretty enough.'
When he wasn't needed on stage, Ted tried to make friends with the other members of the company. After all, they were working together. He tried especially hard with the female members.
Maya, the tall redhead, was female lead. She was also happily married to the theater's business manager. Arlene, the blonde ingenue, was dating a "civilian," somebody not in show business. Lisa, the leggy assistant stage manager, turned out to be a big fan of his old show. It seemed that she had a deep and abiding lust for Angie Zale, the actress who'd played Joey's girlfriend.
Angie was making movies now under the name of Angel Fallen. Her latest film, GOLDILICKS AND THE THREE STUDS, had just come out on tape that very week and was available at adult bookstores everywhere.
After rehearsal, Ted tried to talk to a couple of the guys in the company about going out for drinks or whatever. "You know, just to show me around the town a little bit."
Rick, the second lead, pretty much summed up the attitude of the rest of the company. "I don't think that there's much in our little town that would interest a _big time_ Hollywood actor like you, Ted. Besides, some of us have _work_ to do for this production."
Well, he had until Friday to get them to begin to like him. If they didn't, it would show through to the audience, which wasn't fair. After all, the people had paid to see the play and had every right to expect a good show. Besides, everyone would probably say that it was his fault, anyway.
He headed for his rental car. "I guess I'll find a bar and drown my... wait a minute." He found Anya's card in his shirt pocket. 'What the hell?' he thought. It was better than drinking alone, and with a name like "Bikini Beach" there might well be a woman there interested in spending some time with him. Even just having someone join him for drinks and dinner would be a nice change.
* * * * *
The address on the card made it easy to find. The water park was just off one of the major highways. He pulled into the crowded lot just as someone was pulling out of a parking space, a very pretty blonde who waved as she left. It was a good sign. He pulled into her space and headed for the gate. He had stopped at his hotel and picked up his trunks and a towel, so he was ready to swim.
The girl at the gate was another brunette, an "Earth Mother" type and very pretty as well, an even better sign. "Can I help you, sir?" she asked.
"I'm Ted Bramson." He gave her the card. "Anya said her grandmother..." He let the sentence trail off.
"I think they're both busy right now, but I'll let them know that you're here... Ted." She handed him a purple square of cardboard marked "Two-Day Pass." There was some other writing beneath that, but he didn't take the time to read it. "The Men's Locker Room is over there." She pointed. "Please be sure to shower. It's a Health Department rule."
* * * * *
The Locker Room was small, but clean and well-organized. Ted stripped, putting his clothes in a locker, and getting into his trunks. Before he went into the showers, he did a few muscleman poses in the mirror that was on one wall.
He wasn't "The Arnold," but he worked out on a regular basis, and it showed. 'Maybe I can get something in that new DIE HARD 4 they just announced,' he thought. 'An action movie villain would be a real change of pace, show what I can do with a different sort of part.'
He decided to find a phone and call his agent. Sid still took his calls, and it was early afternoon out on the Coast. Bruce Willis didn't use big names for the villains in his movies, and he knew from his own experience just how hard it was to jumpstart your career after a successful TV show. "I might just have a shot,' he thought.
First a shower, though. He stepped in. The water felt good, real good. The tensions of that rehearsal session just seemed to wash away. He closed his eyes to enjoy the feeling, and so he didn't notice the pink mist rising from the water.
After a few minutes, he stepped out and turned the water off. Then he turned and headed towards the door.
There was somebody -- a girl -- in here with him. She was a cute little thing, about 16, he guessed, dark blonde hair and with the promise of what was probably going to be a dynamite figure: broad hips, narrow waist, and, maybe, 34-B breasts. She was walking towards him, and she was... topless.
'Damn! Last thing I need is some statutory rape charge,' he thought. "Excuse me," he said, "umm... young lady..." Why did his voice sound so high? The girl stopped. Now she was mimicking his move... Holy Shit! He was looking in that mirror. _He_ was the girl. "What happened?" He said in a high, panicky, and very female voice.
"Teri Bramson," came a voice from behind him. "What do you think you're doing? You're _not_ going out there without a top on."
"Mom?" It couldn't be. His parents were back in San Jacinto at the farm they'd bought with their share of his earnings after the show was cancelled.
Ted turned. It _was_ his mother. "You look so young." She seemed to be a good ten or fifteen years younger than the woman he'd visited a few weeks before. She looked to be in her mid-40s, the age she'd been when he had started doing IT AIN'T EASY.
Marge Bramson patted her dark blonde curls. "Thank you, Teri, but don't try to change the subject." She knelt down and brushed her daughter's hair. "I know how proud, how happy you are to be blossoming into such a pretty young woman. Any girl would be. But you can't be seen exposing yourself like that, not even to a group of women. The network would have a fit. They could fire you, and then where would we all be?"
Ted tried to understand. 'Fire me,' he thought. 'Fire me from what?' Still this was just the sort of conversation he'd had with his parents a hundred times while his show was on. Dad had quit his job selling real estate to help manage his son's career. Why bother at a regular job when your son was making more per weekly episode than you make in a year? At fifteen, Ted Bramson had become his family's only source of income.
"Excuse me," came a voice from near the door. "Did somebody lose this?" An older woman stood a few feet away holding the top of a two-piece swimsuit. The match for the bottom Ted was now wearing. "It was just outside the door. It must have dropped when Teri walked in." Ted saw that Anya was standing just behind the other woman. He could see the family resemblance; this woman must be "Grandmother."
"Thanks," Marge said. She took the top and handed it to Ted. He quickly put it on, not even stopping to think. It was as if he'd been wearing such garments for years.
"I'm sorry, Teri," Marge said. "I guess you were just looking for the top when I came in."
"Uhh... yeah, I-I guess I was." Ted didn't know what else to say.
"The photographer wanted to talk to you, Mrs. Bramson," Anya said. "Why don't you go out and see her, and we'll help Teri finish getting ready."
Marge didn't move. "And you are...?
"I'm sorry. We really haven't had a chance to introduce ourselves. I'm Anya, and this is my Grandmother. We own Bikini Beach."
"_I_ own it," Grandmother said. "Anya just helps me run it." She smiled a soft, very maternal "Betty White" sort of smile. "I can't thank you enough for giving me the chance to meet your lovely daughter. I'm a big fan of her show."
"Well... I suppose it will be all right, and I _do_ need to talk to your photographer. Just let me know when she's ready, so I can make a last minute check before she comes out."
"Oh, of course," Grandmother said, as Marge left.
Ted waited until he was sure his mother was outside the Locker Room. "Okay, just what did you do to me?"
"I tried to help you," Anya said. "When I read your mind -- yes, I read minds, too -- I read yours to see if you really were Ted Bramson. It's just another part of the magic."
"There's no such thing as magic," Ted said quickly.
"So says the 16 year old girl who used to be a 28 year old man," Grandmother said. "Anya saw how unhappy you were with your life, so she decided to give you some time off from it."
"It seemed that the only time that you _were_ happy was when you were doing IT AIN'T EASY," Anya said, "so I decided to give that back to you for the next couple of days."
"But why a girl," Ted asked, "and what do you mean 'couple of days'? I've got a play to do."
"I set up Bikini Beach as a place for women to come to and not be ogled by men," Grandmother said. "If a male does come into the park, the magic is set up to change him into a female for the duration of his pass plus a few hours."
"In your case, you'll change back just in time to do the first performance on Friday," Anya said. "Oh, and when reality shifts back, you and all the rest of the company will know the cues and such because, in that reality, you'll have been practicing them for the past two days."
"I guess there's no point in fighting it, is there?"
"Look at your pass," Anya said. "It's non-refundable and non-transferable." She smiled in satisfaction. "You're stuck till then. Enjoy it."
"Who am I till Friday... and what happened to my mother?"
"You're Teri Bramson, just like she said. You and she are both twelve years younger... so's your father, by the way. He's out in LA managing Teri's affairs just like he did Ted's. You... Teri... are one of the stars of the hot sitcom SETTLING INN."
"I remember that show," Ted... Teri said. "It was on last season. A cute idea, but the chemistry of the cast never clicked with the audience, and it was cancelled after thirteen weeks."
"Not in this reality," Grandmother said. "Everything worked with you as Jenny, the older daughter. You're already renewed for a third season. There's a break in the shooting, so you're on a ten-city publicity tour. This year, Jenny got a job in a water park --"
"Yeah," Teri said, "I remember that -- how the hell do I remember that? The show was cancelled. It never happened."
"It did in this reality," Anya said. "Since you -- or rather, your character, Jenny -- work in a water park, Ronnie Harris arranged for you to do a photo shoot here."
"Ronnie is a lifetime member of my park," Grandmother said proudly. "She's also one of the owners of the TV station that broadcasts your show here."
"So, like it or not, I'm a teenaged TV star again for the next two days?" Ted asked. "Won't I screw things up when I forget myself and act like a man?"
"You can't," Anya said. "Just to show you, tell me your name and age."
"This is silly. I'm Teri Bram... wait a minute. I mean Teri. Teri... Teri... Teri, darn it, and I'm s-s-sixteen." She spat out the number. "Hey, what's going on?"
"It's part of the magic of your transformation. You'll find that you talk and act like any other girl your age would."
"You mean I'll say things like 'coo-wel' and 'fur shur'? That is, like, _sooo_ dumb." Her eyes grew wide as she realized what she had said.
"Yes, isn't it," Grandmother said. "That last little bit of Valley Speak was Anya's idea of an extreme demonstration. You'll speak something a bit closer to English from now on."
"Actually, you can still talk like that if you want to, but you _can_ control it. Besides, your mother will insist on good grammar."
"Yeah, Mom is always on me about that. Hey, I'm doing it, talking like this all is real."
"It _is_ real," Anya said, "and it will be until Friday evening." She handed Teri a small make-up bag. "Now hurry up and get ready for your big debut."
Teri took the bag and spilled the contents onto a small shelf by the wall mirror. As Ted or Teri, she'd been a professional actor since the age of eight and knew about make-up. Ted never had to do his face as that of a teenaged girl, but Teri knew how.
"Very nice," Grandmother said. "Pretty, but still a lady."
"Yeah," Teri said, "Mom won't let me... I'm doing it again, aren't I?"
"Talking like the girl you are?" Grandmother said. "Yes. It must be a little frustrating to have to always be 'on' like that, always be the nice girl everyone expects you to be."
Teri sighed. "It is -- and it was just as tough when I was my _real_ self doing IT AIN'T EASY. So there." She felt a small victory in talking as Ted. Then, she realized that she'd stuck her tongue out as she finished the sentence.
"Looks like it _still_ ain't easy," Anya said with a small chuckle. "You'll get used to it, though, and it is only for a couple of days.
Grandmother walked over to the door and opened it just a crack. "We're ready, Mrs. Bramson."
Marge rushed in and stood for a moment, studying her daughter's look. "Fine; just fine. I do miss those pigtails you wore for most of last season."
"_Mom_," Teri said automatically. "I'm sixteen. Pigtails are, like, so little girl." She turned and looked quickly at Anya and Grandmother, shocked at how she had just spoken.
"I'd say go with it, Mrs. Bramson," Anya said. "You too, Teri. After all, didn't I read that your network is spending a lot of money promoting her character's more mature look?"
"That's true," Marge said with a sigh. "I guess I just hate to admit that my little girl is growing up."
Grandmother smiled and gently put her hand on Marge's shoulder. "Don't be embarrassed to admit it. I still feel that way some times about Anya."
"The... ahh... photographer's waiting," Anya said, blushing just a little. "Shall we go?"
* * * * *
"So the big bad wolf... what's the matter, Amy?" Teri was feeling a bit worn. This was the fourth time that the six-year old had interrupted the story she was trying to tell while the photographer, Rae, took candid shots. A few of the children squirmed; they just wanted to get back to the rides in Kiddy Playland that Rae was using as background for her photos.
"What's it like being on TV?" Amy asked, her eyes wide with curiosity.
"It's fun sometimes," Teri said, "but, a lot of the time, it's just a job, a lot of hard work like the job your moms and dads have."
"I... I think I used to have a job," another little girl said. "I-I don't remember." She looked sad.
Teri's jaw dropped. Was this... child another transformed man? She looked over to where Anya was standing. "We don't talk about silly things like that, Katie," Anya said firmly. "A little girl like you can't have a job."
"I... I guess not," Katie said. "My... Daddy did, but he's not around any more."
"That's right," Anya said. Turning to Teri, she added, "Katie's father is in the Navy. He's in the Gulf on a carrier right now."
"That's right," Katie said with a sudden smile. "Mommy and I got a tape from him last week." She giggled. "He grew a beard, and Mommy doesn't like it."
"Can we get back to the story?" Rae asked in exasperation.
* * * * *
"Ready. Set. GO!" Teri yelled the last, and seven girls, all a few years younger than she, dove into the water and began swimming frantically towards the Mountain Climb wall on the other side. Rae took photos of her starting the race and of the race itself, angling the shot so Teri was in each photo. The winner was a slender blonde of about fourteen, Sally. Another girl, a perky redhead with a face full of freckles, Shayne, came in second. The two were obviously close friends, judging from the way they squealed and hugged each other when they climbed out.
Rae also took pictures as Teri, now wearing a Bikini Beach staff T-shirt, put a "First Place" ribbon around Sally's neck and gave her a coupon good for two free meals at the park's Tiki Hut or Port Landing restaurants. Shayne and the third place winner, a girl named Britt, were each photographed getting ribbons and a coupon for one free meal. The other girls got coupons for free ice cream. Rae took some final shots of Teri with the whole group.
"I'll autograph copies those pictures and send them to each of you if you'd like," Teri offered."
Shayne and Sally agreed. So did a couple of other girls. Britt shook her head no. "If we're done with this," she asked, angrily, "can we go back to having some fun?" She turned and dove back into the water.
"She's just upset at not winning," Marge said, putting a protective arm around her daughter.
"Sure, that's it," Sally said. "You send her copy to me, and I'll see that she gets it later."
"Thanks," Teri said. She smiled an actor's smile, not wanting to show the hurt. "I guess we did kind of upset your afternoon."
"Yeah," Sally said, "but we didn't mind."
"Well, that was subtle," Shayne said. She put her arm out suddenly and pushed Sally into the water. "Gotta go now and rescue her. See you." She jumped into the pool and swam over to where Sally had just surfaced.
"Could I stay here and swim for just a while?" Teri asked. Maybe she could make it up to Britt.
"Heavens, no," Marge said. "We still have a lot of pictures to take."
* * * * *
"All right now, Liz, raise your arm as if you're pointing towards Pele's Race, maybe telling her a story about how it works. Teri, you're listening to whatever she's saying. You really want to learn from Liz."
"How much longer do I have to do this?" Liz Nelson asked. "I've got _real_ work to do."
"I'm sorry, Ms. Nelson," Teri said. "I just wanted to talk with a real lifeguard for a few minutes. I didn't mean for it to take so long."
"I guess you're used to interrupting people's lives just because you want to talk to them," Liz said.
"I-I..." Teri felt like she'd been slapped. The Ted part of her had wanted to talk with this attractive young woman. The Teri part wanted to find out what it was like to be a lifeguard, so she could play the part better on her show.
"There's no need to be rude," Marge said.
Liz saw Teri's reaction and felt a pang of guilt. "I-I'm sorry, Teri, I guess I'm just a little grumpy today. You know how a girl can get sometimes."
"No, I did interrupt things, and I'm the one who should be sorry." Then she realized what Liz meant by "sometimes." The idea of having a period made her shiver. Thank heavens, she wouldn't have to go through that. Except that her memories as Teri told her that she already _had_ gone through it. Many times.
"If you two are done, can I take some pictures?" Rae asked.
"No, Liz should really be getting back to work," Teri said. "We've held her up too long already."
Rae put up her hands. "Hey, I don't care, but my boss, Selina, expects me to have pictures of Teri's day in the park."
Liz sighed. "Oh, all right, but can you make it fast? I've got a beginner's swim class to teach over at Playland."
"Can I help?" Teri asked. "It sounds like fun... I-I mean it sounds interesting."
"To tell the truth it is fun... sometimes," Liz said. "If you'd really --"
"I'm sure it is," Rae interrupted, "but we have all the shots we need of Teri with the little kids. I want to see if I can get a few shots of her in a volleyball game and then having some supper at the Tiki Hut."
Teri looked down at her toes, not really surprised to see that there was a pink polish on her toenails. "Maybe... another time?"
"Maybe," Liz said. She pointed at the multiple slides of Pele's Race. "Now the rhubarb... rhubarb... rhubarb... rhubarb." It was an old trick, repeating the word while you posed, so it looked like you were actually saying something. Teri stifled a giggle as Liz contorted her face into different expressions as she spoke.
* * * * *
Teri stopped about ten feet outside the Tiki Hut and took a sample sniff. "Mmm, those burgers smell good."
"Burgers!" Marge said quickly. "You don't need the calories _or_ the grease. A salad should do nicely, as usual."
"I'm sure it would, Mrs. Bramson," Rae said, "and the Tiki Hut has some very good salads, but we kind of wanted a picture of Teri eating a burger and some fries. You know, people food."
By now they were inside, and Marge looked at the menu posted on the wall above the grill. "Ahh... veggie burgers. Will that be all right for your photos? And we can have a single order of fries that you and I can eat after the pictures are taken."
Teri groaned. "Mom, have a heart. I'm starved. Do I have to eat some 'New Age grassburger'? That meat... I mean, it smells so good." Marge had never worried like this about Ted's weight. Her concern now was unnerving.
"Teri! You know that you can't afford to put on any weight. The network wants a girl for their show... not a blimp."
"But one burger..."
"Is one too many, even a veggie burger. We'll just use it for the pictures. After they're taken, you can throw it away and have a salad -- just like you always do."
* * * * *
As the limo turned a corner near the hotel, Teri saw a mass of people -- kids, most looking just a bit older than she was now, milling around in front of a building with bright lights all around it. "What's that?" she asked the driver.
Halper, the driver barely took his eyes off the road. He was an older man whose silver gray hair gave him a strong air of dignity. "That's 'Zero-Hour', Miss. It's a disco, college age kids mostly. My youngest daughter, Deb, goes there some nights; she's 20."
"Can I go, Mom?" Teri asked. "Please, can I?" She could barely believe how excited she was at the prospect of actually spending some time with some other people her age, just enjoying herself.
"I should say not," Marge said firmly. "Mr. Halper just said that it's for college students; that's far too old a crowd for you. Besides, I suspect that they serve liquor in there. Isn't that true, Mr. Halper?"
"I shouldn't be at all surprised, Mrs. Bramson, if they did."
"Well," Marge said. "That certainly settles the issue."
"But... but I don't want to get drunk," Teri said. "I just want to listen to the music, maybe dance a little."
"No," Marge said. "If the network ever found out... well, there is a morals clause in your contract. You could be fined, suspended, maybe even... fired."
"Awww... Mom." Teri's whine was genuine, and it surprised her how deeply she felt the disappointment. And the anger. Ted had been allowed a lot more freedom at Teri's age. 'It really is different for a girl,' she thought. 'That isn't fair.'
* * * * *
The limo pulled up in front of a Hilton Hotel, and Halper ran around to open the door just as a bellman walked over from the hotel. Teri looked around as she took Halper's hand and stepped out. She was still wearing her bathing suit. She'd just added a wrap-around beach skirt over it -- 'Just like Anya's,' she'd thought -- and a pair of pink sandals.
'Whoa!' she thought looking up at the opulently decorated hotel entrance. 'Sure beats the hell out of the Motel Six I was staying at before.'
A crowd was waiting for her, kept back by a long red velvet rope. Most were adults, there with kids of their own. Here and there in the crowd, she saw a teenager. She couldn't help noticing that a few were boys and kind of cute. And she noticed that she noticed.
Suddenly, camera lights came on and flashbulbs flashed. Reporters. "There were shouts of "Teri, over here," and "Teri, look this way."
A young woman in a green jacket blocked her way and all but shoved a microphone in Teri's face. "Hi, Teri, could you say a few words to our viewers?"
Teri somehow knew that the logo on the jacket pocket, a stylized WJWJ, meant that the woman worked for the station that broadcast her show. "Sure, Ms..."
The woman smiled. "Monica." She looked to the camera. "Monica Sforzo for WJWJ. I'm here at the Mid-Town Hilton with Miss Teri Bramson, the star of SETTLING INN, seen every Tuesday at 8:30 on WJWJ, Channel 5. Teri was kind enough to agree to come on WJWJ's NOON NEWS tomorrow for an interview, but I'm going to try to get a few words from her now." Now she looked back at Teri. "Teri, thanks you for agreeing to be interviewed on my show. For now, can you tell us what else you'll be doing tomorrow?"
Teri went into automatic mode. She'd heard this sort of questions too many times as both Ted and Teri. She smiled and answered the question the same cheerful way she'd learned to do years before.
"I understand that there's a health fair to raise money for the local community clinic. There'll be all sorts of contests and games, and people can get a bunch of quick health tests, too. I've been asked to take part, maybe as a judge for one of the contests." Marge had told her about the event on the way to the hotel.
"Wet T-shirt contest, babe." Someone was yelling from the crowd now. "You can be a contestant." The yell was followed by a few wolf whistles and cat-calls. Teri felt her cheeks redden. Then she realized that it was embarrassment over the size of her breasts that was making her blush. 'I really am acting like a girl,' she thought.
"Let the news lady enter." Another voice in the crowd yelled. "_She's_ got a rack worth checking out."
Teri saw the newswoman frown. "It's all right, kiddo," Monica whispered. "Ignore them."
"I know," Teri whispered back, "and thanks." She made herself smile. "I have to go in now, Monica, but I want to thank everyone for their... warm welcome, and I hope I see you all at the health fair." She waved as she wriggled past the newswoman and hurried over to where her mother was standing. Behind her, she could hear Monica doing a closing, reminding people about the interview as well as the health fair.
"Well done," Marge said in a low voice and gave her a quick hug.
A young bellman, who looked no more than a year or two older than Teri stood nearby, loading luggage onto a hotel cart for another guest. As he walked past Teri, he whispered -- just loudly enough for Teri to hear, "I think _you've_ got a nice... you know, too."
Teri blushed again at the compliment. She noticed his name, "Paulo," on a small tag on his shirt. As Paulo pushed the cart into the hotel, Teri noticed four other things.
Paulo seemed very strong, with muscular arms and big, brawny shoulders.
Paulo had a really nice smile and a beautiful Spanish accent.
Her nipples were tingling.
And she liked it.
* * * * *
The hotel room was even better than Teri had expected, a small suite of two bedrooms with a parlor between them. 'That show must really be doing pretty good," she thought.
"Why don't you change out of that bathing suit," Marge said. "You may as well put on a nightie and robe. You've got a big day ahead of you, and you'll need to be going to sleep soon. I don't want you looking tired."
Teri was about to argue, when she yawned. 'It's not even 9 PM,' she thought, looking at a clock on the wall. Then she remembered that, in this reality, she was on a production break from a show done in LA. Her brand new, _young_ body was used to getting up early enough to be at the studio for a 7:30 AM call, it was more than a little ready for bed.
"Can I have a soda first?" Time-lagged body or not, she was really a grown man, and she did _not_ like the idea of needing to go to bed this early. "I'm... I'm kind of thirsty."
"As long as it's diet soda."
The courtesy bar was built into the armoire/cabinet holding the TV. Teri opened it and took out a can of Diet Coke. "This okay?" she asked, holding it up for Marge to see." When Marge nodded, she opened the can and took a quick drink.
"All right," Marge said. "Now go change. You can take the soda in with you."
Teri was about to go, when there was a knock at their door. "Bellman," came a muffled voice. "I have a package for Mildred Pennypacker."
"Get that, would you, please?" Marge said. "Mildred and Hanna Pennypacker" were the fake names that Marge and Teri were registered under. Only a few members of the hotel staff knew it.
"Okay, Mom," Teri said. Man, she was really getting into this teenager thing. She walked over to the door. But looked through the small peephole, rather than open it.
Paulo was standing in the hall, looking straight at her -- straight at the door, anyway -- so he could be seen through the peephole. He looked so cute in that uniform, a big smile on his face.
Teri quickly unlatched and opened the door. "Ummm... hi."
The smile got bigger. "Hi, yourself, 'Mildred'. This package just came for you. I... uh... paid the other man on duty five bucks to let me bring it up."
Teri suddenly felt very shy. "Why... uhh... why did you do that?"
"I was hoping you'd be the one to open the door. I get... my shift is over at 10. Would you like to... maybe... go out someplace for a bit? There's a disco -- 'Zero-Hour' -- a couple of blocks from here..."
"I saw it on the way to the hotel." Teri felt a pleasant warmth moving through her body. It was surprising how good it felt. Maybe it wouldn't be _too_ bad being a girl for a couple of days. "It looked like a great place."
"A great place for what?" Marge was suddenly standing beside her.
"To visit, Mom," Teri said quickly. "He -- the bellman here -- asked me... umm... how I was enjoying my visit here and... what I thought of the town, and I said it seemed like a great place to visit."
Marge gave her an odd look. "That's nice," she said. "Of course, if he was talking about anything else, the answer would have to be 'no', wouldn't it?" She took the package Paulo was holding and handed him a dollar. "Something for your trouble, young man... and good night." She stepped back so Teri could close the door.
Paulo nodded. He looked at Teri and softly whispered the word, "Tomorrow?"
"Maybe," Teri answered in an equally soft voice.
* * * * *
Marge took the package and sat down on the couch. "It's from the studio." She pulled a small scissors from her purse and used it to cut away the wrappings. Inside was a small box, 10 by 12 inches and about two inches thick.
Teri walked over. "What'd they send us. Mom?"
"Two copies of the script for the next show." The studio that produced IT AIN'T EASY had always given Ted two copies, so he could practice lines with his parents. Evidently, the studio that produced SETTLING INN did the same for Teri.
"I thought this was supposed to be some kind of vacation," Teri said at the prospect of having to learn her new lines.
"It is," Marge said wryly. "It's a working vacation. Now, why don't you take that script in with you and start reading?" She looked at her watch. "You've got an hour before I call 'Lights Out'."
"But I wanted to watch some TV."
"I'm sure you did, dear, and you can... as soon as you know the script. I want you ready for when we fly back on Saturday. Letter-perfect as always."
Teri wanted to protest. After all, she would go back to being Ted on Friday. Still, she... he was a professional. If she had the script, she would certainly try to learn it. "As always," she said. She took the script from Marge's outstretched hand and walked towards her bedroom.
* * * * *
"Lights out," Marge called, knocking at Teri's door. Teri dog-eared the page she was reading and put the script down on the bed table next to the clock radio. It was a fairly simple plot. Her character buys a CD player that doesn't work, and she can't get the store to take it back. Brad, a boy who has a crush on her, helps her, and, in the last scene, she gives him a kiss to say "Thanks."
The problem was, as she read the script, especially that last scene, Teri kept thinking of Paulo. She turned out the light and slid down under the covers so that her head was on the pillow. She kept picturing that last scene, the kissing scene, with herself and Paulo. She felt an odd warmth in her groin. Her breasts were tingling. Without thinking, her hands moved to caress herself. It felt good... very good.
Then the realization of what she was doing hit her. "The hell I'm going to play with myself," she said firmly pulling her hands away. The feeling of arousal persisted, but she fought it until, what seemed like a long time later, she finally fell asleep.
* * * * *
"And we're back in 5... 4... 3... 2... 1..." The director counted down on his fingers, pointing to Monica on "1."
"Welcome back," she said, looking into the camera. "We're here with Teri Bramson, one of the stars of SETTLING INN, which is seen right here on WJWJ, Channel 5, every Tuesday at 8:30." She shifted to look at Teri. "So, Teri, can you give us any hints about what's going to be happening this season? Anything going to be happening between Jenny and that cute Brad Hammond?" She gave a half wink as she said the name.
"Well... maybe," Teri hesitated. She knew that she was allowed to give broad hints, but no details. Ted had lived with the same rules. She smiled shyly. "It's really up to our writers."
"How about off-camera?" Monica asked. "Ken Procter, the boy who plays Brad, is awfully cute."
"Yeah, I guess he is," Teri said, suddenly visualizing the boy's face. "But he, well, he's a few years older than me, and we... kind of move in different circles." A second image came to her mind: Ken and Sue Price, who played Jenny's mother, going into Ken's trailer... laughing, snuggling together, and carrying a bottle of scotch.
"Well, if you can't tell us about the future of the show..." Monica looked hopefully at Teri, but Teri just shook her head. "What about your own future? SETTLING INN can't be on forever... unfortunately. What would you like to do after the show?"
Teri thought for a moment. This was a question Ted was going to be answering as much as her; what he had wanted to do and what he wound up doing were so very different.
"I'd like to make movies, of course, any actor or actress would love the chance to reach so many people. But I... I think I'd like to do some theater, too. The best way I can think of to improve my skills as an actor would performing before a live audience."
Ted enjoyed doing live theater; he always had. What bothered him about jobs like the one that he was in now, back in his own reality, was that he had been hired solely as an former TV star, a novelty that would bring in a crowd, rather than as an actor who could perform the role.
Monica's ears perked up at Teri's answer. This wasn't the typical blather she got from visiting TV stars. It was worth following up. "Really, what sort of plays would you want to do?"
"I know it sounds corny, but I'd like to do Shakespeare. 'A Midsummer Night's Dream' is my favorite play."
Monica thought for a moment, then she remembered the movie she'd had to review for the news. "Oh, yes, the two young couples that fall in and out of love because of some sort of magic."
"Oh, those are wonderful parts. I'd love to do Hermia or Helena some time, but the part I'd really like to play is Puck." The play was one of Ted's favorites, and Puck was the part that he _really_ wanted to play.
"Puck? I don't..."
"Puck is Oberon's jester, the one who sprinkles the magic juice in the lovers eyes and who gives Bottom, the Weaver, a donkey's head."
"Isn't that a boy's part?"
"Not really. He's a fairy, so he could be a boy or a girl. Besides, his other name is Robin Goodfellow, and Robin is certainly a girl's name. Anyway, I'd love to try it. In fact, I've got some ideas about how a girl could play it." The last statement surprised Teri, but then it made sense. And saying it gave her an idea. If she dared.
Monica saw the director's one-minute signal. "Maybe someday you will, Teri, and I'm sure that we all wish you the best of luck. Right now, we're almost out of time. Is there anything you'd like to say in closing?"
Teri had seen the doubt in Monica's face, when she talked about Puck. She decided to take a chance. "Yes, thank you, Monica." She stood up and began. "This is Puck's farewell at the end of the play."
"If we shadows have offended,
Think but this, -- and all is mended, --
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend;
If you pardon, we will mend.
And, as I am an honest Puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue,
We will make amends ere long;
Else the Puck a liar call:
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And Robin shall restore amends."
\"A Midsummer Night's Dream\" -- Act V, Scene 2
"And out!" The director said. "Run the logo." Then he joined the round of applause that Teri was getting from everyone else in the studio.
Teri had taken Monica's hand at the end of Puck's speech. She let it go and did a deep, theatrical bow. In her mind, she remembered Sally Field's famous line. "You like me; you really like me!"
They did! Monica said it best when she hugged Teri and said, "I didn't think you had in you, kiddo. You're _not_ just a TV star; you're an _actress_."
* * * * *
Marge was waiting for Teri in the Control Room. "What was the idea of doing that nonsense at the end of your interview?"
"Nonsense? Mom, that was Shakespeare, and, besides, everyone thought I was pretty good. Didn't you hear the applause? It... it was _great_!"
Marge frowned. "We've had this talk before. The show likes Jenny as she is. They like you as you _are_. We don't push for them to do any fancy dramatic episodes, and we don't look for other work between seasons."
Teri sighed. She remembered hearing this before. What was worse, she also remembered hearing this as Ted. "I know, Mom, but the show isn't going to be on the air forever--"
"Don't talk like that!"
"It _isn't_. No show lasts forever. You know that. If I don't prove that I can do other parts _now_, then when it does end, nobody will think of me as anything _but_ Jenny."
It was exactly what had happened to her as Ted. He hadn't stretched his talents at all during the years he was on IT AIN'T EASY, and he'd gone nowhere. Michael J. Fox, whose show had been on about the same time as his and who _had_ proven he could do other things, had gone on to make a bunch of movies and to get a second, adult series.
"That won't happen. People can see how talented you are, even as Jenny. It's a good role, and we don't want to do anything to make the producer nervous or make him think that you're unhappy in the part. They could always... write Jenny out." Marge shuddered at the thought of losing the income, the security that the role of Jenny meant to the entire family.
It was the same argument she'd made to Ted. She might be right about the producer. Who knew? But how to argue? Teri could hardly tell her mother what had happened in that other reality. She'd think her daughter was crazy.
Well, it was only for another day or so. Teri sighed. "Okay, Mom. I guess I was just showing off." She went along. Just like Ted always went along, not wanting to upset his parents. Deep down, though, Teri resented it, just as Ted always had.
* * * * *
"That looks like fun," Teri said. "Can I try?" She'd been at the community center health fair about ten minutes. She'd stopped to watch an aerobics instructor leading a group of older women through a set of exercises.
"Sure," said the instructor, a slender brunette in a purple and light green leotard and a "Midtown Community Health Center" T-shirt. "Just find a spot and jump in."
"Oh, let's start over, Megan," a short woman with a mass of silver hair said. She wore a loose gray sweat suit with "Life Begins At 80" written on the top in bright red letters. "I want to see if the kid can keep up with us old fogies."
Megan nodded and turned off the CD player on the ground next to her.
"I'm Sophie Kretzler," the silver-haired woman said, stepping to the side. "I love your show. You stand here next to me."
"Thanks," Teri said, stepping into the line.
"Rev it up a notch," Sophie said. "Let's show this kid what we can do."
"You sure?" Megan asked.
"Do it!" another woman shouted. The other women all shouted their approval.
"Okay, then," Megan said. She pressed a couple buttons on the CD player. "And one... and two... and one and two and three and four." The music suddenly blared out, a peppy Latin rhythm. The women began moving to the music as Megan called out various moves. They knew the routine and stepped quickly. Teri found herself having a hard time keeping up, even though she was enjoying the routine.
The music ran for about ten minutes. "And out," Megan said, just as it ended. "Very good, ladies, give yourselves a hand." She applauded, and the women all joined in. So did a small crowd that had gathered to watch.
And so did Teri. "Wow, that was great."
"We're not done yet, honey" another woman said. This one was tall and very thin. She wore a blue and yellow sweatsuit with "Sexy Senior Citizen" embroidered on the back. She grinned and asked, "You want to stay and try another routine?"
"I'm game if you are," Teri said. The tall woman nodded. Megan turned the CD player back on, a 50s rock melody with a strong steady drumbeat. Megan stood and led the women through another routine. This one was even harder than first, with high kicks as part of it.
Teri was beginning to get tired. The music must have been going for at least fifteen minutes. 'I'm not stopping while these women are still at it,' she thought and gritted her teeth.
Megan must have been a mind reader. She bent down no more than thirty seconds later and turned off the CD player. "Okay, ladies. That's it. Give yourselves another hand; you were great." The women began to applaud. "And give it up for Teri Bramson, too. "Teri, it was great of you to join in with us." The women faced her and applauded again.
Teri smiled... and tried hard not to pant. "Thanks for letting me. Wow, I just hope that I'm in as good shape as you all are when I'm... older." She nodded and started to applaud the women who now gathered around her.
"Good choice of words, dear." Sophie handed Teri a drinking bottle. "Here, you look really thirsty. You drink some of this. It's just water, nothing fancy."
"I don't need anything fancy, Sophie," Teri said and she took a long drink. "Ahh, that was great. I... I hope I didn't drink it all. You're probably all as thirsty as I am after that."
"Don't worry," the thin woman said. "Megan has a cooler full of bottled water." She pointed to a cooler on a bench near where Megan was standing handing out information on the health center to the crowd Teri had helped draw.
"She's got some Gatorade, too, if you want some of that," the woman added. Teri looked over and saw several of the women taking bottles from a cooler.
"No, water is fine, ma'am."
The thin woman frowned. "Ma'am? We just spent a half an hour sweating together. I'm Miriam... Miriam Klein, if you want to be formal."
"Thanks, Ms. Klein."
"Miriam," she said firmly.
Teri laughed. "Okay, Miriam. Can you introduce me to the rest of the group?"
Miriam made the introductions, and Teri was soon talking and laughing along with the older woman. One of them, Angie deLucca, shocked Teri a little with a comment about exercising because she wanting to be limber for her boyfriend.
Miriam saw Teri's reaction and nudged Angie with an elbow. "What?" Angie said. Then she saw Miriam tilt her head towards Teri. "The kid? C'mon, Miriam. Teenage girls are a lot more used to such things than when we were girls." She turned to Teri. "Aren't you, honey?"
Teri realized that she was blushing just a little. "I... ah... guess so. I really don't get a chance to talk about stuff like that a lot because of my work."
"That's right," Sophie said. "You work so hard on that show, you probably don't even have a boyfriend of your own." She paused a moment. "I should introduce you to my grandson, Mickey... such a nice boy --"
"Your Mickey," Angie said. "What about my daughter Lucy's oldest, her son Freido?"
"Freido," another woman -- Joanne, Teri remembered -- Joanne said. "Now my nephew Jerry, _he's_ a real catch."
"Please, ladies, please." Teri waved her arms to get their attention. "I know that you all mean well, and I'm sure that the boys you mentioned are all really great guys, but I... I am seeing... there _is_ somebody I'm interested in just now." It was a lie she'd worked out years ago as Ted. It worked. Matchmaking mothers and aunts and grandmothers usually wouldn't want to be responsible for breaking up an existing relationship.
"I didn't read anything about you having a boyfriend," Miriam said. She sounded a little suspicious.
"We... ah... we don't want people to know. He doesn't want to get mobbed at his school or anything, so we've been _real_ careful." It was more of the same lie. Only now, as Teri said it, she found herself thinking of Paulo. 'Damn,' she thought, 'I really do have a crush on that guy.'
* * * * *
"Best... wishes... Teri... Branson." Teri spoke aloud as she signed her name to another photo. "Thanks for watching and thank you for the donation," she said as she handed a woman the photo. The health center was getting $5 for each photo she autographed.
The next person on line, a tall man in a Hawaiian shirt, stepped up. He was holding a camera. "Ms. Bramson... Teri, may I... uhh... take your picture while you sign my photo?"
Teri had an idea. "I'll tell you what, Mr... "
"Hertzog, Frank Hertzog."
"I'll tell you what, Frank. You can take my picture for free, or... for a $20 donation to the health center, I'll pose with you for two shots, a picture and a 'saver.' How about it?"
"Sure," Frank said, grinning broadly. He handed his camera to a man standing nearby. "You take the shots, Mike, okay?"
Teri stood up, and Frank moved near to her. "You can move a little closer than that," Teri said, putting her arm around his waist. Frank moved a half-step closer, and his friend took the two shots.
After that, the line got much longer. Some people still settled for just an autographed photo, but a good many took advantage of Teri's offer. 'At least my celebrity's good for something,' she thought.
Marge even wound up taking a number of the pictures.
* * * * *
A short man in sunglasses and a bright red T-shirt stood next to Teri, while Marge focused his camera. Teri put her arm around his waist, and he did the same to her. Then, just as Marge took the first photo, he slipped his hand down and cupped Teri's butt. Teri jumped in surprise. "Hey," the man said, "you ruined the picture."
A taller man wearing a health center T-shirt over a regular shirt and a tie walked over. "This girl is 16, sir. Do you really want us to take a picture of you molesting her?"
"What's it to you, buddy? I paid for that photo."
"My name, _sir_, is Jack Ogun, and, with any luck, I'll be the district attorney using that photo for evidence when I try you for child molestation."
The man turned white. "Hey, I-I was just kidding around." He pulled his arm away and quickly stepped back from Teri. "For-forget the picture. You can even keep the 20 bucks as a donation." He grabbed his camera and hurried away.
"Thanks, Mr. Ogun," Teri said. "Would you really have put him on trial?"
Ogun laughed. "Not likely. I sell insurance for a living. I'm on the health center board, though, and scaring him like that was the least I could do for all the help you've given us today."
* * * * *
Teri sat in the chair, looking at the nurse and trying her best not to squirm. 'Be brave,' she thought over and over. 'There's a camera crew here, and at least 50 people are watching.'
The nurse held Teri's hand and touched a small gadget to the tip of one finger. Teri felt a tiny "pinch" as a needle took a drop of her blood for testing. The nurse waited a minute for the machine to work. "Teri, I'm glad to say that your blood sugar level is well within the normal range."
Teri thanked her and stood up. "Okay, who's next?" the nurse asked.
"Did it hurt, Teri?" Monica Sforzo asked, moving close, microphone in hand.
"Just a little," Teri said, taking the cue, " but I think that not knowing that I had diabetes would hurt me a whole lot more. I'm glad that I was tested, and I hope everybody will come here to the fair or go to their own doctor and take the test themselves." The line was rehearsed, but she said it so naturally that it almost sounded believable.
* * * * *
Teri stayed at the health fair through the rest of the afternoon. Jack Ogun and a couple of other officials came over about 3 and asked her to be a judge for a "heart healthy" cooking contest. Marge looked a little nervous. The winner would love Teri, but the losers and their families wouldn't. People who didn't like Teri might not watch her show.
Teri saw Marge's concern. "I'm not sure that I'm qualified to be the judge. It all looks too good. How about three judges: you, Mr. Ogun; Monica Sforzo from WJWJ; and me?" It was an idea that Ted had used several times. Three judges reduced the risk of offending somebody.
Monica was glad for the publicity. "WJWJ, the station with taste," she joked. Ogun was glad to do anything to make the health fair a success. Teri was off the hook.
And the entries were _very_ good. A slightly chunky Cuban woman won first place for an excellent turkey meatball soup.
* * * * *
"Gosh, Brad, I don't know what..." Teri abruptly stopped reading. "Mom, we've been running lines for over two hours. Can't I take a break?"
Marge looked at her watch. "Just a little longer. Let's... let's finish this one scene." Whatever the reality, Marge wanted Teri to know her lines perfectly. It was one more way of keeping the directors and the production company happy, and her daughter employed.
"We've done this scene three times already. _Please_._"
"I don't... oh, all right. You have been doing very well tonight." She put down her script. "Would you like to watch some TV before you go to bed?"
Teri held up her script. "I think I'm kind of TV-ed out." She took a breath. "There's a game room off the lobby..." She let the words hang. "It had a sign on the door, 'Guests Only.' It had a jukebox and some arcade games."
"I don't know. What sort of people would be in there with you?"
"I only saw a couple of little kids on there when we came in from the fair. There'd only be guests from here in the hotel. You know, just people like us." It was galling to have to beg. Teri wanted to get away from Marge, who'd been watching her like a hawk. Plus, she was hoping -- part of her was, anyway -- to find Paulo and get to that disco with him.
She thought of one last thing she could try. "Why don't I just go down there for a little bit, and you can take a nice, long bubble bath -- maybe take the phone in with you and give a Dad a call while you're in the tub. It'd be real private and all. You and Dad can... catch up on stuff."
She said it as innocently as she could. Teri knew somehow that she wasn't supposed to understand what her mother did while she lay in a tub of warm, soapy water and talked to her husband. Ted wasn't supposed to have known either, but he had. He'd always been glad that his parents still felt that way about each other physically after almost two decades of marriage.
Marge smiled and closed her eyes for a moment. "Mmmm, it has been a while since your father and I... talked. Oh, all right, you can go, but I want you back here by 10 o'clock. You're going to be opening a new Topsides tomorrow morning." Topsides was a chain of women's clothing stores that specialized in blouses, sweaters, and such. The chain was SETTLING INN's main sponsor.
Marge took five $1 bills out of her purse. "Here. You'll probably be wanting to play those arcade games you mentioned." She added another dollar. "You can buy a drink, too, if you want, but remember, _diet_ soda.
"Thanks, Mom," Teri said, putting the money into a shoulder bag. "Say 'Hi' to Dad for me, and I'll see you at 11."
"Nice try, Teri, but I said _10_ o'clock."
* * * * *
Paulo was in the game room playing a game of Pirate's Cove when Teri came in. He was talking to the machine in Spanish as if he was trying to coax it into obeying him. "I hope you'll speak English to me," Teri said, sneaking up behind him. "I don't speak Spanish."
"Teri! I'm so glad you managed to get away." He smiled a smile that made her tingle. "I'd about given up on you."
He must have been off-duty. Instead of his bellman's uniform, he wore a pair of tight black slacks and an electric blue shirt. The top two buttons were open to reveal a hairy chest and a silver cross on a dark leather thong around his neck.
He stood still for a moment, his eyes looking from the top of her head to her feet and back. Teri couldn't put on any sort of fancy outfit without alerting Marge that she was up to something. Still, Paulo seemed to like the pale green sleeveless blouse and silver-gray jeans that she wore. She'd run a comb through her hair as she rode down in the elevator, so that it framed her face and hung down in wavy curls to just past her shoulders.
"That package you brought up last night was scripts for my show. Mom made me work on my lines for a couple hours. I just barely got away." She wasn't about to say how. Let her mom have some privacy.
"Oh, for the cruel life of a TV star." He rolled her eyes.
"It's ain't easy." She smiled at the joke. In this reality, she doubted that anyone had even heard of Ted's show. Then Teri heard a faked scream from the machine, and they both turned in time to see the game counter go from two to one. "I'm sorry, Paulo. I didn't mean to cost you a life."
"That's okay. I've been playing this game for a while. Watch, I can get it back real easy."
"Hey, are you gonna make me watch you play video games or are you gonna take me to that disco?"
"Tough choice." He pretended to think for a moment. Then he turned and deliberately walked his last figure into a quicksand pit. "That answer your question?" he asked as the machine flashed "Game Over."
* * * * *
They walked quickly out of the game room. Paulo led Teri to a door marked "Employees Only." They walked past a small lunchroom and a long row of lockers to an exit door. "This is a shortcut to the disco," he explained. "Besides, this way, nobody will see you leave the building." They hurried through. Paulo checked the door to make certain it had locked after them. It had. They hurried down the alley they were in towards a street on the far side of the hotel.
After about a block, Teri began to hear music. "Is that..."
"Yeah, loud, isn't it? They got a great band."
Teri began to have second thoughts as they approached the entrance to the disco. Everybody looked older than her, mostly college age, but a few in their late twenties or even older. She grabbed Paulo's hand. "Maybe... maybe we should go back. I-I don't know if I'll fit in there."
Paulo smiled. It didn't seem as nice as his other smiles. "I thought I was taking a _woman_ dancing, but if you got cold feet, _little girl_, I can always take you back to play with the toys."
Teri frowned, not liking his tone or the insult it carried. "No, it's just... everyone looks older. I don't think that they'll even let me in."
He patted her hand. "They know me here. They'll let in me... and my date."
She felt better. "His date"... it sounded so nice.
They walked hand in hand to the door. A tall, very muscular Latino in an expensive-looking dark green suit stepped in to block the doorway as he looked them over. "Hola, Paulo."
"Hola, Esteban."
" ¿Quién es la chica?"
"Viene conmigo." Paulo suddenly switched languages.
"No se ve de suficiente edad."
"Tiene la suficiente edad para lo que quiero hacer con ella," Paulo said. Both men laughed.
"Te vas a acostar con la pequeá±a estrella, ¿verdad?"
"Por supuesto. Con el dinero que pagan por las peláculas puedo tener un gran estilo de vida por mucho, mucho tiempo. Ye me toca que me atiendan a má." The tall man stepped aside, and Paulo led Teri into the club.
"What did you say to him back there?" Teri asked as she let her lead him. As she had said, she spoke no Spanish. The room was dark and filled with people. Some were sitting at tables or on high stools at the bar, but a lot were dancing to a pretty good rock band. There was some sort of laser light show going on above the dance floor.
"He... umm... he asked where I met a girl as pretty as you, and I told him that I met you at the hotel. I said it, so he'd think that you work there."
Teri beamed at being called pretty. Even if it was what Ted would have considered an obvious line, it was still a compliment.
"You want to dance?" Paulo asked.
"Isn't that what you brought me here for?"
They walked out onto the dance floor and began moving to the music.
* * * * *
The band seemed to only know fast numbers. After six in a row, Teri was beginning to get thirsty. "Could we sit down for a bit, Paulo? I could really use a drink."
"Okay." He took her hand and lead her to a small, empty table not to far from the dance floor. "How's this?"
"Great." She sat down.
"What do you want to drink? Wine, beer... hey, how about a rum? They got twelve kinds of rum here shipped up from Puerto Rico?"
They all sounded good to Ted, but Teri had a problem. She knew somehow that her new body wasn't used to alcoholic drinks, besides... "I-I can't. Mom would smell it on my breath. I just know she would."
"Okay, then. How about a soda then, or some tonic water?"
"Coke -- _Diet_ Coke would be just fine."
"Okay, you wait here and listen to the music. I'll be back quick as I can with the drinks." He headed towards the bar. Teri settled back in the chair and listened to the music while she waited for him to come back.
"Anyone sitting here?" Teri looked up. The speaker was a tall, rather handsome man in his early twenties.
"He... he's at the bar."
"He shouldn't leave a chica as pretty as you all alone. You might find somebody better than him... like me."
"I... he..." Teri had no idea what to say. Ted had never been approached this way, and Teri was too young to have had much experience, either.
"You want something here?" Paulo's voice was cold. He stood behind her, opposite the other man.
The man started to say something. He froze for a second, then quickly stood up. "Just... just keeping the lady company till you get back," he said. "That's all." He sort of half-smiled and stepped back and hurried away.
"Thanks," Paulo said, "but she don't need company anymore." He watched the man hurry off before he sat down next to Teri. As he sat, she thought that she saw a glint of metal in his pocket.
"What was that all about?" She liked Paulo. He'd seemed nice, but now she wasn't as sure of him as she had been.
"Some losers cruise the place looking for a woman to hit on. It was nothing."
"But why did he go away so fast when you showed up? He seemed like a nice enough person to talk to."
"He saw that you were taken. A man comes to a place like this to be with a woman, not to talk to somebody else's woman. He went looking for fresh meat." He handed her a tall glass. "Anyway, here's your Diet Coke."
Teri took it and drank a little. She was beginning to wonder if this was a good idea. "Thanks. You know, we have to be careful. Mom expects me back at 10."
Paulo looked at his watch. "That should be enough time."
"Enough time for what?"
"For a few more dances. Finish your drink and we'll go back out."
She listened to the band for a couple minutes, then took another drink. There was a sort of metallic flavor to it. "This tastes a little funny."
"Oh, the... umm... the bartender stuck in a slice of lime. That's how they usually serve a Coke here. I didn't think you'd want it, so I had him take it out. I guess some juice mixed in." He looked at her for a moment. "Do you want me to take it back?"
She had to think about that. "No, it's... it's okay, I guess." She drank the rest to show that the soda was all right. Her head began to feel a bit odd. "Could we... could we just sit here and just listen to the band for a while?"
"If that's what you want," Paulo said. "Would you like another soda?"
Her head felt like it was filling with cotton. "No... thass... thass okay." She giggled at how she'd just slurred the words. Paulo just smiled at her. He must have thought it was funny, too.
"Come on," Paulo said after a minute or two. "I want to show you something."
"What izzit?" She tried to stand, but her legs didn't quite want to cooperate.
Paulo took her hands and pulled her to her feet. "I'll show you." He put an arm around her waist and began to walk. She stumbled along, leaning against him for support, barely able to walk.
"Is... 'zit sumthin' nice?" She giggled again. It was hard to think.
"Oh, it's nice, nice and _private_."
Someone -- a tall, young man -- stepped in front of Paulo and Teri. "Not too private, I hope."
Paulo stiffened. "What's it to you?"
"Let's just say that I got a thing about S.O.B.s that give rohypnol to underage girls -- or to any girl, for that matter."
"You saying I used 'rope' on this chica? Can you prove it?"
A young woman stepped up next to the man. "No, but a blood test can prove it easily enough."
Paulo glared at the two of them. "And I say she don't need a blood test. We're leaving now, and you two can't stop me. You ain't cops."
"No, but I am." A third person stood with the others, another woman. She reached into a large purse and pulled out a badge. "Officer Jana Archer. What's this about 'rope'? Something I should know?"
"Not really," the other woman said. "This young man was just concerned that the young lady might get some by accident, her being underage and all."
"Well, we certainly wouldn't want that, Anya," Officer Jana said. "Why don't just I take this 'young lady' back to her hotel?" She looked hard at Paulo. "You wouldn't mind, would you, sir?"
"N-no, officer." Paulo wasn't sure what was going on, but it looked like they were giving him a way out. "You... you go right ahead and do that."
"Let me just say goodbye," the other woman said. She walked over to Teri and put a hand, palm down, on her forehead. She closed her eyes for just a moment and seemed to whisper something. Then, she opened her eyes and added, "Bye, Teri. See you tomorrow."
Teri shivered. A moment later, she straightened up. "Anya, what... what are you doing here?"
"Just looking after a friend, Teri. This is Jana." She pointed at the other woman. "She's going to take you back to the hotel."
Teri looked at Paulo and frowned. "Yeah, I guess she'd better." Jana took Teri's hand and led her towards the door.
Paulo was even more confused. Nobody shook off a dose of 'rope', but Teri had acted like she hadn't gotten anything stronger than the soda he'd put the drug in. He used it often enough to know. "Give a girl enough 'rope'," he told his male friends, "and she'll fuck like there's no tomorrow."
"What just happened?" Paulo asked.
"You just got out of a lot of very serious trouble," the man said. He still looked ready to fight. "Not that you still don't have to pay for what you did."
"Pay?" Paulo said, looking relieved. It was all some kind of a shakedown. "Okay, so how much for you two and the lady cop to forget what happened?"
"We... uhh... don't talk in public about crass things like money," the man said. "The lady here runs a private water park..." He let the words hang.
"Private, ehh," Paulo said. "So I guess I'll be buying a special membership, then, right?"
"Oh, a very special one," the man said. "In fact, why don't we go over there now, so you can fill out the paperwork." He took Paulo's arm -- a little too firmly, Paulo thought -- and the three of them left the club."
* * * * *
"What happened?" Teri asked as she followed Jana back to the hotel.
"Your friend slipped you some date rape drug in that Coke."
"Paulo? He wouldn't; he... he liked me?" She was uncertain. _Something_ had happened to her. "It must have been a mistake."
Jana pulled something, what looked like a glass paperweight out of her purse. "Anya said you might think that. Here, look and listen."
Teri looked. There were tiny figures moving inside it, doubles of Paulo and her. She saw them walk up to the front of the club hand in hand. The man stepped in to block the doorway. "Hola, Paulo."
"Hola, Esteban."
"Who's the girl?"
"She's with me."
"She doesn't look old enough," the man said.
"He's speaking English now," Teri said in a surprised whisper. "How...?"
"Magic, how else?" Jana said. "Now shush."
"She's old enough for what I want to do with her," Paulo said.
The man grinned. "You gonna sleep with the little star, eh?"
"Damn straight," Paulo said. "The money they pay for the pictures will keep me in style for a long, long time. Somebody else can carry _my_ bags for a change."
Teri saw the tiny versions of herself and Paulo walk past the other just before the glass darkened. When it cleared, it was just a piece of glass.
Teri clenched her fists in anger. "That bastard! I thought he liked me!" She was trying hard not to cry.
"Anya thought that you might get into a bit of trouble, so she borrowed this from a friend of her grandmother's," Jana explained. "She's been watching you with it, just checking from time to time. When she saw you sneak out of the hotel with that... with Paulo, she called Greg -- he's her boyfriend -- and me. We met her at the club and, well, you know the rest."
By now, they were back at the hotel. "Mom's going to kill me when she finds out what I did."
"Are you going to tell her?" Jana looked at her watch. "Look, it's 9:45. You played arcade games for a while, then came out for a breath of air. I was out here and recognized you. I introduced myself, and we talked for a bit." She smiled. "If she asks, you tell her that."
"But what about Paulo?"
"Anya's going to take care of that."
Teri nodded. She had an idea of just _how_ Paulo would be taken care of.
* * * * *
"Are you finished, Teri?" Marge took a final sip of her breakfast coffee. "We have to be at that store in a half-hour."
"Coming, Mom." Teri walked out of her bedroom. She wore a pair of green slacks and a matching short-sleeved top. She'd walked back into the suite at 9:58, and Marge hadn't asked more than a couple of quick questions about her evening.
There was a knock at the door just as they reached it. "Maid," a voice said. A young, Hispanic woman walked in pushing a cleaning cart. She was short, with a body that nicely filled out her uniform. Her hair was arranged in a single braid that fell down almost to her waist. She stopped as she saw Marge. "I am sorry," she said in a thick accent. "I come back later."
"That's all right..." Marge looked at the name badge on the girl's uniform, "... Paula, we were just leaving." She walked past the maid.
Teri stared at the maid, who suddenly looked _very_ familiar. "Paulo?" she whispered.
"No, seá±orita," the maid said. "I am _Paula_. I work at the hotel for almost a year. I never heard of no Paulo who work here in all that time."
* * * * *
Teri held the giant plastic shears so that there was a blade on each side of the ribbon. As a few flashbulbs popped, she said, "I now declare this, the latest Topsides Clothing Store, open for business." She cut the ribbon, then handed the shears to the store manager, a well-dressed brunette in her early 30s. "Here you are, Diana, and best of luck with the store."
The photographers mostly moved on to their next assignment. Teri saw Monica, the woman from WJWJ, standing near a table and walked over. "Hey, Monica, how are you?"
"Pretty good," Monica said. "You seem to be in fine form today."
Teri shrugged. "I open about 10 stores a year for Topsides. It's part of the sponsorship deal. I get a little extra money, and I get to pick put a blouse or two from each store." Ted had a similar deal about opening branches for his sponsor. Unfortunately, IT AIN'T EASY had been sponsored by an insurance company. A boy can use only so many term life policies.
"Ever quote any Shakespeare?"
"No... never. I didn't get you in trouble or anything for what did on your show, did I?"
"Are you kidding? We've had tons of mail and phone calls on that, and almost all of it was positive. Somebody must have called the network, too. They asked for a tape of the show."
"A tape! No way!" Was she in trouble?
"'Way', as you kids say, and congratulations." She wasn't in trouble; not the way Monica was talking. Maybe... maybe Teri had even turned things around for this reality. Then Monica added, "Say, is that your mother over there? I want to give her the good news."
Before Teri stop her, Monica walked over to Marge and began talking. Marge was courteous; she always was to reporters and TV people, but Teri could see that she wasn't happy.
Teri waited until Monica had left before she walked over to Marge. "Mom, I..."
"Go pick out some blouses," Marge said. She was calm, too calm; it was a very bad sign. "We'll talk about this back at the hotel."
'Hoo-boy,' Teri thought 'I am in _big_ trouble.' She decided that there was nothing she could do to avoid it, so she might as well check out the blouses, if only to get her mind off what Marge was probably going to say.
She picked out a half-dozen possibilities and took them into one of the changing rooms. It was still a little weird looking in the mirror and seeing a teenaged girl looking back, but she was getting used to it. She decided on two blouses, a dark blue baby T-top with a scattering of metallic gold stars, and a silky, yellow blouse with long, flowing sleeves.
She was putting the other blouses on a rack, when a slender blonde girl about a year younger came over. "Excuse me, Ms. Brandon..."
"Teri, please." She smiled. It would be nice to talk to a fan, especially a polite one, for a bit.
The other girl smiled. "Okay... Teri. I-I'm Sue Poston. I'm a big fan of yours, and I was... umm... wondering... Could you sign one of those blouses, so I can buy it as a souvenir?"
"Sure," Teri said. She reached into her purse for a pen. "Which blouse?"
"I don't know. They're all so pretty."
Teri took the unintentional cue. "That's why I'm glad Topsides sponsors my show. They have such great clothes." In this reality, it was a line she'd said many times.
"I know. I'm gonna shop here all the time. Right now, though, I can't decide between these two." She held up a pair of the blouses Teri had tried on.
"If you can afford it, why not buy both of them? There is a 'Grand Opening Sale', you know."
"Yeah, I can do that." The girl handed Teri the blouses.
Teri signed each one, "To Sue Poston, Best Regards, Teri Bramson."
"Thanks, Teri," Sue said, taking the first blouse. "You can't begin to know how much I appreciate this."
"Always glad to do something for a fan," Teri said, handing back the second top. "Even if it's just a little thing like this."
"Oh, it's more than a little thing," Sue said. "With your signature, these things are worth at least a couple hundred bucks on e-Bay." She ran towards the cash register before Teri could say another word.
* * * * *
"Mom, about the tape..." Teri decided to bring up the subject in the limo, rather than wait until they got back to the hotel.
"Oh, you needn't worry about that," Marge said. She didn't seem as mad as she had been.
"Then it's okay? You don't mind what I did?"
Marge frowned. "I mind very much, Teri, but I took care of it."
"You did? How?" Teri had a sinking feeling that she already knew.
"I called your father immediately after that woman -- Monica -- told me. He'll call the studio and tell them that that you were showing off. That Monica woman was irresponsible; she egged you on to do something that you really didn't want to."
"But, Mom, what if they like it?"
"Oh, we won't worry about that. I'm quite sure that after your father talks to them, they won't even want to see it." She smiled, satisfied that a crisis was past, and she and her family were safe.
"But I... I was _good_."
"Of course you were, dear; of course you were." Marge said it as if she were talking to a child. In her own mind, she was.
Teri sank back in the seat. She knew that there was no chance of winning when Marge talked like that. She might just have well never tried.
Marge must have sensed that Teri was unhappy, even if she didn't understand why. After all, the problem was solved as far as she was concerned. She just shrugged and said, "I'll tell you what, Teri. Our luggage is in the trunk of the car. Our flight isn't until 7:30. Instead of going back to the hotel, is there anything you'd like to see or do, or anyplace else you'd like to wait until we have to leave for the airport?"
Teri looked at her watch. It was about 3. She smiled as she realized that 7:30 was the time Ted had to be at the theater. 'Anya and her Grandmother don't miss a trick,' she thought.
An idea struck. "Could we go back to that 'Bikini Beach' place, Mom. I had a good time, but I was working. I'd like to just relax and enjoy myself for a bit."
"Well," Marge said. "I suppose we could. Your bathing suit is in your luggage. I didn't bring one, but I saw women there in jeans and such. I wouldn't mind spending a couple of hours just lying in a hammock." She pressed the intercom button. "Mr. Halper, would you please take us to Bikini Beach, the water park you took us to the other day?"
Harper's voice was crisp. "Yes, ma'am. Just sit back, ladies. We should be there in about ten minutes."
* * * * *
"Anya!" Teri was floating in the Lagoon, when she saw her friend passing by. She swam over to the side of the pool and hurried to catch up with her.
"Hi, Teri," Anya said. "Feeling better after last night?"
"Much, and I'd like to thank you for what you did for me."
"Hmmm, you might not want to thank me for everything."
"What do you mean?"
"It's a little too much to talk about out here in the open. The Tiki Hut's right over there. How about I treat you to a Coke, a Diet Coke, of course, and we can talk about it?"
"I guess." Teri shrugged, not certain what the older woman meant, and followed her to the restaurant.
Anya ordered two sodas and a medium size container of french-fried sweet potatoes. "We can both nibble on them," she said by way of an explanation.
They sat down in a booth near the wall, very much in the same position as the booth where they'd first met. "Now, what did you mean 'not everything'?" Teri said as soon as they were both seated.
"You were... Ted was almost obsessing on how great his life had been when he was on IT AIN'T EASY, and how bad it had been ever since. I got the feeling that it was souring you on the present."
"My present wasn't too hot, after all: a bad play at a second rate dinner theater isn't much, especially after..."
"After what? After a TV show that you really didn't enjoy doing that much, not in the last two years of it, at least."
"Yeah, but what's my career been since then?"
"Not very much, I'll admit. You've tried and been shot down more than once."
"More than once? Try twenty or thirty times."
"Yes, but what were you trying for? Did you go for small parts, character parts that could show your range?"
"No... no, I didn't. I always went after lead roles. I was a star on that show. Why should I stop being a star just because it was over?"
"You were the only one who thought you deserved starring roles just because of that show. You weren't willing to take the lesser roles to prove it to anyone else, were you?"
"No, but it was so great being a star."
"Not always. In the last two days, you've gone through all the consequences of being a star. You were on a personal appearance tour, a working vacation. You met people whose lives you disrupted because of the star treatment you got, and who resented you because of that. Some people treated you like meat, and others just saw you as a meal ticket."
"You made it like that, didn't you?"
"Sort of. I made it more likely that you'd run into such people." She popped a french fry into her mouth. "That was why I was watching you last night, in case you got into _real_ trouble -- which you did."
"Gee, thanks. Thanks for nothing."
"It wasn't for nothing if you learned something from it. Tell me, after what you went through and knowing what you know, would you want to go on being Teri Bramson, child TV star?"
Teri thought about the question. This was a chance to start over. She knew the pitfalls, and -- maybe -- she could avoid them.
Or maybe she couldn't. She certainly hadn't the first time.
"No, I don't think so," she sighed, hoping she was making the right choice.
"All right then." Anya looked at her watch. "Go enjoy yourself. In about two hours, the pass expires. You'll be Ted Branson again, standing just outside the theater downtown."
"Isn't there... could I have another choice, another life, a _normal_ life? Maybe one where the acting bug just bit me, instead of swallowing me whole."
Anya smiled. "I was hoping you would say that. Normally, it would cost you a good bit of money, but I think that we can do a trade. We'll use those photos Rae took of an 'anonymous' model in our new brochures and give you a lifetime pass instead of paying the standard model's fee."
* * * * *
No matter how much Anya was involved in the running of the Park, her Grandmother still preferred to open the incoming mail. One letter was on the stationary from a West Coast university. Grandmother stared at the envelope for a moment. "Anya, could you come to the office, please." She said it in barely more than a whisper, knowing that Anya would hear even if she weren't in the Park.
A moment later there was a knock on the door. "Come in, Anya."
"You wanted to see me, Grandmother." It was more a question than a statement.
"Yes, dear. We just got a letter, and I wanted you to be here when I open it." She tore open the letter. Inside was a single sheet of paper with a newspaper clipping attached.
"Midsummer Night's Dream Team," the headline said. One paragraph of the review was circled.
"Lastly, Dr. Simmons and the theater arts program have a real find in sophomore Teri Bramson. She managed to add a strong, female sensuality to the role of Puck without sacrificing any of the imp's spirited wit or humor. One almost could believe that she was Oberon's mistress, rather than his jester, and she made the transformation of Bottom seem more of a seduction than a mishap. All without a single line of the text being changed; we checked just to be sure. Oberon has his Titania, and Bottom is back with his friends and has a lifetime pension, but we have Teri. We win."
Underneath, a very feminine hand had written, "Thank you so very much for the second chance. Teri."
* * * * *
Loose Ends
Paula is still a maid at the hotel. She seldom goes dancing. She usually spends the evenings at home with her live-in boyfriend studying for their citizenship exams.
Ronnie Harris went by the health fair at Grandmother's suggestion. She was so impressed that she hired the clinic to run a wellness program at her offices. The money she's paying is considerably more than Teri earned for the clinic.
Sue Poston had counted on her e-Bay profits to cover the check she wrote for those two blouses. No one bid because no one had ever heard of the person who signed them. Topsides wouldn't take them back because they were written on. Sue will spend the next month working there as a stock girl after school and on weekends to pay for the blouses.
Teri's father is still working for the same real estate firm he has worked at since before she was born. He was recently promoted to district manager and took Marge on a second honeymoon to celebrate. Since she was away at college, neighbors took care of Teri's younger brother, Ted. Unlike his big sister, Ted has no interest in acting; he wants to be a teacher when he grows up.
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When Jenny finds out her younger brother's son is suddenly an orphan, with no one to help him, she knows she's going to have to help out. The problem is that the boy needs a LOT more help than Jenny can provide.
Note: This is an updated version to correct a continuity issue with this story, The Sub, and Dear Jenny. The updates are minor, reflecting Melinda's presence in Jenny's life (although she is absent at the moment on a fellowship in Europe).
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Jenny shook her head again as she reread the e-mail. "Shit!" she swore under her breath.
Anya turned her head, her long black ponytail swishing at the sudden motion. "What's up, Jenny?" she asked, concerned both by Jenny's tone of voice and her own magic sense that something was badly wrong.
Jenny shook her head, making her own long red ponytail swing. "Nothing anyone can do anything about," she sighed.
Jenny and Anya were both taking a break from their jobs at Bikini Beach. As usual, Jenny's shirt had smudges of grease and dirt and she had a few smudges on her cheeks. She was sitting at a small desk in the employees' hut, reading e-mail on the computer that Grandmother had recently installed for her employees.
Grandmother believed that happy employees helped make her customers happy, and she went to great lengths to keep her employees happy. The building was air-conditioned, providing a welcome respite from the brutal heat of the summer sun. A well-stocked refrigerator provided drinks and cool fruit snacks, and comfortable chairs and a sofa allowed the employees to sit down and relax for a few minutes.
At that moment, Anya and Jenny were the only two in the shack. Jenny was taking a break from her duties as chief mechanic of the water park, and Anya, clad in the red swimsuit of the park's lifeguards, was taking her own break.
Normally, Anya didn't work as a lifeguard; it was her grandmother that owned the park, and the old woman was training Anya in the ways of the business. Occasionally, though, one of the regular staff called in sick, and Anya happily substituted, as she was doing that day.
Anya looked to be the same age as Jenny - about twenty-two, and both had their hair held back in ponytails for convenience. There, the similarities ended. Though she looked young, Jenny had an air about her that announced that she knew what she was doing. It was almost as if her wisdom could be seen through her eyes. Jenny was an enigma; she didn't look like a handyman who could wrestle heavy-duty pumps, or rewire circuits. She had the figure of a swimsuit model, but in her eyes was wisdom and experience that far outran her twenty-two year apparent age. In fact, Jenny had been born over fifty years earlier as Jim Michaels. Through grandmother's magic in the park, she'd been reborn as Jenny, the youthful but capable handy-person who kept the park's machinery running. To her, the pumps were _hers_; she was as possessive of the mechanicals of the park as Scotty was of the starship Enterprise's engines.
Anya's eyes, in contrast, sparkled with youthful exuberance. She looked a bit younger than her age because of her carefree, fun-loving air. Unlike Jenny, who had decades of experience at her profession, Anya was still developing her talents. She was also learning the arts of magic from her grandmother, having been born of a powerful magic-wielding mother.
Anya crossed the small room and put her hand on Jenny's shoulder as a gesture of friendship and support. "What's up?" she asked again sincerely.
Jenny shook her head, letting it hang. "It's my ... little brother," she said, her voice choking. "He ...." She bit her lip, fighting tears. "He and his wife ... died in a car accident."
Anya gave Jenny's shoulders a reassuring squeeze. "I'm so sorry," she said softly. "Is there anything we can do? Do you need some time off?"
Jenny nodded. "Yeah. I need to go to the funeral." She wiped her eyes. "Ted and I used to be very close, before ..." her voice trailed off as she recalled the bitter dispute that led to their estrangement. It was clearly still very painful to her, evidence of just how close she'd been to her brother. "We ... used to keep in touch more than most siblings."
Anya drew back in surprise. "You ... kept in touch?"
Jenny glanced over her shoulder, a small smile on her face. "I ... told him that I was Jim's illegitimate daughter," she answered. "I didn't think he would have understood the concept of magic. He'd have probably dismissed me as a lunatic." She turned back to the monitor. "The whole family knows me as Jim's daughter and Ted's niece, so I've been able to keep in touch with them." She tried to laugh through her grief, but failed. "Ted thought I was trying to understand who my father was," she cried. "And now ... he's gone."
"I'll talk to Grandmother," Anya assured Jenny. Seeing her friend sitting, staring at the monitor, she lightly grasped Jenny's elbow and guided her to the sofa. "We'll do everything we can to help."
Jenny nodded. "Thanks." She bit her lip again, staring down at her hands in her lap. "Ted is ... was ... thirteen years younger than me," she said. "He was an 'oops' baby, but he was my little brother." She sighed. "We were all so happy when he met Natalya." She saw Anya's eyebrows rise, and guessed at the reason. "Natalya was from the old country, the Ukraine," Jenny explained quickly. "Ted met her on a business trip, and it was love at first sight. They had ..." Jenny's voice choked. She wiped at her tears again. "They had a son, Alex. Now, he's an ... orphan." She broke down, leaning onto Anya's shoulder as her tears began to flow freely.
**********
With one suitcase in hand and a larger one sitting on the floor, Jenny turned a key in the lock of her condo. She kicked the door open with her foot as she reached inside and flipped on the lights. "Well," she announced to her companion, a boy of twelve, "this is my home."
The boy didn't seem impressed. "If you say so," he carried his two suitcases into the apartment and let them fall to the floor. "This is ... tiny!" he protested, anger evident in his voice.
"It's comfortable," Jenny replied. "This is only a one-bedroom apartment. The sofa folds out, so for the time being, that'll be your bed until we can figure out something else."
"Whatever." Alex strode to the sofa, flopped down, and grabbed for the television remote control. "Do you at least have cable?"
Jenny sighed. He'd been angry from the time they'd met at the funeral. His anger hadn't faded. She retrieved the big suitcase from the hall, set the load down, and closed the door. "I know this has to be hard on you," she began as she crossed to a chair to sit. The flight had been long, and she was tired.
"No, you _don't_ know!" Alex angrily screamed at her. "You don't know how it feels! I lost everything, and then you come in and take me away from everything! My home, my friends - everything!"
"You're right," Jenny tried to reply calmly, "I _don't_ know what you're going through. But I _do_ know that you can't stay with your grandparents. Not with your grandfather's heart trouble." She sighed. "You don't have many other options. You can't stay at the house, you can't live on the streets, and you don't want to go to an orphanage."
"So you move me halfway across the country, to a new town where I don't know anyone, don't have any friends, to live with a cousin that I didn't know I had? That's supposed to help me?" he snarled at her.
"I'm trying to help."
Alex snorted in disgust, but when he got no fight, he started looking around. His eyes were caught immediately by a picture on the dining area counter. "Who's the babe?" he asked.
Jenny frowned. "That's my ... friend, Melinda." Her voice echoed with her powerful feelings for the brown-haired beauty.
"Is she, like, your lesbian lover?" Alex asked sarcastically.
Jenny spun on him, her face angry. "What of it?"
Alex gulped. He realized that he'd crossed a line. "Uh, nothing." He glanced around the apartment. "So, does she live here, too?"
Jenny reined in her anger. "Not yet," she said wistfully. "She's in Europe for a few months. When she gets back, she's moving in."
"Great," Alex said, half to himself. "As if it's not bad enough, now I'm going to be cooped up in a tiny apartment with two women trying to act like mothers!"
Jenny chose not to respond to his rude comments. Instead, she merely shook her head. "We both had a long day, and it's very late. Let's get some sleep. Tomorrow, things will look brighter."
**********
"Greg," Jenny began slowly, "I need your help."
Greg glanced at Anya, sitting beside Jenny on the sofa in Grandmother's office, and then back to Jenny. "How can I help?"
Jenny sighed. "It's my cousin, Alex."
The frown on Greg's face indicated what he thought of the boy from the few times they'd met.
"I got his transcripts from Wisconsin, and his grades, well, frankly, they suck. Before they would take him in the school here, he needed some remedial school."
"Okay," Greg said hesitantly. "And that means ...?"
Jenny scowled. "He got kicked out of the summer school I had him in."
Greg's eyes widened. "He got kicked out? How?" It was unheard of for a child to be kicked out of summer school; after all, summer school was primarily for troubled and disadvantaged youth, with all their problems and issues.
"He threatened the teacher."
"Oh."
"After he got caught smoking pot in the bathroom," Jenny finished. She shook her head slowly. "I had to go pick him up at the police station," she continued. "So now he's got bad grades and he's getting a record."
Greg started to understand. "So you're asking ..."
Jenny nodded and completed Greg's sentence. "... if you and the guys could help tutor him?" She was referring to Greg's fraternity, the Nu Rho Deltas, or NeRDs. The guys in the fraternity were all excellent students, the reputation of fraternities notwithstanding. Though like all college students, they hosted the occasional party, they worked hard to keep their grades up. She sighed. "I know Melinda would help, but she's gone for a few more weeks."
Greg winced visibly. "I don't know, " he began.
Anya decided to say something. "Come on, Greg," she pleaded. "You know he needs the help."
"Besides," Jenny continued without pause, "his counselor wants to get him some male role models. He says that Alex needs some positive male role models. You guys aren't stodgy, stuffy adults. You might be able to help him out."
Anya continued the sales pitch. "At the very least, he'll get some good tutoring."
Greg sighed, looking back and forth between Anya and Jenny. Both of them had turned on the feminine pleading look. Greg knew it well; Anya had used it on him many times. Being familiar with the look, and being able to resist it, were two different things. Greg failed the second. "Okay," he agreed reluctantly. "We'll give it a try."
**********
Jenny's expression was not pleasant. After glaring at Alex for a few seconds, she turned to the police sergeant. "Can I have a few moments with my cousin?" she asked in a calm but stern voice. She was sitting in the sergeant's office with Alex.
The sergeant nodded. "Sure." He rose and walked from the room, shutting the door behind him with a solid click.
Jenny knew that they were being watched. It was procedure, after all. She turned her full fury on Alex. "What the _hell_ were you thinking?" she said, trying hard to control her voice. It wouldn't help the situation if she lost her temper.
Alex shrank in his chair. He _knew_ he'd gone too far. "I ... don't know," he answered sheepishly.
"You got stoned, hot-wired the park's pickup, went for a joy-ride, and wrecked the truck and a storefront?" Jenny felt her jaw muscles trembling as she fought to control her temper.
"I'm sorry," Alex tried to apologize.
"Sorry? For what you did?" Jenny shook her head angrily. "Tell me why I shouldn't let them take you to juvenile detention!" she asked. "Give me one good reason!"
Alex stared silently at the floor. Even he, apparently, knew that he'd gone too far.
Jenny glared at him for another moment before letting her gaze drop. She set her elbow on the table and let her forehead drop into her upturned hand. "I don't know what to do with you anymore," she said, exasperated. "Maybe I should have let you go to the orphanage."
Alex's eyes widened. "Not that place!" he answered quickly. There was a hint of genuine fear in his voice. "I'll ... I'll do better."
Jenny lifted her head to stare at him. Slowly, she shook it. "That's what you said the _last_ time. And the time before that!" she answered. "I've been down here five times to bail your sorry ass out of trouble. Every time, you promise to be better, and every time, that lasts about two days before you go back to your bad habits. You got kicked out of summer school, you wouldn't let the NRDs help you, you're getting a police record." She sighed again. "Tell me what else I can do."
"I'll try harder," the boy protested.
Jenny shook her head. "It's not working. Do you realize that I'm about to lose my job because I'm having to spend so much time chasing after you and bailing you out of trouble? Do you realize that?"
Alex shook his head, still staring at the floor. "So ... what are you going to do?" he asked cautiously.
"Damn, I wish Melinda wasn't in Europe studying. She's got a teenage little sister, and she might have some ideas of what to do with you!" She shook her head sadly. "I'm out of choices. I called the Child Protective Services before I came down here. We've got an appointment with a case worker next week to talk with you and with your counselor. They'll find a place for you that, hopefully, can help you, because Lord knows I can't." She closed her eyes and let her head droop. "I've tried, but I just can't help you. And I _can't_ ask Melinda to help with this crap, when she gets back, either."
**********
The doorbell startled Jenny; she wasn't expecting anyone. She was seated at the kitchen table _trying_ to help Alex with his homework. Not surprisingly, he wasn't cooperating.
Jenny rose and opened the door. "Oh, hi Anya," she said. She sounded tired and frustrated.
"Hi," Anya replied as she came into the apartment. "I hope you don't mind me stopping by."
Jenny shook her head, giving Anya a quick hug. "Not at all. I was just ..." She stopped suddenly and frowned. "What is it?" she asked, having sensed something from Anya.
"Is my magic rubbing off on you?" Anya asked with a laugh. She shook her head. "I was hoping it wasn't that obvious."
Jenny tried to laugh, but given her fatigue, the laugh sounded hollow. "I've known you too long for you to hide things. What's going on? Out with it."
"We lost power in one of the pump houses," she said reluctantly. "Grandmother had to shut down half the rides in Tropical Paradise."
Jenny rolled her eyes. "Oh, shit," she swore. She glanced at Alex, and then back at Anya. "Okay, give me a few minutes and I'll be over to see what I can do."
"I really hate to interrupt your time off," Anya added quickly. "And normally, I wouldn't, but things ...."
Jenny nodded. "I know. Things have gotten a bit out of hand lately." She turned toward Alex, who was watching and listening. "What do I do about him? You know I can't leave him alone. Not after last time."
Anya nodded, but then a curious smile crossed her face. "Bring him along."
"You're joking!" Jenny exclaimed. She read Anya's expression. "You can't be serious."
"Why not? What can it hurt?"
Jenny shook her head. "Do _you_ want to deal with him running around the park while I work?"
"Do we have a choice?"
Jenny contemplated her options. Like Anya, she didn't see any. "I guess not."
Ten minutes later, they were at the park entrance. Alex watched the girls going into the park with admiration; he was at an age when boys noticed girls. "Why didn't you bring me here earlier?" he asked, forgetting for a moment just _how_ angry Jenny was with him.
"I think the answer should be obvious," Jenny answered icily. She turned to Anya. "Are you _sure_ this is a good idea?"
In answer, Anya handed the boy a pass. "Swipe this through the reader at the gate, go in the men's locker to change, and take a shower before you go into the park.
Five minutes and one scream later, Anya greeted a young lady emerging from the men's locker. "Hi," she said to the girl.
Alex stared at her, wide-eyed. "What ... happened to me?" He stared down at his chest, at the small mounds protruding from his smaller, more feminine body. He looked like a typical twelve year-old girl, a bit gangly and awkward, and but starting to develop toward womanhood.
Anya handed him a bikini top. "Put this on first. Grandmother will get very upset if you don't."
Alex held the top like it was a rattlesnake, staring at the foreign garment.
Anya sighed, then put the top on Alex. "Okay, let's go sit down. This is going to take a little explaining." She took Alex's hand and led him to a bench.
"What ...? How ...?" Alex stammered as he tried to comprehend the changes.
Anya smiled with a twinkle in her eyes. "It's magic."
"Magic?" Alex considered her words for a moment. "Bullshit!"
Anya frowned at the boy-turned-girl. "That's not very ladylike language," she chided. "So, smarty-pants, how do _you_ explain it if you don't believe me?"
Alex started to answer, but found himself sitting open-mouth and at a loss for words.
"Magic," Anya explained again. "Grandmother built this park as a refuge for women. If you run around, which you will, you'll find the park full of women, and not a single boy or man. The magic in the showers changes them into women for the day."
"So you're saying that magic changed me into ... a girl? And I'm stuck like this for the day?"
Anya nodded. "Yup." She stood and held out a hand to help Alex up. "Now, let's go introduce you to the park, and hopefully, you can have some fun."
Anya gave Alex the short tour - looking from the path up to the rides on Pele's Mountain in Tropical Paradise, around the lagoon, and over to the Wild River area, where she showed him the swimming hole and the slides down the mountain. Between the changes and the tour, Alex was speechless.
As they approached the Junior Lifeguard Academy, Anya stopped by a lifeguard station. She gave a quick hug to the young lady at the station, a good-looking blonde woman in a red swimsuit. "Hi, Liz," Anya said warmly.
Liz smiled at Anya, but then warily eyed Alex. "And who is this?"
"This is Jenny's cousin," Anya explained. "She's here for the day ...."
Alex frowned when Anya referred to him as "she". "I'm not ..."
Anya gave him a look that was intimidating to the point of being frightening. "As I was saying," she continued when Alex had been sufficiently cowed, "this is Jenny's cousin. I figured she'd like the Academy to start with."
Liz frowned. "She won't cause any trouble, will she?" She sounded skeptical.
Anya shook her head. "No." She gave Liz another quick smile, then took Alex's hand and let him toward the pool. At the pool's edge, she stopped and turned toward the girl. "You _will_ behave today, won't you?" she asked insistently.
"Yes," Alex squeaked.
"Good. Because if you try to cause trouble," Anya continued in a voice that was very somber and quietly threatening, "I _will_ know about it, and I _will_ ensure you are punished. Don't think about leaving, either, because I put a magic ward on the entrance. You _won't_ be able to get out, but I'll know you tried." She put on a sweet smile. "Do we have an understanding?"
Alex gulped. There was no question but that Anya's scare tactics had worked. "Yes, ma'am," he managed to say.
**********
"Hi." A girl's voice sounded beside Alex. He turned toward the voice.
"Oh, hi," Alex answered unenthusiastically. His fear had waned, replaced instead by resentment at what Anya had done to him. He was seated in a lounge chair, sulking at his predicament.
The girl sat beside him. "I'm Megan. I haven't seen you around here. Are you new?" She was about Alex's age, and rather slender. Her hair was sandy-blonde in a braided ponytail, with her freckles , she looked like a normal, average girl that a boy wouldn't notice on first glance. She seemed to bubble with enthusiasm and friendliness.
Alex wasn't exactly in the mood for conversation. "Yeah."
The girl didn't let Alex's dour mood affect her. "So are you visiting, or did you move here?"
"I'm visiting, I guess," Alex answered nonchalantly.
"Do you like to swim?"
"What?" Alex seemed to not understand the question.
Megan laughed. "Do you like to swim? My friends and I always have a relay race, but since Amber is on vacation, we can't. But if you like to swim, maybe you'd like to join us so we can have our race. It's kind of a tradition."
Alex looked disbelievingly at her. "Are you serious?"
"Sure," Megan answered. "We swim toward the climbing wall, climb to the top, then jump off and swim back. Then the next one on the team goes."
Alex looked at the pool, at the climbing wall that loomed over one end. She saw girls trying to climb, most unsuccessfully. "Uh, I'm not really ...."
"But if you're scared, I understand. Not everyone can climb the wall," Megan continued.
Alex felt like he was being challenged. His male ego couldn't pass on a challenge. "I'm not scared!" he protested.
"Good. You can be on my team. Come on." Megan grabbed his hand and pulled him up, then turned and scampered to the edge of the pool, where she plopped down with her legs dangling in the water.
Alex didn't see a way out. He trudged to the edge of the pool and sat down beside Megan. Counting Megan, there were five other girls around him.
"You'll be on my team, with Kelly," Megan explained. "The other team is Brooke, Lauren, and Sydney."
"Hi," Alex said without enthusiasm as he looked at the girls, trying to keep straight which girl belonged with which name.
"I forgot to ask your name," Megan giggled.
"I'm Alex," he replied.
"Is that short for Alexandra? Or Alexis?" the girl Alex thought was Brooke asked.
"Alexandra," Alex answered quickly.
"Okay, you can go second," Megan directed. "Kelly is great, so she'll start, and I'll finish behind you. That way, you can watch Kelly and see how it works."
Alex _knew_ that he'd do way better than these _girls_. He watched as Kelly started for Megan's team; Megan hadn't been kidding when she said that Kelly was good. Kelly gave Alex a very good lead.
Alex wasn't as good as he thought. He wasn't a strong swimmer, and when he got to the wall, he found that he didn't have the strength that he'd been counting on. Climbing the wall was much harder than he'd expected. By the time he'd gotten halfway up, Lauren had caught up to him
Frustrated, Alex started to push himself. He was _not_ going to lose to a girl! As a result, he slipped, fell, and had to start over. By the time he got to the top, Lauren had tagged off with Sydney.
By the time Alex tagged off with Megan, he was angry at himself. At the same time, he felt so embarrassed that he wanted to cry. He was angry at _that_, too, because he hadn't felt like crying in a long time. It wasn't 'manly'.
"I'm sorry ... I made us lose," Alex tried to apologize as he fought back tears.
Megan gave him a quick hug. "That's okay," she consoled him. "It was fun even if we lost."
Megan and Kelly's consoling didn't help his mood. They were so cheerful and happy! Alex would have felt better if they'd have laughed or yelled, instead of being so nice to him!
"You want to go the mountain slides?" Brooke wanted to find another activity.
"Hey, isn't the coach doing a diving clinic at the pool?" Sydney asked excitedly. "I don't know about you, but I'd like to go over there! I want to get better so I can be on the high school diving team in a few years!" It didn't take much debate for the girls to decide to go to the big pool for some diving.
"You're coming along, too, aren't you?" Kelly asked Alex as he hung behind them.
Alex was surprised. "But ...."
Kelly lightly grasped his elbow. "Come on. It'll be fun!"
After listening to the coach and watching the demonstrations, the girls took turns diving. After only a few dives, the coach walked up beside Alex, who was waiting in line for his next turn.
"I haven't seen you around here before," the coach began. "Are you new?"
Alex nodded uncertainly. "Yeah," he replied.
The coach was an attractive woman in her early thirties, he guessed. She looked perfectly fit and trim. "You've got some talent," the coach said. "You need some polish, but you've got talent. If you're around, I'd like to have you try out for the diving team in a couple of years."
Alex felt his cheeks warm at the compliment. "I'm just visiting," Alex replied uneasily. "I don't think ..."
"Too bad. I think you could go a long way." She smiled. "I have a clinic every Saturday morning. I'm doing one tomorrow, too. I hope to see you there. Even if you don't make _my_ team, you should get into diving." She laughed. "But not if my team has to compete against you!"
Alex felt confused. He could feel that this girl body was more coordinated and agile than his pre-teen male body, but he didn't think he was _that_ good.
Several hours later, Anya found Alex with Megan and Kelly, squealing and giggling as they rode down the Dambuster slide. Anya smiled as she watched Alex. He was smiling, playing with the girls, and having a good time. She gestured toward him as Alex started to climb out of the raft.
The other girls noticed Anya, too. "Oh, oh!" Megan said. "Are you in trouble?"
Alex flinched. "I don't _think_ so," he answered
"Do you know who she is? That's Anya. She's, like, the owner's granddaughter, and hyper-important," Sydney said in a hushed voice.
"Yeah," Brooke answered. "But everyone says she's very friendly."
"What does she want with you?" Kelly asked a little fearfully.
Alex shrugged. "I hope all she's here for is to tell me that Jenny is done for the day and wants me to go home."
Brooke's eyes widened with awe. "You ... know her? And Jenny?"
Alex smiled and nodded. "Jenny's my cousin."
Anya watched the girls with a bemused smile. She knew _exactly_ what they'd been talking about. "Alex," she called, "it's time to go. Jenny's waiting by the gate."
Alex pouted, not realizing that he was doing so, nor realizing how cute he looked as a pouting young girl. "Can you please ask her if I can stay for a while? I'm having fun."
Anya's smile broadened. "I'll tell her. And I'll tell her that I'll bring you home tonight. Okay?"
Alex beamed. "Okay." He turned to the other girls. "How about doing the Otter Run?" he suggested eagerly.
**********
Alex and the girls walked slowly toward the main gate, as if they could delay the park's closing and eke out a little more fun in the waning sunlight. As they neared the gate, Megan stopped and turned to Alex. "Are you coming back tomorrow?"
Alex was surprised by her question. "I .. I don't know," he answered honestly.
"Please say you'll come back," Megan begged. "I had so much fun with you today."
"I'll try. It depends."
"My mom could tell your parents that it's okay," Megan added quickly, hoping to convince Alex to return.
Alex felt his eyes moistening. "I'm ... living with my cousin Jenny," he said
"Oh. Are you just visiting, or are your parents ...?"
Alex turned away as tears started flowing. "You don't' get it, do you?" he sobbed. "My parents are _dead_!" He put his hands up to his face, to hide the fact that he was crying suddenly and uncontrollably.
"I'm so sorry," Megan said sympathetically as she put her arms around Alex. "I didn't know." She felt him trembling as he wept. "I'm sorry," Megan repeated over and over.
Alex let himself cry on Megan's shoulder for several minutes. His tears streamed down his cheeks, dripping onto Megan, but she didn't seem to mind. She just hugged Alex tightly, trying to comfort him.
After a bit, Alex straightened up, still embraced by his new friend. "I'm sorry I'm crying on you," he said awkwardly. He didn't know quite what to say, except that he was embarrassed at having broken down like he had.
"It's okay," Megan answered. "That's what friends are for - to help each other."
Alex looked at Megan. "Are you saying ... we're friends?" he asked hesitantly.j
Megan smiled. "If you want. I like you. You're fun."
Alex felt his tears starting again, and he turned away. "I never had many ... friends," he sobbed. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't keep crying like this. I just don't know how to stop."
Megan put her hands on Alex's shoulders. "It's okay."
Alex shook his head. "No, it's not, and it doesn't feel like it ever will be again." He turned and gave his new friend a hug. "I've got to find Anya," he said, still not sure of himself. "She's taking me home."
Megan nodded. "Okay. But you're coming tomorrow, right? Your cousin _has_ to let you come. Tell her we all said, 'please'."
Alex tried to smile through his tears and grief. "Okay, I'll tell her. But I can't promise I'll be here." He watched Megan walk to the women's locker, then turned to see if he could find Anya. He was startled to see her standing a few yards away, watching him.
Anya came to Alex. "Are you okay?" she asked.
Alex nodded mutely.
"I bet that's the first time since ... the accident ... that you've cried, isn't it?" she asked knowingly.
Again, Alex nodded. "I don't know why I couldn't stop crying," he said softly.
"Maybe it's because you've been bottling up your grief, and you had too many tears to hold back."
"I shouldn't cry, though," Alex announced. "I'm not supposed to cry."
Anya wrapped her arm around Alex's shoulder. "It's okay to cry," she soothed him. "Everyone needs to cry a little bit once in a while."
"No-one understands how much it hurts inside," Alex said.
Anya tried to smile, but it was forced. "You'd be surprised," she said as she felt her own eyes moisten. "My mother ... died ... in an accident ... a few years ago." She escorted Alex to the entrance of the men's locker. "Why don't you change, and we can talk more on the way back to Jenny's apartment."
**********
"Honest, Jenny," Alex said as she ate her breakfast, "I'll be good."
Jenny paused, a bite of cottage cheese halfway to her mouth. She put the spoon back on the plate. "Okay," she relented. "Anya said you were good yesterday." She got a curious expression. "Why do you want to go to the park again?"
Alex smiled. "I had a lot of fun. And my friends are going to be there today."
"Okay, I guess," Jenny replied uncertainly.
Alex jumped up from the table, grabbed his towel and swimsuit, and practically skipped out of the apartment, a bright smile on his face.
Jenny sat at the table, her mouth hanging open in shock. "What just happened here?" she asked herself.
**********
"Oh, he's so _cute_!" Brooke purred as she pulled herself up to the edge of the pool.
Ashley and Kelly nodded their agreement. "Don't you think so?" Ashley asked Alex.
The girls had been talking about the latest teen idol, a boy star that Alex wanted to hit or barf on. But the girls - they were all ga-ga over him. Alex didn't understand. "No," he said simply, trying to be quiet and non-provocative. "I don't think so."
"So, what _do_ you like in a guy?" Megan challenged him
Alex gulped. This conversation was going places that he didn't expect. "I don't know," he stammered. "Daring, bold, and adventurous. Someone with a great, fast car. Kind of a rebel. Maybe, like playing bass guitar in a rock band." Alex was describing what _he_ thought girls found attractive.
"Ewww!" Sydney was visibly turned off by Alex's description. "You probably want a guy with lots of tats, too!"
Alex felt defensive again. "What's wrong with some cool tats?"
"Yuck!" Lauren looked like she wanted to hurl. "How about _your_ body? Do _you_ want a tat?"
Alex shrugged. "Maybe. I mean, they're cool. I don't see what's wrong."
Brooke laughed. "You want to advertise with a tramp stamp?" she taunted. "I know _I_ don't!" She glanced around and lowered her voice. "But maybe a small discrete tat would be okay. Like a rose on my butt, where no-one will see it," she said. "Unless I want them to," she added with a giggle.
"I don't want a guy with a hot car," Sydney changed topics. "I want a hot guy with a car."
The girls giggled. Alex asked, "What's wrong with a hot car?"
"Do _you_ want to be second banana to a piece of metal? I know _I_ don't."
"Yeah," Lauren added, "guys with cars think about their cars first. They spend all their money on their cars. I'd rather have a guy that spends his money on me!"
"You know Michelle? She was going with that creepy Goth guy. You know the guy." Megan shuddered visibly. "He's so ... weird!"
"I heard he smokes pot, too!" Brooke added in a hushed, gossipy voice.
Alex had had enough of talking about boys. He splashed the girls and started swimming across the pool toward the zip slide. Unfortunately, he wasn't a strong swimmer, and Kelly easily caught him. She dunked him in response to being splashed in the face.
**********
"I know you had fun yesterday," Jenny tried to explain, "but you can't change every day. It's very hard on your body. Anya calls it Transformation Shock. I'm told it hurts pretty badly, and it can be very serious."
"But I don't want to hang out around here all day," Alex protested.
Jenny sighed. "Okay, I'll tell you what. The girls said they were going to the mall today for lunch and hanging out. How about if I drop you off while I run errands? Is that okay?"
It wasn't okay. It took less than an hour for Jenny to get a call to come to the mall to pick up her cousin. She felt a mixture of dread and anger as she walked into the management offices.
Alex sat in a chair, staring at the floor. Towering over him was a mall security guard, who looked quite thoroughly pissed.
"What did he do _this_ time?" Jenny asked the manager as soon as he came in. She was fed up with bailing Alex out of trouble.
The manager proceeded to read a list of stunts, pranks, and mischief that Alex had caused within one hour. "And if he ever sets foot in this mall again," he added menacingly, "I'll have him arrested for trespass, and I'll add these charges of criminal mischief to the mix!"
"Did he cause any damage?" Jenny asked wearily. She knew the routine with Alex by now.
The manager shook his head. "Apart from having to clean out the fountain, no."
"At least there's that," Jenny sighed. "All right," she said to the manager. "I can promise that you won't see him again."
The manager nodded, his expression stern. "I'd better not."
Jenny led Alex out of the office. As soon as they were out of earshot of the manager, Jenny turned to Alex. "What am I going to do with you? As soon as I turn my back, you get into trouble again."
"I'm sorry," Alex said without conviction. "I just ... got bored."
Jenny sighed and turned to lead him from the mall. She was afraid that the manager would have a change of mind and decide to prosecute Alex now. "And I have to put up with you for three more days," she grumbled. "The social worker had to cancel the meeting this afternoon and reschedule for Thursday."
**********
"I don't have a choice, do I?" Jenny grumbled. "I'm so far behind in my work that rides are breaking down! I _have_ to go to work!"
Alex nodded. There was something about his demeanor that didn't strike Jenny as genuine. "I guess not." He looked up, trying to smile. "At least I don't get into trouble when I'm with my friends."
Jenny finished getting ready and led Alex from her apartment to the park entrance. "Hi, Anya," she called out as she neared the employees' gate.
Anya smiled, but noted the fatigue in Jenny's voice. "Good morning," she replied. "I take it that Alex is going to be with us today?"
Jenny nodded glumly. "Yeah. I hope he's not too much trouble, but this is the only way I can get any work done. This is the one place he doesn't seem to get into trouble."
Anya smiled at Alex. "We all know how well you behave here, don't we?" she asked in a sweet voice. Behind her voice, however, was an underlying threat that Alex read all too well.
"Yes, ma'am," he answered nervously.
"Okay." She reached toward Alex with a pass.
Jenny intercepted it, shaking her head. "I need a two-day pass, if we can," she said in a firm voice. "I've got so much work to do that he's going to have to come in tomorrow, too."
Anya smiled. "Okay. We can do that." She concentrated on the pass, as if studying its very insides, and then waved her fingers as she spoke a few strange words, causing the pass to glow briefly. "Two day pass it is."
"Wasn't that a little showy?" Jenny asked, laughing lightly for the first time in weeks.
Anya grinned. "I guess, but it doesn't hurt to show off once in a while."
Jenny handed the pass to Alex. "You know the drill. Change and shower. But since the park isn't open, ..."
"I know, I know. I'll hang out around the front until the park opens."
Jenny and Anya watched Alex as he walked into the men's locker. "You know," Anya said, "there are times when he's not a bad kid."
"Oh yeah?" Jenny asked in disbelief. "Like when? My life has been a living hell since he came to stay. And with Melinda in Europe on her fellowship, I don’t have _her_ to help _me_ with my stress!"
"I'll admit he's a little boisterous," Anya agreed, "but you have to admit that he has a _lot_ of issues to work out."
"That's what his counselor keeps reminding me."
Anya smiled. "I bet Melinda tells you the same thing, too!"
Jenny sighed. "Actually, she's kind of stumped, too. Remember, she had a little sister, not a little brother, so some of his behavior is new ground for both of us." She shook her head. "The problem is that I don't have time to wait for him to work out his problems. And the time I have to spend dealing with him and his issues really cuts into time for staying in touch with Melinda."
"Did you notice that when he's in the park, he behaves?" Anya asked.
Jenny's eyes narrowed. "You're not suggesting ...."
Anya laughed. "No I'm not. I'm just suggesting that changing is an escape for him. All his past problems, his police record, and his frustrations as a pre-teen boy - they're all gone. It's like he's on vacation from all of those issues."
"Maybe," Jenny admitted after some thought. She laughed. "I thought you were going to suggest that we could work things out if I got him a lifetime pass."
Anya chuckled. "I wasn't ready to go _that_ far."
In a few moments, the female version of Alex emerged from the locker room. He had no problems with the top of his swimsuit, and he sat down to wait for his friends while he fiddled with his cell phone.
After a while, patrons started coming through the gate, but Alex sat, smart-phone in hand. Presently, six girls came out of the women's locker room.
"Hi, Megan," Alex called cheerfully as he ran to hug the girl.
"Hi, Alex," Megan replied. She turned to the newcomer that Alex hadn't met. "This is Ashley. She's just got back from vacation."
Ashley sized up the newcomer. "Hi," she said in a measured tone. "I heard that you're trying to take my place in the relay races." She didn't sound thrilled to meet Alex.
Alex laughed off the verbal challenge. "I don't think so," he replied with a chuckle. "I'm not very good. Whichever team I'm on always loses. I think they're all glad you're back!"
Ashley's mistrust was disarmed by Alex's admission. "So, where do you want to go?"
"How about the swings at the swimming hole?" Brooke suggested.
Alex knew enough to sense that Ashley considered herself the queen bee, and that Alex shouldn't challenge the girl. "Okay with me, I guess," he replied.
"Yeah, and you'll have to tell us all about Disney World!" Lauren added as the girls started walking.
**********
"You should have been at the mall yesterday," Brooke said as the girls lounged beside the lagoon.
Alex _had_ been there, but the girls didn't know it had been him. "What ... what happened?"
"We were sitting, drinking sodas, when this guy started acting up."
"Oh?"
"Yeah," Lauren added. "He was so ..."
Alex couldn't resist commenting. "I heard someone say that he was pretty cool."
"Ewww!" the girls replied in unison.
"He was rude and obnoxious," Brooke retorted.
"And he was a big show-off," Megan added. "Just trying to get attention for himself."
"Yeah. He was acting like he was God's gift to women, like he thought he was the center of the universe!" Kelly commented.
"What about the rebel look?" Alex questioned. He hadn't expected the girls' comments to be what they were.
"He didn't look like a rebel," Lauren replied. "Just a little asshole who thinks
pretty highly of himself."
Brooke lowered her voice and leaned toward the others. "Denise told me that he got kicked out of summer school for selling drugs!"
Alex wanted desperately to correct them, but something inside him made him keep his mouth shut. The girls' stories were wrong, but he couldn't defend himself - not like he was.
"You know Tim? Ryan's little brother?" Megan asked.
"Ryan," the girls cooed. "He's a hunk!"
"Well, Tim told Rachel that the kid's family moved down from up north to get away from the police. Tim said that he's got a record a mile long, and that he started one down here, too!"
"I'd believe that," Lauren observed.
"So, how was Disney World?" Alex changed the subject abruptly.
Ashley smiled. "It was, like, so awesome!" she reported enthusiastically. "It was, like, the coolest vacation I've ever been on!"
Alex was unusually quiet the rest of the day as the girls talked and played.
**********
"Please, Jenny? Please?" Alex begged.
Jenny frowned. "You may most definitely _not_ go to the mall! Don't you remember? The manager said you'd be arrested for trespassing if he caught you there again."
Alex was ready for that angle. "Yeah, but he's looking for a boy. I'm a girl right now! Besides, I'll be with my friends, so I won't cause any trouble!"
"Well, ...."
"They really don't like show-offs! I promise that I'll be good. Really, I will."
Jenny's resolve crumbled. "Well, okay," she finally relented. "But I'm going with you. Wherever you go, I'll be a few steps away. If you even think about doing something stupid, I'll haul your ass out of there before you're even done _thinking_ about it."
To her amazement, Jenny's fears were unfounded, and Alex kept his promise. Jenny watched, stunned, as Alex hung out with the girls from the park. She wondered if Anya was right - maybe Alex needed a chance to escape his problems from time to time.
**********
"I don't need to be walked home," Alex said gruffly to Anya. Like the day before, he'd spent the day at Bikini Beach, and was walking home long after Jenny had quit for the day. "I'm old enough to take care of myself."
Anya smiled. "Maybe you were as Alex, but not as Alexandra. In case you didn't notice, the world is more dangerous for girls."
"Still, it's not like I have to hike halfway across town," Alex added.
"True, but since I live in the same building, and since I promised Jenny that I'd look out for you, I figured I'd better keep my promise."
The two walked for a while in silence. Finally, Anya spoke. "You're awfully quiet today," she observed.
"Been thinking," Alex replied simply.
"About what?"
"I don't understand girls," he said. "None of them thought I was cool at the mall the other day."
"You weren't."
Alex's jaw dropped at Anya's candor. "What ... what do you mean?"
"You weren't cool," she repeated. "Being loud and obnoxious isn't cool. Getting into trouble isn't cool. Doing drugs isn't cool."
"But ...." Alex was even more confused.
Anya smiled. "Being respectful is cool. Treating people nicely is cool."
"Being a boring adult doesn't sound cool to me," Alex retorted.
Anya laughed. "Is my boyfriend Greg cool?" she asked.
"Well, I guess. In a way."
"I didn't say anything about having to be boring. Greg most certainly is _not_ boring. He's a good student, but he's definitely _not_ a nerd. He's got a great sense of humor. He loves taking me to movies, hanging out, going to concerts, and walking on the beach. We go roller-blading, and we go out to dinner. We've gone hang-gliding. We went on a dive cruise. We even go shooting at the gun range from time to time. Does _that_ sound boring?"
Alex shook his head. "No."
"I don't think so. The great thing is, that in all of that, he treats me with respect, like I'm important. When we're together, I know that I'm the center of his universe." She smiled at Alex. "Does that make sense?"
Alex walked silently for a while longer as he contemplated Anya's words. "I've got a bad rep, don't I?"
Anya nodded, a gesture barely visible in the fading light. "Yup. Very bad."
**********
Jenny came home from the grocery store later than she'd planned. She wanted, no, needed, to be home earlier than Alex - just in case. He _was_ a trouble-maker, after all. When she opened the door, it was quiet. Jenny frowned - had something happened to Alex on the way home? She felt a surge of panic as she scrambled to put the grocery bags down so she could call Anya.
As she picked up the phone, Jenny heard music. Unlike Alex's usual taste, the volume was low, and it wasn't some obnoxious group that Jenny couldn't stand. Curious, she walked around the corner into the living area.
Jenny was so stunned that she nearly fell over. Alex, still in his female body, was sitting without his headphones, at her desk, studying!
"What's ... going on?" Jenny stammered.
Alex looked up from his books. "I figured I should get my grades up a little," he said softly.
"Oh. What did you do today?" Jenny was confused.
Alex shrugged. "Just hung out with friends." He looked up from the book. "Can I go to the park again tomorrow?" he asked.
Jenny's eyes narrowed with suspicion. "Why?"
Alex shrugged again. "I don't know. It's something to do. The diving coach is going to be there for some private lessons, and she wanted to see me diving again."
"And?"
"I just want to have some fun, you know, hanging with my friends."
Jenny thought for a moment. This was _so_ unlike Alex. She knew he had to have something up his sleeve. "Oh, I think I get it," she finally said. "If you hang out with the girls, you can get to know them, so you can smooth-talk them when you're a guy again, right?"
Alex looked up at her, his eyes wide with some emotion. His lower lip trembled. "No," he said, obviously fighting back tears. "That's not it."
"So what _is_ your angle?"
Alex stared at her, with tears now flowing down his cheeks. "I don't _have_ an angle," he wailed, before he bolted from the chair and ran from the apartment.
"Alex!" Jenny called after him as he fled. "Come back here!"
Alex had already darted into the fire stairs and was running down them. In moments, he was in the lobby, heading out the door.
"Whoa!" a familiar voice called as someone grabbed his arm, stopping him. "Where are you going in such a hurry?"
Alex turned and recognized Anya. "She ... doesn't trust me!" he cried.
Anya realized that Alex _had_ been crying. "Slow down," she tried to calm him. "What do you mean, she doesn't trust you? Who? Jenny?"
Alex nodded. "She thinks I've got some angle to get the girls - that's why she thinks I go to the park."
"It looks like you really could use someone to listen to you right now." Anya's voice was soothing, sympathetic. "Do you want to go for a walk?"
Alex stared at her for a moment, and nodded.
The two walked silently back by the park entrance, to the edge of a construction site. "We're building on," Anya explained. "We're going to add two new areas, and Grandmother has a deal with Ronnie Harris to build a gym for women, too." She sat down on a dirt pile, and patted it to indicate that Alex should sit down as well. "What's bothering you?"
"Everything," Alex replied softly, still fighting his tears. "My whole life is shit!"
Anya shook her head. "No, it isn't. It just looks like it to you right now."
"I lost my parents," Alex argued, "I've got shitty grades, so I'll never get into college or get a good job. I've got a police record. I've got a shitty reputation. No one trusts me. I don't have any friends. Everything is crap!"
"I think the girls at the park are your friends," Anya commented.
"That's only when I'm a girl," Alex said. "They think I'm a creep when I'm a guy. I don't have any friends."
"If that's true," Anya noted, "then why am I sitting here in a pile of dirt talking with you?"
In the dim moonlight, she saw his face turn up toward her, and she knew his eyes were wide with surprise at her words.
"Alex, what you don't realize is that people _do_ care about you. The problem is that you're too hurt to let your shields down so they can get through."
"I've screwed up everything," Alex said again as he wiped at his tears. "I wish I could start all over again."
"Would you really?" Anya asked, a curious smile on her face. "I _could_ help you start completely over, but do you realize what you'd have to give up?"
"You mean ...?" Alex's eyes were wide with fear. "But ... that's too much!"
"What have you got to lose? From what you've told me, not a lot."
**********
Jenny was no longer panicking over Alex's absence. Anya had texted her saying that he was with her, and that they were talking. She knew Anya would take care of Alex, so she had a moment to call Melinda. The knock on the door, then, was no surprise. "I've got to go, love," she said into her phone. "Alex and Anya are back. I love you and miss you." She made a kissing sound at the phone, and then reluctantly hung up and opened the door.
Alex stood, looking very humbled. "I'm ... sorry," he said softly. "I shouldn't have run out."
Jenny stepped out of the way so that Alex could enter. As soon as he stepped inside, she saw Anya standing in the hallway. "Thanks," she said to her friend.
Anya smiled. "It was nothing. Now, just listen to him. Please?"
Jenny was startled by Anya's advice, but she nodded. "Okay."
After she'd said goodnight to Anya and shut the door, Jenny turned back to Alex.
"I'm sorry I've been such a pain in the ass," Alex continued his apology. "Anya said I was too busy feeling hurt and sorry for myself to realize that you really _did_ care about me."
"Pretty good advice, if you ask me," Jenny said carefully. She wasn't quite sure what direction this conversation was going to take.
"I wish I could start over," Alex said.
Jenny's eyes widened with surprise, and then she smiled. "Okay." She stuck out her hand. "I'm your cousin Jenny. It's nice to meet you."
Alex stared at her hand for a moment, and then laughed. "That's not what I was talking about," he said. "Anya said there was a way I could _really_ start over."
Jenny's jaw dropped. "You're ... serious?"
Alex nodded sadly. "I've really messed up my life pretty badly. I figure that I don't have anything to lose. I don't have anything to look forward to as things are now. I don't have any friends, my grades suck, I've got a police record. I kind of think that kids my age don't like me very much — as Alex. Anya said that she can make the magic permanent, and that I can start over."
"Do you have any idea just how big a step this would be for you?"
Alex winced. "No," he said uneasily. "But it's not easy being me right now. At least if I change, I'll have some friends my age that listen to me and like me."
Jenny nodded slowly. "Maybe tomorrow, we should go talk with the boss, to see what she thinks."
Alex nodded. "Okay. I'm going to go study, if it's okay."
**********
"You both know how big a step this will be, don't you?" the old woman asked Jenny and Alex.
The magic of the previous pass had worn off, and Alex was back to being a boy. He nodded. "I talked with Anya last night. She told me it's going to be hard."
Jenny nodded. "I know. But it beats the alternatives, don't you think?"
"You're going to be raising a teenage girl. You and _Melinda_ are going to be raising a girl. It's going to be harder than either of you imagine," the older woman spoke from her own experience.
Jenny smiled. "Worse than it is now?"
"Touché." The old woman shrugged. "It may be a _little_ more difficult than raising a teenage boy. You know this will be a learning adventure for all of you?"
"Yes," Alex answered. "But I have to start over. I don't have anything left in my life."
The old woman seemed sad. "This won't solve all your problems. You'll still have a lot of grief from losing your parents to deal with, you know."
Alex nodded. "But at least I have good friends my own age."
The old woman turned to Jenny. "You know this will cause some conflicts from time to time. I hope you'll be less ... distracted ... from your job now. You're too important to me and to the success of the park."
Jenny nodded. "I've got Anya and Liz to help me," she said confidently.
“"And Melinda, when she gets back,”," the old woman added.
“"Yeah,”," Jenny said, thinking of how much she missed her girlfriend — especially with the stress she’d been under. "And I hope you'll offer advice from time to time."
The old woman got a pained expression that lasted but a moment. Still, Jenny had seen it. "I'm not sure that I'd be very helpful," the old woman protested.
Jenny smiled. "You're more help than you know."
"Okay. One last time, Alex. Once you get the membership card and shower, I can't change you back. Are you sure this is what you want?"
Alex gulped nervously. "Anya said that Grandma and Grandpa would remember me, but as a girl."
Grandmother nodded. "That's right. The spell remakes the whole world, so it'll be as if you were born a girl. Everyone will recognize and remember you as a girl."
Alex nodded solemnly. "Okay. Then I guess I'm ready."
Grandmother smiled at his politeness. "Okay, then." She turned to her computer and entered some data.
Before she could press the button to process the pass, Alex spoke again. "Wait a sec," Alex interrupted., The old woman and Jenny turned to look at him, startled by the interruption. "What name are you putting on that card?" he asked.
The old woman glanced at Jenny, and then looked back at Alex. "Why, Alexandra, of course," she said. "Isn't that what you're going by?"
Alex smiled enigmatically. "Anya said that you can change reality so I have a different name."
"Yes. Why?"
"Can you give me the name Natalya? That was my mother's name. I think it would be nice."
The old woman smiled. She quickly corrected the data, and then pressed a button. In moments, a machine spat out a card. She handed it to Alex. "This is a special pass," the old woman said as she held it out. "Normally, I'd either not change your memories from the present reality, or I'd overwrite your memories with those of the new reality." She watched as Alex digested her explanation. "But for you, I'm going to make sure you have both. You won't forget being your parents' son, but those memories will fade a bit. Soon, you'll start remembering doing things as a girl. You'll touch both realities, so you don't forget the most special memories."
Alex nodded, not quite certain of what she'd said. "I think I understand."
The old woman smiled. "You'll understand more as time goes on. Now just go shower, and you're Natalya."
Alex looked almost fearful as he took the card, but slowly, a smile crept over his face. "Thank you," he finally burst out saying. "Thank you so very much!" He ran around the desk and gave the old woman a big hug, and then scampered out the door toward the showers.
“"Having a teenage girl around the apartment is going to be a burden on your and Melinda’s relationship,”," the old woman prompted. “"She _is_ going to take time that you two would spend together — especially after Melinda moves in with you.”."
Jenny nodded. “"The good thing is that Melinda has a little sister, so she’s got experience with a teenager.”."
"I hope she won't mind. You know, you've got a lot of work to do, you know?" the old woman asked Jenny.
Jenny smiled. "Yeah. I've got to get _her_ records transferred and get her enrolled for the next school year. I've got to get her a physical, so she can start diving lessons. We're going to have to do some shopping for new clothes. Oh, and I've got to cancel the appointment with the social worker, too!"
"And someday, you're going to have to tell him that his dad was your brother," the old woman said softly. "But I wouldn't do that right now. He's already got enough to deal with." She smiled. "But then again, you and Melinda are _uniquely_ qualified to help Natalya adjust to being a girl now."
Jenny laughed. "Yeah, that's what I was thinking, too."
"Do you need any help with the estate?" the old woman asked. "I can ask Ronnie for some legal help if you do."
Jenny thought for a moment before nodding. "That would be good," she answered. "The insurance company is dragging their feet because Alex - Natalya - is a minor. They want some kind of trust or something set up. And I'm going to have to sell the house and their property." She shook her head. "Handling an estate is pretty complicated."
"I'll ask Ronnie next time I see her," the old woman replied easily.
"Thanks. I'll swing by the bank at lunchtime so I can pay for Natalya's membership."
The old woman smiled. "How about if we just consider it your Christmas bonus - a little early?"
Jenny felt her eyes watering. "Thank you," she said. "You've done so much for Natalya"
"We all help our families," the old woman said warmly. "And you're family."
Jenny felt embarrassed. She changed the subject abruptly. "I feel like I've got a million things to do for Natalya and the estate."
"There's one thing you'll need to do first, though," the old woman cautioned Jenny.
"Oh? What's that?"
As if on cue, the door opened and Ronnie Harris walked in. "Oh, I'm sorry to interrupt," she said when she spotted Jenny. "I can come back in a moment."
The old woman smiled. "No, your timing is perfect. That deal on the condo that we were talking about last week — is everything coming together?"
"Deal? Condo? What are you talking about?" Jenny asked, stunned.
"You and Melinda may have been able to share a one-bedroom condo, but since your cousin moved in with you, your boss knew you were going to need a larger apartment," Ronnie Harris said simply. "We made some ... business arrangements last week and got a deal moving on a fast schedule for you to have a larger condo in the same building."
The old woman nodded. "So you can quit wasting your valuable time trying to find a two-bedroom apartment, and stay in the condo building you love."
Jenny's mouth dropped open as she stared at the old woman. "You ... knew? Last week?"
The old woman smiled. "Oh. Did I forget to tell you?" Her feigned innocence wasn't convincing.
Jenny started to speak, but she closed her mouth. "Yeah. I should have known." She shook her head. "Next time, though, could you give me a little advance warning? These last few weeks would have been _so_ much easier if you'd have clued me in!"
"Well, dear," the old woman said in a maternal way, "I _knew_ that things were going to work out, and that Alex would be staying with you. I didn't know quite _how_ it would work out, though. His decision to become Natalya was a ... surprise, even to me." The old woman grinned. "Next time, I'll try to remember to tell you about these things!"
Jenny shook her head, trying to stifle a chuckle. "You forgot, my foot!" She turned. "I'm going to work. At least my pumps don't _forget_ to tell me what they're up to!"
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FIN
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Synopsis: As Anya takes over more duties at the Beach, she realizes that not all of the patrons are adapting well to the change. She decides that something needs to be done. This story is a rewrite of "Customer Service", which has been published on another website, bringing resolution to one character. Grandmother's lesson needed some adjustment. This story, and its conflict, set up Grandmother to be more like Ellie has written, and less like the vindictive female version of the SRU wizard that she may have appeared in early stories.
Note: In the chronology of Bikini Beach, this story takes place between ‘Anya and Me’ and ‘In the Beginning’. If you have read both 'Anya and Me' and 'In the Beginning', you'll understand why and how it fits. If you haven't read the two stories, I suggest that you read them in proper order - 'Anya and Me', this one, and then 'In the Beginning'.
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The red Porsche, its license plate reading 'BAD BABE', screeched to a halt, the tires making a loud squawk on the asphalt. Whether it was the bright red of the expensive sports car or the squealing of the tires, nearly every patron in the parking lot turned to see the car. For brief seconds, every person speculated about who might be driving such a car.
When the door opened, and a tall, lithe, well-endowed girl in a very skimpy leather miniskirt and low-cut white sleeveless blouse stepped out, the heads shook in disbelief, disapproval, and even, perhaps, disappointment. Her blouse seemed strained by the large round breasts bouncing on her chest which threatened to spill from the low neckline, displaying a vast crevasse of cleavage in the process. Together with her narrow waist, round ultra-feminine derriere, and long sleek curvy legs, her body was a walking advertisement for sex. Heavy deep red lipstick accentuated her pouty lips, eye shadow and mascara emphasized her eyes and lashes, and her blonde hair seemed done in a naughty schoolgirl 'do, innocent and yet playful at the same time.
Even as the girl strutted in a slutty, sexy walk toward the entrance, the other people in the parking lot, nearly all women, tracked her motion. All, that is, except the brunette working in the ticket booth at the entrance to the water park. She smiled to herself, without looking up, as the girl approached.
"Hi, Alison," Anya said from behind the glass. "Nice day, isn't it?"
The girl from the Porsche, Alison Jenkins, shook her head. "Depends," she answered uneasily, even warily. "Has she budged at all?" Her statements seemed carefully guarded.
Anya sighed heavily. "Nope." She watched Alison's expression fall. "You want to go talk?"
Alison glanced up at Anya's invitation. "I guess it wouldn't hurt," she answered cautiously. There was ... something ... in her expression that caught Anya's attention — a distress or anguish that was unspoken but hung about Alison like a cloud.
Within a minute, Anya had called another girl to take her place in the booth, and she and Alison strolled through the gate into the park. But rather than following the steady stream of patrons, the two ladies turned toward the office building. Alison hesitated when she saw the destination, but Anya read her nervousness. "Oh, don't worry. Grandmother is taking the day off."
Once inside, Anya offered a chair to her guest. "Can I get you something? Coke? Sprite?"
Alison eyed her carefully. "Coke," she said with a slight tremble in her voice. "Diet, please."
Anya laughed as she retrieved the sodas from a small refrigerator. "I know you're not used to being treated as a real person," Anya said as she handed the soda to Alison. She noticed that Alison's hand was shaking as she accepted the drink. Anya declined to occupy her grandmother's large chair behind the desk, choosing instead to sit next to Alison. She knew it would be less ... intimidating ... to her guest. She took a sip of her own soda. "So how are things?"
Alison started to answer, but then she started shaking. At first, it was merely her hands that trembled, but increasingly strong tremors rose up until her arms and shoulders were shaking uncontrollably. Soft whimpering through quivering lips gave way to an agonized sobbing as her emotional barriers broke down. If her soda hadn't been sitting on the desk, she'd have spilled it as her head collapsed into her hands. She shook visibly as her crying echoed through the office. After a few long minutes of crying, Alison finally looked up at Anya, trying to wipe her tears dry. "It's horrible!" she finally cried. "It's all horrible."
Anya set her hand on Alison's arm. "I know," she said soothingly. "I know."
Alison looked at Anya. "No, you don't know!" she wailed angrily. "It's like being trapped, like having no control and having to live a nightmare, over and over again!"
Anya let her rant, and patted Alison's hand again. She sensed that Alison was lashing out in frustration and anger, emotions that should have been directed at Grandmother. Only Grandmother wasn't here, and Anya was the substitute recipient of the outburst. "I know what you're forced to live with," she corrected. "I _don't_ pretend to know what it's like."
"Why?" Alison cried. "Why won't she let me go? Haven't I been punished enough?"
Anya sighed. Two years earlier, Alan Jenkins had been caught by Grandmother taking pictures of the patrons in Bikini Beach. As punishment, Grandmother had changed poor Alan into the sex-crazed girl he was now, Alison Jenkins. But for Alison, the body was the least of 'her' punishments. Alison's new occupation was as a porno movie star.
Alison fought her tears. "Every time I get near a man, I can't help myself. I talk like a bimbo. I act like a slut. I end up doing ... things ... that are ... terrible!" she sobbed. "I can't stop it!" She wiped her eyes again. "And the only time I can be in any kind of control is when I'm around other women. But because of ... things ... they shun me!" She dropped her head again, bawling aloud. "I can't take any more of this!" she wailed.
Anya sighed. "I know," she said soothingly. Even though she sensed the desperation in Alison's voice, Anya didn't know what else to do. "I wish I could help you. Really I do."
Alison looked up slowly into Anya's sympathetic eyes. She saw that Anya _really_ meant what she was saying. "But?"
Anya shook her head. "I can't. The magic that changed you into a girl is too powerful for me. It’s not my spell. I can't undo it." She felt Alison's hopes fall as fast as the expression on her face. Anya knew, from her words, that she _had_ to do something, and quickly, before the situation drove Alison to do something extreme. "I'll see what I can do, okay?" she said hopefully. "I'll see if there's some kind of counter-spell I can do to at least help, with the … sex drive." She studied Alison's expression closely. "Please, let me try!" Anya pleaded. "I know you asked Grandmother before, and I know she wouldn't help you, but I _promise_ I'll try. Okay?"
**********
Anya locked the booth behind her and strolled through the twilight toward the office. The day's receipts had been good, and after doing some paperwork, she had a date with Greg, her boyfriend.
"How'd we do?" Grandmother asked as Anya let the door close.
Anya smiled. "Maybe six percent ahead of our business plan," she said. Then her features grew more serious. "Of course, this is only one day, and we have to make up for last weekend's rain." Thunderstorms the preceding weekend had made a shambles of their attendance.
Grandmother nodded. Anya was learning, and quickly, about handling a business. "I'll take care of the paperwork tonight if you want to leave early."
Anya sighed as she plopped down at her desk, a much smaller and less elaborate piece of furniture than Grandmother's symbolic display of importance. "Nah," she said. "It's part of the job."
Grandmother smiled and turned her attention to her own paperwork; it was nearly the end of the quarter, and taxes were going to be due again. Then she suddenly lifted her head and stared at Anya, as if she sensed ... knew ... that Anya wanted to talk to her. "What did you want to talk about?" she asked bluntly.
Anya sighed. "I should have learned that there aren't any secrets from you," she said softly. "Alison Jenkins came by yesterday."
Grandmother's expression turned to ice. "Oh," she replied, trying to sound calm but failing. "What did _she_ want?"
Anya flinched at the steely resolve in Grandmother's voice. "Don't you think she's been punished enough?" she finally asked.
Grandmother clenched her jaw. "Guys like that are a menace!" she hissed, surprising Anya with the venom in her voice. "They're predators!" She sat back, her face a mask of icy resolve. "I'm trying to protect women everywhere from that type of slime and filth!"
Anya winced inwardly. "But it's been over two years!" she protested. "You don't sentence a child to life in prison for stealing an apple!"
Grandmother's glare focused on Anya, and the young lady felt small and powerless. And then, as if she'd realized what she was doing, Grandmother shut her eyes and leaned back, forcing herself to calm down. "I know you're young, child," she said, unaware of the slight her words carried, "but I know how guys like Alan are. I'm really doing a favor to women ... to society ... by changing them!"
"Yeah? What about those two boys who sneaked in? Did they deserve to permanently become bimbos in exchange for petty theft?" Anya practically screamed. "Is _that_ punishment that fits the crime?"
The old woman's lips were pursed tightly together, and her eyes were narrow slits. She took several slow deliberate breaths in a visible effort to remain calm. "They broke into _my_ park. That's what gave me the right."
"I'd like to find out just what the hell you have against men, anyway!" Anya snarled as she abruptly stood. "What gives you the right to judge them so harshly? The things you do ... sometimes it's just mean! It's _wrong!" For several tense seconds, she glared at her grandmother, feeling the anger surging through her veins. Then she turned and stormed out of the building, slamming the door in a last act of angry defiance.
Grandmother sank back into the chair, her eyes wide. They reflected her shock at the way her granddaughter had spoken to her. They also reflected something unexpected — fear that bordered on terror.
**********
Anya sat on her sofa, shaking almost uncontrollably. "Was I wrong?" she asked simply, her voice trembling. She had the lights down, deliberately so, to match her somber mood. It might have been romantic, but for the dark cloud over her.
Greg sat beside her, rubbing her shoulders. "I ... I don't know," he answered slowly.
Anya shook her head and sighed. "I've _never_ seen Grandmother so angry." She closed her eyes. "But she's wrong! I just _know_ it!"
Greg opened his mouth to say something, but he thought better of it. Instead, he just continued to rub Anya's shoulders.
She turned her head toward Greg. "Was I wrong?" She wasn't going to let Greg get away without an answer.
Greg sighed heavily at being drawn into the family dispute. But then again, he practically _was_ family. "Sometimes, she's a bit stubborn," he admitted.
Anya shook her head. "That's all you can say? That she's stubborn? We _all_ know that!" She turned back, signaling that Greg should continue his massage. "I asked if you thought she was wrong."
Greg sighed again. "Yeah," he finally admitted. "I think that sometimes she's pretty heavy-handed with the changes."
Anya closed her eyes. She fought against the tears that were trying to come. "I don't like fighting her," she said softly. "She's my _grandmother_. She's all I've got left." Her shoulders shook as she started to sob. "But she's _wrong_! She's treating men like they're a criminal class, guilty until proven innocent, and capital punishment for misdemeanor crimes. And it's wrong!"
"I know," Greg said. "I was terrified of what she'd do to me if she disapproved of us," he admitted. He narrowed his eyes, and his face screwed up in concentration. "There's something more, though," he said. "I _know_ there is. And it feels like I should know _what_ it is." He shook his head. "Only I don't." He let his hands try to erase some of Anya's tension. "Do you think I should talk to her friend? You know, that magic guy that sometimes shows up at the mall?"
Anya started. "Uh," she stammered, "I don't think that would be a good idea. He's got a really ... warped ... sense of humor. And if he's Grandmother's friend, he might do something to help her protect whatever secret she's got." She shook her head. "No, Greg, don't try to talk to him. If you see his shop, promise me you'll stay away."
**********
"Hi, Greggy dear," Alison cooed in a bimbo voice as she sidled up to Greg, her hands playfully grabbing his collar as she licked her lips seductively.
Greg swallowed hard and glanced at Anya. He looked back at Alison, and his gaze wandered down to her magnificent cleavage which she was jiggling mere inches from his chest. He forced himself to look back up, swallowing again. If Anya knew just how aroused Alison was making him .... He glanced at Anya again, and from the slightly bemused smile she wore, he realized that she _did_ know. Greg gulped yet again.
Anya shook her head with a soft laugh. The trio stood in the courtyard of Anya's condo building. "Alison, please control yourself." She knew it was a futile request; the spell was forcing Alison to act like a bimbo around Greg simply because he was a guy. She sighed, and then she raised her hands and began to incant.
It was as if a light switch had been snapped. One second, Alison was trying to rub her breasts against Greg; the next, she took a hesitant step back away from Greg. Her eyes seemed clear and focused, and the bimbo expression had been wiped from her face. "What...?" she asked hesitantly.
Greg and Anya both sighed with relief. "It works," she said through a faint smile. "The spell has cancelled the bimbo and sex-drive effects."
Alison glanced tentatively at Greg. "Nothing," she said, softly at first but gaining strength and sounding both relieved and triumphant. "Nothing!"
Greg's expression fell. One moment, a very sexy girl was coming on to him like he was the sexiest man she'd seen, and even though Anya was present, it _felt_ good to his ego. The next moment, when Anya's spell took hold, Alison was practically screaming with relief that she _wasn't_ attracted to Greg. He looked crestfallen.
Alison sighed, looking for a moment like she was about to collapse with relief. "Thank you!" she cried to Anya, her words full of heartfelt appreciation. "You don't know how much I've wanted to do this!" Then she glanced at Greg and blushed. "I'm so sorry," she said quickly. "I didn't mean to, you know, get you so ... excited!"
Greg gulped yet again, trying to keep from staring down Alison's cleavage, even as he struggled to sort out the conflicting signals Alison had sent him. "Uh," he stammered, "that's alright. I know it was ... the spell." He followed Alison's gaze down, until he realized that she had noticed the obvious bulge in his pants. He felt his cheeks begin to burn.
Alison giggled. "I knew I had that effect on men," she laughed. She glanced at Anya. "Only before, I couldn't control it." Alison saw Greg still staring into her cleavage, and she gave her shoulders a little shake, teasing him with her jiggling boobs. "You know, when I was first changed, every time I was with a man I wanted to die! It was horrible!"
"But?" Anya asked the obvious question.
Alison flinched, embarrassed. "After a long time, once I knew I could never win, I quit trying to fight. And you know what?" She glanced at Greg and began to blush. "I found that I actually _like_ sex as a woman." She looked down at the ground. "I'm not sure, but I think that what I wanted — needed — most was to have control." She looked up at Anya, her features showing her confusion. "Does that make any sense? I mean, shouldn't I be dying to get back to my male body?"
"Yeah, I think it makes sense, in a way," Anya answered slowly.
Alison seemed to melt with relief. "I thought I might be weird, you know." She glanced at Anya, and gave her a mischievous wink. With an ultra-sexy sway to her hips, she sashayed to Greg, reaching out and grasping his shirt lapels. Slowly, deliberately, she pulled herself up to tiptoes, then she slid her hands up, around Greg's neck, and she pulled his head down, toward her cleavage. She felt his hot breath on her breasts, and she felt his entire body tremble with desire. With a triumphant grin, Alison let Greg lift his head, and then she gave him a quick peck on the cheek and backed away.
"You're in control? And you enjoy it?" Anya observed.
Alison grinned. "I think I can get men to do just about anything for me now, instead of the other way around. Because, at least, _I'm_ in control!" She grinned at Greg. "Right?" she asked.
Greg glanced at Anya. "Don't blame me!" he protested weakly. "I mean, she's a ... well ... a ...." his words broke off as he read Anya's expression.
Alison actually smiled demurely at Greg. "You mean that you think I'm a sexy, attractive girl?" she asked, taking a sexy step toward Greg and reaching for his lapels once more. Greg glanced nervously at Anya and took a step backwards, away from the oncoming sexy girl.
Anya frowned at Greg. "You were thinking about having sex with her, weren't you?" she accused.
"Well," Greg felt trapped, "I was ... that is, I ... "
Alison laughed at his discomfort. "Thanks. I think." She stopped, and eased herself away from Greg, visibly decreasing her teasing. "But for the first time in a very long time, I'm not in the mood." She spoke as if she were relishing every syllable of every word. Greg's ego, already having experienced a veritable roller-coaster of sexual excitement and emotion, felt like it had been body-slammed once again.
"Are you really sure you want to do this?" Anya asked slowly.
Alison noticed the tone of Anya's voice. She bit her lip. "Yeah," she said slowly. "I think so."
Anya looked worried. "You know, without the bimbo spell, your dancing isn't going to be as good. It's going to take a lot more mental concentration."
Alison digested Anya's words. "I kind of figured that," she answered nervously. "But I've got to try. I've got to know if I can go without feeling like a puppet."
Anya nodded. "Good luck."
Alison smiled and gave Anya a hug. "Thanks."
Anya shook her head. "We're not even sure if this is going to work." She looked down, then back up, fidgeting nervously. "I mean, Greg is only one guy. What's going to happen in the club?"
Alison took a deep breath. "I'm just going to have to find out, aren't I?"
"And if this does work," Anya added slowly, "a _lot_ of things you were _programmed_ to do, you're going to have to learn to do on your own."
Alison laughed. "Yeah, maybe," she answered. "But it'll be _my_ choice, not someone else's. And if I can't change back to Alan, then having my own choices seems like a reasonable consolation prize."
**********
"You WHAT?"
Anya flinched at the anger in the old woman's voice. "I cancelled the bimbo part of Alison Jenkin's spell," she repeated.
The old woman spun her chair away from Anya. Though she couldn’t see her grandmother's face, Anya could _feel_ the anger in her magical aura. It was a dark cloud that seemed to permeate the room.
"Grandmother," Anya intoned softly, "please listen to me."
Slowly, the old woman turned back around. Her lips were pursed tightly together, and her jaw clenched. In her eyes burned an anger that Anya had never seen before. Anya's eyes widened, and her jaw dropped in fear of the horrible spectacle.
The old woman read Anya's reaction. Her own eyes widened, and then they closed. "No! Not again," she whispered to herself insistently. "Go away! Leave me! I will _not_ be ruled by you!"
Anya listened to the whispered words in awe and fear, wondering _what_ had her grandmother so worked up. She had the strange sense that the old woman was fighting some kind of internal battle against some unspoken demons. After a brief moment, the old woman's eyes opened, albeit without the fire. It was as if a light switch had been turned off.
"Would you please listen to me?" Anya pleaded again. "You've always said I'm growing up, and that I have to start using my judgment with my magic."
The old woman blinked, and then she nodded sadly. "Yes, dear, I have said that, haven't I."
Anya bit her lip. "Grandmother, you know I love you and have the utmost respect for you. You took me in after ..." She bit her lip again, and wiped at the tear that would never quite go away. "You've taught me more about business than I'd have ever learned in college."
"But?" The old woman had a curious smile, as if she was expecting some kind of counterpoint.
Anya nodded, smiling. "I never could hide anything from you, could I?" She looked back up. "Remember when Dr. Chastity started working here? How she questioned your 'meddling', as she put it?"
"Women _need_ a safe haven ..."
Anya shook her head. "I _never_ ever doubted that," she said quickly. "You've told me often enough, and I've seen for myself what some men can be like." She looked down to where her hands were clasped in her lap. "Remember what she asked? Whether you were being responsible in using your magic?" The old woman opened her mouth, but Anya continued. "How about Mister Davis? You gave him a chance to see what it was like, and to decide for himself if a refuge was really needed."
"He was too stubborn to learn the lesson I offered him," the old woman said in a sad but wise voice.
Anya shook her head firmly. "So were you!" she scolded. "He had a point. Not _all_ men are slimy perverts. Not _all_ men are predators!"
"They can be," the old woman countered quickly. "Even the ones you trust will turn on you."
Anya's eyes narrowed. "Is _that_ why you keep Greg working for you? So you can watch him? Because you don't trust him? Or me?"
"I never ..."
"You implied it!" Anya retorted quickly and angrily.
"Anya, dear," the old woman pleaded quickly. The look of fear was back in her eyes.
Anya saw her grandmother's expression, and that unsettled her. No, it thoroughly rattled her. And there was something else she sensed - something that felt ... wrong. It sent a chill down her spine. She trembled as the anger dissipated, and she forced herself to take a deep breath.
"Anya," the old woman continued, "I trust Greg with my life. I've seen into his soul. He's a good young man. I trust him with you."
Anya felt torn. "So why don't you trust any other men? Why can't you give _them_ a chance?"
The old woman lowered her eyelids and took a few breaths. "You're going to try the support group idea anyway," she finally said, abruptly changing the subject, "because you think you're right. So it won't do me any good to try to stop you."
Anya stared at her grandmother's face for a long time. "Are you angry at me?" Anya finally asked nervously.
The old woman seemed startled by the question. A thin sad smile crept over her features. "No, dear. I'm not angry at you."
**********
Greg, changed into his Gwen alter-ego, glanced around nervously. She recognized only a couple of the dozen or so people gathered. They were in the tropical pavilion that had only recently been added to the park; Gwen smiled to herself at the setting. She'd personally convinced Grandmother that if she had a pavilion, the park would be better able to host large gatherings. The sun was setting, but it was a warm summer evening. Since the park was closed except for this gathering, it seemed strangely silent of the splashing and playful sounds to which Gwen was accustomed. Despite knowing the secret of Bikini Beach, and indeed being quite comfortable with the change, she was uneasy. Even with their relationship, Anya had given her no clues about the purpose of the gathering. From the snippets of conversations around her, Gwen slowly realized that no one else knew, either.
Gwen instantly recognized Alison Jenkins, who smiled and blew her a kiss, making her blush. It has been a couple of months since she'd seen Alison — and that was the day Anya had cancelled Alison's bimbo spell. Gwen glanced around a bit more. She spied Vicky, of course, from Bikini Beach, along with Jenny.
Anya walked in front of the group of chairs, eschewing the pavilion's raised stage. Had she used the stage, it would have seemed far too formal, and that was _not_ what Anya wanted for this evening. "Hi, everyone. Thanks for coming." She, too, seemed a bit nervous. "Like I promised, we'll have refreshments in a little while. But first, I think I need to explain, in a little more detail, why I asked you to come here this evening. I know I asked you here under ... false pretenses, shall we say." She bit her lip nervously. "Everyone here knows of the magic of Bikini Beach. Each and every one of you has been changed by that power." She watched as people looked around. There were a few surprised gasps as people realized that some of the women hadn't _always_ been women. Anya smiled. "That's right. Every one of you used to be a man."
Gwen glanced at the very pregnant woman, then at the beautiful black girl who was contentedly nursing her baby daughter. She was amazed that, according to Anya, every single person here used to be male. That was unusual for a Bikini Beach crowd; normally, Gwen knew, only ten to twelve in a hundred were men changed into women.
Anya let the murmuring die down. "When Grandmother started this park, it was supposed to be a refuge, a place where young women could gather and not fear being ogled, or being treated as sex objects." More knowing glances among the crowd. "But..." Anya paused. In mere moments, all eyes abruptly turned toward her, wondering what she had to add.
Anya lowered her head, staring at the floor. She wasn't exactly comfortable speaking in public, Gwen observed. No, Gwen thought again. She was _very_ comfortable publicly speaking to most groups. This group made her nervous, though. The group ... or her topic.
Anya looked back at her audience. "But sometimes ..." She didn't know how to continue.
The black girl looked up, then she stood. "What you're trying to say," she said boldly, "is that sometimes your grand-mama uses the magic to punish boys who aren't good."
Anya knew, from the murmurs of agreement that coursed through the crowd, that Tomika had spoken a truth that many of the girls knew well. She nodded slowly. "That's right, Tomika," she acknowledged. "Sometimes, Grandmother has used the magic to punish wayward boys." She heard the murmurs swell. "And I have to admit, so have I."
"So what are you going to do about it?" Tomika demanded. "Change us back?"
Anya smiled sadly, and then looked at the baby girl nursing from Tomika's full breast. "Is that what you want? Do you really _want_ me to change you back? Because if I did, it would mean losing that precious baby of yours."
Tomika paled as she glanced down at the baby she was so gently holding. She looked back up, her eyes tearing. "No," she said softly. "Not that." She clutched her baby more tightly, as if she were afraid that Anya was _going_ to take her away.
Anya nodded sadly as her words sank into her crowd. "Even if you wanted me to, I can't undo the magic," she added, shaking her head. "It's not _my_ spell, and I'm not powerful enough. Even Grandmother can't undo the magic."
Her last revelation caused a loud stir in the group. "So why are we here?" Mi-ling asked. She'd been a friend of Tomika's when the two had been rowdy skinheads. Unlike Tomika, who'd been stuck through pregnancy, Mi-ling had chosen to stay female of her own volition.
"Not all of you that were changed against your will would _want_ to go back to being men," Anya said with certainty, glancing at Tomika for confirmation. "And some of you even chose to permanently become women."
"You didn't answer why we're here," Mi-ling said again.
Anya smiled. "Because each and every one of you is having - or has had - some problems being a woman. Being female." She laughed. "It's not as easy as guys think. And once you got stuck, you found out how tough it really is. So even though you want to stay, or are stuck, as women, you're having problems adjusting. That's why you're here."
"Is this like ... a support group?" the very pregnant lady asked softly.
Anya laughed and nodded. "Yes, this is an experiment. To see if you can help each other adjust, to help each other cope, with your changes."
"Babes Anonymous?" a girl in the crowd asked jokingly. The group laughed nervously at her dry humor.
Anya permitted herself to chuckle. "Yeah, something like that."
A lithe young lady of about twenty-one in the back stood up. Taller than average, and with a very wavy long mane of bright red hair, she stood out in the crowd. "I've got a couple of concerns," she said. Her voice sounded uncertain, and she was glancing around nervously.
"Okay," Anya said. "Shoot."
The girl glanced around again before nodding slowly. "First of all, what about our privacy?" A couple of the girls picked up her line of thought and nodded in agreement. "I mean, now we all know about each other. How do we protect our privacy?"
Another girl stood. "Yeah," she agreed loudly. "Do you know what it would do to me if anyone found out I used to be a guy?"
Anya held up her hands to calm the sudden uproar. "It's a fair question," she acknowledged. "But I don't think you need to worry, and here's why." She bit her lip, but then continued. "You're a very special group. Without exception, for each of you, the magic rewrote the very fabric of reality. That doesn't always happen with a change, but for all of you," she gave Gwen a quick glance, "it did. Until tonight, you were each the only one who knew that you'd once been male."
The murmuring grew as some of the girls began to mull over this new thought. "If any one of you," Anya continued loudly, interrupting the murmurs, "if any one of you tries to tell someone that you used to be a guy, they would not believe you. No one remembers you as male. That guy never existed to the world." She let the girls ponder her words for a moment. "It's the same for all of you. Let's take you as an example," she continued as she pointed to the tall redhead. "What do you think would happen if I went out and told your boss or friends that you used to be a guy?"
The redhead thought for a moment. "They'd probably think you were nuts," she admitted.
Anya smiled. "Exactly. That's how it is for _all_ of you. There isn't _any_ potential for embarrassment or blackmail or anything, because there is no evidence that any of you ever _were_ male." She took a quick breath. "I wanted all of you because it would be easier if we could get past _that_ worry right away. For guys who were temporarily girls, or who still had an alternate reality, the potential for blackmail _could_ exist."
The girls thought for a moment before they began to nod in understanding. Because of the way the magic had worked, they were safe from being 'exposed'.
"And the second point," the redhead continued, "is this going to be a bunch of 'spill our guts' sessions with some psychologist?"
Anya smiled again. "Not unless you want it to be," she said easily. "This is about _you_. It's about what _you_ need and want, not what _I_ think is right."
The mumbling died down, until a voice in the back piped up, "So now what do we do?"
For a brief second, Anya's face froze in uncertainty, and then, as the group began to giggle, she joined in. "I don't know," she said honestly. "I've never done this before."
Tomika laughed. "That's no excuse," she said aloud. "Look what it got me!"
The joke hung for a moment of stunned silence, and then titters of laughter circled the group as the mood lightened perceptibly. Gwen watched as Anya relaxed a bit. It looked like this was going to turn out all right.
**********
"But ... doesn't it seem ...," the questioner cringed, "weird?"
Alison, sitting in the center of a circle of chairs with Anya and Tomika, recrossed her legs. She grinned. "Honey," she said warmly, "at first I couldn't stand it. I _hated_ it."
"But?" Anya asked quickly, beating the other girls to the question. Every eye was on Alison, and there were no side discussions.
Alison licked her lips. "Let's put it this way. When I was a boy, I was a virgin." She shrugged. "Okay, I was a geek." She watched the group's reaction. "But I _did_ whack off a lot," she quickly added, to titters and giggles. "Then I got changed."
"Into a porn star?"
Alison shrugged. "Yeah," she answered easily. "Well, at first, I wanted to scream, even to kill myself. I thought it was terrible." She stole a quick glance at Anya. "But I'm back in control. And you know what? I've found that I really _like_ getting laid — when it's _my_ choice."
Some of the group cringed. A few "Yuck!" and "Eeeww!' sounds echoed through the pavilion. But a lot of other girls were watching, silent and attentive.
Tomika leaned forward. "There's nothing quite as good, as a good man loving you," she said enthusiastically.
Alison nodded eagerly. "Even before Anya gave me back control, I realized that female orgasms were a _hell_ of a lot better than a guy's orgasm!" She laughed. "As a guy, it's one shot, bang, and you're done!" Some of the 'girls' chuckled knowingly.
Tomika nodded. "But with a girl, it's like the Energizer Bunny, with his batteries backwards. You just keep cummin', and cummin', and..." A bit of embarrassed tittering sounded among the gathered girls.
"But how ... I mean, it's a _guy_! It's a dick!"
Alison looked puzzled. "So?"
Tomika seemed to sense the girl's concern. "Girlfriend," she said warmly, "one of friends was changed with me. He's never done it with a guy. But he wouldn't go back if he hand the chance, either."
"You mean ...?"
Tomika nodded. "_She_ thinks girls are just fine."
Alison sighed and shifted in her chair. "All this talk of guys is getting me hot." A few nervous chuckles raced through the group.
"What about you? You've done some films with girls, haven't you?" The question was directed at Alison.
Alison nodded. "Yeah. And at first, I _wanted_ to do girls. At least to have another girl in the scenes with me."
"But now?" The question was obvious.
Alison held up her hand. "I may be the expert on the subject," she said, to titters of laugher, "because this body isn't really good for much besides porn movies and dancing." She stuck up a finger. "First, a co-star means I don't get paid as much." That drew another nervous laugh. Her second finger rose. "Second, with a co-star, I don't get as much time with the guy." She held up the third finger. "And last," she stood, making a display of her curvy body, "this body has _needs_, baby!" she said in a sexy, sex-starved tone. "Girls are good, but having a guy pin you on a satin sheet is _sooo_ much better!" She sat back down, smoothing her skirt as she did so. "For me, at least," she added quickly.
Tomika grinned in acknowledgement. She made a show of glancing at her still-nursing baby. "And no man anywhere is ever going to know how good it is to nurse a baby."
**********
Alison gulped down the last of her soda. "I think that went well," she said after swallowing.
Anya seemed unconvinced. "It wasn't quite what I expected," she admitted.
Alison grinned. "Exactly what _did_ you expect? Jerry Springer?"
Anya laughed and shook her head. "Nah. But I ..."
Greg, still changed as Gwen, butted in. "You didn't expect to hear a bunch of girls talking about sex, did you?" she asked knowingly.
Anya frowned. "No," she admitted sheepishly. "I really didn't. I thought everyone would be talking about ... well, I don't know!" She wrinkled her nose in confusion. "But I didn't think _sex_ would be the main topic!"
Alison laughed. "But it's the number one issue for most of the girls. I'd say most of the girls haven't gotten used to having sex with a man! Or even thinking about it!"
Anya smiled as well. "I think you really got some of the girls thinking when you said you actually _liked_ sex with guys."
Alison smiled again. "Yeah, I really do, now that it's _my_ choice. Before, when I wasn't in control, I didn't have anything to say. Suck, fuck, whatever any horny guy wanted, I'd do. And if he weren't horny, I was doing anything and everything to _make_ him horny."
Gwen blushed at the blunt words Alison was using. Just as she'd blushed, along with most of the crowd, earlier that evening. "But ..." she started to protest.
Alison laughed at her. "Did you think girls were any less crude and lewd as guys?" She shook her head. "I'd say that most of the girls here _didn't_ think so. I'd say most of them were trying _too_ hard to be prim proper little girls."
Anya frowned. "You sound like you know a lot about this."
Alison chuckled. "I was working on a degree in psych, before ..." She didn't have to continue; Anya knew that 'before' to all the girls meant 'before the change'. She took Anya's hand. "I really think this is going to help. A lot." She smiled. "Just being rid of the bimbo has helped me. And seeing how many others there are ... like me. It helps to know that I'm not alone, and that some of the girls have had to do things I haven't. Like Tomika and her baby!" She winced as she pondered the actual process of delivering a baby. Then her face practically lit up. "Thanks," she finally said.
Anya seemed worried. "Are you going to be here next week?"
Alison grinned. "Wouldn't miss it for the world!" she said eagerly. "Oh, I might have to miss one or two. You know, when I get a gig out of town, or if I'm doing a shoot somewhere else. But if I'm in town, I'll be here."
Gwen frowned. "But ... you're still going to make movies and dance? Even after Anya helped with the spell?"
Alison sensed his confusion, and she laughed. "Believe it or not," she said with a sly grin, "I've come to realize that I _like_ being a woman, now that I've got control, I can get guys to do damn near anything for me! I just wish ... I had a more normal life." She shook her head. "I miss feeling normal."
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As she pulled her car into the parking lot, Alison felt like she was out of control again. Her eyes were wide with terror; she wondered if the old woman had found out what Anya had done for her, and had decided upon more revenge.
Like an automaton, she climbed from the car and walked toward the office building. Even as she reached for the doorbell, the door opened, seemingly of its own accord. She gulped and stepped into the office, hearing the door slam shut behind her.
The woman was seated at her desk, its back toward her. Terrified, Alison sat down in a chair opposite the desk, not knowing what to expect.
The chair turned slowly. Alison was prepared, mentally, to see the old woman, in her wrath, as she meted out her own warped justice once more.
The old woman didn’t look angry. Instead, she looked … sad?
“I’m glad you could drop by so we could talk,” Grandmother said.
Alison wasn’t sure what to say. “I didn’t think I had a choice in the matter.”
The old woman smiled for the first time that Alison had seen. “Touché. Can I get you something to drink? I believe you prefer diet Coke?”
“Uh, no thank you,” Alison replied cautiously. This felt wrong — like she was being lured into a trap. She wondered exactly when the trap would be sprung.
The old woman shook her head. “This isn’t a trap, Alison,” she said. Again, her eyes and voice were tinged with sadness.
“Then … why?”
The old woman closed her eyes for a moment. “Anya told me what she’d done for you,” she explained.
“And, I take it you don’t exactly approve?” Alison ventured tentatively. “Even after I’ve been…?”
Grandmother shook her head to cut off Alison’s question. “At first, I didn’t. But Anya … she has a way of getting through this thick skull of mine, of getting past my stubbornness.” She rose from her chair and came around the desk, sitting in a chair beside Alison. Gently, she put took one of Alison’s hands in hers. “I know this is probably too much for you, but I need to tell you that I’m …” Her voice choked, and she wiped at a tear. “I’m sorry. I … was cruel and mean and nasty. I used my magic in anger, and I was wrong.”
“Uh,” Alison stammered, “I guess I could understand. I _was_ being a pervert, and I was going to violate your customers’ privacy.”
“No,” the old woman said sadly. “That’s no excuse. I didn’t give you a chance to learn a lesson. I just sentenced you permanently. As Anya once told me, you don’t sentence a child to life in prison for stealing an apple.” She looked down. “I need … you to understand how wrong I was, and how sorry I am.” She wiped her eyes again. “I know it’s too much to ask for you to forgive me.”
Alison suddenly felt sorry for the old woman, despite what she’d done to her. “I … I’m not sure I _can_ forgive you,” she said softly. “But I do know that you’re sorry.”
“Thank you for not being angry,” the old woman said. “You’ve shown that you’re a better person than I am.”
“Does this mean that you’re going to change me back?” Alison asked hesitantly.
The old woman looked up. Again, her eyes carried sadness. “Is that what you want? To be Alan - a geeky, nerdish, friendless young man?”
Alison started at her question. “I … I don’t know,” she said softly. “I don’t know how much of Alan is left in me. I’m not sure. I _do_ know that I wish I wasn’t like … this.” She looked down at her abundant assets for emphasis.
Grandmother sighed heavily. “Unfortunately, the magic that changed you to being a woman is too strong, even for me to undo.” She saw Alison’s shocked expression. “That surprises you? You thought I was all-powerful? And you’re shocked that I’m not, that I have limitations?”
Alison nodded slowly. “So I’ll never be anything but a walking advertisement for sex? A stripper?”
“What do you want, if you had a choice? Knowing that neither Anya nor I can never make you a man again, what would you want?”
Alison dropped her gaze as she thought. Eventually, she lifted her eyes to meet the stare of the old woman. “I don’t think I could ever go back to being Alan. Not after the lesson I learned. But I don’t want to live the rest of my life as a porn star.”
At that moment, the door opened, and Anya burst in. She saw Alison sitting next to Grandmother, and she rushed to Alison’s side. “Grandmother,” she said insistently, “please, don’t take your anger at me out on Alison! She’s suffered enough!” Anya knew that she was risking Grandmother’s anger again.
Grandmother laughed. “We were just talking,” she explained, “about how wrong and harsh I was.”
Anya was puzzled. “Then, why did I get the sense that you wanted to see me?”
“Because I need your help.”
Anya looked at Grandmother’s expression, then at Alison, and then back to Grandmother. “You _know_ that I can’t undo the magic.”
Grandmother nodded. “I know. But you _can_ modify it. You’ve already proven that.”
“Modify it — how?” Anya was confused.
“What do you want, Alison?” Grandmother asked simply. “Knowing that you'll always be a woman, what _can_ we do for you?”
Alison thought for a few seconds. “I don’t know,” she mused. “Maybe if I could be a normal, average girl, maybe in college? If I could have a normal, everyday life, so I could get a normal job? I think that would be all I could want.” She laughed, a hollow sound. "Being a star isn't as glamorous as some people think. Being an exotic dancer is ... unrewarding."
Anya looked worried. “I don’t know, Grandmother,” she said. “Undoing the libido and bimbo parts were pretty straight-forward. What you’re asking, though … it’s pretty complicated. I don’t know if I can do it.”
Grandmother smiled. “I know you can.”
Anya looked at Alison. “This might be risky. Are you sure you want me to try?”
Alison nodded. “Yes. I want to be normal.”
Anya stood, and began a series of incantations and complicated hand motions. For several seconds, she worked her magic.
And then, Alison began to change. Her blonde hair slowly turned darker, settling in a brunette color, while the sassy, naughty-girl hairstyle reshaped itself into a modest ponytail with bangs. Her chest deflated, shrinking slowly and considerably, as her G-cup chest became a normal size, somewhere between a B and C-cup.
The effects continued. Alison’s pouty lips became less full, more normal, while her makeup faded from ‘slut’ to ‘average girl’.
Alison watched and felt the transformations. “This is …” Her mouth hung open at the sound of her voice — a normal alto as opposed to the breathy, higher-pitched sound of a sex kitten. “I’m … normal?”
Anya sat down, wearied from the complicated spell.
Grandmother, on the other hand, stood, and extending her hand to Alison, guided her to a mirror.
Alison was cute in a girl-next-door sort of way. Her stripper look was gone. She was average. “I’m … I don’t look like a porn star!” she exclaimed with delight.
“What do you do?” Grandmother asked.
Without thinking, Alison answered, “I’m a junior at the university, studying psychology, like I was before.” Her eyes widened. “Wow! You mean, I’ve got a normal past? And normal memories?”
Grandmother nodded. “Eventually, the memories of the past two years will fade, until they’re faint shadows.”
Alison got a concerned expression. “I hope that I’ll at least remember how degrading it is when women are treated as sex objects,” she said. “That’s too important a lesson to forget.”
“And you’ll probably find that you have a normal car, instead of that flashy red thing,” Anya added. “Nice college girls don’t have daring red sports cars with custom plates that say ‘BAD BABE’.”
Alison smiled. “I can deal with that.” She gave the old woman a quick hug. “Thank you. For understanding, and for helping me be normal again.” She gave Anya a hug, too, and then she strode out the door, smiling for the first time in a long time.
Anya watched her go, and then turned to her grandmother. “I thought you were very angry with me about what I did to help her.”
"At first," the old woman said to Anya as she sat beside her grand-daughter, "I didn't approve of what you did to her. Taking off the bimbo spell, I mean."
"Why not?"
Grandmother drew a deep breath and opened her mouth to speak, but then her eyes widened. She sat for an awkward moment, speechless by Anya's simple yet complex question. Finally, her mouth shut and she lowered her eyes.
Anya sat silently, contemplating. She'd just put her grandmother in an awkward spot, and she'd won the debate, but it felt like a very hollow victory. She opened her mouth to try to say something, but the old woman held up her hand to signify that she had something to say. "You were pretty angry at me, weren't you?"
Anya dropped her gaze. "Yes, ma'am," she answered softly. Then she looked up. "Just like you seemed angry with me."
The old woman slowly nodded her head. "Yes, dear. I'm afraid I did almost let my temper go." She closed her eyes, and a tear tried to slip from one eye. "I've given you a lot of responsibility over the years as you've learned the business. And I guess I've always known that you and I won't _always_ see eye to eye on things." She wiped away the tear. "What I'm trying to say is, I should have trusted your judgment. I'm sorry."
Anya moved to her grandmother and wrapped her arms around the old woman. "I'm sorry I got angry with you, too, Grandmother."
When Anya backed away from the embrace, she half-smiled. "Does this mean you'll let me keep the support group going?" she asked hesitantly.
Grandmother smiled. "Of course, dear," she answered quickly. "If you think it'll be good for our business, I'm willing to let you try."
Anya smiled. "Thank you," She glanced at the clock. "I've got to run. Greg and I are going out for ice cream. Would you want to come along?"
The old woman sat back down. "No thank you, dear. I've got to finish up these books. Taxes, you know."
Anya smiled. "I'll help you get them finished tomorrow, okay?"
The old woman smiled. "Deal. Now run along."
Anya turned to leave, but at the door, she paused and glanced back. "Grandmother?"
The old woman looked back up. "Yes, dear?"
"When you were getting angry at me, you looked frightened. And when I got angry, you seemed almost terrified. Why?"
The old woman looked surprised at the question. She paused, and it was clear she was pondering how to answer. Finally, she looked into Anya's eyes. "Magic and anger don’t mix," she said evenly, fighting to hide the quiver in her voice. "You must never, ever, use your magic out of anger or spite."
"Isn't that what you've done? Sometimes?" Anya asked softly.
Grandmother opened her mouth to answer, but the rebuttal wouldn't come out. For several seconds, she was visibly trying to deny the truth of Anya's words, but she couldn't. Finally, she dropped her face into her hands, and her shoulders shook as she sobbed. Anya stood helpless, not knowing what to say or do, feeling like her statement had wounded her grandmother deeply. Grandmother looked up, her eyes puffy and her cheeks tear-stained. "I'm sorry, dear," she whispered. "I'm afraid you're right. I _have_ been angry and vindictive with my magic. You and Alison showed me that."
Anya trembled. Suddenly, her grandmother, who'd seemed so strong and confident, looked and sounded weak and helpless. She _felt_ that Grandmother was being overwhelmed by her painful admission. "But you've done so much _good_, too!" Anya said soothingly. She rushed around the desk, stooping beside Grandmother's chair and resting her hand on grandmother's shoulder. "Look at the good! Jenny! Liz! The Harwins, Jeffrey Hanson and his family! How many more are there, that you’ve helped?" Anya felt tears of sympathy welling up in her eyes. "You've done a world of good!"
Grandmother glanced at Anya and wiped her eyes. "But you don't understand!" she complained softly. "I used my magic out of _anger_!"
"But you could turn it to good," Anya soothed. "If you undid the all the changes that you think you did out of anger … "
Grandmother shook her head, and her tears flowed anew. "I'm afraid ... I can't," she said softly.
Anya frowned, puzzled. "Why not?"
The old woman looked away. A tremor coursed up her spine, visible to Anya. "Because ... I ... I ... don't remember how," the old woman said in a barely audible voice.
"But..."
The old woman shook her head. "You've seen the spell. You've tried to read it." She shook her head again. "It's a very old spell, one of the first I ever learned, and it has its origin in antiquity." She bit her lip. "I don't remember how it works, only that it does."
"But that means ..."
Grandmother nodded slowly. "I can cast the spell easily enough." She turned away again, and her voice faded until it Anya could barely hear. "I ... I just don't ... remember ... how it works, or how to undo it." She let her head drop, ashamed that she'd been forced to admit the limitations of her magic to Anya. For a long time, the old woman sat silently, afraid that her granddaughter would never respect her again. But then she felt Anya's hand on her shoulder again, firm and supportive and ... loving. She turned slowly, looking hopefully at Anya. The look in Anya's eyes showed none of the disdain she'd feared. It was only ... love. The old woman started crying again, and she let Anya hug her and hold her tightly.
"Anya, will you promise me never to use your magic in anger? And to help me?"
"To help you? How?" Anya asked, curious at the new revelation and the insistence in the old woman's voice.
“To not use my magic in anger, or recklessly.” The old woman looked down and shook her head. "I should have taught you long ago. I made the same mistake when..." She bit her trembling lip. "Before. Once before." She wiped her eyes suddenly and quickly, as if Anya wouldn't notice her tears if she dabbed them away quickly enough. "Our type of magic has a good side and an evil side. The evil side ... serves anger and hatred."
Anya laughed lightly, or rather, she tried. The attempt failed. "You make it sound like the Force. A good side and a dark side."
The old woman looked up, and Anya saw in her eyes that she'd guessed the truth. "The analogy is more accurate than you know, dear," she said.
"Have you ever ... encountered dark magic?" Anya asked after a long pause.
The old woman started, and then she abruptly turned back to the computer. "I've got to finish up these books, and you mustn't keep Greg waiting," she said quickly.
As Anya turned to leave, she saw her grandmother's hands, extended to the keyboard as if to work. Her hands were trembling like Anya had never seen. A sudden chill gripped Anya as she walked through the warm night air, sending shivers racing up and down her spine. She _knew_, at that moment, that her grandmother had seen something that, years or even decades later, still frightened her - and that she didn't want to tell Anya. Anya wondered, as she felt goose-bumps rise on her arm, if her grandmother would ever tell her ... and whether she really wanted to know.
FIN
ElrodW
A veteran, who's considered a hero, is tired and feels broken, because his injuries left him crippled and less than a man. When Anya offers him a pass to Bikini Beach, the hero has to decide if he's better as a broken hero, or a whole woman.
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Sergeant Eduardo Martinez felt weak; the pain in his lower body seared hotter than any fire he'd ever felt. His left leg wasn't responding to his attempts to move; when his right leg moved, it felt like knives were carving into his flesh from his hip to his knee. His vision blurred as he struggled in vain to lift his body.
Around Eduardo, the angry crack of gunfire filled the air, and dust, the ever-present blowing, gritty dust that clogged lungs and weapons alike, mixed with the smoke of a burning truck. As he fought to remain conscious, he heard men — Americans — calling to each other, one screaming desperately into the radio for air support.
Moments before, Eduardo had been riding in his Humvee, escorting a convoy through one of the less-secure areas in Afghanistan, bringing fuel and supplies to a forward base. It all seemed calm, but Eduardo and the men in the convoy knew that looks were often deceiving. These were the circumstances when the soldiers had to be most alert. As if on cue, an improvised explosive device detonated. In an instant, any semblance of tranquility vanished. The IED ripped through a truck, killing the crew and tossing it to one side like a toy. The Humvee in which Eduardo rode was caught in the blast and spun about like a toy.
And then the enemy fire began. The ambush had been carefully planned; once a lead truck had been hit, insurgents with rocket-propelled grenades fired their deadly weapons at the vehicles of the disarrayed convoy. Three trucks and an up-armored Humvee were hit within seconds, and as the troops scrambled to dismount their lightly-armored vehicles and take cover, withering fire from the enemy's rifles and AKs tore into the troops. If not for the personal armor that every soldier was required to wear, the slaughter would have been nearly instantaneous and one-sided. As it was, the ceramic plates deflected and stopped enough bullets for the soldiers to take what cover they could find and return fire.
All the soldiers knew that the two Humvees with crew-served machine guns were prime targets for the insurgents. They could lay down significantly more firepower than the M4 carbines, and to a longer effective range. But one Humvee was burning from an RPG, and Eduardo's vehicle was out of action, a dead soldier at the machine gun, a mortally-wounded driver lying half-in and half-out of the Humvee, and Eduardo lay on the ground, the blast having ripped open the door and tossed him from the vehicle. Enough distance separated Eduardo's Humvee from the other troops that it was perilous to dash from cover to try to get to the vehicle and its machine gun; still, no fewer than four men lay bleeding or dead from having tried.
With pain threatening to steal away his consciousness, Eduardo reached up through the door and pulled mightily. His left leg was useless weight, and the right had barely any strength, so it was through arm-strength alone that Eduardo pulled himself up into the Humvee. So far, the enemy hadn't seen him moving. Once inside, he tugged at the lifeless body of the private who had been manning the gun; he almost retched at the sight of his comrade's face and head mangled by enemy gunfire. It furthered his resolve; Eduardo owed too much to his squad mates to let this happen to them. Ignoring the searing pain of his right leg and groin, Eduardo lurched up to the M240 machine gun.
It was suicide. The position was partially exposed and vulnerable. But Eduardo knew he had to try, or all of the team would end up dead before any help could arrive. He peered through gaps in the thin armor plate, and spied some tell-tale movement. Eduardo aimed the machine gun and pulled the trigger. Nothing happened. Cursing loudly, Eduardo cycled the action, and re-aimed. This time, he was rewarded with a rhythmic, rapid poom-poom-poom as the gun fired. With grim satisfaction, he saw the enemies crumple.
The enemy now knew that the machine gun was manned. The Humvee drew renewed interest; the clang of bullets impacting the armor was unnerving. A hot poker tore through Eduardo's left arm above his elbow. He grimaced at the new pain, and then, as if on a school holiday, scanned the surroundings. There — he saw the shadowy figures atop a nearby roof. He swung the gun, and again fired. More enemies fell to his fire.
Another burst of gunfire, and Eduardo turned the machine gun to a new target. He pulled, and only three bullets fired. He screamed in rage as he realized that the ammo belt was gone, used up. Then, he felt something pushing against him from inside the Humvee. He looked down, and saw another soldier — bleeding and dirty — pushing a belt of ammo up to him. The man had used the distraction of the firing machine gun to dash to help Eduardo. Ignoring the pain in his arm, barely able to stand on one leg, Sergeant Martinez opened the top cover and loaded the new belt.
For five agonizingly-long minutes, reloading the machine gun several times, Eduardo kept suppressing fire against the insurgents, despite another two wounds, until he heard the welcome 'whop-whop-whop' of a Blackhawk helicopter approaching. Most of the remaining insurgents scattered, and the incoming gunfire slowed and then stopped as an escort Apache gunship unleashed its own special brand of hell on the few enemies who had been brave, or foolish, enough to stick around.
Eduardo glanced down at the man handing him ammo, and for the first time, seemed to notice the pain all over his body. As he stared, almost uncomprehending, he saw his uniform pants glistening red with his own blood. Suddenly feeling lightheaded as his adrenaline surge faded, he tried to shift his weight, but his one good leg gave from under him as pain stabbed through him, and with a crack of his helmet against the rim of the top hatch and then a seat, Eduardo collapsed unceremoniously into the Humvee, critically low on blood, with multiple fragment and bullet wounds.
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Anya and Grandmother sat in the front row of the Memorial Day celebration. Grandmother never missed one, and every year, she was sadder to find fewer old warriors, and fewer young people, at the ceremonies. Time was taking the veterans, but apathy was stealing the youth, robbing them of an understanding of the sacrifices made by those who'd given their all for their country.
Today was a little different. The ceremony was in Dixon Park this year, to dedicate a new memorial to the veterans. Anya glanced at the podium, to where an innocent-faced boy of fourteen, wearing a dress Boy Scout uniform, sat among dignitaries. The memorial was his service project, as a gift to the city, and more importantly, to the veterans — both living and dead — to permanently remember their courage and sacrifices. Beside him sat a genuine war hero, a recipient of two Purple Hearts and a Bronze Star for valor.
The presentation was impressive — a formal multi-service color guard, a band, speeches by local politicians, and finally, a ceremonial hand-over of the memorial to the city and to the local veteran's group, to care for and honor the dead. Most impressive, though, was the speech by the hero.
After the ceremony, as the people milled about, Anya went to the hero, while Grandmother went to talk to the young scout. Anya felt obligated to say 'thank you' to the keynote speaker. Unfortunately, many others wanted to meet Sergeant Martinez, get their pictures, and even get a few autographs. Eduardo, in an Army dress uniform, stood for as long as he could, but eventually, excusing himself, he sat down. Every motion he made was stiff, and his face was lined from battling constant pain. Finally, most of the curious were gone.
"That was a nice speech," Anya said to Eduardo.
Eduardo shrugged. "Same speech I give all the time," he answered blandly. He looked over the pretty brunette, trying to ascertain her motives — like he had so many times on his combat tours. One never knew when a civilian might be an enemy in disguise. In his present circumstances, though, the girls weren't a threat, but seemed to be always engaged in some type of hero-worship, and even trying to elevate their status among their cohort by seducing a genuine war hero.
"Are you bored with being a hero?" Anya asked, her eyebrow raised quizzically.
Eduardo glanced at the memorial, picking out the Army symbol from among the service emblems carved into the large granite stone. "It's more than I deserve," he said, his voice sounding thousands of miles away. "They're the heroes." The conversation was unlike any he'd experienced at these types of ceremonies, and his face showed wariness at the unexpected line of discussion.
"You're a hero, too," Anya countered. "You saved dozens of lives."
Eduardo nodded solemnly. "I guess so," he answered softly. "But being a hero doesn't pay the bills."
Anya could tell that there was much troubling the young man. He looked old, like he was in his fifties, even though he was, at most, in his early twenties. "Tell you what," she said with a smile, "how about if you let Grandmother and I treat you to lunch? There's a nice restaurant near our water park, and the food is fabulous." She saw him starting to protest. "Call it our way of saying thank you," she added.
Before Eduardo could protest, Anya said, with her pretty smile, "And I understand your desire to change out of your uniform, so you're not so conspicuous."
Eduardo eyed the girl uneasily as he began to reassess his opinion of her. She'd guessed his objection, and had countered even before he could vocalize it. Combat tours in war zones had made him very leery of unknown situations, and this girl had put him in an unknown situation.
Anya sensed his growing concern. "Don't worry, Sergeant," she said in her most pleasant voice. "We're not the enemy, and we don't want anything. Grandmother and I just want to say thanks, and buy you lunch."
"It seems that you’ve thought of every reason I might say ‘no’," Eduardo said with a shrug. "So I guess I'll say 'yes' instead."
"Good."
"And I usually go by Ed," Eduardo added. "It's less ... formal."
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Ed wore a light shirt, which showed off considerable scarring on his arms. Despite the heat and humidity, he wore long pants. His raven hair, close-cropped in a near-military style, and bronze skin, gave him an air of mystery and romance, like a movie-star Latin lover. He sat with the old woman and the girl Anya in the restaurant, and as they talked, he glanced around. There was no way he could have afforded to dine in the Palm Club; it was one of the fanciest and most exclusive restaurants in the city. He felt completely out of place, compared to the businessmen and women in their power suits, trying to impress each other or potential clients. Ed laughed lightly, the first time he had since meeting Anya in the park. "I could get used to living like this."
Anya smiled. "So could I," she said. "But I'm a lot more practical and frugal than Grandmother."
"Who says I'm not frugal?" Grandmother protested. "But I can splurge on a worthwhile occasion."
"I don't get it," Ed said, shaking his head. He didn't understand the situation — sitting with a very pretty brunette and her grandmother in a fancy restaurant.
"We like to reward heroes," Grandmother said simply. "You see, I lost a husband in the war," she added, her voice tinged with sadness at the memories, "so I understand the sacrifices young men — and their families — make when they serve their country."
Ed instantly felt guilty about doubting the sincerity of Grandmother and Anya. The old woman did understand sacrifice, and she appeared to be making a heartfelt gesture of gratitude and support. "Vietnam?" Ed asked simply.
Grandmother smiled sadly and shook her head. "Tarawa, in World War Two."
"You ... can't be _that_ old!" Ed exclaimed, stunned by her words. She looked like she was in her early sixties, not over eighty-five, which she would have had to be if she was a World War Two widow.
"It's not polite to mention age with women," Grandmother said, her eyes twinkling. "If I did talk about it, you'd find that I'm much, much older than that, even."
"Appearances can be deceiving," Anya said with a mischievous smile. "And I'm glad you realize that I'm not some airhead bimbo seeking to gain a moment in the sun by bedding a genuine hero," she added with a grin.
Ed's jaw was nearly on the floor. The young lady was either very good guessers, or she'd read his mind. And her abuela was a complete mystery.
Anya looked at Ed, sympathy in her eyes. He found himself feeling like she was staring at his very soul, the core of his being. It was a most unsettling feeling. "I know you live in constant pain," she said. "Even though it's summer, you won't wear shorts, because you don't want people seeing your scars or your prosthetic leg. And I know that you feel ... inadequate ... because of the other injury."
"Who ... who are you?" Ed asked, fear in his voice. These women frightened him. The girl had read his very feelings, and she knew about the injury he never talked about.
Anya glanced at Grandmother, and then smiled at Ed. "How would you like to take a day of rest, and not feel any pain? A day to feel whole again?"
"That's impossible," Ed said gruffly. "The best surgeons in the Army couldn't give that to me. What makes you think you can?"
"As we said," Grandmother explained patiently, "appearances can be deceiving. You see, we both practice magic."
"Magic? Hmph!" Ed muttered. "There's no such thing."
"Then how do you explain that I've read your mind, many times? How do you explain that Grandmother and I know all about your injuries?"
Ed frowned as he considered her questions. He _thought_ she'd been rather intuitive, but hadn't quite figured out how they did it.
"How do you like being a hero?" Anya changed the subject.
"Huh?"
"How do you like being a hero?"
Ed started to answer, but he paused. He couldn't lie to these two — he was certain that they'd see right through him if he tried. "Uh, I guess it's all I have."
"Is it worth the price?" Anya saw his eyes widen at her question as he pondered what his answer really was. She reached in her purse and pulled out what looked like a credit card. "This is a guest pass to our water park. We'd be honored if you were our guest next weekend, to take a break from your pain."
Grandmother continued the persuasion. "You're not working, if you call selling used cars a job," she added. "You don't have any appearances planned. I promise you, it'll be a relaxing day."
Ed tapped his prosthetic leg, his knuckles making a strange, plasticky thunk on the artificial leg. "You forget — I can't swim. Not any more, anyway. I'm not in shape for frolicking around in a water park."
"But you can rest and relax. That is what you want, isn't it?"
Ed started to speak, and then he paused. "I guess it _is_ what I need."
Later, on the ride back to the park, after they'd dropped off Sergeant Martinez, Grandmother decided to test Anya. "Is he going to come tomorrow?"
Anya had used her magic senses earlier at lunch, just after they'd given him the guest pass. "Yes," she answered simply. "He'll be there. He's too curious about us and the park."
"I saw the same thing when vets came home from my generation's war," Grandmother said sadly. "Being a hero is all he knows now. His girlfriend left him while he was recovering at Walter Reed."
"I know, Grandmother," Anya said impatiently. "She wanted to have children, but he's ... pretty much a eunuch now after what the blast did to his leg and ... parts."
"He's a very wounded soul. Being a hero is all he has left, but even that reminds him bitterly of all his friends and comrades that didn't make it." She shook her head. "It's no wonder that veterans suffer so many suicides."
"He'll be one, won't he?" Anya asked. She didn't need her magic to see what kind of grim future awaited Ed Martinez.
**********
In non-descript clothing, Ed limped across the parking lot. He could have parked in one of the handicapped spots, close to the office, but Anya could tell from across the parking lot that Ed was too proud to admit that he was handicapped, despite his obvious injuries. He winced with pain at every step. Around him, women and girls walked toward the gate; some looked at him with suspicion, some with pity, and some avoided his gaze entirely. He was slowly getting used to such treatment. He ignored them, avoiding their gazes, as he hobbled entrance gate.
Before he got very far, he saw Anya coming from the low, gray office building. She had her perpetual, almost infectious smile. "I'm glad you could make it," she said, wrapping her arms around him in a warm embrace.
"I'm not sure why I'm here," Ed admitted when Anya released the hug. "It just doesn't seem possible for me to have a good time in a water park." He rapped his knuckles on his artificial leg for emphasis.
Anya took his arm and led him toward the gate. "It's very possible."
"I don't understand."
Anya smiled, then at the gate, she instructed, "Swipe your pass when you go through the gate, and then change in the locker room."
"I ... didn't believe this, so I didn't bring swim trunks." Ed admitted sheepishly. "I think you understand why I don't exactly want to wear shorts."
"Yes, Ed, I understand. But you don't need to worry here."
"But ... how can I ...?" He was obviously concerned about his appearance and handicaps. His prosthetic leg would show, as would the massive scarring on his other leg and chest and left arm, and in a swim suit, the flat front of his swim trunks would accentuate his lack of ... manhood.
Anya put her hand gently and reassuringly on his arm. "Trust me. Everything will be okay."
For some reason, Anya had a very soothing, calming effect, and Ed found himself trusting her that things _would_ be okay. With a nod, he turned to the gate, and after swiping his card, he limped to the men's locker room.
After putting on the trunks Anya had provided, Ed turned on the shower and stepped in. He considered, for a moment, how fortunate he was this his prosthetic leg was a model that allowed him to shower without having to remove it. That alone simplified life — if only a bit. The spray was surprisingly warm and relaxing, and he started to forget his troubles. The pain eased, until, for the first time since the firefight, he felt no pain. Amazed, he finally stepped from the shower.
Sergeant Eduardo Martinez knew something was wrong. He hadn't learned to ignore signs and clues while he'd been overseas, and his body was giving him very strange signals. He felt something wet slapping against his shoulders, and his chest felt heavy in a strange way. Most importantly, though, his stride felt like it had before he'd lost his leg. He looked down, and gasped as he watched two bumps on his chest finish inflating into soft, round breasts.
His eyes wide with amazement and alarm, Ed stared for a moment, before turning his attention to his left arm, which was also pain-free. "Wha ...?" he stammered as he saw perfect skin on an arm that had been, moments before, badly scarred and blemished from the explosion and enemy bullets. His arms were finer, less muscular, and ended in dainty, feminine hands with painted fingernails.
Nearly in a state of mental shock, he looked back down, between the womanly bulges on his chest. He wasn't surprised to see the flat front of the swimsuit — having been essentially neutered by the shrapnel of the explosion, he'd become used to looking androgynous. The first thing, though, that caught his eye, was the sexy bikini bottom that had replaced his baggy trunks. The second thing he noticed was that the plastic-looking leg was gone. It looked like — and felt like — real flesh. Ed reeled from the thought that the two women really did use magic, and had somehow cast spells on him to turn him into a woman and make him whole. Unable to grasp the enormity of the changes, he sank back against a locker, and slid down until he was sitting on a bench, all the while staring at the impossible left leg.
He didn't hear the door open, nor did he hear the footsteps entering the locker room. He only became aware of Anya when she sat down beside him. He turned, and gasped. "Dios mio!" he cried as he crossed himself, his eyes wide with fear. "Eres una bruja! Santa Maria, protégéme!" He tried to back away from Anya, terrified of the young lady and the magical power he was certain she'd used on him, but he had already pressed his body into the corner between the wall and the locker, so he couldn't get further away.
Anya smiled. "I'm not a witch," she explained softly. "Well, not a wicked one, anyway." She tried to reassure the young lady cowering in fear. "I promised you a day free from pain, and able to relax and enjoy your day. That's what the park has given you."
"You ... cast some kind of spell and turned me in to a woman!" Ed cried, still unable to fully comprehend what had happened.
Anya nodded, still smiling. "Our water park caters to women. When a man enters, he becomes the woman he'd have been born as," she explained. "In your case, as a woman, you weren't injured in the Army, so you are whole again."
"Why do you do this to me?" he asked haltingly.
"So you can enjoy your day, pain-free and worry-free," Anya explained again. She waved her fingers while reciting some strange-sounding words. His eyes widened even more, and he cowered from her. "Don't worry," she said as she touched him on the forehead. "This will just help keep you from feeling any panic."
Ed calmed instantly at her touch. "Why ... did you do this?" he repeated uneasily.
"Call it a reward for serving your country," Anya said with a smile. "While you have a pass, you're a woman, because the park caters to women. In your case, the magic also healed you, taking away your ... injuries and scars." She stood and took his hands, helping him to his feet. "Come. Take a look at who, and what, you are for today." She led him around the corner, toward the exit door.
Ed stopped mid-stride as he saw his reflection in the mirror. He ... looked like his sister, who was a very beautiful Latina. The woman in the reflection was in her late twenties, trim, of modest height, and had the same wavy black hair as his sister Maria. She was beautiful; easily as attractive as Maria, who had won a few beauty pageants. Ed stared, open-mouthed, until he realized that his chest was uncovered, and he felt like he was gawking at his sister's naked breasts. Reflexively, his arm reached up to cover them.
Anya giggled. "Here," she said, holding out a bikini top that had appeared in her hands. "Put this on."
Without knowing how, he easily tied the top on. "How ...?" he stammered.
"It's part of the magic — to help you feel at ease and be able to do things that most women do. Tell me your name, your full name."
Ed frowned. Her request seemed quite odd. "Elsa Angela Martinez," he replied immediately. As soon as the words registered in his brain, he lifted a hand to cover his mouth, which had dropped open in shock.
"You'll change back to your male self about midnight," Anya said. "That gives you time to enjoy a little time at home, or out in public, before the spell wears off."
"I'm ... not going out in public ... like this!" Ed said sharply.
"But you can have a day of fun, and that’s why we brought you here." She opened the door and led Elsa out into the sun. "I'll give you a tour of the park, and then you can relax, and even play if you want. And your pass is a very special guest pass. If you get hungry, just show the pass to any of the concessions or dining areas, and it'll be our treat."
"I ... don’t' get it," Elsa said, a quizzical look on her face. "Why?"
Anya took her arm and led her into the park. "Because both Grandmother and I have soft spots for veterans and genuine heroes," she explained.
**********
Elsa hadn't played so hard in a very long time. As the sun slowly crept toward the western horizon, she lay on a raft in the Tropical Lagoon, lazing and resting from the activities. She smiled to herself; Anya had been right that a day like this would be refreshing. Anya had introduced her to a couple of very nice young ladies — Lena and Hailey - and they'd spent the day trying every ride they could, maximizing their fun. They'd giggled together when they'd lost their tops on the giant water slides, they'd splashed and body-surfed in the wave pool, they'd floated lazily around Old Man River, and they'd screamed with delight as the tubes carried them down the twisty aqua-blue tube slides. Even though the other two ladies had left, Elsa was stretching her time in the park, trying to take advantage of every second of the peaceful bliss she was enjoying.
"Elsa," Anya called from the shore. "It's closing time."
Startled, Elsa broke out of her reverie and looked to the shore. "Oh," she said apologetically. She glanced around and noticed that there were very few other patrons in the lagoon. "Sorry." She quickly paddled to shore, and pulled the raft up onto the sand. "I guess I was a little distracted."
Anya smiled broadly. "That's what we hoped — that you'd get distracted by having fun and relaxing." She walked with Elsa to the locker rooms. "I'll meet you here once you've changed."
Elsa nodded and nervously went into what had been the men's locker room. When Eduardo had come in, the locker room was empty. Now, it had a half-dozen women and girls changing out of their swimwear into street clothing. Elsa gulped when she noticed that the others were looking at her — some sympathetically, and some critically. She dropped her gaze and stepped to her locker.
She didn't think about what she was doing as she stripped off her bikini, and then stepped into the shower to wash off the chlorine. After wrapping her hair with one towel, she dried herself with another, and then stepped into her panties. Fastening her bra was another almost-automatic act. Then she pulled her dress from the locker, gasping at how sexy and revealing it looked. As she smoothed the fabric after pulling it on, she noticed that a couple of the women were looking at her enviously, as if they were jealous of her, while most of the rest glanced nervously at her. He reasoned that most of these 'women' had been changed, like him, and he could understand the nervous ones. But the one who seemed envious? Did the brujas use magic to make them _that_ female in their thinking? A few more automatic actions had her hair dried and brushed, and without thinking, she put on some lipstick and touched up her makeup. Only when she looked in the mirror after those tasks were complete did Elsa realize the totality of what she'd just done.
Staring back at her was a lovely Latina woman, about twenty-six or twenty-seven. Her hair was long, black, and wavy, dancing sexily about her shoulders. She had the same beautiful bronze skin, and the short red dress clung to her like it had been painted on, emphasizing her curves in a deliciously-sexy way.
Shaking her head in amazement, Elsa stepped back out of the locker room to where Anya was waiting.
"Wow!" Anya exclaimed with a smile. "Look at you!"
"Now what?" Elsa asked nervously, but with a tiny bit of delight in her voice.
"You can do whatever you want," Anya said with a smile. "A few of us girls are going to the Coconut Club for a little dancing," she suggested. "You're welcome to come along if you'd like."
Elsa's eyes widened with fear. "Uh, no thank you," she stammered. "I think I'll just go home and rest."
Anya gave her a knowing smile. "Okay, but if you get bored and want to join us, your pass has my cell number on it."
"Uh, I don't think so," Elsa said quickly. "Being ... like this ... in the park is one thing, because it's all women. But being out in public?" She tried — and failed — to suppress a shudder. "I don't think so."
**********
Elsa looked warily around the Coconut Club as she entered. She felt very self-conscious, thinking that all the men were looking at her. In truth, a large number of them were. In her tight red dress, she looked hot and exotic. She spied Anya sitting at a table with some other girls and a couple of boys, and started threading her way through the crowd, skirting the dance floor, toward their table.
As she walked nervously, two guys asked her to dance. Despite her nerves, she hoped she was civil in the way she'd told them that she wasn't interested. Even if she was uneasy in this setting, there was no point in being rude. When she got to the table, Anya gestured toward a vacant chair. "Isn't someone sitting here?" she asked, a little puzzled.
Anya had an enigmatic smile. "No, I saved this one for you."
Elsa frowned. "You ... knew I'd come, didn't you?" she asked in a half-accusatory tone.
"You used to like dancing, and clubbing. But you haven't since ...." Anya didn't need to explain further. "Even without a little magical help, I figured that you'd be very tempted." She glanced around the table. "Elsa, this is my boyfriend, Greg," she said, indicating the guy on her right who was focused entirely on her. Even without her saying it, Elsa would have guessed that Greg and Anya were an item based on how he was so raptly attentive to her every word and movement. "Jenny, and her partner Melinda. Liz is our head lifeguard. Marta is one of our staff, and a student at the local college, and Bill is her boyfriend." She smiled apologetically. "A couple of the girls couldn't make it tonight, unfortunately."
Elsa had a sudden, horrifying thought. "How many of them ... know?" she whispered to Anya.
Anya smiled pleasantly. "All of them," she answered. "We're a tight little family."
Soon, the company and the atmosphere of the club had Elsa feeling relaxed. It was the first time she'd been out in over three years. Eventually, Greg persuaded her to dance, first with him so she wouldn't feel threatened, and then with one of his friends, who everyone assured Elsa was 'safe'. As midnight approached, Elsa got a warning glance from Anya, so she excused herself. Anya volunteered to walk her to her car.
"You looked like you were having fun," Anya said as they strode across the parking lot.
Elsa thought for a moment. "Yeah," she said with a wistful sigh, "I haven't done that in a long time." She laughed ironically. "I could have never danced like that before today." As she got to her car, she turned to Anya. "Thank you. Thank you for letting me remember what it was like."
"You're very welcome. But I should be thanking _you_ for your service. It's people like you that are the real heroes, mostly because you volunteer to protect the rest of us."
Elsa felt herself getting a little choked up. She wasn't used to being treated like this. "Just doing my job," she said humbly. She gave Anya a quick hug and crawled into her car.
"By the way," Anya said before Elsa could drive off, "you can visit any time you want a ... break."
"Like I'm going to do this again!" Elsa laughed. She put her car in gear and drove off, heading home.
Behind her, Anya smiled. "We'll see," she said to herself. "We'll see."
**********
Anya sensed the presence as Ed hobbled across the pavement. She smiled to herself, rose from her desk, and strode from the office and out to the parking lot. "Hi," she said to Ed as she gave him a quick hug. "I didn't expect to see you here today."
Ed laughed. "Why don't I believe that?"
Anya grinned. "I guess you’ve got me there." She gestured toward the office. "It's a little cooler in the office, and we've got soft drinks and light snacks, if you'd like to sit for a while."
Ed shook his head. "Thank you, but no. I'm on my lunch break, and I wanted to come by to tell you thanks again."
"You're welcome. Remember, your pass is a special gift. You're our guest any time you want to visit for a day of rest."
**********
"Any time" turned out to be the following Sunday. Anya had the day off of work, but she could sense Ed coming to the park. She quickly put her half-eaten breakfast in the fridge and started toward the door. She caught herself, and then shook her head. She wasn't quite dressed for the office, but a quick spell took care of that. And when she realized that she'd never get down the elevator and around to the gate before Ed chickened out and was gone, she invoked yet another spell, and disappeared.
She appeared in the office, startling Grandmother. She smiled to herself — it wasn't often that she surprised the old woman. "Ed is here," she explained simply as she trotted out the door to the parking lot.
Grandmother smiled. "I know." She turned her attention back to her work, signaling that Anya should handle the situation.
As Anya had expected, he was standing near the gate, looking into the park with a mixture of anticipation and fear. She walked quickly to him, greeting him warmly. "Ed," she said as she hugged him, "I'm glad you decided to visit us. Is this a social call, or are you planning to have a day of relaxation?"
His eyes betrayed his uncertainty. "I was ... just going to visit."
Anya smiled pleasantly. "And here I thought that you wanted a day of rest and relaxation in our park." She feigned a pout. "I guess our park isn't that good."
Ed knew what she was doing, but he had a soft spot for pretty girls. "No, it's a great park. I ... enjoyed last weekend. But ...."
Anya took his arm and led him toward the turnstile. "Good. So you'll let us treat you to another day of relaxation?"
"It seems that I don't have a lot of choice, do I?"
"Yes, you do," Anya said with a laugh. "You always have a choice. But I could tell you were sitting on the fence about another change, so I decided to give you a nudge and see which way you fell." She grinned. "Since you're walking with me toward the gate, I'm going to guess that you really don't object to another day in the park."
Ed blushed as he looked down. "I guess not," he muttered. Just before he swiped his card, he looked defiantly at Anya. "I'm not gay or anything," he pronounced firmly.
Anya smiled. "I didn't say you were." She grasped his arm and pulled him closer. "Would it help if you knew that several men change occasionally just for a change of pace, to spend a 'girls day' with their wives or girlfriends, or to get to know what it's like to be a woman, or even just to enjoy the park?" She purposely neglected to mention the fraternity boys who played 'roommate roulette' every weekend to see which one would get to change for a weekend of non-stop sex.
Ed seemed to relax a bit at her revelation. "Thanks," he acknowledged. He swiped his card, and hobbled into the locker room.
As luck would have it, when he emerged from the locker room, he nearly ran over Lena, who was also entering the park. He relaxed even more when he knew that he had a friend with whom he could enjoy the park.
At the end of the day, Anya and Grandmother watched a visibly tired, but very happy, Elsa walked into the locker room. Anya glanced at Grandmother. "Did you, by chance, ask Lena to come today?"
"Who, me?" Grandmother feigned innocence. "What makes you think that I'd do something like that?"
Anya smiled and shook her head. "You _did_ ask Lena."
Grandmother simply shrugged. "Elsa needed someone she knows, so she wouldn't be scared." She sighed heavily. "Ed is a very troubled man, and he needs this chance to feel whole and undamaged."
A few minutes later, the door chime of the office sounded. Grandmother glanced knowingly at Anya, and then pressed a button on her desk. "It's open," she said into the intercom.
The door let a shaft of bright sunlight into the office, momentarily blinding the women as they looked at the door, and more specifically, at the shadowy outline of a figure coming through the door. When the door shut behind her, they could see that it was Elsa.
Grandmother rose from her desk and gave Elsa a hug. "Did you enjoy your day?" she asked.
Elsa nodded. Her face bore a look of contentment. "I have a question, though."
"Yes," Anya answered before Elsa could ask the question. "If you had a longer pass, you'd stay a woman for the whole duration of the pass."
"Why?" Grandmother asked, curious at Elsa's question — and the motives behind it.
Elsa shrugged. "I was just thinking that maybe I could use a little break from ... things." She dug in her purse and pulled out a credit card. "I'd like to buy a pass for a month if I could, please."
Grandmother glanced at Anya, who shrugged. "Okay." She took the credit card, and processed the charge for a one month pass. In only moments, a plastic card was printed, with Elsa's picture on it.
When she took the card, Elsa looked puzzled. "Now what?" she asked.
Anya laughed. "Did you expect a bolt of lightning, or some flash and smoke? We don't work like that. When you took the card, you should have felt a tingling sensation go through your body."
"Yes," Elsa confirmed. "So?"
"That means the magic is bound to you, and your pass is active. It's a little less ... dramatic ... when we extend a pass, since you're already a woman," Grandmother explained.
"Oh."
"Tell me, what do you do for a living?" Anya asked.
Without thinking, Elsa answered, "I teach science in the middle school." Her mouth dropped open at the answer. "Wow! This is ... kind of spooky! I've got memories that I shouldn't have!"
Grandmother nodded. "You have the memories of Elsa Martinez. You were born as Elsa Martinez. You could tell me when and where you went to college, who you work with, and even the names of the children in your classes."
"But ... what about ...?" Elsa was a little too scared to ask.
"You'll remember that, too," Anya answered. "But if you had a lifetime pass, the memories of Ed's life would fade, until they seemed like dreams."
"Oh." Elsa sounded a little disappointed.
"It's only for a month. Enjoy your vacation."
**********
Something tugged at Elsa's mind and caused her to push away the fog of sleep. She glanced at the window, and saw that it was barely light, which meant that it had to be around six in the morning. She frowned; there wasn't anything on the calendar — and just as suddenly, she realized that she _did_ have something on her calendar. Wearily, she pried herself out of bed. After a whole week as Elsa, she still marveled at how easy it was to rise without the pain and the artificial leg. She'd spent the week just enjoying feeling whole — mostly at the sanctuary of the park, since she was very nervous being in public. But now, she had something to attend to. As she was attending to her morning bathroom ritual, which seemed to be happening on autopilot, Elsa remembered that she had to get dressed and get to school, because it was the start of two summer-school sessions. She was teaching a session for those students who had failed in the regular class, and she also remembered arguing for — and winning — permission to teach an advanced science class.
A bit later, she parked her car at the middle school and walked uneasily into the building. Things seemed both familiar and foreign, and it was a most unsettled feeling. The part of her memories that were Ed's screamed about danger, but Elsa's memories and instincts felt at home. It felt peaceful.
Elsa walked into the office. "Good morning," she said to the secretary.
"Good morning, Elsa," the secretary answered warmly. "Before you go to class, Ms. Brown wants to talk to you."
"Oh?" Memories told Elsa that Ms. Brown was the principal, and had fought against the advanced class. She knocked on the open door. "You wanted to talk to me?" she asked hesitantly.
"Yes," Gail Brown answered, looking up from her computer. "We've had two more students withdraw from your advanced science class. I think it's a bad idea, and we should probably cancel it."
Elsa sighed. "You don't believe in those kids," she said softly but firmly. "You don't think they can do it."
Gail shook her head. "Elsa, they're disadvantaged, at-risk kids. What makes you think that they can succeed at something like biology or chemistry? You _know_ that half to two-thirds of them are going to drop out of high school in a few years."
One of her ghostly memories recalled the same conversation earlier. "I know the statistics," she replied. "But I want to help keep them interested. Especially the girls. They deserve every chance we can give them." She shook her head. "I _want_ to try to help them not become a statistic." She frowned. "Did you ever hear of Jaime Escalante? Or the movie 'Stand and Deliver'?"
Gail nodded slowly. "You think you can do that with _these_ kids?"
Elsa shrugged. "We won't know if we don't try. I refuse to give up on them."
Gail Brown sighed and shook her head. "Okay, it's your summer. But I don't think it's going to work."
"Thanks for the vote of confidence," Elsa found herself saying, trying not to sound sarcastic.
**********
Two girls hung back after class, while all the other students filed out, glad their day was over. Writing in her notebook, Elsa sensed their presence more than she saw them. She looked up, and smiled. "Do you have questions about today's class?" she asked.
The two girls exchanged a glance between them. "Um, Ms. Martinez," the first girl stammered, "I ... I don't ...." She clammed up, looking down at the floor.
Elsa searched her 'woman' memories. Slowly, names came into focus for her. Traci Rodriguez, and Rosa Sanchez. Both had been good students at the start of the previous year, but had slowly lost interest in science, and, she suspected, math as well. "Traci, I _know_ you can do this," she said warmly and firmly. "I know you're smart enough. You're part of the reason that I wanted to set up this class."
The girl's eyes widened. "Me? Why?"
"Because you, and Rosa, and all the others — especially you girls — don't think you can succeed, but I know that you can. I believe in you, even though you don't believe in yourselves."
"Succeed — how?" Rosa asked, puzzled.
Elsa smiled. "What do you want to be? A doctor? A scientist? An engineer?" She saw the girls' eyes widen. "You don't believe that you can do that, but I do. The key is to give you the tools and the confidence now, while you're in middle school, to do well in science and math. With those, you _can_ achieve whatever you want."
"But Ms. Martinez," Rosa protested, "no-one in my family has ever been smart enough to go to college!"
"Then you'll be the first, and your family will be very proud of you," Elsa answered. She saw the doubt in the girls' faces. "Give me a chance for a couple of weeks, and I'll prove to you that you can succeed — and not just in my class."
Rosa and Traci exchanged nervous glances again. They were very unsure of themselves.
"Look, I know you don't want to be here. You don't think you can succeed in my class. But please give me a chance. Okay?"
"Okay," Traci replied, her voice timid and uncertain.
"I'm going to tell you a little story," Elsa said to the girls. She drew on Ed's memories, which not surprisingly, mostly matched her 'Elsa' memories. "My parents were migrant farm workers in the Simi Valley in California," she said. "We were poor. No-one expected that any of my friends would ever make it to college. But my mami and papi believed in me, and they helped me believe in myself. Now it's my turn to help you believe in yourselves."
"I guess we can try," Rosa said softly.
As the girls walked out of the classroom, Elsa paused, thinking. Gail Brown had already written off these girls — and many other disadvantaged kids. They weren't capable, or so some believed. It was up to Elsa to prove them wrong.
**********
"Ms. Martinez?" Rosa and Traci asked together.
The sound of her name brought Elsa's mind back into focus. She was sitting in a lounge chair, next to the Tropical Waves pool at Bikini Beach. She turned and looked at the source of the interruption. "Oh, hi, girls," she said warmly. "I'm a bit surprised to see you here!" It was Saturday afternoon, and Elsa was relaxing, recharging herself for an upcoming week of classes.
"We were here, and we noticed you sunning, and, ... um," Rosa stammered, trying to find the right words, "I wanted to say thank you," she finally managed to say. She was looking down at the sandy beach, embarrassed.
"For what?"
"For believing in me," Rosa said. Beside her, Traci nodded in agreement. "You're the first teacher who tried to help me, instead of just getting me passed to the next grade."
"I'm glad I can help," Elsa said. Inside, her heart was nearly bursting with joy at hearing the words from her girls. "I told you that you needed to believe in yourselves first. I take it you're enjoying my class?"
Traci laughed. "You're one of the hardest teachers I've had," she admitted, "but I'm learning a lot. I didn't think science could be that much fun."
"Me either," Rosa added.
"It can be fun, and it can be very rewarding — and you can help people all over the world. Just think — you could be a chemist working to discover new drugs to treat illnesses. You could be an architect, designing grand office buildings, or affordable housing. You could be an engineer, coming up with new ways to treat water or handle sanitation." She smiled. "The world is yours, if you stay interested in science and math, and get a good education."
Rosa and Traci exchanged nervous looks. "I don't know ...." Rosa said, uncertain.
"I do. You are both smart enough. The key is to not listen to other people who say that you can't, and believe that you can." Elsa was startled inside; she sounded just like the young, idealistic teacher that had inspired Ed to not drop out years ago.
Later that night, Elsa sat down, happy with what she was doing. She realized that Traci and Rosa, and many other students, looked up to her, and she was inspiring them to succeed. She felt good inside.
As she relaxed, she browsed through news. She frowned when she saw an article; it was about Ed's old unit in the Army. Intrigued, yet feeling a sense of dread, she opened the article and began to read.
The article was about the Army's summary findings of the inquiry into the convoy ambush over a year earlier — the very same attack that had crippled Ed. As Elsa read the story, her brow furrowed, and then tears began to trickle from the corners of her eyes.
**********
Anya and Grandmother both sensed Elsa's distress when she pulled into the parking lot. Anya gave Grandmother a silent nod, rose, and strode to the office door. She opened it moments before Elsa could push the buzzer button.
Elsa looked like hell. She had no makeup on, and she'd barely combed her hair — only enough to keep it out of her face. Her clothes were casual and rumpled, like she'd pulled on the first things she could find, which had happened to be on the floor. Her eyes were puffy and red from crying — probably most of the night.
"Come in," Anya invited. "Can I get you something to drink?"
Elsa walked slowly into the office, and took a seat on the sofa. "No, thanks," she muttered.
"What's bothering you?" Grandmother asked, rising from behind her desk and moving to sit in one of the chairs beside the sofa.
In answer, Elsa held up a few papers. "This," she said, sounding grief-stricken and accusatory at the same time.
Anya took the papers and quickly glanced through them. Frowning, she handed them to Grandmother.
"You could have told me!" Elsa complained through renewed tears. "They were my squad mates and my friends!" She shook her head. "A year of 'official inquiry' into the attack, because no-one was alive to tell anyone what had happened! I _should_ have been there! I saved some of them!" Elsa wailed. "But since your magic changed history, I wasn't there, and the whole team was killed!"
Grandmother sighed heavily. "I didn't see that ... thread of reality ... when we gave you your pass," she admitted softly.
"It's not worth it!" Elsa complained. "I get to be a whole person, but a lot of my buddies died." She shook her head. "The cost is too high. I was thinking of staying like this, because I enjoy teaching, but not if the price is the lives of my friends."
Anya put her hand on Elsa's arm. "No one can stop the horror of war," she said softly. "Young men die. I can't stop it. Grandmother can't stop it. You can't stop it. You can't save everyone!"
"I could save _some_ of them!"
"And you'd be a crippled hero, both physically and emotionally." Anya's expression was grim. "How many times did you think that you couldn't go on, that you'd never fit in again? How often did you feel overwhelmed to the point of ending it all? How many times did you refuse to go for psychological counseling, because you felt like your grief and inner turmoil was your punishment for _not_ acting sooner and saving more lives?"
Elsa looked down, knowing that these two brujas were right. Ed had refused help, and had felt unrelenting guilt over the ambush and deaths.
"Right now, all Ed has is being a hero. You _like_ being a hero, don't you?" Anya asked, her voice sounding a little accusatory.
Elsa looked up at Anya, staring into her eyes. She wanted to deny what Anya had said, but found she couldn't. Dropping her gaze slightly, she nodded. "I felt like ... I made a difference," she said softly.
"Your pass expires on Saturday night," Grandmother said softly. "You have a few more days to teach your classes, and then you can go back to being Ed, if that's what you want."
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Despite the serenity of the park — the trees, and the grass, and the duck pond, Ed felt no peace inside. Children were laughing and playing nearby, but Ed didn't feel any merriment. In his hand, he clutched some paper — an account of the action that had left him wounded, but had saved some of his men. Unlike most times, he wore shorts, showing off, mostly to himself, how damaged he was.
Anya approached silently. Ed sat in a relaxed posture, but it was obvious to anyone who looked that, even sitting, he was in considerable pain. She sat beside him on the park bench. "Nice afternoon," she volunteered.
Ed didn't bother to look at her. "I guess," he answered, half-heartedly at best.
"Is it worth it?" Anya got right to the point.
Ed turned his head toward her. "At least I made a difference!" he said emphatically.
"You know, there's more to life than to being a hero."
"Not to mine, there isn't. At least, not anymore," Ed retorted. "Like you and your abuela said, it's all I have left."
"Lots of people are heroes." Anya heard Ed snort derisively at her comment. "Firefighters, police — they put their lives on the line for people they don't even know."
"They're mostly men," Ed said. "And I'm not much of a man anymore, am I? With my handicaps, I couldn't do either of those. You're right - with the constant pain, I can't do much." The admission came hard to Ed.
"There are other kinds of heroes, too," Anya continued, ignoring his angry outburst. "Tell me, what do you think will happen to Rosa and Traci, and all the other kids, if you don't try to help them?"
"Someone will help them later," Ed said, not sounding quite certain.
"They won't, and you know it." She shook her head. "You were a role model for them, a woman who they could relate to, and who could inspire them to believe in themselves."
Ed shook his head morosely. "I think I was only getting through to a handful of my students, though," he commented bitterly.
"You played baseball in high school, right?" She saw Ed nod, puzzled by the change of direction in the conversation. "How would you feel if you batted .300?" she asked simply.
"That's ... pretty good," he admitted sheepishly.
Anya continued with her line of thought. "How many men did you save? Half? A third?"
Ed stared at the ground. "Twelve out of fifty-two." He looked up sharply at Anya, his eyes defiant. "It would have been worth it if I'd have only saved one!"
Anya put her hand on his arm. "I'm not saying that their lives aren't worth it. Every life is precious, and the lives of the people who serve in the military are very special because of their willingness to sacrifice for all the rest of us."
"I _might_ help some kids, or I _will_ save my buddies," Ed said caustically, trying to simplify the argument.
"You need to factor yourself into the decision," Anya continued. "How many times have you thought that you couldn't go on living with the scars and the pain? How many times have you thought about ending it all?
Ed winced; she knew that he _had_ thought about suicide, both from guilt at the lost men, and inability to adjust to life with his handicaps.
"How much worth is there in saving a child from a life of poverty by inspiring that child to succeed, especially the girls, who don't have many role models in their lives and who aren't expected to go into science or math or engineering?" Anya asked. Ed stared at her a moment, and then looked down. "Elsa was the first teacher who believed in them and made them feel like they could succeed. She was their role model, and their _hero_." She looked at the ripples as the breeze touched the duck pond. "Without her, few of the girls will go into sciences or technology, or math. They'll sell themselves short."
"I could teach now, as I am, and inspire kids," Ed countered.
"No, you couldn't, and you know it. You don't have the college education for it, and even if you did, you're living with too much pain. Constantly having to take pain pills would interfere with the ability to teach," Anya said. "But you have the ability to reach the girls if you're Elsa. Without a good female role model, they don't have any chance."
Ed stared at the ground, a look of distress on his face. "I don't know what to do," he finally muttered. "I can save some of my friends, or I can help some kids," he repeated in a somber voice."
Anya shook her head. "I can't help you with that decision," she said sadly. "You have to make the choice, not me or Grandmother." She looked like she felt every bit of anguish that Ed was feeling. "We didn't mean to put you in this position. We only wanted to give you some rest."
"I ... can't turn my back on my friends!" Ed protested, anguish in his voice.
"Would you have sacrificed yourself for civilians?" Anya asked.
Ed turned sharply toward her. "That's not the point."
"That's exactly the point," Anya countered. "You know you would have. So would your buddies. That's what you signed up for."
"It's not that simple," Ed protested.
"Yes, it is," Anya countered. "Would you sacrifice your life to help a child overcome a life of potential poverty?" She saw him staring, his mouth ajar. "That’s why you signed up, isn’t it?" Exhaling slowly, Ed nodded. "And your buddies? Same thing?"
Ed stared across the field, to where children were playing fetch with their dog. "You're pretty smart for such a young lady."
Anya chuckled. "I have a good tutor."
"Your abuela?"
Anya just repeated sadly. "It's your decision."
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Elsa stretched out in the hammock, soaking up the afternoon sun. With two classes every day, she didn't get a lot of time at the park, and she certainly didn’t have the energy for a lot of frolicking. But the park was relaxing and restful — just what she needed to recharge herself before she had to go home and grade papers and prepare for the next day. She sighed — summer school was very hectic, but whenever she saw the looks of delight on her students' faces when they learned or mastered something new, she knew it was worth it. Maybe she couldn't save all the kids, but if she could bat .250, and do so year after year, she knew she'd be making a huge difference. More of a difference than a one-time hero who saved eleven other lives.
Elsa sighed at the sudden memory. "They might not know it," she said to herself, "but twelve damned good men gave their lives to give these kids a chance." She slowly stood from the hammock. "I goddamn better make sure they don't waste it."
She was saving a lot more by giving these so-called disadvantaged, at-risk kids a future, year after year after year. Someday, she started to think that she might even have her own child to teach to succeed, and to inspire. Maybe her daughter would follow in her footsteps, and make a vocation out of inspiring or helping others. As soon as she had the thought, she started to recoil in horror, but Elsa realized that it wasn't such a bad thought after all. She smiled to herself as she began to walk back to the locker room. Time to get busy with school again.
FIN
What happens when a man dies while in a female body created by magic?
Bikini Beach: If I Should Die Before I Wake
by Jezzi Belle Stewart c2000
(This story was inspired by Caleb Jones' story, "Gidget Surfs Up at Bikini Beach". I have modified it from its original form posted elsewhere so as to make it a stand alone story.)
July 2, 1968, 5:15pm: Sanndee slammed the door to her room, fuming. How dare her dad tell her she couldn't see Bingo anymore! Bingo and she were well on the way to becoming much more than surf buddies, and now her dad had destroyed the possibility of any future relationship. SHE had certainly never taken drugs, and while there had been hints that Bingo did, he had not done so in her presence. Now her dad was saying that Bingo was a major dealer! Ridiculous! She would follow her heart. Her dad just didn't understand a teen-age girl's feelings!
The proverbial light bulb went on over Sanndee's head. Maybe if her dad WAS a teen-age girl for awhile, he would understand. The new theme park at the beach! Bikini Haven it had been called, and it had been magic!. Supposedly it was for women only, but the old lady who ran it had called in a favor so she and Bingo could switch bodies. Of course, she hadn't told Bingo he would be her ahead of time, but he had been a good sport and had certainly seemed to benefit from his experience as her. He certainly now knew all the places on her body that made her tingle! Maybe her dad would benefit from a little change, too. She had no desire to be male again, but from what she knew, that shouldn't be a problem; her dad would just be as if he had been born female, only he would become younger - her age. She pasted a smile on her face and headed back downstairs.
July 2, 1968, 10:00pm: Feeling every one of his almost 40 years, Professor Russell Lawrence poured himself a drink from the bottle of Johnny Walker Red, took the drink back to his favorite lounge chair, and eased himself down into it. He took a long swallow from his glass and sighed. Everything had turned out all right, but it had been touchy there for awhile. He had wanted this ever since Francine - Sanndee, he reminded himself; she had asked that he call her Sanndee, that everyone at the beach called her Sanndee - had stormed out of the den earlier in the evening, but had held off, hoping she would come back. It was hard being a single parent. Particularly a male single parent of a cute popular teenage girl like his daughter. He just didn't understand her! If only her mother were still alive, but, then, he hadn't understood her mother all that well, either, just loved her. Women were a mystery, and perhaps it was better that way. He certainly preferred the cool logic of his male university colleagues. Why couldn't she trust him? He had to admit to himself that he had liked Bingo at first, also, but, like any responsible parent of a teenage daughter, he had had his FBI contacts run a thorough background check. He had even shown Fr... Sanndee the rather thick file the FBI had provided, loaded with documentary and photo evidence of Bingo's drug dealing. Bingo would, in fact, be arrested next week when the full FBI net was in place. Instead of being impressed at the steps her father had taken to protect her, she had been outraged that he had "violated Bingo's space" and had practically accused him, her father, of lying!
Oh, well. He took another long swallow of scotch. Everything had turned out all right, though. Sanndee had come down from her room an hour later and apologized for her behavior and said that of course he was right. She had even suggested that they spend
tomorrow, his birthday, together - that there was a new theme park on the beach and they could go together, just like old times. He really shouldn't take the day off, he thought, but the times when Sanndee wanted to do things with him were so few anymore that he couldn't pass up the opportunity to have his little girl back, even if only temporarily. He picked up the phone to call his graduate assistant and tell her that she would be taking the classestomorrow.
July 3, 1968, 9:30am: It was a beautiful day, and as he pulled the Mercury into the parking lot of the theme park, Russ was looking forward to a fun day with his daughter. He looked across the seat at Sanndee. *She may be sixteen,* he thought, *but she's still my little girl!*
July 3, 1968, 9:31am: Sanndee looked across at her father behind the steering wheel. *I wonder what "she", my new temporary best girlfriend, will look like .* she thought. She leaned over and kissed her dad on the cheek. "Happy birthday, Daddy!" she said. "I'm
buying, and I guarantee that this park will make you feel young again!" *And that's not all!*
July 3, 1968, 9:40am: The attractive middle aged woman behind the ticket counter watched what was obviously a father and his daughter approach. This theme park was her first attempt to use magic to create a place where women could get away from the
lascivious attention of men, and she was thinking more of the mechanics of the park rather than attempting to "read" the two of them. Besides, she could tell the great love between them, and she recognized the girl as the one who had come with the surfer awhile ago and had changed places with him, thanks to some help from her wizard friend. She assumed the dad knew about the park and was indulging his daughter, so sold the daughter - Sanndee, yes,Sanndee; she remembered the unusual name - two two-day passes without any qualms.
July 3, 1968, 9:55am. Russ looked at himself in the mirror of the rather small men's locker room. He admired his lean but muscular thoroughly masculine 6'2" body, the result of constant working out at the university gym. The black hair on his head held just a few streaks of gray, mostly added since Sanndee turned thirteen. *Not bad!* he thought, thinking that he really should ask that cute new redheaded philosophy professor out for coffee when he returned to the University after the Fourth of July holiday. As the warm water of the shower washed over his body, he closed his eyes. He never
noticed the pink mist rise up around hi... her.
July 3, 1968, 10:00am: Sanndee, who had worn her bathing suit to the park, sat at a table a short distance away from the exit from the men's locker room and waited for her new girlfriend to emerge. In her mind, despite his occasional periods of unreasonableness, like yesterday, her father was a kind and wise man, larger than life, who had always embraced diversity. It never occurred to her that her father would not be able to handle his temporary teen womanhood; in fact, as a professor, she rather expected him, after the initial shock, to view it as the learning experience she intended it to be. She expected Bingo to be back in her life July 5! That is, that is what she expected until she saw the young, bare breasted woman stalk from the men's locker room, anger radiating from her every pore.
July 3, 1968, 10:00am: Russ Lawrence was mad: really, really, REALLY mad! The reason, of course, was that he really wasn't Russ Lawrence anymore. He was a girl, and he definitely didn't want to be a girl. He liked being 6'2"; he didn't want to drop a foot or more. He liked his short, easy to care for gray streaked hair; he didn't want this unruly shoulder blade length mass of blonde curls. He liked his slim muscular build. He didn't want this soft curvy physique ... and he definitely did not want the twin mounds of soft flesh on his chest - nor the empty feeling between his legs. Russ Lawrence had been very, very satisfied with his body and had worked hard to keep it in shape. Now it was gone, and he was going to find that ticket lady and demand an explanation and his
body back! How dare she! And what would Francine think? Outraged, just like him, he thought. She'd want a dad who was a dad. But how could he convince Francine that this little slip of a girl was her dad? Just then his whole perspective changed. He saw Sanndee - and she was looking right at him and smiling, although the smile was beginning to falter. SHE KNEW! And in that instant HE KNEW; she had set this up. His own daughter had tricked him into becoming a girl!
July 3, 1968, 10:01am: As the new, young teenage girl stood with hands balled into fists, in a very masculine primal attack posture, staring straight into her eyes, Sanndee cringed. She knew she had made a very very VERY bad mistake. Despite the cute outward package, this was her father, and he was PISSED!
July 3, 1968, 10:02am: All Russ said to his daughter were three words: "How long?" and "Why?" And then he listened as Sanndee stammered a relatively true explanation, her practiced "welcome to young womanhood" speech totally discarded. His anger grew. BETRAYAL! This really was all about that low life scumbag, Bingo! His daughter thought so little of him that she would believe Bingo, not him, would not believe all the evidence his FBI friends had so carefully collected. He had to get away! Had to think this trough! He snarled at his daughter: "Find your own fucking way home! Call your goddamn asshole drug dealing boyfriend, if he means so fucking much to you that you would do this to me!" He whirled and ran toward the exit from the park, snatching the bikini top from the ticket lady who, finally sensing something was wrong, was approaching the pair. He stopped momentarily, as "she" unconsciously put it on as if he had been doing it all his life, and then continued out into the parking lot toward where the Mercury had been just a half hour earlier. Now there was a cute yellow VW convertible with the top down in that spot. *Even a damn girly car!* he thought, as he yanked open the door, slid into the drivers seat and - *something's working right!* - started the engine with the keys left in the ignition.
July 3, 1968, 10:15am: Sanndee watched her father run, frozen in shock and horror. Her father had swore at her! Used the "F" word twice! He had never done that before! Had she hurt him that badly? As the ticket lady reached her, she watched the VW spin out toward the exit, spraying gravel as it went, accelerating all the way through the main gate ................ right into the side of the huge green semi, uselessly blaring it's air horns and unable to stop!
July 3, 1968,10:16am: Russ Lawrence, or whoever "she" was, died almost instantly, without pain.
July 3, 1968, 12:16pm (Central Standard time): In the delivery room of Cook County General Hospital in Chicago, Mrs. Anita Lawrence gave birth to a beautiful healthy baby girl. Her only unusual feature was her hair - jet black, naturally streaked with blonde. Anita and her husband, Jim, had decided on the name Elizabeth if the baby was a girl, but when the nurse asked her the name of the child for the record, Anita found herself saying, "Rose. Rose Francine Lawrence." Jim went to call his older brother Russell in California to tell him the good news.
July 3, 1968, 11:00am: The Ticket Lady watched through her office window as the dead wagon from the county morgue pulled away with the body of Rose Lawrence, Sanndee's sister in this reality that had been created while Russ was in the shower being changed. A heavily sedated Sanndee lay snoring softly on her couch. Over and over and over the thought ran through the Ticket Lady's head. OHMYGAWD, OHMYGAWD, how am I going to fix this one???
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July 6, 1974, 1:00am: Six year old Rose Francine Lawrence slept soundly in her bed in her home in Niles, Illinois. Her Sleeping Beauty bedspread had been tucked lovingly around her. Clutched tightly to her chest was her first Barbie doll given to her by her much older cousin Francine who had moved from California to live with her when Mommy and Daddy had gone to Heaven. Rose wasn't sure what "cousin" meant, but she loved Francine and knew Francine loved her and would take care of her.
July 5, 1984, 10:00pm: Sanndee watched her come through the O'Hare terminal gate and thought that the Ticket Lady hadn't aged a day. She got out her compact from her purse, opened it and looked in the mirror at her 32 year old face. She had certainly aged! The two women greeted each other. The bond between them was one of shared guilt, now sixteen years old, and love on the part of one and responsibility on the part of the other for Rose Francine Lawrence, just recently turned sixteen. both knew that today was critical. The Rose Lawrence that had been Sanndee's father had emerged from the pink mist of the early theme park prototype's shower on her 16th birthday to begin a two day pass. At 1:00am the next morning Rose Francine Lawrence would be sixteen years, two days and twelve hours old, and there was the possibility that the two day pass might finally expire. The ticket lady had told Sanndee that she didn't know what would happen if it did, but that she would be there with her to handle whatever developed.
Rose was out on a date that night, but was due home at 12:30 "Sharp, young lady!"
July 6, 1984, 12:29am: One minute ahead of curfew, Rose Lawrence drifted through the front door of her home. *Wow, that James is some kisser!* she thought. She thought that if he kissed her like that again on there next date, tomorrow night, she might let him touch her breasts - through her blouse, of course! As she passed the entrance to the living room she saw Francine beckon to her. Her cousin was seated on the couch across from a slightly older woman dressed in what Rose and her friends called "California clothes". She willingly entered. She was feeling really good and wouldn't mind a little girl talk with Francine, whom she viewed more as an older sister than her cousin and guardian. Francine introduced her companion as "Mrs. Beach" a friend from, sure enough, California. At Francine's urging, Rose settled in to give a blow-by-blow of her date with James.
July 6, 1984, 2:30am: Sanndee watched as a completely unchanged Rose yawned and stretched. "Mrs. Beach" had just finished a description of the new water park for women only she would shortly open called Bikini Beach, and it was clear it was everyone's bedtime. The two older women looked at each other over Rose's head. The message, "Till next time." was sent and received.
July 5, 1990, 3:30pm: Sanndee watched from the front pew as Rose became Mrs. Jeffrey Lawrence. She had known this day was coming that day two years ago when Rose had come home from college bringing a boyfriend with the same last name.
July 5, 1998, 11:15am: The twins, Frank and Francine took their first communion as their proud parents Rose and Jeff and their proud godmother Francine looked on. The twins called Francine "Aunt" Sanndee. At age 30, Rose had come from the coltishness of
youth to a mature beauty and grace; Jeff and the twins adored her, as did her many friends. As a teacher of English at Oakton Community College, she was a positive influence on her students and well respected by her colleagues. Unknown to her, of course, she was fast becoming the female equivalent of Russ Lawrence. Sanndee could see it. At age 46, Sanndee herself was still quite attractive. Everyone wondered why she had never married. She lived with her cat, Jez, in an apartment in Lincoln Park, with a view of Belmont Harbor through her front window. She visited Jeff, Rose and the twins several times a month, and often did lunch and shopping with Rose when she came into the city on weekends.
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January 1, 2008, 12:02am: Rose reluctantly pulled herself out of the embrace of her husband, and as the strains of "Auld Angh Syngh" died away began to make her way to the ladies room of the Palmer House ballroom, waving to her many friends and colleagues
as she went. As she peered in the gilt-edged mirror, repairing her lipstick, a victim of Jeff's New Years' kiss, she smiled at herself. At 39 years old, she felt pretty good. She still felt a thrill when Jeff kissed her, and their love making was still passionate and if anything, had become better and more satisfying to both over the years as each had slowly and pleasantly learned the intimate secrets of each other's bodies. They were best friends as well as lovers. Frank and Francine were her joy and treasure, both had graduated early, with honors from New Trier High School, both with full scholarships. Both were this night in a little town in Honduras working with Habitat For Humanity building homes. They had decided together that since they had, in effect, a bonus year for graduating early, they would spend it helping others. She would call them at 2:00am, their midnight, to wish them a Happy New Year. They had agreed to be at the local Catholic Church, the only place with a phone. Looking in the mirror, she drew her hands
along her hips, past her waist and cupped her breasts. *You go, girl!* she thought as she smiled again. Hips hadn't spread, waist hadn't bulged, boobs hadn't sagged - well not too much, she admitted to herself. As she turned to leave, she almost bumped into Francine entering. "Happy New Year, Cuz." she greeted her as she left. Life was good! She wasn't dreading her upcoming 40th year at all.
January 1, 2008, 12:10am: Sanndee managed a smile and a "Happy New Year" back to her cousin, but both were forced. She WAS dreading Rose's 40th year.
April 1, 2008, 4:30pm: Half an hour earlier, Sanndee, having just arrived home from work, had found among the mail the envelope with the return address that read simply, "Mrs. Beach". "Mrs. Beach", whom she hadn't heard from for 24 years. Now she sat at the kitchen table with a mug of rapidly cooling coffee at her elbow, rereading the letter for the 3rd time:
Dear Francine,
I know this will reach you on April Fools' Day; forgive my macabre sense of humor, but as Jimmy Buffett sings, "If we couldn't laugh we would all go insane." As you have probablyrealized, this is THE year for Rose. If what I, and you probably also, suspect happens, the situation could go very weird very fast, and we could lose either one or both of them. Remember the reaction forty years ago! As we discussed at her sixteenth birthday, I can't use my magic for fear of making a bad situation worse - later perhaps I can, but not now. As it is, I will not be with you this time. If what I suspect happens, I need to be here at Bikini Beach. I'm sure you know why. I could leave my granddaughter in charge, but she knows nothing of this affair, and, after all, it is my responsibility. I suggest you get Rose away from everyone else on The Day, and just be there for her ... or him. If it is him, it must be his decision to seek me out.
Hugs, and be brave,
Betty Beach
June 1, 2008, 4:30pm: Laying the early birthday card down on the kitchen table, Rose looked at the gift certificate. She gave a sigh of relief as she stepped out of her shoes. A weekend at the Wagon Wheel Resort up in Rockton, including a day of pampering at their spa. She hoped they did foot massages. "Just us girls;" had been written in the card in Sanndee's large loopy handwriting, "no men or children allowed!" It sounded wonderful. It was a shame that her Francine couldn't join them, but she and Frank had re-uped for a second six months in Honduras. Oh, well, she and Sanndee would have fun all by themselves. Jeff had been talking about a fishing trip with his buddies up in the Minnesota boundary Waters, and now he would have time to plan it all out. Yes, indeed, turning forty wouldn't be so bad at all!
July 3, 2008, 6:00pm: Rose stood in the doorway and waved goodbye to Jeff as he backed the vintage '68 Mercury, loaded down with fishing gear, out of the driveway. Just for a moment, looking at the Mercury sitting on the blacktop of the driveway there had been an overwhelming feeling of dejavu, but it had passed quickly and Rose shrugged it off. She turned and reentered the house. Her 40th birthday party had been nice. The kids had called in the morning, and then Jeff and Sanndee had taken her into the City to Ann Sather's on Belmont for lunch. She'd had lobster, which she loved but almost never had because of the price. Sanndee had given her a beautiful blue caftan nightgown for their trip to Rockton. It was made for comfort, Sanndee had said, rather than sexiness; just the thing to snuggle into after a day of total feminine pampering, with no male to impress. Jeff had given her a locket on a chain, and she was now wearing it around her neck. Inside were two pictures one of her and Jeff and the other of Frank and Francine. She glanced at herself in the hallway mirror. *Forty or not, you've still got it, girl!* she thought, tingling a little as she remembered the send off she'd given Jeff just a short time ago, just to remind him of what he'd have waiting for him at home and what he could expect when he returned! She continued into the bedroom to continue packing so as not to keep Sanndee waiting. She was humming "I Feel Pretty!".
July 5, 2008, 11:30pm: A continuing series of silent taps on her wrist brought Sanndee reluctantly awake from a very pleasant dreamless sleep. She felt better than she had in a long time, the result of a day of feminine pampering her 56 year old body had absorbed gratefully. Yawning contentedly, she turned off the silent alarm on her alarm watch, purchased especially for this occasion so she wouldn't wake Rose. Rose! Remembering why they were here, all her pleasant contentedness vanished. She glanced over at the other double bed. Yes, it was still Rose, but then, nothing should happen, if anything would happen, for awhile yet. She had given herself an hour leeway, betting that nothing would occur before midnight. If nothing had happened by 2:00am, she figured, nothing would. 1:00am was magic time - quite literally. Finally, forty years, two days and twelve hours past Russ Lawrence's emergence from the showers of "Mrs. Beach's" theme park the two day pass would be up. And what would happen to Rose? Rose was sleeping peacefully. She was wearing the large blue caftan that she had given her for her birthday - a caftan big enough to accommodate Russ Lawrence's bigger 6'2" frame. Sanndee moved quickly. From her suitcase, she removed two long cables, each with padded cuffs on the ends. She attached one of the cuffs to Rose's right wrist and drew the cable through the gaps in the headboard of the bed, finally attaching the other cuff to Rose's left wrist. Using the other cable, she did the same to Rose's ankles, running the cable through the foot board. She left the cables loose enough so that Rose, while spread-eagled on the bed, would not be uncomfortable, but the considerably larger Russ, if he emerged, would be snugly bound and unable to thrash around enough to hurt himself. Thank heaven the sleeping pill she had broken open and poured in Rose's nightcap was keeping her out like a light. If Russ didn't emerge, by 2:00 - * Better make it 2:30.* she thought. - she would simply remove the cuffs and cables and Rose need never know. Sanndee, clutching a gag to use if needed, settled down in a chair by Rose's bed to wait.
July 6, 2008, 1:00am: A low groan and a rustle of bed linens jerked Sanndee out of her fitful doze. Her eyes darted to the bed, and widened. She moved her hand quickly, jamming the gag into the figure on the bed's mouth just in time to muffle a scream of fear and rage begun 40 years previous in the driver's seat of a yellow VW convertible. One word burst from Sanndee's lips: "DADDY!"
July 6, 2008, 1:00am: Russ Lawrence's mind didn't register anything but a great green wall looming up in front of him. He began a scream, high pitched from his newly feminized body. Then the blackness closed in. And almost immediately receded. The continued scream was blocked by something thrust into his mouth. He was no longer in the seat of the VW, was in fact lying down, and, he could immediately tell, he was male again. What the hell was going on! He tried to move, but found he was quite effectively restrained. He looked to his left just in time to see a middle aged woman - mid-fifties he judged - put her hands up and sob "DADDY!". Daddy? He was that little brat Francine's Daddy. Boy would he have a few things to say to her now that he was back to his real self. But why was he restrained like this? And suddenly he realized that he wasn't alone. In his head. A female voice shrieking, *Who are you!? What have you done to me!? OHMYGAWD, OHMYGAWD, OHMYGAWD* till it was both of them silently, mentally screaming it. Russ Lawrence's body jerked upward against the cables and then fell back unconscious. A totally distraught Sanndee had enough presence of mind to check for a pulse; finding one she collapsed sobbing into her chair to wait.
July 6, 2008, 2:00am (Bikini Beach time) The old woman jerked awake as a blast of silent pain tore through her brain. It had happened; "he" was back! She did a quick mental survey. Not quite a worse case scenario; Rose was still there, too, but both had blanked before she could tell much more than that. She reached out mentally to link with Sanndee. *Sanndee! It's me, Mrs. Beach.* She cringed at her desk as a mental cacophony of questions from Sanndee flooded her mind. *WAIT!* she sent, and waited till Sanndee calmed herself. *Listen. I am going to create a mental link from you to Rose ... Yes, she is still present, but so is your father, and the body is now his, as it should have been 40 years ago. But now is not then, and we have to consider the lives of both. You need to tell Rose the whole story. I think it would be best if you couldconvince Rose to keep a low profile for now and let Russ adjust. Remember, to him it is July 3, 1968, and you are sixteen. Assure Rose I will do my best for her.* She mentally paused, and Rose could sense it. *Here's the uncertain part: I know reality was changed upon your father's return, but I'm not sure how. All I know is that if he had not died all those years ago, it would have returned to what it had been before the change. But because he did die, and die as woman, a woman created from him by magic, while that female body did die, "he" did not; his spirit animated the body of his brother's baby girl, who otherwise would have been stillborn. Rose, though, is equally a person, having lived the same span of forty years as your father, but the body is no longer hers. You and your father will have to examine this new reality and see what's best for him, you, and ultimately Rose. Remember, Bikini Beach exists in this reality, and I will plant the knowledge of how to find it in your mind; you can tell them if the necessity arises.. Farewell for now, Francine; may the Goddess bless.* She forged the link from Sanndee to Rose, and as gently as possible awakened Rose.
July 6, 2008, 4:00am (Chicago time) *OH ... MY ... GAWD.* Sanndee slumped in
her chair, exhausted. It had taken an hour just to calm a justifiably hysterical Rose, then another hour to "Tell the Tale". Finally, a third hour to convince her to stay in the background while she worked with her father. Now all she had to do was try to get some sleep before she tried to convince her father that the 56 year old woman talking to him was his sixteen year old daughter!
July 13, 2008, 4:30pm: As he attempted to download the Map Quest program into the autopilot of what Sanndee swore was still an automobile, Russ Lawrence swore. He'd been doing a lot of that this past week. He suspected that it was either that or suffer a
complete nervous breakdown. He'd finally come to accept the reality of his situation, but it was still hard. He knew magic worked; he HAD been a sixteen year old girl after his shower at the theme park - his daughter's sister he had found out! Now, his teenage daughter was a 56 year old woman, 16 years older than him, and it was the year 2008. He had been DEAD for 40 years, but his spirit/soul had been alive in the body of a woman who was the daughter of his late brother, Jim. When that woman had reached 40 plus two days and twelve hours, her body had changed to his still 40 year old body, and he had "come back". In this new reality, the physical Rose never existed, and Russ was his brother's son, named after his brother's older brother Russ - him - who had died in a car crash in California. When he had asked Sanndee about old friends, she had gently reminded him that his contemporaries were all in their late seventies or eighties, or were dead - and, as far as those left alive knew, their friend and colleague Russell Lawrence had died in that car crash 40 years ago. And, he couldn't seem to master the new technology *Like this so-called car!* he thought, as he still wrestled with loading the Map Quest program. He wasrunning out of time. Sanndee had dropped a bombshell on him today. She was giving him a few new facts every day, but this had been a real shocker; he had a wife and two kids! Supposedly he had been away on a business trip this past week, and he was due home tonight! Details about his family had been popping into his mind, but he had sort of filed them off to the side to bring out as needed when the actual meeting took place. *Finally!* The drive screen's kitty logo lit up green as the car's AI logged into CATS (Chicago Area Transportation System), the twin safety belts automatically locked around him, and the car pulled itself out of the driveway onto the road. *At least it's a Mercury!* he thought.
July 13, 2008, 4:35pm: As Sanndee watched her father pull away, she began to experience chest pains. She had a bad feeling about this, but also the feeling that whatever was about to happen NEEDED to happen. She went to her desk and picked up the envelope lying there addressed to "Daddy/Rose". Into it she slipped the card she had received in the mail yesterday from "Mrs. Beach"; there had been no note attached to it. She sealed the envelope and placed it on the father's bed, where he couldn't miss
it. Gasping a little now from the pain, she moved her favorite recliner around so that seated, she could look out over Belmont Harbor and Lake Michigan. She eased herself into the chair, and Jez jumped into her lap. Gradually Belmont Harbor and Lake Michigan faded out, replaced by the beach, the blue Pacific, and the sounds of the Beach Boys' "Endless Summer". The pain was getting worse, but she made no move to call 911.
July 13, 2008, 5:15 pm: Russ set his suitcase (He had no idea what was in it.) down right inside the front door of what was supposed to be his home in Niles. He could hear the sounds of three voices in conversation coming from the living room. Rose and the kids, he supposed. *Let's do it!* he thought, and turned the corner into the room. A woman was seated in an easy chair, and two young adults in their late teens stood on either side of the fireplace. As he entered all turned toward him, smiles on their faces. He took it all in and ...
... SHE came out! Inside his mind, all Hell broke loose as an emotionally overloaded Rose surged forward, forgetting all about Sanndee's advice to stay in the background, eclipsing the Russ personality. THOSE WERE HER KIDS! Frank and Francine stood by the fire place. She could see the little scar on Frank's left cheek from when he had fallen out of the backyard maple tree when he was six. She watched as Francine flipped her hair back in the unusual way she had seen only HER Francine ever do. Those were her kids
Sorry. For some reason not everything that was shown in the preview ended up in what actually got posted. Here's the ending. Please comment at the end of this and not at the end of the bulk of the story.
... SHE came out! Inside his mind, all Hell broke loose as an emotionally overloaded Rose surged forward, forgetting all about Sanndee's advice to stay in the background, eclipsing the Russ personality. THOSE WERE HER KIDS! Frank and Francine stood by the fire place. She could see the little scar on Frank's left cheek from when he had fallen out of the backyard maple tree when he was six. She watched as Francine flipped her hair back in the unusual way she had seen only HER Francine ever do. Those were her kids - and the mother smiling fondly at them wasn't her! Her life was GONE! She couldn't take it! Oblivious to the shocked looks appearing on the three faces, Rose whirled Russ's body around and ran for the car. They were in Chicago before Rose's breathing slowed and Russ was able to pull himself from under Rose's emotional debris:
*OHMYGAWD!*
*I agree; OHMYGAWD! What the hell are you and I going to do.*
*My life! It was MY life! You stole it! You bastard; you stole it! ............... I know, it wasn't you're fault; but I can't hate Sanndee. She raised me. I don't KNOW you!*
*I can't hate her either. Jeez, she was only sixteen! If I'd only made more effort to understand her... never did understand women; didn't understand her mother either.*
*Wouldn't have worked. She was a teenager; no one understands them.*
*I think the guilt she feels is killing her though. I think we need to get back to her and take this whole thing up then. You be in charge; I've got some private thinking to do.
*OK, and I guess I need some time to mourn my husband and my children.*
Separate in their thoughts, united in their love for Sanndee, the two personalities inside the body of Russ Lawrence made there way back to Sanndee's apartment.
Sanndee was dead. Somehow they knew she was somewhere on a beach, forever now sixteen in an endless summer. The cousin deferred to the father and it was Russ/Rose who pulled the Afghan up over her lifeless body. Jez refused to move. The paramedics came but it was a formality. Heart attack was listed as the cause of death. Russ/Rose knew better. They found the letter an hour and a half later, after Sanndee's body had been taken to the mortuary:
Dear Daddy and/or Cousin Rose,
Do not cry for me. I love you both so much! I screwed up both
your lives, but maybe this can make up for it.
Love, Sanndee
The rest of the letter was directions. The card was a lifetime pass to Bikini Beach.
July 28, 2008: sunset (Pacific time): Russ/Rose stood on the deck of the small boat and, as per her wishes, scattered Sanndee's ashes out over the Pacific. The next day, they caught a flight to the East coast.
August 3, 2008, 9:30am: The old woman looked up from her account book, at the man framed by her ticket window. "Mr. Lawrence - or is it Mrs. Lawrence - I've been expecting you.
August 3, 2008; 10:00am: When Russ/Rose had presented the lifetime pass to the old woman, she had made it clear to Russ that while he would not disappear, he would become a set of what she called "pre-memories" in Rose's mind. Did he still agree to the use of the pass? Russ had explained to the old woman that neither of them wanted to remain in this body. Russell Lawrence's time had passed. All his friends were either senile or dead, and the world of 2008 was too different from that of 1968 for him to really want to adjust even if he could. His one anchor to this world, his daughter Sanndee, was dead. (While she didn't say so, the old woman had expected this. With the need for Rose/Russ to reach a decision, Sanndee's time was up. Had she lived, she would have been torn apart as realities changed once again. She simply offered her condolences.)
Rose Lawrence, on the other hand, had a life. They both hoped that by changing this body back to her body, reality would snap back to her reality. She wanted her husband, her kids, her home, and her life. The old woman had assured Russ that to the best of
her knowledge that was what would happen. Russ Lawrence looked in the mirror of the mens' locker room and said goodbye ... to himself. For the second time in his life, with a smile on his face, turning the knob, Russ Lawrence stepped under the shower at Bikini Beach.
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EPILOGUE
August 3, 2008; 10:30am: The old woman watched the attractive middle aged woman get into the car (a Mercury) and drive away. With a sigh, she went into her office and opened the back closet. Reaching into the back, she pulled out a dusty leather bound Journal with "1968 - 1973" written on the cover. Taking the book to her desk, she opened it to the page for July 5, 1968. There was one blank space on the page, following the name "Lawrence" She stared at it for several minutes, letting 40+ years of memory roll. *I'll show this to Anya* she thought; *She needs to know.* Then she wrote "Completed successfully" in the blank and closed the book.
August 5, 2008: 4:30pm: Rose Lawrence put down her suitcase just inside the door of her home in Niles, Illinois, at the same moment that her husband, Jeff, came around the corner from the living room. She straightened up into his embrace, and without waiting for him to take the lead, gave him a more heartfelt kiss and hug than she had ever done before. After a minute or two, a happily surprised Jeff stood back. "Honey, go away more often; it's so great when you come home!" was his comment. "Come into the living room for your surprise." Given the last month or so, Rose didn't know if she could deal with many more surprises, but she followed him anyway. Entering the living room, she didn't see anything, but was suddenly attacked from behind as two pairs of arms wrapped her in a hug. "Welcome home, mom!" Frank and Francine back from Honduras early! Tears rolled down Rose's cheeks as Jeff joined in the hug. A few minutes later as the four broke apart, Jeff looked at his wife. "You look like you could use a drink, hon." he said. "Your usual chardoney?"
"No," she replied thoughtfully, "I believe I'll have a scotch: Johnny Walker Red."
THE END
c2000, Jezzi Belle Stewart
ElrodW
There are a lot of questions about the old woman. Where did she come from? Why is her power limited to gender changes? What is the secret she is concealing from Anya? How does she know the SRU wizard? After much time with the BB story universe, it is time to answer some of the questions.
I would like to thank Ellie for helping keep the Beach true to its intent. I'd also like to thank those authors who have chosen to play in my little story universe, especially Danielle J, who has not only written so well, but has also been a great inspiration to my own stories. Also, Bill Hart has given me permission to use the SRU wizard in the manner I describe herein.
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***** Prologue ******
Greg glanced one more time at his watch and grimaced. He had just enough time to grab a card and a present for Anya's birthday - if he hurried. Inwardly, he cursed himself for procrastinating. He _should_ have had a present weeks ago. It wasn't like Anya's birthday was a secret from him.
As he rounded a corner, he spied a little curious shop. 'Funny,' he thought to himself. 'I thought that was the card shop.' Instead, he was looking at a little curio shop, complete with a storefront and a wooden door. Greg's curiosity rose, and then he felt the grip of panic at his throat as he read the sign over the door. "Spells R Us". He remembered what Anya had said - the old man was a friend of grandmother, and he was also a trickster. After Anya's last confrontation with grandmother, they both knew she had a secret that she didn't want Anya or Greg to know. And Anya had specifically asked Greg never to go to this shop, because the old man might do something to protect the old woman's secret - or even just to amuse himself.
Still, Greg's feet moved as if they were animated beyond his control. His eyes widened with fear as his feet shuffled ever closer to the wooden door, and the unknown and reputedly unpredictable man within. He wanted to cry for help, to stop his feet from moving, to do _something_ to not enter the store, but he was powerless. Overhead, a bell tinkled as the door opened and Greg felt himself carried inside, betrayed by his own legs.
"Ah, I'm glad you decided to visit." The voice was warm and pleasant, belying Anya's warnings. But then, it could just be a trick to lull him into a false sense of security. He glanced around, and his eyes quickly settled on the little old man wearing the bathrobe. The man chuckled. "Oh, don't worry, Greg," he laughed. "I promised the old bat that I wouldn't do anything to hurt you." He waved his hand and two stools appeared. He climbed onto one and gestured that Greg should sit at the other. "Besides, it wouldn't be any fun transforming you into a girl! Not after some of the capers you've pulled at the park!" He grinned. "I have to say, I admire your taste in women, though!"
Greg frowned. "I don't follow!"
The old man waved his hands, and Greg felt his body shift. Weights tugged at his chest, and he looked down, spying a crevasse of cleavage caused by the enormous breasts on his chest. Only a tiny bikini held the orbs, and just barely. Greg looked up at the old man, ignoring the blonde locks swirling around his face. "Very funny," he said acidly. "I thought you said no tricks."
The old man laughed, then he waved his hands and Greg was Greg again. "Sorry, but I couldn't help it. When the old woman told me you'd once appeared in her park as Pandora Peaks, I just had to see what that must have looked like!" He grinned. "As I said, I share your appreciation for...curved bodies."
"What...what do you want?" Greg asked hesitantly. He was truly frightened, and despite the old man's promise, the wizard had turned him into a girl - if only momentarily.
"I've got a little story to tell you," the wizard said simply. "A story you need to hear - if you're going to help Anya when she learns the truth." He waved his hand, and two sodas appeared. He handed one to Greg. "I believe you prefer root beer?" he asked. Then he smiled pleasantly. "Oh, and don't worry about the present you need to get. This won't take long."
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A few miles away at Bikini Beach, Anya turned off the register and tucked the day's receipts under her arm. With a quick glance around the parking lot to ensure it was safe, she stepped out of the ticket booth, pausing to lock the door behind her, before she trudged across the still-warm asphalt.
"Anya, wait up!"
Anya turned at the sound of the voice, momentarily concerned, but her face lit up when she saw Jana, her friend and a detective on the police force, approaching. "Hi," she said with a smile.
Jana hastened her steps until she was beside Anya. "I haven't seen you around for a while," she said between breaths.
Anya shrugged. "Grandmother sent me to a trade show. She said I need to learn more about the business."
Jana frowned. "That's why I couldn't get in touch with you." She fell in step beside Anya. "Was it any good?"
"Huh?" Anya seemed distracted for a moment. "Oh, the show." She shrugged. "Big amusement park and attraction show. Lots of people, lots of vendors. Most of them had nothing to do with water parks." She shook her head. "No, I really didn't like it. It's more fun running a park than studying one."
Jana laughed lightly. "I believe that."
"So, did you find anything yet?"
Jana frowned. "That's why I wanted to talk to you. I can't find _anything_!" She shook her head. "A case like that, it should be easy for me to get something. Hell, I even got the chief to sign an official inter-agency request."
Anya glanced at her friend. "Nothing?"
Jana shook her head. "Nothing. It's like the files don't exist. And for a murder case like that..." She sighed. "I don't get it."
Anya started to speak, but before she could utter a word, she stumbled and her eyes widened.
Jana saw her reaction. "What?" She glanced around, wondering what had so stunned her friend.
Anya shook her head. "I've got to go," she stammered. With a look of panic, she raced across the parking lot to the gray office building, leaving Jana standing alone on the asphalt.
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"Grandmother, Greg is in trouble," Anya insisted as she burst through the office doors. "He's gone into that old man's shop!"
Grandmother looked up at her. "Oh?"
Anya felt a surge of panic. "The old bastard is probably going to hurt him," she pleaded as she leaned on her grandmother's desk. "You've got to do something!"
The old woman sat impassively, considering Anya's words. "What should I do?" she finally asked.
Anya felt her frustration overflow. "I don't know!" she yelled. "Stop
him!"
"Anya, Greg is going to be okay. Now, sit down."
Anya's eyes narrowed. "But..."
"Sit down!"
Warily, Anya sat down across the desk from her grandmother. The two sat in silence for a few seconds, and Anya suddenly realized that something was wrong. Grandmother seemed so...serious.
"There's something I need to tell you," the old woman finally said, her voice soft and her words carefully spoken. "The old man is _not_ going to do anything to Greg. He promised me."
Anya's eyes narrowed. "How can you trust that old bastard?" she asked bluntly.
Grandmother drew back as if struck. "That's no way to talk about your gr... my friend," she chided. Grandmother bit her lip. "I know I should have told you a long time ago. But I couldn't bring myself to. Now..." she paused and glanced out the window at the park entrance, reduced to mere shadows of gray in the rapidly fading light, "now, I _have_ to."
Anya frowned. "I...I don't understand."
The old woman shook her head. "No," she said simply. "But it's time you did. You're almost 23, aren't you."
Anya was confused by the sudden change in direction. "Yes. But..."
The old woman shook her head sadly. "When you turn twenty-three, you're going to gain a very special ability - the ability to move between realms like...like I used to be able to do." There was a hint of sadness in her eyes, as if the words had stirred a painful memory. "You'll have a chance to...learn...a lot more than you already know."
Anya shifted uncomfortably in her chair. "But...I'm happy learning from you."
The old woman shook her head gently. "No, you're not." She shook it again to cut off Anya's protest. "Lately, you've been questioning my judgment - a lot." There was no recrimination in her voice, only a strange empathy.
"But...you said I need to use my own judgment," Anya said, suddenly worried _where_ this conversation was going. If grandmother was unhappy that Anya was questioning her judgment, did that mean that...Anya was through here at Bikini Beach? She felt a foreboding chill. "If you're not happy with..."
The old woman shook her head. "No. That's not it. You're _everything_ to me! I love you, and I love working with you!" She turned away, staring out the window, to where patrons were slowly wending their way out of the park. "You thought I was too harsh with Alison. And those racist punks. You set up a BB Anonymous support group, against my wishes. You didn't agree with my punishment for Carter."
Anya's eyes narrowed. "No, I didn't. I thought..."
The old woman cut off Anya's comment with a wave of her hand. "That's not the point," she said softly. "The point is, you have every right to question me and my actions. You _have_ to develop your own judgment. It's part of growing up."
Anya was as confused as her face showed. "Then...what?"
The old woman suddenly looked ancient, as if the weight of the world had stripped away every remaining vestige of youth. "It's a dangerous time for you," she said cryptically. "You're on the cusp of new powers. Your values and judgment are going to be tested in ways you could never predict. When you travel to the other realm, you'll be confronted with forces and people who are...black as night. They'll test you, trying to turn you to their own evil ends."
Anya frowned. "Are you afraid that I'll give in to evil?"
The old woman surprised Anya by nodding. "The forces of darkness twist facts, distort the truth, lie, anything to try to get you to use your power in anger."
"But...you've never lied to me! I already _know_ the truth. So they're..."
The old woman's eyes closed, and her head shook side-to-side, slowly and methodically. She bore a pained expression the likes of which Anya had never seen. "No, dear," she said softly. "There's one truth you need to know. One truth I've kept from you for...for too long. I _have_ to tell you now - so that you'll be prepared." She pulled a thick manila folder from a desk drawer and dropped it with an audible 'thud' on her desk. "There's a reason Jana couldn't find what you asked her to find. And that's what we have to talk about."
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***** THE OLD COUNTRY ****
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The girl glanced nervously around her, peering up and down the narrow cobblestone streets of the town. As late as it was, there wasn't much activity. Still, she had a reason to smile. The shop had done quite well that day, selling the baubles and trinkets and jewelry that the locals believed were imbued with some mystical powers. What occasional tourist made it to these remote parts found the tales charming, and with her pretty smile and a sweet voice, she was able to easily separate them from their money.
So had today been; a rather wealthy English couple and their entourage had come through, riding in a train of those smelly, noisy automobiles. And yet, they had stopped. The girl had turned her charms on full.
The woman looked down her nose at the girl, muttering something like 'Gypsy peasant'. She was a typical aristocrat, with her lofty disdain for 'ordinary' people even as her curiosity drove her to seek out adventure among the lower classes. Every mannerism, every stitch of clothing, fairly screamed of Victorian nobility. Corseted under the tight bodice of her dress, with its high neckline and long sleeves doing their best to hide even a hint of her white skin, and a wide-bottomed skirt, all adorned with lace and frills, she was the image of perfection. Immaculate white gloves covered her hands, and what shoes she wore were hidden by the flowing fabric of the skirt. The girl peered into the woman's mind, and was surprised. The woman was lonely; her marriage to the gentleman was more a prison than a union. Her stiff attitude was less from a feeling of superiority than from a sense of isolation.
The gentleman, on the other hand, had been charming. As perfect a Victorian lady as his wife was, he was the matched bookend in gentlemen. Attired just so, with a dashing moustache and a glint of adventure in his eye, he was warm and outgoing and friendly. The girl knew that she'd caught his eye, what with her teenage innocence and well-developed figure. The simple peasant blouse hung loosely about her ample bosom, its low neckline giving a generous hint of the charms it concealed. He'd stared, oh, how he'd stared longingly at her, and she knew that he'd have given much to be with her, to be intimate in a way that his wife's demeanor plainly demonstrated that she wasn't. Even without her powers, she could clearly divine his wishes. The girl understood far more than her youthful appearance indicated; the woman, as the wife, was boring to the man. He longed for forbidden fruit, a taste of unattainable passion. The girl knew the power she could have had over the gentleman. And yet, she knew the limits of the power, how using it in _that_ way was deeply frowned upon. It led to darkness, the elders drummed into her head. The power was never to be used in that way.
She decided, on an impulse, to humor the Englishman - in a way. He wanted her charms? Well, he would have all the feminine charm he could handle. She'd sold the woman a brooch that would make the woman very attractive and desirable to men. And the man? She smiled to herself. When he put on the ring, and then made love to a woman, he'd find himself swapping bodies with her. That was one of the reasons she'd sold the woman the brooch. If she had a lecherous husband who ignored her, maybe having the tables turned would teach him a lesson.
The girl knew that her teacher - to say nothing of her mother - would want to know why she'd chosen the spells she had. She smiled to herself. She was going to get another one of _those_ lectures about how she was not exercising her powers more broadly, that she was too focused on her childish fixation with spells that 'altered the man and the woman' as they would say. Simply put, she _enjoyed_ toying with the genders of her 'customers', if not at least in part because the spells were so easy for her. And that would be the subject of her chiding - other spells would be easy as well, if she would only refrain from using the easy spells and practice those in which she was weak. Perhaps, the girl thought, she'd practice her spell of sight and watch the man and the woman as they received the shock of swapping bodies.
As she walked, the girl's long red skirt flowed and swirled in time with the gentle swaying of her hips, and the bangles and earrings and necklaces she wore chimed in time to her movements. Perhaps she did look like a Gypsy to outsiders, but the locals knew better. Each piece of jewelry had a very specific purpose; it wasn't the haphazard and overdone display of gold that _they_ wore. Each was important to help her concentrate, to focus her powers on the tasks she was learning to perform.
At fifteen, the girl was developing more feminine curves, and it was now hard for her _not_ to have her hips wiggle when she walked. At first, she'd found that annoying; now, as she thought of her mother's advice on men, she knew it was just another element of control. To control a man, her mother had told her, she didn't need her power. She just had to know how to use the tools nature had given her. But the matron had also warned her - with her newfound feminine charms came danger.
Her pert little nose wrinkled, as if offended by a foul stench, and her big brown eyes narrowed to slits. Something had disturbed her sense. She focused her mind, as she'd been trained to do, searching, seeking that which had disturbed her.
It was too late. She'd allowed herself to become distracted as she walked, and before she could focus on the potential danger, it was upon her. Rough hands grabbed her from a narrow alleyway, three pairs of powerful, manly paws that had her instantly immobilized. Even as she sucked in air to scream, a hand clamped across her lips, cutting off her alarm.
"Oh, damn," one of the men spat as he recognized her. He was a dirty sort, his beard unshaven and rough, and his breath reeked of the local spirits. The girl glanced in terror at the man, sensing what was on the minds of the man and his compatriots. She fought, but couldn't free her hands, held firmly as she was. "Hold tight on her hands," the man called. Something sharp touched her delicate throat; the man grinned wickedly. "No sounds, got it?" Whimpering, her eyes wide with fear, she nodded slightly, barely, for fear of the knife at her throat.
The man ran his fingers roughly through her long dark hair, then grasped it firmly and tilted her head back. His vile breath made the girl want to gag as he forced a kiss on her, his teeth sharp on her lips as he demonstrated his power over her. He pulled back, gazing at the girl, at her suddenly swollen, bruised lips, at the terror in her eyes, and the man laughed cruelly. "In the shed," he barked, and his companions dragged her, fighting for all she was worth, through the narrow alleyway into a tiny shack.
The girl knew what to expect; still, her eyes widened as the two companions pinned her to the ground, while the leader unhitched his belt and dropped his pants, exposing his erect member. She tried to scream again, to no avail; one of the men stuffed a rag in her mouth, effectively gagging her. The leader's face drew closer, and she turned her head to avoid seeing his cruel face, those wicked eyes, the scruffy salt-and-pepper beard and moustache. She desperately fought to avoid the stench of his foul breath, even as he leaned closer. She felt her legs being pried apart, and then her clothing being torn viciously from her.
Her mind retreated, seeking refuge from the atrocity being committed upon her innocence. But she was young and naive, and didn't know how to block the horror. All she could do was to experience the full brunt of the physical and psychological attack.
The men were drunk, and their inebriated state contributed to both increased desire and incredible clumsiness. They were far from gentle, leaving her bruised and humiliated as they repeatedly had their way with her.
As the third man withdrew, grinning wickedly at the pleasure he'd just taken, something inside the girl snapped. She was angry now, her terror having faded, only to be replaced by a slowly waxing fury, a white-hot rage that seethed and grew as the men had her. And as the man stood, his companions still holding her arms lest she be able to wave them and cast some spell, she realized what the men had come to know - their fear of her magic meant that they intended to kill her. They couldn't take any chance on her casting any magic as they tried to flee. To their sodden brains, the only option, now that they'd taken her innocence, was to take her life as well.
Sudden desperation flooded her mind; she had to live. She _had_ to find a way out of this. Fear clawed at her, fear of death, fear of pain, fear of an endless abyss of nothingness. She wanted so desperately to scream, but the gag held her sounds to tiny whimpers. She wanted to cast a spell, but her hands were held fast.
In her desperate fear, a tiny spot of calm black intruded on her thoughts. Curious as to the strange island of calm in the raging torrent of her frantic emotions, she let her mind examine the spot, and without warning, her latent rage and desperation had her holding the blackness fast, grasping it with every fiber of her being. She found a perverse calm within the blackness, even as her own anger helped it expand within her.
She opened her eyes and focused on the leader, the drunken, filthy slob who'd dared to assault her. Her eyes narrowed, and she felt the blackness sharpen, growing more intense, more encompassing. And suddenly, she knew. She didn't need those silly gestures or mumbled little words. She had this - the boundless energy within her. She narrowed her eyes more, and her lips tried to form a wicked grin around the rag.
The leader stared drunkenly at the girl, wondering why she was peering at him like she was, when sudden pain shot through his body, a searing agony like his entire body was being consumed by flame. He opened his mouth to cry, and to the horror of his mates, his body gave a few sharp spasms, while his skin darkened and dried, cracking horribly. His body and clothing turned black, crumbling to the consistency of ash as his body was consumed from within by a power that none of them, least of all the girl, understood. And yet she controlled the power.
She sat up, her hands suddenly free as the men backed away from her, their mouths agape with their terror. With one hand, she tore the rag from her mouth, while she focused the narrow slits that were her eyes on the second of her assailants. This time, she extended her finger, outstretched and pointing, toward the man, and a ball of energy leaped to the hapless man. Like his partner, his body shriveled, incinerated, and crumbled to a pile of ash.
The third man cowered with fear in a corner, having the bad fortune of having the girl between him and the narrow shed door. He crossed himself, praying frantically, as he closed his eyes and hunched down, expecting the same obliteration that his pals had just suffered. Softly, mumbling, he whimpered cries of fear and pleas for his life.
A finger extended toward the man, power surging within the girl as the dark energy built to consume another victim. Her mind was nearly consumed with blackness, but in the tiny flicker of light left, she heard the pleas for mercy. Something, however tiny the impulse, made her tremble suddenly, her finger wavering in its aim. To her dying day, she would never know what had given her pause, a tiny waver in her determination to exact revenge. And she would never know that it was her salvation. All she saw, in that briefest of moments, was the incredible contrast between the absolute soul-devouring blackness and the intensity of the light, however small it was. And she realized that the energy, though white-hot in its intensity, was icy cold, chilling her through to her very core. It had no warmth, no humanity. Only its seductive lure of raw power.
She sank back toward the door, staring in horror at the mess on the floor, the two ash heaps that had until recently been men. True, they had ravished her, stealing her virginity and innocence, but they had been human. And she had allowed the blackness to nearly consume her, using its vile energy to destroy. She'd nearly fallen prey to the lure of its power. She felt her entire body shaking. The blackness started to fade. Slowly, unwillingly, it let go its icy grip on her being.
The man pried his eyes open, and saw the girl, the dangerous witch, trembling in the doorway. The effects of the alcohol were long since gone in the adrenaline rush of pure terror; now, he merely stared in fear at the girl, wondering why she'd paused and not smitten him as she had his friends. "Please," he whimpered softly.
The girl seemed shaken from a trance by that one simple word. "You...you raped me!" she screamed, venting her anger in words instead of lethal energy. "You bastards raped me!" She felt the darkness regaining a foothold. "Why shouldn't I just burn you?"
The man cringed. His respite was apparently short-lived. "I'll confess," he whimpered. "Call the constables, and I'll confess."
The girl sneered. "Sure, and as soon as you think you're safe, you'll go back to your ways." She fought the blackness which had suddenly reappeared and was renewing its fight to consume her, a struggle far greater than any she'd ever undertaken. The stygian blackness, with its promise of hideous revenge, tempted her, enticing her to accept its icy grasp. She could have easily given in, surrendering herself to the dark forces. But even as the evil tried to seduce her, years of careful training and warnings gave her strength. It was feeble, but it was enough. All the warnings from the elders and teachers about the darkness swam through her mind. The fate of a human being hung in the balance, until at last, her lessons pushed back the black force. She shook visibly at the effort the silent battle had taken. She gazed at her attacker. "No, you need to be punished."
The man's eyes widened. Had it come to this? Was he to become a smudge of ash on the floor of a dingy shed? He crossed himself again and began to pray the 'Our Father', desperately seeking repose for his soul as his end neared.
Blackness swelled once more, seeking an outlet. Again, the girl joined the battle; it would have been so easy to give in to the darkness and its seductive power. She was genuinely surprised, however, that she wasn't giving in. Firmly, she grasped the lessons of her elders, clutching them tightly to her soul, using them as a shield and sword to fight. Every fiber of her cried out for vengeance, so this vile scum wouldn't get away without punishment, and that feeling gave strength to the darkness; still, she fought.
After painful seconds, which seemed an eternity to both the girl and the rapist, she raised her finger again. This time, however, no dark flame erupted to consume him. Instead, she began a complicated chant and series of hand motions. As the sound sank into the man's mind, his eyes widened. He hadn't been instantly fried, but she was weaving some spell. For what? What was she doing to him?
He felt a tingling in his groin, and he glanced down fearfully. His hand slowly moved to the sensation. Even as he felt, he could tell his manhood was shrinking, his testicles pulling painfully upward into his body. And still the strange sensations continued, spreading outward. Audibly, his bones crunched, but painlessly, as his body began to rearrange itself. He felt his pants tighten around his hips, while the tug of his large belly against the waistband suddenly vanished.
The ill-fitting tunic he wore became even less tailored, except where two growing bulges in the front pushed it out. The man stared, horror-stricken, as he watched the breasts bud and develop in mere seconds. His preoccupation with his crotch and chest distracted him from seeing and sensing the other changes; his slightly balding head sprouted new thick luxurious growth, hair which quickly spilled off the man's shoulders, splitting as part went down his back and the rest cascaded down on his chest. Had he been standing, he might have lost his balance as his legs shortened, unevenly, but in his position, he barely noticed. The stubble on his face fell out, leaving incredibly smooth skin in its wake, while his cheekbones migrated higher and his lips filled. His eyes appeared to be growing larger; in reality, his head was rearranging to match the new proportions of his body, leaving the impression of larger, softer eyes.
As suddenly as the changes had begun, they stopped. The man took one last glance at the impossible growths on his chest, then gazed fearfully at the girl. "What have you done to me?" he cried, his eyes widening at the incredibly feminine sounds ringing in his ears. "You've turned me...into...a girl!" he wailed.
The girl's eyes narrowed, staring at her creation. "You'll go through the rest of your life as an object of men's desires." She grinned wickedly. "Every man who sees you will want you, even to the point of wanting to rape you to have you. And no matter how vile or wretched your suitors, you'll never be able to say no." She stepped forward and reached a hand, taking the new girl's chin in her hand. "You'll spend the rest of your life loathing every man's touch, yet unable to resist it!" She laughed a sinister laugh, then thrust the girl's head down and turned away. She fought to compose herself, shaking uncontrollably as she stepped out of the tiny shed.
Her blouse was torn, and with one hand, she held the tattered neckline together. Her once pretty hair was a matted mess, and her lips, ruby and sweet, were blackening from the attack. She hobbled painfully, her body sore and bruised. She desperately wanted to change, to heal herself and mend her clothing, so as to at least appear normal, unviolated. But try as she might, even such a simple spell as altering her clothing wouldn't come to her. She couldn't focus, she couldn't remember the words and the gestures. It was as if the trauma had robbed her of her power.
As she stumbled from the alleyway, she glanced about, ashamed of her appearance and what had happened to her. She wanted no person to see her humiliation as she crept through the darkening streets. The gas lamps, few and far between, left shadows for her to hide. Still, an occasional window would open, as some resident peered outside to see who would possibly traverse the streets this long after shops had closed. She hid her face, scurrying in her shame away from the onlookers; she was convinced, in her mind, that they knew all, and their inquiring gazes mocked her as a foolish little slut who hadn't the sense to get home.
As the girl left the village, she sharpened her senses. If such an assault could happen in the town itself, then how much more likely that others would do such a deed here, in the dark hills and woods of the countryside. Each shadow became an attacker, each woodland noise a threat to her safety.
The relief she felt when she reached the door was palpable. Glancing over her shoulder at imaginary threats, she ducked through the door, slamming it shut and leaning heavily against the sturdy wood. Safe at last!
"You're home," a gentle woman's voice called, not turning from the kettle on the stove. "You're late, you know. Now run and fetch..." The voice stopped suddenly. The woman had sensed something, without having even looked at her daughter. Now, however, she turned, and shock registered as she understood what evil had befallen her little girl. "No!" the woman screamed, her mouth open as her ladle slipped from her hand and clattered to the floor. "Not my little girl!" She clutched the girl tightly, tears streaming down her cheeks. Softly, as she cried, she sang a little tune, a familiar melody that had once comforted the girl, and now seemed a desperate attempt by the mother to restore the innocence of her daughter, even as the tears flowed freely.
The girl held close. "Mama," she wailed softly, over and over. Her mind, shocked by the horrors of the rape, could not get past the one word. For long minutes, the girl held tightly to her mother, crying and shaking as she said, "Mama," over and over.
Finally, the older woman stepped back, her eyes widening. "You...you touched the darkness!" she exclaimed, her hand raising to cover her mouth. Despair swept into her eyes, and the tears fell even faster. "No!" she wailed plaintively as she backed away fearfully. "No!" More than anything, she felt it, the unmistakable inky stain on the girl's magical aura.
The girl tried to hug her mother, but the older woman wouldn't let her. "They were going to kill me, mama," she cried. "They feared our magic, and they were going to kill me!"
The woman turned away from her daughter, steadying herself on the rough oaken table as she dropped her head. She wailed painfully, "They did, my daughter!" Sobs wracked the older woman as she realized that something precious had been destroyed. "When they made you touch the darkness, they did!"
The girl tried to approach her mother, grasping her shoulder. "I didn't give in to the evil," she said softly. "I made it go away!"
The woman sobbed again. "You must go, my daughter. You know what will happen now!"
The girl dropped her head. Everyone knew. When someone touched the darkness, the elders could feel it. And they would be coming. It was a law among her people - anyone who willingly used dark magic to kill was a danger to all. There was but one punishment.
Death.
The elders had no choice - to preserve their community, and to protect themselves from unspeakable horrors, they had to remove the offender, like excising a tumor. In the old days, when superstition among the non-users was stronger, use of the black magic had stirred fears that nearly destroyed the community of the users. Even now, in these more modern times, the elders reminded everyone constantly of the danger; black power caused fear, and fear caused hatred.
The girl fled to her room and gathered a few belongings, pausing only to change her soiled clothes. Then she returned, and with an eye on her mother, she walked trembling to the door. But the older woman stood over the table, crying aloud, unable to look at what had once been an innocent, happy, unsoiled daughter. In one vile attack, the men had stolen her daughter's innocence, and in pushing her, they had made her forfeit her life.
But as the girl was about to leave, she turned to her mother one last time. "Good-bye, mama," she said softly, her voice nearly cracking. "I know I'll never see you again."
The older woman sobbed, then her grief overcame her fear. She ran to her daughter and wrapped her arms tightly around the girl. As mother hugged daugher for what both knew would be the last time, the old woman began to rock gently back and forth. She softly began to sing an old lullaby, the girl's favorite, as if she were trying to comfort a much younger child.
After much too short a time, the old woman stepped back, her cheeks stained with tears. "Go. Go quickly, before the elders come here for you." She watched as her daughter paused. "Go!" she pleaded. "I...I will do what I can."
"I will run, mama," the girl said from the door. "And I will not let myself slip into the darkness. You will see. I will not become evil." She watched, but her mother remained motionless except for the tiny tremors of her sobs. The door closed with a loud thunk, a sound of utter finality.
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The girl fled far from her home, uncertain of just how far the elders would pursue her. Legend told of a pursuit to the streets of Paris, of a duel of unspeakable powers as an elder fought to stop one who had sunk completely into the grip of the dark force. Shuddering at the thought of being pursued like that, the girl walked quickly through the first night, her fear of death outweighing her fear of the forests and hills and the crisp air of late autumn. Without suitable cloak or coat, the chilly air seemed more like the dead of winter to the girl.
At first, as she walked, her senses were sharp, but as the light of dawn began to brush the treetops, she felt herself wearying. The cold night air had assaulted her relentlessly, in her lungs and throat with each breath, at her legs with each step, and even as she shivered, pulling her cloak tightly about her, she knew she'd have to find some place warm to rest. Besides the cold, the pangs of hunger tormented her empty belly; she knew she had to get some rest and food. But with what? She had nothing with which to barter. True, she had her jewelry, but she _had_ to keep that - it was the key to her magic. And so she really had nothing to trade. Nothing - except...
The brief horrifying thought she pushed from her mind. No matter that the men had taken her virginity; she was not a whore, and would not trade her body for food or shelter. There must be a way...
She paused on the narrow road, standing between the well-worn ruts, and peered down the path before her. There - up the hill a bit and just off the road she spied a small cottage, with a barn and another farm outbuilding nearby. The barn - she should be able to curl up in the barn for a nap, and maybe, if she were lucky, she could find something to eat. Through frosty breath she hastened her step, anxious to get into the barn and to escape the chill.
She crept around the back of the barn, the ice-tinged grass crunching softly under her shoes, and carefully she peered inside. It was dark and gloomy, but there were no animals, and more importantly, no people inside. She glanced around the outside of the farmyard and saw a man in the distance, walking hunched over beside a horse-drawn wagon, bending over frequently to pluck something from the ground and load it onto the cart. It looked like the back-breaking labor of harvest; the merest thought of the work made the girl realize just how tired she was. At the same time, the sight of harvest reminded her of her empty belly.
She crept inside the barn, closing the door behind her. After a few moments, she could see in the dim light, and she began to search the interior. There! She felt like fortune was with her. A string of onions, interwoven and hung through the winter. And a sack of potatoes! And carrots, and apples! This barn was a veritable treasure trove to her hunger, already stocked from the harvest. She ravenously consumed of the fruits and vegetables until the hunger was gone. Her stomach temporarily satisfied, she found a snug corner in the rear of the barn and settled down, burrowing into the hay for added warmth. Within seconds, she had fallen asleep.
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She awoke with a start, her eyes wide open and ears perked. Something had awakened her; she slowly lifted herself until she was sitting, her senses alive and alert. But it was nothing; as she probed with her magic senses, she sensed a field mouse scrambling across the floor of the barn. But her magic wasn't sharp; she wondered if her terror of the dark force was making it hard for her to use her powers. Her eyes narrowed slightly; it was nearly black inside the barn. How long had she been asleep, she wondered? As dark as it was inside the barn, she was certain that it was dark outside, which meant that she'd slept for over ten hours.
Panic leapt to her throat; the elders would be searching for her by now. She had to leave, and quickly! She scrambled to her feet, and was startled by a low neigh. The horse! It was in the barn, and she'd startled it! She tried to laugh at herself, but her nerves were taut. Working quickly, she went into the storeroom and gathered some food, then sidled to the door. Easing it open a crack, she peered out, confirming that it was indeed night. Not dusk, nor twilight, but dark night. She slipped from the barn and stepped cautiously onto the road, her mortal fear of being caught by the elders helping her to ignore the cold.
The sky was deep indigo, studded with sparkling jewels. A pale yellow moon shone down, casting its faint but precious light on the Earth; without the moon, the girl realized, she'd have had to use her powers to navigate through the blackness, and that would tire her quickly. She shuddered at the thought of using her magic, but she knew she had no choice. Struggling to use even the simple sense, she watched for danger as she trudged silently along the road, the crunch of her teeth biting a crisp apple punctuating the still night air.
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And so went the journey for the first eight days. By day, she found a dry place to sleep; by night, she walked. The miles slipped by with agonizing slowness; she realized that she was still perilously close to her village - and the elders. Hunger and cold were constant companions, save for what meager food she could steal from a farm and warmth she could glean from a haystack. Villages and towns she avoided; if the elders were looking for her, she reasoned, they would search the villages first.
On the ninth day, however, as she gazed from a hilltop down into a bustling town, she chided herself. The elders would have no need of the local constabulary to find her; they would seek her aura, using her own magic against her like a divining rod. How she wished she had learned to mask her aura, like the more powerful of her people. But she was a child, a neophyte practitioner of the arts, and _that_ was a skill she hadn't even begun to learn. She cursed her stupidity; she should have long since gone into a town and sneaked aboard a train. She could have been halfway across the continent by now.
Tired, dirty, hungry, she nonetheless tried to maintain some dignity as she walked across the plaza. From balconies and windows, eyes stared at the girl, her hair disheveled and strewn with hay, her cheeks tinged with grime. She ignored the staring strangers and marched to the train station.
Up to this point, the girl really had no idea of where she was going. She only knew that she had to get away from her home, from the wrath of the elders. Now, as she stared at the train schedule, she began to contemplate her destination. Imperial Russia and Moscow. She shook that one off; the Russians had a reputation for intolerance of foreigners, and from what she knew, if her powers were ever discovered, a hideous death awaited her. Warsaw? Same story. Istanbul. She rejected that outright; Muslims were known to be intolerant of infidels, and women ranked low in their world. That left west - toward Paris. Or London. Then she suppressed a shudder; the stories of the elders giving chase to the streets of Paris shook her to the core. If Paris weren't safe, then London would give her no safety, either.
America. Like a thunderclap, the answer hit her. America. It was called the land of opportunity. The elders would not waste their efforts chasing her across an ocean, and she could use her talents in America.
She scanned the train schedule, then glanced around. The station was barely a whistle stop, but she found a map. It took her only seconds to find which direction she wanted to go. Budapest, and from there, to Paris, then London. And from London? One of the ports, obviously. She'd figure out the next leg when she got there.
The stationmaster looked bored as he listened to her request for a ticket. Budapest? He quoted a price, still bored.
The girl flinched visibly. The ticket - it was so much. And she had nothing! But she had to go! Her very life depended on it. Somehow, she had to get away from here.
In the recesses of her mind, a dark spot emerged from hiding. Use the power - touch the mind of the stationmaster and make him give you the ticket, it beckoned. Such a simple task.
The girl shuddered again. She'd defeated the darkness! And now it was back, tempting her again, promising an easy solution to her problem, if only she'd touch the power. She flung her will at the darkness - light battling black, until finally the spot was gone, retreating once more into her mind. She wouldn't - she couldn't! - use the dark forces. She started to turn away, and then realized that she did have something of value - her precious jewelry! It cost her dearly. The gold itself had no power of its own, but the arrangement of the rings and baubles were reminders of the order of gestures and syllables needed to work various acts of magic. If she sacrificed a piece of jewelry, she knew that she'd begin to lose contact with her magic. It was a cost that she knew she couldn't bear, especially since her connection to her magic seemed so tenuous. And yet, she had to escape.
With a heavy sigh, and little besides her determination, she turned and left the station. The road to London promised to be long if she had to travel on foot.
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"What are you doing here?"
The girl sat up suddenly, startled by the sound of the voice. She glanced around quickly. Like so many previous cold winter nights, she had been sleeping in a quiet barn. She saw the face staring down at her, a young man of perhaps seventeen, with mussed hair and worn, dirty clothing. "Who are you?" she asked warily.
The young man grinned. "I asked first," he laughed.
The girl eyed him cautiously. She sensed no magical aura from him, so she allowed her power to reach out, to probe him. "I'm...traveling."
The young man laughed. "Are you running away?"
The girl frowned. "That is _none_ of your concern," she said angrily.
"Well, _I_ am!" the boy said proudly. "I'm going to America, where I can make a living doing what _I_ want to do."
The girl permitted herself a smug smile. The boy was so transparent in his motives. "You are fleeing a demanding master, because you think he gives his apprentice no respect."
The boy's eyes widened, then he dropped his gaze and nodded slowly, clearly ashamed at having to flee his trademaster. "My parents would not approve if I returned. I...have to go to America."
The girl nodded. "It is as good a reason as any."
The boy looked up, surprised by her answer. "I am called Joska," he said after a brief pause. A noise came from outside, and the boy spun to look around. "It is late. We must leave before we are caught." He peeked through a crack out the door. "Hurry!" he insisted.
The girl pulled herself to her feet. She decided almost instantly to follow the strange young runaway from the barn. Through the open door, the dim glow cast by the rising sun was slowly brightening as the sun began its climb into the sky. A dog growled at them from the barn door, and Joska froze, forcing the girl to careen into his back. "What...?" she hissed.
"The dog!" Joska whispered back. He stood rooted in place, facing the snarling canine that had them cornered in the barn.
With the noise the infernal mutt was making, the girl knew that the farmer would be out in moments. She pushed Joska rudely aside, and as the dog's growling intensified, she began to chant softly and gesture. In seconds, the dog lay on the ground, its chest heaving slightly in its magic-induced sleep. "Come on," she said insistently. "Before the farmer catches us."
The boy needed no prodding. Together they ran from the farmyard down a winding path, and onto a larger road. Only when they were safely away from the farm did the girl stop, collapsing under a tree by the roadside to catch her wind.
Joska sat down as well, but a good distance from her. "How...how did you...?"
The girl shrugged. "It's an old trick," she said lightly. Still, her eyes were studying the young man carefully, watching for any sign of danger.
"But...you're one of the..." Fear flooded his eyes as he realized _what_ the girl was.
She shrugged noncommittally. "Perhaps." She was not willing to give away all her secrets.
The boy was eyeing her warily. "So now are you going to turn me into a toad or something?"
The girl laughed aloud. "Is that what you think I'm going to do?"
"I...I don't know," the boy answered, his voice trembling with just a hint of fear. "That's what the old women in my village say your people do."
"Don't believe everything those old women say! They're mostly jealous because they don't have any powers."
"Oh." The boy lapsed into silence as he contemplated her words and rested. "Where are you going?"
The girl shrugged. "America."
Joska eyed her carefully again. "Oh? Is that just a coincidence?"
"I...got into some trouble," the girl spoke a half-truth. "I must go to where I can start over."
He laughed at her feeble answer. It was clear that they had more in common than she was willing to admit. "Then perhaps we can travel together," Joska suggested. "It would be a much more pleasant trip than traveling alone."
The girl's eyes narrowed for a second as she seemed lost in thought. In actuality, she focused her mind and probed, searching for hidden motives and intentions in the young man. After a brief search, she nodded with a slight smile. "Yes, I think that would be pleasant."
"Since we are to be travel-mates, perhaps you would tell me your name now," the boy prompted.
The girl flinched as if struck. Her heart was overwhelmed with an unexpected ache; being cast out from her village had taken more from her than her home. Being an outcast from her people left her with no name. She was unworthy. Such were the rules. She hadn't considered_that_ part of being on the run until this moment, and the totality of her loss hit her like a freight train. "I...don't have a name," she managed to stammer through her anguish.
Joska laughed. "Everyone has a name," he countered. "You can tell me!"
The girl looked down at the brown earth between her feet as tears welled up in her eyes. "You don't understand. In the eyes of my...people...I'm not worthy of a name...anymore!"
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In her sleeping mind, where her dreams were occasionally interrupted with frightening scenes of fleeing relentless demons pursuing her, the girl sensed something. Still only partially awake, she chased away the wispy images of the dream world, allowing her magical senses to fill the vacant space with the real world. Even with her eyes closed, her magical powers painted a vivid and accurate picture of the world around her. Her eyes opened with a startling suddenness.
Even as her eyes focused on his face, she felt his hands grasping her arms, holding her down against the straw of the haystack. His breath was hot on her face, and a fire burned in his eyes. She wondered, for the briefest of moments, if this were another nightmare into which she'd awakened, but the pain in her arms and belly as Joska sat across her, his knees pinning down her arms to free his hands, the sudden chill on her breast as his hands tore at her blouse - these things were real, even if they seemed a nightmare.
"Joska!" the girl screamed, pleading and crying in the same voice. "Leave me alone!"
The boy didn't answer. He pressed his lips down on her, even as she moved to avoid his unwelcome kiss. His rough hands pawed at her bosom, and his breathing was a rapid panting, matching the arousal he must be feeling.
"Joska!" the girl cried again. "Stop!" He didn't listen, and the girl felt helpless. Her sense of helplessness lasted but a moment. Even as she struggled to free her arms, to incant some magic to stop him, she sensed _it_. It was afar, but drawing rapidly near, the inky blackness that, even now, promised her salvation from her tormenter. "No!" she screamed, more at the evil impulses trying to gain control of her than at the boy. If he had known the tiniest shred of the power that tempted the girl, he would have fled in terror, running for his very life. As it was, he thought she was screaming at him, and he ignored her pleas.
He moved slightly to unfasten his fly, and the girl got an arm free. She clawed at his face, scratching so deeply that blood flowed from the parallel gashes. He winced in pain and clutched at his wounds. In his momentary confusion, he let the girl get her other hand free.
The girl knew she had to act quickly. The boy was larger and stronger than she, and now that she'd injured him, he could become dangerous. Without even thinking, she cast a spell.
The boy froze astride her. Dancing motes of light swirled from the girl's fingertips to his body, circling him briefly and then settling onto his skin and clothing and vanishing into his body. He tried to pull back, but he found he couldn't move. His mouth was frozen, dropped open in horror at what was happening to him.
Slowly, the dancing lights faded, leaving the boy outlined in the pale moonlight. From the corners of his eyes, he saw hair cascading down around his face. He felt his face move as if giant hands had grasped it and were remolding it, pushing his nose in and up, moving his cheekbones higher, smoothing his jaw. His lips seemed to swell to enormous proportions. He couldn't see, but he felt his chest being squeezed as well, constricting and narrowing his chest...and now his waist as well. Slowly, inexorably, the pressure continued, forcibly shrinking his bodily dimensions. Now he felt his rear moving, lifting slightly from atop the girl's stomach, as if small pillows were inflating beneath him. It was only his imagination, but he thought he heard his hips crack as they widened. His legs seemed afire, burning from within, as the muscles shrank around the contracting bones. His arms, too, felt the same ache as they became less strong, finer, more feminine.
Joska glanced down at his hands, and wanted to scream. No longer the rough hands of an apprentice blacksmith, they were rapidly becoming fine and delicate. His nails were growing as quickly as the rest of his hands were shrinking, until they were longer and much more female. He could see, from the corner of his eye, the still-swelling protrusions on his chest, even as he felt an unfamiliar pair of weights tugging at his once-broad shoulders.
Even his clothing was, impossibly, altering itself. His pants legs had fused together and ballooned outwards, while the fabric changed from dark tan to a medium bright red. His shirt was transforming itself into a peasant blouse, a match to the one the girl was wearing.
Slowly, Joska's peripheral vision was blocked as his hair grew in minutes what should have taken months or even years. Dark locks cascaded off his shoulders, some falling in front and the rest tickling his neck as it continued to creep down his back.
Finally, he felt the hands holding him in place loosen their grasp. He nearly collapsed atop the girl. As he glanced down at his chest, he slowly climbed from atop her, his eyes wide with fear and uncertainty. "What..." his eyes widened even further at the soft feminine sound echoing in his ears, "what have you done to me?" he asked softly. His hands were tentatively touching the orbs on his chest, as if to confirm that they were real.
The girl glared at him. "You were going to rape me," she hissed. "So I stopped you."
"But...you made me into a...a girl!" he protested.
The girl nodded slowly. Her eyes contained much less anger and fear as she refocused her thoughts. "Yes. A girl is less likely to try it again."
"I don't want to be a girl!" the former Joska wailed. "I want you to make be a boy again!"
The girl stared impassively at her. "Then you shouldn't have tried to...take me against my will."
"But...I didn't...I couldn't..." Joska shut up, wondering what she was really trying to say. "Something was making me."
The girl frowned, then she focused her eyes on Joska. For a moment or two she concentrated, then she relaxed. Her face bore a perplexed look.
"What?" Joska asked in her new soft voice.
The girl shook her head. "There's something...magical...around you." She frowned. "But I can't tell what it is."
Joska's eyes widened, then she nodded. "So you see, it wasn't my fault! Now you can change me back!"
The girl frowned, looking a bit puzzled. "No. I don't think that would be wise. Whoever - whatever - did this once might do it again." She shook her head. "You stay a girl."
Joska frowned, then she screamed. "No! You _have_ to change me back! You _can't_ leave me a girl!"
"It's much safe for _me_ to travel with another girl."
"But...others would leave you alone if we pretended to be married," Joska countered. "That would protect you."
"From others," the girl agreed. "But not from you." She made a small incantation, and Joska instantly calmed down.
"What...what did you do to me?" Joska asked warily.
The girl shrugged. "It wouldn't be any fun to travel with a screaming, hysterical girl. I just calmed you down a bit." She read Joska's expression and chuckled. "Oh, don't worry. All I did was make you more comfortable being a girl. It'll be a _lot_ easier on you that way." She laughed aloud. "And on me!"
**********
"You can just sell some of your jewelry," Josella whispered to the girl. In the nearly four months since Joska had been changed to Josella, they'd walked and ridden their way across the continent, a long journey with only what little money they could scrape up doing whatever menial jobs they could get. With little money, food and shelter were scarce, and the winter had been harsh and trying. More often than not, they'd spent the night in the hay of a barn, grateful for any warmth and willfully ignorant of the farmyard smells around them. Most of the time, they were tired, dirty, and hungry. Occasionally, they were aided by a passing traveler offering them a ride. Like now - they rode in the back of a horse-drawn cart that was nearing Paris.
The girl smiled smugly. "I _told_ you, I need my jewelry to help me work my magic." She glanced up and down Josella. "Unless you _prefer_ to stay a girl, I need to keep it."
Josella frowned, then she shut up. The girl had a good point. "So what do we do? I don't know about you, but I don't speak any French. And I don't think it's going to be easy to earn any money if no one can understand us."
The girl smiled. "That's no problem." She bit her lip and stared at the ground for a moment, lost in thought, then she looked up and started an incantation. She made some motions with her hands, then she touched her own throat and ears, and the throat and ears of Josella. "Now," she said easily, "tell me what you hear from the driver."
Josella cocked her head to one side in bewilderment, then she turned an ear toward the driver of the cart. "He is singing a song about his pere and mere," she said after a moment of listening. "It is a happy song about their little village." As Josella listened further, her jaw dropped in astonishment. "How is it that I understand this crazy old Frenchman?" she asked.
The girl smiled. "It's magic," she answered softly. She glanced around, at the buildings of the small town, with one eyebrow raised quizzically. "Pardon, monsieur," she said in perfect French, "I think this will be a good place for my friend and I to stop."
The cart driver glanced over his shoulder, then he nodded. "Of course, mademoiselle." He tugged the reins, and the horse stopped.
The girls clambered from the back almost before the cart was halted. "Merci," the two said in unison. "Merci."
"Now what?" Josella asked as the cart clattered off down the cobblestone street.
The girl smiled and pointed to an inn by the roadside. "That inn," she answered. "There are jobs there waiting for us."
Josella frowned. "_I'm_ not going to work in a tavern," she protested strongly. "Not again! If the inns are anything like the old country, they will pay poorly and we will have to work very hard."
The girl shrugged. "Suit yourself. There is a much quicker way to earn money," she said. Josella's eyes lit up in anticipation. "But I didn't think you were yet desperate enough to sell your body to any passing man for a franc or two."
Josella's face paled as she realized what the girl was implying. "No," she said quickly. "No! Not that!"
The girl smiled and nodded. "Nor I." She marched toward the inn, to where her magic had told her jobs awaited.
**********
"How much longer must we work like this?" Josella protested as she laid down on her straw mat. The two girls had been working for nearly a month. It was hard work for low wages, and part of their pay went for this tiny room in the attic. It wasn't much of a room, but it kept them blissfully dry and warm. From the few francs left each week, they were saving for passage - to London and thence to America. The money seemed to accumulate far too slowly - especially since the girl was nervous about being found by the village elders. Already, she and Josella had moved from jobs and towns several times when the girl had sensed a magical aura nearby.
The girl shrugged, an unseen gesture in the dim light. "Another week or two, perhaps."
"It would be easier if you just sold your jewelry," Josella grumbled.
"At least we're no longer sleeping in barns and stealing food," the girl countered. "In a short time, we will have saved enough money to travel to England. But I fear we will have to work more there before we can afford to purchase tickets on a steamship."
Josella sighed. "I know. I just wish you would use your magic to persuade the innkeeper to pay us better. Or to not work us so hard."
The girl trembled inside. She'd thought of that, but had decided not to. It seemed too easy, and too tempting. It _felt_ wrong. She wasn't going to tempt the blackness, not again. She shuddered inwardly at the thought of the ever-present blackness. Every time she used her magic, it seemed to be there, lingering, waiting to tempt her. Unknown to the girl, her fear of the blackness was still keeping her from using all her magic by making it harder for her to concentrate properly. At times, only the ritualistic reminders of the carefully arranged jewelry and baubles gave her a tenuous link to her powers.
"Sleep well," the girl said simply. She rolled over, turning her back to Josella across the attic, and let the bliss of sleep wash over her.
**********
The girl sat up with a start, and she glanced around in the dark attic. The lack of light was no hindrance to her senses. She frowned when she realized what had awakened her. Josella was sitting up on her mat. Her soft sobbing disturbed the silence of the attic. The girl rolled over and crawled to Josella's side. "What's wrong?" she asked as she put her hand on Josella's shoulder.
Josella collapsed into the girl's arms. Her sobbing increased, and the girl could feel Josella's tears soaking into her nightshirt.
"He...he..." Josella was trying to speak through her sobs. "He...Monsieur LeBlanc...did...things...to me!" Her sobs broke into outright anguished wails.
The girl's eyes narrowed. "You'll be okay," she said, trying to sound soothing to Josella while she herself seethed with anger.
"He...tricked me!" Josella continued. "He lured me to an empty room and...and..." She couldn't continue.
The girl calmed her mind, then focused on Josella's thoughts. Almost immediately, she understood, and once she knew the source of Josella's anguish, the girl fought to control her anger. How _dare_ he! To take advantage of an innocent girl like Josella? What a monster!
She forced herself to take a deep breath and calm down. A quick spell calmed Josella down so she would sleep. Then the girl rose and padded to the stairs. Down she climbed, a look of determined resolve on her face. Down another flight, guided by her senses, to the main floor. A light was on in the bar; she followed the glow until she paused at the door to the bar area.
Monsieur LeBlanc sat at a table, a glass of wine in his hand and one of his foul cigarettes in the other. He didn't notice the girl until she was well into the room. He spun, and his features cleared into a warm, pleasant smile. "Ah, mon cheri," he said easily. "I did not expect anyone else would be up at this hour." He nodded toward his glass. "Can I get you a glass of wine?"
The girl didn't sit. She stared at the innkeeper for several seconds, her face an icy mask.
He seemed puzzled by her behavior. "Won't you sit?" he invited once more. "Since neither of us can sleep, we can enjoy each other's company."
"Is that what you said to Josella?" she asked quietly.
The innkeeper's eyes widened, but only a bit. "What did she tell you? That she came down for a glass of wine? That she got a little drunk?" He shrugged. "Is it my fault that she cannot hold her liquor?"
The girl shook her head. "No. She didn't tell me that." His innocent explanation confused her, weakening her anger and resolve.
Monsieur LeBlanc smiled as if he'd already won the argument. "Then what can I say? That I shared wine with an attractive young lady who found me irresistible?" He grinned. "Or did she not tell you that, either?"
The girl paused, and her face went blank as she used her senses. Quickly, quietly, she probed the man's memories. "No. But I _do_ know that you took advantage of a girl that you tricked into getting drunk. And that's not the behavior of a gentleman."
"I am wounded," LeBlanc said with mock indignation. "You impugn my reputation." He took another sip of wine, and his unsteady hand sloshed some of the maroon liquid onto the table. "Bah!" he croaked. "See what you have done! You have so upset me with your insinuations that I have spilled my wine!"
The girl closed her eyes a moment. LeBlanc was a drunken old sot. A fool and a lech who happened to prey on his employees whenever he had the chance. He was...a waste of a human being.
As she considered the man's worth, a dark force sneaked up on her. 'Yes,' it seemed to be confirming, 'he's a drunken rapist. He deserves to be destroyed.' The girl shook her head, wondering where such a vile thought had come from. She looked again, and for a brief moment, LeBlanc appeared to be a vicious, leering, truly wicked man. But then the image cleared, and he sat as he really was - just a drunken, lonely old pathetic fool who had, out of a sense of loneliness or mistaken need to feel manly, stooped to raping his employee.
The girl thought for several seconds. LeBlanc seemed to have already forgotten about her as he tipped the bottle to pour another glass of wine. How could she punish him? How could he be made to feel the anguish that he'd inflicted on Josella?
The inspiration hit her like a flash. She waved her hands, and in a few moments, Josella padded into the room. Her eyes were sleepy, but that cleared, to be replaced by fear, when she saw LeBlanc sitting drunk at the table. The girl pulled Josella near, wrapping one arm around her waist to support and comfort her. "I promise you he won't harm you again," she said soothingly.
LeBlanc looked up, his eyes half glazed from too much wine. "Ah, do my eyes deceive me, or are there now two mademoiselles who need me to comfort them?"
The girl felt Josella flinch. She smiled, then waved her hands and began to incant.
LeBlanc froze. In slow motion, his body began to reform itself. His nearly bald head was quickly overgrown with luxurious hair that continued to lengthen until it spilled to his shoulders. The visible knob of his broken nose vanished, and it shortened slightly, leaving a proud but distinctly feminine Gallic nose. His cheeks lifted and his lips became more full. His hands, too, were affected as they became more delicate. Slowly, two small breasts inflated on his chest. Within seconds, LeBlanc sat, still frozen in place, but now totally and completely a young woman.
The girl turned to Josella. She made another incantation, and Josella regained her masculine form as Joska. He stood, a bit bewildered, staring at the young French girl, then at his companion. "You may have her," she said simply.
Joska glanced at the girl, then at the former innkeeper. With a sneer, he stepped to the table and pulled her upright. The audible rip of fabric announced the baring of her breasts, and Joska grasped one, cupping it firmly. LeBlanc's eyes were wide with terror as she slowly realized, despite her drunken state, what was happening to her. Joska bent forward and began to kiss LeBlanc's nipples as he tore at her skirt that had only recently been pants. LeBlanc's whimper of fright was barely heard, but her eyes were filled with fear at what was happening to her.
Suddenly, Joska stood, backing away from the girl. He shuddered, then he glanced at the girl. "No," he said firmly.
"No?" the girl asked, amazed. "After what he did to you?"
He shook his head again. "No. If I did, it would make me little better than he was."
The girl stared at him for a few seconds, then she nodded. With a quick flourish, she incanted again, and Joska changed back to Josella.
"Wha...why did you change me back?" Josella complained when the spell was complete.
The girl shrugged. "Do you think _I_ want to take any chances?"
Josella started to answer, then she hung her head sheepishly. "No, I suppose not." Then she looked up at LeBlanc. "But what about her?"
The girl looked at LeBlanc, who was trying to pull the tattered remains of a blouse about her chest. "How many?" she demanded. "How many girls have you taken advantage of?" She shook her head. Then she cast yet another spell. "As punishment, you will stay a girl until you have been ravished as many times as _you_ have taken girls." LeBlanc's eyes widened; the girl knew that it was a large number. She turned to Josella. "Come. We must leave at once." She saw Josella's puzzled look. "It isn't...safe to stay. Not now that I've used my magic." She shook her head. "There will be questions about Monsieur LeBlanc. And there are probably some who will sense the magic, and come looking for its source. We must leave."
**********
"But I've got the tickets," Josella protested, holding forth the treasured tickets for the girl to see.
The girl frowned. "I know. Sell them."
"What?"
The girl shook her head. "We _can't_ go."
"Why not?"
"I don't know. It just doesn't...feel right. Something's going to happen."
"What could happen? It's the safest ship ever built!"
The girl shook her head again. "I just _know_ something bad is going to happen."
Josella stood for a moment, her mouth hanging open in shock. Then she angrily threw one ticket at the girl. "Then _you_ go on another ship!" She turned and stormed out of the room.
The girl stood for a moment, stunned by the anger in Josella's response. Then she hurried out after her. She _had_ to stop her. She was absolutely certain that they shouldn't sail on the ship. She ran around the corner into the main street, and stumbled, nearly tripping over a baby carriage. "Oh, I'm sorry," she said quickly to the woman pushing the cart.
The woman with the cart turned up her nose at the girl. "You should be more careful," she said in a very snooty tone as she walked on.
The girl turned, only to see a mass of people. Everyone seemed to be moving in one direction - toward the docks. After all, this was a big day for Southampton - the maiden voyage of the biggest, most grand liner ever to sail the seas. She couldn't see far through the milling throng of people; Josella was nowhere to be seen. She began to walk, slowly and carefully, but with an increasing sense of urgency, weaving through the crowd and dodging people and vehicles.
As she hastened down the street, she suddenly felt it. She stopped abruptly and began to look around, looking for the source of the magical aura which she'd felt. Her eyes were wide with uncertainty, even fear. She remembered clearly the tales of the chase to Paris to punish the evil outcast. While this wasn't Paris, she wondered if her fate was to be the same, albeit in a different city. If Paris wasn't too far to pursue one tinged by the blackness, surely Southampton wasn't too far, either. The girl ratcheted up her power, trying to use her 'vision' to see the telltale magical aura which until now she'd only felt.
There, on the far side of the street, amid a throng of people moving slowly toward the docks, she could see the glow of a very powerful aura. She turned, fleeing down the street, glancing over her shoulder as she went to see if it was still there. And with each glance, she saw that the glow was not only following her, but was drawing nearer. In a state of near panic, she turned down a side street to avoid the crowd, where hopefully she could run faster.
It was a blind alley. By the time she realized the street had no exit, she could see the aura at the alley's entrance. She tugged at a door, then a second, desperately searching for an exit. But the doors were bolted, and she realized to her dismay that she was well and truly trapped. She turned to face her pursuer, and a strange calm came over her. This was it. The end of the chase. Just like in the old tale. She'd touched the blackness, used it to destroy two lives, and now her people would see her punished by destroying her.
The robed figure chasing her slowly drew back the hood as she stepped confidently toward the girl. The girl gasped; it was the matron, the elder of her clan. She felt the fear return - the matron was the most powerful woman of the clan. Compared to her, the girl's powers were insignificant.
"Are you...going to...?" the girl stammered fearfully.
The matron stepped ever closer. "You touched the darkness," she said in the old tongue, her voice even and devoid of emotion. "You destroyed lives by using black power."
The girl pressed herself back against the wall. "But..." she protested feebly. "They _raped_ me!"
"You touched the darkness," the matron intoned again with not a shred of emotion in her voice. "You know our rules."
The girl felt tears welling up in her eyes, tears of anger at herself, anger at the matron, despair for her own mother, and helplessness. She dropped her head as she wiped at the salty drops now flowing freely from her eyes.
_It_ was back. Without warning, the deceptive calm of the blackness intruded into her thoughts again. It beckoned to her, practically begging her to touch it again, to use its power to save herself from the matron.
"No!" the girl wailed, startling the matron. The girl's eyes were but narrow slits for a moment, then they cleared. Instead of fear or anger, they showed sadness. The girl took a deep breath, then she looked at the matron and bit her lip. "Let it be done," she finally said in a hushed voice.
The matron smiled, surprising the girl. "Well, go on! Get it over with!" the girl practically screamed.
The matron stepped closer and put her hand on the girl's shoulder. "It _is_ over," the matron said softly.
The girl's eyes reflected her confusion as she gazed at the matron. She sought answers to the dozens of unspoken questions.
The matron smiled. "You were tested," she answered simply. She looked down, trying to form her thoughts. When she looked back at the girl, there was a pained expression in her eyes. "I am breaking rules which I helped to create, but I can see that you are not a danger."
"I don't understand."
The matron shook her head. "No, of course you don't, my child." She gazed over the girl's head, as if focusing on thoughts and images miles away. "You see, I was your mother's teacher. I...owe your mother for saving my life...more than once. I couldn't let you be destroyed unless I was certain that you were dangerous."
The girl's eyes narrowed, and she studied the old matron with her magical senses. Then her eyes widened. "Joska!" she exclaimed. "He was part of your test?"
The old woman nodded solemnly. "Yes. Like others. I have watched you for all these months. Many times, I have seen you be tempted by the darkness, and each time, you have fought it, not allowing yourself to touch it again."
The girl looked down, suddenly feeling shame. "I _wanted_ to. A few times, I was tempted." She looked up at the older woman, her eyes tearing. "Why does it not leave me alone? I defeated it! I chased it away! And yet it returns, time and again, to tempt me!"
The matron shook her head sadly. "And it will always come to tempt you. Such is the power, that once you touch it, it stays with you forever." A thin smile crept across the matron's features. "Even those who have never touched it battle its temptations always. Such is the power of darkness that lurks in the souls of men!"
"Then..." The girl shook her head. "What I did to Josella, I didn't need to do?" Her eyes widened in fear. "Josella!" she cried. "I must stop her!"
The matron's hand on her shoulder stopped the girl. "Tell me what you see, my child," the old woman said soothingly.
The girl closed her eyes, concentrating, then they opened again. "I see the ship...sinking! I see hundreds...dying!" She shook her head. "I have to stop her! She'll _die_ if I don't!"
The matron shook her head. "It's too late, my child," she said softly. "The ship sailed only a moment ago."
"But..." Tears welled up in the girl's eyes. "She was my friend! I can't let her die!"
The matron nodded. "Even if I hadn't been certain, I know now. Your feelings for your friend betray the goodness in your heart. But even with our powers, we cannot stop the cold finger of death." She clutched the girl tightly, wrapping her arms around the girl to comfort her. "Look again, my child. What _else_ do you see?"
The girl paused, bewildered. Her eyes closed again in concentration, and then opened them. "I see...Josella...in a lifeboat!?"
The older woman smiled. "Your...gift...to Joska - changing him to a girl - is what will save his life. For if you hadn't changed him to Josella, he would not be permitted into the lifeboat, and he would die." She hugged the girl tightly. "And that is my final lesson to you. You can never know all the consequences of your magic, so you must use it carefully." She pushed the girl to arm's length, held by hands on her shoulders. "Now, you must go! I am breaking rules by letting you live, so you must promise me that you'll _never_ come back!"
"But..."
"Promise me!" The woman's tone was firm and demanding. "I will...lie...to the others."
The girl looked into the matron's eyes, and then she nodded slowly. "I promise."
**********
"Push!"
The girl, her face covered with sweat, cried out in her pain, then she focused on the faces around her. The nurse held her hand for encouragement, and the midwife watched, waiting.
"Come on, push!" the midwife urged again.
The girl drew a breath, then she gritted her teeth against the unrelenting pain in her abdomen. With all of her remaining strength, that not depleted by the hours of hard work, she bore down and pushed. "Uuunhh!" she groaned through tears of pain.
And then suddenly, the pain was gone, and with it, the pressure. She sank back onto the raised back of the hospital bed.
"It's a girl," the midwife announced as she began to clean the little baby.
The girl began to cry, tears of happiness that she'd successfully given birth, and tears of sadness at what she knew she had to do. As the midwife wrapped up the baby, the girl spoke. "Please. Can I have a moment with her? Alone?"
The midwife glanced uneasily at the nurse. "It's not our policy," the nurse said in a firm voice.
"Please?"
The midwife nodded, and the nurse backed off. "Just a moment." She carefully handed the baby to the girl, then backed slowly away as she watched the girl.
When the two were far enough away, the girl peered into the face of her daughter. Tears flowed freely. "I'm sorry, little one," she said softly. "I can't keep you. I want you to have a better life than I have, and I can't give it to you." She kissed the tiny baby on the forehead. "I want you to have a family to love you and take care of you in a way that I can't." She hugged the little girl closely. "I don't want you to have to work in a dingy sweatshop, sewing shirts for a few cents an hour. I don't want you to have to grow up in a dirty attic apartment. I don't want you to have to face the humiliation of being an illegitimate child in our ghetto." She shook her head sadly. And suddenly, a song was in her heart, a song she'd known well. She started to softly sing to her daughter the same song that she knew her own mother had sung to her. She sang even as tears streamed down her cheeks.
The nurse intruded into her little moment. "It's time," she said simply.
The girl looked up, sadly, then gave her baby another kiss. Slowly, delicately, she handed the child to the nurse, then turned her face away and sank back against the pillows. The tears continued to flow freely, and she barely heard the nurse leave the room.
**********
Two nurses, one on each side, were helping the girl walk down the hall. It was important that she get her exercise after such a difficult delivery. "Reverend Mother says you can stay until your strength returns," the nurse said reassuringly.
"That's very nice," the girl answered, "but I need to get back to my work. I have to earn money to pay for my room."
The nurse smiled sadly. "You had a difficult birth, my child. You need your rest." Holding the girl's arms, the nurses led her down the hospital corridor until they came to a room. They led the girl in and helped her into the bed, and one stayed to cover the girl gently with the bedding. "Now, if there's anything you need, you can ring your bell." As the girl settled in, the nurse smiled. She knew the girl would be fast asleep in moments. She turned to leave.
"Sister?" the girl asked hesitantly.
Surprised, the nurse, a nun, turned. "Yes?"
"Did I do the right thing?"
The nun canted her head, a curious expression on her face. "That question is for you to answer," she said softly. "You, and the Lord."
The girl nodded slowly. "Can you talk with me? Keep me company?"
The nun smiled, then she pulled a chair to the bedside. "We always have time for our patients," she answered. "Especially when the troubles are with the soul."
The girl nodded, trying to understand. She glanced around, at the three sheets hanging that separated the beds, and the patients. "I...was raped," the girl finally said, her voice barely a whisper. There was no anger left, nor shame, nor embarrassment. Her labor had left her too weak for emotion. "Does that make me bad?"
The nun smiled gently. "No, being...abused...in such a way does not make you bad."
Something inside the girl gave way. A torrent of emotions, dammed up by her ordeal, burst forth like a flood. "It was in the old country," the girl sniffled. "I was...shamed...in my village. I had to leave, to come to this country. And I...I," she shook her head slowly, "I...I had a...companion. He...left me when he knew I was with child." She
lowered her gaze. "I feel like I'm...nothing."
The nurse put her hand on the girl's. "Everyone is valuable in the eyes of our Lord," the nurse said in a reassuring voice. "Especially the meek and the poor. And everyone can earn forgiveness for any sins they may have committed, simply by turning to Him."
The girl nodded. "Do you know what it was like?" she asked. "Being alone, in a strange land, surrounded by people who treat you like an outcast?" The girl shook her head sadly. "Working twelve hours a day for barely enough money to pay for room and food?" Tears started to trickle from her eyes again. "I hoped I would find comfort with people from my home country. Instead, I found scorn and rejection because I was stupid enough to get pregnant without being wed!"
The nurse simply nodded, letting the girl speak. At times like this, she'd long since learned, it was best to allow the troubled to unburden their souls.
"I couldn't let my child grow with the burden of being illegitimate. I couldn't raise a child by myself, in those conditions. She deserves so much more than I could give her." She turned to face the nurse. "What will happen to her?"
The nun shrugged. "Only the Lord knows what her fate will be. She will go to our orphanage, and if she is fortunate, she will be adopted by a loving family."
The girl closed her eyes. For a moment, the nurse thought she'd drifted to sleep, and she began to rise. "Yes," the girl answered, opening her eyes again. "She _will_ find a family to love her." Her words had a confidence that surprised the nurse.
"You need to rest now, my child." The nurse rose and pushed the chair back out of the way.
The girl nodded. "Yes," she answered simply. "Tomorrow, I must leave."
The nurse looked at her, surprise showing on her face. "I...cannot stay, knowing that my daughter may be nearby. She must have her own life, and I must find mine." She smiled at the nurse, a calm, peaceful smile. "Tell your Mother Superior that I said thank you for the care I've received. I will never forget it, nor all the Sisters who have been so kind to me."
"Where will you go?" The nurse sounded concerned for the girl's future, a concern that didn't go unnoticed.
"I...don't know. Not yet. But I have to go."
**********
The gold bangles clinked and tinkled as the girl swirled her hands. "Come, let Madam Zelda tell your fortune. Madam Zelda knows all, sees all." The girl winced inwardly. The accent was as fake as a three-dollar bill, and her costume was worse. Her long red skirt swirled with her moves, and as directed by her boss, she exaggerated her hip movements to add to the effect. A simple white peasant blouse was left strategically open to display some cleavage - though not as much as the boss wanted. Gold bangles adorned her wrists, with similar cheap baubles in her ears and around her neck. Her long dark hair was worn beneath a red scarf to complete the ensemble - and the effect.
The couple passing by her tent gave her a glance, and the girl looked up at her partner. "Oh, Robert, please," she begged, tugging lightly on the man's arm, "let's give it a try!" She had the outward appearance of an easygoing girl, a young woman interested only in entertainment. Wearing the tight skirt and blouse and short haircut that were the uniform of a 'flapper', she seemed totally disinterested in anything but her own amusement.
The man laughed lightly as he patted the flapper's hand in a patronizing gesture. "Oh, come now, Delia," he chided, "surely you don't believe in that rubbish, do you?"
The girl choked down a laugh. 'If only they knew,' she thought to herself. "Rubbish?" she asked in a tantalizing tone. "You do not know the secrets, so you do not believe."
"Nice try," Robert said with a faint smile. "No, we're not interested."
The girl paused a moment, then she swirled her hands again for effect. "Perhaps the young lady can visit this evening while you go to the club, then." She gave the man a wry smile.
Robert's condescending smile froze and slowly his eyes narrowed. Delia, the flapper, glanced at the girl, and then looked up at the man. "You told me you weren't going to the club tonight!" Delia said, her tone uncertain. "You're not going to meet that awful Hawkins woman again, are you?"
Robert's face betrayed conflicting emotions. "It was just a guess on her part," he laughed, though uneasily. "And so obvious, too." He tried to sound confident, but to the girl, he was failing miserably. "Come on," he prodded his date. "Let's go see what other attractions there are."
Delia glanced at the girl, then she turned to follow her beau. The girl closed her eyes for a moment and smiled to herself. The young lady, Delia, would be back, while her gentleman friend was at the club seeing 'that awful Hawkins woman'. The young flapper would learn all about that, and some of the other secrets of his life. By the time the young lady was done, the man would be firmly in Delia's control.
**********
The girl sat like a statue at her table, her face ashen and her cheeks tear-stained, while her hands trembled uncontrollably in her lap. The tent flap hung closed; she couldn't bear, at this moment, to face more 'customers', even though her job, as dictated by her boss, was to tell happy fortunes and leave the customers giddy as to prospects of riches or love or power. But the girl couldn't do that. Not after the last
ones...
For a long while, the girl cursed her powers. She cursed the awful gift which allowed her to see the future, to read people's intentions and destinies. And it had proven to be such a terrible gift. They were so innocent - a young lady, her husband, and their new baby daughter - a happy, picture-perfect family. They had everything in front of them - especially the man, who had somehow managed to survive the terrible killing fields at Belleau Wood. The mud, the trenches, the death, the gas - they hadn't dimmed the spirit of the man, much to the girl's astonishment, and he was so eager to raise his family.
The girl nearly choked as she gazed into their futures. She saw the torn metal, the broken machine that had been a fine automobile, and the blood - oh, the blood! She stifled her anguish at the hideous tragedy that she _knew_ awaited this model family. Somehow, and she would never know quite how, she placated them with some reassuring words about their futures, and they left with the same smiles that they'd worn on entering. And all the while, the girl's heart ached - she knew that her powers, while they could see what the fates had in store, were far too meager to do anything about the impending tragedy. As the tent flap rustled shut, she put her face in her hands and bawled. She hated her own weakness, her inability to help them because she'd had to flee her village and clan and teachers before her learning was completed. She hated her ability to see what their fate was to be.
It was late, far past her normal dinner break, when she seemed to rouse herself from her sorrowful trance. She felt something - and she knew that, as expected, Delia had returned. The girl stood slowly, then she dabbed at her eyes and cheeks, hoping that the traces of her tears were gone. She braced herself, pasted on a warm smile, then she flung open the tent flap. Outside, Delia was glancing around uncertainly. With the tent flap closed, Delia had wondered if she was too late, and the gypsy had closed for the night. Her features brightened when she saw the girl. "Can you really tell my future, Madam?" Delia asked nervously.
The girl nodded with a smile. "Come into my tent, and I will show you your future." With a swirl of her skirt, she ducked through the tent opening.
Inside, the girl sat down behind a cloth-covered table. Atop the table, as expected, was a crystal ball. Delia gasped as she drank in the surroundings. Everything was _exactly_ like she expected a gypsy fortune-teller's tent to be, from the cozy size to the deep maroon tablecloth, from the crystal ball to the flickering candle stands casting an almost eerie light inside the tent. Of course, the candles were electric, but otherwise, the effect was complete. Delia took her chair with an almost school-girlish giggle of delight.
"So what do I do?" Delia asked with a nervous twitter.
The girl gazed into her eyes. "Place your hands on the table, beside the crystal ball. Gaze deeply into the ball."
Delia complied, and as the girl swirled her fingers about the ball, it clouded inside. Then, from the mist, faint images began to appear. Delia gasped, but continued to focus. The images were unsettling to the girl - Robert was both charming and vicious. In business, he was a ruthless tycoon-in-training, eager to prey on competitors and utterly destroy them. It became clear, through the misty scenes, that he treated Delia much the same, as something to acquire and own rather than as a partner to love and cherish. And the images showed the depth of Robert's fidelity - even as Delia sat in the tent, Robert was busy satisfying his carnal lust with Sarah Hawkins. As the last image of Robert faded, Delia gasped and drew a hand back to cover her gasp.
The girl looked at Delia. "You love him, do you not?" she asked simply.
Delia seemed stunned by the question. "Yes," she answered after a noticeable hesitation.
"Even though he doesn't love you? Even though he thinks of you as a possession?"
Delia fought back tears. "What choice do I have?" she asked plaintively. "My father was killed in the war, and Mother and I were left with nothing. Nothing!" Delia dabbed at her eyes. "If it weren't for Robert..."
The girl felt a cold chill run down her spine. Robert was a monster for the way he treated Delia. Even _Delia_ knew it. And she felt helpless to escape. She felt an instant bond with Delia - both of them had lost so much and were struggling to keep what little they had left. And the girl knew, without a doubt, that she had to help this poor girl. This was one case she _could_ help.
"Would you think differently if you knew that Robert was going to lose his fortune in less than three years? That everything he has - all his money, his property, his businesses - were going to be gone - would that change how you felt?" She watched the anguish in Delia's eyes as Delia contemplated her words. "Or that Robert would take his own life in sorrow over his losses? Would _that_ change your feelings?"
"Robert would _never_ do that!" Delia protested weakly.
The girl waved her fingers, and an image returned to the ball. As the two women watched, Robert's image climbed slowly out a window onto a ledge, and then, with not even a glance behind, plummeted off the ledge.
"No!" Delia said over and over as she grasped the horror of the image. "Robert would never do that!"
"And even then, he still will hurt you, leaving you a penniless former mistress rather than a widow. He will take everything you have to give, and give you nothing in return but grief and misery." The girl's pronouncement echoed like a prophecy of doom. "You knew, all along, what Robert really was, didn't you?" the girl asked. "And yet your heart made you deny it."
Delia sat, shaken. "What...what must I do?" she finally asked, softly.
"What would you have Robert do?" the girl asked simply.
Delia started. This wasn't quite what she'd expected. "Why...I guess I'd have him quit being so ruthless - in business, I mean." Delia thought for a moment. "His business...it seems so...speculative!" she added. "If it were up to me, I'd have him change to something a little more...solid. Less risky."
The girl knew, now, what she needed to do. "And with you?"
Delia blushed. "Why, he should settle down and raise a family."
The girl nodded her agreement. Delia, though she appeared to be a silly flapper, had more than her share of common sense and enough acumen to survive in the business world. From beneath the table, the girl produced a simple vial. "When next you and Robert have a moment together, put this into your drink and his."
Delia looked puzzled. "What will it do?"
The girl smiled. "It will...change his outlook. And yours."
Delia took the vial, and left her money on the table. From the entrance of the tent, she paused, looking back uncertainly. The girl nodded solemnly. Delia braced herself, then she walked purposefully from the tent.
The girl started to sit back for a moment of peace. Using the vision, she saw that, within a day, Delia would use the potion for herself and Robert. It was a simple spell, the girl thought with a smile, but its effects would be devastating to the dastardly Robert, as he and Delia would exchange bodies. Thereafter, in Delia's body, he would learn humility, and what it was to be a 'weak woman' in a male-oriented society, while Delia, in Robert's body, would use her common sense and compassion for good rather than for greed. She could see that Robert would learn love, and would eventually be happy as the woman, and Delia would preserve the business through the coming market collapse. Though the steps would seem drastic to both Robert and Delia, it was better for them - in the long run. And the girl knew that she'd done something positive with her powers. The burden didn't seem quite as heavy as it had only moments before.
**********
The girl's senses interrupted her vision, alerting her to an interloper. The tent flap opened and a heavy-set man walked in. "You haven't done too well today," he said bluntly as he sat down. Absently, he reached up to twirl one end of his handlebar moustache, while the other hand adjusted the bowler hat atop his balding head. A tan vest over a shirt with bold red vertical stripes would have been out of place - except here, in the carnival. Here, it proudly advertised his position as the 'ringmaster', the barker, the man who made this carnival happen.
The girl shrugged. "Not many people want their fortunes told today," she answered simply.
The man shook his head. "No," he retorted sharply, "you aren't friendly enough. You don't give them what they want."
The girl frowned. "I give them the truth," she answered.
"No one wants the truth!" he barked. "They want...to feel good. They want to have hope and happiness and love. Not gloom and despair!"
"Bah!" the girl sneered, shaking her head. "They pay me for the truth, I give them the truth. You want me to be a fake? A fraud?"
The man nodded. "Give them what they want!"
"Even if it's just cheap parlor trickery?" She frowned. "There is so much more I could do, if you would let me!"
The man rose. Clearly, this was a familiar argument to him. "The customers want a gypsy fortune teller. So quit arguing and be a gypsy fortune teller! Unless you'd rather find something else to do!" He stormed out of the tent, leaving the girl sitting alone in the dim light. She sighed at the futility of her arguments - again.
**********
Something caught the girl's attention even before the tent flap pulled back. She was suddenly alert, watching the entrance warily, her eyes narrow slits and her expression grim.
"Hi, doll," the nattily-attired gentleman called in a pleasant tone. His gray chalk-stripe suit was obviously expensive, and his Brylcream-slicked hair and moustache added a certain Hollywood flair to his looks. Many women would have considered him dashingly handsome, a Douglas Fairbanks or Rudolph Valentino of the twenties.
Without waiting to be invited, he pulled up the chair and sat down, neatly but casually crossing one ankle atop the other knee. "I waited for you at the club last night," he said, his tone cheery but still somehow threatening, "but you didn't come."
The girl frowned. "I had a busy night last night."
The man smiled and laughed. "I chatted with Mister Hooper this morning," he said. "You could have taken last night off." Despite his warm expression and tone, there was a steely coldness behind his eyes.
The girl knew that the man was dangerous, in spite of his outward appearance. She didn't see it, not with her eyes, but she knew of the shoulder holster beneath the suit, and of the menacing gun it contained. This man was a thug, a criminal heavily involved in trafficking illegal liquor and in extortion. "I'm just a simple immigrant girl," she said with a disarming shrug. "Why would so important a man as yourself want to waste his time with someone like me?" Her question was a deliberate stall.
The man smiled. "I've always been attracted to the simpler things in life," he lied. The gold chain of his very expensive pocket watch laid rest that falsehood. "And with such a beauty as yourself?" He let his smile fade. "I'll have a talk with Mister Hooper, and you can take the rest of the night off."
The girl frowned inwardly. "Weekends are our busiest times," she said in a further stall for time. "I doubt..."
The man smiled again. "I doubt he'll be able to resist my offer," he said confidently. The charm in his voice didn't conceal the menace of his words. Hooper _would_ let her off.
"I told you," the girl said firmly, "I'm not interested. Now, please leave."
The man reached across the table and grasped her arm firmly. It hurt, and she winced. "But _I_ am," he insisted. There was no disguising the fact that he was very accustomed to having his way.
The girl felt panic gripping her, and she fought it down. Then she cleared her mind, focusing on the man. Her wide-eyed fearful look vanished, replaced by a look of understanding. She quickly muttered an incantation as her fingers traced out intricate motions in the air.
Even as the man firmed his grip on her arm with one hand, his free hand started to reach for his weapon. It never made it. Instead, he found himself frozen in place, unable to make his body respond to his commands. "What...what have you done to me?" he asked. The calm confidence was gone, replaced by nervousness and uncertainty.
The girl frowned. "You are interested in me as an object of pleasure," she said scornfully. "You find me attractive and wish to satisfy your ego and needs with me." She sneered and shook her head. "I'm not just some girl you can bed because I caught your eye," she hissed.
The man's eyes were wide now, filled with terror. "No," he protested weakly. "I swear, I wasn't thinking of that."
The girl shook her head. "Don't you realize," she asked, "that I can read your every thought? Nothing is secret from me."
The man lowered his eyes. With her words, it was clear that she knew. But only part of his secrets.
The girl's eyes widened. "You wanted to use me!" she cried as the last truth was revealed to her. "You _knew_ I had the gift of sight, and the powers of my people, and you wanted me to use them to help you!"
With her words, the man realized the futility of trying to fight - or own - this girl. But perhaps, the thought occurred, there was still a way. He shrugged his acknowledgement of her accusation. "Yes," he admitted. "One of my...men...told me he could sense your magic. He told me that your ability to see the future could be very helpful to my...enterprises."
The girl was startled by his change of direction. She'd expected a weak protest, a feeble denial.
The man sensed her unease. He hadn't gotten to be a minor crime boss by not being able to read people. "And just think of what I can give _you_!" he crooned. "Money. Cars. Dresses, furs, jewelry." He was in his own element - luring people to his bidding through bribery, coercion, and intimidation. Since the threats rang hollow with this girl, the tool of choice was bribery. "You'll be treated like a queen, my closest ally, my trusted aide. No one will dare to cross you like Hooper did a bit ago! You'll get anything you want! Just think of it - a luxurious mansion, servants waiting on you hand and foot..."
"Until I outlive my usefulness," the girl concluded, her face grim.
It was the man's turn to be startled. "But..."
The girl shook her head, the frown still present. "Your colleagues have a disturbing habit of disappearing when they're no longer useful to you."
The man shook his head. "But you're different! Your ability will always be there! You'll always be a valuable ally. And if nothing else, a very charming and beautiful woman to keep me company!" He was thoroughly rattled and grasping at straws.
The girl shook her head. "You have _no_ idea of the power with which you're dealing," she said, her voice almost sad. "You think all I can do is stare into a cheap crystal ball and see the future?" Her face flashed anger as she swept the crystal ball from the table, dashing it to bits on the hardened dirt floor. "This is _nothing_!" she hissed. "I could _destroy_ you with the wave of a hand!" Her eyes were a fearsome sight to behold; the merest glance of them had the hardened criminal nearly quaking with fright. "You wish me to aid your crimes? To aid your _evil_?" She shook her head defiantly. "I was taught by my elders to use my powers for good, to resist evil. And you have the audacity to tempt me toward evil?" She waved her hands, and the man tried to cower; her immobilizing spell prevented it. Instead, he sat, terrified, as the girl worked some unknown magic on him.
And then, suddenly, he was free. His body, which had been moving prior to her freezing him, lurched awkwardly from the chair. After a brief moment to regain his balance, he realized he was free and stood. Slowly, the calm confidence came back to him. "You don't know who you're tangling with, doll," he said condescendingly. "You'll come back to me," he purred, "begging. Only it'll be on my terms the next time we meet." As he was talking, his hand started sliding inside his jacket, slowly, so as not to arouse suspicion.
The girl laughed at his feeble threats. With a wave of her hand, the jacket vanished, leaving his holster exposed. Sensing the change, he glanced down. His eyes widened as he saw the empty holster. He glanced up, and saw the girl holding his gun - and bending it like it was made of rubber!
"Did you lose something?" she asked, mockingly, as she toyed with the now useless revolver.
The man snarled, then turned to leave. He ignored her impudence and his altered gun.
"Oh, by the way," the girl called, causing him to turn back, "since you think you're such a Don Juan also, you might want to make sure you haven't lost anything else." She laughed mockingly as he stormed out of the tent. It would take him a while to realize the full extent of her threat, but whenever he became aroused, he would lose his precious organ. In its place, he would find the female sex, which would remain with him for at least two hours. She laughed again; she was _sure_ he would never reveal that to any of his counterparts.
It took far less time for Hooper to reappear than the girl had anticipated. She had barely cleaned up the broken glass, and was packing her things in anticipation when Hooper barged angrily into the tent. The girl barely heard his threats as he ranted about her ruining him. Didn't she know who the man was? Didn't she realize that by turning him down, she threatened the livelihood of _every_ employee? The girl finished packing the accessories in the tent, and without a glance over her shoulder, walked wordlessly out of the tent, leaving her boss following her, still trying to yell. Without a word to Hooper, she walked easily to her trailer, gathered her bag, and within moments, was leaving the carnival grounds.
As she walked through the city streets, the girl contemplated her next move. She knew she couldn't stay. Despite her powers, she was still in mortal danger from the gangster. Even if he wouldn't reveal his new 'handicap', he might become so irrational as to have her rubbed out. No gift of sight, no sense, could provide perfect protection, especially since a threat could come from a distant rifle shot. No, she realized, she had no choice but to leave.
It was a welcome sound when the conductor called, "All Aboard." She heard the whistle, then the 'chuff, chuff' of the engine laboring to pull from the station. With increasing tempo, the engine puffed, while the train slowly accelerated down the track, until the sound settled into a soothing rhythm. She realized, as she sat wedged in the corner seat, that it had been a long day, and that the power she'd used dealing with the gangster had left her exhausted. Between the soft clattering of the wheels on the tracks and the gentle swaying of the car, her senses were slowly lulled until her eyes fell shut.
**********
"Excuse me, miss?" There it was again - the voice interrupting her rest. It seemed dreamlike, but dreams didn't repeat so precisely. Ever so slowly, she forced the fog from her mind. Even that meager effort was a struggle against the comfort of sleep.
"Miss?"
She forced open her eyes, expecting to see the face of the conductor hovering over her, trying to wake her to announce that it was her stop. Instead, she saw a stranger. She thought, briefly, about closing her eyes and ignoring the man. After all, he was another _man_.
Still, there was something about this one that struck her. Though he looked rather young - perhaps in his late twenties or early thirties, there was something in his eyes. They sparkled with a mirth the girl hadn't known for many years, and his face seemed content, at peace. And through that all, she sensed wisdom, a depth of experience that belied the apparent age of the man. In brief flashes between his mirth and contentment, it seemed that his face was etched with the wisdom of a thousand lifetimes.
"Yes?" she asked slowly. She was trying to figure out what this man wanted, why he had chosen to interrupt her nap.
"Is this seat occupied?" the man asked, gesturing to the seat opposite her.
The girl frowned. She glanced around the car quickly, noting with visible disdain that the coach was almost empty. There was no reason for the man to want to sit beside her. He could have had his pick of dozens of empty seats. And yet... She kept returning to his eyes. This man was a free spirit, a man who enjoyed life and happiness, and yes, even a joke or two. "I suppose...that is, I guess it's free."
The man smiled and sat opposite her. "Good," he said pleasantly. "I so enjoy company when I choose to travel. This way, that is," he added with a wink.
The girl knew that further napping was out of the question. "I suppose it does help pass the time." She gave a quick glance out the window, to where the dim moonlight made visible the eerie shadows of passing trees, bereft of leaves in this late autumn, and lining the track like an army of phantom soldiers. The strange sight did little to cheer the girl.
"If I were a betting man, which, by the way, I am," the man said pleasantly, "I would wager that you work in a carnival. Perhaps as a fortune teller?"
The girl's mouth dropped open in surprise. "But..."
The man smiled. "Your costume gives you away," he added with a twinkle in his eye.
The girl glanced down, remembering the Gypsy costume she'd worn even when she boarded the train. "Not very discreet, am I?" she asked rhetorically.
"That, and you have a charming touch of an accent from your homeland." The man smiled. "There are few real Gypsies, apart from carnivals and side shows, on the Great Plains," he explained.
The girl nodded slowly, and a smile crept onto her face. For some unknown reason, despite her experiences and wariness, she found herself liking this man. "Touche," she acknowledged. "Used to."
"Used to?"
She nodded. "I had a...dispute with my boss. I quit."
The man nodded deferentially. "A wise move, perhaps. I've found the fakes and charlatans of carnivals to be so...annoying."
The girl narrowed her eyes. "Including me? After all, I _was_ one of those carnies."
The man tilted his head. "Touche," he said with a grin, acknowledging her verbal riposte. "I should have excluded present company. No offense intended."
The girl realized she'd tensed up at his words. She forced a deep breath to relax. "None taken."
"So, now what are you going to do?"
She shook her head. "I haven't decided yet," she answered. "It seems as though I've spent my whole life running from job to job." She _knew_ that she shouldn't be talking to this man - that she should just ignore him, but there was something compelling about him that she just couldn't ignore.
The man's eyes, for a brief moment, seemed to overflow with anguish, as if her words had recalled his own bitter memories. The look vanished, and the girl sensed that he'd forced the emotions away - perhaps to protect himself from their power. "Sometimes, when one is running, it pays to stop to see if you should run _from_ one thing, or _toward_ another."
The girl mulled his words for a moment. "Perhaps," she agreed. This conversation was heading toward ground she wished desperately to avoid. It was time to change the subject. "From your attire," she observed as she glanced up and down the man's suit and bag, "I would guess you are a merchant returning from a vacation. Or perhaps a salesman?"
The man's smile returned. It was as if he, too, was glad the conversation was back on simpler subjects. "Businessman," he confirmed. "I run a...curio shop." The twinkle was back in his eyes.
"And where is this curio shop that you travel in business attire in the middle of the night?"
The man tilted his head back and laughed aloud. "What a sharp wit and incredible intelligence you have," he chuckled. "It is so refreshing to see." He shook his head. "My shop is wherever the customers need me."
The girl frowned, puzzled by his riddle. "So you have a series of stores, then?"
The man chuckled. "No. But perhaps someday..." His eyes took on a far-off look for a second, then he shook his head. "I doubt that it would be easy to manage all those stores, and I really don't think I could find managers I could trust. You see," he added, leaning close as if telling state secrets, "my merchandise is very...special. It takes a special skill to sell it properly."
"Oh." The girl lapsed into silence, confused by his seemingly contradictory statements. Even when she tried to use her power to discern his meaning, she came up empty. It was as if she was too tired to read his mind.
The man started. "My goodness," he exclaimed suddenly. "Where are my manners? Would you care to join me in the dining car for some tea or coffee?"
**********
They talked as they drank tea, him sitting across the tiny table in the nearly vacant dining car. Over and over, she found the conversation steering toward her own life and background, and repeatedly she returned it to 'safer' subjects. Despite her best efforts and questions, she still didn't know precisely what the man's line of products was. He was diligent in being circumspect about his business. After a few attempts to get him to spill his secrets, she gave up trying. A good businessman, she reasoned, would be practiced at not giving away trade secrets, and obviously, this man was a good businessman.
As the sun rose above the prairie, the conductor strolled lazily through the dining car. As he had all night long, he called out the name of the next stop.
This time, he caught the girl's attention. "This is my stop," she said to her newfound acquaintance.
The man nodded. "Yes," he said simply, as if he already knew. He stood and helped her retrieve her small bag of possessions. "It was a pleasure traveling with you," he said with a smile.
The girl looked up at his remarkable eyes. "And with you," she answered, surprised at the truth in her words.
The man glanced out the window, then back at the girl. His eyes, once more, took on that far-off haunted look. "Be careful," he admonished her. "Not everything is as it seems, and a friendly offer of help may disguise an underlying danger."
She was startled by his warning. "Yes," she said hastily, "I will be." As the train glided to a stop, she stepped down onto the platform. In mere moments, the train was rolling again, and she got one final glance at the mysterious stranger, still standing in the door of the dining car. Her mouth dropped open in surprise, and the man smiled at her expression, taking obvious delight in his last little joke. His aura shone like a beacon, strong and clear. How had she missed it all that evening? Were her powers fading? Was she so exhausted? Or was he _that_ powerful that he was able to disguise his aura from her? And if he did have such power, then he'd known all along that she had the gift as well - and he'd not spoken of it. The girl stood on the platform, watching the vanishing train and wondering about the stranger. Who was he? And would she ever meet him again?
**********
Something caused the girl to look up. It wasn't the sound of the bell tinkling over the door; heaven knows that she heard it often enough. It wasn't the hot, dusty wind blowing through the opening, either. Both of those events were so common that they barely earned notice any more.
The man stood, framed in the doorway. Slowly, deliberately, he swept his gaze slowly around the store, as if taking in the contents of a country store was an experience to be savored. His gaze returned to the girl, standing as she was beside the flour bin.
The girl felt...something. The man wasn't overly large, nor was he movie-star handsome. Still, there was something about him that seemed to command attention. Locks of white hair poked from beneath a thoroughly out-of-place bowler hat, and his skin was fair, even soft, unlike the heavily tanned and lined faces of most customers the girl saw. His hands rested atop an ebony walking cane, and from his hands, the girl could tell that he was not a common laborer. His dark blue suit seemed perfectly tailored, and that, too, set him apart.
The girl gasped as she _felt_ the man's gaze settle on her. It was clear that he was studying her, and his gaze seemed to penetrate into her heart and soul. Instinctively, she made a small gesture, an old spell of protection, and the uncomfortable feeling vanished. At the same time, she opened herself to the _other_ senses.
Another gasp escaped her lips as she saw it. The man had an aura about him that was unmistakable and incredibly strong. She shut her magical sense off, to avoid being overwhelmed by the intensity of the man's aura.
The corners of the man's mouth turned up in a wry smile. He _knew_ what she'd done.
The girl glanced around the store nervously. Something didn't feel right; her instincts were warning her that something was wrong, even if she didn't know what. She felt like she _needed_ an excuse to get away from this man. Her duties, however, didn't permit that option. "Can...may I help you?" she forced herself to say.
The man smiled. "I would speak with you," he said in a tone that sounded commanding, and like he expected his words to be followed.
The girl trembled. "I...must attend to my duties," she stammered. In truth, this man made her nervous. Such a raw display of confidence and magical power was highly uncommon. Her mother and teachers had always taught humility and caution in displaying power, and this man flaunted all the rules she'd learned - so long ago.
The man smiled and glanced around. "At the moment," he said, "it seems that I'm your only customer."
The girl steeled herself and drew herself up straight. Compared to the man's dapper suit and demeanor, the girl knew she looked ragged. Her dress had been mended several times, and her long hair, though pulled back into a ponytail, had several strands hanging about her face. She felt suddenly inadequate, and not only in her clothing.
The man looked impassively at the girl. "Why are you here?" he asked simply. "Why do you toil in this meaningless job in this meaningless little town like thousands of other meaningless towns?"
The girl drew herself up straight. "In case you hadn't noticed," she said sternly, even sarcastically, "these are hard times. Many people are out of work. I'm lucky that I could find a job that pays enough to earn my keep."
"But," the man whispered, his voice as insistent as the gaze in his eyes, "you have power to be above this..." his nose wrinkled in distaste at his thoughts, " ...this petty scrambling for a subsistence."
The girl drew back, surprised. "What...what do you mean?" she stammered even as she tried to read his mind and his intentions. The sheer power of his magic aura overwhelmed her meager attempts, leaving her clueless as to the stranger's thoughts.
The man smiled pleasantly. "Merely that your talent, raw and unpolished as it is, is strong. Too strong for you to waste your time and energies doing menial labor, when you could be learning the arts and enhancing your already strong skills."
"I...I want no more to do with the arts," the girl stammered, her voice full of uncertainty and fear. "I left them behind me...when I left my village."
The man cocked his head ever so slightly. "Indeed. Is that why you practiced as a fortune-teller?"
The girl squirmed at his words - he'd spoken only the truth. "I...I was just trying to earn a living," she said defensively.
"I meant nothing accusatory," the man apologized quickly. He wrinkled his brow and a look of consternation flitted across his countenance. "Where are my manners?" he asked himself. With a flourish of magic, a card appeared in his hand, which he handed to the girl. "Permit me to introduce myself. I am Eldor the Younger, son of Eldor the Powerful, and," he smiled, " as you guessed, a practitioner of the arts."
The girl stared at the card given her. The lettering on the card, announcing the man's name and position, sparkled like an unworldly jewel. She glanced up at Eldor. "And what, pray tell, would a powerful mage such as yourself want with a humble maid such as myself?"
Eldor laughed heartily. "Well said, young one," he roared, "well said. I come from that place your people knew as the 'Otherworld'." He saw the girl's mouth drop in astonishment. "Oh, yes," he assured her, "the 'Otherworld' does indeed exist. It's not just a place of myth as your ancestors believed."
"But...they were only _stories_!" the girl insisted, trying to deny that which her heart and senses were telling her.
"Your ancestors left the 'Otherworld' centuries ago...for this," he glanced out the door, his arm sweeping to encompass everything in his view, "charming little place." The sarcasm in his voice was unmistakable, and his choice of words, given the dustbowl conditions surrounding this tiny community, was deliberate and mocking.
"What do you want of me?" the girl asked again, plainly. Her forehead was furrowed in sudden concern.
The man smiled his charming smile again. "Only to help you, little one," he said in a soothing voice. "You have talents that should, nay, _must_, be developed. I have an opening for an apprentice."
"You will forgive me for being skeptical," the girl said, her arms crossed defiantly, "but I don't see why you should be interested in me."
"Touche," the man said with a grin. "First, I gain an assistant during your apprenticeship. Second, and more important, in the 'Otherworld', one's status is marked not only by how powerful they are, but also by how well they pass on the arts."
"Honest," the girl observed.
"On your own," the man continued, "you would never fulfill your potential. If you'd been born in the 'Otherworld', you'd have been in a - school - for learning to use the arts." He smiled, as if sad. "Now, without the benefit of the formal schooling, without your _elders_ to teach you, an apprenticeship is the only recourse you have to complete your training."
The girl forced a frown, while inwardly she trembled. Eldor spoke a harsh truth. Cut off as she was from her own people, she had no way to learn more magic. But could she trust Eldor? She wished desperately to have her mother, or the matron, to talk to, to seek their advice. "I...I will have to think," she said softly.
Eldor smiled. "Of course," he said pleasantly. He turned to leave the small store.
"How will I contact you ?" the girl asked after him, too quickly, she immediately realized.
"On my card is an incantation which will contact me." He smiled. "Without that card, you can't find me." He saw her confusion. "Your ancestors placed on themselves and their descendants a spell which prevents travel to the Otherworld, at least until the age of twenty-three."
The girl frowned. "Why?"
Eldor shook his head. "No one knows. Perhaps it was to foster loyalty to this world. Perhaps they sought to retain control over how and what they taught." He shrugged. "In any case, you, too, have that spell, and thus, you cannot travel to the Otherworld to find me." The smile returned. "But the incantation will send me a message, and I will return - if you so desire." He turned, and almost as soon as he cleared the door, his form vanished.
The girl looked at the empty air where Eldor had vanished, then she stared at the card. As she slipped it into a pocket, she muttered, as much to herself as to anyone, "Mother, what do I do?"
**********
"How did I get myself into this?" the girl asked herself for perhaps the ten-thousandth time. "How could I have been so stupid?" She sat, alone, on the hard stone bench, in the austere hall just outside the chamber. Through the ornate bronze doors, her fate was being decided, and she had good cause to question the events that had led her here.
Even as she asked herself the question, she knew the answer. It was her own naivete, her lack of experience, coupled with the lure of learning more about the arts. She laughed bitterly at how she'd missed the warning of that mysterious stranger all those years ago. Back on Earth. Back in the Midwest. In the hardships where jobs were scarce, poverty was rampant, and even the land had turned on those who had tended it, changing in a heartbeat from docile fields into savage dust storms as the winds whipped the dry soil into an angry frenzied storm that assaulted anything and anybody. In those conditions, it was impossible to be happy, given the struggle that mere survival had become. Hardship had made offers of salvation all the more valuable.
After his mysterious appearance, Eldor returned now and again for a few weeks as she debated herself on his tempting offer of apprenticeship. During his visits, he freely gave her advice on her powers, watched her use her skills, and praised her lavishly for the talent she already had, he dangled the promise of even more skills - skills which would surpass even the elders of her clan. She could show them that she'd become powerful without being destroyed. She could reclaim her heritage, her name, her birthright, her place among her people. She could learn from him, serving as his apprentice. Eldor had known how to lure the girl, and he'd played it masterfully.
To accept the offer of apprenticeship, of course, she'd have to leave her dimension, her world. But then, what had Earth and its world given her but misery? She eagerly accepted his offer, formalizing an agreement to serve as his apprentice.
At first, she barely noticed as he went about his magic. He kept her busy with her studies, honing her existing skills and learning new ones. But slowly, she began to see something in Eldor that troubled her. His use of his power seemed to lack...compassion. Unlike many other apprentices of many other wizards, the girl was not allowed out of his keep. At first, he scoffed at her doubts, saying that she was an inexperienced apprentice, and didn't have enough knowledge or wisdom to understand. He seemed indiscriminate in his magic, and slowly, the girl saw darkness in his power. She realized that now, in the last year of her apprenticeship, he was almost gleefully demonstrating his evil to her. She became truly frightened.
And she found out how trapped she was in Eldor's web of evil. Her agreement, which she'd barely read, gave him the right to exact any retribution he saw fit if she broke the contract. She tried to run once. She was found after a tortuous hunt in which Eldor toyed with her, taunting her with escape only to yank it away when it seemed in her grasp.
She found herself powerless. The Wizard's Council wouldn't hear her complaints, because she was, after all, just a lowly apprentice. Even though she'd learned much, her powers seemed insignificant next to Eldor's magic. And Eldor's was a powerful voice in the chambers of the Wizard's Council.
She also discovered one more thing; until she was of age, she couldn't freely travel of her own accord from this realm. She was stuck unless and until another mage happened to assist her in traveling back to her own world. Without such help, she was trapped and at Eldor's mercy. Never had she felt so alone or helpless.
**********
"Come here, girl!" It was Eldor's booming voice, dripping contempt and evil from every syllable.
Meekly, the girl complied. She knew better than to delay and arouse the wrath of her master. One week of torture had been enough. "Yes, master?"
Eldor sneered at the girl. "I've decided to terminate your apprenticeship," he announced angrily. "Your skills are pathetic. I don't know why I ever thought you could live up to being my apprentice."
The girl felt a glimmer of hope. "It's over?" she asked meekly.
Eldor laughed, a harsh sound that frightened the girl. "And since you didn't complete the training, you owe me payment for my tutoring."
The girl sensed danger, but it was already too late. Even as her eyes widened in fear, Eldor waved his hands and the girl found herself strapped, naked, to a rack.
Eldor laughed again. "And I am entitled to take payment in any form I choose!" He waved his hand and his own trousers vanished, revealing his intent to rape her. As he stepped slowly toward the girl, his eyes burning with evil, he sneered, "You're going to be mine for a long time to pay for the lessons I've given you."
The girl felt her fear rising. And then, through the fear, she felt _it_. The darkness, feeding on her terror, began to approach her. 'Use me to save yourself,' it seemed to call to her. 'Let me save you.' The girl glanced again at her approaching dark master. Her fear rose, and with it, the darkness drew closer. 'I can help you,' it called again.
Eldor sneered again. "You are helpless, little one," he sang out. "You have no defenses against me."
'Yes,' the darkness called to her. 'I can defend you.'
The girl started. The darkness - it called to her with Eldor's voice. He was one with the darkness! It was working through him, to force her to touch it again, to embrace it! The darkness wanted her. And with that realization, her fear of her master waned as the old teachings of her elders came forward. 'Do not touch the darkness', her old teachers had said. 'It will turn you toward evil.'
The girl knew, somehow, that the darkness calling to her was under Eldor's control. She shuddered at a sudden thought - perhaps _he_ was under _its_ control. It was trying to force her to use the dark magic. He wanted her fear to rule her, and her anger. He wanted her to touch the darkness.
Eldor sneered again. "I'm going to enjoy raping you over and over," he taunted. "I'm going to make you pay for weeks."
The girl fought back the fear his words tried to provoke. Her mind retreated from her physical senses, to save her from the torture of being raped. She remembered a lullaby her mother had sung all those years ago, a warm, happy memory from her childhood. She _felt_ her mother's presence, as if part of her mother were with her, helping her, comforting her. With all her might, the girl grasped that memory, that thought, to distract her from the evil and horror of what Eldor was doing to her.
**********
With the death of such a prominent wizard, the Wizard's Council took the investigation very seriously. Eldor's corpse, blackened and twisted in agony, was discovered next to a catatonic girl chained nude to a rack and singing an unintelligible song over and over. The girl, after months of therapeutic counseling and tutoring from the elder women of the Council, had recovered from the trauma, but even then, she was of no help. She remembered that her former master was trying to rape her to push her to using black magic. She remembered the memory of the lullaby. And nothing else. Which ultimately led to the Council chambers.
The massive bronze doors swung open silently, ominously. A shadowy figure in a hooded robe emerged from the chamber and turned toward the girl. "Come," he beckoned in a voice that echoed like a tomb.
Nervously the girl stood and stepped toward the door. She paused between the massive gates to the chamber and felt a shudder run down her spine. She knew that the Council had the same power over her life that her elders had so long ago. She grimaced and stepped into the chamber, into a small circle of light on the stone floor of the dimly-lit chamber. In the shadows, she could barely see the outlines of the council, so high above her, as they sat, stone-faced and silent. It struck her as a scene from a medieval witch trial, something to instill fear and terror. It was working.
"You stand accused of the murder of Eldor the Young," a voice boomed from above.
"Yes, sir," she answered meekly.
"We have conducted a thorough investigation, as is our custom, as to the events which led to his...demise."
The girl nodded. She'd been in this chamber before - many times, in fact - during the 'official inquiry'.
"Are you prepared to accept the judgement of the Council?"
The girl swallowed hard. This was it. "Yes, sir," she answered in a tiny, squeaking voice.
"Very well."
From the shadows, the elder woman glided forward to stand at the girl's side. "We would like to remind the Council that the girl's memories of the...event...are incomplete. By our own laws, she cannot be held accountable for something she does..."
"It has been noted, Mirala," the voice atop the bench boomed, interrupting the plea of the girl's counsel.
"In view of the nature of the death and the circumstances surrounding it, the Council is inclined to rule the death self-defense."
"Inclined?" Mirala's forehead wrinkled in concern.
"There is the enigma of the song. It contains an incredibly powerful magic that we do not understood."
The girl looked puzzled. "As I have told you so many times, it is a simple lullaby my mother sang to me."
The counsel frowned. "I would remind the Council that our investigations cannot recreate any magical power that could be used for an attack. At best, it would appear to be some type of defensive shield."
"You cannot recreate _any_ magic from the song!"
The counsel paused, then nodded slowly. "True," she admitted. Then she looked up suddenly. "But if the song has no inherent magic, then..."
The head of the Council nodded slowly. "The finding of self-defense is upheld." A gavel banged, echoing loudly in the chamber. "You are free to go."
**********
Between the flickering red and orange flames and the red flashing lights of the sirens, the dark streets were bright in an eerie way. Shouted orders sounded among the firefighters, a volunteer lot that, despite their lack of training as a unit, were struggling hard to battle the flames licking eagerly at the two-story corner building. Though the building was stone, it contained plenty of flammable material - the floors, the wall coverings, the furnishings - and that flammable material was well ablaze. Bright orange light shone out from the window frames; long ago, the heat had shattered the panes of glass and consumed the curtains. Now a dim glow could be seen reflecting from the low clouds, indicating that the roof had begun to burn through.
On the opposite corner, a young woman who looked to be in her early twenties stood in her robe, her eyes emotionless as she watched the efforts of the firemen. Before anyone else knew, she realized that their goals had changed. They considered the building beyond saving. Now, they had to keep the fire from spreading to the adjoining buildings.
The young woman turned suddenly, her eyes narrowing. There...she spied them. Standing there looking so so smug, watching their handiwork, they were...evil. They watched in glee as the fruit of her handiwork, the small curio shop and gypsy fortune-telling parlor which she'd so laboriously built into a modest little business, burned to the ground. She knew that the fire was their doing, that their boss had ordered the torching to make an example of her because she wouldn't pay his 'protection' fees. The woman's jaw clenched tight in a barely contained rage. She thought of the men, of what they'd done to her, and of what she should do to them as retribution. In the span of a second, she visualized dozens, even hundreds, of ways she could hurt them, each worse than they'd hurt her. And the boss - he was going to suffer worse than any of them...
"It's not worth it."
The hand on her shoulder had caught her unaware, as had the voice in her ear. She spun, startled.
A gentle face looked sadly at her. His head shook slowly from side to side. "It's not worth it."
She frowned. The face - it looked somehow familiar. And the voice... With a start, recognition hit her. "You're the..."
The man nodded, a faint smile on his lips. "I'm touched you remember."
"But..."
The man shook his head again. "I know they hurt you," he said slowly. "But it's not worth it. Not after..." He let his words hang.
The woman frowned, then she let her eyes fall shut. Slowly, imperceptibly at first, her head nodded. "I know," she agreed. Then she looked up, and her eyes almost pleaded with the man. "But they _deserve_ it!" she protested.
The man nodded slowly. "Yes," he agreed, "they do." He glanced around, and realized the woman seemed so out of place in her robe. Frowning, he waved his hands. In an instant, the robe was gone, replaced by a ladies' coat with a long skirt showing beneath the coat's hem.
The woman looked down, then she looked up and smiled. "I suppose that's better than my robe."
The man smiled warmly. "There's nothing else you can do here. How about if we go to an all-night coffee shop, and you can cry on my shoulder if you need."
The woman glanced over her shoulder at the flames, then she nodded. "I think that would be a nice change of scenery." She sounded tired.
The man waved his hand, and the corner vanished. They were standing outside a tiny coffee and donut shop. "Shall we?" he asked as he opened the door. Above them, a bell tinkled to announce their arrival.
"A booth, or the counter?" the man asked as he hung up his coat. As befit a man of the time, he assisted the woman in removing her coat, and he hung it as well.
"Booth, I think," the woman said cautiously as she glanced around the room. Somehow, she knew their conversation would tend toward the...unbelievable...and the tiny bit of added privacy of a booth would be welcome to both of them.
The man smiled. "I agree completely." He led the way to a corner booth, and scooted easily between the table and the seat. "So what _really_ happened to Eldor?"
The question stunned the woman. She'd barely settled into the booth, and had expected something a little less...direct. She shook her head. "I...don't know," she admitted. There was something compelling about the man; try as she might, she couldn't avoid his gaze. It was...comforting.
The man shook his head. "The Council still doesn't believe you," he laughed. "Doddering old fools!"
"What do they think I am, some kind of super-wizard out to destroy them if they cross me?"
"Yes."
The woman's mouth dropped open. Her question had been intended as irony; instead, she got an honest answer. "They really think that? But...but I'm just..."
"A weak neophyte?" the man completed with a laugh. "And a woman?"
She looked at him, confused. "Yes."
The man shook his head, a knowing and sad expression on his face. "And yet you have so much power within you. You come from a long line of very powerful mages. That's why they're afraid. They wouldn't challenge you because they don't know how Eldor died, and they don't understand the power of your song, and they can sense your power." He watched the woman soak in his words. "And it's why your own elders were so frightened of you, even when you were too little to remember. They were afraid of you turning to dark magic."
"But...I fought it. I didn't succumb to it."
The man smiled. "Yes, I know. You even managed to avoid giving in when Eldor tried to force you." He watched her eyes widen. "Oh, yes, he was trying to force you to use the power. He wanted you to 'touch the darkness'. Because once you used it to fight him, you'd have been trapped in the darkness forever."
"It was a trick," she said simply, his words having confirmed what she'd suspected - that Eldor had been trying to force her to use her power for evil.
"Yes," the man answered simply. "You did well to fight him, even if you don't know how." He glanced at the approaching waitress and stopped talking. Discussion of magic in a coffee shop could be...embarrassing.
The bored waitress quickly took their orders - coffee for the man, and tea for the woman, then she scampered off.
"So what happened here?" the man asked. "You seemed to be doing well."
The woman shook her head. "If it only had been that easy."
The man simply watched her, not speaking, not demanding anything, just waiting for her to tell her story. The woman sensed he was...different. She glanced down at her lap uncomfortably, wondering whether this was, after all, a good idea. Finally, she decided and looked up. "Big Mick. That's what they call him, anyway." She shook her head. "Ever since I moved here, he's been an obstacle."
"In what way?" the man asked. "What obstacle that your magic couldn't overcome?"
She snorted. "It's not that easy," she said, bitterness evident in her tone. "I know I _could_ do that. Heaven knows vermin like him deserve something like I could do! Maybe I _should_." She shook her head. "But it feels...wrong. Like..." She seemed to be fumbling for words.
"Like 'touching the darkness'?" the man finished her sentence.
The woman's eyes widened a tiny bit in surprise. After a second, she let her eyes close and she nodded. "Yes. Like touching the darkness."
"So what was the problem with Big Mick?"
The woman shook her head again. "His family is from...near...the old country. He learned their...prejudices...against my people." Her voice sounded sad, defeated. "He intimidated the city council to require a permit for my shop - a permit required of no one else. Whenever I located a building for my shop, his men pressured the owners to not lease to me. Or he used his influence in the city to have the building condemned, or to require extra permits or inspections. Anything to block me."
The man smiled. "And when you persisted and opened your shop?" Somehow, he sensed a kindred spirit in this woman, and he knew that she wouldn't have let someone like Big Mick stand in her way.
She snorted again. "Then the intimidation really started. His thugs came around to extort money for 'protection'."
The man laughed aloud. "And..." He stopped abruptly and glanced up. The waitress was returning with their drinks. After she set them down and left, the man smiled and continued. "Even after your...surprises...for his goons?" He laughed again. "I particularly liked it when you turned the big one into a bitch. Did you know she had puppies?"
The woman frowned. "They deserved their fates." She sounded defensive.
The man grinned. "I wasn't judging," he said quickly. "I just thought it was...amusing." He laughed aloud again. "Like the way you handled that excessively brutish bully."
The woman looked down toward the table, her cheeks blushing, and she gave in to a small smile. "I guess I figured that someone who acts like such a strong, intimidating man needed to..." She frowned again as she searched for the right words.
"Someday, they'll call it 'getting in touch with his feminine side'! And he'll be a petite, meek little thing every time he tries to threaten someone, too! Such a sense of humor and justice."
The woman glanced up, surprised at the compliment. Her cheeks were practically aglow from her embarrassment. She took a sip of her tea. After a few silent moments, she shook her head sadly. "But it wasn't enough, was it?" she asked, her voice heavy. "I guess I knew that Big Mick would resort to violence eventually." She shook her head. "I wasn't powerful enough to sense all, to protect everything. So his men burned my building."
The man nodded solemnly.
"I _should_ have been powerful enough!" the woman burst out suddenly and angrily. "I should have been able to stop him!"
The man shook his head sadly. "No," he answered simply. "That kind of power comes with too high a price. And you know it."
She stared at him, her lips pressed tightly together, her eyes narrow and angry. After a moment, she lowered her gaze and her features softened. "I know," she admitted slowly. "I know."
"So now what are you going to do?"
She sipped her tea and gingerly set the cup back on the saucer. "I don't know," she answered. "I guess I'll...survive. Like I have before." Her gaze dropped, and with it, her voice. "So many, many times before."
The man's hand moved slowly, coming to rest on hers in a surprisingly gentle and tender way. She looked at the hand, and then looked up into his eyes. She saw something there that she'd not seen...since her mother. Tenderness. Caring. Concern. Compassion. She felt overwhelmed that someone, at last, actually cared about _her_! As she struggled to contain the tears, she moved her free hand atop the man's.
**********
Raindrops fell all around, but the woman seemed not to notice them. Either that, or she'd decided that the rain wasn't worth her worry. Around her, others waiting for the bus huddled under wind-blown umbrellas, or held newspapers over their heads in a futile attempt to shelter themselves from the drops. Even though there were no words, their thoughts were audible to the woman. The cursing at the rain, at the lateness of the bus, at the prospect of yet another day of hard work at a lousy job. These and the hundreds of other normal unspoken complaints that sounded around her whenever she opened her senses. She sighed and shut off her magical power.
Only to turn it on again an instant later. There had been something there, something that was...different. As she started to sort through the myriad of jumbled thoughts, the bus lumbered to the curb and, with a giant splash from under the front tire, halted. The sullen crowd pressed around her, trudging up the steps onto the bus.
The woman found herself face-to-face with a tall man. A tall, rather handsome man of about twenty-seven or so. As she lifted her gaze, ignoring the drops hitting her face, she saw a smile.
"Morning, ma'am," the man said pleasantly, tipping his hat, before he stepped around her and onto the bus.
She stood in the rain for a moment, confused. She'd sensed...amusement? As if the man had found some measure of...beauty...in watching her brave the rain without grumbling or complaining.
She shook off the confusion and clambered onto the bus, reaching up to grab a handrail, barely catching it before the bus lurched away from the stop.
All day she was distracted by the memory of the man, wondering why he could have found her wet predicament amusing, why he seemed so...different. Finally, she heard a clock chiming six and closed up the shop. Without thinking, she climbed aboard the bus, sitting this time as a man rose to offer her his seat.
At her stop, she rose to leave the bus, still distracted. Now, she was getting angry with herself for allowing herself to become so distracted, so pre-occupied. It wasn't like her. She scowled as she stepped down from the bus.
She stopped suddenly at the foot of the steps, so suddenly that passengers behind her nearly knocked her over. Muttering apologies, she stepped out of the way, her gaze still fixed on the bench, or more precisely, at the man sitting on the bench.
It was him. The man from the morning. And he was watching her with the same pleasantly bemused expression. A frown formed on her face. "You're following me," she accused.
The man smiled. "Actually, I was here first, so you're following _me_," he retorted pleasantly.
The woman stopped, open-mouthed. "But..." she stammered. His response had caught her by surprise. "Okay, you weren't following me, but you _were_ waiting for me," she finally said.
The man smiled. "Guilty as charged."
"You've been watching me!"
He shrugged. "Sorry, but I can't help myself. You're just nice to watch." He saw the anger on her face. "Oh, no," he hastily added. "Not like that." He wrinkled his nose. "Well, I mean, I guess a little. After all, you _are_ an attractive woman." He tried to escape the verbal trap of his own making. "It's...well, you seem...different."
The woman cocked her head slightly to one side. "Oh?"
The man flinched. "I have to admit that you have me at a loss for words, madam," he finally said with a smile. "I attempt to pay you a compliment, and you answer by setting a trap for me with my own words."
It was the woman's turn to draw back, startled by his words. "I...I wasn't trying to be rude," she stammered.
He smiled and stood. "I merely meant that you have an air of self-confidence that I find refreshing."
"Oh." She seemed a bit...disappointed.
He laughed at her reaction. "I already said that I find you attractive. I didn't think it wise to spend too much time reminding you for fear that you'd begin to think that you're too attractive for a man like me."
The woman smiled - finally. "You, too, seem a bit different."
It was his turn to be surprised. "Oh? In what way?"
She laughed. "Most men seem to be so preoccupied with their jobs or their own sense of importance that they would never sit on a damp bench at a bus stop merely to meet a woman."
"Really?"
The woman nodded solemnly. "Yes. Unless they had wicked intentions."
The man drew back as if cut. "But..."
The woman smiled again, halting his protest mid-word. "But you are different. I can tell you don't have any such bad intentions. Just curiosity about a young woman who caught your eye because she was a little...different."
The man raised his eyebrows. "You seem awfully sure of your opinion of me," he said carefully. "How can you be so certain?"
The woman laughed again. "It's the little things that...a woman...learns to watch for. For example, you are standing between me and the road. If an auto were to pass by and splash water and mud, _you_ would be the one with a soiled coat, not me."
The man stared at her for a brief moment, then he nodded, laughing softly. "And here I thought you were using some kind of magic," he chuckled. "Am I that transparent?"
The woman seemed a bit startled by his reference to magic, but she quickly recovered. "Perhaps," she said cautiously.
"Then why am I here, in the damp dusk hours, talking to you?" he challenged her.
The woman paused, opening her senses, but only for a brief moment. She smiled. "You are a single gentleman, and you presume that I am a single woman." She sensed something else, and she started to blush as she realized that he really _did_ think she was attractive and about twenty-two or twenty-three years of age. She felt an inward smile as she remembered that thanks to her magical ancestry, she was far older than his estimate, but that she only appeared to be in her early twenties. Her people aged slowly, living far longer than 'normal' people. "And you wish to ask me to a picture show," she offered.
The man did a very good job of masking his surprise. "Perhaps not a picture show," he said carefully. "Perhaps you might prefer to start with a cup of coffee?"
The woman felt conflicting emotions. She wasn't used to having a man treat her so politely, so _gentlemanly_. And yet, she didn't trust men. Not after all her experiences.
The man watched her, knowing that she was thinking about his offer. "Forgive me for having been so impolite, but I just realized that I hadn't properly introduced myself! I'm Tom. Tom Wilkins."
The woman nodded to him. "I'm pleased to meet you, Tom." She could have used his proper name, perhaps _should_ have, but something inside told her not to, to call him 'Tom' instead. "If you don't mind, I would like time to consider your offer, especially since I must get home to my daughter." She tuned her sense to the man to see how he'd react to the news that she was a mother.
Tom smiled. "I've seen you with her from time to time. She's as pretty as her mother. Is she about three?"
The woman nodded. "Yes, just three." Inwardly, she felt her confusion grow. She'd expected condemnation or worse from the man. After all, unwed mothers were not common, and some of the more puritanical folk openly talked of them as harlots. But this man was simply charming. She glanced around her, feeling suddenly nervous. "I have to get home. The Sisters at the convent are kind enough to watch her while I work, but I do not want to abuse their kindness."
The man nodded. "I understand," he said simply. "I'll see you from time to time on the bus, and my invitation stands. Until then, good evening." His smile was warm.
The woman nodded, then turned and hurried away, leaving the man watching her with a pleasant smile on his face.
***********
The woman woke suddenly and bolted upright in her bed. Her eyes narrowed, then widened again. Her hand lifted to her mouth. "No," she cried softly. "No!" Slowly, tears started seeping from the corners of her eyes.
A rustle sounded in the hall, the soft scuffing of slippers on the bare floor as they pattered down the hall toward her room. In the pale moonlight filtering through the open curtains, a tiny, angelic face appeared in the doorway. "Momma?" the tiny voice called out softly, uncertainly.
"I'm here, Chessa." She sensed fear and uncertainty. "Come here," she said in a soft, soothing voice.
The girl pattered quickly to her mother's bed. In the dim light, she looked to be four or five. The quick motion set her long hair moving; even in the dim moonlight filtering through the drapes, she appeared raven-haired, like her mother.
"What is it, dear?" the woman cooed as she caught the girl in a comforting hug. "Why are you awake?"
The girl looked up into her mother's eyes. "I had a...a dream. A bad dream." She didn't sound like a four-year old; her voice carried like a girl much older.
"We all dream, Chessa," the woman said softly. "I was dreaming myself."
The girl looked into her mother's eyes. Something...unspoken...passed to the girl. Her eyes narrowed. "You had the same dream, didn't you, Momma?" the girl asked plainly.
The woman knew better than to hide the truth. Her little one was perceptive beyond the woman's belief. "Yes, Chessa," she said. "I dreamed that...Tom is...was...dead."
The girl simply nodded. "It wasn't a dream, though, was it, Momma?" Somehow, the girl saw the agony in her mother's eyes and read the pain in her heart. "He was killed at someplace..." she closed her eyes for a moment. Concentration was written on her little-girl features. "It was a jungle. On an island. Something blew up and killed him."
The woman fought back her emotions. "Yes, dear," she simply answered. "A place called Tarawa."
"He's never coming back, is he?"
"No, Chessa, he's not." The woman clutched the girl tightly, fighting the emotional tide which threatened to sweep her away and drown her. "He's not." The tears were flowing freely as she remembered. How Tom had come to her shop time and time again, not to buy anything, but just to talk. Eventually, she'd given in - against her fears of men and their motivations - and had gone to a picture show with him. He'd been more charming than she thought possible, and slowly, she began to realize that he'd won her trust, and miraculously, her heart as well.
On a cold Sunday in December, her little world - and that of so many Americans - was shattered as war came. She knew he would volunteer, not waiting for the inevitable draft notice. She remembered so vividly that conversation, his arm around her shoulder and her head on his, as he explained that he _had_ to go. It was his duty. But before he went, he'd begged her to marry him. She remembered how uncertain she'd felt, how unworthy of his love and trust, but he'd persisted. "There'll be time enough for that when you come home," she'd told him, too afraid to look at his future to see if her words were really true. Now, there would be no future with Tom, and nothing for her but more bittersweet memories. She wondered if she should have tried harder to stop him, even as she realized that she never could have.
"Why did he go?" the girl asked innocently. "Did someone make him go?"
The woman shook her head sadly. "No, dear. He went because he needed to fight to defend us against some very bad people."
"Couldn't you stop him? Or stop the bad people?"
"No, dear," the woman answered sadly. "I didn't even try to stop him. He knew it was his job."
"But why didn't you stop the bad people?" the little girl persisted.
The woman closed her eyes for a moment. "Because," she answered, opening her eyes again, "I'm not powerful enough to do that."
"You should be," the girl said firmly.
The woman started at the suggestion. "No, dear," she said quickly. "Using magic like that can make you as bad as the evil you are trying to fight. Sometimes, you have to accept that you can't change the world, and that sometimes, people go away and never come back."
"Like your Momma? And your family? Like they're not coming back from ... Aush ... Ash ..." She frowned as she struggled to pronounce the foreign word.
"Auschwitz," the woman said with a visible shudder. She cringed at the way the girl had so easily opened the recent wound. "Yes, my dear, just like my...family."
"Why didn't they use their magic to save themselves?" Chessa asked innocently. "They could have used the magic, right, Momma? Why didn't they use their magic?"
The woman fought back a torrent of tears. She knew very well why her entire village had perished; they were so reluctant to use their power that they would have let themselves be herded to death rather than fight and publicly use their magic. It wasn't their way. She remembered the dream all too vividly; she could see their faces as the gas began to fill the chamber, the toxic fumes inexorably suffocating the life from the women and children. In her mind, she could picture the German colonel, his jet-black tunic with silver insignia as he sat imperiously, selecting who would live and who would die. Some of the men got a temporary reprieve, if being starved and worked to death could be called a reprieve. The women and children, though, were of no economic value, and so were herded into the sealed death-chamber. In the dream, the woman saw her mother, as the last bit of life slipped from her heart, calling helplessly to her long-lost daughter, as if she knew that her daughter was - miraculously - safe, and that somehow, that was enough for her to be at peace.
The woman clutched her daughter tightly. The girl was too young to understand the pain her words were causing. She was just...curious. "It wasn't their way," she finally answered. "They thought that using their magic that way would be bad."
The girl simply nodded. "Was it magic that made me know?" she asked with all her childish innocence. "Do I have the magic, too? Like you do?"
The woman relaxed her grip, holding Chessa gently by the shoulders and staring into her eyes. The emotionless, unfeeling eyes that seemed so devoid of compassion. "Yes, Chessa," she answered. "You have the magic, too."
"I would have used my magic to get away," the little girl pronounced after thinking a moment. "I wouldn't have let the bad men kill me or you."
The woman hugged the girl tightly once more. "It's time to go back to bed," she said firmly.
The girl gave her mother one more hug, and then she hopped down from the bed. At the door, she paused and looked back at her mother. "Tom...wasn't my real daddy," she said with conviction. "Was he?"
The woman closed her eyes a moment, and swallowed. "No, dear, he wasn't."
"Who is my daddy?"
"A...friend. A very good friend."
"Will I meet him? Does he use magic, too? When can I meet him?" The girl seemed to explode with questions.
The woman shook her head. "We'll talk...later. It's time to go back to bed. I have to go to work in the factory tomorrow, remember? And you have school." She blew a kiss to the girl. "I'll see you in the morning."
"When will you teach me the magic?" Chessa had paused to ask one last question.
"Scoot," the woman said firmly, sending the girl scampering down the hall to her own bed. As she heard the girl climbing back into her bed, the woman sighed. She rose quietly and padded to the window, where she gazed out to the moonlit backyard. It all seemed so peaceful, so quiet. It was hard to believe that the world was aflame with death and destruction. And yet, in a way few others knew, the woman _felt_ the war. And now, with Tom's death on a remote Pacific island, it had really become personal to her. She felt the pain of his loss; for once, she'd overcome her fears and had given her heart to a man, and had been rewarded with genuine love. And now, war had taken her husband. Like it had taken her family. Once again, she found herself alone.
She was going to have to start teaching Chessa the magic. She knew it. If she didn't, someone else would. The woman shuddered at the memories of Eldor and his evil. She wanted her little girl to stay pure, to not be exposed to such dark magic. And that meant she had to teach the girl herself, just like her own mother had.
And yet, somehow, she felt inadequate. She hadn't completed her own tutoring as a girl before she'd had to flee. Her own mastery of the magic was incomplete. How was she supposed to teach her daughter?
A thought crossed her mind - perhaps _he_ could... Almost as soon as it came, she banished it from her mind. No, she couldn't ask him. It wouldn't be fair - not now. He didn't even _know_ that he was Chessa's father. How would he react if she showed up claiming paternity of Chessa, and then demanded that he help teach Chessa the magic? No, such a thing was not conceivable. She was going to have to do this herself. Somehow.
**********
The door opened softly, and in a moment, it closed just as softly. A faint metallic sound announced that the lock was being engaged.
The woman didn't stir from her chair where she sat hidden in the shadows. "You're late."
The figure inside the door didn't flinch. "So?" The voice was a soft, melodious alto.
"You promised you'd be home at ten. You have school tomorrow, remember?"
"You're slipping," the voice laughed. The room light snapped on, revealing the figure of a young woman peeling off her jacket. "You used to be able to hide from me."
"The point is that you gave me your word." The woman sounded tired, like she was replaying an old argument.
The girl shrugged. Raven-haired like her mother, she cut a striking figure in her tight sweater. Perhaps seventeen, she had a very attractive figure. "So? What are you going to do about it?" Her words, though spoken so easily, carried a not-so-subtle threat. She waited a moment, and then she laughed. "That's what I thought!"
The woman shook her head. "You're misusing your magic," she said sternly. "You're close to touching the darkness."
"So?"
The woman closed her eyes sadly. "Once you touch the darkness, the power will rule your life. It will destroy you."
Chessa laughed. "So you say. And so your village said." She shook her head as she smiled wickedly. "Look what their fear of the 'darkness' did for them!"
The old woman cringed. Her daughter's words were a cruel blow, a deliberate knife in her feelings. "It's what I _know_!" she said angrily. "I was almost trapped by the darkness." Her words sounded an ominous warning.
The warning bounced off the girl. "I'm not as weak as you are," she mocked. "I've got more power than you - or my father!" She pronounced 'father' scornfully.
The woman nodded slowly. "Maybe, but you don't have the training to use it all. And you don't have the experience to use it wisely."
The girl shrugged. "Whatever you say, mother."
"Where's your date?" the woman asked, changing the subject to something a little less confrontational. "I didn't sense him."
The girl laughed. "No, you didn't sense _her_!"
"Her?"
The girl shook her head as she laughed. "He was so...boring! He had some very old-fashioned ideas about not being intimate until he got married!"
The old woman's eyes widened. "You-"
Chessa laughed as she cut off her mother. "I left _her_ on the corner downtown, with some new ideas about sex." She grinned. "By now, she's probably had relations with three or four customers."
"That's...not how I taught you to use your powers!" The woman's mouth hung open in shock at what her daughter had done.
The girl laughed in the woman's face. "He was just a mortal!" she said as if that made it all right. "It's not like he was worth anything!" She grinned wickedly. "Besides, it's such fun to play with them."
"Go to your room," the old woman demanded in a very menacing, angry tone. "Now."
The girl crossed her arms defiantly. For several tense seconds, it was a contest of wills. Finally, Chessa dropped her arms and relented. Without a glance behind her, she climbed the stairs to her room.
The woman sank slowly back into the chair, clenching the arms to keep her hands from shaking. She shook her head sadly. What had she done wrong? Chessa was out of control, careening down a dangerous path toward dark magic. She was openly contemptuous of mortals, treating them as amusement for her own whims.
And _he_ wasn't any help, either. Her father had no more idea of how to deal with Chessa than her mother. After she'd reached her wit's end with Chessa, she'd finally decided that she should try to get his help, but without telling him the truth - that Chessa was his daughter. She couldn't bring herself to admit to him that their one...intimacy...had left her with child. With Chessa. But he was still a friend, and she thought that maybe, just maybe, he could help. And he had tried. She shook her head; he'd tried _everything_ to be a friend to Chessa, even to the point of being a father-figure. She'd rebuked his advances in as hurtful a way as possible. She couldn't blame him when he quit trying.
Once more, she wondered whether she should have taught her daughter the magic. She should have listened to her doubts, to that nagging voice that said she wasn't ready to be a teacher. She should have let Chessa's magic go untapped, untrained.
True, the girl would have discovered some powers as she grew, but it would have been dismissed as flukes. The visions - just vivid dreams, and the fact that they came true would have been called a coincidence.
The woman stopped that line of thought. She remembered the old teachings. The darkness preyed on untrained magic wielders. It sought out their magic energies, and slowly, inexorably, it drew them into its destructive web, luring them with promise of the power that seemed so elusive.
Oh, what she would have given to talk to her mother, or to the matron of her clan! Someone older and wiser and more experienced. Someone to help her deal with her defiant daughter. Someone with words of wisdom to help her guide her daughter, to steer her away from the darkness that seemed to loom so large in her future. She sat in the chair, sadly, wishing, wondering, and let her weariness descend into sleep.
**********
"I'm not moving." Chessa defiantly crossed her arms beneath her ample bosom.
The woman sighed. "We've talked about it, Chessa," she said wearily. Every conversation with the girl was turning into a confrontation. "I'm getting tired of the winters."
"You're getting old and weak," the girl retorted acidly.
The woman drew herself to full height, which was still two inches shorter than Chessa - six counting the girl's high heels. "I've got an idea for a business. California looks like a good area."
The girl glanced down at her mother and laughed. "Why do you even _bother_ with that nonsense?" she asked scornfully. "When all you have to do is...?" She laughed. "A little spell, and you could make anyone _give_ you everything you need. Instead of _working_ for it the way you insist!"
"You're right," the woman said sadly. "I _am_ getting older. And unlike you, I'm not using my magic to make myself stay young and attractive."
The girl frowned. Her eyes blazed with anger at the implied insult. "Well, maybe you should try. Because having guys desire you is fun!"
"Speaking of which, I thought Don was going to pick you up this afternoon."
The girl eased into a chair, laughing. "I got tired of him," she said as if discussing the weather. "I told him not to bother."
The woman's eyes narrowed. "You didn't..."
Chessa laughed, and even that sound made the woman flinch. Her laugh had an ominous, even evil, ring. "Not yet. To be honest, I haven't really decided _what_ I'm going to do with him." She scratched her chin thoughtfully. On her youthful body, the gesture looked somehow - ridiculously out of place. "I could turn him into a garden slug." She glanced at her mother, mockery in her eyes. "He's so infatuated with that car of his, maybe I should turn him into a car himself. What do you think, mother?" She pronounced 'mother' scornfully and contemptuously.
The woman frowned. "That would be very evil."
Chessa laughed aloud at her mother's words. "You're right. It's not a really fitting punishment. Do you know, he's so selfish? Last time we had sex, he didn't even care about _me_! Once he was done, he was ready to go home! Wasn't that terribly rude of him?" She donned a false mask of hurt. "I think he needs to learn a lesson, don't you?"
"Chessa-" her mother started.
The girl interrupted her as her features lit up. "I know!" she said with a snap of her fingers. "He needs to know what it's like to not be satisfied! That'll teach him not to be so selfish!" She grinned wickedly. "Maybe I'll make him so aroused that he'd sleep with anything, but unable to have any satisfaction but once a month!"
"Chessa, you're abusing your powers!" the woman scolded firmly.
Chessa laughed mockingly. "So?" She waved her hand and vanished, leaving her mother to sigh and wonder what she could do about the growing problem.
**********
She recognized the young man almost instantly. He stood by the car, leaning casually on the fender of his convertible, while the attendant pumped gas for him. The two were laughing and joking easily, so she thought better of approaching him right away. Not for _this_.
She waited a while. The young man was in no hurry. Finally, though, he paid and, as the attendant walked back into the station, he circled the car toward the driver's door.
"Excuse me, Richard?" the woman interrupted as she approached the car.
The young man looked up, a bit startled. Then his face brightened. "Oh, hi! You're Chessa's mother, aren't you?"
The woman nodded, trying hard to smile. It wasn't easy. "Yes, I am," she confirmed. "And that's why I'm here."
Richard's eyes widened. He looked a bit frightened. "Honestly, I haven't touched her!" he protested. "I've been a perfect gentleman with Chessa!"
The woman closed her eyes and sighed as she nodded. "Yes, Richard, I know." She looked back up into the young man's eyes. "And that's the problem."
"But...I don't understand."
The woman sighed, feeling the weight of her daughter's mischief and her burden as the responsible parent. "You see, Richard, Chessa is a dangerous girl."
Richard's eyes narrowed. "I'm not sure I understand your meaning."
She sighed again. "What I'm going to tell you is going to sound unbelievable. But you are in grave danger, and I _have_ to tell you. To warn you."
Richard frowned. "Danger? From what?"
"From Chessa." She watched as his shock started to metamorphose to amusement. "Oh, yes, Richard," she said firmly, "Chessa is very dangerous. And you're in line to be her next victim."
"You make it sound like she's some kind of mass murderer or something."
The woman shook her head. "If only it were that simple." She looked back at the young man. "You see, Chessa is a...well, a witch." She saw Richard's disbelief, and she knew he was going to take this as a joke. "No, dear boy, I'm not joking. She's a witch - in the sense that she uses magic. Dark magic. And she's dangerous to young men with whom she's become bored."
"But she's such a sweet-"
"No, she's not!" the woman interrupted. "She's a selfish, self-centered, powerful girl who doesn't know how to control her power. And she uses it in ways that are...wicked."
Richard frowned as he thought for a moment. "No, you're wrong," he finally declared. "She's a very nice girl, and I want to keep seeing her." His eyes narrowed. "That's what this is about, isn't it? You want to scare me off so I won't keep seeing her?"
The woman sighed and shook her head sadly. "Dear boy, I have nothing against you. But I'm trying to _protect_ you..."
"You really should have listened to her," a voice called sweetly from nearby.
Both spun at the new voice, and were surprised to see Chessa sitting atop the seat inside the car, watching over the windshield.
"Chessa!" Richard called with a smile. "Your mother was telling me some fanciful-"
Chessa shook her head and laughed viciously. "She was telling you the _truth_!" she cackled. "At least, part of it. You see," she snapped her fingers and disappeared from the car seat...
Only to appear standing beside Richard and her mother. "I _do_ use magic." She smiled at the stunned look on Richard's face. "And I really _am_ bored with you!" she added in a sickeningly sweet voice. "You're such a...good boy. But I want a _bad_ boy!"
Richard's mouth hung open for a moment, then he glanced at the woman. Slowly, he began to edge away from Chessa.
"You're slipping, Mother," Chessa scolded as she would a child. "You should have known I was coming! You're getting old and weak!" She frowned, then she waved her fingers toward Richard. "Really Richard," she scolded as she faced him, "you should know not to try to run away from me!"
Richard's face was frozen in a mask of terror. He'd realized - belatedly - that the woman was right, and that Chessa wasn't really as nice a girl as he'd thought. As he felt his body become strangely unfeeling and immobile, he wondered if maybe, just maybe, some of the strange tales of disappearances at school were true...
Chessa looked up and down the wooden statue that stood beside her mother. "Much better, don't you think?" she taunted. "It does _so_ match his wooden personality."
The woman's face was crimson, and her fists were balled, so great was her anger. "You're...evil!" she spat at the girl. "You had no right to do this to him!"
Chessa glared at her mother. "And just what are you going to do?" She grinned in triumph. "Nothing! Just like you've always done! Because you know you're not powerful enough to stop me!"
"Chessa, you're becoming evil! You must stop now! Before it's too late!" the woman pleaded. "Please!"
"Please?" the young lady asked sharply. "Please?" She sneered at the woman. "Is that what you're reduced to? Begging?"
The woman struggled to remain peaceful inside. "If I have to beg to save my daughter, then I'll beg. I don't want to see you destroyed by the darkness!" Her voice trembled. "I don't want you to use your powers wrong!" She shook her head. "You're treating people like they're toys for your amusement. You lure young men, play with them, and then destroy them! It's wrong!"
Chessa glared at her mother, then she snapped her fingers and vanished, leaving the woman standing, shaking her head, beside a wooden statue that used to be Chessa's boyfriend. And the woman knew that it was very unlikely that anyone but Chessa could reverse the spell she'd cast.
**********
She felt like a spy. Or a Peeping Tom. She sighed, and knew that she had to do what she was doing. Discretely, she watched the car, knowing full well the acts being performed in the back seat.
Her eyes widened suddenly. She felt something wrong. It took only a moment of concentration, and she knew that she had to act. Moving quickly, she abandoned her watch post and hustled through the brush, circling the car carefully, until she emerged further down the lane. Her timing was impeccable - within seconds, the lights of another car rounded a corner. She cast a quick spell.
She watched, feigning fear, and then relief as the police car came closer. "Oh, officer! Thank heavens it's you!" she fairly begged through false sobs.
The car stopped and the officer peered through the window at her. His flashlight shone up and down her figure - from the mussed hair and makeup, down the torn blouse and disheveled skirt to the bobby socks and one missing saddle shoe. "Are you all right, miss?"
The girl stumbled as she stepped toward the car, leaning on the door handle for support. "I...I guess so," she sobbed. She looked down, and then began to shake. "My...my friends were coming up here for..." She looked down, as if embarrassed. "They said we were going snipe hunting," she said. "And then they left me!"
The officer glanced at her clothing, then he nodded knowingly. "Snipe hunting?" he asked skeptically.
"I...got lost, and I tried to run back to the car when I heard it drive off. I guess I tripped."
The officer nodded slowly. "I suppose I should give you a ride home. Unless you have something else you'd like to tell me?"
The young lady looked surprised, then she shook her head. "No, that's what happened. And I would appreciate a ride home." She walked around the car and climbed into the police car, then gave the officer an address.
The cop glanced out the window as she walked slowly up the walk toward the porch. "Are you sure you're okay now?" he asked again.
The girl turned and smiled feebly. "Yes, now that I'm home, I'm okay." She turned and opened the door.
As soon as the door shut, she leaned heavily against it. A tiny wave of her hands, and her form shifted. No longer a teen-age girl in poodle skirt and sweater, she appeared the middle-aged woman that she truly was. She sighed. That one had been close.
"Nice move, mother," Chessa's voice sounded from the sofa.
The woman frowned. She _should_ have sensed her daughter's presence. Maybe Chessa was right. Maybe she _was_ getting old. "Better than you doing something to the policeman."
Chessa laughed. "I wouldn't have done anything more than he deserved. Do you know that he goes to Lover's Lane to watch young people having sex? Why, he even hides in the bushes and masturbates while he's watching!" She wrinkled her nose. "It's so...disgusting!"
The woman took a deep breath. "That doesn't give you the right-"
The girl waved her fingers and vanished. It was a defiant way to avoid having to listen to another lecture from her mother. The woman sighed. Then she closed her eyes and thought for a moment. She waved her hands as well.
The woman appeared beside a fraternity house. She closed her eyes and thought for a moment, then she climbed the stairs and rang the bell.
"Yes?" a young college man asked as he opened the door.
"I'm looking for Jeffrey Hardy."
The young man ran an eye appreciatively up and down her figure, then he nodded. "Would you like to come in?"
The woman smiled at the unspoken complement. Maybe she didn't use her magic to stay attractive, but she realized from his look that she was still a lovely lady. She shook her head. "No, the night air is nice, so I think I'll wait on the porch."
It only took a few seconds for the young man to appear. Like all of Chessa's 'toys', he was tall and very athletic in appearance.
"May I help you?" he asked, oozing charm, as he stepped onto the porch.
"Perhaps," the woman said with a curious smile. "You see, I have to save you from danger."
Jeffrey's eyes widened with amusement. "Oh?"
"Yes," the woman said. Then she waved her hands and chanted in some mystical-sounding language.
Jeffrey's body began to shift. Slowly, his muscles seemed to lose their mass, while his entire body began to shorten.
"What...?" he asked in a voice that changed even mid-word, moving from a husky bass to a mid-alto. His hands raised to the expanding mounds on his chest, but they froze as his eyes caught sight of his hands in the porch light. No longer strong and masculine, his fingers were, even as he watched, becoming fine and delicate. Woman's hands.
"What are you doing to me?" he asked, flinching at the sound of the words echoing in his ears. Untold, his hand reached up and brushed the lengthening locks from around his face, and as he realized what he'd done, his eyes widened more.
"You've been dating my daughter," the woman said softly, almost soothingly. "She's becoming bored with you. So I have to protect you."
"Protect me? By making me a-" he clutched at the breasts which had appeared on his chest, "-a girl?" It sounded almost comical.
The woman nodded. "If I don't, she'll do something far worse to you." She made another incantation, and Jeffrey's clothing began to shift. The vest vanished, and the shirt beneath flowed like liquid until it was a dressy blouse. The legs on Jeffrey's pants flowed together into one tube, then continued to change until Jeffrey was wearing a very smart skirt. His socks flowed up his legs, becoming stockings, while his shoes sprouted heels even as they morphed into something more suitable for a woman.
"But..." Jeffrey tried to protest in the face of an inconceivable situation. His mind, to protect his sanity, began to shut down.
The woman said one more incantation, then she touched his forehead.
The girl's eyes popped open in surprise. "What...what happened?" she asked in bewilderment.
The woman caught her arm. "You fainted, dear," she said reassuringly. "Lucky for you, I was nearby. Do you feel okay?"
"I...I think so," the girl asked tentatively. "Where are we?"
"Outside a sorority house," the woman answered calmly. "Did you hurt your head? Do you remember your name or where you live?"
The girl frowned a moment. "No, I feel fine. I'm Jennifer Harriston," she answered after a moment. "And you're right - I live at this house, the Beta Gamma sorority." She shook her head. "I guess I should say thank you."
The woman smiled. "Not at all. Now if you're certain you feel okay, I'll leave you and go about my way." She left the semi-confused girl standing on the porch - a different porch than the one upon which Jeffrey Hardy had met her - and walked to the sidewalk. She took one glance over her shoulder. Jeffrey should be safe. Chessa would _never_ think to look for her boyfriend as a young woman living in a sorority house. She felt saddened - Jeffrey had been a nice young man, and it was a drastic move on her part. Still, it was necessary. She glanced across the road, at the fraternity house where, until a few moments ago, they'd been standing and where Jeffrey had been the vice president.
Now, no one, except her, would remember Jeffrey. And, she realized sadly, it was better that way.
**********
It was easy to ignore the bright sun outside the coffee house. While it was still warm inside, the ancient stone walls and wooden-beamed ceiling were only dimly lit. The cozy, cool feeling the cafe imparted stood in stark contrast to the dusty stone streets of the old town. The woman sipped her coffee and smiled. "Now I know why you like this place," she practically purred.
The man seated across the table from her smiled pleasantly. "It's got everything. Nice atmosphere, great coffee, and few of the locals speak English." He took a sip from his cup. "And you really should try the Baklava. It's worth the trip by itself."
The woman took another sip. "Why won't the Council help?" she asked bluntly. "Can't they see the danger?"
The man snorted derisively. "That bunch of old fools?" He wrinkled his nose. "They wouldn't recognize danger if it bit them in the rear!"
The woman shook her head. "But...she's threatened them! Pretty blatantly, too! How can they ignore _that_?" she asked, sounding completely exasperated.
The man shook his head sadly, frowning. "Most of them are afraid."
The woman nodded slowly. "She _is_ quite powerful." Then she frowned. "But together..."
The man shook his head again. "She's done a very nice job of dividing them. Armando is staying neutral, hoping to gain by not losing. Only three of them are actively against her, and she's bribed..."
The woman nodded sadly. "Her empty promises of power if they help her. Yes, she's neatly split the Council. After Horel and his apprentice...disappeared..." She shook her head. "Can't they see how black her aura is? Why do they refuse to admit that they're just toys for her to use to gain what she wants?"
The man nodded. "She's more evil that even _I_ thought possible. Even more so than Eldor." He watched the woman carefully for her reaction to the name. "They're afraid. She's got them not trusting one another, and so they can't unite. Not until it's too late, anyway."
The woman shook her head. "So what am I supposed to do? I'm her _mother_! She's supposed to be my responsibility!"
The man shook his head sadly. "All you can do is raise them, and try to teach them right from wrong, and then you have to let them go and hope you did right."
"But-"
The man shook his head. "No. You did your best. You can't be responsible for what she's become. She's a grown woman now. She's making her own choices." He sounded like he understood exactly what the woman felt.
The woman stared at him for a moment, then she looked down at her steaming coffee. "I just feel like I've got to do _something_!"
"But she lives up north, and you live down south. You have to let her go." He looked up suddenly and gestured to a waiter. "I'll get some baklava. You'll love it!"
"How's your shop doing?"
The man smiled. "I'm having a lot of fun with it. And it's doing pretty good business."
The woman smiled. "I've seen your idea of fun." She shook her head. "I bet you wouldn't do nearly so well if your male customers knew they'd end up looking like pinup girls!"
The man laughed. "And you're so different?"
"Yes, it's completely different." She frowned. "My place is a refuge for women. Not a trap to change people!"
"But you do that occasionally, too, don't you?" He sipped his coffee, then sat back to allow the waiter to place the plates of sweet dessert on the table. "How'd you get the idea, anyway? A water park in a coastal city? I didn't think it would work!"
The woman smiled. "You read your customer's minds, too," she admonished her friend. "I guess if you were a woman, you'd understand." She shrugged. "Most women want a quiet place to relax, where there aren't men staring at them."
The man nodded slowly. "But enough to make a business?"
The woman smiled. "Young ladies don't want to be looked upon as sex objects." She saw the man's eyebrows raise, and laughed. "Well, not all the time! And not every woman has a perfect body. Some women are afraid to go to a beach because they feel unattractive. With no men around, they don't have that fear."
The man nodded slowly. "I see your point, but I still don't see how you can make it economically. Most men are the breadwinners-"
"And the women stay home all day. With my park, they have a place to go during the day."
"I see your point. How's business?"
She smiled. "I'm surviving. In fact, I think I'm going to have to add another pool, and maybe another water slide."
"You know, you might think of using a theme to tie all your attractions together. You know - to make it have more of a unified feel."
The woman laughed aloud. "Are you reading my trade journals again? Or are you hatching some plans to take over _my_ park?"
"Heavens, no!" the man protested through laughter. "The way you have it set up, the water would change me, and I don't particularly want to look like a pinup myself!"
The woman smiled. "Somehow, I can't picture you in a bikini, either."
"Besides, I like my own little line of business." He took a bite of the baklava. "Are you sure you won't try some? It's really good!"
"No, I think I'll pass." She took another sip, emptying her cup. "Now, where's that waiter? I need a refill." She spied him and lifted her cup as a signal. "Why don't you settle down in one spot? Why keep moving?"
The man laughed. "More customers. Besides, if I settle down, I'll have to deal with all the red tape and rules and regulations you have to put up with."
"Touche," she acknowledged. "I guess your way has its benefits. But moving all the time - doesn't that take a lot of...effort?"
The man laughed. "No. I used the same trick you did. The magic to move is captured in the shop itself, the same as you captured the magic in the water. All it takes is a little effort from me to control it."
The woman shook her head sadly as the waiter refilled her cup. "What am I going to do about Chessa?" she asked.
The man shook his head. "There's a lot of trouble ahead. She's getting very evil, and eventually, there's going to be a confrontation for control."
"Of the Council?"
The wizard's face was grim. "Of the Council. And the 'otherworld'. And this world."
**********
"I'm surprised you're here," the woman said cautiously. She stood at the door of a modest suburban ranch house, visibly nervous.
"I can't spend all my time in the otherworld," Chessa said. Her voice was carefully neutral. "I suppose you'd like to 'visit'."
The woman shrugged. This wasn't going as badly as she'd feared. Not yet, anyway. "I haven't seen you for almost a year," she said, trying not to betray her mixed emotions. "And you _are_ my daughter."
Chessa almost hid her disdain for her mother. Almost. "I suppose you'd like to come inside? Maybe have some tea or something else mundane?"
The woman sighed. Always, Chessa was so scornful of her. "It would be nice to talk."
Chessa opened the door and stood to one side, gesturing for her mother to come in. "Why not? It's not like I have anything else to do for a while."
The woman gasped in surprise as she stepped into her daughter's home. Outwardly, it was a normal home. But on the inside...her daughter was obviously using the dimensional shifting technique. It was spacious and lavish, like a royal castle. Ornate Baroque moldings adorned the walls and ceiling, surrounding richly colored paintings on the plaster. The floor was tiled with marble, and elaborately carved mahogany with red velvet upholstery made up the furnishings.
"You like it?" Chessa asked mockingly. "I know it's a little meager, but we do with what we have."
The woman steeled herself against the verbal abuse. It wouldn't do any good to get mad - again. "No, it does rather fit your...extravagant...taste. Although, I really thought you'd have gone with something a little more stylish than Rococo."
Chessa laughed aloud at the implied insult. "Well, like you always said, we have to make do with what we have." She sat down easily on one of the chairs.
The woman sat down in another chair, deliberately choosing the least ostentatious of the furniture. "How have you been?" It seemed safest to start with small-talk.
Chessa leaned back. With a flash, a wine glass appeared in her hand. Beside her mother, a wooden tea cart with sterling silver tea service appeared. The tea pot was steaming from the hot liquid inside. "If I remember, you like Darjeeling tea, with no milk or sugar, right?"
The woman leaned forward and poured herself a cup of tea. "Thank you," she said graciously. "What have you been doing lately?" she asked carefully. "I've heard rumors and talk, but..."
Chessa took a sip of her wine. "Nothing...tame, I hope," she said with a wicked grin.
"I _so_ wish you could be a little less..."
"Fun? Daring?" Chessa laughed again. "You wish I'd be a little more boring, like you and that friend of yours? What was his name?" She looked at the ceiling thoughtfully. "Oh, yes. It's-"
"Would you leave him out of this?" the woman said sternly. "I'm not worried about him. I'm worried about _you_!"
Chessa started. "You worry too much, mother." Again, she pronounced 'mother' with all the scorn she could muster.
The woman sighed. "I'm your mother. It's my job to worry."
Chessa rolled her eyes. "Oh, great. Here we go with another 'why can't you be a good girl' lecture."
"No," the woman said, her voice heavy. "It wouldn't do any good."
Chessa's eyes widened in surprise, then she recovered. She shook her head, looking almost disappointed in the lack of argument. "No, it wouldn't. I'm a grown woman. And I have the power."
"Yes, I know. And..." The woman's eyes widened. She stared for a long time at her daughter. "And..."
"I see you finally figured it out, mother," Chessa said sarcastically. "Yes, I _am_ pregnant!" She smiled triumphantly.
The woman sighed at the irony. She'd had a daughter out of wedlock, purely by accident, and had raised her alone, struggling to teach her daughter so she'd do better. Now her daughter was starting down the same path, but deliberately so. "Who's the father?"
Chessa shrugged. "I don't know. Probably Armando."
"From the council?"
Chessa's smile confirmed the guess.
"But...didn't he...oppose you?" The woman wondered what Chessa's game was. Whatever, it was bound to be dangerous.
Chessa tried - and failed - to look surprised. "I heard something like that." She glanced down at her body, at the prominent sexy curves she possessed. "It's amazing what even a vague _hint_ of the possibility of sex will do to a man."
"What did you do to him?"
Chessa smiled again, knowing that her mother understood the truth. "Nothing. Yet. If he knows what's good for himself."
The woman understood the not-so-veiled threat. She knew that Armando's very existence hung in the balance.
"He's a member of the council. If you just...destroy him, the others will...notice. And they will punish you."
Chessa laughed. "Not likely," she said with a confidence that made the woman's spine tingle. "Besides, I wouldn't just...destroy him. I'd probably let him join Mike over there." She waved her hand in the general direction of a statue.
The woman glanced, then did a double-take. What appeared to be a Greek statue was something entirely different. Not only was the face that of Mike, one of her many former lovers, but the statue also had an enormous phallus.
Chessa tilted her head and thought for a moment. "Then again, maybe I _should_ get rid of him." She patted her stomach. "I've got what I want, and the last thing I need is Armando trying to interfere, to be some kind of 'daddy'."
"You can't keep getting away with this," the woman warned, cautious of her words as if she sensed just _how_ dangerous her daughter was becoming. "The Council will stop you."
"That bunch of fools?" Chessa laughed. "They're a worthless bunch of self-important egos! Half of them know that it's just a matter of time before change sweeps the Council away, and the other half is clinging blindly to outdated traditions and the past!" She absently rubbed her tummy. "And then there are some like Armando. He's so transparently trying to have it both ways, to offend no one so he can keep the trappings and prestige of a do-nothing office!" She sneered. "Maybe joining Mike would be too good for him. Maybe I should change him into a dog that can fuck itself! That way, he'd _really_ be having it both ways!" She laughed aloud, and the woman cringed at the evil sound.
The woman knew it was time to leave. Chessa was getting more insulting and scornful. "Well, I need to get back to my business," she said as she stood. She set her cup carefully on the tea cart, taking care not to spill. She knew her daughter would think such actions foolish. Still, it was a matter of manners.
"Yes, I suppose you do," Chessa said. "Although, I still don't know why you bother doing things the hard way." She took another sip of her wine.
The woman shrugged. "I guess I like the satisfaction of earning something without...cheating."
"Whatever," Chessa said with a shrug. "If you enjoy having to fight _men_ who are determined to not let you succeed. If you enjoy struggling to keep a business working."
The woman sighed. "You _do_ have a point; I've been fighting all my life to succeed. And mostly, it _has_ been men who've opposed me." She shook her head sadly. "In these times, it's hard for a woman to be a successful businesswoman. But times are changing, and it makes me feel good to play a small part in those changes."
Chessa laughed. "You haven't changed a bit. 'Fight the good fight,' and all that crap!" It was her turn to shake her head. "Why do you even bother with this world? It's so...backward!"
The woman shrugged. "Maybe because I _like_ this world."
"If the Council would listen to me," Chessa said, with more than a hint of threat in her voice, "we could _fix_ this stupid world instead of sitting idly by because of some ancient rule of non-interference!"
The woman felt a chill go down her spine. Chessa _was_ a danger to this world. "Well, I think the rule works just fine." She glanced at her watch, a pretext to end this unnerving conversation. "It's getting late, and I've taken up far too much of your time," she said in a feeble lie.
Chessa wasn't fooled. "Nonsense," she said with false warmth. "We should get together _more_ often. I enjoy our little chats."
The woman smiled, a transparent attempt to be sociable. "I'll give you a call so we can get together again." She turned, and saw Chessa starting to move. "Please don't bother yourself," she said quickly. "I can show myself out."
Chessa shrugged, then sipped her wine. "I hope to see you again soon, mother." Again, the scornful emphasis on the word 'mother'.
As the door closed behind her, the woman shuddered visibly. She was more thoroughly rattled than she should have been.
**********
The woman appeared outside what seemed to be an office. She knew better - in the otherworld, appearances were almost always deceiving. She paused a moment, wondering if this was right, but when she thought again, she knew what she had to do. Her knuckles rapped on the massive wooden door.
In response, the door opened slowly, and seemingly of its own accord. "Won't you come in, please?" a pleasant sounding masculine voice called.
The woman braced herself, then she stepped in.
An older man stood to greet her, a smile on his pleasant features. There was a certain nobility about him; he had the appearance of a Southern gentleman, complete with a neatly-trimmed white beard. His bald pate, coupled with his precisely tailored suit, gave him a distinguished air. "Please, won't you have a seat. Can I get you some refreshments? Tea? Wine?"
The woman shook her head, smiling at the display of hospitality. "No thank you," she responded warmly. She glanced around, spotted a richly upholstered chair, and eased herself down.
The man sat down only after the woman. He looked thoughtful for a moment, then he smiled. "You're...Chessa's mother, correct?"
The woman nodded, but without smiling. She knew how he'd done his little _trick_. It was standard courtesy in the otherworld to identify your guest without prying too much into their business.
The man read her lack of smile wrong. "I do hope you aren't upset that I've been...dating...your daughter," he said hesitantly.
"Oh, no," she answered quickly. "Not in the least bit." She forced a smile. "After all, Chessa is a grown woman."
"And every bit as lovely as her mother," the man added graciously. His reputation as a charmer was well-deserved.
"That's very nice of you to say, Armando." The woman frowned again. "Your courtesy is well-appreciated," she added. "Especially after the visit I just had."
Armando smiled. "I try to be a gentleman. Now, what can I do for you? I sense urgency in you."
The woman nodded grimly. "Yes, and unfortunately, it has to do with my daughter."
"Really? How so?" Armando seemed quite...surprised.
The woman gave a heavy sigh. "She's...dangerous."
Armando seemed relieved. "Are you referring to her...unorthodox ideas?"
The woman shook her head. "She's...evil. Her aura - it's black as night. She's dangerous."
Armando laughed off the concern. "I grant you that she's a bit wild and uncontrolled."
"No," the woman insisted, "she's _dangerous_. And especially to you!"
"To me? In what way?"
The woman knew she wasn't getting through to Armando. "Since she was a teenager, she's treated men like...playthings. Except that, when she's tired of a man, she doesn't just discard him. She...does whatever evil suits her whims. Men have just disappeared. She's turned them into dogs, statues, and lots of other things." She shuddered at the memories of some of the more bizarre and hideous transformations Chessa had wrought.
Armando leaned forward and gently touched the woman's arm. His face radiated warmth - and a lack of concern. "I appreciate your concern, dear lady," he said. "Really, I do. But you must realize that I am more than able to take care of myself."
The woman shuddered. "Did you know that she's pregnant?" She watched his eyes widen. "Oh, yes. And she said it is very likely your child."
"A father? Again? And at my age?" Armando seemed more pleased than worried. "How quaint!"
The woman frowned. "You don't understand! She's gotten what she wants from you. Now, you're...disposable! Just like Horel!"
Armando's expression changed at the sound of Horel's name. He'd been as baffled by his disappearance as the other members of the council. And now, Chessa's mother was implying that Chessa had something to do with that. And that meant...
Even as he thought, the woman began a quick chant, with some intricate finger motions. Armando raised his hands to incant a ward, a defensive shield, but he was too late.
The woman's spell began to take immediate effect. The bald head sprouted hair, deep auburn instead of gray, that began to cascade toward his shoulders. The beard seemed to vanish into Armando's face; his angular nose softened, and his eyes seemed to widen even as they changed color to a soft blue. "What-" Armando cut off his words as he heard the strange noise echoing in his ears. "You're changing me?"
The woman nodded as she watched the continuing effects of the spell. The business suit softened into something a lot more feminine, even as breasts sprouted from his chest. His hands, now clutching the armrests of his chair, became finer, more delicate, and more feminine.
As the spell finished, Armando seemed to snap out of a trance. "Why have you done this to me?" he said, his voice strangely devoid of anger. "You realize I'll undo the spell as soon as you leave, don't you? And for casting this spell, you'll have to face the Council."
The woman nodded. "I realize that. But I _have_ to do it. It's the only way I know how to hide you, to protect you." Her words were heavy. "It's the only way I've been able to hide some of Chessa's lovers from her wrath."
"Is _that_ how you hid them, _mother_?" Chessa's voice seemed to fill the room. With an audible 'pop', she appeared, standing so she could face both her former lover and her mother. "I _knew_ you had something to do with them disappearing."
"Chessa," her mother said sternly, "this game has gone on long enough. You _can't_ go around changing people. Especially _here_!"
Chessa rolled her eyes, then she looked at Armando. "See? She's always lecturing me!" She glared at her mother, then glanced back at Armando. For a moment, she actually looked concerned. Then a wicked grin came over her features. "Well, I guess it _is_ a fitting punishment," she sneered. She made a quick incantation and touched Armando's forehead.
The changes were far more dramatic than what her mother had done. Armando's breasts swelled to enormous proportions, while the modest dress changed into a very daring miniskirt and low-cut blouse exposing a vast valley of cleavage. Armando's hands sprouted long, deep red fingernails. His lips puffed up, while earrings seemed to sprout from his ears.
And his eyes - the light blue eyes seemed to go dull, as if the flame of intelligence had been almost completely snuffed out; what remained was but a bare flicker. His - her - expression changed gradually from shock at what was happening to one of...uncaring boredom. She absently chewed on gum which had appeared in her mouth.
The woman stared in utter horror. "What...what have you done?" she stammered.
Chessa grinned wickedly. "You know, mother, I didn't think you had it in you." Her voice dripped contempt. "But I can't think of anything more fitting than to leave _Amanda_ as a sex-starved slut!" She eyed the newly-formed girl. "Especially since _he_ wasn't that great in bed!"
The revelation that she'd had a part in Armando's transformation struck the woman like a thunderclap. She staggered against Armando's desk, leaning on the furnishing for support. "I was...trying to protect him," she muttered, her eyes wide. "I didn't mean...for anything so...evil...to happen to him!" She fought back tears. "I didn't...I wasn't part of _this_!"
Chessa sneered at her mother. "Always so noble, aren't you _mother_!" she mocked. "Is this how you hid all the others?" She grinned triumphantly. "I'll find them. And they'll _all_ share in Armando's fate!" With a snap of her fingers, she vanished.
The woman sobbed. It was true - she was the direct cause of what had happened to Armando, and what would happen to all of Chessa's other former lovers that the woman had 'hidden'. She watched as Amanda wandered absently from the office, and she started to cry. If she hadn't come, then maybe, just maybe, Armando might have had a chance. She'd distracted Armando, giving Chessa a chance to cast her spell before the old wizard could defend himself. It _was_ her fault.
Another thought struck her, and she began to shake. Chessa had gotten to her with her words, leaving her stunned and defenseless. The girl had distracted her; Chessa could have as easily gotten rid of _her_, too! It was only a matter of time before she got in her daughter's way, and she couldn't let her guard down - not for a single instant. And yet, she had.
**********
The woman paused at the door of the house. She didn't look forward to these visits, and yet, she had to come. She owed it to her daughter.
Even before she could ring the doorbell, the door opened. Chessa appeared, dressed as a typical American working mother. She looked over the woman. "You're looking...older," she observed, skipping any pleasantries.
The woman started at the comment. "Yes," she admitted with a nod, "I guess I am." She followed Chessa into the house. Unlike those visits so long ago before Chessa had her child, the house appeared perfectly normally _inside_ as well. Chessa sat on the sofa. "You know, it's so easy to keep your youth in this world."
The woman nodded. "I know." She felt the weight of her years. "And I know I look like an old woman now. But I spent too many years keeping myself looking young. I got tired of it."
Chessa laughed. "Well, I'm not tiring of it. It's so much easier to get your way when you're a beautiful young woman."
The old woman sighed. "Maybe. But I've found it's a lot easier to get respect when you appear older and wiser."
Chessa laughed. "Is that why you've had to fight your city council and your business groups for your 'water park'?" She shook her head. "Once again, so noble. It's such an easy spell to influence those who stand in your way. Or to get rid of them."
The old woman didn't bother frowning. She knew where Chessa's comments were going. "I'd rather do it my way."
Chessa answered as expected. "Is that why you got rid of those hoods? Or the nasty councilman who tried to rape you? Or-"
The old woman shook her head. "I never claimed to be perfect, or that mortal ways work best." She sighed. "Haven't we had this _argument_ enough times?" she asked softly. "Can't we talk about something more pleasant?"
Chessa laughed. "And you're just as stubborn as you always were, so I'll never convince you that I'm right."
"How's my granddaughter?"
Chessa waved her hand and a glass of wine appeared in her hand. "Can I get you anything?" she asked, feigning cordiality. She saw the look on her mother's face and laughed. "Oh, don't worry. Anya is out with...what's his name? Greg? She won't be back until later."
The woman nodded. "So, you haven't told her yet?"
Chessa shook her head. Her face had an enigmatic - and worrisome - smile. "Not yet. It's not time. But she's been having the visions, and she's sensing others' thoughts." She grinned. "She's going to be a powerful magic user when she learns."
The old woman nodded. So far, Anya hadn't been tainted by her mother's evil. But it was only a matter of time, she realized.
"And no, mother," Chessa sneered, "I _don't_ want your help teaching her! I plan on doing that myself!"
The old woman's eyes narrowed. She realized that Chessa was playing a game here, and it involved Anya. "How are you going to turn her? What kinds of anguish are you going to use to incite her anger? Who's going to suffer so you can make your daughter as evil as you are?" She was sitting on the edge of her seat, her senses alert and ready.
Chessa laughed wickedly. "So you finally figured out what I'm going to do." She sneered. "It took you long enough. In the old days, you would have known even before I started!" She stood menacingly, her eyes seeming to glow with the force of evil. "Well, since I'm done with you, I guess you might as well know, since you're part of it."
The old woman forced herself to take a deep breath and to repeat the calming exercise her own mother had taught her all those years ago. She needed her mind to be clear and focused.
"How do you think Anya is going to react when her _favorite_ grandmother spurns her and turns out to be petty and nasty? Or when her friend Greg, who she's slowly falling helplessly in love with, is caught having sex with three other girls, all of whom are Anya's rivals? Or when she's rejected by her friends at school?" She sneered. "How do you think _that_ will sit, especially after Anya has discovered that she has powers that none of her so-called friends have?" She shook her head, the evil grin broadening. "It'll take almost nothing to turn her."
The old woman raised her hands, making the old gestures to guard herself against magic. "It's time you were stopped," she whispered. "I should have done it years ago, but my love for you blinded me to just _how_ evil you were."
Chessa laughed. "Your powers are weak, old woman!" she sneered. With a magic blast, she knocked the old woman down easily. "You want me to quote Anya's favorite movies while I destroy you?" She laughed again. "It would be ironic, wouldn't it. 'When we last met, I was but the learner. Now I am the master.'"
The old woman rose to her feet. The blast had shaken her, but her guards had protected her - some. "Fitting," she observed as she loosed a blast of her own, one that Chessa easily deflected. "Only a master of evil."
Chessa laughed as she loosed another blast. This one caught the old woman squarely and knocked her through the picture window to the lawn outside. Chessa glided through the air after her, lighting on the dark lawn. "Don't give me that feeble, 'You can't win,' line, _mother_!" she said acidly. "There's no way you can become more powerful! And with Anya at my side, I'll have all the power I need to take over the Council!"
The old woman struggled to her feet. Chessa was _too_ powerful, she realized. She couldn't win. But she had to try.
A pop sounded beside the door, startling Chessa and the old woman. It was _him_.
"Watch out!" the old woman called quickly. Her warning was too late. Even before the old wizard could react, Chessa loosed a blast which knocked him through the door.
It was an opening the old woman needed. Chessa had been distracted. Incanting some of the old magic, she loosed a lightning bolt at her daughter. It caught her squarely, and for a moment, the old woman thought she might have gotten in the edge.
Only for a moment. Chessa seemed to glow as she absorbed the energy that _should_ have flattened her, charring her to ashes. Instead, she snarled like a wounded cat. "Is that the best you can do, _mother_?" She loosed a bolt of her own which staggered the old woman. "Anya is going to _love_ this!" she sneered. "It's so Star Wars! And _you_ started it! I couldn't have planned it better myself!" As the energy flowed from Chessa, the old woman staggered, slumping to the lawn. Chessa paused, glaring down at the weakened lady.
"You fool," she sneered, "you could have had this power! You could have been a great wizard! But you turned your back on it all. And for what? For a pathetic existence on a planet of-"
The blast from the house surprised Chessa. It was a powerful burst of energy, and it knocked her down. She snarled, and turning, she loosed a blast at the old man.
The old man deflected the energy - mostly. "If you're going to kill your mother," he said through his grimace, "you'll have to kill us both!"
Chessa grinned. "I always intended to. You both stood in my way." She tapped into some unknown reserve of energy and blasted at the old man again. It knocked him down, and she felt his aura fading.
Grinning triumphantly, she turned back to her wounded mother. "Now, it's time to finish this!"
The old woman gazed at her daughter through a mask of pain. She saw the evil, the pure black of her aura. She struggled to get to her knees, and she let loose a burst of energy, which Chessa easily deflected.
Chessa cackled evilly as she loosed a long bolt at her mother. "Now, _mother_, you will die."
Pain was quickly pushing conscious thought from the old woman. She fought valiantly to hang on, to retain any bit of consciousness she could, for she knew that if she let go, she was done. With the bolt of energy dancing about her, clouding her vision, its tendrils searing her every nerve, the old woman felt herself fading. 'So this is how it ends,' she thought. 'My own daughter. Is this what my mother feared so long ago? That I'd be like this?' She thought of that image, her own mother cradling her, comforting her, through all the turmoil and challenges of her childhood. And there was always the song. As her consciousness lapsed, the old woman began to chant the old, soothing lullaby.
The old man crawled through the shattered door. His left arm hung limp, and every motion was an adventure in agony. He saw the old woman lying on the lawn, her energy spent, her defenses down. Chessa stood in triumph, her black energy seemingly unstoppable, as she directed blast after blast into the old woman.
As the old woman lay, dying, her lips started to move, and a smile formed on her mouth. A last pleasant memory? One last thought as she died?
The ball that formed around the old woman seemed as bright as the sun, an incandescent orb with the old woman at its core. And suddenly, the energy that Chessa was directing at her mother stopped short, absorbed into the glowing ball. Chessa frowned, then she snarled like a frustrated animal. She visibly redoubled her efforts, focusing on penetrating the shield and killing her mother.
As Chessa's attack waned, her arm drooping in frustration and anger at the impenetrability of the shield, a bright spot formed on the ball, brighter than the rest. Chessa's features showed her confusion, then her shock and fright as the spot shot a tendril of intense energy back toward her. It caught the young woman, twisting and bending her as it wracked her body.
The old man pulled himself painfully to his feet. Chessa lay in a heap on the lawn, her clothes scorched and smoldering. Slowly, he staggered to the old woman, still encased in the glowing ball. He could barely make out her features, and he grew concerned for her life. Hesitantly, he reached toward the shield, expecting it to throw him violently back or to discharge its energy into him. But his hand passed easily through it.
He knelt beside the old woman. Her eyelids were closed, and her breathing was ragged and shallow. He sighed with relief that she was still alive - barely. And he felt something else - another presence. As if part of someone else's life force was there. He paused, and let his mind open, and with startling clarity, he understood. The shield - it _was_ the old woman's life force. Hers, and - impossibly - her mother's. The lullaby was an ancient spell of pure good, a relic of eons gone by when darkness was such a threat to the forces of good. That was why the council didn't recognize it. It wasn't the song - it was the way the song focused the old woman's energy, rearranging it into a shield. And the woman's mother had infused her with part of her own life force - as a parting gift and a way to defend herself, knowing that it could never be used for dark purposes.
Then he sensed it. Impossibly, Chessa was struggling to her feet. Her skin was blackened in spots, her hair disheveled and her eyes wild and aflame with anger. Tiny whiffs of smoke emanated from her singed clothing. "You'll never stop me," she hissed.
The old man tensed his jaw. "It's over," he said evenly. He knelt beside the older woman and cradled her head tenderly. His eyes cleared, then he focused on his old friend. "Sing," he said softly. "Sing." He felt energy flowing from himself into the weakened, injured friend.
Chessa sneered. "You pathetic fool!" She raised her hands, and with all of her dark power, she loosed a monstrously powerful energy blast at the two.
The man knew that, if he hadn't given energy to the woman's shield, Chessa's blast would have overcome it, given how weak the woman was. But the glowing aura held, absorbing the energy. Then, in one cataclysmic burst, it shot out a bolt which completely engulfed Chessa. Her body was tossed, wracked, tortured, as her own energy devoured her.
The old wizard watched the young woman, saw her aura flicker and fade and finally go out. He felt the weight of a thousand planets fall onto his shoulders, and he staggered. Slowly, he returned to the old woman. She was unconscious, and the glowing shield was fading. He sank to the ground beside her and gently lifted her head, cradling it in her lap. "Why didn't you ever tell me?" he asked over and over as he tenderly stroked the old woman's forehead. "Why didn't you tell me?" Tears rolled down his cheeks.
**********
The old woman sat mutely on the stone bench, staring blankly at the opposite wall. Beside her, the old wizard sat as well, staring at the floor between his knees.
"It wasn't your fault," he said softly.
The woman closed her eyes and shook her head. "I killed my daughter."
The old man looked up, directly at her. "No, you didn't. It wasn't your fault." He shook his head sadly. "We both knew she was evil through and through. We both knew this day was going to come sooner or later."
"I killed her when I failed her as a mother and a teacher," the old woman said as tears started to flow. "I killed her when I let her become evil."
"No. Her own evil killed her," the wizard insisted, feeling again the heartache at Chessa's death. "It wasn't you."
The old woman shook her head. "I appreciate that you're trying to protect me," she said softly. "But I killed her."
Across from the bench, a pair of heavy doors suddenly opened. The old woman and the old wizard looked up suddenly at the robed figure, his or her face hidden by a cowl. She started to rise, but the robed figure gestured for her to stop. It pointed at the old wizard.
With a quick questioning glance at the old woman, the wizard rose and followed the robed figure through the doors. They slammed shut behind him with a heavy sound, as if to signify audibly the isolation they caused.
"Our investigation is nearly complete," a voice boomed from above.
The wizard looked up, at the old wizards seated at the medieval-looking jurist bench glaring down at him from above. "Damn you," he spat. "This is all your fault! You were warned how dangerous the girl was. But you ignored the warnings. Some of you even hoped to profit from her power!"
"This is not the time for false recriminations," the voice boomed from the panel.
The old man grew angry at the words. "False? False?! How many members of the Council disappeared over the years? How many of you did she do away with? And you're too blinded by your power and trappings of office to realize that she would have done away with all of you! Even her supposed allies - once she gained the power she sought, she'd have been done with you, too!"
"Enough!" The voice betrayed anger and impatience. "This isn't about the Council. It's about misuse of dangerous magic."
The old wizard glared, then his features softened and he nodded.
"Does she remember?"
"No," the wizard answered sadly. "She doesn't remember anything."
"And her powers?"
The old man shook his head. "Apart from a couple of minor spells, she can't do anything. The experts think that the trauma of the battle, coupled with the knowledge that she killed her daughter, have left her helpless. Her magic caused the problems, so she's subconsciously afraid to use it again."
"We read the reports," a voice on the panel sneered.
The old man nodded. "Then you know that she's no danger to you - or to anybody else."
"But this is twice that she's used that...unknown magic to destroy someone. Or have you forgotten Eldor?"
The wizard shook his head sadly. "And in both cases, it was self-defense. Or have you forgotten?"
"We can't trust her. It's not safe."
The wizard closed his eyes for a brief moment and shook his head. "So you're going to be done with her?" he asked sadly. "Or have you forgotten that her granddaughter is still out there, and she's discovering her own magic?"
"You care about her?" Blunt, direct.
The old man closed his eyes and nodded. "She's a special...friend." He felt the anger welling up again, and he forced it back. "Why don't you just leave her alone? Hasn't she already lost enough?"
"Then the burden is on you. You can accept the task of watching her, to make sure that when...if...her magic returns, that she doesn't turn against...us."
"Or?"
"Or she will be punished for murder."
The old man gulped. That meant oblivion. Termination. He nodded slowly. "I accept the task."
"And you will help as her granddaughter learns. If the girl starts to learn dark power..."
The old man nodded. "I understand."
A gavel banged. "So be it. Take her back to her own dimension, then."
**********
The young, dark-haired girl glanced warily at him as he approached. "You're a friend of my grandmother?" She was dressed as a typical teenager - not rebellious, but free-spirited. She was seated on a park bench, watching the autumn leaves fall lazily from the trees. There was a slight nip in the air.
The old man sat down, making sure he had a comfortable distance between himself and the girl. "Yes, that's true," he answered cautiously. "And I knew your mother, but not nearly as well."
Anya sniffled and turned, trying to hide the tear and her effort to wipe it away. She turned back. "I still don't understand what happened," she said, struggling to contain her emotions. "It...doesn't make any sense."
The old man nodded slowly. "It was because of magic," he explained carefully.
The girl frowned, then she shook her head. "You're nuts," she decided.
The old man shook his head sadly. "It was all about magic. There were...some...who didn't approve of your mother's form of magic. It resulted in a magic duel that left your mother dead."
The girl started to shake her head. "There's no such thing..."
The old man laughed. Suddenly, he vanished.
"As magic?" the voice sounded from behind her - as if the old man had instantaneously moved from one side of her to the other.
Anya spun. He had. "But...that's impossible!"
The old man smiled. "But you're not sure, are you?" he asked. "You've started having the gift of sight, haven't you?" He watched the girl's face, the disbelief and confusion. "You've seen some glimpses of future events - probably in dreams. True? And you've known what others were thinking. Again, true?"
The girl nodded, her mouth agape in surprise. "But..."
"The police couldn't explain the damage to the house. They couldn't explain the reports of bursts of energy, or of glowing spheres on the front lawn. They couldn't explain the scorch marks on your mother. They couldn't-"
"Stop!" Anya exclaimed, holding her hands up to her ears and closing her eyes as if to shut out the truth.
The old man's voice came to her - in her head. "Search your feelings. You _know_ it to be true."
Her eyes widened. First, she shouldn't have been able to hear him, but she did. Second, he'd used references from her favorite movies. "But...how?"
The old man shook his head. "You have much to learn," he said softly. "You've lost your mother. Your grandmother lost a daughter. It seems to me that you two need each other a lot right now."
Anya felt the tears rolling down her cheeks. She looked into the old man's eyes, and slowly, she began to get a feeling. Yes, the man was unknown to her, but she sensed tremendous compassion. He _understood_. "Maybe I _should_ give grandmother a call."
**********
Epilogue
"Does she know?" Greg asked softly as he paused in the doorway of the little shop.
The old man nodded slowly. "Her grandmother is telling her now." His face seemed sad, and yet, relieved of a terrible burden he'd carried for many years. "And yes, you _did_ guess the truth. It's why this doesn't seem so impossible to you. You guessed, and Grandmother put a spell on you to hide the truth from Anya."
Greg staggered. With a remarkable clarity, he remembered - the conversation with the old woman in her office. He _had_ guessed that the old woman had confronted dark magic once - and that she'd had to destroy her own daughter because of it. Her actions, the intricate spell she'd cast, they all seemed so clear now. It was as if a fog had lifted, revealing those memories. It was all so...impossible! And yet, he knew it was the truth.
"Are you...Anya's grandfather?" Greg asked softly.
The old man thought for a moment. Should he tell Greg the truth? Or was that the old woman's place? He shook his head sadly. "I don't know. Only _she_ knows."
Greg nodded, understanding. Numb from the shock of the tale, he walked to his car, then he drove to the park. Though it was closed, the lights in the office were still on. He sat in the car, waiting.
**********
Inside the office building, the old woman turned her chair away from Anya. "That's what happened," she said, her voice heavy.
Anya sat silently, staring stunned at the back of the chair. The story...seemed impossible. And yet, just like the old man had taught her so long ago, her feelings told her that the story was true.
"When you can travel," the old woman said awkwardly, still facing away from her granddaughter, "I _knew_ you were going to ask. Just like you asked Jana to find out about...your mother. There are those who would use your inquiry...to get back at me. To turn you to their...black...intentions." Anya could see the old woman's head shake slowly. "I had to tell you first, before-" She broke off, unable to continue.
The awkward silence was broken by the soft shuffling of Anya rising from her chair.
"I understand if you don't want to ever have anything to do with me again," the old woman said, still facing away from her granddaughter. She waited for the sound of the door opening, dreading the sound of it closing and shutting another family member out of her life.
"Grandmother." The voice was close. The old woman opened her eyes to see Anya squatting beside her chair, her soft eyes full of both sorrow and compassion.
"Grandmother," Anya said again as she placed her hand on the old woman's arm. Tenderly, Anya reached up and wiped a tear from the old woman's cheek. "You're all I've got left."
The old woman turned to Anya. "But..."
Anya shook her head. "I _want_ to be angry at you, to blame you for what happened." She lowered her eyes. "But somehow, I know that Mom was evil." Her words were soft, cautiously spoken without any telltale emotions, as if Anya had shut off her feelings. "I know...you and she...didn't get along. Mom...sometimes said she hated you." She shook her head again. "I don't know. Somehow, it always seemed that she hated _herself_, and blamed you. I _know_ it wasn't your fault. I know you're not capable of doing something like that unless it was truly necessary."
The old woman nodded mutely, not trusting any words that she might speak.
Anya leaned forward and hugged the old woman. "I love you, grandmother," she said softly. "And you love me. You're the only one who ever really did. I...I could tell that Mom didn't really love me. Somehow, I just _knew_." Her voice cracked as she spoke, and she made no effort to fight back her tears. "She...sometimes, she was so cold to me. Most of the time. Like she didn't have any love in her heart at all." Anya shook her head sadly. "And that old coot was right - we need each other, don't we."
"It wasn't easy to tell you," the old woman said slowly. "I was terrified that you'd leave me."
Anya tried to laugh amid her tears. "It wasn't exactly easy to hear, either," she said as she wiped her cheek. "It brought back a lot of...painful memories. It's going to take some time to get everything sorted out...again."
The old woman nodded. "Since it's summertime, why don't you and Greg take a couple of weeks off. Go to a nice mountain cabin or-"
Anya shook her head. "I appreciate the offer," she said, dabbing her cheeks again. "But right now, I need to keep busy doing something I love to do. And that means being right here with you and the park." She stood slowly. "I'll see you at opening time tomorrow?"
The old woman looked up and nodded as a new wave of tears trickled down her cheeks. "But, there's got to be one condition...for you staying."
Anya spun suddenly, warily. "Oh?" she asked.
The old woman closed her eyes wearily. "If you stay, you're going to have to help me."
"Help you? How?"
The old woman sighed and turned back to the window. "I need...to learn to be less...harsh...with my magic." The effort of making that confession seemed to have sapped all of grandmother's energy. She looked down. "And..." Her words came painfully to her. "And...I...I don't remember much of the arts." She sounded humiliated at having to admit what Anya already suspected. "I...can't," she choked off her words, ashamed to go on. For a few awkward seconds, there was only silence. "I...can only remember one or two spells," she finally admitted softly. "I _want_ to remember. But I'm...afraid." She looked up at Anya, tears in her eyes. "I...need...help. To find my old magic."
Anya sighed with relief. "Of course, grandmother," she said quickly. "I'll help any way I can." She turned, but then paused at the door. "Did you ever...look?"
The old woman frowned, then she understood. "No, dear," she said sadly. "If your aunt is still alive, she has her own life to live. And I'm not sure she'd understand that I abandoned her."
She watched as the door closed. It was probably better that she hadn't told Anya about her grandfather. Not yet, anyway. She didn't want to see her rush off to find him, to suddenly become a granddaughter he never knew he had, burdening him to teach her magic and to try to make up for a lifetime of not knowing her grandfather. It would strain Anya's relationship with Danni. No, she assured herself, now was not the time.
**********
Greg saw Anya coming across the asphalt, and he knew, from the way she walked, that she was trying to deal with a torrent of emotions. She climbed silently into his car.
"She told you?" he asked softly.
Anya nodded. "Yup."
"Are you okay?"
She shook her head. "I don't know."
Greg nodded. "I'm here - if you need a shoulder or something."
Anya glanced at him, then she smiled - a bit. "I guess that's why he told you, isn't it? So you could help me?"
Greg shrugged. "I guess so." With one more glance at Anya, he slipped the car into gear.
Anya suddenly stifled a laugh. Greg stole a glance at her, concerned. But she shook her head, smiling. "You know, you may be the first person to walk out of that old man's shop the same as you walked in."
FIN
Synopsis:
The mighty Eyshvac, conquorers of 40 star systems, stand poised to attack the Earth. All that stands between them and certain victory is a certain water park. The Eyshvak don't have a chance.
Story:
Bikini Beach: Invasion from Space
by Ellie Dauber (c) 2003
With the high-pitched hum of a transport beam, Zebrett Lusc, Grand High Marshal of the Eyshvac Empire's invasion fleet, appeared on the bridge of Imperial cruiser _Death's Head_, flagship of the fleet. The small crew of investigators snapped to attention as soon as they saw who had arrived.
"Have you found anything yet?" he demanded of their lead officer, a thin male in his third decade.
The officer, Mol Thrynsq, shook his head. "Our telepath has begin a probe of the one who identified herself as Over-Captain Rhulzor."
"Her?" Lusc said. "I've known Jas Rhulzor for over two decades, and he is as male as you or I."
"Perhaps he was," Mol said nervously, "but not anymore. Pray, look for yourself." He pointed to a male in the green robes of a high telepath, his fingers on the forehead of a female -- a young female barely old enough to be considered marriageable. Mol continued. "Retinal scan and fingerprints both confirm that the female is... was Over-Captain Rhulzor. We did the examinations three times, all with the same results."
"How can this be?" Lusc mentally reviewed what was known of the people of this planet. "Earth," they called it, and they called themselves "humans." The race was very similar to his own, the Prime Race of the Eyshvac Empire. That was part of what made their world so desirable; it would need no terraforming modifications. The main differences were that their skin hues were various shadings of brown, rather than the blues that had evolved on his own world. Also, they lacked the telepathic powers that had been part of his people for the last few generations.
Part of the power of the Empire came from that fact that all those of the Prime Race were at least empathic. Some had truly great abilities and could link hundreds, even thousands into a group mind of high efficiency. It was a tactic that had forged an empire that stretched across over forty star systems. How could this little world that had been foolish enough to all but repudiate the idea of manned flight into space been able to reduce an invasion armada into -- Lusc cringed to even think it -- into what it had become?
"As near as we can determine," Mol said, as if in answer, "it began when the two scouts in a port cities of their leading military power became curious about a recreational facility."
* * * * *
"Why are we stopping here?" Anzig Tor asked. "We have not yet finished our examination of the military bases that surround this city."
"Because I'm tired," Fel Harrop answered. "We've been working at this for three days. What does it matter. These beings lack space flight. There are a dozen ways that our vessels can stop their primitive missiles systems. What is the point of working any further?" He pulled their vehicle, a rented Chevy, into a space in the parking lot. "Besides, look at the prizes here. Which would you rather examine, one of their aircraft carriers or that?"
He pointed to a buxom young woman walking across the parking lot in a sky-blue beach robe. The robe was opened, and both beings saw that she was wearing a rather skimpy bikini of the same color underneath. The Prime Race of Eyshvac had evolved with the same secondary sexual features as humans. Except for skin color, these females could have been of the Prime Race, many of whose members had a skin color of almost an identical sky-blue color, including Anzig and Fel. It was almost like being home.
"Point taken," Anzig said. "The keen strategist knows when to hold his actions in reserve and to do no more than observe." It was a maxim of one of the founders of the Empire and often repeated by its soldiers and officers. The two beings got out of the car.
A small replicator in the trunk was programmed to produce a wide variety of suitable clothing and equipment. It had already flawlessly duplicated the cash the pair had used to rent the car. Fel opened the trunk and said the activating code in his native language, adding, "Swimwear and towels for Anzig and I." The machine hummed for a moment. When it stopped, Fel opened the compartment and took out two swimsuits wrapped in white terry towels. He handed one to Anzig and closed the trunk lid.
The female at the gate was young and attractive for a pinkskin, the derogatory term already adopted by males of the fleet. She looked up from the periodical she was reading and smiled. "Hi, I'm Anya. Welcome to Bikini Beach. I'm afraid that this is a private beach. We do sell passes, though."
Fel recognized the beginning of a bargaining ritual. "How much?"
"Depends on the length of the pass." She gave the costs of a one-day and weekend passes.
Fel reached for his money pouch... his _wallet_. 'Keep the terms right,' he though to himself. Aloud he said, "I think we'll get two weekend passes. By the way, I'm Phil Harris, and this is Andy Torrance." He handed the female a number of sheets of paper script.
"Nice to meet you, Phil... Andy. The Locker Room is over there. Please make sure you shower before you leave the Locker Room; it's a local health department rule." She handed him the passes.
The pair took the passes and headed to the Locker Room. "Not very large," Fel said, looking around.
"Perhaps, this place is more the habitat of female pinkskins than males," Anzig said as he unbuttoned his shirt. He smiled. "This would not be a bad thing."
"Indeed," Fel said. "It would be a very good thing... for us."
The two males put on their generic blue trunks. The replicator was efficient, but it lacked imagination. Then, like the good soldiers they were, they followed the regulation and stepped into the showers. The streams of liquid felt so pleasant that they never noticed the pink mist rising from it.
Both males felt odd as they stepped from the showers. "You... we are changing," Anzig said. It was true. They were growing smaller and thinner. The hair was disappearing from their bodies, and they seemed to be developing female secondary sexual characteristics: wider, childbearing hips and growing breasts.
All Eyshvac scouts maintained a subconscious telepathic link to their fleet in the case of sudden attack, a way of reporting the event when the scouts were disabled. That link was activated by the change and broadcast a signal of what they were experiencing to the telepaths among the fleet.
The nature of the change was beyond anything the telepaths had ever encountered, beyond anything the Empire has ever encountered. They did the only thing they knew to do in such a situation. Their minds had stretched out across the fleet, joining the mind of every sentient being on the ships as well as those of the other scouts on the planet below into a single group mind.
Back on the planet, Fel and Anzig had completed their changes. Fel was a tall, slender woman with a taut athletic body and red hair that flowed in waves to the small of his back. Anzig was a mass of feminine curves, including 40DD breasts, and a mass of blonde ringlets framing his heart-shaped face. "Now what are we to do?" Anzig asked. His voice was now a breathy soprano that sounded as if he had just had sex.
"For a start, you'll put these tops on," Anya said as she walked into the room. "My grandmother doesn't allow even partial nudity here." She held two satiny blue tops that matched the bikini briefs the scouts now wore.
The two transformed males took the tops and, without thinking, put them on. "Now what is to become of us?" Fel asked.
"Who are you, and what do you want to become of you?" Anya asked.
The pair blinked. Suddenly their minds were spinning, confused and uncertain. Then, a fog seemed to lift from their thoughts. "I'm Phyllis, and this... this is my... sister Andi." She said it as if she was only just aware of the relationship. "And we're..." she giggled, "we're looking for some cute guys."
The mental changes shot up the telepathic link. The basic transformation spell went with it, as if it were a radio carrier wave. The telepaths were hit full force with both. In the last seconds before they began to transform into silly female pinkskins, they broadcast it across the group mind.
Throughout the fleet, officers and men began to change by the tens, the hundred, the thousands. A few, fortunately, had the time to activate automatic controls before they lost the knowledge of how to operate their craft -- or the sense to _want_ to operate it and keep themselves and the rest from a variety of interesting and generally painful deaths.
The spell even traveled back to Earth.
From Tienanmen Square to the floor of the New York Stock Exchange, some seventeen score of Eyshvac scouts transformed into young, pretty women. As they did, their minds became too besotted by a high, feminine libido to even care about what they had become or where they where. And the sexual enthusiasm they displayed soon had any males nearby too distracted to question what they had just seen happen.
* * * * *
After three standard days without a response, the Imperial Admiralty sent a team of investigators to the fleet. Honor demanded that Grand High Marshal Lusc accompany them.
"I... I believe that I have found something," the telepath said. "There is some highly unusual node of information embedded within a communication from two of the scouts."
"Can you reach it, put us in link with it?" Mol asked.
"I do not believe that would be wise," the telepath said. "Whatever is within that node may be what caused all this, and it may still be active."
"You are not here to advise us," Lusc said stiffly, "only to provide us with information."
"But... but..." the telepath stammered. Lusc raised his marshal's staff and activated the "punishment" circuit within it. The telepath cringed. That staff was capable of causing any sensation from a mild muscle ache to wracking pain, even death. The telepath -- the class of telepaths had no names; this one was known solely as 124C41+ -- bowed his head meekly. "I mean only to suggest caution. If the marshal in his great wisdom would have me continue, then I will do so."
"The marshal orders that you do exactly that," Lusc said without a thought. And without lowering his staff.
The telepath nodded. He put his fingered to the temples of the young female who had been Over-Captain Rhulzor. His mind flowed into hers.
In his mind's eye, he seemed to be swimming in a great, green sea. Ahead of him, he saw a mass of pulsing yellow energy that seemed many times the size of the spacecraft he was truly inside. There seemed to be figures within the mass, as well as some portion of the Over-Captain's brain.
Slowly, cautiously, he swam towards it. The mass was a great, glowing wall that loomed far above him. His finger touched it. The wall quivered an instant before a small bit of energy flowed into him.
On the bridge of the cruiser, the telepath froze, his body glowing with yellow energy. As the spell touched his mind, it reached out instinctively, linking first with Mol, then Lusc and the rest of those on the bridge.
The males began to change in both mind and body. For some, the magic was too fast. In a show of strength -- orneriness, some might have said -- Lusc held out just long enough to send an order back to the Empire through a device on his staff. "This world, this system is too... too dangerous. Qua-quarantine it at lest it d-destroy us all. This is..." the rest was lost in a feminine giggle.
The crew of Lusc's own ship, the one he'd traveled on to reach the invasion fleet, turned it and fled into hyperspace before the spell could affect them.
* * * * *
Back on Earth, Anya changed the cold compress on her grandmother's head. The old woman lay on a cot in the workroom next to her office. Dani sat next to the Wizard, who was on a second cot. Powering the spells had been a great strain on them both. His magic had bound her spells to the Eyshvac's own telepathic link, sending it up that link and enabling it to transform the entire invasion fleet.
"It's over, Grandmother," Anya said. "That admiral or whatever he was sent out an order just before the spell's full effects hit him. They're leaving, and they don't want to come back."
"Don't we have to get all those women down before the spaceships head home?" Dani asked.
"N-no," Grandmother said weakly. "The change to human isn't normally part of the spell. It should reverse as they get farther and farther away from here."
"But the rest of the spell won't," the Wizard said. "I wonder if they already have the concept of bimbo on their home world." He chuckled. "Introducing a concept like that could be a violation of the Prime Directive."
"_You_ watch much too much television, old friend," Grandmother said.
"I'm just glad those two wandered in here," Anya said.
"Wandered," Grandmother said, trying to sit up. "We spent three days sending them the mental nudges that finally got them in here."
"It was an effort, but it was certainly worth it." The Wizard said. "Odd, isn't it, that this water park is the defensive weapon that saved the planet."
The old woman smiled. "It's not that unusual," Grandmother said. "Everyone knows that a BB is just the thing to take out an Eye-shvac."
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Jenny, Melinda, and Natalya have a new set of challenges as they adjust to being a somewhat unconventional 'family'. On top of that, Melinda and Jenny start to encounter some friction, since their work and school lives are diverging. Natalya is starting to feel — and act — more like a girl, including noticing boys. And there's a friend of Melinda's that is causing consternation to Jenny.
Note: There is not any transformation in this story, because it deals with the aftermath of transformations and the characters adjusting to their new lives and family situation. There is also the hint of yet another story involving Bikini Beach.
Note: This is the fifth in a series about Jenny, Melinda, and Natalya. In order, the other four stories are: Bikini Beach: The Handyman, Bikini Beach: The Sub, Bikini Beach: Dear Jenny, Bikini Beach: Cousin Trouble.
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Jenny paced nervously back and forth near the security exit at the airport. She paused long enough at one end to glance at the flight status board, and confirm that a flight had indeed landed, and thus, the passengers would be debarking. She glanced past the security checkpoint, looking, but in the scurrying mob of passengers coming and going, she didn't see who she was looking for. She frowned — why did it seem so busy today?
"Would you calm down a bit?" Natalya said as Jenny paced past the chair where Natalya was sitting, playing games or texting on her smartphone. "Her plane landed safely. She'll be here in a little bit."
"Aren't you at least a little excited to meet her finally?" Jenny asked, sounding a bit crass. She'd been doing nothing but talk about Melinda's imminent arrival for the past few days.
Natalya shrugged. "I guess," she answered noncommittally as she continued to text her friends.
Jenny winced. She was terribly afraid that Natalya was going to see Melinda as competition for Jenny's time, and wasn't going to give Melinda a chance. Natalya's reaction seemed to confirm that.
Jenny glanced one more time past the security point, and then turned to Natalya to try to talk to her. But she'd seen something, and did a double-take. She thought she saw Melinda walking toward the security exit, and — Jenny frowned — walking with a guy.
She looked again. It _was_ Melinda - and she was with a guy. From Melinda's expression, it was obvious that Melinda was quite happy, and smiling as she talked to the guy. While Jenny continued to watch, Melinda gave the guy a quick hug, and then turned toward the security exit, while the guy went toward the restrooms.
Jenny felt her heart race as Melinda walked toward her. She could see her lover scanning the crowd, and when she saw Jenny, Melinda's smile was brighter than the sun. Dragging her carry-on roller bag, she raced through the exit toward Jenny, beaming with happiness.
A step from Jenny, Melinda let go of her bag, allowing it to drop on the floor, as she reached out with both arms to wrap Jenny in an enthusiastic embrace. Melinda's lips sought Jenny's, and she passionately kissed her lover.
"Sheesh," Natalya commented acidly, "you two are making a scene! This is embarrassing."
"I don't care," Melinda commented to Natalya between kisses. "I missed you so much," she purred to Jenny as she reveled in the hug and kisses. Her eyes were watering from her joy.
"And I missed you," Jenny replied, equally enthusiastic. She let her arms drop until she caught Melinda's hands, and then leaned back slightly. "Look at you!" she said. "You look ... better than I remembered!"
Melinda grinned. She was wearing a pretty and very fashionable dress, probably the only passenger on her flight that was dressed up. Her sunglasses were atop her head, and her hair was done in a French braid. Triple-hoop earrings dangled from her ear, and from the embrace, Jenny knew that Melinda was wearing a new perfume.
"You're ... beautiful," Jenny said, sounding awestruck. "That's a very pretty dress, but you didn't have to dress up for me."
"Yes, I did," Melinda rebutted with a smile. "I wanted to look my best for you."
"You do," Jenny smiled. She wrapped her arm around Melinda's waist as she turned toward Natalya. The girl was still focused on her smartphone. "I'd like you to meet Natalya, my cousin."
Melinda stepped forward, her hand outstretched. "I'm pleased to meet you," she said warmly. "I've heard so much about you."
Natalya looked up from her phone as she took Melinda's hand. "I've heard a lot about you, too," she said. "Mostly all the kissy-kissy stuff you two were always Skyping."
Jenny frowned, but Melinda laughed off the girl's comment. "What did you expect?" she asked with a smile. "We love each other. Did you think we would end our calls with something like, 'Sincerely,' or 'Most cordially yours,' or something like that?"
Natalya looked at Melinda as if she wasn't quite sure how to take this newcomer. Melinda knew that she was being evaluated by the young lady in everything that she said and did, and that she _had_ to make a good impression.
"Your outfit is so cute," Jenny changed the subject. "It's new, isn't it?"
"Yeah," Melinda spun, showing off the dress with a carefree spirit. "Monique and Nichole helped me pick it out in Paris last weekend."
"Monique and Nichole?" Jenny didn't sound reassured. If anything, she sounded a bit suspicious — or jealous.
"They're two French girls who were in the program," Melinda explained. "They talked me into going to Paris with them for the weekend to do some shopping." She grinned. "Actually, it wasn't that hard to talk me into going with them."
"It sounds like the program was pretty well attended and pretty diverse," Jenny observed. There was a hint of something in her tone that sounded like she wasn't totally pleased.
"It was very international," Melinda explained. "It was a lot of fun."
"I'm glad you had a good time." Jenny definitely sounded envious, and perhaps a little hurt.
Melinda noticed. "But the best part," she said as she turned to Jenny and put her arms around Jenny's waist, "is coming home to you." She leaned forward and kissed Jenny again, slowly and passionately, trying her best to demonstrate to Jenny that her heart still belonged to the red-headed mechanic from Bikini Beach.
**********
As the trio, Jenny, Melinda, and Natalya, stepped into the elevator, Melinda could barely contain herself. "So, what's this big surprise you've got for me?" she asked. Natalya was pulling Melinda's large suitcase, and Jenny was carrying a smaller one, leaving Melinda with only a carry-on bag in hand.
Jenny exchanged a knowing glance with Natalya, and then smiled at Melinda. "You'll see." She turned, blocking the control panel, as she pushed the button for her floor, and then turned back, positioning her body so Melinda couldn't see.
Jenny grinned. "You have to promise to keep your eyes shut."
Melinda frowned. "But ..."
"No buts," Jenny scolded her. "Hurry up and promise me!" She was watching the elevator's progress on the light panel.
"Okay, okay," Melinda gave in. "I'll keep my eyes shut."
Jenny grinned. "And I promise that you'll be very surprised."
As soon as the elevator stopped, Melinda closed her eyes. Jenny took her hand, and the trio walked slowly down the hall, with Jenny guiding Melinda, and Natalya following, towing the large suitcase.
When Melinda felt Jenny stop, she knew they had to be near the apartment. She was genuinely baffled by what Natalya and Jenny had planned. She knew something felt wrong — it was as if they'd taken a wrong turn in the condo. Then again, she reassured herself, she'd gotten used to the dorm in Europe for the last three months.
Melinda resisted the urge to open her eyes as she heard Jenny's key in the lock. The sound of the door opening seemed magnified, since it was one of her senses that wasn't blocked. Once again, Jenny walked forward, and Melinda followed inside, until Jenny stopped again.
"Okay," Jenny said gleefully, "open your eyes."
Melinda warily opened her eyes, but then, she couldn't help gasping in surprise as her eyes opened wide. "What ...?" she stammered. "This isn't ...."
"Surprise! It's our new condo," Jenny announced proudly.
Melinda let go of her small carry-on bag, and it thudded to the floor, as the shocked girl turned around slowly, her mouth hanging agape as she took in the main room. She recognized Jenny's furniture, but the room was much prettier, with contrasting colors on two walls of the main room, some very feminine curtains, and some lovely artwork hanging on the walls. Jenny's old condo had been noteworthy for how plain it was. This was noteworthy for the opposite reason — it was very fashionably decorated. She noted that the kitchen was bigger, and then she saw a small hall leading off the living room. "Is it ...?" she seemed almost afraid to ask.
"With Natalya living here," Jenny said proudly, "I needed to get a two bedroom condo. Grandmother and Ronnie Harris worked the deal, and voila — our new home!"
Melinda's hand came to her open mouth as she continued to stare. The corners of her eyes were moist. "You must have spent _hours_ doing this!" she said softly. She walked slowly, as if in a dream, to the hall, and gazed into the bathroom. It, too, was nicely appointed, with pastel towels, a floral décor on the shower curtain, and the aroma of potpourri. She looked in one room, and realized almost immediately that it had to be Natalya's. The floor was a bit messy, and the décor was a little less feminine than she'd seen so far. But it was the boy-star posters on the wall, the kind any teen or pre-teen girl would have in her room, that gave it away. She glanced over her shoulder, and saw Natalya look down, blushing.
Melinda turned to the other bedroom and took a step in. She gasped at the sight before her. A large four-poster bed, with a lacy ruffled skirt, a white lacy spread, and several pillows in white, light blue, and dark blue, dominated the room. Overhead, draped between the posts and down behind the headboard, hung a fabric, a sheer curtain that looked like a brocade in light and dark blues. A huge matching dresser, with a large dressing mirror, sat opposite the bed, and a small love seat squatted to one side. Melinda could see through the open door into the master bathroom, and two additional doors hinted of walk-in closets. Stunned, she walked back to where Jenny and Natalya waited.
"Do you ... like it?" Jenny asked hesitantly. She was worried that Melinda hadn't said any word of approval.
Melinda's head nodded slightly, and then she turned and wrapped Jenny in an enthusiastic embrace, her head resting on Jenny's shoulders as tears of happiness streamed down her cheeks. "It's beautiful!" Melinda replied. "It's ...." She shook her head slowly. "I don't know what to say!"
"We had a decorating party one weekend," Natalya explained. "Megan and Kelly came over to help paint, too. It was a lot of fun!"
"Yeah," Jenny admitted, a sheepish grin on her face. "Anya, Liz, the Boss — pretty much everyone came over to help. You know that I don't have much style when it comes to decorating."
"I wasn't going to say anything," Melinda laughed. "I think your style is just right." She let her arms drop, and she turned to Natalya. "Thank you, too," she said as she swept the young girl into a hug. "You're really helping make me feel that this is 'welcome home'."
Natalya stood rigidly, not sure how to react to Melinda's hug. After all, she'd only just met her in person, and her limited discussions had been only when Melinda was talking to Jenny.
"I bet you're tired after the flight," Jenny said.
Melinda straightened up and then eased herself into one of the wing chairs in the living room. "You know it. I've been up almost seventeen hours now, and on only a few hours of sleep. I think I want to unpack, take a quick shower, and go to bed."
Jenny raised her eyebrows suggestively, and then suddenly realized that Natalya was with them. "Let's get your suitcases unpacked, and then you can take a nice soak in the whirlpool tub. That should help you relax."
"There's a whirlpool here, too?" Melinda asked with delight. "Yeah," she purred, as she thought of a warm massaging soak in a tub, "that sounds like what I need."
Jenny moved behind the chair and started massaging Melinda's shoulders. "Nat," she spoke to her younger cousin as she kneaded Melinda's aching muscles, "aren't Megan and your friends usually at the park on Saturdays?"
Natalya looked warily at her. "Most of the time. Why?"
"It'd probably be more fun for you to play with them than to sit around and help unpack."
Natalya frowned. "Why don't you just say that you want some time alone?" she asked caustically. "I'm not a little kid." She turned and stepped heavily toward her room. A few moments later, she was back, carrying her swimming gear in a small bag slung over her shoulder. "Any particular time you want me back?" she asked. Before a stunned Jenny could answer, Natalya stormed out the door, slamming it shut behind her.
Melinda raised one eyebrow. "I'm not sure we're off to a good start," she observed.
"Aw, she's okay," Jenny retorted quickly.
Melinda shook her head. "I'm not sure. You two were just starting to get along really well, and then, poof, I'm back." She sighed. "I wouldn’t' be surprised if she's feeling a bit like she's losing her special relationship with her cousin, after she finally found a bit of stability in her life."
**********
"Ready?" Melinda called out from the kitchen toward Natalya's room.
"Just about," Natalya answered through her door.
"Are you sure about this?" Jenny didn't sound confident.
Melinda gulped. "I'm sure." Inwardly, she harbored the same doubts as Jenny. "I've had practice with a little sister, remember?"
"There's a difference between a little sister and this," Jenny reminded her. "Your little sister didn't lose everything, and have to start all over."
"Including becoming a girl?" Melinda asked softly so Natalya wouldn't hear. "On that count, I think we're _all_ even."
"Touché," Jenny chuckled.
"Besides, we need some time to get to know each other," Melinda continued. "She's had weeks with you, but I'm almost a total stranger." She wrapped her arms around Jenny. "All she really knows is that we love each other, and she may be afraid that I'm going to interfere with her relationship. The best thing is if we get that fear out of the way."
"By bribing her with a fancy dinner?"
Melinda smiled. "No. By getting to know each other, and letting her know that I can be her friend, too."
"Maybe," Jenny offered hopefully. "I hope it works."
"Remember what Anya said?" Melinda reminded Jenny. "It may take some time for her to get comfortable with me."
Jenny tried to smile. "Yeah. I hope she's using her 'sight' to make that prediction. We all need something to go right for a change."
Melinda lifted her arms to encircle Jenny's neck, and pulled her closer for a passionate kiss. "I hope you think _this_ is going right," she cooed.
"That's one," Jenny said as she pulled Melinda closer and kissed her again.
"Ahem," Natalya interrupted from the hallway. "When you two are done, I'm hungry." Her expression seemed to combine amusement, embarrassment, and possibly a little disgust at the overly-passionate display.
Melinda grabbed her purse and gave Jenny another quick kiss. "We'll be back in a bit. Do you want me to pick up something for you?"
Jenny shook her head. "Nah. Liz is coming by in a bit for some pizza."
Natalya was silent during the elevator ride, and the walk to the car. After Melinda started the motor, she turned to Natalya. "Do you have a preference for where we eat?" she asked with as warm a smile as she could muster.
Natalya shrugged. "Nope," she said simply.
Melinda suppressed a frown. Natalya wasn't opening up to her. "We can go anywhere, from Giordano's, if you want Italian, to Mexican or Chinese. I've been dying to try that new Japanese restaurant, Miyako. I hear the sukiyaki is to die for!"
Natalya shrugged again. "As long as I don't have to eat raw fish."
"Okay, Japanese it is, then." She pulled her car out into traffic. "Are you looking forward to starting school next week?" she asked, trying to be conversational.
"Nope," Natalya continued her string of curt answers.
"I heard that you've got some great new friends. Megan, Kelly, Ashley. I forgot the other ones. Won't it be fun to be with them every day in school?"
"The 'other ones' are Brooke, Lauren, and Sydney, and I see them almost every day in the park," Natalya countered. She sounded like she was offended at having to make small talk with Melinda.
"Why are you so down on me?" Melinda cut right to the point. "You've been almost rude since I got home."
"Oh?" Natalya sounded like she was trying to deny her actions.
"Yes," Melinda answered, trying to not sound stern or chiding, but hurt. Perhaps Natalya needed to know that she could hurt others the way others had hurt her.
"I hadn't noticed."
"Maybe you're afraid that I'm going to take Jenny away from you? That, just after you and she got things squared away, and it felt like your life was going smoothly, that I'm a threat to your new-found stability?"
Natalya's jaw dropped. "How ... how do you know?" she stammered.
Melinda smiled. "I have a little sister, remember?"
"Oh." Natalya lapsed into silence as she considered what Melinda had said.
Shortly, Melinda pulled into the parking lot of Miyako's restaurant. As they entered the restaurant, a businesswoman, who'd been discussing something with the maá®tre-de, glanced their way. Her face lit up as she recognized Natalya.
"Hi, Natty," Ronnie Harris called enthusiastically as she rushed to give the girl a hug.
"Hi, Ronnie," Natalya answered with a warmth that made Melinda feel a little jealous.
Ronnie glanced at Melinda. They'd never met formally, but Ronnie was quick to put her facts together. "You must be Melinda," she said as she gave Melinda a hug. "I've heard so much about you."
Melinda was at a disadvantage. She knew precious little about Ronnie. "I hope it was good," she ventured.
Ronnie laughed. "The way Jenny talks about you is better than just good," she said. "How was your trip?"
"It was a lot of fun. Hard work, but we found time for some fun."
"I always enjoy traveling to Europe," Ronnie answered with a laugh. "And your new condo? I hope you like it."
Melinda's jaw dropped as she the pieces fell into place. "You're ... you ... it's _your_ condo building?"
Ronnie shrugged. "Yeah. So ... do you like it? I saw pictures of how Liz and Anya decorated it." She giggled. "If they'd have left it to Jenny, the walls would probably be bare white!"
Melinda smiled. "It's beautiful."
Ronnie glanced around, and saw two gentlemen watching her. "Well, I'd love to chat more, Natty, but I've got ...." She frowned. "Wait a second. They brought _me_ here to discuss _their_ proposal. I suppose I could chat more and make them squirm a little!" She laughed at the thought. "I suppose that would be rude, though." She gave Natalya another hug, and then rejoined her party.
"Natty?" Melinda asked, one eyebrow raised.
Natalya shrugged. "It's what she calls me."
"But you prefer Natalya?"
"My friends call me Natty. So does Ronnie. Grandmother and Anya call me Natalya. Doesn't matter a lot to me."
As soon as they were seated, in a booth for a little extra privacy, and had ordered their drinks — water for Melinda, and diet Coke for Natalya — Melinda glanced at the menu. She quickly made her selection, based on what friends had told her. "So, how are you adjusting?" she asked Natalya.
"It's a lot different than ... home," Natalya said softly. "A little warmer, so I can go to the park with my friends more."
"I like the warmer climate, too," Melinda echoed. "But I was talking more about ... other changes."
Natalya frowned. "I ... don't know what you're talking about," she said warily. "We haven't started school yet."
Melinda laughed softly. "I know all about the magic of Bikini Beach," she whispered.
"But ... but Anya said ...." Natalya was confused. "No-one knows!"
Melinda smiled knowingly. "I know, though. Like I said, I know about the magic. So, the question stands. How are you adjusting?"
Natalya frowned. "It's ... sometimes, it feels weird. Sometimes, when I look at boys, I feel ...." She shook her head. "I'm not supposed to like boys, am I?"
"You tell me," Melinda retorted. "It's _your_ bedroom with the boy star posters. I'm guessing that when you get together with your friends, you talk about boys a lot."
Natalya looked down, blushing. "Yeah," she admitted.
"And I bet that sometimes, you find yourself getting excited about maybe kissing a boy?" Melinda prompted further.
Natalya nodded silently.
"There's nothing wrong with that," Melinda said, her tone soothing. "Every girl grows up, feeling herself change, feeling herself starting to think about boys. It's normal."
"It's not normal to suddenly change from _being_ a boy to wanting to _kiss_ boys!" Natalya said, a bit angry.
Melinda laughed. "The magic changes your thoughts and feelings to match those of who you are _now_, which is a pre-teen girl, who _is_ interested in boys. But overall, is life better?"
Natalya started to answer, but caught herself. She thought for a moment. "Yeah. Mostly." She looked down. "I've got wonderful friends. I've got a wonderful cousin."
"But sometimes, you're scared, aren't you?"
Natalya looked straight into Melinda's eyes. "Are you a psychologist, too?" she asked brazenly.
Melinda laughed again. "No. I'm just someone who loves Jenny, and wants to be your friend."
"Oh."
"Are you afraid of shopping for bras?"
"No," Natalya admitted sheepishly. "Not when I'm with friends. But ... Jenny ... I don't think she likes it."
"Maybe Jenny is just afraid of how she can help you cope with growing up. I bet she hasn't talked to you about having periods, either, has she?"
"Uh, no. I suppose you will, though?"
Melinda smiled. "If you want. You have a few advantages on me, though. You'll get used to having boobs gradually as they grow. You have time to get used to the idea of having periods. I didn't."
Natalya wrinkled her brow as she tried to figure out Melinda's riddle. Suddenly, her eyes widened. "You ... you changed, too?" she asked, astounded. She saw Melinda's smile and nod. "Why?"
"Why did _you_ decide to change?" Melinda asked enigmatically. "We all have our own ... personal ... reasons."
"Is it because ... you love Jenny, but she's a lesbian?" Natalya asked cautiously.
Melinda chuckled. "That's only a part of it. True, I love Jenny dearly, and she makes me ...." She sighed contentedly as she thought of how she felt when Jenny was near. "She makes me feel warm and loved."
"Among other things," Natalya added sarcastically.
"I wasn't going to go there," Melinda grinned, "unless you want me to."
"Uh, no thanks. I'd rather not hear the details."
"A big part of the 'why' is that I never felt close to my dad. I have two older brothers, so I always felt like a spare. I was close to my mom, though." She took a sip of her soda. "I get along much better with my family now. In engineering, I actually have better job prospects than for male students. I got a better scholarship, too. I don't feel ... awkward ... around guys."
"Oh."
Melinda continued. "I started out being a substitute lifeguard, so I had to change for one day. That led to a two-week temporary job. After that, I changed back, but things ..." She shook her head at the memories, "things weren't working out. So I got a lifetime pass."
"How about girls? Did you like girls ... before?" Natalya shook her head. "But you said that ... your thoughts would change to match who you are now! So does that mean you _didn't_ like girls before?" She was genuinely puzzled by the seeming contradiction between her situation and Melinda's.
Melinda just smiled. "I liked girls. I still do, as a matter of fact. But as friends. I don't think I was gay, but ... I'm not really sure." She shrugged. "I never chased girls a lot — not like my cousin Al did, anyway."
"So that explains why, since you changed, you like girls more?"
Melinda shrugged, still smiling. "Maybe. All I know is that Jenny makes me feel warm and loved and happy. Isn't that enough?"
"But since I liked girls when I was a boy, then that's why I kind of like ... boys?" Natty speculated. Her voice was tentative, almost fearful.
"That's what I'd guess," Melinda answered with a smile. "But you know what the most important thing is?"
Natalya's eyes narrowed. "What?"
"That you and I are talking, and getting to know each other. That — I hope — you feel that I'm your friend and not a rival for Jenny's love and time."
Natalya smiled, for the first time since they'd left the apartment. "I think so."
"And, since I was a guy once," Melinda added with a sly grin, "I know how guys act, and what they do to get girls' attention. I can help you deal with that — like knowing when guys are sincere, and when they're just trying to ... you know."
Natalya scowled. "Not gonna happen," she said firmly.
Melinda laughed. "We'll see. I bet you _do_ think about boys, though — especially when you're with your friends. Right?"
Crimson flushed across Natalya's cheeks, and she looked down, embarrassed. "Kind of," she said softly. She looked up at Melinda with an almost pleading look in her eyes. "And ... I'm scared of how I was going to handle boys. I mean, it's not like Jenny knows how to help with that subject, does she? And ... I don't either."
Melinda smiled. "Then we'll help you learn, okay? Besides, you've got some wonderful friends to grow up with you, right?"
**********
The young man glanced around the bustling, noisy cafeteria of the student center uneasily. He didn't seem comfortable in the crowd of students, until he spotted a lone figure at a table. His expression relaxed visibly. "Hi, Melinda," he called as he strode briskly to her table. The young man was about twenty-two, with wavy brown hair. It was obvious that he worked out to keep in shape, and with his ruggedly-handsome looks, he could have been a movie star. The only thing that detracted from his Hollywood looks was the pair of wire-frame glasses perched on his nose.
"Hi, Paul," she answered as she rose from her chair. She gave him a quick hug, and then sat down as he took a seat. "How are classes going?"
Paul Davis laughed. "After this summer - boring."
Melinda smiled and nodded. "I was afraid it was just me."
"No, it was everyone who went. Leslie said the same thing," Paul added.
"So what did you do between getting home and starting classes again?"
Paul shrugged. "Just hung out."
Melinda noticed something about his demeanor. "Something is bothering you, isn't it?"
"Why ... do you say that?" Paul asked, suddenly sounding nervous.
Melinda smiled. "Only because you, Leslie, and I hung out together for three months in Europe. That was long enough to get to know you, and to be able to sense when something is wrong."
Paul dropped his head. "I ... can't talk about it," he said softly.
Melinda put her hand on his arm. "You can tell me," she said soothingly. "We're friends, remember?"
Paul shook his head, and glanced around. "I can't talk ... here."
"Okay, then let's go to the deli to get some lunch, where we can talk a little more privately," Melinda suggested.
"Okay." Paul sounded nervous at the suggestion.
After they got their deli orders and sat down, Paul tried to avoid the earlier topic. "Have you decided on a senior project yet?" he asked.
Melinda laughed. "Nice try, but we could have talked about that in the student union building." She took a sip of her soda. "So what's on your mind?"
Paul sighed. "I'm just ... not sure."
"Are you ... suggesting something?" Melinda asked cautiously.
Paul's eyes widened. "No!" he answered quickly. "I mean, you're nice, but ..." He set his elbow on the table, and supported his forehead in his open hand as he shook his head slowly. His eyes were closed as he thought of what to say and how to say it.
"You're not attracted to me, are you?" Melinda asked. "We talked about that this summer."
Paul sighed. "I know. I mean, you're nice looking, but ..."
"Are you gay?" Melinda asked bluntly.
Paul shook his head silently. "No," he said after a pause. "There's just something about you that's ... different. Understanding. Sympathetic. I find it easy to talk to you." He looked up and chuckled. "And I know you're taken."
"Oh?"
Paul's chuckle turned into an outright laugh. "Everyone at the school knew you are absolutely ga-ga over Jenny — whoever she is."
"I thought I was being discrete."
"Hardly," Paul said with a wry smile. "And from the way you describe her, she must be something very special and wonderful."
Melinda smiled at the thought of her Jenny. "She is," she said wistfully. After a moment, she wrinkled her brow. "It's kind of a letdown, though."
"What?"
"Finding out that someone doesn't think you're attractive," Melinda laughed.
Paul's eyes widened in shock. "I didn't say .... I mean, you are..." He stopped, wondering what to say next. "You are pretty, but to me, it's a 'good friend' thing, not romantic. You're someone I can talk to, without worrying about ... things."
"Oh." Melinda sounded relieved that she didn't have to worry about Paul trying to win her affections. "So, what _do_ you find attractive in a girl?"
Paul didn't have to think. "A bit taller than average, very fit and trim. Modest figure. Nice long brown hair, and big, soft, brown eyes. Cute girl-next-door looks. That's the kind of girl I'd want ...." His words trailed off into a mumble.
Melinda smiled. "That sounds like Kathleen."
Paul nodded. "Yeah."
"Have you asked her out?"
Paul shook his head, looking down. "I ... can't."
**********
The halls of the middle school bustled with noise as a seemingly countless horde of boys and girls swarmed to and from their classrooms, either heading to the cafeteria for lunch, or on their way back to classes. Megan, Kelly, and Natalya were among them, coming from their history class, and heading to lunch.
As she put her book in her locker, Megan glanced at Natalya. "I wish you wouldn't show off in class," she said with mock anger in her voice.
"Yeah," Kelly added, smiling. "It makes the rest of us look bad."
Natalya wasn't sure at first if her friends were joking. "I wasn't ... I mean...," she sputtered.
"Just kidding," Megan added quickly. "I wish I had your brains. It'd make homework so much easier."
It was Natalya's turn to laugh. "If you saw how much time Jenny makes me study, you wouldn't wish for it."
Kelly closed her locker and joined Megan and Natalya walking toward the cafeteria. "You make it sound like she's a tyrant!" she joked.
Natalya smiled. "No. She just wants to make sure I don't mess up." In her head, she was thinking, "again," but didn't say it out loud. Her friends wouldn't understand — or, even worse, wouldn't want to be associated with her.
"Hi, Megan," a boy's voice called out behind the girls.
The three turned. It was Jeff Watson, a boy they shared a class with, with his friend Eric beside him. The two were inseparable, having been best friends since they were little. "Hi, Jeff. Hi, Eric," Megan answered, her voice suddenly demure and shy.
"My folks are letting me have a 'back to school' party this weekend at the Fun Zone. I hope you can come," Jeff said casually.
"Depends," Megan was playing coy. "Who's going to be there?"
Eric saw Megan glance at him, and he seemed a little embarrassed.
"The usual - you," he said, looking at Kelly, and then Megan, "Ashley, Lauren, and Sydney, if they want to come. The usual guys." Jeff turned very deliberately toward Natalya, as if she was the only person there. "And you, too," he said to Natalya, his voice suddenly unsteady and wavering. "You're new, aren't you?"
Natalya smiled. "Yeah. I moved here this summer."
"I figured, since I haven't seen you before." Jeff sounded like he was hanging on Natty's every word. His attention, clearly, was riveted on her.
"Ahem," a voice sang out behind them. "Aren't you students supposed to be going somewhere?"
All five spun, and immediately recognized Mrs. Jackson, their homeroom teacher. "Yes, ma'am," Megan, Kelly, and Natalya all said at once.
"We're on our way to lunch," Kelly added.
"Then I suggest you get there. You know the rules about dawdling in the hallways." Mrs. Jackson was known to be a very strict teacher; she looked like she came from the days that paddling was still allowed in school for rules infractions, and that she missed those 'glory days'. The intimidating look had its effect.
"Yes, ma'am," the girls all replied quickly, before they turned and scurried down the hall toward the lunchroom, with Eric and Jeff behind them, but visibly not walking with them.
Despite the fact that all of the boys and girls knew that the attractions to the opposite sex were starting, there was still enough shyness, at their ages, to not want to be seen 'hanging out with the girls or boys' — a fact that was especially true for the boys.
For a brief moment, Natalya thought that if Mrs. Jackson wore her hair down and wavy, and got rid of her glasses, she'd be a rather attractive woman. Well, add a little makeup, too. And as suddenly as that thought had come, it vanished, leaving Natalya smiling to herself at how thorough Grandmother's magic was.
As they stood in line, trays in hand, Natalya glanced over her shoulder and saw Jeff looking at her. She felt ... strange, like part of her hated the idea of a boy being attracted to her, and part of her was highly flattered to be on the receiving end of his attention. She found herself smiling, and giving him a quick tiny wave, before she turned back to the serving line.
"Oh, good," Kelly said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. "Tuna noodle slop, again."
"At least it's not eggplant parmesan," Megan countered. "That stuff was awful!"
Natalya laughed. It had been the same up north — none of the students liked the cafeteria food. "It can't be as bad as what they served at my last school," she said, trying to be lighthearted.
"As if you'd notice the food today," Kelly rebutted.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
Kelly and Megan laughed. "Only that you look like you've got the hots for Jeff," Kelly said.
"I do not!" Natalya's response was short and sharp, to let her friends know unequivocally that she wasn't interested in Jeff.
"I saw you staring at him and waving," Kelly teased.
"And you do have to admit," Megan said in a dreamy voice, "he is kind of cute."
Natalya's anger was swept away in an instant as Megan's words landed in her brain. "Yeah," she said wistfully, before she realized what she was saying. As soon as she said it, though, she regretted letting the word slip from her mouth.
"You _do_ have the hots for him!" Kelly said triumphantly.
"Shut up and get your slop," Natalya replied in a curt voice. She was embarrassed both by discovering how she felt when Jeff was paying attention to her, and by the teasing from her friends.
The three girls carried their trays to a small table in the corner of the lunchroom.
"I thought," Kelly began as they dug into their food, "that you wanted a guy with tats and a hot car."
"Yeah," Megan added with a sly smile. "What happened to the guy with the rebel look?"
Natalya laughed. "I guess I spent too much timing hanging out with you girls this summer," she replied quickly. "You domesticated me!"
"Can I sit here?" Lauren asked as she approached the table.
"Sure," Megan answered cheerfully. "It's too bad, though, that Sydney and Ashley don't have lunch at the same time. Then it would be just like the summer!"
"Except that we're missing Brooke," Lauren said as she sat down.
"Where is Brooke, anyway?" Natalya asked, suddenly curious as to why the seventh girl in their little circle wasn't present.
"She goes to St. Theresa's Catholic School," Lauren explained, her tone a bit chiding, as if Natalya should have known. As soon as she saw Natalya's expression, however, Lauren realized her mistake. "I'm sorry," she apologized quickly. "I guess I forgot that you're new in school here. It must be because we spent so much time together at the park this summer!" she added with a giggle.
"Daddy wanted me to go to St. Theresa's," Megan said casually.
"Why didn't you?"
"Daddy said it was because Mom spent too much on our memberships to the park," she giggled. "I think it's because I begged them not to put me in a different school from you guys. But both Mom and Daddy keep saying that I'll go there for high school."
"Natalya," Lauren said softly, as she noticed that Natty wasn't paying any attention, but was, instead, staring across the lunchroom. She followed Natty's gaze, and saw Jeff Watson looking back at her with puppy-dog eyes.
"There she goes with the goo-goo eyes at Jeff, again!" Kelly laughed.
"Somebody likes Jeff Watson," Megan chimed in a sing-song voice.
"No, I don't!" Natalya rebutted sharply. "I haven't even really met him!"
**********
Kids poured from every doorway out of the school building as the end-of-school bell rang, trying to be heard above the sudden cacophony of excited students. Some raced to the buses, some dawdled near the carpool pickup, and some began to walk home.
Megan, Kelly, and Natty were in-between. They were going to walk to Megan's house, which was close to Kelly's, and Jenny would pick up Natty at Megan's once she got off work.
"Hey, Megan, wait up!"
The girls stopped and turned, spying the boys running to catch up. Jeff and Eric were accompanied this time by their friend Doug Chambers.
"Oh, look, Natalya," Kelly teased softly so as not to be heard, "it's your boyfriend."
"Shut up!" Natty hissed back, while trying to smile at the boys.
"Hi," Jeff said as he stopped trotting. "You never told me your name." He was talking directly to Natalya.
Natty felt her heart flutter. "I'm Natalya. Natalya Michaels," she said, fighting the odd feeling in her heart. "I moved here this summer."
"That's a nice name," Jeff answered, as if he wasn't quite sure how to continue the conversation. "So how do you know Megan and Kelly?"
Megan laughed. "We all hung out together at the water park a lot."
"Oh." Jeff didn't even glance at Megan and Kelly. "You didn't say if you were going to come to my party or not."
"What _girls_ are going to be there?" Kelly asked. "Is _Robin_ going to come?" She had a most unpleasant look on her face when she mentioned Robin's name.
The boys laughed. "As if! She's too good for us, or at least, that's how she acts."
"How about your older brother Jim?" Megan asked hopefully.
"Yeah, he's coming."
Natalya noticed a look of delight in Megan's expression, and a look of disappointment on Eric's face. "What about our other friends — Lauren, and Sydney, and Ashley?"
"And bring Brooke, too," Eric suggested, "if she's not busy."
"Okay, we'll have to see if we can work it into our busy social calendars," Kelly said with a grin. "You didn't tell us when it is, though."
"Oh," Jeff seemed to have been lost in thought. "It's Saturday afternoon, at three."
"At the Fun Zone," Megan added, "right?"
"Yeah."
"I'll have to check," Natalya cautioned. "Jenny might have other plans for me."
"But since her girlfriend got home," Kelly sounded hopeful, "maybe she'd like some time without you around! We could all get together and spend the morning shopping, and then go to the party."
"And we could have a sleepover at my house!" Megan added with delight.
Natalya smiled. She'd spent the night with Megan a couple of times during the summer, and liked the idea. "I'll check."
"Okay," Jeff said without taking his eyes from Natalya. In fact, if the other girls had been wearing clown noses and funny hats, Natalya didn't think Jeff would have noticed. "I hope you can come."
As the girls walked home, the boys having departed their own way, Natalya glanced at Megan. "What is the Fun Zone, anyway?"
"Only the best place to hang out," Megan replied.
"Until you get older and can go to Shell Game," Kelly added.
"Yeah," Megan agreed.
"So what's there? It sounds like some kind of funhouse amusement thing."
Kelly nodded. "They've got a ton of games and stuff. Laser tag, indoor miniature golf, bowling, arcades, pool tables, foosball tables — just tons of stuff."
"Out back, they've got another miniature golf course, and go-carts," Megan added. "The boys like the batting cages."
"And sodas and ice cream and stuff, too," Kelly continued. "They make the world's best banana splits!"
"Sounds like fun."
"It is!" Kelly and Megan replied together.
*********
"How was school?" Melinda asked as soon as Natty came in the door.
Natty shrugged. "It was okay." She trudged back to her room, her backpack slung over one shoulder. With a resounding thud, the backpack dropped on her desk.
"Please don't drop your books like that," Jenny called, trying not to sound like a nag.
"K," Natty called. In a moment, she was back in the kitchen, getting herself a glass of lemonade from the refrigerator.
"Anything interesting?" Jenny asked.
Natty shrugged. "There's a back-to-school party on Saturday," she reported.
"Who's going to be there?" Jenny continued her interrogation. "Any boys?"
"Yeah, some," Natty answered. "But it's at a place called Fun Zone, so it's not like a late-night party at someone's house. And then we want to have a sleepover at Megan's."
"Sounds like a busy weekend," Melinda commented.
"I'm not so sure if you should be going to a party with boys," Jenny said cautiously.
"Fun Zone is a great place for kids," Melinda commented. "I used to hang out there all the time when I was ... younger." She didn't want to say "a little kid" for fear of offending Natty. "I think it'd be okay for her to go."
Jenny scowled at Melinda. "I think _I'm_ her custodian," she said angrily.
"Okay," Melinda quickly said, trying to calm Jenny down. She wasn't quite sure why, but Jenny had taken offense to her suggestion. "I just want to be helpful if I can." For some reason, Jenny seemed quite edgy.
"Sorry," Jenny said, but she didn't sound genuinely remorseful. She turned to Natty. "Why don't we run out and get some ice cream?" She looked up at Melinda. "Do you want to come?"
Melinda glanced at her watch. "No. I've got a couple of things to do."
"Okay." Jenny grabbed her keys and purse and, with Natty beside her, walked out the door.
**********
Jenny was sure that someone else was in their apartment as she opened the door. She could clearly hear a voice other than Melinda's. "Hello?" she called uneasily.
"Hi," Melinda replied to her, glancing around the corner from the computer desk. "Just a sec, hon." She turned back to the computer. "Jenny is home, so I have to go. I'll call back another time?"
"Of course, mon amie," the voice sang out from the computer. It was heavily accented, and female.
"Tell Nicole I said hi," Melinda added. "Adieu, mon chere amie,"
Curious, Jenny glanced at the computer screen. As expected, Melinda was using Skype, and she got a quick glance at the friend's image before the conversation ended. "Who was that?" she asked, trying to sound merely curious.
Melinda turned, smiling. "That was Monique, my friend from the summer institute," she answered easily. Seeing Jenny's curious expression, she pulled out her cell phone. "Let me show you a picture of us in Paris," she said. Judging by Jenny's reaction, she suspected that Jenny was a bit jealous.
Jenny looked at the picture. In the background, the Arc de Triomphe stood majestically, while Melinda smiled in the center of the picture. On her sides were two nice-looking girls, each kissing one of Melinda's cheek playfully as the group hammed for the camera.
"That's Nicole, on the right, and Monique on the left," Melinda explained.
"Friendly, aren't they?" Jenny asked. Though she tried to prevent it, some sarcasm slipped into her words. The two girls in the picture had classically pretty Gallic features.
"You're jealous, aren't you?" Melinda said with a playful smile.
"No," Jenny replied quickly. Her expression betrayed her true feelings, thoughts her words couldn’t hide. "Maybe some."
Melinda realized that Jenny _was_ jealous. She stood up and put her arms around Jenny's neck. "You shouldn't be," she said, and then she kissed Jenny. "They're friends, but you are my love." She kissed Jenny again, with more feeling.
"Okay," Jenny said hesitantly. She wanted to believe Melinda, but something inside her felt wrong, and it was just enough that she didn't sound convinced.
**********
Natalya sprawled on the sofa in a most unladylike pose. The television screen flickered, but the sound was muted. Melinda sat in the chair, in a more graceful position, turned to talk to Natty.
"So what happened today?" Melinda insisted. "And I'm not going to take a nonsense answer. You're acting too ... different for something _not_ to have happened."
Natty shrugged. "Nothing special happened," she replied.
"Is it a boy?" Melinda asked with a knowing smile.
"No!"
"You can tell me," Melinda reminded Natalya. "I watched Beth go through the same things, remember?"
"I'm not your little sister," Natty countered. "She started off being a girl. I didn't, remember?"
"True," Melinda conceded, "but you have a girl's body, and girl hormones are kicking in, and Grandmother gave you girl's memories and skills. With all that, I'd say it's a foregone conclusion that, sooner or later, you're going to start finding boys attractive."
Natalya lowered her gaze. "I _shouldn't_ feel like this!"
"But you do, and, unless I miss the mark, you kind of like it, don't you?"
Natty nodded. "Did you ever feel like that? Before, I mean?"
"I never felt my heart go pitter-pat over a girl, if that's what you mean." Melinda looked thoughtful. "I guess Grandmother was right — maybe I always was gay and hadn't yet discovered it."
"So how do you know what it feels like, then?" Natty asked defensively.
Melinda grinned. "Because I felt it when I met Jenny." She heard the door open, indicating that Jenny was home. Melinda knew that Jenny would be sorting the mail and washing up from her workday. "Even when I was a guy, she was very attractive, and made me feel ... warm and tingly."
"I feel like I'm stuck between two worlds," Natty commented morosely.
Melinda laughed. "I know what _that's_ like. Sometimes, for a while, it got really interesting with my dad and brothers, because I had my old 'guy' memories, and new 'girl' memories as well. Sometimes, I'd say or do something that fit with my 'guy' memories, and it didn't fit. Sometimes, it felt like I was in a dream, and dreaming that I was dreaming."
Natty smiled. "Yeah, that's how I feel sometimes, too."
"So, why did you change?" Melinda asked.
"I'm sure Jenny told you," Natty replied.
Melinda smiled. "Jenny told me what you told her. She didn't tell me what you were thinking, though."
"I don't know. I guess I didn't have any reason to stay," Natty answered after a long pause.
"You know, you could have used your experiences as a girl to learn how to be a better boy," Melinda suggested.
"Yeah. Grandmother said the same thing to me. So did Anya."
"But?" Melinda let the question hang.
"With everything that happened," Natty explained, and Melinda noted that she wiped at a tear, "I felt like I _had_ to start over. Megan is a wonderful friend, and I'd never had a friend like her before. Or Kelly, or Sydney, or Lauren, or the others."
"You still could have tried."
Natty shook her head. "You don't understand. All my memories as Alex weren't good. I fought with my parents all the time. I tried drugs, I was in trouble, I was a bad student. I didn't _have_ any good memories. But when I was Alexandra, for the first time, I found some _nice_ memories. Doing things with mom," she wiped at her tears again, this time in vain, "having Daddy call me his princess and do nice things instead of yelling at me for getting in trouble." She shook her head. "I don't want the bad memories. I _need_ good memories to remember ... Mom and Daddy ..."
Melinda moved to the sofa and wrapped Natty in a warm embrace. "I think I understand."
"But now, with the ... boy thing, I don't know how I'm supposed to feel."
"You feel how you want to feel," Melinda said. "Now, I think Jenny said you can have a few minutes of TV every night, but not before your homework is done, right?"
"Yeah," Natty complained.
"Okay, so shut it off and help me finish dinner, and then you can finish your homework." Melinda stood up and walked to the kitchen, where Jenny was sitting at the table going through the large stack of mail.
"Something smells delicious," Jenny commented.
"Just a little something I whipped up," Melinda said with a smile. She hugged Jenny from behind, nuzzling around Jenny's neck and ear. "I'm glad you're home."
"So am I," Jenny purred. "What's for dinner?"
Melinda continued to nibble at Jenny's ear. "You are, my love," she cooed.
Jenny turned in Melinda's arms and gave her a proper kiss. "Now, what's for dinner?"
Melinda smiled. "Is this a fifties sitcom? I'm the wife who stays home with the kids and cooks dinner?" She laughed. "For you, I'd be happy doing that."
Jenny grinned. "And I'd do the same for you."
"For your information, I made a cream-cheese stuffed chicken breast, breaded and seasoned with Italian herbs. I'll slice that over a bed of lettuce, and I made some wild rice to go with it, lightly buttered, of course, and sprinkled with a little paprika."
"That sounds fabulous." Jenny gave Melinda another kiss.
"Natty, can you come and help set the table?" Melinda called out.
Natalya came out with a smile and gave Jenny and Melinda a hug. "Sure," she said, sounding a lot more cheerful than she had a few minutes ago.
**********
Jenny sighed heavily as she sat down on the sofa. "Natty's in bed — finally."
Melinda laughed. "Some nights, she really doesn't want to go to bed, does she?" She leaned over, resting her shoulder on Jenny's shoulder and purring contentedly.
"No."
"She told me that she had an interesting day at school."
"Oh?" Jenny's brow furrowed slightly.
"Yeah," Melinda said lightly. "She's starting to feel the effects of her 'female' memories and hormones."
"She's getting interested in boys?" Jenny sounded suddenly concerned.
"Yeah, and one in particular who noticed her."
"She didn't tell me." Jenny's body stiffened. "She should have."
"I guess she's not very comfortable talking about it," Melinda noted.
Jenny sat upright, her features stern. "What's that supposed to mean? That she can't talk to me?"
Melinda noted Jenny's sudden change of mood. She straightened herself and put her hand on Jenny's shoulder, trying to comfort and soothe her. "She didn't want to talk to me about it, either!" she said, trying to reassure Jenny. "I had to practically drag it out of her."
Jenny leaned back slowly, and Melinda moved her head back to Jenny's shoulder. Despite appearances, Jenny was not relaxed; Melinda could feel the tension in Jenny.
"How was my favorite park today?" Melinda tried to steer the conversation away from something that seemed sensitive to Jenny.
"Same old, same old," Jenny said in a neutral tone. "Liz and I went off-site for lunch today."
Melinda smiled. "Good. I always liked getting a break from the park. Where'd you go?"
Jenny was looking straight ahead, her eyes narrowed and her jaw tense. "We went to the sub shop. You know the one — over by campus?"
"I really like that place," Melinda commented.
"That's pretty obvious," Jenny said. Her tone was getting less civil, and a bit angrier. "You eat there often enough."
"True," Melinda didn't pick up on Jenny's tone. "There aren't a lot of places I like near campus, though."
"I saw you there today," Jenny's tone was again, carefully neutral.
This time, Melinda couldn't help picking up the hint. "Oh?"
"Yeah. You were having lunch with that guy from the summer institute," Jenny's voice sounded almost accusatory. "Again."
"Oh, you mean Paul," Melinda was sensing the source of Jenny's discontent. "He's a friend, and we study together sometimes."
"So you're studying with him every night you're out late?"
Melinda straightened herself, a frown appearing on her face. "What are you implying?" she demanded of Jenny. "Paul is just a friend."
Jenny was angry at a lot of things, and that was clouding her judgment. "I heard what you told Natty," she accused. "That you found me attractive when you were a guy. That means that you probably have some 'bi' feelings now, too!"
"Are you suggesting that I'm ... romantically involved with Paul?" It was Melinda's turn to sound — and feel — angry.
Jenny scowled. "You said it, not me."
"He's just a friend!" Melinda said defensively.
"A friend you hug in the airport? A friend you're always going to lunch with, or 'studying' with?"
"I suppose you think I was being too 'friendly' with Nicole and Monique, too!" Melinda stood up, suddenly not wanting to sit next to Jenny.
"It's just strange how you're never talking to them when I'm around, and whenever I come in, you have to hang up so quickly! And whatever you're saying to them in French, too!" She stood so she could confront Melinda, toe to toe.
"I suppose you're angry that I'm trying to help with Natty, too!"
"I'm her guardian!" Jenny yelled. "Not you!"
"You don't trust me. Not with Paul, not with Nicole or Monique, not with Natty! Who _do_ you trust me with?" She turned and stomped to the bedroom, slamming the door shut behind herself.
Jenny stood by the sofa, her jaw set and her lips pursed, and a scowl on her face. She didn't know what had happened, but she knew that she wasn't happy.
In a few moments, Melinda emerged from the bedroom, a small suitcase in one hand, and her backpack of books slung over one shoulder. Her eyes were moist, and her makeup was smudged and tear-streaked. She stomped to the door.
"Wait," Jenny suddenly realized what was happening. She was still angry, but she realized that Melinda was leaving, and she didn't want to see her go.
"If you can't trust me, then I'm not sure I belong here!" Melinda cried, just before she stepped through the door and slammed it shut. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she ran to the elevator, anxious to get out of the building before Jenny decided to follow her.
**********
As soon as the door opened, Melinda ran inside, wrapping her arms around her mother and placing her head on her mom's shoulder. The tears which had mostly stopped flowed anew, and Melinda sobbed audibly as she desperately clung to her mother.
"Is something wrong, honey?" Joan Fishcher knew her daughter wouldn't be crying like this if something wasn't wrong. It was up to her to find out what, while she offered support.
"Mom," Melinda cried, "we ... had a ... fight!" She was practically bawling. "She ... doesn't ... trust me!" she stammered between her sobs.
"Who, Jenny?"
"Yeah," Melinda cried,.
"Shh," Joan said soothingly as she let Melinda cry on her shoulder. She gently stroked Melinda's head. "It'll be all right."
"No, it won't!" Melinda sobbed. "She ... yelled at me - for trying to help Natty!"
"Honey," Joan's voice was a soothing balm, "Jenny has gone through a lot of changes in her life lately. She ... you _both_ ... have a lot of adjusting to do."
"But she doesn't trust me!" Melinda repeated. "She accused me of having a fling with a friend at school! And she is jealous of time I spend talking to my friends Nicole and Monique!"
"Listen to me, dear," Joan eased Melinda down into a kitchen chair, and then took a seat herself. "Jenny discovered that she's gay, and then her life was turned upside down when Natalya came to live with her. From what I gather, it was a pretty rough couple of weeks."
"But ... Natty's such a good girl," Melinda protested. There was something in her mother's choice of words that set off alarms in Melinda's head.
"Well, Natalya lost her parents, and had a lot of grief to deal with. Jenny's been dealing with all the paperwork and hassles of the estate, and then moving to a new apartment, on top of work." She smiled knowingly. "And Natalya has had some significant changes to go through, too."
"But ...."
"But nothing. After you and Jenny started your relationship, you got the fellowship to go to Europe for the summer. After she'd lost you once, do you think that maybe Jenny was terrified of losing you again?"
Melinda nodded, wiping at her tears. "Yeah, I suppose," she said softly.
"Besides, you have your own major adjustments that you're dealing with," Joan said soothingly as she continued to stroke her daughter's head.
Melinda's eyes widened, but she didn't move her head. "I'm not sure I follow."
Joan smiled. "You started a relationship that's gay, and I'm sure you never expected to fall for Jenny. Your studies are keeping you quite busy this year. You've got new friends at school."
"Yeah," Melinda said softly.
"And I'm sure you never considered the challenges of suddenly being a woman."
Melinda's head snapped up, and she stared, open-mouthed, at her mother. Reality was supposed to have been changed, and no-one was supposed to know.
Joan smiled at her daughter. "Yes, I know what you did."
"But ...how?" Melinda was genuinely baffled, and a bit scared. If her mom knew, then who _else_ knew?
"When you and Jenny were starting your relationship, I decided that I should understand who Jenny was. I had a very nice conversation with the old woman you worked for."
"But ... Grandmother said that when the magic changed me, reality changed, and that only her, Anya, me, and Jenny would ever know!"
"When I talked to her, she did some kind of spell that helped me remember the past when you were a boy, and to understand _why_ you'd decided to change. She said there would come a day when it would be important for me to know, so I could help you."
"Oh."
Joan continued in a non-judgmental voice, "You know, you could have talked to me about everything."
"I didn't think you would have believed me if I would have told you," Melinda said softly. "And I thought you'd be disappointed."
"I probably wouldn't have believed you," Joan said with a smile, "but you could have worked with your boss to help me understand and believe. And there's no way you could disappoint me," she replied. "I'm very happy to have another daughter. The most important thing to me, though, is that _you_ are happy."
"But ... isn't it confusing ... to you?"
"A bit," Joan said. "But if you remember, you were always closer to me than to your father. You weren't as fond of hunting and rough games as your older brothers. And you were great help in the kitchen!"
"Lots of chefs are male!" Melinda countered in a huff. She resented the implication that Mitch had been some kind of sissy-boy.
"I wasn't trying to say that you were effeminate," Joan quickly added. "It's just that, of all you kids, you are the one most comfortable with yourself, and probably the best able to adjust to this type of ... change. Your brothers and your sister couldn't adjust as well as you."
"Does Dad know?" Melinda asked hesitantly.
"No."
"Beth?"
Joan smiled. "No. It's our little secret."
"Thanks, Mom," Melinda said softly as she hugged her mother.
"Now, let's talk about what happened and what _you_ can do to make things better."
**********
"What are we going to do about Jenny?" Anya asked as she sat in the office, at her own desk, totaling receipts from the day.
Grandmother looked up from what she was doing. She'd been on the computer — perhaps looking at new equipment or options. She shook her head. "I don't know. But I am getting a little tired of the melodrama that seems to surround her."
"She's a great mechanic and handy-person," Anya defended her friend.
Grandmother smiled. "I never said she wasn't. It just seems that, lately, there's always something going on in her life." She stared thoughtfully at Anya for a few moments. "What do you think is the problem this time?"
"She and Melinda had a big fight," Anya answered.
"That's obvious." Grandmother wasn't trying to sound sarcastic, but she couldn't help it.
"I've tried talking with her about it, but she won't talk." Anya shook her head. "Melinda moved out, and is upset, Jenny is heartbroken, Natalya is acting up. It seems like it's all falling apart for Jenny."
"So," the old woman asked, a smile creeping onto her face, "what are you going to do?"
"Moi?" Anya feigned innocence. She'd learned, long ago, that with Grandmother's magic, she couldn't fool her. She gave up trying. "Liz is going to watch Natalya for the night, and I'm going with Jenny for dinner." She smiled and glanced at the door. "In fact, Jenny just finished shutting down the pumps, and is on her way to the office as we speak."
A few minutes later, just as Anya was shutting down her computer, Jenny walked in the office. Anya looked up, a cheery smile on her face. "Ready to go?" she asked.
Jenny frowned, and she shook her head. "I don't know if this is a good idea," she said, hesitantly. "I don't want to leave Natalya alone, and she always has homework to do."
"Liz is perfectly capable of ensuring that she gets that done," Anya replied. "She won't be alone." She grinned. "Any more excuses?"
Jenny shook her head. "I guess you've covered all the bases," she acknowledged.
"Every once in a while, we _all_ need a break," Anya said. She stood and walked toward the main door, the one that opened to the parking lot. "I'll drive."
"Suits me," Jenny said half-heartedly. "Unless you and Grandmother want to pay for gas." Jenny drove a pickup that belonged to the park, and she was always conscious about using park resources for personal use.
"I'll be paying either way," Anya laughed, "so that isn't a factor. But my car is a little more fun to drive."
As they walked out of the office, the setting sun casting a reddish hue on Anya's brunette hair and making Jenny's long red hair seem almost alive with fire, Jenny looked at Anya's car. It was parked beneath a lamp, but the top was down and the car was unusually free of bird droppings.
"How do you ...?" Jenny started to ask in amazement, but then she shook her head, smiling. "You probably have some kind of spell that keeps bird poop off the car, don't you?"
Anya grinned. "Magic can be useful at times." She crawled behind the wheel. "So, where do you want to eat? Miyakos? The Firehouse?"
Jenny flinched visibly when Anya mentioned the Firehouse restaurant. It had been her and Melinda's favorite spot. "I'm not that hungry. How about something light?"
"Soup and salad, maybe?"
Jenny nodded. "Yeah. That sounds good."
The ride was in silence; Jenny was unwilling to say much. Only after they'd got their food and sat down did she talk. "I suppose you heard," Jenny said softly. "Or read my mind."
Anya's expression reflected the hurt she felt from Jenny's words. "Jenny," she said, "you know I haven't read your mind in ... a long time. I don't do that to friends."
"Oh." Jenny was ashamed of what she'd implied.
"So what happened?"
Jenny shook her head as she finished a bite of salad. "I wish I knew. Then I'd know how to fix it."
"What were you arguing about?" Anya prodded.
"I don't know," Jenny was nearly in tears at the painful memories. "She was helping Natalya, and she ... I guess I might have told her to butt out, because I'm her legal guardian."
Anya sighed. "I really don't think she was trying to take your place, but was trying to help out and take some of the burden off you. Did you think of that?"
Jenny considered Anya's words. "No, I guess not." She reflected for another moment. "I guess I owe her an apology," she admitted.
"That's a start. But I get the feeling that there's more to this."
Jenny looked at her salad for a few seconds, before she looked back up at Anya. "She's ... she's different. Ever since summer school, she's always flirting and chatting with her French girlfriends, or that ... guy ... from college."
"You're jealous?" Anya suggested.
Jenny looked up, her eyes ablaze, but she paused to consider the words, and the fire went out. "Maybe." She looked down again. "Melinda said the same thing."
"It's normal to have friends," Anya said calmly. "That's no reason to be jealous."
"She's changing," Jenny said as she wiped a tear from her eye. "She's ... making new friends, and spending time with them, and ... I'm being left out."
Anya put her hand gently on Jenny's arm. "Jenny," she said in a soothing, sympathetic voice, "if Melinda has a friend, it doesn't mean that she loves you any less."
"She told Natty," Jenny said, wiping at her eyes, "that she found me attractive even when she was a guy. That means that she's bi, doesn't it? And that means that she might find some guy more attractive than me!"
Anya shook her head. "Maybe, but I doubt it. Has Melinda ever lied to you?"
"No," Jenny replied. She was starting to feel ashamed that she'd doubted Melinda.
"You were always kind of a loner, weren't you?" Anya asked simply.
Jenny nodded. "Yeah."
"So it's hard when you're not the sole focus of Melinda's attention, right?" Again, Jenny nodded. "And that could lead to feelings of rejection, or even distrust?"
Jenny started to nod in response, but she suddenly gasped and looked up at Anya, her eyes wide. "She said that, too."
Anya _was_ sensing more, but not through her magic. Instead, her intuition told her. "Are you feeling a little ... guilty ... because of her decision?" she proposed tentatively. "Are you thinking that Melinda changed just for you, and you're afraid that maybe she resents you a little?"
Jenny started to object, but she shut her mouth and dropped her gaze. After several awkward moments of silence, she lifted her head back to look at Anya. Slowly, she nodded. "Maybe," she whispered.
**********
"Is it okay, Mom?" Megan begged of her mother.
"Please?" the girls added their voices to the plea.
Megan's mom frowned. "This is supposed to be a girls' sleepover, not a pool party."
Megan ratcheted up her arguments. "We promise they'll leave before nine," she added.
"It's like Jeff's birthday party this afternoon moved to our pool."
"We can ask Jeff's parents to stay if you'd like," Kelly added, "to help chaperone."
Megan's mom sighed. "I don't have enough snacks for you girls _and_ for a bunch of boys, too!" she argued.
"That's okay," Megan countered quickly. "There was a lot of food left from the party, and Jeff said his parents can bring that to add to what we've got."
Megan's mom rolled her eyes. "Why do I get the feeling that I'm going to lose this argument?" she asked rhetorically.
"So they can?" Megan asked for confirmation, excitement in her voice.
"Yes, but on the conditions you already agreed to. They have to leave before nine. At least one other set of parents has to come to help chaperone. And Jeff's family brings extra food and snacks."
"Thanks, Mom," Megan said with excitement as she practically leaped into her mom's arms with a hug. As she was doing so, Kelly was already texting the boys.
Within a half hour, the chaos that was a sleepover and pool party with five girls had been transformed into total anarchy with five girls and five boys. The noise and splashing around the pool seemed to increase by the minute as the youth partied.
As Natalya swam across the pool, a dark shape suddenly loomed above her, falling quickly. She glanced up just in time to see a boy, his arms clasped around his updrawn knees, plunge into the water and cause a massive splash. The wave crashed over her head, and she swallowed a fair bit of water. Gasping and sputtering, she turned to see a boy's head poke up from the water, an ear-to-ear grin on his face. "Got you!" he taunted Natty. It was Jeff Watson.
She frowned, but then quickly responded. She grasped his arm and pulled herself close to him. Releasing his arm, she put both hands on his shoulders and pulled her body up above him, forcing him to slip beneath the water.
Natty backed away a couple of feet and waited. Presently, Jeff pulled his head back above the surface. "Got you," she taunted right back.
Jeff splashed water in her face, and Natty countered. "Give up?" she asked with a laugh.
"Race you to the diving board," Jeff countered, unwilling to admit defeat, but still wanting to play. He had a slight head start.
Natty flipped her body and began to swim after him. The pool was too small for her to catch him, and there was a nagging voice in the back of her mind that said she shouldn't try to outdo Jeff at everything. Jeff won pretty easily.
"You're a pretty good swimmer," Jeff said as he rested for a moment at the pool's edge, his arms perched on the pool deck and his body half out of the water.
Natty allowed herself to float in the water, with one hand holding the pool's edge. "I told you, we spent a lot of time at the water park this summer."
"Yeah," Jeff said, smiling. "It must be a great water park."
"It is," Natty said with an enigmatic smile. "My cousin Jenny works there, and since I live with her, it's convenient."
"Oh." Jeff levered himself up out of the water. "I bet you can't dive as well as I can, though."
Natty laughed as she pulled herself up. "How about if we just see?"
Jeff started with a simple swan dive. Natty watched, suddenly worried. He was good. His position in the dive was nearly flawless, and his entry into the water was very clean. He surfaced and swam to the pool edge. "Beat that!" he said triumphantly.
Natty felt her competitive spirit taking over. She stuck her tongue out at him, playfully, and then climbed up onto the board. She stepped to the end, tentatively testing to see how much spring the board had, and then backed up. After drawing a deep breath, she stepped forward, bounced, and did a simple dive, but in the pike position. Her entry wasn't quite as clean as Jeff's had been, but she was satisfied.
"Not bad, for a beginner," Jeff taunted her as she climbed out of the water. He did a one-and-a-half forward dive, in the tuck position. Again, his form was good, but he over-rotated and splashed quite a bit on the entry.
Natty stepped to the board, aware that, by now, everyone else was watching. She thought of what she wanted to do, but as she looked around, she felt very self-conscious, and fear started to grip her.
"Come on, Natty," Megan urged her. "You can do it."
Natty closed her eyes, drew a deep breath, and then opened her eyes again. She took a few steps, got a good bounce from the board, and did a one-and-a-half reverse dive in the pike position. Her entry was almost perfect. As she surfaced, she was grinning, and she pumped her fist in the air, signifying her delight with the dive.
As she looked around, though, her delight vanished. Jeff looked particularly crestfallen, and he slowly, quietly, rose from the pool and went inside the house. Suddenly, her victory seemed hollow.
Natty glided to the edge of the pool and pulled herself out. She knew Kelly, Megan, and Sydney were congratulating her on her dive, but she didn't feel like celebrating. She grabbed a towel from the chair, wrapped it around herself, and walked into the house.
Jeff was making a production out of pouring himself some soda. He glanced up at her, and Natty saw the hurt in his eyes. Until the diving contest, they'd been having fun, but by beating him diving, she'd bruised his male ego.
"You're good," Natty said softly. "Diving, I mean." Why was she trying to be nice to him? Were Kelly and Megan right? Was she 'hot' for him? She felt the turmoil of mixed emotions churning within her.
"You're better," Jeff said curtly.
"At the park, Coach Lisa held a lot of diving seminars this summer. There's also this kind of shy girl a little older than me - her name is Mel - and she gave me a lot of tips. She's really good." Natty shrugged. "I guess I just had a lot of practice."
"Are you going to dive on the high school team?" Jeff asked. He sounded a little less defensive, but only a little.
"Coach Lisa wants me to," Natty answered softly. She found herself slowly moving closer to Jeff, until she was beside him at the kitchen counter.
"At least the boys don't compete with the girls in diving," Jeff said. The hurt in his voice was still plain to hear.
"I'm ... sorry," Natty said softly. "I didn't mean to embarrass you ... in front of your friends."
"No big deal." Jeff tried to put on the macho male face, making light of the event. He wasn't really succeeding, though.
"Sometimes," Natty continued softly, "I just get carried away. Jenny would tell you that I'm too competitive." She looked down at the counter. "I ... don't want you ... to be mad at me."
"I'm ... not mad at you," Jeff answered slowly.
Natty looked up at him, and saw him gazing at her. Slowly, before she fully realized what he was doing, he bent forward, and then he kissed her.
Natty almost recoiled in shock at what Jeff was doing, but part of her felt warm and tingly when his lips touched hers. After only a momentary kiss, she felt breathless and, inwardly, excited. At the same time, she felt confused, and betrayed by her thoughts and hormones. She wanted him to kiss her again.
"Ahem." The voice behind them startled both Jeff and Natty. They turned, guilty looks on their faces. It was Megan's mom, standing in the doorway, leaning against the door frame with her arms crossed.
Jeff grabbed his soda and scurried from the room like a frightened puppy, leaving Natty in the kitchen with Megan's mom.
"It's not ..." she started to protest, wondering how she was going to talk her way out of this. In fact, she didn't even know how long Megan's mom had been watching her.
"It looked like he simply gave you a kiss to accept your apology," Megan's mom said with a bemused expression.
"I ... shouldn't have ...." Natty was confused, and tears started welling up in the corners of her eyes.
Megan's mom crossed the room and gave Natty a hug. "It's okay, dear," she said soothingly. "Girls your age start to discover that boys don't have 'cooties', and the same for boys. It's normal to be confused when you start liking a boy."
"But ...." Natty was worried, and still confused — more so than Megan's mom knew.
"Shh. I know it's got to be hard, growing into a young woman without a mother. I know Jenny does her best, but sometimes, she just doesn't understand, does she?"
Natty shook her head, confirming what Megan's mom suspected.
"I won't tell. Now dry your eyes, and go back out and have fun."
**********
"So just where were you after you beat Jeff diving?" Kelly demanded. The other girls, sitting on the floor around the now-silent TV in the darkened family room, nodded their agreement with the demand.
Natty looked down, feeling both angry and embarrassed. She hadn't expected this subject to come up.
"Yeah," Lauren chimed in. "After Jeff went in the house, looking like a whipped puppy, you disappeared, too!"
"I ... I had to go to the restroom," Natty protested feebly.
"Sure," Kelly countered with more than a hint of disbelief in her voice. "When he came back out, he looked like he was the happiest guy in the world! What did you do, kiss and make up?"
Natty was glad the lights were dimmed; she hoped the others couldn't see her cheeks burning red. "No. I had to use the restroom."
"At least you apologized to him, didn't you?" Megan suggested.
Megan's mom had been standing silently in the shadows of a doorway, unseen to the girls as she listened in. She took this moment to step forward. "Megan, can you and Natalya go make sure all the dishes and trash are cleaned up from around the pool?"
"Aw, mom!" Megan protested. "We just got settled down."
"No 'buts', Megan," her mom said firmly. "We don't want that stray dog to start thinking our yard is the neighborhood diner, so go."
Grudgingly, Megan stood up and shuffled toward the patio. Natalya rose as well, and as she followed Megan, she saw Megan's mom give her a quick wink.
"Thanks," she whispered as she passed by the older woman.
She and Megan went around the patio, with Natty carrying a garbage bag, checking for trash and food scraps. Just as her mom had predicted, Megan found enough garbage that would have attracted the stray.
"So," Megan asked in private as the two girls continued their chore, "did he kiss you?"
"Megan!" Natty protested, "You're as bad as Kelly and Lauren!"
"Just between us," she repeated. She crossed her heart with one hand. "Promise!"
Natty thought for only the briefest of moments. Megan _was_ her very best friend, after all. "Yeah," she admitted softly.
"I knew it!" Megan crowed triumphantly. "I knew he kissed you, just from the way he acted when he came back outside." She grinned. "He's really got the hots for you!"
"I ... shouldn't have," Natty stammered, feeling her eyes moisten. She couldn't tell Megan the real reason — that until recently, she'd been a boy, and that it still didn't seem quite right for her to be kissing Jeff. At the same time, she felt a tingle inside her heart when she thought about Jeff kissing her.
"He _really_ likes you," Megan said, reaching out to hold Natty's hand in a friendly and reassuring way. "It's pretty obvious."
"Does he?" Natty's question and tone of voice betrayed her own interest in Jeff.
"Yeah." She sighed. "I wish there was a boy _that_ interested in me."
Natty held out the garbage bag for Megan to deposit a paper plate she'd retrieved from under the picnic table. "What do you think of Eric?" she asked simply.
"Eric?" Megan turned, open-mouthed with surprise.
"Yeah."
"He's kind of quiet," Megan answered. "And he's kind of cute. But I don't think he even knows I exist."
Natty laughed. "You didn't notice that he was looking at you most of the time we were at Fun Zone? You didn't notice that he was showing off for you in the pool?"
"He was?" Megan seemed genuinely surprised — and delighted. "So, what was it like when Jeff kissed you?"
Natty realized that Megan was genuinely curious, and thus had probably never gotten a kiss from a boy. "You know when someone gives you a shock — how you can sometimes feel it through your whole body?"
"It's like a shock?" Megan seemed disappointed by the comparison.
"No, not like that," Natty quickly replied. "It's warm and tingly and ...," she felt a renewed thrill as she recalled the experience, "wonderful, and the feeling went through my whole body, like a shock does." She smiled. "It was as unexpected as a shock, too!"
"Maybe someday I'll know what it feels like," Megan said wistfully. She wasn't nearly as self-confident around boys as she was with her friends.
Natalya laughed. "You will. And probably sooner than you expect!" She suddenly realized how emotionally vulnerable she was if the other girls learned of her kiss. "You promised not to tell, right?"
Megan nodded solemnly. "I promised."
Natty gave her a hug. "Thanks."
Megan smiled. "What are best friends for?"
**********
"You're kind of quiet today," Jenny said to Natalya as the two walked through the park, past the lagoon.
"I'm just tired," Natty replied. "Sleepover last night, remember?"
Jenny chuckled. "You've slept over at Megan's before and you weren't so tired, and you weren’t this quiet. What's up?" She turned off the main path toward one of the pump houses.
"Nothing much," Natty answered. She sounded nervous, and it was obvious.
"Something's going on," Jenny said. "I know when something's bothering you."
"No, it's nothing." Natty's words and tone were uncertain.
Jenny squatted down beside a pump. "Get me the three-quarter socket, and a three-quarter combination wrench." She examined the housing of the pump. "So was it something at the Fun Zone, or at the sleepover?"
Natty pulled the requested tools from Jenny's kit. Working with Jenny was, in her opinion, one of the best parts of living next to the park and having Jenny work here. Natty was already learning about wiring and electric motors and pumps. "Uh, both, kind of." She handed Jenny the socket and wrench.
"Thanks," Jenny acknowledged. She put the wrench on a bolt, and slipped the socket on the matching nut on the opposite side of the pump housing. "Hold the wrench, okay?"
"K," Natty replied. She already knew the drill; Jenny was going to open the pump housing, which meant that eight bolts had to be unbolted, which in turn meant that Natty would be counter-holding the wrench. It would take all her weight and then some against the wrench if the bolt was really tight; once, late in the summer, she'd been lifted off the floor like a rag doll while trying to hold the wrench.
With an audible crack, the nut broke free of its grip. "Next one," Jenny said tersely. She moved the socket, while Natty moved the wrench. "What happened?"
"Uh," Natty was clearly trying to stall, but unsuccessfully, "a boy is interested in me," she mumbled.
"Oh?" Jenny grimaced as she put her weight into the bolt, and it came free. "Next one."
"Yeah," Natty admitted as she moved her wrench. "Hold it a sec," she suddenly said as she adjusted the position of the wrench. "Okay."
"And?" Jenny grunted as she put her weight on the ratchet.
Natty shrugged. "You know how it is," she said, trying not to talk directly about the topic.
"I'm sure it's different for you," Jenny stammered. "Next bolt," she added.
"I'm confused," Natty finally admitted. "I mean, he's nice, and he's cute." She looked up suddenly. "I shouldn't be noticing that he's cute!" she protested.
"Yes, you should," Jenny said with a smile. "Grandmother said you'd have normal girl feelings, and starting to like boys is one of them."
"Yeah, but ...." Natty shook her head. "It's confusing."
Jenny grimaced as she cracked the last bolt free. "You've got to go with your feelings," she said as she wiped some sweat from her brow.
"But ... you don't know what it's like," Natty protested. She sat back, and looked like she was nearly in tears. "I'm ... I _was_ ... a boy! Now I ... kissed a boy!" she cried. "You got to grow up as a girl, and didn't have the ... change ... to deal with."
Jenny winced visibly. "Uh," she stammered, "Natty, that's not quite true."
Natty frowned. "You're not making sense."
Jenny sat back on her heels. "Natty, I know _exactly_ what you're going through ... with the change."
Natty's eyes widened. "You mean ...?"
Jenny nodded slowly. "You know your uncle Jim?"
"You're not his daughter?"
Jenny shook her head. "Grandmother gave me a chance to get a good honest job, to get my feet back on the ground." She sighed. "I ... got back thirty years of life."
"You're ... Uncle Jim?" Natty asked incredulously.
Jenny simply nodded as she started to disconnect the outlet pipe so she'd have room to open the pump.
"You ... got a better life — like me?" Natty asked slowly, her voice quavering with uncertainty.
"I got thirty years back," Jenny said. "So you see, I _do_ understand what you're going through."
"Except that you aren't attracted to boys," Natty observed.
"No," Jenny admitted. "I spent my whole life as Jim, wondering if I was gay or not. I never really was attracted to girls."
"So you don't understand how I feel with ... Jeff," Natty sounded sad, like her hopes of support and understanding had been dashed.
"I'm sorry, hon," Jenny said as she leaned over and gave Natty a hug. "I don't understand, and I can't help." She leaned back a bit, and tried to smile. " But I know someone who can."
"Who?"
"Anya," Jenny answered. "She's always made time to talk with you, hasn't she?"
"Yeah." Natty wiped her eye. "She's a friend."
"That'll help." Jenny turned back to the pump. "Now, let's get the new seal in this pump so we can get the ride back in service."
"Okay." Natty turned back to the toolbox. "Pry bar?" she asked.
Jenny smiled. "You're learning pretty quickly. Are you after my job, someday, maybe?"
Natty grinned. "You seem to like it."
"Yeah," Jenny agreed. She took the pry bar and started separating the pump housing. "I've got a pretty good life — now."
"Except for Melinda leaving," Natty offered timidly.
Jenny froze, her lip trembling. "Yeah, except for Melinda leaving."
**********
Anya put down her phone and nodded to Jenny. "Okay, she's expecting me to meet her for lunch."
Jenny smiled nervously. "Thanks," she acknowledged.
Anya walked over and sat beside Jenny on the sofa. "Nervous?" she asked as she put her hand on Jenny's shoulder for reassurance.
Jenny nodded. "Yeah," she admitted. "We haven't talked since ...."
"It'll be okay," Anya said confidently. "Take as long as you need." She saw that Jenny was hesitant, and stalling. "Now go, before you're late," she urged.
Jenny nodded. With a final glance over her shoulder, she left the office building and strode toward the company pickup.
A few minutes later, she walked into the deli, pausing to speak to the hostess. The girl pointed to a booth, and, after thanking her, Jenny walked nervously toward the booth.
"Hi," she said meekly as she slid into the seat.
Melinda's eyes widened in surprise. "Hi," she said hesitantly. "I ... expected Anya."
Jenny nodded. "She ... kind of pushed me to talk to you."
"I hope you're glad that she did," Melinda suggested.
"It was hard," Jenny admitted. "But ... I need to tell you that I'm ... sorry, and that I hope you can forgive me for being stupid and jealous."
Melinda felt her eyes watering. "Oh, Jenny," she started.
"I miss you," Jenny sobbed, "and I need you." She wiped at her tears. "I was so stupid!"
Melinda reached across the table and put her hands on Jenny's. "Of course I forgive you," she said simply. "I missed you so much, too!"
"I ... was so jealous," Jenny admitted, "because I was feeling ... guilty about you getting the lifetime pass."
"Jenny," Melinda said softly, "you have _nothing_ to feel guilty about."
"I felt like ... you were leaving me," Jenny continued. "You had so much fun at the summer institute, and you're spending time studying with your friends. I felt like ... you're growing, and I'm not, and I'm slowly losing you." She looked down, ashamed of what she'd had to admit.
"Jenny, I love _you_, and no-one else!" Melinda insisted. "I love you for who you are, not what you know or don't know, or can do! That's not changing!"
"But ... when you graduate, you'll get job offers from all over, and ...."
Melinda suddenly understood. "Jenny," she said, waiting until Jenny looked up at her. "Listen to me. If, and it's a very big if, we ever part, I won't regret getting the pass. It was for me, not for you. But I don't _want_ to ever part. I'd take a job picking up garbage at the park to stay with you!"
"But ...."
"Shhh. Grandmother let my mom know what had happened, and Mom and I have had a lot of talks in the past few days. I did it for _me_, because of who I was." She paused, trying to sort her thoughts and words. "I'm happier — mostly. You don't have any reason to feel guilty."
"If ...?"
"The first time I ... changed, Grandmother helped me understand a lot about who I was — inside, that the outside didn't matter. I guess that's what freed me to change into what I really was inside — even if I didn't know it."
Jenny wiped her eyes. "I _want_ to believe you," she said softly, "but ... the way you act around your new friends," she looked down, feeling uncertain, "I feel like I’m being shut out."
Melinda nodded. "I think I understand. And maybe I was being insensitive to you when I was dealing with my new friends. I'm sorry if I made you feel like I was paying more attention to my friends. I need to be more attentive to you, so you know that you're first in my thoughts and in my heart."
"I wish I hadn't said ... some of what I said," Jenny sobbed. "I wish we hadn't had the fight. I miss you."
"I miss you, too." Melinda wiped at her tears with one hand, while the other rested on Jenny's hands on the table.
"I want you to ... I _need_ you to move back in. I can't raise Natty without you. I can't be happy without you!" Jenny's tears were flowing freely. "I love you, and I want you with me."
**********
"Are you sure about this?" Melinda was pouring water into the glasses at the table; it was set for four people,
"I'm sure," Jenny said with confidence. "If he's your friend, then I can at least get to know him so I'm not jealous."
Melinda smiled and gave Jenny a quick kiss on her cheek. "Thanks," she purred.
"If having company is what it takes to have you cook like this," Natty called over her shoulder from the computer desk, "I vote we have Melinda's friends over every night!"
"Are you done with your homework?" Jenny replied sharply.
"Just about," Natty called back, a little less enthusiastically.
"So you can take a break and help get the food to the table, right?" Jenny said with a wink toward Melinda.
"Aw," Natty answered, expectedly, as she shuffled from the computer desk to the dining area. "I have to do this every night!" She trudged into the kitchen and got some napkins. "I wish I had a little brother or sister so I didn't have to do everything!"
Melinda laughed. "We could fix that," she said, raising her eyebrows suggestively toward Jenny, "but then you'd have to add a few years of baby diapers and mess until the baby was old enough to help with chores."
"No thanks," Natty frowned at Melinda.
When the doorbell rang, Melinda and Natty had their hands full, so Jenny turned to the door. "I'll get it," she said sweetly. Jenny took a quick glance through the security peephole, and then opened the door. "Hi," she said, trying to continue sounding sweet. "You must be Paul. I've heard a lot about you."
"And you must be Jenny," Paul answered warmly. "Melinda doesn't talk about anything _but_ you."
Jenny gave Paul a quick hug in greeting, and led him into their apartment. He was carrying a basket of flowers and a bottle of wine.
Melinda set down the pan she'd been carrying and greeted Paul with a hug. "You shouldn't have," she said, chiding him as she saw the flowers and wine.
Paul smiled. "I know, but, well, I figured that a nice centerpiece would brighten the table, and my grandpa taught me that you can't have dinner without wine!"
Melinda took the floral arrangement and handed it to Natty, who placed it in the center of the table. It was a colorful, summer arrangement, with two candles in the center of assorted mums, carnations, asters, and other cheery flowers. Jenny noted that there were no roses or other flowers that could be interpreted as romantic.
"And since you wouldn't tell me what you were cooking," Paul teased Melinda, "I had to guess at the wine. I hope that a red wine is okay."
Jenny took the bottle when Paul offered it to her. She whistled at the label. "Are you trying to impress us or something? This is a pretty fancy Cabernet!"
Paul laughed. "Truthfully, my cousin Sam manages a liquor store. I get it at a big discount."
Jenny took the bottle to the kitchen to open it. "Good, because I wouldn't want you to go to a lot of expense on our behalf! We're pretty easy to impress."
"I just put the rolls in," Melinda explained, "so we've got a few minutes before dinner. How about a little wine before we eat?"
Jenny smiled. "That's what I was thinking, too, but since I didn't know your dinner plans, I couldn't tell how long until everything was done." She inhaled the aromas in the kitchen. "It smells wonderful, though." After pouring three glasses of wine, she carried them out to Melinda and Paul, and then got her own glass. "Every time Melinda cooks, I'm in heaven. She's a fantastic cook."
Paul laughed. "You should have seen her with Monique and Nicole in Paris! The three of them got going in the kitchen, and I was the only one to taste and eat! They wanted me to pick who was the best cook!"
"And I won, too, didn't I?" Melinda said confidently.
"I honestly couldn't tell. There was so much, I lost track of who cooked what!" Paul answered with a chuckle.
"They're not here, so you could at least have lied to make me feel better," Melinda protested with a wry grin.
After a bit, the timer rang, and Melinda scurried into the kitchen. A moment later, she called out, "Everything's ready. Natty, can you help me set the food out so we can eat?"
"Mmm," Jenny purred as she inhaled the delightful aromas. "What's the treat for the night?"
Melinda removed the lid with a flourish. "Hungarian paprika chicken, with wild rice."
"You see what I have to put up with?" Jenny asked Paul, teasing Melinda.
After they'd eaten, including the dessert Melinda had made, Natalya started to clean up the dishes but Jenny interrupted her. "I'll get the dishes tonight, hon," she said. "Why don't you go finish your homework so you can talk to Megan or watch TV?"
After Natalya retired to her bedroom, Paul, Melinda, and Jenny moved to the living area. Paul was very obvious in sitting in a wing chair so that Melinda and Jenny sit together on one of the sofas. Jenny smiled to herself at the way Paul was making certain that she wouldn't get even the slightest hint of romantic attraction to Melinda on his part.
"I take it you had a lot of fun this summer, too?" Jenny started the conversation.
"It was very busy," Paul said, "but it was worth it."
Melinda noted a tone of uneasiness to Paul's words, like something wasn't quite right. "You're still having a hard time about things, aren't you?"
Paul's eyes narrowed, and he glanced uneasily at Jenny. "I'm ... not sure," he said hesitantly.
Melinda smiled. "Have you asked Kathleen out yet? What'd she say?"
Paul's expression fell. "I ... couldn't. She's so beautiful, and I'm ...." He looked up suddenly. "Why are you bringing this up now?"
Melinda reached out and patted his hand. "It's because we're friends," she said.
"How is it that you can talk so easily with Melinda and I," Jenny asked, "but you can't talk to the girl you are attracted to?"
"I don't know," Paul said softly. "It's ... different."
"How?" Jenny asked simply. "She's a woman, just like the two of us."
"I guess I've always been kind of shy around girls," Paul replied. "I get tongue-tied and don't know what to say."
"But you did fine at the institute this summer. I don't see you having problems talking to other women on campus," Melinda observed.
"I don't know how to act, or what to say, around a woman I'm attracted to," Paul corrected himself. "I never have." He shook his head slowly. "I wish I understood women better, so I'd know how to approach her."
Jenny turned to Melinda, a curious smile on her face, and her eyebrows raised. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"
Melinda nodded. "If you _really_ want to know how a woman thinks and feels, Paul, I think we can arrange something."
Paul glanced at Jenny, and then at Melinda. "You're not making any sense."
"It's a three-day weekend, right?" Melinda asked.
"Yeah, but ...."
"If you _really_ want to understand a woman, then meet us tomorrow next door, at the entrance gate of the water park,"
Paul tried to understand, but failed. "I don't get it."
Melinda smiled. "I'll call a couple of the girls to come, and we'll make a day of it, okay?"
Paul frowned. "I don't know. You won't ask Kathleen to come, will you?"
"If I know Melinda," Jenny grinned, "and I do, then she _will_ invite Kathleen, and you'll have a chance to get to know her without her worrying about you being attracted to her."
"Trust us," Melinda added. "You'll have a great time, you'll get to understand women, and you'll get to know Kathleen. What more do you want?"
Paul sighed, and then he nodded slowly. "Okay. I'll meet you tomorrow. Nine?"
A while later, after Paul had left, Jenny wrapped her arms around Melinda's waist. "I'm sorry I didn't trust you," she said apologetically.
Melinda gave Jenny a quick kiss. "And with Nicole and Monique?"
Jenny nodded slowly. "Yeah, I guess so." She let her gaze drop. "I sometimes feel ... insecure. Like you're growing and going places and meeting people, and I'm not."
Melinda lifted Jenny's chin. "Next time I get a trip somewhere, we'll make arrangements for Anya or Liz to take care of Natty, and you can come with me for a getaway." She kissed Jenny again.
"Deal."
"And just so you don't worry," Melinda added, "Nicole is engaged, and Monique is steadily dating — guys. Neither has any interest in me, except as a friend, and the same is true for me."
"Thanks — for clearing that up." Jenny sighed. "I feel bad for doubting you."
Melinda chuckled. "Mom said that you and I would have our arguments and fights. She said the most important thing is that we remember that we love each other, and always work through the problems."
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"Hamburgers are done!" Natalya called from the balcony, where she was cooking burgers on a small grill. Expertly, she put the burgers onto a plate, arranged neatly as if the display would be judged.
"Everything's ready here, too," Jenny said as she glanced over the table. Everything was ready — a basket held warm hamburger buns, the condiments were arranged around the center, and a bowl of fresh potato salad. Three places were set around the table.
Behind Jenny, in the kitchen, Melinda was finishing pouring lemonade into glasses. "I love it when everything comes together so well."
As Natty set the plate of burgers on the table, Melinda set down the drinks. Then the two joined Jenny sitting.
It took a few minutes for the girls to prepare their custom burgers, and then Jenny took a bite. "Mmm. This is good. You're turning into as good a cook as Melinda," she complimented Natty.
"Thanks," Natty said humbly. "But I doubt I'll ever be as good as she is."
"You'll probably be a _much_ better chef than I am," Melinda replied with a smile.
After a few bites, Melinda noticed that Natty seemed to be fidgeting a bit. "Okay, Natty," she challenged the girl, "what's up?"
Natalya winced visibly. "Uh, nothing," she stammered.
Jenny shook her head. "I'm not buying it. What's bugging you?"
Natty looked at Melinda, her eyes pleading for support. "Since there's no school on Monday, some of us were going to get together at Fun Zone — if it's okay with you."
Jenny's eyes narrowed almost imperceptibly. "I figured you girls would spend the day at the park."
"Well, we might — in the morning," Natty admitted softly, "but, well, ...."
"Ah," Jenny understood. "The boys will be there, too, right?"
Natty looked down and nodded. "Yeah,"
"I see," Jenny sounded very skeptical.
"Please?" Natty begged, looking up and showing the puppy-dog pleading eyes.
"I don't know," Jenny said slowly. "You're kind of young to be hanging out with boys, aren't you?"
Natty looked at Melinda, hoping to get some moral support. But Melinda was biting her tongue, mindful of the last time she and Jenny had disagreed about what was good for Natty.
Melinda looked at Jenny, and saw that she was torn. She wanted to be a good parent to Natty, but she was on unknown territory, and it showed in her expression.
"What do you think," Jenny pointedly asked Melinda. "What did your parents do with your little sister?"
Melinda breathed a sigh of relief. "As long as it's during the day, they would have let Beth go. After all, she's growing and getting interested in boys, so ...."
Jenny closed her eyes for a moment. "Yeah, that's what I figured." She shook her head slightly. "You know I don't have any experience with this."
Melinda laughed. "Neither do I." She glanced at Natalya.
"Don't look at me," Natty chuckled. "I'm new to this girl thing, too!"
"Why can't the whole group get together for a day at the park?" Jenny asked.
"Jen," Natty chided her, "if ... Jeff goes to the park, what's the point? He won't be a boy!"
"And you like it when he kisses you, right?" Melinda suggested.
Natalya's blush was all the answer that was needed.
Jenny sighed. "I know that you've got to grow up and become your own young lady. It's just ... hard. I don't know what you need, sometimes, and I don't know what to do."
Natalya looked at Jenny, her eyes soft and sympathetic. "Maybe you need to trust me to not do anything stupid, and to talk to someone when I'm confused."
Melinda looked at Jenny, offering a supporting expression.
"It's going to be hard," Jenny admitted softly. "But I promise I'll try."
"We can't protect her from everything," Melinda acknowledged. "She's going to grow up, and we can't control everything she does."
"I know," Jenny said. She looked at Melinda. "And I promise that I'll listen to your advice, and not try to be the one in charge."
Melinda put her hand on Jenny's atop the table. "Thank you," she said simply. "And if you forget, I'm sure Natty and I can remind you."
Jenny nodded. "I guess that's what the boss meant when she said it would be challenging," she guffawed suddenly.
"As long as we remember the important things first, like we love each other," Melinda suggested.
"And that we're family," Natty added with a smile, "even if it's a very strange one!"
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FIN
ElrodW
There are a lot of stories about how the park changes people. This one is different, in that it also includes the park as a major part of the action. This one happens inside the park. Now, at long last, all the readers can get a taste of what the park is like inside.
Vicky Martin and some friends decide, on a lark, to scale the fence and go for a midnight swim in the Bikini Beach water park. The outcome is not quite what they expected.
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Mark turned away from the ticket booth, his face a mix of disgust and disappointment. Slowly, he trudged across the hot asphalt toward the car. He opened the door, frowning.
"Well?"
Mark Wilson shook his head as he slid into the seat. "No dice. It's way to expensive."
Bill Jennings leaned forward from the back seat. "It can't be that much," he protested. "
Mark turned his head. "You want to give up beer for the next month?"
Bill opened his mouth, then he thought better. "I guess we'll just drive down to the beach."
Hank Larson, behind the wheel, shook his head slowly. "Not me." A shudder coursed through his body. "It's getting to be some pretty rough turf," he said softly, as if speaking a dread secret. "Last weekend, a couple of the Phi Delt's got robbed and knifed, and one Epsilon girl was raped."
Bill cursed under his breath. "Damned gangs!" It was unfortunately true. A couple of rival gangs had laid claim to part of the beach, and their turf war was getting pretty ugly. So far, the police hadn't figured out how to deal with the threat. The most popular public beach was effectively closed.
Hank put the car in gear, easing toward the main road, dejected. Their plans had just evaporated. Now they had to figure out something else to do.
All three of the guys could be easily described as average. Medium height, medium build, average looks. Just three more college guys. The trio were also members of the Beta Sigma fraternity, which was just another average fraternity at another average college. And like so many fraternity men, these three were out looking for some weekend recreation. In particular, on this hot April day, they were looking for somewhere with water and women.
Given the situation at the beach, one of the older fraternity members had recommended Bikini Beach. But that, too, was out of the question. It was getting late in the semester, and funds were getting tight.
"Why don't we just drive up the coast?" Bill finally asked. "There are more public beaches around."
Hank shook his head. "You got gas money?" he asked sarcastically. They all knew the answer.
Mark sighed. "After seeing the ads, I was kind of looking forward to that water park. It looks like a lot of fun." He grinned. "And lots of babes."
Bill got a curious expression on his face, kind of a smug grin. Like he'd just thought of something. "You guys really set on that water park?" he asked.
Hank tilted his head. "We can't afford tickets," he said.
Bill's grin broadened. "I've got an idea."
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The pickup pulled off the road into the field, the lights switching off almost immediately. Slowly, it pulled forward toward a small cluster of trees. The brake lights betrayed its position as it came to a halt, then the lights went out, leaving the pickup all but hidden. Only the dim light of the full moon reflecting off the chrome and glass, faint little glints of light against the black silhouette of the clump of trees, themselves faintly outlined against the deep blue sky studded with tiny twinkling jewels.
The dome light blinked on as the doors opened, briefly illuminating the three occupants of the cab and the two others crawling from the pickup bed. Then, with a solid plunk, the doors shut, once again plunging the meadow into near darkness.
Hushed whispers and the rustle of grass being trampled underfoot accompanied the five shadowy figures as they walked toward the looming black wall.
"Holy shit," a voice, Mark's voice, said. "How are we going to get over that?" He stood near the towering privacy fence, seemingly higher in the darkness than its sixteen feet height.
Another voice, this one female. "You didn't say anything about climbing," she complained.
One of the figures took off a backpack. "Not a problem, guys," Bill whispered with a certain smugness. "Not a problem." After a moment's rummaging in the pack, he quickly extracted a strange coil of rope and tubes. He walked over to the fence, gazing upward toward the top. "It might be a little higher than I thought, but we're still okay."
The girl looked at him, puzzled. "What the hell is that?"
Bill's grin was lost in the shadows. "The emergency fire escape ladders from the house." He pointed at the wall. "You guys boost me up, and I'll hook one over the fence. Then we climb up. Just like a ladder." He glanced around. "Come on, guys. Let's do it."
Hank and Mark glanced at each other and shrugged. Hank backed against the wall, cupping his hands. Bill stepped into them, then Mark helped hoist Bill up onto Hank's shoulders.
"Push me higher," Bill said, standing atop Hank's shoulders, his arms reaching upward but still several feet short of the top.
Mark and the other guy, a fraternity brother named Norm, grasped Bill's feet and pushed them upward, stretching their arms as they hoisted the load.
"Still a bit short," Bill hissed from above.
Mark frowned. "That's as high as we can go," he complained.
"Okay, I'm going to try to toss it," Bill finally said. The ground-bound group heard some clinking of the tubes, followed by a loud clattering. At the same time, Bill's weight shifted around violently; Mark and Norm struggled desperately to keep him balanced. They heard Bill curse. "Missed." His weight shifted slightly as he clinked the tubes some more. "Okay, keep me steady."
Another toss, this one more wild than the first. Mark couldn't hold; Bill tumbled to the ground atop Norm. The trio scrambled back to their feet. Bill glanced at the wall. "Woo, hoo!" he nearly shouted. "Got it!"
Indeed, the ladder was hanging from the wall. But it was not so rosy as Bill seemed to think. One hook caught, leaving the ladder dangling awkwardly. And it was nearly four feet above the ground.
Bill slipped on his backpack and grasped the ladder. "Okay, I'll climb up and straighten it up."
Hank looked a bit disgusted. "And how do we get down on the other side? Jump and break our legs?"
The girl spoke up. "Or get out? Hmmm? How do we get out if the ladder is on this side?"
Bill grinned. "Vicky, have I ever let you down?" He ignored her vigorous nods. "I've got another ladder in the backpack." With a grin, he shinnied up the ladder. A few seconds later, the ladder jiggled and straightened. Then another clatter was heard, another ladder dropping down on the far side of the wall. "Okay, we're in!" Bill whispered triumphantly.
Quickly, the remaining four students climbed up the ladder, struggling a bit with the first high step, but within minutes, all four were inside the park, laughing and joking at their adventure.
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Something interrupted Anya's dream - a very tenuous feeling. And yet, Anya felt like she could almost touch whatever she was sensing. She bolted upright in bed, her eyes wide. Whatever it was, the feeling was still there — barely. She slid out of bed and padded slowly to the terrace doors. Not really knowing why, she brushed aside the curtain and slid open the patio door.
The summer night was warmer than her air-conditioned condo, but not so warm that it was uncomfortable standing in her silk night shirt. A gentle breeze invigorated her as she stood on the balcony, gazing intently from her eighth-floor perch to the water park next door. Overhead, the moon shone brilliantly, casting its full light on the dark earth — just enough to turn night into an eerie shadowy world.
Anya peered at the park again, her eyes narrowed as if to focus on tiny details in the dim light. She could see nothing, but there was still the sense that something was wrong.
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Laughing, Hank leaped as high as he could from the water, turning so that he landed like a broaching whale, sending a cascade of water on Vicky and Norm. They flinched from the water, and as soon as Hank surfaced, they both began to splash him, scooping water with their hands.
Bill swam lazily across the lagoon, doing a relaxed breast stroke. "If I didn't know better," he said with a grin, "I'd swear I was on a tropical island." He let his mind wander. "This is great! The water feels so ... good!"
Norm turned toward him. "Yeah, man. I know what you're talking about. It's like ... it's full of energy or something."
Vicky splashed Norm. "What are you guys talking about? It's just like any other pool." She turned back to Hank. "But it _is_ like a tropical paradise." Her voice sounded romantic, dreamy, as she let herself drift into the artificial world of the park's theme. All around the lagoon, black silhouettes of palm trees stood in faint contrast to the sky. "I bet this place is a dream during the day," she said, her voice filled with admiration for the landscape.
Hank turned away from the splashing. "Yeah, this is great!" he said enthusiastically. "They sure named this place right."
Mark stood abruptly and began to wade out of the water, toward the white sand. "I don't know about you guys, but I'm getting bored. I want some action."
Norm frowned. "What do you expect to do? This place is closed, man."
"Yeah. It's not like they're going to turn everything on for us." Bill added.
Mark shook his head. "The sign shows some kind of paddle boat lagoon."
"I think we walked past it. I think it's over by the ladders," Vicky observed.
"So let's go check it out," Norm said with a grin. The five splashed their way out of the pool, then, still laughing and joking, walked across the white sand to the dark pathway. Though it was the middle of the night, the bright moon gave the group just enough light to walk comfortably on the paths.
Norm stopped at a sign, tracing where he thought they were. Like nearly everything else on the "South Seas Adventure" part of the park, the sign was crafted to look as if it were made from coconut and bamboo. Another small but important detail in how the park created its illusion.
As Norm turned away from the map, he staggered, as if he'd lost his balance. He laughed, more to reassure himself than the others. "Must have lost my footing. Easy to do in the dark." As they continued along the path, Hank, following Norm, frowned. Norm seemed to be staggering a bit as he walked. Staggering — or swaying. Hank shook his head, knowing that he just had to be imagining things.
The paddleboat lagoon was dark and silent, moonlight reflecting off the rippling waters. Norm was the first down the pier, bending over to check out the paddle boats. He straightened, and everyone could see from his shadow that he was disappointed. "No luck," he said. "They're locked down." He stomped back down the pier.
"So now what?" Bill asked, his voice carrying a hint of frustration. He saw that Vicky was staring at him curiously. "What?"
Vicky frowned. "I don't know," she said. She sounded a bit confused. "It's just that you seem, well, shorter."
Bill stared at her in disbelief for a long second, and then threw back his head and laughed. "I told you to take it easy on the beer."
Vicky's frown deepened. It wasn't the beer, she told herself. Something was different.
"Hey, guys," Mark finally chimed in. "I've got an idea."
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"I don't know about this," Hank said. He sounded worried. "Sneaking into the park is one thing. But this?"
"Nah," Mark said reassuringly. "Not a problem!" He jiggled the door handle again, and felt the lock release. "Voila!" he said in triumph as the door swung open. "Instant fun."
The two boys stepped into the pitch black of the number two pump house. Almost immediately, Hank let out a yelp as he stubbed his toe against something. "Damn!"
Mark reached behind him and slid the door shut, blocking what little moonlight came inside. He fumbled around the door for a moment. "Ah, here!" he said. With an audible click, a single light bulb snapped to life.
Hank shielded his eyes from the bright bulb. "Turn that thing off!" he cried. "Someone will see it!"
Mark ignored him, turning his attention instead to the row of huge pump motors. He scanned them, and then glanced around the interior walls, past the racks of tools, spare parts, and fittings. His gaze finally came to rest on the breaker box. "Jackpot," he said, more to himself than to Norm. Mark started reading the faint lettering. "Let's see. Lava Run. Pele's Race. Polynesian Plunge. Pipeline. Wild Luau. Outrigger." Six labels, six large switches, six pump motors. He turned to Hank. "Pick ‘em, buddy."
Hank shook his head. He was way past nervous. "Just turn on a couple and let's get out of here."
Mark turned, and snapped four switches. The audible hum of the motors immediately filled the room as they began their task of recirculating hundreds of gallons of water every second, supplying the enormous volumes required by the rides. He stepped back to the door and flipped off the light.
The darkness was sudden and total. Hank shook his head as the two slipped back out into the moonlight. Maybe it was his nerves, or maybe it was the change in light, but he could have sworn that Mark's hair was longer.
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Anya sat upright in bed again. This time, the feeling was more real. She closed her eyes, concentrating for a few seconds, and then she turned on her reading lamp. Her fingers danced across the numbers on her telephone even as she lifted the receiver to her ear. She waited for only a second. "Hi, grandmother? It's me." A short pause. "Yes, I woke up, too." Another pause. "Uh huh. I think something's going on over there." A longer pause as she listened intently. "Okay, I'll call Jenny. We'll meet you at the office in, oh, half an hour?" She used her finger to disconnect the call, and quickly began another.
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Vicky giggled as she rode the mat down the hill. A thin cushion of water carried the mat, first down steeply, then up over a bump, then down again. Another rise lifted her, and then she began the steep slide down the final section. Finally, after a thrilling few seconds, the track leveled and she began to slow down.
Laughing with delight, she picked up the toboggan-shaped mat and danced across the other lanes, meeting the guys as they, too, carried their mats off Pele's Race.
"Let's do that again," Vicky said eagerly as they began the climb back to the top. The race course was set on the side of a fake mountain — or volcano, as Mark suggested. They hiked up the trail, amid the coconut trees and bamboo, winding back and forth up the steeper parts, until the path cut across the mountain. Overhead, the artificial volcano towered, a black peak cutting into the sky. Vicky found herself wondering once again what this place looked like in broad daylight.
Bill was lagging far behind as they neared the top. The trail split off; they'd explored most of the paths. Outrigger Canoes, they'd discovered, was a two-person raft ride. Unfortunately, it wasn't one of the rides they'd turned on. Next came the Pele's Race that they'd just been down. Vicky and Bill carried their mats to the starting line.
"You go on. I want to try the Lava Run," Norm said cheerfully. "Meet you at the bottom."
"Wait up, I'm coming with you," Hank said to Norm. Bill joined in, and the three headed down the path toward the ride.
Their first trip to the top had revealed that Lava Run was one of the rides Mark had turned on. It was another mat ride, but instead of a straight race course, this one was a slalom ride, weaving a wild ride to the bottom. Or so the guys hoped.
Three lanes. Perfect, Mark thought. He laid his mat down and flopped on it. On either side, Norm and Hank did the same. Mark glanced as Norm pushed off, and then turned to the other side. He saw Hank sliding past him. With haste, Mark shoved himself forward, eager to make up the lost time and try to win.
With a huge splash, Mark and his mat slid into the pool at the bottom. He bubbled to the surface, feeling the water running off his head and down his back, while he tugged his mat out of the steady stream of water coming down the ride. Grinning, he pushed his way through the water to the steps. Hank and Norm were waiting for him. Like all the other rides and pools, the water seemed alive with a peculiar energy that seemed to soothe and relax the boys.
"Go again, or should we try something else?" Hank asked eagerly.
Mark thought. "Let's see what else there is. But let's take these back up. Just in case." They'd already had one trip up the mountain, and then back down, as they discovered they needed mats - and the mats were at the bottom. None of them wanted to repeat the experience.
Hank trudged up the pathway. For a brief second, Mark frowned as he watched Hank walking away. Something seemed a bit odd. But he couldn't quite place his finger on it. Shrugging to himself, he followed his friends.
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As they neared the top, Mark decided to try something else, while Norm and Hank settled on repeating the Lava Run. The two heard Vicky and Bill getting ready to ride Pele's Race yet again, and they left Mark at the path that led to their ride.
Mark felt suddenly nervous. He was alone, it was dark, and he was in a strange park. Around him, the sound of water bubbling and splashing seemed to be amplified, until in Mark's imagination, the sound could be heard for miles.
He turned down the path toward the Polynesian Plunge. At the head of the ride, Mark saw a pile of inner-tube type rafts. He dropped the mat and picked up a tube. Around him, he saw shadowy figures of Tiki statues, staring in silent witness to his deeds. In his mind, they were coming to life, staring accusingly at him, closing in around him in their silent indictment of his trespass. Gulping, Mark sat down on the raft and pushed himself hurriedly down the twisting fiberglass channel.
As he bounced and twisted, Mark became slowly aware of strange feelings. His chest seemed a little heavy, and there was a curious tugging as the tube dipped down the ride. And as he slid down the track, something wet flopped around his shoulders and back.
The tube splashed into the catch pool, ending the wild ride. Mark discounted the strange sensations and the earlier nightmarish fears, instead grinning with exhilaration as he slid from the tube. He was momentarily startled by the depth of this pond, which threw him off balance for a moment as he tried to corral his tube. Then, with the tube safely in tow, Mark started sloshing across the pond to the exit steps. And then he froze.
"I hope you enjoyed the ride, Mr. Jennings." A pair of shadowy figures stood directly in his path, blocking his exit. One was shorter and broader than the other, but both were clearly women.
Mark's mind raced. Shit! I got caught! He dropped the tube and spun, hoping to shoulder his way past the women. The shorter woman had other ideas, though. She grabbed his arm with a surprising strength, her fingers biting painfully into his flesh. He twisted and yanked, but couldn't tear free of the woman's iron grasp. Mark resigned himself to his fate. But he could still spare the others. "Busted!" he screamed at the top of his voice, his fraternity's code word for having been caught. And even as the word came out, Mark's eyes widened at the sound echoing in his ears.
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Norm heard the scream just as he started down the Lava Run. Behind him, Bill was still carrying his mat. Norm's ears perked up at the sound. It sounded like ‘Busted', which meant trouble. And yet, it didn't sound like any of the guys. Norm's senses went to full alert. Right now, there wasn't anything he could do, at least not until he got to the bottom of this ride.
He splashed into the pool, already scanning the surrounding area for signs of whatever trouble had caused someone to scream the code word. The mat drifted idly on the surface as Norm waded slowly, cautiously, toward the exit, his eyes peering intently into the dimly lit surroundings. Behind him, the gush of water down the twisting chute slowed to a trickle, its loud splash hushing almost immediately. Within moments, all that was left was a faint burbling as the remaining water dripped into the catch pond. The silence was nearly total. To Norm, every step he took made the water swish and splash louder than cannon fire, threatening to betray his location. And yet, standing as he was in the knee-deep water, he was brightly silhouetted, an easy target to spot. His heart racing, Norm splashed quickly to the exit.
Noise. Some people were coming down the main path. Norm held his breath in fear. A beam of light stabbed through the night, falling on the path, illuminating the walkway. Norm ducked behind some shrubs, shrinking as close to the ground as he possibly could. Through tiny gaps in the underbrush, he spotted the light bobbing along. His heart raced as he watched the two walking along — an older stout-looking woman clutching someone by the arm, half dragging him along with her.
And then Norm's eyes widened. He saw the shadowy figure more clearly. It wasn't a guy. It was a girl! Vicky! That was his first thought. The old woman had caught Vicky. But that didn't make any sense. The voice had come from his left, from where Mark had gone. Still, the woman was dragging a girl. There was no mistaking the dim outlines of long hair draping to her shoulders. None but a blind man would mistake the faint curves for anything but breasts.
Norm cowered lower behind the bushes. The light swung his way and seemed to dwell on his hiding place. He held his breath, afraid to move or make even the tiniest sound, his eyes closed lest the whites of his pupils give him away. Finally, the light moved on. He cautiously let out his breath.
Norm rose slowly to a crouch, then, as the sounds faded down the pathway, he stood. Cautiously, he edged toward the path. He peered down the walk after the light. Satisfied that the two were out of sight, Norm began to creep the opposite direction. He figured he'd circle around, and then make a dash for the ladder and freedom.
Ahead of him, a door closed with an audible thunk, sending Norm nearly out of his skin. After a moment, he realized the sound had come from the direction of the pump house. Heart pounding, Norm scooted between some bushes, off the path, even as he heard footsteps slowly approaching. With haste, but still trying desperately to be quiet, Norm threaded his way through the bushes and shrubs, flinching as the branches and leaves scraped painfully against his chest.
On the pathway, a shadowy figure of a lady stopped, her head tilted slightly. Slowly, her head rotated, her ears alert for whatever sounds had made her pause. Norm felt terror grip him as he felt certain that the girl was looking right at him. For an agonizingly long moment, she seemed to stare at him. Then to his relief, she resumed her journey.
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"Jenny, check out the pump house," Anya directed to her companion. Her eyes were alert, darting rapidly back and forth along the path, into the landscaping.
The other girl nodded. "Right. Those bastards better not have ruined any of my pumps." She stepped through a small gate, past the sign reading ‘Employees only' - a sign that the intruders had quite obviously ignored.
Anya watched Jenny for a moment, and then looked up the volcano. She seemed to sense something. Her jaw clenched in determination, and she began a quick ascent up the steep path.
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Bill's mat fell with a wet flop to the starting pond of the Lava Run. He heard the scream, and now he heard voices. They were far enough away that he couldn't make out much, especially with the gurgling of the water. He backed out of the shallow pool. Facing the direction of the voices, he backed out to the main pathway. Glancing occasionally over his shoulder to avoid straying from the path, he continued to back his way down the path. Someone had been caught. But he wasn't going to be stupid enough to join them from some misguided sense of loyalty. Time to get out of the park.
Something made Bill glance down at the path. He gasped at the wet impressions on the cool concrete, outlines of his feet left as a trail for whoever was following him. Bill felt a surge of panic. He turned and fled across the volcano, his feet slapping the concrete with a faint but distinct pat-pat sound.
He glanced over his shoulder yet again. Behind him, he saw a beam of light stabbing through the darkness, dancing and weaving among the shrubs and trees and path. He was being pursued! Bill turned to flee.
He was at a fork. Two paths led away — the path he knew would take him down to the base of the volcano and the rides they'd been using, and the other path. It took only milliseconds for Bill to make his choice. Someone had been caught — at the base of the volcano. That's where the scream had come from. That's where the voices were. If he went down the left-hand path, he might stumble right into someone and be caught. He turned to the right, beginning a steep zig-zag descent from the mountain. The surrounding foilage and décor of the park changed abruptly; the coconut trees and bamboo vanished, replaced by pine and oak trees. The bamboo fence was no more; an old-fashioned split-rail fence now lined the path. Overhead, unseen to Bill, a sign hung, announcing "Wild River Fun."
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Vicky, still lying on the mat at the base of Pele's Race, heard the scream, and turned to Hank. She looked totally baffled — it had seemed to her like a woman's cry.
Hank had risen to his knees when the cry sounded. He froze momentarily, and then turned to Vicky. "Let's get out of here," he whispered insistently. He scrambled to his feet and began to run toward the main path.
Behind him, Vicky was a bit slower to rise. She tripped on her mat and sprawled back down. As she picked herself up again, she saw Hank's shadowy figure disappear into the shadows of the shrubbery.
Vicky felt a bit of panic. The guys were abandoning her. It was a free-for-all, every person for him or herself. It was up to her to escape. She stood again and stepped quickly toward the main path.
She saw a flashlight bobbing, heard voices. She backed quickly into the shadows as the figures walked noisily by, a large stout woman clutching a — Vicky suppressed a gasp — a young woman by the arm. There was no mistaking the silhouette — it was a girl. Vicky frowned, confused. Had someone else decided to use the park after dark?
The figures receded into the distance, around a corner and hidden from view. Vicky stepped out to the path, her neck craning as she peered intently into the shadows. "Hank!" she hissed. "Hank! Where are you?" She glanced around some more. After a few seconds, she decided that he was long gone. Vicky stepped quickly, walking as quietly as she could, and followed the figures down the path. She had to follow them to get to the ladders, to her escape.
She came to a fork in the path. Ahead, to the left, the light bobbed toward what she knew must be the offices and entrance area. To her right, lay the path to freedom, to the ladder. Vicky turned and hastened toward an escape.
The path, Vicky knew, led toward the paddleboat pool. Just before she got there, off to her left, the ladders hung on the wall. But with the adrenaline pumping through her veins, Vicky thought she'd gone further than she actually had. She saw a path to the left, and turned.
Ahead of her, dimly lit and sticking up from a glistening pool of water, the shadow of a fairy-tale castle jutted skyward. For the shortest moment, Vicky stood, entranced, gazing at the almost-magical scene. She imagined, for a brief second, the castle in the daytime, glittering with gold, its brightly colored pennants fluttering in the breeze, herself a princess near her court.
Behind her, Vicky heard footsteps on the path. She spun, the magical moment shattered by the sound. She glimpsed the flashlight behind her. Her heart leaped; she'd taken the wrong path, and now she was trapped. Vicky turned back to the castle, a plan forming in her mind. She stepped through the shallow wading pool, her footsteps leaving ripples flickering in the moonlight. She climbed up into the structure, ducked through a short door, and found herself in a small chamber. Tiny slits of windows peered out over the pond and its surroudings. A few steps led to an opening, a slide down into the pond. Vicky realized that this was part of a kid's play area.
The flashlight drew nearer, its beam splaying against the structure, tiny slivers of light piercing the inner darkness. Vicky held her breath, pressing herself firmly against the wall, fearful of being discovered.
"You might as well come out, Vicky," a woman's voice called to her. "I know you're in there."
Vicky gasped as the woman called her by name. How ... unless someone else had been caught and had squealed. She sank lower. The woman had to be bluffing.
"I'm not bluffing, Vicky," the old woman answered as if she could read Vicky's thoughts. "Please come out before I have to summon the authorities."
Vicky felt herself losing control. She stifled a sob as she realized what would happen if the police got involved. After a little joy-riding incident in high school, she'd ended up on probation. If she kept her nose clean for another year, the record would be wiped. Deferred adjudication, the judge had called it. But now, she was being caught. Trespassing. And probably more. She'd be stuck with a criminal record. Trembling with fear, Vicky slowly walked out of the castle, toward the waiting woman.
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Hank eased into the lagoon. They wouldn't think to look for him here, he reasoned. Not with the rides running. Maybe they'd overlook him, and after a while, he could slip quietly out. For a couple of minutes, he crouched in the water, listening as he heard the old woman walk loudly by, then as Vicky followed. The sound of the water lapping at his neck soothed Hank, seeming to reassure him that all would be fine if he would just be patient.
Glittering ripples danced across the surface of the lagoon, surrounding the head that stuck above the water. Hank was letting himself be hypnotized by the tranquil scene, deadened to his precarious situation. He was still stuck in the park, hunted by at least two people, trespassing on private property. Big trouble if he got caught.
As that idea pushed rudely into Hank's train of thought, he suddenly realized just how stupid his ‘hiding place' was. The shadow of his head contrasted sharply with the moonlit ripples. He'd been stupid to try to hide here.
Cautiously, chiding himself as he did so, Hank eased himself toward the shore, staying as low in the water as he possibly could. His ears were alert to any sound, any hint of trouble. He paused at the water's edge, and then made a quick dash across the beach to the shadows of the coconut trees. He glanced over his shoulder, and saw that his footprints were mingled among those of the group's earlier play.
At the same time, peculiar little bits of data, feedback from his body, was filed into the recesses of his brain, saved for when his mind could ponder them. The awkwardness of his little sprint, like his balance was wrong, giving rise to a distinct sway in his motion. The wet locks slapping at his neck and shoulders. The tugging on his pectoral muscles. Hank didn't have time to process any of this strange data. He had escape on his mind.
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Bill barely noticed the rustic back-wood theme around him; the split-rail fence lining the walkways, the towering pines, the rustic signs. He scurried along the path, glancing occasionally over his shoulder, his feet slapping on the cool concrete. To his ears, the faint pitter-patter was deafening, betraying his location. The flashlight was still behind him, steadily and inexorably following his tracks. Bill turned, taking a moment to reach up and flick the hair from his face.
The path split. To the left, a wooden bridge crossed a waterway, a wide river-like raft ride obviously designed for a gentle unhurried tour around the area. Across the bridge, Bill couldn't see much through the landscaping.
He turned to the right. More underbrush hid his view. Bill stepped quickly away from the bridge.
He halted in his tracks. A wide white sand area, dotted with beach chairs, surrounded a rectangular pool. Stretched across the middle of the pool was a volleyball net. There was no place to hide in this area. He turned slowly around. A large pavilion, full of picnic tables, gave little cover either.
Bill dashed back toward the bridge, away from the dead-end. He glanced to his left, and saw the light, much closer now.
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Anya walked steadily on. Her flashlight danced across the path, more to prevent her tripping on some unseen obstacle than to follow the still-wet footprints on the concrete. A thin smile graced her lips as she pursued the young man.
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Norm twirled and turned as he threaded his way through the hut. A long Polynesian-style hut with a thatched roof, it was a pavilion for outdoor events, filled with small low tables on the sand floor.
"Hey, you!"
Norm spun, startled. A woman was staring at him from across the pavilion. He spun and darted between the tables, exiting the hall. His steps carried him between bushes, and he clutched reflexively at his chest as the bushes scraped him. Norm's eyes widened as his arm clamped across his chest.
Still followed by the woman, Norm dashed across the volleyball court, scuffing up the neatly-raked sand. He glanced over his shoulder, and gasped. The woman was following him, and gaining.
Norm turned, dropping his hand, and he plunged through the bushes. A tiny cry of pain slipped through his lips as he stumbled, tripping on a low shrub, sprawling on another hard concrete pathway.
Norm twisted on the ground, trying to get his arms beneath him so as to lever himself back up. He heard the footsteps nearing, and his mind raced in terror. He glanced up over his shoulder.
The young woman reached down and grasped his arm firmly. Norm heard a gasp of surprise escape his lips at the woman's strength, a faint high-pitched sound that surprised him even as the woman pulled him to his feet.
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Hank ducked into the brush as the sound approached. From his hidden vantage point, he saw the old woman escorting Vicky back up the path.
When the pair were safely out of sight, Hank paused to listen, then stepped back onto the path. His feet danced along the concrete as he trotted toward the wall, the ladders, and freedom.
Hank ignored the awkwardness of his gait, the swaying feeling he got with every step. Hank ignored the heaviness in his chest, discounting it as being out of breath from his panicked run. He neared the paddleboat lagoon, and turned into the brush.
The feeling of the brush scraping his chest alarmed Hank. It hurt. It really, really hurt, as if every nerve on his chest were alive and hyper-sensitive. But Hank ignored it. The ladder was near. He stumbled again, catching himself at the last moment. The wall drew nearer, looming like an ebony shadow against the night sky.
Hank saw the crushed foilage on the ground, the spot where the group had earlier entered the park. He looked up, scanning the wall for the ladder.
Hank gasped in surprise. The faint, soft, high-pitched cry startled him even as he frantically searched the wall. He felt the wall, prying with his hands, as if his eyes might be deceiving him. But his hands confirmed what his eyes had seen — the ladder was gone. Hank sank to his knees, still staring up at the impossibly high wall. Without the ladder, he was truly trapped.
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Without realizing it, Bill passed the Old Swimming Hole. He glanced again and again over his shoulder, watching the bobbing flashlight. His pursuer was still there, still following slowly but doggedly. Bill turned, and saw the shadowy building ahead of him. He leaned against it for a moment to catch his breath; Bill was surprised at how short of breath he was. He wasn't running a race or anything, and he'd kept active in intramural sports. So why did he stand here panting?
After a few seconds, Bill pushed himself off the building. He glanced around. There were three paths he could take. Bill stayed on the center one. Ahead, he could see a low crescent-shaped hill rising up. He hoped he was heading in the general direction of the ladder, but he was no longer certain. In the strange place, in the dim moonlight, being chased, Bill had lost his sense of direction.
The ground sloped up gradually, and Bill felt his legs weakening. He urged himself onward, still climbing, until the path switched to a sharp zig-zag up a steep part of the hill. Above him, pine trees towered, blotting out the moon. Bill paused, glancing back.
From the added height, Bill could see the flashlight still pursuing him. He guessed that whoever carried it was only fifty or sixty yards back. Bill turned, resuming his climb. He took a deep breath, frowning at the strange heaviness of his chest. But there were more serious matters than a little discomfort. He reached the summit.
The path split, to his left and right, along the peak of the hill. Bill felt a twinge of alarm. They hadn't explored this part of the park. Either path could easily dead-end, leaving him trapped by his pursuer. He closed his eyes and mentally flipped a coin. To his left. With his feet slapping softly against the path, he hastened away from his determined foe.
Another branch in the path, this time to the right. Bill didn't even think — he rushed straight ahead. The path seemed to parallel the summit of the hill. The view of the surrounding park would have been spectacular, but for two things. First, it was very dark, and everything was a nearly indistinguishable shade of gray. Second, and more importantly, Bill was being chased and didn't have time to glance around.
Bill turned the last corner, and realized with a sickening feeling that he'd picked a dead end. There was an area for a line, and then a starting pond for a ride. Nothing more. No other ways to go. Bill turned back, to retrace his steps.
The flashlight bobbed a scant twenty yards away, drawing closer with every second. Bill turned back, frantically searching for an escape, any way out. He glanced back. Ten yards. The beam of light caught his face. He turned back to the ride. A channel of fiberglass twisted down the hill, bending and turning. And dry. Bill gave one last glance over his shoulder, then leaped down into the channel. He struggled to keep his balance as he ran, grateful that it wasn't wet.
It was a small puddle. In one area where the channel nearly leveled out, at a seam in the fiberglass sections, a small depression didn't drain completely. Through sheer bad luck, Bill stepped into the wet spot. On the next step, as he tried to negotiate a curve, his bare foot slipped on the fiberglass, shooting from under him.
As his body hurtled through the air, his arms flailing for some handhold, Bill saw the world spinning around him. He saw the long strands of hair flopping in his face, obstructing his vision. He felt the heaviness swaying and jiggling on his chest, a foreign feeling that only now was he paying attention to.
And then he hit. His head smacked heavily against the rim of the channel, and the world went black.
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Hank pried himself off his rear. After discovering that the ladder was missing, he sank against the wall, sliding down the concrete barrier until he was sitting on the ground. Despair threatened to overwhelm him. They were trapped in this park, with no way out, and the owner and who knows who else were hunting them. He wanted to cry, and felt ashamed that this situation would bring him to tears. After all, he was a guy, and guys don't cry. At least, that's what he kept telling himself. But still the tears leaked out.
After a few minutes, Hank seemed to regain some composure. He glanced around. If he couldn't get out, then surely there were places he could hide until the park opened. And once that happened, he could easily mingle with the crowd and slip out like a normal customer. Hank's resolve returned.
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Bill's eyes opened slowly, and immediately slammed shut again, flinching from the light. His hand lifted slowly to block the beam as he tried to turn away from the bright light. That was a mistake, he quickly learned; pain seemed to explode in his head and neck. Cautiously, Bill opened his eyes again, this time managing to keep them open.
As the pain lessened, Bill's mind slowly began to reassert control. He began to take stock of his situation. His head throbbed, a searing series of pain pulses, mostly on the left side behind his ear. That must be where he'd hit the wall. His left wrist ached, but he experimentally moved it. Just sprained, he determined. No breaks. His hip had a dull ache; he must have landed on it when he fell. Apart from the massive headache, Bill considered himself lucky.
"Are you okay?" The voice was soft, melodious, and genuinely concerned. "You had a nasty fall."
Bill started to nod, then changed his mind abruptly. "I think so," he said carefully. "Mostly my head."
The flashlight beam moved, toward the side of Bill's head. The girl, and it was now obvious that it was a girl, crouched down, carefully examining the point of impact. Her fingers probed tenderly at Bill's head. "Well, somehow you managed to avoid breaking anything," she finally said. "Just a bad bump. No concussion."
The diagnosis sank in, flooding Bill with relief. Then his eyes snapped open. "How..."
The girl smiled. Even in the moonlight, Bill could see her pretty smile. "A little something I learned."
EMT. Some type of paramedic or something. That was the answer to Bill's unfinished question. He let his eyes drift shut again.
"Let's get you up and go to the office. Grandmother is waiting for us."
Bill's eyes opened again. He'd been caught, and now it was time to face the music. With the girl helping, Bill stood slowly to his feet.
The girl was tall; Bill had to look up a bit at her. He frowned. But some of that was obviously because they were standing on a hill. Yeah, that was it. And he was standing lower. Cautiously, Bill stepped forward, guided by the flashlight beam so as to avoid another puddle. His steps were halting, however, not just because he feared another puddle, but also because his hip hurt, and that was really throwing off his sense of balance. With every step, a new pulse of pain reverberated through his head, distracting him from the heavy, bouncy sensation on his chest.
"By the way, I'm Anya," the girl said as they walked. With one hand, she held the flashlight, illuminating their path. With the other, she held Bill's arm tightly.
Bill sighed. Just his luck. If it were any other circumstances, he'd try to get a date with this girl. "I'm ..."
"Bill," the girl finished with a grin. She watched Bill's reaction, the shock on his face as she revealed that she already knew his name. And then she got a really curious smile. "And no, I don't think you'll be in any shape to ask me out for a while."
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Hank stood at the intersection for a few seconds, pondering. The path to his left is where he'd come from. And the office was over that way. Which meant the best place to hide was probably the other path. He stepped quickly down the path.
Within a few yards, he came to a bridge. Even in the dim light, he could see the channel on either side of the bridge, an artificial river designed for lazy rafting. For a brief moment, he regretted that he hadn't come during the daytime, when he could really enjoy the park. But they'd made their choice.
Hank saw the flashlight bobbing on the hill ahead of him before he heard any noise. He glanced around, and immediately realized that he had nowhere to run. Hank backed into the bridge, and he spun, startled. He glared at the river. Then, slowly, a grin crept across his face. He scaled the railing of the bridge, then lowered himself carefully into the water. As the flashlight approached, Hank slipped under the bridge, crouching in the waist-deep water to minimize how much he was exposed.
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Anya led Bill into the office. The others weren't here; just an old woman sitting behind her desk, a frown on her face as she steepled her fingers before her face. "Sit," she ordered.
Bill knew he had no choice but to obey. He slid into a chair silently.
"There's still one more, Grandmother," Anya said softly.
The old woman didn't look up from glaring at Bill. "He's under the bridge on Old Man River. By the path ..."
Anya smiled. "By the Junior Lifeguard Academy." She grinned broadly. "I thought so." She gave Bill a wink. "We walked right over him." Without another word, she turned and left the office.
The old woman continued to glare at Bill until he was squirming in his chair. "Now what are we going to do with you?" she asked softly, rhetorically. Bill felt a shiver of fear run up his spine.
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Hank felt a stab of panic as the flashlight beam swept across the water, just a few feet from his hiding place. His heart pounded with fear of being discovered. The light moved suddenly, its bright beam appearing on the other side of the bridge. Hank suppressed a gasp; he'd been subconsciously backing away from the light, and had nearly left the protection of the bridge. Now that the light had shifted, he found himself nearly exposed. Moving as silently as possible, he moved back to what he hoped was the center of the bridge.
The beam shifted a few more times, back and forth to either side of the bridge, sweeping the still waters over and over. Finally, a girl's voice called out. "Henry," the soft voice spoke, "No, wait. You prefer Hank, don't you. Hank, let's stop this silly game."
Hank gasped softly. How could this girl know his name, let alone where he was? Uncertainty clouded his mind; what could he do?
"Hank," the girl said calmly, "Grandmother is waiting for us. If you don't come now, I'm afraid she'll call the police. Or worse."
Fear of police involvement made up Hank's mind. He slowly slipped out from under the bridge. "Okay," he said in a defeated tone. "I don't have much choice, do I?"
The girl smiled as Hank emerged. "No, you don't." She pointed with her flashlight; Hank saw the path to a shallow area designed for entering and leaving the river. He waded up onto solid ground, feeling unsteady.
As he stood, dripping, next to the tall girl, Hank's curiosity got the better of him. "How did you know where I was? And my name?"
The girl smiled. "Magic," she said nonchalantly.
Hank's jaw dropped open in disbelief for a moment, then he closed it. "Yeah, right!" he snorted.
Anya smiled pleasantly, then turned the flashlight directly at Hank. His eyes tracked the beam of light as it hit his body. He saw — and couldn't stop the scream from escaping his lips.
**********
Anya led Hank into the office building. Four others sat in chairs, three of whom were staring at the floor in embarrassment. Hank recognized Vicky, and immediately dropped his gaze in shame, afraid to meet her gaze. Without looking up, feeling himself flushed, he slid into a chair. Like the others, he lifted his hands to cover himself.
He glanced from the corner of his eye around the room, afraid to make eye contact with anyone. Four girls. Unless you counted him. Vicky he clearly recognized. She was unchanged. She sat in her chair stiffly; something had her very worried. But the others?
Bill held an ice pack against his head. Her head. Long straight locks of brunette hair flowed around the ice pack, down to soft feminine shoulders, some spilling down the front, partially covering the round full breasts on Bill's chest. His — her — waist was narrowed, devoid of the washboard abs that Bill had worked so hard to maintain. Instead there was only soft smooth muscle of a well-toned young woman. Bill's swimsuit had changed, into a woman's bikini bottom, riding high on his wider, more feminine hips. Bill's legs were hairless, smooth, and much more womanly shaped. His features were still recognizably Bill, but much less angular and masculine. Softer, smoother skin, eyes a bit rounder, higher cheekbones, and slightly fuller lips gave the vision of what Bill would have looked like had he been born a girl - as he was now.
Next to Bill, Norm sat quietly, sobbing into his hands. His short dark hair, cut in a pageboy, framed his soft round face. With features as delicate as Norm's had been harsh, he was attractive. Behind his arms, the curve of breasts was unmistakable; his slender arms concealed the size of the new chest features. Unlike Bill, Norm was a bit chubby, a little less slender in stature. Not fat by any means, but large. Pleasingly full-bodied — the kind of body referred to as a renaissance figure. Again, it was hard to tell from how Norm sat, but his waist was clearly wider than Bill's, and his hips and rear definitely so. His curvy legs displayed a little more bulk than the others, but not so much as to be unattractive. Not flabby; just full. Given the total package, Norm was attractive in a girl-next-door way. Norm glanced up, and caught Hank staring at him. He buried his face in his hands again, ashamed of what he'd been turned into.
Across from Bill, Mark stared at the floor, slouched in the chair, with his arms crossed over his waist. Mark's legs splayed open in a very unfeminine way, displaying the pink string bikini which had once been his red swimsuit. It lay flat in his crotch, empty of the manhood with which Mark had entered the park. Just like the rest of the guys. Mark's large breasts rested on his crossed arms, big round soft orbs capped by large brown nipples. His hands, soft and delicate, were turned in an attempt to conceal the long fingernails he now had, yet another sign that his masculinity had been stripped away. A thick wavy mane of auburn hair hung around his face; short wavy bangs concealed his forehead. What could be seen of his face was as feminine as the others; no trace of whiskers remained, and the features were much finer, the skin softer.
Vicky was the only one who sat, apparently unchanged. She alternately stared at the floor, then around the room at the others, her mouth closed solemnly but her eyes wide with shock and disbelief. She knew, in her heart, that these were the guys she'd come to the park with. She recognized their features in the changed faces. But still, she had a hard time accepting that this wasn't some kind of bad dream. She glanced up, and caught Hank looking her way.
Vicky stared at Hank. The last one caught. A boy she'd dated several times, and had slept with more than once. That boy was gone, replaced by the lovely young lady now sitting dejectedly in the office chair. His sandy-blonde hair was still there, only longer and finer. It hung down past his shoulders, straight but for a few waves at the end. The locks parted near the middle of his head, and swung back behind his ears. Hank's eyes had been slightly green; now, they were definitely green, softer, and they seemed larger on his smaller face. Like the others, his skin seemed softer, perhaps because it was devoid of a five-o'clock shadow. His nose was smaller, more dainty, and slightly upturned. Cute. Lips a bit fuller, but not absurdly so. Delicate neck, lacking the male Adam's apple. Vicky's gaze dropped. Nice breasts hung on Hank's chest; not too big, but almost perfect in shape. Perky. Moderate waist and wider, rounder hips. Long slender legs. And like the others, a crotch devoid of a male organ. Behind his bikini bottom, Vicky knew, was a woman's sex. For the briefest of moments, Vicky actually felt jealous of Hank's body.
She glanced around again. All these guys had somehow been turned into girls - somehow.
The door to the inner office opened loudly, and an older woman poked her head into the room. "Come in," she ordered.
Hank, with the other four, stood slowly, still gazing downward, and shuffled after the woman. As the old woman eased her wide torso down into her chair, the five sat down silently, facing across the desk at her. For an agonizingly long few seconds, she stared at them, her features clouded with anger as she drummed her fingers on the desk. Finally she spoke. "What am I going to do with the five of you?" she asked bluntly.
Vicky glanced up. "We didn't mean any harm," she said contritely.
The woman glared at her, causing Vicky to glance back down. "First of all, you need to learn some better manners. How should you address your elders?"
Vicky glanced up again. "I'm sorry, ma'am."
The woman nodded slightly. "Better. Second, you broke into my park. That's trespassing. Then, as if that wasn't bad enough, you turned on my equipment. That makes it criminal trespass."
Vicky started to tremble. With her past ....
The old woman continued. "For a first offense, criminal trespass in this state would usually get you probation and a hefty fine." She let that sink in for a moment, then continued. "And then there's the civil liability for what you've done to my park."
As if on cue, Anya came back in with another girl. The other girl's shirt and denim shorts were stained with grease. The girl had a disgusted look on her face.
"Well, Jenny?" the old woman asked. "How bad is it?"
The young girl shook her head. "Pele's Race is okay. So is Lava Run."
"But..." The old woman sensed hesitation in Jenny's voice.
Jenny frowned, her eyes narrow to slits, a fire burning behind them. She clenched her jaw tightly for a second. "Poly Plunge has some problems. The output flow is way low."
The old woman's expression hardened. "Remember, I hired you because I don't know anything about those contraptions. In plain English, please."
Jenny glanced with malice at the girls seated around the desk. "The way the motor was started, it would have caused a pressure surge through the system. And on Poly, there's a lot of bends in the pipe. Somewhere, probably - and I say probably until I can tear the pump down and inspect it — it got a pressure pulse back through the pipe. Probably damaged the impeller. Maybe the motor, too."
The old woman frowned. "Not good. How long will it be out?"
Jenny closed her eyes for a moment, her lips moving as she mentally figured out what it would take to fix. "A day or two. If. If the motor isn't damaged, and if I can find an impeller anywhere in town." She shook her head. "But that's not the worst of it."
The old woman sighed. "Go on."
Jenny glared at the young ladies again. "Tell me, which one of you little bitches decided to start my pumps?" She felt Anya's arm rest on hers to calm her. Jenny's jaw muscles were visibly tense as she turned back to the old woman. "Outrigger is out of action - for quite a while." She glared at the girls again. "I can't be sure, but I think a pipe split." Jenny shook her head. "The pump seems to be okay, though."
The old woman frowned. "Bad?"
Jenny's angry look left the girls cowering in their chairs. "We got lucky with Poly Plunge. The pipes seem to be okay. But Outrigger?" She shook her head. "Flow through the pump is good. But the water isn't getting to the top of the ride." She watched as the old woman grasped the enormity of the situation. "Yup. We're going to have to dig up the pipe and check it. All of it."
The old woman closed her eyes. The seconds ticked by with painful slowness as she sat rigidly in her chair. Finally, she opened her eyes. "Okay, Jenny. Get me a rough cost estimate." She watched as Jenny glared once again at the girls, and then stormed out of the office.
The old woman turned her attention to the five seated miscreants. "I've half a mind to turn you over to the police." Fire burned within her eyes, an unbelievably angry glare. Even Anya flinched from the sight. "But I won't." She sat back in her chair, her fingers steepled once again. Her fingertips rested on her nose, her hands blocked her mouth. She stared long and hard at the girls. "Do you have anything to say for yourselves?"
Norm looked up slowly. "You changed us into girls!" he whined. "All because we had a little fun?"
The old woman's face lightened, as if she'd just realized what to do. "No, dear. My park changed you into girls." She watched their expressions. "This park was designed for girls. Anyone who uses it gets changed by the magic into a girl while she's here. That way, all my girls can have some privacy." She looked over the new girls. "When you entered the water, the changes started." She got a twinkle in her eye. "Maybe I should just let the four of you go. What do you think about that?"
Norm glanced at his three formerly male friends. "But we're girls!" he wailed. The others echoed his sentiments.
The old woman nodded. "Exactly. That seems to me to be a fitting punishment — leaving you girls for the rest of your lives."
"Please, no!" Bill protested in a wail.
The old woman looked thoughtful for a moment. "You're right. That wouldn't be fair to Vicky, would it. Hmmmm. What can we do?" She glanced at Anya. "I guess I could call the police. You'd probably get probation and a fine."
"And you'd change us back?" Hank asked hopefully.
The old woman shook her head. "But why? I wouldn't want to do that until after your probation was up." She smiled slyly. "I understand that probation for criminal trespass — the kind of charge I'd press — can be five to ten years. Especially since I'm a respected businesswoman and you're just a bunch of college hoodlums."
Bill's eyes widened in shock. In that, he wasn't alone. "Five ... years? We'd be stuck like this for five years?" His soft alto voice threatened to crack under the stress.
Anya sensed where her grandmother was going. "Maybe we can come up with something suitable for all of them, Grandmother." The group's eyes turned hopefully to the younger woman. "Maybe they could work here until they've paid off their debt."
The old woman raised her eyebrows. "Hmm. That might work."
"And you'd change us back?" Mark said, hoping for some mercy.
The old woman looked at the girls, then shook her head. "Not until you're done paying me back." She leaned forward, her arms resting on the desk. She let her eyes wander for a few moments, giving the appearance that she was lost in thought. "Okay, here's the deal I'm willing to offer you. The criminal trespass charge would probably net you each about a five thousand dollar fine. And there's the damage to the pumps, plus lost revenue while those rides are out of commission. I'll know more when Jenny gets me the figures, but I'm guessing it'll be about sixteen or seventeen thousand each. You'll work for me until it's all paid back."
The girls glanced among themselves, awed that they might be given a merciful sentence.
The old woman continued. "I've got some openings in the gift shop and on the janitorial staff. I pay a dollar over minimum the first year. 'll keep two dollars for each hour as payment toward your debt." She smiled. "After all, you're all in college, and need some money for books and tuition." She leaned back. "You can work part time until the semester is over, then full time during the summer."
Mark did some quick calculations. "Sixteen thousand — that'll take years to pay back!" he finally wailed.
The old woman shrugged. "You can always pay me more from your salaries." She sat back again. "Your choice. Take it or leave it. But if you decline my generous offer, I may never be inclined to change you back."
Norm's mouth flapped open a couple of times. "That's blackmail," he finally muttered.
The old woman smiled. "Yes, it is, isn't it. Well?"
The girls glanced among themselves, and then nodded. "I guess we'll take it," they answered glumly. For the boys, the worst part was that they'd be stuck as girls for quite some time.
The old woman smiled. "I thought you would. Okay, here's the way the magic works. Everyone will always think you've always been girls. You," she pointed at Bill, "are named Belinda." She went down the row. "Norma. Marta. Holly. That's what the world thinks. Everyone knows you by those names. No-one, not even your parents, remembers you as boys. So it's no use trying to convince someone otherwise." She let the totality of their change sink in. "I'll see you for work tomorrow." She stood, inviting them to rise as well.
As they started to turn, the old woman thought of something. "Uh, girls," she called. The former boys turned. The old woman pulled some bits of cloth from seemingly nowhere and extended them toward the girls. "Put these on, please. Modesty, you know." The boys took the bikini tops reluctantly, forcing themselves to thank her. With help from Vicky, they were soon dressed. Again, the girls turned.
"Oh, yes. One more thing." The girls turned again. "You are real girls now," the old woman said, sounding a word of caution.
Norma's eyes narrowed. "Which means what?" she asked.
Vicky's eyes widened as she understood. She leaned closer to Norma. "Which means, I'm going to have to teach you a thing or two about the female reproductive system." As the girls' mouths dropped open in shock, Vicky herded them from the old woman's office.
The old woman sat down and watched until the door was closed. She turned to Anya. "Pretty good solution, if I do say so," she said, sounding genuinely impressed. A broad smile crossed her face. "You're learning, my child."
Anya nodded her acknowledgement. "Thanks, Grandmother." She stared at the door where the girls had left. "You want to make a bet on how many of them change back after they're done paying you back?"
The old woman feigned surprise, then smiled. Like Anya, she suspected that after a couple of years, the girls would stay in their new bodies — and new lives — forever.
FIN
Bikini Beach: Mommy's Girl
By Ellie Dauber (c) 2001
Has Jill Nash figured out a way to use the magic of Bikini Beach for her own evil ends?
Bikini Beach: Mommy's Girl
By Ellie Dauber (c) 2001
"Alex, what are you doing downstairs?” Jill Nash stood in the living room doorway glaring at her sixteen-year old son.
Alex jumped, pulling his long legs off the top of the coffee table. "I'm just watching SPORTSBEAT, Mom. They're doing a feature on East Side's football team. Mr. Graham said we should watch it for English class.” Alex's high school team was the likely city champion for the third year in a row, and the whole school was justly proud.
"You watch too much TV. Go do your homework or something."
"But, Mom. This _is_ my homework. We're going to talk about it on Monday."
"Don't argue with me, Alex Nash. Go do your homework."
"But it's Friday night. Nobody does their --"
"You'll go now, or you can forget about leaving this house for the weekend."
Alex sighed and clicked off the set. His friend, Joe Cleary, had talked about taping the show on his VCR. Maybe Alex could watch it over there on Saturday. He got up and walked slowly towards his room. He was careful not to slam the bedroom door, no matter how much he wanted to. There was no sense giving his mother something else to scold him for.
He sat at his desk and stared at his German textbook for a minute. Then he leaned over and opened the bottom drawer. It was still there, hidden under a stack of old Dungeons and Dragons game books, the picture of his Dad that was taken only a few weeks before his parents had divorced. "If Mom ever found out that I still had this," he whispered to himself. His father was in the Army, currently stationed in Europe, so his mother had almost sole custody.
"Still had what?” Alex looked up in horror. His mother was standing at the door. She walked over as he frantically tried to hide the framed photo.
"Still had this old D&D stuff, Mom.” He took his hand away. The drawer seemed filled with game material.
"Nice try, Alex, but no sale.” She began rooting through the drawer. "What have you got in here? Drugs, condoms, some of those filthy magazines? Ahah!” She grabbed the frame and pulled it out. "This -- this is even worse. I told you that I didn't want anything of your father's in this house."
"Mom, that's mine. You have no right...."
"No right. You little bastard, I have every right.” She pulled the picture out of the frame. A moment later, she had a cigarette lighter in her hand. Alex was too startled to move. She lit the picture, watching the flames spread up from the bottom. When it was half gone, she dropped it into his wastebasket.
Alex ran over and tried to pull it out. Too late. Only a small corner was left. Alex looked down into the waste basket and tried very hard not to cry.
"I'm not entirely heartless," his mother said. "You can keep the ashes if you want them.” She laughed and walked out of the room. "We'll talk about this more in the morning."
* * * * *
It was almost 11 AM when Alex's mother knocked on his door, waking him. "Get dressed, you ungrateful little punk. We're going out. Oh, and bring a suit; we're going swimming."
Alex sat up slowly. He stretched and ran his fingers through his mop of brown hair, scratching his head as he did. "Swimming? Well, that was something new.” He got dressed, putting his swim suit on under his jeans. After he washed and brushed, he took a spare towel to wrap a pair of undershorts for after the swim.
* * * * *
Less than a half-hour later, his mother pulled the car into the parking lot of the Bikini Beach Water Park. Alex sat up and watched a number of young women, most of them in bikinis or very revealing one-piece swimsuits walk into the park. 'If this is Mom's idea of punishment,' he thought, trying to hide his grin, 'I'll have to misbehave more often.'
"Are you going to sit there all day like a bump on a log?” his mother asked. "I brought you here for a reason. Now get moving."
"Yes, ma'am.” He quickly got out of the car and followed his mother to the gate. He'd heard about this place. There were some weird stories about it. 'But I can live with this kind of weird,' he thought as he watched a very pretty girl about his own age walk into the park ahead of him. She was wearing a gold-colored top the size of two dollar coins and a matching thong bottom that wasn't much bigger. 'Yes, I can definitely live with this.'
A slightly heavyset older woman was sitting behind the gate. She reminded Alex a little of one of his great aunts. "I'm Mrs. Nash," his mother said. "I spoke to someone here this morning about... passes."
"Yes, yes you did, Mrs. Nash," the old woman said. She seemed to fumble under the counter for a bit, but then she pulled out two purple bits of paper. "And here they are. I believe you said that you were paying by credit card."
Jill handed the other woman her MasterCard. "It's a bit expensive, but it will be worth it."
"Oh, I'm sure that the result will be most satisfactory.” The old woman handed Jill the two pieces of paper and the credit card receipt. Jill signed and handed one of the two copies back to her.
"Thank you. The locker rooms are just through the gate. Please be sure to shower; it's a local health department regulation. Enjoy yourselves."
They separated to change clothes. Alex noticed that the men's locker room was smaller. "I guess with a name like 'Bikini Beach' most of the people who come here are girls."
Alex found an empty locker. He pulled off his shirt and hung it on one of the inside hooks. Next went his pants, his shoes and socks. The towel with the undershorts went on a small shelf at the top of the locker. He did a couple of muscleman poses in a mirror near the door. He was no strongman, but he exercised enough, riding his bike, pick-up ball games, the usual stuff, that there wasn't an ounce of extra fat on him. "Now to find that blonde in the thong," he said and walked towards the door.
Then he remembered about the shower. 'What the heck,' he thought. He turned it on and got in. It was nice, with a pulsing head that he wished the shower at home had. He closed his eyes to enjoy it, so he didn't notice the pink mist rising off the water.
He turned off the shower, not noticing that he now had to reach up slightly to do so. As he walked to the door, his entire body felt different, kind of off balance. The room seemed different, too, bigger somehow.
When he got near the door, he saw a young girl, no more than ten. Her hair was the same shade of brown as his, but in pigtails. She looked a lot like him, or like his cousin, Suzie, out in Wyoming. Yeah, Suzie was about that age. But who was this girl, and what was she doing in the men's lockers, especially only wearing the frilly bottom of a two-piece bathing suit?
"She's adorable," a voice said. "Even prettier than I expected."
Alex spun around. "Mom, what are you doing in here, and -- and how did you get so tall?” His mother was standing there next to the old woman. A pretty brunette, maybe in her twenties, stood a few feet away. They all looked so big.
Alex looked down at his own body. He seemed smaller, chunkier, now, like he still had some of his baby fat. And his green trunks were gone, replaced by -- no, it couldn't be. He looked at what he now realized was a mirror. But instead of himself, a sixteen-year old boy, he saw that pretty little girl.
"That's right, dear," his mother said. "You're a girl now. Your name is Alexandria, 'Lessa' for short. You've been such a handful since your father deserted us, maybe this will --"
Alex wanted to cry. "Daddy didn't desert us. He 'vorced you ‘cause you was acting so mean to us.” What was the matter with him? He not only sounded like a little girl, but he was talking like one. He still knew all the right words, but he couldn't say them. And he found that he was thinking of himself as being "Lessa," not Alex.
The old woman handed Mommy -- that was how Lessa thought of her now -- a top that matched her frilly bikini bottom. "We must get back to work now, Mrs. Nash. Saturday is our busiest day. Please put this on your daughter before you take her into the Park.” She turned and walked through the door with the young brunette.
Mommy put Lessa's arms through the straps and reached behind to tie the top in place. "Can you believe it," she whispered. "All that magic power, and they believed me when I told them that you were misbehaving and needed to be transformed into a little girl?"
"How long will I be little, Mommy?"
"Just for a while, dear. Now come along.” She took her new daughter's hand and opened the door. They walked down a path past a sign that said "Junior Lifeguard Academy.” Ahead of them, Lessa could see a group of girls gathered around a tall blonde in a Bikini Beach staff shirt. Some sort of class seemed to be ending. The blonde waved at the girls and walked down another path.
"You go over and play with those girls," Mommy said. "I'll come and get you when I'm ready to go home."
"But they're just kids," Lessa argued. "Please change me back. I'll behave. I promise I will."
"I can't. The spell lasts until a few hours after the Park closes.” She knelt down and looked Lessa in the eye, holding her head so the child couldn't look away. "Now, listen to me. You aren't Alex now. You're Lessa, and you will talk and act just like the nine-year old girl that you appear to be. You _have_ to act that way. It's part of the spell. Now scoot."
She stood up and started walking away. Lessa wanted to follow, but something -- something was calling to her from that pool where the girls were. She couldn't help herself. She turned and walked over.
* * * * *
By late afternoon, Lessa had made several friends. The five of them were playing a game of follow-the-leader crossing and re-crossing the shallow end of the pool on the backs of a row of heavy-duty plastic tortoises. It was Lessa's turn to lead, and she was crossing using steps she remembered from the Monty Python "Silly Walks" sketch. The other girls were laughing so hard at how she was walking that they were having trouble memorizing the steps for when it would be their turns.
"Lessa!” Her Mommy's voice startled her, and Lessa fell unto the water.
"You lose," one of the other girls, Mandy, said. "We don't have to copy you unless you get all the way across."
"That was my Mommy," Lessa said. "She scared me. I get to finish."
"No you don't, Lessa, dear," Mommy said. "We have to leave now. Say goodbye to your friends. Maybe we'll come back tomorrow, and you can finish the game."
"Tomorrow? I thought -- I mean, the spell.” Lessa looked at her Mommy in a panic. She expected to be her big brother, Alex, tomorrow.
"Maybe you thought wrong," Mommy said. "We'll talk about it later.” She reached out her hand, and Lessa took it without thinking. "Now let's go change."
As they neared the locker rooms, Lessa tried to walk over to the men's. "No, silly," Mommy said. "That's for icky boys. Your clothes are in here.” She kept a firm grasp on Lessa's hand, leading the youngster into the women's lockers.
Mommy suit was dry, so she just put on her summer dress over it. Lessa looked around. There were a few others, including that pretty girl in the thong bikini in the locker room. They were all undressed or nearly so, but Lessa just wasn't interested in watching. Mommy reached down and helped her untie her top. Then, almost without thinking Lessa wriggled out of the bikini bottom.
Mommy wrapped a towel around her and began to pat her dry. "Not interested in naked women any more are you, _Alex_," she whispered. "I guess you won't need those PENTHOUSE magazines that used to be hidden in that shelf in your closet."
Lessa realized that she hadn't been interested. They were girls just like her. Why should she look? Why? Because she was really a sixteen-year old guy who used to dream about getting inside a girls' locker room. Only, now she wasn't that boy. "How long will I be like this, Mommy? Please tell me."
"Don't worry," Mommy said with a smile. "It's not like you're going to be a little girl forever.” She took away the towel and handed Lessa a pair of yellow panties with pictures of the Powerpuff Girls on them. Now get dressed."
Lessa stepped into the panties and pulled them up to her waist. They were followed by a matching undershirt with frilled straps, rather than sleeves. Alex's jeans were now a pink skirt that she snapped shut at the waist. She recognized her shirt from a small stain on the side, but it was now also a pale pink, and now it had a sleepy, striped kitten on it instead of the East Side "Tigers" logo. After she put on the shirt, Lessa reached back and pulled out her pigtails from inside the shirt as if she'd had to do it. Her socks and sneakers were also pink.
They were out the gate and on the highway in minutes. "I'd love to take you dress shopping," Mommy said, "but I'm a little tired. We can do that tomorrow."
"Tomorrow? But you said I wasn't going to be like this forever. You said that the spell ended a few hours after the Park closes."
"That's right. You won't be a little girl forever. You'll be a big girl eventually, then a wife, and a mother. The spell ends a few hours after the Park closes on the day that your pass expires. I bought you a _lifetime_ pass.” She laughed. "I told them that you were out of control, and the only way to keep Alex out of reform school -- or worse -- was to give him a second chance as Lessa. You should have seen how concerned that... Anya and her grandmother were. They were so happy to help.
"I'll -- I'll stop you. I'll tell them the truth. I'll tell Daddy."
"You can't, Lessa. Actually, you can, but it won't do you any good. Anya told me that even they can't reverse the spell once the shower transforms someone. They were stupid to set things up that way, but then, they were stupid to believe me, too."
"Daddy will believe me. He'll do something about this."
"Actually, dear, he won't believe you. The world changed when you took that shower. As far as your father -- or anybody else -- is concerned, Alex Nash wasn't born sixteen years ago. In fact, he was _never_ born. But Lessa Nash, well, she was born nine years ago. I get to watch you go through puberty again, watch you get cramps, grow breasts, the whole woman thing. In a few years, you may even get to like being a girl."
"No, no.” Lessa's eyes filled with tears, and she cried the rest of the way home. She jumped out of the car as soon as her Mommy parked in the driveway and ran inside. She didn't stop until she was in her room upstairs.
_Her_ room? There was no sign that it had even belonged to a teenage boy. The walls were pale blue now, with frilly yellow curtains on the windows and a matching spread on the bed. Sports gear was replaced with dolls or other feminine toys. The sports posters -- Mommy would never have let Alex hang pictures of girls on the walls -- were now pictures of ponies and sunsets and kittens. Worst of all, the dresser and the closet were filled with girls' clothes, even dresses.
Lessa threw herself onto the bed. She instinctively clutched at a stuffed purple giraffe, "Joffy" -- she somehow knew its name -- and she began crying again.
Her Mommy was in the hall outside. "If you decide you want some supper, just come downstairs. I'll make you a sandwich."
"Just go away," Lessa sobbed.
"All right, dear. I know little girls just need a good cry now and then. You just come down when you want."
Lessa lay there sobbing for a while before she drifted off to sleep.
* * * * *
The room was dark, when a hand on her shoulder woke Lessa up. "Who?" she asked, turning over to see if it was Mommy.
"Shhh!” It was that girl, Anya, from the Park. "Come with me, please, Alex."
"Alex?” Lessa wanted to shout, but stopped herself at the last instant before she spoke. "Have you come to help me? Mommy said you couldn't."
"Mommies can be wrong sometimes. Take my hand please."
Lessa stood up and took Anya's hand. She felt a tingling sensation, and she was suddenly standing on the street about a block from her house. The old woman was standing a few feet away. "Just in time," the old woman said with a gentle smile. "Goodbye, Lessa."
Lessa felt a different sort of tingling. She felt her body growing. She felt stronger. A cloud seemed to be lifting from her mind. Then she felt something else, something sprouting back between her legs. She reached down. It was back! _Alex_ was back.
Alex looked down at his body. He seemed to be back to normal, but he was still wearing that skirt, the kitten blouse, the whole girly outfit. For some reason, they still fit. He reached up and touched his head. He still had pigtails. "What -- what about my clothes?"
"All in good time," Anya said.
Just then, a car turned the corner and pulled up near to where they were standing. A tall man with graying hair got out and walked over to them. He looked very closely at Alex, who wanted to hide, considering what he was wearing. "Alex, I'm Mr. Corry from Family Services. Is there a reason that you're, umm, dressed the way you are."
"His mother made him put on those clothes at my water park," the old woman said. "You didn't want to be dressed like this, did you Alex?"
"No -- no, ma'am, I sure didn't.” Alex wanted to say more, but the words just didn't want to come out. This time he didn't mind.
"I thought not; from what I'd been told.” He waved his hand, and a police car came around the corner and pulled up in front of Alex's house. An officer walked up and knocked at the door.
* * * * *
Jill Nash was watching television, when someone knocked at her door. She opened it to find a policeman. "Are you Mrs. Jill Nash, ma'am?"
"Yes, why, yes I am. Is there something I can help you with officer?"
"Yes, ma'am. It's about your child."
"Lessa? My little Lessa? It can't be. She's upstairs in bed."
"May I see, ma'am?"
The officer's tone worried Jill. "Yes, of course. Right this way.” She led him to the stairs.
"Can you describe your child, ma'am?"
"Of course. Lessa -- her full name is Alexandria Susan Nash -- is nine and a half, about four foot six, ninety pounds. She has blonde hair done up in pigtails. Her eyes are green. She was wearing a pink skirt and a matching shirt with a picture of... a kitten, oh, and pink sneakers and socks."
She opened Lessa's door and turned on the light. "She -- she's gone. My little girl is gone. Where could she -- how could she --?"
"I'm right here, Mom," Alex said. He, Mr. Corry, and the two women had quietly followed his mother and the cop to his room.
"No, you can't be Alex. You're my Lessa, my little girl.” Jill Nash was wide-eyed as she looked at her son. Then she looked at Anya and the old woman. "You saw her. She was a little girl."
"We saw her," the old woman said. "That's why I called my friend, Ronnie Harris, and then I called Family Services when she said we should. Shame on you, Mrs. Nash, making your _son_ live like a little girl."
The cop pulled out a pair of handcuffs and put them around Jill's wrists. "Jill Nash, you're under arrest for child abuse and endangerment. You have the right to remain silent....” He finished reciting Jill's rights and led her down the steps and out to the police car.
"Do you have any...boy's clothes," Mr. Corry asked.
"Maybe in the back of his closet," Anya suggested. Alex looked. He found a pile of clothes stuffed on a shelf and some underwear bunched up in a small basket underneath. He pulled out an East Side sweatshirt and a pair of jeans, along with male underwear, shoes, and socks. The women went outside while he changed into the more familiar, male clothing.
"What happens now?” he asked Mr. Corry. "Will Mom go to jail?"
"Your mother will probably spend some time in a good psychiatric facility. You can spend the night here, if you like. We'll contact your father in the morning."
"He's in Europe," Corry said. "In Brussels."
"So I understand. The Army has a whole system for dealing with family problems. I wouldn't be surprised if you're over there with him in a few days. You may even get to stay with him."
"Great.” He finished dressing. "I think I would like to stay here till Dad and I can get together. There's a guest room down the hall that's a bit more, well, a bit more my style."
"No problem," Mr. Corry said. "Oh, the ladies that called us wanted to talk to you before they left -- talk in private, that is. Do you mind?"
"Not after the way they helped me," Alex said.
"Okay," Mr. Corry said. "I'll let myself out. I'll be back about 10 AM, so we can firm up the details of this thing.” He smiled as if there was more that he knew, but didn't want to say. "You can come in now, ladies."
Anya and the old woman walked in. "Good night, Mr. Corry," Anya said as the man left. When she heard him walking down the steps, she gently closed the door behind her.
"I -- I don't know what happened," Alex said. "But whatever it was, thank you."
"Your mother thought that she could trick us," Anya said. "She was right about one thing, though. We couldn't have reversed the spell of a lifetime pass."
"That was why I didn't sell her one," the old women said. "I caught a bit of her thoughts as soon as she got out of her car. By the time you two were at the gate, I knew her entire, very nasty plan. I sold her a modified one-day pass. It looked like a lifetime pass, and when you changed back, your clothes and this room didn't."
"Will they always stay like this? I'd like to get some of my guy stuff back."
Anya smiled. "They'll stay like this long enough to be photographed and used to get your mother committed for the long rest she needs. Then they'll switch back, but slowly. They'll probably be back to normal by the time you and your dad come back for them this summer. In the meantime, a friend of ours is going to fix it so no crooks get interested in the place."
"How can I thank you?” Alex asked.
"You helped us as much as we helped you," Anya said. "Your mother showed us a flaw in our set-up."
"Yes," the old woman said. "I created Bikini Beach to protect women in a lot of different ways. Sometimes there are women that Bikini Beach might need to be protected from, women who'd abuse its magic to hurt someone else. It's something we always have to be watching out for."
"So we're even, then, ma'am?” Alex said.
The old woman smiled. "Call me 'Grandmother,' please. I like to feel close to the young people we help.” Alex nodded, and then he ran over and hugged her. "Well, after that, I'd say that you're even, Alex, but, Anya and I, well, we're a little odd."
The End
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Mister Nelson, reported missing for several days and suffering from Alzheimer’s disease, is found wandering around near the park. The old woman takes pity on the poor soul, caring for him in a way only she can.
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The radio playing in the ticket booth was helping Anya relieve some of the boredom. It was late afternoon, and there were few new customers — just enough that she had to keep the ticket window open. Like the two fraternity guys who had intended to pick up some girls for their fraternity’s party that night. Anya smiled to herself. She’d ignored her grandmother’s rule and handled their ‘special’ ticket herself. She could hear their scream from the locker room all the way out here as they changed into bimbos. And since it was a fraternity party, she’d given their passes a couple of extras that her grandmother wouldn’t have. Both were blonde, with tiny waists, nice full feminine rears, and big hooters. Anya laughed to herself. Big didn’t quite fit. Huge. And a libido that made them practically beg for sex. They were going to fit into the party very nicely.
The top-of-the-hour newsbreak interrupted the music. Anya frowned, bored. She wanted another couple of guys to mess with.
“… last three days, searchers have been concentrating their efforts in the woods. Authorities are beginning to lose hope, but the family is trying to stay optimistic. Mr. Nelson was last wearing khaki pants, a white polo shirt, and a maroon bathrobe. If anyone sees Mr. Nelson, they are asked to contact authorities immediately. He is not considered dangerous, but due to his illness, he is apt to be very disoriented and confused. …”
Anya blocked the news from her mind. It was tragic, and saddened her. But what upset her more was that the news reports that the family was still optimistic were absolute nonsense. Though her sense was not as strong as grandmother's — yet, she could sense that the family was secretly hoping he wouldn’t be found, that their ordeal of caring for him was over. She shook her head sadly. Lord knows, they’d suffered through enough — watching their loved father and grandfather slowly and irrevocably lose his mental faculties, until he recognized none of his own kin and couldn’t even complete the simplest of sentences.
Something moving outside the window caught Anya’s attention, derailing her sad train of thought. She glanced up, and as recognition set in, she gasped. She pushed the intercom button. “Grandmother, please come up front. Hurry!”
**********
The old woman eased the old haggard man to the chair, and then sat slowly beside him, her arm on his as she sought to reassure him. His eyes were vacant and uncomprehending, and the tattered robe he wore spoke volumes of the ordeal he’d been through.
“Should I call the police?” Anya asked softly so as not to startle the man.
Her grandmother looked at Mr. Nelson, and then at Anya. “Not yet, child.” She looked back at the poor man. “Run to the concession stand and get something for him to drink. Juice would probably be best.”
As Anya left, the old woman began rubbing his arm gently. “Don’t be afraid,” she said soothingly. “I’m not going to hurt you.”
**********
The old man sat quietly on the couch, staring unseeingly at Anya and the old woman. His face seemed a lot more peaceful than when Anya had first spotted him; she attributed that to her grandmother’s magic and care.
“Well, are you going to call?” Anya asked. She was getting increasingly curious. Her grandmother was up to something.
The old woman shook her head. “Why? So he can go back to a family which doesn’t want him? Or so he can be warehoused in a nursing home?” She dropped her eyes. “That’s no life.” She stared directly at Anya, and the girl realized that her grandmother knew what she was feeling. “You know.” It wasn’t an accusation - just a statement of fact. “You know that his family doesn’t want him any more.”
Anya looked confused. “Then what?”
**********
The old woman led the Mr. Nelson to the locker room and stood him in the shower. Still not comprehending, he just stood as she reached in and turned on the water, closing the curtain as she slipped her hand out of the stall.
The pink mist seemed especially thick, almost fog-like in its consistency. For a long time, the old woman stood by the shower, watching the mist, patiently waiting.
**********
The young lady sat on the office couch, wearing a skimpy one-piece bathing suit. “I don’t understand,” she said, her face echoing the confusion in her voice.
The old woman closed her eyes, smiling sadly. “Tell me what you remember.”
The girl frowned. “I don’t really know. So much is … confused, like fragments of memories.”
The old woman nodded. “You were very sick.”
The girl nodded slowly. “I remember being told that. That I was very sick and wouldn’t ever get better.” She looked at the old woman, then her eyes went wide. “But there are so many other memories.”
The old woman smiled. “I helped you get over your sickness.”
The girl’s eyes widened. “I had Alzheimer’s, didn’t I?” A growing confidence was entering her voice. “I’m … I was … Arnold Nelson. Isn’t that right?” The old woman nodded. “And now … I’m …,” the girl glanced down at her body, “a girl?” Her nose wrinkled as she puzzled this fact. “I don’t understand. How?”
The old woman smiled sadly. “Magic, of course.” She smiled as she watched the girl’s reaction. “My magic can transform you, erase illness and years. But it can only change you into a girl.” She laughed. “Such is the limit of my powers.”
The girl looked confused. “But why?”
“I don’t know,” the old woman admitted. “I’m not really sure. Except that Anya — my granddaughter — noticed that your family really was tired, and didn’t want to care for you any more.”
The girl shook her head. She was taking this remarkably well, considering the magnitude of the changes she’d just been through. Maybe having seen the despair of a depression or the horrors of war had tempered her against panic. “So now what do I do?”
The old woman laughed. “Anything you want to, dearie. You have a new life, a new body. You can do anything you want.” She leaned forward. “How would you like a job?”
The girl’s eyes widened. “A job?”
“You told me that once, a long time ago, you’d been a lifeguard. And this _is_ a water park.”
The girl thought for a long time. Finally she smiled, for the first time since the change. “I think I’d like that.”
The old woman grinned. “I have some apartments next door. You can move in one — until you decide where to stay.” She stood slowly, easing the girl up. “Why don’t you look around, play a little bit? Enjoy yourself.”
The girl’s smile seemed to brighten with each passing second. She’d been given a reprieve from a terrible sentence. “Fun. I haven’t done anything fun in … I don’t know how long.”
**********
The girl sat with Anya, watching the park patrons slowly filing out as the sun began to set. Anya glanced at her and shook her head. “I don’t understand.”
The girl looked at her. “What don’t you understand?”
Anya wrinkled her nose, trying to figure out just what to say. “You. Your reaction. You seem almost ... happy. The change usually throws people. But you...”
The girl laughed. “Funny, isn’t it.” Then she shook her head. “Have you ever been a prisoner in your own mind?” Her voice betrayed no emotion, none of the anguish that should have been there. “It’s terrifying. You see things, but can’t understand them. You hear things, and don’t know the sounds. You can’t recognize anything. You can’t associate your memories — which are still clear — with the outside world. You start to forget how to do things. Even the memories begin to get confusing.”
Anya’s eyes widened. “I had no idea what it was like.”
The girl nodded. “I’ve seen things that, at the time, were more terrifying. My father’s face on the day he got fired and we had to face the depression with no money, no jobs, nothing. The despair on all the faces, not sure where their next meal was coming from. And we went from that right into the war. Can you imagine the horror of watching your squad, your friends, torn apart by machine guns and mortars as you try to capture a tiny piece of coral that no-one had ever heard of?” She shook her head. “Of course you can’t. But that’s nothing. Not compared to knowing and feeling your mind go.”
Anya shuddered. “It sounds so ...”
“Frightening? Terrifying? Horrible?” The girl laughed again. “Trust me ... it is. Compared to all that, being changed into a girl is kind of bland.”
Anya shook her head. “I still don’t ... what about your family?”
The girl snorted. “They loved me, but they were tired of me. After I lost my wife, they had to take care of me. And they just got tired.” She laughed ironically. “Can you blame them? Watching dear old dad lose his mind?” She looked down at her body. “Besides, I got about 70 more years of life. Pretty good deal if you ask me.”
Anya nodded her understanding, but was still confused. “But what about the gender? Isn’t that ...”
The girl laughed aloud. “Weird? I suppose it is. But,” she glanced around and lowered her voice, “after all these years, I guess I’m entitled to indulge my curiosity.” She watched Anya's reaction and smiled. “Oh yes, some of us old geezers wondered, too. It wasn’t just your generation that invented gender curiosity.”
Anya stood abruptly. “It’s getting late, and there’s a lot to do.” She glanced at the setting sun. “There's probably no time to get you into an apartment tonight. Besides, you wouldn’t have anything there.” She glanced at the girl. “If you’d like, you can stay with me until we get you settled.”
The girl stood, smiling. “I think I’d like that. You’re a very nice young lady, and you’ve been so helpful.”
Anya smiled. “Okay, if you help me close up the park, we’ll go get a bite to eat.” She started toward the pump house, but stopped and turned back. “By the way, what are we going to call you? Arnold just doesn’t fit anymore, does it.”
The girl laughed. “No, I guess it doesn’t.” She closed her eyes, looking thoughtful. “How about Elizabeth. That was my dear wife’s name. Somehow, I think she’d be honored that I use her name, don’t you?”
Anya smiled. She knew — she could sense — that she’d made a very good friend today, and helped a poor old man. All in all, it had been a good day.
FIN
Did you ever wonder what might happen if the owner of a lifetime pass to Bikini Beach became an organ donor? This is the story of one who did, and of the four organ recipients.
An explanation of the title follows the story.
Much thanks to Elrod for his editing this story and agreeing to let it be posted. Thanks also to Steve Zink and Caleb Jones for their comments and suggestions, some of which were even taken in the final editing of this story.
Bikini Beach: Organlegger
By Ellie Dauber (c) 2007
September 14, 2003
Anya walked across the lobby of her apartment building to the newsstand near the entrance. "Morning, Tommy," she greeted the man sitting on a stool inside the stand. "How're you this morning?"
"Not too bad, Miss Anya... considering. How's yourself?" Tommy was a slender man in his seventies, with the trace of an Ozarks accent and thinning, silver hair. He gave her a wink as he handed her the morning paper.
She took the paper and reached into her purse for the money. "I'm good, thanks. Here's --" She stopped when she read the hand-lettered sign taped to his cash register. "Hey, what's this? Why are you closing?"
"Doctor's order. My heart... it ain't too good. I sold my house, and I'm moving into one of those -- what ya call 'em -- assisted living apartments over on J Street."
"I'm truly sorry to hear that, Tommy. I'll miss you."
"And I'll miss you and that pretty smile of yours, Miss Anya, but it's for the best. I-I ain't as young as I used to be." He sighed. "It'll be nice to take it easy for a change, or so they tell me."
Anya didn't need to be the mind reader she was. "You hate the idea, don't you? You can tell me."
"Can't fool you, can I?" His smile faded. "But what else can I do?"
Anya looked at her watch. "The morning rush is over. Close down for a while, and come over to the Park with me."
"What good would that do?"
"More than you can possibly imagine." She tried to look encouraging. "Please."
The man raised his hands in defeat. "I never could resist a pretty girl." He pulled the wire screen out and around the stand. Once he was sure that it was locked, he followed Anya out the door.
* * * * *
"I don't know why I'm doing this," Grandmother said, as Tommy walked into the Men's Locker Room. "I'm not making a penny out of it."
"Because he's a sweet old man, and he deserves a little happiness," Anya told her.
"He deserves a lot of happiness. His only son was killed in Vietnam, and he's been alone since his wife died three years ago. And now an enlarged heart." She sighed and wiped a tear. "May he... she find that happiness in this second chance you talked me into giving him."
* * * * *
Tommy closed the locker door. He was wearing a pair of baggy, gray trunks that Grandmother had loaned him. "I don't know how I let myself get talked into this." He shrugged. "Well, I always did wonder what it was like in this here park of hers."
He walked over to one of the showers and turned on the water. He let it run for a moment and adjusted the temperature. "Just right," he said and walked in. The warm water seemed to relax every tension out of his body, even the slight twinge he felt when he breathed. He closed his eyes to better enjoy the sensation, so he never noticed the pink mist rising from the water.
He felt odd when he stepped out, full of more energy than he'd had in years, but his body seemed wrong. He walked over to look in the mirror when he saw... "Oh, excuse me, miss." Now his voice sounded off, much higher in pitch than it should be. What was the matter with him?
The woman he saw was young, no more than her early twenties, with a firm, athletic body. She wore a gray bikini panty, cut high to show off her long legs. And no bra. Her breasts were perky with large, dark nipples. "Here, Miss." Tommy tossed her the towel he was carrying and turned away. He waited a moment for her to wrap the towel around herself before he looked back.
The towel was on the floor. The woman was still there. "My... my reflection." He realized that he was looking in the mirror. He looked down at his body. No, her body. "They're real," he said, carefully touching his breasts. He shivered at the feelings, especially when he... she ran a finger against one nipple. "But... but how?"
"Magic," came a voice from behind her. Tommy turned quickly and saw Anya and that older woman -- her grandmother, Anya had said -- standing by the row of lockers.
"I created this water park so women could have a place to relax without being ogled by men," Grandmother explained. "If a man comes here, the magic changes him into a woman."
"For how long," Tommy asked.
"For as long as the pass he holds plus a few hours. Anya asked me to give you a one-day pass. You'll be a man again by midnight."
"Or," Anya continued. "You can upgrade it to a lifetime pass and be Tammy Sue Delmar for the rest of her... your life."
"Tammy Sue? I-I don't understand."
"The magic that changed you can... adjust reality, too. Tommy Delmar won't be at the newsstand anymore, but his granddaughter, Tammy Sue, will be."
"Granddaughter?" Tammy Sue turned again to look in the mirror. Tommy's thinning silver hair was now a thick, lustrous strawberry blonde. Mae's hair had been that same color. It was the first thing he'd noticed about his wife-to-be when they met so many years before. That and Mae's smile, the same one Tammy Sue now saw on her own face.
Anya handed her a matching top for the bikini. "Here. Grandmother doesn't allow topless bathing." The new woman nodded in understanding and put on the garment quickly as if she'd been wearing such things for years.
"You just have a good time here in the park, my dear," Grandmother said. "Think about our offer and let us know at the end of the day."
Tammy Sue shook her head, feeling her long hair twist around her head. It felt... interesting. It was just so wonderful to feel anything besides fatigue and pain. "I don't have to think about it," she told the other two. "To be young again, healthy, even as a woman, is beyond anything I could have hoped for. Where do I sign?"
* * * * *
2007
"Watch it," Phil O'Connell warned. He and Al Brooks hadn't seen Jeff Zimmer's motorized wheelchair until they turned the corner on their way to fifth period geometry class. The chair was electric with a nearly silent motor.
Al scowled as they stepped back. "Damn him and that chair of his. I don't know why they even let him in here with normal people."
"He's got to go to school someplace," Phil answered. "It's not like he's retarded or anything. He just gets sick a lot; he's kind of... fragile."
"He's creepy; him and that chair, sneaking up on people. It's no wonder he doesn't have any friends. Who'd want to hang out with somebody like that?"
"He's not that bad."
"I don't see you hanging with him."
"I tried -- a couple of times, to tell the truth." Phil sighed. "We used to be buds back before..."
"Before he screwed up his body getting high huffing gasoline, you mean."
"A lot of kids huffed gas." Phil looked at Al for a moment without saying anything. "His luck just ran out. Hell, man, he almost died."
"Too bad he didn't."
"That's a lousy thing to say."
"It's true, and you know it. He was a damned druggie, and he got what he had coming to him."
Neither boy had tried to keep his voice down. Jeff's liver was shot to hell, but his hearing worked just fine. "Screw you, Brooks," he whispered. He looked down, towards his knees, as he pushed to toggle to move the chair forward. That way, no one could see how hard he was working at not crying.
* * * * *
"Good afternoon, Ms. Hudson," Dr. Ranjiyapur stood at his desk to greet his patient. "Please to sit." He gestured towards the chairs on her side of the desk and sat down."
Marian Hudson studied the two chairs. The one on the right was wide enough not to pinch her hips. Better yet, it looked sturdy enough that it probably wouldn't creak when she moved. "How did my tests come out, doctor?" she asked as she settled slowly into the seat.
"I have been saying for some time that you need to lose weight. You have tried, but you have not been very successful at the trying. I know that it is not as easy for a woman in her 40s as it would be for a younger woman."
'Especially, someone like me,' Marian thought to herself. 'I work late all the time, and the only men in my life are Ben and Jerry.'
"I am so sorry to be telling this," the doctor continued, "but your blood sugar test shows us that you have developed the diabetes."
Somehow, she was relieved that it had finally happened. "Is that why I've felt so out of sorts lately? Am I going to have to take insulin?"
"Most likely you shall, but there is more, I am afraid." He flipped the pages of her chart back almost to the beginning and looked closely at the page. After a moment, he went back to look at the top page, her test results most likely. "I see that there is some history of renal diseases in your family."
"My... my father died of acute renal failure. He and my mom are about the only family I have... had."
* * * * *
The phone rang three times before she answered. "Hello?"
"Hello... Susie," Dennis Marcus said hopefully.
"What do you want?"
"It's my birthday. Can't a father call his only daughter on his birthday?"
"Happy birthday; are we done now?"
"Please, I'd like to talk to you for a bit -- maybe even buy you dinner some night."
"You just want to ease your conscious a little, now that you're so sick."
"Susie, I... I just didn't know how to talk to you after..."
"After the divorce? Dad, you didn't want to talk to me long before that."
"Didn't... I loved you. I-I was on the road so much. And when I was home, it seemed that all we ever did was argue." He felt a tightness in his chest.
"That's because you never gave me -- or Mom -- a second's thought. It was all just that damned job of yours."
"That 'damned job' put a roof -- cough -- over your heads. It paid for you to go to a pretty good college, too." He coughed again and tried hard to catch his breath.
"Dad?"
Was that concern in her voice? "Yeah, I-I'm okay."
"I'll let you go now. Call me when you're feeling better."
"Do... do you mean it? Can we meet someplace for dinner? I'll buy."
"Let's see if we can talk civilly over the phone first."
It was a start. "Okay -- cough -- I'll call again tomorrow. Bye."
"Bye, Dad... oh, and... uh, happy birthday."
She sounded like she might actually mean it. Dennis leaned back in his chair to catch his breath. Smiling now, he hung up the phone and replaced his oxygen mask.
* * * * *
James Larkin looked at his notes. "Last item on the agenda is the reorganization of maintenance programs in the northeast district. Paul, I read your report. I've made a few changes, of course, but we will be going with your recommendations for the most part. Good job."
"Thank you, sir," Paul Larkin answered. He was always careful at work not to address his uncle by the man's first name.
James nodded in reply and continued. "The revised version of Paul's report is in a WORD file on the s-drive -- NEMaintRe-org, one word with a hyphen in 're-org'. All of your individual assignments are in the appendix. Get started, and we'll meet again a week from today for individual updates." He stood up. "That's it; let's get started." He walked out the door.
The others rose and filed out of the conference room. Paul decided to celebrate his uncle's praise with a smoke, even if his doctor said that he needed to stop. He put a hand in his jacket pocket. "Damn, left 'em at my desk."
He retrieved his cigarettes and headed for the designated smoking room. As he walked in, he could see that Andy Cheskis and Leo Rychek were outside on the balcony, taking advantage of the good weather.
"You think Paulie even wrote a report?" Andy asked. Paul could hear them through the open door.
Leo shrugged. "Does it matter? Jim says he did. The kid makes a good front. If the scheme works, his Uncle Jim gets credit as team leader. If it doesn't, little Paulie takes the blame."
"Paulie'll probably get some high-visibility job that doesn't really mean anything."
"He always does. Nobody takes the kid serious."
The urge to smoke was gone. Paul listened for a moment longer, then left.
"Damn it," he told no one in particular, as he walked back to his desk. "I worked hard on that report. I work hard on everything I get assigned."
He felt a strange tingling in his fingertips. "Shit!" He reached down in his pocket for the digitalis pills. He found the bottle and quickly popped one under his tongue.
There was a chair nearby. He sat down and leaned forward, lowering his head almost to his lap. He stayed that way for about ten minutes. A few people, maybe even Andy and Leo, walked by. No one even stopped to ask if he needed help.
* * * * *
November 7, 2007
The nurse looked over at the monitor. "There's almost no indication of brain activity, doctor."
"She suffered massive trauma when that drunk's car hit her. He knocked her a good ten feet into the air, and when she landed, she smashed her head against the curb. What a waste." He sighed, looking up from his patient. "Such a pretty little thing; she's about the same age as my oldest."
A second nurse pushed back the curtain. "How's Ms. Delmar doing?"
"No brain function to speak of, breathing with a respirator, and her pulse is thready." The doctor glanced past the new nurse. "Is her family here?"
The nurse shook her head. "A card in her wallet listed a friend as the emergency contact. The desk called her and was told that your patient had no family. The friend, an Anya something, is on her way to the hospital."
"She doesn't have anyone else?"
"No... but she did have a signed organ donor card."
"I'll keep working on her," the doctor said. "Tell the hospital's lawyers to make sure we have legal permission to harvest this lady's organs."
* * * * *
Grandmother found Anya sitting in the Tiki Hut, nursing a diet coke. "Are you all right, dear?"
"I was just thinking about Tammy Sue." Anya said mournfully. "For all our magic, we couldn't do much for her."
"Nonsense. She spent her last years as a healthy young woman instead of the very sick old man she had been. She had a job she enjoyed -- that newsstand of hers, friends like you and Vickie." She winked. "Even a man or two."
Anya gave a faint smile. "She was happy. I suppose that's something.
"Being happy with your life is a great deal." Grandmother paused a beat. "And I'll miss her, too. She was a sweet, caring woman."
"She certainly was that. Did you know that she was an organ donor?"
Grandmother's expression darkened. "A what?"
"An organ donor. The ambulance crew found the signed card in her purse. They asked me about it when I got to the hospital. I figured that it was her last wish, so I said that they should go ahead."
"Oh, my stars." The older woman thought for a moment. "Do you know if Dr. Chastity in the park today?"
Anya could see the other woman's worried expression. "I saw him and Daphne about an hour ago. What's the matter?"
"We may have a problem, a very big problem."
* * * * *
November 8, 2007
"What's for lunch, Mommy?"
Marian Hudson blinked and glanced around. This wasn't the hospital room she'd expected to wake up in. She was in a kitchen, one she didn't recognize. Was this some delirium from the anti-rejection drugs? It seemed real. She looked down. A little boy, no more than four or five, she guessed, was tugging at her apron. "Who... who are you?"
The boy laughed. "I'm your Petey-Weetie, Mommy. Are we playing a game?" He smiled innocently and held out his arms to her, asking to be picked up.
"Yes, a game." She reached for him, then stopped and stared at her body, her suddenly, wonderfully, magically thin body. She was wearing a pair of blue stone washed jeans that hugged trim, dancer's legs and a matching camisole top that bared a flat stomach. "I... I look like I lost a couple of hundred pounds."
"You look pretty," the boy -- Petey -- told her." He reached for her again.
She laughed heartily and picked the boy up. She hugged him and kissed his cheek. "Thank you, Petey. Are you still hungry?"
"Like a horse." He giggled. "That's what Daddy says when he's hungry."
Daddy? That was something she'd have to think about, Marian decided. She held up her right hand. There was a diamond on her ring finger. Her long, slender ring finger.
'I wonder who I'm married to,' she thought. Her mind didn't know, but her body did. As she thought about her unknown husband, a warmth that she recognized as sexual arousal flowed through her. 'Later,' she told herself. 'Right now, I've got a... a son to feed.' A son, she couldn't help but smile at the idea.
"Well, Petey-Weetie," she told him happily, "today, you can have whatever you want for lunch." She put the boy down and paused to admire her slender new body. "And so, it seems, can I."
"Ice cream?" Petey asked, hoping for a yes.
A maternal voice in Marian's head quickly answered, 'No.' Instead of repeating it, she told him, "yes... for desert, but a nice sandwich first." And she knew what kind. "Baloney... hot and on a roll."
"Yippee!" The little boy squirmed in her arms. "You're the best mommy ever."
And, somehow, she felt that she was.
* * * * *
Dennis Marcus blinked. He should be in a hospital bed, doped up on drugs to help him recover from the lung transplant he'd had the day before. Instead, he was in a cubicle someplace typing away at a PC. Typing? He looked down at his hands. They were somehow slim, feminine, with manicured, painted nails.
He was in a satiny, white shirt -- no, a blouse. And, judging from the breasts he could see inside the blouse -- his breasts, he could feel the bra containing them -- he was a woman.
He was staring down at his new body, trying to understand, when the phone rang. "Hello?" Maybe whoever this was would know what was happening.
"Hey, Sis. How's it going?"
"Susie?" His daughter... and she had called him... called her... sister.
"Just how many big sisters do you have, kiddo? I called to see if we were still on for lunch today. I thought we could grab something quick at the Galleria, then do some shopping till we have to go back to work."
"Yes, yes, of course." She could hardly contain herself. Susie actually sounded eager to see her. "I'll even buy lunch."
"You bought lunch last time. Today's my turn, Denise."
Denise? She glanced around her desk. Several of the papers had the name Denise Marcus on them. "I... uh, okay."
"Well, that sounded sincere," Susie said sarcastically. "I'll see you at 12:30, hon. Bye."
Denise couldn't help but smile. "12:30."
* * * * *
"Paula, do you have anything to add?"
Paul Larkin shook his head. How could he be at work? He was having... having surgery. What was going on? "I... I'm sorry..." he started to ask.
"You have nothing to apologize for," James Larkin told him. "There was nothing wrong with your plan. Your team leader, Leo Rychek, messed it up all on his own."
"So who'll be taking over for him as team leader?" Cathy Trask was one of the other members of Leo's team; a slinky brunette Paul had tried to date on more than one occasion. She had never seemed interested in him, either as a date or a colleague.
James looked surprised, as if he didn't have a real answer. "I... uhh, I was thinking that Andy Cheskis --"
"Why not give Paula a chance," Cathy asked. "It is her plan."
"I won't have it look like I'm favoring her." James answered firmly. "You all know that. Paula gets no special breaks just because we're related."
"Paula?" "Her?" Paul looked down at his body. This had to be a dream. He saw a woman's body, not his own. Whoever's body it was, it wore a stylish gray dress with a high collar. The bodice held a pair of breasts as large as Cathy's 36-C, and below, the dress clung to a narrow waist and a broad pair of hips. 'This has to be a dream,' he thought.
Cathy wasn't satisfied. "That's a pretty easy excuse, sir. You can keep Paula under that infamous glass ceiling and sound noble about it because you're doing it to avoid practicing nepotism." She chuckled sarcastically. "How very noble."
"That's not true," James replied. "There's no glass ceiling for women in this firm."
Cathy tried another ploy. "Then you must think that she can't do the work."
'Now I know I'm dreaming,' Paul told himself. 'First I get a girl's body, then Cathy stands up for me.'
"I know that she can do the job." James said. He was beginning to get angry.
Paul decided to put his -- 'her,' she corrected herself -- two cents in. It was, after all, just a dream. "Then let me do it," he interrupted.
Everyone was staring. "If you give me the job," she continued, "and I can't do it, and you keep me on, then it's nepotism. If I screw up, and you fire me, it isn't."
She took a breath, wondering at how high, how feminine, her voice sounded. It better be a dream; she was taking one hell of a chance. "But what will happen is that I'm going to do well. Then, when you keep me on, it'll be because that's what's best for the company."
"Anybody buy that?" James Larkin looked around the room. Cathy's arm shot up. She jabbed Andy Cheskis with her elbow, and he reluctantly raised his own hand. Paul -- or should she call herself Paula? -- raised hers, as well. She saw one or two others do the same.
Her uncle smiled. "Good, because so do I. Okay, Paula, the job is yours."
"Congratulations." Cathy slapped Paula on the back, slapped her hard.
Paula's eyes widened in surprise. She'd felt the blow. She was awake. She glanced down at her breasts. She could feel the bra supporting them. "What the hell happened?" she asked aloud.
"You just got your uncle to break that damned glass ceiling, girl," Cathy told her. "You better pull this off because every other woman in the company is depending on you." She laughed. "But, hey, no pressure."
* * * * *
'What the hell?' Jeff Zimmer thought. The last thing he remembered clearly was riding a gurney down to the operating room. 'They found a liver that matched me, and they were gonna put it in.'
Now he was back in Seá±ora Jackson's sixth period Spanish II class, and, he realized, he was in a regular chair, not his motorized one. He glanced down. He wasn't in anything. She was sitting there, wearing a cheerleader's sweater that was pushed out by a pair of really cool tits. Tits? She looked at her hands, her dainty hands with the slender fingers and the nail polish in the school colors.
"I... perdone, por favor." She stood up and bolted from the room and down the hall. Despite the panic she was feeling, she enjoyed running for the first time in three years, even in the short cheerleader's skirt she was wearing. By some instinct, she headed straight for the Girls' Room. She went inside and stared at her face in the mirror.
The girl staring back looked a lot like her former, male self. Her hair was the same brown color it had always been, but it was longer, almost shoulder length, and with blonde streaks. Her jaw was narrower, giving her more of an oval face. Her nose was smaller, but it still had the same bump on the ridge that ran in her father's side of the family. Her eyes were the same color, too, hazel with gold flakes. "I... I'm my own sister."
"Are you okay, Jenn?" Toni Giamotto, by male consensus one of the five hottest girls in the school, hurried into the bathroom. "You freaked everybody the way you ran out of class."
How to explain? "I... I, uhh..."
"Hey, don't worry about it." Toni put a hand on the new girl's shoulder. "Sometimes, I get real crazy right before my period, too."
"P-period?" Oh, Lord, was she that much of a girl?
"Uh huhn. You're due in about three days, same as me, aren't you?" Toni giggled. "I never thought of using PMS to get out of a dull class, though."
"Seá±ora's class isn't dull." Jeff had always enjoyed the class.
"That's not what you said last week."
"I never..."
"You sure did. You told me that some days it was just a way to kill time until practice."
"Practice?" Jenn looked in the mirror again, stepping back this time to see her full reflection. He saw a girl's athletic body, breasts more than filling her sweater, short skirt defining a narrow waist and wide hips, and legs... legs to die for. She looked hot, as hot as Toni, and a part of her liked it. Then she realized what she was wearing. "I... I'm a cheerleader."
Toni gave her an odd look. "Don't you remember, girlfriend? You and me've been on the squad since we were freshman."
* * * * *
November 9, 2007
"So what did you find out?" Grandmother asked.
Dr. Chastity Middleton shifted in her seat. The two women were in the Park office. The doctor took a breath and began. "I had to call in a couple of favors -- and grant a couple of new ones. There's a doctor named Jim Metrovich that you owe a one-day pass."
"Is that all?" Grandmother asked.
Chastity sighed. "No, I have a date tomorrow night with a senior clerk in the medical records office."
"I'm sure that Daphne is pleased about that?"
"Fortunately, my wife is forgiving. She's heard me complaining about the new confidentiality laws more than once. Also, she was fond of Tammy Sue, and she understands that this is important to you."
"It certainly is." The older woman shuddered. "Wild magic can do terrible things, and I can't always undo them. Whoever got Tammy Sue's organs may be in terrible trouble. I need to know who they are, so I can try to help them."
Chastity took a small notebook out and flipped pages. "The records are confused in ways that I didn't think were possible. Procedures were -- and -- weren't done; patients admitted and not admitted."
"Wild magic can be powerful," Grandmother said with a chuckle, "but so can bureaucracy, it would seem."
"Somebody once said that 'the force that binds the galaxy' is red tape," the doctor replied. "To get back to those semi-unreal patients, the surgeons managed to harvest -- that's the correct term by the way -- Tammy Sue's heart, lungs, one of her kidneys, and her liver. Each went to a different person. Their records were the way you said they'd be, two sets of names, with different addresses in a couple of cases. The information switched back and forth when I looked at them."
"If it weren't for the shifting reality of your own situation, you most likely would have only seen one name and address on each record." She considered the situation. "You might not even have been able to see the records. In the new reality, Tammy Sue wasn't..." She made a face. "...harvested."
* * * * *
"Here's the report from the Connecticut office." Cathy Trask tossed a folder onto Paula's desk.
Paula looked away from her computer and at Cathy. "What's it say?"
"That we're ahead of schedule," Cathy replied. "Setting up that wiki was a good idea. Where'd you get all the material?"
"A lot of it is the research I used to draft the re-org plan: journal articles, instruction manuals, and the like. I just sorted it by area, with some duplicates so people would have what they need all together. I thought it'd make a good support system for the re-org."
"It did. I've seem e-mails from all over the network talking about it -- all of it positive, too."
"That's what I've heard, as well," James Larkin said, standing by the cubicle opening.
"Things are going pretty good," Paula answered. "Everybody's working hard to pull this off."
The man nodded. "Especially your team; better than I ever expected, in fact." He gave them a wry smile. "I've never been so pleased to be proven wrong."
"I told you that Paula was the one to put in charge," Cathy said proudly.
"And you were none too polite in doing so, Ms. Trask. It's a good thing, my niece had the skills to back you up."
"Do you really think so?" Paula asked, a little taken aback by what her uncle had said.
Jim smiled broadly. "I do. And so, I am pleased to say, does Mr. Garrison." L. Rhys Garrison was James Larkin's boss, regional vice president of the company. "Unless something goes very wrong, and I don't think you -- or you, Ms. Trask -- will allow that to happen, you're in line for a sizeable bonus, Paula."
* * * * *
"And that... is... it... two... three," Ms. Gilhooley called out, clapping the beat. The cheerleading coach was a tall, trim woman in her late 40s. "Very good, ladies. "Give yourselves a hand." When the two ranks of girls started applauding, she added. "Then hit the showers."
The squad had been practicing routines for the traditional Thanksgiving Day football game between Westside, their school, and Central High. They caught their breaths as they clapped their hands. A few waved to the boys sitting in the bleachers watching.
"Showers now, ladies," the coach ordered. "You can flirt with the boys later." The girls pouted, but they all started for the door to the locker room. Jenn Zimmer walked with the others.
"You did a lot better today," Toni Giamotto told her as they walked. "Yesterday, it was like you never did those routines before. What was the matter with you?"
Jenn had panicked the day before, not knowing a single step at first. "I... I wasn't myself yesterday. It's kind of hard to explain."
She couldn't explain. She'd stumbled her way though a simple warm-up, barely able to copy the other girl's moves. Gilhooley had been furious. Then, almost by accident, Jenn had discovered that, if she didn't think about it, her body knew what to do. The coach had yelled at her more than once, but she had improved with each routine. By the end of practice, she was moving as well as any of the others.
"Just so you don't lose it again." Toni stopped and kneaded a muscle in her back. "Mmm, that hot shower is going to feel good." She started walking again. "Hey, we've got some time before we have to head home. After we shower, how about you and Dana and me go over to Overbrook Mall and troll for boys?"
"I guess," Jenn answered. A hot shower did sound good. Yesterday, the thought of showering with some of the sexiest babes in school sounded like a dream come true. Only she was one of those babes, and looking at all those others, wet and slippery, soaping their breast and their pussies, hadn't done a damn thing for her. She looked, but she found herself only comparing their bodies to her own, new one, and often the comparison was in her favor.
"Hanging out with Toni and Dana should be fun,' she told herself. 'Jeff didn't have any friends. I do.'
The fact that she was thinking of her old self as a different person didn't bother her. Neither did the fact that she liked the way she looked in the pink baby-T top and pastel blue shorts she had worn to school this morning. Or that she found herself hoping that Phil O'Connell also liked the way she looked. She had seen him sitting in the bleachers with Al Brooks during her practice, and he seemed to be watching her.
* * * * *
She picked up the ringing phone. "Denise Marcus."
"Hi, what time do I pick you up tonight?" Susie Marcus asked the person she thought of as her younger sister.
"Pick me up? For what?"
"Don't tell me you forgot. It's the second Friday of the month; we're having dinner with Mom."
"Mar... Mom." Denise had almost said her ex-wife's first name. She -- in her old life -- hadn't seen or spoken to the woman in over two years.
"Duh... yes, Mom; who else?" She chuckled. "You know the routine: we eat, she asks us about our jobs and why we aren't doing better. Then she asks the embarrassing questions about our sex lives and tells us about the son or nephew of some friend of hers and what a nice boy he is. Finally, she gets obvious and talks about her friends' grandchildren."
Denise made a face. "Sounds lovely."
"Oh, it's not as bad as all that, not even when she sighs while she talks about other women's grandchildren. It's for show, really. She just misses us -- and Dad. These dinners are a way for us to all keep in touch."
Denise was astounded. "She misses me -- him, Dad?"
"Of course she does. Sure they were having some problems, but it was a real shock to her when he passed."
He, her old self, was dead. Denise sniffled. "I... I'm sorry."
"I miss him, too, kiddo, but Mom's still around. So are we. And we can get together tonight, eat some of her brisket, and talk about the good times when we were all together." Susie stopped for a moment. Denise heard her saying something to someone else at her end. "Look, I've got to go. When and where do I pick you up?"
"Ummm..." a time and place popped into Denise's mind. They took turns driving out to their mother's suburban home, the house she was beginning to remember growing up in. "How's 5:30, here, at my office?"
"The usual, eh. Okay, bye." There was a click, followed by silence.
* * * * *
November 10, 2007
Marian felt something brush her cheek. "What?" She opened her eyes. This wasn't her bedroom. Then, in a sudden rush of memories, she remembered. "Ralph?"
"I'm sorry, if I startled you, hon," Ralph Tucker told his wife. "You just looked so sweet..." Ralph was a mechanical design engineer at Mecham and Todd. In her old life, Marian had worked in their graphics/blueprints department. They knew each other, but had never talked beyond the details of whatever projects they were assigned to.
Marian smiled up at him. "That's all right." She looked over at the bedside clock. "Look at the time. I have to get up to get breakfast for the kids."
"It's Saturday. They're fine by themselves watching TV. If Petey or Elyse do get hungry, George can fix them something." Elyse and George were her other children. Marian had almost fainted when she discovered that she was the mother of three. Then she had proceeded to fall in love with her children.
"But..." She started to get out of bed. "...I'm their mother." It still felt odd when she said it, but, she had to admit, it was such a nice kind of odd.
Ralph gently took her hand. "Honey, you can get out of bed and go do something that our kids are used to doing for themselves." He leaned over and kissed her shoulder. "Or, you can stay here and snuggle with your husband."
"Ooohh." Marian felt the warmth of sexual arousal flow like hot wax through her body. "That's a tough choice."
"Is it?" Ralph kissed her shoulder again.
She turned and put her arms around him. "It is, if all we're going to do is snuggle." She smiled in anticipation and kissed him back.
* * * * *
"Jennifer... telephone." Her mother stood at the bottom of the stairs, holding the phone.
Jenn came running down from her room. "Who is it, Mom? Is it Phil?" She giggled, amazed once more at how "girly" she was acting.
"It's some woman." Mom handed her the phone. "I didn't recognize the voice."
"Hello?" Jenn said.
"Hello," the voice answered. It was a woman, a young woman from the sound of her voice. "Am I speaking to the former Jeff Zimmer?"
Jenn's eyes widened in surprise. "Uhh... yes, but who... how..." Someone knew. Someone knew that she had changed; maybe even knew why.
"My name is Anya," The voice told her. "Have you ever heard of a water park called Bikini Beach?"
Jenn had. "Yes... it's over near the expressway."
"What's over near the expressway?" Her mother asked.
"Mother!" Jenn said quickly. "This is a private call." She watched her mother's reaction. Her Mom's face had the same look of concern -- and love -- that Jeff had seen when he was having a particularly bad day. "Please..." Jenn added softly.
"All right," her mother replied. "Just don't take too long. Supper will be ready soon." She smiled and headed back to the kitchen.
Jenn waited till the older woman was out of sight. "Who are you?" she whispered. "What's going on?"
"It's a bit hard to explain over the phone. Come to the Park tomorrow at 1 PM. Come alone. Tell them at the gate that you're Tammy Sue's special guest?"
"Who's Tammy Sue?"
"I'll explain it all tomorrow. For now, let's just say that she's the reason you're not Jeff any more." There was a click; then silence till the dial tone came back.
* * * * *
Grandmother looked up from the notes on her desk. "Come in, Mrs. Tucker."
"How did you..." Marian took a step into the office. "Oh, I guess they called from the gate."
"If that's what you want to believe, then go right ahead. I would hope, though that you'll keep an open mind about things later."
"I... uhh, I suppose." Marian gave her a nervous smile, as Petey stepped in beside her and took her hand. "I know you said to come alone."
Grandmother shook her head. "It's all right. He's a sweet child. I'm just relieved that you didn't bring George, as well."
"Bring a 13-year old boy to a place called Bikini Beach? Please." She laughed. "Lord, I sound just like a mother."
"You are a mother, Marian, even if you weren't one a few days ago." She hesitated. "Does that bother you?"
"Heavens, no." She sat down, and Petey clambered up onto her lap. She leaned back and slowly stroked the boy's head. "I gave up a long time ago on any hopes of marriage and a family. Now... it's all come true."
"I'm very glad to hear that."
"Yes," Marian told her. "I came mostly to say thank you. I don't really care how or why it happened."
* * * * *
Grandmother looked around her office. Anya had brought Paula to the office a few minutes after Marian arrived. Jenn and Denise arrived shortly afterwards. Now the five women were sitting around the desk looking back at her. "I suppose you're all wondering why I asked you here today," she began.
"You're about to reveal who the murderer of Mr. Boddy was," Paula said sarcastically.
"You're closer to the truth than you think, Paul." The old woman answered. "Only, the person who died was killed by a drunk driver. Her name was Tammy Sue Delmar."
"Tammy Sue was a lifetime member of this Park," Anya added. "A caring woman who had signed an organ donor card."
"Organ donor..." Denise said softly. "I was going in for a lung transplant."
"So was I," Jenn said, "only I was gonna get a new liver."
Paula nodded nervously. "A new heart for me." She looked at Marian.
"I... I had acute renal failure." She glanced down at Petey, then over at Grandmother. "Are you saying this happened to me because I got somebody else's kidneys?"
"That's exactly what happened," Anya replied. "You see --"
Denise interrupted. "How? What sort of weirdo was this Tammy Sue?"
"She was not weird," Grandmother spoke firmly. "She just wasn't always Tammy Sue." She took a breath. "Tommy Delmar was an old man, a man my niece, Anya, befriended. I built this park as a refuge, a place where women could relax without being leered at by men. If a man buys a pass to come into the Park, the magic turns him into a woman for however long the pass is for. That plus a couple of hours."
Anya looked embarrassed. "I... uhh, got Grandmother to give Tommy a pass."
"How long was her pass for?" Paula asked.
"It was a lifetime pass," the old woman replied. "The spell should have died with her. It was some kind of wild magic that passed it on to the four of you."
"Wild magic?" Jenn cocked an eyebrow. "What the heck is that?"
"Magic is a... force," Anya tried to explain. "Spells direct it to some end. Sometimes, it goes crazy, and acts on its own. It's like... an electric current and a bolt of lightning."
Grandmother nodded. "And it's usually as dangerous as lightning -- doing all sorts of terrible things to whoever gets caught up in the magic."
"Wait a minute." Paula's eyes were wide. "I just remembered something about transplants. They... they take out the organs while... while the donor's still alive. Does that mean that they --"
Grandmother finished the thought. "That they were still under the spell when they were sewn into the four of you?" She thought for a moment, then beamed. "Very good, Paula. Yes, the spell was transferred to you along with whatever organ you received."
"And we... changed." It was Jenn. "But why didn't anyone remember who we were?"
"Tommy Delmar was an old man," Grandmother continued. "The spell changed him into a young woman, a granddaughter he never had. Reality warped to accommodate the change. You got all of the spell, including a change in your reality, so that you had always been the person you became; at least as far as anyone else was concerned."
"That's some story," Denise said, "Rather hard to believe."
"Look at yourself, Dennis," Anya answered, "and see if you can come up with any other explanation."
"If any of you do need proof," Grandmother added. "I'll be happy to give Petey a one-day pass. You can all watch him turn into Patty."
Marian clutched the boy to her. "No, that's... you don't need to do that."
"I won't... unless you ask me to, Marian." The old woman shook her head. "Come to think of it, though, since the magic changed the four of you, you all share Tammy Sue's lifetime membership." She pretended to scowl. "I knew I wasn't going to make money on that pass I gave Tommy."
Anya chuckled. "And we can't say that the pass is transferable any more. You just have to give a major organ to the person along with the pass."
"I'm going to have to do something about that," Grandmother said. "The one thing I can't figure out is why none of you were harmed. Wild magic is very unpredictable. I'd have expected at least one of you to have become something bad."
"Not me," Jenn declared. "I never wanted to be a girl, but, now, I've got friends... even a boyfriend, I think. I don't hurt any more, and I can run and jump -- be an athlete, instead of being stuck in that chair." She spoke the last word as if it meant something loathsome. To her it did.
The others nodded and spoke words of agreement.
"I'm glad for you, of course," Grandmother told them. "But I am curious."
Anya closed her eyes for a moment and read their thoughts. Then she remembered the day that Tommy Delmar came to the Park and was transformed. "I-I think I have an answer, Grandmother. When Tommy went into the Locker Room to change, you wished that he would find happiness in his new life as Tammy Sue."
"And she did," her grandmother agreed. "She was very happy as Tammy Sue. She told me so herself, and more than once."
"The spell that changed her was forming when you wished for her happiness," Anya continued. "Your wish became part of the spell, and it was passed on to the others."
"I think you might be right, Anya." Grandmother smiled with satisfaction. "You're really starting to understand the meta-realities that underlie our magic."
"So the final piece of the magic is that we'll all be happy for the rest of our lives. Is that it?" Marian asked.
"No one can be happy forever," Grandmother told her, told the four women. "There's an old saying that 'the sadness in our lives just makes the happy times taste more sweet.' But I do think that you all have a very good chance of being happy, a much better one than you would have had in the lives you were living."
"Just being alive is better," Denise said, and everyone agreed.
"There's just one more thing that I'd like you to do," Grandmother said. "Then you can go. Or, if you want, I'll give you the lifetime passes that you 'inherited', and you can stay and enjoy the Park."
She turned around to a small table against the wall. When she turned back, she was holding a tray with seven glasses and a bottle of red wine. No one had seen the bottle, the glasses, or the tray a moment before.
"I'd like to propose a toast." She poured wine into the glasses. The wine in one glass changed from a reddish to a bluish cast as she poured. "That's grape juice for Petey," she explained as she handed out the glasses.
"To the woman who made it all possible." Grandmother lifted her own glass. "Tammy Sue Delmar, a fine woman who will be missed by everyone who knew her.
Denise raised her glass. "To the woman who made our happiness possible." She looked at Grandmother. "And to Tammy Sue Delmar."
"To you and to Tammy Sue," the four women said in unison, all of them looking at Grandmother. "Thank you both."
* * * * *
This story is based on a true incident involving an organ donor who was HIV positive. The HIV wasn't detected in time, and the transplant recipients all developed the disease. After this incident, testing and preventive procedures were improved, so that wouldn't happen again.
Similarly, Grandmother and Anya spent a few days analyzing how the Park's transformation spell had been passed on to the four recipients of Tammy Sue's organs. When they found the answer, the Park was closed for two days, so the spell could be altered. Now the only person ever affected is the one who buys or is given the pass.
And now that it's safe, Grandmother encourages all the Park's members to sign organ donor cards in Tammy Sue's memory. Just as I encourage you to do. I've had "organ donor" printed on my driver's license (that's how we do it in Pennsylvania) for almost thirty years,
"Organlegger" is a term created by science fiction writer Larry Niven for a story about criminals who dealt in stolen human organs. In California, so I'm told, organ donor cards have to be signed by a witness. In commemoration of that story, Mr. Niven sometimes shows up at meetings of the Los Angeles Science Fiction Society to encourage the members to become organ donors by offering to sign their cards as the witness.
ElrodW
Synopsis: An elderly man, confined to a nursing home and often neglected by his children, wishes for one last holiday with his family.
This is a first posting on Big Closet, but the story has been posted on another site previously.
Caution - I've been told this is a two-hankie type of story.
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The old woman paused at the door and turned to the girl. "I'm so glad you could come with me, dear."
The brunette girl smiled. "Isn't helping others be happy what Christmas is all about, Grandmother?" she asked.
"You're such a good girl, Anya," the old woman said with a warm smile. She pushed the door open and the two stepped into the main entrance hall.
The building looked, to outward appearances, to be a nice place. The tile floors were spotless, and the walls and doorways were hung with holiday decorations. A number of the residents sat in an open area, in chairs, playing cards at the tables. Some of them sat in their wheelchairs; others ambled about, visiting with the staff and other residents.
The old woman glanced around, and she spied someone she recognized. "Merry Christmas, Helga!" she called out happily.
In response, an elderly woman turned, then a smile lit up her face. "I knew you'd come by today!"
The old woman bent over and gave her friend a warm hug. "Don't even _try_ to get up!" she admonished. In fact, such a feat would have been impossible. Helga's leg was firmly encased in a cast, making it difficult for her to rise from her wheelchair.
"Are we going to play bridge tomorrow?" Helga sounded a bit worried. "After all, it _is_ Christmas day."
The old woman grinned. "If you think a little holiday is going to make me miss our weekly game, you've got another thing coming!"
Helga laughed. "I thought you might want the excuse so you wouldn't lose for once."
Anya watched her grandmother. Helga was a dear old friend, and if it weren't for the broken leg she'd suffered skiing, she wouldn't be in this home. Even if it weren't for Helga, Anya knew that her grandmother would have come anyway. She enjoyed the company of these residents - even the crotchety old ones. And it was grandmother's nature to spread as much cheer as she could.
Anya wandered to the nurse's station. "Hi," she said as the nurse glanced up.
"Oh, you must be with ..." The nurse wrinkled her nose. "Funny, but in all the time she's come by so regularly, I don't even know her name!" She leaned closer. "What is it, anyway?" she asked, sounding like it was a conspiracy.
Anya laughed. "I don't know, either," she confessed.
The nurse started. "You're kidding!"
Anya smiled. "All I've ever known her as is 'grandmother'. She never told _me_ her name, either!"
The nurse shook her head. "Just like her, I suppose. She's always been a bit of a mystery." A buzzer sounded, and she glanced at a panel. "But she _loves_ our residents." The nurse hurried off down a hall. "And they love her," she called over her shoulder.
**********
Anya paused at the desk. "Merry Christmas," she said cheerfully. "I had fun. I hope your residents liked our visit and our cards."
The nurse smiled. "It's nice to see that someone cares." She glanced around and shook her head. "Some of them have no family left. Some of their families ... well, they don't visit much."
Anya felt a pang of sadness. Then she spied an old man she hadn't noticed before, sitting quietly in a corner by himself. "Who's he?"
The nurse sighed and shook her head. "Harold Jasper. He's a widower, and his kids pushed him in here after his wife passed away," she said softly. "He _could_ live on his own; he's really one of our healthier residents. But his kids..." She sighed again. "His two children live in town, but they _never_ visit." From the look in her eyes, it was obvious that the nurse had never hardened herself to circumstances like this. "It's so sad."
Anya nodded. She glided to the corner and took a seat next to the old man.
There was a certain air of ... resignation about the man. He looked to be about eighty; he wore his white hair in a severe crew cut, and his wrinkled face was clean-shaven. He sat rigidly upright, like he was at attention, with military precision. His eyes, though, stared into nothingness, as if he were oblivious to everything around him. And there was no spark of life in the eyes.
"Hi," Anya said cheerfully. "I'm Anya, and I wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas."
The man pivoted his head slowly. For several long moments, he stared at Anya as if he hadn't comprehended her words. Then he nodded ever so slightly. "Thank you," he said softly. His voice was deep and his words sounded like whispered commands.
**********
Anya fought back tears as she climbed into her grandmother's car. "It's not fair," she complained bitterly. "He's such a nice man."
The old woman nodded. "Very often, life isn't fair."
"He gave _everything_ for his kids. And they do _this_ to him?" She wiped at her cheeks. "I promise I'm never going to push you into a home!"
The old woman smiled. "Thank you, dear," she said. "So what are you planning?"
Anya started, then she smiled. "I should know by now that I can't fool you."
"Well?"
Anya shrugged. "I'm ... I'm not sure. Yet."
The old woman nodded knowingly. "You'll think of something."
**********
Harold Jasper paused his narrative. "I must be boring you," he said quietly.
Anya shook her head. "Oh, no!" she said quickly. "I learned from my grandmother that the wisdom and experiences of our elders are to be cherished and respected and learned from."
Harold smiled. "She taught you well," he observed.
"I suppose that being a military family was hard on your wife and kids," Anya observed. She'd learned that Harold had enlisted the moment he turned seventeen - way back in 1943, and had made a career out of the Army ever since. He'd seen action in Normandy, at the Battle of the Bulge, and other sites that were, to most, barely footnotes in history books. He'd been in Korea, at the Frozen Chosin reservoir. During Viet Nam, he'd been Stateside, serving as training cadre.
Following his retirement, he'd had to search for a job; tank commanders weren't really needed outside the military. But he'd adjusted, and for the first time, he'd settled down. His experience helped him eventually land a job as a shop manager for a heavy equipment shop.
"It was hardest on Edith and the kids," Harold said sadly. "But she was a real trooper."
Anya noticed the sadness in his voice when he talked about his wife. She could tell that Edith had been his life. "If you could have anything for Christmas," she said wistfully, "what would it be?"
Harold started, then he closed his eyes and thought. "I guess I'd like one more nice Christmas with the kids," he said slowly. He opened his eyes and shook his head. "It's too bad that Edith went first."
"Why is that?" Anya asked, puzzled.
Harold sighed. "She was the glue that held the family together. She's the one who made the holidays special. If she were still alive, she'd be living in our house, and the kids would be there for Christmas." His voice, though sad, lacked any resentment or bitterness. It was as if he were stating simple facts.
Anya thought for a moment. "Would you _really_ like to have one Christmas with Edith and the family?"
Harold's eyes snapped open and he frowned. "I thought you asked if I wanted Christmas with Edith." He shook his head. "But that's impossible!"
Anya shook her head with an enigmatic smile. She glanced around the lounge of the home. "If you could, would you like to spend Christmas with your family?"
Harold nodded. "Of course. But they won't ..."
Anya shook her head and stopped him. "Do you believe in Christmas magic?"
Harold shook his head. "I suppose I do. But Edith is gone. There's no way ..."
Anya placed her finger to her lips. "Shhh," she said softly. "Would your kids like to spend Christmas with Edith?"
Harold closed his eyes and nodded sadly. "I suppose they would."
**********
"I don't understand." Harold stood by the gate, a pass clutched in his fingers, alternately looking into the park and to Anya. "Isn't it closed for the day?"
Anya smiled. "Grandmother owns the place. I help run it."
"But how ...?"
Anya smiled. "You'll have to trust me on this one." She took Harold's arm and pulled him toward the turnstile. "Now, just before you swipe the card, picture Edith in your mind."
Harold frowned, and then he shrugged. "I guess I can play along." He paused, closed his eyes, and then he swiped the card. He stood still, as if expecting to be struck by lightning or something. "Now what?"
Anya smiled. "Now you go in and shower."
"That's it?"
"That's it. You might want to get dressed afterward, though."
Harold walked through the turnstile and entered the men's locker. Anya stood patiently waiting, and in a few moments, a very confused old lady emerged. "What ...?" she stammered, looking with a puzzled look at Anya.
Anya took the woman by the arm and led her back into the locker room. They stood at the mirror, where the woman looked in amazement at the image staring back at her.
"My gosh!" the woman said softly. "I _am_ Edith!" Her hand shot up to her cheek, and her mouth hung open in shock.
Anya nodded slowly. The woman was an attractive elderly woman. Perhaps seventy-five, her hair was white and moderately long, hanging past her shoulders. She was moderately tanned, and the wrinkles on her face added character. Her eyes seemed to twinkle with an inner charm. Standing about five-foot four, she weighed perhaps one hundred forty pounds. Not plump, but definitely grandmotherly of figure. The bathing suit Harold had borrowed was now a modest old-fashioned one-piece suit.
"How?"
Anya smiled. "Magic. Like I told you."
The woman shook her head. "But ... I have to admit that you made me _look_ like Edith. But ..."
Anya smiled. "You don't think the kids will ever believe that Edith is alive again, right?" She saw the nod. "The same magic that changed you to Edith rewrote reality. Edith didn't die."
"But ..."
Anya nodded. "You said it would have been better if you - Harold - had passed away first. In this reality, that's what happened. You - as Edith - even still live in your little house."
"But why don't you just bring Edith back?"
Anya shook her head sadly. "There are some things magic can't do. Edith's soul is gone from this world. There's nothing I can do to bring it back."
"So ...," Edith's eyes narrowed momentarily, then the light of recognition dawned, "you put _my_ soul in Edith's body when you did the reality thing."
Anya nodded. "Now," she led Edith back to the locker where Harold had stashed his clothes, "we need to get you dressed for the evening."
"The evening?"
Anya smiled. "If I read the new reality right, Susan is going to pick you up in a little over an hour so you can spend Christmas eve with her and her children."
Edith opened the locker and gasped; the clothing was changed. Instead of her slacks and shirt, a dress. Instead of a wallet, a purse. And mysteriously, Edith knew how to put the clothing on, from her bra and panties to her dress. "How did I do that?" she asked as she finished putting her hair up in a bun.
Anya smiled. "The magic gives you the skills you need to get along while you're changed."
Edith's mouth opened in sudden surprise. "How long ...?"
Anya knew the question even before it was asked. "Just for today and tomorrow. Then you change back."
Edith opened her purse and gasped as she found some jewelry. Slowly, reverently, she slipped her wedding ring and anniversary band onto her finger. On her other hand, she slipped a family birthstone ring. "I remember when ... Susan and Ken and their kids gave this to Edith," she said, almost in awe.
Without even thinking about it, she fastened a necklace around her neck. "I gave this to her on our golden anniversary," she said softly.
Anya realized that Edith was becoming overwhelmed by the suddenly-recalled memories. She gently grasped Edith's shoulders from behind. "Remember - you _are_ Edith."
"But ... but I'll never pull this off!" Edith exclaimed suddenly as she spun to face Anya. "Edit was a ... marvelous cook! I can barely heat up a can of soup!"
Anya smiled. "Remember, the magic gives you skills you need. You remember Edith as a good cook; the magic gives you that talent."
Edith opened her mouth, but then decided to say nothing. "Oh," she finally said. "You think of everything."
Anya nodded. "It's my job. Including one more thing."
"And that is?"
"When you're with your kids?"
"Yes?"
"Keep your mouth shut. Listen. Don't talk."
"But ..."
Anya raised her finger to Edith's lips. "Shhh. Don't talk. Just listen."
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"Oh, grandma, thank you!" One of Susan's girls ran up and practically leaped into Edith's lap, giggling with delight. In one hand, the girl of thirteen held her gift. Far from the teenager she really was, the girl was acting like an excited little girl. Somehow, on Christmas, it seemed to fit.
"Are you sure it's okay?" Edith asked carefully. She was having trouble following Anya's advice. "Because we can always get something else if you don't like it."
Susan, the girl's mom and Edith's daughter, frowned. "Mother, you're spoiling my girls." In her early fifties, Susan looked older than she really was. Her hair was graying, and her tanned face was lined. Taller than her mother, she was much thinner, bordering on looking anorexic.
Edith thought for a brief second. "That's a grandmother's job, dear," she said softly.
"No, grandma, it's perfect!" the girl announced. She gave her grandma a kiss and hug. She crawled off her grandma's lap.
Edith glanced around. "Does anyone else want more hot cocoa?" she asked.
The two teenagers waved her off, but Susan nodded. "That sounds like a good idea," she said.
Edith started to rise, but Susan stopped her. "No, mother, let me get it."
"I'll help."
"You don't trust my cooking," Susan said quickly.
"Yes, I do," Edith replied quickly. "After all, I taught you."
The two went out to the kitchen, where Susan put the kettle on the stove while Edith rinsed out their cups.
"Ken wanted you to spend Christmas eve with his family," Susan observed. "But Rich has the girls tomorrow ..."
Edith understood. Rich was Susan's ex-husband and the girls' father. _That_ much hadn't changed in the new reality. Being a single mother explained Susan's gaunt look and the second-hand look to the house. Even the tree and its decorations looked meager and worn. Still, Susan dearly loved Amy and Nicki, her daughters, and that made up for a lot. "I know, dear," she said softly.
"I wish I'd have listened to daddy," Susan said out of the blue. "He tried to warn me that Rich was a no-good bastard."
"Susan!" Edith snapped, surprised at the language and tone.
"Well, it's true." Susan opened the cocoa envelopes and poured them into the cups. "That son-of-a-bitch ran off with a teenager and left me with nothing!"
"I know," Edith said softly. "And we felt so helpless while you were going through it."
"I wish daddy would have been more supportive and less judgmental."
Edith stood, stunned, for a moment. "Your dad tried to support you every way he knew," she finally said.
Susan nodded. "But he should have been more consistent."
"How?" Edith felt her head swimming; this was all new conversation to her.
Susan shook her head. "It wouldn't have hurt him to be firmer. To help me learn to decide for myself instead of trying to order me around, or to indulge me because I was daddy's little girl." She dabbed at the tears trying to leak from her eyes. "And I miss him." She turned away so her mother wouldn't see her dab at the tears on her cheeks.
"You never told him," Edith observed softly. "You never let him get close to you."
Susan shook her head again. "He wasn't exactly the easiest person to get close to." Abruptly, she changed the subject. "I'm glad you're better."
Edith frowned. She didn't know what Susan was talking about. "So am I," she said carefully.
Susan laughed. "Yeah, I suppose so. It was _your_ heart!" She was obviously trying to make light of _something_.
Heart - that explained the small scars that she'd noticed on her chest when she'd dressed in the locker room. She'd wondered, but since it wasn't the 'zipper' ... Had she had a heart attack? Inwardly, Edith dismissed the thoughts. It was temporary, so it really didn't matter.
"The girls are hoping you can go with them on their band trip this spring."
Edith's eyebrow raised. "Oh?"
"Selective memory?" Susan laughed. "I can't say as I blame you. Two teenage girls, long band trip, you have to be their escort."
Edith thought - had one of the kids said something about that recently? No, that was something that wasn't worth bothering 'grandpa' about. "I don't know. It could be fun."
"Well, if you could, it'd make them happy. With the job and all, I can't really get away."
"And Rich won't do anything to help?" Edith asked carefully.
Susan snorted. "Are you kidding? He's six or seven months behind on child support as it is!"
Edith practically bit her tongue to keep from talking. She had a _lot_ to say about Rich. But Anya had very explicitly told her to keep her mouth shut.
"I know, I know," Susan added quickly, "I should turn him in. If he's got money to spend on his teen-age bimbo, he should be supporting his girls, too!" She shook her head. "The son-of-a-bitch got her a new Volvo, too!"
Edit shook her head. "You're a grown woman, Susan," she said slowly and carefully. "You've got to make your own decisions."
Susan set the hot cups down and gave her mother a nearly-crushing embrace. "Thanks, mom," she said softly.
Edith frowned. "For what?"
"For being so understanding. For not interfering."
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The covers were almost too cozy for Edith to get up, but she forced herself. There was something ...
With a snap, Edith was wide awake. The kids were coming over - soon. Slowly, carefully, she pulled on her housecoat.
As she began her morning rituals, she found herself watching everything with amazement. It was all perfect. Each and every nuance of the house was exactly as it should have been.
Except...
It was Harold's stuff that was missing, not Edith's.
Still, she walked through the house, looking through the closets, letting her fingers dance across every memento and photo, relishing each and every treasure of the house. The smell of Edith's perfume, the softness of her nightgown, the colors and textures of her clothes - the memories threatened to overwhelm her. Pictures of the kids, the grandkids. Some Girl Scout things Susan's girls had obviously given her. Other things from Ken's kids.
Edith glanced at the clock when she finally got to the kitchen, and was shocked to see it was nearly nine! She - or rather, Harold - had _never_ slept past six-fifteen, and had always been ready for the day by seven-thirty. Even in the nursing home.
Something told Edith that the kids would be over at noon, and they would eat around one.
Nervously, Edith opened the refrigerator. A ham sat on the bottom shelf. With trepidation, she pulled it out. Now, she had to cook the darned thing. And potatoes, and green-bean casserole. Apple pie for dessert, like always, with fresh whipped cream. Fear gripped Edith; where was she supposed to start?
As suddenly as the fear came, it left. Without knowing where it had come from, Edith realized that she had to start the ham first. And that meant making her famous honey-cranberry glaze. It all seemed so obvious.
As she opened the can of cranberry jelly, Edith realized that she was humming. Even more surprising, it was a tune that Edith had _always_ hummed to herself when she was cooking.
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"It smells wonderful!" the man said almost even before he got into the house.
Edith smiled. "Thanks." She ducked so the three kids could scamper between them into the house.
"Careful, kids," the man warned. "Don't break anything!"
Edith felt like laughing. "Don't worry, Ken," she said easily. "Kids will be kids." She accepted the hug from her son.
"Anyway, Merry Christmas, mom," Ken said as he came in. He was tall - and suddenly Edith gasped as she looked at him. He was the spitting image of his father, only he wore his hair longer than Harold's crew cut.
"Merry Christmas, Edith!" Ken's wife took Ken's place as he disengaged to chase after the kids.
"Merry Christmas to you, too, Linda!" Edith echoed.
"Can I help in the kitchen?"
Edith laughed. "I think everything is done."
"She doesn't want you cooking, mom!" one of the kids sang out.
Linda frowned. But even with the frown, she appeared very friendly. A bit taller than Edith, plump, her fiery red hair set her off from the rest. Her face seemed incapable of displaying negative emotions, and her eyes sparkled with happiness and joy. "Watch it, Sam," she cautioned, "or I'll make you do your own cooking for the next week." It was clearly a hollow threat, an inside joke.
Sam, all of ten, laughed. "We'll order pizza!" He had his mother's stature and reddish hair.
Another boy, maybe eight, taller and more slender than his brother, poked his head around the corner. "I thought Grandma was making ham and apple pie!" he wailed. "I don't want pizza for Christmas dinner!"
Edith laughed. "Sammy wasn't serious," she said. "I made my ham and pie, just like you wanted."
The younger boy ran up and gave his grandma a hug. "I love you, grandma!" he said. As quickly as the sentiment came, it vanished, and the boy scooted off.
"Okay," Edith finally said, her arms crossed sternly, "where's my granddaughter?"
Linda laughed. "Ken!" she called out, "Where's Valerie?"
Ken stuck his head around the corner. "Tormenting her brothers again. Like usual." He vanished, and a few moments later, appeared with a three-year old girl. "Go give Grandma a kiss."
The little girl scampered across the floor and hugged her grandma's knees. "Hi, grammy!" she said enthusiastically. Her long black hair and Asian eyes stood in stark contrast to the rest of the family.
"Isn't she learning so quickly?" Linda asked approvingly. "She's picking up English faster than I thought she would."
Edith picked up the little girl and gave her a big hug. "She's just a smart little girl," she said approvingly. "Aren't you?" She glanced at Ken. "Does she remember much Chinese?"
Linda laughed. "Sometimes, when she gets excited, she'll revert. But she's getting better."
Edith smiled. "Since we have to wait for the ham to finish baking, why don't we open presents now?"
Ken frowned. "We told the kids they'd have to wait until _after_ we ate," he complained.
Edith smiled. "Grandma's house, grandma's rules."
"You're just like dad, sometimes."
Edith froze at the words; there was an edge to Ken's tone, almost like he was complaining. She couldn't help wondering what the hidden meaning was.
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"You know, you look a lot like your dad," Edith observed as Ken hefted the garbage bag. Dinner had gone fantastically well, better than she'd ever hoped.
Ken stiffened. "I wish you wouldn't say that," he said with a frown. "You know we never got along."
"Well, you do."
"At least I don't act like him," Ken observed harshly.
"Ken!" Edith exclaimed, surprised by his outburst. She was trying desperately to control her reaction; Harold would have told Ken a thing or two about lack of respect, and in language that would not soon be forgotten. But Edith? She nearly bit her tongue to stay silent. "That's not a very nice thing to say about your father!"
Ken dropped the garbage bag heavily to the floor. He was scowling. "Well, it's true. He was always trying to boss me around like I was one of his privates. Trying to run my life, telling me what to do, what not to do, to make my decisions."
Edith felt as if a dagger had pierced her heart. She couldn't keep her tongue - she _had_ to say something. "But ... he was trying to do what was best. For all of us."
Ken frowned. "Well, he didn't do too well." He saw the pained expression on his mother's face, and his features softened. "I know I shouldn't talk like this. But ... it's just that I never felt like he was there for me. He was always being deployed, or on TDY, or going somewhere."
Edith dropped her gaze. "That comes with the Army," she said softly. "I wasn't easy - for any of us. And it was probably hardest on him."
Ken glanced up, surprised. "What do you mean?"
Edith closed her eyes for a second, and in that moment, memories flashed by. Letters from home, pictures, of Ken starting as end on the football team his senior year - and Harold missed it. Of Ken and Susan going to the prom - and Harold missed it. Of countless letters from Edith trying her best to describe the moments of the children's lives - and all the while, Harold was off somewhere on assignment. She opened her eyes and dabbed at the tears. "How do you think your dad felt when he never got to see you play a game?" she asked softly. "Do you think he _enjoyed_ being away from his family? Missing you kids growing up?"
"Why didn't he ever say anything?" Ken demanded, his anger slightly abated.
"It wasn't his way," Edith said.
"But ... he was so demanding. Such a perfectionist."
Edith nodded sadly. "Maybe he was trying, in his own imperfect way, to help you avoid mistakes he'd made. You know he didn't have it easy growing up. He lost his mother, his dad lost the farm, his family was split up. Do you think _that_ was easy? Did you ever stop to think that what he wanted for you was to make sure you never went through that? That all he wanted was to do what was best for us?"
Ken looked down, feeling his cheeks burning from the shame of what he'd said. "I guess I never thought of that. But I still wish I could have had some of the normal things. Playing catch in the yard. Going fishing. Baseball games." He shook his head. "But he was never around."
Edith put her hand over her open mouth, surprised at Ken's reaction. Her lack of words was not because of Anya's advice, but rather that she honestly didn't know what to say.
"I'm sorry, mom," Ken finally said sadly. "I know it hurts you when I get like this. But ... I wish ..."
Edith understood. For the first time, she understood. "You wanted his love and attention."
Ken nodded mutely.
Edith swallowed and bit her lip. "Your dad never had anyone say they loved _him_ when he was growing up. I guess he never learned to say it to you kids. But he _did_ love you. With all his heart, he loved you."
Ken shook his head. "I _want_ to believe you. But it's hard - after all these years. It's ..." He broke off and turned sharply away. He dabbed at his eye, and Edith knew he was trying to wipe a tear away without appearing ... weak. Because Harold would have never tolerated a son crying.
"And now, you're upset because you never got a chance to set things right?"
Ken nodded again. "I ... I guess I miss him. Even though he seemed impossible to please."
Edith nodded slowly. "But you know, he's a lot closer than you could ever imagine." She saw the surprise on Ken's face, and she smiled, touching her chest over her heart. "He's in your heart, too. If you'll let him be there." She gazed at her son. "You know, you can't go through life with old ghosts haunting you. _I_ know your dad wasn't perfect. Nobody is." Edith gulped at having to admit what she'd just come to realize in the past day. She didn't really know where the words were coming from. "Being bitter about the past won't help. But forgiving your dad for his shortcomings might."
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"We get Christmas Eve next year?" Ken asked as they stood in the doorway. The kids clutched their presents, and Linda carried some leftover pie.
Edith smiled. "We'll see." She gave her son a kiss, then Linda, then the kids. "Be careful."
"It's only a couple of miles."
"Be careful."
Ken nodded slowly. "Okay, we will." He helped the kids get into the car, and then he stuffed the presents into the trunk. As he turned on the motor, he glanced once more at his mother, framed in the doorway of her little white house. He waved.
Edith watched the car drive away, and then she closed the door. The house was quiet once more, and but the lingering smells of her dinner still filled the air with their enticing aromas. She sighed as she sank into Harold's favorite old chair - a big, stuffed recliner. She felt a chill, and she pulled a knitted afghan off the sofa and draped it across her legs.
Across the room, the fire in the fireplace had gone out. The lights on the tree gleamed. Edith sat in the chair, her eyes half-closed, and a smile on her face. On the mantle, the clock ticked, until it chimed. Once. Twice.
The lights on the tree sparkled and swirled, and then they slowly faded from sight. The overstuffed recliner seemed to remold itself, until it was a simple institutional vinyl seat. The walls, decorated with family mementos, lost their definition, fading, until they were gone, replaced by sterile institutional white.
A woman, wearing a white uniform, walked slowly by, and she glanced at the man sitting upright in his chair. She noticed a piece of paper on his lap. Then she glanced again. Frowning, she carefully lifted his hand, and her fingers expertly grasped his wrist. For several seconds, she probed as her features became increasingly concerned. With a snap, her head lifted, and her shouted voice echoed down the halls.
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The doorbell interrupted Anya's breakfast. She set down her bowl of yogurt and fruit, and she waved her hand at the door, which sprang open. "Come in, grandmother."
The old woman had a look on her face that Anya didn't quite recognize. "I know what you did," she said simply as she closed the door behind herself.
Anya looked surprised. "I thought I could help ..."
The old woman sat down and took Anya's hands in hers. "It was probably the nicest gift you could have given Mister Jasper," she said.
Anya looked down. She was embarrassed getting such praise from anyone, and she knew it was rare coming from Grandmother. "I hope he liked my present."
The old woman handed her the folded paper. "The nurse found this in his lap this evening. It's addressed to you."
Anya looked puzzled, and she unfolded the paper. 'Thank you for the best gift an old man could ever wish for. Merry Christmas.' She looked up at her grandmother.
The old woman nodded, and Anya saw something in her eyes. She looked ... old. Anya had a sudden, horrible thought, and her hand raised to her mouth. "No..." she cried.
The old woman nodded. "He passed away last evening."
Anya tried to fight back the tears. "But ... how? Why?" she stammered. "He was so ... healthy! I know - I checked!" Tears started streaming down her cheeks
The old woman shook her head. "That's not for us to understand, my dear," she said sadly. "Perhaps, after he got a chance to set things right with his children, he decided it was his time."
"But ..." Anya was confused. "The reality - his children won't remember the past two days."
The old woman shook her head. "No, I'm afraid they won't."
"But ... then it was all wasted!" she complained, almost bawling. "I wanted to help him. And it was wasted if they don't remember!" She looked down, feeling helpless.
The old woman looked straight into Anya's eyes. "To them, perhaps. But not to Harold." She watched Anya look up, at her. "You gave _him_ a gift. That's the important thing. You let his soul move on in peace." She pulled Anya into her arms and held her head tightly against her shoulder. "And isn't that what this season is about? Peace?"
FIN
ElrodW
A mother with a handicapped young son comes to Bikini Beach for some therapy for him — and finds help in ways she didn't expect. (Note - there is a cameo by the SRU Wizard, but in altered form. That's another story!)
The Bikini Beach story universe and characters contained therein are copyright by the author, all rights reserved. .
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Corinne sat on her heels, kneeling beside the high chair, spooning the food slowly and deliberately into little Jeffrey's mouth. He swiped his hand, half playfully and half because he couldn't control himself; as a result of not ducking quickly enough, Corinne got a spoonful of slop on her dress. She sighed heavily. Feeding Jeffrey was a chore.
Across the table, Jeffrey's two older brothers sat impassively, ignoring their mother's battle with their younger sibling. A long time ago, Mike and Mark had learned not to make fun of Jeffrey. It was a good way to get their parents very angry at them and end up in big trouble.
Corinne glanced at the twins, looking for any sign of trouble on their seven-year-old faces. But they sat like little cherubs, eating their hot dogs contentedly, ignoring their mother's struggles with little Jeffrey. Corinne sighed again. It usually wasn't so bad. The boys had learned not to make fun of Jeffrey, despite his difficulty. And Jeffrey was a cuddly little three-year-old.
The problem was that, mentally, Jeffrey was about eighteen months, and that was as far as he'd ever progress. Corinne cringed, praying silently and asking God what she'd done to deserve this. He took a lot of care, and the strain was showing on Corinne.
Ron Hanson rushed into the kitchen, still buttoning his shirt. He bent over and gave his wife a quick kiss on the cheek. "I see he got you again," he commented.
The boys scattered. That was another thing they'd learned — to sense the trouble. "We'll get our gloves and meet you at the car," Mike called as he fled the room.
Their sense was very keen, and deadly accurate. "It's not easy feeding him," Corinne complained bitterly. "I could use some help once in a while."
Ron backed a step away. "I'd help, but I've got to get the kids to T-ball practice."
Corinne's expression changed instantly. "It's always something, isn't it? You've always got something going on so you don't have to help with Jeffrey, don't you?" There was no question in her words, only accusations.
Ron felt his blood pressure rise. "It's not my fault the boys have such a busy schedule," he started to say defensively.
Corinne was red. "What are you saying? That it's my fault? That this is all my fault?" Her words were hysterical, angry, bitter, accusing, and resentful - all at once. Like they had become so often.
Ron backed out the door without a further word, his jaw clenched and angry. Corinne heard the car door slam, and heard him starting the motor.
"Da da mad?" Jeffrey asked in his innocent voice.
Corinne felt the tears stinging her eyes, tears of bitterness, of anger, of guilt. Tears for the innocent little boy seated before her, who depended so much on her. She tried to fight the tears, wiping them with the back of her hand, but they flowed so freely, so easily - like they had so often, ever since the accident.
After getting Jeffrey to eat a little more, Corinne wondered what she'd do. Maybe she'd take Jeffrey for a swim. Playing in the pool was supposed to be good exercise for him, the physical therapist had said. It might help his motor skills and coordination.
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Corinne cried inside all the way to the pool, while Jeffrey sat in his seat, babbling happily as the world went by. Why, she asked herself again and again. What had she done to deserve this? Things had started so well. Good job, nice neighborhood. And then the problems started. She couldn't conceive without help. She and Ron had worked through that — barely. She still felt inadequate, defective, and angry at herself for her failings. Eventually, though, they had managed — with hormone shots. Two boys, the twins, Mike and Mark. Two blessed miracles.
Things had gone quite well for a while. But Corinne knew that Ron wanted a daughter, and so they ended up trying again. This time, it was harder. The hormone shots didn't work. They had to go to even more drastic — and expensive — measures. The money problems started, giving them something to fight over.
Then little Jeffrey had been born. Corinne knew he was a miracle baby, even as she saw the disappointment in Ron's eyes. It wasn't the daughter he wanted. And a few complications in delivery ended their hopes of ever having more children, which meant that Ron never was going to get his daughter.
And then they noticed. Jeffrey had a problem. Actually, Corinne and Ron would have been relieved had they known that hypospadius, a defect in their son's penis, was not uncommon. But somehow, Ron seemed to blame Corinne and the hormones she'd taken for giving him a defective son. The urologist had been very reassuring. It wasn't that bad — it could easily be corrected with minor surgery, and no-one would ever know. They'd wait until Jeffrey was over 6 months old to minimize the risk.
There are a few people who have very adverse reactions to anesthetic. Corinne and Ron found out the hard way that Jeffrey was one of those people. It had taken a very long time for him to come out of the anesthesia. But the doctor didn't think it was too unusual, and so they didn't worry.
It wasn't much later when Corinne noticed that Jeffrey was having a hard time sitting up, as though his balance was gone. Over the next few weeks, she noticed other little symptoms — he didn't seem to respond to her voice, he seemed to have problems fixing his eyes on objects, he wasn't even trying to crawl. They called his pediatrician, thinking that perhaps, he was just developing slowly. They did a few tests. The doctor's grim expression told Ron and Corinne everything they needed to know. Something was terribly wrong with Jeffrey.
At one, he was barely crawling. He couldn't hold a spoon. His eyes seemed to be unfocused and glazed. At eighteen months, Jeffrey could crawl reasonably well, but still couldn't hold a spoon. His eyes wouldn't track anything for more than a second or two. And he wasn't even trying to talk. At two, Jeffrey had finally stood. The tests continued. The money problems continued. The news kept getting worse. Finally, the neurologist confirmed their worst fears. Jeffrey was retarded, very significantly retarded. He wasn't going to progress much past where he was at that point.
That was a year ago. Jeffrey's therapy was expensive, and that put a real crimp in the family budget. Corinne gave up her job to work with her son, and that hurt the finances even more. The worst part, however, was that Ron seemed to blame Corinne for their son's problems. So did Corinne. She began to resent how he seemed to ignore Jeffrey. In her heart, she knew it was only a matter of time before they split up. They couldn't go on like this.
"Ma ma sad," Jeffrey said, capturing in his own little way the anguish she felt.
Corinne wiped the tears from her cheek. "Yes, sweetie. Mommy is sad." She turned into the parking lot.
Jeffrey's eyes lit up. "Pay wa wa." He recognized the pool. It was play time.
Corinne glanced at the empty lot. The pool was closed? She fought her anger. Why? "No, sweetie, the pool is closed today. No play in the water." It wasn't fair to this sweet little boy. She pulled back onto the main road. Now what?
Corinne didn't drive directly home. Maybe she could do something else. And as she drove, she saw a curious sign for a water park - Bikini Beach. Funny, she thought, she'd never seen that sign before. Maybe it was a new water park. She glanced in the mirror, at the child sitting happily in his car seat, and made up her mind. They were going to this park.
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"My, but you're getting so big and heavy," Corinne said soothingly as she stepped up to the ticket window.
"May I help you?"
Corinne looked up, and saw a nice grandmotherly woman sitting in the booth. "We'd like to get tickets, please."
The old woman looked at Jeffrey, then at Corinne. She quoted Corinne the cost of a day pass, and then added, "Children under 3 are free."
Corinne gasped. "I'm afraid he's just over 3." She started to turn. There was no way she could justify paying that much for two tickets.
"He looks under 3 to me," the old woman said with a pleasant smile.
Corinne turned, staring up at the kindly woman. She was stunned, but then she smiled. Money was tight, but she remembered Ron's face, his anger, his blame of her. She plunked down the cash and got her pass.
"The children's area is one of the best in the business, I think. Kids love it. I'm sure your son will, too. Remember to shower before you use the park. And the little one can change with you, in the ladies' room."
Corinne looked up, and smiled again. "Thanks. You don't know what this means to us."
For the briefest of moments, the old woman looked to be a thousand years old and wise. "Yes, I do."
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Corinne pulled Jeffrey's swim diaper on him, then his swim suit. The other women seemed offended at first to see the boy in their locker room, but then they went about their own business. Corinne slipped into her suit and picked up her son. The old woman had said to shower.
With Jeffrey in her arms, Corinne stepped into the shower, closing the curtain behind her. She turned on the water, expecting a cold harsh spray. Instead, it was warm, and almost tingly. She felt it reaching inside her, massaging away the tension and anger. And she saw Jeffrey's face light up when the spray washed over him.
Corinne thought something was different as they walked out of the locker. Jeffrey seemed ... lighter, less burdensome. Outside the locker, Jeffrey raised his hand to shield his face from the bright sunlight. Corinne blinked herself — it was a bright sunny day.
"I walk," Jeffrey said suddenly, squirming in her arms to be let down.
Corinne gave in. She'd have to chase him down, but at least she'd get a break from carrying him. As she straightened, Corinne frowned. Something wasn't quite right. Jeffrey's hair seemed ... longer? She shook her head. That was impossible. But no, it really _was_ longer, and growing with every passing second. Down his neck, to his shoulders, and down a little more until the ends were touching his shoulder blades. Corinne blinked, not trusting her eyes. And ... the swimsuit! It wasn't his little swimming suit — it was a girl's one-piece, with a mini skirt attached, and the top was growing, like cloth crawling up Jeffrey's tummy and over his shoulders, joining with the back until it was complete — a pink little girl's swim suit.
"What...?" Corinne mouthed aloud. "What's going on? This is ..."
"Impossible?"
Corinne spun. It was the old woman's voice, and she stood right behind Corinne. "What's going on here?"
The old woman smiled. "This is a club for girls. My magic makes no exceptions. Not even for your little boy."
"But..."
The old woman shook her head as if anticipating Corinne's questions. "While you are in the park, and until sometime after midnight, your son will be a little girl. No one will know the difference. All will think Jeffrey was born a little girl until the magic wears off, including your husband."
"But..."
The woman smiled warmly. "You and your son both need a day to play and have fun. So go. Enjoy the park. Have fun. Relax."
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The old woman was right — the park was just what she and Jeffrey needed. He'd done so well — walking more confidently, splashing in the fountains, giggling and playing. Corinne had enjoyed splashing with him. It was a long afternoon, but a very rewarding one Corinne thought. Jeffrey's enthusiasm, tempered as it was by his handicap, was infectious, and Corinne was still smiling to herself as they drove home, weary but content.
With great trepidation, Corinne pulled into the driveway. The minivan was there; Ron and the boys were home from T-ball. She unbuckled the little girl, who promptly hopped down. Before Corinne could stop her, she ran toward the house.
The door opened, and Ron stood there, watching the girl. Corinne's heart leaped from fear.
"Daddy," the little girl sang out as she skipped up the walk. "We played at a new water park."
Ron bent over and scooped the girl up into a big hug. "Did you have fun, sweetie?" He gave her a big kiss, then turned and waved at Corinne.
Corinne was numb. This was ... impossible. Ron didn't notice the difference, just as the old woman had said! She realized she'd been holding her breath, and she let it out.
The boys were playing football in the living room. As usual. They paused when their dad came through the door. "Hi, Jenny," Mark called out. "Did you have fun?" Pleasantries aside, he turned and tackled his brother.
Ron took Jenny into the kitchen. "I've got a little treat for you," he said with a grin as he disappeared through the door.
"It's cookies," Mike called out, warning her. "Dad made them. Be careful."
Corinne shook her head. This was so ... different. She slid into a chair, confused. The whole house, her family, all seemed to be changed. She overheard Mike talking to his brother. "Maybe we can get Dad to take us to the park sometime."
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Corinne stood by Jenny's bed, gazing in wonder at the little girl. Everything seemed so nice, so right. She felt Ron's arm wrapping around her shoulder.
"You two had a good day?" he asked, gazing at his daughter.
Corinne nodded. "It was a lot of fun."
Ron smiled. "Good. At least you wore her out."
Corinne felt a faint smile, a sensation she hadn't experienced much lately. "And me, too."
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Corinne opened the door, and caught herself. The little girl décor was gone, vanished with the magic. Jeffrey was rolling around on his bed, constrained by the bedrails so he wouldn't fall and hurt himself. She picked him up, giving him a big kiss. And she smelled it. "Let's get you changed. Then let's go get some breakfast."
She heard the boys fighting even before she and Jeffrey got down the stairs. And Ron. Yelling at the boys, and yelling at her to come and help.
"Dammit, I told you we were leaving by eight," Ron yelled as she came in the kitchen. "We're going to be late."
Corinne looked at him as though he were from another planet. The anger washed over her like a wave, tearing at her. "Well, someone has to take care of Jeffrey," she snapped back.
"Come on, boys. We'll grab something at McDonalds on the way," Ron snarled, glaring at Corinne.
As she strapped Jeffrey into his high chair, she struggled to remember. Fishing. Her dad wanted to go fishing with the boys and Ron. That's where they were going, leaving her alone to take care of Jeffrey. Again. Like usual.
As the tears streamed down her cheeks, Corinne wondered if yesterday had been a dream, if she really had experienced some peace and happiness in this house.
And then it hit her like a thunderclap. Jenny had been interacting with the others, with her family.- like a normal child. Corinne shook her head. That was impossible! Her baby was brain-damaged, retarded, crippled for life.
And yet...
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With a determined look, Corinne carried her little boy across the hot asphalt. She headed to the ticket counter, and was disappointed.
"May I help you?" a pretty young woman asked.
Corinne seemed startled. "I was looking for an older woman," she muttered.
The girl smiled. "That would be grandmother. She's in the office." The girl pointed to a low gray building.
Corinne mustered her courage and marched, Jeffrey cradled lovingly in her arms, to the building. She pulled at the door, but it refused to budge. Locked. Then she noticed the door buzzer. She pressed it.
"Yes?" The voice, tinny as the speaker made it sound, was unmistakably that of the old woman.
"I need to talk to you. I was here yesterday with my son, and...."
She heard something click in the door. "Do come in, Corinne."
Corinne was startled at hearing her name. It was as if the woman was expecting her. She opened the door and stepped in.
It was dark and gloomy, Corinne thought before realizing that her eyes were adjusting. Compared to outside, it was dark; in reality, it was a well-lit office.
The old woman was sitting behind a huge paper-strewn desk, leaning back in a huge leather chair. Across from her were a few chairs, one of which was occupied by a very attractive young lady. The old woman gestured to an empty chair. "Please, have a seat."
Corinne eased herself down, still clinging to Jeffrey. "You act like you're expecting me," she finally said hesitantly.
The old woman smiled and nodded. "You're a very perceptive young lady," she acknowledged. "Yes, in fact I was expecting you. You're late."
Corinne flushed. This wasn't quite what she'd expected. "I'm sorry, but..."
The old woman smiled, shaking her head, while the younger lady laughed aloud. "It was a joke. Now what can I do for you?"
Corinne looked down, giving Jeffrey a quick peck. "I don't understand what happened," she began. Her nervousness gave way to her curiosity, and the words spewed forth. "Last night, it was like everything was okay, like nothing was wrong. My family was ... happy! And Jeffrey! He — she — seemed like a normal little girl! I don't understand."
The old woman glanced at the young lady, and both shook their heads slowly. The old woman looked back at Corinne. "My dear," she began, "when Jeffrey changed into little Jennifer, the very fabric of time was rewoven."
Corinne was honestly trying to understand, but she was confused. "But..."
The young lady glanced at the old woman. "Your son was born as Jennifer, not as Jeffrey."
Corinne shook her head. "Is that why everyone acted like it was normal?"
The old woman nodded slowly. "And much more. You see, Jennifer never had a hypospadius. She never had to have surgery."
Corinne finally understood. "And she never had the brain damage."
The old woman nodded. "Correct."
Corinne finally understood the power of this park. And she knew what she had to do. "Please, I need your help," she finally said. "I can't ... we can't ... go on like this. We're falling apart, as a family. I can't take care of Jeffrey by myself." Tears were flowing freely, tears of confession at her burden, tears of anguish at what had become of her family, tears of guilt at what had happened to her sweet innocent little boy. "I'll do anything. I'd give up my life if you could make Jeffrey whole again."
The old woman nodded sadly. "I know you would, my dear. Such is the love of a mother." The old woman looked at Corinne as if staring into her very soul. Finally, she spoke. "You have to give up your son."
Corinne's head snapped up; she looked warily at the old woman. "I'm not sure I understand," she finally said.
"As long as your son has a membership in Bikini Beach, he will stay a girl." Corinne's tear-stained eyes showed that she still didn't comprehend the old woman's words. "If you buy him a lifetime pass, he'll be a girl - permanently. An undamaged, whole,,healthy girl." She pushed a clipboard across the desk at Corinne.
Corinne picked up the clipboard and started to read. After a few moments, she glanced up. "It's so ... expensive."
The old woman nodded. "But compared to the alternatives?"
Corinne digested her words slowly and nodded. She began filling out the form. Finally, she dug out her credit card and handed it to the old woman. This membership would max out the card - if it even went through. And Ron would kill her for spending so much — after all Jeffrey's medical bills, this membership would nearly wipe out any savings they still had. She crossed her fingers, saying a quick prayer, as the old woman slid the card through the scanner. The printer spat out a receipt, which Corinne signed. Then the old woman spun her chair. With a few deft strokes on a keyboard, she entered the data, and then waited as a card was printed. A quick lamination, and Jennifer Hanson was a member of Bikini Beach - permanently, irrevocably, for all time.
Corinne took the card and stood, holding her son tightly in her arms. "Thank you," she said, her voice cracking with emotion. "How do we change?"
The old woman chuckled. "You are expecting maybe a bolt of lightning or a thunderclap?" She laughed to herself. "I don't work like that. It's too flashy. Just use the showers like yesterday."
The two women watched as Corinne walked out of the office toward the locker. Finally, the younger woman spoke. "You're an old softie, you know that?"
The old woman chuckled. "And you're going to claim you aren't?" She laughed aloud. "I've seen some of the things you've done in your time, old man. You can fool some people into thinking you're a lecherous old trickster, but you can't fool me."
The young lady started to protest, then shut her mouth. "I guess I am a bit sentimental at times," she finally said. "Now can I change back? I've got to get back to the store."
The old woman grinned. "You lost the bet. I'm going to make sure you pay up. Another ..." she glanced at her watch, "fourteen hours."
The young lady frowned. "But..."
The old woman wagged her finger. "You knew the consequences when you made the bet!" She grinned. "You're lucky I don't have your taste in breast sizes."
The young lady glanced down at her modest bosom, and then nodded her acknowledgement to the old woman. "Okay, I give up. You got me this time." She arose and started for the door.
The old woman smiled. "And tell Danni I said hello."
FIN
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Author's Note: Some folks have commented that the attitude was toward Jeffrey and his handicap. This was not my intent, and perhaps I should do a rewrite. In the meantime, I feel the need to explain the 'back story' and behind-the-scenes motivations.
There was stress on the family due to the infertility issues. That can also get quite expensive. Ron wanted a daughter, so he was disappointed. When they conceived Jeffrey, through extreme fertility assist means, it hit the finances hard, and they had another boy. You can imagine Ron's frustration growing, and then when Corinne became infertile, his guilt that he may have been responsible by insisting on another child. Because of the hormones, Corinne would feel like a failure as a woman by not being able to conceive easily, and a defective boy (however minor) would add to her feeling of failure, accentuated by the emergency surgery. The seeds of discord were planted even before Jeffrey's accident. Jeffrey's situation was a catalyst to bring those issues to the front, not the proximal cause. Ron's difficulty interacting with Jeffrey would stem from his guilt over what happened to Corinne and Jeffrey - the distance between them was growing. Corinne would subconsciously resent Ron, because his insistence on trying for a daughter led to her feelings of failure and then to Jeffrey's condition.
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A young couple struggles with infertility after a botched operation left them rich but unable to have children. To cheer up his wife, the husband takes her to Bikini Beach. There, he hatches a unique idea to overcome their problems.
Note - This story was previously published on another web site, but this is its debut on BCTS. Hope you enjoy it.
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"What do you want to do today, dear?" John Robinson's question was directed at his lovely bride, seated across the breakfast table from himself.
"I don't know," Sheila answered unenthusiastically. "Whatever."
John frowned. The spark in Sheila's eyes, that delightful free spirit that had so attracted him to her, was gone. He gazed lovingly at his wife, wishing he knew how to rekindle the life in her soul. She was still as beautiful as ever; her long brown hair was tied in a neat inside-out ponytail, looking both simple and elegant. Her soft eyes, bearing a touch of green in their otherwise hazel tint, hinted at a trace of Irish in her genes. She was attractive, with high cheeks and lustrous skin, sensuous lips and a dainty little nose. Concealed beneath her high-collared robe was a body which made John crazy with desire; as he stared at her, he mentally pictured the delightful curves of her modest breasts, the roundness of her hips. He pondered on her long sexy legs. His mind imagined her narrow waist and her flat tummy, toned to perfection by her devotion to exercise and a healthy diet. And then he pictured the scar.
"How about going to a theme park?" John asked, hoping to stir some enthusiasm.
"I don't know," Sheila answered with her long-familiar tone.
Frustration tugged at John, but he fought it back. He had to sound positive - or else they'd have another argument. "It'll be fun!" he said eagerly. "Just like when we were dating."
For the briefest of moments, Sheila's eyes sparkled. "That might be nice."
John considered her reaction to be a triumph. "Okay, let's get the Jag, put down the top, and go looking for fun. Should we go to an amusement park, or to a water park?" As soon as he said the words, John cringed inwardly.
Sheila glanced at him, and John saw her inner turmoil. "I can't go to a water park," she said softly. "I can't let anyone stare at ... at it!"
John closed his eyes and sighed. So close. "Sweetie, it's not that bad," he argued, knowing that it was pointless.
Sheila's eyes started to tear. "Yes it is," she sobbed. "It's hideous. It makes me look like a freak!"
John closed his eyes briefly. Then an inspiration hit him. "Honey, I saw an ad the other day for a water park. It said it was designed for women." He was clutching at straws; he needed to get his wife out of the house, and soon. She'd been brooding for a few months now — far too long to be healthy. "Sweetie, if it's designed for women, then you won't have any guys staring at you. You won't have to feel self-conscious."
Sheila's determined pout wavered. "Do you think so?" she asked. For the first time in a very long time, her voice was tinged with hope.
**********
John pulled the Jag convertible into the parking lot with a squeal of the tires. He'd grown to love driving this car; it was far more fun than the Taurus they'd driven. Before. He winced; he was enjoying one of the benefits of the mistake, and he felt guilty for it.
Together, he and Sheila walked across the parking lot, hand-in-hand, swim suits and towels tucked under their arms. John noticed the clientele moving toward the gate. "See," he said with confidence, "it's mostly women. Nothing to worry about."
Sheila clutched his hand tightly. "I'm sorry I doubted you, honey. It's just that ..." She couldn't continue, but John understood perfectly.
Sheila felt defective. Here they were, nearing thirty, and her entire plans for her life had been thrown into turmoil. One evening, she had severe abdominal cramping. They rushed to the emergency room, where the doctor diagnosed her with a ruptured appendix. The only option was emergency surgery — which the surgeon botched, and badly. In his haste, the surgeon nicked her uterus, and then didn't notice. The first couple of days in recovery, she'd been doing well. Then she developed a high fever and very severe pain. By the time they opened Sheila up again, the damage to her reproductive system was irreparable. She was left sterile and scarred.
Being childless was a particularly cruel blow to Sheila. She was the only daughter of an only daughter of an only daughter of a rather noted immigrant family, the last in her family tree. Her heritage was very important to her. And now, she couldn't pass on the heritage.
The lawsuit gained them millions, but it couldn't repair the damage to Sheila's fragile ego. They'd retired from their early careers and moved south; John hoped that a change of scenery would help her mood. It didn't. Sheila brooded non-stop. She considered herself defective, the scar an outward symbol of her failure as a woman. From morning to evening, she sat in the sunroom of their lavish home, staring vacantly into the garden, watching the birds and flowers and feeling hopelessly sorry for herself.
And so it was no small feat for John to get Sheila to the park. He allowed himself a tiny feeling of triumph as they neared the ticket booth.
"May I help you?" The young lady at the window was very friendly.
John glanced at Sheila. "I understand this park caters to women?" he asked, holding her hand tightly.
The young lady nodded, a curious smile on her face. "Yes, sir, that's correct."
John smiled. "Then we'd like two tickets, please."
The girl sighed. "This is a private park, for members only," she said, reciting an obviously well-worn line. "Most of our patrons are members, but we do have a limited number of short-term guest passes. Let me check." She turned and pressed a few keys on her computer, then turned back, smiling. "You're in luck. We have some passes available."
John sighed. She could have spared them the little lecture about memberships. "Okay, then we'd like two one-day passes." He pulled out his platinum card and then signed the receipt.
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John was puzzled by the size of the men's locker room, but then he remembered that the park catered mostly to women. There was no reason for the men's room to be huge. He tucked his clothes into an empty locker, pocketed the key, and stepped to a shower stall. The spray surprised him by its warmth, and by the pleasant tingle it seemed to induce in him.
Feeling a spring in his step, John walked quickly toward the door, hoping to get outside before Sheila. He was hoping she wasn't going to chicken out — again. For some reason, his stride seemed a bit odd to him, like his stance was wider; it seemed a bit harder to keep from swaying with each step. Something tickled his shoulders; involuntarily, John reached up to swipe at whatever was causing the annoyance.
The door opened a little harder than John thought it should, and he shaded his eyes from the bright sun. And his jaw dropped. There was a girl staring at him. And she was ... she looked like ... his sister! John's eyes widened in astonishment. The girl staring at him was the spitting image of his twin sister. Her hair was a bit shorter, and done in a rather stylish flip, but it was the same exact color. Her eyes — identical. Her face was uncannily the same. And — John's eyes nearly bugged out of their sockets — she was topless, her perky breasts on display to the world.
"Young lady," a stern matronly voice sounded from behind John. He cocked his ears, knowing that the voice wasn't directed at him. "I do not permit topless sunbathing in my park!"
John turned his head, and saw an old woman walking toward him — and the mysterious woman. He realized, from her words, that she was talking to the young topless lady. His expression froze when she walked directly to him.
"Young lady, are you listening to me?" The old woman was talking directly to him.
John frowned. "I'm sorry, but..." He got no further. His voice echoed strangely in his ears, a soft alto instead of his usual deep masculine tone. He turned back, and saw the woman aping his movements. With a sickening certainty, John realized that he was looking in a mirror. His brain connected the impossible facts together. He glanced back at the woman, then down at himself. A feminine gasp escaped his lips as he saw the boobs on his chest and the very feminine bikini bottom on his wider hips. "What...?" he tried to ask as he glanced back at the woman.
The old woman just frowned and held out a bikini top, which coincidentally happened to match the bottom he wore.
John didn't know what else to do; he took the top. Then, with a skill that added to his astonishment, he began to tie it on with a practiced ease. "What the hell is going on here?" he managed to ask.
The old woman shook her head. "Such language!" she admonished him. "John, you know that this park is for women. You were the one who told your wife that very fact." John's jaw dropped as she spoke words that she couldn't have possibly known. "Well, it is for women. Only for women. While you are a guest, you have to be a woman."
"But..." John's mind fought to grasp at some sanity. "How?"
The old woman shrugged. "Magic, of course." She grasped John's arm and led him away from the entrance. "Your goal was most noble, by the way. I'm impressed with your selflessness." This old woman was reading his innermost feelings, and that made John nervous. More nervous, in fact, than having been changed into a woman.
"But ... how am I going to explain this to Sheila?"
The old woman smiled. "I've already done that for you," she said. "And don't worry. Since you bought a 1-day pass, the change will wear off tonight after you leave the park." She grinned, knowing that she'd anticipated his next question.
As she'd promised, Sheila was waiting for John. Her eyes widened in surprise as he approached with the old woman. "John?" she asked uncertainly.
John gulped, then nodded. "Yes, sweetie. It's really me."
"Wow!" Sheila exclaimed, raising her hand to her mouth. "This is so weird! You look just like your sister!"
John nodded mutely. He'd noticed the same thing. He turned to the old woman. "So now what do we do?" he asked.
The old woman smiled. "You came for a day of fun. So go have fun! Enjoy the park!"
**********
The two rafts floated in tandem, the two girls holding hands to stay together as the gentle current carried them around Old Man River. John glanced at Sheila, and smiled to himself. Her face was as relaxed as he'd seen in a very long time; this outing had been a good idea, despite things.
Sheila saw John looking at her. "You're being a pretty good sport, considering." She couldn't help glancing at John's dainty features and obvious feminine figure.
John blushed. "Well, this isn't quite what I expected," he admitted. "But I'm glad we came."
A loudspeaker clicked to life. "The park is closing in fifteen minutes."
Sheila sighed. "Well, I guess we should get going." She got a tiny smile. "You want to go out after this? Dinner? Dancing?"
The shocked expression on John's face was what she'd expected. As his jaw flapped, she started to chuckle to herself.
John smiled to himself as they walked back to the lockers. He and Sheila were hand-in-hand; around them, people smiled knowingly. The only question they had was which one had started as a guy. John glanced around nervously, and knew that he was advertising, by his discomfort and nervousness, that he was the changed one. He wondered briefly how long he'd be stuck in this body; the old woman had promised that he'd change back sometime during the night. He hoped she was right.
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Slowly, John's eyes opened. He felt disoriented for a moment, and then he felt something constricting his body. With a jerk, he threw back the sheets.
The offending item was one of Sheila's teddys. Slowly, his brain awakened, and memories began to return. The park. Changing into a woman. Sheila's insistence on doing his nails and makeup. Her insistence that he sleep in one of her nighties.
And now that he was changed back, the nightie, designed for a petite woman, was digging into his body, stretching beyond its intent. With great care, he began to wiggle out of the confining garment; he didn't want to ruin it, after all. After visiting the bathroom and pulling on a pair of shorts, John walked out to the sunroom.
As expected, Sheila sat in her chair, gazing into the garden. John slumped into his chair, feeling a tinge of defeat. She wore the same expression she had the previous day, and the day before that. It was as if nothing had changed.
"Good morning, sweetie," she said softly.
John's ears perked up. In her simple greeting, he heard more life than he had for weeks. "Morning," he echoed. "Sleep well?"
She nodded, almost imperceptibly. "Yeah, I did. How about you?"
John smiled. "Most interesting bedtime I've had in a while." He leaned back in the chair. "I can't believe how tired I was."
Sheila leaned over and kissed John's cheek. "Thank you," she said simply.
**********
John sat back from his computer as he heard Sheila's car pull into the driveway. He watched as she climbed out, then reached into the passenger seat to retrieve a few packages. John swiveled from his chair and strode to meet her. He opened the door before she would need to dig out her keys. "Hi, honey. Enjoy your day?"
Sheila gave him a quick kiss, carefully juggling the arms full of packages. "It was okay. Anya said to tell you hi, and wondered when you'd be coming back."
John winced. "I hope you didn't promise anything too soon," he said carefully.
Sheila shrugged and threaded her way past John. She began to dump her load on the kitchen table. "I said you'd think about it."
John shook his head. "And that's all I'm going to do."
Sheila turned suddenly and gave him a hug. "Thanks," she said. "For the membership." John cocked his head, not understanding. Sheila sensed his confusion. "I really needed the membership. For me. So I wouldn't feel so self-conscious."
John smiled, enjoying the warmth of her hug. "I've noticed that you've been getting out a lot more lately." Sheila stiffened just a bit, and John noticed. "But..." he prompted.
Sheila's hair swished in his face as she shook her head. Her hug tightened; her one remaining insecurity surfaced. "It's just that ..." she couldn't go on.
She didn't have to. John understood all too well. Every time she saw a child, a woman with a baby, she was painfully reminded that she could never pass on her heritage, that her family line ended with herself. All he could do was hold her and let her cry.
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The soft breathing beside him was calm and peaceful, but John knew that his wife was troubled. Her anguish over not being able to have children was affecting their sex life; it had been months since they'd been intimate. John was frankly starting to get scared; a couple of weeks ago, a young lady had made a pass at him, and he'd almost taken her up on her offer. He lay still, his mind racing, wondering just how long they could last like this.
If only the magic of Bikini Beach could heal Sheila, John thought. She'd come so far on overcoming her self-consciousness about the scar, but she might never get over the infertility. Why couldn't it work that way, he pondered, listening to Sheila's rhythmic breaths. It could change him into a fully functional woman — why couldn't the old woman change her .... John's mind stopped, and then replayed his thoughts. Over and over, he pondered that one seemingly random thought. A tiny seed of an idea sprouted, and as he lay in bed, a plan began to grow.
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"Is it that important to you?" John asked, sitting beside Sheila in the sunroom. It'd been nearly three weeks since John started hatching his plan — three weeks to begin to lay the groundwork. And now, it was the moment of truth.
Sheila sighed heavily. "You just can't understand, can you? It's the end of my family." She closed her eyes, fighting back the tears. "Yes, dear, it's that important to me. It's more important than just about anything." She had to wipe her eyes. "It's not about me having a baby. It's about my family." She paused to wipe her tears yet again. "If I could, I'd even go to in vitro and have a surrogate carry my baby." Her tears were flowing. "Anything if I knew it was _my_ baby!"
John grasped her hand. "I'm trying to understand, dearest," he said soothingly. "I'm not trying to upset you."
Sheila placed her free hand atop his. "I know, John. I just wish there were something we could do." She wiped another tear. "It's not that I don't love you, because I do, but I'd do anything to have an heir."
John leaned over and kissed her. "I know, sweetie. I know." The die was cast. "I got a call from Ralph. He wanted me to go check out the computer systems again."
Sheila closed her eyes. "I wish someone else could take care of those damned things. Why is it always you?" She sighed. "How long this time?"
John shook his head. "I don't know. Three, four weeks. It depends on what the problem is."
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John walked nervously across the asphalt. It was early morning, and the lot was full. Around him, other patrons ignored him, intent as they were on their own business. He stepped to the office and pushed the buzzer.
After a brief moment, the speaker clicked. "May I help you?"
John cleared his throat and fought the butterflies in his stomach. "I need to talk with you, if I may."
The response was not what John expected. The old woman chuckled at him. "Of course, John. I've been expecting you." The door latch clicked mechanically. "Come in, please."
John opened the door and stepped into the office. It took a moment for his eyes to adjust to the difference in lighting; as soon as he knew he wouldn't trip over anything, he stepped toward the desk.
The old woman was exactly as John remembered. She sat impassively at her desk, obviously waiting for John to sit. He obliged her, and eased himself into one of the chairs. "Now, what can I help you with?" she asked.
John felt a touch of confusion. "You were expecting me, and you don't know what I want?" He shook his head. "I'm not really sure I believe all of this."
"But you're here."
John nodded slowly. "You know that Sheila and I have some problems, because she can't bear any children." The old woman nodded. "Well, if you can change men into women, can you ... uh ... you know, change me into ... uh ... a surrogate mother?" He felt his cheeks burning as he asked the question.
The old woman didn't laugh, or get angry, or any of the other things John half-expected. "You realize what you're asking, don't you?"
John swallowed. "I've been thinking about this for a few weeks," he admitted. "Either I do something like this, or ..."
The old woman nodded solemnly. "Or you and Sheila won't survive as a couple." She understood completely. "How does she feel about this?"
John looked down. This was the second major hurdle in his plan. "She doesn't know," he admitted sheepishly. He glanced up suddenly, his eyes narrowed. "But she said she'd sacrifice just about anything to have an heir." He knew how weak that defense sounded, but it was all he had.
The old woman nodded again. "Are you sure you're ready for this? To become pregnant? To give up your manhood for nine months — or more?" She leaned forward in her desk, a grim tone which seemed to be threatening to John. "Are you ready for morning-sickness? For having a baby kick you and make you have to pee at any hour? For having heavy, saggy breasts as you near term? For a heavy, bulging belly that makes you waddle when you walk? For the pain of delivering a child into this world?" Her arms rested on the desk, making her seem nearer John. "Are you ready for all of that?"
John swallowed and tried to look down. After a brief second, he looked back up. "No," he admitted, "I'm not. Or for any of the other hundred things women complain about during pregnancy." He swallowed again. "But I'm even less prepared to lose my wife."
The old woman studied John for a long while. His mind raced, wondering what she was thinking. Finally, she sat back. "I can see that you've thought this through." She bit her lip. "I don't normally do this; when a man changes into a woman, he changes back at the expiration of his ticket." John nodded. "Unless he becomes pregnant."
John's heart skipped a beat. "If he gets pregnant?"
The old woman nodded, her face grim. "If a man changes and then becomes pregnant, the change become irreversible."
John closed his eyes, feeling his hopes dashed. He visibly sank in his chair, his reason for being here having been taken from him. To have come so close, only to lose Sheila at the end. No matter which way he turned, he was going to lose her.
Finally, after what seemed an eternity, John opened his eyes. "Okay."
The old woman perked up. "Okay — what?"
John bit his lower lip. "Okay, I'm ready."
The old woman frowned. "You know what you're saying, don't you? You'll give up your life as a man — to give your wife a child?"
John stared her in the eyes. "Yes," he answered grimly.
The old woman sat back in her chair, and slowly a smile spread across her face. "I can see how much love you have for your wife. You bring her to a park, and endure what most men would consider the ultimate humiliation, just to try to help her overcome her grief and self-image. And now, you are willing to give up your life as a man, and ultimately your wife, to give her what she wants most — an heir to her family heritage." John merely nodded. "Well, if you recall, I used the word 'normally'. I can adjust the magic a bit as necessary — if it's done in advance."
John's heart leaped. "You mean..."
"After you deliver a child, you will be able to change back to your normal self."
John felt relief flood his body. "Okay, now how much?" He was already pulling his wallet from his pants.
The old woman thought for a moment, then wrote down a number on a sheet of paper and passed it across the desk. John read the number, and his eyebrows rose. "That's about twice the price of a lifetime pass," he observed.
"Correct," the old woman answered. "But a lifetime pass is a one-way change. Yours won't be."
John smiled. "Fair enough." He pushed his credit card to the old woman. It took her a few minutes to enter the specifics of the pass into her computer, and then to make the charge to his credit card. When she printed the receipt, John eagerly signed it.
"Now," John said as he leaned back into his chair, "I think I remember your granddaughter telling me that some facets of the change could be controlled."
The old woman nodded. Her eyes were narrowed as she instantly refocused on John. "That's right." She tilted her head a bit. "I take it you don't want the same body you had before?"
John smiled. Hurdle number three. "No. Here's what I want..."
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The doctor opened the door, smiling warmly as he greeted his patient. "Good morning."
The woman on the examining table held herself with a poise arising from determination. "Good morning, Doctor."
The doctor eased himself into his chair. He seemed wary of the young woman, as if there were something about her that made him nervous. "What can I do for you today?"
The woman was all business. "You have some samples of John Robinson's sperm. I want you to inseminate me with one of the samples."
The doctor's eyebrows shot up. "But ... This is highly irregular. You haven't been on any cycle regulating medications, and there's no referral, no indication that you are currently ovulating." He shook his head. "Unless we follow proper procedures, this is just not something I can recommend." He frowned. "There is also the issue of the donor's permission."
The woman smiled and opened her purse. She carefully extracted a folded document, which she presented to the doctor. "That should take care of the permission issue. It's signed and notarized by Mr. Robinson's lawyer. You may call him to confirm his signature, if you so desire."
The doctor examined the paper and relented. "It meets the legal criteria for the transfer. But this is still not recommended without assuring that you are currently ovulating."
The woman smiled again. Her smile was beginning to be maddening to the doctor. "I have it on very good authority that I am currently ovulating." Her smile vanished. "Now, as I understand it, any irregularities in the procedure can be dispensed with by signing a release." She dug in her purse. "Such as this." Another document was passed to the doctor.
The doctor felt under siege. She seemed to have anticipated his every objection. "There is the issue of cost. Most fertility techniques, as you know, are not covered by insurance." This was his last line of defense.
The woman reached into her purse one last time. She extracted what looked like a check and handed it to the doc. "According to your office staff, this is a little more than the usual and customary fee. I figured that, since it was a bit ... unconventional, that you'd charge more."
The doctor examined the cashier's check, and nodded. "Okay, we'll do it your way, if you insist. According to medical protocol, I should make a transfer today, and another in two days, and a third two days after that, to increase the chances of inducing pregnancy."
The woman smiled. "That's what I understand. Now, can we get started?"
**********
John was getting sick of the hotel room; he ached to get into his car and drive home, to Sheila. He missed her so much, and it seemed to get worse every day. He felt penned in, a captive to this room. But, in his current condition, he dared not go out. And so he waited, watching all the movies on three movie channels. And still he waited.
Finally, the calendar announced his impending liberation — maybe. Trembling, his stomach churning with uncertainty, John walked into the corner drugstore and purchased the necessary supplies. He eagerly walked back to the room.
An engineer by training, and a man, John started to open the kit and rush to use it, but he stopped himself. Now was not the time to rush things, to get sloppy. Too much was at stake. He read the instructions carefully, and then reread them. And then he read them a third time.
John went to the bathroom, then emerged a few seconds later. He tried to sit still on the bed, waiting for the test to complete, but he was too nervous. He paced like a caged animal, glancing at his watch every two or three seconds. The time dragged interminably, agonizing in its slowness. Finally, he returned to the bathroom.
A shout of joy could be heard in every adjoining room, causing more than one resident to lift his or her eyebrows in wonder.
**********
Sheila had long ago learned not to be nervous when John traveled on business; his trips were totally unpredictable, and he'd be home when he got home. She pondered going to Bikini Beach, but decided against it when she heard the weather forecast. If it really did rain, she didn't want to be outside in a swimming suit.
Her ears perked up when she heard a car. By craning her neck, she could just see the corner of John's Mercedes as it pulled into the driveway next to her Jag. She set down the book she'd been reading and padded into the kitchen.
The door opened just as she reached for it, and she put on a smile in anticipation of seeing John. And then her jaw dropped
"What the ...?" she tried to ask, but she suddenly felt woozy from moving so suddenly and being face-to-face with the impossible.
John closed the kitchen door and smiled at Sheila. "Hi, honey. I'm home."
Sheila sputtered and gawked. "What the hell is this?" she finally was able to ask. "You look like ...?
John smiled. "Yes, Sheila. I look like you. In fact," he continued, as if reporting the weather, "I am you."
"What ...?" Sheila was unable to get past her shock. She felt as if she were looking in a mirror.
John took her hands gently and led her to the table. He eased her into her chair, then sat down opposite her. "You remember when we went to Bikini Beach?" he asked in Sheila's voice. She stared at him, and then nodded. John smiled. "Well, I went back."
Sheila's mouth dropped open yet again. "But you're ... me!" she exclaimed.
John smiled. "And that's not all," he said, struggling mightily to contain his enthusiasm. "I haven't been feeling too well the past few mornings," he said.
Sheila looked like she was about to faint from the shock. "John, what the hell is going on?"
John reached across the table and took her hands. "You remember when I asked how important it was for you to have a child?" She nodded, perplexed. "Well, the reason that I haven't been feeling too well is that I'm having morning sickness."
Sheila's eyes widened, and her jaw dropped again. "Did you say what I thought you said?"
John smiled. "I'm pregnant, sweetie."
Sheila's eyes widened, then narrowed again. "John, if this is some kind of joke, it's really, really cruel."
John held her hands tightly. "Sheila, my love, I am really, truly pregnant with our baby."
"But how can it be our baby?" Sheila asked immediately.
John smiled. "I ... made some arrangements. I gave some sperm samples to the doctor, and then I visited Bikini Beach. After I got changed, I went back and was inseminated."
"But how is it our baby?" Sheila asked, confused. "I can understand looking like me, so it wouldn't look too strange to our friends and neighbors, but...?"
John's smile broadened. "Sheila, I don't just look like you. I am you. Down to the very last gene, I am you." He watched as his words registered. "This baby in me has half of your genes, and half of mine. It's our baby!"
Sheila stared for another moment, and then the tears began to flow. "Oh, John," she cried, "I don't know what to say!"
John smiled. "How about 'I love you'? You told me how important it was to have an heir, and to carry on the family heritage. And now we can do that."
Sheila started to bawl. "You did this ... for me?" Tears streamed down her cheeks. "You're willing to be pregnant — to have all the discomfort — for me?"
John wiped his own tears away. Damned hormones, he thought to himself. "Well, if the past four days are any indication, it's not going to be a picnic, but I had to do it. For you. And for us."
A memory intruded suddenly in Sheila's thoughts. "Anya said that pregnancy made a change permanent." She looked and sounded worried.
John patted her hands. "I talked to the old woman, and that's all taken care of. After I have the baby, I'll be able to change back."
Sheila rose and padded around the table, sitting in the chair beside John. She wrapped her arms around him, and hugged him tightly as she wept tears of joy. "Oh, John, you're the most wonderful husband a woman could ever have! Most women are satisfied if their husband helps with the diapers. Look at how lucky I am — my husband is going to have our baby!" She and John hugged, looking like identical twins as they cried their tears of happiness.
"Uh, John?"
"Yes, dearest?"
"What if I told you I always wanted a large family? "
FIN
Bikini Beach: Swim Date
By Ellie Dauber, (c) 2000
When Paul Kauffman asks Amy Bowlan out on a date, she asks himto take her to a certain water park she knows. Paul wants to get to know Amy better. Amy wants to get to know Paul better, but not in the same way.
* * * * *
This was my first Bikini Beach story, and the author's note below is what I wrote when it was originally posted.
This story was supposed to be a _short_ story, but getting Amy and Paula to behave and stop talking when I wanted them to was as hard as getting any other two teens to do what a grown-up told them. Since the point of the story was - well, you'll see what the point of the story was (I hope), I just stopped trying after a while, and let the story go where they seemed to want it.
Much thanks to Steve Zink, who was kind enough to get out of a sickbed (only, it wasn't sick, he was) and take a look at it. Steve tightened some stuff up, fixed a few errors, and added a couple of touches of his own that helped polish the edges.
Also, thanks to Elrod for his brochure of Bikini Beach. For good or for ill, it let me have the girls wander through the water park in much more detail (and a lot more words).
Bikini Beach - Swim Date
By Ellie Dauber, (c) 2000
“Hey, look,” Mack Reilly said. “Here comes that stuck-up Amy Bowlan.” He pointed at a pretty blonde, about 17, who had just come into the school cafeteria.
Paul Kauffman put down his coke and looked in the direction his friend was pointing. “Aw, I don't think she's stuck-up, man.”
“Then why won't she go out with anybody. She's either stuck-up or - hell, maybe she's a lesbie. You think?”
“Nah. She's new here, just moved in the week school opened. I think she's shy.”
“_You_ think she's sexy.” He thought for a moment, then smiled. “Hey, you're in a couple classes with her. Why don't you _show_ me how un-stuck-up she is? Go over and ask her for a date.”
“What?”
“A date. You know what they are. You've been on more than a few - or so you say.”
“You know I date. We've doubled a half dozen times easy.”
“Then go over and ask her for one. Or are you chicken?” Mack stuck his hands in his armpits and flapped a pair of imaginary wings.
Paul sighed. He definitely wanted to, but he'd been waiting until the right moment, until he sensed that Amy was beginning to feel more comfortable at her new school. No chance of that now. He stood up and walked over to the table where Amy was sitting. Alone.
“Umm, hi,” he said. She looked up. Lord, she was pretty.
“Yes?”
“I'm Paul, Paul Kauffman. I'm in Mr. Roth's English class with you; Ms. Collier's Social History class, too.” She smiled. She was even prettier when she smiled. It just seemed to light up her whole face.
“Oh, yeah. Hi, Paul.”
“I - I was wondering if you - if you might want to go out with me tomorrow night. Burgers and a movie, maybe.”
“Gee, at night? I don't know.”
“How about an afternoon movie, then burgers?”
“How about a swim?”
“What?” A voice in his head whispered 'skinny-dipping'. No, he couldn't be that lucky; besides, she hardly seemed like _that_ sort of girl.
“There's this water park, Bikini Beach, I've been wanting to go to.”
“Yeah, I've heard about it.” He'd seen the ads, too. Lots of pretty girls in really skimpy swimsuits.
“The problem is that it's way over across town. I don't drive, and my folks are still too busy settling in.”
He brightened. “I've got a car. My brother gave it to me when he went into the Navy.”
“Great. Can you pick me up about 10:30? We can make a day of it - get to know each other better.”
“Sounds good.” She gave him her address, an apartment complex about two miles from his own house, just as the bell ending lunch period rang. “See you later.”
“Yeah.” He watched her walking out towards her next class and found himself imagining what she was going to look like tomorrow in a swim suit. The suit got skimpier as he fantasized.
“Hey, man.” Mack slapped him on the back. “So, how'd you do?”
“I'm picking her up tomorrow morning. We're going swimming.”
Mack flashed Paul a “thumbs up”. “Cool. Let's just not get late for Trig thinking about her.” Mack handed Paul his backpack, and the pair ran toward the exit.
* * * * *
Paul arrived at Amy's place about 10:20. He wanted to make a good impression on her - and her parents, so he parked and knocked on the apartment door. A tall man in his late 30s answered. He was dressed in a sweatshirt and jeans, and his hair was pretty much the same color as Amy's. “Yes, may I help you?”
“Um, Mr. Bowlan? I'm Paul Kauffman. I go to school with Amy. She - umm - I'm taking her over to the water park for the day.”
“Oh, yes. She mentioned something about that.” He frowned. “She didn't say that she was going with a boy, though.”
“Shot down before it even begins,” Paul thought. Aloud he said, “is that a problem? Can Amy still go?”
“Oh. Let her go, Stan,” a woman's voice said. An older, darker haired version of Amy joined Mr. Bowlan at the door. “She dated back in Elmerton, you know.”
“I guess.” He opened the door wide enough to Paul to walk through. Paul went in, but he felt himself getting a stern once over as he walked into the apartment. He must have passed inspection, though. Mr. Bowlan smiled and shook his hand. “Hello, Paul. I'm Amy's father, as you probably guessed. That pretty meddler is her mother. Have a seat while she goes to tell Amy that you're here.”
“Thank you, sir.” He sat down on an overstuffed blue couch and looked around. There were a couple of chairs that matched the couch, all clustered around in one of those “conversation groupings”. A large TV with a VCR stood against the wall, positioned so it could be watched from the couch. There were some paintings, landscapes mostly on the walls.
They _were_ still settling in. He could see some boxes near a cupboard in the corner. Another box, crammed with papers, was on a large wooden dining room table next to a PC.
“Where are you two going?” Mr. Bowlan said as he sat down in a chair near the couch.
“Bikini Beach. It's a water park over on the other side of town, just across from those new condos that a developer, put up a few months ago.”
“Yes, I think I know where they are. So - you're going to spend the day looking at pretty girls and ignoring my daughter. Sounds like quite the first date.”
“Um - it was Amy's idea, Mr. Bowlan. I invited her to a movie, but she wanted to swim.”
“She's always loved the water. She was on the swim team at her old school; won her share of medals, too. Like to see them?”
“I guess.”
“Daddy, stop it. You're embarrassing me.” Amy and her mother came into the room. She was wearing a pair of pale brown slacks and a matching sleeveless top that really showed off her figure. Her hair was tied into some sort of ponytail. She was carrying a striped cotton bag with a towel sticking out the top.
“Hey, I'm your father. I'm _supposed_ to brag about you, honey.”
“I know, but you abuse the privilege.” She gave him a peck on the cheek and turned to Paul, giving him another of those wonderful smiles. “Hi, Paul. Are you ready to go - or do you want to stay here and listen to my father?”
“Tough choice. Nice to meet you, Mr. and Mrs. Bowlan. Bye.” He grinned back and stood up.
Amy came over and took Paul's arm. “Bye, folks. We'll try to be back before midnight.”
“You'll be back by eight, young lady,” Mr. Bowlan said, sounding quite serious, then he softened _a little_ and added, “Have a good time, honey.”
* * * * *
It was about a twenty-minute ride to Bikini Beach. They made small talk, mostly about the two classes they had together. It was a sunny day with the temperature expected to get into the mid-eighties, so the parking lot across from the entrance was fairly full by the time they pulled in. Paul found a spot near a marker pole and parked his car. He got his own swim bag out of the trunk, and they walked over to the entrance.
The line wasn't that long. A lot of people just showed a pass and walked through. Paul noticed that he was the only male in the line. Well, they did call it _Bikini_ Beach, and a lot of the women in line with him would look really great in bikinis. He looked at Amy, who stood next to him, holding his hand. She'd look better than the rest.
They finally got to the ticket booth. An old woman, kind of chunky, in a flowered blue dress, was sitting behind the counter. “Can I help you?”
“Um, hi,” Paul said. “How much are tickets?”
“We don't sell tickets, young man. This is a private park. We do sell passes, though, one day or longer.” She looked at Paul for a minute as if studying him, then she turned and looked closely at Amy. “Right now, we're having a special on weekend passes for two. If you're interested, the price is less than two individual one-day passes.” She named a figure. It was a bit more than Paul had expected, but he had more than enough to cover it.
“Done,” he said taking out his wallet. “Gee, Amy, I guess we'll have to come back here tomorrow to get full value out of these passes.” He said it with a smile, as if joking. He didn't want her to feel like he was rushing her, but he hoped that she'd want to come back with him on Sunday.
“I guess,” Amy said, smiling and looking down.
The old woman took the money and handed him the pass, a single ticket stamped “Weekend Pass: Good for Two” and today's date. As they walked past, the woman called after them, “Be sure to shower after you put on your suits. It's a health department regulation.”
The locker rooms were near the entrance. The “Ladies'“ was much larger, more proof that most of the park's patrons were women. Paul went into the “Men's”. He saw the expected: sets of lockers along the walls, a few benches, and the showers. He picked out an empty locker and changed into his suit.
Considering all the pretty women that he was expecting to see, Paul had brought along a pair of green-gray “baggies”. He put them on, slipped on a pair of beach sandals, and looked in a mirror near the door. He wasn't muscle-bound, but track and basketball, not to mention using his brother's weights, had left him fairly buff. He thought he looked pretty good, and he hoped that Amy would agree.
Paul was just about to head out into the park when he remembered what the old woman had said about the showers. Amy was a swimmer. She was used to showering before she went into the water, and she'd expect him to do the same.
He turned on the water. It was nice and hot, tingly against his skin. He closed his eyes and just stood there enjoying the sensation, turning slowly. He never noticed the slight pink mist that rose from the water.
He felt a little odd as he stepped out of the shower. Sometimes that happened when you stayed in too long, but he'd only been in for a couple minutes. He shrugged and started walking towards the door. He noticed that he was walking oddly, as if his center of gravity was shifting. He felt something on his chest, too, and there was a wetness on the back of his neck.
He stopped when he got near the door. There was a girl, a very pretty girl about his own age, standing there. She had a narrow waist and broad hips that were barely contained in the skimpy metallic green bikini bottom that she was wearing. And she wore only the bottom. Her breasts, nice and round, a B-cup at least, with big nipples were fully exposed. She had a kind of sexy smile on her face and thick, wet black hair that was plastered to her head and down around her back.
Then he realized that he was looking in the mirror that he'd been doing “muscleman” poses in a few minutes before. He looked down, and his hands shot to his chest - to his breasts. Holy Shit! He had breasts. _He_ was the girl in the mirror.
“Young woman, I don't allow people to go topless here.” It was the old woman from the gate. “Please put this on.” Suddenly, she had a bikini top in her hand. It was a perfect match for the piece that Paul was wearing.
Paul took it, and without thinking, put it on with an ease that should
not have been possible. “What - how?” She was surprised all the more
by the very feminine voice she heard.
“Magic. I created this park as an escape for young women who don't wish to be ogled. If a man chooses to come into the park, he becomes a woman for the duration of his pass.”
“You mean I'm going to be a girl....”
“Until tomorrow night. The magic wears off twelve hours after the expiration of your pass. You'll be yourself in time for school on Monday.”
“But my family, Amy, how do I explain it to them?”
“That's taken care of. You'll see how later. Right now, your friend is waiting for you.”
Paul would have liked to stay hidden in the locker room, but one look at the old woman told him that he didn't have that option. She took a gulp of air and walked through the door.
Amy was waiting for Paul outside. She was wearing a golden yellow lycra one-piece suit that glowed in the sunshine, even without being wet. It had a lot more material in it than what she was wearing, but nobody would ever doubt that there was a girl inside. It hugged her curves and was cut high to show a lot of leg. It was cut a little low at the top, too. Nothing slutty, but you could see quite a bit of the cleavage. Did bathing suits have built in Wonder Bras?
Amy smiled and ran over and hugged him. “Oh, Paula, you turned out so pretty. I was afraid that you'd just look like Paul with long hair and a bit of a figure.”
“You knew this was going to happen?”
“Yes, I - I knew. Please don't be mad.”
“But why? I thought you liked me.”
“I do. I like you a lot, but, well, I had a lot of trouble with my last boyfriend. There was a lot of arguing, especially over sex. I didn't want to go through that again.”
“What are you going to do, turn every guy who wants to date you into a girl?”
“No, please, no. I like you. I've been hoping you'd ask me out. Only, well, I don't know you.”
“Know me? What's that got to do with anything?”
“Look, this is a fairly small town. You've grown up with most of the kids you know, most of the girls that you've dated. You knew each other since you were all little. You know what they're like, the kinds of persons they are.”
“So?”
“So, I don't have that advantage. I don't know you that way. And I can't get to know you that way in a dating situation. To be blunt, sex always gets in the way. Do you understand?”
“I guess so.” Paul wouldn't have minded sex with Amy getting in his way, but now she wasn't going to be uncool enough to push her about it. Still, she resented the suggestion that he'd been thinking with his “johnson”. Even if he had.
“Well, this way, it can't. I can get to know you as Paula, and you can get to know me without sex being a concern. You'll be Paul again on Monday. We'll be friends - I hope - by then, and we can see about dating if you still want. Is that so crazy?”
“Yes, it is, but I don't seem to have a choice; do I? How'd you find out about this place?”
“I haven't made many friends, but I have gotten to know a few of the girls. Let's just say that you aren't the first boy from our school to go swimming here.”
“Some other guy got changed for a weekend? Boy, he must have been embarrassed if he didn't say anything about it.”
“Not really. In fact, _she's_ the one who told me.”
“What! But how? I never heard of any guy at school getting permanently changed.”
“You'll find out about _that_ later.” She tugged at Paula's arm. “Right now, there's a water park here to explore. Let's go, _girl friend_.”
* * * * *
They headed down a trail past a sign that said “Wild River Fun? and were soon swimming in a large pool called the “Swimming Hole”. They raced across at the deep end of the pool, with Amy finishing well ahead of Paula. Paula claimed that she just wasn't used to her new female body, but Amy just splashed her and made a comment about how much better equipped she was now to do the breast stroke.
“I know how to stroke them,” Paula leered at her. “I'm just not used to having two of my own.” Amy splashed her again, and both girls giggled.
They tried the rope swing a few times. Paula surprised Amy by climbing part way up the rope and doing a very credible swan dive into the water. Then they just lay on the sand and talked.
It turned out that they had a few interests in common: folk music, mystery novels, and Abbott and Costello comedies. Amy had seen BUCK PRIVATES enough times to be able to quote lines of dialog. They giggled some more and broke into a two-part version of “Boogey Woogie Bugle Boy.”
By this time, it was mid afternoon, and they were both hungry. They had burgers and cokes at Port Landing, and both took a short nap right on the sand. Afterwards, they tried some of the raft rides.
Paula talked Amy into trying the Otter's Run Body Slide. She went first, squealing as she rode the water down. Amy splashed down just after her. “I think you forgot something,” she said. She giggled and handed Paula her bikini top as it floated by. Paula blushed and put it back around her, accustomed now to her feminine chest.
“That's why I wore a one piece,” Amy said. “We had a water park back in Elmerton - non-magical, though. Boys would always try to talk girls into going down the water slides just to see if their tops came off or anything popped out.”
Paula giggled. “Boys are like that, I guess.” She realized what she had said. “Hey, wait a minute, I'm a boy!”
“Not today, you aren't. Want to go again?”
“Let me just re-tie this top.” Paula didn't want to admit it, but she was having a great deal of fun. There was none of the sexual tension you usually had on a date. She was reacting with Amy, the same way that Paul would react on an afternoon hanging out with Mack, just two good friends out for a day of fun.
They went on Otter's Run a few more times, squealing as they slid. Paula found that she liked the rush of air on her body, especially her breasts. She also learned when to grab onto her top, so there were no more embarrassing moments. “Still,” she thought, “it's just us girls, so who cares if anybody sees.”
“Just us girls.” Paula hadn't really thought about it, but it was true. She was thinking like a girl. When she looked at some girl in a skimpy bikini, her only thoughts were how nice the bikini looked, how well it went - or didn't go - with the girl's coloring. Nothing about how sexy the girl looked lounging on the sand or splashing in the water.
She didn't even get interested when a tall curvy brunet splashed down into the pool at the end of Otter's Run next to them, and _her_ top came off. The girl must have been at least a D-cup, but Paula just swam over. She handed the girl her top and told her to hold on just before the last plunge to keep the top from coming off again.
“Thinking like a girl, Paula?” Amy asked.
“Yeah, and it bothers me. Or maybe it bothers me that it doesn't bother me.”
“Don't think about it. It's supposed to be that way.” She smiled, a sexy little smile. “Besides, you'll still have your memories on Monday when you're Paul again.”
“I guess.” Paula looked at the big clock over in the Landing Port. “Hey, it's after six. Maybe we should be heading back to your place.”
“Darn! I was enjoying myself.”
“So was I, but your father did say he wanted you home by eight. We can eat here or stop off for some pizza or something.”
“Let's just swim some more. We can stop off and get some pizza to eat at my place later.”
“Your place?”
“Sure. Paul and I had a date that was supposed to end around eight. Paula and I are having a sleep over at my place tonight.”
“A sleep over?”
“Sure. Just think, our first date and already we're sleeping together.” She giggled, and so did Paula in spite of herself.
* * * * *
They decided to look around at some of the other rides and wound up joining in a choose-up game of water volleyball. Paula used a couple of basketball tricks and scored the final point, spiking the ball down into the water. A couple of the other players went to Paul and Amy's school. Paul had even dated one of them, Mina Scorby. Only now Mina remembered going on a double date with Paula and some boy whose name Paula didn't recognize.
Paula was tempted to ask Mina some questions, but there wasn't time.
“We still have to be back at my house by eight,” Amy said. “And it's past seven, now. We'd better go change, Paula.” She giggled and looked at Paula. “Or is that a bad choice of words?”
Paula tried to look angry, but she found herself giggling again. With a sigh and a shrug, she followed Amy back to the locker rooms.
She went back to the locker that Paul had put his clothes in. Only, now, his jeans and T-shirt had changed into a wrap around skirt and sleeveless blouse, and there were a pink bra and panties in there on hooks with them.
Paula stepped into the panties and pulled them up around her hips, marveling at how different from a pair of boy's cotton briefs they felt. Then she leaned forward as she wrapped the strapless bra over her breasts. She hooked the bra behind her and adjusted her breasts within the cups. She did it naturally without even noticing.
She put on the blouse and wrapped the dress around her waist, fastening it with a pin. She stood in front of the mirror tucking in her blouse. The skirt was tight at the waist, showing off the curve of her hips, and it was cut short enough to show quite a bit of leg. She turned this way and that, enjoying how pretty she looked.
Then she frowned. Her hair was a mess from all that water. She looked in the locker again and found a purse on the small shelf inside. There was a hairbrush and some make-up inside, along with her wallet and car keys. She looked in the wallet. The driver's license still had the same information, except the name was “Paula? now, and the picture showed the way she currently looked.
She ran the brush through her hair, wincing as she tugged at a couple of snarls. Then, without even realizing that she was doing it, Paula applied lipstick and a little blush to her face. She smiled at her reflection. 'Much better,' she thought. She grabbed the purse and headed out to meet Amy.
Her car, an old Chevy, was parked where she left it. It looked like it had just been washed and waxed, though, something Paul didn't do very often. When Paula opened the trunk to put their swim bags away, she found a rolled up sleeping bag and a small suitcase that hadn't been there before.
“Like I said,” Amy told her, “Paula's spending the night.”
* * * * *
It was still only about 7:40 when they got off the expressway near Amy's house. “How about that pizza you mentioned,” Amy asked. “There's a pretty good place called “Papa Gino's? on the way to my place.”
“I know where it is,” Paula said. “Good pizza, too.” She drove to the restaurant, pulling into the lot.
There was a line, and the counterman said that there'd be about a fifteen minute wait. Amy used a pay phone to call home. Her mother gave her permission to be late provided she brought back a medium, extra cheese and mushrooms, for her parents. Amy agreed. The counterman added it to the medium, onions and ground beef that the girls had already ordered.
There were six chairs along the wall near the “Take-Out? Window. The two girls sat down to wait. A couple of boys from their school came in. Paula recognized them, Jack Stevens and Ted Fletcher, members of the football team. They were lettermen and seniors and among the most popular kids in the school.
Paula watched them as Jack paid for the pizza they had ordered earlier. She found herself noticing what a tight butt Jack had and how strong Ted looked in the “muscleman” shirt he was wearing. Then her eyes trailed down to his pants, or, rather, to the bulge at his groin. Her nipples were suddenly tingling, and she felt a pleasant warmness throughout her body.
Then she realized what she was thinking. She closed her eyes for a second. When she opened them, she saw that Ted was looking at her. He smiled and walked over. “Hey, Paula, I thought that was you.”
“Hi, Ted.” She didn't know what else to say. “That was a great game that you and Jack had against Westside last night.”
“I didn't know you followed football that much. Say, are you and your pretty friend here doing anything tonight. Jack and I were just driving around, and we'd _love_ to have some company.”
'Oh, jeez,' Paula thought. 'He's actually hitting on me.' The worst part was that some little bit of Paula wanted to go with the boys.
“Um, thanks but no, Ted,” she said aloud, as much to herself as to him. It's very tempting, but Amy - this is Amy Bowlan - she just moved to town a few weeks ago - Amy and I have other plans for tonight.” She found herself smiling and added. “Maybe another night.”
“Maybe. Nice to meet you, Amy. Welcome to town.” Jack had the pizza by now, and the pair walked out of the place. Paula saw them both take a look at her legs as they went out the door.
She shuddered and turned to Amy and whispered. “What just happened? Ted - he knew me.”
“Of course, he did,” Amy whispered back. “Paula Kauffman grew up in this town. I told you, it's magic. Everything's changed so everybody remembers Paula instead of Paul.”
“Everybody? Even my folks?”
“Sure. And I noticed that _you_ even seem to remember being Paula.”
“No. No I don't. I still remember growing up as a boy.”
“You sure weren't acting like one a few minutes ago. I saw the way you were looking at those two guys.”
“What! No, I wasn't.”
“We'll talk about it later. I think our order's ready.”
It was. Paula paid for the two pies and a bottle of diet coke. They left and quickly drove to Amy's house. Amy carried the two pizzas into the apartment, while Paula got out her bags. Amy's father came out and took the suitcase and sleeping bag, while Paula carried the two swim bags. Once they were inside, he gave Paula $10 to pay for the second pizza, refusing the change she offered.
* * * * *
A few minutes later, Paula and Amy were alone in Amy's bedroom. Paula took a quick look around. There was a white four-poster bed with a flowered cloth canopy against one wall. A matching high dresser with doors, an “armoire” Amy called it, was nearby with a lighted make-up table next to it. A desk cluttered with papers and a few rolled-up posters was against the wall next to a large curtained window. There was a mirrored closet door set in one wall, with another, partly opened into a bathroom on the opposite wall. It was the sort of room any girl would like. Paula felt herself feeling a little envious, remembering Paul's room at home.
There was a cot set up by Amy's desk with the sleeping bag on top of it, and the suitcase leaning next to it. The pizza, soda, and paper plates, napkins, and cups were on a small fold-up table next to Amy's bed.
Amy took the two bags into the bathroom, coming back a minute or so later. “I hung the suits up on the shower curtain rod to dry. That way, we can wear them when we go back to the beach tomorrow.”
“Back? Go back to Bikini Beach?”
“Sure, you said so this morning when you - or when Paul - bought the passes. They _are_ good for the whole weekend, you know.”
“Yeah, but if _this_ happened today,” she ran her arm down her body as if to point out how she'd changed. “What will happen to me tomorrow?”
“Not a thing. I asked. You'll be Paula, the Paula you are now, until you change back to Paul tomorrow night.”
“You're sure I'll change back?”
Amy held up the pass, which she'd stuck into her purse after they went into the park. “It says it's only a weekend pass.” She looked clinically at Paula. “Or do you want to make it longer?”
“No, no. Two days is more than long enough.”
“But you were enjoying it so much.”
“I'll admit that I enjoyed this afternoon, our time at the park. You were right. I think I know you better than most of the girls that I've dated, and I think that we're getting to be real friends.”
“I think so, too. Now, tell me, what did you think about what happened at Papa Gino's?”
“It was weird, damned weird. I - I was actually attracted to Ted.”
“Of course you were. He's a hunk.”
“Yeah, but he's a _guy_!”
“And right now, you're a girl, a heterosexual girl. It's natural for you to be attracted to boys.”
“No, no! I don't care what I look like. I'm a guy.”
“No, you aren't, Paula. Not until midnight tomorrow.” She paused for a moment, taking a bite of pizza. “Look, try something for me.”
“What?”
“Close your eyes.” Paula did. “Now, think of your - of Paul's - best friend. Picture him in your mind.”
Paula closed her eyes. Her best friend was Mack Reilly. She pictured him standing before her.
“Okay, Paula. Now strip him down. All the way. Nude. _Naked_.”
In for a penny, in for a pound. Mack stood naked in her mind. Paul had known Mack since they were both about five. They were in the same gym class. The image was both detailed and authentic.
“Now imagine that he's looking at you. He likes you. He's smiling.”
Paula saw the image of Mack smile as he turned towards her. He had a nice smile. She'd never really noticed that before. He was cute, too, with that mop of brown hair and those puppy dog eyes. Her eyes moved down to his body. It was slender, but muscled, a mat of brown curls on his chest. She liked that.
Paula found herself thinking about what it would be like to have those arms around her. Her nipples began to tingle again, and she felt warm all over. She felt her hand rise up and lightly touch her breast.
She continued to look at the image of Mack, his flat stomach and narrow waist. His - oh, my goodness - he was big, bigger than she remembered. She felt her breathing getting a little irregular. The warmth seemed to be concentrating in her groin. She -
“No! I'm a guy, dammit, a guy!” She opened her eyes even as they began to fill with tears. “Why did you do that to me?”
Amy came over and put her arms around her. Paula felt their breasts touching, but she felt comforted, rather than aroused.
“Oh, Paula,” Amy said. “I'm sorry, so sorry. You just seemed to be totally denying what had happened. I thought if I forced you to see just how female you had become....I'm sorry.”
Paula looked at Amy. Both girls were crying. “I guess...I guess I was denying it. Please don't do it again, though. I'm having enough trouble keeping my mind off guys.”
“They _are_ hard - oops - difficult - not to think about.” She giggled at her Freudian pun. “Now do you see why I wanted to get to know you as a girl first?”
“I guess. I'd never force myself on a girl, but I guess I can understand that the tension is always there.”
“It is. I don't want a boy who respects me - well, I do, really, but what I really want is a boy who respects me as a _friend_. One who wants to be with me because we're friends. If that friendship turns into something deeper, great. If it doesn't, well, at least we're still friends.”
“I think I'd like that, too. It'd be nice to know a girl who's there for me as a friend; not as a potential date or a potential mate, just a friend.”
“Then you forgive me?”
“I suppose.” She giggled and took a bite of pizza. “I hadn't realized how cute Mack was, though.”
They finished the pizza and talked on for several hours. Paula found out that Amy had been her state's junior female champion in the 100 and 200 meter freestyle. She wanted to keep on swimming, maybe even try out for the Olympics when she was older. She loved to travel and was thinking about majoring in French when she was in college, just so she could go live and work over there.
Amy found out that Paula loved to tinker with machinery. (Paula was happy that she hadn't changed as far as that was concerned.) She was already trying to decide what schools to apply to for a degree in mechanical engineering.
Not all the talk was serious, though. They talked about their school. Paula still had Paul's male memories, but she had a fairly good idea of what were the cliques among the girls. They compared notes on a number of their female classmates, and both were surprised at some of the things the other knew.
About midnight, Amy's mother came in and told them to get ready for bed. “I know you won't go to sleep right away. Don't talk all night, though. You'll be too tired in the morning. Besides, it isn't really a slumber party if you aren't in your nighties.” She kissed Amy on the cheek, then came over and did the same to Paula. “Goodnight, girls.”
“Goodnight,” they said in unison as Mrs. Bowlan closed the door behind them. Amy stood up and began to unbutton her blouse.
“What are you doing?” Paula said in surprise.
“Getting ready for bed like Mom said.” She looked at Paula. “Besides, we've already proved that you think like a girl. Why shouldn't we change clothes in front of each other?” She took off the blouse, tossing it into a hamper near the armoire. She was wearing a lacy yellow demi-bra - how the hell had Paula known that - that lifted her breasts making them look bigger than they were.
“But - I don't know - it just seems wrong somehow.” Paula didn't want to admit it, even to herself, but all she could think of was how nice the bra looked and wondering where Amy had gotten it. The fact that Amy was all but naked from the waist up didn't do anything to her emotionally. She did hope that she'd remember the view on Monday when she was Paul again.
“It isn't wrong; it's natural for _girls_.” She walked over and opened Paula's suitcase. “Oh, what a sweet nightie.” She held up a fluffy pink nightie with a long row of matching pearl buttons trailing down from the neck. It was cut short, probably five or six inches above the knee.
“Am I supposed to wear _that_?”
“Sure, unless you want to sleep in your undies?” She giggled. “Or do you sleep in the nude?”
“Me - but - umm - no. I guess that thing'll be okay.” She grabbed at the nightie.
“Fine, now take off that blouse and skirt. I've got some clothes here for you to try on.”
“Clothes? Girl's clothes?”
“Sure, just like the girl's clothes you're wearing. You try on something of mine, and I'll try on this outfit in your suitcase.” She lifted the case so Paula could see inside. There was a blue T-shirt with embroidered flowers on the sleeves and a matching pair of jeans folded up inside, a bra and panty set, also blue was lying on top of them. “Just part of the magic.”
Paula didn't know what else to do. She sighed, took off the blouse, and unpinned the skirt. She put them over the back of the chair at Amy's desk, while Amy looked through the armoire. Amy pulled out a hanger with a green and white dress. “I think this would look great on you, Paula.”
She handed it to Paula and took the outfit from the suitcase. They spent the next few minutes dressing. Paula knew somehow that she had to put her arms into the dress, then wriggle in down onto her body. It was tight at the waist and bust and clung to her body, showing her feminine curves to their best advantage. In spite of herself, Paula turned and posed for the mirror.
“You look great,” Amy said. “How about me?” She had on the blue T-shirt from the suitcase, but she'd put on the wrap around skirt that Paula had worn.
“Good, real, real good. That blouse really works with that skirt. I hadn't --?
Paula stopped. Hadn't what? She'd never see the clothes before.
“It's okay,” Amy said. “The magic just fills things in, so you can see what it's like to be a girl. It'll all go away tomorrow night.”
“I hope so.”
“It will. Now sit down and let me do your hair.”
Paula sat in the chair, trying hard not to fidget while Amy combed out her hair. Amy spent a while braiding it while they talked about what they'd done in the park that day. Both of them had noticed a tall redhead with an intriguing hairstyle, a coiled braid that looked a little like the way Ensign Rand had worn her hair in the original Start Trek. Paula's hair was long, halfway down her back, and Amy was going to try to recreate the style. Finally, she finished and let Paula turn and look at herself in the mirror.
“Oh, my gosh,” Paula said. “I look just like her.”
“Well, “Beam me up, Scotty,” and it looks good on you, too.”
“Yeah, but it looks so - well, so high maintenance. I'll sleep in it, but you can undo it in the morning.”
“Okay, but I think it looks good on you. I wish my hair was long enough to try it.” Amy's hair was cut short, just reaching to her shoulders.
There was a knock on the door. “It's after one? Are you two changed and ready for bed?” It was Mr. Bowlan.
“No, sir,” the two girls answered.
“Well, get ready.” It was Mrs. Bowlan. “I'm coming in there in ten minutes, and if you two aren't in your nighties, I'll - Stan and I will change you ourselves. Is that clear?”
“Yes, Mom,” Amy said. “She means it,” she whispered to Paula.
“They wouldn't - I mean, your father wouldn't. Would he?”
“Probably not, but Mom's serious. We won't have to go straight to bed, but we'd better be in our nighties when she comes back.” She pulled the T-shirt over her head as she spoke.
Paula wriggled out of the dress and put it back on the hanger. It was a pretty dress, and she thought about asking to borrow it some time. Then she remembered that she'd be Paul again in less than twenty-four hours. With a sigh that surprised her, she hung it back in the closet.
Somehow she knew that she wouldn't need a bra with the nightie. She reached behind her and unclasped it as if she'd been wearing a bra for years. She wriggled into the nightie the same way. The buttons weren't easy, especially with a girl's longer fingernails, but she managed. Just as she was finishing, she heard an “Ahem” and turned.
“What do you think?” Amy said. She was wearing the proverbial babydoll nightie, a mass of almost transparent blue fluff that you could actually see her breasts through. It hung down just to her hips, the material partly concealing the matching thong panty.
“Wow! Where did you get that?” It was - she was - beautiful, and Paula dearly hoped that she'd remember _this_ sight on Monday. If _Paul_ did, he wouldn't have to buy _Penthouse_ again for the next few months.
“Victoria's Secret, my last birthday. You're the first person except for my folks to see it.”
“What do your parents think of it?” As far as _Paula_ was concerned, though, what she liked was how pretty it looked and how envious she was that her friend owned something that nice.
“Daddy _hates_ it. Mom says that a girl my age needs something like this to help her think about the woman she's becoming. It's a great moral booster, too, when I'm feeling clunky and unloved.”
“Well, it's beautiful.”
“Thanks, but I don't think you'll remember much about it on Monday.”
“What? I thought you said I'd remember everything about today.”
“Yeah, but how much would _Paul_ remember about the kind of PJs a male friend of his wore. Your mind will be making the same sort of adjustment.”
“It doesn't seem fair, somehow.”
“I guess not, but, who knows, Paul may get to see me in it some day.”
“Only if he's _really_ lucky.”
“Thank you, _Paula_. That's really sweet. You're a good friend.”
“So are you, Amy.” They hugged.
They were still hugging when there was another knock at the door. Amy opened it, hoping to embarrass her father. It was her mother. “Good girls. Amy, you're too big to have to change anyway.”
“Thanks, Mom. Do we have to go to bed right now?”
“No, but remember what I said about being sleepy in the morning. Please remember to wear a robe over that thing in the morning.” She turned to leave, but as she walked out the door, she turned back. “One other thing, Amy.”
“Yes, Mom.”
“Remind me to check at Victoria's Secret the next time I'm out at the mall.” She winked. “I want to see if they have that nightie of yours in _my_ size.”
The two girls were giggling as Mrs. Bowlan walked out the door. They stayed up and talked for another hour or so. Then they decided that they were both tired, too tired. Paula unrolled her sleeping bag. There was a pillow tucked inside it. Amy turned on a nightlight in the bathroom. They got into their beds and were both asleep within five minutes.
* * * * *
The sun was shining in Paul's eyes. He woke up and blinked. Where was he? This wasn't his room. What was he wearing, and why did he feel some sort of weight on his chest. He looked down at his - no, at her breasts and remembered. She was still Paula, still spending the night with her new best friend, Amy.
“Morning, sleepyhead.” It was Amy. “I was wondering when you'd get up.”
“What time is it?”
“After ten. Splash some water on your face, and we'll have some breakfast.” She was still wearing the nightie, but she had a heavy cotton robe over it. “You like French toast?”
“Sure, do.”
“Good. You can help me make some. See you in five minutes.” She knotted the robe shut and headed out the door.
Paula joined her in the kitchen. Paul hadn't done much cooking, but the recipe was easy enough to follow. In a few minutes, they were both enjoying the results of their work. And with cinnamon and maple syrup, too.
They finished their breakfasts and washed the dishes. The Sunday paper was in the living room. They grabbed a few sections and headed back to Amy's bedroom.
Amy went in her bathroom to wash up. When she came out, she found Paula frowning. “What's the matter?” she asked.
“It's this damned spell. I started to read the Sports Section, but I found myself losing interest halfway through the first article.”
“I guess you're more of a girl than you need to be. Sorry.”
“It's okay, I guess. I'll grab the paper at home tonight and put it in my room. I can read it tomorrow when I'm Paul again.”
“Okay, and by way of apology, you can have the Comics first.”
“Thanks, what are you going to read?”
“The Sports Section.” She stuck out her tongue at Paula. “They report on swimming, too, you know.” She picked it up then put it down again. “Too bad there is no swimming this time of year to report on. Hand me the Home and Hearth Section, would you.”
Paula handed it to her, or rather hit her lightly over the head with it. Amy took the section, opened it, and began to read. “Hey, there's a bunch of sales at the Overbrook Mall. You want to go?”
“I thought we were going to go swimming.”
“There'll be time for that. The mall opens at noon on Sundays, and it's on the way to Bikini Beach. What do you say?”
“That you'll probably keep pestering me until I say “Yes”.”
* * * * *
They finished with the paper and dressed. Paula brought out their swim suits when she went in to brush her teeth. She packed her suitcase and rolled up the sleeping bag and pillow. They promised Amy's mother that they'd both have some lunch at the mall, since they'd had such a late breakfast. It was about 12:30 when Paula pulled into a parking space at the mall.
Amy lagged a little behind Paula as they walked to the mall entrance, pretending to be looking for something in her purse. Yesterday, she'd noticed that Paula still had a male walk. Today, Paula's walk was feminine, even a little sexy, her hips swaying back and forth as she walked. She caught up with Paula just outside the entrance.
A couple of mallrats, boys in their teens, were standing outside taking a last smoke before they went in. They'd watched the two girls approach. One of them, a skinny kid in a sweatshirt from their school smiled and opened the door. “Helllooo, ladies,” he said managing to get a leer into his voice.
“Gooodbyye, creep,” Paula responded automatically, startling both herself and Amy.
“Well,” Amy thought. “That was probably the best way to handle those two.” She'd run into them at school, a couple of sophomores who blamed an unappreciative world for their own lack of attractiveness.
“Gee, Paula,” she said. “That was great. How'd you know how to handle those two guys?”
“Experience, I guess. I should feel sorry for them, but they way they looked at us while we were walking up to the entrance - ugh! I felt kind of slimy.”
“They'll learn in time.”
“Maybe. I know them from when we were in Boy scouts together. Maybe, I'll just suggest that the best place to pick up girls is Bikini Beach. A day on the other end of the pick-up might be just what they need.”
“You wouldn't.” She giggled at the thought, they both did. Only Amy had a feeling that Paula might actually be considering it. “_Girl_, you are bad.”
“You know it. Now, which stores had those sales?” Before Amy could answer, they saw a group of girls looking through some racks of clothes outside an “Old Navy? outlet. “This must be the place,” Paula said, and they headed for the store.
They spent the next hour or so looking at clothes, trying them on, and trying to talk each other in buying this or that item. Paula surprised herself with her eye for color, settling on a blue-violet tank top that she switched for the blouse she was wearing. Amy bought a yellow scarf and a set of earrings in the shape of dolphins.
They stopped at the food court for lunch, a salad for Amy and a burger and fries for Paula. “I won't have this figure after tonight,” she said. “So I don't have to be as careful about it as you do.”
Their table was at the edge of the food court, and they watched shoppers go by while they ate. Paula found herself noticing some of the older mallrats. A couple of them were kind of cute, and she smiled back when one, a tall boy in a Westside varsity jacket, noticed her looking and smiled at her.
He took the smile as an invitation and came over to their table. “Hi, I'm Paul O'Donald. Do I know you girls?”
“I don't think so,” Amy said. “We're both new in town.”
“Welcome. We can always use more pretty girls hereabouts. Can I give you two the grand tour?”
Paula felt the same sort of warm feeling that she'd had the night before. Damn, now she was coming on to guys, and a Westsider, no less.
“Maybe another time. We, umm, we go to Central. Maybe you know my cousin, Ted Fletcher?”
The boy grimaced. Paula had noticed the football pin on his jacket and she remembered what Ted and Jack and the rest of the team had done to Westside two nights before. The rivalry between the two schools went back to her grandparents' days. “Fletcher! Yeah, I guess I know him. Nice to meet you girls.” He turned and strode away as dislike for the school replaced attraction to the students.
“That was short,” Amy said, “and not too sweet.”
“I'm sorry. I can cope in my mind with the idea that I'm interested in guys. I just can't, well, put the theory into practice.”
“No? Well, Paula, as soon as we finish with lunch, you and I are going to undergo the most intense experience known to womenkind.”
“I refuse to go trolling for boys.”
“Who said anything about boys? Honey, we're going shopping for lingerie.”
“I think I'd rather go trolling for boys.”
Ten minutes later, despite her protests, Paula was being dragged into the mall's Victoria's Secrets. An attractive salesgirl in her mid-twenties came over to them. “May I help you girls?”
“Yes,” Amy said. “My friend here just had a...um...growth spurt. On top, I mean. She needs to have her bra size re-measured.”
“Certainly. Come with me dear.” She took Paula by the arm and led her into one of the dressing rooms. Once they were inside, she picked up a cloth measuring tape. “Take your blouse and bra off please.”
Out of curiosity, Paula did what she was told. She'd never heard of measuring bra size. For the next twenty minutes, she discovered just what was involved in the process. “I never imagined being probed and measured like that,” she told Amy when they were finished.
“I thought you might like to know what it's like,” Amy giggled. “My mother says that, next to a gynie exam, it's about the most intimate thing that can happen to a woman.”
Before she could say anything else, the salesgirl came over to them. “You're a 32-B, dear, but the way you seem to be growing, I'd guess that you'll be a C-cup before next spring.” She held up a couple of bras, flimsy almost transparent things. “Here are a couple that should fit. Would you like to try them on?”
“Yes, let's,” Amy chimed in. “I've picked a couple myself.” She grabbed Paula's arm and pulled her back towards the dressing rooms.
Once they were inside, both girls stripped to the waist. Again, Paula felt no emotion over seeing Amy's breasts, and, by now, it no longer bothered here. She _was_ interested in the bras Amy had picked out. One was a lycra sportsbra in their school's colors. “It'll help me when I start jogging to strengthen my legs for swimming; so I don't jiggle when I jog-gle.” The other was a rather naughty number, underwire with sheer red lace. There were a few small lace flowers in each cup about where the nipple would be.
Paula put on one of the two the salesclerk had handed her, a silk and lace confection in pale lilac. It didn't seem like much, but her breasts felt secure and supported once she had it on. She liked the way it looked against her skin, too. The other was a bit naughty itself, a black lace “wonder bra? that made it look like she had C- or maybe even D-cups. She posed, hands on hips and chest thrust out in front of the mirror.
“Thinking of Mack?” Amy asked.
She hadn't been, but now the image from last night came back into Paula's mind. He was smiling, looking at her. He seemed to reach out and touch her. Yes, she felt his hand on her breast. She began to tingle again, the warmth concentrating in her breasts and her groin. And his fingers! She suddenly realized that those were _her_ fingers at her breast; touching them, rubbing a fingernail against the stiffening nipple. NO!
She looked over to see Amy, hand in front of her mouth, stifling a laugh. “I guess you're _really_ a girl now, Paula. Welcome to the club.”
“Thanks, but it's not a club that I really wanted to join.”
“Well, after today, you'll just be an honorary member. I'm taking the sportsbra. Are you buying either of those?”
“Yes, the lilac one, though I don't know why.”
“Because you like it. Cheer up, though, after tonight, it'll probably be back in the store, and you'll get your money back.”
“I guess so.” She looked at her watch. “It's almost three. Can we go swimming, now?”
“Sure, unless you want to buy another swim suit.”
“No, the one I've got will be fine.”
The girls paid for their new bras and walked back to the car. Paula noticed that a number of mallrats were watching them as they walked. She also noticed that she liked the way they were looking at her. Without realizing it, she put a little extra wiggle into her walk. 'It's a good thing she's changing back,' Amy thought. 'Little Paula is getting to be a bit of a tease.' She giggled to herself at the thought.
* * * * *
Fifteen minutes later, they were back at Bikini Beach. The old woman was at the entrance gate and smiled when she saw them approaching. “Welcome back, Paula. Are you having a nice weekend?”
“Well, I'm certainly having an _interesting_ one,” Paula said.
They went inside and changed; this time both using the Ladies? Locker Room. They headed back for the Wild River area to try out some of the rides they had seen but not gone on the day before. They tried the raft rides, squealing as the rafts bounced and turned their way down the waterways. They decided that it was a good thing that they'd worn their swimsuits, since they tended to leave each ride sopping wet from all the splashing.
After a short rest and diet cokes on the veranda, they tried the Gold Rush Slide. It was a great deal of fun, even if Paula did lose her top on the way down. She re-tied it as if she'd been doing so forever, and they got back in line for another try.
Finally, they headed back to the Swimming Hole. They swam for a while, then had a couple sandwiches and just lay on the sand talking. Much too soon, they heard the announcement over the loudspeaker that it was “6 PM, and the park will be closing in a half hour.”
Paula stood up, brushing the dry sand off her body. “I hate to say it, and I don't know _how_ I know, but my folks are expecting me home by seven.”
Amy stood up. “We'd better go, then.” They were dry, so they tossed the borrowed towels that they'd been lying on into one of the hampers that were scattered around the park. There was a bit of line waiting to go into the Locker Room, but they made it in and changed.
Paula noticed one girl was looking around oddly at the others. When the girl, a petite blonde maybe all of thirteen, saw Paula looking at her, she turned her head and began fumbling at her suit. 'Another changee,' she thought.
After she finished dressing, she went over to the girl, who seemed to be trying to figure out why the buttons on her blouse were wrong. “Don't worry,” she whispered to the girl. “You'll get the hang of it by the time you change back.”
The girl began to sob. “I'm...I'm not changing back. My wife decided she'd rather have a demure daughter than a lecherous husband. She...she bought me a lifetime pass.” The girl looked down at her body for a moment, then back up at Paula. “The worst of it is, that I'm finding that I enjoy this new body. I'm even starting to forget what it was like being a man.”
Paula shuddered. That sobbing girl could have been her. She put a hand on the girl's shoulder. “I -- I didn't know. I'm sorry.”
The girl looked up at her. “Thanks. I guess I'll have to get used to it. Kathy, that's my wife, says the pass isn't returnable or refundable. I can't ever change back. I'm even starting to think to think of her as my mother instead of my wife.” She shrugged. “I guess I'm feeling a little better. Or maybe it doesn't bother me as much as it did.”
Paula shuddered again and left. Amy met her outside. The old woman was with her. “I heard you talking to Sally,” the old woman said. “It was very kind of you to try to comfort her.”
“Thanks, I guess.”
“In a day or so, she won't even remember having been an adult male. Her original identity is now her father - her late father actually; in this new reality, he died some time back.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
“Because you were kind to her when you didn't have to be, and because you needed to know that things could have been a lot worse.” She looked at her watch. “But it's getting late, and you have to go. I hope you enjoyed the park.”
“I did - and I have to admit that I enjoyed the weekend, too.”
“Goodbye then. Oh, and if you'd like, you can tell those two boys at the mall to try the park. Just don't warn them.”
“I wouldn't -- warn them, that is. I think they could use the park.” She giggled at the thought of those two pests changing into lovely young women. “Bye.” It wasn't until after she'd turned away that Paula wondered how the old woman knew about the two mall rats.
The girls headed back to the car. Paula drove most of the way back to Amy's in silence. Both of them were thinking about the weekend.
“There's the complex,” Amy said as they neared the driveway. “I'm...I'm glad you enjoyed the weekend.”
“So am I. I think I even made a friend.”
Amy smiled. “Can I call you later?”
“I guess. Just do it before nine. My folks don't like calls after that time.”
“Okay. Oh, here's my building. Thanks for everything.”
Paula parked the car. She got Amy's packages out of the trunk and watched her go into her apartment. Amy stood just inside the doorway and waved as Paula drove away.
Ten minutes later, Paula pulled up in the driveway of her own house. Her father, a balding man in his forties was sitting on the patio next to the driveway, reading a magazine. Paula realized that she hadn't given any thought to explaining her transformation.
Her father stood up and walked over to the car. “Hi, honey,” he said. “Did you have a good time with your new friend - what was her name - Amy.” Evidently, his memory was changed to reflect Paula's new reality.
“Oh, yes, I did. Thanks, umm, Daddy.” Paula got out of the car and opened the trunk again.
“Here, let me help you with that,” her father said. He took the suitcase and sleeping bag, while Paula grabbed her swim bag and the two packages from the mall.
“Shopping again, eh,” her father said with a mock sigh. “You'll be the best dressed girl in the poorhouse.”
Paula smiled and went inside. Her mother was watching TV. “Hi, honey,” she said, as oblivious to the transformation as her husband had been. “Did you have dinner, or do you need me to fix you something?”
“No, Mom. We ate in the park.”
“What park was that?” he father said coming out of her room.
“Bikini Beach. We bought a couple of weekend passes.”
“I've heard about that place. Maybe we should all go next weekend.”
Her mother scowled. “Frank Kauffman, if you think I want to spend a day watching you looking at pretty girls in bikinis, you've got another think coming.”
“Aw, Joan. You know that when I'm with you, there _are_ no other girls.” He leaned over and kissed his wife on the forehead.
“Stuff and nonsense, but thank you for saying so.” She smiled. “Still, I don't think I'll take any chances. Paula can be the one who goes to Bikini Beach. Only now, the only place she's going is in to finish whatever homework she has this weekend. Scoot, girl. I'll hang up your suit.”
“Thanks, Mom.” Paula headed for her room. She'd had a fright when her father had suggested going to the beach, and she was very relieved that her mother had shot down the idea.
She was even more relieved to discover that Paula had finished most of her homework in the study hall, just as Paul had done. She hadn't been sure if that would change. All that was left was to review her Social History notes for the scheduled quiz on Monday and go through her French vocabulary one more time. She was wrestling with French verb tenses when she heard the phone ring. A moment later, her mother yelled, “Paula, it's for you.”
Her room had been transformed, as well. She was stretched across a bed with a pale pink spread covered with tiny roses. The Brittany Spears poster on the wall next to the bed was replaced with one of Ben Affleck. She jumped from the bed and headed out the door. One of the few things that hadn't changed was the JarJar Binks dartboard hanging from the door. She heard it slam as she hurriedly shut the door behind her and ran downstairs to the phone, wondering who was calling. “Hello?”
“Hi, Paula. It's me, Amy. I just wanted to talk a little more about the weekend.”
“Hi, Amy. I had a hunch you might call. It was a - well, a strange weekend, but I enjoyed it, I think.”
“You forgive me, then?”
“Yes. Yes, I do. I understand why you did it, at least.”
“Then we're still friends?”
“Sure. Good friends, too, I hope.”
“What about the, um, other thing, the, ah, date we talked about.”
“I don't know. I - I can't talk for Paul. Can we talk about it tomorrow at school tomorrow?”
“Okay, I understand. To quote an old joke, “aside from that one problem, Mrs. Lincoln, how did you enjoy the play?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Aside from, well, from what happened in the locker room when we first got to the park, what did you think about the weekend?”
Paula realized that Amy wasn't being obvious because her parents might be listening. She thought about the weekend. It _had_ been fun, she admitted to herself. The two girls spent a good forty-five minutes talking about the water park, volleyball, and the problems of bikinis on waterslides. They giggled at the way Ted and Jack had tried to pick them up at the Papa Gino's, and how they had chased off that guy from Westside at the mall.
They'd have talked longer, but it was getting late. Both sets of parents eventually chased them off the phone. Paula promised to talk to Amy in school the next day at lunch. She headed back upstairs and stripped for bed. It was a warm night, so she decided to sleep in her bra and panties. She crawled under the bed and fell asleep in a few minutes.
* * * * *
The alarm woke Paul at 7:30. He smiled looking at his hairy arm and at the undershirt and shorts he was wearing. The bulge in his shorts said that _everything_ was back to normal. He showered, dressed, and headed down for breakfast.
* * * * *
Lunch period took forever to arrive. As usual, he was eating with Mack. As far as his friend was concerned, as far as the world was concerned, he'd had a date with Amy on Saturday, then spent the rest of the weekend hanging out with Mack doing nothing in particular. Even Mack was vague about what they'd done.
Mack saw Amy first. “Hey, here comes your new girlfriend. Gonna go over and talk to her for a bit?”
“Yeah. I'll see you later.” Paul walked over to where Amy was sitting with Jennie Haller and Lucy Potts. “Hi, Amy. Can I - um - can I talk to you?” He looked at the two other girls. “In private.”
“Well, I can tell when we're not wanted,” Jennie said with a smile. “If you're going to talk to Amy, I think I'll go talk to Mack. You coming, Lucy?” The two girls stood and walked over to where Mack was sitting. Paul watched them, wondering if either were the transformed boy Amy had mentioned on Saturday.
When Paul sat down, he noticed that Amy was wearing the blouse that Paula had bought the day before. “Nice blouse.”
“Thanks. It was in my closet this morning. So was that bra you bought.”
“It looks good on you.” He paused. “Look, about the weekend.”
“Yes.” She looked like she was bracing herself for bad news.
“I can think of a lot of other ways I'd have wanted to spend the weekend, but in a way it was worth it.”
“It was?”
“Yep. I made a new, very good friend.” He took her hand in his. “And a girlfriend, too, I hope. Would you like to go to a movie with me this Friday?”
Amy brightened. “Oh, yes. I'd love to.”
“Great, I'll call you up later and we can talk about it some more.”
“I'd love to.” She stood up. “Right now, I guess we'd better go to class.”
“I guess.”
“Paul, can I tell you something, something confidential?”
“Sure, that's what friends are for.”
“I like you. I like you a lot, and I'm glad that you still want to date me. But to tell the truth, I think I'll miss Paula just a little.”
“No, you won't.”
“Yes, I will. Wait a minute, what do you mean?”
“I like being Paul. I'm used to him in ways that I'll never get used to Paula, but I did enjoy the time we spent together this weekend. I figure that if I'm careful with my money - if I take that part-time job at his store that my Dad offered me last week.... Anyway, I figure that I can afford a one-day pass about once a month or so, maybe even a weekend pass once in a while. You quoted a movie or two at me, so let me quote one at you: “_She'll_ be back!”?
The End
Bikini Beach: Teaching Sally
By Ellie Dauber
Copyright 2000
While returning from a romantic tryst with his secretary, Mitch Hammond struck and killed a young girl with his car. Out on bail, his wife vows to make sure that Mitch fully understands the gravity of what he has done--in a way that only a trip to Bikini Beach can accomplish.
I had planned to wait until later in the week to post this story, but, after the response to "Bikini Beach: Swim Date", I thought I'd enter it today. Read this story, and see if Mitch/Sally's fate wasn't appropriate.
Bikini Beach: Teaching Sally
By Ellie Dauber
Copyright 2000
"There's some cops out here to see you, Mitch, honey."
Mitch Hammond looked up from his desk and scowled. "Dammit, Angie, I've told you more than once to call me Mr. Hammond when we're here at the office. If old man Giselle ever finds out that we're -- wait a minute -- did you say 'Cops'?"
Hammond's anger at his secretary turned to fear. Did they know? "Ask -- ask them to come in."
She left with a wink, and two grim looking men in dark suits came in. The taller of the two, a heavyset man in his late thirties flashed his badge. "My name is Sergeant Warrick, Mr. Hammond. This is Officer Fisk. May we ask you a few questions?"
"Certainly, Sergeant. Always happy to cooperate with the police."
"Do you own a 1998 dark blue Alero, specialty license plate 'G-U-Y-S T-O-Y'?"
"Yes, why?" He decided to try and fake them out. "It hasn't been stolen or anything?"
"No, sir, at least not as far as we know. When did you drive it last?"
"A couple of days ago; actually, yesterday morning. I noticed that it was handling a little funny Monday night, so I took it in to the garage yesterday on my way in to work."
"And where, exactly, were you driving Monday evening?"
"Over on the west side. My secretary -- we had to work late -- so I drove her home. We talked for a bit, then I drove back to my house. I got home about 10. You can check it with my wife."
"We have, sir. You got home about 11."
"Hey, 10, 11. It was late, and I was tired."
"We've also looked at your car, sir. There's nothing wrong with the motor or transmission. The main problem is a dent in the fender -- and a little blood."
"Blood!" They knew.
"Yes, Mr. Hammond. Your car has been identified as having been involved in an accident at 7th and Woodlawn last Monday night about 10:30. The girl, who was hit, died this morning." He paused, frowning at Mitch, then continued. "Mitchell Hammond, I'm arresting you for the hit-and-run murder of Yaffa Detweiler."
Mitch lowered his head onto his hands, as he was read his rights. He allowed himself to be handcuffed, but, as he was lead out of the office, he yelled for Angie to call his lawyer.
* * * * *
Four hours later, he was home, released on $250,000 bail. His wife, Kathy, was waiting for him at the door. "You bastard!" She looked ready to skin him alive.
"Kathy? What -- I --"
"It was bad enough you were sleeping with that little slut from your office. You had to kill some poor kid coming home from her bed."
"But -- but it was an accident. I didn't mean to hurt her. She just ran out into the road."
"And you, my big brave husband, were too busy trying to hide your affair that you didn't even stop to see what happened."
"But then the police would have gotten involved. There was no way to keep Ang -- to keep our names out of it. I had to leave -- to get home."
Kathy had a look of disgust on her face. 'He doesn't even have the sense not to mention her name,' she thought. She masked her feelings and said aloud, "Well, I suppose you were trying to protect me."
"I was. Honest, I was."
"I don't like it, but you're my husband. I'll go along with whatever you say. I will expect you to get rid of that secretary, though."
His body all but sagged in relief. "She's gone, gone tomorrow. There's an opening for an executive assistant in Jim Mercer's office. He asked me to recommend somebody, and it would actually be a promotion for her." He didn't mention how he was planning to have her thank him. Besides, Mercer was a newlywed, totally devoted to his wife. Mitch wouldn't be losing a secretary; he'd be gaining a spy in the offices of one of his chief rivals in the company."
Kathy could almost see the wheels turning in her husband's head. All he was concerned about was his own neck. She doubted if he even cared that a child had died. Well, that would change soon.
"Mitch, I don't want to think about what's happened any more today. Could we go out someplace, someplace where we can just relax and enjoy ourselves for a while?"
"Sure, Kathy, honey." He smiled. Kathy wasn't as pretty as Angie, but she was still a damned attractive woman. He might be able to have some fun today after all, in spite the trouble that damned kid had caused him. "What did you have in mind?"
"Well, there's this place I've heard about, a water park. You remember, we met at a water park back when we were in college. Anyway, it's called 'Bikini Beach'. I saw one of their billboards just the other day."
"Sure, I've seen them." He'd fantasized about them, too. He thought of all that nubile female flesh on display for him to see. Then home and bed with Kathy. This would be a good day after all. "Okay, if you really want to go."
Kathy smiled. She knew he wouldn't be able to resist the thought of all those girls. "I'll go get our suits."
* * * * *
It was late afternoon, almost 5, by the time they got to the water park. A few women were leaving the park, some of them with children in tow. A couple of them jumped back as Mitch sped into the lot.
"Watch it, Mitch," Kathy said. "You almost hit one of those kids."
"Damn, rugrats. There're too damn many of them in the world, anyway."
"That's a terrible thing to say."
"Maybe so, but it's true." He pulled into a newly vacant spot. "C'mon, let's just go in. We came here to enjoy ourselves, not to argue."
Kathy was strangely quiet as they walked to the gate. An attractive young brunette was on duty behind the counter.
"Hi," Mitch said. "How much are two tickets?"
"This is a private park," the brunette said. "We don't sell tickets. We do have a limited number of passes available, though. Since it's so late in the day, I'll sell you two one-day passes for the price of one." The price she quoted was a bit high, but Mitch was anxious to get into the park. He paid, and they walked through the gate.
"Please make sure to shower after you put your swimsuit on," the girl said as they walked by her. "It's a health department regulation."
"See you in a few minutes," Mitch said as they separated to go into the locker rooms. "As soon as I change."
"As soon as you change... ," Kathy said mysteriously.
* * * * *
The locker room was like any other, rows of lockers against the walls with benches in front of them. Mitch found an empty locker and put his swim bag down next to it. In a few minutes, he was wriggling into his suit, a green loose-fitting pair of trunks. He put on a pair of matching sandals, tossed his bag in the locker, and walked towards the showers. He could see himself in a mirror near the door. He looked to be in pretty good shape for a man of 36. He could still wear clothes that he'd worn in college thanks to an hour on the exercise bike in his bedroom three or four times a week, not to mention some more "passionate" exercises as often as the opportunity presented itself.
He used some of the body soap from a dispenser next to the shower. He recognized the brand, an expensive one that he sometimes used himself. The shower had a variable head. He set it at pulse and closed his eyes, letting the water relax his body. Lord, he was tense. That stupid kid -- and those cops. They had no damn business taking him through his office in handcuffs. Once he beat this thing, well, he had a friend or two, downtown.
With his eyes closed, he never noticed the pink mist that rose from the shower.
Mitch didn't want to keep Kathy -- or any of the other women out there -- waiting, so he cut the shower short. He turned off the shower and headed for the door. The shower must have relaxed him a little too much. His whole body felt funny. His hair seemed to be sliding down towards his neck like it was getting longer. His muscles hurt as if they were stretching or shrinking, and he seemed to be walking oddly. Then he saw that the door seemed to be getting bigger. It was an old fun house illusion, but why was it happening here in a locker room?
He reached for the door, but then stopped as he saw his arm. It was thin, hairless, and his hand, his fingers -- they looked smaller in comparison to the doorknob, finer and more delicate. And why was there -- no, it couldn't be -- polish on his nails? He stopped and turned to look in a nearby mirror.
There was no sign of Mitch Hammond in the mirror. Instead, the image that Mitch saw was a young girl, maybe 12. A skinny little blonde with straight hair down past her shoulders stood there in nothing but a dark green bikini bottom and a pair of pink beach sandals. She had just the beginnings of a female figure, a roundness to the hips and butt, big brown nipples with just the tiniest swelling beneath them on her chest. Her bikini bottom lay flat at her groin; no male genitals beneath that, certainly.
The little girl did look like him, though; the same thin nose, the same green eyes. She reminded him of the way his cousin, Lynn, had looked like when she was that age. Damn, she was a pest, he remembered.
"Young lady," Mitch heard a voice behind him. He turned to see a rather matronly Old Woman standing behind him, her hands on her hips. "Young lady, I don't allow topless bathing here."
"What did you do to me?" Gad, was that his voice? It sounded so -- so... girlish.
"I think that would be rather obvious." She handed Mitch a bikini top that had appeared that instant in her hand. It was a perfect match for the bottom that he was wearing. "Now, please put this on. There's someone waiting for you outside."
Mitch took the top and put it on, surprised at how easily he had done it. The Old Woman took him by the hand. He tried to pull free, but her grip was strong. She firmly led him out of the locker room.
Kathy was waiting. The Old Woman pushed Mitch to her. "Here's your daughter, Ms. Hammond."
"Daughter? What do you mean, daughter," Mitch said. "Kathy, what's going on? Tell this woman -- this witch -- that I'm your husband."
Kathy had a sad look on her face. "Husband? Now, Sally, you know that I'm your mother. My husband, Mitch, your father, died three years ago in a car accident."
"That's ridiculous. I'm your husband, and you know it. Why won't you admit it and get me changed back?"
"Because, Sally, I don't want you changed back. Do you think I want to go through the humiliation of a trial? To have the world know that my husband, my lecherous husband, hit a little girl with his car on his way home from an evening with his mistress, and then he didn't even care enough about her to stop and see if she was all right? The police told me that if you'd stopped and tried to help her, if you'd even bothered just to call '9-1-1' on your damned cell phone, she might have lived."
"Yeah, but why this?"
"You said you had no use for kids, so what better punishment than for you to become one. Besides, if Mitch Hammond died three years ago, then he wasn't alive to kill that Yaffa Detweiler two days ago. She's alive now, Sally, but she only stays alive as long as you stay a little girl."
"And how long will that be?"
Kathy handed Mitch -- handed Sally -- the two passes that Mitch had bought. She looked at them closely. He hadn't before, just taken them and handed them to Kathy to keep in her purse. In neat letters, the passes read "Lifetime Passes; Not Returnable or Transferable".
"That's right, Sally, Kathy said. “Lifetime Pass', your lifetime and Yaffa's. I came over while you were still in jail and made all the arrangements."
"No!" she screamed. "It can't be -- I can't be." Sally threw the passes down as tears filled her eyes. She panicked and ran past the two women into the park.
She saw children, little children, in a play area off to her left as she ran. Mitch had never had much use for kids. Now, as Sally, he was scarcely older than they were. She had a crazy thought about stopping, about going in to join them. 'It looks like fun,' she thought, and a part of her really wanted to do it. No! That would be giving up, giving in to what had happened; giving up on ever being a man again. She kept running, looking back to see if anyone was chasing after her.
She wasn't watching where she was going and suddenly bumped into something -- no, into someone. Whoever it was had braced herself and just stood there, while Sally fell to the ground from the impact.
"Are you okay, missie?" Sally looked up to see a tall, slender woman about twenty, her dark blonde hair tied into a ponytail behind her. She wore a red sleeveless T-shirt over her swimsuit, with the Bikini Beach logo and the word "Lifeguard" printed on the shirt. She bent over and offered a hand to help Sally up.
"I -- I guess so. I'm sorry." Sally took the woman's hand and was pulled back onto her feet. The woman was cute, very cute, in a down home sort of way, with a nice figure that the damp T-shirt only served to emphasize. Mitch would have enjoyed the view, especially when she bent over. For some reason, Sally found herself feeling a little inadequate.
"I'm Elizabeth Nelson, Liz to my friends. Are you a new member? I don't recall seeing you here before."
"I'm S-Sally Hammond. I'm new -- I'm new everywhere." Sally began to cry again.
Liz nodded as if from experience and put a hand on Sally's shoulder. "It's okay, Sally. It's okay." Without realizing what she was doing, Sally let herself be gathered into Liz's arms and held, while she cried for a short time. She felt, well, safe in Liz's arms, protected.
After a while, Sally wasn't sure how long, she stopped and wiped her eyes with her hands. "I feel -- better, I guess." She reluctantly let go of Liz. "I'm sorry if I kept you from anything."
"That's okay, Sally. I sort of needed a hug, too." Liz straightened up. "You're a little old for the kiddy rides over there." She pointed back the way Sally had come. How about I show you where the Junior Lifeguard Academy is? That's the part of the park for, umm, kids your age. There may not be many around now. It's almost supper time, but maybe a little swim will help get your mind off your troubles."
"As if anything could." But Sally found that she was interested. Mitch loved to swim. He'd been on teams in both high school and college, and he still swam laps at the Y every so often. Sally let Liz lead her to this "Academy", whatever it was.
The academy turned out to be a long pool off ahead to the left. When they came close enough, Sally could see a bunch of dumb kids playing on different things, walking across holding on to some kind of overhead netting, sliding down cables, there were even a couple on one of those artificial climbing wall. As she and Liz walked towards the pool, Sally saw one kid fall from about two-thirds of the way up the wall into the deep water of the pool. Much as she hated to admit it, the place looked like fun.
Liz pointed to a girl about her own age sitting in a low lifeguard tower near the pool. "That's Vicki, she's on duty here. I have to talk to her for a bit. Why don't you go over and swim till I'm done?" She gave Sally a little push in the direction of the pool.
Sally wandered over to the edge of the pool and sat down. She stared down at her toes dangling down into the water. Damn, they even had nail polish on them.
This was crazy. She was Mitch Hammond, a man in his thirties. How could she be sitting here in the body of a -- a what -- a twelve year old who everyone thought was Mitch's daughter? She felt her eyes beginning to fill with tears again.
Splash! A wave of water seemed to shoot out to the pool and hit Sally in the face. "Hey," she said. "Who did that?"
"I guess I did." The voice came from near the center of the pool.
Sally wiped the water out of her eyes and looked in the direction of the voice. A freckle-faced redhead grinned back at her. "I made it almost to the top of the mountain climb, and, when I started to fall, I decided to see how big a cannonball I could do." The redhead started paddling over towards Sally. "I'm Shayne. Sorry if I got you wet."
"It -- it's okay, I guess," Sally said. "I'm, uh, Sally." She was suddenly embarrassed. Would this kid realize that she was really talking to some weirdly transformed man? "If I'm going to sit by a pool, I guess I should expect to get wet." She stared across at the climbing wall. It was a good thirty feet to the top. "How high did you get, anyway?"
"I was looking at the twenty-eight foot line when my hand slipped. Pretty good, huhn?"
"I suppose... "
"And you can do better?"
Sally was relieved to have the subject change, and she -- or he -- never could resist a challenge. "Yeah, I think, I can."
"Okay, then. Let's go over and see what you can do." The girl paddled her arms and moved back towards the center of the pool, giving Sally room to dive in.
"Here I come." Sally stood and tried to dive. Her mind remembered how to dive, but her body wasn't up to the level of those memories. She did a rather clumsy belly-flop and came back up to the surface sputtering and spitting water.
Shayne was laughing at her. "I hope you can climb better than you can dive." She turned and began swimming towards the wall.
"I slipped, that's all," Sally said starting after her. She had the same problem swimming as she had with the dive. Mitch knew how to swim, but this wasn't Mitch's body anymore. If nothing else, her arms were a lot weaker than they had been. She got to the wall, but it took a lot longer than she'd expected.
Shayne was waiting for her, treading water and trying not to giggle. "Finally," she said. "Still want to try it?"
Sally looked at the wall. It was cement -- or something that looked like cement, with a rubberized coating over the roughness; a slab about fifteen feet wide that rose some thirty feet out of the water. There were irregular hand- and footholds starting below the water level and going up the entire length of the slab. The slab was painted with foot wide bands in different colors. Big black numbers at every fifth band showed how far a climber had gotten.
"Just put your hands and feet in the holes and start climbing," Shayne said. "If you feel yourself falling, just push away from the wall. The water here's nice and deep. Just in case you do make it to the top, there are little gold rings up there. Bring one down, and you can trade it for a soda or an ice cream."
"I'll bring down one for each of us," Sally said, partly trying to convince herself. Whatever the magic had done to her, she was still Mitch Hammond, and no wall built for a bunch of lousy kids was going to get the best of her. She repeated the thought to herself several times, never realizing that she was thinking of herself as a girl now.
Sally made it up to the thirteen-foot line before her hand slipped and she fell backwards, hitting the water butt first. "So where's the ring," Shayne said when Sally surfaced.
"Very funny. Just wait here. I'll get you one."
"I'll believe it when I see it."
In each of her next five tries, Sally managed to get up a bit higher. She was past the twenty-foot mark, now, but that seemed to be her limit. She was straining to reach up for a handhold at the twenty-five foot level, when she heard a voice above her to the right.
"I got the rings. Let's go get that ice cream." It was Shayne, looking down from the top of the slab. She was smiling, two rings on her index finger.
Sally felt her face redden. "I don't need help from some damn kid." She pushed herself away from the wall, hitting the water a moment later. She was swimming away before she surfaced. As she reached the other side, she could hear the other girl shouting for her to come back.
Liz was waiting for her as Sally climbed out of the pool. "Don't you think that you were a little rough on her? Shayne was just trying to be your friend."
"I -- I don't care. She didn't have to rub my nose in -- in what I've become."
"Oh, my poor Sally. All she was trying to do was to be your friend. You need one -- you really do."
"Yeah, but I -- I just can't cope with what's happened to me. I need to be alone with this."
"I think I understand," Liz said. "Don't look so surprised; you're not the only one who's been changed by those showers."
"Are you... "
Liz smiled. "That would be telling. Look, I'll explain to her that your pride was hurt. She's a good kid, and I think she'll understand. But you're going to have to come back here and apologize to her in person on Saturday; okay?"
"I guess. Tell her -- tell her I'll be back tomorrow like you said, and, well, that she -- tell her she owes me an ice cream." Sally ran back towards the main gate to look for Kathy. She looked back after a moment and saw Liz talking to the redhead. The girl looked in her direction and waved. Despite herself, Sally waved back.
* * * * *
Kathy was waiting for her by the entrance, sitting in a folding chair and drinking a soda. "I thought you'd be coming back soon? Did you have a good time, Sally? Make any new little friends?"
"You're crazy, Kathy. Magic or not, you can't get away with this. People are going to know that I'm missing."
"No, they won't, Sally. You'll be here where you always were, a twelve-year-old girl being raised by her poor, widowed mother." She glared at Sally for a moment. "Get used to it, Sally. Mitch is gone, and he isn't coming back. Now go get dressed."
"In what? My clothes will never fit me now."
"Think so? Go in and check."
Sally sighed and went into the Locker Room. She stripped, tossing her wet suit onto the bench. She opened the door to the locker where Mitch had put his clothes and pulled out her towel, now changed from green to a pretty pink pastel. When she began drying her body, as Mitch always had, by rubbing the towel briskly against her skin, the roughness of the towel almost hurt her. She stopped rubbing and began patting herself dry as she had seen Kathy do in the past.
She tried not to look at herself as she dried her body.
When she looked closely into the locker again, Sally saw that Mitch's male underwear was gone, replaced by "Panties!" she said in amazement holding up a pair of girl's cotton briefs covered with lots of tiny pink roses. A matching tee was next to them, with a small knotted pink fabric rose at the base of each of the two spaghetti straps.
She stepped into the panties and pulled them up around her hips. The cotton didn't feel that different from a pair of men's briefs, although she was conscious of the lack of anything like Mitch's comfortable "bulge" in the front. The tee wasn't that different, either. Then Sally felt the roughness of the material against her chest. "Now what," she said aloud.
Then came horrible realization. "Titties! Her new body was entering puberty. She lifted the shirt and saw again that her nipples were darker and much larger than Mitch's had been. She knew that were tender because she was beginning to "blossom", as they used to say, into womanhood. The slight puffiness under each nipple even suggested that she might already be needing a training bra. "Darn! It just gets weirder and weirder."
She saw what looked like Mitch's shirt and slacks were still on the hooks where he had left them. "Aha, so she's not infallible." Sally reached for the blouse only to find that the man's white dress shirt was now a girl's off-white blouse with a ruffled collar. She put it on slowly, struggling just a little with buttons that were on the wrong side. The pants were no better. "Darn!" she said on finding that the male navy slacks was now a pair of light blue capri pants with lace trim on the pockets. She slipped into the pants pulling them over her hips to fasten snuggly at her narrowed waist.
When Sally looked in the bottom of the locker, she found that Mitch's dark oxfords and black socks had been replaced somehow by white sneakers with pastel blue laces, and a pair of short, pale blue socks, with white lace trim on the sides. "Even the socks," she giggled and sat down to put them on.
* * * * *
"I'm ready to get out of here," Sally said as she came out of the locker room.
Kathy was talking to the woman who had sold them the passes. "I'm talking to this lady, right now, Sally. Why don't you go sit over there, and I'll be with you in a minute."
"Uh -- okay, Kathy," Sally said automatically, surprising herself. She desperately wanted to get out of there. Why didn't she argue? She walked over to where Kathy had pointed and sat down to try and figure things out.
Kathy watched her with an upraised eyebrow, then turned back to Anya and said quietly, "Is he... she going to act like a girl from now on?"
"Not yet. You kind of caught her by surprise, and she reacted automatically. Keep treating her like the child she's become, though, and she'll fit more and more into the role."
"But, like you said, it will take time."
"Yes, but I also said that there are ways to speed up the transition."
"I know, and I'll keep them in mind. Thanks for doing this."
"No problem. Don't forget to bring her back tomorrow and Sunday. She's still got a lot to learn."
"I won't. See you tomorrow." Kathy turned and walked over to where Sally was waiting. She was sitting quietly in a beach chair, her hands on her lap, her legs crossed at the ankles and tucked under the chair. 'Just like any other young girl,' Kathy thought.
"Okay, I'm ready now," Kathy said, motioning towards the entrance. Sally stood up and joined her.
They walked together into the parking lot, but, when they approached the car, Sally broke away and began to walk towards the driver's side. "Where do you think you're going?" Kathy asked.
"To drive us home. I always drive, you know that."
"No, Sally, I drive home. After all, how many twelve year olds even know how to drive?"
"Yeah, but... "
"But nothing." Her eyebrows narrowed. "Get in the car, young lady."
"Y -- Yes, ma'am," Sally said automatically. She wanted to protest, to argue that she could still drive the car, but she felt a fear, now. More than that, she felt a compulsion to obey. She lowered her head and walked over to the passenger side of the car. The door was unlocked, so she just climbed in and fastened the seatbelt.
Kathy got in behind the wheel and started the car. She glanced over to see Sally sitting quietly, looking down at her hands on her lap. 'Better and better,' she thought.
"Listen," she said to Sally as they were heading home. "I really don't feel like cooking tonight. How about we stop for burgers?"
"Burgers sound okay, I guess," Sally said. "But could we take them home to eat? I really don't think I'm up to being with any more people today."
"Fair enough." She saw a Wendy's up ahead and pulled into the drive-through. "What do you want to eat?"
"Double beef, biggie fries, and a biggie coke." Mitch had always had a fairly good appetite.
"That's a bit much for a little thing like you, don't you think?"
"But I'm hungry." Her voice had a feminine whine to it, now.
"You're not that hungry. You don't expect me to buy you food that you can't eat, do you?"
"I guess not, Kathy."
"I think you're entirely too familiar in your speech, young lady. I want the respect that a child should show to an adult." She stared directly at Sally, an angry glint in her eyes. "From now on, Sally, you will address me as... 'Ma'am', like you did at the park. Yes, I think, from now on, you'll end every sentence you speak to me that way."
"What! I know what I look like, but I'm still your husband."
"No, you're not, and you never will be again."
"But, Kathy... "
"Who?" She raised her hand as if she were about to slap the young girl. "Who am I?"
"Please... Ma'am, please don't hurt me." Sally blurted out the word without thinking. Her eyes opened wide in surprise as she realized what she'd just said. She lowered her head and began to sob.
Kathy smiled as she pulled up to the outdoor menu to order. "Chicken salad, low fat French dressing, and a medium diet coke for me, and a cheeseburger 'kid's meal' with a coke for my daughter." She turned to look hard at Sally. "Is that all right with you, dear?"
"Yes... yes, ma'am." Sally had tears in her eyes as she said it.
Kathy smiled as she drove on to the window to pay and to pick up the food. Another piece of Mitch's male arrogance was gone, hopefully for good.
* * * * *
They ate as soon as they got to the house. Kathy had been right. Sally just barely finished the smaller meal that she had been given. She drank the last of her coke and leaned back in her chair. "I think I'm full."
"What? What did you say?"
Sally looked a little surprised. "Oh, umm, I think I'm full, Ma'am."
"That's better. Here, throw out the trash, then head upstairs and hang up your wet suit and towel."
Sally's response was more automatic, although she didn't seem to notice. "Yes, Ma'am." She collected the wrappers, napkins, and paper cups, and threw them all in the garbage can near the sink. Then she picked up her wet things and headed up stairs.
Kathy sat back in her chair enjoying a little piece of leftover pie from the night before. "This is working out perfectly," she said thinking aloud. "Mitch is turning more and more into a little girl inside."
"Kathy!" The shout came from upstairs. Kathy had an idea what to expect, so she walked unhurriedly up to the master bedroom.
Sally was standing just inside the room, still staring in amazement. "My clothes, the exercise bike, they're all gone."
"Of course, they are, dear. This isn't your room anymore." She took Sally's hand and led her to the guest bedroom just down the hall. "This is your room."
"What -- but." Sally opened the door. The room now longer had the comfortable brown tones that it had had before. The walls were a pale blue with a couple of large Back Street Boys posters where the landscape paintings had been. The windows had matching dark blue ruffled curtains.
The bedspread was white now with patterns of roses quilted into it. A large white piece of fabric stretched from the wall about three feet above the top of the bed to touch the ceiling just above the foot of it. The effect made it look as if it were a canopy bed.
There were some stuffed animals, a cat, a blue mouse, and a dragon, near the pillows. The dresser was white, too, and there was a small tray of cosmetics on the top. Next to the tray was a small wooden jewelry box with several necklaces visible in the top drawer. A large wooden framed mirror, also painted white, hung on the wall above the dresser. In the corner, where a small table had been, was a child's desk, also white. There were papers and a couple of magazines on the desk. A bookshelf on the wall above the desk was almost filled with books. There was a row of dolls on the top shelf, though.
The closet door was partially opened. Sally could see dresses and blouses hanging most of the way across. The bottom of the closet was filled with shoes, some of them with low heels. Sally saw a girl's nightgown and robe hanging on hooks on the closet door.
"Isn't it sweet, Sally? This is the sort of room that any girl your age would just love."
"But I sleep with you in the other bedroom -- Ma'am."
"Sally, you're much too old to be sleeping with me. You have this nice room of your own." She smiled and looked at the confused girl. "Now, you go hang up your suit and towel in the bathroom. Then I want you to stay up here and read quietly for a while. If you're a good girl, you can come down and watch some TV later."
"I -- but -- yes, Ma'am." Sally walked slowly to the bathroom next to her bedroom, her head bowed in defeat and confusion.
Kathy followed her in and watched her hang up the wet things on the shower rod. Mitch had been just over six feet tall and could have reached the rod easily. Sally was about four foot ten and had to stretch to reach it. When she stretched, Kathy noticed the curve of her hips and the narrowness of her waist, something she hadn't really noticed before. The overall transformation had distracted her from these details. 'My little girl is growing up,' she thought.
Kathy looked around the bathroom to see if there had been any other changes. She saw some conditioners and lotions in a tray on the edge of the bathtub. None of them had been there before. There was also a new blue toothbrush in the holder by the sink. And one more thing.
"Here, Sally," Kathy said walking over to Sally who was just finishing getting her swimsuit over the shower rod. "You probably didn't have any of this at the park, and I know how girls just love it."
"What?" Sally turned around just in time for something to spray into her face. She coughed and spat out the foul tasting liquid.
"Love's Baby Soft, honey. It's such a pretty perfume." Kathy put down the atomizer and smiled at her daughter. 'Yes,' she thought, 'her daughter. The child Mitch hadn't wanted and, so, had become.' Aloud, she said, "There, now you smell so pretty. You just stay up here and read for a while, okay."
Kathy turned and walked out of the bathroom and back downstairs. She was afraid that, if she'd stayed there any longer, she would have started to laugh. Mitch -- no, she corrected herself — Sally... Sally looked so surprised when Kathy had spayed the perfume on her. Now, she was going to sit up there in her little girl's room, wearing her little girl's clothes and her little girl's perfume, reading a little girl's book. It was brainwashing of the highest order.
* * * * *
Sally watched Kathy leave. She still couldn't believe everything that happened. She'd left the house this morning, a grown man in a suit smelling of Old Spice. Now, she was a twelve-year old girl in a blouse and capri pants wearing Love's Baby Soft perfume.
She began to cry. She wanted to run downstairs and confront Kathy, to force her to take her back to that place and get her changed back to her real self. She wiped her eyes and began to walk purposefully towards the steps, but she suddenly stopped. She -- she couldn't bring herself to go downstairs, not when she'd been specifically told not to.
The realization of her need to obey that order scared her even more than she already was. She began to cry again. She turned, ran back to her room, and threw herself across the bed. She cried for several minutes, clutching the large stuffed cat as if for moral support.
Sally finally cried herself out. She sat up on the bed and wiped her hands on her sleeve. "Good old, Sly Boots," she said looking down at the stuffed cat that she was still holding. "You always did make me... " Sally froze. What was she saying?
Somehow she remembered getting the cat as a ninth birthday present. Yes, she looked at the back and saw the names of six girls, all done in the precise handwriting of young children. The names seemed familiar somehow, though she didn't remember knowing any of them. Yes, they were all at the party that day.
No! She jumped up and threw the cat onto the bed. Three years ago, she'd been Mitch Hammond. This was crazy. She seemed to have two sets of memories, Mitch's and Sally's. Sally's were very vague, just bits and pieces, but she could feel them getting stronger.
Sally felt her stomach churn. She sat down and took deep breaths. It seemed to work, and she felt calmer. She thought about going down stairs again, this time pleading to be returned to normal. No! The compulsion to stay upstairs was still too strong.
She walked over to the desk and took a look at the books in the shelves above it. There were a couple of books of poetry, some series called Sweetwater High, a couple of creepy looking books about vampires or witches or something, and two Nancy Drew paperbacks -- was she still around? She took one of the Nancy Drews and lay back down on the bed.
Kathy came up a couple of hours later and found her daughter -- her daughter, she loved the sound of that -- and found her daughter asleep. The book was open, but Sally was using it for a pillow.
Kathy gently pulled the book away and put it back on the desk, using a folded scrap of paper for a bookmark. She tried to wake Sally, but the young girl was just too sleepy from all that had happened. Kathy managed to get her blouse and pants, shoes and socks off. It was a warm night, so she just put Sally to bed in her undies. She tucked the girl in, kissed her gently on the forehead, and left. Once she was downstairs, she poured herself a scotch to celebrate the apparent success of her plan.
* * * * *
"Where the heck am I?" Sally said as she woke up. "This is some kid's room."
Then she remembered what had happened the day before. A hand shot down to her groin. Nothing. At least nothing that she had wanted to find. Instead of Mitch's male equipment, preferably hard with one of those early morning erections, all that was under her -- her panty was a feminine slit covered by a few soft tufts of hair. "It -- it wasn't a dream. I'm a girl."
Even getting out of bed was different. Sally's shorter legs didn't reach the ground when she put them over the side of the bed. Mitch's had. She climbed out of bed and walked over to get the bathrobe hanging on the closet door. From force of long habit, she rubbed her chin and cheeks, checking to see how badly she needed a shave. Her face was soft, smooth, and totally hairless. "First good thing to come from this," she said with a smile. "Not much, though."
Kathy was already having breakfast when Sally came down. She looked up from her paper. "Morning, Sally. How did you sleep?"
"Okay, I guess... Ma'am, considering what's happened to me."
"You'll get used to it. Help yourself to some breakfast."
"Is there any coffee left, Ma'am?"
"Yes, but none for you. You're a growing girl."
"Give me a break, Ma'am. Just a little coffee. You know how much I need that first cup... Ma'am."
Kathy had a full cup next to her plate. She handed it to Sally. "Before I make you a cup, try some of mine."
"Thank you, Ma'am." Sally took it reluctantly. Mitch liked his coffee black with just one sugar. Kathy drank hers with milk and two diet sweeteners. Still, it was better than no coffee at all. She took a long sip -- and almost gagged. "Eeyeww! That's so bitter."
"I thought so. You're not used to coffee anymore, honey. Have some milk to wash out the taste." Kathy took back the cup and took a drink. 'Not bitter at all,' she thought. 'Except to a twelve year old whose body was no longer familiar with the taste of coffee.'
.
Sally poured herself a glass of milk. She took a couple of swallows to try and get rid of the lingering coffee taste. How could she have ever liked that stuff? She looked around to see what else to have. Bread -- no, she didn't feel like toast. She saw a box of something called Apple Jacks on the table. She sliced a banana into a bowl, added the cereal, and poured in some more milk. She took a taste -- not bad, not bad at all -- and settled in to eat.
After breakfast, Sally rinsed her dirty dishes and put them in the dishwasher. Then she walked into the living room and turned on the TV. The commentators on ESPN were going over the action of last night's baseball games. Mitch was a diehard Twins fan, but even their sweep of a doubleheader just bored Sally. She started channel surfing, stopping eventually on the Pokomon show. Those little things were soo cute. She curled up in the chair and watched the action.
She was still watching TV, a show called Pinky and the Brain, almost an hour later when Kathy came in. "Turn off the set and get your swim stuff, honey. We're heading back to Bikini Beach."
Sally jumped out of the chair. "Does this mean that you've changed your mind? You're going to make them turn me back? Umm, Ma'am."
"Nothing of the kind, Sally. It means that it's a lovely day, and, since we have lifetime passes, I thought we'd put them to use." She put a nasty emphasis on the word "lifetime", grinning at Sally as she said it. "Now, scoot. I want to leave in twenty minutes, and you still have to dress."
"But... " After what had happened to her yesterday, Bikini Beach was the last place Sally wanted to be -- unless it was to change back, and Kathy had already refused to consider that idea."
"Go, and be quick about it." Kathy was determined not to let any of Mitch's masculine arrogance resurface. Sally was coming along nicely, acting more and more like the young girl she was.
"Yes... Ma'am." Sally turned and headed upstairs. She stopped at the bathroom. Her suit was dry, so she pulled the two pieces down from the towel bar and wrapped them in a fresh towel. Her towel from yesterday was dry, but used, and went into a hamper in a corner.
Back in her room, she stripped down. Her dirty underwear went into another hamper near the closet. Sally tried not to think about her new body as she walked over to the dresser, but the sensation of cool air on her skin, especially on her nipples, was very distracting. She reached into a drawer and pulled out a pair of yellow panties and a matching girl's undershirt. She put the shirt on first, to try to stop the tingling at her nipples, and then she wriggled into the panties.
Sally pulled a kelly green tee out of another drawer. (She never noticed that she seemed to know what was in each drawer.) Now for pants. No, she had a pair of shorts -- there they were -- that would look really cute with this top, baby blue with green lace shamrocks embroidered on the back pockets and at the bottom of each leg. She stepped into the shorts and pulled them up past her waist and fastened them at her narrow waist.
The shorts were tight, accentuating the nubile roundness of her hips and butt. They also showed off the curve of her leg. She turned this way and that, admiring herself in the mirror. "I am definitely cute," she said. Then she realized what she was saying -- what she was thinking. She shivered and took off the slacks, throwing on a loose pair of jeans instead.
She pulled on the sandals from the day before, grabbed her swimsuit and towel, and headed downstairs. Kathy was waiting at the bottom of the steps looking at her watch. "Thirty seconds to spare, honey. Okay, let's go."
They rode to the park in silence. Kathy was enjoying driving, something she seldom did when Mitch was in the car. Sally was trying to understand what was going on inside her. It was so -- so darn hard. Darn it, she couldn't even curse any more. A lot of her was still Mitch, and she was wanted to act the way he would. But there was something -- someone else in there, too. Sally. And she wanted to act the way she wanted to act.
As long as Mitch kept watch, there wasn't much Sally could do, but Mitch couldn't keep watch all the time. When he was tired or not paying attention, Sally was quick to act. She sighed and resolved to just pay more attention. It wouldn't be easy, but she was determined to try.
"We're here," Kathy said. Sally looked up. They were just pulling into the lot at Bikini Beach. Kathy parked the car, and they headed for the gate. Another woman was on duty. Kathy showed the two passes, and they headed in.
Sally started towards the Men's Locker Room, but Kathy took her hand firmly. "No, honey. Girl's go this way." Still holding Sally by the wrist, she walked into the Women's Locker Room.
They found a pair of empty lockers near one another and began changing. Sally watched Kathy undress. Mitch might have enjoyed watching her baring herself, seeing it as a possible prelude to sex. Sally just looked at Kathy's pretty outfit, especially her underclothes and found herself wondering when she might be able to wear such things. She shook her head. 'Get out of there, Sally.' She turned away and began changing her own clothes.
When they were both changed, they headed for the showers. Sally shuddered the instant the water touched her. "Relax, honey," Kathy said. "It's already done all it's going to."
"Yes, Ma'am. It's just... " She turned around, making sure that she had gotten wet all over. She put her hands under the stream of water and splashed a little on her face. She turned the water off and walked back to get her towel. As she walked, she concentrated on her body. It didn't feel any different. She didn't look any different either. Sally didn't know if she should be happy or sad about that.
Liz was passing by as Kathy and Sally came out of the Locker Room. "Hi, Sally. Glad to see that you came back."
Kathy looked at the young woman. "You know my daughter?"
"Sure, we met yesterday over by the Junior Lifeguard Academy. It's the area for kids around her age." She stuck out her hand. "I'm Liz, by the way, Liz Nelson. I'm head lifeguard, and I teach the swimming classes."
"Pleased to meet you, Liz." Kathy shook her hand. "I'm Kathy Hammond, Sally's mother. We just bought lifetime passes yesterday."
"Lifetime." Liz looked closely at both Kathy and Sally. "Well, welcome to the family. As a matter of fact, I'm on my way over to teach a swim class. You're welcome to join in, Sally. You might enjoy it; swimming is a great way to get to know what your body can do."
"Okay." Sally felt happy for the excuse to be with this friendly woman again.
"Have a good time, honey," Kathy said. "I'll be over in one of the hammocks by the Tiki Hut, if you need me for anything."
"Thanks, Ma'am," Sally said, following Liz towards the class.
About a dozen kids, aged nine to twelve, were standing or sitting along the edge of the pool across from the climbing wall. When they saw Liz coming, a few started yelling for others to join them. Liz blew a whistle hanging from a string around her neck, and two kids from the climbing wall and several others Sally hadn't noticed before swam over to the group.
"All right, all right," Liz said, raising her hands. "Before we start, I want to introduce you to a new member of the class, Sally Hammond."
A few of the kids shouted "Hello" to Sally. She was uncertain how to answer, so she just smiled and made a slight wave of her hand. She looked around but didn't see the redheaded girl from the day before -- what was her name -- oh, yeah, Shayne. Mitch had always felt uncomfortable around kids, having no interest in whatever they were doing. Now, as Sally, she was even more uncertain. Would they recognize her as a transformed man? Would they laugh at her? Would they like her? Like her? Where had that come from?
"Okay," Liz said, blowing the whistle again. "Let's get started. Line up along the side here and ease yourselves into the pool with the ones already in."
The girls formed a single line along the side of the pool and sat down. Sally walked over and sat down at the end. She felt a tap on her shoulder and turned to see Shayne sitting down next to her. "Hi," Sally said. "I'm sorry about yesterday."
"Shhh! We'll talk later. Liz likes quiet in her class."
Liz blew her whistle. "Okay, girls; everybody into the pool."
The girls all eased themselves over the edge and down into the water. The pool was shallow enough that they could stand. For most of them, the water was somewhere between their waists and their shoulders. For Sally, it came to the middle of her chest. She had a strange sensation that she suddenly realized was the cooler water against her nipples.
She didn't have time to think about it, though, as Liz had the girls all lean into the water and blow bubbles. It was a step, Sally remembered, in teaching them the proper breathing technique for the crawl stroke. She leaned forward with the rest, trying not to giggle when the bubbles tickled her nose.
For the next two hours, Liz put the girls through their paces: breathing, the crawl stroke, kicking. Sally used it as a way of getting used to her new body. By the end of the class, she was doing an almost passable crawl. It was a long way from the form that had gotten Mitch fourth place in the All-State championships his junior year of college, but it was a start.
"Okay," Liz said, clapping her hands. "That was pretty good. You guys practice during the week, and we'll see how well you do next Saturday. Same Bat -- same time, same place. Next week, we'll split you into teams and have some races."
She left, as did some of the other girls in the class. "How about some lunch," Shayne said. She held up the two rings. "Dessert is on me."
"I don't have any money," Sally said.
"Where's your mom -- or whatever adult you came with?"
"She's over at the Tiki Hut, but I don't know where it is."
"I do, and we can have lunch right there. C'mon." She took Sally by the hand and led her down the path towards the Hut.
The Tiki Hut was a large, grass thatched structure set among coconut palms. It was open on three sides with tables and chairs. The fourth side was the restaurant, a grill selling burgers, franks, and a range of sandwiches and salads. It looked very "Gilligan's Island-ish", but the smells had both girls' mouths watering as they came close.
Sally looked around. Kathy was nowhere to be seen. On a hunch, Sally went over to the cashier, a pretty black woman in her twenties, wearing a wrap around skirt and a staff tee and sitting at a table near the entrance. "Excuse me, Ma'am. I'm looking for my, umm, mother. She's --"
"Are you Sally Hammond?" the woman said.
"Yes, Ma'am. Why?"
"Your mother said you'd probably be coming by. She said to tell you that she decided to go look around the park. She'll meet you back at the Locker Room at six. She also said to tell you that she paid for your lunch. Just go back and order whatever you like."
"Thank you, Ma'am. I will." She turned to Shayne. "Let's go see what smells so good back there."
They headed back to the grill. Between the smells and the exercise of the swimming class, they were both starved. Burgers, french fried sweet potatoes, and cokes took care of most of it. They traded the two rings for two dishes of ice cream that took care of the rest. Afterwards, they found a couple of hammocks between two pairs of palm trees near the volleyball court. They lay back talking about nothing in particular until they both dozed off.
The sound of a volleyball game woke them sometime later. Sally glanced at one of the clocks at the Tiki Hut. It was almost 3. "Want to go back to the Academy?" she asked Shayne.
"Nah. We're here. Let's see what sort of rides they have over this way. The girls headed for the Tahiti twister. Sally screamed as loudly as Shayne as they slid through the darkened tubes. And giggled as loudly when they splashed into the pool at the bottom. After the first time, they tried several variations, racing down with one of them in each tube, sliding down so close together that Sally felt Shayne's feet on her shoulders, and going down head first.
After that they played in the Tropical Waves pool. They swam into some of the larger waves, trying to "body surf" them for as long as they could. When they tired of that, they sat for a while in the narrow end, letting the smaller waves break over them and giggling at the reactions of the younger children.
They moved on. They tried the Wild Luau Raft Ride, holding tightly as it bounced and turned against the rocks on the long slide into the waiting pool. A mother and her six-year old daughter were on the ride with them. As they were getting off, Sally asked the woman for the time. It was about 5:30.
"I've got to go," Sally said. "The lady at the Tiki Hut said my mother expected me back by six."
"Aw, I wanted to go again."
"So go. There's no reason we both have to suffer because I have to leave."
"Will you be here tomorrow?"
"I think so. At least, I don't know that we have anything else planned. I'll try to meet you by the Locker Room at noon, okay?"
"Umm, make it the Academy. That way, I won't have to hang around the Locker Room waiting for you. I can get some swim practice in."
"Sounds good. See you tomorrow."
"Okay, bye, Sally."
Sally waved and hurried back towards the Locker Room. As she walked, she thought about the day she'd had. Shayne was a great kid who seemed to totally accept who she was now. Was now? Sally recalled her actions during the day. Most of the time, she and Shayne had been acting in pretty much the same way, like the two twelve year olds that they were. "I was distracted," she said to herself. "I didn't pay attention, so I acted like a kid." Then she giggled. "Still it was a lot of fun."
She resolved to watch herself more closely, especially now that she would be home with Kathy. Kathy seemed to be enjoying treating her like a kid. Well, she knew what was going on, now, and Kathy would have a harder time of it.
Kathy was nowhere in sight when Sally reached the Locker Rooms. She decided to change, rather than wait. She started to walk towards the Men's Locker Room, but then caught herself. "At least, I still have that right," she said. She smiled and headed to the Women's Locker Room.
There were a number of females inside, everything from twins about four with their mother to one elderly woman. One or two looked up when Sally walked in, but everyone ignored her as just another girl. What annoyed Sally was that she found herself thinking the same way.
There were two stunning girls in their early twenties not too far from Sally. They were giggling about something as they peeled themselves out of two very skimpy bikinis. They put on a wonderful show, their naked bodies on display for several minutes, while they seemed to be deciding what -- if anything -- to wear. Mitch would have been hard as -- what was that expression — hard as Chinese algebra, and he'd have gone over to see if these two babes were willing to help him do something about it. Sally's only reaction was to look down at her as yet undeveloped body and sigh. 'Someday,' a voice seemed to say in her mind. 'Someday, I'll look that good.'
It was not a thought that she wanted to have.
She forced herself to look away and hurried into her clothes. She left the Locker Room and had just taken a seat in one of the nearby beach chairs when Kathy came over to her. "Very good, honey. You're not only here, but you've changed clothes already." She looked at her watch. "And it's still almost ten minutes to six. Are you ready to leave?"
"Yes, Ma'am."
Once they were on the way home, Sally asked, "Um, Ma'am, are we going back to the park tomorrow?"
"I suppose so. Why?"
"Well, Shayne, she's this girl that I met yesterday, we spent the whole day together today. I had a lot of fun, and we sort of agreed to meet tomorrow at noon over at the Junior Lifeguard Academy, that's the area for kids, and well, spend the afternoon together. So, is it okay if we go back to the park tomorrow? Is it, Ma'am?"
Kathy almost laughed. The words just seemed to spill out of Sally, and there wasn't even the slightest trace of Mitch in them. For all intents and purposes, there was only an excited twelve-year old in the car with her. "All right, dear, all right. Unless the weather's bad, we'll go back to the park tomorrow. I wouldn't want to disappoint you and your new little friend."
"Great," Sally said. "Thanks, Mom, umm, ah, Ma'am." Oh, Lord. What was she saying? It was bad enough gushing about Shayne the way she had. That had just been a minor mistake, but calling Kathy "Mom". What was happening to her? And had Kathy noticed?
Sally's response caught Kathy by surprise. This was too good to be true. She decided to pretend not to notice. "You're welcome, dear." There, that should keep her off balance.
They were home a few minutes later. Sally went upstairs to hang up her wet suit and towel, while Kathy started supper. She filled a pot with water and put it on the stove to boil. While she waited she took a cooked chicken breast from the fridge and began slicing it into long thin strips. When the water boiled, she added a small box of spaghetti.
Sally was down again almost at once. "Can I help with dinner… Ma'am?" She paused to make sure that she didn't slip and say "Mom" again. That was all she needed, to start thinking of Kathy as her mother instead of her wife. It was a good thing that Kathy hadn't noticed the slip in the car. Or had she?
"Certainly, dear. Get a bowl and shred some lettuce into it. I'm making a cold chicken salad with pasta. Once that's done, cut up three carrots, a red onion, and a green pepper into slices about the same size as I'm cutting this chicken -- do you see?"
"Yes, Ma'am." Mitch hated salads; "rabbit food", he called it. Sally found that she didn't share his opinion. It sounded good. Besides, it was fun to help in the kitchen. Useful, too, for when she had her own home -- aww, why was she going and thinking like that again? She resolved to be even more alert for mental slips like that around the kitchen.
By the time she had the vegetables ready, Sally was actually smiling, proud of her contribution to the meal.
Kathy had her set the table and get out the iced tea and the salad dressing, while she mixed the now cooked spaghetti with the vegetables and chicken. With a "Taa Dah!" she brought the salad to the table and motioned for Sally to sit down.
* * * * *
After dinner, they went in to relax and watch TV. One of the cable channels was showing SOMEWHERE IN TIME. Kathy had been a fan of it for years, but Mitch had always thought of it as a "chick flick". Now Sally discovered the film. She oohed and aahed over the beautiful old style clothing everyone wore after Christopher Reeve went into the past, especially the women's dresses. As Reeve slowly won Jane Seymour's heart, she sighed and snuggled up next to Kathy. Kathy smiled maternally and put her arm over Sally's shoulders.
Sally realized what she was doing, but it seemed so natural to be reacting to the movie the way she was. The story was just so romantic. She felt a tingling below her stomach and her titties felt a little warm. When Reeves accidentally was drawn back to the present, she felt a tear running down her cheek.
The movie ended with Reeve trying to find his way back to his love in the past. "Does he make it, Mo -- Ma'am? Does he get back to her?" Sally knew it was just a movie, but for some reason, it seemed important to her.
Kathy reached down and stroked her hair. "They never made a sequel, honey. A lot of people who like the movie would also like to think that he did. What do you think?"
"I -- I hope he did. He -- he loved her so much, and she loved him, too."
"People who love somebody don't always get to be with that person. Maybe they should, but it doesn't always work out. Sometimes, the other person really doesn't love them back."
"You're talking about me -- about the way I was -- aren't you, Ma'am?"
"Yes, honey, I guess I am. You certainly didn't seem to love me the way Chris Reeve loved Jane Seymour in that movie."
"I -- I know, Ma'am. It didn't seem wrong at the time, but I'm -- I'm not sure now. Everything -- everything seems so different now. It really confuses me."
"You're a smart girl. I'm sure that you'll figure everything out eventually." She looked at her watch. "Right now, it's almost 10:30. Why don't you go upstairs and get ready for bed. You can read for a while, just put on a nightgown first. Don't fall asleep over the book like you did last night, either, okay?"
"Okay, Mo-ma'am." Sally kissed Kathy on the cheek and headed up to bed. "Good night."
As she walked up the steps, she thought about what she'd just done. Mitch had kissed Kathy like that more than once. It was a simple sign of affection. Heck, sometimes he even did it as a salve to his conscience when he'd been out with Angie.
That kiss just now hadn't been the same thing at all. The last time she'd felt the way she did kissing Kathy a moment ago was three months before. Mitch had flown to Chicago on a business trip and had taken a couple of extra days to visit his mother at the family home downstate.
Darn! Now she was starting to think of Kathy as her mother. She closed her eyes and thought of Mitch's mother. 'Grandma,' said a voice in his head. Sally shivered and ran the rest of the way to her room. Maybe Nancy Drew could distract her from this crazy situation that seemed to be getting worse and worse by the minute.
Up in her room, Sally took off the tee and her jeans. Her nipples felt as sensitive as they had this morning. She looked down. Two tiny bulges were apparent under her undershirt. She touched them gently and found herself smiling. 'I'm growing up," she thought. 'I finally need a training bra.'
Her eyes widened in horror. "What am I thinking? Am I actually glad to be getting titties?" She closed her eyes and gritted her teeth. "I'm a man. Underneath all this, I… am… still… a… man." She spoke the words slowly, deliberately, trying to convince herself that it was true.
She tossed the dirty clothes into the hamper and took the nightie down from the hook on the door. She put it over her head and wriggled into it. The sensations as it slid down her body were surprisingly pleasant, but she tried not to get distracted. She picked up the Nancy Drew. "At least, I still like mysteries," she said. She climbed up onto the bed and began reading.
After a time, Sally began to yawn. She looked down and realized that she was reading the same page for the third time. "Bedtime," she said. She stuck the bookmark into the book and put it on the table next to the bed. She turned out the light and climbed under the covers. When Kathy checked on her, Sally was sound asleep, but she was clutching the stuffed cat, Sly Boots, to her, using it as an extra pillow.
* * * * *
"Wake up, honey. It's after 9."
Sally stirred at the sound of Kathy's voice. She sat up in bed and rubbed her eyes with her fists. "Good morning, Mama, umm, ah, Ma'am." Darn, darn, darn! She's slipped again. It was getting natural to call Kathy "Mom".
"Did you sleep well?"
"I guess, so." She vaguely remembered some sort of dream. She was running through a field in a flowered dress, a very pretty dress, chasing something. A butterfly. Yes, she was chasing a butterfly. But even as she tried to remember the dream, it faded from her mind until there was nothing left but the memory of having had a pleasant dream.
"Well, get up, sleepy head. After we have breakfast and read the paper, I've got some work that you can help me with."
Sally remembered her agreement to meet Shayne. "Aren't we going to go to Bikini Beach? You promised we'd go. I told Shayne that I'd meet her at noon. You promised."
Kathy smiled at the little girl whine in Sally's voice. "I know. I know. We have plenty of time to get some housework done and still get to the park in time for you to meet your friend. Now, hurry up and get dressed."
Sally started getting out of bed. "Umm, Ma'am. One more thing before you go."
"Yes, honey. What is it?"
"It's, umm, my -- my chest." Now that she'd brought the subject up, Sally didn't know how to proceed. She wasn't even sure why she had brought it up, but something made her continue. "I -- I'm getting -- it feels sensitive there, and they -- they're growing, well, just a little."
Kathy choked and stifled an urge to giggle. She walked over to Sally. "Raise your arms and let me help take off your nightie." Sally did as she was told. Kathy had her sit on the bed and gently lift her undershirt.
She looked closely. Yes, the areolas around each nipple were large and dark, and there was a small swelling behind each one. Kathy gently touched the nascent breasts. Sally shivered a little, saying, "Oh, oh, my. It tickles."
Sally was delighted and scared at the same time. What could be more female than growing breasts? The part of her that was still Mitch was horrified at the thought. The part that was Sally was delighted. And both were amazed at the feelings that shot through her young body from Kathy's gentle touch.
"Do you still want to meet your friend, what's her name, Shayne, at noon?"
"Yes. I have to. I promised."
"Well, today's Sunday, and the malls won't be opening till noon or 1 PM. We can wait till tomorrow, I guess, but we'll have to go shopping very soon, say, tomorrow evening. You, my girl, are ready for a training bra."
"I am! Oh, wow! Wait till I tell Shayne." She blurted it out before she could even think of what she was saying. What was she saying? Why the heck was she so happy about this?
Kathy went over and fished around in one of the dresser drawers. "In the meantime, I want you to wear this." She pulled out a blue two-piece suit and tossed it to Sally. "Wear it instead of undies. Just be sure to take something to change into for when we leave the park tonight." She started to leave. "Now, hurry up. And bring down that hamper with your dirty clothes. We're doing the laundry this morning."
Sally quickly changed from her underwear to the bathing suit. She tossed the dirty clothes, including her nightie into the hamper. Then she went searching in her closet. She was feeling so incredibly feminine that she couldn't think of wearing any sort of slacks. She searched through the clothes and pulled out a pale blue dress with long, flowing sleeves and a full, frilly skirt.
She stepped into it, pulled it up around her body, and put her arms into the long sleeves. As she reached down to button it, Sally was thinking of her new breasts behind the row of tiny pearl buttons. In her mind, she was picturing all sorts of lovely, womanly breasts in all manners of brassiere. Mitch had been something of a breast man, but Sally wasn't picturing these breasts with any sort of lust. She was thinking of her own new breasts, and what they'd -- what she'd look like in a few years. The tingle she felt was anticipation. It scared her silly even as it thrilled her beyond belief.
She tossed on a pair of sandals and hurried of to her morning toilet. After she washed and brushed her teeth, she reached out for the perfume. The last time, Kathy had snuck up on her. This time it was her own mind that did the sneaking. She sprayed herself with the fragrance almost before she realized what she was doing. She wrapped the spare undies that she'd brought with her in a fresh towel and headed down for breakfast. She turned back and fetched the hamper from her room, stopping to throw in the two dirty towels from her bathroom. It was a little tricky, but she managed to get the hamper and the towel with her undies downstairs.
Kathy was in the kitchen mixing pancake batter. She looked at Sally critically. "That outfit may be a little too fancy for the park, honey. It's definitely too fancy for housework."
"But... "
"No buts. I'll tell you what. Take off the dress and hang it carefully in the hall closet. You just can wear a pair of jeans and a top while we do the laundry -- you did bring the hamper down, didn't you?"
"Yes, Ma'am, but what about my dress?"
"You can change into it after we're finished and wear it to the park. Okay?"
"Okay, Ma'am. I guess the dress is a little too fancy for doing the laundry."
"Not unless you're Donna Reed, it is. Never mind. It's a 60s TV joke. Now how many pancakes do you want?"
* * * * *
They ate breakfast, with Sally rinsing off the dishes and putting them in the dishwasher afterwards. She put in the cleaning solution and started the dishwasher. Then she changed, as Kathy had suggested, while Kathy stripped the beds and brought down the dirty linen and towels. They did the bed linen first, sorting the dirty clothes while it washed.
When the linen was washed, they put in another load. Kathy put the wet linen in a basket, rather than into the dryer. "I like to dry bed linen on the line, if I can. It smells and feels so much better that way."
Kathy put a load of colored clothes into the washer, and they headed into the backyard to hang up the linens. Sally actually found herself enjoying the housework. It was a warm sunny day. There was a simple pleasure, somehow, to standing with the sun on her face, wrestling with the wind to pin a wet sheet to the clothesline.
They got inside just in time to transfer the colored load to the dryer and put in a load of whites. "Why don't we put this stuff on the line, too?" Sally asked Kathy.
"First of all, honey, there isn't enough room on the line for all of the clothes we're going to do today. It's quicker, too. And the clothes will be dry in time for us to fold them and take them upstairs this morning."
They spent the next hour doing the clothes, sorting, loading, and folding. Sally found that she got a certain satisfaction out of getting the work done. There was something calming, too, about just sitting and folding. Neither Kathy nor Sally said a word to the other, but Sally felt closer to Mama -- to Kathy. Maybe it was the sharing of "womanly" duties, maybe it was the continuing effect of the spell. Sally felt more comfortable sitting there as a young girl with Kathy. She thought very hard about why that was, while they were folding. All she could decide was that she just felt more comfortable now.
They took everything upstairs. It was harder than Sally expected, since she still wasn't used to the fact that she didn't have Mitch's strength anymore. "I think that we'd better wait till tonight to put the clothes away, honey," Kathy said looking at her watch. "It's almost 11:30, and I know how much you want to meet Shayne on time."
Sally started unbuttoning her jeans. "Okay, Ma'am. Just let me put that dress back on."
"Why don't you just leave those jeans on? You're just going to take whatever you wear off as soon as you get to the park."
"Aw, but I wanted to show Shayne how nice I looked in this pretty dress."
"How would she see it, honey? You'll hang it up in a locker as soon as we get to the park?" Kathy loved hearing Sally whine. Was this "Macho Mitch" talking?
"Aww, but... "
"Oh, all right, but hurry."
"Thank you, Mama. Thank you." Sally ran and got into her dress. She wriggled into it and ran to join Kathy at the car. "I'll button it in the car, while you drive," she said.
* * * * *
They got to Bikini Beach about 11:50. Sally barely waited until the car was parked and the motor off before she jumped out. "I'll meet you in the Locker Room at six, Ma'am." She all but sprinted for the gate.
Sally ran through the gate, but she didn't go to the Locker Room. Instead, she headed down the path towards the Lifeguard Academy. She could see Shayne up ahead and yelled to get her attention.
"Hi, Sally," Shayne said, turning at the sound of her name. "Oooh, that's a pretty dress. You aren't planning to swim in it, are you?"
"No, silly. I just wanted to show it to you." She stuck her arms out and spun around slowly, so Shayne would get the full effect. "C'mon to the Locker Room with me, while I change. I've got great news."
Shayne followed Sally back to the Women's Locker Room. "Okay," she said as Sally wriggled out of the dress and carefully hung it in a locker. "What's the great news?"
"My, umm, Mama's going to let me get a training bra. We're going to go shopping for one tomorrow." Sally realized with some surprise that she was actually happy about the prospect. 'At least, I won't have to worry any more about how sensitive my titties feel,' she thought, but she knew that it was a young girl's excitement about having breasts, not Mitch's relief about not being bothered that she was feeling.
"Neat. My Mom said she was going to let me get one in a couple months for when school starts. That is, unless I start to need one sooner, of course."
"Also neat." Sally felt genuinely happy for her friend. It was an experience that they could both share. "I'll tell you all about it -- what it's like and everything -- and I'll show you the new bra, too, when I see you next time."
"Cool. Now let's get out of here and go swimming."
The pair headed over to the Junior Lifeguard Academy and spent about thirty minutes swimming laps, practicing the stroke/kick combination they had learned the day before. Then they tried the wall again.
"Well, it took you long enough," Shayne taunted. She was sitting on top of the wall, her legs dangling over the side.
Sally pulled herself up the last foot to the top of the wall. "Hey, I got here, didn't I?"
"Yeah, but I got here first. It kind of makes up for you beating me when we raced those two times."
"What can I say? I'm a champ -- that is, my Dad was a champion swimmer. I guess some of it rubbed off on me."
"Well, before you gloat too much, how about we go get some lunch? I'm starved."
"Sounds good. Race you to the other side of the pool."
"Okay. Loser pays for the sodas." Shayne started to climb over the side.
"Ready... Set... " Sally pushed herself away from the wall. She shouted "Go!" just before she hit the water. Shayne scrambled after her, but Sally had too much of a head start. She was sitting on the side of the pool by the time Shayne reached it.
"No fair," she said splashing Sally.
"Okay, I'll buy the sodas, then."
"In that case, I accept." Shayne climbed out of the water. "Hey, we're not going to have to go looking for your Mom again, are we?"
"No. This time, I'm prepared." Sally reached into the side of her bikini bottom and pulled a small plastic bag out of a pocket inside the swim suit. The bag had a five dollar bill and several coins inside with a rubber band wrapped around it to keep them dry. "Do you want to go to the Tiki Hut again for lunch?"
"Let's go to the Port Landing today," Shayne suggested. Sally agreed, and they headed up the path towards the "Wild River" area.
The Landing was on a dock overlooking the Old Man River tube ride. They bought lunch and went over to one of the verandas to eat.
"So, what do you think your boyfriend will say about you getting a bra?" Shayne said, munching on a sweet potato french fry.
"B-boy friend? What do you mean?" Sally sputtered on the diet coke she was drinking.
"You know, boy… friend. Don't you have one?"
Oh, Lord. Did Shayne realize what she was asking? "Uhh, no."
"Isn't there some boy that you like, that you'd want to have as a boy friend?"
Sally felt trapped. She had to say something. Shayne might get suspicious -- or worse. "Well... there is one boy I know. His name's -- his name's Mitch."
"Oooh, what's he like?"
Sally thought back to how she'd -- he'd look when he was thirteen. "He's tall, a little on the skinny side, with curly dark brown hair. He's pretty good in sports. He was one of the stars on the Little League last season. He's smart, too. He got almost straight As last --"
"Who cares about that? What's he look like -- his face I mean. Is he cute?"
Sally closed her eyes and tried to remember the grade school graduation picture her grandmother -- no, her mother still had on the mantle back in Illinois. "He's got a square face with big green eyes. There's a smear of freckles on his face, over his nose and like that. And he has a big, happy, kind of lopsided grin on him a lot of the time."
Sally smiled at the memory. She -- he had been cute.
"I think somebody's got a crush on this Mitch."
Sally felt her face redden. She was suddenly aware of a vague sort of pleasant tingling in her -- her titties and down in her groin. She opened her eyes wide. She was actually getting turned on by her younger, male self.
"No, no. He's -- just a boy I knew... know."
"Yeah, right, girl. What do you think he'll say when he sees you're getting a figure?"
"I think he'd be surprised," she said honestly. "But I -- I don't know if I'll ever see him again."
"What's the matter? You have a fight or something?"
"No, nothing like that. He just -- he's not here right now." Sally couldn't bring herself to even hint that Mitch might be gone. Even if it might be true, the thought, even as a lie, about a boy moving away, was more than she wanted to think about. She felt tears welling in her eyes.
"Oh, I'm sorry, Sally. I didn't mean to bring up any bad memories."
"It's okay. Well, it's not okay, but talking to you about it makes me feel a little better."
"Anytime, Sally. After all, that’s what friends are for."
"Friends? Yeah, I guess we are." She smiled a little. "I like that."
"Me, too, but it's gonna cost you."
"What do you mean?"
"This," Shayne said. She grabbed a small handful of Sally's fries and popped them into her mouth.
"Hey!" Sally said, but then she giggled.
So did Shayne. "Now that that's settled, what say we trade these rings in for some ice cream?"
They each got a cup of ice cream and headed out to sit on one of the verandas along the river, watching people floating by inside inner-tubes. Shayne waved to one or two, people that she said she knew.
They finished the ice cream and tossed cups and spoons into the trash. "What now?" Sally asked.
"As long as we're here, and since we shouldn't do any swimming right after we ate, let's go on this tube ride."
"Doesn't that count as 'swimming'?"
"Heck, no; look at how gentle the water is. The river's just a big circle; pumps -- or something -- push the water around. You could take a baby on it."
"I guess." They walked over to one of the stopping points along the river. There were three or four tubes sitting just out of the water. They picked up two and waded out into the waist deep water.
"Just sit down in the tube and let the current take you from there," Shayne did just that, floating quickly away.
"Hey, wait for me!" Sally shouted and sat in her own tube. Shayne had a bit of a head start, but Sally paddled a little and caught up with her.
The current was strong, but not very fast. It took them almost an hour to make the full circle of the river. They decided to go on something fast next, so they beached their tubes near the Gold Rush Slide and rode the twisting chute squealing and giggling the entire way down. They enjoyed it so much that they went on it several times. In between, they splashed in the pool at the bottom of the ride, watching people coming into the water from the body slide and the raft ride. They tried both of these rides as well and enjoyed the differences in the three types of ride.
After a while, they walked over to the Old Swimming Hole and sunbathed for a while on its bank. The late afternoon sun was warm, and they both slept for a short time. When they woke, they went into the water to rinse the sand off their bodies. They sat in the shallow water, watching other people swimming.
"I wanted to ask you," Shayne said. "Where'd you get that dress?"
"The dress? I -- umm, don't remember."
"Oh, c'mon. You wear it here to show it to me, and you don't remember where you bought it. Give me a break."
"Oh, umm, Stephanson's, over in the Lynnwood Mall."
"I know the store. My Mom took me there for my Bat Mitzvah dress. They've got nice stuff."
"Yeah, I think so, too." Kathy shopped at Stephanson's on occasion, and Sally had guessed that her dress might have come from there. A quiet voice in the back of her mind surprised her by saying that it had.
"Maybe we can go shopping together some time. Yeah, your mom or mine can drive us to Lynnwood Mall and just leave us there for the day. You interested?"
"I, umm, I guess. I think I'd rather swim, though." Mitch had never liked shopping, but now a part of Sally's mind wanted to go. 'Fight it," she thought, but her heart really wasn't in it.
"Okay. We go the first rainy day. You can't swim in the rain. Any sort of real storm, and they shut this place down."
"Come with me tomorrow." Sally blurted out the idea before she could stop herself.
"What do you mean?"
"My Mama's gonna take me shopping for training bras tomorrow. Maybe you can come along."
"Great idea; I'll ask my Mom. Hey, maybe she'll let me get a bra now, too."
"It sure won't hurt to ask. I'll talk to Mom before we leave today."
"Great; and I'll talk to mine." They hugged and climbed out of the water. "Now let's try those rope swings."
Sally and Shayne were still playing on the rope swing, when they heard the announcement over the loudspeaker that it was "6 PM, and the park will be closing in a half hour."
"Why is it closing so early?" Sally said.
"I don't know. Probably for the same reason they make the malls all close early on Sunday."
"Well, we'd better go change then."
"I don't have to change. I came in a beach robe, and my Mom said I can wear it home if I'm not too wet." She stuck her tongue out at Sally, as if taunting her, then smiled (and giggled) to show that she was just joking.
"Okay, but I'm going in to put on that dress."
They headed to the Women's Locker Room. There was a line because more women were changing clothes than there was comfortable room for. The choices were to wait or to change clothes in a cramped space. Most women chose to wait, especially since it was only for a few minutes.
The two girls finally got their turn. "I'd like to keep you company," Shayne said. "But there's still a line out there." She took a robe from one of the lockers and wrapped it around herself. "See you outside, Sally."
"Okay." Sally had gotten as far as her underwear. She put on the tee gently, trying not to hurt her sensitive nipples and stepped into the panties. Maybe she was being overly cautious, but she'd never grown breasts before.
As she dressed, Sally glanced quickly around her. It was the same as yesterday. She was surrounded by attractive women, all in various states of undress. The problem was that, mostly, she was just noticing how pretty their clothes were. She did notice their figures, especially the breasts of several women, but all she did was wonder if her own new breasts would look as nice.
Worst of all, it didn't seem to bother her as much as it had yesterday. She couldn't seem to remember how she should be reacting if she were really just Mitch under a spell.
Trying not to think about it, she carefully removed her dress from the locker and stepped into it. She pulled it up, sliding her arms into the sleeves, and began to button it. Then, of all things, she fumbled a little with the buttons. It still seemed like they were on the wrong side.
She glanced up and noticed another girl, maybe sixteen or seventeen, looking at her oddly. Sally found herself feeling suddenly shy. The way the other girl was looking at her, Sally felt as if the girl knew that she was really a man. Had she been found out? Was this another "whatever-the-Old-Lady-was"? Fearful, she went back to the task of closing the row of tiny pearl buttons.
She finished just in time to see the girl walking over to her. The strange girl leaned close and whispered, "Don't worry. You'll get the hang of it by the time you change back."
The shock of being found out panicked Sally, and she began to sob. "I'm... I'm not changing back. My wife decided she'd rather have a demure daughter than a lecherous husband. She... she bought me a lifetime pass." Sally looked down at her body for a moment, then back up at the other girl. "The worst of it is, I'm finding that I enjoy this new body." Oh, Lord, had she really said that? Was it true? "I'm even starting to forget what it was like being a man."
The other girl shuddered and put a hand on the girl's shoulder. "I -- I didn't know. I'm sorry."
Sally looked up at her. "Thanks. I guess I'll have to get used to it. Kathy, that's my wife, says the pass isn't returnable or refundable. I can't ever change back. I'm even starting to think to think of her as my mother instead of my wife."
She shrugged, surprised at easily she had just said what she had been thinking. "I guess I'm feeling a little better. Or maybe it doesn't bother me as much as it did."
The girl shuddered again and left. Sally slipped on her sandals. She wrapped her still damp suit in her towel and went out to find Shayne, so she could introduce her to Kathy.
* * * * *
Shayne was waiting by the door. "I'm done. Let's go."
"Go where, honey?" Sally spun around. Kathy had come over and was now standing beside her and Shayne. "So," Kathy said. "Aren't you going to introduce me to your new friend?"
"Yes, Ma'am. Shayne, this is my, um, mother, Mrs. Hammond."
"Hi, Mrs. Hammond. I'm Shayne Detweiler."
Kathy and Sally both stared at Shayne. "Detweiler," Sally said.
"Yeah, why?"
"Do you have a cousin or somebody named Yaffa in your family?" Kathy was almost afraid to ask, certain somehow of what the answer would be.
"Me. I'm Yaffa Detweiler. It's my gramma's name. She was a Holocaust survivor. I never liked it; it sounds so old. Yaffa means 'pretty' in Hebrew. Shayne -- well, Shaynah, actually, means the same thing in Yiddish. It's a traditional nickname, so I use it instead." She stopped and looked at Sally and Kathy, not understanding the expressions of surprise, almost horror, on their faces. "Why? What's the matter, Sally?"
Sally felt something churning furiously in her stomach. Her friend, the girl who had accepted her without any questions, who had eased what looked like a permanent transition to a new life, was the girl that she -- as Mitch -- had killed without a second thought. She bit down on her lip to keep from screaming and ran off, tears streaming down her face. She clutched at her stomach as the churning worsened.
* * * * *
One of the staff found Sally about a half an hour later. She was sitting under a tree near the fence, partly hidden by some bushes, staring at the docked paddleboats. It looked like she'd spent most of the time crying. The staffer used a cell phone to call Anya. She contacted her Grandmother and Kathy, who were also searching parts of the part.
Kathy may not have been the closest, but she got to Sally first. She knelt down next to her daughter and put her arms around the young girl. Sally looked up to see who it was. She rested her head on Kathy's shoulder and started sobbing again.
Kathy hugged Sally to her tightly with one arm. With the other, she stroked the girl's hair, trying to calm her as one would a frightened animal or a much smaller child. "It's all, right, honey; it's all right," she repeated and repeated, rocking gently back and forth.
"No, Ma'am -- Mama. It isn't." Sally knew what she was saying. It seemed right to call Kathy "Mama". More than that, it felt -- well, comforting. "It isn't all right. I -- I killed Shayne."
"No, honey. No, you didn't. She's here, alive. In fact, she's out looking for you right now."
"Is -- she here? Nearby, I mean."
"No, my dear, she isn't." It was the Old Woman. "She's down by the Tiki Hut at the moment. I thought she might not understand some of what you would say when we found you. She is very concerned about you, though."
Oh, I'm glad she's alive and my friend and all. Only, how can we be friends when I know what I did to her?"
"You didn't do anything to her," Anya said as she came over and sat down on the grass next to Kathy. "Somebody named Mitch Hammond did. Only things have changed, and, now, it never happened."
"Yes, it did. It happened. You -- you just made it unhappen, but that still doesn't change that fact that I -- I did it."
Kathy put her hands on Sally's shoulders. "You didn't do it, honey. Mitch did. Look at how hard you're taking all of this. I don't think that Sally Hammond -- that's who you are, honey -- could even think of doing what Mitch did to Shayne."
Sally looked up at Kathy, tears in her eyes. "Mama, was I -- was Mitch really such a bas -- such a bad person?"
Kathy looked at the girl and tried to smile. She felt tears in her own eyes. "You remember everything he ever did or thought. Look back into those memories and make your own decision."
Sally closed her eyes. She thought of the way Mitch had felt about his marriage, how little he had regarded either Kathy or Angie. They were just something there when he needed sex. She thought of the way he had felt about kids, and how he'd fought with Kathy about their having one. And worse, she thought of how little remorse he had felt about killing Yaffa -- Shayne. Shayne was her best friend, the only real friend she had since the change. And she -- he -- Mitch had killed her and just driven off. He didn't give it a second thought, except for how to get any blood off the fender. "Mitch, you... you Bastard!" she screamed, tears running down her cheeks, and a look of sheer hatred on her face.
She closed her eyes again and felt Kathy's -- No! Felt Mama's arms around her, pulling her close and comforting her. "It's all right, honey," Kathy said, rocking gently back and forth. "It's all right."
Sally knew what she had to do. She opened her eyes and took a deep breath. "He's going away, Mama." She moved back away from Kathy, so she could better see the woman's face.
"What -- what do you mean?"
"Mitch is still here; still inside me. Only, he's not in charge any more. I still remember everything about his life, but, now, it's like he was somebody else. He's somebody I knew, not somebody I was."
"Sally, what are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about being your daughter, not because of some spell, but because I want to be. Mitch is somebody I knew, but he wasn't very memorable, was he?"
"Not in any positive sense," Kathy said cautiously.
"Then I don't expect that I'll be remembering very much of him." She looked up at Anya and the Old Woman. "Will I?"
"Not if you don't want to, dear." She looked at Kathy. "And neither will your mother, I should think."
"What," Kathy said. "Why should I forget?"
"Because if you don't, if you still remember who Sally once was, how can you give her the love that she deserves now?"
Kathy nodded. The older woman was right. Sally would need her, and she couldn't be there for Sally, if she still thought of it being Mitch in that body. "Okay, do it."
"It's done." The woman said. "Sally's memories of Mitch will fade in the next day or so, until she remembers him only as the father she lost just after her ninth birthday. Your memories will fade to match hers. He'll be the husband, who died when a drunk driver ran a red light three years ago. The good husband, I might add, since the accident happened before he started cheating on you."
Sally closed her eyes. Already she was having trouble picturing Mitch. She opened them and ran over to hug the Old Woman. "Thank you," she said.
"You're entirely welcome, dear." She suddenly had two small brass rings in her hand. "Now, why don't you and your friend, Shayne, go have an ice cream on me? Better hurry, though. We only kept the park open so we could look for you."
Sally took the rings and ran off to find Shayne. She had to explain why she'd run off so unexpectedly. There were things to talk about: going shopping tomorrow, clothes and boys, and what they would be doing together for the rest of the summer. Anyone could tell that long years of friendship lay ahead for the two of them.
Kathy looked at the Old Woman in surprise. "What... "
"It didn't work out exactly as you expected, did it?"
"No, I -- I wanted to punish Mitch. Instead... "
"Instead, Mitch is gone forever, a life was restored, and you have the loving daughter that you always wanted. Isn't that a better ending?"
"I guess."
"Certainly, my dear. The happy endings are always better." She smiled. "Even if I have to help arrange them."
Copyright, Ellie Dauber, 2000
ElrodW
A high school garage band isn't doing very well at getting opportunities to perform. Some of the band members think they'd go further if they could replace the female vocalist who moved away and left the band. The problem is where to find such a singer. Then one of them decides to see if he can find a girl to recruit at Bikini Beach...
As usual, I would like to thank my editors for their more-than-generous help. There were elements of this that didn't want to come together, but with creative suggestions, it all hopefully works.
The band names - Radically Chick and Living With Attitudes - came from the blog I wrote asking for suggestions. Some may not like that the band name doesn't quite apply to a band with one female and the rest male, but Barenaked Ladies is hardly applicable to an all-male band, so pthhh. Author's discretion.
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Brandon Williams let the last chord ring echo through the garage, a satisfied smile on his face. The song had gone very well. He played guitar with his friends in a group, 'Living with Attitudes', a typical high-school wanna-be band. Compared to the other few bands in the city, they weren't bad, and it helped that Brandon and Jason had a gift for lyrics, while the keyboard player, Don Ellison, was exceptionally gifted musically, and wrote much of their music. Of course, they played a lot of music from other groups — it was how they'd gotten their one and only gig at a wedding reception. "I think we've got that song nailed," Brandon said as he let his hand drop from his guitar.
Jason Green, the bass guitarist, nodded. "Yeah. I like the tweaks Don did to the keyboard solo." He looked at and stroked his guitar as if it were a treasure. "I like the sound." Jason towered over the other band members by at least five inches; he looked like he should be playing basketball instead of the bass guitar, but he hated organized sports and the rules and workouts that went with them.
Don shook his head in disagreement. "It's not the same sound, though. Not since Tonya left." He was referring to their rhythm guitarist and singer, a girl who had shared lead vocals with Jason and Brandon practically from the time they formed the band. Her mother's job had transferred, so she had to move. Her missing vocals were keenly felt by the group.
Vinny Rascone, the last member of the group and the drummer, sighed. "It doesn't matter how good it sounds," he said glumly. "Have you heard from the manager at Shell Game?" His voice conveyed that he wasn't very hopeful of the answer.
Brandon closed his eyes momentarily. He'd hoped that he wouldn't have to say anything until after they were done practicing.
Don noticed. "You _have_ heard."
Brandon nodded glumly. "He said, essentially, don't call us; we'll call you."
Vinny smacked one of the cymbals with his drumsticks in frustration. "It's always the same damned thing, isn't it? We get a demo to someone, and they politely tell us to fuck off!" His cursing was somewhat characteristic; the guys attributed his emotions to his Italian ancestry. After dozens of rejections, Vinny had to vent.
"The problem, guys," Jason said, suddenly sounding contemplative, "is that we're missing Tonya's vocals. We _need_ a girl to get our sound back."
"What ... are you saying? One of us should be replaced by a chick?" Brandon scoffed.
Jason shook his head. "No. But what if we could add a new female vocalist?"
"That might make one of us redundant," Brandon glared at Jason. "We have a good sound right now. Why should we add someone — that can push _me_ out later?"
"Who says a girl would push you out?" Don tried to reassure Brandon. "Your ...."
"Because a female vocalist would make my voice unnecessary," Brandon growled, "with better range, too. And if she played guitar, I'd be just an extra!" He frowned. "Most bands I know of, a female singer ends up in the spotlight, and everyone else fades into the background!"
"Tonya didn't hog the spotlight," Vinny countered. "She didn't _want_ too much spotlight!"
"But if you guys replace me with a female lead, I bet you'll get pushed aside, just like usually happens." Brandon's voice was rising with his emotions.
"Whoa," Jason held up his hands to signal that everyone should calm down. "No one's talking about replacing anyone here! I’m just talking about replacing Tonya. We're a team, remember? And no-one is going to hog the spotlight!" He sounded very certain.
"But for how long?" Vinny muttered, glancing around his friend's faces. "Who here would put friendship over something really juicy, like a recording contract?"
"Not gonna happen," Brandon said with a frown. "We all agreed." He turned toward Jason. "So what's up with suggesting a girl?"
"Think about it," Jason said. He was a little more tentative with his word. The vehemence of his friends' reactions had unnerved him. "We don't have the same sound we did with Tonya. Face it — none of us can do the sultry, sexy numbers like Tonya could. And the harmony she brought to some songs? I think we just sound silly when we try, to be honest. I mean, we're good, but I think we could be better if we could get a female voice again."
Brandon wasn't convinced. "Maybe," he said slowly.
"Let's say we agree on this," Don ventured. "Where are we going to find a girl to join the band?"
"Yeah," Vinny agreed. "We tried at school when we started the band, remember? It was hard enough to get Tonya to play."
Jason sighed. "There are more schools than Central. We could try at Eastside, Westside, and St. Gregory."
"And maybe at college, too," Don added. "There might be a freshman or sophomore music major who'd love to be in a band."
Brandon shook his head at the last suggestion. "Like some college girl is going to want to hang out in a band with a bunch of high-school seniors."
"You got a better idea?" Jason snapped at Brandon.
"I guess not," Brandon admitted sheepishly. Then he frowned. "Unless we could ...." He thought for a second or two. "Nah. Wouldn't work."
"What?"
"That water park. It's mostly women, right? The other day, when I was driving my little sister to Lynnwood Mall, we went past it, and there were a _lot_ of women going in. A lot of them looked like older teenagers — high school and college ages."
"Okay, so you go check out the park this weekend, and we'll try to scope out the high schools after school Friday," Don suggested. He sounded skeptical that they'd find a vocalist at a water park, but he always played along with Brandon's hunches. They had a knack for being right.
"Just don't wear your school colors around the other schools!" Vinny laughed. "We want to add a member, not replace one!" The rivalries among the high schools were well known — and sometimes led to fights.
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Brandon started to feel nervous as he stood in the line for the ticket booth. There were a lot of girls in line, and even more going in without stopping. He reasoned that they had season tickets or something. In a few seconds, he counted over fifty girls who might fit the bill — if he could talk to them, and if they could sing. As he pondered trying to scout talent in a water park, he realized that his suggestion had been quite silly. Not only was he the least outgoing and most average of the guys when he wasn't on stage, but how on earth was he going to find and talk to even half of the girls he'd spotted? Maybe, he thought, the management would let him post a notice on their bulletin board — if they had one.
Brandon sighed heavily. He didn't feel particularly suited to talk to girls, especially about joining the band. He was average height and build, and he wore his medium-length brown hair a little long and unkempt, in keeping with his rebellious style. It wasn't a look that was overly-endearing to the opposite sex. As guys in school went, he was far from the most popular. He had his friends, but it was a small circle of non-jocks and the guys in the band. Jason, who the girls considered attractive because he was six-two and athletically built, would have attracted more attention. Don would have had better luck, too, Brandon thought. While he was about Brandon's height and weight, his sandy-blonde hair and glasses framed what some girls called the perfect cute face. Even Vinny, with his mysterious Latin looks, would have been better suited. Brandon signed. What on earth was he doing here? All three of the other guys were more outgoing with girls.
Before he knew it, while he was still scoping out possible girls to talk to, he heard a pleasant voice calling him. "Can I help you?"
Brandon spun, startled, and looked in the ticket booth. The young lady in the booth wore a pink T-shirt with "Bikini Beach" embroidered on it, and a name-tag that said Marta. "Uh, yeah," he answered quickly. "I'd like to buy a ticket."
The girl smiled pleasantly. "This is a members-only park, and we don't sell tickets, but we do have some guest passes we can sell. You're in luck. We have a few passes left." She quoted a price to Brandon.
"That's kind of steep, isn't it?" he said skeptically. "I mean, it's already late Friday afternoon, so it's not like I'm going to have a full day."
The girl nodded at his logic. "You're right. Let me call the office and see if I can give you a discount." She picked up a phone and punched a couple of buttons. After briefly explaining the situation, she attentively listened. As she listened, her smile broadened, and she hung up the phone. "Anya said to sell you a two-day pass for ...." She wrote a number on a paper.
Staring at the quoted price, Brandon couldn't believe his luck. Whoever this Anya was had just offered him a discount of almost sixty percent! And with the two-day pass, he could come back Saturday, and he'd have more of a chance to talk to girls, greatly improving his chances to find a vocalist.
Brandon paid, and then swiped his pass as directed, before walking into the men's locker room. He was surprised at how small it was, but on second thought, he realized that he hadn't seen another man or boy enter the park. With a name like Bikini Beach, it should have attracted men like flies to honey, with its implied promise of scantily-clad young ladies. He shrugged off the oddity, changed into his swim trunks, and stepped into the shower, as the girl in the booth had directed.
Moments later, a scream erupted from Brandon as he stared at the reflection in the door mirror and at his altered body. Somehow, impossibly, he'd been changed into a girl. Not just any girl, either, but a reasonably cute girl. She — he — was a bit taller than average, and had the same dark hair as Brandon, but not quite shoulder-length, and layered in a sexy, sassy way. Her body was definitely above average; she certainly had nicely-shaped, ample breasts, which were uncovered, a flat tummy, and curvy, but not exaggeratedly-so, hips.
A knock sounded on the door, causing Brandon to look up from his stunned self-examination. He was a girl — a semi-nude girl — standing in the men's locker room at a water park!
When the door opened, a young lady walked in. She looked to be about twenty-two, and despite her smile, she had an air about her of being in charge. Before Brandon could speak, she handed him a bikini top that she'd seemingly produced from nowhere. "Please put this on," she directed Brandon. She saw the confused look. "I bet that you don't really want to have people see you topless, do you?"
Brandon stared at the bikini top like it was a snake, but then, somehow, he realized that he knew how to tie it on. Gazing warily at the young lady, he fastened the top on as if he'd been doing it for years. "What the hell is going on here?" he demanded once his breasts were covered. "How ... how did you turn me into a girl?"
The girl smiled. "Nice to meet you, too, Brandon. My name is Anya. My grandmother and I run this park. And in answer to your question, the park is magic. The water turned you into a girl, so you'd fit in with our usual clientele."
"The water is magic?" Brandon asked, sounding very skeptical.
"How do you explain that you're now a girl?" Anya asked. "Or that you knew how to tie on a bikini top?"
"I ... I don't know," Brandon admitted slowly. "You're asking me to believe in magic?" His soft, feminine voice quavered with uncertainty.
"Okay, let's give you one more demonstration," Anya said with a grin. "Tell me your name."
"Brittany Ann Edwards," he said. His mouth dropped open in shock at the words that had come from his mouth. "No, that's not right! I'm Brittany — Brittany Ann!" His eyes widened. "Why am I saying a girl's name! I'm not a girl, I'm a _girl_!" She stamped her foot in frustration. "Why can't I say my name?"
Anya chuckled. "When you showered, reality changed. You are Brittany Ann. You've always been Brittany Ann, and everyone remembers Brittany Ann. If you called home, you'd find that your mom would recognize you immediately as her oldest daughter." She smiled. "Go ahead, call her."
"Uh," Brittany stammered, "no thanks." She wasn't ready to put the magic to that level of a test.
"So now that you're a temporary guest of the park, you should find it easier to talk to the girls, and maybe find a vocalist for your group."
Brittany's eyes widened. "You ... you know why I came?"
"Of course. I use magic, remember?"
A sudden thought pierced Brittany's brain. "Um, how long am I ...?"
Anya smiled. "Until your pass expires. That should be Saturday, at midnight."
"Oh." Brittany didn't sound too happy at the prospect. "Um, can you maybe, you know, give me a hand trying to find a singer? Maybe let me post something on your bulletin board?"
Anya nodded. "We don't normally let our guests post anything on our bulletin boards, but in this case, it'll be okay. And by the way, since you're wondering why you're not all freaked out about changing into a girl, I gave you a little extra magic assist so you wouldn't panic. It would be kind of difficult for you to be trying to talk to girls about being a singer in your band if you were freaked-out."
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"No luck?" Anya asked as a dejected Brittany walked toward the locker room.
Brittany shook her head. "Nope."
"Why do you want a female vocalist so much? Groups like 'OK Go' and 'Barenaked Ladies' are all male."
Brittany drew a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "We need the sound we had with Tonya. The band just isn't the same without her. We just think that if we can't get that sound back, we aren't going to get our lucky first break. A good mezzo-soprano was key to a lot of our songs."
"You're serious," Anya observed, having read Brittany's thoughts. "You're not just looking for eye candy, are you?"
Brittany shook her head. "No. If we can get a singer, she's got to be good. Very good. We don't want to waste our time on a girl who doesn't know her music. It'd be good if we could find a girl who can also write music or lyrics, too."
"That's a pretty tall order," Anya observed.
"Tell me about it." Brittany sounded like the task was hopeless.
"Who's in the band now?" Anya asked. It was a curious question. "Who plays what?"
As he wondered why Anya had asked such a question, Brittany had strange thoughts of the band consisting of her, Don, Vinny, Jason, and Nikolai Belekov. She puzzled at that. All the guys knew Nikolai — his parents had emigrated from Russia when he was ten. He was a little shorter and stockier than an average American boy, and he still had a bit of Russian accent, which he could turn on and off at will, and which made him a charmer with the girls. He was a popular guy, and he was also a guitar virtuoso.
Brittany shook her head to try to make sense of conflicting memories. At one point, her Brandon memories told her, the guys had seriously talked about adding Nikolai to the band, but Brandon had been dead-set against it, since he played lead guitar. He hadn't wanted to admit it, but he'd been afraid that the guys were moving to push him aside, since Nikolai — or Nick as he preferred to be called — was much better on the guitar. But her Brittany memories told her that Nick _was_ a member of the band, and played lead guitar. She was momentarily befuddled; Brandon's memories said she was looking for a replacement for Tonya, while Brittany's memories said they were only considering adding a girl for backup vocals.
"Why ... why do I remember Nick being part of the band?" Brittany asked Anya, unable to hide the uncertainty in her voice. "And Tonya wasn't?"
"In this reality, you're the female lead, sharing vocals with Jason, and Nick joined the band as the lead guitarist," Anya answered with a smile. "Who does the lyrics now?"
Brittany cocked her head slightly, puzzled. "Mostly Jason and I," she said. "We all contribute to the music, but Don does most of the arrangements."
As they spoke, a girl walked up to Anya. "Hey, Anya, do you know anything about the group that's advertised on your bulletin board?" she asked. She was about twenty, and looked like an average college co-ed.
"Sure," Anya answered with a smile. "Brittany here is the one you want to speak to. It's her band."
Brittany winced at Anya's use of pronouns. "Yeah. We're looking for another vocalist."
The girl looked disappointed. "Did you guys break up or something?"
Brittany shook her head quickly. "No. We just want to add more vocal variety to our music." Her eyes widened in surprise. She had intended to say that they were looking to replace their female lead vocalist who had moved away, but somehow, her words came out differently.
"What's your group?" the girl asked. "Where are you guys playing?"
"We're ‘Radically Chick’." Her jaw almost dropped as she spoke and said the name. She'd intended to say 'Living with Attitudes' — in Anya's alternate reality, the name of the band must have changed as well! And like her own name, she didn't seem to be able to say the old band, but only the new name.
"I'm Leanne Downs. I'm on the student activities board at the college. We had a dance planned next weekend. The problem is that the band we booked had to cancel because their lead singer was in a car accident Wednesday. Now we don't have a band, so we'll have to cancel the dance." The girl raised her eyebrow hopefully. "But if you guys are available, I _think_ I can convince the others on the committee, and we might be able to offer you guys the job — _if_ you're any good." She winced slightly, having listened to previous bands. "It doesn't pay that well, but ...."
Brittany felt her heart race. A gig — at the college? This was _way_ more than she'd expected when she'd come to the park. "I can send you some MP3s of some of our work if you'd like," she offered.
Leanne smiled. "I'll give you my e-mail address, and if you can send them tonight or tomorrow, I can get the other committee members to listen, and then we'll see. I should be able to get back to you by tomorrow night at the latest if it's a go."
"Uh, yeah," Brittany stammered. This was an unbelievable turn of luck. A gig at the college? They'd get a lot of exposure there — and some reasonable cash. From that performance alone, they'd probably get recommendations to Shell Game, where occasionally, some music producers came to look for upcoming talent. It might be a huge break for them.
Anya handed a piece of paper and pen to Leanne, who quickly scrawled her name and contact information on it. "The sooner, the better," she said as she handed the paper to Brittany. "We don't have much time to make a decision."
"I'll e-mail you the demo songs as soon as I get home," Brittany said enthusiastically.
"Great. I look forward to listening to them." Leanne turned and walked toward the locker room.
"That worked out better than I hoped," Brittany said with a smile.
"And since you have a two-day pass," Anya replied, "you can come here tomorrow to continue looking for the elusive female lead singer — if you still want one. The answer to your problem might be right under your nose."
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Despite Anya's assurances, Brittany felt more than a little trepidation as she shut off her car. The house was still the same house, her mom's and dad's cars were still the same, but _she_ was different. She was waiting for something else to be radically altered as well.
Slowly, Brittany opened the driver’s door, still expecting some additional surprise. She stepped hesitantly from the car. Unlike at the park earlier, she was wearing tan pants, a pale blue cotton shirt, and sandals on her feet. She'd been mildly surprised to find that her clothing had changed as well, and more-so when she found a handbag with makeup, which she felt that she needed to apply — and knew how to. Like the bikini top, she'd known — through the magic — how to get ready, including blow-drying her hair before she swept it to one side across her forehead and fastening it with a barrette. Now, at home, she walked slowly with her bag of swim gear slung over one shoulder, while she clutched her small purse with the opposite hand. Nervously, she opened the door, and peeked inside.
"Oh, good," Brittany's mom, Anne Williams, called cheerfully. She was pulling a covered pan from the oven, and the aroma of Italian cooking filled the kitchen. "You're home a bit earlier than I thought, so I guess we can all eat dinner together. Can you help your sister set the table?" She acted as though there was nothing unusual at all.
"Sure, Mom," Brittany answered. "Let me hang up my towel and swimsuit first, and then I'll be down." She passed the family room on her way to the staircase.
"Did you get wet, sweetie?" Brittany's dad called lightly from his recliner in the family room.
"Yes, Dad," Brittany groaned. It was a very old joke — any shower, beach outing, or pool party was greeted with the same stale line from her dad.
"Was the park any good?"
"Yeah," Brittany found herself saying enthusiastically. "It was a great park. A lot of fun!"
"Maybe we should all go there on Sunday. We haven't had a family day out in a long time."
"Uh, it's a women's-only park, Dad," Brittany objected quickly. She wondered what would happen if her dad changed at the park. Would he suddenly recognize that she'd been Brandon and had changed? She didn't want to take that chance.
"Oh. Oh, well. It was just an idea." Her dad turned his attention back to his laptop computer. "Oh, by the way," he interrupted himself and looked up, "Jason left a message. The guys are going to be a little late tonight for practice."
"Oh?" Brittany felt an icy chill. She'd forgotten about practice. What was she going to tell the guys? How weird was it going to be now, being in a band with the guys when she was a girl?
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Brittany had e-mailed the demo MP3s almost as soon as she'd gotten home, but no sooner had she pressed the 'send' button than she had an almost terrifying thought. She played one of the songs — and, as Anya had said, she found that she — Brittany — was the lead singer in that song. She played another, and found that she was singing backup to Jason. A third had her doing a sultry number — as Brittany. The band sounded the same — possibly even a little better — but in the demos, she was a female singer. Reality had _completely_ changed.
Brittany didn't have time to contemplate the ramifications of the changes; she had to go help with dinner, followed by cleanup chores, and then cramming in some of her homework, before the guys showed up for practice.
Now, however, without the distractions, and facing the reality that she'd been playing and singing in the band for an hour and a half, she started to think of what _had_ changed. In some songs, she had a bit of a radical edginess to her voice that fit the number. In others, she projected a sultry sexiness that surprised her. When she was singing backup, it seemed that she and Jason were perfectly matched vocally.
Brittany set her guitar in its stand and wiped her brow. "Not bad," she said. She was amazed by a number of things. The guys acted as if she'd always been Brittany, as Anya had said, and that she'd always been a part of the band. Their songs had much more variety, including how their old sultry numbers suited a female singer that Tonya had led, while others had an edgy, alternative sound. A few even sounded a little punk.
Jason grinned. "Better than not bad." He unplugged his bass, took the strap off his shoulder, and put the instrument in its case. As he straightened up, he asked, "So what was the big news you said we had to wait to hear?"
Brittany grinned. "I got a contact while I was at the water park. The student activity group at college might be interested in having us perform at a dance next weekend." As soon as she said it, though, she realized what she'd just done. She didn't know what would happen if she changed back. They might not have the gig. She really wouldn’t know until she changed back — and they did or didn't have the performance contract.
"You're kidding!" Vinny exclaimed.
Brittany shook her head. "No. She gave me her contact info, and I sent her some demo songs before you guys got here."
Brittany's dad perked up at that news. "You should have told me," he said. He was in the garage where they rehearsed, unlike the old days when she had been Brandon. While he professed to like their music, Brittany was convinced it was a bit of an over-protective dad thing. She suspected that he didn't trust the other guys with her, mostly because he wasn't really listening, but was working on his laptop while feigning interest. "I'm not sure that playing on a college campus is the best idea ...."
"Daddy," Brittany complained, wincing at the automatic way she'd addressed her father with a girlish term of endearment, "we'll be playing, not partying! Besides, it'll be at the student center, and campus security is pretty strict about underage drinking!"
Brittany's dad sighed. "I guess you're right," he answered slowly. "But you don't have a contract yet, so don't start spending money that you don't have!"
"I won't," Brittany said in an exasperated tone. "I've learned not to, so you and Mom don't nag me!" Their interchange was really warm and friendly underneath the words, even though an outsider could have mistaken it for Brittany being sassy.
"You guys going to Shell Game tomorrow night?" Vinny asked as he climbed out from behind his drum set.
"Sounds good to me," Don and Jason echoed simultaneously.
"Yeah," Nick added. "It should be a lot of fun. I saw that they've got a good band lined up for this weekend."
Then Jason turned to Brittany. "How about you?" he asked. There was something in his tone that seemed different to Brittany, but she couldn't quite put her finger on why.
"I'm not sure. I guess I'll just see what happens." She couldn't help but notice the wary look she was getting from her dad.
"Well, you can always meet up with us there," Jason replied, sounding hopeful that she'd be at Shell Game. "And you'll let us know the minute you hear about the dance on campus, right?" Brittany nodded.
As Brittany walked to the house with her dad, she commented, "Dad, you don't have to come out when we practice!"
"I can be proud of how my daughter sings, can't I?"
"Daddy, knock it off! I know why you're out there — it's because I'm a girl, with the guys in the band, isn't it?"
Dad sighed. "I guess I'm pretty transparent, aren't I?" He sighed heavily. "I guess I'm not quite ready for my little baby girl to be grown up, and it's hard to not want to be a protective father."
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It had been a late night practicing, and with the fatigue of playing hard at the water park, Brittany was nearly exhausted. She trudged up the stair to her bedroom and, after closing the door, flopped heavily on her bed.
It was the first time in a very hectic day that Brittany had a chance of quiet and peace, and the first time she could actually reflect on the day and think about the changes. The park had been fun, despite her fears, but she'd had to temper her relaxation and enjoyment to try to talk to girls who might be interested in singing with the group. It had been emotionally difficult to do simple chores like going to the bathroom. The first time Brittany had used the ladies' room at the park, she'd felt like she was going to die of embarrassment. Part of that feeling had come from being in a ladies' restroom with many other girls and women, all of whom, Brittany was convinced, knew that she'd been a guy. The other part was having to confront her changed anatomy when she used the bathroom. She'd emerged from the stall red-faced, and the sympathetic looks she'd gotten from a couple of ladies didn't help the situation. She was certain that they knew of her change, and that increased her sense of embarrassment.
Dinner had been okay. Brittany was used to helping with dinner chores when she'd been Brandon, so _that_ part wasn't different. What was different was how chatty her mom had been, and the topics she was chatting about. When Brandon helped, it was in silence, or some cursory words about how school was doing, or if he enjoyed his latest date or the movie with friends. But with Brittany, Mom was much more talkative. How was she getting along with friends? Was she still interested in 'that boy'? Sympathetic comments about being a high-school girl with all the distractions, but suggestions of how to focus on her studies and homework, so she could get good grades and get into a good college. Discussion of clothing — with some comment how things were different and more conservative when Mom had been young. Brittany had found herself, surprisingly, arguing that "all the girls are wearing this" when defending one blouse that was common teenage wear, but that her mom thought was too racy. If it hadn't been for the providential sounding of the timer, indicating that the chicken was done, Brittany might have had time to feel uneasy about the conversation.
Practicing with the band was almost normal. Almost. The guys were slightly different in their interactions with Brittany than they had been with Brandon. Jason was a lot more deferential toward Brittany; they'd had none of the usual arguments about the lyrics they were working on, but instead, Jason had readily agreed to changes that Brittany had suggested. As she thought, Brittany considered whether Jason had been trying to curry her favor. The same applied to Nick. He seemed to lose a little of his self-confidence when Brittany talked to him. Was he also trying to court favor? Both of the boys certainly had odd expressions whenever she caught either of them looking at her. She wondered — could they be ...? She quickly discounted the thought. She wasn't in the least interested in Nick. Was she? He _was_ rather attractive, and that accent was really cute! As soon as that thought entered her mind, she cringed and forced it away. There was no way either of them could have a thing for Brittany, especially Jason. She and Jason been friends since forever, and ....
Brittany's eyes suddenly widened. A new set of memories was intruding into her thoughts. She remembered, like it was yesterday, talking with her friends Shelby and Jennifer their seventh grade year, when a cocky kid named Jason had strutted past them with three of his friends, talking loudly about various bands, and why one particular band was his favorite. She remembered telling him that the band was crap compared to another group, and why. He'd taken it as an insult — after all, he was a musician, or at least a musician-to-be, playing a mean bass guitar. Instead of cowering, as he'd expected, she'd confronted him that she played guitar herself, and pretty damned well, and would he like to try to prove that he was better? Her friends had been amused and astounded at her brash nature. Jason had accepted her challenge, and in her garage, she'd more than held her own as a guitarist. As a result, they had become friends, and a band had been born. That part wasn't so different from Brandon's reality. But in this reality, the band was 'Radically Chick'. When she began to focus on singing lead, and only playing rhythm guitar, they'd recruited Nick to join the band.
She couldn't help but reconsider her original thought. It was possible that Jason and Nick _did_ have a thing for her. A part of her found the thought repulsive, but inside, in a tiny recess of her mind, a little part of her was delighted that she could have that effect on boys.
As she considered the change, she became more uneasy. The girl Anya had told her that she'd used some magic to help Brittany adjust, so she wasn't nervous. What if she'd also made her want to _stay_ as Brittany, to not turn back? What if she'd messed with Brittany's mind, so that Brittany found boys attractive, and she enjoyed 'girl' stuff?
Sleep came fitfully to Brittany, interrupted by dreams of being a famous female singer, like Pat Benatar, Lady Gaga, Joan Jett, Cyndi Lauper. Sleep was also interrupted by unsettling dreams of dating, kissing, and having sex with boys — and not just Jason — and loving it so much that she was something of a slut.
**********
Saturday morning, Brittany's cell phone rang, stirring her from her slumber. She closed her eyes momentarily against the brightness of the daylight filtered by the window shades in her bedroom, and then opened them again when the phone continued to ring. Slowly, groggily, she reached her hand from under the comfortable covers and grabbed the phone. "Hello," she said, sounding half-asleep.
"Good morning, sleepyhead! This is your nine o'clock alarm call!" The voice belonged to Wendy Jennings, a long-time acquaintance, who had been Brandon's girlfriend in her male reality.
"Uh, morning," she mumbled.
Wendy laughed. "I bet you're still in bed, aren't you? Did you forget we were going to the water park today?"
Brittany blinked her eyes, trying to fully wake herself. "Uh, no," she said. Her mind was starting to awaken, and she began to search her 'girl' memories to see just what Wendy was talking about.
"Good. We'll be over in forty-five minutes, and we won't wait for you."
"Okay. I'll be ready." Brittany put her cell phone on her nightstand and slowly sat up. A huge yawn accompanied a stretch of her arms, and then she stood up. Her mind was racing to catch the foggy, shadowy memories as the flitted by. Wendy had been Brandon's girlfriend. Wendy was a very sweet — and affectionate — girl, and had a rather effusive, bubbly personality. That was why Brandon had liked dating her. That, and she was fantastic in bed.
When Brandon had changed to Brittany, their relationship had changed to best friends, with — and the memory was a shock to Brittany — occasional minor rivalries over boys. Wendy was a little bit punk in her styling and attitudes, which didn't endear her to the "in" crowd of girls at school, but she and Brittany were too similar in clothing, hairstyles, and attitudes to _not_ befriend each other. Brit had a few intrusive thoughts of double-dating with Wendy, too. Brittany pushed the thoughts of boys out of her mind, and as soon as she did, she remembered the arrangements for the day. On Tuesday, Wendy had decided that their small group — Brittany, Wendy, Gwen, and Erica — should spend a day of fun at the beach. Quickly, though, the idea changed to Bikini Beach, an enclosed water park, because they didn't want to deal with the hassles of some of the arrogant jerks at the beaches who thought they were God's gift to women. The girls could always go elsewhere to tease or pick up boys.
Brittany stared at her clock-radio for a moment before she sighed and shook her head. Forty-five minutes to get ready? Yesterday afternoon at the water park, and again last night when she got ready for bed, she'd come to realize why it took women longer to get ready. Just getting her hair dry and untangled seemed to take forever. She dreaded to think how long it would take if she had longer hair.
Forty-three minutes later, Brittany trudged into the kitchen and, after retrieving a bottle from the refrigerator, poured herself a glass of orange juice.
"Morning, sweetie," her mom called cheerfully from a desk on one end of the kitchen. "Are you girls still going to the park today?"
"Yeah," Brittany answered nonchalantly. "It's a fun park, and we deserve a girls' day out."
Brittany's mom looked wistfully at her, with the swim bag over her shoulder, lost in thought. "You know, that sounds like a good idea. I think I'll see if Millie wants to go have a ladies' day! The way you describe it, the park sounds like a wonderful place to relax." She laughed when she saw Brittany pale at the suggestion. "And don't worry, honey!" she added. "I promise that if we bump into you, I'll pretend that I don't know you so you won't be embarrassed!"
Brittany's fear wasn't of bumping into her mom at the water park; her 'girl' memories told her that her mom was pretty cool, and that her friends liked Mrs. Williams. In their earlier years the girls had often hung out at Brittany's house so often that they sometimes called Mrs. Williams 'Mom', as a sign of their comfort and affection. No, what Brittany feared was bumping into her mom, or Millie Dawkins, in the locker room changing. The thought of seeing her mom nude sent a shiver down Brittany's spine — one of the 'boy' reactions she still had in her.
When she heard Wendy honk her horn, Brittany darted to the door. She knew that Wendy hadn't been kidding about leaving her behind. "See you later," she called over her shoulder.
As expected, Gwen had the front passenger seat, so Brittany dutifully crawled in behind her. Gwen was nearly six feet tall, being one of the stars on the women's basketball team, and her seat was pushed back all the way to give her legroom. Erica was behind Wendy, so she'd have an inch or two extra of space, which gave Brittany the cramped seat. Mercifully, the ride from her house to Bikini Beach was only about fifteen minutes.
As they drove along, Brittany was mostly silent, only chiming in a few times when her 'girl' memories and instincts gave her confidence to contribute to the conversation. Wendy noticed. As they passed the Lynnwood Mall, she said to Brittany, "You're awfully quiet today, Brit. Something wrong?"
Brittany sighed. "Not really. I'm just feeling a little tired."
"You guys stay up way to late practicing," Gwen laughed. "If it was me, I'd be taking one of the guys to Shell Game instead of playing in your garage."
"Unless you were doing _more_ than just practicing," Erica added with a giggle.
"What? Oh, come on now! That's ridiculous!" Brittany snapped.
"Ooohh," the other girls cooed. "A little too sensitive, aren't you?" Wendy teased.
"Maybe Brit and Jason were practicing a duet," Gwen laughed.
"Yeah. You've had a thing for Jason since seventh grade," Erica noted.
"Would you guys knock it off!" Brittany complained.
"Maybe it's not Jason, but Nick!" Wendy said. She started a semi-credible Russian accent, "You have thing for Nick, da? Americanski girl, strong Russian boy. You make much kissing, da?" The girls roared with laughter.
"There was _none_ of that!" Brittany protested strongly. "We were just practicing! Besides, you know my dad. He's out in the garage every time we practice!"
"I didn't know your dad was such a fan," Gwen said with a chuckle.
"He's not. He just doesn't ...." Brittany's cell phone beeped, indicating that she had a message. "Hang on." She pulled her cell phone from her purse. As soon as she read the text message, her eyes widened, and a broad grin spread across her face. "Woo, hoo! We got it!" she yelled unexpectedly and excitedly.
"You got what?" Wendy asked.
"We got the gig at the college student union this weekend!" Brittany was ready to burst with excitement. "I've got to let the guys know." She began to quickly type on her phone.
"What gig? What are you talking about?" Gwen asked, voicing the curiosity of all the girls.
Brittany didn't even look up from her phone. "Yesterday, I bumped into a girl, Leanne somebody, from the college student activities board. They were looking for a substitute band for a dance this weekend. I sent her some demo stuff, and she was going to let her committee listen, and if they liked it, she said we could have the gig."
"Wow! That's cool!" Erica said, her eyes wide with admiration.
Moments later, she got messages from the other members of the band. "They all said yes, so I've got to call the girl and tell her we'll take it." She turned her attention solely to her phone and called Leanne. After a short discussion, Brittany put her phone away. "It's all set — our first real paying gig!"
"Congratulations," Gwen said, without a hint of sarcasm in her voice.
"She said it's an open dance, too, so if I had friends, I should let them know. That means you guys can come, too!" The rest of the short trip was filled with a spirited discussion of whether the girls would go, what they would wear, and whether they should find friends from high school, or try to meet good-looking college guys. Brittany was glad that she'd be performing and wouldn't have to worry about that last subject.
**********
Brandon blinked his eyes as he slowly woke. The bright light streaming in through and around the blinds made his bedroom brighter than if he'd had a light on. He lifted his head a tiny bit, but felt tired from the effort and let his head crash back onto his pillow. At that point, his eyes snapped open. He lifted his head again, and shook it. His hand automatically went up to his head, where his fingers ran through his hair. "Yes! I'm back!"
His bedroom was back to being its usual slightly-messy state, with a few clothes spilling out of a laundry basket in the corner, and remnants of the past school year still cluttering up a nearly-hidden desk. Brandon sighed contentedly at the condition of his room. He'd been quite disturbed by how neat and girly Brittany's room had been, and even more-so by an odd compulsion to keep it that way. He knew he wasn't going to miss that strange detail at all.
Slowly, wearily, Brandon climbed out of bed and stumbled into his bathroom. He wasn't going to miss sitting down to pee, either, he quickly decided. He finished up his morning chores, and then pulled on a pair of jeans and a T-shirt, both scavenged from the floor. Standing, he picked up his cell phone to shove in his pocket.
Something nagged at Brandon's mind. Something didn’t seem quite right. Sure, he'd spent two days as a girl, but the band had gotten a gig from that college girl he'd met at the park. Hadn't they? A sudden nervousness came over him as he pulled his phone back out of his jeans pocket.
As soon as he looked at his text messages, his heart sank. There were no messages from Leanne. He sank onto the bed, feeling hopelessly overwhelmed. It didn't make sense — he'd sent the demo MP3 files to her, after he'd met her at the park ....
"Oh, shit!" Brandon exclaimed to himself. "I met her at the park!" He knew the answer, and it practically sickened him. The excitement of having a paying gig faded quickly. Leanne had been in contact with Brittany, not him. She had screened Brittany's band, ’Radically Chick’, not Brandon's band ’Living with Attitudes’, and had offered the contract to Brittany. As soon as he changed back to being Brandon, all of those events vanished. It never happened.
Defeated, Brandon trudged to the kitchen and fixed himself a quick breakfast of cereal, a protein shake, and a banana. He ate silently, not even anxious to get the paper from his dad so he could read the two comic strips he enjoyed. Even his mom's cheerful 'good morning' didn't penetrate his funk. After poking at his breakfast a bit, he plodded out to the garage.
Brandon stared at the setup for a while. The amps and speakers, the music stands, the drum set with "Living with Attitudes" on the bass drum — it all mocked him as it sat in silent witness to the band's failure to get noticed. Brandon dropped himself into a chair, his elbows on his knees and his face buried in his hands, contemplating what had almost been. They were _so_ close to getting that break that they needed. So close, and yet so far away. Why, he asked himself? Why did they keep on beating their heads against a wall, struggling to get something that was never going to happen? Why did they keep practicing while they talked about the break? Why?
Brandon stared at his guitar, trying to make sense of what had happened. The instruments and equipment sat silently, as though mocking his questions. Eventually, Brandon tired of sitting, and he realized that he needed an answer. Slowly, it dawned on him that the only one who might be able to tell him something was that girl, Anya, from the water park. She knew about his change, and had said a few things that, in retrospect, made it clear that she understood far more than she'd let on. There was only one thing for him to do — to go to the park and confront Anya. He gulped nervously. Confronting a magic user like Anya might not be such a good idea. He needed to tone down his frustration and try to talk with her calmly. Otherwise — who knew what she'd do?
The drive to the park was short, and Brandon arrived at the ticket window feeling unprepared. He'd tried to rehearse what he was going to ask, or say, while driving, but he ran out of time. Around him, girls and women streamed into the park, some giving him knowing grins at what they knew was about to happen to him.
The only thing was, it wasn't going to happen to him. He watched the family in front of him purchase their passes — a father and mother, son, and a daughter — and then he stepped to the window.
"May I help you?" the girl behind the glass asked pleasantly, managing somehow not to sound bored by having to repeat her greeting for perhaps the hundredth time since opening.
"Um, I'd like to ... er, that is, I was here the other day, and, um ...." Brandon winced, not quite sure how to ask.
"You wanted to speak to me, right, Brandon?" a voice sang sweetly from beside him.
Brandon turned, startled, to see Anya standing there, smiling pleasantly. "Um, er," he started to stammer. She hadn't been there a moment ago, and when she'd appeared, she knew exactly what he wanted. Brandon's confidence waned quickly. "The other day ...."
Anya smiled and took his elbow. "Let's go over here," she turned toward a couple of picnic tables which were near but outside the gate.
As they walked, Brandon's head was swimming in a sea of confusion. Here he was, walking with a very lovely young lady, but one who was a very powerful magic user. She was both intriguing and frightening at the same time. Her brown eyes seemed so inviting, almost hypnotic, as if they could swallow a man's soul, and with her wavy dark hair, pert little nose, and perfect lips, Brandon knew that she could merely talk and get men to do her bidding. At the same time, she had at least the power to turn a man into a woman. Who knows what else she could do? He wondered, for a moment, if her boyfriend knew of her magic abilities, and if so, if that made him nervous. For some reason, it never occurred to him that a lovely girl like Anya might not have a boyfriend.
Anya laughed. "You're right. His name is Greg, and yes, he knows I can work magic, and I think he finds it ... sexy."
Brandon gulped nervously again. She was reading his mind — again, and it made him very uncomfortable. He had no hidden thoughts, he realized.
"So," Anya said as she sat down, gesturing for Brandon to sit as well. "What brings you here?"
"You probably already know," Brandon countered meekly. "I mean, you can read all my thoughts."
"Touché," Anya giggled. 'I'll try not to, if that will make you less nervous."
"Okay." Brandon sighed, staring out over the women flocking toward the entrance gate. "I don't understand. Yesterday, we — the band and I — had a gig at college, but today, we don’t."
Anya smiled. "You figured it out."
"I did?" Brandon was surprised at her answer. He had guessed earlier in the morning, but .... "Because I'm not a girl, 'Radically Chick' never existed, and Leanne never met me, so we never got the offer?" he speculated with uncertainty.
"That sums it up pretty well." Anya looked at him with sympathetic eyes. "The band the college wants is 'Radically Chick'. When you changed back, the band is 'Living with Attitudes', a group that Leanne never heard of. She never met you. The dance is being cancelled. You don't get your break."
"So ... I have to stay a girl if we want the gig?" Brandon asked incredulously. "Shit! I don't want to be a girl!"
"Your choice. And there's one more thing. Whenever someone changes, there's a bit of randomness in the reality shift. The longer the change is from an event, the more randomness that can occur. It's really hard to control," she added, almost apologetically. "If you wait until Friday to change, hoping that 'Radically Chick' is going to perform, you're apt to find out that they don't have a contract."
Brandon's head was spinning. "That means ... if I want to be sure that we have the contract, then ... I have to change ... now? And stay a girl all week?" He shook his head. "I don't want to be a girl!" he said vehemently."
Anya simply shrugged. "There's not a lot I can do."
"You mean you can't just wave your arms and make it so that we have a contract at college Friday?" Brandon sounded like he was almost begging.
"I'm not a wishing well," Anya said with a wry smile. "I don't work like that. It's kind of difficult to weave through all of the repercussions of change to make sure things are right. Something that big would be awfully difficult, too. Besides, I prefer to confine my magic to the park."
Brandon sighed heavily. "What am I going to do?" he asked rhetorically. Then he turned to Anya, hoping she'd give him some idea or alternative.
Anya just shook her head. "You have a choice. Buy a pass and have the gig, or don't change, and don't have a contract. It sounds simple. But buying a pass and getting this one gig isn't going to make everything better."
Brandon didn't seem to notice her warning, buy focused on the choice she presented. "What happens after that? If I change back, it won't have happened. We wouldn’t have performed, and we wouldn't be noticed." He shook his head. "It's all pointless, then."
"Not necessarily," Anya countered. "Like I said, when reality changes, there are subtle differences. When you change back, it's possible that your male band would have gotten some kind of performance. The longer you stay a girl, with a contract for your band, the more likely that something similar would have happened in this reality, too."
"So you're saying that it's a crap shoot, right?"
"Pretty much." Anya smiled. "But then, so is life. Nothing is certain, so you take your chances and deal with what you get."
"Except for you," Brandon scoffed. "I bet you don't have any random crap messing up your life."
Anya laughed aloud. "You'd be surprised. While I can see the future — some — and I can read people's thoughts, I still get surprised more frequently than you might guess. Magic isn't an exact science, you know."
Brandon tried to laugh along with her joke, but he really wasn't in the mood, and his laugh sounded hollow. He sat, staring at the women walking across the parking lot, breathing slowly and deliberately. Finally, he nodded. "Okay. I guess I don't have much of a choice, do I?"
"You always have a choice," Anya replied.
"Not if the band wants to get noticed before we're in nursing homes," Brandon countered sarcastically. "I guess I need to buy a pass so I can spend the next week as a girl."
"You make it sound like a death sentence. It wasn't that bad, was it?"
Brandon snorted. "I guess most of it was okay, but there were a few weird things."
Anya stood up. "C'mon. Let's go get you a pass, then."
**********
Brittany waited in the hall for Erica and Wendy to finish with their history class. Her biology class had ended early when another girl threw up violently while dissecting frogs. The mess and smell hastened the end of the class. So far, school had been relatively normal — if by normal, one meant getting used to attention from guys who'd never been Brandon's friends, going to gym class with girls, and using the girls' restrooms. She didn't know if the attention was simply because she was a girl, or because word of the dance had gotten around, and she was a bit of a celebrity. The worst part, Brittany realized to her horror, was that it all seemed so normal, even comfortable — maybe too much so.
The one negative was Allison and her gang of 'popular' cheerleaders. Allison was downright bitchy and nasty to Brittany, calling her a tramp and a slut, and worse. The 'in-crowd' of girls was either shunning Brittany and her friends, or were mocking them mercilessly. It was, by far, the least pleasant part of her whole change. Then, suddenly, she realized that girls had another bit of biological unpleasantness, and it struck her that, if she stayed a girl much longer, she'd have to deal with what she'd overheard girls describing as a nightmare of cramps, bloating, bleeding, and general hell. She started hoping that her period wouldn't occur this week.
"Hey, Brit," a voice called from the direction she wasn't looking.
Brit turned. She'd recognized the voice immediately. It was Ed Nathanson, Felicia Ormand's boyfriend. In this reality, Felicia was a friend, but not a really close one. In the old reality, Ed had been the casual friend. "Hey, Ed." One of his friends, Roger Swenson, was with him.
"Wendy said that you guys got a performance at the college Friday night. That's cool!"
Brittany smiled as she shrugged. "Yeah. I hope we do okay."
Roger grinned. "I wish it was at Shell Game, though. I'd love to see you guys play."
"Well, maybe we'll get a chance to play there soon," Brittany answered casually. She could tell, from the way that Roger was fawning at her, that he was more than a little interested. She found the thought repulsive; if she wanted anyone to be interested in her, it was Jason or Nick. And as soon as that thought entered her head, Brittany banished it with a shudder. She was _not_ interested in Jason or Nick as anything more than friends and part of the band. But of the two, another thought intruded - Jason was more her style.
Roger's and Ed's interest wasn't the first that Brittany had encountered. News of their gig at college had spread like wildfire, and she found herself a bit of a celebrity. She told herself that she hated the extra attention — mostly because she was a girl, but in her heart, when she really, honestly thought about it, she had to admit that it was fun to be the center of attention.
"Hey, Brit." Wendy and Erica had been part of the horde spilling out of the history class, and they saw Brittany waiting. "You're here early."
"Tiffany blew chunks all over the biology lab, so we got out of class a bit early," Brittany chuckled.
"Lucky you. We just finished a pop quiz," Erica complained.
"Ready for lunch?"
"After watching projectile vomit?" Brittany asked, wrinkling her nose in disgust. "I don't think I'm really hungry."
"You better get something. You don't want to be distracted by a rumbling stomach while you're trying to take a math test."
"Ugh! Thanks for reminding me!" Brittany complained. She and her friends turned to walk down the hall to the cafeteria. "Maybe I'll just get a salad." As they walked, she continued an earlier conversation. "So are you guys going to the dance Saturday?"
Wendy smiled. "I'm not sure. I think it'll be a lot of fun."
"Yeah. We might find some cute college guys!' Erica added gleefully.
"If your dad lets you," Brittany laughed.
"Yeah, there is that," Erica said with a smile.
Brittany found herself hoping that the girls would come to the dance. While she was unusually comfortable, she was still quite nervous about being a girl and performing at the college, surrounded as she would be with lots of older college boys — many of whom would — she slowly realized —be trying to hit on her. She felt a shiver run down her spine at the thought. Having Erica and Wendy at the dance would give her a feeling of security — assuming that they didn't decide to hook up with some college guy!
**********
"We'll be back after a short break," Brittany purred into the microphone as she gazed out into the dark room. She couldn't see much past the lights, but she knew, from drama class in high school, that she had to at least pretend to make eye contact with the crowd. She put the mic back in its stand, and then wiped her brow with the back of her hand.
Brittany almost bent over to put her guitar in its stand, but she remembered — at the last minute — that if she did, she'd give some guys a free view right up her skirt. Sighing to herself, she squatted and set her guitar down. "I need a Coke," she said as she straightened up.
Jason laughed. "Downside of being lead singer?"
Brittany chuckled. "That's one. My throat is dry, and I'm all sweaty." She strode off the stage and into a side room. Immediately the cacophony of hundreds of students talking was damped. She grabbed a bottle of soda, and then slumped wearily into a chair, being careful to cross her legs so anyone in the room wouldn't be able to see up her short, black, leather skirt. She wore a matching leather vest, open in front, over a red blouse that looked very much like a bustier with a push-up bra, showing more than a hint of cleavage. Her calves were wrapped in tight, high-heeled black leather boots over her fishnet stockings. Her choice of outfit for the night had practically sent her dad to the emergency room with a heart attack; if it hadn't been for her mother's intervention, her dad would have insisted that she dressed as modestly as a nun. She had on heavy makeup, to compensate for the bright stage lights; her mom had even had some helpful suggestions on makeup and jewelry to complete the look she wanted. Saturday morning before the concert, she'd gotten her hair cut into a little more radical, shorter, sassier style, and had deep reddish highlights added. With gaudy earrings, she looked the part of the band's name — "Radically Chick."
"We're nailing it," Vinny grinned between sips of water.
"I think they like us," Don said with a satisfied smile, sitting in another chair. He suddenly levered himself up. "I've got to take care of something."
Vinny laughed. "Me, too! My bladder is about to burst."
"I thought it was girls that went to the restroom in pairs," Brittany scoffed.
"Stuff it!" Don snapped quickly. "I wonder if there are any college girls who noticed us," he said reflectively.
"Da!" Nick smiled. "Maybe are girls interested in foreign guitar player in rock band!" he said playfully, having turned on his accent. "Perhaps should go to be seeing how many fans I have made with incredible guitar solos." With a slight swagger to his step, he strode out of the room, grinning like a Cheshire cat.
"Five bucks says he gets a girl tonight," Don said softly.
"That's a sucker bet," Jason answered sharply. "He knows how to work that accent. It'd be a surprise if he _doesn't_ get laid tonight." He shook his head. "I wonder if any girls noticed the rest of us."
Vinny sighed. "The only people I saw paying attention to anyone were all the guys gawking at Brit!"
Brittany felt a shudder course up and down her spine at that thought. "Well, if they are, they're going to be disappointed, because I'm definitely not interested in any of them!"
The guys left Brittany, sitting alone in the room, resting and sipping her soda. This was a good Saturday night — far better than she'd expected. Vinny was right — the crowd really liked the band, and they were being paid quite generously. Now, if they could manage to get another gig or two....
A knock interrupted her thoughts. "Excuse me?" The interloper was older, in his mid-twenties, but casually dressed like most of the college students.
"Can I help you?" Brittany asked carefully. Being a girl was still strange to her, so she was cautious.
"I'm Steve Fields. I'm ... a booking agent, which means I arrange musical entertainment for my clients."
Brittany was on her feet instantly. "Uh, hi," she said, eyes wide with surprise as she shook his hand. "I'm Brittany Williams."
Mr. Fields smiled. "Yes, I know. I read your flier."
"What can I do for you?"
"I was hoping that I could do something for you," Mr. Fields replied.
"Oh?" Brittany suddenly felt a little paranoid. "Something for us?"
"I represent a number of performance venues that book bands such as yours for live entertainment. I think you know one of them — Shell Game?"
"Who doesn't know of Shell Game?" Brittany replied, a bit sarcastically. "It's only the most popular hangout for teens in a three-county area."
"Yes, I know," Mr. Fields replied with a knowing smile. "They're one of the places that use my services."
"So, let me guess. You can get us booked at some nice places, where we might get more notice?" Brittany sounded very skeptical. "And ... what do you charge for your services?" she asked. Suddenly, she wished the guys were here with her. Mr. Fields was making her very nervous. She realized that, unlike Brandon, she was small and vulnerable.
Mr. Fields understood her hesitation. He laughed, holding up his left hand to display a ring. "No, nothing like that. I'm way too married to be chasing teenage girls." He pulled out a card from his shirt pocket. "I just wanted to give you my card. I hope you'll come by the office with some demo music next week. If you — and the rest of the band — wouldn't mind, I'd like to recommend you to the managers of a couple of my clients."
Inwardly, relief flooded over Brittany like a wave. "I can talk to the guys," she replied. "They might be interested." She didn't want to commit to anything more until she had a chance to talk with the rest of the band.
Mr. Fields nodded. "I understand. Have your manager give me a call, and we'll see if there's anything that might interest you."
"Um," Brittany hesitated, "we're kind of self-managed."
Fields shook his head, a sad smile on his face. "Do yourself a big favor and hire a manager. If my instincts are right, you kids are going places, and if you don't have a manager, this business is going to chew you up and spit you out."
"Uh, thanks," Brittany added.
"And give me a call." With that, Fields left the private area.
Brittany was thinking of what he'd said, and how to tell the guys, when the pressure in her bladder became too much to ignore. Sighing, she took one last swig of soda and stood. She knew it would be a gauntlet of guys, all interested in her, before she could make it to the ladies' restroom.
**********
The sunshine through the blinds was intolerable to Brittany; she tried to pull her covers over her head, and when that failed, buried her head under a pillow. For several long moments, she lay still, trying to get back to sleep, but eventually, she gave up and struggled to sit up. She sat, taking slow, deep breaths, her eyes half-shut, for quite a while as sleep drained away from her and her brain began to awaken.
For a moment, she wondered if last night hadn't been a dream, but as her neurons began firing more regularly, those thoughts drained away. The band _had_ played at the college dance. She shuffled to her dresser and opened her purse. Inside, to confirm the gig at which they'd played, she found a one-page folded paper with the check at the bottom and the receipt at the top. She remembered how she and the guys had stared at it, wide-eyed, grinning from ear to ear. It had been a very good night; the crowd had seemed to like the music. They'd certainly been very enthusiastic.
As she unfolded the check to look at it more closely, a card dropped to the floor. She bent over to pick it up, and her mind told her that it was the music booking agent. She realized that she'd forgotten to tell the guys. Not caring what time it was, she picked up her cell phone to remedy the situation.
"Jason? Brit," she said, sitting back on the edge of her bed. "Yeah, it was a good gig. Hey, I just remembered that during one of our breaks, I met a guy who said he's some kind of agent who finds bands for places. He specifically mentioned Shell Game, too." She realized that she'd been prattling on rapid-fire, so she paused to let Jason speak. "Yeah, I've got his card. A guy named Steven Fields. He said I should give him a call." Another pause. "I don't know. Anyway, we need to talk about it, because he said he wanted to recommend us to some of his clients."
"I don't know if he was talking about Shell Game," she continued, sounding exasperated. "Maybe. I guess we won't know until we call him, but I don't want to do that until we all agree."
"I guess nine-thirty would work. In the garage? Are you going to call Vinny, Nick, and Don?" She absently ran her fingers through her disheveled hair. "Okay, I'll see you guys about nine."
As soon as she hung up, Brittany checked the time. She had about an hour to get dressed and get some breakfast, and based on the previous week, that was going to be cutting it close.
Brittany smelled breakfast cooking as she walked to the kitchen. She smiled to herself; as a little girl, she used to love helping her dad cook his Sunday-morning breakfast once a week. It was a standing agreement that cooking time was private time for the two of them; Mom was banished to the television, her computer, or her garden. Even as she smiled at the fond memories, starting as long ago as she could remember, she winced. The magic changes were still surprising her with 'girl' memories of childhood. For a brief moment, she wondered how long it would be before she completely forgot that she had been Brandon, and all the 'boy' memories vanished. An icy shiver ran down her spine at that thought.
"Hi, Daddy," Brit said. "Smells good." It was becoming a lot less weird to call him 'Daddy'.
"I hope you don't mind that I started breakfast without you." He sounded a little hurt, like he missed having that special time with his little girl, and was disappointed that she wasn't helping him.
"I'm sorry," Brit apologized, feeling a pang of regret at having disappointed her dad. "I was up late last night."
"I know, sweetie," Dad said. "But I was also up late waiting and worrying, like parents are supposed to. Last night you said that you thought you'd done pretty well."
Brit smiled. "They were pretty enthusiastic. A lot of guys were telling me that we were good, and they hoped that we'd be playing at the college and Shell Game a lot more."
Dad's eyebrows rose. "How much of that was true fans, versus guys who were a little too interested in my princess?"
"Oh, Daddy," Brit laughed. "You worry too much!"
"I'm a father. I can't help it."
"A guy who's a talent scout for bands gave me his card last night. He thinks he can help us get auditions." She saw the worried frown on Dad's face. "He also suggested that we have a manager, so we don't get ripped off." She got a plate from the cupboard. "I hope you don't mind if I eat and run, but the guys are coming over to talk about the whole thing."
"That's okay. I know I have to start getting used to you not being around once you graduate and go to college." There was more than a hint of sadness in his voice.
"Could you be our manager?" Brit asked, pausing from pouring syrup on her waffle.
"I appreciate your confidence in me," Dad said, flattered by her request, "but I'm a physics teacher, and I'm not good with money. You know I let your mother handle the finances," he laughed, and then one eyebrow rose, indicating that he'd had a revelation. "Now there's an idea — why don't you ask Mom to be your manager. She worked as an accountant for a number of years, and then ran a whole purchasing department."
"That might work," Brit agreed eagerly. She was halfway done with her breakfast when the doorbell rang. She started to stand, but her dad beat her to it. "I'll get it." He opened the door to greet the visitor. "Good morning, Jason."
"Hey, Mr. Williams. Mmm, that smells good. I wish my dad would cook breakfast like that." Jason sat down at the table opposite Brittany.
"If you're hungry, I can dish up some eggs for you. But I'm afraid Brittany took the last waffle, so I'll have to mix up some more batter."
Jason shook his head. "Nah. I had a couple of donuts on the way over." He turned his attention to Brittany. "So, what's this about a talent scout or something?"
Brittany noticed that her dad's ears perked up so he could listen, too. She decided to ignore it; after all, he was trying to help her avoid getting hurt or taken advantage of. "He said he has a lot of clients that have him book their entertainment. Wedding receptions, dances, some clubs, and most importantly, Shell Game."
"What do you think?"
"How about if we wait for the other guys to get here?" Brit suggested. She finished a bite of waffle, and then pushed her plate away.
"What did you think about last night?" Jason changed topics. "I thought they really liked us."
"Yeah," Brit agreed. "A few guys asked where they could buy our music."
"Cool."
"Were you trying to sell some MP3s to that redhead you were drooling over?" Brit asked with a wry smile.
"I ... wasn't .... I mean, I was just talking to some girls ...." Jason sputtered, embarrassed, before he saw Brittany's smile and realized that she was teasing him. "Would you quit doing that?" he complained.
"Yeah, I know," Brit giggled. "You're more interested in your music than in girls."
"Not true," Jason replied, a smile spreading across his face. "There is at least one girl who's gotten my attention."
"If she does anything to distract you from playing in the band, I'll hit her."
Jason grinned. "I won't let you hit her! I wouldn't want to see our star singer getting hurt!" Brit couldn't help but see the implication of his comment. "Are you going to Shell Game with the girls tonight?"
Brittany shrugged. "I don't know. I hadn't decided yet."
"I ... we could ... that is, I could take you," Jason mumbled, barely able to look at Brittany as his cheeks reddened, embarrassed at trying to ask Brittany out in front of her father.
"It looks like Don and Vinny just pulled into the driveway," Dad said, interrupting Jason's attempt to get a date with Brittany.
Brit took one last swallow of juice before she pushed her chair back and walked outside, with Jason right behind her. Don and Vinny were crawling out of Don's car, so Brit walked directly to the garage. She saw Nick's motorcycle coming down the street. After pushing the buttons of the electronic combination lock, she opened the door and stepped inside, pausing only to turn on the lights.
While the guys were coming into the garage, Brit walked to her guitar, on its stand, and picked it up. Her touch on the instrument was almost a tender caress, a loving feel of adoration. In her mind, the concert of the previous evening was replaying, with all the lights and dancing, and the appreciative new fans who'd applauded them loudly at the end of the night. She found herself smiling at the memories.
"So, what's up?" Don interrupted her reverie. "Jason said something about a some kind of agent?" The impatience in his voice wasn't disguised.
Brittany sighed, enjoying one last second of the memories of singing and rocking on the stage, while playing her guitar . Other songs, she sang without playing anything, while Nick dazzled the crowd with his fantastic guitar riffs. She set her instrument down. "A guy who said he's a booking agent was at the dance. During one of our breaks, he gave me his card." She handed the card to Jason.
"Some kind of scam, maybe?" Nick sounded skeptical. "Trying to hit on our lead singer?" There was a look in his eyes that seemed to be jealousy of Brit receiving attention from another man.
Brittany decided to ignore the subtle meaning of Nick's comment. "No, I don't think so. He's pretty legit. This morning, I checked his website and Googled his company. It all seems on the level." She shrugged. "He's the booking agent for Shell Game, and he does a lot of business booking performers for weddings, bar mitzvahs, and such."
"What do you think?" Jason pointedly asked her.
"I think it's worth taking a chance. According to his website, the band doesn't pay. His clients pay him his fee separately, so it's not like he's a shark out to take a percentage from us."
Don considered the opportunity for a very brief moment. "Yeah, let's go for it."
Vinny, however, wasn't so quick. "I don't know," he began. "I'm not sure any of us have the experience to get into dealing with these kinds of guys. We could easily end up getting screwed." The others mused over his words before they nodded their agreement.
Brittany half chuckled. "Daddy said the same thing this morning. In fact, last night, the guy suggested that we get ourselves a manager to protect our interests."
"And I suppose that he has a 'friend' that he recommended?" Vinny asked sarcastically.
"Nope. All he suggested is that we get a manager," Brit answered.
"Do you have any ideas?" Jason asked.
"I asked my dad," Brit replied, "and he said no, that he's not a business type. But he did suggest my mom."
"Your mom?" Don was surprised.
"She did accounting and business work for a long time," Brit said. "Have you got any ideas yourself?" She sounded more defensive than she'd intended, or realized.
The guys glanced among themselves, and then looked back at Brittany, shaking their heads. "Not really."
"I'll ask her, then. And what about the booking agent?" Again, there were no objections, or if so, they weren't vocalized. "Okay, I'll call and leave a message and see when we can meet with him." Brittany suddenly realized that she was going to change back to being Brandon at midnight. She wondered if that would make any difference with a meeting. After only a second's hesitation, she decided that she'd just have to take that chance.
"Great," Jason said with a smile. "Now, since we're all here, Don and I got a new number we should try out."
Brittany glanced at her watch. "This early on Sunday morning? It'll drive the neighbors nuts."
"So we turn the amps down a bit. Besides, isn't that why your dad had the garage soundproofed and insulated? So we could practice year-round and not bug the neighbors — or him?"
"That's what he _said_ it was for. I think he just wanted to keep a closer eye on his little girl!" Jason teased.
"Who isn't such a little girl anymore," Nick added with a wink at Brittany. He turned on the amps, and then adjusted the sound settings.
Brittany chuckled. "I don’t think he likes our type of music, and he wanted peace and quiet himself." She turned and walked to the microphone, taking her place so the group could jam, while Nick did a few chords and riffs to warm up.
**********
Brandon strode through the hallway toward the lunchroom. So far, school was normal; like last time he'd changed back, no-one remembered Brittany, and many of the kids had memories of Brandon hanging out with them at Shell Game on Saturday night.
"Hey, Brandon, wait up," he heard behind him. He paused and turned to see Wendy walking quickly to catch up to him.
Brandon smiled. He couldn't help smiling around Wendy. She was always so pert and cheerful, and pretty, too. He was lucky to have her as his girlfriend.
As soon as she caught up, Brandon resumed strolling toward the cafeteria, with Wendy at his side. "I had fun dancing Saturday," she said happily.
"So did I," Brandon lied. Memories of dancing with Wendy at Shell Game were faint, and were conflicting with his memories of Brittany playing at the college. "But I wish we could play there."
"If you were playing, I wouldn't get to dance with you," Wendy complained with a playful pout on her face.
"That _would_ be a big downside," Brandon laughed. Inside, he was thinking that if he were playing — as Brittany and 'Radically Chick' — Wendy would be her BFF, not a girlfriend. The thought was both disturbing and calming — disturbing in that he'd lose a girlfriend, but calming in that she'd never notice the reality change. The upside would be that they'd get noticed as a band, and maybe score some bigger performances.
"Hey, Brandon," one of the guys from the football team called out, "is your band ever going to play anywhere so we could hear you? Or are you guys the sound of silence?" He was laughing out loud as he mocked Brandon and ’Living with Attitudes.’
Brandon scowled. It was the usual heckling from some of the so-called cool kids. Brandon had long ago learned to not let them get under his skin, even if it did remind him of how little ’Living with Attitudes’ had played in public. "Up yours," he snapped. He wanted to say more, but he knew it would probably be overheard or reported, and then he'd get in trouble — probably with a detention.
"Ignore him," Wendy said as she grasped Brandon's arm and leaned her head onto his shoulder. "He's just a jerk, like all the jocks."
"I know. But they're still annoying."
"If school was over, I'd let you drive me home so we could make out in my driveway. That'd take your mind off things," Wendy purred suggestively.
"You're making me wish it _was_ after school," Brandon replied eagerly.
"Okay, so you'll pick me up after school?"
Brandon started to reply, but he had to force himself to think of his priorities. He had to get to the booking agent's office after school. "I have an errand to run. How about if you come along with me, and then we can go ... have some fun?"
Wendy clutched his arm tighter. "Sounds like a plan to me."
**********
Brandon glanced at Wendy, sitting in the passenger seat. She smiled at him, and he gave her a big grin. "Where are we going?" she asked.
"I heard of a booking agent that arranges gigs for bands. I wanted to give him some of our demos, so maybe he can book us for some performances."
"Where would he book you?" Wendy asked, curious.
"Weddings, bar mitzvahs, civic group dances, that sort of thing. And I heard that he books bands for Shell Game, too."
"That's be great. Except ...."
"Except what?" Brandon asked, his curiosity piqued by Wendy's unspoken comment.
"If you're playing there, we can't dance!" she said with a pout.
"If we get a gig playing there, I promise I'll make it up to you."
Wendy leaned over and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. "I'll hold you to that promise," she purred.
"First thing, though, is he needs to listen to our music. We're just another garage band to most people," Brandon said with a sigh. He was feeling less and less confident of meeting the booking agent with every passing minute. It was a short drive from school to Mr. Fields' office. He pulled his car into a parking spot and shut off the ignition.
"Nervous?" Wendy guessed accurately.
Brandon nodded. "Yeah."
She leaned over and gave him another quick kiss. "Don’t' be. You guys are good."
"Yeah, I guess so." He opened his door. "Let's get this over with."
Inside, the receptionist looked up from her computer at him, a bored expression on her face. "May I help you?" she asked in a less-than-friendly tone.
"Yeah," Brandon started hesitantly. "I wanted to talk with Mister Fields about my band, to see if he might be able to help us get performances."
The receptionist looked disdainfully at him. "Mister Fields isn't available at the moment. If you would give me a copy of your press kit and some demo music, I'll see that it gets to him."
"Uh, we don't have a press kit," Brandon admitted.
The receptionist sighed, rolling her eyes. "Do you at least have some music samples I can give him?"
Brandon hastily pulled a memory stick from his pocket. "We've got a lot of our work on here. It may not be the best sound, because we recorded it in my garage, but it's some of our original works and some where we've done other songs."
The receptionist took the memory stick and dropped it on in a mail basket. Brandon's heart sank when he saw several thick envelopes in the basket, with what were obviously demo CDs and memory sticks. ’Living With Attitudes’ was just another hopeful band in a large pool, he realized.
"Thanks," Brandon said half-heartedly, before he and Wendy walked out of the office. As they crawled into the car, Brandon shook his head. "That doesn't look very hopeful."
Wendy shrugged. "How about if I go cheer you up a little?"
Brandon had a flash of insight. Mr. Fields would have alerted his receptionist to watch for ’Radically Chick’, since he had personally talked to Brittany. But ’Living with Attitudes’ was just another band that he'd never heard. The wheels in his mind were turning rapidly as a plan formed. "I've got a better idea. How about if we swing by your house to pick up your swim suit, and then we'll go to that water park — Bikini Beach — and play for a bit. And _then_ we can go make out?"
Wendy smiled. "That sounds like fun. I love that place."
Brandon smiled to himself. Apparently, Wendy didn't know of the magic. He could change, and she'd be none the wiser. And while changed, he could try to call or text Mr. Fields about ’Radically Chick’. He had a feeling, though, that a change to meet with Mr. Fields would end up being for longer than just a day or two.
A few minutes later, Brandon walked to the ticket booth at Bikini Beach. "I'll get your ticket, too," he promised Wendy. He wasn't surprised to find Anya working in the booth.
"I was expecting you," she said to Brandon with a grin.
"Yeah, I guessed," he admitted. There was no surprising this girl. "You know why I'm here, then?"
"You're planning to change for a while again, to see if Mr. Fields remembers 'Radically Chick', and if he'll listen and agree to book you."
"Yeah, that's about it," Brandon agreed. "If, after the changes, he's still interested in the band."
"He will be," Anya replied confidently. "And Wendy?"
Brandon shook his head. "She doesn't know."
"It's probably best that way."
"Yeah. So how long a pass do I need this time?"
"A week should do," Anya answered without hesitation.
The confidence in her voice sent a shiver down Brandon's spine. She knew things that she wasn't telling him. "Okay," he agreed, pulling out his wallet. He took the passes, and handed one to Wendy.
"I'll meet you in the plaza," she said, standing on her tiptoes to give him a quick kiss.
Brandon had a momentary pang of regret at what he was going to do. As soon as he changed, Wendy would be Brittany's best friend, not Brandon's girlfriend. There wouldn't be any of the kiss that he'd just received, nor of the sex that she'd hinted about for later. But the band — he pushed aside the distracting thoughts about Wendy and focused on what it would mean to the band.
Before she left the locker room, after changing into a girl, Brittany checked her cell phone. She wasn't surprised, somehow, to find a text from Mr. Fields acknowledging his receipt of 'Radically Chick's demo material. With a huge grin, she put her phone in her purse, locked it and her clothes inside a locker, and strode out to the plaza to meet Wendy, her BFF. The two of them would have fun — just two friends out for a relaxing day — riding the slides and tubes, and lounging around in hammocks.
**********
"I heard you guys played at the college last weekend," one of the girls said as she passed Brittany and Wendy in the hallway. School was out, and they were walking out to their cars.
Brittany grinned. "Yeah. It was a blast."
"Did you meet any cute college guys?" another girl asked in a suggestive tone.
Wendy laughed. "She was up on stage performing all night. But _I_ did!"
"You were there?" A small crowd was forming around Wendy and Brittany.
"It was an open dance, so Gwen, Erica, and I went." She grinned. "We all danced with a bunch of cute guys."
"Oooh!" the girls cooed.
"Did they like you guys?" one asked Brit.
"I think so," Brit answered, trying but failing to be modest. "The head of the social committee even talked about booking us for their winter dance."
"Cool!"
"I've got to run to meet with a booking agent," Brittany excused herself. Inwardly, she was delighted at the positive attention. It was like she was a bit of a celebrity. It felt nice after having languished in obscurity for so long as Brandon and ’Living with Attitudes.’
As soon as she walked into Mr. Fields' outer office, the receptionist looked up and greeted her. "You must be the girl from 'Radically Chick'," she said.
"Brittany Williams," Brit introduced herself. "Yes, I'm part of the group."
"Mister Fields said you'd probably be stopping by. I'll let him know you're here."
Brittany's eyes widened. She was going to see Mr. Fields, without an appointment? He must have been impressed with the band's performance at the college dance. It was such a difference from how Brandon had been received. "Okay," she replied. She started to walk to a seat.
Mr. Fields came out of his office before Brittany could sit down. "Hi," he said as he shook her hand. "Glad you could make it by. I was about to call you."
"But ...." Brittany was confused. How could he have called her? He had given her _his_ card, not vice-versa.
Fields read her confusion. "I took the liberty of getting your number from Ms. Downs at the college." He gestured for her to go into his office, and to take a seat opposite his desk. "She was kind enough to send me the demo music you'd provided her."
"Oh?" The surprises were coming at Brittany non-stop.
"I liked what I heard Saturday, and I liked what I heard on the demos. I'm pretty sure I can arrange an audition with the manager at Shell Game — if you're interested."
Brittany's eyes nearly popped out of their sockets. "If we're interested? Hell, yes!" she answered enthusiastically. "That's, like, a primo spot for a band to play!"
Mr. Fields smiled. "I thought so." He picked up his phone and dialed. "Hey, Doug? It's Steve. Listen, I've got a pretty hot band that I think you'd be interested in hearing." He smiled at Brittany. "They played a dance at the college last weekend. The college kids seemed to really like them." He frowned a bit. "That's kind of short notice, isn't it?" A pause. "No, I understand. I'll see what I can do. Talk to you later." He hung up the phone. Before Brittany could ask, he explained, "Mr. McNeil would like to meet you guys and hear what you've got."
"That's great!" Brittany exclaimed. "But ...?" She'd seen the expression on Fields' face.
"He'd like to see you guys tonight if at all possible."
Brittany thought for a moment, considering what she knew about the guys' schedules. "Give me a sec," she answered. She pulled out her phone and began to frantically tap out a message. "I just texted the guys to see if they're free. And my mom."
"Your mom?" Fields was confused.
"She's agreed to be our manager."
Fields frowned. It was more than clear that he wasn't impressed with the thought of a parent as a manager. Parents as managers were usually a royal pain the ass. "Don't you think ...?"
Brittany knew what he was going to say. "She used to work in accounting and purchasing. She knows her stuff."
Fields relaxed visibly at Brittany's explanation. "Okay. Let's see what your band says."
In short order, Brittany had answers from everyone. "We're all good," she announced. "What time should we be there?"
"Seven thirty."
"Does he want us to audition live," Brittany continued her questioning, "or just meet us and hear some MP3s we recorded?"
"Just meet and listen. No formal audition." Mr. Fields smiled confidently. "Your demos are good, and it would be asking too much to have you move your gear, set up, and then audition."
"If he wanted an audition, he could always see us in our garage."
"Your garage?"
Brit chuckled. "Yeah, I know — it sounds kind of trite. But my dad had the garage insulated and sound-proofed, and he put in an air conditioner. He even installed some acoustic panels for the ceiling and walls so it wouldn't echo. It's really not bad — we record our stuff there."
"Your dad must like your music. Either that, or he's spoiling his little girl."
Brit laughed out loud. "I think it's the latter. He's not too fond of our music. And he doesn't like to hear the neighbors complaining."
"You'll meet Mr. McNeil at Shell Game tonight, then, at seven-thirty." Fields rose, indicating that the meeting was over. "Do you, by chance, have any pictures or video of the band performing?"
Brit thought a moment. "I'll check with my friends, who were at the dance. They might have something. If they do, I'll be sure to bring it."
"Sounds good." He walked Brittany to his office door. "When you meet tonight, just be yourselves. Sometimes, it can be intimidating to interview. Just relax."
"We'll try." Brit was starting to feel butterflies in her stomach just thinking about an interview at Shell Game. She hoped that she and the guys could be composed.
**********
The walls of the office were full signed mementos and pictures from various bands that had played at Shell Game, including some framed photos of bands which had started their careers there. The man who greeted them grinned as he noticed the awestruck looks on the faces around him. "I'm Doug McNeil, manager of this humble little establishment." His attempt at humor didn't do anything to put the kids at ease.
"Brittany Williams," Brit answered, shaking his hand. "I play guitar, and I'm the lead singer."
"Jason Green. Bass guitar and vocals." He shot a quick glance at Brittany when she claimed to be 'lead vocals'. They alternated singing lead, depending on the song, and he was a little upset that she had claimed to be the only lead vocalist.
"Vinny Rascone. I play drums."
"Don Ellison, keyboard."
"I'm Nikolai Belakov," Nick introduced himself. He was letting his natural accent come through, with just a hint of his foreign origin. "I play guitar."
Mr. McNeil turned to Brittany's mom. "And you are ...?"
"Anne Williams," she said in a warm but professional tone. "I got drafted to be their manager."
"Oh?" Doug's eyebrows shot up at the news. He noted that she had the same last name as the lead singer. He wondered if she was a 'stage mom'.
Anne chuckled at his reaction. "The kids don't have any business experience. I've been in contracts and procurement for most of my working career, so I'm here to help them out a little." She smiled. "Of course, that won't help if you don't like their music."
Mr. McNeil guffawed at her comment. It was the perfect light-hearted thing to say to keep tension down. He was in his mid-forties, fit, but with a receding hairline. He didn't quite look the part of a businessman at present, but it was easy to imagine him in a suit and tie in a corporate meeting room. "Have a seat, please," he said, gesturing to the chairs. He eased himself into a large, leather chair behind his desk. "So you guys are 'Radically Chick'?"
The kids sat down, visibly uncomfortable, while Brittany's mom eased herself gracefully into a chair. She wore a professional skirt and blouse; she knew that first impressions were very important. She had guessed — correctly, it turned out — that a business suit would have been a bit too much.
"Yes, sir," Jason answered. He sounded too formal and stiff.
"How did you come up with the name?" he asked, staring pointedly at Brittany.
"It was Jason's idea," Brittany said sheepishly. "He said I was just too radical a chick for the kind of music they were playing when I met them."
"Yeah. She helped us change our sound a lot, so the name kind of stuck."
"Is this your first audition?" Mr. McNeil asked.
"Yes, sir," Brittany answered stiffly. This might be their big break, and she was extremely nervous.
Mr. McNeil laughed. "No need to be formal. I don't bite." He leaned back and interlocked his hands behind his head. "Steve says that I might want to give you guys a listen. In fact," he chuckled, "he's rather insistent about it." He watched the gulps of nervousness in the band. "How many gigs have you guys played?"
Jason spoke up. "Two. One was a wedding reception for my cousin, and then we played at the college dance last weekend."
"Steve told me about the college dance." He tried to smile in a way that would put the kids at ease, but it was having no effect. "I called the student association," he reported. The surprised glance the kids gave each other bespoke their amateur status. "Ms. Downs thought very highly of you. She said that, unlike many of their past dances, people weren't leaving early, but were dancing and enjoying themselves right up to the end."
"It was pretty crowded the whole night," Don admitted, sounding a bit nervous.
"She even said that she's recommended hiring you for another dance later this fall."
Don's, Vinny's, and Jason's eyes went wide with surprise. Nick managed to stay neutral. Conspicuously, Brittany didn't seem surprised. McNeil realized that she had probably been alerted to that possibility by Steve Fields. "I hope you brought some demo music for me to listen to."
Brittany nodded. "Yes, sir," she answered, digging in her purse and handing a thumb drive to Mr. McNeil.
They expected him to put the thumb drive into his computer. Instead, he spun his chair and inserted the USB drive into a pretty decent stereo. He pushed a few buttons, and in moments, the sound of the band reverberated through the office, surprisingly loud. He listened for a bit, and then he pressed a button to skip forward to another track. After five or six songs, he shut off the music. He turned back to the group, and saw that the kids were all on the edges of their seats, their expressions anxious.
"You guys have a pretty good sound, a very ... unique sound," Mr. McNeil said casually. "I can see why Ms. Downs wants to have you come back." He smiled. "You’ve got a sultry, yet edgy, sound that is missing in a lot of bands. It's ... interesting."
"Does that mean you like us?" Vinny asked, unable to contain his anxiety.
Mr. McNeil laughed. "Let's just say that Steve was right. I'm interested."
Anne raised an eyebrow. "Is this the point where you start to hint that you might have some openings, and then hope the band will take a weekend for a low fee and you'll maximize your profits?"
Brittany stared at her mom, her mouth agape with shock. She _knew_ her mom's businesslike approach was going to get them kicked out of the office, and ruin their chances to land a performance at Shell Game.
Instead, McNeil smiled and chuckled. "I see why they want you to be their manager. Actually, I'm willing to give you a good fee if you can open Friday night."
"Oh?" Anne was surprised at his candor. "That's pretty short notice."
He shrugged. "Let me be frank with you guys. I already checked up on you, and I have two very good recommendations. I'd like to have you play." He smiled at Anne. "Now if you had come in like a pompous stage-mom, or a pushy manager ...."
Brittany felt her heart pounding. It sounded very much like they were going to play at Shell Game. Then she saw her mom's cautious expression.
"I take it that you're in a bit of a bind and are rather anxious to have the kids play," Anne said simply.
"That's a good guess." McNeil shrugged. "I lost my opening band for Friday night, and circumstances conspired against me. The guys I have as a standby band are playing a private gig. So, yeah, I'm in a bit of a bind."
"You want the kids to play Friday night." Anne nodded. "How much?"
"Simple, to the point. I like that," McNeil chuckled. He wrote a figure on a paper and presented it to Anne.
Brittany was anxious for her mom to agree. She was ready to give anything to play at Shell Game. From the quick glance she stole at the other guys, she knew that they were, too.
"How many sets? How frequent, and how long are the breaks? Do the kids have to pay their own cover? Will they have to pay for their own refreshments? I presume you have a backstage room for them to rest between sets?"
McNeil laughed aloud. "For someone who just got drafted, you know your stuff."
"I like to do my research so I'm prepared."
"Two sets, with a fifteen minute break on the hour. They play from eight until ten, when the main band will play. I've got a small green room for them between sets — with facilities — and light refreshments are provided on the house."
Brittany's mom scribbled a few numbers on the paper and pushed it back toward McNeil. "How about this flat fee, and a percentage of the door?"
McNeil frowned. "That's a little greedy, isn't it? Especially for an opening band without a lot of paid performances?"
Anne smiled. "I did a little more checking. With your average Friday night attendance, it'll work out about the same. I know what kind of numbers your main act drew the last two times they performed here. If these kids can help pack the house, you'll get a lot more at the door. If they don't draw as well as you're hoping, you don't lose as much," she explained. "It's a win-win."
McNeil scratched his chin for a moment. "That sounds pretty good." He looked at the kids. "Do you have any advertising material? Posters, pictures?"
Brittany shook her head. "No," she admitted. "We never got that far."
McNeil smiled. "If you kids could get out and do some advertising, even on such short notice, you'll be increasing your profits. I know a printer that can do a pretty good job, quickly, and at a good price." He saw the look of confusion on the kids' faces. "If you kids help pack the house, I make money, too. It's in my interest to help you."
Half an hour later, with a contract in hand, Brittany climbed into her mom's car. As she shut the door, she turned toward her mother. "Thanks."
Anne smiled at her daughter. "What are mothers for?" Mom put the car in gear and eased out of the parking spot. Even early on a weeknight, the parking lot of Shell Game was filling quickly. "Hey, why don't you have the guys meet at the house for a few minutes?" Anne suggested. "There are a few things we should talk about."
"Like what?" Brittany was confused.
"Tips to help you guys start earning some money and getting name-recognition," Anne said with a smile.
A few minutes later, the band was gathered around the kitchen table. "Okay, Mom," Brittany started, "what's on your mind?" She could almost hear the wheels turning in her mother's mind.
"First," Anne began, "you guys need to get word out to your friends and pack that place Friday. Everyone you know. Friends, friends of friends, relatives, third-cousins' college roommate’s girlfriends — everyone."
Nick laughed. "Cousins are little far away," he said, his accent turned on full for effect. "Don't think they will come."
"Second, you need to get some advertising done, as in yesterday. You'll want posters and fliers to post around town. Schools, the malls — everywhere someone will post it." She saw the nods. "Do you know someone who could do a professional job with some pictures, in a hurry?"
Brittany started to shake her head, but then she remembered something. "At the park the other day, I overheard Anya talking with another girl about pictures for some new ad copy for the park. I can ask Anya. She might have a lead."
"Call her tonight," Anne directed. "And see if she knows a printer who can turn around the job in a few hours. Mr. McNeil suggested one, but it'd be a good idea to have other options if they’re cheaper."
"Okay."
"You guys know any nerdy types who could update your web site?" Anne continued.
"What's wrong with our web site?" Jason asked defensively.
"It doesn't have zing," Anne said simply. "You'll want to sell songs and merchandise from the site. You'll probably want a free download spot, too, so you can spotlight a song or two to generate more interest. You need to post some pictures, too." She glanced around the table. "The whole idea is to start building a fan base, so that when you do perform, you automatically attract a lot of followers. They'll buy songs, and more importantly if you want money, they'll buy merchandise. The real money, from the way I see it, is from live performances and merchandise, not from selling songs on the Internet. I'll start talking to people about getting T-shirts and such made, to see what it would cost."
"That's going to cost us a bunch," Don whistled as he contemplated what Mrs. Williams was suggesting.
Anne smiled. "With the exposure you're going to have from Shell Game, you'll more than make up for the merchandise costs." She shook her head sadly. "Too bad you don't have enough lead time, or you could sell T-shirts and CDs at the show." She sighed. "Oh, well. Next time."
Brittany was no longer hearing what her mom had to say. She was mentally picturing herself on the posters, with her in front of the band, posing in a sea of artificial fog and a dark backdrop, with multi-colored lights shining down on 'Radical Chick’. Those images alternated with visions of autographing T-shirts and CDs for fans crowded around her. She had a far-off look as she relished the visions.
**********
"It'll work a lot better this way," Brit insisted. "Just try it a couple of times."
Vinny and Don were starting to get a little testy. "It sounds fine the way it is," Don countered, barely hiding his frustration.
"Let's just try, okay?" Brittany tried to turn on the charm.
"We can try, but it's pretty late to try to add this to what we're performing Friday," Vinny groused. "We've only got a few more hours tonight and tomorrow night to practice."
"I don't think we should waste our time. If we don't change it, we're ready. If we change it like _you_ want," Don didn't hide his distaste at the fact that Brittany was pushing for the change, "then we might not be able to get it polished."
"Let's go ahead and try it," Jason spoke up. "You heard what Mr. McNeil said — we've got an edgy, sultry sound, and Brit plays it well. It might be better." He looked at Nick. "What do you think?"
Nick shrugged. "Since it doesn't change the melody, I don't care." He shot a quick smile toward Brittany, to let her know that he was backing her. Jason saw the look, and he frowned. He hoped that Brittany wasn't attracted to Nick; he hoped instead that she was interested in him.
Don sighed heavily; he didn't like feeling like he was being pushed around. "Okay, I guess we can try. But we can't waste a lot of time on it."
Jason picked up his bass and got by a microphone. "Brit, do you have the recorder on?"
Brittany pressed a button. "Yeah."
Vinny got the beat in his head, and then pounded out a four-count intro tempo on the drums. The band came alive as one. Momentarily, at least, the five kids had forgotten their squabbling and arguing, and they put their hearts into making music.
As the final notes of the song echoed and faded, Brit turned off the recorder. She shot a glance at Jason, who was grinning at her. He obviously liked the changes. She looked toward Vinny, who was scowling, and then Don, who seemed to be undecided. "Let's see how it sounds," she suggested. She didn't notice that her suggestion sounded more like a command. She pressed the 'play' button.
As soon as the song had played back, she turned toward the other guys, a look of triumph on her face. "What do you think?" she asked, her tone and expression hinting strongly that she liked the change and expected them to agree.
"I like it," Jason said with a smile.
"He would," Don whispered to Vinny. "He'll go along with anything she says."
"Yeah," Vinny agreed in a very hushed tone. "Totally whipped. I'll bet you five that Nick goes with her, too." He turned to see Brit looking at him. "I guess it's okay," he said aloud, "but I don't see what's wrong with the other way."
"It's a lot more seductive," Jason said, defending Brittany's changes. "It's sexier."
"I think it works," Nick agreed.
"I don’t see it," Don said. "I don't think it makes a difference."
Brittany's face lit up. "Okay, so it's settled. We'll do it this way, and we'll work it into the performance Friday night."
"I thought we all had a say," Vinny said caustically and softly.
Brittany overheard the comment she wasn't supposed to hear. "You guys said it was okay!" she said critically. "I'm just going with what you said."
"Don and I said we didn't see a lot of difference," Vinny rebutted sharply. "We didn't say that we liked it."
"If you don't like my suggestions," Brittany stated, her voice rising in anger, "then why don't you just say so?"
"Guys," Jason interrupted, "calm down. It's one minor change to one song! We've got a ton of other songs to perform, so let's not overreact."
"Minor change? She rewrote half the lyrics and changed the tempo!" Vinny snapped to Jason, as if Brittany wasn't present.
"Calm down, Vinny," Jason continued. "We've been working really hard this week to get everything ready for Friday. We're all tired and on edge. Let's not tear each other apart, okay?"
Vinny stared at Brittany, his eyes narrowed with anger. Slowly, he let his shoulders relax. "Yeah, I guess you're right."
Don glared at Brittany, but after a moment, his expression softened and he nodded. "Okay." He sighed heavily. "I guess we _are_ kind of edgy about Friday."
Brittany smiled pleasantly. "It has been pretty hectic, hasn't it? Getting the photo shoot done, getting the posters distributed, getting everyone we know to come." She sat down on a stool. "At least we won't have to do that stuff again when we get our next gig."
"How are things on the web site?" Brittany asked Don, trying to divert the conversation.
Don smiled for the first time in over an hour. "I checked just before I came over. Over five hundred downloads of our demo songs, and at least fifty purchased songs. And one download was from Germany! It looks like word is spreading pretty quickly from our friends."
Jason winced. "That hardly pays for what we had to shell out for the web site — and the publicity pictures." He frowned. "That ate up everything we made from the college dance, and then some!"
"It's already starting to pay back," Brittany reminded him. "Mom was right — we'll make a lot on merchandise and songs. Too bad we couldn't get T-shirts done in time."
"We're lucky Anya's friend Randy would do a last-minute photo shoot for us," Jason reminded her. "And I think your mom was right about the posters — we've got probably forty or fifty extras that we can sell Friday night, and if we don't sell them there, we can try to sell them on-line."
Don bristled at the reminder of the photo shoot. In his opinion, Brittany had been a camera-hog, always trying to be front-and-center in the shots, as if she was the most important member of the band. She had really glammed herself up, even more than at the college dance. But he had to admit that the pictures — and the resulting poster — had come out great. While he thought she was becoming a bit egotistical, she seemed to be a natural in front of the camera.
"I put up posters and fliers on the east side of town," Nick reported. "Damn, I hope we get a good turn-out."
"Mom's idea to put our web address on the posters should help," Brittany purred. "They can check out our music, and then, if they like us, they'll come."
"Let's run through a couple of numbers once more," Don said. "Then I've got to get home. It's already late, and I've still got homework to do." Privately, he didn't want to be around Brittany and her arrogant attitude any longer that evening. He told himself it was because they were all tired and edgy, but he wasn't sure he believed his own excuse.
"In a sec," Brittany said. "I've got to run inside for a minute." There was no doubt as to what she meant. She strode quickly back to the house.
"I thought it sounded better," Jason said as soon as Brittany had gone. "She's got a very sexy voice."
"Yeah," Nick said, sounding like he was far away dreaming. "And she was really hot on stage at the gig."
"I bet a lot of the guys thought the same thing," Don observed. "But I think it's going to her head. She's getting pushy."
"Like how?" Jason bristled. He wanted to defend Brittany against Don's attack.
"Like changing all the music to feature herself," Vinny chimed in. "Like pushing her way to the front of all of the pictures."
"She's not getting pushy!" Jason retorted angrily. "We're all just tired."
"And you two are fawning all over her like lovesick puppies!" Don added, glaring at Nick and Jason.
"We're not ...." Nick started to rebut.
"What's next? You two dueling over her hand?" Vinny shook his head. "All you're doing is encouraging her to step on _all_ of us! But you can't see it because you're both chasing her."
Jason scowled at Don and Vinny. It was true that he really liked Brittany. In fact, it was no secret that he wanted to date her. But she wasn't interested in being more than friends — at least not with him. But with Nick? He turned his head and looked at their guitarist. Was she interested in Nick?
Jason saw Nick giving him the same suspicious stare. Slowly, the two realized that Vinny was right — they both wanted to go out with Brittany. And the rivalry was slowly heating up. But was it going to affect the band?
"Just knock it off, so we can play as a band," Don snarled. "If you two start fighting over her, it'll cause hard feelings, and then we won't have a band anymore."
"Okay," Jason said reluctantly. He had no intention of giving up on Brittany, but he could be more discrete, and not be so obvious when the band was together. He glanced at Nick.
"Da," Nick said simply.
**********
Brittany took a huge swig from a water bottle, savoring the feeling of the cool liquid on her throat as she swallowed. She purred contentedly as she sat in a fat, overstuffed chair, relaxing between sets.
"They love us," Jason said enthusiastically. "They really love us!"
"Let's go see if we can sell some more autographed posters," Vinny chimed in. "We sold over half of them during our break." He glanced around. "Where's Nick?"
Don laughed. "He went out to talk with some friends."
McNeil walked into the green room, beaming. "You guys really helped draw an early crowd tonight," he said happily.
"We've got a lot of friends," Jason replied with a chuckle.
"As long as they pay, I don't care if they're left-handed midget cannibals!" McNeil roared.
Jason grinned. "If they were cannibals, they wouldn't buy any of your concessions, and you'd lose repeat customers!"
"True," McNeil chuckled. "If you guys don't mind, I'm going to call your manager about future openings to play."
The group exchanged surprised looks, and then, as one, turned toward McNeil. "Cool!" "Yeah." "All right!"
"I'll take that as a yes, then. You guys are doing great." He turned and left the green room.
Don smiled. "Let's go make some money," he said to Vinny and Jason. The three guys walked eagerly out to the crowded club.
Brittany sighed and luxuriated in the soft, comfortable chair. She'd been on her feet, dancing and prancing around the stage as they performed for their two sets, and she wanted nothing more than to rest for a bit. The college dance had been an education in how physically demanding it could be to perform, and this was a reminder. If anything, with the two new numbers they were doing, and her slightly more radical look, Brittany was strutting about the stage even more, which meant that she was even more fatigued.
"Excuse me," a male voice interrupted Brittany's temporary reverie. She turned her head toward the door.
The man standing in the door was a little younger than Mr. McNeil, but unlike Mr. McNeil, the man was dressed more casually, like a man out for a good time at a night club. "You're with the band, 'Radically Chick'?" the man asked, certain of the answer.
Brittany nodded. "Yeah," she answered warily. She didn't know who this man was, or what his intentions were.
The man stepped to her chair and extended his hand. "Chris Jackson. I'm with a recording studio." He mentioned the name, and Brittany's eyes widened. The company wasn’t huge, by any stretch, but they were well known.
Brittany shook his hand, her heart fluttering at the implications of a record producer wanting to talk to her. This was like every dream come true — "Pleased," Brit answered as she shook his hand. "What can I do for you?"
Mr. Jackson handed Brittany his business card. "May I?" he asked, gesturing toward a chair adjacent to hers.
"Sure," she said with a shrug.
"Do you mind if I ask, who writes your lyrics?" he asked as he sat down.
"Mostly Jason and I," Brit replied. "Why?"
"Let's cut to the chase. I got a recommendation from Steve Fields to come and listen to you guys. I like what I hear. You have a good sound, and your lyrics are good, too." He paused a moment, thinking of how to say what he needed to say. "How tight is your band? Have you guys been playing together long? Are you guys friends?"
Brittany was confused. "We've been friends for years. Why?"
Mr. Jackson thought a moment. "I'd like to get you in the studio for an audition with a couple of my senior producers," he said carefully.
Brit was stunned. "Audition? Wow! Wait till I tell the guys!" she squealed with delight.
Mr. Jackson flinched. "Not the guys. Just you. I want to get _you_ in for an audition."
"But ... we're a band!" Brit protested. "We've been together for a long time." Already, though, in the back of her mind, she was wondering if the guys would stand in her way if she auditioned solo.
"Let's be honest," Mr. Jackson said bluntly. "Backup bands are a dime a dozen. But someone with your songwriting and singing talent — that's rare. You've got a rare combination of sultry sex appeal and hard-edge rock-n-roll that can go a long ways in the business."
Brit's head was spinning. This was almost unbelievable. A record producer was interested in the band. No, she corrected herself, he was interested in her. And that could be the start of a music career, a huge break into a world of fame and glamour. "But ... we're a band! We've been together for over three years. I can't break up the band!"
"This could be a huge break for you," he said, a siren song to lure Brit to an audition. "If you won't come in solo, though, I suppose I _might_ be able to get management interested in auditioning the whole band." His tone suggested that he wasn't even going to try that avenue. It was her, solo, or nothing.
"I don't know ...." Brittany said, hesitating. "I mean, they're my friends!"
Mr. Jackson stood abruptly and shook her hand once more. "Think about it. Seriously."
As he departed, Brit stood, semi-dazed. She could audition — solo - maybe land a recording contract. But it would probably mean turning her back on her friends. Could she do that? The disturbing thing was that she was even considering it.
**********
It felt weird, in a way, to not feel breasts tugging at his chest as he lay on his bed, trying to eke out the last few seconds of rest before starting another hectic school day. Brandon mused at that curious thought, and the fact that after two weeks of being Brittany, wearing only his boxer shorts in bed seemed very unusual. The feel of a lacy nighty had come to be normal. In fact, it had only been yesterday, Monday, when he'd been a girl. He winced at the thought of feminine sleepwear being normal. Changing back and forth from Brittany to Brandon and vice-versa was getting confusing. Still, he couldn't help but smile at the memories from school. Brittany was a bit of a celebrity for having performed at Shell Game, and she reveled in the congratulations and accolades from those who'd been there, including from a lot of people she didn't know first-hand. While her friends — Gwen, Wendy, and Erica — had seemed a little cool toward her, guys were paying almost as much attention to her as they normally did to the cheerleaders, if not a bit more. That, of course, made the cheerleaders quite angry, and they showed their dislike for Brittany in their catty attitudes and snide comments. Despite that, Brittany left school feeling like a star. It felt good — not like the way things were now.
Last night, during practice, Vinny and Don had been a bit hostile. Vinny had accused Brittany of wanting to change all the songs to feature herself, at the expense of showcasing the others in the band. The evening hadn't ended well; they hadn't settled a couple of disputes about some revised lyrics that Brittany had suggested.
"Brandon! Get a move on!" his mom's voice echoed once more.
It must have been one of her calls that had initially awakened him. Brandon let out a heavy sigh, and levered himself up to a sitting position. He glanced at his alarm clock, and saw that it was almost half an hour later than he'd awakened during the past two weeks. A faint smile crept across his features — it took less time for a boy to get ready for school than a girl, and those few extra minutes of snoozing were precious.
One of the first things he did, after he got out of bed, was to check his phone for messages. He frowned when he couldn't find what he was looking for. Another check on his computer added to Brandon's apparent frustration. He sighed, and then began his morning routine.
Less than forty minutes later, having quickly showered, shaved, dressed, and wolfed down a quick breakfast, he pulled his car into the parking lot at school. He was a few minutes early -the assistant principal was notorious for being harsh with tardy students.
"Hey, Brandon," Don called as Brandon walked into the building.
"What's up?" Brandon noted that Vinny and Jason were with him.
Don sighed heavily. "I'm tired," he said.
"We had a long weekend," Brandon said cautiously. "Rehearsal yesterday, work on new songs."
"It's not that," Don rebutted. "I'm tired of working our asses off, and getting no notice. We haven't found anyone to replace Tonya, either." He shook his head sadly. "I was hoping that the booking agent you talked to ...."
"Gave demos to," Brandon corrected. "I didn't get a chance to meet with him."
"... gave demos to, would get us at least an audition with _someone_."
"It's getting pretty old, dude," Vinny added his opinion.
Brandon knew what they were talking about. He'd taken a moment to check his computer before rushing to school. There was nothing. "I'll try to call again this afternoon, after school," he said, trying to get the guys in a better mood. He'd never seen the guys this down before.
"What do you want to do after school?" Jason asked. "Hang out at the arcade at Shell Game?"
Brandon's mind was racing as he thought. He could be Brandon, a nobody, or he could be Brittany. Yes, he'd be a girl, but he'd done okay for the past two weeks, and he'd be part of a successful, noted band. Was it worth it? As Brandon, there was very little hope of being a noted rock-n-roll singer. But as Brittany, that was a different story. Mr. Jackson from the record company had complimented her ability, and really wanted her to audition. Brandon heard the bell ring, signifying that students needed to walk to their first classes of the day. He spent the entire day locked in a fierce mental debate with himself, weighing the pros and cons of being Brittany.
By the end of the day, Brandon still hadn't come to a conclusion. He bumped into Vinny outside the building. Vinny's car was in the shop for a new water pump, so Vinny was bumming rides. "Can I get a ride?" he asked Brandon, not unexpectedly.
"Sure," Brandon answered, still distracted. "What do you want to do? Go work on some music?"
Vinny shook his head. "No. Don's right. Maybe we should take a break for a while. You know — get a life?"
Vinny’s negative comment helped Brandon make up his mind. "I've got to run by the bank," he announced, "and then I'm going to a water park to have some fun. Bikini Beach. Ever heard of it?"
Vinny nodded. "Yeah. That's the one you went to trying to find someone to replace Tonya. It's supposed to be one hell of a park," he added with a grin.
Brandon told himself that he was going to change for the sake of the band. His internal mental argument didn't sound convincing. "Tell you what — let me swing by the bank, and then we'll go," he replied. There was determination in his voice that seemed a little out of place.
"Maybe tomorrow," Vinny said reluctantly. "I need to spend time studying for the history test we have coming up. I'm way behind."
Forty minutes later, after stops to drop off Vinny and at the bank, Brandon parked his car in the parking lot at Bikini Beach. Brandon grabbed his swimsuit from the trunk; like many people who lived near the shore, he kept swim trunks and a towel in his car, just in case. He couldn't help but grin, knowing what was going to happen.
"May I help you, Brandon?" the girl Anya asked as he stepped to the window.
"Aren't you going to tell me what I'm about to do?" he asked, trying to sound jovial instead of sarcastic.
Anya smiled, but there was a warning glint in her eyes. "I could, but I figured you were going to tell me, and then we'd discuss it."
"Let's just cut to the chase, then," Brandon was serious. "I want a lifetime membership."
"You know what that means?" Anya asked, dead-serious.
Brandon nodded. "I've been arguing with myself all day. I know what I'm doing."
Anya shook her head sadly. "No, you don't," she replied with an unsettling certainty. "Once you buy a lifetime membership, there's no going back. It's permanent and irrevocable."
"But I'll be successful as a musician, right?"
"Your band _might_ be successful," Anya retorted. "You guys are a team, remember?"
"Yeah," Brandon answered automatically, but his tone betrayed that his heart wasn't in his response.
"You're just thinking of yourself right now," Anya cautioned. "You're thinking about _your_ success, and how the producer was interested in _your_ talent, not the whole band's."
"I'm the band's lead singer," Brandon answered curtly. "If I get noticed, the whole band gets noticed."
"I thought you were _one_ of the lead singers," Anya countered. She saw, from the look on Brandon's face, that he wasn't listening to the meaning of her words. "Just changing to being a girl isn't going to make your life suddenly better," Anya challenged him. "Everything isn't automatically better for Brittany."
"And it's not better to be in a successful band?" Brandon argued. "I want a lifetime pass. And if you won't sell me a lifetime pass, I'll get it one week at a time if I have to."
"Brandon, nothing good happens when someone makes a rash decision like this," Anya cautioned him. It was obvious that she really didn't want to sell him a lifetime pass.
"This isn't a rash decision," Brandon protested, sounding a little like a kid having a fit. "I've been thinking about nothing but a pass for past couple of days!"
"What about your girlfriend, Wendy? And there are a lot of things about being a girl that you haven't thought of. Having a period. Sex. The way girls act, which can be surprisingly nasty. Clothes. Boys." She shook her head. "Your relationships with your family and current friends will be permanently altered. Some people will no longer be your friends."
The buzz of the intercom interrupted her. She pressed the button. "Grandmother?" she asked into the intercom.
"Sell him a one month pass," the old woman's voice came through the speaker. She sounded weary. Anya knew that she'd been spending a lot of time and energy examining Brandon's alternate life using her magical 'sight'.
"But Grandmother," Anya started to protest.
"Sell him the pass. He's got some lessons to learn, and a month should be enough to give Brandon a little better perspective." Her voice softened a bit. "Even if he were eighteen, I won't sell him a lifetime pass on a whim — at least, not until he's had a little more time to consider the pros and cons. I've looked - nothing bad is going to happen in the short-term. He'll just get a few important life lessons."
Anya let off the button. She saw the smug expression on Brandon's face. "Okay." She wrote a figure on a piece of paper and showed him. She knew that Grandmother was right; she didn't like to sell long-term passes without good cause.
Without batting an eye at the cost, Brandon took money from his wallet and paid. It had put a sizeable dent in his savings account, but he knew it was going to be worth it.
After changing into a swimsuit, and changing — for a month — into Brittany, she strode into the park, wearing her sunglasses and strutting like she was important. In a way, Brittany was excited, certain that now, with a little magical help from Bikini Beach, her musical career would be successful.
"Hey," a girl stopped on the path, staring at her. "Aren't you with the band from the dance two weeks ago?"
Brit smiled and lifted her head a tiny bit, feeling proud of having been recognized. "Yeah," she answered. "I'm the lead vocalist of 'Radically Chick'."
"I thought so!" the girl squealed with delight. "You guys were really good! I hope they’ll have you guys come back."
"We just did the opening at Shell Game on Friday. Maybe they'll start having us back there more often."
The girl lit up. "That would be awesome."
Brit smiled at the recognition. "We've got a few of our songs on our website, too. We're just getting that part set up, so we don't have everything there yet."
"Cool!" A few girls began to congregate. Brittany guessed that three or four were college-age, and the rest were younger.
"Just Google the band's name, and you'll find our site."
"Are the guys ...?" a girl started to ask very hesitantly. She blushed when other girls giggled, guessing what she was stammering to ask.
Brittany laughed. "They're available, if that's what you're asking."
"Get in line, girl!" another girl said brashly. "You can take whoever I don't want. I claim dibs on the guitarist with the accent."
Brittany found the exchange humorous. They were already becoming celebrities, at least locally, and that was attracting fans. She glanced around, and saw her best friend Wendy, with Gwen and Erica. "Hey, Wendy!" she called out.
Wendy and the girls turned her head at the sound of Brittany's voice. "Oh," she said when she recognized Brittany. "Hi, Brit." She resumed walking. Gwen and Erica didn't even say a word, but walked with Wendy.
Brittany quickly excused herself from the crowd and trotted to Wendy's side. "What's up?" she asked, trying to strike up a conversation. She was confused at how cool the girls had been toward her.
"Not a lot," Wendy answered. "Certainly not as much as with you."
"Yeah, we've been busy," Brit answered proudly. "It was fun to play at Shell Game."
"We wouldn't know," Gwen said coldly.
"How about if we go lounge around the Tropical Lagoon?" Brit suggested, ignoring Wendy's icy attitude. "That's always fun."
"I'd hate to take you away from your fans," Erica snorted. She turned and walked away, leaving Brittany standing, puzzled by the girls' attitudes.
**********
As she walked out of the school building, Brittany frowned. She was still getting a little attention, but over the past week, the rest of the band had slowly gotten less warm and friendly toward her. Brittany wondered why at first, puzzled by the attitudes of the guys and her best friend, but slowly, she realized that they were jealous of her. She was the most recognizable of the band, and was getting the most attention.
Some of the girls were getting a little catty, like Felicia Ormand and her little group — Frankie, Tina, Denise, and Angela. They had started with warm congratulations for the band, but as time went on, Brit figured, they'd become more and more envious that her band was getting noticed. And her friends Erica, Gwen, and Wendy were giving her the cold shoulder it seemed.
She wondered what was up with the girls, when she saw Erica in front of her. She hurried to catch up. "Hey, Erica," Brittany called, trying to be cheerful. "What's up?"
Erica turned to see who called her. She stiffened visibly when she recognized Brittany. "Hi," she said brusquely.
"What are you doing? I'm going to Bikini Beach for a bit. Do you want to come?"
"I'm not sure," Erica said, frowning. "I might get in the way of your adoring fans."
Brittany scowled at Erica's snide comment. "What's gotten into you?" she demanded. "I'm the same I've always been!"
Erica shook her head. "No, you're not. You're acting like you're better than the rest of us."
Brittany's jaw dropped at Erica's comment, and then her features clouded with anger. "You're just jealous because I'm going places with my singing, and you aren't going anywhere with yours!"
"Why, you bitch!" Erica practically screamed, before she turned and stomped away, her eyes burning with fury. Despite Brittany's opinion to the contrary, Erica was a very talented singer, who was in choir and had sung lead in several musical productions by the drama club.
Brittany stared after her, startled by Erica's anger. Her friend _was_ jealous of her imminent success and recognition. Sighing heavily, she turned and started walking back toward her car.
Vinny's car was still out of action, so he was hanging around, looking for a ride so he wouldn't have to ride the bus. Brit thought of how he'd been acting, and a sudden thought entered her mind. She turned toward Vinny. "Hey, Vinny," she called sweetly.
"What's up?" Vinny asked. He didn't sound thrilled to see Brit.
"Thought you might like a ride home," Brit suggested.
"You don't live over my way," Vinny replied, suspicious of Brittany's motives.
"I'm going to Bikini Beach again, which is over your way, so I can give you a lift," Brit replied cheerfully. "I want to get in a little sun before dinner. And then we'll have practice, so I want to just relax a bit."
Vinny stiffened visibly when Brit mentioned practice. "I don't know if I can make it tonight," he said hesitantly. "I've ... got a lot of math homework." His lie was transparent.
Brittany was starting to get an idea. "Why don't you come with me? It's a great place to hang out."
Vinny looked skeptical. "I don't know ...."
"It's mostly girls," Brit added. "A lot of high-school and college girls. You don't have to just hang out with me." She smiled inwardly as she saw the reluctance and doubt melting from his expression.
"I probably should work on my homework," Vinny said.
Brit could tell from the way he spoke that Vinny was almost hooked. Before she could speak, her cell phone beeped. "Just a sec." She pulled out her phone. "Yes!" she screamed excitedly. "Yes, yes, yes!"
Vinny was curious about her sudden outburst. "What's up?"
"That's from Mom. She got a call from Mr. McNeil at Shell Game. They want us to play again next weekend! A two-day contract! As the main attraction!"
Vinny's eyes widened. "That's kind of sudden."
"Do you want to turn it down?" Brit asked.
"No way!" Vinny replied quickly. His eyes were alight with glee at the prospect of playing at Shell Game again, this time as the main band.
"So we'll go to Bikini Beach to celebrate," she said. "My treat."
Vinny thought for another couple of seconds. "I guess," he finally agreed. "Yeah."
"We'll stop by your house to get your swim suit," Brit said with a smile as they both turned toward the parking lot.
**********
"May I help you?" the girl at the window asked of Brittany.
Brit smiled. "I want to get a guest pass for my friend," she said sweetly.
"Just for today?" the girl asked.
Brit thought for a moment. She knew that if one girl in the band was good, two would be better, and since they had a gig in a week and a half, Vinny needed to stay a girl for more than a day or two. "Two weeks."
The girl frowned. "Just a sec. For that long, I'll have to talk to Anya or Grandmother."
Brit concealed her frown. She didn't want Anya involved in this change, but it didn't look like she was going to get out of it. In moments, Anya entered the ticket booth. She looked at Brittany warily. "You want a guess pass for your friend?"
Brittany nodded. "Yeah."
"You figure that if one girl in the band is good, two would be better, right?" Brittany nodded. "And you're thinking that Vinny will be a little more reasonable if he has a chance to be a girl for a bit, right?"
"Yeah. That's about it."
Anya closed her eyes for a moment. "This isn't going to solve any of your problems," she said solemnly.
"But you're going to, aren't you?" Brit asked hopefully.
Anya nodded. "Grandmother thinks it's part of the lessons you need to learn."
"He'll still be our drummer, right?"
Anya nodded. "Yes." She took Brittany's money and printed the pass for Vinny. "This is likely to backfire on you. You can't just magically wish all your problems away."
Brittany frowned. "I know this will work," she answered. She paid for Vinny's pass and took it over to Vinny at the entrance gate. "Here," she said, handing him the pass. "The only pass they had available was a two-week pass. They gave me a hell of a deal."
"Cool," Vinny said with a grin as he took the pass, still totally unsuspecting.
Brittany gave Vinny directions. "Just go in the locker room and change. Remember, you have to shower," she added. "It's a health department rule, and they're very picky about it."
Vinny shrugged. "Okay." He walked into the locker room, with a little bit more of a smile on his face, and a little more spring in his step as he neared the door. Even if Brit was being a bitch, she was paying for his pass to the water park, and he'd seen a lot of girls either entering or already in the park. He wondered if any of the girls would remember him from either the college dance or Shell Game; if so, that might help him find an interested girl for the weekend.
As she changed, Brittany smiled to herself. Having been through the magical change a few times already, she knew what was happening. Vinny would find the shower surprisingly warm and soothing. As he relaxed, he'd start to find a few things that seemed odd, or out of place, like longer hair on his shoulders, or extra weight on his chest. He might notice that he had to reach higher to turn off the shower, and he might see his hands and arms.
Brittany was surprised to find that she was getting turned on thinking about what Vinny was going through. She was imagining the look of surprise, and then shock, when he rounded the corner and saw himself in the mirror. She wondered how long he'd be confused, looking at the image, before he realized that it was himself.
She hurried through her shower and practically ran across the entrance plaza toward the other locker room. She arrived just in time to hear a girl scream inside. Smiling to herself, she pulled open the door.
As she'd expected, a girl was standing, semi-nude, gawking at the doorway. She'd been staring in disbelief at the mirror, which showed Vinny the change. The girl screamed again, and held one arm across her breasts, while the other hand blocked the crotch of her swim suit.
"It's okay, Vanessa," Brittany said, trying to sound reassuring. "You're okay."
"Brittany?" the girl's voice squeaked. It didn't sound like Vinny — it was somewhere between his male voice and a normal female voice. "What's ... wrong?" He sounded like he was starting to panic. "And who's Vanessa?"
Brittany couldn't help but stare at the cute girl standing, frightened, in front of her. Her hair was short, and probably a very sassy style, but it was difficult to tell for sure since it was wet. She looked like Vinny's sister, but a bit cuter. She had a dynamite figure, which made Brittany feel momentarily jealous.
"How ...?" the girl stammered, still staring doe-eyed at Brittany.
"The park is magic," Brittany answered pleasantly, with a knowing smile. "It turned you into a girl, because the park is only for women and girls."
"That's ... that's impossible!" the girl who had been Vinny complained.
"What's your name?" Brit asked simply.
"My name? I'm Vanessa," Vinny replied. "That's not right! I'm not Vanessa, I'm Vanessa! Vanessa!" he tried again, much more slowly and deliberately, but with no more success. The new girl looked like she was going to cry.
"Everything is going to be okay," Brit reassured Vanessa.
"But ... I'm a girl! I'm not supposed to be a girl," she cried, almost in tears. "What are my parents going to think? Or Jason or Don or Nick?"
"That you've always been a girl. And I bet the guys think you're cute!" she added with a giggle.
The door opened, and Anya came in. She saw Vanessa cringe, still covering her naked breasts with her arm and cowering in fear. "Vanessa, what Brittany told you is true. This park is magic. It's a sanctuary for women, a place where girls can come and relax without being treated as sex objects."
"Change me back!" Vanessa demanded, her voice a mixture of fright and anger.
Anya waved her fingers and chanted in a foreign-sounding language. Immediately, some of the fear and panic left Vanessa's eyes. The frightened girl sat slowly on a bench. "Now, you'll need this," she said, producing a bikini top from seemingly nowhere. She turned to Brittany. "Since you brought her here, you need to explain things, and take care of her."
"Why?" Vanessa cried after she put on her top, an action which surprised her by how automatically she'd done it.
"Because if one girl in the band is good, two will be better." Brittany sat down beside Vanessa.
"What do you mean? What does the band have to do with this?"
"Having girls in the band gives us a better sound, and it gets more guys listening to our music. I wanted us to have a little more sex appeal, a little sultrier, sexier edge to our sound." Brit smiled triumphantly.
"So — you just decided to make me change? Without asking?" She looked like she was nearly in tears. "How ... how long ... am I stuck like this?" Vanessa stammered.
"For the next two weeks," Brittany said.
Vanessa started to sob. "Two weeks? You made me be a girl for two whole weeks?"
"You can see how you like it, but I think you'll love the attention you'll get as a girl." She stood up and extended her hand to Vanessa. "Now let's go relax, like you wanted to do. This place is a blast!"
**********
Despite Brit's cheery disposition and attitude, Vanessa had been unhappy, even angry and hateful, during their time at the park. After they'd showered and changed, Brittany had been startled to find Vanessa dressed rather rebelliously, with a very short, daring skirt, and a low-cut blouse to show off her cleavage that was pretty obviously enhanced by a push-up bra.
"I like the outfit," Brittany commented as Vanessa came out of the small locker room. "And the makeup."
Vanessa glared at Brittany. "Bite me."
"You didn't have to put on makeup," Brit tried to soothe the new girl.
"I ... just did, without thinking," Vanessa snarled. "Do you think I _want_ to put on makeup and ... flashy clothes?"
"Do you want to go get a bite to eat? Maybe at Burger Barn?"
"No! I just want to go home!"
When Brit dropped Vanessa off at her home, Vanessa had been terrified to go inside, not knowing what to expect. Surprisingly, Vanessa's mom came out to meet her. She greeted Vanessa like she'd always had a daughter, which surprised Vanessa, but not Brittany.
"See you about eight for practice?" Brittany asked cheerfully.
"I'm not sure ...," Vanessa said uneasily.
"We need to practice, Vanessa," Brittany countered. "We've got the gig at Shell Game in a week and a half, remember?"
Vanessa's mom perked up at Brit's words. "You've got another performance lined up?" Her eyes narrowed and she gazed at Vanessa. "When were you planning to tell me?"
Brit knew that Vanessa was about to get in trouble, and she had to intervene. "Mrs. Rascone," she interrupted, "I just got a text from the manager while we were on our way to Bikini Beach. Vanessa and I just found out after school, so she didn't have a chance to tell you yet."
"Oh," Mrs. Rascone said, her expression easing considerably. "I guess you better go to practice tonight, so you guys will be at your best to perform." She sounded a little proud of Vanessa getting a paid performance again.
"See you later, Vanessa," Brit said.
"Yeah. Later." Vanessa's glare at Brittany spoke volumes of her anger for being tricked into the change.
A few minutes later, Brittany bounded into her house. "Hey, Mom," she called.
"In here," her mom replied from the kitchen.
Brittany strode happily into the kitchen. "You really got a message from Mr. McNeil?" she blurted.
"Mister McNeil wants you kids to perform again, as the headline band," Mom answered with a smile. "So, do you kids want to take the gig?"
Brit nodded. "I can't speak for the guys, but Vanessa knows and is good with the idea."
"Speaking of which, did you and Vanessa enjoy the water park today?"
"I had a great time, as usual," Brit said enthusiastically. "But I think something's bothering Vanessa, because she was a little down." Brit carefully omitted that Vanessa was pissed because Brittany had tricked her into a two-week membership at the park, and Vinny was now stuck as Vanessa for those two weeks.
"She didn't get dumped by ... who is her latest boyfriend, by the way?" Mom shook her head. "Sometimes, that girl seems to focus entirely too much on boys. I swear, she only joined the band because she's got the hots for Don!"
"Mother!" Brittany exclaimed, surprised at what her mother was saying.
"Well, it's true. And it seems like she's caught Nick's eye, too, which is okay with your father and I. Having one boy chasing you is more than enough trouble." She began to get some vegetables from the crisper. "Parents notice these things, dear. Do me a favor and get the cutting board and your father's favorite knife ready. He's grilling steaks tonight, so you know what that means?"
Brittany sighed. Her father loved to cook, and was a decent master of his grill. But he was somewhat of a perfectionist, and he expected everything to be in order before he commenced. "Yeah. We work extra hard for our dinner tonight."
Mom just chuckled at Brit's dry humor. "And I think you only got Jason in the band because he's interested in you."
"Well, I'm not interested in him, romantically, I mean!" Brit countered angrily.
"Methinks thou doth protest too much," Mom laughed. She changed the subject, realizing that she was getting into sensitive territory with Brit. "Once you guys confirm the gig for next weekend, we can see about getting more posters done. And I'm going to talk to Mister McNeil to see if you guys can use some of your live recordings from Shell Game. You could sell them on your website."
"That'll work."
"And you guys need to pick out a picture for T-shirts. I've got a bid from a company that can turn around T-shirts in three days — in plenty of time for the performance."
"Cool. If Mister McNeil will let us sell them."
"I don't see why not. You guys were pretty well received last weekend, and I'm sure he'll be amenable to a deal." She started arranging vegetables on the counter; some would be cooked on the grill, while others, her husband would cut up into a nice salad. "Oh, and you had a call from a Mister Jackson. He said he talked to you backstage last weekend at Shell Game?" Mom had engaged suspicious mother mode.
"Oh, yeah." Brit paused to put the utensils on the counter. "He's a producer that gave me his card when we were playing at Shell Game."
"Oh? Is there something I should know?"
Brittany shrugged. "I don't think so. He just gave me his card." She didn't need to get additional grief from her mother about possibly auditioning. Word would get to the guys, and things would get worse with the band.
**********
Vanessa arrived first, dropped off by her mother. She stomped into the garage and glowered at Brittany. "I hate you!" she muttered when she saw that the two were alone.
"Why?" Brittany asked, puzzled by Vanessa's hostility.
"You tricked me. And now I'm stuck like ...," she looked down and swept her hands downward, gesturing toward her body, "like this." She glared at her erstwhile friend. "And that's not the worst of it!"
"Oh?"
"Yeah. Do you know what I found when I went to the bathroom?" Vanessa snapped. "I'm having my fucking period!"
Brittany's eyes went wide. She gulped — she hadn't yet experienced _that_ aspect of changing into a girl herself. Suddenly, she wondered if she'd been too impulsive. "Um, you'll be okay," she tried to reassure her friend.
"Yeah, when I change back!" Vanessa snarled. "I hate this!" She slumped into a large stuffed chair that sat in one corner of the garage. "Why the hell did you do this to me?"
Brittany sat on a barstool which was often her perch on their improvised stage. "You were getting so down on me, and I thought it was because you wanted more attention." She looked at Vanessa, her eyes pleading for understanding. "I figured that you'd like the attention you'll get as a girl in a rock band."
Vanessa snorted derisively. "Why didn't you ask what was going on first?"
Brit automatically started to reply, but she stopped, her mouth partially open. "Uh," she stammered after an awkward couple of seconds, "You guys weren't exactly talking to me."
"We're friends," Vanessa answered. "We _were_ friends, before you started getting all bossy about the band, and trying to hog the spotlight, and then doing _this_ to me!"
Brit realized just how far over the line she'd gone with Vanessa. She might have lost a friend. Then again, she thought, the guys were already acting upset. "I'm sorry," Brit apologized, but her heart wasn't really in the apology. She reminded herself that the guys were being unpleasant toward her, and she hadn't done anything wrong. At least, not until she'd tricked Vinny.
Before the two could talk more, Jason and Don arrived. As soon as Don walked in, Brit knew that what her mom had speculated about Don was true. "Hi, Vanessa," he said cheerfully. "Hey, Brit," he added, without nearly as much enthusiasm. "Nick's right behind us."
"Before we start playing, Mom said we need to pick out a picture for the T-shirts," Brittany said.
"Just pick out the one you like," Don said sarcastically. "That's the one we'll end up with anyway."
Brit frowned. "What's that supposed to mean?" she asked, annoyed.
"Just that you're changing our sound and hogging the spotlight," Don retorted angrily.
"Mr. Fields likes our sound!" Brittany countered sharply. "Or don't you want to get noticed and get paying gigs?"
"We're supposed to be a team," Vanessa interjected. "Not Brittany and her backup band!"
"Look, Mr. Fields and Mr. McNeil both said they thought our sound was unique. I just want us to succeed," Brittany pleaded. "What's wrong with that?"
Jason snorted. "Nothing — if we work as a team." It was the first time that Jason hadn't taken Brittany's side in the more frequent squabbles.
"Fine. You guys pick the image for the T-shirts." Brittany sat down angrily in the fat stuffed chair. "I don't care."
"Fine. Just sit there and pout because the guys don't like you getting pushy!" Vanessa snapped.
Brittany's face turned red. "Yeah? Without me singing lead, you guys would be just another band practicing in a garage without any gigs!"
"Yeah? You think that _you're_ the reason we're getting recognized?" Don snapped angrily.
"Mr. Fields and Mr. McNeil _both_ said that my singing gives us a sexy, sultry edge that other bands don't have!" Brittany pulled herself out of the chair and stomped toward the door. "I don't feel like practicing tonight!" she yelled as she stormed out of the garage, slamming the door shut behind herself.
"Yeah? Well maybe we don't want to play with a self-centered, arrogant bitch, either!" Vanessa screamed after her, knowing Brit probably couldn't hear it.
Jason sighed heavily. They had a gig lined up at Shell Game, as the principal band, in less than two weeks, and all they'd accomplished was to piss each other off. "I'll go talk to her," he said after a long silence.
"Good luck," Don snorted angrily. "You _know_ we're right — she's gotten pretty full of herself!"
"So what do we do? Give up?" Jason walked toward the door, leaving his angry and frustrated friends behind.
**********
Inside her room, Brittany flopped back on her bed, feeling like screaming. The guys were being impossible! The changes she had suggested were only to help the band sound better, and then they'd have more fans, and get more recognition, and ultimately succeed! Why wouldn't they see that?
They wanted to hold her back, she realized. They didn't like the fact that _she_ was on the receiving end of more attention from fans than they were. They were jealous.
Brittany rolled over and fumbled through her purse. In mere moments, she found what she was looking for, and she extracted the business card. Rising, she walked to her desk and sat down, reaching for the keyboard of her computer. She opened a program and typed in a message, then hit the 'send' button, and sent the e-mail along its way. She sat back down on her bed.
For a moment, Brittany thought about whether she was being unfair to the band. But those thoughts only lasted a few seconds; memories of the unpleasantness with the band and with her so-called friends pushed them aside. She _knew_ she was doing the right thing.
**********
Sitting in the lobby of the office, Brittany felt out of place. It was decorated in a rather contemporary style, but most striking were the framed and autographed pictures of singers and bands adorning the walls. While she was waiting, Brittany stood and began to look at the pictures. She recognized several bands, and a few solo artists. The artists spanned a wide range of styles — pop, hip-hop, alternative rock, and rock were the genres that Brittany recognized singers associated with. She suspected that the studio's clients included country, folk, religious, and even bluegrass musicians. It was a very well-known label, so it had to have helped lots of bands and singers get their big breaks.
Brittany was feeling nervous again. Early in the morning after she'd sent him an e-mail, she'd gotten a text from the producer, who was very eager to get Brittany in for an audition. During a break between classes, she'd called, and had set up an appointment the following day after school. The guys were still being pissy, so they didn't practice, which was fine with Brittany. If they'd have gotten together, she was sure they would have guessed that she was up to something. She didn't want to deal with their attitudes.
She tried to force herself to sit back and relax in the wing chair in which she sat, but she found herself repeatedly, nervously, sitting forward in the chair, anxious and tense.
When a door to an inner office opened without warning, Brittany practically jumped out of her skin. She gazed anxiously to the door, uncertain as to who was coming out, and whether it was for her, or if she had to wait some more.
It was with a mixture of relief and heightened nervousness that Brittany recognized Mr. Jackson. She rose from the chair as he stepped toward her, a warm smile on his face. She absently smoothed her skirt, and then reached out to take his extended hand.
"Ms. Williams," Jackson began, "it's so nice that you could come by to see us."
"Um," Brittany answered weakly, "I'm glad you wanted to meet with me."
"My pleasure," Jackson said smoothly. "Are you nervous?"
Brittany nodded a tiny nod.
"Don't be."
"That's asking a lot," Brittany squeaked. "You're not the one who's never interviewed or auditioned before."
Mr. Jackson laughed lightly. "I'm assuming that you interviewed with Mr. McNeil at Shell Game? So this isn't really your first interview or audition."
"Yeah, I guess."
"Would you like to talk in my office, or would you be more comfortable if we went straight to a studio, and then talked after?"
"I guess I'd like to get the singing over with," Brittany answered. "I've performed on stage for several years, so I'm not as nervous when I'm singing."
As they walked, Mr. Jackson continued the conversation. "Tell me about your musical training and experience."
Brittany thought for a second. Though her Brittany memories were slightly different than her fading Brandon memories, there were a lot of similarities. "I guess I started with piano lessons, and then I decided to play guitar."
"Are you good on the keyboard?"
Brittany laughed. "Not really. I can play some simple things, but I'm not nearly as good as Don."
"You seem to be pretty comfortable with the guitar."
Brittany laughed. "I've had a lot of lessons, and then practicing with the band. I guess Ritchie Blackmore and Eric Clapton are my inspiration."
"You couldn't have picked much better role models to emulate," Mr. Jackson said, his voice conveying his admiration for the fact that she'd selected very talented guitar artists to strive to equal.
"I personally prefer it when Ritchie gets out his Stratocaster," Brittany confessed. "I mean, he's really good with his acoustic guitar, but I prefer the sound of a good electric guitar," she added quickly as an explanation.
"How much have you performed, singing, I mean?"
"Mom had me start singing in choir when I was in seventh grade, and when I was in eighth grade, I was in my first musical. I sang in four musicals in high school drama."
"Did you stay in choir in high school?"
"Only through my sophomore year," Brittany replied. "That's when we started getting really serious about the band."
"Have you had voice lessons?"
"Yeah. Mom and Dad got me some voice coaching for a birthday present two years ago."
"What's your favorite style to sing?"
Brittany wondered if this was a leading question. "I like good rock-n-roll, and some alternative music. I'm not into punk or heavy metal, and I really don't like hip-hop or country."
"Who are your favorite singers?"
Brittany was getting quite at ease with Mr. Jackson as they walked through the corridors toward the recording studio. "Mostly female vocalists, I guess. I really like Pat Benatar. She's got a really good sound, and a variety of song styles, even if they are oldies. I've listened to Madonna, Joan Jett, Lady Gaga, Cyndi Lauper, Amy Winehouse - I guess I listen to most good rock singers."
The two turned a corner, and Mr. Jackson opened a door into a sound studio. To Brittany's surprise, a band was sitting in the room. He saw her pause. "This is our studio band. They do backup for most of our auditions, and some of our solo artists."
"What do you want me to sing?" Brittany asked, a little confused. She wasn't familiar with the band, nor were they with her music.
Mr. Jackson smiled. "I got the demo songs from Steve Fields. The band has practiced a couple of your songs from those demos. It won't be recording quality, but it should be more than enough for an audition."
Brittany was impressed at how thorough the company was being for her audition. "Okay."
"I'm going in the sound booth so we can record the audition. I want to be able to play your audition to other producers."
Though she started out nervous, Brittany became more relaxed as she sang. In her mind, the band wasn't as good as the guys, but then again, they hadn't had long to practice. After a couple of runs through each of the two songs, she was feeling pretty happy.
"Good," Mr. Jackson complimented her with a smile from the sound engineer's booth. "I see why Steve was impressed. On the music stand, you'll find two songs. I'd like you to sing them now."
Brittany frowned. "I don’t know the melody," she noted.
"I know. The band will run through it a couple of times, and then you can sing, okay?"
Brittany felt butterflies in her stomach. This wasn't quite what she'd expected. "I can try." She sat on a bar stool and listened carefully as the band played, while her eyes were fixed on the lyrics. After the band had played twice, she nodded. "Okay, I think I'm ready to give it a try."
After she finished the song, which Brittany had noted was completely dissimilar to the style of 'Radically Chick', she noticed that another man had joined Mr. Jackson in the sound booth. The two were talking intently, but with the soundproof glass, she couldn't make out what they were saying. Mr. Jackson turned back to her. "That was great," he said into the microphone in front of him. "Can you try the other one now?"
Brittany nodded. "Yeah." She studied the lyrics, and then listened as the band played through the song. This song was a little more of a rock-style love song, and she was a little nervous about singing it. But she pressed through, and when she finished, she saw Mr. Jackson give her a thumbs-up.
Mr. Jackson pressed a button by his console. "Very nice. Why don't we call that good, and we can talk in my office? We've got someone else coming in to this studio in a bit."
Brittany nodded nervously. While she'd been singing, she hadn't been thinking of anything except singing. Now, though, she had nothing to distract herself from the business aspects of the studio. She barely spoke as they walked back to the office.
Mr. Jackson gestured for her to sit down opposite his desk. He eased himself into his own chair. "The demos Steve sent me didn't do you justice. I'd like to work with you, because I think we could have a mutually beneficial relationship."
"I'm ... flattered," Brittany stammered. "I hope you understand that I'll really have to work through my mom. After all," she said with a smile, "I'm not eighteen yet, and my mom is the band's manager, so I'd want her to work any business deals for me as well."
"I understand," Mr. Jackson didn't wince at her request. "We've got a couple of really good songwriters that have a few songs ready — like the two I had you audition with. And we can use the studio's band — at least at first."
"Okay," Brittany answered uneasily. "Um, I write lyrics, too. And the songs — that wasn't quite what ...."
"Wasn't quite your area of interest?" Mr. Jackson asked. He smiled a nice fatherly smile. "With the lyrics you have right now, there might be some legal ... complications with your old band. I don't think you'd want a singing career with a lawsuit over rights to songs, do you? We can start you with some songs we've got. That lets you get a quicker start to releasing recordings, while you have time to write some original songs — if you'd like."
"Oh, okay."
"Of course, we'll have an image consultant to work with you for any releases you do, since publicity will be a big part of how well your songs will sell." He saw the puzzled look in Brittany's eyes. "It doesn't work well, publicity-wise, if your look doesn't match the music style. We'll have to see how the first couple of songs sell, but it wouldn't be too early to start preparing for an album."
"It takes a while for me to write lyrics," Brittany countered softly. "I don't know how long it would take to write enough for an album. I never thought that far ahead."
"I think we have enough music available that will fit your style, so you won't have to worry about writing to a deadline."
Brittany wasn't listening completely. Once Mr. Jackson had mentioned a possible album, Brit's imagination took over. She was visualizing herself in the pictures, only this time, on cover art of a CD.
**********
"Hi, Mom," Brittany called as she walked in the kitchen.
Mom was sitting at her computer desk, in what had once been a breakfast nook. "You're a little late, honey," she said without even looking up.
"Yeah, I know. Sorry," Brit apologized half-heartedly. She was still almost giddy from her audition.
"Leftovers are in the fridge. By the way, Jason called. The guys wanted to take the night off from practicing. Again."
"Okay," Brittany said, dropping her backpack on the counter and opening the refrigerator.
Mom frowned to herself. Brittany wasn't concerned about missing a practice. She always insisted on practicing. "Is something wrong with you guys? You haven't been practicing a lot, and you've got the contract with Shell Game in just over a week."
"I'm fine, Mom," Brit protested. "We ... just need a little time to de-stress."
Mom noticed that, until she'd mentioned practice, Brit had sounded unusually pleased with herself. "Okay," she said, turning in her chair to face her daughter, "spill it."
"What?" Brittany asked as she rummaged around, looking for the leftovers. She was trying to sound innocent.
"Where were you, and why are you so pleased with yourself?" Mom asked.
Brit debated trying to lie further, but she knew her mom would eventually catch on. She turned back and let the refrigerator door shut. "I ... had an audition," she admitted.
"An audition? At school?"
"No, with a recording studio," Brit answered. As she saw her mom's jaw drop, Brit continued, hastily, "I told you about the guy who gave me his card when we performed at Shell Game, remember? I auditioned at his recording studio after school."
Her mom’s eyes were wide with shock and concern. "You shouldn't do something like that without talking to your father and me! Who knows what kind of shady operations ...."
"Mom, it's not a shady operation. It's a real, major studio! Here." She dug Mr. Jackson's card out of her purse and handed it to her mom. She smiled to herself when she saw her mom's eyes widen when she recognized the studio's name.
"You're kidding, aren't you?" Mom asked.
Brittany smiled. "No."
"But ... Jason didn't say anything about that when he called," Mom said. She saw Brittany look down, and read her body-language. "You didn't audition with the guys, did you? You did this by yourself!"
"Yeah," Brittany admitted. Then she looked up sharply, an angry frown on her face. "The guys were starting to be assholes, anyway," she said defensively.
"Brittany!" Mom said, shocked by her reaction.
"Well, it's true! They were pissy about the pictures we used on the poster and the T-shirt, they were getting upset about the lyrics and arrangements. They were bitching about my singing lead." Brit shook her head, scowling. "It's a good thing Jason and the others don’t want to practice tonight, because I really don't want to put up with their crap."
**********
Brittany sat in her car, her eyes half-closed, wondering what had happened. She'd just finished a very bad day at school. Her friends Gwen, Wendy, and Erica, all avoided her, giving her the silent treatment. Even acquaintances like Felicia and Frankie were barely acknowledging her presence. She'd even heard Vanessa and her friends giggling, and seen the pointing, as she walked by.
As far as Jason and Don were concerned, she could just as well have been invisible. Other guys, including Nick, had still fawned over her, but when her own band members were ignoring her, or worse, she had to start wondering what the future held. Altogether, it had been one of the worst days of her life.
Brittany started her car and pulled out of the parking lot. She thought she was driving aimlessly, not knowing where to go, but she slowly realized that she _did_ have a destination as she passed the Lynnwood Mall. In the distance, she could make out the tower of the condos next to Bikini Beach. Why was she coming back to this place, she asked herself. She still didn't know the answer when she pulled into the parking lot. Maybe, subconsciously, she needed a break from school and practice. Yeah, she told herself, that was it. She needed to relax.
Brittany tensed as she got out of her car, and she spied Wendy, Gwen, and Erica strolling across the parking lot. "Hey, Wendy," she called out. She walked quickly to catch up to her friends.
The trio of girls turned, looking. As soon as they spotted Brittany, their curious expressions turned to annoyance. Brittany was close enough to hear Erica hiss softly, "Just keep walking!"
Wendy shook her head. "You guys go on. I'll catch up in a sec." She turned toward Brittany.
"We didn't talk much today," Brit said, her voice tinged with uncertainty as she neared Wendy. Gwen and Erica had gone on, leaving Wendy standing by herself near the gate.
"Been busy," Wendy said. Her voice was carefully neutral.
"I didn't know you were coming here today. We can have a fun afternoon," Brit prompted hopefully.
Wendy just shrugged noncommittally. "Whatever."
"Did you get much homework today?" Brit tried to make small talk as the two resumed walking toward the gate.
"The usual." Wendy was being unusually terse with her responses.
"Are you guys coming to Shell Game next Friday or Saturday? We're playing there."
"I heard." Again, Wendy was keeping her voice devoid of emotion. "I heard that Don isn't sure he wants to play."
"Yeah," Brittany admitted. "They don't want to practice much, either."
"Don and Nick both said that you're changing all the music, and taking the lead in a lot more songs."
"Well, yeah," Brit said, "The booking agent and the manager at Shell Game like my sound."
"I thought it was the band's sound," Wendy commented acidly.
"It is, but the guy from the studio said that I've bring something that most bands don't have," Brittany said defensively.
"Studio?" Wendy asked, her eyebrows narrowing. "What studio?"
Brit realized — too late — that she'd said too much. "When we played at Shell Game, a guy from a recording studio told me he wanted an audition," she admitted softly.
Wendy looked surprised. "Are you guys going to go for it?" Brit looked down, unsure of how to answer. "It's not the band," Wendy said slowly as realization of Brittany's intentions dawned. "He wants to audition just you!"
"It could be a big break!" Brittany said, even more defensively. "And I can get the band into the deal — if something comes through!"
Wendy shook her head. "But ... you guys are a team!" She saw the look on Brittany's face. "Jason was right. You _have_ changed. You've become a self-centered bitch, just like the guys said." She turned sharply away from Brittany and walked through the gate, her head tilted back disdainfully, leaving Brittany standing with a stunned expression on her face.
Brittany slowly realized that she wasn't alone as she gawked in the direction Wendy had gone with Gwen and Erica. She snapped out of her state of shock and glanced to her side. "Oh, hi," she said, recognizing Anya.
"I take it things aren't going well," Anya observed.
Brittany sighed. "I don't understand," she began. "Wendy and Gwen are so jealous of my ...," she paused when she noticed Anya's expression that she'd taken credit for the band's good fortune, "our ... success."
"Like what?" Anya asked, curious as to Brit's opinion.
"Aren't you going to tell me?"
"And spoil the lesson of self-discovery?" Anya asked with a wink.
Brit shook her head. "I had a really crappy day," she said. "Even my best friend called me a ... a bitch! I don't understand."
Anya gently touched her elbow. "Let's go talk in the office," she suggested. The two walked silently to the low gray building, where Anya pushed the code entry keypad and let them in. As Brittany sat down on a sofa, Anya asked, "Soda?"
"Diet Coke, thanks."
Anya retrieved two beverages from a large refrigerator in the corner of the office. "Now, tell me what's happening," she said as she sat down at the other end of the sofa.
Brit opened her soda and took a sip. "The guys are all mad at me."
"I can understand Vanessa being pissed at the way you tricked her. But why are the guys mad at you?"
Brit shook her head. "I don’t' know. All I want is to improve our sound, so we can get more gigs and more recognition."
"How are you doing that?"
Brittany shook her head. "We're just changing a few songs in the lineup, and we've rewritten a few lyrics to play to our strengths."
"Which is mostly your vocals, right?" Anya asked knowingly.
"No," Brit denied, defensively. She saw Anya's solemn stare at her, and swallowed. "Well, maybe," she admitted.
"And maybe the guys think you're being a little egotistical? That maybe you think you're better or more important than they are."
Brittany started to rebut, but stopped. Something in Anya's words got her. "They've changed, though!" she protested. "They've all changed."
Anya waved her fingers, and suddenly, there was a mirror in her hand. She held it up in front of Brittany. "What do you see?"
"I see me," Brittany answered, confused.
"A few weeks ago, the reflection was a high-school senior _boy_!" Anya said sternly. "Now, tell me who changed."
Brit gulped. "I did?" she asked tentatively. "But ...." She stopped. "Did I change my attitude? Is it _me_ that's causing people to ... get pissed at me?" she asked rhetorically.
Anya shrugged. "That's not for me to say. You're the one who needs to answer that question. Before you changed, how was the split of vocals?"
"When we had Tonya, she sang lead probably forty percent, and Jason and I split the rest pretty evenly."
"And now?"
Brittany thought. "It's probably about the same, but me singing instead of Tonya."
"Brittany, you're lying to yourself," Anya chided.
Brittany looked down, both lost in thought and ashamed at her transparent lie. "I guess ... with the changes we've made, it's about two-thirds me, and one third Jason."
"And?"
Brittany thought of her encounters with others. She remembered how she was pushing the band to change to accommodate her, rather than her being part of the team. She recalled how she was more than a little haughty, and acting better than others in school, because she was a star. "I guess I was getting caught up being popular, and in having a shot at success."
"So?"
"So, I need to apologize?"
Anya nodded. "And you need to tell the guys about something else."
Brit nodded slowly. "I need to tell them that with Mr. Jackson wanted _me_ to audition without them."
"You need to tell them that you actually _did_ audition, too."
Brittany started to show her surprise, but then she remembered who she was dealing with. "They're going to be pissed," Brittany stated.
"More upset than they are now? Which would they appreciate more — you being honest and repentant, or a half-hearted apology and a secret that they're eventually going to find out about? What is it you want most of all?" Anya asked. "Having true friends, or being famous?" She shook her head. "A lot of people who become famous would trade in all the recognition and notoriety for a few true friends."
"I ... I guess I want to be successful and famous," Brittany said, " but ... I like my friends. I like playing with the band."
**********
"Hi, Mom," Brit said, unenthusiastically, as she dropped her backpack on the counter with a soft thud.
"That doesn't sound like happiness and sunshine," Mom observed. She was seated on a stool next to the cooking island. A tall glass of iced tea rested on the high counter to one side, and she had a book open in front of her.
Brit shook her head. "Not exactly a good day," she said softly.
"Oh?"
"The guys don't want to talk to me, and all my friends are getting pretty bitchy."
"And you've been thinking about that audition, too, haven't you?"
Brit nodded silently.
"What's up with your friends?"
"I thought their attitudes toward me changed because they were jealous," Brit began, "but a ... friend ... strongly suggested that I'm the one who's changed."
"I wasn't going to say anything," Mom said, "but ...."
"You think so, too?"
"Ever since you played at Shell Game, you've been a little pushy about the band. Your father and I both noticed, and I hardly pay attention to what you're doing. Your father commented that your practices have been getting more and more contentious."
"Daddy noticed?" Brit asked, shocked. "And you guys didn't say anything?"
"What, and have you accuse _us_ of trying to stop your success, too?"
Brit lowered her head. She deserved that comment.
"I take it you've been thinking a lot about the audition. Pull up a chair and tell me about it." Twenty minutes later, Mom leaned back in her chair and sighed.
"So, what do you think, Mom?" Brittany asked softly. She seemed almost visibly eager to have her mom approve her audition.
"The more important thing, Brit," Mom replied cautiously, "is what _you_ think."
"I ... guess it's good," Brit said hesitantly. "Isn't it?"
"Is it?"
"I'm not sure," Brittany confessed. "I mean, they weren't too interested in my songs. And their image consultant was talking about changing my entire look."
"Are you going to be happy singing someone else's songs? Especially since, by your own admission, they're a totally different sound than you've been focused on since you started?" She saw the look of doubt in Brittany's eyes. "Let me tell you my concerns. First, Mr. Jackson was discouraging you from using your own lyrics." She saw Brittany's eyes widen a bit. "Second, he was pushing the image consultant, which to me says that he wants to change your image. Are you okay with having a corporation tell you what your musical identity and look are?"
"Are you saying that you think they just want to use me to perform their songs?"
Mom nodded. "That's what it sounds like to me."
Brittany deflated. She said nothing for several long seconds. "That's kind of what I was afraid of admitting," she said.
"And third, you're about to sacrifice some friendships for the sake of fame." She shook her head. "That's always a bad tradeoff. I know you were excited about possibly getting a break," Mom said, putting her hand on Brit's shoulder. "But businesses use people, and it sounds like they just wanted to use your looks and your stage presence to make money on _their_ songs, and weren't interested in your sound and style."
"Maybe in the back of my mind, I knew that."
"Would you like me to talk to Mr. Jackson?" Mom offered. "I can see if he has any interest in doing things your way, with your songs and your style."
Brittany wiped at a tear. She realized that her dream of sudden stardom had been dealt a temporary setback. "Thanks, Mom." She rose and gave her mom a hug. Then she picked up her backpack, and started walking to her bedroom.
"And Brit," Mom called after her, "you better start thinking of how you're going to deal with your friends.
"When you talk to Mr. Jackson, can you tell him that it's got to be all of the band, playing _our_ songs, or nothing?"
**********
"Thanks for coming over, guys," Brittany said softly as she looked around the garage. The members of the band were nowhere near their instruments, but were standing around looking impatient and unhappy.
"What's up?" Vanessa asked, her words sounding suspicious and angry.
"I've ... got a few things I need to say," Brit started hesitantly.
"Like that's something new," Don scoffed sarcastically.
"Knock it off," Jason snapped at Don.
Brit shook her head. "No, Jason," she said softly. "I had that coming." She looked down, biting her lower lip as she struggled to find the right words. When she looked up again, the guys could see the pain in her eyes. "I _have_ been a selfish egotistical bitch lately," she admitted. "I've been focused on myself, and I was pushing you guys to the side so I could be the star of the band."
"We noticed," Nick commented.
"But I didn't," Brit said, "at least not until just recently. I think I know why I started getting carried away, too." She looked at the guys, hoping for them to forgive and accept her without her having to explain everything. Instead, they were standing, mute, waiting for her to continue. "When we were taking a break at Shell Game," she continued, "a record producer talked to me about auditioning."
"We know," Don said, his voice carefully devoid of emotion.
Brit's eyes widened at the revelation that the guys knew that the producer had contacted her. "I ... I guess I got caught up in the thought of being a star," Brit said, letting her gaze drop from shame. "When he told me that he wanted just me to audition, I was only thinking of myself."
"You know the story of Cyndi Lauper and Blue Angel?" Jason asked, sounding like he was changing the subject.
Brittany nodded. "Yeah. The record producers wanted her, so they signed her entire band just to get her on contract. The band was disposable to the record company."
Don nodded. "It looked like you thought the same of us."
"Mom reminded me. So did Wendy and Gwen and Erica. In fact, everyone has been making sure I got the message that I was getting a little full of myself. Only, I was a little too star-struck to listen — until now."
"Okay, so where do we go from here?" Nick asked the question that was on everyone's mind.
"There's more, I'm afraid," Brit said, her voice quavering. "I thought you guys were holding me back, so I went to the studio and did the audition."
The garage was hushed. The guys stared at her, stunned by her revelation.
Brittany looked down. "I know it was wrong to go behind your backs. I'm ... I'm sorry."
Again, an awkward silence descended over the garage. The guys didn't know about this, and it was an uneasy hush, as everyone tried to think of something to say. The longer the silence went, the more awkward it became.
"How did it go?" Vanessa finally asked, breaking the ice.
"What?" Brittany asked, surprised by the question.
"How did it go? You could at least tell us how the audition went."
"It ... " Brittany took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "It sucked."
"Sucked? How?" Nick asked, surprised at her description.
Brittany sighed. "They didn't like my music, but wanted me to sing _their_ songs. It was a whole different style. They weren't very excited about me writing, either. I got the impression that the producer was trying to discourage me from writing."
"That doesn't sound good," Jason admitted softly.
"No," Brittany admitted. She was starting to feel a little more at ease, like the guys were accepting that she'd had a difficult lesson in friendship and music. "They had me meet with an image consultant, and they were talking about basically redoing my entire look."
"Was it worth it?" Don asked. He wasn't trying to sound cynical, but he couldn't help it, given the circumstances.
Brittany shook her head. "I blew it, didn't I?" She looked down, still shaking her head sadly. "I let my ego get the better of me, and I blew it."
Jason walked over and put his arm around her shoulder. "No," he countered. "You came close, but you were honest enough to tell us the whole story."
"It's probably too much to ask you guys to forgive me, and to get back together — like we used to be." Brittany felt tears trickling down her cheeks. She was certain that it was the end of the band, that she'd caused such mistrust and resentment that the band could never be like it was before she'd been enticed by the thought of fame.
Brittany looked up, her eyes surprised, when she felt Nick put his arm on her other shoulder. Don joined Nick, and then Vanessa completed the five-person group hug. "I'm so sorry," she cried, unable to contain the tears of regret, and tears of gratitude for her friends not walking away from her after what she'd done.
"We'll get more balance to the songs?" Jason asked cautiously.
"Promise," Brit replied.
"You _do_ realize that you've essentially given us permission to remind you if you start to get bitchy or egotistical again, don't you?" Vanessa asked.
Brit nodded. "I'm counting on it," she said.
"Okay, does that mean we're back together as a band, and that we're going to play at Shell Game next weekend?" Nick asked.
Everyone nodded. "Yeah."
"Then we better practice. We've had a few rough nights with no practice, and if we're going to wow the crowd, then we need to make sure we're ready to play." With tears in her eyes, she looked at her friends. "Thanks guys."
"For what?" Nick asked uncertainly.
"For giving me a second chance."
**********
Wendy glanced around at the group, all of whom were just as puzzled as she was. "Do any of you have a clue what this is about?" she asked.
The other girls — Erica, Gwen, Felicia, and Frankie — all shook their heads. "No idea," Gwen replied.
"We might as well sit down to wait," Felicia said as she glanced around. She didn't see anyone coming their way who could answer why each of the girls had received a note in her locker to meet here, 'here' being an ice-cream shop near school that was a favorite hangout. She sat down at a table, and was joined by the other girls.
A few moments later, the door opened, and the girls turned. There was a collective sigh of disappointment when Brittany walked into the shop. She paused in the door, and looked around, stopping her gaze on the four girls.
"Look who just came in," Gwen said under her breath. "Queen Bitch."
"Shhh," Erica whispered. "She's coming over."
Brittany walked to the edge of the table and looked at the girls. "Hi," she said, trying to be friendly, though she was nearly shaking with nervousness.
"We're waiting for someone," Wendy said, her voice harsh and uninviting.
"Yeah, I know," Brit replied unsteadily. "I'm the one who put the notes in your lockers."
"What?" Felicia's jaw hung open in disbelief.
Gwen just shook her head, and then pushed her chair back and started to stand to leave.
"Please," Brittany implored. "Before you go, I need to say something to you guys."
The girls looked at her, their expressions varying from disbelief to annoyance. Gwen and Erica looked like they were ready to leave without listening to what Brittany had to say.
"I ... I've been," she dropped her gaze, unable to look at the other girls, "a bitch and a pain in the ass. I've been self-absorbed, and I've hurt my friends because of it. I'm ... very, very sorry." She shook her head sadly, still looking down, still unable to look the other girls in the eye. "I just wanted you to know that I realize how I've been acting, and I'm sorry." She sighed, and knew her eyes were misting. "I don't expect you to forgive me, but I wanted you to know ...." Abruptly, unable to control her tears, she turned and started walking back to the door. She'd said what she needed to say, and she felt like she needed to leave before she spoiled the girls' fun.
Wendy looked at Brit's retreating figure, then glanced around the table, at the stunned expressions on the other girls' faces. "Brit, wait!" she called out after her friend.
Brit stopped, but didn't turn. Her shoulders heaved with a heavy sigh, and then she resumed her walk to the exit.
Wendy dashed to her friend's side, and put her hand on Brit's shoulder. "Don't go," she pleaded as Brit halted.
"But ... I hurt you guys," Brit said softly, still facing toward the door.
"Yeah, you did," Gwen said from the table. "You did something stupid. Guess what," she continued, glancing around the table, "so have we all."
Wendy guided Brit back to the table, where she pushed her gently into a chair.
"We all make mistakes," Felicia added. "But we're friends, and that means we forgive each other."
Brittany was in tears, from guilt at how she'd treated her friends to feeling unworthy of their forgiveness of her. "I'm so sorry," she repeated. "I got carried away with the whole idea of being a big star, and I forgot about my friends. I guess I had to learn that nothing is worth ruining friendships. I'm so sorry."
"Yeah," Erica said, her expression carefully neutral. "So am I." She shook her head as she stood. "Maybe you guys can forgive her attitude so easily, but I can't. Not after some of the things she said to me." She picked up her purse and walked purposefully to the exit.
Behind her, Brit watched, tears rolling down her cheeks. She knew it was her fault that Erica had left her. She'd abused a friendship, and now she was paying the price.
"She'll get over it," Wendy tried to reassure Brittany.
"Maybe," Brit answered, wiping at her tears. "And maybe not." She shook her head sadly. "I guess I really screwed up."
**********
It was poetic justice, Brit figured as she winced at the discomfort. She'd sneaked by during her first couple of changes without facing this issue, but Vanessa had changed right into the middle of hers. Now, the fates had gotten even, and at a most inconvenient time. Friday morning, just before they were to play at Shell Game, Brittany found the discomfort quite bothersome, and then found — to her horror — that she was starting her period.
Strutting around stage, dancing to the music, singing, and playing some guitar were all a lot less fun due to her cramps. She felt bloated, even though she knew, from the way her clothes fit, that such wasn't the case.
Brittany and the band belted out the final round of the chorus, and a last few notes of Nick's guitar, and the final song of the evening ended.
"Thank you," Jason and Brit said into their mics at the same time.
Jason continued. "It's been our pleasure to play for you tonight. Remember, we're 'Radically Chick', and you can find some of our music on our web site."
Brittany continued, "We'll be back tomorrow night; we hope you'll come out and dance and have more fun. We'll be up here for a little bit, if you want to buy one of our posters or T-shirts." Brit smiled at how her mom had negotiated with Mr. McNeil. He was reluctant to allow the kids to sell T-shirts, since his own concession of Shell Game T-shirts and apparel was a big money-maker for him. But when her mom had offered a cut of the profits, Mr. McNeil was only too happy to change his mind.
Brit set the mic back in its stand, and walked to the edge of the stage, where she sat down, her legs dangling off the stage. "Feels good to sit," she commented to Vanessa, who had just joined her.
"I saw how you were acting," Vanessa said with a smile. "Don't tell me it's _your_ time of the month."
Brit chuckled. "Yeah, and it's pretty uncomfortable. I guess it's cosmic justice for how I tricked you."
"Shh," Vanessa hissed when she saw the guys coming to join them.
As Jason sat down beside her, a teenage boy came up to Brit with a poster. "Can I get you to autograph this for me?" he shyly asked her.
Brit smiled and reached for the boy's pen, but then she paused. "You know, when we make it big, this poster will be a lot more valuable with all of our autographs on it." She winked at Jason, who grinned back.
Nick leaned over from the other side of Brittany. "Go ahead — give the guy your autograph," he whispered with a smile. "Make him ache with jealousy that he can fantasize all he wants, but he'll never be as close to you as I am."
"As _who_ is?" Jason countered from the other side of Brittany.
She turned, surprised, back towards Jason, and saw his grin. "Are you two going to fight over me again?" Brit said playfully.
"Pistols at ten paces?" Nick suggested, feigning a serious expression.
"Why don't you forget your misbegotten notion that our lead singer could ever go out with a lout like you, and instead try to pick up some of the dozens girls who are fawning over the band?" Jason teased. "You turn on that phony Russian accent, and you'll have more girls than you know what to do with!"
Brit ignored the guys' playful squabbling, and signed the poster. She saw another couple of guys waiting around so she could sign their posters, too. She smiled to herself — the band was back to being fun, like in the old days, before she got swept away by her selfish thoughts of being famous.
**********
"That was a good night," Brit said conversationally as she drove Vanessa home.
"Yeah. But I still hate you for what you did," Vanessa replied, though she didn't sound entirely convincing.
"From the way you and Don were making eyes at each other," Brit observed dispassionately, "I wouldn't have guessed that you hated being a girl."
Vanessa winced. "Okay," she admitted after a bit of a pause. "I guess there are a couple of things that were fun."
"Like making out with Don?"
Vanessa blushed, a sight unseen in the dark interior of the car. "Um, yeah," she admitted sheepishly. "Sex is pretty good, too," she added very softly.
"Based on the way you two were acting this last week," Brit commented, "I wondered if that's what you were up to."
"It was cool to have all the guys admiring me while we were playing, and during our breaks."
Brittany grinned. "Girls do have a certain ... power over guys."
"Yeah."
"If you've been fooling around, I hope you were smart enough to take precautions," Brit said cautiously.
Vanessa nodded. "I remember what they told me. I could get pregnant, and if I did, the change was permanent. I was careful."
"Okay."
The two rode in silence for a few blocks before Vanessa spoke again. "Um," she began, her voice nervous, "I ... want to say thanks for the experience."
Brittany's eyes popped open with surprise. "Oh?"
"Yeah. It's been ... interesting," Vanessa commented. "Things at home are different, it's fun to have the guys at school paying attention to me. And ... sex is pretty nice. But I'm sure I'm not telling you anything you don't know."
Brittany started to answer, but paused. She couldn't admit to Vanessa that she had changed, too. Reality had been changed for her, and no-one else knew. "Um, I'm glad you're making the best of it."
"Some parts suck, though," Vanessa added. "Like having a period."
Brittany laughed. "You're telling me? I was playing last night and tonight with mine!" She stopped at a red light. "Are we friends, after what I did?"
"Yeah." Vanessa paused. "You know, I might do it again," she admitted in a hushed voice. "It's been kind of fun."
"Maybe even a permanent change?"
Vanessa's eyes widened. "Not even for a recording contract!" she replied quickly. "But maybe for a performance or two. Or just a fun weekend." She got a mischievous smile. "Maybe some time, before we play, we should get the guys to visit the park. Then we could be an ALL girl band!"
"Maybe," Brittany smiled. She knew that she was going to invest some of her earnings in a lifetime pass — as soon as she turned eighteen. Maybe Vanessa didn't like all of the changes, maybe it wasn't who she was, but Brittany was sure - even with the harsh lessons on friendship, including losing Erica as a friend, she wanted to stay Brittany.
FIN
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A secret service agent comes to the park with a very serious problem that will take Bikini Beach's special magic to solve. The problem is that it's very high-level politics, where the big boys play for keeps. Does Grandmother want to get involved, or can she afford not to?
(Note — the character Michelle Thompson has an oblique reference to "Bikini Beach: The Senator", but never appeared in that story. There is potentially another story to tie the two together. Some minor hints are given as to the reason this character knows Bikini Beach. Rachel Warren and Brett Williams are both directly from "The Senator".)
This is a new, never-before-published Bikini Beach story. It is a little different than any stories I've written in the past. I hope you enjoy.
Based on significant and STRONG reader feedback, I have restored this original version, but added a new alternate ending. Take your pick.
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The man strolled along the park, following the meandering path in a leisurely fashion. He looked like a normal man walking through the park on a normal Sunday afternoon, at least at first glance. However, there was a certain something about the man that seemed to be slightly out of place. Even though he appeared to be glancing about him casually, further study would reveal that his eyes were definitely _not_ casually looking about, but were carefully scrutinizing his surroundings. His pace was a little too deliberate, his smile a little too false.
Larry Hollister was a man on a mission. A tad over six feet tall, he looked like he was a professional athlete instead of a casual businessman. His features were strong and masculine, and he wore his hair cut short, like a Marine crew cut.
He walked unhurriedly down the path, occasionally greeting others who were walking dogs or pushing strollers or jogging, but he kept glancing at a small picnic table off the pathway near a small pond. He passed the picnic table, and without any further glances, strolled down the path another fifty meters.
At the first convenient bench, he lifted his leg and began to fumble with his shoelace. As he did so, Larry glanced around himself easily, professionally examining the path he'd come down and the surroundings. After another jogger had passed him, he slowly turned and strolled back toward the picnic table.
The table was about twenty meters off the path, under a wide-spreading tree that offered shade from the July sun. Three people sat at the table — two women and one man. They _looked_ casual enough, but they weren't interacting in the manner one would expect for a casual Sunday afternoon. They, too, seemed on guard, alert, watchful. All had noticed him coming; all had studied him surreptitiously, and all were very pointedly not looking directly at him. Larry knew the game well.
As he sat down, Larry studied the three people. The man he knew well; Dick Rawlins had been a partner long ago. They'd shared many interesting assignments, and the two used to trust each other with their very lives. A few years younger than Larry's thirty-five, Dick looked a bit like a roguish playboy, with deep blue eyes and a stylish haircut. His looks had been compared, more than once, to a movie star’s, which made him all the more attractive to ladies.
The first lady — Larry started when he recognized her. He _knew_ her quite well. Too well, in fact. Tanya Smith and he had shared many romantic evenings, dating steadily for over a year before they split up. Lewis knew that she'd blamed him, while he thought she was inflexible and demanding. He wondered what _she_ was doing here.
The second woman was a mystery. He thought she looked familiar, but he couldn't quite place her face. She was, outwardly, the most reserved of the three, and the least inconspicuous. Where others wore casual clothes, she looked less casual, and a bit more businesslike. She looked serious and focused, whereas the others managed to appear casual and relaxed. She was totally out of place in this setting.
As Larry approached, the second woman stood and blocked his path, producing what looked like a cell phone. She swept it up and down his body, and, satisfied at what the instrument was telling her, nodded. "He's clean." She pocketed the device.
Larry knew that the second woman had swept him for electronics. He remembered the odd request that he leave his cell phone at home. The whole thing was getting scarier by the moment. Despite years of experience and training, he felt a chill run down his spine. He'd never known his old partner to act so ... paranoid.
Dick stood and grasped Larry's hand. "Glad you could make it. I was starting to think that you didn't remember the code."
Larry laughed. "A scrap here, a note there, a text somewhere else - and assembling them in a Fibonacci series. Yeah," he laughed, "I remembered. The tough thing was to translate them into the proper coordinate reference frame."
The second woman nodded. "Dick said that you'd figure it out." She glanced around. "Are you sure you weren't tailed?"
Larry shook his head. "If they did, they're a lot better than I am." He looked at Dick, his curiosity taking over. "What the heck is going on here? You're making this feel like some type of secret meeting of the people's revolutionary cabal!"
“Larry, this is Michelle Thompson.” He smiled. “That’s about all you need to know.”
“Good afternoon.” Larry shook Michelle’s hand, using the opportunity to size her up. From the firmness of her handclasp and the look in her eyes, Larry knew that she was not to be underestimated. “I’m ….”
“Larry Hollister,” Michelle answered with a smile. “Yes, I know.”
Larry felt uncomfortable that she obviously knew about him, but he didn’t know anything about her. It added to the mystery.
Once the introductions were done, Dick produced a tablet PC from his backpack. He held it out toward Larry, but didn't let Larry take it. "Did you ever watch the old TV series, 'Mission Impossible'?"
Larry frowned. "No. Why?"
Dick laughed. "I did. My dad loved that show, and I must have watched every re-run at least ten times."
Larry's frown deepened. "What does an old TV series have to do with ... this?"
"At the start of each episode, the leader would get info at a secret dead-drop location. The information was always pretty explicit, but was on a tape that would 'self-destruct in fifteen seconds.'" He glanced at the tablet.
Tanya looked evenly at him. "Right now, you can turn and walk away, and you'll know nothing. Once you look at the information on that tablet, though, you're committed to something that's much bigger than anything you've ever dealt with in your life."
"And that would be ...?"
Michelle shook her head. "We can't tell you. It's _that_ sensitive."
Larry gulped. This _was_ real cloak-and-dagger stuff. Not the usual day-at-the-office, but potentially deadly-serious. "As the Brits say, 'in for a penny, in for a pound."
Dick nodded. "Once you turn on the tablet, you have precisely fifteen minutes before a chemical reaction irrevocably obliterates every piece of silicon in that tablet. Not even the NSA boys would be able to recover data from what will be left."
Larry felt the hairs on the nape of his neck rise, trying to alert him to danger. This sounded like some type of Hollywood action-movie about a plot to overthrow the government or assassinate some key leader. He nodded. "I trust you," he said slowly. "The others ...." He shook his head. "Let's just say that if it was anyone else, I'd walk away."
"But you're in?"
Larry nodded and reached for the tablet. "Yeah, I'm in."
**********
Larry gulped as he handed the tablet back to Dick, who set it on the table. As they watched, thin wisps of chemical smoke began to seep from the case; the system was destroying itself, just as Dick had said. More critically, it was destroying all evidence of what Larry had learned.
"You're kidding, right?" he asked Dick hopefully.
Tonya shook her head sadly. "I _wish_ we were kidding."
"So let's see if I've got this right. President Falk is dying of inoperable brain cancer, and no-one apart from a small inner circle knows?"
Dick nodded grimly.
"And you are very certain that the veep is highly compromised and will sell out the US to the Chinese as soon as he takes office?" Larry continued.
"You saw the details of the discussions," Tonya answered. "He's planning some deals to sell several mothballed aircraft carriers and some of our retired submarines to the Chinese military. It'll completely change the balance of power in the Pacific. Hell," she sighed and continued, "it'll change the balance of power in the whole world!"
"And he's publicly pledged, several times in the past, to share any secrets of missile defense, to reduce tensions."
Michelle nodded. "He's already announced his desire to repudiate the national debt, which will wipe out our credit rating and make us a banana republic. That’s practically begging the Chinese to attack us! And if he waits until he shifts the balance of power, ..." She didn't need to continue.
“Why?” Larry asked the obvious question. “Those seem counter to each other."
Dick nodded. "It would seem so," he agreed. "But think of the order of doing things. Think of strategy. He sacrifices rooks and bishops — the carriers and subs — and strengthens the enemy by doing so. Then he makes a bold move that invites a counterattack when they're strong enough to succeed and we aren't strong enough to defend ourselves."
"Why would he be willing to sell out the country like that?” He shook his head. “Without some solid motive, this just seems so … speculative.”
“Why do dictators act in ways that most people consider irrational?” Michelle countered. “Mostly, it’s love of power above all else.”
Dick nodded. “We strongly suspect, because not even the Secret Service was in the room during the last US-Chinese bilateral meeting, that there’s some … deal in the works. Some kind of power for him. How are you on your Latin?"
"I didn't study Latin," Larry said slowly. He wondered about this curious puzzle piece as well.
"Look up the term 'praefectus' when you get a chance."
"That's one word I _don't_ need to look up," Larry countered. He rubbed his eyes lightly with his thumb and forefinger as he considered what he’d learned so far. It all sounded so … incredible. After a few long seconds, he looked back at Dick. “So your plan is to get enough information on the Veep to publicly discredit him — before the president resigns for health reasons in a few months?" He shook his head. "Do you know that this is _treason_?" he asked, almost stupefied.
Dick nodded, his expression as grim as the reaper. "If we don't, the country is going to be in very deep shit."
Larry sighed, shaking his head slowly. This was a _lot_ more than he'd counted on for a Sunday afternoon, even after Dick's cryptic messages and hidden clues. In retrospect, Dick had never before acted so suspiciously and shared so little information. This was _very_ serious. He gulped. "Okay," he said finally, resigned to the fact that he'd committed to this. "Who can we trust?"
Dick shook his head. "No-one. A lot of Secret Service agents are pretty compromised. A few, who I can't name, aren't — some of them risked their lives and broke their oaths of silence to get this information out!"
"Shit," Larry swore softly. "So how do we go about trying to get past the best executive security service in the world?"
**********
Larry sighed as the car drove through the city. He didn't understand what they were doing, and he really didn't like having to work with Tonya again. She was still visibly pissed at how their relationship had ended. And he didn't like working with Michelle, Thompson, an unknown who hadn't earned his trust. She seemed just a little too self-confident and arrogant.
"Would you tell me what are we doing _here_?" he asked for the seventh or eighth time. So far, the answers had been enigmatic at best.
"It's part of the plan," Michelle answered with a smug smile.
Larry shook his head. "It's just odd that we're wasting our time here, while the ... action is in DC."
Michelle and Tonya exchanged a knowing glance, and then shut up. They both knew that what they were about to do was one hell of a gamble.
Shortly, after more silence and mounting frustration for Larry, the car pulled into the parking lot of a water park, of all things. Larry frowned. "What the hell is this?" he demanded.
Tonya parked the car, and then got out. "You'll understand in a few minutes."
With nothing better to do, Larry exited the car and joined the two women walking toward the park's ticket booth. Tonya grasped his arm to hold him back, while Michelle walked to the ticket booth. Her conversation was a bit animated, but finally, she procured something and rejoined the group. She handed a ticket to Larry.
Larry was baffled by now. "Okay, what's _this_ about?"
"Just go into the park and change," Michelle explained simply. "They have guest suits in the men's locker room. We'll see you in the park in a couple of minutes."
"No," Larry said firmly. "Look, this is stupid. We've got some real work to do, and you've got me going to a water park?" He scowled. "What the hell is going on?"
Michelle shook her head. "I'm not sure that this is the best place ...." she began.
In his peripheral vision, Larry noticed an older woman approaching. He was _trained_ to notice such things. "Quiet," he hissed.
The old woman smiled as she approached. "Oh, no need for that," she said pleasantly, as if she'd heard him. She gave Michelle a warm hug. “It’s nice to see you again. Has everything worked out like you were hoping?”
Michelle returned the embrace. She _knew_ this old woman somehow. “Better than I’d hoped.”
The old woman looked at Larry. "Do go on. Pretend I'm not here."
"I'm just trying to understand what's going on here," Larry explained, trying to persuade the old gal to either explain things or leave.
The old woman smiled. "At least you didn't call me an 'old bat'," she said with a grin.
Larry flinched at her words. In his extreme frustration, he _had_ thought of saying those very words. He started to reassess the old woman; clearly, his first impression had been wrong. "Uh, how ...?"
The old woman looked at him. Larry instantly was intimidated; in her eyes, he saw a raw power that cowed and scared him, but there was also compassion and understanding.
"Just do as they suggest," the old woman said soothingly. "You'll understand in a few moments."
Larry gulped, and then he nodded slowly. "Okay, I'll play along." Still not understanding, and reluctant to waste time, he trudged through the turnstile, pausing to swipe the pass, and disappeared into the men's locker room.
The old woman watched him go, and then turned to the two women. "I'd suggest you go to the office. Anya is waiting for you." She smiled. "It'll be easier if I handle things when he comes out of the locker room."
As the two walked toward the office, the old woman overheard Tonya's question. She, too, was confused about what, exactly, was happening.
**********
Larry shook his head in disbelief as he stuffed his clothing into the locker. This was unreal — he was involved in perhaps the most clandestine, dangerous plan in the history of the country, and somehow, he'd ended up in this coastal city, in a water park, changing into swim trunks. Surreal wasn't exactly a strong enough word.
Even though he was concerned about his work, Larry paused to admire himself. Despite the time he spent behind a desk and not in the field, he worked hard to keep himself in shape. His abs — perfect six-pack. He had no extra fat; if one were to guess, one might suppose him to be an athlete instead of a government agent. Lean, trim — all a result of diligence to fitness.
He pocketed the key, and remembering the signs, stepped to a shower. Shaking his head, not quite believing what he was doing, he pulled back the curtain and twisted the shower knob, turning on the stream of water. Not wanting to waste any more precious time, he stepped into the steady stream of water.
Larry was very surprised at the warmth of the water; he'd expected a blast of lukewarm or cool water at best. He was also stunned at just how good the shower felt; it was some type of shower massage, and its pulsing jets seemed to melt the tension from his entire body. He closed his eyes, relaxing for a moment, and thus failed to immediately notice that the mist had turned light pink.
When he opened his eyes, Larry was baffled. He glanced around, and _did_ notice, now, that the wisps of steam and mist about him didn’t seem quite normal. Further, his scalp was tingling a tiny bit, and it seemed that something wet was slapping his shoulders. He ignored the odd sensation and reached up to shut off the shower.
As he walked toward the exit, Larry’s brow wrinkled; something didn’t seem quite right. The sensation of walking was … odd, as if his balance was altered a bit. And there was some swaying on his chest that was out of place. He knew how his body was supposed to feel — that was a consequence of his daily workouts. He thus knew that the sensations he was feeling were highly unusual.
As Larry rounded the corner to the exit, he came face-to-face with a semi-nude woman coming his way. Larry flinched, and saw the woman react in the same startled manner.
Years of being a trained situational observer served Larry well. He’d seen the reaction in the woman that mirrored his. Every motion he made was echoed. And he noticed a small frame around the door, which meant it wasn’t a door. In a fraction of a second, Larry knew he was staring into a mirror. That conclusion, no matter how illogical, led him to look down, to see if the odd sensations he’d felt had anything to do with the image he saw.
Larry gasped, a tiny feminine sound, as he beheld the breasts on his chest. They were perfect specimens of female curves, round and full and capped by large dark nipples. Between the valley on his chest, Larry could see that his toned abs were gone, replaced by a smooth, perfectly flat woman’s stomach. Below that — Larry craned his neck forward to get a better view over the mounds hanging on his chest — he could see that his swim suit had changed into a delicate and alluring bikini bottom, with no obvious bulge of manhood.
Feeling a bit of panic, Larry looked up at the mirror again. The face he saw was only faintly like his own. The woman was a beauty; her light brown hair, cut in a shoulder-length bob and swept across her forehead, contrasted with her soft, inviting hazel eyes. She had a dainty nose, high cheeks, and her lips were full and alluring. She appeared to be in her mid-thirties. She was an icon of beauty.
At that moment, the door opened, and the mirror was replaced by the old woman framed in the doorway. “Ah, I see you’re done changing,” she said with an enigmatic smile.
Larry frowned. “This … this is impossible,” he said softly, again marveling at the sultry contralto voice that came from his lips. He thought he detected a faint Southern accent in how he was speaking. “What have you done to me?”
The old woman produced a bikini top, seemingly from nowhere. “First things first. I don’t like topless sunbathing in my park.” She handed it to Larry. “Put this on, please.”
Confronted as he was with a situation he couldn’t explain, Larry simply followed his instructions. He took the top, and with a skill that he didn’t know he possessed, fastened the top on. Not surprisingly, he noted, it matched the bottom perfectly, even if the cups were a bit small for his … chest. While covering his breasts, it nonetheless left an inviting image.
“How … how did I do that?” he asked, even more baffled.
“Magic.”
“Magic? Yeah, right! This has got to be one hell of an illusion,” he rebutted.
“And yet, you know it isn’t, correct?” the old woman asked with a smile. “I built my park to give women a place of sanctuary from leering eyes and lustful stares. The magic changes men into women, so they don’t interrupt the privacy of my patrons. Now, if you’ll follow me, your colleagues are waiting in the office. We have some very serious matters to discuss, I believe.”
With no other options, Larry elected to follow the woman. They walked across the entrance plaza, past a much larger woman’s changing room, and into a low office building that bordered the high privacy fence.
Inside the building, three other ladies were seated. Larry recognized the two who’d accompanied him to the park, but the third was a mystery.
“Don’t worry about my grand-daughter Anya,” the old woman interrupted his train of thought. “She’s essential to my operations here, and she’s as trustworthy as I am.”
Larry sat down, and without realizing it, crossed his legs in a proper lady-like fashion. Tonya watched, her eyes wide with surprise at what she was seeing.
Larry noticed Tonya’s expression, and he _also_ noted the rather bemused look on Michelle’s face. At the same time, the old woman and the younger woman, Anya, seemed bored by the entire spectacle, as if men changed into women every day. Given what the old woman had said in the shower, Larry realized, men probably _did_ change into women every day at this park. He had a sudden terrifying thought. “Is this … permanent?”
Michelle smiled and spoke before either the old woman or Anya could. “No,” she assured him, “the magic lasts for the duration of the pass — plus a few hours. You’ll be a woman until your pass expires.”
Larry glanced at Tonya, and saw her staring wide-eyed at him. “Are you jealous?” he taunted her.
Tonya frowned. “No,” she snapped quickly. Instantly, she realized that she’d answered too quickly, and that she’d betrayed the fact that she _was_ a little jealous. Larry’s body was an absolute knockout, and she felt, in some ways, inadequate by comparison.
“Okay, Michelle, now that we’re done with pleasantries, I’d like to know why you’ve come to me.” The old woman was speaking to the second female agent.
Michelle, smiled, but it was not a genuine smile. “We … need your help.”
“Again,” Anya added.
Larry glanced at Anya. Despite looking about twenty-three, she was very perceptive - very much like her grandmother. He was starting to doubt Michelle’s judgment; he didn’t know if he could trust these two with this magnitude of secret.
“Yeah, again.” She paused, wondering how to word her request in a way that didn’t betray national security secrets. “We’re, um, working on a special project,” she began.
The old woman smiled. “Come on, Michelle,” she interrupted. “You know that we can read your thoughts. We _know_ what’s going on.” She glanced at Larry. “And just to settle your doubts, we _can_ be trusted. It’s our country, too.”
Michelle seemed relaxed by the news; the telepathy meant that she didn’t have to speak aloud about their concerns and plot. “Yeah.”
“I presume that you haven’t yet told Larry what his role will be?” Anya prompted.
Michelle looked at her, then dropped her gaze. “No, not yet.”
“Don’t you think you’d better,” the old woman prompted softly. “It’s _his_ decision to make, not yours.”
Tonya piped up. “I wish _I_ knew what this was all about, too!”
Michelle swallowed, still staring at the floor, and then she looked directly into Larry’s eyes. “We have to get someone close to Collins,” she said matter-of-factly. “Someone intimately close, someone who can spy, and get notes, and collect the data that we need.”
Tonya’s eyes widened, as did Larry’s, as they both realized the implications of her words. Vice President Roger Collins, never married, was known to be a ladies’ man, a smooth-talking romancer of younger, attractive girls.
“You’re not suggesting …?” Larry stammered.
Michelle nodded. “You’re the only one.”
“But …” Tonya started to voice her objections as well.
Michelle shook her head. “He’s the only one. The secret service agents we trust that are on his detail — they’re both married. If they were to change, they’d be female versions of themselves, still on the security detail, and thus known to Collins. And the only other man that we can absolutely trust is also married.” She sighed. “I’m too well known, both from my earlier time in the Secret Service, and my work on Senator Warren’s staff, and Tonya is a known agent.”
“I worked on his security detail a few years ago,” Larry objected. “Surely …”
Tonya realized the truth of what Michelle had said. “I’m afraid she’s right,” she admitted grudgingly. “You’re the only one. You have the most knowledge of his … tomcat … ways and tastes of any of us.”
Larry knew it was a losing battle. Logic and appeal to patriotism were on the women’s side. “So that’s why you brought me here and tricked me into changing — so I would be the patsy.”
Michelle and Tonya winced at the accusatory tone of his voice. They knew that he was right. “It’s still your choice,” Michelle said simply. “This was a … demonstration. You have to admit that if I’d told you two about magic and such, you would have never believed me.”
Larry stared at her for a moment, and then nodded. “You’re right,” he said with an air of resignation. “On both counts. I _wouldn’t_ have believed you, and it seems that I’m the lucky one.” He sighed heavily. “So when you say that I would have to get close to Collins, how _close_ are you talking?”
He saw the embarrassed look on Michelle’s face. “That’s what I was afraid of.” Everyone know that Collins was a randy old goat and with a reputation for his adventuresome peccadillos. He took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly as he stared at a light fixture. When he looked back at Michelle, he looked weary. “So now I get the speech about duty to country and all of that?”
Tonya laughed. “I don’t think that’d be fitting.”
Larry looked at the old woman. “So what’s going to happen? How long? I’ll need ….”
“If — when — you check, you’ll find that your identification is Laura O’Donnell. Anya’s magic has made a complete background for you. To everyone outside this room, you’ll have always been Laura, a widowed young woman who happens to enjoy the DC social scene.”
“How long?” Larry asked simply. “How long is this … assignment going to last?”
“Right now, the pass you have expires at midnight,” the old woman answered. “We had a … discussion. I wouldn’t sell a longer pass unless _you_ made the decision. This is a … test drive.”
“Okay, so this ends at midnight. I assume that I’ll have to change again if I agree to this assignment? How long will _that_ pass last?”
Michelle and Tonya exchanged looks of unease. “Six months at the outside.”
“Six _months_?”
Michelle nodded, her expression grim. “That’s the longest the doctors think the president can go before he’s forced to resign. And that’s only _if_ he lasts that long.”
“Six months?” Larry shook his head. “That’s a long time.”
“Can you think of another way?”
Larry shook his head, a resigned expression on his face. “No.”
**********
Laura, Tonya, and Michelle started out the door. It hadn't taken a day for Larry to decide — he knew where his duty lay.
Grandmother, however, interrupted them. "Michelle, can I have a word with you in private before you leave?"
Anya had already gotten the hint from Grandmother through her magic senses. She was half-way to the door by the time the old woman had spoken.
Michelle nodded, already suspecting what the old woman was going to say to her. "Wait in the car. This shouldn't take but a moment."
When the door had closed, Michelle turned toward the old woman.
"You broke your promise," Grandmother said simply.
Michelle nodded, a grim expression on her face. "I know. But I didn't have a choice!"
"Yes, you did!" the old woman snapped. "There are always choices. I made a choice when I decided to help you."
Michelle nodded, humbled a bit by the old woman's frustration. "I know. And I appreciate it more than I can say. You helped me become the real me, the person I'd been inside for years. You saved my life from the depression that my ... condition and conflict was causing."
"Senator Michaels is the one who saved your life," Grandmother reminded Michelle.
"And I still owe him — and his memory. It's a debt that I can't repay."
"He wouldn't have broken his vow," the old woman said, stinging Michelle with her words.
"Do you think I don't know that?" Michelle asked, her eyes watering. "We tried! We couldn't find any other way!"
"You haven't told Rachel, have you?"
Michelle shook her head. "She's too upright and honest. She wouldn't understand my breaking a promise, either. It would ... disappoint her. It would hurt her that a trusted aide would do such a thing."
"I know,"
Michelle lowered her eyes. "You won't tell her, will you?"
"No. That's for you."
Michelle nodded her understanding. "I can't tell her. Not yet. This is far too ... dangerous for her to be involved. She needs to be kept clean from the whole mess, in case this blows up in our faces."
"It's political," Grandmother reminded her. "It probably _will_ blow up."
Michelle sighed. "I know," she said sadly. "I know."
**********
After Michelle had left, Anya re-entered the office. “I noticed that you were a lot less … verbal … than normal. What are you thinking?”
“I can’t fool you, can I?” the old woman asked with a sad smile. “I’m very concerned about getting involved in … politics.” She spoke the word as if it were distasteful. “You realize that if we help, we could be held as accomplices to treason.”
Anya’s usual cheery expression was somber. “Yes.” It wasn't like Anya to give simple, one-word answers to anything.
“Do you think we have a choice?”
Anya needed no time to think. “No. Not unless you’re willing to ignore the data they’ve seen, magically wipe their memories of this place, and then hope that they’re wrong.”
"What do you think?”
Anya shook her head. “They’re not wrong," she said with certainty.
“That’s my assessment, too.” The old woman sighed. “We really don’t have a choice. With the type of actors in politics, do you think you could protect yourself — and everyone around you — every second of every day? There's someone behind those three — and they are desperate. One never corners a rat, because that's when they get dangerous. That's why _I_ had to leave a place, once." She shook her head. But there’s another complication.”
“Oh?”
The old woman nodded. “You know what kind of sentence I’m under from the Wizards’ Council. I’ve told you about the rules for non-interference.” She shook her head. “I can’t help any more than I’ve already done.”
“What you’re trying to tell me is that if Laura needs any more help, I’m going to have to do it, right?”
The old woman nodded. “You aren’t of age to travel to the ‘otherworld’, so the non-interference rules don’t apply to you — yet.”
“This might be a stretch,” Anya said nervously. “I’m not sure I can handle it.”
Grandmother smiled. “You’re more than capable enough. Your powers are strong. You did great work with Senator Michaels, and with Melanie Lewis. And with Alison. I _know_ you can do what’s needed.”
Anya blushed. She wasn’t used to being complimented on her magic abilities. “Do you think I’ll have to give Laura a little extra … something,” she asked, “to help her attract men?” She already knew the answer. Larry’s task was already difficult enough without having to deal with a good dose of sexual magnetism that drew men’s attention, but in order to ensure that she attracted that one man's attention, she'd need every bit of extra allure that Anya could give her.
**********
Laura O'Donnell grimaced inwardly, even as she pasted on a phony smile. She was at the social gathering with Tonya, supposedly her best friend from college. As Anya had warned her, due to the enhanced sexual magnetism she'd received, she was getting a _lot_ of attention from men, ranging from interns to lobbyists to House and Senate members.
Laura had been forewarned by Anya that she’d have all the memories and mannerisms to play her role, but she’d been shocked at how extensive those memories and habits were. She felt like she was caught between two worlds — the artificial memories of Laura, and the real memories of Larry. More than once, she’d awakened in a sweat with the feeling that she was actually Laura, and was just dreaming of being Larry.
Laura tried to put on an expression that was discouraging. “Why, no, General,” she said with her Southern-belle accent, “my dear Todd never told me about those missions. I knew better than to ask, because I knew he wouldn’t tell me things that were classified.”
She was poised, graceful, and displayed all the politeness and manners of a proper Southern lady. Her accent was charming without sounding overdone or stereotypical. More importantly, since Larry had served on Vice-President Collins’ security detail, he knew exactly what characteristics caught Collins’ eye, and Laura matched all of those details — in spades. What’s more, the special, almost magical, aura about her was an added lure to entice Collins.
So far, however, the plan to get close to Collins had failed. Twice, scheduling conflicts had kept him away from social events, and a third time, he arrived with a perky blonde on his arm, making it impossible to get close enough for Laura to turn on her charms.
Laura was left trying to fend off interested men. She’d known how common affairs were in the capitol, but she was shocked by how blatant some of the men were. At the moment, she was trying to deflect the attention of a general. She knew he was married, but like many in DC, he was almost eager to have an affair with a lovely young lady. Given the numbers of eligible, lonely women in the city, such affairs were very commonplace. “Besides,” she added, “I still miss him so, and even though he’s gone, I still feel like I shouldn’t give improper … appearances.”
He took the hint, made some cordial excuse, and went elsewhere to prowl for companionship. Laura breathed a sigh of relief, but jumped when she felt a hand on her arm. Her heartbeat slowed again when she saw that it was Tonya that had touched her.
“A little jumpy tonight?” Tonya asked with sweet smile.
Laura kept the smile on her face, despite her inner emotions. “We’ll talk later. Any word on Collins?”
“He’s not going to make it. Schedule change.”
Laura frowned. “Which means that he found some sweet young thing for the evening, right?” She shook her head. “This is _not_ working.”
Tonya continued to smile. “Make your excuses so we can go. I’ve got some information for you.”
After some cordial “thank you’s” and excuses, Laura left with Tonya.
As soon as they were in Laura’s car, out of earshot of anyone nearby, Laura sighed out of frustration. “This isn’t working,” she repeated.
Tonya shrugged. “You just hate having to dress up and flirt,” she countered playfully.
“Would you get serious?”
“Okay.” Tonya decided that she’d ribbed Laura enough for one night. “At the reception the other night, Collins noticed you.”
“How? He had that blonde bimbo hanging all over him?”
Tonya laughed. Laura didn’t realize just how competitively female she sounded. “Maybe, but there have been some queries in the office to find out more about you.”
“Finally!” Laura sighed with relief. “It’s taken long enough.”
Tonya frowned, but her expression was unseen in the darkness. “That was the good news.”
“Oh?” Laura was alert again.
“Someone is getting suspicious,” Tonya reported. “You’ve got a tail.”
“I noticed.”
“Which might mean that someone from Collin’s security detail is checking you out.”
Laura nodded her agreement. “I hope so. That would mean he’s taking the bait.”
“And it’s not safe to contact Dick. He thinks his phone is tapped, and his e-mail is getting extra scrutiny. .”
“Shit.” The cursing from Laura was completely out of character with her appearance
“You can’t contact me, either.” She sighed. “I’m just a field agent, so it’s very unusual for me to go to your social events. It’s getting attention. A lot of people in the office are starting to feel that they're not ... trusted, and that they're under scrutiny. Someone's getting edgy”
“But … you’re supposed to be my best friend from college!” Laura and Tonya both knew the way Anya’s magic had rewritten their lives.
“Yeah, well that may be, but we move in totally different social circles, and it’s not … appropriate … for us to be seen together. At least not frequently.”
Laura winced. “That means … I’m on my own.”
Tonya nodded. “We’ll set up some dead drops.”
Laura shook her head. “Not if I’ve got a tail. That’ll arouse suspicion, especially if you and Dick start attracting interest, too.”
“Shit,” Tonya swore. “How the hell are we going to pull this off now?” She sighed heavily. “You know that Collins came from a … rough city. If he starts to get suspicious, well, you know it wouldn’t be the first time that someone _inconvenient_ had problems or disappeared.”
Laura bit her lip as she thought. “No. We _have_ to stop the son of a bitch.” She shook her head. “There _has_ to be ….” She suddenly thought. “You don’t suppose that girl, Anya, could help us out … again?”
Tonya’s face brightened. “Maybe using her magic? Like, every time you needed to get something, you could do a dead-drop, and she’d be able to tell us where to pick it up?” She nodded. “That would make it less predictable, and it wouldn’t attract attention.”
“We hope.”
“Yeah,”
“I’ll talk to Michelle and see what we can arrange.”
**********
“I don’t like it, Anya,” Grandmother said with a frown. “We’re getting dragged deeper and deeper into this ... conspiracy.”
Michelle nodded grimly. "I don't see how we can help it."
"At least you have an excuse to visit us. You and Senator Warren are both long-time patrons of our park," Anya noted wryly. "But we're not in Washington, DC, and Laura doesn't have an excuse to drop in any time she needs."
"Can you do anything?" Michelle asked.
Anya thought a moment. She looked at Grandmother. "Some type of amulet or jewelry that alerts me, and lets me monitor her thoughts if I need?"
Grandmother nodded. She would have smiled at Anya's creative solution, except for the grave nature of the task. "I've got two concerns. First, it'll distract you a lot from your work. Second, I'm worried that you might not be able to cast that spell."
Anya nodded. "I think I can manage the spell." She glanced at Michelle. "If the two of you are arousing suspicion, then you'll probably need something, too."
"That makes sense," Michelle agreed.
"Something you normally wear. A class ring, a pair of earrings, a necklace. Anything that wouldn't seem out of the ordinary."
"I'll tell Dick."
Anya shook her head. "If you're both being followed, that's too risky. I'll have to just ... visit ... magically, and cast the spell."
Michelle laughed. "I forgot that you can do that." She smiled. "How many times did you do that trick with the Senator — during the time he was changing?"
Anya and Grandmother both flinched. "No-one was supposed to know anything about that," Grandmother said warily.
A wry smile crept over Michelle's face. "Did you forget who _I_ was? How I came to be on Senator Warren's staff — after I'd been on Senator Michaels' staff? It wasn't that hard to figure out what you'd done."
"How many other people know — or suspect — what happened?"
"Just me, and I'll take the secret to my grave," Michelle said solemnly.
Anya winced. "Are you going to tell the Senator about this?"
Michelle shook her head. "No. She needs ... plausible deniability — if something goes wrong."
"You really have a strong sense of loyalty," the old woman said with admiration.
Michelle nodded. "I put my life on the line for Senator Michaels. I put my life on the line for Senator Warren. I did it for my country, too. Yeah, I take my duties seriously."
"If this all works out," Anya said softly, "you're going to have to tell her — someday."
"Yeah, I know."
**********
Laura grimaced inwardly as she shook one more hand. She was at a formal State Department reception, for another wanna-be dictator from another third-world country. She was bored with the whole process, she hated the time and fuss of getting her hair and makeup done, she hated the need to find "just the right" dress, and she hated how her feet hurt in her heels. She reminded herself, for perhaps the twentieth time so far that evening, that it was "just a job," like all the crap jobs she'd had while Larry had served in the military.
Laura's frown straightened when she saw the Vice President slowly making his way toward her. She sighed — maybe _this_ would be the time that he finally noticed her, and she would be able to move to the next phase of her task. At the same time, she shuddered at the knowledge of what the "next phase" would be — getting close enough to the Vice President to gather hard information, including getting intimate if necessary.
A older woman who was known to be a friend of the Veep lightly touched Laura's elbow. "There's a friend of mine that I know you'd love to meet," she said warmly. In the current reality, the woman was also a friend of Laura.
Laura knew the game. She couldn't just walk up to an important man and start talking. That just wasn't how things were done in polite society. Someone had to introduce her, and that, in political circles, generally meant that both sides needed an intermediary, someone who would do the polite introductions and then, if needed, retreat when conversations turned private.
"I'd be delighted to meet any of your friends," Laura responded. Her misgivings about the 'friend' and the assignment were relegated to the background. She had a job to do.
As they crossed the few yards that separated her from the Veep, Laura saw that he was watching them. Clearly, _he_ had initiated the contact through the mutual friend. She felt, for a moment, like a bird flying into a snare. At the same time, she felt a little relief that, after a few weeks of frustration, she might be making her first contact with him.
She glanced to the side, to where she knew that Tonya was keeping her post as part of the Secret Service detail. She gave a brief nod when she caught Tonya's eye, indicating that this might be the first real progress.
"Mister Vice President," the woman said with her own charm turned on full, "this is my dear friend, Laura O'Donnell, that I was telling you about."
"I've heard so much about you, Ms. O'Donnell," the Vice-President said, as he bent forward to kiss her outstretched hand.
"Oh?" Laura asked, trying to sound interested by not obvious. "I trust it's all good."
Collins smiled. "You have a reputation as being one of the finest hostesses in DC. And you are considered, by many, to be one of the most charming ladies in the city."
Laura feigned modesty. "You're going to make me blush," she said with all the Southern charm she could muster.
"Then perhaps I shouldn't add that, in my opinion, you are perhaps the most beautiful as well."
Laura _did_ blush at the compliment. "Why, Mr Vice President, it's been said that you could charm the morning dew right off the honeysuckle. It appears that was an understatement."
Despite his official duties, the Vice President lingered to talk with Laura, and whenever he was called away for another formal introduction or greeting, he managed to find his way back to continue his conversation.
As the reception was ending, Collins came back to Laura. "I was wondering, " he said, oozing charm, "if your social calendar was free tomorrow evening. There is a reception at the Russian embassy, and it would not be as pleasant for me to go without a suitable ... partner."
Laura felt a surge of excitement to accompany her growing sense of dread. "Why, Mister Vice President, ..."
Collins smiled and interrupted. "Please, call me Roger. I'd prefer not to dwell on titles. It's a little too ... formal."
"Then I insist that you call me Laura," she replied. "And I'd be honored to be your guest at the reception." Laura felt her heart flutter in a strange way; she was finding him as charming as his reputation suggested, and she found his attention caused a slight thrill. She forced the strange feeling from herself. She needed to focus on her job.
"Then I'll send a limo to pick you up. Shall we say, about six?"
Laura smiled. "That will barely give me time to find a suitable dress and to get my hair done," she said coyly. "But I'll manage, somehow."
"And you needn't explain the 'rules' about a woman not being seen twice in the same dress," Collins added with a polite smile.
"I'm so glad you understand. Most men don't."
"I'm not 'most men'," Collins had a peculiarly naughty expression.
"So I've heard," Laura answered, trying to sound interested but not desperate.
"Until tomorrow evening, then," Collins kissed her hand again, then turned and, with his security team taking their places, departed the reception.
**********
The second reception resulted in an invitation to a private movie screening at the White House.
As she put on her makeup for the 'date,' Laura found herself feeling both delighted and horrified by the prospect. Shopping for a dress had been too easy; in fact, it had been, to her shock and dismay, downright fun. Putting on her makeup was too easy. She wondered if she wasn't enjoying the role a bit too much.
As they chatted before the movie screening, Laura wondered when Collins was going to make his move. He was obviously interested, but so far, he'd been a lot more reserved than his reputation would suggest.
Finally, Collins hinted about the subject. "You know, never having been married, I find life in this city to be ... lonely, at times." He had a wistful, seductive quality to his voice.
Laura nodded knowingly. "I know the feeling," she said. "It's ... difficult ... at times, being a widow at my age." She wiped at a tear that had appeared; she blamed Anya's magic and skills for the overdone sentimentality. "Very few women my age can relate, and at times, I feel alone and isolated."
"In a way, then," Collins continued, "we're kindred spirits. Two people, alone in this hub of power."
"Oh?" Laura was relying on one of Anya's lessons, "I thought you had plenty of opportunity for ... companionship."
Collins laughed. "When one is in a position of power," he explained lightly, "one finds many ... companions, who are interested only because of the power or celebrity status." He smiled warmly. "One seldom meets a companion who _isn't_ interested in those things"
"Oh? So I take it you don't categorize me as a groupie who merely wants to seduce the Vice President?"
"Hardly," Collins answered with a smile. "If you had been, you'd have been rather insistent on 'hooking up' at the reception where we first met. No, I find you charming company of a more ... sophisticated nature."
"And I find you pleasant to talk with," Laura replied, trying to sound both encouraging and at the same time, demure.
"Perhaps," Collins suggested, "if you haven't yet dined, after the movie we could enjoy dinner and a glass of wine together?"
"That would be very nice," Laura said with a smile. "But there aren't many places that you won't be recognized and mobbed by ... your admirers."
"If you wouldn't think it too forward of me, we could dine privately at my residence. The staff chef is excellent."
Laura knew that he was falling for the bait. "I think that would be very nice," she answered, trying to sound demure and sweet.
Inwardly, Laura was thankful for the coaching that Anya had given her, as well as the enhanced 'charm'. She'd been playing 'hard to get', precisely as Anya had advised, but it had only taken three days for Collins to become irresistibly enthralled by her. The plan was working. Collins was falling for her, and soon, hopefully, she would get the information that they so desperately needed. She also knew better than to get her hopes up too soon; Anya had warned her that Collins was a cagy political master, and it would probably take time to get to the point that she had access to what she needed. Patience was the name of the game, but the problem was, with a dying President, patience was something that they couldn't afford.
**********
Laura sighed, trying her best to sound sexually satisfied. She lay in bed with Collins, her head resting on his shoulder, and his arm around her. He was reveling in the afterglow of sex. Laura was just glad he was done.
"There's something very special about you," Collins said with a smile. "You know how to make an old man feel young."
Laura wanted to vomit. Instead, she forced herself to turn on her charm. "You know how to make a woman feel like a complete woman," she purred. Inwardly, however, she felt completely different. Collins was clumsy, rough, and in a hurry to satisfy his own carnal needs. She _knew_ that she was going to have to pleasure herself when he was done — just to avoid the sexual frustration that had been building in her — much to her chagrin. She found that she wanted to feel pleasure — and Collins had just denied that to her because of his own egotistical nature. And that need made her angry at herself, and frightened that she was becoming too much Laura, and forgetting Larry.
"You know, I should be leaving," Laura continued. "You don't want the press starting any rumors, do you?"
Collins laughed. "Sometimes when we're together, I don't care if they did. It might actually help my reputation to be involved romantically with such a lovely woman, as opposed to the ... other ways the press describes me."
Laura turned to sit on the edge of the bed, but Collins wrapped his arms around her from behind and began to kiss her neck. "You really _don't_ want me to go," she purred.
"No. But you do have a point ... about the press, I mean."
It was already three in the morning. "Will I be seeing you tonight?" Laura asked.
"Absolutely," Collins answered. "But then I've got that trip to China for a few days."
"I wish I could come along," Laura said wistfully. Inside, she realized, to her shock, that she actually _meant_ what she'd said. She was finding it harder and harder to focus on her job. Roger Collins had _that_ effect on women, and Laura wasn't immune.
Collins nodded, continuing his ministrations on her neck. "So do I." He sounded genuine, like he would truly miss her company.
As Laura drove from the Veep's residence, she sighed heavily. She felt _dirty_ at what she was doing. She was doing things with Collins that, a couple of months ago, she'd have never imagined herself doing. Despite that, though, she felt successful. Collins' barriers to her were lowering quickly, as he was so obviously smitten with her.
At home, she took a quick shower, then went to bed. She felt exhausted from the late hours she'd been spending with Collins. Late in the morning, she rose and dressed, then ate a light brunch. Suspecting that she was being watched, she drove to the Pentagon City Mall, and began browsing through the department stores for a suitable dress. Part of her knew it was a cover — not blowing a routine day with activities that might alert a trailing agent, but part of it was a genuine need to have appropriate — and attractive — attire. She flinched at the thought that she was actually concerned about being attractive, but convinced herself quickly that it was a necessary part of her role.
Once she'd found a new dress, Laura stopped at a coffee shop and Internet café. As she sipped her coffee, she used the laptop to send a message to Tonya. She noted that Collins was highly interested, and that things were going smoothly. She informed Tonya that the two had another rendezvous set up for that evening. Satisfied with the message, she quickly and professionally accessed the computer's history files, deleted her entries, and then did a little web surfing for dresses and jewelry. If she was being followed, there was no sense in leaving any but the most routine, boring crumbs of information. Smiling to herself, she left the café.
*********
"I'm so glad you could come," the woman said with enthusiasm as she performed the air-kiss-near-the-cheeks greeting ritual expected of the in crowd, whether they be socialites or stars. It was a warm evening in the early summer — not too hot, yet, although in a few weeks, it would be oppressively hot and humid. The crowd was gathered in a large, neat yard, surrounded by immaculately-tended gardens and shrubs, and a large patio with wrought-iron tables and chairs and a large bar serving drinks. It was a typical socialite's gathering in the nation's capital.
"I wouldn't miss your party for the world," Laura replied easily. "You must be very busy these days."
Rachel Warren laughed, a pleasant, delightful sound. "I knew what I was getting into," she said. "I guess it comes with my father's territory."
Laura laughed, pausing to clasp the hand of Rachel's husband and give him a quick kiss. "You need to remember to schedule time so work can't intrude."
"As do you," Rachel countered. "You've been spending a lot of time with Roger."
Laura smiled outwardly, but on the inside, she was carefully measuring Rachel Warren's words, her tone, her expression, every facet of the young senator. "He's pleasant company."
Rachel laughed aloud. "He's a political shark."
Laura shrugged, feigning innocence. "I hadn't noticed."
"I'm sure you hadn't," Rachel countered, her tone conveying her doubt about Laura's word. "But everyone has noticed that he's very smitten with you."
"Oh, really?" Laura was actually surprised at Rachel's words.
"And it's no secret that your friendship is ... more than casual."
Laura frowned. "It's ... a personal matter," she said defensively.
Rachel laughed. "At least you didn't say it was a personal _affair_!"
Laura decided that it was time to change the subject. The topic of her romance with the vice president was still embarrassing. Despite the help from the old woman, she was still having difficulty coping with the change. "I'll be having a party in three weeks," she said, trying to sound charming. "I do hope you won't be tied up and can attend."
"I don't think I have anything planned," Rachel replied, "but please check with my staff to make sure it's on my calendar." Without warning, a flicker of concern crossed her features, and an eyebrow rose a millimeter or two. She stared into Laura's eyes with a gaze that was unsettling. After a second or two, however, the look passed, and the smile returned. "I hope we can talk later," she said to Laura. "I have a sudden feeling that we have much more in common than you realize. And I have a special friend visiting that you really _must_ meet." She turned to greet other guests.
A few minutes later, she saw Rachel approaching. With her was .... Laura's heart raced, as she felt an icy chill down her spine. "Laura," Rachel called warmly. "I want you to meet my very special friend."
Laura tried, desperately, to act casual, but she was truly startled, and even a bit frightened. "I'm ...." she started to say as she leaned to hug Rachel's guest.
"... Laura O'Donnell," the old woman answered, her face warm and friendly. "Everyone who's anyone knows who you are, my dear."
Laura felt her head spinning. "I'm pleased to meet you."
"Again, you mean," the old woman said softly. She turned her head slightly to glance at Rachel. "Please stop grinning like the cat that ate the canary, dear," she chided the Senator. "It's not very becoming."
Rachel looked chastised, as if she was a misbehaving toddler that had been caught. "Yes, ma'am," she replied humbly, but still with a smile.
"I think Laura and I would like to chat a bit," the old woman continued.
Rachel took the hint and turned toward other guests.
Laura felt her knees wobble. "What are you doing here?" she asked when her nerves calmed enough for her to speak.
"Visiting a friend," the old woman said casually. "The Senator is a friend, and she was kind enough to invite me to visit."
Laura's eyes narrowed. "Is she ...."
The old woman laughed. "She's a dear old friend of the family. Nothing more."
"Then why did I get the impression that she ... knew ... my secret?" Laura asked hesitantly. "She was staring at me with the same look that you and Anya have."
"Rachel is a very perceptive young lady," Grandmother replied, still smiling.
"Why ... are you here? Something tells me that you didn't just pop up here to visit Senator Warren."
"Why, dear, I don't know what you are implying," the old woman laughed. She patted Laura on the arm. "By the way, I _love_ that dress. It really flatters your figure, and the color really works with your skin tone and hair."
"Thank you," Laura replied automatically. "It's hard to find ...." She frowned. "Would you stop that! I need a break from this socialite stuff."
"Sorry, but the play is not over. In fact, it's only begun the second act. There's still a lot for you to do."
"Great," Laura said heavily. "So what now?"
Grandmother began to fumble through her purse, and produced a plastic card, which looked like an average credit card. She handed it to Laura. "You need to extend your pass by at least another three months," she said as if reporting the weather.
"You know this is very difficult," Laura said, glad to at least have a moment to let down her guard and not act like an ultra-feminine DC socialite. She sighed. "So do I need to travel so I can visit the park again?"
"Oh, no, dear," Grandmother said with a smile. "That was done when you accepted the new pass. After all, my park is like magic."
"Enough with the bad puns," Laura said plainly. "You're here for a reason."
"Two reasons, actually," Grandmother reported. "First, as I said, I wanted a chance to visit my dear friend, Rachel. I haven't seen her in quite a while."
"And second?"
"Second is to warn you." She glanced around quickly, although Laura knew that the old woman's magic senses would know when she could talk. "Do you know that you're being recorded by some gentlemen with some rather sophisticated eavesdropping devices?"
Laura sighed. "I suspected as much."
"Well," the old woman said with a grin as she chanted a few foreign-sounding words, "they're going to be so very surprised when they find that their equipment has malfunctioned — just as we were about to discuss the 'juicy bits'."
Laura glanced around, noting where the van was parked with the eavesdropping equipment. She saw a bit of activity.
"You're safe for the moment," Grandmother said. "But I must warn you — you are now on your own. Your ... partners ... have attracted enough attention that they can't risk trying to contact you."
"Collins?"
The old woman nodded, her expression grim. "And more. Much more, and much more dangerous."
"So it's not enough to be ... close ... to Collins?" Laura shook her head. "I get hints every now and then, but I haven't gotten any solid evidence."
"You need to be much closer."
"Closer than ...?" Laura blushed at the implication of what she was saying.
The old woman smiled, understanding perfectly. "You need to become his most trusted advisor, an aide with keen political instincts that he trusts more than anyone else."
Laura sighed. "I can do that."
Grandmother shook her head. "It means that you're going to have to give up secrets that you once swore to keep, and possibly to let Collins hurt a few people's careers, in order to win his trust."
Laura shook her head. "This is way above and beyond," she said. "It's also very demeaning, and even humiliating."
**********
Laura snuggled on Roger's arm as they lay in bed. As usual, he had wanted sex, and now that he was satisfied, he was conversant.
"I wasn't aware that you knew Rachel Warren," he said casually.
Laura winced. "I knew her father, and naturally, I was curious as to whether she was anything like her old man."
"And is she?"
Laura shrugged. "If you mean, is she sharp? Yes. Has she got good political instincts? She's quickly developing them. And she's just as charming as he was."
"What else do you know?" Collins prompted.
"Not a lot. Not like some other people." Laura had to distract him from Rachel Warren. Rachel had seemed to know her secret, and Laura felt threatened by that.
"Oh?"
"I bumped into Sarah Rafferty in the store the other day. Talk about a mess!" Inwardly, Laura was cringing — she was about to betray a secret, something that the service had sworn never to do.
"What's going on with Representative Rafferty?" Collins' interest was piqued.
"Sarah's about ready to leave him."
"Really. Why would she do that?"
Laura hoped that Collins didn't see through her act. She was trying to appear nonchalant, but also calculated in divulging the information. "Isn't he the chair of the committee that's got your proposal locked up?"
"I think so," Collins lied, but his lie was transparent. He knew all of the actors on the stage that was DC political life.
"He's got a very serious gambling problem," Laura noted. "It's been almost completely hushed up, because his brother-in-law controls two television stations in his district, and the brother-in-law is well connected."
"How bad? It can't be anything ... scandalous, could it?"
"Yes. Sara said that they had to sell their vacation home in Colorado, and they're about to lose their house here. She's taking the kids home, and plans to file for divorce so she can at least keep her house back home."
"How has _that_ been kept under wraps?"
Laura smiled up at him. "You do realize, that with his 'Bible Belt' district, news of his ... problem ... would cause a big stir. A divorce wouldn't help him, either. A little suggestion might help get your proposal to the House floor for a vote."
Collins' grin turned almost evil. He kissed Laura. "I'm glad you're on my side, my dear. You're special enough that I could see you as First Lady."
Laura's eyes snapped open. He couldn't see, of course, from how she lay, but she _knew_ that he'd just said something that bespoke his ambition.
"First Lady? But ... the President ..." She tried her best to sound confused. In fact, it took a moment for her to realize that he'd all but proposed, and when she _did_ note what he'd said, she felt a strange, exciting tingle run through her. At the same time, she became frightened of the power of his ambition, and his apparent and reputed willingness to do anything to achieve his goals. She realized how precarious her position truly was.
"I have ambition, my dear," Collins said with the sweetness of a siren song. "I have ways to get you _anything_ you might desire."
"But ... First Lady?" If there had been an academy award for acting by a special agent magically transformed into a woman, she'd have been a shoe-in.
"The President won't be in office forever, my dear," Collins said with certainty. "And when he leaves ...." There was no doubt that he meant to succeed the current occupant of the Oval Office.
Laura glanced up at his face, acting surprised. "There are a _lot_ of men who want to run for that office. Some of them are very well positioned politically," she said, feigning confusion. "You sound awfully sure that you'll win."
"Who says I'll have to run to occupy the office?" Collins was starting to sound sinister.
"But ...."
Collins lifted his finger to her lips. "Shh, dear," he purred. "If things happen the way I want, you'll never be wanting for anything that your heart desires."
Laura forced herself to laugh, to sound light-hearted. "You make it sound like you're going to become emperor or something."
"Or something." Collins kissed her. "If things go the way I plan, my friends will make sure that I never have to run for office again, and you'll be by my side as an inspiration to a grateful nation."
"It sounds so ... attractive. But how can you be so sure?"
Collins grinned wickedly. "The President is dying." He saw Laura's startled look. "Oh, yes, he's dying — of brain cancer. I'll be sworn in as new President within the month."
Laura felt a chill run down her spine. Though she'd known about the plot, it was a different matter to have Collins hint strongly about the scope of his ambitions. If she'd had any doubts up to that point, she knew, from his tone and words, that she was doing the right thing. Collins was a megalomaniac, a man so twisted by his own ambition that anything — or anyone — who got in his way would be sacrificed.
When Collins had fallen asleep, Laura slipped out of the bed. She was, by now, no stranger to the layout and workings of Number One Observatory Circle, the official residence of the Vice President. From her purse, she took her cell phone, and then carefully extracted the SIM card, which she set on the dresser. She then carefully rubbed the ring on her right hand, her "grandmother's ring" that was so precious to her family, or so the story went. The ring glowed briefly, and she touched it to the cell phone.
The cell phone vanished from her hand. One minute it was there, and then it was gone. Seconds later, an exact duplicate appeared magically to take its place. With a quick glance to ensure that Collins was sleeping, she inserted her SIM card and placed the cell phone back in her purse. Then she went to the bathroom and freshened up.
She crawled back in bed with much fuss, deliberately waking Collins. Groggy at first, he regained his senses remarkably quickly. "I didn't hear you get up," he said as he leaned forward to kiss her.
Laura let him kiss her, long and hard. Then she smiled. "Unless you want to start rumors, I should be going." She knew how to play Collins like a fiddle. He couldn't afford any scandal until after his plans were sufficiently far along.
Slowly, almost provocatively, she pulled on her clothing, knowing that Collins was enjoying her show.
"Oh, by the way," Collins said as he lay on the bed watching her, "I'm hosting a delegation from China next week. I would very much like it if you could attend, as my hostess, to help charm the vice-premier and some of the senior military officials."
Laura felt her heart skip a few beats. This could be the big chance. "You make it sound like I'm already First Lady," she said with a gentle laugh. "You know I'll help in any way I can to make the social events go smoothly, but the executive staff is far more efficient and experienced than I ever will be."
Collins was smooth. "Perhaps," he said without committing — or insulting Laura. "But they don't have a charming 'public face' like you bring. They're mostly anonymous, behind-the-scenes worker bees. Occasionally, it's important to see the queen."
Laura let herself out, and, as expected, her cell phone was examined by the Secret Service. She _knew_ what they were doing — every bit of the phone's memory was being copied, and would be thoroughly examined. The only thing she didn't know was by whom — the Secret Service, or by Collin's personal political operatives. She also knew that, as she stepped through the doorway of the service entrance, that she was being scanned for electronics. She smiled and waited patiently, until her phone was returned to her moments later. She was also glad that Anya had arranged to use the magic to swap phones so her phone was always perfectly clean, while the evidence was collected.
Laura was perplexed by the fact that there seemed to be much more activity at four in the morning than she would have expected. The Secret Service agents seemed a bit ... tense. She drove home, tired enough to not really care.
When she got home, she was startled to see Anya sitting in her living room. "How'd you ...?" she started to ask, stupefied, but then she remembered. "Oh, yeah. You just blinked in."
Anya smiled. "I don't 'blink' in like Jeannie on that old show." She had a grim expression, despite her attempted smile.
"Something's up," Laura knew immediately.
"Have you listened to the news?"
Laura shook her head. "You should know that I haven't. I've been ... occupied."
Anya turned on the television. Twenty minutes later, an ashen Laura switched it off. Triggered by the pressure from the growing tumor, the President had suffered a major stroke only an hour earlier — while Laura was leaving the Veep's residence. He wouldn't live to resign. Laura swore. "We were so damned close!"
"How so?"
Laura sank into a large stuffed chair, feeling defeated. "Collins — hinted strongly tonight that he's making a power move that will ensure he can be in office without ever having to run again. He hinted that he has some strong 'friends' that can do that." She shook her head. "All of this ... for nothing!"
"It's not over yet," Anya said simply. "You've got enough hard data to start an investigation, if the data is fed out to someone sympathetic in the press."
"But we don't have enough to put the last nail in his coffin." Laura shook her head. "You know what they say — you only get one chance to kill the king."
"True."
"Next week's meeting with the Chinese delegation," Laura said suddenly, her eyes wide open. "If we can get something — anything — then the press can't ignore it."
Anya's expression was somber. "I can't think of another way."
Laura sighed. "Okay, what's the plan? I won't be able to get anything in or out of that meeting. No evidence, no crime. No crime, he gets away with it."
Anya shook her head. "There's got to be a way."
An idea popped into Laura's head. "If I had a bug ...."
"No good. You'd never get it into the meeting."
"Not unless it was magically switched with a duplicate _after_ I was already inside."
A broad grin crept onto Anya's features. "That'll work. You can just use your ring to signal me, like you've been doing."
Laura grabbed a pen. "There's a guy I trust who can make a super-miniature recorder." She thought for a moment, then ran upstairs and fetched a necklace with a small reproduction Faberge egg that was perfect to wear as a pendant. "This should be perfect."
Anya winced. "This is going to be tricky, though. I might have to switch the pendant while you're wearing it. You have to be certain that the ring is touching _only_ the pendant."
Laura nodded. "I can do that."
**********
Tonya sighed as she slumped in her chair. "Laura's in big trouble," she reported to Anya.
"I know."
"Collins proposed. He gave her an heirloom family ring as an engagement ring."
"And it's a bug, isn't it?" Anya's question had no doubt.
Tonya nodded. "She can't do anything without someone knowing." She shook her head. "I guess we underestimated how ambitious and powerful Collins really is."
"She knows, doesn't she?"
"She's not dumb," Tonya said with a scowl. "So now what do we do? Get her out of there?"
"No. She's got a plan."
"I hope it's a good one. You know that Dick was reassigned. The top layer of the Secret Service is now more loyal to Collins than the Constitution. They're acting more and more like a Praetorian Guard," Tonya sneered.
"Laura said to tell you that you need to start leaking the information to the press."
Tonya frowned. "That's not going to help. Collins is playing this one masterfully for sympathy. The press is going to go easy on him."
"Some won't."
"When some of this gets leaked, it's going to make life very dangerous for Laura."
"She knows. She also knows that you've got to move now, before it's too late. Collins has the sympathy vote, and he knows where enough bodies are buried, that he can ram his wishes through Congress. If you don't move quickly, you may never have the chance."
**********
Laura ran her fingers through Collins' chest hair. "You know, honey," she purred, "I'm not sure that Governor Jennings would be your best choice."
Collins kissed her forehead. "Why not?" he asked.
"He's an idiot," Laura said simply.
Collins laughed. "Of course, he's an idiot. That's what I like — he isn't bright enough to do something I don't want."
"But you're going to have to run for re-election in just over a year. He won't help much, except with one small, insignificant western state."
Collins' expression fell. "That's true," he said as he considered her words. "So far, you've been a better advisor than those morons in the national committee," he added.
"I'm just looking out for my fiancé," Laura said with a false smile.
He kissed her again. "There aren't very many other choices."
"What about Senator Warren?" Laura suggested.
"Rachel Warren?" Collins' eyebrows shot up. "She's ...."
"She's young, which will help with the youth vote. She's Southern, which will help there. Her life-story is a real tear-jerker, with her being Senator Michaels' daughter, and his tragic death. And as a woman, she'll really help get women's vote. I could see her turning a small victory into a landslide."
"And she's popular enough that the opposition in the Senate wouldn't oppose her, either," Collins said. "Hmmm, it might just work." Collins wrinkled his nose. "She's bright, and ambitious, though. That's a dangerous mix. And she's a member of ... the other side."
Laura kissed him. "You know the old proverb — keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. If she's your VP, she can't hurt you. In fact, it takes one more opponent in the Senate out of your way."
Collins pondered her words. "True. If I win with a big enough landslide to retake the Senate, I can get things moving faster than I'd originally planned. Even if I can't get a filibuster-proof majority, getting her as VP would get her out of my way." He gave her another kiss on the forehead.
"And it would appear as a huge step in bipartisan cooperation," Laura added.
"You're my best aide," he complimented. He slid his hand down to her breast. "Now, enough talk about work. Let's talk about something more ... fun."
**********
Laura bowed to the short man, a pleasant smile on her face. "Ni hao," she said in Mandarin Chinese with a hint of Southern belle.
The man nodded. "Ni hao," he replied.
Laura could tell, from his demeanor, that her presence upset him. Though he tried to smile, it was obviously forced, and one eyebrow was arched a tiny bit higher. She and Collins were at the residence of the Chinese ambassador for a reception, or at least, that was the cover. There was to be held a much more important private meeting.
Collins extended his hand toward the Chinese Vice-Premier. "You honor us with your presence," he said, exuding charm even with the corny greeting.
"I thought you said that this would be a private meeting," the Vice Premier scolded Collins, dispensing with pleasantries. He had his eyes on Laura.
Collins laughed. "Permit me to introduce my fiancé, and most trusted political advisor," he said with a smile. "This is Laura O'Donnell."
"Soon to be Laura Collins," Laura said as she turned on her charm. "But I do believe Roger is being generous in how he describes me."
The Vice-Premier lowered his raised eyebrow, and exchanged a quick glance with the two men in military uniforms. They, too, seemed unhappy at Laura's presence, but the elder one shrugged.
"I think that our security details should wait outside, do you not agree?"
Collins laughed. "It's hard to have a private discussion with them always hovering about." He turned and whispered something to an aide, whose face clouded. However, the aide knew better than to argue.
"Let us retire to the study, to talk about the future," the Vice-Premier directed.
As they walked through the doors to the private study, one of the ambassador's aides stopped Laura. Wordlessly, he scanned around her body with a small hand-held black box. It was precisely as she'd predicted — the Chinese were taking no chances. With not another word, the aide stepped out of her way, and out the door, closing it behind him.
"So, you are interested in ... exploring a future relationship between our countries?" one of the generals prompted Laura.
Laura smiled. "Tensions have a tendency to interrupt the finer things in life," she said. "I prefer the life of luxury to which I've become accustomed."
The general frowned. "But you were married to a military man, a member of your Air Force."
Laura frowned. "Those are ... memories ... that are still rather painful." She made a show of composing herself. Unseen to her hosts, she tapped and rubbed the ring on her right hand, and then, feigning distress, lifted her hand to her chest. "I hope you understand that I find that reminder unpleasant." She carefully touched the ring to the pendant she wore on her necklace. "His ... death was a result of the very tensions of which I spoke."
"I did not wish to cause you distress." The general nodded, and turned awkwardly away.
"Does she know of the plan?" the Vice-Premier asked Collins in an insistent whisper.
"No," Collins shot back.
Laura turned with a sly smile. "Perhaps not directly, but it isn't too hard to figure out," she baited the men.
"If you are so insightful, then, please tell us."
Laura stepped to Collins side and wrapped her arm around him. "It's not too difficult to see that the tensions between our nations are detrimental — to all of us. Part of that is the tremendous imbalance in our militaries. More ... equity ... would allow a more peaceful state."
She saw the man's eyebrows rise. "That sounds logical. It doesn't take brilliant insight to come to that conclusion."
"But it does take either insight or a tremendous leap of imagination to conclude that the best way to ease tensions, and a growing trade deficit, would be for the government to correct the inequality by trading our excess resources to your country, perhaps under the pretense of reducing the trade deficit."
The generals exchanged an alarmed look, and then turned to stare at her.
Collins was startled by her insight, but he couldn't help smiling admiringly. "I told you that her political instincts are very sharp."
"Indeed," the Vice Premier complimented. "A most interesting theory."
"But that doesn't solve the long-term problem," Laura continued unbidden. "A future Congress or President could easily reverse that, leading to renewed friction." She smiled. "The only way to prevent that would be to ensure that someone ... friendly ... to China was running the government in a way that would ensure long-term stability."
"That sounds like a difficult scenario to accomplish," noted one general.
Laura smiled. "You tell me. I could imagine that, after balancing power, it could be arranged for a tension that would turn world opinion against the United States. Perhaps a debt crisis or other world-wide friction. Under such circumstances, a significant change in our form of government would be easily accomplished, in order to avoid, perhaps, a significant military or economic conflict. I believe the old term from the Roman Empire was 'praefectus', or prefect. A local governor answering to the Empire."
The Vice Premier slowly smiled, and he turned toward Collins. "You are correct — her insight is indeed keen."
"So, how did I do?" Laura asked with feigned confidence. Inwardly, Laura was trembling and fighting to control her fear. She was inside a plot that was seeking to destroy the country, and the men who could do it were in the room with her.
"Apart from a few details," Collins said with a wicked grin, "you're right, as usual." He sat down in a chair. "Let us discuss what we can do in the next few months."
Almost an hour later, the group left the room, but not before Laura had a chance to rub her ring and deftly arrange to touch her necklace again in a way that wouldn't be noticed.
The premier did notice, though. "That is an interesting necklace that you wear."
Collins noticed the underlying mistrust and threat in the man's tone. "I believe your lovely wife would find such a pendant most attractive."
Laura understood the implication of his words. The pendant was suspicious to the Chinese premier, and he wanted to get his hands on it. It wouldn't be for his wife; it would be to check to ensure that their conversation stayed secret. "I hope that the next time you visit, you can bring her. I think we can arrange a gift like this for her."
"Perhaps a gift now would be more appropriate," Collins suggested. There was a menacing tone in his voice that didn't go unnoticed.
Laura let her eyebrows rise, as if surprised. "Why, I do believe that is a wonderful idea, Roger," she said with a pleasant smile. She reached behind her neck and unclasped the chain. She looked at the pendant, and then smiled as she extended it to the Premier. "I really would like to see how this looks on your wife. Perhaps with a blue silk blouse? The gold and blue enamel of the egg would be beautiful with silk."
The premier accepted the pendant, smiling. "I will ensure that, the next time we visit, she is wearing a blue silk dress and your lovely gift."
A bit later, as they were driving back to White House, Laura leaned lovingly against Collins. "You do know that he threatened me," she said as if reporting the weather.
"Yes, I know."
"I don't trust him."
Collins smiled. "Neither do I. That's why I'm keeping a trump card."
Laura's eyebrows rose. "How can you keep a large nation like China in check? If it isn't this Premier, it will be another. It has long been their belief that the 'middle kingdom' should be pre-eminent on the world stage."
"And that's why we play the Bear against the Dragon," Collins said confidently.
"Shrewd," Laura complimented him. "But be careful. Sometimes, when you play one side against the other, both figure out the game, and together, turn on you."
"That's why I have you."
Inwardly Laura was trembling with fright. She _hoped_ that Anya had been able to make the second switch. If she hadn't managed it in time, Laura was dead as soon as the Chinese discovered the bug.
**********
Laura had just crawled in bed, weary after a long day with Collins, when her cell phone buzzed. It wasn't her regular phone, but a prepaid, no-contract phone. There were no records that she had the phone, and only three people knew the number. The plan was to use the phone for emergency contacts only. She felt a lump rise in her throat; if she was getting messages on the number, it couldn't be good news.
As Laura keyed through the message, she saw that there had been three other messages, from two different numbers. All were a series of letters and numbers that seemed like random gibberish — the so-called butt-dialed messages. She wrote down the information, and then erased the messages.
After decoding the messages, Laura leaned back, sighing. She'd been right — it wasn't good news. Dick had some information that he _had_ to get to her — ASAP. Through the old coding schemes they'd used in the past, she was able to decode his instructions for making the pickup.
Mid-morning, after breakfast, Laura took some of her clothing and got in her car. Feeling like James Bond, she went first to the mall; after visiting a few stores, she had recovered two halves of a laundry ticket. Next, she went to the dry cleaner that had been identified in the message. She dropped off her clothes, making a big fuss, for show, about a stain that just _had_ to be removed, and then she presented the ticket, claiming some cleaning that had already been done. She noted, with grim satisfaction, that the drop had been precisely planned; the cleaning she picked up was all women's garments, and in her size.
To be on the safe side, Laura stopped for lunch, and then made a visit to a jewelry store and browsed. Having convinced herself that her day had been routine enough to bore anyone following her, she drove home to prepare for what would be, to outside appearances, a quiet evening.
At home, Laura forced herself to remain calm. Whatever had caused Dick to use the emergency contact was big. She went through the dresses one by one. It was in the third garment, a neatly-tailored ladies' suit, hidden inside the collar, that Laura found what she'd been looking for. The object she recovered was a tiny computer memory card, which had been sealed in shrink-wrap plastic for good measure, and then sewn into the collar. She inserted the micro-SD card into a card reader in her laptop.
Much later that evening, Laura sat back. She was shocked by the data. Collins _was_ playing Russia against China, to get the best deal for himself, and the country be damned. The deal for Russia was a bit more complex, but essentially sold out US interests in order for Collins to gain political power as virtually an emperor of the country. As part of a massive military wind-down, NATO would be abandoned, as would any bases which constrained Russian expansion and aggression. Europe was being sold down the river. The forces in Korea, however, would be bolstered, as a means to keep China occupied long enough for Russia to take advantage of their position vis-á -vis Europe and the US. Provocation of Russia would result in threats, and the US backing down — under terms. The end result would be the same — the loss of representative government in the US and the accession of Collins to being a dictator, serving under a foreign power, even though his ambition and ego blinded him to the fact that he'd be a puppet.
The second set of data concerned Laura even more, however. Someone in the CIA, probably trusted by Dick, had leaked to him intelligence data about Russia and China. The CIA assessment was that the two powers trusted Collins and the US even less than they trusted each other. They were playing both sides against the middle; it appeared that they had a mutual pact to lead Collins down the path of destruction of the US, and then spring a trap to squeeze him — and the US — off the world stage. In the end, Laura figured that Russia was playing to get Europe, and China was playing to take control of US interests and dominate the Far East. The US would be ruined, both economically and militarily. Collins' plan was being played by the other side for the death of the US, not the installation of a puppet prefect.
Laura knew that Collins was too blinded by his ego and his ambition to understand the enormity of the threat. To Russia and China, he was a pawn, a disposable extra on their stage. She'd tried to warn him already, and she knew that she would have to continue trying, for the good of the country. If China and Russia succeeded, the country was finished. But if they could be thwarted, even if it meant Collins remained in office, there was hope.
Her priorities, she knew, were now slightly altered. Until China or Russia started to move, she could focus on removing Collins. Once events started, however, she'd have to do her very best to protect him, and by implication, the nation, even if it meant going against every principle she'd tried to live by. She realized that her assignment might be extended indefinitely, and that she might even have to stay as Collin's wife, First Lady, to try to protect the US.
**********
"I still don't trust them," Laura said softly. She was with Collins, watching a movie in the White House residence.
"I don’t either," Roger answered. He was more interested in being romantic than in talking politics.
"It's true that they've been rivals for a long time," Laura continued. She felt a need to get more information from Collins, to see if she couldn't entice a few tidbits of data about his views.
"Their rivalry goes back further than our existence," he said with a laugh.
"I just get the feeling that they're both playing against us."
"Don't worry," Roger reassured her. "I've already taken some precautions to keep them from double-dealing."
"I would hope so," Laura tried to sound complimentary. "You're always pretty careful politically."
"Flattery will get you everywhere, my dear," Roger said as he kissed her neck again.
"Are you sure you can control them? They're both pretty greedy for world power."
"How long could Russia survive without the revenue from their oil and gas exports?" Roger asked with a wicked grin.
"Their pipelines ...." Laura's mouth dropped open as she realized what he was implying. Attacks on the vital oil and gas pipelines, whether directly or, more likely, through intermediaries, would halt Russia's exports, and thus, their income. They would be very quickly financially paralyzed.
"Exactly," Roger confirmed.
"And China?"
"They've got a very restless population," Roger noted casually. "How restless do you think it would be if, say, they had a failure in their rice or wheat crops, to add to the already significant internal strife? Do you think the ruling government could control _that_ situation?"
Laura shuddered inwardly. Collins was mad, of that she was now totally certain. He was casually talking about measures that were blatant acts of war — terrorist acts against one, and biological acts against the other - and all in the interest of his own power. If she had been harboring doubts about her mission, his few words had steeled her resolve.
"Why the sudden concern?" Roger asked. He sounded a bit ... uneasy.
Laura tried to laugh. "Let's just say that I'm concerned about the man I'm going to marry," she replied. The words sounded strange in her mouth after he had mentioned his threats against the foreign powers. His obviously insane lust for power, though, made visible in his reckless threats against two world powers, had disenchanted her from his considerable charm — at least for the moment.
"Well, then, how about we turn off the television. I'm feeling a little more like cuddling than talking."
**********
The tech representative at the Apple store shrugged as he retrieved a new phone. "The phone is durable, but every once in a while, the glass breaks."
"Can you fix it?" Laura asked innocently.
The technician smiled. "Since you're covered under warranty, we'll just replace the phone with a new one. I'll have to transfer your contacts and software to the new phone."
"Will that take very long?"
"Ten or fifteen minutes at the most," the technician answered confidently. "If you'd like, you can go shopping or just wait in the store."
"Maybe I'll look at the iPads," Laura answered. "A friend said that I'd really find one handy."
"Okay. I'll call your name when I'm done." He strode to the back of the store to repair her 'failed' phone.
Laura went to an iPad and began to browse the web. She knew exactly what she needed to do, even though she was, to outward appearances, randomly playing with the features of the tablet. Two anonymizing hops later, she sent a message.
"Important that I get you some documents ASAP."
The response was almost immediate. "I don’t work anonymous tips. Who are you?"
Laura felt her gut knot. She couldn't alert him before the meeting — with the Secret Service, Chinese intelligence, and who-knows-who else shadowing her, she couldn't take any chances. "Someone very, very close to the President," she answered.
"Not without more information."
"Meet me this evening at seven." She named a restaurant. "You'll know who I am."
"Why?" The man was, understandably, dubious. In the modern information age, it wasn't common to have clandestine meetings to exchange data.
She was starting to get desperate. If he wouldn't make contact with her, then she didn't know of another outlet. "You break hot stories that others won't touch. This one is radioactive." She needed to play on his ego.
It worked. "Seven o'clock. Okay."
"It HAS to look casual. Please. And I cannot let it appear that we're meeting." Laura signed off the site, did a quick cleanup of the tablet's browsing history, and moved to a second tablet of a slightly different model. Again, she perused the web, and then repeated on a third tablet. Finally, her name was called, and she retrieved her phone.
After a stop for a manicure, another expected part of her routine, Laura went home again, and carefully copied all the electronic files onto several memory sticks. She'd kept the files encrypted, hidden as regular office documents, just in case. Right at that moment, as the files were temporarily unencrypted while being copied, she felt particularly vulnerable. If someone decided to 'visit' her then, they'd have everything. The tension didn't leave until she'd copied all the files onto all the sticks, leaving each one encrypted with its own unique password.
Next, she reached for her special ring, the one Anya had enchanted. Laura's eyes popped wide open when she discovered that the ring was no longer on her finger. She ran to her bathroom and searched, then again in her bedroom, more frantically this time. Not having found it, Laura sat down to think, trying to fight the rising panic. She had no other way to contact Anya. She sank into a chair, feeling helpless. With a sinking feeling, Laura realized that she must have accidentally left it when she was getting her manicure. She glanced at the clock, and her heart sank further. The manicurist closed at noon on Saturdays, and it was after two. There was no hope of retrieving the ring. She'd lost her last lifeline, and was now truly isolated, and events had already been set in motion. She had only this one chance to get the data to McGinnis. If she failed to show, he'd never trust her with a second chance to pass along the data.
Laura knew that she was on very thin ice as she made one final copy of everything, and put it, unencrypted, on a mini-SD card. This was the most dangerous part of the entire plan — the time when she had to get the data to the reporter, convince him of its veracity, and not have it intercepted by others. The data was on the memory card, unencrypted. If anyone got the memory card, they'd find out just _what_ she had. If that happened, well, she knew that she wouldn't be the first person in DC to have a mysterious 'accident.'
As she worked, she tried to figure out the best way to deliver the data to the contact. As cover, she was having an early dinner with Donna Worthem, an "old friend" and also a member of the elite DC social crowd. She would have to pass the microchip to the reporter, while under the watchful eyes of the Secret Service, probably Chinese intelligence, and her friend. She had to figure out a way to slip him the card in a way that he knew, but no-one else did.
The journalist she was meeting was Rob McGinnis, a well-known, and, as far as politicians were concerned, annoying, 'journalist' who had a reputation for breaking stories, finding leads, and reporting whatever facts he could, and letting the chips fall where they may. He had no political affiliations that anyone could detect, being an equal-opportunity politician-offender. Among the 'schooled' and 'professional' journalists, he was a gadfly, a little pest they had tried to ignore, but he had staying power. With the Internet, he had an instant audience and didn't need the up-front investment of traditional media. Laura _knew_ that if McGinnis saw the data, he'd run with it further and faster than others, who would be hesitant. She knew of no other reporter who'd be willing to take a chance publishing the type of data she had.
Laura carefully packaged the memory sticks into envelopes, each envelope a different color and size to hide them from each other, addressing each one with no return address, and sealing them. One went to her lawyer. A second went to the directly to McGinnis. The others went to people who she absolutely trusted, and who would know that if something happened to Laura, the data had to be gotten out to the public. She took care to note which memory stick went to whom, so she could get each person the appropriate decrypting key. She hoped that, by dropping off the packages directly at the post office with a routine batch of bill payments, she would keep the intelligence officers and Secret Service from snooping. Once that task was completed, she took out her emergency cell phone. Each of the intended recipients got a very short cryptic message, package, followed by a garbled phrase — the password for the encrypted files. She hoped it would be enough.
Laura's only remaining problem was in getting the data card to McGinnis without being noticed. She had no clues how to perform the task as she dropped off her mail, going into the post office to drop the letters directly into the mail slot, so they'd be mixed up with all the other outgoing mail that was in the bin - anything to make the job more difficult for those shadowing her. She was still mulling how to get the card to McGinnis when she parked her car at the restaurant.
As she stepped into the restaurant, the maá®tre de recognized her and greeted her warmly. "Ms. O'Donnell, we're so glad to have you visit." He was used to sucking up to the rich and socially-connected. "Is your party here yet?"
Laura shrugged. "I'm not sure. I'm dining with Ms. Worthem."
"Ah, she's already here, then. If you'll follow me..." He turned and scooted to a small table nestled in one corner of the restaurant.
Donna Worthem rose and gave Laura a warm hug, doing the air-kiss routine, to which Laura reciprocated. "So glad to be able to meet you, dear," Donna said warmly.
"It's been too long since we've had a private dinner, without either of us having to entertain," Laura said as she sat down. The maá®tre de, still working his charms, held the chair for her like a gentleman.
"Your waiter will be with you momentarily," he said as he turned and scurried away.
"So, what's new, besides your engagement?" Donna asked. "Have you started to plan the wedding, or is _that_ why you called me, so I can work my magic on the planning?"
Laura laughed. "I don't think the staff would be happy if I let you run the event."
"It's going to be _the_ event of the decade," Donna beamed. "We haven't had a Presidential wedding — ever! This is positively historical!" She sounded almost as excited as she imagined Laura would feel.
"Well, to be honest," Laura said, playing her role to the hilt, "I want a nice private wedding, but Roger wants to pull out all the stops."
"As well he should," Donna said strongly. "I'm so tired of hearing all the hoopla over the royal weddings in England! It's time _we_ had a chance to show that we can have a world-class wedding in _our_ capital!"
Laura groaned, another part of the act. "The last thing I want is for _my_ wedding to be a show!"
Donna smiled pleasantly. "I'm afraid you don't have a choice, dear. When you accepted the President's proposal, you accepted everything that comes with it, including being on the world stage."
At that moment, a figure approached their table. Donna looked up, and the disdain on her face was immediate when she recognized the man.
Laura saw Donna's expression, and she, too looked up at the man. Her heart raced — it was Rob McGinnis. "Why, Mister McGinnis, what a surprise to see you here!"
"I could say the same," McGinnis replied.
"I suppose you're hoping to find some _new_ sensational gossip or rumors to spread about the nation," Donna said, her voice dripping with acid.
McGinnis was used to such treatment. "I don't deal in gossip, Ms. Worthem," he replied, his voice cool and controlled.
"Why Donna," Laura said in a scolding tone, "Southern manners require that we be polite, even if we don't like a person." She stood, and clasped Rob's hands, then gave him an air-kiss. Unseen to Donna, her index finger of her right hand slipped under McGinnis' watchband for a brief moment. "I can't say that I'm pleased to see you, but I will wish you well." Laura said graciously.
McGinnis felt something under his watch band, and his eyebrows raised a fraction, but only for a moment. "Since the person I'm to meet isn't here, and is apparently not coming," McGinnis said, staring directly into Laura's eyes, "perhaps I could be so bold as to invite myself to join you ladies? My treat?"
"We were having a private dinner, for a change," Laura said insistently. "That's something that seems so rare these days."
Donna scowled. "I'm afraid that we are quite busy discussing social planning," she said, trying her best to sound genteel, when in fact, she wanted to throttle what she considered to be an example of vermin.
"Anything in particular?" McGinnis ignored her slight. "Like perhaps a wedding?" He glanced at Laura, smiling knowingly, as if he should be privy to the early stage of planning.
"Whether we're planning a wedding or a social gathering," Donna sneered, "it doesn't concern you, nor your penchant for reporting gossip and rumors. We do _not_ engage in, nor approve of, tabloid journalism!"
McGinnis just smiled. "We all have to make a living. Some of us, though, aren't afraid of finding the truth." He nodded. "Ladies," he said, before backing a step and then turning from the table and walking from the restaurant.
Laura's heart was racing. She was privately grateful for Donna's snobbery — it would certainly make it difficult to believe that she'd even attempted conversation with McGinnis, and it made enough of a scene to make observers believe that their meeting was nothing more than an unpleasant encounter. Now, it was all up to McGinnis. He had the memory card. All that was left was for him to peruse the data, and then believe it enough to publish it.
**********
It was difficult to keep track of all the guests, but Laura was doing her best. Her memories suggested that she'd dealt with larger gatherings, and more people, but, with jittery nerves about the past few days' events, she was having some difficulty focusing. Still, she had to play her role, until, as the old woman had said, "the final curtain closes."
"You must be looking forward to your wedding," the wife of yet another foreign ambassador tried to be conversational.
Laura pasted on her fake smile, and turned up her charm. "I think both Roger and I are," she said confidently.
"Have you picked a date yet?" the woman asked.
"Not yet," Laura said with a smile. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw a very agitated Chief of Staff approaching the President, with a paper in his hand. "I thought planning a normal wedding was difficult, but now, I also have to worry about schedules of so many dignitaries, and the timing to not conflict with so many more events. The longer I try to work, the more it seems that we won't get married until after Roger leaves office!"
"I'm sure you'll find a way," the woman said confidently, patting Laura's arm in a friendly gesture.
"I know we will." Laura's answer was half-hearted at best; she was trying to focus on Roger and his Chief of Staff. Whatever was on that paper was making the President very agitated. He turned, and glanced at Laura; in that brief moment, she saw how truly upset he was. "If you would excuse me," she said to the dignitary's wife, "I believe Roger wants to talk to me."
As she wended her way through the crowd, trying to avoid being drawn into conversations, she saw Roger duck through the doors that led to the private residence. She moved in that direction, knowing that her role mandated that she follow him.
Rachel Warren, the newly-confirmed Vice President, noticed that Roger had left, upset about something, and that Laura was following him, concern also on her face. She moved to cut off Laura.
"What's going on?" she whispered to Laura, bending close to her so that others couldn't hear.
"I don't know," Laura said, shaking her head. "I just saw him get some news from his staff, and he didn't look happy. He left, after he looked at me."
"The 'Football'?" Rachel asked, implying the briefcase of encrypted orders and comm gear to distribute the cipher orders to the military. If the football had left with the President, it meant something really big was happening.
Laura glanced around and noted the two officers, one carrying a briefcase, and the other a little bulky around the waist from his concealed guns, standing near the entrance to the residence. They were trying to look casual, but no succeeding. Still, their presence outside the residence suggested that the matter wasn't about an attack. "Still outside the residence," Laura commented.
"You'll have to take over, I guess," Rachel suggested.
Laura shook her head. "I'm not the First Lady yet, and order dictates that _you_ should be the dignitary in charge."
Rachel sighed. "I got sworn in last week, and I'm now hosting the opening reception of the G-20 trade meeting! And I haven't even got moved into my office yet!"
Laura darted through an opening in the crowd to the door separating the party from the private residence. Even though the Secret Service had orders to guard against uninvited guests, they also knew that Roger had personally okayed Laura as an invited guest wherever he went. They let her pass without even the thought of questioning her.
Laura tracked Roger down to his private study. "Is something wrong, hun," she continued to act, putting her arms on his shoulders and rubbing. "You seemed tense when you left in such a hurry."
"Read this!" Collins ordered, shoving the paper in Laura's face.
Laura took the paper hesitantly, and after another puzzled glance at Roger, she began to read. Her eyes widened as she read. "This is ... this is impossible!" Laura exclaimed. "How did the press get this information?"
"That's what I'd like to know, too," Roger said as he turned toward her. His face was a mask of grim determination and anger, a thoroughly unpleasant spectacle.
"They swept us — we were clean," Laura protested. "It has to be a leak from inside the Chinese conspirators."
"Not possible!" Collins snapped. "Look what they're losing."
"Look what they're winning! If they get the US tied up in internal political strife, China could take Taiwan and the northern islands claimed by the Philippines. And if we're knotted up, Russia can reclaim the Baltic States, as well as some of the less cooperative states in the Caucuses."
"They gain so much more if we can keep working the deal!" Collins screamed. He was, Laura realized, on the edge of rage. "It doesn't make sense for them to leak."
"Roger, dear," Laura tried to inject some calm into the discussion, "You assume that what you offer China is what they want. They might have been using the last few months to let us _think_ we know what the deal will be, when in fact, they have a different end-game that they are waiting to play — against us!"
"That doesn't make sense — to me, or to the Chinese!" Roger hissed. "The only other way that the information could have gotten out of the meetings was _you_!" He spun, inches from Laura, his face a mask of hatred. "It _had_ to be you! There's no other way! You met with McGinnis the other night, too!" Roger lashed out in his intense anger, slapping Laura hard. "You betrayed me!" he screamed. "You! You're the only one who had access to all the data."
Laura was genuinely afraid of the raging monster that Collins had become. Her hand on the already-bruising cheek, she backed away from Collins. She could taste blood, and realized that his slap had cut the corner of her lip. "I've been helping you to succeed!!" she protested, her voice trembling as she realized how vulnerable she was physically.
"You met with McGinnis, didn't you?" he said threateningly.
"He bumped into us — me and Donna Worthem — at dinner the other night. Donna made sure that he didn't stay long."
"But you said, 'Southern manners require that we be polite, even if we don't like a person.' Weren't you polite enough to greet him with less distaste than Donna Worthem exhibited?" He was firmly grasping her arm, hard enough that she knew she'd have a bruise the next day.
Laura's eyes widened. "How do you know exactly what was said?" Slowly, her eyes widened, and then she looked at the heirloom ring on her finger. "Is that what you've done? Put a bug on me, so you could know my every word?" She grasped the ring and practically tore it from her finger. "How could you?" she screamed at him. "I _loved_ you! I gave myself, heart and soul, to helping you, and to being what I thought was your special lover, and even your fiancé and eventual wife!" She felt her eyes watering. "And that's how you reward me — by having spies listen to my conversations, and follow me around. What's next? Snooping in my mail? Copying my cell phone data after meetings? Opening my packages and letters?"
Roger stood, stunned by Laura's reaction. His mouth hung agape as she slapped the ring onto the table beside them. "If that's what you think of me, if you can ignore how I've proven my loyalty by helping you, then I don't think we need to get married." She stormed out of the room, heading down to the back entrance where her car was parked.
Behind her, Roger was too stunned by her words and her extreme reaction to _his_ accusation and over-reaction, to do or say anything for several seconds, long enough for her to leave.
A few minutes later, she pulled into her driveway, her hands still shaking at what had transpired. Knowing she was being followed, and probably listened to, she walked slowly toward the house. It would be too easy for certain bad guys to be lying in wait, to remove another inconvenient obstacle. Her imagination was soaring with wild possibilities as she opened the kitchen door and stepped inside. She flipped on the light, hoping the sudden brightness would disrupt any intruder.
"The light's a little bright, don't you think?" The voice was familiar, even though Laura's own eyes were adjusting to the new light.
As soon as her brain processed enough information, Laura almost collapsed with relief. "Oh, God, I'm glad to see you, Anya," she said, her voice dripping with relief. "I ... lost the contact ring. And everything ... blew up tonight."
"I know," Anya noted. "I would have been here some time ago, but I got some more ... disturbing ... information from Michelle."
"I'd rather have good news," Laura said dryly. "I've already had enough trouble for one night."
"Okay, I'll change order. Tonya and Michelle are safe under our care and protection."
"And the bad news ... Dick is missing, right?" Laura's voice grew heavy, weary by the thought of losing a friend. And yet, somehow, she'd known that it was going to happen. "Any leads?"
Anya shook her head sadly. "Only what my senses tell me, and that's that he has been disposed of." She stepped to Laura's side and grasped her hand. "Now, it's time to get you to a safe location."
Laura's eyes widened. "Does that mean ... it's over?" she asked hesitantly.
Anya shook her head. "You'll still have to give a deposition. But first, let's get you someplace safe." She held Laura's hand tightly, and chanted some foreign words.
In less time that Laura could imagine, Laura and Anya appeared in the office of Bikini Beach. It was late, and the park was closed, but the office was busy. Both Michelle and Tonya were there as well, having been themselves rescued.
**********
The woman stood behind a forest of microphones as so many cameras clicked often that it sounded almost like the buzz of an engine. Rachel Warren sighed to herself, steeling herself for the questions she knew were coming.
"Madam Vice President," the first reporter practically shouted to be heard above the others, "Can you comment on the leak?"
Rachel held up her hands, indicating silence among the reporters. She knew that she had to tame the reporters or the press conference would devolve into anarchy. "One at a time, please," she indicated in a firm but gentle voice. "I recall how Senator Michaels would take turns, making sure all the pertinent questions were answered. I intend to do the same."
As soon as a hush descended over the room, Rachel turned to the reporter who'd asked the question. "I'll get to your question in a moment. First, though, I'd like to make a statement as to the rumors and stories." She glanced at her notes. Unlike some politicians, she, like Senator Michaels, preferred to work from brief notes. She found it much easier and more natural than trying to work from a teleprompter.
"Bear with me please. After all," she said with a sad smile, "this _is_ my first press conference as Vice President, and I'm a bit new to the job." Given the serious subject of the press briefing, she wasn't surprised that her attempt to lighten the mood failed. She shook her head. "I wish it weren't such a ... scurrilous event, however." She looked over her notes. "The President is very clear that rumors and stories about trade deals are just that — rumors and stories. Such gossip seems to be the stock and trade of some so-called reporters these days, but the press should carefully weigh the facts before passing on malicious innuendo. Currently, the President is working with his trade advisors in preparation for a trip to Europe next week. It should be clear to the American people that his dedication to his duties must take precedence over defending himself from baseless lies and political hatchet jobs, no matter how deeply they might offend or personally injure him."
Rachel looked up from her notes. "Now, as to the first question, the 'unnamed source, close to the President' is a standard disclaimer that some elements of the press have used for a generation to hide behind when their stories are shaky." She shook her head. "Personally, I prefer the stance of my father, which is to deal in facts and let others deal with gossip."
Many reporters raised their hands. Rachel called on one.
"Is it the President's contention that these rumors are an attempt by his opposition to weaken him before next year's election?"
Rachel shook her head. "For all I know," she countered, "it could be foreign intelligence attempting to discredit the President. It could be the opposition party, although, again, personally, I would find it hard to remain in a party that would resort to such ... distasteful innuendo. As toxic as the political environment is, I find it hard to believe that these types of accusations would be bandied about so lightly, even by the most ruthless politician."
"Is it true that the Russians are uncomfortable with the upcoming trade deal with China, and might use such a tactic to delay or cancel the deal?"
Rachel shrugged. "I suppose that anything is possible, until we know the source of the rumors."
"The stories suggest that so-called 'surplus' military assets will be transferred to China as part of the deal. Any comment?"
Rachel shook her head. "I can't comment on that which I don't know. As you know, the President has called for some deep reductions in our military forces. The standard has always been that any assets that are retired are held in reserve, in case they would be needed, so I find that rumor unbelievable."
"European press is reacting quite strongly to the suggestion that the US will leave NATO, and effectively turn over the Western powers to a resurgent Russia. Is the President committed to a strong NATO as a deterrent?"
"The United States does not welch on its obligations or treaties," Rachel replied, a bit scornfully. "The President has stated often his commitment to NATO. I would find it hard to believe that such a public commitment has changed."
"British sources say that MI-6 has intelligence suggesting that the press release is accurate. It's also reported in the Israeli press that the Mossad also believes the stories to be true."
"I can't comment about the accuracy, or lack thereof, of foreign intelligence."
"How is the administration going to address the comments of the British and other foreign intelligence sources?"
Rachel shook her head. This was turning into a circus. The media seemed to have pre-judged the President as guilty of the accusations in the stories. "I can't speak for the President, or what the administration will or will not do to respond to stories from foreign intelligence sources. I don't think I need remind you of some of the past failures of foreign intelligence. They have been known to miss reality by a wide margin in the past."
"Have you had a chance to talk to the President on this specific matter?"
Rachel shook her head. "I haven't met with the President. He's been busy with his advisors the past few days."
"Is there a reason that his personal and presidential lawyers have been seen at the White House for the past few days?"
"I can't comment, and I refuse to speculate," Rachel admitted, again. "I don't keep the President's schedule. As I noted earlier, the President is preparing for trade meetings in Europe."
The pool of reporters was getting anxious. Several tried to call out questions.
Rachel interrupted the noise. "I cannot speak further on what the administration is or is not doing. As you well know, I only recently took office, and I'm a little pre-occupied even trying to fill my staff." She let the uproar of the reporters die down. "I don't believe there is anything more I can add that would be factual," she said. "And I am certainly not going to contribute to rumors and speculation." With that, she turned and strode purposefully from behind the podium to off-stage.
Her husband, Brett Williams, former aide to Senator Michaels, was waiting in the adjoining prep room. "That was about as well handled as you could have managed," he said as he gave her a quick hug and kissed her cheek.
Rachel shook her head. "That was a no-win situation. I can see why Collins didn't want to face it."
Brett shook his head. "You handled it very well. No rumors, just facts, and you tried to defuse speculation. But you also didn't directly defend the President. And since you've only held the office for a few weeks, you're pretty clean on this if the rumors turn out to be true."
Rachel's jaw was set, and her eyes narrowed. "If even one fourth of the rumors are true," she said through clenched teeth, "I'll personally see that the bastard is hanged for treason."
Brett and nearby advisors grimaced at her vehemence. They knew how firmly she was committed to the constitution and the country, so it wasn't surprising that she was upset by even the rumors. It was just how she was like her father, the late Senator Michaels.
**********
Anya and Grandmother sat on the sofa in Grandmother's office, watching the news. With them were Tonya, Michelle, and Laura. Laura still had three weeks on her pass before she'd return to being Larry.
"And in the latest chapter in this political drama that makes Watergate look like the amateur hour, we go live to Capitol Hill, where Rachel Warren is about to be sworn in as the new President."
"Talk about a rags-to-riches, fairy-tale life, Jim," the reporter echoed with a staged smile. "It was only a few short years ago that she discovered that she was the daughter of the late Senator Michaels, the old Southern legend, considered by many to be a voice of unyielding principle. On that very day, the Senator perished in a tragic plane wreck, turning her joy to grief. But, like a Phoenix, she rose from the ashes of that tragedy, and in a stunning upset landslide, captured Senator Michaels' seat. Now, barely a month after she was confirmed as President Collins new Vice President, she's taking the oath of office to succeed the disgraced President, and to become, historically, the first woman to take over as our Chief Executive."
"She'll also be the youngest President in our history, right, Donna?"
"That's right, Jim. She's just old enough to meet the Constitutional age requirement for that office, but after only a few years in the Senate, she's become legendary on the Hill. No one who knows her doubts her integrity, skill, or resolve, or thinks that she can't do the job."
"The country has been through a lot in the last two months, hasn't it Donna?"
"Yes, Jim, it has. President Falk passed on tragically only a few short months ago from a brain tumor, and Vice President Collins took the oath of office. In what many political strategists consider a brilliant masterstroke to ensure his re-election, Collins nominated Senator Warren to be his Vice President, following the Constitutional guidelines laid down after the Watergate debacle. Her integrity, legacy, and popularity made her confirmation a certainty."
"Who would have believed that we'd have our third President in three short months?"
"And while her star has been rising, Collins' star has been plummeting! The revelations of a secret deal to trade our debt for some of our best military technology have soured even his staunchest supporters, as they sense a scandal brewing that could wipe out anyone even remotely connected to it."
"That's right. Let's go back to yesterday, when the Articles of Impeachment were passed by the house and carried to the Senate. "
"And it's been stunning how quickly the Senate began to act on the impeachment. Every Senator had been briefed ahead of time, and every Senator could read the public sentiment. Opinion is definitely running against President Collins."
"That's right," the on-the-spot reporter noted. "The overnight tracking poll had his approval at a record-low six percent. More notably, over sixty percent of the people believe his actions were treasonous, and that he should be impeached."
The talking head in the studio interrupted. "We have Dr. Dennis Taylor, professor of law at Yale University and Constitutional scholar. Thank you for joining us, Professor. Could you explain to our viewers the process of impeaching a public official, such as the President?"
"Certainly, Jim. The first step in impeaching an official is to get articles of impeachment detailing the reasons. This is like bringing charges against someone. If they are passed out of the House committee, those articles must be brought to the full House for debate and vote. The House is acting like a grand jury, deciding whether to formally charge the official with, in the words of the founders, 'high crimes and misdemeanors.' If the House votes to accept the articles of impeachment, the official is charged, and the Senate sits as jury to determine if the official is guilty and should be removed. Unlike a crime, where the verdict must be unanimous, the Senate convicts an official with only a two-thirds vote. If the Senate votes 'guilty', the official is convicted, and is removed from office."
The on-the-spot reporter chimed in. "In this case, it was President Collins, who was impeached, but like President Nixon, resigned before he could be tried by the Senate. The charges were pretty serious, Jim. The word 'treason' was used twice in the articles of impeachment. Giving aid and comfort to our enemies was listed. Plotting to debase our currency. Plotting to overthrow the Constitutional Republic and replace it with a local 'prince' who rules on behalf of the real controlling power."
"Sort of like King Herod as a figurehead, while the real ruler was Pontius Pilate."
"That's a good analogy."
"The evidence against him has been staggering. Apparently, Collins' bid for power was supported by some so-called foreign 'friends'. The question is, 'which foreign power'. Everyone is trying to figure out whether it was China or Russia."
"Speculation is that it was the Chinese, even though they deny the rumors. They hold a massive amount of our national debt. If they were to suddenly dump those assets on the world market, the tidal wave of ink would ruin the country. They're running out of places to invest their money, so they've been pressuring the US in trade concessions, and even pressuring the President to alter our defense treaties and further downsize our military."
"The secret trade deal is said to include some of the US's best military assets, including finished F-35 and F-22 fighters and production rights, seven aircraft carriers, including three nuclear carriers that are still in active service. In other combat vessels, the foreign power was reportedly to get two nuclear guided missile cruisers, and a mix of fast attack submarines, and Ohio-class guided missile submarines. As icing on the cake, it was revealed that the administration intended to sell twelve-hundred M1A3 tanks, the best in our arsenal, and all the research data associated with our Ballistic Missile Defense systems."
"Right, Jim. Even his staunchest allies in Congress were crying 'foul' when those details became public. With no public or political support, President Collins ended up with no chance. "
"All this, reportedly, in exchange for cancelling one half of our total debt held by China."
"Some say that China is pushing to the front of the world's stage, and they intended to push us off that very stage."
"And apparently, Collins was helping them achieve that goal. This has been almost unbelievable in what Collins was trying to achieve."
"The blow to Collins led him to resign, but Congress almost didn't let him. They insisted on a full impeachment and conviction. Last night, former-President Collins left the White House for the last time, and is now at an undisclosed location under guard, awaiting arraignment on charges of treason."
"Yes, Jim. Apparently, his fiancé, Laura O'Donnell, disappeared as well." A picture of Laura flashed up on the screen. "She's a young socialite, who caught the eye of Collins. They'd only recently announced their engagement. Mysteriously, she's nowhere to be found. Did she go into hiding, for fear of Collins' less-reputable aides, or did she already meet an unfortunate accident to prevent her testimony? Or was she a part of the conspiracy, and has fled?"
"Well, Jim," Donna interjected, "she could have simply realized that Collins' boat was sinking, and it was time to look for a new boat. Or she's in hiding writing a book on the whole sordid affair."
"What has been most intriguing about her is the fierce debate about whether, as his fiancée and not his wife, she could have been forced to testify against him. Her testimony could have been very damaging."
"Fortunately for her, it wasn't necessary in the impeachment. The impeachment vote in the house was 385 to 43, with 7 abstentions. In the Senate, the vote was expected to be equally lopsided."
Grandmother had had enough of the blabbering heads on the TV. She shut it off with the remote. "Well," she said solemnly, "it looks like we pulled it off."
Anya glanced at Michelle. "What are you going to do now?" she asked.
Michelle smiled. "I've already been asked to be her Chief of Staff."
"Tough job," Grandmother observed. "I don't know of one who's lasted more than four years in the job."
"I'm up to it," Michelle grinned.
"And you?" The question was directed at Tonya.
"I'll stay in field work," she said sadly. "The service has to be rebuilt, practically from the ground up. I can't give up on the service."
"Larry? What about you?"
Laura laughed softly. "I'm still Laura for another few weeks. But after that," she sounded wistful, "I think I'd like to take a vacation for a few months. Maybe go sailing around the Caribbean."
Ending A
"You've earned it." Anya prompted, "Anything else?"
Laura smiled. "I guess I've learned a few things during these past few months, too. Maybe I need to settle down."
Grandmother stood up, signifying the end of the meeting. "I have a park to run," she announced. "But why don't you stay here and visit with Anya for a bit? I think she has something ... special ... cooked up for you."
Ten minutes later, Grandmother came back in the office. She glanced around, and saw only Anya. "Well?" she asked simply.
"I did exactly as you asked. I read Michelle's thoughts to see if anyone else knew about our magic. Fortunately, they didn't tell anyone else."
Grandmother simply nodded.
"And then I erased memories of the place. I altered the reality around Laura, as well, so she'll never remember," Anya continued.
"Good," Grandmother answered.
"Why?" She seemed to be asking not for new information or opinion, but to confirm what she knew already.
Grandmother smiled. "The more people in government know about our magic, the more they _will_ be tempted to use it for their own immoral purposes. Magic — and knowledge of magic — do _not_ belong in the hands of politicians."
Anya pondered for a moment. "Grandmother, did we do the right thing?"
Grandmother smiled. "What do you think, child?"
Anya closed her eyes and focused her attention. "Yeah, we did the right thing."
"But?" Grandmother could read Anya well.
"But, I had to wipe their memories. They don't remember Bikini Beach, or our magic, or that they changed Larry to snare Collins. They'll never, ever come back to seek our help again. It's too dangerous to let them remember. I'm worried about Rachel. She still knows our secret."
"Michelle never told her of our involvement. I trust her to keep her word."
Anya looked like she was about to cry. "I ... hate myself ... for what I had to do to Larry."
"Anya, there was no other way."
Anya closed her eyes, shaking her head sadly. "I had to wipe out Larry. He'll never return to being Larry, and _she'll_ always believe she was Laura O'Donnell. I feel like I ... killed someone."
"We do what we have to do." She tried to smile, but failed. "I'll buy you an ice cream," Grandmother said with a smile as she patted Anya's arm with affection. "And then you and I will forget that this ever happened."
Anya shook her head. "This whole thing made me feel — dirty." She shuddered at the memories. "I had to do ... things ... that I used to accuse you of doing out of spite."
"The world isn't black and white, dear," Grandmother tried to comfort her.
"I know," Anya said sadly. She shook her head. "Forget the ice cream. I feel like I need to go out and get really drunk."
Grandmother nodded sympathetically. "So do I, dear. So do I." She rose and extended her hand to help Anya up. "How about if we go to your condo and open a bottle of Scotch?"
Anya nodded. "Yeah." She sighed heavily. "If one bottle will be enough ...."
FIN
Ending B:
"You've earned a vacation." Anya replied. "But we have more complicated issues. First is what to do about Laura."
Laura's eyebrows shot up. "About me? What do you mean?"
Grandmother closed her eyes for the briefest of moments, which punctuated what she had to say. "If reality shifts back when Laura changes back to Larry, then all the evidence disappears with her."
"And Collins would still be in power," Michelle noted, her expression grim.
"Everything we've done would be for nothing," Laura agreed.
Tonya sighed. "There _has_ to be another way."
Anya and Grandmother shook their heads. "I'm sorry, but I can't think of any," Anya said sadly.
Laura gulped. "So — it comes down to me not changing back, or Collins being in power?"
Grandmother nodded, her expression sad.
The silence in the room was palpable. Finally, Laura spoke softly. "Okay. I'll do what I have to do."
Tonya turned toward her. "You ... can't!"
"You'd give up ever returning to being Larry," Grandmother said softly. "That's a huge step."
Laura shook her head. "I've been Laura for almost eight months. It wasn't so bad. It's worth the price." She glanced at Grandmother, a wry smile on her face. "Maybe you could give me a few ... magic enhancements, so I'd be more comfortable?"
Grandmother nodded slowly. "I can do that." She sighed. "I wish you didn't all know about this place's magic, though. It's too dangerous for the government to know. Someone will be tempted to extort our help."
"Again," Michelle noted. She sounded like she'd betrayed them, and hated herself for it.
Grandmother nodded. "Yes, again."
"Let's just get this over with," Laura said insistently. "I know what you have to do, so go ahead and do it."
Grandmother lowered her gaze to her desk, her expression heavy with sadness. When she looked up, she seemed to have aged. "Okay." She started to wave her hands while she incanted something.
"Stop!" Anya said sharply, interrupting Grandmother's spell.
"What?"
"Melani," Anya said, her eyes wide with surprise.
Grandmother was confused. "What about Melani?"
"Don't you see? With Melani, and with the Senator, we had to create a dual past — a new one for Melani, ..."
"And for Senator Michaels," Michelle piped in.
"Yeah. And preserve the past of the old person." She looked at Laura, her eyes brimming with hope, and then at Grandmother. "I know it's a complicated spell, but I can do it!"
Grandmother looked at Laura. "Do you want to try? Because if she misses the spell in the slightest bit, Larry might be lost forever, and you'll be Laura — forever."
Laura glanced at Michelle and at Tonya. "I'd be lying if I said that I hadn't enjoyed parts of the assignment," she said softly. "But ..." She bit her lip. "I'm not sure if I want my old life back. I don't know if I'd be happier as Laura or as Larry." She sighed. "I think I've gotten used to being Laura over these past few months."
Grandmother smiled. "You have about three weeks to think it over. Anya would have to make the change when your current pass expires." She stood up, signifying the end of the meeting. "I have a park to run," she announced. "But why don't you stay here and visit with Anya for a bit? I think she has something ... special ... cooked up for you."
Ten minutes later, Grandmother came back in the office. She glanced around, and saw only Anya. "Well?" she asked simply.
"I did exactly as you asked. I read Michelle's thoughts to see if anyone else knew about our magic. Fortunately, they didn't tell anyone else."
Grandmother simply nodded.
"And then I erased memories of the place. I altered the reality around Laura, as well, so she'll never remember," Anya continued.
"Good," Grandmother answered.
"Why?" She seemed to be asking not for new information or opinion, but to confirm what she knew already.
Grandmother smiled. "The more people in government know about our magic, the more they _will_ be tempted to use it for their own immoral purposes. Magic — and knowledge of magic — do _not_ belong in the hands of politicians."
"But, I had to wipe their memories. They don't remember Bikini Beach, or our magic, or that they changed Larry to snare Collins. They'll never, ever come back to seek our help again. It's too dangerous to let them remember. I'm worried about Rachel. She still knows our secret."
"Michelle never told her of our involvement. I trust her to keep her word."
Anya shook her head. "This whole thing made me feel — dirty." She shuddered at the memories. "I had to do ... things ... that I used to accuse you of doing out of spite."
"The world isn't black and white, dear," Grandmother tried to comfort her. "At least you figured out a way to not force Larry to be stuck as Laura. It's her choice now."
"I know," Anya said sadly. She shook her head. " I feel like I need to go out and get really drunk to try to forget this whole sordid mess."
Grandmother nodded sympathetically. "So do I, dear. So do I." She rose and extended her hand to help Anya up. "How about if we go to your condo and open a bottle of Scotch?"
Anya nodded. "Yeah." She sighed heavily. "If one bottle will be enough ...."
FIN
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Natty's diving team is having a meet in the season-ending championships, but two of their divers are suddenly unavailable. Where can they find a substitute at the last minute so they don't lose their chance at winning the first-place trophy?
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The bell couldn't come any too soon for the impatient tweens still suffering from the change from care-free summer routines to the regimen of a school day full of classes where the students didn't want to be, nor did they understand the utility of learning about dead authors, pre-algebra, or the geography of sub-Saharan Africa. As the liberated students poured out of their classrooms, poured through the hallways like a torrent of humanity, and flowed out onto the school grounds outside the school building, order emerged from the chaos as small clusters of friends began to congregate.
Natty Michaels grinned to her best friend Megan, falling in beside her as they stepped smartly from their temporary prison toward one of the small groups. Natty was a typical thirteen year-old girl, a bit gangly and awkward as she blossomed slowly from childhood into womanhood, her curves starting to develop in a way that promised she'd attract more than her share of attention from boys. She had a heart-shaped face, with a dainty nose and irresistible soft brown eyes. Her lips were filling, developing a cupid's bow. Beautiful dark brown, medium-length hair, feathered, partially covered the right side of her face, adding an air of mystery. Megan was similarly developing, a little more slowly than Natty, but she seemed to know that she was considered one of the cuter girls in her class, being slender and freckled, with sandy-blonde hair worn loose about her shoulders, a change from the little-girl braided ponytail she'd worn for so many years. Ashley, Sydney, and Kelly, part of a small group of inseparable friends, were already talking to three boys. Ashley, being a bit taller, more developed, and blonde, was from her attitude and mannerisms, the informal leader of the group of girls, without being bossy or mean or domineering.
Natty's eyes twinkled when she caught the eyes of one of the boys, Jeff, her boyfriend. Of the guys in the group, Jeff was the tallest, nice-looking without the teen idol appearance that would be a girl magnet. Megan also practically melted when Eric smiled at her, confirming the suspicion that she was seriously infatuated with the olive-skinned young man who was classically Italian, with a curly mop of dark hair and a seemingly endless grin.
"What's going on tonight?" asked the third boy, Doug. From the way Sydney was gazing at him, hanging on his every word, even a fool could see that she considered herself Doug's girlfriend, and the frequent smiling glances he shot her way indicated that he reciprocated that feeling. "Anyone up for Fun Zone?" He referred to a local hangout for younger teens and tweens – an arcade and party place that was very popular, at least until the kids were in high school and they started going to Shell Game, the hangout for older kids.
"I can't," Natty answered quickly. "We've got team practice tonight."
Jeff gave her a sad puppy-dog-eyed look. "You've been having practice a lot lately."
"I know," Natty replied to him. "I'm sorry, but we've got a big diving meet coming up this weekend. It's the last meet for the summer diving league – the Tri-County League championship they had to postpone because of the big storm, and Coach Lisa is trying to make sure we're ready." She was excited whenever she talked about the diving team, their coach, or an upcoming meet. "Coach thinks we've got a pretty good chance of winning."
Jeff smiled at her. "That'd be neat. I wish we had a decent boys' team so maybe we could practice together. Or even practice at all."
"You'll be competing next year on the high school team," Natty encouraged him. She leaned a bit closer to him – close enough to tell him something privately, but not close enough to embarrass him in front of his friends. Boys his age were quite shy about any public displays of affection. "I know where you can practice any time you want." She smiled. "You could come and practice with us if you want."
"Uh, no. Not going there," Jeff proclaimed firmly. "Not unless you give me a good reason," Jeff added in a whisper to Natty. _There_ referred to Bikini Beach, and Jeff and Eric knew the secret of the magic park – the park was designed for women only, and any man or boy who went there was transformed by the magic into a girl to safeguard the male-free haven that was the park's calling card. "Without a good team and coach, you're getting better than I am," Jeff feigned a complaint.
"I am already better than you," Natty shot back, sticking her tongue out at him.
"Hey, you two," Megan giggled, "knock it off. We all know who's best."
"Natty," Ashley and Sydney said jointly, while Doug and Eric both chimed in, "Jeff!"
"Do we need to have another dive-off?" Megan said playfully to the boys, words which caused them to gulp nervously or flinch. The last time the subject of competitions in water sports had come up, the girls had dragged the guys to Bikini Beach, and they competed – as girls – in the park's Olympic pool and diving area.
"Uh," Eric stammered quickly and nervously, "I don't think so."
"I've got to wait a bit for Melinda to get out of classes so she can take me to the water park for practice," Natty explained. "So you guys go have fun. Maybe I can catch up with you later."
Jeff saw an opportunity to be a knight in shining armor riding to Natty's rescue. "Maybe my mom can take you when she picks me up," he offered.
Natty's eyes lit up. "I know Melinda would appreciate it. I'll text her." She was really excited by the possibility of spending a few more minutes with Jeff, even though it would be chaperoned by his mother, in the family car. They might not be able to kiss under the watchful eye of their chauffeur, but they could at least hold hands. It was better than nothing.
Moments later, she crawled into a car with Jeff. Their friends were going ahead to Fun Zone, and Jeff would meet them there, but he was so interested in Natty that he wanted to be chivalrous and help her. Besides, as the two kids quickly discovered, when his mom was busy watching traffic, he and Natty could steal quick kisses. With all that attention from Natty, it didn't take Jeff long to change his mind about diving with her at Bikini Beach.
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Natty intercepted Jasmine as she emerged from the smaller locker room, the one that on the outside said 'men', but on the inside of the park was 'women's overflow shower'. "Just don't say anything, okay?" she said to Jasmine. Despite this being Jasmine's second trip to Bikini Beach, she wasn't used to the whole 'guys changing into girls' thing, and she was visibly nervous.
Natty took Jasmine's hand. "Let's go do some diving." She giggled. "It's a good thing I told Anya to make your swimsuit a one-piece."
"Why?" Jasmine frowned.
"Because, silly," Natty giggled more, "if you had a bikini, you'd be putting your top back on every time you dived." She saw Jasmine's cheeks turn crimson. "Besides, a one-piece gives more support up top. With a chest like yours," she glanced knowingly at the breasts on Jasmine, which were larger than average for a girl her apparent age, "high entries into the water can hurt if your boobs are flopping all over."
"Voice of experience?" Jasmine asked.
It was Natty's turn to blush. "Yeah. I made that mistake twice." She smiled at Jasmine. "It's not so bad off the one meter board, but it can sting a lot off the three meter board and platform."
Jasmine squeezed Natty's hand affectionately. "Thanks for looking out for me."
The smile nearly split Natty's face in two as she beamed with pleasure. "Let me do the talking, okay?" The two girls walked toward the diving pool, to where several tweens were congregated around a slightly taller, slightly older girl and a tall, lithe, athletic-looking coach.
"Hi, Miss Lisa!" Natty called cheerfully as she and Jasmine neared the group.
"Hi, Natty," Lisa, the coach, replied after turning and recognizing Natty. A frown crossed her face. "Uh, is your ... friend going to watch?"
Natty shook her head. "No, Jasmine wants to dive today, too."
Lisa winced. She wanted to use every possible second to hone her team's skills, and an outsider would be a distraction. "Uh, I suppose," she said hesitantly.
"It's not a closed practice," Natty added quickly, "and you saw her dive a couple of weeks ago. I _know_ she won't slow down our practice." She canted her head toward Jasmine. "You better not make a liar out of me," she whispered sharply.
Lisa nodded. "Okay, join the circle." As soon as Natty and Jasmine were gathered in the group, Lisa outlined the plans for the day. "We're going to review our basic dives, starting on the one meter board, and then the three meter board, and finally, the three meter platform. We need to make sure our fundamentals are sharp. Questions?" None of the girls spoke or raised a hand. "After two practice rounds, we're going to score our dives, so you know what it'll feel like with actual judging."
One girl raised her hand. "Are we scoring dives like we normally do?"
"Yes," Lisa answered. "Me, Mel, and three of you girls, in turns." Lisa firmly believed that scoring and critiquing the dives of others helped her divers better understand what the judges looked for, and therefore help them focus on areas they most needed to improve. She and her daughter Mel watched the divers with their usual critical eyes, pointing out even the smallest of flaws in the girls' techniques. Coach Lisa was a demanding instructor, stressing that each of her pupils had to show continuous improvement, never repeat old mistakes, and strove for perfection. Her diligence had paid off, with her divers winning many meets both in individual events and in team scores.
After the first two practice dives on the one-meter board, Lisa sidled up to Jasmine, who, as usual, was with Natty. "You're a little hesitant," Lisa told Jasmine.
"I guess," Jasmine replied nervously, hoping that Natty would help bail her out of what felt like a sticky situation. She glanced at Natty, hoping to see some sign of help.
"That's what I said," Natty joined in. She saw the distressed look on Jasmine's face, so she took the girl's hand. "I know you can dive better than you have today."
Lisa nodded her agreement. "I remember you from a couple of weeks ago. You've got talent, but you don't show any confidence. You need to be a little less hesitant and a little more aggressive with your dives."
Jasmine winced. "I'll try," she said. As Lisa walked away, she scowled at Natty. "Thanks for the help there."
"Well, you _were_ being timid!" Natty countered. "Not at all like the overly-confident boy who challenged me to a diving contest at Megan's house!"
"Oh," Jasmine perked up. "You want to make this into a personal contest?"
Natty smiled smugly and confidently. "Yeah. Unless you're afraid of losing."
"Bring it on," Jasmine said defiantly. "I'm not afraid of a fair competition." She eyed Natty carefully. "What are the stakes?"
Natty glanced around. "Miss Lisa would kill us if she found out. It's just bragging rights."
The friendly wager caused Jasmine to step up her efforts considerably. She dove after Natty, and when she crawled out of the pool and saw the scores, which were slightly higher than Natty's, she stuck her tongue out at Natty. After the second such dive, with Jasmine again outscore Natty, Jasmine did a little dance at the edge of a pool, like her own diving version of a 'touchdown dance.' "Give up yet?" Jasmine taunted.
"You wish," Natty said with a scowl.
"Aw, c'mon Natty," one of the other girls decided to have some fun teasing, too. "Just admit it – Jasmine is better than you."
Natty held her own in the third of the four dives, but on the last one, she mis-stepped on her takeoff, and under-rotated a bit, splashing sloppily into the water.
When Jasmine nailed her last one-meter dive, another girl teased, "You should take some lessons from Jasmine," which evoked a frown from Natty. It didn't help her mood to see Jasmine high-fiving with the others, and then sticking her tongue out at Natty.
After two dives on the three-meter board where the scores were close and in Natty's favor, Natty performed a good third dive. To her dismay, and to the delight of the other girls, Jasmine performed a nearly flawless dive. She danced a bit at the pool's edge, pausing to look at Natty, and impulsively, held up her thumb and finger in a 'L' shape on her forehead, signifying that Natty was, in Jasmine's opinion, a loser for their bet. Two of the other girls joined the taunting, egging Jasmine into even more displays of poor sportsmanship when she bested Natty in dive after dive.
Natty's confidence was shattered, and her heart was aching at the petty display. She expected such behavior from the other girls, but the ease with which Jasmine joined the taunting and ridiculing hurt her deeply.
After a disastrous backward dive by Natty on the three-meter board, Jasmine smiled sweetly. "I guess Megan and Sydney were wrong, after all," she said. Natty fought back tears, not understanding how Jasmine could be so vicious and unfeeling. She turned her back on the divers and stomped away from the diving pool, while the other girls gathered around Jasmine.
Natty's scores placed her seventh in the day's diving, her personal worst ever. And Jasmine looked so smug and pleased with herself.
A small group of girls surrounded Jasmine as they walked from the diving pool toward the locker rooms. "You're really good," a couple of the girls commented admiringly.
"Why don't you join our team? We could use good divers." Natty fumed inwardly as she heard the excited chatter and gushing praise of Jasmine.
"Yeah, and it's perfect time, because the tri-county juniors championship is this weekend!"
''I bet you'd medal in the individuals," another girl added quickly.
"Coach, you've _got_ to convince Jasmine to dive with us," one of the girls said, turning with pleading eyes to Lisa.
Lisa laughed. "Much as I'd like to have another good diver on the team, it's kind of Jasmine's choice, isn't it?"
"Please, Jasmine," a couple of girls pleaded, "dive with our team?"
Jasmine noted that Natty was walking apart from the group, and judging from her expression, was not in the least bit happy. "I don't think so," she said, wondering why Natty had her panties in a bunch. "It's fun to practice once in a while, but I don't think I could compete with you girls."
"Oh, yes you could! You were fantastic today."
Natty bristled at the sappy, syrupy comments. Little miss perfect was a big hit, and all the girls were paying attention to her. No-one wanted to talk with Natty tonight, except to tease and mock her for an uncharacteristically poor day of diving . She fumed all the way back to the locker rooms.
After the other girls disappeared into the women's locker room, Jasmine caught up with Natty. "I'll see you in a few minutes," Jasmine said cheerily just before she sauntered into the overflow locker room.
"Yeah, whatever," Natty snarled. She flopped heavily onto a bench at one of the many tables in the entrance plaza, a frown firmly displayed.
"I want to talk to you a bit about Jasmine," Coach Lisa said as she strolled easily toward Natty.
Natty scowled. "What about?"
Lisa couldn’t help but notice Natty's mood, nor had she failed to notice the growing tension between Natty and Jasmine as the diving practice had proceeded. She'd also noticed the teasing, which she thought was just good-natured ribbing, but apparently had gone beyond that point, at least to Natty. "Is there something I should know about?"
Natty shook her head. "No," she said crisply. "Nothing that matters to the team."
"I wish you'd talk to her about diving with us," Lisa commented. "She's good. And we could always use another diver, just in case someone can't make a meet."
"Yeah? Well, she's can't," Natty practically spat distastefully.
Lisa's expression changed, until she looked like an adult who found a child to scold. "I don't think that's your decision. If she wants to come back and dive, then it's her choice."
"Fine!" Natty snapped. "You go ahead and take her side, _too_!" She turned and started to storm off. "You can have _her_ on the team. She can take my place."
Lisa put her hand on Natty's shoulder, knowing that something was bothering the girl and she probably needed to talk about it. But instead of talking, Natty just rolled her shoulder from under Lisa's hand and continued stomping off deeper into the park.
A few minutes later, Jasmine emerged from the locker room, changed into her street clothes, and she looked around the plaza. A frown formed when she didn't see Natty, but then she realized that Natty was probably changing in the main women's locker room. She sat down at one of the tables, waiting. After nearly fifteen minutes, Jasmine's cell phone buzzed, and with one last look – in vain – for Natty, she strode forlornly toward the main gate, to where her mother waited in the car.
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Her long, red ponytail bobbing in time with her steps, Jenny, the red-headed mechanic of Bikini Beach and Natty's guardian, strolled happily from the elevator to her and Melinda's condo. She paused to unlock the door, whistling happily to herself It had been a very good day; parts had finally come in for one of the pumps, and she'd gotten it, and the two rides it serviced, back on-line, making for happy customers, a happy Grandmother, and a deep feeling of satisfaction. Grandmother had given final approval for Greg's plan to add more rides and water slides in the existing park, which meant that she could finally get functional utility tunnels that would allow her to reroute some of the more convoluted and complex water pipes. The result would be a water flow system on the 'volcano' that would be much easier to maintain, would allow her to consolidate five pump-houses into two, and would reduce the power bill for the South Seas Adventures half of the water park by a significant fraction. And if that wasn't enough, she'd replaced one pump completely, so it could be taken to her 'shed' and rebuilt, and the Dambuster ride had been off-line for only thirty or thirty-five minutes. All in all, a good day's work.
When the door swung open, Natty's music drowned out Jenny's whistling. Normally, this wouldn't be a problem, since Jenny was learning to like Natty's music, especially Pink, but at that moment, Natty was listening to what sounded like her 'depressed' tunes, with long, slow, sad tempos and somewhat melancholic lyrics. That music never bode well.
Jenny kicked the door closed behind her and set her purse on a counter in the kitchen, while slinging off her backpack "What's up, kiddo?" she asked, trying not to sound like a nagging parent. "Did you have a good day?"
Instead of the usual, expected teenage response of, "It was okay," Natty bolted from the sofa she'd been sprawled on, wrapped her arms around Jenny, and sobbed on her shoulder. "It sucked!" Natty whimpered between sobs.
Jenny embraced Natty tightly to let her know that she had a loving, secure place to vent her problems, and to help if she desired. Her fingers tenderly stroked through Natty's hair, brushing her damp cheeks lovingly. "Do you want to talk about it?" Jenny asked. At the moment, Jenny was so thankful for her partner Melinda, who, though she appeared to be about the same age, was much younger, and having a little sister, understood far better than Jenny how to deal with tweens and teens. Melinda had been giving Jenny crash courses in being tender with the girl without being smothering, listening without trying to problem-solve, and being supportive without interfering.
"What happened, sweetie?" Jenny asked, guiding Natty to the sofa so they could sit beside each other to talk. Jenny kept an arm around Natty, so the distraught girl could lean on her as she continue to cry.
"Jeff ... Jasmine came to diving practice today," Natty sniffled.
"She's been to the park before," Jenny observed cautiously.
"But ... Coach Lisa and all the other girls want her to be on the team!" Natty continued.
"That's not likely to happen, is it?" Jenny asked.
"No," Natty said softly. "But we were scoring our dives today, and ... and she was winning! And all the other girls were making fun of me because I wasn't winning."
"She was having a good day, right?"
Natty cried. "And ... Jasmine was being stuck up about it! She was making fun of me and saying how much better she was, too, and I was a loser. And all the other girls were asking her for tips about diving, and treating her like she was a diving goddess or something."
Jenny knew instantly what had happened. Natty had been hurt by Jasmine's ... Jeff's ... taunting. "Oh, honey," she said, wrapping Natty in an even tighter embrace. "Remember that Jasmine is still a guy inside, and guys do stupid things like that without thinking."
"Yeah, but she was really mean!"
Jenny wanted desperately to say something about boys and girls and young love, but she held her tongue and just let Natty cry on her shoulder as Jenny hugged her and reassured her that things would be okay.
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"Natty! Wait up!"
Natty stiffened as she heard her name, recognizing the voice calling her. Her instincts had been to turn, but she fought them successfully, and with a frown and an angry expression, she ducked into the girls' restroom. She leaned against a wall, shaking from a combination of anger and depression, and her hands and lower lip trembled with the unpleasant emotions she was feeling. She did _not_ want to deal with Jeff, not after yesterday's fiasco at Bikini Beach. Thinking about Jeff's actions and words still stung.
"Natty," Megan said as she burst through the door, following Natty as she dashed into the bathroom so quickly. "What's wrong?" She could tell, from Natty's posture and facial expression, that something was really bothering the girl.
Natty shook her head, biting her quivering lip in a futile attempt to not show Megan that something _was_ upsetting her. "Nothing," she lied.
Megan put her arm around her best friend's shoulder. "Come on, Natty," she urged, "I know when something's bothering you." When Natty didn't respond, Megan continued, "I heard Jeff calling you in the hall, and then you ran in here like your butt was on fire. What's going on?"
"Nothing," Natty continued her denial.
"You weren't out front before school, you're avoiding Jeff in the hallways. Did he do something to upset you?" Megan's logic was precise. "Did something happen last night? While you two were at the park, maybe?"
"I don't want to talk about it," Natty pouted.
"What did he do?" Megan asked firmly, still hugging Natty.
Natty shook her head as if to deny that anything had upset her, but she abruptly wiped at a single tear that had leaked onto her cheek. Even as her fingers wiped away the moisture, a second drop followed, and then a slow trickle began to roll down her face. She pulled herself against her friend, burying her face in Megan's shoulder.
"What happened, Natty?" Megan asked as she clutched Natty close.
"He ... he was ... he was an asshole!" Natty sobbed.
"What did he do?"
"We scored the dives, like Miss Lisa sometimes has us do, you know? Well, Jeff did better than me on our first dive, and when the other girls kidded me about it, he joined in."
"A little kidding is okay, isn't it?" Megan asked, hesitantly.
Natty shook her head. "He was getting kind of insulting, and then the other girls picked up on it, and it started getting kind of nasty."
Megan frowned. "Did you tell him?"
"The other girls were all around him, treating him like he was a star and stuff, and I never got a chance. Not that I wanted to."
Realization dawned on Megan's features. "That explains what Eric said."
"What?" Natty straightened and looked into Megan's eyes, her own red eyes narrow slits. "What did he say?"
"Just that Jeff didn't understand why you didn't meet him when he came out of the locker room. He said that Jeff looked for you, until his mom came and he had to go home."
"By the time the diving was over, I didn't want to even talk to him!" Natty snapped. She paused, and then looked at Megan. "You promise you won't tell him? Or Eric?"
Megan looked stricken. She knew that someone needed to do something to patch things back up, but .... She nodded, already thinking that she could tell Sydney, who would relay word through _her_ boyfriend Doug to Jeff. "Okay," she said hesitantly.
"Promise me you won't tell _anyone_!" Natty added, like she'd already guessed what Megan was thinking.
"Okay," Megan sighed, nodding. "Let's get your eyes cleaned up, so we can get to class."
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At the end of the school day, as Natty stood outside waiting for Megan, Jeff sauntered up to her, smiling like there was nothing wrong. "Hi," he said warmly.
Natty made a show of noticing him. "Oh. Hi," she said, her voice ice cold.
"Mom's making a pina colada cake, and I thought maybe we could go study for a bit and have some of her cake, and then she could take you home for dinner," Jeff offered hopefully.
Natty frowned. "Sorry, but I have to go to dive practice," she announced, her voice still frosty. "We have the diving meet, and I have obligations to the team."
"Do you want a ride to the park? Mom and I could take you," Jeff offered, trying to recover some time with Natty, and a bit confused by her chilly responses.
Natty shook her head. "No. I've already lined up a ride with Megan's mom."
A few of the other members of the group were strolling toward Natty and Jeff, and Jeff had noticed. He had a few moments alone with Natty before the others got close enough to interfere with any private discussions. "Is something wrong, Natty?" he asked, baffled.
"Why would you think something's wrong?" she retorted sharply, making it painfully obvious that something _was_ wrong, and heavily stating without words that she wasn't going to tell him if he couldn't figure it out on his own.
The conversations of the group of friends was awkward, where Natty was blatantly ignoring Jeff, and poor Jeff was trying to talk to Natty, knowing that something was bothering her, but not knowing what. Finally, to break the uneasy situation, Megan's mom arrived, and the two girls scampered off to meet her so Natty could get to Bikini Beach for dive practice.
Behind them, watching them go, Jeff shook his head sadly. Eric couldn't help but notice. "Why is Natty pissed at you?" he asked.
"I don't know," Jeff answered. "Everything was fine yesterday."
"What happened yesterday?"
Jeff sighed. "I went with her to diving practice."
Eric frowned as he realized what Jeff was saying. "At ... there?" It was as if even mentioning the name of Bikini Beach could curse him to change into a girl again, like he and the guys had a few weeks earlier. He was not anxious to repeat the experience.
"Yeah," Jeff nodded. "I thought we'd have some fun diving together."
"So what happened? Why is she pissed?"
Jeff shook his head. "I wish I knew. The coach was keeping score, and I won, but ...." He sighed. "I know Natty is competitive, but I don't think she'd get this upset about losing."
"Something had to have happened," Eric replied, "because right now, she's the Ice Queen toward you."
"Yeah," Jeff agreed forlornly. "And if it's like my dad said, I'll have to figure out _what_ I did, because like most women, she's not going to tell me!"
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"Okay," Megan asked sternly, "what's going on? You were kind of an ice-cold bitch to Jeff back there."
"He doesn't have a clue about what he did," Natty retorted sharply. "He has no idea how much it hurt. And ... all the girls on the team want him to join and dive with us."
"Aha! So you're jealous that Jasmine is a better diver!"
"No!" Natty snapped. She paused a moment. "Well, maybe a bit. But the worst part is that she was nasty about it."
"That's not fair to Jeff, if the other girls started it."
"They didn't. Jeff did. Kind of. And when the other girls started in, he didn't stop, but joined in and was getting kind of nasty about it."
"So tell him."
"What?" Natty asked, astounded.
"He's a boy," Megan said, as if that would explain everything. Seeing that it didn't, she continued. "Boys are clueless! Even men don't know when they've done or said something stupid and hurtful. Isn't that right, Mom?"
Megan's mom, sitting in front and focusing on her driving, started. "Huh? Oh, yeah. They're totally clueless about what they do wrong." She _had_ been listening to the conversation.
"So what am I supposed to do?" Natty grumbled. "Forget that he hurt me? Tell him so he gets a free pass and doesn't have to think about it?" She crossed her arms angrily. "I don't know _what_ to do!" She didn't have time to listen to any advice, either, because the car arrived at Bikini Beach.
"Thanks for the ride," Natty said, still a little glum, as she climbed out of the car.
"Natty," Megan's mom said with a smile at the girl, "things work out. Don't worry."
"Easier said than done," Natty replied. She closed the car door, and then walked through the turnstile, pausing to swipe her membership card, and into the girls' locker room. A quick change and a shower later, and Natty trudged through the entrance plaza and to the diving pool.
As she approached the diving pool, Natty frowned to herself at seeing a cluster of girls gathered around Coach Lisa and Mel. It wasn’t so much that the girls were gathered as much as that they looked very unhappy. As she neared, one of the girls noticed her, and turned, a look of near desperation on her face. "Natty," the girl practically cried, "you _have_ to talk to your friend Jasmine! We need her!"
Natty's frown deepened to a full angry scowl. "Why? She was just visiting." Inside, her head spun. She was sure that Grandmother had said that Jeff's change had been a local one, which is why the girls remembered Jasmine now, even though she changed back to Jeff, but if the spell was local, Jeff's mom couldn’t have picked up Jasmine because she wouldn't have known who Jasmine was. The only thing that could explain this is that Grandmother or Anya had slightly 'tweaked' the spell, so that Jeff's mom didn't notice the change, but otherwise, it was local. Damn, she thought – this magic stuff could get so confusing so quickly. Just when she thought she had it figured out, something different happened. Once, Jenny had told her to stop trying to make sense of it before Natty went nuts. Now, Natty understood how prescient that advice had been.
Lisa sighed. "Kaelin's mom called. Kaelin's grandmother passed away this morning. The family will be at the services this weekend, so Kaelin won't be able to compete." She turned toward the entire group. "I know you've been working so hard to win the team championship this year. We had a really good chance, too. I know it's disappointing, but there's always next year."
"But ... but Miss Lisa," Natty protested quickly, "that means we don't have enough divers for the team competition!" She felt the bitter pang of disappointment rise within her.
"But if you could get Jasmine to dive ...," another girl asked again. Several others chimed in their agreement that Jasmine
Natty started to feel nauseated. The girls' hope, their only chance of a payback from all their hard work, rested on her asking Jeff to be Jasmine for the weekend, and to dive in the competition. But Jeff had been a complete asshole when he outscored Natty, and the thought of enduring that again made her both angry and also heartbroken. "I ... she can't," she stammered, feeling sick inside.
"You can still compete in the individual events," Coach Lisa said, trying to bring some hope and enthusiasm back to the bitterly-disappointed girls. "Let's get practicing."
As the diving proceeded, with noticeably less enthusiasm than the girls had displayed the day before, Lisa pulled Natty to one side. "Are you sure that Jasmine won't consider diving with us? She _is_ pretty good."
Natty scowled. "No. She won't."
Lisa could tell that there was something unspoken, but she decided not to press Natty. "Okay." She suspected that Natty wasn't even going to ask, despite what it would mean to the team.
**********
"You're still in a funk tonight," Melinda noted as Natty stirred the vegetables cooking in a wok. "What's up?"
"Nothing," Natty answered.
"You're awfully quiet. Did something happen at school today? Or is this more of Jeff from yesterday?"
Natty winced; she didn't think her motives were so transparent to Melinda and Jenny. "Kaelin can't dive Saturday, so we can't compete for the team trophy," she muttered.
"Don't you have extra girls on the team?"
Natty shook her head. "Charlie had appendicitis, and Yvonne quit when school started so she could focus on cheerleading. We don't have enough girls on the team now."
Melinda set down the plates she was carrying and swept Natty into a hug. "I'm sorry, Natty," she said as she hugged the girl. "I know how much you and your friends wanted to win."
"Stuff happens," Natty said, trying to sound philosophical, but failing to completely hide her disappointment from Melinda. Jenny noticed as well when Natty was so quiet during and after dinner.
Natty's depressed mood continued through the night, even when she was talking with Megan later in the evening. "What's wrong?" Megan asked after only a few moments of conversation because she, too, had noticed that Natty's mood was even worse than it had been at school.
"Kaelin can't be there this weekend, so we can't compete as a team. We won't be able to win the team championship."
"You can still compete and win the individual events," Megan tried to encourage Natty.
"Yeah, I guess."'
"Or you could ...."
"No!" Natty replied emphatically.
Megan's voice sounded a little hurt at Natty's quick, firm reply. "You didn't know what I was going to suggest," she said.
"Sorry," Natty apologized contritely. "It's just that, well, everyone's been suggesting that I ask Jeff if he'd be Jasmine and dive. I figured you were going to say the same thing."
Megan chuckled nervously. "Actually, I _was_ going to suggest it. But I know how much he hurt you, so forget I said anything," she added quickly.
"When he started teasing me after the first dive," Natty continued, "it _hurt_, because he seemed so mean. I kind of got upset, and then the other girls saw that and joined in. I ... kind of lost my self-confidence. I'm ... afraid."
"Of what?"
"That if Jasmine dives with us, I'll lose my self-confidence again, and blow it." Natty sighed. "I don't want to be the one who costs us the team championship."
Megan winced, her slight gasp audible through the phone. "If Jasmine doesn't dive because you don't want to task her," she ventured, "aren't you doing the same thing to the team?"
**********
Because of the layout of the school, and the way their classes dismissed for lunch, Natty and Megan got to the cafeteria several minutes before the boys, enough that the girls were seated and eating when the class the boys were in finally got into the serving line.
"Natty!" Megan snapped, startling her friend. "You're going to choke or something."
Natty glanced at her, and then at the serving line, where Eric and Jeff were slowly making their way toward the food. "I'm ... I'm not really hungry," she said, putting down the remains of a sloppy joe and pushing her tray back a bit.
Megan snorted, "That's news, because a second ago, you were eating like you hadn't seen food in a week or something!"
Natty scowled. "I'm suddenly not feeling very hungry."
"Still mad at Jeff?" Ashley chuckled from beside Natty.
"I'm not mad at him!" Natty retorted angrily.
"Coulda fooled me," Sydney said with a giggle. She looked up. "Hi Jeff, Eric," she crooned. "Is Doug here today, or is he still sick?"
Jeff shook his head. "Nah, he's still out sick."
"He's milking that bump on the head for all it's worth," Eric added with a laugh. "Concussion, my ass!"
"You'd get a concussion if you fell on your ass," Sydney chortled, leaving Eric red-faced at her jab.
"I gotta go ... to the library," Natty blurted as she stood quickly, even before Jeff had taken a seat. "I need to find ... a book." Her lie was so flimsy that it was nearly transparent.
"Wait a sec so I can wolf down my sloppy joe," Jeff said with a smile, "and I'll go with you."
"That's ... that's okay," Natty said hastily. "Don't eat so fast that you choke." She spun and darted with her tray to the dirty-dishes line, where she quickly dumped her leftover food and plopped her tray on a conveyer belt. Without a look back, she scampered out of the cafeteria.
Jeff sighed heavily as he watched her go, knowing that she'd been avoiding him for the past day and a half. He shook his head sadly, dropping his half-eaten sloppy joe onto his plate. "I wish I knew what was bothering her," he said wistfully, "but she won't talk to me."
Across the table, Megan winced visibly. She knew, but she'd been sworn to secrecy by Natty.
"What?" Jeff asked her, his eyes narrowing. He saw Megan flinch ever-so-slightly. "You know something, don't you?"
Megan shook her head. "No," she squeaked, intimidated by Jeff, but trying to stay loyal to her best friend.
Jeff just sighed, then dropped his gaze and stared at the remains of the food on his plate, shaking his head slowly.
**********
By the time Jeff and Eric emerged from the school building at the end of the day, Natty had gone with Melinda to another afternoon of diving practice. Jeff watched Melinda's car drive off as he and Eric trotted toward where Sydney and Megan remained. "Dang it," he muttered as he slowed and halted.
Megan, by contrast, was pleased to see Eric. "Hi," she purred, smiling.
Eric smiled at Megan. He looked like he wanted to kiss her, and he might have, if it weren't the middle of the school ground swarming with students. "History was so cool today," he chortled.
Sydney rolled her eyes. "You guys _would_ think that the French and Indian Wars were cool!"
Megan chuckled at Sydney's comment. "I think it's neat how Mister Rogerson has all those historical costumes he wears to class."
"It'd be cooler if he had a musket and stuff," Eric lamented. He noticed that Jeff wasn't joining in the conversation, but was instead staring forlornly at where Natty had departed the school grounds. "Hey, Jeff," he said sharply to try to get his friend's attention.
Jeff started, and then turned slowly. "Huh?" he asked blankly. "What are you talking about?"
Eric snorted. "For all you're paying attention, we could be talking about bug-eyed space aliens."
"Sorry," Jeff murmured, looking down. "I guess I'm a bit distracted."
"No shit?" Sydney asked sarcastically. "Is something up with you and Natty?" she continued, "because, like, you two have barely talked the past two days."
"I don't know," Jeff replied sadly. "I think she's mad at me for something, but I don't know what." At his words, Megan cringed a little bit. Jeff noticed, and turned on her, his eyes focused intently on her. "What? Do you know something?"
Megan glanced at Eric and Sydney for support, but found that they, too, were staring at her like they knew that she knew something.
"Yeah, like, you're her BFF," Sydney said almost accusingly. "What's going on?" She saw Megan flinch visibly. "You _do_ know something!"
Megan took a half-step back from her three friends. "I ... I promised I wouldn't say anything," she pleaded. "I can't tell you."
Sydney's gaze bore down on the girl. "Remember when we were in fourth grade?" she asked. "Remember we pinky-swore that we'd never, ever keep secrets about boys from each other?"
Megan scowled unhappily at Sydney. After thinking a moment, she grabbed Sydney's arm and pulled her aside. "I promised Natty!" she protested.
"You _pinky-swore_ with me," Sydney retorted, trumping Megan's argument.
"I _can't_!" Megan complained. "Natty's my best friend!"
"Megan, you _have_ to tell me," Sydney insisted.
Megan looked helpless, but then she spied her mom's car. "Oops," she said quickly. "Mom's here. Gotta run." She took a step back from her friends.
Sydney caught her arm. "Not so fast. Your mom will wait. You said she'll always give you a few minutes to talk to your friends, right?" She grinned triumphantly.
Megan frowned, drawing a couple of deep breaths. Still scowling, she grabbed Jeff's arm and pulled him aside, and when Sydney started to follow, Megan's glared froze her in place.
"What's going on with Natty?" Jeff whispered when they were a few steps from Sydney and Eric. "What's bothering her?"
"If you tell her that I told you ...." Megan threatened.
Jeff slowly nodded his agreement to her terms. "What is it?"
"She's upset that you were an ass the other day at diving practice," Megan hissed at him. "And I would have been too, if I was in her shoes."
A frown crept onto Jeff's features. "I don't understand. Is she mad that I beat her?"
Megan shook her head sternly. "No. She's mad that you were taunting and teasing her, and when the other girls started, you took it up a notch. You hurt her feelings pretty bad, and you didn't even notice. That's what she's pissed about."
Jeff thought about the day of diving, and what had happened, and he sheepishly lowered his gaze. "I ... I guess I might have gotten carried away."
"You're going to have to figure out how to apologize to her, and it's not going to be easy, because she doesn't want to talk to you right now."
Jeff nodded glumly. "Yeah, I noticed."
**********
With a nearly flawless entry, almost as if a knife had slowly cut into the water, Natty finished her dive, a one-and-a-half in the pike position. With her flexibility, her head had been practically touching her knees, her hands clutched behind them, in a picture-perfect example of the proper position for that dive. Natty knew, as she surfaced, that she'd nailed it; it _felt_ so right. Her confidence, so brutalized a few days earlier, was rebounding.
"Very nice," Coach Lisa said as Natty swam to the edge of the pool. "It looks like you've got your form back." She grinned. "Just in time, too."
With a lurch at the edge of the pool, Natty pulled herself up on her arms and climbed out of the water. "That felt good."
"What happened the other day? You were ... off."
Natty frowned; she didn't want to think about how poorly she'd done, and how Jasmine had taunted her with the other girls. "It was ... something personal," she muttered, looking away from Lisa lest something in her eyes betray her.
"I _saw_ how the other girls were teasing you," Coach Lisa admonished her. "And I had a talk with them before you got here today. Just to let you know, I told them that I won't stand for it, especially if it rattles one of our team members and costs us in the team competition."
Natty nodded, not quite trusting herself to speak at that moment.
"But what started it? I've never seen the girls getting so catty before." Her eyes narrowed. "Was it your friend Jasmine?"
Wordlessly, Natty nodded.
Lisa winced. "That's going to make this harder, then." She saw Natty look up at her, an expression of dread on her face. "I really wish you could convince Jasmine to dive with us Saturday. We could enter the team competition if she did." Lisa saw the look of shocked dismay on Natty. "But if she can't act like part of the team, then ...." She didn't need to say more.
"It wouldn't work anyway," Natty said defensively. At Lisa's questioning look, Natty continued. "She's ... just a ... visitor to the park," Natty concluded, wincing at her words, and hoping that she didn't have to be blunt with Lisa. It would be embarrassing to reveal to Coach Lisa that her boyfriend – make that 'former' boyfriend – changed into a girl a couple of times.
"So, she's ... changed?" Lisa asked with certainty of the answer. "And her skills ... are they ... magically enhanced, too?"
"Yeah, she, er, _he_ changed. But I don't think that Anya did anything to her diving skills. She's good all on her own."
Lisa sighed with relief. "That's good, because it wouldn't be fair to compete if someone's skill was due to magic." She thought a moment. "It probably couldn't work out anyway. If this ... boy ... changed into a girl, then when she changed back, she wouldn't have existed and we couldn't have competed."
Anya sidled up to the two from seemingly nowhere and joined the discussion. "If it was a local change, though," she said easily, "then she would have competed, even after changing back."
"Yeah, but ... what would Jeff, er Jasmine, do in the evening? He, er she, couldn't go home!" Natty protested. She really, _really_ didn't want to think about diving against Jasmine in the competition. Not after the way Jeff had acted.
Anya smiled at Natty, a knowing expression that made Natty feel a little uneasy. "If Jeff is going to change for the competition, then I would strongly suggest that he changes tomorrow, so Jasmine can practice with the team tomorrow afternoon before the meet on Saturday. As to how to handle the change back, I suppose a late movie and pizza party with you and your friends would keep Jasmine occupied until after the change, and then Jeff could either stay at his friend's house, or his mom could pick him up late."
"But ...." Natty started to protest. It _felt_ like she was being railroaded into something that she didn't want to do.
"Natty," Anya said firmly but kindly, "you need to think of your team, and not be selfish. If you ask Jasmine to dive, the team has a chance to win. If you don't ask her, your team has no chance, because you can't even compete."
Natty glared at Anya, but eventually looked down, shaking her head. "I _really_ don't want to do this," she muttered.
Unseen to Natty, Anya gave a head signal to Lisa to give the two of them some room to talk, so Lisa walked quickly to where other girls were waiting their turns to dive. "Natty," Anya said, putting her hand under the girl's chin and lifting so Natty had to look at her eye-to-eye. "You're better than this."
"He ... she _hurt_ me! She was making fun of me!" Natty said, fighting tears. "You weren't there! She was being really mean."
"Maybe," Anya acknowledged. "Natty, do you like Jeff?"
Natty's head spun at the abrupt change in direction of the conversation. "Huh? Yeah. What does that have to do with ...?"
"And _you_ got kind of competitive with him at a party, didn't you?" Anya continued. "You're _both_ very competitive. You two have to figure out how to keep the competition friendly, or at least separate from other things."
Natty gazed at Anya questioningly for a moment. "I suppose," she said half-heartedly.
Anya continued. "Lisa told me that she could tell when you were starting to get competitive with Jasmine, because you started pushing yourself too far and were making basic mistakes. If you two can't put the competitiveness behind you, then asking Jasmine to compete with the team will be a big mistake, for you _and_ for the team. You'll both be so focused on outdoing the other one that you could make big mistakes and cost the team a victory." She gave Natty a quick hug. "Now go practice some more. I want you to be nearly perfect Saturday."
**********
Jenny walked silently beside Natty from the gate of Bikini Beach toward their condo building, which was only a few hundred yards from the water park. Jenny could tell that there was something on Natty's mind, but so far, the girl had been silent.
"Jenny?" Natty finally asked, her voice small and hesitant.
"Yeah?"
"Uh," the girl began. "Uh, what if, uh, you knew someone who was mad at a boy, but, uh," she stammered, "her friends wanted her to ask him for a favor?"
Jenny smiled to herself. "It depends, I guess," she replied. "What would the girl be mad at the boy for?" She was pretty sure she already knew, but was playing dumb so that Natty would maybe tell her more than she and Melinda had overheard.
"Uh, the boy was making fun of me, er, my friend," Natty corrected herself quickly, "and he doesn't have a clue, and she's mad at him because of that?"
"It depends," Jenny said. They were walking into the lobby of the condo, and as they came in one door, Melinda coincidentally came in from the parking lot, joining them by the elevator.
Melinda wrapped her arms around Jenny and gave her a deep kiss. "How was your day?" she asked, pausing to wrap an arm around Natty's shoulder affectionately, and gave her a kiss on the forehead, which caused the girl to wince uncomfortably. She was, after all, a tween, and displays of affection from parents and guardians was embarrassing to her.
"Natty was just explaining a problem that _a friend_ was having," Jenny explained, winking at her partner.
"Oh? Is it serious?"
"It's about a boy," Jenny explained before Natty could speak. "Her boyfriend did something to upset the girl, and he doesn't realize it, but the girl's friends want her to ask him for a favor." The trio stepped into the elevator, pausing only long enough for Melinda to retrieve their mail from mailboxes in the lobby.
"Well," Melinda offered, "you should remember, er, I mean, your _friend_ should remember that most guys are clueless about when they do or say something that hurts a girl. Especially when they say something."
Natty goggled at the two, and then smiled. "Is that the voice of experience?"
Jenny and Melinda exchanged glances, and then they both burst into giggles. "Guilty," they said at the same time.
Natty looked back and forth between the two, and then chuckled. "When I was a boy, I don't think I was old enough to do that."
"Don't bet on that," Jenny cautioned. "I recall ...."
"Okay, okay," Natty interrupted harshly. "No need to go into details."
Melinda patted the girl on the shoulder. "Boys say and do dumb things, and then they don't remember what they did until you remind them." She grinned. "And every once in a while, you can remind them again to keep them in line."
Natty frowned at that suggestion. "That sounds kind of mean."
Jenny nodded. "She's joking. If you care about someone," she exchanged a loving glance with Melinda, "you don't keep score, and when you say you forgive something, you don't bring it up again."
"Yeah. I know people who _do_ keep bringing up past wrongs," Melinda added, "and it just keeps hurting."
"So," Jenny said, leading the girls off the elevator and down the hall toward their condo, "I take it that someone wants you to ask Jeff for a favor, but you're still upset at what he did the other night?"
Natty nodded slowly. "Yeah," she admitted.
Melinda had her keys out first, unlocking the door and letting them in to their home. "Is this about the diving meet?" she asked with certainty.
"Yeah," Natty said, sinking into the sofa. "The other girls, and even Coach Lisa, want me to ask Jeff, _Jasmine_, to compete with us this weekend."
"Wow," Melinda muttered under her breath. "That's tough. Since Jeff was kind of an ass last time, you have a right to be worried that he'd do it again. But if you don't ask, you and all the other girls lose out on a chance to win the team competition."
"And if he did compete," Natty added morosely, "he might beat me for a medal."
Jenny sat down and hugged her charge. "I'm sure you'll do what you think is right."
**********
Students were congregating in front of the school building as the buses and parents dropped them off for the morning. It seemed that they were trying their hardest to delay the onset of classes, waiting until the very last moment to enter the disliked educational edifice. One girl stood apart, half hidden around the corner of the school, glancing nervously toward the gathering hordes. She saw her friends gathering, and with a deep breath to steel her nerves, she began her slow march toward them, as yet unseen by the still-gathering cluster.
Jeff looked around anxiously, watching for his friends, but even when he spied Megan and Sydney approaching from one side, while Doug and Eric approached from another direction, he seemed hopeful to find someone besides the four he'd already seen.
"Hi," Eric called cheerfully to Jeff, and then he turned to smile shyly at Megan. "Hi," he repeated, almost blushing.
Megan sidled up beside Eric, trying to make it look casual, and she grasped his hand in her own. "Morning," she said with a smile.
"Have you seen Natty?" Jeff interrupted the pleasantries.
Megan and Sydney shook their heads. "No," Sydney replied. "It's kind of weird, like she's avoiding us or something."
Megan frowned at Sydney. "Thanks to you and that stupid pinky-swear, she's kind of pissed at me right now. She found out that I told Jeff."
Sydney's eyes popped wide open. "_I_ didn't tell her!"
"Don't look at me," Jeff added when Megan glared at him. "She's not even talking to me!"
"I know," Megan grumbled. "But it _is_ your fault that she's mad, and then thanks to you," she shifted her disapproving stare to Sydney, "and that stupid old promise ...."
"How'd she find out that you told?" Eric asked.
Megan didn't ease her glare. "When you tried to call her to apologize, she got suspicious because you were pretty specific, when you'd been totally clueless before. She called me, all pissed off, and made me tell her what happened," she answered. "Because she's my best friend and we promised to be honest with each other," she added, answering the unasked question.
"You didn't _have_ to ...." Jeff's voice trailed off, and his gaze was fixed toward the school building. When the other three realized that he'd stopped talking, and that he was staring at something, or someone, they turned, and all jaws dropped.
"Uh, hi," Jeff said slowly as Natty neared the group, her face inscrutable.
"Hi," she answered in an equally unreadable, emotionless tone. Before anyone else could speak, she continued. "I need to talk to Jeff. Alone."
Exchanging uneasy glances, the other three kids walked toward the school entrance, glancing frequently over their shoulders at Jeff and Natty.
"Natty," Jeff began speaking immediately, "I need to tell you that, well, that I'm sorry. I shouldn't have teased you when we were diving. It wasn't, well, it was pretty mean. I'm sorry."
"I know," Natty said slowly and uncertainly. She took a deep breath, exhaling slowly. "I guess I over-reacted a bit. More than a bit maybe. It just ... hurt, though. A lot. Especially when you were teasing me so much with the other girls."
"I'm sorry," Jeff repeated. "I wish there was a way to take back those things I said." He looked at her hopefully. "Are we ... okay now? I mean, do you still want to be my ... girlfriend?" he asked softly, hesitantly.
Natty smiled. "I think so." She hesitantly reached for his hand, and he took hers and held it for a few moments. Together, smiling again after a tense couple of days, the teens walked toward the school entrance, their hands held like they desperately wanted to clasp, but shy and tentative because of the tremendous peer pressure of teenagers.
**********
For a normal school day, it seemed to drag on forever, the march of time having slowed to a crawl. Natty fidgeted and squirmed uncomfortably through her afternoon classes, waiting with dread the end of the school day and the second task she had to do. Part of her wished that the clock would simply stop, postponing indefinitely what she knew she had to do, and part of her wished that time would speed up, so she could get it over with and be free of the anxiety she felt.
Natty tried to smile and act nonchalant as she walked out of the building with Megan, but her friend noticed Natty's apprehension. "What's up?" Megan asked.
Natty winced. "I ... I have to ask a favor of Jeff."
"That should be easy. He'll do _anything_ for you!"
Natty shook her head slowly. "Not this. Not after what happened Tuesday."
It took a second for Megan to put the pieces together, and when she did, a horrified look spread. "You can't be serious!" she exclaimed. "After what happened the last time?"
Natty nodded glumly. "Miss Lisa and the girls want me to ask, because if Jeff won't do it, we can't enter the team competition."
"But ... you and Jeff! You could get into a huge fight again!"
"Yeah," Natty agreed sadly. "That's what I'm worried about."
"What are you worried about?" Jeff asked cheerfully as he joined the girls, having slipped up behind them unnoticed. "It's Friday. We're free for a weekend. What could there be that you're worried about?" He took Natty's hand, hoping that the simple act would spread some cheer to the gloomy girl.
Natty bit her lower lip for a moment. "I need to ask a favor."
"Anything," Jeff answered immediately.
"It's going to be hard – for both of us," Natty continued.
"What is it?" Jeff was getting a little impatient that Natty wasn't being direct about the favor, which made him a little uneasy.
"Miss Lisa and the girls want you, or rather, Jasmine, to dive with us tomorrow," Natty said with a grimace. "Because we don’t have enough for the team competition, and, well, they thought you were pretty good."
Jeff felt a surge of mixed emotions. To have been recognized as a talented diver was a big boost to his ego, but the fact that it had been as Jasmine was a little disconcerting. And then there was the fact that he was very competitive, and when he'd let that get out of control before, he'd hurt Natty. "Uh," he stammered, "I ... don't want to repeat ... what happened."
"I don't either," Natty said slowly, looking down. "But ... the team needs you to help." She looked up at him, not realizing that she was using big-sad-puppy-dog eyes. "I need you to help us." Despite trying to sound confident, her voice trembled, echoing her inner turmoil.
"Are you sure?" Jeff asked nervously.
Natty shook her head. "No. But ... I need to think about my team."
"What if I get caught up in being competitive again?"
Natty shook her head. "Miss Lisa won't let you, because it would hurt the team."
"But if ..."
"We'll have to not let it, okay?"
"I don't think it's a good idea."
"But you liked diving with me - before things got ... tense, didn't you?"
Jeff nodded. "I guess. Yeah."
"So after school, we'll go to the park and practice for tomorrow?"
"Okay, but ...." Jeff paused. "What about my mom, and ...?" His fear of changing into a girl, with the implications for his family, caught up to him.
"I don't know how, but Anya said she'd take care of it." Natty took Jeff's hand tentatively, and gave him a nervous smile. When he smiled back, and grasped her hand, her nerves calmed down considerably. She still wasn't sure, despite Anya's assurances that things would work out.
**********
Jasmine was smiling, but there was something hidden behind the cheery disposition. "I had a good time today."
"So did I," Natty agreed. "I told you Miss Lisa wouldn't let things get out of hand."
"Yeah. That cold-steel glare of hers does a pretty good job of stopping anything, doesn’t it?"
Natty giggled. "She practices that look, I think."
Now what?" Jasmine asked nervously. "I can't go home, because Anya said it was a local change."
"Yeah. You can stay at our place," Natty offered.
Jasmine goggled at her. "Uh, are you sure?" she stammered. Normally, as a guy, Jeff would have practically killed to spend a night with his girlfriend, or almost any girl for that matter. But now, being Jasmine, it was radically different, and the thought of a sleepover was a little unnerving.
"No sweat," Natty explained casually. "The way it works is, when you change back, you won't remember some of the details really clearly, like, well, intimate stuff." She blushed as she spoke the last words.
"So," Jasmine said with hesitation, "if we have, you know, a naked pillow fight, then ...."
"You won't remember seeing me naked," Natty finished. She suppressed her shudder; even though she trusted Grandmother and Anya implicitly, the thought that Jeff _might_ remember scared her a little bit.
"Um, Natty? How am I supposed to ask my mom's permission? The way Anya talked, it sounded like she will remember me as Jeff, not as Jasmine, and, um, I don't think she'd let me stay at my girlfriend's house for the night."
"Oh, yeah," Natty wrinkled her nose. Then she had an idea. "I'll call Megan, and have her talk to Eric. If he gets his folks to call, saying that you're spending the night there, then your parents will be okay with it, and you can stay here."
"But ... won't Eric's parents get suspicious if I don't spend the night?"
Natty smiled knowingly. "Eric's mom has a membership. She _knows_. His dad doesn't know, though, so Jasmine can't stay there."
"Oh. Yeah, that might work."
"Anya said everything would work out. She's pretty good at seeing the future, you know."
Thirty minutes later, after a few phone calls, Natty and Jasmine flopped on the sofa in Jenny and Melinda's condo. "What do you want for dinner?" Natty asked. "We can try to talk Jenny into ordering pizza, but with Melinda's cooking, that gets harder all the time."
"Is Melinda a good cook?"
"She's the best!" Natty said enthusiastically. "And her desserts are to die for!"
Melinda smiled in the kitchen. "Flatter me all you want, but I'm _not_ baking anything for dessert tonight! Or even for dinner. Not after the day I had. How does fresh garden salad with chicken and honey-mustard dressing sound?"
Jasmine wrinkled her nose in disgust. "Rabbit food?"
Natty and Melinda laughed together. "Trust us, with that body, you can't eat nearly as much as you did before," Natty explained. "Besides, Melinda's honey-mustard dressing is the best ever."
"So we'll have garden salad. Natty, get the chicken from the freezer and cook up two breasts. Jasmine, can you peel and prepare the vegetables?"
Natty frowned. "No fair! You didn't tell us that _we'd_ have to make dinner!" She took Jasmine's hand and led her to the kitchen. "Do you know anything about cooking?"
Jasmine slapped Natty's arm playfully. "Mom makes me cook sometimes, so yeah, I know my way around a kitchen, you goof! Sheesh – just because I'm a boy, you think I'm helpless at cooking?"
The doorbell saved Natty from further embarrassment. It was Megan, who'd come to join the girls for dinner and movies, spending the night, and attending the diving meet the next day as a spectator and fan.
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Megan and Natty talked excitedly as the girls walked to Bikini Beach, the designated meeting place for the dive team, but beside Natty, Jasmine strode in silence. She was confused by the previous night; the girls had watched movies, which were more of the 'chick flick' variety, and despite protests to the contrary, Jasmine had found them interesting. She attributed that strange behavior to the magic of the water park, and shuddered with dread at the thought that some of it might persist after her change wore off. In the previous visits, her change had worn off the same day, so she didn't sleep as a girl, nor wake up as a girl, nor deal with a girl's morning routine. And yet, she'd had no problems, as long as she just _did_ and didn't think. Jasmine had experienced some of the power of Bikini Beach before, but this was a whole new, and frightening, level.
"You're pretty quiet," Natty observed after a bit.
"Huh?" Jasmine started. "Oh, I was just thinking."
"Did it hurt?" Megan chuckled, earning a reproving glare from both Natty and Jasmine.
"It's ... weird," Jasmine muttered. "Doing all these girl things as if I've always done them. Watching the movies last night and feeling interested in them." She shook her head. "I feel like I'm not me, kind of."
"That stuff'll be gone when you change back tonight," Natty assured Jasmine.
"What if it _doesn't_? What if the magic gets stuck?" The girl fought to keep panic out of her voice. "What if all these things don't wear off, and I'm left kind of ... girly?"
"It's just temporary."
"But ... couldn't they make it so I don't remember being Jeff? Or that I _want_ to stay as a girl? Or ...?" Jasmine broke off, shaking a little as she gave voice to the fears that had permeated her brain since she'd changed the day before.
Natty winced, but Jasmine didn't see. She _knew_ that the magic was powerful enough to do exactly what Jasmine worried about. "They don't do that unless you want," she replied, hoping she sounded convincing. It had, after all, only been a short time ago that Anya had been rather capricious with her changes, doing the sorts of things that had Jasmine fretting. But Anya had been under the influence of a powerful confusion spell, and since that spell had been broken, she was sweet and cautious again.
The girls walked to an area with picnic tables outside the gate, where Miss Lisa and the other girls, and many parents, were gathering. Seeing Jasmine, two girls ran up and gave her hugs, and then hugged Natty. Jasmine flinched; the girl thing of hugging as a form of greeting was unfamiliar, and uncomfortable to her. But she had to act, and there were those pesky girl instincts that had come with the change.
"Okay, we're all here," Miss Lisa announced, silencing the girls. "Let's get loaded up and go. We want to have time so you stretch and do a few warm-up dives while I'm taking care of the registration." She looked at Megan, frowning a tiny bit.
Megan picked up the coach's discomfort. "My mom will be here in a bit, and we've got room in her car for four or five others if we need to help carry people."
"I can drive, too, but I don't have a lot of room," Melinda's voice carried from behind the coach.
Lisa turned, and gave Melinda a quick hug. "Is Jenny going, too?"
"Yeah," Melinda smiled. "Grandmother gave her the day off so we can watch Natty dive."
"And win," Natty said playfully to Jasmine, who, without thinking, stuck her tongue out at Natty. Only after she'd done that did she realize it, and she hastily retracted her tongue and clamped her hand over her mouth, embarrassed at doing such a girly thing.
Lisa ignored the playful teasing. As long as it was light-hearted, a playful attitude would relieve tension. "Okay, Melinda, I'll leave you in charge of fan and family transportation, then."
The girls piled into three cars, one driven by Coach Lisa, while the remaining adults and several kids waited to see if other friends or family were coming. It was a relatively short drive to the event site. As the girls scampered to the locker room, Lisa went to the check-in table to finish all the registration. By the time the two coaches in front of her had finished, the girls were changed and stretching, and when Lisa finished, they were, under Mel's critical eye, doing practice dives.
Lisa pulled Natty and Jasmine aside. "You're diving for the team first," Lisa admonished the duo.
Jasmine looked down at her shuffling feet. "I know," she said sheepishly. "It's just that ... when I'm diving against Natty, I want to win."
Lisa shook her head, scowling. "When you're diving with us today, you're still competing, but you're part of the team first. Got it?" She saw Jasmine's somewhat distressed look, as if the thought of not competing individually was distasteful. "Team first, right?" Lisa repeated.
Jasmine saw the look from Natty, and the stern gaze from Lisa. "Yeah," she squeaked.
As soon as Lisa turned away, Natty took Jasmine's shoulders and faced her. "I know you want to beat me," Natty said. "Don't you?"
Jasmine nodded. "Yeah. I ... I can't help it. I like to win."
"What do you get if you win?" Natty asked.
"Huh?"
"What do you get if you win, if you beat me?"
"I ... uh, I dunno," Jasmine finally admitted. "I get a medal or ribbon or something."
"Exactly. But if you work with the team and we win, what do you get?"
"All of us win?"
"Right. Now quit being such a boy and work with the team!" Natty chided him with a giggle.
Jasmine frowned. "Are you trying to tell me that girls _don't_ compete?"
Natty laughed. "Hell, yes, we compete!" Natty countered strongly. She grinned at Jasmine. "And once I do my part so that our team wins, I'm going to kick your butt in the individuals!"
It took a second for Jasmine to recover. "You think! I'm going to win _all_ the events and the all-around! Get used to taking the silver!"
"You wish!" Natty teased, and then stuck her tongue out at Jasmine. After a moment, she took Jasmine's hands. "Are we okay with this? Honestly?"
Jasmine nodded somberly. "Yeah. We're okay." She suddenly gave Natty a big hug. "And tomorrow, maybe we can go to Fun Zone, or a movie, or something?"
Each of the three competing teams had five divers, and each diver would do four dives. There were also divers who were competing individually, without teams. To speed the competition, each device had its own set of five judges, with divers and teams rotating among the stations. The competition included the one-meter board, the three-meter board, and the three-meter platform, with medals for the top three divers on each device, and medals for the three best all-around divers. There were also three trophies for the team all-around displayed on a table beside the judges' table. Like the others on the team, Jasmine and Natty gazed longingly at the largest trophy in the center of the display, the team first-place trophy.
The group starting on the one-meter board included Natty's team and five independent divers. A quick random drawing by the judges determined order, and the diving began. Natty, diving fifth in the group, did a one-half backward dive that had excellent form, but her legs were splayed apart very slightly upon entry, and it cost her in her score. Diving eighth, Jasmine started with the same dive as Natty, but her dive was picture-perfect, the entry so smooth that it was like a knife had sliced into the water. On her second dive, Natty scored better, and with a higher degree of difficulty than her first dive, and she edged out Jasmine's score. On the third dive, Jasmine's dive was flawless, but Natty over-rotated a tiny bit, so in the friendly duel between the two, Jasmine was ahead again. For her final dive, Natty did a forward one and a half in the pike position, and it was her best score to that point. Jasmine's dive, the same forward one and a half but in the tuck position, was just as good, and the two girls' scores were nearly identical, so that when the scores were added for the group for the one-meter board, Jasmine was in first, and Natty held second place. It would remain to be seen if those scores would hold as the other two groups rotated through their turns on the one-meter board.
Natty and Jasmine's group next rotation was on the three-meter platform, with a new diving order from this set of judges. Natty started with an inward one and a half in the tuck position, and scored exceptionally well. Jasmine's first dive was a back one-half with a full twist; this time, it was her turn to mess up slightly on her entry. Jasmine caught up in scores on the second dive, but Natty was better on the third dive, and was very slightly ahead. For her final dive, Natty did a backward one-and-a-half in the tuck position, and her dive was completely error-free. Jasmine, too executed her dive, nearly as perfectly as Natty.
Because of a little delay on the three-meter board with the second group, the girls had a chance to gather around Mel, who had an app on her cell phone that was watching the scores. Natty looked at one, and turned, squealing and hugging Jasmine. "You're still in first place!"
Jasmine broke from the hug and looked over Mel's shoulder, and grinned. "And you're still holding second place. But you're first on the three-meter platform," she said, smiling warmly at Natty. Lisa watched the exchange with a smile; the two girls were controlling their competitive streak, and thus not self-destructing nor hurting the team through reckless cut-throat competition.
After about fifteen minutes of rest, the group, following Coach Lisa, moved to the three-meter board. As the girls dove, Mel kept Coach Lisa apprised of the running scores, not only from the team, but from all the team and individual competitions. Natty was edging Jasmine through the first two dives, and the team totals were inching back and forth between Jefferson Junior High leading, and the Bikini Beach team being on top. For her third dive, Jasmine performed an exceptional two-and-a-half tuck, and as Natty looked over Mel's shoulder at the scoring, she saw Jasmine's numbers come up. She grinned at Jasmine, giving her a solid thumbs-up, and as soon as Jasmine pulled herself out of the pool, Natty gave her a big hug. Four divers later, it was Natty's turn, and she did a backwards one and a half, surfacing with a raised fist she pumped, and a huge grin on her face. She knew that she'd nailed the dive, and as she swam to the edge of the pool, she saw a grin and thumbs-up from Mel. Her scores were outstanding, and the Bikini Beach team moved back into the lead, while she moved quarter point ahead of Jasmine in the cumulative scores for the three-meter board.
With one round of dives to go, the team was up over Jefferson by a half a point, and Natty had a slight edge in the scores of the team for the three-meter board. When she and Jasmine asked about the individual scores, though, Mel shook her head. The team was so close to winning that, following advice of her mom, she wouldn't let these two see their scores, lest they let loose the competition demon.
Jasmine dove first, and her one-and-a-half with a full twist was solid, but not perfect. Her feet splayed a bit on entry, and she over-rotated just a tiny fraction. Feeling like biting their nails, the girls watched as they continued to dive, and the Jefferson divers racked up scores on the one-meter board.
"Natty," Coach Lisa called to her.
Natty scampered to the coach's side. "Yeah?"
"All the Jefferson divers have finished, so the team competition comes down to you. Don't get fancy. Just make a solid dive, and we'll do okay."
"Yes, Miss Lisa." Her curiosity got the better of her. "What are our individual scores?"
Lisa flinched. She hated to lie to the girls, but she didn't want Natty to start feeling nervous about what rode on her last dive, nor did she want the girl to start the same type of obsessive competing that she'd done a few days prior. After a momentary silent debate within her mind, she explained the situation to Natty. Good scores on a dive with a high degree of difficulty might edge her into first on the all-around. She'd have to have extremely good scores on a difficult dive to take first on the three-meter board from a girl from Grant Middle School, and it was very close between her and Jasmine for second place.
Finally, the judges called her name. Natty started toward the ladder, but then paused and walked to the judges' table, causing Lisa to frown. What was the girl up to, she wondered. With a nod of acknowledgement from the judges, Natty strode to the ladder and climbed to the board.
Everything to Natty narrowed to her, the turquoise board with its black non-slip coating, and the water. The rest of the team, the judges, Coach Lisa, the fans – they all vanished. She saw and heard nothing but the elements of her dive. She walked to the end of the board and bounced lightly, testing one final time the springiness of the board, before she strode confidently back to the ladder end. Natty drew a couple of deep breaths, and then she moved.
Everything to Natty was slow-motion. Her approach steps quickened, and then she pushed herself up, coming down with both feet on the end of the board, and as it deflected downward, her knees bent with it. For what seemed an eternity, the board hesitated at the bottom of its travel, and then it began to accelerate upward as the stored energy of the bounce unleashed to propel Natty upward. Her knees straightened, and she timed the push-off with her ankles to when the board was at the peak of its movement, thrusting her gracefully skyward.
With practiced precision, she bent herself forward slightly at just the right moment, translating some of her momentum into rotational inertia. Her body continued to bend, until she had her head touching her knees, grasping behind her thighs to hold herself in the desired position while she rotated and her center of mass arced along a parabola, reaching a zenith and then slowly accelerating toward the waiting surface of the water. From the corner of her eye, she saw the world spinning slowly, or at least to her it seemed slow, and at the right moment, judging both by the visual clues and her own sense of timing, Natty began to unfold, stretching her hands toward the water as her body straightened behind her until, at the moment her hands knifed into the water, her form was perfectly straight and perfectly vertical. She could feel, as the water close around her legs, that she'd made a nearly flawless entry.
Natty swam to the edge of the pool, but instead of climbing out, she turned her attention to the scoreboard hanging at one end of the pool, alternating her gaze between the board and the judges at the three-meter board. It seemed like forever to her, but her marks went up on the board, and then the team totals adjusted, shifting the positions of two teams.
The girls erupted in screams of joy, bouncing like super-balls on speed, clutching each other and crying happily as the Bikini Beach team moved to the top of the leader board for team standings. Natty smiled to herself, and then slowly levered herself up out of the pool. She glanced once more at the board, seeing the current standings for her event, the three-meter board. Her scores were good, but the dive wasn't as challenging as it could have been, and with the degree of difficulty of the dive, her position dropped a notch into third place.
Jasmine joined Natty with a towel for the soaking girl. "You ... you changed your dive," Jasmine said, confused.
Lisa, too, joined the two girls, leaving the celebrating crowd of tweens for a moment of semi-private discussion. "What happened?"
"I ... I didn't want to take a chance," Natty said softly.
"You were planning on a one-and-a-half forward dive with a full twist. Why did you back down?"
"Because I was afraid."
"Of goofing? You do that dive very well," Lisa countered.
Natty shook her head. "When I do it well, it's great. But I'm not that consistent, so I didn't want to take a chance and mess it up for the team." She let Jasmine and Lisa lead her to the celebrating girls of the team, and she was surrounded with hugs and accolades for her score, but there was something missing in her celebratory smile.
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Ashley, Sydney, and Brooke had gone home, and Jenny was dozing silently in her recliner. Now that peace and quiet had descended into the condo, Melinda moved to the kitchen table to work a little on her college homework, leaving Natty and Jasmine curled up together in one chair, a movie playing unseen on the television before them.
"Why?" Jasmine finally voiced the question that had been on her mind for hours, ever since Natty's final dive. "You could have won all-around and the three-meter board."
"I ... couldn't take a chance. There was too much at stake."
"So you settled for third place?" Jasmine asked. Her eyes narrowed. "Did you let me win?"
Natty shook her head. "No." She looked away from Jasmine. "Maybe. I don't know. I know that when we start competing, it makes things ... bad. I didn't want that."
"So you let me win," Jasmine sounded a bit unhappy.
Natty shook her head, looking into Jasmine's eyes. "No. Not on purpose. But ... there was too much at stake."
"For the team?"
Natty nodded. "Yeah. And for us," she added softly. "I didn't want to take a chance that you'd get all competitive again, and that we'd have another fight. It wasn't worth it to me."
"So you did let me win."
"No. I didn't know how things would end up in the individuals, but I knew I couldn't blow it for the team." She chuckled softly. "You know I'm not good enough in math to figure out all that stuff before I dove."
Jasmine fingered the medals hanging around her neck. She'd earned first on the one-meter board, second on the three-meter board, and third on the three-meter platform. And there was the first-place medal for all-around, and the first place team title. She let her fingers drift to Natty's medals, hanging between her small breasts. Natty had won first on the three-meter platform, third on both boards, and second all-around – losing that title to Jasmine by only two tenths of a point. The two really were close in their abilities, as their scores had shown.
Still not sure of Natty's reasoning, Jasmine looked up again ... just in time to get a kiss planted on her lips. Jasmine flinched, but with her position wedged into the chair, she couldn't get away. Finally, Natty eased back a bit, breaking the kiss.
"What ... what was that for?" Jasmine asked, frightened and hesitant.
"Congratulations on your wins," Natty said softly.
"But ... I'm a _girl_!" Jasmine hissed in protest.
Natty grinned. "It's still you inside, and lips are lips, right?" She planted another kiss on Jasmine's lips, and after more hesitation, the girl began to kiss Natty back.
At nearly midnight, a chime sounded on Melinda's watch, so she put down her pen, rose, and strode into the living room. Her eyes goggled at the sight of the two girls, sleeping soundly, curled up in a chair, and with Jasmine's hand resting inside Natty's half-unbuttoned shirt on Natty's small breast. Melinda sighed, and then stepped back into the kitchen. This time, she very noisily slid her chair back, pausing long enough that the girls would have time to recover from their embarrassing position.
"It's almost midnight," Melinda announced. "It's almost time for Jasmine to change back."
Groggy, yawning and stretching, the two girls sat up, and Natty and Jasmine both blushed when they realized how they were sitting. Jasmine retracted her hand as if dodging a snake, and Natty buttoned the two buttons that had been unfastened, before they disentangled and stood.
Jasmine went into the bathroom, and a few minutes after midnight, Jeff emerged. Natty smiled at him, and then, without warning, launched herself at him and kissed him right in the short hallway of the apartment. The medals hanging around their necks clashed and clinked together, and the two smiled as they disengaged from the brief kiss. Apparently, they'd survived their first dive meet together without letting competition overwhelm their attraction for each other.
Fifteen minutes later, Melinda pulled her car up to Jeff's house, and sat quietly as Natty walked Jeff to the door. As she was lifting herself to kiss him, the door opened suddenly, leaving her embarrassed.
"How was the meet?" Mrs. Watson asked, struggling to refrain from chucking at the embarrassment she'd caused her son and his girlfriend.
"Uh, it was good," Jeff stammered.
"Jeff won individual and the one-meter," Natty proclaimed softly, proud of Jeff's achievements. "And a team first place medal, plus a second and a third."
"Pretty good for a _girls'_ meet," Mrs. Watson said with a leering smile. "I wish I could have seen my _daughter_ diving, but someone didn't invite me!"
Jeff's jaw hung nearly to the ground, and Natty's was beside it. "Huh?" they stammered in disbelief.
Mrs. Watson continued to grin. "Eric's mom told me all about the water park's magic, and after that, it didn't take too much to figure out that the only diving meet was a girls' meet." She saw the look of absolute horror on Jeff's face. "Oh, don't worry. I'm not going to tell your father." She frowned for a moment. "Not unless you decide to change permanently, and I'm sure that your girlfriend," she looked evenly at Natty, "really wouldn't like that. Nor would your father."
"Uh, I just ...." Jeff started to sputter.
"Don't worry about it," Mrs. Watson said. "I understand. You like to dive, you like to spend time with Natty, and it was convenient. Now, since I know what's going on, you won't have to sneak around the next time this kind of thing comes up. As long as it doesn't become a habit."
"Mom!" Jeff protested softly. She was interrupting his good-night kiss, and seemed to be enjoying herself at the kids' plight.
"Oh, that's right. You were in the middle of a good-night kiss. Well, go on. Don't mind me."
"Mommmm!" Jeff whined.
"Oh. You want a little privacy? Okay." She turned toward the inside of the house, but glanced back. "Maybe we can frame those medals, so the inscription side is hidden, and no-one will know it was a girls' meet," she said absently.
"Mommmmmm!"
As soon as the door closed, Jeff turned to Natty again, and kissed her, a proper good-night kiss. "I had fun."
"So did I," Natty agreed. Slowly, hesitantly, she backed away from her boyfriend, and grudgingly walked down the concrete steps toward Melinda's car, beaming with happiness. She'd had a good dive meet, she'd had a lot of fun with Jeff and Jasmine, and things were great between her and Jeff. A girl her age couldn't ask for much more.
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Melinda carried the exhausted, sleeping girl into the condo. The noise of the keys rattling in the door and the door awkwardly opening awoke Jenny, and yawning, she helped tuck Natty into bed.
"She did really well today, didn't she?" Melinda asked softly as the two stood in the doorway, looking lovingly at the sleeping girl, Jenny's arm held tightly around Melinda's waist.
"I'm proud of the way she put her teammates ahead of her own desires," Jenny beamed. "She's a good girl."
"Mostly," Melinda said with a grin. "But we may have a problem creeping up."
"Oh?"
"Yeah," Melinda said, turning to lead Jenny to their bedroom. "I caught her and ... Jasmine cuddled up in a chair. I'm pretty sure they were ... touching and exploring a bit."
"Oh," Jenny replied, eyes wide.
"Yeah," Melinda replied, sitting on their bed. "I'm afraid that we're going to have to have 'the talk' with Natty tomorrow."
Jenny sighed. "I was wondering how long we'd get away with avoiding that subject." She shook her head and sat down in Melinda's lap. "Well, she _is_ a growing girl, isn't she?"
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FIN
Elrod W
The park is in dire need of a full-time jack-of-all-trades handyman to keep things running. The big problem will not be finding someone qualified, but finding someone who will accept the required changes...
This story was published earlier on the TG Fiction group and on FM. It should help understand some of the backgrounds of the characters and of the Beach.
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Bikini Beach: The Handyman
This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
"Damn!" The old woman cursed again as she slammed the phone down.
A shapely young woman looked up sharply at the noise and the curse. "What is it, grandmother?"
The old woman mouthed an even more profane curse, and sighed. "Those idiots want seven hundred dollars to fix the pump! If that's not bad enough, they can't do it until next Thursday." She glanced out the one tiny window of her office, gazing for a few moments at the artificial mountain and the water slides. Only two of them were occupied, and the lines were backed nearly to the bottom. The others were dry, deprived of their water supply by a broken pump. "Look at that, Anya! Those girls are spending all their time waiting in line, not having fun! I need that pump working — today!"
Anya looked out the window and grimaced. Summer was here — with a vengeance, and the park was busy. But the customers weren't supposed to be waiting in line. If this kept up, some of them would not return to the park. She turned back to the old woman. "Can't you just" she waggled her finger knowingly, "you know, fix it?"
The old woman frowned. "Of mechanical contraptions, I know nothing. If I don't know what I'm fixing, how am I supposed to fix it?"
Anya plopped heavily in a vacant chair. "There's got to be something we can do." She scowled. "If we just had a handyman working around here…"
The old woman narrowed her eyes. "You know I'd never let a man work here in …." She stopped suddenly, her eyes lighting up with an idea. "Anya, dear, you've just given me an idea!" She picked up the phone and began to rapidly dial.
**********
"Just what the hell were you thinking?" The fat man was very angry, judging from his beet-red complexion, the tone of his voice, and the way he was chomping on the stub of his cigar. He was seated behind a dingy desk, in a tiny dingy office. Overhead, the ceiling fan stood idle, primarily because the fat man was too miserly to turn it on despite the near-100 degree weather. As a result, beads of sweat trickled down his brow and cheeks, adding their tiny bits to the enormous sweat stains on his dingy shirt. "Do you know how much that cost me?"
"But Mr. Walker," the other man protested weakly, "Mrs. Johnson had a heat stroke last year. Without that air conditioner, she might have died. And the new baby in 2B…"
The fat man leaned forward menacingly. "Listen, pinhead! I don't pay you to coddle those leeches!" His tone betrayed the contempt he held for his tenants. He leaned back, lifting his hands behind his head. "You're fired."
"But…"
"Fired! And I'm taking the cost of that AC unit out of your paycheck! Now get your stuff and get out of my apartment!"
The stunned man picked up his cap, and with a last glance at his now-former boss, shuffled to the door, closing it gently behind him, more from habitual good manners than from respect for the fat man. Jim Michaels slowly walked down the stairs and shuffled the two blocks to the bus stop. Around him, no-one took any notice. No-one ever did. Jim Michaels was about as nondescript as you could get. It was as if the world didn't even know he was there.
As he eased his wiry frame down onto the hot bench, he began thinking about his future. Here he was — a single man, almost fifty, with no formal schooling, no skills, and now just an unemployed jack-of-all-trades. This last job had been a godsend — or so he'd thought - super of an apartment building. That sounded good to Jim.
What a naíve fool he'd been, he chided himself. He'd grown up on a small farm, isolated from the sophistication and bustle of a large city. It had been good training for a handyman, a jack-of-all trades who was as handy with wiring as with plumbing, one who could fix nearly anything with baling wire and spit. But then farm prices headed south, while land values skyrocketed. A lot of family farms collapsed, including his dad's. So suddenly, Jim was severed from his agricultural roots, thrust unprepared into a cold cruel world.
Jim watched as a man set part of a paper on the bench, and noticed it was the want ads. "You mind if I look at that?" he muttered. The other man grunted an acknowledgement — without bothering to look at Jim. Such was the culture of the inner city. No personal contact with strangers.
As Jim flipped through the ads, he was still thinking about what had happened. At eighteen, he'd enlisted in the Navy. A few years bobbing around on an aircraft carrier in southeast Asia, perfecting his skills in fixing things mechanical. Then he left the service, branded unfairly as one of 'those' veterans of the Viet Nam experience. An attempt at earning a college degree provided nothing but frustration and failure. And so Jim got the first of his several jobs. Since then, he'd bounced from job to job, staying one step ahead of economic distress. Jim learned to sense when an industry was about to tank, and he'd move on before he was handed a pink slip.
The last job had seemed so promising - super of an apartment complex. Hmmph! More likely keeper of a flea-ridden, rat-infested slum. And working for that slum-lord, Mr. Walker! The fat, arrogant, uncaring SOB!
Jim decided he'd better get his stuff from his apartment before Walker stole it. That'd be just like the bastard — fire him, kick him out, then steal his possessions! As he stood to board the bus, still trying to read the paper, he almost missed the tiny ad. But fate gave Jim a break. He spied the few lines of type, buried among the myriad of ads for more-skilled jobs. Wanted: handyman. Skill in mechanical and electrical repairs. Heavy plumbing experience a must. Generous salary, excellent benefits. Call 888-555-4321.
Jim's eyes lit up. This sounded too good to be true. Quite probably, he assumed, someone had already answered the ad. But Jim needed to try. He'd call as soon as he got to his apartment. With a renewed sense of purpose, Jim fairly bounded onto the bus.
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The parking lot was very large, full of cars, giving testament to a very successful business. Jim gulped, trying to quell his nervousness, then steeled himself. The ticket window grew larger with every passing step, bringing him nearer the ticket booth, to his appointment with the owner, toward a possible job. He was sweating, more from nerves than from the oppressive summer heat.
Jim stood behind a couple of girls in the line, wondering why he was supposed to meet the owner here instead of in an office. For the tiniest of moments, he noticed the girls in line — attractive and shapely young ladies such as you might see on any college campus. But Jim was too distracted to gawk.
"May I help you?" The voice called a second time.
Jim started, aware that he hadn't been paying attention. "Um, I think so." He stared up into the booth, at the attractive young brunette smiling at him. "I'm supposed to meet the owner…"
The brunette's smile broadened. "Oh, yes. You must be Jim Michaels. Grandmother is waiting for you." She pointed, and Jim followed her gaze. "Past the turnstiles, at the small gray building. Go in the door and press the intercom button. Grandmother is expecting you." She smiled. "Although I don't think she expected you to be early."
Jim nodded and tried to smile. "Thank you," he muttered. The gray building was impossible to miss. Jim pushed the intercom button, as directed.
"Yes?" The voice sounded tinny, almost mechanical over the cheap intercom system.
Jim cleared his throat. "I'm here for a job interview," he said meekly.
"You're early." Jim started to feel uneasy at the comment, but the voice continued. "That's good. When you hear the door lock click open, come on in."
Jim waited and waited, but heard no click. Finally, the door opened. Jim's eyes tried to adjust after the bright sunlight, while he stepped slowly into the office.
"I'm sorry about the door. Damned thing isn't working." The old woman shook Jim's hand, and gestured for him to come in. As the door shut behind him, Jim's eyes finished accommodating to the lower light. The old woman stepped around her cluttered desk and slumped heavily into her chair.
Jim felt his heart sink a bit — this old woman was short and overweight, which reminded him of Mr. Walker.
The old woman gestured for Jim to sit. "Oh, don't worry, Mr. Michaels," she said with a grin. "I'm not a greedy slumlord." Jim felt his jaw drop. How had she known? The old woman just smiled more. "Now — let's talk about your background and why you think you're qualified to work for me."
Jim was only about halfway through his background when Anya burst into the office. "Sorry to interrupt, Grandmother, but we've got a problem with the number one pump again."
The old woman swore under her breath. "Again?"
Jim saw an opportunity when it presented itself. "If you don't mind, ma'am, I can have a look at it." When he saw the stares from the old woman and Anya, he swallowed. "Well, I figured that there's not much better way for you to see what I can do…"
A smile crept across the old woman's face. "That sounds like a good idea," she agreed. "Anya, I'll take Mr. Michaels out to the pump house. You mind things up front, okay?"
Anya nodded and gave Jim a curious smile — like she knew something that Jim didn't. Jim followed the old woman, who surprised him with her agility and speed. Jim felt a lot of eyes on him as they walked through the park. Lots of young women's eyes. He felt a bit self-conscious, and momentarily wondered why there were no men present, but he had a job to do.
The pump house was well concealed from the guests, and consequently, rather hot inside. Jim whistled at the situation. One pump was partially disassembled — the cause of the old woman's ad. Jim swore under his breath. "Not a fucking clue…"
"I beg your pardon?" the old woman asked.
Jim gulped. He'd forgotten that the woman was there. "Well," he began meekly, "whoever was looking at this didn't have a clue what he was doing."
The old woman frowned. "What do you mean?"
Jim shook his head. "The motor casing is torn apart, which is good if it's an electrical problem. But if it's electrical, why the hell is the pump housing opened up? And if it's in the pump, why mess with the motor?" He shook his head. Then he looked at the other non-running motor. "I take it this one is the problem?" The old woman just nodded. Jim didn't see the smile on her face.
He stepped over to the motor and gave it a quick look. Two or three hundred horsepower, 3-phase, 440 volt. Nothing special to Jim; he'd worked on these before. Slip coupling to a centrifugal pump. Jim guessed the pump inlet was an eight-inch pipe. This was a heavy-duty setup that would move a _lot_ of water - if it were working.
Jim touched the motor gently and pulled his hand back, cursing. "Damn, this is hot!" He checked, and found the motor had reset itself. "Heat overload - which means that either the phases are unbalanced, or the outlet pipe has a clog, which is loading the motor." Jim traced the wires to a breaker box, and found one breaker was tripped. "Hmmm…" he muttered to himself. He touched the breaker, and recoiled from it. Too hot. Overload on one phase — or the breaker itself was faulty.
Jim rummaged in a toolbox and retrieved a screwdriver. While the old woman watched, Jim opened the breaker box. When it was open, he tripped the main breaker off, and then pulled out the hot breaker. To the old woman's surprise, he pulled out another breaker and inserted it where the hot one had been. Then he turned the main breaker back on.
With practiced precision, Jim reset each of the three operational motors, bringing their pumps back on line. Then he did the same for the failed pump. He smiled to himself as the pump motor hummed into action. After a few seconds, he touched the breaker gingerly. It was cool. He turned to the old woman, who was looking at him with a mixture of admiration and puzzlement. "This pump has been tripping the breaker a lot lately, hasn't it?"
The old woman nodded slowly. "So what is it?"
Jim held up the failed breaker. "A little too much arcing. The contacts are probably pitted and burned. Too much resistance. That's why the breaker got hot. And that unbalanced the load on the motor, which is why _it_ got hot." Before the woman could say anything, Jim continued. "Look, if you'd like, I can have a look at this other pump. Maybe I can get it back in service."
The old woman started to say something, then smiled and nodded. "Whether we agree on your employment here or not, I'll pay you for the work you do. When you finish up, you can use the locker room to clean up, and then come to my office."
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Jim was feeling pretty pleased with himself. Not only had he repaired the first pump, but he'd found the trouble with the second pump as well, and it was back in service. Well, it would be when he could get a new breaker in. After the old woman had left, he'd stripped off his shirt to help with the heat of the pump house. Still, he was very hot and sweaty, so the shower really felt good. As the warm jets of water blasted the sweat from his body, he failed to notice the faint pink mist rising from the shower stall.
As he stepped from the shower, Jim felt a little disoriented. That quickly passed as he toweled himself off and pulled on his clothes. Feeling satisfied with what he'd shown the old woman, he had a spring in his step as he walked to the office.
Jim eased himself into the chair, feeling pretty good. After the work in the pump-house, it would be difficult for the old woman not to offer him the job. Absently, he reached up and brushed the hair from his eyes.
The old woman smiled at him. "I'm impressed," she said simply. "Do you want the job?"
Jim tried not to appear too anxious. "Your ad promised a good salary and benefits." He cleared his throat — somehow, his voice sounded a bit odd to his ears.
The old woman wrote a number on a piece of paper and shoved it across the table at Jim. Jim fumbled a bit — his fingernails seemed to be getting in the way, then he picked up the slip. "Hmmm," he mumbled. "Isn't that a bit low?"
The old woman shrugged. "If it weren't for the benefits, it would be. The job comes with paid housing, plus use of a company car." Jim's eyes widened at the mention of housing. The woman smiled. "The new condos next door — I own a couple of them — just for employees."
Jim shifted uncomfortably. For some reason, the chair didn't quite feel right. "That would add about …" Jim did some quick mental arithmetic, "ten thousand?"
"More like sixteen. They're luxury units." The old woman smiled. "And standard health, 401K, vacation. You'll find I have pretty generous benefits. Do we have a deal?"
Jim was almost sold. He stood, and flinched. His feet dropped to the floor, leaving him tottering, while his chest felt strange. Like something was tugging and jiggling. Still, he tried to dismiss the strange feelings. While his left hand reached up to brush the hair from his eyes yet again, his right hand reached out to seal the deal.
It was when he saw his hand that Jim finally put two and two together. It wasn't his hand. A small cry escaped his lips. "What the …?"
The old woman reached behind her desk and pulled out — of all things — a mirror. She held it up to Jim.
He gasped again. It wasn't his face in the mirror. It was a … a girl! A young, attractive, red-haired girl! "What…" He realized his voice sounded different — now he realized it sounded feminine. He glanced down, ignoring the long wavy red hair swirling around his face. Down, where the modest but perky breasts pushed from his chest, pulling his shirt tight as they bobbed and swayed with his every move. Down where the unmistakably female bosom blocked his view of his lower body. His neck craned forward, staring at the impossible. His waist — he knew that his pants should be hanging uncomfortably around his narrower waist. Where his pants should be too tight around his more rounded, more attractive tush. But his pants fit very well, like they had changed with his body. Now they were tight denim shorts, displaying the sexy curves of his smooth legs. And -—Jim gasped again — the flatness of his groin! "What have you done to me?"
The old woman smiled pleasantly. "Please sit down, Miss Michaels." Jim opened his mouth to protest, but she held up her hand. Jim's protest died in his throat, and he sat. "One of the unique features of my water park is that it's for young ladies only. Didn't you notice that there were no men out there?"
Jim's brow furrowed as he tried to remember seeing any guys. He couldn't.
"You're wondering why. It's very simple. This park is a refuge for girls who are sick of being ogled and pawed and treated like sex objects. I don't let men in." She bit her lip. "Well, I do let them in. It's just that no men leave."
Jim shook his head. "What you're saying is … impossible! You … change men into girls? How? Some kind of voodoo?" His voice rung impossible in his ears, soft and sultry and feminine.
The old woman seemed offended for a moment. "No, it's not voodoo. I do NOT dabble in that … that chicanery!" She shuddered, as if speaking of something extremely distasteful. "No, mine is simple magic."
"Magic!" Jim said scornfully, and then he bit his lip. "But … "
"You believe, don't you?" It wasn't a question.
Jim took a deep breath, sending his breasts heaving. He recoiled from the unusual sensations on his chest. "I guess I do," he finally answered.
"I don't let men work here," the old woman said. "Now about that job offer."
"But that means I'll have to stay a …"
The old woman nodded. "A woman. And the problem is…?"
Jim shook his head, sending a cascade of red wavy locks swirling around his head. "But I'm a man!"
The old woman smiled patiently. "Not from where I sit. Anyway, you are — or were — a single man of almost 50 years. Since you left the Navy, you haven't held a job for more than a year. This is that steady job you've always wanted. Plus, as an added benefit, you get back almost 30 years of life to live."
"But as a woman?" Jim's mind was swirling. The job — damn if it wasn't an attractive offer. But taking it meant becoming a woman.
"Half the population is 'stuck' being female, and doesn't seem to mind." The old woman smiled as if she could read the turmoil in Jim's mind. "Why don't you think about it, and give me an answer in the morning?"
Jim started to agree, but he frowned. "But I'm a …. How can I leave like this?"
The old woman shrugged. "The change will wear off around midnight. Go home and think about it."
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Jim was going to stay around his room, but for some reason, he just couldn't — he was too restless. He decided to go out for a beer. Fortunately, or not, his clothing had all changed to match his new form, so he could wear something besides the short shorts and the halter-top his interview clothes had changed into.
The nearest place wasn't the type of pub or tavern Jim usually frequented, with its nice quiet friendly atmosphere. This was a dance club. But Jim didn't have much of a choice. Without work, without wheels, he was stuck with whatever was close.
As he walked in the door, Jim sensed that a lot of the guys were staring at him. Immediately, he felt self-conscious in this sexy body. Slowly, he sauntered over to the bar, trying desperately to keep his rounder butt from wiggling, trying to avoid making eye contact with any of the guys.
"Can I help you?"
Jim glanced up at the bartender. "A beer, please." He noticed the appreciative smile from the bartender. Jim was about to turn and run.
The touch on his arm nearly startled Jim out of his shorts. "You're finally here." Jim spun, scared. His nerves calmed almost immediately when he recognized Anya. "Grandmother said you'd be here."
Jim sighed audibly. "You startled me."
Anya smiled. "Sorry. But Grandmother said you'd probably feel more comfortable if I met you here." She nodded her head away from the bar. "Come on, I've got a booth over there." She led Jim to the small booth. "If you want the job, you have to stay like this. I'd say it's a small price to pay for the opportunity."
"But … to be stuck like this? A woman?"
Anya smiled. "It's not so bad. Like Grandmother said, half the human race is 'stuck like that'. Look, you're good at what you do. You proved that today. And that skill, that talent, doesn't depend on your being in some macho, studly, male body. You can do the job." She finished her drink, and laughed as Jim gulped his beer down. "You want another beer?" Jim nodded, and started to get out some money. "No. Watch this." Anya sauntered over to the bar, and Jim saw her talking briefly to the bartender. Then she swayed back to the table. Within a few moments, a guy appeared, trying to get Anya's attention. Anya winked at Jim, and then went out dancing with the guy. After a couple of dances, she returned, to where there were fresh drinks waiting. "Look, you can use your 'appeal' to get guys wrapped around your little finger. Two dances for a couple of drinks? Who do you think got the better of that deal?" She was highly amused at her little stunt.
They talked long into the night. Jim even tried the dance-for-drinks trick, and was surprisingly pleased with himself when it worked so easily. Suddenly, Anya looked at her watch. "We've got to go," she announced sternly. "You change in about a half hour." Feeling surprisingly happy, and a little drunk, Jim walked with Anya out of the club. For his own safety, she escorted him to his apartment. They were giggling as they walked, a bit buzzed, through the streets.
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Jim lay awake in bed thinking. He could still feel a faint buzz from the drinks, but he wasn't really drunk. Not really. He was acutely aware of the different sensations this body was sending to his brain, but that wasn't foremost on his mind. He was thinking instead of the evening. More specifically, of how much fun he'd had. He realized, to his shock, that he'd enjoyed making monkeys of the macho little studs. He'd enjoyed being with Anya — laughing and joking and having a fun time. Formerly, he'd have been far too shy to even think about spending time with a knockout like Anya. But this evening?
Presently, Jim became aware that his body was changing. And in a few minutes, it was over. The boobs were gone. The long red hair was gone. He was back to his normal non-descript male self.
Jim was debating intently with himself. It was fun, wasn't it? Enough to say goodbye to his former life? To everything he'd known — family, friends? With a rude shock, Jim realized he didn't have any of that. His parents were gone, and his brother estranged. Friends? Jim slowly realized that he didn't have any really close friends. But wasn't the change sort of queer? That's what really bothered Jim — it didn't feel wrong! And nearly 30 years! That's what he'd get in return — almost 30 more years of life!
Jim fell asleep pondering, into a world of alternating dreams and nightmares about what he'd get himself into.
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Jim swallowed hard as he stared at the employment contract. Finally, he picked up the pen. With one last glance at the old woman, he signed his name. He closed his eyes, expecting some change to occur.
The old woman laughed. "It doesn't work that way. Just go take a shower in the men's locker. Oh, have you figured out what you're going to do about a name?"
Jim smiled thinly. "Anya and I talked about that last night. I think I like Jenny."
The old woman smiled. "A pretty name. Such a good girl, Anya is. So kind and helpful."
A few moments later, Jenny stepped into the boss' office. She spun tentatively, showing off her changed form. "Do I pass?"
The old woman smiled and stuck out her hand. "Welcome aboard, Jenny. It's going to be a pleasure having you work with us. Now — can you fix that door lock?"
FIN
Elrod W
A young boy, feeling unwanted in a foster home, gets a free pass to Bikini Beach as a gift. Does it hold anything special for his life?
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
"Austin, wait out here while I talk to the tailor," the woman said sternly. Her expression matched her words; she expected obedience. Even if she'd have been smiling, she would have still looked like a very stern librarian, devoid of any sense of humor or fun, and expecting to be in complete control. She was, sharp and critical of mistakes, and quick with her acid tongue to verbalize her displeasure.
"Yes, ma'am," Austin Jacobs replied dutifully as he sat down on the bench. He and his foster mother, Erica Lowe, were at the Overland Mall, where she was getting some alterations done on one of her dresses. Austin was a young boy, just under ten, wiry and gangly like most boys his age. Atop his head was an unkempt mop of brown hair that seemed to defy any attempt at neatness. One could see the pent-up energy in him, coiled like a spring, waiting for a chance to run and jump and play, or go to the arcade like other boys his age. But he sat, because Ms. Lowe had given him an order.
A couple sat down at a bench near his, and Austin's natural curiosity made him watch them. Both were relatively tall and thin; they looked to be about thirty or so. The woman was attractive, with neatly styled shorter hair. Her makeup wasn't overdone, and she wore nice but modest jewelry and stylish clothing — a nice beige blouse with lace trim, and darker brown slacks. The man was not quite as handsome as his wife was pretty, but he, too, seemed more dignified than most men roaming the mall in their jeans and T-shirts.
"I'm sorry, Kayla," the man said softly as he held his wife's hand. "You know the waiting list for newborns is years long, if we even qualified."
"I know, Mike," the woman answered sadly. "I just ... wanted to be a mother. I want a little girl." She wiped at a tear, and Austin could see that, despite her beauty, her eyes were full of sadness.
"I know, hon," the man replied. He, too, looked unhappy. "I set up another appointment with the agency next weekend. We'll just keep trying."
Kayla looked at him, shaking her head sadly. "Do you think we should ... look at the international options?"
Austin wondered for a moment what the couple was talking about, but his restlessness kept him from focusing on their conversation, even though part of his brain was practically screaming that they were talking about adopting children. He watched the woman, as her eyes followed a couple walking by pushing a dual stroller with twins. It looked like the woman was doing everything she could to not cry.
Quickly, he bored of listening to the couple when their conversation turned to mundane matters about their house, and shopping for new furniture. They arose, and left, leaving Austin alone in the bench area, waiting. He decided to amuse himself by watching others, as was so often the case.
Austin envied the other boys and girls walking through the mall with their friends, or with their parents. He had neither. He had only his foster parents, the Lowes, and they weren't much to talk about. They were an older couple, past having the energy to deal with a young active boy. While Mrs. Lowe was unpleasant, Mr. Lowe was nice enough, if one considered a slightly-overweight diesel mechanic to be an ideal foster dad. He worked hard, and as a result, he was usually tired when he got home in the evenings. Austin couldn't remember doing anything with Mr. Lowe — no football, no playing catch, no fishing trips. Nothing. It was almost as if Austin didn't exist to the man. What was worse was that Austin had only hazy memories of his real parents, since he'd been orphaned at four.
He didn't see the girl slip onto the bench beside him, and was startled when she said, "Hi."
Austin turned, surprised, and looked at the woman. She’s very pretty, he thought. She wore her long wavy black hair loose, cascading off her shoulders to the front and back. In a few years, Austin would have appreciated how her tight knit shirt and short shorts displayed her curves and sexy legs; as a nine-year-old, he still had the opinion that girls were aliens from another planet. That didn't, however, stop him from almost instantly developing a crush on a young lady. "Hi," he replied simply.
"You seem a little bored, Austin," the girl said with a smile.
"Yeah," the boy replied. His eyes widened when he realized, belatedly, that she'd called him by name. "How'd you know my name?"
The girl smiled. "It's a little trick I picked up from my grandmother," she said with a twinkle in her eyes. "What do you like to do for fun?"
"Fun?" Austin asked, as if surprised by the concept. "I dunno. I guess I watch TV. I want to build a tree house, but Mr. Lowe won't help, and I don't know how."
"I'm Anya," the girl said, still smiling. She held out her hand and gave Austin a handshake. "It's nice to meet you." She glanced at the store where Mrs. Lowe was. "Do you have to wait out here all the time?"
"Mrs. Lowe says I get into too much trouble in the stores," Austin replied sadly. "So I have to wait."
"What would you like to do for fun? If you could?"
Austin didn't have to think. "Get adopted by a family that did fun things, like go to Disney World, and take vacations, and have a dad that played catch and built a tree house, and ...." His words were coming at a machine-gun pace.
"Whoa," Anya said, holding up a hand to slow him down. "Have you ever been to a water park, for fun?"
Austin frowned. "No. My foster parents don't have a lot of money, and they never take me places like that. We don't even go out to movies," he complained.
Anya moved her hand, and as if by magic, what looked like tickets were there. Austin blinked his eyes; he would have sworn that her hands were empty just a second earlier.
"How would you like to spend a day at a water park that my grandmother and I own?" Anya asked.
Austin's eyes widened as he considered, momentarily at least, the offer. "But my foster mom would never take me."
Anya just smiled. "These are one-day passes, good for this weekend, for you and Mrs. Lowe to be our guests at the park — absolutely free."
"Free?" Austin's eyes were big as saucers as he considered the offer.
"You don't have to use them if you don't want. Just show them to Mrs. Lowe and maybe you can spend a fun day at the park."
"But ... she doesn't like taking stuff. She says there are always conditions," Austin replied cautiously.
Anya laughed. "Tell her that it's marketing. To get people to join our park, we're giving away samples. Just like at the store, where they have those little meatballs and sausages on toothpicks."
Austin hesitated, and then he reached up and took the tickets. "Thanks," he stammered, a sign that he was not used to generosity.
Anya stood, and gave him one more smile. "I hope to see you at the park soon." She turned and strode away, into a tiny shop with a wooden door and a bell and a strange sign.
Austin stared after her. He was stunned by how nice she was, and how pretty, too. Without knowing what it was, Austin was smitten with the pretty girl who'd given him the tickets.
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"Hi, Anya," Danni said with a big smile as she wrapped her friend in a big hug. "It's been too long since you stopped by."
Anya returned the enthusiasm of the embrace. "I know. The park has been pretty busy."
"And Grandmother is keeping you busy with your lessons, too, right? Between the park, your magic lessons, and Greg, it's a wonder you have any time at all!"
Anya laughed. "Grandmother said that when I turn twenty-three, I can travel to the other-realm, and time won't be a problem, because the two realms are kind of independent. I could study for weeks in the other-realm, and it would only be a few minutes here."
Danni tried to smile, but she couldn't hide her concern. "That does sound efficient. I wish the old man would let me study that way."
"You spend most of your time traveling around in the other-realm already," Anya retorted. "So don't complain that your teacher is tougher than mine!" Their jovial exchange was an outward sign of the deep friendship that existed between the two neophyte magic users.
"What's with the kid on the bench?" Danni asked bluntly. "I saw you give him two passes."
"He's an orphan," Anya answered. In that one phrase, Danni knew everything. Anya was also an orphan, and so she was sympathetic to young Austin. She was extending a kindness that he didn't usually get.
"Are you using your sight to see a future for him?" Danni asked lightly. "Because if your sight isn't that good, I can use mine."
Anya giggled. "I was not using my sight, and I wasn't planning anything. I was just being kind to a young boy."
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"Please?" Austin begged.
"Austin," Mrs. Lowe chided the boy as she examined the tickets Austin had shown her, "we don't do those kinds of things. You know that."
"But the tickets are free!" Austin continued the argument. "The girl said it was an advertising thing!"
Mrs. Lowe's resistance was crumbling by the thought of 'free'. The Lowes were not well-to-do, and even with the state assistance for raising a foster child, money was tight. They didn't indulge in frivolities. Besides, she was a bit plump, and didn't like how she appeared in a swimsuit. On the other hand, the tickets were free, and the ads she'd seen did make the park sound like fun. "I suppose it wouldn't hurt," she finally said softly. "Tom is working late today, so ...."
Austin's face lit up. "I'll get my swim suit." In fact he had it rolled up with a towel in his room, hoping against hope that they'd be able to go so he could have some fun. Maybe there would be kids his own age that he could play with.
His enthusiasm was barely containable, until they parked the older Ford Explorer in the parking lot. Austin didn't see many boys at all. There were a lot of girls, but no boys. Surely he wouldn't be expected to play with a bunch of girls, would he?
Mrs. Lowe, on the other hand, was feeling better about coming to the water park. She'd been very nervous about being seen in her swimsuit. Now, though, knowing that the patrons seemed to be mostly women, she didn't feel like her older, rotund body would be on display for men to ogle — not that they would anyway.
Begrudgingly, Austin trudged across the hot pavement toward the ticket booth. Mrs. Lowe was actually urging him to move faster, a complete reversal of the morning's argument.
At the ticket booth, Mrs. Lowe gave the tickets to the girl. Austin felt a flutter of something — it was the same girl from the mall who'd given him the tickets, the pretty girl with the very nice smile. As she handed the validated tickets back to Mrs. Lowe, she glanced at Austin and smiled warmly. "I hope you enjoy your visit. This is a very magical place, we've been told, and kids love it. There's an area set aside for younger swimmers called the Junior Lifeguard Academy. It's got a lot of fun activities," she said to Mrs. Lowe, "if you want to rest and catch some sun while Austin plays."
Austin melted at her smile. He was very obviously infatuated with the girl Anya, and her encouragement were like music to his ears.
"Austin, you go change in the boys' locker. Take a shower after you change; it's health department regulations, and I'll meet you over by the tables," Mrs. Lowe commanded. She handed Austin one of the two tickets to swipe through the gate.
Austin tried to hide his excitement; Mrs. Lowe seemed to have a knack for sucking the fun out of everything, often replacing it with chores and studying, and he didn't want her to know that he was having fun. Still, it was difficult; he had never been to a water park, and from what he could see through the entrance plaza, this looked like it was going to be lots of fun — even if it was overrun by girls. He scampered to the men's locker room.
After he changed, he stepped into the shower, as Anya had directed. The water was warm and felt invigorating, but Austin didn't think anything of it; he was almost overwhelmed with anticipation. He certainly didn't notice the pink mist rising from the water.
As he walked toward the exit into the park, Austin felt strange. Something wet was slapping at his shoulders, and his body seemed a bit ... different. He ignored the feeling, until he came around the corner and came face-to-face with a semi-nude young girl that was staring at him. Not being completely aware of social niceties when dealing with the opposite sex, Austin simply stood and stared, wondering if the girl was going to do something.
The image of the girl moved, twisting, without her having made a single motion, as the door opened. Slowly, it dawned on Austin that he was looking in a mirror on the door. He looked down, and he saw that his swim trunks had become a girlish bikini, and hair was dancing in his peripheral vision.
The girl, Anya, appeared in the doorway. "I bet you have a lot of questions, Austin," she said with a smile.
"What ... did you do to me?" Austin asked, terrified.
"This park is for women and girls," Anya answered. She moved her hands, and a bikini top appeared magically. "Please put this on. Topless sunbathing isn't allowed." When she saw Austin staring at the top like it was a snake, Anya helped fasten it on him.
"What's going to happen to me?" Austin's voice was timid, full of uncertainty and fear.
"Don't worry," Anya assured him. "This is only a temporary change."
"But why did you make me a girl?" He shuddered, as if being a girl was some hideous affliction.
"I told you. The park is for women and girls. You have to be a girl while you're here."
"What's Mrs. Lowe going to say?"
Anya read his expression; he was more afraid of Mrs. Lowe and her reaction than he was to his change. She smiled, hoping some friendliness would help calm the boy, and took Austin by the arm, leading him out of the locker room. "Mrs. Lowe is expecting to meet you in the plaza. As far as anyone knows, you've always been a girl. Let me demonstrate. What's your name?"
Without thinking, Austin answered. "Audrey Renee Jacobs." As soon as he said the name, Austin's eyes went wide with surprise, and he clasped his hand over his mouth, as if to prevent such words from coming out again.
"And the whole world, including Mrs. Lowe, believes that you've always been Audrey Jacobs," Anya continued. "While you're a girl, you'll find that you know how to do girl things, like dressing and washing your hair, and you'll have some girl memories. Now, why don't you go have fun? The Junior Lifeguard Academy is a fun place for girls your age. You're a little small for some of the other rides, though."
"There you are, Audrey," Mrs. Lowe called out from across the plaza. Audrey glanced at Anya, surprised, and then back at Mrs. Lowe, who was walking toward him.
"She really thinks I'm a girl?" Audrey asked hesitantly.
"Yes. So go have fun. You deserve to have a good time." Anya turned and walked back toward the gate.
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"You're new, aren't you?" a pre-teen girl called to Audrey as she splashed to the side of the pool. She'd been trying the 'Safety Scramble', an obstacle course over the water, and because she was shorter than most girls on the course, she couldn't quite reach the overhead net, and had, not unexpectedly, slipped and fallen into the water.
"Yeah," Audrey answered hesitantly. She wasn't sure she wanted to interact with the others, even though they'd been happily trying to get her to play. Mrs. Lowe was laying on a lounge chair, resting and soaking up sun, and Audrey was worried about how much she was watching her, ready to interrupt anything that looked like fun.
"Do you want to race?" one of the girls asked. She was about twelve, a bit older than Austin, but she seemed to have a perpetual smile or grin on her face.
"I don't think so," Audrey answered softly. "I can't swim very well." In reality, Audrey wasn't sure she wanted to play with a bunch of — ugh — girls.
"How about if a bunch of us go to some of the slides on Pele's Mountain?" the girl asked invitingly.
"I'm not sure ...." As soon as she's stopped thinking of the other kids as girls, she suddenly found herself thinking that playing with the other girls would be fun. She wasn't aware that the change had given her some 'girl' memories as well, and those memories were slowly overriding the 'boy' thoughts that playing with a bunch of girls was weird.
"It's more fun with a group, especially in the giant tube!" the girl said.
Audrey looked reflexively toward Mrs. Lowe. "I don't know if I can go."
The girl smiled. "Let's go ask. You don't know the answer if you don't ask." She took Audrey's hand and walked with her toward Mrs. Lowe.
Audrey found herself suddenly hoping that Mrs. Lowe would let her go play. "I'm Audrey," she said by way of introduction, even though she'd tried to say her real name - Austin.
"I'm Megan," the girl replied. She perked up. "I bet she'll let you come and play with us. And then I'll introduce you to my friends."
**********
"Hurry up!" Mrs. Lowe insisted. "We're going to be late." She was standing in the doorway, her purse slung over her shoulder, waiting for Audrey to finish.
Audrey ran down the stairs. "I'm ready," she said in reply. "I thought Mrs. Westman did her visits here." Audrey was having difficulty dressing like a girl, since her 'boy' memories were still getting in the way — at least until the pass expired. She had the skills, as Anya had told her, but her brain still thought like a boy. It had taken far longer than it should have for her to get dressed and get her hair combed. On top of the skills and memory issues, Audrey was tired from her day at the park. She'd really enjoyed playing with Megan and Sydney and Natty — they were the first friends she could remember, and they'd been so nice to her. Austin had no friends; at school, he was the kid everyone made fun of because he was shy and wore second-hand clothes and just didn't seem to fit in. Out of school, the Lowe's didn't allow him time to play with others.
Mrs. Lowe hadn't been too eager to let Audrey play with the girls without her close personal supervision, but Anya had intervened, and whether she'd used some magic or was just persuasive, she convinced Mrs. Lowe to enjoy her day and let the park staff watch over Audrey. After all, Anya reminded her, she didn't get a day completely to herself very often. That last argument clinched the deal; Audrey was allowed to have the run of the park — within the height limits on the rides. Tube slides, body slides, rafts, the wave pool — the girls had been on as many of them as they could before the park closed. Now, Audrey was at home, and getting ready for an unexpected night out.
Audrey wore a simple knit shirt and a pair of shorts, both of which were very feminine — and second-hand. All of her clothing was used, purchased from garage sales, thrift stores, and other discount outlets. It had been the same for Austin. The Lowes didn't spend a lot on clothing for him.
Mrs. Lowe sighed. "I told you, she wants to meet in her office. She said there's something important." She turned, and with Audrey following, walked out the door to the driveway.
Mrs. Lowe had nothing to say while they drove to the social worker's office. Audrey had no clue as to what was going on, why this visit was so different from the social worker's home visits to make sure that Audrey was doing okay in her foster home. After trying to ask a couple of questions, and getting stern non-responses, Audrey shut up.
Mrs. Lowe gave no clues as they pulled into a parking spot, nor as they walked into the social worker's office. The receptionist smiled at the girl. "How are you today, Audrey?" she asked.
Audrey flinched a bit at being called Audrey — again, but something inside made her reply. "Okay, I guess. We went to a water park today, and it was fun."
The secretary looked up from her computer monitor. "That sounds like fun. You'll have to tell me all about it. But right now, Mrs. Westman is anxious to see you and review your case." The secretary rose and led Audrey Jacobs into an office. When Mrs. Lowe tried to follow, she was blocked. "I'm sorry," the secretary said in a practiced and bored delivery of her standard speech. "This meeting is for Audrey only. I know it's unusual, but it's policy." Mrs. Lowe hesitated, as if wondering what form of protest she should make, but then she sat in one of the large overstuffed chairs in the lobby and started sorting through the magazines in search of something to read.
Without waiting for an invitation, Audrey sat down, feigning indifference, but curious about the veil of cloak-and-dagger secrecy that surrounded the meeting. Behind her, the door to the reception area had been closed. It was only Audrey and the social worker, who sat across a desk, typing at a computer with her back toward Audrey.
"I bet you're wondering why I asked for a personal visit," Mrs. Westman explained as she turned away from her computer.
"I was kind of curious," Audrey said timidly
Mrs. Westman smiled. "It wouldn’t do for you to not trust me now, after all we've been through."
"No, ma'am."
Mrs. Westman laughed. "Still so polite," she chuckled. "I'm going to miss that most of all."
Audrey's brow furrowed. "Are you getting rid of me."
"Maybe," the woman said with a broad grin. "There are some people I want you to meet. They've been married for nearly ten years, but haven't been able to have children."
Audrey's heart was racing. Did that mean that ... the couple was thinking of adopting her?
"So now, after all the paperwork they've done, it's time for you to meet them." She pressed a button on her phone and spoke into it. "Send them in, please."
When the couple walked through the door, Audrey's eyes bulged out of their sockets. This was impossible! It was the same couple she'd seen and heard in the mall, pining for a child that they couldn't have themselves. The pieces put themselves together — the couple was looking to adopt, and they wanted a girl. And right now, she was a girl — Audrey, and as a result, they were interested in her.
Audrey stood, and meekly walked to the couple. She extended her hand to the man, and then shook hands. "I'm pleased to meet you," she said hesitantly.
The man bent forward, beaming with delight. "You're a very polite little lady," he said admiringly. "I'm Mike," he announced. "Mike Hofstetter. My wife is Kayla. And what is your name, young lady?"
Audrey frowned. "I'm not a young lady," she scowled. Almost immediately, she realized her mistake. "They say I'm a tomboy," she stammered. "My name is Audrey. Audrey Renee Jacobs. I'm nine — almost ten," she added for good measure.
The woman squatted down, sitting on her heels, so she could be eye-to-eye with Audrey. "I'm very pleased to meet you. Mrs. Westman wanted us to get to know you a little bit."
"Are you ... are you going to adopt me?" Audrey blurted out, half-fearfully and half expectantly.
Mr. Hofstetter laughed. "Are you anxious to be adopted to a forever family?" he asked.
Audrey nodded, and then glanced at Ms. Westman. "My foster parents are nice and everything, but ...." She shut her mouth before she said something that got someone in trouble, possibly herself.
Mrs. Westman smiled. "We'll start by just visiting. If things go well, the Hofstetters want to take you out to dinner to get to know you better. Of course, I'll come along in case you’re nervous."
**********
Audrey lay in bed, wide awake despite the hour. She was totally confused. The meeting at the social worker's office had been unexpected, and the Hofstetters had been very nice and caring when they'd gone out to dinner. They were clearly interested in her, and it seemed to be heading toward the goal that Audrey — and Austin — had always wanted and dreamed of. The only thing was, the Hofstetters wanted a little girl. Currently, Audrey was a girl, but if Anya was to be believed, that was about to end. She glanced at the glowing numbers on the clock radio, knowing that midnight was approaching.
When the numbers ticked over to midnight, Audrey felt a slight tingle creeping through her body. Because she was so young, and not developed, the physical changes to her body were slight. Her hair receded, and the enamel on her fingernails faded until it was gone. More importantly, she could feel that her crotch was back to what she'd known all her life.
Austin stared at the clock. He knew that the Hofstetters wanted a little girl. Anya had told him that everything around him had changed to accept him as a girl. So now, if he was a boy again, had things changed back? If so, did the Hofstetters want him? He sat up, and looked around the room. In the dim moonlight filtering through the open curtains, he couldn't see much, but he could make out his football on the floor. He _had_ changed back, he knew. The football hadn't been there moments ago when he'd been Audrey. _Everything_ had changed back. And that meant ....
He slipped out of his bed and tiptoed down to the kitchen. Mrs. Lowe was meticulous about her daily appointment calendar; she erased the whiteboard first thing every morning and wrote in the new day's activities. Austin crept to the whiteboard. In the dim light, it was difficult to make out all the previous day's events, but he could see that none of them involved a trip to the social worker's office. His heart sank. If there hadn't been a trip to the social worker, then no-one wanted to adopt him, not as a boy, at least.
Slowly, dejectedly, Austin trudged back to his bedroom. He looked at the football, unused for father-son activities. He thought of the things Mr. Lowe had never done with him, and never would. He felt trapped, and hopeless.
Overwhelmed by a sense of despair and helplessness, Austin slipped on his jeans and a pair of tennis shoes, and then opened the bedroom window. Quietly, he crept out onto the garage roof, pausing to close the window behind himself. He tiptoed across the roof, wondering if the Lowes would hear him and think, perhaps, that a neighborhood cat was on the roof. By the garage was a tree — his favorite climbing tree, and it took only moments for him to shinny down to the ground.
The gate to the back yard creaked when he opened it, scaring him slightly, but when no lights came on, he slipped in and got his bike, second-hand like everything he owned or used. Lit only by the moonlight and the occasional streetlights, he pedaled down the street, still not sure why or where he was going. He just knew that he had to leave the Lowes. After being teased with the prospect of adoption, the Lowe family suddenly seemed like torture.
After several blocks, he stopped, trying to understand what he was doing, or why, but nothing came to mind. As he prepared to start riding again, he saw a car turn onto the street. Its headlights hadn't yet caught him in their glare, but Austin knew that there was a curfew, and that if he was caught, his punishment would be severe. He quickly dismounted and rolled his bike off the street and behind a bush.
The vehicle slowed, and then, mysteriously, stopped. As he peered through the bush, he saw that it was a pickup, and the passenger was rolling the window down.
"Austin," a girl's voice called softly but insistently, "will you please come out here and talk to me?"
Austin started — he recognized the voice of the pretty girl from the mall and the water park. He stood, frozen, wondering what he should do. She obviously knew that he was hiding. How, though, he didn't know, unless it was more of the magic she'd used at the water park. After having spent the day as Audrey, he didn't doubt that she had some powerful magic.
"Austin? Please come out. I need to talk to you."
Austin couldn't stop himself when he thought of the pretty girl. Slowly, he rolled his bicycle out from behind the bushes. "How did you know I was here?" he asked meekly when he got close enough to see Anya's face in the moonlight. On the door of the pickup, he could read the logo for Bikini Beach.
"Magic," Anya replied. "But you were already guessing that, weren't you?"
Austin nodded. "Yeah."
"Why are you running away?" Anya asked simply.
"No one wants me," Austin said bitterly, and he realized that he was about to cry. He took a quick breath and tried to be brave; after all, he'd heard from Mr. Lowe that big boys don't cry.
"Let's take you back home," Anya said as she climbed out of the pickup. He didn't object when she helped put his bicycle in the back of the pickup, nor when she gestured for him to crawl in.
When the interior light came on, Austin could see the driver was an older woman, much older than Mrs. Lowe or even Mrs. Westman. "Hi, Austin," she said pleasantly. She looked and sounded like a pleasant grandmother, not that Austin had one of his own as a basis of comparison. Austin had no living relatives that he knew of. "It's nice to meet you. Anya told me about your day at my water park."
Austin's eyes bulged with surprise that Anya had talked about him. He felt a bit special.
"I'm Anya's grandmother," the old woman continued.
Anya closed the door, sandwiching Austin between herself and Grandmother. "Why don't you think anyone wants you?" she asked as she buckled her seatbelt.
Austin frowned. "I heard Mrs. Lowe and Mrs. Westman saying that no-one wants to adopt older boys. Everyone wants a baby, or a little girl."
"Unfortunately, that's mostly true," Grandmother confirmed sadly as she started to drive back to the Lowe's house.
"No one ever wants to meet me," Austin replied. He sounded like he was near tears. "And the Lowes don't like me. They just like the money they get every month to keep me."
"You know," Grandmother said slowly, "there is a couple that was very interested in you. The Hofstetters."
"They want a little girl, not a boy like me," Austin countered angrily.
"Our magic could make it so that they would want to adopt you," Grandmother said enigmatically.
Austin thought for a moment, and then his eyes widened. "But the only way they'd adopt me is if I was a girl!" He pouted. "I won't be a girl! You can't make me!"
"That's the only thing I could do for you," Grandmother said. "Apart from bringing you home." She sounded sad, like she didn't really want to take Austin back to the Lowes, but that she wished she had another way to help him.
"The Lowes are going to be real mad!" Austin exclaimed as they neared the house. His eyes were wide with fear.
Anya smiled. "No, they won't."
"But ... I was running away. I broke rules by sneaking out at night!"
"I'll use some magic so your foster parents won't wake up, even if you make noise when you put your bike away and climb back up the tree to your room."
"You can do that?"
Anya nodded. "Now you need to get back to bed." She smiled at him. "Things will work out for the better. You have to believe."
**********
"All that time and money," Mrs. Lowe griped as she trudged across the parking lot, with Austin at her side, "and they still didn't get the hem right." She shook her head. "I should just demand my money back."
Whenever Mrs. Lowe had errands, Austin simply followed along. They didn't trust him at home alone, even if he had been older. Austin wasn't sure if it was because of lack of trust, or caution on their part.
Mrs. Lowe stopped by the door, and cleared her throat. Austin had been daydreaming that someone really _did_ want to adopt him. "The door," Mrs. Lowe said impatiently.
Austin grabbed the door and pulled it open for Mrs. Lowe. She demanded that he be polite, even gentlemanly, toward her and other women. As she walked past, a scornful look on her face, Austin knew that he was going to be in trouble for not being quick enough to hold the door for her.
"Now you wait here, while I go get this straightened out." She marched into the shop.
With nothing else to do, Austin sat down on a bench and started to look around. His brow furrowed in puzzlement when he saw that the strange little store, the one with its sign and door, wasn't where it had been only days before. He felt disappointment; he'd hoped that, maybe, Anya would be visiting her friend again, and he'd see her.
As he looked around more, he frowned when he saw the Hofstetters again. They were strolling casually through the mall, arm in arm, and they looked right past him, as if he wasn't even there. As he watched them, wondering if the previous day had been a dream, he saw the old woman from the park walking the other way.
Mrs. Hofstetter recognized the old woman. "Hi," she said enthusiastically, greeting her, as she gave the old woman a quick hug.
Austin peered more intently at them, wondering what was going on. They were close enough that, by concentrating, he could just barely hear their conversation.
"I haven't seen you at the park for a while," the old woman said with a smile.
"I've been a little busy," Kayla Hofstetter answered. "But since Mike has a business trip next week, I figured I'd spend a couple of days relaxing."
"You're welcome any time," the old woman answered. "I'd love to chat over coffee and a pastry, but I have to get my dress from the cleaners and get back to the park. I've got a meeting with the city council this afternoon about building permits."
Kayla and Mike nodded sympathetically. "Good luck," Mike said. "I hope you don't have any difficulties."
Grandmother smiled. "Since I'm working with Ronnie Harris on this project, I doubt that I'll have any difficulty," she said with a chuckle.
"Well, take care, and I'll see you next week. I promise," Kayla answered before she and Mike turned to stroll further away from Austin.
Austin continued to stare at Grandmother. She noticed somehow, and turned toward him, then, seeing his expression, she walked over and sat down beside him. "How are you today, Austin?"
"You lied to me!" Austin snarled angrily, his face a mask of hatred. "You tried to trick me!" He felt like Grandmother, and maybe even Anya, had tried to deceive him, and he felt betrayed.
Grandmother was puzzled. "I don't understand. How was I trying to trick you?"
"You said you could get me adopted if you turned me into a girl. But you were just trying to help your friends, weren't you?" His tone was accusatory.
Grandmother was stung by his words. "I wasn't trying to trick you," she said earnestly. "I wouldn't do that."
"So how come you know _them_? Were you trying to help them?"
Grandmother shook her head vigorously, denying his accusation. "We're friends. Mrs. Hofstetter is a member of my park, so I see her often, and I play bridge with her mother sometimes."
"But you wanted to turn me into a girl!" Austin accused.
Grandmother sighed. "If I had wanted to do that," she said patiently, "don't you think that I would have just done it?"
Austin thought for a few moments. "I guess," he said unenthusiastically, the anger gone from his voice. "Why can't you use your magic to help me get adopted?" he asked after thinking for a bit.
Grandmother closed her eyes for a moment. When she opened them, Austin could see that she was sad. "I would, if I knew how. But my magic doesn't work that way."
"Oh." Austin stared at the floor, disappointed.
"If I could help you, I would," Grandmother said. "I promise. I understand what it's like to be alone, without family. And I understand more than you know." She leaned closer to Austin and lowered her voice. "I'm going to share a secret with you, if you promise not to tell anyone."
Austin's eyes widened. "I promise," he said uneasily.
"A very long time ago," Grandmother said, her voice nearly cracking with emotion, "when I was much, much younger," she paused, fighting back some powerful memories, "I had a baby, and ... I had to ... give her up. I always wondered what happened to her, and I always hoped that she found a loving family to adopt her and give her the love she deserved." She wiped at a tear that had suddenly appeared. "So you see why I have a soft spot for you, and I want to help you."
**********
Perhaps it was the knowledge that if he'd only been a girl, a family might have adopted him. Whatever the cause, the next four days with the Lowes seemed like eternity. Mrs. Lowe's errands always resulted in Austin waiting, fearful of doing something that would cause punishment, and as a result, Austin had little to do besides sit and wait.
Fun consisted of going to the library and checking out two books, knowing that, even though it was summer, Austin had to read them and write a book report on each for Mrs. Lowe to grade. Recreation was also exercise, with him riding his bike up and down his street. He asked to go to the public swimming pool, but that request had been turned down. Mrs. Lowe was still tender from sunburn from visiting Bikini Beach, and since she didn't want to go, Austin wasn't allowed either.
Austin was dragged to the grocery store, where his primary job was to maneuver the cart up and down the aisles. Austin sighed to himself as he observed Mrs. Lowe's shopping habits; a simple task like selecting a jar of peanut butter required careful examination of the labels of each brand, followed by thought about how big a jar to buy, even though she'd done that same scrutiny countless times before. That alone took six or seven minutes.
The only thing that might have seemed relief from the boredom was their routine trip to visit the social worker. Even that, though, was disappointing. He spent time alone with Mrs. Westman, telling her that yes, everything was fine, and he was being cared for. She didn't seem to care, though, that he was having no fun and was bored and frustrated.
When Mrs. Westman spent time speaking with Mrs. Lowe, Austin propped himself against the wall next to her office. The receptionist wasn't paying attention, so Austin turned his ear to the wall. He'd long since learned that the walls weren't too thick, and with Mrs. Westman's rather loud voice, he could hear what she was saying.
"He seems to be hiding some frustration," Mrs. Westman said.
"He's a boy. He's restless," Mrs. Lowe responded. Austin had to strain to hear Mrs. Lowe; her voice wasn't nearly as loud as Mrs. Westman's.
"What does he do for recreation? Does he get any exercise?"
"He rides his bike at least thirty minutes every day," Mrs. Lowe answered.
"How about other children his age? Does he have a peer group that he plays with?"
"There aren't many children in our neighborhood, so when school is out, he's mostly alone," Mrs. Lowe responded quickly. "Besides, he'd rather spend his time reading in his room."
Austin wanted to run into the door, screaming that she was lying. He hated to read, mostly because Mrs. Lowe forced him to. He wanted to go play, and there were several boys within a few blocks. The problem was that she wouldn't let him out of her sight. She and Mr. Lowe had had children, but they were grown and gone, and they had seemed to have forgotten how children acted.
"Are there any inquiries about Austin?" Mrs. Lowe asked. She sounded like she was hoping to be rid of him. Maybe _she_ wanted a foster daughter, just like everyone else.
"Unfortunately, no," Mrs. Westman answered. "Sadly, there just aren't that many people interested in adopting older boys."
Austin's heart sank as he heard the unpleasant truth — again. He felt even less wanted now than he had in a very long time.
**********
Shortly after he heard the Lowes locking the door, Austin slipped out of bed and slipped into his clothes. He lay in his bed, under the sheet, waiting to make sure that his foster parents were asleep. The minutes seemed to be like hours as he waited, wide awake and pumped with adrenaline. Finally, when he figured he couldn't wait another second, he slipped out of bed, crept to the window, opened it, and clambered out onto the garage roof. After shinnying down the tree, he retrieved his bike and mounted it. He rode, furiously at first, until he started to tire. Still, he kept riding, wanting to get away from his foster home, his determination overriding his fatigue.
**********
As Anya turned in the parking lot, toward her reserved spot, she frowned. Something didn't look right near the office. Even in early morning, with the long shadows cast by the rising sun, something seemed out of place. She took her foot off the accelerator, and reached out with her magic senses. Her eyes widened as she realized what was out of place.
Before she got out of her car, Anya dialed Grandmother on her cell phone. "Grandmother," she said as soon as the old woman had answered, "it looks like Austin has come to visit."
"What?" Grandmother asked. "This early?"
Anya nodded as she climbed out of her Miata. "It looks like he ran away from home and came to the park. He's curled up by the door, and his bike is propped in the bushes."
"I'll be right there."
"Should I call the police?" Anya asked.
"Call Jana. Tell her not to rush, because I want to find out what's going on first."
"Do I tell her about ...?"
"Tell her what she needs to know. She knows about our magic, so she'll be discrete if needed."
Anya tucked her cell phone in her purse and walked over to the doorway, stooping over the sleeping boy. "Austin," she called softly as she shook his shoulder. "Austin, wake up."
Slowly, the sleeping boy's eyes opened. "Huh?" he stammered, still half asleep.
"Austin, do you know where you are?" Anya asked.
"Uh, uh."
"You're at our water park," she answered. She pressed the combination on the keypad and opened the office door. "Let's get you inside and get you something to drink." She helped the sleepy boy to his feet and guided him into the office. "And I bet you need to use a restroom, too."
Austin sat silently in the office, sipping a soda, as Grandmother came in. Before she even greeted Anya, she turned to the boy. "How are you today, Austin?" she asked in a pleasant greeting.
Grandmother flinched when he looked up at her. His eyes reflected an incredible sadness, a mirror of his feeling of being completely unwanted and unloved.
"Why did you come here, Austin?" Grandmother asked.
Austin wiped at the tears that were forming in his eyes. "They don't love me," he sobbed. "They don't really want me. All they want is the money. No-one wants me."
"That's not true," Anya tried to reassure the boy as she sat beside him.
Austin shook his head. "They don't let me play with any boys in the neighborhood. They don't take me anywhere. They're too old to do anything fun with me."
"What do you want from us?" Grandmother asked bluntly. "Why are you here?"
"I dunno," Austin mumbled. He looked down at the floor. "I hate my life. I wish I'd never been born."
Anya recoiled at his words; she knew he was unhappy, but talking like this? But then her face brightened. She picked up her phone and dialed a number. "I've got an idea." She waited a moment for her call to go through. "Hi, Jen? It's me, Anya. Can you please send Natty over to the office right away? It's important. Thanks. Bye."
**********
Austin and Natty sat on a bench outside the park. It was still early, and patrons hadn't started arriving, so it was peacefully quiet. Behind them, in the parking lot, a police car sat, but the officer was in the office talking to Anya and Grandmother rather than watching the runaway.
"No-one knows what it's like," Austin complained again.
Natalya smiled at him. "You'd be surprised," she said. "I'm an orphan, too.
Austin's eyes widened. "You?"
Natalya nodded sadly. "My parents ... died in a car wreck." Natalya was unsuccessfully fighting back tears at the memory.
"But you grew up with parents," Austin countered. "I've never had anyone, not since I was four. No mom, no dad, no grandparents, no cousins. Nobody. I've been alone all my life." His words were more sad than bitter, even though he probably had cause to be angry at his fate.
"Maybe not," Natty said, "but some of us know what it's like to be alone."
"Are you adopted?" Austin asked hesitantly.
Natty shook her head. "I'm living with my cousin Jenny. She's my guardian."
"See," Austin cried, "you've got someone! No-one knows what it's like!"
"But I understand how it feels to be alone," Natty said again. "And so does Anya."
"Anya?" Austin was surprised. "But she has her grandmother," he replied after thinking for a few moments. "I don't have anyone. I don't have any friends, either. I'm alone with my foster parents."
Natty knew that Austin wasn't in the mood to listen. "Don’t you talk to a social worker or counselor?"
Austin shook his head. "Mrs. Westman doesn't care how I feel," he complained. "As long as I'm not being hurt, she doesn't have to worry about me. The Lowes can't afford to send me to a counselor, and if Mrs. Westman doesn't approve it, they won't pay either."
"You don't like your foster parents, do you?" Natty asked bluntly.
"No," Austin answered simply. "They're old, and they don't have any fun. They won't let me play with kids in the neighborhood, even." He looked at the ground. "I'm going to get in big trouble for running away, and then it'll be worse."
Natty stared at him for a few moments, until Austin felt uncomfortable. "You were in the water park the other day, weren't you?" It didn't sound like a question, but more like an assertion of fact.
Austin suddenly worried about what had happened. Grandmother said that no-one would know. "I don't know what you're talking about," he lied.
"You _were_ in the park! You ... were Audrey, right?" Natty said with certainty.
"How ... how do you know?" Austin stammered. Grandmother had assured him that no-one but her and Anya would know.
Natty smiled. "I know how the magic works. I think I've even got some special memory because I spend so much time there with my cousin."
"Oh." Austin sat silently for a few moments. "What do you do for fun?"
"I hang out with my friends," Natty answered immediately. "Sometimes, I help Jen in the park. Sometimes, my friends and I have sleepovers."
"That sounds like fun," Austin said morosely. "I've never done any of that." Another thought came to mind. "How about chores? Do you have to do a lot? Or reading or homework?"
Natty laughed. "Jen and Melinda make sure I do my share. I do the dishes at least three times a week, and I have to do at least one load of laundry each week. I have to vacuum, too." She laughed. "Melinda takes me to the college library sometimes when I need to study. It's quiet, and she's a great tutor." She realized how odd his question had been. "What about you? Do you have to do a lot of chores?"
Austin nodded. "I have to do the dishes every day, and all of my laundry and all the vacuuming and cleaning and trash."
"Oh," Natty said. "That sounds like a lot."
"Mrs. Lowe has bad knees and a bad back, so she said I need to help out. When I get a little older, Mr. Lowe said I was going to have to mow the lawn, too." He sighed. "I have to read or study at least one hour every day, even on weekends."
"Has anyone talked about adopting you?" Natty asked hesitantly. She knew it would be a sensitive subject for Austin.
He shook his head sadly. "Only the Hofstetters," he said, "and that was only when I was a girl. Mrs. Westman said that nobody wants to adopt older boys like me."
"Then it's simple," Natty said. "Just change into a girl."
Austin's eyes widened with surprise, and even shock, at Natty's suggestion. "I don't want to be a girl!" Austin cried. "It's ...."
"What's the big deal?" Natty asked with a laugh. "I bet there are more girls in your school than boys, and _we_ do okay!"
"But ...." Austin tried to protest.
"You can always get a pass for a week or so, and see what it's like," Natty added.
**********
"So what am I supposed to do?" Jana asked of Grandmother. "He's unhappy, but that's not an excuse to run away, and his foster parents have reported him running away. My hands are tied. I have to take him to the social worker, and he'll either go back to his foster parents, or in worst case, to the orphanage."
Grandmother shook her head sadly. "I don't know what to do. But Austin is going to get in trouble with the foster parents, and I don't get the impression that the social worker really cares." She sighed heavily. "That's no way to grow up — feeling like nobody cares and not having any family." She remembered a time when a teenager girl fled her home, moved halfway around the world, and had to start a new life without any friends or family. Her heart ached for Austin's plight. She, at least, had some happy childhood memories of family to look back on, before she'd had to grow up really fast. He had none.
"Can't you file a report that suggests emotional abuse?" Anya prompted. "That would get Child Services looking at his case again."
Jana shook her head. "With all the budget cuts, I'm guessing that Child Services doesn't have the resources to investigate the social worker, or to move his case to a new one, and he's going to be stuck. Or, if they do investigate, he'll go to the orphanage. Is that what you want for him?" She closed her eyes for a few moments. "And now, as a runaway, he'll be tagged as a malcontent, which will make it harder for him to get a new set of foster parents. I'm sorry, but there's not a lot I can do."
Grandmother's eyes brightened. "What if he _hadn't_ run away?" she said enigmatically.
"The report was filed. That can't be undone."
"A _boy_ ran away. Maybe," Grandmother continued, "a little girl didn't, and she wouldn't get in trouble."
"But when he changes back," Anya said, shaking her head, "he'd have run away again. It won't work."
"I can't stall much longer, either," Jana said. "The foster parents are anxious to get him home again, and I've got to report to Child Services."
"Let me change him for a day," Grandmother pleaded. "I need some time to figure out how to help him."
Jana and Anya sat, amazed at the urgency of Grandmother's arguments. It was like she was taking Austin's case personally. Still, things had been set in motion, and there wasn't a lot that could be done to stop them.
Suddenly, though, Anya thought she understood where Grandmother's thoughts were going. She walked to the door and called in the two children.
Austin sat down, looking forlorn. "I'm in trouble, aren't I?" he asked as he glanced at Jana, in her police uniform.
Jana nodded. "Yes, you are," she said. "Running away is pretty serious."
"I can make it so that you _won't_ be in trouble," Grandmother said bluntly. "But only for a little while."
"I don't understand."
"But it'll take some help from Natty," Grandmother continued. She saw that she had everyone's attention. "If I give you a pass, then you'll be a girl for a few days. Anya can work the magic so that you stayed overnight with Natalya, and you wouldn't have run away."
Anya shook her head. "All that will do, Grandmother, is delay the inevitable. I don't see _how_ we can help Austin!" She sounded unhappy, and perhaps a little distraught.
"It'll buy some time," Grandmother pleaded. She crossed to where Austin sat, and squatted in front of him. "Please give me some time so I can try to find a way to help you," she asked.
Austin looked at her, at the pained expression on her face. He understood that she _really_ wanted to help him, and since she'd shared her secret, he knew why. She was the first person in a long time who wanted to help him. Slowly, he found himself nodding.
**********
Audrey felt a little jealous; the other girls were a year or two older, and they had an advantage on both the climbing wall and on the obstacle course. She knew that she couldn't hope to win. But still, she was having fun.
She reached for the last handhold near the top of the wall, and found herself starting to slip. Knowing that all the other girls had made it to the top and had gotten the brass rings for free ice cream, Audrey felt a desperate need to complete the climb. She lurched toward the big handhold, and caught it just before she lost her footing. In shoes, the wall would have been challenging. With wet feet, it felt impossible. But Audrey was determined, and she clung with both hands to solid handholds.
She swung her leg back toward a foothold, and managed to find secure footing. After that, it was a simple matter to get her other foot on a perch, and then pull herself up the last few feet. In seconds, she was sitting atop the wall, like Megan, Natty, and Sydney had done quite a while earlier. "Just like climbing the oak tree," Audrey said to herself.
She looked around, and spotted the holder with the brass rings. She took one, and held it up triumphantly for the others to see. Then, like they had, she jumped off the wall.
Her impact on the water was harder than she'd expected, because the jump was higher than it looked; it stunned her momentarily, almost knocking the wind out of the small girl. She sputtered and clawed her way to the surface, gasping for air. Only then did she realize that, in the impact, she'd lost hold of the precious ring.
Megan realized that Audrey had lost the ring almost as soon as she saw the distressed look on Audrey's face. She dove into the water, and in a few strokes, was at Audrey's side. "Are you okay?" she asked, not even out of breath.
Audrey looked like she was about to cry. "I lost it," she said, almost wailing. "When I hit the water, I lost it!"
Megan nodded, then did a surface dive and swam to the bottom of the pool. It was deep in the area, over ten feet, and it took a couple of tries, but Megan finally surfaced with a ring in her hand. She handed it back to Audrey. "Here," she said with a smile. "Now we can go get some ice cream."
As the girls walked toward the dining veranda in the Wild Rivers area of the park, Megan turned to Audrey. "I'm glad you could come to Natty's sleepover," she said. "I hope you had fun."
Audrey felt a thrill that she'd never experienced — some kids nearly her own age were playing with her, and saying that they enjoyed her company. "It was a lot of fun," she agreed.
Sydney grinned. "Then we'll have to plan another one. Maybe if we do it at my place, we'll have room for more. I wish that Brooke and Lauren could have been there."
Natty chuckled. "I don't think Melinda or Jen would have been happy with seven or eight girls. I think four was all they could stand."
Megan laughed aloud. "They didn't seem to mind us," she retorted. "I think they enjoy having us around."
Audrey felt a wave of sadness overtake her. She wiped at the sudden tears which had started leaking from her eyes. Natty noticed. "What's wrong?" she asked, concern in her voice.
Audrey shook her head. "I don't know," she said, fighting back tears. "It's just ... I wish I had a home where I could have a sleepover!"
Megan gave Audrey a hug. "I know you're sad. But we're always here for you, and one day, you'll have a forever family."
Natty squeezed Audrey's hand reassuringly. "I heard that there's a family that you met, that might adopt you."
Megan and Sydney both squealed with happiness for Audrey, but then their expressions turned sad. "I hope when they do, they don't move away!" Sydney said quickly, her forehead wrinkled with worry. She'd quickly become friends with Audrey.
"I don't even know if they want to ... adopt me," Audrey stammered. "I don't want to get my hopes up."
At that moment, Anya came around the corner, straight toward the girls. It was as if she knew exactly where the girls were. "Audrey," she called as she neared the group of noisy, playing girls.
The girls stopped, looking at Anya, wondering what was going on.
"Audrey," Anya repeated, now only a few yards from the group. "Your mom said that you need to go change and get dressed. You've got to go home and change, because the social worker wants another meeting."
Audrey glanced around her new friends. This meant either trouble, or something good. "Okay," she said to Anya. She gave the girls quick hugs. "Thanks," she said, truly meaning it. She'd had fun with the girls, perhaps more fun than Austin had ever had, and she didn't want to leave. At the same time, another meeting with Mrs. Westman, so close to the last one, and after meeting the Hofstetters, probably meant one thing — they _were_ interested in her.
Almost an hour later, wearing the best blouse she had, and the least worn jeans, Audrey sat with Mrs. Lowe in the car, driving toward the social worker's office. Mrs. Lowe hadn't said a word; if anything, she seemed a bit upset that Audrey was being considered for adoption.
As Audrey had hoped, the Hofstetters were at the office, and they immediately hugged Audrey as soon as she walked in the door. Audrey was startled, but felt a thrill in her heart. There was more physical affection in their two hugs than Austin had experienced in years with the Lowes.
Mrs. Westman waited until the greetings were over. "Audrey," she said, "the Hofstetters want to take you out for a little shopping, and then dinner. Is that okay with you?"
Audrey glanced at the Hofstetters, not quite believing what she was experiencing. Kayla nodded, smiling. She turned back to Mrs. Westman. "Yeah," she said, trying to contain her excitement.
"Of course," Mrs. Westman added, "I'll be along as a chaperone. It's standard policy."
"We understand," Mike Hofstetter replied easily. He turned to Audrey. "What's your favorite kind of food?"
Audrey was starting to feel overwhelmed. The Lowes never ate anything but standard American fare of meat and potatoes. They never dined out. Audrey had never tasted anything Mexican, Chinese, or Italian, let alone Thai, Greek, or any other foreign fare. She really didn't know how to answer, especially in front of Mrs. Lowe. "Anything, I guess."
**********
Laboriously, Austin heaved at the overloaded shopping cart, trying to get it around the corner without knocking over one of the many displays. The intrusive stacks of goods were everywhere, making the aisles into obstacle courses. On top of that, Mrs. Lowe had already chided him twice for not keeping up with her.
He breathed a sigh of relief once he successfully navigated around the corner. Mrs. Lowe was busy in the meat section, poring over labels and doing price comparisons, as she mentally tried to plan at least two-weeks' worth of menus. This trip was bigger; they'd just gotten the check from Children Services for Austin's expenses, and it was time to stock up on food.
"Hi, Austin," he heard from behind him.
He spun at the sound of his name, right into a hug from Natty. She was grinning, happy to see him. "How's it going?"
Austin sighed. "It was okay," he said, trying not to complain. "Until I changed back," he added softly, so that only Natty would hear him.
"What happened?"
"I got in trouble," Austin replied heavily. "Just like Grandmother said I would. The way things are now, I ran away, and Officer Jana had to bring me home. I'm grounded, and I've got extra chores for the next two months."
Natty's smile disappeared. "That's too bad," she said, meaning it. "I was hoping that you could come play with us at the park again. That was fun."
Austin nodded, a wistful expression on his face as he recalled the blissful week. He'd been able to go to the park several times, and had always had fun playing with Natty and her friends. "Yeah, it was." His frown reappeared. "But that's over, and now I'm in trouble."
"It didn't have to be over," Natty said softly.
"Grandmother _did_ offer you a permanent change," Melinda said, just as softly.
Austin was shocked. He hadn't expected that Melinda would be listening in on his and Natty's conversation. "But ... I ... I just couldn't." He saw Mrs. Lowe starting to make her meat selections. "I've got to go, or I'll get in more trouble," he said.
Natty gave him a quick hug. "Bye. I hope I'll see you around soon."
Austin permitted himself a tiny smile. It felt nice to be hugged, even if it was only a friend. "I wish we were in the same school," he said. He turned, and with a mighty heave, he started the cart moving again, toward his foster mother
Natty watched him go. She turned to Melinda after she saw Mrs. Lowe scolding Austin. "It's not fair," she complained. "He could change, and everything would be better."
Melinda put her hand on Natty's shoulder. "It's his choice," she reminded Natty. "No-one can make that decision for him." She saw Natty's expression, and shrugged. "And no, Jen and I are not going to try to adopt him," she added quickly. "Besides, you know that Children's Services doesn't place children in ... homes like ours."
Natty nodded somberly. "I know. It's not fair. Besides, if you did, I'd want her as a little sister, not as a little brother." She wrinkled her nose. "I know how much trouble boys can be!" she added with a laugh.
"So do I," Melinda giggled. "Now, let's get the ice cream so we can go over to mom's house for sundaes."
**********
Natty purred contentedly as she let the first spoonful of the sundae melt in her mouth. "You make the best sundaes, Nana," she said.
Joan Fischer smiled. "That's because I always add an extra dose of 'grandmother love', dear." She reveled in how Natty was referring to her as family; as far back as she could remember, grandmothers were always called 'Nana', and she didn't mind carrying on the tradition, even if Natty wasn't formally her granddaughter.
"You make it hard to keep my figure," Melinda chuckled. "You _know_ I've got a sweet tooth."
Joan laughed. "You two play so hard when you go to Bikini Beach that I think you could eat three or four of my sundaes every day and not gain an ounce!" She noticed something in Natty's expression. "Okay, Natty," she said in a gentle but firm voice, "something's bothering you. Out with it."
Natty glanced at Melinda, surprised. She thought she was keeping a secret.
Melinda laughed. "Don't ever doubt Nana's ability to figure out when something's bothering you. You might as well talk, before she gets to more ... elaborate ... tortures!"
Natty turned back to Joan. "I'm ... sad for a friend," she said softly.
"Oh?"
"He's ... an orphan, like I am, but he's in a foster family. They're not very nice to him. They don't let him do anything fun."
Joan scowled slightly. "Are they mistreating him?" She was instantly worried about child abuse; as a former teacher, she'd been to a lot of seminars and workshops on child abuse detection and prevention.
"No," Natty admitted. "But he's too old to be adopted."
"Nonsense!" Joan scoffed. "You're never too old."
"The bad thing is, after he spent some time at the park, some people _were_ interested, if he was a girl instead of a boy."
"I take it he doesn't want to be a girl," Joan observed.
"I don't know. But he spent another time — over a week — as Audrey, and she was at a sleepover at my house with Megan and Sydney, and we had a lot of fun."
"I gather that you'd like it if he stayed a girl," Melinda commented.
"Well, yeah," Natty replied quickly. "She could have a family, and a lot of friends. But I don't think he knows if he wants to be a girl."
Joan took a sip of coffee. "Not everyone can be a girl," she observed. "You can't hope all your friends change, like you did."
"I'd be happy if someone wanted to adopt him as Austin," Natty said. "It's so sad that he doesn't have anyone."
Joan held her coffee cup in both hands and took a sip. She had a thoughtful expression on her face. Melinda noticed. "What are you thinking, Mom?" she asked
Joan slowly lowered her cup and shrugged. "Nothing."
"Mom," Melinda said, a little more sternly, "you're not the only one who can tell. What's up?"
Joan set her cup down. "I was just thinking that it might be nice to have a child around the house again."
Melinda's eyes nearly bulged from their sockets. "What? You can't be serious!"
Joan smiled. "Your father and I, to be honest, miss having little ones around. Beth goes off to college next year, and we'll be empty-nesters. I know your father misses having someone to take fishing. He's missed that for years, now." She laughed lightly. "I bet you didn't know that, last year, we talked about becoming foster parents."
Melinda was stunned, almost beyond words. "Are you saying what I think you're saying?" she asked slowly.
"I think I need to talk to Tom," Joan said with a slight smile, "and then, maybe, we should meet Austin. Maybe we should think about going the extra step, and ...."
"Mom, that's crazy," Melinda stammered. "You can't just decide to adopt a child based on ... an afternoon conversation over ice cream!"
"Maybe," Joan lifted her cup to take another sip, "and maybe not."
"If you adopted him, he'd be my little brother," Melinda said, a mischievous twinkle in her eyes, "and that would make him your uncle!" She saw Natty's horrified expression, and she started to laugh with her mother at her joke.
**********
Austin's face bore a mixture of fear and bewilderment. He didn't know why he'd been called to Mrs. Westman's office — again, but while he'd been Audrey, that had been good news about possible adoption. Now, though, as Austin, there were no potential parents, and he _had_ gotten in serious trouble for running away. He was terribly afraid that he was going to have to go to the orphanage after his little escape. As much as he disliked the Lowes and their lack of affection, he hated the orphanage more.
The receptionist read Austin's expression as he and Mrs. Lowe walked in. "Sit down, please," she said cheerfully. "Mrs. Westman will be right with you. It's good news, too, I think."
Austin relaxed a bit. He glanced nervously at Mrs. Lowe, hoping to get some clue about why he was here — again. Unfortunately for him, either she also had no idea, or kept a good poker-face.
The few minutes of wait seemed to drag on forever. Despite the cheerful greeting, and reassuring words from the secretary, Austin couldn't help but fear that something big was going on, and he was about to lose — again.
The door opened, and Mrs. Westman stepped into the frame. "Austin? Would you please come in?"
Austin glanced once more at Mrs. Lowe, and then at the secretary, desperately seeking a clue, as he walked into the office.
His mouth dropped open in surprise, and he stopped, stunned. There were two people in the office, somewhat older, but still younger than the Lowes, and they were looking eagerly at the door — at him!
The woman stood and walked to Austin, extending her hand. "Hi, Austin," she said warmly. "I'm Joan Fischer." Her voice was soothingly warm, comforting, and very friendly. "I think we have a mutual friend." She saw his puzzled look. "Natalya is our ... granddaughter, if you want to call it that."
"You're ...?" He was too stunned to complete the sentence.
The man smiled. "We're Melinda's parents. I'm Tom. After the way Natty talked about you, we wanted to meet you."
Austin let himself be guided to a seat. His mouth hung agape in shock at what was happening. If they wanted to meet him at the Child Services office, then that could only mean that .... He felt faint at the way these impossible things were happening.
"Normally," Mrs. Westman explained, "we wouldn't let you meet prospective parents until after they had a lot of paperwork done. But it seems that the Fischers had inquired about being foster parents last year, and a lot of the ... investigations ... were already done."
"You mean," Austin stammered, "you might want ...?"
Joan smiled. "Our youngest daughter will be leaving next year, and we're going to miss having children around. We realized, with Natty, that we love having her around."
"Joan and I spent a lot of time talking with Natty and Melinda," Tom continued. "We decided that we'd like to meet you."
The next hour was a blur to Austin. The Fischers were very proud of Natty, and it was obvious that she'd spent a lot of time talking to her 'grandparents' about him. As they were preparing to leave, Joan stooped over and gave Austin a goodbye hug. "It was nice to meet you," she said. And then, in a whisper, she added, "and we'd be happy with you, either way."
Austin's eyes widened at her words, and as she straightened, she winked at him. She _did_ know the secret — that Austin had spent time as a girl, Audrey. He suspected that Natty had told her 'grandmother' all about it, if Mrs. Fischer didn't already know the secret of Bikini Beach.
On the ride home, Austin sat in silence, not that Mrs. Lowe had anything interesting to converse with him about anyway. Natty's grandparents might want to adopt him? And the Hofstetters definitely wanted to adopt Audrey? It was a dream come true for him — and also a nightmare. He had to choose now. He didn't like the thought of having to make such a decision that would affect the rest of his life.
**********
Austin _hated_ sitting at the beauty parlor, waiting for Mrs. Lowe to get her hair cut. It was an ordeal that, fortunately, he had to endure only once every other month. Except that time there was a family party, and she'd had to get a perm, Austin reminded himself.
The smell of the chemicals, the idle chatter of the older women, the noise of the hair dryers, and the constant snip-snip of the scissors were enough to drive him mad, he thought. It couldn't get much worse. He'd brought a book to read; long ago, he'd learned that the shop had no magazines that would interest a young boy. Much as he hated his 'reading homework', it was still better than the gossip and women's magazines.
"Hi, Austin!" Natty practically skipped across the shop to sit next to him. "How's it going?" Jen came in behind her and sat next to Natty. She ignored the standard magazine fare; she'd brought her own trade magazine of water parks and equipment and such. She smiled contentedly as she settled in to read, a luxury she didn't have while she was at work.
Austin breathed a sigh of relief. Talking to Natty would be a great distraction. "Uh, okay, I guess," he replied hesitantly.
"I heard you had a meeting with the social worker," Natty said happily. "And with some ... other people!" She was grinning.
Austin nodded sheepishly. He hated to admit what was happening; he felt like it would jinx him to talk about it hopefully. "Yeah," he admitted.
"Who were they?" she asked knowingly. She looked like she would burst if Austin didn't tell her more details than what she already knew.
"It was Melinda's parents," Austin said softly. "They're thinking of ...." He paused, and saw the twinkle in Natty's eyes. "Did you tell them about me?" he asked cautiously.
Natty nodded. "I hope you don't get mad, but I wanted to help. You're a good friend — either way," she added with a wink.
"Did you tell your ... grandmother ... about, you know?"
Natty nodded, looking like she'd been caught with her hand in the cookie jar. "Yeah," she admitted. "But she already knew about the park." She glanced around to make sure their conversation was private. "So what are you going to do?"
Austin sighed and shook his head. "I don't know," he admitted. "Your grandparents are nice and everything, but the Hofstetters are really nice, too."
"Maybe you should talk to Grandmother some more," Natty said. When she saw the confused look on Austin's face, she continued, "not _my_ grandmother, but Grandmother from the park. Anya's grandmother."
"Oh." That made more sense to Austin. "Yeah, maybe," he agreed. "But I'm still grounded, and I'll never be able to talk to her."
Natty smiled. "Leave that to me." She took out her cell phone and fiddled a bit, sending a text message.
Austin was curious, and he tried to see what she was doing. She noticed, and pulled her phone out of his view. "Ah, ah," she said. "You don't need to know all my secrets." She hit the send button, and the phone made it's 'whoosh' sound when the message was sent.
"What do you think I should do?" Austin asked his friend. "Do you ... want me to stay a boy, like I am?" He wondered if perhaps Natty liked him as a boy.
Natty knew immediately what he was talking about. "Uh, you're a friend, whichever way," she said hastily. "And, I have a ... boyfriend," she added.
"It'd be easier to be friends if I was a girl, wouldn't it?" Austin inquired. He was relatively certain that he knew the answer, but, having had little social interaction with other kids his age, he needed Natty to confirm what he thought.
Natty nodded silently. She changed the direction of the conversation. "What was your favorite ride at the park?" she asked.
For the next several minutes, while Mrs. Lowe sat reading a magazine and waiting for her turn with the stylist, Austin and Natalya chatted about the park, school, and other 'kid' things.
The bell above the door tinkled, and the two kids looked up to see who was coming in. Natty's face lit up as soon as she recognized the newcomer. She practically leaped from her chair and ran to wrap the old woman in a big hug. "Hi, Grandmother," she said warmly.
"I got your message," Grandmother replied cheerfully, "and I got here as soon as I could. Sorry it took so long." She walked across the waiting area and sat down by Austin. Natty sat on the other side of him, sandwiching him between the two. "It's nice to see you again, Austin. Natalya said that you wanted to talk to me."
Austin turned and shot a wondering look at Natty, then turned back to Grandmother. "I'm ... confused," he admitted softly. "Everything is happening so fast."
Grandmother smiled at him. "Does it matter which way you decide?" she asked. Her implication was clear — she was talking about whether Austin took up her offer for a permanent change.
"I don't know," Austin admitted. "I ... like spending time with Natty and Megan and the others, but ... I've always been a boy."
"And you're afraid that you don't know how to be a girl, is that it?" Grandmother asked bluntly. "What's the most important thing for you right now?"
"To be adopted," Austin answered automatically. "To have a family that shows that they love me and treat me like I'm special."
Grandmother smiled. "I bet you think you had a tough time adjusting to being a girl, right? And you're not sure you could do that permanently?"
Austin nodded. "Yeah." He glanced nervously at Natty. "I guess it comes down to whether I like the Hofstetters or the Fischers," he said softly.
Natty put her hand on his arm. Austin knew which way she was leaning — maybe. Then again, he realized that maybe he _didn't_ know what his friend would advise him.
"Austin!" Mrs. Lowe's voice was sharp, cutting over the background din of the beauty shop.
Austin spun, startled. "Yes, ma'am?" he replied automatically. She was walking over toward him.
"You know the rules," she said sternly. She was going to remind him not to talk to strangers, especially since he was still grounded.
Grandmother must have read her mind. "It's okay," she whispered to Austin. She turned to Mrs. Lowe. "I hope you'll indulge a businesswoman trying to get customer's opinions of my park," she said in a friendly, charming voice. "I always like to know what my patrons think, so I can fix anything that's wrong."
Mrs. Lowe stopped short of the stinging rebuke she was ready to deliver to Austin. "I think I understand," she stammered instead.
Austin saw Grandmother's hands move in a strange pattern, and she mouthed a few words. Mrs. Lowe looked confused for a brief moment, and then her demeanor changed. Gone was the angry glare in her eyes and the stern frown.
"Since Austin is friends with Natty," Grandmother continued, "I was about to ask you if I could take them for ice cream? I can drive him home, too, so as not to impose on you."
Mrs. Lowe smiled — almost. "Since they're friends, I guess that would be okay." She looked like she was confused at the words coming out of her mouth.
Grandmother smiled, and stood. "Well, then, children," she said in a warm, friendly voice, "why don't we go get some ice cream?" She turned to Mrs. Lowe. "I promise to have him home by five, so he can help with dinner. Will that be okay?"
Mrs. Lowe nodded dumbly, and then she turned back to her chair. Austin watched the whole spectacle in amazement. The old woman really knew some tricks, he thought to himself. He didn't think that getting her angry would be a very wise move.
**********
Austin sat in the office with Grandmother and Natty, finishing his ice cream. "Thank you," he said as soon as his mouth was empty.
Grandmother smiled. "I like to help when I can."
"What's ... what's going to happen to me?" Austin asked cautiously.
"What makes you think that I can tell your future?" Grandmother asked without batting an eye. Natty snickered at the exchange.
Austin stared at her for a moment, and then dropped his gaze. "I ... just thought, that with all you magic ...."
Grandmother sighed. "It all comes down to how long you want to wait," she admitted. "The Hofstetters can adopt you within two weeks, since all their paperwork is done. But the Fischers," she shook her head. "It'll take eight or nine months for all the approvals."
Austin's face fell. "Eight or nine months?" he wailed. "Do you know what that will be like?" Tears started to form in his eyes. "After ... such nice days with the Hofstetters, I can't take any more of my foster parents," he cried. "They're ... cold. They hate me!" He wiped at his tears, knowing that he was breaking one of Mr. Lowe's rules about boys crying.
Natty moved next to him and wrapped her arms around him in a supportive hug. "It'll be okay," she said in a soothing voice.
"No, it won't!" Austin bawled. "I ... can't live with them anymore! It's too hard!" He looked up at Grandmother, his eyes pleading. "Since I ran away, I haven't had _any_ play time! All they do is make me do chores! And Mrs. Westman doesn't care! Mrs. Lowe has her fooled!"
Grandmother nodded. "What do you want me to do?" she asked.
"Can you show me ... if I'll be happy ... with the Hofstetters?" he asked through his tears.
Grandmother smiled. "I think I can." She rose and walked to a filing cabinet. From the back of the bottom drawer, she pulled out something large and round, wrapped in a red cloth. She carried it back to her desk as if it were the most delicate thing on earth, and carefully set it down. From the red cloth, she took a small wooden stand, and then she pulled out what looked like a crystal ball. Grandmother smiled at Austin. "I haven't used this in a very long time," she said in a hushed, almost reverent tone.
"Are you ... are you a gypsy?" Austin asked, fear in his voice.
Grandmother smiled warmly at him as she set the crystal ball in the stand. "I just know a few tricks from the old country," she explained. "Now sit over here, in these chairs," she indicated two leather chairs opposite her own at her desk, "and put your hands on the desk. You too, Natty."
As soon as the children were seated properly, Grandmother dimmed the lights, and then began to swirl her hands around the ball, her fingertips making intricate motions as she canted some strange words.
Austin and Natty sat, awestruck, as the ball clouded, and then images began to slowly form in the mist inside the ball. As they stared, they saw the image clearly. A girl, tall and lithe, was wearing a very fancy dress, with her hair elegantly styled and her makeup picture-perfect, and she was smiling. Beside her, her mother was crying and smiling at the same time. The mother hugged the girl, and told her to have a good time. Next, the father wrapped his arms tightly around the girl. He, too, had tears in his eyes. He told the girl how pretty she was, and hoped that she had a good time. The girl smiled, kissed her dad on the cheek, and promised that she'd behave, and would be home by one.
The image dissolved into the mist again. Once the ball cleared, Grandmother waved her hand and the lights came back on.
"Well?" Grandmother asked. "Does that look happy?"
"It looked like the girl was getting ready for a fancy dance," Natty commented, "or maybe a prom?"
Grandmother nodded. She looked at Austin. "What do you think? Did the parents love their daughter? Was she happy?"
Austin nodded slowly. "Will it be hard for me to get used to being a girl?" He sounded hesitant, even fearful.
Grandmother winked at Natty, then smiled at Austin. "Was it hard getting used to being a girl during your two-week pass?"
Austin thought a moment. "Not really. Not when I didn't think about it." He wiped at his tears again. "I wish I wouldn't have to wait so long for the Fischers," he said. He glanced at Natty. "Then I'd be your uncle," he said, repeating the joke Melinda had made.
Natty smiled. "You'll be my friend either way."
Austin swallowed hard. He had to make a tough decision. Finally, after a very long silence, he looked up at Grandmother. "I'd like ... to have a pass," he said in a squeaky, hesitant voice. "I can't live with the Lowe's any more. Not knowing what I know now. But I can't pay," he added sadly. "So I guess I'll _have_ to wait with them."
Grandmother smiled. "This one is on me." Natty looked shocked at her words. "You know why."
Austin leaped from his chair and ran around the desk, wrapping his arms around the old woman. Tears flowed again, but this time, they were tears of gratitude.
**********
"Can I go to the Academy, Mom?" Audrey asked excitedly. "Natty and Megan said they'd be there."
Kayla Hofstetter smiled at her daughter. "Go on ahead. I want to stop in the office for a moment." She gave Audrey a big hug. "I'll be over there in a little bit."
"Thanks, Mom," Audrey cooed. She turned and scampered down the sidewalk toward the Junior Lifeguard Academy.
Kayla watched her daughter skip away happily, and then, with a contented smile on her face, turned toward the office. Before she could push the button, Anya opened the door for her.
"Grandmother is expecting you," Anya said with a smile. "Come in, please."
It took a moment for Kayla's eyes to adjust to the light, but then she saw the old woman sitting in her 'informal' area. She walked over, and as Grandmother rose, gave her a hug.
"You look happy," Grandmother said.
Kayla's smile broadened. "We had our final Child Services visit yesterday. They okayed everything, so now we can start the paperwork so we can formalize the adoption, and Audrey can change her name legally. We're all looking forward to that."
Grandmother smiled. "You and Mike deserve the happiness that Audrey has brought to your lives."
"And Audrey deserves the happiness you've brought her," Anya added quickly. "You're a wonderful family together."
Kayla's smile waned a bit, and she looked askance at Grandmother. "You didn't have anything to do with this, did you?"
"Who, me?" Grandmother asked, feigning innocence? "What would make you think that I was involved?"
Kayla smiled. "Because there weren't a lot of girls available for adoption," she replied, " And then, suddenly, Audrey was there — like magic."
"It must be a very lucky coincidence," Grandmother answered.
Kayla nodded, not quite believing her. "However it happened," she said, "Mike and I are very glad." She sounded skeptical. "And I know what you did for me, so I couldn’t help but wonder ...."
Grandmother shrugged. "It's just a very happy coincidence," she repeated. In the corner of her eye, she saw Anya trying not to laugh out loud. It was better for Kayla to never know the truth. "You probably should go celebrate with Audrey," she said. She walked to her desk and fumbled through some papers. When she found the paper she wanted, she turned and handed it to Kayla. "Here. Since you're celebrating today, let me treat you two to lunch and ice cream in the Tiki Hut."
Kayla rose, accepting the coupon from Grandmother. "Thanks," she said as she gave the old woman a hug. "And you know we'll be back. This is, after all, my favorite place to bring my daughter."
**********
As Grandmother was going through the daily receipts, she heard the door buzzer sound. She smiled to herself; Mrs. Westman was anxiously waiting at the door. Grandmother pushed the intercom button on her desk. "The door's open. Please come in."
Mrs. Westman walked into the office, letting the door shut behind her, as Grandmother rose and went to greet her. "Good evening," Mrs. Westman said simply.
"How can I help you?" Grandmother asked. "We closed a half hour ago, but I'd be happy to sell you passes for later."
Mrs. Westman bit her lip; she was wondering how to say what was on her mind. "Uh," she said hesitantly, "I'm not here to buy a pass."
"Then what?"
Mrs. Westman paused again. "This may sound crazy," she began, "but I've heard rumors that ... special things ... happen in your park. Boys turning into girls, and such."
"Where-ever did you hear such wild, fantastic stories?" Grandmother exclaimed, doing a good job acting surprised and shocked.
"Gossip gets around. And I noticed that you didn't deny what I'd said," she added quickly.
Grandmother shrugged. "I'm not in the habit of denying impossible stories," she replied.
"Too bad," Mrs. Westman answered. "I couldn't help but wonder, after the Jacobs case, if there weren't something strange going on. Girls like Audrey usually get adopted before they're five or six. Having a girl almost ten — that's unheard of. When I heard the rumors, it made me think that there _was_ something magic about this place, and that it _does_ turn boys into girls. After all, Audrey _did_ have a pass to visit the park."
"Are you a detective, now, too?" Grandmother asked cautiously.
Mrs. Westman laughed. "When you work with orphans and foster families and adoptions, you learn to ferret out the truth." She took a deep breath. "I wanted to know if you could help our orphans. You see, no-one really wants to adopt the older boys. Once they're past five, ...." She shook her head. "But if they could be changed into girls, we could place _all_ of them in happy, forever homes. It would be better if you could also make the older ones into toddlers, too."
Grandmother's frown deepened. "If, and I emphasize the word _if_, I used magic, and could turn boys into girls, doing what you're suggesting — against the will of the boys — would be ... evil. It would be so wrong that I wouldn't be able to do it."
"But ...."
Grandmother shook her head. "I'm sorry, but I have to work on my daily paperwork. Good day, Mrs. Westman." Her voice was extremely firm, and her dismissal of the social worker left no doubt that she wished Mrs. Westman to leave.
Mrs. Westman sighed, and then turned to the door. At the threshold, she paused. "It would be better for the orphans," she commented.
"I said, 'good day'," Grandmother repeated. As soon as the door closed, Grandmother sat back down in her chair. As she contemplated what Mrs. Westman had said, she found her hands shaking.
A few minutes later, the other door, the one facing the inside of the park, opened, and Jenny strolled in. "We're ahead of schedule ...." She stopped when she saw Grandmother's expression. "What's bothering you?" she asked.
Grandmother shook her head. "Audrey's social worker came by," she began, "and suggested that I could use the park to make her orphan boys into little girls so they could be adopted."
Jenny was stunned. "Wow!" was all she could say. No wonder Grandmother was so upset.
"She'd heard rumors about the park," Grandmother continued. She shook her head. "I've never been so insulted in my life," she said. "Suggesting that I would do such a thing — against the will of the boys. Inconceivable!"
"You could offer it to them," Jenny softly suggested.
Grandmother shook her head. "And at what point does the offer become pressure to change? What happens when, suddenly, our area has a huge surplus of orphaned girls for adoption? Don't you think that little statistical anomaly would go unnoticed?"
Jenny sighed. She saw the anguish on Grandmother's face. The suggestion by the social worker had shaken her, reminding her of events of the past. "You know, Boss," she said softly, "in the past you _have_ changed a few people against their will. Some permanently, too."
Grandmother flinched visibly at the reminder. "I know. But now ...."
Jenny nodded. "Now, I know you've got too good a heart to do something like the social worker suggested." She rose, and smiled. "Come on. I'll buy you an ice cream."
Grandmother started, and then she smiled. "That would be nice."
FIN
ElrodW
Synopsis: A few friends are looking for sponsors for their sailboat in the big annual regatta, but no one wants to help out. One of the guys overhears a conversation about 'diversity' in sponsorships, and he gets an idea.
Another older story that's been tweaked, updated, and posted here. Enjoy
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Tim flinched visibly as he heard Mike give the number. "That much for the entry fee?" he asked carefully, his heavily tanned brow wrinkled in concern.
Mike nodded grimly. "When that financial firm collapsed, the yacht club lost a big sponsor. A lot of other companies decided to pull their money, too." He shook his head. "So the club raised the entry fee."
Lewis leaned back against the rail of the boat. "We can't afford that," he complained. "No way can we get that kind of fee this late."
"Yeah," added Harry bitterly from his perch atop the cabin. "What the hell do they think they're running, the America's Cup?"
Mike looked down. He, like his friends, was devastated at the news. They were aboard Mike's boat, the 'Luck o' The Irish', sitting tied to the pier. For years, the foursome had sailed together, starting as teenagers when they met doing merit badges in the Boy Scouts. While some might consider it luxurious, the boat was only a twenty-seven foot Catalina - small by the standards of the yacht club. Mike's love of sailing had dictated his choice in housing; the boat slip adjacent to his condo was a feature he just couldn't do without.
"Man, I really wanted to beat 'Night Shift' this year." Lewis echoed the sentiments of all the guys. The skipper of 'Night Shift' was an old high school rival of Lewis' who took great delight in rubbing in his victories over 'Luck'.
Mike glanced around at his friends. Like him, they were all dressed in shorts and open shirts. Trim and athletic, their bodies were well toned and tanned from the time they spent sailing. Only Harry had any symptoms of excess beer consumption, but the hard work that the men put in sailing and racing kept his beer belly to minimal proportions. Weeks of exposure to the sun and the salt spray had done an effective job of bleaching their hair to lighter shades. If the men had been on a California beach with surfboards, they'd have fit right in. "Well," Mike said softly, "you want to go out and get in some practice?"
Lewis snorted, while Harry shook his head. "Are you kidding?"
"For what?" Tim added bitterly. "This is the last big race of the season, and we're not going to be in it."
**********
Mike fiddled with a French fry. His heart wasn't in eating; he still felt bad about the race. Tim had been right; there wasn't really any point in taking the boat out. For the first weekend in nearly six months, the guys hadn't gone sailing. Instead, Mike had been on the phone to every business contact he'd known, trying to find some type of sponsorship. He even took Monday off work to call, but he'd come up empty-handed. And now he sat, alone, depressed. Even a jalapeno-bacon-cheeseburger and Guinness stout, his usual 'pick me up' dinner at Ed's Diner, his favorite eatery, weren't doing the trick.
"Something wrong, Mike?"
Mike glanced up at Selena, the waitress and long-time friend. He was a regular, and when business was slow, they talked a lot. "It's the regatta," Mike answered slowly, twirling the fry in his fingers. "They raised the entry fee so high we can't afford to race this year."
Selena shook her head slowly. "That's too bad. I know you guys really wanted to beat Mitch this year."
Mike bristled when she mentioned Mitch's name. Mitch Logan, spoiled rich brat and skipper of 'Night Shift'. "Yeah, we wanted to be the ones to put that little shit in his place."
"Is he racing?"
Mike nodded glumly. "Yeah. Guess there are advantages to being rich."
Selena wasn't good at business, but she did have a way of empathizing with her customers, which was probably why she made a good living as a waitress. "Well, I know you'll think of something."
Mike shook his head slowly. "Maybe. I tried to find some corporate sponsors, but they're all being pretty tight-fisted this year."
Selena shrugged. "The race isn't for three weeks. Don't give up yet, sweetie." She spied another customer needing something, so she sauntered away, leaving Mike sitting, wishing that he could be as optimistic as Selena.
Mike plunked his elbows on the table so he could lean his head into his hands. He shook his head slowly, fighting the feeling of hopelessness. There was no way they were going to find a sponsor - not with the economy the way it was. No sponsor, no race.
Selena led two business-suit clad men to the booth behind Mike. He barely noticed as they sat down and Selena gave them their menus. As she came by, Mike lifted his empty glass, and Selena knew he needed another beer.
"You should have checked with me," one of the men behind him said. Mike sighed, wishing the two had sat somewhere else. Either they didn't notice that he was there, or their topic of conversation wasn't sensitive. The first man continued. "With the EEOC and the NOW gang watching us, we have to be very careful about our PR events. Diversity, you know."
"I know," the second man said heavily. "So now what do we do?"
"We better find some women's sport to throw some money at, and pronto. Or else...." His voice sounded grim, and Mike amused himself thinking of the 'consequences'. One or both of the guys was about to lose a job.
"Here you go, sweetie," Selena said nicely as she delivered Mike's drink. "Now don't go overdoing it, okay?"
Mike nodded slowly, glancing up at Selena. "Okay," he acknowledged. As she sauntered off, Mike began to sip his beer. There had to be a way to enter. There just _had_ to be a way!
**********
"You ready for your check, hon?"
Mike glanced up at Selena. "Sure," he answered.
Selena fumbled in the pocket of her apron for his check. "You know, I've never seen you this down," she observed. "That race has really gotten to you, hasn't it."
Mike nodded as he accepted the tab. "It'll be the first race we've missed in, oh, about ten years."
"Ouch!"
Mike sighed. "You said it. There's just ..." He stopped suddenly. There was something nagging in the back of his mind, something he'd recently heard or seen. What was it?
"You okay?" Selena asked when Mike halted mid-sentence.
Mike frowned in concentration. Then his eyes lit up. "Those two guys that were here - you know them?"
Selena shrugged, puzzled. "Yeah, they come in about once a week for dinner. Work for the big computer consulting firm down the street. Why?"
"Maybe it's nothing, but they were talking about sponsoring teams. You hear anything about that before?"
Selena glanced around, and seeing how little business there was at the moment, she slid into the booth opposite Mike. "Yeah," she answered easily. "They've been sponsoring Little League, soccer, Boy Scouts, pretty much everything. From what I've heard over the weeks, they got sued by some women's group for discriminating in their donations."
Mike sighed. So close, only to have his hopes dashed again.
"Was it important?" Selena asked as she saw Mike sink again.
Mike shook his head slowly. "Nah," he mumbled. "I heard the part about sponsoring teams, and I was hoping that I could get them to help us out." He laughed bitterly. "I guess the only way they'd help us, though, is if we were babes!"
Selena's eyes narrowed at Mike's statement. "Can't you just put together a crew of ladies and skipper them yourself?"
Mike shook his head. "Maybe, but I've got a hunch that if they wanted to sponsor a ladies' team, they'd want an all-ladies' team." He laughed again. "It looks like the only way we're going to get in the race is if the tit-fairy visits us and changes us into girls!" He started to chuckle, but the noise died in his throat when he saw Selena's face.
"Are you serious about that?" she asked in a somber voice.
Mike frowned and cocked his head slightly, staring warily at Selena. "What are you talking about?"
Selena didn't so much as bat an eye. "Are you serious about entering the race if you were girls?"
Mike wanted to laugh, but something about Selena's demeanor told him she was very serious. "Yeah, I guess." He frowned again. "What are you saying, that you've got some kind of magic wand that can change us into girls or something?"
Selena smiled and shrugged. "Or something. Let's just say I know of a place that can help you out. If you're serious, that is."
**********
"Are you sure you want to go through with this?" Selena stood with Mike in the parking lot of a water park with the unlikely name of Bikini Beach.
Mike glanced at the ticket booth, then at the gate where many women were entering the park, then back at Selena. "I'm not sure why I'm going along with you on this. Magical changes are impossible."
Selena shrugged. "Maybe. All I know is that I've heard this place changes guys into girls. I've seen guys buy tickets, but I've never seen a man inside."
Mike felt a tremor - perhaps of unease at her statement. "You'll forgive me if I'm still skeptical. But let's give it a shot."
Selena nodded, then stepped aside and swept her arm toward the ticket booth. "Okay, let's go."
Mike glanced at her, gulped, and stepped to the booth. "I'd like a ticket, please," he said, unable to contain the nervousness in his voice.
The young lady in the booth glanced at Mike, and then smiled broadly. "I think a one-day pass will work for you," she said. Then she winked. "For this time, anyway."
Mike felt a stab of discomfort as he signed the credit card slip. He turned with the pass in hand and stepped away from the window. "So now what? Bolt of lightning or something?"
Selena shrugged. "I'm not sure _how_ it's supposed to work. All I know is that the park is supposed to change men into women. So let's go in and see if it's true." She added the last bit with a mischievous grin.
**********
The men's locker room was much smaller than Mike had expected for a park as large as Bikini Beach. He stashed his clothes in the locker and stepped to the door. He tugged, but it refused to open. As Mike frowned, he noticed the sign reminding the patrons to shower, and citing a health department regulation. "Okay," he said to himself. He turned back and stepped into one of the shower stalls.
The warm water felt almost tingly as it hit him, and the worry and tension of the race sponsorship seemed to melt away. As the jets of water massaged his tense muscles, he let his eyes close for a few moments. Around him, unseen to him, the mist turned a faint pink.
As the mist cleared, Mike stepped from the shower, marveling at how the water seemed to have washed away his tension. With a renewed bounce in his step, he walked toward the door, feeling hope again, even if this whole thing about 'magic' was impossible.
Mike shielded his eyes from the bright sun and stepped out of the locker room. As expected, as soon as he'd showered, the door opened. Must be some kind of interlock on the door, he thought to himself. He took another step, and then froze when he found himself face-to-face with a semi-nude girl.
Intrigued beyond his sense of decorum and decency, Mike glanced up and down the figure of the girl, wanting to whistle in appreciation. She was a very trim, athletic-looking girl, maybe five foot eight and one hundred thirty pounds, it didn't look like there was an ounce of fat on her. Trim flat stomach, modest and firm breasts, where Mike's gaze lingered for far longer than was proper, shoulder-length sandy blonde hair, piercing blue eyes, well-tanned. Though she wasn't a beauty queen by any stretch, she was nonetheless an attractive young lady.
Mike stared closer at the girl, at how she moved, at her facial expressions. Suddenly, his mouth dropped open in surprise. He dropped his gaze from the girl down to himself. "Holy shit!" he mouthed as his hands cupped his bare breasts, "It really works!"
"Yes, Mike, it does," a voice sounded from behind him.
Mike spun suddenly, his cupped hands hiding and supporting his breasts against the motion. It was the dark-haired girl from the ticket booth.
"Would you please put this on?" the girl asked as she produced a bikini top. "Grandmother dislikes topless sunbathing."
Speechless, Mike saw no recourse but to take the bra and put it on. He fumbled with the catch, then slid the straps over his arms. "How did I do that?" he asked softly.
The girl smiled. "Much better. Now about the 'how', the water changed you, as you know. It also gave you some ... feminine ... skills."
"Like putting on a bikini top?" Mike asked carefully.
The girl smiled. "Yes. Now, about your other questions."
Mike started. His mind was racing with questions he wanted ... needed ... to ask. And somehow, this girl had read his mind. Then again, if the water was magic and could change him to a girl .... With an irritated frown, he brushed the hair back from his shoulder, only to have it sweep back. Mike's head snapped to the side to glare at the offending locks, but they danced away as he turned, only to return when he turned back to Anya.
"By the way, I'm Anya. My grandmother owns this park. And yes, it's magic that changed you. Now to your questions. First, the magic wears off in the middle of the night after your pass expires. You're not going to be stuck as a girl forever." She grinned. "Unless you want to, that is."
Mike shook his head, his eyes wide. "Uh, no thanks."
Anya shrugged. "You can't blame a businesswoman for trying to sell a lifetime pass. Now, the change affects you locally; your male identity still exists for you to resume." She smiled. "It's much easier that way. Your clothing and identification have changed, too. You'll find your drivers' license says you're Michelle Walker, and it will until you change back."
"Wow!" Mike mouthed, amazed at the extent of the changes that Anya was describing to him. His hand reached up, as if of its own mind, to make one more futile attempt to brush the hair back off his shoulders. Even as he moved, he felt the bra strap dig into his shoulder. He frowned as he glanced down, changing his tactic from the hair to the breasts. He tugged on the strap, lifting it momentarily off his shoulder, only to feel the pull on his breast as the cup lifted with the strap. And his hair, the shoulder-length locks of light brown, now they swirled down beside his face as gravity tugged at them. Mike let go of the strap, wincing as his breasts bounced again. He looked up at Anya, his expression slowly changing from irritation to pleading. The first impression of this very female body was curiosity; now, only moments into the change, little differences were making their presence starkly known.
Anya laughed aloud. "It's not really _that_ bad," she said. "Remember, half the population lives like this." She watched Mike's reaction. "Besides, it won't take you very long to get used to the changes."
Mike's frown deepened. "Like I'm _ever_ going to get used to this!" He tugged at both bra straps to emphasize his point.
Anya just smiled and shrugged. "It comes with the territory. If you want to race, you need to be a woman. And you can't be a woman without the normal, um, unique things of being a woman."
"Yeah, but..."
"If you can put up with it for a little bit, and if you can convince your friends to change, you'll be able to enter the regatta as a women's team. And that's what you want, isn't it?"
Mike tried to think of a reply, but none came. Anya had hit the nail square on the head.
**********
Michelle sat on the edge of the cabin, her long tanned legs dangling down over the cabin hatch. Her friends were sitting in the cockpit, staring uneasily at her. "Well?" she asked finally. Her hair was now pulled back off her shoulders, bunched up behind her with a scrunchie. That took care of the annoying hair problem, or at least all but the lock or two that refused to stay put.
Lewis shook his head. "That's a pretty incredible story," he said slowly. "You expect us to believe you are really Mike, and you were changed by magic into a girl?"
Michelle bit her lip. "I know it sounds pretty fantastic." She turned to Harry, and again winced inside as she felt her breasts sway with what seemed to be the slightest motion. "How bad do you want to beat 'Night Shift'?" she asked.
Harry looked down between his feet. "I don't know," he muttered. "You're telling us things that only Mike knows, and that I know he'd be too embarrassed to ever tell anyone else. Everything you've said makes sense." He looked up, shaking his head. "But damn, Mike, you're a babe! Not Mike!" He glanced at Larry. "I just don't know."
Tim glanced at the other two. Then he stood and climbed up on the cabin, beside Michelle. He glanced at Michelle's face, and then looked down. "This sounds really weird," he admitted softly, "but I'm convinced you're really Mike." He glanced at Lewis and Harry again. "And I _really_ want to beat 'Night Shift. We _all_ want to beat 'Night Shift''." He paused, frowning as he composed his thoughts. "But if we race like this, it won't be the _guys_ beating Mitch. It'll be us - as girls."
Michelle nodded slowly. "Hell, Tim, I know that." She gazed out over the calm water of the inlet. "And I don't know about you guys, but this is personal for me. I want to see that little son of a bitch lose, even if I don't get any of the credit." She turned back and stared evenly into Tim's eyes. "You _know_ 'Luck' is the only boat that can beat him." She glanced at the other two and watched them lower their gazes.
He looked down again, shaking his head. "I may be crazy, but if this is the only way..."
Michelle smiled. "Thanks, Tim." She glanced at the other two. "What about you two? Are you in or not?"
Harry glanced at Tim, then at Lewis, and finally at Michelle. "We've sailed together for as long as I can remember. I'm in." He glanced at Michelle. "I'm not sure about being a girl, but I want to sail. I'm in, skipper."
Lewis looked up. "Okay, if you guys are in, I guess I'll go along." Michelle started to say something, but Lewis shook his head. "But there are a few details we're going to have to work out."
"Like what?" Michelle asked.
Lewis held up a finger. "First, as girls, we're going to have a lot less upper body strength. It's going to be hard to work the lines and winches - if we can even manage." He let his cautionary words sink in. "Second, it's going to look kind of funny for us to enter as girls, and the day after the race, those girls will be gone. And third, unlike you confirmed bachelors, I've got a live-in girlfriend who probably will not like me changing into a woman." His expression suddenly became a bit less serious, a little more mischievous. "And if she _does_, well, I'm not sure she's the right girl for me."
Michelle grimaced. "Okay, you've got some good points. Can we get an extra crew member or two? That would help with the strength issue."
Lewis shook his head. "Unless they know what they're doing, extra crew would slow us down."
Harry nodded his agreement. "Unless we spend some time with the new crew practicing."
"Look, you're all assuming we can get a sponsorship, and that we'll be able to _effectively_ sail the boat."
Michelle sighed and nodded slowly. "Okay," she finally said, breaking the silence. "How about this? Tomorrow, I'll take the day off, change, and see if I can get the money lined up." She saw the guys nod their agreement. "And then, after work, we'll change and take the boat out." She glanced around, and saw the guys slowly nod their agreement in turn. She adjusted her bra strap for perhaps the hundredth time, and decided she _wasn't_ going to tell the guys of some of the inconveniences she'd already discovered. No sense in scaring them off. Not yet.
**********
"This is _weird_, man!" the feminine voice came through the closed door of the men's locker room.
"We're losing daylight, guys!" Michelle said impatiently through the door. She knew that the guys were embarrassed at being changed into women.
"But ... we're _women_!"
Michelle couldn't tell who was talking. She sighed, then grabbed the handle and yanked the door open. "Yeah, so get over it." She held out the bikini tops Anya had given her. "Now put these on and get outside."
Michelle waited, and presently, three young ladies came out of the locker room. All three were glancing around nervously and blushing. Harry was walking like she was on eggshells, her eyes riveted to the orbs on her chest. She looked like she wasn't sure if she should cup her breasts to stop any jiggling, or leave them alone because holding them would be too much like feeling herself up.
Lewis was shorter than Michelle, but perhaps a bit more muscular. Her hair was longer and blonder, and was currently fastened behind her head in a pony tail.
Tim was slightly taller than Michelle, with long dark auburn tresses spilling off her shoulders and very pretty features. She was easily the most attractive of the four.
Harry was the shortest, and while she wasn't chunky, she had extra body fat. Unlike her male beer-belly, her fat was distributed in female places. In short, Harry as a girl had the roundest curves. Her dark hair was cut in a short sassy style, as if to diminish the extra femininity of her figure. In reality, it had the opposite effect, making her look more exotic.
"Okay, so do you want to go out in bikinis, or in our regular clothes?" Michelle asked.
Harry frowned. "I looked at my street clothes. There's no way I could go sailing in them." She spat the words, clearly disgusted by what her clothes were.
Tim and Lewis nodded. "We'd better go in bikinis."
Michelle nodded. "Then get your stuff and let's go." Michelle's clothes were already in her tote bag, and unlike the other gals, she'd taken Anya's advice and was wearing a one-piece suit. She had only a short wait for the others to meet her by the car.
"By the way," Michelle asked as they climbed into her classic Mustang convertible, "what did you draw for names?"
Tim wrinkled her nose in confusion, and Harry laughed when she saw that. Tim frowned.
"Sorry," Harry explained, her eyes widening at the soft alto of her new voice, "but you looked kind of sexy when you did that!"
"And you sound like a sailor's dream," Tim retorted quickly, ignoring the sultry contralto of her own voice.
Tim glanced at his license, now in a purse. "This says I'm Pamela," she said softly, wrinkling her nose. "I don't know if I like Pamela."
Harry laughed. "If only you had the curves of a certain Baywatch Pamela!" She glanced in her own purse. "Gina?" She wrinkled her nose. "That sounds Italian. I'm not Italian, so how did I end up with a name like Gina?"
Lewis swallowed hard. "Watch me get a name like Gertrude or something." She opened her own wallet and glanced at the license.
"Well?"
"Linda." She closed her wallet. "I guess Linda sounds better than Tiffany or Brandi or something like that. Since it's only for tonight, I think I can live with Linda."
Gina laughed. "Yeah, but can Shelly live with Linda?"
The drive to Michelle's condo was short, and the conversation was mostly kidding among the new women. Michelle noted that the barbs were very nervous. Given that they had been guys not an hour before, it was understandable. And the guys were calling each other by their male names, as if they were _afraid_ to refer to themselves by the names on their new IDs, or to use feminine pronouns. Michelle smiled to herself; If she hadn't already spent a couple of days as Michelle, she knew _she'd_ be doing the same. Eventually, the guys would start calling each other Pam and Linda and Gina - and calling her Michelle instead of Mike.
Michelle also noted that the gals were doing the same nervous actions that she'd done on her first change. Pam, with the longest hair, was constantly fighting to keep it from blowing in her face. While Gina's hair was short enough to keep out of her face, her breasts were causing her the major problems. Every time Michelle peeked, Gina was adjusting her bra or holding her breasts to keep the motion under control. Only Linda seemed to have gotten off easily; with her hair already in a ponytail, she only had the minor annoyance of her hair tickling her back but not flying in her face, and with modest bustline, she was less 'bouncy' than Gina. Michelle laughed, and at a stop light, she quickly dug in her purse and pulled out an extra scrunchie. "Here. Use this," she said as she tossed it back to Pam.
It didn't take long to get the boat ready; Michelle had already checked it out before taking the guys to Bikini Beach. A quick check of the rigging, check of the sails, and Michelle started the motor. Slowly, the boat putted out of the slip, and then Michelle turned and headed toward open water. The sea breeze would be dying soon, and they needed to get some practice quickly.
"Gina, get the cover off the mainsail. Linda, Pam, ready on the winch." Despite the change in body, Michelle was comfortable giving orders from the helm. "Okay, hoist the sail." She shut off the motor while Linda and Pam worked the winch. "Come on, get the sail up!"
"It's not going up very well!" Pam snapped back. "Are you sure the lines are clear?"
Michelle glanced topside. "Yeah, they're clear." She frowned. Linda's earlier fear about body strength was being demonstrated very early. In the front of the boat, Gina was working to free the jib.
It took a frustratingly long time to get the sails set. "Okay, let's start with some easy maneuvers," Michelle directed. She steered the boat as close to the wind as she could, then when the girls said they were ready, Michelle glanced around to make sure the boat was clear. "Prepare to jibe!" she barked. She waited a second, and when she was sure her crew was set, she ordered, "Jibe, ho!" At the same time, she spun the helm over hard to starboard, swinging the stern across the wind and to the other side.
Overhead, the boom swung as the sail fluttered, and then it swung from the port side when Gina released the traveler. Michelle was prepared, but Linda was nearly struck by the boom. Then it was clear of the cockpit, and Linda began to pull on the line to tighten the boom. In the forward cockpit, Pam released the port line on the jib and let it flutter. She ducked to avoid the boom, then grabbed at the starboard line and began to pull it taut.
"Get that line in!" Michelle barked. The boom was swinging wildly, the sail fluttering uselessly as Linda, and then Gina struggled to tighten the line. For several seconds, the girls fought the sail, until finally it was under control. Michelle sighed. Pam was still trying to get the jib taut; overhead, the tufts on the sail fluttered instead of streaming straight back to indicate proper trim on the sails. Linda saw Pam's struggle, and she lent a hand to the line. At long last, the line was secured, and the ship was trimmed again.
Pam, Linda, and Gina looked at Michelle, their faces all echoing their internal frustration.
"That was one of the sorriest jibes we've ever done," Michelle commented. It was unnecessary; the others knew it.
**********
Not much went well. When they tried sailing very close to the wind, Michelle stayed at the helm while the others hung on the windward side, adding their weight to counterbalance the boat. That exercise had nearly ended in disaster; Michelle steered the boat as close as she did when it was three guys, neglecting to take into account the significantly reduced mass of the girls. She'd had to spill the mainsail and hastily turn to keep from overturning the boat.
They tried to sail with the spinnaker, the huge balloon-like sail used exclusively for sailing downwind. To say that the girls had difficulty with the sail was an understatement. They hoisted it without too much problem, but when the were lowering it, they nearly lost the sail overboard as the wind tugged and pulled at the vast expanse of cloth while three girls fought to reel in the errant sail. And in the meantime, the jib was not being hoist, which in a race would have meant precious loss of time.
Finally, they turned and headed back toward the slip. Michelle was sailing the boat very easily, with the sails not trimmed for the most efficiency. None of the girls wanted to expend the extra effort. For a long time, no one spoke.
"Well," Gina finally said something, "you still think this is a good idea?"
Michelle sighed. "I don't know," she answered slowly.
"We sucked, didn't we?" Pam asked rhetorically. They all knew their performance had been less than good.
"Boat coming up from astern, off the port side." All three spun at Linda's report.
"Shit!" Michelle cursed. "It's 'Night Shift'."
Slowly, the hated rival slid up alongside the 'Luck o' the Irish'. The girls could see that the 'Night Shift' crew were gawking and staring at them, and they suddenly felt very self-conscious in their bikinis.
"Ahoy, Luck," Mitch's voice sang across the water between them, "Is Mike aboard? Or did he finally get the sense to sell his boat?"
Michelle felt her face burning with anger. "No, my brother isn't aboard," she answered, trying hard to keep from cursing. "He loaned me the boat so we could get in a little practice."
"Practice? You mean to tell me you girls race?" Mitch sounded both incredulous and condescending in the same statement.
"Let's ram the little bastard," Pam whispered insistently. Her face was as red with anger as Michelle's.
"Well, we're thinking about it," Michelle answered, nearly biting her tongue to control the profanity she really _wanted_ to yell.
"Tell you what, ladies," Mitch yelled back, "why don't you sail with me in the regatta? I've got enough deck space for passengers. Especially for ladies such as yourselves!"
Michelle smiled pleasantly, but behind the smile, she was fuming. Ever the arrogant bastard. "Pam, Linda, when I say go, we're going to dump the sail, cut behind him, and take his wind. Okay?"
The girls' eyes widened. This was a risky move; it meant deliberately cutting close across 'Night Shift's stern, and it would take precise timing to execute. But they saw the anger in Michelle's eyes, and they felt the same rage toward Mitch. "Okay, let's do it."
"Ready?" She waited a few seconds while the girls moved slowly into positions. "Go!" Gina dumped the traveler while Pam released the jib line; both sails immediately flopped loosely in the wind. Instantly, the boat lost headway. Michelle gave a glance to the side, toward 'Night Shift', and then she spun the helm hard to port. The bow of the boat swung around, slicing through the water until it looked like a collision was certain. And even as the boat turned, Pam grabbed the jib line while Linda and Gina readied themselves on the mainsail. As soon as they saw that they would clear the stern of 'Night Shift', the three tugged frantically at the lines, resetting the sails. At the same time, Michelle spun the helm expertly, turning back on the same course as 'Night Shift', only this time on the opposite side.
As the wind filled the sails, the boat leaped forward. At the same time, 'Luck's sails blocked the wind from 'Night Shift'. Mitch's sails fluttered uselessly.
"Yes!" Gina screamed joyfully as she saw 'Night Shift' slow. In mere moments, 'Luck' was back in front, and with her sails trimmed, she was slowly increasing her lead over 'Night Shift'.
**********
Michelle leaned back in the booth, ignoring the two-thirds of her burger sitting uneaten on her plate. The foursome were the only ones in the diner; by going sailing early, they'd skipped dinner and were now quite famished. Or at least, Michelle thought, as she eyed the remains of her burger, they thought they were hungry. She shook her head. "I didn't know this body had such a small stomach," she muttered. Like her compatriots, Michelle was in her 'street' clothes, which in her case, consisted of a pair of tan shorts and a white polo shirt.
Across the booth, Linda nodded. "Tell me about it," she sighed. Instead of her bright red bikini, she wore something only slightly more modest - a light blue halter top with a darker blue denim skirt that ended far above her knees. Every so often, she shifted as she tried desperately to pull her skirt lower on her legs.
"I can't get used to this stuff," Pam complained softly. The scoop neck on her top displayed bounteous cleavage, while her shorts clung to her rear and hit practically nothing of her legs. She picked up her handbag and dumped one pocket on the table. Lipstick, mascara, a compact ... a variety of items spilled from the little bag, and every one of them associated with female beautification. "Look at this stuff!"
Michelle laughed. "And it looks like you used some of it, too!"
Pam glared at her. "Yeah, well ... I figured I ought to try it."
"And it looks like you did a pretty good job, too!" Gina chimed in.
Gina's outfit was a white sundress, trimmed with white embroidered lace, and sleeves worn off her shoulders. It left no room for a regular bra; she wore a strapless bra under the dress to contain her bounteous bosom. With bared shoulders, billowing fabric covering her boobs, and an elastic gathered waist, she looked quite sexy.
The scowl on Pam's face was a reflection of her feelings. "It's really
weird - I actually knew how to use this ... stuff - like I've been doing it for years!" She shuddered involuntarily. "It’s like my brain was changed!"
Michelle laughed aloud. On the first day, she'd experienced exactly what Pam had described. "The girl at the park - Anya - told me that would happen. It's supposed to make it easier for us to function as women."
"Yeah, maybe," Linda frowned, "but it's still kind of creepy! Like when I know how to put on a bra, or when I automatically sit when I go to the bathroom!"
"Look, it's part of the setup; if you feel strange, then you couldn't have been really changed - not in your mind," Michelle laughed. Her laugh sounded hollow; her experiences had left her with some doubts as well. Still, as skipper, she had to think of the morale of her crew. "Now, if you didn't think it was weird, then you'd have been changed."
"But if we'd been changed that much, would we even remember that we were guys once?" Pam pondered.
"Well," Gina said softly, "I wish the owner of that park would have given us some clothes that were less ... showy!"
That brought a welcome laugh, relief to the discussion about what had and hadn't changed. In truth, Michelle didn't want to think about the magnitude of changes any more than the other girls did - the magic was clearly very powerful, and he was frightened by it.
After a couple of seconds, Pam looked thoughtful. "Well, we didn't do too badly at the end, did we?"
Gina nodded slowly. "Not when it counted, we didn't."
"Yeah," Linda agreed. "We could beat that little shit if we worked hard."
Slowly, Michelle glanced around the table. "So, are we in?"
Gina glanced around and slowly nodded. "Yeah, skipper, if we can beat 'Night Shift' like this, I say we go for it."
Linda and Pam added their assent. "But we're going to need an extra hand or two," Linda added.
"I'd go for two, skipper," Pam offered. "We need the weight on a beam reach, and it would help to have extra hands on the lines."
"Okay. Let's see if we can get them, and tomorrow, I'll get us signed up with our sponsor." She saw the puzzled looks. "Oh, didn't I tell you? I talked to the PR folks at Q-Tech. They thought it would be a great idea to sponsor an all-women's yacht team in the regatta. If we're good, that is." She smiled. "Tomorrow night, we're going to take the VP of the PR group out with us, and if she likes what she sees, we've got the money."
Linda stood and started walking toward the rest room. The others laughed when they heard her cursing - it was obvious that she'd forgotten and accidentally started into the men's room. When she came back, she appeared to be in some discomfort.
"What's wrong?" Michelle asked out of concern.
Linda sat down with heavy sighs. "I hurt in places I didn't know existed," she complained.
"You're sore?" Pam asked incredulously. "You didn't have these monsters," she cupped her large breasts for emphasis, "bouncing around all evening. My straps dug into my shoulders, the muscles that hold these things hurt..."
Then she caught Gina's disapproving stare, and saw the size of Gina's chest in comparison to her own. She bit her lip. "Sorry. I guess I shouldn't really complain if Harry isn't."
Michelle started giggling. "Listen to the two of you," she guffawed. "You're talking just like girls!" She started laughing aloud. For a few seconds, the other girls stared at her, and then they broke into laughter, too.
**********
"So you see my problem," Mike explained patiently. He was sitting on one side of a booth at Ed's. In front of him, a bacon jalapeno cheeseburger was getting cold.
Anya nodded. "And what is it you'd like of me?" she asked warily.
Mike smiled. Straight, to the point. "I need to find a couple of crew members," he explained bluntly.
"And you're wondering if I'd be interested, right?" She saw the look on Mike's face, and knew she'd hit the nail on the head. "Just sailing. You're not trying to come on to me, either, are you?" It was less a question than a statement of fact.
Mike nodded slowly. "If I recall from the way that one guy was hanging around you last time I was at the park, you're already attached." He saw the surprised look on Anya's face. "All I'm interested in is a crew for my boat." He let the words sink in. "Besides," he added with a twinkle in his eye, "we'll all be girls, so it'd be hard for me to come on to you, wouldn't it."
Anya laughed aloud. "Touche." She shook her head. "No, I don't really think I'd like to go sailing, not in a competition, anyway." She saw the disappointment forming on Mike's face. "But I know where you can get a couple of girls who'd love to sail." Mike's face perked up. "Our mechanic used to be in the Navy, and I'm pretty sure she said she used to sail a lot, too."
Mike nodded. "That's one."
"My boyfriend Greg might be interested, too."
"But..."
"You need girls, not guys, right?" Anya grinned. "Well, what do you think you guys started off as?" She pulled a cell phone out of her purse and punched a few numbers. After a very quick conversation, she hung up. "He's at the NRD frat house, so he should be here in a couple of minutes."
As promised, Greg arrived within minutes. Mike sized him up as he slid in beside Anya. He wasn't overly athletic, but he also wasn't the nerd he'd been expecting. "Hi, I'm Greg," he extended his hand and greeted Mike.
Mike shook his hand. "Mike Walker," he replied. There was no hint of jealousy in Greg's voice, nor in his demeanor. Mike was relieved; suspicion on Greg's part could have doomed the whole thing.
"Anya told me you had a proposition." Blunt, just like Anya.
Mike smiled. "You want something to eat while we discuss it?"
Greg shook his head. "Nah. It was pizza night at the house. I'm stuffed."
"My friends and I are sailing my boat in the regatta in a couple of weeks. We're going to be short-handed, so we need to find a couple of extra hands."
Greg glanced at Anya. "Sure," he answered as he looked back at Mike. He seemed puzzled by such a simple request.
Mike shook his head. "Not so fast. You see, we're going to be ... a little different for this race."
"Oh. You're entering a women's crew, and you need your hands to be changed, too."
Mike's jaw dropped. Greg sounded like changing sex to race a sailboat was no different than changing pants. "Uh, yeah," he stammered.
Greg laughed. "I've changed ... well, let's just say I've been in a woman's shoes more times than you'd care to guess," he admitted with a grin. "It's no big deal. Well, sometimes they're a big deal." He grinned and held his hands in front of his chest - way in front - until Anya's elbow dug into his ribs. "Oof!" He glanced at Anya, frowning.
"Would you get serious?" she complained.
Greg nodded sheepishly. "Okay." He turned back to Mike. "It'd be fun to go racing. I assume you're going to want something kind of athletic?"
Mike furrowed his brow in confusion. "I'm not sure I follow you."
Greg glanced quickly at Anya. "You know, the body. Athletic and fit, right?"
Mike's mouth dropped open momentarily. "You talk about a new body like you're shopping from a catalog." He shook his head. "Yeah, that's about right."
Greg grinned. "And the trim package is optional, right? Since it'll just be us girls on the boat?" He winced as another elbow caught him in the ribs.
**********
"Are you Jenny?" Michelle asked hesitantly as she peeked into the pump shack.
A curvy young girl of perhaps twenty, wearing shorts and a halter top and with her long red ponytail disheveled and her face smeared with grime, looked up from the dismantled pump motor. "Who wants to know?" she asked warily.
Michelle winced. Though she looked to be a sweet young thing, the tone of her voice left no doubt that this pump shack was her territory, and woe to anyone who disturbed her domain. "Anya said I might find you here."
The girl's angry glare lessened - a bit. "Yeah? What do you want?"
Michelle felt her jaw drop a fraction. "Are all of you around here so blunt?"
Jenny straightened, and the gaping crevasse of her cleavage, so prominently displayed as she'd been bent over, vanished. "Yeah, more or less," she grinned. "So what can I do for you?"
"I'm trying to get an extra hand for my yacht for the regatta. Anya said you'd been in the Navy and might be interested."
Jenny gazed at Michelle, sizing her up for several quiet moments with only the steady drone of the pumps interrupting the silence inside the hot pump shack. "Are you any good as a skipper?" she finally demanded.
Michelle visibly flinched. "What?"
"Are you any good? Do you know what you're doing?" She walked casually over to Michelle and stood toe-to-toe with her. "And more importantly, can that dainty little body of yours handle a yacht?"
Michelle tried to draw herself up straight, which only had the effect of pushing her breasts out. She wasn't even aware of the result.
Jenny laughed. "You haven't done this very much, have you?"
"What?"
"Changed."
Michelle frowned. "I thought I was ... how can you tell?"
"I don't know. It's the little things, I guess. When you work here as long as I have, and you learn to notice."
"Oh." Michelle thought for a second. "I don't know. You'd have to judge for yourself. My crew thinks I'm okay, I guess."
Jenny laughed again. "Honest. I like that." She picked up a rag and wiped off her hands. "Tell you what. You buy me lunch, and we'll talk about your offer."
**********
"So you think that this scam will help you win?" Jenny was again blunt, almost to the point of being offensive. She sat across from Michelle, studying her lunch companion carefully.
Michelle frowned. Jenny's words _were_ offensive, and deliberately so. "Sure, we'd like to win," she said slowly through a clenched jaw. "Who wouldn't?"
"But?"
Michelle sighed. "I don't know how to explain it." She gazed out the window for a moment, trying to compose her thoughts. "Look, why do you work at the park? Is it because you want to move up through the ranks and take over someday?"
Jenny started, and then she grinned.
Michelle didn't give her a chance to interrupt. "The guys and I have been sailing together for a long time. A very long time. Truth is, if we made it to the top, I don't think we'd have quite as much fun as we do. For us, sailing is the fun part. Competing is the fun part. Winning is frosting."
"Except for 'Night Shift'?"
Michelle started to glare at Jenny for her impertinence, but then she was overcome with the truth of Jenny's words. "Yeah," she finally said. "The only win we all want is to beat Mitch Logan. You know, put him in his place. He's an arrogant little twerp, and it's been kind of...personal. So yeah, we want to beat him. And I've got the only boat that _can_ beat him." She shook her head. "He may be an annoying little vermin, but he's got a good boat and a pretty good crew. But we're better." Michelle tilted her head to one side. "Satisfied with the purity of our motives?"
Jenny laughed aloud. "If you knew how many times I'd been scammed, you'd understand why I had to ask."
Michelle looked puzzled. "That doesn't make any sense. You can't be, what, twenty? Twenty-one? You're talking like you've been around a lot longer." Michelle shook her head. "So, are you interested?"
Jenny raised her eyebrows. "I'm not sure yet. You never answered my other question. _Your_ opinion. Not what your crew thinks."
For a moment, Michelle was confused, but then she remembered. "Oh, am I any good?" She shrugged. "You'd have to ask the guys."
Jenny laughed. "Good answer. Unpretentious, humble. I like it." She grinned. "I don't have to ask. I already know the answer." Jenny watched puzzlement spread over Michelle's features. "To tell the truth, Anya talked to me about it this morning. I took a little time off to check up on you and your mates." Michelle's confusion changed to a mixture of shock and anger. "I've learned, through some tough lessons, that it's best to get as much information as I can before making any decision."
Michelle gawked, open mouthed, for another second, then she nodded slowly, a grin spreading on her pretty face. "Fair enough," she agreed. "So, are _you_ any good on a sailboat?"
Jenny laughed again. "I was wondering if you were going to ask me that." She sipped her diet cola. "I grew up on a farm, which, by the way, is how I got so good at fixing things. Well, you can figure out that a farm in Iowa doesn't have a lot of water around it. I didn't start sailing until after Dad lost the farm and I joined the Navy."
Michelle's eyebrows shot up. "A farm kid ... joining the Navy?"
Jenny smiled. "Sounds kind of funny, doesn't it? Yeah, well, after we lost the farm, I wanted to get as far away from there as I could. I figured the Navy was a good way to go - better than the Army where I might actually get shot at!" She took another sip as she shrugged her shoulders. "Anyway, while I was training, a couple of friends and I started sailing. Mostly we sailed the little things, like the Sunfish type boats. Once, we took a week cruising around the keys on a twenty-five footer. I'm not real good, but I'm not a rookie either." She got a far-off look in her eyes. "Of course, it's been a while since I've been sailing."
Michelle nodded. The fact that Jenny had some experience on a boat was good news; it was going to be tough with one rookie. "How long could it have been? You can't have been out of the service for very long."
Jenny smiled enigmatically. "Probably longer than you'd care to guess." She sat back in the booth. "So, are you going to ask me to join your crew?"
Michelle nearly spilled her soda. "What? Oh, yeah! Of course! I'd be happy to have you on my crew!"
"Glad to be a part of the team," Jenny said warmly. "I assume we're going to be doing some practice for the next couple of weeks?"
Michelle nodded. "Yeah. It'll take some time for us to be able to work together, and Greg has to learn a few things."
"And it's taking the rest of the crew some time to get used to their different bodies, too."
Michelle's jaw dropped in surprise. "How..." she sputtered in astonishment, "how did you know?"
Jenny shrugged and gave a warm smile. "Just a lucky guess." She took another sip of her soda and she set the nearly-empty glass on the table. "Duty calls. I've got to get back to the park," she explained as she stood.
Michelle picked up the receipt. "Sure." They walked out of the café toward Michelle's car.
"A couple of tips," Jenny offered as she climbed in. "One, don't change every day. I'm told that it puts a serious strain on your body, and that it can even get dangerous. Transformation shock, I think I heard Anya call it. Greg said it's pretty painful."
Michelle's eyes widened. "I think she said something about it, but I don't think I was paying attention." She glanced over her shoulder and backed her car out of the parking slot.
Jenny nodded solemnly. "It's very serious. So you're probably going to have to change for the weekend to get in the most practice that you can, and maybe one or two nights during the rest of the week." She'd obviously anticipated Michelle's question.
"Oh, yeah," Michelle answered softly as she dodged through traffic. "I guess since I'm already changed, it won't hurt to go sailing tonight. Meet at my condo at six?"
Jenny nodded. "I'll hitch a ride." She smiled. "I've got a company car I could use, but it just doesn't seem right to use the Boss's car for personal trips."
The ride back to the park was very short. Michelle pulled up beside the turnstile to let Jenny out. "You said you had a couple of tips?" she prompted.
Jenny paused, looking thoughtful. "Oh, yeah," she said as she remembered. "Greg's a good kid. He has a little growing up to do still, but his heart's in the right place. Still, he sometimes gets a little carried away." She read the expression on Michelle's face. "Oh, no!" she quickly added. "He'll do fine sailing. It's just that, well, don't be too surprised at his appearance when he shows up tonight."
**********
Greg was everything Jenny said he'd be ... and more. Much more. When _she_ pried herself out of _her_ car, Michelle's eyes popped wide open, as did those of every guy within three hundred yards. Short, at something around five feet six counting the three-inch heels, with short and very blonde hair, Greg was dressed in a very skimpy bikini that was clearly struggling to contain the enormous breasts on her chest. Michelle frowned - there was something ... familiar ... about Greg's appearance. With a confident and very sexy strut, Greg walked to the dock. "I'm ready," she said in a very sultry voice.
Pam shook her head as she gazed at Greg. "I don't know if you remember, but this isn't a pleasure cruise," she said caustically.
Greg shrugged, sending tremors through her big boobs. "I know. Look, do you have any idea how good of shape the average stripper is in, compared to the average girl?"
Greg's words filled in the missing piece in Michelle's mind. "Traci Topps?" she asked cautiously.
Greg grinned, then spread her arms and spun around in a graceful model twirl. "In the flesh," she answered. "Only I go by Gwen when I'm a girl." She grinned. "Most of the time, anyway!"
Linda sighed. "Those ... things ... are going to get in the way every time you have to pull a line! How do you expect to be useful looking like that?"
Jenny snorted as she gazed at Gwen. She paused on her very large breasts. "At least she brought enough ballast topside," she said sarcastically. The lighthearted observation wiped away Linda's concerned question.
Gwen made a show of adjusting the cups of her bikini and sticking out her chest. "Jealous?" she asked Jenny playfully. In response, Jenny threw a towel at her.
"Okay," Michelle said in a commanding tone, "that's enough. It's time to get serious." She frowned and glanced around. "Wasn't Anya going to come along for the ride?"
Gwen shook her head. "Nah, she said she didn't want to be a distraction."
Jenny snorted again. "Yeah, she probably figured your two distractions were more than enough!"
**********
Surprisingly, at least to Michelle, Gwen - even with her ultra-curvy body - was doing very well. Her enthusiasm and ability to follow directions and work hard more than made up for her inexperience; within two hours, she was starting to anticipate Michelle's commands as the boat maneuvered.
"We're losing daylight. Let's head in," Michelle called out as she spun the wheel. The boat settled down on a leisurely broad reach.
Gwen watched the movement, then grabbed for the lines to trim the jib. "Let it be," Michelle said lightly. "We're done working for the night."
Gwen glanced at her, and then nodded slowly as she blushed.
"It's okay to be enthusiastic," Linda said with a laugh. "But even _we_take a break from time to time."
"What do you think, skipper?" Pam asked the question on everyone's mind.
Michelle shrugged. "How about we find out what _you_ think," she prompted in an open-ended question of her crew. She was clearly reserving her judgment until she heard from the others.
Linda glanced around. "I think we're a lot better than we were the other night," she said. "The extra hands help, as long as we don't get in each others' way," she added, glancing sharply at Gwen.
Pam nodded. "If we'd been sailing like this for two hours the other night, I think we'd have been pretty tired. With the extra hands, I think we're doing pretty well." She glanced around. "The extra bodies really help on the beam reach. A lot more than I thought it would."
Jenny laughed. "Yeah, well, the five of us probably weigh about what the three of you used to. Comes out about even."
Gina nodded solemnly. "Yeah, I'd say we did a good job. Except for the mix-ups on the tacking."
"And that one jibe really sucked." Linda was practically glaring at Gwen. Gwen, for her part, noticed the venom in her voice and the anger in her gaze, and she was squirming uncomfortably.
Michelle noticed the accusatory look. "Look, Linda, you get someone new and you tell her to tighten the downhaul without telling her which line is the downhaul, and what do you expect?" Gwen caught the slight rebuff Michelle gave Linda. She was pretty sure the others had noticed as well. She also noticed how Michelle had referred to Gwen as 'her'.
"You haven't said much, skipper," Pam noted.
Michelle smiled. "We've got a few rough spots," she admitted. "Frankly," she added with a wry smile, "I think we're doing a hell of a lot better than I expected. On the whole, I think we'll be in good shape for the race." She watched the smiles of her crew, letting them feel good for a few moments. "On the other hand, we didn't fly the spinnaker tonight."
Pam winced, remembering the difficulty they'd had the last time the girls had tried to sail with the balloon-like spinnaker. She glanced at the sun setting on the horizon. "Are we going to try it tonight, to see how we do?"
Michelle followed Pam's glance, then she shook her head. "The winds are going to be dying down in a bit. I think we should head in. We can try the spinnaker tomorrow night."
Gwen bit her lip. "Tomorrow?"
"Problem?" Linda asked in a harsh, confrontational tone.
Gwen ignored Linda. "Remember what Anya said about transformation shock," she reminded Michelle. "Trust me - you don't want to go there."
Gina looked more than a bit worried. "It's bad?"
Gwen nodded, her countenance very solemn. "It's agony during a change. Once it starts, you can't change for a long time. A very long time."
"I take it you've been through it," Linda observed softly. Like the others, she looked uneasy.
"Yup," Gwen confirmed. "Once you start having the pain, you've got to stop changing."
"Or?"
"Or it can injure you. Leave you stuck, maybe in between." She shook her head. "I had to stay in a body a little more ... exotic ... than this for almost three weeks before it was safe to change back."
Gwen’s words were sobering to the girls. Michelle's slight course change caught the attention of the crew. Linda perked up and glanced around.
The 'Luck' had been overtaking another boat, and now, Michelle had to maneuver to avoid the slower yacht. The boat they were coming upon was a much larger two-masted yacht that currently had her sails stowed and was moving under power of her motor. The legend on her transom read 'Pleasure Island'.
"Thirty-five foot ketch?" Jenny asked out of curiosity.
"At least, and a custom job to boot," Linda said. She let her gaze drift over the vessel, taking in the lines and details of the boat. "I haven't seen them before, have you?"
Gina shook her head. "Nope. Think they're tourists? Or here for the race?"
Michelle shrugged. "Don't know. But they're sailing like tourists."
The crew laughed. "Besides, even if they are here for the race, they're not in our class," Linda added.
Gina shook her head slowly. "Damn, they've let her go to hell, haven't they?"
"Waste of a good ship," Pam agreed.
Gwen frowned. "I don't get it. The boat looks pretty nice to me."
Michelle laughed. "Look at the way they've secured the sails. Not very neat. The sails - what I can see of them, anyway - look kind of ragged." She pointed to the mainmast. "And look at the standing rigging. It's loose."
Gina nodded in agreement. "And look at the wood." The larger boat was wooden, unlike the fiberglass hull of 'Luck'.
As Gwen looked closer, she could see what Gina was talking about. The lower hull was painted dark green, with a white upper hull, but the paint was clearly chipped. The deck and trim were varnished, and even from a distance, Gwen could see that the wood seemed weathered and grayed.
Jenny shook her head. "I don't know much about the hull or the rigging, but that engine is missing on at least one cylinder." She shook her head more. "Stupid punks. Can't even take care of a simple engine."
The newcomer made a sloppy course adjustment, and Michelle was forced to correct her own course. "Ahoy, Pleasure Island," she called in a surprisingly strong voice.
The crew of the 'Pleasure Island' spun as one, all startled by the sound of Michelle's voice. They were positively surprised at being overtaken, but their surprise quickly changed. "Ahoy," one of the guys called pleasantly. "Thanks for the warning - I was about to turn." He grinned wickedly. "Although, I have to admit that bumping into a boatful of beauties wouldn't be all bad!"
Michelle clenched her jaw at the boorish comment. "Idiots!" she muttered under her breath.
"Hey," another guy called, "do you girls need any help sailing your little boat?" He tilted something to his mouth; Gwen figured it was a beer.
"No thanks," Michelle said through gritted teeth. "I think we can handle our little boat just fine."
Michelle was about to add some very caustic comments when Gwen brushed her shoulder. "Let me handle this," Gwen said softly. As the other girls watched, frozen in astonishment and curiosity, Gwen crawled up on the deck, carefully holding one of the shroud lines for balance, her large bosom strategically thrust out for emphasis and struggling to get free of the tiny bikini cups holding the mammoth breasts.
On 'Pleasure Island', the guys suddenly crowded to the rail, their eyes fixed on Gwen and her huge round tits. "Hey, gorgeous!" a guy called, "you want to sail on a real ship?"
Gwen grinned and jiggled her chest. "You mean, like go sailing with some real men on a real yacht?"
"Yeah!" Nearly all the guys joined the chorus.
Gwen smiled, jiggling a bit more. "You know, I'd be ever so grateful if some real men would take me out sailing. Sailing is, like, fun, but it'd be even _more_ fun with some men as company." The guys on 'Pleasure Island' were practically drooling, and Gwen wiggled her butt, then she carefully cupped one breast with her free hand. She had a pouty, come-hither look on her face as she put on her show, and the guys were anticipating getting to know this buxom lady much better. Gwen straightened and grinned. "I'll tell you what," she said, slowly, "If you guys find a real boat crewed by real men, please let me know so I can go sailing with them." She tilted his head in a very snooty gesture. "I don't sail with spoiled rich kiddies on broken down barges!" She climbed slowly back down to the cockpit, then turned one last time. With a defiant grin, she pulled her top down, exposing her bare boobs. "Take a good look, kiddies. When you grow up, maybe some woman will let you play with boobies as nice as these!"
As 'Pleasure Island' fell slowly behind 'Luck', her crew fuming and cursing at the serious humiliation they'd taken from 'Luck', Gwen accepted the high-fives from the other girls.
Linda shook her head in disbelief. "That was amazing!" she acknowledged. "How did you learn to do that?"
Gwen blushed. "Anya taught me.
"You must spend a lot of time as a girl to have learned that," Gina observed. There was something in her voice that Gwen couldn't quite understand.
Gwen shrugged, but Jenny put her hand on Gwen shoulder. "Go ahead, Gwen. Tell them."
Gwen glanced at Jenny, studying her expression to understand the sudden compulsion to discuss their private lives. Finally, she nodded slowly. "I guess it's one or two days every other week," she acknowledged.
"Why?" Gina's question was simple, direct, and echoed the thoughts of the other girls.
Gwen shrugged. "I don't know. The first time - I guess I was curious. After that, well, I got kind of caught up in some personal things." Her voice faded, and her eyes got a far-off look. After a second or two of staring at the horizon, she shrugged again. "Now, I guess it's just for fun. I do some consulting work for the Boss, so I have to change to go in the park." She grinned. "Sometimes, it's fun to spend a girl's day with Anya."
Jenny laughed. "And sometimes, you do it for a prank with that goofball fraternity of yours!"
Gwen blushed anew. "Yeah, I guess we do get carried away sometimes."
Jenny's eyebrows raised, then she cupped her hands way out in front of her body. "Yeah, like the time you guys went to the Halloween party as a bunch of Dolly Parton clones? Or the time you wanted to see if Zena Fulsom's boobs could possibly be real?" Jenny glanced at the other girls, her eyes leaking tears of mirth. "_That_ was funny! She could barely move for the beanbags hanging on her chest!" She ignored Gwen glare. "Or how about the time..."
Gwen slapped Jenny. "Hush," she scolded
"So, why do you _really_ do it?" Pam asked.
Gwen half-smiled. "I guess it's fun," she finally admitted.
"Fun?" Michelle's astonishment was genuine.
"Yeah." Gwen started to dance slowly, her motions becoming more erotic and sexy as she caressed her boobs. Slowly, she stripped off her bra, fondling her tits to the imaginary music. After a couple of minutes, she stopped, gazing at the others with a shy smile. "It's fun to see how the other half lives. It's fun to take frat guys for suckers and get free drinks and dinner for a hell of a lot less than the show I just gave you!"
Gina looked thoughtful for a second. "Have you ever … you know?"
Gwen flushed crimson and looked down.
Jenny punched her arm. "Come on, Greg … er, Gwen. Tell them," she urged.
"Yeah," Gwen answered softly without looking up. If anything, she was even redder than a moment before.
“That’s … disgusting!" Pam screamed. "Gross!" She scowled at Gwen, her features contorted in a mixture of anger and revulsion.
"How could you … do it?" Michelle asked. Her voice carried nearly identical emotions as Pam's, which was to say nearly hysterical outrage and disgust.
"Did you … like it?" Gina asked softly.
Gwen nodded softly. "It's … different," she admitted softly. "It's kind of … nice." She glanced up, taking in the expressions of the girls around her. "With the right person, I mean."
Jenny noted the looks of the crew and hastily decided to intervene. “She means with Anya."
"Oh," Pam said, sighing with audible relief. "So you haven't done it with a guy, then."
"Does that mean that, as a girl, you're a lesbian?" Gina's question was logical, given the direction of the conversation.
Jenny laughed. "The park can only change guys into girls. But Anya can do a lot more. She can turn herself into a guy, if she wants." She saw the looks of revulsion, temporarily banished when the girls thought Gwen had only had sex with another girl, return.
"Besides," Gwen said defensively, changing the subject to get past the issue, "when I'm a girl, I learn things that help me understand Anya better." She saw the stares of disbelief. "Like, why does it take a girl so long to get ready to go out? I didn't get that until I changed and had to do my own hair and makeup, and pick out an outfit."
"And make sure your shoes match," Jenny added with a laugh.
For reasons known to Gwen and Jenny because of their various experiences, this particular line of conversation was getting very awkward. Gwen decided to change the subject. "You called that other boat a, what? A ketch?"
Michelle laughed. "Yeah, it's a ketch."
Gwen wrinkled her cute little nose. "I've never heard that term before. I've heard of a schooner, but never a ketch." She shook his head. "What's the difference?"
Linda smiled. "A schooner is a two-masted ship. So is a ketch. The difference is in which mast is taller." She saw immediately, in the fading sunlight, that Gwen didn't understand the subtle difference. "On a schooner, the foremast is shorter than the aft mast. On a ketch, it's the other way around."
"Oh." It was clear that Gwen really didn't understand.
Michelle laughed. "Look, if you're enjoying sailing, you can probably take a class at the college, or at the yacht club. A proper course will teach you about all these nautical terms we throw about so lightly."
Gwen scowled a bit. "Maybe. If I can ever get to the point where I can go out without having to take Dramamine first." She wrinkled her nose. "Maybe it's just this body, but I don't think I'd have made it without the Dramamine."
Gina laughed lightly. "It's not just that body. It takes most people a while to get past seasickness."
"Yeah, but a guy doesn't look as undignified hanging over the railing feeding fish," Jenny commented dryly. "We have to worry about wearing the right outfit to puke in!" She let the others laugh at her observation. "Guys have it a _lot_ easier!" she added.
"How would you know?" Pam asked quickly.
Michelle, on the other hand, had a curious, knowing smile on her face, as if she'd already guessed what Jenny's little comment meant.
Jenny bit her lip, pausing as if she'd already said too much. But Gwen clasped her shoulder. "Your turn," she said softly.
Jenny glanced around at the suddenly curious looks, and then she looked down. For a few seconds, she stared at the deck, before she looked back up at Michelle. "You said that it couldn't have been long since I'd gotten out of the Navy, right?" She saw Michelle nod. "Well, I did a tour in 'Nam." The looks of bewilderment changed to outright astonishment. "Yeah, 'Nam. I used be a fifty-something handyman who couldn't hold down a job. Then I met the Boss, and she gave me a permanent job."
"But..."
Michelle's Cheshire-cat grin just broadened. "I was right," she said with just a hint of triumph in her voice.
Jenny laughed. "Yeah, I had to trade in my Y chromosome," she admitted. "But in return, I got back a lot of years, and I got a great job." She glanced around. "And no, I haven't 'done it'. I don't like guys." Jenny shrugged. "So to me, it's just a change of body so I could get a great job." She laughed again. "It's been a long time since I changed, and I think of myself as a girl now."
Slowly, the awkwardness abated, and then the questions for both Gwen and Jenny came. Jenny noted, with raised eyebrow, that Gina seemed to be the least judgmental and the most sympathetic of the guys. Even after they docked and secured the boat for the night, Gina kept talking with Jenny, even to the point of offering Jenny a ride home so they could keep talking.
**********
Michelle flopped heavily on the sofa. Her hair was windblown, a tangled mess, and her face and arms showed the effects of long exposure to the sun, the salt spray, and the wind. Every muscle in her body seemed to be afire with fatigue and pain. A contented sigh escaped her lips as she reveled in the soft cushions.
"You said it," Gina answered from the other end of the sofa, where she, too, reclined.
Gwen sprawled on her back on the floor. Her body, though very feminine like the others, was not nearly as curvy as her first sailing outing. "If you guys are half as tired as I am ..."
Linda sat in an overstuffed chair, resting with her eyes closed and saying nothing. Pam sat on the floor leaning against a wall. Only Jenny seemed nonplussed by the arduous workout. "Anyone else want a beer?" she called as she poked her head into the fridge.
Pam glanced at Gwen. "How the hell can she do that?" she asked in amazement. "I mean, like we've been sailing most of our lives and we're all pooped!" She shook her head. "I even asked Anya to make sure I had a very athletic body this time!"
Gwen laughed. "For you and me, this is for a few hours or a couple of days. For Jenny, it's permanent." She saw the eyebrows raise, and laughed again. "Look, you and I - we're not used to these bodies, right?"
Linda snorted. "That's for sure," she said. Her voice carried more than a hint of anger.
Gwen noted Linda's mood and decided to ignore it. "Jenny's change is permanent. She's _used_ to her body. She knows what to do and what not to do."
"I don't understand," Gina said, wrinkling her nose. "That sounds like word games."
Michelle tilted her head forward. "I think I do," she said slowly. Her head turned toward Pam. "Think about pulling a sheet to trim a sail. How do you do it?"
Linda sat up. "Yeah," she said, her eyes widening. "Come to think of it, I'm still working like I'm in my old body."
Gwen smiled. "Exactly. Only, in these bodies, your muscle groups aren't the same. Women don't have the same upper body strength as men, regardless of how athletic your body is. Where we pull with our arms and upper bodies because that's how we're used to doing it, Jenny has learned to use her whole body, to apply the muscles she _does_ have to compensate for where she's weaker. So she gets the same tasks done, but without wearing herself out in the process."
Gina and Pam shook their heads. "That doesn't make sense," Pam retorted.
Gwen sighed. "You've never seen Jenny at work in the park. She hauls around pumps and motors that would be a challenge for a lot of men. And it's not because she has more upper body strength. It's because she's learned to intelligently use the strength that she has."
Linda perked up. "And we can kind of control the change? Like you did the other day with the huge knockers?" She glanced at Gwen. Seeing Gwen's nod, she smiled and turned to Michelle. "So the next time we change, we can get more athletic bodies, right? With more strength?"
Michelle's mouth dropped open, then she closed it. For several quiet moments, she thought. "No," she finally said. "Anya said our changes are just genetic. We're the girls we would have been born as." She shook her head. "If we get our bodies enhanced, it kind of seems like cheating."
"Hell, skipper," Pam piped in firmly, "the only reason we're even _in_ the race is because we got changed. Isn't that cheating?"
Michelle sighed. "If we win, we're going to win as normal girls. Not as some kind of wonder women." She sank back into her chair. "I don't want to win if we have to cheat to do it." A pall of silence descended over the room.
"I'm hungry," Gina said, abruptly changing the subject. "What have you got to eat?"
Michelle shook her head. "I thought we'd send out for a pizza." At that moment the doorbell rang.
"That was fast," Gwen commented dryly, as she levered herself off the floor to answer the door.
It wasn't pizza, but rather Anya. She walked into Michelle's condo with a bounce that sharply contrasted with Gwen’s weary plod. "How did it go today?" she asked cheerfully. She glanced around the room at the sprawled, seemingly lifeless bodies. "Sheesh, it looks like I walked into a war zone."
Gwen smiled weakly as she pulled up a chair for Anya. "We're pretty beat."
Anya glanced around again. "That's an understatement," she said as she shook her head.
"We're just going to send out for pizza," Michelle said, trying to sit up. That effort drew a few grunts and groans, and she slumped back into the couch. "As soon as one of us has the strength, that is."
Anya smiled. "Nope. No pizza. You've been working so hard for the past week and a half, I thought I'd treat you to dinner at Mi Casa."
Gina's eyes opened wide. "That's the new Tapas place, right?" Anya nodded.
Pam glanced at Gwen. “Does she treat you like this all the time?"
Gwen grinned. "Yup."
Pam shook her head. "If you ever decide to break up, let me know."
Gwen’s grin widened. "Sorry, but I don't think she likes small-chested redheads!"
Anya's mouth dropped open, and then she sputtered, "Greg!" as she threw a soft pillow at her, purposefully using her true name. Around them, the weary mood lightened at Gwen’s self-deprecating humor.
"So, are you gals going to get ready so we can go out?" Anya asked after the laughter and joking had died down.
Wearily, Michelle, Pam, and Gina pried themselves up. "Sounds like a plan," Pam said as she stretched. She winced as her fatigued muscles protested against the stretching.
Linda stood just as slowly. "That means going out in public," she said carefully. She shook her head. "No. Huh, uh."
"Come on," Michelle urged her. "It'll be fun."
Linda shook her head, more vigorously this time. "No. Look, going out on the boat is one thing. Going out in public? No." She grabbed her duffel bag. "I'm just going to get some fast food on the way home." Avoiding the stunned gazes of her crewmates, she practically raced out the door, closing it softly behind her.
**********
Gina grabbed another of the extraordinarily tasty morsels from the tray. "I don’t understand the whole thing. I mean," she glanced at Gwen and Jenny, "you two act like it's no big deal. But it's so...weird!" At Anya's prodding, she and the others had taken the time to get 'dolled up'; Gina's short hair really only had the one style, nicely framing her face with its light waves, but still exposing her earlobes with their simple gold hoops. A simple sleeveless yellow blouse was loose enough to not advertise her bosom, but tight enough to look neat. Khaki shorts and a pair of sandals completed her simple yet alluring ensemble.
Jenny gave Anya a sideways glance, and shrugged. "I've had a little time to get used to it. And some great support."
“I still don’t get why Linda didn’t want to join us,” Pam observed between bites of the tasty morsels.
"It's very simple," Anya replied. "Linda's having a problem with this."
Pam's brow wrinkled, displaying to the world her confusion. "But it doesn't make sense. Why don’t some guys have a problem, when others do?" She suppressed a shudder. "I don't get it. We've always been a team. A good sailing team."
Anya sighed. "It's not the sailing," she explained. "Greg, you know what I'm talking about, right?" She glanced at the ceiling, as if she'd find the right words to explain. After a brief moment, she looked back at her tablemates. "For you guys, this is all about sailing, right?" She watched the furtive glances of puzzlement, the nodes of assent. "So if being a woman for a few hours or few days is what it takes to compete, well, so what. Am I right?"
"Yeah, well, that's the way it's always been!" Gina protested. "It's all about racing."
Anya shook her head. "So you can put aside the difference in your sex by focusing on your racing. Some guys can't, though. It's..."Not to Linda. It's ... well, changing is too ... " She wrinkled her brow, trying to figure out the right words.
"Too intrusive, too personal," Gwen finished for her. She glanced around the table. "Like it was for me ... at first. But the other way." She saw the confusion. "Now, it's okay to change. I'm comfortable with me, with who I am." She felt Anya's hand on her arm and she smiled. "But the first time, I kind of got obsessed with changing. I was changing way too much. It was because of some deep personal issues." He stole a glance at Anya. "Now that I've got them resolved, changing is no big deal."
Gina nodded slowly. "So what you're saying is that some guys, especially the macho types who have some kind of fixation with what's between their legs - those kinds of guys have problems?"
Anya ignored the sputtering guffaws around her. "That's one way of putting it."
Jenny glanced around, noting how slowly the girls were eating. They were nearly full. "You want to go to the Coconut Club?" she asked hopefully.
The look of shock on Michelle's face said a mouthful. "Are you serious?" she finally stammered.
Jenny smiled. "Sure. It's a great club."
Pam glanced at Gina, worry on her face. "Yeah, but there are guys there. And they might try to, you know, pick us up!"
Anya glanced at Greg, and then she smiled. "You'll be with a couple of pros."
Jenny nodded enthusiastically. "Yeah. We'll make sure you don't lose your virginity."
Gwen grinned. "Unless it's with one of us, that is!" she added with a wicked laughing grin. She barely dodged Anya's sharp elbow.
Michelle finally nodded. "I guess it wouldn't hurt. It's a great club, too!" She glanced at Pam and Gina. "A couple of weeks ago, I met a couple of really hot …” She stopped as she read the expressions on her compatriots.
"Like you are now?" Pam chortled.
Michelle's mouth dropped open as she realized what she had said. Her cheeks burned red. "Oops," she said sheepishly. Her embarrassment gave way to amusement at what she'd nearly said, and she joined the others in laughter.
**********
"Watch and learn, oh ye amateurs!" Jenny said mockingly at Michelle, Pam, and Gina. Her expression changed, altering in a fraction of a second from plain girl to sex kitten. She let her eyes drift just a fraction of an inch shut, giving her 'bedroom eyes'. She pursed her lips just a tiny bit, parting them to appear breathy and ready to kiss. With those and a couple of other subtle alterations in her posture, she became an object of men's desires. With a pronounced and very sexy wiggle, she sauntered over to the bar, leaning strategically against the bar so guys could see her every curve. In mere moments, she had a guy talking to her. Another few seconds and she had him heading for the dance floor.
Gina wrinkled her nose. "It looks like she's enjoying that!" she shouted so the others would hear her over the loud music.
Gwen nodded. "She's a pro."
Pam swallowed hard as she watched Jenny. "How can she wear ... _that_ shirt?"
Anya laughed. "It's called a blouse, Pam," she corrected. "What about it? It's just a simple little blouse."
"But it's so ... so ... I don't know!" Michelle protested.
"Sexy?" Anya asked.
"Yeah."
Anya shook her head. "It's not the blouse. It's what's in it." She noted the confused looks on Pam, Michelle, and Gina. "It's a simple little knit blouse, right? Scoop neck, but I'm sure you've seen - and drooled over - lower cut blouses. Right?" She saw the girls glance among themselves and then sheepishly nod. "White - which means most guys would love to see it get wet in hope of seeing a nipple. Part of the allure, right _Gwen_?"
Gwen’s eyes had been checking out the action in other parts of the club, and her surprise at being addressed was evident. "Huh? Oh, yeah. White blouse. Yeah."
Anya shook her head. "Go back to looking. Won't do you much good, though. Not in _that_ body."
Gwen scowled. "I was _not_ checking out babes!" she protested, before she returned to watching the club's patrons.
"But she looks so … big!" Gina protested.
Anya laughed. "Push-up bra. A bit of cleavage goes a long way."
"Yeah, but she's _enjoying_ it!" Pam complained. Gina and Michelle caught her glancing down to her own chest, as if comparing. She had a modest white button blouse with light floral print, buttoned high enough and loose enough to reveal nothing. She looked like an old maid in comparison to Jenny.
"And her shorts? They couldn't be much shorter, could they?" Michelle observed. Unlike Pam, Michelle seemed to be enjoying the opportunity to observe. She compared herself to Jenny. She turned to Anya. "What about me? Do I look that … sexy?"
Anya glanced at Michelle. Michelle was still wearing her light blue one-piece swimsuit, the spandex stretched tight across her moderate breasts. Only the built-in bra cups hid the tiny nubs of her nipples, leaving at least something to the imagination of the guys. Michelle's skirt was the matching piece - a wrap with a slit side and six-inch wide navy and white stripes at the hem. She looked smart but casual. Without realizing it, Michelle was showing one tanned curvy leg through the side slit. Her sandy blonde hair was loose, swept behind her ears on each side. White and blue enameled floral earrings and pendant completed Michelle's simple yet surprisingly effective ensemble. Anya shrugged. "Not in the same way."
"Oh." Michelle sounded a little … disappointed.
Anya laughed. "Here she comes now. Why don't you talk to her about how she's dressed?"
"Talk to who?" Jenny asked, having overheard the last few words. She glanced around at the gals, at the faces staring bewildered at her. "Oh. You must be talking about me, right?" She swiveled her head. "Just a sec." With a warm smile and playful flip of her red ponytail, she acknowledged the guy she'd been dancing with as the cocktail waitress delivered a tray of drinks. "Thanks, Kelly," she said to the waitress as she set the drinks on the table.
Pam shook her head. "How do you do that?" she asked, her tone echoing her genuine astonishment.
Jenny shrugged and smiled. "Practice, dear. Practice."
"Doesn't it … weird you out?" Michelle asked.
Jenny laughed. "It used to. Now … well, let's say I've had plenty of time to adjust." She glanced back at the bar. "Anya, Gwen’s getting kind of frisky."
Anya glanced, and then she grinned. "You two aren't going to have another contest, are you?" She turned to Michelle and Pam. "Last time these two got together, they had a contest to see who could bum the most drinks. They were both hammered by the time I took them home."
"Who won?" Gina asked innocently.
Jenny scowled. "I would have," she complained. "If Gwen hadn't looked like Jenna Jamison." She glanced at Anya. "If she wants to have another contest, at least it'll be a fair one tonight." At Anya's insistence, Gwen’s body was really toned down from the first time Michelle and the crew had met her. She had a pretty average build. Only her selection of clothing - short skirt, a push-up bra, and a tight sleeveless blouse - made her appear sexier than most of the girls in the club.
Anya looked at Pam, Michelle, and Gina again. "They were so drunk, I had to drive them home. And then they started …”
"Anya!" Jenny protested loudly as she slapped Anya's arm. "You promised you wouldn't tell." Michelle and Gina perked up, waiting to hear more of what promised to be a really juicy story. Anya, though, let it drop.
Pam shook her head. "Well, when I was coming back from the restroom, a couple of guys asked me to dance." She shuddered. "It was so … weird!"
"Getting hit on is definitely not on my list of fun things," Michelle agreed. "Don't get me wrong - this is fun. But I could never get used to doing this all the time."
Gina turned to Jenny. "Can you show me how you do it?" she asked simply, much to the surprise of everyone. She saw the stares of disbelief. "Well," she protested quickly, "I've always been the guy buying the drinks and played for a dope! I want to see how easy it is on the other side!"
Anya watched Jenny and Gina walk toward the bar. "So," she said to Pam and Michelle, "who's going to try dancing first?" She saw their shocked expressions, then she grinned. "Look, there are a couple of nice boys from Greg's fraternity here. I know they'll treat you nicely. So why don't you try?" The two girls looked at each other nervously, each trying to find the words to back out of Anya's challenge, and yet hoping the other would chicken out first. With a smile, Anya half-stood and waved to Greg's fraternity brothers, knowing that her tablemates had enough machismo left that neither would chicken out first, and thus, both would get to try a little dancing as women.
**********
The sound of the key turning in the door was a full assault on Gwen’s ears. Slowly, painfully, she reached up and covered them in a vain attempt to shut out the noise. And even that motion, judging from her reaction, was an unpleasant adventure in pain. The sound of the door slamming jarred her thoroughly. "Would you please be quiet," she hissed as she clasped at her throbbing temples.
Gina and Jenny winced. "Sorry," Gina apologized.
Gwen glanced around. "Where ... where am I?" she asked uncertainly. One thing was certain - she was still in the female body and sexy clothing from the night before. She was wearing only a bra and a pair of panties, and her hair was thoroughly mussed from sleeping on the couch.
Gina glanced at Jenny, and then she grinned. "You're at Michelle's place," she giggled. She stepped to the curtains and pulled them open to let some light into the dim room. It wasn't terribly bright, but it was a lot easier to see than before.
Between the pulses of pain coursing through her cranium, aggravated by the stabbing light, Greg glanced at the two girls. Gina was dressed conservatively in a white skirt and a navy blue knee-length skirt. Her hair was done modestly, giving her a wholesome girl-next-door appearance.
"Lightweight," Jenny chuckled. Unlike Gina, Jenny was a little more provocative in her dress. A sleeveless light pink blouse with a scoop neck showed off some cleavage, and her dark pink short shorts seemed to be painted on her curvy hips. Her hair was done up with a barrette on each side, her hair sweeping in soft curves off her face and ending in soft curls on her shoulders. She was wearing light makeup, which added a bit of elegance and allure to her features. It was a marked change, Greg saw, from her usual sweaty, greasy appearance.
Greg pulled himself up off the couch where he'd been sleeping. "You started it," he said defensively.
Gina laughed. "I seem to remember you being the challenger," she said through her grin. "And from the way you look, you lost big time."
"Who lost?" The trio turned to the sound of the new voice, although Greg's head turned slowest to minimize his pain. It was Michelle, standing in only her panties in the bedroom doorway. She glanced at Gina and Jenny, both bright-eyed, in fresh outfits, and made up for the day. Her eyebrows raised, but she kept her comments to herself. Gina glanced down, clearly embarrassed by the sight of Michelle's bare breasts.
"Greg lost," Jenny explained.
Greg frowned. "You left early," he complained. Indeed, Jenny had left the club early - to give Gina a ride home.
Jenny smiled innocently. "A girl has to know when to quit."
Michelle shook her head and stared at Gina. "It looked like you were having a good time last night."
Gina tried to appear that she didn't know what Michelle was talking about, but her red cheeks gave her away. Finally, she smiled and shrugged. "It was kind of fun," she admitted sheepishly. Then her eyes narrowed. "As if you should be talking."
It was Michelle's turn to feign innocence. "What?"
Jenny grinned. "You were having a good time dancing with Bert," she said in mocking accusation. "At least it looked like you were!"
Michelle quickly weighed her options - deny or confront. Since everyone had seen her, denial seemed to be out of the question. "So what?" she asked firmly. "It wasn't like I was doing anything but dancing and getting some free drinks." She glanced at the clock as an excuse to change the subject. "We'd better get down to the dock so we can get a good day's practice."
Greg moaned. "Can't we get a little more sleep?" he protested weakly. The look on Michelle's and Gina's faces gave him the answer he needed. He sighed heavily as he slowly swung her legs to the floor. "That's what I thought."
"I'm going to get ready," Michelle said as she spun back to her bedroom, closing the door behind her.
Gwen sighed again as she tried to stand. "I don't suppose either of you has an aspirin," she muttered.
Jenny shrugged. "I've got something." She sat down in one of the stuffed chairs and started rummaging in her purse. After a few seconds, she pulled out a small pill bottle and extracted a couple of white tablets. "Here."
Gwen glanced at them, then nodded and slogged to the kitchen. As she gulped down the pills, she glanced at Jenny again. "What are these?" she asked warily.
"Midol," Jenny answered with a grin.
Gwen shook his head. "Figures," she muttered.
Gina looked puzzled. "Is that some kind of inside joke?"
Jenny laughed. "Yeah, I guess so. You haven't been in that body long enough to experience your ... um ... monthly ... event."
Gina frowned, then she realized exactly what Jenny was talking about. She blushed and looked down.
Jenny laughed again at Gina's embarrassment. "Look, it's just us girls here, right?" She waited until Gina looked back up at her. "Girls talk about these things, you know. Just like guys talk about their conquests and stuff."
A knock on the door saved Gina further potential embarrassing questions. As Gwen flinched from the noise, Gina opened the door. "Oh, hi," she said, as she recognized Pam.
"Oh, hi?" Pam asked, as she stepped out of the bright morning light. "That's all the greeting I get? Oh, hi?" Like Gina and Jenny, Pam was cleaned up and ready for the day. She was wearing a pair of navy shorts and a white T-shirt; the vibrant colors of her bikini top were unmistakable through the thin cotton of the shirt. Her auburn hair was pulled back into a neat ponytail, revealing a small pair of gold hoop earrings.
Gwen sighed as her head pounded again. "Is everyone here so loud in the morning?"
Jenny laughed. "Someone is a bit grumpy this morning. Maybe it's her time of month?"
Gwen frowned. "Who gave who the Midol for the hangover?"
Gina grinned at Greg. "Oh, so _now_ you admit you're hung over, huh?"
Gwen shook her head slowly, flinching from the throbbing. "Look, if we're going out sailing, I need to go home and get cleaned up and get some new clothes."
Gina and Pam shook their heads. "That'll take too long. Borrow something from Michelle." They physically guided her toward Michelle's bedroom, opened it, and shoved him in.
As Pam sat down on the now-vacant couch, she glanced around. "Where's Linda?" she asked simply.
Jenny and Gina shrugged. "She was supposed to meet us here," Gina replied. "Maybe she decided to sleep in."
"Maybe," Pam acknowledged, although she sounded far from convinced. She pulled herself back off the couch. "I'm going to give her a call, just to make sure." She picked up the phone and rapidly dialed a number. "Oh, hi, Shelly," Pam said into the phone. "Is Linda around?" She frowned. "No, she isn't here." Slowly, she nodded. "Yeah, she said she was pretty tired last night. That's why she didn't go out with us." Another nod. "Oh. Did you enjoy it?" Pam sighed. "Okay. We should be down at the boat in a few minutes. If she's not there, I'll call back." She hung up the phone.
"Trouble?" Gina asked instantly.
Pam bit her lower lip as her forehead wrinkled. "I'm not sure. Shelly and Linda went out clubbing last night. Shelly said Linda got a little sauced and wasn't feeling too good, but that she said she'd meet us at the boat."
Gina frowned. "That doesn't sound right."
Jenny nodded solemn agreement. Even though she'd only known the girls for a couple of weeks, it just didn't sound right. "She _really_ didn't sound like she wanted to go out in public," she observed.
"Is Shelly up to something?" Pam asked cautiously. "Maybe she and Linda...."
Gina shook her head. "That doesn't sound right, either. I guess we'll have to wait until we see her to find out."
* * * * *
Michelle gave the rope one last tug, just to make sure the boat was secured to the dock, then she straightened and turned to the others. "It's still kind of early. Anyone want to go out for dinner or something?"
Linda frowned. "Nah. I think I'll just go home." She picked up her pink duffel bag and strode up the dock. "I'll talk to you guys tomorrow," she called over her shoulder.
Anya, having gone along for the ride, shrugged. "I've got to open in the morning. So I think I'll pass."
Jenny nodded. "I've got a weekend's worth of maintenance to catch up on. I'll pass, too." She picked up her duffel bag. "Gwen, you want a ride?" she asked Gwen teasingly.
Gwen grinned, only to catch an elbow from Anya. "Jenny, quit trying to hit on Gwen, okay?" She took Gwen firmly by the arm. "She's with me, got it?" She turned to Michelle. "Thanks," she said warmly. "It was a lot of fun."
"Fun?" Gwen asked mockingly. "All you had to do was sit and look pretty. We were the ones doing all the work!"
Anya's voice carried back to Michelle and Pam. "Yes, well, we do what we're best at, don't we!" she said, sounding a bit haughty. With Gwen clutched tightly, she walked lightly toward her Miata.
"How about pizza?" Gina asked.
Michelle glanced at Pam, and the two shrugged. "Sounds okay to me."
A short drive found them sitting in a corner booth at Luigi's Pizza Palace, a local favorite. Gina sipped her diet Coke. "I can't believe how little it takes to fill me up!" she proclaimed. "I used to eat a whole medium pizza by myself."
Pam nodded solemnly. "That's one good thing. The grocery and dining bills are lower." She stretched her arms to work out a knot from the afternoon's sailing. "Is it just me, or do you guys think there's something funny going on with Linda?"
Michelle wrinkled her nose. "Yeah. She's so...serious! So focused on the race."
Pam nodded. "And Lewis used to be the most outgoing. Now Linda's the shiest. I don't get it!"
Gina shook her head slowly. A knowing smile crept onto her features. "You guys missed the whole point."
"And that is?" Michelle asked quickly.
"Gender is the core of our identities." She straightened. "Look, you remember how we felt the first time we changed? How long it took to not feel...weird? Awkward?"
"Well, duh!" Pam replied. "Like we _wouldn't_ notice all the differences!"
Gina smiled and nodded. "Yeah, well to us, it's just something we need to do so we can beat Mitch and 'Night Shift'." She shook her head. "But to Lewis, it's a whole lot more." She cocked her head slightly. "I don't know if you've noticed it, but when we're not racing, Linda is treating that new body of hers like it's some kind of alien invader or something."
Michelle looked thoughtful. "I guess I had noticed that she didn't seem very...comfortable."
"Precisely. I think Linda is having a tougher time about this whole thing than any of us."
"Okay then, Einstein," Pam sounded skeptical, "why are _we_ not so upset? Why are _we_ having an easier time?"
Gina shrugged. "I don't know."
Michelle picked up Pam's line of thought. "Yeah, Gina, you seem to be having the easiest time of all of us. It's like you aren't bothered by this at all. What gives?" Her tone sounded more than a bit accusatory, as if she thought Gina was hiding something.
Gina's eyes narrowed, and she ground her jaw a couple of times. It was obvious that the conversation had wandered onto dangerous ground. "So what? Are you implying that you think I'm some kind of girly-boy or something?"
Pam backed off. "No. It's just that, well," she frowned, "I don't know. It just seems odd."
Gina retained her frown. "Look, maybe it's because I'm the third boy in the family. Maybe my Dad got out all his testosterone-induced vicarious sports thrills on my older brothers, okay? I don't _need_ to be hyper-macho, okay?" She felt her hand clench into a fist under the table.
Michelle decided it was time to play the diplomat. "I know your mom wanted a little girl, and that she pressured you to do - I don't know - girl things. But we're not trying to say that you're a little fairy or anything, are we?" She shot Pam a warning glare.
Pam nodded. "Yeah."
Gina glanced back and forth between the two, then her expression softened. "Besides, _I_ was the first one to get laid, remember? And _I_ was the one who did Mandy Malone under the bleachers, remember?" She got a wistful look in her eyes. "Damn, but she had some great melons," Gina said softly.
Pam's eyes widened for a moment, then she started chortling. "Yeah, maybe, but right now, I'd say you and Mandy would be pretty closely matched!" She held her hands in front of her chest as if holding massive hooters.
Michelle and Gina both lost it at Pam's comparison, breaking into spasms of laughter.
After her giggling calmed down, and after wiping tears of mirth from her eyes, Gina shook her head. "So why _are_ we having such an easy time? Why did we seem so comfortable with the changes so quickly?"
Michelle shrugged. "Maybe it's part of the magic."
Gina shook her head. "I don't buy that. If it was, then Linda wouldn't be acting so strange."
Pam shrugged. "You know how the psychologists are all talking about the 'inner child'? Maybe we're all comfortable with our 'inner girls'?"
Michelle and Gina started giggling anew. "Evidently, my inner girl likes lacy nighties, then!" Gina added through her laughter.
After the giggling died down once more, Pam glanced around. "It's getting late, and I have to get some rest for work tomorrow. After I change, that is."
Michelle nodded. "And after a day like today, I think we're going to need all the rest we can get." She canted her head again. "Are either of you feeling, I don't know, _tired_ after a change?"
Pam nodded. "Yeah. Now that you mention it, it does seem to take a little out of me." She sat back. "With that and my poor aching muscles from today's workout, I'm going to need all the rest I can get."
Michelle sensed the opening. "Yeah, and since you're going to change back to Tim, I guess it's not beauty rest you'll get tonight!"
Pam slapped Michelle's arm. "I could say the same about you!"
Gina shook her head at the antics of the two. "So how are we going to do the changes for the race?"
Michelle thought for a second. "We've got one more practice on Wednesday. Then the race starts next Monday."
Gina nodded. "Are we going to change every day?"
Michelle shook her head. "Remember, Anya said it wasn't good to change too often. Besides, if it _is_ fatiguing to change, I'd rather we didn't. We need to be sharp for the race." She held up her hand and began ticking off her fingers. "Monday and Tuesday are the qualifying races. The top eight boats start the quarter finals on Wednesday. The semifinals are on Thursday. The finalists race the series on Friday through Sunday."
Pam frowned. "So that means we change at the start, and then stay girls until the following Monday? Even if we lose an early race?" She sounded a bit uneasy.
"I never, ever, heard Tim sound so defeatist," Michelle clucked, shaking her head. "Where's the 'can do' spirit? Where's your confidence?"
"Same place as my dick," Pam muttered under her breath. "Kind of AWOL right now."
Michelle tried to look stern, only to burst anew into laughter. When she could finally talk again, she shook her head. "I know that the idea of being a girl for the week is kind of...scary." She suppressed a shudder. "And I know we'll be expected at the club parties and dinners during the week." She shook her head. "It can't be helped.
That's what we _have_ to do if we're going to race."
Gina nodded, her lips pursed tightly. "And I, for one, am going to beat that rich little shit if it's the last thing I do! I'm not going to let being a girl stop me. I don't care if we get knocked out of the race, so long as we beat 'Night Shift' before we go!"
Michelle nodded. "And we'll just have to stick together to avoid any...unpleasant situations." She glanced at her comrades. "We can do this." She saw the nods of affirmation. "Good. That's the spirit I knew we had." She glanced at the clock. "Look, I'm kind of beat, so I think I'll head for home."
Gina smiled. "Yeah, I know what you mean. Besides," she added with a furtive glance around her, "I don't really want to be around anyone else when the magic wears off." She visibly shuddered. "I can handle changing, sort of, but not in public."
Pam nodded. "I know what you mean," she added eagerly.
**********
"I'm sorry, but I just can't." Lewis' arms were crossed firmly and defiantly across his chest, and he stood rather than leaned against his car.
Mike frowned. "What do you mean, you can't?" he asked carefully. "We've been changing for almost three weeks now to get ready for this. Just one more practice, and then the race starting this weekend! And now you want to back out?" He shook his head slowly, deliberately.
Tim glared at Lewis angrily. "Man, I don't get it. You've never pulled anything like this on us before." He sat back on the fender. "This is bullshit!" he muttered. "If you wanted to chicken out, why'd you have to wait until the last minute? Why didn't you do it when we started? At least then we could have found someone else to sail with us."
Harry stared evenly at Lewis. "What's going on?" he finally asked, breaking the awkward silence. "You've been acting … weird … since last Sunday." His eyes widened. "When you and Shelly …”
"Did you and Shelly do something?" Mike asked, completing Harry's thought.
Lewis looked up, his eyes aflame with anger. "No!" he snarled. "Leave Shelly the hell out of this!" His jaw trembled as he clenched it tightly shut, and for a few moments, he glared at his friends. Then he looked down at the pavement again.
Tim turned away from Lewis, still shaking his head. "A long time ago, we promised each other we'd never pull any chicken shit like this." He sighed. "I guess we should tell Greg."
Harry sighed. "Too late. Here he comes." He was staring at Gwen and Anya coming across the parking lot. Greg was already changed, and he'd chosen a rather curvy, athletic body this time.
"Shit," Mike muttered to himself.
"Hi, guys," Gwen cooed in a charming contralto voice. "I'm all set." Then she saw the expressions and poses, the silent body language that spoke louder than words. She looked back at Mike. "Problem?"
Mike nodded silently in affirmation. "Lewis doesn't want to change," Harry said simply.
Gwen sighed, then she glanced at Anya. She saw what she’d come to expect from Anya. Anya’s face was set in concentration, and her gaze directed at Lewis. For several silent seconds, she merely stared at him, and the rest of the guys slowly turned to observe.
"Lewis, let's go talk," Anya finally said softly. Her voice had a warmth, a comforting tone, that shattered Lewis' resolve. Like a puppy, Lewis followed Anya away from the group of guys until they were out of earshot. The conversation was soft but firmly accentuated by Lewis' gesturing, motions that betrayed anger and hurt and many more emotions.
Just when it seemed the conversation would go on eternally, Lewis dropped his head, then a moment later, he let Anya lift his chin until he was staring in her eyes. Finally, a nod came, a small but important punctuating gesture. Anya took Lewis' arm and led him back to the group.
Lewis was staring at the pavement, his feet shuffling uncomfortably. "I'm sorry," he mumbled. "I shouldn't have been so selfish. I know this race means a lot to you, and I guess I forgot that I gave my word that we were in it together."
Mike smiled, then grasped Lewis' hand. "Thanks, Lewis." He glanced at the others. "Let's go get changed, so we can get down to the club.”
As the group headed toward the ticket booth, Harry held back a bit until he was beside Anya. "What gives?" he asked simply.
Anya shook her head. "I can't say. It's for Lewis to tell you - if he wants to." Harry nodded and resumed his course for the gate, but Anya grasped his arm to stop him. "Lewis is making a huge sacrifice for this race," she continued, her voice carrying a tremendous sense of urgency. "Win."
As a result of his little delay with Anya, Harry was the last of the team into the locker room. The others had already collected their clothes and were waiting outside when Harry stepped into the shower.
When he didn't emerge after nearly fifteen minutes, Michelle frowned. "This isn't like Harry." She strode purposefully to the door and yanked it open. "Harry?" she asked carefully as she stepped in. There was no answer. The frown deepened as Michelle glanced around. A locker was still open, and it had woman's clothing. Clearly, the magic had already changed Harry into Gina. But where was she? Then Michelle heard the sound of a shower still running. What caught her attention, though, wasn't the sound of running water. It was something almost unearthly, a half-moan, half scream, a sound of a soul in agony. Michelle's heart raced, and she practically leaped to the shower, tearing aside the curtain.
"Oh, God!" Michelle screamed reflexively. Gina was curled up on the floor in a fetal position, her face ashen and her eyes clamped tightly shut. From her parted lips came the sound of pain, the moan of agony and the whimpering of her soft wishes for the pain to end. "Gina!" Michelle screamed again, as she knelt down beside her. The spray of the shower hit her, and Michelle reached up and turned it off. "Gina!" she cried again. "Can you hear me?" Michelle glanced behind her, frantically looking for someone to help. But there was no one.
"I'm going to get help," Michelle said, hoping Gina was comprehending. She stood and raced to the door, shoving it open with a strength she didn't realize she had.
Outside, Pam and Linda were startled by the door opening. They expected to see Michelle and Gina, and were surprised to see only Michelle, and with a look of total panic.
"Get Anya!" Michelle commanded. "Hurry!" She turned back into the locker room.
It took only a few moments for Anya’s grandmother to arrive, followed almost instantly by Dr. Chastity. To everyone's consternation, Dr. Chastity would not let them move Gina until she'd examined Gina thoroughly. Only then did they move Gina from the shower stall, very carefully and knowing that each motion was causing Gina pain.
"It hurts," Gina sobbed through tears as they set her on a bench.
Dr. Chastity nodded solemnly. "I know. Where does it hurt?"
Gina tried to turn her head toward Dr. Chastity, but that motion seemed to be too painful. "Everywhere," she said through tears and gritted teeth. "It hurts everywhere!"
Dr. Chastity glanced at the old woman. "TS?" she asked quickly.
The old woman frowned. "Are you sure?" she asked.
The doctor didn't like the reaction she'd gotten from the old woman. "No signs of blunt trauma or contusions. Nothing is broken." She shook her head. "The _only_ thing that I know of that explains these symptoms is TS."
"TS?" Pam interjected, as she'd been listening in on the conversation.
The old woman glanced at her. "Transformation shock," she said heavily. "A mortal body can only take so much magical transformation before it begins to be damaged."
Michelle frowned. "But we didn't feel anything! And we've all been changing the same amount."
The old woman started to answer, but Anya rushed in, interrupting her. "What's the commotion?" Anya asked, as she sized up the situation.
The old woman glanced at Gina. "We found her on the floor of the shower in pain. Dr. Chastity has pretty much ruled out anything except TS."
Anya sighed heavily. This was not good news for the team. She glanced at Gina, and her eyes closed for a moment or two. Then she turned to Michelle. "The reason you don't have it and she does is because every body reacts differently. Everyone has different thresholds, different tolerances." She glanced at Gina again, and read her expression. "Evidently, Gina has a lower tolerance than the rest of you."
The intercom clicked on, interrupting them yet again. "Dr. Chastity, please report to the Junior Lifeguard Academy. Dr. Chastity, please report to the Junior Lifeguard Academy." The speaker clicked off.
Chastity looked at the old woman and Anya. "TS is out of my league, anyway. You'll have to take care of this one." She marched quickly out of the locker room.
Anya glanced at her grandmother, then she turned to Michelle. "We're going to need some privacy to take care of this, okay?" She started to shoo the others from the locker room.
"And you'll fix me up so we can go racing, right?" Gina asked, her voice weak but full of hope. "That's what this is all about. So since I'm already changed, you can patch me up so we can go out?" Anya cut her off and directed the others out.
**********
"You sure you're okay?" Michelle asked, for perhaps the thousandth time.
And for the thousandth time, Gina nodded. "I'm _fine_." She sounded a bit miffed at having been treated like a fragile doll all day. "I think I managed to pull my own weight," she added in a defiant challenge. "So you can quit worrying. Okay?"
Michelle stepped onto the dock. "Okay." The others were way ahead of Gina and Michelle. "I don't like you having to be stuck for a couple of weeks. It doesn't seem right."
Gina nodded slowly. "Anya said any change, even changing back, could be dangerous. She said I shouldn't risk it. So she had to make the change last a lot longer."
"That's what she told me." She stopped, grasping Gina's arm. "But the other part sounded weird. This change is … bigger that what we've done before? I didn't understand that part."
Gina glanced down, then looked directly into Michelle's eyes. " Remember how Anya told us our changes were, what did she say, local? Yeah, local. That only our bodies were changed. That was okay for racing, but Anya said it wasn't enough for long changes. She had to add a spell of some kind, to kind of rewrite part of reality, she said. You guys will remember me as Harry, but no one else will. As far as everyone is concerned, I've always been Gina. My boss, my friends, my family, everyone. As far as the world is concerned, Harry never existed. Only Gina.”
Michelle flinched visibly. "Did you have to go that far?" she asked nervously. The sheer power required to rewrite the history of the world frightened her
Gina nodded slowly. She seemed unmoved by the magnitude of the change. "It had to be done," she answered. "There wasn't any other way. Without a spell to make the change longer lasting and rewriting reality, it would have been very tough for me to live. Gina never existed outside the changes, and since I had to be stuck in this body for a while, Anya said I needed to have the world know me as Gina."
Michelle dropped her eyes as she sighed. "Yeah, I guess I knew that, even if I didn’t want to hear it." They walked a few more steps toward Michelle's condo. "I suppose Anya gave you all the knowledge and skills you need to cope?"
Gina shook her head, but with a laugh. "No. She had to keep the spell as simple as possible, to avoid any extra damage, she said." She glanced at Michelle. "To tell you the truth, that's the only part I'm scared about - not having the skills to act like a natural woman."
"Did Anya tell you what was going on with Linda?" Michelle was clearly uncomfortable talking about how long Gina had to stay a woman, and was eager to change the subject.
Gina sighed. "No. Only that it was rough for her." A few more steps passed. "She's staying with you tonight?"
"Yeah." Michelle frowned. "Something's up with Shelly. Something serious. But I guess we're going to have to wait until Linda decides to tell us."
The two stopped at the door to Michelle's condo. Gina took Michelle's arm. "Look, Michelle," she said, "I know you're concerned about me, and about how I'm coping with the change." She smiled. "I appreciate it, really."
"What are friends..."
"Shhh." Gina bit her lip, then continued. "I have a feeling the next few days are going to be pretty tough. And I appreciate knowing that you and the guys will be there for me." She smiled. "So for all we've been through to get this far, we've got to win. Okay? One hundred twenty percent. Nothing less, right?"
Michelle grinned. That was the sort of thing that Harry was always saying to inspire the troops. It gave her confidence that things were really okay. "We're going to win," she answered.
**********
A heavy sigh escaped Michelle's lips as she eased back into the stuffed chair in the yacht club's main reception hall. For a moment, she closed her eyes, relishing in the temporary refuge of blackness. Around her, the noise of the milling crowd was momentarily lost. But the peace could not last; Michelle knew that if she really let herself, she'd fall asleep in mere seconds.
As if on cue, a hand touched her shoulder, a gentle reminder that the party was still present and she should really rejoin the waking world. Michelle pried her eyes open and tilted her head. A thin smile formed when she recognized Pam.
"You okay, skipper?" Pam asked, in a voice that was both sympathetic and concerned.
Michelle nodded slowly as she took a deep breath. "Yeah," she answered. "I'm just tired."
Pam eased herself down into the adjacent wingback chair. "You and me both," she agreed. "Tough day."
Michelle nodded. "But a good one," she added with a smile. If anything, Pam had proven herself the master of understatement. Grueling was a more apt descriptor for the day.
"Yeah, we did a fair job today, didn't we?" Pam asked smugly. She, and the rest of the crew, had good reason to be feeling good about their performance. Of the two races of their grouping, they'd come in first in both, once by a respectable six minutes. They'd made the first cut, and were going to the quarter-finals.
"Oh, there you are!" Gwen glided into view, wearing a dress more suited for a formal gathering than this informal reception at the yacht club. Strapless, ankle-length with a side slit in the skirt, it hugged her body tight enough to show off every curve. With her hair done in a neat shoulder-length bob, she looked quite ... elegant.
"Hi," Michelle answered wearily. She eyed her carefully. "I see you changed."
Gwen smiled demurely. "A girl has to look nice in public," she replied as easily as if she were discussing the weather.
Pam shook her head. "You're too good at this," she said, as a tremor coursed down her spine. "It's almost … spooky!"
Gwen laughed softly. "Practice." She glanced around. "You two need to get some dates or something."
Michelle's eyes narrowed. "I don't follow."
Gwen laughed again. "Look at all the single guys. The rich snobs with the East Coast college degrees. They're all checking you out. They have been all night, too."
Michelle frowned. "Are you …?”
Pam, however, interrupted her. "So that's it," she said, her eyes narrowed. "I've had this nagging feeling like I've been on display all night."
Gwen nodded slowly. "You are." She glanced around the room, sending her tresses swirling neatly around her shoulders as she quickly sized up the situation. "You need to get some dates, so the rich snobs will leave you alone."
Pam glanced around the room. "I don't see Gina," she observed.
Michelle scanned the hall to verify for herself. "I don't, either," she agreed. "Or Jenny."
"You don't suppose..." Pam began.
"Nope," Gwen answered, before Pam could even finish the question. "Gina's been spending time with Jenny because she's stuck, and Jenny's been helping her get through it."
Pam looked down in embarrassment. "Sorry," she said slowly. "I guess I'd forgotten how hard this is on Gina."
Michelle shook her head. "I don't know. Sometimes, it seems like Gina is _enjoying_ the whole thing."
"Good evening, ladies," a voice called pleasantly from behind Michelle.
Michelle stiffened instantly as she recognized the voice, even before she turned to see the interloper. As expected, her eyes were greeted by the sight of Mitch Logan, decked out in one of his trademark - and very expensive - maroon blazers, with the gaudy pocket embroidery of what Mitch claimed was the family coat of arms. His suntan helped offset Mitch's otherwise frail facial appearance. Michelle knew that Mitch thought he looked rugged; in reality, it added to the snobbish, arrogant aura clinging tightly to him.
"Good evening," Michelle replied, mustering as much civility as she could, "Mister Logan."
Despite her best efforts, her words were icy cold.
Mitch ignored the obvious slight in her tone of voice. "I noticed your brother isn't around for the party. Probably ashamed to show himself after he decided not to race," he chuckled, amused at his little put-down of Mike.
"As I said the other day," Michelle tried to smile as she talked to the arrogant little twerp, "he's out of town on an extended business trip." Her words dripped with mock sincerity.
Mitch ignored her verbal parry. "Perhaps I can get you ladies something to drink?" he offered. "Some champagne, perhaps?"
Michelle lifted her glass of ginger ale. "Not this evening, thank you. We'll save the champagne for our victory celebration," she countered.
Mitch's eyes burned for a moment, then he forced a smile. "I'd have thought you ladies would have preferred a leisurely ride on the winning boat over working yourselves so hard in a noble yet futile attempt to win the regatta." He puffed up his chest. "After all, everyone knows that I've got the best boat in the fleet."
Michelle shot a warning glance to Gwen and Pam, who both appeared ready to deck the offensive rich bastard. Then she pasted her sweet smile back on. "It's been my experience that even the finest boat is little more than a dinghy without a good skipper."
"Why, you …” Mitch stopped his loud angry words before he made more of a scene than he already was making. A few people, attracted by the verbal duel between Mitch and Michelle, were drifting toward them to better overhear. Mitch's eyes narrowed and he worked his jaw, clenching and unclenching it repeatedly as his brain struggled to squelch his anger at the implication of Michelle's barb.
Gwen couldn't resist joining in. She sauntered seductively to Mitch's side. "Oh, dear," she cooed in her ultra-feminine voice, "if poor Mister Logan is getting so upset when we merely discuss winning, I'm afraid we'll have to have medics on hand when we actually win!" Around them, the crowd guffawed and chuckled at Mitch's predicament; it was evident that most of the members of the club considered Mitch as much an arrogant snob as Michelle did.
"You're so sure you can win, huh?" Mitch hissed through clenched teeth. "Well, how about you put something behind those words?" He watched the surprise spread across Michelle's features. "If you lose, you agree to go out with me every night for a week." He stared right in Michelle's face, only inches away. "Or are you too scared to make a little bet?"
It was Michelle's turn to fume. Mitch knew how to get Mike's goat; he'd been doing it for years, which was one of the reasons Mike hated Mitch so. Now Michelle was showing the same vulnerabilities as Mike. "And _when_ I win," Michelle countered angrily, "you'll donate your boat to the Sea Scouts."
"That hardly seems like an even wager," Mitch rebutted. "I'll tell you what - how about if, besides just dating me, you do _anything_ I ask for the week?" He glared at Michelle, watching, and when her lip trembled, he grinned triumphantly.
Michelle's anger clouded her judgment. "Done," she snapped.
Mitch stepped back and then slowly, deliberately, eyed Michelle's figure up and down. It was painfully obvious what he meant by 'anything'. "I'm looking forward to collecting my winnings," he said with a leer as he turned and walked cockily toward the bar.
"You know," Pam called after Mitch, "I'm sure the Sea Scouts will be able to make that scow shipshape. Eventually." She laughed to herself when she saw his shoulders stiffen.
Michelle stood fuming, flanked by Pam and Gwen. "You realize what you just bet, don't you, skipper?" Gwen asked softly.
Michelle took a deep breath, then she bit her lip. "Damn," she said angrily. "I always let him get to me like that!"
Gwen turned to Pam. "You know, now we've _got_ to win. To protect the skipper's innocence."
Michelle glanced at Gwen, then she trembled at the realization of what losing now meant to her personally.
**********
"Two down, one to go," Gina said with a huge grin, as she sat down on the railing.
Michelle's grin was nearly as large. "I thought today would be a little tougher."
Jenny turned from where she stood atop the cabin, one hand on the mast and the other on the standing rigging. "Even if they hadn't fouled their spinnaker, we'd have won pretty easily."
"Who won the other semi?" Gina asked cautiously. "Nostrovja?"
Michelle snorted. "We should be so lucky. From what I've seen, it's probably Night Shift." She sounded less than pleased, understandably.
"Well, we'll know for certain when we get back to the docks."
"I suppose we have another party tonight?" Linda asked softly. She sounded like she didn't want any part of another social gathering.
"Yeah," Pam confirmed. "Another one."
“Don’t any of those people work?" Jenny asked sarcastically. She already knew the answer - most of the 'movers and shakers' of the yacht club were either rich or retired, or both. "I've got a few pumps that need some maintenance, and..."
Gwen laughed aloud. "Always thinking about the park. You're almost as bad as Scotty from Star Trek."
"Yeah, well, you and Jenny don't have to go out again tonight," Pam chided. "You could go back and work on your pumps, so you'll be able to concentrate on the race tomorrow."
"We didn't go out last night."
Pam frowned. "Gina told us you two went to the club last night." Pam's eyes narrowed and she turned to Gina. "You two and Bert?"
Gina noted the conversation, and she turned her face away from the others.
"You … went out on a date with Bert?" Michelle asked, dumbfounded.
Gina shook her head. "No." Her denial was weak.
"Oh, no!" Linda suddenly cried. "You _didn't_!"
Gina's shoulders shook a bit and she nodded slowly, still facing the water so the others couldn't see the bright red of her cheeks.
"That's … sick!" Linda cried, as she stormed below deck. Her reaction surprised Michelle and Pam.
"What's with her?" Jenny climbed down from her perch and sat down.
Michelle glanced around. "I don't know. This whole crew is going nuts."
Gina spun. "You're the one who bet her virginity on the race!" she accused. "So don't _you_ start getting all self-righteous on me just because I got a little curious!"
Michelle opened her mouth to speak, but then she thought better of it. For several seconds, she merely steered the boat, contemplating what had been said. "Okay," she finally answered. "That's fair."
Gina glared defiantly at Michelle for a moment, then her features softened and she nodded. "I'm sorry, too," she said.
Pam glanced around. "Can we quit sniping at each other and get back to the job at hand, which is to beat Mitch's sorry little ass?" Her tone was just what was needed - Michelle and Gina's giggles quickly transformed into outright laughter.
**********
"This is it, guys," Michelle said solemnly, as the crew sat down in the cockpit. The sails were trimmed neatly, and the boat was lazily tacking and jibing as they awaited the starting cannon. "We all know the score. We're tied at two each, and we're down by over two minutes in total time." The finals were using an unusual format of six races. If either boat won four races, it was over. If they tied at three to three, then the total time would be used. That made the two minute difference huge.
On the first day, 'Luck o’ the Irish' had won by a few seconds when Michelle out-tacked Mitch on the next-to-the-last leg. Both crews had been sharp, and few mistakes had been made. In the second race, however, a slip in raising the spinnaker on 'Luck o’ the Irish' had cost Michelle and crew the race - and nearly forty seconds. In the first race of day two, Michelle had badly misjudged a shift in the winds, and Mitch's boat had won by over two minutes. She and the girls made up for the slip in the second race, but they were still down by over two minutes. They all knew that if the race tied three-three, Mitch was going to win on the tiebreaker.
Michelle glanced around the gray skies, following Linda's gaze. "Looks like we're going to have a rough day, skipper," Linda observed.
Gina nodded. "Isolated showers, too."
"Is that bad?" Gwen asked, not knowing what their weather report meant.
Pam nodded. "If we get a squall, or a squall line, the winds can change very suddenly. And the waves will be a lot heavier, which means the boat will be plowing through them rather than gliding over them."
"Yeah, it's bad," Gina agreed. "You take your Dramamine this morning?" she added.
"Five minutes," Michelle called, as she read the flags on the committee boat. She made a turn, then as the crew trimmed the sails, she pulled out a stopwatch. She made a run for the start line, and as she crossed the line, she spun the helm again until she was heading back upwind of the start line.
"Is she timing the run to the start?" Gwen asked Gina.
Gina grinned. "Good observation. That means you've been paying attention the last few days.” She glanced at the committee boat. "The whole idea is to cross the line within a few seconds of the cannon, without going over early."
Gwen thought a moment. "Like the boat we raced in the quarter finals? The one that had to turn and recross the line?"
"Yup. A mistake like that can cost you a minute or more, depending on the winds." She stiffened. "Okay, get the mainsail trimmed," she barked. Gwen and Gina grabbed the lines and tightened the sail, with Gina watching the tell-tales on the sail's leading edge. "Okay," she snapped when the sail was just right.
The cannon boomed, and the two boats glided silently across the line, so close that it was impossible to tell who was first.
Michelle proved herself a master at judging the winds; despite a couple of significant wind shifts, she kept the boat properly positioned to take maximum advantage. She easily beat Mitch in the first tacking duel, and then the leg with the spinnaker went absolutely flawlessly. Two more laps, executed almost as precisely, and 'Luck o’ the Irish' crossed the line well ahead of 'Night Shift'.
The final race was now for all the marbles. If 'Luck' won, Michelle and the girls owned the cup. If Mitch won the race, he won the series. It started badly. 'Night Shift' beat 'Luck' across the line when a wind shift forced Michelle to add an extra jibe to avoid crossing early. With the wind shift, they were racing the first leg in a close reach, sailing as close into the wind as they possible. In this position, the lead boat had the advantage, since its sails could effectively mask the wind from the trailing boat. Arrogant though he was, Mitch Logan knew how to sail. Despite every maneuver, Mitch kept 'Luck o’ the Irish' in the lee of his boat's sail. At the first marker, 'Night Shift' was up by twenty seconds.
The second leg was nearly perfectly crosswind. With the girls hanging out on trapeze harnesses to counter the force of the wind, Michelle kept her boat as finely trimmed as she could. Her ever-vigilant eyes scanned the horizon, watching for any tell-tale sign of a change in the winds, for in the position they were, any shift could prove catastrophic. A sudden gust could easily overturn 'Luck', or force Michelle to turn downwind, losing precious time. Gwen watched, admiringly, as she held the wheel, her face a mask of grim determination as she constantly scanned for any signs of change, her arms constantly tweaking the rudder to maximize the wind's forces. They rounded the second pylon, having cut seven seconds off Mitch's lead.
No sooner did Michelle begin to turn the wheel than the other girls sprang into action. It was a race against time. On the third leg, with the wind directly astern, the jib had to come down and the massive spinnaker had to go up in its place. Even as Pam clipped the lines to the spinnaker, Jenny and Greg were frantically pulling the jib down. In a flurry of chaotic action, the huge sail climbed up the mast, luffing in the wind for a moment before it began to fill. Constrained by the sheets astern, it filled like a giant balloon, tugging the 'Luck o' the Irish' forward under its enormous force. Another eight seconds of Mitch's lead vanished.
The next two legs were a repeat of the first two, and Luck made up precious little time on 'Night Shift'. Perhaps Mitch sensed the threat, or perhaps his crew wasn't making any of the tiny but meaningful mistakes, but 'Night Shift' remained stubbornly five seconds ahead.
Just after rounding the buoy onto the downwind leg, they switched to the spinnakers, within a minute, though, Michelle perked up, gazing steadily astern. "Get the spinnaker down! Set the storm jib, and reef the mainsail!" she called frantically. For the briefest moment, the girls paused, confused by the odd orders. Then Gina, Pam, and Linda sprang into action. The balloon of the spinnaker collapsed as one line was eased, and Greg frantically stuffed the billowy mass of Dacron into the forward hatch as Linda lowered it. At the same time, Pam and Jenny were pulling the storm jib, a small cousin of the normal jib sail, out of its storage pack and clipping the lines to it. Even before the spinnaker was down, the jib was snaking up the mast.
Astern of them, Gina had eased the mainsail and was fastening the lower edge of the sail, reducing its area. "One?" she called to Michelle without looking.
Michelle glanced over her shoulder. "Two," she answered quickly, indicating just how much she wanted the sail reduced in size.
The wind from the storm hit 'Luck o’ the Irish' like a hammer, tugging mightily at the flapping jib and the mainsail and causing extra work for Gwen as she tried to stuff the remaining fabric of the spinnaker below. Her feet skidded on the wet deck, and tugged by the billowing sail, she nearly lost her footing. Only Pam's quick hands kept Gwen from falling overboard. More frantic action followed as the girls fought to trim the new sails. The mainsail was let out all the way to port, and a boom was attached to the storm jib to starboard, maximizing the amount of sail exposed to the winds coming from astern. In a very few seconds, the 'Luck o’ the Irish' had been trimmed to the abrupt shift in winds. Even as Gina and Pam finished tightening the lines, the squall that was the center of the microburst broke over them. Despite the August heat, the rain drops were chilly, even cold, on the exposed skin of the girls.
"Holy shit!" Gina called, pointing suddenly through the rain to their port side. She failed to suppress a shudder, partly because of the chilly rain and partly because of what she saw.
In their haste to change the sails, none of the girls had had time to look forward at their rivals in 'Night Shift'. Now they were passing them, and Gina saw what the squall had done to the boat.
If anyone on 'Night Shift' had seen the frantic activity aboard 'Luck', they might have been confused at first. After all, when a boat was running, it wanted more sail, not less. And from the appearance of 'Night Shift', the wonder didn't turn into realization until too late. The spinnaker was in tatters, ripped shreds of Dacron hanging from the mast. And before the spinnaker had torn, the mast itself had been subject to some awful force; it seemed a bit askance, leaning ever so slightly toward the bow. The mainsail seemed to have fared better, but from the efforts being applied, something had jammed. 'Night Shift' was a crippled boat.
Despite the damage, 'Night Shift' was far from finished. While he couldn't sail as aggressively as Michelle, Mitch nonetheless pushed his boat hard. The boat only lost a few seconds on the first leg, and another few seconds on the beam reach. But when they got to the final downwind, where the spinnakers helped the boats run with the wind, Michelle had a spinnaker to fly, while Mitch could only fly his mainsail and jib wing-in-wing. 'Luck o’ the Irish' crossed the line three minutes ahead of 'Night
Shift.'
**********
"Whooo!!!" Gina hooted, as she helped hoist the trophy cup. Another cork popped, and a fresh spray of champagne doused the happy crew of 'Luck o’ the Irish'. The flashes of the many cameras were nearly blinding as well.
Michelle grabbed a half-full bottle of champagne and took a healthy swig. As she passed the bottle to Gwen, she was encircled by Linda's arms in a celebratory hug. "We did it!" Michelle cried as tears of joy leaked from her eyes. "We won!"
Despite the heat of the late afternoon, the crowd was gathered in the pavilion of the yacht club. The girls stood on a small stage at the closed end of the pavilion. Pam and Gina hoisted the trophy again, whooping and hollering as they did. Perhaps the club was mostly rich and retired folks, but they did accept such celebratory antics as within the bounds of civilized behavior. Besides, as one of the 'old money' men had whispered to Michelle, some of them were secretly delighted that 'that arrogant little shit' Mitch had been defeated.
As Michelle walked up onto the stage, she saw Mitch slinking through the crowd, a scowl on his face. She quickly took the microphone "It was fun to race against such a worthy challenger," she said, fighting to keep the sarcasm from her voice. "And of course, the Sea Scouts will be grateful to Mister Logan, who as part of a personal challenge, agreed to donate his boat to that worthy group." The crowd turned toward Mitch, and applause erupted.
Mitch's mouth opened to protest, but the president of the club sensed that Mitch was about to try to worm out of the bet. The president grabbed the microphone from Michelle. "Yes, normally, the club frowns on wagering, but given the nature of this, er, particular wager, we decided to not take any actions against your generous and very public bet." His eyes were steel, and his words gave Mitch zero room to wiggle.
Michelle accepted the microphone back. "And when you get a new boat, Mitch, we can do this again!" Laughter rippled through the crowd at Michelle's little barb. When the chuckles died down, she went on with a short speech, thanking the sponsors and the club. The vice-president of the girls' sponsor made a speech, noting especially and proudly that it was a female crew that had won. The president of the yacht club made a congratulatory speech.
Michelle felt her stomach rumbling in protest; it had been a very long day, and despite having taken food, she felt famished. To add to the torture, the yacht club had catered a Hawaiian style luau, complete with a roast pig that was filling the air with its succulent odors. Finally, just when she thought she could take no more, the food was uncovered and plates were set out.
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"We did it," Tim said with a smile as he relaxed on the boat. "We beat that little shit."
Mike grinned. "Yeah, we did." He glanced to his side. "Thanks to this little lady and her magic."
Anya smiled. "I'm just happy to help out."
Then she grinned. "But my magic had nothing to do with your win. All the magic did was let you enter the race. You guys did the hard part."
Lewis wore a curious expression, a mixture of happiness and sadness that seemed to vary in content. "At least it's over."
Anya smiled sadly at him. "Did you ever tell the guys?"
Lewis shook his head as the others stared curiously at him. "Nope."
Anya shrugged. "You should. But it's your choice."
Lewis looked down at the deck for a while, and then he looked up. "Shelly is moving out tomorrow. We're through." His voice fluctuated between anger and sorrow.
"Why?"
Lewis looked down again, embarrassed to look at his friends. He glanced up at Anya and saw her reassuring nod. "While I was changed, the last weekend before the race ..." He paused, biting his lip. "We … went out. To a club." Lewis took a deep breath, trying to calm his nervousness. "I got a little drunk. And when we got home, she ..." He looked away, off the side of the boat. "She used some sex toys on me."
Mike gasped. "That's..."
"… why I stayed with you.” Lewis completed. "I was afraid. I was afraid she was going the same thing to me again. Or something worse. She'd joked about getting a man to do it to me." He looked down at the deck again. He could feel the heat in his cheeks. "I couldn't … trust her not to."
Tim whistled. "So you're breaking up? Because she abused your trust?" He shook his head, not knowing what else to say.
Anya broke the silence. "You guys had to know. Lewis risked a lot for his friends. This race cost him his girlfriend. That should show you how important you guys are to him."
Mike nodded slowly. "Why didn't you tell us earlier?" he asked softly. "We would have..."
Lewis glanced up suddenly. "You would have pulled out of the race to save me."
Mike stared into his eyes for a moment, and then he nodded slowly. "Yeah, I guess we would have."
Lewis shook his head sadly. "And I couldn't let you guys down. I couldn't let you guys drop out on my account."
Anya smiled again in her sad all-knowing smile. She looked at Gina. "Your turn."
The guys glanced at Anya, and then looked to Gina, their expressions shocked.
Mike glanced back and forth between Anya and Gina. "But … Harry's stuck because of the transformation shock thing, right?" His voice sounded hopeful, but as he read Anya's expression, he knew it was something more. "Right?" he asked again, this time directing his words at Gina.
Gina turned and stared off the port side, away from the guys. From where they sat, the guys could only see her back. They couldn't see the tear welling up in her eye or trickling down her cheek. They couldn't see her biting her lip.
"Gina?" Anya prompted gently.
Gina slowly turned, and as soon as she saw the confused looks on her friends' faces, she burst into tears. Sobbing visibly, she looked down at the deck. "Nope," she answered softly.
"But … you had transformation shock! From what Greg said, it takes weeks to recover!" Tim protested.
Gina tried to wipe her tears. "Nope," she answered again. She glanced up at Anya, then she bawled anew. "I never had …”
"But we saw you!" Mike said. He looked to Anya, hoping she could clear up this confusion.
Anya shook her head. "She never had TS."
"But..."
"I never had it! I was faking it!" Gina bawled, as she looked up at Mike.
Confused, he and the other guys glanced at Anya, whose slow nod confirmed Gina's story.
"If you remember, both Grandmother and I were confused when Dr. Chastity said it was TS. If it had been, we would have been able to detect it. We couldn't. She never had it."
"I don't get it," Lewis said as he shook his head. "Why would you want to fake it?"
Gina glanced at him, then she fled down into the cabin, bawling all the way.
Anya watched Gina flee, then she turned back to the guys. "Gina didn't _want_ to change back."
"But …“ Lewis stopped and looked thoughtfully at the deck for a moment. "Is he gay? Is that what it's about? Is that why she tried sex with a guy?" He sounded near hysteria, as if Gina's revelation had made her toxic.
Anya shook her head, snorting contemptuously. "It's not about sex or being gay. It's about feeling more comfortable as a girl than as a guy."
Mike shook his head. "But why? Harry was one of us! We did everything together - all the guy stuff! Scouting, camping, fishing, boating. We learned to shoot rifles together. We went on dates together!"
Anya closed her eyes for a moment and shook her head. "Girls enjoy a lot of those things, too. It's not about being a macho guy, or liking girl things, or being gay." She opened her eyes, glanced at the guys, then closed them halfway. Her head shook sadly. "You guys just don't get it. Gina is more comfortable being a girl."
Mike took a deep breath. "But..." He closed his mouth and looked down at the deck for a moment. "But if she changed, then … nothing we did …. Did it ever really happen? The varsity letters? The football team? The cars? Getting his Eagle Scout? Did that ever happen?"
Anya let her features soften. "No. Not if she changes permanently. It will have never officially happened. At least, not to anyone except you four."
"But why?"
"Why?" Gina asked from the cabin door, surprising the guys by her reappearance. "Because I knew you guys would never accept me if I changed. Because I couldn't let you lose the race on my account."
Tim stared open-mouthed at Gina for a moment, and then he lowered his gaze. She had a point, he had to admit.
Lewis was clearly having the worst time of Gina's announcement. He'd been violated as a girl, and there was no way he could understand. But still, it was Harry ….
Mike slowly nodded, then he rose. "Take the wheel," he said softly to Tim. In three steps, he was face-to-face with Gina.
She looked hesitantly up at Mike, her cheeks tear-stained. She was still afraid of how the guys were going to react.
Mike put one of her fears to rest. Tentatively, unsure of himself, he wrapped his arms around Gina, giving her a hug. "No matter what, you're still my friend," he said softly. "We've invested too much in our friendship, and I don't want to let that go to waste." After a while, he stepped back. "It's going to be weird," he admitted, "but I don't want to lose you as a friend."
The ice was broken. "I was so afraid you guys would turn away from me."
Tim shook his head. "You've always been like a brother. How can I turn away from that?"
Gina smiled. "Make it 'sister' now."
"So we're not exactly going to be like brothers now," Tim said, "but we can still be like family."
"And like sisters next year!" Gina said with a grin.
Mike scowled. "I'm not following you."
Gina smiled sweetly. "You don't remember accepting Mitch's challenge to a rematch with Michelle next year?"
Gina laughed as Mike slowly recalled what he'd said through the champagne-induced haze. "Did I really accept?" Mike asked slowly. "I thought it was just a bad dream."
"Oh, shit," Tim muttered under his breath. "Here we go again."
FIN
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A distinguished elderly senator has already announced that he's ending his career. He starts having second thoughts, though, when he meets the man his party has chosen to run for his seat. But having given his word, he can't change his mind. Can he? Or is that only a woman's prerogative?
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Pop! Another camera flash as one last photographer tried to capture the moment. The Senator cringed inwardly, but held his smile. So many flashes had gone off that he was, for all intents and purposes, temporarily blind. Well, that's another thing he wouldn't miss, he told himself.
"Senator?" The senator's Chief of Staff, Brett Williams, grasped his elbow in a futile attempt to get him back to the office.
Senator Jack Micheals brushed off Brett's hand. "Just a minute, son," he said in his warm, friendly voice. "Let me enjoy this one."
Finally, the flashing stopped, and he could see that the reporters were packing their recorders and starting to drift out. They had their stories, so they could ignore him now. The Senator sighed and turned. He retrieved his carved hickory cane, and then limped slowly out of the press room, Brett faithfully at his side. The door closed behind them, giving the duo a bit of privacy.
"That was great," Brett said, honest admiration in his voice. Rarely did one see true heartfelt speeches in this town.
The Senator snorted. "Son, that weren't nothin'." There was a touch of the backwoods in his voice, a Southern drawl crossed with a tint of hillbilly. "Why, back when I was your age, a man spoke his mind regular-like." He paused to rub his weary eyes with his wrinkled, weathered hand, and then he ran that same hand through his neatly combed white hair, leaving a tussled mop in its wake. "Times like this make me feel old, son." He sighed and resumed his limping walk. "Old."
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The car, as summoned, pulled up to the curb. In a well-practiced routine, Brett opened the door and helped the old senator outside. It wasn't really a job for a Chief of Staff, but Brett honestly liked being with the old man, ever since he'd first come to the Senator's staff as a starry-eyed high school page all those years ago. The senator now wore a dark navy overcoat over his suit to shut out some of the early March chill. As Brett opened the door, the old man smiled. "That's another thing I won't miss," he drawled. "The dadgum cold." He shivered involuntarily. "This town is too cold. Only fit for Yankees!" He let Brett hold his cane as he slid into his limo.
Brett bent forward and handed the cane to the senator. Inside, he saw a lovely young lady sliding closer to the elderly gentleman. He smiled to himself; he knew that the old man had a reputation as a ladies' man. But, unlike some of the other residents of this town, he was a true gentleman. This was no one-night-stand bimbo; it was the senator's latest girlfriend.
As he closed the door after his boss, Brett reflected over his years with the senator. In all that time, Senator Micheals had never been married. He was a widower, and he truly missed his departed wife. Still, a man has his needs, and the senator had never suffered from lack of companionship. Every one of the senator's girlfriends had been treated very well; the senator placed his women on a pedestal, treating them with respect and admiration. In every case, it was the woman who had decided to break off the relationship, not the senator. And the senator truly suffered heartbreak every time.
The limo door opened, surprising the aide. "Brett," the senator called out, "set up a trip home? It's too durned cold here, and I need to warm up my old bones." The door slammed shut again, and the limo sped off.
Brett Williams stood at the curb, snow falling gently from the gray skies around him, and stared after the departed limo. Damn, but he was going to miss that old coot. There weren't many like him, not in this town anyway. And suddenly, with a chill, Brett realized that he was going to miss him for more practical - and personal - reasons.
Brett dusted the snow from his shoulders and shuffled back into the Russell Senate Office Building. He thought of his future; with the senator's surprise announcement, his own job was precarious. In this town, loyalty had a strange, twisted definition, but Brett served the old man long and well because he believed in the true definition, the old definition. He shook his head as he walked to the senator's office. How many times had he been asked to lie to the old man? How many times had he been asked to spy, to pass information or thoughts from Senator Jack, as he preferred to be called, to the party leadership? Never once had he even considered doing it; it would have been a betrayal of Jack's trust that Brett could never live with. Even in this vicious town, he couldn't do it. Not for himself, not for the party, not for money. He chuckled ironically; the tabloids and media would have paid handsomely for details of Senator Jack's lady friends. In fact, they had offered, many times. Brett could have retired a wealthy man if only he'd betrayed his mentor. His friend.
The word hit Brett like a hammer. That was it - he wasn't losing a mentor or a boss; he was losing a friend, a rare commodity in DC. He slumped into his chair, feeling a loss that had been, until a moment ago, merely academic.
"Brett, you okay?"
Brett sighed and cleared his head. He pasted on a smile and turned to the voice. "Sure, Cindy." He sighed again. "I'm going to miss him, you know."
Cindy's fingers stopped their dance across her keyboard. Her face saddened for a brief moment. Like Brett, she'd started out as a page, but at one of his field offices, before she 'graduated' to a full-time job in the capital in the very respectable position of analyst. No legislation passed the Senator's desk without her having seen it and given a recommendation. "So he went through with it?"
Brett nodded. "Yup. He made the announcement."
Cindy bit her lip. "So he's not running," she said to herself. "Well, I guess we've got until next January to get something else."
Brett shook his head slowly. "No, Cindy." He sighed yet again. "He's resigning his seat this summer. It's his way of sticking it to the leadership."
Cindy closed her eyes momentarily. "I thought he'd fight to the end," she said softly.
Brett nodded. "So did I. But I think they knocked the fight out of him."
"The press?" She snorted her disdain for the dominant media. "Those root weevils never bothered him before. And the other side of the aisle has been a pain, but he's always shrugged them off. Until now, that is."
"It's not them, Cindy," Brett said softly, sadly. "When the party leadership left him high and dry, abandoning him when they thought his stance was unpopular, when they wouldn't utter so much as a peep in his defense, that's what got him." He stared at Cindy. "You know, I think that's when he realized how old he was. He's been talking a lot about how none of his friends in the old days would have acted like his own party is acting now." Brett shook his head and reached to turn on his computer. "Moral cowards," he said softly. "That's what he called them. Moral cowards."
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Riding in a limousine would have been a bit pretentious; Senator Jack opted for a pickup truck, even with his status as a senior senator. It suited him; it was easy to see that all those years in the nation's capital hadn't taken the country out of the man. Instead of his suit, he wore a pair of faded blue jeans and a casual polo shirt; even so attired, there was something about him that commanded respect. It was the way he carried himself - with dignity and pride. He looked like an old gentleman, not just another white-haired retiree.
Beside him sat his girlfriend Jennifer. He gave her a quick glance as he drove. In his heart, he knew that she'd probably leave him as soon as he resigned, if not before. Jennifer looked attractive in her shorts and clingy knit shirt; her long sexy legs and curvaceous body were nicely displayed, but without the slightest hint that she was a bimbo. No, she looked refined and ladylike.
"Why can't you just think of it as an extra day off?" Jennifer asked simply, trying to bring some light to the situation.
Jack snorted. "Dadgummed fool! He knew I was thinking about retiring." His eyes were narrow slits, anger seething behind them. "He should have been ready. Instead, I have to wait for him to make up his mind." His mood was dark. "I druther be up at the cabin," he added needlessly.
Jennifer shrugged. "Well, you did surprise them a bit," she observed calmly. "The last time you met the governor and the party officials, you _did_ give them the impression that you'd retire _after_ the session was over."
Jack snorted disgustedly. "Well, they should have been grooming a candidate all along."
They drove in silence for a few moments, but Jennifer knew that Jack's anger was already nearly gone. It just wasn't in his character to be upset for very long. "As long as we're stuck here, can we have some fun?" she asked.
Jack actually smiled. "What do you have in mind, sugah?" he asked.
Jennifer smiled, at the same time as her mind raced. They hadn't planned anything; the extra couple of days here were a bonus. So it was time to improvise. Still, Jack expected her to have a plan, and she needed to come up with something quickly. As she thought, the pickup speeding down the freeway, she spied a sign that gave her an idea. A large billboard, advertising a water park. "Oh, look!" she exclaimed. "That looks like fun!" She went into pleading mode. "How about it, Jack? It'd be like a day at the beach."
Jack gave her a quick glance and sighed. When she was ready to plead, there wasn't much point in arguing. She had her ways of persuading him. "I guess we could try," he answered.
Jennifer gave a squeal of delight. "Okay, I think we need to take this exit."
The senator gave her a quick smile. "Are you sure about this?" he asked. "I've never gone to one of these water park things." He touched his leg involuntarily. "And you know I can't go on those fancy daredevil rides."
Jennifer smiled. "They're a lot of fun." She laid her hand atop his. "And there are lots of things to do that are nice and relaxing. Just what we both need."
The truck wheeled into the parking lot, and Jack whistled softly. "Lot of cars," he said. "Must be a popular place." Then he spied the condos next door. "So this is the place Ronnie was talking about." He sensed, rather than saw, the confused look on Jennifer's face. "Ronnie Harris, the developer? She's been a good friend for years. Anyway, some time ago, she said something about a condo project next door to a water park." It was easy to recognize one of Ronnie Harris' projects; she disdained the sterile steel, concrete, and glass monoliths that so many others built. Instead, her projects had distinctive and old-fashioned architectural style. Every project had a dominant theme, carried through in a unique Ronnie Harris style.
The truck glided into a parking spot and the duo disembarked. Jennifer fetched the small duffel bags from the back, and with Jack limping on his cane, the two walked slowly toward a squat little ticket booth that marked the entrance.
As they neared the booth, Jack smiled. "Lots of young ladies here today," he said to Jennifer. "Maybe this was a good idea after all."
Jennifer smiled. "You're with me, you old coot. And don't you forget it."
"Can I help ...." The pretty brunette in the ticket booth cut off her canned introduction. "Excuse me. Welcome to Bikini Beach, Senator. My name is Anya, and my grandmother owns this park." She frowned slightly. "I should have known you were coming." She started to press a button on the intercom, but stopped. "Grandmother will be here in a minute." She gave Jennifer a friendly smile. "Two guest passes. One day only, right? Our compliments."
Jennifer started to reach for them, but Jack shook his head. "I appreciate the offer, young lady, but I've never in my life accepted anything from anyone. It wouldn't be proper, you see."
The young lady started to protest, but an old woman coming around the corner stopped her. "Charge the senator the usual price, Anya." The old woman was medium height, and a little chubby; she looked to be in her mid-sixties. Her weathered face displayed a warm smile. "Welcome to our humble little park, Senator. We don't get many distinguished visitors."
The senator slid his credit card to Anya, and then took the old woman's hand in a hearty handshake. "I didn't realize I was famous," the senator said lightly.
Anya slid the card through the machine. As it started to print the receipt, she smiled. "Maybe not with everyone, but you're certainly a hit with grandmother." The old woman gave Anya a warning look, but the girl continued. "She talks about you all the time." Anya smiled. "It speaks pretty highly of your integrity and honesty when grandmother praises you so much."
Both Jack and the old woman were blushing. "I hope not everyone in the park is going to gush over me," the senator said. "I'm here to relax, not sign autographs." He gave the ladies a friendly smile, with a warm twinkle in his eye. "And please, call me Jack."
The old woman smiled, giving Anya a quick wink. "Oh, don't worry, Jack. No one is going to ask you for an autograph today." She grinned. "Except maybe me."
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Senator Jack stood for a moment before the mirror, clad in his sandals and swim trunks. For a man of his age, and despite his lame knee, badly shattered and scarred by a Nazi mortar all those years ago in Europe, he was in surprisingly good shape. A few pounds overweight, perhaps, but that was because he didn't exercise much. Even swimming hurt, more so than anyone knew; even his departed wife had never known just how much pain Jack lived with every day. His muscles were strong enough, but the damage to the bones and ligaments and tendons left him unable to bend the knee without severe pain. It was an agony that reminded him with every slight movement, with each bend of the leg, of that day when his world had nearly ended. In a way, Jack was grateful for the pain; it reminded him of how close the Angel of Death had come, and how much he should revel in the days he had.
As he turned the shower on, he couldn't help asking himself what he was doing here. He'd never done anything like this, not even with his wife. But Jennifer had talked him into this, so he stepped under the spray and decided he was going to enjoy it.
A mild gasp of surprise escaped the senator's lips as the warm spray soaked in. It felt good. Really good. It was like the warmth was washing the pain and stiffness away. When he turned off the water, he stepped from the shower, and was astonished to find that not only didn't his knee hurt, but it wasn't even stiff.
Senator Jack glanced down at his leg, as if to reassure himself that everything was okay. After all, nearly fifty years' worth of pain didn't just vanish.
Jack froze. He wasn't staring at his leg, of that he was certain. There was no flab, no hair, no wrinkled skin spotted with age spots. The leg was more like...Jennifer's! The thought of his leg looking like Jennifer's sexy feminine leg slammed into his brain, paralyzing him with shock. And even as he stood, immobile, his eyes scanned further. Other changes were evident. His stomach was flat, devoid of even a trace of fat. He could see that his hips were wider, and even as he stared, stupefied, they seemed to grow even wider, rounder, while his waist contracted like a deflating balloon. Even his swim trunks were affected; like liquid cloth, they flowed and changed, until they looked more like the sexy bikini Jennifer usually wore.
A knock at the door was insufficient to snap Jack from his shocked trance. The door opened a crack, and Jack managed to look up as a wedge of sunlight stabbed into the locker room.
"Senator?" the old woman asked, her head poked into the room, "Jack? Are you okay?"
The old gentleman gasped. "Uh," he stammered, "what's happening to me?"
The old woman slid through the door, allowing it to close behind her. "I suppose I should have told you, but there's no harm now." She took Jack's hands, and Jack glanced down to see that they, too, were no longer his large, rough masculine hands. Feminine. Like Jennifer's. The old woman guided the senator to a bench, and eased him down. "This park is a haven for ladies. I built it as a refuge from the leering eyes of men. Men who, unlike you, treat women as sex objects." She was watching him intently, making sure that he was following her. "I use magic to protect my patrons. If a man enters, the magic changes him to a young lady. After he leaves, he changes back to normal."
Jack's mouth was opening as she spoke; her words seemed so clear and loud, unlike the dulled speech his old ears had been delivering to his brain. And everything seemed so sharply in focus, so vibrantly colored. Even the tiny breeze through the air vent touched his senses, amazing him. How much had he lost through the years, sensations fading away so slowly with age that he wasn't even aware that they were changing? He started, and realized that he'd missed what the old woman had said. "I'm sorry," he apologized, and his eyes widened at the soft alto voice emanating from his mouth. "I didn't quite follow."
The old woman smiled; she'd sensed the wonder. He was distracted rather than frightened. "I was saying that my magic will keep you as a young lady while you're in the park. After you leave, around midnight, you'll change back to normal. And Jennifer won't notice that you're missing; she thinks she's come to the park with a friend."
"Amazing," the senator said. Then he laughed. "To think what I could have done in the Senate if I had but a fraction of your magic." He watched the old woman's eyes, and saw a flicker of concern. "Oh, don't fret, young lady," he said with a smile, still enchanted with his soft voice. "I was just thinking of a few votes that might have turned out a little differently had some of my distinguished colleagues had the same experience I'm having." The word 'distinguished' was laced with venom, anger at his treatment by these same colleagues.
The old woman smiled. "So, you'll give the day a try?"
Jack grinned. "Darlin', my daddy learned me a long time ago that the man afraid of tryin' somethin' new is the man just a'waitin' to be planted." He glanced down at his resculpted body, and nearly jumped out of his skin when he saw the shapely breasts jutting from his chest. Between the vivid sensations of his renewed nerves and the changes he had seen, he'd been too distracted to notice them. "Holy cow," he exclaimed softly. "That's some magic! This is a real woman's body!" He looked genuinely surprised now. His eyes widened, not in anxiety, but in curiosity. "How far do the changes really go? Do I have...?" Even being changed into a woman, there were certain things that a gentleman never talked about.
The old woman smiled. She knew what he was thinking. "You've got a full set of plumbing to go with your remodeled front porch. And it's fully functional." She watched as the implications sank in, then she nodded. "That's right, Jack. If you wanted to, you could go out and really learn how the other half lives. Including makin' babies, as you so fondly say."
The senator digested that new datum and then smiled. "Don't be worryin' about that, young lady. I've got no mind to see how far I can push this." He stood, and was surprised when the old woman handed him a bikini top that she'd produced seemingly from thin air. Before she could speak, he smiled briefly. "I suppose being a woman for the day includes using proper modesty, right?" He took the bikini, and with an ease that baffled him, he tied it on. "And yes," he added with a mischievous twinkle in his eyes, "I intend to have a fun relaxing day, something I haven't had in far too many years."
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A knock at the office door interrupted the old woman and Anya as they toiled over the daily paperwork. A smile emerged on the old woman's face as she felt the identity of her visitor. She pushed the intercom button. "Come in, Jackie," she said cheerfully.
The door opened and the senator, going by Jackie for the day, stepped in. Now wearing a modest skirt and blouse, she was done playing for the day. She smiled at the two ladies at the desk. "I just wanted to stop by and say thanks for the, uh, interesting day." With the senator's old-fashioned Southern speech patterns and the soft feminine voice, she sounded thoroughly charming.
The old woman grinned. "I'm glad we could give you a day of fun." The smile faded. "But I have to say that I'm going to miss you. You've been a great inspiration in your years in the Senate."
The girl laughed to herself. "Well, I'm getting old. Too old for the petty bickering and games of the Capitol." She shook her head, but then she had a thought that produced a broad grin. "If I had this body, and the energy I felt today, I might have reconsidered resigning." She turned and walked out of the office, leaving grandmother looking thoughtfully after her.
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"Jack, honey," Jennifer said sweetly, "do you have to go to that meeting?" They were back in the pickup, driving through early morning traffic. Everything had gone exactly as the old woman had promised; to Jennifer, yesterday had been a day with a college friend. Then around midnight, Jack changed back to his old male self - and Jennifer didn't seem to notice any change. In fact, her memories of the previous day had changed to where she thought she had spent the day with Jack.
Jack sighed. "Yes, sugah," he answered. "I have to. They want me to meet the man the governor is going to appoint." Jennifer frowned, and Jack sensed her mood. "Don't worry, darlin'," he said reassuringly. "I promise we'll go somewhere fun after."
He wheeled the truck into a parking garage. The attendant on duty started to protest; after all, Jack drove an old truck that just didn't suit the appearance of these law offices. Then the lad recognized the senator. He eagerly waved him in.
A short walk and elevator ride later, Jack and Jennifer strode into the lobby. The receptionist waved them toward one of the conference rooms; she'd been duly warned by the parking garage attendant.
Jack walked confidently into the room, a smile on his face. He took the outstretched hand. "Tom, it’s good to see you again." The warmth in his voice was genuine as he shook the governor's hand. He turned, spotting the head of the law firm and mutual friend of him and the governor. "Lem, great to see you. How's the wife these days?" He finished his greeting and continued to scan the room. There were dozens of people present, and he carefully noted and catalogued each and every one. Only a few could be considered celebrities.
The governor smiled. "Jack, I'm glad you could make it. I suppose we could have done without this, but I wanted to let you know before we held the press conference." He grasped the old senator's elbow, turning him. "You know Ronnie Harris?" Jack shook the hand of the lovely developer, a long friend and generous campaign contributor. "And here's the man of the hour," the governor continued.
Jack turned, and felt his blood chill. He recognized the man, and felt a stab of betrayal. The governor's words were lost in the rush of anger and bitterness that coursed through the old man. Despite all his feelings, he managed - somehow - to keep a smile on his face. Despite staring at the smiling face of the junior senator's legislative assistant, the very same Judas that had engineered many of the betrayals of Jack on Capitol Hill.
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"Jackass!" the old senator spat as they drove out of the parking lot. "They're replacing me with a genuine jackass!" His knuckles were white from the death-grip he held on the steering wheel. Jennifer sat silently by his side; in their time together, she'd never seen him even remotely angry. His explosion was a new side of him that few had ever seen.
"Jack, if he's so bad, why don't you just keep your job?"
Jack felt his teeth grinding together. "Because I made the announcement," he spat bitterly. "What am I going to do? Call back and say 'just kidding'?" He shook his head. "I'd look like a dishonest fool!" He clenched his jaw. "Like the sum'bitch they want to replace me with! The man's a cheat and a liar!"
Jennifer didn't know what to do. "So why don't you name someone to replace you?" she asked innocently. "If you made a public announcement of who you thought was qualified, and beat the governor to the punch, then...."
She wasn't a dumb blonde, Jack thought. Not by a long stretch. "That'd work," he admitted. "But that's not how I do business, and I'm not about to start acting like a scoundrel."
Jennifer let the subject drop. Jack was very deeply troubled by the meeting, and he was brooding. She knew him well enough to know that he was a man of integrity, and doing anything at this point was beyond his most innermost beliefs. As they drove, she spied the water park. Jennifer got an idea. "Jack, honey, why don't we go back to that park?" Her voice took on a sugary sweet tone as she pleaded in the way only an attractive woman can. "Please? We had so much fun, and it might help take your mind off things."
Jack gave her a glance, puzzled. If only she knew, he thought. Then some random thoughts stirred, and he had the sudden impression that he was missing something important, some vital clue. He turned back to the road, concentrating on his thoughts and memories. For several minutes, he stared silently through the windshield. Something was there....
A grin broke over his grizzled face. "Okay, hon," he said. "I think we could both use a little rest." He steered the pickup to the next exit, and as they rolled down the off ramp, he began to scan, searching for a way to get back to the park.
A few turns and minutes later, the pickup pulled back into the parking lot. Jack turned to Jennifer. "Hon, why don't you go ahead. I want to have a talk with the owner first."
Jennifer frowned, but then she let the atmosphere of the park overtake her. "Okay," she said, leaning to give him a quick peck on the cheek. "I'll be at the lagoon getting some sun. Don't take too long." She started to crawl out of the pickup and gave him a warning glance. "No politics." She strode lightly toward the gate.
Jack watched her go and sighed. This was crazy, he thought to himself. But he slowly crawled from the pickup, then took his cane and began his slow trek across the asphalt.
The intercom clicked to life even as Jack reached for the button. "Good morning, Jack. Come in, please." Jack shook his head; after the last impossible twenty-four hours, he was more surprised at the timing than the fact that the old woman was expecting him. He opened the door and limped into the office.
The old woman led him past her desk to another room, a small, intimate meeting room. She gestured to one chair and seated herself in another. On the coffee table, she'd already set out soft drinks; the ice hadn't even started to melt, and his soda was a sarsaparilla, and even his favorite brand. Jack's eyebrows lifted at the arrangements. "I take it you were expecting me?"
The old woman laughed. "Let's just say that I sensed that you were coming." She leaned forward and poured Jack's soda, then poured her own. "So, what can I do for you?"
Jack took a sip, then set the glass down and leaned back in his chair. "I don't even know why I'm here," he said slowly. "How am I supposed to know what you can do to help? Or even if you can help?"
The old woman laughed at his comment, and then she let her smile fade. "You got tired of the fight, didn't you?" It was more a statement of fact than a question. "Even when you got the shaft."
Jack nodded, his face lined with his sadness. "I tried hard to fight for what I believed. And I always thought that the leadership supported me, that they respected my views." A weariness entered his voice, echoing the sad slouch of his body. "I got double-crossed."
The old woman nodded sympathetically. "And then they decided to appoint..." Her face wrinkled in disgust, so strongly did she feel about the man who would succeed the distinguished senator that she couldn't even speak his name.
"...a lying worm," Jack finished for her. "A vile self-serving corrupt jackass."
The old lady smiled. "And there's nothing you can do, right?"
Jack's nodded solemnly. "I just can't bring myself to say or do anything. If I spoke out, it'd be wrong. I can't suggest someone to replace me."
"So you're stuck?"
Jack's enigmatic smile caught her off guard. "No, I don't think so." He took another sip of soda. "I'd like you to tell me a little more about how this magic of yours works."
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The press gathered in the briefing room was restless. Grumbles and speculation coursed through the room. Brett Williams and Cindy glanced from behind the door; Brett was nervous. It wasn't like Senator Jack to keep him in the dark.
"Are they ready?" Senator Jack was again impeccably attired in his suit, his polished hickory cane in hand.
Brett nodded, his expression grim. "Although I think they're a little confused."
The senator laughed. "And you are too, right, son?" He was enjoying himself, something he hadn't done for years. Not in this town, anyway. "I bet they're pretty mad that they don't have any idea of what this is about."
Brett nodded. "I think that's the understatement of the year."
Jack smiled to himself. "Okay, let's go." He waited for Brett to open the door, and then he limped into the press room. The instant the door opened, lights snapped on, blindingly bright for the cameras. A seemingly uninterrupted stream of flashes popped, adding to the disorienting light. The senator paused to let his eyes adjust, and then he limped to the podium. He waited for the press to get their photos. "Good afternoon," he drawled, exaggerating his Southern accent for the benefit of the cameras. "First, I'd like to make a statement, after which I'll take questions." He paused to take a sip of water from the glass that was always on the podium. "I spent some time down home this past week, and I had time to think." He paused for dramatic effect. "My party, my governor, have selected a worthy man to take my place in this august body, so when I vacate my seat, my state will not be without representation." He smiled, having successfully choked his way through those words. "It's no longer critical that I hang onto my seat. In fact, I'm missing the hills of home more and more, and this trip highlighted that for me." He let the ripple of speculation die down. "As you all know, years ago, just after I was first elected to public office, I lost my darlin' wife." He felt a tear in his eye, as he did every time since that terrible day all those years ago. The room was shocked by the sudden change in direction of this press conference; they were hanging on his every word. "I admit I was lonely, but I found companionship." A titter of laughter circled the room; everyone knew that the senator had had girlfriends. "And no, I'm not here to reveal the details of my friendships," he cautioned with a large grin, to the amusement of the crowd.
He gave Brett a glance, and saw the confusion on his face. Jack gave him a quick wink and turned back to the microphone. "My wife and I never had children, and I've been contemplating what I'll leave behind when I finally join my wife."
"Let me back up a moment," Jack said suddenly. "Shortly after my wife died, I found a dear friend to help me through that difficult time. We were...close." From his choice of words, and the tone of his voice, the reporters realized that this was embarrassing for the senator to admit. Again, the reporters glanced at each other, marveling at what they were hearing. This was so uncharacteristic of the senator that they were riveted; this had the potential to get quite...juicy. "While I was home, I tried to find my dear friend. Unfortunately, she died a few years ago in a car accident. I did manage to find to her brother, who gave me a letter that she hoped someday I might have." He let his voice break, and he quickly wiped the corner of his eye, then he visibly steeled himself. "I discovered that, years ago, during that time, I...that is, we...uh..." He paused again, then glanced down and swallowed. When he finally looked back at the cameras, he felt the silence in the room. "I fathered a child by my friend. She never told me, and she gave up the girl for adoption." He wiped his eye again. "After all these years, I found out that somewhere out there is a daughter that I've never known. And so, I'm going to resign my seat effective this coming Friday. I'm going home, to try to find my daughter."
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The man walked slowly but purposefully toward the gray building. He knocked, and was answered by the sound of the door latch releasing. He stepped into the office and saw the old woman. There was a younger woman there as well.
"Good to see you again, Jack," the old woman said as she enthusiastically shook his hand.
Jack smiled, but he was cautiously eyeing the girl. Her name was Anya, he seemed to remember. "Pleased to see you, too."
The old woman didn't miss a beat. "And this is my granddaughter, Anya. She's here to help out." The old woman waited for Jack to shake her hand; instead, he took her hand and kissed it. A tiny part of the old woman felt jealous of her granddaughter for the attention she was getting, but she pushed it aside. "Anya is a lot more versatile with her magic than I am," the old woman explained.
Jack smiled. "Everything is going on schedule."
The old woman gestured for them to sit. "According to what I saw on the news, there have been, what, fifteen or twenty girls come forward hoping that you're their daddy."
Jack smiled. "As I expected. After all, being in the Senate allows one to accumulate a little money." He glanced at Anya's wide-eyed stare. "Mine came the honest way, dear," he said with a chuckle.
Anya's expression calmed. "This is going to be tricky," she admitted. "Normally, when someone is changed, their entire background changes to match the new person. History, friends, family, everything." She saw Jack's eyes widen at the implications of her statement. "Or nothing changes. Sometimes, the change is very local, like the body and driver's license." She smiled. "Those are much easier." She gave her grandmother a sideways glance, and then turned back to the senator. "What you want is a little of both, right?" She outlined what she understood.
The senator smiled. "That's exactly it, little lady."
Grandmother took a sip of her soda. "You leave for the mountains this afternoon, right?"
Jack nodded. "Brett, my chief of staff, is taking me to my cabin. The idea is a little peace and quiet while he does some records checking. And I'm supposed to be working on my memoirs."
Grandmother looked at Anya. "Is your teleportation spell up to that?"
Anya smiled broadly. "Danni says it's as good as she - or the old man - can do. I think I'm up to it."
Grandmother glanced at Jack, a bit worried. "Are you sure about this?" she asked finally. "This is going to be tough."
Jack smiled. "Not half as tough as watching some unelected pompous ass make a mockery of everything I've tried to do for the past thirty years."
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Brett stood in the doorway, glancing one last time at the old senator. "You sure about this?" he asked, hoping to get the old man to change his mind.
Senator Jack settled into his chair and sighed contentedly. "I'm sure, son." He smiled. "You're a great help, and right now, I need you to do what you're asked." The smile eased a bit. "I'm a mite too old for all that runnin' around."
Brett nodded slowly. "Okay. You've got my pager number? And my cell number?"
Jack waved his cane at the door. "Shoo, boy! Go do your job. If I need anything, I know how to get a hold of you."
Brett nodded and he closed the door behind him. Moments later, the sound of a car starting filtered into the warm cabin.
A sizzling popping sound startled Jack. He knew things were going to be happening, but not so quickly. He turned to see Anya standing by the fireplace. "You took your time, little lady," he commented dryly.
Anya laughed. It was easy to see why people loved this man. "Well, I had to give him time to get out of the driveway," she replied as she gave him a quick peck on the cheek. The senator actually blushed, which made Anya giggle a bit. "Are you all set?"
Jack levered himself out of his chair. "About as ready as I'm ever going to be."
Anya stood beside him, and she wrapped one arm around his waist. With the other hand, she made some intricate motions in the air as she chanted some strange sounds. There was a sizzle, and Jack felt a touch of vertigo...
...and they were standing in the office of Bikini Beach. He started to lurch forward, but Anya's arm steadied him. "Easy, Senator," she said respectfully. "Teleportation can be a bit hard on the balance."
Jack nodded and then he eased himself into a chair. "Damn, I forgot my cane," he complained as he sat.
The old woman laughed. "You won't need it," she said reassuringly. She retrieved a card from her desk and gave it to Jack. "Just like we planned. You swipe this card and you go through the showers."
Grandmother helped Jack out into the early morning sunshine, holding his arm to give the support the missing cane would have provided. He swiped his card at the gate, and then they walked slowly to the showers. A few moments later, a thirtyish young lady emerged from the locker room. The lady was moderately tall, about five feet eight inches, and very athletically built; perhaps she weighed one hundred twenty five pounds dripping wet. Not that wet hair would add much to her weight; her brunette hair was short, layered neatly in a sassy style with short bangs. She wore a stylish yet modest light blue one-piece bathing suit. In her hand, she carried a small clutch purse; a gym bag was slung over her left shoulder. With the old woman, she went back into the office.
"Okay, now what?" the girl asked as she seated herself. Without thinking, she crossed her legs in a very ladylike fashion. Then she saw what she had done and frowned.
Anya grinned. "Grandmother gave you some female skills and instincts to help out. Like keeping your legs crossed when you wear a skirt."
"Well, I'll be durned," the senator said softly.
The old woman smiled. So far, so good. "Okay, now tell me your background," she said.
The senator frowned, looking puzzled, as she concentrated on remembering the background data. Then, just as suddenly, his features cleared. "My adoptive mother and father just moved to Florida after dad retired. I've got one brother, also adopted. I got a bachelor's degree in business at Florida State," she said, as a smile crossed her lips. "I'm glad you didn't make me a lawyer. I never did much cotton to lawyers." She took a breath and continued. "I worked for eight years at a major chain retailer, but I went back to school here in town, at the university, to get a master's degree in political science. I'm supposed to graduate this spring." She paused and glanced at the old woman. "That's amazing," she said. "It all seems so real, so natural."
Anya nodded. "And your birthday?"
The senator didn't even pause as she quoted the date. "I just turned thirty-two."
Grandmother gave Anya an appreciative nod. "My Anya does good work. You have all the memories you need, with your memories of Jack's experiences." She gestured at Jack's purse. "You've got everything you need - student ID, driver's license, apartment keys. Everything. By the way, what's your name?"
Jack didn't miss a beat. "Rachel Lee Warren." Again, she seemed a bit surprised by how naturally the information came to her. "So what do we do now?"
Anya smiled. "You go about your business at the school. In two weeks, Mr. Williams is going to get a suggestion from a friend that he might want to check records at universities and colleges, just in case. I'd give him three days after that, and you should be hearing from him." Her grin widened. "He should be finding out about you right on schedule."
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Brett sighed as he scrolled down yet another screen full of data. This was becoming a painful search. So far, he had precious few leads. He knew, from public records, that the senator's affair with Betty Jo Morrison had produced a baby girl, Jane Doe. She was born here, in this very city, and was immediately given up for adoption. The trail went cold from there; the state's adoption records were sealed. Even the senator's political contacts couldn't help.
But he did have some ways to check. He smiled as he thought of the cute little brunette he'd met the other night. And, irony of ironies, she was an admirer of the senator. When she found out that he was the senator's chief of staff, she was very friendly. But the payoff wasn't company for the night; she'd said something about university records. Brett realized that he might have found another avenue to check.
Hence, he sat in the office, with access realized only through the senator's connections, scrolling through screen after screen of cursory data. He frowned in disgust, then hit a few keys and went back to the main search menu. Once more, he keyed in some parameters.
Brett's eyes widened when the computer displayed only six names. Female, with the correct birthdate. And all were adopted. Feeling a bit of excitement, he hit the print key. As he waited for the printer to warm up and then churn out the precious document, Brett forced himself to remain calm. There were hundreds of universities that could have similar names. And that was assuming that she had even gone to college. Still, it was the first lead he'd had in two weeks.
**********
The doorbell surprised Rachel. She took a glance through the peephole, and then she opened the door. "May I help you?" she asked cautiously.
The man outside looked tired. "Hi, I'm Brett Williams," he said in a well-worn introduction. "I'm Senator Jack Micheals' Chief of Staff." He smiled to himself. "At least, until Friday."
The girl eyed him carefully. "Okay," she said. "What can I do for you?" She got a concerned look. "Oh, god," she said aloud. "This is about my volunteer time at the party, isn't it? Did I mess up the database or something?" She looked panicked.
Brett held his hands up to ward off her alarm. "No, no," he said quickly. "Nothing like that." Then he smiled. "But I am glad to hear that you volunteer for party activities. No, I'm here for a different reason." He paused, trying to figure out the best way to say what he had to say. "Did you see or read about the senator's reason for retiring?"
Rachel shook her head cautiously. "No, but I wish he wasn't retiring," she said. "What does that have to do with me?"
Brett bit his lip. This part was always so tricky. "You were adopted, weren't you?"
Rachel's features clouded. "What do you want?" she asked, suddenly defensive.
Brett sighed. "The senator may be your father," he said wearily. "I'm helping him try to find a daughter that he fathered years ago. The mother gave her up for adoption." He had a plaintive look in his eyes as he gazed at Rachel. "Do you know who your biological mother and father are?"
Rachel sat back on the arm of a chair, stunned beyond words. For a long time, she stared at the man. "No, I don't know," she finally said. "I'm afraid I can't help you out." Then she started sobbing. "What gives you the right to barge into my life like you did?" she wailed. "What right do you have to do this to me?"
Brett stood silently, enduring her accusations and verbal assault. He'd been witness to it before, and he knew he would again. Finally, he turned to leave. His insides were churning from the turmoil he was causing. He knew it had to hurt these girls, but he also knew that he had to help his friend.
"Wait," came the tiny cry from behind him. He turned to see the girl, tear-stained cheeks, standing in her doorway. "Are you telling the truth? The senator might be my real father?"
Brett nodded slowly. "Yes."
The girl shook her head. "But the adoption records are sealed," she complained. "I've tried to find my real parents, but the laws won't let me."
Brett felt a glimmer of hope. "There is another way," he said. "Have you ever heard of DNA testing?"
**********
Rachel walked into the Bikini Beach office, closing the door behind her. "Well, so far, so good," she said. Her brow, however, was wrinkled with concern. "But I know Brett, and I know he's going to call Jack tonight. Or drive up to the cabin."
Anya smiled. "He'll do both. Your pass wears off at midnight. As soon as it wears off, I'll take you to the cabin so you're there to meet him."
Rachel nodded, but then she frowned. "But the phone call?"
Anya grinned. "He's already made a few calls to keep the senator informed." She waved her hand. "And he's been doing a good job of searching for my daughter." In pitch and tone, and in the choice of words and her accent, Anya sounded precisely like the senator. She waved her hand again. "How's that?"
Rachel's eyes widened, then she smiled. "You two are good," she acknowledged. Then his features clouded. "There is something I have to know, though." He sounded deathly serious.
Anya's gaze didn't waver. "What?"
"Betty Jo," Rachel said. "How much did you change her life?"
Anya smiled. "Touche," she said. "It's a fair question. After all, she was very important to you, wasn't she?" She watched for Rachel's reaction, and then nodded her acknowledgement. "Betty Jo did have a baby girl, and she did give her up for adoption, but she died of SIDS. She never let you know because she didn't want to give your opponents anything to use against you. She knew you were still grieving your wife's death, so she kept the secret." She lowered her eyes. "I, uh, rearranged reality a little so the little girl lived. You. Your new persona."
Rachel listened silently, and her eyes started to water. "Thank you," she said softly. "Betty Jo was a...dear friend. I'm glad you were able to make things right for her."
Anya could tell that Rachel wanted to give her a hug, but Jack's personality still had its rough masculine edges. Well, that would wear off in time. "That's why we had to change you the first day, so we could establish the revised reality. Otherwise, your story wouldn't have had any consistency."
Rachel smiled. "Pretty thorough, aren't you? Just like your grandmother said."
Anya blushed slightly at the compliment. "So what are you going to do until midnight? Want to play at the park for the rest of the day and then go out for some dinner?"
Rachel's cheeks reddened. "I've got plans already."
Anya stared, then she grinned. "Dinner date with Brett?"
Rachel looked down, embarrassed. "Well, he is nice, and he did invite me."
Anya laughed. "Spoken like a woman. Okay, come by my condo after you get back."
**********
Jack groaned as he rose from the chair. During the past three weeks, he'd forgotten how many aches and pains his old male body had. Now, they were all back. It gave him one more reason to see this thing through. He opened the door. "Good to see you, son."
Brett came in out of the early morning chill. He was tired, and he looked it; he'd driven all night to get here. He closed the door, and an involuntary shudder coursed through him. The cabin felt nice and warm. "It's been rough," he admitted. "But there's one likely girl who's taking the blood test."
Jack permitted himself a slight smile, which Brett mistook as hope. "Don't get your hopes up, yet," Brett cautioned. "The odds are that she's not your daughter." He didn't want to have to tell the old man, but he knew he had to. "Sometimes, these things can take years. Sometimes," he shuddered, "a child is never found."
Jack nodded solemnly. "I suppose that's true," he acknowledged. "So, are you staying for supper?"
Brett smelled something cooking in the kitchen; he sniffed, and a grin spread over his face as he recognized it. "Is that one of your famous elk roasts?"
**********
Rachel sat beside Brett in the office; through a pair of doors, the lab technicians were double-checking their results. To outward appearances, she looked nervous; in reality, it was Brett who was trembling with fear and anticipation. It was very late in the afternoon, and usually, the lab would have been closed. But they promised results, and despite lots of minor snags, they were going to deliver them. Privately, Rachel wondered how many of the snags were Anya's doing; she knew that timing was going to be everything for the next eighteen hours.
Finally, a doctor in a lab coat emerged from the doors. In his hand, he held a folder. He had a contented smile on his face. Brett leaped to his feet eagerly. "Well?" he asked impatiently.
The doctor ignored Brett and sat beside Rachel. He handed her the folder with a smile. "I have some good news. I hope." He watched for a reaction from the girl. "You are Senator Micheals' daughter."
Tears started trickling from Rachel's eyes. "Are you...are you sure?" she asked hesitantly.
The doctor smiled. "It would be...extremely unlikely to have two men match a child's DNA in a genetic paternity test," he answered. "He's your father. The odds against it are pretty significant." He sounded almost lawyerly in his words, as if hedging against saying anything that could be used against him.
Brett listened, stunned. Then he dug in his pocket and pulled out his cell phone. He rapidly punched in some numbers and began tapping his foot impatiently as the phone rang. "Senator?" he asked quickly. "The results are in. They're positive." He paused to hear the senator's reaction. "No, they're absolutely sure. She's your daughter." Another pause. "I'll drive up and get you." Rachel listened to his end of the conversation with a smile. "Are you sure? Okay, I'll set it up." "Yes, I know you're current, but is it..." "Okay, I'll meet you at the airport." He got a few further words of instruction. "Okay, Senator. I'll see you tomorrow." He turned off the phone and closed it. He smiled at Rachel, who had a confused look on her face. "He's coming down first thing in the morning," Brett answered her unspoken question.
Rachel frowned. "But that's a seven-hour drive," she protested.
Brett nodded. "I know. But the Senator - your dad - is a pilot. He's going to rent a plane and fly down. He should be here by ten." Brett felt elated; the search had gone better than he'd expected. "I hope you don't mind some publicity, because he wants to introduce you at a press conference."
"A press conference?" Rachel sounded a bit unsure, uneasy about the entire thing.
Brett smiled. "All you have to do is smile. He'll do all the talking."
Rachel glanced at the folder. "This is so unreal. I mean, the senator. I worked on his campaign!" she exclaimed softly. "I've admired him for years; in fact, I decided to get a degree in poly sci because of his example. And now it turns out he's my dad!" Tears started flowing again.
**********
The old beat-up pickup pulled off the highway onto the gravel road. The senator knew this road well; he started to slow as they approached the cluster of buildings. "Better get down, Anya," the old man said without glancing at her.
Anya was already ducking down to hide. "You sure about this?" she asked softly.
Jack laughed. "Never more sure." He veered the truck off the county road into a driveway, then let it coast to a halt near a fence. Ahead, the morning mist obscured all but the outlines on the paved area ahead. "You wait until I get the plane. I'll go back in to distract them while you climb in."
Anya smiled. "You forget." She snapped her finger as a grin crept over her face.
Jack laughed at his mistake. "This magic stuff takes a bit of gettin' used to, missy." He shut off the truck. "Okay, we're here." Jack climbed out of the truck and limped into the metal building carrying a small travel bag. Anya peeked, watching, as a man led the senator out to the airplanes. Jack knew precisely what he was looking for; he picked a Seneca twin. With the other man, Jack did a walkaround inspection of the plane, stopping to check the rudder and elevator. Next came the right wing, with a check to ensure there was no water in the gas, and he opened the engine panel. Anya smiled to herself; despite the appearance of an affable old man, Jack was sharp and thorough. No part of the plane escaped his preflight inspection. The left wing and engine got a check, and then he nodded and said something to the other man. The two trudged back into the metal building.
Anya waited; there was no reason to rush, in case the senator had found fault with this plane. But no, he hadn't. He started to climb into the plane, fighting his game leg. When the door was shut, Anya snapped her fingers ...
... and appeared next to the senator in the plane. "Nice plane you chose," she said as she glanced around. The Seneca was indeed a nice plane for their trip.
Jack laughed. "In a way, I feel bad about what we're going to do to her. Well, it's another thing for the estate to pay off." He ran through the preflight checklist, and then he started the right engine. After checking the gauges and assuring himself that it was running smoothly, he started the left engine, repeating the entire process. He smiled at Anya, then pulled a headset from his bag and slipped the earphones over his ears. "It's going to get a mite loud here," he said apologetically. "And I don't have a spare set of headphones."
In answer, Anya pulled a set of headphones and a CD player from her backpack and put them on. "It's okay - you probably don't want to listen to my music either," she said with a grin.
The senator smiled as he advanced the throttles and let the plane begin rolling toward the runway. Jack clicked his microphone and reported to the tower, as it were. At this small an airport, the tower functions were handled by the fixed-base operator - when they were on duty. At other times, it was the responsibility of the pilot to make sure he or she was clear. Jack turned onto the runway and tapped the brakes, halting the iron bird. As he held down the brakes, he smoothly advanced the throttles, and Anya heard whooshing and hissing as he tested the propeller pitch controls. Satisfied, he adjusted the mixtures and let off the brakes. With increasing speed, the twin-engine airplane cut through the morning mist, the propellers taking bites from the air and pulling the plane further and faster down the runway. The nose gear lifted, and the senator eased forward just a tad on the yoke, holding it down for just a bit longer. Then the plane refused to stay down; it yearned to fly, and Jack eased back slightly and let it leap into the sky. In a smooth flurry of actions, he snapped the switches to retract the landing gear as he adjusted the angle of their climb. A tap on the rudder compensated for the drift of the teeny crosswind, keeping them aligned with the runway as the plane climbed higher and higher.
At seven thousand feet, Jack eased the throttles back, reducing power. The nose slowly dropped, and he fiddled with the trim until the plane was flying level. He smiled at Anya. "You might want to take a nap," he nearly shouted to be heard above the droning engines.
Anya shook her head. "Where'd you learn to fly?" she asked.
Jack cringed a little at her question. It was a fair question, but it was also a sensitive spot. "I flew a C-47 during the war," he answered so softly that Anya barely heard him over the engines. "I wanted to fly Mustangs, but I ended up with transports."
"The war - World War II?" Anya asked, impressed.
Jack nodded. "And next you're going to ask how a pilot ended up taking a leg full of shrapnel, right?" Anya smiled; he'd anticipated her question. "I was towing a glider over Nijmegen, in the Netherlands. Operation Market-Garden, the British attempt to cross the Rhine, you know." He got a wistful look; Anya recognized it as the result of years-old but intense memories surfacing. "I was flying to the 82nd Airborne drop zone, and we got hit. I ended up with the Airborne unit for two days until the British ground troops arrived. That's when I picked up some mortar fragments." He grinned. "The Nazis didn't take too kindly to our being there, you know."
They flew on in silence; Anya had long ago learned that older people usually had interesting tales, but she also recognized that some of those stories, especially the wartime ones, were painful.
Jack broke the spell. "So how do you want to play this?" he asked. Anya frowned, puzzled, and Jack sensed her confusion. "We can get out now, and let it crash in the backwoods, or we can get out over the city and let it fly until it runs out of gas and crashes over open ocean."
Anya narrowed her eyes as she thought. "Open water," she finally voted. "Over land means that someone has a chance of finding the wreck, and that means we'd have to have remains. It also means they'd take a long time to declare you dead instead of just missing." She glanced at the senator. "I don't suppose you packed a spare set of remains in your bag, did you?"
Jack laughed. "I was thinking the same. Open water it is."
Anya thought of something. "Is that going to mess up the timing?"
Jack's shoulders slumped. "Damn," he cursed. "Yes, it is. This thing has more fuel than we need."
Anya started to think of a way out when she saw the senator's eyes light up. "Unless," he said with a smile, "I work the fuel tank switch to, uh, get just the right amount of fuel in one tank."
Anya smiled. "How long?"
The senator pulled out his trusty old analog flight computer and did some fiddling with the numbers. Anya watched with amazement as he worked the device; it seemed to be a piece of plastic, mostly transparent with lots of numbers and writing on it, and about eight or nine inches long and four inches wide. A round metal dial with lots of tiny numbers was slid to one end; it looked like a slide rule wrapped around a compass plotting tool. She'd never seen one; the one pilot Anya knew used an electronic flight computer. But Jack was obviously comfortable with the old style. "I can balance it out to about half an hour after we pass the city. I'll run one tank down until there's half an hour's fuel, then switch to the other. Then we'll switch back to the first tank just before we leave."
It was a while later when Anya felt something shaking her. She pried her eyes open and started; at first, she couldn't place her surroundings, but she quickly remembered where she was.
"Time to go, little lady," Jack said. She shook her head to clear the cobwebs, and then she nodded. She pulled off her earphones and packed away her CD player.
Jack depressed the microphone button. "27 Sierra, Mayday. Mayday." He let his voice fade as he spoke the last word. "Chest...pain...mayday." The words faded off, audible gasps between them, and then he let up the microphone button. He turned and saw Anya staring at him. He smiled. "Heart attack. They'll think I had a heart attack, and then the plane flew on, trimmed and level, until it ran out of gas over the ocean."
Anya got a wry smile. "So even if they declare you missing, they'll assume you died from a heart attack while flying. Pretty good," she said admiringly. "All set?"
Jack patted the controls. "I guess so. Let's go."
Anya nodded, and then made her gestures and incantation. Again, Jack was momentarily disoriented, and snapped to in a dimly lit office.
"Welcome back," grandmother said to him with a smile.
Jack gave her a smile. "Everything's going according to plan," he said. "Now let's get me changed." He rose and started to limp toward the door.
Grandmother grasped his arm. "You can't do it that way," she said in a stern warning. "The park is open. If anyone sees you..." She didn't need to say the rest. All this elaborate deception would be for naught.
Jack glanced at Anya. "Your way, I suppose?" Anya smiled, then took Jack's arm and chanted her teleportation spell.
**********
Ronnie Harris looked worried, Rachel thought to herself. As well she should. Brett was late, and the newsmen were getting restless. The press conference had been set up at one of Ronnie's office buildings, and now it was already a half-hour past the scheduled start time. Ronnie gracefully rose and walked to one of her aides, who left the room at a quick trot; she returned to her chair and sat down, trying to act calm.
The door burst open suddenly, startling everyone in the room. Rachel felt her heart leap as Brett staggered in. He was ashen, and almost totally out of breath. His eyes were nearly glazed over, and he looked terribly distraught.
Ronnie was the first to get to him; Rachel was a close second. "Brett, what's going on? Where's Senator Micheals?"
Brett glanced at Rachel and trembled. "There's been a...problem." he stammered. His voice was strained, and he looked like he was ready to weep.
Ronnie's eyes narrowed. "What kind of problem?"
Brett steeled himself, ignoring the sudden conflux of cameras pointing his way. "A pilot apparently suffered a heart attack and his plane disappeared after it crossed the coast." He couldn't fight back the tears any longer. "They checked the call numbers, and it was the same plane that the senator rented this morning for his flight here." He turned to Rachel, and grasped her tightly. "I'm sorry, Rachel," he said, tears streaming down his cheeks. "He's gone."
**********
Ronnie was effective at controlling the ensuing pandemonium. She hustled Brett and Rachel out of the press room, then dispatched her assistants to get current information. A hotline was quickly established to the airport and the local FAA office. As fast as the reports came in, Ronnie vetted them with Brett and got releases approved by the senator's office.
The sun was setting when Ronnie came into the inner office, the most comfortable place in the building for Brett and Rachel. Rachel's adoptive parents were already here, comforting their little girl, and her brother was on the way. She sat down next to the girl. "The press would like a statement, if you can manage it."
Rachel looked up, tears in her eyes. "Yes, I suppose I should say something." She started to rise, but Brett placed his arm on her shoulder.
"Maybe I can help with the statement?" he offered. "I know this is hard for you."
Rachel looked into his eyes and nodded slowly. With Brett's help, she scratched out some words and after a review, handed the paper to Ronnie.
**********
Anya took a sip of her soda, her eyes glued to the television. Her grandmother, as well, was watching, despite her vocal objections to anything broadcast.
Behind the talking head newscaster, a graphic of a Cessna Seneca airplane was being shown, as if a picture of an airplane would help people understand. "We have Jeremy Todd, live at the FAA building at the airport. Jeremy." The talking head vanished, replaced by a night shot of a newscaster, in a light windbreaker, standing in front of what was purported to be the local FAA headquarters. He wore a headset and held a microphone, into which he started speaking. "According to the FAA, Senator Micheals rented the Seneca airplane from Smith Air Services. The Senator was a licensed and accomplished pilot, and he often flew himself between major cities and his cabin. At approximately 6:40 this morning, the Senator filed his flight plan and departed. According to the FAA, nothing was reported out of the ordinary until approximately 10:05 this morning, at which time the tower received a faint distress call, a Mayday call, indicating some type of chest pain. The call lasted only a few seconds, we are told, and did not repeat. There was no further communication with the airplane." He took a quick breath. "After the distress call, the plane followed a straight course out to sea, and at 10:32, radar contact with the airplane was lost. It is presumed to have crashed, although that cannot be confirmed at this time."
Anya snorted her disbelief at the broadcaster's words. Presumed crashed? What other options were there, logically? These people wouldn't know logic if it bit them in the butt.
The newsman continued. "The Coast Guard has dispatched search and rescue helicopters, and we are informed that a ship is en route to begin searching, but as of now, no bodies or debris, indeed, no sign of the aircraft has been found. The search has been..."
The anchor cut him off. "We have a breaking development," he announced, trying to sound professional and in control. "The family is going to make a statement. Linda, to you."
The screen cut again, this time to a well-coiffured lady, her makeup impeccable, standing in a conference room holding her microphone. "This is Linda Jackson, live at the Harris Building. This was to have been the site of a news conference this morning by the Senator; since the tragedy, it has become a site of mourning by the family. In just a few moments, Ms. Harris will be making a statement on behalf of..." She glanced off-camera. "She's ready? Okay." The camera cut her off.
Ronnie Harris stepped in front of the podium. "Ladies and gentlemen," she said in a firm but sad voice, "Miss Rachel Warren has given me a statement to read on the death of her father, the distinguished senior senator of our state." She glanced down and began to read from the paper. "I am touched by the kind words offered by everyone today. This has been especially hard for me. A few days ago, I didn't know my biological parents. Then, magically, I discovered him, Senator Micheals, or rather, he found me. But instead of a joyous celebration, tragedy struck, and the father I never knew was taken from me. More than that, he was taken from all of us. Ironically, it was Senator Micheals who inspired me to go back to college, to pursue a degree that I could use in public service, like he had done. I admired him without knowing that he was my father. I wish that I'd had time to know him more as a person. At this time, I have the loving support of my mom and my dad, the people who adopted me as a baby and raised me as their own. I know that they'll give me the strength to get through this ordeal. Thank you." Ronnie folded up the paper carefully and looked back up at the cameras. There was an awkward pause - it was well-known that she was a friend and supporter of Jack - then she shuffled quietly from in front of the cameras.
The statement wasn't but two seconds old when Linda Jackson cut back onto the screen; it was imperative for her career that she get as much 'face time' with her audience as possible, after all. "This is Linda Jackson, reporting from the Harris Building. We've just heard a statement from the daughter of Senator Micheals. With me now," the camera zoomed out, revealing another person standing beside her, "is Jennifer Newman, friend of the senator and his companion for the past several years. Ms. Newman," the reporter began her question. It was plainly evident that Jennifer was distraught about the death of her friend, and really didn't want to be in front of the camera.
The old woman reached for the remote and shut off the television. "Damned root weevils," she spat. "They gab all day, and without saying a damned thing, either."
**********
Anya was minding the booth when she sensed the presence. She punched the phone. "Vicky, can you take over the booth for me for a few minutes?" Even as Ronnie Harris' limo pulled into the parking lot, Anya ducked out of the booth.
As expected, the limo stopped directly in front of the office. Anya was standing by the office door when it opened and Rachel stepped out. She was dressed in black, having just come from the memorial service. Beside her in the limo was Brett; he looked thoroughly confused by this stop. Rachel glanced inside. "Give me a minute, will you?" The chauffeur shut the door and Anya stepped to give Rachel a hug.
"Let's go inside," Anya said softly. She punched a code into the lock and opened the door. She let Rachel go in first, then followed and closed the door.
"Rachel," grandmother said warmly, rising to give her a quick little hug. "How are things going?"
Rachel smiled and sat down. "Everything is just perfect," she answered. "Exactly according to plan."
Anya slid into a chair. "So the Coast Guard has declared Jack as probably deceased?"
Rachel nodded, a curious twinkle in her eye. "There's still going to be a legal battle over the estate, but yes, he's dead."
Grandmother nodded happily. "So that part's over. How about the other thing?"
Rachel laughed aloud. "With the outpouring of national sympathy over the tragedy, the governor has halted the appointment. Right now, he's banking on sympathy being worth more than a flunky senator appointee he can control." She smiled broadly. "He's right, too."
Anya nodded her agreement. "So, are you going to run?"
Rachel laughed aloud. "Yes, and Brett and Ronnie think it's their idea! They think it's the perfect way to honor my 'father' and to stick it to the 'lowlife weasel' the governor was going to appoint."
Grandmother looked content. "Good for you, dear. But can you win?"
The confidence on Rachel's face never wavered. "It should be easy. There's the sympathy vote. Then there's my opponent's record. I can beat that easily. The estate should give me more than enough funds to run. And finally, there's the tiny matter of the women's vote." She nodded. "Yes, I can win."
"How was the service in Washington?"
Rachel's expression was unreadable. "It was interesting. Jennifer has some very nice things to say." She got a wistful look. "You know, I'm going to miss her. But, as I expected, she's already landed on her feet and is doing well." Her expression changed to one of disgust. "The same scum that backstabbed me were praising me in eulogy. It almost made my stomach turn. And the adopted orphan angle made me an instant celebrity." She stood and started to turn, but she stopped and opened her purse. After fumbling inside for a brief moment, she extracted an envelope and handed it to grandmother. "I almost forgot. Payment for the pass." She turned again. "Well, I've got to run. Brett's waiting in the car." She returned the handshake the old woman gave her.
Anya gave Rachel a warm hug. "You've been spending a lot of time with Brett, haven't you?" she said with a mock accusatory tone. "Are you dating him?"
Rachel blushed beet red. The answer was obvious. "Well," she acknowledged, "I do have to get used to being a woman." Her excuse was pathetically feeble. "And he is a nice man."
Anya grinned. "Well, good luck. And let me know if there's anything I can do."
Rachel smiled, a warm genuine smile. "I sure will. And thank you. For everything." She turned and walked out the door into her new life.
The old woman watched as Rachel left, and Anya sat down, staring at her grandmother with a most curious expression. "Well, what is it, child?" she finally asked.
Anya shook her head. "I thought you hated politicians."
The old woman chuckled. "I do," she said. "I do. But Jack Micheals wasn't a politician; he was a statesman. There's a big difference, you know." She shook her head. "There's so few of them, then ought to go on the endangered species list. Anyway, he's been very good for the country, and I just can't let a man like that just fade away." She tore open the envelope and extracted a check. She glanced at the numbers.
"Payment for her lifetime pass?" Anya asked casually.
The old woman nodded. "Yes. And I think the rest is a bonus for you." She showed Anya the check, and laughed to herself when Anya's jaw dropped as she saw the amount.
**********
Epilogue
Ronnie Harris was about to leave the park when she noticed the old woman stepping out of her office. She called out, and grandmother stopped. "You look like you're in a hurry to go somewhere," Ronnie observed.
The old woman was dressed quite formally. Her dress was cut for evening wear rather than business, and she was wearing her pearls and pearl earrings. Her fingers bore jewelry that hadn't been out of the jewelry box for years, if not decades. Her long hair, usually worn in a loose bun, was arrayed much more formally. "I have an engagement."
Ronnie smiled. "I understand," she said. "I'm leaving early because I need to get downtown." She glanced at her watch. "The polls should be closed in an hour, and I'm expected at Ms. Warren's victory party."
The old woman appeared pleasantly surprised. "Oh really? How interesting. That's where I'm going, too. Would you like a ride?"
The old woman smiled and shook her head. "No, thank you. Anya is going to pick me up."
Ronnie's eyes narrowed slightly. "You...and Anya? How are you involved in this whole thing?" she asked in a half-joking, half-serious tone.
Grandmother flinched visibly. "Me?" she asked, holding her hand over her breast innocently. "What makes you think I had anything to do with any of this?"
Ronnie frowned. "Methinks thou doth protest too much," she laughed finally. "Maybe it's just me being paranoid, but anytime you and Anya are involved, I can't help but wonder." She shook her head, then smiled and turned toward the shower. "I guess I'll see you at the party in a bit."
Grandmother turned to the sound of a horn honking. She eased herself into the passenger seat of Anya's Miata. "You're looking very nice tonight, grandmother," Anya complimented.
The old woman smiled. "As are you, dear child. Oh, I got some news from Rachel. Nobody knows yet, but this is a double celebration tonight. She's going to announce her engagement."
"I'm not in the least bit surprised," Anya said through a smile. "The campaign pulled those her and Brett pretty close." She put the car in gear. "By the way, what did Ronnie want?"
Grandmother laughed. "She thinks I had something to do with this."
Anya gasped from surprise. "And you said..."
"I said that I had nothing at all to do with the whole thing." She stared out the windshield. "Which is the truth." They drove in silence for a few minutes. "By the way, Anya," the old woman finally added, "I may not say this enough, but I'm proud of how well you handled the job with Rachel."
FIN
ElrodW
Synopsis: A young man is dropping his sister and her friends off at Bikini Beach and overhears a problem with lifeguard staff. When Anya asks him to help out so the Park can be open for the day, the young man doesn't know what he's getting himself into.
This story was posted to the TG Fiction group years ago, and was on my web site, but somehow, it never made it onto FM or here. I hope you enjoy.
This story and the Bikini Beach story theme are copyright, all rights reserved. Use of the characters or theme without the express permission of the owner is a violation of copyright law.
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Mitch downshifted as he pulled off the main road into the parking lot. Without warning, a huge front-end loader loomed in front of him, and he had to stomp on the brake pedal and swerve to avoid a collision. Under Mitch's skilled hand, the nimble sports car darted around the heavy equipment, then dodged the parked cars and weaved back into the traffic lane, slowing quickly as the brakes bit. As he silently cursed, Mitch heard his sister and her friends giggling. "Not funny," he said angrily.
Beth, Mitch's younger sister, grinned. "The sign _did_ say 'Warning, Construction'," she said, trying but failing to sound innocent. Behind her, in the back seat, her friends giggled again. Beth was all of fifteen, showing promise in the developing curves of her trim body. The two girls in the back seat were of similar age, although one was mildly chubby, and the other was more physically mature.
Mitch clenched his jaw and ignored the girls. Not that they weren't attractive, but Mitch was in college, and high-school girls were beneath him; their teenage attitudes and giggling seemed so immature to him. "Looks like there's something going on by the gate," he observed. "You want to get out and walk?"
Indeed, the gate area was packed with people and cars lined up to drop off passengers. With part of the lot closed and full of construction equipment and trailers, it was chaotic.
Beth winced. "Yeah, we'll walk." She opened the door and climbed out, grabbing her tote bag, then moving the front seat so her friends could climb out as well. Just as she was about to shut the door, she hesitated. "Can you wait a sec?" she asked. "In case they're not opening or something?"
Mitch started to frown, but shrugged instead. "Yeah, why not. It's not like I've got something better to do." After Beth closed the door, he glanced around to make sure he wasn't blocking anyone, and then turned off the key.
He watched a moment as the girls walked toward the gate, but the construction activity grabbed his attention. He couldn't help himself - he'd spent the last two summers doing heavy construction work to help pay for his college, so he was naturally curious. In a brief survey of the site, he deduced that the crew was doing the dirt-work for an addition to the park. It didn't look like a big job as construction jobs went. Still, since he hadn't been able to find a construction job so far this summer, he couldn't help wondering if they might be hiring.
He started to turn back to the watch the milling throng of women, but he did a double-take and snapped his attention back to the construction. He frowned as he focused on the cab of the front-end loader. He'd seen women on construction sites, but seldom did they drive the really big equipment. He hadn't been imagining things; there was a blonde driving the loader. He glanced around. Another woman was driving the dump truck, and there was a female surveying crew. Mitch's eyes narrowed as he glanced around some more. It seemed that every single member of the construction crew was female.
"Damned feminist bullshit!" Mitch cursed. Having women doing construction work was one thing, but having an all-woman crew? It wasn't that he was a chauvinist, but from his experience, he _knew_ that there were some construction jobs that were simply too difficult for most women - and even for the average man, for that matter. Even so, if they didn't have a single man on the crew, it was unlikely that they would hire him.
He turned his gaze back to the line, forgetting for the moment the oddity of the construction crew. He smiled in appreciation of some of the more attractive women. While the customers came in all ages from toddlers to retired, a good number looked to be of college age. _These_ were real women, all grown up and mature and curvy. Not like the high-school crowd, with their braces and still-developing curves and silly interests and attitudes.
For the briefest of moments, Mitch wondered why he _shouldn't_ join his sister and her friends for a day at the beach. He knew the thought was appealing, but he also knew he wouldn't. He _couldn't_. Not like his cousin Al, who was as big a letch as he'd ever met. No, Mitch appreciated female beauty without thinking of them as objects. He laughed to himself. Al would be drooling, his tongue on the ground, as he made crude and crass comments of a very lewd nature, even to some of the women. Mitch might stare - discretely - but he wouldn't stare - and he definitely wouldn't drool. Spending a day at a park _full_ of bikini-clad women would definitely make him uncomfortable.
Mitch sighed. Much as he relished the thought of a day of relaxation at the water park, he needed to spend the day job hunting. He needed to earn money for his fall tuition. He'd gotten a couple of leads, and he knew that if there really _were_ job openings, they wouldn't last long. Too many other people were in the same hunt for jobs as he was. Taking the day off was out of the question.
It was only a few moments before another oddity struck Mitch. There were almost no men in line. Maybe the odd guy or two, but just about every customer was female. He glanced again, and looked back at the construction crew. Overhead, he caught a billboard in the corner of his eye, and he turned his attention to the advertisement. "Bikini Beach," he read aloud. "A water park for women." He glanced at the line. "So what - they let in only women?" He shook his head at the sight of the few guys. "Those guys are going to be disappointed, then." He frowned as he noticed that the line didn't seem to be moving. A moment later, he spotted Beth and her friends coming back toward his car.
"What's up, squirt?" he asked as soon as she was in range.
Beth frowned. She _hated_ it when he called her that. "They're not opening today. At least, not all of the park."
"Why not?"
Beth shook her head. "I don't know. The girl in the booth wasn't too clear, but they're not letting everyone in." She looked dismayed at not being admitted. "Can you come up and try to talk to her? Maybe you can at least find out what's going on."
Mitch sighed. Beth should have been able to do something like that on her own, but she was extremely shy. "I guess," Mitch answered even as he unbuckled his seat belt.
Beth's friends started climbing into the car. "We'll wait here," one explained quickly as she settled into the seat. "I don't feel like walking across the parking lot again if they aren't going to let us in."
Mitch trudged slowly across the asphalt, with Beth falling in beside him. She was silent as they walked, and Mitch didn't feel much like talking. After working his way through the crowd, Mitch and Beth got to the booth.
"'Excuse me," Mitch said firmly when he saw the girl inside wasn't paying attention.
Inside the booth, the attendant seated behind the window was turned away, talking in an animated fashion with another young lady. The second girl immediately caught Mitch's attention - there was something about her manner and expression that said she was in charge.
The attendant started and turned to the window. "Yes?" she said impatiently. "How can I help you?"
Mitch pushed his annoyance at the girl's attitude from his mind. Something was going on, and she was probably feeling a bit overwhelmed by the crowd. "My sister and her friends said there's a problem and they aren't being admitted?"
The girl at the window sighed. "Yes, sir," she said. "We're not opening the Tropical Paradise section of the park today."
"Why not?"
The girl sighed again, more heavily this time. As she started to answer, the girl behind her touched her on the shoulder. "Let me handle this, Norma," she said. "I'm Anya," she said, smiling at Mitch. "We're having some, er, technical difficulties here. We're short on staff and …." Anya stopped mid-sentence, and her eyes widened. "Uh, maybe you can help out."
Mitch's head spun at the sudden change. "Me? How?"
Anya smiled. "You _do_ have your lifeguard certificate? The one you got from the Boy Scouts two summers ago?"
Mitch frowned. Almost as soon as he heard they were short of staff, he'd wondered about a lifeguard job for the summer. "Yeah. So?" Inwardly, he was wondering how on earth Anya knew that.
Anya's eyes twinkled, as if she was amused. "Would you mind discussing this with my grandmother? She owns the place, so she's in charge." She stepped back, and in a moment, was standing beside Mitch and Beth. "Over this way." She gestured toward a low gray building sitting beside the fence. Gently guiding Mitch by the elbow, she led him to the door that faced the parking lot. As she opened the door, she glanced at Beth. "Why don't you wait by the booth? We'll be out in a moment."
Inside, Mitch's eyes were adjusting to the dimmer light, so he let Anya lead him to a leather chair facing a massive wooden desk. Behind the desk, there was an even larger leather chair, with its back toward him and the desk. "Grandmother?" she said softly.
The chair swiveled, and revealed an older woman seated in the chair. "Do you think he'll be willing to help?" she asked bluntly.
Anya frowned. "Grandmother, where are your manners?" she chided.
The old woman started, then she nodded sheepishly. "I'm sorry," she apologized quickly to Mitch. "It's been a little - hectic - this morning, Mitch." She extended her hand. "I own this water park, and Anya helps me run it. I'm pleased to make your acquaintance."
Mitch shook her hand hesitantly. "Nice to meet you as well." He frowned. "Anya said I might be able to help?" He felt a sudden chill that the older woman had known his name.
The old woman nodded. "We have a little problem. Three of my lifeguards are on vacation. Normally, this wouldn't be a problem, but two other girls were in a minor car accident coming in to work. They're in the hospital being checked out. The upshot is, that we're short of lifeguards. I need two more guards to meet the minimum. Otherwise, I have to close half the park today."
Mitch frowned. "And you want me ..."
Anya nodded, still smiling. "You don't have a job to go to today, you could certainly use the money, you have the certification, and we need a lifeguard."
Mitch felt nervous. How had the girl known that he needed a job? For that matter, how had she known earlier that he was a lifeguard? Well, the leads he had were long-shots, and he didn't want Beth to be disappointed. "Uh, yeah."
At that moment, the other door to the office opened, and a tall blonde walked in. She wore a one-piece red suit, a towel wrapped around her hips. The white stripe on her suit marked her as a lifeguard. "You wanted to see me, boss?" she said bluntly. "Things are pretty busy."
The old woman glanced her way. "Yeah, Liz. This young man might be able to help out."
The girl stopped and scanned Mitch. He felt like he was being thoroughly scrutinized. "Who certified you?"
Mitch frowned. "BSA." He saw what he thought was a look of disbelief. "Through the reciprocity agreement with the Red Cross," he added quickly.
The girl nodded skeptically, and then she began to question Mitch in great detail, making him feel like he was in an inquisition. Finally, Liz nodded at the old woman. "He knows his stuff. He might do - _if_ he can handle it."
Mitch bristled. "I _know_ I can handle lifeguarding," he said firmly. "I did it at the Scout summer camp for several weeks the last two summers. I made three significant rescues, too," he added to accentuate his qualifications. Mitch remembered the hassle of taking two weeks off work to staff the Scout summer camp. He'd enjoyed being staff instead of a camper, but his construction boss hadn't been too happy. He'd almost lost his job.
Anya smiled enigmatically. "That's not what she was talking about." She saw Mitch's confusion. "You see, this is a park for women."
Mitch frowned as he glanced among the three women. "I read the sign." His eyes widened. "You want to know if I can behave, right? You want to know if I can act like a professional even though I'm surrounded by women, is that it?"
The old woman shook her head, smiling. "Not quite. This park has all-female clientele and staff. My clients want - and need - a haven, a place safe from leering and offensive men - like your cousin Al."
Anya saw the confusion - and concern - on Mitch's face. "Do you believe in magic, Mitch?" she asked, taking the conversation in another unexpected direction. "No, you don't need to answer. I can tell - you're skeptical, even though you know there are some ... odd ... things that happen. Am I right?"
"How are you doing that?" Mitch demanded. "That's the third time ..."
"Fourth, actually," Anya said with a wry smile. "Magic is real. This park uses magic to make sure it's a safe haven for women, without any chance of men misbehaving. You see," she added in a softer voice, as if betraying a state secret, "we use magic to make the men into women."
Mitch glanced around the room, looking for any sign that the women were pulling his leg. He found none. He felt a chill run down his spine. "Okay, you want me to believe in magic, and then let you turn me into a woman so I can be a lifeguard?"
The old woman nodded. "That's pretty much it."
"Oh, don't worry. It's not permanent. It's just for the day!" Anya added quickly.
Mitch looked among the women, his mind racing. On the one hand, he could do something for the day and earn some money. On the other hand, they were asking him to believe in magic and then to permit them to change him into a woman - or so they claimed - for the day. And they had read his mind - four times!
Anya sensed his reluctance to believe. "Look," she said, trying to break the stalemate, "why don't you go to the men's locker and _watch_ someone change in the shower? Then you'll know we're serious."
"The shower changes people?" Mitch felt dazed. "Okay, I guess I can do that."
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His eyes still wide, Mitch sat in the office a few minutes later. "This is real!" he exclaimed softly and repeatedly.
"Yup," Anya said with a nod. "Just like we said." Liz was absent; she'd gone back to work. Half the park _was_ open, after all.
"Now - about our offer," the old woman said directly.
Mitch shook his head, still in disbelief. "You said I'll change back - sometime tonight?" Seeing the nod, he frowned. "How do I explain this to my family?" he asked. "Or do you do something about that, too?"
Anya smiled. "You come and go pretty much as you please. If you're out late until after you change back, no-one will think anything of it. Not a problem." Her eyes twinkled again. "No, not like that. We sometimes get together for a movie or videos. You can hang with us 'girls' until you change back."
"Now, as to salary...." The old woman picked up her pencil and wrote on a paper, which she then pushed toward Mitch. "Is that satisfactory?"
Mitch stole a quick glance at Anya, who gave him a small affirmative nod. Mitch swallowed hard, and then nodded. "Yeah. That's fair."
The old woman extended her hand. "I think you're going to enjoy working with us today. I'll work on the paperwork, and you can sign it when you get a break. In the meantime, you need to get changed and get on duty before my customers riot! Anya, I'm afraid you're going to have to work today."
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Mitch closed his eyes, drew in a deep breath, and turned on the shower. Bracing himself, he stepped into the water, expecting a cold blast. Instead, the water was warm, a warmth that was penetrating and very soothing. He started to relax, but he caught himself. A few moments ago, he'd seen a man enter this same shower and leave a woman. Anya had let him examine the shower stalls closely, so he could be sure there was no trick. Now, it was his turn. He was both nervous and intrigued.
Around him, the mist seemed to be faint pink. Mitch wondered if this were an aspect of the magic. If so, he reasoned, it made sense. After all, pink was for girls. His senses were alert, ready to pick up the changes.
They weren't long in coming. A few wisps of hair seemed to slowly crawl into his peripheral vision, indicative of his hair magically growing longer. He reached up his hand to touch the hair, and he felt the strands, longer and fine and very un-masculine. As he stared at the hair, still growing longer, he wondered - it was his own hair color.
For a brief moment, Mitch felt disappointed. He'd imagined that he'd change into a stunning blonde lifeguard - perhaps even like Pamela Anderson. Instead, his hair seemed to be staying brown, even as it grew longer. It didn't bode well for looking like a Baywatch babe. Then Mitch wondered why he'd thought like that. It shouldn't have mattered - unless he was secretly figuring that if he had to be a woman, he wanted to be attractive.
Mitch's view shifted to his hand. It seemed - different. Ignoring the hair for the moment, the growth of which had slowed considerably, he stared at his hand as it began to slowly shift. Rough, strong fingers softened, becoming finer and more delicate. Fingernails, chipped and torn, became smooth and well-manicured. His entire hand slowly reduced in size as the feminizing magic overtook it.
Mitch felt a slight tingle, and he looked down, away from his hand. The red fabric of the male swimsuit was shifting, flowing like liquid, crawling up over his stomach even as the leg openings pulled up and tightened around his thighs.
His crotch tingled, and the noticeable bulge in his shorts began to shrink. Mitch felt a stab of panic, and he clutched at the vanishing organ. It was still there, but smaller, and he saw and felt a feminine hand pressing against a small lump. In moments, to his amazement, even that small lump was gone, and he knew - without seeing it directly - that he had no male organs. The gentle but insistent tugging inside him let him know that what was left of his testicles were now internal organs, rearranging themselves into ovaries, while a slit formed as his new external genitalia. He moved his hand away, and beneath the still-fluid cloth, his crotch was flat.
Mitch glanced down, and saw his feet, now small and delicate, and with painted toenails. Above them, his legs were no longer hairy and powerful, but were smooth, hairless, and gently and sexily curved, ending at the bottom of his swimsuit; the leg openings had moved well up on his wider hips. He craned his neck around, and saw a rounder rear-end behind him. He reached behind, touching the foreign flesh, feeling the rounded derriere on his backside. Slowly, his hands worked around and up, over his hips, up to his narrower waist. The womanly hands moved across his flat stomach, his slight beer gut atop the strong abs now gone.
The swimsuit fabric solidified, its metamorphosis complete. Twin straps went over Mitch's shoulders, connecting the upper front - still covering a flat chest, Mitch noted - to a high back.
Even as he stared, he felt an ever-so-slight tingle in his chest, and as he watched, fascinated and a touch horrified, he saw tiny bumps appear as his nipples began to push outward. Slowly, they expanded beneath the fabric into tiny cones, which in turn pushed out even further. Now, the cones firmed into little nubs - firm nipples - beneath the cloth, and pushed out even more. Slowly, inexorably, the budding breasts grew. Mitch's mouth dropped open in shock at the rate of growth and the size - from his perspective, the growth on his formerly flat male chest looked enormous. Still, the cones grew, until finally, they stopped.
Mitch felt a bit of relief, but only momentarily, for the conical breasts continued to grow, but not outward. Now the mounds were rounding, filling out, transforming from the breasts of a mid-teenager into the rounder, fuller breasts of a young woman. His hands reached up to the growing flesh mounds, hesitantly touching and then cupping the unfamiliar weights on his chest, as his mouth hung open in amazement.
Around him, the pinkish haze slowly cleared, while Mitch noted that his boobs had stopped growing. He felt them, cupping them awkwardly, testing the sensations and the weight. From above, they looked huge, foreign, even alien. From his hands, however, Mitch knew they weren't too large; his hands - smaller than they had been - easily cupped the breasts.
Slowly, Mitch realized that the transformation was complete. He was a young woman. Unsure of himself, he reached up and turned off the shower, then stepped from the stall. Feeling a bit awkward as his wider hips swayed, he stepped toward the door, toward the courtyard where Anya was waiting.
Mitch stopped at the door, his mouth agape as he stared into the mirror. The girl facing him was pretty. "Not spectacularly gorgeous, but also not plain," he thought, "just pretty." The girl in the mirror was fit, slender, and even athletic in her build. Her red swimsuit - the same as Liz had been wearing - advertised her role as a staff lifeguard.
Her eyes were the same hazel color as Mitch's. Her face was noticeably similar, even though the cheekbones were a touch higher, the nose a bit daintier, and her chin softer and more feminine. Her lips were a little fuller than Mitch's had been, but only by a bit. Her hair was the same color, but was longer, hanging down toward her shoulders in the sides and back, and swept from a central part to behind her ears, which had, from the magic, become pierced, complete with studs!
Without knowing why, Mitch turned to the side, rotating his head so he could check out the girl's figure - _his_ figure! His rear was rounder, softer, and more feminine. His tummy was much flatter, and his breasts were prominent without being ridiculously large. As he turned back, Mitch realized that he was now a very decent-looking girl.
The door opened, and Anya smiled at him. "Couldn't resist seeing the results, I take it," she said lightheartedly.
Mitch gulped, and then he smiled. "Well, would you?" His eyes widened at the soft contralto voice emanating from his mouth. "Wow! This is ... amazing!" He found himself enchanted by his new voice.
Anya smiled. "I know you'd like to stare for a while, but you've got to get to work so we can open the Tropical section." She took Mitch by the arm and led him from the locker.
As he walked beside her, he realized that she was also wearing a red swimsuit. "So you're the other replacement?" She nodded. "Okay - what do I do?"
Anya laughed. "You've lifeguarded before. That's what you'll do." They came around a corner and into a small hut marked 'Staff only.' "Liz," she announced to the woman who was clearly impatient, "where do you want us?"
Liz glanced at an assignment board. "I can cover the Junior Academy if you can get the Wave pool." She looked at Mitch. "Let's start you with something easy - maybe the catch pools on the bottom of the mountain?" She saw the confusion on Mitch's face, and pointed to the map. "Okay, we're here. There are two main sets of water slides on the volcano. You'll watch the catch basin here," she pointed to a map, to a set of pools at the bottom of mountain. "It's pretty easy work to start."
Mitch nodded. "Okay. I think I can handle that." His eyes were still wide at the unfamiliar and somewhat sexy sound ringing in his ears.
Liz noted his expression and chuckled. "It'll take a bit to get used to the new you."
Mitch shook his head. It was strange - he'd been changed into a woman, and yet everyone was acting like it was no big deal. Maybe not for them, perhaps...
Anya called out. "Mitch?"
Mitch stopped, his train of thought broken.
"You need a name that's a little more ... feminine." Anya saw the confused look on his face. "After all, we can't run around calling you Mitch all day, can we?"
Mitch turned toward Anya; from his expression, it was evident that having to choose a female name might have been more than he could handle. "I ... I don't know," he stammered, shaking his head.
Anya read his body language. "How about something simple, like Michelle?" she suggested. She saw the horrified look on Mitch's face.
Liz also recognized Mitch's consternation. "Too close to his real name," she said firmly. Based on the very subtle easing of Mitch's shoulder muscles and the furrows on his brow, she knew that her assessment was correct. "How about something a little less close, like Melinda?"
Mitch thought for a moment. "Melinda. I guess that'll work," he agreed. He turned back down the path and trudged toward where Liz had indicated his duty station lay.
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Melinda squirmed on the lifeguard chair and sighed. It _felt_ different - her butt was more padded, and her hips wider. Not much, but just enough to emphasize the difference in her anatomy. Overhead, the large umbrella provided generous shade from the warm morning sun. Melinda knew it was going to be a hot - perhaps even brutal - day.
The girl and her mat splashed into the pool; Melinda watched with a bit of boredom. She was watching the catch basins of three rides - all relatively close, and all quite boring.
The only excitement had been the small girl - too small, really - who'd slipped off her mat at the bottom. She wasn't a strong swimmer; in fact, she could barely stay afloat. Melinda had to jump in to give the girl a hand. When Melinda pointed out to the mother that the girl shouldn't be riding, since she wasn't a good enough swimmer, the mother had become a little irate. In fact, the mother had verbally assailed Melinda for even daring to suggest that her precious little girl couldn't ride the slides.
Fortunately, or perhaps through her magical senses, the old woman arrived on the scene even as the mother was expressing her displeasure. Very firmly, but politely, the boss told the mother that her child was _not_ going to ride the slides, because the old woman did not want an accident to spoil the day. If the mother didn't like it, she could take her business elsewhere. In a huff, the woman stormed off.
The old woman smiled at Melinda, then assured her that Melinda had used good judgment. Then she practically ordered Melinda to take a short break. As Melinda walked slowly toward the lifeguard shack, she realized that her hands were trembling. That caused her concern - Mitch had never allowed himself to be intimidated. Now, as Melinda, she was definitely smaller. Melinda had to ask herself - did being a woman make her less confident, less certain, more easily intimidated?
She strode into the shed, safe from pushy patrons, and sighed heavily. Inside the small building, across from the safety equipment, a refrigerator hummed next to a drinking fountain and a small counter with a sink and microwave. Melinda opened the fridge and peered inside. After a quick scan of the contents, she retrieved a coke and closed the door. She stepped out of the building to the 'porch' and eased herself into a lounge chair. Overhead, the fan spun, pushing a gentle breeze down to the row of chairs. It was a nice setup; Melinda thought briefly that working for the old woman seemed to be a pretty good deal.
"Hi." The voice behind Melinda was unexpected but friendly. "New here?"
Melinda spun her head quickly to the intruding voice. "Uh, yeah," she answered. "I'm just a temp."
The newcomer smiled. "You must be the one subbing for Jill and Leanne."
Melinda felt a little guilty, as if she was intruding on a private little group. "Yeah. I was just dropping off my sister this morning just after they found out about the accident. Uh," she continued awkwardly, "how are they? I hope they aren't hurt too badly."
The young lady eased into a chair beside Melinda. She looked to be around twenty-two or twenty-three, with a nice figure and long wavy red hair held back in a ponytail. She was wearing short shorts and her pink "Staff" T-shirt was tied below her bust to bare her navel. A couple smudges of dirt or grease were visible on her forearms and one on her cheek. Even with grease as her only makeup, Melinda thought that she was possibly the most beautiful woman Mitch had ever seen.
"No, they're okay. Mostly. The doctor wants to keep Leanne overnight to make sure she doesn't have a concussion. Jill has a broken arm, so she'd going to be out of work for a few weeks."
"I'm glad they're going to be okay." Melinda took another sip of her soda. Melinda considered the girl as she talked; she was the type of girl that Mitch would never have even a chance of talking with, let alone asking out.
"I'm Jenny. I run the machinery around this place."
"I guessed that - from the grease," Melinda said with a smile. "I'm Mi ... er, Melinda," Melinda gulped, catching herself. "Pretty nice park. You do a good job keeping it running."
Jenny had an enigmatic smile on her face. "So, how are you adjusting?"
Melinda practically choked. "Adjusting?" she asked hesitantly.
Jenny laughed aloud. "Yeah. To the 'big change'."
Melinda frowned. "It is _that_ obvious?"
"Yes."
"Oh." Melinda took another sip. "I don't get one thing. Why can't I tell which customers used to be guys before _they_ got changed, when you and Anya can? They seem to be so ... natural."
Jenny laughed again. "Well, to let you in on a trade secret, the magic gives the men some of the ... skills ... that women need. Even with the magic, though, you learn to tell. It takes a bit before they get so comfortable being women that we can't tell. As to your _own_ changes, well, you'll get used to it quicker than you might think."
Melinda shook her head. "I'm just subbing for the day. I'm not planning on getting used to it." She glanced at Jenny again. "It's hard to get used to."
"Which part?"
Melinda sighed. "I'm smaller. Weaker. My step is wrong. My hair gets in my face. And these," she gestured at the bulges on her chest, "just ... I don't know. They bounce, they jiggle. They're in the way." She shuddered. "I don't think I could _ever_ get used to it."
Jenny grinned. "Your hips are a little wider, so your balance is off. And the rest - well, that just goes with being a woman. It took me a while to get used to it, too."
"You?" Melinda asked, her mouth hanging open in astonishment. "But ... you're so ... feminine! So pretty!"
Jenny blushed. "Thanks. But yeah, I'm changed, too." She looked thoughtful. "Been so long that I've almost forgotten what being a guy was like." She smiled. "And in case you hadn't noticed, you're a pretty cute girl yourself."
Melinda felt her cheeks reddening. "Me? I'm not sure I'd call this body attractive." She was glancing particularly at her moderate breasts.
Jenny laughed. "Contrary to what a lot of men think, there's more to beauty than big boobs. You should see what happens when guys who thinks like _that_ comes through. They usually end up with enormous knockers." She laughed even harder. "You should have seen Greg - Anya's boyfriend - one time! I swear his boobs were bigger than his head!" The mental image made her wipe a tear of mirth from her eye.
After a moment, she gave Melinda the once over. "You're cute. You're the girl you would have been. Nice. Kind of a girl-next-door." She smiled again. "And I bet you're a pretty nice guy, too. The boss is a fantastic judge of character. You gave up your plans for the day because we needed help. You didn't back out by being changed into a girl. You know, there are a lot of happy customers because of what you did. Pretty selfless, if you ask me."
Melinda laughed. "The money she offered didn't hurt."
Jenny laughed. "Touche. That's how she _persuaded_ me, too!"
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"I'd like you to take a shift at the wave pool," Liz, standing below the lifeguard's chair, called up to Melinda.
"What's up?" Melinda asked, puzzled.
"I like to rotate the staff. It prevents boredom and familiarity. Keeps the lifeguards on their toes," Liz explained.
Melinda started to climb down even as her replacement started climbing up the other side of the chair. "Makes sense." She grabbed her towel and fell in beside Liz. "Can I ask something?"
Liz shrugged and kept walking. "Sure."
"How long have you worked here?"
Liz thought for a moment. "A little over two years."
"You like it here?"
Liz nodded. "Yeah. It's a great job, and the boss is wonderful." She stopped at the foot of another chair. "Kiki, take a break, and then take over at the Academy." She glanced at Melinda. "You think you'll be okay here?"
Melinda climbed up in the lifeguard chair and glanced at the pool. It was a huge wedge-shaped wave pool - pretty standard fare for a water park. Every few seconds, a large hydraulic ram at the narrow end shoved a huge volume of water, forcing a large wave to roll toward the sandy beach on the wide end. The swells at the deep end were several feet in height, and by the time the waves got to the beach, they were large enough that a few of them even broke and curled over. Several women and girls rode boogie-boards, some body-surfed, and a few kids frolicked and crashed into the waves.
"There you are!" The voice below and to Melinda's left sounded familiar. She looked down - and started when she saw Beth. Melinda's eyes widened. "I was looking for you."
"You ... know who I am?" Melinda stammered. Until this moment, she'd not considered what would happen if she bumped into Beth.
Beth grinned. "Sure. I mean, it's not like there are a lot of lifeguards who look like they could be my sister."
"How ... how did you know I'd change?" Melinda asked, trying to keep her attention on the swimmers.
"Anya told me," Beth confessed. "And she told me where you were working."
"But ..."
Beth's smile changed to a wry grin. "You're worried I'm going to tell someone, right?" She saw the answer in Melinda's eyes. "Yeah. Like I'm going to say that you got magically changed into a girl and spent the day in a women's swimsuit being a lifeguard?" She laughed. "They'd lock me up." She smiled again. "Your secret is safe with me, _sis_!"
"What about your friends?" Melinda asked cautiously.
"They got into a volleyball game. I said that I wanted to walk around." She shrugged. "I doubt they even know that you changed, and _I'm_ sure not going to tell them." She looked closely at her older sister and grinned. "I just wanted to see how you were handling being a girl."
"Look, I'll talk to you later; I'm on duty," Melinda said, suddenly feeling annoyed at her little sister.
"But ..."
"Shut up!" Melinda was on her feet, staring intently out into the wave pool. Something was wrong. She sensed it. Quickly, she surveyed the deeper parts of the pool. There! Under the large swell, in the deepest part of the wave pool, a head bobbed, face tilted upward, barely above the water. A hand splashed weakly, barely above water. Then the head and arm vanished, the hand making a last desperate splash before the water closed over it. In a moment, the situation changed from boring to very tense. Melinda shoved her whistle in her mouth and blew hard. "Out of the water! Now!" she commanded loudly, even as she tossed her sunglasses aside.
Melinda barely thought of procedure - she had surveyed the pool layout as soon as she had taken her station, so she'd be ready — in case. "In case" happened, and because of her training and foresight, her actions were almost automatic. The spot she'd seen the girl vanish was in the deeper, narrower part of the wave pool - fifty or sixty yards from her chair. With the rescue tube trailing her, tethered to her body, Melinda dove from her chair in a long, flat shallow dive. She was swimming hard even before she broke the surface.
A wave caught Melinda, halting her progress and throwing her a few yards back. Still, she swam. Another wave, and then another tossed her. She felt the urgency of the situation, and a growing sense of frustration. She was _fighting_ the waves; the rolling water had become her enemy.
As a wave lifted her, Melinda glanced around, looking for her bearings in the water. She spied the chair and another landmark, and figured she was close to the spot. Taking a quick breath, she dove under into the water.
The water was much murkier than Melinda had thought. The beach was sandy, and the backwash of the waves had made the sand swirl into the water. With the turbulence of the water above, her visibility underwater was severely limited. She swam in a quick circle, straining her eyes to see in the dim light, fighting the surging water.
When her lungs ached, she pulled on the strap, which fastened her to the rescue tube, and surfaced for air. She glanced around again, looking for both her bearings and any other lifeguards. A few quick strokes against the water put her back where she thought she'd seen the girl go down. Another deep breath and she dove back underwater.
As her lungs began to ache again, she thought she spied something. Melinda struggled, but the wave against the tube was pulling her away, back toward the beach. She fought the tugging, and knew instantly that it was a losing battle. The water was simply too powerful. Still, if this were the girl, the waves were going to keep moving her. She _couldn't_ lose sight of her. Melinda knew that time was against her.
It was against all procedures. It was foolish. Melinda knew it. But she slipped the strap over her shoulder and let the rescue tube go. Her lungs were searing, afire with their overwhelming need for oxygen. Still, she fought, desperately clawing her way through the water. As her ears roared, her vision starting to fade, she felt something brush her hand. Desperately, she grasped it, then pushed her way toward what she hoped was the surface. Her hand tangled in a mat of hair, she clawed with one hand, kicking desperately with her feet, thrashing toward the world above. In the recesses of her mind, she knew that this was extraordinarily dangerous. With the swirling waves and oxygen deprivation, she could easily become confused and swim deeper instead of toward the surface.
Melinda felt her hand break the surface. A fraction of a second later, she pushed her head above water. She gasped for air, managing to get a breath before a wave crashed over her. Renewed by the breath, she pulled and tugged. He head was back above the water, and she gulped in more air. Miraculously, her hand was still holding to the victim's hair. Melinda ducked under water and wrapped her arm around the girl from behind, then kicked back to the surface. She cursed her body, smaller and weaker and less capable of doing the hard work that she _had_ to do. The rescue tube, which would have made her job _much_ easier, was gone, carried who-knows-where by the waves.
Towing the girl, both heads barely above the water and battered by the rolling waves, Melinda swam with the waves, allowing the water to help her. After what seemed an eternity, her foot touched the bottom. Then the other foot touched. Now half-dragging the victim, Melinda pulled and backed as quickly as she could toward the shore.
"Give me a hand with her!" Melinda barked as she continued to pull. Most of the crowd stood, transfixed by the spectacle, but two older women rushed into the water and grabbed the girl.
"On her back!" Melinda ordered as soon as they had the girl out of the water. She knelt beside the girl, hoping against hope to find her still breathing. She wasn't. Melinda glanced up at one of the ladies. "Go get help. Now!" she barked.
She turned her attention back to the girl. Airway - Melinda tilted the girl's chin up and opened her mouth, checking for obstructions.
Breathing - Melinda already knew the girl wasn't breathing. She pinched the girl's nose shut, took a breath, and blew into the girl's mouth, watching and seeing the girl's chest rise with the incoming air. She lifted her head, allowing the rescue breath out, and then repeated the breathing. Two successful rescue breaths. She was on autopilot now, not thinking but doing what she'd been drilled to do.
Circulation - she felt for a pulse even as she watched for any sign of motion. Just as she was about to bend over the girl to administer compressions, she saw a faint motion. Quickly, she gave another rescue breath.
Melinda had been told, numerous times in several training sessions, that when one administers CPR, the victim is likely to empty the contents of his or her stomach. As she lifted from the next breath, the girl coughed violently, causing a gush of water from her lungs to spew. Melinda took that as a hopeful sign as she re-cleared the airway. She gave another rescue breath. This time, even before she was done, the girl convulsed and the contents of her stomach were ejected all over Melinda. Ignoring the disgusting fluid, Melinda wiped her mouth and then wiped the girl's face. Once more, she gave a strong rescue breath, and paused.
"I've got it," a strong voice called from the other side of the victim. Melinda glanced up and saw another staff member kneeling beside the girl. A duffel bag - now open - was beside the newcomer. "I'm Dr. Chastity, the staff physician," the woman added to reassure Melinda as she set about her job.
Melinda sank back on her heels, feeling suddenly overwhelmed. As the doctor continued to minister to the girl, who was now breathing fitfully, Melinda felt hands on her shoulders. She glanced up at Anya, squatting beside her.
"Come on," Anya said as helped Melinda to her feet. Melinda stood, feeling numb. Anya grabbed a towel and handed it to Melinda, who wiped off her face. Then Anya led her back from the beach. "Let's go to the doctor's office."
Anya was silent as they walked; Melinda walked as if on autopilot. They entered the small first-aid hut, and Anya guided Melinda to a chair. Almost as soon as she sat down, Melinda started shaking badly. She sat in the chair, leaning forward, her body trembling almost uncontrollably.
In a few moments, the doctor returned, with another staff member. The two of them carried a litter on which the near-victim was lying. They lay the girl on an exam table, and the doctor quickly placed an oxygen mask on the girl. The doctor turned momentarily toward Melinda. "Good work," she said.
Anya glanced up to the doctor. "The ambulance is on the way."
"Good." The doctor picked up a clipboard and handed it to Melinda. "You _do_ realize you're going to have to fill out reports," she said, almost reluctantly.
Melinda sighed. "Figures." She reached for the clipboard, but Anya stopped her. "You can do that in a few minutes. We have to do something." She gently took Melinda's arm and led her out of the shack. Wordlessly, not giving Melinda any clues, Anya led her to the office.
The old woman was waiting inside, along with Liz and another woman. The old woman was sitting beside the second woman, her arm around the second woman's shoulder and talking to her in a comforting tone. The woman seemed quite distraught; Melinda guessed that she was the mother of the girl Melinda had saved.
The old woman glanced up, and her face lit up. "Ah, Melinda! Come in." She turned to the second woman. "Mrs. Sheldon, this is Melinda. She's the one who saved Tanya."
The second woman's face lit up and she practically leaped up, wrapping herself around Melinda in a tight embrace. "Thank you," she said, her voice trembling. Melinda felt wetness on her cheek from Mrs. Sheldon's tears. "Thank you for saving my baby." She was crying openly, her sobs of gratitude and relief making her tremble. "How can I thank you?" She stepped back a moment, looking at Melinda.
Melinda felt her cheeks burning; she wasn't expecting, nor did she really like, this type of attention. "I was just doing my job," she protested.
Mrs. Sheldon shook her head. "I _have_ to do something! You saved my little girl!" she protested, hugging Melinda tightly again.
Melinda felt very awkward. "I was just doing my job," she protested again, a bit stronger this time. "That's all I need - to know that I made a difference."
The old woman smiled as she looked out the door. "Dr. Chastity is moving Tanya to the ambulance now," she said. "You probably want to ride with her, don't you?"
Mrs. Sheldon started, but she let Melinda escape her embrace. "Oh, yes!"
Anya took Mrs. Sheldon's arm and led her to the office door. Outside, the gurney with Tanya was rolling into view. Mrs. Sheldon rushed to her daughter's side.
In the office, Melinda sighed, glad to be rid of the overly-thankful mother. The old woman gestured for her to sit, and Melinda eased herself into a seat. "Thank you. That was ... embarrassing."
The old woman smiled as she sat down beside Melinda. "I know. I also know people who would have taken advantage of the situation and a mother's emotions to get something. You didn't. That says a _lot_ about you."
Melinda squirmed. "Now _you're_ embarrassing me," she protested softly.
The door opened again, startling Melinda. This time, it was Liz. She saw Melinda sitting with the old woman, and she moved to a chair. "Good job," she said simply.
"Thanks."
The old woman frowned. "But?"
Liz glanced sharply at the old woman and sighed. "You know you broke just about every rule in the book, don't you?" She frowned. "What in the hell were you thinking when you dropped your tube? And I heard about your dive from the ..."
The old woman held up her hand, cutting Liz off.
Melinda glanced up at Liz, and her expression got defiant. "The surf was catching the tube, pulling me away from the victim. It was impeding my rescue. And the waves were moving the girl around - in turbid water. I didn't have the luxury of a slow, by-the-book, picture-perfect rescue," she said, her voice angry and defensive.
Liz' expression quickly changed; she thought Melinda was challenging her authority as head lifeguard. "You could have changed it from a one-victim rescue to a two-victim rescue. Then where would we be?"
"But I didn't! I made the rescue!" Melinda replied quickly.
"You took one _hell_ of a chance!" Liz retorted angrily. "That's not the way we ..."
The old woman grasped Liz's arm, silencing her. At the same time, she glared at Melinda. "Stop it! Both of you!" she said sternly.
"But..."
"Stop it!" the old woman repeated to Liz. She took a deep breath. "I let you run the lifeguard program the way you see fit, right? Have I ever second-guessed your judgment?"
Liz glared at her. "No," she finally answered.
The old woman wasn't done. "You remember how you felt when your platoon louie second-guessed you when your squad used pretty unorthodox methods to take out the machine gun bunkers?"
Liz scowled. "We got the job done."
"Exactly," the old woman said. "You argued that he wasn't the one on the scene, and that he wasn't the one qualified to make a judgment." Her voice softened. "That's exactly the way you need to treat your lifeguards."
Liz glared at the old woman for a moment as she contemplated the dressing-down she'd received.
"Besides," the old woman added, "you _know_ you'd have done the exact same thing. Wouldn't you?"
Liz continued to scowl, but her eyes weren't focused on Melinda or the old woman. It was clear that she was deliberating the boss' words. "Yeah," she replied. She turned to Melinda. "Sorry," she said softly. "I shouldn't have questioned your judgment."
Melinda nodded, and then looked down. "I'm sorry, too. Not that I made the rescue. I _had_ to do what I did. But I guess I should have taken some time to learn the procedures and rules before I started guarding."
Liz stuck out her hand. "Are we okay on this?"
Melinda glanced at the old woman, then she took Liz' hand. "Yeah."
The old woman smiled and looked at Melinda. "You've had a pretty stressful day. Why don't you finish up the paperwork, and then take the rest of the day off."
Melinda frowned. "You're still short-handed, aren't you?" She saw the old woman nod. "You paid me for a day of work, and the job isn't done. You need a lifeguard on duty, not lounging around." She stood abruptly. "Right?"
The old woman shook her head, a wry smile on her face. "Right."
Melinda waited for Liz to rise. "Let's get back to work, then, okay?"
Liz grinned and took Melinda's arm. "Sounds like a plan to me."
As the two stepped out the door, the old woman called out. "Liz?"
Liz halted and turned. "Yeah, boss?"
"Don't forget the club tonight."
Liz started, and then she grinned. "Don't worry. I'll make sure she's there." She let the door close and turned back toward the park.
"The club?" Melinda asked hesitantly.
Liz smiled. "One of the 'rules' of the park. Whenever someone makes a rescue, Grandmother treats her to a nice dinner at the Palm Club. Everyone goes. It's a great time!"
Melinda's eyes widened. The Palm Club? That was one of the ritziest, most exclusive clubs in town. Melinda knew she'd be way out of her league in a place like that. Plus, she was only a substitute, not a true staff member. "I can't ..."
Liz grinned. "You can't back out. Tradition." Then her grin broadened. "And we'll get your sister and her friends home in a cab, so you can't use _that_ as an excuse!"
Melinda had a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach. As soon as the dinner was mentioned, she'd been working on excuses to not go, because the thought of being out in public in this body made her nervous. Apparently, Liz and the others weren't going to let her back out.
**********
Melinda took a quick glance around the table as she put a small forkful of fish into her mouth. The old woman, Anya, Liz, Jenny, and several others from Bikini Beach were seated around the large round table in the corner of the Club. A few women that Melinda hadn't seen at the park had joined the group. Dr. Chastity was with a woman who was _very_ clearly her lover.
It seemed a happy group - except for Melinda, who was feeling very self-conscious. She wasn't used to being the center of attention or being treated as a hero. Even more so, however, was the fact that there were a lot of men who seemed to be looking at Melinda.
When she'd gotten back to the locker room at the end of the day, she'd discovered that her male clothing had changed completely. Her underwear had become a matching pink panty and bra set - with delicate lacy trim, Melinda discovered to her shock. Her jeans were much more feminine and tight, and her simple T-shirt was now a blouse that hugged her new figure and showed more than a little bosom at the base of the low-cut neckline. Another discovery shocked Melinda; there was no wallet - in its place was a small purse with a small 'touch-up kit' of makeup. Anya had insisted on helping Melinda with her makeup, so that Melinda was now the picture of a fashionable young woman out for a night with her girlfriends.
She squirmed uncomfortably, staring down at her plate after she'd met eyes with a young man who'd been looking at her. Beside her, Jenny laughed lightly. She looked up at Jenny, her eyes angry.
Jenny set her hand lightly on Melinda's arm. "I'm not trying to embarrass you," she said. "It's just kind of fun to watch you. It reminds me of how uncomfortable _I_ was when I started."
Melinda sighed, shaking her head lightly. "It's hard. I can't get used to guys looking at me."
Jenny laughed again as she took the carafe from the center of the table and poured more wine for herself and Melinda. "Remind yourself that it's just for tonight," she said with a grin before taking a sip.
Melinda's eyes widened momentarily, and then she smiled. "Yeah, I guess so - just for tonight." For a brief moment, she considered whether she'd already had too much to drink; she felt a little woozy. She dismissed the thought; she'd only had two glasses of wine. Two _small_ glasses.
As she took another bite of her dinner, she thought she saw Anya giving Jenny a stern, almost warning, look. She blinked, and Anya's expression was again smiling and warm. Perhaps, she thought, she'd just imagined it.
Melinda carefully set her fork down. "Excuse me," she said as she started to rise. "I have to ... uh ..."
The old woman smiled knowingly. "The phrase used to be 'powder your nose'." She gave a quick look of exasperation. "Heaven knows what the women _today_ call it!"
Anya touched her grandmother's arm as she laughed. "Usually, _my_ age group just says we need to visit the ladies room." She glanced at Melinda. "It's pretty simple, actually. None of this 'secret code phrase' stuff so common among the older generation."
Melinda tried to laugh, but it felt awkward. She _knew_ she was a guy inside, but right now, the rest of the ladies were treating her as if she'd _always_ been a girl. "I guess I have to visit the ladies' room." She pushed her chair back.
Before opening the door, Melinda paused, taking a deep breath. She was trembling inside. While doing her business in one stall, she'd heard a couple of girls talking - very bluntly - about what they expected from the evening. When she came out, the two had very distinctly flashed a warning with their eyes - Melinda better not interfere with the guys _they_ picked out. Then the girls left with an air of superiority, while Melinda washed her hands and wondered about their snooty attitude. Was it that they really were the rich snobs they seemed to be, or was it that they were putting on airs while they trolled the club for guys? And their language — she was shocked to hear girls talking worse than sailors when in the privacy of the ladies' room.
Outside the door, the group from Bikini Beach was sitting at their table, waiting for her return. And there were guys, some single and looking to hook up with some young lady for the evening. _That_ was the part that scared Melinda the most - the attention from the guys. Still, she couldn't hide forever.
She took a deep breath, steeled herself, and started back to the table. Compared to the relative quiet of the restroom, the noise of the club was almost overwhelming for a brief moment. Melinda forced herself to walk back toward the table.
"Hi," a masculine voice said from beside her, startling her.
"Oh," she said, spinning her head to see the interloper even as she tried to calm her nerves. "Hi." She realized that the man had quickly slid in front of her, forming a temporary block in her path. Melinda recognized the move instantly - it gave the man a chance to get face-to-face contact without being too rude the process. Done right, it looked almost natural. Almost.
She looked over the man quickly. He was twenty-four or five, probably in sales or marketing based on how he was carrying and presenting himself. Well-dressed in a casual-professional manner. Hair done neatly. Confident, even a touch cocky.
"I haven't seen you around the clubs," he said to strike up conversation. "Are you new around here?"
Melinda felt butterflies in her stomach. "Uh, I guess you could say that," she answered carefully.
The man smiled. "Well, I have to say your choice of clubs is outstanding. This is one of the best clubs in town."
"I ... uh ... thought it was pretty nice."
"Good food, good service, and a great deejay for dancing. One couldn't ask for much more in a club," he smiled warmly, "except for someone to enjoy it with. Can I get you something to drink? Or perhaps you'd favor me with a dance?" His charm was on overdrive.
Melinda felt a bit of panic. How, she wondered, did women avoid these kind of smooth-talkers without being catty or rude? "Uh," she stammered, "I'm ... uh ... with a group."
The man's smile didn't wane. "Oh, surely they'd understand if you excused yourself for a dance, wouldn't they?" he asked hopefully.
Melinda felt a hand slip around her waist, while another hand clutched her shoulder. She started, even as she turned her head to the newcomer. She felt her heart restart when she recognized Jenny's long red hair.
"_There_ you are, lover" Jenny said to Melinda in a sultry voice. "I was getting lonely without you." She gave Melinda a quick wink that the man couldn't see, and then gave her a quick kiss on the lips. "You want to dance now, or after dessert?" Jenny leaned her head on Melinda's shoulder, while her hand around Melinda's waist pulled her tightly against the redhead.
Melinda felt her legs getting rubbery as her nerves finally started to give out. She was barely aware of the man making some lame excuses. She hardly noticed as Jenny held her tightly and guided her back to the table as if Jenny and Melinda were lovers.
**********
Mitch felt his head pounding, and he winced at the bright light. He screwed his eyes tightly shut to avoid one distraction as he rolled and sat up. That motion caused his head to throb, and he winced again. Slowly, the pounding subsided to a mere thrum, and Mitch carefully pried his eyes open.
He was on a bed, in a bedroom that was definitely not masculine in its decor. He started to rise, and he realized that he was naked. Mitch sat back down, pulling the blanket back over his lap, and he scanned the room.
His clothes - his _male_ clothes - were neatly piled on a chair in one corner. Two doors were shut; Mitch guessed that the smaller door opened into a closet, while the larger door led out of the bedroom. Still another door stood ajar, and Mitch could see a bathroom beyond. Deciding that he could brave the situation, Mitch stood and scooted to the chair, his eyes on the door as he scooped up his clothes.
Moments later, mostly clothed and having relieved himself, Mitch twisted the doorknob and pulled the door open. He heard some activity, so he peeked around the corner.
He was in an apartment. Not a large apartment at that, but very nice in its decor and furnishings. The mystery was _whose_ apartment? If it hadn't been for the feminine décor, Mitch's discomfort would have turned to full-fledged terror. Slowly, he followed the noise until he came to a small kitchen that opened across a bar into the main room.
"Sleeping Beauty is awake," Jenny said with a smile from the kitchen area. She was wearing a robe that was partially open, revealing her underwear beneath. She saw Mitch's stare and glanced down, then with a grin, she retied the robe.
"What ... happened?" Mitch asked slowly. At Jenny's gesture, he eased himself onto a stool.
"Want something to eat? I'm afraid I'm not a big breakfast person. Usually, I just have a half English muffin and some yogurt, so I'm not stocked with bacon and eggs and such." She smiled, her eyes twinkling. "Got to keep the figure, you know."
Mitch started to shake his head, but the effort caused the low background bass drum in his brain to thump noisily. He winced. "Right now," he said softly, "that would be just fine."
Jenny split the English muffin, popped it in the toaster, and pulled out a container of strawberry yogurt. "I've got water, OJ, and grapefruit juice." She grinned over her shoulder again. "I'm not much on coffee, either. Sorry."
"OJ is fine," Mitch answered. Jenny shut up while she finished making the simple breakfast for her houseguest. Finally she stood across from Mitch. "So, what happened?" Mitch repeated. "I ..."
Jenny grinned. "You don't remember how you got here, do you?"
Mitch looked down, embarrassed. It'd been a long time since he'd had so much to drink that he didn't remember things. It'd happened only once, in fact. "Yeah," he admitted softly. "At first, I didn't even know _where_ I was!"
Jenny laughed softly. "Well, since you were pretty hammered, and since you were going to change in the middle of the night, we figured it would be better to let you stay with me." She saw Mitch look up sharply. "My apartment is right next to the park - and your car."
"Oh." Mitch sounded a bit disappointed.
"So how much _do_ you remember?"
Mitch swallowed some muffin and took a drink of juice. "We were at the Palm Club. I think I'd had a bit too much to drink. I remember going to the bathroom, but then ..."
Jenny laughed. "You don't remember me riding to your rescue from J. Ainsley Tarrington, the Third?"
Mitch frowned again. "I ... I wasn't sure if that was real." His frown deepened. "You . kissed me."
Jenny laughed. "Yeah, and Anya and the boss nearly tore my head off over that." She saw Mitch's confusion. "They thought I was flirting with you earlier."
Mitch felt more disappointment. "Were you?"
"I told them it was a good way to rescue you." Jenny dropped her gaze. "But maybe I was - a bit."
"Oh."
Jenny looked up. "Oh? Does that mean ... that maybe you ... enjoyed me flirting?"
It was Mitch's turn to look down. "I don't know." He shook his head slowly. "I mean, you're awfully attractive."
Jenny smiled. "Thank you. Do you realize how cute you are? Were? As a girl, I mean?"
Mitch shook his head. "So, if you were flirting ..."
Jenny laughed. "You want to know if I took advantage of you while you were drunk?" She shook her head. "No. I promised the Boss that I wouldn't, and I didn't."
"But?"
Jenny looked down again, biting her lip. "I was _really_ tempted," she admitted softly. "But I managed to keep my panties on." She paused for effect. "And yours, too," she added with a laugh.
**********
Mitch walked across the asphalt toward the office, a note in his hand. When he'd gotten to his car, the morning crowd hadn't started arriving, so he figured he'd slip out of the park before the women started arriving. Then he found a note under the wiper.
At the door of the office, he paused and thought for a moment. What was the note about? All it said was "Can you please stop by the office before leaving?" He reached for the intercom button.
Before he could press the button, the intercom came to life. "Please come in," the old woman's voice called.
Mitch pulled the door open and stepped inside. The old woman was in her chair behind her desk, facing the door. Mitch gulped - she was very obviously waiting for him.
"Please have a seat," the old woman said with a pleasant smile. "And don't worry - you're not in trouble."
Mitch slid into a chair. His mind was racing - he had a million questions, and felt like he had no answers. "Why ... do you want to talk to me?" he blurted out.
The old woman laughed lightly. "Let's start with your questions. You wonder if what you experienced is normal. The answer is yes. It's not always so ... exciting. But it's pretty normal. You're lucky - you got to experience a bit of life on the other side, so to speak."
Mitch frowned. "But ." He was trying to formulate a question, but he couldn't quite put it into words.
"Was it really so different?" the old woman asked.
Mitch thought. "No, I guess not, except for the thing in the club."
The old woman smiled sadly. "Unfortunately, there are a lot of young men who treat women as prey. So, yes, you did experience a bit of the down-side. But the rest is pretty much the same."
"Oh."
"By the way, the mother of the girl you saved came by earlier." The old woman pushed an envelope across her desk. "She wanted to thank you."
Mitch cautiously took the envelope, and even more cautiously opened it. His eyes widened as he counted the zeros on the check. He closed his eyes a moment, then he slid the check back into the envelope and pushed it back to the old woman. "I can't accept this," he said slowly. "It's not for me. It's for _her_!"
The old woman seemed surprised. "But . Melinda _is_ you!"
Mitch shook his head. "I was just doing my job. I'm not even a hero - not as a guy, anyway!" He saw the slow nod of the old woman's head. "I can't take it. Maybe Melinda earned it, but not me."
"That doesn't make sense," the old woman said. "You and Melinda are the same person."
"No, we're not," Mitch answered slowly. He started to rise, turning toward the door. Then he paused and glanced at the old woman. "I appreciate the job, and I appreciate the chance to learn a bit about a woman's world." He turned back toward the door.
"Mitch," the old woman called. "What are you afraid of?" she asked when he'd met her gaze. "Are you embarrassed that you were a girl yesterday? Or are you scared by _how_ successful you were as a young woman?"
Mitch's mouth opened almost instantly to reply, but the words never came out. After a moment, he closed his mouth again. He stood at the door, one hand on the knob, looking at the old woman for a bit before he dropped his gaze. "I don't know," he finally admitted.
The old woman sat, a sad smile on her face. "You know, it seems to me that most people tie their identities too closely to how they look on the outside rather than what they are on the inside."
Mitch's eyebrows rose as he contemplated the woman's words. "Maybe," he said slowly. He forced a thin smile. "I have to admit that the last day has given me a lot to think about." He turned back toward the door.
"By the way," the old woman called out in a firm voice, halting Mitch mid-stride, "I'm still short a lifeguard. Jill has a broken arm and two cracked ribs, so she can't do much lifeguarding. Are you interested in a job for a couple of weeks?" She saw the surprise on Mitch's face. "You didn't have anything else lined up anyway," she added.
Mitch's jaw dropped. "But ." He shook his head. "Look, I could get away with staying out overnight once. But for several days or more? I couldn't get away with that. And I couldn't go home as _her_."
The old woman smiled. "What if I could promise you that you _could_ get away with it? If I could alter reality for a couple of weeks so that everyone around you thought you'd always _been_ Melinda?"
Mitch started to say something, but he stopped. Finally, he laughed. "I shouldn't be surprised that you could do that," he said.
"Well?"
"Can I think about it?" Mitch asked, uncertainty in his voice.
The old woman sighed. "Think quickly. I have a park to open."
Mitch looked into the old woman's eyes. Somehow, he knew that the offer was genuine. "You know I could use the money, right?" He saw the old woman's nod. "I suppose it beats being unemployed." He smiled nervously. "I guess I can try it for a couple of weeks."
The old woman rose and shook his hand. "I think you're going to enjoy your time with us," she said with a smile. She reached down to her desk and picked up a card and handed it to Mitch. "Now, please swipe this through the employees' gate and get changed so I can get the park open."
As Melinda came out of the shower, she nearly ran over Jenny. "Hi," she said, laughing at Jenny's open-mouth stare of astonishment.
"Uh," Jenny stammered, uneasiness in her voice, "I didn't expect to see you here."
Melinda smiled. "The boss needed a sub for a few more days. I happened to be free." She shrugged. "It works out for everyone."
"How long are you going to be ..."
Melinda grinned. "Like this?" She laughed. "A couple of weeks."
Jenny gulped. "You _know_ that after the club, this is going to be kind of ... awkward," she said uncertainly.
Melinda turned down the path toward the lifeguard shack. "I've got to get to work." She glanced over her shoulder at Jenny. "And I don't think it'll be too awkward."
Jenny frowned. "Yeah, but you're not the one who's going to have to control yourself."
Melinda laughed. "Well, maybe you can think of it as a challenge. Can you seduce the new girl before she changes back?" She saw Jenny's mouth drop open in astonishment, and she could practically hear the thoughts running through Jenny's mind. Melinda thought - if Jenny and she _did_ hook up, it would be a very unique experience. And Jenny was _damned_ cute!
FIN.
Bikini Beach
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"So, Jana, that's all you can tell me about this Lieutenant Kowalchek?" there was a short pause as Anya listened and waggled fingers at her Grandmother in greeting. "Well, I guess we'll find out when he gets here. Thanks, dear."
"Well," the Old Woman said with a weary smile, "the little I heard of that conversation was certainly interesting. Since my news is so sad, I will let you tell me yours first."
"Mine isn't much better, Grandmother. All I know is that this Lt. Alex Kowalchek called me just after I got in this morning. Evidently, he is on some case and wants to talk with us about it. I just called Jana to find out what she could tell me about him."
"What kind of case?" the Old Woman asked sharply. She was very protective of her beloved creation and some type of criminal investigation might call unwanted attention to the more... well, magical aspects of her operation.
Anya shrugged. "Jana didn't know anything about it, but that's because she's working street patrol and Kowalchek is a homicide detective. He was very careful not to give me any details when he called - just said that he would very much like to interview us at the earliest possible date. He hinted it was very serious, but wouldn't say more."
"I see. So, what did Jana tell you about Mr. Kowalchek."
"Very, very good at what he does... something of a legend on the force. Jana, or actually, it was Jake, went to the Police Academy with him, so Jana knows a bit about him, although they are no longer close. He's a widower, his wife and infant daughter having been killed by a drug dealer a few years ago. He left Narcotics and went into homicide, brought down the creep who killed his family. He's thorough and meticulous - evidently has never had a case thrown out due to technicalities. The DA's office loves him, but some of the other politicos and political hangers-on in our fair city feel he's a loose cannon. Once he's on the scent, he doesn't quit, which means he isn't very controllable. He broke that case last year - the one that connected our esteemed mayor with certain unsavory types."
"Did Jana say anything about his ethics?"
"Evidently truth and justice for the victims of crime, particularly of violent crime, are his pantheon. According to Jana, the murder of his family was a retaliatory killing. Seems this scum was upset by the fact that Mr. Kowalchek was too honest to be bribed and too good to be fooled."
"Sounds like a formidable man, and we have no idea what he wants with us?"
"None." Anya sighed. "So, what is your bad news?"
"Elaine Summers called this morning," the Old Woman said. "She wanted to know if she could sell back her memberships."
"Why?" Anya asked, shocked. "Her family LOVES coming here."
Elaine had been one of the park's first members. She and her family often spent weekends at the park. Anya particularly liked the woman's affable, easygoing husband who could accept and embrace a weekend of being his wife's best girlfriend without rancor or embarrassment. She sometimes thought that the girl who had given her prospective boyfriend a trial by satin thanks to Bikini Beach had the right idea.
"Her husband Thomas was killed - murdered on his way home from work. What insurance they have will take care of the house for her, but there won't be much left afterwards - and she's going to need the money," the Old Woman said, tears now running freely down her cheeks.
"Oh, Grandmother, how awful! And he was such a wonderful man, too."
"Yes, he was."
"What are you going to do about Elaine?"
The Old Woman shrugged. "Give her the money until I can figure out a way to get her back with us. I think she will need us in the near future."
"Can't we give her a job? She's wonderful with her little girls, and the daycare center can always use one more loving heart and an extra pair of caring hands?"
A watery smile lit the Old Woman's face. "A wonderful notion, dear. Let me think about how to approach her. She and her family would have our excellent employee benefits, too, which naturally include free memberships." The Old Woman beamed proudly down at her granddaughter. So powerful, she thought, and yet so loving, too. "You are a comfort to me, Anya."
Anya was spared having to reply to that bit of unexpected praise when her phone buzzed. She answered it, listened for a moment and then told the receptionist, "Please show him into my office."
The door opened to admit a man in a dark gray suit. Anya studied him for a moment, trying to read him and take his measure. He wasn't tall, no more than five feet six or seven inches, but with an unusually muscular frame for his height - broad shouldered yet slim hipped.
*Must spend a good deal of time at the gym,* was her quick assessment.
His hair was cut short in an almost military crewcut. His face was ruggedly masculine, almost harsh, with dark eyes that seemed to be constantly moving.
"Miss..." he asked in a quiet, deep voice as he held out his hand in greeting.
"Oh, please call me Anya," she said, "And this is my Grandmother..."
The Old Woman stood and offered her own hand, "I am known as Mrs. Beach, young man."
Anya liked the way he greeted her. His grip was firm, but not crushing and his eyes met hers and stayed at eye level, despite the fact that she was wearing her usually scanty beach attire on her very shapely form. "I am Lieutenant Alex Kowalchek, Anya, Mrs. Beach, from the city police department. Thank you for seeing me so quickly."
"You indicated your purpose here was of some importance, Lieutenant," Anya said, "Please, sit down and tell us what we can do to help you."
He sat and then said baldly, "You can help me stop a serial killer."
Both women were taken aback by this, and it was the Old Woman who recovered first. "A serial killer? I didn't know of any serial killer in our area."
"That is because the victims are all men and because the M.O. has been different for each one. Both of those factors are unusual in the extreme for such murderers. Serial killers are thought to be more likely to go after women or children, and usually have a recurring modes operandi that distinguishes their crimes and the victims. However, I have found a connection that leads me to suspect... actually, that has convinced me, that there is one killer.
"How many victims?" the Old Woman asked in a suddenly cold and quiet voice.
"Eight that I am sure of, Ma'am. Two more highly probable ones, that I believe I can confirm today with your help. However, to do that and then to stop him, I will need your complete cooperation."
"And what could we do, sir?" Anya asked, "We simply run a beach park for women. What could we possibly do to assist you in this?"
"I have reason to believe that a killer is stalking people who have come to your park," he paused at that and then fixed his gaze on the Old Woman, "Men who have been here, transformed into women, and then changed back."
"What? Just what kind of establishment do you think we run here, Lieutenant?" Anya snapped out, as sarcastically as she could manage under the circumstances. "One of those make-over parlors for men who like to dress up and look like women?" She cast a worried glance at her Grandmother, who was quietly staring at the Lieutenant, her eyes very intense.
"Anya," Kowalcheck continued in a very soft, very gentle voice. "I have had your place under surveillance now for two weeks. I have seen men walk in, but no men walk out. Whatever it is you do in here, it is not some type of kinky fetish game because you have women with their children in here. And many of the men are physically unsuited to being able to pass as women anyway."
"So, Lieutenant, you are saying you believe in magic?" the Old Woman asked, her voice defiant.
"I believe in facts, Ma'am," Alex replied firmly. "I have facts which are as I just presented them to you. The answer your lovely granddaughter just offered does not fit those facts."
"I see," the Old Woman replied. "So, tell me, Lieutenant, who has died?"
"Most recently, a man named Thomas Summers." Anya's gasp interrupted him. "He was run off the road near here a week ago. He died in the hospital two days later. I can give you a list of those men I know were involved here as well as those two who I think, for no other reason than that I have no good motive for their murder, might have been victims."
"May I see the list?" The Old Woman asked. Kowalchek passed over a piece of paper drawn from his folio. Anya watched her Grandmother scan the list and knew instantly when she began recognizing names. Her eyes burning, she picked up a pencil and began making checkmarks on the page. That done, she stiffly handed the paper back. "The ones I have marked are... were at one time or another... guests of the park. The other one, I have to check our records, but the name is familiar." Her voice broke for a moment, but only for a moment. "They... they are all dead?"
Kowalchek nodded. "Very well," the Old Woman said, putting aside her pain to be dealt with later in private, "How can I help you?"
"Just like that?" Kowalchek was surprised.
"What did you expect me to do, Lieutenant? Prevaricate? Refuse to cooperate with you? The men on your list were guests of mine, sir, people with whom I shared a special gift. Some were not the best of men, but they left here better men and none of them deserved this fate - and most certainly not because they simply spent a day or two at my park. Of course I will assist you in any way that I can."
"As will I," Anya put in firmly.
"Well, I guess the first thing I need to do is find out what you do here. Once I have that, I will need access to your membership records... " then suddenly, Alex stopped. He sighed. "Ma'am?"
"Oh, call me Grandmother," the Old Woman ordered, "like Anya does."
He grinned at the offer. The change that made in his stern countenance was stunning, making him look years younger and much more handsome. For just a moment, Anya wondered if it were his responsibilities that so hardened his features, or if the loss of his family might be more at fault.
"Thank you," the Lieutenant said. "But you should know that this isn't really a sanctioned investigation. As I said, the brass doesn't agree that this is a serial killer and will not be real pleased with me for pursuing this."
"You've convinced me, Alexander," the Old Woman said, her tone implying that was all that was necessary. "Now, Anya will show you what you need to see. We haven't opened yet, so you can also tour our other facilities... as you are."
"No shower, Grandmother?" Anya was goggle eyed.
"No. Just have him back here in the offices before we open. If necessary, delay the opening until the Lieutenant has seen what he feels he needs to see. Now, if you two will excuse me, I have to interview a new employee."
Alex rose and offered his hand to the Old Woman. "Thank you, Ma'... I mean, Grandmother."
"Nicely done, Alexander," the Old Woman approved. "Now, run along with Anya and find this person."
"Well, you have no idea how much you rate, Lieutenant," Anya said as she rose from her seat, "but perhaps you soon will. Come along. I need to show you the outer facilities before we open at eleven."
It was afternoon teatime when Anya was again able to sit down with her Grandmother. "So, how did Alexander react to your explanations?"
"That's really strange, Grandmother. He accepted them without qualm. He's such a realist that I would have thought him to be completely skeptical of magic."
"Remember what he said, dear, about facts. There is a difference between being a realist and a skeptic. Alexander accepts the evidence of his eyes and brain. Did he see a transformation?"
"Yes. A father and son who came here to get away from difficult situation at home. I sold them a day pass and adjusted the magic so that they would be oblivious to the changes and only remember the good time they had here."
"Losing a mother is always difficult. That father is a good one, though. The boy will be well cared for. You did well on that one, Anya."
"But the point is, Grandmother, that Alex believed before he saw that."
"And your point is?"
"That type of man NEVER believes until he's wearing a bra and going to the bathroom sitting down."
"ANYA! Let's not be crude," the Old Woman reproved firmly before continuing. "However, I take your point, and had I not met him, I would have likely agreed with you. Alexander is a special man."
"Special? In what way, aside from his abject worship at the altars of minutia, detail and fact?"
"I am not sure precisely why, but when reality warps around him, he still retains his memories of what was."
"But how?"
"As I said, I am not sure. There are a variety of possible reasons. Perhaps, it is that very commitment to the truth and to justice that forces him to use resources others may have, but never call upon."
Anya considered that, but then shrugged it aside. "I suppose. I know that I have never encountered his like before, Grandmother."
"So, what is this plan you mentioned, my dear?"
Anya shifted in her seat and became very uncomfortable. "I don't like it, Grandmother," she said finally.
"I gathered that from your aura, child. Precisely what is it about Alexander's plan that you do not like?"
"You might better ask me what part of it I DO like, Grandmother," she replied taking in a deep breath to calm her reservations. "First, he's going to go through our files and look for possible suspects, although how he'll find them I don't know."
"Seems like a logical first step. Why should that bother you? Do you think he will ultimately try to betray us in some way?"
"Oh, that's not an issue. He's already promised to keep our secrets, so betraying us that way would be a lie, and thus a sin against Truth with a capital 'T'. No, it is his alternate plan I don't like. Assuming he cannot figure out who the murderer is simply by checking our records, he hopes to find some type of pattern to the murders that he can use to flush out the killer."
"And how does he think to do that, Anya?" the Old Woman asked, fearing she already knew the answer.
"He's planning to start coming here as a day-passer and try to set himself up as a possible victim."
"Oh." And there was a world of inference in that tone. "I cannot say that I like that option either, my child, but I doubt we could stop him, short of refusing him access to the showers. He will do what he thinks must be done, I think, for our Alexander is one of those who truly believes in the old police motto of "To Serve and Protect."
"Fine!" Anya snapped in exasperation. "But there is a difference in doing your job, regardless of how dangerous it might be and considering something that may be suicidal. There's been enough killing already, Grandmother. He might be next."
"And he might not. We must let him do his job, dear, although perhaps not without a little help from his friends."
Anya looked up to see a familiar twinkle in her Grandmother's eye.
Alex arrived after the park closed for the day to find Anya waiting for him. "I've downloaded our membership records into this PC," she told him indicating a machine set up on a table in her office. So you can sort and filter and query to your heart's content."
"All your members?" Alex asked.
Anya frowned, then sighed. "I was going to download only the men and those who used to be men, but Grandmother stopped me." The girl tossed her hair in some agitation. "Said something about the female being deadlier than the male and that we couldn't permit our feminist biases limit your investigation."
"I want to help the ones you like, Anya, and to protect them, but suppose this murderer is a woman and you didn't give me access to those records? I don't think it is a woman, but just suppose she killed again while I was chasing down false leads because I didn't have all the facts?"
"Help and protect," Anya said softly. "Odd you should say it that way. Okay, let me show you how this works. I've given you everything - home addresses, phone numbers, family members and the dates they visited the park."
"Excellent. When do I have to leave?"
"You don't," Anya said. "I have decided to stay here until you are ready to leave. Even moved a cot into the next room."
"That's not necessary."
"Yes, it is. There are magical defenses around here, wards we call them. They're like invisible traps. We can't turn them off for security reasons and you won't be safe here without Grandmother or I to protect you from them."
Alex wanted to argue, but thought better of it. "All right. Let's get started."
The sun was just creeping over the horizon when Anya awoke. Quietly, she padded back into her office where she found Alex asleep in his chair, a sheaf of papers clutched tightly in one hand. She slipped from the room and went off to make coffee.
The drip coffee maker had just begun it's final hissing growl when Alex appeared at the door of the office complex's small kitchenette. "That is mighty loud-smelling coffee you have there, Anya," he said with a tired smile.
"It's almost ready. How did it go last night? Find out anything new?"
He shook his head. "Not really, at least, not yet. Too much data and too little time to digest it. Although I must admit that I was more than a little surprised by the names of some of the men who have been here since the murders started."
"True. Some have come once and then never returned again. Others have bought lifetime memberships and thus remained women."
"Or little girls," Alex said his eyes instantly cold. "I was rather astonished to discover that, as well."
"Growing up female is a special dream for many men," Anya replied.
"Why don't I believe that is case - at least not always?"
Anya regarded the man for several moments, then shrugged diffidently. "If your suspicions are true, there's little you can do about it."
"DAMMIT!" Alex growled. "I have to trust you and that Grandmother of yours, and you as much as tell me your ethics and morality are so low as that?!?"
"It isn't like that," Anya said quietly. "Sometimes the world is a better, safer place if certain individuals... well, cease to have ever lived."
"Do you think your power gives you the right to be judge, jury and executioner? To be law unto yourselves?"
Anya poured the coffee and handed a cup to the very upset police officer. "Is everything in your world so very black and white, Alex?
"There is such a thing as the law, and more importantly, right and wrong. We have laws and courts where the facts decide guilt or innocence and twelve good men and women, honest and true, recommend punishment. That's the way it is supposed to work."
"And you believe that it does work that way?"
"When I and my fellow cops do our job correctly, it DOES work that way."
"I almost expect you to say 'that is illogical,'" Anya said with a grim smile, "Or tell me the probability of my fallibility in such instances to three or four decimal places." Alexander's countenance lightened just a bit.
"Only approximately," he corrected, "And my ears are not that pointy. However, that is not the question here. You really see nothing wrong with stripping a man's identity from him? You realize that you are effectively killing that person?"
"I don't know how to answer that question for you, Alex, in a way that you could understand or accept. First, I don't kill him, at least from my point of view, for his soul survives and has a second chance to live a useful and productive life." She took a sip of her own coffee. "But yes, sometimes we do assume the role of judge and jury. Ever read Spider-Man comic books, Alex?"
"What?" he asked, confused. "Spider-Man? What the hell does that have to do with anything?"
"Did you?" Anya asked again, her eyes steady.
"Okay, I'll play along. Yes, I read Spidey in my misspent youth. So?"
"With great power comes great responsibility," Anya quoted softly.
"That's a helluva rationalization, lady," Alex retorted.
"Perhaps. Look, let me tell you a story about one of those involuntary changes and maybe it will help you understand." Anya told him of a drunk driver who had killed a little girl. His wife had tricked him into coming to Bikini Beach where he was turned into a little girl - a little girl who then became close friends with the girl who had then NOT died because the person who would have killed her no longer existed in the new reality. "And in the end, that little girl asked to be changed permanently, and to have HIS memories erased so that her friend would stay alive and so she herself would not have to live with the memory of what her male self had done."
Alex sat down, deeply in thought. Finally he sighed. "From the data you gave me, I suspect that I could easily prove that there are other cases where you didn't have the final agreement of the person, but as you say, what can I do? I'd get laughed out of the DA's office if I tried to accuse you of civil rights violations. I still don't agree with you doing such things without the volition of the person."
Anya considered that and shrugged. "From your perspective, I can understand that. My Grandmother tends to take the side of women who need help and protection. Men who threaten or hurt women have gotten far better treatment than they deserve here, at least in my opinion. My conscience is clear on that score."
"Absolute power and corruption, Anya," Alex warned, but his voice was lighter now.
"We'll have to agree to disagree, Alex. Perhaps one day, you will tell me why you have made yourself into so rigid a personality. I'd like to understand," Anya waited, hoping he'd begin, but then shrugged when he did not respond. "So, what are your plans for the day?"
"Well, today's my off-duty day, so I figured I would beg a shower from you here and then run some errands."
Anya's eyes went wide. "'Beg a shower'? You don't want to take a shower here. Don't you remember what happens in our showers?"
"I figured I would find out what it was like, so that I would be more comfortable with the... uh, new me when I go out on decoy duty wearing the new undercover disguise."
"Well, if you are sure that's what you want..."
"Want? Not hardly, but it is the only thing I can think of to do."
"Well, we said we'd help. Wait here a moment." Anya stood and left the room, returning a few moments later with her arms full. She handed him a ticket first. "As you know, we are a club. This is a one-day visitor's pass. The way that works is that you will return to your normal self sometime after midnight tonight."
Then she handed him a fluffy white towel and some bottles. "Shampoo, cream rinse and some other sundries - and a bathing suit, of course," she added with her eyes twinkling. "What about clothing? Women's stuff, that is?"
"Put your guy clothes in a locker before you shower. They will change when you do and change back when you do, too. Oh, and I've adjusted the magic so that Alex Kowalchek will still exist in this reality after you change. He just won't be available if someone is looking for him."
"Amazing," Alex replied. "If it did not fit the facts and seen it happen myself..." he trailed off, wonder in his voice. Then he continued. "Well, guess I will go take that shower. Will I be... well, that is... I mean..."
"What?" Anya asked, grinning. "Will you be a looker? Guess that will just have to be a surprise, buster. Now, scoot." She watched him leave and then went to her office.
She saw he'd left the computer on, and that the database was still loaded. Curious, she sat down and scanned the list of victims Alex had showed Anya's Grandmother. Her fingers itched to play with the keys and she held them stiffly in her lap. "Oh heck, what harm could it do?"
Twenty minutes later, Allie Kowalchek slipped into the office. She was a pretty young jade-eyed redhead, her creamy porcelain skin speckled lightly with freckles. She was also very petite. "Well, at least I'm modestly built," the musical voice said as Anya grinned. "Although I think I would have preferred to be at least a little stronger."
"You're what you would have been if Alex had really been Allie."
Allie held up a hairbrush. "Care to show me how to handle this mass of hair? And I will need lessons with that makeup kit that replaced the shaving kit in my gymbag-turned college-girl's backpack."
"You will do fine. Just let your mind go blank before you try to do anything like that. I added 'training wheels' to your enchantment. By the way, I found something while you were changing, in the data."
"Oh?" the tone was light and feminine, but the intensity was pure Alex. Eyes suddenly hard, Allie was at the computer instantly. "What?"
"All of the victims were here on the same day about a year and a half ago which was about a month before your first suspected murder. Along with six other guys who later changed back to their male selves at the end of their temporary membership periods."
"GOD! How did I miss THAT?" Allie growled.
"I am more used to the types of data we take, Allie," Anya said gently. "I am sure it would have occurred to you once you became more familiar with the database. But, look here, okay?" she pointed to the screen.
Allie's eyes, followed Anya's finger, looking over her shoulder. "Hmmm... I see. All right, Miss Expert," Allie said in pert tones that almost had Anya giving the other girl a double take, "What else can you tell me about the victims?"
"Well, for one thing, all of the victims were repeat-visitors here at the park. Each of them purchased temporary memberships with us at least once more before they... before they died."
"Fascinating," Allie said in a slow, throaty drawl. "How about the ones who did not die?"
Anya tapped out a query and waited for the results to pop up. "Hmmmm... two of the ones still living are also repeaters - one was in for the weekend just a couple of weeks ago. Here, see?"
Allie looked at the screen and reached for Alex's small spiral notebook, but stopped short. "It can't be," she whispered.
"What?" Anya asked.
"That name!" the transformed cop said, pointing to one record on the screen "It can't be! Not him."
Anya looked at the name and searched her memory. "Him. Yes, I remember him. Came here alone and demanded entry. Bad aura, and he was looking for trouble. His wife is a member and he was looking for her. I adjusted the magic so that the woman he became had other things on HER mind after he showered, like sunbathing and dreaming of HER next date. But look, if we're right about repeat-visitors being at risk, he's not in any danger. He never came back."
"Then," Allie's voice became very quiet, "There is a very strong possibility that he is the murderer, Anya. Only problem is that proving he's the murderer is going to be a real bear. I need to talk to your Grandmother. When will she be in?"
"My, aren't you lovely, Allie," the Old Woman said as she greeted the transformed police officer. "Anya said you needed to speak with me?"
"My plan of being a decoy won't work," Allie said, her voice flat.
"Well, I cannot say that displeases me very much, dear. I had hoped you could find a means to capture this monster without putting yourself in too much danger, but you have aroused my curiosity. Why won't that plan work?"
"Because the killer knows me."
"I see," the Old Woman said softly. "You are that certain you know who he is?"
The long red locks bounced as Allie nodded. "The facts all fit, Grandmother. I am convinced that the murderer is one James Mason. Occupation: Assistant Chief of Police of our fine city. I wasn't sure until Anya told me how he'd ended up in here in the first place. While that bit of information is either psychic or anecdotal, and therefore not admissible in a court of law, it is nonetheless telling, I think." The pretty young face looked up to grin at the Old Woman. "You just have to believe in magic to be convinced, is all."
Allie stood and began pacing about the room, her face set in a furious mask completely at odds with her youthful features. "Ever hear of the solid blue wall? Of course you have," she answered herself. "I saw Jana's name on your list of members and discovered she's a transformee, so you must know how some things, and in this case BAD things, happen in Department because cops don't want to report on other cops. Jimmy Mason is a career cop, and by his record, a pretty good one although he's made his mark more behind a desk than on the streets."
"And yet, you believe he is this murderer you came here to find?"
Her jade eyes flashed green fire as Allie nodded emphatically. "What isn't on the record is that twice during his career on the force, he was an inch away from being canned. Back in his days on the vice squad, he developed the habit of roughing up the working girls. His boss at the time covered that up. After all, he was a 'good cop' and those women were nothing but hookers, but it still became common knowledge around the precinct. He was ordered to see a shrink to get help learning how to control his 'unusual temper'. Old Jimmy went for the minimum number of office visits, the overworked doc signed him off and although they got him out of vice, he was back on the job in a couple of months. Nothing more was said about it."
"But it wasn't over, was it?"
"No. He just started getting his jollies closer to home - knocking around his wife. Eventually, that came out, too, but not before the brown-nosing bastard made Assistant Chief. I don't know why she never brought charges against him, but at least now he won't make chief. She's getting a divorce and he's fighting to keep from being dismissed."
The Old Woman nodded. "And you are convinced he is the murderer?" she asked again.
The girl began ticking off points with a beautifully manicured finger. "He was here and transformed the same day that his wife and all of the other victims were here and transformed. He knows investigative procedure well enough to intentionally change his method of killing in each case. He isn't leaving any 'calling cards' when he strikes, nor is he leaving behind any useful trace evidence such as fibers or hair. And most telling of all, I think, is the fact that he was the one who ultimately shot down my serial killer theory and killed my official investigation."
"Rather circumstantial evidence, if I might point out, and hardly the facts you need to take this to court."
Allie gave the Old Woman a startled look. "You know, you're right. Still, it is a starting hypothesis that fits the facts as I currently know them, and for some reason, I think it is a very good one. Call it a gut reaction."
"I might prefer to call it 'feminine intuition', dear, she replied, grinning broadly at the wince on the young policewoman's face, "But I find that I am in full agreement with you. However, if we accept this hypothesis of yours, I can see why you now believe that it is unlikely that he will choose you as a target."
"I simply don't fit the profile Anya has uncovered, Grandmother. I could come here every other day for a month. . a year, even, and if we are right about his motivation for the killings, he wouldn't lift a finger against me. I wasn't here that first day and so - in his mind, at least -I am not associated with his wife."
"You think he is trying to kill his wife's lover?"
Allie shrugged. "Again that is a gut re... I mean, a conjecture, but I think that is a strong possibility. All I know for sure is that he and his wife were both here the same day that all of his victims to date were here. I also know that all of his victims were repeat-visitors, and I know that two of the men on that list of Anya's are still alive and fit that hypothetical killing profile."
"What will you do, then?"
"I just don't know! The two remaining men should be put under police protection, but there's no way I can justify that to the powers-that-be. No facts or evidence that I can use to show cause, at least without explaining about Bikini Beach," Allie said, settling back into her chair. "Not to mention the fact that with Mason as Assistant Chief, protective police custody might be the worst place for them. Isn't there something you can do? Surely, you have the power?"
"I am afraid I am more limited than you might believe, Allie. Outside of my park, there is little that I can do."
"I'd put them under surveillance, but I am still manpower... or is that woman power? - limited. There is only one of me and there are two of them."
"Jana, perhaps? She is also a police officer who is well aware of what goes on here at my little park."
"That would be better, but still insufficient. We have to rest sometime and besides, the investigation is not approved. We'd still have to show up for work on top of all that."
"When are the two men most at risk? Surely not when they are at work or at home?"
"No. The murders have so far taken place away from home and their places of business, but Mason is smart enough to see those patterns, too."
"Then perhaps the thing for you and Jana to do is to put the chief under surveillance."
"Assistant Chief," Allie corrected automatically, then started at the thought. "You maybe right, but if I get caught at this..."
"Well, Alex can keep track of him during working hours fairly easily, but he doesn't know Allie, does he?" Allie shook her head. "Very well, perhaps between you and Jana, you could share the surveillance off hours. You cannot change back and forth every day without dangerous side effects, but with my help, you could handle it every other night for a month or so if you could spend most of, say, one weekend in three without any changing at all."
"It would take some planning, and this Jana would have to agree to working a lot of double shifts, too."
"I am sure she will be more than willing. You are, in fact, kindred spirits. In another life, you might have been friends. Well, you have errands to run, and you should take advantage of the park while you can. I will see what I can do for you."
A month later.
Anya waited outside the men's locker room while Alex showered, the pink mist rising above the open walls signaling the accompanying change of gender. Moments later, the diminutive figure of Allie Kowalchek appeared, dressed in a black turtleneck sweater and a pair of black slacks.
"Hi!" Allie smiled at her friend.
"Hi yourself!" Anya replied. "So, how are you feeling? No signs of the addiction-effect Grandmother described to you? And I will know if you try to lie to me."
Allie chuckled. "I am fine, momma hen. Better than fine, actually," she went on, more seriously.
"I'd noticed, actually." Anya asked. "You're not so much the logical, fact drive 'Mr. Spock' clone after you take one of Grandmother's special showers." At Allie's suddenly hard, very- much-Alex-the-cop look, Anya held up her hands in mock self protection. "No, no, you're still a cop and you're still very good at what you do. You're just more... I don't know, flexible, maybe? Certainly a lot less pedantic. Kind of like Spock when his human side was ascendant over his Vulcan side. Still smart and capable, just more... well, human."
"Fascinating," Allie drawled, trying to sound like Leonard Nimoy, and failing dramatically, thanks to her crystalline soprano voice.
Both girls laughed at that. "So, you like it? Being a girl, that is?"
"Well, it is kind of hard to explain, but I am enjoying my time being a woman. Certain... painful things in Alex's life don't seem to hurt so much when I am Allie. I can let loose and have fun again, like I could before..."
"Before your wife and little girl were killed?" Anya finished, having 'seen' that in her friend's mind.
"Yup," Allie said, her voice a little shaky. "Meg and I grew up together, and knew... almost from our first day in kindergarten together... that we were meant for each other. There isn't a morning I don't wake up and look for her next to me in my bed, or a day I don't think of something I want to share with her. Bethanne, our nine-year-old little girl, was ninety percent angel and ten percent imp and all ours. I've tried to fill the hole their deaths have left in my world with work, with other women - even with booze, but none of that works. Somehow, though, that hole isn't so large when I am Allie."
"That's probably because, even though Grandmother has fixed it so your changes don't alter reality, you are still a woman now, and a woman cannot father a child. You 'remember' your daughter and your wife, but perhaps you don't FEEL them quite so much as you do when you are Alex."
"Maybe that's it," the petite redhead replied, but there was something in her voice.
"Is that why Alex became such a fact-driven perfectionist, Allie? So that he couldn't feel as much? If so, that is a very sad and lonely way to live."
"That's certainly part of it. Down at the precinct, they think of me as some avenging angel-type, out to bring down the bastards who prey on the innocent and determined never to have a case thrown out because the facts and the evidence didn't fit or were in someway contaminated."
"'They think', Allie? You mean that isn't the real answer?"
Allie looked up into the soft, caring eyes of the woman she had come to call 'friend', and sighed. "You sure you want to know? I've never told anyone this before, and I would rather not lose your friendship."
Anya waved that away. "You know my darkest secrets. Surely I can help share yours, because really, Allie, you look like you need someone else to help with that burden."
Taking a very deep breath, Allie blurted out. "I killed him!"
Anya's eyes went wide. "Killed who? Oh, the animal who murdered your family?"
Allie nodded. "I wasn't supposed to be on the case, but I was anyway. The captain covered it up so the press never got wind of my activities. We had the bastard on a major drug bust, but it wasn't enough. We couldn't connect him to the murder of my family. He'd be granted bail and he had enough money stashed to skip. I went 'undercover' one night and got lucky - there was a meet. I called for backup. I didn't tell them to make a covert approach. They heard sirens and started to run. I pulled out my weapon and ordered them to stand fast. One of the punks pulled his own piece and fired. I returned fire and took him down, but not before my first shot accidentally went a little wild and hit my family's murderer between the eyes."
"Accidentally on purpose?" Anya asked.
Tears began to run down Allie's cheeks. "I've asked myself that question a million times, Anya, and the only answer I have is that I don't know. I wanted him dead and I shoot expert with my nine millimeter police-issue automatic. He was close to my target, but... I just don't know. Internal Affairs got involved and raked me across the coals pretty good for several days, but in the end, I was exonerated."
"And that led to your fetish for facts and perfect chains of evidence?"
"A week or so after the shooting, we finally broke the murder case on my family. Caught the bomber and he sang on that case and a number of others. If I had not killed the druggie, he'd be on death row right now. So I made myself a promise, sort of a penance, I guess. I'd get the bastards who hurt or killed the innocent or who let others get away with the killing and the hurting, but I would do it by the book. I would wrap them up in facts, truth and evidence so tightly, so perfectly, that no one would EVER break one of my cases. The victims, like my Meggie and my little Bethie-Anne, deserve justice, and I would get it for them, but never again at the risk of my own soul. I'd get them, but I would never again go down to the criminals' level to do it."
"I see," Anya replied. "Well, my only regret is that you didn't bring that druggie here. There are a number of houses of ill repute in some of the less civilized South American cities that can always use another drug-addicted prostitute, particularly one who remembers being a vicious male drug lord but can't do a damn thing about it."
Allie gaped at Anya. "Lord, what a concept. I think I regret that, too. But. . but, you don't... well, think I am a hypocrite now that you know my story?"
"Of course not. For one thing, I DO believe that it was an accident because I know you, both as Allie and as Alex, and second, because I think that animal got off easy. YOU are the one, or at least, ALEX is the one who has suffered because of that shooting and who is continuing to suffer to this day. So, I think it is wonderful that you came here and got to meet Allie. Maybe SHE will help you find some fun and peace in your life."
"Well, I sure have enjoyed some new experiences as Allie, when I am not tailing Mason, that is. Heavens, I even went shopping with you last Sunday and loved every minute of it. Alex orders all his clothes by mail order and hates spending THAT much time on it."
"Barbarous!" Anya replied, causing both girls to break out in a fit of giggles. "So, girlfriend, since this coming weekend is an "allie-weekend" for you, what do you say we go do a little clubbing together when you're off duty? Say, Saturday?"
"Clubbing," a single, finely shaped brow arched. "As in, where the guys are?"
"Girls, too," Anya said smoothly, "And good food, drink, music and laughter. You don't have enough of any of those in your life. So what do you say?"
"Welllllllll... if you promise not to push me at any guys, I will think about it."
Anya grinned and made a cross over her heart. "Girl Scout's Honor," she said.
"Were you REALLY a Girl Scout?" Allie retorted, but before Anya could reply, they were interrupted by Allie's cellular phone. She answered it. "Allie?" she heard in the earpiece. "It's Jana. Mason is moving and it feels funny, okay? He's headed for downtown and in all the time I've been tailing him, he hasn't done that before."
"Not when I've watched him, either. I'm on my way from the park. I will call you in ten minutes for a rendezvous."
"Roger that." Allie heard the phone disconnect.
"Gotta run. Something is up."
"Be careful, dear," Anya ordered with a quick hug.
"Always! Wish me luck," Allie replied and ran out the door.
"Luck, girlfriend. A whole great big pile of it." Anya turned and was almost surprised to see her Grandmother standing beside her.
"She will need it tonight," the Old Woman said softly. "I can feel it."
The little late-model Honda that magically replaced Alex's unmarked cruiser whenever he changed to Allie lacked both the power and the electronics of a police vehicle. Allie regretted those oversights and should have asked Anya to fix those omissions, but could do nothing about it now. She pulled out the cell phone and dialed Jana. "I'm still on him," the officer reported. "I think he's heading for subject number two's Masonic Lodge."
"Roger that, Jana. I will head there directly. Let me know if his objective changes."
"Roger, out."
Allie arrived at the old lodge building and took up a position to watch. Suddenly, sirens filled the night and two black and whites flashed past her heading toward the outskirts of town. Allie again wished she at least had a police scanner in this car.
*What the hell is the good of magic if you can't have what you need when you need it?* she thought in frustration.
A half hour later, there was no sign of either Mason or Jana. Several calls to her unofficial partner had resulted in no response over the cell phone other than the recorded "The person you are trying to reach is either out of the calling area or has turned the phone off."
That was possible, Allie mused, if Jana was close to Mason and did not want the phone's ringing to alert her target, but it was still very disturbing. Worse, she had no idea at all where Mason was at that moment.
Just then, the door of the lodge opened and the members filed out, calling out their farewells to each other as they went to their cars. Sighing, Allie prepared to leave and locate Jana when a loud explosion brought her up short. Snatching up her purse for the small 25 caliber automatic hidden inside, she jumped out of her car and ran toward the sound. She saw a flaming mass that had once been a car and a group of men yelling and gesticulating when there was a flash of bright light in the back of her head an instant before her skull exploded painfully.
She woke up slowly and painfully some time later. The dawning sun shown painfully into Allie's eyes and she tried to shift her position to escape its rays but stopped moving instantly when something cold and metallic was pressed against her head. "Don't move, Kowalchek," an amused male voice ordered.
Alex opened his eyes and saw James Mason smiling down at him. "You know, Alex, I didn't watch either time I changed. It will be rather fascinating watching you become a male again. You failed, by the way," he added, almost conversationally.
"Failed?" Allie asked, her mind still muddled.
"Failed. That no-good adulterous bastard is dead. I only have one more to kill and then, my dear wife will have no choice but to listen to me and to come home where she belongs. That will put an end, once and for all, to those evil rumors about me being a wife abuser. Once my pretty blond slut is back by my side, I will once again be the number one candidate for the Chief's job when he retires next year."
"Don't know what... you're talking about."
"Don't take me for a fool, Kowalchek!" Mason snapped. "I must say, though, you're almost as good as your reputation. I don't know how you caught the Bikini Beach connection, but you did. It was such a sweet setup for my little administrations of justice. I mean, no rational, modern person would believe that the thing that connected all those necessary executions was that the condemned men liked become women at a park where real magic happened."
Mason's voice had an odd pitch to it, and Allie wondered if that was some sort of madness talking.
*Of course it's madness, Kowalchek,* her mind retorted. *Sane people don't just murder ten... no, eleven human beings and all it justice. Well, if he's crazy, then that may be my only chance. Keep him talking, Allie, keep him talking.*
"Until I came on the scene."
"Yes, that was unfortunate - for YOU. Sadly, your partner and your feminine alter ego weren't nearly as good at covert surveillance as you needed to be. Only two cars and the same ones night after night? Bad tactics, Kowalchek, very bad tactics. I was on to you two, almost three weeks ago."
"Where is Jana," Allie demanded all the while praying that the transformed cop had not already been killed by this lunatic.
"Right over there," Mason said with a grin, motioning with the gun. "Have a look."
Allie turned and felt her blood run cold. Jana was gagged and handcuffed, her body propped up against a white marble monument that Allie instantly recognized.
"'Beloved wife and daughter - Megan and Bethanne Kowalchek.'" Mason read aloud. "How sweet. A lovely place to die, don't you think?" Mason asked as he took a seat on the simple marble grave marker.
"What are you going to do?" Allie hissed, her hands flexing and unflexing in fury at this bastard defiling the ground made sacred by the remains of his wife and daughter. Mason turned to glance down at Jana and Allie saw her chance.
*NOW!* her mind roared as she coiled to spring.
Mason caught the movement in his peripheral vision and saw the lethal intent flash in his adversary's eyes. With one smooth, practiced motion, he brought Allie's automatic to bear and snapped off a shot with the small caliber weapon. Allie screamed as the bullet tore into her right knee, destroying bone and muscle in its savage flight.
"Don't try anything like that again," Mason ordered coldly. "Or I'll put the next round in your other ankle. As to what we're going to do, you are going to be the star of a little murder/suicide drama I've scripted out. You and this little bitch have been found guilty of aiding and abetting convicted criminals, namely my adulterous wife and her bastard lovers. You are both sentenced to death."
"You are nuts, Mason. Really looney tunes. Do really think anyone will buy that scenario? Alex Kowalchek hardly knows this officer and as a female, I don't really exist in this reality."
"Oh, the right will prevail, Kowalchek. I'll find a way to make this stick, never fear. As to your so-lovely feminine identity, well, we'll just wait until you change back into Alex, whereupon this," and he held up the little lady's pocket gun, "will once again become your issued weapon. Then, I will shoot you in the head and this fine young officer in the heart. I will replace my handcuffs with yours, and press the death weapon into your hand. Everyone knows how much you miss your darling family, Kowalchek, and how much you blame yourself for their deaths."
"Fool!" Allie ground out, fighting the intense agony from her wrecked knee. "How does that all work with my knee in pieces from that bullet you just put in me."
Mason shrugged. "Come now, Kowalchek, that is the least of my worries. You know as well as I do that reality changes when that woman's magic is at work. Your knee will be fine because in that reality because when there is an Alex, there is no "Allie", so Allie couldn't have been shot."
The world around Allie began to spin and she felt a bit nauseous. "And it looks like Alex is just about to rejoin us," Mason gloated.
When Alex's eyes finally cleared, all he saw was his Glock police issue nine millimeter pointed at him. "Time to die, Kowalchek," Mason said gloatingly.
Alex closed his eyes and wished he'd done a better job of this when an odd sound, sort of like a "thwip-thud" sounded in his ears. Mason gave a choking sound and Alex opened his eyes in time to see the man fall to the ground, holding his chest.
Anya was on him in an instant, an oddly shaped weapon in her hand. "Tranquilizer gun," she said reading his mind. "God, what did he do to you?" she demanded.
"Huh?" Alex asked just before he felt Anya move his leg and screamed. "He said... it wouldn't wounded... after..." and for the second time in mere hours, Alex passed out.
When Alex woke up, he was laying on the sofa in the Old Woman's office. Looking around, he saw Anya dozing in the nearby easy chair, a sleeping baby laying atop her.
He tried to sit up, for the call of nature was upon him, but raw, cutting pain in his leg stopped him. His exclamation of pain awoke Anya. She rose, settled the baby in a bassinet, and came over to him. "How are you feeling?"
"Like I wish this leg belonged to someone else. Jana? Is she all right?"
"Sleeping, but fine. A bit of a headache is all."
"What about Mason? He's crazy, Anya. He'll kill that last fellow and then who knows what he'll do next. Maybe even try to go after you and Grandmother."
"No he won't because he no longer exists. In fact, he has never existed."
Alex looked at her for a moment and then it all became clear. "The baby?"
"Yes," Anya said firmly.
"Just as well," Alex replied. "Are all the victims alive again, now that he's gone forever?"
"No, they're not, and so far, Grandmother and I haven't been able to figure out why."
"I think I know," the Old Woman said from the door.
"What?" Alex and Anya demanded, almost in unison.
The Old Woman moved a chair over near the sofa and sat down. She regarded Alex intently before speaking. "Mason was correct, Alex. Your leg should have been uninjured following the change this morning. The reason it did not is the same reason Elaine and all those other women are still widows."
"Why?" Alex asked.
"You're the reason, Alex. You have an eidetic memory; what is popularly known as a photographic memory. On top of that, you also have a significant if untrained natural talent for magic. The combination of the two is preventing the shift in reality needed to undo all the damage Mason caused. Unconsciously, you are resisting my magic and bolstering the current reality."
"Can't we do anything?" Alex asked, the combination of the pain in his leg and the pain in his heart nearly bringing him to tears. "Can't you do anything?"
"Yes," the Old Woman said. "There is something I can do, but it requires a great sacrifice of you, dear boy."
Alex looked at her for a long moment, and then he understood. "Like that drunk driver, right? The one who changed and then forgot his other life. If I no longer exist, and if I cannot remember, then this magic talent you say I have cannot resist the change in reality."
The Old Woman nodded. "You are correct, Alexander, however, there is one small problem. Normally, I could cause the needed memory loss without any real difficulty, but not with you. Again, your magic will resist me. I could handle that, if not for the physiological advantages that makes your brain so efficient at memory. The combination of your magic and your memory is more than I can cope with, even with Anya's assistance."
"Then, there's no hope at all?"
"There is one chance, Alexander. The very, very young brain is not yet complex enough, has not yet made the neural pathway connections necessary to maintain the type of perfect recall you currently possess. If your brain is that young, the number of pathways I would need to affect to remove these memories is smaller by several orders of magnitude."
"And you could then do what needs be done?" Alex asked, hope renewed.
"I believe so, dear, but for that to happen, I will need to turn you into a young girl - one so young her brain has not yet developed sufficiently to have an adult's perfect recall."
"How... how young would that be?"
"Very young, I am afraid. Four or five years old. Certainly no older than six, but I promise that you won't be otherwise diminished. Your perfect memory will again develop, but without Alex's memories. As for your physical attributes, you already know what you will look like when you grow up again."
He thought about eleven men and eleven families mourning their deaths, and he thought about a lifelong love lost and a little girl with his eyes, also lost. What did he have that was so wonderful that giving it up counted for more than those eleven broken families? He looked up at the two solemn faced women. "Help me to the showers, please?"
"You're sure, Alex? Once we start, there can be no turning back."
"Never surer, Grandmother."
It felt very funny, Allie thought, being so short as she dried off after the shower. Why, she could barely reach the sink and they really needed to put in mirrors suitable for girls HER size. The part of Allie that was still Alex grinned at that and wondered if she'd have time to tell Anya and Grandmother about that deficiency. Grandma had said Alex's memories would slowly fade after the shower until all she remembered was whatever her new reality specified. "Allie?" an oddly familiar girl's voice called. "Aren't you ready YET? Mom and Aunt Anya are taking us out for pizza and we each get to choose a topping!"
"Almost," she called back as she suddenly remembered the name of her big sister, "Bethanne."
A girl of about ten years ran in followed by a woman Allie's mind called "Momma," and who Alex's fading memories called "Meggie!"
"We can't go for pizza until you're dressed, sweetie," her Mother said indulgently. "Now, hustle up so you can give Grandma a bye- bye hug before we leave."
Allie hurriedly put on her shorts and top, and slipped into her sandals. Outside the locker room, she found her mother talking with Grandma and Auntie Anya. She hurried over and launched herself at the older woman and was swept up into a fierce hug. "Thank you, Grandma," Allie said. "For everything," Alex added.
The Old Woman set the child down. Allie then saw a woman, some almost forgotten memory said the woman's name was Elaine, heading toward a car in which her once-again-very-much-alive husband, Thomas waited, their children, including a very young, pink-rompered baby, in tow.
*To serve and protect,* was Alex's final thought, and then all was Allie, forever more. "I thought we were going for pizza," Allie demanded impatiently as she looked up at her mother and aunt.
Later, the Old Woman and Anya relaxed in their private quarters, enjoying glasses of iced mint tea. "So, Mason is now the daughter of one of his victims, and Alex is the daughter of his own wife. What a convoluted ending," Anya sighed.
"Well, it did seem to be the best option, all things considered."
Anya perked up. "What do you mean by that?" she demanded. "You said that this was the only way to undo what that monster had done to the families of our members."
Her Grandmother grinned. "I said it was the only thing *I* could do, dear, even with your help and I meant that quite literally. In truth, there are other adepts who could have helped me handle this situation in some other manner. The Council of Wizards could have simply stripped Alexander of his untrained talent, for example."
"So, why didn't you do that? Alex did not strike me as the kind of fellow who would want to learn magic anyway."
"Well, one reason I rejected such a strategy was because Allie's power may someday be used to accomplish great good in the world if preserved and properly trained. Destroying such potential out of hand is a sinful waste of an important gift."
"What other reason, Grandmother, because I don't think that's why you really did it."
"Because I came to care deeply about Alexander, dear, and had he continued as he was, he'd never have been happy again. His happiness died with his family and there was nothing I or anyone else could have done that would have changed that condition as long as he lived. On the other hand, Allie no longer has that pain bottled up inside her, nor does she feel that guilt because in this new reality, it was Alex who was killed by that drug dealer, not his family."
"I love you, Grandmother," Anya said.
The Old Woman smiled. "That's what Alex told me, dear. And Allie, too."
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We first met Vicky when she and four soon-to-be transformed guys sneaked into Bikini Beach for a late night swim. This is the story who Vicky is, who she _truly_ is, how she came to be there that night, and what's been happening to her since.
(Note: Vicky first appeared in BB: Midnight Swim, and has been a continuing character in BB: Nerds — Holiday Queen and BB: Nerds — Date Rape Avenger.)
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Rob sat in the hamburger shop, waiting. Anya had made him promise to be here at four. He glanced at his watch, and saw that it was precisely 3:59:02. Rob grinned. GPS synchronized watches were pretty cool — to a nerd. And Rob was a self-admitted nerd.
The bell tinkled on the door, announcing a new arrival. Rob turned, and saw Vicky walking in. She looked very nervous, and she glanced as if looking for someone. When she saw Rob, her expression didn't lighten. If anything, she looked even more worried. Still, she came slowly to his booth. "May I?" she asked softly.
Rob smiled. "Please," he answered. "Did Anya send you?"
At the mention of her boss (technically, Anya wasn't the boss, but everyone knew that her words carried a lot of weight), Vicky blanched. "Uh huh," she nodded, unsure of herself. She slid into the seat, pausing to make sure her skirt was down. "Did she say anything?"
Rob shook his head as a slight frown crossed his features. "What's going on here, Vicky?" he asked, concern echoing in his words. "Is something wrong? Are you ...?"
Vicky shook her head, emphatically denying that anything was wrong. "No, nothing's wrong," she answered quickly. Too quickly. There was something in her voice ....
Rob cocked his head, puzzled. "So what is it, then? Anya didn't give any clues."
Vicky looked at Rob, and then looked down. After composing herself for a moment or two, she looked back at Rob. "I know how you feel about me," she started hesitantly. "You don't make any secret about it, you know."
Rob blushed, but only slightly. "Well, I can't help it," he said, defending himself. "You're a pretty special girl ..."
Vicky shook her head, cutting him off. A tear started to roll down her cheek. "No," she said, and the strain in her voice was plain to Rob. "No, you're far too nice a guy for me," she protested weakly.
"But ..."
Vicky shook her head, silencing Rob again. "I have to tell you something," she said. Anguish dripped from every word. She wanted, more than anything, to avoid having to tell Rob her story. At the same time, she knew that she had to. Anya had helped her understand. And now, Vicky was on the hot seat.
"I'm listening," Rob said softly. Every fiber of his being was focused on Vicky, on the words she felt were important for him to hear.
Vicky wiped a tear. "I wasn't always like this - the 'nice girl' you think I am."
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Vic Martin paused outside the main doors, waiting. The buses were long-since gone, and the noise of teenagers at Kennedy High had faded for the day. Only Vic and a few others were left, and only because they'd just been released from the prison of detention. Within seconds, his partner in crime skipped down the steps, laughing all the way.
"Well, Vic?" Jim Hayes asked gleefully, "Was it worth it?"
Vic grinned broadly. "Yeah, but that was after only one day. We've got nine more days of this."
Jim and Vic started walking to Jim's car. "Man, I wish I could have seen the face of the poor girl that turned on the water."
Vic laughed aloud. They'd found a simple chemical mixture that produced dense white smoke when it got wet. How to use it properly was Jim's inspiration. One afternoon, once classes were done and the building was empty, they slipped back into the school. With Jim watching, Vic had carefully removed the traps from three sinks in the Home Economics room. While Home Economics was considered a passe course these days, a lot of girls, and a few boys, took the "Life Skills" class, which dealt with things like how to apply for a job, sticking to a budget, cooking, and how to keep a place for yourself. Jim and Vic carefully dried out the traps and the sinks, and put a handful of the magic powder in each sink trap and reassembled the drains. After that, it was just a matter of waiting for some poor girl to turn on the sink.
It happened second period, when Jim and Vic were in English. The fire alarm sounded insistently, and as they joined the flight from the building, they could see the choking white smoke pouring into the hallways. The duo laughed until they hurt as they stood outside waiting for the fire trucks and the all clear.
They hadn't laughed so heartily when they were summoned to Principal Nelson's office. He'd seen their amusement at the spectacle, and obviously suspected them; after all, they had both been involved in a great many prior pranks. They got the full riot act. Endangering students by faking a fire. Unauthorized use of chemicals from the lab. Breaking and entering. As they walked away, Vic had a pang of remorse; this one had crossed the line, he realized. If anyone had been hurt in the rush to escape, it would have been his and Jim's faults. They were lucky to escape with only 2 weeks detention, and only because they couldn't _conclusively_ prove that Vic and Jim had done it. Jim, however, felt no regrets; to him, it was still a big joke. He laughed all the way home.
**********
A week after their detention was over, Jim approached Vic in the cafeteria. "What's new, buddy?" Jim asked simply.
Vic knew that Jim was up to something. Rarely did he have the broad grin without also having a caper. "I don't know," Vic answered coolly. "What's the plan?"
Jim laughed. "You got me figured out," he said with a grin. "Okay, you know what happens in two weeks?"
Vic's eyes narrowed. "The spring pageant," he answered quickly. Everybody knew the spring pageant was coming up. The winner at that contest would go on to the city pageant, and from there to state, and finally to Miss Teen USA. It was considered very important to the 'beautiful' girls. "So what's the plan? Blower up their skirts like last year?"
Jim laughed at the memories. "Nah, it's been done." The fact that he and Vic had done it made him proud. "I was thinking about doing something a little different this year."
Vic's eyes narrowed. "Itching powder in their bras? Blackening soap in the makeup? Whoopee cushions on the stools?"
Jim grinned and shook his head. "No, no, and no." He reached across and patted Vic on the cheek. "Victor, my boy, you're thinking small potatoes here. This is the pageant. It's time to pull out all the stops!"
Vic bristled at Jim's put-down. "So what's the plan, hotshot?"
Jim grinned and he leaned closer. "What would you say if we got a couple of guys entered in the contest?"
Vic snorted. "Guys in drag? Come on, this is a big pageant!"
Jim's grin widened, to the point it looked like it would split his face. "I learned a few tricks in theater this year. With the right makeup, and some good costuming tricks, we'd look like girls right up until we pulled off our wigs!"
Vic started to listen, but then his eyes widened. "Whoa," he interjected. "What do you mean, 'we?'"
Jim smiled. "I mean 'we'. Look, we're seniors, right? And this is our chance to go out with a bang, right?" Vic nodded slowly. He still didn't like the idea, but Jim was persuasive.
Vic nodded grudgingly. "Okay, so how does this work? How do we get entered?"
Jim grinned. "Already done," he announced softly. "I entered us this morning."
Vic stopped mid-stride and turned toward Jim. "Wait a sec. What do you mean, you entered us? What makes you think I'm going to go along?"
Jim raised his hands, palms facing Vic. "Whoa, Vic. Calm down a bit." Vic's reaction was familiar, and Jim knew how to handle this. "I just thought you'd like to be in on the greatest gag of the school year. I thought you'd like the moment of glory."
Vic started to reply, but he stopped. He turned and started walking again. Something was nagging at him, hinting some feeling of danger. Still, this would be a great gag .... "Okay, so what do we do?"
Jim grinned and fell in beside Vic. "I'll figure out what we need. Then we get it and show up at the pageant. Simple."
**********
'Simple' turned out to be not so simple. They needed suitable dresses. For Jim, with six sisters, that part was relatively easy. But Vic had only his younger sister, five years his junior, and he was a bit larger than Jim, so they couldn't just 'borrow' a dress from Jim's sister. A week and a half passed, and they still hadn't found a dress for Vic.
The second major problem came when Jim went to 'borrow' some props and makeup from the theater department. Due to the numerous pranks, many of which involved Jim, some departments had tightened their policies, which meant that Jim didn't have unrestricted access to the makeup and props. They'd even tried subterfuge, with Vic trying to distract the manager while Jim pilfered the supplies. Perhaps the manager suspected something, or perhaps she was just following the new policy; she locked up the cabinet before she left Jim alone.
"Okay, hotshot, now what?" Vic asked sullenly as they walked out of the school. "The pageant's this weekend, and we're still nowhere near ready."
Jim frowned. "I don't know," he admitted. "Maybe we can go to a costume shop or something."
Vic shook his head. "I don't know," he said slowly. "Most of those places sell pretty cheesy costumes, and they're kind of pricey, too." Their failure to pull off this gag would be a first, and despite his misgivings, Vic didn't want that failure hanging on him.
Jim nodded his agreement. "Maybe we can find something in the mall," he said, trying unsuccessfully to interject some hope.
Vic merely shrugged. "Okay, it's worth a try."
**********
Vic shook his head sadly as they exited the food court. "Nada," he said. "Zero. Zip. I guess we're not going to make this one."
Jim opened his mouth to reply, but then he stopped. "I guess you're right," he finally agreed. "Let's go to the arcade and play some games. Maybe we'll get an idea there."
As they turned the corner to the arcade, it was Vic who noticed the shop. It was a curious little store, with a full storefront and a weathered door. Over the door hung a weathered wooden sign which read 'Spells-R-Us'. "Hey, what about that store?" he asked Jim. His hopes had suddenly rebounded, based on a cursory examination of the articles in the display window.
Jim followed Vic's gaze, and soon his eyes lit up with hope as well. The shop seemed to be a catch-all curio shop. A few costumes, a few old books, a weathered steamer trunk, some mystical-looking jewelry, and even a couple of games and videos filled the display case. "Maybe," Jim said with a grin. He changed course abruptly, setting a new course for the odd little shop.
The sound of a bell tinkling as the door opened was as foreign to the mall as the door itself. Vic stepped inside, not really looking where he was going, his eyes and head turning and craning to examine the strange little shop. A rack of costumes filled one corner. A large case displayed more jewelry, while a shelf held some curious, and probably very old, little crystal vials and jars. Games, including computer games, were stacked haphazardly on a table, while books spilled from a bookcase onto the floor. A bearskin rug hung on one wall. A shelf full of weird science-fiction props nearly blocked view of another shelf with convenience items such as aspirin and sunscreen.
"What a weird store!" Jim exclaimed in hushed tones. All the place needed were cobwebs and a thin layer of dust, and it would seem to have come straight from an old horror movie set.
"Why, thank you, Jim," a voice called from behind the boys, startling them. "I think." They spun and spotted a curious little man, whose appearance fit this store perfectly. He wore an old robe, which appeared to be more a costume than a bathrobe, and his beard and mustache reminded Vic of Merlin from the Disney cartoon 'The Sword in the Stone.' It seemed that he'd appeared out of nowhere.
"Uh," Vic stuttered, still trying to regain his composure after the startling appearance. "We, uh ..."
The old man chuckled. "No, Vic, I'm not Merlin. He's much taller, and he's got a really poor sense of humor."
Vic's jaw dropped. This old man had known his name — and what he'd been thinking. "Did you just ...?" Vic started to ask.
The old man laughed, an amused chuckle. "Yes, Vic, I did just read your mind. I'm a wizard, you know, and we do that sort of thing." His eyes twinkled, and he winked at Vic. "What a refreshing change. It beats having to answer that inane 'How did you do that' question all day!" He laughed again. "Like Jim was about to ask me!"
Vic glanced at Jim, his eyes betraying his nervousness. This was eerie, and Vic was none too comfortable. Jim, too, was unnerved, but he braced his shoulders and put on a brave front.
"So how can I help you today?" the old man asked. His eyes seemed ever sparkling, as if he were enjoying a perpetual joke.
Vic frowned. "Aren't you going to tell us what we're looking for?" he asked slyly.
"Touche," the old man roared. "You just want to look around a bit, right?" He stepped behind his counter, behind an antique-looking cash register which sat next to an electronic credit card system. The contrast was humorous.
Vic smiled. This old man was okay, he started to think. "And after we look around a bit, you'll tell us what we really wanted, right?" He watched the old man smile in acknowledgement. "How about we save a bit of time?" He gave Jim a nudge; Jim had been looking at a computer game. "We're looking for some costumes, and some theatrical makeup. Girl's costumes," he added as his cheeks flushed red. "Uh ... for a costume party."
The old man smiled knowingly. "A party? If you say so." He walked from behind his counter to the rack of costumes, with the boys following. He rifled through the rack, and pulled down a formal gown. After giving it a quick once-over, he held it up to Vic. "Hmm. I think this will work for you."
Vic's eyes widened. The gown was very nice, but there was no way it would work for him. He started to protest, but the old man cut him off. "Oh, yes, I know the waist is too narrow, and it does seem a bit low-cut, and it is kind of tight, which would, uh, give away the show, so to speak?" He was referring, of course, to the fact that Vic's equipment would cause an unsightly bulge in the garment. "Trifling details," he muttered. "We can take care of that." He set the dress aside and strode to a large display of underwear. After a bit of rummaging, he pulled out a couple of ladies' undergarments: a bustier, which to Vic looked like a combination of a strapless bra and a corset; and what looked to be a very tight and sturdy pair of panties, albeit with a padded posterior. While they were far from sexy, they did look quite restraining. "Ah, I think these will do the trick," he muttered. Again, he held up the garment to Vic. "Yes, that will do nicely."
Vic frowned. "You expect me to wear those ... those ... things?"
"Whenever you build a house, you've got to get the foundation right, you know," he clucked. "You wear these, and they hold your stomach in, making it appear that you have a narrow waist. The same thing for the crotch. Oh, sure, they may be a bit tight, but the effect is, ah, shall we say magical?" His eyes glimmered as if he were laughing at his own joke. He tossed the garments on top of the dress. He stroked his beard. "Hmm. What else?" he mumbled to himself. After a few seconds of staring in the general direction of the ceiling, he held up a finger. "Of course." He took off at a fast pace across the store. Jim and Vic exchanged a puzzled look, then they followed him.
The old man was rummaging through a bin of shoes. "Er, you're a size 9 1/2, aren't you?" he asked as if he already knew the answer. He fished a bit longer before pulling out a pair of high-heeled pumps. He looked at them, then across the store at the dress, then back at the shoes. "Yes, I think these will do."
Jim peeked around Vic. "Look, don't you just have a costume ...?"
He got no further with his question. The old man wheeled on him, his eyes narrowed. "Listen, sonny," he began, his voice low and insistent, "when you do a gag, you can either do it half-assed, and get half-assed results, or you can do it right. Now do you two want to do this half-assed, or do you want to do it right?"
Jim cringed from the verbal lashing. He was behind Vic, and he moved ever so slightly, decreasing how much of him was visible to the strange old man. Vic, who'd been asking himself the same question, slowly nodded. "We do it right," he agreed.
The old man smiled. "Okay." He put the pumps on the counter, and then he thought aloud, "Now where did I put those?" he asked himself, stroking his chin. After a second, his eyes lit up. "Oh, yes." He turned and ducked behind a curtain; above the door was a sign reading 'Employees only'. Vic and Jim, spying the sign, decided it would be better to wait. Within moments, the old man reappeared. He was carrying a strange beige item, which he promptly flopped on the counter, and an old wooden case.
And as soon as it hit, it unfolded. Jim suppressed a giggle, while Vic flushed. "Uh, what are those for?" he asked.
The old man smiled. "Hollywood prosthetics. Breast forms. They're to make sure you have," he held his hands out from his chest, "cleavage. To fill out the dress, you know."
"But they don't look ... real," Vic protested.
The old man smiled and plunked the wooden case on the counter. He flipped the brass latch, and unfolded it. As the lid folded up, inner trays lifted, folding up and open. Inside the lid was a mirror, and the trays held various makeup items. "Got this from Greta Garbo," the old man said. "Did wonders for her career." His mouth dropped as he saw the boys mouthing the name, not a vestige of comprehension on their faces. "Greta Garbo? The actress?" He shook his head. "No cultural background," he mumbled in disgust.
"Okay, so that's stage makeup, right?" Jim asked, recognizing some of the items in the case. He continued to gaze into the case. "It looks like there's more, too. Fake nails and stuff?"
The old man nodded toward Jim. "Very good. I see all that time in drama wasn't a total waste."
Vic looked over the contents of the counter and frowned. "I think I'll need a wig, too."
The old man smiled and walked to the costume rack. He glanced around a shelf, then he retrieved a wig. It was moderately long, mostly straight, and had a slight inward curl at the bottom. The front was in straight bangs. All in all, it was simple and cute. Blonde, but not a 'bimbo blonde.' "I think this is just right."
As the old man walked back to the counter, Jim elbowed Vic aside. "Er," he interrupted, "can you put together the same kind of thing for me?"
The old man stopped and turned. A smile slowly formed, spreading into a grin that made Vic shudder. "Why, yes. Yes I can." His eyes twinkled. "I was waiting for you to ask." Vic had a brief feeling of dread at the old man's entire demeanor, but it quickly passed, replaced by anticipation of their gag.
A few minutes later, Jim's costume was ready. While Vic's gown exposed some cleavage from its scoop neckline, Jim's was very daring. The sleeves hung off the shoulders, and the neckline not only required a strapless bra, but was going to reveal some serious cleavage. In contrast to Vic's soft blue gown, Jim's was daring ruby in color, and his shoes matched perfectly, albeit with even higher heels than Vic's. Jim's wig was honey blonde, long, and curly. And where the prosthesis for Vic was maybe a C-cup, Jim had insisted on something a bit larger. The old man smiled as he produced a double-D cup. Jim's leering grin let the old man know that he was pleased.
"Okay," the old man said as he surveyed the two piles. "You'll need a few accessories, like nail polish and pantyhose. But you can pick those up cheap at a department store. And if you want earrings or necklaces, you can probably borrow them from your mom or sisters. Now did you boys want to rent or buy this?"
Vic's head snapped toward Jim, who had glanced Vic's way. The heads turned back as one. "Rent," they said in harmony.
The old man smiled and nodded. "Okay, that will be thirty-five dollars each, plus a fifty-dollar deposit for the makeup kit." He started to place the kits into a bag for each boy. He rang up the purchases and took their money. "I appreciate the business," he said with a smile. "I hope you guys are the hit of the pageant."
Jim gave Vic a sly grin. "I'm sure we will be," he answered. Neither boy noticed the subtly wicked grin nor the way he spoke as if he already knew the outcome.
As Vic grasped the door handle, the old man called out after the boys. "Oh, yes, I almost forgot. There are directions with each item. Be sure to read and follow the directions."
Jim nodded without really hearing. "Sure, sure," he called. His mind was already on the pageant.
**********
Vic peered out of the men's locker room, then gave the door lock a twist. Even though they were going to reveal themselves to the entire school in a few hours, he didn't relish the thought of being caught getting into the girl's clothing. He saw Jim starting to strip, and he did a double-take. "Did you shave? You know, your legs and stuff?"
Jim scowled, trying to hide the way his cheeks were flushing. "Well, that dress kind of shows them off, you know," he said defensively.
Vic grinned. "Yeah, I know." He pulled up his pants, showing off his smooth legs. "Me too."
Both boys stripped to their shorts, then they laboriously applied the breast prostheses. They'd taken the precaution of practicing once, and consequently, they knew how long the process was going to take. It was mid-afternoon, and the pageant didn't start for almost four hours.
Jim applied the spirit gum to Vic's form, then waited until it was just right. He pressed the form onto Vic's chest, wrapping it to the side of his ribcage and up near his collar bones, carefully smoothing out the edges and making sure it was firmly adhered. When he was sure it was stuck, the two traded places. Next came the makeup on the prostheses. Jim smoothed liquid latex over the seam, molding it until the seam was nearly invisible. As soon as the latex was dried, he began to apply the base. Next, he selected a tone of cake makeup which most closely matched Vic's skin and liberally applied it to the entire form and most of Vic's upper torso. When he was done, he stepped back and whistled.
"What?" Vic demanded, frowning. He really didn't like being whistled at like that.
"See for yourself," Jim said with a grin.
Vic strode into the bathroom, and gasped when he looked in the mirror. "Wow!" he exclaimed. "They look almost real!"
Jim nodded. "Yeah. Now do me." Vic repeated the process, under Jim's constant verbal direction. And when Vic was done, the effect was no less realistic. "This stuff is like magic," Jim said in awe as he considered the realistic and bounteous cleavage on his chest.
Vic felt a tremor of unease at Jim's words, like some kind of warning he couldn't quite catch. The feeling passed quickly. He glanced at his watch. "Wow! That took a long time."
Nails came next — the artificial nails from the makeup kit that they glued in place. After a bit, the adhesive dried, and they carefully painted them. Jim had selected long nails with rusty red enamel to match the lipstick he'd selected, while Vic went with less daring nails and clear enamel. It seemed much less feminine; while Vic would never admit it, he was starting to get nervous at just how far the transformation was going. Jim had laughed off his worries the last time they practiced; it was just a gag. Vic checked his watch again. "Think we'll make it?" he asked, worried about the time.
Jim nodded. "I'm going to pee now, before I start getting in the rest of that stuff. I'd suggest you do the same." He saw Vic's puzzled look. "After we get all made up, are you going to use the ladies' room, or the men's room?" Vic got the point.
Next came the bustiers, the tight garments that helped mold their waists. As the old man promised, while they were a bit uncomfortable, they were also very effective at making their bodies look more feminine. Vic sucked in his stomach, and it still took all of Jim's strength to fasten the bustier. Vic felt like a vice was squeezing his waist, and it was quite uncomfortable. The nice thing about the garments was that the tops perfectly matched their artificial bustlines and reduced the pull and tug of the artificial weight on their chest and shoulder muscles. Then came the panties. Again, they squeezed and constrained their bodies; Vic tucked his willy between his legs as he pulled the garment on. With these precautions, the garment left him with a very smooth crotch, and the padding gave him a rounded tush, like a girl. Vic felt a tremble when he saw himself — this was looking just a little too realistic. Next came the pantyhose; Vic had bought a pair, suffering the humiliation of the checkout lane, because it just didn't seem right to use his mother's pantyhose. But Jim had just 'liberated' a pair from his sister. Finally, they got to their dresses.
Vic started to put on his shoes, but Jim stopped him. "You don't want to walk in those things any longer than you have to, do you?" Vic understood. In their practicing, they'd tried to walk. While they did gain some skill, their feet really hurt from the effort. "You do my makeup, and I'll do yours."
Vic sat Jim on the bench, then began to apply the makeup. More than Jim, he'd been terrified of putting on makeup. He had no experience, unlike Jim's drama-club enhanced skill. He was deathly afraid of looking like a zombie or mutant freak. So the boys practiced a couple of times, and by now, Vic was comfortable, if not good. The makeup went on quickly; first the base, then some shading and highlights to make Jim's cheeks look higher. The same trick, applied to his nose, gave the illusion of a smaller, more feminine nose. A little eyeliner and eye shadow emphasized Jim's eyes, giving them a softer, more feminine look, and some carefully applied lipstick and liner created the illusion of sexy pouty lips. Vic stepped back to admire his work, and he was totally shocked. The effect couldn't have been more perfect; if not for his close-cropped hair, Jim looked like a very sexy girl! And even Vic's hair could easily have been mistaken for the 'short sassy' style some girls seemed to love!
Jim was much faster at doing Vic's makeup. Again, to their mutual surprise, the effects of the makeup were fantastic. They were nearly done, Vic noted with relief. So far, they'd spent over three hours. Finally, they put on their jewelry,
Jim and Vic made one final stop at the head, then they slipped on their shoes. They teetered a bit as they walked around to familiarize themselves with the shoes, especially Jim in the higher heels. But again, they boys had practiced a bit in the preceding nights, so they weren't going to make total fools of themselves or break their ankles. Still, it took a bit of getting used to.
Last, with fifteen minutes to spare, Jim pulled on his wig. It fit well, and with the remainder of the package, Vic gasped. "Wow, man! You look ... hot!"
Jim smiled, not the silly grin of a high-school prankster, but a demure smile of a girl who just got a compliment. "Thanks," Jim said, his voice shifting up a bit as he worked to mimic a girl's voice. He tottered into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. "Wow!" he echoed softly, a breathy and sexy sound. "I think I could even win!" He came back out in time to see Vic pull his wig out. "Hey," Jim said, keeping his voice sounding as feminine as he could, "I thought you were going to be a blonde."
Vic shook his head, holding the long brunette wig. "Nah. I tried it the other night, and blonde just didn't work for me." He, too, was working on his voice, and the effect was not bad. "I _borrowed_ this from my cousin's salon when I got the nail polish and that other stuff." He slipped the wig on, taking care to tuck his hair under the cap. A little minor adjustment, and he flipped the long tresses off his shoulders and down his back. With his fingers, he parted the hair draping into his face and walked to a mirror. He took his comb and worked on the hair, ending up with a reasonably straight part as he swept the hair back behind his ears. As Jim giggled, Vic struggled with a pair of barrettes in his hair, securing the long locks. Finally, he put on a pair of earrings and a faux pearl necklace. He turned and smiled at Jim. "Well, how does it look?"
Jim's eyes widened. "Wow! This is so cool! We look really really good!" He giggled, a very girly sounding laugh. "We might even win!"
They gathered their supplies and slipped out to Jim's car, stashing everything in the back seat. They got back to the gym just in time to start checking in for the pageant.
Most of the contestants had been using the girls' locker room and the drama makeup room to primp; no one had seen Jim or Vic getting ready. As Jim leaned over to sign in, Vic saw one of the girls glaring at him. Vic had to suppress a giggle — the real girl considered Jim to be a serious competitor. And then Vic saw Jim's reaction, and he had to do a double take. When Jim noticed the girl frowning at him, he smiled pleasantly, then straightened and thrust his chest out, emphasizing his bust line. With a slight lifting of his chin, Jim turned from the registration table and sauntered off. Vic had to marvel at the way he walked in his shoes — his stride was perfect, as if he'd always worn heels, and even including a sexy wiggle in his butt.
Vic turned his attention back to the table to finish his registration. As he signed in, he heard the girl. "I bet they aren't even real," she hissed to her friend. Vic hid his smile; the comment was more true than the girl could possibly imagine. He straightened, avoiding Jim's haughty chest display, and thanked the girls.
Vic and Jim had little time to interact during the evening. They were busy with the pageant — modeling their gowns and making their little 'save the world' speeches. An hour and a half passed quickly, and then the first round ended. The judges debated, and then pared the forty-six contestants to twelve. Vic was not surprised to be eliminated; the competition was stiff. But to his shock, he found himself a little disappointed, and even jealous, when he was cut out but Jim made the semi-finals. He felt the bustier and girdle constraining him, but it seemed that he was getting used to them; they weren't bothering him quite so much.
The pageant got very boring for Vic, since he was no longer competing. He sat with the other 'eliminated' contestants, watching the remainder of the contest. He was happy for Jim when Jim actually made the final five contestants, and then he was shocked at his own feelings. He should have been laughing his head off. Vic imagined it was just his ability to carry off a gag that kept him from blowing their cover. And something else bothered him. When Jim — Tanya, as he was calling himself — had been announced as a finalist, he reacted just like a girl, letting out a shriek of surprise and delight, and clasping her hands over her mouth. Just like the other girls. Vic knew — he absolutely knew — that Jim was acting, and he was doing a hell of a job.
It was getting late. The pageant had started at eight, and because of the number of contestants, it was nearly ten when the finalists were announced. Vic glanced at his wrist, and cursed under his breath. He'd left his watch with his other things, since it was a very masculine watch. This was taking too long.
Jim gave a very convincing 'I love the world, and want to help save it' contestant speech, sounding very sultry and sincere at the same time. Vic suppressed a laugh, and got an elbow from the contestant sitting beside him. Vic grinned at that — the girl was going to be so surprised when he unmasked.
They announced the fourth runner up, and it wasn't Jim. They announced the third runner up, and it still wasn't Jim. Vic was thoroughly enjoying this — Jim was in the final three, and this was truly going to be their best gag. Nor was Jim the second runner up. It was down to Jim and another girl, a blonde with hooters nearly as big as Jim's fake ones.
And then they announced the winner, and Vic was stunned. Jim had won. Against all possible odds, Jim won. He had been so convincing as a girl that he'd beat some very pretty girls in the pageant. Vic laughed to himself. Just getting in was a good gag, but this? This was going to be talked about for generations to come. Sure, Jim was going to be known as the prankster of the century and Vic's role would be soon forgotten, but this was worth it.
Vic frowned as he watched Jim's reaction to the victory. He clasped his hands over his mouth, just like a girl, as he cried and shrieked with surprised joy. He actually gave the runner up a very feminine kiss on the cheek as he hugged her. Then they put the tiara on Jim's head and handed him the huge bouquet. He made a ceremonial stroll down the runway, waving in a most feminine way and smiling, even making the occasional wipe of his eye as he faked tears of happiness. Vic was impressed — Jim was playing this one to the hilt.
There followed a dizzying swirl of activity. Photographers took picture after picture of the new queen, her court, and all the contestants. While this was going on, the traditional spring dance began in the adjoining ballroom.
Jim, as the winner, had the obligation of a lot of dances. The principal, the homecoming king, the captains of the football and basketball teams. It seemed she had a long dance card, all obligated by custom. And Vic was busy, but for a different reason. Guys he knew were asking him to dance, and he had to invent reasons not to dance. For one thing, he didn't want to dance with a guy. It would just be too weird. The second thing was more for self-preservation; Vic was afraid that he'd break his ankle dancing in the heels, even though he was getting around in them better than even he realized.
At one break, Vic glanced at the clock, then got a cup of punch for himself and one for Jim. He sauntered over to Jim and handed him the punch. "Well," Vic whispered to his pal, "when do we unmask?"
Jim smiled demurely at a guy, then answered in a low whisper. "I've got another dance or two. Then we'll both go to center floor and reveal ourselves."
Vic sighed with relief. "I was starting to think you weren't going to remember that part. Remember the instructions the old man gave us. We need to get out of this by midnight."
Jim grinned. "Yeah, just like Cinderella," he scoffed. "Don't worry. I haven't forgotten." He smiled at yet another enamored guy. "This is going to be one for the record books." The music started, and Jim's next dance partner interrupted Vic. "Got to go. See you in a few minutes."
Vic walked back to the punch bowl, glancing with concern at the clock. It was twenty minutes to midnight, and despite Jim's bluster, he didn't really want to ignore the warnings. The old man had seemed just a little too much like a wizard.
A guy eased up to Vic. "Hi. You looked great in the pageant tonight."
"Thanks," Vic said without enthusiasm.
"Would you like to dance?"
Vic glanced at the guy, then shook his head. "Sorry, but I have a sore ankle. I sprained it a couple of weeks ago, and the doctor told me I have to take it easy." He smiled, trying to look apologetic.
The guy shrugged. "Well, if it means anything, I think you should have won."
Vic suppressed his gag reflex. How many times had he heard this line tonight? All from guys who wanted to get to know his new female self better. "Thanks. I'd love to talk some more, but I promised my mom I'd be home by midnight."
The guy glanced at his watch. "Oh? You're late, you know."
Vic's mouth dropped. He glanced at the clock again. It clearly said eleven forty-five. The guy followed his gaze. Then he pulled up his watch for Vic to see. "That clock is about twenty minutes slow. Always has been, you know."
Vic felt a surge of panic. The old man had said midnight! And he was late! Then Vic fought off the feeling. Surely his nervousness was just superstition. Still ....
Vic caught Jim as he left the dance floor. "Jim, it's after midnight! Remember the old man's directions?"
Tanya looked at Vic with a blank stare. "What are you talking about, Vicky?" she asked, her voice even softer and more sultry. "Why did you call me Jim?" She wrinkled her brow, pausing to brush some of the stray blonde locks from her face. "Are you feeling okay?"
Vic felt his head spin. He saw the look in Jim's eyes. There was no recognition of his words. And his voice! Vic realized that Jim's voice sounded even more feminine than he'd been faking. Vic gazed at Jim. "Uh ... I guess I'm not feeling too well," he stammered. He turned, walking slowly from the dance floor. As he walked, certain sensory inputs found their way through his mental fog. His voice. He recalled when he'd just talked to Jim. His voice was a nice alto, just like he'd been doing all night. Only he hadn't been trying just now. It had come out that way.
Vic felt his stomach turn, and felt like he was going to be ill. He started toward the men's room, then he got confused. He couldn't waltz into the men's room. On the other hand, could he really use the ladies' room? He finally stumbled blindly to the ladies' room. Vic felt himself stagger, and he caught himself on a sink. He looked up, and found himself staring at himself in the mirror.
It was, and yet it wasn't Vic's face that stared back. Vic tried to convince himself that it was because he wasn't feeling well, but he thought his nose looked smaller, his cheeks higher, and his face softer. He staggered into a stall, closing the door behind him. For a long minute, Vic wasn't sure if he was going to throw up or not. Finally, the urge passed. Vic stood, trembling, trying to take in all the confusion swirling around him. His feet — he wasn't feeling the discomfort of the heels as acutely, as if he were used to wearing them. Vic searched his senses to feel the constricting bustier; his eyes widened and his concern turned to panic as he realized that he didn't feel it clamping vice-like around his waist. It was still there, true, and he could feel it, but it seemed far less tight than it had. Likewise, the girdle was far less noticeable. Vic's heart rose to his throat; the panic was turning to sheer terror.
Vic glanced around, his face pale with fright, then he slipped into a stall and closed the door. He lifted his dress, then pulled down his pantyhose. His crotch, seen through the valley of his artificial cleavage, was as flat as when he'd first put on the girdle. Only now, something seemed wrong. With a tremble of trepidation, Vic slid his fingers to the waistband and slowly, fearfully, pulled the girdle down.
A cry of fear escaped Vic's mouth as he gazed upon his crotch. His willy, his symbol of manhood — it was gone. As if by magic, which by now Vic firmly believed in, his dick was nowhere to be found. Nor were his testicles present. No balls, no scrotum. No dick. Only a mound of soft pubic hair in a neat triangle. And then he felt the urge to urinate.
Vic sat slowly on the toilet, his eyes wide with fright. He wondered how it was going to work, this different anatomy. He let his muscles relax, using the same controls he'd used as a guy, not six hours ago. The result was profound relief of the pressure. And then Vic fretted over how to clean up the mess. Unlike a guy peeing, he found himself all wet and messy. He dabbed the toilet paper on himself cautiously until he felt dry.
Vic was shaking with fright. The clothing he'd gotten — it had changed him. His lower body was now clearly and undeniably female, and from the strange sensations he felt when he wiped — the feeling of a slit being parted by the toilet paper and that strange tickling feeling - Vic was filled with a sickening certainty that he had IT, the one critical piece that marked him as of the female sex. He strongly suspected that the magic had changed him that thoroughly, but he was afraid to confirm it. Vic sat for a long time, not having the first clue of what to do.
And then a thought hit Vic. If the girdle had done that to his crotch, then .... He lifted his hands to his chest, slowly moving them to the protrubances, carefully moving them inward, inch by painful inch, fighting his instincts to not touch them for fear he'd find out they were now real. And yet, he had to know.
Then came the touch, when Vic's hands made contact with the dress, with the bulges behind the fabric. And with that touch, Vic cried in anguish. He'd felt the touch — in the skin of his chest. He knew — without a doubt — that the breasts were no longer stage appliances glued on, but were now real breasts. His breasts! Just like his crotch. And ...
Vic examined his hands. They seemed a bit softer and finer, and even more tellingly, he couldn't find any seams in his fingernails. The artificial nails were as real as his boobs, now a part of his body. And the makeup ... Vic pulled his girdle and pantyhose back up, then flushed the toilet. He walked nervously back to the mirror and stared long and hard at himself. Now he knew that the earlier vision hadn't been a trick of his stomach discomfort. He touched his nose, a pert little feminine nose. His eyes seemed softer, and not just because of the makeup. They appeared a bit bigger, but only because Vic's face seemed a bit smaller. It made him look more feminine and more vulnerable. His lips were a bit fuller, looking more like a girl's mouth. And the earrings — Vic tugged at them, only to feel the pain of a sharp tug on pierced ears.
Vic felt a wave of nausea again, this time from his horror at the changes and of what it meant. Jim — his reaction had been that of a real girl. And he — she — hadn't seemed to know what Vic was talking about. Which meant that ... Vic reached for his hair and tugged at the wig. To Vic's enormous relief, he felt it slid on his head. It wasn't attached, hadn't become a part of him. With sickening certainty, Vic knew that Jim's wig was now a part of Jim — Tanya — and that it had somehow changed Jim's mind. And only because of a fluke, his dislike of the blonde-haired wig, had Vic been spared that. He still had his mind, but now in a fully-female body - unlike Jim, who was now as female in mind as he — she — was in body.
Vic staggered out of the restroom, then, tears of unknown origin streaming down his cheeks, he stumbled toward the door. Behind him, he heard someone calling, "Vicky? Are you okay?" The brisk night air hit him as he fled the school, his heels no impediment to his half-walk, half-run. It wasn't until four blocks later that the temperature really became apparent to Vic, so distracted had he been by his awful predicament. With no sweater and a short-sleeved dress, Vic was shivering as he turned the last corner to his house. And then he froze as he started to step up to the door, to the waiting back porch and his sanctuary. Was it really his sanctuary? What were his parents going to say? How would they react to a strange girl coming in, pretending to be their son? Or had they changed too, like Jim / Tanya, altered by some powerful magic to think they'd always had a daughter?
His body shivering from the combination of cold and fear, Vic opened the door and slowly crept inside. There was a faint light, probably in the living room. Vic knew that his dad would be up, probably playing solitaire or watching TV and waiting for him. Even as a boy, he'd always found his dad waiting for him. Sometimes it seemed so comforting. Now, it was terrifying.
Vic paused to slip his feet out of the shoes, and he gasped as he picked them up. They were ... smaller, as were his feet! The magic had given him smaller, daintier feet, with painted toenails even! Vic wanted to cry, to scream in anguish, at the horrible changes that had been inflicted on his body. And yet, he feared doing even that, as he knew that the scream would be his new girl voice, echoing tauntingly in his ears, reminding him yet again of the changes.
As Vic tiptoed up the stairs, he heard his dad. "You okay, sweetie?" he asked.
Sweetie? Since when had his dad called him sweetie? Vic cringed inwardly at the name. It was so ... girlish! Another stabbing reminder. And while one fear had been calmed, his parents apparently recognized him as a girl, another was stirred. The change was incredibly far-reaching. He feared that no one would ever remember Victor, the boy he'd been born as. Crying inside, Vic answered. "Sure, dad," he said softly. Then he padded upstairs, only to be mocked by a room that wasn't his own, a room decorated with lace and frill and girl things. Vic collapsed on the pink bed, burying his face in the pillow, crying uncontrollably, until finally sleep buried his agony. And even in sleep, terrible dreams intruded, tormenting Vic, reminding him of his new status as a girl.
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A light touch on his shoulder awakened Vic. "Honey, don't you think you ought to get up today?"
Vic recognized his mom's voice, and for a moment, he wondered why his mom was in his room, let alone calling him honey. But only for a moment. It was impossible for Vic to ignore the feelings of something — somethings — pressing into his chest, between him and the bed. The hair, even if it was only a wig, swirling about his face and neck, rubbing it in a way Vic's shorter hair never had. The feeling of being confined around his waist. Vic rolled over, brushing the hair from his eyes, and slowly sat up, knowing that last night hadn't been a dream. From the sensations his body was sending to his brain, there was no mistaking that he was in a girl's body. He turned to his mom.
"Glad you're awake, sunshine," she said with a smile. She looked at Vic, seeing his puffy, tired eyes. She looked over his wrinkled dress. "Are you okay?" she asked, and her voice echoed the concern of a mother for her daughter.
Vic looked down at his body, then back at his mom. "Yeah," he lied, and the voice haunted him again with its soft feminine tones.
Vic's mom frowned. "No, you're not," she said with certainty. "You look like you didn't sleep too well." She sat down on the bed beside Vic. "Look, Vicky, I know you didn't win last night. Tanya called, and she said she'd come by to pick up your dress so she could return it. She told me how you did." She gave Vic a quick hug. "She was pretty concerned about you, you know. Tanya's a good friend, even if she is a little, you know, dingy." She wrinkled her nose at the word, making it clear that she thought Tanya was an airhead.
"Mom," Vic protested, drawing out the word. He wanted his mother to leave, to let him wallow in his misery.
His mom would have none of it. "Now how about you get out of that dress before Tanya gets here." She opened the closet doors, revealing a vast array of clothing — all feminine. "Your dad kept your breakfast warm." She came back to the bed, and to Vic's horror, she took the wig off Vic's head. She clucked and shook her head. "I really wish you and your friends hadn't cut your hair off," she chided. "I just can't imagine what you were thinking! So some rock singer has short hair — that doesn't mean you needed it." She ran her fingers through Vic's hair, which for a boy, was moderately long. For a girl, the hair was rather short. "I'm glad you decided to grow it out again, though. You have such pretty hair." She walked to the door, then turned one last time. "If you want, we can go to the salon today. My offer still stands."
Vic looked up uneasily at her mother. "I'll think about it," he said evenly. His mother smiled, then left Vic alone in his new room.
Vic agonized over his new wardrobe. First, he peeled himself out of the dress, then out of the bustier. He stared with a strange fascination at the breasts on his chest, the lovely and all-too-real orbs which hung so perfectly. From Vic's viewpoint, they seemed incredibly large, sticking out seemingly forever in front of him. He turned, looking at his profile in the mirror, unable to keep from giving his body a visual exam.
Perky. That's what Vic would have called these boobs on any girl. Perky. Not too big, not too small. Nicely proportioned. Almost no sag, full and inviting, and capped with large brown nipples. Vic was entranced, and it took a few seconds for him to tear his gaze from the boobs. His eyes wandered down, to the narrowed waist. The bustier, when he'd removed it, was snug but not uncomfortable. Not like last night. His tummy was flat and trim, displaying not a hint of fat, and with the widening of his hips, his waist looked deliciously female. Vic shuddered at the thought; if he was reacting to his own body this way, he knew how other guys would react. Did react last night. His hands, seemingly out of control of his conscious mind, traced the outline of his waist and down to his hips. Again he turned a bit, and gasped as he saw the rounded shape of his derriere, a definitively feminine form. His gaze continued, down his softer, more slender legs, then back up, pausing at his flat crotch, and on up to his face.
From the way he appeared in the mirror, Vic knew that he'd lost a couple of inches in height. While he'd been about five-ten as a boy, he figured he was five-seven or five-eight now, a respectable height for a girl, but far from manly stature. And there was his face. He hadn't imagined it last night. His face was softer, finer, much more female. Cute. Not beauty star, but definitely cute.
Vic trembled when he realized that he'd been lusting after himself. His mind, his male thought patterns, found this girl attractive. Even his hair, in a short cut, didn't diminish the fact that he was totally, undeniably a girl. From his head to his toe, Vic was female.
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Clad in the plainest clothes he could pick out, a pair of white shorts and a light blue knit top, wearing flats to avoid walking in heels, Vic drove his mother's car while his mother yakked away. Vic would have preferred his second-hand Camaro, purchased with hard-earned money from summer and after-school jobs, but the car, too, had been changed. In place of the sports car, Vic now owned a little Neon. And if that wasn't bad enough, the car was a kind of bright pink color. Vic had wanted to see it crushed into a tiny cube of metal when he first saw it.
They drove toward the mall. Vic had let his mother convince him to go to the salon, to get his hair styled into something a bit more feminine. She said it would make him feel better. Vic didn't believe it, but he wanted desperately to get out of the house, away from the damning room that reminded him of his new state. Vic parked, and the two walked inside, his mother still chattering away. Vic shut her out; it seemed that she talked incessantly. So and so had the nerve to wear such and such to their last bridge club. Someone's daughter was pregnant — how shocking. Didn't her parents teach her any values? The church potluck supper was next weekend, and was Vicky still going to help serve? On and on it went, mindless prattle to Vic.
Inside the mall, Vic wanted to go straight to the salon. But his mother had other ideas. They went to the new boutique, to look. A half hour and a new dress for Vic later, they wandered into another store, to repeat the entire process. It took almost two hours to get to the salon.
By this point, Vic wanted to end the entire ordeal, so sick was he of his mother's incessant talk and her 'ritual' of shopping, which seemed to consist of looking at everything in a store at least twice, trying on at least twenty outfits, then buying one of the first outfits she'd seen. Vic stood silently by his mother, his anger at his situation rising.
"Hi, Vicky," one of the stylists said cheerily. "You here for a cut, or just tagging along with your mom?"
Vic started to open his mouth, but his mother cut him off. "No, Sara, Vicky wants something nice and pretty today." She glanced at her daughter. "Since she's over that 'bald' phase, she wants to look pretty again." The way she said it left Vic with no uncertainty of how her mother felt about short hair. If it had to be short, it had to be feminine. No two ways about it.
The shop had just gotten a new electronic imaging system, and the girl was gushing over it to Vic's mom. Before Vic knew what was happening, they'd taken a picture with a digital camera and were starting to browse through hair styles. Vic was totally unenthusiastic about the process; his mother was focusing on styles that would make him look more like a girl, not less. Vic's mind was wandering.
"How about this one, dear?" It was Vic's mom again, intruding on his daydream escape from this awful reality. "I think it's so cute," she gushed.
Vic glanced a the display and cringed. It was a cute style — for a girl. In fact, Vic found it quite attractive — only not on him! The hair was layered, making the most of Vic's short hair, with gently curled bangs. Short and sassy. Feminine. Vic hated it. "Mom," he started to protest.
Vic's mom cut off the protest. "That's perfect," she said to the stylist. As the stylist started toward her area, Vic's mom gave her a pat on Vic's shoulder. "I know, I know. You want something a little simpler. But you're growing up, and you need to look like the pretty girl you are."
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Vic felt ... disgusted inside. They were walking back toward the mall entrance, and guys were staring at him. At him! His mother smiled, as if she were proud that her girl was pretty enough to attract attention. Vic cringed every time he saw a guy's head track his motion. It was too weird.
As they turned a corner, Vic spotted a strange little store, an old-time storefront with display windows and an antique door. His emotions churned; on one hand, he wanted to go in and demand to be changed back. And he felt a strange urge, as if the old man were somehow beckoning him into the store, perhaps to complete his transformation — like Jim. But Vic had seen the power of the old wizard, and he was afraid. The debate raged in his head for an agonizingly long few seconds. Finally, fear won out. He'd seen what happened to Jim, now an airheaded bimbo who didn't remember anything. Vic feared such a fate, and he knew it was well within the old man's power to give him the same fate as Jim. He quickened his pace, away from the curious little store.
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It took two months. Two months of living in denial and hope. Two months of fighting this damned body. Two months of pretending that it wasn't real, that he was going to wake up some morning and he'd be his old self again. Two months of his mother reminding him of things that should have been well-trained in a young lady. Two months of working to adjust to being a girl instead of a guy.
And his friends...Tanya was as much a friend as Jim had been, but now girls he had dated -- or just casually known -- like Brittany and Nicole were his lifelong friends. The guys he really had grown up with were distant, treating him carefully, trying to impress him like ... like any other girl.
His first period had scared the living hell out of Vic. The cramping wasn't too terribly painful, but when it lasted three days, it got real old, and Vic knew he'd been very hard to live with. The bleeding sucked, but having to insert tampons into himself was worse. His breasts seemed extra-sensitive, and he felt uncomfortable. When it ended, Vic was nearly ecstatic.
Makeup was a pain, and it took a long time, much practice, and a lot of prodding by his mother before Vic was any good at it. He didn't hate it any less, but he could at least do a passable job. The same was true of picking his clothes. As a guy, Vic had just grabbed clothes from the dresser. His wardrobe was simple — a couple pairs of jeans, a couple pairs of Dockers, a few knit shirts, and a bunch of T-shirts, most with movie themes or logos. Shoes? Simple as well. Two pairs of tennis shoes and a pair of Rockports. Dressing couldn't have been easier.
That was Vic. Vicky was far different. Underwear? Vic wore Fruit-of-the-Loom briefs. Vicky had panties in various colors and various levels of lace and frill. Pink, light blue, beige, white. Lacy, flowery, plain. G-string skimpy, bikini cut, modest. Vic hated his panties. Worse, however, were the bras. There seemed to be a bra to match every pair of panties, again ranging from daring to pushup to very concealing. Every time he put on a bra, it reminded him that his chest was visibly female, and amply so. No guy, unless he was blind, was going to miss Vic's chest. And the bras didn't do much to minimize or conceal his charms; most actually did the opposite, enhancing and uplifting to make his curves even curvier.
And Vic felt like his mother was watching his every move with suspicion or doubt. Every time Vic cursed when he smudged his makeup, his mother looked worried. Each time he tried to go to school with his hair barely combed and _no_ makeup, his mother fretted. Whenever Vic sat spread-legged in the easy chair, his mother's brow furrowed.
Finally, his mother couldn't take any more. Vic almost broke down when his mother confronted him, asking through teary eyes if her little girl was having problems or ... her voice had broken ... experimenting with drugs. Vic understood why his mother had been so watchful. It was as if Vic had changed drastically, and all the things Vicky _should_ have known, all the habits Vicky _should_ have had, Vic didn't have. He wasn't acting like a girl — and his mother had noticed. She was even suggesting having Vicky go to a psychologist.
Vic had panicked at that suggestion. He feared that if he went to a shrink, the psychologist would eventually make him blab, and then he'd be labeled as a loony. 'Magic, indeed!' they'd all cluck as they locked him away. Vic knew he had to work harder so his mom wouldn't be so worried — or suspicious!
For the first month, Vic wore shorts as often as he could. Most of the other girls wore skirts, but Vic just couldn't make himself do that. Finally, one week he didn't get his laundry done, and he was forced to wear a skirt. Vic picked the most modest skirt he could find, and when he saw himself in it, he cringed. Shorts weren't so bad; they didn't remind him with every motion that he was stuck as a girl. The skirt, however, did. Slowly, however, Vic accepted that he could wear skirts. With either skirts or shorts, Vic had to choose a top, and this was confusing as well. Not only did he have to color-coordinate the clothes, but his choice was impacted severely by his choice of underwear. Vic learned the hard way what happens when a girl wears a dark bra and panties under a light blouse. He felt humiliated and near tears when he got home from that experience. And Vic learned to watch the neckline. Some of his blouses had scoop necks, and Vic only tried one once. That was enough. He felt like walking cleavage by the time he got home. After that, the necklines were modest.
By the end of the second month, as graduation neared, he had moved on and was occasionally wearing a dress. He was getting skilled in choosing outfits, and was accomplished in makeup. Vic was doing well as a girl — and hating every minute of it. And then he caught himself.
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One Saturday morning, Vic was sitting on the sofa, watching TV. There really wasn't anything good on, but he didn't have anything better to do, and so he sat, carefully filing a snag out of one nail. And then a top-of-the-hour news summary came on. Just a typical, run-of-the-mill newscast. The lady reading the news caught Vic's eye. He stared at her, and then he snorted his disgust. 'I'd look better in that outfit than she does,' he thought to himself. 'I've got a better figure for it.'
And then it hit him, like a hammer. He'd just thought of himself as a she, as a girl. Comparing clothing and figures to a lady on TV. His mouth dropped in horror as he realized what he'd been thinking, and then he saw the nail file, the carefully manicured nails he was working on, the dainty way he was sitting, with his legs crossed in a proper ladylike manner. He screamed inwardly, a desperate cry of anguish. He'd actually thought of himself as a her. She. Vicky. Vic ran upstairs, slamming the door behind him, and he flopped on his bed. He — she — cried for hours when she realized what she'd done. She wasn't thinking of herself as Vic any more. She was thinking of herself as Vicky, a girl. She'd compared her body with another girl, she'd been sitting like a girl, she'd been filing her nails like a girl. Hell, she'd even missed the sports tilt to the newscast, so distracted was she by the feminine thoughts. The change was subtle but frightening — it meant that she was starting to accept her new life. She cried all through the afternoon, helpless to prevent the gush of tears, even hating herself for crying like a girl.
At five, a knock sounded at her door. When she didn't answer it, the knock sounded again. "Vicky? Are you all right?" her mother called.
Vicky barely turned her head. "I'm okay," she sniffled.
"Can I come in, honey?" Vicky lay, silent and crying. Without an objection, her mother took that as permission to enter. She padded to the bed and sat down, resting her hand lightly on her daughter's back. "Are you sure you're okay, sweetie?"
Vicky didn't move. "No, I'm NOT okay!" she said emphatically. "I ... I'm not sure what I am."
Her mother misunderstood. "I know this is a tough time for you, with finals coming up, and graduation near. I know it's tough to choose a college." She paused, waiting for some response, but she got none. "Your father and I are here to help if we can. You know we can't help worrying about our little girl."
Vicky reared up, her face contorting. "I'm NOT your little girl!" she screamed. As she watched the shock spread across her mother's face, Vicky fled the room, tears flowing down her cheeks, her anger at her situation leading her into the unknown. She had no plan — only a need to escape. She ran past her father who was coming in from working in the garden.
"How's my princess today?" he asked innocently.
Vicky's reaction stunned her dad. "I'm not your princess, dammit!" she snapped. She opened the door forcefully, causing the glass to rattle. Angry, confused, she stomped to her car, then slammed the door shut behind her. The tires squealed as she pulled hastily out of the driveway, leaving her parents standing on the porch, staring after her in shocked disbelief.
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The party was a typical senior party. Someone had gotten some beer, and the group Vicky hung out with had gone to the lake. As night fell, the guys lit a campfire and they all sat around, talking and drinking. It was times like this that Vicky felt most out of place. The girls, when they were together, talked about girl things — guys, fashion, and college. To Vicky, these things were alien, subjects that had absolutely no interest to her. She wanted to talk guy talk — sports and cars. But when she was around the guys, they got all google-eyed.
One of the guys mentioned baseball. Vicky finished her gulp of beer. "Yeah, maybe they've got a couple of hitters, but their bullpen stinks," she said firmly.
The girls froze, and the guys got a deer-in-the-headlights look. Vicky was on their turf, and they were shocked. "Yeah, how do you know so much about baseball?" Other guys joined in the ribbing.
Vicky started to stammer an answer, her senses dulled by the beer, but one of the girls came to her rescue. "That's what the guy said on the news last night," she said. It gave Vicky her out — she didn't have to pretend to know sports, and the guys could save face.
Vicky wasn't going to go for that. Between the beers she'd been drinking and her defiance at being dismissed as a 'mere girl', she was feeling angry and rebellious. "Who says a girl can't know about sports, huh?" She was angry at the way the guys had been treating her. "Who says?"
The guys glanced at each other, uncertain of what they'd done. "Uh, I guess a girl can like sports," one of them finally stammered.
Vicky glared triumphantly at them. "Damned right," she stammered. She downed the rest of her beer, then glared at the guys. "Get me a refill," she demanded of no one in particular. When none of the guys moved, she sneered, "I thought men were supposed to be courteous to women!" She turned, staggering; Vicky had grossly underestimated her capacity for alcohol, and she was _extremely_ drunk. "What's the matter? Don't you think I'm a woman? Aren't you going to treat me like a woman?"
Brittany sidled up beside Vicky and lightly touched her arm. "I think maybe you've had enough to drink, Vic," she said softly.
Vicky yanked her arm away. "Don't you tell me when I've had enough to drink," she snapped. She turned back to the guys. "Well? You guys want to treat me like a woman? No! Cause you can't. None of you guys can make me feel like a woman!" She weaved about drunkenly, her steps unsteady. She slapped away Lisa's hand, then grabbed the glass of beer one of the guys had fetched. Without a breath, she chugged the beer. "That's better," she slurred. Vicky yanked her blouse up, exposing her bra. "You see these?" she stammered as she pulled the knit top over her head. "I've got titties! So you're supposed to treat me like a woman!" She unclasped her bra, baring her boobs. "See?" Her voice was angry, defiant.
Brittany and Nicole, two of her friends, flanked Vicky and tried to cover her up. They were getting embarrassed for their friend, and they knew they had to help her before her drunkenness got her into trouble. "Come on, Vic," Nicole whispered in her ear. "You're drunk. How about we take you home?"
Vicky would have none of it. She pulled herself away from Nicole. "I'm stuck like this! I'm stuck being a woman, dammit!" she screamed. "So how come I don't feel like a woman?" She stalked toward one of the guys. "You think you can make me feel like a woman?" She saw him gulp, and she spun drunkenly toward another guy. "How about you? Think you can handle me?" Before any of her stunned friends could react, she reached down and unclasped her skirt, letting it slip down around her ankles. A drunken stagger, and she kicked the skirt away. She grabbed the half-full glass of beer one guy was holding and swigged the contents. Then she grinned wickedly. Her fingers tugged, then she slid her panties down, exposing her crotch. "How about it?" she teased. "Think you can make me feel like a woman?"
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Vicky woke up slowly, feeling the throbbing in her head. She opened an eye, and clamped it back shut as the light caused a pulsing wave of pain. Slowly, painfully, she sat up, glancing around. She was in her room, but she didn't know how she'd gotten there. The last thing she clearly remembered was ... getting angry at the guys.
Vicky slowly glanced down at herself. She felt as if there was something dried on her, making her skin feel itchy and uncomfortable. She was wearing her blouse — barely — and her skirt was very disheveled. She had a sickening feeling; cautiously, she lifted up her blouse, only to confirm that she wasn't wearing her bra. Not only that, but there was something dried on her boobs.
Slowly, Vicky lifted her skirt. No panties. And the same dried mess around her crotch, although this one was tinged slightly with red. Vicky sank back onto her bed, knowing with a sickening certainty what she'd done even as she struggled to remember.
It was all a blur. She slowly, vaguely remembered. She'd been drunk — that explained the hangover — and then she got angry at how the guys were treating her. Like a girl. Did she strip? From the state of her clothes, she knew she must have. And then ... what? Challenge the guys to make her feel like a woman? Vicky shuddered; the hazy notion slowly gelled into a shadowy memory. The girls — they'd tried to stop her, she realized. But she'd been too angry, and she pushed them aside. God, had she even called them a bunch of goody-goody bitches?
And then ... Vicky remembered one of the guys on top of her, and the painful pressure as he penetrated her. Had she been a virgin? She must have; she wasn't near her period, so the blood would have to be from her hymen. Vicky's head spun, painfully each time, as she tried to recollect the events. How many of the boys had she screwed? Two? More than that, she seemed to recall. Four or five. And ... Vicky felt like retching as a memory slowly materialized ... had she done one guy orally?
Without warning, another thought smashed into her battered brain. She'd gotten laid. Multiple times. Without any protection. She knew for a fact that she wasn't on the pill, and she had a sinking feeling that the guys hadn't taken any precautions either — which explained why she had the dried mess on her thighs. Vicky's mind raced — how long had it been? She'd had two periods, and they were thirty days apart. And the last one had been — how long ago? Was it two weeks or three? Vicky cursed Vic for not paying attention in biology or sex ed. When was she fertile? When could she get pregnant? Three weeks. That was how long ago. It had only been her second period, and a memory like that didn't fade easily. So that meant that ... either she was just past her prime time, or she was just before it.
Vicky slowly levered herself off the bed; her head pounded, and her stomach was churning. As she felt her tummy turn over, she raced for her bathroom, barely making it to the bowl before her abused stomach emptied itself into the porcelain.
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Vicky flounced down the stairs, her boobs barely restrained by the bra and spilling cleavage through her scoop neckline. Her skirt was very high above her knees, exposing all the leg that it could, and her makeup was trashy. "Bye," she called as she trudged toward the door.
Vicky's mom looked up from the kitchen table. "Dinner is almost ready. Where do you think you're going?" She was trying hard not to sound judgmental, but was failing. She'd noticed a drastic change in Vicky in the past few weeks.
"Out," Vicky snapped as she pulled open the back door. Nothing more of an explanation for her mother.
"Dressed like that?"
Vicky glared. "What's wrong with the way I'm dressed? Would you rather I went out naked?" She turned back toward the door.
"Aren't you going to eat?"
"I'll get something." The door slammed behind her, and moments later, her car screeched out of the driveway. Vicky's mom watched after the sounds, her eyes distant and sad. She didn't understand, and Vicky wasn't going to open up to her.
**********
"So then, like, I go to bed with him," one of the girls laughed. "And boy, was he hung!" A small gaggle of girls was sitting on the benches outside the main mall entrance. It was getting dark, with the sunset barely visible through thickening clouds.
Another girl frowned. "No way," she said in disbelief. "Like, he's gay!"
Vicky laughed with the others. "Yeah," she echoed. "No way he's going to pick you over one of his boyfriends!"
The first girl, Amber, frowned and took a drag on her cigarette. "Maybe he's gay, but he likes girls, too!" she protested through her exhaled smoke. "If you don't believe me, like you can go ask him!"
One of the other girls snorted her disbelief. "Yeah, like right. Like he's going to tell if he's bi!" She snatched the cigarette from the first girl and took a puff. As she exhaled the acrid smoke, she suddenly glanced up at the sky. "Oh, shit!" she spat. "It's starting to rain."
Vicky stood quickly. "Inside?" Like the other girls, her attire was quite risque. A skimpy red top bared her navel, with only spaghetti straps for shoulders, drawing attention to her breasts. Her skirt wasn't much less revealing; a clingy black mini, it emphasized her rear, with a hem that let guys know exactly how long her legs were. Her makeup was far from austere; her lips were very red, and a generous helping of eye shadow made her look cheap and trampy. Vicky's hair hung in a style that loudly proclaimed, 'danger' to any guy in a committed relationship.
Amber shook her head. "Like there's any action in there?" Amber dressed much like Vicky; trashy seemed to be the uniform of the day for the girls outside the mall.
Another of the gang nodded. "Yeah. Hey, why don't we go to the Villa?"
Vicky frowned. "I haven't been there. Is it any good?"
Amber grinned. "Great club. Good music, lots of people. Yeah, it's good." As one, the girls started to walk away from the mall.
"Vicky?" A faint voice called from behind her, and she turned. Brittany was running to catch up to her, a tiny umbrella deployed to stop the raindrops.
Vicky stopped. "Hi," she said simply.
Brittany looked around, then she scowled. "It's been a while," she said, trying to make conversation.
"Yeah," Vicky answered noncommittally. "I've been around."
Brittany glanced at the other girls quickly, and Vicky could see the contempt in her gaze. "Yeah, I've noticed." She glanced around once more. "Can we, uh, talk?"
Vicky shrugged. "You guys go on ahead. I'll catch up in a sec." With a sneer toward Brittany, the other girls pranced off. Vicky turned back to Brittany. "Your nickel."
Brittany gazed up and down Vicky. "I was just wondering if, you know, everything was okay. Like, you've changed."
Vicky placed her hands defiantly on her hips. "Who made it your business?" she said angrily. "Like, you and my mom keep asking if everything is okay." Her voice dripped venom. "Well, I'm not okay, all right? I don't like what I've been turned into, and I'm pissed about it. Is that what you wanted to hear?" She glared at Brittany, who stood, open mouthed in shock. "Look, why don't you go back to your prissy little friends with your 'daddy's little girl' crap? Why don't you just leave me the hell alone, okay?" Vicky turned and stomped away, leaving Brittany standing, stunned, wondering just what she'd said.
As Vicky caught up to her 'gang', she heard them talking about Brittany. The words were not kind; Brittany and her ilk thought they were too good for Vicky's gang, according to the girls.
Vicky popped the door locks and slid into the driver's seat. "Bitch," she muttered to herself as she thought of her one-time friend. In fact, as Vic, she'd dated Brittany a few times, but without any success. "She and her kind ought to get their brains fucked out. Maybe that'd knock them off their high horses."
Amber laughed. "Yeah, that'd serve those goody-two-shoes cunts just right, wouldn't it?" She pulled another cigarette from her purse. "Speaking of which," she said after she lit the smoke, "I hope I can find a good healthy man tonight."
The Villa was on the seedier side of town. Half the streetlights didn't work; Vicky was lucky enough to park under one that did. On the short walk from the car to the club, the girls dodged a couple of drunks and a hooker. Vicky felt a slight pang of conscience; perhaps her mind was telling her exactly what path she was on. She dismissed it as they entered the smoky club.
Club was a less fitting term than meat market. Within twenty minutes, as she nursed her first drink, Amber pranced off the dance floor leading a guy. She introduced him to Vicky, and then she got his three buddies to join them. After one more drink, an informal deal was struck; the four guys, Vicky, Amber, and Carla left the club together.
**********
Vicky awoke wondering where she was. Her senses reeled; she remembered going to the Villa. Then things began to clear. She was in bed — with a bunch of people. She sat up, staring around her, taking inventory. Amber and Carla were naked — as was she. And there were two guys — no, three — in bed with them. She heard loud snoring from the floor, and she confirmed her hazy memories. There was a foul taste in her mouth, like charcoal. Vicky winced as she remembered smoking some pot.
Amber slowly rolled over, and as she did, she bumped into and awoke one of the guys. In moments, they were screwing like bunnies. Vicky felt bile rising in her stomach; she slipped out of the bed and into a bathroom.
The girls piled into Vicky's car much later — after being pressured into another round of sex. Vicky dropped Amber off, with a promise to meet at the mall that evening.
As they pulled away, Carla pulled a cigarette out of her purse and lit it. She offered one to Vicky.
"No thanks," Vicky said, trying to sound casual. She just couldn't picture herself smoking. On the other hand, she really hated her situation, so how much worse could it make it.
"Suit yourself," Carla said as she took a drag. She puffed away for a bit. "I thought the guys were okay," she said simply.
Vicky glanced at Carla, then nodded. "Not too bad," she agreed. "But I've had better."
"Yeah, so have I," Carla agreed. "Hey," she suddenly said, "can you swing by the clinic? I've got to get my prescription renewed."
"Prescription?"
Carla laughed. "The pill, you dope!" She studied Vicky for a moment. "I suppose you get yours through your mom's doctor."
Vicky felt her mind racing. Sure, she knew about birth control — at least the technical details. Vic had learned all that stuff with the rest of his class. "Uh, I guess."
A stunned expression appeared on Carla. "You guess?" Her mouth hung nearly open. "Are you telling me you're not on the pill?"
Vicky slowly shook her head. "My mom wouldn't understand," she finally said, hoping it wouldn't sound too dumb.
Carla shook her head, laughing. "So go to the clinic. Like I do. Your folks never have to know."
"Clinic?" Vicky knew she sounded very naíve.
"The free clinic." Carla glanced at Vicky, then she nodded to herself. "Okay, you're coming with me. We need to get you on something before you get knocked up. And keep your mom from really having a cow."
**********
Vicky glanced into the bleak dorm room. Off-white paint, freshened by the annual touch-up coat while the students were out for the summer. Two tiny desks, one on either side of a window. Closets flanking the entrance. Two twin-sized beds along the walls. Spartan, efficient, and for some reason, disgusting. A typical dorm room. At least she felt a bit thankful that she was finally at college — away from the judgmental eye of her mother.
"You mind if we get some hanging bunks?" Vicky turned, still in the doorway, and saw a girl standing in the hall. "I'm Brenda. I take it you're my roommate?" She sounded less than pleased.
Vicky gave her new roommate Brenda the once over. Brittany had once said that she and Vicky had planned to room together as soon as they found that they had both been accepted at the same school. Of course, that had changed once Vicky had started hanging out with Amber and Carla, and the rest. Brittany wasn't even in the same dorm. And Vicky was stuck with Brenda, who seemed to be the same sort of "nice girl" as Brittany was.
Brenda was wearing a neat blouse and skirt, prim and oh-so-proper. Her shoulder-length hair was very stylishly done, and even on registration day, she was wearing earrings and a necklace. Not costume jewelry either, Vicky realized. A faint hint of perfume wafted through the air. Vicky guessed that Brenda was a stuck-up sorority wanna-be. "I'm Vicky. And yeah, I guess we're rooming together." Vicky didn't try to hide her lack of enthusiasm.
Brenda cleared her throat, and Vicky realized she was still blocking the door. "Oh, sorry," she apologized, and she backed out of the door, allowing Brenda in.
"I prefer the right side," Brenda announced imperiously. She was letting Vicky know that she expected to have her way.
"Fine." Vicky tossed her bags on the left bed. She sat on the bed, trying it out. It squeaked. Vicky glanced at Brenda. "Figures. Just when I get my moaning under control, I get a squeaky bed," she said, deliberately baiting Brenda. She'd already decided that she didn't like Brenda one bit. She seemed too ... confident. Too self-assured. "Well, you might just have to get earplugs, because I'm sure not going to give up sex." She watched Brenda stiffen, and Vicky laughed to herself. "You know, there's not much room for a stereo or anything. Maybe we ought to set up bunks like some of the other girls have."
Brenda's jaw clenched, then it relaxed. "I certainly don't know anything about making a bunk bed. And I really doubt you do either." The battle lines were drawn.
Vicky stiffened. Okay, that's how she wanted to play it. "Well, if we showed a little tit to some of the guys, I'm sure we'd have a bunk set up before dark," she said casually.
"Well, I never!" Brenda huffed. She marched out of the room, leaving Vicky laughing at her hollow victory.
Vicky was wandering down the hall, checking out the bathrooms and lounge, when she spotted a couple of girls watching TV. As soon as she saw their outfits, Vicky knew that they weren't like her roommate. They were more like her old mall gang. "Hi," she said as she slipped into a chair. "What's on?"
The girls barely took their eyes off the television. "I don't know. Some talk show about fathers arguing with their mama's boys."
The other girl nodded. "Pretty funny, too," she added. "These guys are such wimps."
"I'm Crystal," the first girl said.
"Vicky."
"Hi, Vic," the second girl said. She saw Vicky stiffen at the abbreviated name. "Or isn't that good? I'm Valerie."
"No, I really hate Vic," Vicky answered, barely containing the sudden swell of emotion. Anger, resentment, pain. It was all there.
"I take it you aren't trying to pledge a sorority," Crystal observed. "Neither are we."
Valerie nodded. "We're not the prissy type."
Vicky smiled. "Great. Neither am I. But the roommate from hell is. You should see what I got stuck with."
"So what's your major?"
Vicky shook her head. "Don't know," she answered. "My folks want me to go to college, so I'm here." She shook her head. "I almost didn't have the grades for it." She spoke truly; her grades had really taken a pounding after the change. If Vic hadn't started with such a high GPA, Vicky wouldn't have been admitted.
"Tell me about it," Crystal said. "My folks think I'm some kind of little princess, and I'm going to study pre-med or something." She mocked them with a sugary-sweet voice. "Yeah, like they should wake up and smell the coffee. Like I'll ever do pre-med!"
Vicky laughed with them. "You know any good clubs around here?" she asked.
Valerie narrowed her eyes, staring at Vicky. "Not for freshmen," she said cautiously. "You know we're too young to drink."
Vicky laughed aloud. "Yeah, like that's ever stopped me before! So you know any good clubs or not?"
Crystal stared at her for a second, then a grin broke over her face. "Yeah, there are two or three good ones. Oh, and there are the frat parties, too."
Val nodded. "Yeah. The Alphas are doing a rush party tonight. Wanna come with us?"
Vicky smiled. "Thanks. I'd love to." Then she grinned cryptically. "Of course, you might have to come home without me."
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Nearby, a toilet flushed. It was loud — like it was next door. Vicky painfully pried her eyes open. It was barely light outside; She felt her head pound — another hangover on its way. Well, she knew how to stop that. She levered herself up from the bed, and saw that she wasn't alone. Vicky shrugged. No big deal. She padded to the dresser, and then she had to think a moment. Where was she? The Alpha house? No, she realized almost instantly that she wasn't there. Where had the party been? She fought the throbbing in her head, the pressure in her bladder, and slowly, she tried to sort out a swirl of memories, a blur of a semester.
Had it really been that long? Almost four months. It seemed like just a few days. Vicky reached for a glass from the dresser; it looked like it was about half full of beer. As she raised it to her lips, she saw them. Irregularly shaped little pills. Vicky knew, somehow, that it was methamphetamines.
Vicky felt her knees go weak. How long ago was it? Two months? Three? She and some of the girls had been going back to her car after a night at the club. They'd bumped into a hooker; usually they did, given the location of their type of club. The girl had seemed angry, as if they were cutting into her territory. And then, she'd asked if Vicky wanted any meth or crack. Vicky flinched, and the hooker laughed at her. She said that she'd see Vicky sooner or later. It wasn't so bad. Besides, it was better to get paid for it and have drug money.
It was like the hooker was predicting the future. And now, on this dresser, were the pills. And the worst part was that Vicky couldn't remember if she'd taken any or not. Is that why she had such a headache? And why she was having trouble remembering where she was?
Panic was gripping her, its icy fingers making her feel helpless and small. She frantically searched for her clothes, settling for her skirt and panties. She took a T-shirt from the guy's closet when she couldn't find either her blouse or bra. One shoe was missing. She dressed hastily, and she fled the room barefoot, then the house. It was a long walk, with her head pounding and her fighting tears, but Vicky slipped into her room, closing the door behind herself. She sank to the floor, and tears started to flow.
Vicky tried to remember. It was so hard. Had she been drunk that much? The parties merged, fusing into a blurry memory of beer and dancing and guys. Guys. Lots of guys. One entire frat house on one of her wilder nights. V-train. That's what one frat called her. Was it a nightmare, or had she really initiated a freshman pledge class all by herself? And this floor -- with the sorority girls pledged and gone -- the girls who were left, like her and Valerie and Crystal, had a very unflattering nickname -- the Third Floor Whore Corps.
Vicky cried and cried. What the hell was she doing? Why? She was a ... whore. A slut. And she didn't even remember why she was acting like she was. Sure, there was the pain of Vic, of the change. But this? She was on a path of self-destruction, a path that would lead her to working the streets. Just like the hooker had told her.
Vicky was scared. She felt trapped, helpless. She hadn't asked for the change, and it happened. She hadn't asked to be stuck as a girl, but she was, and she hated it. And she had no idea how to change, to get off this train to hell.
Vicky heard the knocking at the door, but she ignored it. Crystal called out to her, but she ignored that, too. The sun crossed the sky, a sliver of light arcing across her floor, and still she lay on the bed, angry and hurt and confused and crying.
Finally, sometime after six, Vicky sat up on her bed. Her stomach growled angrily; she hadn't eaten for over twenty-four hours. She opened the refrigerator to get something — anything! — to eat or drink. She spied a slice of leftover pizza and picked it up, but as she raised it to her mouth to take a bite, her stomach turned. The cold pizza was totally repulsive to her right now. She slowly put it back into the refrigerator. As she started to scan again, looking for some food that wouldn't turn her stomach, she saw her 'special' pitcher. To get around the rules against alcohol, she kept a pitcher of pre-mixed screwdrivers in the fridge. It was handy sometimes, like now.
Vicky watched her trembling hand as she reached for the pitcher. She was weak from not eating. That was it, she told herself. That's why she was shaking so badly. She held the pitcher, just inches from pouring a glass, and Vicky stared at it. It was alcohol. A sudden, chilling thought intruded into her brain; was it the alcohol that was making her shake? If so, was she an ... alcoholic?
Vicky nearly dropped the pitcher at the horrifying thought. An alcoholic? She fought the concept. She couldn't be. Not her. Not at nineteen. She stared at her shaking hand again. No. It couldn't be true. Slowly, deliberately, Vicky poured the drink, fighting against the seemingly uncontrollable shakes. She set the pitcher down, then she raised the glass. Slowly, carefully, she took a sip, then another. Then she downed the glass. As the warm fire spread within her belly, she started to feel calmer, less unsettled. The angry growling was gone, replaced by a comfortable feeling. She started to put the pitcher back into the refrigerator ...
... only to stop. Slowly, she pulled the pitcher back out and poured another drink. Just to steady the nerves, Vicky kept telling herself. The second drink went down more slowly than the first, and the warm feeling grew. She poured herself a third drink.
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Vicky stared blankly at the desk. Her head pounded, and she looked like she hadn't slept in days. Around her, people were moving and talking, but she didn't seem to notice. Even now, after all that had happened, she was trying to figure out what had happed — since the screwdrivers, that is. That's all that she clearly remembered. Valerie and Crystal — had they been with her joyriding? She shook her head; she honestly couldn't remember all the details.
"Okay, she's released to your custody." The police sergeant was talking to Vicky's parents, sitting on either side of her. "Her court date is listed. If she fails to appear, you forfeit the bail, and she will be further cited. Do you understand?" The sergeant was old, and he looked sympathetically at Vicky's parents - but not at Vicky. Perhaps he'd had the same experience with his own children, and he understood what the parents were going through.
"Yes, we understand," Vicky's dad said. His jaw was set, clamped tightly as if to contain the emotions seething within, and his eyes burned with simmering rage. Vicky didn't dare even look at him.
"Okay, you're free to go," the sergeant said sternly. As Vicky and her parents rose, he shook his head sadly, a move noted by Vicky. How many times had he seen kids bring anguish to their parents?
The walk to the car was longer than Vicky could have imagined. On one side, her father fumed and stewed, his anger barely restrained and visible for all to see. On the other side, her mother walked stiffly, as if numb, clutching Vicky's arm tightly. In the dim light of the street lamp, the tracks of tears glinted on her cheeks.
The drive home was terribly uncomfortable. Neither of the adults spoke, and Vicky merely sat in the back seat, silent and fearful. It wasn't until they were inside the house that her father spoke again.
"What the hell were you thinking?" he demanded loudly as he paced in front of the couch. Vicky cowered on the sofa, fearing the rage that she'd never seen in her father before. "Drinking - that I could understand. After all, it's college. But driving? And then fleeing an accident?" He stopped and turned to face Vicky. "What were you thinking?" he screamed.
Vicky stared at the floor. Her father's anger was getting her angry as well. He'd taken his sweet time about getting bail posted, just so that she had to spend a night and most of the next day in jail. She didn't want to speak to him right now, not the way he was screaming.
"And your grades - you're going to flunk out! I'm paying for your college, and this is the way you act? Partying instead of studying. Drinking. What else? Drugs? Sex?" He spun on his heel and stalked around the room some more. "Well, it's going to end. Do you hear me, young lady? It's going to end one way or another! Even if I have to disown you!" He glared at Vicky, then stomped out of the room. "You try to talk to her," he ordered Vicky's mom. "I can't get anywhere." He slammed the door behind him as he walked out.
Vicky's mom was sitting on the couch beside her. Her face showed not rage but sadness. "Vicky, honey," she started, "I don't understand all this." She dabbed away a tear. "You were such a good student. Such a good girl. Now all this. What's going on?"
Vicky barely moved. "I'm not a 'good' girl," she muttered. "I don't want to be a good girl."
Her mother shook her head. "Have you been doing anything else? Besides the drinking?" Her question sounded small and afraid. Even though she had a good idea of the answers, she didn't want to know. But she had to.
In answer, Vicky sat stonily on the couch, staring at the floor with a scowl on her face.
Vicky's mom shook her head sadly. "Honey, you can always talk to me about it. Just remember that." She dabbed at the tears. "Well, when the break is over, you'll go back to college. Without a car. We're going to have to drop you from the car insurance because of this, so you won't be driving. And even after the car gets fixed, it's going to be some time before your father trusts you to drive again." She shifted her position, still trying to initiate some type of contact with Vicky. "I don't understand it. You know better than to drink and drive." She shook her head. "You're lucky no one was hurt. From what the police say, you probably don't remember, but the other car was totaled. Your blood alcohol was point eighteen, which means you were pretty drunk. And you're underage." She shook her head in exasperation. "You just don't seem to get it! You could go to jail for this, Vicky!" she said insistently. "Jail!" For several seconds, her mother sat, staring at Vicky, waiting for some type of response. None came. "Go to your room and think about it," her mother finally commanded.
**********
"Is that why you resent your father?" The man, dressed in slacks, turtleneck shirt, and blazer, sat in his chair with a notepad in his lap. He peered alternately at his notepad and at Vicky through his glasses.
"I don't know," Vicky answered noncommittally. She slouched in another chair. Unlike the professional appearance of the man, Vicky looked like a typical troubled youth. Her hair was in the rebellious frizzled style, and with her low-neck, high-midriff shirt and short ,short skirt, she looked like a tramp.
The man glanced at his watch. "Your individual time is almost up," he said. Disappointment was clear on his face. "You're hiding something, I think. Something that's troubling you, making you go to these extremes of behavior." He glanced at his notes. "And yet you won't let me help you."
Vicky snapped a bubble, mainly because she knew it annoyed Dr. Morris. But she said nothing.
Dr. Morris frowned. "You know, Vicky, I thought we could get to the root of your problem, help you cope with what's troubling you." He took off his glasses. "You know that if I think you're not cooperating, I can file a report to that effect, and you'll be in violation of your probation."
Vicky snapped another bubble. "Yeah, I know."
"Doesn't that bother you?"
Vicky shrugged. "My life is crap anyway. What difference would it make?"
"What makes your life so bad?"
Vicky frowned. "Mom thinks I'm some sweet little princess. She treats me like I'm her innocent little girl."
"And you're not?"
Vicky snorted derisively. "I don't want to be a sweet little girl! I hate being a girl!" She started, her eyes widening, as she suddenly realized that she'd almost slipped. Vicky felt a chill. If she told Dr. Morris what had happened, he'd never believe her. Delusional, he'd say. And then what? Locked away in a funny farm for the rest of her miserable life? Or brainwash her, program her into being the perfect little Stepford wife?
Dr. Morris made a couple of notes. "Well, we've got to stop here." He stood, folding his notepad as he did so. "I'll see you again on Thursday, right?" He smiled pleasantly. "Now if you'll just wait in the waiting room while I talk with your mother ..."
Wordlessly, Vicky rose and padded out the door. Dr. Morris noted her demeanor, her walk, everything. It was his job to note every little detail about his patients. He sat down and pondered the girl. In every way, she was an enigma. She didn't have any signs of hating her parents. Nor of rebelling against their authority. She didn't seem to be trying to prove she was her own person. But still ... what was it she'd said? That she didn't want to be a girl? Dr. Morris frowned as he thought.
"Doctor?"
The words took him by surprise. He jerked his head and saw Vicky's mom already sitting in the chair, waiting and looking anxiously at him. "Oh, I'm sorry," he said with a smile. "I was thinking about something Vicky said." He saw the woman's eyes widen in hope. "No," he corrected quickly. "I'm still trying to get through to her. But I think I'm starting to pick up some clues." He opened the notepad and flipped through the pages. "Tell me, what was Vicky like as a little girl? Was she a tomboy, or did she play with other girls and the more traditional girlish toys and dolls?"
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The door closed heavily behind Vicky as she flung her book bag onto the desk. It missed and crashed to the floor, spilling books and notes all over the floor. Vicky didn't notice. She slumped onto her bed face-down, her head barely propped up on a pillow and her arms. There was something noticeably missing from Vicky. Her eyes were lifeless, dull. No spark, no hope, no joy.
The phone rang, but Vicky ignored it. After a couple of rings, the answering machine clicked on. "Vicky?" her mom's voice called through the machine. "I know you're out of classes. Are you going to pick up the phone?" The voice paused. "Your dad and I would like you to come by for a good home-cooked meal tonight. I'll be by to pick you up around five. Hope you have a good day. Love you, sweetie." The phone clicked off.
Vicky was still slumped on her bed when her mother knocked on the door. When Vicky didn't answer, her mother peeked in. "Vicky? Are you ready?"
Vicky slowly turned. "For what?" she asked, feigning innocence.
Her mother sighed, then glanced at the answering machine. "Didn't you get my message? We want you to have dinner at home tonight."
Vicky sighed heavily. "I don't really want to, mom," she protested. "I've got ... uh ... some things to do." It wasn't even a good effort at lying.
"No, you don't. Now come on. We don't want to keep your father waiting." Her mom picked up Vicky's purse, then took her arm. Vicky didn't resist; she didn't want to fight her mom. She just stood and followed her mom out of the dorm room.
Vicky wished that her mother would just shut up as they drove home. She was talking about everything - the neighbors, the weather, the vacation they were going to take. Everything, that is, except Vicky.
Dinner was a catastrophe, as far as Vicky was concerned. Her dad asked about her grades. Vicky's answer was very general, at which point her dad said she should be able to make better than Bs and Cs. Vicky knew he'd already seen her grades, since they were automatically sent to the students' home address. Had she picked a major yet? What about the theater club or the student union board? The school newspaper sounded like fun. All hints from her parents that she should get involved in campus activities. Vicky didn't care for any of them.
On the other hand, she knew better than to tell her parents to butt out. She didn't feel like having another argument. And Vicky didn't eat much; she complained that her stomach was bothering her a bit. In truth, which her mother could plainly see, Vicky didn't really care. Not about school, not about extracurricular activities, not even about eating. Her counselor had noticed, too. She was suffering from depression, he'd told her mom. He speculated it was because of guilt over the accident and fear that she had a permanent record. He tried to get Vicky on anti-depressants. But she'd refused. No pills, she'd said quite firmly. The doctor even threatened to make it a condition of her cooperation, but Vicky called his bluff. Her mom kept hoping that it was just a phase she was going through, that she'd get over it in a little bit. But the phase was going on for months, and Vicky showed no sign of 'getting over it.'
When she got back to the dorm, Vicky sat down to study. Out the window, Vicky could see that the sun hadn't set yet, thanks to the lengthening spring hours, but the shadows were long and dark. Street lights had not yet flickered to life; they would real soon as the inevitable dusk fell. It was her intent to study. But as usual, thoughts of her life interrupted. The lengthening shadows outside merged with the shadows of her mind, becoming one in a dark, lonely, forbidding universe to Vicky. A thought leaped suddenly to mind, stunning her. One year. It had been one year since the pageant, since her change. One year since her life had been thrown in to chaos.
Vicky fought the rising sense of futility. One year, and she was still stuck. One whole long, miserable year. She tried to do open a book to study as a way of distracting herself, but she felt all alone. And her friends? What friends? The guys were gone, lost to her, maybe forever. And the girls she'd been hanging around with - the so-called friends - were nothing but a bunch of shallow, angry girls. They were insecure and they showed it in their behavior and dress. Vicky glanced at her own outfit. It was the 'uniform' of the rebellious, a very skimpy and tight-fitting red blouse and a pair of very short shorts. And the drinking and partying and sex ....
Crystal. A friend? Vicky felt a shudder inside. Crystal had four tattoos; with her long pink and brown hair and nose ring, she was visibly rebelling. Her skirts barely covered her crotch. When she wasn't stoned, she was drunk. She'd been pregnant twice before she got out of high school, ending both in abortions. She earned some of her drug money as an exotic dancer, including some 'extra' activities. Crystal was the type of girl guys wanted nothing more than to fuck. Vicky had a sudden flash of insight: Crystal was worth no more than twenty or twenty-five bucks to a guy, enough to cover a movie or drinks and then get a lay in return. After that? No guy would ever call Crystal back, not after they'd had their needs satisfied.
Angie? Valerie? They were cut from the same cloth. Suddenly, the rumors that Angie had slept with the English teacher in exchange for a decent grade seemed plausible. Valerie wasn't into drugs as much as Crystal, but she still experimented. And she slept around - even more than Crystal and Angie.
Vicky sorted them in her mind. Amber. Carla. Rhonda. Crystal, Angie, Valerie. The faces started to blur. All of them were trash, tramps and whores. Not a one of them was a true friend. Not one of them would have lifted a finger to help Vicky - or each other, for that matter - not if it interrupted their 'pleasures'. And all of them were on the fast track of self-destruction.
And Vicky was becoming one of them. The realization struck her like a knife thrust deep into her heart. She was trash. She had become a little slut, a worthless piece of ass to any guy. Hell, she even had a record now, and was well on her way to flunk out of college!
Everything she'd ever wanted was gone. Vic - gone! College - fading fast. Nice girlfriend - gone! Friends - gone! Everything. She sank to the floor, her eyes slowly leaking tears as her face paled. There was nothing left. Nothing! She could have adapted, gotten by, in this new body. But no, she'd ruined that, too! She had no friends left, no one who cared. She had no reputation, either. She was a whore, a slut, a tramp. Worthless.
Like a robot, Vicky slowly stood up and walked to her dresser. She opened the top drawer and rummaged around, extracting a bottle. Numbly, she walked back to her desk and sat down. She opened the bottle; the little pills spilled out onto the desk, some rolling onto the floor. Vicky didn't seem to notice. She pushed some of the pills into a tiny pile. For a long time, she stared at the pills. Then, slowly, she clutched the pills into her hand. She opened her hand, palm upturned, and stared at the sedatives. With her other hand, she reached for a half-full glass of water.
The knock on the door sounded insistently. Vicky stopped, and then she let the pills spill back onto the desk. "Come in."
Brittany peeked in the door, and slipped in. "Hi," she said simply. "I hadn't seen you for a while, so I thought I'd see how you are."
Vicky started trembling, and then the tears started flowing. Her hands were shaking visibly, uncontrollably; the glass she was holding slipped out and spilled on the desk. She turned away, ashamed to let Brittany see her.
Brittany knew something was wrong. She sat down on the corner of the bed, right next to Vicky's chair. Her hand reached gently to Vicky's shoulder. "Are you okay?" she asked softly.
Vicky dropped her head into her hands. Her sobs were audible, and her whole body trembled.
Brittany's eyes widened when she saw the bottle and the pills all over the desk. She turned Vicky, somehow, so that Vicky was facing her. "You can talk to me," she said soothingly. "You always talked to me. Remember?"
Vicky looked up slowly. Her eyes were bloodshot and sunken. Her anguish was a mask visible on her once pretty face. "No," she said softly. "I don't remember." Tears streamed down her cheeks. "I don't remember." She practically fell forward onto Brittany's shoulder, bawling and shaking while Brittany held her tightly, trying to comfort her.
After what seemed hours, Vicky slowly straightened. She wiped at her cheeks, smearing the tears as she did so. "I'm sorry," she managed to stammer.
Brittany took Vicky's hands. "No," she said firmly. "You don't need to apologize."
"But ... but I was so ... so mean ... to ... to ... to you!" Vicky blabbered through her sobs. "I thought you hated me!" She wiped at the tears again. "I wouldn't blame you if you did, either."
Brittany shook her head. "You were always my best friend," she said. "I can't forget that."
Vicky shook her head. "But I don't deserve it. I don't deserve any of it!" She was crying again. "I messed up my life so badly, I don't deserve anything any more!"
"Yeah," Brittany nodded, "you've messed up." She stared into the wide eyes of Vicky. "But you can get it all straightened out - if you want to."
Vicky shook her head insistently. "No, I can't," she said. "I can't ever get it back."
"But ..."
"No," Vicky said insistently. "I can't. And I'll tell you why." She dropped her head. "You're going to think I'm crazy, but I have to tell somebody." She looked up at Brittany, half expecting Brittany to try to stop her. Instead, she saw a patient look on the girl's face, a look of concern and support.
"A year ago, at the pageant? You know, the one Tanya won?" She watched Brittany for any reaction; there was none, so she continued. "Well, Tanya wasn't always Tanya. It was Jim and I. Only I wasn't Vicky, I was Vic. A guy. We were going to pull a little prank, enter the pageant in drag for fun? Well, we found a weird little shop in the mall. A magic shop." Vicky's words were quickening, as if she felt she had to get the entire story in before Brittany told her it was nonsense. "The guy who ran it gave us some costumes and makeup and stuff. Only, it was really magic, and Jim and I changed into Tanya and Vicky." She stifled a shudder at the memories. "But I didn't change all the way. Tanya doesn't remember being Jim or the magic shop or anything. But I didn't put on the wig, and I remembered everything!" Vicky's eyes were wide with fear that Brittany would think she'd flipped. "And everyone else remembers us as Vicky and Tanya, not Vic and Jim!" She felt the tears starting to flow again. "You don't know how awful it's been being stuck like this! I'm not a girl!" Vicky sobbed. "Not inside, anyway! And I can't get back to being Vic, either!"
Brittany looked at her with an even gaze. For a long time, neither girl said anything. Vicky finally broke the silence. "You think I'm crazy, don't you?"
Brittany shook her head, a curious smile on her face. "No, I don't. You see," her eyes twinkled, "I _know_ magic exists. My grandmother practiced the Art." She shrugged. "Just my luck not to inherit any of her sensitivity, though."
Vicky started bawling, and Brittany hugged her tightly again. "I thought I was going crazy," Vicky said through her tears. "Everyone thinks I've always been Vicky. And I couldn't tell anyone!" Then she leaned back, looking at Brittany with hope in her eyes. "If your grandmother ...."
Brittany turned away sharply. "No," she said, and Vicky heard pain in her voice. "She's ...." She couldn't finish the single word.
Vicky lowered her eyes. "I'm sorry," she said quickly.
Brittany wiped away a tiny tear. "You didn't know," she said quickly. Then she turned back to Vicky. "So now I guess the question is what are you going to do?"
Vicky frowned. "I don't get it."
"Do you want me to leave so you can take the pills, or do you want to start putting your life back together?"
Vicky lowered her gaze again. "But it's not my life," she protested.
Brittany took Vicky's face between her hands and looked into her eyes. "It's the only life you've got," she scolded. "You can either ruin it, or learn to live with it. Now, what'll it be?"
Vicky tore her head free and turned, staring at the sleeping pills strewn about the desk. She looked back at Brittany. Then she closed her eyes heavily and gave a single nod. "I don't want to mess up any more."
Brittany smiled. "That's the spirit." She stood up and pulled Vicky to her feet. "Get your purse."
"Where are we going?" Vicky asked, confused.
Brittany smiled. "Shopping, of course." She watched Vicky's mouth drop in shock. "Look, if you want to put your life back together, then the first thing we do is redo your image. Something a little less ... wild."
Vicky nodded slowly, understanding what Brittany meant. To reclaim her life, Vicky was going to have to rebuild herself and the image and reputation she had. Starting with a new wardrobe. She knew the wardrobe was going to be the easiest part.
Brittany smiled. "Now get your purse." As soon as Vicky stepped away from the desk, Brittany picked up the wastebasket and swept the pills from the desktop. "And promise me something."
Vicky picked up her purse and turned her head to her friend. "What?"
"Promise me you'll talk to me before you do anything stupid."
Vicky saw the insistent look on Brittany's face. She nodded slowly. "Okay, I promise." Brittany's face lightened and she led the two out of the dorm room. As they walked down the hall, Vicky felt a sudden curiosity. "Why?" she asked simply. "Why, after all this time, did you come tonight?"
Brittany shrugged, her face clouding. "I don't know," she answered. "I just had a strange feeling that I had to." Her face showed that she was as confused about the coincidence as Vicky.
**********
Vicky glanced one last time in the mirror. "Are you sure about this?" she nervously asked Brittany.
Brittany smiled and clasped Vicky's hand. "Yes," she said confidently, "I'm sure. This isn't a formal party. It's just a casual get-together. And you know the Sigmas; they aren't into formal events. Trust me. It looks fine." Brittany wore a casual blue dress, something light and airy and at the same time conservative. While autumn was rapidly approaching, it was still warm and the days were still long. That made it harder for the girls to pick out something both comfortable and conservative.
Vicky felt awkward, uneasy. Her attire was a teal polo shirt and and modest blue shorts. And she was worried that it was a little too casual. Even as casual as it was, the outfit was still a major change from what she wore a few months ago; Brittany had helped her on the long road back to sanity. The old trashy outfits were long gone. Most of her outfits looked more like country-club attire than something worn by a teen-age girl. Or a tramp.
"I'm still nervous," Vicky said uneasily. "What if one of them ...?"
She didn't have to finish. The change in Vicky had been radical, and not everyone believed it. Occasionally, some boorish guy still made a rude or crude comment to her that made her cry or blush or run away in shame. The girls were very catty at first. Crystal and the other tramps had mocked her mercilessly. The sorority girls also mocked her as a tramp and whore, saying that she'd never fit in with real ladies. Brittany had been an invaluable friend, letting Vicky cry on her shoulder time after time when the humiliation became too much for Vicky to bear. But slowly, the mocking and ridicule ceased. Some of Brittany's circle of friends warily accepted her, and as they saw that Vicky's transformation was genuine, their walls came down.
The summer break had helped a lot, too. Vicky had used the time in hard work to try to bring her grades back up. She'd also decided on a major - actually, two of them. Vic had wanted to study electrical engineering. Vicky decided she could study it just as well, since it still interested her. And she'd taken an interest in pre-law. Everything she'd taken her first year were general studies classes that only counted toward her humanities electives. She essentially had to start over with freshman-level math and science courses.
Given the significant change in her appearance and attitude, the guys had slowly decided that Vicky's day as a 'good-time girl' were over, and their interest waned. Still, she worried that someone, sometime, would be an ass and bring up her earlier life. She lived in fear that she'd be called a tramp or worse in a formal or public setting.
"They know better than that," Brittany answered crisply. "So quit worrying."
Outside, a horn honked. Vicky glanced at Brittany, anxiety written on her face. Brittany smiled, and then she nodded. "They're here. Let's go."
This was another of Sigma Sigmas parties. Unlike the jocks and party animals of the other fraternities, the Sigma Sigma guys were friendly, mostly humble, and very respectful of their dates. Nice girls liked to attend the Sigma Sigma functions; they felt safe and protected. Brittany had gone to the spring formal. Vicky, too, had been asked, but she declined - politely, she hoped. She just felt too uncomfortable. But this - this was an ordinary party. No dates, just an open party. Vicky could do this.
In fact, much to Brittany's pleasure and Vicky's dismay, Vicky had been asked out several times since the fall semester started, and always by guys Brittany knew to be nice and decent. She'd even gone out with one of the Sigmas a few times, a nice guy named Hank.
The party was a typical Sigma Sigma function. On one end of the massive main hall, a number of students were dancing on the well-lit dance floor. The other end of the hall had chairs, tables, couches, and other sitting areas, with a long table well stocked with hors d'ouvres and a huge punch bowl. Everyone knew that the Sigma Sigma punch was safe to drink, unlike the liquid refreshment served by some of the other fraternities. Vicky was feeling rather relaxed, for a change. She'd declined a few dances, and now she sat just chatting.
Vicky's ears caught something, and her head snapped around. Four of the Sigmas were standing behind the sofa talking in low tones. They were clearly up to something, and Vicky decided she was going to find out what. She turned so she wasn't so obvious, then she concentrated on the guys.
"... sneak in and go for a swim." The speaker Vicky recognized as Norm, one of the Sigmas.
"But what if we get caught?" Bill? Vicky wasn't sure. It was either him or Norm. She didn't know all the guys.
"Look, it's just a little swim in their pond. You guys in?"
Vicky turned her head a trifle more to hear better.
"What about you, Vicky?" Vicky started, spinning to the conversation. "You want to go for a swim, too?" It was Hank, who, based on his attitude, was very interested in dating Vicky.
"What?" Vicky pretended not to know what they were talking about.
Hank and Bill laughed. "Yeah, right. I saw you practically breaking your neck to listen in."
Vicky climbed out of her seat and circled to the guys. "So I was listening to your little plot. So?"
"Well, you want to go with us?" Hank persisted.
"I don't know," Vicky said uneasily. She was full of doubts, especially after some of her earlier misadventures.
"Okay," Hank said. No pressure, no guilt. He turned to the other guys. "Let's go. I'll drive."
Vicky felt torn. On the one hand, the party was safe. Safe, and for her, the model of her new femininity! On the other hand, the guys had asked her to join their little fun. She thought briefly about the old days, about Vic and the fun she had. "I'm in," she answered quickly. At least she might be able to recapture one fleeting moment of doing things with the guys.
**********
The office - at least the outer office - was sparsely furnished, and it seemed unnaturally bright compared to the night sky just outside. Vicky sat in a chair waiting, her wet swimsuit dripping into the towel the old woman had given her. She felt a shiver, and it wasn't from cold. She wondered what was going to happen to her.
She glanced around her. Three others were sitting in chairs like herself, and with a sickening certainty, she knew that they were Bill, Norm, and Mark. Only, they weren't Bill and Norm and Mark. They were ... changed. Bill was holding an ice pack against his head. Her head, Vicky corrected herself. It wasn't Bill any more - it was the girl he'd have been born as. His hair, long straight wet brunette locks, spilled off his soft feminine shoulders, splitting between the front and back. It partially covered the full breasts on Bill's chest. Below them, Bill's waist was narrowed, smooth and flat, like any well-shaped girl. And even his swimsuit had changed from a bland pair of man's trunks into a bikini bottom, riding high on rounded hips. Smooth curvy legs, softer facial features, Bill was female. Even without knowing what was - or more properly, what was no longer - between his legs, Vicky knew.
Vicky's gaze moved. Next to Bill, Norm sat quietly, sobbing into his hands. His short dark hair, cut in a pageboy, framed his soft round face. With features as delicate as Norm's had been harsh, he was an attractive young lady. Behind his arms, the curve of breasts was unmistakable; his slender arms concealed the size of the new chest features. Norm was a bit chubby; not fat by any means, but pleasingly full-bodied - the kind of body referred to as a renaissance figure. Vicky couldn't see from how Norm sat, but his waist was clearly wider than Bill's, and his hips and ass definitely so. His curvy legs displayed a little more bulk than the others, but not flabby; just muscular. Norm was attractive in a girl-next-door way. His face was buried in his hands out of shame of what he'd been turned into.
Across from Bill, Mark stared at the floor, slouched in the chair, with his arms crossed over his waist. Mark's legs splayed open in a very unfeminine way, displaying the pink string bikini which lay flat in his crotch - just like the rest of the guys who were now girls. Mark had big soft breasts capped by large brown nipples resting on his crossed arms. His hands, soft and delicate, were turned in an attempt to conceal his now-long fingernails. A thick wavy mane of auburn hair hung around his face; short wavy bangs concealed his forehead. What could be seen of his face was as feminine as the others; no trace of whiskers remained, and the features were much finer, the skin softer.
"Magic," Vicky muttered to herself. "Just like me ..." She was almost in awe; it was incredible to see the change in the others, the same as she'd been changed. And at the same time, that power struck terror into her heart. As far as she could tell, she was the only one unchanged.
A lithe brunette led another girl into the office building. Vicky knew the brunette went by the name Anya; she'd politely introduced herself to Vicky as they walked back to the office after Vicky had been caught. It was strange; Anya was a lot nicer than Vicky had expected. If it weren't for the circumstances, it would have been a very pleasant encounter.
And the other one? Vicky knew it was Hank. She stared at him. The last one caught. Hank was gone, replaced by the lovely young lady now sitting dejectedly in the office chair. His sandy-blonde hair was still there, only longer and finer, hanging down past his shoulders, straight but for a few waves at the end. The locks parted near the middle of his head and swung back behind his ears. Hank's eyes had been slightly green; now, they were definitely green, softer, and they seemed larger on his smaller face. Like the others, his skin seemed softer, perhaps because it was devoid of a five-o'clock shadow. His nose was smaller, more dainty, and slightly upturned. Cute. Lips a bit fuller, but not absurdly so. Delicate neck, lacking the male Adam's apple. Vicky's gaze dropped. Nice breasts hung on Hank's chest; not too big, but almost perfect in shape. Perky. Moderate waist and wider, rounder hips. Long slender legs. And like the others, an empty crotch. No, Vicky corrected herself, not empty but now female. For the briefest of moments, Vicky actually felt jealous of Hank's body.
She glanced around again. All these guys had somehow been turned into girls. Somehow. What had done it? What was the magic that made four guys into girls? Was it like the force that had transformed her, almost destroying her life?
The door to the inner office opened loudly, and an older woman poked her head into the room. "Come in," she ordered.
Their heads hung in shame, the five rose and walked self-consciously after the older woman into the inner office. As the old woman eased her wide torso down into her chair, the five sat down silently, facing across the desk at her. For an agonizingly long few seconds, she stared at them, her features clouded with anger as she drummed her fingers on the desk. Finally she spoke. "What am I going to do with the five of you?" she asked bluntly.
Vicky glanced up. "We didn't mean any harm," she said contritely.
The woman glared at her, causing Vicky to glance back down. "First of all, you need to learn some better manners. How should you address your elders?"
Vicky glanced up again. "I'm sorry, ma'am."
The woman nodded slightly. "Better. Second, you broke into my park. That's trespassing. Then, as if that wasn't bad enough, you turned on my equipment. That makes it criminal trespass."
Vicky started to tremble. With her past ...
The old woman continued. "For a first offense, criminal trespass in this state would usually get you probation and a hefty fine." She let that sink in for a moment, then continued. "And then there's the civil liability for what you've done to my park."
As if on cue, Anya came back in with another girl. The other girl's shirt and denim shorts were stained with grease. The girl had a disgusted look on her face.
"Well, Jenny?" the old woman asked. "How bad is it?"
The young girl shook her head. "Pele's Race is okay. So is Lava Run."
"But ..." The old woman sensed hesitation in Jenny's voice.
Jenny frowned, her eyes narrow to slits, a fire burning behind them. She clenched her jaw tightly for a second. "Poly Plunge has some problems. The output flow is way low."
The old woman's expression hardened. "Remember, I hired you because I don't know anything about those contraptions. In plain English, please."
Jenny glanced with malice at the girls seated around the desk. "The way the motor was started, it would have caused a pressure surge through the system. And on Poly, there's a lot of bends in the pipe. Somewhere, probably - and I say probably until I can tear the pump down and inspect it - it got a pressure pulse back through the pipe. Probably damaged the impeller. Maybe the motor, too."
The old woman frowned. "Not good. How long will it be out?"
Jenny closed her eyes for a moment, her lips moving as she mentally figured out what it would take to fix. "A day or two. If. If the motor isn't damaged, and if I can find an impeller anywhere in town." She shook her head. "But that's not the worst of it."
The old woman sighed. "Go on."
Jenny glared at the young ladies again. "Tell me, which one of you little bitches decided to start my pumps?" She felt Anya's arm rest on hers to calm her. Jenny's jaw muscles were visibly tense as she turned back to the old woman. "Outrigger is out of action. For quite a while." She glared at the girls again. "I can't be sure, but I think a pipe split." Jenny shook her head. "The pump seems to be okay, though."
The old woman frowned. "Bad?"
Jenny's angry look left the girls cowering in their chairs. "We got lucky with Poly Plunge. The pipes seem to be okay. But Outrigger?" She shook her head. "Flow through the pump is good. But the water isn't getting to the top of the ride." She watched as the old woman grasped the enormity of the situation. "Yup. We're going to have to dig up the pipe and check it. All of it."
The old woman closed her eyes. The seconds ticked by with painful slowness as she sat rigidly in her chair. Finally, she opened her eyes. "Okay, Jenny. Get me a cost estimate." She watched as Jenny glared once again at the girls, then stormed out of the office.
The old woman turned her attention to the five seated miscreants. "I've half a mind to turn you over to the police." Fire burned within her eyes, an unbelievably angry glare. "But I won't." She sat back in her chair, her fingers steepled once again. Her index fingers rested on her nose, her hands blocked her mouth. She stared long and hard at the girls. "Do you have anything to say for yourselves?"
Norm looked up slowly. "You changed us into girls!" he whined. "All because we had a little fun?"
The old woman's face lightened, as if she'd just realized what to do. "No, dear. My park changed you into girls." She watched their expressions. "This park was designed for girls. Anyone who uses it gets changed by the magic into a girl while she's here. That way, all my girls can have some privacy." She looked over the new girls. "When you entered the water, the changes started." She got a twinkle in her eye. "Maybe I should just let the four of you go. What do you think about that?"
Norm glanced at his three formerly male friends. "But we're girls!" he wailed. The others echoed his sentiments.
The old woman nodded. "Exactly. That seems to me to be a fitting punishment - leaving you girls for the rest of your lives."
"Please, no!" Bill protested in a wail.
The old woman looked thoughtful for a moment. "You're right. That wouldn't be fair to Vicky, would it." Vicky caught the implications of her tone, and her hands started to shake visibly. The old woman glanced at them, but chose to ignore her — for the moment. "Hmmmm. What can we do?" She glanced at Anya. "I guess I could call the police. You'd probably get probation and a fine."
"And you'd change us back?" Hank asked hopefully.
The old woman shook her head. "But why? I wouldn't want to do that until after your probation was up." She smiled slyly. "I understand that probation for criminal trespass - the kind of charge I'd press - can be five to ten years. Especially since I'm a respected businesswoman and you're just a bunch of college hoodlums." She glanced at Vicky, who was white with fear.
Bill's eyes widened in shock. In that, he wasn't alone. "Five ... years? We'd be stuck like this for five years?" His soft alto voice threatened to crack under the stress.
Anya sensed where her grandmother was going. "Maybe we can come up with something a little more suitable for all of them, Grandmother." The group's eyes turned hopefully to the younger woman. "Maybe they could work here until they've paid off their debt."
The old woman raised her eyebrows. "Hmm. That might work."
"And you'd change us back?" Mark said, hoping for some mercy.
The old woman looked at the girls, then shook her head. "Not until you're done paying me back." She leaned forward, her arms resting on the desk. She let her eyes wander for a few moments, giving the appearance that she was lost in thought. "Okay, here's the deal I'm willing to offer you. The criminal trespass charge would probably net you each about a five thousand dollar fine. And there's the damage to the pumps, plus lost revenue while those rides are out of commission. I'll know more when Jenny gets me the figures, but I'm guessing it'll be about sixteen or seventeen thousand. Each. You'll work for me until it's all paid back."
The girls glanced among themselves, awed that they might be given a merciful sentence.
The old woman continued. "I've got some openings in the gift shop and on the janitorial staff. They pay two dollars over minimum wage. I'll keep two dollars for each hour as payment toward your debt." She smiled. "After all, you're all in college, and need some money for books and tuition." She leaned back. "You can work part time until the semester is over, then full time during the summer."
Mark did some quick calculations. "Sixteen thousand - that'll take years to pay back!" he finally wailed.
The old woman shrugged. "You can always pay me more from your salaries." She sat back again. "Your choice. Take it or leave it." Her face went blank, stony and cold in appearance. "But if you decline my generous offer, I may never be inclined to change you back."
Norm's mouth flapped open a couple of times. "That's blackmail," he finally muttered.
The old woman smiled. "Yes, it is, isn't it. Well?"
The girls glanced among themselves, then nodded. "I guess we'll take it," they answered glumly. For the boys, the worst part was that they'd be stuck as girls for quite some time.
The old woman smiled. "I thought you would. Okay, here's the way the magic works. Everyone will always think you've always been girls. You," she pointed at Bill, "are named Belinda." She went down the row. "Norma. Marta. Holly. That's what the world thinks. Everyone knows you by those names. No one, not even your parents, remember you as boys. So it's no use trying to convince someone otherwise." She let the totality of their change sink in. "I'll see you for new employees' orientation tomorrow at four." She stood, inviting them to rise as well.
As they started to turn, the old woman thought of something. "Uh, girls," she called. The former boys turned. The old woman pulled some bits of cloth from seemingly nowhere, then extended them toward the girls. "Put these on, please. Modesty, you know." The boys took the bikini tops reluctantly, forcing themselves to thank her. With help from Vicky, they were soon dressed. Again, the girls turned.
"Oh, yes. One more thing." The girls turned again. "You are real girls now," the old woman said, sounding a word of caution.
Norma's eyes narrowed. "Which means what?" she asked.
Vicky's eyes widened as she understood. She leaned closer to Norma. "Which means I'm going to have to teach you a thing or two about the female reproductive system." As the girls' mouths dropped open in shock, Vicky herded them from the old woman's office.
The old woman glanced up from her desk. "Vicky? You stay here for a moment."
Vicky started to tremble again. There was something almost sinister about the old woman, something that made her fearful. She jumped when the door thumped shut.
"Sit down," the old woman commanded. Vicky complied immediately. "You probably think you got off easy, don't you?" Vicky nodded. The old woman gazed impassively at her. "I know about your probation. If I turned you in, you'd be in prison for two to three years." She watched as Vicky's trembling confirmed her guess. "In a way, you did get off easy. I'm not going to turn you in." Vicky felt like she was going to collapse from relief. "But in another sense," the old woman continued, causing Vicky to tense up again, "you're not getting off as easily. You see, unlike your friends, you don't get to change back."
Vicky felt like crying or screaming or something. The old woman was confirming what Vicky had always dreaded hearing — that her change was permanent. Even with the passage of time and the friendship of Brittany, she was still, in the deepest corner of her heart, holding out for a miracle, some way to change back, a means to regain her old life.
The old woman watched Vicky carefully. "Yes, dear, I know all about your change. And I fear that the magic of my park has made it all but impossible for you to ever change back." She watched the anguish in Vicky's eyes. "The reason I'm not going to turn you in is that you were an innocent caught in the change on the night of the pageant. You weren't supposed to be changed; Jim was the intended target."
"But how ...?" Vicky was confused. Did the old woman know what had happened? "Why?"
The old woman smiled sadly. "Jim was destined for a very bad fate. One of his pranks was going to get out of hand, and people were going to be hurt and even killed." She shook her head. "Jim was already working on a pyrotechnics stunt for your graduation exercise. He hadn't told you about it, but he would have convinced you to go along with it - the way he always did." The old woman looked to be wearing a mask of thousands of years of tragedy and sorrow. "If Jim hadn't been stopped, your mother would have been injured — among lots of others." She watched Vicky grasp the facts. "And your little sister ..."
Vicky knew without hearing it. "Angela ... would have been killed?" The pain of what might have been was suffocating; she fought the whirling torrents in her own mind.
The old woman nodded mutely. She waited for Vicky to fully appreciate the gravity of the situation. "What's more, you and Jim would have been convicted and imprisoned on federal firearms and explosives charges."
Vicky struggled to make sense of what the old woman was telling her. "But ... the costumes. Why?"
"The old man that runs the store is an old friend of mine. I know what he did and why." She shook her head sadly. "I can't really say any more, because it involves things yet to come. But he had his reasons to get Jim."
Vicky nodded slowly. "And by getting me to rent a costume, he baited Jim into getting one as well."
The old woman nodded. "Jim ceased to exist at midnight. Even in his mind, he's always been Tanya."
"But I remember ..."
The old woman sighed. "Whatever you had on at midnight took effect. But you chose not to wear the wig."
Vicky's mouth dropped open with the horror of it. "If I had, I'd have been an airheaded bimbo like Tanya?"
The old woman nodded. "And you'd have never known any different, and you'd have been happy. But because you didn't wear the wig, your mind was unaffected. You remember."
"But," Vicky protested angrily, "he'd have sacrificed me!"
The old woman nodded. "If you only knew, you'd understand that he thought it would have been a pitifully small price." She shook her head. "But no, you weren't supposed to be sacrificed. Do you remember being obsessed with the clock?" Vicky thought, then she slowly nodded. "You were given an out, an impulse to get your outfit off. Only ..."
"The damned clock was off," Vicky spat angrily. "But ... I kept seeing ..." She trembled inside at the memories of that damned little storefront, seeming to appear every time she went to the mall, and every time, it seemed to beckon to her.
The old woman shook her head sadly. "The old wizard tried to tell you, you know. That's why you kept seeing the store."
"But I never ..." Vicky realized that by avoiding the store, she might have run away from the old wizard fixing his mistake. She might have missed her chance ....
"No," the old woman said quickly. "I know that old goat, and I really don't think he'd have turned you back." She seemed to visibly flinch. "His tastes run more to the ... bigger and blonder look."
Vicky sat for second before she realized what the old woman was telling her. Bigger ... as in bigger boobs? And blonder? Like in blonde bimbo? Was that what the old man would have done to her? She tried — and failed — to suppress a shudder of fear.
"Vicky, right now, you have a very important task ahead of you." Vicky looked at the old woman, surprised by the sudden sincerity. "Your friends remember as well. And they're going to need all of your help to get through the next year or two to get through what you've already gone through." She looked deeply into Vicky's eyes, almost into her very soul. "Can you do that for them? Can you help them?"
Vicky stared at the old woman for a few seconds. It seemed impossible, what she was being asked to do. For her, the year had been a living hell, almost taking her down a number of dead-end paths. She understood what the guys faced. "I'll try," she said weakly, wondering if she could possibly be up to the task.
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The two guys were leering at the girls going through the gate as they waited in line. Vicky watched them; they were in for the surprise of their lives in a few moments. Soon, it was their turn at the window. Vicky smiled pleasantly as they ordered their passes. Anya had explained that the magic sort of 'read' the minds of the men that came to Bikini Beach, and gave them the types of bodies they were thinking of. By default, the guys would end up looking like their own twin sisters. But if a man had particularly lecherous thoughts, or a fixation for large breasts, the magic would turn his own lustful desires on him, making him precisely what he'd craved. Of course, Anya and her grandmother could 'assist' the magical transformation — when the customer really deserved the extra help!
As she watched the pair walk toward the gate, Vicky paused to ponder what they would be. They'd gotten weekend passes, and from the leering and snide comments she'd overheard, Vicky guessed that the guys would be large-chested blonde bimbos when they emerged from the showers.
It rattled her when they emerged, looking almost exactly like she'd predicted. For a brief moment, the two were panic-stricken. Then the mental adjustments finished, and the two strolled off like the airheads they'd become.
Vicky forced her attention back to the window. Fortunately, most of the park patrons had passes and didn't need to purchase them. Soon, another group appeared. It was a family, a father and his wife, their son, and their daughter. They purchased passes, and when he caught Vicky's eye, the man blushed. Vicky understood; the man knew about the magic, and was coming to the park nonetheless! It didn't make any sense!
It was half an hour later that three guys approached the ticket booth. They glanced at Vicky, then they huddled to talk among themselves. Vicky saw them going through the 'rock, paper, scissors' routine. Then one of them grinned and shouted like he'd won a lottery. The other two guys gave him some money, and the 'winner' approached the ticket booth sporting a broad grin. Vicky watched; did they only have enough money for one pass? But when he purchased his weekend pass, the guy blushed crimson. He knew. And still, he went through the gate.
Minutes later, wearing a pair of cutoff shorts and halter top, sporting an enormous pair of breasts atop a stripper body, capped by wavy blonde hair, a girl bounced happily to the two guys still standing in the parking lot. She seemed positively giddy as the guys began to pinch her butt and fondle her breasts as they walked back toward their car.
Vicky couldn't take any more. She'd seen these customers get changed, each for his own reason, each into a different type of woman. Just like she'd changed. But there was a big difference. Some of them were changing ... on purpose! And they were going to change back. She wasn't. Suddenly, the entire park didn't seem fair to her. She fought the tears blinding her eyes, fought the impulse to scream.
When the door opened and her relief arrived for Vicky's lunch break, she fled the booth as quickly as she could. Suddenly, she hated the deal she'd struck with Anya and the old woman. It mocked her every day, reminding her that she was different, odd, unchangable, permanently fixed in this body which held her prisoner. Deep into the park she ran, barely avoiding the customers, blindly stumbling along the paths.
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Anya sensed a problem even before she was called. It only took a few moments, and she found Vicky huddled under a tree, well off the paths and against the false rock of the volcano. Tears stained her cheeks; her eyes were red and puffy, showing just how much she'd been crying.
"I heard something was bothering you," she said softly as she eased herself down on the grass beside Vicky.
Vicky wiped her cheek. "It's not fair," she wailed. "I never wanted this." She sniffled, fighting a losing battle against the tears. "Every time a customer comes in, a man, I mean, it reminds me that I can't ever change back." She wiped at the tears once more, and even as she dabbed some, more flowed from her eyes. "And some of them even _want_ to change! It's not fair!"
Anya nodded sympathetically. "No," she agreed, much to Vicky's surprise, "it isn't fair."
Vicky turned to Anya. "I want my life back," she begged. "Please! Please let me have my life back!"
Anya shook her head sadly. "I wish I could," she apologized softly. "But I can't."
"Can you talk your grandmother into ...?"
"No," Anya said firmly. She watched Vicky's face, and quickly continued. "It's not that she wouldn't. It's that she can't." She read Vicky's shocked expression. "Even as powerful as she is, she can't undo the magic that changed you."
Vicky wailed anew. "I don't want to be a girl," she bawled.
Anya clasped her arm around Vicky's shoulder. "I know," she said. "Would it surprise you to know that I've been trying to figure out your spell?" She shook her head sadly. "It's very complicated, and the original spell is incomplete. But the worst part is, when you went into the water, it mixed up some parts of our transformation spell with it. It's very messy."
"But could you try ...?"
Anya's eyes reflected her grief. "I've been trying," she said softly. "I've been trying." She shook her head. "Normally, when someone gets stuck, we can alter their mind a little, to take away the grief and sense of loss." She shook her head again. "But with your spell, that won't work."
"But you didn't change ... Norma ... and Belinda and Holly and Marta. They're ... getting used to it. Not like me!"
Anya nodded slowly. "Grandmother and I noticed how much trouble they were having ... at first. We gave them a little ... help." She lowered her eyes. "I know it isn't fair, and I know it hurts to find out, but you deserve to know. I just wish there was more I could do for you." The two girls sat silently for a couple of minutes.
Vicky clutched her knees to her chest, sobbing. "I don't want to be a girl any more!"
Anya gently pulled her head to her shoulder, allowing Vicky's tears to fall on her shoulder. "I know," she cooed soothingly. "I know. And I'm trying."
"I'm scared, Anya," Vicky cried. "I'm not sure I remember how to be a guy. I've been catching myself thinking of myself ... as a girl!" She clamped her eyes shut as the tears threatened to flow again. "I'm afraid! I'm afraid if I don't get back soon, I'll forget how to be Vic!"
She let Vicky rest and cry until there weren't any more tears. Anya spoke softly. "You have a lot of friends who are trying to help you. Friends who you can rely on and talk to."
Vicky wiped her cheek. "I know."
Anya sat next to Vicky for a long time. "You know," she finally said, breaking the silence, "you're going through a normal grief process."
Vicky's eyes narrowed as she snapped her gaze to Anya. "What do you mean?"
Anya nodded slowly. "It's common to go through various stages of grief. Denial, anger, pleading, depression..."
Vicky's eyes softened and she dropped her gaze. "Are you saying I'm ... grieving ... over losing my manhood?"
Anya nodded. "Yup."
Vicky's thought for a moment. "So that's why I was so withdrawn, and then rebellious, and then I almost ..." She couldn't make the words of her attempted suicide come out.
Anya knew, though. She read Vicky's thoughts. "Yes." She put her arm around Vicky. "I know. I've been there." She saw Vicky's puzzled look even as she read the confused thoughts. "No," Anya laughed. "Not like that." Her expression saddened visibly. "But I did lose someone very dear to me. My mother ..." Her voice cracked and she fought the tears as she remembered.
Vicky gazed at Anya for several seconds. "So it's always going to hurt?" she asked hesitantly.
Anya wiped away the tears and forced a smile. "No," she lied, trying to sound reassuring. "It quits hurting. After a while." She felt a shudder; the one thing she knew that Vicky wasn't ready for was knowledge of the final stage of grief. Acceptance.
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Vicky sat in the office, sipping sodas with Anya. She stretched out in the chair, enjoying a few moments' peace and quiet of the office. Vicky was puzzling over her roommate, a girl named Melanie. The odd thing was, Melanie Keilani Lewis used to be Paul Lewis, a nerd and member of the Nu Rho Delta fraternity. The NRDs were all nerds, and strangely, they also were quite familiar with the magic of Bikini Beach. Which is how Paul became Melanie. When the NRDs needed to sponsor a girl in the annual Holiday Queen pageant, they ended up changing one of their members into a girl to be their entrant. Paul had drawn the short straw, so to speak, and he became Melanie. Because of the complicated magic involved, Anya hadn't been able to give him any of the normal female memories and higher-order skills. They'd arranged for Melanie to be Vicky's roommate; Vicky would teach Melanie to be a girl, while Melanie would help Vicky with her electrical engineering classes.
To the surprise of Vicky, Anya, and the NRDs, things didn't go quite as planned. Melanie started to act ... stuck up. She started enjoying being popular and attractive. She began to shun the very fraternity she'd been a member of.
And then, to Melanie's delight and the shock of the NRDs, Melanie won the pageant. Further complicating things was the discovery that the administration had changed the post-pageant appearance schedule for the winner, and now Melanie was going to have to stay as Melanie much longer than they'd originally planned.
The surprise to the guys - and Vicky - came when Melanie revealed that she _wanted_ to stay a girl. She'd grown up with strong disapproval from her father, who wanted a manly sport-loving son. Unfortunately, Paul was small, slight, and not in the least interested in athletic pursuits. It was easier for Paul to stay as Melanie. Vicky was confused by the entire situation.
"I just don't understand," Vicky said softly to Anya as the NRDs and Melanie left the office after her final — permanent - change. "She _wanted_ to stay a girl." She shook her head in disbelief. "And she changed so much. What happened, Anya?" Vicky asked quietly.
Anya shook her head. "Melanie was seduced by being popular. She forgot her values."
"But she _wanted_ to stay!"
Anya laughed. "You know, some people actually find being a woman is an advantage! With his parents, it was easier for Paul to stay as Melanie than to go back."
Vicky took a sip. "You knew this was going to happen, didn't you?"
Anya smiled and laughed. "There are some advantages to this job. Sometimes." She shook her head. "Kind of ironic, isn't it?"
"What?" Vicky's brow wrinkled in confusion.
"Paul didn't really want to change, but ended up wanting to stay. It just goes to show that you never know how things can turn out." She glanced at her watch. "Aren't you supposed to be working the gift shop?" she asked, snapping the focus back to business.
Vicky started, leaping to her feet and nearly spilling her soda. "Oh, damn! I wasn't watching the time."
Anya grinned. "No harm done. It's pretty slow right now, but we're about to get a busload of visitors. Better get over there. It could get real interesting."
Vicky smiled, then strode lightly toward the door, toward her responsibilities. As the door was closing, Anya spoke again. "Oh, Vicky?" Vicky stopped, poking her head back into the office. "I haven't been able to make any progress on that spell."
Vicky cocked her head for a second, then she understood Anya's meaning. A smile crept over her features. "No hurry." Her smile broadened as she saw Anya's jaw drop. "I think I learned a little something from Melanie, too. Maybe I need to quit being so angry, and just accept what I can't change." She turned, and whistling to herself, strode out of the office.
As the door closed, Anya sat for a moment, looking totally surprised. Then, as she turned her attention back to the computer, a wry grin crept across her face.
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"Mom?" Vicky's head poked through the kitchen door, scanning the room. "Mom? Are you home?" She stepped hesitantly into the room, shutting the door gently behind herself.
"Vicky?" Her mom's voice called out from another room.
"Yeah, it's me," Vicky yelled back in answer. She followed the voice, through the living room and into the den. There she found her mother sitting at the desk working on bills.
"Hi, dear," her mother said warmly. "How's school?"
"It's okay," Vicky answered. "A couple of the classes are kind of tough, but Melanie is helping a lot. I'm glad I've got her as a roommate." She shrugged. "But she's pledged to the Gammas, so she'll be moving out next semester." Vicky stepped boldly behind her mother and reached around the older woman's neck, embracing her warmly from behind.
"What's that for?" her mom asked, confused by the sudden warmth. She turned, and was stunned by the expression on Vicky's face. "Are you okay?" she asked.
Vicky smiled. "Yeah, I think so." Vicky leaned back against the back of the sofa. "For the first time in a long time, I think so."
Vicky's mom spun her chair around. "You look good," she said, pleased. It was true - Vicky seemed to have a contented glow about her. "No, really! I can't remember how long it's been since you looked angry or sad all the time." she insisted when Vicky seemed to discount her words. "So what brings you by?"
Vicky looked down at the carpet. "I figured it was time that I apologized to you and daddy for the way I was acting a few months ago." Her tone had shifted instantly to one of contrition. "I probably wasn't very nice to live with, and I know I caused you a lot of trouble."
Mom lifted Vicky's chin and stared into her eyes. "No, you weren't very pleasant to have around sometimes," she said firmly but lovingly. "And you did cause us a lot of grief." Her face eased into a warm smile. "But you're our daughter, and we love you."
"Thanks," Vicky said softly. "For caring."
Her mother gave her a big warm hug. Then she sat back into her chair. "So, are you dating yet?"
"Mother!" Vicky cried in exasperation. "Would you stop trying to run my social life, please?"
Vicky's mom shrugged. "Well, you can't blame a mother for trying. Besides, that Rob seems like a nice young man."
"Mother!"
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Vicky was still gazing downward. "So now you know. Until three years ago, I chased skirts, played football, and did all the other 'guy' things." She glanced up, and saw her words sink in, saw the dawn of truth striking Rob.
"And?"
"And?" Vicky's mouth dropped open. "And I'm not the sweet innocent girl you seem to want me to be. I've been a ... slut, a drunk, an angry bitch. I'm not even a real girl."
Rob reached across the table and took her hands in his. "You're talking to a guy, who not a week ago was a knockout broad acting like a whore to do a sting operation on a date rape drug ring, and you expect me to say something else?"
Vicky laughed, and then a tear started, and then the laugh came again. She was an emotional wreck, and it showed. "No, I guess not," she finally muttered.
Rob waited until she looked at him again. "I've been changed, raped, assaulted, laid, and all kinds of other things. I know how confusing it is. And I know that, to me, it doesn't matter. What matters is that you're a very special girl."
Vicky started crying again. "But ..." She couldn't continue, and she stared back to her lap. "But I don't want ... I don't know what I want!" The tears resumed. Rob sat, silent and patiently waiting. He knew how vulnerable she must feel. Finally, she wiped her tears and looked up at him. "You frighten me," she mumbled.
Rob flinched. "I don't understand."
Vicky tried to laugh, but it sounded hollow and meaningless. "No, I don't suppose you would. You frighten me, because when I'm with you, I'm starting to hope that Anya ... that she never figures out a cure." Her last words were lost in her sobbing. "You're so kind, and gentle, and caring. I feel safe being around you, like you would always protect me. I feel comfortable with you. Not on guard or defensive or watching out. I feel like myself. I'm afraid that I'm getting too comfortable, that I'm starting to like you too much." She looked up, tears welling from the corners of her eyes. "What happens if I fall in love with you, and then Anya finds a cure? What do I do then? What happens to you? To us?"
Rob looked down, his heart feeling leaden once more. "I don't know," he answered glumly.
"You're so special. I don't want to hurt you." Even as she spoke the words, Vicky knew that she was hurting him terribly, that she was dashing his heart against the shoals of lost love. She felt suddenly trapped, hemmed in against her will. If she gave in to her growing feelings for Rob, she would deny herself a return to masculinity. But if she pushed him aside here and now, she knew that she'd never forgive herself, especially if Anya was unable to find a cure, to change her back to manhood. She could no longer deny that her feelings for Rob had grown, and were now feelings of more than friendship. Much more. And she — she wasn't Vic any more. She couldn't deny that cold truth staring her in the face. She'd grown, changed, in so many ways, that she didn't even recognize Vic inside her anymore.
Vicky looked up, seeing the anguish on Rob's face. She knew that her words had been cruel to him; it was obvious that it had taken all his courage to tell her that he was falling in love
"Remember that Rob risked everything for you." Somehow, Vicky heard Anya's voice whispering in her ear. She looked up sharply, startled, but Anya was nowhere to be seen. Vicky knew Anya was watching and listening — and now speaking — through her magic. "He's not asking you to marry him. Just to date. And when I find the cure, well, then you can decide what to do. In the meantime, you've got a wonderful friend." Anya’s voice faded.
Vicky felt Anya's presence fade, and she turned back to Rob. "Can we go, you know, kind of slow?" She wiped a stray tear. "I'm kind of new to this dating thing."
Rob's eyes widened, then a smile brightened his face. "Yeah, so am I."
FIN
ElrodW
A man was unjustly accused of domestic abuse to the point that he's divorced from his wife, and legally restrained from visiting his daughter. When a friend takes him to BB on a lark, to try to cheer him up, he gets an idea, and then works a deal with Grandmother to be able to visit his daughter occasionally.
As usual, thanks to a very helpful crew editing and adding polish. I won't name names, for fear they get swelled heads and become insufferable, but I AM grateful.
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Joel Martinelli looked at the line of women entering the park, and he felt nervous. "Don't you think it's a little weird that there aren't many guys coming here?" he asked his friend Walt. "You'd think that a water park like this would have a ton of guys."
Walt just grinned. "Better odds for us," he answered, with great confidence and a sense of expectation. Walt _looked_ like an operator, a guy who knew he was attractive to women, and who used women for what he needed. He was a marked contrast with Joel, who, while moderately attractive for a mid-thirties man, exuded lack of self-confidence and uncertainty about his actions.
"I don't know," Joel answered uneasily. "And why are most of the women going in without tickets?"
"Would you knock off being so suspicious?" Walt chided him. "They probably have season passes or something! Be glad —the ticket line is short."
Joel sighed and shook his head again. "I don't see how this is going to help."
Walt turned and grasped Joel's shoulders. "Look, dude," he said firmly, "you've got to get over it. The bitch won."
Joel frowned. "I wish you wouldn't call her that."
"You tell me what I should call a woman who stole your heart, then stomped on it, filed for divorce, and has made sure you don't even have visitation with your daughter?"
Joel winced at the bluntness of Walt's words. What he said was true — to a point. "She didn't have anything to do with the court order," he said, a little defensive of his ex. He still loved her — some, even if she so blatantly despised him. Even as he denied it, he knew, in his heart, that there was some truth in Walt's words.
"So who _did_ file the abuse charges?" Walt demanded. "The tooth fairy?" He shook his head. "Dude, the sooner you get it through your mind that she screwed you, the sooner you can start living again."
Joel opened his mouth to protest, but there were no words. Walt was probably right. He didn't know where the charges had come from. Memories — mostly unpleasant ones — flooded his brain.
He'd been so in love with Susan, and he thought she loved him. Their married life had started so well. They'd settled into an apartment, and then moved to a nicer place when Susan got pregnant. Their daughter, Heather, brought joy to the couple, and especially to Joel — he adored daddy's little girl. Perhaps, he adored her too much. As Heather grew, he found that he and Susan were fighting over her rules and discipline. Susan was far less tolerant of 'bending the rules' than Joel was. The arguments started.
Joel soon realized that one of the sources of the arguments was Susan's sister, Danielle. Danielle had always seemed a little miffed that her younger sister got married first, and she'd always been a flirt with Joel, even after they'd gotten married. What Joel never dared tell Susan was that Danielle had propositioned him — multiple times, and quite blatantly. He'd realized that Danielle was extremely jealous. Perhaps because Danielle felt rebuffed in her attempts to seduce Joel, it seemed that she began to egg on the arguments and disputes between Joel and Susan. She certainly didn't help.
And then the bottom dropped out. Heather fell while she was trying to do a silly stunt on her bike. She broke her arm, and had a number of scrapes and cuts. Very soon thereafter, three social workers from Child Services had paid them a visit — with a police escort. Joel hadn't been alarmed, until the social workers began to question him and Susan about other incidents. They hadn't seemed to accept that children got bumps and scrapes, especially when they were active in their outdoor play, like Heather was. They'd insisted on talking to Heather alone, and when the girl had returned, she looked terrified. While the one worker interviewed Heather, the other two had grilled him and Susan about abuse — physical, emotional, and even sexual abuse. Joel had gotten quite irritated at the implications. Surprisingly, though, Susan hadn't.
The next day, the social workers were back again, with the police, and they dropped the hammer. A formal complaint had been filed, and since Child Services had rated it as 'imminent threat of physical or sexual harm' to Heather, they gave Joel two bad choices — either he moved out immediately, or they would take Heather for her protection. They had a court order to that effect, plus the police to back up their threat. To Joel's surprise, Susan had taken Child Services' side, and demanded that Joel leave.
From there, it was downhill. Susan accused him of mistreating their daughter. She then accused him of trying to seduce his sister. Joel slowly understood that Susan's sister Danielle was probably influencing Susan against him. While the investigation lumbered on, Joel had no visitation with his daughter, and Susan was distant and cold toward him. Two months after the ordeal started, Susan filed for divorce.
Unable to fight the forces against him, Joel gave up. He didn't contest the divorce, and with the investigation by Child Services underway, he got no visitation rights, while she got full legal custody _and_ an injunction against even being near Heather. Eventually, after he was exonerated, it became clear to him that Danielle had been behind some of the accusations against him. Still, Susan wouldn't budge, and the process of going through the courts to rescind the order of no visitation was slow. At times, Joel wondered if his case hadn't gotten lost in the maze of the court system. Child Services wasn't willing to admit that they'd been wrong, and Joel still had no idea of what they'd bullied Heather into saying during their 'interviews'. It had been over three years of battle since Child Services dropped their case against him, with no end in sight, while his daughter was growing up without him.
Joel sighed. "It was probably my sister-in-law," he admitted sadly to Walt.
"She's a hot little thing, isn't she?" Walt said with a leering grin.
"She's an evil bitch," Joel countered fiercely. "This is all her fault, because she was jealous of her little sister. I bet she's still poisoning Susan against me, and Heather, too."
"Dude, you _have_ to get over her."
"Could _you_ get over your baby girl? Could you just forget about her, about the joy of watching her grow?" Joel asked. After a moment of stunned silence, he sighed. "I didn't think so."
"Okay, you've gotten hurt pretty bad by this whole thing. But can you at least try to have fun today? If you don't worry about it for one day, will the world end?"
Joel started to reply, but he caught himself as he considered Walt's words. "I guess I can try."
A couple of minutes later, the two men were at the ticket window. "How can I help you?" an old woman asked from behind the glass. She smiled pleasantly, like she was someone's loveable grandmother, but there was something mildly unsettling in how she stared at Joel, as if she was reading his heart and soul.
"Um," Joel answered uneasily, "we'd like a couple of tickets."
The old woman smiled. "This is a private, membership-only park," she explained, "and we don't sell general-admission tickets, but we do have a limited number of daily passes. You're in luck — we have a few left today." She quoted a price for the two passes.
Joel's eyes widened. The price was a bit steep. Walt, however, was busy watching the girls and women coming to the park, and at the moment, didn't care about a few dollars. "We'll take them," he said eagerly.
After money had exchanged hands, the woman slid two passes under the glass. "Please shower after you change. It's health department rules." She smiled. "And Joel…," she continued.
"Yes?" Joel didn't remember them using their names in front of her.
"I think you'll find the day very rewarding in ways that you hadn't expected."
Walt smiled pleasantly. "Thanks."
The two walked into the men’s locker room. Joel was surprised at how small it was, but then he remembered how few men he'd seen in the ticket line. As they changed, Joel felt a little envious of Walt. Because of his alimony and child support payments, Joel worked as much overtime as he could get, and he didn't have the time that Walt had to spend at the gym. He wasn't as fit; he didn't have Walt's six-pack abs, or his well-defined pecs and arms, but he wasn't a couch-potato, either. Unless he was diligent, though, Joel could see himself getting 'swivel-chair spread' as he spent more and more time in the office, sitting at his computer.
Remembering the old woman's admonition about showering, Joel stepped into the shower and turned on the water. He'd expected a cold burst of water, and was pleasantly surprised at how warm and soothing the water was. He closed his eyes and let the soothing spray massage his muscles, seeming to wipe away his cares and concerns. He didn't see the faint pink coloration of the mist.
As he reached to turn off the shower, Joel felt disoriented. The shower handle seemed a bit higher, and his arm seemed — smaller? He closed his eyes, waited a second, and re-opened them. There was no doubt — the entire shower seemed bigger. He reached up again, this time to look at his arms. They were definitely smaller — smaller, and finer, without much musculature at all. His hands, which should have been cut up from his first job as a mechanic while he was paying his way through college, were smaller, finer, and devoid of any scars. Pink fingernail polish decorated his nails.
Joel glanced down, and a tiny, girlish scream came from his lips. His swim suit had changed into a girl's bikini bottom, and the telltale bulge of his manhood was gone. His legs were, like his arms, smaller and weaker.
He heard a scream from across the locker room, and, fearful of having Walt discover what had happened to him, he stuck his head out past the shower curtain.
Walt was changing, in a manner even more dramatic than Joel's change. Where Joel looked like a little girl, Walt was becoming every inch a woman, and in ways that Walt had always admired. As Joel watched, Walt's hair cascaded down his shoulders even as it turned lighter, to a honey blonde. His chest was swelling; well-defined pecs rounded and bulged forward, even as his body shrank. Joel watched, transfixed, as Walt's swim suit flowed like liquid cloth, until it was a very tiny bikini bottom covering a flat crotch. Walt was staring down at his changing body, and he screamed again. It was a very feminine sound.
Walt looked up sharply when he heard a door opening. He stared toward the exit, wide-eyed. Involuntarily, one arm reached up to cover the large orbs on his chest, while the other dropped in front of his tiny bikini. His entire body seemed to recoil from the mere thought of someone else seeing him.
The old woman from the ticket booth came in. Joel stared at her, wide-eyed, his head still peeking out from the shower. "Please," she said in a friendly voice, extending a bikini top toward Walt, "put this on. I don't permit topless sunbathing in my park."
Walt stood in shock, staring at her with doe-eyed disbelief. The old woman sighed, rolling her eyes, and then chanted something in a foreign and poetic-sounding tongue. The change in Walt was immediate. The fear vanished instantly.
"Please put this on," the old woman repeated.
"Oh, thanks," Walt said happily. "I wondered where I'd dropped that!" Without any prompting, he took the bikini top and expertly tied it on. He frowned. "Where's Jodi?" Walt looked around, and only then did he noticed Joel's head poking out from the shower curtain. "There you are!" he said, sounding unhappy. "Come on, cuz," Walt said insistently, acting as though he knew who Joel was — as a girl. "Unless you want to spend your whole day taking a shower!"
The old woman smiled toward Joel, then looked at Walt. "Wanda," she said, "since your cousin Jodi is going to spend the day at the swim academy, why don't you run along? I think she has a few questions for me."
Walt — Wanda after the magic, apparently, shrugged. "Okay. Why don't we meet for lunch at noon at ...?" She wrinkled her nose.
"The Tiki Hut in the Tropical Paradise section is a favorite spot for dining," the old woman interjected. "But noon is the busiest time. Unless you're really hungry, I'd suggest waiting until twelve-thirty or one."
"Okay," Wanda said. "One o'clock at the Tiki Hut." She frowned. "You _will_ be there, won't you?"
Joel's eyes widened, and he tried to answer, but no words would come from his mouth. "She'll be there," the old woman said with a smile. "Now, why don't you run along and have fun, and I'll get Jodi signed up for the morning swimming class."
"K," Wanda said, before she turned and walked happily out of the locker room and into the park.
As soon as the door closed, the old woman turned to Joel. "Here," she said, as she held out a piece of cloth in her hand, "please put on your top."
"How ... why ...?" Joel stammered. He'd seen what the old woman had done to Walt, how she'd made him think that he'd always been Wanda. He felt a shudder run down his spine, wondering if she would do the same to him. Fearing such a fate, he took the top, and then, to his utter amazement, tied it on like he'd been doing it all his life.
"Okay, now that that's out of the way," the old woman said with a smile, "why don't you come out and sit down, and I'll tell you what's going on." She sat down on a bench that ran the length of the lockers.
Having nothing else to do, Joel crept from the shower and sat next to the old woman. "What's going on? Why are we girls?"
"My water park is a private refuge for women, a place where they can come to get away from leering eyes — like your friend Walt. The only way to do that, though, is for my magic to turn men and boys into women and girls when they come in."
"Magic," Joel said to himself. "That's ...."
"Impossible?" the old woman asked with a grin. "How do you explain this?"
Joel glanced down at himself, at the flatness in his swim suit bottom and his skinny arms. When he leaned forward, longer hair danced in his peripheral vision, letting him know that the change was complete, top to bottom. "Why ... did Walt turn into a woman, but I'm a ... little girl?" His voice was tiny and soft, higher in pitch. A little girl's voice.
"Let's just say that my magic has a way of helping things work out," the old woman said enigmatically. "For example, your friend Walt, after he changes back tonight, won't remember any of the changes. He'll have vague memories of spending a fun day at a water park, but he won't be able to remember details. But you will."
"I will? Why?"
"We can control whether a person remembers what the park did, or not. For some customers, it's okay for them to forget about the park, as long as they remember having a fun day. For other customers, though, it's important to remember. We let those customers remember."
"What's so special about me? And why am I a little girl?" Joel asked.
"Tell me, what's the one thing you want most of all?" the old woman asked.
"Um, I don't know," Joel answered, hesitantly. "To ... not be so unhappy?"
"To spend time with your daughter, who you miss so much, right?"
Joel's eyes widened as he realized that she knew all about him. "Yeah," he answered softly. "I .... It was so unfair!" Tears started to seep from his eyes, as he thought of the pain of over three years without seeing his little girl.
"I arranged it so you _can_ spend time with her, and without violating the court order," the old woman said. "Her mother, your ex, signed her up for swimming lessons every Saturday morning. By happy coincidence, you're in the same class this morning."
"Coincidence, my ass!" Joel said sharply. His eyes widened as he realized that he'd cursed with his little-girl voice. It sounded so ... funny, and so wrong.
The old woman laughed. "Well, it really wasn't a coincidence," she explained, amused.
"So ... what do I do?"
"Go out to the Junior Lifeguard Academy and have fun. Enjoy your day. Spend time with Heather." As Joel stood, she said one more thing. "By the way, tell me your name."
"Jodi," he answered automatically. His eyes widened, and he clamped his hands over his mouth. He hadn't meant to say Jodi, but Joel. "My name is Jodi," he said again, slowly and deliberately, and again, he was stunned. "Why can't I say my name?"
"It's part of the magic. For example, you knew how to tie on your top. You can't say your old male name, but you'll automatically say 'Jodi'. It's part of the magic to help keep you from making mistakes. And your change is what we call a local change."
Jodi frowned. "What's that mean?" she asked.
"It means that we didn't change all of reality. Outside of this park, no-one knows of a little girl named Jodi. No-one has forgotten about Joel. If we had done a reality change, then no-one would remember Joel, and reality would have been completely changed."
Jodi was stunned at the implied power of the old woman and her park. Things could have been much worse for her than just changing into a girl.
The old woman acknowledged what she'd thought. "Now run along. Class starts in fifteen minutes, and the instructors don't like their students being late."
**********
The group of pre-teen girls sat around the terrace surrounding the pool, waiting for the instructor — a pretty blonde named Liz — to finish taking roll. She divided the group up into five smaller groups. Jodi didn't believe it was a coincidence that she was in the same group as Heather. The third member of their group was a little girl named Sarah. Sarah was extremely shy, as was Jodi, which left Heather as the talkative and energetic one.
Jodi gazed at Heather, trying not to look obvious, but having a hard time. Three years had changed her. She'd grown so much, he thought, and her dark brown hair was no longer the long ponytail he'd last seen on her, but now she had a cute pixie cut. She was at that gangly age — between cute little girl and teen-ager turning into a woman. Slender like her mom, she had promise of being a beautiful young lady someday. Jodi felt choked up thinking about how much he'd missed while he'd been battling the courts and Child Services. Those years were gone, and nothing could ever replace them.
"Okay, girls," Liz interrupted, "I've changed your groups again, so I want you to take a couple of minutes to introduce yourselves."
Heather started. "I'm Heather," she said enthusiastically. "My mommy wants me to be on the swim team when I'm in high school."
Sarah was next. "I'm Sarah," was all she said.
Jodi knew that she had to force her self-consciousness away, so she could interact with Heather. "Tell us more," she prompted.
"Um," Sarah stammered, uneasily, "my Dad signed me up for lessons. He said that everyone needs to know how to swim."
Jodi saw a flicker of sadness on Heather's features. "I'm Jodi," she said in turn. "I like to play in the pool, so I had my cousin bring me to swim lessons." She stopped talking abruptly when she saw a girl do a complicated dive off the high platform. "Oooh," she cooed, "I want to learn how to do that!"
Liz had noticed the distraction, and heard Jodi's comment. "Not so fast," she laughed. "You've got to get through the advanced swimmer class, and then Coach Lisa's basic diving class before you can even think of diving off the platform." She smiled at the girls. "That might give some of you a goal — to practice hard enough to be in a diving class before the end of the summer."
Jodi quickly realized that Liz was a taskmaster, and while Joel had been okay at swimming, Jodi wasn't — mostly because of the reduced muscle mass and lack of coordination. She felt embarrassed on her first try at doing a simple crawl, but the other girls — especially Heather — were encouraging, and since they weren't much better, Jodi didn't feel quite so bad. During the hour-and-a-half long lesson, she didn't have much time to talk with Heather, except for during a short break.
After the lesson was done, some of the other girls raced off to various rides. Heather, though, held back, uncertain about what to do. Jodi stayed nearby, waiting for the other girls to leave. When all but a couple were gone, Jodi walked gingerly to where Heather was sitting, and sat down in the adjacent lounge chair. "Aren't you going to go to the slides?" Jodi asked.
Heather shook her head. "Nah. I don't know about you, but I'm tired from lessons."
Jodi was reminded of how her muscles ached. "Yeah, me, too. Why don't we sit here and rest a bit, and then maybe we can go to the rides?"
Heather nodded. "That would be nice, but I think my mom is going to pick me up before lunch. I've got to get some new clothes, because I just grew a bunch."
"Oh."
"Mom likes shopping with me, but she's always busy. She doesn't always have time. And she's always telling me that we can't afford the clothes that I want."
"Is it just you and your mom?" Jodi tried to venture into uncertain territory.
"Yeah," Heather said sadly. "Ever since my dad ...." She wiped at a tear. "Aunt Danielle said that he wasn't very nice, and he left me and my mom, and I haven't seen him since. I don't think he loves me," she blubbered, tears beginning to trickle down her cheeks.
"I'm sorry," Jodi said, fighting back her own tears. "What happened?"
Heather shook her head. "I don't know. One day, some social workers came, and they talked to us, and then they came back the next day, and daddy left."
Jodi was dying to ask more, but she could sense that Heather was very upset by the conversation. It was a dark set of memories for her, and Jodi didn't want to cause her more heartache. "How about if we go on the raft rides? We won't have to swim or anything."
"Yeah, but we'll have to walk up the hills," Heather protested. "And I'm sore."
"Come on! You'll forget about your tired legs when we're riding the rafts down the slides!"
Begrudgingly, Heather said yes to Jodi's requests. After the second ride down Pele's Race, Heather had forgotten about her tired muscles. "Let's do the big tube ride — the Wild Luau ride!" she cried with excitement, as they picked their mats off the bottom of Pele's Race.
While walking up the side of the volcano to the raft ride, Jodi noticed that Heather seemed to be tense, like she was holding something inside. "You're kind of quiet all of a sudden," she said.
Heather looked up, startled out of whatever private world she was in. "I'm sorry," she said. "It's just ... I miss my dad." She wiped at her tears again. "I wish mom and dad would get back together, but I don't think they ever will."
"Why not? Maybe your dad still loves your mom," Jodi suggested.
Heather shook her head sadly. "It's my fault, too," she cried. "If I hadn't kept hurting myself on my bike, the social people wouldn't have ever come to make Daddy go away! And they were trying to make me say bad things about him, too!"
Jodi saw, in that instant, both the pain in Heather's heart, and how much she was blaming herself for the separation and divorce. "What does your mom say?"
"Sometimes," Heather said with a sigh, "I think she misses him. Other times, she says a lot of bad things about him. And Aunt Danielle always says mean things about Daddy."
Heather's words confirmed what Jodi had suspected — Danielle _had_ been behind a lot of the troubles, and was still injecting her venom against Joel. She'd probably even been behind the anonymous tips of child abuse. She _had_ been extremely jealous of Susan and Joel. Would she have been wicked enough to force them apart, just because he wouldn't accede to her demand for an affair? Jodi knew it was time to talk about fun things, lest she overwhelm Heather, or make her suspicious. She would have more time, as they played, to tease out more information.
More time came at lunch; Heather's mom had called, saying that she wasn't going to be able to go shopping until two-thirty, so Heather should stay at the park. Grandmother brought the news to Heather as the two girls were pulling their raft off the bottom of the Wild Luau raft ride. Jodi was about to suggest that Heather join her for lunch, but she remembered that she was supposed to meet Wanda for lunch.
Grandmother had that figured out. "I've already let Wanda know that you're playing with a new friend, and that you'll get lunch."
"Okay," Jodi said, but a thought popped into her mind. "But I don't have any ...."
Before Jodi could complete her sentence, Grandmother produced two papers. "Complimentary lunch in River Landings," she said with a smile.
Jodi took the coupons. She knew she'd have to ask Grandmother about them later; she strongly suspected that the cost of the 'complimentary lunches' had been included in the price of her day pass. "Thanks," she said cheerfully. She turned to Heather. "Want lunch now?"
Heather quickly and enthusiastically agreed. As the two sat eating their cheeseburgers and fries, Jodi was surprised to find that Heather was directing the conversation toward boys. What was more, Jodi found that she could contribute, as if she had memories and feelings of being a pre-teen girl like Heather. It was spooky.
**********
Jodi and Heather walked together toward the entrance plaza. Grandmother had sent word that Heather's mom was there to pick her up, and Heather had insisted that Jodi walk with her.
As the two girls approached the entrance, Jodi felt butterflies in her stomach. She thought she saw Susan waiting outside the gate. She missed a step and stumbled; if Heather hadn't been holding her hand, Jodi would have fallen.
"Sorry," Jodi muttered, her eyes still on Susan. "I guess I tripped on something."
"Probably your own clumsy feet!" Heather giggled. "There's Mom," she cried gleefully. "Come on. I want you to meet her!" She tugged eagerly at Jodi's hand, pulling her across the entrance plaza.
Even though the old woman had assured her otherwise, Jodi _knew_ that Susan was going to recognize her. She knew that she was going to get in trouble for violating the court order. With great trepidation, she let Heather pull her toward the entrance gates, to where Susan was waiting.
"Hi, Mom!" Heather called enthusiastically as she approached the gate.
Susan smiled. "Hi, honey." She looked over Jodi, who gulped nervously. "Who's your friend?"
"This is Jodi. She was in swim class with me, and afterwards, we had fun playing," Heather babbled excitedly. "Can she come over sometime?"
Susan's eyes were as wide as Jodi's. She held out her hand toward Jodi, who nervously took it. "I'm pleased to meet you, Jodi," she said pleasantly.
"I'm pleased to meet you, too, ma'am," Jodi replied politely. Jodi looked up at Susan, and realized how much she seemed to have aged in the preceding three years. She had a few gray hairs, but more visible were 'worry lines' on her forehead, and a lack of spark in her eyes. She looked tired, even though she was still pretty. In fact, Jodi told herself, most people would have noticed Susan's fatigue.
Susan laughed lightly. "Ma'am?" she asked. "I don't feel old enough to be called ma'am!"
"My ... er ... Mom always told me to be polite," Jodi stammered, searching for an excuse so Susan wouldn't suspect anything.
Susan smiled at her excuse. "Well, I think it's a good example for my daughter, don't you, Heather?" she asked, looking at her daughter.
Heather pouted. "Now look what you've done!" she said to Jodi. "Now Mom is going to make me say sir and ma'am to everyone!" she feigned a complaint.
"Don't blame me!" Jodi giggled. "It's my mom's fault!"
Heather grinned. "Okay, I'll forgive you — if you promise to come to swimming lessons next week."
Jodi was startled. Heather _wanted_ her to come next week, too! And Susan didn't suspect a thing. "Um, I'll try," she said uncertainly.
Heather wrapped her in a big hug. "Okay. I'll see you next week?" she asked eagerly.
"Okay." Jodi let Heather scamper into the locker room to change, and Jodi turned back toward the park.
"Oh, Jodi," Susan called after her.
Jodi's heart felt like it stopped. Why was Susan calling after her? She slowly turned around, fighting to keep fear from her face and voice. "Yes, ma'am?" she asked.
Susan noticed how nervous Jodi was. "Don't worry," she reassured the nervous girl. "I just wanted to say 'thank you' for playing with Heather today. She's sometimes a little shy — especially since ...."
"She told me her daddy left," Jodi said tentatively. "I guess that makes her hurt inside."
Susan nodded, and wiped at a tear which had suddenly appeared. "It's not fair to her," she said. "But I'm glad she's found a new friend." She extended her hand again, and when Jodi took it, Susan pulled her into a hug. "Thank you. I like to see her smile."
Jodi walked back into the park, feeling stunned. It felt unreal — Heather and she had spent the day playing and having fun, and then Susan was cordial, even grateful, that Jodi had spent the time with her daughter.
"It wasn't quite what you expected," the old woman's voice came from Jodi's side. She turned, and saw the old woman sitting on a bench. She gestured for Jodi to sit beside her. "And you were wondering why you were turned into a little girl, weren't you?"
Jodi hung her head. "I guess you were right," she admitted to the old woman.
"Did you have fun?"
Jodi nodded. "I haven't spent a day like that with Heather in over three years."
"You know she wants you to come back next weekend, right? Are you going to?"
Jodi thought for perhaps a second. "If it's the only way I can spend time with her, then yes, I'll be here."
The old woman smiled. "Good."
A sudden, alarming thought occurred to Jodi. "How ... how do I change back? Won't it be kind of ... weird?"
The old woman smiled. "You turn back into Joel at midnight tonight. And Wanda will turn back to Walt."
"But ... where? Won't it be awkward?"
"You'll wake up from sleeping on Walt's couch, after a night of partying with him. At least, that's how he'll remember it."
"And next weekend? What if I have to come alone?"
The old woman smiled. "We'll work something out for you." She started to stand, but turned back to Jodi. "And please call me 'Grandmother'. Everyone else does, and I'd prefer to not be thought of as 'that old woman'!" Her eyes twinkled with mirth as she walked away.
**********
Joel swiped his card and hurried into the locker room. He thought he'd seen a car that looked like Danielle's, and the last thing he wanted was to have to face his bitch of a sister-in-law. It would be even _more_ awkward if she saw him, and brought it up with Susan — or the police. Inside, he sat for a moment to calm his nerves, and then he changed and took his shower. This time, he had brought his own swimsuit, so he didn't need to have Grandmother give him a top or explain the rules to him again.
Jodi strode uneasily from the locker room, glancing about her as she headed towards the Junior Lifeguard Academy — and swimming lessons. She hadn't spotted Heather yet, but she was certain that she'd be there. She had pushed Jodi to promise, and Susan had indicated that she was okay with the idea. The wild-card was Danielle.
Jodi sat down on the edge of the pool, her legs dangling in the water. Other girls were slowly gathering, but Jodi wasn't really paying attention. She wondered how she was going to deal with Danielle, and how Danielle would deal with her. She was still wondering when she noticed someone sitting down beside her.
"Hi," Heather said pleasantly, giving Jodi a quick hug. "I'm glad you made it."
Jodi returned the hug, an awkward task since the two were sitting side-by-side. "Did your mom drop you off again today?" she asked, trying to make it sound like an innocent question.
Heather shook her head. "No. My Aunt Danielle brought me." She glanced around, and then continued in a whisper. "She's really in a pissy mood today. All I heard all the way over was her cursing at my dad!"
"That's gotta suck," Jodi said with a frown.
"I don't know why, but she _always_ says bad things about him when I'm around."
She didn't have time to say more, because Liz started the class. As they were practicing, Jodi glanced to the side and saw Danielle sitting by the pool in a lounge chair, working on a tan and sipping on her beverage. Jodi knew that Danielle's drink was probably alcoholic, even this early in the day.
Once the lesson was over, Heather and Jodi crawled from the pool and patted themselves dry with towels. "Let's go to the wave pool!" Heather suggested.
Jodi grinned. The wave pool was a lot of fun. "Sounds good to me." The two turned to leave.
"Where do you think you're going, Heather?" Danielle called impatiently from the poolside. "You're not going to just run off without telling me where you're going, are you?"
"Um," Heather answered uneasily, "we were going to go to the wave pool for a bit."
Danielle sat up abruptly, her legs on either side of the lounge chair in a most unladylike fashion. She pulled her sunglasses down a bit so she could peer over them. "I don't think that's the kind of place for a girl who isn't even a swimmer yet," she said, managing to sound quite condescending. Whether that was her intent or not, her tone of voice made Heather cringe visibly.
"Um," Heather stammered, "it's like a beach. We can wade out to knee-deep and let the waves rush around us without having to swim, so we'll be safe."
"And they have a lot of lifeguards," Jodi volunteered. She saw Danielle turn toward her, giving her a withering stare. As Joel, she'd seen that stare before. She didn't cower, but held her chin up high, as if daring Danielle to try to intimidate her.
Danielle was the one who backed down. "I suppose it's okay," she said, pulling her sunglasses back up. "If it's any kind of a park, they should have lounge chairs over there, too, and probably a refreshment stand." She pulled herself to her feet. "You two can walk over with me, so you don't get lost."
Heather and Jodi were a few steps ahead of Danielle. "More like, she'll follow us so _she_ doesn't get lost!" Heather whispered. "She's already a little looped."
Jodi tried not to smile. Joel knew very well that Danielle drank too much and was prone to misbehave when drunk. Then Jodi had a bad thought. "How's she going to drive you home if she's drunk?"
Heather shrugged. "I don't know. Since Mom's working today, and ...." It was obvious she was thinking of her missing dad. "I don't have a lot of choice." She tried to smile. "Besides, she's not a bad driver."
Jodi felt an inward rage. Danielle had not only sabotaged Joel's relationship with Susan, but she was now endangering his daughter. "Let's think about something fun, okay?" Jodi said, trying to get Heather's mind off her dad, whom she obviously missed a lot. While it was touching to know that Heather still missed Joel, and that Susan's and Danielle's poison against him hadn't worked, she wanted to focus on having fun with Heather.
With the two girls practically skipping happily, leading the way, the trio walked over to the Tropical Waves pool. Almost immediately, Danielle found a lounge chair to sit on, and, after making herself comfortable, sipped her drink. Heather and Jodi splashed out into the wave pool.
Jodi loved the wave pool. With the palm trees surrounding the pool, and a sandy beach at the shallow end, it had all the atmosphere of a lush tropical beach. It was enough like the tropical island where Joel and Susan had honeymooned, all those years ago, that it made Jodi think of better times. But now, it was special because it was symbolic of a tie to Heather that seemed impossible only a week ago.
The two girls raced out into an oncoming wave, and were swept from their feet. Giggling, they struggled to regain their footing, and then they came up out of the wave, splashing each other and giggling. And as soon as the next wave came in, they did the same thing again.
After playing that game for a few minutes, Jodi grabbed Heather's hand, and tugged her out of the water. The two raced to the pile of small wave boards, and each grabbed one. With the boards, they struggled to stay upright through the next wave as they waded out into the pool. Finally, after much effort and laughter, they were far enough that they could catch the next incoming wave and body-surf. As the wave rolled in, Jodi turned toward the shore, and pulled herself onto the tiny foam board. She managed to time the jump well, and she rode the wave for several seconds.
With a shout of glee, Jodi turned to see Heather, likewise, riding the wave, a grin firmly planted on her face. She was having a lot of fun. Come to think of it, Jodi thought to herself, she was having a lot of fun, too.
Since they'd been in swimming lessons for most of the morning, it wasn't long until it was lunch time. Heather and Jodi waded out of the wave pool. "Let's go get something at the Tiki Hut," Jodi suggested. "One of the lifeguards said that they've got great burgers!"
"I don't know," Heather said cautiously, casting a wary eye toward Aunt Danielle. "I have to ask her."
Jodi felt her hopes fade. Aunt Danielle was known to be cheap with others, but lavish for herself. She was very self-centered, and would probably make Heather have a very skimpy meal. Jodi fished in the inside pocket and pulled out a small plastic bag. Inside, as expected, were certificates for two lunches, a little 'bonus' that Grandmother had added to her ticket — and the price — just for such an eventuality — just like last week. For a moment, Jodi wondered if Grandmother had known. Then she chided herself — of course Grandmother knew. She silently thanked the old woman for her advance planning as she pulled out the coupons. "I've got two coupons for meals," she said hopefully. "We can eat together, and your aunt won't have to worry about the price!"
Heather's eyes widened. "You'd share ... your meal tickets with me?" she asked, incredulous.
Jodi grinned. "What else are friends for? Besides, it's not like I could eat two meals myself!" she added.
Danielle looked warily at Jodi, and then she nodded. "I guess that's okay," she said.
Jodi knew what was going through her mind. She was grateful that she didn't have to spend money on Heather's lunch. That would let her pocket a few extra dollars, or give her a couple extra drinks. "May we run over?" Jodi asked Danielle politely.
Danielle nodded, and the two girls took off running toward the Tiki Hut. By the time Danielle arrived, the girls had placed their orders and had staked out a table. They were lucky; someone left just when they were looking. Otherwise, they wouldn't have found a seat. The Tiki Hut was a busy dining venue.
As Danielle sat down, she looked around the dining establishment. "This looks like a popular place," she observed. "You were lucky to get a table, I'd guess."
"Are you going to get something?" Jodi asked innocently. "The ordering counter is over there." She pointed at the other end of the dining hall, to the counter area.
When she came back, Danielle made a show of putting away her phone. Jodi raised her eyebrows at Danielle's move. "I was hoping to give you a surprise," she said to Heather, sounding sympathetically sad. "Your Dad said he was going to try to meet you for lunch."
Jodi's eyes narrowed, and she clenched her jaw. She'd expected something like this from Danielle, but not so blatant.
"I thought ... the judge ...." Heather started, uncertain, and fighting to contain her emotions.
Danielle was playing it like a pro. "Your dad was getting permission to spend time with you again," she said in a sugary-sweet voice and feigning sympathy. "But I guess he's just too busy. I tried to call him, but he wasn't answering."
Jodi's eyes burned with fury as she saw the tears in the corners of Heather's eyes. "But ...." Heather stammered, wiping at her tears. "He ... mom didn't tell me!" she cried.
Danielle put her hand on Heather's arm. "Your mom didn't want to get your hopes up, sweetie," she purred. "We know that your dad isn't very reliable, and we didn't think we should tell you if he wasn't going to show up." She shook her head, acting to the end. "But this is really low — promising that he'd be here, and then skipping out. I'm so sorry."
"He ... got permission, and didn't come?" Heather cried more.
Danielle shook her head. "He's just a worthless, self-centered son-of-a-bitch," she cussed. Then she realized what she'd said, and that Jodi was with them. "Sorry," Danielle apologized to Jodi. "I didn't mean ...." She shook her head as if contrite.
Heather wasn't much fun for the rest of lunch.
Jodi had to wait until she and Heather were away from Danielle before she dared open her mouth. Even then, she had to be very, very careful. "Your Aunt Danielle is a liar," she said with a frown.
Heather looked at her, startled. "Why ... why do you think she's lying? She's always been ... good to me and Mom!"
Jodi knew she had to play this carefully. "Mom says that I'm like a human lie detector," she said with a feigned shrug. "I've just always been able to tell. I watch people's eyes, and their nostrils, and the corners of their mouths. It's just obvious to me."
"Why ... why would Aunt Danielle lie to me?" Heather asked, now thoroughly confused. On the one hand, she got a very disappointing story from her Aunt, who was family. On the other hand, her new friend was telling her that Aunt Danielle was lying, and that her dad probably hadn't stood her up.
"I don't know," Jodi lied. "Did she always get along with your dad?"
Heather thought for a moment. "No, I guess not. Not since ...."
"Since what?" Jodi pried.
"Since ... she said that daddy tried to have an affair with her."
Jodi knew it was time to play the cards very carefully. If she said something wrong, Heather wouldn't believe her, and she'd lose a friend — and contact with Heather. "How does your Aunt Danielle act when she's around men?" she asked, trying to sound innocent.
Heather thought again, and then her eyes narrowed. "She's ... kind of a slut," she finally said.
"So maybe _she_ started it? And maybe she got mad at your dad when he wouldn't have a fling with her?"
Heather's eyes opened wide as she considered the possibility. "So, if she's lying, then ... Daddy isn't scum, like Aunt Danielle says? And like she's always telling Mom?"
Jodi was dying to tell Heather the truth, but she knew she couldn't. "Maybe she's lying to your mom, too." She frowned, another act for effect. "What was she saying about a judge?"
Heather sighed. "After the social worker people came, Daddy had to go to a judge, and the judge told Daddy that he couldn't ever visit me again."
"I bet that your Daddy really does love you and miss you," Jodi said, holding Heather's hand to comfort her, "but if the judge said he couldn't visit, then he can't. And if he loves you, he's probably as sad as you are."
Heather's eyes lit up with hope. "Do you really think so?" she asked.
"Yup," Jodi answered with conviction.
"How come you're so smart about people and families and stuff?" Heather asked, suddenly smiling as she seemed to accept what Jodi had told her.
Jodi shrugged. "Mom says it's like my lie-detecting thing. I guess I'm good at figuring out how people think. She says that I should be a psychologist someday because I'm so good!" she joked.
"Let's go to the tube slides," Heather changed the subject. Her mood had brightened considerably. Jodi nodded enthusiastically, grateful for the opportunity to bring a smile to Heather's face, and perhaps undo a little of the poisoning that Danielle had been trying to do.
**********
With a quick hug, Heather said goodbye to Jodi, asking once more if she was going to be at swim lessons the following Saturday. She was pleased that Jodi agreed, and with a wave, she walked with Danielle into the women's locker room.
Jodi sighed. "Now what am I going to do?" she asked herself. In an hour, the park was closing, and she was stuck as a little girl with no ride home. On top of that, she was fuming inside at Danielle's blatant lies to Heather about her dad, and that she was more than a bit tipsy and was responsible for getting Heather home.
"Don't worry," a voice said from behind him.
Jodi spun at the sudden sound, and relaxed when she recognized the dark-haired girl who ran the park with Grandmother.
"I'm Anya, by the way," the girl introduced herself. "And we'll take care of you. You can hang out with Natty until midnight, and then, after you change back, you can walk over to get your car and go home."
"Oh. Who's Natty?"
"Natalya," Anya answered. "She's Jenny's cousin, and she lives with Jenny and Melinda next door."
"Jenny, the pretty redhead who keeps the park running?" Jodi asked. She and Heather had met Jenny earlier that day when Jenny was working on a broken ride.
"Yes." Anya smiled. "And don't worry about Danielle driving home drunk. She won't get out of the parking lot."
Jodi frowned. "I ... don't understand."
"I have a friend on the police force, and she received an anonymous tip that there was an inebriated driver in a silver, 2004 Honda." Jodi's eyes opened in surprise at Anya's news. "Grandmother and I decided that a DUI would help discredit Danielle, and maybe help you regain some trust from your ex." She grinned. "Besides, I really don't like drunk drivers." Her expression clouded. "I've seen too much tragedy from them."
"Oh," Jodi said, her eyes wide in surprise. "You guys are pretty thorough, aren't you?"
Anya smiled warmly. "It's our job to take care of our customers." She took Jodi's hand and guided her to a table in the entrance plaza, where the two sat down.
Presently, Heather and Danielle walked across the parking lot to Danielle's car. The car lurched unevenly across the parking lot, and pulled out onto the main road. It didn't get more than fifty or sixty yards before a police cruiser turned on its lights and pursued Danielle.
Jodi smiled to herself. She could imagine the colorful phrases coming from Danielle's mouth about this point. And she could imagine the fury that Susan was going to feel when she had to interrupt her activities and go pick up Heather and Danielle. A little friction between the sisters might help Joel's case later. Maybe.
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The tension increased palpably as soon as she entered. Susan walked stiffly across the restaurant, her expression carefully neutral. She sat down across the table from Joel. "How are you?" she asked in a cautious voice.
Joel shrugged. "Could be better, could be worse." He still felt some flutter in his heart when he saw Susan, but he knew that the feeling wasn't mutual.
"What do you want?" she asked bluntly.
"Still getting straight to the point?" he asked sadly. "No time to visit, to see how we're each doing?" He shook his head. "I wanted you to know that I'm still pressing to regain my visitation rights, and I intend to try to get joint custody. I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't fight me on that."
"Why shouldn't I fight?" Susan said coldly. "You didn't prove yourself much of a father — or a husband."
"I did nothing," Joel defended himself, forcing his voice to remain calm and level, "except to try to be a good father to my daughter."
"Well, your idea of being a good father was a lot different from mine," Susan answered.
"It's too bad we couldn't work out our differences," Joel said wistfully.
"Maybe we didn't try hard enough," Susan agreed. For a moment, she sounded like she regretted their separation and divorce.
"We both wanted the same thing for Heather," Joel noted. "But we didn't agree on _what_ was best, and I think you forgot that I was only trying to take care of my little girl."
"That's not what Child Services said," Susan countered sharply, her tone suddenly icy.
"And all of their bogus charges were thrown out," Joel rebutted immediately. "I did nothing wrong."
"Oh yeah?" Susan asked. "How about trying to sleep with my sister? Was that 'nothing wrong'?"
Joel sighed. "Maybe you can't see that your sister came between us," he said.
"Yeah, when you were trying to seduce her!"
"I never tried to seduce her. She was the one who was coming on to me. She was the aggressor, and then she got mad when I wouldn't give in to her advances."
"You're just trying to turn the tables here, to blame Danielle for your sins!"
"She said I tried to hit on her once. The reality is that she tried to hit on me dozens of times." Joel shook his head sadly. "Some of her advances were ... pretty explicit."
Susan seemed startled by Joel's news. "If that's true," she said hesitantly, "why didn't you tell me?"
Joel sighed. "I guess I should have, but I didn't want to come between you and her. The two of you are very close, and I didn't want to ruin that. I figured if I ignored her, it'd all just go away."
"I'm not sure that I believe you," Susan said, again wary of his words.
Joel looked at his glass of water. "Is there anything that you or Heather need?"
"No."
"I know you're busy with work and Heather's activities. If I can get at least visitation back, I'll help any way I can."
Susan nodded. Her expression was guarded, but her eyes showed her suspicion at Joel's story. "That's up to the judge."
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Jodi glanced around; the swimming lesson was about to start, but Heather wasn't there. She started to panic; the whole reason for her Saturday change was to spend time with Heather. It would be painful to have wasted a day. Then Jodi had a positive thought — Anya wouldn't have let her buy the pass if Heather wasn't going to come. She relaxed a bit, thankful at how Anya and Grandmother were watching out for her.
"Hi," a whispered voice said behind her, startling her. Heather slipped to the side of the pool, dipping her legs into the water.
"You were almost late," Jodi teased. "We were going to start without you."
"Excuse me," Liz, the instructor, interrupted. "I'm speaking here, unless _you'd_ like to teach today!"
Jodi blushed. "Sorry," she apologized quickly. She glanced at Heather.
"We'll talk after the lesson," Heather whispered.
The rest of the lesson time was spent in the water, under Liz's sharp eye, so the girls didn't have much time to talk. Only when the instruction period was over did Heather talk to Jodi again.
"I was afraid you weren't going to make it," Jodi said as the two toweled off.
Heather smiled. "So was I. After last week, mom wasn't sure she could get me here!"
"Oh? What happened last week?" Jodi asked. She knew darned well what had happened, but if she didn't ask, Heather might be suspicious.
"When we left the park, Aunt Danielle got stopped and got a ticket for driving under the influence," Heather giggled. "Mom was _so_ pissed!"
"She got a ticket on the way home?"
Heather grinned. "No, right outside the park. And Mom had to take off from work to come to the police station to pick me up!"
"So how'd you get here today?"
"Mom took a morning break to drop me off." Her expression fell. "I think Mom's going to make me drop out of lessons," she said.
"Why?" Jodi asked, startled.
"Because she can't take off work to get me here every week," Heather said sadly. The two girls started walking toward the volcano, with its tube rides and slides.
Jodi felt like she'd been punched in the gut. She was getting to spend time with Heather, and she was having a lot of fun. Now, Danielle was interfering again — this time by being an untrustworthy driver. If she couldn't bring Heather, then Jodi wouldn't have any chance to play with her friend.
As the two walked, Jodi saw Anya coming down the path from the top of the volcano. "Hi, girls," she said pleasantly as she neared them. "Did you have a good swimming lesson today?"
"Miss Liz is a tough teacher," Heather said in mock complaint.
"But she's fair, and we're learning a lot," Jodi added.
"Good," Anya said. "Actually, I was looking for you, Heather," she said, giving Jodi a sly wink. "I talked to your mom for a few minutes when she dropped you off, and she said that you have a problem with transportation to and from the park."
Heather nodded glumly. "Yeah."
"I told your mom that one of our lifeguards lives near you, and she could bring you to the park and drop you off at home if you'd like."
"That would be super!" Heather exclaimed excitedly. "If she'll let me," she added.
"She said that would be fine. Before you leave today, stop by the office, and I'll introduce you and get you the information you need to ride with Kiki." She turned and walked off, leaving two excited girls in her wake.
"You said that your mom and aunt had an argument?" Jodi poked for more information.
Heather giggled. "I've never seen Mom so mad at Aunt Danielle. They were really yelling. Mom called Danielle an irresponsible slut and asked if she was trying to kill me by driving drunk."
"Wow!"
"That's not all," Heather said in a hushed voice. She glanced around to see if anyone else was listening. "Mom asked Aunt Danielle if she'd been the one trying to have an affair with my dad."
"She asked _what_?" Jodi was truly astonished. Susan had listened, after all.
"Mom accused her of breaking up their marriage, and lying to her about it."
"What happened then?" Jodi asked. Her curiosity was killing her. She struggled to not sound elated at the news.
"Aunt Danielle started screaming and swearing, and called Dad a lot of bad names," Heather said softly. "It was a pretty bad fight. Mom told Aunt Danielle to leave and not come back."
"Wow!" Jodi mouthed softly. "Are you okay?"
Heather scowled. "If what Mom said is true, then Aunt Danielle is a bitch, and I don't want to see her ever again, because she's responsible for my Daddy leaving!" The venom in her voice was unmistakable.
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Jodi frowned as she approached the office. Heather had just left with Kiki, and Anya had told Jodi that Grandmother needed to talk to her. For some reason, she felt a bit of fear, like something bad was about to happen.
Jodi pushed open the door hesitantly and peeked in. "Anya said you wanted to see me?" she squeaked, while her eyes adjusted to the inside light after a day in the bright sun.
"Yes," Grandmother said cheerfully. "Please come in." She stood and walked around her desk to give Jodi a hug. "I hope you've had a good day today."
Jodi shrugged as she glanced around. They weren't alone in the office. A very attractive businesswoman, judging by her hair and suit, sat in the 'casual' part of the office. It was hard to tell if the woman was thirty or fifty.
Grandmother gestured for Jodi to sit in a chair. "Jodi, I'd like you to meet a friend of mine, Ronnie Harris."
Jodi's eyes widened. Everyone knew Ronnie Harris. She was the biggest developer in the area, and possibly in the state. "Um," she stammered, "pleased to meet you."
Ronnie smiled warmly. "Oh, don't be nervous. I don't bite! Much," she teased.
Grandmother eased herself into another chair. "Jodi, I was telling Ronnie about your little problem with Heather."
Jodi's eyes widened even more, if that were possible. "Um, I ... um ...."
Ronnie's eyes twinkled. "Don't worry," she said with a pleasant smile. "I know how 'magical' this place can be, Mister Martinelli."
Ronnie and Grandmother were obviously getting a kick out of watching Jodi's reaction. "Um, I'm not ..., er, that is, ...." Jodi gave up trying to explain the impossible.
Ronnie put her hand on Jodi's. "It's okay. It's kind of sweet how dedicated you are to your daughter. Not every father would be willing to spend a day playing with her — as her young friend."
"Then you know that ... the courts ...." Jodi said softly.
Ronnie nodded. "Since I was here working on a business deal, Grandmother thought that maybe I could give you a little advice for dealing with the courts."
"That would be ... helpful," Jodi said cautiously.
"From what I've heard, and based on my experience, it sounds like your case file is stuck somewhere in some assistant DA's office somewhere. I'm guessing that after the last election, one of the staff left or resigned, and either the spot hasn't been filled, or the replacement just shoved the files to one side while he or she gets to know the ropes," Ronnie explained easily.
"So why hasn't my lawyer kept things moving?" Jodi asked.
"Maybe because you've got a bad lawyer," Ronnie suggested. "Grandmother told me who's representing you." She shook her head, her lips pressed firmly together in an expression of distaste. "He's good for simple cases, like traffic tickets, but on this case, he's too close to the DA's office. They're golfing buddies."
"Oh."
"And while he's on retainer, he's making money without having to do a lot. He just files another motion with the court, who puts it on hold like the rest of them, knowing your files are at the DA's office, and you stay stuck in legal limbo."
Jodi nodded sadly. "So what do I do?"
Ronnie handed Jodi a card. "This is a friend of mine. Angela Beal. She's a bulldog of an attorney, and if anyone can get your case moving again, it's her. Give her a call — on Monday morning. Tell her I sent you."
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Joel grinned triumphantly as the judge left the courtroom. As soon as it was possible, he turned toward Grandmother, his arms raised in triumph, and a huge grin on his face. "Thank you," he said enthusiastically.
Grandmother smiled, then pointed. Joel let his gaze follow where she was pointing, and his jaw dropped. He saw Heather, standing beside Susan, a hesitant look on her face. Joel turned, and squatted down, opening his arms toward her.
Heather looked nervously at him, then glanced up at her mother. Susan merely nodded, and at that simple gesture, Heather turned and bolted across the courtroom into Joel's arms. Embracing her like he never had before, he swept her off her feet. Tears were streaming down his cheeks as he hugged his daughter for the first time in over three years.
Heather saw his tears. "Are you okay, Daddy?" she asked nervously.
"Oh, yes, baby girl," Joel said enthusiastically, unable to keep his voice from choking with emotion. "Yes, I'm okay. I'm better than okay, now that I can hug you!"
"I ... missed you," Heather whispered softly.
"And I missed you, baby," Joel cried. "I missed you so much."
Standing to one side, Susan watched, a sad expression on her face. She wasn't sure how to handle this turn of events. She was startled when an old woman stepped beside her and cleared her throat. "It's all for Heather, you know," the old woman said simply.
"Um," Susan started to say something, but she didn't know what to say. "I ... I guess so," she said. Tears were forming in the corners of her eyes.
"You haven't lost her, you know," the old woman said. "You're always her mommy, and always will be. She loves you."
Susan bit her lip, trying to hide her angst. "But ...."
The old woman shook her head. "But nothing. She needs a father. Every child has more than enough love for two parents. Just because Joel can spend time with her doesn't mean that you're less important to her. It only means that she has her father back."
"How ... how do you know what Heather needs?" Susan asked. "Who are you? And what gives you the right to interfere with how I raise _my_ daughter?"
"Because I've been alive far longer than you have, and I've learned a few things in my life," the woman said with an enigmatic smile.
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Joel gave Heather one more hug. "I promise I'll take you out to dinner Tuesday, unless your mom has other plans." He glanced at Susan expectantly. She shook her head. "Tuesday, then. You get to pick where we go."
"Okay," Heather said. Her eyes were starting to get teary.
Joel noticed. He wiped at her cheek. "What's wrong, baby girl?" he asked.
"I ... I wish you didn't have to go," Heather said, sniffling as she tried to fight her tears.
"Well, I have to."
"I wish we could all be a family again," Heather cried.
Joel held her tight, letting her cry on his shoulder. "So do I, honey," he said softly. "So do I." He shook his head. "But it's not that simple."
"Why not?" Heather asked in her childish innocence.
Joel gulped. "Your mom and I ... we had a lot of fights. We hurt each other's feelings a lot." He shook his head. "We weren't trying to, but it happened. Before we could get back together, we'd have to learn to not be hurt, and to forgive each other." He sighed. "Sometimes, the hurt is so bad that people can't ever do that."
"Do you still love Mommy?" Heather asked.
Joel glanced at Susan, before he looked back to Heather. "Yes, honey, I do. But she still hurt me, and I hurt her, and I'm not sure she can forgive me."
"I've been praying every night that you can come back to live with us," Heather said. "That we can all be a family again."
"I can't make any promises," Joel said honestly. "I don't know what's going to happen." He gave Heather one more hug. "Now, you need to get in your mom's car so you can go home." He opened the door so she could crawl in.
Susan got out of the car and walked around to ensure that Heather was properly buckled in. She shut the door, and paused, looking at Joel. "Congratulations, I guess," she said in a voice carefully devoid of emotion.
"I didn't win," Joel said, surprising her. "Heather won. She got her Daddy back."
"I ... I guess you're right," Susan said. "Well," she continued, straightening herself and pushing back her emotions, "I suppose we can alternate Saturdays, so you have time to spend with her."
Joel smiled. "Actually, I'd prefer Sundays. From what she told me, she has swimming lessons on Saturdays, and that would make for a hectic day for her."
Susan nodded. "I suppose so." She turned to leave, but stopped and glanced over her shoulder. She opened her mouth to say something, but no words came out. She tried again, and still could say nothing. Finally, she said, "I assume you'll be in touch so we can schedule your visitation times?"
Joel nodded. "Maybe some time, we can all go have dinner."
Susan seemed startled by his suggestion. "Maybe," she said hesitantly. She was clearly not enamored with the idea.
"Bye," Joel said simply as Susan circled the car and climbed in. He turned, and waved happily at Heather, who was smiling broadly at him. He stood, waving and watching, as the car drove off. It was too similar to what had happened once before, but that had been at the start of his forced separation from his daughter. Now, he knew that he could see her any time their schedules would permit.
"I take it you'll be spending Saturdays at swimming lessons with Heather?" Grandmother said from beside Joel. Her appearance startled him.
"What?" he asked. "Oh, yeah. I guess I will."
Grandmother laughed. "I knew there was a reason you chose Sundays instead of Saturdays."
Joel smiled. "I can't fool you, can I?"
"You know that you can't keep doing that. It will eventually lead to problems. What if Heather tells her friend Jodi something that she wouldn't tell a parent? That would put you in a very awkward position. What if she invites you to a sleepover?" She shook her head. "It can only get messy if you keep up being Jodi."
Joel nodded sadly. "Yeah, I suppose you're right. But for now, at least, I can have another weekend or two with her as a friend. I _did_ lose a lot of time together, you know."
"I know. Just be careful." The old woman smiled. "Let's go get an ice cream. My treat."
Joel nodded, a happy smile still on his face. "That sounds like a fun idea."
"What about your marriage?" Grandmother asked as they drove to the ice cream shop.
"What about it?"
Grandmother smiled. "You still love her. Even after all you've been through, after she hurt you in the court and with the divorce, you still love her, don't you?"
Joel knew better than to argue. "Yes," he said simply. "Yes, I do." He sighed. "But I hurt Susan too badly before we had Heather, and she hurt me pretty badly after," he continued, "and Danielle really screwed things up for me."
"I think that maybe Susan found out what kind of person Danielle really is," Grandmother reassured Joel. "Their argument, and that little tantrum she had in court when your lawyer confronted her about _her_ being the one pushing for an affair, and interfering with Heather, really opened Susan's eyes. Maybe she can see that Danielle was lying about a lot of things."
"Maybe."
"Do you want to renew your marriage with her?" Grandmother asked.
Joel shrugged. "I suppose so," he answered. "I suppose you're going to tell me what my future holds?"
Grandmother laughed. "Do you want me to tell you what your future holds?"
Joel thought for a moment. "No," he said. "I don't think so." He chuckled. "If we get back together...."
"It'll take a lot of work on both of your parts, and you're not sure that either of you are willing to risk getting hurt again, is that it?"
Joel nodded. "Yeah. That sums it up pretty well." He shrugged. "There were a lot of things that we ... didn't agree on, even before we had Heather. There is a lot of pain to get past. "Maybe we will, maybe we won't. We'll just have to see what happens."
"In the meantime, you got a very big part of your life back. You got your daughter."
"Yes, I did," Joel confirmed, smiling broadly. "Yes, I did."
Grandmother patted him on the shoulder. "Congratulations." Despite her burning curiosity, she refrained from looking at Joel's future. She could have easily told him what the future held, but he didn't want to know, and it wasn't her place to force such knowledge on him. She knew that she couldn't, not without being asked. If she knew the future possibilities, there was always a chance that, subconsciously, she might affect the magic in a way that steered Joel toward what _she_ thought was best. She couldn't do that. Still, she couldn't help but wonder if Joel and Susan _would_ reunite. He _did_ still love her — quite a lot.
FIN
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A wife notices that her husband seems to be always checking out other women. She finds a way to let him know just how it feels to be on the receiving end of such unwanted attention...
This is another old BB story which is posted here, although it has been posted on other boards and forums before.
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An active volcano would not have fumed so much as Brenda. It always got to her. At first, she’d considered that she was just being jealous, that her husband’s roving eye bothered her because she felt threatened by other women. But now, after several months, she was certain that it wasn’t because he was jealous — it was because Dennis’ ogling really bothered her. She slapped him lightly. “Stop that,” she hissed.
Dennis turned his gaze back toward his dinner and his wife. “What?” he asked innocently. He knew his wife had caught him.
“You know what! You were gawking at her.”
Dennis sighed. “I don’t understand why you’re so upset? I mean, all I did was look at her.”
Brenda scowled. “Your tongue was dragging on the floor.”
“It was not. I just noticed that she had a nice dress.” Dennis put a bite of lasagne in his mouth to try to end this conversation. His wife had always been insanely jealous, even though he’d never given her reason to worry. Not in their college years while dating, not during their engagement, and certainly not in the year and a half they’d been married.
But Brenda was not mollified. The air during the remainder of dinner was icy cold. And once, when Brenda saw his eyes tracking yet another pretty young thing, her eyes shot daggers at Dennis.
The evening was little better. When they got home, Brenda ignored him, leaving him alone on the couch while she telephoned her best friend. When Dennis glanced into the living room, where Brenda perched with the phone glued to her ear, she gave him an angry glare and closed the door in his face. Dennis sighed, knowing that it was going to be a long night. And there was no chance of any romance.
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“Good morning,” Dennis said cheerfully as he sat down at the breakfast table. Brenda sat across the table, reading the paper. She didn’t even acknowledge his greeting.
Dennis frowned when he glanced at the table. Usually, Brenda had a glass of juice and cup of coffee waiting at his place, with a plate of eggs or a bowl of cereal. Today, there was nothing.
Dennis glanced at Brenda, and saw the impassive look on her face. He walked to the refrigerator and poured himself some juice, then got a cup of coffee. Glancing over his shoulder at his wife, Dennis poured himself a bowl of Grape Nuts, and then got some milk and sugar. With his breakfast, he sat down again.
Brenda still didn’t so much as glance up from the paper.
“I’m sorry about last night,” Dennis said, sounding penitent. “I didn’t know it bothered you so much.”
Brenda turned the page. “Hmmm,” was all she answered.
Dennis felt encouraged that she’d at least answered. “I’ll try to stop.”
“Hmmm.” She turned another page.
“What’s the plan for today?” Dennis steered the conversation to something safe, even though he already knew the answer. Saturday morning, they always ran errands.
“There are a couple of errands I want to run.” She didn’t even look up as she spoke.
Dennis knew something was up. She seemed to be still seething. But at least she was talking again. That was progress. Maybe some flowers would help her forgive him. He could go get them while she was running errands — based on past experience, Dennis knew that she’d be at the mall for a long time.
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Dennis was barely dressed when he heard Brenda’s car pulling into the driveway. He frowned. That was very odd. She’d only been gone — he glanced at his watch — an hour? The mall in an hour? And that was counting driving! Well, maybe he’d make dinner reservations for tonight since he hadn’t gotten flowers. That should do the trick.
Brenda met him at the door. “We’re going out,” she announced.
Dennis frowned. “Uh, where?”
He got no answer. Brenda had already disappeared into their bedroom. No packages from the store. A trip to the mall in record time. And now, she had plans to go out. He trudged toward the bedroom.
And nearly bumped into Brenda. She was carrying his small duffel bag and her beach bag. “Well, let’s go,” she commanded as she marched past him toward the door. They got in her car, and she drove like the world depended on getting somewhere in a big hurry.
“Where are we going?” Dennis finally asked, unable to contain his curiosity.
Brenda didn’t even glance at him. “You’ll see.” She shut up again, leaving Dennis frustrated and confused.
As the car pulled into the Bikini Beach parking lot, Dennis’ curiosity went into overdrive. “What’s going on? A water park?”
Brenda smiled, an enigmatic little grin. “I thought a day at a water park would be fun.”
Dennis nodded, only half-understanding. “But ... Bikini Beach? I’ve never heard of this place. Is it any good?” He felt his heart pounding, contemplating the possibilities. And as they drove through the parking lot, he saw lots of young ladies walking across the asphalt toward the entrance gate.
Brenda smiled. “Sheila told me it’s a great place. Besides, with a name like Bikini Beach, you should enjoy it.”
Dennis frowned. “I thought you didn’t like it if I admired girls.”
Brenda’s smile seemed to shift subtly. Her eyes were hidden behind her sunglasses, unable to betray the mischievous twinkle. “Well, I figured it couldn’t hurt to try. Besides,” she said, “you’re the one who keeps saying I need to be more open minded.” She tossed him the gym bag and picked up her clothes. Then, strangely, she retrieved a bag from the trunk.
As they approached the ticket booth, Brenda nudged him toward the gate. “Just wait here. This is my treat.”
Dennis walked confidently toward the gate, already watching the shapely young ladies entering the park. Masked by his sunglasses, his eyes roved far and wide, noting every curve of the attractive girls who passed his way. He smiled his warmest, most friendly smile toward the girls. For some strange reason, though, some of the girls giggled as they walked past him. He shrugged it off.
Brenda walked to the ticket window uneasily. There was no line — most of the patrons had passes. She looked up — directly at an old woman.
“May I help you?” the old woman asked simply.
Brenda felt a touch of uncertainty. “Um,” she stammered, “my friend Sheila told me that, um...”
The old woman smiled. “That this is a magical place? That it can help you with your husband’s wandering eye?” She watched the shock register on Brenda’s face. “Sheila told you the truth.” A warm smiled crossed the old woman’s face. “And you have everything you need?” The woman punched a couple of buttons on her computer. “One day, or the weekend?”
Brenda thought for a second. “One day should do it. I hope.”
The old woman smiled, then the special printer spit out a couple of passes. “Enjoy your stay at the park. And make sure you shower before you use the facilities.”
Brenda signed the credit card receipt, finding that her hand was shaking. She put the receipt in her purse, then took the tickets, then tried to smile. “Thank you.” She stepped away from the window, squared her shoulders and took a deep breath, then marched to where Dennis was waiting and handed him a ticket. “The men’s locker is over there,” she said, pointing the way. “And you’re supposed to use the shower before you go into the park.” She nudged him to the gate, where she swiped her pass and entered. Dennis smiled, swiped his pass, and walked into Bikini Beach. “I’ll see you in a couple of minutes,” Brenda said, giving him a quick kiss. Dennis noticed a spring in her step as she walked into the women's locker.
With a shrug, Dennis entered the men’s locker. He frowned at first, noticing how small it seemed. Only a couple of dozen lockers for storing clothes. Then he smiled to himself. All the better. He stripped, placing his clothes in a vacant locker, then pulled on his swimming trunks. He started to step out of the locker room, but then remembered that he was supposed to shower.
The warm spray felt peculiarly invigorating, like a thousand little fingers massaging his muscles. Dennis smiled as a warm tingly sensation flowed through his body, easing every little ache. He stayed in the shower a very long time, enjoying it. So relaxing was the shower that he didn’t notice the faint pink mist rising around him, the slight tickle as his hair spilled from his head, cascading behind him in wavy dark locks which reached to his mid-back.
As Dennis reached his arm across his body to open the shower curtain, he felt something peculiar pushing into his arm — something soft and warm. And at the same time, he felt something pressing against his chest. A wet something swished against his back, while his arm reached and reached — and still came short of the curtain. Still tranquilized by the wonderful shower, Dennis’ brain began processing these conflicting and strange sensory inputs. Something didn’t seem quite right, but he couldn’t quite place it.
Dennis turned his head, making the wet swishing worse, and glanced at the curtain. His mouth opened, shocked, as he saw the tiny delicate hand reaching from his arm. From his shorter, more slender, finer, hairless arm. A scream started, and choked off. Dennis retracted his hand, turning it so he could more plainly see it. It was a woman’s hand. Of that, there was absolutely no doubt. Fine and delicate and bearing inch-long fingernails, his hand was changed.
Dennis yanked the curtain open, shocked and angry, wondering how this illusion was done and determined to end it. And as his hand yanked the curtain, he felt it again — the soft pillow-like obstruction. This time, his eyes tracked down, his head tilting and causing that strange wet sensation on his back again.
Dennis couldn’t suppress the scream this time. On his chest were ... boobs! Nice big round firm bare boobs, capped with big round nipples. Huge boobs! Dennis’ hands shot to them, cupping the impossible orbs in his impossibly changed hands, feeling their heft in his hands while the sensations of his chest told him undeniably that they were real. He stared, open-mouthed, at the breasts, feeling his own fingers pressing against their flesh, feeling the warmth of his skin against his own skin.
A sudden horrifying thought crashed into Dennis’ mind — if he had boobs on his chest, then down below ... Holding his breath, afraid of what he might find, Dennis peered between his boobs, through the valley of cleavage, down. Down his torso, down his abdomen. His impossibly flat abdomen! Though Dennis was not a fitness freak, he did keep himself in good shape. But now — his abdomen was flat. Incredibly flat and smooth. And ... Dennis gasped. His swimming suit was altered, changed. Instead of his light blue trunks, his hips supported the bands of a powder blue thong, a tiny little female bikini bottom. A new scream sounded, echoing strangely in Dennis’ ears, sounding totally foreign to him. Even as his brain struggled with the reality that the feminine-sounding scream came from him, he stared wide-eyed at the flat emptiness of the bikini bottom. He was missing his willy.
It took several minutes for Dennis to regain something resembling composure. Something had happened to him. He took a deep breath to steady himself, flinching at the unfamiliar swaying sensation on his chest as his boobs moved with his breathing.
“Dennis? Are you ready yet?”
Dennis gasped. Brenda. She was out there — waiting for him. Panic time. What was he going to do?
“Dennis, dear,” she continued calling into the locker, “I know there have been some changes, so why don’t you come out and let me have a look?”
Dennis was caught between two emotions. She’d done this. Somehow, she’d done this to him. And as the anger simmered, he felt profoundly embarrassed, ashamed of what he’d become. Ashamed of having to face Brenda looking like this.
But he didn’t have any choice, did he? Not really. Finally, he crossed his arms in front of his new breasts and peeked around the corner.
“Come one out,” she called soothingly when she spied him.
Dennis shook his head. “Nope,” he said stubbornly, his impossible feminine voice ringing in his ears, a rich soft contralto which sounded oh-so-sexy.
Brenda took a step and grabbed his arm. Dennis prepared to fight her, but he realized that, in this body, he was much weaker, and she dragged him from the locker room.
“Now let’s have a look at you,” she said after she tugged him away from the locker room. She took a half-step back, and she gazed at him, her eyes taking in his entire body from head to toe.
“Young lady,” a stern voice called out. Dennis spun, not from being called upon, but because this new person was going to see him — changes and all.
The old woman marched up to Dennis. “Young lady,” she said again, “I will have none of that in my park!”
Dennis glanced at the woman, then at Brenda, then back at the woman. His face was a mixture of shame and puzzlement. “I don’t understand.”
With surprising strength, the old woman spun him, so he was facing a mirror. “There is no topless sunbathing at this park.” She held up a bikini top, skimpy as the bottom Dennis was wearing, and matching color. “Put this on please.”
Dennis stared at himself in the mirror while Brenda, with a catlike grin, tied the bikini top to him. He was ... gorgeous. By his own standards, he was incredibly attractive. Long wavy brunette hair, soft hazel eyes, pert little nose, soft sensuous lips. Moderately tall — Dennis guessed maybe five-foot eight or five-foot nine. Dennis’ eyes went to the feet, and then up the long sexy legs, pausing at the round hips. His new narrow waist seemed tiny, and greatly exaggerated his hips, making his figure seem all the more curvy. And above his waist ... boobs. Nothing but boobs. Large firm breasts, guaranteed to catch the eye of any red-blooded man. They were barely covered by the tiny bikini, leaving little to the imagination as the taut strings pulled them into a wonderous display of cleavage.
Dennis turned to Brenda and the old woman. “Why?” was all he could ask.
The old woman looked impassively at him. “This is a private club for women. I created it so women wouldn’t have to feel stared at by such as yourself.” Dennis’ mouth dropped open — how had this woman known that? She smiled as recognition dawned on him. “Oh, yes. I know your type. Well, as long as you’re in my park, you’ll wear this form so you won’t be so tempted to gawk and ogle my patrons.”
Dennis stared at her for several seconds, then at Brenda. “This is your doing, isn’t it?” he demanded.
Brenda smiled at him. “It’s time you learned a little lesson about ogling women.”
Dennis stared at her, then at the old woman. A smug little grin crept over his face. “But there aren’t any guys here. So no-one will be staring at me. I can just leave and end this little game.”
The woman smiled, an innocent smile that nonetheless sent a chill through Dennis’ spine. “The change doesn’t wear off until about twelve hours after your pass expires.”
Dennis’ jaw dropped again. “Then I’m stuck ... until tonight?”
Brenda’s eyes twinkled mischievously. “Assuming I bought you a one day pass.”
The old woman was walking off, her job done. But then she remembered something, and turned back. “Oh, and young lady?” Dennis looked at her, his mouth hanging open. “If I were you, I wouldn’t ride the speed slides. Not in that bikini. Unless you enjoy having to keep putting it back on.” She turned again and vanished around a corner.
Brenda’s eyes gleamed. “Now, since you’re stuck as a girl for a while, I think we should call you something besides Dennis.” She looked thoughtful for a second. “How about Denise? It’s close enough, but much more fitting than that other name.”
**********
“Well, how was it?” Brenda asked as they walked back toward the lockers.
Denise was smiling. “Not too bad. Once I forgot about the change, it was pretty fun.”
Brenda was surprised at how well Denise was acting. She’d expected a lot of resentment and anger. Instead, Denise was almost — bubbly! Very pleased. And try as she might to be angry about that, Brenda couldn’t help admitting that she, too, had had a very good day. This park was ... fun! “Well, I guess it’s time to get dressed.”
Denise almost missed a step. Brenda saw the smile disappear, replaced with a worried frown. “Uh,” Denise said hesitantly, “can’t I just wrap up in a towel to go home?”
Brenda tried to suppress her wicked grin. “No. Because we’re not going home.” She watched as the color drained from Denise’s face. “That’s right. We’re going out. I’ve got reservations for dinner, and then I thought we’d go dancing.”
Denise looked as panic-stricken as she felt. “But....” She tried to find something to say. “I just want to go home,” she finally said.
Brenda shook her head. “Nope. We’re going out.” She led Denise into the men’s locker and retrieved her clothes, then led her, still protesting, into the women’s locker room. Denise glanced around, suddenly feeling self-conscious around the other women. Brenda saw this and laughed. “Oh, come on. It’s just us girls in here.” She untied Denise’s top. “Now let’s get dressed.”
Brenda quickly shed her swim suit, then opened her locker and began to dress. Denise gulped, glanced around, and finished disrobing. As she started to pull on the bra which Dennis’ t-shirt had become, Brenda grasped her hand. “Uh, uh,” she said, shaking her head.
“But ... I have to get dressed,” Denise protested. “I can’t go out like this!”
Brenda looked up and down Denise’s naked body, eliciting a blush from Denise. Then Brenda grinned. “I guess you can’t. And you can’t very well go out in those ... clothes!” She frowned in disgust at the clothes Dennis’ duds had become. With a vicious smile, Brenda pulled a bag from her locker and set it down beside Denise. “Here. Wear these.”
Denise knew she’d been had as she pulled the bright red dress from the bag. Brenda had this all planned, right down to the lacy bra and matching panties. Down to the nylons and high-heeled shoes. Down to the jewelry and cosmetics in the bag. Denise looked up, knowing that Brenda had gotten the upper hand.
Brenda finished stuffing Denise’s old clothes into her bag. “Come on.” She saw the look of anguish on Denise’s face. “It’s that — or nothing.”
Denise gave up. There was no way out of this mess. With Brenda’s help, she got dressed. It took quite a while, she realized, especially since she wasn’t used to these ... feminine clothes! The panties weren’t so bad; a bit lacy and soft, but not so much different from Dennis’ underwear. But the bra — damn if she could get it on right; it just didn’t feel like it fit properly. And it pushed her boobs up and together, making them look even larger and accentuating her cleavage. Denise felt like crying — the damned things were so big, and then to wear something to accentuate that!
The nylons were a big surprise. Denise didn’t quite know what to expect; their silky softness felt so — exciting. And then the dress. That tiny short red dress. Denise pulled it on, but then couldn’t figure out how to get herself zipped. After Brenda helped her, Denise looked in the mirror. Part of her wanted to run and hide, and part wanted to stare at the very curvy young lady. She glanced down, into the gaping cleavage, and felt like she was spilling out of the skimpy very low-cut dress. She glanced back in the mirror, seeing herself again, this time more aware of her assets. Dennis’ eyes would have locked on this figure.
Brenda guided Denise to the bathroom, then took out a comb. Denise was surprised at how much her hair had become tangled, both by the swimming and by the shower afterward. And Brenda laughed at how, in trying to towel her hair dry, Denise had made the tangles worse. With lots of merciless combing and tugging, Brenda finally got Denise's hair combed; Denise had tears in her eyes by the time the ordeal was over. A little work with the blow dryer, and the waves in Denise’s hair really perked up.
Denise turned, ready to leave now that her hair was combed, but Brenda stopped her. She wasn’t done yet. Out came the bag, disgorging the cosmetics. On went a little blush and a little eyeshadow, some lipstick and lip liner. Some mascara. The works.
Brenda worked with Denise’s back to the mirror, so Denise couldn’t see what was going on. When she finished, Brenda spun Denise.
Denise froze, her mouth agape. She was - very attractive. No, that wasn’t quite right, she thought. Beautiful. Gorgeous. She gawked at the beauty she’d been turned into, transfixed by the difference a little carefully applied makeup had wrought. Without the cosmetics, she’d been good looking, at least by Dennis’ standards. But now? As she gazed, she felt a tug on her ear, and saw in the mirror that Brenda was fastening earrings. Large gold hoops, just like Dennis seemed to like. She watched, almost enraptured, as Brenda lifted her hair and fastened a necklace around her neck — a simple pearl on a modest gold chain, dangling tantalizingly close to her gaping cleavage. And then Brenda gave her a little spritz of perfume, a delicate flowery scent directed at her neck — and the exposed portions of her breasts.
Brenda gazed at her handiwork, grinning. She picked up the bags, then took Denise’s hand and led her out of the locker room. Denise felt awkward on the heels, like she was walking on stilts, tottering along and feeling like she would fall at any moment. Fear filled her eyes — fear of being discovered like this, fear of being stuck, fear of what Brenda had planned. And as the pair walked slowly across the asphalt parking lot, Denise saw the same look in a few other eyes, the same unsteadiness on heels, the same uncertainty in how a few girls carried themselves. All of them had started the morning as guys, she realized. And like her, all were now stuck.
Denise sat, a shocked expression on her face, as Brenda drove the car. She didn’t even consider asking where they were going; Brenda meant to torture her, and Denise didn’t want time to contemplate what might be happening. She just sat, wide-eyed, unflinching, reminded of her change with each bump in the road which set her boobs jiggling and with each corner which caused the seat belt to dig between her breasts. Eventually, Brenda pulled the car into the mall parking lot. Denise looked fearfully at Brenda, silently pleading no, but Brenda grinned and pulled her from the car.
As they walked into the mall, Denise realized that guys were starting to stare at her. Not just glance, but openly ogle her. Leering from passing cars, gawking at her shapely legs and her generous bosom. She pleaded in a whisper, begging Brenda to go home. Brenda, however, had other plans. They walked through the mall, slowly meandering from store to store, never lingering anywhere for very long, and always returning to the main corridors, the hallways seemingly full of the lustful stares. And Brenda laughed when she saw Denise’s stride. She was trying desperately to have a plain walk, to not attract excess attention. Inwardly, Denise knew what a woman’s walk could do for her sex appeal, and she was determined to minimize hers. But she was not used to the heels, and concentrating on keeping her balance and poise was inadvertently causing her hips to sway in a very alluring fashion. And the funniest part to Brenda was that Denise actually thought she wasn’t wiggling her butt as she walked.
Brenda did insist on stopping in one store for a while — Victoria’s Secret. Denise felt a mix of emotions — relief at being out of sight of the gawking, and humiliation at having to try on the lacy teddies that Brenda was pushing on her. And the secret, dreadful thrill of the soft lacy sleepwear on her skin, a tantalizing and almost erotic sensation that Denise was afraid she was enjoying too much.
After wandering for a couple of hours, Brenda glanced at Denise, smiling. Denise had been blushing almost perpetually since they got here, especially when she saw how guys’ eyes locked onto her tits. She was walking nervously, very self-consciously, aware of and embarrassed by the attention to her body.
“You feeling as hungry as I am?” Brenda asked casually. Still, her tone had a biting edge to it that made Denise shudder.
“Can we go home and fix something?” Denise asked softly and hopefully.
Brenda smiled and shook her head. “Nope. I’ve got reservations at Tony’s.”
Denise blanched. “Tony’s?” she echoed, her voice having shifted from nervousness to outright fear.
Brenda pushed open the doors and strode confidently out of the mall, with Denise following her hesitantly. “You like Tony’s, don’t you? That’s what you said last week, isn’t it?”
Denise looked down. “That’s different,” she said softly.
Brenda grinned. “No, it isn’t.” She set off across the parking lot, smiling happily at every passing car, knowing that any guys were staring at her companion.
**********
“Reservations for Jones, party of two,” Brenda announced to the hostess. Denise was standing to one side of the foyer, pressing her back against a wall as if to blend in. The red dress made that impossible, however.
The hostess glanced at her chart. “Jones. Yes, your table should be ready in a few minutes. Would you care to have a cocktail in our lounge while you’re waiting?”
Brenda smiled. “That would be fine.” She beckoned Denise, then the pair went into the lounge. A couple of small tables were empty, and Brenda took one.
“Couldn’t we at least sit somewhere a little less ... visible?” Denise hissed as she sat. Then she realized her position at the table maximized her visibility to both the foyer and the traffic flow to and from the lounge.
Brenda smiled sweetly. “I thought this was your favorite spot.”
Denise realized she’d been caught, again, by her old arguments.
“Well, not now it isn’t.”
Brenda stifled the smug grin. “White wine, please,” she said to the server who’d appeared at their table. “For both of us.”
Denise spent most of the wait staring at the table. She knew that eyes were fixed on her, but didn’t want to acknowledge it. And when they got to the table, Denise knew that Brenda had arranged this table — perhaps the single most visible table in the restaurant, where it was guaranteed that nearly every guy could see her.
Dinner was horrible. To be more precise, Denise found the meal quite good, but the experience was worse than the mall. She’d had to glare angrily at a couple of guys. The waiter, a young college kid, had stood beside her, gazing down her cleavage and nearly drooling with desire, making every excuse in the book to check on them. Denise was annoyed at his behavior, but Brenda was amused. She even left him a large tip, which angered Denise.
**********
Denise looked sullenly at Brenda. “I’ve learned my lesson,” she admitted. “Let’s go home now.”
Brenda smiled in triumph, but she wasn’t done yet. “I said I wanted to go dancing, and we’re going dancing.” She led Denise into the club, an oldies rock-n-roll dance club that was very popular. Brenda stood in the entrance for only a moment before she found what she was looking for — an empty table for them to sit. She led Denise through the crowd to the table.
“Pretty lucky to get a table,” she said loudly as she sat down. She pried open her purse and dug out a large bill. “Be a dear and go get us some drinks.”
Denise frowned, then nodded. “Wine?” Brenda smiled and nodded. Denise trudged across the floor, still swaying her butt. Brenda couldn’t help but laugh as she saw all the eyes tracking her like radar, locked onto her short bright red dress and her bosom spilling out of the low-cut neckline. As Denise stood at the bar ordering, a guy walked casually over and tried to talk to her. Denise’s face went through shock, disbelief, humiliation, then on to anger. She said something, and the guy turned and slunk away, his lips moving as he muttered something. Probably calling Denise a bitch, Brenda decided through her giggling.
“Well, what did he say?” Brenda asked gleefully as Denise sat down.
Denise glowered. “Some stupid line about a beautiful girl and getting to know each other better.”
Brenda laughed softly. “So why didn’t you go dancing with him?”
Denise’s glare was all the answer Brenda needed. Then, as Denise looked in horror, Brenda slowly and deliberately took off her wedding ring and slipped it into her purse. “What are you doing?” Denise asked, horrified.
Brenda shrugged. “With you like this, I can’t very well be married to you, can I?”
Within seconds, a guy came over to the table. As he introduced himself, Denise knew what had happened. He’d seen the ring come off the finger. He knew that she was out for a fun evening. To the guy, that meant a good chance at a quick affair with zero chance of commitment. A perfect target for a cheap and sleazy one night stand. And Brenda got up to dance with him, leaving Denise alone at the table.
“Excuse me,” a hesitant voice sounded beside him. Denise spun, startled, and found herself staring up at a young man. “Can I buy you a drink or something?”
Denise started to get angry, then she recognized something. Something she’d done before as a guy. Hesitantly approaching a good-looking girl, nervous as hell, fearful of rejection, but still wanting to ask her to dance or something. And now, she was that girl. “No thank you,” she finally said calmly.
Brenda came back to the table after a bit, leaving her would-be suitor searching for other targets. “So when are you going dancing?” she asked as she slid into her chair.
Denise sat impassively. “I’m not,” she answered firmly.
Brenda’s eyes flashed. “Oh, yes you are,” she retorted in a veiled threat. “I want you to go out and dance.” She got up from the table and walked to the bar. Denise wondered what she was up to, and then breathed a sigh of relief when Brenda came back with drinks. Then Denise’s eyes widened. Following Brenda was a guy. Heading directly for Denise’s side of the table. “Denise, this is Jim. He asked me if you wanted to dance. I told him you loved to.”
Denise glared at Brenda, knowing that she was trapped. There was no way out of this without making a huge scene. Slowly, she stood and walked with the man onto the dance floor.
Time seemed to stand still for Denise. Every move, every turn, every single step seemed to make her boobs bounce. Her steps were halting, hesitant, as she tried to adjust to the altered center of gravity and wider hips. She tried to move slowly, unhurried in a bid to keep from tripping on her heels. And Jim’s eyes were locked onto her bouncing and swaying breasts, his lustful stare plain to even a child. To him, she was an object, a sexy body to be ogled and stared at and fantasized over. She stayed on the floor for four numbers, watching from the corner of her eye as Brenda grinned at her.
That set the pattern for the evening. A short break with Brenda, followed by a few dances. Another break and a little more wine, then some other guy would ask her to the dance floor. A stop in the potty with Brenda, then another glass of wine. All the while, something unknown was happening to Denise. Her movements became smoother, more confident, as experience in the body built and the wine dulled her anxiety. Brenda watched in awe as Denise slowly transformed into a pretty good dancer, losing her self-consciousness and gaining a bit of confidence. But still, her mind fought, rebelling at the concept of having fun dancing in this very feminine and sexy body. And finally, after what seemed an eternity, it was time. Brenda led Denise from the club and to the car.
“What now?” Denise asked hesitantly.
Brenda smiled. “Home,” she answered. The sigh from Denise was evidence of her relief. They drove in silence for a few minutes. “Well?” Brenda asked simply.
“I think I’ve learned my lesson,” Denise finally said softly, her
speech heavily slurred. “It’s not much fun to be treated like ... like a sex object.”
Brenda nodded slightly. She drove on. “But you were getting pretty good dancing.”
Denise blushed. “It was kind of fun, but weird. Like the guys were dancing with ... “ she lifted her hands, cupping her bosom, “with my boobs. And my figure. But not with me.”
Brenda smiled. “Like you weren’t there?” She chuckled. “The bane of every attractive woman.” She turned into the driveway, pressing the button and waiting for the garage door to open.
Denise tottered into the house. “And the slow dances!” She couldn’t suppress her shudder. “One of the guys was so ... disgusting!”
Brenda took her arm and guided her into the master bedroom. “How?”
Denise cringed. “He was pressing himself against me, rubbing his ... dong against me! Like he was trying to jack off on my body.” Another shudder coursed through her body. “And he kept whispering suggestive things.”
Brenda shook her head. “Happens all the time,” she clucked. “Some guys are real assholes. Think they’re God’s gift to women, and that we should be grateful to get a chance to boink them.”
Denise slumped onto the bed, her legs splayed open in a very unladylike fashion. Brenda looked at her, and shook her head softly. “But you kept dancing?” She watched for a reaction, but got none. “Were you starting to get, you know, curious?”
Denise’s head snapped up, and she shook it in denial. “No,” she said quickly. Too quickly. She looked down, biting her lip. “Maybe a bit,” she finally admitted, her cheeks red with the guilt of having been caught.
Brenda shook her head. “You’re a bit drunk, aren’t you” She watched Denise try to look up, to deny it. And she knew she’d nailed it. “I guess I got you out in time, then. Before you got carried away.”
Brenda guided Denise to the bathroom, where she helped her get ready for bed. Denise didn’t even protest when she slipped on the lace teddy. Within seconds of hitting the pillow, Denise was out, worn out by the long day’s activities and the wine.
**********
Dennis awoke, feeling a bit strange. What a weird dream! Wasn’t it? For several long moments, he lay on his back, paralyzed with fear. If it wasn’t a dream, was he still stuck? Was he still in the sexy female body? Finally, he couldn’t stall any longer. He slipped off the sheet, staring open-mouthed at the lacy and very feminine teddy stretched tightly on his male body. His head felt heavy, like he was on the verge of a hangover. As Dennis crawled slowly from the bed, he began to unfasten the buttons, finally dropping the garment around his ankles as he stepped into the bathroom. Bleary-eyed, he stepped to the toilet and relieved the pressure in his bladder. That finished, he stood in front of the mirror, staring at his stubbly face. Slowly, his eyes traced down his reflection — and stopped suddenly.
On his chest, a bit more tanned than yesterday, there were two faint triangles, less tanned than the rest of his skin. Two tiny triangles, made by the itty-bitty cups of the bikini he’d been wearing. The bikini he’d worn after he’d been changed.
Dennis looked up, back into his eyes. His mind whirled, digesting the data. Yesterday had been real. Brenda had changed him into a girl. And then she’d taken him out, so he could be ogled and leered at. The mall. The lingerie store. Where they’d purchased the teddy he’d awakened in. The restaurant where every guy drooled over his body. The club. Drinks and dancing. And then ... blank.
Dennis began to feel panic. What had happened? He knew that he’d had some wine, and danced a few times, but things seemed a little ... foggy. What else had he done? He didn’t think there was any reason to panic, but he wasn’t absolutely sure. What if he had ... gotten carried away? What if he’d experimented with the body?
Brenda came in behind him, wrapping her arms around him from behind and laying her head on his shoulder. “Morning,” she purred.
“Morning,” he answered hesitantly.
“Have a good day yesterday?” she asked, a twinkle in her eye.
Dennis hesitated. “I don’t think I’ll stare at women quite the same way ever again.”
Brenda smiled. “So you learned a lesson?”
Dennis nodded mutely. Finally, he stared at her reflection. “What did we do last night? At the club, I mean?”
Brenda looked at him, then grinned. “You don’t remember?” She couldn’t help laughing. “You honestly don’t remember?” This was rich. She could string him along, make him really truly miserable. Make him think he’d done things he’d regret forever. “Nothing,” she answered after thinking only a moment. “I brought you home before you did anything stupid. You were getting a bit ... drunk. And losing your inhibitions.” She shook her head. “Curiosity, hormones, and alcohol don’t mix.”
Brenda felt the sigh of relief course through Dennis’ body. “From what I do remember, it was kind of a mixed blessing.” He swayed as Brenda hugged him tighter. “On one hand, it really sucked to have guys staring at me like they did. On the other hand,” he said almost wistfully, “that body gave me so much power over the guys. Like I could get them to do anything with just a smile or a wiggle.” He looked thoughtful for a moment. “Is that how it is?”
Brenda smiled. “Sometimes.” She let go and picked up her toothbrush. As she opened the toothpaste, she turned. “So what do you want to do today?”
Dennis shrugged. “I don’t know. You got any ideas?”
Brenda grinned. “I saw a coupon in the paper. Two-for-one admission at Bikini Beach today. What do you think?” Dennis’ shocked expression was all the answer she needed. She started laughing aloud, knowing that she’d just gotten him good.
FIN
This posting was inspired by the recent posting of a new to BC Bikini Beach story by Elrod. I've always been a big BB fan, and have written two of them myself, with Elrod's Okay. One is already here, "If I Should Die Before I Wake", but this one apparantly never made it from Fictionmania to here. I posted it there in 2000, so, after twelve years, here is my new to BC BB offering. Thanks, Elrod for the Bikini Beach stories and all of your other fine stories. You're one of the best.
Bikini Beach: What's Good for the Gander...
By Jezzi Belle Stewart (c) 2000
As he neared the ticket booth, Carl Desmond's mind was
filled with evil glee as he thought of what he had done to that little bimbo
office girl temp. She had been eighteen, fresh out of high school with a
virginal beauty oh so rare these days. Carl had played nice boss, drawing her
out over several lunches, finding that she was a genuinely nice girl, a
virgin saving herself for marriage to her college sweetheart. Carl hated
nice.
Then had come the "work" dinner. The innocent glass of wine, then a second,
and a third, and so on till Carl took his pleasure with the unresisting girl.
The next day he had made sure to be gone when she arose, ashamed and
humiliated by what she had done. At work, he'd been cold and aloof, ignoring
her. Somehow pictures of their night of passion had found their way to her
fiance; "I wonder how ever that could have happened?" he chuckled inwardly.
Soon it was apparent she was pregnant. Of course he had fired the little
slut.
Carl thought back over the many other girls in his past who he had consigned
to a similar fate. Now the thrill of the chase was on him again, a new young
girl from a "nice" family that had recently moved into his apartment complex.
He had learned that she would be at this water park, Bikini Beach, today.
His reverie was broken when he heard, "How may I help you, sir?" He looked up
and saw an attractive young blonde behind the ticket window. As his mind
shifted into present time, a quick feeling of wrongness flickered, but
vanished quickly.
"I'd like a ticket." he said as he leered at her.
Annya had been expecting this man. Special arrangements had been made for
him, so special that they had awaited this face-to-face encounter for
implementation. Annya didn't like what was about to happen, but a quick read
of his mind convinced her that this man deserved it, and she mentally flicked
the switch that activated the special modifications to the Park's magic. She,
too, had felt the momentary flicker of wrongness, but such loathing filled
her for this man over what she had seen in his mind that the wrong feeling
quickly vanished from her consciousness. "This is a private park," she said,
"so we don't sell tickets. We do, however, have some special guest passes
from time to time. All I have right now is a lifetime pass. It's quite
expensive."
Carl was quite wealthy; price was unimportant when he sensed his quarry in
reach. "I'll take it.," he said, passing!over his platinum Mastercard. Having
completed the transaction, he signed the pass on the back and proceeded
toward the men's locker room. "Be sure to take a shower before entering the
park; it's a city health regulation!" Annya called after him, watching his
retreating back. Carl was thirty years old, six feet tall, chiseled Roman
features, dark curly hair, and a body kept trim and in shape. She wondered
how such a handsome man could be so evil. There was no one else in line, so
she decided to follow Carl, giving him time to enter the shower before she
entered the locker room. She wanted to see this one getting what was coming
to him!
She had taken about three steps into the locker room when she was struck be a
mental tidal wave. Something was terribly, terribly wrong! She rushed toward
the showers....
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Carol Gold stood by a large boulder about twenty feet from the exit from the
men's' shower room. Although she tried to hide it with a prim hairstyle, no
makeup, and a conservative one-piece bathing suit, it was impossible for
anyone to see her as anything but drop dead gorgeous - Centerfold material,
she would call herself, bitterly. A grim smile played across her lips as she
thought of the girl about to emerge. And there she was! Carol was a bit
surprised. The girl was cute and young, about fourteen with widening hips, a
narrow waist, budding breasts - almost a "B" cup, she thought - and long
straight blonde hair; Carl had midnight black hair and she had expected the
girl's hair to be that color also. Everything else seemed right, though. The
girl looked thoroughly confused and frightened, staring down at her bare
breasts above a red bikini bottom.
With an evil expression on her face, Carol walked toward the girl. "Why,
hello, Carley, you naughty little girl; don't you know you can't go topless
in the park? she said with mock concern. "People will think you're a slut."
She pulled a skimpy red bikini top from the pocket of her wrap and held it
out to her. When the girl made no move to take it, Carol simply wrapped it
around her chest and fastened the straps behind her back and neck with neat
bows. "There, now you look presentable - so cute and young ... and feminine!"
Now her voice took on a cruel edge. "How do you feel, CARL?!"
At the sound of the male name, the girl seemed to come out of her trance.
"Carol? You know me? What are you doing here? What's happened to me? I'm a...
a... a...
"...girl?" Carol prompted, again with mock concern. "Why yes you are, dear,
and it's permanent, you know. You bought a lifetime pass. yes, you're going
to be a cute little girlie-o for the rest of your life, CARLEY. That's who
you are now, you know ... Carley ... the name's my gift to you, and, oh, yes,
a reminder of who you used to be. No last name, though, you'll have to come
up with that by yourself. Certainly not Desmond, there's no more Carl
Desmond...EVER!
"What...? Carol, Why? How...? Carley started to cry and double over in
emotion caused pain.
Carol put her arms around the sobbing girl and led her over to a table and
seated her in a chair. Carley slumped, put her head in her ams on the table
and cried. Carol took a chair on the opposite side so she could look at him -
oops, her; when Carley's crying reached the sniffling stage, she said
sharply, "Sit up! Look at me! Now here's the way it is..."
This is Bikini Beach, a magic place. You've been changed into a girl by
magic. A fairly young, but pretty girl; I planned it that way. You'll find
that you're not as intelligent as you used to be, about average, I'd say.
You'll find that your sex drive is quite a bit higher than Carl's was, but
not uncontrollable. you're finished with puberty and should develop rapidly
from now on; by the end of two years, you should be drop dead Playboy, Barbie
doll gorgeous, every male's wet dream. But mentally, in everything except IQ,
and sex drive, you will still be all Carl!" Now the bitterness in her voice
was full blown. "Prissy, morally upright, holier-than-thou "I can't do that;
it wouldn't be right." Carl - and, of course, straight as an arrow
heterosexual Carl."
"Ordinarily, the Bikini Beach magic places a man in a new reality where he
has always been a she; only a very few know otherwise. Also the magic usually
softens the blow of transition, providing "training wheels" so to speak. The
new girl automatically knows how to put on makeup, for example, and is
unthinkingly female heterosexually oriented; she LIKES men. In your case, I
was able to make it so that these default settings have been overridden.
Carley is in the same reality as Carl; she will be a Jane Doe, and Carl's
disappearance will be a scandal. Her sexual orientation and moral values will
be Carl's, but not his intelligence. You will mourn the loss of your
intelligence, Carl - and this is the last time I'll call you that - but
you're going to HATE your looks and sex drive. With your looks, no man will
ever take you seriously as anything but a sex object," (here the triumph in
her voice was evident), "and you won't have the brains to overcome that!
More, your body will WANT to be a sex object for men, while your Carl-mind
will HATE it. You'll have to fight to earn a living. You'll have to fight to
maintain those high-and-mighty moral standards of yours. And you're starting
out with NOTHING and only fourteen years old!" Here she threw up her hands
and shouted. "I LOVE IT! And I'll be watching you, love." Her voice was now
intense. She was gripping the edges of the table now, head thrust forward
staring straight into the eyes of the horrified Carley. "You won't be able to
detect me, but I'll be watching every moment of your struggle to maintain
your Carl-self, and struggle you will; I know you!" Now she sat back, visibly
relaxing. "Maybe you'll be able to do it; I gave you the ability, just
barely. But I'm betting you won't." Mock sweetness now. "I'm not a total
bitch, honey. There's some girl clothes, although you may find them a tad
confusing without the "training wheels" and just a bit risqu, and a purse
with a twenty dollar bill, a lipstick, and some tampons in it in your locker;
your period should start within a day!" Now all charades were dropped and the
anger and bitterness was full-blown. "Have a miserable life, CARLEY!" And
Carol forcefully pushed back her chair and got up to leave. Carley's voice,
soft, neutral, unexpectedly calm, stopped her.
"Why?"
A little curious about "her" calm control, Carol sat back down. "Maybe I
should tell you. It will be good therapy for me, and give a frustrating edge
to your "life sentence" when you hear how I've duped you, as well as these
nicey-nice powers that be here at Bikini Beach."
"I've been on the receiving end of men's shit for as long as I can remember."
Carol began. "When I was fourteen, I already had this body, the kind of body
you'll have, in a few years, Carley. Mom had died and it was just Dad and me,
and he began to sexually abuse me. Every guy in school tried to get into my
panties. I'm smart, but none of my teachers recognized that. The men teachers
were just as horney as the boys - I had to have sex with the dean to avoid
being expelled on trumped up charges - and the women teachers were envious;
in their minds I became nothing but "that little tramp."
"I should have graduated with honors from high school, but instead just
barely made it. I couldn't get into college. I couldn't get a decent job.
Even the fast food places fired me because the boys hung around too long and
scared away the family trade. I had lots of offers for prostitution and porno
films, but I couldn't bring myself to be an object for the sex that had
abused me. The lesbian porn trade wasn't any better, and when I tried getting
a job at women owned businesses, I found the owners no better than my female
teachers had been. I even thought about plastic surgery to make myself plain
looking, but couldn't bring myself to do it - no money, either." Her control
broke for a moment, and she slammed her fist down on the table. "DAMN! It
just wasn't fair; beauty shouldn't be a curse!"
Seemingly switching gears, Carol asked conversationally, "Do you remember
what Carl was thinking as he entered the Bikini Beach parking lot, Carley? Of
course you do. Thoughts he had right up till he was in the shower and it was
too late. Were those true thoughts, true memories, Carley, dear?" Dripping
sarcasm here "Of course they weren't! Carl was a genuinely nice man. I
remember when I first met him. Remember?
I was thirty years old; years of living hand to mouth, struggling to remain a
"good girl" when I saw an ad for a secretarial job. I was going to do my
usual tricks; mousy brown wig, binding my breasts, thick glasses, but I
decided what the hell and wore my sexiest outfit - If nothing else, Carl was
going to be my first trick! I had sunk that low. But it wasn't like that at
all. Your - Carl's - look on meeting me acknowledged my beauty, and then
ignored it! I had my first normal job interview from a man, and I got the
job! On my ability! At first I thought he was gay, but then I met his wife, a
lovely person in her own right. It was easy to tell they were very much in
love. When your top sales rep, the man who was bringing in the most money for
the company, hit on me, tried to threaten me with losing my job if I didn't
FUCK" - her voice rose - "him right away, you (the switch to second person
was natural. Carol was lost in the moment.) fired him! You promoted me, made
me your personal secretary. I was a guest in your home several times. At
first I couldn't believe my luck after all those years. But gradually I began
to hate you. HATE YOU!" Again the fist on the table. I had carefully built my
whole personality structure around the fact that all men were scum. I don't
mean the silly joking that women normally indulge in. The belief that ALL men
are scum had become the essential core of what made me, me. And now you were
tearing down that core, destroying me just by being you. How dare you be a
good man! There weren't any! I vowed there would not be any. In order for my
belief structure to stay in tact, you HAD to be destroyed, and not just
destroyed, humiliated, degraded, made to experience what your kind had made
of me. You see that don't you?" A note of pleading entered her voice. Carley
just continued to gaze calmly at her, though, which restored her anger.
"I knew about Bikini Beach before I met you." she continued grimly. "A
girlfriend of mine had a pretty little submissive lesbian lover. One girls'
night out, when we were both more than a bit drunk and I was doing my usual
bitching about men, all of a sudden she started giggling and said, 'You need
Bikini Beach!' and she went on to tell me the story of her lazy no-account
husband. In an attempt to revitalize the relationship, Sheila - that's my
friend - suggested they go to this new water park she had seen the ads for,
Bikini Beach, and he agreed. When they arrived and she saw the stream of
gorgeous girls going into the park, she began to reconsider, but her husband,
with a leer on his face, had already gotten in line. The young girl at the
ticket window explained that Bikini Beach was a private park, but they did
have a few guest passes. It just so happened they had two lifetime passes,
specially discounted that day."
Carol momentarily snapped out of her reverie. "Sound familiar, sweetie?", she
snapped at Carley. Then she returned to her story. Well, when Sheila realized
that the cute little thing that had emerged from the men's locker room was
really her husband, she almost rolled on the ground laughing. At that point,
the young lady from the ticket window appeared and handed her husband a
bikini top." She glanced at Carley for a reaction. There was none, just that
calm stare. When Sheila commented that "she" had put it on as if she had been
doing it all her life, The young lady took them aside and explained the
normal - not your case, dear - workings of Bikini Beach. No one would her
would remember her husband. All would remember "her" as always being a girl
and being Sheila's lesbian lover. The submissive traits were programmed in as
part of the "training wheels". Sheila commented that she and "Judy" were now
quite happy. Having met Judy, I just knew there was no way she could ever
have been a man. When I expressed that to Shelia, she asked me to come with
her to Bikini Beach, and I agreed. While this seemed pretty stupid in the
morning when I was sober, I agreed to go anyway. All we did was sit in the
parking lot, but at the end of the day, I believed her. About 20 men had
entered the park; none left. I pushed Bikini Beach into the back of my mind.
I couldn't very well lure every man who had "done me wrong" to The Park,
could I? Bikini Beach became another bit of interesting but useless
information ... till I met you and decided I hated you."
The sun was getting hot, and carol was becoming frustrated over getting no
reaction from Carley, so she decided to cut to the chase. I decided a Bikini
Beach lifetime pass would be your punishment for destroying my sense of self,
but not the normal Bikini Beach treatment. Realizing from Sheila's experience
that there must be some mental filtering process to induce a female change
right for the man involved, and knowing what a nice guy are ...were" - She
flicked a half smile - "I believed you would land on your feet, maybe even
better off than before. I had to find some way around that. Remember, I
wanted you PUNISHED! So I learned hypno therapy. You know that. Remember that
day your back was bothering you and I asked if I could practice on you, maybe
help you out?" Aha! finally there was a flicker of emotion from Carley, as
she began to see where carol was leading. "You were so easy! And your back
felt so much better that you never thought to inquire whether I'd done only
that. Well, CARL-LY, I had Carl sign over to me full power of attorney to run
the company, at a much higher salary, and also write letters to the Board of
directors and his wife saying that he was going to take a long trip to 'find
himself." If he didn't return within a year, I was to assume full power and
the company would belong to me. You don't remember your conference with your
lawyer where he drew everything up nice and legal, all the while trying to
talk you out of it, do you? Oh, I cried with your wife when she came in to
see you and I had to tell her you were already gone! Gone here, to Bikini
beach! I planted those false memories in his brain along with the command to
come here today. I told the Bikini Beach lady I spoke with to set this up all
about the fake you. She was so doubtful that anyone could be so evil as you
that she wanted to meet you before triggering the changes in The Beach's
magic. I believed/hoped that whatever mental filters were in place would pick
up the false memories and not search for the buried real ones. AND IT WORKED!
The memories were triggered when you entered the parking lot, everything has
gone according to plan, AND YOU'RE STUCK!
With absolutely no trace of emotion, Carley reached across the table and
slapped Carol in the face. Hard! And then began to cry. Carol leaped up, her
hand to her throbbing cheek. "Enjoy what little satisfaction that gave you,
you little bitch! There's precious little satisfaction you'll get from your
new life. Why I bet you're multiple fucked and pregnant before the week's
out!" She turned and stormed out, turning back only once briefly to throw
"Goodbye, CARLEY!" at the young girl sitting crying at the table. She didn't
see the faint glow beginning to surround her.
When Carol arrived back at Carl's, now her, office, she found a message about
an emergency at the Seattle plant that required her personal attention. She
estimated she would be gone three days. Any monitoring of that bitch Carley
would have to wait till she returned. "No hurry." she thought, smiling. "All
the time in the world."
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When Carol returned from Seattle, she found a message from Bikini Beach on
her answering machine. Could she come to the park ASAP, please? There was a
problem with her niece, Carley.
Carol grabbed her purse and headed out the door. "Niece?" she thought. "Nice
try, Carl, but you'll find out I'll disown you so fast it'll make your head
spin. Maybe I can arrange it so Carley spends some time in juvie lockup." And
smiling and thinking pleasant thoughts like that, she drove to Bikini Beach.
When she reached the ticket booth, the same attractive blond girl as before
was working; she looked vaguely familiar. "Hi, I'm Ms. Gold. I was told
there's a problem here with a young girl claiming to be my niece. I'd like to
get this cleared up; you see, I have no niece."
"Oh, yes, Ms. Gold;" said Annya. "My grandmother, the owner of Bikini Beach,
is expecting you. Just go through that door over there.
As she moved toward the door indicated by Annya, Carol noted that the office
was actually outside the park. Pushing open the door, she observed a rather
sparse office, with a plain wooden desk with three straight-backed chairs
facing it. On the desk was a pitcher with what looked like ice tea in it
along with several glasses. Behind the desk sat an elderly woman who looked
like she had at one time been quite attractive but who had let herself go as
old age approached. carol also noted that the room was extremely warm, even
hot; she was beginning to sweat already.
The old woman indicated a chair. "Ah, Ms. Gold. I'm so glad you could make it
today. I'm sorry, but the air conditioning is on the blink. May I offer you a
cold drink?"
Carol was really sweating by this time and gratefully accepted. "You drink of
your own free will." the old woman stated formally. Little alarm bells began
to go off in Carol's brain, but it was too late; she had already taken a
drink. All her energy seemed to drain out of her and she slumped in the
chair. "What...?" she managed to get out before she lost consciousness.
She opened her eyes to see the old woman, seated in exactly the same spot,
looking over some papers on her desk. At Carol's croaked "What...?", she
looked up.
"Ah, I see you have returned to us." she said. "You have been "out", as they
say, for almost an hour. Carol heard the door opened behind her but didn't
seem to be able to turn her head to look. The blonde girl from the ticket
booth moved into her view and stood beside the old woman. "This is my
granddaughter, Annya." she said conversationally; "You've met before."
"At the ticket...?"
"Yes." continued the old woman. "But I'm not talking about there." Seeing
Carol's puzzled look, she waved a hand at her granddaughter. Annya made a
sign, and a shimmering golden wave seemed to pass across her body. When it
was gone, there stood...
"CARLEY!" gasped Carol, as a flood of panic began to engulf her.
"Don't ry to move, dear; you can't." advised the old woman. Without taking
her eyes off Carol, she addressed her granddaughter. "I believe you can leave
now, dear; you've created the desired effect, and there ARE customers at the
ticket window. On your way out, would you show the final pl ayer in our
little drama in, please." With a little smile and a wave at Carol, the girl
turned to go. Out of the corner of her eye, carol saw the beginning of the
golden shimmer, but when she tried to turn and watch the girl exit, she found
the old woman had been right, she couldn't.
"What...?" asked Carol.
Shaking her head, the old woman smiled at Carol. "Tut tut, my dear; you do
seem to have a limited vocabulary. Ah, here she is now. An extremely
attractive woman with body language that stated unequivocally "professional
lady" moved into Carol's view. She was in her mid twenties and was wearing a
tastefully feminine white silk blouse under a blue pinstripe suit; her skirt
ended at mid knee. She was wearing pumps with a two-inch heel, and her makeup
and jewelry were perfect for the boardroom. Her hair was mid length and
styled in a French role ... and it was jet black!
Recognition and denial warred within carol so her "CARL" came out half
statement and half question.
"No." said the woman, gazing calmly at Carol; "Carley. Carl is around though;
you'll meet him in a moment." She and the old woman exchanged slight smiles.
"You see, you've partially succeeded, Carol. I am a woman, just not the kind
you intended. I'm Carley, and will be for the rest of my life. And I'm OK
with that. Would you care to explain, ma'am?
The old woman fixed her penetrating gaze on Carol. I am extremely
disappointed in you. And I am extremely angry. You set out to ruin a good man
(Privately, she somewhat agreed with carol that there were few of those, but
there were some.) whose only "crime" was to treat you well, with respect and
dignity. And you almost succeeded. My security system has now been modified
to detect non-magical mental interference in the first stage perimeter, the
parking lot. Fortunately for Carley, the first step in the showering process
wipes away all outside mental interference in order to create a blank slate
for whatever mental changes have been magically programmed to take place. As
soon as that took place, my granddaughter received the true mental picture of
Carl Desmond and immediately recognized that a grievous wrong was about to
take place. It's a good thing she had decided to follow Carl, as she was able
to drag him out of the shower before all but the basic changes had been
programmed."
When she paused, Carley continued. "As you can see, she was not able to stop
everything. I am a woman, and I am younger, and I am what I would have been
had I been born a woman. And "training wheels. But minimum ones so that I can
find out about womanhood mostly on my own; I rather like that, actually.
Also, my reality has been altered; yours too, as you'll see. However, as
Annya explained it, she was able to revert the system to it's defaults for me
in several important respects regarding the, as she put it, "fine tuning" you
wanted.
"No reduction in intelligence, no extreme age reduction, and no unnatural sex
drive enhancement." continued the old woman. "She's not dumb, she's not a
slut, and she's not too young to live on her own and enjoy life. In this
reality, she still owns the company, and her wife is her lesbian lover." At
that she tried to stifle a guilty look.
"Don't feel bad, ma'am." Carley stepped to the old woman's side and put her
arm around her shoulders. "I figured out that that will gradually fade and
that I will eventually become a fully heterosexual female. The "training
wheels" you know; that had to be the default setting. I'm just glad the
change will be gradual, and I'm sure my wife and I will at least end up as
best girlfriends.
The old woman looked at Carley with approval and just a hint of thanks. "Carl
was one of the better men, and you, Carley, are showing yourself to be one of
the better woman. Certainly as compared to you, Carol." She turned her
attention on Carol. "But then, you're not Carol anymore are you? What's your
name? she snapped out.
"Car..., Car..., Carl! No!" her voice rising in, panic, but a different
voice, only slightly deeper "I'm not a man; I'm a woman, and my name is...
is... Car... Car... Carl!" and HE broke down crying.
"Look at yourself." commanded the old woman. "Look at what you've gained and
what you've lost!"
"And what you haven't lost." added Carley
Carl's hands immediately went to his crotch; a bulge there, Then to his
chest; no bulges there. He noted in passing that his fingernails were no
longer long or painted but that his fingers and hands appeared rather small
and dainty, unchanged from Carol's. Finding he could now move, he jumped up
and whirled to face the mirror. A flat-chested Carol with a bulge below the
waistline stood there. Still five foot five, still one hundred twenty pounds,
still long below the shoulders hair, just enough changes to the face to give
it a slightly male cast; the totality was a very femme looking male. He
turned to face the old woman. "How could you do this." he half asked and half
accused. "By your own rules, Bikini Beach magic only works one way. Sheila
told me. You aren't supposed to be able to turn women into men!"
"And Sheila was right, young man." said the old woman, standing now,
confronting the new man. "Bikini Beach magic can't change women to men. But I
know a wizard who can. It was his "tea" you drank, of your own free will. I
owe him big time now, and, knowing him, he'll collect in spades. It was worth
it, though, to turn the tables on you. You ARE now a man, though, by design,
not much of one. You still work for the company, and Carley is your boss.
Carley, what's the verdict on the new Carl?"
"Well, Carl, I think the way you look, you'll have problems enough without me
adding to them." said Carley, circling him, looking him up and down. "I bear
you no ill will; I did some background checks these past two days into the
pre-change files - don't ask me how." She held up her well manicured hand to
stop the question forming on Carl's lips. "She" He indicated the old woman.
"has ways. And I found what a hard life Carol led that drove her to do this
to me. When I walk out the door, I will forget that you were ever Carol. When
you walk out, you will forget I was ever Carl. Goodby Carol, if it's any
consolation, you were the best secretary I ever had." He turned to leave, and
Carl turned back toward the old woman. Each momentarily froze.
"Carley," she said, "If you like, please come back into my office in ten
minutes." She waved her hand and Carley continued out the door. She turned
her attention on the new Carl and waved her hand in the same manner. he
continued his turn till he faced her. "Carl," she said leaning back and
speaking in a conversational tone, as I said, Carl, the old Carl, was a good
man. Carley will be an even better woman, but she's still too near her
vanished manhood. Both were and are too good. Have you ever read Kipling,
Carl?" He nodded his head no, wondering where this was leading. "A shame." s
he sighed. "Let me quote you a verse from one of his poems:
'When the early Jesuit fathers preached to Hurons and Choctaws,
They prayed to be delivered from the vengeance of the squaws.
'Twas the women, not the warriors, turned those stark enthusiasts pale.
For the female of the species is more deadly than the male.'
Well, you've just been delivered from the vengeance of the male, but not..."
here she leaned across the desk at him and her voice turned mean "...from the
'vengeance of the squaw' - this squaw, you putrid piece of excrement! How
DARE you try to pull a vicious fast one like this on ME! And how DARE you do
what you tried to do to a fine person like Carl Desmond! There are few enough
good men in the world; we can't afford to lose the few we've got. Now we have
one less good one, and one more rotten one; you." Carl was cringing now.
"Well, here's the score, femmy boy. Because that's what you are now, you
know; that's the way I and the wizard designed you - not a woman, not a real
man." Except for the deletion of breasts and the addition of a penis, and a
few other little changes to let every one know your not a real woman, your
body has been left exactly the way it was when you were Carol except that It
gives off special pheromones that attract only homosexual males. Your body
language default will be female. If you want to act like a male, you will
have to work at it very hard, because the minute you let your guard down, the
defaults will take over. Your weak little body will be the plaything of any
big gay male that gets you alone. and you will like it; we added that little
twist to your mental makeup. Not enjoy it, though; you won't be able to
resist, you'll do anything your lover tells you, but you'll feel violated and
humiliated every time he ravishes you, even while your body is loving it."
"Now she returned to the conversational tone, while Carl just sat there with
a horrified deer-in-the-headlights look on his face. And do you know where
the highest concentration of sex-starved males is, Carl, made homosexual
almost to a man by the absence of females, Carl? Prison, Carl. And that's
where you'll be going very soon. When Carley returns to her office later
today, she will be saddened to learn that her long-term employee, Carl gold,
has been bilking the company of employee retirement funds for years. The
police will be called in, such a shame. No magic was necessary, just a few
phone calls to some friends of mine in Chicago. By day after tomorrow, you'll
be a wanted man, Carl. They'll love you in Prison, Carl, all those big sex
starved men and a cute little femmy thing like you. And that's your fate,
carl, unless you start running now, and keep running. 'I'm not a total bitch,
honey' " she mockingly quoted carol from three days earlier. "You have a
two-day head start. There's a ten-year-old Hyundai in the parking lot,
unlocked, with a set of men's clothes, the keys, and a hundred dollar bill on
the seat - if they're still there, of course. Go!" She stood up. Go! The
longer you wait, the closer you'll be to wearing lipstick and pink panties
with a forced smile on your face while some 350 pound convict reams your
backside. Go!
Wait! she held up her hand. "Here's an alternative. Buy a lifetime pass here.
Exactly one hundred dollars. You'll become a female again." A look of hope
appeared on Carl's face. "Of course," she said maliciously, "I'LL be setting
the parameters of your change, determining what kind of girl you'll be. In
the words of one of my favorite screen personages, 'Do you feel lucky?' "
"Carl, formerly Carol, looked up to plead, but the words died on his lips as
he saw the evil grin on the face of the woman he had tried to trick. He could
almost hear the other words of that screen personage, "Make my day!" The
former Carol Gold, looking ridiculous in female clothes now that there were
no female curves to shape them formed her last female thought, "FUCKED!" Head
down, Carl Gold hurriedly left the office of Bikini Beach.
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The old woman leaned back in her chair and allowed herself a satisfied smile.
"You've still got it, honey!" She thought. "Not bad acting for an old broad."
Carl Gold would eventually become more masculine and his pheromone production
would return to normal male, although there would always be something
sissyish about him that would attract strong dominant females. after a number
of months, the charges against him would prove to be all a big mistake, and
he would be given a job again in Carley's company - office boy, perhaps. One
thing the old woman knew for sure. he would never be anything but deferential
and subservient to women, and he would never, ever come near bikini beach
again!
There was a knock on the door. "Come in," the old woman called pleasantly.
Carley entered. All she remembered was a pleasant day at a fantastic water
park.
Hello, ma'am." she said, greeting the old woman with a handshake. I just
stopped in to tell you how glad I am that I bought a lifetime pass to Bikini
Beach today. I have seldom enjoyed myself so much. The rides are fantastic
fun, the food is delicious and reasonably priced, the park is super clean,
and all your employees are most pleasant and helpful; one can tell they
really enjoy their jobs. ("OH?" thought the old woman, remembering how some
of her employees came to be her employees.) And, while I like men, well, some
of them, anyway, it's nice to be away from them for a time. I'd like to make
you a proposition. I am the sole owner of The Company. Almost ninety percent
of my employees are women, and I would like to make arrangements for them to
all become members if we could hammer out a discount. I would also be willing
to provide you with the services of The Company at a discount."
The old woman stood and, smiling, came around her desk. "My, I have seldom
received such a glowing testimonial for my park; we certainly must be doing
something right. I know we can work something out" She put her arm around
Carley's shoulders and began to lead her out. "Let's go do lunch and discuss
it further. We might EVEN be able to make arrangements for some of your male
employees."
As they exited Annya heard her grandmother say, sounding amazingly like
Humphrey Bogart, "Carley, I believe this is the beginning of a beautiful
friendship." And then, "You can call me...". But then they were around the
corner and Annya couldn't hear what her grandmother was saying.
The End
Part 1 – Lovers' Tangle
ElrodW and Ib12us
Anya meets a girl from the 'Old Country', and the two become friends. But Anya is starting to make mistakes that affect customers, including a college girl and the young man who's been interested in her for a long time. When she really messes up their lives, desperate measures are called for to straighten things out.
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Part 1 – Lovers' Tangle
In a condominium next to her water park, Bikini Beach, a vision intruded on Grandmother's peaceful dream, a disturbing scene of someone struggling but being inexorably pulled into a cold, black vortex, as if drowning. Grandmother wasn't completely awake, but the distressing imagery quickly yanked her from the land of slumber. For a minute or so, she lay in her bed, awake but not stirring, while she let her magic senses probe about her, searching to see if there was some magic which had roused her. She felt ... something, but she couldn't put her finger on what it was.
She quickly felt the auras and life-forces of those around her and dear to her – Selena, the mage-in-training who worked at the park for her; Melinda, Jenny, and Natty, her close friends; Ronnie Harris, the owner of the condo they lived in; and Anya, her grand-daughter and right-hand person running Bikini Beach. Everything seemed calm.
Shaking her head, she started to close her eyes again, but then she sensed the strange something again. It seemed – familiar, something she'd experienced or encountered before, but it was only a fleeting sensation. "I'm losing sleep and getting jumpy because of those damned taxes again," she told herself as she settled her head back on her pillow. In moments, she'd drifted back to sleep.
**********
Anya sat up suddenly in her bed, breathing rapidly, as she looked frantically around the room. Something had awakened her – some unpleasant, icy sensation that penetrated to her core. Her skin felt the warm temperature of the room, the air-conditioning holding the apartment at a near-constant seventy-eight degrees in the hot summer months, so the cold feeling was even more perplexing.
The attractive, dark-haired, twenty-three-year-old girl forced herself to take a few deep breaths to calm herself. There had to be an explanation, of that she was certain. Once she was calmed, and the chill inside her had abated, she extended her magic senses, to try to find out what had awakened her.
Instantly, terror filled her eyes as the cold feeling returned with an icy grasp that took her breath away, making her visibly shiver. For what seemed an eternity to Anya, the icy grip held her, but as she pulled in her magic senses, trying to mask her abilities and her aura as Grandmother had been trying to teach her, the feeling of cold terror receded slowly, but as it did so, Anya felt it pulsing, like it was alive and breathing, or it had a beating heart. Suddenly, she had a horrifying thought that maybe it was laughing at her, as it faded completely away.
As soon as the sensations had faded completely, Anya laid back down on her bed, but her eyes were open, her gaze darting about the room, and she felt her pulse racing. From a fear of how the icy cold had gripped her when she had tried to use her magic, she dared not use her tricks to calm herself and put herself back to sleep. She laid awake, tossing and turning fitfully, something she hadn't done as far back as she could remember. The only time she could remember not being able to sleep was ... that awful night. Her eyes snapped open again; her lip trembled as she huddled under her blanket, peeking over its edge, frightened like a small girl.
**********
It was already a boring morning, even this early – the sun shone brightly into the ticket booth, but its heat no longer made the booth feel like an oven. Anya tried to smile through her fatigue, knowing that she'd have to personally thank her boyfriend Greg once more for installing the upgraded air conditioner..
"Good morning, Anya," Vicky, a regular park employee and close friend of Anya's, said cheerfully. She winced when Anya looked up at her. "Wow! What happened? Didn't you sleep well last night?"
Anya shook her head. "What was your first clue?" She was trying to sound chipper and cheery in preparation for greeting the park's guests, but she wasn't succeeding very well.
"It could be that your hair is a mess, or that you aren't wearing any makeup, but I think the clincher is your eyes are a bit bloodshot and you're struggling to keep them open."
"I didn't sleep worth a damn," Anya sighed. "I don't know why. Bad dream, I guess, and I couldn't get back to sleep."
"I hate it when that happens," Vicky said sympathetically. After a moment, she frowned. "Aren't you going to tell me what Rob and I are planning?" After much turmoil in her life, including being changed from Vic into Vicky, her boyfriend Rob had proposed, and Vicky accepted.
"Sorry, but I'm too tired," Anya replied through a yawn.
"Rob and I were going to wait until we both graduated, but we decided to move up our plans to next summer. We'll be getting married in less than a year!" Vicky was ecstatic, and Anya felt happy for her. Vicky's life had been tough, and she deserved some happiness, the kind that Rob would always give her, since he was so totally devoted to her.
"That's wonderful," Anya said with heartfelt emotion. Vicky was a very dear friend. "Have you decided where?"
"Not yet, but we have time. One thing I do know is that Marta and Holly are already planning a bachelorette party for me – here!" Vicky giggled.
"Here?"
"Sure. The way they see it, we can have one blowout for both Rob and me here, and it won't get ... raunchy."
"That'll be interesting," Anya said with a smile. "Don't you have the day off? I thought you and Rob were going to have a picnic."
Vicky frowned slightly. "That's the downside of his job – he's tied up today and tomorrow, so I swapped shifts with Marta."
"Well, I'm sure Rob will make it up to you."
Vicky smiled. "He always does – and then some." Vicky gazed once more at Anya, shaking her head slowly. "You really should go home and take a nap," she said. "You look like hell."
Anya shook her head. "Can't. Got a long-term guest coming this morning, and since Grandmother is busy with the accountants for quarterly taxes, I've got to handle it."
"Oh," Vicky said knowingly. "Can't Selena give you a break?" While any of the girls could sell a short-term pass, only Grandmother, Anya, or Selena were allowed to sell long-term and lifetime passes because the longer passes radically altered the recipient's life.
Anya shook her head, her long dark tresses dancing about her face in an uncontrolled jumble. "She's studying for her summer school finals this morning."
"Well, at least take a break and comb your hair and put on some makeup," Vicky advised gently. "You'll feel a lot better when you look better, won't you?"
Anya laughed. "That and a quart of espresso _might_ pick me up! And look who's giving me fashion advice now!"
"At least Greg got the bigger air conditioner in there for you, so you don't bake, too!" Vicky joked.
"Yeah," Anya smiled for the first time. "The girls love it. If Greg and I weren't dating, a number of the staff would have showed him their gratitude personally. As it was, one new girl didn't know we were dating yet, and she was practically throwing herself at him!"
"It must be that new girl Elissa. I heard her talking in the gift shop the other day about how dreamy Greg was. She even asked me if he was spoken for."
"And you told her ...?"
Vicky chuckled. "I warned her that it wouldn't be a good career move to try to steal the owner's granddaughter's boyfriend."
Anya laughed aloud. "I would have loved to see the expression on her face when you told her."
"You could have always turned her into a frog," Vicky joked. She knew what few others did; namely, that Anya could use her own magic, as well as manipulate that of the park. "One thing I need you to consider, though."
"What's that?"
"I'd very much like it if you would be my maid of honor."
Anya's eyes misted at her friend's invitation. "I'd be honored," she said, wiping at her teary eyes. "You know I think of you like a sister, and I'd be honored to be in your wedding party."
"Good." Vicky and Anya gave each other a warm, friendly hug. Unlike most interactions, as an employee, Vicky could enter the ticket booth, which allowed more personal conversations – and hugs. "I've got to run. I'm probably going to be late to start my shift, and I don't want Grandmother to get too mad at me."
"She won't," Anya said with a smile, before she yawned again. "How about if we get together for lunch? I've got a ton of things to start planning if I'm going to be your maid of honor." She grinned at Vicky, knowing that her friend would understand that Anya was pulling her leg; Anya would do what Vicky wanted for the wedding, and no more.
**********
As she sat in the booth, lulled by the warm sun on her skin and the gentle, cool breeze of the air conditioner, Anya couldn't help but smile; the work on the park's expansion was progressing steadily, and the design had been done by Greg while he was still in architecture school. He was almost finished with his degree, focusing on recreational architecture, and Grandmother had hired him to do the design work. She closed her eyes for a moment, relishing in her thoughts of Greg and of the previous week, when they'd rented a sailboat and spent three days, just the two of them, sailing along the coast.
"Excuse me," a woman's voice interrupted Anya's daydreaming. Inwardly, Anya chided herself; with her magic senses, she should have known not only that someone was coming to the window, but also what the customer wanted or needed. "How much is a ticket?"
Anya opened her senses for a moment, and she flinched at the momentary flash of a magical aura, before it went dark again. She frowned; something didn't seem quite right. "Uh," Anya stammered, having momentarily lost her composure, "we don't sell tickets."
"Oh, that's right," the woman replied, as if she should have known. "You sell guest passes, because park admittance is mostly for members, right?" She looked to be about the same age as Anya, with wavy brown hair and a quite attractive figure. Her attire was stylish, but well-suited to the heat of the summer day. She also had a curious smile – not quite smug, but definitely pleased with herself.
Anya instinctively threw up her mental blocks; she was sure the woman had been using magic to read her mind, just like Anya and Grandmother did with their customers. Having seen a flash of an aura, Anya knew that the woman either possessed magic ability, or had a powerful magic talisman with her. Since the aura had been masked, Anya was certain it was the former. She quoted the woman the price of a one-day pass.
The woman smiled and opened her purse, extracting a credit card. When Anya picked up the card, she felt a tingle course through her body. She frowned; the card was obviously enchanted in some way. As Anya ran the card through her machine, she did a quick magic probe, which revealed that the card was conjured to go with a bank account that had also been magically created.
The woman took the guest pass and turned toward the gate, but then she turned back to Anya, as if she'd had an afterthought. "Since I'm new in town, I was wondering if maybe you would be willing to show me a little of the night life, if it wouldn't be too much trouble." She smiled demurely. "You're the first person I've really talked to here, and, well, I'm sometimes a bit shy around people."
Anya started to say no, but something about this woman was tugging at her, making her want to get to know more. She was an enigma, with some type of magical aura. Anya reasoned that she should keep an eye on the young lady, to find out more about her, and more specifically, why she'd chosen to come to Bikini Beach. "I can't believe that you'd be shy. I'd have thought that you'd have guys tripping over themselves to make you feel welcome." Anya was trying to discern more about the stranger without using her magical sense.
"Knock off the coy, non-magical trying to sound me out," the girl said with a knowing smile. "I know you know how to use magic, and you know that I use magic, too. I can sense a huge amount of magic with the park. So, what gives?" She paused, and then smiled. "By the way, my name is Oksana. And I assume you're Anya?"
Anya gave her a curt nod. She was uncomfortable with strangers knowing her name. Then she noticed Oksana looking at her shirt, where a name tag announced to the world Anya's name. She felt a little stupid.
"Cute little gimmick you have here," Oksana said with a twinkle in her eye. "Changing men into girls and women so your patrons can enjoy a day free of being ogled, leered at, and treated as sex objects."
Anya frowned; she hadn't told the strange girl about the park's magic. Did the girl have that powerful a command of the arts that she could read all of that just by examining the park's magic? How much else did the girl know? "It's pretty popular, so we have a pretty good clientele. It's so popular, in fact, that we're adding on, and have already pre-sold a lot of new memberships."
"I particularly like the little trick with their memories. So cute that they don't remember being girls, but remember having a fun day at a water park," Oksana added, indirectly emphasizing her magic power.
"It helps avoid confusion," Anya admitted, feeling mixed emotions. She was proud of how she and Grandmother could control whether or not the male customers remembered their female experience, but she was a little miffed that this strange magic-using girl could discern what the park did. She decided to pre-empt the girl's next observation, despite the fact that Grandmother had repeatedly told her that she must never reveal the extent of the park's magic except under special circumstances. Anya's pride got the better of her. "We sell passes to the men; the change lasts as long as the pass, up to and including permanent change. And we can make the change local, which affects only the customer, or global, which rewrites reality so the world thinks they were always female."
"Impressive," Oksana said. "That's some serious magic."
Anya smiled. She'd gotten a compliment from the powerful girl. "We try to think of everything. We even have a dimension-shifting trick with the men's shower so the customers can't ever be embarrassed."
"Cute. You seem to think of everything. Hey, I have an idea. How about if we go out for a drink, one mage to another, and maybe share some stories and a little magic knowledge?" Oksana said bluntly. "I know a wonderful little club in New York City, and I'm sure you'll love it."
"New York? Isn't that kind of far for a few drinks? I thought you wanted to check out the local watering holes."
Oksana smiled. "It's not far if you use the 'traveling' spell." She frowned. "Surely someone with a powerful aura like yours uses the traveling spell."
Anya was taken aback – a bit. "Well, yeah, I use it – sometimes. But Grandmother and I usually use normal means of transportation, because we don't want to draw attention to ourselves." She wondered why she was telling these personal details to a stranger, but there was something strangely compelling about this magic-using girl. "To be honest, whenever we go somewhere with it, she makes me invoke the magic. I don't know if it's because she can't remember the spell, or if she's just pushing me to expand my knowledge." She shook her head, puzzled; she wanted to stop telling Oksana these details, but she had a very strong sense of being able to connect with someone who understood the difficulties of using magic in a mostly-mortal world. And her name – Oksana – was Eastern European, which mean another possible connection to the old country. "She doesn't use much magic at all anymore. Just the spells for the park, mostly."
Oksana's eyebrow rose a bit, and a brief, wicked grin flitted across her features before she regained her calm demeanor. "That's interesting. And yet her aura is so strong." She looked thoughtful for a moment, as if she was filing away facts for later. "So, do you want to go to the Gold Club with me tonight?"
Anya was so taken aback by the forward, no-nonsense talk that she missed Oksana's comment about Grandmother's aura. She _should_ have wondered when and why Oksana would have probed Grandmother's magic potential, but she was pre-occupied thinking about Oksana's invitation . She, Grandmother, and Selena were very careful not to talk about magic in public venues where they might be overheard. "Uh, I guess that might be fun," she said nervously. Grandmother had always taught her to be discrete, and here Oksana was almost flaunting her magic, and in a public area. Her self-confidence was something that Anya found interesting, and perhaps something that she wanted. "Okay. How about if we go after the park closes?"
"I know you're going to love it," Oksana said confidently before she turned back to the gate and entered the park.
Behind her, in the ticket booth, Anya sat, wondering what had come over her. She was usually very private about magic, and her and Grandmother's abilities. She was even more careful with the secret of the park's magic. Why had she blurted out what she had to a stranger? Perhaps, she reasoned to herself, it was because she wanted, even needed, more magic-using people around her, so she could stretch her abilities and learn more. Selena, while a good friend, was even less knowledgeable than she. Grandmother? Grandmother's magic limits had been explained to Anya, and as such, she couldn't teach her granddaughter much. Danni was only in town when the Wizard magically moved his shop into a mall in the city; he was apt to be gone before Anya even realized Danni had been in town. Suddenly, Anya found herself looking forward to spending time with Oksana in New York City, so much so that she forgot that she had a date with Greg that evening.
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"Hi, Anya," Oksana sang out as she approached the ticket window. It was nearly mid-day, and Anya had just returned from her lunch break.
"Hi, Oksana. What do you think of our humble little establishment?" Anya replied.
"It's pretty good, as water parks go. To be honest, though, I think I'd prefer a place where there are a few men around." She struck a pose in her bikini. "After all, if you've got it, flaunt it."
Anya looked over Oksana, and had to admit that she was a tiny bit jealous. She had the same Eastern European features, but her hair was lighter than Anya's, and she wore it layered and curled, at least when it wasn't wet from playing in the park. Her bikini really showed off every curve of her body, especially her slightly more than ample bosom. Her skin was flawless as well. Her hazel eyes seemed like a bottomless pit, alluring enough to swallow a man's soul, while her cheeks were perfectly proportioned, and her nose was dainty and cute.
As she looked over the girl, Anya chided herself. She shouldn't be jealous; Anya was a very attractive young lady in her own right. She wondered, for a moment, where that jealous thought had come from. "If you flaunt a body like that without magic to defend yourself, you'll end up in trouble."
Oksana grinned. "Yes, but I _do_ have magic to protect myself," she said conspiratorially, leaning closer to the grill in the window. "Just like you do." Her grin grew mischievous. "And I bet you've used your magic to tease men with at times, too, haven't you?" She saw Anya's cheeks redden a bit. "I knew it! Every magic-using girl does at some point, because it's fun!"
"I haven't done anything like that since Greg and I started an exclusive relationship, though," Anya added quickly. It sounded like she was making an excuse for past behavior, and explaining that it really was in the past. Anya suddenly closed her eyes a moment. "Oops, I've got a customer coming."
"I'll be quiet, then," Oksana said with a smile. "To be honest, I want to see how this works."
"Good afternoon. How may I help you?" she said to the young man who stepped up to the window.
The boy was about eighteen, Anya guessed, and a little smaller than average. With his glasses, mussed hair, and clothing that was quite outdated, he looked like a boy that girls wouldn't notice. "My sister said I should come here to get a pass for three weeks," the boy said, his voice carrying his confusion at his sister's strange request.
"We can help you with that," Anya answered with a smile. Behind the smile, though, she was frowning. She was having some difficulty reading the boy's motives and the possibilities for his future. "Why do you need a pass, if you don't mind my asking?"
"I've got to stay with my sister and her roommates for a few weeks while Mom and Dad deal with some family business out of town," he explained quickly. "She said that they hang out here a lot, and I'd fit in better if I had a pass and could come with them."
Anya smiled as she realized his sister's intentions. Since he had to stay with a house full of young women, it would be easier – and potentially far less embarrassing to all – if he was a young lady, too. At that moment, though, the boy's lifelines blurred, and Anya felt something else in him, something ... sinister.
Oksana thought a moment, and communicated silently to Anya. "The boy was planning to get candid photos of the girls while he was staying there, and then sell them on the Internet.'
Anya nodded. 'Are you sure? I don't sense that.' She focused a bit more, and practically recoiled at the mental pattern that Oksana had described. Anya shook her head; the lack of sleep was really getting to her if she was slipping this much in reading customers.
She looked at the boy and smiled. "I need a little information, and I'll get you a guest pass." In very short order, she had a laminated card printed up with his name – Timothy Rawlins. She couldn't help but smile; in a few moments, after he showered, it would read Tabitha Rawlins. The boy gave Anya a credit card, and after running the transaction through her computer, she handed the credit card and his pass back to Timothy.
After the boy went in the shower, Anya was about to go meet the changed person, but she saw Grandmother stepping smartly in the direction of the men's locker room. Anya was puzzled; Grandmother looked positively unhappy. In a few moments, the transformed Timothy, now Tabitha, emerged from the locker room. She looked like a sex kitten, amply endowed, and with a semi-vacant look in her eyes.
Grandmother turned toward the ticket booth, and with a scowl, gestured for Anya to go to the office. Puzzled by Grandmother's anger, Anya hung a 'back in 5 minutes' sign, and then strode to the low, gray office building that went through the privacy fence, so the office had entrances both inside and outside the park.
Before Anya could even sit down, Grandmother started. "What's with the pass you sold Mr. Rawlins?" she demanded. Her features were clouded, her visage showing clearly her disapproval of what Anya had done.
Anya gulped. Grandmother hadn't talked to her like this for years. "He was going to get candid photos of the sister's housemates and post them on the internet. It seemed fitting."
"What?" Grandmother demanded. "Where did you get _that_ idea?"
"I read his mind and his lifelines. When I found that, I decided the best thing was to make him into the type of sex-kitten that he wanted to photograph," Anya said. Her tone betrayed how upset she was; she sounded both defensive and a bit angry at having her judgment questioned.
"He was going to do no such thing!" Grandmother retorted quickly.
"But ... I read his mind, and his lifelines!"
Grandmother shook her head. "Do you know why the sister sent him here?"
Anya frowned. "So he wouldn't prey on her roommates."
"No. So her roommates wouldn't prey on her younger brother," Grandmother countered. "He stands to gain a sizeable trust fund from a favorite aunt – provided he doesn't drink and maintains his innocence until he's at least twenty-one." She glowered at Anya. "You should have seen that! And with the spell you gave him, you've pretty much assured that he won't be virginal, and won't get the fund."
Anya's eyes widened in surprise. "But .. I read his mind, and his aura," she stammered.
"Anya, you haven't been sleeping well for some time. I can tell it. I think it's affecting your magic, and your judgment."
Anya felt like she was being scolded like a little kid. Her frown gave away her unhappiness. She stood, wordlessly, accepting the mild berating from Grandmother.
"You have to go fix this right now," Grandmother ordered.
"How? I can't undo the magic."
"But you can alter it, just like you did with Allison. Go find Tabitha, and get the bimbo and libido components off of her. Now!" Grandmother barked. She turned back to her desk and sat down, effectively dismissing any counter-argument from her granddaughter.
Anya walked from the office, muttering under her breath. Grandmother had no right to talk to her like that. She was a mage-in-training, and could already use far more magic than Grandmother. The nerve of Grandmother - scolding her like an errant child? And Grandmother had done far more significant changes to boys on far flimsier evidence of their ill intentions. How dare she treat Anya like she had!
**********
Vince stabbed at the controller in his hand, unaware that his head weaved and bobbed in sync with the action on the computer screen in front of him. "Maddog, zombies on your left! Lots of 'em!" He wasn't exaggerating; at least two dozen of the undead creatures were trying to flank the team. "Shit! They're augmented!" These zombies had the telltale electronics box affixed to their necks, indicating that they were being remotely controlled and their movements were synchronized by something, probably the boss creature the gaming team was after. And they were armed - heavily.
"Rock!" Vince heard in his headset. "Two on you." Vince recognized the voice; it was his long-time friend Gabrielle, also known as Gabby, who was an avid and very skilled gamer. He turned his character on the screen, and saw two augmented zombies that were right on top of him – and one was carrying a plasma torch.
Vince stabbed at the controller, frantically trying to turn to attack the zombies. He knew it was too late, but he had to try. If they weren't augmented, he'd have had a chance. Even as his gun rose, his avatar still turning to the threat, the head of one exploded at the same time as he heard a shotgun blast, and then the second met a similar fate a fraction of a second later. Vince's racing heart stilled a moment. "Thanks, Stalker." They _had_ been augmented. Gabby had just saved his ass – again. He was sure she'd remind him of that later – and often. He moved his controller, and his character picked up the plasma torch from the defeated zombie.
"Getting intense, Rock," one of the team called to Vince, using his game-name. "We must be close."
"Yeah." Vince surveyed the battlefield. "You guys remember this part – there's a reception party in that bunker, and then we fight through the tunnels to get the cyborg. So this is how we're going to do this." He outlined a plan that he hoped would work. They'd been so close many times before, but the cyborg was just too powerful. Maybe tonight was the night to get lucky.
"Not down in the tunnels again!" Maddog complained. "I hate the tunnels! We always get creamed in the tunnels."
"Tonight's our lucky night," Stalker said confidently. "Let's move it."
Thirty-five agonizing minutes later, it was all over. Vince, sweating profusely, set down his controller, satisfied. "Damned good job, Digger, Maddog."
"How'd you know to get that console, Rock?" Digger asked, his voice sounding a little awe-struck.
Vince smiled. He knew that, compared to him and Gabby, Digger was relatively inexperienced. "You've got to watch for patterns. I saw the same light pattern on the cyborg. I figured he was linked to the computer console, so if I hit that ..."
"You'd cripple him," Stalker concluded for him. "Good job."
"Well, I'm glad we got through that level. It's my last game for a bit. I'm heading back to college in two weeks, and with packing and such, I probably won't be online until the semester settles down," Vince informed the group.
"Great game," Maddog congratulated the team. "When can we play again?"
"Not sure," Vince answered. "The first few weeks are going to be hectic while I get moved in and attend all that orientation stuff. How about we just see what comes up?"
"Don't forget we're going swimming tomorrow, Rock!" Gabby interjected, drawing guffaws from Maddog and Digger. At the same time, there seemed to be a bit of envy in their voices; avid gamers weren't known, in general, as being good socially, and the fact that Vince was going on what sounded like a swim date with a girl was impressive to Maddog and Digger.
"I didn't forget. See you in the morning. Sergeant Rock, signing off." He pulled the headset from his head, and touched some controls to end the game. It had been a grueling – and thoroughly rewarding – game, but now he needed to get some sleep if he was to have energy to go to Bikini Beach with Gabby.
He stood and stretched; the long session in front of the console had left him stiff and sore. He interlaced his hands and stretched his fingers, lifting his intertwined digits above his head so he could stretch his arms, too. A quick, hot shower with the massaging showerhead added to the relief in Vince's aching muscles. He glanced at the clock as he toweled off; it was after midnight. Gabby would want to get to the water park early, as she always did when they went there, so he was going to be a little short on sleep. He pulled on his glasses; sometimes he wore contacts, but glasses were so much easier, especially around bedtime. On top of that, occasionally his contacts made his eyes dry, and having that happen during a game was more than just inconvenient and distracting. Since it was still summer, there was no need for more sleepwear than the clean pair of boxer shorts he pulled on. A quick brush of his teeth, and Vince was ready to tuck his five-foot nine inch, slender body into bed. With a tussled mop of brown hair and hazel eyes, Vince wasn't one to stand out in a crowd. He wasn't a jock, as he was reminded every time he looked in the mirror, but he wasn't a ninety-eight pound weakling, either – thanks in large part to all the time he and Gabby spent swimming at the water park.
As sleep claimed him for the night, he smiled, thinking of Gabrielle, and their time swimming. Vince knew that she was the most gorgeous woman on the planet, even with no makeup and wet hair after coming out of the water after a water slide or swimming in the pool. She modestly wore a one-piece bathing suit, but that didn't hide her long, slender legs, and it only moderately diminished the curves of her upper body. Her smile was dazzling, and her blue eyes sparkled with joy at life. Vince's dream had Gabby resting her head on his shoulder, hands clasped, in a darkened movie theater, sweet perfume relaxing and exciting him at the same time. He went to sleep with a smile on his face, dreaming once more that he and Gabby were more than just friends, and he was dating her.
**********
"Good morning, Anya," Vince said cheerfully, forcing a pleasant smile through his shy demeanor that was painfully obvious. His smile faded. "Are you okay? You don't look very good."
Anya shook her head. "I was out late last night with ... a friend. I might have had one or two too many," she groaned. Her dark sunglasses weren't really necessary because of the sunlight, which wasn't yet too bright, but more to cut down the overload in her hung-over brain.
"Why didn't you take the morning off?" Gabby asked. It seemed like an obvious solution to her.
Anya sighed. "We've got a few girls who've already resigned to get ready for the fall semester, and Grandmother is busy with the accountant for our quarterly taxes, so I have to fill in where I can. And that doesn't give me time to lounge around because I overdid it at a club." The two friends made an odd couple; Vince was only an inch taller than Gabby, and rather average, while Gabby, two years older than him, was drop-dead gorgeous, enough so that most guys were too intimidated to even talk to her.
"You look almost like a zombie!" Vince retorted.
"At least I don't look like those computer animated zombies in that game you two are always playing," Anya answered, with the faint hint of a grin. It was no secret that Gabby was unconventional, enjoying the on-line games.
"No. You look worse," Gabby chuckled. "Seriously, girl, you need to get some rest. Can't you, you know, do a little spell or something?"
Vince frowned. "Yeah. I thought you said you had a spell that could cure a hangover. You used it on me a while ago at that party at ...."
Anya did remember. "Don't remind me." She sighed. "It's not working on me right now. Maybe I'm getting an immunity to it, or maybe I need a refresher course."
"Well, make sure you take care of yourself." Vince said sympathetically. After a moment, he frowned. "Aren't you going to tell me what I want?" He and Gabby had been at Bikini Beach so often that they were used to Anya and Grandmother reading their minds and having passes ready even before they asked.
"Sorry, but I'm too tired," Anya replied through a yawn. "I suppose it's the usual? One day or two?"
"Just one day," Vince replied, already pulling his wallet from his pocket. "A local change, like usual. I'm going to be busy tomorrow and the rest of the week packing for college." In a local change, Vince would become female, but the rest of the world would remember male Vince.
"I'm glad your parents got used to you spending time as Vanessa and quit freaking out about the change," Gabby laughed.
"The first time wasn't very funny," Vince replied, frowning. "They were going to call the cops on me! I'm glad Anya helped them understand."
"I can get it this time," Gabby offered, reaching into her purse as she stood beside Vince. "You paid last time, remember?"
"Yeah," Vince grinned at her, "but this is my last chance to treat you before I head to college." He playfully stuck his tongue at her. "Besides, you paid for three weekends in a row in July!"
Gabby smacked his arm lightly. "Oh, so you're keeping track now?"
"No. Just teasing!" Vince rebutted with a smile.
"You know the drill," Anya said, yawning yet again. "Shower and you'll change. Have fun." .
**********
Vince pulled on his swimming trunks. He knew that the magic meant that he was the only one in the locker room. Anya had tried to explain it once; his head felt like it was about to explode partway through her simplified discussion of how they prevented people from being embarrassed by the changes which Vince knew were about to occur. All he needed to know was that he'd be guaranteed to be alone when he changed. He stuffed his clothes haphazardly into a locker, smiling to himself with the knowledge that they would be very neatly arranged – and changed – when he returned after the day inside the park. After pinning the key inside his waistband, he stepped to one of the shower stalls and turned on the water.
After dozens of visits, Vince knew what to expect. In fact, he'd come to eagerly anticipate the feelings as the warm, magic water sprayed him through the pulsing shower-head. He saw the mist turning faintly pink, and he smiled to himself.
It didn't take long for the changes to start. He knew the first thing he'd feel would be his lengthening hair slapping his shoulders and neck. A tingling would course through his body, and when he looked at his hand, he could see it changing slightly, becoming finer and more feminine. He could feel his hips widening, even as his body lost some height. It was thoroughly arousing to Vince to know and feel that he was turning into Vanessa, his female alter-ego. The swimsuit flowing over his softer skin was almost erotic, and the pressure and swelling on his chest definitely was. In mere moments, Vanessa stood where Vince had been, a bit shorter, a lot curvier, covered in a one-piece, attractive swimsuit, and still a touch farsighted, just like Vince. Her eyesight wasn't bad enough that she had to wear glasses in the park; it was only when reading or doing close-up work that Vince or Vanessa required corrective eyewear. Without the glasses, Vanessa's brown eyes showed their best, soft, warm pools of innocence that practically begged for attention. Vince, too, had brown eyes, but since he considered them unattractive in a guy, he used his glasses to hide them.
Vanessa, his female alter ego created by the water's magic, was a lot more fun and outgoing than Vince. Vanessa was quite cute – not in the same league as Gabby, but then again, few girls were. Vanessa attracted her share of attention, and she found it fun to be involved in social activities where people sought her out and actively included her. It was so unlike Vince's experience that he sometimes found it better to be Vanessa and feel accepted. And Gabby seemed to really enjoy doing things with Vanessa, despite their differences.
With mixed feelings, Vanessa trudged out of the locker room, looking for Gabby. She dreaded having Gabby's current boyfriend rubbed in her face, but she desperately cherished any and all time she got to spend with Gabby. She paused at the door and pasted a fake smile on her face – as she had done so frequently when she was out with Gabby.
"What do you want to do first?" Gabby called out cheerfully as she crossed from the main women's locker room to Vanessa. "The wave pool, like usual?"
Vanessa suggested floating down the winding Old Man River, interrupting that lazy restful trip to tube down the Canyon Rapids before rejoining the river float. Gabby liked the idea, and as the two strode through the park toward their destination, she tried to draw Vanessa in to conversation about their latest gaming session. For some reason, though, Vanessa seemed a bit withdrawn, like she was in a shell and didn't want to come out. Gabby's enthusiasm quickly waned as she realized that, for some reason, Vanessa was in a funk and not very talkative. Gabby couldn't help but wonder if the day was going to be tedious and dull, unlike most of their trips to the water park.
**********
Greg's face lit up when he spotted Anya walking into the deli. She looked around, and when she saw him, she smiled and walked over to the table at which he sat.
"Sorry I'm late," Anya said. In fact, she was nearly thirty-minutes late, enough so that Greg had been on the verge of giving up.
"I know you're busy at the park," Greg said, excusing Anya, but not sounding genuine in his comment. It was no secret that he wasn't happy with the time Anya was spending with the new girl, Oksana. His voice betrayed his displeasure at Anya's new friend.
Anya noticed. "What's wrong?" she asked simply.
"Nothing," Greg said half-heartedly. In truth, there was something bothering him, but he didn't know how to broach the subject.
"That doesn't sound like a 'nothing' nothing," Anya said, a slight scowl on her face. "What's going on? Or do I have to find out the hard way?"
Greg's expression changed to a blatant frown. It had long ago been agreed that Anya wouldn't read Greg's mind, but now she was threatening to do just that. It was a sign that she didn't trust him, and that bothered Greg greatly. He couldn't help but wonder if this new girl was going to be a wedge between them. He sighed heavily. "You said you wouldn't do that to me," he complained. "You've been kind of busy since that new girl came around," he said, sounding more than a trifle angry, "but that's okay, I guess. I can hang with the guys and get caught up on my projects."
Anya's eyes widened. "Are you jealous of me spending time with her?"
Greg shook his head quickly and firmly. "No. We have our own live and friends. We both know that. And we agreed not to try to take that away from each other. I don't mind at all that you've blown off three dates with me, twice with no notice, so you could spend time with her." There was more than a hint of anger in his voice.
Anya's laugh was a further dagger in Greg's heart. It sounded mocking, not amused. "You're worried I'm becoming a lesbian, and I'm going to dump you?" She chuckled. "That's a good one!"
Greg looked up at her, attempting to wear a neutral expression, but he hid the hurt he was feeling behind an angry façade. "You didn't deny it," he said sharply.
Anya realized, belatedly, what she'd done to her boyfriend, and her conscience stabbed her with uncomfortable feelings. "I'm sorry, Greg," she said, her face softening as she apologized. "I didn't mean to make you feel like I was dumping you, or that you're not important to me." She placed her hands atop his. "I love you, and I like being with you."
"Then why are you blowing me off?"
Anya knew that Greg had a point. "I ... I didn't mean to," she said. "I guess I got excited at meeting someone from the old country, someone who might have a tie to my distant relatives." She let her gaze drop. "The only relative I have is Grandmother. I wish I knew more about my heritage, and my magic. Grandmother can't, or won't, teach me some of those things."
"I'm just ... concerned. Since she came, it's like your personality has changed. And there's something .. odd ... about her, something that doesn't feel right."
"Are you using my magic now?" Anya teased, though her narrowed eyes, pursed lips, and clenched jaw indicated that she took offense at what Greg had said. "You know what it's like to have holes in your life, missing pieces of your family tree?" She stopped, her eyes widening in horror, as she realized, from Greg's very wounded expression, that her words had cut him to the core. Greg understood only too well; he'd lost both parents in an auto accident. "I'm sorry," she apologized again.
"You're getting rather ... impulsive," Greg observed, unable to disguise his pain at the reminder of having lost his parents. "In your actions and in your words. I feel like you're changing into someone that I don't know." He shook his head, his lips pursed tightly together in anger. "Maybe we should think about our relationship."
"I'm so sorry, Greg," Anya reiterated. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I'll make it up to you. Tonight, I'll treat you to dinner at the Firehouse, and then we can have a quiet, private evening watching a movie at my place. Okay?"
**********
Gabby and Vanessa swung lazily in hammocks by the Old Swimming Hole, taking a break from the more exciting and faster rides. "You're pretty quiet today," Gabby observed.
"Am I?" Vanessa sounded surprised that Gabby had noticed.
"Yeah. What's on your mind?"
Vanessa just shrugged. She wasn't sure she should let Gabby know what she actually was thinking about. It wouldn’t do any good, and she had to wait until she was Vince again anyway. Besides, there was Paul in the middle to mess things up. "Just stuff, I guess."
"Nervous about going to college?" Gabby tried to draw Vanessa into some kind of conversation.
"Not really. I've just got a ton of stuff to do before I go," Vanessa said non-committally. "After the game, I was up late working on packing." It was a blatant lie; Vince had barely begun to pack, but Gabby seemed determined to talk with Vanessa, and she didn't feel like talking.
"How about if we double to a movie tomorrow night?" Gabby suggested.
"I don't know," Vanessa said hesitantly. In truth, she hated double-dating with Gabby, because it was awkward at best, and depressing at worst.
"I promise I won't leave you alone again if Paul and I decide we want some privacy. Not like last time."
"Like the last three times, you mean," Vanessa rebutted. "You know, it's kind of uncomfortable when you do that." Not only did it leave Vanessa in an awkward position with her date, but it also stirred her jealousy that Vince should be the one dating Gabby.
"We could go to Shell Game. Or the Coconut Club."
"For more dancing? I'm not in the mood for too much dancing."
"You seemed to enjoy it when we danced together last time," Gabby said coyly. "Are you getting some kind of thing for me?"
Vanessa almost choked on Gabby's words. "No," she said hastily. "We're both girls, remember." She wanted desperately to say that if anyone had a thing for Gabby, it was Vince, but the words just wouldn't come out of her mouth. Vince had even gone so far as to have purchased a surprise for her, something that would demonstrate to her his abiding affection – if only he could work up the nerve to tell her and give her the gift. Alas, he was too frightened that she'd turn it down, or worse, laugh at him, and so he couldn't bring himself to talk to her and give it to her. That left Vince, and Vanessa, to watch helplessly as Gabby dated other guys, never knowing how Vince felt.
"I'm not sure where things are going with Paul," Gabby said wistfully after a pause which was caused by the awkward comments moments before.
"Here we go again," Vanessa sighed.
"What? Are you going to tell me that this isn't going to work out?" Gabby seemed to be challenging Vanessa to say something.
Vanessa shook her head sadly. She wanted to say something, but she didn't dare, for fear of ruining her friendship with Gabby. "It's not my place to say. Only to be here as a friend if things fall apart."
Gabby stared at her for a moment, surprised, and then she smiled. "Like they usually do, you mean."
"Most guys are intimidated by your combination of brains and beauty, and, let's face it, a lot of guys don't really approve of your on-line gaming."
"True."
"It might help if you quit trying to humiliate guys who treat you like you're not intelligent." Maybe other guys couldn't accept Gabby as a beautiful, intelligent, gamer, but Vince could, and did, even though he considered himself well below her station. She had everything going for her. Why would a smart, fun, beautiful woman like Gabby want to be seen with an average, wiry, normal dweeb like Vince, when she had guys falling all over her?
"At least I'm not blonde. I've got that going for me."
Vanessa laughed at her comment. "Yeah, I could see how it would be a problem."
Gabby changed her line of conversation because it seemed to be too focused on her. "How was your date with Phil a couple of weeks ago?
Vanessa groaned audibly.
"That bad, huh?" Gabby chuckled. "It looked like you two were getting along fine before you left the club."
"He was okay, I guess." Vanessa, with her totally unenthusiastic answer, was trying to duck this line of conversation as well.
"So, did you guys do it?" Gabby asked with a grin.
Vanessa sighed. "I don't ask you for details of your dates," she answered.
"True," Gabby acknowledged. "But that doesn't mean I can't ask."
"I follow the same rules you told me," Vanessa continued. "I don't put out until the third date at the earliest. Making out is okay for the first date. Some petting for the second. But he doesn't get past second base until the third date – if there is a third date."
"And you went out with Phil, what, five or six times? Does that mean you did it?"
"Okay," Vanessa snapped, sitting up and turning toward Gabby, "we did it, okay? Three times in one evening. He was really well hung, and he made sure I had multiple orgasms." She flopped back in her hammock, her arms crossed angrily across her chest. "Satisfied?" She glared skyward so she wouldn't have to look at Gabby.
Gabrielle sat in her hammock, staring toward Vanessa's hammock, her jaw hanging open in disbelief and shock at Vanessa's reaction. "I'm ... I'm sorry," she said apologetically. "I didn't mean to upset you."
"Yeah? Well you sure did a good job of it." She still wouldn't look at Gabby.
"I said I was sorry," Gabby apologized again. "I ... I was trying to find something that you'd talk about. You're being very quiet today. It's not like you. Maybe Vince, but not you."
"I _am_Vince," Vanessa pouted. "We're one and the same."
Gabby shook her head sadly. "No, you're not. It's ... it's like you're two different people. When you're Vince, you're kind of shy, and you've never been successful dating. But when you're Vanessa, you have a lot more self-confidence, and you're a lot more outgoing."
"Hmphh," Vanessa scoffed at Gabby's explanation.
"Are you going to go out with Phil again?"
Vanessa turned and stared at Gabby. "You won't give up, will you?"
"I just like talking with my friend," Gabby countered. "And I want to know how you're doing."
"I don't think so. It was just ... one of those things."
"I thought ...." Gabby started, but she stopped.
"What? You thought what?" Vanessa asked impatiently.
"It's just ... I thought you two were getting along pretty well. It seemed like you kind of fell for him." Something in Gabby's voice was joyful, as if she was glad that Vanessa wasn’t getting more serious with Phil. Was she jealous, she asked herself? And if so, wasn't that a bit preposterous?
"Well, I didn't," Vanessa answered sharply. "We dated a few times. We had fun. We had sex. So what?" Vanessa hated these types of conversations, because she was still Vince inside, and in her heart, she dearly loved Gabby. Sometimes, though, like now, it seemed as if Gabby had forgotten about Vince being the primary character, and looked at Vanessa as a good friend and confidant.
"Are we still going to the club tonight?"
Vanessa tried to stay angry, but she liked Gabby too much, and Gabby had apologized – twice. "I'm not sure," she answered, her voice less harsh. "I have a lot to do before I head to college next weekend."
"It'll be fun – just like usual."
"I'll think about it."
"I wonder why Paul was so insistent that I come tonight?" Gabby posed the question. "What do you think he wants?"
"I wouldn't have any idea," Vanessa replied, her tone icy. Inwardly, she wanted to scream at Gabby that Paul was a no-good, manipulative son-of-a-bitch. But she knew that if she did, Gabby wouldn't listen, or even worse, would get mad at Vanessa for interfering, and it would cost them their friendship.
"You don't like him much, do you?" Gabby seemed to be pushing Vanessa for her opinion of her current boyfriend. There was something about Paul that made Gabby feel that he wasn't 'the one', and she seemed to be desperately trying to pry Vanessa's opinion from her.
Vanessa frowned. "What I think doesn't matter. He's your boyfriend, not mine." There was an undertone of disgust with Paul in her voice that, try as she might, she couldn't disguise. No matter how Gabby pushed, Vanessa wasn't going to comment. She feared driving a wedge between her and Gabby more than anything else.
Gabby stared at her for a moment, and then sat back in her hammock, gazing at the fluffy little cumulous clouds scooting so silently across the brilliantly-blue sky. Vanessa was definitely jealous of Paul. But why? Was it because Vince, her male alter-ego, was perhaps a little taken with Gabrielle? If so, he sure didn't give any sign. But what about Vanessa? Was the jealousy toward Paul from Vanessa? Did Vanessa perhaps feel something toward Gabby?
Gabrielle thought about her feelings toward Vince and Vanessa. Vince was a friend and fellow gamer, but what more was he? Gabby wondered what _she_ wanted, and what _Vince_ thought of their friendship. She knew she also liked Vanessa as a good friend. Was there more? She couldn't help but become more and more aware that, a few times, she'd found Vanessa attractive, and even enticing. Gabby frowned to herself. Was she attracted – physically – to Vanessa? She didn't think so; Gabby had never looked at Vanessa in a romantic way. At the same time, she couldn't deny that two or three times, in the past, she'd gone all weak-kneed over other girls. At the same time, she was sexually active with men. Was she bisexual?
Was that what she saw, she wondered? Was Vince a good friend, and Vanessa a potential lover? Or was it the other way around? Or, for yet another possibility, did she find Vince and Vanessa both attractive?
**********
"How much magic does she use to run the park?" " Oksana asked Anya inside the ticket booth, sitting on a small stool beside Anya's chair. Oksana had been a regular visitor to the park for a few days now, and had observed more than a few male patrons changing into women. She was sincerely curious about the magic and the park setup.
"Very little. Grandmother is a great businesswoman. She doesn't need magic when she's got this great of an attraction." Anya was justifiably proud of Grandmother and her park, in no small part because of the role Anya was playing in making it better.
"One thing that's puzzling," Oksana noted as a pair of boys went into the men's locker room, "what happens if someone is coming out when another customer is entering the park?"
"Basic dimension shifting. Each incoming customer or party get their own locker room entering the park, but the exit is one common locker room – fitted with the details a woman would need, like blow dryers, makeup counters and mirrors, and so on."
Oksana looked impressed. "Pretty clever. Did you do that? You said your grandmother can't use a lot of magic."
Anya shrugged and shook her head. "Not yet. I'm working on learning the spell, but with my work duties, I don't have a lot of time for study. She set that up before ...." Her voice trailed off, a sad look in her eyes as she fought the bad memories. "Before."
Oksana changed the subject almost immediately, although she'd had a brief expression of someone pleased with having learned something personal about Anya. "With your aura, I can tell you have a lot of magic potential. Too bad you can't go to the Academy."
Anya frowned. "The Academy? What's that?"
"It's a magic training school in the Otherworld. But our people can't go, at least not until they're old enough to travel there, and the Academy kind of frowns on older students."
Anya wondered if Oksana had intended to imply that she was from the Old Country, too, which she had when she'd said 'our people'. Anya's concern eased considerably, knowing that Oksana, while probably not of her clan, was one of the 'touched' people of Eastern Europe, those who knew and used magic. "Grandmother said we can travel there when we turn twenty-three," Anya said. "My birthday is in a few days. Maybe ...." She stopped, lost in thought.
"Maybe what?"
"Maybe, if you’ve been there, you could travel with me, sort of as a tour guide, so I could see what it's like," Anya said hesitantly. She suddenly straightened. "That important customer I've been waiting for is coming."
"Important? What makes a customer like him so important?"
Anya smiled. "Only three of us can sell a pass longer than a week's duration. We have to be very careful, you know, not to mess up too many lives too badly." She felt for the approaching customer, starting to sense the tangled web of the possibilities of his alternative lifelines. As she tried to focus, she frowned. Something wasn't right. The lines were blurry, not coming into focus, and some of them seemed to shift. Anya closed her eyes and shook her head to clear the cobwebs.
"Is something wrong?" Oksana asked, a curious look on her face.
"I'm just too tired," Anya made an excuse. "I'm having a little problem focusing."
"It's pretty obvious what his issue is," Oksana said confidently as the man strolled confidently toward the ticket booth. He was still fifty or sixty yards away across the parking lot. Oksana saw Anya glance up at her. "He's been unfaithful to his girlfriend – many times."
Anya nodded. "And he needs a lesson in how much he hurt her." She shook her head. "I can't figure out what path is the right one, though."
"He's cheated many times. He'll keep on cheating, even after he turns back," Oksana said, her tone a little imperious and judgmental. "He should be given a permanent change, and some tweaks to ensure that he feels the pain of loving someone and discovering that they have cheated on him."
Anya hesitated. "That's ... a little harsh." She focused on the lifeline again. One seemed to be coming more and more into focus, standing out from the others. "Okay, now I see it," she said, somewhat relieved. "He'll be able to be find happiness only after his heart is broken by being cheated on."
Oksana, standing behind Anya in the ticket booth, smiled. Her eyes were narrowed, giving her expression an unpleasant visage, as if she was up to some trickery. "Wow," she said, feigning amazement at what Anya had done, "that's pretty good. It must take a lot of practice to sort out the best change for people."
Anya smiled pleasantly as the man came to the window. "How may I help you today?" she asked in a warm, friendly voice. Behind her, unseen, Oksana had a most wicked grin as Anya completed the transaction and sold the unwitting customer a lifetime pass.
**********
"I don't understand something," Gabby said to Vanessa. The two sat at a small table in the Tiki Hut dining pavilion, eating a late lunch.
"That's a first," Vanessa quipped.
"Very funny. Did it take you all week to come up with that?" Gabby teased. "There's something about Vince that I don't understand."
Vanessa's eyes narrowed. "What's that?"
"Why don't you date much when you're Vince?"
"I'd rather not talk about Vince right now." Vanessa took another bite of her salad.
"But ... I don't get it. After all the time we've spent here, you, of all people, should understand girls well enough to have an easy time getting dates."
"I said I don't want to talk about it," Vanessa snapped. "Drop it, okay?"
Gabrielle knew she was going to push things a bit, but she was worried about how Vince and Vanessa had been acting the past few weeks. She knew something was bothering Vince. "Did I do something wrong?" Gabby asked.
Vanessa took a deep breath, shaking her head. "I'm sorry, but it's ... a sore subject for me, okay?" She looked down at her salad for a few seconds. "It's ... hard. To see you dating, and to date when I'm ... Vanessa, knowing that I couldn't buy a date when I'm Vince."
"Sometimes," Gabby suggested cautiously, "you're a little too ... gentle." She saw Vanessa's eyebrows rise. "You act like you want to be a friend instead of acting like you want to ask a girl on a date. You're not assertive enough."
"I'm not comfortable pushing things. I know how girls feel, and I don't want to do anything that might make a girl uncomfortable." Vanessa sighed heavily. "And it seems like the girls I want to date are already taken by guys I couldn't possibly compete with." Her last words were tinged with bitterness. "Who wants to date a game-playing geek?"
"Occasionally," Gabby suggested, "girls want to get pushed a little. Sometimes, it's okay to be the man in charge. Sometimes, a girl is waiting for a guy to tell her how he feels,"
"I ... can't. Not after all the time I've spent here." Vanessa sighed. "The girls Vince really likes aren't at all interested in him." She shook her head. "Maybe I'd be better off if I just got a lifetime pass and said to hell with Vince," she said very softly, her muttered words barely audible. "At least I wouldn't have girls 'friend zone' me within ten seconds of meeting me."
Gabrielle's mouth dropped open in shock at what she thought Vanessa had said. "Have you ever ...? I mean, as Vince."
Vanessa's lips pursed tightly together, and her nostrils flared in anger at the intense emotions the question had provoked in her. "No," she said sternly. "It's not like I'll ever get a chance, either." Vanessa was in a funk, loathing her alter ego's life, and clearly despairing that things would ever improve for poor Vince.
Gabby knew she had to change the subject. "Have you decided if you're going to Shell Game tonight?" Her voice matched her mood – chipper and happy at the prospect of being at a good dance club with her friends.
"I'm still not sure."
"That's bull, and you know it. You should come tonight. A good band always cheers you up."
"What about ... your other friends? And Paul?" Vanessa was worried, as usual, that because she was a couple of years younger than most of Gabby's friends, she wouldn't fit in. It was no secret that her friends wondered, frequently and sometimes aloud, why Gabby would spend time with either Vince or Vanessa. "I'll just go home and work on getting ready for school."
"No, you won't," Gabrielle insisted. "You're going to come to the club with me tonight, like we usually do, and you will have fun."
"Why?" Vanessa asked, suddenly staring at Gabby. "Why do you want me to come along? You know I don't fit in with your other friends." She shook her head sadly. "I feel like an oddball sometimes when I'm out with you and your friends. And Paul really doesn't like me one bit – either as Vince or like I am now."
"Well, I enjoy your company, so what they think isn't important. And since you keep reminding me that you're going off to college in a week, I want to make sure I enjoy all of your company I can before you leave. Either you or Vince."
**********
Oksana had a delighted grin as she strode to where Anya was taking a break from her work. "Hi, Anya," she called cheerily.
Anya glanced up, her fatigue immediately replaced by joy. "Hi, Oksana," she replied. Her eyes narrowed as she contemplated Oksana's grin. "Okay," Anya prompted, "spill it."
"Aren't you going to guess? Or use your magic?" Oksana teased.
Anya frowned, and then focused a bit. "You didn't!"
"Yup. Two front-row tickets to see Pink tonight."
Anya squealed with delight. "I've wanted to see her in concert for years." Her eyes narrowed. "How'd you get the tickets? Did you use some, you know?"
"A little magic?" Oksana shrugged. "Why not? It helps find special deals, and helps persuade people when they won't cooperate." She looked like she was gloating about scoring the tickets. "She's playing in Phoenix tonight, so we'll have to travel."
"That sounds ...." Anya started to say, but then her expression sank. "I promised Greg I'd spend a special night with him," she said, "to make up for the dates I've missed. I can't go."
"Why don't you tell him how much you've wanted to go to one of her concerts? I'm sure he'd understand." She winked. "Or you could just ... you know ... so he won't object."
Anya knew that she should keep her commitment to Greg, but she felt herself powerfully pulled toward going to the concert. "Maybe you could get one more ticket, and he could come with us?"
"He doesn't use magic. How would he 'travel'?"
Anya smiled. "We've traveled together quite a bit. He just holds me, and I cast the spell to cover him, too."
Oksana's eyes widened. "Impressive." She thought a moment. "But I don't think we'll be able to get another ticket. The concert is sold out, except for a few seats in the nose-bleed section, and they're all single seats scattered around."
Anya was torn. She really, really wanted to see Pink in concert, but she also knew she needed to keep her date with Greg. She knew that she could easily cast a spell, and get another ticket, but it was wrong to use her magic like that, or so she'd been taught. On the other hand ....
The decision was easy when she thought of it. Greg liked Pink, too, and he'd really like going to a concert with her. She closed her eyes and focused, then began to make complicated finger motions and softly chant the foreign language of the old country, invoking her magic. After a few seconds, a ticket materialized in her hand. "Problem solved," she said with a smile.
**********
With a very soft 'pop' sound, Greg and Anya materialized in her condo. Once Anya was sure the 'travel' spell was over, she dropped her arm from around Greg's waist, while Greg unwrapped his arms from around Anya. "That was an awesome concert," Greg said with a grin.
"Better than dinner and an old movie?"
Greg smiled. "Much. But you still owe me dinner."
Anya turned and grasped the collars of Greg's shirt. "The night's still young." She leaned forward and kissed him.
After they broke their kiss, Greg wrapped his arms around Anya's waist. "I'm glad you got tickets."
"Now, honestly, which were you enjoying more – watching Pink in her sexy outfits on stage, or being with me?" Anya teased.
"Pink might be sexy and a good performer, but she can't hold a candle to you," Greg said with a smile as his lips sought Anya's again.
After a long, passionate exchange, Anya leaned her forehead against Greg's, their faces an inch apart. "How about a glass of wine?" she said invitingly.
"Are you trying to get me drunk, so you can take advantage of me?" Greg asked with a grin.
"I didn't think I needed to get you drunk," Anya giggled. She disengaged from Greg's arms and strode to the cupboard, where she retrieved a pair of wine glasses. "Port, or a Moscato?" Anya asked.
Greg got a puzzled look on his face. "Since when have you become a wine connoisseur?"
Anya smiled, taking a bottle from a small, refrigerator-like wine cooler in her kitchen. "It never hurts to broaden your horizons," she said. "I think a Port will do nicely." She handed the bottle and a cork puller to Greg.
As Greg started to twist the corkscrew into the bottle, curiosity overcame him. "You hadn't said anything about a concert before. How did this suddenly come up?"
"Oksana scored a couple of tickets, and she knew I wanted to see Pink live, so she invited me. But I didn't want to stand you up again, so I got a third ticket so you could come along."
Greg's brow furrowed at her words. "Got ... as in conjured up?"
"Well, yeah," Anya answered, confused. "This late, getting a ticket would have to involve a little magic."
Greg stopped turning the corkscrew. "I thought ...." he started to say.
"You thought what?" Anya was baffled by Greg's suddenly-cool attitude.
"I didn't think you wanted to use your magic like that," Greg continued in an icy tone. "You always said that it's wrong to use your power like that. You always said it was like stealing."
Anya frowned at his words, and his sudden attitude change. "But we had a great time! It was a fantastic concert!"
"Was it Oksana's idea to conjure up a third ticket for me?"
"Well, no. I didn't want to disappoint you again, so I ...."
"I ... I just remembered – I've got to work on finishing my summer architecture project." He hastily set the unopened wine bottle on the counter, and then turned toward the door. "I ... it was a good concert," he muttered. "I guess. Thanks." Before Anya could say another word, he slipped out the door, closing it behind himself, and leaving her completely baffled by Greg's actions and words.
**********
Heads turned as Vanessa walked into Shell Game. Guys looked at her with desire, girls with envy. Though she wasn't nearly as attractive as Gabrielle, she nonetheless attracted more than her share of attention. Her tight jeans made the most of her sexy legs and almost perfect butt, and the low-necked, tight, ruffled, maroon blouse was a perfect combination of elegance and sex appeal. Her layered brown hair hung to nearly her shoulders; the left side swept behind her ear, while the right hung down partially covering her face, giving her a mysterious, naughty-girl air.
"Here comes your friend," one of a group said derisively to Gabrielle.
Gabrielle glanced, and as soon as she saw Vanessa, her face lit up. "Over here," she called, even though she knew it was unlikely that Vanessa would hear her over the band and all the other patrons. She would, though, see her wave, especially when Gabby stood. When she knew that Vanessa had seen her and was making her way through the crowd to join them, Gabby sat back down. "I don't know why you guys are so down on Vanessa. She's fun to hang out with."
In moments, Vanessa strode to the table. Gabby stood and gave her a warm hug, and then scooted her chair to one side so Vanessa could pull a chair up beside her.
"At least we don't have to deal with your other friend, that little dweeb Vince," one of the girls laughed.
"Yeah. Why do you hang out with him?" another asked. "What's the deal there?"
"I bet he's an old family friend or something. It couldn't be because there's any attraction," the first girl laughed.
Gabby glanced to her side, and noticed that Vanessa was fuming at the blatant insults. "He's a good friend," she explained simply.
"Is he some kind of genius nerd who helps you with math or science classes or something?"
Gabby shook her head. "Why are you being so bitchy about my friend?" she demanded. "Just drop it, okay?"
Paul Cresswell strode confidently to the table, having come from the restroom. Around him, girls looked, some with dreamy expressions. He sat down easily beside Gabby, and took her hand in his. Paul gave Gabby a kiss on the cheek, eyeing the look on Vanessa's face. His eyes furrowed slightly knowing how Vanessa hated their interaction. "Let's go dance," he suggested, but it sounded more like an order. He stood, tugging Gabby up, and without letting go of her hand, led her to the dance floor.
"I don’t know what she sees in him," Vanessa couldn't help muttering.
"What planet are you from? He's tall, he's gorgeous! Isn't that enough reason?"
Vanessa shook her head. "There's more to life than good looks."
"And he's smart, and charming, and his family has money."
"You have to admit, they look good together."
"Yeah. And if anyone can convince her to stop that stupid on-line gaming, it'd be Paul," one of the girls said, speaking as if on-line gaming was a serious malady.
"And I bet he can distract her from that little dweeb Vince."
"Five minutes in the sack with Paul and she'll forget all about nerd-boy!"
Vanessa's frown deepened. Her jaw was clenched tightly at the innuendo about Gabby and the cutting remarks against Vince. "He's a bit possessive, though, isn't he? And manipulative. I mean, he wants her to spend all her time with him."
"Ooohhh," one girl cooed mockingly. "It sounds like someone's jealous that he's with Gabby and not her!"
"She should _want_ to spend all her time with him," a girl scoffed at Vanessa's comment.
Vanessa shook her head. "I get the feeling that he's just looking for a trophy to hang on his arm. He doesn't impress me at all." No matter how much she wanted to tell Gabby, though, Vanessa knew it wouldn't do any good to interfere. Gabby couldn't see what a jerk Paul really was, and she would very likely take Vanessa's words as jealousy. Vanessa / Vince was in a no-win position.
"But what's-his-name from two weeks ago impressed you!" one of the girls laughed. "The way you were hanging all over him made _that_ pretty obvious."
"His name is Phil, and he's a nice guy," Vanessa said in her own defense.
"Is that why you left early with him – so you could go to his place and see how nice a guy he was?"
"At least he wasn't an arrogant, pompous, braggart like Paul is!" Vanessa said angrily. This was going like most of the outings with Gabby – Gabby danced with Paul, while Gabby's friends were catty and demeaning toward Vanessa. She wondered why she'd come in the first place. And even then, she knew – it was because she and Gabby were very good friends, and when Gabby had asked, Vanessa couldn't say no.
Vanessa turned and looked out on the dance floor. It was a slow song, and Paul was grinding suggestively against Gabby. She frowned when she saw his expression. Since Gabby's head was on his shoulder, Gabby couldn't see his face, which bore the look of a hunter who's bagged a trophy, or a man showing off his latest expensive, desirable toy. Vanessa wanted to puke.
**********
Greg trudged into his room at the fraternity house and slumped heavily into a chair. His eyes were closed, and he bore a troubled look on his face.
"You're home early," Greg's roommate Rob noted. "I thought you and Anya had a special dinner planned."
Greg shook his head. "Had. She changed plans."
"She stood you up again?" Rob asked, dumbfounded. Such behavior wasn't at all like Anya.
"No, we went to a concert."
"Who'd you go see? Was it any good?"
"It was a great concert. We saw Pink."
Rob frowned. I didn't think she was playing around here." He saw the look on Greg's face. "Oh. You went magically."
"Yeah. And that's part of the problem."
Rob held up his hand, signaling for Greg to stop. "Rewind here. There's some kind of problem?" He scowled as pieces came together. "If you went to the concert, then the concert is over. And since it's still relatively early, you and Anya would have had some quiet time together. Unless there was a problem."
"Bingo." Greg shook his head. "It's that new friend of hers. I don't trust her. She convinced Anya to conjure up a ticket for me, because Oksana only had two."
"So – the friend expected Anya to blow you off again to go to a concert with her?"
"There's something going on there. I don't trust the new girl. Since she showed up, Anya's ... different. She never would have used her magic to get a concert ticket before. Now, she's acting like it's no big deal."
"So, what are you going to do?" Rob asked.
"I figure I need to have a chat with Grandmother, to see if she knows what the hell is going on." He sighed. "She's changing," he said softly, "and I'm afraid I'm going to lose her."
"Again."
Greg nodded. "Again. Only this will be worse than just missing junior prom. I thought we were getting serious, but all of a sudden, I don't have any clue where she wants our relationship to go."
**********
"What's up?" Gabby had to yell to be heard over the background noise.
Her friend shrugged. "I don't know. Paul just said to all gather at the table."
Gabby glanced at the table, and saw the group congregating slowly. She glanced at Vanessa, and saw her looking Gabby's way. She just shrugged as well, not knowing any more about the surprise than Gabby.
As the gang sat down, Paul stood next to Gabby, turning to face her. There was something about his posture, his expression, and the setting, that made everyone think that they were about to witness something special.
"Gabrielle," Paul said solemnly, which was a big change from calling her by her nickname, "since we started dating, I've gotten to know that you're a very special woman." He dropped to one knee as he pulled a box from his pocket, flipping it open in one smooth motion as he held it toward her. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?"
The girls around the table shrieked their delight as one. They were immediately congratulating Gabby, practically even before Paul slipped the ring on her finger as she sat in the midst of a crowd of excited friends, dumbfounded and shocked by his unexpected proposal. "I ... I don't know what to say."
"I believe the proper response is 'yes'," Paul said with a smile.
Across the table, hidden by the friends who were congratulating and hugging Gabby, Vanessa sat, her mouth hanging open in shock. As she sat, tears started streaming down her cheeks, and a whimper of anguish escaped her mouth. She looked across the table, and saw Gabby, surrounded by joy and happiness. Slowly, she stood, and without looking back, slipped through the crowd, her vision clouded by her tears. She stumbled out the door, ignoring the uncomprehending stares of the people around her, occasionally bumping into someone in her unseeing flight from the club.
Vanessa climbed behind the wheel of her car, her makeup ruined by her ongoing torrent of tears. For over ten minutes, she sat bawling, wails of her emotional agony reverberating through her car as she felt every tiny crack of her shattered heart.
Inside Shell Game, Gabby managed to pull herself away from her gang of excited friends, and began scanning the crowd for Vanessa. Her efforts became more and more frantic as she didn't see her friend anywhere. She tried to extract herself from all the congratulations she was getting, but there were too many people who wanted to give her a hug or shake her hand. By the time she escaped the table, she started walking around the club, slowly at first, but with increasing desperation in her stride and showing on her face. She couldn't find Vanessa anywhere. Not knowing what else to do, she took out her cell phone and texted Vanessa, inquiring where she was and if she was okay.
Vanessa pulled her car into her parents' driveway, her cheeks still wet with tears. Her phone beeped, indicating a message, so she took it from her purse and read it. She shoved the device back into her purse without answering the text message, as if it was the cause of her suffering heart. Sobbing, she walked into the house, not bothering to talk to her dad, who was still sitting up watching the late show on TV.
"How was your day?" Vanessa's dad called to her without looking away from the television.
"Okay," Vanessa said, struggling to control her tears.
"I take it you had a girls' day with Gabrielle again?"
Vanessa nodded. "Yeah. But it's probably the last one for a long time." Her voice was heavy, even though she was trying to mask her emotions.
"Good. College will keep you busy. You'll make a lot of new friends, including more girls, and you won't need that place to change you into a girl on weekends." Her father sounded more than a little disapproving of Bikini Beach, and Vince's changes into Vanessa. Both parents knew, since the changes were local, but neither really approved. It reminded Vanessa's mom that she didn't have a daughter, and it made her dad nervous that he was losing his son.
"I'm tired, so I'm going to bed," Vanessa said, cutting off the conversation before her dad could give her yet another lecture about how wrong it was for Vince to keep changing into Vanessa. Instead, she went straight to her room and, after closing her door behind her, sat heavily on her bed. She opened a drawer in her nightstand and carefully pulled out a small, velvet-covered box. She opened the box, and stared at the ring inside, the gift that Vince had once hoped to give to the girl he truly loved, Gabrielle. Now, it was not to be. Vanessa closed the box and threw it angrily across the room, before collapsing face-first onto her bed, still wearing her clothes from the club. She lay in the darkness, her body wracked by sobs, accompanied by the muffled sound of her crying uncontrollably.
**********
"I thought you were going to help me with end-of-quarter taxes last night," Grandmother said calmly as soon as Anya entered the office building.
"Uh," Anya stammered, immediately shielding her thoughts from the old woman using the spell Oksana had helped her with. "Something came up."
"Yes, I know," Grandmother said evenly, her voice betraying no emotion. "The concert. Did you have a good time?"
Anya nodded hesitantly. "Yeah, it was fun."
"You've been spending a lot of time with Oksana lately."
Anya's eyes narrowed. "What of it? Is it wrong to have a new friend? Someone from the old country, like we are? Someone who knows magic, like we do? Is it wrong to want to have a friend I have a lot in common with?"
"I didn't say that." Grandmother looked at her computer for a few moments. "I noticed that you've been highly distracted for the past week or two. Is there something going on that I need to know about?"
"What do you mean, distracted?" Anya sounded defensive again
"You made another mistake on a pass," Grandmother said, sounding disappointed. "This one is worse than the last one."
"Which one? The serial philanderer?"
Grandmother nodded. "He should have had a month to six weeks – long enough to experience being in love as a woman, and then having her heart broken by a cheating man. Long enough to learn how much he hurt his girlfriend. It would have made him a much better man, and a good husband for her." She shook her head, her lips pursed tightly together angrily. "Now, he'll never learn, and his girlfriend will never have the husband she should have had. That's two lives that got messed up because you were distracted or didn't take the time to read his lifelines properly."
"You never questioned my judgment before," Anya replied sharply.
"Because you were always much more careful before. You were never as unfocused as you are now." Grandmother shook her head. "For the time being, until you get your focus back, maybe you shouldn't sell any passes."
Anya's mouth dropped open in shock at the words from her Grandmother. "Don't you trust me anymore?" she snapped.
Grandmother felt the anger rising in Anya, and softened her tone. "Of course I do, dear," she responded.
"It doesn't sound like it!"
Grandmother shook her head slowly. "Anya, I can tell without even using magic that you're exhausted. All the girls in the park have noticed it. I'm sure it's just fatigue that's clouding your judgment a bit."
Anya's expression softened; her eyes opened from narrow slits, and her flared nostrils relaxed, while she felt tension flow from her clenched jaw muscles. "Maybe I am a little tense," she finally agreed. "And tired."
"Is there something going on? Aren't you sleeping well? I've got a spell ...."
"You taught me the sleep spell a long time ago," Anya reminded her grandmother. "It's ... it's not working."
"Do you want to take a day or two off?" Grandmother suggested. "Maybe you and Greg could ...."
Anya shook her head. "Greg's ... a little pissed at me, I think," she admitted softly. "I don't understand, though. Last night, we all went to a Pink concert in Phoenix. We had great front-row seats, and I know the three of us had a great time."
Grandmother frowned. "The three of you? I take it Oksana went with you, too?"
"Yeah. It was her idea in the first place. She scored a couple of fabulous tickets, and then I had to scramble to get a ticket for Greg when I invited him along."
"Did you think that maybe Greg is feeling neglected, and left out? Maybe even a little jealous?"
"If he was feeling so left out, why did he walk out on me last night after the concert, when he and I were going to have a little wine and ...." Anya stopped before she said too much.
**********
Anya had a defiant expression as she sat in the ticket booth. She was going to prove to Grandmother that she was perfectly capable of selling passes.
It must have been the fates intervening, because Anya sold no passes for most of the morning. As the sun approached its midday zenith, though, Anya recognized the frequent patron who was approaching the ticket booth. "Good morning, Vince," she said pleasantly when he was at the window.
"Morning," Vince replied in a monotone. He looked like hell; his eyes had the sunken look of someone who'd been up all night, or was seriously depressed.
"Are you okay?" Anya asked, concerned about Vince's well-being. His eyes seemed lifeless, devoid of any spark of joy or happiness. In all the times Vince and Gabby had visited the park, she'd never seen him this despondent.
Vince shook his head sadly. "No," he admitted softly. "Gabby got engaged last night." He was still fighting tears about the event.
"Oh. I'm so sorry," Anya said. She knew that Vince carried a torch for Gabby, and the news of her engagement must have been a crushing blow to him. "What can I do for you today?"
"I want a lifetime pass," Vince said, his voice completely drained of emotion. "As long as I'm me, I'll hurt over what happened. But if I'm her, I figure I'll get over it."
Anya quoted him the price, and surprisingly, Vince didn't flinch at all. Instead, he took a wad of money – large denominations – out of his pocket. "Where did you get that much cash?" she asked, curious. Her magic sense told her immediately that it wasn't stolen.
Vince shook his head, still looking down. "I ... I got her a ring with what I saved up from my summer job," he muttered, "because I wanted to be the one to someday propose to her." He paused and wiped at a tear. "I know it sounds stupid, but ... I really love her."
"A lifetime pass is pretty drastic, don't you think?" Anya asked. Something in the back of her mind was urging her to just sell the pass and be done with it.
"It doesn't matter anymore. And I want you to erase my memories of being Vince. I want to forget being Vince. I want to forget how I feel about Gabby, so maybe someday, I can find happiness as Vanessa."
Oksana had slipped up to the window beside Vince. "Sell him the pass. As a girl, he'll have a lot more chance to find happiness than if he stays as he is. His female persona is much more outgoing."
Anya frowned. She shouldn't really sell the pass without doing more checking. Then she remembered Grandmother's words that implied she didn't trust Anya. Anya felt her resolve stiffen. "Are you sure you want the pass?"
Wordlessly, he counted out the money and slid it through the money tray at the bottom of the glass window.
Anya was having second thoughts. Vince was clearly depressed, and in no state to make a rational decision. She should wait. But it would be a way for him to escape the memories. She'd never felt so confused about a pass before, and it was a disconcerting sensation. In the end, she typed his information into the computer and printed out his pass. "You know the drill."
Vince nodded somberly. Taking the card, he slogged his way to the turnstile at the park gate, and after swiping his pass, he walked ponderously into the men's locker room.
Wearing his swimming trunks, Vince turned on a shower, but then remembered that his sandals were still in the locker. He walked back to the locker and, after putting them on, he trudged back to the shower stall.
The noise of the door opening startled him as he pulled back the shower curtain to step into the warm, transforming shower, the magical water which would erase his memories of his love for Gabby, and forever change him into a girl who stood a much better chance of finding happiness.
"Vince, stop!" a familiar voice called, giving him pause. Gabrielle burst around the corner, half out of breath. "Thank God!" she cried out as she saw him still outside the shower. "I was so worried. You never answered my text. When your parents said you were going to the Bikini Beach…."
"It doesn't matter anymore. I'm miserable like I am now. Being Vanessa is the only way I can see to give me a chance at happiness. And a way to forget. It's better this way."
"You're my friend," Gabrielle said firmly. "I care about you. I don't want to lose you. So please tell me what's going on that's making you want to take such a drastic step."
"I've never been successful with girls," Vince complained bitterly. "I'll die a virgin at the rate I'm going. And I don't have a lot of friends." He dropped his gaze. "And you're ... engaged."
"What?" Gabby asked, astounded. "What difference does that make? We're friends, no matter what happens. Why would my being engaged matter?"
Vince shuffled his feet nervously. "Because," he muttered softly, still staring at the floor, "I ... I love you."
Stunned, Gabby's mouth dropped open as her eyes widened. "What? Why ... why didn't you ever say anything?" she stammered through her astonishment.
Vince just shook his head. "Because I'm a nerd, and a dweeb, and I'm not even close to being in your league. Not like Paul."
"Paul is a manipulative asshole!" Gabby spat angrily.
"What?" It was Vince's turn to be astonished.
Gabby shook her head. "I knew we weren't exactly compatible," she admitted. "Do you know that once, I brought him to the park, to see how I'd get along with his feminine side."
"Why?"
Gabby looked down, feeling her cheeks flush. "Because ... I want a friend and a lover. I want someone who's willing to do 'girl' things with me. Paul wasn't like that. As a girl, she was so conceited and self-absorbed that she was impossible to deal with. And if that's part of his female persona, then it's part of his male side as well. I just didn't see it until last night." She sighed. "The way he proposed was a setup to make it extremely difficult for me to say no." She held out her left hand to Vince.
Vince gasped in surprise. Gabby's hand was devoid of an engagement ring. "But ... if you're telling me this, and trying to stop me from changing, what ... what does that mean ... for us?"
Gabby smiled. "Sometimes, you can be so dense," she chuckled. "I've spent the last year urging, suggesting, leading, and practically begging you to move our relationship past gaming and water-park buddies, trying to get you inspired to ask me out on a date."
"I don't understand."
"Who was always there for you when you asked a girl out, and she broke your heart? Who taught you gaming, and included you in that hobby? And in all that, do you remember me _ever_ making fun of you?
"But ... why all the time at the park?" Vince stammered. "Are you ... bi?"
Gabby shook her head. "I don't think so. I just like having a best friend who doesn't mind doing girl things. When you change into Vanessa, you're my best friend. But when you're Vince," she said, pausing, "I want to do this." She took a half step toward Vince, wrapping her arms around him, and gave him a very passionate kiss.
As Gabby kissed Vince, and Vince stood, mostly in shock, their body motion caused Vince to have to adjust his position to avoid falling. Because the shower had been on, and the curtain open, there was water on the floor. Vince's sandal slipped on the water, sending him wildly off balance. Still intertwined with Gabby, he tumbled backwards, into the shower.
As soon as the feeling of warm water made its way past the powerful distraction of being kissed by the girl he loved, Vince's eyes popped wide open and he pulled away from the kiss with frantic suddenness. "No!" he cried in anguish, even as he felt the beginnings of the change starting.
Gabby stared at Vince as the transformation rippled through his body. She'd never seen a change, and she found the spectacle strangely arousing, even as Vince, now curled up on the floor. Tears poured from his eyes, and audible sobbing was interrupted by cries of, "No!"
"It'll be okay," Gabby reassured Vince. "Everything will be okay when the pass wears off."
"No, it won't!" Vince, now almost completely Vanessa, sobbed.
The exit door opened with a loud crash, and footsteps, running, rounded the corner to the shower area, as Grandmother rushed to the scene. She saw Gabby standing, staring at Vanessa, who was curled up in a sobbing ball on the floor of the shower. She stopped, a faraway look in her eyes for a moment, before she dropped to her knees beside the shower, shoving Gabby aside as she did so. She began to incant in a strange language, her fingers dancing intricately through some complex motion, before she touched Vanessa on the forehead. She sat back on her heels. "Shit!" she swore uncharacteristically. "Shit, shit, shit!"
"What's ... what's wrong?" Gabby was now frightened; she'd never seen the old woman who ran the park acting so frantically and swearing.
In answer, Grandmother took a pass from Vanessa's hand and gave it to Gabby.
Gabby looked at the old woman with a strange expression, but then she looked at the pass. It looked normal, except .... Her eyes widened in shock as she read the duration. "Lifetime? No!" she cried as the pass confirmed her worst, unspoken fears. "You've got to fix this!"
Grandmother shook her head sadly and sighed heavily, her eyes drifting shut for a moment. "I ... I can't. All I could do was to stop the second part of the spell, which was to make Vanessa forget ... everything."
**********
Grandmother sat on one side of Vanessa, who was still sobbing in the arms of Gabby, who sat on her other side. Seated in a chair next to the sofa was Anya. Whenever Gabby glanced at Anya, her eyes shot daggers at the girl.
Grandmother glowered at her granddaughter. "Why the hell did you sell him a pass? The lifelines are so plainly evident. Didn't you even check?"
Anya frowned, humiliated at being chewed out in public, and angry at being blamed for Vince's impulsive request. "It can still work out. I mean," she said defensively, "Gabrielle is discovering that she's bisexual, and that she's attracted to Vanessa. A little spell for Vanessa, and everything will be okay."
Grandmother's mouth dropped open in complete shock at what Anya had said. "What?" she demanded, astonished at the callous nature of Anya's response. "That wasn't supposed to be their destiny!" she snapped.
Anya looked like she was torn between anger and regret. Her emotions wavered back and forth for several awkwardly silent seconds, before a tear leaked down her cheek as regret won. She let her head fall into her hands, sobbing. "I'm ... I'm so sorry," she cried. "I ... I really screwed up, and now you have to pay for my mistake." She quickly rose and darted from the building, humiliated at what had happened because of her.
"Can't you do anything?" Vanessa sobbed, looking hopefully at Grandmother.
The grim expression on Grandmother's face, with her slow head shake, confirmed Vanessa's worst fears. She'd been on an emotional roller-coaster in the previous eighteen hours – overwhelming depression at thinking that Vince had lost Gabby, elation at her revelation in the locker room that Gabby cared for Vince, and then an emotional body-slam when Vince and Gabby had slipped in the shower as they embraced and kissed. Only Grandmother's quick intervention had prevented the second part of the pass – forgetting all about Vince – from taking effect.
Grandmother sighed heavily. "It's very ancient magic," she began to explain. "I learned to cast the spell long before I understood exactly what it is, or how it works. There were only a few in my clan who understood the spell – and that was a very, very long time ago." She shook her head. "It was an ... emergency spell – to make sure the clan didn't die out. Captives would be changed to women, and if there weren't enough women, some of the men of the clan would be selected at random to be changed as well. It was also used if a man committed an offense against the clan. He was allowed to choose being ... cast out, or being changed and becoming a contributing part of the clan." She shuddered visibly when she mentioned clan members being banished. "Because the magic is so ancient, it's very difficult to understand how it works, or to reverse it. That's why few knew how to reverse it."
Vanessa shook her head sadly. "Then ... I'm stuck. It's ... it's all over. Everything I wanted ... it's all gone." She buried her face in her hands as more tears flowed.
**********
"It's not like she never made any mistakes!" Anya fumed. Beside her, Oksana occupied another chair in the deli. It was later in the afternoon, so they were the only customers. "I don't get it why she's so upset over one or two little mistakes."
Oksana nodded. "You did offer a way to fix it, too," she said.
Anya's scowl deepened. "She's treating me like I'm a kid. This is nothing compared to what she used to do!"
"Your boyfriend is here," Oksana observed with amusement as Greg walked into the deli.
Greg had no problem finding Anya, given how empty the deli was. "Hi," he said eagerly to Anya, leaning over to give her a kiss, and all the while eyeing Oksana suspiciously. He looked directly at Oksana. "Hi, Oksana," he said, politely acknowledging her presence, even if he really didn't trust her. He pulled out a chair and sat down. "What's up?" he asked Anya, noticing that she looked upset.
"Grandmother and I had a ... disagreement this morning," Anya complained bitterly.
"Oh?" Greg was surprised by the vehemence in her voice. Though she and Grandmother had disagreed many times in the past, Anya had never dwelled on their differences. "What happened?"
"I made a couple of small mistakes with passes," Anya said, frowning. "The next thing I know, she told me I should stop selling passes if I couldn't do it right." She shook her head. "It's not like she hasn't made mistakes, and some malicious ones, in her life!"
Greg thought he saw, out of the corner of his eye, Oksana smiling, as though she found the conversation – and the incident – amusing. "And if I remember correctly, you were pretty outspoken telling Grandmother that what she was doing was wrong, true?"
Anya glared at him, but then her expression softened. She nodded slowly, acknowledging the truth of Greg's words.
"Would you have been upset if Grandmother had done what you did?"
"That's not the point," Oksana interrupted.
Greg shook his head. "That's exactly the point." He turned back to Anya. "Would you?"
Anya nodded slowly. "But ...."
"Like you told Grandmother, it may not seem like much to you, but it's everything to the people whose lives got messed up."
**********
Grandmother looked up from her deep concentration. "There may be a way to fix this, since I interrupted the spell before it was complete," she said softly, "but it's a longshot. It's ... not likely to work."
Gabby looked at Vanessa, seeing the sorrow in her eyes. She looked back at Grandmother. "We have to try." Vanessa nodded her agreement. "But how?"
"I told you that I can't do it. But there are members of my clan that can – if they survived the bad years, that is. There were purges. A lot of the clans were rounded up by the Nazis, and perished with the Jews and other 'undesirables' in the gas chambers. After that, there were the communists, who were almost as bad. I'm afraid there may not be many left." Grandmother shook her head. "That's why it's such a longshot. I ... feel ... some of the, I guess you'd call it life forces, of my clan, but there aren't many, and they aren't strong."
Gabby looked at Grandmother with a critical eye. "Are you suggesting that you take us to see if we can find your clan, in the hope that someone will remember the spell and will be able to undo it?"
Grandmother gulped visibly. "Mostly correct."
"Define mostly," Vanessa said, eyeing Grandmother warily.
"I ... can't go. It's a long story, but," she bit her lip, "I was ... banished ... a long time ago, when I was young. I can't go back."
Gabby and Vanessa exchanged wary glances. "Then – who is supposed to take us?"
Grandmother winced. "Anya will have to take you. She knows the magic, and can find my clan."
"Anya started this whole mess!" Vanessa cried. "If she'd been careful, I wouldn't be stuck like this!"
"I know," Grandmother said sadly. "And I'm truly sorry for what happened. Because it's our fault, I'll pay for all your travel expenses. But it has to be Anya."
"Isn't there any way you can go with us?" Gabby pleaded, unhappy at the thought of Anya traveling with them.
"The penalty for breaking banishment is ... death. I can't go back – ever." She closed her eyes, momentarily and visibly reliving some painful memories.
"But ... I'd rather you went than Anya," Vanessa said softly.
"That's why I'm going to ask a friend to go with you – as a little insurance. Since his family came from the same area a few generations ago, I'm sure I can convince him to accompany you."
**********
The man smiled as he crossed the hot pavement. Around him were many, many girls and women, all heading toward the park entrance. A few looked his way, giving him a strange smile. Jozef smiled back at them, unable to contain his amusement that the few who knew of the magic thought he was going to change. Instead, he turned away from the ticket booth and toward the low, gray office building. Some of the women who thought he was about to be the victim of the ultimate gender joke were disappointed, which caused Jozef to chuckle to himself.
Before he could press the button on the intercom next to the door, he heard a click. He smiled again. It was just like Grandmother to know he was coming and anticipating his arrival. Jozef pulled the door open and stepped into the office. Compared to the bright mid-day sunlight, even the brightly-lit office seemed dark, and it took a couple of seconds for his eyes to adjust.
Even before he could clearly see, Grandmother was shaking his hand warmly. "I'm glad you could take some time from your busy schedule to drop in for a visit."
Jozef laughed, allowing the old woman to take his elbow and lead him to a casual seating area. "When you ask me to come by for a visit, I know something's up."
"Am I that transparent? Grandmother chuckled.
"Yes." Jozef sat down in a comfortable chair.
"Would you like something to drink?" Grandmother asked, showing her hospitality.
"Just water," Jozef said easily. "And I know you'll get yourself a root beer, right?"
"I'm getting a little too predictable." She retrieved the drinks and handed a bottle of water to Jozef, and then sat in her chair, opening her soda with a loud hiss.
"So, how can I help you today? What sort of trouble have you brewed up this time?"
"I'm afraid it's something that Anya did, by mistake," Grandmother began. She quickly explained the situation.
"And you're hoping that someone in your clan survived, and is powerful enough to undo your magic, right?"
Grandmother nodded. "It's the only chance that I can see." She sighed. "And it's more complicated. I can't go with them."
"I heard the stories from my great grandmother that you fled. I take it you were banished or expelled or something?"
"Yeah. It's serious. Breaking banishment has a punishment of death. Even if I could find someone powerful enough to change Vanessa back, my request would mean nothing." She took a sip of her soda. "So I have to send Anya, since she'll be able to detect the magic, and find anyone from the clan – if they still live."
"She can handle it. She's got a good head on her shoulders." His eyes narrowed when he saw the look on Grandmother's face. "What's going on with Anya?"
"There's something going on with her. I ... can't completely trust her." She explained Anya's mistakes.
"Maybe that explains ...." His voice tapered off.
"Explains what?"
"There's something around Anya that's not right. It feels wrong. We worked together with Mel, and I got to know how she ... felt ... magically." He shook his head. "It's not like that anymore. It's ... it's hard to describe." He sighed. "So you want me to go." He shook his head. "I don't think I can."
After a good deal of discussion, Jozef finally gave in to the old woman's persistent request. Then his features brightened. "In fact, this trip could be a lot of fun. I can indulge my hobby, perhaps finding some rare or unique glass to work with, and maybe find out some history of my great grandmother, too."
"I'll get you booked on the flight. Since I'm asking you to go, I'll cover your expenses."
Jozef laughed. "That won't be necessary," he said. "It'll be no problem to cover my expenses. Money isn't much of an object."
A frown flitted across Grandmother's features, but then she smiled. "I should have read that about you a long time ago." She thought for a moment. "Josella was fleeing a harsh master, right, at least when she was Joska? Her trade – was stained glass work, right?"
"She did pretty well with that when she got to this country. In fact, she sold some designs to Tiffany Studios. And her independent work made her – and her descendants – pretty well-off. In fact, my cousin still runs the stained glass works, and I dabble in some design work. It's kind of a way of keeping in touch with my roots." He took out his cell phone, and called up some picture of some of his work. "These are a few of my original designs. I like to work on one-off and two-off pieces. Making them on a mass production basis cheapens the design."
"These are gorgeous." Grandmother hesitated. "I recognize that one. It's in Ronnie Harris' office!" She whistled appreciatively. "You must be good if Ronnie wants your work. Is there any way I could buy one?"
"I'll give you one, if you'd like. I didn't know you liked stained glass lamps."
Grandmother shook her head firmly. "You wouldn't let me pay for your ticket, so I won't let you give me a lamp." She finished off her can of soda. "So why are you a policeman, if you are well-off?"
Jozef chuckled. "I can give back to the community this way. I've always wanted to help people."
"That explains why you don't seem to give a damn about promotions and such."
"It drives the police chief nuts. Everyone else worries about following protocol, making sure they dot their i's and cross their t's and being politically correct, so they can get a promotion. I play the game to keep people safe from criminals first, and anything for me second." He smiled. "Sometimes, the chief sends me on cases because he knows there might be political fallout, and others might hesitate because of career worries."
"I'll get the flights booked, and then get you the information so you can pay for your tickets."
"Fair enough." Jozef frowned. "What are you going to tell Anya about my presence?"
"I'll tell her that you wanted to come along, since it was your ancestral home, too, and that you were interested in looking for special glass for your hobby." She smiled. "It's the truth; I'll just leave out the part about watching her."
**********
"I'll miss you," Greg said as he wrapped his arms around Anya from behind. She was standing by her bed, looking down at her suitcase, checking what she'd packed.
Anya leaned back so Greg could kiss her neck. "I'll miss you, too."
"I wish I could come with you. Or better yet, that you didn't have to go."
Anya's contented smile turned instantly to a frown. "Well, Grandmother is making me go, so I don't have a choice." She shook her head. "And she asked Jozef to accompany us, as if she doesn't trust me!"
"I thought he was going because you were friends, and it was where his ancestors came from, with Grandmother."
"That's what she said," Anya reported, scowling. "But I can tell it's because she doesn't trust me."
"Did you read it with your magic?"
Anya shook her head, and doubt softened her icy expression. "No. It ... it feels like it. And Oksana said she could sense the real reason."
Greg decided to not talk about Oksana. He was more than a bit concerned about the new girl; Anya did very few things without Oksana, and she was always talking about the girl, and her magic skills. "How are you going to deal with the language? Do you have some kind of spell?"
Anya nodded. "I'll do a tongues spell when I get there. I won't have any problem with the language."
"Will it work on Gabby, Vanessa, and Jozef?"
Anya shrugged. "I don't know. And since I'm in charge of the trip, I don't see why it would be necessary."
"That's kind of selfish, isn't it?"
Anya's eyes betrayed a conflict, as if she was wavering on her earlier determination to be the language expert to prove that she was in charge. "I suppose you're right," she replied. "If Grandmother could do it for Josella, I should do it for the others on this trip as well."
"That's the girl I love," Greg said, turning Anya so he could give her a proper kiss.
After a long, passionate exchange, Anya smiled. "I may need a few more of those to get me through a week without you around." She lifted her lips toward Greg's once more.
**********
The first group of passengers, those paying a premium for the privilege of flying in the comfort of first class, was greeted by flight attendants with their pasted-on smiles. Anya was among them; she'd paid extra to fly first class. Directed by one of the flight attendants, she located her seat, and reached up to place her handbag and her computer case into the overhead bin. She had a little difficulty with the awkward opening; a tall flight attendant was instantly at her elbow, offering help. She nodded gratefully to accept his assistance, and as the attendant hoisted her bags, Anya slid into her spacious, comfortable seat.
Anya groaned to herself when a man stopped by her row. He set a briefcase on his chair, and started to take off his suit jacket. Behind him, a flight attendant was putting his carry-on bag in an overhead bin. She had hoped to have a row to herself, so she wouldn't have to put up with someone else's inane chatter, or failing that, some nice grandmotherly type who would read her novel and leave Anya alone. Instead, she had a businessman, and from his appearance, a rather cocky, successful businessman. He looked to be about thirty, and he seemed to be free of 'swivel-chair spread', the malady that plagued businessmen since time immemorial when they spent too much time sitting and not enough time exercising. No, this man looked fit. His brown hair was cut stylishly, in keeping with the rest of his appearance. His hands – looked manicured – with no ring on his left hand, and he wore an expensive shirt, with cuff links, no less! Anya knew without looking further that he had to be wearing a designer suit. Successful, and probably quite arrogant.
As he sat down, Anya made a show of putting in her ear buds and turning on some music, to very clearly advertise that she wasn't interested in idle chit-chat or the young man's attempted come-ons. As she sat back in her chair, she turned her head toward the window, adding yet another sign that she wanted to be left alone.
Anya stewed in silence as she thought about the events which had led her to be taking a trip to the old country, to try to find anyone from Grandmother's clan, in the vain hope that someone would remember how to undo the transformation spell. She hadn't done anything _that_ wrong, had she? She didn't think so, and neither did Oksana. Greg and Grandmother were overreacting – especially Grandmother, since she had a long history of callous, capricious actions against men, sometimes with extreme changes. There were the two kids who'd jumped the gate; now, they were busty, blonde, boy-obsessed girls. Allison, who, as Alan, had been trying to take pictures of the women inside Bikini Beach's locker. Grandmother changed him into a very busty stripper with a compulsion for sex. Those had been deliberate; hers had been a mistake, an accident. And she had a way to fix things so Gabby and Vanessa could stay together, but Grandmother had vehemently prohibited her from making the two girls lesbians.
If she had to travel, at least she could travel – and stay – in style. There was no way she would travel in coach, or even business class. A little wave of her hand, a little magic, and she had an upgrade to first class. A quick spell, and the visas from their destination arrived the next day, saving Anya days or weeks of being harangued by Grandmother over the error.
**********
Moments later, a horde of passengers filed into the plane, causing instant traffic jams in the aisles despite the airline's best effort to get the throng aboard in an orderly fashion. Among the next group was Jozef, having paid a bit more for the extra legroom of business class. While not as posh as first class, it was a significantly more comfortable place to travel than economy class, especially for a man who was a bit taller than average. He slid over to the window seat, settling in and leaning back to rest. He wore loose-fitting slacks and a loose-fitting shirt, as was his habit when not working, and with non-descript loafers, he didn't depict the image of someone who had wealth.
When Anya had asked if Jozef was going to accompany her in first class, he politely declined, opting instead to fly in business class. He was still reflecting on what Grandmother had told him about Anya, and he didn't want her nearby, at least for a bit, as he contemplated what he could possibly do if she continued to be unpredictable. He hadn't wanted to go, but Grandmother had been very persuasive, as she always was. He had to laugh to himself at how the old woman had almost gotten to the point of begging him. She was really concerned about Anya, and as Jozef considered Anya a good friend, there really was no way he could say no.
Shortly before takeoff, Jozef paid little attention to the flight attendants as they went through their routine safety instructions. Jozef had flown often enough that the he could have given the briefings. The only thing to which he remotely listened was the water safety information, required by the FAA and the International Civil Aviation Organization since it was a flight across the Atlantic Ocean.
In truth, Jozef found himself uncomfortable being with Anya since they'd started planning the trip. He found her demeanor troubling, and the stories of how she had been treating customers and her lack of empathy for Gabrielle and Vanessa had shaken him. Her actions were nothing like what he remembered from dealing with Melody.
The discussion with Grandmother bothered him a lot more than he wanted to admit to her. He had noticed the severity of the old woman's worry about Anya, and how it bothered her to have to talk about family matters with an outsider. His detective instincts guided him as he talked to her, and eventually, she had to admit the reason she was so worried. Her description of the evil which had overcome Anya's mother, Chessa, was chilling; if Anya started down that path, how was he, a non-magic-using person, supposed to stop her or save her? He was ill-at-ease at having to chaperone Anya like she was a wayward teenager instead of a young adult, because Grandmother didn't completely trust her. It was his instinct for trusting Grandmother which proved to be the deciding factor.
As if to highlight Anya's growing sense of superiority, she'd refused to help Gabby and Vanessa get to the airport. Only because of Grandmother's insistence had Anya even ponied up part of their cab fare. Vanessa's and Gabby's parents nixed that idea, taking the opportunity instead to take their daughters so they'd have a chance to say goodbye. It had been necessary for Anya to come up with a spell to convince the parents to let them travel; because of the park's magic, Vince never existed, and the families had no idea why Vanessa and Gabrielle should go to a former communist country just before college started.
**********
In one of the last groups to board, Vanessa and Gabrielle had to walk almost sideways to get down the aisle, looking for their seats and they tried to avoid hitting seated passengers with their carry-on luggage and handbags. Both were very aware that many young men were eyeing them. To Gabby, it was part of being an attractive woman. But to Vanessa, it was very uncomfortable. Vanessa was starting to think that the light cotton dress her mother had recommended had been a mistake; it was airy for the confined plane, but the neckline was a little low, and passengers walking past made her nervous that they were staring down at her cleavage.
Vanessa tried to distract herself from being nervous about the attention she was getting and the critical nature of the trip. "Did you have to pack so much?" she asked Gabrielle. Even as she spoke, she knew that she'd packed a lot, too. As Vince, she would have packed a change of shirts, underwear, and socks, plus a toothbrush and razor. Now, as Vanessa, she had at least two blouses for each day, a variety of slacks and shorts, and a couple of skirts, and that was to say nothing of the various hair and skin products, nor of the makeup and feminine products Gabby had packed for them.
"Hey, it was your idea to pack together," Gabby replied with a grin. "And you didn't protest too much, so I figured you want to look good, just like all the other times."
"Yeah, I guess so," Vanessa said. She jumped at the feel of a hand groping her butt while she was putting her carry-on in the overhead compartment. "That's something I won't miss," she hissed to Gabby. One large, pushy woman practically shoved Vanessa between seats as she struggled to get past. To her horror, Vanessa looked down and saw that she was inches from a man who was gawking slightly up at her bosom. "Sorry," she apologized as she pushed herself back into the aisle. She shook her head. "That was one rude lady," she whispered to Gabby, who nodded her agreement.
Once they got in their seats, Vanessa turned to Gabrielle. "I'm sorry, Gab," she said softly. "It's just ... it's so confusing, and I'm nervous."
"I know, Vanessa," Gabby replied sympathetically. "This whole thing is confusing – how I think of you, I mean."
Vanessa smoothed her skirt as best as she could in the confines of the seat. "If it's confusing for you, imagine how it is for me! My parents don't remember Vince. Oh, speaking of them, I better text them so they don't worry." She pulled out her cell phone and typed a quick text message. "I didn't think they were going to let me go on this trip. I don't know what Grandmother did to convince them otherwise. Even with Jozef as a chaperone, they didn't want me to come. They can be so overprotective at times."
The girls' conversation drifted to an end as the flight attendants went through the safety briefing while the plane taxied. The crew made one last check to ensure that everyone had properly fastened his or her seatbelt, that the seatbacks and tray tables were all in their upright positions, and to remind a few inattentive passengers to turn their cell phones to airplane mode. The crew took their seats, and moments later, the sound of the engines increased to a roar as the plane began to accelerate down the runway. Involuntarily, Vanessa grabbed Gabrielle's hand, clutching it tightly as the plane began moving faster and faster down the runway. The nose lifted a bit, and the wings clawed at the sky, struggling to pull the airplane upward, to soar above the clouds. Suddenly, it broke free of its ties to earth, and the plane began to truly fly. Still, Vanessa didn't let go of Gabby's hand, because it was so comforting for her.
**********
Once airborne, Jozef reached beneath the seat in front of him and pulled out his shoulder bag. He took out a sketch pad and immediately began to indulge himself in his favorite pastime, designing stained-glass lamps and window decorations.
The gentleman beside him kept glancing at Jozef's work, until finally, his curiosity got the better of him. "I take it you're a stained-glass designer?"
"It's my hobby actually," Jozef said as he critically examined how the lines were intersecting on his latest design.
"Larry Hollis," the gentleman said, extending his hand as he introduced himself. While dressed as a businessman, he had his jacket in the overhead bin, and his tie was loosened. Larry reclined his seat slightly to a more comfortable position.
"Business or pleasure?" Jozef asked, strongly suspecting the former.
"Business. My company is working on a venture with another company and management needs my assessment of their factories to verify the quality of the workers and equipment."
"That makes sense, given the consequences to your own company."
"Yes." He looked directly at Jozef's sketchpad. "May I?" When Jozef handed him the pad, he flipped through the pages, stopping at one in particular. "Where have I seen this one before? Isn’t this a variation of the daffodil lamp from Tiffany's collection?"
"Ah so you’re a connoisseur of stained glass?"
"Sort of," Hollis chuckled. He was fascinated by several other designs, impressed with their intricacy and graceful lines. "I can only indulge myself with those that I can afford on-line. Usually, though, they go for a lot more than I can afford to bid."
Jozef was drawn into a serious conversation about the rise and fall of Tiffany’s, and the discovery that Carlos Tiffany hadn't actually designed the famed lamps.
"It was their loss for only allowing unmarried women to work at their factory. But it was a gain for my family. My Great-grandmother worked for her, until she started her own venture." Jozef interrupted the conversation when the flight attendant asked if they wanted anything to drink.
"So once you’re finished ...," Hollis questioned, taking a sip of his Scotch.
"I’ll color code the layout and send it to my cousin. She'll check the colors against what she can get for glass, and make suggestions for changes if necessary. Once we agree on the colors, she sends me the glass, and I start the tedious task of shaping, filing and laying out the glass out into the final product. I'll send the cut glass back to her for final assembly. I could do that myself, especially if we use copper foil. Normally, though, the family works will use lead came, since it gives the piece a little higher prestige and value."
"Fascinating."
"If I decide, I let her sell the finished product – after she takes a fair cut of the sale price, of course."
Hollis chuckled at the lame joke. "Does Tiffany sell your products?"
"Once in a while, they ask for a design, but I rarely sell them, since their mass production cheapens the products. Sometimes, though, I'll sell them designs that I'm not completely happy with – designs that are good, but not up to our family's standards."
"It sounds like it could be lucrative to sell your designs," Hollis commented.
"It can be, but where’s the joy in it? A laborer's task is to earn a living, while an artist's task is to create something of beauty," Jozef said, putting away his material. "So I create when I feel like it and sell it at a higher price. Sometimes, I've spent up to a year working on just one product. Would you like to have my cousin send you a listing of what we have available?"
When he saw Hollis nod, Jozef continued. "Be sure to mention my name." Jozef scribbled down the necessary contact information on a napkin. "I'll let her know we talked. Otherwise, she'll charge our regular price."
When he looked at the name, Mr. Hollis was astounded at who he'd been talking with. The family name was very highly reputed in the stained-glass lamp trade. He carefully folded up the paper, putting it in his wallet. "So this trip you're taking?"
"It's a chance to rediscover old family’s roots, to see where my beloved strabunica lived," Jozef said as he reclined his seat a little more. "And there are some very good glass-works that I might be able to deal with to supply unique glass." He pulled down the shade, blocking out the sun.
**********
Vanessa felt her nerves jangling. The trip was her first flight, and she was traveling out of the country, virtually unescorted, to an unknown land, on a very crucial journey. She felt calmed by the hand clasping hers. She glanced at Gabby, and saw her smile at her.
Gabby felt reassured by the touch of Vanessa's hand almost as much as Vanessa. It was a strange turnaround for her to be comforted by Vanessa; up to then, Gabby had always been the one to stand up for and defend Vanessa. Now, she was holding Vanessa's soft, feminine, comforting touch. It was so unlike the feeling she'd had so often when she held hands with one of her boyfriends.
"Are you okay?" Vanessa asked
"Yeah, fine," Gabby answered, much more quickly than she'd intended. Her answer wasn't convincing, and sounded forced; in truth, she was confused as she continued to hold Vanessa's hand.
"I wish I hadn't waited so long," Vanessa said softly after the plane had reached its cruising altitude. "I should have been more confident, more sure of myself." She shook her head sadly. "I wish I hadn't held back my feelings for you. I was just ... scared. And intimidated by you."
"By me?" Gabby asked, astonished. "How?"
"You're so beautiful, and so self-assured. You're smart." Vanessa shook her head. "I always felt so ... insignificant around you – certain that someone like me didn't have a chance with you."
"I wish you hadn't waited, either. Do you know how many times I was waiting for you to ask me out? Do you know how many hints I gave you?" Gabby laughed bitterly. "I guess I should have danced out of the locker room in a skimpy bikini with a banner across my chest that said, 'Ask Me Out, Vince'." She wiped at a tear. "Do you know how many times I wanted to hear you tell me how much I meant to you?"
"I'm so sorry, Gabby," Vanessa said, feeling her own eyes getting misty.
Once they were at cruise altitude, many of the passengers put in headphones to either listen to music over the plane's sound system, or to listen to the audio for the in-flight movie. Vanessa glanced around, and realized that they had some privacy. "Do you really think they'll be able to help us? Me, I mean?" She knew it sounded selfish almost as the words came out of her mouth.
"Grandmother thinks so," Gabby said, trying to sound convincing to reassure Vanessa, and surprisingly, to also convince herself. "Otherwise, why would she have sent us? It'd be a waste for us to travel all the way there for nothing."
"But what if Anya can't find anyone? Or if she finds someone, they don't know how?" Vanessa's voice echoed her nervousness as she contemplated that her life as Vince might be permanently gone. She was nervous about what that would mean for her future with Gabby. She shook her head. "You don't know how much it hurt when my family didn't know anything about Vince this time! They thought he was a boy I was going to date, because this time, the spell was global, and it changed reality so that Vince had never existed!" Tears flowed freely; tears of fear and regret and anguish.
"I know," Gabby replied. "None of my friends knew anything about Vince, either."
"Gabby, I'm scared, and not just about Vince, but also about us."
Gabby wrapped her arms around Vanessa. "I'm not leaving you. We're friends, and I'll always be here for you." She was unsure of her own feelings; as Anya had said, Gabby wasn't sure if she was attracted to Vanessa or not.
Vanessa sighed heavily. "Just friends. And after I finally had a chance to tell you how I feel about you, and then this happens." She wiped at more tears.
"We both wish we should have said something earlier. This is the twenty-first century. I could have just as easily started the conversation as you could have. It's my fault, too." Gabby shook her head sadly. "I waited for you to tell me how you felt, but maybe my dating intimidated you." She shook sighed. "Maybe I was dating in front of you with a subconscious hope that you'd get jealous. Do you know, when we played, you were always so confident, assertive, rational, and willing to take risks to save my character? I waited for you to show some of that in real life, but you didn't, not with me, at least."
"Look at you, Gabby. You've got so much going for you. Not like me. And certainly not like I was."
Gabby placed her finger over Vanessa's lips to silence her. "Don't you dare do the 'I'm not nearly as beautiful as you' routine. Girl, I know what a good-looking girl is, and I'm sitting next to one." She chuckled. "You should remember how many times I slammed guys who looked at me superficially, only at my exterior."
"Or how many guys you scared by kicking their asses in the games," Vanessa giggled softly.
"I wish you were as self-confident outside the game as you are in it."
Vanessa looked directly at Gabby. "I promise that, if we get out of this mess, I'll always tell you how I feel."
"I wish you would have told me how you felt about my dates, too," Gabby said wistfully.
"I did," Vanessa protested.
Gabby sighed. "I wish Vince had told me how he felt about my dates, I mean."
"Now it may be too late," Vanessa began to sob. "What if Anya can't find the elders? What if I'm stuck?"
Gabby lifted the arm-rest separating their seats, and wrapped her arms around Vanessa.
"I ... I can barely feel Vince inside my head," Vanessa sobbed. "I'm afraid that, with every passing day, I'm losing Vince, and becoming more and more Vanessa."
Gabby shook her head as she let Vanessa cry on her shoulder. "We can't give up hope, Vanessa," she said reassuringly. "We have to trust Grandmother." She held Vanessa close, but she realized that her own thoughts were conflicted. She wasn't sure about her feelings toward Vanessa. She was fun, as a best friend. But Gabby couldn't deny that she felt a tiny bit of physical attraction to Vanessa as well. She couldn't deny that, years earlier, she'd done like many of her friends and experimented with other girls. She thought it was just a passing phase, teenage curiosity. Now, she wasn't so sure.
**********
Anya felt a light touch on her arm, and she spun angrily to see what had disturbed her. The man beside her had lightly tapped her to get her attention. She saw a flight attendant standing in the aisle, leaning toward Anya. She pulled out her earbuds.
"Would you like Chicken Kiev, or smoked salmon for dinner?" the flight attendant asked politely.
Anya thought a moment. "Chicken Kiev," she answered.
"Would you like something to drink?"
"I'd like a glass of wine. White, please."
The flight attendant walked back to the galley to get Anya's dinner choice.
"Excellent choice. The salmon is okay, but I always get Chicken Kiev when they have it," the man beside Anya said. She frowned; he'd been waiting for a chance to talk to her, and the meal service had gotten the earbuds out of her ears. Even without her magic, she could tell that the man was interested in her, and would at least flirt, if not make an overture toward something more intimate.
"I take it you travel quite a bit," Anya said, her voice cool.
The man smiled confidently. "I'm a junior vice president for integration with our European suppliers, so yes, I'm flying quite frequently. Where are you traveling?" He was trying to impress her with his position and title in a multinational corporation.
"My grandmother's ancestral home. It's ... a small private group tour to look for the ... magical place ... that Grandmother always described from when she grew up." She mentioned the country of destination.
"Oh, that's interesting. We have a major partner there. If you'd like, I could take a little time and show you some of the sights in the capitol while you're there." He seemed to puff himself up a bit. He saw an opportunity to impress her, and possibly get to know her better, since they were going to the same country. "I am fluent in the language."
Unseen to the man, Anya twirled her fingers while she silently chanted the 'tongues' spell that Grandmother and Danni had taught her. "Oh, really?" she asked, using the old tongue, a slightly older variant of the national language of their destination. "My grandmother taught me the old tongue when I was a young girl. I don't think the language will be an issue for us." She grinned inwardly as the young man visibly deflated, his generous and pompous offer having been taken from him with a few words.
"You're quite fluent. That kind of skill could get you a long way in a multinational corporation, such as mine." He pulled a card holder from his pocket and extracted a card. "If you might be interested in a career in interpreting, we're always looking for qualified candidates."
"Thanks, but I'm vice president of operations of a major water park." She saw him deflate even more. "I'm in charge of the logistics, maintenance, and scheduling departments –eighty-three employees in all."
Anya had to give the man credit for being smooth. "It seems I've greatly underestimated you," he said. "I hope you don't take my offer as an insult. We also need highly-qualified senior and junior-level executives. If you might be interested ...?"
For some reason, Anya had greatly enjoyed putting the arrogant executive in his place. And even then, he was still trying to be conversant, and probably to arrange some personal time with her. Fortunately, the attendant brought her dinner and wine at that moment, interrupting any further attempts the man might make at conversation.
As soon as dinner was finished, the man tried to continue some conversation, much to Anya's chagrin. Why couldn't he just watch an in-flight movie, or work with his computer? No, he'd taken an interest in her. She sighed, and then did a little silent chant, followed immediately by a second. In moments, the man was asleep. For a moment, Anya mused about a second spell. The man thought he was a smooth-talking, Don Juan type, God's gift to women, and he probably wanted to sweet-talk and seduce her. Perhaps a month of an anti-Viagra spell would deflate his enormous ego. She shook her head, puzzled and shuddering at the foreign though, and then she realized how wrong that would be. She put her ear buds back in and retreated to her solitude.
**********
Anya waited inside the terminal for the others, who, because of their seats, would be delayed in disembarking. Jozef was the first to join her, followed several minutes later by Gabby and Vanessa. The two girls looked tired, and they desperately needed to touch up their makeup. Anya guessed that Vanessa had spent much of the night crying about her plight. She felt pangs of guilt from her conscience; the whole thing was because of her mistake.
Anya felt something astonishing; for the first time in a long time, her sense seemed a little clearer and easier to read. She smiled to herself; the rest on the flight had obviously done her a world of good. She felt energized again. But then, slowly, without her realizing it, the fog began to creep over her magic aura again.
"Why don't you two use the restroom and touch up your makeup," Anya suggested happily. "Jozef, you probably want to shave, too."
"I shaved on the plane before we landed."
"Okay. We'll just wait for Gabby and Vanessa to finish, and then we'll get our luggage and go to the immigration and customs checkpoint."
"After that, I assume we'll get a rental car, and then we'll drive?"
Anya shook her head. "The problem is that the village doesn't appear on any maps that I've seen. While you clean up, I'll go ask at the information desk over there."
Gabrielle and Vanessa carried their handbags to the restroom, while Jozef and Anya walked to the information counter. The two clerks working at the counter greeted them warmly, asking how they could help them. When Anya explained that they were looking for the village from which her ancestor had come, the clerks were delighted, knowing that American tourists would bring money to the economy, especially if they could spend time near ancestral homes. But when Anya mentioned the name of the village, the clerks exchanged a nervous glance, before telling Anya that the village no longer existed.
"They're lying," Jozef whispered to Anya. "The name of the village made them very nervous."
"I noticed," Anya said. She thought about trying to backtrack from the route Grandmother had described, but she knew it would be difficult and quite time-consuming. But then a thought intruded. It would be so easy to solve the problem another way. Unseen, Anya's fingers made an intricate figure.
"Can you please help us?" Anya asked again, using the old tongue.
The spell did what Anya had intended. Both of the clerks were only too eager to give Anya whatever information they had. Anya smiled pleasantly as she thanked them, turning back toward the ladies' restroom where Gabby and Vanessa were.
"What did you do?" Jozef asked, frowning, Anya as they stood waiting.
"I ... just asked for information, and said please," Anya said, suddenly feeling like Jozef was spying on her.
"I felt you use magic," Jozef said, his frown deepening into an outright scowl. "So what did you really do?" He saw the surprised expression on Anya's face. "And I know the old tongue well enough to understand exactly what you said," he added, using the local language.
"Grandmother sent you to spy on me, didn't she?" Anya complained angrily. Her resentment had returned with a vengeance. "She doesn't trust me, does she?" There was a strong, accusatory tone to her voice.
Jozef's eyes narrowed. "Grandmother is worried about you. She's concerned that you've been a bit too ... impulsive," he said cautiously. "And since we're friends, and we've worked together before, she asked if I could come along, in case my advice was needed since I know a lot more history of the country than you do." He held his arms out in front of him, palms up, shrugging, signifying helplessness. "Besides, what can I do to restrain you?" He frowned; on the plane, he'd felt Anya's aura clearing, going back to the feel it had when they'd worked Mel's case. But now, the haze, the unusual feel was coming back. The detective in him was certain that there was something – or someone – that was interfering with her magic.
Anya was a little taken aback by Jozef's frank answer. She'd expected him to try to lie. "I suppose that makes sense."
"Are you going to use your 'tongues' spell on Gabby and Vanessa?" Jozef asked, drawing a surprised look from Anya. "Put yourself in their shoes. They're scared, more-so Vanessa. They're in a foreign country, where they don't understand the language, and they probably feel completely helpless." He smiled. "Grandmother used the spell to help my great grandmother," he added, "to help her feel less insecure."
After the group collected their luggage and cleared customs and immigration, Anya pulled the group aside to a small alcove, out of sight of the main corridors. "There may be a little problem," Anya suggested, looking directly at Jozef.
"What's that?"
"It's probably going to arouse suspicion that a middle-aged man is traveling with three young women," Anya said evenly.
Jozef frowned, but then he nodded. With his police training, he would have focused on such a group as being unusual, and therefore worthy of further observation. After the icy reception about their destination, he wanted to avoid extra attention. There was no telling how the local or national police would operate, so minimizing suspicion seemed quite prudent. "That makes sense. And I suppose you want me to change to my Josslin alter-ego while we're here?"
Anya nodded. "It would cut down on suspicion."
"Okay." Jozef took a deep breath, and then nodded. "Oh, and don't forget my luggage. I'll need to have something fashionable to wear," he added with a wry smile.
Anya closed her eyes for a moment, concentrating, and then began to incant a spell. In moments, Jozef had transformed into Josslin, but this time, she was different. She wasn't in her mid-thirties, as she had been in past changes. This time, Josslin looked about twenty-one or twenty-two, in the same age group as the others in the party.
Josslin looked at her arms and hands, and then strode to a restroom to examine Anya's handiwork. She returned in moments, a scowl on her face. "Why did you do ... this?" she asked, referring specifically to her apparent age.
Anya smiled. "Now you fit in with the group – some college students doing a tour."
"I think I could have pulled it off as an older chaperone," Josslin retorted with a frown.
"Let's go rent a car, and then we can start driving."
Josslin looked thoughtful. "Why don't we take a train? We can get pretty close, and then a car rental won't be so expensive, and we won't have as long a drive. I don't know about you," she added, "but after a long plane trip, I'd prefer to not have to drive."
Anya frowned at the suggestion, chafing that her judgment had been undercut. Even more, though, she realized that Josslin's suggestion was more practical than renting a car here. "I guess that'll work better," she admitted reluctantly.
**********
The train was a local, which meant that it stopped in every small city and town along the route, thus taking a very long time to reach the destination. Anya considered that, driving, it would have taken them probably as long, given the terrain, the number of cities along the way that would slow them down, and their unfamiliarity with the roads. She had to grudgingly admit that Josslin had a better idea. She'd have had to use a spell to keep her awake for a long drive like they would have had. Instead, they had a small, second-class train compartment that they shared for most of the trip with two elderly women who said little, but stared at them a lot.
Anya wasn't happy in the semi-comfortable train compartment, but she kept her grumbling to herself. Josslin took out her sketch pad again, while Gabby and Vanessa sat, hand in hand, looking nervously at the passing terrain, and saying very little, mesmerized by the clickety-clack of the wheels on the tracks and the gentle swaying of the train car. Within half an hour, Vanessa was sleeping with her head on Gabby's shoulder, and fifteen minutes later, Gabby was asleep as well. Josslin looked up from her sketching and smiled when she noticed the girls. They looked so peaceful.
It was nearly six in the afternoon when the group carried their luggage off the train in the small city. It was the nearest city to where they thought they were going, and much to Josslin's delight, was the home of three stained-glass works, including, she hoped, the one at which her great grandmother had apprenticed so long ago.
"Not a lot of choices for hotels," Anya noted as she looked at the information board in the small depot.
"One hotel and a youth hostel," Josslin corrected her. "Plus a few private pension rooms."
"I vote for the hotel," Anya said. "A youth hostel will just be too crowded and noisy, and a private pension probably wouldn't have room for all of us."
Josslin nodded. "I agree." She looked at a map of the city. "It looks to be about three blocks. Shall we walk, or try to get a cab?"
"I don't think it'll be too much trouble to pull the luggage," Gabby added to the conversation, "especially since it's all wheeled."
"And there's a shop where we can rent a car," Josslin noticed on the information board. Her nose wrinkled. "It'll probably be something small, like a Fiat or a Seat." She looked up at Anya. "Aren't you glad you're not stuck driving a cracker-box like that for seven or eight hours?" she asked with a grin.
Anya frowned, and then nodded as a smile crept across her face. "As long as you don't do an 'I told you so', I can admit that you were right."
The hotel building was an old relic from before World War II. It looked worn, as it should have after surviving the horrors of that war and then neglect during the communist era. While it would have been dwarfed by the ten-story concrete, communist-era apartments on the outskirts of the city, at five stories tall, it still jutted up above the surrounding two- and three-story buildings. Instead, it was spared the indignity of being overshadowed by featureless concrete, and thus it still had a little semblance of dignity in its architecture. It was hard to tell if any of the soot-stained accent stonework had once been white, or if it had always been dull gray. The main color of the building was brownish-red, somewhat plain, but matching all the other buildings on the streets. Above the entrance was a dull portico, and above that, a simple sign that said 'Hotel'. After considering the building for a moment, Anya glanced at Josslin with a disgusted look on her face.
Inside, the building was marginally better. The stone floor was covered mostly by what had once been elaborate rugs; now, they were faded and worn in spots. Someone, somehow, had managed to buy some paint, so the walls in the lobby didn't look nearly as dreary as the exterior. Anya walked up to the massive wooden reception area and rang a bell which sat on the counter. Josslin joined her, earning yet another look of displeasure from Anya. Presently, a clerk emerged from a back room, and Anya had a lively argument with him about rooms. It turned out that they only had two rooms available that weren't either already rented or under renovation. Anya would have to share a room with Josslin, while Gabby and Vanessa would share the other. Anya was quite unhappy about the arrangements.
After showing their passports, leaving a credit card deposit, and checking in, Anya asked about an elevator, since they were on the fourth floor. As the clerk explained things, Josslin turned to Gabby and Vanessa. "He says that the elevator is out of service. We'll have to walk up the stairs."
Gabby groaned. "At least I only have one suitcase," she tried to joke.
When they reached their floor, Anya and Josslin turned to the right in a hallway, while Gabby and Vanessa turned left. While not dirty, the hall was dimly lit, and the carpet faded and worn, just like in the lobby. Anya sighed her displeasure yet again.
Gabby opened the room with her key, and pulled her suitcase inside, followed closely by Vanessa. As she shut the door behind her, Vanessa complained, "I'm never going to complain about an American hotel again! At least their elevators work!"
Gabby flopped on her back on one of the twin beds. "Amen, sister. At least the bed is sort-of comfortable."
Vanessa sat down on the other bed. "It's harder than my bed at home," she whined, "but after all that travel today, I think I could sleep on a rock." She shook her head, chuckling. "At least when we check out, we'll be carrying our luggage down the stairs, not up them."
"I'm glad the room is a little nicer than the lobby or the halls," Gabby commented. The rug which mostly covered the wooden floor was relatively new and colorful, and the walls were painted a cheery light blue. Dark blue draperies lined the two windows, and the beds had a blue comforter atop them. But the room was small, tiny by American standards. With the two beds and two large armoires, there was little spare space, not that there were any other furnishings. The room had a tiny desk, with two small sitting chairs, and a small television hanging on a bracket in the corner. A door led to what both girls hoped was a private bathroom; they'd heard of older European hotels having shared bathrooms on each floor. Taking turns using the facilities didn't appeal to either.
"I wish the place was more touristy," Vanessa said, having flopped onto her back. "Maybe they'd have a more modern, roomier hotel. But this seems pretty out of the way, so it's no wonder the hotel looks like something out of the 1920's."
"Imagine what a travel brochure for this place would look like!" Gabby laughed. "They'd either make it sound and look like it was a five-star hotel, or they'd have to do a black-and-white flier with fuzzy pictures!"
"At least it's dry in here. I hate overcast, misty or rainy weather," Vanessa complained.
"Did you catch what time they said they serve breakfast? I wish we'd have had more time to learn about the local customs. With the jet lag, I'm betting that their normal breakfast time is definitely going to interfere with my normal sleep time!" Gabby commented, trying to lighten the mood to raise Vanessa's spirits. She saw a smile form on Vanessa's face as Vanessa giggled. The two often gotten together before sunrise for an early breakfast and start of their day, so Gabby's comment was purely in jest.
Gabby heard another weary sigh from Vanessa. She understood the fatigue of travel; she had it too. But Vanessa also had the psychological stress of not knowing what her future held. She sat on the bed beside Vanessa. "Sit up."
With a puzzled expression, Vanessa complied. As soon as she was seated, Gabby scooted behind her and began to massage Vanessa's neck and shoulders. "Damn, you're tense, girl," Gabby commented lightly.
"Umm," Vanessa purred as Gabby expertly rubbed away fatigue and tension. "If you keep that up, I'm going to melt, or fall asleep. That feels so good."
"I noticed you were a little tense," Gabby explained needlessly. "When I was a little girl, I used to massage my dad's neck and shoulders sometimes when he had a rough day at work."
"You're good at it. I could just float away right now."
When Gabby finished rubbing Vanessa's back, Vanessa half-turned. "What are we going to do? Did Anya tell you any plans?"
Gabby shook her head. "No. First, though, I'm going to put my clothes and suitcase away in the armoire, and then I'm going to take a bath or shower – whichever they have."
"I think television is out," Vanessa said. "Unless they get an English-language station here, which, judging by the look of things, I doubt."
"I wish Anya would have used that language spell on us," Gabby said. "I don't understand anything. If it wasn't for Josslin translating for us, I wouldn't have any idea what's going on."
"Do you think she just forgot?"
Gabby shook her head. "I don't know. Sometimes, I get the feeling that she's using things like that to demonstrate how 'in charge' she is. I know she was really pissed at Grandmother for making her bring us here. You remember how she wanted to solve the problem?"
Vanessa nodded grimly. "Yeah. By making us both lesbians." She felt an inward shudder at the memory of Anya's very callous solution. She decided to change the subject. "Did you see the look that Anya gave Josslin when she realized that Josslin understood the language? I think Anya was surprised." Vanessa gathered up her toiletries. "Do you want to go first or second?"
"I'll go first. Age before beauty, you know," Gabby joked. As Vanessa watched, Gabby slipped her clothes off to prepare for her shower.
Vanessa sat, raptly staring at Gabby's nude form. The girl was exquisite, clothed or naked. Vanessa remembered seeing Gabby naked many times in the locker room at Bikini Beach, though she didn't remember those events when she changed back to being Vince. This time, though, there was something different. It wasn't a public locker room. It was just her and Gabby sharing a hotel room in a foreign country. For some reason, that made Gabby seem more special, sexier, and more attractive. A part of Vanessa wondered what it would be like to experience love with Gabby as she was, even as her brain recoiled at the very female thought. She felt confused. Was she Vince, or was she losing that part of her identity, and starting to think of herself more and more as Vanessa?
"Josslin said there was a tavern down the street, and I think we could use a little relaxation, so how about if, after we get cleaned up, we see if Josslin wants to go out for a drink and some food? She'll probably want to get away from Anya, after what Anya did to her."
Vanessa nodded, and then realized that Gabby was staring at her in wonder, noticing that Vanessa's eyes were very obviously locked on Gabby's nude body. Vanessa blushed and turned away.
**********
Anya glanced around the room while Josslin took a shower. She sighed heavily. This was not what she'd envisioned; she'd expected a comfortable hotel room by herself, not a shared room with Josslin, who'd been sent by Grandmother to spy on her. It wasn't bad enough that the room was small, but the television was also tiny, the beds were a bit hard, and the rug wasn't particularly plush.
As she sat, Anya felt something inside her again – as if something cool was touching her bones. She flinched involuntarily. It had to be an artifact of the overcast, cool, damp day, and her fatigue from the long trip. She wanted to just collapse. She sat down on the bed, but before she could flop back to rest, she felt a lump in the bed pressing uncomfortably into her thigh. With a quick wave of her hands and a little chant, she smiled and leaned back on the bed.
The room was visibly different; the rug was a lot more plush, with a soft pad under it, the television was a large flat-screen unit, and the bed had become a comfortable memory-foam unit with a soft, down comforter atop it. Anya smiled; this was a lot more like what she deserved after putting up with the discomfort of travel all day.
A few minutes later, Josslin emerged from the bathroom. Her face was fixed in a scowl. "You ... you changed things with your magic, didn't you?" she asked.
Anya shrugged. "After a day like that, I need to rest, not toss and turn on a lumpy, hard bed."
Josslin's frown didn't budge. "I don't think Grandmother would approve of you using your magic like that."
"I'm in charge of this trip, not Grandmother," Anya snapped.
"Just saying." Josslin had changed, and looked like she was ready to go out of the hotel. "There's a tavern down the street. I'm going to see if Gabby and Vanessa want to go get something to eat. You want to come along?" Despite Anya's arrogant attitude, her indifferent attitude toward the girls, and turning Jozef into a younger Josslin without his consent, Josslin was too polite to not at least make an offer, even if she hoped that Anya would decide to stay put in her magically-created luxury.
Anya thought a moment. "After I get cleaned up, sure."
Fifteen minutes later, all four girls assembled in the lobby. Gabby and Vanessa were wearing jeans and T-shirts, while Josslin wore a light blouse with her jeans. Anya wore slacks with her blouse, and thus she looked a bit more upscale than the others. As soon as they stepped outside, Josslin halted Anya. "They need the spell, Anya," she said simply.
Anya sighed, an unhappy expression on her face, before she nodded. A few chanted words, and she touched Gabby's throat and ears. She repeated the process on Vanessa. Vanessa's and Gabby's eyes widened in surprise as they suddenly understood some of the conversations locals near them were having.
"Okay, let's go get something to eat. I'm starving," Josslin said enthusiastically, trying to lighten the mood after having to push Anya into casting the language spell for Gabby and Vanessa.
As they neared the bar, Josslin's brow furrowed. She paused occasionally, tilting her head and looking left and right. "What is it?" Anya finally asked.
"I'm not sure exactly what it is, but I sense some pretty powerful magic," Josslin said softly. "It's nearby, but I can't tell where."
"I ... sense something, too. Do you think it's trouble?"
Josslin shook her head. "I don't know."
The group walked into the tavern, being greeted with a loud, boisterous noise of the locals having a few drinks after their workdays. As they went through the door, Josslin glanced around the streets of the city once more before following the others inside.
Gabby had spied an unoccupied booth against the wall, so she led the group there, where they took their seats. Anya noticed the look on Josslin's face. "What?" she asked simply.
"A few things. First, we're much closer to the source of the magic. I can feel it. Second, do you feel any different?"
Anya frowned. "Different? How?"
"I don't know. Do you feel ... something different in your magic?"
Anya reached insider herself, feeling her magic power, and examining her aura. Her eyes widened. "I ... don't feel cold inside," she stammered. "And ... my sight seems to be a bit ... clearer." She stared at Josslin. "How ... how did you know?"
Josslin shook her head softly. "I don't know. It ... your magic suddenly seemed ... less muddied, if that makes any sense." She frowned. "Did you feel the same thing on the airplane?"
Anya thought a moment, and then nodded. "What do you think it is?"
A second later, one of the barmaids appeared at their table, interrupting their speculation about Anya's magic. She was young – perhaps eighteen or nineteen, with dark hair like Anya, but styled shorter. Her traditional outfit, which looked like a bustier, amplified her bosom, while also cinched in a narrower waist. Her long skirt hid all but her shoes, flowing down around her hips in a way that accentuated her feminine wiles. While not possessing supermodel beauty, she was nonetheless attractive – a plus at earning tips from the tavern's patrons. "I am Crina. May I help you?" she asked. The way she was looking at the group, it was obvious that she knew they weren't locals. In fact, everyone looked at them the same way – like they were suspicious and not to be trusted. It was starting to feel a little spooky.
"What do you recommend? We've been traveling all day," Josslin explained in a friendly voice, "and we're thirsty and hungry. Is there some special dish that we should try?"
"Are you from England?" Crina asked simply. She seemed astonished that Josslin's command of the language was so good.
"We're from America," Gabby said without thinking.
"My ... distant relatives emigrated from this area. I wanted to see where they came from," Josslin added quickly, to enhance their story before the barmaid became suspicious. It wasn't a lie, but it wasn't the complete truth.
"We have so few visitors from the outside," Crina said. Her tone seemed wary, as if she didn't _like_ visitors. She was staring at Anya with a penetrating gaze, almost like she was the only one in the group.
Anya felt a little rattled by Crina's stare. She shuddered nervously, and then cloaked her aura. The uneasy feeling diminished, but didn't vanish entirely. The barmaid gave Josslin a curious glance, and then made her recommendations for both food and drink. After taking the order, she gave Anya one more penetrating glance, and then left the group alone.
Josslin leaned closer to Anya. "I sense some very strong magic in her," she whispered.
Anya nodded. "So did I. But she was completely hiding her aura. That takes a lot of skill and power."
When the barmaid returned with their drinks, Anya thanked her. "I was wondering if you know anything about the village my ancestor came from," she asked politely. "I can't find it on any map, and no-one at the tourist bureaus could tell me anything about it, but I know from family stories that it's somewhere in this area. My ... relative described, in her stories, how she passed through this city on her way to America."
"What is this elusive village's name?" Crina asked. "I know quite a bit of the history of this area." She got a wistful look in her eyes. "A long time ago, this was a very popular area for travelers, mostly wealthy, curious from England, and even a few from America."
"It's my understanding, from my family stories, that this area was very noted for the mystical," Josslin suggested.
"Ah, the old days of fortune telling and so-called magical baubles," Crina said with a far-away look in her eyes. "Those were simpler times, where a village was primarily an extended clan, and outsiders brought money to supplement the meager incomes from the farms." She sighed. "But then times got tough. There was the Great War, and the Spanish flu epidemic after the war. Travelers returned during the following years, until the great crash ended so many fortunes, and the travelers stopped coming altogether." She got a sad look in her eyes. "And then the purges started."
"The purges?" Gabby asked, curious about the woman's stories.
"During the great depression, envy was rife, and neighbors turned on neighbors, blaming those who were successful for the misery of others. Communities fractured, splitting along ethnic and clan lines. Then the Germans came, and tracked down those they considered 'inferior'. The envy which had begun earlier fed the evil machine of the Nazis. Many of the area were taken away, frequently on just an accusation; we didn't know what happened until later, when we found out they perished in the gas chambers with many others who were considered ... undesirable. Liberation wasn't a relief, because the Communists came, and they were as suspicious as the Germans. Suspicions were high in those times, and some settled old grudges by betraying those they disliked as mystics or other undesirables, so the authorities would take them away." She shook her head sadly; from the emotion in her voice, it almost sounded like she'd seen the events first-hand. "It was a terrible time."
"Wow!" Vanessa exclaimed softly. "That's ... awful."
"It was," the barmaid said softly and sadly. "To see friends and neighbors turn on each other like rabid dogs. To see family and friends taken away, knowing you'd never see them again. To live in fear of being denounced and turned over to the authorities merely because someone disliked you or was envious of you." She shook her head. "Those were horrible times." She shuddered visibly, and then resumed her cheery, friendly barmaid demeanor. "What is the name of this phantom village you seek?"
Anya glanced at Josslin, and then told Crina. The girl blanched, her eyes wide with shock. The girls all noticed. "I take it you've heard of it?" Josslin asked.
"I've not heard that name in a long time," she said softly. "A very long time." She shivered again, and then regained her composure. "I have other customers to attend to," she said very hastily, avoiding giving Anya and Josslin any answer. "If you wish anything else, just ask." She hurried off.
"She knows more than she was letting on," Josslin said with absolute certainty.
Anya nodded. "Was I imagining, or was she really startled when I told her what we were looking for?"
"You weren't imagining it," Josslin answered. She took a sip of her drink, and coughed. "This is strong!" she sputtered.
"You asked for the local specialty," Vanessa giggled. "You only have yourself to blame."
"How do you want to proceed?" Josslin asked Anya, hoping that deferring to her might calm her strange attitude.
"I think we need to find out more about the barmaid," Anya said. "And we should poke around town a bit to see if anyone else knows anything."
"We can't just ask if anyone knows of the clan, or magic use," Josslin suggested. She noticed that several men in the tavern were eyeing them. "How about if we plan more when we get back to the hotel? We're attracting attention." She leaned closer to Anya. "There have been two men following us since we left the hotel."
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Josslin walked into the stained-glass works, her eyes sparkling with the joy of being surrounded by things associated with her hobby. Under the guise of inquiring about local craftsmanship and supplies, she had been visiting the factories, and using the opportunity to talk about her distant relative and her possible connection to the area. She took along her sketchbook, which helped establish a level of camaraderie with the factory managers since she knew what she was talking about. The carrot of possibly supplying glass, lead came, and even being a site to hand-craft finished products for Josslin's family shattered reluctance and barriers.
At that point, Josslin cautiously inquired about Joska, the boy who her great-grandmother had been before meeting Grandmother. That inevitably led to a discussion of where Joska had come from; Josslin twisted the story slightly so that his origin was the village they sought.
In one factory, she learned that the village had been almost totally destroyed, by the Nazis first, and what remained was devastated by the Communists. There were still a few people living in that area, Josslin learned, but they were extremely reclusive.
That evening, in the tavern, the girls discussed what they'd discovered, but quietly, because they knew that there were curious ears nearby. Anya had uncovered information about the barmaid, using a story that she might be very distantly related, based on some family history done back in the States. She'd had to use a little magic to persuade a few reluctant people to provide information, but seemed nonplussed by having done so. Unfortunately, the barmaid they wanted to speak to wasn't in the tavern at that time.
The group enjoyed a little of the local cuisine, and more adult beverages, although they judiciously avoided the 'specialty' drink that the barmaid had brought them the previous evening. The local wine was sufficient.
Gabby sighed heavily. "I think we'll go back to the hotel," she said, her voice a little slurred. She'd had three glasses of wine. "I don't know about Vanessa, but I'm exhausted from trying to follow Josslin all over the city." She gave Josslin a friendly smile.
"It's not my fault that I'm in better shape," Josslin said, sticking her tongue out at Gabby.
"At least Gabby and I weren't hitting on the shop foreman, like you were!" Vanessa interjected with a grin, which caused Anya's eyebrows to rise.
"Oh? Is there a story you're not telling me?" Anya asked with a grin.
"I wasn't hitting on him," Josslin rebutted angrily. "I ... he was ... reluctant to talk. I ... showed some feminine interest to help persuade him."
"Like inviting him to lunch after some pretty blatant flirting," Gabby added. "And you did note to us, when you thought we were judgmental, that he was kind of cute, after all."
Josslin's cheeks were beet red. "I did _not_ say that he was kind of cute!" She lowered her gaze, and her voice. "I said he was _rather_ cute." She scowled at Gabby. "Get your quotes straight if you're going to start gossiping." She looked up at the other girls defiantly. "I did get a pretty good price quote for some of their specialty glass for my family's stained glass shop."
"And you thought that changing wasn't a good idea! How much easier was it to finagle a deal when you could use some feminine charms?" Anya teased, but she had a smug smile that said, 'I told you so.'
"And I found out where my great-grandmother was apprenticed," Josslin beamed.
"Good. Did you find out anything about the village?" Anya asked impatiently.
Josslin frowned. "Patience," she chided, irritated, but trying to sound lightehearted. "I was just about to get to that part. As a matter of fact, I did." She related what she'd learned from the shop foreman of whom they'd earlier been speaking.
"We'll see you guys in the morning," Gabby said through a yawn. She stood, helped Vanessa up, and the two strode unsteadily from the tavern, arm in arm.
"They're both a little drunk," Josslin observed.
"I noticed."
"Wanna bet they end up ... you know?" Josslin asked, raising her eyebrows suggestively.
"Who knows?
"I thought you would, with your sight."
"Maybe I should just help things along a little," Anya said, a twinkle of mirth in her eyes. "If they accept what they have now, we can end this fool's errand and go back home."
Josslin frowned deeply. "Anya!" she snapped, "that's one of the coldest things I've ever heard you say."
Anya simply shrugged. "Oh, look. Someone's coming toward us. Is it the young man Gabby and Vanessa were talking about?" She had a curious, knowing expression on her face.
Josslin looked, and a smile crept across her face. "Yes. He asked what we were doing tonight, and if he could join us for drinks." She seemed to be almost purring, as if she found the man attractive.
Anya peered intently at Josslin. "I suppose three's a crowd in this situation. I think I'll go back to the hotel and rest some. Tomorrow, I'd like to drive out to look for what remains of the village." She rose, picked up her purse, and walked quickly to the door.
Josslin noted that the two men who'd been following them rose and followed Anya out of the tavern. She started to rise, but the man from the glass works took it as a sign and wrapped her in an embrace, before scooting Josslin back into her seat. Josslin had a brief look of panic; what were those two up to, and why were they following Anya? But the company of the shop foreman distracted her in ways that she knew she shouldn't have been distracted. In mere moments, she forgot about Anya and the men following her, and focused an adoring gaze on the handsome young man who'd joined her in the tavern.
**********
Anya sensed the men almost as soon as she walked out of the tavern. Her eyes narrowed as she focused on her sight, reading their thoughts and intentions. She smiled wickedly as she realized what they were doing, and how she intended to respond.
When she rounded a corner, the two men hurried their pace to not lose her. As she paused, turning toward the two men tailing her, Anya sensed something else, but it was faint. It wasn't worth worrying about. Instead, she stepped boldly into the path of the two hurrying men.
"Why are you following me?" she demanded bluntly. "And don't pretend you weren't. I know you've been following us since last night."
"Following you?" one of the men said calmly. He was, Anya knew, trained as a spy, and lying and deception came easily to him. "We were just hurrying home so our wives wouldn't be angry."
"Bullshit!" Anya swore, using the native tongue and closest equivalent expression. Her fingers danced as she began to incant. Almost instantly, the men were frozen in place, and then they began to change. In mere moments, in the places of the two men stood two dazed, provocatively-dressed, young ladies. "Now, would you like to try again?"
The men's eyes were open wide, full of fear. "She's one of _them_!" one swore under his breath. He turned to Anya. "That's why you were asking about the village!"
"Perhaps. Now, do you want to tell me why you were following us, or should I just let you go like you are?"
The men suddenly froze. In fact, everything around Anya suddenly stopped, as if time had stood still. As Anya glanced around, stunned, another figure came around the corner – an unknown older woman wrapped in a shawl over her peasant blouse and long skirt.. Her countenance bore an unpleasant expression. "Fool!" she chided Anya sharply. "Have you no sense?" She waved her fingers, saying a few words, and the men changed back to their original forms.
"But ... they were following us. I used the change to ... persuade them to talk."
"And risk endangering all of us again?" the woman snapped. "You are reckless!"
"I need to find my grandmother's teacher," Anya said bluntly. "And since you know the arts, you probably know of her."
The woman flinched, and then stared at Anya, studying her for a few moments. "Yes," she said softly. "I can see it. I can sense your bloodline. You _are_ one of us. And I can tell who you are descended from."
"I need some answers," Anya said with a frown. "And some help."
"Not tonight," the old woman said quickly. "Not here." She glanced at the men. "Tomorrow, drive southwest of town on the highway. About five kilometers outside of the city, there is an old cart path on the left. Turn and follow it. After seven kilometers, there will be a gate on your left. Turn in the gate, and follow the cart tracks."
"But ... if I'm being followed ...." Anya began to say.
"Do not worry about that," the woman said with a confidence that stunned Anya. "Now go. I will alter their memories, so all they will remember is that they followed you back to the hotel."
"Okay. Why do these men frighten you?"
"You heard about the purges last night," the old woman said simply. "There are some who still believe that we are evil and must be eliminated. And do not speak of us, or the village again! Not while you're in the city, where unwanted ears can hear!"
Anya frowned. There was more to the old woman than she'd let on. "Who are you?"
"In good time," the old woman said. "Now go!"
Anya felt more than a little intimidated by the simple, old, peasant woman. She knew far more than first appearances would lead to believe, and she was a practitioner of the arts, powerful enough to hide her aura, and to trivially undo Anya's relatively complicated spell. Anya turned and hastened toward the hotel, her gait a little uneasy. Around her, the movement and noise suddenly resumed, as time began to march forward once again.
**********
Gabby felt something close to her, and she reflexively pulled it tight against her. She felt the warmth of a body snuggled against her, and she sighed contentedly, fighting to cling to the comfort of a soft bed and a warm bedmate, and the bliss of sleeping, but despite her desires, sleep slowly and reluctantly released its hold on her.
As soon as enough sense had returned, Gabby wondered why she was cuddled with someone. She glanced and saw the long, brown hair splayed on a shared pillow, while in the background, the trappings of the run-down hotel room were visible.
With a sinking feeling, Gabby realized why she was in bed with someone, her naked body pressed against another body that was equally nude. She knew _who_ she was sharing her bed with. She sighed softly, drew a deep breath and exhaled slowly, and lifted her arm from around her bedmate.
The motion was enough to rouse Vanessa from her own slumber. She pressed her body back against Gabby, purring contentedly. After a moment, she rolled over, finding herself face-to-face with Gabby. "Good morning," Vanessa said softly.
"Morning," Gabby answered hesitantly. "Um, what happened?"
Vanessa grinned and kissed Gabby passionately. "Don't tell me you were too drunk to remember seducing me."
"Uh, I remember something, but I thought it was a dream." Gabby sighed. "Now what?"
"I don't understand," Vanessa said, confused.
"I ... I'll admit that I always found you attractive," Gabby said hesitantly, "but ... never enough to try to seduce you. I ... I didn't want to confuse things."
"I ... I know," Vanessa admitted, looking away from Gabby's eyes. "And I know I only wanted to be physical with you as Vince." She shook her head softly. "Shit, I messed things up, didn't I?"
"Didn't we, you mean," Gabby corrected her
"I don't understand why I was so ... eager last night," Vanessa said softly. "Unless ,,,,:
"Unless what?"
"Do you remember back in the office, when we first changed? Anya suggested that she could make us both lesbians, so we'd be together. Do you suppose ...?"
"I don't think Anya would do something like that," Gabby said, but her voice was full of doubt. "Would she?"
"I'm starting to wonder." Vanessa sat silently for a moment. "Do you want me to change back ... to Vince?" she asked softly.
Gabby stared into her eyes for a moment, and then nodded slowly. "Yeah. I ... I don't know if this is real or magic, but I _do_ know how I feel about the male you. I ... don't want to take a chance of losing that if we can fix this mess."
"Yeah," Vanessa agreed. "That's what I'm sure I want, too." She sat up, pulling a sheet up to cover her naked body. "Besides, if things don't work out with me as Vince," she said, trying to sound lighthearted, "I can always get a lifetime pass. But I want to try it the regular way first."
"So do I."
Vanessa suddenly turned away from Gabby, and began to softly cry. Gabby, confused, sat up, putting her hands on Vanessa's shoulders. "What's wrong?"
Vanessa shook her head sadly. "I ... I lied to you – when we were at Bikini Beach."
Gabby frowned. "What ... what was ...?"
Vanessa continued to sob. "I ... I never ...." She finally turned and faced Gabby directly. "I was a virgin. I never had sex, either as Vince or Vanessa." She turned back away. "Not until last night."
"Why ... did you tell me you did?" Gabby asked softly.
"Because you ... you kept bugging me, like you expected me to have sex. Like you didn't approve of my being a virgin. I didn't want to seem like a total loser." Vanessa continued to cry.
Gabby hugged her from behind. "I'm sorry if you thought I was pushing you, or that I wouldn't approve if you didn't," she cooed. "I just thought ...." She sighed. "You're just so attractive as Vanessa that I figured it was a given that you'd have, you know." She rested her head on Vanessa's shoulder. "It doesn't change anything about how I feel. I love you."
Vanessa suddenly laughed through her tears. "It's funny," she said. "I always dreamed that I'd have my first experience with you. But as Vince, not a Vanessa."
"Was it good?"
Vanessa nodded. "If ... if I'm stuck," she said in a tiny, frightened voice, "I could get used to loving you like that. You ... made me feel wonderful," she added as a shiver of delight at the memory went through her.
**********
"The car is still following us," Josslin reported as she glanced in the mirror. "They're good. If I wasn't a trained policeman, I wouldn't have noticed. Now what?"
"The barmaid said to not worry," Anya reported. She neglected to mention how she'd used magic on the men tailing them, and had had her spell undone – and had been chided, as if she was a child – by a mysterious old woman.
"I get the distinct impression that there's more to our simple barmaid than meets the eye."
Shortly thereafter, the car following them pulled off to the side of the road, slowing and stopping. "I wonder what that's about?" Anya asked.
Josslin, who wasn't driving, looked behind them, and saw the men exit the car and stare at the steam rising from the hood. "It looks like either a very strange coincidence, or someone is helping us shake our tail."
"I'm going with the latter," Anya said. After rounding another couple of bends, she saw a track off to the left. "This looks like what she described." She turned off the highway onto the rutted dirt road. She glanced in the mirror and saw Vanessa and Gabby sitting quietly, holding hands to steady each other. She drove in silence for a few kilometers, studiously trying to avoid the worst of the ruts and potholes, until she saw an even smaller gated path leading from the dirt road. Beside the gate stood a man, staring impassively at them. As Anya turned, he silently opened the gate, and once she'd driven through it, closed it again.
"It looks like we're expected," Josslin said unnecessarily. She gasped. "What the hell?"
"What?"
Josslin shook her head. "The car isn't leaving tracks, even though the ground is soft and damp."
"Someone doesn't want anyone to know that we visited, I think."
"And they're a lot more thorough, and skilled, than I would have guessed." Josslin said, her voice full of admiration toward the abilities of the people.
"I've noticed that," Anya said, careful to keep a neutral tone.
After only a few hundred yards, the path entered a wooded area, and their progress was halted by the overgrown path and a couple of downed trees. "Got any suggestions now?" Anya asked sarcastically.
"The path continues, so maybe we should follow it," Gabby piped up from the rear of the car.
"Here comes the man from the gate," Vanessa called out, staring out the back window to where they'd come from.
The girls waited until the man stopped by the car door. He simply gestured for them to get out, and to follow him.
"Well?"
"It looks like an invitation," Josslin replied. "We're not going to get any answers just sitting here."
Agreeing with Josslin's logic, the girls clambered out of the car. Once he was certain that the girls understood, the man continued walking down the path, past the undergrowth and fallen trees which made vehicular travel impossible. In a couple hundred meters, the track emerged from the woods, and wended its way between fenced fields through pasture and farmland. After about a kilometer and a half, the man turned into a cluster of buildings, which had the appearance of a farm. Shrugging, the girls followed him, until he led them to an open space between farm buildings and a small house. Wordlessly, he gestured for the girls to sit on stumps situated like chairs in a group.
As soon as they sat down, the unknown old woman came from the house. Her visage was stern, and concerned. "Why are you here? Why are you asking about ... magic?"
"My ... Grandmother sent us here," Anya said simply, "seeking help."
"What kind of help?"
Vanessa stood up. "There is a spell that changed me into a girl. I didn't want to be a girl, and it's messed up our lives." She looked down at Gabby, reassured by Gabby's steady gaze.
"And how is that my concern?"
Anya frowned. "I know you can use magic. Just like you know that I can."
"Do you know that?"
Josslin rose and began to walk around, looking at various objects. "There are many items around here which radiate magic, and I can sense it in several people, too. For example, I sense an enchantment on this ladle. What is it for?" she asked simply. "Or the door on the barn?" She cataloged several more magic items, and each time, the old woman's astonished expression deepened. "Your necklace is enchanted, too, with a very powerful magic," Josslin continued.
The old woman involuntarily lifted her hand to clasp her necklace. "Who ... who are you?"
Josslin sat back down. "A very long time ago, my great grandmother Josella emigrated from this area. At the time, though, she was named Joska." The barmaid's eyes widened almost imperceptibly at the name. Being a detective, Josslin noticed. "She met a traveling companion, a girl who used magic freely. The girl changed Joska into a girl, supposedly to keep herself safe from being taken advantage of by a young man. After an arduous trip across Europe, the two girls made it to England, to Southampton, where they used money they'd saved working during their travels to buy tickets to America. Only, something happened to my great-grandmother's friend. She claimed that the great ocean liner was doomed, and that the two shouldn't go. Josella, being stubborn, left her companion, never to see her again. The ship hit an iceberg, and many perished, but because her companion had made her a girl, she was able to get aboard one of the lifeboats, and was spared."
"An interesting tale. How is it, then, that you think you can detect magic?"
Josslin smiled. "Josella's companion was powerful, but untrained, and she left much ... messy ... magic on her. Since then, some of her descendants have been able to sense magic, but not to use it."
"Who was the traveling companion?" the barmaid asked, an intent look in her eyes.
Josslin shook her head sadly. "She didn't say. All she said was that she'd been banished from her clan, and no longer deserved a name."
"That companion," Anya interjected boldly, "was my grandmother."
"Your ... grandmother? She would have to be impossibly old!" the barmaid scoffed.
"Judging from your surprised reaction," Josslin observed, "you don't find the tale so fantastically impossible. You may have even known Anya's grandmother."
"What ... what was her name?"
Anya shook her head. "She tells no-one. Not even me." She saw the curious look in the old woman's eyes. "My grandmother said that she was raped, and in defending herself, she touched the darkness. She fled to avoid the penalty among the clan. She traveled with Josella to England, and there, she said she met an elder of the clan, who tested her one final time to see if she was evil, or if she could fight off the temptation of the darkness." Anya saw the stunned reaction on the barmaid's face. "You knew her, didn't you?" she said accusingly. "You ... you were there! You're the one who spared Grandmother's life!"
The barmaid dropped her head, nodding slowly. "I ... broke many rules. But I had to, because her mother had been my pupil, and had saved my life many times. Yes, child," she said to Anya, smiling, " I knew your grandmother and your great grandmother." She looked sad to the point of being pained. "I knew of her banishment. It was her only chance," she added softly. "Until now, I never knew if she'd lived or not."
"You lived through the purges."
The old woman nodded. "Those were horrible times. Many of my family were executed by the Nazis, and then by the communists. Many tried to flee, but they were betrayed and captured, and sent to the concentration camps, and then the gulags." She sighed. "I lived through it all. Many didn't. The clan was almost wiped out. Other clans were. My daughter ... died in the Holocaust, in the gas chambers at Auschwitz."
"But ... couldn't your magic ...?" Vanessa began.
"One of another clan tried to save themselves by helping the Nazis. With his help, they could detect magic use very accurately. After a few of our members were rounded up for using magic, we all feared using the powers. We had to hide, and to mask our auras. Those who hadn't learned to completely mask their power were also taken away and didn't survive the purges."
Around the girls and the old woman, a small group was slowly gathering – older men, and older women, two who looked middle-aged, and a woman who looked Anya's age. And there were four teenagers, two boy and two girls. The old woman looked around the group. "Once, the clan numbered in the hundreds. Now, this is all that's left." She waved her fingers and changed her appearance back to that of a young barmaid. "Even today, some of the old prejudices survive. There are many in the city who distrust and hate us. They look for excuses to persecute us. Some locals ... murdered one of my children a few months ago, all because they feared that she knew how to use magic."
The clan slowly dispersed, as silently as they'd come. "What is it that you need from me?" she asked, looking directly at Vanessa and Gabby.
Vanessa gulped nervously, and glanced at Gabby for a reassuring look. "I, um, I was ... a boy," she stammered, "until I accidentally was touched by the magic water at the park."
"Magic water? Park?" The old woman looked puzzled.
Anya decided to explain. "Grandmother uses an old spell, which she says is from ages past, that transforms men into women. She built a water park, and amusement attraction, where women can relax and have fun without men ogling and leering at them."
The old woman's frown deepened. "This sounds ... strange."
"In America, many men consider women to be objects to stare and to ... use."
"Ah. I see. How would that magic protect women?"
"Men are allowed to visit, but the water is imbued with the magic. When they get in the water, they are transformed to women, for as long as they paid."
"I see." She turned to Vanessa and fixed her gaze in the girl's eyes, holding her gently by the chin. After a few moments, she let her hands drop. "You thought you had lost a love, so you didn't want to continue as a man who'd always remember. You purchased a permanent change, and asked that you forget, but before you could get in the water, your friend," she glanced at Gabby, "came to stop you, and to tell you that she loved you. In your eagerness and joy, you accidentally fell in the water."
Vanessa nodded. "Now, I'm stuck, and I really did lose my love. Unless you can help me."
"Why does your grandmother not undo the spell?" the old woman asked Anya, baffled. "It is incomplete, so it is possible to undo."
"She ... forgot most of her magic, because of an emotional trauma. She ... had to fight her daughter – my mother - who'd become evil. Grandmother had to destroy her own daughter." Anya gulped at the painful memories of losing her mother. "Because of that trauma, she can't remember, or she's afraid of using it. She ... can't."
"I see." The old woman looked at Gabby and Vanessa. "After last night, do you still wish to change back?"
Both Gabby and Vanessa felt their cheeks burning with shame. It was supposed to be a secret. "Yes," Vanessa answered firmly, ignoring the 'I told you so' looks being exchanged between Anya and Josslin.
The old woman nodded. She took Vanessa aside, and stood her still. Softly, she began to chant, while her hands worked in intricate patterns. The invocation was long and complicated. Anya, to the side, was paying rapt attention, trying to memorize the spell as it was being cast. Finally, the old woman finished her incantation, and she touched Vanessa on the forehead.
Slowly at first, the changes began to ripple through Vanessa's body. Her hair began to shorten, and her feminine curves softened, until, when the spell was done, Vince stood where Vanessa had been. Vince looked down at himself, his mouth agape in awe. "I'm ... I'm me again!" he said awestruck. He looked up at Gabby, who was staring at him as well.
Gabby threw herself at Vince, wrapping her arms around him as her lips sought his. "I love you!" she exclaimed, crying happily, kissing him, and clinging tightly to him, as if by her embrace she could protect him from any harm and ensure he'd be with her always.
"I'm sorry I made this mess," Vince sobbed, hugging Gabby tightly.
"Shhh." Gabby kissed him again.
"I love you."
"I love you, too."
The old woman watched the two young lovers with a smile. Then she turned to Anya. "You didn't use your sight, or you wouldn't have let this happen in the first place," she said, gently chiding Anya. "Is your grandmother not teaching you the magic properly?"
Anya glowered at the old woman. "She's teaching me what she can, but because she forgot most of her magic, I've had to learn from a friend."
"Your aura isn't clear. It isn't stained yet by the darkness, but it is hazy and cloudy. There is something about it which isn't right." The old woman shook her head. "Anger is your enemy," she scolded Anya. "Right now, you're allowing yourself to get angry." She put her hand on Anya's shoulder. "We all make mistakes. We learn. We mustn't blame ourselves, or anger takes root. Anger leads to hate."
"Hate leads to suffering. Suffering leads to the Dark Side," Anya added with a chuckle. She saw the confused look on the old woman's face. "It's a line from an old movie, one of my favorites. When I was young, before I knew of magic, I had no idea how accurate the statement really was."
"I guess we can go home now," Gabby observed, still clinging tightly to Vince.
The old woman sighed, and shook her head. "Your errand is done, but if you leave now, you'll bring grave danger to us. You've been very open in asking about the clan." She did a small incantation, and to Gabby's shock, Vince turned back into Vanessa.
"What?" Vanessa screamed. "You made me a girl again!"
The old woman nodded. "Anya knows why." The girls looked at Anya for an answer.
Anya thought a moment. "We have to leave the way we came, or we will arouse suspicion," she said hesitantly, earning an approving smile from the old woman. "And we should stay another day or two, but be more normal tourists, right?" She got a nod from the elder. Anya looked at Josslin. "Except you. You should probably continue looking at the stained glass work, like you've been doing, because you have legitimate business interests."
The old woman nodded. "This spell is a simple one. It will be very easy from you to undo when you return home." She thought a moment. "I have one more thing for you. Wait here, and my clan will share lunch with you. It may not be fare such as you are accustomed, but we find it filling."
The clan members, who had silently walked away earlier, came back, but this time carrying eating utensils, plates of cold food, and steaming bowls of hot dishes. Directed by the women of the clan, the girls sat on the ground, and then, with the clan, they partook of the dried meats, cheeses, fruits, vegetables, and the hot dishes which had been laid out for them.
As the girls had lunch, they were amazed at the wonderful tastes of the clan's seemingly simple food. "This is really good," Gabby said softly to the others. "This all tastes ... fabulous."
"Simple ingredients," Josslin said, "but with a deliciously complex array of flavors," Josslin agreed. "I thought she said it was simple food. I haven't eaten food like this since my great-grandmother cooked for us."
The old woman's return was silent, taking the girls by surprise. She looked at Anya. "I have a letter for you to give to your grandmother," she said, holding out what looked like parchment folded into an envelope shape. A clump of wax sealed the fold.
Anya accepted the parchment, and looked warily at the wax seal. It didn't look like a very secure way to keep the contents private.
The old woman smiled as if she knew exactly what Anya was thinking. "The seal is magic. Only your grandmother can open it." She sat between Josslin and Anya. "Now, let us relax, and tell me more of my granddaughter. And of yourself. It is not often that I meet relatives, especially from America."
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Vanessa, Gabby, Jozef, and Anya sat in the office building, sipping sodas and relaxing. They were all quite exhausted, having just gotten home after a day and a half of travel, reversing their initial trip First, a long train journey back to the country's capital, and then three flights; first, to Frankfurt, Germany, then to Atlanta, and finally, the flight home.
"Vanessa's parents will be here in a few minutes," Grandmother said as she brought in a tray of finger sandwiches which she'd had one of the girls fetch from the Tiki Hut. "You need to change Vanessa back before they arrive."
Anya nodded. "Stand, please," she directed Vanessa. When the girl rose, nervously glancing at Gabrielle, Anya began a small incantation. As soon as she released the spell, Vanessa felt her body and clothing begin to shift again. In moments, Vince was back, and Gabby leaped to her feet to hug and kiss him.
"Is this ... permanent?" Vince asked cautiously.
"Unless you want to change from time to time," Grandmother said, "but yes, the spells are all undone."
Vince enthusiastically kissed Gabby again. "I'm only going to change when Gabby and I want a 'best girlfriends' day together. Otherwise," he looked longingly at Gabby, and then slowly, backed up, holding her hands. "I ... had something that I wanted to give you," he said softly. "I sold it back after that night in Shell Game, thinking that I'd never need it again. But now, with the refund from the ticket, if you want, I can go buy it back, if you'd do me the honor of marrying me."
Gabby stared at him in disbelief for a moment, and then wrapped herself around him again. "Yes!" she exclaimed. "I want to be with you forever."
As the two lovers kissed passionately, the door chime on the door facing the parking lot sounded. Grandmother pressed a button on her desk. "Yes?"
"Uh, is this the right place? Gabrielle and Vincent said to meet them at a water park office instead of at the airport," a woman's voice said hesitantly.
"This is the right place," Grandmother answered. "Come in." She walked to the door and opened it, allowing two older couples to enter.
The couples halted, barely in the building, standing agog as they watched Vince and Gabby kissing. For several awkward seconds, they stared, not quite sure of what to say. Finally, Vince's dad cleared his throat, causing the kids to quit kissing. They looked toward the adults, but instead of being embarrassed about having been 'caught' kissing, they simply smiled.
"Uh," the mother standing beside the other man, Gabby's dad, began, "did you kids have a good trip?"
"It was great," Vince said enthusiastically, taking Gabby's hand and leading her to one of the sofas in the conversational area of the office building. "It was a lot of fun." He sat beside Gabby, barely taking his eyes off her, and not letting go of her hand.
"Mom, dad," Gabby said, smiling nervously, "Vince and I are, well, we're engaged."
Vince's parents' jaws practically hit the floor, and simultaneously. "You're _what_?"
"We're engaged," Vince said proudly. "We're going to get married." He saw the stunned look on his parents' faces. "Not right away," he added quickly, "but we're not going to wait forever, either."
"But ... you're just starting in college," Vince's mom stammered. "You're only eighteen!"
"Is this ...?" Gabby's mom asked slowly, unbelievingly, "are you kids ... you know?"
Gabby grinned as she squeezed Vince's hand again. "No, mom," she chuckled, "I'm not pregnant, and we don't _have to_ get married. It's just that, over the past couple of weeks, we finally got the guts to tell each other how we feel, and we both know we're right for each other."
Vince's dad scowled, and expression matched by Gabby's dad. "I do _not_ approve," he said sternly. "You're too young to be getting married. You start college in a few days!" He shook his head. "If you get married before you graduate, it'll make college much harder than it would be, both financially and in terms of grades."
Vince frowned. "Are you saying ... that you won't help me with college expenses after we get married?"
"No, dear," Vince's mother said reassuringly, countering the stern words and expression of his father. "He didn't say that. We just think you're too young right now, and you don't realize how much of a commitment being married is. We think you should wait." She glanced at her husband, and got an agreeing nod, and then saw the same gesture from Gabby's parents.
Gabby looked at her parents, and then looked to Vince. "Alright," she said slowly, "we'll wait to get married, but we're still engaged!" She smiled at Vince. "I'm not interested in dating anyone else, and I know things will work out well for us, right?" She glanced at Grandmother, who smiled and nodded. "We have something ... magical between us," she added with an impish grin.
Vince's dad sighed. "Well, at least if you're engaged, you won't be coming here to change into ... her." He shot a wary glance at Gabby's parents; he didn't know if they were aware of the secret of the park.
Vince smiled. "Yes, I will. Sometimes, we'll want to spend time together as best friends." He, too, was being cryptic, because he knew that Gabby's parents didn't know of the magic.
Gabby's mom looked at the kids, and then at her husband. She remembered what it was to be young and in love. "Well, if you kids love each other ...?" She obviously wasn't convinced, but she was trying to keep her skepticism in check. "Why don't we get together for dinner, and you kids can tell us all about your trip. I'm sure you learned a lot."
Still clutching hands, Vince smiled. "We learned a lot about the country's history and lore, and local cuisine, and Officer Jozef taught us a lot about the local stained-glass artisans."
Now talking excitedly about the trip, Vince and Gabby, with their parents, gathered their luggage and walked out of the office, with Anya escorting them back to their vehicles. Grandmother watched them go, a contented smile on her face.
"You know what their future holds, don't you?" Jozef asked as he sipped his soda.
Grandmother smiled. "It helps, sometimes, to know what's going to happen. Yes, they'll be happy together." She frowned a bit. "I'm afraid, though, that all the magic used on poor Vince will have some ... unusual effects."
"Oh?" Jozef sounded intrigued by her statement.
Grandmother smiled. "Like Josella, Vince has some magic stain left on him. Unlike Josella, that will manifest itself in ... interesting ways."
"Define interesting."
"We know that Gabby is a tiny bit bisexual, and we know what happened in the hotel between them. On those infrequent occasions when Gabby is feeling an attraction toward another woman, Vince will turn into Vanessa."
Jozef laughed as he pictured poor Vince, sitting in class, and suddenly changing because Gabby wanted a female sex partner. "That could get really embarrassing."
"I'll teach him to sense it, and to control it," Grandmother said with a smile. "It really won't be a problem for them at all." She smiled at Jozef. "You had a pretty productive trip as well, I understand."
"My family's business has at least one specialty glass supplier from the trip, and we're working on a deal for their artisans to do some limited production work there. It won't be mass-produced, cheap stuff, but hand-made and unique, so it'll fit our product line." He smiled. "Plus, being hand-made in the old country should bring with it a bit of ... old-world ... nostalgia and value to it." He shook his head at Grandmother. "Let's cut to the chase. Are you going to open the letter?"
Grandmother glanced to her desk, where the letter sat, unopened. "I ... I'm afraid to," she said softly. "It's been so long that I don't know whether I should fear or anticipate what might be in it."
"I think I understand."
"How did Anya do?"
Jozef took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "Not good," he said softly. He saw the look of concern on Grandmother's face. "She changed me to a younger version of Josslin without asking or discussing it with me. She wasn't going to share the languages spell, which would have left Gabby and Vanessa completely in the dark and helpless." He shook his head. "She .... might have used magic to get them to ... you know. She even hinted that if they were happy like that, the whole reason for the trip would be gone, and we could come home."
"And?"
Jozef shook his head sadly. "I should have known that you'd see through any façade I tried to put up." He bit his lower lip for a moment, staring vacantly into space, as he tried to figure out how to tell the old woman the rest of the story. "She ... did something to me."
Grandmother's eyes narrowed. "What?"
"When we were searching, and after we stopped, I was exploring some of the old glassworks, where Joska would have been an apprentice. Apparently," Jozef looked down, away from the old woman, "Anya did something to me mentally that made me ... attracted to men."
"It's part of any change. You know that," Grandmother began.
Jozef shook his head firmly. "Not like that. She ... used some kind of spell," he continued, looking down, away from Grandmother's eyes, "so that I ended up ... intimate ... with one of the local men. Very intimate."
Grandmother's scowl deepened. "Did you confront her about it?"
Jozef shook his head. "No. It didn't seem ... wise. If she could do that, what else would she have done?"
Grandmother sighed heavily. "Are you certain?"
"Yes," Jozef said firmly. "I've spent considerable time as a woman before, remember? I've never felt that ... out of control." Jozef saw the worry lines on Grandmother's face deepen. "While we were gone, was that other girl, Oksana, around?"
"No, why?"
"There's something very odd in the way she's interacting with Anya. When we left, I could sense Anya's magic, but it seemed ... foggy, like it was all muddled. But when we were flying, I felt it clearing up, and when we landed, Anya seemed not at all confused or harsh. But then it got muddied again. The only time it wasn't was ... when we were with the clan!" he exclaimed. "And she said there was something disturbing about Anya's aura, too." Jozef exhaled slowly. "It's like ... something is trying to confuse her, to push her into something."
"To push her into acting out of frustration, and then anger," Grandmother said solemnly. "That's how the darkness lures people in."
"Do you think ... Oksana ... has something to do with this?" Jozef asked softly.
"I don't detect darkness in her." The old woman sighed. "But that could be because my skills with the arts are weak." She leaned back in her chair, letting her head loll back so she was looking at the sky. "I know it may be a lot to ask of you, especially with what she did, but I really would be in your debt if you would use your sense to see if there's something dark about Oksana."
"Could she have given Anya something that would cause the effects I sense?"
Grandmother nodded. "I should have thought of that, too." She shook her head sadly. "I'm getting old. I feel old, and helpless." She didn't fight the tear trickling down her cheek. "She's being tempted, isn’t she? I saw this before with her mother, Chessa. Only Chessa started at a much younger age."
"There's something strange about her," Jozef continued. "It's like ... there are two people. Sometimes, I sense Anya like she always was, but at other times, it's like a fog around her, like she's confused or uncertain in everything she does." He shook his head. "When she's like that, she makes mistakes, or gets impulsive, or angry."
Grandmother listened, her face an impassionate mask. "That's the impression I got. It's also how her mother acted." Grandmother shook her head. "I'm afraid for her, Jozef. I'm afraid she'll touch the darkness, and I don't know how to help her."
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(Thus ends the tale of Gabrielle and Vince, but the tale of Anya continues.)
Part 2 – Partners
by ElrodW
Stan and Mack are friends and college roommates, but Mack has a deep secret. When the boys visit Bikini Beach, Anya reveals the secret as she arranges for the two former boys to be lesbian lovers. Anya continues to become more callous about her use of magic, and Grandmother is forced to take desperate actions, which reveal a little more of her background.
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Part 2 – Partners
This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Greg Lawson felt a pair of hands starting to rub his neck and shoulders, a deep, very soothing massage, and he felt his whole body starting to relax with a contented sigh. A sudden realization intruded on his thoughts, and he flinched. Ducking his head to one side and turning, he saw the wavy brown hair that he'd come to know only too well. He glanced across the table at his girlfriend, Anya, who had a smirk on her face. "Would you please stop doing that?" he complained as he turned to the girl rubbing his shoulders.
"Why? Don't you like a shoulder massage?" Oksana, the brown-haired beauty, cooed as she slid into the booth beside Greg, her arm sliding up around his shoulders. She made a point of thrusting out her chest, which was a little larger than Anya's. In fact, she had a figure that would attract guys like bees to honey.
Greg leaned away from her. "You know I'm taken," he complained, "so your efforts are wasted."
Oksana laughed. "A girl always needs to practice flirting, doesn’t she?"
Greg glanced at his girlfriend, who was laughing at his discomfort. "I wish you'd practice with someone else."
"Oksana is just being a little playful and fun," Anya said to him. "It's not like she's trying to take you away from me, or that I'd let her get away with something like that."
Greg felt his irritation at Oksana melting with the sunshine of Anya's smile. The dark-haired girl was beautiful, Greg knew, and he was lucky to be dating her. "I know," he said sheepishly, "but it still makes me uncomfortable."
Greg glanced at Oksana, who was still sitting close to him on one side of the booth. "I didn't expect you here," he said, careful to keep his tone neutral. "I thought Anya and I were going to have a quiet lunch together. Just the two of us."
"Oh, come on, Greg," Anya protested, "why can't Oksana join us? It's not like we don't have any private time together?"
"I suppose," Greg agreed with a frown. He suddenly flinched, his eyes widening, as he felt Oksana's hand on his leg. "I, um, I have to use the men's room," he blurted quickly, trying to make an excuse to get away from Oksana.
As he scurried to the men's room, Oksana sat back in the booth, grinning. "It's so much fun to make him squirm. Men are like that."
"Yeah," Anya agreed. "But I don't tease Greg too much. Maybe you should cool it a little around him. I don't want him scared off. It took too long to get him trained, and I'd hate to have to start over with someone new!"
"You could always use a little magic to help with that," Oksana teased. "It makes life so much simpler. A little spell here, a little magic there, and presto! One trained man who'd do anything for you, who'd be at your beck and call, who'd never forget important dates, who'd never leave you wanting after he's had his fun in bed."
Anya's eyes looked a little dreamy, as she considered Oksana's siren song. "Yeah, that would be nice." All of a sudden, she shook her head, as if clearing cobwebs. "No," she said firmly. "That would be wrong. Greg does things for me because he loves me, not because of magic."
"I know," Oksana said. "But you can't tell me that you haven't been tempted." She rose from the booth. "I have to run. I'm going rafting in the Grand Canyon this afternoon. I'll see you later tonight?"
"Yeah," Anya said, sounding a little envious. She had to work at the park, while her friend was off having fun. "Coconut Club again?"
"Sure." Oksana strutted out the door, aware that the men in the diner had their eyes riveted to her luscious, wiggling ass. She had a knowing grin, enjoying teasing the men like she was.
A moment later, Greg returned to the table. He glanced around nervously. "Where's Oksana?"
"She had to run. River rafting this afternoon."
Greg's eyes widened, and an anticipatory grin crept across his features. "Does this mean that we can have a quiet evening, just the two of us? Maybe a romantic dinner, and then cuddling to an old movie?"
Anya's expression brought Greg's dreams crashing down. "No, not tonight, I'm afraid," Anya answered. "We're already planning on going out to the Coconut Club tonight."
"Oh." The icy tone of late was back in Greg's voice.
"How about if you join us? We can have a good time dancing, like we always do."
Greg shook his head, scowling. "No. I think I'll work on my project to try to get ahead. You know how busy it'll get in a couple of weeks. And the park expansion is taking a lot more of my time than I thought it would." Despite his angry expression, the look in his eyes reflected how morose he truly felt at not having quiet time with just Anya.
"I've got to get back to the park." Anya reached out and caressed his cheek. "But I'll make it up to you," she purred. "I promise." She stood. She bent over and gave him a quick kiss.
Greg sat in the booth, alone, watching Anya practically skip to her car, happy and seemingly carefree. "That's what you keep saying," he said softly, to no-one in particular, "but you never do."
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The man walking across the parking lot looked very casual and relaxed, but a trained observer would note that every move, every turn of his head, was precise and measured. The man was practiced at the art of looking casual while going about his business. Just like a detective. Which he was. Jozef was a detective with the police force, and thus trained to watch, observe, and notice details. Most of the younger girls gave him only a passing glance, but he noticed a few looks of interest from more mature women nearer his own age. He also noticed those looks changing when he bypassed the ticket counter and walked purposefully to the office building that projected through the privacy wall. Suddenly, interest in Jozef ended. Those who had seen him as an attractive man realized that if he was a businessman dealing with Grandmother, he likely wouldn't be interested in them.
Before he could press the door buzzer, he heard the sound of the electromechanical relay unlatching the door. The door swung open, unbidden, so Jozef stepped into the building. "Not too subtle today, are we?" Jozef said wryly as he pulled the door shut behind himself.
Grandmother smiled. "I knew it was you, so I figured what the heck." She sat in one leg of the L-shaped space, behind her massive oak desk, with leather-upholstered chairs in front, and a matching swivel chair behind. Behind the chair was another desk, a working desk, dominated by a computer and a printer, with papers piled haphazardly around them.
In the other leg of the L was another desk, not nearly as large, but with an almost-identical layout of work space. This one, unlike the other area, was almost immaculate, devoid of stacks and piles of papers. The base of the L was neatly filled with an informal conversation group; two sofas in an L-shape against the two walls, with an ornate floor lamp in the vacant space of the corner. A large coffee table sat before the sofas, and three wing chairs completed the ensemble. Small end tables, at the ends of the sofas and between two of the chairs, gave space for people to set refreshments or paperwork. The rest of the rectangular building was taken by a walled conference room and bathrooms, with a refrigerator and water cooler outside the bathroom area.
Jozef frowned. Normally, Grandmother would eagerly greet him with a hug or handshake, and offer him a soda. This time, she sat in her chair, looking very worried and very weary. "What's on your mind?"
"No time for pleasantries?"
Jozef shook his head, taking a seat opposite Grandmother's desk. "Not when you look so concerned. Anya again?"
Grandmother nodded. "I'm more than worried. She's ... she's starting to get rash and reckless with her magic."
"Like her mother."
The surprise on Grandmother's face was total. "But ... I never told ... how did you ...?"
Jozef smiled thinly. "I could say professional secrets, but you'd know better. Before we went to Europe, I took the liberty of getting all the case files I could on Anya."
"Oh. I thought ...."
"Jana told me she'd tried the same thing. She couldn't find anything." Jozef shook his head at the old woman. "Pretty clever of you to pull a 'Purloined Letter' on them."
"You ... detected the magic." She frowned again. "But ... that means your magic detection works hundreds of miles ...."
"No," Jozef shook his head. "I actually had to travel to her home, and then go into the file locker with one of the local officers. Then I could sense the magic, and I knew which files to request to have sent to me."
"Does the chief know?"
"No. I ... forged his signature on the requests." He smiled. "Don't tell him, or I'll get in more trouble than I'm already in."
Grandmother's look was scolding, as if he were a schoolboy who'd been caught in a prank.
"What?" he protested. "People do it all the time. And it's not like this is the first time, you know."
"Back to the matter at hand ...."
"I told you what I sensed about Anya. It's like her aura is sometimes cloudy and hard to read, and sometimes reasonably clear and easy to read."
"Could that affect her judgment?"
Jozef shrugged. "How would I know? You're the one who's more skilled at magic."
"How about Oksana? Is she directing magic at Anya? Did she give Anya something that's enchanted?" Grandmother sounded like she was grasping at straws.
Jozef shook his head. "Anya showed me a bracelet that Oksana gave her. It's supposed to be from the old country, but ...."
"But you don't think it is?"
"Nope. Anyway, I scanned it, and it has no magic. None."
Grandmother swore. "There _has_ to be a connection."
"Why are you so worried right now?"
A long, heavy sigh came from the old woman. "Because Anya's twenty-three."
Jozef didn't make any connection. "And?"
"My people ... are cursed by the otherworld. We can't travel to or from the otherworld until we turn twenty-three." She shook her head. "I don't understand why, but we can't. Neither could Anya – until now."
"And the otherworld ... judging by your reactions, I'd say you aren't fond of it?"
"No. Not in the least bit. Take all the petty, power-mad politicians, add magic as a power to be craved and fought over, throw in a dash of backstabbing and back-room dealing, and you have an idea of what it's like."
"Congress or any statehouse on steroids."
"That's a good analogy." Grandmother leaned her head back against her chair, closing her eyes. She took a few deep breaths to calm herself, but it didn't work. "What did you learn from your great-grandmother about the trip through Europe?"
Jozef eyed Grandmother carefully. It didn't seem like a relevant question, but then again, Grandmother always had her reasons. "Pretty much everything from when she met you until you parted in Southampton." He smiled. "Including the ... incident that resulted in Joska being changed."
"Let me tell you what happened before. And what happened when _I_ traveled to the otherworld. Then maybe you'll understand a little more. But first, let me get you something to drink. Iced tea?"
"Unsweetened, please."
After Grandmother got herself a root beer, and poured a bottle of iced tea into a glass for Jozef, she sat down, then took a deep breath. She paused for several seconds; the memories were still very painful to her. Then she recounted her abuse when she was young, the rape that had cost her physical innocence, and then the use of the darkness, which had cost her magical innocence. She told of how she'd pushed it away, but having touched it, her aura was stained, and she had to flee before she was put to death, as was the custom of her people. Then she recounted her visit to the otherworld, her apprenticeship at the hands of an evil master, who had taught her some magic, but had tried to push her into touching the darkness. Again, she resisted. When she finished, she sat back, sipping her root beer.
"Wow," was all Jozef could say. "That's pretty tough stuff."
"There's more," Grandmother said. After another deep breath, she forced herself to recount the events of that extremely painful night, when she had confronted Chessa, resulting in a duel which had proven fatal to Chessa, and so traumatic to Grandmother that she couldn't use very much of her magic. When she finished, she wiped at the tears streaming down her cheeks. "I can't do that again," she said softly. "I can't."
"Anya mentioned that when we were in the village." Jozef wasn't sure what to do. Grandmother didn't seem like the type that would welcome a comforting hug. Finally, he spoke. "What can I do?"
"Can you please check Anya and Oksana again? See if you can detect something?"
Jozef nodded. After Grandmother's saga, he'd have to be inhuman to refuse her request. "I'll try. But ...."
"But you didn't notice anything that stood out when you were traveling. How precise is your sense? Can you tell one object from another? Can you tell if the magic is good or evil?"
"Unless it's masked, I can pick one object from another. But I can't tell good from evil. Only that it's magic. Sorry."
"Can you ... identify an aura? Sense similarities or patterns?"
Jozef shook his head. "Only sometimes. It's not reliable, not like you or Anya." He read the look on Grandmother's face. "I'll take off work the rest of the day, and see what I can find for you. And for Anya."
"You're fond of her, aren't you?"
Jozef started to deny it, but then he caught himself. There was no sense hiding it from Grandmother. "Yes, but only as a friend. We were a good team when we were looking for Mel. She's a good girl. Smart, friendly. It was pleasant to work with her. Yeah, I'm fond of her."
"Okay, then here's a pass for the rest of the day." Grandmother handed him a card.
Josella, Jozef's female alter ego, emerged from the showers in an electric-blue bikini. "So much for being subtle," she groused toward the office. At least it wasn't as skimpy as the last time she'd visited the park. From Grandmother's prediction of Anya's comings and goings, she plotted out her long-term strategy. She had to bump into Anya and Oksana as often as possible, but in a way that made it look coincidental, and not staged. She had to try to read them when she was near enough.
Her first encounter came quickly. Josella saw the two girls walking toward the Tiki hut for some lunch. Based on Grandmother's description of Anya's actions, Josella wondered briefly why the two hadn't just popped out to some posh bistro for a nibble of lunch. She hurried around to the other side, then strolled out as if she'd just finished her lunch. A quick greeting hug, and a handshake with Oksana, and Josella went on her way.
Her second chance came about mid-afternoon. Due to a staff illness, Anya had to spend a few hours lifeguarding. She was at the winding, lazy river, sitting in a lifeguard chair beside Oksana. A brief frown crossed Josella's features; to an outsider, it might appear that the two were lovers, since the seat was designed for one person, which made it quite cozy for the two of them. She saw them from upstream, so she was careful to turn her tube so she wasn't looking anywhere near them.
The third and final chance was late afternoon. Anya had a meeting with Jenny in the maintenance shed, so Josella went to the hammocks near the path where the two would have to walk. She pulled her sunglasses down over her eyes and lay motionless, as if she was napping, when the two walked past. For a brief moment, Oksana looked puzzled, and then she glared at Josella, a look unseen by Anya.
Realizing that Oksana might be able to detect something wrong with her, Josella decided to call it quits. With startling grace, she rose from the hammock and strolled back to the locker room. After changing, she walked casually to the office. This time, however, unlike earlier meetings, the door didn't open. She pondered that event while she pressed the buzzer.
"Yes?"
"Grandmother, it's me. Josella."
The old woman's gasp of surprise came clearly through the speaker. "Josella? I ... I should have .... Come in." The latch clicked, allowing Josella to enter.
"I should have felt you coming," Grandmother apologized as Josella sat. Grandmother got two bottles of unsweetened iced tea from the refrigerator, handing one to Josella as she sat down. "I don't understand why I didn't sense you."
Josella frowned. "I think I know why. The last time I bumped into Anya and Oksana, she really glared at me, quite angrily. I suspect that she somehow realized that I could sense magic, and did something about it."
"What?"
Josella continued. "The last time, I got nothing from either of them. Nada. Zip. Not even a hint of Anya's natural aura. I suspect that she did something to block my magic detection."
Grandmother got a far-off look in her eyes, and extended her hand toward Josella. Her lips pursed together grimly as she absorbed the sensation. "I don't sense anything about you. Do you sense anything about me, or the park?"
Josella's eyes widened. "I ... I didn't realize ...." She focused, and then looked at Grandmother with a startled look. "I don't feel ... anything! Not you, not the park, nothing!"
Grandmother nodded grimly. "She put a magic shield around you. You were right. She sensed something. That means that she's got something to hide, something that she doesn't want you to find out about."
"Can ... can you ... undo it?" Josella asked nervously. "This feels ... kind of like I'm suddenly blind. Everything that I took for granted with my sense is gone!"
Grandmother closed her eyes and concentrated again before shaking her head. "It's not a spell that I'm familiar with." She saw the look of despair in Josella's eyes. "But I know a friend who can probably do something about it."
"Is your friend, by chance, the weird guy in the bathrobe that Anya and Greg always talk about?"
Grandmother winced. "Yeah," she admitted. "But since you're already a woman, he can't do that little trick, can he."
"I guess not. And I don't think I have any other options." She chuckled lightly, trying to make the best of the situation. "I don't think Oksana would be inclined to undo this, do you?"
A few minutes later, summoned by a phone call from Grandmother, the owner of strange little magic shop appeared in the office. "How can I help you, dear lady?" he said, turning on the charm as he lifted Josella's hand to kiss it.
"Knock off the Don Juan act," Grandmother said gruffly. "We've got a problem I need help with."
The strange man in the bathrobe smiled. "Is this another favor that you'll owe me?"
Grandmother grinned wickedly. "Call it a debt you're still paying off." She saw his puzzled look. "You didn't do squat for me after we spent that time in ...."
"Okay, okay," the strange man protested quickly, interrupting Grandmother's explanation, "I get the picture." He shook his head. "Sheesh! One weekend ..."
"Two weeks, you mean," Grandmother said with a naughty grin.
"Two weeks, and you're never going to let me forget it, are you?" He shook his head. "Okay, what's the problem?"
"Magic shield. I think Oksana invoked it around Josella because she can sense magic."
"Why would ...?" His eyebrows lifted. "Oh, I see! I think she just implicated herself far more than she thought she would." He concentrated on Josella for a few moments, and then invoked a spell. "How's that?" he asked when done.
Josella felt the surge of magic back to her, and she nearly collapsed. Only Grandmother catching her prevented her from falling. As soon as she straightened, she nodded. "It's back."
"Good. Now, unless you have something else, I have a customer about to come, and I don't want to miss him."
**********
Grandmother sat in her large, leather-upholstered, swivel chair, scanning her computer. As she read, pausing to take a bite from an apple, her frown deepened. Still she scanned further, scrolling down the file. Finally, she shook her head and angrily punched a button on the intercom. "Anya, please come to the office." She leaned back from the monitor, scowling and taking another bite of her apple.
A few moments later, the door from the park side opened, and Anya came in. As usual, she was attired in her pink staff T-shirt and shorts, with her dark hair in a ponytail. "You wanted to see me, Grandmother?" she asked in a cheery voice. Her expression turned more somber when she saw the back of Grandmother's chair facing the door. Over Grandmother's shoulder, she saw the computer displaying the unmistakable magic change log, which was kept for every magical change and transaction.
"Sit down, please," Grandmother ordered in a stern, clipped tone.
Now somewhat nervous, Anya sat down on the opposite side of Grandmother's desk. The fact that Grandmother was at her desk, and had her back turned, indicated to Anya that Grandmother wasn't at all happy. Having been in the 'hot seat' with Grandmother more than once, Anya knew better than to speak before Grandmother was ready. She chafed at the childish rules; she was an adult, and deserved to be treated like one.
Slowly, with a mild squeak, the massive oak and leather chair turned, revealing Grandmother's steely gaze. Her elbows perched on the armrests of the chair, and her fingers were intertwined in front of her mouth. "I've been reviewing the change logs," Grandmother said solemnly.
"And?"
"And I'm seeing a few things that, quite frankly, bother me." She drew in a deep breath and exhaled slowly to calm herself. "For example, the passes you sold to Wes Parker and his friend Dave McGarvey. What's up with those?"
Anya thought a moment, recalling the passes she'd sold the previous couple of days. "Oh, yes. They were looking for girls for sex. I gave them suitable passes."
"You made them nymphos!"
"What's your point?" Anya's response was a little testy.
"And you gave Wes a three-day pass without telling him," Grandmother added.
"So? It'll keep Wes and Dave off the streets. Dave will be too busy banging Wes to bother any other girls," she said defensively.
"And Wes is going to get pregnant because of your little stunt, thus remaining stuck as a girl. Didn't you think of that?" Grandmother demanded.
"I didn't see that," Anya retorted, surprised at the revelation.
"Your sight is clouded. You admitted it yourself." Grandmother reached in her desk and pulled out her old scrying ball, setting it delicately on the desk. She waved her fingers over the ball in an intricate ballet, until the ball clouded, and then an image formed. "See?"
The image was a husband and very pregnant wife, living in a small apartment, with a crib with twins already occupying one corner. When one of the twins started crying, the husband shouted at his wife, then stormed out the door, slamming it shut behind himself, while the wife began to sob as she picked up the noisy twin.
"Dave will marry Wendy because he feels responsible. But they won't last. They won't have a happy marriage at all. Before she has her third, they'll be divorced," Grandmother recited what her sight was telling her. "Wes will never go to med school to become a doctor. Dave will have to drop out and take a construction job to pay for his new family." Grandmother frowned deeply at Anya. "That's what your negligence has caused."
"I ... I can get them a winning lottery ticket," Anya stammered, looking for an out. "They won't have to quit college."
"And what of the family who _would_ have won that lottery? How are their lives going to be messed up?" She sighed heavily. "Changing this has a domino effect. You know that after what happened with Melody!"
"So what do you expect me to do?" Anya demanded, starting to get angry.
Grandmother took a pad of paper and scribbled on it. "Go find Wendy, and cast this spell on her."
Anya's eyes widened. "An ... infertility spell?"
"It's much more effective than the condom that will fail," Grandmother said, trying to soften her voice, "and it'll keep her from getting pregnant – for at least a month, which is way more than the three days it'll take for her to change back." She sighed, trying to steady her nerves. "On any pass you sell, I want you to include this – just to be sure." She leaned back, a cross look still on her face. "I'll get it installed in the default magic tomorrow, when I have time to get to it."
"Is that all?"
Grandmother shook her head. "Do you remember, some time ago, telling me that I was getting too ... harsh with some of my changes?"
Anya nodded. "Yes."
"I think you're starting to do what I was doing," Grandmother suggested, struggling to not say anything harsh or critical of Anya. "I think you should consider what kinds of passes you're giving out." She spun her chair. "As an example, Hal Goldings. He was interested in companionship, and not necessarily sex. You made him into something that put Allison to shame. He'll get nothing _but_ sex until his pass wears off."
"No big deal, right?"
"Or Elias Marchant," Grandmother continued. "He was here for an innocent, fun day with his little sister. Instead, he's now the baby sister, and he can't do the kinds of things that he intended."
"She thought he was a bully at times. He got to learn what it's like to be the little sibling."
"Instead of the bonding he would have done with his sister, which would have changed his perspective of his relationship with his sister. Robbie Tobias. He was looking for a little sex with a girl. You made him an attractive lesbian, with a bonus that makes him almost irresistible to girls."
"He got what he wanted," Anya rebutted. "Just not quite what he was expecting." She had a mischievous grin.
"And enough subconscious memories will remain that it will leave him confused as to his sexual identity once he changes back." Grandmother shook her head disapprovingly. "Armando Martinez."
"His wife thought he was insensitive, and needed a lesson," Anya explained.
"So you made him his wife's sister, married to a lout but hopelessly in love with him despite his emotional abuse, and to top it off, you made sure she's having her period this week."
"He'll learn," Anya said in her own defense.
"He could have learned with a lot less ... extreme ... changes." Grandmother turned back to face her granddaughter. "Shall I go on?"
Anya pursed her lips tightly together, anger evident on her face. "No," she said through clenched teeth. "You made your point. You don't trust my judgment."
"Anya, that's not the point. You aren't thinking through the changes completely right now, for some reason," Grandmother tried to sound soothing, "I just want you to apply the minimum change needed, not the maximum. Not what you and Oksana think is amusing."
Anya nodded, still fuming inside. "Okay."
"Good. That's all I ask. Now, why don't you take a break, and work on payroll. I'll have Selena take over on the gate for a while."
Anya's frown returned. "You don't trust me," she accused.
"Anya," Grandmother said, her tone pleading for an end to the confrontation, "I _do_ trust you. You're family. You're my _only_ family! But after what you've been through in the past few weeks, I think a break from the magic for the rest of the afternoon will do you some good."
Anya glowered at Grandmother for a moment, but then her expression softened. "I guess I have been kind of tired and irritable lately," she admitted. "And Greg ...." She shut up suddenly, realizing that she shouldn't have mentioned Greg to Grandmother.
"What about Greg?" Grandmother's curiosity was piqued.
Anya sighed. "It's just that he doesn't want to do anything with Oksana and me anymore," she complained. "It's like he's jealous that I have a new friend."
"He probably _is_ jealous," Grandmother said plainly. "Until recently, you two spent a lot of time together in the evenings and on weekends. Then Oksana came along. Tell me, how long has it been since you and Greg had a private evening or weekend together?"
"We went ...." Anya began, before she stopped speaking suddenly. After thinking a few moments, she lowered her gaze. "Does Greg think that I'm neglecting him?" she asked.
Grandmother smiled. It was nice to see Anya's concerns back to normal. "Probably," she answered. "How would you feel if suddenly, Greg had a new friend, and he wanted to spend all his time with the friend, leaving you out of personal time?"
"I ... I guess I owe him a big apology," Anya said softly.
One of Grandmother's eyebrows rose. This was the least callous, least selfish, clearest thing Anya had said in the past several weeks.
**********
Jim 'Mack' McGarvey strutted into the apartment, wearing a tight-fitting muscle-shirt which displayed proudly his physique. His blonde hair was relatively short, and didn't show any sweat from the workout Mack had just completed. He saw his roommate Stan Newberry on his computer. "Don't tell me you didn't move while I was at the gym," he chided his friend.
Stan sighed. "I'm trying to stay ahead of the electronics theory class. It's going to be a bitch later, based on what I heard. Besides," he added with a grin, "I'm not as smart as you are." With dark, curly hair and an olive complexion, he had a Mediterranean look. He was also five inches shorter than his roommate, and considerably less muscular.
"You know I've told you a million times that a good workout gets the blood flowing, and helps study afterwards."
Stan snorted. "All I know is that when I tried working out, I looked like a wimp, and I was so tired I could barely get myself to bed." He chuckled. "I honestly don't know why you keep me around. I'm not a good workout partner. I can't help you with studying."
"Yeah, but you're a great cook," Mack said with a grin. In his heart, he desperately longed to tell Stan the real reason – Mack was gay, and he was really in love with Stan. But he was closeted, and no-one had a clue of his orientation. He dared not let Stan know; he was certain that Stan would freak and move out, leaving Mack heartbroken. He couldn't have Stan as a lover, but he could have him as a friend and roommate. If that was as close as he'd ever get, he knew he'd take it over being completely shut out of Stan's life.
"What do you want to do this afternoon?" Stan asked innocently after blushing at Mack's compliment. He'd grown up under the wing of his father, who was a very accomplished chef. "There's a good band tonight at Shell Game."
"Too high school."
"There's the Coconut Club."
Mack wrinkled his nose. In truth, he hated the club scene, because girls always came on to him, and he had to either pretend to be interested enough to dance and chat, or he had to come up with a believable excuse. It was getting old. "I suppose," he said, not sounding at all enthusiastic.
"Great. Maybe, for once, I'll have a chance to get lucky." He couldn't see the pained expression on Mack's face. "You might want to shower so you don't smell like a gym locker," Stan joked.
"Yeah, but what do we do until the club gets hopping? Neither of us has homework, the clubs aren't open yet, and it's a nice day outside."
Stan shrugged, but then caught himself. "How about ... that water park?"
Mack frowned. "The one over by the mall? Bikini Beach?"
"Sure. It's supposed to have a lot of women who go there." He grinned. "Maybe it'll work out this time."
Mack cringed. He could see how much Stan wanted to go to the park, and then clubbing, and he couldn't really say no, not without betraying some of his secret. "I suppose we can go. But it kind of makes a shower a waste of time, doesn't it? We'll be going in the water."
Stan laughed. "With your sweat and stink, I don't think they'd let you in. They wouldn't want to pollute their water!"
"Very funny!" Mack strode into his bedroom to change and clean up.
**********
"Anya! Wait up!"
Anya spun at the sound of her name being called. She saw Vicky trotting toward her, dodging around park patrons as she did so. As usual, Vicky had a smile brighter than the sun. Her engagement to Rob probably had a lot to do with that. "Hey," Anya said in simple greeting. She looked carefully; Vicky had a new haircut. "I like what you did with your hair." Vicky had worn her hair long, like Anya, but now it was cut short, hanging above her shoulders, with a slight under-curl, and tapered in front. Her hair swept to the right, hanging playfully before swooping behind her right ear.
"Thanks," Vicky said, her grin broadening.
"What does Rob think of it?"
In response, Vicky blushed brightly. Evidently, Rob _really_ liked her new hairstyle. "You've been kind of hard to get ahold of," Vicky observed as she fell in beside Anya, walking toward the entrance plaza and the office buildings.
"Yeah. I've been keeping a full social calendar."
Vicky laughed. "That's an understatement! You're out every night it seems. Doesn't Greg get tired of being constantly on the go?"
Anya tensed, as if she took Vicky's comment as a personal criticism. "I like to try new things. Two nights ago, I went bungee jumping."
Vicky frowned. "I don't remember any bungee-jumping places around here."
"We went to a place in Colorado," Anya explained. "Fabulous scenery, and the jumping was an incredible rush."
"I imagine Greg loved it, too."
Anya shrugged. "He didn't go. It was just Oksana and me."
Vicky started at Anya's comment that she'd done something without Greg. It wasn't like her; Anya was as devoted to Greg as he was to her. She quickly regained her composure. "Mel, Mom, and I are getting together to look for wedding dresses. Since you're maid of honor, I'd like you to come with us. It'll be a blast. Mom has dinner in the oven, and when we get back from shopping, we can have a nice 'girls night'." Vicky bubbled with enthusiasm at the thought of a night of wedding preparation.
"Oh, I'm sorry," Anya said, shaking her head sadly. "We've already got plans to go to a concert tonight."
Vicky's enthusiasm evaporated. "I ... I understand. You want to spend time with Greg, too."
"Oh, he's not going. He has that stupid project he's working on," Anya said dismissively. "But Oksana and I are going." She raised an eyebrow. "Hey, how about if I score a couple of extra tickets, and then you and Mel can come along?"
"Nah," Vicky responded quickly. Her tone was very carefully neutral, absent the bubbly enthusiasm she'd had only moments before. "Mom's already made plans. Maybe we can go some other time."
"Sure. Well, I've got to run. I've got a report to do for Grandmother before Oksana and I can go." She waved cheerfully, and then strode lightly toward the office, leaving Vicky behind her.
"Miss Vicky?" a soft girl's voice sounded from beside Vicky.
Vicky turned, and recognized Melody. "Oh, hi, Mel," she said quickly. "I didn't hear you coming."
"Why are you crying?" Mel asked bluntly.
Vicky realized that Mel was right; her cheeks were moist. "I ... I don't know."
"Is it something Miss Anya did?"
Vicky was taken aback, but only momentarily. "What makes you say that?"
"Because she's been too busy with her new friend for all the fun things she used to do. And I saw you talking to her, so I figured she'd done something that made you cry." Mel was far more observant than one would have expected from a girl of her young age.
Vicky wrapped her arms around Mel, letting her head rest on Mel's. "Oh, Melody," she cried, knowing that the tears were flowing freely to match the sobs wracking her body, "The whole night of ladies doing wedding planning and stuff we'd planned – Anya just blew it off."
"Maybe she didn't mean it," Mel tried to defend Anya.
Vicky shook her head sadly. "Rob told me what Greg has been saying at the house. Since that new girl came, Anya doesn't seem to care a lot about Greg very much, either."
"I met Anya's friend once." Her voice echoed the sadness she felt with how Anya was treating everyone, especially Greg and now Vicky. "She gave me the strangest look. I don't like her."
Mel decided to cheer her friend up, "I like your hair," Mel said. "Do you think Mom will let me get mine cut?"
"Why don't we go ask," Vicky said, wiping her tears, grateful for the distraction. "I know the perfect style for you."
**********
Anya opened the door and stepped into the ticket booth. "Special customers coming, Selena," she said to the girl seated behind the window. "Let me handle them."
Selena looked up at Anya, puzzled. "Are you sure? From what I see, these two are going to be tricky."
Anya nodded with certainty. "I already know how to handle them."
Selena shrugged. "Okay. I guess I'll take a break in the hut." She referred to the employees hut inside the park, a small, out-of-the-way building that was mostly hidden from guests' views, and which was a comfortable place for employees to rest during their breaks.
Anya settled in to the still-warm chair. She didn't have long to wait; two college-age guys were already out of their car and walking toward the window.
Stan and Mack looked like an odd pair as they walked across the hot asphalt from Stan's used Camry. One short and wiry, the other tall, blonde, and ripped. One obviously confident, the other clearly more than a little reticent. One had his attention riveted firmly on the ticket booth, the other's eyes were wandering, staring at the curvaceous women entering the park. Since there were no customers in the ticket line, the two walked directly to the window.
Anya had a genuine smile with more than a hint of mischievousness in it. "Good afternoon Mack, Stan," she greeted the customers. She chuckled when they flinched at the realization that she knew their names. "How can I help you today?"
"You ... you know who we are?" Stan stammered in disbelief.
"Of course. We make it a point to know our customers very well. In fact," she said with a sly grin, "I know things that have long been kept hidden. Isn't that right, Mack?"
Stan glanced at his roommate, and was surprised to see Mack blanching, his eyes wide with terror.
"Isn't there something you should tell Stan?" Anya prodded Mack.
"Uh, no!" Mack answered in a quavering voice. His expression was almost begging with Anya to not press the matter.
"You don't think your roommate can accept that you're gay?" Anya asked with a penetrating stare.
Mack's jaw hung agape, trying to form words to rebut Anya's argument, but not finding any way past the total shock of her outing him so completely.
Stan looked at his roommate evenly. "Is it true?" he asked.
Mack hung his head in shame. "Yeah," he mumbled softly. "I'm ... gay."
"Well, that explains a lot," Stan said in a matter-of-fact voice. "I don't see that it's a big deal."
"There's something else," Anya said. "that might be a big deal."
"Please don't," Mack implored Anya to not say any more. He was white, and visibly trembling. He was frightened that the girl had known their names and now also knew his secret.
Stan looked at Anya, his eyes narrowing, and then at Mack. "What other secret? What's so important that you don't want her to tell me?"
Anya thought a moment. "Now is not the time. Soon, though." She put her smile back on. "The best I can do for passes is two weeks. That's all we have available."
Mack was suddenly not sure he wanted to go to the water park. "Why don't we just go see a movie instead?" he asked. "The new superheroes movie is opening this weekend, and the passes _are_ kind of expensive."
Stan, on the other hand, was eager to relax. "Nah, we decided to come here. Maybe we can take in the movie later tonight. And as to the cost, I'll get them," he said, pulling out his wallet and extracting his credit card.
In short order, Anya handed them two cards, each with a name on it. "Remember to shower before you leave the locker room. It's a health department regulation. And I'm sure you'll enjoy your two weeks." There was something enigmatic in her smile and words.
The two roommates went into the locker. Stan gave a wary glance at Mack, before shrugging his shoulders and stripping. He figured that Mack had seen him naked often enough, so it really didn't matter knowing that Mack was gay. He'd never seen any indication of Mack leering at him or ogling him. Besides, Stan wasn't exactly a hunk of a physical specimen. He pulled on his swim trunks and slipped sandals on his feet.
A few lockers down, Mack focused on getting changed. He glanced up a couple of times to see how Stan was reacting, but from what he saw, Stan was acting like he always had. Mack realized that he'd been holding his breath anxiously to see if Stan was going to do or say something. Mack slowly relaxed, easing out his breath. As soon as he had his swim trunks on, Mack strutted to a mirror, and flexed his muscles, rewarding himself with the sight of his lean, trim body with nary a hint of excess fat.
"Knock off the posing, Arnold," Stan chuckled. "Let's get showered and go in the park." He reached in a shower stall and turned the handle. Surprisingly, as he stepped in, he felt a warm, comfortable spray instead of the cold blast he'd expected. "Nice showers," he called out to Mack.
Mack had stepped into his own shower. "Yeah," he echoed. The water spray seemed to be taking away his tension and aches, soothing every muscle in his body. "I wonder if we can get a shower head like this for the apartment."
A few minutes later, two screams erupted from the men's locker room. Grinning with anticipation, Anya yanked open the exit door and walked purposefully into the men's locker room. "Ah, I see you found our little secret," she chuckled.
"What? Why are we women?" the tall one, who'd been Mack, stammered. She was taller than average, and athletically trim, like Mack had been, but with moderate female curves adding to her figure.
"Magic," Anya said simply, still smiling her unsettling smile.
"Magic? That's impossible!" the one who'd been Stan shouted.
"Then how do you explain this?" Anya asked.
Both of the former guys stared at Anya, trying to think of something that might explain what had happened, but they could find no other explanation.
"Why?" Stan asked, his voice cracking with the strain of his emotions.
"The park is for women only," Anya explained. "So the magic changes men who enter into women."
"Then change us back," Mack demanded.
Anya shook her head. "Ohhh, sorry, but I can't. You're women until your passes expire." She saw slow realization dawn on their faces. "That's right. You have two-week passes. For the next two weeks, you get to live life on the other side." She looked at Stan. "What's your name?" she asked.
"Shelly Lynn Woods," she said, her eyes widening as she spoke. It wasn't clear if it was because of the name she'd automatically said, or the softer, feminine voice in which she'd spoken, or both. "Why did I say that?" she asked Anya, her eyes misting in distress.
"The magic rewrote reality. In this reality, you've always been Shelly Woods. Everyone knows you as Shelly. Stan didn't exist in this reality."
"And I'm ... Janet McGarvey?" Mack asked softly. She seemed to be having a lot less trouble with the altered reality.
Anya nodded. "And there's one more thing. Close your eyes."
Puzzled, Janet did so.
"Now imagine a romantic situation."
Again, Janet followed direction. Her muscles relaxed, and her breathing deepened as she imagined what had to be a steamy, romantic scene. Suddenly, her eyes opened wide. "You ... you changed me!" she screamed angrily at Anya.
"You're still gay. But since you're a woman in this reality ...."
Shelly realized what Anya was saying. "You're attracted to women." Shelly frowned. "So that means ... I'm attracted to guys?" She wrinkled her nose in distaste.
"Try doing what Janet just did. Close your eyes and imagine a romantic scene."
Shelly frowned, but then she followed Anya's direction. A moment later, her eyes popped wide open in surprise. "I'm ... I'm gay, too?" she said in shock and disbelief.
Anya smiled. "You wanted to have women attracted to you, right? You wanted to spend time with a woman, so this way, it all works out. And besides, it takes care of Janet's little secret."
Janet's eyes were wide again. "Please, no," she begged. "Don't say it."
Anya glanced her way. "One thing that Mack never told you is that, when you were both men, he was very much in love with you."
Shelly's mouth dropped open, and she slowly turned to Janet. "Is this true?"
Janet wasn't looking at Shelly. Her face was a mix of anger and humiliation. She didn't reply to Shelly, but turned to Anya. "You had no right to tell my secrets!" she screamed at Anya, stepping forward and balling her fists. "It wasn't bad enough to reveal that I'm gay, you had to say something that would ruin our friendship!"
An unpleasant expression flitted across Anya's features. "Don't even think about it," she hissed in a voice which made both girls flinch.
"Why?" Shelly asked again, almost weeping. "Why did you do this to us?"
"Well, besides the fact that it's always amusing to watch guys adjusting," Anya answered flippantly, "your destiny lines are supposed to be tied together, and this helps that goal."
"What gives you the right to interfere in our lives like that?" Janet demanded in a sullen voice.
"The same thing that gives me the power to turn you into women." Anya looked coolly at the two. "Now, you can go out, after you put on your bikini tops," she said, suddenly holding matching bikini tops for the two girls, "or I can give you some mental adjustments so you cooperate more."
"No," Shelly stammered, white with fear at what Anya had implied, "that won't be necessary." She glanced at Janet for reassurance. There was something in their brief exchanged glance that made Shelly tremble a little as she gasped softly.
Anya had noticed. "I'll leave you two girls to have a fun day in the park. If you need anything, the staff will be more than happy to help." She turned and strode confidently from the locker room, leaving Shelly and Janet gazing at each other, a longing desire slowly building between them.
**********
The crowd in the mall seemed to ignore Grandmother as they meandered about their business. That was fine with Grandmother; she wasn't at the mall for shopping, even though Anya believed she had to get some clothing altered. The clothing was even in a garment bag, to lend credibility to the ruse. In fact, Grandmother was looking for a very special store.
She seemed to be the only one who saw the health food store shimmer, and then change, as if by magic, to an old-fashioned storefront with a door and a plain sign that said, 'Spells R Us'. Grandmother smiled; it was like her old friend to have that little extra bit of magic so that even people inches away from the store didn't notice its appearance.
As soon as it was solidified, she tugged open the door, causing a little bell to tinkle overhead. Such a quaint – and nostalgic – touch, she thought. The store seemed to be a jumble of just about everything, from toiletries to jewelry, from costumes to computer games. Grandmother smiled to herself; she knew that each and every item in the store had a magic enchantment on it, designed to usually change the purchaser into a young, buxom woman if he didn't precisely follow the instructions. Of course, that was a given; men seldom took the time to read instructions or if read, failed to follow them explicitly.
"Ah, my friend. So nice to see you again." The storekeeper said with charm and delight. He wore what appeared to be an old, blue bathrobe; if he'd had a pointed cap, he would have quite resembled a magician of old. "What brings you to my little store?"
Grandmother swept him into a warm embrace. "You should know, you old coot," she said affectionately. "Or weren't you spying on me? Were you too busy watching the antics of your latest victims, er, customers, after they mistakenly changed?"
The wizard smiled and nodded. "Guilty. It is one of life's simpler pleasures – watching the shocked expression of the customers when they realize that they screwed up and are now stuck as well-endowed young women."
"You're a dirty old man, and don't you deny it!" Grandmother chuckled.
"Guilty as charged!" he answered with a grin. Then his expression changed. "You didn't come to talk about my ... powers of observation," the wizard said. He wrinkled his brow in concentration. "It's about Anya, isn't it?"
Grandmother nodded solemnly. "She's ... getting out of control." She climbed on one of the stools which the wizard had conjured from thin air, while he sat on the other. "She's ... getting reckless and mischievous in some of the changes she's directing." She shook her head. "In a way, she's acting more like you than me."
"Perhaps then she should apprentice to me for a while?" the wizard said with an impish grin.
"I'm trying to figure out how to make her stop, not encourage more mischief!"
"What do you want from me?"
Grandmother shook her head. "I don't know. I guess mostly I need someone to talk to. Someone who can listen, and maybe offer advice. I'm afraid for her. I'm afraid that she's going down the same path as ... Chessa." Her voice trembled at the name of her daughter.
"I've been watching," the wizard said reassuringly. "After all, this is a very dangerous age for her. So far, she's acting more confused than wicked, but I can't quite figure out why."
"I can't either. Jozef has been checking out her new friend, Oksana, who's from the old country, to see if maybe she's involved. But neither he nor I can detect anything malicious or evil about her."
"She's not from the old country," the wizard said with certainty. "But I can't figure out where, and what she's up to."
"I'd like it if she spent less time with her new friend. Anya is starting to hurt those around her by being so callous toward them." Grandmother sighed, shaking her head. "I don't know what to do. All I know is, I can't go through it again. Not after the last time."
The wizard put his hand tenderly on Grandmother's. "I know," he said understandingly. "I know."
"What do I do?" Grandmother sounded desperate.
"I'm keeping an eye on things," the wizard reassured her. "One thing you can't do is to try to prevent Anya from being around Oksana. That will make her angry, and we both know where that will lead."
Grandmother nodded knowingly, her face paled by the reminder. "So what can I do?"
"First, if I were you, I'd open that letter from your old clan, to see what's there. If it were me, I'd go back, even under penalty of death, to beg for help to save Anya, even if I had to pay with my own life in the end."
"How did you know that's what I'm thinking?" Grandmother asked, surprised by his comment.
"I didn't. I just told you what any good parent, or grandparent, would do."
"That's the confirmation I needed." Grandmother stood. "Thanks." She wrapped her arms around her friend in another embrace. "Since I'm here, there are a couple of things I'm looking for. And if you deal fairly with me, I'll even take you to lunch!"
The wizard laughed. "I know better than to try to trick you," he said. "Let's talk about what you need." The stools vanished, and the two walked toward a display rack.
**********
Janet and Shelly floated lazily down Old Man River, a leisurely raft ride that circled one area of the park. It was comfortable and very relaxing. But as their rafts neared an area where a faster ride merged with the river, they started to drift apart. Instinctively, Janet reached out, grasping the hand of Shelly, who likewise had reached for her friend.
There was an awkward moment as they looked at each other, pulling their rafts together after having inadvertently clutched one another's hand. Janet blushed. "Um," she stammered, not knowing quite what to say. She knew it had to be as embarrassing for Shelly as it was for her. Janet released her grasp and tried to pull her hand away.
Shelly didn't let go. "No," she said softly. "It feels nice to hold your hand. Comforting, reassuring." She looked at Janet, who'd looked up at her, startled by her words.
"Are you sure?" Janet asked meekly. She didn't want to do anything that might jeopardize their friendship, either now or after they changed back.
"No," Shelly answered, sounding quite uncertain herself, "but let's try."
Hesitantly, Janet took her hand, pulling her tube closer to Shelly's. For several minutes, they floated, wordlessly, holding hands but only occasionally glancing at each other.
"This is making things awkward, isn't it?" Shelly finally asked without looking at Janet.
"How?"
"I remember everything from ... before. But I ... feel something different when I look at you." She shook her head. "I know I should feel weird, but ...."
Janet nodded. "I know what you mean."
"But when I look at you, I ... want to kiss you," Shelly said softly. "I know it's what that girl did to us, but ... I can't help it."
"I feel the same way," Janet confessed. "But you've probably figured out that I did before, too. What do we do?"
Shelly looked up, looking directly at Janet, and she saw the same distraught look in Janet's eyes that she felt. She gazed at Janet for what seemed an eternity, but then she tugged Janet's hand, pulling her roommate closer. Because of the way they were sitting in their tubes, their heads drew closer. Shelly leaned her head toward Janet, her eyes half-closed, and she lifted her lips toward the other girl. Surprise and disbelief was quickly replaced by desire as Janet turned so her lips met Shelly's.
After a prolonged kiss, which wasn't even interrupted by some catcalls and whistles from younger girls watching the duo, Shelly pulled her head back a bit, opening her eyes to look at Janet. "I know it's not real, but it feels so nice."
In response, Janet leaned closer and planted her lips on Shelly's again, giving in to the need they both had for each other.
**********
"Janet, Shelly, can I talk to you?" The voice snapped the two girls' eyes open. They were lying in a double hammock under the palms surrounding the bleached white sand and aqua waters of the Tropical Lagoon, hands intertwined, with contented smiles on their faces.
"Excuse me," Janet said, "but who are you, and what do you want?"
"I work here," Selena explained simply, as if that should clarify all questions. She saw that the two girls didn't seem to care. "I'm one of the magic users here who control the changes when men buy tickets."
"So you're like that dark-haired girl that did this to us?" Shelly snapped. Despite the anger she was trying to project, there was a wavering uncertainty in her voice, like she wasn't totally sure she should be angry. She hadn't released her hold on Janet's hand.
"That's what I want to talk to you about," Selena said softly. "I think ... the other girl did some things that she wasn't supposed to."
"No shit," Janet cursed. "Like outing me in front of my roommate without any thought to my concerns or feelings? Or like changing me into a lesbian?"
"Or making me a lesbian, too," Shelly added.
"And then ... she revealed ... something ... that I was never, ever going to tell," Janet snarled. "What gave her the right to do that?"
A tiny shake of her head, eyes half-closed, was the only visible sign of Selena's distress at what she'd heard so far. "Nothing gave her that right," she said. "She had no right to do that." She took a deep breath, her lips pursed tightly together as she frowned. "I'd like to have you talk to Grandmother, er, the park owner."
"Why?" Janet asked nervously. "Will she ... undo all of this?" She glanced at Shelly, knowing that when the changes were undone, Shelly would be Stan, and would know of Mack's love. Everything would come unraveled, and Mack would lose all.
"No," Selena replied, having read Janet's fears. "She can't undo the magic until the pass expires. Beyond that ...." She shrugged. "It'll depend on what you want."
Janet recalled something that Anya had told her earlier. "The other girl said ...."
Selena shook her head. "Please, let's not discuss this here. Perhaps we should take this conversation to the office, and discuss this with Grandmother."
Shelly and Janet exchanged a nervous glance; they weren't certain that they should trust another magic-user.
"I'll get you vouchers for dinner in the Volcano Restaurant tonight. It's one of the best restaurants in the city, and the view from the volcano during sunset is ...," she paused, remembering the times when she'd dined there with her partner Brandy, "fabulous." She couldn't help the dreamy look in her eyes and the lilt in her voice as she recalled that romantic dinner.
Janet instantly wanted to take Selena up on the offer, but she was terrified of what Shelly would think or say. It was Shelly who decided; she looked at Janet to see if Janet had the same passion in her eyes that Shelly felt, and then turned back to Selena. "You've got a deal," she announced, the same dreamy tone in her voice that Selena had when she'd described the restaurant.
The two girls clambered out of the hammock and followed Selena to the office area. Without looking, Selena could tell that the two were holding hands, both to comfort one another in their nervousness, and because of their mutual attraction. She smiled to herself. She knew that both girls were very reluctant to talk to another magic user, but she also strongly suspected that Anya had tampered with their sexualities. The vouchers sealed the deal, but the discussion of the romantic, sunset dinner got her thinking that it was way past time to bring Brandy back for another special evening.
The girls were right behind Selena when she walked into the office building. It took a second for their eyes to adjust; as soon as they did, the girls looked around.
An old woman rose from behind a massive desk and walked to the two girls. She extended her hand toward theirs, and after a bit of hesitation, Shelly and Janet shook her hand. "Can I get you something to drink? Soft drink? Iced tea? Water?"
Shelly shook her head. "No, thank you."
When Janet likewise indicated no, Grandmother smiled. "I won't be so rude as to drink my root beer in front of you, then. Please," she directed the girls, gesturing to the informal seating area, "have a seat." She glanced at Selena, nodding to her, too. "It seems that Selena thinks I should have a talk with you."
"They weren't sure they wanted to talk about what happened," Selena said as she gracefully eased herself into a chair. "I ... had to bribe them with dinner vouchers to the Volcano Restaurant."
"Oh, you'll love it!" Grandmother gushed suddenly. "You must try the Polynesian Chicken. It's simply delicious. And the view ...."
"I already gave them the sales pitch, Grandmother," Selena said with a smile.
"Oh, well then I don't need to continue on about how good it is, or how much I think you'll love it."
"Why do you want to talk to us?" Janet asked nervously, glancing at Shelly, whose hand she was still holding.
Grandmother looked at Selena. "Well?"
Selena winced. "Anya ... sold them their passes. She put some ... unusual changes in them."
Grandmother seemed perplexed. "That’s our business here," she said. Her expression froze when she saw the look on Selena's face.
"She altered Shelly's sexuality – after she outed Jim and then spilled the beans on his secret love for his roommate Stan." Selena's tone was carefully neutral, but her eyes betrayed her scorn and distaste at what Anya had done.
Grandmother's jaw dropped. She looked at the two girls, and knew immediately from the looks on their faces that Selena wasn't making something up. "Can you please tell me, in your own words, what happened, an also, anything ... unusual ... that Anya might have said to you."
Nervously at first, but with increasing confidence, Janet and Shelly began to recount the story of the morning's encounter with Anya. As they did so, uninterrupted by either magic user, the expression on Grandmother's face darkened with their every word. Finally, the two girls finished their tale, and they sat, silently and fearfully staring at the old woman, who was very obviously angry. Her eyes were narrow slits, and her fingers were interlocked in front of her face, her elbows propped on the arms of her chair.
After a few uneasy silent moments, Shelly spoke up. "What now?" she asked nervously.
Selena turned to the girls and held up her finger to her lips, indicating that the girls should remain quiet. "She's summoning her granddaughter," she whispered to the two girls.
From nowhere, Anya appeared in the office, startling the girls, but not Selena or Grandmother. "You wanted to see me?" she asked innocently. She wasn't wearing her staff uniform, but instead rather fashionable slacks and a blouse. A beret was perched rakishly on her head, and her arms held several shopping bags with French-looking names on them.
"Where were you?" Grandmother asked. She was expending more than a little effort to keep her voice neutral and calm.
Anya shrugged. "Oksana and I went shopping."
"From your bags, I take it you went to Paris?"
Anya smiled. "Of course. There are some fabulous new designs, and the perfumeries are nothing short of fabulous!" She got a coy look. "I think I found a perfume that will knock Greg's socks off."
Grandmother got right to the point. "You sold these two their passes?"
"Yes."
"With the modifications they've described – two-weeks, and changing Shelly's sexual orientation?"
"It fit what they were looking for," Anya said as if was obvious.
"You took some significant liberties in interpreting their destinies, didn't you?" Grandmother chided her.
"Oh, like you never have!" Anya sassed back. "They are meant to be together. Now they are – and they're such a cute couple."
Shelly was fuming. "You had no right ...!" she started to exclaim.
"When you bought your passes, you gave me the right," Anya huffed back.
"You outed me!" Janet cried. "Did you have _that_ right? Or to tell my secret that you probably knew I didn't want told?"
"It was one way to ...." Anya said through clenched teeth. The shopping bags slipped to the floor.
"Anya!" Grandmother barked, "sit down."
"But Grandmother ..." Anya started to protest.
"I said, sit down!" Grandmother repeated, rising from her chair.
"No," Anya answered firmly. She waved her fingers, chanting something, and she disappeared with all her shopping bags.
Grandmother sank slowly back into her chair, her mouth agape, the blood drained from her face.
Shocked, Selena decided to recover the situation. "I don't know that we need to bother you anymore," she said to Shelly and Janet. "Let me get you vouchers ...."
"Anything they want, anywhere in the park, for the duration of their passes," Grandmother said softly, still staring at the vacant spot that had recently been occupied by her belligerent granddaughter.
Selena nodded. "Can I see your passes?" she asked. When the girls handed her their cards, she waved her fingers over the plastic. "These are coded for any of the services and amenities in the park as long as your passes are valid." She handed them back to the two. "Enjoy your stay." She glanced, and saw that Grandmother was still sitting, unmoving, staring. Selena turned back and offered her hands to the two. "Why don't you get back to fun and games?" she asked, leading them to the door.
When she returned, she went first to the refrigerator and retrieved a bottle of soda for Grandmother. After putting some ice in a glass, she poured the soda and took it to Grandmother, setting the glass on a coaster on the nearest end-table. "Grandmother?" she asked softly, "are you okay?"
The old woman looked to have aged about twenty or thirty years in the span of minutes. Her cheeks were wet from tears which trickled from her eyes. "No," the old woman answered softly. She shook her head slowly. "I saw this happen once before. I swore I'd do everything I could to prevent it from happening again, but I don't know how to stop it."
"What?"
Grandmother looked at Selena, and saw concern in her eyes. And there was more. There was ... love? Like a child loving a grandparent? "I didn't think I'd ever tell anyone what happened before," she said, "but you need to know."
"Know what?"
"Anya is doing what her mother, my daughter Chessa, did," Grandmother sobbed, "before Chessa turned evil."
A chill pierced Selena's heart. She realized – Grandmother understood her far better than she'd once believed.
"I ...," Grandmother began, then she couldn't stop her anguish any longer. "I ... had to fight Chessa in the end. I ... had to kill my daughter ... to stop her." Her head lowered into her upturned hands, and she began to convulse with her sobs.
Selena's mouth dropped open in shock. Grandmother knew exactly how she'd felt. Wordlessly, she rose, crept to the chair, squatted beside it, and put her arm around the old woman. Gently, she guided Grandmother's head onto her shoulder, letting the old woman's tears moisten her shirt.
**********
Liz looked up when she sensed that something had disturbed the atmosphere in the club. It was as much instinct as anything, but even before the others at her table – Jenny, Melinda, and Kyle – realized. The laughter at Jenny's story died in her throat as her head turned.
Kyle, her paramour, noticed when Liz's body tensed. "What?" he asked, suddenly concerned. He followed her gaze.
The sensation was spreading throughout the crowd. Guys who'd been talking stopped, their heads turning toward the disturbance. Girlfriends looked, and then their expressions hardened into the steely glare of jealousy.
Riding on this wave of attention, two girls strutted into the Coconut Club, one with brown hair, and the other black. Their dresses were almost indecently short, and the brown-haired girl bared her shoulders in the sleeveless, teal-colored, tight-fitting dress. The dark-haired girl wasn't quite as sensuously attired, but she nevertheless drew attention. Both girls sported figures that most girls would kill for, and their makeup was style-magazine perfect. The brown-haired girl strode with the confidence of someone who knew she was a guy-magnet and was relishing in it. The dark-haired girl seemed a little less certain in her body language, but seemed well-aware of how sexy she looked, and mostly comfortable with the look.
The dark-haired girl paused to look around, and after spying Liz and her friends, pointed at the table, talking excitedly. The duo changed course, heading for where the Bikini Beach friends were enjoying their drinks.
"What the hell is Anya doing dressing like that?" Jenny asked with a scowl. "And without Greg."
Liz shook her head. "They've been ... distant for a while," she replied, her voice heavy with sadness. "Ever since _she_ came." Her words dripped with disdain for Oksana, Anya's brown-haired companion.
"She's doing _everything_ with Oksana these days," Jenny commented acidly. "I heard that she's stood up Greg nearly a dozen times, and he's getting pretty pissed about it."
"Is she ... defecting to the other side?" Melinda asked hesitantly. Her eyes were glued on the pair walking slowly toward them.
"I don't think so," Liz observed. "Oh, crap! We've got a table that will seat six," Liz added with a scowl. "I bet they're going to invite themselves to join us."
At that moment, two guys approached the pair of girls. Anya seemed a little uncertain, but Oksana was reveling in the attention, and let one of the guys lead her to the dance floor. Anya let the other guy know she wasn't interested, and continued her journey, albeit with a few interruptions to turn down offers to dance.
"Hi, guys," Anya said cheerfully as she scooted in an empty chair at their table. "What's new?"
Liz looked coolly at her friend. "Where's Greg? I haven't seen you with him for a while."
"Studying or something," Anya said dismissively. "His classes are keeping him pretty busy lately."
"Or she's too busy with _her_ to spend time with him," Melinda whispered softly to Jenny.
A frown crossed Anya's face as she glared for a moment at Melinda, but she put her smile back on.
Kyle could sense that things were a little tense, so he scrambled to his feet and extended a hand to Liz. "How about a dance?"
Liz eagerly took his hand, and walked with Kyle to the dance floor. "Thanks," she said softly.
"What's going on?" Kyle asked over the loud beat of the music. Fortunately, it was a slow dance, so they were able to talk as Kyle held Liz close. "As soon as Anya and Oksana came in, you guys got really tense."
"Anya's acting really weird since Oksana came," Liz answered. "It's almost like she's a different person. Not a very nice person, either."
"Oh?"
"Vicky was in tears the other day when Anya stood her up for doing some bridal stuff. And she was quite brusque with Mel a few days ago." She leaned against Kyle's shoulder. "I wish ballroom dance class hadn't been cancelled tonight. Then we wouldn't have to deal with that ... stuff. It'd be just you and me." Kyle's response was to smile and hold Liz tighter as they swayed to the music.
A couple of dances later, they reluctantly walked back to the table, where Liz could see that Oksana's companion had dragged another chair to their table, making it a little more crowded. As they neared the table, they saw Oksana flinch from something, and then she waved her hands lightly. To Liz's horror, the guy who'd been accompanying Oksana quickly morphed into a hot blonde beauty in a dress that was even more revealing than Oksana's.
Liz sat down with Kyle, staring open-mouthed at Oksana. "What the hell?" she began to ask.
"Thad was getting a little pushy and rude," Oksana said as if nothing had happened. "He was trying to touch me ... inappropriately, and in public, too! He needed a little education in not being so boorish toward women."
Beside Liz, Anya was chuckling heartily at Oksana's prank. "He'll learn after being pawed all night!" Oksana rose with the new girl, who had a dazed look on her face, and led her toward the bar.
"Anya!" Liz hissed. "That was just wrong of her, and you're laughing at it?"
Anya simply shrugged, still smiling. "He'll learn to treat women with a little more respect. It's no big deal."
Jenny practically bolted from her chair and helped Melinda stand. Both had expressions of stunned disbelief. "We, uh, have to get back to make sure Natty is okay. We can't leave her alone too long." The grabbed their purses and hastened from the club, glancing nervously over their shoulders at Anya as they fled.
Liz scowled at Anya, who seemed baffled by Liz's concern. "That wasn't right," Liz said plainly, "and you know it. And you're acting like it was a joke?" She stood abruptly. "Come on, Kyle," she said firmly. "I feel like going to the chocolate bar for some dessert."
As they departed, leaving her alone at the table, Anya's mind swirled with conflicting and confusing thoughts. It was just a harmless prank, like Oksana said. No harm, and the guy would learn a lesson. But there were nagging doubts in her mind telling her that it _was_ wrong, and certainly nothing to laugh about. She'd offended her friends with her callous disregard for the guy, making them feel like they didn't want to be around her. She felt a mental tug-of-war between feeling indignant that her friends had left so abruptly and rudely, to feeling guilty that she'd done something wrong that had made them _want_ to leave. It was all so confusing, like so many things had become lately.
**********
Shelly gazed longingly over the table at Janet, the romantic lighting of the restaurant adding to the tingle she felt from the wine and from Janet's presence. "What do you want to do now?" she asked. "I think they want to close."
Janet didn't need to glance around to see that there were only three couples left, and that the wait staff seemed to be anxious for them to leave. She could hardly take her eyes off Shelly. "I want to sit here and stare at your loveliness," she said, her voice a bit slurred from the wine she'd drunk.
Shelly felt her knees wobble at Janet's words. They echoed her own sentiments. "But ... I think they're going to close, and we have to go."
"You're afraid, aren't you?"
Shelly stared at Janet, surprised for a moment. "Yeah," she said, dropping her gaze. "I'm ... I don't know what I want."
Janet reached across the table and gently lifted Shelly's chin until she was staring directly in her eyes. "I think you do."
Shelly tried desperately to deny her feelings. "What ... happened earlier – that was just, you know, kissing and holding hands."
"And you want more, don't you?" Janet asked confidently.
"What ... what does this mean ... for after?" Shelly stammered, torn between her need for Janet and her fear of the future.
"Let's worry about the future when it comes," Janet said confidently, moving her hand up to tenderly stroke Shelly's cheek. With her other hand, she lifted her glass of wine and took a sip, seductively licking her lips as she set the glass back down.
"I ... I've never ... you know," Shelly confessed, lowering her gaze once more. "I'm ... scared."
Janet rose slowly and took Shelly's hand, helping her up from her chair. "I'll be gentle," she said softly. "I promise."
The two walked from the restaurant, and down the well-lit path from near the summit of the artificial volcano. Janet held Shelly's hand tightly, holding her close, giving her reassurance against her fears and uncertainties.
At the base of the concrete and stone mountain, Janet smiled. "I suspected that you hadn't, you know."
"Well," Shelly said with a nervous smile, "some of us didn't have your chiseled body or movie-star good looks."
"That didn't help me score with the ladies," Janet chuckled.
"You weren't _looking_ for the ladies," Shelly giggled.
"True," Janet agreed. "But now you've got the looks," she said, pausing to stare into Shelly's eyes, and then look up and down her body. "And the killer bod to go with it."
Shelly blushed. "I bet you say that to all the girls."
"Just one," Janet said before she stopped, swinging the hand holding Shelly's so that the other girl swung around. Janet wrapped her arms around Shelly as her lips eagerly sought Shelly's.
Several minutes later, after a number of restaurant patrons had scooted beside the two women passionately kissing on the walkway, Shelly let herself ease back from the kiss. "Wow!" she said softly. "You're going to knock me off my feet."
"And straight into my waiting arms," Janet cooed.
Shelly felt a tremble of nervous excitement. "I'm ... I ...."
Janet put her finger over Shelly's lips. "Shhh," she whispered. "Let's just savor the moment, and then we can go home."
When Janet helped Shelly into the passenger seat of her car, she smiled confidently. She slipped behind the wheel, and as she inserted the key, she turned to look at Shelly sitting with a look that was a combination of doe-eyed fear and uncontrollable lust. Janet leaned over toward Shelly, and turned her lips toward the innocent girl. In moments, the two were kissing eagerly again, their hands roaming freely over each other's body as their smoldering passion ignited into a roaring blaze.
They paused for a moment, and Shelly clung tightly to Janet. "Please don't stop," she begged.
"Let's get home first," Janet replied with a grin. "And then it's play-time." She leaned over and gave Shelly one more kiss, which Shelly tried hard to prolong, before she started the car.
**********
Standing on the new concrete wearing a hardhat, staring alternately at the construction drawings on his tablet computer, and then at the pool and columns being erected around it, Greg looked less like a twenty-something college student than a project manager. Beside him was a tall, well-muscled Amazonian woman, also wearing a hardhat, but where Greg had on Dockers and a polo shirt, the woman had well-worn denim jeans and a faded T-shirt.
"Can we get the pool crew in here while you guys finish up the columns?" Greg asked.
"Part of it, but there's heavy work with the crane getting the columns up, and it's too dangerous to have the guys in the pool working. Besides, if one of the columns slips, we lose everything that they will be doing."
"Shit. Is there anything we can do to get back some of the time we lost? Double shift?"
The woman said sternly, "I'm doing everything I can to get back on schedule."
Greg sighed. "I know, Beth, but Grandmother was counting on opening this part before Thanksgiving."
"I can't control the weather, Greg," Beth answered. "And I don't want to push double-shift again if I don't have to. Not unless your boss wants to cough up the extra dough. Because it sure as shit isn't coming out of my bottom line."
"Beth, you know I wouldn't ask you to do that," Greg replied, hurt by her insinuation. "And neither would Grandmother."
"I've got every woman who's in the construction trades working on this job. There _aren't_ any more in a five county area!" She shook her head. "I don't understand the big deal about women only that your boss insists on. It seems ... weird."
Greg winced. He hated it when Beth brought this subject up, which she often did. "She has a contract with the clients. No men in the park at all. Period, end of discussion."
"Okay, okay. I get it, again," Beth sighed. "Too bad I can't just dress some of the other workers in drag so we could catch up. I could really use some of their skills right now."
Greg started to reply, but stopped. For a moment, he looked thoughtfully at Beth, considering her words. "Are some of those guys single?"
Beth frowned at him. "I ... didn't know that was your style," she said warily. "I thought you and your boss' granddaughter were an item."
Greg started at her words, and then chuckled. "No, I'm not, and it's not about that. It's, well, it's kind of hard to explain. And I probably shouldn't; it's Grandmother's place to say. So, are there any?"
Beth scratched her chin a bit. "Yeah, there are probably a couple dozen guys who fit that bill. But ..."
"Let me talk to Grandmother, and I'll get back to you." He tucked his tablet under his arm. "I better get over to the office now. It's looking really good. You guys are doing a great job."
"Gals, you mean, don't you?" Beth said with a wicked grin. She slapped him on the shoulder, staggering him. Describing her as an Amazon wasn't far off the mark, he decided.
After a short walk from the construction site, past the ticket booth, and to the front office, Greg punched the door's combination into the keypad. In response, he heard the click of the actuator unlocking the door. He pulled the door open and stepped out of the September heat.
Out of habit, he glanced to his right, to the desk Anya normally sat at. And as quickly, he felt the anguish in his heart. As was the case lately, she was seldom at her desk, and if she was, she had her new friend Oksana with her.
"I heard that sigh from over here," Grandmother said as she spun from her computer toward him. "What's on your mind?"
"A few things," Greg answered morosely. "Work first, though." He took a seat in front of Grandmother's desk. "Beth said that they could catch up, and maybe get ahead a little, if they had a few more workers. But they've hired all the women in the construction trades in the area."
"And your idea is ...."
Greg chuckled. "You know me too well. She said that the company has a few dozen men on other sites that they could pull in, that she _wants_ to pull in, but the restriction gets in the way."
"And ...?"
"I asked if she had any single guys in the company that she could use on the job."
Grandmother guffawed. "I bet _that_ earned you a look."
"You said it!" Greg answered, beet red. "Actually, I was thinking that short-term passes to those single guys would help get labor on the worksite to get us back on schedule."
"Can't she double-shift? Overtime?"
Greg shook his head. "She doesn't want to do that again. Remember, she ran double-shift for three weeks cleaning up from the storm, and getting us back to only being a week and a half behind schedule." He shook his head. "Damn, but that storm made a mess."
"I won't argue with that," Grandmother agreed solemnly. They'd missed the brunt of the hurricane, but what they had received had been pretty devastating. To the amazement of the community, the park itself came through unscathed, although Greg and a few others knew it had been magic. He shuddered to think of what would have happened if a storm surge had swamped the park and spread the magic water around the city.
Unfortunately, the construction site wasn't yet protected by Grandmother's magic, and it didn't fare nearly as well. The first estimate was that the project would lose eight days of lost time during and immediately after the storm, while the city had been essentially shut down, and then another two weeks to clean up the mess and damage, and then another two weeks to get back to where they'd been the day before the site had felt the brunt of nature.
"At least you got some fantastic national press for the way you used the park and its resources to help the community. Everyone was impressed that you left the construction workers on your payroll while they were helping others clean up and recover."
Grandmother shook her head sadly. "It was the least I could do after so many people were displaced from their homes. A few weeks of schedule slip is nothing compared to what they could do to help others."
"Anyway," Greg continued with his original train of thought, "if Beth got some of those other workers on short-term passes, she thinks she could make up the time."
"Did you tell her ...?"
Greg knew immediately what Grandmother was asking. "No," he replied quickly. "I knew that was your place to tell her."
"When we're done, ask her to come by. I'll talk it over with her." She gazed directly at Greg. "Now, what else is on your mind?"
"There's no fooling someone who can read your mind," he chuckled, but the mirth wasn't there.
"I'm not reading your mind, Greg," Grandmother said. "I'm reading your expression, and your body language. I could see the pain in your eyes when you saw that Anya wasn't here."
Greg frowned, trying to hide his emotions. "I ...."
"You two haven't done much together lately, have you?"
"We've both been ...," Greg started to protest with a defiant stare. He saw the impassive expression Grandmother wore. He let his gaze drop. "No," he said softly, shaking his head. He felt his eyes watering – again. "She's always too busy with _her_," he complained.
"Greg," the old woman said gently to him. "I don't know what's happening, but I'm worried."
"So am I," Greg stammered, trying not to cry. Anya's treatment hurt him badly, but he really didn't want to show it – to anyone. Not even Grandmother.
"That's not what I was talking about." She saw him look up, startled, wondering what she meant. "I'm worried about you, and your safety."
"Me? My safety?"
Grandmother nodded. "My friend told you what happened when Chessa was losing control, how ...."
Greg shook his head furiously. "Anya would _never_ do something like that to me! She loves me!"
Grandmother's impassive gaze stopped his protests. "That doesn't matter. If she touches the darkness, all human emotions and bonds and loyalties – pffftt. Gone." She waved her fingers like a puff of smoke to emphasize her point. "Or if someone is trying to push her toward anger, then anyone who could be used toward that goal is in danger. That includes you. You know that Chessa was planning on using you to push Anya toward the darkness. Whatever is pushing Anya this time might try the same."
Greg just stared at her, not knowing what to say as he tried to argue with what she'd said. He couldn't, of course, and that really, really shook him to the core.
Grandmother scooted her chair back a bit and opened a drawer in her desk. She extracted a small folded piece of cloth, and then extended it across the desk toward Greg.
As he took it, he frowned, puzzled. "What is it?" he asked as he unfolded the cloth. It revealed a small silver medallion on a silver chain.
"I want you to put it on, and never, never take it off," Grandmother said firmly.
"What is it?"
"Promise me you won't take it off before I tell you. It's okay." Her solemnity rattled Greg.
"Okay," he said nervously. "I promise." He slipped the chain over his neck, then pulled his shirt collar forward so the medal would drop inside. "What is it?"
"Insurance."
"I don't understand."
Grandmother's expression wasn't at all reassuring. "If things get out of hand, it's your insurance policy. It's to protect you."
Greg felt a shudder at her words. It sounded like his life was in danger because Anya was getting out of control. He wanted to deny Grandmother's words, to show her that he needed no protection against the girl who loved him. He couldn't, though. Though his heart said otherwise, intellectually, he knew that the old woman was right.
**********
Late in the afternoon the next day, Selena sat in the ticket booth, fuming. She was supposed to have had the afternoon off so she could spend time with her girlfriend Brandy. Instead, she had to work, because Anya hadn't shown up at work.
Almost as if summoned, she felt a presence outside the booth, and she looked up from her brooding. As soon as she recognized the face, her scowl instantly became a warm, pleasant smile. "I was just thinking about you," Selena purred.
"And I'm always thinking about you," Brandy said with a smile.
"I'm sorry we couldn't spend the afternoon shopping," Selena apologized again.
"Oh, stop it!" Brandy chided. "You always say it's no big deal if I have a test or project that interferes with our plans, so you need to do the same. I know we'll have plenty of time."
"I know," Selena said meekly, "but I feel so bad. I know how much you like shopping with me, and with our class and work schedules ...." She knew it would be a while before she had another chance to spend a weekday afternoon with Brandy.
"So we'll do it another time," Brandy said encouragingly. "And neither of us has anything planned for the evening," she cooed.
Selena flinched. "Actually, I _do_ have plans for the evening already," she confessed. She saw Brandy's eyebrows rise. "Yeah," Selena said. She retrieved a paper from her purse and slid it under the ticket slot.
Brandy, frowning, took the paper and unfolded it. With one final glance at Selena, she started to read. A moment later, her mouth dropped open in surprise, and she looked at Selena, who was smiling smugly. "You!" Brandy said with mock anger.
"I figured you wouldn't mind if I made it up to you with dinner at the Volcano Restaurant," Selena said with a grin.
"What am I going to do with you?"
"Give me a big hug and kiss while we get ready for dinner tonight," Selena giggled, "and another when we get home."
"Deal. Too bad that glass is in the way, or I'd show you how I say yes to an invitation to a dinner date."
"Oh," Selena interrupted, frowning. "You'd better go now." There was a sudden urgency in her voice.
"Trouble?" Brandy asked, startled by Selena's change in mood.
"Anya's coming. I'd rather you weren't around when she gets here."
"Oh." Brandy nodded knowingly. Selena hadn't kept any secrets from her. She paused to blow a kiss to Selena. "See you after work?"
"Count on it."
Selena watched Brandy's bottom sway as the girl walked away. For a brief moment, she forgot all about Anya, focusing instead on the sexy girl she would have dinner with. The sound of the door opening tore Selena from her daydreaming.
"Hi. Anything interesting happen?" Anya said as she stepped into the booth.
"No," Selena said, trying to control her emotions, but losing. "Just spending all day scrambling back and forth between classes and this boring hothouse because someone didn't bother to show up today!" she hissed. "And having to give up my afternoon plans with Brandy. That's all."
"Oh," Anya said dismissively. "I suppose you missed selling a few passes, then, if you were so busy."
"No," Selena rebutted sharply, "_you_ missed selling a few passes because you couldn't be bothered to show up to work today!"
Anya shrugged, then waved her hands. "No problem, then," she replied, acting like she didn't care that Selena had covered for her. "There. That should make up for what we would have sold."
Selena looked at her, and then, following her magic sense, opened the cash register. Without bothering to count, she knew what the total of funds was, just from her magic. "What the hell?" she demanded angrily. "You know Grandmother doesn't operate that way!"
"What's the big deal?" Anya asked. "We have our gate for the day now."
"Where were you, anyway? Off somewhere with Oksana again?"
"If you must know," Anya sounded more than a little condescending, "we were skiing."
"Skiing? In September?"
"Yeah. Valle Nevado. It's pretty good. Granted, it's nothing at all like the Austrian Alps, but it's not bad."
"So what did you two do? Decide to pop over there on the spur of the moment, and spend the day flirting with guys on the slopes?"
"Nothing wrong with a little harmless flirting," Anya rebuffed her comment.
"Except that you're hurting Greg by ignoring him," Selena countered sharply. "Or are you too absorbed with yourself and your new friend that you don't even see that?" She shook her head. "This isn't like you at all."
"How would you know what I'm like?" Anya snarled.
"I know what you _used_ to be like. The new Anya isn't anything like that. You're getting wicked with your magic."
"Maybe I just want to relax a bit, and have some fun. Maybe I deserved it, after all the shit I've been through!" Anya yelled.
"What _you've_ been through?" Selena was appalled at Anya's nerve.
"Yeah, what I've been through. You didn't see your family destroyed when your mother was killed, like I did!"
"No," Selena hissed angrily. "I had to _kill_ my mother because she got so evil. So don't give me your self-righteous 'oh, poor me' act, bitch!" She practically leaped from her chair, still glaring at Anya, and stomped into the office.
Grandmother sensed Selena's anger long before she got in the office building. "What's ...?" she started to say.
Selena's face was a mask of anger. "I quit!" she yelled. "I don't have to put up with that kind of shit! I am so out of here!" She grabbed her employee's badge and tossed it on Grandmother's desk before spinning on her heels and stomping toward the door.
Grandmother had seen the fight with her vision. "Selena, stop, please," she intoned in a pleading voice. "Please?"
"Why? So she can hurt me more?" Selena screamed.
"Selena, please sit down and take a few deep breaths."
Scowling, Selena turned and plopped down in one of the sofas. Her eyes narrow slits, she did as Grandmother had taught her quite a while ago – breathing in slowly, holding it for ten seconds, and then exhaling slowly and completely. After a few repetitions, her anger was significantly reduced, but the hurt Anya had caused wasn't.
While Selena was doing her deep breaths, Grandmother moved to the sofa beside her. She held Selena's hand, like a mother would a child's, and bit her lower lip as she struggled to find appropriate words. "Anya was way out of line with what she said, and what she did.
"No shit!" Selena exclaimed, breaking her focus on relaxation.
"Selena, I understand your anger. I understand that you want to quit after that." Grandmother's voice was very calm, a soothing balm for her hurt feelings. "But I want you to take the rest of the day off, and tomorrow, and calm yourself."
"But ...."
Grandmother shook her head. "Selena, your breathing." She saw the girl start at her gentle, almost motherly, chiding. "The worst thing you can do, as a magic user, is to react out of anger. You need to control your anger."
"But ...."
"I'll see you on Monday morning. Until then, you're on paid vacation. Please, take the time to calm yourself. Monday, if you still want to quit, I'll understand. But I want that decision made when you're calm, not upset and angry like you are now."
Selena started to object, but she closed her mouth and nodded instead. "Yes, Grandmother," she said softly.
Grandmother patted her hand. "I ... I'm not good at saying this," she stammered, "but I am very fond of you. You're like family. I want what's best for you more than I want to keep a good employee." She chuckled. "But I hope you forgive me if I'm a little bit greedy at wanting to keep you as an employee."
"I ... understand." Selena wasn't sure she could trust herself to speak.
"One thing that I really hope, and it is only a hope, is that you'll stay, and help me. Just in case."
A frown crossed Selena's brow. "Help you? In case of what?"
"I'm afraid that Anya is tempting the darkness, and if she touches it, if she starts to become ... evil, then I'll need your help to ...."
"To stop her," Selena said, feeling a chill penetrate her. She knew what Grandmother was implying; if Anya became enchanted with the dark powers, she would have to die before she could harm others. Just like Selena's mother, and Anya's mother. And Grandmother wasn't strong enough to stop Anya by herself.
**********
Shelly felt some hair tickling her nose and face as she slowly woke. She felt very contented for some reason, like a warm glow filled her entire body. As consciousness slowly crept into her mind, she realized that there was an arm draped over her body and someone cuddled behind her. She flinched at the realization, and the shock of not knowing what, or who, was in bed with him.
"Good morning, beautiful," a soft, feminine voice purred in his ear. "Sleep well?"
"Yeah," Shelly said softly, still not knowing who was speaking. She scooted forward, and then turned to her back, turning her head so she could look at her bed-mate.
In response, Janet planted a kiss on her lips. "Do you want breakfast, or do you want to snuggle some more."
"I ... I thought I was dreaming," Shelly said softly. "I dreamed that everything yesterday was a dream, and that we were still men. And then I dreamed that while we ... made love."
Janet smiled. "We did, my dear." She saw the look of concern and confusion on Shelly's face. "Do you have regrets?" she asked warily.
Shelly thought a moment, recalling the events of the previous night, of their tender passion, and their fiery intimacy. "No," she said. She leaned forward, and kissed Janet again. "Not at all."
An hour later, the two got out of bed. While Shelly pulled on a robe, Janet had no modesty at all, going about her morning ablutions totally nude, and giving Shelly a full view of her magnificent, athletic body. Something about Janet's figure stirred warmth in Shelly, and she wondered if she'd be able to focus on her own shower.
As she stood before the sink, trying not to gawk at Janet, who was plainly visible through the partially-fogged glass of the shower stall, Shelly realized that her feelings were in direct conflict with her memories and thoughts. She knew that the girl's spell had made her a lesbian, but it felt so natural, like being hetero had been natural when she'd been Stan. She was strongly attracted physically to Janet, but did she _love_ her roommate? It was still Mack inside that female body, and Mack had been Stan's best friend. Janet was thus Shelly's best friend. But what else were they now? It was so confusing.
Shelly finished dressing, opting for a pair of jeans and a knit top, lightly brushing her hair to remove the tangles. She pulled her hair back behind her ears to keep her brow clean, marveling as she did so how natural it felt. She knew something was missing; she wasn't putting on any makeup, and it seemed like she was partially naked without it, but she needed to get out of the bathroom, away from Janet's sexy nude body, to think a bit.
Shelly went to the kitchen and thought a moment. She put a pot of coffee on, and then paused to think about satisfying her hunger. Stan would have cooked some bacon or sausage and made pancakes. Both of those options turned Shelly's nose. For some reason, she kept thinking of a half slice of whole-wheat toast with sugar-free strawberry jam, and a bowl of cottage cheese topping a bed of fresh fruit. She frowned to herself; that would have been a warm-up for Stan, to say nothing of Mack. But for two women?
Shelly was carrying two plates of breakfast on the table when Janet emerged from the bedroom area. "Coffee smells good," she purred.
"I'm surprised you're awake without a cup or two," Shelly joked.
"I guess you're better at waking me up than coffee," Janet said with a wink. She slid into a chair and picked up a coffee cup, taking a sip. "Mmmm."
Shelly set down the plates, and then sat in the chair opposite Janet. For a few moments, the two girls ate in silence. Janet knew that there was something on Shelly's mind, and didn't want to push. Shelly wasn't quite sure how to say what she was thinking. Finally, the silence became too awkward.
"What's ...?" Janet began to ask, while Shelly simultaneously started with, "I think ..." The two stopped. "You go," Janet urged.
"How ... how does this changes things? Between us, I mean?" Shelly asked hesitantly.
Janet looked into her coffee cup for a moment. "I hope it doesn't."
"Should we pretend that last night never happened? To keep our friendship, I mean?"
"Do you want to?"
Shelly looked into Janet's eyes for a moment, and then lowered her gaze. "No. It was ... special."
"And your first?"
"Yeah."
Janet giggled. "Was it what you expected?"
"No," Shelly replied, starting to giggle herself. "I never expected that for my first time, I'd be on the receiving end." She looked up at Janet, and there was a sparkle in her eyes. "But it was ... very special."
"Special enough to want to do it again?" Janet asked, wiggling her eyebrows in a suggestive way.
"Didn't you get that answer this morning?" Shelly replied, feeling her cheeks burning.
"Yeah, I guess I did," Janet giggled. "Wanna go again?"
"You're insatiable!"
"With you, yes,"
"We've both got studying to do," Shelly said, interrupting the playful mood. "But if we get it done quickly, maybe we can go back to the park some more?"
Janet grinned. "That sounds like a plan."
**********
Anya rolled over again, her subconscious mind reacting and trying to rouse herself from her dream, but it didn't seem to want to let go of her. She floated in a thick fog, unable to see anything around her. Voices called to her, a jumble of noises that were barely distinguishable. She tried to focus on one, and just as she was about to understand the voice, the others became louder, drowning out the object of her attention. She stumbled around blindly, unable to see anything except faint shadowy shapes around her that flitted away as soon as she could start to distinguish one from another. She cried for help, but the response was a mocking laughter from all sides. Over it all, a few voices called her name. "Anya!" they called, but she couldn't sense any direction that the sound came from. "Anya! Let me help!" She stumbled, her confusion growing more and more intense. Suddenly, a voice boomed, momentarily drowning the other sounds. "You're a big girl, Anya," it said. "You know how to help yourself." Then it began to mock her as well, ranging from something like Greg's voice, to Grandmother's, through all her friends, and then to a voice she hadn't heard for years, a melodic woman's voice that cooed to her, "Anya, Anya! Come here, baby!" her mother's voice called. She stumbled through the thick fog some more, but it only thickened, and the voices moved around, adding to her disorientation. She sat to cry, feeling helpless and vulnerable, but even that was mocked. "Look at the little girl crying!" a voice called.
With a sudden shake, Anya bolted upright in her bed. Her nightgown was drenched with sweat, and she could feel the clammy dampness of her sheets as well. How long had she been trapped in the nightmare, the terrifying nothingness where she had no references, no landmarks, nothing familiar?
Fear showed in her eyes as she flipped on the nightlight, sighing with audible relief when the right light pushed back the darkness and gave her something of a reference point. Timidly, like a girl frightened of monsters under the bed, Anya crept to the bathroom, where she wiped her face with a damp washcloth. She stared into her own bloodshot, weary eyes.
Without warning, she turned her face upward, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Leave me alone!" she screamed to an unseen foe. "Go away!" In answer, though, she heard nothing except the water flowing through the pipes to refill the toilet tank. She collapsed onto the floor, curling up in a fetal position and sobbing softly. "Leave me alone," she said in a tiny, terrified voice, over and over.
**********
Grandmother watched Anya stroll imperiously from the office, toward the parking lot. As she's expected, her attempted conversation with Anya hadn't gone well. Though it was plainly visible to everyone, Anya wouldn't admit to being exhausted. Grandmother could read the magic, and knew that Anya had been surviving on energy drinks and energy-boost spells, and it was taking more and more every passing day to keep her feeling energized.
Far worse than the physical exhaustion, though, was the mental fatigue. Anya was less pleasant. Her perpetual, warm, friendly smile seldom showed on her face. She was terse with people; everyone on the staff had noticed, and were worried about her.
Grandmother had tried once more to warn Anya about the darkness and how sneaky it was. It tricked one into doing things that were wrong, even though they knew better. Anya had become indignant at that, protesting loudly that she knew the difference between good and evil, and was _not_ going to do anything that could even remotely be considered evil. Then she had walked out, ending the conversation.
Grandmother buried her face in her hands, feeling overwhelmed, and feeling a terrible sense of déjà vu. How many times had she had this same conversation with Chessa? And how many times had it ended the same way? She was failing Anya, just like she'd failed Chessa. She didn't have the skill or wisdom to help Anya.
Something her friend the wizard had said leapt to mind – she'd go back to the old country, to find something that would help Anya, even if it meant the ultimate sacrifice. Grandmother hadn't thought about it much after the conversation, but now she realized that she should.
She pushed back from her desk, turning and rolling her chair to her computer desk. She fumbled through a pile of letters and other correspondence, until she extracted a piece of old parchment. She sat back in her chair, looking at the letter, fear in her eyes. It was from the clan, and was meant for her, even though there was no address or other notation. On the back, joining the folds, was a wax seal. Grandmother knew the imprint in the wax; it was the signet ring that the eldest woman of the clan wore.
Slowly, the old woman slid her finger between folds to get leverage, and then pulled at the parchment to unfold it. She'd seen Anya try the same thing, but the paper hadn't budged. Now, though, the wax glowed, and she felt a tingle through her fingers. Suddenly, the wax seal was gone, and the letter unfolded.
With great trepidation, Grandmother slipped on her reading glasses from where they'd dangled from a chain around her neck. She could have used magic to correct her vision – but she'd long since forgotten those spells. Besides, in the mortal world, such things were taken as a sign of elder wisdom, and meant that a woman like her would be far more respected as a businesswoman than some young hottie.
Grandmother frowned as she started to read, and it took a moment of concentration for her to shift to her native tongue, to the old language. She read, her mouth dropping further open with each line, until it could open no further. Once she finished, she reread the note. Her arm dropped to the arm of her chair, the letter still clasped between her fingers, as she sat back, her mouth still agape and her eyes wide open in shock.
After perhaps ten minutes, Grandmother set the letter on her desk and picked up the phone. She made one call after another, quickly discussing arrangements that needed to be made. Finally, she called some of her staff. They trickled in slowly, puzzled by the sudden staff meeting, and even more puzzled by Anya's absence. Grandmother's shell-shocked appearance turned the curiosity into whispered speculation and discussion. Eventually, the key staff members were present – Liz, Jenny, Selena, and Doctor Chastity.
With a somber expression, Grandmother walked heavily to a wing chair; the others were seated on the sofas, as was normal for these 'staff meetings'. "Thank you for coming," she said simply, her voice devoid of emotion.
Liz frowned at her appearance. "What's wrong, boss?" she asked bluntly.
"Never were one to beat around the bush, were you?" Grandmother tried to joke. She wasn't in the mood, and the joke fell flat.
"But something is going on," Jenny continued the inquiry.
Grandmother drew a deep breath. "I got a letter ... from the current matron of my clan."
Eyebrows rose in varying degrees, depending mostly on how much of Grandmother's story the staff member knew. "From the old country?" Liz asked.
A simple nod answered Liz's question.
"What did it say?"
"Come home."
"What?" Jenny asked, astonished. "But ... you have a death sentence for ...."
Grandmother nodded. "Yes, I do. Nonetheless, the letter asks me to come home."
"Does it say why?" Dr. Chastity asked the obvious question.
Grandmother shrugged. "Not directly. It says that I need to complete my training."
"Why?"
"To deal with a crisis," Grandmother finished.
"Do ... do you think ...?" Selena began.
Grandmother nodded. "Yes, I'm sure the matron knows what's going on. That's why I'm going."
"But ... you're under sentence of death," Jenny protested.
"And if they can help me keep Anya from the darkness," Grandmother said, gulping nervously, "then I'd gladly give my life. I owe that much to her."
"When are you going?" Liz asked.
"I just made arrangements. My flight is first thing in the morning."
"Why are you telling us?" Selena asked, afraid that she knew the answer.
"I need you to keep an eye on Anya," Grandmother said plainly. "Especially you, Selena. You're the only one who can use magic if necessary."
"But ... she's much more powerful than I am," Selena said, swallowing uneasily.
"Yes, but I want you to make liberal use of the old chant that I taught you, the shield spell." She glanced around the group. "I want you to act normally for our customers, especially around Anya. Don't interfere with Oksana. I can't prove it, but I have a very bad feeling about that one. Selena, I'm leaving a directive that you're in charge of the magic while I'm gone."
"Anya isn't going to like that," Selena said cautiously.
"No, she isn't," Grandmother agreed. "But I own the park, not her. I've already told her that she has to manage all the paperwork and operations I normally do, plus managing her own duties. That should keep her occupied."
"What do we tell her about where you've gone? She'll read our minds if she gets suspicious."
"I'm afraid she will. That's why I want you to be honest with her. I'm going back at the invitation of my clan."
"How long will you be gone?"
Grandmother shook her head. "I don't know," she answered. "As long as it takes, I guess."
**********
Shelly pointed and laughed aloud as Janet sat up from the water. She'd just slid down the tallest water slide in the park, and her top was barely hanging on her, her breasts plainly visible. It took Janet a moment to notice what Shelly was laughing at, but when she did, she decided to not let Shelly get the better of her. She stood slowly, then flounced so her breasts swayed and jiggled in plain sight. As she pulled her top back into place, she stuck her tongue out at Shelly playfully.
"Do you want to do that again?"
Janet grinned. "You just want another peep show, don't you?"
Shelly blushed. "Well, yeah," she replied.
Janet thought of something she hadn't before. "This time, I'm going down first," she announced. "I want to see for myself that your top stayed on like you claimed."
"Uh," Shelly gasped, suddenly unsure of herself, "I won't get the show you said I could have."
Janet knew she'd caught Shelly's trick. "I didn't promise you another show. At least not here in the park," she added with a naughty giggle. "And you want to go on the slides again, so it's my turn to go first."
"I think I'd rather go lie in a hammock," Shelly announced. She turned and took a step toward the path, away from the slides.
"Oh, no you don't," Janet said firmly, taking Shelly's hand. "We're going down the slides again. Then we can go to the hammocks."
"No fair!" Shelly protested as she struggled against Janet's firm grip and tug. "You're bigger than me!"
Ten minutes later, it was Janet who was laughing at a red-faced Shelly at the bottom of the slide.
"Okay, you had your show. Now can we go to the hammocks?" Shelly pouted.
"And _I_ didn't lose my top this time down, either!" Janet bragged. "The girl at the top showed me how to hold my arms so I wouldn't lose it."
"She didn't tell me anything like that," Shelly continued to pout.
"When I was getting ready to go, I asked her not to tell you," Janet said. "It was a conspiracy."
"I knew it! You're all against me!"
Janet wiggled her eyebrows. "Not yet, but I will be later tonight."
"Ooohhhh," Shelly said in frustration, "you ...." She stopped, and then suddenly pulled Janet's face down and kissed her. "What am I going to do with you?"
"More of that, hopefully," Janet purred as she kissed Shelly back. She took Shelly's hand and led her away from the slide area toward the lagoon. Spying an unoccupied double hammock, she led Shelly to it. "I'll be back in a moment, love," Janet purred. "Raspberry ice?"
"That sounds good," Shelly agreed. She sat on the hammock and gingerly swung her legs up; she didn't want a repeat of the previous day, when her first try in one of the hammocks dumped her unceremoniously on the ground.
She'd just settled in when Janet reappeared carrying two of the treats. Shelly took one, and carefully sitting up a bit, enjoyed some of the cool refreshment. "Mmm," she purred. "Almost as yummy as you are." Her eyes were fixed lovingly on Janet.
Janet eased herself carefully into the hammock next to Shelly. "Flattery will get you everywhere, my dear," she replied seductively.
Not long thereafter, Shelly rolled carefully to her side, and with her head resting on Janet's arm, snuggled up close to her lover. She was so overcome by the serene setting and the proximity of Janet that she began to doze off. "I could lay here with you forever," she whispered softly to Janet.
"I told you two it would work out," a voice intruded on their loving solitude. The two girls looked up suddenly and saw the smirk on Anya's face.
Janet scowled. "The fact that we're happy right now doesn't excuse what you did," she snapped.
"Oh, doesn't it?" Anya said with a smug grin. "Tell me, do you think there was any chance whatsoever of being this close to your roommate if I _hadn't_ interfered?"
Janet sputtered as Anya's words sank in. She knew there was truth behind them, that she wouldn't have had Shelly's intimacy without Anya's magic. "That's not the point."
"That's _exactly_ the point," Anya countered sternly.
"But you’ve left us a hell of a mess once this is over," Shelly protested. "What the hell are we supposed to do when the passes expire? Did you think of that?" She was struggling to keep her anger in check.
"I can fix that for you right now if you want," Anya suggested with a wicked grin.
"No thank you!" Janet angrily retorted. "You've done more than enough for us already."
Anya gave them a knowing smile that was unnerving. "When you realize you need my help, you'll come to talk to me. Until then, ladies, enjoy your time at our park." She turned and walked away with a haughty stride.
For several moments after Anya left, Shelly and Janet just lay on the hammock, not speaking. "So what _are_ we going to do after the passes expire?"
Janet sighed heavily. "I don't know. But I don't want this to end. You know that."
"Yeah," Shelly said softly. "I know." She snuggled back beside Janet. "Can we not think about that right now? It's really a downer. I'd rather think about last night and this morning."
Janet smiled. "And maybe an encore performance?" She looked down, and saw Shelly's upturned face, with innocent, pleading eyes staring at her. She couldn't help bending her neck a little and kissing that sweet, angelic face.
**********
A heavy sigh punctuated what should have been a romantic moment in the Volcano Restaurant. Selena couldn't help herself; Grandmother had dumped a lot of responsibility on her, and had also given her a lot to worry about.
Her partner Brandy placed her hands atop Selena's on the table. "What's on your mind?" she asked.
Selena pushed away her distractions and focused instead on Brandy. She couldn't help but smile; the tall, brown-haired beauty enchanted her like none of Grandmother's spells ever could have. "Something at work. It's not important."
"If it distracts my girlfriend," Brandy said, "it's important. Now talk, or I'll have to torture it out of you later." She tried to add a menacing tone and leer.
Selena put the back of her hand against her forehead. "Oh, heavens! Whatever shall I do?" she said, going for the melodramatic reply.
Brandy laughed. "Give me the deed to your ranch!" she sneered, imitating an old western style of villain. "Or else ...."
"Oh mercy!" Selena giggled. "The deed is at the bank. Perhaps there's something else you might take in exchange?" she asked, batting her eyes.
Brandy was crying from giggling so hard. "Why yes, little lady," she managed to spit out through her laughter, "there _is_ something I'll take in exchange. You."
"Me?" Selena batted her eyes again, feigning ignorance of the sexually suggestive phrasing.
"Yes, you. After you tell me all you know."
"I'll tell, I'll tell. Just don't kick my dear sweet old mother out of the ranch!"
"Good," Brandy wiped at the tears of mirth. "Start talking. What happened at work today?"
Selena's eyes widened, and then narrowed. "You tricked me!" she hissed.
"Of course," Brandy said, still holding one of Selena's hands. "I can't let my sweetie be distracted, can I?"
Selena looked into Brandy's grayish eyes, and her resolve melted, like it always did. Brandy didn't even have to use magic to get Selena to talk. "It's more stuff with Anya," Selena finally said. "She's getting ... almost wicked."
"Like what?"
"Some of the changes she's making lately are rather extreme. It's like she's not even bothering to use her sight to figure out the right changes. Instead, she's just ... impulsive, picking changes on a whim, like she finds it amusing."
Brandy frowned. "That doesn't sound like the Anya I know."
"That's what _all_ of us are saying." Selena shook her head. "None of the girls want to go out to the club with her anymore. Which she wouldn't notice anyway, since she's spending all her time with Oksana."
"The girl from Grandmother's home?"
"That's what she says. It can't be coincidental. Anya started getting flaky about the time Oksana showed up. But none of us can detect any kind of magic."
"What if it's not something she's doing directly? What if there's magic in something that Oksana gave Anya?"
"No good. We already thought of that. The only things Oksana gave Anya were a bracelet and a pendant she claims are from the old country. She said it was a good luck charm."
"She could have enchanted it to make Anya lose her judgment."
Selena shook her head. "We checked. It has no magic. Grandmother and I don't get anything back from it when we scan it."
"What if it's cloaked?"
"What?"
Brandy shrugged. "You said that very skilled magic users can cloak their auras. What if this Oksana girl got a charm that's cloaked, so you couldn't detect its magic?"
"No, we'd notice if ...." Selena's brow furrowed. "I just thought of something odd."
"What?"
"When I tried to detect magic on it, I got nothing back at all."
"So it's not magical?"
"No, that's not the point. Even if it was normal, not enchanted, I should have gotten something back. Instead, I got nothing. It's like it wasn't there, like there was a black hole of magic in the middle of everything I was detecting." Selena's eyes were wide open. "That's it!" She leaned forward and kissed Brandy. "That's it! Whatever magic is there is cloaked somehow."
"What are you going to do?" Brandy asked.
Selena sighed. "I don't know ... yet." She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "But I have to do something. Anya's been a friend. She helped me through a lot. If there's anything I can do, I owe it to her."
**********
The old woman lay back on the hotel bed and sighed. This was a fool's errand, she told herself. Flying thousands of miles, then spending hours on a train, with only a faint hope that she might be able to find someone that might possibly help her deal with Anya. The odds were horribly against her. She was under sentence of death by her clan. They probably wouldn't accept her, or even listen to her. So many of the clan had perished in the awful years of the Nazis and Communists. Even if there was someone left who might be able to teach her, learning magic was a process that extended over a lifetime, and she didn't have the luxury of that time.
And yet she was here, resting a little bit, because it was Anya, her beloved granddaughter. She _had_ to try everything she could to help the girl. She was the only family that Grandmother had left. Even if it cost her her life, Grandmother had to try to save Anya from the darkness.
She sighed, then levered herself up off the bed. "I've got to get serious about losing some weight," she told herself, this time with more conviction than her previous thousands of repetitions of that same statement. Wearily, she trudged into the bathroom to freshen up. She had to go to the tavern of which Jozef had spoken. She had to find a barmaid called Crina, and she had to convince Crina to take her to the remains of the clan. That was all she could hope for.
The image reflected from the mirror looked old and tired. Grandmother reached her hand up and lightly brushed her cheek, not quite believing the reflection. "Damn, I'm getting old," she said to herself. "Too old." She wet a washcloth and wiped her face, pausing to stare at her reddened eyes. Her wrinkles seemed deeper, more defined, mapping out the anguish and pain she'd endured so far in her life. Before she could examine the lines, she turned away from the mirror. Each line would bring her some degree of distress at the memory of what had caused it. Her fear of losing Anya to the darkness occupied enough of her mind, causing her almost more distress than she could handle, and adding to it with long-past memories might overwhelm her. She couldn't allow that. She couldn't fail Anya.
She sighed and waved her fingers, chanting softly as she did so. She stopped suddenly, and with a heavy sigh, started over. When the spell was completed, Grandmother's features were transformed; the weariness was gone, the wrinkles finer, the bags under her eyes vanished. She had on a slight hint of makeup – just enough to accentuate her best features without looking overdone. Her hair, mussed by the train ride, the breezy walk to the hotel, and a few moments of resting on a pillow, was neatly done again, with a touch of hold to keep it looking neat.
The spell took more out of her than it should have. Was she that tired, or were her powers fading that much? She didn't know. The realization that a simple spell – cleaning up her appearance – took two tries, worried her. Anya was far more powerful than she was, she knew. This, though, was a graphic demonstration of that fact. How could she, a weakened, aged, untrained magic user face Anya if things became desperate?
Closing her eyes, the old woman forcibly pushed those thoughts from her mind. She _had_ to succeed. She had to save Anya. She didn't have any choice. She took a deep breath and straightened her posture, drawing herself up to her full height – short by American standards, but a little taller than average for this area. At least, it had been that way. She hadn't been in this country for over a century. Again, she forced away thoughts of the past.
She walked confidently through the streets, looking very much like she was on a mission. She passed a couple of taverns until she came to the one Jozef and Anya had spoken of. She paused at the entrance, then pulled the door open and stepped inside.
Memories of the past returned in a torrent. The sounds, the music, the smell of the drinks and the foul cigarettes – it was all familiar. She glanced around, and noticed that many of the patrons were looking at her over their drinks or meals, sometimes through a cloud of acrid smoke. The background din of conversations faded slightly. Grandmother walked to a small table and sat down, careful to look confident, even though she felt nervous.
A young barmaid came to her table. She started to speak, but then looked over Grandmother carefully. "Can I help you?" she asked in broken, accented English.
"I've been traveling all day," Grandmother answered in the native language, "and I would like something hearty to eat. What do you recommend?"
The barmaid's eyebrows rose when she heard the native language. "Your accent is ... strange."
Grandmother tried to smile. "My ... ancestors lived in the area. They taught me the language long ago, and since I don't have much opportunity to use it, I probably have a poor accent."
"And your phrasing is more like what my grandparents and great grandparents used," the barmaid continued.
"They left this country a long time ago," Grandmother countered. "I'm sure some of what I learned was incorrect."
After agreeing to the barmaid's recommendation, Grandmother sat back, listening and watching while the barmaid scurried off. In short order, the young lady was back with a glass of the local brew.
"Thank you," Grandmother said graciously.
"We're becoming a tourist attraction," the barmaid observed. "We had a group of young ladies a short time ago who were also looking for their ancestral lands."
"Interesting coincidence," Grandmother observed.
"I don't believe in coincidences," the barmaid said critically. She was carefully studying Grandmother's actions and expressions.
The old woman understood the barmaid's scrutiny. Before she'd left over a century earlier, people were leery of outsiders. Given what Jozef had told him about the bad years, their naturally suspicious nature would have been honed until it seemed like hostility. "America is a very large country. The chances of two groups knowing each other ..."
"Are far greater than you know. Or than you're willing to admit," the barmaid added. She hurried away to tend to other customers, leaving Grandmother alone to watch and listen.
Several minutes later, the barmaid returned with a plate of food. "I hope you enjoy it."
"If it's like what I remember, I will," Grandmother said absently. She realized, too late, what she'd said, and her eyes widened. "Uh, my mother and grandmother cooked many recipes from their homes, so I ate cooking from this area often."
The barmaid looked at her with an expression of disbelief and distrust. "If you need anything else, I will get it for you."
"Perhaps a refill of my drink?" Grandmother asked.
When the barmaid returned, Grandmother looked at her with a discerning eye. "I wonder if you could help me," she said, trying not to sound as nervous as she was.
"Perhaps, and perhaps not."
"I'm looking for an acquaintance," Grandmother said.
"If your ancestors left a long time ago, it's unlikely that you would know anyone here."
Grandmother smiled. "I don't know her personally," she quickly corrected herself. "But I have heard of her."
"Then you must know the previous travelers, because we haven't had many outsiders here."
Grandmother felt her heart racing. This young lady was very sharp, and very suspicious. She paused, and while drawing a deep breath, opened her magic sense slightly, to see if the girl, or anyone else in the area, had a detectable aura. She noticed a hint of an aura, coming from somewhere nearby, but before she could localize its source, it vanished, like a door had slammed shut on it. She flinched a tiny bit – enough that the barmaid noticed.
"I was told that there is a young woman working in this tavern by the name of Crina," Grandmother said after she regained her composure.
"That's a common name," the serving girl said very carefully, her tone devoid of even a hint of emotion. "I'm afraid that I can't help you. Now I must attend to other customers." She turned away from the table.
Grandmother felt a hint of desperation. She opened her senses again, this time using her sight. She saw the tangled lines of all the lives nearby, so she began to search, as she'd learned, through the tapestry, looking for those that had a faint glow or other energy, markers of a magic user.
Without warning, the tapestry began to swirl violently, enough to cause Grandmother's sense to spin. She shook her head as she closed her eyes, trying to shut out the brutally disorienting mess that her sense had picked up. From the corner of her eye, she saw the barmaid peering intently at her. She sighed. She had to be patient. It had taken Anya and Jozef two days to get contact. She couldn't be in a rush. And yet, she knew that Anya's very existence depended critically on her, and she couldn't waste any time.
**********
Anya looked up from the computer. She sensed someone coming, a male patron who wanted to meet girls. A sly grin slowly formed. She stood and walked out to the ticket booth, opening the back door and stepping into the air-conditioned haven. "I'll take over for a bit," Anya said to Selena.
Selena glanced up warily at Anya. She had orders from Grandmother, and Anya knew it. "Uh, I've got this so you can take care of running the business."
"Yeah, I know," Anya said. "But you've been here all day, and you need a break. Besides," she said with a smile, pausing to yawn first, "I've been at the computer all day, and I need a break, too."
"There's a college kid coming. Nerdy type, but he reads as a pretty nice guy. Kind of naïve, too. He wants to meet some girls," Selena reported, letting Anya know that she was paying attention.
"I think I can get him something special," Anya said with an unsettling smile.
"A standard change should to it for him," Selena said. "But I'm sure you know that, don't you?" She didn't know, but said it to put Anya on notice that anything more than a standard change was all Anya's doing, and would probably be reported to Grandmother.
"He'd have more fun _my_ way," Anya protested. "A lot more fun."
"He doesn't deserve to be a big-titted bimbo slut for a few days. He's just a simple kid who doesn't understand the first thing about women."
Anya frowned. "A few nights of getting laid should cure his naiveté in that area."
"Grandmother would sell him a pass with a simple change," Selena reiterated. She didn't need to see in order to know that Anya's look shot daggers at her.
"Yeah, whatever. Take a break, and I'll take care of this for a bit." Anya slid into the chair in front of the window as Selena vacated it.
Selena paused in the doorway, glancing nervously over her shoulder. If Anya noticed, she didn't give any indication of that. Knowing that Anya was determined to sell the pass, Selena couldn't help saying, once more, "Just a normal pass should do for him."
"I've got this," Anya replied, her tone impatient and even a bit cross. "Go take a break."
Selena sighed and left the booth. She debated going to the employee's hut, inside the park, with its refreshments and camaraderie of the staff, but she really didn't feel like socializing. She had a problem with Anya, and had been given a huge responsibility by Grandmother. Somehow, she wasn't surprised that Anya had pushed her aside to sell a pass; she'd expected it sooner or later.
Selena grabbed a diet soda from the refrigerator in the office building, and then flopped on one of the sofas and popped the can open. As she sipped the cold, carbonated liquid, she let her magic senses extend toward the ticket booth.
She could see the young man approaching, a freshman at the college, very timidly asking for a ticket. She knew the speech – Anya would tell him that it was a members-only park, but that they had some guest passes. She could sense so clearly what he wanted – to learn something about girls, because he was painfully shy around the fairer creatures, and he was desperately lonely. A couple of days as a girl would teach him that girls weren't some mystical, unapproachable goddesses, but were people like he was, and that if he only showed some self-confidence, he'd find it much easier to talk with girls without getting tongue-tied. The intimacy angle would come later, when he was ready.
Selena felt the magic flowing into the card that Anya was preparing for the boy. She felt the intricacies of the spell, the nuances being woven into the particular magic for the boy.
In the booth, Anya felt the tendrils of fate surrounding the boy as he approached the window. She closed her eyes for a brief moment, letting a bit of tension flow from her body as she exhaled slowly. Her eyelids were heavy; she didn't want to pry them open, but only to enjoy a rest. The thought of falling asleep, though, and having it interrupted by the nightmares – again – rattled her, and her eyes popped open. "Good morning. How can I help you?" she asked with a pleasant smile. It seemed more and more difficult to smile, though, because of her fatigue. So far, no-one had noticed, because of coffee and repeated use of 'pep' spells to keep herself awake. It was that, or feel like death warmed over.
"Um," the boy stammered nervously, "my sister said that this was a good water park, so I'd like to buy a ticket for the weekend." He was intimidated by Anya's beauty, just as he was by any good-looking girl.
"This is a members-only park," Anya went through the normal speech. "But we do have some guest passes available." She quoted a price for a two-day pass to the young man.
Without batting an eye, the young man took out his wallet and paid for the pass. Anya smiled once more, and then began to enter data into her computer. She thought for a moment as she began to weave the spell; Selena had been most insistent on a normal genetic change. But something tugged at Anya. She was certain that if he had a more elaborate change, he'd learn a lot more about women, and a lot more quickly.
She shook her head. Why was it confusing? Unless there was a compelling reason, the ticket was to be a simple, straightforward genetic change. How many times had she and Grandmother discussed, or outright argued, this point? And when that happened, she was the one arguing for the simpler change. But ... there was something telling her that he needed more. Anya slammed her mind to those thoughts. She punched in the rest of the data to give the boy a simple change.
As she did, a dark grey fog seemed to envelop her. She was acting without thinking, without being aware of actually doing anything. She seemed to float, as a partially blinded observer, watching what transpired below through a mist, details unclear. It was all dreamlike, unreal.
Serena bolted upright, the word "No!" erupting in a scream. She dashed for the door into the plaza, then ran toward the men's locker room. As she effortlessly pulled the door open, her strength magnified by nothing more than adrenaline, she heard the hissing of the showers operating. A wave of helplessness tried to overcome her, but she forced herself around the corner, just in time to see a confused young man emerge from the showers. Already, his body was changing, gaining curves in abundant quantities as his chest swelled into very large boobs, while his waist contracted and his hips expanded and rounded. His brown hair was rapidly losing color as it became both blonde and much longer, cascading down to his shoulders, and then the tresses split, part going to the youth's front, and part to his back.
There was genuine panic in the boy's eyes as he tried to comprehend what was happening to him. His jaw flapped a few times as he tried to speak, but the extent of changes overwhelmed his brain, and no words came forth. Finally, the changes slowed, and with it, the fire in his eyes dimmed somewhat.
Selena fought the combination of anger and frustration in her. "Here," she said simply, handing the newly-formed girl a bikini top which matched her bottom. "Put this on." Absently, the girl took the bikini top and tied it on quickly and easily, as if she'd been doing it all her life. "What's your name?" Selena asked, afraid of the answer she knew she'd get.
"Tiffany," the girl said, giggling a little at the sound of her voice. "Most boys call me Tiff."
Selena groaned to herself. It would be something like Bambi or Tiffany or some other bimboish name. "Anya!" she roared angrily. "Get your butt in here!"
Tiffany looked around the room. "Who are you talking to?" she asked, sounding a little ditzy.
"Someone who needs to come right now!" Selena said insistently.
The front door opened, and Anya strolled in. Her visage was unpleasant, bearing a look of annoyance at being summoned, and by, of all things, an employee. "What?"
"I thought you were going to do a simple change!" Selena snapped at her.
"I did. Just a simple genetic change," Anya countered.
"Then explain _this_!" Selena pointed at Tiffany.
Anya looked at the newly-transformed girl, and her jaw dropped. "But ... I did a standard pass!" she protested. "I'm sure I did!"
"Bullshit!" Selena shouted. "I felt the magic weaving when you sold the pass. It was for ... this package!"
Anya stared, mouth agape. "But ... I was thinking about what to do, and I figured I'd do a standard pass, and then I gave him the pass."
"So why did I feel different magic?"
Anya scowled. "That's what I did. I sold a standard pass. I _know_ I did. The only thing odd was ... I got a little lightheaded," she saw Selena's scowl, "but that's because I've been very tired, and haven't slept well."
"Shit!" Selena realized that Tiffany was still in the locker room. "Why don't you go enjoy the park, Tiffany?" she urged. The girl shrugged, and then walked out of the locker room, already unconcerned about the discussion which had been far outside her area of interest, at least judging by the vacant look in her eyes.
Once Tiffany had gone, Selena turned to face Anya. "You can't deny what happened."
"I ... I don't understand," Anya protested weakly. "I _know_ I did a standard pass."
Selena saw the look on Anya's face, and decided not to press the point. Anya looked very tired, and thoroughly confused. There was more to this change than Anya herself seemed to be aware of, or was willing to admit.
**********
Grandmother awoke suddenly when she felt a hand clamp over her mouth. Instinctively, she tried to roll away from the hands, but more hands grasped her, pinning her hands and body under the blanket. Her eyes were wide open, and she fought the fear rising in her. It seemed too familiar to her, reminding her instantly of a time long ago, very near this place, when she'd been accosted by rough men's hands.
Quickly, professionally, they bound her hands with some type of tape, and then put a hood over her head, taking a moment to insert a gag. Grandmother fought back the rising panic in her voice. Had she accidentally given away something earlier in the evening, that had the native people nervous or frightened?
It felt like two large men were lifting her from the bed. She felt awkward, dressed only in her nightshirt, but the men handling her were not likely to pause so she could put on more proper attire. Besides, what is the dress code for a kidnapping, she thought. After testing her bonds once, she gave up. Without some magic, which she was loathe to use unless it was absolutely necessary, she wasn't going to get away.
She expected to be jolted and jarred as she was carried down the stairs, but it seemed more like she was floating, with only occasional touches and pushes from the kidnappers to guide her. Not being able to see, she listened carefully. The two men and one woman said nothing as they went about their task. Frustrated, Grandmother opened her magic senses – only to slam them shut again. The disorienting swirling and chaos was there again, just like earlier in the tavern. Someone, or something, was messing with her magic senses. That probably extended to any magic she might use to try to escape.
Grandmother was getting more concerned, and more nervous, as the two men shoved her into the back seat of a car. At least, she told herself, it wasn't the trunk. That was usually where gangsters and thugs put bodies, or those who were about to become mere bodies.
She felt the weight shift and heard the doors slam, knowing immediately that three people had gotten into the car with her, two of whom were much heavier than the third. Still unable to use her senses, Grandmother forced herself to take deep breaths and relax. There was nothing she could do at the moment, so it was important to get as accurate a picture of her situation as possible. Without her sight and magic sense, that was proving difficult. She had no sense of direction from all the twists and turns that had occurred getting her into the car, and the path wound through the streets in a seemingly-haphazard pattern, until finally, the car sped up and began to drive a relatively straight course. A highway? It seemed likely. That meant they were leaving town.
Grandmother dearly wished she had her magic sense. Though it had been more than a century, she was certain that she would know where she was being taken – if she wasn't blindfolded, confused, and deprived of her magic. Presently, the car slowed, and then turned – to her left, she was certain. Again, it sped up, but not so much. A side road? The path wound through what she guessed was the countryside, and then the car slowed once more before turning off the road. It halted, and one of the doors opened. One of the men got out, and after a few moments, the car moved forward again. It didn't stop, though, to let the man back in, but proceeded down a rough, winding path full of holes and ruts and bumps. A while later, the car stopped, and the driver shut off the engine. The doors opened, and then Grandmother was manhandled out of the car and slung over a man's shoulder. He grunted at the load; Grandmother reminded herself that, if she got out of this, she _had_ to lose some weight.
For nearly half an hour, the man carried Grandmother, while she heard his companion, smaller and probably a woman, based on the sounds of her walking, beside him. Neither said a word.
A dog's barking announced that the group was near some type of dwelling or farm. She heard several footsteps approaching, but no-one spoke. She heard the creak of a door, and the smell of hay and animals assaulted her nose. A barn? Probably. She couldn't see, but could sense a change as she was carried in; the inside seemed more damp, the air a little heavier with confined smells. The man carrying her halted, and she was set down on a stool or something, then the door creaked again and slammed as the party left her.
She couldn't tell if all of her abductors had left; they'd been eerily silent, and one might still be in the barn with her. Grandmother replayed what she thought the path had been over and over. Despite the gag and blindfold, she slowly relaxed; if she'd been ungagged, she might have even smiled. She was home.
**********
Grandmother had sat on the stool for nearly an hour before she heard the door open again. She could make out two sets of footsteps, one heavy, and the other light. A man and a woman? Perhaps. The lighter footsteps approached her, and hands moved her head about roughly. She felt the straps of the hood loosening, and then it was lifted from her head.
Grandmother blinked; she _was_ in a barn, and the interior was surprisingly well-lit by several kerosene lanterns. After spending over an hour and a half with a blindfold on, her eyes needed to adjust. As she blinked uncomfortably, a familiar face bent closer to her and removed the gag.
"You aren't scared," the barmaid from the tavern said to Grandmother, stating a fact, not asking a question.
"I've been in worse positions," Grandmother said stoically.
The barmaid started at her comment, but then a wry smile crept over her face. "Yes, indeed you have." She turned and grabbed another stool, then set it in front of Grandmother, taking a seat across from the older woman. "Why are you here? What are you looking for?"
"I was told to speak to someone named Crina," Grandmother said calmly, her demeanor belying her nervousness. She felt no trace of her magic sight or sense, and after having lived with it continuously all her life, the deprivation of those two senses was like suddenly being blind.
"Why have you come here?"
"I seek Crina," Grandmother repeated. "I was told by ... friends ... that she may be able to help me."
"And who are you to ask for help here?" the barmaid asked with a sneer.
"Who I am is unimportant," Grandmother said. "What I need is what matters."
As she spoke, more people were slowly drifting into the barn, standing behind the barmaid, facing grandmother. All told, there were probably about twenty people.
"I am Crina. And you expect us to provide some unspoken help to someone who is unknown to us?" the barmaid asked.
"Yes."
Crina stood and turned to the people behind her. "We have a strange in our midst," she said solemnly. "And yet, she is no stranger." There was a collective gasp from the group, but none louder than that from Grandmother.
"Isn't that right, daughter of Marusya?" Crina said, spinning and bending so she was inches from Grandmother's face. Her frown was unpleasant to look upon.
One of the older gentlemen in the back spoke to an inquisitive youth beside him. "Long ago, the daughter of Marusya touched the darkness. As is our law, she was ... killed." He turned Crina. "This cannot be, Nadezhda," he said firmly. "You yourself told us that she was destroyed." A number of older people added their murmurs of disapproval.
"Nadezhda?" Grandmother spoke softly, almost reverently. "It's not possible."
"It is possible, daughter of Marusya," the barmaid said with a leer. She waved her hands, and was transformed from the twenty-ish barmaid into a woman of about seventy. "I am Nadezhda, but I call myself Crina to hide who I truly am, and to fit in with those not of the clan. You should have known that. Your powers are strong enough. Or rather, you would have known, if your training had been more complete."
"She ... is a dark force among us," the man in back spat. "She has broken the law, and she has broken her banishment. She must pay, according to the law."
Grandmother gulped, and then nodded slowly. "It is true that I broke the law by touching the darkness," she admitted, her head held up high. "But I resisted, as I promised my mother I would. Several times more, I was tempted by the darkness, and always I refused to give in. Yes, I violate the customs and laws by coming here, but it is the only way I know to get assistance."
"What assistance would you request from us?" an older woman in back sneered.
Grandmother closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "My granddaughter, Anya, who was here only a few days ago, is being tempted by the darkness. I don't know how to help her. I'm afraid."
"Afraid? Afraid of what?"
"That she'll fall to the darkness the same as her mother did, and that I'll have to destroy her to stop her, the same as I had to do with my own daughter," Grandmother answered tearfully, choking with emotion at the words.
"And what can we do? You live half a world away," Nadezhda countered.
"I ... I need to know how to keep her from touching and embracing the darkness," Grandmother sobbed. "I ... can't lose my granddaughter."
Nadezhda's eyes were watering. She hung her head, inhaling and exhaling deeply. "The same as I couldn't lose my granddaughter all those years ago."
"I know I'm breaking the law of banishment by returning," Grandmother said softly. "But before you destroy me, I ask that you please help me save my Anya from the darkness. Then I'll return and accept the consequences of my actions."
"Your mother would be proud of your courage, and of your love for your granddaughter," Nadezhda said. "Just as I am proud of the courage of my own granddaughter." She stooped and hugged Grandmother.
"Your ... granddaughter?" one of the women asked in astonishment. "That's not possible."
Nadezhda lowered her eyes. "It is a long, shameful story," she said softly. "I would rather not talk about what was. Only about what is, and what will be."
**********
Natty looked up from her books and sighed. The noise immediately caught Melinda's attention, since she was cooking dinner in the kitchen right next to the computer desk. "Problems?" Melinda asked pleasantly.
"I don't know."
"Let me guess. Jeff? Or an argument with Megan?"
Natty shook her head. "No."
"Okay, so ... the new classes confusing you?"
Natty slapped her pencil down on the open notebook and gave Melinda 'the look'. "The way you and Jenny ride me about studying? Get real!"
"Okay, so what's on your mind, then?"
Natty sighed again. "I don't know how to say it," she began hesitantly. "It's just that, well, something isn't right with Anya."
"Oh?" Melinda's eyebrows rose. She'd gotten more than an earful from Jenny about Anya's sudden change in attitude and behavior, but if it was now bad enough that Natty noticed it, then it was really bad. Natty trusted Anya; Anya had been one non-judgmental friend during the summer when she'd first come to live with Jenny. Anya was one person that always had time to talk to Natty about her problems.
"Yeah. She seems ... different."
Jenny had been reading a trade journal, which she put down, her interest piqued by Natty's comment. "What do you mean, different?"
"She's ... she's always with that other girl."
"Oksana?" Jenny prompted.
"Yeah. And Oksana is kind of, I don't know, wicked? Like she enjoys making trouble." She grinned at Jenny. "Kind of like I used to do, you know?"
"You would know, wouldn't you?" Melinda teased, trying a little humor to lighten the mood.
"I'm serious!" Natty protested. "You know how she always has a hug for me, no matter what else she's doing?"
"Yeah," Jenny said, afraid of where this was going.
"It's been more than three weeks since she had time to give me a hug, and the last time she did, it was like she didn't want to, but felt like she had to."
Jenny's frown deepened, as did Melinda's. That didn't sound like Anya at all.
"And Oksana was standing there joking, like I was stupid for wanting to give Anya a hug, and that she had better things to do." Natty's eyes were misting; Anya was a very good friend of hers, or at least, had been.
"I suppose you should talk to Grandmother – when she gets back."
"That's not the worst thing," Natty continued. She saw Jenny's startled expression. "Yesterday, I heard Anya telling a girl that if she was tired of her boyfriend, who she said was clingy and possessive, she could always bring him to the park, and she'd help the girl get rid of the pest. It sounded like she was talking about doing something permanent, too."
"Was Oksana anywhere around her?"
"Are you kidding? If I didn't know that Anya was dating Greg, I would have figured she and Oksana were an item. They're never apart."
"Did Oksana say or do anything?"
"Yeah. She was kind of urging Anya to help teach the guy a lesson. And the two of them were laughing about it like it was some kind of big joke." Natty shook her head. "I ... I don't want to be around Anya," she admitted softly. "She's getting kind of scary."
Jenny walked to Natty's side, bent over, and gave her a hug, kissing her forehead. "We're all worried about Anya," she confessed softly. "All of us."
**********
The bed was comfortable, and Grandmother couldn't help but wonder who had been displaced. As she started to settle under the warm quilt, the door to the room creaked open, allowing a sliver of light to slice through the darkness. An older woman came in, pulled a chair from across the room, and sat beside the bed. "I'm afraid it's not as comfortable as the hotel," Nadezhda said apologetically. "We don’t have many visitors, and we lead a rather simple life."
"Its just fine," Grandmother said. "Why the deception? Why didn't you tell Anya and Jozef your real name?"
Nadezhda sighed. "You would have recognized my name, and you wouldn't have come."
"You ... knew that I'd come?" Grandmother was amazed.
"If your sight had been trained properly, you'd understand."
"So you knew about the trouble with Anya?"
Nadezhda nodded, a sad smile on her face. "I could sense her difficulty. I knew that she was being tested. I also could see that you didn't know how to deal with her."
"I suppose you know all about Chessa, then, too?"
Nadezhda shook her head. "No. Though I could feel your life force, because I knew what to look for, I didn't know that you had a daughter. I only knew to look for Anya's because she came here, and I could read her aura to know that she was related to you."
"And to you."
Nadezhda nodded. "It's nice to have a great, great granddaughter. Especially after I lost so much family during the purges."
"What will happen now?"
"The elders are meeting tonight. We will decide then."
"I'm ready to accept any punishment you deem necessary," Grandmother restated, "but I ask that you allow me to save Anya first. Then I'll return to pay for my transgressions."
"You love her, don't you?"
"Yes. More than life itself. She's all I have left." Tears misted Grandmother's eyes. "I can't go through losing her like I lost Chessa."
"Tell me about your daughter," Nadezhda encouraged her softly.
Slowly, Grandmother related the story of Chessa, from being a very bright, inquisitive girl who displayed, at an early age, a remarkable talent for magic. She'd grown, but began to treat mortals as playthings for her amusement, casting aside any pretense of moral values in search of hedonistic amusement. Nothing Grandmother had said or done seemed to dissuade Chessa from her wicked ways. Chessa had planned to turn Anya, too, using her boyfriend at the time, Greg, to cause her a massive betrayal, thus causing Anya to lash out with her magic in anger. And then, to cap it off, Chessa had set up an encounter with her own mother, again framing things to make Grandmother look like the aggressor, thus cementing Anya's fall to the darkness.
The battle, as Grandmother described it, had almost been a disaster for her, and if it hadn't been for her friend, she would have been defeated. Grandmother used the song taught by her mother, Marusya, to shield herself from the raw power and fury of Chessa's attacks. In the end, the shield song held, reflecting Chessa's furious attack directly to Chessa, and burning her where she stood.
"I ... I lost everything," Grandmother sobbed into her hands. "I lost my magic. Mostly, I lost my daughter to the darkness, and then I had to kill her."
Nadezhda's face was lined with hard experience, her eyes full of sympathy for Grandmother. "Now you know why I couldn't destroy you in Southampton," she said. "I lost too much, also. And I, too, have had to ... destroy ... friends and family who became a threat by not only touching the darkness, but embracing it fully."
"I need your help. I need to know how to save Anya. I ... I don't have my magic anymore, and Anya is far more powerful than I ever was."
"Don't be so sure of that. You, too, were looked upon by the elders as a very powerful, and very dangerous child, with abilities that would grow to dwarf the best of us in the clan. They feared you. That's why they wanted you destroyed when you touched the darkness."
"You lied to them to spare me. Because I'm your granddaughter?"
Nadezhda smiled sadly. "Partly. But mostly because, in all the times I tested you on your journey, you fought the darkness and refused to allow it to master you."
"How can I defeat her, though? The wizard's council ..."
"Bah! Bunch of self-righteous, arrogant snobs! They're the reason we don't travel to the otherworld until our twenty-third year!"
"They wanted to destroy me because twice, my shield reflected attacks and destroyed my attacker, but they couldn't understand or reproduce the magic."
Nadezhda permitted herself a grin. "Those pompous asses don't understand because they divorced themselves from the raw magic that lies in our world. Of course they couldn't recreate it; they have no idea that the power for that, and other spells, is given to us by the world in which we live."
"They said that when I fought Chessa, the mental trauma blocked my recollection of most of my magic. I can only do a few spells now."
"To save Anya, you don’t need any spells," Nadezhda said firmly.
"Then ... how?"
"The one thing that defeats anger is love. You love her. You must never let her forget that. No matter what she does, you must remind her that you love her. And ... I gathered from meeting her that she has a young man interested in her?"
"Greg Lawson. Very nice boy."
"His love, too, is a key to help protect her from the darkness. Darkness cannot stand even a flickering candle of love."
"There's something more, though," Grandmother said. "She recently met a young lady who claimed to be from ... around here. It was about the time that Anya met Oksana that Anya began to act confused and capricious, even malicious, in her magic."
Nadezhda frowned again. "Did this Oksana give Anya any gifts, or cast a spell on her? When she was here, I detected quite a bit of confusion, that seemed to be magically sourced."
Grandmother shook her head. "We – Jozef, my friend, and I – checked her, to see if Anya was under a spell. Oksana did give Anya a pendant, which she said was a gift from the old country. We checked it, too, but could detect no magic that might be corrupting Anya."
"You must get that pendant from her. When Anya was here, I detected something, but I couldn't tell what. I dismissed it as a shield spell or something that Anya kept to protect herself." She shook her head. "It may be a focus instead."
"A focus?"
"An artifact or enchanted item which by itself can do nothing, but is a magnet and magnifier, if you will, which allows another's spells, even from a considerable distance, to be focused on the wearer, and amplified to increase the spell's effect." Nadezhda grimaced. "It is hard to detect a focus by itself. I will teach you the spell."
"But ... you said I would need no magic!"
Nadezhda sighed. "If it were only that simple. Without Oksana, all you need is to counter anything dark with love. But with her present ...?" She shook her head. "You told me that Chessa was going to use Anya's boyfriend to incite jealousy and anger, yes?"
"Yes."
"And in acting out of anger, Anya would touch the darkness, true?"
"Yes. But I don't see ...."
"We must train you, and with haste. Oksana will do the same as Chessa would. She will attack you, or Greg, or others beloved by Anya, to get her to retaliate in anger. Anya will touch the darkness when she angrily attempts to defend those around her. It is a subtle plan, but all too often, it works. You must be prepared to defend those around you and Anya from attack, if indeed Oksana is the culprit."
**********
"You _have_ to get that skirt! It's soooo cute!" Janet squealed with delight as Shelly turned, modeling the clothing she was trying on.
Shelly grinned, striking a pose for Janet as her cheeks flushed a little, before a shiver ran down her spine. She visibly stiffened. "But ... this isn’t real!" she protested to Janet. Suddenly, tears appeared in her eyes, and she bolted into the changing room, where she collapsed onto the small bench, her cheeks wet. She felt quite overwhelmed.
A knock sounded on the door. "Shelly?" Janet asked softly, concern in her voice. "Are you okay?" Shelly didn’t look up, nor answer; she just sat on the bench, her knees drawn up to her chest, arms crossed atop her knees, and bawling.
Another knock, and once more, Janet called, "Shelly?" A moment later, the door opened gingerly, and Janet peeked inside. As soon as she saw Shelly crying, she rushed to sit beside Shelly, placing one arm around her shoulder comfortingly. "Are you okay?" Janet asked softly.
"No," Shelly sobbed. "This ... none of this is real!" she cried. "All of this – me being a girl, you being a girl, our attraction – it's all fake! It's not real! I'm not really a cute girl. I'm just a plain, average college student, like you. We're not in love, not really. It's all because of the magic, and it's a big-assed illusion."
"It's real for now," Janet tried to give Shelly something hopeful.
Shelly looked up at Janet, distraught. "That's just it. For now. In a few days, it'll be all over. Then what?"
Janet guided Shelly's head down onto her shoulder. "I know. I try not to think about that." As she held Shelly, gently stroking her hair and letting her cry, Janet softly asked, "Do you want it to be over?"
**********
The lone figure sitting at a table in the Coconut Club was out of place; around him, groups clustered at tables or booths. He looked forlorn being alone, and the look in his eyes every time he lifted his beer glass to sip radiated sadness. Vicky sat with her friends, watching him, and finally, curiosity got the better of her. She walked to the table and without asking, pulled out a chair and sat down.
"What's up, Greg?" she asked, trying to sound cheerful. "Why don't you join us?"
"Not much, and no thanks," Greg answered sternly. There certainly was nothing positive or uplifting in his tone of voice.
"Where's Anya?"
Greg just shook his head and took a big gulp of beer. "Dunno. Probably out with _her_ again."
"Oh."
"Fifth time this week. I haven't spent much time with her for almost two weeks."
Vicky flinched; Greg and Anya had a much longer relationship than Vicky and her fiancé Rob had, and she'd never seen either of the pair unhappy or morose about that relationship. "Ouch!" She tried to put a positive spin on it. "Well, Oksana is from the old country, and Anya is curious about her heritage. It's probably just a passing phase."
Greg looked at Vicky, and she recoiled from the utter defeat which radiated from his eyes. "No. She's changed."
Vicky frowned. She and her friends had noticed that Anya's behavior had become less warm and friendly, and a little more arrogant, as if she was above all of them. "Well ...," Vicky started
"You guys noticed it, too, didn't you?" Greg said with certainty. "I've heard what she's been doing at work. I've heard about some of the things she's doing with Oksana when she's not at work." He shook his head, letting his gaze drop to his beer glass. "She never ...."
Vicky frowned. "Did she do something to you?"
Greg looked at her, and then let his gaze drop again, shaking his head in defiance of is posture and mood. "Nope."
Vicky recognized immediately that Greg was covering up something. "Yes, she did. I can tell."
"No big deal, Greg answered firmly. "Just let it go."
"What?"
Greg shook his head. "I'd rather not say. It's ...."
"Embarrassing?"
Greg just nodded without answering.
Vicky put her hand on Greg's. "Greg," she began, her voice supportive and comforting, "we're friends. I won't tell anyone." She forced a smile. "And you know I'll just keep pumping beer in you until you talk, so you might as well save yourself a hangover."
Greg stared into her eyes for few long seconds, debating internally whether he should tell her. He saw, as was normal for Vicky, only sympathy and understanding and concern. "We had a quiet evening last night," he said angrily.
"That ... could be romantic. I take it that it started out that way?"
Greg snorted derisively. "It was, until ...."
"Until what?"
"She had an intimate evening. I didn't." He saw Vicky frown, not understanding. "She ... used some kind of spell to ... enhance things. She made it so ... I couldn't do anything until she wanted me to, just to make sure _she_ got all the satisfaction she wanted." Vicky's eyes widened in horror at what Greg was trying to say without totally humiliating himself. He took a big gulp from his glass. "She used me like a sex toy," he said bitterly, "and then fell asleep, leaving me ...."
"Frustrated?"
Greg snorted. "That's one way to describe it. I couldn't do anything about it, either."
"Damn!"
"And when we talked about it this morning, she just laughed it off and told me that guys do that to girls often, so it must not be a big deal. Before we could talk more, she popped off someplace with Oksana."
"Did she just ... leave the spell on you?"
Greg shook his head. "I had to talk to Selena this morning to have her take the spell off." He looked away from Vicky, embarrassed and gritting his teeth from the rage he felt within him. "That was humiliating."
"Wow, Greg!" Vicky exclaimed softly. "I ... I don't know what to say."
"That's not the worst of it."
"Oh?"
Greg fumbled in his pocket, and pulled out a small, velvet-covered box. "A few weeks ago, I got this for her," he said, opening the box, displaying an elegant ring with a large, nearly flawless diamond. From the size of the diamond, Greg had been saving for the ring for quite a while. "I was waiting for the right time."
"Oh, wow!" Vicky mouthed softly. "That's ...."
Greg closed the box, its snap sounding with a harsh and unexpected finality. "Now ... I don't think ... that I want to give this to her." His expression was determined a grim, but Vicky could see the hurt within him through his eyes. She knew that he should cry to get his emotions out, but since he was a guy, he wasn't going to look weak ... to anyone.
"Oh, Greg, I'm so sorry," Vicky said sympathetically. She changed which hand was holding Greg's hand, because her left hand displayed her own engagement ring, which Greg might take as a bitter reminder.
"She's changed," Greg complained in stern tones, "so I guess we're through."
"We're all afraid she's changed," Vicky tried to comfort Greg. "Hopefully, it's just something until Oksana leaves."
"How could she do that to me?" Greg snapped. "It's like I wasn't even a person to her! It was like all that we had doesn't matter to her anymore."
"Greg, why don't you let me take you back to your frat house," Vicky offered. "You've probably had a few too many to drive."
"Big fucking deal!" Greg snarled. "I don't have anything anymore."
"Greg, that's not true!" Vicky tried to counter.
"I lost my parents," Greg reminded her. "Nothing really matters if I've lost Anya, too! It'll mean that I don’t have anything. Nothing fucking matters, anymore!"
Vicky flinched at his words, which indicated that he was in far worse shape, emotionally, than she'd thought. And for him to be drunk, especially after the accident which had killed his parents, really showed the depth of his funk. She patted Greg's hand, while glancing over at the table of her friends and co-workers from Bikini Beach. She frantically waved to Liz, trying to get her attention. Maybe Liz would know how to deal with Greg's depressed state. Even that, though, was a dicey gamble. Everyone else at her table was dating or engaged. Melinda had Jenny. Liz was getting serious about Kyle. She was engaged to Rob. Holly was seeing Chuck, another of Greg's fraternity brothers. Only Trish, one of the new girls at the park, was unattached. She'd expressed interest in Greg once already. Given Anya's powers, jealousy, and callous attitude toward people lately, it was probably a bad idea for Greg to be anywhere near Trish in his current state.
**********
The old woman sat in a rough wooden chair, her elbows resting on the small table before her, her eyes fixed firmly on the candle in the center of the table. Her fingers traced an intricate motion, and she uttered some strange-sounding words through a nearly-clenched jaw. Beads of sweat rolled off her forehead and down onto the knotted muscles of her arms, but she was oblivious to that.
When nothing happened, she forced herself to take a deep breath and relax, and then she started again, always focused so tightly on the candle that she was barely aware of the other woman seated across from her. After two more tries, the woman let her arms flop wearily on the table, fatigued as much as if she'd been moving bales of hay.
"No, no," Nadezhda said, trying to sound encouraging in her corrections. "You're trying too hard. Watch." She said an incantation as her fingers traced a few paths through the air, and the candle's wick burst into a dancing mote of fire. After a moment, she extinguished the candle. "Now, try again."
"I ... I can't!" Grandmother said, looking down and shaking her head wearily. "I ... I've forgotten _everything_."
"You _can_!" Nadezhda encouraged her. "You have a very powerful aura. Tap into it. Feel it's power. Use the incantation and gestures to focus it on the task."
Grandmother was near tears. "I _can't_!" she cried. "I forgot how!"
Nadezhda put her hands on Grandmother's. "The magic is in you. You need to remember how to use it."
"It's gone, I tell you!" Grandmother said. "I knew this was a fool's errand." She started to weep, knowing that she'd be unable to save Anya because she was too weak.
Nadezhda sighed, and then began another incantation, this time focused on Grandmother. Grandmother's eyes became glassy, and Nadezhda focused on them, peering into the window of Grandmother's soul that she'd magically opened. She could see Grandmother squirming in discomfort at the memories Nadezhda had stirred, but she had to see, she had to know what demons haunted Grandmother so.
**********
"How do you think Anya is going to react when her _favorite_ grandmother spurns her and turns out to be petty and nasty? Or when her friend Greg, who she's slowly falling helplessly in love with, is caught having sex with three other girls, all of whom are Anya's rivals? Or when she's rejected by her friends at school?" She sneered. "How do you think _that_ will sit, especially after Anya has discovered that she has powers that none of her so-called friends have?" She shook her head, the evil grin broadening. "It'll take almost nothing to turn her."
The old woman raised her hands, making the old gestures to guard herself against magic. "It's time you were stopped," she whispered. "I should have done it years ago, but my love for you blinded me to just _how_ evil you were."
Chessa laughed. "Your powers are weak, old woman!" she sneered. With a magic blast, she knocked the old woman down easily. "You want me to quote Anya's favorite movies while I destroy you?" She laughed again. "It would be ironic, wouldn't it. 'When we last met, I was but the learner. Now I am the master.'"
The old woman rose to her feet. The blast had shaken her, but her guards had protected her - some. "Fitting," she observed as she loosed a blast of her own, one that Chessa easily deflected. "Only a master of evil."
Chessa laughed as she loosed another blast. This one caught the old woman squarely and knocked her through the picture window to the lawn outside. Chessa glided through the air after her, lighting on the dark lawn. "Don't give me that feeble, 'You can't win,' line, _mother_!" she said acidly. "There's no way you can become more powerful! And with Anya at my side, I'll have all the power I need to take over the Council!"
The old woman struggled to her feet. Chessa was _too_ powerful, she realized. She couldn't win. But she had to try.
A pop sounded beside the door, startling Chessa and the old woman. It was _him_.
"Watch out!" the old woman called quickly. Her warning was too late. Even before the old wizard could react, Chessa loosed a blast which knocked him through the door.
It was an opening the old woman needed. Chessa had been distracted. Incanting some of the old magic, she loosed a lightning bolt at her daughter. It caught her squarely, and for a moment, the old woman thought she might have gotten in the edge.
Only for a moment. Chessa seemed to glow as she absorbed the energy that _should_ have flattened her, charring her to ashes. Instead, she snarled like a wounded cat. "Is that the best you can do, _mother_?" She loosed a bolt of her own which staggered the old woman. "Anya is going to _love_ this!" she sneered. "It's so Star Wars! And _you_ started it! I couldn't have planned it better myself!" As the energy flowed from Chessa, the old woman staggered, slumping to the lawn. Chessa paused, glaring down at the weakened lady.
"You fool," she sneered, "you could have had this power! You could have been a great wizard! But you turned your back on it all. And for what? For a pathetic existence on a planet of-"
The blast from the house surprised Chessa. It was a powerful burst of energy, and it knocked her down. She snarled, and turning, she loosed a blast at the old man.
The old man deflected the energy - mostly. "If you're going to kill your mother," he said through his grimace, "you'll have to kill us both!"
Chessa grinned. "I always intended to. You both stood in my way." She tapped into some unknown reserve of energy and blasted at the old man again. It knocked him down, and she felt his aura fading.
Grinning triumphantly, she turned back to her wounded mother. "Now, it's time to finish this!"
The old woman gazed at her daughter through a mask of pain. She saw the evil, the pure black of her aura. She struggled to get to her knees, and she let loose a burst of energy, which Chessa easily deflected.
Chessa cackled evilly as she loosed a long bolt at her mother. "Now, _mother_, you will die."
Pain was quickly pushing conscious thought from the old woman. She fought valiantly to hang on, to retain any bit of consciousness she could, for she knew that if she let go, she was done. With the bolt of energy dancing about her, clouding her vision, its tendrils searing her every nerve, the old woman felt herself fading. 'So this is how it ends,' she thought. 'My own daughter. Is this what my mother feared so long ago? That I'd be like this?' She thought of that image, her own mother cradling her, comforting her, through all the turmoil and challenges of her childhood. And there was always the song. As her consciousness lapsed, the old woman began to chant the old, soothing lullaby.
The old man crawled through the shattered door. His left arm hung limp, and every motion was an adventure in agony. He saw the old woman lying on the lawn, her energy spent, her defenses down. Chessa stood in triumph, her black energy seemingly unstoppable, as she directed blast after blast into the old woman.
As the old woman lay, dying, her lips started to move, and a smile formed on her mouth. A last pleasant memory? One last thought as she died?
The ball that formed around the old woman seemed as bright as the sun, an incandescent orb with the old woman at its core. And suddenly, the energy that Chessa was directing at her mother stopped short, absorbed into the glowing ball. Chessa frowned, then she snarled like a frustrated animal. She visibly redoubled her efforts, focusing on penetrating the shield and killing her mother.
As Chessa's attack waned, her arm drooping in frustration and anger at the impenetrability of the shield, a bright spot formed on the ball, brighter than the rest. Chessa's features showed her confusion, then her shock and fright as the spot shot a tendril of intense energy back toward her. It caught the young woman, twisting and bending her as it wracked her body.
The old man pulled himself painfully to his feet. Chessa lay in a heap on the lawn, her clothes scorched and smoldering. Slowly, he staggered to the old woman, still encased in the glowing ball. He could barely make out her features, and he grew concerned for her life. Hesitantly, he reached toward the shield, expecting it to throw him violently back or to discharge its energy into him. But his hand passed easily through it.
He knelt beside the old woman. Her eyelids were closed, and her breathing was ragged and shallow. He sighed with relief that she was still alive - barely. And he felt something else - another presence. As if part of someone else's life force was there. He paused, and let his mind open, and with startling clarity, he understood. The shield - it _was_ the old woman's life force. Hers, and - impossibly - her mother's. The lullaby was an ancient spell of pure good, a relic of eons gone by when darkness was such a threat to the forces of good. That was why the council didn't recognize it. It wasn't the song - it was the way the song focused the old woman's energy, rearranging it into a shield. And the woman's mother had infused her with part of her own life force - as a parting gift and a way to defend herself, knowing that it could never be used for dark purposes.
Then he sensed it. Impossibly, Chessa was struggling to her feet. Her skin was blackened in spots, her hair disheveled and her eyes wild and aflame with anger. Tiny whiffs of smoke emanated from her singed clothing. "You'll never stop me," she hissed.
The old man tensed his jaw. "It's over," he said evenly. He knelt beside the older woman and cradled her head tenderly. His eyes cleared, then he focused on his old friend. "Sing," he said softly. "Sing." He felt energy flowing from himself into the weakened, injured friend.
Chessa sneered. "You pathetic fool!" She raised her hands, and with all of her dark power, she loosed a monstrously powerful energy blast at the two.
The man knew that, if he hadn't given energy to the woman's shield, Chessa's blast would have overcome it, given how weak the woman was. But the glowing aura held, absorbing the energy. Then, in one cataclysmic burst, it shot out a bolt which completely engulfed Chessa. Her body was tossed, wracked, tortured, as her own energy devoured her.
The old wizard watched the young woman, saw her aura flicker and fade and finally go out. He felt the weight of a thousand planets fall onto his shoulders, and he staggered. Slowly, he returned to the old woman. She was unconscious, and the glowing shield was fading. He sank to the ground beside her and gently lifted her head, cradling it in her lap. "Why didn't you ever tell me?" he asked over and over as he tenderly stroked the old woman's forehead. "Why didn't you tell me?" Tears rolled down his cheeks.
**********
Tears streamed down Grandmother's cheeks, and surpringly, also Nadezhda's. The matron moved beside Grandmother and embraced her, pulling Grandmother's head onto her shoulder and comforting her like she was a distraught child. "I understand," Nadezhda said soothingly. "I understand."
Grandmother shook her head feebly. "You can't know what it's like to have to kill your own daughter," she sobbed.
Nadezhda was quiet for a moment. "Yes, I can. I've had to destroy many in the clan who touched the darkness, including your mother's sister."
Grandmother looked up at the matron, her eyes red and puffy from crying. Words weren't necessary; the look between the two said more than they could have spoken in an hour. "How ...," Grandmother finally began, "how do you deal with it?"
"You want some secret that takes away the painful memories and guilt?" Nadezhda asked. She shook her head sadly. "There isn't any secret. Like me, you'll probably never get over the pain, at least if you have any humanity in you."
"Oh," Grandmother said softly.
"Your hurt is so deep that you're afraid of your magic," Nadezhda pronounced. "You must get past your fear."
"How ... how am I supposed to do that?"
Nadezhda sat down opposite Grandmother again and took her hands. "Look into my eyes. Nothing else matters. Just my eyes. Look deeply."
Grandmother followed the hypnotic voice, looking deeply into the matron's eyes. Slowly, everything around them faded in her sight, until there were only the two brown eyes peering intently at hers.
Unseen to Grandmother because of her focus, Nadezhda's hands began to move in an intricate pattern, and soft words were spoken.
Grandmother flinched when she found herself in a kitchen, seated at a table. She glanced around; the table seemed familiar, as did the room. A door creaked, and Grandmother spun toward the noise. She nearly fainted when she saw the figure entering.
"Well, my daughter," the woman who entered said with a pleasant smile. "How did you do at the market today?"
Grandmother frowned. This was impossible. Something, though, made her reach into her pocket, where her coin purse was stashed. It was heavy; she tossed it on the table and heard the clinking of many coins inside the leather sack. "I think it was a good day," she muttered, still in a state of disbelief.
Her mother, Marusya, hefted the coin purse, and then grinned. "I think it was better than a good day." She gave Grandmother a big hug. "Now sit. It's time for your lessons."
"But ... I'm not sure ...."
"Hush! You must continue your lessons. Now, be seated."
Grandmother's shock prevented her from questioning the order; she sat, and as she did so, she noted the full red dress around her ankles. Her wrists were adorned with bangles, and her fingers with rings. She glanced down, and saw necklaces draping toward the neckline of her peasant blouse. More impossible, though, were her hands; they looked fine and young, untouched by the ravages of time.
Marusya set an unlit candle on the table. "I know this is old, but it's good to warm up with spells and magic that's familiar. Now light the candle."
Grandmother remembered the many lessons that had transpired at this table. Was this another of Nadezhda's tricks? Another repressed memory come to the surface? But it didn't feel like a memory.
Something else stirred in Grandmother's memory, a prank she'd pulled several times during the lessons. She waved her fingers and incanted, and the candle rose, turning on its side, and held its position an inch above the candle-holder. Without dropping her concentration on levitating the candle, she made more motions, chanting softly again. Fire erupted on both ends of the horizontal candle.
Marusya waved her fingers, and the flame on the butt end vanished, while the candle returned to an upright position in the holder. "You show off too much, child," she chided Grandmother. She directed Grandmother through several more exercises, including levitating several objects, including herself, before she was satisfied with the warm-ups.
"Good. Now, for tonight's lesson, we're going to work on conjurings." Marusya proceeded to explain the magic to her pupil, then to demonstrate it, and then to guide Grandmother through a conjuring, even if the pot so conjured was relatively simple and inanimate.
For a couple of hours, Marusya continued to explain, demonstrate, and guide Grandmother through more and more complex conjurings, ending with animating the conjuring, a combination of an earlier lesson with the night's conjuring lesson. Grandmother, after some initial trepidation, caught on quickly, easily mastering the spells being taught to her.
"Enough for the night. Go wash up, and then we'll have our supper. The stew should be ready now." Throughout the lesson, the aroma of stew simmering on the stove had tried mightily to distract a hungry girl from her magic. Eagerly, Grandmother hastened from the table to a washbasin. She stared in amazement, once more, at her young hands, and the jewelry adorning them. She washed off her face and hands, and then stood to dry off, grabbing a towel from a nearby hook. As she did so, she caught sight of herself in a small, faded mirror, and she gasped.
Staring back from the mirror was a fifteen-year-old girl of considerable beauty, with raven hair spilling down both sides of her face and spilling behind her shoulders. Her brown eyes sparkled with energy, and her ruby lips looked incredibly inviting and kissable.
As she stared, the image slowly changed, until she was once again looking at an elderly, grandmotherly-looking woman, with white hair done in a tight bun, crow's feet at the corners of her eyes, and worry lines etched into her features. Her lips seemed so plain in comparison to the teenage version she'd seen only moments before. She looked old. Slowly, she turned from the mirror, and gasped again when she saw Nadezhda sitting at the table in the small room in which they'd been working. More stunning was the candle, levitated horizontally and burning at both ends, and a conjured skillet dancing merrily about the table.
Nadezhda smiled knowingly. "I thought you said you didn't have any power."
"This ... it was all an illusion?"
"Only on the surface. I wanted to show you that you had the power in you if you weren't afraid to use it."
Grandmother sank into the chair, stunned beyond words. She'd known that she had forgotten her magic, that she had no power. And yet ...
She grasped the candle, blew out the exposed wicks on the ends, and jabbed the candle into its holder. As Nadezhda watched, surprised, Grandmother focused on the candle, and then began to incant and move her fingers. Haltingly at first, the candle lurched upward, jerking a couple of times before it came free of the candlestick. Then, slowly, it began to rotate, until it was horizontal, It kept rotating, though, before Grandmother caught it and reversed the direction of the rotation, stopping it entirely when the candle was horizontal once more. Her brow furrowed in concentration, she kept one hand steady, while the other traced a few complex motions to accompany her second incantation. Without warning, intense fires burned at both ends of the candle, quickly incinerating all the wax until the flames joined in the middle and vanished when the fuel had been all consumed. Grandmother relaxed and let the charred remnants of the wick fall to the table. She turned to Nadezhda with an embarrassed smile. "Oops," she said sheepishly.
Nadezhda grinned broadly. "I told you that you have the power. Now that we know how to get past those ... bad memories, we can quickly help you access all of your memory of magic, and learn some things that you'd never learned."
**********
"Greg!" called a very feminine voice behind him. Greg, walking from the mall entrance toward his car, turned at the sound of his name. He saw Anya walking quickly toward him.
"Hi," he said cautiously as she neared. His voice was carefully neutral, and with his sunglasses on, he knew that she wouldn't be able to see the pained look in his eyes.
Anya grasped his arm, pulled herself up a couple of inches, and kissed him on the cheek. Her smile vanished instantly, replaced by a frown. "What's wrong?"
"What makes you think something's wrong?" Greg asked. He hoped that the medallion Grandmother had given him would help shield his thoughts.
"You've been avoiding me for the past week," Anya said firmly. "And you usually want more of a kiss than a peck on the cheek."
"Sorry," Greg said, trying to keep his tone neutral. "I'm pretty distracted with my classes and the expansion."
Anya pulled herself beside him, leaning her head on his shoulder. "I was thinking that maybe we could get a movie and have a quiet night."
"Does that include Oksana?" Greg asked, unable to keep all his internal bitterness about Oksana from leaking into his words.
"You're jealous of her!" Anya said, her voice rising a bit in volume and pitch.
"Hell yes," Greg admitted, a little more bitterness in his voice. "You haven't done much with me for the past several weeks. Instead, you're doing everything with her. If I didn't know better, I'd think that maybe you changed sides and found a new lover."
Anya halted abruptly, her expression angry. "That's not funny, even as a joke. And I _do_ spend time with you – when you haven't buried yourself in your school work and the expansion project!"
"Did you think that maybe the reason I'm willing to work on schoolwork and the expansion is that you're not a lot of fun to be with lately?"
"Hah! That's absurd. What's really going on? Did you decide that the new little slut, Trish or something, is who you'd rather spend time with?"
"What?"
"Oh, don't act innocent. Oksana saw you talking and dancing with her at the club the other night."
Greg scowled. "I was only talking with her because she was with Jenny, Melinda, Holly, Vicky, and Liz, and I was being polite! And I danced with her once, just like I danced with Holly and Vicky and Liz – it was out of courtesy, nothing more. Or didn't she tell you that part? Why don't you ask them?" His voice had a menacing tone, and his words were very precisely enunciated. "I wasn't cheating on you. You're just no fun to be around lately, since Oksana came."
"That's bullshit! If you want to stop going out, at least have the balls to tell me to my face, instead of sneaking around behind my back!" She turned and stomped away angrily, leaving a frowning Greg behind. Slowly, though, as his frown faded, his head dropped slowly, the fire in his eyes replaced with overwhelming sorrow.
**********
"I'm ... this is awkward," Shelly said softly, looking down at her uneaten toast. "What happens ...?"
Shelly shook her head a tiny amount. "No," she whispered. "I don't. It feels ... right."
"Yeah, I know what you mean." They sat in the changing room for a while, Shelly's head on Janet's shoulder. "What if we both stay like we are now?"
Shelly looked up, surprised at Janet's question. "Are you serious?"
"Yeah, I think so. I mean, if it seems right to both of us ...."
"But ... I don't know. I ...." She looked at her lap as her cheeks flushed. "I ... I think I want ... us to have ... children," she said very softly. "If we stay together."
"Whoa!" Janet exclaimed softly. "That's a big step!"
"I'm sorry," Shelly quickly apologized, afraid that she'd frightened Janet into thinking that they should have a more serious commitment. "I ... I guess this change is messing with my head."
Janet held Shelly tighter. "I didn't mean that," she said. "It's just ... I was thinking of our options."
"Oh?" Shelly looked up at Janet, surprised.
"Yeah. The way I figure it, we have ... had ... five options. We could go back to what we were before."
"But that was tearing you up inside, wasn't it," Shelly interjected.
Janet nodded glumly. "Yeah, but it was better than nothing. Second, we could change back, but have the girl do her thing so we're both gay."
"That doesn't work if we wanted to have children."
Janet nodded. "We could adopt, but ...." She didn't need to finish; she suspected, strongly, that Shelly was thinking of staying a woman and bearing children herself. "Third, if you changed back, I could stay like I am, and have magic make me hetero. Fourth, I could change back, and you say, and have the magic make me hetero. Or fifth ...."
"We could both stay like we are now. I guess if we wanted to have a family, we could get a donor."
"I don't know what I want," Janet said after a long pause, "except that I want you in my life."
"Maybe," Shelly said hesitantly, looking down again, "we should wait a bit before we make any hasty decisions. I mean, we're both students, and the lifetime passes are pretty expensive, and it's a one-way ticket."
"But this is very nice," Janet offered.
Shelly looked up, startled, and then smiled. "Yes, it is."
Janet's eyes misted. "Do you think that we could be just roommates again if we change back, knowing what we have, knowing that you'll be straight, and I'll be gay and in love with you?"
Shelly shook her head. "I ...." She sighed. "Probably not. What do you want?"
"I ... I want you in my life," Janet confessed, unable to look Shelly in the eye. "I don't care how. I want you as part of my life."
"Is that Janet speaking," Shelly asked, "or Mack?"
"Both."
"Oh." Shelly sipped her coffee, another uneasy silence descending over the table.
"Could you ...?"
Shelly shook her head. "Not unless that girl does some more magic stuff. You?"
"Maybe." Janet stared at her toast. "If ... she changed you back, and I stayed as a woman, and she made me straight, could you stay with me?" she asked in a frightened, timid voice.
Shelly's mouth hung open in shock. "I don't know," she admitted after a pause. "I ... I can't think of being hetero right now, because of the magic. But ... I know you've been my best friend for so long that, if I was a hetero guy, I think I'd want to continue that friendship."
"I think we need to finish breakfast and then go find Selena at the park."
Twenty minutes later, the two girls were in Shelly's car driving toward the park, having eaten, cleaned up the dishes, and straightened their hair and makeup.
"Nervous?" Janet asked softly, her voice quavering with her own unease.
Shelly nodded. "Yeah. I take it you are, too?"
"Yeah." The two were so nervous that they barely spoke for the rest of the trip. Only when they'd swiped their passes and entered the park did Janet halt. "I think we goofed," she said suddenly.
"What?"
"Neither of us brought any swimwear. And shouldn't we have talked to the girl in the booth, instead of going into the park?"
"Damn," Shelly sighed. "I guess we _are_ pretty distracted."
Janet sighed. "So what should we do? Go back out to the ticket office? Knock on the door of the main office building?"
"Or you could wait, knowing that one of us would sense you and come to talk to you," Anya said, a slightly condescending tone matching the condescending look on her face.
Janet's features clouded. "Where's Selena?" she asked. "She said we should talk to her."
Anya frowned deeply. "I'm in charge of the park while my grandmother is away. Selena works for us. I can help you."
"No thank you," Shelly said politely but firmly. "Selena told us we should talk to her, and after your last meddling, I'm not sure I really trust you."
"Well, then," Anya huffed, "I'll go get Selena for you." She turned, storming angrily into the park, leaving Janet and Shelly standing amidst the girls and women coming out of the showers and walking into the park.
"I think she's pissed," Janet observed softly.
"No shit? I would have never guessed."
"I don't think we want to have someone with that kind of magic pissed at us," Janet cautioned. "You never know what she might do."
"Yeah, she already showed us she'll do whatever the hell she wants."
Janet wrapped an arm around Shelly's waist and pulled her close. "Some of it isn't bad, though."
Shelly felt her cheeks burning with embarrassment. "I guess not," she agreed softly. She turned to Janet, sliding her arms up around Janet's neck as her lips sought those of her partner. They parted after a long, heartfelt and passionate kiss, and glanced around, noting that several people were gawking at them, and one person was standing watching them with an amused smile. Shelly blushed again.
"Hi, girls," Selena said pleasantly. "What can I do for you today?"
Janet and Shelly exchanged worried glances, which spoke volumes to Selena. She didn't wait for them to speak. "You're probably quite confused about what happens when the pass wears off, and you're not sure what you _should_ do, right?"
Both girls nodded. "That's about it," Shelly added vocally.
"Can we go somewhere ... a little less obvious?"
Selena nodded. "Let's go in the office."
"I'd rather not. I saw Anya go in there, and she's pretty pissed at us," Janet said warily.
Selena sighed. "Okay, I understand. Let's go over in the corner of the plaza. It's pretty quiet, and with a quick spell, it'll be free from prying ears." She led the two girls to a small table away from the main traffic flow, a place where patrons could sit to enjoy a meal, or to rest while friends were shopping in the gift shop. As they sat, Selena said a little incantation. "There. If anyone does listen in, they'll hear us talking about the wonders of the park. Now what's on your minds?"
"We're not sure," Janet said hesitantly. "These last few days have been ... wonderful. But our passes expire in five days, and ...."
"And you don't know what you want to do after that, do you?"
Shelly shook her head. "No."
"We came up with five options," Janet added quickly. "First, we stay as we are now. Second, I change back, and get my orientation re-oriented. Third, Shelly changes back, and I get re-oriented. Fourth, we change back and Shelly gets re-oriented. Lastly, we do nothing, and try to pretend nothing happened, and continue as roommates."
Selena shook her head. "And you know that last one has the same chance of working as a snowball in a barbeque pit, right?"
Shelly nodded. "That's what we figured."
"And there's the cost of lifetime passes. We're just college students, remember?" Janet added.
"That might not be such an obstacle, but five is out, right? And the rest?"
"I think four is out," Shelly said softly. "I ... want to have children, and four wouldn't let us have natural children."
"So it comes down to which one of you changes back, right, or whether you stay as you are?"
"I guess so," Janet said half-heartedly. "If only one of us stays female, you've got to do something about one of our sexual orientations so we'd be a hetero couple."
Selena sat back in her chair. "I think you two have answered most of your questions. The only one that remains is which one of you stays a woman. Or both."
Shelly started at her words. "Yeah, I guess we did, didn't we?"
Selena laughed. "You were expecting me to tell you what to do?" She shook her head. "Sorry, but that's for you to decide, not me. It's your lives, not mine."
"How are we supposed to decide, then?" Janet asked in a plaintive voice. "It's ... confusing."
"You two need to spend some time talking about what you're going to do. Seriously talking. And when you do, you need to remember a few things. Being a woman includes things like periods, with possible cramping and bloating and mood swings. It involves possibly being ogled and leered at in ways that you haven't experienced, just because you're an attractive woman." She ran down a list of things they'd have to consider. "The clothing should mostly take care of itself, since it's a global change, but shopping for women's clothing is no small feat, trust me. And, you better think about your friends and family. Whoever remains will have different friends, and you'll find that your family relationships are very different."
"Are you trying to scare us?" Shelly asked, worry wrinkling her brow.
Selena laughed. "No, that wasn't my intention. What I want you two to do is go into this with your eyes wide open. It's a huge step if one of you stays female. And it'll be a big change for Mack if Shelly stays, because you'll be hetero instead of gay. Your friendships and relationships will have changed in ways that are hard to predict." She shook her head. "It'll take time for both of you to get used to the changes, and at times, it might be rough. At times, you'll wish you hadn't changed."
Janet frowned suddenly. "Like you do?"
Selena laughed. "Very perceptive. Like I _used_ to. I've got a ... partner that makes me feel so warm inside that I've mostly forgotten about the rough parts."
"And that's what we'll have, right?"
Selena started to shake her head, to tell them that she didn't know, but after what Anya had done to them, she couldn't deny it. "Yes, you'll have each other. Whichever way you go, you'll be together – pretty permanently, too."
"We better do some talking, then," Janet said to Shelly.
"Too bad we didn't bring our swim gear," Shelly lamented. "Since neither of us have classes today, it'd be a nice day to relax and play."
Selena got a mischievous smile, and she muttered something under her breath. "Oh, like those?" she asked, pointing at gym bags beside the table.
Both girls' eyes threatened to pop from their sockets in amazement. "I suppose that shouldn't surprise us, but ...." Janet chuckled as she reached for her swim gear.
**********
"Good. Very good!" Nadezhda said happily. She picked up the sword from the table, and swung it at a doorpost. The sword wobbled and then rebounded from the target as if it was made of rubber. "Excellent!"
"I used that spell to disarm a man with a pistol," Grandmother said.
"And you did it again here." She set the sword back on the table. "Now change it back."
Grandmother started with surprise, but then she closed her eyes and thought.
"Open your eyes. If you need the spell in an emergency, you don't have the luxury of closing your eyes and thinking! Hurry! Change it back!" Nadezhda urged, adding confusion to the situation.
Grandmother focused her mind, shutting out the distraction Nadezhda was trying to create. In the silence of her little world, she saw the pattern. She began to chant, moving her fingers according to the mental image. A nearly-invisible bubble burst from her outstretched hand, flying to the table and striking the rubber sword. The bubble deformed, stretching over the sword from hilt to tip, and as soon as the bubble fit the weapon like a glove, it burst in a flash of light.
Nadezhda nodded, and the picked up the sword again. This time, she gingerly ran her finger down the edge, noting with satisfaction the razor sharpness of the blade. She examined it from tip to pommel, and as she grasped the weapon, she spun and slashed, this time easily splintering wood from the doorpost.
"You are doing well," Nadezhda complimented Grandmother. "You don't make any silly mistakes, unlike the young students we're training."
Grandmother laughed. "I have a couple of advantages. I knew those spells once, and I know I went through a phase of making stupid mistakes. So I got it out of my system. Second, I'm older and wiser, and not plagued by some silly notion that I know better than elders."
Nadezhda smiled. "I should have you talk to the youngsters. Perhaps _you_ could talk some sense into their thick heads."
"Now what?"
"Come," Nadezhda said, striding purposefully to the door, still carrying the sword, which made Grandmother more than a bit nervous. Without another word, she walked out of the barn and into a barren field. She looked around without really looking around; Grandmother knew that she was using her magic senses. "The wards are up. We may begin." Without warning, she invoked a lightning bolt toward Grandmother.
Grandmother was too startled to get a counter-spell, or to move. The lightning bolt caught her squarely, and she collapsed, pain radiating through every joint and muscle. "What ...?" she asked as she pulled herself back to her feet.
"Do you think adversaries will give you a chance to prepare a defense?" Nadezhda chided her. "You should always be alert. In this case, your sense should have alerted you to the nature of the spell in plenty of time for you to get a shield up."
"You aren't an adversary," Grandmother retorted.
"Aren't I?" Nadezhda snapped. "How do you know?" Her fingers danced quickly, and a fireball formed before shooting at Grandmother. This time, Grandmother was quicker to react, invoking a small shield like a buckler on her left arm, which she moved to intercept the fireball. The impact staggered her; without the shield, she'd have been knocked on her rear again.
Nadezhda nodded slightly, then she began a flurry of attacks – a lightning bolt, then while Grandmother was distracted by that, she slashed at the old woman with the sword. Grandmother moved her shield to deflect the lightning bolt, and sensing the oncoming physical attack, modified her shield so that the lightning wasn't absorbed, but rather reflected to where the sword was moving. The lightning hit the sword, and she smiled slightly when she heard Nadezhda curse under her breath as she dropped the sword, shaking her hand to rid it of the stinging from the reflected lightning bolt. She took a step back, and nodded approvingly to Grandmother.
Grandmother sighed with relief, the arm that had held the magic buckler dropping as she allowed the shield to vanish. She smiled at Nadezhda, expecting a complement.
Instead, Nadezhda launched a fierce assault, with fireballs interspersed with lightning, catching Grandmother by surprise. The first fireball knocked her backward, but before the second could hit, she managed to call up a larger floating shield that positioned itself between her and her tutor. She focused on keeping the shield in place as blast and bolt after blast and bolt came at her in a non-step frenzy. Suddenly, she realized something else, and before the conjured blade could strike her from her left side, she called up the smaller buckler shield, and deflected its hammering blows. As she did, she was angling the larger shield, hoping to get it to reflect back at Nadezhda, while also keeping the whirling blade from striking her. A couple of fireballs ricocheted off to one side, and grandmother forgot about them as she focused on the incoming attacks.
She should have paid attention to the fireballs that the shield had deflected. They bounced away, seemingly harmlessly, but then began to turn and speed back toward Grandmother. Both hit at the same time, from her blind side as she fought the conjured blade. Once more, she crumpled to the grass. To add insult to injury, her concentration on the large shield was broken, and it collapsed, letting a lightning bolt smash into her.
She lay on the ground, panting for breath as every muscle screamed in agony at the magical abuse they'd suffered. She was helpless before Nadezhda, who was stalking toward her, arms outstretched, ready to invoke more magic in case this was a trick. "Get up. The fight is not over."
"Yes, it is," Grandmother said softly through clenched teeth.
"Get up and defend yourself!" Nadezhda snapped. To emphasize the point, she began to conjure a large fireball.
Grandmother saw the fireball, and felt a hopelessness that she'd not felt since .... That bitter memory triggered a thought, and she managed a faint smile as she began to sing an old, familiar song.
Nadezhda puzzled for a moment at Grandmother's actions, and then loosed the fireball. She'd controlled its power so that it would sting, but not destroy; after all, this was training, and not combat to the death. The fireball flew straight and true to its victim – and then halted as it splashed across an iridescent glow a few feet out from Grandmother, who was slowly sitting up, and still singing. Frowning, Nadezhda tried a lightning bolt, also reduced in power, but it, too, was halted by the shield and then reflected back to Nadezhda.
After recovering from the surprise reflection, Nadezhda lowered her arms and then sat down on the grass. "In a real fight, you would have been defeated," she observed.
Grandmother simply nodded. "I'm old, and my powers are weak. I ... I can't survive a fight with Oksana."
"Yes, you can!" Nadezhda barked at her. "You are NOT weak. Your powers are strong. You've just forgotten how to connect to them. Look at me. I'm nearly two hundred years old. Are my powers weak?" She frowned, and then began an intricate chant.
In a dizzying swirl, the field changed, from autumn foliage and plant awaiting harvest, to spring plants, verdant and green and lush, new growth emerging from the fields as buds were opening and blossoms of the fruit trees showed their resplendent colors. Grandmother looked down at herself, and saw that, once again, she was attired as a pretty young girl. She had no mirror to see her reflection, but she knew that she was her younger self just from her attire and the youthful, graceful hands she stretched out before her.
"Enough rest, daughter," a familiar voice called from behind her.
She turned, and saw the familiar face. "Mama!" she exclaimed happily, rising to her feet.
"The lesson will continue." Without warning, her mama, Marusya, launched a series of magical attacks. With a frown, the girl countered them, deflecting them all with skill and agility. Again, a deflected fireball curved and came at her from behind, but she sensed it, and conjured water behind her even as she countered a fierce physical and magical assault from the front. The fireball to her rear moved, and sensing it, she moved the column of water to match it. On and on, Maruysa attacked, using guile, trickery, deceit, and sheer force to attempt to overwhelm the girl, but she was quick on her feet, and quicker in her mind and senses, catching and deflecting all the attacks.
The girl was so busy defending herself that she didn't even notice the slow changes around her as the fields and trees slowly changed to their fall colors, as if the seasons were passing in mere moments. Marusya, too, began to change, slowly aging and changing shape, until she was Nadezhda. Grandmother didn't notice that her own body was returning, leaving the fifteen-year-old girl behind. Only when the attacks ceased did she notice that it was Nadezhda, not her mother, instructing and testing her.
Nadezhda merely smiled. "Yes, it was an illusion. As I told you, your power is not tied to your age, but to your belief in yourself. When you thought you were young, you acted with the speed and power of your younger days. As the illusion faded, you were so pre-occupied that you didn't notice. Only now do you realize what you have just accomplished."
Grandmother frowned. "You ... you tricked me."
"Yes, and it was necessary. You had created a mental block. You had convinced yourself that your power had faded with age, when it hadn't really. That mental block was preventing you from using your true potential."
Wordlessly, the two sat on the grass, resting from the duel, while Grandmother thought about what Nadezhda had just shown her. Nadezhda's illusion was so realistic that Grandmother had been convinced that she was young and powerful again, and learning from her mother. "That was a dirty trick," Grandmother commented after a bit.
"It worked, didn't it? And nobody was harmed, right?"
Grandmother frowned. "That's true, mostly. It still hurts very much to think of those days when I last saw my mother, though."
Nadezhda leaned closer to Grandmother and put her arm around her, pulling her onto Nadezhda's shoulder. "She was so proud of you. She used her scrying ball to watch you frequently, and she took great delight in when you avoided temptation and stayed on the true path." The matron wiped her eyes, which had suddenly become moist. "She never gave up hope that you were safe, physically and from the darkness."
"I wish ...." Grandmother began wistfully, before she halted.
"We all do," Nadezhda answered. "But you know that you would have been put to death under our laws. We all did what we had to do, so that you might survive."
Grandmother sighed, her own eyes watering. "I failed as a parent," she said absently. "I couldn't stop Chessa from turning. Now I'm afraid that I won't be able to stop Anya, either."
"You'll find a way. You love her too much to let her become evil. Remember that. Remind her constantly how much you love her." She hopped to her feet. "Enough rest. Time for more lessons."
Grandmother pulled herself up and stood. "Yes. I need to keep learning so I can save Anya."
Nadezhda took a dozen steps away from Grandmother, and then turned. "You will attack me."
Grandmother recoiled in shock. "I ... I can't," she stammered.
"You must. It's the only way to defeat the powers of darkness."
"But ... the last time I attacked, I killed Chessa!"
"You must." Nadezhda stood ready. "Defense alone will not win a duel. You must strike your opponent and disable them."
"I ... I can't!" Grandmother sobbed.
The scene slowly shifted, until Grandmother was a young apprentice, facing her terrible and evil master, Eldor, in a scene so perfect that she forgot that it was an illusion. He sneered at her, and then began to berate her, insulting her abilities, and promising to extract his tutoring fees from her nubile body. He came to her, and ripped her blouse off, leering at her exposed breasts. "I'll have fun playing with those, among other things," he said with an evil sneer.
Grandmother suddenly transformed into a dervish, throwing everything she had to stop the evil wizard. Lightning bolts attacked from all sides, and fireballs of immense power and fury. They bombarded the shielded figure of Eldor, who seemed surprised at the intensity of the onslaught. The sword on the ground flew to Grandmother's hand, and she began to use it as well, slashing at Eldor to add to his distraction. A quick wave of her hand, and a short incantation, and a replica of the sword animated itself and flew behind the evil mage, attacking from behind as well.
A sudden volley of fireballs erupted from Grandmother's hand, while her sword swung with determined intent toward Eldor. He was so overwhelmed by the frontal assault that the sword at the rear had a clear shot. Only at the last minute did Eldor deflect it from a blow to his heart; it slid down and made a nasty gash on his leg. Within seconds, blood was everywhere, and Eldor, a surprised look on his face, collapsed.
The illusion didn't fade; it simply snapped out of existence. Grandmother stood, holding the sword, staring horrified at Nadezhda, who lay on the ground with blood gushing from her thigh. Grandmother knew instantly that the conjured sword had sliced a major artery. "I'll go get help," she said frantically as the real sword fell to the ground.
"No time," Nadezhda said. Her complexion was already fading toward white as she lost more and more blood. "Heal me."
"I ... I can't!" Grandmother complained weakly.
"You must!" Nadezhda insisted, her voice losing its intensity. "I'll bleed to death while you go for help. You must heal me!"
Grandmother fell to her knees beside the elder, and furrowed her brow in concentration. She'd once known the healing spells, but they seemed cloudy memories. She grasped at one, and suddenly, it became clear. It was also the wrong spell for the situation. Focusing once again, she clutched at another, missing it the first time but snaring it the second. Again, it clarified. It would have to do; Nadezhda was extremely pale, and the pool of blood on the ground was growing larger. Grandmother took two deep breaths, and then incanted as her fingers waggled through the spell's template. She felt power flowing into her hands, which she then laid on Nadezhda's injured leg. Grandmother winced at the pain that was reflected back to her, an intense burning sensation from the elder's wound, but held her hands. Power flowed into the elder, slowly at first, but with increasing speed.
When Grandmother sat back on her heels, her healing energy spent, she looked at Nadezhda. The elder's color was better than the ghostly tint of moments ago, and it appeared that the artery had closed, staunching the blood flow.
The elder's eyes opened, and she smiled at Grandmother. "I knew you could do it."
Grandmother waited, glancing around, looking for the scene to shift yet again, but it didn't. "This ... this isn't another illusion, is it?" she asked hesitantly.
Nadezhda shook her head. "No. This is real."
A look of horror crossed Grandmother's face. "I ... I almost killed you!" she cried.
"It seems I underestimated your powers," Nadezhda said with a tiny smile. "I think the lesson is complete for the day. Help me up, and we'll go back to the cottages."
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"Liz!" Anya called when she noticed the blonde head-lifeguard walking toward the employee hut. "Wait up!"
Liz sighed heavily, and then tried to put on a smile. "What's up?" she asked in a guardedly-friendly tone.
"I was wondering if you and some of the girls wanted to go to the club tonight? It _is_ Friday night, and it's kind of a tradition."
Liz felt her muscles tense, and she fought to keep a civil tongue. It _had_ been a routine gathering – until Anya started hanging out almost exclusively with Oksana. "I'm sorry, but I won't be able to make it. I've got an intimate dinner date with Kyle tonight, and then we're taking his niece Chloe to a movie."
"Well, I guess the rest of us can go, but it won't be the same without you."
Liz nearly bit her tongue. It hadn't been the same without Anya for quite a while, and _she_ thought nothing of that!
"I guess I'll ask Jenny if she wants to go."
Liz sighed and shook her head. "If you remember, Jenny is taking tomorrow off, because she and Melinda rented a sailboat and are spending the weekend sailing with Natty and a couple of her friends."
Anya rolled her eyes. "Oh, yeah. That was forgetful of me. Natty and Megan and their boyfriends – what are their names? Oh, yes, Jeff and Eric – they changed so they can have a girls' weekend sailing."
"And Holly is taking the weekend with Chuck at Crystal Lake," Liz added.
"Doesn't sound like much of the gang is left." She sounded disappointed, which was a change of attitude for her lately. "Well, have fun with Kyle." She turned and walked off toward the office. Already, her mind was racing. Were the girls avoiding her? Or were they just coincidentally occupied at the same time?
As she neared the office, Anya noticed Vicky heading toward the women's showers. "Vicky," she called.
Vicky turned, and her cheerful expression became quite neutral when she spotted Anya. "Hi, Anya," she said, forcing herself to be civil.
"I'm not doing anything tonight. Do you want to do some bridal things, like looking at dresses, and cakes, and such?" Anya asked, her voice carrying a little hope.
"Oh, I'm sorry," Vicky said, "but Rob and I are spending the evening with my parents." She pasted on a smile. "It's nice that Rob is bonding with them so well after he lost his own family. Why don't you and Greg go out for dinner and dancing?" she asked.
Anya's sudden scowl told Vicky more than enough. "I don't think so," she said gruffly. "He's always too busy with his school projects or his fraternity, among other things."
Vicky caught the insinuation in Anya's words and tone. "I don't think Greg would ever do anything like that."
"Yes, he would," Anya snapped. "He's just like any other guy in that regard. I saw how he was talking and dancing with Trish the other night!"
"Greg is _not_ interested in Trish," Vicky said firmly. "You should know that."
"Oh yeah? Why is he blowing me off again?"
"How long of an advance notice did you give him?" Vicky saw the surprised look on Anya's face. "Is this a spur-of-the-moment thing? If so, you're getting pretty upset when he might already have made legitimate plans because he thought _you_ had plans already."
"You're taking his side, too, aren't you?" Anya said half-accusingly. "Well, fine! I'll just go out myself tonight. There are some pretty good resorts in the otherworld, where at least the company won't lie to me because they're jealous of my powers and friends!"
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"I have taught you all that I can," Nadezhda said solemnly. "Now you must go back, before it's too late for Anya."
Grandmother gave Nadezhda a hug. "I thank you for your instruction, and your hospitality. All of you," she added, glancing around the room where the rest of the clan was gathered.
"I have two more things to give you," Nadezhda said. At her signal, one of the older women came forward holding something wrapped in leather. She handed it to Grandmother, who looked at it, and then at Nadezhda, bewildered.
"It belonged to your mother. You should have it."
Grandmother gasped lightly; this was totally unexpected. "I ... I don't know what to say! I thought ... that you'd reject me, but instead ...." She wiped the tears from her eyes, and then turned her attention to the bundle. Slowly, deliberately, she unfolded the leather wrapping, and revealed a large, and quite ancient, book. She looked up at Nadezhda.
"It is your mother's grimoire. Even at the last, she was hopeful that someday, you would have it." She embraced Grandmother once more, then stepped back. "Now, go, Innochka," she said, "but know you are welcome back anytime, because you are family."
Grandmother's eyes widened, and her jaw dropped when she realized what Nadezhda had said. "You mean ...?" she asked, almost unwilling to believe what she'd heard.
"I mean, Innochka," Nadezhda said, smiling, "that you are of the clan. You always will be."
Grandmother sobbed, overwhelmed by emotions. She'd been treated far better by the clan that she'd expected, welcomed like long-lost family. Instead of suspicion and hostility, she received warmth and compassion. Instead of a sentence of death, she received life – and what was more, she received her name back. She _was_ part of the clan. Tears of joy streamed down her cheeks, but she didn't care as she embraced the clan members, starting with another hug for Nadezhda, her own grandmother.
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With a somewhat jaunty step, Grandmother stepped into the office, feeling incredibly relaxed and relieved after her trip. True, the train trip and flight had been fatiguing, but the gifts she'd received had filled her with such joy that she barely remembered the journey. Under Grandmother's arm was the tome from her mother, from Marusya, a precious connection to her long-dead mother.
Across the office, Anya sat at her desk, looking bored as she sorted mail. "Oh, good," she said, not sounding at all like she'd missed Grandmother, "you're back."
"Yes, and it was a good trip. Tell me, what did I miss?" Grandmother asked.
"Not much," Anya answered as she rose from her desk. "Just the usual. Some unhappy male customers, bills, one of the pumps burned out, so we've got the Twister down while Jenny repairs it. Normal stuff."
"Nothing ... unusual between you and Selena?" Grandmother asked carefully.
Anya scowled. "Well, she was a little pushy at times. Mostly with the magic changes." She shook her head. "It's like she doesn't trust me." She shrugged off the concern. "Well, I've got to get ready to go. We're going to spend an afternoon and evening on the Riviera," she announced as if it was as routine as going shopping at the mall.
"You and Greg?"
"Oh, please!" Anya snorted derisively. "He's being a pissed-off baby right now, angry because I don't spend enough time with him, and then he has the nerve to go out dancing with Trish, the new girl!" She shook her head. "No, I'm going with someone fun. Oksana."
"Anya, you know Greg would never cheat on you."
"You sound like Vicky and Liz now, defending him when he screws up. Well, I'm not buying it. Gotta run. Bye." She waved her fingers and vanished, leaving Grandmother sitting in the office, absolutely stunned.
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Janet and Shelly sat nervously in their apartment, Janet on the sofa and Shelly in a wing chair nearby. They glanced at each other nervously, and then at the clock, repeating this ritual every couple of minutes.
"Only a few more minutes," Janet said nervously.
"Have you got any idea of what you want?" Shelly asked softly. She didn't trust herself to sit next to Janet, because she knew she'd want to hug and cuddle with Janet, and then the change would inevitably happen.
"I think so. You?"
"I'm not sure. I could probably go either way," Shelly admitted.
"I ... I want to stay like I am," Janet blurted out suddenly.
"What?"
"I want to stay like I am, so we can have a relationship!"
"Why? Why not change back, and let me stay?" Shelly asked, confused by Janet's desire.
"Because ... lots of people know me – Mack – as gay. If I suddenly became straight, it might cause ... issues. If I stay, then I'll get to start over. And I'll be able to be with you."
"That sort of makes sense. Assuming that I didn't want to stay, too."
"Do you?"
"I ... I ...." Shelly thought a moment. "Yeah. I know that Selena said that my relationships with my friends and family would change if I stayed female. I ... I don't care. You're too important to me."
Janet sighed. "I can. My dad – he hates the fact that I'm gay, but I'm not sure he'll be more understanding if I'm a lesbian. He, and several others, cut me out of their wills. Mom, well, she tries, but she just can't understand. But if I'm Janet, maybe, hopefully, that'll be better, and I'll have family that will actually talk to me."
"I didn't know." Shelly looked thoughtful for a moment. "You realize that if we both stay, we'll need to have sperm donors if we want children."
"Yeah. I considered that." Her face lit up. "What if we stored 'samples' from our male selves, so we could impregnate each other?"
Shelly started to perk up, but then paused. "I think Selena said that reality would change completely, so we wouldn't have been men to give the samples."
"Oh, yeah," Janet began, but she stopped, a surprised look on her face. "I think it's starting," she said softly as tingling began to spread through her body. She glanced at Shelly, and saw that she, too, was wide-eyed and surprised.
In a few minutes, it was over. Stan sat in the wing chair, his clothing having changed with him, while Mack sat nervously on the sofa. Mack glanced uneasily at Stan, not knowing how Stan would react knowing all that he did.
Stan smiled. "I guess we should get some sleep. We do have an important meeting tomorrow."
Mack started, and then a smile crept over his face. "Yes, I guess we do."
"But first, we have to stop by the bank so we can make withdrawals," Stan continued.
"Both of us?"
"Because," Stan said with a smile, "if we're going to change so we can be girlfriends ...,"
"More than girlfriends?" Mack asked hopefully.
"More than girlfriends," Stan corrected himself with a smile, "then we both need passes. And don't worry; I can help out with your pass, since your finances are a little tighter than mine."
"You're going to be good to me, aren't you?" Mack teased.
"Not once we've changed," Stan laughed. "I'll want to be a bit ... naughty."
"In bed?"
Stan blushed, giving Mack his answer.
The two slowly rose from their seats. For a moment, they were unsure of just what to do – handshake, hug, or nothing. But finally, Stan gave Mack a 'guy hug'. "We'll talk more at breakfast, okay?"
There wasn't much more to talk about at breakfast. Instead, they joked about whether Janet was going to be a high-maintenance girlfriend or not, whether her shopping habits were going to drive Stan nuts, and a variety of other lighthearted topics.
An hour and a half later, after a stop at two banks, they arrived at Bikini Beach. As they got out of the car, Stan glanced across the roof at Mack. "Nervous?"
"Would it surprise you if I said that I actually wasn't?" Mack laughed.
"So am I. Are you sure this is the way you want to go?"
"I'm sure," Mack answered firmly.
Selena was at the ticket booth; she smiled and directed the two into the office, pausing to hang a 'back in 5 minutes' sign before she left. Inside the office, the guys were surprised to see Grandmother in her chair; she'd been absent for quite a while, and they'd had to deal with Anya and Selena. They far preferred to deal with Selena.
"Now," Grandmother began in a warm, friendly tone, "I understand that you two have been talking a lot about what you want to do now."
"Yes, ma'am," Stan said nervously. He wasn't quite sure how he should deal with Grandmother.
"Oh, don't be nervous," Grandmother said with a smile. She rolled her eyes skyward. "Where are my manners?" Turning to the guys, she continued, "Would you care for something to drink? Iced tea? Soft drinks? Juice?"
Stan shook his head. "No thank you," he said. Mack likewise turned down the offer.
"Okay then," Grandmother said as she guided the men to the casual area and sat down in one of the wing chairs, "You two have something to talk to me about, right?"
Stan glanced at Mack, and then nodded. "After Anya changed us, we ... found our lives a little ... complicated."
"Mostly about what happens when we changed back," Mack added quickly.
"But you've talked about it?" The guys both nodded. "This is a one-way change. It's not possible to reverse it once a person buys a lifetime pass," Grandmother cautioned. "Are you sure you've thought this through?"
"Ma'am," Stan said, his voice firm with conviction, "we've thought and talked about almost nothing else for the last week."
"And your decision?"
Stan's mouth dropped open for a moment. "Don't you have some magic thing that you already know?" he stammered.
"Well, I didn't want to be a show-off," Grandmother admitted with a grin.
"I'm going to change back to Janet," Mack said, a tiny squeak of nervousness in his voice.
"You're sure?"
Mack nodded. "I like being Janet. And maybe I can repair some family relationships if I'm changed."
"That's not guaranteed at all," Grandmother cautioned.
"It can't be worse than it is right now," Mack complained bitterly. "I'm an outcast to my family," he said, "and to almost all my high school friends, just because I admitted who I am."
"Okay. I'm pretty satisfied that you've given this proper consideration. Stan?"
Stan glanced at Mack, and then nodded. "I'm sure. When we were girls, it was ... magical. I want to keep that."
Grandmother nodded. "You should be happy to know that I've also done some magic checking, and I know there's no reason for me to _not_ sell both of you passes." She stood. "Shall we?" She gestured to her desk.
Once the paperwork was done, Grandmother looked at the two soon-to-be lovebirds. "I know you both want children. If you'd like, I can 'freeze' some of each of your sperm out of the reality change, so you _would_ be able to be inseminated by each other's former male self."
Stan and Mack's eyes lit up at that revelation. "You can do that? Will that ... cost extra?"
"Since we messed up a bit with you, consider it part of the service. Now I know it's going to be embarrassing, but ...." She handed cups to both men. "If you take samples before you shower, they'll be preserved, and I'll get them to a cryo-freeze facility I know to safeguard them." She smiled. "And don't worry – I can put a little something extra on you so that your, um, samples are of significant quantity and quality for future use."
Stan and Mack were both beet-red at Grandmother's comments, but also delighted that she'd thought of doing this favor for them. They took the cups and, still red-faced, walked to the shower room.
Twenty minutes later, Janet and Shelly bounced happily out of the locker room, huge grin on their faces, and holding hands, to where Grandmother waited. "Well?" Grandmother asked.
With a broad grin, Janet wrapped her arms around Shelly, pulling her toward her and into a very passionate kiss. When they broke apart, both nearly breathless, Janet grinned. "What do you think?"
"I think I'm in love with the most beautiful woman in the world," Shelly said with a silly grin on her face.
"That's my line," Janet teased. Then she kissed Shelly again, longer, and with even more passion.
Later in the day, in the office, Selena and Grandmother watched her scrying ball as the two lovers kissed yet again. "I think they'll be happy together," Grandmother said with a contented smile.
"What? No certainty? You don't know?" Selena asked, dumbfounded.
"Well, yes, I do know," Grandmother admitted sheepishly, "but I wasn't going to tell you. If you want to know, do your own scrying."
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"And that's what happened," Grandmother said, picking up her iced tea and taking a sip. "Nadezhda said that we can keep her from turning, but we have to make sure that our love and friendship distract her from her anger."
Greg shook his head sadly. "That's going to be hard," he said. "She ... she's been so cold toward me. She's canceled at least a dozen dates at the last minute, and always so she could do something with Oksana. She accused me of hitting on Trish, the new girl. And ..."
Grandmother placed her hand gently on his arm. "I know what she did to you. I know how embarrassed, and hurt, you must feel." She sighed. "But we still have to love her."
"I ... I wanted," Greg began, "I wanted to propose to her," he finally said. "But now ...." He shook his head. "I'm not sure. She's not the same girl I fell in love with. I ... I don't know her anymore. I ... I couldn't marry her the way she is now." His face bore a determined, resolute frown, even though Grandmother could read the turmoil of angst behind the façade.
"I knew you had bought a ring," Grandmother said sadly, "before all this started. And I'm hoping that you won't have to return it."
"I don't know if I can do it," he said. "Not after what she's done to me."
"Greg," Grandmother said firmly, causing him to look up at her. "You loved her, but you're confused by what she's going through. If you still love her, even a little bit, you need to be strong, and to fight for her. You need to help keep the darkness away from her. You need to hang on to that love you feel."
"I'll try," Greg said. "I guess."
"Do, or do not. There is no try."
Greg let out a tiny chuckle at Grandmother's words. "I ... I want to fight for her. She means more to me than anything."
"Then fight. Don't let her ever forget that you love her, no matter what. Don't let that sweet girl inside this shell of confusion get away."
Greg scooted a few inches closer, and then wrapped his arms around the old woman. "Thank you, Grandmother," he said softly.
Grandmother embraced him, offering him what comfort and succor she could. "Call me Innochka," she said softly. "When we're alone."
Greg's eyes widened, and he pulled back so he could see Grandmother's face, to see if she was pulling his leg.
"My ... grandmother, the matron who banished me but let me live, gave me my name back."
Greg embraced her again. "That sounds wonderful." He paused again, and asked, "Does Anya know?"
"No," Grandmother said sadly. "And I'm not going to tell her, at least not until this is all over. So please don't tell anyone else."
"I won't, Gr ..." Greg stopped and smiled. "Innochka. What does it mean, anyway?"
"It means 'innocent'," Grandmother said with a smile. "What I hope for my granddaughter as well."
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So ends the tale of Stan and Mack
The tale of the Temptation of Anya continues in Part 3
Part 3 - Crossroads
by ElrodW
Anya is at a crossroads; will she fall to the plotting of darkness, or can the BB gang save her from a fate worse than death? And at what cost?
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This story is copyright by the author. It is protected by licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License
"Hi, Greg," Anya purred as she slid into the booth beside Greg at the campus diner.
Greg turned, surprised. "Oh, hi," he replied. "I didn't expect to see you here."
Anya took his face between her hands and kissed him, a sight that attracted more than a little attention in the dining hall of the student union building. She released him, and a frown flitted across her pretty features. "Aren't you happy to see me?" she asked, disappointed that he hadn't responded more passionately.
"Well, yeah," Greg said with a gulp, "but ... this is kind of ... public."
"So?" Anya asked, a bit annoyed. "That never stopped you before."
"True," Greg sighed. Right then, he didn't want to deal with Anya. Then again, Grandmother had told him what he had to do. "But other times, I wasn't studying for a test or working so hard on the park's expansion."
Anya wrapped her arm around Greg's shoulder. "You know," she cooed, "I could help you with your studying so we have more time together."
Greg recoiled, a stunned look on his face. "I thought ... you said you'd never do that, even if I asked."
"Well," Anya began, trying but failing to sound sheepishly apologetic, "those times I wasn't missing my boyfriend so much because he was always busy studying and working."
"It's a big test tomorrow, and I've been so busy that I haven't had a lot of time to study, so tonight is crunch night – after I get off work at the project."
"Are you sure?" Anya said, running her fingers up and down Greg's chest. "I could make it worth your while."
Greg shuddered inwardly. 'Yeah, like the last time was so worth _my_ while,' he thought to himself. 'Like I'm just aching to do _that_ again!' "That'll just distract me from studying," he said aloud.
For the briefest of moments, Anya's eyes burned, but she quickly put her 'friendly, sexy' face back on. "If you want to take a break, I'm not doing anything tonight," she whispered into his ear.
"Oh? Is Oksana doing something else without you?" Greg asked, and instantly he regretted his words.
The angry look was back in her eyes. "You make it sound like I spend _all_ my time with her," Anya snapped.
"Sometimes," Greg said hesitantly, "it seems like it."
"Oh?" Anya asked, standing up and glaring at him. "And just _who_ is turning down whom tonight?"
Greg wanted to argue, but he gulped when he remembered Grandmother's words. "I don't want to fight, Anya," he said softly.
"You're doing a poor job of showing it," she countered fiercely.
Greg took a deep breath to steady himself. He knew they were making a scene, and even though it was embarrassing, he needed to say some things. "I _miss_ you," he said simply, looking into her hard eyes. "We used to do everything together, but lately ...."
A little of the fire died from Anya's eyes. "I ... I suppose I could see how you feel neglected," she tried to ease the tension.
Greg relaxed visibly – a bit. "Yeah, some."
"I promise I'll make it up to you. Maybe tomorrow night we can have a nice ...." She broke off, frowning. "Can't do tomorrow night. We're going to a concert in LA. But the night after? Maybe a nice dinner, some wine, a nice movie at home ...." She left it pretty plain what she was suggesting.
"Uh, maybe," Greg stammered, suddenly thinking of the other night when Anya had cast a spell on him so that _she_ was the only one who got any enjoyment out of their sex. He couldn't help but frown.
Anya noticed. "What's wrong?"
"It's ... nothing," he tried to slither out of a discussion that he knew wouldn't go well.
"No, there _is_ something," Anya scowled. "What's ...?" Her eyes widened. "You're still mad about the other night, aren't you?"
"Wouldn't you be? I mean, that was pretty ... humiliating!" Greg hissed, his anger and embarrassment at the incident having displaced any conciliatory feelings he had.
Anya stiffened. "Well, I _was_ thinking about how I could make it up to you," she snorted.
Grandmother's warning was echoing loudly in Greg's ears. Even though he was very angry with Anya at the moment, he had to remain calm, and show her that he cared, if he was to have any hope whatsoever of helping her, let alone trying to regain her love. "I'm sorry," Greg apologized softly. "It's ....." He shook his head, uncertain what he wanted to say. "I don't like fighting. I'd rather do something fun."
Anya felt her anger and determination waver. She hadn't expected an apology, but more confrontation. "I guess I was pretty selfish," she said softly. "If you need to take a break, I'm going to be around." She leaned over and gave him a kiss, then smiled and walked away, pausing to smile over her shoulder at him.
Behind her, Greg shuddered. His apology had been very difficult, and he wasn't completely certain that Anya's response had been genuine. And he still wasn't convinced that they'd ever regain the magic that they'd once had in their relationship. He sighed heavily, letting his head loll forward, as he had the crushing feeling that he really had lost Anya, that she'd changed far more than he'd previously thought. And he wasn’t certain that he was willing to climb out on a limb emotionally to fight for her again, knowing that he might be – once more – dashed to the ground and having his heart broken again.
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A thick, gray fog enveloped the entire area, making it impossible to see anything more than five or six feet away. Clad in a nighty and fuzzy bunny slippers, the dark-haired girl stumbled blindly about, her eyes darting about wildly as she looked desperately for something of a landmark or guide. Alas, there was none to be found, and she meandered about more, her sense of unease growing with every passing moment.
"Join me," a seductive voice purred from off to one side. Anya spun, peering into the thick fog as a figure slowly slipped, wrath-like, through the mists, becoming more solid with every step. "Join me," she purred again, "and I'll help you."
"Who are you?" Anya demanded.
The figure smiled as she took another step toward Anya. Now she was visible as more than a shadow, even though wisps of fog wrapped occasionally around her. She was much shorter than Anya – perhaps five foot if even that, and she had pure white skin. She seductively licked her jet-black lips, tossing her head in a sexy fashion to get a few strands of her ebony hair from her face. A youthful hand reached toward Anya, alabaster skin emerging from the form-fitting red dress that clung to the girl's every curve, accentuating her generous bosom and sexy figure. "I can help you," the teenaged girl purred again, reaching her hand, the fingers tipped by black claws, toward Anya. "Join me."
Anya felt an almost overwhelming need to give herself to this strange girl, a lust she hadn't felt in ages burning within her, and the seductive voice promising to help her. "Who ... who are you?"
The girl smiled, and Anya could see the points of small fangs in her mouth. "Give yourself to your feelings. I feel your lust. I feel your need to be satisfied. Give yourself to me." Her blood-red, slitted eyes should have alarmed Anya as being non-human, but she felt powerfully drawn to this enigmatic young girl.
Anya felt herself taking a hesitant step toward the girl, even though she knew, intellectually, that she shouldn't. But the girl was so sexy, and she was making Anya feel so alive with passion.
"No!" another voice cooed from behind her. "You don't want her. I can help you find the peace and tranquility you have always needed."
Anya spun again, and found another figure emerging from the fog. This shape was several inches taller than the alabaster girl, and it seemed that she glided across the fog rather than walked through it, with a movement that was both graceful and purposeful.
"You want peace, and that I can give you," the girl, now revealed as another teenager, purred. Her long, flame-red hair danced mischievously around her breathtakingly gorgeous face, parting to reveal long, pointed ears like a Vulcan – or, Anya realized, a sidhe, an ancient elf, or fey. She was clad in a tight-fitting dress of earthtones, which clung like a film to her extremely generous breasts, narrow waist, and perfectly-proportioned flared hips. The dress ended a few inches above her knees, showing a little of her nearly-perfect skin; below her knees, she wore brown, knee-high, calf-tight boots. Her deep violet, almond-shaped eyes gazed at Anya with a soothing, almost magical, calming effect. "I can give you the peace you seek."
"You want to give yourself to your lust," the other girl sang, causing Anya to turn her body, so that her shoulders were aligned between the two, and her head could pivot to look at either. "You want fun, adventure, passion. You want power."
"Who are you?" she demanded again, less sure of herself this time.
"I can give you your lust, your passion, your adventure, and more. Join me." Her voice alone could have ensnared dozens of men to do her will – and Anya realized that it was having the same effect on her.
"Come to me," the sidhe said in her calm, soothing, melodious voice. Anya spun, and saw the girl's arms reaching for her. "You need peace and tranquility. I offer that to you."
Anya looked back and forth between the two of them, confusion on her features. She stepped back, to avoid both of them, but she turned suddenly when she bumped into someone behind her.
A lithe, black, teenage girl stood, blocking Anya's way. As Anya took a step back, the girl moved with cat-like grace toward her, matching Anya's move, but with a studied determination in her every step. "Choose," she said in a neutral voice.
Anya tried to move past her, but the girl sidestepped with surprising speed. Frowning, angry at the impediment, Anya pushed at the girl ... and before she knew what had happened, the girl sidestepped the push, took Anya's arm, and used it to lever her back toward the two girls who were beckoning to her. "Choose," the black girl said again as she thrust Anya between the two temptresses.
Anya gritted her teeth; this was foolish. She began to incant, which brought laughter from the two girls. Practically snarling, Anya loosed her magic.
And gasped when nothing happened. "You fool. Do you think your magic works in this realm of dreams?" the alabaster demon-girl laughed.
Anya darted forward, away from the black girl, and smacked into a short girl with a tiny waist and broad hips, but a small bustline. Her hair was dark, in a spikey punk style, and she wore a distinctive blazer atop a pair of perfectly-tailored pants. Despite the size difference, Anya rebounded from the punk girl like a ping-pong ball ricocheting from a brick wall. "Choose," the punk-girl echoed from her perfect, kissable lips. Her deep green eyes gazed at Anya with a determination that was unnerving.
Her heart racing as panic began to envelop her, Anya sidestepped the punk girl, and began to run between the punk girl and the demon-girl. Not surprisingly, another figure blocked her, a pre-teen girl, with Asian features, shoulder-length, straight black hair partially covering her face, giving her a shy look. The girl sat, cross-legged, on a floating blanket, almost like a guru in meditation, but she gazed at Anya with a surprising intensity. Beside the girl, a pink disk floated, a few odd instruments extended menacingly from it. It looked like a cross between a Hello Kitty toy and the torture droid from Star Wars.
In a full panic now, Anya dashed back across the forming circle of teenagers, right into the grasp of a young, buff boy who was peering at her with a charming smile. Though he was only as tall as Anya, his body was toned, like a dancer, with well-defined, if not overly-large, muscles. Another teenager, he looked the part of a heartthrob, his light-grey eyes giving him an exotic appeal. He grasped her arms in a vice-like grip, and Anya's eyes widened at the realization that he wasn't even trying to hold her tightly, that he could probably crush her like a paper cup. "Choose," he said, turning her back to the center and giving her a nudge.
Anya looked around again, feeling uneasy. Between the demon-girl and the strong boy, a girl straight out of an anime comic appeared, with blue hair in an impossible spiky hairdo that swept back and up, cat-like, golden eyes with vertical, cat-slit pupils, and pointed feline ears that stuck straight out from the sides of her head. She grinned maliciously, and displayed sharp, long canine teeth. In one of her hands, a tiny, glowing ball of energy floated near her palm. "Choose," the cat-girl said.
Gasping at the sight, Anya stepped back into the center and watched as two more teenagers completed the circle; an Asian girl that looked like she was straight from the set of "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon", with verdant jade-green eyes and straight black hair. She wore a pair of simple pants under a long-necked, sleeveless Mandarin top. The most striking feature of this girl, however, was the green sword with strange etchings held in her hand in a way that suggested that she knew how to use the blade, and wasn't afraid of using it.
Another girl sidled up to the punk girl, this one taller and chocolate-skinned, with a figure that was showing promise of extreme beauty and curves in a few years. She put her arm around the waist of the punk girl and leaned her head on the punk-girl's shoulder, never taking her gaze from Anya.
Anya turned in a slow circle, and realized that the teenagers were slowly closing in on her. "I'm an adult," she snapped. "You're just kids. You have to listen to me."
"Oh?" the sidhe girl asked with a smirk. She waved her fingers, and instantly, Anya felt herself shrinking, losing height and weight quickly. She felt braces from her sophomore year in high school form in her mouth. She didn't need a mirror to know that the elf-girl had just made her the age of the rest of the group.
"Choose your path," the group called to her in unison.
"I offer you a path of peace and tranquility," the elf-girl said again in a soothing, mellifluous voice.
"You want passion and adventure. You crave power. Give yourself to me, and it will be yours," the alabaster girl purred seductively.
The group took another step toward her, and Anya felt a tingling around her. Looking down, she saw a circle with mystic runes form around her, a magic circle which would stop her magic, and imprison her.
"You must choose," the sidhe and the demon-girl intoned together again.
Anya woke in a cold sweat, her pulse rapid as her heart raced wildly. She sat, working to control her breathing, until she felt a small measure of calm come back to her. "Damn you, Greg!" she snapped to no-one in particular. "You and those stupid on-line stories!"
She glanced at the clock, and, sighing, slipped from bed, putting on her fuzzy bunny slippers. A moment of dread realization hit her, and her heart pounded again. In the dream, she'd been wearing those same slippers. Recoiling as if struck by a snake, Anya kicked off the offending slippers. She padded softly to her kitchen, where she nervously fixed herself a cup of chamomile tea. As she drank the tea, sitting at her table, she winced or outright flinched at every little creak or bang in the building. Finally, she turned off the kitchen light and plodded to the sofa, where she lay down, pulled a blanket over herself, and eased her head onto a pillow, her eyes darting about the room uneasily.
**********
Grandmother glanced around nervously, expecting trouble. She was gathered with many of her employees and their friends in a very sumptuous meeting room which, based on how ostentatious it was, was very obviously not associated with Bikini Beach, where Grandmother used a modest, understated tone on everything. Grandmother forced a smile to the woman seated at the head of the table. "Thanks for a room on such short notice, Ronnie," she said.
"Based on what you told me on the phone, I figured it was very important," Ronnie answered.
"It is," Grandmother answered slowly. She glanced around the table, at the figures sitting with somber or even grim expressions, not touching the soft drinks which had been set out for them. There was Jenny, the park's red-haired beauty of a mechanic, her partner Melinda, Jenny's niece and thirteen-year-old troublemaker Natty. Vicky sat stiffly, as did Holly beside her. Only Liz appeared less than nervous, but Grandmother realized that was probably a lot more from her long years of experience of hiding her nerves. Greg, too, sat in the room, looking sullen and dejected, already knowing what Grandmother had to say. "I suppose you all wonder why I asked you to meet me here?"
"Anya," Liz said with certainty, voicing the answer that everyone knew but hesitated to say.
"She's getting very ... unpredictable," Jenny added.
Natty shook her head. "No," she replied firmly. "She's turned nasty."
Melinda, closest to the girl, tried to hush her, but Grandmother shook her head. "There's no beating around the bush here. Natty's right. Since Oksana came, Anya's judgment is ... gone. She's not acting with the morality and ethics that she always beat on me about."
There was a long pause, and then Holly piped up, "What can we do? How do we help her, when Oksana is always around, and always seems to be egging her on?"
"Can't you, you know, get rid of Oksana?" Melinda asked hopefully.
Grandmother shook her head. "I will _not_ stoop to murder," she said firmly. "And even if I were that immoral, I doubt that I could stop Oksana. Worse, if I did anything to Oksana, with Anya's current confused state of mind, it might anger her, and push her to the darkness." She sighed. "I can't take that chance, even if I would let myself."
"So what _can_ we do?" Liz asked bluntly.
Grandmother took a box from her purse and took off the lid. "I want each of you to put on this pin. Wear it as a pin, or a medallion, or anything, but I want you ... I _need_ you ... to wear them at all times." She passed the box to Jenny, who took one and then passed the box down.
"What ... what are they?" Jenny asked as she pinned the small metal object on her T-shirt.
"They're ... protection for you. In case Anya loses her temper, or her judgment, and tries to do something to you."
"Like shields or something?" Natty asked, wide-eyed.
"Not quite. One thing I have to tell you is that the protection will guard one-hundred percent against dangerous attacks, that would injure or kill you. Other attacks or magic will appear to change you, but the spell will wear off after a few minutes."
"Ah," Liz said, "decoys. If Anya does something, she'll think it worked, but we'll be protected."
"Exactly."
"Do you have a supercharged one for Greg? He's probably the most vulnerable, and the one Anya would most go after if she gets angry," Holly observed.
"And he's had a protection charm for a while now," Grandmother replied. As the box was passed around the table, including to Ronnie, Grandmother continued. "The matron of my clan, Nadezhda, told me that the best thing we can do for Anya is to let her know that we all love her and care for her, and use those caring feelings to distract her from angry ones."
Vicky scowled. "That's easier said than done. She really hurt me when she blew off all the wedding prep stuff we'd planned."
"And all the times she's blown off dates and stuff with me. And ..." Greg stopped suddenly, shaking his head and blushing at the memory of how Anya had humiliated him. There was no need for the others to know those details.
"I know she's been a pain in the rear, uncaring, and even mean to some of you. Nevertheless, if we care about her, we have to try to let her know that we love her and support her. That's the one sure-fire way to defeat the darkness."
**********
Natty and Megan piled out of Megan's mom's car, eager for a fun day at their favorite waterpark. Both girls were bubbly-happy, even giddy, as they considered all the fun that they'd have, especially once their friends joined them at lunchtime. "What are we going to do first?" Megan asked eagerly.
"Wild River Run?"
Megan grinned. "I _love_ that ride!"
As they walked toward the gate, Natty slowed. She saw Anya in the ticket booth, and Oksana entering the booth from the rear. "Go on ahead," Natty said, her joy suddenly vanishing.
Megan glanced at Natty and saw her worried frown. She followed Natty's gaze to the booth. "I don't like that Oksana girl," Megan said bluntly. "She's ... I don't know. I get the feeling that she wants people to be unhappy like she is."
"Yeah. Me, too."
Natty heard some guys behind her, and she glanced over her shoulder. Sure enough, three older guys, probably college-age, were walking toward the ticket booth, joking and laughing lightheartedly as they walked.
"Come on so Anya doesn't see us," Natty urged. She grabbed Megan's hand and pulled her to the gate, where they swiped their cards and stepped inside. "Over here," she called softly, directing Megan to a spot where they could see the ticket booth. As the two tween girls watched, the guys strolled to the booth and began to talk with Anya. Through the glass, the two girls could see a puzzled look flit across Anya's features, while at the same time, a malicious, even evil, grin formed on Oksana's face as she stood behind Anya, looking over her shoulder like she was Anya's supervisor – or master.
"Let's put our towels away, and come out here. I want to see what Anya did," Natty said as she pulled Megan by the hand to the women's locker rooms. "Hurry." The two girls dashed into the large changing room, while nearby, the three college guys, oblivious to whatever Anya and Oksana had planned for them, strode happily, laughing and joking, into the men's locker room.
In moments, Natty and Megan were out of the room, in their cute swimsuits. Natty pulled Megan to a small bench sitting outside the gift shop where the girls could watch. Due to good sound dampening and some magic, no-one in the entrance plaza could hear the screams from the men's locker, but everyone could see Anya walking determinedly toward the exit door, tugging it open so she could go inside.
"What do you suppose she did?" Megan asked in a fearful, hushed voice. She knew of the magic, and she'd heard Natty talking about how Anya seemed to not care what she did to people anymore.
"I don't know," Natty whispered back. "But I bet it's bad."
"Holy cow!" Megan and Natty said simultaneously as Anya led three very curvy, very busty girls in very skimpy bikinis out of the men's locker room. Natty peered, but all she saw on the guys' faces was a bit of confusion, and a lack of intelligence, as if only the pilot light was lit in their brains. Slowly, the confusion faded, and the trio began to giggle like total bimbos as they turned and strolled, their nearly perfect rear-ends swaying seductively, into the park.
Natty and Megan sat, their mouths agape in shock at what they'd seen. After a moment, Natty realized that Anya was not only looking at them, but was walking their way, her expression calm and happy. She walked right up to Natty and stretched out her arms. "Can I get a hug from my favorite girl?" she asked, sounding like absolutely nothing had happened.
Natty stared at Anya and her outstretched arms, and then something inside her snapped. "No!" she cried aloud. "I saw what you did! You ... you know better than to be so cruel!" she screamed, before she grabbed Megan's hand and tugged her, at a dead run, away from Anya.
Anya stood, turning to watch the girls flee from her, a look of total surprise on her features. She was stung by Natty's rejection of her affection, and wounded by Natty's accusation that she was cruel and malicious. The girls ran from her as if she were a monster. Anya was hurt, wondering why Natty had been so frightened of her and angry at her. She sank onto the bench, shaken to the core. Natty had always been loving and friendly with her. She'd helped Natty before, and after her 'change', and Natty always wanted to do things with Anya whenever possible. In a way, Natty treated Anya like a favorite aunt, or godparent, or just plain friend. But not that day. Something hurt inside Anya, a stirring of conscience, or a broken heart, but it pained her greatly, and as she sat, tears began to trickle down her cheeks at the anguish of Natty's rejection.
**********
Selena burst into the employee's hut unhappily, not caring that she banged the door open with great force, nor that she slammed it shut behind her so hard that it threatened to break the glass. "What the hell is wrong with you?" Selena demanded of Anya.
Anya, sitting on one of the sofas in the hut, almost dropped her soda when Selena started yelling at her. She stood, suddenly looking very angry. "What do you mean, what's wrong with me? What's wrong with _you_, barging in and yelling at me?" She stood at full height, her arms tensed like coiled springs, ready to strike out, and her fists balled in anger.
"I didn't change three guys in ways that are going to ruin their lives," Selena hissed. "So I'd say that there's something wrong with _you_!" She put her hands on her hips, her weight cocked mostly to her left leg.
"I didn't ruin their lives!" Anya defended herself. "They were looking for a good time. I gave them that!"
"You gave them a weekend of being sex-starved, air-headed bimbos. And if that weren't enough, you made it so they'd remember!"
"So?"
"Were you too busy to check to see that the blonde is going to be so confused and distraught that he's going to try to kill himself? Or didn't you even care to check? And he'll try, not once, but three times, before he's institutionalized for a few months. If that doesn't ruin his college career, what does?" She glared at Anya as the other girl digested her words. "And the tall guy – he's going to be so confused that he'll break off his engagement to his fiancé. Did you think about that? Or was he just another mortal plaything for your amusement? Is that what you're thinking, Adyna?" Selena hissed.
"I'm not your mother!" Anya screamed at Selena.
"No? You're sure as hell acting like it," Selena snarled. "What you're doing is just plain wrong! It's long past confused, or messed up. You're a bitch!"
"I am _not_ wrong! Anya screamed. "Why is everyone accusing me of being vicious and mean? Or are you just jealous of my new powers? Is that it?"
"Jealous? Hah! If that's how you use your new powers, you can keep them! Because I sure as hell don't want them if they'd make me as wicked as you're becoming!"
Anya leaned a little forward, her arms drawing up and her fingers unclenching. Selena knew that Anya was very close to being irrational. "You need to apologize to me _right now_, or you can leave the park – permanently!"
"I think your grandmother makes all the staffing decisions," Selena replied, crossing her arms defiantly in front of her.
Anya was visibly fuming. Selena knew that she'd pushed, maybe a little too hard. Softly, she began to sing the song that Grandmother had taught her, feeling the energy flowing through her and around her.
Anya froze, startled, her arms starting to raise, when she felt the shield form around Selena. Was the girl that frightened of what Anya might do that she felt the need to shield herself? She felt something inside her twinge yet again, just as it had when Natty had run away from her embrace. Her arms fell limp at her side, her mouth hung open in astonishment at what was happening.
Sensing that the immediate danger was past, Selena stopped the chant. "Anya," she said, a lot more softly, "you're my friend. When no-one else was there for me, you helped me more than you could know, and it seemed that you were always thinking of my well-being before your own. But something has changed, and I'm worried about you. This behavior isn't like you at all. I'm worried about my friend."
"You've got a hell of a way to show it, if that's what it is," Anya snapped, her irritation and annoyance resurfacing after her shock at the shield had worn off.
"So maybe I'm not so good at the tough love thing," Selena said.
"No shit!"
"But I do care about you, and I don't want to see you go down the path that my mother went."
"You've got a funny way of showing it, if you do," Anya spat. She started to lift her arms again, but not in an offensive posture.
"Where are you going?" Selena asked as soon as she realized that Anya was starting a teleport spell. "You're supposed to be working this afternoon."
"The otherworld," Anya said haughtily. "This morning has been too stressful, and I need to unwind some."
"So I have to pick up the slack from your work, and do my own?"
"Just wave your fingers a bit. It's a lot easier that way." Anya disappeared.
The sound of a door creaking open startled Selena, who'd been standing, stupefied, staring at where Anya had been. She nearly jumped before she recognized the intruder. "Oh, you scared me!" Selena said to the old woman.
Grandmother sighed. "I saw what happened."
"Did I ... did I go overboard?" Selena asked, frightened.
"No, I don't think so," Grandmother answered softly, putting her arm around Selena's shoulder. "You did get through to her, at least for a moment."
"I did? Because it sure didn't seem like it."
Grandmother nodded. "She was startled when you started the shield spell. You made her question what she was doing or becoming."
"It must have been a pretty quick question and answer period, then," Selena said dejectedly, "because she was back to her snotty self so fast that I didn't notice."
"You wouldn't have seen it, but Natty saw her sell the passes this morning, and after the boys changed, Anya acted like nothing was wrong and wanted to give Natty a hug."
"Oh? I take it that didn't go well?"
"Natty insinuated that she was evil and ran away without giving Anya a hug. That really got to her, at least for a bit." Grandmother rubbed her eyes, fatigued. "We just have to keep up the love part. We'll get through."
"You hope."
Grandmother nodded. "I hope." She sighed heavily. "By the way, what did you do with the boys Anya changed?"
Selena shrugged. "I couldn't take off the bimbo effects, so I just added a layer to it. When they start to get ... aroused, they'll get very sleepy. Very, very sleepy."
Grandmother permitted herself a smile. "Nice. So they'll be too tired to do any mattress mamba until the change wears off. Clever solution."
Selena walked with Grandmother back toward the office. "Did I do the right thing? Confronting her like that? And then using the shield spell?"
Grandmother shrugged. "Who's to say? You did get through to her a little. That's a lot more than I've been able to do. And the shield spell was a good precaution." She shook her head sadly. "I'm afraid that I don't know when she might go off the deep end."
"Kind of scary, isn't it," Selena observed.
"Yeah. And that's why I need you. If she does go ...." The rest didn't need to be said aloud.
**********
Grandmother looked up at Anya's empty desk and rolled her eyes. "Damned girl," she muttered. "And I need to get that paperwork done today!" This was the fourth time in a week that Anya had missed work, and it was taking a toll on her and the other employees who had to cover for work that Anya should have done. If she'd been a regular employee, Grandmother would have long since fired her.
Almost coincidentally with Grandmother's thoughts, Anya popped silently into the office. "Hi, Grandmother," she said cheerfully.
"Where have you been?" Grandmother asked, struggling mightily to keep a civil tongue despite her immense frustration with Anya.
"Oksana and I were out dancing."
Grandmother's eyes nearly bugged out. "At two in the afternoon?"
"It's almost midnight in Berlin," Anya said nonchalantly as she strolled to the refrigerator to get a soft drink. "Fantastic club. We'll have to go there again sometime."
"You know you have responsibilities around here, don't you? Everyone else is having to pick up the slack because you're gone so much."
"That's so boring," Anya yawned. "I wanted to have some fun. Speaking of which, I better pop over to see if Greg wants to get in a few hours of skiing before it gets dark."
"Skiing?" Grandmother's jaw dropped.
"Sure. Oksana and I've been skiing in Chile. They have a fantastic ski resort, with good runs, even this late in the season, and some of the instructors?" She got a twinkle in her eye. "Talk about built, and with that Latin accent. Wow!"
"You're dating Greg pretty steadily," Grandmother reminded her. "You shouldn't be fooling around like that. It's not fair to him."
"Oh, don't get your panties in a bunch!" Anya said dismissively. "I wasn't doing anything bad. Just window shopping."
"Even that's not very polite to Greg," Grandmother chided.
"Okay, whatever," Anya sighed. "Speaking of Greg, I think I'll pop over to see him rather than calling. I bet he'll be surprised." With a flourish of her hands, she disappeared again, leaving Grandmother shaking her head in disappointment and disbelief.
**********
"You can take off the afternoon and evening," Anya said, sounding more like a directive than a plea. She stood, arms crossed almost like a mother scolding a wayward child.
Greg, seated at his desk in his room at the Nu Rho Delta fraternity house, sighed. "Sorry, Anya, but I've got a test tomorrow, and I'm behind in my independent project – which happens to be the park expansion, you know. I'll probably be pulling an all-nighter."
"It'll be fun, though. And I can tell that you need a break," Anya continued, switching to a seductive tone as she began to massage Greg's shoulders.
Greg's eyes drifted closed as Anya's fingers soothingly chasing away his tension. "Mmm," he purred. "You know I'm putty in your hands when you do that."
"So, you'll take a break and we can get some skiing in?" Anya asked hopefully. "Just you and me?"
Greg was torn. On the one hand, this would be a fun outing with Anya, like they used to do before Oksana showed up. But on the other hand .... "I really wish," he said regretfully. "You don't know how tempted I am." He shook his head. "But you know I've got homework, studying, and the project that have to take priority." He glanced up and saw the disappointment on Anya's face. "Maybe we can do something like that this weekend?" he offered hopefully.
The look on Anya's face, almost as if she was angry that he dared to turn down her invitation, unnerved Greg enough that he flinched. "I might be free," she said icily. In that moment, Greg forgot about pulling her into his lap for a little cuddle and kissing time.
**********
Anya walked into the Coconut Club by herself, pausing to look around. She spotted Liz, Melinda, and Jenny sitting at a table; from the four drink glasses on the table, Anya figured that Kyle was probably with Liz. Despite the fact that the table was full, she didn't have many options in the crowded nightclub, so she sauntered over to the table, taking a little extra effort to put a sexy sway into her walk, knowing that many eyes were going to be riveted on her and her low-cut, tight-fitting blouse, and tight jeans that showed off practically every curve on her body.
Liz looked up first as Anya approached. "Damn, girl!" she whistled. "You're dressed like you're on the prowl!"
Jenny frowned when she saw Anya. "Yeah. You're going to get in trouble with Greg if guys start hitting on you."
Anya shrugged. "It's not like he's here to object, is it? Besides," she said as she pulled a chair up to the table, uninvited, "he's so busy lately that I never see him. And things are a bit ... icy between us. I don't know why he's getting so distant."
"Are you sure it's all his fault?" Melinda asked, and instantly regretted it. Comments like that were apt to set Anya off.
Anya frowned, as expected. "He's ... turned me down for some outings, like he doesn't want to spend time with me anymore. He claims that he's always busy with homework and projects and stuff. I'm starting to wonder if he's looking somewhere else."
"Are you sure?" Melinda asked, surprised. "You know he's been crazy about you since, well, probably seventh or eighth grade from what he tells me."
Anya shook her head, her eyes narrowed. "No," she insisted, "there's something more. When I'm around him, it feels like, I don't know. Cool, or even cold, deep inside him, like he doesn't care for me anymore."
Jenny shook her head. "I think you're reading more into this than the fact that he's busy. He's got his regular studies, that stupid senior project, and he's coordinating the project for Grandmother. Frankly, I don't see how he manages all that."
"It'd be nice if he'd show that he cares by making time for me," Anya complained bitterly.
"And maybe it'd be nice if you could make time for _him_, too!" Melinda snapped without thinking.
Anya's eyes were narrow slits, a deep frown on her lips. "What's that supposed to mean?" she demanded.
Melinda saw the warning signs of intense anger. "Nothing. Just that you always have time to do stuff with Oksana, but not with him. Maybe he's feeling neglected and hurt, too. Did you ever think of that?"
"What?" Anya stammered, amazed that someone would even suggest that _she_ was in the wrong, even a little bit. "I make time for him, so why would he feel neglected?"
"I don't know," Jenny said. "Maybe it's because you're spending ...." Her words halted abruptly, her eyes wide as she stared onto the dance floor. Quickly, and all too obviously, she turned her eyes back to Melinda and Liz. "... too much ... time with Oksana." There was no mistaking that she was quite rattled by something, and no matter how much she tried, she couldn't erase the fear and surprise from her expression.
Anya's eyes narrowed when she realized that something had startled Jenny quite thoroughly. Her back was to the dance floor, so whatever Jenny had seen was behind her. She turned slowly, deliberately, away from the group toward the main action where people were dancing. Recognition dawned slowly as she peered, her eyes widened in disbelief, and then slowly narrowed, one corner of her lip turning up in a nasty sneer and her lip trembled. Her fists were suddenly balled, reflecting the anger which burned in her eyes. "I'll kill that shit!" she hissed furiously, standing slowly as she spoke.
"Anya, don't!" Liz practically screamed as she leaped to her feet and held Anya's shoulders. "Don't do something rash!" She stared, like her table-mates, at the sight on the floor. Greg, Anya's boyfriend, was dancing in time with the music, grinding his body against with a young, busty blonde girl in a clingy, low-neckline dress that ended far above her knees; she was reciprocating the sexually-suggestive dancing with a very lusty look in her eyes.
Anya stood, her face a mask of rage, as the music ended and Greg led the girl off the floor, his hand pretty explicitly groping the girls ass as they walked toward the exit of the club, while she clung tightly to his waist. It didn't take a seer to know what both of them had in mind. "That two-timing son-of-a-bitch! Studying, my ass!" she hissed malevolently.
"Anya," Liz said urgently, "that can't be right! Something has to be wrong!"
"That was Greg, wasn't it?" Anya demanded, spinning toward Liz.
Liz recoiled at the fearsome sight of Anya's fury displayed. "It _looked_ like Greg," she admitted, "but I've never known Greg to do something like that!" she said, trying to defend the indefensible.
"Something's wrong here," Jenny added quickly and no less urgently. "That _can't_ be Greg. He wouldn't do something like that!"
"He's never lied to you, has he?" Melinda added. She glanced at Jenny momentarily. "Call Grandmother, now!" she whispered to her partner.
"He told me he was upset, and he's been getting more distant." She shook her head angrily, her teeth grinding together as her jaw clenched tightly. "So he thought he could just cheat in front of me, or break off our relationship without telling me? We'll just see about that."
Jenny was standing beside Anya, her arm on Anya's to steady and calm her. "Anya, please calm down and take a deep breath. You've known Greg for a long time. Has he ever done anything like this to you before?"
"All it takes is once!" Anya snarled. She turned to walk out, shaking off the hands of Liz and Jenny who were trying to sooth and slow her. "He's going to pay!"
***********
With a very puzzled – and concerned – frown, Greg pulled into the parking lot at Bikini Beach and eased his car into the first available open spot. Beside him sat his friend Rob, and behind them was Chuck, another friend and member of the NRD fraternity. The trio crawled out of the car and strode toward the office.
"Any idea what this is about?" Rob asked Greg as they walked.
Greg shook his head. "No idea. Anya just said she wanted me to explain last night, and she sounded pissed."
"That sounds weird," Chuck said. He was a couple years older than Rob and Greg, having spent a hitch in the Navy.
"Yeah, I know. She _knew_ I was going to be studying all night. I told her when she invited me to go out with her."
"Something weird is going on here," Rob observed nervously. "Does this have anything to do with the foreign girl and Anya acting strange?"
Greg's jaw dropped. "How ... how did you know?"
"Vicky told me that Anya's been getting weird ever since that Oksana girl came. I wonder – do you suppose she's doing something to Anya?" Rob asked.
Greg shrugged. "I don't know. If she is, Grandmother can't detect it."
"Yeah, well her magic is kind of weak."
"Neither could her friend Jozef."
"Who's Jozef?" Chuck asked.
"Descendant of an old friend," Greg answered. "He's got some kind of ability to detect magic, even better than Grandmother. He said he got it because Grandmother cast a lot of spells on his great-grandmother when she was young, and something caused some of the magic to stick. He's like a magic-detector."
"So it's _not_ Oksana?" Rob asked.
"Nobody knows. From what Grandmother said, she's got a very powerful aura. And Grandmother said that something seems familiar, but she can't place it."
"I guess we'll find out in a few seconds."
Greg nodded. He paused at the door, typed in the code on the number pad, and then pulled the door open. He started inside, and then froze. Anya stood in the center of the room, her arms crossed and a deep scowl on her face. Beside her stood Oksana, trying also to frown, but unable to prevent a bit of a smug smile from showing. "Come in," Anya ordered.
Gulping nervously, Greg came in, followed closely by Chuck and Rob. The door closed behind them with an ominous thud. "You wanted to talk to me?" Greg asked simply.
"I want you to explain yourself," Anya snarled. "What were you doing last night?"
Greg cocked his head, puzzled. "I was at the house, studying, just like I told you I was going to."
"Liar!" Anya screamed at him. "How come Liz, Melinda, Jenny, and I saw you at the Coconut Club then?"
Greg's mouth hung open for a moment as he tried to make sense of what Anya had said. "But ... I was at the house. I didn't go to the club."
"We were all in the common room, studying around the TV," Rob said to defend his fraternity brother.
"Quiet!" Anya barked at him, so fiercely that he recoiled in shock.
"But that's where we were, Anya," Chuck tried to assure her in a calm, reasonable voice. "Almost all the guys were there, and we know Greg was in the house."
"They're just like a pack of rats," Oksana sneered, "defending each other even in their lies."
"So, you were at the house? Then how do you explain this?" Anya held up her cell phone, shoving it in Greg's face.
"But ... that's impossible!" Greg stammered. "I was at the house!"
"You were dancing with some hot blonde whore, who you took home!" Anya accused. "Oksana got these pictures of your little adventure."
"That can't be!" Greg protested. "I was at the house!"
"Cowardly shit!" Anya yelled. "If you wanted to break up, you could at least have been man enough to tell me face-to-face!"
"I don't want to break up, Anya," Greg countered. "I love you. You know that!"
"Hmm," Oksana thought, sneering. "Maybe he isn't man enough. Or shouldn't be!"
Greg was getting a very bad feeling about the whole situation. He forced back some panic, remembering what Grandmother had told him. "Anya, I would _never_ cheat on you. You know that. You know that I love only you!"
"You know what you should to do him," Oksana said smugly. "To punish him for trying to hurt you so."
Anya glanced at her, and then turned back to Greg, her expression slightly calmer, but with a strangely calm determination. "I think that's a very fitting punishment." She raised her hands and began to chant.
Greg, Rob, and Chuck began to back toward the door, frightened at the angry display before them. A curt word from Oksana, though, froze them in place, unable to move.
"Anya, please!" Greg pleaded. "Use your senses. Touch my thoughts and memories! You know I wouldn't deceive you!"
It was too late. Anya finished her chanting and let loose with a volley of magic, multi-colored motes of raw magical energy swirling around the trio of college boys and sinking into their bodies.
The changes were profound and rapid. Clothing morphed, skin flowed to rearrange itself, bones reshaped. In moments, all of the boys had lost height and weight, their waists becoming slender while their chests blossomed outward. Hair exploded in cascades down their shoulders until it touched and danced about the bounteous, newly-formed breasts. Their hips widened as their legs became curvy and shorter. Tennis shoes morphed into high-heels. Jeans and Dockers flowed across their new shapes until they were short skirts, barely legal and quite indecent. Masculine T-shirts and a polo shirt transformed into low-cut shirts and a shirt with tails tied beneath breasts, exposing voluptuous curves held only slightly by the daring, lacy bras the new girls were wearing.
"Anya, why?" Greg protested again, in a much sultrier, more feminine voice. "You know I love you and would never do something like that to you!"
"What ... what did you do to us?" Chuck asked fearfully.
"You guys, er, gals, know of the parks' magic? Well, welcome to a healthy dose of that spell."
"But ... it's in the water!" Rob observed, the logical functions of his brain still engaged.
"And that same spell can be summoned _without_ the water." Anya grinned maliciously. "Welcome to hell, girls." She glared at Greg. "Your punishment for lying and cheating. And you two," she turned her vicious sneer to Chuck and Rob, "for trying to cover for this cheating weasel!"
"Anya, they're telling the truth. So am I."
"And a couple more things," Anya added with a sneer, "do you remember Allison? How she became a super-horny bimbo whenever she was around a guy?" The former boys' eyes widened in terror at the implication of Anya's words. "Exactly. You get the same." She sneered as the boys' jaws dropped at her pronunciation, since they all knew what had happened to Allison. When Grandmother had gotten through with Allison, she was a very busy sex machine around men, sounding like a bimbo and unable to say no. And now, Anya said that was their fate as well.
"How long are you going to do this to us?" Chuck's voice had a bit of defiance in it.
"That's the best part. You guys thought you could fuck with me? Well, you can't. I win. Permanently!" Anya turned and stormed out of the office by the other entrance, into the park, with a grinning Oksana at her side. Behind her, three shell-shocked former boys stood, nearly in tears. Anya barely heard Chuck whimpering that she was turning malicious and wrong, but she _did_ hear him, and it stirred something deep down inside her.
**********
As Anya and Oksana lounged in hammocks by the Tropical Lagoon, sipping drinks, Holly stormed up to Anya. "You ... bitch!" she screamed at Anya. "What the hell gives you the right to do _that_ to my boyfriend?" She looked like she was going to slap Anya, which, given Anya's mood, would have been a very bad idea.
"Boyfriend, eh? I didn't think you'd get to that stage." Anya grinned. "Okay, I can fix this." She waved her fingers and chanted. "There. Problem solved. Why don't you go meet your girlfriend? I'm sure you two will have a lot to talk about. If you're not busy doing something else, that is!" she added with a leer.
Holly wanted to slap Anya even harder, but she knew that she was dealing with a very powerful, angry, and out-of-control magic user. She glanced up at Chuck, standing beside Rob and Greg back by the path, looking forlorn – and very cute. She felt a sudden rush of lust, a powerful sexual attraction to Chuck, so strong that she almost forgot about her objections to the magic that Anya had used with such dark, malevolent intentions. She knew that she should be furious at Anya, both for turning Chuck into a girl, and for messing with her and Chuck's sexuality, but she found herself rushing to sweep Chuck into a passionate, lust-filled embrace, her lips eagerly seeking Chucks, and he was responding in kind. Her primal passions pushed away, temporarily, her hatred and loathing for Anya for having done something so vicious and evil, as she thought of nothing more than to get Chuck alone in a bedroom.
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Vicky stomped up to Anya and Oksana, with Holly a step behind. "You bitch!" she screamed at Anya as she slapped Anya hard, so enraged that she momentarily forgot about Anya's magical power. "You fucked up our lives, you cunt!" Her eyes were red and puffy, indicating that she'd been crying, and she seemed torn between anguish and anger. "Fucking bitch!"
"Your boyfriend ..."
"Fiancé," Vicky snarled. "He _was_ my fiancé, until you fucked that up! You fucking self-centered, evil bitch!"
"Your fiancé and Chuck were lying to cover for Greg's little indiscretion. He cheated on me, and then had those two try to lie to cover for him. They _earned_ their punishment!"
"You have no RIGHT to fuck with people's lives! You ..." She swing at Anya again, but Anya grabbed her arm, holding it vice-like as she stared angrily at Vicky. Vicky didn't back down. "You were my friend! You were my _best_ friend! Now, you're just an evil bitch! I wouldn't EVER want to have you in my wedding, ever again, even if you hadn't fucked that up!"
Vicky saw the anger in Anya's eyes, a raging fury that she would _dare_ to confront Anya, let alone slap her. How easy it would be to use her power to turn Vicky into a pile of ash. And yet, that was so simple and too obvious. "Oh, you want to be engaged still, is that it?" She saw the frightened look on Vicky's face as the girl beheld the awesome and terrifying look Anya was giving her. "Very well." Anya began to incant, and then thrust a finger toward Vicky. A bolt of lightning shot from her finger.
Vicky thought she was dead, that Anya had fired lethal magic at her. She felt her body convulse at the electrical shock, but the shock was short lived, replaced by a strange feeling that things were shifting around inside her, and in an agonizing way, like parts of her body were being physically ripped apart. She opened her mouth to scream, but no sound came out, because she was unable to inhale or exhale through the searing pain.
With her eyes closed, she couldn't see that her long hair was shortening, or that her body was growing taller and larger, breasts deflating and feminine curves bulking and filling in. Inside, she felt the agony of her internal organs descending and rearranging, a pressure of something growing painfully from her crotch.
Around the park, a rolling wave of thunder sounded, causing patrons to look up, confused, at the cloudless, clear blue sky, trying to find a source for the strange sound. A host of strange things began, mostly unnoticed by those who were watching. A girl on the diving board vanished into thin air, the only clue she'd been there was a momentary flash. The diving and swimming coach vanished, too, replaced by an older, out-of-shape woman with a stern face and hawk-like nose. In the concrete corner of the entrance plaza, a bronze plaque appeared, with the simple name "Norma" and a date etched on it. In the college, a bright young girl of Polynesian descent vanished, while across the campus, in the NRD fraternity house, a shy, depressed young man appeared suddenly in a bedroom, lying on the bed and suicidally contemplating how shitty his life was, as he always did.
In what seemed like an eternity, but was only a few moments, the pain faded, and Vicky opened her eyes – only to find that she was now looking down at Anya by at least four inches. Panic began to set in as she realized that she felt – wrong. She couldn't feel weight moving on her chest as she gasped for breath. Long hair was not swirling in her peripheral vision. She looked down, and screamed, and even that sound was all wrong. With dread fear, she lifted her hands, and instead of the fine, delicate, feminine hands, with a diamond ring gracing one finger of her left hand, she saw rough, masculine hands. Without looking, she knew that she had junk in her swimming trunks as well.
Vic looked up at Anya, his expression a mixture of rage and horror at what she'd done. "You ... you bitch! Look what you've done! You _know_ what I wanted! Why the hell did you do this to me?"
Anya's smile was smug and, at the same time, intimidating. "You were upset that you weren't engaged to Rob. Now, since she's a girl, you can be the man in the relationship, and you two can still get married!"
"You fucking bitch!" Vic swore.
Anya was stunned, but only briefly, as Vic leapt at her. She made a quick sign, and a shield went up in front of her, blocking her so effectively that Vic rebounded and landed on his rear in the sand. She stood, her face in shock, as she began to see all that she'd done. It wasn't pretty.
Grandmother ran to the scene, staring, like many patrons, at the male lying on his rear end, possibly unconscious. Grandmother stooped over Vic to check on him the medallion clearly visible, unable to prevent the removal of the wizards spell. "You're perilously close to touching the darkness, Anya," Grandmother admonished her. "Do you know what you've done?"
"I ... I just made it so Robbie and Vic can be engaged," Anya stammered defensively.
"You fool, Grandmother said, mortified by Anya's callous behavior at having removed the wizards spell that had transformed Vic to Vicky. You killed David! Without Vicky's intervention, he changed back from being Mel, and he died! Lisa left here, too! You've changed everything!" She turned her glare toward Oksana. "And all because of this meddling witch who isn't really even from the old country!"
Anya turned slowly to Oksana, her jaw open in disbelief. "It isn't true, is it?" she asked, looking for denial of Grandmother's accusation.
Oksana stood imperiously, a disdainful sneer on her face. "They're all jealous because we're friends. Because I'm helping you learn more magic," she said.
Anya's head swam; she was visibly confused at how things were going. Her conscience, which had been dormant, was stirring strongly, and she hated the feeling it was giving her. But as she began to regret what she'd done, Oksana's fingers moved slightly, as did her lips, and another massive wave of confusion crashed over Anya, leaving her visibly dazed.
Grandmother stood and turned to Anya. "This has to end," she said firmly. "Anya, you're straying far too close to the darkness, and becoming the evil that you so dreaded. Oksana is bad for you. She's corrupting you, but you can't see it."
"No!" Anya screamed, holding her head between both hands and looking down, fighting the confusion and anger bubbling within her. "No!" she said again, looking up at Grandmother with a frantic, almost panicked look on her face. "You can't tell me who my friends are!"
"Anya, please," Greg pleaded from where he stood, "don't do this. I love you, and I don't want to see you get hurt."
Anya didn't deign to even glance his way. Her angry glare toward Grandmother deepened, and her hands lifted. "Quit interfering in my life!" she hissed to the old woman.
"Anya," Grandmother said calmly as she traced an intricate pattern in the air with her fingers, "you're my granddaughter. You're all the family I have. I love you, no matter what, and I don't want to see you turn to the darkness and lose yourself to evil."
"No!" Anya screamed, clutching at her head like she had a massive headache.
"They're trying to hold you back, Anya," Oksana said in a seductive, calming voice. "They're all jealous of your power, and want to hold you back." She saw Anya turn slowly toward her. "End this, and claim your rightful power." She pointed at Grandmother, who stood defiantly with her hands on her hips. "You have the power. End this and set your power free."
"No, Anya, please!" Greg cried. He stood and walked to his beloved's side, wrapping his arms around her. "Please. I love you! Don't give in to her and her anger!"
Anya looked at Greg's pleading expression, then at Grandmother, and then back to Oksana. Her mind was awhirl as she tried to fight through the confusion. As she looked, Greg suddenly snatched the medallion from her neck, breaking the chain, and hurling the hated thing away from her, hoping that if what Grandmother and Jozef suspected was correct, the focus for Oksana's dark energy would be gone, and Anya could fight the confusion.
Anya felt her mind starting to clear, even though the fog was still present and clouding her judgment and sight. She turned angrily toward Oksana. "No!" she snarled. "I won't fight my grandmother!"
Oksana sneered at her, and then, without warning, lashed out with a tremendous bolt of energy toward Grandmother. "If you won't, then I will."
Grandmother was ready, thanks to the training from Nadezhda. A magic buckler formed in her arm, and she intercepted the bolt, reflecting it harmlessly into the sky. "You'll have to do better than that," she said confidently to Oksana.
"Oh, I will," Oksana sneered. "I'm more powerful than you are, old woman."
A flash of insight suddenly hit Grandmother. "You!" she said in disbelief as she read the aura of Oksana. "It's ... you're related to Eldor, my old master!"
"I'm his only daughter. The man you murdered was my father!" Oksana said with an angry snarl. "I've been hunting for you for decades! Now you're going to pay for murdering my father!"
"He attacked me. My spell was self-defense," Grandmother said levelly. She didn't think that reasoning would help; Oksana was quite thoroughly insane with her need for revenge – and that made her doubly-dangerous. "I didn't murder him. He killed himself by attacking me."
"Liar!" Another incantation brought forth a fireball, which hurtled toward Grandmother, large enough to completely envelop her.
Grandmother's small buckler grew instantly, stretching up and down, and wrapping around her, until it completely surrounded and protected her from all sides, making the fireball dissipate harmlessly on the magical protective screen.
Oksana sneered at her. "I'll get you," she said. Without warning, she turned and launched a vicious blast at Anya, catching the girl unaware and hurtling her backward until she hit a tree and crumpled to the ground. "But first, I'm going to hurt you by making you watch your granddaughter die!"
Greg dashed to Anya's side, squatting down beside the fallen girl. Her bathing suit was scorched badly, and he could see the burns on her skin through the burned hole in the fabric. "Anya," he pleaded, "don't give up! Use your magic to protect yourself! I know you can – I love you!"
Oksana easily deflected the counterattack from Grandmother; maintaining the shield to protect herself sapped energy that she should have put into her attack. Oksana lashed back, another, more powerful bolt, but the shield held firm. Once more, Oksana turned toward the injured Anya. Just as she was about to loose another blast at the defenseless girl, Grandmother blasted at Oksana, forcing her to use some of her energy to defend herself again, while Greg dove in front of Anya. The bolt which should have hit Anya was weak because Oksana had been distracted, and he only partially blocked it, crumpling into unconsciousness, like Anya beside him.
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Anya floated in the dream world, the foggy nothingness of her confusion. Slowly, though, the mist started to clear. She saw two figures approaching her from opposite sides, and she backed up a step, her gaze darting fearfully back and forth between the two shadowy phantoms coming toward her through the hazy fog.
As one figure drew nearer, Anya slowly discerned that it was wearing flowing brown robes, with a hood raised to cover the face. High boots and a lighter tan set of garments beneath the robe completed the ensemble, except for the strange short rod in the figure's hand. There was a calm confidence about this person. She was sure that she recognized the figure.
Anya glanced the other way, and gasped. She instantly recognized the tall, dark figure as he seemed to materialize from the gloomy vapors that surrounded her. He wore all black, from the shin armor, to the leather-looking garment, with black shoulder armor, a long, flowing black cape, and long, dark gauntlets. A distinctive mask and helmet covered his face, also in black. On his chest was a familiar box, with flashing lights and a few switches, and a few silver box-like shapes were fastened at his waist. He, too, carried a strange rod-like device. Heavy, raspy breathing could be heard through his face mask. Anya shuddered as she cowered before the figure.
"Join me, and together we can rule the otherworld," the Vader figure intoned through the deep, mechanical voice of its life support system.
"Once you start down the path toward the Dark Side, it will forever rule your destiny," the other figure rebutted with the voice of Obi-Wan Kenobi. "Turn away from the dark side."
Two lightsabers hissed into being, one blue, and the other red, glowing and illuminating the foggy scene in a strange bath of lights. The figures stepped forward and clashed, tentatively at first, their lightsabers impacting in a bright glow and strange clashing sound.
"Your powers are weak," Vader said.
"I have power you cannot imagine." Obi-wan replied calmly. Their lightsabers clashed again, as Vader attacked viciously, but every time, Obi-wan parried the blows with remarkably little motion.
"Anya, join me. It is your destiny." When Vader spoke, a chill went through Anya's very soul, a dark, icy grip on her throat and heart. Vader took a step back from the confrontation, and ripped off the helmet and facepiece.
"Mom!" Anya gasped, looking at the face of her lovely mother.
"It is your destiny to rule at my side, my daughter." Chessa's voice was soothing and seductive in her promises.
"Only a destiny of darkness and evil," Obi-wan said. He took a moment, and threw back his hood – to reveal Grandmother, looking calm and collected and very self-assured. Without warning, Grandmother attacked again, but Chessa wasn't surprised, and parried the blows. While she was on the defensive, she couldn't counterattack though, giving the edge to Grandmother – at least temporarily.
"I am your mother," Chessa said to Anya, beckoning her with her mind to join her. "I bore you, and raised you. Join me."
"You're nothing but darkness embodied," Grandmother replied. "You're controlled by the darkness, and it has obliterated your soul." She glanced at Anya. "If you join her, you, too, will give yourself to the darkness, and be controlled forever by it."
Anya looked, torn between the two as they clashed, both fighting to persuade her to join one side or the other.
"Join me. I am your mother." Chessa said as she viciously attacked Grandmother.
Anya saw the ebony blackness of her mother's aura, and felt its icy coldness, an unfeeling iciness which she could see reflected in Chessa's expression. There was no love, no happiness, no positive emotion. All there was was hatred and anger. She shuddered inwardly at the thought of ending up like her mother. "No!" she yelled at her mother. "You're evil! You've always been evil!" She ran to Grandmother's side. "I'll never join you! You've failed!" She clung tightly to Grandmother, even as the old woman made a final, exquisite attack. She parried a counterblow, and her lightsaber slashed through Vader, who vanished into the mists.
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"Anya?" The voice called to her, tugging her away from the mists of unconscious thought. "Are you okay Anya?" She felt hands holding her, cradling her head. She opened her eyes, and saw Greg staring in concern at her. "Are you okay?"
"You ... you blocked the bolt that was meant to kill me," she said, incredulous.
"I couldn't let you die," Greg answered. "I love you."
"Even after what I did?"
"No matter what, I love you."
Anya felt her eyes moisten; she didn't deserve Greg's love after she'd been petulant and mean. She glanced toward Grandmother, to the sound of bolt after bolt of magical energy crackling through the still air. Overhead, the skies were almost blackened by the thick clouds which had formed – somehow – around the magic duel, leaving a darkness punctuated by bolts of lightning above, and magical energy dueling below. Around them, park patrons fell back away from the terrible spectacle of the magic battle, afraid of the power, and yet so curious that they kept watching.
Oksana turned suddenly, glaring at Anya. "You live!" she sneered, before she glanced once more at Grandmother. Slowly, deliberately, she turned back to Anya, her intentions clear – she was going to kill Anya.
"Sing that song," Greg urged her. "The shield spell. Sing it!" As Anya peered at him, still dazed, he began to hum what he thought the tune was.
The tune was so familiar to Anya that she began to sing softly out of reflex more than conscious thought, and it was a good thing. Seconds after she began to sing, a massive bolt of energy smashed into the shield, causing it to flicker and waver, but it held firm – barely. And then Grandmother stepped easily through the shield, moments before another blast hit it. She knelt beside Anya, and stroking her forehead, began to chant. Anya's eyes fluttered, and then opened. "Grandmother?" she asked hesitantly.
"Yes, dear," Grandmother said with a smile, and then she added her voice to the song, reinforcing the shield against Oksana's relentless assault – bolt after bolt of magical lightning, ball after ball of magical fire.
Anya looked at Greg, at the concern on his face, and then she stood, her face resolute. A scowl formed as she stepped toward Oksana, stepping easily through the magical barrier. Oksana grinned; she had Anya right where she wanted her – angry, defenseless, and oh-so-vulnerable. She let fly another magical blast – and it stopped inches from Anya's body. Oksana's lips curled in anger and frustration, and she loosed another bolt, but it too stopped short.
"You tried to corrupt me!" Anya screamed at Oksana. "You lied to me, and made me do things that were evil!" She stepped slowly, deliberately toward Oksana, realizing for the first time in her life just how much magical energy she had within her. She'd never before needed to reach for her full capabilities. "Now you're going to pay, bitch."
Oksana's eyes widened in surprise. Anya was brushing aside her most powerful energies as if they were annoying pests, and still coming closer. Once more, Oksana summoned her dark energy, and let fly a massive electrical blast at Anya.
"Enough of this play!" Anya cursed. She raised her own hands and chanted, and launched a magical blast that dwarfed anything that Oksana had done to that point.
"Anya!" Grandmother cried out, seeing what was happening. "Do not use your magic in anger, or for revenge!"
"You made me hurt my true friends," Anya snarled. "You deceived me, and confused me, so I hurt people who care for me! For that alone, you deserve to die!"
Greg saw Anya's determination and read the anger in her voice. He ran to her side, slipping his arms around her. "Anya, please. Don't do this! Don't attack her in anger! It's what she's been trying to get you to do."
Anya hesitated, then looked at Greg. In his eyes was a pleading for her to calm herself, and not corrupt herself further.
In that moment, Oksana saw her opening. With Greg clinging to Anya, her shields had to be down. She drew every bit of reserve energy she had, and channeled it into a huge ball of energy, then hurled it toward Anya and Greg – and then gasped in surprise. Anya extended her bare hand to the ball of pure magic, and reflected it easily to Oksana. The girl stood, stunned, her mouth agape, as the dark energy surrounded and consumed her, leaving nothing of Oksana behind.
Anya stood for a moment, looking at where Oksana had stood, and then turned slowly to Grandmother. She glanced at Greg, horror-stricken to see that all of them had been changed by her malicious, reckless magic, and when she realized that she'd used the park's magic, in a permanent spell, on Chuck, Rob, and Greg, she was overcome with grief at what she'd done. Tears on her cheeks, she turned and fled into the park, away from her friends and loved ones whom she'd betrayed so completely.
**********
Grandmother and Selena found Anya, curled in a fetal position and bawling her eyes out, behind one of Jenny's machinery sheds. Grandmother sat down beside Anya, placing her hands tenderly on the girl's shoulders. "It's okay, Anya," she tried to assure the girl.
Anya didn't move, except for the shaking of her shoulders as she sobbed uncontrollably. "I'm sorry," she said softly, over and over. "I'm sorry. I hurt everyone, and I'm so sorry."
Greg caught up to Grandmother, with the others close behind. He squatted down beside Anya, who was inconsolable. "I know you didn't mean it," Greg said softly, but Anya still wouldn't look at him.
"I ... ruined ... your lives," she cried, guilt-ridden over what she'd done with her magic.
Grandmother lifted Anya and cradled her in her arms. "You didn't ruin everything," she assured Anya. When the girl looked at her, puzzled, Grandmother waved her fingers and chanted.
Slowly, Greg's form began to change as the effects of the parks magic melted from him. As Anya watched in astonishment, Greg changed back to his normal male form.
"Wha ...?" Anya stammered, confused that Greg had shrugged off the supposedly unbreakable spell.
Greg took a medallion from around his neck. "Grandmother gave me an amulet which is kind of like Teflon against magic. The spell didn't sink in, so it could be reversed."
"So, I didn't mess things up for everyone?" Anya asked hesitantly. She saw the looks on Grandmother's and Greg's faces, and her heart sank. "No!" she cried. "You can't reverse Chuck and Rob?"
Grandmother merely shook her head no, her eyes reflecting her intense heartache. "I'm sorry. I couldn't protect everyone."
"And Vicky?"
Grandmother shook her head again. "You unraveled the spell, so there was no protection."
Anya wailed in anguish at what she'd done, dropping her face into her upturned palms as she bawled. Chuck and Rob were stuck, as was Vicky. Then a memory intruded, a memory of what the unknown old woman had done in the old country when she unraveled the spell on Vince / Vanessa. It looked difficult, but Anya had paid close attention, trying to memorize the spell. She knew what she had to do, or at least try. She stood suddenly, startling those around her, facing her erstwhile friends, closing her eyes to focus her energy and her mind. "If this works, get Vic a lifetime pass. I'll pay - from my savings." When she opened her eyes, burning with a fierce determination, she began a very complicated incantation.
Grandmother recognized immediately what Anya was doing. "Anya, no! It's too dangerous!" she cried.
Anya waved a finger, momentarily interrupting her spell, and a barrier came up between Anya and the others, before continuing the very difficult incantation.
"Anya, the only reason Nadezhda could undo the spell is that it wasn't complete!" Grandmother pleaded. Greg started toward Anya, but the old woman held out her hand and stopped him.
Anya ignored the old woman, continuing the extremely complex incantation, directed toward Chuck and Rob. The two were standing, stunned, surrounded by swirls of magical energy, while others backed away from them in fear of what Anya was doing.
"Anya!" Greg screamed, stepping forward, but Grandmother caught him by the shoulders so she wouldn't interfere.
"You can't stop her," Grandmother admonished, being very familiar with Anya's magical incantations. "There's too much magical energy now." Greg's lip trembled; he understood exactly what Grandmother was saying. Anya had summoned an incredible amount of magical energy, and was now carefully crafting it to do what she wanted it to. If it were suddenly released because Anya was distracted, the results could be chaotic at best, and devastating at worst. All they could do was stand helplessly, watching as Anya created an extraordinarily complicated spell.
Greg couldn't see, but Grandmother could see the strain in Anya's aura, the dimming and flickering as she channeled ALL her energy into the spell. Greg was right; she dared not do anything, but what Anya was doing was incredibly dangerous to herself.
"What's she doing?" Vic asked softly, having sneaked up behind Greg and Grandmother.
"She's invoking a spell to reverse the park's magic."
"But ... I thought that was impossible," Selena stammered from the other side of Grandmother.
"It is," Grandmother said sadly. "It is."
"But ... didn't the matron reverse the spell on Vince when they were in the old country?" Greg asked.
Grandmother nodded. "Yes, but that was under special circumstances. Anya watched, and is trying to repeat the spell."
"Can that work?" Vic asked, hopefully.
Grandmother shook her head. "No. Nadezhda succeeded only because the spell was incomplete. Once it's complete, it can't be reversed. I've never heard of anyone able to successfully reverse it – and live." She added the final two words in a hushed tone; she, better than anyone, knew of the grave danger Anya had placed herself in.
As they watched, silent except for whispers, the energy began to coalesce around Rob and Chuck into a glowing red sphere. Anya continued to incant and focus, and through the translucent sphere, accentuated by swirls of brighter energy, the crowd could see changes slowly beginning. Both began to grow in height, while their generous bosoms deflated. Hair shortened, and changed from ditzy blonde to their natural colors. Their clothing flowed until it was masculine, including their shoes, which grew and changed to fit their growing, more masculine feet. For several agonizing minutes, they changed, Anya's magic visibly battling with the park's spell, with the result that their forms see-sawed several times until Anya could draw in more magic. Finally, the red sphere began to fade, as the magical energy dissipated, leaving two male students, Rob and Chuck, standing semi-conscious in their original, male bodies.
Anya looked at them, nodded slightly, and then collapsed to the ground.
Greg dashed to her side, kneeling beside her, cradling her head in his hands and sobbing her name over and over, trying but failing to get a response.
"Holly, get Dr. Chastity now! Hurry!" Grandmother barked as she, too, knelt beside her granddaughter. She waved her fingers and made a quick incantation toward Holly.
Holly glanced, confused, at Chuck, confusion on her features. She still had the lesbian attraction from another of Anya's spells, and while she was happy for the two young men to be restored, all attraction for the male form of Chuck vanished instantly. She turned and sprinted toward the medical hut, momentarily forgetting about the issue of her modified sexuality.
Grandmother waved her fingers over Anya, incanting the major healing spell that Nadezhda had taught her, but when she was done, there was no change in Anya. Tears streamed down her cheeks; it looked like Oksana had won after all, destroying Anya and hurting Grandmother desperately.
"Stand back, please," Dr. Chastity ordered as she ran to the scene and knelt down beside Anya, a large medical kit in her hand. She physically pushed Greg away and laid Anya's head on the ground, turning her so she was on her back. "What happened?" she asked as she began to examine the stricken girl.
"She was casting a very complex spell, and ...." Grandmother began.
Dr. Chastity wasn't listening to Grandmother anymore, but to Anya's heartbeat through her stethoscope. She ripped Anya's shirt open, then quickly pulled some pads from the medical kit and fastened them on Anya's right upper chest and left side. "She's in v-fib. Stand back," she ordered, switching on the AED device. The rising tone beep signaled others that this was a very serious event; despite forming almost a circle around Anya and Dr. Chastity, they kept a good distance, the staff from knowledge and training in AED use, and the curious patrons held back by the staff and friends.
"Clear!" Dr. Chastity yelled, and then pushed the trigger button on the AED. Anya's body convulsed slightly as the electrical current raced through the pads and into her chest. "Greg, do you know CPR?" Dr. Chastity demanded.
"I'm fully certified," Holly said, stepping forward.
"Two person. I'll get the compressions, you take the breathing."
"Got it." Holly leaned over Anya, checked for breathing, and cleared the girl's airway. She gave two rescue breaths, as she'd been trained. Meanwhile, Dr. Chastity put her hands together, palm of one to the back of the other, and placed the heel of her hand on Anya's sternum. As soon as Holly had completed the breaths, Dr. Chastity started compressions.
While they worked, Grandmother looked at Holly and did an incantation directed at her. She owed it to Holly to undo the change in sexuality that Anya had put on her.
Holly glanced up at Grandmother, and mouthed the word 'thanks. Then she glanced at Greg, noticing how distraught he was. Tears poured from his eyes and down his cheeks as he wept for his beloved Anya. She turned her attention back to the CPR. As soon as Dr. Chastity finished a set of compressions, Holly gave two more rescue breaths, and Dr. Chastity then resumed compressions, hearing a loud crack as one or more of Anya's ribs broke under the necessarily violent chest compressions.
The AED beeped at them, signaling that it was time for another check. "Clear," Dr. Chastity ordered. She and Holly sat back on their heels, waiting for the machine to do its work. Moments later, it beeped again, then started the rising beep. In a moment, it signaled Dr. Chastity again. "Clear!" she shouted once more, checking around her to ensure that Anya was clear, and then she pressed the trigger.
Again, Holly checked, and gave Anya two more rescue breaths. This time, though, Anya coughed, and a spasm twitched her entire body. "On her side," Dr. Chastity ordered. As soon as the two of them had Anya on her side, in case she vomited as a result of the CPR, Dr. Chastity pulled a small oxygen bottle and mask from her bag, turned on the valve, and slapped the mask across Anya's face.
Grandmother breathed a huge sigh of relief as she and Greg hugged to try to comfort one another. She saw two more staff members running to the site with a stretcher. Knowing that Dr. Chastity was in control of the situation, she turned to Vic. A slight wave of her hand produced a pass to the park. "Take this and run to the showers. Now!"
"But ..." Vic was confused.
"Lifetime pass. Go!" Grandmother said having removed the medallion from Vic.
Vic turned and high-tailed it toward the men's locker room, dodging curious patrons as he ran flat-out. Grandmother glanced up and saw the thanks and joy in Rob's eyes.
"But ... her memories?"
"All the changes were today. Her old memories – including dating and getting engaged to you – will be intact." She closed her eyes momentarily, feeling completely fatigued. When she looked back, and saw that Dr. Chastity and the staff members had rolled Anya onto the stretcher. Still holding her arm around Greg, she followed the litter through the stunned crowd, toward the medical hut. Grandmother felt it when the shower spray hit Vic, and the changes began. Around them, things that had vanished or had been altered returned to the way they had been; the girl on the diving platform appeared, and the diving coach was again walking around the pool. The fabric of reality had been patched up.
**********
The crowd in the medical hut was far larger than was normal, or that should have been there, but nothing could have persuaded anyone to leave. Anya lay unconscious on an exam table, her complexion sallow, while Dr. Chastity fretted over the injured girl. Everyone else watched, silently, fearfully, weeping, knowing that they were powerless. Dr. Chastity looked up at Grandmother, and in that moment their eyes met, Grandmother knew just how bad Anya was. Dr. Chastity didn't say it, but she didn't think Anya's chances were good. Not good at all. Dr. Chastity quickly lowered her eyes, her head shaking almost imperceptibly as she kept trying to keep Anya alive.
"How is she?" Greg bawled unashamedly, kneeling beside the table and holding Anya's hand.
"I ... I don't know," Dr. Chastity said, sounding exhausted and ancient, worn by the struggle to heal the girl from maladies of which he knew nothing.
"Vic ..." a soft voice sounded from Anya's lips. Her eyelids fluttered a moment, before closing again. "Vicky," she murmured again.
Vicky, held tightly by Rob despite the fact that she was dripping wet, pressed forward and leaned over Anya. "I'm here, Anya," she said, dripping tears onto Anya's face and neck.
"Did ... did it work?" she asked. Even that simple question seemed a herculean effort.
"Yes," Rob sobbed. "It worked."
Anya sighed, her worried features relaxing as the news brought her a bit of peace. "Good."
Greg continued to clutch her hand, and he leaned over, crowding Vicky and Rob away. "Anya, it's me. Please hold on. I love you! Please don't leave me. I don't want to ever be without you." His last words were lost in his sobs of anguish.
Anya tried to smile, but failed. Instead, she looked sad and full of regrets. "I'm sorry ... Greg," she whispered. "I ... I'm sorry. I'm ... not worthy ... of your ... love." Her words faded as her eyelids drifted shut, but her breathing continued, ragged and increasingly shallow, the only sign of life in the brunette. Greg collapsed on her chest, bawling like an infant at the thought of losing Anya.
As this was going on, Grandmother eased herself to Dr. Chastity's side. "How bad is she?" the old woman whispered softly, not wanting to upset all of their friends.
Dr. Chastity shook her head. "Physically? She had a massive cardiac event. Probably the strain of casting that spell. She's stable, but I'm betting an EKG would show a lot of damage. I don't know what else without some scans and better equipment, although I strongly suspect there's other internal damage as well. Whatever she did was an enormous systemic shock to her. And emotionally, she sounds like she's feeling a huge amount of guilt at what happened. But that doesn't explain why she's fading."
Grandmother nodded, and then stepped to Anya's side. She closed her eyes, her arms outstretched over Anya, and began to chant. When she finished chanting the spell, she paused for a moment, and then turned back to Dr. Chastity. At Dr. Chastity's look, Grandmother shook her head. "Her aura is pretty badly ... shredded. She cast a spell that was way too powerful for her to cast, and it ... damaged her magical life-force. Without that magical life-force ...." She shook her head. After a moment, she turned back to Anya, and then glanced around the room. "Selena, I need you with me," she ordered as soon as she spotted the other magic user. Then she saw her old friend, the wizard, who had somehow managed to appear without anyone realizing that he was present. "And you."
Baffled, glancing around at her friends hoping to get some clue, Selena walked to the table. "I ... I don't know anything about healing this kind of thing," she stammered.
Grandmother smiled sadly. "You don't need to. I want you to channel all your magical energy to me. Focus on the energy, and make it flow to me." She reached down and stroked Greg's cheek. "Greg, dear, I need you to step back for a moment."
Vicky and Rob guided Greg a step back from the table, with Vicky hugging him tightly so he could cry on her shoulder, turning so Greg could watch Anya on the table.
As Grandmother began to chant, awe struck the room. Her aura was glowing visibly, outshining the lights in the room. Still, she continued, and as she did so, they saw a glow forming around Selena and then connect to Grandmother's aura. In a similar manner, the wizard's aura began to burn brightly, and then it sent a tendril to the aura of the old woman. Grandmother continued to chant, moving her hands deftly, and as she did so, a ragged, torn, fragmented, and extremely dim glow began to show around Anya. A collective gasp sounded from everyone when it became visible how badly Anya's aura looked in comparison to those of the other three magic users.
Slowly, inch by painstaking inch around the glow of Anya's tattered aura, energy flowed, from Selena to Grandmother, and then from the old woman to Anya, pulling together the rends and tears, and patching the holes in the girl's aura. Finally, as the last ragged tears were repaired, Grandmother and Selena both nearly staggered. Chuck and Brandy caught Selena before she was completely unconscious, and guided her to a chair, while Dr. Chastity eased Grandmother to a sitting position before returning to Anya. Someone alertly caught the wizard, and eased him to a chair as well. Dr. Chastity's stethoscope touched Anya's skin gently as she listened to the girl's heart and lungs, then to the arteries on her neck. She gave a huge sigh and let her stethoscope back to her neck. She looked up, directly at Greg, and nodded. "I _think_ she's out of immediate danger," she said, "but with the magic stuff?" She shrugged, looking at both Selena and Grandmother, who sat, totally exhausted from whatever effort they'd just expended on Anya's behalf.
Anya's eyes fluttered and opened slowly, and she took a deeper breath than the tiny, shallow breathing she'd been doing. "I'm ... I'm so sorry," she said, her words weak, but stronger than before the three magic users had healed her. Immediately, Greg was back at her side, clutching her hand again and leaning over her. "You ... you should have let me go," she whispered softly.
"No, Anya," Greg cried, suddenly fearful of what she meant by her fatalistic words. "I'm never going to let you go. I love you too much."
"I'm ... corrupt. I'm ... evil. I ... hurt ... everyone ... that cared for me," Anya whispered with great effort. "I'm ... not worth it." She opened her eyes and looked at Greg. "I ... I'm not ... good enough for you. You ... deserve ... better." She spoke as if every word was an effort to say, and when finished, she reached across her body with her free hand and weakly pried her other fingers from Greg's clutch. "I'm ... I'm so sorry. I didn't ... mean to ... hurt you. To hurt ... anyone." Her fingers waved a bit, and her lips moved to some words heard only by her, and then she vanished from the table before anyone realized what she was doing.
**********
Anya staggered as she popped into being a long ways from the park. She was exhausted, and had almost no magical energy left. She was bruised, and wearing a swimsuit with a hole burned in it and in the skin beneath. Her hair was thoroughly mussed from the fight, and she had sand and dirt mud smeared on her legs, arms, and swimsuit. It felt like every nerve in her body was lit up with pain, causing her every motion to be a new adventure in agony.
She glanced around; she was in a darkened alley somewhere in the city; she was certain that she hadn't teleported very far, given the depleted state of her magical energy. But where in the city was she? Thank goodness the clouds caused by the magical fight hadn't dissipated yet; it gave her a little more cover, almost like the middle of the night. She staggered out of the alley, and glanced up and down the street to try to get her bearings. She frowned; she wasn't in the best part of town; dilapidated buildings lined the streets as far as she could see. There were shops in most of them, but they were definitely not upscale. Anya felt a stab of fear at her surroundings, vulnerable as she was with no magical energy, but then she reminded herself what she'd turned into as her self-loathing returned with a vengeance. If something bad happened to her, it was probably still better than she deserved.
She spotted a shopkeeper – a butcher, from his apron, she guessed – standing in front of his store and gazing at the sky. She decided to see if he could help her. She snorted derisively to herself; she had no plan. All she wanted to do was to escape the well-deserved condemnation and scorn of those she'd once called friends – before she'd messed up their lives. Stiffly, fighting the residual pain of all she'd been through, she stumbled to the shopkeeper. "Excuse me, sir?" she asked.
The man turned to her, and his eyes narrowed instantly in suspicion. "Yes, miss?" he asked hesitantly.
"I need ... to find a shelter," Anya stammered. She saw him eyeing her figure, and wondered for a moment if he was harboring thoughts about her.
"A shelter, hmm? Let's see – there's the Mercy Women's Shelter. I think it's on Elm and Seventh."
"Where is that from here?" Anya asked, feeling helpless like a child. "I don't know where I am."
The shopkeeper eyed her warily again. "At the end of the street, go left until you hit Elm. Then go right on Elm, and you can't miss it. It's about six or seven blocks."
"Thanks," Anya said and started to walk where he'd directed her.
"That's a pretty nasty burn you have there," the butcher observed. Anya turned, and saw that he was gawking at the hole in her swimsuit and the burned flesh beneath it. "Do you need some medical help?"
"No!" Anya answered – too quickly, she realized. "It looks ... um ... worse than it is. I'll be okay." She turned and walked as fast as her aching body would allow. Only when she paused to look back at the storekeeper, to see if he was doing anything suspicious, did Anya's gaze dart past a window, where her reflection was plainly visible.
"No wonder he seemed so wary," Anya said softly. "I look like a junkie or something." Her hair was disheveled, and she was dirty and bruised from the battle. She was paler than she'd ever seen herself, and her eyes seemed sunken and hollow from her extreme fatigue. She was walking, or staggering, like she was on drugs. Anya sighed, and then resumed her journey.
Seven agonizing blocks later, Anya opened the door of the women's shelter and stepped inside. The woman at the desk looked up, and gasped. "Can ... can I help you?" she stuttered.
"I ... need a place to stay for a bit," Anya answered simply.
"Why are you here?"
Anya saw that she was staring at the burned hole. "I ... was in an accident," she lied.
The woman nodded knowingly. "Okay, take this application and fill out what you can." She handed Anya a clipboard. "Is there someone we should call?"
"No!" Anya snapped, again too quickly she realized. "I'm ... I don't want to see them."
The clerk sighed. Another domestic abuse victim. This one was so young, and probably very pretty, before she'd probably been beaten and burned. She hoped the girl would give her enough information that they could find the perpetrator.
As she filled out the application, being careful to write 'Jane Doe' for a name, Anya realized that she'd forgotten something. She sighed, drew up what energy she could, and cast a quick spell. She hoped that it was good enough to hide her aura.
**********
Greg and Grandmother sat, side-by-side, in the office at Bikini Beach, on one of the sofas. Two police officers were present, sitting in the wing chairs beside the sofa. Neither looked cheerful.
Officer Jana, a long-time friend of Anya and Grandmother, shook her head slowly. "We've got her picture out as a missing person. So far, though, we haven't gotten any response."
"And I haven't been able to detect any magic, apart from yours and Selena's," Officer Jozef added.
"Are you certain that she's even in town anymore?" Jana asked uneasily.
Grandmother nodded, fighting back tears. "Her magic ... was pretty badly damaged. It'll take time for it to heal, and until it does, she won't be able to save enough magic energy to do much magic at all. She certainly couldn't travel."
"She could take a bus."
Grandmother shook her head. "There haven't been any withdrawals from her bank accounts since the ... event."
"You're certain?" Jozef sounded skeptical.
"We have our own way of protecting against identity theft," Grandmother said softly. "And it lets us monitor our accounts ... remotely."
"Have you come up with anything, Greg?" Jana asked. Greg looked like he hadn't slept in days, since Anya's disappearance.
Greg shook his head sadly. "No. We got word out on campus, but there's no response."
"We'll keep looking. She's around somewhere – hiding perhaps, but she's here."
"If ... she hasn't left, or been kidnapped, or ... or ...." Greg started bawling at the thought that something bad might have happened to Anya.
Jana shot a worried glance to Jozef. They'd already thought of that, and had the coroner's office watching for a 23-year old brunette corpse. It was better that Greg and Grandmother not know how much _they_ were worried about that outcome.
**********
Vicky pushed the combination and cautiously opened the door into the office. "You wanted to see me?" she asked nervously.
Grandmother nodded. "Yes. Come in and sit down, please. Can I get you something to drink?"
Vicky started toward the chairs by Grandmother's desk, but the old woman shook her head and pointed to the informal area. "Diet Coke," she answered. She eased herself onto the sofa, her every move grace and poised, while Grandmother put some ice in a pair of glasses and poured two sodas.
"Here you go." Grandmother handed one of the sodas to Vicky and sat down on the sofa at the other end, taking a sip of her drink when she was seated.
"What do you want to see me about?" Vicky asked nervously. "Is it about the pass? Because I'll pay for it if I have to ...."
Grandmother shook her head. "No, dear," she said reassuringly. "It's not about the pass. Anya paid for that." She saw Vicky's expression harden when she mentioned he granddaughter's name.
"Then what?"
"It's about Anya," Grandmother said with some hesitation. "I know she hurt you ..."
Vicky's nostrils flared and her eyes narrowed to slits. "She deliberately hurt both of us! She almost ruined our lives!" she snapped.
Grandmother nodded. "I know. And I can't excuse her actions. Only she knows why, and whether she'll do anything to make it up to you and Rob."
"There's nothing to make up. When a friend betrays you like that ...."
Grandmother sighed. "I know you're upset. I know that she got things really messed up."
"And why _shouldn't_ I be upset? She damned near ruined our lives! She _knew_ that I didn't want to go back ever, but she just undid the spells and _forced_ me to go back! That's not a little thing that I can easily dismiss."
Grandmother closed her eyes to shut out the distractions around her. She took a slow breath, trying to let the tension out of herself. "You have every reason in the world to be angry at Anya, and to never want to deal with her again, let alone forgive her. And I can't say that I'd blame you."
"Then what?"
"I want you to try to hush your anger for a bit, and to think about what Anya _did_ do. She damned near died casting a spell that was far too powerful for her, in order to set things right for you and Rob. I bet she knew how dangerous it would be to her. I know she understood the strain once she started. But she didn't stop, even at the risk of her own life."
Vicky started to reply angrily, but she stopped herself. She had to admit to herself that she hadn't considered what Anya had done to set things right. "How ... how bad was she?" Vicky finally asked after a few silent moments.
Grandmother shook her head sadly. "If I hadn't had my friend and Selena to help my magic ..." She couldn’t continue as her voice choked at the thought of how close she'd come to losing Anya.
"She would have died?" Vicky asked, to which Grandmother merely nodded.
"She damaged her body pretty badly, too. You know she had a massive heart attack. She also tore up her internal organs badly. Trying to use too much magic can do that. What I don't know is whether ...." She looked away, sniffling and wiping at the tears that had leaked from her eyes.
"Brain damage?" Vicky asked hesitantly.
"Yes."
"Does she have any?"
Grandmother shook her head. "We won't know until we can examine her. And every hour that passes makes it harder to heal any damage that she did sustain."
Vicky sat in silence, contemplating what she'd heard. Grandmother was worried sick about Anya, for both her physical and mental well-being.
"Please think about it, Vicky, before you condemn Anya completely. She knew what could happen. She knew she could die, or be severely mentally or physically crippled, but she felt that she had to do this for you and Rob, because she knew she was wrong. She was willing to give her life for you two. Please, give her a chance. That's all I'm asking you to do." She looked away while she wiped at more tears. "I'll understand if the hurt is too deep. But please try. As a favor to me?"
Grandmother looked so helpless and vulnerable, Vicky thought. Anya's disappearance, after her serious injuries, worried her sick. Anya would need very good friends to help her recover emotionally, and possibly even physically and mentally, but Grandmother was worried that her friends would turn their backs on Anya instead of forgiving her and trying to be friends again. If that happened, Vicky suddenly realized, Anya might do anything, including suicide. The thought of her own near-death rattled her. Her friend, whom she'd so badly wronged, came through to help her and be the friend she needed. Shouldn't Vicky do the same for Anya? "Okay," Vicky answered softly. "I'll try."
Grandmother turned, leaning forward, and clutched Vicky in a hug. "Thank you," she sobbed. Vicky knew that Grandmother's tears were wetting her shirt, but she didn't mind. Instead, she returned the hug, hoping that she could comfort Grandmother a little bit in her anguish.
*****
Anya lay on the bed, staring at the bare fluorescent bulbs in the fixture and feeling totally devoid of emotion or drive. She knew that, eventually, someone would think to look in a women's shelter, or post her as a 'missing person', which would alert the staff of the shelter. She'd be cornered, trapped, made to go back ... to face them. She whimpered at the thought; she'd had wonderful friends, a boyfriend who she was convinced was about to propose, a good job – and she'd blown it. She'd let another lead her astray, confusing her and pushing her toward the darkness. She'd thrown it all away in a bout of stupidity. She'd missed touching the darkness, but the cost in friends had been staggering to her. She understood, finally, how painful it must have been for Grandmother to have been banished, to have left her home, family, and friends, and travel to a new continent to try to start over.
Anya wallowed in self-pity for several hours, like she'd done for almost a week. Except for eating – on those rare occasions she actually felt hungry – and bathroom duties, she'd just laid on the bed. The staff checked in on her from time to time, but she said little, leaving them confused and worried, because she looked exhausted and like she was losing weight rapidly. She was obviously in severe emotional distress, but she talked to no-one. She didn't _want_ to talk to anyone. She was damaged goods, scorned and shunned by those who'd been friends, not worth their time or friendship, bringing only pain and misery to their lives. She'd never be worth anything to anyone. It was time to make a clean break, like Grandmother had done, and say goodbye to her old life.
She needed a plan, but serious thoughts escaped her. The dominant thoughts in her mind were how worthless she'd been as a friend, and that everyone would be better off without her. She couldn't see, from the depth of her anguish, how dark her thoughts were becoming, or that she was seriously depressed, and only a few steps from suicidal thoughts and impulses.
She pondered her options. She could get cash, but Grandmother would note the change in her bank account instantly, and she'd know not only how much, but where Anya had made a withdrawal. She trembled at the thought of having to face her Grandmother again after being such a major disappointment. She couldn't. Nor Greg. In return for all the love he'd shown her, she'd been petty and mean and spiteful, and had ignored and used him. Greg was better off without her. He could find someone he truly deserved, not a damaged, broken, dangerous magic-user who'd hurt him so badly.
If cash was out, she could use her credit cards. Grandmother might not have put screens on the regular transactions. She could get a bus ticket .... She stopped. Grandmother probably had Jana and Jozef watching for her at the police station. Her car! But if she took her car, they'd know she'd gone. But they wouldn't know which direction, or how far. That's it – she'd take her car, and then drive whatever direction she felt like. She'd escape her former friends.
**********
Megan was bubbling with joy as she rushed into the lobby of the condominium to greet Natty. "Hi!" Megan said excitedly, hugging her best friend. She noticed that Natty was subdued, her grin not as enthusiastic, her gait not as happy. "Let's go play for a bit, and then my mom will take us shopping after lunch!" she said, trying to cheer up Natty. She knew why Natty was so down; Anya was still missing, and Natty was taking it pretty hard.
"I guess," Natty said, her voice devoid of her usually zest for life.
"No word?" Megan ventured cautiously.
Natty just shook her head.
"She'll be okay," Megan said with conviction. "I know it." She took Natty's hand and led her out of the building, toward the water park a few hundred feet away.
Natty shook her head. "I wasn't supposed to hear," she sniffled, "but when Anya was on the table in the medical hut, she told Greg and Grandmother that they should have just let her go." She wiped at the tears which appeared suddenly.
"She'll be okay," Megan reassured Natty again, even though Natty's report chilled her to the bone. Megan had seen her uncle battling depression; many, many times, her mother had had to talk to Uncle Evan to assure him that there _was_ something worth living for. She began to silently pray that Anya wouldn't ever do something so desperate.
As the girls walked across the parking lot of the condo, Natty thought she saw something moving at the back of the property. She frowned, halting suddenly and surprising Megan.
"What?" Megan blurted out.
"Look!" Natty said. "Who is that?"
Megan shook her head. "I don't know. And why is she going for the back entrance?"
Natty pulled Megan behind a car, where they ducked to stay as hidden as possible. The person was looking around carefully, obviously not wanting to be seen.
Megan and Natty gave a collective gasp when they saw the person closer. "Anya!" Natty whispered insistently. "Is it really Anya?"
Megan nodded. "It looks like it to me."
"What's she doing?"
Megan shook her head. "I don't think she wants anyone to know she's here." A plan formed instantly in her head. "You follow her – but be careful that she doesn't see you. I'll run over and get Grandmother!"
"K," Natty whispered back. When Anya wasn't looking, Megan dashed away, toward the water park, while Natty considered her moves. She could go around to the back entrance, but if Anya was coming into the building, maybe she wanted to get to her condo unobserved, which would mean that she'd take the stairs. Natty sprinted to the front door of the building and positioned herself so she could see down the hallway to the emergency fire stairs. She was late enough that she didn't see Anya, but heard the sound of the stairwell's fire door clunking closed. Now Natty had a choice – to follow Anya up the stairs, which would be a dead giveaway, or to try to beat her to her own floor, which was a gamble. Natty chose the elevator, hoping and praying that it wouldn’t stop anywhere on its way to the eighth floor. She emerged and ducked out of the hallway on the eighth floor, finding an alcove partially hidden by a large planter box. She peered through the plants.
Natty's gamble paid off; she saw Anya emerge into the hallway from the stairwell, glancing around nervously, before she walked cautiously toward her condo unit. Once Anya was in her condo, Natty wondered what she should do. Should she confront Anya, or watch and wait until others arrived. She decided to wait, no matter how painful waiting would be.
**********
The photos in the album glided across the screen, distorted slightly in spots by the fresh tears on the electronic device's surface. So many memories, of her and Grandmother at work, of her playing with Liz, of time at the Coconut club with the girls, of her playing happily with Natty, and most of all, of all the things she'd done with Greg. Anya started to toss it to the side, but then thought again. "What better way to remind myself of how much I threw away?" she asked herself. Beside her, on her bed, a small backpack sat, half-full of simple clothes like jeans and T-shirts. A small toiletries bag, full of her essentials, capped the pile of goods she'd been laying out on the bed with significant effort. She was exhausted and beginning to look emaciated after a week with little food, but she knew she had to finish the task at hand. She couldn't face any of them again, not after what she'd done. She had to pack and leave before they found her.
Anya knew she'd have long since been done, but she was hurt and exhausted, both physically and magically. She hadn't completely recovered from the spell she'd cast over a week ago; she'd have to rest for quite some time to even do a simple teleportation spell again. Despite her fatigue, she knew she had to hurry in case she'd been seen, so she would be long gone before someone decided to check her condo. A few more items in her backpack, and she'd slip down the stairs to the back door, and then out to her car. She'd leave everything else, including her bank accounts, to those she hurt, as a pitifully small gesture of her atonement for all the misery she'd caused. She deserved nothing more than the little she was taking, and those she'd hurt deserved far more than what she could offer.
She sighed once more, starting to feel angry at herself for having been so gullible and to have been so deceived. Surely someone with more experience and wisdom wouldn't have been so taken in, and wouldn't have been fooled by the tricks and traps. That thought reinforced her dark thoughts that she was worthless, flawed, and a dangerous burden to those around herself.
The unexpected sound of the knock on the door startled Anya enough that she dropped the underwear she was stuffing into the backpack. Her heart leaped into her throat; should she pretend she wasn’t present? Should she look to see who was at the door? She knew that her magic senses weren't working; she tried them instantly, and knew she hadn't recovered enough power.
The knock sounded again, more insistently. "Anya, open up please," she heard Greg's voice. She stood, uncertain what to do. "Anya, open up, or I'll get the super to open the door!" Greg called.
Anya felt like crying. She couldn't face Greg, not after what she'd done. If her powers had been working, she'd have simply teleported away.
"Anya, I know you're in there." It was Selena's voice. Damn, the girl probably sensed what little magical energy left in Anya, or someone had seen her and had reported to Grandmother. "Open up, or I'll open the door myself."
The die was cast. Selena had left her no choice. Anya walked into the living room, looking angrily at the door. "Go away! Just leave me alone!" she screamed, sobbing even before she finished her last words.
As the doorknob started opening, in defiance of the locks, Anya dashed into her bedroom and locked the door behind her. She was near panic, and with her state of mind that alternated between self-loathing and depression, she was feeling desperate, and not thinking clearly. She lunged at the glass door which opened onto her balcony, eight stories up, desperate to do anything to escape facing her friends again in her shame and humiliation. The door, though, refused to budge. She tugged harder, but it still remained shut. Behind her, the lock on her bedroom door opened, and she heard footsteps padding across the carpet. Without looking, Anya let herself collapse into a heap on the floor, sobbing hysterically as she was denied an exit from the pain of dealing with those who'd been her friends before she hurt them so badly.
"Anya, you had us all worried about you," a soft voice called to her from beside her. "It's okay now. I love you, and I'm not going to let you go." Greg's hands rested on her shoulders, shaking as they were from her crying.
"Go away!" Anya said through her sobs. "I'm not worth anything. All I do is hurt people!" She didn't resist when Greg rolled her up so she was in his arms with her head on his shoulder. She didn't have the energy to resist.
"No, you don't," Selena said. "And you know it. You've got a good heart."
"All I do is hurt people," Anya retorted softly. "My mistakes cost my friends too much. I can't take the chance on hurting someone again."
"I remember someone having a similar conversation," Selena said solemnly. "And do you remember what you told me?" She didn't wait for Anya to reply. "You told me that I had a good heart, and that being afraid of making a mistake was the first step in not making that mistake, or not repeating it. You thought I was worthy of a second chance, even when I didn't. Aren't you worth the same?"
"You didn't deliberately hurt people who thought you were their friends," Anya countered.
The strange wizard in the bathrobe stood in the doorway, Rob and Vicky sat down on Anya's bed, Jenny and Melinda stood with Natty by the closet, while Grandmother sat on the floor beside Greg and Anya, gently rubbing the girl's shoulder. She could read Anya's mental state as being extremely depressed and full of self-doubt and self-recrimination. "You couldn't help it, Anya," Grandmother said softly. "You were given a charm that funneled a very powerful confusion spell from a very powerful enchantress and clouded your reasoning and your sight."
"Anya," Vicky said firmly, "please look at me."
Anya shook her head, sobbing softly.
"Look at me!" Vicky said again, more insistently. She squatted down and physically turned Anya to look face-to-face at her. "I was mad at you. Hell, I was furious. But then you disappeared, and I realized how important you are to me. It took a while, but I figured out that not having you as a friend would be far more painful than you getting confused and making mistakes. So if I could get a second chance, shouldn't you? If I could get my life back together, after all the mistakes I made, can't you?" Vicky gently wiped at the tears on Anya's cheek. "You didn't do this on purpose, and even if you did, you risked your life to make things right." She nearly choked with emotion at how near Anya had come to death. "That's not what someone who's worthless does."
"But ... I touched the darkness," Anya wailed. "I'm not strong enough!"
"You didn't touch the darkness," Grandmother said firmly. "You came close, but you resisted the temptation. You did far better than I did with my first temptation."
Greg lifted Anya gently, and guided her to her bed, displacing Rob. "You aren't worthless, or mean, or vindictive. You are worth everything to me," he said, stroking her cheek as she rested her head on his shoulder.
"I'm afraid of the darkness," Anya whimpered. "It's ... so powerful and tricky."
"Fear is the beginning of wisdom," the wizard said philosophically from the doorway. "The darkness is always there, but as long as you fear it, you will avoid its snare and traps. It'll always be there. Evil always is. But now you know it, and can fight it."
Natty stepped forward and sat down beside Anya. "Anya," she said meekly, "I'm sorry I was so mean to you," she whispered in her pre-teen little-girl voice. "I thought I was losing you as a friend, and I didn't know what to do."
Anya looked at the innocent little girl, and shook her head sadly. "You didn't do anything," she said as she kissed Natty on the forehead. "You were right to tell me that I was getting mean." She looked around the room, and felt overwhelmed at the sympathetic and forgiving looks directed her way. "I'm so sorry," she sobbed again as she let her gaze drop from any of the faces that she was sure hated her for what she'd done. "I can't even ask for forgiveness, because I don't deserve it after what I did."
"Enough with the self-pity," Selena said sharply, grasping Anya's shoulders so Anya had to face her. "You wouldn't let me wallow in my self-doubt and self-pity, and I'm not going to let you. We _all_ make mistakes. Someone once told me that the measure of a person is how they respond to their mistakes. It's up to you. Forgive yourself, like we forgive you, or go through your life full of needless doubt, self-pity, and guilt."
Grandmother rose from her spot on the floor and bent over Greg, whispering something in his ear. His eyes widened, to which she merely smiled and nodded. Then she discretely put something in his free hand. Greg looked around the room, at all of Anya's friends, and wondered if Grandmother was right. When he saw the knowing nods from Vicky and Rob, he knew that she was.
To the delight of Vicky, Rob, and Grandmother, and to the surprise of everyone else, especially Anya, Greg slid forward and turned, sliding off the bed to land on one knee beside Anya. "Anya," he said solemnly as his hand opened the box that Grandmother had given him, "I love you more than anything else, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't want to ever lose you again, like I was afraid I had."
Anya started bawling again. "Greg," she said through her sobs, "I ... I can't take a chance on hurting you again. I was too tempted, and I almost hurt you permanently." She shook her head. "I ... I can't do it."
"But you didn't," Greg replied softly. "You have too much good in you. I trust you, because I know that you love me, too." He took her hand, and held the box with the ring toward her. "I want to marry you."
Anya wiped at a tear, and then glanced around the room. Grandmother gave her approval with a simple smile. Vicky smiled and nodded, as did Rob. Natty was nodding enthusiastically. One by one, she looked at her friends, and saw that, one by one, they nodded. "I don't deserve this," she sobbed as she looked back at Greg.
"Would you let me be the judge of that," Greg said, playfully scolding her, "and just say yes already?"
She stared at him, and then at the ring, and back at Greg. She knew, in her depressed state, that he deserved better, that she wasn't worthy. And yet, through it all, Greg had been there, reminding her that he loved her, trying to keep her from going down the dark path, despite what she'd tried to do. She looked down, to where he was holding the ring toward her hand. Slowly, her hand lifted, as if of its own accord. She looked back at Greg, and nodded nervously, feeling the pressure on her finger as Greg slid the ring on her.
Greg immediately sat back on the bed beside Anya, turning her as he wrapped his arms around her, and kissed her passionately. For a moment, she didn't respond, but slowly, her mind accepted that Greg forgave her, and still loved her. She began to return the kiss, hesitantly at first, but with more and more assurance the longer they kissed. Around them, their friends were cheering and clapping, but neither of the two seemed to notice. Finally, they broke the kiss. "I love you so much, Anya," Greg said softly to her.
"And I love you," Anya echoed. "But ..."
Greg put his finger across her lips. "Shh!" he said softly. "No buts."
In the doorway, the wizard grinned. "Good! At last I get to give my granddaughter away at the altar!"
To say that jaws dropped at his revelation would have been the understatement of the century. Even more stunning was when Grandmother slid to his side, wrapped her arm around his waist, and leaned her head on his shoulder. "We both do," she said warmly.
Vicky stood on her tiptoes and whispered something to Rob. At first, he looked surprised, and then he began to grin as he nodded. Vicky took two steps to the bed and sat beside Anya. "Anya," she said slowly, "Rob and I would be thrilled, and honored, if we could have a double-wedding, you and I, Rob and Greg."
Anya's mouth dropped open again. "But ...." She shook her head, feeling tears again. "I ... I ruined our friendship by hurting you both so badly," she sobbed. "I ... I don't want to spoil your special day. I can't."
Vicky put her hands on Anya's. "Anya, you're like a sister to me. You always have been, helping me through thick and thin. Sisters don't always get along, but they're still sisters. You've been the best friend I could have ever hoped for. And you risked your life to make things right for Rob and me. If that's not the love of friends, I don't know what is." She smiled warmly. "How are Rob and I supposed to ignore that?"
"But ... it's your special day!"
"It'll be _our_ special day," Vicky said firmly. "And you know how stubborn I can be. I'm not going to let you say no!"
Anya looked at the serious determination in Vicky's eyes, and then looked at Greg. Greg glanced at Rob, and saw the grin on his face. Looking back at Anya, Greg nodded.
"There's one more thing," Grandmother announced as she stood so she was in the center of the group. "I recently traveled to my home, as you know. I received a gift that I'd like to share." She reveled in the silence, taking pleasure in the hidden guessing games that were going on in everyone's minds. "You all have been wondering something for a very long time. It's time I shared it with you." She saw the puzzled looks. "Innochka," she said simply. Again, the puzzlement. "I received my name back. You can still call me Grandmother if you want, but if you prefer, I'd be honored if you called me Innochka, my given name."
Stunned wasn't a strong enough word to describe the reaction, except for Greg, who was grinning silently. He'd already been told the secret.
"But I like calling you Grandmother," Natty protested.
"And you still can, my child," Grandmother said sweetly. "But someday, you'll be old enough that maybe you'll want to call me Innochka."
Everyone took a turn hugging Grandmother, acknowledging her good fortune, and now knowing the secret she'd kept for all those years. Eventually, those who'd been sitting sat back down. "Who's up for pizza?" Grandmother asked with a grin. "I'm buying."
No-one objected, so Rob wrote down the preferences and called the pizza place for a delivery order.
Vicky grinned to Anya. "We'll have a lot of fun, picking out wedding dresses, getting the banquet lined up, maybe getting a band to play. Flowers. Everything! It'll be so much fun!"
"I ... I guess so," Anya said hesitantly.
"You _guess_ so? That is _so_ not what I wanted to hear! A little more enthusiasm, if you please, girl!"
Anya was sobbing, but this time because she was overwhelmed by the love and forgiveness of her friends. "Yes."
Vicky's grin broadened. "We'll have a lot of time to plan things."
"And I promise I won't blow you off when we do things."
"But you realize we may have a problem," Vicky said cautiously, but with a smile.
"Oh?"
"We're not going to fight over bridesmaids, are we?"
Anya sputtered, trying not to laugh, but failing. "Dibs on Natty!" She looked at her young friend. "If you'll do it for me, that is."
Natty ran to Anya's arms and hugged her warmly, catching Vicky in the group embrace. "You'll have to flip a coin," she said mischievously. "Loser can ask Megan if you want! Or Mel."
Liz smiled. "And I've got the perfect idea for a bachelorette party. Something that we can guarantee won't get anyone in trouble!" She was staring quite pointedly at Rob and Greg.
Greg looked at his fraternity brother. "Uh, Rob? I think we're going to have a very interesting few months before the weddings."
Rob gulped. "Yeah, I was thinking the same. Look at them, plotting and scheming already. Why do I get a bad feeling about what they're going to plan?"
Greg smiled. "Somehow, I don't think we're going to have a lot of say in what they plan, either." Around them, the room was filled with guffaws and chuckles at the boys' plight.
***** EPILOGUE *****
The large metal doors opened slowly and ominously, seeming to swallow the light from the antechamber rather than adding to the illumination. "Come in," a woman in dark robes, with her face mostly obscured, said in a very neutral tone.
The old woman rose nervously, and followed the dark woman into the chamber. It was everything that she remembered, from the three figures at the high bench before her, staring down dispassionately, to the dark and intimidating setting. To one side, a girl and an old man sat, watching, trying to keep emotion from their faces.
"You were charged with murder of Eldor the Lesser," one of the faces intoned in a slow, booming, unnerving voice.
"Yes," Grandmother answered. "It was self-defense."
"Based on the plea from these two," he gestured to where Anya and the wizard sat, "we have considered the recent evidence of your behavior, and the fact surrounding Eldor's death."
"And?"
"And this panel finds you ... not guilty. The parole is lifted. Banishment from this world is lifted. You are free to go as you please."
Anya leaped to her feet and ran to embrace Grandmother. The wizard was slower, but he, too, wrapped his arms warmly around the old woman.
"Adjourned," the man boomed again, rapping a heavy gavel to signify the close of the panel.
"Who's up for dinner to celebrate?" Anya asked as they walked, smiling, from the hearing room. "I know a nice Japanese restaurant where they have the best teriyaki and sushi!"
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Thus concludes the tale of the Temptation of Anya
Her tale, however, is far from complete.
Author's Note:
This story has been a long time in coming. Thanks to a couple of ideas from Ibi, I managed to make a simple one-part story into a complex, hopefully-engaging tale for your enjoyment. I have long felt that it was time for Anya to grow up, to face dark choices, and to overcome the temptation. I know there are those who loved Anya as a carefree, innocent girl, and I know you're probably hurt at what I did to her on these pages, but rest assured that it was as painful for me to write as it probably is for you to read.
This is NOT the end of Bikini Beach. I have about a dozen stories in the queue, including a 'reflective' piece of several years in the future, a sort-of reunion, and playing kids. That should be enough hints. I'm also going to write the tale of the bachelorette party and wedding. Beyond that, my output of Bikini Beach stories will probably slow, but rest assured that it will not stop. I've been writing in this universe for over fourteen years, and I need to branch out a bit as an author, but I will always have a desire to write more about my beloved friends Anya, Greg, Vicky, Rob, Natty, Jenny and Melinda, Innochka, and the others.